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Title: A Hazard of New Fortunes V5

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A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES

By William Dean Howells




PART FIFTH




I.

Superficially, the affairs of 'Every Other Week' settled into their
wonted form again, and for Fulkerson they seemed thoroughly reinstated.
But March had a feeling of impermanency from what had happened, mixed
with a fantastic sense of shame toward Lindau.  He did not sympathize
with Lindau's opinions; he thought his remedy for existing evils as
wildly impracticable as Colonel Woodburn's.  But while he thought this,
and while he could justly blame Fulkerson for Lindau's presence at
Dryfoos's dinner, which his zeal had brought about in spite of March's
protests, still he could not rid himself of the reproach of uncandor with
Lindau.  He ought to have told him frankly about the ownership of the
magazine, and what manner of man the man was whose money he was taking.
But he said that he never could have imagined that he was serious in his
preposterous attitude in regard to a class of men who embody half the
prosperity of the country; and he had moments of revolt against his own
humiliation before Lindau, in which he found it monstrous that he should
return Dryfoos's money as if it had been the spoil of a robber.  His wife
agreed with him in these moments, and said it was a great relief not to
have that tiresome old German coming about.  They had to account for his
absence evasively to the children, whom they could not very well tell
that their father was living on money that Lindau disdained to take, even
though Lindau was wrong and their father was right.  This heightened Mrs.
March's resentment toward both Lindau and Dryfoos, who between them had
placed her husband in a false position.  If anything, she resented
Dryfoos's conduct more than Lindau's.  He had never spoken to March about
the affair since Lindau had renounced his work, or added to the
apologetic messages he had sent by Fulkerson.  So far as March knew,
Dryfoos had been left to suppose that Lindau had simply stopped for some
reason that did not personally affect him.  They never spoke of him, and
March was too proud to ask either Fulkerson or Conrad whether the old man
knew that Lindau had returned his money.  He avoided talking to Conrad,
from a feeling that if be did he should involuntarily lead him on to
speak of his differences with his father.  Between himself and Fulkerson,
even, he was uneasily aware of a want of their old perfect friendliness.
Fulkerson had finally behaved with honor and courage; but his provisional
reluctance had given March the measure of Fulkerson's character in one
direction, and he could not ignore the fact that it was smaller than he
could have wished.

He could not make out whether Fulkerson shared his discomfort or not.
It certainly wore away, even with March, as time passed, and with
Fulkerson, in the bliss of his fortunate love, it was probably far more
transient, if it existed at all.  He advanced into the winter as
radiantly as if to meet the spring, and he said that if there were any
pleasanter month of the year than November, it was December, especially
when the weather was good and wet and muddy most of the time, so that you
had to keep indoors a long while after you called anywhere.

Colonel Woodburn had the anxiety, in view of his daughter's engagement,
when she asked his consent to it, that such a dreamer must have in regard
to any reality that threatens to affect the course of his reveries.  He
had not perhaps taken her marriage into account, except as a remote
contingency; and certainly Fulkerson was not the kind of son-in-law that
he had imagined in dealing with that abstraction.  But because he had
nothing of the sort definitely in mind, he could not oppose the selection
of Fulkerson with success; he really knew nothing against him, and he
knew, many things in his favor; Fulkerson inspired him with the liking
that every one felt for him in a measure; he amused him, he cheered him;
and the colonel had been so much used to leaving action of all kinds to
his daughter that when he came to close quarters with the question of a
son-in-law he felt helpless to decide it, and he let her decide it, as if
it were still to be decided when it was submitted to him.  She was
competent to treat it in all its phases: not merely those of personal
interest, but those of duty to the broken Southern past, sentimentally
dear to him, and practically absurd to her.  No such South as he
remembered had ever existed to her knowledge, and no such civilization as
he imagined would ever exist, to her belief, anywhere.  She took the
world as she found it, and made the best of it.  She trusted in
Fulkerson; she had proved his magnanimity in a serious emergency; and in
small things she was willing fearlessly to chance it with him.  She was
not a sentimentalist, and there was nothing fantastic in her
expectations; she was a girl of good sense and right mind, and she liked
the immediate practicality as well as the final honor of Fulkerson.  She
did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him; she did
him justice, and she would not have believed that she did him more than
justice if she had sometimes known him to do himself less.

Their engagement was a fact to which the Leighton household adjusted
itself almost as simply as the lovers themselves; Miss Woodburn told the
ladies at once, and it was not a thing that Fulkerson could keep from
March very long.  He sent word of it to Mrs. March by her husband; and
his engagement perhaps did more than anything else to confirm the
confidence in him which had been shaken by his early behavior in the
Lindau episode, and not wholly restored by his tardy fidelity to March.
But now she felt that a man who wished to get married so obviously and
entirely for love was full of all kinds of the best instincts, and only
needed the guidance of a wife, to become very noble.  She interested
herself intensely in balancing the respective merits of the engaged
couple, and after her call upon Miss Woodburn in her new character she
prided herself upon recognizing the worth of some strictly Southern
qualities in her, while maintaining the general average of New England
superiority.  She could not reconcile herself to the Virginian custom
illustrated in her having been christened with the surname of Madison;
and she said that its pet form of Mad, which Fulkerson promptly invented,
only made it more ridiculous.

Fulkerson was slower in telling Beaton.  He was afraid, somehow, of
Beaton's taking the matter in the cynical way; Miss Woodburn said she
would break off the engagement if Beaton was left to guess it or find it
out by accident, and then Fulkerson plucked up his courage.  Beaton
received the news with gravity, and with a sort of melancholy meekness
that strongly moved Fulkerson's sympathy, and made him wish that Beaton
was engaged, too.

It made Beaton feel very old; it somehow left him behind and forgotten;
in a manner, it made him feel trifled with.  Something of the
unfriendliness of fate seemed to overcast his resentment, and he allowed
the sadness of his conviction that he had not the means to marry on to
tinge his recognition of the fact that Alma Leighton would not have
wanted him to marry her if he had.  He was now often in that martyr mood
in which he wished to help his father; not only to deny himself Chianti,
but to forego a fur-lined overcoat which he intended to get for the
winter, He postponed the moment of actual sacrifice as regarded the
Chianti, and he bought the overcoat in an anguish of self-reproach.
He wore it the first evening after he got it in going to call upon the
Leightons, and it seemed to him a piece of ghastly irony when Alma
complimented his picturesqueness in it and asked him to let her sketch
him.

"Oh, you can sketch me," he said, with so much gloom that it made her
laugh.

"If you think it's so serious, I'd rather not."

"No, no! Go ahead! How do you want me?"

Oh, fling yourself down on a chair in one of your attitudes of studied
negligence; and twist one corner of your mustache with affected absence
of mind."

"And you think I'm always studied, always affected?"

"I didn't say so."

"I didn't ask you what you said."

"And I won't tell you what I think."

"Ah, I know what you think."

"What made you ask, then?"  The girl laughed again with the satisfaction
of her sex in cornering a man.

Beaton made a show of not deigning to reply, and put himself in the pose
she suggested, frowning.

"Ah, that's it.  But a little more animation--

   "'As when a great thought strikes along the brain,
     And flushes all the cheek.'"

She put her forehead down on the back of her hand and laughed again.
"You ought to be photographed.  You look as if you were sitting for it."

Beaton said: "That's because I know I am being photographed, in one way.
I don't think you ought to call me affected.  I never am so with you; I
know it wouldn't be of any use."

"Oh, Mr. Beaton, you flatter."

"No, I never flatter you."

"I meant you flattered yourself."

"How?"

"Oh, I don't know.  Imagine."

"I know what you mean.  You think I can't be sincere with anybody."

"Oh no, I don't."

"What do you think?"

"That you can't--try."  Alma gave another victorious laugh.

Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson would once have both feigned a great interest
in Alma's sketching Beaton, and made it the subject of talk, in which
they approached as nearly as possible the real interest of their lives.
Now they frankly remained away in the dining-room, which was very cozy
after the dinner had disappeared; the colonel sat with his lamp and paper
in the gallery beyond; Mrs. Leighton was about her housekeeping affairs,
in the content she always felt when Alma was with Beaton.

"They seem to be having a pretty good time in there," said Fulkerson,
detaching himself from his own absolute good time as well as he could.

"At least Alma does," said Miss Woodburn.

"Do you think she cares for him?"

"Quahte as moch as he desoves."

"What makes you all down on Beaton around here?  He's not such a bad
fellow."

"We awe not all doan on him.  Mrs. Leighton isn't doan on him."

"Oh, I guess if it was the old lady, there wouldn't be much question
about it."

They both laughed, and Alma said, "They seem to be greatly amused with
something in there."

"Me, probably," said Beaton.  "I seem to amuse everybody to-night."

"Don't you always?"

"I always amuse you, I'm afraid, Alma."

She looked at him as if she were going to snub him openly for using her
name; but apparently she decided to do it covertly.  "You didn't at
first.  I really used to believe you could be serious, once."

"Couldn't you believe it again?  Now?"

"Not when you put on that wind-harp stop."

"Wetmore has been talking to you about me.  He would sacrifice his best
friend to a phrase.  He spends his time making them."

"He's made some very pretty ones about you."

"Like the one you just quoted?"

"No, not exactly.  He admires you ever so much.  He says" She stopped,
teasingly.

"What?"

"He says you could be almost anything you wished, if you didn't wish to
be everything."

"That sounds more like the school of Wetmore.  That's what you say, Alma.
Well, if there were something you wished me to be, I could be it."

"We might adapt Kingsley: 'Be good, sweet man, and let who will be
clever.'"  He could not help laughing.  She went on: "I always thought
that was the most patronizing and exasperating thing ever addressed to a
human girl; and we've had to stand a good deal in our time.  I should
like to have it applied to the other 'sect' a while.  As if any girl that
was a girl would be good if she had the remotest chance of being clever."

"Then you wouldn't wish me to be good?"  Beaton asked.

"Not if you were a girl."

"You want to shock me.  Well, I suppose I deserve it.  But if I were one-
tenth part as good as you are, Alma, I should have a lighter heart than I
have now.  I know that I'm fickle, but I'm not false, as you think I am."

"Who said I thought you were false?"

"No one," said Beaton.  "It isn't necessary, when you look it--live it."

"Oh, dear!  I didn't know I devoted my whole time to the subject."

"I know I'm despicable.  I could tell you something--the history of this
day, even--that would make you despise me."  Beaton had in mind his
purchase of the overcoat, which Alma was getting in so effectively, with
the money he ought to have sent his father.  "But," he went on, darkly,
with a sense that what he was that moment suffering for his selfishness
must somehow be a kind of atonement, which would finally leave him to the
guiltless enjoyment of the overcoat, "you wouldn't believe the depths of
baseness I could descend to."

"I would try," said Alma, rapidly shading the collar, "if you'd give me
some hint."

Beaton had a sudden wish to pour out his remorse to her, but he was
afraid of her laughing at him.  He said to himself that this was a very
wholesome fear, and that if he could always have her at hand he should
not make a fool of himself so often.  A man conceives of such an office
as the very noblest for a woman; he worships her for it if he is
magnanimous.  But Beaton was silent, and Alma put back her head for the
right distance on her sketch.  "Mr. Fulkerson thinks you are the
sublimest of human beings for advising him to get Colonel Woodburn to
interview Mr. Dryfoos about Lindau.  What have you ever done with your
Judas?"

"I haven't done anything with it.  Nadel thought he would take hold of it
at one time, but he dropped it again.  After all, I don't suppose it
could be popularized.  Fulkerson wanted to offer it as a premium to
subscribers for 'Every Other Week,' but I sat down on that."

Alma could not feel the absurdity of this, and she merely said, "'Every
Other Week' seems to be going on just the same as ever."

"Yes, the trouble has all blown over, I believe.  Fulkerson," said
Beaton, with a return to what they were saying, "has managed the whole
business very well.  But he exaggerates the value of my advice."

"Very likely," Alma suggested, vaguely.  "Or, no! Excuse me! He couldn't,
he couldn't!" She laughed delightedly at Beaton's foolish look of
embarrassment.

He tried to recover his dignity in saying, "He's 'a very good fellow, and
he deserves his happiness."

"Oh, indeed!" said Alma, perversely.  "Does any one deserve happiness?"

"I know I don't," sighed Beaton.

"You mean you don't get it."

"I certainly don't get it."

"Ah, but that isn't the reason."

"What is?"

"That's the secret of the universe," She bit in her lower lip, and looked
at him with eyes, of gleaming fun.

"Are you never serious?"  he asked.

"With serious people always."

"I am serious; and you have the secret of my happiness--"  He threw
himself impulsively forward in his chair.

"Oh, pose, pose!" she cried.

"I won't pose," he answered, " and you have got to listen to me.  You
know I'm in love with you; and I know that once you cared for me.  Can't
that time--won't it--come back again?  Try to think so, Alma!"

"No," she said, briefly and seriously enough.

"But that seems impossible.  What is it I've done what have you against
me?"

"Nothing.  But that time is past.  I couldn't recall it if I wished.  Why
did you bring it up?  You've broken your word.  You know I wouldn't have
let you keep coming here if you hadn't promised never to refer to it."

"How could I help it?  With that happiness near us--Fulkerson--"

"Oh, it's that?  I might have known it!"

"No, it isn't that--it's something far deeper.  But if it's nothing you
have against me, what is it, Alma, that keeps you from caring for me now
as you did then?  I haven't changed."

"But I have.  I shall never care for you again, Mr. Beaton; you might as
well understand it once for all.  Don't think it's anything in yourself,
or that I think you unworthy of me.  I'm not so self-satisfied as that;
I know very well that I'm not a perfect character, and that I've no claim
on perfection in anybody else.  I think women who want that are fools;
they won't get it, and they don't deserve it.  But I've learned a good.
deal more about myself than I knew in St. Barnaby, and a life of work, of
art, and of art alone that's what I've made up my mind to."

"A woman that's made up her mind to that has no heart to hinder her!"

"Would a man have that had done so?"

"But I don't believe you, Alma.  You're merely laughing at me.  And,
besides, with me you needn't give up art.  We could work together.  You
know how much I admire your talent.  I believe I could help it--serve it;
I would be its willing slave, and yours, Heaven knows!"

"I don't want any slave--nor any slavery.  I want to be free always.  Now
do you see?  I don't care for you, and I never could in the old way; but
I should have to care for some one more than I believe I ever shall to
give up my work.  Shall we go on?"  She looked at her sketch.

"No, we shall not go on," he said, gloomily, as he rose.

"I suppose you blame me," she said, rising too.

"Oh no! I blame no one--or only myself.  I threw my chance away."

"I'm glad you see that; and I'm glad you did it.  You don't believe me,
of course.  Why do men think life can be only the one thing to women?
And if you come to the selfish view, who are the happy women?  I'm sure
that if work doesn't fail me, health won't, and happiness won't."

"But you could work on with me--"

"Second fiddle.  Do you suppose I shouldn't be woman enough to wish my
work always less and lower than yours?  At least I've heart enough for
that!"

"You've heart enough for anything, Alma.  I was a fool to say you
hadn't."

"I think the women who keep their hearts have an even chance, at least,
of having heart--"

"Ah, there's where you're wrong!"

"But mine isn't mine to give you, anyhow.  And now I don't want you ever
to speak to me about this again."

"Oh, there's no danger!" he cried, bitterly.  "I shall never willingly
see you again."

"That's as you like, Mr. Beaton.  We've had to be very frank, but I don't
see why we shouldn't be friends.  Still, we needn't, if you don't like."

"And I may come--I may come here--as--as usual?"

"Why, if you can consistently," she said, with a smile, and she held out
her hand to him.

He went home dazed, and feeling as if it were a bad joke that had been
put upon him.  At least the affair went so deep that it estranged the
aspect of his familiar studio.  Some of the things in it were not very
familiar; he had spent lately a great deal on rugs, on stuffs, on
Japanese bric-a-brac.  When he saw these things in the shops he had felt
that he must have them; that they were necessary to him; and he was
partly in debt for them, still without having sent any of his earnings to
pay his father.  As he looked at them now he liked to fancy something
weird and conscious in them as the silent witnesses of a broken life.
He felt about among some of the smaller objects on the mantel for his
pipe.  Before he slept he was aware, in the luxury of his despair, of a
remote relief, an escape; and, after all, the understanding he had come
to with Alma was only the explicit formulation of terms long tacit
between them.  Beaton would have been puzzled more than he knew if she
had taken him seriously.  It was inevitable that he should declare
himself in love with her; but he was not disappointed at her rejection of
his love; perhaps not so much as he would have been at its acceptance,
though he tried to think otherwise, and to give himself airs of tragedy.
He did not really feel that the result was worse than what had gone
before, and it left him free.

But he did not go to the Leightons again for so long a time that Mrs.
Leighton asked Alma what had happened.  Alma told her.

"And he won't come any more?"  her mother sighed, with reserved censure.

"Oh, I think he will.  He couldn't very well come the next night.  But he
has the habit of coming, and with Mr. Beaton habit is everything--even
the habit of thinking he's in love with some one."

"Alma," said her mother, "I don't think it's very nice for a girl to let
a young man keep coming to see her after she's refused him."

"Why not, if it amuses him and doesn't hurt the girl?"

"But it does hurt her, Alma.  It--it's indelicate.  It isn't fair to him;
it gives him hopes."

"Well, mamma, it hasn't happened in the given case yet.  If Mr. Beaton
comes again, I won't see him, and you can forbid him the house."

"If I could only feel sure, Alma," said her mother, taking up another
branch of the inquiry, "that you really knew your own mind, I should be
easier about it."

"Then you can rest perfectly quiet, mamma.  I do know my own mind; and,
what's worse, I know Mr. Beaton's mind."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that he spoke to me the other night simply because Mr.
Fulkerson's engagement had broken him all up."

"What expressions!" Mrs. Leighton lamented.

"He let it out himself," Alma went on.  "And you wouldn't have thought it
was very flattering yourself.  When I'm made love to, after this,
I prefer to be made love to in an off-year, when there isn't another
engaged couple anywhere about."

"Did you tell him that, Alma?"

"Tell him that! What do you mean, mamma?  I may be indelicate, but I'm
not quite so indelicate as that."

"I didn't mean you were indelicate, really, Alma, but I wanted to warn
you.  I think Mr. Beaton was very much in earnest."

"Oh, so did he!"

"And you didn't?"

"Oh yes, for the time being.  I suppose he's very much in earnest with
Miss Vance at times, and with Miss Dryfoos at others.  Sometimes he's a
painter, and sometimes he's an architect, and sometimes he's a sculptor.
He has too many gifts--too many tastes."

"And if Miss Vance and Miss Dryfoos--"

"Oh, do say Sculpture and Architecture, mamma! It's getting so dreadfully
personal!"

"Alma, you know that I only wish to get at your real feeling in the
matter."

"And you know that I don't want to let you--especially when I haven't got
any real feeling in the matter.  But I should think--speaking in the
abstract entirely--that if either of those arts was ever going to be in
earnest about him, it would want his exclusive devotion for a week at
least."

"I didn't know," said Mrs. Leighton, "that he was doing anything now at
the others.  I thought he was entirely taken up with his work on 'Every
Other Week.'"

"Oh, he is! he is!"

"And you certainly can't say, my dear, that he hasn't been very kind--
very useful to you, in that matter."

"And so I ought to have said yes out of gratitude?  Thank you, mamma! I
didn't know you held me so cheap."

"You know whether I hold you cheap or not, Alma.  I don't want you to
cheapen yourself.  I don't want you to trifle with any one.  I want you
to be honest with yourself."

"Well, come now, mamma! Suppose you begin.  I've been perfectly honest
with myself, and I've been honest with Mr. Beaton.  I don't care for him,
and I've told him I didn't; so he may be supposed to know it.  If he
comes here after this, he'll come as a plain, unostentatious friend of
the family, and it's for you to say whether he shall come in that
capacity or not.  I hope you won't trifle with him, and let him get the
notion that he's coming on any other basis."

Mrs. Leighton felt the comfort of the critical attitude far too keenly to
abandon it for anything constructive.  She only said, "You know very
well, Alma, that's a matter I can have nothing to do with."

"Then you leave him entirely to me?"

"I hope you will regard his right to candid and open treatment."

"He's had nothing but the most open and candid treatment from me, mamma.
It's you that wants to play fast and loose with him.  And, to tell you
the truth, I believe he would like that a good deal better; I believe
that, if there's anything he hates, it's openness and candor."
Alma laughed, and put her arms round her mother, who could not help
laughing a little, too.




II.

The winter did not renew for Christine and Mela the social opportunity
which the spring had offered.  After the musicale at Mrs. Horn's, they
both made their party-call, as Mela said, in due season; but they did not
find Mrs. Horn at home, and neither she nor Miss Vance came to see them
after people returned to town in the fall.  They tried to believe for a
time that Mrs. Horn had not got their cards; this pretence failed them,
and they fell back upon their pride, or rather Christine's pride.  Mela
had little but her good-nature to avail her in any exigency, and if Mrs.
Horn or Miss Vance had come to call after a year of neglect, she would
have received them as amiably as if they had not lost a day in coming.
But Christine had drawn a line beyond which they would not have been
forgiven; and she had planned the words and the behavior with which she
would have punished them if they had appeared then.  Neither sister
imagined herself in anywise inferior to them; but Christine was
suspicious, at least, and it was Mela who invented the hypothesis of the
lost cards.  As nothing happened to prove or to disprove the fact, she
said, "I move we put Coonrod up to gittun' it out of Miss Vance, at some
of their meetun's."

"If you do," said Christine, " I'll kill you."

Christine, however, had the visits of Beaton to console her, and, if
these seemed to have no definite aim, she was willing to rest in the
pleasure they gave her vanity; but Mela had nothing.  Sometimes she even
wished they were all back on the farm.

"It would be the best thing for both of you," said Mrs. Dryfoos, in
answer to such a burst of desperation.  "I don't think New York is any
place for girls."

"Well, what I hate, mother," said Mela, "is, it don't seem to be any
place for young men, either."  She found this so good when she had said
it that she laughed over it till Christine was angry.

"A body would think there had never been any joke before."

"I don't see as it's a joke," said Mrs. Dryfoos.  "It's the plain truth."

"Oh, don't mind her, mother," said Mela.  "She's put out because her old
Mr. Beaton ha'r't been round for a couple o' weeks.  If you don't watch
out, that fellow 'll give you the slip yit, Christine, after all your
pains."

