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Title: A deputy was king

Author: G. B. Stern


        
Release date: October 20, 2026 [eBook #79832]

Language: English

Original publication: London: Chapman and Hall Ld., 1926

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A DEPUTY WAS KING


BY

G. B. STERN



CHAPMAN AND HALL LD.

LONDON: MCMXXVI




"... I saw all Israel scattered upon the hills, as sheep that have
not a shepherd  and the Lord said, These have no master: let them
return every man to his house in peace."

I KINGS xxii. 17.


"There was then no king in Edom: a deputy was king."

I KINGS xxii. 47.




CONTENTS


PART

I. THE GOOD TIME

II. THE YOUNG MATRIARCH

III. WAR OF THE CHINESE COAT

IV. POWER OF APPOINTMENT

V. "... HIS HOUSE IN PEACE"




A DEPUTY WAS KING



PART I

THE GOOD TIME

CHAPTER I

A slim girl in pale yellow, sitting beside a duck-pond in the full
sunshine, her eyes screwed up with gay laughter at some mischievous
thought which had just occurred to her, this was Toni Rakonitz as
Giles first saw her.  And, indeed, Toni was amused; five tall men
were walking towards her, across the lawn of her cousin Richard's
garden.  Such lavish bounty was absurd, when she had so moderately
asked for only one.  For this was 1921, when the world seemed
strangely empty and drained of all men.  They had poured away, some
abroad and into the colonies, perhaps; a great many had been killed;
a great many were struggling with uncongenial work, crouching low
down, and out of sight.  Toni herself had been working hard now for
two years, establishing her own dress-making business; this was her
first real holiday, and it had proved, from this same lack of men,
less a holiday than a complete rest.  A rest, blessed in itself, was
yet so very different; silent in all the songs that hum beneath the
word holiday.

To-morrow she would be going back again to Hanover Street and the
show-room, without really having had a good time.  Sitting out there,
alone, near the duck-pond, and stewing in the slow September warmth,
Toni had first felt gilded all over; and then, as the warmth and
laziness had soaked in, she enjoyed a pleasant illusion of being a
grape ripening in the vineyard: dust of powdery bloom outside, and
within, a bursting sweetness.  It was one way of spending a holiday
afternoon, to be a grape, if you could not capture a lighter,
vivider, more exciting way.  And next, her thoughts drifting and
darting, irrelevant as dragon-flies over water, she composed a
delectable fairy-tale, that if she closed her eyes for a moment, and
swiftly opened them again, she might see a man, not a business man,
but a perfectly complete and conventional specimen, hero of a girl's
good time, walking towards her across the grass.  Childishly, Toni
tried it; shut her eyes ... opened them again----.  And this was why
Giles, the first time he saw Toni, saw a laughing Toni.  Because it
was so preposterous, you could not take it seriously!  One tall man,
breaking triumphantly into her world of facts and reality, would have
been an answer to prayer, too gracious to be believed; and the story
to follow it, the fairy-tale, incredibly pretty-pretty.  But they had
said, granting her wish: "Oh! well, let's be generous!  Let's make it
five!  Five's as easy as one!  Let's make them all tall!  She likes
them tall!"

... Of course, the sun was in her eyes; presently, she knew, when it
dropped behind the hedge, glinting red through the reddening tangle
of nut and bramble and old-man's-beard, and she could see clear into
reality again, this bountiful supply of conventional tweeded heroes
would disintegrate into something like ordinary, everyday life; one
of the five, perhaps, would prove to be Richard, and one would be
old, and one would be married, and one would be horrid, and one--she
could not imagine, for the moment, a reason for the fifth
disappointment.

They came nearer; some wore breeches, and some, plus-fours; four of
them smoked pipes; two of them wore Old Carthusian ties.  Toni, still
wishing, for she had had so little time to wish during the last
eleven years, wished that the clockwork of moving events might break
down, so that this moment should become fixed, and not go on and
break up; wished that the men of her whim, abundantly and even
unnecessarily multiplied, might always remain in one block, a vision
solid, satisfying, instead of presently scattering, as they were
bound to do, into individual and probably disappointing
personalities.  How attractive never to have to know anything at all
about them, except that a universe empty of men had suddenly become
full and brimming over with an ample supply, simply because she had
wished, and the spirit of burlesque had answered her, and, for once,
had not been meagre, with the usual: "There, you must make that do!"

And one was Richard, and one was old, and one was married, and one
was horrid, and one--was Giles.  And they were, in definite name and
category, a neighbouring land-owner, Jimmy Goddard, and his three
sons, who had dropped in, on their way home from the local Horse
Show, to see Richard, and to have a drink, and to ask him some
question about the prospects of cubbing the next morning.

"I've told them to bring drinks out here," Richard Marcus told his
cousin.  "Will you look after them, Toni?  Molly isn't back yet;
won't be for ages."

He went on to tell Goddard that Molly stood a very fair chance of
winning a first in the hunter class, riding her mare, Mitzi....

"Mitzi? how queer!" mused Toni.  To hear that name, a favourite name
for a Schnitzler midinette, for the "little pals" of Viennese
students, waltz composers, and smart young cavalry officers, in
pre-war times; to hear it now and here, in this typically English
scenery ... for she counted Goddard and his three sons in with the
surrounding scenery on Richard's farm in Gloucestershire; they seemed
as brown and as fawn and as dun-coloured; mellow from old custom, yet
hard in their leanness and lack of subtle adjustment.  Talking
without enthusiasm and, nevertheless, with total absorption; unaware
of Toni's existence, to a degree which was hardly human--except as,
politely, Miss Rakonitz: a low form of pond life ... reflected a
quite happy Toni.  Their talk she hardly understood, for it had never
been a part of her life; quiet talk, not very interesting, with the
smell of roots in it, and the early morning mists, and tang of
September; talk in which beasts were as important as men.  One of
Richard's beagles was sick, and he was asking advice on it; and then
the conversation turned slowly and unemotionally, as the turning of
freshly-furrowed earth on to its side, to last week's Horse Show over
at Carsbury, at which Molly had shown a mare, and a mare and foal,
and had been highly incensed because her mare had only been awarded a
second.

"But she was a three-year-old, you see," Goddard explained, "and
Taylor's was a six-year-old; they'll always award the prize to the
animal that'll fetch her value.  I've seen it over and over again."

And now Toni, outwardly just a pretty girl, and Marcus's cousin,
stepped demurely into the picture, pouring out the whiskies and sodas
that the Goddards had asked for.  She wondered whether they would
behave doggishly as the men of a party recently given by her
book-keeper, serious and reliable Miss Wildblood.  Most of them
middle-aged, temperate husbands, devastatingly faithful to their
wives, and to the monogamous ideal, they pleased themselves and each
other mightily by uttering formulas, when raising their glasses to
drink, such as: "Our sweethearts and wives, may they never meet!" or
even more waggishly suggestive of ripe philanderings and unconfessed
dare-devilries in hotel corridors: "Two pairs of shoes..."

But she had misjudged her men:

"--Say when--fill right up with soda, please--thanks, that's
fine--cheerio!--chin-chin----!"

A pause in the conversation.  Richard's gaze went dreaming
contentedly over his fields.  Toni felt chilly and desolate; suddenly
an alien.  If only they would, accidentally and by a miracle, begin
to talk on _her_ subject, now, for a little while.  But she had
learnt that directly she succeeded in noosing a man's interest in the
work she did, she promptly loosened and lost it for the girl she was.
Toni was not in the least proud of her talent for business
organisation, which could be rated very highly indeed.  It stood, not
as an asset, but as a disadvantage, when she desired to be desirable,
and what bucks of the Regency period would have described as a demned
attractive girl.  Therefore, she buried this talent for business
organisation, deeply and guiltily, with all a murderer's sensations
of impatience towards a refractory and large-sized corpse.

"D'you live in London, Miss Rakonitz?"

"Yes....  I like London." ... But no more than this: "I like London"
or "I like Paris," perhaps.  Not Budapest, for instance; Budapest was
eccentric; the normal man could stand very little.  And indeed, Toni
herself had never seen green copper domes rising on the two banks of
the Danube.  But it was part of her, nevertheless.  Her grandmother's
sister, Simone, by living and dying there, had brought it into the
region of family property, Rakonitz property.  They were all children
of the cities, this large family; back and back for
generations--London, Paris, Vienna and Budapest; Constantinople and
Madrid; cosmopolitans, whose inside knowledge was not of cubs and
beagles and three-year-olds, but of jewels, highly polished walnut
wood, exquisite flavours and textures; a family of brilliant
instincts and insanely foolish lapses, in trade and barter; and here
Toni herself linked on: head of "Toni's" in Hanover Street; the
window was significant with its one exquisite evening-dress....  How
she had worked over the creation and carrying out of that dress,
subtle blend of orchid and iris tints! only a French girl could have
put in such fine embroidery, strewn as though accidentally round the
bottom of the skirt.  They had discovered Angele at last, in
Charlotte Street; and she did it well and remarkably cheaply.  Yes,
Toni was as much child of the cities and master of her trade as any
of them.  But these men--she fancied she knew the type they were;
utterly conventional.  A girl who could hunt, Richard's young wife,
say, who had been Molly Dunne, niece of Commander Dunne, R.N., was
well within their experience; a rattling good sort, Molly! and she
had a fine seat--sure of a first in the hunter's class, if Mitzi did
not let her down; but Richard was not sure whether Mitzi had quite
recovered, yet, from a lameness in her near fore.

... Mitzi and Toni, Liserl and Franzi--Toni was away again, dreaming
herself back into this light-footed and sentimental company of minxes
with hearts so brittle for any man's breaking....  Wiser, this
generation; hearts were elastic now, not frangible....  And wouldn't
it be funny if you knew all the nonsense I was thinking, only you
never never never will! ... The while Toni listened, grey eyes
attentive, head deferentially uplifted towards the eldest Goddard
male, entertaining her with an anecdote of pig-sticking in India.

... Much more fun they had had, the last generation but one: aunts
and great-aunts and grandmothers--sweet young girls who were really
sweet young girls; and not, as now she was, pretending; sweet young
girls of the Rakonitz family, and plenty of officers to go round, for
all of them.

And, with a jump of memory, she recalled that elusive connection
between then and now, which had been haunting her ever since,
sun-dazzled, she had seen the five men sauntering towards her.  Her
great-great-grandmother--stay, was that right? how far back was
Babette?  Bertrand, Anastasia, Sigismund ... yes, that was it, her
great-great-grandmother Babette, whose portrait, painted when she was
seventy, was well known to Toni and all the other Rakonitz children.
Babette had been the heroine of just such another incident, when at
the age of sixteen, five officers from Napoleon's Army in Pressburg
had escorted her to the camp every morning, and back again every
evening, because she spoke several languages, and could interpret for
the troops: "It is not fitting that my daughter should go among the
rude soldiers unless she is properly chaperoned," Babette's mother
had most certainly said.  Toni laughed aloud at her mental vision of
the chaperons--ten white trouser-legs arrogantly marching....  The
scene shifted and broke, and transported her to a hundred years
later, and over a hundred years; a farm in England; and again ten
legs, stockinged and plus-foured, carelessly sauntering----  Not so
much difference, after all, between the outward Babette and the
outward Toni.  The fashion of the year had lengthened the skirts and
ballooned them out; and Toni's little pale oval face, so naturally
demure, and Toni's soft smooth, brown hair, bobbed on either side,
and curling round her cheeks, long behind and gathered up at the
nape; this, too, might have been Babette, living again, ingenuously
glad of plenty of men--plenty of men in the quiet little town of
Pressburg; big, handsome men who would look after a little girl and
listen to her chatter, and enlighten her ignorance about the great
world, and enlighten her ignorance about the countries far away from
the Hungary she knew....  Sweet young girls!--and then by an easy and
gliding transition, directly they were married they became autocrats,
with powerful wills, like Grandmère, like Aunt Elsa, like
great-great-grandmother Babette.  But never _before_ they were
married.  No, no, that would have been foolish--(Toni could hear them
calling _her_ foolish!)  Sweet young girls!  Sweet little coquettes!
Rows of them, decorous and alike, with never a sign of the embryo
matriarch; dressed as Babette had been at the time of the five
officers, in wide green skirts, hats tied under the chin, dangling
scarves, black sandal shoes strapped over white stockings....  Was it
too late for Toni Rakonitz, Antoinette Rakonitz, now, in 1921, in the
twenty-seventh year of her stormy existence, to become a sweet young
girl? ...

--"And my spear stuck for half an hour in the brute's hind-quarters;
I couldn't get away, and nor could he; if I'd pulled it out, he was
so savage he would have jinked again, and you can't do much with a
long spear except make your thrust.  It's up to the other fellow of
the heat to finish him off.  So I just had to wait, trusting to luck
that my man would come galloping back.  I'd _told_ him his pony was
too fresh, but he wouldn't believe me.  He'd got it for a tenner
because some damn fool of a vet had said it had permanent ringworm
and ought to be killed; and after all, Bettany had six years' use of
it, and had passed every other pony on the ground.  I was jolly glad
to see him back that evening, though."

"By the way, Marcus, I brought Jimmy a picture I would like you to
see, done by a fellow who has just been axed.  I've never seen a
better painting of pig-sticking; he's got that queer yellow
between-times light over the nullahs--makes Jimmy homesick to look at
it.--Yes, thanks, I'll have another small one; good whisky, this!"

"Pre-war stuff," said Richard; "haven't much left of it."

So they accepted Richard as one of themselves, this set?  No wonder
he seemed at peace.  There is no more restful sensation than this
one, of definitely belonging.  The stories went on and on, one
leading to another, all told in the same pleasant, level, gun-room
and country-house voice, common to all four Goddards.

Toni inevitably did not join in.  It was a well-finished lump of
English country atmosphere, and she wanted to carry it back, straight
to Hanover Street, where she was boss and over-lord.

Richard's home was a plain farm-house; nothing very remarkable in the
faded pinks and fawns of the bricks, the low door into the garden,
and straight flagged path with Michaelmas daisies growing either side
of it; then the bank sloped up, and dipped sharply down again to the
sepia-brown duck-pond, quacking with animated residents.  In the
angle between the gate and the low grey wall which divided the garden
from the lane, was an isolated tall bush of some yellow stuff, spiky,
like broom, only it would not be broom this time of year.  A yellow
butterfly was hovering near.  Toni was surprised at the fanatically
vivid effect of both the bush and the butterfly; then it struck her
that it was because they were lit brilliantly by the sun rushing from
the west, against an eastern sky which was the dark and threatening
hue of gun-metal.  She hoped, as an artist in clothes could not
forbear from hoping, that her own yellow dress gained equal magic
from the accident which had placed her with a background of opaque
thunder-grey, and in a stream of pure clear limelight.  True, nobody
was noticing, much.  The ducks waddled and fussed uneasily on the
quaggy water; and the five men continued at intervals to re-fill
their glasses, and to say "chin-chin" and "cheerio," and to talk of
"Bobbery packs," and "grand leppers."

"Curse work!" thought Toni, "curse the independence of the modern
girl!  Why have I got to go back to-morrow?"  She wondered whether
she were never to get a good time?  Perhaps no such good time
existed, or had ever existed for anyone, as Toni Rakonitz had in
fancy erected for very desire of it.  Somewhere, so her illusion
firmly stated, was a special group among whom she belonged, and who
would welcome her; and they went about enjoying things more than
anyone else.  They were young, but not stupidly young; and they were
lords of time and masters of space, and squandered time and overleapt
space, gloriously, more than anyone else.  "More than anyone else,"
was, indeed, the nursery-rhyme tag to this nursery-rhyme of Toni's,
crude in its colourings, illimitable in possibility.  They had more
money to toss in their wake, than anyone else; and no
responsibilities, no family, no relations.  This set--the set with
whom one had a good time--were not bonded together by any links more
tangible than the sense of golden well-being in each others' company,
and by liking the same things: speed, for instance: sailing, ski-ing,
hunting;--and quick wits, and a peculiar enjoyment of meals eaten in
little cafés that were built out over the sea.  They all wore
incredibly expensive but entirely casual clothes, of which Toni
herself had been responsible for neither the design nor the making;
and everyone--everyone _else_--would envy her for being in that set,
and for doing these things, and for talking so brilliantly.  You
_must_ have people, outside, envying you for being inside, or how are
you to appreciate fully the triumph of being inside yourself?

It was hard to define the mysterious reason which gave her good time
its clearness and lightness and shining quality; that gift of fiery
living which distinguished her group of companions, beyond all other
groups, as the Elect?  Toni herself could not define it.  But then,
she did not believe herself to be the creator of this good time....
It was going on, somewhere, all day, all night, the harmony and the
wit and the wine; the laughter that was never vapid, the enjoyment
neither bucolic nor precious.  All she had to do was to join it ...
if she could.  But up till now, it lay like enchantment, always just
on the yonder side of tiresomeness; bills and grandmothers and
bronchitis and dissatisfied clients, relations who did not admire you
at all; and being tired and tired and tired....  "I've been cheated!"
cried Toni.

Now, certainly, financial troubles were lightening, and her name was
beginning to be known: "My dear, you _ought_ to get a dress at
'Toni's'; she is really clever, and not expensive yet, though, of
course, her prices will soon go up."--Yes, but a reputation as a
dressmaker, and just the negative advantage of release from financial
pressure, _that_ was not what she meant; it was no good trying to put
her off with that!--Showers of twinkling lights, and a sufficiency of
men, the right sort of men ... oh! not boringly amorous, but with the
true swashbuckling touch of enterprise in courtship----  So that for
once Toni Rakonitz, who had always had to take the initiative, could
be passive and yielding and let the actual work be done by another.
Perhaps, for all her business abilities, Toni was old-fashioned; she
would have liked to have been the "belle of the ball"; she would like
to have been the "reigning toast"; those girls in little French towns
who were yearly elected Queen of Beauty, amid bewildering showers of
flowers: cotton flowers and real blossoms, these dark-eyed girls must
have tasted the climax of a good time, for a short twenty-four hours.
But it ought to go on and on....

Toni was astonished, at the end of her reverie, to find herself alone
with one of the Goddard men.  The others had apparently been taken
off to see some special crops, or harness, or prize sow, she never
quite knew which; but Giles, the second son, had remained behind at
the duck-pond.  He had been wondering all the time what the girl in
the yellow dress was really like.  She was beautiful--any fool could
see that--fragile and wholly feminine; she looked as though she had
been most exquisitely dressed for the country, but in town; not in
the least with the more rough and casual air of having dressed in the
country for the country.  "Got a good maid with her, I should think,"
reflected Giles--which summing-up would have appealed irresistibly to
Toni's sense of humour, had she guessed.  He furthermore assured
himself that, judging from outward signs, she had nothing much to
talk about, and was a conventional type--one of these dancing
parasites, at once bold in demand and helpless in behaviour, whom his
brother Fred had described to him as the girl of to-day.

He was curious to see how she would open a duologue; probably by
trying to force the personal touch.  Giles was good-humouredly aware
that girls thought that men liked to be encouraged to talk about
themselves; girls took credit for such perception.  He waited.
Unfortunately for him, Toni waited too, coolly, and without getting
in the least flustered or discomposed by the pause....  You could
always watch the ducks!  Presently Giles said, as though answering a
question which had never actually taken shape:

"I'm only just back in England, you know.  I was with the Army of
Occupation in Cologne; got my discharge a couple of weeks ago.
Now--now, I mean to have a good time."




CHAPTER II

When Toni returned home, late on the following afternoon, she found a
telephone message from her cousin Val, telling her to come round to
her studio that evening--"because I start for Italy to-morrow, with
any luck."

Toni already knew that Val had meant to go South that autumn, though
the date of departure had been left rather vague.  This younger
generation of Rakonitz met only spasmodically, not with the solid
regularity of their elders; nor, when they had a plan, did they
bother to lay it before a tribal council.  Val Power was an artist of
some reputation, and could afford to do as she liked.

Toni, having walked quickly down the shadowy lane which led off a
square in Kensington, past mysterious little doors which always
seemed to promise more adventure than normal front doors, because
they were dwarfed by their setting in high blank walls, was admitted
by Val into what looked like a blend of the Paris Exhibition of 1899,
a vorticist cyclone, and the Last Day of the Sales in High Street,
Kensington.

"Sorry," said Val; "don't mind the mess.  I'm packing."

"Are you?" politely replied Toni, knowing full well, from experience,
that Val was not packing, but had merely emptied everything she
possessed on to the studio floor, in the hope that Toni was coming
along and would offer to pack in her stead.

"Righto!  I'll watch you."  She would not be eternally ruthless; but
Val might as well suffer for ten minutes longer.  Val, who physically
and in all practical matters had about the energy and self-reliance
of a favourite Sultana, and no more, had a habit of imposing service
on whoever happened to be handy, by the phrase: "I say, as you _are_
up, you might just fetch----" ... This phrase worked equally well, as
she had often explained in fatal moments of confidence to Toni,
whether they were "up" or not; it created a hypnotic illusion that
they _were_ just crossing the room or in the neighbourhood of the
door, so that without protest they rose from the arm-chair, and did
not even realise that they were pandering to Val's worst quality.

"How's 'Toni's'?" asked Val.  "Oh! of course, you haven't been there
for ten days.  It's fairly flourishing, isn't it?  I shouldn't be
surprised if Lucilla Danby didn't give you her new play to dress;
'The Laplander,' I think it's called.  What are Lapland fashions?  Or
she might have said 'The Straphanger'--they were shifting scenery so
heartily that I couldn't catch half she said.  She was immensely
bucked with that one kit you made for her, last year.  The cigarettes
are beside you.  You might chuck me one."

"They are _not_ beside me.  They are on the other side of the studio.
You can't try that game on with me, Val.  Actual measurement will
prove that they are about seven yards nearer to you.  Yes! that was
rather a jolly frock.  I adapted it from a Vionnet model.  But then,
anyone can dress a tall and lovely woman, with dark eyes and white
hair; and Lucilla, especially, could give an indescribable _flair_ to
a piece of sackcloth.  I got horribly caught out, though, just before
I went down to Richard's, by a terribly important county frump you
sent me."

"Do you mean the Hon. Mrs. Wensley?  My dear kid, you made a
wonderful hit with her.  She came to me raving about you.  She said
you were _such_ good form, and that you must have 'cut,' because of
the quiet but perfect style in which you were dressed yourself."

Toni rocked with happy laughter.  The honourable lady of county
family, had, as it happened, appeared in Hanover Street very much
earlier in the morning than clients were usually expected.  Toni,
having been dissatisfied, as she often was--being a very particular
young woman--with the way the staff had cleared the show-room, was
showing them how she wanted it done, wearing her oldest black dress,
her head tied up in a handkerchief, and no powder upon her face.
There had been just time, as she now described to Val, to whip off
the handkerchief, and glide elegantly forward, with much aplomb and
_savoir-faire_, to welcome her first county client....

"That's the way to get on, obviously."

"Is it?" said Toni, mutinously, astride of the hat-box, her hands
hugging one knee.  "Well, I'm fed up with work.  I don't think I want
to get on--not by my own unaided efforts, anyhow.  I'm sick of the
show-room; I'm sick of my office behind it, with my good little
book-keeper looking at me reproachfully through her spectacles,
because I've spent two-pence rather more recklessly than the firm's
credit will allow.  I'm sick of being everywhere at once,
superintending the fittings and watching the cutting, dashing about
the shops to match silks, because none of the girls can be trusted
not to waste time, and don't know cinnamon from tabac.  I'm sick of
feeling completely done in and ill and tired to the bone, with a
journey to Paris in front of me, scrambling for the new season's
models, and coming back to all the messes made while I was away, by
that ass Aimée to whom God gave the perfect mannequin figure instead
of to me.  I'm sick of a week's doleful slack, and then seven clients
all round me at once, each one believing herself entitled to all my
attention, and Aunt Elsa choosing that moment to appear with Pearl
and Gisela and a beaming smile and a piece of sky-blue satin sent by
Aunt Berthe, and some bead trimming for a blouse----"

Val had previously heard of that visit, from Aunt Elsa herself: "I do
sometimes vonder vether Toni is so clever as all that she thinks
herself in business?  That blouse looks nossing now that she has sent
it home.  But _nossing_----" ... Val chuckled; and then ceased to
chuckle, wrestling incompetently with the folds of a brocade and
feather evening cloak.  Toni, melted to professional pity for the
evening cloak, not for her cousin, exclaimed: "Here, Val, you'd
better leave that to me! flesh and blood could just bear to see you
playing a sort of Rugby football among the clothes you bought at
other shops, but when it comes to things I've designed for you
myself..."

Val, with a sigh of relief, relinquished her task, curled herself up
into a vacant corner of the divan, and purring with idle content,
began to murmur flatteries to Toni, who was doing intricate and
beautiful things with tissue paper.

"I can hardly bear to unpack, Toni darling, when you have done the
packing.  It's a special art, of course."

"It's a very inconvenient art, in a large family," said Toni.
"Anyway, I'm only intending to fold this one cloak."

Val murmured: "C'est le premier pas qui coûte...!  Chuck me a
cigarette now you are nearer them--why, you said so, yourself, when I
was standing where you are; a good seven yards....  Is your Aimée the
willowy, ethereal creature in the show-room, who dreamily puts a
lorgnette up at me whenever I come in, and has a fluting voice like
moonlight on Venice at Earl's Court?"

"Yes, my head sales-woman.  She's too ladylike to live!"

"Why don't you sack her?  Bet you her name is Amy, anyway."

"Oh! it is.  I've heard her younger sister call her Amy, and then
Aimée languidly complains to me of the child's too awful French
accent.  She has a marvellous figure, and even her taste can be
trusted, more or less.  I don't need her for anything else.  Miss
Thompson does all the principal dog-work, of course.  She's one of
the best cutters in London.  I was in luck to get her from the
Wolffs.--What's this hard round object sticking up, where I want to
lay your evening dresses smoothly?"

"Don't know.  Forgotten."

Toni pulled it out, and unpacked it.  It proved to be a snow-storm
quiescent in a glass ball, with a tiny wooden doll, debatably female,
in the midst of the snow-storm.

"_Must_ you have this with you?"

"I shall need it, down South," said Val, voluptuously.  "Think of the
heat and the palms and the hibiscus and other tropical vegetation.
When I'm too hot, I shall just shake out the snow-storm, and dream
about England."

Toni, from the stern point of view of costumier and modiste,
disapproved of packing nobbly snow-storms among ethereal creations of
ninon and _crêpe de Chine_; yet she was fascinated into shaking the
toy, and was now morbidly gazing into the tiny falling flakes,
imagining the winter to come; November, December, January, February,
March ... long days of work, when the air was clear and dark, as you
would imagine the air of Purgatory; or the air was thick and
sulphur-coloured and choking, like the air of Hell; and you would
have to get up by artificial light; and switch on the electric light,
grudgingly, at three in the afternoon; and the work-girls would all
have chilblains on their fingers, making them clumsy and pathetic;
and every day, some would inconveniently have stopped at their homes,
in bed, because of influenza; so that all the rest would have to do
extra work and stay later.  Yet for all that, work would go slowly;
and the insides of home-going buses and tubes would be crammed with
bodies, and smell of damp, rusty clothes.  And clients would draw up,
complacently, outside the door in Hanover Street, in closed cars like
glowing, little, comfortable caves; cars that waited, motionless,
until it was time for them to start up again with that easy expensive
ripple so irritating to people who have not got a car....  Toni, in a
temper, shook and shook the glass bowl till it was a whirl of
criss-crossing snow-flakes....  It swelled and swelled, engulfing
her....  The tiny doll-figure in the centre of the fury was herself,
and she could not get away....  Shudder of winter was near,
inescapably all around her----

"Val," she suddenly burst out, "it's the biggest fallacy going, this
splendour of independence and work that we hear so much about.
Haven't you been told over and over again how lucky you are to be
born into an age where girls are given a chance to earn money and be
on their own?  Well--we've had time to try it!  What's the verdict?
What do you think about it?"

"Oh!  I'd like to be kept," said Val, frankly.  "I'm with you all the
time.  Kept in idleness....  What does that remind me of?--A little
Western flower....  Yes, that's it.  Shakespeare at school....
'Before, milk-white, now purple with love's wound, and maidens call
it--kept-in-idleness.'  And in a really opulent and vulgar way, for
choice.  A large, luscious villa on the Riviera; cars; furs; money no
object; presents every day.  One never gets enough presents...."

"One never gets any at all," Toni amplified the complaint.  "There
are about five posts a day in London, and how many presents does one
get by post?"

"Girls of our station-in-life can't possibly accept presents....  Can
they?"

"_Can't_ they?" briefly, from Toni.  "Mother and Wanda and
Truda--that generation--were allowed to accept white kid gloves--long
ones, for balls, not the short afternoon-visiting kind.  There's a
difference.  And a few natural flowers to place against their
rippling hair.  There was no _harm_ in that.  Add cigarettes and silk
stockings--and we come down to to-day.  _I've_ got a lust for
presents that have to be brought by pantechnicon.  In Grandmère's
time, when the Uncles' business friends were still having rather
unexpected pick-ups of rubies and sapphires and so forth--'Hello, you
chaps, I've found a new mine!'--they used to have special stones set
into ear-rings or brooches, and give them away gracefully to the
Charming Ladies, for luck.  That's why Grandmère and Aunt Elsa and
all the generation-before-last, have got so much jewelry."

"And they _accepted_ these valuable gifts?" Val was shocked.  "Well,
well, well--how much more fortunate are we, with our sturdy
self-respect rather than gaudy trinkets!  ... Yes, I think decidedly
one ought to be kept, and do as little as possible for it.  Long live
the parasite!  You just coo a bit, and then somebody or other gives
you a cheque, and you've done nothing to earn it."

"Earning!" Toni groaned; "sweat of one's brow.  Sturdy self-respect,
indeed!  What'll you sell your sturdy self-respect for, Val?  One
thousand pounds a year?  Five thousand pounds?"

"No!  Damn it!  Let's do it well while we are about it.  Twenty
thousand pounds a year! ... And all in payment for nothing but simply
so beautifully being!"

If anyone had overheard this startling conversation, from two
representatives of an enlightened and progressive age, the artist,
famous enough in her own line, and the cool, responsible, successful
business woman, he might have found it hard to realise that both knew
they were talking nonsense--ignoring the stone in the peach, while
babbling about the husky sheen of its outer velvet.  But they were in
a mood to intoxicate themselves with such deliberate, illogical
nonsense ... piling it on, recklessly; as much an outlet as, twenty
and thirty years ago, rebellious discussion had been an outlet,
declarations of "the right to lead one's own life."  Val's mother,
Haidée Czelovar, had vented her suppressed irritability, and gained
whole bouquets of admiration, by saying "shocking" things, when among
her gasping, bright-eyed young cousins.  Shocking--because she was so
"advanced," so "fast"--the things she said to men!  Val, and
especially Toni, who could hardly hope to shock even the aunts of the
family, any more, by declarations of independence, found a queer
relief from weariness in shocking imaginary spectators--Splendid
Women, all of them!--by swaggering sentiments that were totally
reactionary.

Toni went on: "I've sometimes been so badly off for want of being
spoilt, that I've spoilt myself.  It's a poor substitute, rather like
sham eggs in puddings, but better than nothing.  I take myself about
in taxis, and give the man a lordly tip, and tell myself I like going
around with this person who does things so well.  Then I treat myself
to a sensuous meal in a first-class restaurant, and tell myself that
only the best is good enough for this adorable little Toni.  The
best, and never ask the price.  There's a sort of quiet generosity in
the way I do things, when I'm my own escort.  D'you remember that
scarlet _moiré_ bag I had last year, oblong, with a jewelled clasp?
That dainty, useless, expensive trifle--Rue de Rivoli, of course--was
a present.  That's why I carried it so jauntily.  Only--I paid for it
too.  Oh, it's not the same!--spoiling oneself!  I, the child of the
age, the privileged daughter of the twentieth century, the
beneficiary of years of fighting for women's emancipation from harem
slavery, I solemnly declare that there's nothing in the world I want
quite as much, as to do no work, and, for no reason at all, to have
tons of money to spend which is all made by somebody else."

Val, who was suffering from acute depression over an exhibition of
her paintings which was going to be opened the following week, when
she was safely out of the country, remarked that Toni's views were
absolutely sound; and that if she found two lonely millionaires
instead of one, knocking about loose on the Riviera, she'd summon
Toni by telegram.

"You needn't bother to do that," her cousin said, quickly; "I'm going
to get married, next week."

It was part of Val's creed to disapprove of sensational
announcements.  So she complained, now, that Toni had not led up to
her present effect with enough subtlety or delicacy.  But underneath
this flippant response, Val was suddenly anxious.  She was four years
Toni's senior; and however carelessly she might talk, the
pendulum-swing of her actual doings was never as marked from good
time to bad time, as Toni's.  Toni's moods, chastened and pruned of
exuberance as they had been, by conflict and poverty, were,
nevertheless, a counterpart of her grandmother's.  And Anastasia
Rakonitz was famous among all the branching families of Rakonitz,
Czelovar and Bettelheim, for her fantastic and _insouciante_
treatment of everybody's destinies; as though there were but one
destiny, and that her own, to be gaily spun like a diabolo reel from
the taut string.  Toni had been sober and hard-working, a devotee of
duty, both disciple and high priest at the altar of "Toni's," for two
years; ever since the catastrophic summer of 1919, when Anastasia had
been laid powerless by a stroke; and Danny, cuckoo in the Rakonitz
nest, had gone away.  He had gone away so completely that Toni, who
had loved him, knew that his silence was not a deliberate silence,
which he might therefore break at any moment; but an absolute and
happy forgetfulness of Rakonitz existence.

Val said, at last, in quite a different voice from the one which she
had used till now in their discussion:

"Does the family know?"

It was a strange comment; you might have expected that at least her
first involuntary question would have been about the man himself.

"The family aren't going to know," replied Toni; and her voice,
anyhow, remained off-hand and flippant as before.  "Why should they?
Haven't they spoilt enough for me?  I'll tell Mums, of course.  Mums
is different.  And you, well, you are going away to-morrow."

"I'm not sure that I am.  Shall I stop, Toni?"

"We're not having bridesmaids, darling.  If we were, of course, you
should wear rose-pink _crêpe de Chine_ and a leghorn hat, a sheaf of
blush roses, and a turquoise locket, present from the bridegroom.
Sorry to do you out of it, Val, but I have about ninety-two other
small cousins who couldn't be left out once I began; and I'm not keen
on Giles realising too soon that he's marrying half Europe!"

"Doesn't he realise?"

Toni's level eyebrows twisted quizzically at the corners, and the
blue eyes beneath them were not tender, but hard and mocking: "You
haven't grasped the idea one bit, Val.  The old order changeth....
I'm not marrying Giles to bring him into the family.  I'm marrying
him to get out of it, myself.  I've served the tribe well and truly
for twenty-seven years, haven't I?"

"Hardly that.  You were a spoilt brat until you were fifteen, always
tossing your curls about, and talking about your 'imperial sway'..."
Val broke off, realising that she had been tactless.  It was for
dread of that same "imperial sway," that Danny had finally escaped
from Toni Rakonitz, two autumns ago--"And even after you were
fifteen, you had lapses."

"I'm having a lapse now! one of my 'bad times,' you and the others
would call it, I suppose?  The queer part of it is, that I have a
good time during my 'bad times'; and a rotten bad time, dull and
dreary and hopeless, all work and no fun, when you all say
complacently: 'Toni is having one of her good times.'  Aren't you
going to congratulate me, Val?  Aren't you going to hope that I'll be
as happy as I deserve?"

"You're not a bit in love, Toni, and that's the trouble.  That's
where I pucker my brow and shake my head."

"I'm not all stupefied and beglamoured, if that's what you mean.
What a sweet, old-fashioned girl you are, Val!  When you were
talking, just now, about being kept in idleness..."

"Shut up and don't be a fool!" retorted Val, brusquely.  "Talking,
what's talking?  That was all hot air....  Passing the time away."

"I'm marrying for money," Toni repeated, squatting on the floor
beside the trunk, and gaily tossing balls of magpie silk into the
air, alternately black silk and white silk; Val's stockings, really,
which were lying strewn about, ready to be packed.  She tossed them
faster and faster, as her statements became more challenging and
provocative.  "I'm marrying to escape.  I'm marrying to get away from
the family, and a family of women, into the bargain.  I'm marrying so
that I can chuck work.  I'm marrying for a good time."

"Some horrible, elderly man, I suppose?"  Val was thoroughly
disgusted with her naughty little cousin.  Reaction had produced, as
out of a conjuring box, the identical Toni who, twenty years ago, had
marched into the nursery, and by some sort of royal prerogative,
which Val, the elder by four years, had been too indolent to check,
had annexed the best paint-box and all the gold and silver paint, and
all the children's books with the best illustrations, and had given
all the people in the pictures gold and silver faces, and then,
laughing heartily, had danced round and round the room, chanting:
"I'm the eldest of the eldest of the eldest of the eldest, so I shall
do just what I like, always, because nobody can stop me!"  It was an
unfortunate day when Toni had been given the family tree, showing her
own distinguished place in it.

"He's not an old man, and he's not a bit horrible.  He is exactly the
same age as I am, in fact.  His name is Maurice Giles Goddard, and I
met him down at Richard's.  He was in the Army all through the war;
been at Cologne ever since; lately demobbed; got a father, whom they
call Jimmy, and two brothers, and two small nephews, and no female
possessions at all.  _He_ doesn't want to work, either; wants to
play; wants to have a good time; wants to have a good time with me;
thinks me a darling, frightfully attractive and irresistibly amusing;
and he likes my yellow dress, thinking that God designed it, instead
of 'Toni's' in odd moments; doesn't really grasp that 'Toni's'
exists, except as a sort of amateur hobby.  He said: 'I expect it
provided you with pocket money?' ... Wasn't it naif of him, Val?  I
didn't let on, naturally, that I'd run a household of four people,
entirely on my earnings, for the last ten years or so."

"The conventional young Army man!  Well, it might be worse, I
suppose.  What does he look like?"

"He looks exactly the sort of man that, when you see him, you are
sure you can't be so lucky that he doesn't already belong to somebody
else."

"Bad grammar and high compliment!"

"You know what I mean," impatiently; "tall and ordinary, and decently
washed and brushed, and the right way of wearing his clothes, so that
you don't notice them; quite nice-looking, too; not vulgarly handsome
or striking in any way.  I forget, really, what Giles _does_ look
like.  The sun was in my eyes when I saw him." ...

"It's still in your eyes," said Val, grimly.  "And what may be the
income of this--sun-in-your-eyes?"

"Would you ask him that question if he were here, Val darling?"

"Come on, Toni, I'm not to be trifled with!  Look on me as
representing the Family! ... _Ei_, but is he then a _parti_?  I must
know, isn't it?"

Toni folded her hands, and answered staidly: "He has no money of his
own, dear Aunt Elsa; but, please, Aunt Henrietta, his father will
ladle out about two thousand pounds a year.  We can just manage on
that to begin with, can't we, Aunt Gustava?  Aunt Truda thinks we
can, but I haven't asked Aunt Gisela yet....  She's dead, you see!"

"Two thousand a year.  Not earned by you, and not earned by your
husband, and--does your husband's father earn his income, by any
chance?"

"Not he!  Jimmy's bone-idle.  Landed gent, in the country; bit of a
rake, I fancy, when he stays in town, at his club.  He inherited from
his wife, whose people were awfully well off, I believe.  About six
thousand pounds a year."

"So that really you'll all be living, quite complacently, on a
fortune drifted down from an unknown father of an unknown lady who
married 'Jimmy' and died!  Bit of a change for you, Toni!"

"How full you are of the dignity of honest toil, all of a sudden,"
cried Toni, exasperated into her wildest outburst of rhetoric, by
Val's soft, ironical inflexions.  "I don't care--I've struck gold, at
last.  As crude as that, if you like.  I've wondered for years about
what is so picturesquely called unearned increment.  What a
dream-vision, when you're tired-out, and have managed, after days of
rush and disappointed anguish, to scrape together, by your personal
toil, about sevenpence halfpenny! ... Unearned increment!  The two
most lyrical words in the English language!  How _did_ people stumble
on it?  Whereabouts did it lie?  Or was it just some fabulous legend
like on the old maps: 'Here is gold, much gold.'  'Here is gold and
silver.' ... But now I've struck it.  Actually me!  What luck!
Hurrah for plunder!"

"You're over-excited, my child....  'Toni mustn't be over-excited'--I
was brought up to remember that.  Nanny used to din it into me....
'And when she's over-excited, she ends by hurting herself!'--So watch
out!"

Toni did not argue.  She sat there, juggling with the silk-stocking
balls, flinging them higher and higher, her lips curved into that
elusive smile which might not have been a smile at all, for it was
the crescent shape, tilted up at the corners, into which the Rakonitz
mouth curved itself naturally when in repose; and behind that
tantalising bend of her lips and sparkle in her eyes, she was
thinking happily how safe and immune she was from hurt, and how Val
did not know it, nor anybody else except Toni herself.  But her soul
had found its talisman, and the talisman was this: that beyond all
doubt, and established by all proof, men were no good; men were
assets, amusing sometimes, decorative sometimes, necessary to go
about with; they had, perhaps, a few muscular advantages; but for
stuff in life to support you, for decency and chivalry, you went to
women.  Men let you down!  All the Rakonitz men, the men of the
family, had been weak and charming, and had let their women down.
Then there had been Danny ...

It was all right, now that she knew it; she was safe; safe as though
she had been given a magic coat of mail, cap of darkness, and winged
sandals, such as the mythical demi-gods used to wear to preserve them
from such hurt as common mortals must risk.  Perversely, she stood
upon disillusion as firmly as though it were religion, and a strong
rock.  Giles would let her down, of course; and if she had sons, they
too would let her down.  None of this mattered, because she had
passed, not without toll, through that silvery, fatuous stage in her
life when she could believe any one man, and say: "he is different."
None of them were different.  She was not embittered; she was just
sure and safe.

Val did not understand; yet Toni still valued her opinion.

"Look here, Val," letting all the balls of black and white fall
rolling about the floor, "it's only the way, after all, that our
grandmothers and great-grandmothers had their marriages arranged for
them.  Pretend, for a moment, that I'm split into two people--I've
often had to be two people.  I told you I used to take myself about,
and spoil myself, and buy myself scarlet _moiré_ handbags.  Well, now
I am Toni, the old-fashioned mother, _and_ Toni, the sweet and
pliable daughter.  Toni-the-mother arranges a good marriage with an
eligible young man, and Toni-the-daughter casts down her eyes
demurely, and without flaring out in any of this new-fangled rubbish
about marrying for love and so forth, just accepts her destiny.
Wasn't that the way our great-grandmother Babette was married off by
her mother? and the way Babette's mother had been married off by
_her_ mother?"

"And the way Jephthah's daughter had been sacrificed by her
father?"--Val, accustomed to Toni's sophistries, took as little heed
of them as though they were skittles in her path, as lightly to be
brushed over.  "You're not the typical Israelite maiden of the tribe,
any more, Toni.  What is the good of hoodwinking me over this
reversion-to-type business?  Our generation is our own generation,
and not any other; and we are the likelier to make a mess of things,
because..."

"Because why?"

"Oh!  I don't know."

What Val had been thinking, only she did not wish to plunge into what
might have sounded like priggish generalisations, was that theirs was
actually the first unorthodox generation.  The first generation,
totally irreligious, hardly knowing what the inside of a synagogue
looked like, nor even, alternatively, the inside of a church.  The
first generation which was the result of inter-marriage between
Israelite and Gentile; the first generation to throw away, as
valueless, the traditions of the tribe and the obligations of the
family.  They were going their way independently, without law or
precedent or interference....  What was going to become of Toni?

Suddenly Val ceased to be solemn and portentous; it was no good
bothering! besides, it was really rather exciting that Toni was going
to get married.  Such ages since there had been a wedding in the
family.  Sylvia had been the last, Sylvia Czelovar; and "Toni's," at
the start of its career, had provided the trousseau.  But Sylvia's
mother was Constance, the Dean's daughter, so that it was rather a
wedding in the _haute école_ style; everybody stepping their paces
with lofty deliberation, and dainty good form, like a carefully
controlled horse round and round the circus ring; not a ripe, rich
and juicy wedding in the true family tradition.  The last perfect
specimen of its kind that Val could remember had been in 1916, when
Deb Marcus had married Samson Phillips, himself a good Jew of
inflexible morality.  She could remember, too, when Etienne Czelovar
had wedded Canaille de Yong; Paris cousins, both of them.  She and
Toni sat now, once more cosily in touch, in the dishevelled studio,
smoking cigarettes, and recalling, as you recall features of a really
first-class procession, the organised routine of an engagement and
marriage as it used to be when the Burmah Ruby Company was at its
height; and Anastasia's three brothers, Uncle Felix, Uncle Max and
Uncle Louis were rich and powerful; and the parents of the young pair
put it formally before them, the three Pashas, to decide whether this
engagement were suitable and should be sanctioned as such; while the
fiancés themselves, painfully aware of what was going on, painfully
self-conscious, automatically fell into the postures of diffident
rapture, prompted by their ancestors.  The children of the family,
Toni and Gerald, Val, Maxine and Derek and Iris, and the four good
girls of Aunt Elsa, were expectant and on tip-toe, knowing that all
this romantic upheaval would eventually express itself in terms of
extra food and feasting.  Next in order, came the announcement of the
_fiançailles_, and correct exclamations of the shrillest surprise
from everybody who had anticipated it for weeks past:

"'And here follows a passage for the woodwind,'" Val, not being
musical, burlesqued a concert programme, "repeating the _motif_ of
the first movement; crescendo of dinner-parties for the aunts, all
the old Viennese recipes lugged out again, Goulasch, Pflaumentorte,
Crême-Düten and Apfelstrudel; speeches in the jokeful spirit, as
Uncle Otto Solomonson used to call it; and then Aunt Elsa going round
to Aunt Anastasia, and grandmother going round to Aunt Elsa, and
Aunts Hermina and Gisela writing from Paris to Aunt Henrietta, to
Settle about the Presents; they did 'em well in those days, I must
say; no duplicates....  And the Uncles, the Uncles, the Uncles gave a
cheque!--that was the refrain; thumping cheque, too.  Anecdotes of
earlier weddings were sort of mixed in with the gravy to make it
rich; and Aunt Elsa became almost _too_ Viennese ... and slapped the
Only-Dean-in-the-family's face, giving as excuse that she thought it
was that naughtee Rabbi...!  Poor Aunt Constance!"  Val, much more
than Toni, was recalling these dead pageantries, echoes of the
Rakonitz prosperity, with voluptuous relish.

--"Toni, you can't seriously be meaning to break away from all this
richness; to forfeit the congratulation and wedding presents; to defy
the ritual of parading your Giles round to each of the family in
turn, to be inspected and approved and blessed?"

Distinctly and emphatically, Toni said that she was going to forgo
all this pleasure and excitement:

"I'm marrying into a family of men, and none of them care tuppence
about each other.  Isn't it gorgeous?  No women at all; no aunts, no
grandmothers! it's like a fairy-tale; just Jimmy Goddard, widower,
and his three sons, Reginald, Giles and Fred.  Reginald's married,
and even his wife has had the decency to run away and leave him to
divorce her, after presenting him with two little sons--not
daughters, mind you--sons."  She did not believe nor trust in men;
nor rely upon them for support.  But long years in a family where
matriarchy was the supreme rule, and where the men, ineffective to
begin with, were also, for some curious reason, the first to die,
leaving behind them widows and daughters, had satiated her with the
actual sight and ways and voices of women; their rustle, and the
touch of their hands; and had caused her to regard this new
territory, on which tall men walked solitary, and forgot each other's
birthdays, as indeed the Fortunate Isles and a Kingdom of
Enchantment....

"You see them together, accidentally, sometimes; but they don't mind
if one of them happens to disappear for two or three years without
leaving an address.  They have no ghastly customs like meeting under
one roof for Christmas....  It _is_ considerate of Giles's mother to
be dead, too.  Just supposing she welcomed me as a daughter!  My Mums
is an angel; but a mother-in-law----!  I'm getting right away out of
it, Val; right out of a family of women, into a family of men.  And
I'm never going back, any more, to a crowd of superfluous relations
who remember anniversaries!"

"Good!" said Val, "then I needn't worry about sending you a
tortoiseshell hair-brush for your birthday, as I'd meant to do; or an
Italian shawl; they're cheap in Italy, so I'm told.  Never mind, I'll
respect your desire to let all sentimentalities drop into oblivion.
R.I.P....!  Let's be sensible: would you care to take on this studio,
for instance?  I've just thought of it, but it's a notion.  Do nicely
for you and your young man, and relieve me of a burden.  I've got it
for another four years, and I was going to leave it with Davidson and
Davidson to let, furnished, at six guineas a week?"

"And how much would it be for me?"

"Six guineas a week," promptly.

Toni gazed at her with reproach: "To a relation?"

"Oh, we've dropped all that," said Val.  "You haven't got any
relations.  As Christian to Jew, six guineas a week!"

"You forget," said Toni, "I'm only half a Jew!"

"And you forget," countered Val, swiftly, "that I'm only half a
Christian!"

They paused, at a deadlock....




CHAPTER III

Maxine Silver was the Matriarch's grandchild, co-responsible with
Toni.  And as Anastasia Rakonitz, since her first paralytic stroke,
two years ago, had lived with her daughter Truda, and with Truda's
children, it was Maxine's task to break to her the news that Toni had
been quietly married at a registry office, that chapped and
boisterous morning of early October.  Maxine did not enjoy the job;
but she knew that her mother would enjoy it still less; so she took a
half-day off from the Bank, where she held a high position as the
head partner's confidential secretary; and came home to Ealing,
feeling exceedingly sorry for herself, and yet a great deal more
sorry for her grandmother.  If this were the sort of blow that
to-morrow's Matriarch dealt to yesterday's--but Maxine saw Toni's
point of view, too; Anastasia, with her fitful adoration of Toni, had
yet succeeded fairly well, in her old days of despotic power, in
treating Toni's slight chances of happiness very much as a splendid,
dark elephant, enormous and majestic, decked out in sonorous purple,
and radiantly intoxicated with an 1870 vintage of Clos de Vougeot,
might have treated, with benevolent trumpetings, a flower-bed of
small white violets just beginning to unfold beneath her dancing
feet....

Anastasia still had her good times, and her bad times; but they were
now no more than enfeebled shadows of what they used to be; shadows
swaying on water, when the sunshine is in its pallid winter.  Truda
could just distinguish still, and be relieved, when the unreasoning
excitement of the bad times merged at last into a gentle, querulous,
gossiping state, in which the bed-ridden old autocrat gave no
trouble, and seemed grateful for what was done for her.  Just now, at
the period of Toni's truant wedding, she was nearing the end of one
of her bad times....

"You will fetch for me at once," she commanded Maxine, on hearing the
news, "Elsa and Henrietta; also Gustava, who, Heaven knows, is not
much help, but she will think she has a right to be here.  You will
also fetch Susie, so that I can hear all about it, and I do not care
if Haidée comes or not, but telephone her, so that she need not
imagine nothing is being done.  Yes, and also Wanda, who should have
been married long ago herself, if she had had any sense, and if she
had listened to what I say; but first, fetch me Elsa, you comprehend?
I cannot understand why Susie is not here already, but she has no
consideration, and this would be the time, if she had any right
feeling, to bring me my Sèvres coffee-cups back that Mr. Mendelberger
gave Bertrand to make up for a flawed ruby, but it was I, and not
Susie, who always had to entertain Mr. Mendelberger at my house to
dinner, isn't it so?  And Bertrand, my son, is dead, who would not
let his wife have slighted me over this marriage of Toni's, nor have
kept the cups so that I must thank Truda, yes, my own daughter, every
time I crack one of hers that have that ugly gold and pink pattern on
them, by washing my Venetian ear-rings in boiling water."  The skin
sagged in heavy folds of suffering from the two deep lines that
grooved either side of Anastasia's mouth....  "And tell your Mama,"
finished the Matriarch, "that she is to make Crême-Düten!"

Maxine nodded; she was puzzled, nevertheless.  Why Crême-Düten?
which, when she was a child, and up to the time of the fall of the
House of Rakonitz, but very rarely later, had been special treats
that marked some festivity, some occasion of pomp and rejoicing in
the family.  There had always been Crême-Düten for birthdays, and at
silver weddings.  Only the Matriarch and Truda knew the recipe, which
had come down from old Maria, who had been their cook in Vienna.  But
why did the Matriarch desire them for tea, to-day? which, by rights,
was a day of wailing in the calendar, because the eldest
granddaughter had defied law and the autocrat, and had done as she
pleased in a way that was not the fashion for Rakonitz maidens?  Then
suddenly Maxine understood: Anastasia had need, to-day, to reassure
herself and to show others, when the news smote her, that she could
still give her wayward, extravagant orders, and have them obeyed.

"Elsa, Henrietta and Gustava," the Matriarch called after her, in
reminder, as she turned to leave the room.  "And we will decide what
is to be done."

"Poor old devil," muttered Maxine.  What is to be done? ... Why, what
did Anastasia imagine could be done, now?  Nevertheless, she would
not forgo the gathering at headquarters; the calling-in of the tribe.
Only it was looking-glass administration; first, Toni got married;
afterwards, the family decided if it were to be permitted or not.

"I can just see myself trotting up to Hampstead to fetch Aunt Elsa,"
reflected Maxine; "still, with a bit of luck, she'll have sniffed the
news, anyhow; they do, in a wonderful way; jungle instinct!  I don't
believe Toni would find it necessary for Aunt Susie to be lugged in
and upset by all their jabber, just now.  I can telephone Aunt
Henrietta and Aunt Gustava," and she remembered to stop at the
kitchen door, and inform her mother about the Crême-Düten.  Truda was
almost as shocked as she had been at the news of Toni's wedding!

