My days and dreams by Edward Carpenter

"My days and dreams" by Edward Carpenter is an autobiography written in the early 20th century. It charts four phases of a life—from a constrained Brighton childhood through Cambridge and public lecturing in northern towns to later years of manual work among the working classes—interweaving personal reflection with critiques of class convention, religion, sexuality, and artistic influence. The opening of this autobiography explains that the notes began in 1890 and were expanded irregularly, with bracketed dates marking when sections were written. The first chapter recalls an uncomfortable youth in fashionable Brighton, loneliness at home and school, a formative year at the Lycée in Versailles, and solace found in the sea and Sussex Downs; it also describes early loves—music, home chemistry, and intense but inarticulate boyhood attachments—alongside a sharp critique of empty “young lady” society, affectionate portraits of two elder sisters, and a lively sketch of a younger brother who became a decorated naval officer. The next chapter offers vivid portraits of his parents: a liberal, mystically inclined father shaped by the Navy and philosophy, and a tireless, self-effacing mother whose death left the family unmoored; evening household scenes and her later passing lead into his father’s decline. The early Cambridge chapter then covers a brief Heidelberg interlude, immersion in Trinity Hall’s rowing culture, study for the mathematical tripos and a fellowship, and ordination—followed by disillusion with parish life, a fraught exchange with the Bishop over the sacrifice of Isaac, and an uneasy curacy under F. D. Maurice. In parallel, he moves into heretical, reform-minded circles (influenced by W. K. Clifford and Mazzini), discovers Whitman’s comradeship and democratic vision, and feels his life drifting away from academic convention. A restorative Italian sojourn and the impact of Greek sculpture deepen his new ideals, while counsel from a frank, art-loving friend steels him to leave the Church. The section closes with his first, self-financed poetry volume—issued with hope but meeting little response. (This is an automatically generated summary.)

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Author Carpenter, Edward, 1844-1929
LoC No. 16024963
Title My days and dreams
Edition Second edition.
Original Publication London: George Allen & Unwin Ltd., 1916.
Credits Richard Tonsing, Adam Buchbinder, and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images generously made available by The Internet Archive)
Language English
LoC Class PR: Language and Literatures: English literature
Subject Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography
Subject Social reformers -- Great Britain -- Biography
Subject Carpenter, Edward, 1844-1929
Category Text
eBook-No. 78612
Release Date
Copyright Public domain in the USA.
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