"Well, there ain't anybody to give you the slip, Mela," Christine clawed
back.

"No; I ha'n't ever set my traps for anybody."  This was what Mela said
for want of a better retort; but it was not quite true.  When Kendricks
came with Beaton to call after her father's dinner, she used all her
cunning to ensnare him, and she had him to herself as long as Beaton
stayed; Dryfoos sent down word that he was not very well and had gone to
bed.  The novelty of Mela had worn off for Kendricks, and she found him,
as she frankly told him, not half as entertaining as he was at Mrs.
Horn's; but she did her best with him as the only flirtable material
which had yet come to her hand.  It would have been her ideal to have the
young men stay till past midnight, and her father come down-stairs in his
stocking-feet and tell them it was time to go.  But they made a visit of
decorous brevity, and Kendricks did not come again. She met him
afterward, once, as she was crossing the pavement in Union Square to get
into her coupe, and made the most of him; but it was necessarily very
little, and so he passed out of her life without having left any trace in
her heart, though Mela had a heart that she would have put at the
disposition of almost any young man that wanted it.  Kendricks himself,
Manhattan cockney as he was, with scarcely more out look into the average
American nature than if he had been kept a prisoner in New York society
all his days, perceived a property in her which forbade him as a man of
conscience to trifle with her; something earthly good and kind, if it was
simple and vulgar.  In revising his impressions of her, it seemed to him
that she would come even to better literary effect if this were
recognized in her; and it made her sacred, in spite of her willingness to
fool and to be fooled, in her merely human quality.  After all, he saw
that she wished honestly to love and to be loved, and the lures she threw
out to that end seemed to him pathetic rather than ridiculous; he could
not join Beaton in laughing at her; and he did not like Beaton's laughing
at the other girl, either.  It seemed to Kendricks, with the code of
honor which he mostly kept to himself because he was a little ashamed to
find there were so few others like it, that if Beaton cared nothing for
the other girl--and Christine appeared simply detestable to Kendricks--
he had better keep away from her, and not give her the impression he was
in love with her.  He rather fancied that this was the part of a
gentleman, and he could not have penetrated to that aesthetic and moral
complexity which formed the consciousness of a nature like Beaton's and
was chiefly a torment to itself; he could not have conceived of the
wayward impulses indulged at every moment in little things till the
straight highway was traversed and well-nigh lost under their tangle.
To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes, even
though one continues to do what one will; but Kendricks, though a sage of
twenty-seven, was still too young to understand this.

Beaton scarcely understood it himself, perhaps because he was not yet
twenty-seven.  He only knew that his will was somehow sick; that it spent
itself in caprices, and brought him no happiness from the fulfilment of
the most vehement wish.  But he was aware that his wishes grew less and
less vehement; he began to have a fear that some time he might have none
at all.  It seemed to him that if he could once do something that was
thoroughly distasteful to himself, he might make a beginning in the right
direction; but when he tried this on a small scale, it failed, and it
seemed stupid.  Some sort of expiation was the thing he needed, he was
sure; but he could not think of anything in particular to expiate; a man
could not expiate his temperament, and his temperament was what Beaton
decided to be at fault.  He perceived that it went deeper than even fate
would have gone; he could have fulfilled an evil destiny and had done
with it, however terrible.  His trouble was that he could not escape from
himself; and, for the most part, he justified himself in refusing to try.
After he had come to that distinct understanding with Alma Leighton,
and experienced the relief it really gave him, he thought for a while
that if it had fallen out otherwise, and she had put him in charge of her
destiny, he might have been better able to manage his own.  But as it
was, he could only drift, and let all other things take their course.
It was necessary that he should go to see her afterward, to show her that
he was equal to the event; but he did not go so often, and he went rather
oftener to the Dryfooses; it was not easy to see Margaret Vance, except
on the society terms.  With much sneering and scorning, he fulfilled the
duties to Mrs. Horn without which he knew he should be dropped from her
list; but one might go to many of her Thursdays without getting many
words with her niece.  Beaton hardly knew whether he wanted many; the
girl kept the charm of her innocent stylishness; but latterly she wanted
to talk more about social questions than about the psychical problems
that young people usually debate so personally.  Son of the working-
people as he was, Beaton had never cared anything about such matters;
he did not know about them or wish to know; he was perhaps too near them.
Besides, there was an embarrassment, at least on her part, concerning the
Dryfooses.  She was too high-minded to blame him for having tempted her
to her failure with them by his talk about them; but she was conscious of
avoiding them in her talk.  She had decided not to renew the effort she
had made in the spring; because she could not do them good as fellow-
creatures needing food and warmth and work, and she would not try to
befriend them socially; she had a horror of any such futile
sentimentality.  She would have liked to account to Beaton in this way
for a course which she suspected he must have heard their comments upon,
but she did not quite know how to do it; she could not be sure how much
or how little he cared for them.  Some tentative approaches which she
made toward explanation were met with such eager disclaim of personal
interest that she knew less than before what to think; and she turned the
talk from the sisters to the brother, whom it seemed she still continued
to meet in their common work among the poor.

"He seems very different," she ventured.

"Oh, quite," said Beaton.  "He's the kind of person that you might
suppose gave the Catholics a hint for the cloistral life; he's a
cloistered nature--the nature that atones and suffers for.  But he's
awfully dull company, don't you think?  I never can get anything out of
him."

"He's very much in earnest."

"Remorselessly.  We've got a profane and mundane creature there at the
office who runs us all, and it's shocking merely to see the contact of
the tyro natures.  When Fulkerson gets to joking Dryfoos--he likes to put
his joke in the form of a pretence that Dryfoos is actuated by a selfish
motive, that he has an eye to office, and is working up a political
interest for himself on the East Side--it's something inexpressible."

"I should think so," said Miss Vance, with such lofty disapproval that
Beaton felt himself included in it for having merely told what caused it.
He could not help saying, in natural rebellion, "Well, the man of one
idea is always a little ridiculous."

"When his idea is right?"  she demanded.  "A right idea can't be
ridiculous."

"Oh, I only said the man that held it was.  He's flat; he has no relief,
no projection."

She seemed unable to answer, and he perceived that he had silenced her to
his own, disadvantage.  It appeared to Beaton that she was becoming a
little too exacting for comfort in her idealism.  He put down the cup of
tea he had been tasting, and said, in his solemn staccato: "I must go.
Good-bye!" and got instantly away from her, with an effect he had of
having suddenly thought of something imperative.

He went up to Mrs. Horn for a moment's hail and farewell, and felt
himself subtly detained by her through fugitive passages of conversation
with half a dozen other people.  He fancied that at crises of this
strange interview Mrs. Horn was about to become confidential with him,
and confidential, of all things, about her niece.  She ended by not
having palpably been so.  In fact, the concern in her mind would have
been difficult to impart to a young man, and after several experiments
Mrs. Horn found it impossible to say that she wished Margaret could
somehow be interested in lower things than those which occupied her.
She had watched with growing anxiety the girl's tendency to various kinds
of self-devotion.  She had dark hours in which she even feared her entire
withdrawal from the world in a life of good works.  Before now, girls had
entered the Protestant sisterhoods, which appeal so potently to the young
and generous imagination, and Margaret was of just the temperament to be
influenced by them.  During the past summer she had been unhappy at her
separation from the cares that had engrossed her more and more as their
stay in the city drew to an end in the spring, and she had hurried her
aunt back to town earlier in the fall than she would have chosen to come.
Margaret had her correspondents among the working-women whom she
befriended.  Mrs. Horn was at one time alarmed to find that Margaret was
actually promoting a strike of the button-hole workers.  This, of course,
had its ludicrous side, in connection with a young lady in good society,
and a person of even so little humor as Mrs. Horn could not help seeing
it.  At the same time, she could not help foreboding the worst from it;
she was afraid that Margaret's health would give way under the strain,
and that if she did not go into a sisterhood she would at least go into a
decline.  She began the winter with all such counteractive measures as
she could employ.  At an age when such things weary, she threw herself
into the pleasures of society with the hope of dragging Margaret after
her; and a sympathetic witness must have followed with compassion her
course from ball to ball, from reception to reception, from parlor-
reading to parlor-reading, from musicale to musicale, from play to play,
from opera to opera.  She tasted, after she had practically renounced
them, the bitter and the insipid flavors of fashionable amusement, in the
hope that Margaret might find them sweet, and now at the end she had to
own to herself that she had failed.  It was coming Lent again, and the
girl had only grown thinner and more serious with the diversions that did
not divert her from the baleful works of beneficence on which Mrs. Horn
felt that she was throwing her youth away.  Margaret could have borne
either alone, but together they were wearing her out.  She felt it a duty
to undergo the pleasures her aunt appointed for her, but she could not
forego the other duties in which she found her only pleasure.

She kept up her music still because she could employ it at the meetings
for the entertainment, and, as she hoped, the elevation of her working-
women; but she neglected the other aesthetic interests which once
occupied her; and, at sight of Beaton talking with her, Mrs. Horn caught
at the hope that he might somehow be turned to account in reviving
Margaret's former interest in art.  She asked him if Mr. Wetmore had his
classes that winter as usual; and she said she wished Margaret could be
induced to go again:  Mr. Wetmore always said that she did not draw very
well, but that she had a great deal of feeling for it, and her work was
interesting.  She asked, were the Leightons in town again; and she
murmured a regret that she had not been able to see anything of them,
without explaining why; she said she had a fancy that if Margaret knew
Miss Leighton, and what she was doing, it might stimulate her, perhaps.
She supposed Miss Leighton was still going on with her art?  Beaton said,
Oh yes, he believed so.

But his manner did not encourage Mrs. Horn to pursue her aims in that
direction, and she said, with a sigh, she wished he still had a class;
she always fancied that Margaret got more good from his instruction than
from any one else's.

He said that she was very good; but there was really nobody who knew half
as much as Wetmore, or could make any one understand half as much.
Mrs. Horn was afraid, she said, that Mr. Wetmore's terrible sincerity
discouraged Margaret; he would not let her have any illusions about the
outcome of what she was doing; and did not Mr. Beaton think that some
illusion was necessary with young people?  Of course, it was very nice of
Mr. Wetmore to be so honest, but it did not always seem to be the wisest
thing.  She begged Mr. Beaton to try to think of some one who would be a
little less severe.  Her tone assumed a deeper interest in the people who
were coming up and going away, and Beaton perceived that he was
dismissed.

He went away with vanity flattered by the sense of having been appealed
to concerning Margaret, and then he began to chafe at what she had said
of Wetmore's honesty, apropos of her wish that he still had a class
himself.  Did she mean, confound her? that he was insincere, and would
let Miss Vance suppose she had more talent than she really had?  The more
Beaton thought of this, the more furious he became, and the more he was
convinced that something like it had been unconsciously if not
consciously in her mind.  He framed some keen retorts, to the general
effect that with the atmosphere of illusion preserved so completely at
home, Miss Vance hardly needed it in her art studies.  Having just
determined never to go near Mrs. Horn's Thursdays again, he decided to go
once more, in order to plant this sting in her capacious but somewhat
callous bosom; and he planned how he would lead the talk up to the point
from which he should launch it.

In the mean time he felt the need of some present solace, such as only
unqualified worship could give him; a cruel wish to feel his power in
some direction where, even if it were resisted, it could not be overcome,
drove him on.  That a woman who was to Beaton the embodiment of
artificiality should intimate, however innocently--the innocence made it
all the worse--that he was less honest than Wetmore, whom he knew to be
so much more honest, was something that must be retaliated somewhere
before his self-respect could be restored.  It was only five o'clock, and
he went on up-town to the Dryfooses', though he had been there only the
night before last.  He asked for the ladies, and Mrs. Mandel received
him.

"The young ladies are down-town shopping," she said, "but I am very glad
of the opportunity of seeing you alone, Mr. Beaton.  You know I lived
several years in Europe."

"Yes," said Beaton, wondering what that could have to do with her
pleasure in seeing him alone.  "I believe so?"  He involuntarily gave his
words the questioning inflection.

"You have lived abroad, too, and so you won't find what I am going to ask
so strange.  Mr. Beaton, why do you come so much to this house?"  Mrs.
Mandel bent forward with an aspect of ladylike interest and smiled.

Beaton frowned.  "Why do I come so much?"

"Yes."

"Why do I--Excuse me, Mrs. Mandel, but will you allow me to ask why you
ask?"

"Oh, certainly.  There's no reason why I shouldn't say, for I wish you to
be very frank with me.  I ask because there are two young ladies in this
house; and, in a certain way, I have to take the place of a mother to
them.  I needn't explain why; you know all the people here, and you
understand.  I have nothing to say about them, but I should not be
speaking to you now if they were not all rather helpless people.  They do
not know the world they have come to live in here, and they cannot help
themselves or one another.  But you do know it, Mr. Beaton, and I am sure
you know just how much or how little you mean by coming here.  You are
either interested in one of these young girls or you are not.  If you
are, I have nothing more to say.  If you are not--" Mrs. Mandel continued
to smile, but the smile had grown more perfunctory, and it had an icy
gleam.

Beaton looked at her with surprise that he gravely kept to himself.  He
had always regarded her as a social nullity, with a kind of pity, to be
sure, as a civilized person living among such people as the Dryfooses,
but not without a humorous contempt; he had thought of her as Mandel, and
sometimes as Old Mandel, though she was not half a score of years his
senior, and was still well on the sunny side of forty.  He reddened, and
then turned an angry pallor.  "Excuse me again, Mrs. Mandel.  Do you ask
this from the young ladies?"

"Certainly not," she said, with the best temper, and with something in
her tone that convicted Beaton of vulgarity, in putting his question of
her authority in the form of a sneer.  "As I have suggested, they would
hardly know how to help themselves at all in such a matter.  I have no
objection to saying that I ask it from the father of the young ladies.
Of course, in and for myself I should have no right to know anything
about your affairs.  I assure you the duty of knowing isn't very
pleasant."  The little tremor in her clear voice struck Beaton as
something rather nice.

"I can very well believe that, Mrs. Mandel," he said, with a dreamy
sadness in his own.  He lifted his eyes and looked into hers.  "If I told
you that I cared nothing about them in the way you intimate?"

"Then I should prefer to let you characterize your own conduct in
continuing to come here for the year past, as you have done, and tacitly
leading them on to infer differently."  They both mechanically kept up
the fiction of plurality in speaking of Christine, but there was no doubt
in the mind of either which of the young ladies the other meant.
A good many thoughts went through Beaton's mind, and none of them were
flattering.  He had not been unconscious that the part he had played
toward this girl was ignoble, and that it had grown meaner as the fancy
which her beauty had at first kindled in him had grown cooler.  He was
aware that of late he had been amusing himself with her passion in a way
that was not less than cruel, not because he wished to do so, but because
he was listless and wished nothing.  He rose in saying: "I might be a
little more lenient than you think, Mrs. Mandel; but I won't trouble you
with any palliating theory.  I will not come any more."

He bowed, and Mrs. Mandel said, "Of course, it's only your action that I
am concerned with."

She seemed to him merely triumphant, and he could not conceive what it
had cost her to nerve herself up to her too easy victory.  He left Mrs.
Mandel to a far harder lot than had fallen to him, and he went away
hating her as an enemy who had humiliated him at a moment when he
particularly needed exalting.  It was really very simple for him to stop
going to see Christine Dryfoos, but it was not at all simple for Mrs.
Mandel to deal with the consequences of his not coming.  He only thought
how lightly she had stopped him, and the poor woman whom he had left
trembling for what she had been obliged to do embodied for him the
conscience that accused him of unpleasant things.

"By heavens! this is piling it up," he said to himself through his set
teeth, realizing how it had happened right on top of that stupid insult
from Mrs. Horn.  Now he should have to give up his place on 'Every Other
Week; he could not keep that, under the circumstances, even if some
pretence were not made to get rid of him; he must hurry and anticipate
any such pretence; he must see Fulkerson at once; he wondered where he
should find him at that hour.  He thought, with bitterness so real that
it gave him a kind of tragical satisfaction, how certainly he could find
him a little later at Mrs. Leighton's; and Fulkerson's happiness became
an added injury.

The thing had, of course, come about just at the wrong time.  There never
had been a time when Beaton needed money more, when he had spent what he
had and what he expected to have so recklessly.  He was in debt to
Fulkerson personally and officially for advance payments of salary.  The
thought of sending money home made him break into a scoffing laugh, which
he turned into a cough in order to deceive the passers.  What sort of
face should he go with to Fulkerson and tell him that he renounced his
employment on 'Every Other Week;' and what should he do when he had
renounced it?  Take pupils, perhaps; open a class?  A lurid conception of
a class conducted on those principles of shameless flattery at which Mrs.
Horn had hinted--he believed now she had meant to insult him--presented
itself.  Why should not he act upon the suggestion?  He thought with
loathing for the whole race of women--dabblers in art.  How easy the
thing would be: as easy as to turn back now and tell that old fool's girl
that he loved her, and rake in half his millions.  Why should not he do
that?  No one else cared for him; and at a year's end, probably, one
woman would be like another as far as the love was concerned, and
probably he should not be more tired if the woman were Christine Dryfoos
than if she were Margaret Vance.  He kept Alma Leighton out of the
question, because at the bottom of his heart he believed that she must be
forever unlike every other woman to him.

The tide of his confused and aimless reverie had carried him far down-
town, he thought; but when he looked up from it to see where he was he
found himself on Sixth Avenue, only a little below Thirty-ninth Street,
very hot and blown; that idiotic fur overcoat was stifling.  He could not
possibly walk down to Eleventh; he did not want to walk even to the
Elevated station at Thirty-fourth; he stopped at the corner to wait for a
surface-car, and fell again into his bitter fancies.  After a while he
roused himself and looked up the track, but there was no car coming.  He
found himself beside a policeman, who was lazily swinging his club by its
thong from his wrist.

"When do you suppose a car will be along?"  he asked, rather in a general
sarcasm of the absence of the cars than in any special belief that the
policeman could tell him.

The policeman waited to discharge his tobacco-juice into the gutter.
"In about a week," he said, nonchalantly.

"What's the matter?"  asked Beaton, wondering what the joke could be.

"Strike," said the policeman.  His interest in Beaton's ignorance seemed
to overcome his contempt of it.  "Knocked off everywhere this morning
except Third Avenue and one or two cross-town lines."  He spat again and
kept his bulk at its incline over the gutter to glance at a group of men
on the corner below: They were neatly dressed, and looked like something
better than workingmen, and they had a holiday air of being in their best
clothes.

"Some of the strikers?"  asked Beaton.

The policeman nodded.

"Any trouble yet?"

"There won't be any trouble till we begin to move the cars," said the
policeman.

Beaton felt a sudden turn of his rage toward the men whose action would
now force him to walk five blocks and mount the stairs of the Elevated
station.  "If you'd take out eight or ten of those fellows," he said,
ferociously, "and set them up against a wall and shoot them, you'd save a
great deal of bother."

"I guess we sha'n't have to shoot much," said the policeman, still
swinging his locust.  "Anyway, we shant begin it.  If it comes to a
fight, though," he said, with a look at the men under the scooping rim of
his helmet, "we can drive the whole six thousand of 'em into the East
River without pullin' a trigger."

"Are there six thousand in it?"

"About."

"What do the infernal fools expect to live on?"

"The interest of their money, I suppose," said the officer, with a grin
of satisfaction in his irony.  "It's got to run its course.  Then they'll
come back with their heads tied up and their tails between their legs,
and plead to be taken on again."

"If I was a manager of the roads," said Beaton, thinking of how much he
was already inconvenienced by the strike, and obscurely connecting it as
one of the series with the wrongs he had suffered at the hands of Mrs.
Horn and Mrs. Mandel, "I would see them starve before I'd take them back
--every one of them."

"Well," said the policeman, impartially, as a man might whom the
companies allowed to ride free, but who had made friends with a good many
drivers and conductors in the course of his free riding, "I guess that's
what the roads would like to do if they could; but the men are too many
for them, and there ain't enough other men to take their places."

"No matter," said Beaton, severely.  "They can bring in men from other
places."

"Oh, they'll do that fast enough," said the policeman.

A man came out of the saloon on the corner where the strikers were
standing, noisy drunk, and they began, as they would have said, to have
some fun with him.  The policeman left Beaton, and sauntered slowly down
toward the group as if in the natural course of an afternoon ramble.  On
the other side of the street Beaton could see another officer sauntering
up from the block below.  Looking up and down the avenue, so silent of
its horse-car bells, he saw a policeman at every corner.  It was rather
impressive.




III.

The strike made a good deal of talk in it he office of 'Every Other Week'
that is, it made Fulkerson talk a good deal.  He congratulated himself
that he was not personally incommoded by it, like some of the fellows who
lived uptown, and had not everything under one roof, as it were.  He
enjoyed the excitement of it, and he kept the office boy running out to
buy the extras which the newsmen came crying through the street almost
every hour with a lamentable, unintelligible noise.  He read not only the
latest intelligence of the strike, but the editorial comments on it,
which praised the firm attitude of both parties, and the admirable
measures taken by the police to preserve order.  Fulkerson enjoyed the
interviews with the police captains and the leaders of the strike; he
equally enjoyed the attempts of the reporters to interview the road
managers, which were so graphically detailed, and with such a fine
feeling for the right use of scare-heads as to have almost the value of
direct expression from them, though it seemed that they had resolutely
refused to speak.  He said, at second-hand from the papers, that if the
men behaved themselves and respected the rights of property, they would
have public sympathy with them every time; but just as soon as they began
to interfere with the roads' right to manage their own affairs in their
own way, they must be put down with an iron hand; the phrase "iron hand"
did Fulkerson almost as much good as if it had never been used before.
News began to come of fighting between the police and the strikers when
the roads tried to move their cars with men imported from Philadelphia,
and then Fulkerson rejoiced at the splendid courage of the police.  At
the same time, he believed what the strikers said, and that the trouble
was not made by them, but by gangs of roughs acting without their
approval.  In this juncture he was relieved by the arrival of the State
Board of Arbitration, which took up its quarters, with a great many
scare-heads, at one of the principal hotels, and invited the roads and
the strikers to lay the matter in dispute before them; he said that now
we should see the working of the greatest piece of social machinery in
modern times.  But it appeared to work only in the alacrity of the
strikers to submit their grievance.  The road; were as one road in
declaring that there was nothing to arbitrate, and that they were merely
asserting their right to manage their own affairs in their own way.
One of the presidents was reported to have told a member of the Board,
who personally summoned him, to get out and to go about his business.
Then, to Fulkerson's extreme disappointment, the august tribunal, acting
on behalf of the sovereign people in the interest of peace, declared
itself powerless, and got out, and would, no doubt, have gone about its
business if it had had any.  Fulkerson did not know what to say, perhaps
because the extras did not; but March laughed at this result.