"Crême-Düten! to-day! when the girl is out, and I have none of the
right things in the house?  She must be mad!  Why Crême-Düten to-day?
I am willing to do anything in reason for poor Mama; I have never
forgotten to get in her rusks..."

Maxine smiled; if the Matriarch's turbulent emotions were expressing
themselves that day in terms of food, she could realise, better than
Truda, that rusks were inadequate.

"Besides," Truda went on, "what would Doctor Burton say?
Crême-Düten!  Poison for her, even as light as I make them; and
nobody coming to tea, at least, nobody except Henrietta and Gustava,
and then we are not sure, if you have not 'phoned them yet.  No,
Maxine, you can tell Iris to run out and buy a sponge-cake."

Maxine, whose sense of pitiful imagination was wide-awake for the
moment, could not quite visualise an insignificant British
sponge-cake in place of the richly spiced and decorative Gugelhupf
and the Zimmtkuchen, the Crême-Düten and the Nuss-Torte, that ought
to have upheld the Matriarch's sense of dignity at this crisis.

"Oh well--make her the Crême-Düten, mother darling, as a favour to
me.  I'll stand the racket out of my private funds.  I don't suppose
she will eat them up, but Iris and you and I can walk away with the
remains.  I haven't had them for years, anyway, and you do make them
so rippingly.  I'll buzz out and buy the ingredients as soon as I've
done some telephoning.  Might as well be useful, as I _am_ at home on
a Wednesday.  Hello! who's that?"

"That," an impatient ring at the front-door bell, with sundry
agitated rappings, proved most fortunately to be Aunt Elsa, who had
indeed, as Maxine had foretold, scented agitation and trouble and
momentous news; and not only had arrived to discuss with that poor,
poor Anastasia, what was to be done--and Maxine chuckled at the
repetition of the exact phrase which she had heard, upstairs, a few
minutes ago--but had already been out to Bedford Park to see Susie,
and had gathered much information, unwillingly imparted, about Toni's
marriage and Toni's husband.  Aunt Elsa, quivering from head to foot,
her toque rather awry, crying a little, but honouring the occasion by
her best, stiff, black silk coat, a-glitter with jet
trimming--commanded Maxine to stand out of the way, and let her go
straight upstairs; and not to enter the room, because her elders had
important matters to discuss, but to remain handy in case they wanted
anything fetched, and to keep a look-out for Aunt Henrietta, to whom
she herself had already telephoned, and who might be here at any
moment, and to send for Gustava, and Haidée was unnecessary--but
quite unnecessary; Haidée had always too much to say and no sense in
it: "And then look, Maxine, be but a good girl and run home for me,
to help Gisela with the supper, no?  I forgot to leave word I was
out, isn't it, and Emma and Eileen are invited.  Zey are so looking
forward to it and a little game of Bridge afterwards....  I must say,
it is so like Toni----"

Maxine excused herself; she said she had to help her mother with the
tea.

"And quite right that you should," cried Aunt Elsa.  "You don't help
her enough, you and Iris.  We know you have to work, but there are
other times...."  Aunt Elsa disappeared into the Matriarch's bedroom.
A couple of minutes later, Aunt Henrietta turned up; and then Aunt
Gustava in a taxi.  She had called for Wanda on her way.  Truda, who
longed to be at the conference, was kept downstairs by Maxine's
generous plea that she should humour the Matriarch and send up an
exciting tea, baroque in its architecture, modelled on tradition, and
well-flavoured with memories.  As for the frivolous Haidée, Val's
mother, it was just as well that she had not been sent for, because
her habit of dropping little amusing and bitter remarks, when they
were least wanted, always led to a quarrel with Aunt Elsa.

"I have seen Susie," Aunt Elsa declared: "I hurried down, yes, just
as I was.  'How much has he, then?' I asked her.  'Is it a _parti_?
For goodness sake, Susie, don't choose now to be sentimental, and
talk silliness about hoping she will be happy.'"

"But that _is_ Susie!" remarked Anastasia, who was Susie's
mother-in-law; "as if happiness did not depend, first of all, on if a
man has a sound business, and whether his parents approve of the
match.  I must meet his parents at once.  Has anyone been sent for
them?  Why not?"  Her glance roved imperiously round the room;
hovered, for a moment, over Wanda....

"Goodness!" ejaculated the latter.  "I hope you don't mean to send me
to fetch them?" and she tittered nervously.

"Is it not a marvel?" the Matriarch appealed to Henrietta--for
Gustava, as usual, was on the verge of weeping, and not of much
assistance--"Is it not a marvel, how Wanda can always laugh in that
silly way?  One would suppose, isn't it, that she, and not Gustava,
could sit down, and cry, and thank Heaven that we helped her; yes, I,
and the blessed Max and Louis----" Aunt Elsa dabbed her eyes--"So
that she isn't married now to a bad husband, like my poor Toni."

Henrietta remarked, in her over-emphatic way, that they could not be
sure yet that Toni's choice was so utterly bad, as none of them had
seen the young man.  "_Is_ he young, by the way?  I hope, at least,
that.  I will give her a nice wedding-present, if he is young.  Come,
Elsa, what is the good of your poking your nose into everything, if
you have nothing fresh to tell us now.  He is a Goy, of course? and
his name? and his profession?  Does Susie like him?  and where are
they going to live?"

"And above all," interrupted Anastasia, bringing out her idiom with
an air of one clinching the matter, "why--that is what I ask
you--_why_ has my granddaughter made this toad-in-the-hole marriage?"

"His name is Giles Goddard," began Aunt Elsa, mysterious with the
information which she alone possessed; and pronouncing "Giles" with a
hard G, and "Goddard" with a soft one.

"And his income?"

Elsa was silent, struggling with a sneeze; having once begun to
sneeze, she did not stop for some time.

"He _is_ a Goy," Gustava Czelovar put in.  "That is why Constance
thinks that Raoul will feel it so much that he was not consulted."

"And why, sought-out, should Raoul have been consulted?" barked
Henrietta.  And Gustava subsided, murmuring vaguely, "Because of the
Dean!" ... She was inclined to be elated that the Dean, the only Dean
in the family, was her stepson's father-in-law.

Elsa, meanwhile, had recovered her speech:

"I cannot stand these English winters.  For next winter I go abroad.
I am all rheumatism; my bones ..."

"Your bones, for the moment, do not concern us.  This Joddard, where
did Toni meet him?  No, you need not tell me.  At Richard's.  Am I
right?  Whatever goes wrong is from Richard's; that boy is a
curse....  I should not be surprised if you told me that Toni has
married one of his farm workers.  My delicate Toni married to a farm
worker!" wailed Anastasia, "making her hands rough with earth and
cows' bludders; she has such pretty hands, like all of the family,
but especially her Aunt Simone; my poor sister Simone!"

Aunt Gustava, from weeping at Henrietta's snub, began to bridle and
to smooth the silk dress over her knees, and to make other petty,
trembling gestures, signifying that she had been directly insulted;
as she always did whenever Simone was mentioned; for she was herself
only the second wife of Karl Czelovar, who, previous to marrying her,
had been married to Simone Rakonitz, the beautiful Miss Rakonitz of
Vienna.

At that moment the entrance of Iris, the younger Silver girl,
carrying a large tray with the best Sèvres tea-service, caused a
diversion.  Aunt Henrietta, in the brusque manner and repellent voice
with which she covered her strong affection for all the children in
the family, said at once:

"What is this we hear, Iris, that you want to bob your hair?  let's
have no more talk of such nonsense, but be thankful that you have
beautiful hair; this ugly fashion of cutting may be all very well for
others, but you should be proud, and not grumble."

Iris sighed, and began to clear the tea-table of its accumulation of
old lace plunged in a basin of coffee, piles of faded photographs,
broken jewelry, playing-cards, liniment, lampshade materials, and
three open pots of different varieties of continental savoury pickle:
"Gurken," which the Matriarch was interestedly sampling for a new
firm, in defiance of the Doctor's orders: "Yes, yes, but it gives me
something to wake up for, when I cannot sleep at night.  And besides,
it is an arrangement; I get a commission on every pot I sell, and as
this room is full of visitors always..."  But very few people came
any more to the Matriarch's room in Truda's house at Ealing.  She
received companies of ghosts ... who did not purchase continental
pickles.

"What!" cried Aunt Elsa, "Iris cut her hair?  Shame yourself, Iris!"
They all glared at Iris, unwilling to make her more conceited, by
informing her of a fact with which she had already been satiated,
that she alone, of all the family, had inherited the famous red gold
hair of Simone; hair which waved and rippled, in the true
fairy-princess style, far below the knees; they were shocked beyond
words that she, unworthy of the privilege, should dare to talk of
bobbing.

"Oh, I'm not going to bob," said Iris, gently.  "Not if you really
feel it would be a pity, Grandmère!"

Anastasia and Elsa and Henrietta were conscious of a quiver of
uneasiness at this good-little-girl reply.  It was the same with all
the children, of late years: Toni, Maxine, Val, Pearl ... they were
indulgent.  Almost terribly indulgent; they suppressed their own
opinions, and were tolerant of the opinions of the older generation.
This was as it should be, and yet--not quite as it should be.
Respectful, yes; but tolerant--was it not almost an insult?  Once
upon a time, young girls had been afraid of their elders, and fear
had kept them timid and obedient; and next-upon-a-time, they flared
out into rebellion, and rebellion led to revolution, and revolution
to escape....  All these phases were subtly flattering to despotism.
But now--did Iris mean to be impertinent, with her yielding answer?

Iris, as it happened, concealed a real grievance; for even Truda, in
all other things a kind and reasonable parent, was stuck fast in a
bog of sentiment over this one matter; and Iris knew she would have
to carry on her unwilling head, the burden of Simone's hair, with all
the waste of time involved, and the heaviness of hairpins, for the
remainder of her natural life.  For she would not upset Truda; nor,
indeed, Grandmère, and the few remaining aunts of the family:
"They're pretty old and feeble nowadays; and one can see their point
of view about all that ginger jam of yours!" advised Maxine.  One
could.  Maxine could; and Toni and Iris and Val and Pearl.  They were
a soft and chivalrous generation, these hard women of the twentieth
century.

The natural result of the unspoken thrill of discomfort caused to the
four old ladies and Wanda, by the Iris interlude, was a greater
truculence than even before, when they returned to the question of
Toni and Toni's husband.

"How much _has_ he, then?" repeated Aunt Henrietta, "and what, I beg
of you, does he do?"

"But nossing, I tell you.  Nossing, nossing!  He has just come out of
the Army; he was at Köln; they say his father is rich, and will allow
him something.  Susie spoke of two thousand pounds a year....  That
is not too much, if they have to keep Susie too."

Wanda reminded them that there was still the business in Hanover
Street: "Toni's."

"Yes, well, and what is to become of that?  And just as it was
beginning to do well!  Is she to go on going every day, leaving her
home? leaving her husband to look after the babies?"

"But I asked Susie that, if only you would listen.  I asked her, and
she said, 'No, Toni is tired of business.'  Toni will remain a
sleeping partner, and draw a little every year and no more; and what
she draws, she will give Susie."

Aunt Henrietta said slowly, and there was more prophetic force behind
her words, and less shrill denunciation than had yet been heard in
that room to-day:

"Toni won't like being dependent on her husband for money, and having
to ask him for every penny, now, after she has been the paying one
for so long.  It was different for us; yes, it was easier for us,
because we had known no other way; and even then, not so easy," and
her voice was as though marked and seamed and pocked by the many
times in the past that she had had to go unwillingly to Otto
Solomonson, and say, not daring to let her impatience be visible:
"Otto, give me money," and Otto's invariable reply--the reply of all
the Ottos in the universe: "Vot do you want it for?  I gave you some
last week."

"I cannot settle anything," said Anastasia, "until I have had an
interview with Mr. Joddard, the young man's father.  I must know for
certain what is being settled upon the young people, and if it will
be enough for them to live in the style to which my Toni is
accustomed."  The Matriarch was speaking in the grand manner.  She
had forgotten many things.  She forgot on the same grand scale as she
had done everything else, for over eighty years.  As though to
materialise the momentary dreams that were drifting through her mind,
Truda appeared now with the Crême-Düten, which she had made as a
favour to Maxine; and Iris followed with the coffee; and Aunt Gustava
stopped crying; and Aunt Elsa pulled up her veil; and Anastasia was a
very gracious hostess; and they were all quite sure, already, that
she had only to meet Mr. Joddard senior, to vanquish him.  But it was
queer ... that Toni should have married like this ... like this ...
without permission, without any coloured display; violating
tradition, upsetting her grandmother.  Like this ... without
congratulation, without Crême-Düten, without anything...

"I do not think, mind you," pronounced Aunt Elsa, "that Toni was ever
so very wonderfully clever at her business, as you always said,
'Stasia.  I thought, several times, that I must help this poor, brave
girl to get along; so I took her that lovely piece of blue silk
brocade which Berthe had sent me from Paris--I believe die Tante
Gisela bought it at the Exhibition of 1890--and some beautiful
trimming--I was going to have it made up into a blouse for Pearl--but
I assure you, Toni made nossing of it at all.  She was not even
attending when I gave her my ideas, and she had no fashion-books
there that I could see from, a little bit.  Perhaps she is better
married than in business, but that doesn't take it away that she is
very ungrateful."

Aunt Gustava agreed that Toni was highly ungrateful.  The Matriarch
was exhausted, but she rallied for a final defence of her favourite
Toni: "Now you need not talk so swelled, Gustava; we all have trouble
with our grand-daughters; what is this I hear, by accident, from
Maxine, about your Val going abroad without a chaperon? and rubbish
about a house in Italy? and not even coming to say good-bye?  I must
say, I never thought much good would come of it to let her learn that
painting, and now, you see--it is a quite mad idea; they do mad
things, young girls, nowadays."

"Her pictures are terrible, terrible!" put in Aunt Henrietta, "too
terrible!"

Quite unexpectedly, Aunt Elsa ruffled up, in her turn, defending Val.
She possessed one of Val's pictures, a conciliatory present after
strife!--and did not like to hear its value depreciated: "And why
should she not go abroad, and see our relations at San Remo?" ...

"_If_ she goes to see them," began Henrietta, ominously....  "I know
Val; she is not fond of paying calls on her relations."

And Anastasia had just begun to say: "If anyone ever brought up her
daughter badly, and spoilt her, and gave her no ideas of what was
right, it is Haidée" ... when Haidée walked in, and put an end to
that section of the discussion.

"Well!" she queried, impertinently.  "What about Haidée?"  She had
always been less afraid of the Aunts than either Truda or Wanda, who
were about her age.  "Crême-Düten!  Good!  Who ordered Crême-Düten?
I thought they were a relic of the Franco-Prussian War.  And what's
all this about Toni and her runaway match?  I suppose you are
terribly angry with her, Aunt 'Stasia?  She is a young scamp!"

Anastasia Rakonitz said, severely: "It will no doubt astonish you,
Haidée, for you are used to your daughter, Val, doing harry-carry
things without you or Francis being told; but Toni is not like that.
She told me at the same time that she came to ask my approval of her
engagement to this Giles Goddard"--and, accidently mispronouncing the
name she had heard from Aunt Elsa's lips, she got it right--"and she
told me, too, that for private family reasons, that it is not likely
I would tell you about, Haidée--you who are so indiscreet, and go
babbling everywhere--the wedding would have to be a very quiet one.
My granddaughter has made a good match, and I am satisfied."




CHAPTER IV

The scene was Venice.  The October moon decorated the vague spaces
between sky and lagoon, like romance's first round platitude spoken
for the first time; it burnished the water which slapped at the steps
of the Doges' ghost-white Palace; it fingered the sharp, black edges
of the buildings on the island of San Giorgio; they lay like one
building, flat against the sky's pallor.  In a gondola on the Grand
Canal, Toni and Giles were holding hands.

Toni was holding his hand, because this was Venice by moonlight, and
she was on her honeymoon, and had a mocking sense of the fitness of
things.  She held his hand from the same capricious choice that had
made her insist on Venice; it was her secret joke: she had married a
conventional husband, and here they were in the conventional gondola.
The conventional moon was the same red-gold as Aunt Simone's hair, as
Iris's hair; she, Toni Rakonitz, Toni Goddard, completed the
conventional picture by the conventionally romantic gesture: she held
his hand.

And it wasn't so bad ...

As for Giles, he held Toni's hand because he wanted to.  His motives
were always simple and unaffected; though, at times, startling to
Toni, who pleased herself by arranging him always by the formula to
which she had first fitted him.  She did this in a high-handed sort
of way, consistently following out her line of the wholly
preposterous, because her love-affair of the Five Approaching Males
towards Richard's duck-pond, had begun so preposterously; and she had
no wish to alter the vein of comic exaggeration.  So whenever Giles
walked out of the rather narrow limits she had so imperiously set to
his tastes and understanding, Toni either pretended not to notice, or
else nimbly put him back again.  Nevertheless, she had had one or two
small shocks already.  It was a joke, undoubtedly, that a Rakonitz
should marry into a family composed entirely of strong men, of the
English country-house and landed-gentry race; who looked their best
in old tweeds and old prejudices; who talked about horses, and had
been to public schools, and were as offhand about each other as was
the North Pole, possibly, about the Equator.  Therefore, she insisted
that the joke should be kept up.  As a joke, in fact, it excused her.
It translated a marriage, to which she had consented for reasons that
were plainly a betrayal of her spiritual fearlessness, into terms of
buffoonery.  Yet, after all the buffetings she had had, did she need
excuse?  So Toni petulantly argued with an adversary who was also
Toni.  There was surely a gallant swagger in the joke?  If you did
not expect romantic love any more, why, then you did not moan, but
snapped your fingers at it; burlesqued it--with Venice, and two in a
gondola, holding hands.  You presented your Giles Maurice Goddard,
aged twenty-eight, Charterhouse and Univ., with a very scrupulously
bound Vellum Edition of Toni, trimming away such superfluities as an
acute talent for business, and a keen sense of obligation to your
kin--oh no! he certainly would not want that!  nor a Family like the
first eight chapters from Chronicles, who would expect to be asked to
the wedding, and to the house-warming, and to the Baronitzutahs of
many sons.  So the family was carefully screened away behind Toni's
casual: "I'd rather be married at a Registry Office, Giles.  We don't
want fuss and people, do we?"

And that other betrayal, of "Toni's"? the business which her driving
energy, grimly and tirelessly, had pulled through crisis after
crisis, as a child is pulled through its perilous infantile
complaints, until at last, taut nerves might slacken, for at last a
solvent "Toni's" was beginning to acquire personality in the dress
world?--that, too, was recklessly tossed over her shoulder;
slaughtered in some such phrase as: "Oh! yes, it was quite amusing,
for a time, to run a shop; lots of girls do, you know; but we needn't
be bothered with it any more.  I've told them they can keep my name
on, if they like...."  Miss Thompson, the superlatively good fitter,
and Aimée Lequesne were running "Toni's" now, though she remained a
sleeping partner and Court of Final Appeal; arranging with the Bank
for her signature to all the big monthly cheques; and reserving the
right to look into the books whenever she wanted to.  It was she who
had hastily fixed Miss Thompson's present salary at £300 a year, and
Aimée Lequesne's at £200, though, by a system of payment in closed
envelopes, neither of them were to know what the other was to
receive; Aimée would not have seen why...?  Toni herself, who had
drawn £500 a year out of the business during the last two years, now
fixed to draw only £200 a year; and this should go, every shilling of
it, to her mother.  Her brother Gerald was beginning to earn quite
adequately; between the two of them, Susie would be all right; and
Giles need not know--here was the point!--that Toni had relations who
were dependent on her.  It made such a dingy figure of her girlhood,
to have "dependent relations."  Only--and in this lay the ironic fun
of the situation!--by placing herself in such a pretty, amber
limelight, softening all the angular curves; by wantonly remaining
the charming, graceful, demure girl in yellow, who had poured out the
drinks one afternoon, ten days ago, on Richard's lawn--Toni had left
herself entirely dependent on Giles.  But how fantastic a change,
exulted Toni-of-all-people, to be actually a spoilt, quiescent, soft,
little plunderer of male pockets; to watch Giles pay the bills; to
yield her suitcase to Giles to carry, because--with a little sigh:
"It's so heavy--and, please, I didn't mean to bring such a lot of
luggage, Giles darling; but you _do_ like me to look nice, and you
know what shoes are!" ... Val would have shaken her.

She was not staging herself as a fool; that would have involved too
much conscious labour; merely as a gay, irresponsible comrade in the
frivolous good time they both meant to have.  Sternly, underneath the
joke, Toni determined that the future should solidify into fact, what
she was shaping herself, in play; she purposed remaining this pirate
to whom gold was always accessible; this slender, delicate, blossomy
creature, for whom burdens must be carried.  Princess Parasite?  But
shameless Toni only shrugged her shoulders....  No girl, she averred,
can ever again shrug shoulders so lightly, who has but once made the
mistake of letting it be known that she can carry burdens upon them.
She had proved this.  So let Giles remain ignorant of her carrying
powers.

As for love, you laughed at love, by taking your big, good-looking,
young husband to Venice, and lying with him in a gondola under the
moon, just to show that you were "Venice-proof," and that they could
not have you any more in the good old way, with the good old stunts!
Coat of mail and cap of darkness! ... but Toni had to admit that the
overdone "properties" which Venice shook out of her sleeve for lovers
on a honeymoon: lagoon and moon and gondola, were putting up a pretty
show, nevertheless.

Music, too....  "Oh, the darlings!" exclaimed Toni, as men's voices
drifted faintly across to them, singing the melodies which had
dripped sentiment into the shimmering black and silver water for the
past fifty years, at least; and--no, surely this was too plausible to
be true?--

--"Good old Barcarolle," grunted Giles, heartily: and their gondola
glided easily to a place among the group of gondolas that were
floating round the stationary raft of the singers.  "Funny, though,
isn't it? the boats swing in time to that music--hackneyed as the
deuce, of course! but it just hits the gondola rhythm."  Indeed, the
monotonous cadence seemed to appeal to the mating instinct in the
proud, dumb gondolas, as they rode, with high uplifted prows, on the
Lagoon; to impel them, by mysterious force, nearer and nearer, each
stealthy two attentive to the spell; so that you expected that, in a
final tempest of passion, the notched steel would clash and clash
together.  But the flanks of the gondolas touched silently like the
rubbing of velvet upon velvet, and glided apart again ... till the
melody drew them once more.

... Hussy of the Adriatic!--("Bride," indeed!) ... Yet what more
ridiculous than Toni's confidence that her lagoon and moon, and her
gondolas like giants' shoon, could no longer work their rhyming,
lapping magic?  "Hackneyed as the deuce!" Giles had said; and Toni
had chosen Venice because there was not the faintest possible element
of risk in being taken in by it!  Gondolas?  Good Heavens!
Moonlight?  Good God! ... But she felt a twinge of mistrust, inside
her enveloping coat-of-mail; suppose it had broken slightly apart at
one of the seams, and suppose Venice were to creep in?

"Can you cope with any more of this syrup?" she asked her husband,
uneasily.  "Shall we go on to Rome?"  Or couldn't she risk Rome,
either?  Was there no place of enough old-fashioned and conventional
beauty to fit into the joke, Toni's rollicking joke?  The places she
had really ached to see, the travelling she had longed for, now no
less than always: Vienna, Budapest, Constantinople--these she had not
dared visit, for fear of the tumult they might awake in her.  And for
a deeper-lying fear ... that the joke might not look so funny, there.
Besides, you did not go to Vienna, for the first time, with the wrong
man; not if you were Toni Rakonitz.  You could go to Venice with the
wrong man, of course, because--oh! well, Venice was an idiot!

"Let's stay here," replied a lazy and contented Giles, answering her
question.  "Of course it's a dug-out--I said so!--isn't that what you
chose it for?  Isn't that in keeping with the latest whim--fad--what
d'you call it?--to be Victorian and put antimacassars on your jazz
arm-chairs?"  His eyes teased her; Kitchener eyes, Toni had called
them, because they were set so deep under their gables; but then she
had noticed how they lacked blue steel and keenness; and: "A loafer's
eyes," she added, tempering her former description.  And he had
retorted, not inadequately, by describing her as less a girl of flesh
and substance, than an Immaculate Silhouette of the Very Latest
Fashion....  And there he was, out of the formula again!  The Giles
of her conception, might, indeed, have realised, in a stumbling,
infatuated sort of way, that she always "looked all right, somehow.
Her clothes, I expect, or the way she puts 'em on or something----"
but without the power of being so articulate about it.  Toni was
rapidly becoming impatient with these two truants from her good
management: this Venice of persistent enchantment; and this Giles,
who refused to talk in empty, well-bred tones about what was done and
not done...

"It's the gondolas that get me," Giles went on.  "What luck that the
late Republic of Venice should have had that stingy fit, pandering to
the Puritan Party!--when they gave orders that gondolas were not to
be coloured any more, because the nobles were getting too damned
extravagant all round.  All this splendid, sombre black and gold is
simply the making of Venice; it must have looked pretty foul, before!
But that _is_ Italy: they get most of their best effects by accident,
I've noticed; and usually when they're trying for the exact opposite!"

Toni agreed that she would not have fancied a gondola in vieux-rose
picked out with blue.  And then, unnecessarily, she reverted to his
question about her reasons for the choice of Venice, which still
plagued her as might an unsuccessful burlesque that you afterwards
try to justify by re-naming it a morality play:

"My great-grandfather married a Venetian woman; so I was curious to
come here.  She was a Civrian; there were five lovely sisters, and
their father was a glass-blower, and they lived in an old palazzo up
by the Rialto Bridge."

Giles did not look as disgusted at the mention of relations, as her
hypersensitive feelings on the subject had led her to expect:

"How jolly! then you've got it in the blood.  But what a shame that
you haven't tawny Venetian hair.  I stood on the steps of the Rialto
for about two hours yesterday, while you were in the shops, hoping to
spot some of it; but I believe it's extinct."

"My cousin, Iris, has got it."  Now she had so fatally begun, Toni
was curiously impelled to go on boasting about the family; but she
hoped Giles would stop her soon, by looking bored.  "Iris isn't
Venetian, and nor am I, and nor was Aunt Simone, though the colour of
her hair was just that dark red-gold.  My great-grandfather married
twice; Clementina Civrian was his second wife.  I'm descended from
the first, through Grandmère----"  She stopped herself from further
babblings.

"I haven't seen your granny yet, have I?"

"You'd know it if you had," spoke a voice in Toni's soul ... but not
aloud.  If only Giles could be aware how far removed was the
Matriarch, Anastasia Rakonitz, in all her rich and jubilant
arrogance, from the pretty oleograph of silver curls, knitting, and a
gentle voice, implied by the old-fashioned term "granny"!

The concert was over now, and the gondolas shot away, one by one,
into the warm darkness.  Presently, they were drifting back to their
hotel; too soon for such a night; Giles rummaged among his forgotten
tags of Latin, and produced some sort of order to the gondolier, that
he was to take them a long way round by the little canals, dark
crooked water-ways between high walls.  Now and then he uttered a
low, musical cry of warning: "Ohé!" as they swung round a corner, or
under the archway of a bridge where the water lay in a triangle of
blacker velvet in the blackness.

"What are we going to do afterwards, Giles?  No, I don't mean Rome; I
mean after that, when we get back to the studio?"

"Enjoy ourselves like Hell," said Giles.  "You weren't expecting me
to say that I must take up some form of regular work, were you?  I'll
stop in Venice, if I've got to work, and become a dredger.  Imagine
the really exciting bodies I should have to haul out of the water on
to the steps, while they dripped green slime down my trousers, and
gondoliers wailed: 'Ohé!'--which is awfully like 'Oh, I say!' when
you come to think of it!"

Toni shuddered.  "I don't see myself as a dredger's wife, not even in
Venice, with a shawl over my un-Venetian hair!  No, of course I don't
want you to work.  Why should I?  Though I suppose the right sort of
wife would inspire you with lofty ambitions to Make Good."

"_Going_ to make good," murmured Giles, prone on the cushions at
Toni's feet.  "Going to make good, having a good time.  Had enough
work.  School and 'Varsity, and then six years of war, two years more
than nearly everybody else....  I was some ass to get into the
Occupying Army."

"What is your great secret ambition, Giles?  Surely every decent
fellow has a Great Ambition?"

"Honest?"

"Yes, honest."  Now she could see if her formula were in working
order.  What, according to type, should his great ambition prove to
be?  The lonely summit of Mount Everest? the North Pole by aeroplane?
making a century for England against the Australians?  Toni ran them
all over in her mind, hearty, robust, manly ambitions, worthy of an
Island Race; nothing morbid or exotic!  And he would be reticent, of
course, in revealing them; shy, and rather awkward; he would make her
promise not to rag him....

But Giles's revelation of his most intimate feelings was delivered
without any preface or apology; and with all the suppleness at the
joints of rhetoric, which one has learnt to expect from one of
Dostoievsky's Russians, meeting a stray victim, dumb but not deaf, in
a café in Moscow:

"I'd like to stand in front of a cheering, raving, hectically
applauding crowd, all because of me; just for a moment, _focussing_
the sensation I'd won; drinking it in.  I don't quite know what for,
and it really wouldn't matter; an opera-singer at the end of his big
act on a gala evening; a dramatist, taking his call on the first
night; or a soldier back from"--he laughed--"a rather showy campaign;
or a K.C., who has managed to get his murderer off against
overwhelming odds; it would have to be a very public trial, of
course, and millions of people swarming round the Court-house.  Or,"
added Giles, with earnest and appealing directness, "a king; not that
a king ever gets much of a show nowadays, unless one had a
revolution--oh, I wouldn't mind being guillotined, if they'd stick it
up in a really conspicuous place!"

... "Ohé!" cried the gondolier, as he delicately shaved the corner of
a bridge, and oared them for a moment into the light of a rusty iron
lantern out-thrust from the wall, as though a rigid fist were holding
it there.  Toni was staring at Giles in complete amazement: he could
not really mean what he was saying? but even as a form of chaff, it
took an unexpected line; his Great Ambition was so acutely personal,
so ignoble and gaudy...

"You don't really mean all that, do you, Giles?"

"Why not?" replied a perfectly serene Giles, whose face she could not
see; they had passed, now, out of the light of the lamp, into another
canal that was a mere flowing strip between the palace backs.

"Well," said Toni, sublimely unconscious how she, in her turn, by a
reversal of roles, had adopted the public-school and country-house
outlook, which she had so confidently expected from him: "it--it's
not even adult!  It's not the sort of thing that you _ought_ to want
most of all, unless you're a child, screaming for something
glittering to hold."

"I didn't say it was what I _ought_ to want most!  I ought, of
course, to want to accomplish something by steady, patient labour,
that will benefit mankind, and nobody ever know that I did it; like
the cure for cancer, you know.  But," he finished, plaintively, "it's
not my fault if I'm vulgar, is it?"

He could feel Toni's body shaking with laughter, close up against
his.  She was laughing, as Providence had fortunately enabled her to
laugh, at her own discomfiture; for Giles's ambition really had
shocked her.  And with the discovery, that it was certainly hopeless
to continue obstinate in her belief that he was the kind of man, easy
to deal with, whom civilisation had known as long as it had been
familiar with maps, she began to wonder what their uncharted future
together would be like?  It could not be left altogether without
plans, to haphazard, and to the doubtful good-nature of heaven.
One's grandparents--they had never discussed anything before-hand,
and look what a mess...

"About children, Giles," said this 1921 Toni, "I'm not keen on being
a childless couple, are you? or even part of one; but we do want,
both of us, to let things rip, and have a good time without any
hindrances...."  She hesitated.

"Kids needn't be hindrances, if you sling 'em over to a decently
expensive nurse," said this 1921 Giles.  The scene was Venice by
moonlight, in a gondola, and they were on their honeymoon....

"Of course we'd provide a decently expensive nurse.  You don't think
I mean to trail about in a nursery for the rest of my radiant youth,
hanging wee under-garments over the fire-guard to dry?  No, but the
point is, shall we get it over, and have a child first, and a good
time afterwards?"

"Why not the other way round?"

"That would limit the revelry, wouldn't it?  I don't want to feel
that in the middle of everything, one's Inner Policeman would bawl:
'Time's up! come along, now, and have a family!'  A good time ought
to go on and on and on, like a road over the hills."

Giles remarked, indolently controversial, according to masculine
habit, over the symbol instead of its essence, that he would hate a
road over the hills to go on and on and on, without any prospects of
an end, and a halt, and a drink.

"But look here, Giles, I'm not going to dump a nursery on you if
you'd feel it as any sort of check....  You know, when we got
married, the notion was, that we weren't, either of us, to be stuck
in a quaggy place, not able to get out without dragging on the other;
we were each going to do as we liked."

"Of course," Giles agreed; "that was in the bond."  He did not feel
very strongly about it, because his manner of upbringing, mainly by
his father, and a tutor, and then in institutes run by males, for
males, with males, had always left him personally free, after he had
done obeisance to an obvious mechanical routine.  So that he took it
for granted that marriage would impose no more "dragging" than the
negligible amount within the scope of his imagination.  He had
wondered, idly, why Toni had been so insistent that he and she should
continue morally, as free as gipsies? naturally, marriage did not
prevent this!  Toni, by getting hectic over their mutual freedom, was
offering a gift of space and fresh air to one who had all his life
dwelt solitary upon open moor-land.

But when Giles had tentatively enquired whether Toni would, perhaps,
as she seemed fearful of certain penalties and bogeys in marriage,
prefer something called a "free union," he liked to remember how her
fastidiousness had curled back, in disdain, from even the phrase;
which, from her point of view, signified a muddle, pompously
designated; and only chosen by marriage shirkers, who could not even
properly handle their so-called "freedom."  Giles was heartily glad
she felt like that about it.  But she was, surely, a bit morbid on
the notion of "dragging on one another," domestic tyranny, and so
forth? ... Toni a tyrant?  Ridiculous!  Then what was she afraid of?

"Afraid of herself" ... did not occur to him, as a solution; nor that
she was piling up barriers to thwart her own matriarchy, should it
ever become uncontrollable; warning Giles, warning her husband....
But he had decided that Toni had heard of unfeeling husbands who
forced motherhood on their wives "because all women enjoy it"!  Well,
she was stupid for once.  _His_ was not an "all-women" type of
reasoning.  He set to work, reassuring her: "The main point is, Toni,
that if you don't want to have children, you needn't think you have
to, because of me, and because you're married.  However sensibly we
behave afterwards, over nurses, and not being sentimental, and all
that, still, it _will_ be your show and not mine" ... he stopped,
suddenly, seeing a mental picture, almost unbearably vivid, of the
usual bedroom and furnishings, during the time when a child was being
born; marionettes in the costumes of doctor, nurse, anxious mother
... tiptoeing to the door--creak--creak--passing on the message:
"getting on as well as we can expect"--to the anxious husband, who
waited, racked with impatience, in the passage, on the stairs, in and
out of the dining-room.  He had heard the whole process recited a
thousand times; by married pals ... and in books....  It was all so
familiar as to have contained no meaning at all--until, as now, he
visualised Toni in that room, and himself outside it.  Unbearable?
well--but how was he going to bear it, then, when the time came?
Toni could face it, nonchalantly, ... for Toni had pluck.  He wished
those beastly writers would not be quite so lush with their
description of "a sound of low moaning," "a scream of agony which
wrung the man's heart"--not too late to prevent it happening, now,
while he still had Toni safe in his arms, and she could coolly
discuss whether or not it would be convenient to have a child.
Anyway, he did not want Toni to have children, just to please him.
He felt absurdly unlike a father; the word still had dignified
associations, or foolish and pompous associations, of grey beard and
walrus moustache; and of the genial fellow represented in the
advertisements, wearing a bowler hat, and bringing home, while the
Little Ones clustered round him in the hall, special preparations of
toffee, or oats, or breakfast food: "_Father_, is it Dodson's?  If
it's Dodson's, it's RIGHT!" ... --Father? ... What did Toni want?
talking about love and motherhood in that voice which always seemed
to him as light and as soft and as cool as falling snowflakes?
snowflakes that heaped up, and formed a hiding-place....  Caves and
hollows underneath the brittle snow.  He had learnt very little, as
yet, of his carnival partner.

And Toni, who imagined that she had not married for love; who
imagined that she wanted to have no more to do with family or family
obligations, who wanted her future to be divinely carefree, without
shackles upon her time or high spirits, who had desired recklessly to
spend money on enjoying herself--Toni, not wholly a traitor, was
quite determined that one child, at least, they must have.  One
child; and soon.  The racial instinct was still resilient in her; so
that she looked upon the next generation as the generation that
counted, and the existing generation only important as parents.  Her
individual life had fought to contradict all this.  It was she who
wanted to laugh and dance and enjoy herself; not her sons and
daughters, but she, Toni, now, most urgently; nevertheless--and here
pride of matriarchy rolled up!--she was the eldest of the eldest of
the eldest of the eldest ... it must not be Toni Rakonitz who failed
to carry on the Rakonitz family.  Her conscience refused that
responsibility, worse than any she had yet shouldered, of voluntarily
being the one to stop the progressive line.  "Begat," that word
echoing through Old Testament Chronicles, was in the marrow of her
bones, commanding them.  Toni denied that she was romantic; denied
that she was religious; most vehemently would she deny that she was
obedient.  Yet she still found romance in the continuance of a great
family; she was still obedient to what was demanded of her, in
fulfilment of her share in it.  But as for religion--oh, you called
it a code, for present-day needs; or, with yet more wrappings of
slang: "behaving decently!" ... So she thought of having a child, not
heroically, as of one dedicated to race, but as "a hell of a
nuisance"--with the same impatience that she had felt, when she was a
child, and received a circulating round-robin letter, during that
trying fashion: you copied out a prayer, or a wish, or a page of
poetry three times, and sent it on to three of your friends; and it
all seemed quite purposeless, but it just had to go on, because it
had started somewhere, and someone expected you to do it, and you
dared not risk your luck---and not only your own, but, it might be,
an accumulation of luck--by being the first one to say "stop!"

If you were a spinster, and could not help being a descendant but
never an ancestor, that absolved you.  But Toni recognised the
decree, and yielded to it, which had kept the Israelites still a
vitality to be reckoned with, through ages of persecution and exile.
Only half an Israelite herself, and she had married a Christian;
there would not be much of the Jew in Toni's child.  Still ... she
shrugged her shoulders--you married and let yourself in for it; the
world must go on!

"Postponing things is the devil," she remarked to Giles; "I hate
going to a party, and being called away for an hour, just as I've
really got going; and then coming back to it and having to get into
my stride all over again.  So let's have a child before we even begin
to paint the town red.  It needn't affect you, Giles, any old way."

"Lord, no!  It needn't affect the Chinese Minister nor the policeman
in Ludgate Circus, need it?  Why do you suppose I married you, Toni?"

"Because I'm so attractive, darling!"  She turned towards him,
laughing, her eyes gaily crinkled, as they had been the opening
moment he had seen her, in her yellow dress, with a thunder-sky
behind her.

He knew, by now, that she was not really beautiful; that had been his
illusion of the first half-hour; but he knew, too, that within her
sedate and exquisitely dandified shell, she was debonair, and
nimble-witted; wild and tingling with life; responsive to its
limitless possibilities, as no other girl whom he had met during his
leaves, or since he had returned home from Germany.  Hundreds of
girls there had been, who could dance as well as Toni, and dress
almost as well as Toni; who had the same smooth, bobbed hair; and the
same happy, unscrupulous, piratical methods of gaining whatever they
wanted.  But they did not want enough ... they did not know how much
richness existed, that they ought to want and to fight for.  Toni
did!--that was the difference.  You sensed that she was insatiable,
but wisely, and not in tiresome ignorance.  Leaven your greed with
irony--Toni had learnt that lesson, somehow.  Pretty useful, the
things Toni had learnt!  ... Giles admired the consequences, without
guessing what rough experience had led to them.  He was most of all
relieved that Toni did not take marriage seriously; he would have
been bored beyond telling, by a union of solemn ecstasies and bated
breath; too much trouble, after this long business of war; too
burdensome altogether, such a rarefied atmosphere: "how different and
how wonderful it's all going to be, my darling!"--But Toni and he
were good companions; they did not believe that their life was going
to be anything especially sanctified.  Why should it be?  Other
people's weren't.  He loved Toni, but not--so he believed!--not
uncomfortably too much.  As for Toni ... had she any passionate
feelings for him at all?  One old-fashioned love-scene, with
"speeches" in it, might have enlightened him; out-of-date! ... You
must just puzzle along, then....  She was sweet to his silent ardour,
sweet and warm, as ripened raspberries flushed in the sun, with that
queer glamour in their flavour that is a surprise every time you
taste them afresh.  That might be her acting, of course.  All the
better--he could enjoy dealing with a scoffing young rogue and
hypocrite, if the rogue were Toni.  He was not very sure about any of
Toni's qualities, good or bad; though he had formed conclusions that
she was extravagant, lazy, and callous about home ties----  For just
so clever had his rogue and actress been, in the specially edited and
revised version of "Toni Rakonitz," which she had presented to him;
just so clever in omitting all mention of her fifteen heart-rending,
heart-hardening years of obstinate and dreary service in hard work
and payment of debt, for her family!

... Toni interrupted his reverie, by demanding that he should share
her pleasure in the sequence of superb poses, which their gondolier
perforce had to repeat over and over again in the three movements of
his oar.  Giles cast an envious look over his shoulder.  A fellow who
could wear a sash twisted round his hips, and stand upright and
remote with all the glory of Venice for background, had obvious
advantages over a recumbent Englishman without a sash!

"Would you love me better if I were a gondolier, Toni?"

"No; I'm not romantic."

"You lie," said Giles.

"Not for gondoliers, anyway."

"Nor for me.  I know that.  But for somebody? once? long ago? some
day? ..."

"Well ... but meanwhile--I'm here."  She slipped down the cushions,
closer to his side.  Toni was never niggardly.  Toni had merchant
blood in her, and fair and honest merchant blood at that; she had
married Giles, if not so much for his money, for ease and escape and
change; yet she had nothing but scorn for those tremulously sensitive
martyrs who, when they married for more or less the same reasons as
herself, would yet shrink away from their husbands, with ice-cold
fingertips, and back pressed close to the wall, faintly murmuring:
"Please--oh, please"--in defence against his brutality.  "Damn it!"
argued Antoinette Rakonitz, whose name was good enough, in business,
for a business man to have advanced her, two years ago, £1500 without
guarantee, when she had wanted to set up on her own, "Why, damn it!
it's indecent not to carry out your share in a contract, squarely and
wholeheartedly, and even with something over the margin.  And what's
wrong with letting the man you trade with think that you're pleased
with the deal?"

And she remembered how Uncle Max had taken her, when she was about
thirteen, to see Mr. and Mrs. Kendal in "The Iron-Master."
Maximilian Rakonitz could not have realised, before he was actually
in the box, that this play was a translation of "Le Maître de
Forges."  He had probably deemed the Kendals a solid and respectable
education in themselves, for a young girl.  Toni, in frilly white,
was very full, at that period, of chatter and pert opinions; she had
remarked, after the curtain had fallen on the famous bedroom
scene:--"Here is your sleeping apartment, madam, and here is
mine...!"--that she thought it rather silly of Mrs. Kendal to have
shrieked and shuddered and clenched with quite so much offended
sensibility, when Mr. Kendal had approached her with kindly but
amorous intentions.  Uncle Max's friend, Zillah Korishelski, who had
been with them, and who was always on the look-out for an opportunity
to snub either Val or Toni, had snapped: "Now you be quiet, Miss, and
don't talk about what you don't understand"; and then had added, in
explanation: "it's a terrible thing, a terrible thing, for a woman to
be touched by a man she doesn't love.  You'll know, one day."  And
here, right across time, and across Europe and the lapping waters of
Venice, "one day" had come, and Toni knew....

--And still thought that "Claire" had been kicking up rather an
unnecessary fuss.  After all, fair was fair; and she had married the
man!

She did not allow Giles, on his honeymoon, to be disappointed.




CHAPTER V

Toni and Giles were at breakfast in Val's studio.  They had been
occupying it for about four months.  Giles was tensely engaged with
his kidneys and bacon; Toni with her letters.  A 'phone conversation
had just ended, and probably they would be rung up again in a few
moments; the telephone bell usually gave them very little rest,
during fifteen hours out of the twenty-four.  Ten minutes past ten;
and they had ordered the car for eleven; but Toni was still wearing
her dressing-gown, sprigged silk, coral-tinted roses set formally on
an ivory stripe, quaintly out of place in the brilliant, rather
jazzish scheme of decoration left behind by the artist who had owned
the premises previous to Val.  The Goddards had returned home very
late, the night before: "About time I took a pull," reflected Toni;
her child was expected in another five months.  She did not, in
doting fondness, think of the infant, already, as "my son," because,
frankly, though she cared very little whether it should prove to be a
son or a daughter, she had a slight bias towards a daughter; Toni's
experience allowed less chance of a girl turning out to be flabby
stuff, than a boy; most young mothers longed for a boy; prayed for a
boy; spilt all their devotion in front of a boy ... and then he
became the usual man!  If the very tolerable imitation of a fine
young husband acquired by Toni were not sufficient to coax her from
the immunity provided by a too early injection of scepticism, she was
certainly not going to venture her emotions into the open again,
exposing them to sure disappointment, for a son; she would admit no
glamorous likelihood that her son would be nobler, kinder, more
heroic, of greater moral sturdiness, than anybody else's son.

Well, one way or another, a son or a daughter ... and no more dashing
round--after this week-end.  Oh--and next week was packed with a
specially cheery programme, not to be lightly sacrificed.  But after
that, quiet and rest.

And meanwhile, these bills! ...

Toni's eyes twinkled.  Her elbows on the table, her chin cupped in
her hands, she looked beseechingly at her young husband....  This
promised to be quite a pretty scene, with the late head of "Toni's"
playing chief part in it:

"Giles, darling ... is your coffee all right?"

Giles grinned back at her:

"I've had one or two bills, myself," he confessed.  "It's damned
expensive, keeping the Dook; always lying helpless in the garage,
under repairs.  I wonder if I ought to have spent my gratuity on
something more useful?--ploughshares, for instance?"

"We can't run about London on ploughshares," sighed Toni; "and
anyway, think what the Dook saves us----"

--"In 'bus and tube fares?  Yes, I know.  That's the stock argument.
I wonder if you've been more than about twice in your life in a 'bus,
you wasteful hussy?"

Toni's sentiments towards him were all of spontaneous admiration;
truly, it was marvellous that his usual intelligence--and she granted
him that, now!--should so far have failed him as not to notice that
her responsive sparkle for this good time they had been having,
through the past autumn and winter, was largely due to its fling-back
of contrast with her former poverty-stricken existence.

"These bills, Giles," she began again, with the air of one charmingly
half-afraid, half-confident of being helped and comforted, even
though she had been naughty.  "They do seem to have mounted up a bit.
I wonder whether it _is_ extravagant to have one's shoes and hats
especially moulded, to order."

"Not with your unique head and feet.--But don't you get trade
discount?"

"Only for my dresses from 'Toni's,' of course.  And it's a fatal
discount--it leads one on and on.  I asked for my pass-book, when
'Féo's' account came in last week, and that's arrived too, this
morning.  And I suppose I ought to have paid for my fur coat three
months ago, when I said I did."

"Didn't you?  You are a scoundrel, Toni!"

"And," finished Toni--"pass the marmalade, dear heart!--and I seem to
be overdrawn.  What are we going to do about it?"

Giles began to look efficient: "What's the total?"

And then the minx whom he had married discarded the last remnants of
her honesty, and simply wallowed in the semblance of a weak but
lovable woman: "I'm so bad at figures, Giles," helplessly; "and in a
bit of a muddle over the debit and credit sides of my pass-book....
What _is_ this sum that they've filled in with pencil? ought I to
subtract or add it?"

"My dear little girl," Giles's voice swelled and rounded, as he
deliberately burlesqued the pompous city husband; for he guessed that
Toni wanted her bills paid; and guessed that it might be easier for
her to ask this favour of him, as a figure of exaggerated comedy,
than if he remained Giles.  As for her behaviour in coming to stand
behind his chair, and rubbing an ingratiating cheek along his sleeve,
he recognised, to the extent of about a quarter of the truth, that
she was bluffing him into accepting this as the veritable Toni.  "My
dear little girl, you'd better let your great big, strong,
bull-and-bear man know the worst; he will then go into the city, and
make lots of money; become a Director or a Preferential Dividend
Holder....  Sling your whole confounded post-bag over here!"

"Oh! thank you, Giles.  You _are_ so good to me.  I don't know what I
should do without you.  Here are the minor bills, and here is 'Féo's'
hat account, and these are shoes, and here is the pass-book,
and--wait a second!--I'll find the bill for the fur coat, that came
in for the fourth time, yesterday; and here's one summons that I
quite forgot to mention before."

Giles bent an absorbed head over the pile of letters she laid before
him; then he jotted down some figures and added them up.  When he
next spoke, his voice had considerably less mock weight, and more
real concern: "Great Scott, Toni! you have been going it!"

"The fur coat makes a difference.  I shan't be wanting one every
year, of course----  At least, I don't know, I might...."  Toni
chuckled.

"This habit of squandering recklessly ought to have been checked in
your youth, young woman."

"Ah ... life has spoilt me, I fear," said Toni, pensively, her head a
little on one side.

She was impenitent, and determined on one thing: never to worry any
more over the sagging responsibilities of money, and expenditure, and
debt....  Here was Giles--he could worry; it was her time to grow
young again; Toni was looking after Toni.

They had managed their income, up till now, in a haphazard sort of
fashion, always meaning to systematise it, and always being too full
of engagements, or the after-effect of engagements.  Jimmy Goddard's
Bank had had orders to pay five hundred pounds a quarter into Giles'
Bank; and his idea and Toni's had been, as this came in, that he
should pay half of it regularly into her bank; and they would share
expenses.  But it seemed unlikely that they would ever do anything
regularly.  Most of the money was spent, or promised, or contracted
for, before it had actually been paid in; sometimes it was her doing,
and sometimes his; and they borrowed from each other, and gave each
other I.O.U.'s, and lost them.  Giles had already raised an overdraft
on expectation of his next quarter's allowance, which would be paid
in, in March; this was what they had been throwing about for expenses
that demanded payment in ready money.  He handed Toni two or three
pounds, or sometimes ten pounds, whenever she chanced to ask for it,
or if her cheque-book were not handy; and confidently hoped, that
when her cheque-book was handy, and he was cleaned out, she would be
able to stand treat to him out of the two hundred and fifty pounds
which he had contrived to pay to her credit at the beginning of
December.  One look at her pass-book convinced him that he had
trusted in vain: "Always a mistake to send for one's pass-book," he
murmured; "best to go on blundering in ignorance.  As it is--we're
due at Teddy's by one o'clock; it's a two hours' run, at least, and
we haven't dressed, or packed our suitcases, yet."  He pushed back
his chair, dug his hands deep in his pockets, looked up at his wife,
and said:

"Toni, I believe we are ruined."

"Yes?" ... But Toni had once played a conspicuous part in a period of
family ruin, and knew what the real thing was like; she could not,
therefore, be disturbed by its present imitation in swansdown.
"Well, we mustn't let Teddy down.  She's counting on us.  It strikes
me that those bills ought to be settled, somehow, when we come back
on Monday.  Can we plunder Jimmy any more, do you think?"  She had
not seen very much of her father-in-law as yet, because he had
remained most of the time down in Gloucestershire for the hunting;
but what she had seen of him, she liked.

"Oh!  I daresay.--Damn that 'phone!  If it's anyone really chatty,
say we're dead, Toni; we must get dressed now.  Yes, I'll tackle
Jimmy.  He's sure to be overdrawn, himself; usually is; that's three
overdrafts to one family!"  But this was the year when overdrafts
were rife in England.  The unwontedly hot summer may have sapped the
nation's resistance to the notion of outpacing its income.  Even the
common habit of reticence over personal money affairs had given way.
And: "What's your overdraft?  You should just see the size of mine!"
was a phrase to be heard in almost any greeting between friends....
"I think Jimmy ought to be able to manage on over six thousand a
year," continued Giles, sternly disapproving of his father; "even if
he has to keep his profligate sons and parasite daughters-in-law!"

"It's not the 'phone," Toni remarked, without moving.  "It's the
front door; callers, and not eleven yet; callers before P.M. can't
possibly want the whisky brought out, can they?  And Murray finished
all our champagne, last time he came to breakfast....  The cellar's
getting low, Giles.  What are we to do about it? ... I say, Giles,
we're not really going to be hard up, are we?"

He heard the first break of genuine apprehension in her voice; and
remembering that, apart from his normal pleasure in cherishing Toni,
there was now a special reason why she should be tranquillised, he
thrust the crumple of papers, which he had been examining, into one
of the baggy pockets of his tweed jacket, and said in a tone that
carried conviction: "Don't get worked up, Toni.  Leave it all to me.
I'll see to this bunch.  No, of course we aren't going to be really
hard-up; this is what's technically alluded to as a 'temporary
embarrassment'; so ring up 'Féo's' and 'Toni's' and your Bond Street
shoe-shop, and order another complete outfit, at once.  That's not
extravagance; it's to restore your nerve, like riding, the moment
after you've taken a toss; very important thing, to restore your
nerve.  Who the Hell is this?"

"This" was the visitor who had rung twice at the front-door bell,
before Quimper, their cook's husband, who functioned as valet, butler
and odd man, had quite finished polishing a set of wine-glasses to
his liking; polishing glass was his religion, and he allowed nothing
to disturb it.

"Why, it's Miss Lequesne!" ... Toni was still dazed and stricken with
awe at Giles's incredible performance of what she had hitherto deemed
a remote legend: that a man should ever really speak those
exquisitely melodious words to her: "Leave it all to me: I'll settle
it!"  Her contrition was partly real, as she said:

"You're an angel to me, and I'm awfully sorry, no, not only about the
bills--never mind what...."