"It's a good deal like the military manoeuvre of the King of France and
his forty thousand men.  I suppose somebody told him at the top of the
hill that there was nothing to arbitrate, and to get out and go about his
business, and that was the reason he marched down after he had marched up
with all that ceremony.  What amuses me is to find that in an affair of
this kind the roads have rights and the strikers have rights, but the
public has no rights at all.  The roads and the strikers are allowed to
fight out a private war in our midst as thoroughly and precisely a
private war as any we despise the Middle Ages for having tolerated--
as any street war in Florence or Verona--and to fight it out at our pains
and expense, and we stand by like sheep and wait till they get tired.
It's a funny attitude for a city of fifteen hundred thousand
inhabitants."

"What would you do?" asked Fulkerson, a good deal daunted by this view of
the case.

"Do?  Nothing.  Hasn't the State Board of Arbitration declared itself
powerless?  We have no hold upon the strikers; and we're so used to being
snubbed and disobliged by common carriers that we have forgotten our hold
on the roads and always allow them to manage their own affairs in their
own way, quite as if we had nothing to do with them and they owed us no
services in return for their privileges."

"That's a good deal so," said Fulkerson, disordering his hair.  "Well,
it's nuts for the colonel nowadays.  He says if he was boss of this town
he would seize the roads on behalf of the people, and man 'em with
policemen, and run 'em till the managers had come to terms with the
strikers; and he'd do that every time there was a strike."

"Doesn't that rather savor of the paternalism he condemned in Lindau?"
asked March.

"I don't know.  It savors of horse sense."

"You are pretty far gone, Fulkerson.  I thought you were the most engaged
man I ever saw; but I guess you're more father-in-lawed.  And before
you're married, too."

"Well, the colonel's a glorious old fellow, March.  I wish he had the
power to do that thing, just for the fun of looking on while he waltzed
in.  He's on the keen jump from morning till night, and he's up late and
early to see the row.  I'm afraid he'll get shot at some of the fights;
he sees them all; I can't get any show at them: haven't seen a brickbat
shied or a club swung yet.  Have you?"

"No, I find I can philosophize the situation about as well from the
papers, and that's what I really want to do, I suppose.  Besides, I'm
solemnly pledged by Mrs. March not to go near any sort of crowd, under
penalty of having her bring the children and go with me.  Her theory is
that we must all die together; the children haven't been at school since
the strike began.  There's no precaution that Mrs. March hasn't used.
She watches me whenever I go out, and sees that I start straight for this
office."

Fulkerson laughed and said: "Well, it's probably the only thing that's
saved your life.  Have you seen anything of Beaton lately?"

"No.  You don't mean to say he's killed!"

"Not if he knows it.  But I don't know-- What do you say, March?  What's
the reason you couldn't get us up a paper on the strike?"

"I knew it would fetch round to 'Every Other Week,' somehow."

"No, but seriously.  There 'll be plenty of news paper accounts.  But you
could treat it in the historical spirit--like something that happened
several centuries ago; De Foe's Plague of London style.  Heigh?  What
made me think of it was Beaton.  If I could get hold of him, you two
could go round together and take down its aesthetic aspects.  It's a big
thing, March, this strike is.  I tell you it's imposing to have a private
war, as you say, fought out this way, in the heart of New York, and New
York not minding, it a bit.  See?  Might take that view of it.  With your
descriptions and Beaton's sketches--well, it would just be the greatest
card!  Come!  What do you say?"

"Will you undertake to make it right with Mrs. March if I'm killed and
she and the children are not killed with me?"

"Well, it would be difficult.  I wonder how it would do to get Kendricks
to do the literary part?"

"I've no doubt he'd jump at the chance.  I've yet to see the form of
literature that Kendricks wouldn't lay down his life for."

"Say!" March perceived that Fulkerson was about to vent another
inspiration, and smiled patiently.  "Look here!  What's the reason we
couldn't get one of the strikers to write it up for us?"

"Might have a symposium of strikers and presidents," March suggested.

"No; I'm in earnest.  They say some of those fellows-especially the
foreigners--are educated men.  I know one fellow--a Bohemian--that used
to edit a Bohemian newspaper here.  He could write it out in his kind of
Dutch, and we could get Lindau to translate it."

"I guess not," said March, dryly.

"Why not?  He'd do it for the cause, wouldn't he?  Suppose you put it up
on him the next time you see him."

"I don't see Lindau any more," said March.  He added, "I guess he's
renounced me along with Mr. Dryfoos's money."

"Pshaw!  You don't mean he hasn't been round since?"

"He came for a while, but he's left off coming now.  I don't feel
particularly gay about it," March said, with some resentment of
Fulkerson's grin.  "He's left me in debt to him for lessons to the
children."

Fulkerson laughed out.  "Well, he is the greatest old fool!  Who'd 'a'
thought he'd 'a' been in earnest with those 'brincibles' of his?  But I
suppose there have to be just such cranks; it takes all kinds to make a
world."

"There has to be one such crank, it seems," March partially assented.
"One's enough for me."

"I reckon this thing is nuts for Lindau, too," said Fulkerson.  "Why, it
must act like a schooner of beer on him all the while, to see 'gabidal'
embarrassed like it is by this strike.  It must make old Lindau feel like
he was back behind those barricades at Berlin.  Well, he's a splendid old
fellow; pity he drinks, as I remarked once before."

When March left the office he did not go home so directly as he came,
perhaps because Mrs. March's eye was not on him.  He was very curious
about some aspects of the strike, whose importance, as a great social
convulsion, he felt people did not recognize; and, with his temperance in
everything, he found its negative expressions as significant as its more
violent phases.  He had promised his wife solemnly that he would keep
away ,from these, and he had a natural inclination to keep his promise;
he had no wish to be that peaceful spectator who always gets shot when
there is any firing on a mob.  He interested himself in the apparent
indifference of the mighty city, which kept on about its business as
tranquilly as if the private war being fought out in its midst were a
vague rumor of Indian troubles on the frontier; and he realized how there
might once have been a street feud of forty years in Florence without
interfering materially with the industry and prosperity of the city.
On Broadway there was a silence where a jangle and clatter of horse-car
bells and hoofs had been, but it was not very noticeable; and on the
avenues, roofed by the elevated roads, this silence of the surface tracks
was not noticeable at all in the roar of the trains overhead.  Some of
the cross-town cars were beginning to run again, with a policeman on the
rear of each; on the Third Avenge line, operated by non-union men, who
had not struck, there were two policemen beside the driver of every car,
and two beside the conductor, to protect them from the strikers.  But
there were no strikers in sight, and on Second Avenue they stood quietly
about in groups on the corners.  While March watched them at a safe
distance, a car laden with policemen came down the track, but none of the
strikers offered to molest it.  In their simple Sunday best, March
thought them very quiet, decent-looking people, and he could well believe
that they had nothing to do with the riotous outbreaks in other parts of
the city.  He could hardly believe that there were any such outbreaks; he
began more and more to think them mere newspaper exaggerations in the
absence of any disturbance, or the disposition to it, that he could see.
He walked on to the East River

Avenues A, B, and C presented the same quiet aspect as Second Avenue;
groups of men stood on the corners, and now and then a police-laden car
was brought unmolested down the tracks before them; they looked at it and
talked together, and some laughed, but there was no trouble.

March got a cross-town car, and came back to the West Side.  A policeman,
looking very sleepy and tired, lounged on the platform.

"I suppose you'll be glad when this cruel war is over," March suggested,
as he got in.

The officer gave him a surly glance and made him no answer.

His behavior, from a man born to the joking give and take of our life,
impressed March.  It gave him a fine sense of the ferocity which he had
read of the French troops putting on toward the populace just before the
coup d'etat; he began to feel like the populace; but he struggled with
himself and regained his character of philosophical observer.  In this
character he remained in the car and let it carry him by the corner where
he ought to have got out and gone home, and let it keep on with him to
one of the farthermost tracks westward, where so much of the fighting was
reported to have taken place.  But everything on the way was as quiet as
on the East Side.

Suddenly the car stopped with so quick a turn of the brake that he was
half thrown from his seat, and the policeman jumped down from the
platform and ran forward.




IV

Dryfoos sat at breakfast that morning with Mrs. Mandel as usual to pour
out his coffee.  Conrad had gone down-town; the two girls lay abed much
later than their father breakfasted, and their mother had gradually grown
too feeble to come down till lunch.  Suddenly Christine appeared at the
door.  Her face was white to the edges of her lips, and her eyes were
blazing.

Look here, father! Have you been saying anything to Mr. Beaton?"

The old man looked up at her across his coffee-cup through his frowning
brows.  "No."

Mrs. Mandel dropped her eyes, and the spoon shook in her hand.

"Then what's the reason he don't come here any more?"  demanded the girl;
and her glance darted from her father to Mrs. Mandel.  "Oh, it's you, is
it?  I'd like to know who told you to meddle in other people's business?"

"I did," said Dryfoos, savagely.  "I told her to ask him what he wanted
here, and he said he didn't want anything, and he stopped coming.  That's
all.  I did it myself."

"Oh, you did, did you?"  said the girl, scarcely less insolently than she
had spoken to Mrs. Mandel.  "I should like to know what you did it for?
I'd like to know what made you think I wasn't able to take care of
myself.  I just knew somebody had been meddling, but I didn't suppose it
was you.  I can manage my own affairs in my own way, if you please, and
I'll thank you after this to leave me to myself in what don't concern
you."

"Don't concern me?  You impudent jade!" her father began.

Christine advanced from the doorway toward the table; she had her hands
closed upon what seemed trinkets, some of which glittered and dangled
from them.  She said, "Will you go to him and tell him that this
meddlesome minx, here, had no business to say anything about me to him,
and you take it all back?"

"No!" shouted the old man.  "And if--"

"That's all I want of you!" the girl shouted in her turn.  "Here are your
presents."  With both hands she flung the jewels-pins and rings and
earrings and bracelets--among the breakfast-dishes, from which some of
them sprang to the floor.  She stood a moment to pull the intaglio ring
from the finger where Beaton put it a year ago, and dashed that at her
father's plate.  Then she whirled out of the room, and they heard her
running up-stairs.

The old man made a start toward her, but he fell back in his chair before
she was gone, and, with a fierce, grinding movement of his jaws,
controlled himself.  "Take-take those things up," he gasped to Mrs.
Mandel.  He seemed unable to rise again from his chair; but when she
asked him if he were unwell, he said no, with an air of offence, and got
quickly to his feet.  He mechanically picked up the intaglio ring from
the table while he stood there, and put it on his little finger; his hand
was not much bigger than Christine's.  "How do you suppose she found it
out?"  he asked, after a moment.

"She seems to have merely suspected it," said Mrs. Mandel , in a tremor,
and with the fright in her eyes which Christine's violence had brought
there.

"Well, it don't make any difference.  She had to know, somehow, and now
she knows."  He started toward the door of the library, as if to go into
the hall, where his hat and coat hung.

"Mr. Dryfoos," palpitated Mrs. Mandel, "I can't remain here, after the
language your daughter has used to me--I can't let you leave me--I--I'm
afraid of her--"

"Lock yourself up, then," said the old man, rudely.  He added, from the
hall before lie went out, "I reckon she'll quiet down now."

He took the Elevated road.  The strike seemed a vary far-off thing,
though the paper he bought to look up the stockmarket was full of noisy
typography about yesterday's troubles on the surface lines.  Among the
millions in Wall Street there was some joking and some swearing, but not
much thinking, about the six thousand men who had taken such chances in
their attempt to better their condition.  Dryfoos heard nothing of the
strike in the lobby of the Stock Exchange, where he spent two or three
hours watching a favorite stock of his go up and go down under the
betting.  By the time the Exchange closed it had risen eight points, and
on this and some other investments he was five thousand dollars richer
than he had been in the morning.  But he had expected to be richer still,
and he was by no means satisfied with his luck.  All through the
excitement of his winning and losing had played the dull, murderous rage
he felt toward they child who had defied him, and when the game was over
and he started home his rage mounted into a sort of frenzy; he would
teach her, he would break her.  He walked a long way without thinking,
and then waited for a car.  None came, and he hailed a passing coupe.

"What has got all the cars?"  he demanded of the driver, who jumped down
from his box to open the door for him and get his direction.

"Been away?"  asked the driver.  "Hasn't been any car along for a week.
Strike."

"Oh yes," said Dryfoos.  He felt suddenly giddy, and he remained staring
at the driver after he had taken his seat.

The man asked, "Where to?"

Dryfoos could not think of his street or number, and he said, with
uncontrollable fury: "I told you once! Go up to West Eleventh, and drive
along slow on the south side; I'll show you the place."

He could not remember the number of 'Every Other Week' office, where he
suddenly decided to stop before he went home.  He wished to see
Fulkerson, and ask him something about Beaton: whether he had been about
lately, and whether he had dropped any hint of what had happened
concerning Christine; Dryfoos believed that Fulkerson was in the fellow's
confidence.

There was nobody but Conrad in the counting-room, whither Dryfoos
returned after glancing into Fulkerson's empty office.  "Where's
Fulkerson?"  he asked, sitting down with his hat on.

"He went out a few moments ago," said Conrad, glancing at the clock.
"I'm afraid he isn't coming back again today, if you wanted to see him."

Dryfoos twisted his head sidewise and upward to indicate March's room.
"That other fellow out, too?"

"He went just before Mr. Fulkerson," answered Conrad.

"Do you generally knock off here in the middle of the afternoon ?"  asked
the old man.

"No," said Conrad, as patiently as if his father had not been there a
score of times and found the whole staff of Every Other leek at work
between four and five.  "Mr. March, you know, always takes a good deal of
his work home with him, and I suppose Mr. Fulkerson went out so early
because there isn't much doing to-day.  Perhaps it's the strike that
makes it dull."

"The strike-yes! It's a pretty piece of business to have everything
thrown out because a parcel of lazy hounds want a chance to lay off and
get drunk."  Dryfoos seemed to think Conrad would make some answer to
this, but the young man's mild face merely saddened, and he said nothing.
"I've got a coupe out there now that I had to take because I couldn't get
a car.  If I had my way I'd have a lot of those vagabonds hung.  They're
waiting to get the city into a snarl, and then rob the houses--pack of
dirty, worthless whelps.  They ought to call out the militia, and fire
into 'em.  Clubbing is too good for them."  Conrad was still silent, and
his father sneered, "But I reckon you don't think so."

"I think the strike is useless," said Conrad.

"Oh, you do, do you?  Comin' to your senses a little.  Gettin' tired
walkin' so much.  I should like to know what your gentlemen over there on
the East Side think about the strike, anyway."

The young fellow dropped his eyes.  "I am not authorized to speak for
them."

"Oh, indeed! And perhaps you're not authorized to speak for yourself?"

"Father, you know we don't agree about these things.  I'd rather not
talk--"

"But I'm goin' to make you talk this time!" cried Dryfoos, striking the
arm of the chair he sat in with the side of his fist.  A maddening
thought of Christine came over him.  "As long as you eat my bread, you
have got to do as I say.  I won't have my children telling me what I
shall do and sha'n't do, or take on airs of being holier than me.  Now,
you just speak up!  Do you think those loafers are right, or don't you?
Come!"

Conrad apparently judged it best to speak.  "I think they were very
foolish to strike--at this time, when the Elevated roads can do the
work."

"Oh, at this time, heigh!  And I suppose they think over there on the
East Side that it 'd been wise to strike before we got the Elevated."
Conrad again refused to answer, and his father roared, "What do you
think?"

"I think a strike is always bad business.  It's war; but sometimes there
don't seem any other way for the workingmen to get justice.  They say
that sometimes strikes do raise the wages, after a while."

"Those lazy devils were paid enough already," shrieked the old man.

"They got two dollars a day.  How much do you think they ought to 'a'
got?  Twenty?"

Conrad hesitated, with a beseeching look at his father.  But he decided
to answer.  "The men say that with partial work, and fines, and other
things, they get sometimes a dollar, and sometimes ninety cents a day."

"They lie, and you know they lie," said his father, rising and coming
toward him.  "And what do you think the upshot of it all will be, after
they've ruined business for another week, and made people hire hacks, and
stolen the money of honest men?  How is it going to end?"

"They will have to give in."

"Oh, give in, heigh!  And what will you say then, I should like to know?
How will you feel about it then?  Speak!"

"I shall feel as I do now.  I know you don't think that way, and I don't
blame you--or anybody.  But if I have got to say how I shall feel, why, I
shall feel sorry they didn't succeed, for I believe they have a righteous
cause, though they go the wrong way to help themselves."

His father came close to him, his eyes blazing, his teeth set.  "Do you
dare so say that to me?"

"Yes.  I can't help it.  I pity them; my whole heart is with those poor
men."

"You impudent puppy!" shouted the old man.  He lifted his hand and struck
his son in the face.  Conrad caught his hand with his own left, and,
while the blood began to trickle from a wound that Christine's intaglio
ring had made in his temple, he looked at him with a kind of grieving
wonder, and said, " Father!"

The old man wrenched his fist away and ran out of the house.  He
remembered his address now, and he gave it as he plunged into the coupe.
He trembled with his evil passion, and glared out of the windows at the
passers as he drove home; he only saw Conrad's mild, grieving, wondering
eyes, and the blood slowly trickling from the wound in his temple.

Conrad went to the neat-set bowl in Fulkerson's comfortable room and
washed the blood away, and kept bathing the wound with the cold water
till it stopped bleeding.  The cut was not deep, and he thought he would
not put anything on it.  After a while he locked up the office and
started out, be hardly knew where.  But he walked on, in the direction he
had taken, till he found himself in Union Square, on the pavement in
front of Brentano's.  It seemed to him that he heard some one calling
gently to him, "Mr. Dryfoos!"




V.

Conrad looked confusedly around, and the same voice said again, "Mr.
Dryfoos!" and he saw that it was a lady speaking to him from a coupe
beside the curbing, and then he saw that it was Miss Vance.

She smiled when, he gave signs of having discovered her, and came up to
the door of her carriage.  "I am so glad to meet you.  I have been
longing to talk to somebody; nobody seems to feel about it as I do.  Oh,
isn't it horrible?  Must they fail?  I saw cars running on all the lines
as I came across; it made me sick at heart.  Must those brave fellows
give in?  And everybody seems to hate them so--I can't bear it."  Her
face was estranged with excitement, and there were traces of tears on it.
"You must think me almost crazy to stop you in the street this way; but
when I caught sight of you I had to speak.  I knew you would sympathize--
I knew you would feel as I do.  Oh, how can anybody help honoring those
poor men for standing by one another as they do?  They are risking all
they have in the world for the sake of justice! Oh, they are true heroes!
They are staking the bread of their wives and children on the dreadful
chance they've taken! But no one seems to understand it.  No one seems to
see that they are willing to suffer more now that other poor men may
suffer less hereafter.  And those wretched creatures that are coming in
to take their places--those traitors--"

"We can't blame them for wanting to earn a living, Miss Vance," said
Conrad.

"No, no!  I don't blame them.  Who am I, to do such a thing?  It's we
--people like me, of my class--who make the poor betray one another.
But this dreadful fighting--this hideous paper is full of it!"  She held
up an extra, crumpled with her nervous reading.  "Can't something be done
to stop it?  Don't you think that if some one went among them, and tried
to make them see how perfectly hopeless it was to resist the companies
and drive off the new men, he might do some good?  I have wanted to go
and try; but I am a woman, and I mustn't!  I shouldn't be afraid of the
strikers, but I'm afraid of what people would say!"  Conrad kept pressing
his handkerchief to the cut in his temple, which he thought might be
bleeding, and now she noticed this.  "Are you hurt, Mr. Dryfoos?
You look so pale."

"No, it's nothing--a little scratch I've got."

"Indeed, you look pale.  Have you a carriage?  How will you get home?
Will you get in here with me and let me drive you?"

"No, no," said Conrad, smiling at her excitement.  "I'm perfectly well--"

"And you don't think I'm foolish and wicked for stopping you here and
talking in this way?  But I know you feel as I do!"

"Yes, I feel as you do.  You are right--right in every way--I mustn't
keep you--Good-bye."  He stepped back to bow, but she put her beautiful
hand out of the window, and when he took it she wrung his hand hard.

"Thank you, thank you!  You are good and you are just! But no one can do
anything.  It's useless!"

The type of irreproachable coachman on the box whose respectability had
suffered through the strange behavior of his mistress in this interview
drove quickly off at her signal, and Conrad stood a moment looking after
the carriage.  His heart was full of joy; it leaped; he thought it would
burst.  As he turned to walk away it seemed to him as if he mounted upon
the air.  The trust she had shown him, the praise she had given him, that
crush of the hand: he hoped nothing, he formed no idea from it, but it
all filled him with love that cast out the pain and shame he had been
suffering.  He believed that he could never be unhappy any more; the
hardness that was in his mind toward his father went out of it; he saw
how sorely he had tried him; he grieved that he had done it, but the
means, the difference of his feeling about the cause of their quarrel,
he was solemnly glad of that since she shared it.  He was only sorry for
his father.  "Poor father!" he said under his breath as he went along.
He explained to her about his father in his reverie, and she pitied his
father, too.

He was walking over toward the West Side, aimlessly at first, and then at
times with the longing to do something to save those mistaken men from
themselves forming itself into a purpose.  Was not that what she meant
when she bewailed her woman's helplessness?  She must have wished him to
try if he, being a man, could not do something; or if she did not, still
he would try, and if she heard of it she would recall what she had said
and would be glad he had understood her so.  Thinking of her pleasure in
what he was going to do, he forgot almost what it was; but when he came
to a street-car track he remembered it, and looked up and down to see if
there were any turbulent gathering of men whom he might mingle with and
help to keep from violence.  He saw none anywhere; and then suddenly, as
if at the same moment, for in his exalted mood all events had a dream-
like simultaneity, he stood at the corner of an avenue, and in the middle
of it, a little way off, was a street-car, and around the car a tumult of
shouting, cursing, struggling men.  The driver was lashing his horses
forward, and a policeman was at their heads, with the conductor, pulling
them; stones, clubs, brickbats hailed upon the car, the horses, the men
trying to move them.  The mob closed upon them in a body, and then a
patrol-wagon whirled up from the other side, and a squad of policemen
leaped out and began to club the rioters.  Conrad could see how they
struck them under the rims of their hats; the blows on their skulls
sounded as if they had fallen on stone; the rioters ran in all
directions.