And Miss Aimée Lequesne, being just then admitted by Quimper into the
studio, showed a vast amount of _savoir-faire_ and aplomb--her own
definition of a lady's most important assets in Society!--by quickly
picking up the kitten.  Burying her face in its fur, she exclaimed:

"Oh, you _darling_ little whiskery thing!  Aren't you too mignonne
for anything!" which served the double purpose of revealing her
presence to the others; and of blurring her vision of the pretty,
domestic tableau on which she had intruded: actually, Miss
Rakonitz--no, Mrs. Goddard, she should say!--showering soft kisses up
and down the nape of that good-looking Mr. Goddard's neck, while
he--well, at any rate, he stopped when Aimée's tactful remarks to
Shoe Lane, the cat told him that he and Toni were no longer alone.
("But just imagine it!"--thus Aimée, afterwards, to Miss
Thompson--"and she who was always so cold and keep-off-don't-touch-me
while she was here.--His _neck!_ my dear, I _was_ surprised!"

"I don't see why you should be," replied Millicent Thompson, in her
nasty, bluff way: "People don't usually behave the same at their
private breakfast-table as they do at business; whose neck did you
suppose she could kiss, here in Hanover Street?"

"That's not a very pleasant thing to say, Miss Thompson," Aimée
rebuked her.  "I must say this about Miss Rakonitz, that she was
always very particular to keep Hanover Street nice, and I'm doing my
best to follow in her footsteps."

"See that you do, then," responded Miss Thompson....)

--Toni straightened herself quickly.  "Why, it's Miss Lequesne!" ...
and Giles stood up, but not quickly, because, unlike Toni, he had no
reputation for coldness to maintain in front of that suave and svelte
young lady who was putting them both at their ease, from the
door-way.  Suave and svelte were the adjectives that at once occurred
to him, in connection with Aimée Lequesne.

"You must forgive me, Miss Rakonitz--I _should_ say, Mrs. Goddard.
It's an unpardonable taime to come round, I know, but Miss Thompson
seemed to think it might be best to consult you because of the
responsibility, though I, personally, have very little doubt about
what you'll say.  You have to take risks sometimes, haven't you, Mr.
Goddard?" with a smile that brought him into the conversation, in
case he should feel left out.

Never did Toni feel less inclined for a debate on any business
subject.  Her manner, when she invited Miss Lequesne to set forth the
problem, wavered in an unsatisfactory no-man's-land, between Giles's
pretty, petted, extravagant young wife, and the cool, competent head
of "Toni's" whom Aimée had learnt to respect, and even, in
emergencies, to fear.

"It's our account at Belworthy's," Miss Lequesne brought out,
breathlessly.

Toni nodded.  The name of Belworthy, combined with the girl's slight
agitation, at once proved the difficulty to be of some magnitude.
The mere fact that Miss Thompson had suggested coming to her, had
already indicated as much; this was the first time they had troubled
her since her marriage; and she and Giles had dwelt in such a hectic
whirl, that she had not been able to get down to "Toni's" more than
twice in five months; she might have explained, in cab-parlance, that
it was "outside the radiance." ...

Belworthy's was a wholesale business whose stuff was well-known and
most saleable; and from whom, therefore, Toni--knowing him from
previous experience with the Wolffs--had been buying very largely,
during the two years of her own autocracy in Hanover Street.  Mr.
Edwin Belworthy, an astute gentleman, encouraged a large standing
debt, of which a certain amount was paid off every month, and then,
by further purchases, swelled again to its original size.

"How much is our account there, now, Miss Lequesne?"

"_Voilà!_"  Aimée's voice betrayed how gratified she was; "I knew you
would ask that very question; I knew it, so I went to Miss
Wildblood--Miss Wildblood is our good little book-keeper"--she threw
in, aside, to Giles, again in the same kindly spirit--"and I asked
her: 'Oh, Miss Wildblood, what is the exact amount of our account
with Belworthy, now?' and she said: 'four hundred and seventy-two
pounds, eight shillings, and ten pence, Miss Lequesne.  How clever of
you to think of getting it for Miss Rakonitz!--Mrs. Goddard, I
_should_ say.' ... I should say: _she_ should say...."  Aimée fumbled
helplessly between herself and Miss Wildblood; and then gave it up.

"Well, but isn't that rather a lot?" asked Giles, getting interested.

"It is a lot, isn't it?" Aimée agreed.  "But, you know, we can always
get rid of his stuff; and it's usual, in our business, to have one or
two permanent debts of that sort, as long as one goes on buying, of
course; convenient for them, and convenient for us--but, of course,
Mr. Goddard, I needn't explain business things to you; you are
probably used to dealing in thousands, not hundreds."

"Millions," said Giles, briefly; "not thousands; millions.  I say,
Toni, we're going to be hellishly late for Teddy's, you know."

"Oh, I must apologise," began Toni's chief sales-woman.  "It seems a
shame to have come on a Saturday morning----"

"Oh, that's quite all right.  But I was wondering whether you'd like
to cut along, Toni, and get dressed, while Miss Lequesne and I confab
together on this mighty matter of Belworthy's account."

Toni recognised the indulgent, semi-humorous note in his voice as
being the other and less agreeable portion for her to swallow, of the
same attitude, which had said, protectively: "Leave it all to me"
over her bills, ten minutes ago.  She had accepted the half; must she
now accept the other half?  Must the minx pay, so soon, for idleness,
extravagance and self-indulgence?  Standing, mentally, first on one
leg and then on the other, in an indecisive fashion, she said: "I
think, if you don't mind, Giles darling, I'd rather wait and hear,
myself.  Wouldn't you like to go and 'phone Teddy?"  Anything to get
rid of him!

"I promise not to take long, Miss Rakonitz--I _should_ say, Mrs.
Goddard!  Please don't put off your friends; please, Mr. Goddard,
don't trouble."  And, now that she had reached an actual statement of
the perplexing point, Miss Lequesne showed herself, after all, not
such a fool as might be imagined from her social conversation:

"What Mr. Belworthy said, when he came round to see me on Wednesday,
was just this----"

"_Wednesday_?  To-day's Saturday!"

"Yes; you see, we've been discussing it ever since, Miss Thompson and
I; between times; for we're very busy.  My opinion was, that you
meant us to be self-reliant and not always running round to you in
every small difficulty, like schoolgirls.  You that have your own
life to live, now.  But Miss Thompson was so worried--I'd rather not
say obstinate----"

"What did Belworthy want?"

"He said he was frightfully interested in our firm, and in how well
we were doing, and what the trade was saying about us; and that he
thought that, having done as much as we had, we ought to be doing
double the amount with him; so he offered to let us have as much
stuff as we like, and he will advertise us, into the bargain.  Now
doesn't that seem to you an offer to be accepted, Miss Rakonitz?"

"Rather," answered Giles, heartily.  "Congratulations!"

Toni knitted her brows.  Her one comment: "What's he after, I
wonder?" had not been meant for the others to hear.

Aimée Lequesne heard, though.--"Oh, surely, Miss Rakonitz, you can't
suspect Mr. Belworthy?  I always thought he was a perfectly charming
man; so much aplomb.  And no one could have been more fair and honest
than he was, on Wednesday, with me and Miss Thompson."

"I'm shaw..." murmured Toni.  "Did he say anything else?"

"Well yes, he did.  He was with us for nearly an hour; just in the
morning rush, too."

"I'm jolly glad to hear you've got a rush," Giles remarked; and
again, Aimée turned her attention to him:

"Oh, but this is our Spring season, you know.  You ought to come down
to 'Toni's' sometimes, Mr. Goddard.  Oh, you mustn't think me
familiar to your wife, calling it that!--  It's the name our
establishment is known by, you see.  Mr. Belworthy said that
everybody was talking about 'Toni's.'  He said that we ought to
double the amount with him, that we are doing.  He said that I had
caught the note of _true_ elegance, in the modes we are showing now;
daring without being _outré_; and with such--_timbre_!  That was the
chief thing, he said, nowadays; _timbre_!  And then he said one or
two quite nice little things to Miss Thompson, too, about her cut; I
was so glad he remembered to do that!"

Toni controlled an inclination to settle Miss Lequesne's exuberance
by one brief and business-like snub.  "Did he say anything about our
account with him?"

"Yes, indeed, Miss Rakonitz.  He said that, quite frankly, though our
account was large, it wasn't large enough to allow him to continue
the arrangement you made with him when you first began."

Toni, anticipating that Miss Lequesne, in her infinite
_savoir-faire_, would turn round and explain this arrangement to
Giles, told him, herself, that she had arranged to buy from
Belworthy's, on condition that he confined those especial goods to
her, and did not sell them anywhere else.

"Hot stuff!" remarked Giles, approvingly.  "I didn't know you had it
in you, Toni."

She imagined that he sounded a trifle suspicious; and said, hastily:
"Oh, I was helped a great deal; Mr. and Mrs. Wolff helped me; they
were darlings; I could never have thought of all that, myself."

"Oh, but indeed, Mr. Goddard, Mrs. Goddard is much too modest; she's
wonderful; all the trade say so; we're quite lost without her,
indeed; she was so oh fay in every department of the firm!"

"I wonder why no one strangled you at birth," murmured Toni, only
just inaudibly.

"Well, Miss Rakonitz, I'm keeping you; all we wanted to be sure, Miss
Thompson and I, is whether we are to accept his offer, or not?  If
you say we are to, it's what I said all along, because it will pay us
to be advertised by Belworthy's, and we have never yet failed to sell
his stuff; and besides, if we did refuse, and he closed his
account----"  Toni's eyelids flickered, once, and then her gaze
steadied again.--"It would be almost impossible to find such a large
sum just now, in the tight season, with all the Paris stuff to pay
for; they were showing such lovely things that I simply didn't stint,
knowing we were likely to have a good season...."

"Hi! wait a moment!"  Giles leant on his folded arms, across the
table towards Miss Lequesne, intent upon her disclosures: "Do you
mean that this fellow Belworthy has said that unless you accept his
offer and double your present orders with him, he'll close your
account, and you'll have to pay up on the spot?  Is that it?"

"How clear you are, Mr. Goddard! but I always say a man's brain....
Yes, that's what Mr. Belworthy said, and one really can't blame him,
because in a way, I suppose, our account up to now isn't large enough
for him to get any benefit out of confining his stuff to us.  And he
knows we can't do without it."

("_Thinks_ we can't do without it," murmured Toni.)

"It would cramp your style terrifically, just now, to pay--what was
it? four hundred quid?"

Miss Lequesne reeled off glibly: "Four hundred and seventy-two
pounds, eight shillings and tenpence; it would certainly cramp our
style"--and her accents of pure refinement toyed daintily with the
repetition of Giles's slang.  "I saw that at once, and I told Mr.
Belworthy that, if it depended on me----! but, of course, in a big
matter like that, Miss Rakonitz--Mrs. Goddard, I _should_ say--ought
to be consulted; and Miss Thompson was quaite brusque about it.  One
has to forgive her a lot, you see, she's such a marvellous cutter;
but at times her manner is--well--almost offensive!  Mr. Belworthy
said I was a wonderful business woman."

"How long has he given you?" asked Giles.  Neither of them appeared
to have noticed that Toni had dropped entirely out of the discussion.
"I'm afraid he might think better of his offer, you see, and close
right down."

"I promised, on Wednesday, to let him know this morning.  He'll be at
Hanover Street at eleven o'clock; that's why I dashed round at this
dreadful time, when I found Miss Thompson would not allow me to take
a strong innishertive, as I was perfectly willing to do."

"How much is your turnover with him, per annum?"

"Nearly two thousand pounds," said Aimée, after a minute's thought.

"Double your order, then, and double your turnover.  It's a great
idea!  don't hesitate a moment.  It's an advantage to him, of course;
I'm not supposing he's a philanthropist; but it's obviously a bigger
advantage to you."

"Oh, I'm so glad we all agree about it."  Aimée Lequesne sighed in
deep relief.

... And Toni was just fifty seconds too late!

Directly Miss Lequesne had let out, in the midst of a jumble of minor
facts, repetition of flatteries, and jealous little side-pats at Miss
Thompson, that Belworthy was trying to force them to accept his offer
by the threat of closing his account, Toni had grasped that, whatever
happened, the offer must not be accepted.  She had never entirely
trusted Belworthy; he was clever enough, but not too straight.
Possibly, knowing that Toni was only a figure-head, now, his simple,
happy idea was to ruin the business by making them buy far more than
they could afford, or easily dispose of; and so, finally, get it into
his own hands.  This much was instantly clear to her.  What she was
considering, while Miss Lequesne and Giles were settling up matters
between them, and took her approval for granted, was how to
circumvent Belworthy; and, at the same time, escape from instant
payment of that four hundred and seventy odd pounds, which, as an
alternative, would be almost equally ruinous.  Then, the inspiration
came.

... She saw it as a sculptor, in his mind's eye, sees before he
begins work, the completed statue--glorious, simple, massively
significant lines.  She saw it ... as, maybe, a hundred years ago ...
or, with another leap backwards, six hundred years ago ... a merchant
of the Rakonitz tribe had seen his adversary's game--and, with a more
brilliant game, had triumphantly countered it.

"When you see Belworthy presently, fall in with his plan.  But say
that our account's a bit large: you would like to get it paid off
gradually by bills, say a hundred pounds every three months--no, a
hundred and twenty pounds--we could do that.  Directly he agrees to
take the bills, and the matter is settled, write to him, and close
the account, and never buy another thing from him!" ...

--During the swift seconds that this was shaping itself in Toni's
mind, and just before she could say it, her husband, with what Miss
Lequesne had admiringly called a man's brain, and knowing nothing,
absolutely nothing whatever, about the business, had reviewed the
possibilities of the new plan, as they might appear on the surface to
any normally intelligent layman, and delivered their joint verdict.

A wrong verdict.

Toni did not contradict it.

And now he was looking towards her, affectionately; pleasantly
conscious of having, by his masculine, administrative qualities,
saved her an enormous amount of bother and bewilderment: his darling
little rogue, who couldn't understand figures, and got so tangled by
the debit and credit sides of her Bank Book....  "So that's that,
Toni! we shall be living on your firm, if it goes on booming in this
way.  Have a drink, Miss Lequesne?  Whisky and soda?  Champagne?--No,
no, wait a bit--we're out of champagne; what about a cocktail?"

But tactfully, Aimée refused the cocktail; it was much too early in
the morning--and anyway, Mr. and Mrs. Goddard were in a hurry.  She
was so thankful to have had this interview--and now she must rush
off, not to be late for Mr. Belworthy.  She stood up to go: "It's
raining quite terribly hard," she remarked--and they all became aware
of dull drumming on the skylight.  "I do hope I shall find room in
one of the 'buses.  They're so crowded just at this time...."  She
was not complaining; but setting forth as matters of commonplace but
unalterable fact, that it _was_ raining; and that the 'buses _would_
be overcrowded.  And so she ceased to be aggravating to Toni, now
that her willowy elegance and refinement had dropped, like covers,
leaving her natural, and rather pitifully apprehensive.  Toni was
reminded, and drew back from the memory with a pang of thankfulness,
of past moments in her own life, when all buoyant expectancy of
suddenly meeting glamour and grace and solace in life, suddenly
shrank to a meek hope that there might be room inside a 'bus on a wet
day.  Lord! how _threadbare_ you felt, as a business girl on your
own! elbowing for a place----  She had almost forgotten, until now,
the innumerable little things that first strained your nerves, and
then tortured them, and did not stop, even then; did not stop for
panic nor prayer ... till at last you spoke as Aimée, just now, in a
used-to-it could-not-be-otherwise voice.  Almost forgotten--in the
rush and dazzle of her overdue good time, with Giles to look after
her.  She was so incomparably stronger than she had been, and able to
behave as though she were so much more delicate.

"Can't you run her up to Hanover Street, while I dress and pack our
suit-cases, Giles?  You told them to bring the Dook round by eleven.
And it's past eleven, now."

Giles nodded: "That's an idea.... Yes, the Dook _is_ outside.  Come
on, Miss Lequesne! ... Darling, are you sure you don't mind just
ramming my razor and pyjamas into the case?  No, look here! leave it,
anyway, and I'll do it when I come back.  I don't want you to tire
yourself."

"Oh!" cried Aimée, "how lovely!"

Toni was not sure whether she meant that it was lovely to be taken in
the car, or lovely that Giles should not wish his wife to tire
herself by putting a razor into a suit-case.  But she smiled very
charmingly upon Aimée, as she said good-bye to her.  It was nice to
think that for once Aimée need not cool her feet, waiting about at
wet, blowy corners.  For once ... yes, occasionally the forlorn you
of other days had been also in the way of a thrown-off splinter of
luck; one drive in a car with a man benevolently lent, to cherish you
for ten minutes, by a girl who had somehow found her way into the
zone of unearned increment: ten minutes' ease, _chucked_ at you, from
within the five-mile radiance.  And Toni hoped, warmly, that Aimée,
too, would marry quite soon, and also be kept-in-idleness for the
rest of her life....  And then Giles kissed Toni, and went off with
Miss Lequesne, Toni's bills bulging out his right-hand pocket.

... Toni reflected, not without humour, that they would all have
liked each other a great deal less, and would not have parted in a
spirit nearly as innocent and happy, if she had told Miss Lequesne
exactly what ought to have been done in the matter of the Belworthy
account.

Of course, it had been out of the question to make a fool of Giles,
in front of Aimée Lequesne, by betraying his decision to be an
ignorant blunder; and correcting it by an inspiration that, both in
contrast and on its own merits, proved her his superior in brain and
judgment.  She could not, nakedly, shame him like this, even to save
"Toni's."

Especially as, ten minutes before----

--Oh Hell! those bills....

Toni did not go and dress.  She sank down on the same divan, where
she and Val had sat and destroyed the fetish of sturdy self-reliance
and the joy of earning a living.  She sat and, morally, kicked
herself.  Not Giles.  Giles had interfered in a matter which did not
concern him--but his interference had not been in the least
unwarranted.  To him, the office of cherishing Toni had been carried
out equally by paying her bills, deciding about Belworthy's, and
refusing to let her pack his razors for him; saving her trouble! ...
Toni's smile was tremulous! ... "He _is_--quite a darling!"

But he had made a mess of things, all the same.  Or she had, by
controlling herself at the critical moment, and not giving her orders
to her sales-woman.

At the first instant of hearing Giles speak: "Double your order and
double your turnover..." all Toni's instincts had leapt up, urging
her at once, and at whatever cost, to put the matter right again.
She simply could not leave a wrong judgment to operate, when it was
in her power to cancel it; when she so surely knew that only her own
solution had truth in it, and the clear beauty of truth--no less
beauty because it concerned itself with merchandise and not with art;
she was a god in her capacity to direct her spear straight to the
vulnerable spot, neither to the right, nor to the left of it; she,
Toni, a girl of twenty-seven, could laugh at Belworthy and his plot.
The fun of being a trader!

... Those bills!

You cannot behave as two absolutely inconsistent beings: one
fundamentally and--using Aimée's phrase--technically "oh fay"; the
other, that helpless, charming little spendthrift whom she had
wantonly pretended to be, before Aimée had appeared.  If it had been
Nemesis who had sent Aimée just then, Toni resented passionately such
a punctual and well-timed performance.  She was ashamed of herself,
self-tricked into a position where she could not immediately and
loyally support "Toni's" in its crisis.

"I suppose it's not too late.  I could 'phone Miss Thompson now..."

But it was a risk.  She would be imperilling the miracle she had
achieved, of Toni Rakonitz--Mrs. Goddard, I _should_ say!--presented
to Giles as a creature tenderly to be considered, privileged,
luxuriously kept; a woman ... and his inferior.  Till now, she had
not in the least minded being his inferior, on these terms.  And she
would not mind again, if this Belworthy business could be adjusted
somehow.

--She rose, and took an indeterminate step towards the 'phone.
Belworthy would be there by now.  And Giles and Aimée also, probably.
It was more than likely that Giles would accompany Aimée to the
interview.  If Miss Thompson answered the 'phone, and returned to the
others with Toni's peremptory message--she might just as well not
have been shifty and a coward, in the studio.  The reprieve was
useless, if Giles were to find out, after all, that she had been
humbugging him....

"Don't 'phone, then..."

"You ought to know, by now, that there's no compromise.  You either
pick up faggots, or you sit luxuriously by the fire for the rest of
your life...."

"I _won't_ go back to picking up faggots.  I've done too much of it,
already."

... He had been so decent.  Ungrateful and surly, if she had let him
down, simply because her vanity could not suffer a bad deal to go
through, in a business that hardly concerned her any longer, though
it happened still to bear her name.  So she had chosen, rather, to
let "Toni's" go to ruin; chivalrous Toni!  But she could not rest
happily on that version, pleasing though it was, and soothing to the
conscience.  She could not altogether believe that chivalry alone had
kept her dumb.  Toni could be plausible and a sophist to everyone
else in the world; yet, somehow or other, could never be quite
plausible enough, arguing with Toni!

The arguments for and against 'phoning Miss Thompson, reeled and
jostled, in battle, over her mental area; not two armies fighting;
but small, isolated squadrons, skirmishing; a victory here, and a
loss over there, in another part of the field; so that the sum of
victory remained always unresolved.  Her strategy had been at fault
in sending Giles along to Hanover Street, if she had meant to 'phone
Miss Thompson directly she had rid herself of Aimée.  But that had
been genuine good-nature.  It was raining.  Nor would Giles's
presence in the studio have simplified the task of 'phoning.

... Quite insane, when they were not really rich, and in debt, to
throw away money by letting that mistake go through.  Yet why was
consideration for the material standpoint always the greater mistake?
Perhaps, in her seeming foolishness, she was being saner than she had
ever been in her life before; saner than almost anyone else had ever
been, to sacrifice, at the imperious bidding of a vision, a
problematic gain for "Toni's"? ... "What shall it profit a woman----"
And Giles might have said, if then and there she had exposed herself,
strong and clever and an autocrat ... Giles might have said--Toni was
nearly sobbing now, so painful was this to recall--"Oh! you--_you
Matriarch_!"

Another man had said it, and left her.  Danny.  "Not again....  I
needn't do myself in _again_, need I?  You don't punish twice in the
same place, or do you?"

But it would not punish her with the same malignant brutality; for
she did not love Giles.  She knew he would let her down, some time or
other ... unless she were twice as clever as--merely displaying
cleverness.

Vanity again took a share in the dispute....  Another part of the
field--alarums and excursions--and enter the complacent ghost of Mr.
Edwin Belworthy! ... "How can you bear to let Belworthy imagine that
you don't see through him?"  Wouldn't it be fun to worst him? show
yourself the more merciless and cunning of the two?  For it really
was an astute stroke....  Once he accepted those bills, he was
helpless.  Not likely that he would, for his part, insist on a more
than verbal assent to his suggestion of doubling their order with
him: he would rely on their pleasing incapacity to do without him.
The proprietor of "Toni's" tingled with a nearly forgotten
exhilaration, imagining his surprise when he received no further
orders from her firm, and his disgust at having pledged himself,
right across those bills, to receive leisurely payment only, of the
large amount owing to him.

Yet supposing Giles and Aimée were right; and they ought to accept
Belworthy's offer, and double their order to him, and double their
turnover?  Toni's wisdom was not omnipotent.

Or, even if Belworthy's intentions were what she suspected, and he
were scheming to land them into such a position of difficulty and
debt that he could eventually buy them in--even then, it might not
work out like that, by pure luck.  Luck, in business, ran in queer
zig-zags.

But a ten-per-cent chance that, by pure luck, they might succeed
along the wrong course, did not in the very least excuse Toni.  She
was gambling, and with no right to gamble.

What? not with her own property?  "Toni's" was hers; what if she lost
it? nothing could be more dreadful than to go back to being the old
Toni, who looked after others, instead of being looked after, herself.

"I'm going to have a child; I want to be cherished while I am having
a child." ... All the Rakonitz women, down the ages, all Israelite
women, were cherished by their men, while they were going to have a
child.

... And just because this final skirmish seemed the conclusive one,
and there were no more blows to be dealt for the cause of ringing up
Miss Thompson, Toni, very emphatically and scornfully, walked across
the studio, picked up the receiver, and with over-elaborated
clearness, gave the number of "Toni's."

Perverse of her! but then Toni _was_ perverse; and, having stumbled
through so many adequate reasons, against her present action, the
last reason of all, that she wanted to be cherished while she was
having a child, appeared more than adequate, more than plausible,
more than wise and far-seeing; it was, in fact, the true reason.
Toni had a good look at it, and said to herself, softly: "You
coward!" ...

For the sake of your share in holding the world's fortress for those
proud and lonely few who are clear-headed, coherent and resourceful,
you plainly could not, for any personal shirking, let stupidity go
through, and range yourself on the wrong side, along with the
fumblers; the clumsy, dense crowd who hold up action, while slowly,
and with an immense and scrupulous sense of duty, they think out the
wrong thing to do.

Therefore, Toni 'phoned Miss Thompson.

It could not be helped, now, if Giles and Aimée were already there;
it could not be helped, now, what Giles thought of her; only--she
just hoped, she still could not forbear from hoping, while trying her
hardest to put things right, that some arbitrary happenings, beyond
her control, might yet block her way, such as--such as ...

... A loud, intermittent buzzing sounded in her ear:

"Sor-r-ry.  Number-r-r-engaged; shall I r-r-ring you?"

"Yes, please," answered Toni, breathlessly; and replaced the
receiver.  But she did not go away.  She stood leaning up against the
door-way that led into the hall, where the telephone was, looking
down at the instrument curiously, with a sort of humorous anger; and
wondered who was the unknown stranger--a client, probably,--who, by
ringing up "Toni's" at this exact moment, was prolonging the strain
for her.  She jumped, when the bell ripped the silence again, even
though she was expecting it.  "Oh, well, now for it! ... Hello!"

Miss Wildblood would probably be at the other end.

"Is that the author of 'Uncle Tom's Cabin'?" minced a voice which
certainly did not belong to Miss Wildblood.

For a dazed second, Toni tried to think it out....  Then she burst
out laughing: "Colin, you idiot!"

"My dear, I simply had to ring you!  Marvellous of you to be up
already, and it isn't even lunch-time yet.  I'm lunching at
Rebecca's, of course, because of the sandwiches."

"Savages?"

"_Sandwiches_!  You know she gave a party last night, so that we
should have enough sandwiches for lunch and tea and dinner, the next
day.  It's really the only way to get sandwiches in any quantity.
They were perfectly godlike: caviare, _pâté-de-fois-gras_, and those
lovely ones, fresh walnut and celery with a dash of cream-cheese,
which, thank goodness, nobody likes except myself.  She ordered
thousands too many of each kind; I made her; and I mounted guard at
the buffet so that they shouldn't be handed round twice.  Darling,
everybody went home so hungry--except myself, of course, and Rebecca,
and Michael, and Maurice, and Marion.  We stopped on, after the
others.  I don't know why anybody ever invites any others, except to
see them go home hungry!  Why weren't you and Giles there, by the
way?  I missed my Little Elegance, and my Splendid Tweed-man!"

"Oh, we were at Daly's: first night of 'The Lady of the Rose,' and
Gilbert made us go on with his party afterwards, to Giro's.  But,
look here, Colin, how did you manage to get away?  Weren't you
acting, last night?"

"Leetle sprite, you couldn't have said anything more tactless and
distressing!  And talking about first-nights too, to me....  Didn't
you know that my play, my ewe-lamb, my ugly duckling, my
first-born----

"Oh, Colin! it _hasn't_ come off, already?"

"That 'already' makes it worse and worse!  Yes, indeed, dear, after a
quite unique run of eleven nights and three matinées, it came off on
Wednesday.  I don't think it can have been a staggering success, do
you?  Oh!  I must tell you about last night! my dear, I completely
passed-out, last night!  I was the Marquis of Pass-out! ninth of the
illustrious line!--but you'd better go and fetch a chair; it's going
to be a long story, and if you were at Giro's till late, and haven't
had your prairie oyster yet ..."

"Go on, Colin!  I don't dabble in prairie oysters, as you know; not
since the time when I bit the egg, instead of swallowing it whole!"

"My Wee, it must have been devastating for you!  I know, myself, what
it feels like to bite on a soft egg.  It just slips away from under
you, doesn't it? and leaves you with one tooth positively grinding on
the other!--Well, my dear, the most glorious thing happened.  We were
all standing round and ragging, and being frightfully well with each
other.  Maurice had just sung: 'I-ain't-a-goin'-to-do-it,' standing
on his head, and I accompanied him on the piano, with my well-known
deft touch over the keys; and Michael turned a couple of debonair
somersaults, forwards and back again, in that killing style that's so
irresistible to Duchesses--and can you blame them?--When quite
suddenly, my dear, what _do_ you think?--without any warning, a
perfectly strange man walked into the centre of the room, and began
to recite.  He provided a most colossal sensation; nearly put the
party out!  You know that old-fashioned sort of recitation, with
actions that have nothing to do with the words.  He pronounced the
title, first, in a slow, aggressive shout; and the author's name in
full: 'Dollawrees'--by Algernon Charles Swinburne....  Then he
paused--and took one step forward ... and we could just hear Rebecca,
in her clear, little, far-away voice of agony, saying: 'Oh, my
God!'--plop into the silence!--  He recited it all through,
word-perfect, without making a single mistake from beginning to
end....  'Our Lidy of Pine.' ... And we were much too stricken to do
anything except just listen."

"Colin, it's too pathetic.  He must have thought that he and Maurice
and Michael and you were helping to 'make the party go.'"

"He almost did, my pretty! ... When he finished, nobody said anything
for a long, long while: then Rebecca remembered that she was hostess,
and squeaked in a flurried, absent-minded sort of way: 'Oh, thank you
so much ... that was lovely!' ... and he just disappeared, faded out
again like a beautiful dream.  Nobody knows who he was, nor where he
came from, nor anything about him.  We came to the conclusion that he
must do it as a profession; he just wanders round the streets till he
finds a party--and then he goes in and recites all over it!  Toni,
aren't you thrilled?"

"Not _quite_ so thrilled as when I heard it all for the first time,
Colin darling, at 9.15 this morning...."  She paused, for comment.

"That takes me _right_ off," he remarked, pleasantly.  "Who 'phoned
you?  Rebecca, I suppose?"

Toni continued:--"But much _more_ thrilled than when I heard it all
for the _second_ time, at about 9.45.  Because this third time I was
really anxious to discover whether your version tallied with
Rebecca's or Marion's, which were entirely different.  As it happens,
your edition corroborates Rebecca's, so that must be the true one.
It's nice to know.  But I wonder why Marion went out of her way to
tell me a lot of eye-wash about it?"

"My sweet, this is interesting.  What did she tell you?"

"That the reciter was a Mr. Leslie Barlowe Curtis, whom Gwenda Lord
brought along by special permission.  And that he stayed on
afterwards, later than anyone else, and told tiresome scandals about
the Sargasso Sea.  It's odd, because the true story is very much more
interesting!"

"I can't tell you how gratified I am!" exclaimed Colin.  "You must
admit, Toni, that it was quite too marvellous of Rebecca and myself
both to have made the same improvements on the original tale,
spontaneously, to give you pleasure, without any agreement about it
beforehand ..."

"_Marion's_ was the true version, then?"

"Of course it was.  It touches up the anecdote, though, and puts
light and shade into it, to say that the reciter was a total stranger
who had wandered in from the night outside.  I had no idea that
Rebecca and I were so exquisitely in harmony!  Perhaps I ought to
marry her!  What do you think, Toni?  You who are so happily married,
yourself; can you and Giles tell the same lies, without agreeing on
them beforehand?  It does seem to me the Supreme Test!  Are you going
down to Teddy's over the week-end?"

"Yes; we ought to have started ages ago, and I'm not dressed yet.
Will you be there?"

"Yes, I might tootle down with Betty, this evening.  Look out for me,
mottled and bloated with too many sandwiches--particularly the
walnut-celery kind!  Oh, by the way, Toni, before I ring off----"

--But Toni had already rung off.  While Colin had been rippling on
and on, she had forgotten everything, engrossed in the doings of this
delectable, jubilant set to which she belonged.  Constant succession
of week-ends, and first nights, and dancing till kipper-time came
round at the Night-Clubs ... what _fun_ it was, to be rung up the
next morning after a party, and have time to gossip and laugh over
the jokes which had, and had not taken place, before dashing off, in
your own car or someone else's, to do some other imperative, amusing
thing!  Colin's outlook was so infectious: he could make trifles
swell to such importance, that important things, beside them,
dwindled to mere trifles....

So that, even remembering that she had to ring up Miss Thompson about
the Belworthy business, Toni did not pick up her former ponderous and
disturbed state of mind.  It had the aspect, now, of no more than a
silly incident, and an unwelcome clog on the day's swift progress!
"Toni dear, how _tiresome_ of you to fuss!" would have been Colin's
exasperated comment.

Still sparkling, flushed, and with that peculiarly witty feeling
which always remained behind after a talk with Colin, Toni again
approached the mouthpiece.  She would speak to Miss Thompson, now,
and get it over....

But, at the same moment, the key jarred in the front-door lock, close
by, and Giles came in:

"Ready?  That girl _is_ a priceless ass!" he began....  Then: "You
little rotter!--not dressed yet?  What _have_ you been doing, all the
time?"

"'Phoning Colin--or rather, he 'phoned me.  I couldn't help it.  He
only just this second rang off." ... and Toni replaced the receiver
on its hook.  "Give me ten--no, seven minutes, Giles!  I can be ready
to start in seven minutes...."




CHAPTER VI

The very expensive nurse from St. Olaf's suggested that it might be
better if she were to take baby down to her grandmother, Mrs.
Bertrand Rakonitz, at Bedford Park, for the week-end, if Mr. and Mrs.
Goddard were giving a party that night: "It isn't as though a studio
were a house, is it, Madam?  In fact, I'm not at all sure that studio
life agrees with baby."  The expensive nurse from St. Olaf's said
this quite seriously; and Toni gathered that she was not referring so
much to the possible influence on Babette's morals, of the continual
dissipation which connects itself with studios, nowadays, rather than
canvas and oils, as to the sinister influence of shape.  And she
admitted that there did exist a noticeable incongruity about a baby
in a studio: even in a high-class studio such as theirs: the slant of
the huge skylights, the too distant vistas from end to end of the
vast room, patched with rich-coloured fabrics stiffly spread from
column and balcony; the cubist angles which duplicated and broke and
re-formed themselves, oddly doubled in trembling light and shadows,
now that November had come, and big fires were roaring up the open
brick chimney.  All this indoor landscape might quite conceivably not
"agree" with Babette, aged four months.

"And getting light from on top, Madam," Nurse went on, "instead of
sideways; that's bound to make a difference to a child; and being all
on the ground floor, too.  It's not that I don't highly approve of
new-fashioned upbringing when it's healthy--and, of course, in the
old days, they did tumble downstairs a lot; but, even then----"  She
hesitated, doubtful of the point she was about to make--"a nursery at
the top of the house----"  She came to a halt, again; the point
eluded her; she gave it up....

But Toni remembered the nursery at the top of the house, natural
region of banishment to herself and all her cousins, in the old days
when each small family, within the great encompassing Rakonitz
family, had had their own residence; their own dining-room,
drawing-room, bedrooms; and then, up the third and steepest flight,
that well-known room--most of their little friends had it,
too!--before the clean, bright era of cork floors, and hygienic
fireplaces, and animals stencilled in a frieze round distempered
walls.  That was the modern nursery; Babette should have one,
perhaps, when their lease of Val's studio was up.  But then, in the
eighteen-nineties, it had been a Turkey carpet, too frayed and faded
for the dining-room; wall-paper with a pattern on it--hers had been a
looped bewilderment of tulips!--and a fire-guard, and a
rocking-chair, and a small cosy fire that glowed between the three
iron bars of the grate.  In one corner stood the great mahogany
toy-cupboard, nearly always with a door ajar, and a bulge of escaping
toys; and the gas sang companionably inside its prison of pink,
opaque glass; and Grandmère sent up cake from the drawing-room for
the children's tea: Austrian Torte: luscious, flat slices of pastry
with fruit spread on top; or that wonderful crumbling cake, smelling
of hot spice and veined with cinnamon...

The old nursery days!--Toni looked at her small daughter with tender
compunction; still, Babs was hardly old enough to recognise what she
was missing.

And really, it was an anxiety to have a baby in a studio cottage,
with revellers in and out at all times of the night; motor-horns
blown frantically as the cars were backed down the lane into the
street; the gramophone hardly ever at rest, from tea-time onwards;
and no possibility of completely shutting off the bedrooms from the
studio itself, which was dining-room, drawing-room, lounge, and
smoking-room, all in one; and even spare-room, if you counted the
musicians' gallery, with the divan in it, up the small twisting
staircase; you could shut it off, if you wanted to, by tugging the
thick cords which pulled heavy silk curtains, scrawled with green and
gold and ginger and magenta, right across the studio, unequally
dividing it.  It would have been huge fun, as a child, to have played
with those curtains; to have drawn them aside, dashed up the stairs
into the gallery, made a speech over the rail to the imaginary
multitudes thronging the studio below; fun for one afternoon; not for
always; you would get tired of it; you would want to go back to the
nursery....  Toni roused herself, with a start, to listen to what the
nurse from St. Olaf's was saying:

"Quimper seems to think, Madam--but I don't know if it's right--that
it's quite a quiet party you're giving, and in the afternoon; but
that perhaps a few people may be expected round in the evening, after
he and Mrs. Quimper have left, who couldn't get away from their work
before.  But I told him that it was not quite what I expected, from
hearing you and Mr. Goddard talk."

"Yes," said Toni, hunted and guilty; "I mean--no--the fact is, Nurse,
that we don't think that Quimper would enjoy our evening party, so we
haven't told him much about it.  Dancing, you know, and
liveliness----"

"Quite so, Madam," the nurse agreed, sympathetically.  "The meringues
_do_ get about so!"

The obscure reference was to a fore-shortened vision, which neither
she nor her mistress had ever quite forgotten, of Quimper's disgusted
expression, as he staidly mounted a borrowed step-ladder, to pick off
a couple of limp meringues that had somehow or other found their way
on to the skylight blind.  This had occurred after their last dance,
three or four weeks before: dance that was an informal proclamation
from Toni, to all whom it might concern, that she was once more ready
to be included in "any rag that was going."

For Toni had by no means emerged from her phase of glorious and
irresponsible lunacy.  Her bad, mad times, indeed, did not occur
along a level plateau, but pelted, spasmodically, up and downhill, in
imitation of the intoxicated sprawl of a patient's progress in a
fever-chart.  Beginning with the day of her violent reaction from
work, when she had lain in the sunshine by the duck-pond, and wished
that the world would fill itself with men and laughter, it had
mounted quickly from normal to, perhaps, a temperature of 101°; where
it had remained until she had dutifully slackened pace, last March,
realising that she must give her baby a chance.  From March to July,
then, a gradual descent towards normal again, and July--darkness and
the struggle... "a lovely little daughter, Mrs. Goddard." ... _That_
was all right, anyhow! she had preferred a daughter, and Babs really
was lovely from the very beginning.  Another three months of
exemplary behaviour ... and then the line began to waver up the chart
again--99°--100°--101°--until suddenly, it shot up an almost
precipitous incline, to the equivalent of 105°!--High fever!--Call
the doctor!--"Let things rip!"--Toni was done with being good; Toni
was tearing about again, spending money, buying clothes; a fortnight
in Paris with Giles; and dancing, dancing, fox-trot and tango and
waltz, waltz and Java and Blues, till kipper-time came round at the
Night Clubs....

The very expensive nurse from St. Olaf's looked after Babs so
wonderfully, that really there was no need for Toni to take charge;
and Giles was impatient to have Toni beside him again, wherever he
went, and whatever he did, because she was such a good companion;
although, once the perilous time had been well over, in July, he had
not refused all invitations, in order to hang about the studio,
brooding tenderly upon the spectacle of his wife with their child in
her arms; as, inevitably, a Jewish husband and a Jewish father would
have done.  Giles was remarkably popular; even more popular than
Toni.  Women said it was because he was such a divine dancer.  And
other men were not alienated from him by this, because his dancing
was of the kind that felt divine, and looked perfectly ordinary, so
that they never suffered from an uneasy sensation that one of their
number was performing, instead of merely enjoying himself.  Giles's
dancing was the unexpected bonus thrown in with Toni's already
bursting sack of good fortune; and as the Viennese side of her was
most in evidence, this year of her good time, so she was able to
dance her fill at last.  They had danced for the first time together,
she and Giles, in Rome; among the pillars of Bragaglia's cellars; and
they had danced in Paris; and in London, they invariably danced six
nights out of the seven, and sometimes the seventh; London was still
in the grip of the dancing craze.  Toni could nearly believe that she
loved Giles, dancing with him....

The studio had a good wooden dancing-floor, now, laid down at their
expense.  They had been quite incredulous when they had rolled aside
the Persian rugs, and had perceived how rough and uneven the boards
were, underneath.  What could the succession of artists have been
thinking of, who had inhabited the studio previous to themselves, not
to have attended to this important matter?

They were giving a preliminary party, that same afternoon, for
Quimper alone.  He was liable to mope and to give notice, unless
"company" were frequently invited.  But it had to be "company" in his
sense of the word, not theirs!  He liked the kind of company that
remarked afterwards: "How beautifully the silver shone, and how well
everything was done! they must have a perfectly marvellous butler!  I
envy them their possession of same and aforesaid."

So that Toni and Giles were "At Home," on this occasion, to everyone
they could collect who had either a portly presence, or a title.  It
was obviously Quimper's party, and they were merely in office to
receive the guests and pay for the tea.  And Quimper assured them
afterwards, with much satisfaction, that he thought: "... It had all
gone off very well indeed, and nobody went without!"  Toni and Giles,
now convinced that they would retain his services for the next few
days, did not risk his golden opinion of them, by informing him that
he had made a gross and unmannerly mistake by tip-toeing discreetly
over to Toni, while she sat being charming to a knot of nonentities,
and whispering in her ear: "There's a Person in the hall, Madam, who
asked for you.  I wasn't sure, so I left her outside."  The "Person
in the hall" had turned out to be Toni's most influential and dowdy
client of other days, the Hon. Mrs. Wensley, of the type of county
aristocracy before whom Quimper should have grovelled!

"Butlers don't get on to a breast-high scent, as they used to,"
remarked Giles, afterwards.  "Never mind, I think Quimper enjoyed his
party.  Let's hope it'll help him to survive the wreckage that he'll
find when he turns up to-morrow.  That was a good wheeze of yours,
Toni, to rope in all your old family silver, from Bedford Park.  That
man has a passion for silver that's hardly holy!  I heard him
singing: 'Pale spout I kissed...' to the teapot, in the pantry!  How
do you come to possess such a rich collection, with your grandmother
still alive?"

Toni replied vaguely: "Oh, it just happened!"  It was a matter of
past routine, which she had kept from him, that she had always
redeemed the family silver, and Maxine the family jewelry, whenever
the Matriarch, in her bad times, had gaily pawned them, or given them
away to chance acquaintances whom she had met and liked on her merry
junketings....

"I wonder why we take all this trouble to appease Quimper?" she
speculated.  "Mrs. Quimper's a great cook, of course.  She calls him
'Quimper' when she speaks of him!  I think I'll take to calling you
'Goddard!'  She says: 'Quimper--he's funny about some things!'  Have
you noticed, Giles, that since the war, nearly all our friends have
either acquired butlers, or else can't afford any servants at all?"

"I've noticed it, with a painful sense of loss.  In my father's young
days, he used to kiss the trim parlour-maid in the hall.  I have
exactly the same disposition and yearnings; but, wherever I go, I
find the hall full of Quimpers, and they don't tempt me!"

Toni was lying outside her bed, resting after a bath; enjoying, idly,
the slippery feeling of the loose, thin silk wrap against her bare
flesh; and the pleasant hollow of warmth and comfort and luxury cast
by the flames of the gas-fire, in the absence of all other light; a
gleam twinkled here and there, in dragon-fly colours, from the
outlying shadows of the room, where Toni had tossed down three or
four evening-dresses, while choosing what she would wear that night.
It was an iridescent season: dresses hung straight to the ankles;
dresses that were just beads and beads and beads again; and women
shot and shimmered across the ballroom, sheathed as in a fairy
ballet....

At the end of the bed, Giles squatted, and smoked his pipe.  He wore
a very stolid brown dressing-gown, because, as he explained when he
bought it, he felt decadent enough, living in a studio, without
extraneous help from the Burlington Arcade!

This was the lull between party A and party B.  The Quimpers had gone
home; and Nurse and Babs had left for Bedford Park; nobody arrived at
a dance before ten o'clock, at the earliest.

"_Why_ do you talk through your hat, Giles?  You wouldn't really kiss
parlour-maids, would you?"

"Good Lord, of course I would!  Jimmy always did!  Does!"

"That's no reason," replied Toni, primly.  "How did your mother like
it?"

"He didn't do it in front of her, of course; he used to confess like
hell to her, later on, usually when she had a headache and couldn't
be bothered to listen."

"Weren't you awfully fond of her?" said Toni, softly.  This was
practically the last time that she adapted her tones to the
conventional response to be anticipated from a reserved young
Englishman, who very rarely cared to speak of his mother....  It
seemed inevitable that Giles would answer, briefly, and with a
suggestion of huskiness: "Yes, she was everything to me"--and change
the subject.

Giles answered, cheerfully: "No, not awfully.  She died when I was
about fourteen, but I can't remember missing her much.  She was
always rather scornful and detached.  Quite decent to us kids,
though, in lots of ways.  I think Jimmy plagued her a lot, and so she
didn't expect very much from us, being boys."

"How queer..." mused Toni.  It _was_ queer that this unknown Nancy
Goddard should have felt as Toni herself felt, about boys and men....
And that Nancy Goddard's still more unknown parents were supplying
the wealth which now enabled one Toni Rakonitz to lap cream!

"She was strikingly good-looking," Giles said.  "_My_ eyes," he went
on, with pride; "My mouth, too," he added, as an after-thought.  "And
my profile," trying to help Toni form a conception of his mother's
good looks.

But Nancy Goddard's daughter-in-law remained preoccupied, puzzling
out what might lie behind a former remark of his: "Jimmy plagued her
a lot."

"About parlour-maids, Giles," she began again----

"_Trim_ parlour-maids," he corrected, gravely.  "One wouldn't want to
kiss them, you know, if they weren't trim!"

"Have you, since we were married....  I expected you would, you know,
among--oh, our own friends.  But parlour-maids----"

"Great Scott!" exclaimed Giles, incensed.  "You don't really imagine
that I sneak about, kissing your pals in odd corners, do you?
Rebecca, or Betty, or Esmé, or any of the gang?  Except in front of
you, of course?  There's a lot of indiscriminate hugging in our set.
I don't approve, but I bow my head to it."

"I consider your outburst of virtue is suspicious," said Toni,
accusingly; "especially after yearning for trim parlourmaids."

"That's different.  It isn't the kisses I'm virtuous about; it's the
people I put them on.  That girl, for instance, from your business."
...

"_Giles!_"  Toni raised herself on one arm, in complete consternation
and horror: "You didn't kiss Aimée Lequesne, that time you took her
back to Hanover Street?"

"What did you expect?  Over and over and _over_ again!  I can never
resist a sheer ass.  You should have seen her being dignified, and
saying, 'Oh!  Mr. Goddard!' ..."  He chuckled reminiscently.

Toni subsided on to her pillows, with a groan: "This--_man_ point of
view is beyond me.  Can't you see how you were letting me down?"

Giles couldn't.  "You're so naïve and wide-eyed, in some ways," he
complained.  "Aimée knew there'd be a spot of kissing, from the first
second you suggested I should tootle her back in the Dook.  She
cried, 'Oh, how lovely!' don't you remember?  Aimée's used to it.
_How_ was I letting you down?  I didn't set her up in a flat.  I
kissed her, and told her she was pretty and a darling.  It's all
right, Toni!"

"But it's so old-fashioned," Toni argued.  "It's a relic of the
period when girls' ankles were a treat to a man, and knees positively
thrilled him!  Aimée belongs to those days; so do you.  Are you the
same generation as Jimmy, after all?"

He laughed: "Have you got a headache, Toni?"

"Oh, you weren't confessing, my husband.  You were boasting."

"Boasting?" he repeated, wearily; "_boasting_ of having kissed Aimée?
My dear kid, it's you who are old-fashioned.  In one moment, you'll
be telling me I'm a sad dog with the ladies!"

Toni was becoming more and more interested.  She felt as though she
had inherited a trunk full of miscellaneous objects, and had not had
time to rummage through them until now, to find out their contents.
Had she been probing herself, instead of Giles, she might have been
amazed to discover that she was not all calm curiosity, but, here and
there, hotly angry.  Parlour-maids! the Aimée type! (she ticked them
off on her fingers)--but he wouldn't kiss my friends, except in front
of me....

"What about barmaids?" laconically.

"Oh, you don't kiss barmaids," Giles explained, meticulously exact in
his definitions of male behaviour; "You go on in a way that makes
them say: 'Now, saucy!'  They don't say it as much as they used to;
that tradition's dying out, too.  You'd better talk to Jimmy about
barmaids; his reminiscences are fruitier and more bloomy than mine!
Hard luck you're not a man, Toni!  It's a historical moment when you
can draw a barmaid to say: 'Now, saucy, give over!'  It'll be
entirely lost to the next generation, I'm afraid.  If Babs has any
brothers ..."

"Babs won't have!"

He raised his eyebrows, quizzing her certainty.  Toni smiled serenely
back at him ... her closed mouth an uplifted crescent.

Abruptly he stood up, sauntered to the fireplace, and knocked out his
pipe: "It's nearly nine o'clock, darling, and the snow lies heavy on
the skylights.  I doubt if any single person will come, this bleak
November night, but you'd better dress.  You can hate me just as well
while you're dressing as while you're lying there, you know."

"Hate you?  I don't hate you.  I'm not a jealous wife of the
Edwardian era.  I find an impersonal analysis most richly rewarding,
that's all!"

"I'm shaw..." retorted Giles, using the favourite idiom of the
moment.  And he went whistling into the bathroom.

"Giles," she called, presently, through the open door; "can't you
really see that you were letting me down, by kissing my sales-woman,
who had been to see me on business?"

"Wait a moment, my heart; I couldn't hear you; I was splashing; now
say it again."

Toni, with unnatural courtesy, repeated her question.

No, Giles didn't see that he had let her down.

"But you do consider," she persisted, "that you would be letting me
down, if all this time you were flirting, with kissing accompaniment,
say with Betty or Esmé?"

"Your friends? our friends?  It's simply not done, Toni."

She had been eagerly expecting him to say: "It's simply not done,
Toni"--for a year and two months.  So that now it had actually been
spoken at last, she could hardly believe that he meant it, and was
not merely scoring a humorous point by playing up to her.

"I see.  Thanks, that'll be all for the moment!"

Two minutes later, he called out: "How's the impersonal analysis
getting on?"

"Nicely, thanks!"

"Unfolding like a flower?"

... No answer came from the bedroom.  Giles had only just plunged
into his bath, but he stepped out of it again, and dripped across the
tiled floor towards the door that led into their adjoining bedroom.
He stood on the threshold, and looked at Toni for a few seconds,
before she knew that he was there....  She was sitting on a low,
cushioned chair in front of the gas-fire, voluptuously drawing over
her left leg a filmy stocking of pale oyster-coloured silk, with a
faint sheen of rose on it where the curves took the firelight
reflections.  The silk wrap she had thrown over her while resting on
the bed, had been abandoned, and lay in a tumble next to her chair.
Her smooth, small head was bent low, as though absorbed in her task,
so that he could not see her face.  She had not begun to dress yet,
except for one highly decorative stocking on one highly decorative
leg.  And now she stretched it out, straight in front of her; most
earnestly scrutinised it; knitted her brows ... then smiled, a
provocative, secret smile, at the exquisite ankle and instep.

... But Giles still watched what could be seen of her face.

--Toni suddenly looked up, and saw him standing there.  It would have
been natural to speak; to carry on their bantering quarrel; or to ask
him if he had mislaid anything.  But neither Toni nor Giles said a
word.  He went back to his interrupted bath.  She pulled on her other
stocking.

"I shan't need any rouge, after all!" she murmured, in front of the
long mirror.  Her heart was stuttering in movements wild and
disturbed, as of a pigeon who has heard distant gun-shot.  Yet how
radiantly well she looked!  And how she was looking forward to the
rest of the evening!  So much more than ever in her life before....
This was going to be the dance!  Yes, she was certain of it....


It had chimed three times, for a quarter to twelve, from the nearest
church tower, when Toni said to her partner, who was Giles, and had
already been Giles over and over again:

"Colin and Betty ought to be arriving, about now; they're not
stopping to change after the show.  Colin said he'd ask permission
for them to come straight on in their costumes."

Giles went to the studio door, and opened it wide.  The cold air
shuddered in, and seemed to squeeze away warmth into the far corners
of the studio.

"Pitch black outside, and snowing; they won't get a car up the lane;
we ought to show them a light of some sort."

"Who?  Colin and Betty?"

"Are Colin and Betty coming?  Good egg!"

"Will they be wearing that ripping kit of the third act?  Betty looks
too gorgeous in it!"

"Listen! what's that?  it's a taxi, isn't it, stopping just down the
road?"

"Here's a bundle of long, wax tapers," cried someone else.  They were
snatched from his hand, quickly distributed, thrust into the fire,
and then rushed towards the door.  The men and girls in the rear of
the crowd were pushing forward the others, willy-nilly over the
threshold and into the lane.

The snow was falling very lightly now; soft flakes strayed vaguely in
the air, before, at last, they fluttered to the ground.  The
out-thrust tapers were like slender twigs from a white tree, tipped
with burning crocuses of flame.

Between the high blank walls, two fantastic figures moved slowly
towards them, hand in hand, the clasp held high, as though in some
formal dance.  Colin and Betty.  In the brilliantly lit studio,
behind the crowd, the gramophone was still playing the last fox-trot:

"It's moonlight in Kalua...."

Kalua.  Sliding ripples of black and silver water on a warm night.
Canoes slipping down the shallows.  Black silhouettes in the canoes.
Silvery light just struggling up through the black sinuous trees on
the bank....  That was the music of "Kalua." ...

And suddenly it seemed to Toni that at last, crystallised here, now,
into this single moment, was her good time as she had always dreamt
of it.  No more than this had she dreamt; not magic nor fairy-tale,
but just such a happy fusion of the whirling snow, the crowd of
figures, half in the light, half out in the dark, brandishing their
torches; Colin and Betty, beautiful and slightly grotesque, advancing
towards them in full panoply: velvet skirts spread like a huge,
inverted cup round Betty's feet, as she minced over the pure,
sparkling strip of snow; the absurd dangle of plumes on Colin's
helmet; pause in the dance, the melody still running on; everyone
laughing; bare shoulders heedless of the snow; Giles pressing against
her arm; and the universal shout of welcome:

"Come on, you two; we're nearly frozen!"

It had been a diamonded evening, and this was climax.  This, surely,
was the quintessence of gaiety itself.  It did exist! it did! and
not, perhaps, to-morrow; or reminiscently, yesterday, and incomplete;
but now; for one encircled moment lifted high....  "It's moonlight in
Kalua." ...

A quick wind whirled up the lane, and blew out most of the flames.
Colin and Betty were dragged within, and the door slammed.

"You _are_ sports, to come on a night like this!"

"I want _hot_ punch, glowing hot," announced Colin, firmly giving
trouble.  "And Betty wants a posset of mulled claret with plenty of
spice in it, don't you, Betty, my angel?  None of your nasty, chilly
champagne for us, Giles, so it's no good popping corks in that
ostentatious way of yours!  No, thank you, my pretty, _no_ cider-cup!
I _know_ cider-cup, made with a sprig of borrage, according to Aunt
Anne's recipe, or is it Aunt Sophia's?--'almost non-alcoholic, and
_so_ nice for the young people'!  Toni, I've never seen you look so
far from plain; come and dance with me!  Sling on another record,
somebody.  Now, Betty, mind you change your goloshes!"

They were all dancing again....

About an hour later, Toni, halting beside the gramophone to help
Maurice find the Java record, noticed a girl capering past whose face
she did not know; one of several who had been brought along by
somebody else, who, in turn, might have been brought by an originally
invited guest, in the ramshackle way that modern parties build
themselves up.  "I could swear that I've never seen her before,"
mused Toni; "and yet--_have_ I?" ... But then the thought was cut off
sharply by the freakish rhythm of "Java":

"Can you do it?"

"No, I haven't got the hang of it."

"Watch Toni; Toni and Giles do it beautifully."

"They oughtn't to be encouraged to show off, ought they, in their own
studio?"

"It's not really in yet, is it? at least, it hasn't come to stay?"

"No, I don't think so."

"Colin, can't you Java?"

"If I could find a partner worthy of me," said Colin; "my shoes are a
little pre-Java, but still! ... Betty?"

Betty shook her head.  With her voluminous olive-green skirts
ballooning stiffly around her on the divan, she bent her tiny,
sharply-carved black head over a bowl of mulled claret; and
pronounced the spicing to be amateur but nutritious.  Colin swung
round with arms appealingly outstretched for a partner.  The strange
girl, whom Toni had recently noticed, leapt into them.  Two couples
moved up and down the studio floor, elated at the space that their
solitary proficiency had procured for them.  Two couples, Giles and
Toni, Colin and the girl whose mouth, closed but smiling, was curved
like an uptilted crescent; dodging, zig-zagging, while the rest of
the party languidly criticised or generously applauded, according to
their natures.  The strange girl called over one shoulder, to Toni,
as they brushed very close:

"We're relations, you know!" ... just before Colin swept her on again.

"How funny!" laughed Toni, next time they passed close enough; "How
do we manage it?"

"Oh, some great-uncle or other!"

And that was all, just then.


But when Toni was a child, and before life became a breathless and
unmannerly scamper, Rakonitz met Rakonitz in a very different way:

First, rumours of arrival; then a deprecating letter, in pointed
handwriting, addressed to the Matriarch, as head of the tribe,
announcing definitely that the relatives settled--perhaps--in Vienna
or in Budapest, intended sending their loved son or their loved
daughter on a visit to London, or for a long stay; so would the dear
Anastasia be a little bit kind, yes? ... The letter was passed round;
read to Aunt Elsa and Aunt Henrietta and all the other aunts; read to
the Uncles; all the history of that particular branch of the family
was discussed; all the anecdotes that richly encrusted their past,
were taken as circumstantial evidence of what might be expected from
this unknown: "He must have a little attention paid to him, isn't it?
coming over for the first time!"  And the "little attention" would
swell and materialise into an overwhelming pageant of hospitality;
starting by a big dinner-party, the first of many, given by
Anastasia; to which the principal and most important Rakonitz members
would be invited.  The abundant and indigestible dishes that were
cooked!  The ceremonious compliments that were exchanged!  and the
messages that were delivered, from Vienna or Budapest!  One foreign
embassy despatched to another would hardly have evoked such
scrupulous assemblage to do honour to the arrival of a stranger who
was yet a unit of the family.  A vast amount of bustle, a vast amount
of graciousness and warmth; and a great deal of dignity too, were
qualities that the family paraded, in quite unconscious obedience to
the laws of their tribe and history, on these occasions.  And
Anastasia could be relied upon to say to the new-comer, in her
genial, domineering tones: "You must tell me just exactly what
business you wish to do, over here, and if you are looking forward to
meet some nice young girl"--or "a nice young gentleman!"--"And I will
see to it all!  Ach!  I remember your grandfather well.  It was he
who was always so careful about his cravats, and _would_ go about
Paris buying antiques, and order them all to be sent home to him--but
dreadful shams, some of them! but his valet, who knew his ways, saw
to it that they were all taken back to the shops the next day; and
your grandfather was so absent-minded and such a dear fellow, that he
never noticed, and sometimes even bought them twice or three times
over!  But as he never had to pay, and they always went back, it did
not matter.  A charming man, your grandfather!" ...

When Rakonitz formerly met Rakonitz, in the old spectacular days ...

But now:

"We're relations, you know!"

"How funny! how do we manage it?"

"Oh, some great-uncle or other!"

... The party went on.  Toni did not think she could ever feel sleepy
again.  Once or twice, she remembered that moment when they had all
crowded with torches into the doorway, lighting Colin and Betty up
the lane powdered with snow...




PART II

THE YOUNG MATRIARCH

CHAPTER I

Loraine was the great-granddaughter of Andreas Rakonitz, who was the
fourth son of Simon and Babette.  Therefore she was of the same
generation as Toni Goddard and Maxine Silver, Val Power and Helen
Czelovar and Richard Marcus.

In about the year 1840, Andreas and Eugène left Vienna; and
travelled, the one, West, to Spain; the other, East, to
Constantinople.  Of all the long line of brothers and sisters that
began with Sigismund and ended with Rachel, they were the two who
vanished most completely.  Their mother, Babette, never ceased hoping
for their eventual return.  For the benefit of her grandchildren, and
most of all for the edification of little Anastasia, who used to
squat at her feet beside the great china stove, holding her ball of
knitting, Babette's comfortable, maternal arrogance built up a purely
fictitious legend of the strength and the beauty and the admirable
gifts of these two dashing young sons.  No more was heard of Eugène,
until, in about the year 1904, his widow, a dark dingy little Greek
woman, had suddenly appeared in London, destitute, with four
children, all more or less idiots.  Eugène had assured her that his
family would look after her; and the family had forthwith met in
tribal council, and had abused Eugène, and squabbled exceedingly over
bye-issues ... and had vied with each other in bursting and abundant
generosity; until Uncle Maximilian, in his testy, high-handed
fashion, had commanded that no more should be said about this
tiresome Greek woman and her children; which had merely meant--as the
rest of the family well knew--that he would supply funds for her
whole support, and his elder sister Anastasia would administer them.

Andreas, in some mysterious fashion, had managed, by his marriage
with Manuela Panja, to link himself with the family of a Spanish
travelling showman....  And three generations later, out of
obscurity, Loraine appeared, to dance the Java with Colin, at Toni's
studio party.  At once she had looked at Toni with those portentous,
light eyes of hers, one so much smaller than the other, as though she
and Toni shared a secret, but Toni might trust her not to betray
it....  This was a trick of Loraine's.  Later on, she would invent a
secret about you, that you did not even know yourself; and make you
believe in it; and then tell you how she had leapt to it from her
very first encounter with you.

She was not at all beautiful; her lids slouched heavily over her
eyes, in a raffish fashion; her small face was quite colourless; and
her hair was colourless, too, and fell in flat angles, like painted
wood, across her brow, and over her cheeks and ears.  Only her mouth
was beautiful; it was the Rakonitz mouth in shape, but the curves had
a deeper sweetness and subtlety than any of theirs; it was a child's
mouth still; but the rest of her face was old, too old; older than
Loraine herself, and she was not very young any more.  She hoped that
she was ageless, like Cleopatra ... people who came under her spell,
told her so.  Loraine's Spell was a very important part of her
equipment; it would have been easier to cope with, had it been
entirely her illusion; but it worked, sometimes; often enough to
encourage her; and when it worked, it was a forceful spell.  It
worked most frequently on children, and animals, and servants, and
old people; and moony girls were easily enough entangled in it.  And
every time that Loraine came into conflict with a human being who was
spell-proof, she was first incredulous, and then uneasy, and then
dangerous; and finally, ill and broken by the horror of her failure.

She was in conflict with her cousin Toni, now.

Loraine saw a lot of Toni, following their meeting at the dance.  The
fiercest love of which she was capable, strangely enough, was for her
unknown family.  And it was a genuine obsession.  She had caused her
entrance into the family to be deliberately sensational.  For some
weeks before her advent, she had been hanging about on the outskirts,
waiting for her chance; until at last it came, through a girl whom
she knew, who knew a man who knew Giles!  All through the evening,
until she chose to declare herself, she was exulting in the knowledge
that Toni Rakonitz was as yet unconscious of the very existence of
Loraine Rakonitz; but that Loraine Rakonitz had the power to enrich
the family gravy, by the additional substance and flavouring of
herself, at any moment that she wanted to.  Loraine had planned,
moreover, that a sudden warm love would spring up at once, between
herself and Toni.  She was not sure that she wanted Toni actually
under her Spell--not too easily enmeshed, at any rate; she despised
people who were caught too easily.  Eventually, of course--but,
meanwhile, a sort of passionate cousinhood.  She would hear all about
Toni's life.  They would sit, for hours and hours, talking.  And she
would contribute, diffidently, a few of her own nomad experiences ...
nomad and eerie, because she subconsciously placed herself as a
spiritual offspring of Lavengro and La Belle Dame Sans Merci.  And
most of all she wanted to hear all there was to hear about the rest
of the family; and to meet every one of them, often, and touch them,
and be near them, and grow familiar with their oddities and
characteristics, until she fulfilled at last her furious longing to
be identified with Rakonitz and Czelovar and Bettelheim; absorbed in
their most minute interests; knit closely into the fabric where she
belonged.

But she had arrived among them so very much too late; and the fabric
was torn and threadbare.

"Toni wasn't having any," was an out-of-date idiom in 1922, but it
exactly expressed what Toni felt about this unexpected bombardment
from Loraine.  The family, to Toni, during her present phase, was not
any more a fascinating and succulent chronicle, as it appeared to
Loraine, who had only seen it from a distance.  Toni had lived all
her life in the very dust and heat of it; and only recently had
managed to get away; she was not at all ready yet to go back to it,
even in endless narrative.  The family was tiresome ... and she was
enjoying herself with her rabble of happy-go-lucky contemporaries.  A
long time ago, she, too, had been capable of romantic excitement
about the Rakonitz legend....

And now Loraine, insistently pelting her with questions, saw it still
as the child Toni had seen it: "Well, but surely-to-God I can visit
my Aunt Anastasia? sit with her, even if she is ill?  But why not, if
I want to pay tribute to the old warrior? ... She'd enjoy hearing
about my grandfather's story of his father's escapade that night of
the feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola.  And where's my Aunt Elsa?
Staying with Val in Italy?  And Franz Rakonitz was killed during the
war, you say?  Ah, but I'd have adored my cousin Franz!  Don't the
San Remo lot ever come over, any more?  Do you know Aunt Berthe, in
Paris?  And the two old dames who are both over a hundred years
old....  Dead? dead?  Ah, but the bad luck I've had....  So many of
them dead.  And the Uncles...?  It's not so very long ago, is it,
that Uncle Louis died?  Where's Richard?  Richard Marcus?  Why won't
you give me his address?  Toni, darling Toni, let's have a party and
invite them all; all who are left.  Aunt Truda's a sweet darling
woman, that she is, and I love your mother and Iris and your Babs....
But--where be all these dear dead women----?  Where's Raoul Czelovar
and Aunt Henrietta Solomonson and my cousins Neil and Sylvia and
Helen?  I want to see them all at once, in their glory, sitting at a
long table, and eating Apfelstrudel!"

... Loraine was a fanatic, and--here was the worst of it!--a parody
of Toni's former self.  Toni, rather cool, rather bored, very full of
engagements; Toni Goddard, wife of Giles Goddard, could not forbear
from wishing, at first courteously, and later wearily, that Loraine
would go back to Spain or to Ireland or to Lower Beckenham--wherever
it was that she really came from!--and stay there.  Her sentiments
towards Loraine, were those of all mortals, except the very noblest,
towards their parodies.

Where did Loraine come from? and what was her past?  Toni never quite
found out.  The background that she created was a kaleidoscope,
perpetually shaken and jogged into fresh patterns.  Apparently
Loraine saw no reason why anything within reach of her imagination
should not be looted for inclusion into her own personal history.
The time and space and probability of these varying tales perpetually
contradicted one another; but Loraine quite simply denied yesterday's
pattern for the sake of to-day's re-arrangement.  Her travels made
geography into sheer bewilderment; her ancestors were of every known
European nation, with a wayward dash in the direction of the South
Seas.  She had apparently been married, and not been married; she had
had three adoring husbands; and she was a lonely, frightened elf of
the woods and streams, who had never been loved by anyone.  Gipsies
and convents and circuses, and other picturesque flora and fauna,
suddenly dotted the landscape of her childhood, and then as suddenly
disappeared again, or were planted down in another place.  She was an
international vamp, and the Portuguese police would like to trace her
whereabouts....  But sometimes, never a stain appeared on the white
escutcheon of her virginity.  She had, apparently, a glorious gift
for singing, and the greatest singer of the world had once said to
her ... But then she had lost her voice, rescuing a Hapsburg drowning
in the mouth of the Humber....  She had the finest seat to hounds of
any woman in County Wicklow; and the Duc de Richespan, after she had
lived with him in the old Château de Richespan for eleven years--for
there had never been another man in her life! how could there be,
after that fine and witty gentleman?--had once said to her: "Ma belle
et fatale Loraine, avec toi, plus on trouve, plus on perd ... mais ça
vale bien les deux sous...!" ... he had embroidered for him a set of
tapestries depicting the obscurer portions of the Leda legend, which,
with a wicked chuckle, he had been compelled to hang in the private
closet that led from his dressing-room--for discretion's sake!  And
there wasn't a cabin nor hovel on the west coast of Ireland, nor an
arena in the length and breadth of Andalusia, that did not know her
and love her...

"My father took me wherever he went, good luck to him, until he died
last year, preventing injustice to a Basque smuggler," said Loraine.
"I was with him then, too....  We were used to the rough of it and
the smooth of it, together.  He always said to his friends that his
scapegrace of a daughter had a palate for Madeira and port that, by
God! he'd never met the like of it!"

Now this tale, although it was only a trifle, scratched at the
portals of Toni's wrath.  A connoisseur's palate for wine happened to
be one of her own reasons for pride; it was unusual, in a woman.  The
fact that Loraine, with her Basque smugglers and her stage Irish, had
followed her down into the very cellar, at once made this talent
appear over-stressed and rather ridiculous.  Anyway, Loraine was
probably lying....  Toni took a cigarette, leant back in the
arm-chair, and said, nonchalantly:

"Have you ever tasted a '74 Château Margaux?  Uncle Maximilian always
called it _my_ wine....  I was rather a pet of his, you know.  I
remember the first time he and I had a bottle together----"  She was
bragging, royally; but Loraine had an evil effect upon her, and she
did not care.  If her cousin Loraine could be flamboyant, why, so
could she, and not less effectively.  "_Really_ brilliant people
never boast....  Do _I_ boast?"--It had been forgotten which Rakonitz
had originally made this remark, but it expressed the immortal
Rakonitz spirit, in a phrase.

... Those two small heads bent close together over the fire,
gossiping like old friends, seemingly like good friends, bore a
freakish likeness, one to the other.  So did the oval faces, and that
haunting lift at the corners of each mouth.  Only the eyes were
different; Toni had the advantage there.  Toni was by far the
prettier of the two, and the younger by about eleven years; and Toni
could select and wear her clothes fastidiously, with just an allure
of impudence, never a shade too much.  But the two silhouettes were
the same, and the type.  Here was Rakonitz, expressed in terms of the
twentieth century.  The breed conformed to the modern cut of youth;
soft, short hair; small bones; boyish hips.  And yet Rakonitz women
used to be large, and bountifully built; their superb limbs disguised
by bustle or crinoline, shawls, swelling leg-of-mutton sleeves; their
quantities of long hair plaited and rolled and piled high, to hide
the shape of their heads.  These women of former generations used to
grow, and leave their maidenhood behind; they became definitely
adult, matronly, middle-aged, elderly, old; at any rate, in
appearance.  This process of development was now, in the physical
sense, a lost secret; thin girls might be seen flitting,
unencumbered, through the years; and, in time, they would wither a
little, but they would never grow, and grow old, with the massive
dignity that their ancestors had achieved.  Maxine, perhaps, who was
big and dark, might do so; and Val, who was big and fair; but never
Toni and Loraine.

Toni and Loraine strove to out-boast each other, now, in the same
irritated, swaggering spirit with which those two old women, Aunt
Anastasia and Aunt Elsa, might have competed, when they were fine
young matrons in their thirties.

"I was rather a favourite of Uncle Max," repeated Toni, musing.  Then
she laughed a little: "He called me an impudent chit, but I think he
liked it when I cheeked him!  The other children were all afraid of
him!"

Loraine laughed: "Afraid of Uncle Maximilian?  And what would they be
afraid of him for?  Of all the darlings----!"

Toni raised her eyebrows, astonished: "But you never knew him,
surely?"

Loraine smiled mysteriously: "I'll tell you, later.  What was the
story about you and the wine, first?  Ah! do pour it all out, Toni!
If you only knew how I ache to hear the little things about the
Uncles, and their rubies, and their dressing-gowns, and their valets,
and the houses they lived in, before the whole grand structure
crashed down.  It was my bad luck to have been out of it, until now!
Uncle Maximilian once said something about taking me home to live
with him and to run his house for him....  He said I'd amuse his
friends when I didn't shock them--and when I did, ah, sure, it would
do them good! and he said I could be trusted to order the perfect
dinner for twenty guests or more, and he would never insult me by
looking at the menu beforehand, even if the King of England were
invoited!  I always cooked the dinner myself, when Uncle Maximilian
sent one of his telegrams, across half Europe, to say he was coming.
And then I'd slip on the dress he said suited me so well--that funny,
old-fashioned brocade, striped plum-colour and smoke-blue with the
little posies of myrtle worked on it--I must show it to you, Toni;
remind me! ... Uncle Maximilian found it himself, in a fusty old shop
in Barcelona, and he bought it for me, because he said I had quite a
rare sense of period and would wear it with the right air.  I loved
hearing him say: 'Ecco! here comes our little Gräfin'!'  That means
Countess."

"Thanks," said Toni, drily.  "I'm partly Viennese, too, as it
happens, and I've picked up a few words of the language."

She simply could not understand why Uncle Maximilian, her late idol,
should, apparently, have been so intimate with Loraine's branch of
the family, as to have sent them telegrams across half Europe, to
announce his advent; to have refused food, except when cooked by
Loraine's own hands; and to have insisted on her wearing that dress
which he had bought for her in Barcelona.  Not to mention the
unspeakable idea that Loraine should ever have been installed as his
favourite niece, and head of his household; a beloved and trusted
little housekeeper to amuse and shock his friends....  Toni had a
distasteful vision of Loraine being lifted by Uncle Max on to the
table, to dance for them; and all the dudes and dandies leaning back
in their chairs, glasses of Château Margaux upraised--Toni's '74
Château Margaux!--applauding and crying: "Brava!  Brava! the little
Gräfin!" ... Had Uncle Max not realised how his proposal was letting
Toni down?

"It's most peculiar," drawled Toni, in an endeavour to restrain
Loraine's officious thrust for a place in the very heart and
sanctuary of the family, "that Uncle Max should never have mentioned
you."

Loraine winced.  Glanced at Toni, and quickly glanced away again.
Fidgeted with the bellows.  Then, lifting her head proudly but sadly,
she said: "You see, there was a reason....  However much he adored
me, and made a favourite of me, he wouldn't be likely to bring me
where I could be with the rest of you."

"And why the Hell not?" growled Toni.

"Because," Loraine replied, with haughty distinctness, "at that time
there happened to be a prejudice, still, in your safely curtained
drawing-rooms, against being connected with a bastard!"

... It was about a year later that Toni discovered, and completely
proved, that Loraine had never known Uncle Maximilian, except by
recent hearsay: a photograph seen at Aunt Truda's, and one or two
words the latter dropped in explanation: "Uncle Max--the Grand
Seigneur, we used to call him...."  He, for his part, had been as
completely unaware of the existence of any of Andreas' descendants,
as were the rest of the family; and, finally, Loraine's mother and
father had been, from the first, most impeccably married by both
Church and State.

An hour or two after Loraine had hugged her impulsively, and gone
away, it occurred to Toni that in spite of all attempts, she had been
baulked of telling that picturesque incident about a pretty, wilful
child called Toni, who had always insisted, whenever she dined or
lunched alone with her favourite Uncle, that a bottle of '74 Château
Margaux should be brought up for her special benefit! and the cork
given to her for a relic, and a sign of initiation; in the same
sporting tradition as a child of a hunting family would be given the
brush.  But the Rakonitz family of cosmopolitan epicures would only
think of "blooding" their young in rare wines.  "Darling Uncle
Max!--I suppose it amused him to indulge me," Toni had meant to
remark, in an off-hand sort of way.  "How I loved to think myself
sophisticated, then!"

And her anecdote happened to be true; but what was the good of truth
against Loraine?

Loraine, the scornful little Gräfin, a love-child and a wanderer, had
decidedly scored in narrative; Loraine, conspirator in the dark but
glowing life led by the Grand Seigneur outside the pale, when he
escaped from family respectability!

Toni was cross; she _had_ been Uncle Max's pet niece!




CHAPTER II

... "I am very glad to hear it," said Toni's grandmother,
emphatically.  "This time, it will be a boy.  Boys are better."  And
this she said, tended lovingly in the house of her daughter;
supported by her two granddaughters.  She said it in the utmost good
faith.

Toni herself was rather less glad.  She had made up her mind to have
one child, so she had behaved nicely over the advent of Babette.  And
Babs had proved adorable.  Perhaps, in a great many years, she might
possibly choose to have another....  But just now, to have to retire
from the very rush and torrent of her amusements, was an interruption
and a bore; worse than that, even; it was what Colin would have
called bad stage-management.  Toni, understudying Destiny with some
efficiency (as she thought) for the entire pleasure and benefit of
Toni, was very perturbed indeed at the prospect of this second child.
Toni, in May, stared at the end of December, and gave it what almost
amounted to a dead cut!  She would continue enjoying herself, anyhow,
up to the last possible moment; and begin again at the first possible
moment.

"Well, good-bye, Grandmère darling, I must fly home and dress, now;
we're all going to 'Lilac-Time' to-night.  It's laid in Vienna, you
know: 'Drei Mädchen-Haus'--Schubert's music, and the story of his
love-affair with----"

"You will _not_ go to the theatre to-night," said the Matriarch,
positively.  "After what you have told me?  No, you will lie down!"
She indicated a doubtful space beside her, on the canopied bed....
It was littered with a miscellany of interesting objects, necessary
to the invalid's immediate comfort and happiness: two old but
excellent boned corsets, black satin brocaded with red flowers, and
purple satin brocaded with black flowers.  A collection of open tins,
containing sardines and other _hors-d'œuvres_, in a fair state of
repair.  And, principally, a "set" for the writing-desk: six
different "parts," in gilt squirligigs and marble-like crystallised
raspberry ice; blotter, ink-tray with duplicate inkpots, and four
accessories, use unknown.  It had been the Matriarch's
wedding-present from her cousin Josef, and she had commanded it to be
unpacked this very morning--one of Truda's busiest mornings--because
she said she could not make her Will without it.  "Her umpteenth
Will..." grumbled Derek, despatched to the attic where the trunks
were kept.

"You will lie down, Toni.  Now and here.  If I do not run behind
things myself, nothing ever gets itself done."

"Grandmère darling, I can't lie down for seven months.  Going to the
theatre to-night won't hurt me."

"Me, you can teach nothing!" cried Anastasia, beginning to get shrill
and excited.  "I have had five splendid children: Bertrand and Truda;
my two beautiful boys, Ludovic and Blaise----"  Five ... but she had
forgotten who was the fifth; Sophie had never been of any importance.
"And I lay down for all of them," finished the Matriarch, resigning
poor Sophie to limbo.

Toni, to quieten her, promised that she would go home and rest.
Grandmère must not be over-excited; there was always a fear that
another stroke might prove fatal.

"And tell that husband of yours that he is to give you plenty of
_bouillon_; _bouillon_ as the French make it.  Do you understand?
Tell him I say so, and that he is to have it prepared with a raw egg
in it, and give it to you himself----  It will not hurt him, though
he _is_ a Goy, for I have seen an advertisement on all the walls of a
young husband giving soup to his wife who has had a baby in naval
uniform, and your Giles is not even in the army any more, so you see?
And also this, that if our Empress Elizabeth had not been so colossal
fond of England and the chase ... The English soup is hot water, and
so we had all that Meyerling tragedy!  And her lovely hair too....
But you _would_ have it bobbet, as they call it, and now look at you!
A young married woman like you should be both virtuous and
_séduisante_.  So, she will have many children.  Strong French
_bouillon_----"

"I'll tell Giles," Toni promised obediently.

"You still have our Maria in the kitchen, isn't it?  That is
right!"--But Maria had been dead, now, for over fifty years.  "And
come to see me more often, yes?  No one comes to see me now except
that silly girl whom I do not at all like, and her dress falling off
her shoulders because she has no figure to hang it up.  But Truda
lets her in, and so she is always here, calling me Grandmère....  I
am _not_ her Grandmère!"  Anastasia sat up in bed, and began to show
signs, once more, of a turbulent spirit.  Toni, being human, could
not help being glad that she was still the Matriarch's favourite, and
had not been replaced by Loraine.  So she kissed the old woman even
more tenderly than usual; and scolded herself, as she drove the Dook
rapidly back from Baling to Kensington, for so seldom going to see
her.  But there was too much going on; too much to do and see; too
many companions clamouring for her; most of them originally
introduced by Colin, who had been in hospital with Giles in 1917;
they had become close friends, then; and when Toni brought in, as her
share towards the nucleus of a set, two or three of Val's late
intimates, they had enough and more than enough to start on; all the
others followed, inevitably.  The constant demand for Toni's presence
by every fresh group thrown in her way by the last group, in an
endless chain, gave her a giddy, elated feeling of being
indispensable.  Surely it could not all go on, after she had once
dropped out?  Surely, she was both the egg and the egg-whisk? ...

In London, if you are young, gay, if you love dancing; if you have
the trick of throwing money about without looking in which direction
it goes; and if, moreover, you are not tiresomely conscientious on
any particular point of religion, duty, or reform; if, finally, you
have personal magnetism, a knack of putting on the right clothes at
the right moment in the right way, and if your existence in the past
had been a drab thunder-grey, so that its present golden-yellow
shines in brilliant contrast against it; then there is only one asset
still required for your complete enjoyment, and that is robust health.

Toni would never be robust; but she lived on her nervous vitality.

And so the good time went on....

As for Giles, she did not see as much of him as formerly; very often,
now, they agreed to revel apart, instead of together.  They had been
married for nearly two years....  On the whole, she knew rather less
of Giles than when she had first confidently enclosed his entire
individuality into the space of the conventional nutshell.  His
capacity for rushing round with a laughing, drinking, dancing throng,
equalled, if it did not out-distance, hers; but it remained an
astonishing faculty, in an Englishman, to continue to want,
vigorously, no more than evanescent gaiety, that never resolved
itself into a solid chunk of gain, some purpose fulfilled, some win
in a game, some trophy of sport.

Toni would have hailed it as natural in, say, her Viennese cousin who
was killed in the war: Franz Rakonitz, that nonchalant and
well-dressed cynic, who had composed songs; and played on the pianos
of every cabaret in and off the Kärntner-Ring....  She could remember
now, how he had sat down in Aunt Elsa's drawing-room, on a visit, and
accompanied his own singing of that serious and enchanting lyric:
"Wass macht ein Kuh am Stefansplatz?"--roughly translated to: "How
the deuce can a cow occupy herself in Regent Street?" ...

What, ultimately, did Giles want out of it all?  His drinking was
only a cheery accompaniment to an evening's amusement; he did not
gamble; nor, as far as she could see, did he make love more
promiscuously than the fashion of the day demanded.  Yet what did she
expect from him?  A wheel could leap nowhere, except, at a break-neck
pace, back to its own beginnings; and, outstripping these, round and
round again....

How old was Giles?  Twenty-nine?  Thirty? yes, but in his enjoyment
of a good time, as in Toni's, was a feverish element; six years of
the war, matched to her twelve years of monotonous work; they had
both been robbed; they were both refusing to submit to such robbery.
His nominal "job" was selling motor-cars; the job of nearly every
post-war young officer who was not crippled in nerve or body, and who
could afford to ignore the serious question of earning a living.  In
partnership with another ex-officer who played tennis all day long,
covered courts in the winter, Giles was agent for Rolls-Royce,
Vauxhall, Bentley and Morris automobiles.  Toni found infinite
amusement in contemplation of the way these two men grimly fought
their way to the top, inch by inch, in a business career....  Most of
the time they forgot about it altogether!

May, June, July....  "I'll break off in November," said Toni.  At the
end of November, unwillingly, she began to shut out the crowd, and
the lights and the music.  It all died down.  This time Giles
remained on the thronged and noisy side of the curtain.  He stayed on
with the swing-boats and the merry-go-round: "All the Fun of the
Fair!" ... A good time, during the post-war years, naturally
expressed itself in Revue titles: "Dover Street to Dixie," "London
Calling," "Yes," "Mayfair and Montmartre," "Snap," "Brighter London,"
"Carte Blanche," "Rats," and "The Little Revue Starts at Nine." ...
Here was the summary of Giles' career, in the hurried jargon of
Giles' generation.

Paul was born on New Year's Day.  The Matriarch had asked that the
boy should be called after her long-dead husband; and Toni had
humoured her; it was such an easy little thing to do.  Paul would
probably develop into the usual selfish, charming, unreliable
Rakonitz man, one day to make glad the heart of woman--some woman or
other!--so he might as well have one of their names from the
beginning; it would remind his mother, at all events, not to expect
much from him.  Better to start with fixed disillusion, than have to
grope for it, later on, through bewilderment and agony: "We happen to
know where we are with each other, Paul Goddard, don't we?" she said,
half laughing, to the baby in her arms.  Paul Goddard gazed up at
her, with as much adoration as though she had said: "Goo-goo-goo, was
it my own pet lovums?" ... Perhaps Toni's voice had been warmer,
kindlier, than her intention.  He was plain, but already very dear.

She did not find it possible to pick up the good time again.  It was
not as it had been before the break; you could see the rivets.  To
the modern crowd, five minutes before to-day was already the past;
the jargon had altered; the steps of the foxtrot were not, in March,
what they had been in November; November was alluded to as "ages
ago!"  Different plays were on; different stunts were the rage.  Toni
could adjust herself, within an hour or two, to whatever change had
been in clothes.  Once, and once only, she went out with an apache
scarf knotted round her throat in the style which had been absolutely
"it" when she had retired from sociability and the world, before
Christmas; she found that all apache scarves had been in the meantime
swept mysteriously from the universe, and that she was looked at
askance, as though she were a leper; an unaccustomed experience for
the head of fashionable "Toni's"!  She went home and presented her
entire stock of apache scarves, numbering about eighteen, to Mrs.
Quimper.  Ever since the Belworthy incident, as reported by Aimée at
the studio, she had stopped going to "Toni's" for her clothes, even
though the discount profited her so enormously.  But ...
"Toni's"?--what was going on in Hanover Street?  She did not want to
know.  She was uneasy, afraid to know.  Probably everything was
swinging along famously.  As long as she kept away, she could
corroborate none of her fears, and they might therefore be
impatiently dismissed.  But if she were always running in and out of
the show-room, trifles might indicate, to an eye as experienced as
hers ... Oh--rubbish!  What trifles?  But she signed her monthly
cheques with, metaphorically, her head turned away and her eyes
screwed up.  And she bought her clothes deliberately elsewhere,
choosing the very smartest West End firms, of course.  "Toni is
looking too marvellous again," her friends said.

But to catch up, in dancing, was more difficult; her graceful
proficiency in the blues won her very little applause, now that the
latest mania was to keep rigid knees in the fox-trot: "No, Toni, you
mustn't hold yourself like that....  It's all wrong, I tell you!
quite straight the whole way down; move as though you were made in
one solid piece.  Look! watch Betty!" ... Toni did not want to watch
Betty, when Giles told her to.  It was all Giles' fault that she had
to watch Betty, in order to acquire the correct poise for the
fox-trot as it was now being danced....

And another small incident occurred to upset her: The last time her
mother had brought Babs to the studio, Toni had commented on the
child's curious aloofness: "She seems to hate being kissed, even by
me."

Susie looked worried: "If I were you, Toni----" she began, briskly;
then swerved, and started again on another tack: "What are you going
to do, young lady, about taking a house large enough for you to have
all your children and belongings in, now that there's Paul too?"

"Oh, we've got the studio for nearly another year.  You can manage
Babs and Nurse till next autumn, can't you, Mummy?  They seem so
happy.  If not, of course, we must charge round and find a house; but
they are difficult to get, and foully expensive."

Susie did not seem comforted: "Well, but how are you going to arrange
things?  Are you going to have a second nurse from St. Olaf's, for
Paul, here in the studio, when the Monthly leaves?"

Toni laughed.  "Do you know, it sounds incredible, but I honestly
hadn't thought about that.  No, we couldn't afford two nurses; so I
suppose we shall have to unload Paul on to you, too!  What a mercy
you've got room enough!  I shall be down there staying with you more
than half the time, of course, so it's very much the same thing as
having the children at home with me.  I mean, I shall see just as
much of them."

"Just as little of them," contradicted Susie.

"Mummy darling, aren't you being a bit cantankerous?"

"You were complaining just now that you didn't find Babs
affectionate.  She's affectionate enough with Loraine....  That girl
is always rushing down to Bedford Park, morning, noon, and night.
She's a warm-hearted little scrap--I'll say that for her; and very
nice to me, always; gets me talking for hours, sometimes, so that I
forget all about getting supper.  But it's mostly Babs she comes to
see; she's crazy on the child, and the child's all over her; eyes for
nobody else when Loraine's about; and when she isn't, for ever
looking out of the window to see when she's coming."

"Oh?" said Toni, laconically.  "Funny girl, Loraine!  How's Gerald
getting on, Mummy?  Has he had his rise yet?"

... And that was all, for the moment.  But a fortnight later, Toni
astonished her husband by informing him that she had all but taken a
house in a "pretty useful" neighbourhood--Regent's Park; and if Giles
had time that afternoon, perhaps he'd bring round the Dook; and she'd
take him to see it; "I might as well have your approval before I
finally settle on it," she said, cheekily.

"I appreciate your old-world courtesy and consideration," laughed
Giles.  "Seriously, Toni, what on earth do you want to take a house
for, when we've got this studio for another year?"

"We can sub-let," said Toni, dodging the question of why she wanted a
house.  Their landlord was now, not Val, but the owner of the studio
from whom they had directly taken over the remainder of Val's lease;
so there could not be any question of being let off their contract.

"I suppose we can?" doubtfully.

"My dear old boy, people are simply waiting in queues for studios;
artists, especially; they can't get them, since the dancing craze
began."

They proved too late for the house in Regent's Park; somebody else
had slipped in a claim first.  So they took a furnished flat near
Knightsbridge, instead.  It was a nice flat, and Toni was wildly
enthusiastic about it; but after they had signed on for a two years'
tenancy, they heard from the agents who had the Regent's Park house
in hand, that the contract with the other tenants had fallen through
at the eleventh hour; and would Mrs. Goddard like it, after all?

"We must have it, Giles; it's a gem of a house and a chance in a
million; so wonderfully furnished; almost nothing in it, and yet
everything that one could possibly want; hot and cold water in every
bedroom makes such a difference to my soul's well-being.  We can
sub-let the Knightsbridge flat quite easily."

"That's two," remarked Giles.  "Let's take on some more!"

He had never really known Toni's Grandmère, beyond a few perfunctory
visits to her bedside.  He had never seen Anastasia at the jovial
zenith of what had been called, by her grand-children, a "bad time";
or a certain uncanny resemblance might have struck him...

The Matriarch had taken houses, too, and flats--thousands of them!
Toni and Maxine had had to see to all that; clear up the mess when
the bad time had toppled again.

The Goddards were luckily able to arrange to sub-let, profitably,
both the Kensington studio and the Knightsbridge flat.

"You see!" said a triumphant Toni; and they marched into their
Regent's Park house in May.  The Quimpers came with them.  Babs and
the nurse from St. Olaf's joined them at once.  Even Shoe Lane, the
studio cat, expressed herself satisfied with her new quarters.

And now Toni knew definitely that she was going to have another child
the following January--exactly a year after Paul's birth.

This time, strangely, she did not feel the same resentment about it;
she said that it was the atmosphere of a house that made all the
difference; a thoroughly up-to-date and well-arranged house was,
after all, very much more luxurious than a studio, even Val's studio.
Her mood was lazier and more oriental than it had yet been, since her
marriage; she did not want to be bothered with anything; nor to
strain to keep up with the latest capers and fantasies of Colin and
his gang.  There were plenty of people to wait on her, to attend on
her caprices.  As the autumn drew on, the little Sybarite, who had
once been noted for her driving energy and her power of ascetic
endurance, lay back in deep arm-chairs; ate pleasant fruits; read the
sort of books that recalled, once more, that mellow and yet tingling
feeling of being a grape of Sauternes, bursting with over-ripe
sweetness in the sunshine.  It was nice, thought Toni, cosily,
returning home in the Dook after exercise dutifully taken in Richmond
Park, nice to have nothing to do, and no worries.  "Toni's" never
badgered her for advice in the business nowadays, except nominally,
to sign the usual out-going cheques.  Miss Thompson and Aimée
Lequesne had obviously learnt to be self-reliant, as she had intended
they should.  Giles, in consequence of her beautiful management over
the Belworthy affair, still took responsibilities--there were few
enough!--upon his own shoulders, thinking Toni unfit to cope with
them.  How wise of her to have married Giles!  How cleverly she had
found this house, and sub-let the flat and studio!  How good to feel
that two children were playing in the nursery upstairs! ... And she
was conscious of a mysterious sense of rightness, too, in reminding
herself that a third was on the way; and for that reason, and no
other, she was privileged to be quiescent, dreamy, full of whims;
securely lodged in a dwelling with many comfortable rooms....  It
happened to resemble the state of marriage as it used to be, for
women of Israel.  And Toni settled her small slim body, boyish still
in outline, deep into the arm-chair, and laid her shingled head back
among the soft silk cushions, and told herself, without any hint of
irony, that this was as it should be! ...

"But I ought to go and see what's happening at Hanover Street!"  This
was the only jagged, strident thought that interrupted her pearly
content.  She could not help remembering "Toni's," over and over
again, now that she was no longer restlessly on the move, all day and
most of the night.  And every time she remembered it, the more
nervously her mental gesture of recoil pushed away from it.  If she
once gave in--oh, responsibility again!  And she had had too much
responsibility, while she was too young.  Business dreariness....
And supposing a long sequence of mistakes had accumulated from the
initial mistake of accepting Belworthy's proposal?  No--well--that
was altogether unlikely ... but _supposing_?  Then it would be her
job, all over again, to re-organise and re-systematise and put the
trouble right....  Why _should_ she?  This was surely better, to be
flexible and acquiescent and womanly, to lie among cushions, to exact
petting, to let things tire her easily ... little Toni!  Little slim
scrap of a child--doesn't she deserve her rest after her hard
time?--well then, why forfeit it?  Shut up, Toni, and drink the
beaten-up egg and port that Quimper has just brought you.  As long as
you never let yourself be driven by a fool conscience back to Hanover
Street, you're all right.  So shut up! ... lie still and lie soft,
and croon lullabies to your conscience.  For those who lie still,
they lie soft, among plump cushions, blue and purple, that have the
shape and the bloom and the hues of giant grapes....  What cushions
did you have, Toni, when you pushed forward, too soon and too often,
and said: "_I_ can do it--leave it to me!"? ... It all came
afterwards, didn't it? with the unearned increment, with the
pampering fur coats, and the dancing, and the mellow wine, and the
fine handsome young husband who will not let you tire yourself.  So
don't be a fool, little Toni ... leave Hanover Street and the
business alone.  They're all right.  Haven't you learnt yet that it's
not by doing things well, but by letting others do them, that you are
suffered to lie still and lie soft?  Stir, and the spell is
broken....  So:

"Loraine, darling," voluptuously, "_would_ you mind closing that
door?  There's a draught."

For Loraine still came rather often; and Babs could not be weaned
from her fidelity.  That had been another stroke of fortune gone
awry; but here Toni trusted to time; presently, when things began to
matter again, when she recovered her energy, she could so easily deal
with her small daughter's ridiculous obsession; so easily win Babs'
affection for herself.  But meanwhile, she could not altogether bar
Loraine, warmly confident of her welcome; she was, after all, Toni's
own flesh and blood.  During this period of fecundity and languorous
content, the antagonism between the two cousins drowsed: Loraine was
a witty and amusing companion with whom to fill in the tea-to-dinner
hours of early Autumn, chatting in front of the fire; while Giles,
who had recently "chucked" his car agency, spent a month down in
Gloucestershire, hunting with the Berkeley.  She was no fool, either;
you came across deep wells of knowledge where you least expected
them; and--still more astonishing--deep wells of commonsense.  That
moment, for instance, when Babs had swallowed a fish-bone, at lunch,
and had begun to choke!--but Loraine had had her off the chair and
out on to the balcony, where she had deftly removed the bone and
soothed Babs' terrified crying, before Toni had even time to be
agitated, or herself to help in the matter.  The way Loraine had done
it all, had reminded Toni of someone else's quick, cool methods in an
emergency; she could not think whose? ... As a matter of fact, they
were her own.

"And she has managed to fit Quimper with one of her
made-to-any-measure Spells, which is odd," Toni remarked to Helen
Czelovar, another and very much younger cousin, who had strolled in,
one afternoon.  "You saw Quimper in the hall just now, Helen;
wouldn't you say, after one look at him, that he'd be the type who
would shudder at the sight of Loraine wearing a jade-green velvet
evening dress, arriving here for lunch, with Giles's ex-Colonel, and
Aunt Constance?"

"But actually Mother liked her, too," said Helen; "and Mother liked
Quimper; we know Quimper liked Loraine; the only thing we're doubtful
about is whether Quimper liked Mother; will you ring, Toni, and ask
about it?  Tell him she's a Dean's daughter!  But, do you know, I
sympathise with Loraine over jade-green velvet; it's what _I_ really
ache to wear, deep down in the bottom of my soul; rose-red velvet,
too, and lots of bright-coloured beads and ear-rings and orange silk
shawls!  However, as I was born the most blatant type of Whitechapel
Yidd, I have to confine myself mostly to sober blacks and whites.
Hard luck, isn't it?"

Toni looked at her, and smiled ... appreciating Helen's courage in
the face of great odds; for, indeed, this youngest child of Raoul
Czelovar and Constance, the Dean's daughter, was an outrage on her
parents' austere mansion in Chester Square, so acutely did her
characteristic hooked nose, her small beady eyes, her fuzz of black
hair, and white, bold flash of teeth, remind the beholder of faces
usually to be encountered only in alien roads, east of London: dark,
ghetto faces; over-mobile, too expressive.  Helen, as a child, had
been the family joke; she had seemed such a just retribution,
appearing, as she did, after the cool, English good looks of her
elder brother and sister, Neil and Sylvia.  But Helen had brains,
too, and a whimsical and exact knowledge of her own exterior; and
now, at the age of twenty-two, she provoked the exclamation: "how
smart!" instead of "how hideous!" when she was first introduced to a
stranger.  Like Toni, she selected and wore her clothes with that
touch of individual genius that declared them her own, and impossibly
anyone else's.  She had a supple, lightly-balanced figure; she
discarded all colours and trimmings; her hair, shingled, and brushed
hard and straight back from her forehead, anticipated the Eton crop.

"No, I wouldn't give way to red velveteen," said Toni, with an
approving nod for Helen's three-piece suit: "That's a good cut.  You
can beat Sylvia hollow along your own line, you know, Helen.  What a
pity I didn't have you at 'Toni's'!"

A still brighter gleam showed in Helen's eyes: "Oh, I wish you had!
I want to do something; going to, in fact.  Not music, nor any of the
graceful arts; they bore me.  Business.  Business must be topping!"

"Glorious!" said Toni, briefly.

Helen missed the sardonic inflexion.  "I suppose you won't be going
back to it?" she asked; "I'd rather be in with you than anyone.  You
know your job, you see."

"No, I'm not going back."  This was spoken positively.  She had a
sudden freakish impulse to tell Helen about the queer, considered
choice she had been called upon to make, at the moment of the
Belworthy incident.  Then she decided not to; Helen might think her a
fool; Helen knew a few things by intuition; but she had not been
battered by years of poverty and anxiety into the ultimate wisdom of
knowing when she was well off, as Toni had been.  For the Raoul
Czelovars were tolerably wealthy; and the correct Raoul adored his
ugly little Yiddisher girl.  "I _must_ go round to Hanover Street
to-morrow or the day after, without fail," Toni decided.  Then
suggested aloud: "Why don't you get your father to start you off in
something, on your own.  He'd let you have a thousand or two of
capital, like a shot, wouldn't he?"

"Not exactly like a shot!  He'd let me have it to buy a ruby tiara!
... It hasn't struck him yet, that jewelry doesn't suit my quiet,
fair beauty!  But he's still rather horrified at the idea of a sordid
commercial career for me.  I began on him wrong, you see: I let out,
one night, mostly to annoy Sylvia, who was dining with us and being
objectionable, that I intended to be the first lady pork-butcher, and
already had the premises for my shop, in the Euston Road.  It _would_
be rather fun, Toni!  Think of the trotters!"

"I refuse to think of trotters in my present state of health.  I'm
not surprised Uncle Raoul jibbed!"

"Well, then I went on quite mildly to ask him if I could go in with
Eileen Moss; this was a year ago, before Eileen had made her great
success."

"_How_ casual we've become about each other, in the family.  I didn't
even know Eileen had made a success of anything at all.  She's
inclined to be intense, isn't she?  I haven't seen her for about
fourteen years....  What's the joke, Helen?"

"She started an atelier," said Helen, darkly twinkling.  "An Atelier
for Portrait Studies; not common photographs, but Portrait Studies;
rather impressionistic!  She started off on Basil Courtland--you
know, little Benny Kohlbach that was, before the war! and by a sort
of happy accident, she got him looming out of a fog, looking like a
Christian!  She was bothered about it, at first; but Benny was simply
delighted; sent all his friends there.  Now Eileen's made a big thing
out of subduing--subjewing her clients! a sort of trick-work with
high lights; frightfully profitable.  She's never dared to try on me,
though; I suppose she's afraid I might be her first failure."

Toni leant forward, deeply interested: "And can she reverse the
process?  Can she photograph Goys, I mean, and make them look like
the best Israelites?  I'm sure Giles would love to loom out of a mist
with a Hebrew nose!"

"What does Giles _do_, all day long?" Helen asked.

A curious little smile was Toni's only answer, piquing Helen's
curiosity.

"What _does_ he do, Toni?  What do ... they all do?  Those with any
money of their own?"

"My husband is a man of business," Toni explained, respectfully; "or
rather, he was.  I think he gave it a pretty useful whack, and then
chucked it; bit of a wash-out, d'you see?"--Helen laughed outright at
the burlesque of Giles' manner of speech.--"He and his pal, Captain
Murray, very energetically didn't sell cars, every day!--unless they
were doing something else,--from eleven thirty-five in the morning
until about quarter to six in the evening.  They didn't sell
Vauxhalls, Rolls-Royces, Morris cars and--I've forgotten the other
that they were agents for?--oh yes, Bentley's!  I watched their
method with humility and awe.  It consisted mostly of casually
barging into places of entertainment and refreshment, in the West
End, where they might be likely to meet some fellow or other who
knocked about with some other fellow who had a perfectly decent 'bus
already, but might be thinking of getting a better one.  Having
spotted this would-be purchaser, in itself a subtle and difficult
process, they stood him drinks.  Then he stood them drinks.  Then
they stood him a meal.  Finally, they offered him a trial run in
whichever make of car he had no active objections to.  Giles usually
drove on these spins because Murray couldn't miss tennis on any
account.  Except during the football season, when it clashed with a
match that Giles had to play in.  Then Murray drove.  After that, the
client was stood more drinks.  And then he didn't buy the car.  If he
had, Giles and Murray would have split the firm's commission....
Follow?  I can't tell you any more, because of course I don't
understand business...."

"Scoffing young blackguard!" said Helen.  "Is this the way you talked
to your husband when he came home, tired and dispirited, from a long
day's toil?"

"They had a dear little office and stamped note-paper," continued
Toni, being thoroughly naughty.  "Oh, and the tweetest files and
racks....  I _did_ so want to be allowed to hang up a few pretty
pictures, there, and choose some cretonne curtains for them.  But
they fwowned at me, and made me feel I could play no part in men's
daily stwuggle for a bare living.  Oh, Helen, I _do_ think it must be
dweadful to be a man, don't you?  Business is so difficult, so
mysterious..."

Her cousin agreed that a woman was only a nuisance when she tried to
participate in the dark and smoky ritual of earning money; and that
her rightful sphere was the home and the nursery: "So stop being an
ass, and let me see your offspring.  I can't remember that I ever
have, yet.  What are they like?  Do they revert to type, at all?"

Toni rang the bell.--"Oh, Quimper, ask Nurse to bring the children.
No, I don't think they revert to type, much, if you mean the Rakonitz
type.  They are three-quarters Goy, after all.  Babs is staggeringly
lovely--this isn't a mother's partiality; you'll see.  Paul's plain
enough, but quite inconspicuous, and very nice indeed.  They are on
the stairs.  Thank goodness, Nurse doesn't 'dress' them for visitors!
Do you remember how we were scrubbed, Helen, when the Uncles turned
up?"

Babs ran into the room----

"My hat, _isn't_ she what you said!" exclaimed Helen, appraisingly.
But she did not gush over Babs; nor try to lift her on her lap; nor
say: "Do you remember _this_ Auntie, darling?" nor even ask for one
of her pretty curls; because such feelers were bad form, nowadays,
between Drawing-room and Nursery.  An exaggerated off-handedness was
judged _de rigueur_.  So strong was reaction, in Toni's and Helen's
generation, from what they had once suffered at the lips of
enthusiastic amateurs in child-worship, that Helen just gave Babs a
comradely nod, and said: "You'd hate to be kissed, wouldn't you,
Babs?  So would I hate being kissed back again.  So we'll call it
quits!"

But when Toni's daughter had fully taken in the dire fact that in the
arm-chair, talking to her mother, was not her beloved Loraine, but a
stranger, she burst into desolate weeping; and nothing could make her
stop, nor make her tell what had so disappointed her.




CHAPTER III

On the same day that Antony Goddard was born, his great-grandmother
died.

So they did not tell Toni; not yet.

Anastasia Rakonitz had been at her merriest, all day, and had given a
great deal of trouble: "She wears me out when she's like this," Truda
had complained to Maxine; "always insisting on rich things out of
tins, and I'm sure she ought not to have Ganse-Leber-Pastete, but it
seems to do her more harm saying no, than giving it to her; you know
what Mama is like, when she wants something and can't get it!"

Towards evening, the Matriarch, abandoning the question of cold
goose-liver-sausage, began to agitate for a certain tortoiseshell
comb; a richly carved ornamental comb, which she had been wont to
wear high in her black hair, among the curls and rolls and plaits, in
the days when the Uncles had entertained, and she had acted as
gracious hostess.  She declared that she must have the comb at once;
you never knew when unexpected callers might arrive, and find her
without it; she had seen it only last week in the drawer of her
Second Empire bureau, with the Venetian lace; someone had stolen it
without asking her; Iris, perhaps, or Aunt Gustava, who had visited
her last Thursday; or the gifted little Belgian pedicurist whom she
insisted on interviewing professionally, once a fortnight: "No, stay
a minute, I remember now; Susie always admired that comb; so then it
was Susie's mother who took it--Mrs. Lake, always a woman not to be
borne; she was afraid I might leave it to you, Truda, in my will,
instead of to Susie--not that I mean to, for you have been so
disagreeable all day!--but Mrs. Lake could not know that, isn't it?
I remember very well, but very well indeed, now, that I had it with
me last time I went to Bedford Park, showing that one ought never to
leave one's bedroom, but especially not when staying with your son's
wife and her mother who owed me a grudge.  And now, how am I to get
back the comb in time, to-night?  Iris must go at once to fetch it
for me.  Tell her she is to take a taxi all the way; I pay for it,"
continued the Matriarch, grandly.  "Me, I grudge nothing."