One of the officers rushed up toward the corner where Conrad stood, and
then he saw at his side a tall, old man, with a long, white beard, who
was calling out at the policemen: "Ah, yes! Glup the strikerss--gif it to
them!  Why don't you co and glup the bresidents that insoalt your lawss,
and gick your Boart of Arpidration out-of-toors?  Glup the strikerss--
they cot no friendts!  They cot no money to pribe you, to dreat you!"

The officer lifted his club, and the old man threw his left arm up to
shield his head.  Conrad recognized Zindau, and now he saw the empty
sleeve dangle in the air over the stump of his wrist.  He heard a shot in
that turmoil beside the car, and something seemed to strike him in the
breast.  He was going to say to the policeman: "Don't strike him!  He's
an old soldier!  You see he has no hand!" but he could not speak, he
could not move his tongue.  The policeman stood there; he saw his face:
it was not bad, not cruel; it was like the face of a statue, fixed,
perdurable--a mere image of irresponsible and involuntary authority.
Then Conrad fell forward, pierced through the heart by that shot fired
from the car.

March heard the shot as he scrambled out of his car, and at the same
moment he saw Lindau drop under the club of the policeman, who left him
where he fell and joined the rest of the squad in pursuing the rioters.
The fighting round the car in the avenue ceased; the driver whipped his
horses into a gallop, and the place was left empty.

March would have liked to run; he thought how his wife had implored him
to keep away from the rioting; but he could not have left Lindau lying
there if he would.  Something stronger than his will drew him to the
spot, and there he saw Conrad, dead beside the old man.




VI.

In the cares which Mrs. March shared with her husband that night she was
supported partly by principle, but mainly by the, potent excitement which
bewildered Conrad's family and took all reality from what had happened.
It was nearly midnight when the Marches left them and walked away toward
the Elevated station with Fulkerson.  Everything had been done, by that
time, that could be done; and Fulkerson was not without that satisfaction
in the business-like despatch of all the details which attends each step
in such an affair and helps to make death tolerable even to the most
sorely stricken.  We are creatures of the moment; we live from one little
space to another; and only one interest at a time fills these.  Fulkerson
was cheerful when they got into the street, almost gay; and Mrs. March
experienced a rebound from her depression which she felt that she ought
not to have experienced.  But she condoned the offence a little in
herself, because her husband remained so constant in his gravity; and,
pending the final accounting he must make her for having been where he
could be of so much use from the first instant of the calamity, she was
tenderly, gratefully proud of all the use he had been to Conrad's family,
and especially his miserable old father.  To her mind, March was the
principal actor in the whole affair, and much more important in having
seen it than those who had suffered in it.  In fact, he had suffered
incomparably.


"Well, well," said Fulkerson.  "They'll get along now.  We've done all we
could, and there's nothing left but for them to bear it.  Of course it's
awful, but I guess it 'll come out all right.  I mean," he added,
"they'll pull through now."

"I suppose," said March, "that nothing is put on us that we can't bear.
But I should think," he went on, musingly, "that when God sees what we
poor finite creatures can bear, hemmed round with this eternal darkness
of death, He must respect us."

"Basil!" said his wife.  But in her heart she drew nearer to him for the
words she thought she ought to rebuke him for.

"Oh, I know," he said, "we school ourselves to despise human nature.
But God did not make us despicable, and I say, whatever end He meant us
for, He must have some such thrill of joy in our adequacy to fate as a
father feels when his son shows himself a man.  When I think what we can
be if we must, I can't believe the least of us shall finally perish."

"Oh, I reckon the Almighty won't scoop any of us," said Fulkerson, with a
piety of his own.

"That poor boy's father!" sighed Mrs. March.  "I can't get his face out
of my sight.  He looked so much worse than death."

"Oh, death doesn't look bad," said March.  "It's life that looks so in
its presence.  Death is peace and pardon.  I only wish poor old Lindau
was as well out of it as Conrad there."

"Ah, Lindau!  He has done harm enough," said Mrs. March.  "I hope he will
be careful after this."

March did not try to defend Lindau against her theory of the case, which
inexorably held him responsible for Conrad's death.

"Lindau's going to come out all right, I guess," said Fulkerson.  "He was
first-rate when I saw him at the hospital to-night."  He whispered in
March's ear, at a chance he got in mounting the station stairs: "I didn't
like to tell you there at the house, but I guess you'd better know.  They
had to take Lindau's arm off near the shoulder.  Smashed all to pieces by
the clubbing."

In the house, vainly rich and foolishly unfit for them, the bereaved
family whom the Marches had just left lingered together, and tried to get
strength to part for the night.  They were all spent with the fatigue
that comes from heaven to such misery as theirs, and they sat in a torpor
in which each waited for the other to move, to speak.

Christine moved, and Mela spoke.  Christine rose and went out of the room
without saying a word, and they heard her going up-stairs.  Then Mela
said:

"I reckon the rest of us better be goun' too, father.  Here, let's git
mother started."

She put her arm round her mother, to lift her from her chair, but the old
man did not stir, and Mela called Mrs. Mandel from the next room.
Between them they raised her to her feet.

"Ain't there anybody agoin' to set up with it?"  she asked, in her hoarse
pipe.  "It appears like folks hain't got any feelin's in New York.
Woon't some o' the neighbors come and offer to set up, without waitin' to
be asked?"

"Oh, that's all right, mother.  The men 'll attend to that.  Don't you
bother any," Mela coaxed, and she kept her arm round her mother, with
tender patience.

"Why, Mely, child! I can't feel right to have it left to hirelin's so.
But there ain't anybody any more to see things done as they ought.  If
Coonrod was on'y here--"

"Well, mother, you are pretty mixed!" said Mela, with a strong tendency
to break into her large guffaw.  But she checked herself and said:
"I know just how you feel, though.  It keeps acomun' and agoun'; and it's
so and it ain't so, all at once; that's the plague of it.  Well, father!
Ain't you goun' to come?"

"I'm goin' to stay, Mela," said the old man, gently, without moving.
"Get your mother to bed, that's a good girl."

"You goin' to set up with him, Jacob?"  asked the old woman.

"Yes, 'Liz'beth, I'll set up.  You go to bed."

"Well, I will, Jacob.  And I believe it 'll do you good to set up.
I wished I could set up with you; but I don't seem to have the stren'th
I did when the twins died.  I must git my sleep, so's to--I don't like
very well to have you broke of your rest, Jacob, but there don't appear
to be anybody else.  You wouldn't have to do it if Coonrod was here.
There I go ag'in!  Mercy!  mercy!"

"Well, do come along, then, mother," said Mela; and she got her out of
the room, with Mrs. Mandel's help, and up the stairs.

From the top the old woman called down, "You tell Coonrod--" She stopped,
and he heard her groan out, "My Lord! my Lord!"

He sat, one silence in the dining-room, where they had all lingered
together, and in the library beyond the hireling watcher sat, another
silence.  The time passed, but neither moved, and the last noise in the
house ceased, so that they heard each other breathe, and the vague,
remote rumor of the city invaded the inner stillness.  It grew louder
toward morning, and then Dryfoos knew from the watcher's deeper breathing
that he had fallen into a doze.

He crept by him to the drawing-room, where his son was; the place was
full of the awful sweetness of the flowers that Fulkerson had brought,
and that lay above the pulseless breast.  The old man turned up a burner
in the chandelier, and stood looking on the majestic serenity of the dead
face.

He could not move when he saw his wife coming down the stairway in the
hall.  She was in her long, white flannel bed gown, and the candle she
carried shook with her nervous tremor.  He thought she might be walking
in her sleep, but she said, quite simply, "I woke up, and I couldn't git
to sleep ag'in without comin' to have a look."  She stood beside their
dead son with him.  "well, he's beautiful, Jacob.  He was the prettiest
baby!  And he was always good, Coonrod was; I'll say that for him.
I don't believe he ever give me a minute's care in his whole life.
I reckon I liked him about the best of all the children; but I don't know
as I ever done much to show it.  But you was always good to him, Jacob;
you always done the best for him, ever since he was a little feller.
I used to be afraid you'd spoil him sometimes in them days; but I guess
you're glad now for every time you didn't cross him.  I don't suppose
since the twins died you ever hit him a lick."  She stooped and peered
closer at the face.  "Why, Jacob, what's that there by his pore eye
Dryfoos saw it, too, the wound that he had feared to look for, and that
now seemed to redden on his eight.  He broke into a low, wavering cry,
like a child's in despair, like an animal's in terror, like a soul's in
the anguish of remorse.




VII.

The evening after the funeral, while the Marches sat together talking it
over, and making approaches, through its shadow, to the question of their
own future, which it involved, they were startled by the twitter of the
electric bell at their apartment door.  It was really not so late as the
children's having gone to bed made it seem; but at nine o'clock it was
too late for any probable visitor except Fulkerson.  It might be he, and
March was glad to postpone the impending question to his curiosity
concerning the immediate business Fulkerson might have with him.  He went
himself to the door, and confronted there a lady deeply veiled in black
and attended by a very decorous serving-woman.

"Are you alone, Mr. March--you and Mrs. March ?"  asked the lady, behind
her veil; and, as he hesitated, she said: "You don't know me!  Miss
Vance"; and she threw back her veil, showing her face wan and agitated in
the dark folds.  "I am very anxious to see you--to speak with you both.
May I come in?"

"Why, certainly, Miss Vance," he answered, still too much stupefied by
her presence to realize it.

She promptly entered, and saying, with a glance at the hall chair by the
door, "My maid can sit here?"  followed him to the room where he had left
his wife.

Mrs. March showed herself more capable of coping with the fact.  She
welcomed Miss Vance with the liking they both felt for the girl, and with
the sympathy which her troubled face inspired.

"I won't tire you with excuses for coming, Mrs. March," she said, "for it
was the only thing left for me to do; and I come at my aunt's
suggestion."  She added this as if it would help to account for her more
on the conventional plane, and she had the instinctive good taste to
address herself throughout to Mrs. March as much as possible, though what
she had to say was mainly for March.  "I don't know how to begin--I don't
know how to speak of this terrible affair.  But you know what I mean.
I feel as if I had lived a whole lifetime since it happened.  I don't
want you to pity me for it," she said, forestalling a politeness from
Mrs. March.  "I'm the last one to be thought of, and you mustn't mind me
if I try to make you.  I came to find out all of the truth that I can,
and when I know just what that is I shall know what to do.  I have read
the inquest; it's all burned into my brain.  But I don't care for that--
for myself: you must let me say such things without minding me.  I know
that your husband--that Mr. March was there; I read his testimony; and I
wished to ask him--to ask him--" She stopped and looked distractedly
about.  "But what folly! He must have said everything he knew--he had
to."  Her eves wandered to him from his wife, on whom she had kept them
with instinctive tact.

"I said everything--yes," he replied.  "But if you would like to know--"

"Perhaps I had better tell you something first.  I had just parted with
him--it couldn't have been more than half an hour--in front of
Brentano's; he must have gone straight to his death.  We were talking,
and I--I said, Why didn't some one go among the strikers and plead with
them to be peaceable, and keep them from attacking the new men.  I knew
that he felt as I did about the strikers: that he was their friend.  Did
you see--do you know anything that makes you think he had been trying to
do that?"

"I am sorry," March began, "I didn't see him at all till--till I saw him
lying dead."

"My husband was there purely by accident," Mrs. March put in.  "I had
begged and entreated him not to go near the striking anywhere.  And he
had just got out of the car, and saw the policeman strike that wretched
Lindau--he's been such an anxiety to me ever since we have had anything
to do with him here; my husband knew him when he was a boy in the West.
Mr. March came home from it all perfectly prostrated; it made us all
sick! Nothing so horrible ever came into our lives before.  I assure you
it was the most shocking experience."

Miss Vance listened to her with that look of patience which those who
have seen much of the real suffering of the world--the daily portion of
the poor--have for the nervous woes of comfortable people.  March hung
his head; he knew it would be useless to protest that his share of the
calamity was, by comparison, infinitesimally small.

After she had heard Mrs. March to the end even of her repetitions, Miss
Vance said, as if it were a mere matter of course that she should have
looked the affair up, "Yes, I have seen Mr. Lindau at the hospital--"

"My husband goes every day to see him," Mrs. March interrupted, to give.
a final touch to the conception of March's magnanimity throughout.

"The poor man seems to have been in the wrong at the time," said Miss
Vance.

"I could almost say he had earned the right to be wrong.  He's a man of
the most generous instincts, and a high ideal of justice, of equity--too
high to be considered by a policeman with a club in his hand," said
March, with a bold defiance of his wife's different opinion of Lindau.
"It's the policeman's business, I suppose, to club the ideal when he
finds it inciting a riot."

"Oh, I don't blame Mr. Lindau ; I don't blame the policeman; he was as
much a mere instrument as his club was.  I am only trying to find out how
much I am to blame myself.  I had no thought of Mr. Dryfoos's going
there--of his attempting to talk with the strikers and keep them quiet;
I was only thinking, as women do, of what I should try to do if I were a
man.

But perhaps he understood me to ask him to go--perhaps my words sent him
to his death."

She had a sort of calm in her courage to know the worst truth as to her
responsibility that forbade any wish to flatter her out of it.  "I'm
afraid," said March, "that is what can never be known now."  After a
moment he added: "But why should you wish to know?  If he went there as a
peacemaker, he died in a good cause, in such a way as he would wish to
die, I believe."

"Yes," said the girl; " I have thought of that.  But death is awful; we
must not think patiently, forgivingly of sending any one to their death
in the best cause."  "I fancy life was an awful thing to Conrad Dryfoos,"
March replied.  "He was thwarted and disappointed, without even pleasing
the ambition that thwarted and disappointed him.  That poor old man, his
father, warped him from his simple, lifelong wish to be a minister, and
was trying to make a business man of him.  If it will be any consolation
to you to know it, Miss Vance, I can assure you that he was very unhappy,
and I don't see how he could ever have been happy here."

"It won't," said the girl, steadily.  "If people are born into this
world, it's because they were meant to live in it.  It isn't a question
of being happy here; no one is happy, in that old, selfish way, or can
be; but he could have been of great use."

"Perhaps he was of use in dying.  Who knows?  He may have been trying to
silence Lindau."

"Oh, Lindau wasn't worth it!" cried Mrs. March.

Miss Vance looked at her as if she did not quite understand.  Then she
turned to March.  "He might have been unhappy, as we all are; but I know
that his life here would have had a higher happiness than we wish for or
aim for."  The tears began to run silently down her cheeks.

"He looked strangely happy that day when he left me.  He had hurt himself
somehow, and his face was bleeding from a scratch; he kept his
handkerchief up; he was pale, but such a light came into his face when he
shook hands--ah, I know he went to try and do what I said!"  They were
all silent, while she dried her eyes and then put her handkerchief back
into the pocket from which she had suddenly pulled it, with a series of
vivid, young-ladyish gestures, which struck March by their incongruity
with the occasion of their talk, and yet by their harmony with the rest
of her elegance.  "I am sorry, Miss Vance)" be began, "that I can't
really tell you anything more--"

"You are very kind," she said, controlling herself and rising quickly.
"I thank you--thank you both very much."  She turned to Mrs. March and
shook hands with her and then with him.  "I might have known--I did know
that there wasn't anything more for you to tell.  But at least I've found
out from you that there was nothing, and now I can begin to bear what I
must.  How are those poor creatures--his mother and father, his sisters?
Some day, I hope, I shall be ashamed to have postponed them to the
thought of myself; but I can't pretend to be yet.  I could not come to
the funeral; I wanted to."

She addressed her question to Mrs. March, who answered: "I can
understand.  But they were pleased with the flowers you sent; people are,
at such times, and they haven't many friends."

"Would you go to see them?"  asked the girl.  "Would you tell them what
I've told you?"

Mrs. March looked at her husband.

"I don't see what good it would do.  They wouldn't understand.  But if it
would relieve you--"

"I'll wait till it isn't a question of self-relief," said the girl.
"Good-bye!"

She left them to long debate of the event.  At the end Mrs. March said,
"She is a strange being; such a mixture of the society girl and the
saint."

Her husband answered: "She's the potentiality of several kinds of
fanatic.  She's very unhappy, and I don't see how she's to be happier
about that poor fellow.  I shouldn't be surprised if she did inspire him
to attempt something of that kind."

"Well, you got out of it very well, Basil.  I admired the way you
managed.  I was afraid you'd say something awkward."

"Oh, with a plain line of truth before me, as the only possible thing,
I can get on pretty well.  When it comes to anything decorative, I'd
rather leave it to you, Isabel."

She seemed insensible of his jest.  "Of course, he was in love with her.
That was the light that came into his face when he was going to do what
he thought she wanted him to do."

"And she--do you think that she was--"

"What an idea!  It would have been perfectly grotesque!"




VIII.

Their affliction brought the Dryfooses into humaner relations with the
Marches, who had hitherto regarded them as a necessary evil, as the
odious means of their own prosperity.  Mrs. March found that the women of
the family seemed glad of her coming, and in the sense of her usefulness
to them all she began to feel a kindness even for Christine.  But she
could not help seeing that between the girl and her father there was an
unsettled account, somehow, and that it was Christine and not the old man
who was holding out.  She thought that their sorrow had tended to refine
the others.  Mela was much more subdued, and, except when she abandoned
herself to a childish interest in her mourning, she did nothing to shock
Mrs. March's taste or to seem unworthy of her grief.  She was very good
to her mother, whom the blow had left unchanged, and to her father, whom
it had apparently fallen upon with crushing weight.  Once, after visiting
their house, Mrs. March described to March a little scene between Dryfoos
and Mela, when he came home from Wall Street, and the girl met him at the
door with a kind of country simpleness, and took his hat and stick, and
brought him into the room where Mrs. March sat, looking tired and broken.
She found this look of Dryfoos's pathetic, and dwelt on the sort of
stupefaction there was in it; he must have loved his son more than they
ever realized.  " Yes," said March, " I suspect he did.  He's never been
about the place since that day; he was always dropping in before, on his
way up-town.  He seems to go down to Wall Street every day, just as
before, but I suppose that's mechanical; he wouldn't know what else to
do; I dare say it's best for him.  The sanguine Fulkerson is getting a
little anxious about the future of 'Every Other Week.'  Now Conrad's
gone, he isn't sure the old man will want to keep on with it, or whether
he'll have to look up another Angel.  He wants to get married, I imagine,
and he can't venture till this point is settled."

"It's a very material point to us too, Basil," said Mrs. March.

"Well, of course.  I hadn't overlooked that, you may be sure.  One of the
things that Fulkerson and I have discussed is a scheme for buying the
magazine.  Its success is pretty well assured now, and I shouldn't be
afraid to put money into it--if I had the money."

"I couldn't let you sell the house in Boston, Basil!"

"And I don't want to.  I wish we could go back and live in it and get the
rent, too!  It would be quite a support.  But I suppose if Dryfoos won't
keep on, it must come to another Angel.  I hope it won't be a literary
one, with a fancy for running my department."

"Oh, I guess whoever takes the magazine will be glad enough to keep you!"

"Do you think so?  Well, perhaps.  But I don't believe Fulkerson would
let me stand long between him and an Angel of the right description."

"Well, then, I believe he would.  And you've never seen anything, Basil,
to make you really think that Mr. Fulkerson didn't appreciate you to the
utmost."

"I think I came pretty near an undervaluation in that Lindau trouble.
I shall always wonder what put a backbone into Fulkerson just at that
crisis.  Fulkerson doesn't strike me as the stuff of a moral hero."

"At any rate, he was one," said Mrs. March, "and that's quite enough for
me."

March did not answer.  "What a noble thing life is, anyway!  Here I am,
well on the way to fifty, after twenty-five years of hard work, looking
forward to the potential poor-house as confidently as I did in youth.
We might have saved a little more than we have saved; but the little more
wouldn't avail if I were turned out of my place now; and we should have
lived sordidly to no purpose.  Some one always has you by the throat,
unless you have some one else in your grip.  I wonder if that's the
attitude the Almighty intended His respectable creatures to take toward
one another!  I wonder if He meant our civilization, the battle we fight
in, the game we trick in!  I wonder if He considers it final, and if the
kingdom of heaven on earth, which we pray for--"

"Have you seen Lindau to-day?"  Mrs. March asked.

"You inferred it from the quality of my piety?"  March laughed, and then
suddenly sobered.  "Yes, I saw him.  It's going rather hard with him,
I'm afraid.  The amputation doesn't heal very well; the shock was very
great, and he's old.  It 'll take time.  There's so much pain that they
have to keep him under opiates, and I don't think he fully knew me.  At
any rate, I didn't get my piety from him to-day."

"It's horrible! Horrible!" said Mrs. March.  "I can't get over it!
After losing his hand in the war, to lose his whole arm now in this way!
It does seem too cruel!  Of course he oughtn't to have been there; we can
say that.  But you oughtn't to have been there, either, Basil."

"Well, I wasn't exactly advising the police to go and club the railroad
presidents."

"Neither was poor Conrad Dryfoos."

"I don't deny it.  All that was distinctly the chance of life and death.
That belonged to God; and no doubt it was law, though it seems chance.
But what I object to is this economic chance-world in which we live, and
which we men seem to have created.  It ought to be law as inflexible in
human affairs as the order of day and night in the physical world that if
a man will work he shall both rest and eat, and shall not be harassed
with any question as to how his repose and his provision shall come.
Nothing less ideal than this satisfies the reason.  But in our state of
things no one is secure of this.  No one is sure of finding work; no one
is sure of not losing it.  I may have my work taken away from me at any
moment by the caprice, the mood, the indigestion of a man who has not the
qualification for knowing whether I do it well, or ill.  At my time of
life--at every time of life--a man ought to feel that if he will keep on
doing his duty he shall not suffer in himself or in those who are dear to
him, except through natural causes.  But no man can feel this as things
are now; and so we go on, pushing and pulling, climbing and crawling,
thrusting aside and trampling underfoot; lying, cheating, stealing; and
then we get to the end, covered with blood and dirt and sin and shame,
and look back over the way we've come to a palace of our own, or the
poor-house, which is about the only possession we can claim in common
with our brother-men, I don't think the retrospect can be pleasing."