Wedged firmly in her brain was the delusion that to wear the comb at
some obscure but splendid social entertainment, non-existent, at
which she was to preside as in the old days, it must be in her
possession by 7 p.m.  Truda and Maxine and Iris found it impossible
to calm her.  When seven o'clock came round, and the phantom
tortoiseshell comb still did not, could not, materialise, the
Matriarch scolded, clamoured, and threw herself about on the bed,
still littered with sardine-tins and old satin corsets, and the pink
marble and gilt writing-set; she issued a hectic confusion of orders
in all directions; she cursed Susie's mother richly and profusely in
every language that poor Mrs. Lake--dead now for some years--could
not have understood; she sent a peremptory message to the Head of the
Ealing police; and, finally, choking out something inarticulate about
a Chinese cloisonné vase which poor Louis had never liked, and a bad
deal in Nong-Khan sapphires--she burst a small blood-vessel in her
head, and lay quiet at last....

Three hours later, when the Doctor had been sent for, and had
declared there was no more to be done, she suddenly uttered, with
piercing sweetness, the words: "_Sponge_ over it!"--and on that
apology, died.




CHAPTER IV

"'_Sponge_ over it?'" Giles repeated, in a mystified way.  "What
could she have meant?"

Iris explained: "There's a Viennese slang expression: Schwammdruber.
I couldn't make out first what she meant, and then mother remembered.
'Sponge over it,' is the literal translation."

But their Christian cousin-by-marriage was still fogged: "Sponge over
it?"

"'Wash it out,' we'd say," Maxine informed him, laconically.  She had
not shown much surface emotion over what had happened; but somehow
she was not inclined to discuss the Matriarch's last words with
Giles, who was not a Rakonitz.  Perhaps it had been accidental that
this magnificently troublesome Grandmère of theirs had died with what
sounded like a plea for pardon on her lips.  Such turmoil! such
splendour! such ruthless tyranny! the thousands she had spent! the
marriages she had forbidden, and the marriages she had arranged! the
quarrels she had initiated!  Her sublime lack of consideration!
Eighty-nine years of gay and irrepressible junketings, crossed but
not cancelled by much wailing and sorrow: four children dead out of
five; or it may have been three dead and one lost--if Ludovic were,
after all, still alive; three beloved brothers dead: Felix, and,
worst of all, Maximilian, and Louis, the youngest; and Paul, her
devoted husband, dead.  The power broken, and the glory departed.
And then the younger generation in revolt; and the younger generation
victorious; and the younger generation kind and indulgent and
tolerant.  A restless, crowded life with a great deal of superfluous
furniture in it; a life that had held much talk and much movement,
and very little thought.  Grandmère's good times and--Grandmère's bad
times....  Entertaining on a grand scale, for the Uncles: "Anastasia
Rakonitz is a marvellous hostess!"  A career that was like the
uprushing curve of a rainbow--one end rising from the old house on
the banks of the Danube in Vienna, the other end dipping into the
angry confusion of her bed in the little room in Ealing....  Ah,
well, "Sponge over it!" ... nothing left but a few bits of brocade
and feathers and lace; a few trinkets hoarded in empty sardine-boxes
... and over this, she had been troublesome, too: "You will clean out
these boxes--yes, Iris, you, who have nothing to do all day in the
holidays except work for your degree and that will soon be over and
no sense in it when it is.  But these little tins are just what I
want; they are useful; I lose things on the bed when you all come and
sit on it.  It is not for my sake; it is for you children I must keep
the things; you will wear them, one day, and be glad; at balls where
you meet young men, it will make a difference....  You see, I think
of you all the time; clean me out these boxes, now!" ...

"I won't go through her things till next month," Maxine told Giles.
"I'll wait for Toni; there's a terrific accumulation--mostly rubbish,
I should think.  You haven't told Toni anything, yet?"  For this was
the day after the funeral.  A very quiet funeral.  According to
Jewish custom, only men could follow the coffin; the women stayed at
home and wailed.  And not many men were left; Anastasia's grandsons,
Gerald and Derek; her nephew, Raoul Czelovar; Raoul's son, Neil.  And
Deb Marcus's husband, Samson Phillips, had punctiliously turned up;
but Richard Marcus had not been able to leave his farm in
Gloucestershire--perhaps he had not tried very hard; Francis Power,
Val's father, was laid up with a bad attack of influenza.  So that
Giles was the only alien of the tribe, who was present.  He looked
strangely incongruous and detached from them all, listening
attentively while the young Rabbi, who had not known the Matriarch,
spoke a few words commending the good qualities--which she had never
owned--befitting an Israelite wife and mother; for indeed, her
virtues were too lively and erratic, too wholly genial, to form an
appropriate graveside oration.

--"It'll do if I tell Toni in about a week, I should think.  I don't
want to upset her; she's getting on so well; and she seems so much
more content with this new little beggar than she was, last time,
with Paul; content to lie still, and not get back to things.  She was
frightfully restless over Paul."

Maxine nodded: "Yes, I know.  Mother thinks she----" then she
stopped.  Truda's grieved discourses on the sin of leaving a baby to
be bottle-fed, so that one could get quickly back to one's dancing
and pleasures, had impressed her with the feeling that this time
Truda was right, and that Toni had behaved, indeed, badly over Paul,
both before and after his birth.  But she was no mischief-maker, so
she did not say any of this to Toni's husband.

"You're calling him Antony?" asked Iris, eagerly.

"Yes; nearest thing to Antoinette; Toni chose it.  She seems to want
them to have family names."

Maxine raised whimsical eyebrows; "_Her_ family names--Babette, Paul,
Antony!  I don't seem to notice any of yours, Giles; wouldn't your
father like----?"

"No, Jimmy doesn't mind.  Why should he?  Nor do I.  And, by the
way," Giles looked suddenly very young and chubby and serious,
"oughtn't Jimmy to have written to somebody--you or your mother, or
Toni's mother?  He's thoughtless, is Jimmy, but I don't want you to
think we're barbarians."

Maxine concealed a desire to giggle.  The death of the Matriarch, in
her house, and the subsequent scenes with the worn-out Truda, and all
the fuss and bother and emotion of the funeral--though only a
bloodless and attenuated version of what it would have been in other
days, had, nevertheless, left her feeling somewhat hysterical.

"Oh, it's all right, Giles.  Don't bother, old thing.  I'll let your
father off; I'm sure he'd have written if he had thought of it."

Giles looked relieved: "You people think such an awful lot of
funerals and ceremonies; and writing letters to each other.  We
don't, you know.  I forgot Toni's birthday, last time; she didn't
remind me, but her mother let it out!  Toni pretended she didn't care
a broken boot-lace, and then, ten days after, I found her in a hell
of a stew about it; I suppose the stew had been going on all the
time!"

Truda went into mourning for her mother.  Aunt Henrietta wore black
for a period; so did Aunt Elsa, weeping tempestuously, out in Italy,
with Val to comfort her.  None of Anastasia's grandchildren wore
mourning; it was an incongruous custom, somehow, in these days, when
time scampered on so quickly, and when even death was spoken of in a
casual sort of way.  Bereavement had ceased to be practised as an
art, needing time and technique, and a special costume; nowadays, you
were not bereaved; if you lost someone you loved, you were lonely,
perhaps, and unhappy; but you were not bereaved.  Bereavement wears a
decorous black; loneliness puts on its brightest colours and hurls
itself into the noisiest thoroughfare of pleasure.

A month later, nearly five weeks after her third child was born, Toni
was able to spend an afternoon down at Ealing, with Maxine and Iris,
Helen and Loraine, looking through the Matriarch's things, and
deciding what should be given to whom; what should be sold; what
kept, and what thrown away.  It had not seemed necessary that the
boys--as Gerald and Derek were sometimes still called, to their great
disgust--should be present; and Maxine had sent her mother away to
the seaside for a week, to grow strong again, with every extravagance
that filial affection could suggest, and Rakonitz extravagance
provide.  Truda was naturally inclined to be a sentimentalist over
the past, and her daughters thought it better for her that she should
be out of the way, while they rummaged in the lumber-room and on the
scrap-heap of ninety years.

Neither Maxine nor Toni had any notion why Loraine should be included
in such an intimate job as this promised to be; but somehow or other,
she was there; and so, to balance her presence, they sent for Helen,
too.  Helen's relationship to the Matriarch was about the same as
Loraine's; Loraine could not, therefore, imagine herself included on
equal terms with the grandchildren.  Toni and Maxine and Iris were
the grand-children; Loraine and Helen were there to help them look
through the things and dispose of them....  And that was that!

Toni and Maxine were, in manner, almost too business-like to be quite
normal.  Toni, in particular, was determined that her very real grief
for the loss of Grandmère, should not be suffered to spill itself in
a sickly, silly way, over Grandmère's material possessions.  But,
gradually, as the numerous packages and boxes and trunks, which Derek
had previously hauled down from the attic, and which they pulled out
from under the Matriarch's bed, and down from the top of the huge
cupboard, were unpacked, and their contents were piled on to the
purple satin eiderdown, and overflowed from the drawers and bureaux
on to the chairs and on to the floor ... gradually a dim, musty
richness of old Rakonitz began to engulf them, and to sap their
defences.

And then they found the Matriarch's last wills and testaments.

They found them in old blotters and jewel-cases, and in the pockets
of dresses, and under piles of clothing, and among the gloves and
handkerchiefs in quilted sachets.  And one was sewn up carefully in a
silk lamp-shade, but the silk frayed and split as they lifted it.
There was one will in the key-basket, one in the Sèvres coffee-pot,
and three between the album leaves of smudged and faded photographs.
Altogether, they unearthed twenty-two!  But more may have been too
carefully hidden for discovery.  It was obvious that the Matriarch
had taken impulsive though hardly cunning precautions to ensure that
whichever of her relations was temporarily deposed from favouritism
and inheritance, during the period of her wrath, should not have the
chance of finding and destroying the document that enriched the
succeeding favourite!  Only seven of these wills were dated, and none
of them were drawn up legally, nor properly stamped and witnessed;
Anastasia had mistrusted the cold formalities of lawyers: "Me, you
can teach nothing!"  She had been too fond of sprawling over the
limits of their precision; while the law tried to jostle Anastasia
into a corner, she would escape by the window, and re-enter, radiant
and plausible, by the door.  So that her wills were personal letters,
addressed to collective humanity; and achieving, in the Matriarch's
own sublime fashion, a wonderful gossiping intimacy with collective
humanity.  Whenever Truda had upset her, or Toni had made her angry,
or Maxine had been ungrateful, the Matriarch's voluble sense of
injury bubbled up in the will of the moment; snatches of inner
Rakonitz history were thus fully reported for the first time.

It was practically impossible for Toni and Maxine to get any system
of disposal into the stuff which was collecting around them, or any
fairness into the allotment, while these virile, autocratic epistles
in the Matriarch's pointed handwriting, kept on turning up, and
cancelling each other, and lop-siding every arrangement; impossible,
if now Truda were to have the Dresden figures on the mantelpiece, and
now she were to have nothing at all, but _nothing_--with furious
emphasis!--and now again she were to have all the sables and all the
beautiful Bohemian linen--what was left of it.  Two minutes after
they had imagined they were satisfactorily through with their
troublesome job, they found a will with quite a recent date upon it,
absolutely cutting off Iris from any participation whatever in the
Rakonitz treasures:

"That must have been made on the day when I threw away those jars of
sprats that she was trying to pickle according to some old Viennese
recipe," Iris enlightened them.  "I had to; they were stinking the
room out!  She raged for hours, and I remember that she ordered her
writing things to be brought in, after that!"

"Look here," said Toni at last, amused but despairing, "it's no good.
We can't pay any attention to these.  I don't believe Grandmère would
have wanted us to, really, in her nicest moments.  Disinheriting us
each in turn, was like a form of drink; she indulged herself
sometimes, because she thought it did her good; we needn't take any
notice of it."

Maxine said: "You mean, scrap the lot?"

And Toni nodded.

Loraine, who had been reverently fingering a really lovely old
brocade frock of the 'sixties, looked up from where she knelt on the
floor, and said huskily: "We can't do that."

"Why not?"

"We can, of course; I didn't mean we couldn't; but we oughtn't to.
It's a shame.  Mourning and so on--well, she would have liked us to
wear it, but that's just a wholesale fashion going out; I can
understand how it is we're not wearing mourning"--her "we" identified
herself entirely with Anastasia's grandchildren--"but to ignore
things written down, and that she wants done after she's dead, God
rest her soul, that's different; it's not decent; it's crude, and
failing in respect."

Toni and Maxine silently looked at each other, as they had done
several times since the beginning of the long February afternoon in
the gas-lit room....  They did not wonder, aloud, whether Loraine
would have talked with quite such a flourish of respect for the late
head of the family, if she had gone through with the Matriarch all
that their mothers, the mothers they had loved, had gone through.
Loraine, indeed, had been irritating in other ways besides an
attitude of subtle reproach at their continued callousness, their
harsh modernity.  She was far more at home in the past, than they;
both romantically and technically; her admiration of certain bronzes
and china, of the craftsmanship in the setting of gems, was
sophisticated; she had picked up, in some way or other, an enormous
medley of "period" knowledge.  She brooded in a dream of delight,
that was not affectation, over the last Bokhara rug which lay on the
floor beside the double bed; over the bed itself, with its carved
rosewood pillars supporting the canopy; over one of Uncle Felix's
snuff-boxes, solitary relic of a collection once famous, but long
since dispersed.  Chinese cloisonné; Venetian crystal candelabra; a
crumpled umber silk sun-blind, probably also from Venice; two old
Chelsea wineglasses with twisted stems, left from the original dozen
which Toni remembered to have seen in use when she was a child, at
Anastasia's glittering dinner-parties; a Salviati glass dragon,
gold-powdered, that had once lifted a fruit-dish high above the great
mahogany dinner-table in the house in Holland Park....  All of these,
Loraine was able to sort out from the stacks of lumber and valueless
imitations--cheap, gaudy stuff, bought later by the Matriarch
herself, when her judgment had failed, and the rich Uncles were dead.

--"_This_ is wonderful!  No, no, Toni, you mustn't throw that away
... Can't you see that it's a lovely specimen?  That's no good!
That's awful! ... how can you admire it, Iris?  But those buckles are
genuine French paste, Louis XV; you'll see how they'll come up when
they're cleaned.  Wait a minute, and I'll tell you what that dress is
made of?--bombazine?--_No_, my dear, never in this loife!
_Bengaline_, that's it!  Bengaline silk; it was very fashionable in
the 'seventies ... it actually does stand by itself, look!  And she
wore it with a small round hat, perched high, and tilted at _this_
slant, with quantities of feathers on it....  We ought to be coming
across some ostrich feathers, soon.  No old lady ever threw them
away.  Do hand over those panels, Maxine.  Look out!  You're
trampling on them.  They must have been torn out of their frames, and
they look to me like Vernet Martins.  If they are, they're
priceless...."

Toni and Maxine were beginning to get a little tired of it all.  The
ostrich feathers, when they did turn up, very much out of curl,
filled a whole trunk; and another large box contained nothing but
limp bunches of artificial Parma-violets.  Loraine exulted joyously
over the quaint fashions recalled by these findings; and called the
others ungrateful, utilitarian and--worse still--unimaginative, for
seeing no more in ostrich feathers and violets than their cubic
dimensions....  "All the time: 'yes, but what are we to _do_ with
them?' or 'where are we to find room for them?'--Glory be! these are
not souvenirs of Brighton or Dieppe!  They belonged to the
_family_....  You'll be saying next that you think of throwin' away
these darling Silhouettes!"

"I do," said Toni, briefly.  But she put the Silhouettes aside, all
the same....  Her own father, Aunt Truda, Uncle Ludovic, Uncle
Blaise, and Aunt Sophie whom she had never known, each profile done
in sooty black with a sort of gold shadowing to indicate the waves of
hair; each portrait in its oval gilt frame.  She had, indeed, meant
to be tender to the Silhouettes from the first moment of unpacking
them; but she was averse from displaying, in front of Loraine, any
secret kindness to the Rakonitz legend.  Resentment of the biter when
bit.  Fifteen years ago, and she was herself playing Loraine's part,
passionately striving to stimulate her own romantic enthusiasm among
her more indifferent cousins.  But Loraine, as usual, was overdoing
it--overdoing what Toni might have done, and making a burlesque of
it....

A loud squeal from Helen drew their attention: "What is it?  What
have you found?"

"About four dozen tortoiseshell combs, in a portmanteau," said Helen,
displaying them.  "And every one of them broken."

Toni and Maxine and Iris gazed almost in awe at the combs.  The
sudden presence among them of four dozen tortoiseshell combs in a
portmanteau, every one of them broken, made it so impossible to
believe that Grandmère was dead....  This was such a vivid
manifestation of her personality.  "I remember, now," Maxine said at
last, in a hushed voice.  "She bought lots of them from some bogus
South American firm that advertised a great bargain, cheap.  They
broke very easily."

"They can be boiled down," Toni declared, quickly resuming her
utilitarian disguise; "sold and boiled down.  No use keeping them in
this state."  She looked defiantly at Loraine.  Loraine said nothing
about the combs; merely twitched her brows in impatient scorn.  But
she waxed clamorous again, when, as a climax to their weariness, the
lace appeared.  Not beautiful lace, like Anastasia's Chantilly fan;
but stacks, unending stacks, of that expensive ugliness in
machine-made silk; brittle now from long disuse and burial; most of
it still folded over and over on to blue cardboard blocks; lace which
ladies had once looped and flounced into petticoats to wear under the
voluminous skirts of their ball-dresses.

--"'Blonde' was the name of it," announced Loraine.  "You'll find it
over and over again in the fashion-books of the 'seventies and the
'eighties..."

More and more blonde was fished up.  And yet more.  The legatees were
all worn out, by now, and anxious to get home!  The room was too
full, and the air smelt of naphthaline and camphor, and everybody's
head ached ... and still they went on unpacking blonde ... and still
they went on unpacking blonde...

And Loraine insisted that it must all be kept: it would be a--a
sacrilege, not to!  She accompanied the unwinding of blonde by a
series of quaint, irresistible word-vignettes about the sort of
people who had worn it; deliciously funny anecdotes of their
dining-rooms, and their ball-room suitors....  "_What_ a memory
you've got!" said Helen, not in admiration.

--But when the bewitched flow of blonde terminated abruptly in a very
short sealskin jacket, with very large sleeves, the fur eaten away in
patches by an energetic picnic of moths, even Loraine dropped into
silence; gazed at it, without once proposing that it should be
kept....

Anastasia's most valuable and obvious treasures--the silver and the
china, the cameos and the jewelry, brooches and bracelets crusted
with rubies which the Uncles had given her at the height of their
prosperity--had either been sold, during the course of years; or many
times pawned, and redeemed by Toni and Maxine; and were already in
their possession.  It would have been more restful to have assumed
that the remaining lumber was no more than lumber, and need not be
kept.  Had Loraine not been present to identify the various "good"
bits and pieces, and to be officious about them, they need not have
had all this bother.  Now, without further discussion, they began to
divide up the relics.  Toni looked queerly, now and then, at Loraine;
Maxine took no notice of her at all.  Slowly, order began to shape
itself out of the bulging confusion.  Iris, of course, was to have
the portrait of Aunt Simone, painted by a famous Hungarian artist of
that time; it had always been promised to her, in virtue of being the
only one in the family to have carried on the red-gold hair.  Truda
and Susie inherited most of the household treasures.  Derek and
Gerald were to share whatever could be of male use.  They gave Helen
the Vernet Martin panels; and they offered Loraine the Chantilly lace
fan, and the Louis-Quinze buckles, which she said were of such
beautiful paste.  Loraine smiled, and shook her head:

"No, thanks.  I won't have anything.  At least, I won't have anything
valuable."

This was a nuisance.  It gathered her in more effectively, instead
of, as they had hoped, disposing of her claims.

"What do you want?" said Toni, coldly.

Loraine flashed an angry glance at her: "Is that what you say to the
beggar at the back door?"

"Oh, don't be melodramatic!  You said there was something you would
rather have, instead of what we offered you; and I asked you what?
That's all!"

"These, then," answered Loraine, and she pointed to two oil
paintings, large, dim and undistinguished, in ornate frames, which
hung opposite the bed in which the Matriarch had died.  They were the
paintings of Simon Rakonitz and his wife Babette, Anastasia's
grandparents.

"Those! ... What on earth do you want those for?"

Loraine took no notice of Maxine's question.  Her eyes were fixed on
Toni, who said slowly:

"I'm sorry, Loraine.  It's out of the question."

"You mean, you're going to have them for yourself?"

Toni ignored the interruption.  "The frames are hideous, and the
paintings fairly awful.  They're clumsy, bulky things, too."

"I wasn't considering them as objects of art, you see."  And then she
repeated her question: "You mean, you're going to keep them for
yourself?"

"Do you mind, Maxine?" said Toni, elaborately polite.

"You're welcome, old thing.  I've lived with them too long; they're
no pleasure to me."

"And yet," persisted Loraine, "you hadn't even noticed them, until I
put out _my_ hand.  That's queer, isn't it?  One would have thought,
if they were so precious, that you would have mentioned them hours
ago.  We've been shut up here the whole afternoon, now."

"I'm afraid," said Toni, in a voice so maddeningly charming and
well-bred that it would have brought a dormouse raging out of its
winter-quarters, "that I took it for granted about the old family
portraits.  I'd no idea that they would appeal to you."

"And why shouldn't they?  Aren't they my family as well as yours?
Our great-grandfathers were both sons of those two up there in their
gilt frames.  Isn't that true?  Why do you try to push me out?"

"Nobody's trying to push you out; and do remember, Loraine, that
we're not keen on grand scenes and quarrels and feuds nowadays,
especially over property.  You can have my whole share of the
collection if you like, except those portraits."--But Toni was as
exasperated as Loraine, although she suppressed it under an exterior
with a cool and most effective glaze upon it.  Loraine must be taught
to understand, once and for all, that she was an interloper, and that
Toni was now head of the family--yes, Toni, who for years had been
trying to forget that such claims and offices existed....

"I've told you that I'll accept nothing of value, haven't I?  You're
slow in understanding me!  I'd like the portraits of the founders of
our dynasty, ugly and cumbersome as they are; just for sentiment's
sake."

"I suppose you think we have no sentiment?"

Loraine shrugged her shoulders: "I think that _I_, personally, would
have respected my grandmother's will...."

"Your grandmother's twenty-two wills?"

Silence.  And the strain in the room tightened!

"You've been trying to shoulder me out ever since I came," Loraine
blazed.  "I don't know what you're jealous of.  That's what it all
is--jealousy.  I don't belong here, and I don't belong there; this
and that isn't my business; and I'd better not go and see my own
relations in case I'm in the way; and I'm a nuisance asking about
them....  That and all that!  And you who marry a Christian, and
don't ask the family to the wedding, and don't even tell the old
woman who loves you best, and tear up her last wishes--_you_ are the
cousin who is to count, I suppose?  _You_ take the throne!  _You_
couldn't sleep in your bed to-night if the old portraits weren't
hanging on the wall opposite you!--It's just to anger me you want
them.  You'll put them away in the garret with their faces to the
wall, and the dust gathering on the backs of them.  I don't want
anything from any of you except a little bit of warmth and
friendliness--but you hang back, grudging me that--and after I had
longed, these lonely years, to be counted in; longed for you to see
that I love the family, too, and its history and people....  Aren't
we all one flesh and blood?  First you insult me by telling me it's
gain I'm after; offering me something that I can sell for a nice
round sum----"  She paused, as though hauling up all her strength for
some grand rhetorical climax that would crush Toni utterly....  "And
anyway, if you're so keen on the family, if you're so damned keen on
them, if it's you that's now head of the family entoirely, then it
was a pity, wasn't it, to have let poor old Aunt Eugène die of
neglect and starvation!"




CHAPTER V

"Ready to come home, Toni?" called out Giles.  He was already in the
room; they had not heard the bell downstairs, nor his approaching
step.  Loraine turned away from the others, and began to extricate a
bunch of monster keys from a tangle of jet ornaments, which had all
been flung down together on the bureau.  Her fingers trembled.

"Aunt Eugène?" Iris repeated, in tones of wonder; "Why, she...."  A
look from Maxine stopped her.  Maxine knew that Toni would not want
any family revelations, especially if they were painful, bursting out
in front of her husband.

"Lord, what a mess!" exclaimed Giles, who seemed to be in boisterous
spirits.  He caught up a heavy, black velvet, beaded cloak, slung it
from one shoulder, and waving ostrich plumes from his head and hands,
strutted through the usual fool attitudes that associate themselves
with dressing-up--till, quite suddenly, it occurred to him that
ragging was out of place in Anastasia's clothes, in front of
Anastasia's grandchildren, in the room where Anastasia had recently
died; and very uncomfortably, he dropped the ostrich feathers, and
said quietly to Toni: "You look all in, Toni.  Can't the rest of
this, wait?  You've been at it the whole afternoon."  And then, even
more disconsolately, he remembered that he still had three feathers
waving waggishly from his head, stuck through a sort of tiara of
paste brilliants!  So he removed them, hoping fervently that Toni had
been too preoccupied to notice, or to think him a braying ass.  She
did seem preoccupied, but she roused herself, now, with a sigh:

"Yes, I'm coming home at once.  We've done more than--than it looks
as though we'd done," she finished, limply, as though even to find
ordinary words to express herself, were, for the moment, too onerous
a task.  "Loraine's coming back with us to dinner."

Loraine started.  "I wasn't," she cried out, panic-stricken; "I mean,
I'd like to, but I can't!  I--I don't think I can."

And Maxine, with a desire to protect Toni from a scene alone with
Loraine, said swiftly: "You see, I've already asked Loraine to dine
with us."

"You won't mind giving her up to me?" Toni answered, steadily
persistent.

Giles laughed: "My word, you _are_ popular to-night, Loraine!  The
whole gang fighting for your company!"

And it really looked as though they were; and as though none of them
could bear not to be with Loraine, that evening.  For Helen, guessing
what was passing in Maxine's mind, pleaded with Toni, in whimpering
imitation of a child: "Oh, please, mayn't _I_ dine with you as well
as Loraine, please?  You _said_ I was to invite myself whenever I
wanted to."

"Hello!" thought Giles, with an inward whistle of amusement, "so
young Helen's got a rave on Loraine, has she?  Toni doesn't seem too
keen about it."  For Toni was very gently and plausibly explaining to
Helen that, of course, she loved Helen to come whenever she wanted
to, but just to-night, after all this unpacking, she was terribly
fagged, and wanted only one of her cousins with her, to have dinner
in her room, and put her to bed, and make a fuss of her; for men
weren't very much good at that sort of thing; and Giles, anyway, was
probably going out dancing: "You said something about the New
Quadrant, to-night, didn't you, Giles?"  Toni was determined to hear
what Loraine had meant by her sinister hint regarding Aunt Eugène;
and the others recognised that there was nothing more to be done but
to stand back and let her cope with the situation as she willed.
Loraine, now that she was no longer at the tip of rage, would
remember, surely, that Antony had been born barely five weeks ago.

An hour later, and the two cousins were alone together, seated in
front of the fire in Toni's pretty, luxurious bedroom, the
dinner-tray on the table between them; but neither were in a mood to
eat.

"Now then..." Toni led off.  But Loraine saw that, for all her bluff,
she was frightened.

She felt, herself, partly exultant at having driven this gay,
careless, spoilt Toni to the point of fear, and partly
apprehensive--wishing she had controlled her temper.  She sprang out
an impulsive: "Look here, Toni darling, don't bother any more about
it.  If it weren't done with, and past our helping--but it is, you
see, so why look backwards?"

"Please, Loraine, I'd rather not be shielded.  What's the good of
throwing open a door and window, and then telling me, tenderly, not
to sit in a draught?"

"And supposing I had made it all up?" said Loraine, with a queer
elvish look from under the slouch of her lids.

And this was the most decent thing that Loraine had ever yet done:
where she really had a tale to tell, and a true one; where she really
had arrogant Toni at her mercy; this attempt to use her undeniable
reputation as a flamboyant liar, in order to save Toni from bitter
self-reproach, was very nearly heroism.

Toni was only too ready to grasp at such relief; and to be rid of
that sick, icy panic which had squirmed and plunged like an octopus
in the pit of her stomach, ever since Loraine's: "Aunt Eugène died of
neglect and starvation."--But of course Loraine had made it all up!
of course she had! ... and how like Loraine!  That was why she had
been so reluctant to go home with Toni to Regent's Park.  "--Why did
you let Aunt Eugène die?"--Just a meaningless reproach she had picked
up, a strand of the blowing winds, because she had been in such a
blind fury.  For an instant of counter-fury, Toni could have stamped
on the other's face, for causing her such agony....  Then she smiled
lazily, and poured herself out a glass of claret.

"I ought to have known.  But why not choose something you can
substantiate, my dear, when you're really wanting to do me in?  You
must have guessed that you'd be found out," Toni went on, fatally,
fatally, dancing on Loraine's vanity, "just talking empty rot about
Aunt Eugène.  It wasn't even amusing, which you usually are when you
let your imagination rip!"

"And when is it that I've been amusing in that way?" asked Loraine,
watching her good intentions begin to scatter and to fly, like bits
of waste paper before a breeze.  But Toni was too thankful at her
release, too light-headed, to notice the ominous mutter in Loraine's
voice.  She did not see why Loraine should not be teased, punished
even, for her flaming bad temper, for her idiocy, and her habit of
making wildly untrue statements that upset everybody and did no good
to anybody; so she sipped her wine, and murmured, appreciatively:

"Mouton Rothschild ... it is quite true that a second growth of a
good year, in a claret, very often beats an inferior Château Lafite
or Latour....  Well," aloud, "what about Uncle Maximilian?  Are you
_quite_ sure that you were such a favourite of his?  Are you _quite_
sure, for instance, that he used to send you telegrams, 'across half
Europe,' and come and stay with you, and buy you old-world dresses
with full skirts, and praise your cooking, and call you 'the little
Gräfin'?"  For it had been easy to prove from a dozen different
sources that Uncle Maximilian had, indeed, never known of the
existence of this Spanish branch of the family; and that Loraine's
account of him failed and crumbled under steady questioning.  Toni
laughed at the other's discomfited face: "Good Lord! don't be such a
little goose!  What does it all matter?  He was a darling....  You
would have adored him if you'd known him; and it's quite possible
that he might have called you 'the little Gräfin'!  Let's drink to
his health!  It was he who first taught me to know one wine from
another--did I tell you?"

"So you think I can never 'substantiate,' as you call it?" Loraine
half whispered.  Her temper was in that white phosphorescent blaze
which illuminates an habitual liar whose solitary effort at truth has
met with nothing but mockery and disbelief.  Very precisely, and
planting her facts in front of Toni with the delicate precision of a
cat placing its velvet paws, she related how, in October, 1923, soon
after she had first come to London, she had gone to stay with another
girl, down on her luck and in need of Loraine's nursing, in a little
knot of slums at the back of Kilburn; and how she had heard,
casually, from the landlady, and from the girl herself, about a death
which had occurred several months before in the top rooms of the
house.  This lodger who had died was an old woman, over eighty, and
foreign, they said; not a German, because they had got in a Swiss
waiter who was a friend of the landlady, to talk to her in German,
just to find out, but she had not understood that language; she could
speak English, but not well; she did not speak very much at all; and
she did not go about shedding beauty and charity from her mere
presence, as garret lodgers of fiction are so often reputed to do; in
fact, in a negative sort of way, and from all accounts, she was an
unlovable crone.  She owed the landlady two and a half months' rent
of the rooms; she said she had rich relations, but, somehow, they did
not come to see her, and she had lost their addresses: "They have all
moved away from where they were before," she kept on saying, which
the landlady had not thought a very likely story; and she had a son
who came to her sometimes, but he was very nearly imbecile, though he
was earning a little money in some shady sort of job that didn't need
any brains, but the landlady couldn't say what it was.  She only knew
he brought a few shillings, and then disappeared for weeks together.
The old woman was under-nourished, and she caught a cold, and lay up
there shivering and shivering ... and presently she died: pneumonia
and lack of strengthening food; she was very old and wizened.  What
the landlady wanted to know, now that she was underground--for the
Doctor had given a certificate, all right--was this: would she be
justified, did Loraine's friend and Loraine herself think she'd be
doing any harm, in keeping the few things that the poor old soul had
left behind, as against the two and a half months' rent, and the cost
of the Doctor and burial?  "Well, but you have kept them, haven't
you?" Loraine pointed out, cheerfully.  But the point was,
apparently, that the landlady was asking for approbation, now, not
because she wanted to keep the things, but because she wanted to sell
them; in fact, sell them to Loraine, who, to her mind, looked better
off than the majority of her tenants' visitors.  She had brought the
"things" in, for Loraine to see.  The foreign old woman had had,
apparently, a taste for false jewelry.  Perhaps, once, and long ago,
she might have been accustomed to wearing real gems, and later on
consoled herself with buying sham stuff when she ought to have been
spending the money on food and wine.  "Oh! but she drank wine
whenever she could," put in the landlady; "awful, cheap, sweet stuff,
and she walked for miles to get it, to a part of London I don't know.
But are none of these real?"--She was terribly disappointed when
Loraine shook her head over all the gaudy trinkets except one large
brooch: bars of coarse silver filigree work, crossing in a round
silver setting, with a small garnet set at each intersecting point.

"This is all right; I'll buy this; it's Turkish work, I should think,
from this hole left in the filigree for the material of your dress to
be pulled through and pinned; that's the way they always do it.  Your
old lady may easily have been a Turk."--At which the landlady cried
out in holy horror, not fancying the idea of having had anyone in her
house connected with "them nasty harems, which I didn't even like in
skirts, Miss, and very glad to see them go out, what with my daughter
Mabel not even able to step on a 'bus without spraining her ankle.
She called herself Mrs. Raikes, not that I thought that was her name,
ever, but it didn't bother me, the war being over; but they rummaged
for the usual papers and I don't know what, when she died, the way
they always do; and it turned out to be a name that sounded as though
it might have been a heathen Turk; and there was a book too, which
I'll show you, that she read sometimes, but it wasn't by any means
the Bible!"  She produced the book.  It was a novel of the kind that
a Parisian would describe as: "un peu risque, tu sais, mais rien
d'epouvantable"; and the language was modern Greek, or rather, Greek
that had been modern some seventy years ago, which was the date on
the frontispiece.

The owner's name, written in faded brown ink, was Chryse
Stefanopoulos; and underneath it, in ink almost as faded, and in the
same handwriting: Chryse Rakonitz.  1861.

... "That's all," said Loraine, staring into the fire.  "I've got the
book, and the brooch; and I can, if you like, introduce you to my
friend, and to the landlady in Kilburn who will introduce you to the
Doctor who tended Aunt Eugène in her last illness--as you seem to
think I can't _substantiate_ my stories."

Suddenly she looked at Toni--and was shocked out of her dogged mood
of vengeance.  "Toni _darling_....  Toni, you mustn't!--It wasn't
your fault.  Nobody could help it; it was just accident; I happened
to stumble across it....  There was nothing more to be done.  I
wouldn't have told you....  I didn't tell you, then, did I?--although
I managed to trace you, and all the rest of the family, soon after
that? but what was the good?  I wouldn't have told you now, if you
hadn't jeered at me over Uncle Max."

But Toni, who very rarely cried, was crying now.  For years, no one
had seen her give in....  And even through her piteous collapse, she
did wish that it need not have been Loraine!

But Loraine had dreamt of just such a moment of intimacy; of Toni
clinging to her; of hers being the arms to tighten round Toni.  It
had come true, at last.  Humbly enough, she hoped that as she had
been granted this privilege, she would find words that were
comfortable for Toni to hear.  Loraine had already forgotten that it
was she who had wantonly created the sorrow she was now trying to
heal.

But Toni's self-reproach was like a hard and bitter lump in her
heart, that could not quickly be yielded up nor soothed.  For this
which had happened was shame on the whole family; and most of all was
it shame on her, who had flitted away to her good time; talked airily
of not being "bothered" any more; of having had enough; of chucking
the family.  All the younger generation had jabbered about escape,
freedom from tyranny; they could see no good in the old ways, the
interference, the tribal councils; the over-vehement curiosity shown
by the Aunts over everyone's affairs....  But was there no good in
the old ways, after all?  Tightly as the net had been drawn,
restricting their liberty, yet because the mesh had been close, no
one was allowed to slip through.  Could this have happened in the old
days of Anastasia's rule?--when at the least hint of trouble in the
family, Aunt Elsa put on her best toque a little bit awry, and
hurried round to headquarters; when Aunt Henrietta and Aunt Gustava
were on the spot almost without summoning; and when Anastasia
imperiously used to send for the Uncles....  Could it have happened,
then, with all that unfailing bustle and solicitude and abundant
benevolence, that poor Eugène's widow, as they had always called her,
would have been left just to slither down and be forgotten? to die of
cold and starvation? ... Toni shuddered.  In 1923, Loraine had said;
and how she had enjoyed herself in 1923!  Thrown money about, danced,
drunk wine!

... But _how_ could it have happened? she moaned; how could it have
happened?  Someone, surely, had been looking after Aunt Eugène,
paying for her, responsible for her?  Some Rakonitz, besides Toni?
Toni could not remember even having seen the old lady, and had but
rarely heard her name.  She plunged about, desperately searching out
a loop-hole for guilt to wriggle through.  Loraine was as anxious,
now, to fix the blame elsewhere, as Toni herself; she listened to
Toni's bewildered recollections of the family's huge organisation
fallen into confusion, ready with a quick: "There, you see, _he_
ought to have seen to it!" or "_She_ ought to have seen to it," if
opportunity should offer.

"You see, Loraine, one never met her personally; otherwise, of
course, she couldn't have been forgotten like that.  But from the
very first, it wasn't as though she actually were our own flesh and
blood; she was just a queer little Greek woman, not very nice, I
don't think, from what I heard Grandmère and Aunt Truda say; they
none of them liked her much--I mean, she was never asked to dinner as
though she were a real Aunt, nor for birthdays; she didn't fit in.
But she was poor Eugène's widow, so, of course, she had to be
provided for.  And there were four idiot children, I know; you talked
about one son; I wonder what can have happened to the others?  I do
remember the fuss when she first appeared, because she went to Aunt
Constance by mistake; Aunt Berthe, from Paris, had sent her there,
and Aunt Constance was afraid the Dean would see her!" ... Toni began
to laugh uncontrollably.  "And then Grandmère and all of them threw
open their doors--is that melodramatic?--but they always did, you
know; they were darlings, in that way....  Oh! what would Grandmère
have said if she'd known?"

"Wait a moment....  Who _did_ provide for her?"

"It was Uncle Max, originally, I know, because Mummy told me about
the high-handed way he lost his temper with all of them, and told
them not to talk so much! which just meant he paid for everything and
wanted to get out of being thanked.  And then came the crash--that
was about fifteen years ago now, when Uncle Max"--Toni stopped ...
and then scampered on hurriedly, as someone who skips two or three
pages of a book, and does not bother if an irrelevant join betrays
the act.  She could not bear, even now, to let her memory linger on
that ghastly time when her father and Uncle Max and Uncle Albrecht,
and the family grandeur, were all swept away together....

"So Uncle Louis took over, then.  Well--I suppose he took over Aunt
Eugène, too, along with the other responsibilities.  I haven't the
faintest idea where she lived, or how.  I imagine he sent her weekly
or monthly payments.  I don't know.  And then Uncle Louis died...."
Toni groped for some logical sequence of Aunt Eugène's fortunes.  "Is
that where I ought to have--yes, I suppose so--I don't know.  I did
see to a lot of things, but I was just beginning 'Toni's,' then."
And suddenly Toni knew, quite certainly she knew, that she had failed
"Toni's" as she had failed the family; and that all her apprehensions
were bound to be justified, sooner or later, by a summons from
Hanover Street; she might, indeed, continue to combat feebly,
ineffectively, the necessity to take up in person this responsibility
again; she might continue to pretend to believe that things were all
right, there, but----

"What is it?  Oh, Toni, don't look so tragic!  What is it?  Go on
telling me!"

"I've shelved my job," whispered Toni.  Then, with a sigh, dismissed
the intruding worry; pulled herself back again to the subject of Aunt
Eugène: "I hadn't actually been given control of the money, even
after Uncle Louis died.  That was the trouble."

"Who had?" asked Loraine, intensely absorbed in these items of
Rakonitz history.

"Grandmère.  The Uncles worshipped Grandmère.  She was much older
than they.  She had always been more like a mother to them, than an
elder sister; especially to Uncle Louis.  However mad she got, he
always remembered her and talked of her as she had been when she knew
such a lot about precious stones, and the ruby trade was booming, and
she had acted hostess for all of them.  So in his will he said that
his sister Anastasia must administer everything until she died.
There were several people to be provided for,--oddments of family,
and widows....  After Grandmère should die, he left it to me to carry
on, not Aunt Truda; I think Aunt Truda was a wee bit hurt over that;
but he counted Grandmère first, and the younger generation next; and
Aunt Truda was neither one nor the other.  Anyhow, Maxine was rather
glad that her mother wasn't to be bothered.  Uncle Louis must have
made that will, of course, long before Grandmère had had her first
stroke.  He died four months after she had it.  I daresay he would
have altered it, after all, if he hadn't died."

"It was Uncle Louis' fault, then?" cried Loraine, joyfully.  "It
wasn't yours; not a shred of it."

"Well--he knew Grandmère had her bad times; but he couldn't know that
she was going to get a stroke, or that he'd die so soon afterwards.
You can't tell, with heart failure.  None of the family were at their
old addresses, if Aunt Eugène had tried to find any of them.  And
Grandmère forgot lots of things.  Loraine, _do_ you think I'm like
Grandmère, at all?"

"Not in the least," Loraine lied, heartily.  She could not bear to
see Toni afraid....  "Of course, in an old family, and where there's
been a lot of intermarrying, certain characteristics----"

"What nonsense!" very quickly and petulantly did Toni dispose of
that.  "Why should they?  I loved Grandmère, but I hated her
characteristics.  And everybody knows that you don't inherit things,
from your grandmother, like over-excitement and rushing to extremes.
Especially if you're quite different yourself.  When Maxine and I
took over the sort of general trustee-ship from Grandmère, she may
have reminded me about Aunt Eugène; I don't know; she talked such a
lot, and so many names tumbled in and out."

Loraine did not say that Grandmère was to blame.  Somehow, no
Rakonitz ever did; and she made a point of sharing in every family
fetish that her uncannily quick instincts could divine.  But she
suggested Maxine as at least co-partner in Toni's responsibility.

Toni merely snapped and glowered at this.  Maxine, she said, had
performed her share, and more than her share, always.  Why, she had
actually and for years lived in the same house with the Matriarch.
"More than I did; lately, anyhow!"  But then, that unmerited
punishment had been Toni's during all her childhood, till she was
fifteen.  No wonder that she responded with such savage denials to
self-accusation and proof that she could be as forgetful, as
capricious, as blatantly and overwhelmingly inconsiderate, as the old
woman whose tyranny she had been forced to watch, at close quarters,
manufacturing hell upon hell for pretty Susie Lake, Toni's mother....

And then, suddenly: "Aunt Elsa!" suggested Loraine, triumphantly.
"What about Aunt Elsa?  According to you, she was in at the very
beginning, when Aunt Eugène first arrived from Constantinople.  How
did _she_ come to forget?"

But Toni was being searchingly honest with herself, now; and she
would not lapse on to a whining, too-easy accusation of Aunt Elsa:
"She _did_ come to me once, I remember now.  It was during my busy
time at 'Toni's'; the first real rush of clients.  I was frenziedly
over-worked, and frenziedly keen to give them my best and create a
splendid first impression!"--Oh, _damn_ "Toni's"! why did it always
keep on cropping up, to-night?--"And just then, Aunt Elsa marched
into the show-room, looking determined and auntish in her silk mantle
trimmed with jet--spouting a whole lot of talk about 'poor
Anastasia!'--and was this being done? and was that being done? and
had I remembered to see to this and that important thing?  And where
was Louis' will? and I was only a child still, and could not be
trusted....  Oh! you know Aunt Elsa--no, you don't, I forgot!  She
was just in one of her most trying moods--buzzing round with
questions, and insinuating that Maxine and I were just out of the
nursery, and couldn't be expected to deal with family affairs without
help--Good Lord! after all the rampages we'd both been through with
Grandmère, clearing up her affairs time after time....  Never mind
all that now!  And Aunt Elsa's the kindest old dear in the world, but
she just got my goat on that occasion, and I let fly at her--not too
visibly, of course; the place was full.  I just whipped out that I
had all the arrangements in hand, and that I was quite competent to
see to them, and that she needn't be in the least afraid that
Grandmère's affairs were being neglected.  And then she went off in a
huff, saying: 'I ask nossing any more, but _nossing_, ever, you see?'
And anyway she's out in Italy with Val, every winter since 1922.  No,
it's no good, Loraine," Toni cried, miserably tossing away every
arduously collected fragment of consolation; "everybody thought that
someone else was seeing to things; it was just a muddle, holes in the
knitting, but it's too damnably easy to say: 'Accident--no one to
blame!' ... The fact remains that Aunt Eugène died--that way; and
that I oughtn't to have allowed it.  It doesn't make any difference
if you know your relations, or not; birthday parties--silver
weddings--presents--just the froth on top.  But the family all stuck
together, once, and that was what counted.  I've been a sleek,
selfish, complacent swine, and you can't excuse me, though it's
generous of you to try."

And it never occurred to either of them, not to Toni, nor to Loraine,
that the late Eugène Rakonitz had had several brothers and sisters;
and one of them was Sigismund, who was Toni's great-grandfather; and
one of them was Andreas, who was Loraine's great-grandfather.  So
that Toni's responsibility was Loraine's too, and in the same
measure....  But it did not occur to either of them.

And now Toni's conscience gave her no rest.  The final swing had been
given to the pendulum of her moods; and reacting violently from her
good time, from careless friendships and heedless spending, she began
laboriously to tell her tale of the family, as a shepherd tells his
tale of sheep; counting them over and over in her mind, fearful lest
another might have dropped down among the dead men, and might
somewhere be starving and cold.  She had just accounted for all her
relations safely, in safe houses, within her reach and aid, if
necessary: she was just about to make that final jerk at her
reluctant will, which would bring her attention round to "Toni's" and
Hanover Street,--when Little Klaus could not be found.

Had he been forgotten, like Aunt Eugène? just like Aunt Eugène?  Was
it two, three months? a year?--since he had last been heard of?
Followed a hectic scrabble of days when Toni pelted all her other
cousins for news of this lost unit of the family, till they cursed
the very day of his birth.  She was in a panic lest he should slip
away entirely, as, some twenty years ago, her Uncle Ludovic had
slipped away--Anastasia's darling son, who had gone to Nicaragua, and
presently had forgotten to write, and forgotten to send his address.
Twenty years ago....  But where, now, was Little Klaus?  He had not
any very near relations to bother about him, as he was the only son
of Klaus and Babette Sellabach, of the Viennese branch, who had both
died when he was quite a little boy.  So, obviously, the care of him
had devolved upon Toni; and she could not even remember very clearly
what he had been doing since the war?  He had distinguished himself
in the war, and won decorations, to the astonishment of all of them.
But since then----? ... So, with all her reawakened energy, and using
every clue that presented itself, she pursued little Klaus from one
address to another....  Thereby causing that young man, and the lady
under--as the phrase goes--his protection, a great deal of
inconvenience and tribulation.  He had been at some pains to hide his
temporary misalliance from the family; and hitherto they had not
bothered him.

Thus, Toni's frenzy ended in a most uncomfortable tea-party, and
Little Klaus begging her, in his shy, stammering way, as he
accompanied her to the front-door, to "please not b-b-bother about
me, Toni dear.  It's most awfully kind of you, and we've loved
s-s-seeing you; but, you see, as things are ... and I'm not making
enough to marry yet...."




CHAPTER VI

"My Dear Mrs. Goddard,

Having just finished my holiday which I badly needed, and went down
to Torquay, though it's not always as fine there as one might expect
from the word Riviera, I certainly think I ought not to start on my
new engagement, without letting you know that I have left Hanover
Street, and how sorry I am.  I assure you, Mrs. Goddard, that I
stayed on as long as I could, though it was never the same from the
moment you left, and never could be.  The truth is Miss Lequesne and
I don't hit it off.  First it was one thing, and then it was another,
and I'm sure, though it's not for me to say, that you would have
agreed with me over that matter of the Agnes model and Lady Penstead;
but what really brought things to a head, as I might say, was that
Miss Lequesne was vexed when she found out at the end of December,
that I was getting more than she was, and I expect it is difficult to
understand the high wages that a first-class fitter can always
command.  But we never hit it off, and Melville's have been trying to
get me, with tempting offers, as you know, even before you left, and
much more after.  So, when we finally didn't quite hit it off, I
said: 'Very well--next season I go to Melville's!'  Of course, I
ought to have come to you straight away when I decided this, but
thought it better not, hearing you were just going to have and now
have a dear little boy, and oughtn't to be worried with extras.
Please let me offer you congratulations, and I hope you will let me
come to see you, as though this hadn't happened.

  With best wishes,
      Yours sincerely,
          MILLICENT THOMPSON.

P.S.--It sounds mean to say this, Mrs. Goddard, but I must tell you
that I could have done better last season, if I'd had more Paris
models and at the usual time, instead of being loaded up with all
that Belworthy stuff our clients are getting so sick of."


--"And here it is," said Toni, recognising, almost with a deferential
salute, the materialisation of a nightmare.

"Toni's"! her business, which she had shaped from the very beginning!
She had been proud of "Toni's" ... until she forgot it!  What had
they been doing with it, these two women?  Mauling the edges of her
clean-cut method, pulling it this way and that, messing about....
_What_ had they done with "Toni's"?  She telephoned an imperious
message to Hanover Street, saying that Miss Lequesne was to come
round at once; Mrs. Goddard wished to speak to her.

... "She's in a funk," thought Toni, the second she confronted Aimée
Lequesne.  Toni's eyes were keen and very blue; her voice was like a
stretch of taut silk.  Giles, had he been there, would hardly have
recognised the Toni he only knew as a personality gay with pretty,
coaxing, feminine caprices; this was not the dancing Toni any more.
But Giles, this time, was not present at the interview.

"I've heard this morning from Miss Thompson.  She tells me she has
left the firm.  That's bad news.  Couldn't you have managed to cope
with it, when you saw it coming?"

Aimée burst into a flood of excuses.  She was full of indignation,
and very near tears--and, as Toni had opined, badly frightened: "It
was really no good, Miss Rakonitz.  I was as tactful as I could be;
any of the girls will tell you that.  Gwendoline Moore said to me
over and over again: 'Well, really, Miss Lequesne, I wonder you put
up with it!' or sometimes to one of the others: 'Really, I wonder
Miss Lequesne puts up with it!'  But I knew that you valued Miss
Thompson's services....  And, of course, it was quite right, feeling
like that about her," Aimée went on, her breath getting short, and
the tip of her nose, pink, "that she should have been receiving a
hundred pounds a year more than me, though I must say, Miss
Rakonitz--Mrs. Goddard, I _should_ say--that you would have found me
perfectly agreeable about it, knowing what fitters are, if you'd
consulted me at the time when you made the arrangement; I'd have
said, quite agreeably and reasonably: 'Certainly, Miss Rakonitz'--you
_were_ Miss Rakonitz then, you see!--'I know that fitters get very
high wages, especially when they are as good as Miss Thompson.  So
even though it's a joint managership----' for that's what you called
it, Miss Rakonitz--'you won't find me unreasonable.'  Yes, that's
exactly what I would have said, if you had consulted me then."

Toni's brows drew down into a straight line: "I don't consult; I
decide," she said, in that cold, intimidating,
Napoleon-of-the-costume-trade manner, that Miss Lequesne had been so
relieved not to meet, on the last occasion that she had been in her
employer's house.

Toni did not waste time in discovering how Aimée had found out the
difference of salary; that did not matter.  She struck out for
information on essentials: "What sort of Autumn season did you have?"

"You paid out the big monthly cheques, and the cheque for petty cash
as usual, Mrs. Goddard," Aimée replied, getting flustered, as she
felt the probe nearing all her sore and unprotected places.

"Yes, I signed the cheques; they were about as big as usual--bigger,
once or twice.  I didn't look into them; and obviously I could have
had no idea of what we were doing, unless I had seen the
corresponding cheques that had been paid in."

"That's not _my_ fault you hadn't, is it, Miss Rakonitz?"  There was
bound to be a point of the interview at which Aimée's dignity, her
fear and agitation, should degenerate into veiled pertness.  "It was
your arrangement that Miss Wildblood should have the power to endorse
those.  And really, it isn't as if you'd been near us for months, not
even for your clothes, as you used to."

Toni passed over the latter portion of this speech.  "Yes, I'll send
for Miss Wildblood, presently, and ask her to bring down the books,
and the firm's pass-books.  Only, quite naturally, I come to you
first, to hear what orders we have had; and how last season's Paris
stuff has done, and if the clients were generally satisfied.  When
did you get the models over here?  By the middle of September?"

Aimée became very haughty: "Indeed, Mrs. Goddard, it's certainly not
for _me_ to tell tales whatever anyone else may have been doing; but
if it was not quite such a good season as usual, it's quite as much
due to Miss Thompson's extravagant whims, as to my sister's wedding
having been put off, which really only made a week's difference in my
getting over to Paris."