"I know, I know!" said his wife.  "I think of those things, too, Basil.
Life isn't what it seems when you look forward to it.  But I think people
would suffer less, and wouldn't have to work so hard, and could make all
reasonable provision for the future, if they were not so greedy and so
foolish."

"Oh, without doubt!  We can't put it all on the conditions; we must put
some of the blame on character.  But conditions make character; and
people are greedy and foolish, and wish to have and to shine, because
having and shining are held up to them by civilization as the chief good
of life.  We all know they are not the chief good, perhaps not good at
all; but if some one ventures to say so, all the rest of us call him a
fraud and a crank, and go moiling and toiling on to the palace or the
poor-house.  We can't help it.  If one were less greedy or less foolish,
some one else would have and would shine at his expense.  We don't moil
and toil to ourselves alone; the palace or the poor-house is not merely
for ourselves, but for our children, whom we've brought up in the
superstition that having and shining is the chief good.  We dare not
teach them otherwise, for fear they may falter in the fight when it comes
their turn, and the children of others will crowd them out of the palace
into the poor-house.  If we felt sure that honest work shared by all
would bring them honest food shared by all, some heroic few of us, who
did not wish our children to rise above their fellows--though we could
not bear to have them fall below--might trust them with the truth.  But
we have no such assurance, and so we go on trembling before Dryfooses and
living in gimcrackeries."

"Basil, Basil! I was always willing to live more simply than you.  You
know I was!"

"I know you always said so, my dear.  But how many bell-ratchets and
speaking-tubes would you be willing to have at the street door below?
I remember that when we were looking for a flat you rejected every
building that had a bell-ratchet or a speaking-tube, and would have
nothing to do with any that had more than an electric button; you wanted
a hall-boy, with electric buttons all over him.  I don't blame you.  I
find such things quite as necessary as you do."

"And do you mean to say, Basil," she asked, abandoning this unprofitable
branch of the inquiry, "that you are really uneasy about your place?
that you are afraid Mr. Dryfoos may give up being an Angel, and Mr.
Fulkerson may play you false?"

"Play me false?  Oh, it wouldn't be playing me false.  It would be merely
looking out for himself, if the new Angel had editorial tastes and wanted
my place.  It's what any one would do."

"You wouldn't do it, Basil!"

"Wouldn't I?  Well, if any one offered me more salary than 'Every Other
Week' pays--say, twice as much--what do you think my duty to my suffering
family would be?  It's give and take in the business world, Isabel;
especially take.  But as to being uneasy, I'm not, in the least.  I've
the spirit of a lion, when it comes to such a chance as that.  When I see
how readily the sensibilities of the passing stranger can be worked in
New York, I think of taking up the role of that desperate man on Third
Avenue who went along looking for garbage in the gutter to eat.  I think
I could pick up at least twenty or thirty cents a day by that little
game, and maintain my family in the affluence it's been accustomed to."

"Basil!" cried his wife.  "You don't mean to say that man was an
impostor!  And I've gone about, ever since, feeling that one such case in
a million, the bare possibility of it, was enough to justify all that
Lindau said about the rich and the poor!"

March laughed teasingly.  "Oh, I don't say he was an impostor.  Perhaps
he really was hungry; but, if he wasn't, what do you think of a
civilization that makes the opportunity of such a fraud? that gives us
all such a bad conscience for the need which is that we weaken to the
need that isn't?  Suppose that poor fellow wasn't personally founded on
fact: nevertheless, he represented the truth; he was the ideal of the
suffering which would be less effective if realistically treated.  That
man is a great comfort to me.  He probably rioted for days on that
quarter I gave him; made a dinner very likely, or a champagne supper; and
if 'Every Other Week' wants to get rid of me, I intend to work that
racket.  You can hang round the corner with Bella, and Tom can come up to
me in tears, at stated intervals, and ask me if I've found anything yet.
To be sure, we might be arrested and sent up somewhere.  But even in that
extreme case we should be provided for.  Oh no, I'm not afraid of losing
my place!  I've merely a sort of psychological curiosity to know how men
like Dryfoos and Fulkerson will work out the problem before them."




IX.

It was a curiosity which Fulkerson himself shared, at least concerning
Dryfoos.  "I don't know what the old man's going to do," he said to March
the day after the Marches had talked their future over.  "Said anything
to you yet?"

"No, not a word."

"You're anxious, I suppose, same as I am.  Fact is," said Fulkerson,
blushing a little, "I can't ask to have a day named till I know where I
am in connection with the old man.  I can't tell whether I've got to look
out for something else or somebody else.  Of course, it's full soon yet."

"Yes," March said, "much sooner than it seems to us.  We're so anxious
about the future that we don't remember how very recent the past is."

"That's something so.  The old man's hardly had time yet to pull himself
together.  Well, I'm glad you feel that way about it, March.  I guess
it's more of a blow to him than we realize.  He was a good deal bound up
in Coonrod, though he didn't always use him very well.  Well, I reckon
it's apt to happen so oftentimes; curious how cruel love can be.  Heigh?
We're an awful mixture, March!"

"Yes, that's the marvel and the curse, as Browning says."

"Why, that poor boy himself," pursued Fulkerson, had streaks of the mule
in him that could give odds to Beaton, and he must have tried the old man
by the way he would give in to his will and hold out against his
judgment.  I don't believe he ever budged a hairs-breadth from his
original position about wanting to be a preacher and not wanting to be a
business man.  Well, of course!  I don't think business is all in all;
but it must have made the old man mad to find that without saying
anything, or doing anything to show it, and after seeming to come over to
his ground, and really coming, practically, Coonrod was just exactly
where he first planted himself, every time."

"Yes, people that have convictions are difficult.  Fortunately, they're
rare."

"Do you think so?  It seems to me that everybody's got convictions.
Beaton himself, who hasn't a principle to throw at a dog, has got
convictions the size of a barn.  They ain't always the same ones, I know,
but they're always to the same effect, as far as Beaton's being Number
One is concerned.  The old man's got convictions or did have, unless this
thing lately has shaken him all up--and he believes that money will do
everything.  Colonel Woodburn's got convictions that he wouldn't part
with for untold millions.  Why, March, you got convictions yourself!"

"Have I?"  said March.  "I don't know what they are."

"Well, neither do I; but I know you were ready to kick the trough over
for them when the old man wanted us to bounce Lindau that time."

"Oh yes," said March; he remembered the fact; but he was still uncertain
just what the convictions were that he had been so stanch for.

"I suppose we could have got along without you," Fulkerson mused aloud.
"It's astonishing how you always can get along in this world without the
man that is simply indispensable.  Makes a fellow realize that he could
take a day off now and then without deranging the solar system a great
deal.  Now here's Coonrod--or, rather, he isn't.  But that boy managed
his part of the schooner so well that I used to tremble when I thought of
his getting the better of the old man and going into a convent or
something of that kind; and now here he is, snuffed out in half a second,
and I don't believe but what we shall be sailing along just as chipper as
usual inside of thirty days.  I reckon it will bring the old man to the
point when I come to talk with him about who's to be put in Coonrod's
place.  I don't like very well to start the subject with him; but it's
got to be done some time."

"Yes," March admitted.  "It's terrible to think how unnecessary even the
best and wisest of us is to the purposes of Providence.  When I looked at
that poor young fellow's face sometimes--so gentle and true and pure--
I used to think the world was appreciably richer for his being in it.
But are we appreciably poorer for his being out of it now?"

"No, I don't reckon we are," said Fulkerson.  "And what a lot of the raw
material of all kinds the Almighty must have, to waste us the way He
seems to do.  Think of throwing away a precious creature like Coonrod
Dryfoos on one chance in a thousand of getting that old fool of a Lindau
out of the way of being clubbed!  For I suppose that was what Coonrod was
up to.  Say!  Have you been round to see Lindau to-day?"

Something in the tone or the manner of Fulkerson startled March.  "No!
I haven't seen him since yesterday."

"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson.  "I guess I saw him a little while
after you did, and that young doctor there seemed to feel kind of worried
about him.

Or not worried, exactly; they can't afford to let such things worry them,
I suppose; but--"

"He's worse?"  asked March.

"Oh, he didn't say so.  But I just wondered if you'd seen him to-day."

"I think I'll go now," said March, with a pang at heart.  He had gone
every day to see Lindau, but this day he had thought he would not go, and
that was why his heart smote him.  He knew that if he were in Lindau's
place Lindau would never have left his side if he could have helped it.
March tried to believe that the case was the same, as it stood now; it
seemed to him that he was always going to or from the hospital; he said
to himself that it must do Lindau harm to be visited so much.  But be
knew that this was not true when he was met at the door of the ward where
Lindau lay by the young doctor, who had come to feel a personal interest
in March's interest in Lindau.

He smiled without gayety, and said, " He's just going."

"What! Discharged?"

"Oh no.  He has been failing very fast since you saw him yesterday, and
now--" They had been walking softly and talking softly down the aisle
between the long rows of beds.  "Would you care to see him?"

The doctor made a slight gesture toward the white canvas screen which in
such places forms the death-chamber of the poor and friendless.  "Come
round this way--he won't know you! I've got rather fond of the poor old
fellow.  He wouldn't have a clergyman--sort of agnostic, isn't he?  A
good many of these Germans are--but the young lady who's been coming to
see him--"

They both stopped. Lindau's grand, patriarchal head, foreshortened to
their view, lay white upon the pillow, and his broad, white beard flowed
upon the sheet, which heaved with those long last breaths.  Beside his
bed Margaret Vance was kneeling; her veil was thrown back, and her face
was lifted; she held clasped between her hands the hand of the dying man;
she moved her lips inaudibly.




X.


In spite of the experience of the whole race from time immemorial, when
death comes to any one we know we helplessly regard it as an incident of
life, which will presently go on as before.  Perhaps this is an
instinctive perception of the truth that it does go on somewhere; but we
have a sense of death as absolutely the end even for earth only if it
relates to some one remote or indifferent to us.  March tried to project
Lindau to the necessary distance from himself in order to realize the
fact in his case, but he could not, though the man with whom his youth
had been associated in a poetic friendship had not actually reentered the
region of his affection to the same degree, or in any like degree.  The
changed conditions forbade that.  He had a soreness of heart concerning
him; but he could not make sure whether this soreness was grief for his
death, or remorse for his own uncandor with him about Dryfoos, or a
foreboding of that accounting with his conscience which he knew his wife
would now exact of him down to the last minutest particular of their
joint and several behavior toward Lindau ever since they had met him in
New York.

He felt something knock against his shoulder, and he looked up to have
his hat struck from his head by a horse's nose.  He saw the horse put his
foot on the hat, and he reflected, "Now it will always look like an
accordion," and he heard the horse's driver address him some sarcasms
before he could fully awaken to the situation.  He was standing
bareheaded in the middle of Fifth Avenue and blocking the tide of
carriages flowing in either direction.  Among the faces put out of the
carriage windows he saw that of Dryfoos looking from a coupe.  The old
man knew him, and said, "Jump in here, Mr. March"; and March, who had
mechanically picked up his hat, and was thinking, " Now I shall have to
tell Isabel about this at once, and she will never trust me on the street
again without her," mechanically obeyed.  Her confidence in him had been
undermined by his being so near Conrad when he was shot; and it went
through his mind that he would get Dryfoos to drive him to a hatter's,
where he could buy a new hat, and not be obliged to confess his narrow
escape to his wife till the incident was some days old and she could bear
it better.  It quite drove Lindau's death out of his mind for the moment;
and when Dryfoos said if he was going home he would drive up to the first
cross-street and turn back with him, March said he would be glad if he
would take him to a hat-store.  The old man put his head out again and
told the driver to take them to the Fifth Avenue Hotel.  "There's a hat-
store around there somewhere, seems to me," he said; and they talked of
March's accident as well as they could in the rattle and clatter of the
street till they reached the place.  March got his hat, passing a joke
with the hatter about the impossibility of pressing his old hat over
again, and came out to thank Dryfoos and take leave of him.

"If you ain't in any great hurry," the old man said, "I wish you'd get in
here a minute.  I'd like to have a little talk with you."

"Oh, certainly," said March, and he thought: "It's coming now about what
he intends to do with 'Every Other Week.'  Well, I might as well have all
the misery at once and have it over."

Dryfoos called up to his driver, who bent his head down sidewise to
listen: "Go over there on Madison Avenue, onto that asphalt, and keep
drivin' up and down till I stop you.  I can't hear myself think on these
pavements," he said to March.  But after they got upon the asphalt, and
began smoothly rolling over it, he seemed in no haste to begin.  At last
he said, "I wanted to talk with you about that--that Dutchman that was at
my dinner--Lindau," and March's heart gave a jump with wonder whether he
could already have heard of Lindau's death; but in an instant he
perceived that this was impossible.  "I been talkin' with Fulkerson about
him, and he says they had to take the balance of his arm off."

March nodded; it seemed to him he could not speak.  He could not make out
from the close face of the old man anything of his motive.  It was set,
but set as a piece of broken mechanism is when it has lost the power to
relax itself.  There was no other history in it of what the man had
passed through in his son's death.

"I don't know," Dryfoos resumed, looking aside at the cloth window-strap,
which he kept fingering, "as you quite understood what made me the
maddest.  I didn't tell him I could talk Dutch, because I can't keep it
up with a regular German; but my father was Pennsylvany Dutch, and I
could understand what he was saying to you about me.  I know I had no
business to understood it, after I let him think I couldn't but I did,
and I didn't like very well to have a man callin' me a traitor and a
tyrant at my own table.  Well, I look at it differently now, and I reckon
I had better have tried to put up with it; and I would, if I could have
known--" He stopped with a quivering lip, and then went on: "Then, again,
I didn't like his talkin' that paternalism of his.  I always heard it was
the worst kind of thing for the country; I was brought up to think the
best government was the one that governs the least; and I didn't want to
hear that kind of talk from a man that was livin' on my money.
I couldn't bear it from him.  Or I thought I couldn't before--before--"
He stopped again, and gulped.  "I reckon  now there ain't anything I
couldn't bear."  March was moved by the blunt words and the mute stare
forward with which they ended.  "Mr. Dryfoos, I didn't know that you
understood Lindau's German, or I shouldn't have allowed him he wouldn't
have allowed himself--to go on.  He wouldn't have knowingly abused his
position of guest to censure you, no matter how much he condemned you."
"I don't care for it now," said Dryfoos.  "It's all past and gone, as far
as I'm concerned; but I wanted you to see that I wasn't tryin' to punish
him for his opinions, as you said."

"No; I see now," March assented, though he thought, his position still
justified.  "I wish--"

"I don't know as I understand much about his opinions, anyway; but I
ain't ready to say I want the men dependent on me to manage my business
for me.  I always tried to do the square thing by my hands; and in that
particular case out there I took on all the old hands just as fast as
they left their Union.  As for the game I came on them, it was dog eat
dog, anyway."

March could have laughed to think how far this old man was from even
conceiving of Lindau's point'of view, and how he was saying the worst of
himself that Lindau could have said of him.  No one could have
characterized the kind of thing he had done more severely than he when he
called it dog eat dog.

"There's a great deal to be said on both sides," March began, hoping to
lead up through this generality to the fact of Lindau's death; but the
old man went on:

"Well, all I wanted him to know is that I wasn't trying to punish him for
what he said about things in general.  You naturally got that idea, I
reckon; but I always went in for lettin' people say what they please and
think what they please; it's the only way in a free country."

"I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos, that it would make little difference to Lindau
now--"

"I don't suppose he bears malice for it," said Dryfoos, " but what I want
to do is to have him told so.  He could understand just why I didn't want
to be called hard names, and yet I didn't object to his thinkin' whatever
he pleased.  I'd like him to know--"

"No one can speak to him, no one can tell him," March began again, but
again Dryfoos prevented him from going on.

"I understand it's a delicate thing; and I'm not askin' you to do it.
What I would really like to do--if you think he could be prepared for it,
some way, and could stand it--would be to go to him myself, and tell him
just what the trouble was.  I'm in hopes, if I done that, he could see
how I felt about it."

A picture of Dryfoos going to the dead Lindau with his vain regrets
presented itself to March, and he tried once more to make the old man
understand.  "Mr. Dryfoos," be said, "Lindau is past all that forever,"
and he felt the ghastly comedy of it when Dryfoos continued, without
heeding him

"I got a particular reason why I want him to believe it wasn't his ideas
I objected to--them ideas of his about the government carryin' everything
on and givin' work.  I don't understand 'em exactly, but I found a
writin'--among--my son's-things" (he seemed to force the words through
his teeth), "and I reckon he--thought--that way.  Kind of a diary--where
he --put down-his thoughts.  My son and me--we differed about a good-
many things."  His chin shook, and from time to time he stopped.  "I
wasn't very good to him, I reckon; I crossed him where I guess I got no
business to cross him; but I thought everything of--Coonrod.  He was the
best boy, from a baby, that ever was; just so patient and mild, and done
whatever he was told.  I ought to 'a' let him been a preacher!  Oh, my
son! my son!" The sobs could not be kept back any longer; they shook the
old man with a violence that made March afraid for him; but he controlled
himself at last with a series of hoarse sounds like barks.  "Well, it's
all past and gone!  But as I understand you from what you saw, when
Coonrod was--killed, he was tryin' to save that old man from trouble?"

Yes, yes! It seemed so to me."

"That 'll do, then! I want you to have him come back and write for the
book when he gets well.  I want you to find out and let me know if
there's anything I can do for him.  I'll feel as if I done it--for my--
son.  I'll take him into my own house, and do for him there, if you say
so, when he gets so he can be moved.  I'll wait on him myself.  It's what
Coonrod 'd do, if he was here.  I don't feel any hardness to him because
it was him that got Coonrod killed, as you might say, in one sense of the
term; but I've tried to think it out, and I feel like I was all the more
beholden to him because my son died tryin' to save him.  Whatever I do,
I'll be doin' it for Coonrod, and that's enough for me."  He seemed to
have finished, and he turned to March as if to hear what he had to say.

March hesitated.  "I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos--Didn't Fulkerson tell you
that Lindau was very sick?"

"Yes, of course.  But he's all right, he said."

Now it had to come, though the fact had been latterly playing fast and
loose with March's consciousness.  Something almost made him smile; the
willingness he had once felt to give this old man pain; then he consoled
himself by thinking that at least he was not obliged to meet Dryfoos's
wish to make atonement with the fact that Lindau had renounced him, and
would on no terms work for such a man as he, or suffer any kindness from
him.  In this light Lindau seemed the harder of the two, and March had
the momentary force to say

"Mr. Dryfoos--it can't be.  Lindau--I have just come from him--is dead."




XI.

"How did he take it?  How could he bear it?  Oh, Basil! I wonder you
could have the heart to say it to him.  It was cruel!"

"Yes, cruel enough, my dear," March owned to his wife, when they talked
the matter over on his return home.  He could not wait till the children
were out of the way, and afterward neither he nor his wife was sorry that
he had spoken of it before them.  The girl cried plentifully for her old
friend who was dead, and said she hated Mr. Dryfoos, and then was sorry
for him, too; and the boy listened to all, and spoke with a serious sense
that pleased his father.  "But as to how he took it," March went on to
answer his wife's question about Dryfoos--"how do any of us take a thing
that hurts?  Some of us cry out, and some of us don't.  Dryfoos drew a
kind of long, quivering breath, as a child does when it grieves--there's
something curiously simple and primitive about him--and didn't say
anything.  After a while he asked me how he could see the people at the
hospital about the remains; I gave him my card to the young doctor there
that had charge of Lindau.  I suppose he was still carrying forward his
plan of reparation in his mind--to the dead for the dead.  But how
useless!  If he could have taken the living Lindau home with him, and
cared for him all his days, what would it have profited the gentle
creature whose life his worldly ambition vexed and thwarted here?
He might as well offer a sacrifice at Conrad's grave.  Children," said
March, turning to them, "death is an exile that no remorse and no love
can reach.  Remember that, and be good to every one here on earth, for
your longing to retrieve any harshness or unkindness to the dead will be
the very ecstasy of anguish to you.  I wonder," he mused, "if one of the
reasons why we're shut up to our ignorance of what is to be hereafter
isn't because if we were sure of another world we might be still more
brutal to one another here, in the hope of making reparation somewhere
else.  Perhaps, if we ever come to obey the law of love on earth, the
mystery of death will be taken away."

"Well"--the ancestral Puritanism spoke in Mrs. March--" these two old men
have been terribly punished.  They have both been violent and wilful, and
they have both been punished.  No one need ever tell me there is not a
moral government of the universe!"

March always disliked to hear her talk in this way, which did both her
head and heart injustice.  "And Conrad," he said, "what was he punished
for?"

"He?"  she answered, in an exaltation--" he suffered for the sins of
others."

"Ah, well, if you put it in that way, yes.  That goes on continually.
That's another mystery."

He fell to brooding on it, and presently he heard his son saying,
"I suppose, papa, that Mr. Lindau died in a bad cause?"

March was startled.  He had always been so sorry for Lindau, and admired
his courage and generosity so much, that he had never fairly considered
this question.  "Why, yes," he answered; "he died in the cause of
disorder; he was trying to obstruct the law.  No doubt there was a wrong
there, an inconsistency and an injustice that he felt keenly; but it
could not be reached in his way without greater wrong."

"Yes; that's what I thought," said the boy.  "And what's the use of our
ever fighting about anything in America?  I always thought we could vote
anything we wanted."

"We can, if we're honest, and don't buy and sell one another's votes,"
said his father.  "And men like Lindau, who renounce the American means
as hopeless, and let their love of justice hurry them into sympathy with
violence--yes, they are wrong; and poor Lindau did die in a bad cause, as
you say, Tom."

"I think Conrad had no business there, or you, either, Basil," said his
wife.

"Oh, I don't defend myself," said March.  "I was there in the cause of
literary curiosity and of conjugal disobedience.  But Conrad--yes, he had
some business there: it was his business to suffer there for the sins of
others.  Isabel, we can't throw aside that old doctrine of the Atonement
yet.  The life of Christ, it wasn't only in healing the sick and going
about to do good; it was suffering for the sins of others.  That's as
great a mystery as the mystery of death.  Why should there be such a
principle in the world?  But it's been felt, and more or less dumbly,
blindly recognized ever since Calvary.  If we love mankind, pity them,
we even wish to suffer for them.  That's what has created the religious
orders in all times--the brotherhoods and sisterhoods that belong to our
day as much as to the mediaeval past.  That's what is driving a girl like
Margaret Vance, who has everything that the world can offer her young
beauty, on to the work of a Sister of Charity among the poor and the
dying."

"Yes, yes!" cried Mrs. March.  "How--how did she look there, Basil?"  She
had her feminine misgivings; she was not sure but the girl was something
of a poseuse, and enjoyed the picturesqueness, as well as the pain; and
she wished to be convinced that it was not so.

"Well," she said, when March had told again the little there was to tell,
"I suppose it must be a great trial to a woman like Mrs. Horn to have her
niece going that way."

"The way of Christ?"  asked March, with a smile.

"Oh, Christ came into the world to teach us how to live rightly in it,
too.  If we were all to spend our time in hospitals, it would be rather
dismal for the homes.  But perhaps you don't think the homes are worth
minding?"  she suggested, with a certain note in her voice that he knew.

He got up and kissed her.  "I think the gimcrackeries are."  He took the
hat he had set down on the parlor table on coming in, and started to put
it in the hall, and that made her notice it.

"You've been getting a new hat!"

"Yes," he hesitated; " the old one had got--was decidedly shabby."

"Well, that's right.  I don't like you to wear them too long.  Did you
leave the old one to be pressed?"

"Well, the hatter seemed to think it was hardly worth pressing," said
March.  He decided that for the present his wife's nerves had quite all
they could bear.




XII.

It was in a manner grotesque, but to March it was all the more natural
for that reason, that Dryfoos should have Lindau's funeral from his
house.  He knew the old man to be darkly groping, through the payment of
these vain honors to the dead, for some atonement to his son, and he
imagined him finding in them such comfort as comes from doing all one
can, even when all is useless.

No one knew what Lindau's religion was, and in default they had had the
Anglican burial service read over him; it seems so often the refuge of
the homeless dead.  Mrs. Dryfoos came down for the ceremony.  She
understood that it was for Coonrod's sake that his father wished the
funeral to be there; and she confided to Mrs. March that she believed
Coonrod would have been pleased.  "Coonrod was a member of the 'Piscopal
Church; and fawther's doin' the whole thing for Coonrod as much as for
anybody.  He thought the world of Coonrod, fawther did.  Mela, she kind
of thought it would look queer to have two funerals from the same house,
hand-runnin', as you might call it, and one of 'em no relation, either;
but when she saw how fawther was bent on it, she give in.  Seems as if
she was tryin' to make up to fawther for Coonrod as much as she could.
Mela always was a good child, but nobody can ever come up to Coonrod."

March felt all the grotesqueness, the hopeless absurdity of Dryfoos's
endeavor at atonement in these vain obsequies to the man for whom he
believed his son to have died; but the effort had its magnanimity, its
pathos, and there was a poetry that appealed to him in the reconciliation
through death of men, of ideas, of conditions, that could only have gone
warring on in life.  He thought, as the priest went on with the solemn
liturgy, how all the world must come together in that peace which,
struggle and strive as we may, shall claim us at last.  He looked at
Dryfoos, and wondered whether he would consider these rites a sufficient
tribute, or whether there was enough in him to make him realize their
futility, except as a mere sign of his wish to retrieve the past.  He
thought how we never can atone for the wrong we do; the heart we have
grieved and wounded cannot kindle with pity for us when once it is
stilled; and yet we can put our evil from us with penitence, and somehow,
somewhere, the order of loving kindness, which our passion or our
wilfulness has disturbed, will be restored.

Dryfoos, through Fulkerson, had asked all the more intimate contributors
of 'Every Other Week' to come.  Beaton was absent, but Fulkerson had
brought Miss Woodburn, with her father, and Mrs. Leighton and Alma, to
fill up, as he said.  Mela was much present, and was official with the
arrangement of the flowers and the welcome of the guests.  She imparted
this impersonality to her reception of Kendricks, whom Fulkerson met in
the outer hall with his party, and whom he presented in whisper to them
all.  Kendricks smiled under his breath, as it were, and was then mutely
and seriously polite to the Leightons.  Alma brought a little bunch of
flowers, which were lost in those which Dryfoos had ordered to be
unsparingly provided.

It was a kind of satisfaction to Mela to have Miss Vance come, and
reassuring as to how it would look to have the funeral there; Miss Vance
would certainly not have come unless it had been all right; she had come,
and had sent some Easter lilies.

"Ain't Christine coming down?"  Fulkerson asked Mela.

"No, she ain't a bit well, and she ain't been, ever since Coonrod died.
I don't know, what's got over her," said Mela.  She added, "Well, I
should 'a' thought Mr. Beaton would 'a' made out to 'a' come!"

"Beaton's peculiar," said Fulkerson.  "If he thinks you want him he takes
a pleasure in not letting you have him."

"Well, goodness knows, I don't want him," said the girl.

Christine kept her room, and for the most part kept her bed; but there
seemed nothing definitely the matter with her, and she would not let them
call a doctor.  Her mother said she reckoned she was beginning to feel
the spring weather, that always perfectly pulled a body down in New York;
and Mela said if being as cross as two sticks was any sign of spring-
fever, Christine had it bad.  She was faithfully kind to her, and
submitted to all her humors, but she recompensed herself by the freest
criticism of Christine when not in actual attendance on her.  Christine
would not suffer Mrs. Mandel to approach her, and she had with her father
a sullen submission which was not resignation.  For her, apparently,
Conrad had not died, or had died in vain.

"Pshaw!" said Mela, one morning when she came to breakfast, "I reckon if
we was to send up an old card of Mr. Beaton's she'd rattle down-stairs
fast enough.  If she's sick, she's love-sick.  It makes me sick to see
her."

Mela was talking to Mrs. Mandel, but her father looked up from his plate
and listened.  Mela went on: "I don't know what's made the fellow quit
comun'.  But he was an aggravatun' thing, and no more dependable than
water.  It's just like Air.  Fulkerson said, if he thinks you want him
he'll take a pleasure in not lettun' you have him.  I reckon that's
what's the matter with Christine.  I believe in my heart the girl 'll die
if she don't git him."

Mela went on to eat her breakfast with her own good appetite.  She now
always came down to keep her father company, as she said, and she did her
best to cheer and comfort him.  At least she kept the talk going, and she
had it nearly all to herself, for Mrs.  Mandel was now merely staying on
provisionally, and, in the absence of any regrets or excuses from
Christine, was looking ruefully forward to the moment when she must leave
even this ungentle home for the chances of the ruder world outside.

The old man said nothing at table, but, when Mela went up to see if she
could do anything for Christine, he asked Mrs. Mandel again about all the
facts of her last interview with Beaton.

She gave them as fully as she could remember them, and the old man made
no comment on them.  But he went out directly after, and at the 'Every
Other Week' office he climbed the stairs to Fulkerson's room and asked
for Beaton's address.  No one yet had taken charge of Conrad's work, and
Fulkerson was running the thing himself, as he said, till he could talk
with Dryfoos about it.  The old man would not look into the empty room
where he had last seen his son alive; he turned his face away and hurried
by the door.




XIII.

The course of public events carried Beaton's private affairs beyond the
reach of his simple first intention to renounce his connection with
'Every Other Week.'  In fact, this was not perhaps so simple as it
seemed, and long before it could be put in effect it appeared still
simpler to do nothing about the matter--to remain passive and leave the
initiative to Dryfoos, to maintain the dignity of unconsciousness and let
recognition of any change in the situation come from those who had caused
the change.  After all, it was rather absurd to propose making a purely
personal question the pivot on which his relations with 'Every Other
Week' turned.  He took a hint from March's position and decided that he
did not know Dryfoos in these relations; he knew only Fulkerson, who had
certainly had nothing to do with Mrs. Mandel's asking his intentions.
As he reflected upon this he became less eager to look Fulkerson up and
make the magazine a partner of his own sufferings.  This was the soberer
mood to which Beaton trusted that night even before he slept, and he
awoke fully confirmed in it.  As he examined the offence done him in the
cold light of day, he perceived that it had not come either from Mrs.
Mandel, who was visibly the faltering and unwilling instrument of it,
or from Christine, who was altogether ignorant of it, but from Dryfoos,
whom he could not hurt by giving up his place.  He could only punish
Fulkerson by that, and Fulkerson was innocent.  Justice and interest
alike dictated the passive course to which Beaton inclined; and he
reflected that he might safely leave the punishment of Dryfoos to
Christine, who would find out what had happened, and would be able to
take care of herself in any encounter of tempers with her father.

Beaton did not go to the office during the week that followed upon this
conclusion; but they were used there to these sudden absences of his,
and, as his work for the time was in train, nothing was made of his
staying away, except the sarcastic comment which the thought of him was
apt to excite in the literary department.  He no longer came so much to
the Leightons, and Fulkerson was in no state of mind to miss any one
there except Miss Woodburn, whom he never missed.  Beaton was left, then,
unmolestedly awaiting the course of destiny, when he read in the morning
paper, over his coffee at Maroni's, the deeply scare-headed story of
Conrad's death and the clubbing of Lindau.  He probably cared as little
for either of them as any man that ever saw them; but he felt a shock,
if not a pang, at Conrad's fate, so out of keeping with his life and
character.  He did not know what to do; and he did nothing.  He was not
asked to the funeral, but he had not expected that, and, when Fulkerson
brought him notice that Lindau was also to be buried from Dryfoos's
house, it was without his usual sullen vindictiveness that he kept away.
In his sort, and as much as a man could who was necessarily so much taken
up with himself, he was sorry for Conrad's father; Beaton had a peculiar
tenderness for his own father, and he imagined how his father would feel
if it were he who had been killed in Conrad's place, as it might very
well have been; he sympathized with himself in view of the possibility;
and for once they were mistaken who thought him indifferent and merely
brutal in his failure to appear at Lindau's obsequies.

He would really have gone if he had known how to reconcile his presence
in that house with the terms of his effective banishment from it; and he
was rather forgivingly finding himself wronged in the situation, when
Dryfoos knocked at the studio door the morning after Lindau's funeral.
Beaton roared out, "Come in!" as he always did to a knock if he had not
a model; if he had a model he set the door slightly ajar, and with his
palette on his thumb frowned at his visitor and told him he could not
come in.  Dryfoos fumbled about for the knob in the dim passageway
outside, and Beaton, who had experience of people's difficulties with it,
suddenly jerked the door open.  The two men stood confronted, and at
first sight of each other their quiescent dislike revived.  Each would
have been willing to turn away from the other, but that was not possible.
Beaton snorted some sort of inarticulate salutation, which Dryfoos did
not try to return; he asked if he could see him alone for a minute or
two, and Beaton bade him come in, and swept some paint-blotched rags from
the chair which he told him to take.  He noticed, as the old man sank
tremulously into it, that his movement was like that of his own father,
and also that he looked very much like Christine.  Dryfoos folded his
hands tremulously on the top of his horn-handled stick, and he was rather
finely haggard, with the dark hollows round his black eyes and the fall
of the muscles on either side of his chin.  He had forgotten to take his
soft, wide-brimmed hat off; and Beaton felt a desire to sketch him just
as he sat.

Dryfoos suddenly pulled himself together from the dreary absence into
which he fell at first.  "Young man," he began, "maybe I've come here on
a fool's errand," and Beaton rather fancied that beginning.

But it embarrassed him a little, and he said, with a shy glance aside, "I
don't know what you mean."
"I reckon," Dryfoos answered, quietly, "you got your notion, though.
I set that woman on to speak to you the way she done.  But if there was
anything wrong in the way she spoke, or if you didn't feel like she had
any right to question you up as if we suspected you of anything mean, I
want you to say so."

Beaton said nothing, and the old man went on.

"I ain't very well up in the ways of the world, and I don't pretend to
be.  All I want is to be fair and square with everybody.  I've made
mistakes, though, in my time--" He stopped, and Beaton was not proof
against the misery of his face, which was twisted as with some strong
physical ache.  "I don't know as I want to make any more, if I can help
it.  I don't know but what you had a right to keep on comin', and if you
had I want you to say so.  Don't you be afraid but what I'll take it in
the right way.  I don't want to take advantage of anybody, and I don't
ask you to say any more than that."

Beaton did not find the humiliation of the man who had humiliated him so
sweet as he could have fancied it might be.  He knew how it had come
about, and that it was an effect of love for his child; it did not matter
by what ungracious means she had brought him to know that he loved her
better than his own will, that his wish for her happiness was stronger
than his pride; it was enough that he was now somehow brought to give
proof of it.  Beaton could not be aware of all that dark coil of
circumstance through which Dryfoos's present action evolved itself;
the worst of this was buried in the secret of the old man's heart, a worm
of perpetual torment.  What was apparent to another was that he was
broken by the sorrow that had fallen upon him, and it was this that
Beaton respected and pitied in his impulse to be frank and kind in his
answer.

"No, I had no right to keep coming to your house in the way I did,
unless--unless I meant more than I ever said."  Beaton added: "I don't
say that what you did was usual--in this country, at any rate; but I
can't say you were wrong.  Since you speak to me about the matter, it's
only fair to myself to say that a good deal goes on in life without much
thinking of consequences.  That's the way I excuse myself."

"And you say Mrs. Mandel done right?"  asked Dryfoos, as if he wished
simply to be assured of a point of etiquette.

"Yes, she did right.  I've nothing to complain of."

"That's all I wanted to know," said Dryfoos; but apparently he had not
finished, and he did not go, though the silence that Beaton now kept gave
him a chance to do so.  He began a series of questions which had no
relation to the matter in hand, though they were strictly personal to
Beaton.  "What countryman are you?"  he asked, after a moment.

"What countryman?"  Beaton frowned back at him.

"Yes, are you an American by birth?"

"Yes; I was born in Syracuse."

"Protestant?"

"My father is a Scotch Seceder."

"What business is your father in?"

Beaton faltered and blushed; then he answered:

"He's in the monument business, as he calls it.  He's a tombstone
cutter."  Now that he was launched, Beaton saw no reason for not
declaring, "My father's always been a poor man, and worked with his own
hands for his living."  He had too slight esteem socially for Dryfoos to
conceal a fact from him that he might have wished to blink with others.

"Well, that's right," said Dryfoos.  "I used to farm it myself.  I've got
a good pile of money together, now.  At first it didn't come easy; but
now it's got started it pours in and pours in; it seems like there was no
end to it.  I've got well on to three million; but it couldn't keep me
from losin' my son.  It can't buy me back a minute of his life; not all
the money in the world can do it!"

He grieved this out as if to himself rather than to Beaton, who, scarcely
ventured to say, "I know--I am very sorry--"

"How did you come," Dryfoos interrupted, "to take up paintin'?"

"Well, I don't know," said Beaton, a little scornfully.  "You don't.
take a thing of that kind up, I fancy.  I always wanted to paint."

"Father try to stop you?"

"No.  It wouldn't have been of any use.  Why--"

"My son, he wanted to be a preacher, and I did stop him or I thought I
did.  But I reckon he was a preacher, all the same, every minute of his
life.  As you say, it ain't any use to try to stop a thing like that.
I reckon if a child has got any particular bent, it was given to it;
and it's goin' against the grain, it's goin' against the law, to try to
bend it some other way.  There's lots of good business men, Mr. Beaton,
twenty of 'em to every good preacher?"

"I imagine more than twenty," said Beaton, amused and touched through his
curiosity as to what the old man was driving at by the quaint simplicity
of his speculations.

"Father ever come to the city?"

"No; he never has the time; and my mother's an invalid."

"Oh! Brothers and sisters?"

"Yes; we're a large family."

"I lost two little fellers--twins," said Dryfoos, sadly.  "But we hain't
ever had but just the five.  Ever take portraits?"

"Yes," said Beaton, meeting this zigzag in the queries as seriously as
the rest.  "I don't think I am good at it."

Dryfoos got to his feet.  "I wish you'd paint a likeness of my son.
You've seen him plenty of times.  We won't fight about the price, don't
you be afraid of that."

Beaton was astonished, and in a mistaken way he was disgusted.  He saw
that Dryfoos was trying to undo Mrs. Mandel's work practically, and get
him to come again to his house; that he now conceived of the offence
given him as condoned, and wished to restore the former situation.  He
knew that he was attempting this for Christine's sake, but he was not the
man to imagine that Dryfoos was trying not only to tolerate him, but to
like him; and, in fact, Dryfoos was not wholly conscious himself of this
end.  What they both understood was that Dryfoos was endeavoring to get
at Beaton through Conrad's memory; but with one this was its dedication
to a purpose of self sacrifice, and with the other a vulgar and shameless
use of it.

"I couldn't do it," said Beaton.  "I couldn't think of attempting it."

"Why not?"  Dryfoos persisted.  "We got some photographs of him; he
didn't like to sit very well; but his mother got him to; and you know how
he looked."

"I couldn't do it--I couldn't.  I can't even consider it.  I'm very
sorry.  I would, if it were possible.  But it isn't possible."

"I reckon if you see the photographs once"

"It isn't that, Mr. Dryfoos.  But I'm not in the way of that kind of
thing any more."

"I'd give any price you've a mind to name--"

"Oh, it isn't the money!" cried Beaton, beginning to lose control of
himself.

The old man did not notice him.  He sat with his head fallen forward, and
his chin resting on his folded hands.  Thinking of the portrait, he saw
Conrad's face before him, reproachful, astonished, but all gentle as it
looked when Conrad caught his hand that day after he struck him; he heard
him say, "Father!" and the sweat gathered on his forehead.  "Oh, my God!"
he groaned.  "No; there ain't anything I can do now."

Beaton did not know whether Dryfoos was speaking to him or not.  He
started toward him.  "Are you ill?"

"No, there ain't anything the matter," said the old man.  "But I guess
I'll lay down on your settee a minute."  He tottered with Beaton's help
to the aesthetic couch covered with a tiger-skin, on which Beaton had
once thought of painting a Cleopatra; but he could never get the right
model.  As the old man stretched himself out on it, pale and suffering,
he did not look much like a Cleopatra, but Beaton was struck with his
effectiveness, and the likeness between him and his daughter; she would
make a very good Cleopatra in some ways.  All the time, while these
thoughts passed through his mind, he was afraid Dryfoos would die.
The old man fetched his breath in gasps, which presently smoothed and
lengthened into his normal breathing.  Beaton got him a glass of wine,
and after tasting it he sat up.

"You've got to excuse me," he said, getting back to his characteristic
grimness with surprising suddenness, when once he began to recover
himself.  "I've been through a good deal lately; and sometimes it ketches
me round the heart like a pain."

In his life of selfish immunity from grief, Beaton could not understand
this experience that poignant sorrow brings; he said to himself that
Dryfoos was going the way of angina pectoris; as he began shuffling off
the tiger-skin he said: "Had you better get up?  Wouldn't you like me to
call a doctor?"

"I'm all right, young man."  Dryfoos took his hat and stick from him, but
he made for the door so uncertainly that Beaton put his hand under his
elbow and helped him out, and down the stairs, to his coupe.

"Hadn't you better let me drive home with you?"  he asked.

"What?"  said Dryfoos, suspiciously.

Beaton repeated his question.

"I guess I'm able to go home alone," said Dryfoos, in a surly tone, and
he put his head out of the window and called up "Home!" to the driver,
who immediately started off and left Beaton standing beside the
curbstone.




XIV.

Beaton wasted the rest of the day in the emotions and speculations which
Dryfoos's call inspired.  It was not that they continuously occupied him,
but they broke up the train of other thoughts, and spoiled him for work;
a very little spoiled Beaton for work; he required just the right mood
for work.  He comprehended perfectly well that Dryfoos had made him that
extraordinary embassy because he wished him to renew his visits, and he
easily imagined the means that had brought him to this pass.  From what
he knew of that girl he did not envy her father his meeting with her when
he must tell her his mission had failed.  But had it failed?  When Beaton
came to ask himself this question, he could only perceive that he and
Dryfoos had failed to find any ground of sympathy, and had parted in the
same dislike with which they had met.  But as to any other failure, it
was certainly tacit, and it still rested with him to give it effect.
He could go back to Dryfoos's house, as freely as before, and it was
clear that he was very much desired to come back.  But if he went back it
was also clear that he must go back with intentions more explicit than
before, and now he had to ask himself just how much or how little he had
meant by going there.  His liking for Christine had certainly not
increased, but the charm, on the other hand, of holding a leopardess in
leash had not yet palled upon him.  In his life of inconstancies, it was
a pleasure to rest upon something fixed, and the man who had no control
over himself liked logically enough to feel his control of some one else.
The fact cannot other wise be put in terms, and the attraction which
Christine Dryfoos had for him, apart from this, escapes from all terms,
as anything purely and merely passional must.  He had seen from the first
that she was a cat, and so far as youth forecasts such things, he felt
that she would be a shrew.  But he had a perverse sense of her beauty,
and he knew a sort of life in which her power to molest him with her
temper could be reduced to the smallest proportions, and even broken to
pieces.  Then the consciousness of her money entered.  It was evident
that the old man had mentioned his millions in the way of a hint to him
of what he might reasonably expect if he would turn and be his son-in-
law.  Beaton did not put it to himself in those words; and in fact his
cogitations were not in words at all.  It was the play of cognitions,
of sensations, formlessly tending to the effect which can only be very
clumsily interpreted in language.  But when he got to this point in them,
Beaton rose to magnanimity and in a flash of dramatic reverie disposed of
a part of Dryfoos's riches in placing his father and mother, and his
brothers and sisters, beyond all pecuniary anxiety forever.  He had no
shame, no scruple in this, for he had been a pensioner upon others ever
since a Syracusan amateur of the arts had detected his talent and given
him the money to go and study abroad.  Beaton had always considered the
money a loan, to be repaid out of his future success; but he now never
dreamt of repaying it; as the man was rich, he had even a contempt for
the notion of repaying him; but this did not prevent him from feeling
very keenly the hardships he put his father to in borrowing money from
him, though he never repaid his father, either.  In this reverie he saw
himself sacrificed in marriage with Christine Dryfoos, in a kind of
admiring self-pity, and he was melted by the spectacle of the dignity
with which he suffered all the lifelong trials ensuing from his
unselfishness.  The fancy that Alma Leighton came bitterly to regret him,
contributed to soothe and flatter him, and he was not sure that Margaret.
Vance did not suffer a like loss in him.