"Ah!" ... Toni's experienced mind, hitching on to this disclosure,
raced swiftly alongside the hundred-and-one troubles which would have
followed on such a beginning: The postponement of the journey to
Paris, if only for a week, meant that Aimée had arrived there when
everybody was too busy to attend to her, so that she would not have
been likely to get her models over until the first week of October.
This delay would have put Miss Thompson all wrong.  Customers would
have been in already, ordering dresses for the Autumn.  Miss Thompson
would have had to start cutting out without the new models.  No
wonder Aimée's slackness had infuriated her.

But before Toni could express any of this, Aimée had gone on to say:
"And anyway, it wasn't very much good; I mean, it wouldn't have made
much difference if I hadn't gone at all, as I could afford to buy so
very little.  We were simply overstocked with Belworthy's stuff..."

--This time, Toni did not say: ah!  Here was what she had all these
months been dreading and warding off--here it was in actuality.  She
acquiesced almost with relief to this establishment of her instinct
that the Belworthy incident would lead "Toni's" delicately, from
season to season, into the very pit of ruin.

Aimée did not like the silence; she deemed it especially threatening
to her, and would have preferred what she called "a good rowing."
With truly prodigious dignity, she proceeded to deliver rope for her
own hanging: "Of course, Miss Rakonitz, it's quite natural that the
firm should get into debt, when Miss Thompson insists on having an
expensive dress made twice over; the first one scrapped--and, as you
know, we have to pay ready cash for Rodier cloth--simply because a
client fancied a dress she saw afterwards more than the one she'd
already ordered.  I'm not a snob, myself, and titles make no
difference to _me_; but it's very different with Miss Thompson.
That's the worst of women in business, I always do say!--though
naturally I don't mean you, Mrs. Goddard--but then you weren't there;
and I don't let myself be annoyed by little feminine reasons like
that; it's not my policy.  It's Miss Thompson's one idea to satisfy
Lady Penstead just because she _is_ Lady Penstead; and directly Lady
Penstead saw that model from Agnes, while she was being fitted--the
cloth already cut--she said if she'd seen it beforehand ... well,
that's all very well, Miss Rakonitz, but she'd already ordered a copy
of a Belworthy model, and naturally we put those forward, having so
many of them, and now she was not satisfied with it; and, if you
please, Miss Thompson insisted that we should take her order all over
again."

"Quite," said Toni, being human, and "taking it out" of Amy Lecky, to
stifle, for a few moments longer, her contempt for her own past
insanity; "Miss Thompson was perfectly right.  The model from Agnes
and every other model, whether few or many, should have been there
already, when Lady Penstead first came in with her order.  You could
hardly expect her to understand how that little matter of your
sister's wedding postponed your journey to Paris.  Our clients are
not expected to, you know.  The idea is to satisfy them at all costs,
not to reveal the domestic predicaments of our staff."

... Aimée began to cry.  She could not bear sarcasm.  She hated it
when Miss Rakonitz became sarcastic.  Toni gathered, from the few
hysterical sentences which gurgled and oozed through the tears, that
poor Aimée, in accepting the sole management of the show-room, and
buying side of "Toni's," without any authority behind her, had bitten
off decidedly wore than she could chew; and that things were in a
pretty ghastly muddle--far worse than could be revealed by this sole
anecdote of Lady Penstead and the model from Agnes.

"I'd better go down and see for myself"--Toni had just reached the
door, when a torrential Loraine, in high spirits, hurled herself into
her arms:

"Darling--and aren't you glad to see me, and this is just what comes
of telling me that I'm welcome here at any day or hour of the day,
for sure, it's not yet ten o'clock, but it's a horrible bleak morning
and something was after bidding me come and cosset you and make
chocolate fudge for all the babies the way only I can make it in all
this world, and so back you go in the arm-chair and be a baby
yourself, because I've come for the day and you can't get out of it!
But kiss me first, Toni, my dear, dear little piece of elegance,
because I love you better even than I love Babs and that's saying a
lot, I may tell you ...  and here's your visitor wondering if I'm mad
entirely, so tell her I'm your long-lost cousin, Toni, which is
nothing but the truth, and that you hated me hard for over two years
and so you did, but that we've tenderly made it up over our last big
quarrel, and we ain't a-going to fight no more, no more...."

Loraine was, indeed, going straight on from the place where she had
last left off, with Toni; confident, because once a disconsolate
little cousin had given way and cried in her arms, clung to her,
accepted her heartening consolations, that the same little cousin
would continue loving her, and never be irritated by her again.  She
was so buoyantly sure of her welcome, that Toni might not have
disillusioned her, however differently she were feeling on a sane
Friday morning from her shocked and desperate mood of the Sunday
evening before,--had not other events suddenly been hurled into the
gap of time.  She could not stop, now, for Loraine nor Loraine's
endearments; nor to betray affectionate need of Loraine.  She wanted
to get down to Hanover Street, to "stop the rot," there; get
government into her capable hands once more.  Her mind was full of
Aimée's exposures ... "Toni's" was what counted; "Toni's" was in
danger.  So she merely put Loraine aside--she could not remember
afterwards by what words she had checked all that exuberance, nor
whether, indeed, she had been beastly and snubbing, or simply
somewhere else already and not any more in the room with superfluous
Loraine and weeping Aimée--"Tell them to bring round the car _at
once_, Quimper!" ... A hat pulled on, up in her room, and
leather-lined coat--"Not now, Babs, I haven't a moment ... but
Loraine's here!"--and a squeal of joy from her small daughter,
following her own light run downstairs, front-door slammed--ah! and
here was the Dook--good!  Toni was impelled by a fierce compelling
energy that was a queer delight in itself, after these years of
mental inertia, even though disaster had brought it about.

Miss Wildblood proved quiet and helpful, with a hint of reproach in
her mild eyes behind her owlish spectacles.  Half an hour's
consultation with her, and a quick preliminary scrutiny of the books,
revealed to Toni the unpleasant certainty that they owed Belworthy
thirteen hundred pounds; and that he had already been hinting pretty
strongly, among his business cronies, that in another six months, a
ruined "Toni's" would fall helplessly into the snug hollow of his
hands.  The happy arrangement made by Giles and Aimée to double their
order with him, had landed them with far more stuff than they could
dispose of, and very little variety, because they could not afford to
buy much from other firms, as well as such an unprecedented quantity
from his.  This, combined with the incidental matter of delay in
getting in such Paris models of the Autumn season as they could still
afford, had lost them a considerable number of influential clients.
The rack was full of small unpaid bills for silk, for cloth and
trimmings, down to the very bill for milk for the workroom teas, all
of which should have been settled out of the petty cash fund for
which Toni had signed an inclusive cheque, every month; but Aimée,
demoralised by the state of things, had also believed that slackness
did not matter, as very soon the firm would come under Belworthy's
sway, and _he_ could put all that mess right, if he liked!  She had
been too frightened to tell Toni, too frightened to do anything
except talk charmingly to the very few clients who were still coming
in to give their orders--"a mangy lot!" Gwenny Moore called them;
"suburbs, mostly!"  Since Miss Thompson left, a month ago, they had
been working with a totally incompetent fitter; Aimée warded off
enquiries for the sort of Spring models that she had not yet bought,
knowing, helplessly, that there was no ready money to go to Paris
during the first week of March, which was the latest date to which
she should have postponed this important bi-annual journey.

Toni, metaphorically, dug her hands into her pockets, and took a good
hard look at the few fragments and splinters of the prestige she had
so enthusiastically built up....  Then she laughed!  Let Belworthy
have "Toni's"? not she!  The Dook was waiting for her outside.  She
dashed round to the Czelovars in Chester Square.  She could do
nothing without capital; and had not Helen most providentially asked,
last November, was it?--if she were _never_ going back into the
business again?  Helen would do; she had brains and excellent taste
and a level judgment; her father had plenty of money.  Toni laughed
again, as she started the car.  Miss Wildblood and two of the girls
stood staring after her, amazed at such levity.

She found Helen at home.  Ten minutes' explanation with her, was
enough.  What a relief to be dealing with Helen's quickness, after
Aimée Lequesne's muzzy and self-important explanations, with the
emphasis all in the wrong places; though Toni still contended that
Aimée in the showroom was all right, and just what was needed;
probably she need not be sacked.  Still, all that could wait.  She
and her cousin went off to Gray's Inn to interview Raoul Czelovar.

... "This," said Raoul, "is a thing that must be considered slowly,
Toni, my dear; not decided all at once."

And Toni answered: "I quite agree with you, Uncle Raoul; but I must
leave for Paris to-day week at the latest; earlier, if possible.  By
that time, Helen must be installed and in authority at Hanover
Street, if we are to pull off this season at all; and I intend that
we shall."

Raoul hated being rushed like this; but he adored Helen; and Helen
and Toni together were too much for him.  Besides, he was impressed
by the way this ultra-modern young woman was able to answer every
question relating to the past and present of the firm, on the
financial side.  She did not attempt to hide the trouble they were
in, but she made him realise that two thousand pounds immediate
capital from him, in purchase of a partnership for Helen, would pay
off Belworthy; and buy some attractive fresh stock; and after that,
all which was required to lift it back into the profitable concern it
had previously been, was Toni's personal and whole-time supervision
brought back into it.

"You needn't be afraid about that," Toni promised.  "I've done with
being a figurehead.  It's Hanover Street for me from nine until seven
every day, now; more, if necessary.  I'm ever so much stronger than I
used to be."

Raoul asked: "What will your husband say to that?"

Toni had not once thought of Giles the whole day, except to damn him
heartily over his share in the Belworthy business; and even then, she
had damned her own share in that incident still more heartily....

"Giles won't mind," she said.  "We're each free to do as we like with
our lives.  That was part of the contract."

Raoul was just about to utter a few sound views on modern marriages,
when headed off by his disrespectful daughter, who saw, with Toni,
that there was not a moment to be wasted.

"I should just like you to tell me this, before I lightheartedly put
every penny I possess into a ramshackle business with a hole in it,"
said Raoul ... and Toni winced.  "Why are you suddenly so anxious for
Helen to come into it?"

Toni replied: "Apart from the fact that she's keen, and that I'd like
to work with her, and that she has a distinct _flair_ for clothes, I
need your money.  That's obvious, isn't it?"

"Why not your husband's money? or the money of your husband's family?"

"Because," replied Toni, in the manner of the old-fashioned French
exercise-book, "the Bank overdraft of my husband is very big, and the
Bank overdraft of my husband's family--which is mainly his father--is
bigger still!"

"In other words, you've been spending too much, young lady!"

"A damn sight too much," said Toni.

"With three children; and knowing that your name on a business makes
you responsible for its debts?"

"Yes, Uncle Raoul."

"You're quite as bad as your grandmother, poor soul!"  But he had
never approved of Anastasia; "you're as bad as your grandmother, and
your father, and your Uncle Max.  This is poor Max all over again,
this business!"

"Yes," Toni repeated, meekly taking her scolding.  That was the worst
of going to the family; they usually ended with some loyal rescue
work; but you always had to bear, first, with reminders that you were
like the very worst manifestation of somebody else in the family.
And especially she resented with all her strength, any allusion to
the undoubted likeness that existed between her own curious phases,
and her grandmother's; both of them reacting from strong clear sanity
to a sort of gay madness, and then back again....  Had she hated the
sight of the Matriarch in her "bad times," because of all the misery
her unbalanced extravagance had brought on the family?  On herself,
and her mother, and all of them? ... Or most of all because she felt,
deep down within her own nature, a potential longing to behave just
like that, with the same pendulum rhythm? and was never sure how far
she would be able to control the oscillation, or its fantastic
consequences?  She minded far less being told that she resembled
Uncle Maximilian, even though he had brought their family prosperity
crashing down over the Nong-Khan sapphire mine.  As for Uncle Raoul
... she weighed in her mind all that she had ever heard about his
temperament, and all that her own intuition told her now.  And it
amounted to a conviction that he was one of those people, far
commoner than those of the opposite type, who can be driven and not
led.  So she resolved to risk the whole issue of her appeal to him,
on one bold stroke of sheer inexcusable bullying:

"Look here, Uncle Raoul--it was you who mentioned Uncle Max, not
I....  You didn't help him when he was up against it, I know.  I've
heard the family say so, and that you easily might have!"--Raoul
Czelovar made an inarticulate sound.--"Well ... won't you help _me_
now, instead?  Sentiment apart, it will make you feel more
comfortable about it all.  And you'll get it back, this time, with
interest.  You know perfectly well that I am reliable, in business,
when it comes down to brass-tacks.  It's simply bluster to pretend
that I'm entirely Grandmère."

... And the next thing to do, directly she knew that Helen's
partnership and Raoul Czelovar's two thousand pounds were--with due
precautions--safely hers for the business, and that Czelovar was
giving another lawyer instructions at once for a proper contract to
be drawn up--the next thing to do, was to see how far Miss Thompson
could be managed.  Miss Thompson must be won back for "Toni's," at
all costs.  There was nothing harder, in that trade, than to find a
fitter who was a genius in her line.  But Toni now had that
full-tided feeling that nothing could stop her; that she could dash
down all difficulties in her way, as easily as an oncoming wave
disposes of frail sand-castles.  Melville's, the firm to whom Miss
Thompson had recently promised her services, was the sand-castle in
this instance; and Melville's claims went down before her
irresistible onslaught.  Miss Thompson had always liked Toni, and had
always got on well with her.  Reassured, now, that the old régime had
come back, and that sufficient money was promised to deal with the
Belworthy menace, she faltered, hesitated, and gave in.

"You know, Miss Rakonitz, I never really would have left if you'd
been there; I wouldn't have dreamt of it."  She was sporting enough
not to say anything more about Aimée's rule and the devastation it
had caused; in fact, she agreed with Toni that Miss Lequesne showed
off the goods well, and had a manner which made her a favourite with
clients, so that it would be quite a good thing to retain her.

"She hadn't much head for business," said Miss Thompson, "and nor had
I, you see; and there we were; and I thought I might as well clear
out and find myself a place before Mr. Belworthy took over 'Toni's,'
lock, stock and barrel--for that's what it looked like."

"Mr. Belworthy is not going to have lock, stock or barrel," Toni
prophesied, happily.  And went home, her small head arrogantly
tilted, her eyes blue and unsmiling....

To-morrow, she would get her brother Gerald to go through the books
with her and Miss Wildblood, more carefully than to-day's rush had
allowed.  To-morrow, also, she must certainly try and see Mr. Caley,
who had originally financed 'Toni's,' and ask his sanction to the new
arrangements; and ask his permission, too, to continue on a basis of
two-and-a-half-per-cent interest, for another year or two beyond the
agreed limit of time, instead of beginning to return him his capital
by instalments.  Then there was that question of taking on the
downstairs premises, as well as the two rooms they now rented on the
first floor.  Helen seemed keen.  And a sudden launching-out, a bold
and expensive-looking "splash" just at this crisis of "Toni's," might
work out as a prudent business investment, for it would soothe and
impress the clients who had been dropping away, just when it was most
urgently needed.  The new premises would have to be investigated at
once, because some other, and not too desirable tenant was already
bidding for them.  And Helen would have to be initiated, as quickly
and yet as thoroughly as possible.  And, most important of all, Paris!

--"I hope to God, I shan't be too late for Paris," thought Toni,
aloud, at her belated dinner.

And Giles, who had already reached the dessert stage, said curiously:
"What's this about Paris?  Anything wrong with one of your relations
there?"  For during the past ten days, he could not help being aware
of Toni's anxious pre-occupation over her family, in single units,
and as a whole; and he was growing used to the fact that everything
she said or did, seemed to hark back to Rakonitz.  Truth to tell, he
was a little bored by Rakonitz.  For the first three years of their
married life, Toni's attitude towards her relations had been the
famous one of the legendary Queen of Spain towards her legs ... they
simply did not exist.  But the death of the Matriarch, and, topping
that, some jumble that Loraine had told her about the dead wife of a
still deader great-uncle--Giles had never quite got the rights of
it!--had appeared to upset Toni, and to encumber her mind out of all
proportion.  So that he was rather glad when she answered:

"No, not family.  Business.  I'm going to take on 'Toni's' again,
Giles."

"That's rather sudden, isn't it?"

Toni hoped he was not going to be importunate about the claims of
home, husband and children.  He had better hear the worst at once, so
that he should realise that naked necessity, and not whim, had
prompted her decision.

"Aimée Lequesne has muddled things hopelessly; and the firm is in
debt to the tune of about thirteen hundred pounds; and as it's still
run in my name----"

"My dear kid!" at once Giles' protection sprang up all round Toni
like a ring of pikemen, steel turned outwards: "Why on earth couldn't
you let me know?  I'd have seen to it all.  You must have had the
very deuce of a day--simply puts the lid on it, with all the other
rotten luck you've had lately.  But why tire yourself by rushing over
to Paris, alone?  It's absurd, of course.  Look here, you sit tight,
and let me take it on for you."

"Good God, _no_!" cried Toni, before she could help herself.

The symbolical pikes were slowly lowered ... and Giles said, in quite
a different tone:

"You'll have to explain that, Toni."

The time was past for Toni to manœuvre a scramble back to the
ranks of the petted feminine.  She spoke with as much forbearance as
she could muster; and for very weariness, her voice was gentle:

"You see, old boy, you don't know the technicalities.  I was in it
for twelve years."

"Isn't it just a matter of common-sense?" he asked, knitting his
brows.  "Over that Belworthy business, for instance----?"

"Quite," said Toni.  "Over that Belworthy business."

Immediately, Giles' solicitude and innate kindness sprang once more
into evidence: "Did we go wrong there?  Is _that_ to do with the
present smash?  I say, Toni, how absolutely foul!  I'm damned sorry!
_Is_ it that?"

"Mostly.  It originally led up from there, I think; and, of course,
Aimée is God's own mutt!  But I think I may be able to swing it all
round again, Giles, if you'll just allow me time and space.  I hate
neglecting the infants, but just for a couple of years, Mummy and
Nurse can carry on with them.  I left them alone, for nothing but to
have my good time; so I might as well leave them alone a bit longer,
for a rather better reason."

"Well," said Giles, cheerfully, "no more giddy cocktails and what-not
for me either, then.  I must barge round and get work again, of some
kind, if you work."

Toni had envisioned her husband just dancing on....  His
matter-of-course announcement was, therefore, a surprise, and not
altogether a pleasant one.  Part of her change of attitude towards
taking up a business career again, the relish, the curious jollity,
the buoyant sense of power with which she viewed the prospect,
contrasted with her girlhood's tired distaste, arose from the
wordless but blessed security of a background; of Giles being there,
emphatically there--a warm, robust, definite Giles to start from and
go back to, with 'Toni's' between.  She belonged at home, with Giles;
but she went forth to "Toni's." ... She had the responsibility of
"Toni's," but her husband had the responsibility of her.  All this,
so much more satisfactory than in the old days, before her marriage,
when her shoulders were spared no burden, and she was solitary and
not strong, fighting against odds all the time.  But: "I must barge
round----"  She felt dimly that an entirely new set of psychological
bothers, exactions, changes of household habits and general upheaval,
might be involved by Giles discontinuing his present happy-go-lucky
existence, and bargeing round in search of employment, more definite
than his late agency for motor-cars; employment which might even lead
to his leaving England--("Orange-farms in South Africa----!" flashed
through her mind)--just at the precise time when she most desired
from him a corporeal presence, combined with a negative temperament.

"Why should you, Giles?"

He produced one of his totally unexpected formulas: "A man can't let
his wife work, if he doesn't."

"But a man needn't work, as long as his wife doesn't?  Is that it?"

"My dear kid, can't you see the distinction?  Good Lord!"

"I'll try, presently, working it out with pencil and paper," said
Toni.  "I'm hungry now....  What are you thinking of?" she asked, two
minutes later; for his gaze at her, over the wild-duck and orange
salad, was unseeing and fixed.

Giles reverted, most inconveniently, to the subject of devoting his
energies to the firm in Hanover Street.  "Your business interests me,
you know; what I've seen of it.  You'd better take me in as a
partner, Toni."

"Got any money to put in?"

"You grasping little devil!  I've got my overdraft!  Every penny of
it my own!"

"Well, has your father got any money?"

"He's got _his_ overdraft," said Giles: "about four times as big as
mine!  Jimmy was always a swanker!"

Toni laughed: "Don't accuse me of swanking, but I've got an
overdraft, too.  Three overdrafts won't make a summer for Hanover
Street.  As a matter of fact, I'm taking in Helen Czelovar as
partner; she's got brains and 'timbre,' as Aimée would say; and Uncle
Raoul is going to plank down two thousand pounds.  That ought to save
us!  Thirteen hundred of it goes to Belworthy, worse luck; but I must
get rid of our debt to him."

"What _was_ Belworthy's little game, two years ago?  Where did we
make our mistake?"

"His game was to force us to double our order with him, by his threat
of closing down our account.  He knew it would have been terribly
inconvenient for us to find such a large sum of money just then.  He
knew, too, that the firm couldn't carry so much of one man's stuff;
and wouldn't be able to afford to buy elsewhere; so we'd get a name
for having no variety, and a lot of his stock would remain on hand,
and----"

"Yes, but look here," interrupted Giles, "what's the good of that to
him?  It would simply mean a growing debt, and he would have no hope
of getting paid."

"Yes, that's right.  Belworthy was looking forward to buying in
'Toni's,' cheap, when we were in such difficulties that it would
practically have to flop into his hands.  He was just within a month
or two of realising his ambition, too, if I hadn't got wind of it
all."

"Didn't that mean that he had us in a cleft stick from the very
beginning?  If we couldn't pay then..."

"There was one thing we could have done," said Toni, who had
forgotten that Giles was her husband; forgotten all the subtleties
involved, and was talking to him as two business men talk across a
table.  "And it would have been considered perfectly honest, too, in
the trade.  We ought to have told Aimée and Miss Thompson that they
were to have an interview with Belworthy, and fall in with his plan,
but to say that the money owing was a bit more than we liked, and
that we preferred to get it paid off, gradually, by bills.  You see,
Giles, a business man would have been glad to take bills accepted by
a firm of good repute; and he'd be sure of his money."

Giles frowned: "Go slow, Toni; as you say, there are technicalities.
What exactly do you mean by bills?"

"Well, supposing Miss Thompson, speaking for me, said: 'Will you take
my bills?'  He would probably answer: 'For how long?'  And then she'd
say, perhaps: 'nine months.'  And then I imagine Belworthy would
answer: 'Very well; I'll send you the bills for acceptance.'
Accepting is done by writing one's name across the bills, agreeing to
the terms.  He couldn't claim a penny until the bills became due in
nine months' time.  Do you get that?"

He nodded.

"Well, that's where we'd have scored, you see.  Directly the matter
was settled, and he had agreed to take the bills, we'd have closed
our account, and never bought another thing from him."

Giles gave a long, low whistle.  Then admiration gave way to
contrition: "I'm damned sorry, Toni.  That was an unholy blunder for
us to have made--not to see what he was after.  Entirely my fault,
too.  That's one thing: you needn't blame yourself for a second.  It
was I who made the mistake, not you.  I'm an interfering ass, and I
don't quite know what to do about it."

Toni cried impulsively, seeing that he was in genuine distress: "No,
it wasn't your fault as much as that, Giles.  If anyone stands in the
dock, I do.  How could you be expected to understand what you were
doing?  But I 'got' both Belworthy's scheme, and my own
counter-scheme, from the very first, while you and Aimée----  And I
shut up about it, and let the mistake go through.  So you see, you
needn't have a burdened conscience at all.  All the guilt is on mine."

... She had been so anxious to relieve him, that she had
miscalculated the effects of her confession.

Giles said: "Are you--mad, Toni?  Do you mean that this brilliant
stroke of business that you were just telling me about--first getting
him to accept the bills, and then never ordering any more stuff from
him--do you actually mean to say that you were inspired by all that,
when Aimée first--while she and I ... You mean, I suppose, that you
thought of it when it was too late? after they'd already seen
Belworthy?"

"No," Toni said, slowly and honestly; "before it was too late."

"In the studio?  While Aimée and I----?"

"Yes."

"Then why the Hell didn't you come out with it?"

"How could I?  You had already given your advice.  More than your
advice--orders; you had told Aimée what was to be done.  You were my
husband; a man.  How could I make a fool of you by contradicting you,
then, in front of her?"

"Thanks for your chivalry," said Giles....  They had been married
four years, but Toni had never seen him angry until now--ordinary,
swearing anger.  "I didn't know anyone could be such a bloody fool!"
he shouted.

"If you remember," Toni retaliated, at once mutinous and disdainful,
as she always was at such moments; and in her coldest, most concise
tones: "If you remember, just before Aimée came in, I'd been coaxing
you into paying my personal bills for me--shoes and hats and fur
coats--that sort of thing.  It would have been ungracious, wouldn't
it, on top of that, if I'd come slashing in with orders that exactly
cancelled yours, in front of my saleswoman?"

"Your saleswoman!  Hell!  I can't see what she's got to do with it,
and I can't see what your shoes and hats and vanity-bags have got to
do with it.  You're apparently an exceptionally competent business
woman----"  He stopped dead ... and though, when he went on again,
his voice and manner had calmed down, Toni felt that he was, if
anything, angrier than before.  "Oh? ... yes, I'm beginning to see.
I remember, now.  You were spoofing me....  Just a pretty, gay,
little thing, with no head for business!  No head for business----
Good God!  And the quickness with which you must have jumped to what
Belworthy was up to, and to that way of getting on top of him...."
He brooded on the matter for a few moments....  Toni watched him
prowling about among the ruins of her helplessness and frailty.  She
had seen a great many things crumble and fall in, during the last few
weeks, and was too intent on holding up the pillars of "Toni's," to
be resourceful in any other direction.  Her thoughts wandered in the
direction of shaded colours; was it really going to be the season's
fashionable material?  And if so...

"You were incredibly dense, Toni," Giles interrupted her queerly
impersonal musings.  "Didn't it really occur to you what a perishing
fool you were making of me, by letting this mistake go on? go on, and
lead to worse? this mistake that I'd made, and that you could have
put right at once?  It's--it's almost unbearable."  He was still
bewildered, beyond adequate expression of his smart, under the
indignity which Toni had laid on him.  Giles was not a stupid man;
and once he was on the right trail, his understanding went forward at
a terrific pace.  He winced before this picture of himself as an
innocent, well-meaning, officious boy, shoving forward the wrong
ideas when they were neither wanted nor asked for.  He hated Toni's
humiliating forbearance: "You weren't to blame, darling!" ... Not to
blame, because _she_ had known all the time exactly what had to be
done--this brilliant, clear-minded, efficient Toni.  But because
Giles had been clumsily nice to her, because he had played the little
man, and had put her bills into his pocket, and slapped it, and said:
"Righto!  I'll pay 'em!"--or words to that effect--because of that,
Toni, male of the twain, thought it up to her to smile and be
indulgent....

Abruptly, Giles got up from where he was sitting, and walked over to
the window.  He simply couldn't face Toni.  That was what she had
done to him ... this was what women did to men, in the new way of
things.  "You've got me all wrong," he exclaimed, exasperated.  "I
apologise for swearing at you; but it was blasted _silliness_ to
think that I'd have minded your knowing better than I, over this one
thing, over this Belworthy business.  Silliness, to have imagined
that I'd mind just because it _was_ business, and I was a man and you
were a woman, and men are supposed to know better in business."

"Most men would have minded, because of that," from Toni, still at
the dinner-table.  She was meticulously peeling an apple, so that the
peel should curl round into one long unbroken initial....

"Convention.  I don't believe it!  Anyway, I'm not such a vain ass!
I'd have been proud of you....  Don't smile in that way--I tell you I
_would_!  If you'd treated the situation--it hardly was a
situation--straightforwardly, as men would have done; instead of
tying it round into psychological knots!  Talk about equality!--who
can possibly object to equality?  But it's having to say thank you
for your damnable _tolerance_..."

"Giles, I----"

But he had lashed himself into a state beyond listening; words were
banging about in his head, and though they did not always fit his
anger, he used them, to relieve himself.

"Tolerance! ... Completely wise to us, you think, and putting up with
our charming futility, because we're decorative, and indispensable to
dance with....  'Ladies--the Gentlemen!'--and then you sit down to
the serious concerns of life, but mentioning it that he was _rather_
sweet, wasn't he?--It was perfectly adorable, the pretty way he gave
his orders over business that he knew absolutely nothing about! ..."

"I didn't say all that!" Toni protested, furiously; and she tore the
strip of apple-peel into little bits.

"Something like that, anyway.  Well, I'm overwhelmingly grateful to
you, Toni, for having spared me; for having kept me from knowledge of
my inferiority, and not made a fool of me in front of your
saleswoman.  I'm not sorry your infernal business has gone smash,
because I imagine you'll so enjoy your glorious competence in putting
it right again.  Let me know if you want my help, won't you? and be
sure to keep it from me how absolutely fatuous it is!--The dear
little chap would _love_ to think he was helping!" ...

Toni was left alone.  Her husband had crashed out of the room; she
heard his steps trampling up the stairs; she heard the door of his
dressing-room bang.  She was glad that he had lost control of his
temper.  It would have been awful if, at that moment, he had been
able to close the door in a spirit of softly mocking irony.

... "Friday, to-day," she murmured; "Saturday, Sunday, Monday--I
ought to leave by Wednesday morning, at the latest." ...

* * * * * * *

On Tuesday afternoon, while Toni was superintending a rearrangement
of the showroom, and at the same time instructing Helen in a hundred
different professional secrets, and scattering a few last directions
to cover her next week's absence, and trying to decide which of the
girls she would take with her to Paris as her aide-de-camp, an
express letter was brought to her.  It was quite a short letter; she
glanced at the handwriting: it was from Giles.  Then: "One moment,
Miss Wildblood," she said, apologetically; for the book-keeper was
standing at her elbow, with fountain-pen and blotting paper, and some
urgent letters to sign.

This was the letter:


"I'm leaving England now, with Loraine.  She's in a dreadful mess,
and only I can help her out.  I'm not certain when I'll return; but
I'll write when we've got some fixed address.  You always said we
were both free to do as we liked.  Nothing is going to stop us.  And
you won't miss me.  I've written to Jimmy that he's to pay
three-quarters of our income into your Bank instead of mine.  Good
luck with the business.--GILES."


Toni read this through.  Then she signed the letters that Miss
Wildblood was holding for her, first reading these through,
too--seven of them, relating to fairly complicated dealings.

One did not please her, and she made several corrections, and told
Miss Wildblood that it had better be done again.

... Giles.... Giles...!

Feeling rather dazed as to her next immediate action, her eyes
wandered round the showroom; then she nodded to Gwendoline Moore,
selecting her for the Paris expedition: "You, Miss Moore, I think, as
you've been to Paris before.  Can you be ready early enough
to-morrow?  Miss Wildblood will tell you the exact times and
arrangements."

... She had been right all along, of course: men were no good; men
failed you, whenever you most wanted them.  Only, this time, it did
not matter, it did not hurt, because she had known that men were no
good.  It did not matter....

--She noticed Aimée Lequesne standing by a glass show-case, looking
very tall and willowy, in black marocain silk.  And Toni's mind
twisted back to an old bewilderment: How could he have kissed Aimée
that time? or rather, why had he kissed her that time?  Why? ... She
had never quite understood.




PART III

THE WAR OF THE CHINESE COAT

CHAPTER I

At the foot of the mule-track, where the carriage stopped, one
lighted window showed in the villa.

"We get out here," said Val to Richard Marcus, who had just arrived
in San Goffredo.  "It's the only way up to my cottage.  They'll carry
your luggage up from the station presently."  She gave some
directions to the coachman, in Italian.  Just as they were starting
up the track, the window with the light behind it opened, and a slim
figure stepped from the room on to the balcony, and called out a gay
greeting to Val; spreading her arms along the balcony rail, she leant
over still further:

"Is that my cousin Richard?  Welcome to Italy, Cousin Richard!"  And
then, laughing away her own affectation, she added spontaneously:
"We've all been longing for you to come."

"See you later on, to-night," Val cried, over her shoulder, and began
to trudge upwards under the bending olive trees.

"Some time to-night," was flung back by that low, joyous voice in the
dark.

"Good heavens!  Who was that?" asked Richard; and Val replied in
slightly mocking tones:

"That, dear Richard, was your Cousin Loraine.  You haven't seen her
yet, have you?"

"Loraine?  Do you mean that little tick who did a bunk with Goddard?
Do you mean that they are here?"  His inflexion was like a wedge of
stolid British horror; if there was one thing more than another that
Richard disliked, it was a situation--an irregular situation.  "Does
Toni know they are here?  Why doesn't she do something about it?"

All Toni's relations had been asking this.

"Toni knows.  I sent her a telegram, of course, as soon as the happy
pair turned up, about six weeks ago; the middle of September."

"And Toni answered that you were to pack him straight back to her, I
suppose?"

"She did not, Richard.  And it would have been a difficult thing to
do, anyway.  Toni, being a spirited young woman, sent back a telegram
which amounted to a shrug, a laugh, and her blessing!"

"I still don't see why you kept them here," Richard went on,
irritably.  "Why, good Lord, they first met on my lawn, he and Toni."

"That," Val answered respectfully, "would naturally bring you in as a
main factor in the present deplorable disintegration of the marriage."

"Don't be a triple ass, Val.  I meant--he seemed to me all right;
sound, you know.  County family.  I don't like his brothers much; one
of them's a waster, but quite an ordinary waster.  And I often see
his father, Jimmy Goddard.  He's in the same hunt as Molly."

"That's making it worse and worse!"

"I like you, Val," said Richard, laughing, "but I growl when I'm
ragged; I'm that sort of dog.  And as for your Loraine----"

He had taken a violent dislike to Loraine--partly for Toni's sake, of
course; and partly because of the little incident when she had come
out on to the balcony and welcomed him warmly to a strange country.
He felt, without being able to express it, that she had arranged this
fleeting moment of drama in the dark, anticipating that he might
treasure it for ever in his heart, as a sudden oasis in the
wilderness.  "And I still don't see why she was longing for me to
come."

"You'll adore her.  Everybody adores Loraine!"

"I hate people everyone adores.  What do you think of Goddard?"

... Val did not answer for a few moments, as the path slanted up at a
sharper angle, and the stones were slippery from recent rain.  Then
she said slowly: "I don't think Giles is at all well."

That, in fact, had been her real reason for encouraging them to
remain where, for Toni's sake, she could keep an eye on him.

They had reached the top of the path, now, and there was a wan stream
of light from the cottage which stood on the crest of the low hill.
Richard was able to see Val's face.  He said affectionately:

"You don't seem over fit, yourself, Val.  There's a sort of--of
pucker in your tranquillity."  He was, indeed, very fond of Val
Power; she had helped him out of what had promised to be the worst
scrape of his life, a few years ago; and he had talked to her, then,
with all his reserves broken down....  That awful business when the
family had tried to marry him off to Jeanne-Marie! ... And thinking
of the family, reminded him that a once formidable member of it, was
said to be staying with Val at San Goffredo; and that he would
presently meet his Aunt Elsa.

"Look here, I say, Val--this business of Goddard and Loraine.  What
does Aunt Elsa say about it all?  Surely, she doesn't put up with it?
She's with you, isn't she?"

"Rather!  She's with me," Val chuckled.  "I foresee," she said, "that
I shall have the delight of watching you and Aunt Elsa at last in
alliance--spiritually in alliance; but all the same, she's struggling
on the edge of being fond of Loraine."

"You never allow her up at your house, I suppose?  I can't see Aunt
Elsa putting up with that."

"Of course she puts up with it.  We've coaxed her into being quite
genial."

"Then she's no right to be genial," grunted Richard, feeling that a
bit of the ancient auntly severity was badly wanted in this home,
where Val encouraged runaway cousins, and runaway husbands of
cousins, who had run away together....

Val said: "You can write to _The Times_ about it, and sign yourself
'Father of Two,' or 'Shocked Paterfamilias,' or 'A Clod of
Gloucestershire Soil,' whichever most appeals to you!  But don't
unsettle Aunt Elsa's mind, there a dear.  She doesn't quite know
where she is, any way: what with liking Loraine, and loyalty to Toni,
and family tradition, and my arguments, and Giles looking thin....
You know what Aunt Elsa was, when anyone looked thin!  And now
suppose we stop lingering in the damp garden, and go in where it's
warm, and have some food."  She whistled, and a small West Highland
terrier, a scuttling patch of shaggy white, dashed down the path
towards them, and began leaping all over Val, with sharp joyous barks.

"Down, Mac!  Down, old boy!  Make friends with the new gent!  Where's
Terry?  Oi!  Mac, where's Terry?"

And a voice from the front door, a deferential, girlish voice,
belonging to a figure in pale pink, said:

"I'm afraid Terry's down with Loraine again, Miss Power.  I hope you
don't mind.  We tried to shut him up, but Marietta opened the door
for something, and he dashed out.  You know how Terry adores Loraine!"

"Who's Terry?" asked Richard in an undertone.  "And who's that girl?"

"My other dog--a Kerry blue; and that's Queenie, who runs the house
for me while I paint."--But then all undertones were drowned in a
voluble burst of welcome in a foreign accent, from the hall behind
Queenie:

"My dear, dear boy, but this _is_ a pleasure!  No, come--I _must_
have a kiss!  But you are looking splendid, I will say!  And grown!
And how I vish you could have brought those _good_ little boys with
you.  I always say to Val, one can never have enough in ze house,
especially children!  You nottee, what are you doing, too, coming so
far and not bringing your vife?  But come in now!  You are wet and
frozen and you must have your dinner; you will not be sorry now--no?
yes?--to try your old Aunt Elsa's cooking again, isn't it?"

Richard infinitely preferred Aunt Elsa's welcome, to Loraine's.  He
felt, too, that it was a good thing for Val, dwelling erratically in
a foreign country, that she should have Aunt Elsa saying vehemently:
"No!" and "I forbid!" and "It isn't right!" and "Never, never!" at
frequent intervals, even if Val took no notice of such adjurations.
There was something eternally warm, eternally jocund and coquettish,
in the personality of Aunt Elsa.  She and Richard were ancient
enemies; and she had been chief among those who had accused him and
trapped him, thwarting all sullen attempts at escape, in the
Jeanne-Marie episode.  But "Wash it out!" thought Richard, unaware
that he was repeating the Matriarch's dying words.--"Wash it all
out!" ... Here they were together in Italy--he and Val and Aunt Elsa,
heartily pleased to be under the same roof.  He gave the pretty,
dimpling old lady a hug that was far too robust for her strength, and
told her that he was ready to eat largely of anything she had cooked;
but--a whiff from the kitchen helping him!--he would most of all
prefer those ripping things like dumplings only in a sort of rich
gravy and stuffed with eggs....  "Or was it plums?" a little vaguely.
For he and Molly and his sons ate proper food, joints and roly-poly
pudding and the like, so that he had almost forgotten what might be
the ingredients of a Rakonitz dish, spicy and mysterious.

It was difficult to be articulate in the chattering, noisy welcome
that seemed to have unloosed itself from every corner and archway of
the vaulted room....  Kindly flames leaping from the logs of
olive-wood; Aunt Elsa, wildly excited, explaining that it _was_
"Eier-nöckeln," but how could Richard have guessed--but no, how
_could_ he have guessed?  The dog Mac still hurling himself from one
to the other of them; Val hurriedly interviewing a sort of Italian
infant school, that had poured in from the kitchen--Marietta and
Stefania and Lola....  "How do you do?" said Richard, awkwardly, to
these, responding to Val's matter-of-course introduction, and to
their shyly outstretched hands and bright beaming faces.  Queenie was
saying in discreet, rapid undertones to Val:

"Did you see Loraine, coming up here, Miss Power?  Did she seem all
right?  She seemed a little depressed when she went, after tea.  I
wonder if you'd mind if I took down my hot-water bottle, in case she
doesn't sleep again, and needs it?  Or did you say she was coming up
to-night?  She wasn't sure if you wanted her, though I told her of
_course_ we did!"

--Richard looked questioningly at his Aunt Elsa, who fluttered,
twinkled, shrugged her shoulders, spread her hands, nodded and
sighed; trying to convey, by these conflicting signs, her utter
perturbation of spirit over the monstrous advent, at San Goffredo, of
Toni's husband; her bewilderment at Val's acceptance of such a
situation--(but a disgrace!)--her reluctant beginnings, nevertheless,
of motherly affection for Loraine; her secret understanding of
Richard's point of view, promising him a long confidential talk later
on; her amusement at Queenie's very obvious rave on Loraine; and,
finally: "But come, we must be a little modern, isn't it?  After all,
zat poor Loraine is not quite English! ..."

Stefania put in a question as to whether the Signorina Loraine was
coming up to dinner that night?  Her mobile little mouth drooped in
disappointment, when Val said: "No, after dinner."

"Stefania adores Loraine," said Queenie, and Richard muttered: "Oh,
God!"  Queenie, not noticing, went on with enthusiasm, reciting her
saga into space, telling her rhapsody to the reeling constellations:
"All the little Italian peasant kiddies adore Loraine.  She is
wonderful with children.  Stefania and Lola forget to be servants
when they're playing with Loraine.  She races up and down the hills
with them, and climbs trees.  Luigi, the son of the man at the
wine-shop, is simply crazy over her, though he's only sixteen; and
she tries to laugh it out of him.  He brings her a bottle of his
father's sweetest Moscata wine every day; he steals it for her,
because she once said she liked it.  Old Pulcini will be furious if
he ever finds out; Luigi always says such a romantic thing whenever
he gives it to her: 'This is for the Signorina; it is a beautiful
wine, because _she_ is so beautiful!'  Loraine's own cook, Manuela,
adores her, too.  Manuela is half Spanish; she says she will knife
anyone who hurts her little Señorita.  Loraine--"

Very firmly, Richard requested to be shown up to his room.  You could
not too virulently dislike Queenie, so pretty and breathless, with a
faint flush on her blossomy skin, and a look of sudden timidity as
she realised, perhaps, that she had been talking too much, in front
of a strange man.  But he had had enough of hearing about Loraine
worship, for the moment: Terry, the Kerry Blue; Queenie; Stefania;
Manuela; numberless Italian children; and Luigi, aged sixteen, son of
a local vintner--all, so said the legend and the disciple, were
centred in this adoration; and, it was to be supposed, Giles Goddard,
Toni's husband; and, imminently, Aunt Elsa, who, according to Val,
was struggling on the edge.  Apparently, only Val had succeeded in
remaining immune; and of Val's feelings he could never be quite sure.
He would have to see her with Loraine before he was satisfied.  She
was not as serene as usual: there were signs of disturbance in her
indolent voice; in a mournful, tired way, her eyes seemed at times to
contract, until the pupils were merely black specks.  Val had an
attractive trick of suddenly closing her eyes, and then quickly
opening them again, just before she laughed; as though, before
laughter could have its way with her, she must first, for a fleeting
instant, shut out sight of the visible world....  Richard imagined
that, without being a victim to the spell that Loraine seemed to
scatter around, Val was yet too acutely aware of her cousin's force
for destroying peace.  Then was it upsetting her work?  Val had made
her name on a certain concentration of savage irony that burst its
way through the paint in whatever she did; a curious tendency,
considering how lazy good-nature to those around her, was her main
characteristic.  Did Loraine like Val? ... "As though it mattered!"
remarked Richard, to the empty room about him; and he banged his
hair-brushes down on to the table with quite unnecessary vehemence.
Did Loraine like Val?  Richard was not impressionable.  His was a
nature that, as a rule, instead of responding sensitively to
vibrations and harmonies and subtle signs of conflict in the
atmosphere about him, solidly resisted them, remained impregnable,
hewing out his own slow, sure way towards the mental destination on
which he was originally intent.  That was why he was the more
disgusted that he should now find himself in a strange house, in a
strange country, speculating about a strange woman, and her strange
effect upon those around him.  This was the sort of damn-fool mood
that artists had, and sometimes foreigners; or, perhaps, invalids;
not sensible English farmers!  As though good old Val could not be
trusted to keep in place a gaudy creature who would presently appear
to vamp him with a red camellia in her mouth!  Richard clumped down
to his dinner....  Thinking of Loraine and her artificiality, he
found perverse pleasure in accentuating his own farm-labourer
characteristics, easily enough shed as a rule, directly he was on
holiday, and out of the fields.

But when, a couple of hours later, Loraine materialised, with Giles
by her side, and Terry squirming along behind, ostentatiously and
willingly her slave, she did nothing so obvious as to chew a red
camellia, or attempt to vamp her hitherto unknown cousin Richard.
She was, indeed, frankly and exuberantly glad to see him; but her
second welcome, in its essence, had the same note in it as Aunt
Elsa's: claiming kin with him, stressing the warm fact that they
were, though distantly, blood relations.

She wore, not the jade-green velvet that ought to have shocked
Quimper, and did not, but a sedate nut-brown frock, cut in the way
that her fingers shaped all her frocks: long, pointed bodice and wide
skirt down to her ankles.  It was subtle of Loraine, with the feet of
a goddess, not to yield to the cheap temptation of wearing short
skirts.  And she came running in, calling:

"Ah now, where's my Aunt Elsa, the only friend I have in this house?"

"Oh, Loraine! ..." gasped Queenie, protesting.  But Loraine swept
aside Queenie's very existence; Queenie had been too easy a conquest.

"You _are_ my friend when I'm not there, aren't you, darling, wicked
Aunt Elsa?  Tell me truly, Cousin Richard, hasn't she told you
nothing but noice things about me?  She scolds us to our faces, but
sticks up for us behind our backs; and don't I know it!"

Aunt Elsa tried very hard to frown her disapproval; but an
irrepressible dimple, which sixty years ago had been one of the
toasts of Vienna's young officers and "gigerls," showed suddenly in
her left cheek, just under the eye.  "I do scold you, yes, when you
wear that thin dress and no cloak after all I have told you," she
cried; and succumbed to Loraine's flattery, to Loraine's embrace.
Then, remembering that Richard was there, and that she and Richard
were allies in the cause of respectability, tried to pull herself
together again--too late--and added pettishly: "But do not, I beg
you, sit about all over me like this!  You are one of those who never
finds themselves a chair, no!"

But, meanwhile, Richard and Giles had met.  The last time had been
nearly a year ago: November, in Gloucestershire, when Giles had gone
down to his father for some hunting with the Berkeley; that had been
just before Antony was born.  Richard expected a measure of
embarrassment from Goddard, which would at least equal, if not
double, his own.  But Giles was not embarrassed; he was not even
self-conscious nor defiant, as far as Richard could see.  At the
first second of encounter, Richard had thought Val was talking rot
when she had remarked that Giles was not well....  Why, he had never
seen the man look quite so alive, nor so full of vitality.  But
straight on top of that, followed the contradiction; and he
understood, with a resentful shock, both the reason for Val's
comment, and the reason for her slackness in censure.  There was
surely something not quite natural about a fellow who was not a bad
fellow, and yet could leave his wife, and, a few months later, appear
among his wife's relations with that air of sunny exuberance--well,
not sunny, exactly--starry was more the word: Giles seemed to be
kicking his heels among the stars; he was not on firm ground any
more, and he had forgotten that other people could still keep to firm
ground and firm conventions.  This pair--Giles and Loraine--damn it
all!  They were assuming themselves the centre and nucleus of a happy
family party: "Here we all are!  Isn't it amusing?"  Their entrance
had been--well, Mercury and Psyche ... demi-gods, half-mortals....
No, Mercury was a whole god, wasn't he?  But here, in Giles, was
mortal faculty to be happy, with a god's severance from the
consequences.  In _Giles_--public school, young English army man;
father in Gloucestershire now; type that hated all forms of freak
conduct, freak clothes....  His evening-dress, his manners, his
close-cut hair and short clipped moustache ... all in order....  You
couldn't _place_ it, that effect he brought in with him, of sparkle
and irresponsibility.  He was not acting, but this entrance--it was
surely part of a show?  It would have been glib and insolent, had it
been meant insolently.  But it was not even that, Richard could see.
They were expecting no reproaches; they were just happy and full of
charm.

Val, watching the encounter with concealed anxiety, observed with
relief that the hackles on Richard's neck had ceased bristling, the
bulk of his opposition had subsided....  And, in the way of Aunt
Elsa, he slowly succumbed--but to Giles, not to Loraine.

Loraine was comfortably settled on the floor, now, her brown skirts
billowing round her, her head against Aunt Elsa's knee; Terry lay in
her lap, blinking up at her through such a thick mat of untidy
fringe, that it was hard to believe that he could see anything at
all!  "Terry ni houlihan" ... or words to that effect! ... she
murmured affectionately.

"She talks to him in Pidgin Erse," Val mocked; "and to Mac, in a sort
of bastard Gaelic.  I don't know what language she'd achieve if we
kept a Pomeranian!"

_Did_ Val like Loraine?  Richard was still not sure.  No doubt but
that, out of the whole crowd assembled, Val's approbation was the
only one that Loraine really cared about, or sought to win.  He could
not accuse her of showing off; she was quaint and old-fashioned that
evening--a little princess of the rigid Spanish Court, very courteous
to Richard, quietly affectionate with Aunt Elsa; she checked
Queenie's exuberant services; and, in her low, husky voice, made them
all laugh with a really funny account of how Queenie had despairingly
brought her the household books to check, that very afternoon; and
after Queenie herself, and Aunt Elsa, and apparently Marietta, had
already been tampering with them, with the best will in the world and
in three languages, striving to get them right...

"What I always say is, everyssing or nossing," cried Aunt Elsa.  "It
is true that Val has her work and does not want to lead the house,
therefore; but if it were all left to me who was taught to be
domestisch and practisch in the kitchen when I was yet an age when
girls now sit in school and learn nossing..."  And she nodded
vigorously at Queenie, whom she detested.  "But how can I make
economies and prevent ruin, yes, for that will be the end of it, when
that one there calls herself the housekeeper and interrupts her
coquettings with the cobbler and carpenter and all the other Italians
whom she thinks barons and counts because she knows nossing of the
world and has read a lot of quatsch!  Yes, calls herself the
housekeeper here, and gives a lot of silly orders and adds up the
figures all wrong!"

Queenie protested with tears in her eyes, for she was not used to
Rakonitz frankness and open hostilities: "Oh, but really, Mrs.
Rakonitz, you mustn't, please.  I did my best, but I am with Miss
Power to housekeep for her, you know, and how can I get the accounts
right when you make Marietta bring them to you first, and turn all
the 'ones' into foreign 'sevens,' so that I can't read them any more?"

Aunt Elsa was heard to observe in a perfectly clear aside to Richard;
"It would go that child nossing on, if she _could_ read them!  No
head, I tell you, Richard, no head at all; and what Val wants with
her--one of my reasons for stopping, is naturally to save my niece
the expense and worry----"  Not for the first time was Aunt Elsa
hinting that Queenie should be sent about her business, leaving her
in entire lordship of Val's domestic arrangements.  But Val preferred
remaining Aunt Elsa's hostess, to allowing her full powers of
ministration.  It was comfortable and entertaining to have this
really delightful specimen of the best and most highly-flavoured
Viennese aunt, being an aunt from room to room, and as good as a fire
in them.  But Val knew that an Aunt Elsa on whom you were dependent,
would speedily become an Aunt Elsa of whom to be afraid; not merely
lovable, as now.  So she retained Queenie, nominally as a
housekeeper; actually, as a safeguard from old autocracies.  Aunt
Elsa's persecution of "that-one-there" was unflagging, and a real
pleasure to behold, for those who had gauged the thickness of
Queenie's pale skin.  "And you don't know what a mouth she has for
eating," she still confided in Richard, but fortunately during
Queenie's absence in quest of drinks.  "You think it pretty now, yes,
but wait until you see it full!  Ach!  I have no patience!  And zen
she runs about with a vase full of blooms and moch too full of water,
and puts it in ze middle of the table, spilling a big pool for me to
put my needlework in, later on, and vonders if everyone, yes,
everyone is wondering how Val could ever ever manage to get on
without the help of that sweet young girl who arranges blooms from
the garden so nicely? ... Nöebig!"

But Queenie was quite determined that nothing on earth, except sheer
booting, would make her quit Val's establishment while Loraine was at
San Goffredo and at the foot of the hill.  Loraine could compensate
her for everything.  Queenie Bell, brought up entirely between Potley
Green High School and Potley Green Tennis Club, had never met
anything so dazzling, so unique, as Loraine.  She could not
understand how anyone could look at Val Power, although she painted
very good pictures in their way, when such a thrilling Loraine was
about!  So she swallowed as much as she could of her resentment at
that terrible old woman's persecution, and said, smoothly--hearing
Aunt Elsa's final denunciation, and having been taught to be polite
to the aged, insane, and decrepit: "Mother always told me it was an
inspiration to artists to have flowers about the house.  And I do my
best to save expense, Mrs. Rakonitz, indeed I do.  It's not easy in
Italian, and I'm nothing like as good as Loraine at figures.
Loraine----" muzzily, into space, once again, "Loraine is a marvel at
figures."

Richard was surprised to hear it!  It was easy to believe that pretty
pink-and-white Queenie, her sleek fair hair and demure eyelids, and
that self-conscious wiggle of the hips, almost imperceptible,
reproving the non-existent but always possible license of men, had
been that type of school-girl who had sat with her friends as near
the back of the class-room as she could get, and far away from either
the sporting or the intellectual group; paying no attention whatever
to the lessons, except as a form of oft-repeated joke; and giggling
violently, especially in the mathematics class, at an earnest
mistress's efforts to instruct her.  But Loraine?--Richard looked
enquiringly at her: her eyes were shadowed to an expression of soft
and serious supplication, as though she were saying: "Please don't
hate me--I can't help being unattractive, can I?"  He was to learn,
later on, several of her other characteristics which would strike him
as equally incongruous with the sturdy aptitude for figures.  She was
not to be got by heart, all in a flash.  Not only was she, as Queenie
had said, an expert accountant--neat and accurate--which was absurd,
when you looked at her!--But she also gloried in hard and
incontestable substances: coarse food, for instance: large quantities
of coarse food, like macaroni and pungent onions and rough bread; she
enjoyed digging in the garden; and it seemed to give her the same odd
comfort to plan systematic and daily performances of such unadorned
hard work as this, as to balance dreary and complicated sums in
arithmetic: "I'm coming up here, every single morning early, at
seven-thirty, without fail, Val knows, don't you, Val? to dig over
this large bed for potatoes.  Who says I won't?  But I'm going to,
and it'll be splendid for me, and that it will, indeed!" ... And no
amount of subsequent lapses from such a time-table, would kill her
illusion of her own fixity of purpose, next time she made such a
resolution.  "If you do things regularly, like that, sticking to it,
you can't die!" she had cried out, once, passionately.  And a truth
lay like a small patch on the spectacular streamer of rubbish.  She
had any amount of quick, practical knowledge of what should be done
in illnesses; how to cook vegetables; how to take a stain out of
silk; she knew about laundry, and useful carpentering oddments.  It
seemed as though, with these qualities and preferences, all of them
genuine, she were holding her sides with ribald laughter at those
people who would inevitably expect her to be richly-coloured, dreamy,
full of wild romances and other-world longings.  Val had asked her
what it was that gave her such a vehement satisfaction in the smell
of strong soap, for instance; or in the sight of a column of
double-entry; and she had answered, abruptly: "It's because they keep
one to earth--things like that.  And I want to be kept to earth."

"Afraid of dying young?" Val quizzed her.  She always pricked
Loraine's heroics whenever she could; and Loraine had replied,
angrily:

"Afraid, yes....  But not of dying!  And you're unfair to me, Val, as
Toni was....  You'll always, always, always try to show me up at
being theatrical, even when, like now, it's I and no one else who
have shown you how to get the red-and-white tiles of your verandah
floor properly polished, and you using water on them!  You clever
people, who push away exciting things for fear they're not real,
you'll end by never settling near anything real at all!"

But Richard, too, who had visualised her along purely decorative and
fantastic lines: useless, bewildering, ensnaring, found, bewildered
and uneasy, that she did not try to ensnare him; not, at all events,
with any of the usual flutter of sex; though she had a way of
perpetual, silent appeal that he would back her up and be on her
side; even when no one was attacking her.  And every now and then:
"Yes, I know your secret....  I knew it at once!  But don't be
afraid; it's quite safe with me!"--thus her soft and inscrutable
rain-coloured eyes both warned and reassured him.  "Damn it!" thought
Richard, "I haven't _got_ a secret!" ... This girl was going to be a
nuisance.  Why did she so fatally force upon them all the conviction
that they were taking sides, or that there were any sides to take?
Why did she make loyalty and enmity, their liking or dislike of her,
so much more significant than it really was?  Richard thrust down a
schoolboy desire to growl: "Yah--no one's even thinking of you!"--and
see how she met that.  And yet, as she gathered up Queenie-worship
and Terry-worship; and bits from Aunt Elsa, and fragments from
Stefania, flitting in and out to draw curtains and fill the
log-basket; as she casually mentioned Luigi and his votive bottles of
Moscata, and repeated the incredible compliments of an old gentleman
with whom she had accidentally scraped acquaintance on the hills,
that day; and read them a paragraph of a letter from
somebody-or-other's governess, wanting to leave her present
employment for the sake of being with Loraine for no salary at
all--yet it still struck Richard that childishly she was heaping up
all these rags and tags and treasures, only to build an impressive
pile to be laid at Val's feet; in some cases, she was actually
working to draw away from Val, what Val already had, in order,
generously, to be able to offer it up again as a personal tribute
from herself.

... Giles was teasing her, now, by enumerating a list of her odd
preferences: "Roots of garlic, Kerry Blues--she doesn't like you,
Mac, does she, my white angel?"--("No," growled the West Highland;
"and 'cos why?  'Cos I don't like _her_!  Quod erat
demonstrandum!")--"Black bread; washing up dishes, preferably greasy
ones, from a dinner-party of twenty-four!  Smuggling on the coast of
Dalmatia--which I don't believe in, not for a moment ... but it makes
a good tale!  Trigonometry; hard mattresses; and relations!  Have I
got the list right, Loraine?"

Loraine answered, serenely, for she seemed less aware of Giles than
of any other person in the room: "More or less right; but you might
add that you were asleep during the smuggling--fast asleep, at the
bottom of the boat, with the net thrown over you.  And I like bathing
healthy babies, with round, strong limbs that kick the breath out of
me.  _You_ have two little boys of your own, haven't you, Cousin
Richard?--the darlings!"

"Are you going to call him Cousin Richard, all the time?" asked Val.
"It reminds me of an old-fashioned children's book--the Sir and Madam
kind--when the young were too respectful to accost their elders
without a prefix."

"Maybe that's how I feel about Cousin Richard," laughed Loraine; and
Aunt Elsa interrupted:

"Vot nonsense!  Richard is younger than you, yes, a good deal!
Richard is--let me once see--twenty-three? twenty-four?----"

"Give us a chance!" said Richard.  "Twenty-six.  Jimmy's two, now.
_My_ Jimmy, I mean, Goddard; not your governor!"

"And such a love!" cried Aunt Elsa, leaving it vague as to whether
she meant Jimmy Goddard or Jimmy Marcus!--But anyhow, she had never
seen either!  "Such fat little legs!"

"Ah!  But you should see Babs!" said Loraine....

A shocked Aunt Elsa cried: "You dear God!"

... They were all, except Giles, appalled at Loraine's calm mention
of Toni's daughter.

In the after stillness, you could almost hear the apparatus of
Queenie's modesty sending its message to her eyelids, so that those
blue wells of innocence that were her eyes might remain veiled.
"Lower them!  Quick!  Danger!" ... Loraine could do no wrong, that
was understood; and as for Giles: "--It's a sin, yes, I know, but how
can he help it--for _her_?"  But in this rather dreadful house of
Miss Power's, people actually _talked_ about sin ... which was worse
... And Miss Power never stopped them.  Never even tried.  "I expect
she herself..." thought Queenie, vaguely.

Val, with her habit of indolence, always with the hope that if she
did nothing whatever about a difficulty, sometime somebody else would
conveniently do it first, Val, indeed, was just waiting!  She
noticed, however, that Giles was abnormally unembarrassed; and that
it was, in fact, merely a graceful deference towards possible
inhibitions of Aunt Elsa or Richard Marcus that restrained him from
agreeing quite simply and heartily with Loraine, that his little
daughter Babs was, indeed, extraordinarily fascinating and
attractive.  Giles had not been gripped by a set of new and lawless
notions; he just appeared to have been cut loose from any moral
centre of gravity, and to be floating in a serene haze, midway
between cool earth and dark heaven....  But Richard, whose feet, in
heavy boots, were well and firmly planted, thought that everybody
about him, not alone himself, was in a state of hot anguish.
Generously, for the first time in his life, he made one stupendous
and pugilistic effort to be tactful; when an uncomfortable remark had
been made, a man well versed in the art of graceful diplomacy, at
once and with a deft wit, changed the subject, and turned the
conversation.  So:

--"By the way," said Richard, laboriously building his bridge,
"talking of your people, Val, I've brought out a present for you:
from a chap I don't know; but he said Aunt Haidée had told him I was
going out to visit you; ... he just caught me at Victoria, and
whanged a great lumpy parcel into my arms.  He said his name was
Greenways, and that he'd been staying out here..."




CHAPTER II

But if the calm had been pricked before, now it was ripped across,
beyond all repairing, Stephen Greenways? ... Richard paused, not
understanding why his sudden effort at tact seemed to have been
lifted off its hinges ... swung in mid-air ... and then gently
lowered and replaced again....

"Yes," said Val.  "He's a pal of mine.  But he's always trotting off
to China and places like that--inconvenient, if you want him in a
hurry.  He stayed out here about two months ago, was it, Loraine?"

"Less than that; six weeks ago.  Giles and I found him here when we
came.  Ah, now, do fetch down the present, Cousin Richard, and let's
see if it's worth having."

"What is it?" Queenie asked inquisitively.

"I don't know," said Richard.  "D'you think I opened it?"  And he
went upstairs; while Val, Loraine, and Aunt Elsa exchanged glances of
amusement over this characteristic male, who could bring a present
the whole way from London to San Goffredo, without even prodding it
to find out the contents, or tearing away a little corner of the
paper!

"Let's guess what it is," said Queenie, who was youthfully thrilled
by presents, even when they were not for her.

Giles said promptly: "Mocassins.  Travellers from foreign lands
always bring home mocassins and yashmaks."

"I want a necklace of shark's teeth, more than anything else in the
world," cried Queenie.  And gazed limpidly at Giles, who answered,
"Your personality doesn't suggest shark's teeth, Queenie.  D'you know
what _I'd_ bring you?"

Queenie immediately began to flirt; which meant, in her case, that
she assumed a creamy demureness, as though her girlhood were a pearl
in a locked white velvet casket, and she had recently lost the key.

"_What_ would you bring me, Giles?"

Aunt Elsa interrupted, vindictively determined that Queenie, if she
could help it, should never hear what Giles would bring her....  She
condemned Giles for running away from Toni, with Lorraine; but, once
with Lorraine, at least, thought Aunt Elsa, he might as well stop
where he was, and not add to the complacencies of the Belle of Potley
Green, who called him "Giles," so cheeky!

"But zat is _not_ true, Giles, vot you say before.  Often have I been
abroad; I have told you, have I not, that I vas not born in
England?--but never have I brought home to my girls anything so
sillee as yashmaks."

She thought they were a form of waterproof coat.

... Richard returned; and they all clustered round Val while she
opened the parcel, which was elaborately swathed in several layers of
thick brown paper, and then in coloured tissue paper.  Marietta and
Stefania stole in from the kitchen, with that sense of happening
which always beckoned them forward at the right moment.

Finally, Val removed the last crinkled black wrappings....

For the first moment they were all startled by the flare and whirl of
colour which beat out on their eyes.  The jade and blue and anemone
pink were like three distinct shocks; then Loraine, with a cry of
joy, plunged her hands into the brocade and embroidery, and shook it
out before all of them, so that they could see that it was a Chinese
coat--even before they heard the clank of the little gold Mandarin
buttons, three at the throat and three at the hem.

Gazing at it, you might think that you had never seen embroidery
before, for it was the very climax of all that was brilliant and
exotic.  The flower-petals were worked in a flaming pattern round the
broad bands of kingfisher blue embroidery; and again round each oval
plaque that was woven of a silvery heron with a long green beak, and
behind his outstretched wings a rainbow.  All among the silken
arabesques, butterflies were delicately poised, golden butterflies
and black butterflies, and butterflies that were gold and black.  The
closer you looked, the more there was to see; intricate markings on
the butterfly wings, purple and grass-green and apricot; tiny stamens
springing from every flower; circles that wisely ringed the eye of
each separate stork.  Not one stork was like another, and not one
butterfly; nor was it incredibly foolish that this discovery should
make you happy.  And when you had looked closely, you looked again,
from a distance, to exult in the perfection of the whole coat, stiff
and gleaming folds of anemone pink, lining that was a flash of green
lightning, bands of a blue so intense that for very depth of colour
it appeared to stir and shift and shudder, as the depths of the sea
will stir while you look down into it.

--"By Jove!" muttered Giles.  "Finest specimen I've ever seen!"

"But it is colos_sal_!  It is wunderbar!" simultaneously from Aunt
Elsa.

And Queenie cried out: "Oh, Loraine, how perfectly gorgeous you'd
look in it!"  Furthermore, she told the constellations: "Loraine
looks gorgeous in things that most people can't wear without looking
queer and funny!"

Loraine said, in a voice that sounded harshly, as though two metals
had been struck together: "Put it on, Val.  Queenie's quite right,
you'll look gorgeous in it."

Giles, struck by the twist she had given Queenie's burst of
enthusiasm, glanced swiftly, apprehensively, at her....  She was not
happy and restful any more, and her hands trembled with impatience as
she helped Val on with the coat.  Val was a superb woman with nothing
frail nor exotic in her appearance.  Health was clear in her brown
skin; in the curves of her mouth, firm and yet indolent; in the
burnish on her ash-gold shingled hair.  The Chinese coat hung upon
her impersonally as though on alien shoulders.  The Italian children
burst into enthusiastic admiration at seeing their mistress so
radiantly apparelled.  She pivoted slowly, displaying herself,
spreading her arms to show the wide square of her sleeves.

And Loraine turned to Richard, and said confidentially, as though she
could not withhold her admiration any longer: "Wouldn't Val look
magnificent in riding kit?"




CHAPTER III

"Cousin Richard's going to take me home to-night," announced Loraine,
at the end of a boisterous evening--boisterous as far as she was
concerned.  She had changed quite suddenly from the
little-Spanish-princess mood, quaint and old-fashioned, to a fury of
restlessness, attracting attention in every hectic way she could.
She had given negro imitations; she had flung her arms about Aunt
Elsa's neck, tom-boy fashion, and swung her off her feet, at the same
time pacifying her with soft, Irish endearments; she had made Terry
dance with her: "Oi!  First unique performance of our special Kerry
Blues ... dedicated to the plural of his race! ... An' was this the
way of it, me sweet heart of a dog?"  And she had shown off Queenie's
thraldom by first snubbing the girl brutally, and then restoring her
to favour.  None of this exhibition was meant, individually, for
Richard or even for Giles; it was all hurled at Val:--"_You_ have the
coat!  But these gifts, and these, and these, are mine..."  Thus
Giles, who, after eight months, was learning to know his Loraine,
interpreted her defiant looks at Val; her stolen, longing looks at
the treasure which Stephen Greenways had sent out to Val.

And then Loraine had told her maddest stories, in which brigands,
smugglers, elephant-trainers, and any handy form of potentate, flung
their admiration round her like a dark cloak with a rich lining.  She
whirled her hearers along by the roads and seas which Giles and she
had travelled, since last February: down the Adriatic coast on the
Dalmatian side, into the Grecian Archipelago; up through Roumania; up
the Danube; and to Vienna in September, after their long solitudes in
wild places: "And it was like a breath of home again, to me, though
mind you, I'd never been there in my life before.  But the trail of
my own family was in every street I saw, and on every tongue I heard
speaking....  And I said to Giles: 'I've got to follow it up.  Now I
know what it is that I've been lone and hungering for, these months.
For I must be with my own flesh and blood again, or die.  And if none
of them are left in Vienna, then, du lieber Gott! what's to prevent
us going South to Italy, where my cousin Val is, and my Aunt Elsa,
and settling down near them for a while?'"

"What indeed?" murmured Val....

Giles did not contradict any of Loraine's tales and rhapsodies.  Now
and then, under his clipped moustache, his mouth twitched humorously;
but his eyes remained angry, deep-set under his brows; that fixed
spark of anger which last February and a scene with Toni, had brought
along.

Loraine had them all with her in Vienna now, and Aunt Elsa was
getting excited....  What a noise the two of them made, like a
crowd--a chattering, sparkling crowd, in a café.  Val, too, lay back
in her arm-chair, and, like Giles, was content to watch them,
half-abstractedly....  Now and then her eyes strayed towards the coat
where it lay spread upon the divan.  She was happy that evening.

And Richard thought: "Foreigners!"

And Queenie, from another angle, thought: "Foreigners!"

... While Loraine and Aunt Elsa danced their eager, hilarious
memories:

"Those sandwich at Demmel's--you went in there?  The Hof-Konditorei?
Ach, delicious!  And especially the Lachs--the smoked salmon!"  "Aunt
Elsa, one morning we took a droschke and drove up to the Kobenzl, and
had our coffee and rolls there--high up, oh _high_ on the terrace,
with all Vienna below us.  The sun smiting the tall, tall
Stephanskirche, and the dome of the Karlskirche, and--oh, do you
remember what a sunset was like, downy raspberries solemnly crushed
between the two spires of the Votif, when I went in for Chorale every
evening ... And one morning I passed, and the Tailors of Vienna were
inside, consecrating their heraldic device....  They came out in
mediæval costume, and rode on horseback with banners, and all the
crowd cheered....  It was so like Vienna, to take their tailors so
seriously, and almost nothing else!"

Aunt Elsa metaphorically ducked her head and rushed in under
Loraine's whirlwind of enthusiasm: "Ze Prater-Allée....  Straight
straight down many miles between the green trees.  And there the
officers rode, so fesch!  And the Royal family--ach, die arme
Elisabet!--Tell me, then, Loraine, did you enter the Spanische
Reitschule?  Did you see the vonderful horses from Arabia that no one
else but royalty must ride, effer?"

"And the blue trout, at Schoner's, in the
Siebensternengasse--swimming in their tanks!  And the cool restaurant
down in the vaults of the Rathauskeller----"

"Schoner's?--but did you not go to Sacher's?  All the finest people
went bummelling to Sacher's----  It was gay in Vienna, in those days
when I was a girl--ach, yes!  And we bought plums cheap, you would
wonder yourself, in the old Hoher Markt!"

"... Drank heurigen Wein at the Rockenbauer--and the students sang:
'Mädel, ruck ruck ruck----'"

"--An meiner grünen Sei-ei-te!" chimed in Aunt Elsa.  And they
finished the chorus together.

"You went to the Opera----"

"Rosenkavalier!  _Oh_, Aunt Elsa----"

"New music, that.  Good, yes! but I vos taken to Zauberflöte ven a
young girl.  Mozart!  Himmlisch!  If I had not married so young, I
meant to sing, myself, at the Opernhaus in Wien, one day.--Fancy
this, Loraine, it vill make you laugh: at my Aunt Laura's wedding I
was a little bridesmaid in white tulle mit silver dots and a wreath
of coral on my curly hair!  Goldig!  Your Uncle Leon--or was it
Karl?--or was it not your uncle?--but still, he put me on ze table,
and 'Hoch!' they all cried, and at once I sit myself into the middle
of the big Chocoladen-Torte ... Quatsch!"

--Giles was getting restless.  He broke in, two or three times, in
attempts to interrupt them; persistently trying to fix attention on a
certain Viennese musical-comedy--the very latest, which they had
heard and liked: "It hasn't come to England yet; it won't get there
until next year, of course.  They start from Vienna, and only come to
England later.  'Gräfin Maritza.'--You look out for it, Marcus; it's
jolly good!  But it won't be over until next year.  There's a
wonderful fox-trot in it.  Do you remember, Loraine--'Varasdin'!  All
London will be humming it, next season....  But it won't be new to
us.  We'll have heard it already in Vienna ... 'Varasdin' ... this is
how it goes ... gorgeous rhythm....

[Illustration: music fragment]

  "Komm mit nach Varasdin,
  So lange noch die Rosen blühn;
  Dort wollen wir glucklich sein--"

... Impetuously, he pulled Queenie to her feet, and foxtrotted with
her, still trolling the jovial chorus....  If Queenie had only known
it, he was not dancing with her in a room in Italy....  He was once
more back in the studio with Toni--having a good time--popular--the
best dancer....  He had not dropped out yet!  Why, this melody, this
tune of the season--he was ahead of them all ... he had heard it in
Vienna!  Didn't that prove----?--He was sick of it before Colin and
Toni and all their gang had even heard of it....

"Hel-_lo_!" thought Richard; "he's home-sick!" ... Home-sickness was
a thing Richard could understand and compassionate, when it was for
England; he could perceive homesickness sensitively, before anyone
else; and perceiving it hidden behind this pitiful outburst,
actuating every jerky irrelevant boast in it, he felt the friendlier
towards Giles Goddard.  Everything here was so beastly exotic:
Italian servants; Chinese coat; Aunt Elsa and Loraine with their
Vienna and Vienna....  "Poor devil!  He's home-sick!"

--And Giles danced with flattered Queenie, out into the hall, and out
through the open door.

"Not raining any more, and it's moonlight," he called back to the
others.  "... It's Moonlight in Kalua." ... And then they heard
Queenie's:

"Oh, do let's go up among the olives for a few moments.  It's so
lovely there, with the moon!"

  "... Denn meine Leidenschaft
  Brennt heisser wie der Goulasch-Saft!"

which means that my passion for you, Queenie, is hotter than gravy
with red pepper in it."

"Oh, Giles, you _mustn't_..."  Queenie giggled.

Their voices died away.

Richard supposed that there would be an immediate outbreak of
tigress-woman from Loraine, at seeing her mate thus snatched away
from her; tempestuous scenes and dagger threats!  But Loraine, on the
contrary, appeared peculiarly satisfied by the departure of Giles
with Queenie, as though it coincided with a plan of her own, as yet
unrevealed.  She gave a low chuckle, echoed by Val.

"At it again," said the latter, softly.  "Happy Queenie!"

Aunt Elsa rose to her feet in some excitement: "It is not right,
after ten o'clock, and she a young girl, up there is ze olives where
no one is.  Loraine, you should call him back.  Val, you should call
her back.  She is in your charge out here, isn't it?  How does it
look to those who see zem?"

"Darling Aunt Elsa," Val pacified her, "Queenie's flirtations
wouldn't hurt a fly!  At heart, she's just a little prude.  I've
heard her put a man through his paces so often.  So has Loraine."

"Yes, this is how it goes," said Loraine; "we were listening once,
after Queenie had got off with that Taylor man, at Santa Nucia.  She
was standing at the window, flicking the blind-cord about, her back
to the room ..."  Quite remarkably, Loraine became Queenie: it was a
complete transformation; her movements were Queenie's, and the way
she held her head.

... "And he came up behind her: 'Why are you so cross with me
to-night?'

"'Oh, I'm _not_ cross with you.'

"'Oh yes, you are.'

"'If you think so, I suppose I am.  I didn't know I was.'

"'What have I done?'

"'Nothing.'

"'Perhaps I should have done something, then?'

"'You must do as you like, of course.'

"'No, I want to do as you like.'

"'It doesn't make any difference to me.'

"'Sure?'

"'Oh, I'm never sure about anything.'

"'Some people are quite sure about one thing.'

"'Some people isn't everybody, are they?'

"'No, but they wish they were.'

"'Do they?'

"'You know I do....  Are you ever going to forgive me, Queenie?'

"'It can't make any difference to you.'

"'Can't it?'

"'Can it?'

"'That's for you to say.'

"'Of course I forgive you, silly boy.'

"'Then you aren't angry with me any more?'

"'I never was.  I said so.'

"'You didn't!  You said--oh well, never mind.  What are you going to
give me to prove you forgive me?'

"'I can't give you anything that you want, can I?'

"'_Can't_ you?'"--Young Taylor, as assumed by Loraine, was growing
deeper and more intense with every dive below the surface of his
emotions; and still Queenie--Loraine flicked her personality with
marvellous ease from one to the other--stood by the window, her head
turned towards him over her shoulder, her fingers airily flicking the
blind-cord:

--"'Perhaps I don't mean what you mean.'

"'I can only mean one thing.'

"'Is it what you were saying so seriously to Miss Carlisle, last
night out on the terrace?'

"'What did I say to Miss Carlisle?'

"'How should I know? ... She's very pretty.'

"'Oh, yes, she's pretty.  She dances prettily.  But what comes next?'

"'I don't know,'" said Queenie--Loraine, archly provocative.

"'There's nothing in her.'

"'Ah! there spoke the embittered man of the world.'

"'Are you never serious?'

"'It's nice to be serious sometimes,'" wistfully.  "'Only one's
afraid, isn't one, to let oneself go?'

"'Is one?"

"'Well, isn't one?'

"'Do you mean what I mean?'

"'I don't know what you mean.'

"'Don't you?  Well, do I?'

"'You ought to know!'"--

--"Oh, shut up!" cried Val.  She and Richard were helpless with
laughter.  "She's never as bad as that!"

"I sink it is dreadful, dreadful," said Aunt Elsa.  "I do not know
vot they were talking about all the time!"

"No," shrugged Loraine, "nor did I; nor did they.  I believe there
was some question of a kiss playing hide-and seek under it all!  But
I can't be sure, even now!"

"But do you mean to tell me," protested Richard, "that Goddard plays
up to that sort of footling game?  That that's what they're doing
now?"

"Not quite, no.  Giles confides in her; confides in her more than in
any of us.  We try to rag him out of it.  But he says he can't help
it; it's a fatal fascination; his one unconquerable vice.  He makes
most lurid revelations to Queenie, some of them almost true, just to
hear the damn-fool things she'll say, and watch her eyelids flutter,
and hear her trying to make him a better man!  There's something
prettily religious about our Queenie, in addition to all our other
troubles with her.  She's rather 'Mercy among the heathens,' in this
house--'Sign of the Cross,' you know, especially church-time on
Sunday morning.  What Giles won't see is that it's very trying for
us, when he singles out Queenie to hear the story of his life.  She's
simply thick with sweet importance for hours afterwards!"

Loraine put in: "Like a white blanc-mange that's had a cherry stuck
in it!"

"Thought you were keen on her," growled Richard.

"Not at all, Cousin Richard.  She's keen on me.  Such a difference!
She calls me 'Loveliest,' when really moved.  And anyway," Loraine
added, shaking back her head, "I'm not going to wait about for them,
while Giles throbs his soul inside-out, up yonder in the moonlight.
I'm for home.  Cousin Richard will see me down the mule track."

"Now zat I _vill_ not have!" Aunt Elsa rose to a crescendo again.
"Richard is tired.  He's had his long journey, isn't it, and must go
to bed?  And you, Loraine, vill vait here quietly with me, while Val
sends one of the little servants to fetch down the ozzer two, and you
and Giles can go home.  So, nobody will be disturbed or put out of
their way.  That poor, poor boy can hardly keep his eyes open,"
glancing at Richard, who grinned, and asked Aunt Elsa if she thought
sitting in a train all day, and walking once up the mule-track and
once down again, was equal to a day's stiff ploughing, single-handed,
after frost!

"Of zat, I don't know.  I may be nossing but a syphon in zis house;
but in zis, I _vill_ be obeyed!"

But Loraine hugged her, and laughed, and cried out: "Come on, then,
Cousin Richard!"  And Val laughed, too, and murmured sleepily:

"I don't think I can send Stefania after the truants, Aunt Elsa.
They're all right, really.  I expect Queenie will be along home,
presently."

Richard and Loraine were already gone.

"I'd rather be vamped by Loraine than by Queenie, on the whole," Val
was beginning, carelessly----  And then she saw that Aunt Elsa was
crying, her eyes screwed up into a dolorous grimace, and the little
tears chasing swiftly over her wrinkled crab-apple cheeks....

"Aunt Elsa, _darling_, what is it?  Have we been rude?  Have you hurt
yourself?"  But she could not think of anything that had transpired
during the last few hours, and certainly not during the last few
minutes, that could have had the effect of making Aunt Elsa cry.
Surely they had all been petting her; making rather a fuss of her;
waiting courteously, even with deference, to hear what she had to say
on any subject, before in actual fact, they took no notice of it?

And Aunt Elsa, for her part, could not explain to Val that she was
weeping because no one was afraid of her any more, and she had
suddenly realised it....

It was true, then, that they were old and done-for, the aunts; their
force broken for good.  What Aunt Elsa had enjoyed in former days had
been, not so much tyrannising over the weak, ordering them hither and
thither, and striking panic into them by her scoldings; but doing
battle with those younger ones who presently grew strong enough to
rebel against her.  Those were, indeed, fine times, when they
disobeyed her; defied her; told her what they thought of her and she
had screamed back!  Now, instead, they were all kind; so kind!  She
could not rule them any more; the mysterious power had left her; she
had forgotten the trick of it.  Now, when she uprose wrathfully, and
said: "I forbid it!  You shall not go up in the olives!" and "You
must not go down the hill!"--they, instead of subsiding, terrified,
as Truda's generation had done--Truda and Wanda and her own Freda; or
else shouting back: "I'll do as I like, I tell you.  I won't be told
what to do.  It's my life, isn't it, not yours?" as Val, Richard,
Maxine, Toni had dared to do, while they were still in their
teens--now, they smiled, and took such constant care not to hurt her
feelings: "_Darling_ Aunt Elsa!"  Their manners to her were charming,
now; they could even afford, occasionally, when not too inconvenient,
to give in to her; to make a show of obedience ... The aunts were
growing old....

Aunt Elsa wept; it was humiliating, and not nearly so much fun as
when they had been afraid!

* * * * * * *

Down on the mule-track, under the colourless shimmer of the olives,
Loraine was saying impulsively:

"Look here, Cousin Richard, I wish you'd tell me--I've been so
anxious to know that it's all right--about Val and Stephen Greenways?
... Did he send her any sort of message, when he gave you that coat
for her?  Did he say nothing, nothing at all to show that he knew,
already, that our Val was different from all the rest of the world?
Ah, now, did he?"

Richard remained stolid.  "He'd hardly be likely to, while running
beside a moving train, would he?"

"You know very well what I mean," impatiently.  "Why do you pretend
you are dull or slow-witted?  Two or three words would be enough to
show.  What exactly did he say, then, when he gave you the parcel?
Had he spoken about it before?"

"I'd never met him before.  He knows Val's people, doesn't he?  It
was they who told him I was coming out here.  I like the look of him.
He seemed a capital fellow."

"One of the best!"--Loraine mocked the hearty tones of one man when
he speaks of another.--"A capital fellow!"  And then she persisted:
"What _were_ his exact words when he handed you the parcel through
the window of the train?"

"He said, more or less: 'Had an awful job to catch you; thought the
train went at eleven instead of ten-thirty.  Look here, I want you to
take this out to San Goffredo for me.  Will you?'"

"Is that absolutely all?"

"Absolutely all.  Why?"

Loraine, who had been skimming to and fro between the trunks of the
trees, stood still in the middle of the path: "I want you to take
this out to San Goffredo for me."--She was not irritable nor
truculent, any more.  Indeed, she was looking rather as Val had
looked, an hour ago--dreamy, with lips now wayward, now tender; the
corners of her eyes tilted with laughing surprise, as though someone
had given her a present....

"I'm used to this way down," she said at last, abstractedly.  "Go
back now, Cousin Richard; Aunt Elsa was cross that I took you away,
the dear woman!  It was just the company I wanted, for a part of the
way.  Good night! good night!"

"I'm coming as far as your door," Richard persisted.  "It's lonely
here, and--you can't tell, I suppose....  Quite likely there are
dagoes about?"

"Quite likely, in Dago-land!" echoed Loraine, but not unkindly.
"Listen, though!  Aren't they after calling you, from up there?  Good
night!"  She ran so quickly ahead of him, down the uneven, stony
track, that he did not vainly try to overtake her, not knowing his
way; and with a shrug of the shoulders for her caprices, turned to
climb back.  He had thought she was only pretending to be rid of him,
when she said that they were calling him from the top.  Presently,
however, as he drew nearer, his ears--not as fine as hers--caught
Val's: "Richard, Richard, do make haste!"

... "Giles has sprained his ankle, or done something to it," she
assured him, hurriedly, when he reached the top, where she stood
waiting.  "--Fox-trotting about on the terraces, the idiots!  Can you
help us bring him in?  The stones in those loose walls often give
way, if you're not looking out.  He's going to sleep in our sun-room,
to-night.  And probably for the next three weeks.  Aunt Elsa said:
'Vat did I tell you, isn't it?' at least seventeen times, bless
her."--All this, breathlessly, while Richard strode beside her, up
the garden, past the house, and over the terraces to where a grove of
olives grew thickly on the lower slopes of the hills behind.
Richard, who had the shoulders and muscles of a young bull, was, as
Giles thankfully declared, the man out of all others he would have
chosen--the very pick of English heroes, in fact!--to carry him the
two hundred yards or so from the scene of his accident, to the divan
in what Val called the sun-room.

... "If you don't mind, Miss Power," Queenie broke in, rather pale
and agitated, "hadn't I better run down and sleep with Loveliest,
to-night?  She'll be alone, you see; and she won't know what's
happened.  We can't leave her alone, can we?  If I go down, I can
look after her."

"I suppose you'd better," Val conceded, for the moment more
preoccupied with Giles' foot, which, indeed, had received a pretty
serious wrench, than with the vital question of who was to look after
Loraine.  "Richard, see Queenie down to Loraine's, will you?  It's
just at the bottom of the mule-track, you know."

"That poor boy!" wailed Aunt Elsa.  "He must be, quite surely, dead
with sleep from all he has to do to-night!"

Queenie hesitated: "I shall be all right, alone," she began.  Richard
grinned.  "I think that poor boy can just manage to stagger a few
paces further.  I shan't have to carry you, at any rate, shall I,
Miss Bell?"  And they heard a sweet girlish voice imploring him to
call her "Queenie," as the front door banged behind them.

"She's a priceless ass!" murmured Giles; as, years ago, he had said
of Aimée Lequesne.  Queenie a little resembled Aimée, though she was
younger, prettier, less elegant, more pink-rose and dew-drop.  The
type held a perverse fascination for Giles.  He could not prevent
himself from leading them on to display their full pricelessness!
Besides--as he explained to Val--by confiding in them, you had all
the pleasure of getting it off your chest, without any of the
after-sorrow of knowing that you had parted from your secrets,
because they never even began to understand what you were driving at!

... All this, while she was bathing his foot, under Aunt Elsa's
directions.  Aunt Elsa thought him mad, and told him so:

"When I vas a young girl, the young gentlemen admired me, or zey did
not.  If zey admired me, zey took me for a walk, or a drive in the
Prater, and there was a little--a very little, coquetting and
compliments; but zey _meant_ ze compliments; and sometimes zey
were--oh, but in despair!" Aunt Elsa went on, dimpling at the
recollection.  "But if zey did not admire me; if, for instance, zey
preferred girls who were tall, with a fine figure, blonde and
serious; zen zey did not take me for walks; zey took another, and I
was not offended!  Why should I be?  There were always plenty!
Plenty!"

--"Oi!" Giles cried out, in pain; "that's hot!  You hell cat, take it
off!" but Val serenely went on bathing his ankle.

"But," finished Aunt Elsa, "as for this modern silliness: 'I take her
out and flatter her because she is an ass; and not because I admire
her von little bit'--of zat, there vas nossing; and very glad I am to
live then, and not now, when one never knows, and young men use ugly
words like 'hell-cat' when a clever girl does her best for them."

"--I apologise, Val," said Giles.

"I accept your apology, Giles," said Val.

"Put the gramophone where I can turn it on, before you go to bed."

"In ze _night_?" shrilled Aunt Elsa.  "I beg of you, Val, you vill do
no such thing that he asks!  He can have a nice book and one aspirin."

Giles looked shocked.  "Dope?  Aspirin?  Ought I, really?  Wouldn't
the gramophone be more wholesome?" ... And Aunt Elsa twinkled
appreciation at him.  She loved being teased by a good-looking man:

"You nottee boy!" and then followed a slap.

They made him comfortable, without the gramophone within reach, and
went up to their beds.

"Tell Richard to lock up when he comes in, will you, Giles?"

"And you two boys are not to talk through half the night," was Aunt
Elsa's parting adjuration.  Her tears had eased her; and while she
had one of her rampageous children--as they seemed to her--ill under
her roof, or even under Val's roof, she would be entirely happy.

Presently Richard came in.

"You don't seem worn out, yet," Giles remarked.  "Sit down and have a
pipe before you turn in, won't you?"

Richard nodded.  "How's the foot?" as he sank down at the end of the
divan.

"Throbbing like hell!  It would be better if you got off it, you
know!"

Richard got off it.  "Sorry!"

"Don't mention it!  It was the other one!"

There was a long silence.

"Started hunting before you left, I suppose?"

"Barely.  Foot-and-mouth broke out, down there; it didn't come near
my farm, luckily; but it'll do in some of the hunting."

"You haven't seen much of my guv'nor, then?"

"No; he's been in town a lot, this autumn."

"Old scoundrel!" affectionately, from Giles.

A long silence again.

"Don't you ever get bored, down there?  You never go up to London,
yourself?" asked Giles.

"Bored?  Good Lord!  With two-hundred-and-seventy acres to attend to?
Not to mention a wife and a couple of sons!  But I should think you
get bored out here, doing nothing, don't you?"

The talk was nearing a perilous subject....

"Doing nothing?" Giles repeated, with sudden bitterness.  "Why, what
have I ever done, since the War?  If you are a born loafer, you don't
notice it when you're doing nothing."

Richard began, awkwardly: "You had four years of fighting, and two
out in Mespot afterwards ..."

"Cologne, the last year," Giles corrected him.  "But in an odd sort
of way, you know, Marcus--I don't know if it has ever struck
you?--the War has done us in.  We'll never do anything else.  I don't
mean fellows who've got to tear round and find something, or they'd
starve; they may end in pulling off a career; but when we needn't,
like myself, we can always say: 'Oh, well, I fought in the War!'--and
there it stands; an excuse, if you like; but a definite
achievement--something done--we _have_ fought in the War.  Now in the
days before there was a war, a man couldn't just slop about and dance
and loaf and damn-all else, for the very shame of it; for the shame
of having nothing whatever to put to his credit.  Well--here I am, a
useless waster; but the landscape isn't quite blank.  My war service,
such as it is, sticks up out of the flat, like--like the monument to
the Dover Patrol on the cliffs at St. Margaret's."

Richard thought his companion was a trifle feverish; but there was
sense in what he said, too.  "Well, and here _I_ am," he countered.
"And I didn't fight in the War.  Wish to God I had!"

"Too young, weren't you?"  But Giles knew Richard's story.  He had
heard it first from Toni, and then from Val.

"Too young until 1917, and then I was interned.  I'd been born in
Germany, you see."

"Hard luck!"

"Yes," Richard assented....  He knocked out his pipe and got up.  "We
shall have Aunt Elsa down on us if we talk any longer."  He was
definitely liking Giles more and more; less for what had been said,
than for a strange sympathy between them regarding the much, as yet,
left unsaid.  "Do you want anything before I leave you?  How's the
foot, now?"

"Still hurting like hell, thanks!  No, I don't want anything.  Good
night."

"Good night."

He caught a flash of the other man's smile, just as he turned to
leave the room ... Giles had realised the sudden melting of Richard's
prejudice, and had silently acknowledged it.  They parted that night
without a single mention of Loraine, or of running away ... or of
Toni.




CHAPTER IV

Loraine began to make trouble.

From the moment she was inspired with the notion that the coat might
have been meant for her, she did actually succeed in believing it.
There had been just one angry hour when Val had worn it, and Val had
owned it, and had dared to look happy about it ... Loraine coveted
that coat as never before in her life had she coveted a gift.  It
meant so infinitely much more to her than it could ever mean to Val,
who preferred truth stripped of the hangings of romance, and bare
lines that never pranced into arabesques.  But Loraine was
infatuated; she felt that if she could live with this coat, and touch
its richness whenever she was appalled by day after day's dull and
tepid routine; if she could learn, and learn by heart, the gracious
poise of every butterfly on the deep-sounding blue of its background,
she could be entirely content.  She had been given beautiful things
before now, but never yet such decorative perfection as these folds
of brocade, stiffly encrusted and weighted down with their
embroidered fantasies.

... Stephen Greenways, of course, had meant the coat for her, and not
for Val.  She had not been sure whether her legendary spell had
fallen upon Stephen and entranced him, while he had been staying up
at Val's cottage.  He had teased her and argued with her, and he had
looked at her very often, and they had gone fish-spearing on the
Mediterranean, and he had talked about travel, a matter-of-fact
Othello; and about drugs with perilous uses.  "I'm utterly a nomad at
heart!" Loraine had said....

During one of the hours they had been together, he had kissed her,
choosing for his sudden subjection an odd, a grotesque moment, when
she had not been expecting it, out of all the hours when she had felt
herself fascinating and inscrutable....  What had possessed the man,
at sight of her light-hearted clowning?  It was at twilight on a
muddy evening, when they had gone to dig up plants for Val's garden,
from around a deserted house in the hills.  One of the dogs had
fallen into a sunken tank, nearly hidden by a tangle of laurels and
fig trees and wild myrtle, and had been unable to haul himself out.
Loraine, always ahead of the rest of the party, had forthwith plunged
in and handed him up, dripping, to the others on the bank.  It was a
wet, but not in the least a dangerous rescue, and she did not try to
make heroic capital out of it.  She simply took off her soaked woolly
skirt and jumper; and accepted any stray clothing that Queenie,
Stephen, and Giles could contribute.  The result might have been a
spirited painting by Caldecott, or any other nursery artist who
rendered his pirates more highly-coloured than fearsome: bright blue
knickers and gum-boots--those were her own.  Then a copper-orange
jersey and a shaggy lemon-yellow scarf, gaily clashing, and both
hugely too large for her slimness; and Giles' old green broad-brimmed
hat-of-all-shapes, which she clapped rakishly on her head to cover
one eye; and went capering and dancing down the track, glorying in
the shouts of robust laughter that must greet her comic appearance.
Loraine never minded making a fool of herself.  Giles and Queenie had
gone on ahead; and only Stephen was waiting....  And that was when he
had so surprisingly kissed her.  "You _did_ look such a jolly kid!"
was his sole remark, afterwards.

But now, triumphantly, she knew that he had sent her the coat as a
proof of the affinity between them, of the silken thread stretched
tight between soul and soul.  He would know that she would look
strange and marvellous in that strange coat.  Stitch by stitch, her
mind worked a complex pattern of his actions; every sentence he had
spoken, she cunningly altered to express what his silence had never
yet expressed.  Loraine had not cared over-much about him--then; but
she cared now about the man whose intuitions had prompted him to such
a dramatic acknowledgment of her spell, as deliberately to wait till
just so long afterwards, and then, without any accompanying babble,
to choose such rich mysterious vehicle to express him--or to express
her as she had appeared to him.

And now a foolish, an idiotic mistake had resulted in the coat going
to Val, and not to her.  Richard Marcus, Cousin Richard--he was a
born blunderer!  Loraine had seen that from the first.  And his
blunder had worked itself out antagonistically to her, influenced by
his subterranean dislike.

"What am I going to do?" Loraine wondered.  Straightforwardly, she
could have gone to Val and said: "Stephen Greenways meant the coat
for me; give it up!"  Or she could have written to Stephen: "The
Chinese coat which you meant for me, has gone to Val.  Please tell
her at once that I am to have it."  But these were not Loraine's ways
of accomplishment; she saw plot after plot unfolding, flower-like in
front of her; and her spirit trembled and thrilled and was exultant
at the prospect of so many exquisite, minute devices.  She had set up
Val on an eminence to be worshipped--head of her family; she, a
little tribal outsider, for ever wandering about, seeking a pretext
for submission to her tribal instincts; she was ready to be
extravagantly generous, in spirit and in service, both to Toni, and,
after Toni had rejected her, to Val.  But Val would have nothing so
theatrical as worship or prostration; nor even a specially encircled,
specially consecrated duo of kinship,--Loraine and Val against the
world, as Loraine would so gladly have made it.  Very well then,
since Val would not be her goddess, Loraine, bored with conditions of
level tranquillity, was glad now to be able to invest her with a part
of at least some significance, and one with the possibility of
sensational development in it.  The fact that Val, unconscious of
what was being woven around her, would have hated such a part, amused
Loraine all the more!  She cared, temporarily, not a whit for Val's
natural reactions.  Val had the coat; so Val was a creature to be
destroyed.  Afterwards, when she had stripped her, Loraine would love
her, and be sorry, and make a coat for her out of caresses; and Val
would be beholden to her for this.  They were all arrogant,
these--royal Rakonitz women.  They all thought they could go their
way, unchallenged, doing as they liked: rejecting love; choosing it;
mocking at it ... Val had advised Loraine, once, to leave amateur
theatricals at the bottom of the hill, when she came up!  Right! she
should have theatricals forced upon her, and not so amateur at that!

... Loraine went up the hill.

But she was not going to ask to have her coat back; nothing so crude!
It was enough for her to know, from a distance, that it was her coat;
enough, that Stephen should have meant it for her.  Naturally, she
was not going to take it away from Val, nor even let Val know that
she had this power to claim it.  Val must be protected; allowed her
coat, but by Loraine's sanction only, and by Loraine's sacrifice....
And Val need not know this, either.  It was enough, again, that
Loraine should know.  "Praise unto Loraine, the Magnificent!" ...
And, feeling exactly like that, she swung herself into the sun-room
through one of its wide, open windows, on the morning following
Giles' accident.

Queenie had already left Villa Bel Respiro, where Loraine lived, and
gone up to her housekeeping duties, a couple of hours earlier.
Loraine found her, now, looking fresh and sweet in pale pink,
ministering to Giles' foot; the very sight of her a refreshment--so
Loraine was sure Queenie was sure!--to his hot, feverish eyes; as her
fair head, unconscious of self, bent pityingly over the injured
ankle; and her deft, cool little fingers massaged it the wrong way....

"Oi!" cried Loraine.  "What the hell do you think you're doing,
Queenie?"

"It's got to be rubbed the way the blood flows," said Queenie,
positive but vague; and Giles' eyes threw a silent, anguished appeal
for help, at the new-comer.

"And which way _does_ the blood flow?" enquired Loraine, with deep
interest.

Queenie began: "I'm sure I heard the Doctor say when Norman, my
brother, sprained the muscles of his calf----"

"All right," said Loraine, brutally....  She deemed it a fitting
lesson for Giles that, fox-trotting with Queenie by moonlight, he
should later have to submit to Queenie's untechnical nursing.  "Go
on!  I'll watch."  But she could not watch for long; the punishment
to herself was too great, as it always is to those who are aware of
how a job ought to be done.  "Ah now, be gone and see about the
laundry, Queenie, do!  Are you having the Doctor for this foot?
You'd better send for him.  It's badly swollen.  Wait a minute while
I see if there are bones broken.  No--no, I think not.  But there
might be a tendon snapped, or more than one."

"You do everything like a professional, Loraine; and a good 'un at
that," said Giles, with a sigh of relief, as Loraine took over entire
control of the fomenting, massaging, and bandaging departments; and
Queenie, a little hurt and offended, withdrew.  "Queenie's idea of
nursing a fellow is to offer to read to him.  She seemed to think I
couldn't read for myself, as I've hurt my foot!"

"What were you just telling her, last night, when the gods tripped
you up?" Loraine enquired, severely; and Giles warded her off with an
evasive:

"Oh, we were talking about Colin's play.  First night yesterday, you
know."

"Do you wish you had been there?"

He did not answer.  Presently, with seeming irrelevance, he said:
"Queenie told me that every man had it in him to do something, if
only he tried."

"I'm shaw!"

Giles made a quick, restless movement under her hands....  "Don't use
that phrase.  It's--silly."

"And why not?  All the gang were using it, two years ago.  A bit
out-of-date, perhaps, but Colin's play will be pumping some new slang
into the waiting world, I've no doubt.  Though it'll be stale again,
by the time it drifts out here."

Again, Giles did not reply.  He was humming a tune--"Varasdin" ...
"Queenie said," he began once more, "that "Varasdin" ... "Queenie
said," he began once more, "that a man ought to do manly work.  She
didn't quite think that acting and writing plays and dancing--and all
that sort of thing--was manly.  I asked her if she meant the sort of
work that should be done in a sun-helmet?  She said: 'Yes, something
like that.'  And she was quite sure that I had something in me which
would make me a good leader of men.  I told her that I felt a most
dreadful blighter, loafing about and doing nothing; and she said that
if I really loved you as you ought to be loved, being so wonderful,
I'd feel I had to be doing something--something rather grand and big,
so that you shouldn't despise me; and that even if I failed, that
failure is sometimes better than success, and very often brought out
the best in a man....  It was all very beautiful, Loraine!  And I
meant to hew down a whole forest of trees, for your sake, with an
axe, and wearing a sun-helmet and brawny muscles....  But then part
of the wall slid and toppled, and me with it; and I shan't be able to
get down the mule-track for a week at least, I should say.  How will
you manage without me?"

"I don't know which of all that monologue I'll be answering first.
It's full of good points, that it is.  And of course if you like to
get yourself laid up here among all my enemies, and no road where a
carriage can drive up or down to fetch you away----"

"What enemies?"

"Cousin Richard, to begin with.  He hates me!

"My dear old kid----"

"He hates me," repeated Loraine, making entirely expert and practical
movements with her hands, and wildly false and fantastic gestures
with her temperament.  "He'd do me harm if he could.  He'll turn
everyone against me.  He'll make them disbelieve every single word I
say.  He'll make me feel I'm not welcome, like a blow in the face,
every time I enter this door."

"You never do," Giles interrupted, good-humouredly.  "You always leap
in by the window, even when the door's nearer!"  He tried to beguile
her from rhetoric, by teasing her over trivial matters.  "It's one of
your theatrical tricks, as Val calls them."

"Ah ... yes, does she?" ... Loraine brooded a moment on this.  "Where
is Val?"

"At the end of the garden, in the studio, working like a maniac to
finish off something on hand now, because she's got a new idea she
wants to carry out quickly.  Something to do with painting that coat
of hers, I think."

"Coat of hers," repeated Loraine, enigmatically....  "You're not to
be telling anyone what I'm going to be telling you, Giles?"

"You're pulling that bandage infernally tight!" said Giles.  "All
right, go on!  I won't tell."

"It's got to be tight.  That coat of hers--that coat of hers----"

"Well?" impatiently.  "Gorgeous thing, isn't it?  I thought at the
time, when we turned up here and found Greenways, that he was keen on
her."

"And he might have been, if we hadn't turned up here.  Ah, it's my
old curse, Giles----"  Her eyes grew large and haunted....  "It's my
curse and my destiny, and I can't help it, and I hate myself; I long
for peace, but there's trouble wherever I go, following me; where
there was quiet before, comes catastrophe....  It's my curse and my
destiny and my fate, and I wish it were different!  Oh, how I wish it
were different!  I'm not articulate, like all you clever people--I
can't express my meaning.....  It's dreadful when your tongue is tied
on a short string....  And now here's sorrow again!"

Giles kept to himself his slightly sardonic rendering of all this:
that Loraine did indeed create trouble; but not in the mysterious,
foredoomed style of Deirdre of the Sorrows, and Helen of Troy:
"Where'er I come, I bring calamity." ... Not as she preferred to
picture it--herself a victim, helpless in the meshes cast by her own
inevitable and unwilling bewitchments....  No, there was trouble
wherever Loraine came, simply because Loraine brought trouble,
Loraine made trouble, Loraine _liked_ trouble.  It was eight months,
now, since Giles had run away with her.  For eight months he and she
had been constantly together.  You cannot be the fool of an illusion
for an indefinite period.  Besides, Loraine permitted her fools to
break away quite easily, and without effort to keep them, when
illusion was over.  She did not mind.  Not in that way was she
tiresome.  All her energies were bent on attracting, by enchantments
crude or subtle, those who might be reluctantly drawn towards her;
and she wasted none on those who had already walked beside her in the
flowering meads ... "Belle Dame Sans Merci" ... and were rubbing
dazed eyes, not quite awake, upon the cold hill-side.

She and Giles had almost, but only quite lately, reached the stage of
being frank with each other.  At any moment, so Giles felt, so
Loraine felt, one or the other of them might break down the last
filmy pretext--he of being infatuated, and she of needing his
infatuation.  But he did not want to encourage Loraine, just now, by
plainly calling her a mischief-monger--no more and no less.  For he
could see that she was on the threshold of one of her bad times.  He
knew the swift course of them.  He had known last night, when Val had
tried on the coat, by something Loraine had said, then, and by her
voice in saying it.  This morning she was even more excited.  Secrets
were in the air: "Richard hates me!" ... "You're not to tell anyone!"
... "That coat of hers!" ... Loraine would allow no state of
indifference in any group about her: friends, enemies, plotters,
haters, lovers, victims--they would all be allotted their parts to
play, and their sides to take, by Loraine, during the next days,
hypnotised by her will; all except Giles.  Giles had been through it,
and for him it was nearly over.  He had a dwelling-place now, in his
own private inferno; and nobody was taken to view it except,
sometimes, and most perversely, Queenie, who said of it, with
earnest, girlish encouragement: "Oh, but I'm sure you can make this
house look quite nice if only you put a few fresh flowers on the
table, and dusted the corners!" ... and went away again without
having seen it.  His dwelling-place in Hell!  Giles grinned...

"Well--and what about Val's coat?" he asked.

"Just that it isn't Val's coat!  It isn't!  Just that Stephen
Greenways sent it out to me, and that clod Richard made a mistake,
thinking, perhaps, in his comely Gloucestershire way, that I being
with you, no other man would be sending me a present at all, nor
thinking of it."  And she told Giles what she had gathered from
Richard, the night before--how Stephen had only said: "I want you to
take this out to San Goffredo for me."

Giles looked disturbed.  "It might equally be for you or for Val."

"It might be," Loraine retorted, "except that if one of us knows for
certain--if one of us had had a hint, before he went away, of such a
gift coming from him----"

"Did he give you any hint of that sort?"

"'I'll be sending you a message painted in silk,'" Loraine quoted
dreamily.

... Memory or inspiration?  She hardly knew herself.  He must have
said it, surely.  So very much the perfect thing to say--with a
secret intention behind it, proven now, of sending her the coat ...
"a message painted in silk."

"That does look as though he meant it for you," Giles admitted.  "But
why couldn't the silly ass say so?"

She shook back her hair, triumphantly.  "He thought there would be no
question.  Of course he thought that.  When a man is in a state of
folly, does it ever occur to him that anybody in the whole world can
think he's meaning any other woman?  Besides, the train was moving
already.  Richard said so."

"It will be a blow for Val."

She blazed round at him, indignantly: "And what for in the wide
heavens are you thinking that I'll tell her?"

"You'll not tell her?"

"No," sternly.

"You'll let her keep the coat?"

"Yes."

Giles concealed his astonishment.  "It's rather--decent of you,
Loraine."

"Why," Loraine said, softly--and truly, "I love Val beyond a thousand
coats.  But I suppose she'd call this one of my 'theatrical tricks.'
Mind, Giles, you've promised not to tell anyone.  Not Queenie.  Curb
your inconvenient vice, if you can, this time, for unburdening to
Queenie of all the world.  She's not safe."