There had been times when, as he believed, that beautiful girl's high
thoughts had tended toward him; there had been looks, gestures, even
words, that had this effect to him, or that seemed to have had it; and
Beaton saw that he might easily construe Mrs. Horn's confidential appeal
to him to get Margaret interested in art again as something by no means
necessarily offensive, even though it had been made to him as to a master
of illusion.  If Mrs. Horn had to choose between him and the life of good
works to which her niece was visibly abandoning herself, Beaton could not
doubt which she would choose; the only question was how real the danger
of a life of good works was.

As he thought of these two girls, one so charming and the other so
divine, it became indefinitely difficult to renounce them for Christine
Dryfoos, with her sultry temper and her earthbound ideals.  Life had been
so flattering to Beaton hitherto that he could not believe them both
finally indifferent; and if they were not indifferent, perhaps he did not
wish either of them to be very definite.  What he really longed for was
their sympathy; for a man who is able to walk round quite ruthlessly on
the feelings of others often has very tender feelings of his own, easily
lacerated, and eagerly responsive to the caresses of compassion.  In this
frame Beaton determined to go that afternoon, though it was not Mrs.
Horn's day, and call upon her in the hope of possibly seeing Miss Vance
alone.  As he continued in it, he took this for a sign and actually went.
It did not fall out at once as he wished, but he got Mrs. Horn to talking
again about her niece, and Mrs. Horn again regretted that nothing could
be done by the fine arts to reclaim Margaret from good works.

"Is she at home?  Will you let me see her?"  asked Beacon, with something
of the scientific interest of a physician inquiring for a patient whose
symptoms have been rehearsed to him.  He had not asked for her before.

"Yes, certainly," said Mrs. Horn, and she went herself to call Margaret,
and she did not return with her.  The girl entered with the gentle grace
peculiar to her; and Beaton, bent as he was on his own consolation,
could not help being struck with the spiritual exaltation of her look.
At sight of her, the vague hope he had never quite relinquished, that
they might be something more than aesthetic friends, died in his heart.
She wore black, as she often did; but in spite of its fashion her dress
received a nun-like effect from the pensive absence of her face.
"Decidedly," thought Beaton, "she is far gone in good works."

But he rose, all the same, to meet her on the old level, and he began at
once to talk to her of the subject he had been discussing with her aunt.
He said frankly that they both felt she had unjustifiably turned her back
upon possibilities which she ought not to neglect.

"You know very well," she answered, " that I couldn't do anything in that
way worth the time I should waste on it.  Don't talk of it, please.
I suppose my aunt has been asking you to say this, but it's no use.
I'm sorry it's no use, she wishes it so much; but I'm not sorry
otherwise.  You can find the pleasure at least of doing good work in it;
but I couldn't find anything in it but a barren amusement.  Mr. Wetmore
is right; for me, it's like enjoying an opera, or a ball."

"That's one of Wetmore's phrases.  He'd sacrifice anything to them."

She put aside the whole subject with a look.  "You were not at Mr.
Dryfoos's the other day.  Have you seen them, any of them, lately?"

"I haven't been there for some time, no," said Beaton, evasively.
But he thought if he was to get on to anything, he had better be candid.
"Mr. Dryfoos was at my studio this morning.  He's got a queer notion.
He wants me to paint his son's portrait."

She started.  "And will you--"

"No, I couldn't do such a thing.  It isn't in my way.  I told him so.
His son had a beautiful face an antique profile; a sort of early
Christian type; but I'm too much of a pagan for that sort of thing."

"Yes."

"Yes," Beaton continued, not quite liking her assent after he had invited
it.  He had his pride in being a pagan, a Greek, but it failed him in her
presence, now; and he wished that she had protested he was none.  "He was
a singular creature; a kind of survival; an exile in our time and place.
I don't know: we don't quite expect a saint to be rustic; but with all
his goodness Conrad Dryfoos was a country person.  If he were not dying
for a cause you could imagine him milking."  Beaton intended a contempt
that came from the bitterness of having himself once milked the family
cow.

His contempt did not reach Miss Vance.  "He died for a cause," she said.
"The holiest."

"Of labor?"

"Of peace.  He was there to persuade the strikers to be quiet and go
home."

"I haven't been quite sure," said Beaton.  "But in any case he had no
business there.  The police were on hand to do the persuading."

"I can't let you talk so!" cried the girl.  "It's shocking!  Oh, I know
it's the way people talk, and the worst is that in the sight of the world
it's the right way.  But the blessing on the peacemakers is not for the
policemen with their clubs."

Beaton saw that she was nervous; he made his reflection that she was
altogether too far gone in good works for the fine arts to reach her;
he began to think how he could turn her primitive Christianity to the
account of his modern heathenism.  He had no deeper design than to get
flattered back into his own favor far enough to find courage for some
sort of decisive step.  In his heart he was trying to will whether he
should or should not go back to Dryfoos's house.  It could not be from
the caprice that had formerly taken him; it must be from a definite
purpose; again he realized this.  "Of course; you are right," he said.
"I wish I could have answered that old man differently.  I fancy he was
bound up in his son, though he quarrelled with him, and crossed him.  But
I couldn't do it; it wasn't possible."  He said to himself that if she
said " No," now, he would be ruled by her agreement with him; and if she
disagreed with him, he would be ruled still by the chance, and would go
no more to the Dryfooses'.  He found himself embarrassed to the point of
blushing when she said nothing, and left him, as it were, on his own
hands.  "I should like to have given him that comfort; I fancy he hasn't
much comfort in life; but there seems no comfort in me."

He dropped his head in a fit attitude for compassion; but she poured no
pity upon it.

"There is no comfort for us in ourselves," she said.  "It's hard to get
outside; but there's only despair within.  When we think we have done
something for others, by some great effort, we find it's all for our own
vanity."

"Yes," said Beaton.  "If I could paint pictures for righteousness' sake,
I should have been glad to do Conrad Dryfoos for his father.  I felt
sorry for him.  Did the rest seem very much broken up?  You saw them
all?"

"Not all.  Miss Dryfoos was ill, her sister said.  It's hard to tell how
much people suffer.  His mother seemed bewildered.  The younger sister is
a simple creature; she looks like him; I think she must have something of
his spirit."

"Not much spirit of any kind, I imagine," said Beaton.  "But she's
amiably material.  Did they say Miss Dryfoos was seriously ill?"

"No.  I supposed she might be prostrated by her brother's death."

"Does she seem that kind of person to you, Miss Vance?"  asked Beaton.

"I don't know.  I haven't tried to see so much of them as I might, the
past winter.  I was not sure about her when I met her; I've never seen
much of people, except in my own set, and the--very poor.  I have been
afraid I didn't understand her.  She may have a kind of pride that would
not let her do herself justice."

Beaton felt the unconscious dislike in the endeavor of praise.  "Then she
seems to you like a person whose life--its trials, its chances--would
make more of than she is now?"

"I didn't say that.  I can't judge of her at all; but where we don't
know, don't you think we ought to imagine the best?"

"Oh yes," said Beaton.  "I didn't know but what I once said of them might
have prejudiced you against them.  I have accused myself of it."  He
always took a tone of conscientiousness, of self-censure, in talking with
Miss Vance; he could not help it.

"Oh no.  And I never allowed myself to form any judgment of her.  She is
very pretty, don't you think, in a kind of way?"

"Very."

"She has a beautiful brunette coloring: that floury white and the
delicate pink in it.  Her eyes are beautiful."

"She's graceful, too," said Beaton.  "I've tried her in color; but I
didn't make it out."

"I've wondered sometimes," said Miss Vance, "whether that elusive quality
you find in some people you try to paint doesn't characterize them all
through.  Miss Dryfoos might be ever so much finer and better than we
would find out in the society way that seems the only way."

"Perhaps," said Beaton, gloomily; and he went away profoundly discouraged
by this last analysis of Christine's character.  The angelic
imperviousness of Miss Vance to properties of which his own wickedness
was so keenly aware in Christine might have made him laugh, if it had not
been such a serious affair with him.  As it was, he smiled to think how
very differently Alma Leighton would have judged her from Miss Vance's
premises.  He liked that clear vision of Alma's even when it pierced his
own disguises.  Yes, that was the light he had let die out, and it might
have shone upon his path through life.  Beaton never felt so poignantly
the disadvantage of having on any given occasion been wanting to his own
interests through his self-love as in this.  He had no one to blame but
himself for what had happened, but he blamed Alma for what might happen
in the future because she shut out the way of retrieval and return.  When
be thought of the attitude she had taken toward him, it seemed
incredible, and he was always longing to give her a final chance to
reverse her final judgment.  It appeared to him that the time had come
for this now, if ever.




XV.

While we are still young we feel a kind of pride, a sort of fierce
pleasure, in any important experience, such as we have read of or heard
of in the lives of others, no matter how painful.  It was this pride,
this pleasure, which Beaton now felt in realizing that the toils of fate
were about him, that between him and a future of which Christine Dryfoos
must be the genius there was nothing but the will, the mood, the fancy of
a girl who had not given him the hope that either could ever again be in
his favor.  He had nothing to trust to, in fact, but his knowledge that
he had once had them all; she did not deny that; but neither did she
conceal that he had flung away his power over them, and she had told him
that they never could be his again.  A man knows that he can love and
wholly cease to love, not once merely, but several times; he recognizes
the fact in regard to himself, both theoretically and practically; but in
regard to women he cherishes the superstition of the romances that love
is once for all, and forever.  It was because Beaton would not believe
that Alma Leighton, being a woman, could put him out of her heart after
suffering him to steal into it, that he now hoped anything from her, and
she had been so explicit when they last spoke of that affair that he did
not hope much.  He said to himself that he was going to cast himself on
her mercy, to take whatever chance of life, love, and work there was in
her having the smallest pity on him.  If she would have none, then there
was but one thing he could do: marry Christine and go abroad.  He did not
see how he could bring this alternative to bear upon Alma; even if she
knew what he would do in case of a final rejection, he had grounds for
fearing she would not care; but he brought it to bear upon himself, and
it nerved him to a desperate courage.  He could hardly wait for evening
to come, before he went to see her; when it came, it seemed to have come
too soon.  He had wrought himself thoroughly into the conviction that he
was in earnest, and that everything depended upon her answer to him, but
it was not till he found himself in her presence, and alone with her,
that he realized the truth of his conviction.  Then the influences of her
grace, her gayety, her arch beauty, above all, her good sense, penetrated
his soul like a subtle intoxication, and he said to himself that he was
right; he could not live without her; these attributes of hers were what
he needed to win him, to cheer him, to charm him, to guide him.  He
longed so to please her, to ingratiate himself with her, that he
attempted to be light like her in his talk, but lapsed into abysmal
absences and gloomy recesses of introspection.

"What are you laughing at?"  he asked, suddenly starting from one of
these.

"What you are thinking of."

"It's nothing to laugh at.  Do you know what I'm thinking of?"

"Don't tell, if it's dreadful."

"Oh, I dare say you wouldn't think it's dreadful," he said, with
bitterness.  "It's simply the case of a man who has made a fool of
himself and sees no help of retrieval in himself."

"Can any one else help a man unmake a fool of himself?"  she asked, with
a smile.

"Yes.  In a case like this."

"Dear me! This is very interesting."

She did not ask him what the case was, but he was launched now, and he
pressed on.  "I am the man who has made a fool of himself--"

"Oh!"

"And you can help me out if you will.  Alma, I wish you could see me as I
really am."

"Do you, Mr. Beacon?  Perhaps I do."

"No; you don't.  You formulated me in a certain way, and you won't allow
for the change that takes place in every one.  You have changed; why
shouldn't I?"

"Has this to do with your having made a fool of yourself?"

"Yes."

"Oh! Then I don't see how you have changed."

She laughed, and he too, ruefully.  "You're cruel.  Not but what I
deserve your mockery.  But the change was not from the capacity of making
a fool of myself.  I suppose I shall always do that more or less--unless
you help me.  Alma! Why can't you have a little compassion?  You know
that I must always love you."

"Nothing makes me doubt that like your saying it, Mr. Beaton.  But now
you've broken your word--"

"You are to blame for that.  You knew I couldn't keep it!"

"Yes, I'm to blame.  I was wrong to let you come--after that.  And so I
forgive you for speaking to me in that way again.  But it's perfectly
impossible and perfectly useless for me to hear you any more on that
subject; and so-good-bye!"

She rose, and he perforce with her.  "And do you mean it?"  he asked.
"Forever?"

"Forever.  This is truly the last time I will ever see you if I can help
it.  Oh, I feel sorry enough for you!" she said, with a glance at his
face.  "I do believe you are in earnest.  But it's too late now.  Don't
let us talk about it any more! But we shall, if we meet, and so,--"

"And so good-bye ! Well, I've nothing more to say, and I might as well
say that.  I think you've been very good to me.  It seems to me as if you
had been--shall I say it?--trying to give me a chance.  Is that so?"
She dropped her eyes and did not answer.

"You found it was no use! Well, I thank you for trying.  It's curious to
think that I once had your trust, your regard, and now I haven't it.  You
don't mind my remembering that I had?  It'll be some little consolation,
and I believe it will be some help.  I know I can't retrieve the past
now.  It is too late.  It seems too preposterous--perfectly lurid--that I
could have been going to tell you what a tangle I'd got myself in, and to
ask you to help untangle me.  I must choke in the infernal coil, but I'd
like to have the sweetness of your pity in it--whatever it is."

She put out her hand.  "Whatever it is, I do pity you; I said that."

"Thank you."  He kissed the band she gave him and went.

He had gone on some such terms before; was it now for the last time?  She
believed it was.  She felt in herself a satiety, a fatigue, in which his
good looks, his invented airs and poses, his real trouble, were all alike
repulsive.  She did not acquit herself of the wrong of having let him
think she might yet have liked him as she once did; but she had been
honestly willing to see whether she could.  It had mystified her to find
that when they first met in New York, after their summer in St.  Barnaby,
she cared nothing for him; she had expected to punish him for his
neglect, and then fancy him as before, but she did not.  More and more
she saw him selfish and mean, weak-willed, narrow-minded, and hard-
hearted; and aimless, with all his talent.  She admired his talent in
proportion as she learned more of artists, and perceived how uncommon it
was; but she said to herself that if she were going to devote herself to
art, she would do it at first-hand.  She was perfectly serene and happy
in her final rejection of Beaton; he had worn out not only her fancy, but
her sympathy, too.

This was what her mother would not believe when Alma reported the
interview to her; she would not believe it was the last time they should
meet; death itself can hardly convince us that it is the last time of
anything, of everything between ourselves and the dead.  "Well, Alma,"
she said, "I hope you'll never regret what you've done."

"You may be sure I shall not regret it.  If ever I'm low-spirited about
anything, I'll think of giving Mr. Beaton his freedom, and that will
cheer me up."

"And don't you expect to get married?  Do you intend to be an old maid?"
demanded her mother, in the bonds of the superstition women have so long
been under to the effect that every woman must wish to get married, if
for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid.

"Well, mamma," said Alma, "I intend being a young one for a few years
yet; and then I'll see.  If I meet the right person, all well and good;
if not, not.  But I shall pick and choose, as a man does; I won't merely
be picked and chosen."

"You can't help yourself; you may be very glad if you are picked and
chosen."

"What nonsense, mamma! A girl can get any man she wants, if she goes
about.  it the right way.  And when my 'fated fairy prince' comes along,
I shall just simply make furious love to him and grab him.  Of course,
I shall make a decent pretence of talking in my sleep.  I believe it's
done that way more than half the time.  The fated fairy prince wouldn't
see the princess in nine cases out of ten if she didn't say something;
he would go mooning along after the maids of honor."

Mrs. Leighton tried to look unspeakable horror; but she broke down and
laughed.  " Well, you are a strange girl, Alma."

"I don't know about that.  But one thing I do know, mamma, and that is
that Prince Beaton isn't the F. F. P. for me.  How strange you are,
mamma! Don't you think it would be perfectly disgusting to accept a
person you didn't care for, and let him go on and love you and marry you?
It's sickening."

"Why, certainly, Alma.  It's only because I know you did care for him
once--"

"And now I don't.  And he didn't care for me once, and now he does.  And
so we're quits."

"If I could believe--"

"You had better brace up and try, mamma; for as Mr. Fulkerson says, it's
as sure as guns.  From the crown of his head to the sole of his foot,
he's loathsome to me; and he keeps getting loathsomer.  Ugh! Goodnight!"




XVI.

"Well, I guess she's given him the grand bounce at last," said Fulkerson
to March in one of their moments of confidence at the office.  "That's
Mad's inference from appearances--and disappearances; and some little
hints from Alma Leighton."

"Well, I don't know that I have any criticisms to offer," said March.
"It may be bad for Beaton, but it's a very good thing for Miss Leighton.
Upon the whole, I believe I congratulate her."

"Well, I don't know.  I always kind of hoped it would turn out the other
way.  You know I always had a sneaking fondness for the fellow."

"Miss Leighton seems not to have had."

"It's a pity she hadn't.  I tell you, March, it ain't so easy for a girl
to get married, here in the East, that she can afford to despise any
chance."

"Isn't that rather a low view of it?"

"It's a common-sense view.  Beaton has the making of a first-rate fellow
in him.  He's the raw material of a great artist and a good citizen.  All
he wants is somebody to take him in hand and keep him from makin' an ass
of himself and kickin' over the traces generally, and ridin' two or three
horses bareback at once."

"It seems a simple problem, though the metaphor is rather complicated,"
said March.  "But talk to Miss Leighton about it.  I haven't given Beaton
the grand bounce."

He began to turn over the manuscripts on his table, and Fulkerson went
away.  But March found himself thinking of the matter from time to time
during the day, and he spoke to his wife about it when he went home.  She
surprised him by taking Fulkerson's view of it.

"Yes, it's a pity she couldn't have made up her mind to have him.  It's
better for a woman to be married."

"I thought Paul only went so far as to say it was well.  But what would
become of Miss Leighton's artistic career if she married?"

"Oh, her artistic career!" said Mrs. March, with matronly contempt of it.

"But look here!" cried her husband.  "Suppose she doesn't like him?"

"How can a girl of that age tell whether she likes any one or not?"

"It seems to me you were able to tell at. that age, Isabel.  But let's
examine this thing.  (This thing!  I believe Fulkerson is characterizing
my whole parlance, as well as your morals.) Why shouldn't we rejoice as
much at a non-marriage as a marriage?  When we consider the enormous
risks people take in linking their lives together, after not half so much
thought as goes to an ordinary horse trade, I think we ought to be glad
whenever they don't do it.  I believe that this popular demand for the
matrimony of others comes from our novel-reading.  We get to thinking
that there is no other happiness or good-fortune in life except marriage;
and it's offered in fiction as the highest premium for virtue, courage,
beauty, learning, and saving human life.  We all know it isn't.  We know
that in reality marriage is dog cheap, and anybody can have it for the
asking--if he keeps asking enough people.  By-and-by some fellow will
wake up and see that a first-class story can be written from the anti-
marriage point of view; and he'll begin with an engaged couple, and
devote his novel to disengaging them and rendering them separately happy
ever after in the denouement.  It will make his everlasting fortune."

"Why don't you write it, Basil?"  she asked.  "It's a delightful idea.
You could do it splendidly."

He became fascinated with the notion.  He developed it in detail; but at
the end he sighed and said: "With this 'Every Other Week' work on my
hands, of course I can't attempt a novel.  But perhaps I sha'n't have it
long."

She was instantly anxious to know what he meant, and the novel and Miss
Leighton's affair were both dropped out of their thoughts.  "What do you
mean?  Has Mr. Fulkerson said anything yet?"

"Not a word.  He knows no more about it than I do.  Dryfoos hasn't
spoken, and we're both afraid to ask him.  Of course, I couldn't ask
him."

"No."

"But it's pretty uncomfortable, to be kept hanging by the gills so, as
Fulkerson says."

"Yes, we don't know what to do."

March and Fulkerson said the same to each other; and Fulkerson said that
if the old man pulled out, he did not know what would happen.  He had no
capital to carry the thing on, and the very fact that the old man had
pulled out would damage it so that it would be hard to get anybody else
to put it.  In the mean time Fulkerson was running Conrad's office-work,
when he ought to be looking after the outside interests of the thing; and
he could not see the day when he could get married.

"I don't know which it's worse for, March: you or me.  I don't know,
under the circumstances, whether it's worse to have a family or to want
to have one.  Of course--of course! We can't hurry the old man up.  It
wouldn't be decent, and it would be dangerous.  We got to wait."

He almost decided to draw upon Dryfoos for some money; he did not need
any, but, he said maybe the demand would act as a hint upon him.  One
day, about a week after Alma's final rejection of Beaton, Dryfoos came
into March's office.  Fulkerson was out, but the old man seemed not to
have tried to see him.

He put his hat on the floor by his chair, after he sat down, and looked
at March awhile with his old eyes, which had the vitreous glitter of old.
eyes stimulated to sleeplessness.  Then he said, abruptly, "Mr. March,
how would you like to take this thing off my hands?"

"I don't understand, exactly," March began; but of course he understood
that Dryfoos was offering to let him have 'Every Other Week' on some
terms or other, and his heart leaped with hope.

The old man knew he understood, and so he did not explain.  He said:
"I am going to Europe, to take my family there.  The doctor thinks it
might do my wife some good; and I ain't very well myself, and my girls
both want to go; and so we're goin'.  If you want to take this thing off
my hands, I reckon I can let you have it in 'most any shape you say.
You're all settled here in New York, and I don't suppose you want to
break up, much, at your time of life, and I've been thinkin' whether you
wouldn't like to take the thing."

The word, which Dryfoos had now used three times, made March at last
think of Fulkerson; he had been filled too full of himself to think of
any one else till he had mastered the notion of such wonderful good
fortune as seemed about falling to him.  But now he did think of
Fulkerson, and with some shame and confusion; for he remembered how, when
Dryfoos had last approached him there on the business of his connection
with 'Every Other Week,' he had been very haughty with him, and told him
that he did not know him in this connection.  He blushed to find how far
his thoughts had now run without encountering this obstacle of etiquette.

"Have you spoken to Mr. Fulkerson?"  he asked.

"No, I hain't.  It ain't a question of management.  It's a question of
buying and selling.  I offer the thing to you first.  I reckon Fulkerson
couldn't get on very well without you."

March saw the real difference in the two cases, and he was glad to see
it, because he could act more decisively if not hampered by an obligation
to consistency.  "I am gratified, of course, Mr. Dryfoos; extremely
gratified; and it's no use pretending that I shouldn't be happy beyond
bounds to get possession of 'Every Other Week.'  But I don't feel quite
free to talk about it apart from Mr. Fulkerson."

"Oh, all right!" said the old man, with quick offence.

March hastened to say: "I feel bound to Mr. Fulkerson in every way.  He
got me to come here, and I couldn't even seem to act without him."

He put it questioningly, and the old man answered:

"Yes, I can see that.  When 'll he be in?  I can wait."  But he looked
impatient.

"Very soon, now," said March, looking at his watch.  "He was only to be
gone a moment," and while he went on to talk with Dryfoos, he wondered
why the old man should have come first to speak with him, and whether it
was from some obscure wish to make him reparation for displeasures in the
past, or from a distrust or dislike of Fulkerson.  Whichever light he
looked at it in, it was flattering.

"Do you think of going abroad soon?"  he asked.

"What?  Yes--I don't know--I reckon.  We got our passage engaged.  It's
on one of them French boats.  We're goin' to Paris."

"Oh! That will be interesting to the young ladies."

"Yes.  I reckon we're goin' for them.  'Tain't likely my wife and me
would want to pull up stakes at our age," said the old man, sorrowfully.

"But you may find it do you good, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, with a
kindness that was real, mixed as it was with the selfish interest he now
had in the intended voyage.

"Well, maybe, maybe," sighed the old man; and he dropped his head
forward.  "It don't make a great deal of difference what we do or we
don't do, for the few years left."

"I hope Mrs. Dryfoos is as well as usual," said March, finding the ground
delicate and difficult.

"Middlin', middlin'," said the old man.  "My daughter Christine, she
ain't very well."

"Oh," said March.  It was quite impossible for him to affect a more
explicit interest in the fact.  He and Dryfoos sat silent for a few
moments, and he was vainly casting about in his thought for something
else which would tide them over the interval till Fulkerson came, when he
heard his step on the stairs.

"Hello, hello!" he said.  "Meeting of the clans!"  It was always a
meeting of the clans, with Fulkerson, or a field day, or an extra
session, or a regular conclave, whenever he saw people of any common
interest together.  "Hain't seen you here for a good while, Mr. Dryfoos.
Did think some of running away with 'Every Other Week' one while, but
couldn't seem to work March up to the point."

He gave Dryfoos his hand, and pushed aside the papers on the corner of
March's desk, and sat down there, and went on briskly with the nonsense
he could always talk while he was waiting for another to develop any
matter of business; he told March afterward that he scented business in
the air as soon as he came into the room where he and Dryfoos were
sitting.

Dryfoos seemed determined to leave the word to March, who said, after an
inquiring look at him, "Mr. Dryfoos has been proposing to let us have
'Every Other Week,' Fulkerson."

"Well, that's good; that suits yours truly; March & Fulkerson, publishers
and proprietors, won't pretend it don't, if the terms are all right."

"The terms," said the old man, "are whatever you want 'em.  I haven't got
any more use for the concern--"  He gulped, and stopped; they knew what
he was thinking of, and they looked down in pity.  He went on: "I won't
put any more money in it; but what I've put in a'ready can stay; and you
can pay me four per cent."

He got upon his feet; and March and Fulkerson stood, too.

"Well, I call that pretty white," said Fulkerson.  "It's a bargain as far
as I'm concerned.  I suppose you'll want to talk it over with your wife,
March?"

"Yes; I shall," said March.  "I can see that it's a great chance; but I
want to talk it over with my wife."

"Well, that's right," said the old man.  "Let me hear from you tomorrow."

He went out, and Fulkerson began to dance round the room.  He caught
March about his stalwart girth and tried to make him waltz; the office-
boy came to the door and looked on with approval.

"Come, come, you idiot!" said March, rooting himself to the carpet.

"It's just throwing the thing into our mouths," said Fulkerson.  "The
wedding will be this day week.  No cards!  Teedle-lumpty-diddle! Teedle-
lumpty-dee!  What do you suppose he means by it, March ?"  he asked,
bringing himself soberly up, of a sudden.  "What is his little game?  Or
is he crazy?  It don't seem like the Dryfoos of my previous
acquaintance."

"I suppose," March suggested, "that he's got money enough, so that he
don't care for this--"

"Pshaw!  You're a poet!  Don't you know that the more money that kind of
man has got, the more he cares for money?  It's some fancy of his--like
having Lindau's funeral at his house--By Jings, March, I believe you're
his fancy!"

"Oh, now!  Don't you be a poet, Fulkerson!"

"I do!  He seemed to take a kind of shine to you from the day you
wouldn't turn off old Lindau; he did, indeed.  It kind of shook him up.
It made him think you had something in you.  He was deceived by
appearances.  Look here!  I'm going round to see Mrs. March with you,
and explain the thing to her.  I know Mrs. March!  She wouldn't believe
you knew what you were going in for.  She has a great respect for your
mind, but she don't think you've got any sense.  Heigh?"

"All right," said March, glad of the notion; and it was really a comfort
to have Fulkerson with him to develop all the points; and it was
delightful to see how clearly and quickly she seized them; it made March
proud of her.  She was only angry that they had lost any time in coming
to submit so plain a case to her.

Mr. Dryfoos might change his mind in the night, and then everything would
be lost.  They must go to him instantly, and tell him that they accepted;
they must telegraph him.

"Might as well send a district messenger; he'd get there next week," said
Fulkerson.  "No, no!  It 'll all keep till to-morrow, and be the better
for it.  If he's got this fancy for March, as I say, he ain't agoing to
change it in a single night.  People don't change their fancies for March
in a lifetime.  Heigh?"

When Fulkerson turned up very early at the office next morning, as March
did, he was less strenuous about Dryfoos's fancy for March.  It was as if
Miss Woodburn might have blown cold upon that theory, as something unjust
to his own merit, for which she would naturally be more jealous than he.

March told him what he had forgotten to tell him the day before, though
he had been trying, all through their excited talk, to get it in, that
the Dryfooses were going abroad.

"Oh, ho!" cried Fulkerson.  "That's the milk in the cocoanut, is it?
Well, I thought there must be something."

But this fact had not changed Mrs. March at all in her conviction that it
was Mr. Dryfoos's fancy for her husband which had moved him to make him
this extraordinary offer, and she reminded him that it had first been
made to him, without regard to Fulkerson.  "And perhaps," she went on,
"Mr. Dryfoos has been changed---softened; and doesn't find money all in
all any more.  He's had enough to change him, poor old man!"

"Does anything from without change us?"  her husband mused aloud.  "We're
brought up to think so by the novelists, who really have the charge of
people's thinking, nowadays.  But I doubt it, especially if the thing
outside is some great event, something cataclysmal, like this tremendous
sorrow of Dryfoos's."

"Then what is it that changes us?"  demanded his wife, almost angry with
him for his heresy.

"Well, it won't do to say, the Holy Spirit indwelling.  That would sound
like cant at this day.  But the old fellows that used to say that had
some glimpses of the truth.  They knew that it is the still, small voice
that the soul heeds, not the deafening blasts of doom.  I suppose I
should have to say that we didn't change at all.  We develop.  There's
the making of several characters in each of us; we are each several
characters, and sometimes this character has the lead in us, and
sometimes that.  From what Fulkerson has told me of Dryfoos, I should say
he had always had the potentiality of better things in him than he has
ever been yet; and perhaps the time has come for the good to have its
chance.  The growth in one direction has stopped; it's begun in another;
that's all.  The man hasn't been changed by his son's death; it stunned,
it benumbed him; but it couldn't change him.  It was an event, like any
other, and it had to happen as much as his being born.  It was forecast
from the beginning of time, and was as entirely an effect of his coming
into the world--"

"Basil!  Basil!" cried his wife.  "This is fatalism!"

"Then you think," he said, "that a sparrow falls to the ground without
the will of God?"  and he laughed provokingly.  But he went on more
soberly: "I don't know what it all means Isabel though I believe it means
good.  What did Christ himself say?  That if one rose from the dead it
would not avail.  And yet we are always looking for the miraculous!
I believe that unhappy old man truly grieves for his son, whom he treated
cruelly without the final intention of cruelty, for he loved him and
wished to be proud of him; but I don't think his death has changed him,
any more than the smallest event in the chain of events remotely working
through his nature from the beginning.  But why do you think he's changed
at all?  Because he offers to sell me Every Other Week on easy terms?
He says himself that he has no further use for the thing; and he knows
perfectly well that he couldn't get his money out of it now, without an
enormous shrinkage.  He couldn't appear at this late day as the owner,
and sell it to anybody but Fulkerson and me for a fifth of what it's cost
him.  He can sell it to us for all it's cost him; and four per cent.  is
no bad interest on his money till we can pay it back.  It's a good thing
for us; but we have to ask whether Dryfoos has done us the good, or
whether it's the blessing of Heaven.  If it's merely the blessing of
Heaven, I don't propose being grateful for it."

March laughed again, and his wife said, "It's disgusting."

"It's business," he assented.  "Business is business; but I don't say it
isn't disgusting.  Lindau had a low opinion of it."

"I think that with all his faults Mr. Dryfoos is a better man than
Lindau," she proclaimed.

"Well, he's certainly able to offer us a better thing in 'Every Other
Week,'" said March.

She knew he was enamoured of the literary finish of his cynicism, and
that at heart he was as humbly and truly grateful as she was for the
good-fortune opening to them.




XVII.

Beaton was at his best when he parted for the last time with Alma
Leighton, for he saw then that what had happened to him was the necessary
consequence of what he had been, if not what he had done.  Afterward he
lost this clear vision; he began to deny the fact; he drew upon his
knowledge of life, and in arguing himself into a different frame of mind
he alleged the case of different people who had done and been much worse
things than he, and yet no such disagreeable consequence had befallen
them.  Then he saw that it was all the work of blind chance, and he said
to himself that it was this that made him desperate, and willing to call
evil his good, and to take his own wherever he could find it.  There was
a great deal that was literary and factitious and tawdry in the mood in
which he went to see Christine Dryfoos, the night when the Marches sat
talking their prospects over; and nothing that was decided in his
purpose.  He knew what the drift of his mind was, but he had always
preferred to let chance determine his events, and now since chance had
played him such an ill turn with Alma, he left it the whole
responsibility.  Not in terms, but in effect, this was his thought as he
walked on up-town to pay the first of the visits which Dryfoos had
practically invited him to resume.  He had an insolent satisfaction in
having delayed it so long; if he was going back he was going back on his
own conditions, and these were to be as hard and humiliating as he could
make them.  But this intention again was inchoate, floating, the stuff of
an intention, rather than intention; an expression of temperament
chiefly.

He had been expected before that.  Christine had got out of Mela that her
father had been at Beaton's studio; and then she had gone at the old man
and got from him every smallest fact of the interview there.  She had
flung back in his teeth the good-will toward herself with which he had
gone to Beaton.  She was furious with shame and resentment; she told him
he had made bad worse, that he had made a fool of himself to no end; she
spared neither his age nor his grief-broken spirit, in which his will
could not rise against hers.  She filled the house with her rage,
screaming it out upon him; but when her fury was once spent, she began to
have some hopes from what her father had done.  She no longer kept her
bed; every evening she dressed herself in the dress Beaton admired the
most, and sat up till a certain hour to receive him.  She had fixed a day
in her own mind before which, if he came, she would forgive him all he
had made her suffer: the mortification, the suspense, the despair.
Beyond this, she had the purpose of making her father go to Europe; she
felt that she could no longer live in America, with the double disgrace
that had been put upon her.

Beaton rang, and while the servant was coming the insolent caprice seized
him to ask for the young ladies instead of the old man, as he had
supposed of course he should do.  The maid who answered the bell, in the
place of the reluctant Irishman of other days, had all his hesitation in
admitting that the young ladies were at home.

He found Mela in the drawing-room.  At sight of him she looked scared;
but she seemed to be reassured by his calm.  He asked if he was not to
have the pleasure of seeing Miss Dryfoos, too; and Mela said she reckoned
the girl had gone up-stairs to tell her.  Mela was in black, and Beaton
noted how well the solid sable became her rich red-blonde beauty; he
wondered what the effect would be with Christine.

But she, when she appeared, was not in mourning.  He fancied that she
wore the lustrous black silk, with the breadths of white Venetian lace
about the neck which he had praised, because he praised it.  Her cheeks
burned with a Jacqueminot crimson; what should be white in her face was
chalky white.  She carried a plumed ostrich fan, black and soft, and
after giving him her hand, sat down and waved it to and fro slowly, as he
remembered her doing the night they first met.  She had no ideas, except
such as related intimately to herself, and she had no gabble, like Mela;
and she let him talk.  It was past the day when she promised herself she
would forgive him; but as he talked on she felt all her passion for him
revive, and the conflict of desires, the desire to hate, the desire to
love, made a dizzying whirl in her brain.  She looked at him, half
doubting whether he was really there or not.  He had never looked so
handsome, with his dreamy eyes floating under his heavy overhanging hair,
and his pointed brown beard defined against his lustrous shirtfront.  His
mellowly modulated, mysterious voice lulled her; when Mela made an errand
out of the room, and Beaton crossed to her and sat down by her, she
shivered.

"Are you cold?"  he asked, and she felt the cruel mockery and exultant
consciousness of power in his tone, as perhaps a wild thing feels
captivity in the voice of its keeper.  But now, she said she would still
forgive him if he asked her.

Mela came back, and the talk fell again to the former level; but Beaton
had not said anything that really meant what she wished, and she saw that
he intended to say nothing.  Her heart began to burn like a fire in her
breast.

"You been tellun' him about our goun' to Europe?"  Mela asked.

"No," said Christine, briefly, and looking at the fan spread out on her
lap.

Beaton asked when; and then he rose, and said if it was so soon, he
supposed he should not see them again, unless he saw them in Paris; he
might very likely run over during the summer.  He said to himself that he
had given it a fair trial with Christine, and he could not make it go.

Christine rose, with a kind of gasp; and mechanically followed him to the
door of the drawing-room; Mela came, too; and while he was putting on his
overcoat, she gurgled and bubbled in good-humor with all the world.
Christine stood looking at him, and thinking how still handsomer he was
in his overcoat; and that fire burned fiercer in her.  She felt him more
than life to her and knew him lost, and the frenzy, that makes a woman
kill the man she loves, or fling vitriol to destroy the beauty she cannot
have for all hers, possessed her lawless soul.  He gave his hand to Mela,
and said, in his wind-harp stop, "Good-bye."

As he put out his hand to Christine, she pushed it aside with a scream of
rage; she flashed at him, and with both hands made a feline pass at the
face he bent toward her.  He sprang back, and after an instant of
stupefaction he pulled open the door behind him and ran out into the
street.

"Well, Christine Dryfoos!" said Mela, "Sprang at him like a wild-cat!"

"I, don't care," Christine shrieked.  "I'll tear his eyes out!"  She flew
up-stairs to her own room, and left the burden of the explanation to
Mela, who did it justice.

Beaton found himself, he did not know how, in his studio, reeking with
perspiration and breathless.  He must almost have run.  He struck a match
with a shaking hand, and looked at his face in the glass.  He expected to
see the bleeding marks of her nails on his cheeks, but he could see
nothing.  He grovelled inwardly; it was all so low and coarse and vulgar;
it was all so just and apt to his deserts.

There was a pistol among the dusty bric-a-brac on the mantel which he had
kept loaded to fire at a cat in the area.  He took it and sat looking
into the muzzle, wishing it might go off by accident and kill him.
It slipped through his hand and struck the floor, and there was a report;
he sprang into the air, feeling that he had been shot.  But he found
himself still alive, with only a burning line along his cheek, such as
one of Christine's finger-nails might have left.

He laughed with cynical recognition of the fact that he had got his
punishment in the right way, and that his case was not to be dignified
into tragedy.




XVIII.

The Marches, with Fulkerson, went to see the Dryfooses off on the French
steamer.  There was no longer any business obligation on them to be
civil, and there was greater kindness for that reason in the attention
they offered.  'Every Other Week' had been made over to the joint
ownership of March and Fulkerson, and the details arranged with a
hardness on Dryfoos's side which certainly left Mrs. March with a sense
of his incomplete regeneration.  Yet when she saw him there on the
steamer, she pitied him; he looked wearied and bewildered; even his wife,
with her twitching head, and her prophecies of evil, croaked hoarsely
out, while she clung to Mrs. March's hand where they sat together till
the leave-takers were ordered ashore, was less pathetic.  Mela was
looking after both of them, and trying to cheer them in a joyful
excitement.  "I tell 'em it's goun' to add ten years to both their
lives," she said.  "The voyage 'll do their healths good; and then, we're
gittun' away from that miser'ble pack o' servants that was eatun' us up,
there in New York.  I hate the place!" she said, as if they had already
left it.  "Yes, Mrs. Mandel's goun', too," she added, following the
direction of Mrs. March's eyes where they noted Mrs. Mandel, speaking to
Christine on the other side of the cabin.  "Her and Christine had a kind
of a spat, and she was goun' to leave, but here only the other day,
Christine offered to make it up with her, and now they're as thick as
thieves.  Well, I reckon we couldn't very well 'a' got along without her.
She's about the only one that speaks French in this family."

Mrs. March's eyes still dwelt upon Christine's face; it was full of a
furtive wildness.  She seemed to be keeping a watch to prevent herself
from looking as if she were looking for some one.  "Do you know," Mrs.
March said to her husband as they jingled along homeward in the
Christopher Street bob-tail car, "I thought she was in love with that
detestable Mr. Beaton of yours at one time; and that he was amusing
himself with her."

"I can bear a good deal, Isabel," said March, " but I wish you wouldn't
attribute Beaton to me.  He's the invention of that Mr. Fulkerson of
yours."

"Well, at any rate, I hope, now, you'll both get rid of him, in the
reforms you're going to carry out."

These reforms were for a greater economy in the management of 'Every
Other Week;' but in their very nature they could not include the
suppression of Beaton.  He had always shown himself capable and loyal to
the interests of the magazine, and both the new owners were glad to keep
him.  He was glad to stay, though he made a gruff pretence of
indifference, when they came to look over the new arrangement with him.
In his heart he knew that he was a fraud; but at least he could say to
himself with truth that he had not now the shame of taking Dryfoos's
money.

March and Fulkerson retrenched at several points where it had seemed
indispensable to spend, as long as they were not spending their own:
that was only human.  Fulkerson absorbed Conrad's department into his,
and March found that he could dispense with Kendricks in the place of
assistant which he had lately filled since Fulkerson had decided that
March was overworked.  They reduced the number of illustrated articles,
and they systematized the payment of contributors strictly according to
the sales of each number, on their original plan of co-operation: they
had got to paying rather lavishly for material without reference to the
sales.

Fulkerson took a little time to get married, and went on his wedding
journey out to Niagara, and down the St. Lawrence to Quebec over the line
of travel that the Marches had taken on their wedding journey.  He had
the pleasure of going from Montreal to Quebec on the same boat on which
he first met March.

They have continued very good friends, and their wives are almost without
the rivalry that usually embitters the wives of partners.  At first Mrs.
March did not like Mrs. Fulkerson's speaking of her husband as the Ownah,
and March as the Edito'; but it appeared that this was only a convenient
method of recognizing the predominant quality in each, and was meant
neither to affirm nor to deny anything.  Colonel Woodburn offered as his
contribution to the celebration of the copartnership, which Fulkerson
could not be prevented from dedicating with a little dinner, the story of
Fulkerson's magnanimous behavior in regard to Dryfoos at that crucial
moment when it was a question whether he should give up Dryfoos or give
up March.  Fulkerson winced at it; but Mrs. March told her husband that
now, whatever happened, she should never have any misgivings of Fulkerson
again; and she asked him if he did not think he ought to apologize to him
for the doubts with which he had once inspired her.  March said that he
did not think so.

The Fulkersons spent the summer at a seaside hotel in easy reach of the
city; but they returned early to Mrs. Leighton's, with whom they are to
board till spring, when they are going to fit up Fulkerson's bachelor
apartment for housekeeping.  Mrs. March, with her Boston scruple, thinks
it will be odd, living over the 'Every Other Week' offices; but there
will be a separate street entrance to the apartment; and besides, in New
York you may do anything.

The future of the Leightons promises no immediate change.  Kendricks goes
there a good deal to see the Fulkersons, and Mrs. Fulkerson says he comes
to see Alma.  He has seemed taken with her ever since he first met her at
Dryfoos's, the day of Lindau's funeral, and though Fulkerson objects to
dating a fancy of that kind from an occasion of that kind, he justly
argues with March that there can be no harm in it, and that we are liable
to be struck by lightning any time.  In the mean while there is no proof
that Alma returns Kendricks's interest, if he feels any.  She has got a
little bit of color into the fall exhibition; but the fall exhibition is
never so good as the spring exhibition.  Wetmore is rather sorry she has
succeeded in this, though he promoted her success.  He says her real hope
is in black and white, and it is a pity for her to lose sight of her
original aim of drawing for illustration.

News has come from Paris of the engagement of Christine Dryfoos.  There
the Dryfooses met with the success denied them in New York; many American
plutocrats must await their apotheosis in Europe, where society has them,
as it were, in a translation.  Shortly after their arrival they were
celebrated in the news papers as the first millionaire American family of
natural-gas extraction who had arrived in the capital of civilization;
and at a French watering-place Christine encountered her fate--a nobleman
full of present debts and of duels in the past.  Fulkerson says the old
man can manage the debtor, and Christine can look out for the duellist.
"They say those fellows generally whip their wives.  He'd better not try
it with Christine, I reckon, unless he's practised with a panther."

One day, shortly after their return to town in the autumn from the brief
summer outing they permitted themselves, the Marches met Margaret Vance.
At first they did not know her in the dress of the sisterhood which she
wore; but she smiled joyfully, almost gayly, on seeing them, and though
she hurried by with the sister who accompanied her, and did not stay to
speak, they felt that the peace that passeth understanding had looked at
them from her eyes.

"Well, she is at rest, there can't be any doubt of that," he said, as he
glanced round at the drifting black robe which followed her free, nun-
like walk.

"Yes, now she can do all the good she likes," sighed his wife.
"I wonder--I wonder if she ever told his father about her talk with poor
Conrad that day he was shot?"

"I don't know.  I don't care.  In any event, it would be right.  She did
nothing wrong.  If she unwittingly sent him to his death, she sent him to
die for God's sake, for man's sake."

"Yes--yes.  But still--"

"Well, we must trust that look of hers."




THE END




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Europe, where society has them, as it were, in a translation . . . . . .
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Hemmed round with this eternal darkness of death . . . . . . . . . . . .
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