Giles acquiesced, but absently.  He was trying to work out what
Greenways would do on receiving Val's letter of thanks.  Greenways,
too, would be rendered fairly helpless by his messenger's mistake.
Unless he were a cad--and he was not a cad--he could not but imitate
Loraine's _beau geste_.  Nor could he even present Loraine with
another coat from Pekin, always supposing that another so superb
could be ransacked from the bales that unloaded their Chinese
treasures down at the docks.  Two girls going about wearing Chinese
coats?--one of them beloved, and the other not?--ridiculous, surely!
No, Val alone would have to possess the coat, and the rest of them
would be pledged to assist Loraine in protecting Val from truth, and
from a wound and an after-scar deep beyond their knowing.

--"Damn!" muttered Giles.  "I shall be deadly uncomfortable, now,
every time Val snubs Loraine or makes fun of her.  Wish I weren't
stuck up here!"  But there was no road down; only the steep
mule-track; and no legitimate excuse for him to raise a fuss and
insist on being carried back to the Villa Bel Respiro, when he was so
comfortable and well looked after in Val's house.

Meanwhile, Loraine had gone off in search of Aunt Elsa.  "Where's my
Aunt Elsa?" she was heard calling, on the stairs.  "Where's my best
friend in this house?"

Her voice was buoyant, relishing life.  She was glad, tremulously
glad and thankful, that she was going to let Val keep the coat; that
thus she had decided, for herself.  Coming up the hill, she had not
been quite sure, you see--not quite sure what she was going to do
when she reached the top!  It would so depend on whom she first met;
on how they spoke to her; on the quickly altering flux of mood and
event....  She had been a little afraid that she might be led to
behave badly over this--or not as well as Val would have behaved, had
their positions been reversed.  Then she had told Giles proudly,
impulsively, how of course she meant to say nothing; of course Val
must continue to own the coat, confident that it belonged to her.
And having once announced the sacrifice, Loraine knew herself pledged
to follow it by deed.  So that was all right!  Good Loraine!
Splendid solitary little heroine! ... And there would be any amount
of fun to be had round the outskirts of sacrifice!  As long as life
was not dull; as long as the hourly wheel was spinning at perilous
speed, not crunching, creaking, monotonously around and around; as
long as Loraine was at the centre of the spin, she would not ask for
more.  And still that glorious coat remained, indestructibly in
being, where she could sometimes see it, and secretly know it hers;
and no one else, no one else at all would know....  Yes, of course,
Giles, because she had told him; but only Giles.  So she ran,
singing, into Aunt Elsa's bedroom.  What she saw there, pleased her
again: Aunt Elsa, wearing huge horn-rimmed spectacles, in a big
arm-chair, a gigantic and overflowing work-basket beside her, was
taking the trimming off one antiquated evening dress, with the
obvious intention of sewing it in quite a different pattern on
another.  It was a cosy spectacle; the trimming was not exactly
sequins, and not wholly chenille, and not entirely beads: the three
warred for place on the strips of lace sewn firmly on to stiff satin.
You did not see trimming like that, nowadays!  And there were sheets
round Aunt Elsa's feet, too, like waves of the sea, billowing,
subsiding into hollows--Val's sheets, badly in need of mending.  And,
not content with evening-dresses and the sheets, Aunt Elsa had
already been in Richard's room, and found all the socks he had
brought with him, and triumphantly carried them away with her, to go
over Molly's darns all over again--because she was quite sure that
Richard's young English wife could have no idea how to darn a sock:
"She who is out hunting ze foxes all ze year!" ...

"You darling!" cried Loraine, gathering Aunt Elsa and spectacles and
sheets and trimming and socks and the work-basket into a generous
embrace!  She darted about the room, exclaiming, touching, taking up
photographs of Melanie, Freda, Gisela, and Pearl--Aunt Elsa's four
girls; here they were separately, and in a docile group; and here an
extra one of Pearl, to show that she was the youngest and the
favourite: "Hadn't she got lovely fat legs as a baby?" cried
Loraine....  But, truth to tell, pretty Pearl had them still, though
she was now a B.Sc.  And here was Anastasia--poor Aunt Anastasia, who
had died the previous January ... Aunt Elsa wept a little: she and
'Stasia had been such friends when they were girls together in
Vienna!  And she recounted a few of the tricks they had played on
their brothers, and on their dashing admirers.  It seemed to Loraine
that this laughing, mischievous generation had "played tricks" with
terrific gusto; she would have liked to have been born among them,
and played tricks, too.  And here was a dingy oil-painting of Uncle
Albrecht, Aunt Elsa's husband, and yet Aunt Anastasia's uncle, which
was a funny mix-up, when you came to think of it!  What a kind, mild
face he had!  He had died when the Nong-Khan crash occurred...

"His heart was broken," sobbed Aunt Elsa, luxuriously.  "And also, he
was eighty-eight--old enough to have been my fazer; but they all said
it was good I should marry a man so much older; it would sober me a
little."

"And of course it hasn't!" laughed Loraine.  "You're just an
incurable ruffian, Aunt Elsa!  I knew it, the very moment I first saw
you.  You'd play tricks now, if you had the chance.  I believe you
_do_!"

--And Aunt Elsa's shoulders shook a little, and her dimple came and
went, as she remembered how, only yesterday, she had played a fine
game over the contents of the linen-chest, to upset that imbecile
Queenie....  "Na, na!"--She prodded Loraine in the ribs, and Loraine
prodded her back, as though they were of one age....  And then Aunt
Elsa pulled her down, and whispered some spirited recital in which
the phrases "lavender-bags" and "pepper" and "You dear God, how she
sneezed, that stupid one!" recurred hilariously! ... They chuckled
together, and Loraine said:

"Poor Queenie!  It'll do her good!"

And Aunt Elsa bade her bring out a large box of _marrons-glacés_,
which she kept concealed in the cupboard, and they had a private
munch together, and planned yet another trick for the bewilderment of
the pink-and-white girl: "I vish I knew why Val keeps her!"

"Val keeps her, honey, because she's afraid of being left to your
tender mercies," said Loraine, realising that you can always tell the
truth if you do it directly enough, and with such scandalous boldness
as not to be believed.

"Ach!  Val knows I would break the last bone in my body for her!  She
is a dear girl--not as dear as my own girls," added Aunt Elsa,
quickly; "and I hope soon she is going to be happy....  Yes?  You
think so too?  That coat?  It must mean somssing, you think?"

... Loraine knelt on the floor, among the sheets, her hands clasped,
her arms on Aunt Elsa's lap.  She felt very snugly in the heart and
bosom of the Rakonitz family, up here in Aunt Elsa's bedroom, talking
secrets.  How sweet the old ones were, compared with the younger ones
who did not like her: Toni, Maxine, Richard, Val--did Val like her?
She was never sure.  She cared most of all, lately, for Val's
affection.  And she felt, a little wistfully, that it was lonely
making sacrifices that nobody praised you for; and that it would be
nice if just Aunt Elsa knew--no one else _could_ know what she was
giving up for the sake of Val's happiness!--and perhaps praised her a
little, and called her a "dear girl," in the same warm tones that she
had just used for Val.  There could be no harm, surely, in telling
Aunt Elsa, in squeezing a little closer to this darling,
middle-of-the-family, old great-aunt?

In the meanwhile, Aunt Elsa was going on: "I am so glad, too, zat it
should have been Richard to bring it, and to see Richard here, and
all of them so friendly.  He and Val used to quarrel--oh, but
terribly!  He was always a little too serious, that boy--and zen
during the War--but now he is very, very happy too.  He has a sweet
little wife--I have never seen her!--English, and zey hunt together,
and she helps him with the farm.  But it pleases me to see him out
here and to see all you young ones together----"  Aunt Elsa had
forgotten, for the moment, exactly what it was that had brought
Loraine together with the rest, out here in San Goffredo!--"Because
we all used to be such friends in our family; always in each other's
houses--I and 'Stasia and Henrietta and ze Uncles, as the children
always called Felix and Max and Louis; always such jokes; and all of
them so generous.  You would have wondered yourself!  But then after
that--it used to make me sad, I tell you, when we gave up our houses
and zere were no gemüthliche Sunday afternoons all together---scart
and solo-whist ... till it vos bridge!--Ze pantomime at Christmas,
and your Uncle Max had a box at the Opera; you remember?  But I
forget, you were not there; it was a pity.  Where were you all ze
years, Loraine?  Ach!  And Anastasia's sons: poor Bertrand!  ... And
Mrs. Ischl never forgot to bring chrysanthemums on a birthday--never,
never; and Zillah, who sang Schumann's Lieder so beautifully, but one
never sees her now; and Louis never liked her like the rest; but
anyhow, she could only have married one of them.  But often I used to
say to that dear Anastasia: 'But what a shame the young ones do not
keep together as we used to.  They miss so much!  I sink some of zem
hardly know when the others' children are born!'--which would not
have been possible, no, in the old days; and the wedding-presents not
what they used to be when one of you married, and I always gave ze
dinner-service and Truda ze fish-knives, and you shall get the same
from me, Loraine, when you marry.  And so," finished Aunt Elsa,
beginning to sew again with renewed vigour, "it pleases me very much,
it makes me feel warm and young again, to see you all together here
such friends, and Richard coming all ze way, leaving his farm, to
visit Val, and Giles with his bad ankle"--this, too, was apparently
included in the list of blessings--"and only zat stupid girl who
doesn't belong, to spoil it all."

And still it seemed to Loraine, luxuriating in the opulent
sentimentality of this jumble from Aunt Elsa, that she herself was
not quite placed where she wanted to be, with all the limelights
beating on her at once; standing where all the rays crossed; the
centre and the focus....

"Aunt Elsa, I don't know what to do....  Darling, do advise me;
there's only you--and I'm so worried; it would be so awful for her if
she found out.  But if we both work to keep it from her--Richard had
no _right_ to make a terrible mistake like this.  You'll hate me for
it, but it isn't my fault; it isn't!  It's Richard's."

"But vot is it?" cried Aunt Elsa.

"That coat.  The Chinese coat that Stephen Greenways asked Richard to
bring out to San Goffredo.  What am I to do, Aunt Elsa?  Oh, do
guess.  Don't make me say it!  His actual words to Richard were: 'I
want you to take this out to San Goffredo.'  If only he'd said 'to
Val,' but he didn't, he didn't!  Aunt Elsa, can't you guess?  _I_ was
out here, too, when Stephen Greenways was staying with Val.  I--I saw
quite a lot of him----"

"Um Gotteswillen!"  Aunt Elsa slowly realised what Loraine was trying
to tell her.  "You mean--that beautiful coat----?"

"Yes.  He sent it out to me, not to Val.  I suppose he took it for
granted that it would reach me; that no one could possibly
imagine----  Oh, I don't mind about the coat!  Let it go hang!  It's
Val's happiness I mind.  She mustn't find out, she mustn't!  Help me
to keep it from her, won't you, Aunt Elsa?  Oh, perhaps I shouldn't
have told you, but you won't tell anyone else, will you?  Promise?"

Aunt Elsa, very upset, promised.  And she praised Loraine with great
emphasis for her generous behaviour in not laying claim to her
property.  Until, suddenly, her approbation clouded over, and her
bright eyes beamed suspiciously from under the rim of her pushed-up
spectacles.  "But you must have encouraged him, that he should send
you a present like zis, which I am sure must have cost much money;
whether he can afford it or not, I cannot tell; yet however that is,
you should not have coquetted with him, Loraine.  It is very wrong.
Yes, I am angry: one must be faithful, isn't it?" ... But then Aunt
Elsa, too, tripped up over her sententious fault-finding, and came to
a dead stop, faced with the moral situation of which the ethics were
bewildering: one must, indeed, be faithful; but in this case, to whom
did she exhort faithfulness?  To Loraine? in connection with Giles,
who was Toni's husband?  Should Loraine be faithful to Giles who was
being faithless to Toni?  And if she should, or if she should not,
Aunt Elsa surely must not primly preach a wife's duties to her who
was no wife?  For the hundredth time, the perplexed old lady asked
herself how she could ever have been coaxed into this unrespectable
attitude of pretending to sanction what was so shocking?  Supposing,
for instance, any of the older members of the family--that dear
Amélie, who lived so close, at San Remo, not much more than three
hours away--supposing that they should ever find her out?  Find her
sitting, as she was now, with her plump hand on Loraine's head,
having secrets with Loraine; the two of them so intimate that she had
not even taken her front hair out of its little tight, steel curlers?
"But Val assured me zere was nossing..." murmured Aunt Elsa,
piteously seeking to put a wash of rose-colour over lurid scarlet, to
cover it up.  "But if there is nossing why are they togezzer, she and
Giles?"  For, to her mind, being togezzer was everything, not
nossing.  And now all this further complication about the coat which
that nice man, Stephen Greenways, had sent to Val; and it was all so
appropriate and as it should be; and her own most fortunate presence
in the house during his courtship--there must have been previous
courtship, for him to have dared send such an expensive and such a
significant gift--had added the last pleasant aura of convention
around the whole satisfactory affair.  Val had had her chaperon, and
no one could possibly say a word; yes, for even though she was in her
thirty-fifth year, it would not have been right for her to have had a
young man--an "admirer" was Aunt Elsa's favourite word for those who
came a-wooing--if she had been living here alone, or with only that
stupid girl.  She did so want so see Val happy and with babies, and
she did love a wedding--yes, even though it meant giving a
dinner-service.  But now--Loraine and not Val?  They had all been so
peaceful, before Loraine came; in a way, it was a pity....  And yet
Aunt Elsa could not wish her away, with her affection, her
spontaneous flatteries, the sound of her loud singing up the hill,
the wind and the glow of life that she brought in with her whenever
she appeared.  No one else was such a real companion to Aunt Elsa, as
Loraine.  The others were all great dears to her, but Loraine was her
contemporary!

It was, indeed, Loraine's especial talent and reward, to have been
able to make her feel like this.

Even if Stephen Greenways cared for Loraine, and not for Val, and
Loraine were to leave Giles who would go back to Toni--Aunt Elsa
would have to produce her dinner-service, after all, this time for
Loraine and Stephen; because, to her, an affair must end inevitably
in marriage or in broken hearts.  Yes, but all that could not settle
Val; the poor one, her heart would be broken.  It was time, too, that
Val should have married--thirty-five, you dear Heavens! and still a
maiden!--(Aunt Elsa was taking a lot for granted.)  Aunt Elsa herself
would have looked on such an age as hopeless; and, certainly she had
hailed Stephen Greenways as Val's last chance.  Yet Loraine was more
than thirty-five, and also deserved a chance.  But she had Giles.
Yes, but she should not have had Giles!

... Ach! it was all too dreadful and too puzzling!  And anyhow,
Loraine had said Val was not to be told; that they two were to keep
the secret, and shield Val.  She was a good, kind, sweet child,
although naughty, sometimes--but very naughty, this Loraine!  Aunt
Elsa took the small oval face raised beseechingly towards her, firmly
between her two hands, and gave her a smacking kiss....

A light step outside, a knock on the door: "Please, I don't want to
disturb you," said Queenie, resentfully; "but Giles told me--is
Loveliest here?  Yes, she is."  Queenie's jealous eyes took in the
attitude of the conspirators.  "Loraine, are you stopping to lunch?
Because Stefania wants to dash down and get some of your favourite
mascalponi; and Luigi's here with an enormous bunch of yellow
chrysanthemums that he said were for you because they are like the
sun, and so are you; only Stefania won't let him give them to you
because she says they are cemetery flowers--you know how
superstitious Italians are!--and Luigi says not when they are yellow;
only I really believe it's because she's jealous: they both adore you
so, Loveliest; they are fighting now, down in the kitchen."

--Terry rushed clumsily past Queenie, and rolled over on his back
beside Loraine, barking delightedly at having found her.

* * * * * * *

... Why, they all loved her!  How could she have tormented herself
with the thought that she was isolated, left out in the cold?  That
she had enemies in this house--this dear, dear house on top of the
hill?  They all loved her....  Loraine went down to lunch in the
sweetest, gentlest mood, her heart like melting strawberry ice-cream,
her tongue like velvet pansy petals; putting forth life like the
green plush shoots from the hedges on the first soft day of spring;
rippling with eagerness for a chance to be kind to somebody who felt
pathetic and needed her kindness; to polish away sharp corners; to
create laughter.

And this was Loraine, self-forgetful: for, once she was there where
she craved to be, popular, sunning herself, Loraine did not bother
about Loraine, any more; she could, indeed, achieve then a certain
tender dignity that sprang from grace within; she could give, then,
without taking; her ego entirely subdued, she would fling herself
with all her soul and curiosity and warm interest, into the lives of
others around her.  It was only when the rays were withdrawn; when
they lit on another head than hers; when she was neglected, left to
the shadows, that Loraine began instinctively to fight for notice, as
the normal creature fights for air.  It was then that she bragged
desperately, flamboyantly, waving her rags and tags of past
conquests, past compliments; retailing them; reading aloud fragments
from her hoarded letters, as though they were the tattered banners of
old victories that could still make her glorious.  And if all this
boasting and clamour still failed to attract the notice she must have
... watch Loraine growing hoarser, paler!  Watch her slowing down,
dying....  That was what it amounted to: a gradual death-in-life,
from lack of air...

Until, from the ashes, from the grey ashes whereof the licking,
greedy flames had taken their toll, a phœnix Loraine would rise
again ... sweet, tender, humble, so that all those around her would
marvel at themselves for not having loved her enough before!

But for the moment, all was well.  The party gathered round the
lunch-table were in excellent spirits.

"Here comes Cousin Richard," laughed Loraine, "wonderfully true to
type, and just about to say: 'I can't eat your foreign kickshaws,
Val!  Have you got a round of cold beef in the house?'"

"Oh, I can eat 'em all right," Richard said, very seriously; "I can
eat 'em!  I don't say I like them, of course----  What are you all
laughing at?"

Giles, in an arm-chair, with his foot up on another chair, remarked:
"You know, Richard, your eventual punishment for all this Anglomania
will be that your sons will turn out rabid Internationalists,
Pacifists and Esperantists, who will refuse to live anywhere except
abroad!"

Richard looked startled at the notion.  "Good God" he muttered....
Then shook it off, as a nightmare that could never possibly be
fulfilled.  Yet it flitted across Loraine's mind that this would be a
sort of tipsy tragedy that might well happen to Richard: his sons'
complete reaction from his own fanatical love for England.  Her
apprehension of such a stroke of skilful irony from the high gods,
amounted, for a few seconds, almost to prophecy....  Her eyes met
Richard's.  Could he have guessed what she was thinking? ... He
thrust his hand down into his pocket, as though he had there a
talisman against any such evils to come.  "Had a letter from Jim,
this morning," he announced; and produced it for Aunt Elsa's reading.
Part of it was printed in huge red chalk capitals; the other part of
it evidently dictated to Molly: "Darling Dad, I have been bluddid
again"---This was Jim's only unaided effort.  The hand of Mollie did
the rest, and then added a foot-note: "Young Jim's got the very devil
in him, lately.  I heard Tommy howling the house down, so I ran
upstairs and found that Jim had bitten him.  Jim was tightly curled
up in the blankets on the bed, trying to make me think he wasn't
there!  He was pulled out with a very red face, and explained that
he'd _got_ to bite Tom, because, though he bore him no personal
ill-feeling, he was a tiger, and a conscientious tiger couldn't do
otherwise than bite!  So I used my worst and most preachy
mother-voice, and said: 'But darling, even tigers don't bite their
little brothers, you know.'  But Jim got the better of me, even then.
He said that he had _no_ little brothers----  He was a _lonely_
tiger, without relations!  I can't do much with him while you're
away, Richard.  And for other reasons, too, I like it better when
you're here; so don't stay too long in Italy, will you?'" ... Molly
was not coherent in conveying her feelings, but it was at least plain
that she and Richard were delightfully far from being an unhappy
couple.

Aunt Elsa scattered into ecstasies over "zat Bubele's letter." But
she was shocked about "bluddid"!  She did think that Molly really
should not allow the children to use such dreadful, dreadful
expressions!

"'A lonely tiger, without relations...'" mused Loraine.  "Ah, well, I
don't suppose he _meant_ it as a reflection on the Rakonitz family!
And haven't you often wished, Cousin Richard, that you were that
lonely tiger?"

"Oh, my relations don't bother me much, down on the farm."

Loraine sang, teasingly:

  "How're you going to keep him
  Down on the farm,
  After he's seen Paree?"


"Beastly town, Paris!" growled Richard.  "Stopped a night there,
coming through.  Beastly guide chaps tried to take me round their
beastly shows..."

"I do wonder you ever braced yourself at all to come out here, to the
beastly continent!"

"Oh, I'd do worse than that for Val.--Not much worse, though," he
added, a slow gleam of humour in his deep-set eyes.

Val roused herself from abstraction.  "Who'd do what for Val?"  She
had not heard a single word of what had passed at the lunch-table.
Val the hostess was temporarily submerged in Val the artist.  The
arrival of the coat yesterday, had materialised all her brilliant
dreams; not only one, but all, and in all directions: not only the
coat itself, not only Stephen, but a new picture....  She was
intensely alive, now, after a long and rather somnolent and
non-creative period.  The gift from Stephen had been as a single
trumpet-call, before the full orchestra crashed into sound and
movement....

"You're looking quite dreadfully inspired, Val," Giles ragged her.
"Come out of it, and tell us all about it!  I didn't know artists
ever really looked like that.  I thought it was a legend."

"Tell us, Val," pleaded Loraine, suddenly catching, from her affinity
to Val, that quality of quivering excitement.  And she was glad, now,
again, that she had done or said nothing that might have destroyed it.

Val pushed back her plate, and smiled lazily round at the ring of
faces turned towards her.  "Oh, I don't mind telling you.  Just an
idea, and I want to begin to make sketches for it this afternoon.
That was why I was finishing off that old stuff in a hurry.  It's the
Chinese coat, of course, that started me; I was crazy to paint it
from the first moment I saw it."

Loraine's eyes flashed a message, first at Giles, then at Aunt Elsa:
"You see!  And don't you dare to tell her!" was the message.  But
they had not meant to tell Val, either of them.

"I've been up in your room, Queenie.  I hope you don't mind, but I
knew you had just the thing I wanted--that sort of kimono
dressing-jacket affair, that you wear sometimes after you've washed
your hair."

"It was a present from Aunt Irène," Queenie interrupted in rather an
offended tone, pronouncing the name in the French fashion.  "She said
it was quite a good one, really.  Not so lovely as yours, of course.
But she bought it in Regent Street."

"My dear, I'm sure she did.  It's a lovely dressing-jacket.  I'm not
running it down.  Only---well..."  Val was a little puzzled as to how
she could proceed; but artists must be ruthless, and she could not
spare Queenie's feelings over that pseudo-oriental rag in cotton
_crêpe_, with its bit of imitation embroidery round the edge!  And so
she went on: "I want to paint you wearing it, Queenie.  You do look
so nice in it.  I want you to look as though you knew you looked nice
in it while you are wearing it.  Do you see what I mean?"

... Loraine was leaning across the table, her lips a little parted,
her eyes sparkling with wicked joy.  She knew well enough what Val
meant!

"And I'm going to have the Chinese coat--mine--flung empty across a
chair in the background," Val went on.

After a long silence, Queenie said: "I expect it will be a very nice
picture, Miss Power, and of course I don't mind lending you my
Chinese coat, and sitting for you.  But I don't see much sense in it
all.  Do you, Loveliest?"

"Yes..." said Loraine, breathlessly.  And then she burst out with:
"Val, you're a genius and a devil, and I adore you!"

Giles, over in his arm-chair, chuckled, and said nothing.  And
Richard lumbered up in Queenie's support, saying: "If Val wants to
paint that Mandarin's coat I brought out, why doesn't she do it?  But
I must say, I don't quite see the sense of dragging in the other one."

Giles chuckled again.

Aunt Elsa, never long to be left out of a discussion, and quite
unable to fathom why her clever niece should want to paint that
stupid girl, cried shrilly, in terror lest Queenie should be too
flattered by the selection of herself for the model: "Vy do you start
calling it a Chinese coat, Queenie, now, all of a sudden so grand,
when always it was a dressing-jacket before?  I cannot understand
these silly affectations, no!"

... Loraine's brain was light and flashing with an idea; but she
waited until she could get hold of Val alone, after lunch, and then
rushed up to the studio in her wake.  "Oi!  Val!  Wait for me!"

"I thought you'd be coming," said Val, pleasantly.  "... Well, what
do you think of it?"

"You know what I think of it! ..."  Her tone was enough.

"Thanks.  And what's Queenie thinking of it?"

"As though Queenie mattered!  What's the good of pretending you
aren't a brutal savage, Val, where your work's concerned.  But now
... look here--this is what I was after asking you"--for the moment
she faltered, felt actually shy.  Val, in her workshop, was rather a
supreme being.  "I want to be in the picture," said Loraine, with an
effort of courage.  "I want to wear the real coat.  It'll be better
than having it thrown empty across the chair ... won't it?"

But Val did not even reflect on the possibility.  At once and
decisively, she shook her head.  "No, old thing.  Sorry.  Spoils my
conception.  Cuts right across it."

"Ah, but it doesn't!  Don't treat me as though I didn't understand,
Val, what you're aiming at.  I do, I do.  It's the Modern Girl ...
trumpery; sham little Queenie in her sham oriental jacket.  And then,
showing it up--ah, it isn't a picture at all!--It's a slice of
cruelty.  It's one of your mocking epigrams.  You're too clever to
live, Val, I always said it, and too articulate: showing it up, the
real thing; a real thing from the old world; the work of a hundred
eyes and a hundred hearts in it; mayhap, a hundred years.  They run
them up by machinery now; it's just as good, they think.  But your
picture--that will shout the difference.  Ah, but Val, _I_ am real?
You don't deny my reality, do you?  I'm not one of your Queenies?
Ah, see now, haven't I got your whole meaning plain?  Do you have to
explain things to me?  Then what's wrong with my wearing the coat?  I
know it's an honour to be painted by you.  I want that honour.  Say
yes, Val.  Say you will."  For it had seemed to her, when Val had
proposed the picture, at lunch, that here was the divine solution of
the problem of ownership, and the quick, full answer to the sacrifice
she had made; far, far rather than possessing the coat, did she want
to be painted by Val, wearing it.  The substance was only the shadow,
here.  For Loraine was an artist too, at heart, though without a
creative outlet.  Her worship of beauty was sincere; long after she
was dead, she felt, instinctively, that her portrait would live,
stiffly robed in the magnificent coat that Stephen had sent her, and
immortalised by Val, who was one of the family and whom she loved.
Thus would be quieted Loraine's consuming desire to be identified
with the family.  Not, of necessity, noisily, and for some shining
gain; flamboyantly self-assertive in all else, where honour to a
Rakonitz was concerned, it was good enough, to Loraine, that Val
should be the flame, if she might but feed it; Val's the fame, if to
Loraine might be allowed the privilege of silent content, knowing she
had done all she could in helpfulness.  She was proud of Val.  Proud
of Toni, too....  ("_But I won't be left out!_")  She reflected, too,
on contributory pleasures that would be involved, by sitting for Val
in this picture: she would have, here, an excuse to wear the coat; to
be wearing it for long, silent, happy hours shut away in the studio,
while the picture gradually grew and took shape--she sharing in it,
understanding every subtle inflexion of the brush; delicious hours,
alone with Val--for Queenie hardly counted; Queenie was the foil, in
this case, to the close-woven unity between the cousins.  Of course,
she need never say, now, that the coat was really hers.  What did
that matter?  She was not going to have said so, in any case....  But
ah, how happy she was now, only needing Val's "yes."

But Val would not say "yes."

"Don't you see, Loraine----  No, it's no good interrupting, saying
that you see everything.  You see part of it.  But I meant, among
other things, that nobody was quite good enough to wear that
coat--the real one.  It can stand by itself--a sort of impersonal
miracle.  I know it's only stuff and embroidery, but it actually has
achieved, along those lines, perfection.  It has the indifference of
perfection.  It's not--a pragmatic proposition.  It doesn't need
human wearing.  It's just solitary ... a comment, a caustic comment,
if you like, on shams and imitations.--Oh, I know I'm talking like a
prig and a pedant, but there you are, Loraine!--You asked me.  You
must realise that you and the coat together would be too much of a
good thing--a sort of vulgar over-emphasis."

"I don't know why you should call me vulgar," said Loraine, sullenly
and deliberately blunting her receptiveness to Val's ideas.

"I'm not calling you anything," Val retorted, exasperated by the
other's persistence, and badly wanting to get to work while the light
lasted.  "I'm not calling you anything.  When the sun shines on the
fire, it neutralises it, doesn't it?  Makes the flame seem shabby and
ineffective?  Well, that's what I'm going to paint in this picture of
mine.  But I don't want two suns.  Of course I'd like to paint you.
I'll do you, one day, by yourself.  Naked, probably; I like your
straight, thin back--the back of a native African child.  You can
stand alone, too, you know, without a Mandarin coat to back you up."

"Thanks," retorted Loraine.  "But I happen to want to wear the coat,
and I don't see why I shouldn't!" ... She was struggling to fight
down the impulse to cry aloud, passionately, that it was _her_ coat,
and that she could wear _her_ coat whenever she pleased!  And that if
she allowed Val to paint her coat, it was she who would be doing the
artist a favour.  She just succeeded in vanquishing this impulse; but
she glowered like a baffled, angry goblin, at this insolent and
unconscious--robber so calmly rummaging among tubes and palettes and
canvases.

Val smiled suddenly over her shoulder at Loraine: "Don't plague me,
there's a good kid; not just now.  It's really quite out of the
question, what you're asking me.  I simply couldn't do it, and that's
that!  Now, be a pal and clear off!  Tell Queenie I want her, plus
Aunt Irène's dressing-jacket from Regent Street.  And do take Richard
for a walk, or do something to amuse him.  It's stopped raining.
What a nuisance, Giles being laid up!  He and Richard could have
'tramped' together, lovely long-day tramps....  I detest tramping!"




CHAPTER V

... So Loraine walked slowly down the garden again.  She might as
well take Richard for a tramp as do anything else.  A roystering wind
from the sea was hustling all the grey clouds over the mountains;
shouldering them apart to show, underneath, strips and patches of
vivid blue, the colour of a Renaissance Madonna's cloak.  Presently
all the clouds would be gone, and the whole sky would be just that
deeply-dreaming blue.  And if Val had only yielded her what she
wanted, Loraine would have been really happy.  Almost enough colour,
even for her, collected into her small space in the universe,
counting the coat, and that blue sky after rain.  She called to
Richard, and to Terry and Mac, without bothering to re-enter the
house.

"What's up?" said Richard, strolling to the open door.

"Coming for a walk?"

"I don't mind--I mean, thanks awfully."

"Well, come on, then!" Loraine cried, impatiently, standing three
terraces above him.

"Oh, haven't you got to go home first, and put on----?"

"Put on _what_?"

"I don't know," said Richard.  "I imagined women always put on
something for walks!"  Even Molly, who was hardy enough in all
weathers, would change into stout brogues, and put on a sports coat
or a short suede jacket--he liked her in that!--and jam a felt hat
down over her curly, brown hair.  Loraine was wearing her favourite
shape of dress: long, pointed, tight-fitting bodice, and full skirt
that flowed down almost to her ankles.  She dressed like this for day
or evening alike.  It was rather a jolly dress, Richard thought, in
its own way and for its own purpose--a sort of rough, _crêpe_ silk,
patterned red and blue.  And she wore scarlet sandal-arrangements, in
plaited straw....  "What for would I be changing?" said Loraine,
simply.

"Aren't you cold?"

"I'm never cold and I'm never hot!  Glory and gracious, Cousin
Richard!--one would think you were a lounge lizard, yourself, instead
of a farmer!"

"_I'm_ all right," said Richard.  "I was being considerate."  He
joined her at once, and they swung along one of the paths that led up
through the olives into the hills.

Loraine very soon left the worn track, to beat out a path of her own:
down, for a while, into the valley, and then climbing again.  She
dropped from terrace to terrace, ignoring the roughly-hewn steps that
were sometimes to be found; as though steps were nothing to her, or
as little as heat and cold.  Richard was amazed at her suppleness.
Although ready enough, usually, to believe that Loraine was showing
off, he could not believe it now, on this walk.  It was just natural
for her to run and climb and leap; she had been given the freedom of
earth and air.

The olive trunks were bright black velvet stripes in the mist of
silver foliage.  "They always go black like that after rain," Loraine
explained carelessly.

Out in the open, they could hear the wind; and presently it banged
and buffeted their faces, as, rounding a corner of the terrace, they
found themselves on a small exposed plateau of grass and broom and
wild thyme; the valley was below them, first a wavy shimmer of yellow
and purple and coppery-red, where the late leaves still clung on in
the vineyards; then a shimmer of silvery-blue, where the artichokes
were planted, flat field after field.  In front of them, across
another dip and on a higher level than their eyes, was a small
village, crested by three admonitory cypresses, pointing upwards in
front of the church; and a bell in the tower, clanging a wild, golden
chime, as though that too were swung by the wind and not by human
will.  On a further slope, San Goffredo di Monte, a tiny fortified
city, swarmed in a huddle of pink and white and lemon-coloured
houses, behind prim battlements that were like a picture in a child's
book of enchantment.  Between the niches, you could just catch a
glimpse of little magical orange trees, shining golden specks in
their glossy foliage.  And behind the walls again were the further
mountains, lifting tier upon tier, purple and indigo in the shadows;
their eternal olives spotted by occasional crimson of the wild cherry
in its November hues, drawing to a pause wherever was carved the
single, sombre holiness of cypress.  Whichever way they looked,
Richard and Loraine, the whole landscape seemed to be tossed and
insurgent, shaken in the jovial swirls of the wind; plunged hot into
the gold swim of the sun.  For everywhere was gold, and everywhere
was movement: the golden bell; the rumpled glitter of the olives; a
telegraph wire, that looped the abyss from one village to another,
gleamed, where the rays caught it, a quivering bridge of pure gold.
A flight of small, dark-gold birds through the dusk into the sun ...
into the shadow again ... back in the sun; the flame of the red
wild-cherry; the flame of the spread vineyards.  A wet, swaggering,
turbulent scene....

Loraine flung herself prone on to the ground; the dogs rolled
gleefully over and over beside her.

"What's the bell for?" asked Richard, who had always heard that Italy
was a highly-coloured country, and was now compelled to believe it.
"No cattle anywhere; they're all stall-fed, hereabouts.  I was
talking to a fellow in the train, about their chief produce; he spoke
a bit of English.  They get frosts down on the level, sometimes, but
practically never higher up.  In a good year, he says, he can get as
much as ten lire a dozen for the early artichokes.  Sounds quite
profitable.  What is the bell for?  It isn't Sunday."

"Oh, a _festa_ or something.  You can always rake up a saint, here,
if you feel like a holiday.  How do you like it, Cousin Richard?"
Her cheek pillowed on her arm, she watched him under her nonchalant,
unequal eyelids, ready to mock should he stick to his habit of
British unenthusiasm; though she would hate, too, any lyrical
outburst in celebration of the landscape.  She didn't quite know what
she wanted.  Anything would do to mock at!  Val had been horrid, and
the devils were loose....  "Apart from the soil and the produce and
the profits, how do you like it?"

Richard said, after a pause: "Sharply cut everything is, except just
the olives, and they're a sort of hazy background to the sharpness.
In England you mostly get the farms and the fields and the hedges and
trees, even the sky and the clouds, running into one
another--blurred.  But here--that village is such a brilliant white,
and you can easily run your fingers along the edges of it--d'you know
what I mean?  And the shape of the cypresses, and the clean round
oranges, and the hills cut out with a knife along that awfully hard
blue sky; it's as though somebody were trying to make up for the
olives!"

Loraine said, in answer: "Oh....  Why do you hate me so, Richard?"
And this was not total irrelevance.  She had been startled at his
noticing such an essential quality of Italy, which had not yet
presented itself even to her, with all her quick sense and
appreciation of beauty; nor even to Val, the artist; Val had never
pointed out what Richard, in his slow matter-of-fact tones, had seen
in the shock of his very first encounter with all this brave riot of
sun and wind, gold and blue and purple.  So that Loraine, suddenly
brought to knowledge that a Richard existed who was, after all,
capable of response and utterance, a Richard whose friendliness would
be worth while, and whose antagonism was a matter of fastidiousness,
not, as she had scornfully deemed it, mere British stolidity, Loraine
cried straight from her heart: "Why do you hate me so?"

But Richard disliked being forced into personal arguments; he thought
Loraine was simply being tiresome, and incapable of seeing, in
cypress or vine or mountain, aught but a background for Loraine.  So
at once he turned gruff, and said shortly: "I don't hate you!  Why
should I?"  He might have added: "I'm just indifferent to you," which
would have been, to Loraine, the most deadly insult.  But he checked
this, telling himself with his habitual honesty that, anyhow, it
would not have been quite true: he was not wholly indifferent to
Loraine; most of the time she irritated him intensely, but: "I like
her in spots," added Richard, not aloud!

Loraine said no more; her chin cupped in her hands, she continued to
gaze at him steadily.  The bell from the church tower across the
valley and above them, was silent now.  Richard threw a stone for
Terry, who, however, wagged his tail and did not move from his post
at his idol's side.  Mac was careering away somewhere, out of sight;
but now and then you saw the bushes move, and heard a short squeal of
delight, announcing some precious find.

"If you want to know," Richard went on--for he preferred silences
that were of his own making, and became uncomfortable when they were,
so to speak, the property of someone else--"If you want to know, you
seem to me----"

"Yes.  Go on!"

"--Dangerous."

Loraine smiled, her mouth like a crescent moon, the corners tilted
upwards.  Dangerous!  This was the old story: Babs, Queenie, Luigi,
Giles, Terry the dog, Manuela--how many more?--"Dangerous to whom?"

"To Val!" he blurted out.

Loraine stopped smiling.  "To Val?  Why--I'd do anything for Val.
Why ... I love her."

Richard stirred uncomfortably: you never used the word "love,"
especially in the open air and in daylight, and speaking of another
woman--and of your cousin, good God!

"Perhaps," doubtfully.  "But she's not as serene as she used to be;
and her house isn't happy.  Because we're all bothering about you,
all the time, one way and another."  He felt himself helplessly
committed, now, to being rude; and though regretting it, thrust on
his accusation: "You're a kind of obsession in the house."  And when
Richard did find words, they were apt to be extraordinarily on the
spot.  "It's unrestful, and it isn't good for Val, nor for her work."

Loraine sighed ... closed her eyes, like a child snuggling down into
sleep.  He did not notice the furious clenching of her fists.  "Not
good for Val," she murmured.  "Fancy that!  Not good for Val!"

Richard began: "Sorry if I've put my hoof in it--" but Loraine's
sing-song crooned across his apologies, oblivious of them--"And he
brings out a Chinese coat, and gives it to the wrong woman, as a fool
might do--as a fool might do ... but I'm not good for Val."

"What the hell do you mean?  The wrong woman?"

Loraine opened her eyes, sunnily: "You see, Cousin Richard, the
Chinese coat was a present for me; a present from Stephen Greenways.
Who told you to give it to Val?  Did he?"

--The man paused in the act of pressing down the tobacco into his
pipe, and stared at her in consternation, "Lord!" he exclaimed,
ruefully.  "But why the deuce didn't you----?"

"Yes?  Didn't I what?  Should I be after saying: 'Hands off!  That's
mine!'--when you bring out a parcel, and tell Val--Val that I'm bad
for!--that it was a present for her? ... And she trying it on, so
pleased, ... And all of them there: Queenie, Aunt Elsa, and Giles,
and the servants?  Should I be shaming her?  Leaning forward, and
snatching it off her very back, and putting it on my own, saying:
'It's a mistake--the messenger's a fool--it's a mistake--it's mine
and mine and mine?'  No.  She's got to have it now.  She's got to
keep it, and never be told.  _I'll_ not be hurting Val.  Don't you
know yet, Cousin Richard, that it's people who are stupid do all the
hurt? not who are dangerous!"

"Are you sure--that Greenways meant it for you?"  But Richard had not
much hope, really, that she was lying to him.  True conviction had
sounded in her voice.

Loraine said, simply: "He told me, before ever he left, that he would
send me 'a message painted in silk.'  Mind, Richard, you have to keep
this a secret.  You've not got to tell anyone.  And especially not
Queenie, who's a babbler.  It mustn't get round to Val."

Richard assented.  But he was still troubled.  "Well, but won't
Greenways write or come out himself, eventually?  Something of that
sort?"

"And if I choose to let him drift?" Loraine argued, mournfully.
"He'll follow the coat.  Don't I know men?  Why, there's hardly a man
knows the difference between one woman and another.  I'm not vain.
It just happened to be me.  It might have been Val.  It shall be
Val."  She sprang up restlessly, and in a few seconds he had lost
sight of her.  She had darted round the walled corner of the terrace,
and so was hidden to view.  When Richard found her again, some ten
minutes later, brought to the spot by Terry's frantic barks, she had
found a new pastime, and had apparently forgotten all the world
besides.  A lissom olive sapling was growing from its parent trunk.
Loraine had discovered that from half-way up the old olive, she could
fling herself on to the crest of the other young one, embracing it,
and her weight would be just enough to carry it in a wide, outward
curve, almost down to the grass.  Directly she leapt away, loosening
her hold, the sapling sprang elastically upright again; and once more
Loraine, scuttling like a wild-cat up the old tree trunk, could enjoy
the glorious flying sensation of her sweep and dive to the ground.
She did not know that Richard was there.  He stood for a few moments,
smoking, and watching her, and he could not help admitting the
unconscious loveliness of her performance.  The quaint, unsuitable
dress she wore: wide-skirted, vivid blue and red, gave the beauty of
her flying act its touch of humour, and humour always enhances beauty
where it does not kill it.  Grey-green and silver for background, and
Loraine rushing past it like a jewel, like a bird....  Presently, in
flight, she caught sight of Richard, and cried out:

"It's glorious!  Come and do it!  No, you're too heavy; you'd break
the branch!"

Richard laughed.  "Eleven stone ten!  No, I won't risk it!  Good
sport, though!  You look as though you hadn't any weight at all!"

... A temporary lull had occurred in their antagonism.  They went
home good friends.  Richard thought it jolly decent of her to have
shut up about the coat.




CHAPTER VI

--But, back at the house, it was hard to forget that Val was all the
while painting her picture of Queenie and the Regent Street
dressing-jacket and the Chinese coat.  Val was absorbed in her
painting.  Loraine found this nearly unbearable.  Even Queenie, so
she imagined, was putting on slightly superior airs.  Queenie, after
all, was a participant, selected by Val to sit for her.  It occurred
to Loraine, maddened by this pantomime of preening and strutting,
that she had only to inform Queenie, in words of one syllable, _why_,
precisely, Val had chosen her, what was the subtle meaning of her
inclusion in the picture, to put an end to all this; but it would
have put an end to the picture, too; Queenie would hardly be likely
to lend herself as model to Val, once she had fully grasped the
symbolism which hitherto had only been clear to Loraine, and, in a
lesser degree, to Giles, not counting the artist herself.  Loraine
would not consent to such a betrayal: a part of her nature was too
big to be packed away into any enclosure of spite or petty jealousy:
she reverenced beauty and the brilliant soft meanings hidden away in
beauty; and she worshipped the romance of the Rakonitz family, and
all that went to build it up.  Because she guessed already that the
picture had in it the element of a masterpiece; because it struck a
blow for beauty against shams; because it was Val painting it, and
Val was the granddaughter of Simone Rakonitz--tall Simone with the
red-gold hair that flowed down to her ankles when she stood; because
of all these things, Loraine would not wilfully deprive the picture
of its chances of fulfilment.  So she thought, at first, that she
would behave with wonderful dignity and forbearance, and stay away
from Val's cottage altogether.  This would remove her from
temptation--"And, thank God, I can always be happy by myself!"
reflected Loraine ... but with inward misgivings.  The kind of people
she most admired were those who could be happy by themselves: nomads,
explorers, anchorites--that gallant, lonely, laughing race that never
settled anywhere; that depended neither on land, house, kin, nor
friends.  Loraine deemed these folk the salt of the earth: "I'm a
nomad," she cried, when she most passionately desired to settle down
and never move on again!  "And I'm happiest alone!"--which was even
more of an illusion; for whether in love or in war, the fundamental
Loraine was entirely gregarious; so that her three days of haughty
and solitary withdrawal to the foot of the hill, away from all the
pleasant possibilities of warm, human strife on top of it, were, from
her point of view, not a success.

The first half-hour was splendid: Loraine was convinced that she was
doing the right thing, and that they must be sitting up there,
respecting her for it; respecting her hard and ceaselessly.  She
sang, because she was so happy by herself, and danced into the
kitchen to chatter with Manuela ... and was annoyed when she found
her out.  Before the day was over, she hardly knew what to do with
herself, so tormented was she by the desire to run up the hill and
see whether they were still noticing that she was keeping away....
It was all right, as long as they were noticing it.  As for Giles, he
was a traitor.  What business had he to be up there in the thick of
it, among her enemies?  Up there, where Val owned the coat, and
Queenie sat for the picture, the while Loraine, to whom belonged the
coat, and who could have destroyed the picture, sat forlorn and
outcast?  "I'm not going where I'm not wanted," half sobbed Loraine,
that evening, when, looking up from her balcony, she saw the lights
turned on in the sun-room, and imagined the sociable after-supper hum
and busy-ness: Richard with his pipe; Aunt Elsa with her mending;
Giles on the divan, confiding in demure Queenie, or pleading for the
gramophone--old fox-trots and new: his favourite "Kalua" of 1922;
"Varasdin," which he had recently heard in Vienna; and that latest
London success, "I'm a little bit fonder of you"; Val, dreamy, tired
out, her big limbs inert in an arm-chair, absorbed in thoughts of her
work, thoughts of Stephen ... Marietta and Stefania running in and
out; Loraine envisioned them all, even the dogs, Mac and Terry--yes,
ungrateful Terry would have forgotten her!  If Terry were but half a
faithful dog he would be down the hill by now, and lying patiently on
the steps in front of the closed door.  "Ah well, I'm biding my
time," said Loraine, trying, against odds, to work up melodrama.  But
it fell rather flat.  _Was_ she biding her time, indeed?  Whom was
she threatening?  And anyhow,--the same trouble again!--were they
aware that she was biding?  If not, then biding could bring no
satisfaction....

She wandered into the kitchen, and this time found Manuela, and began
to talk, and felt better, becoming more and more voluble under the
lubrication of Manuela's flatteries--sincere, but artful in their
placing!  She told Manuela the whole story of the Chinese coat, and
what a marvel it was, and how the tall, handsome Englishman had sent
it to her; but the other Englishman--not tall and with broad
shoulders--yes, her cousin, the one up at the cottage now--had given
it to the Signorina Val, by mistake; but, of course, the Signorina
Val must never know: "because you see, Manuela, though one can accept
kindness from those one loves, it is very hard to accept it from an
enemy, and still find pleasure in it.  And, I don't know why, but
they all hate me up there, and it would spoil her pleasure--do you
see what I mean, Manuela?--it would spoil her pleasure in that marvel
of a coat if the Signorina Val knew that she had to take it from me
instead of from the English Signore.  So I don't tell her, I don't
tell anyone but you, Manuela; and I keep away.  I am happier alone."

"You are a princess," cried Manuela.  "Yes, indeed, a little
princess, and they are all pigs!  The Signorina Val, moreover, will
look like a _carabinière_ and an elephant, when she wears a coat such
as you describe to me.  That is a comfort, at least."

"Hush, Manuela.  I cannot permit it, that you speak so of my cousin."

"Like a whole brigade of cavalry, I say," repeated the obdurate
servant.  "For there is no doubt that the gift is appropriate to my
beautiful queenly little Signorina, and meant for her.  When a man
thinks hotly of a woman, day and night, then he knows by the
movements of his heart what to buy for her, what to send her, what
will express his passion.  That garment, as you describe it to me,
could have been meant for no other than my Signorina.  Certainly not
for that big slow Englishwoman.  Ho, ho!  I laugh at the idea....
_He_ would laugh too!"

Manuela held her sides, and rocked in mirth.  She had said some
shrewd things, and a whole heap of foolish ones.  A benefactress of
lovers was Manuela, hot and strong.  Because she was too plain and
angular ever to hope for one of her own, she relished love by proxy,
and Loraine's conquests were meat to her.  She yearned, now, to see
her mistress arrayed in the embroidered splendour that must have cost
the ardent Englishman so many _soldi_.  But the situation created by
the other Englishman's blunder did not displease her, either, for she
gloried in intrigue and confidences....  In the days of Philip of
Spain, you might have seen the prototypes of Loraine and Manuela,
mistress and maid, court lady and faithful tire-woman, whispering
behind fans, plotting while the lady's hair was being dressed and her
face painted for the King's ball that night....  Masks, and grated
windows, snatches of a gallant ditty sung outside....  Manuela's
figure, close-wrapped, flitting on her mysterious bawdy errand down a
dark street, the houses on either side as tall as towers....  And in
consequence, later on, flowing blood that soon stiffened into a dull
brown pattern.  And then a new lover.  That would have suited
Manuela.  She was puzzled when Loraine had ceased to be interested by
Giles, who was so tall, with such a thin, handsome, distinguished
face....  But now Manuela understood.  Another cavalier.  Life was so
simple, after all.  Two cavaliers suited her better than one; they
clinked coins in her palm, in rivalry, and she could play off one
against the other.  And two still fell far short of the numbers due
to her mistress, her graceful, high-bred, imperious, fascinating
little Signorina Loraine!

She hated Val, and commented freely, now, and scornfully, on Val's
figure, which she deemed useful only for breeding purposes--"And for
that she does not use it, because she is not one, she, to attract the
men!"--Val's clothes, her rough tweed skirts and woollen sports
coats, were too expensive and well-cut for Manuela to recognise their
origin, but sagged and pulled out of drawing by bad and incurable
tricks of digging her hands into her pockets, and lounging....  And
these mannish habits, too, Manuela censured freely.  She was
blazingly jealous of Val, and of Val's influence over Loraine.

... Loraine was aware that she ought not to encourage Manuela's
intimacy.  But she was impressionable to atmosphere....  Loraine
swayed and tumbled, half-hypnotised, into her suggested role of the
capricious little Spanish princess, adored by her servitor, cruel to
her at one moment, haughty and snubbing....  And the next moment, a
warm-hearted child again, embracing her, pouring out penitence for
that hot-tempered box-on-the-ears ...

And was the scene not richer, more interesting, played thus, than in
a style which dingy people called "natural"--"Mary, you can go now.
I don't wish to hear any complaints about the fishmonger's boy.  It
isn't your place..."--Natural!  But now and here, Loraine, defying
their criticism, talked with Manuela, her servant.  The talk rippled
on and on ... Loraine went to bed, feeling much better.

The whole of the next day she spent up in the hills, picnicking with
Luigi and with Luigi's little brothers and sisters.  This was not
such a bad day.  She could whole-heartedly play games with Italian
peasant children, and enjoy it as much as they.  And when she came
home, she found that Queenie had been down the hill three times in
vain search of Loveliest.  As long as anxiety about her was active
and not stagnant, she could bear her self-imposed isolation.  She
wondered, in quite a rosy humour, what Val was thinking about it?

As a matter of sober fact, Val had not noticed.  Val had been in the
studio all the morning.  A rather petulant Queenie had apparently
been allowed a half-hour's rest--that was the occasion of the first
rush down the hill and back again--but no more than that; her
services were relentlessly commandeered again.  At lunch-time, there
was no sign of either of them.

Stefania, when questioned whether she had called the Signorina Val,
said, in her pretty, distinct voice, that she had indeed been three
times to the studio door, and at last had entered; but that the
Signorina Val was "molto occupata," painting: "She is painting the
beautiful new jacket that the Signore brought from England," said
Stefania; "and she will not stop.  I have never yet seen her _cosi_.
Perhaps it is because----"--a rush of shyness overcame her.

"Vell, and go on!" cried Aunt Elsa, more accustomed than the others
to the foreign type of servant, who is at once so much more, and so
much less, familiar with her employers than the English kind; more
intimately concerned with their welfare, and yet more feudally
acquiescent to the differences between slave and master; so: "Go on!"
Aunt Elsa bade her, inquisitively.  Thus had she gossiped with that
good Rosalia in her mother's kitchen in Vienna, when she was a girl;
Rosalia, who made such a speciality of Nusstorte and Zimmtkuchen.

"Perhaps," Stefania obediently went on, and a hard note sounded in
the usual pretty softness of her voice, "the Signorina Val is working
so hard, painting the beautiful jacket, because she does not know how
long she may keep it...."  And she put down a flask of wine on the
table, raised her eyelids for one quick, inscrutable look towards the
assembled Signori, and returned to the kitchen, where her little
stolid Egyptian face broke into flashing mischief, as she recounted
to Marietta what she had dared to say, and how it had been received;
and then dodged Marietta's elder-sisterly lecture!

Meanwhile, Richard, Giles, and Aunt Elsa, looked at each other
uneasily...

"She knows something," said Richard.  "How the devil did that come
out, I wonder?"

"She must have seen Manuela this morning," from Giles.

Aunt Elsa contributed: "But Manuela would not know, isn't it?"

And then all three realised, one by one--Giles first--that neither of
the others were in the least puzzled or surprised; in fact, that they
were talking quite naturally about a secret that Loraine had divulged
only to Giles, only to Aunt Elsa, only to Richard....  Giles laughed;
and Richard, making a laborious and belated attempt to cover up what
had already been fully uncovered, said:

"Who is Manuela?  And what have she and this kid been talking about?
I can't make out what you're driving at, either of you."

"No good!" Giles replied curtly.  "You can safely open up, Richard.
Finesse isn't your line.  And anyhow, at this rate the whole of San
Goffredo will know by to-morrow morning that you handed out
Greenways' coat to the wrong woman."

* * * * * * *

Loraine's endurance gave out on the following afternoon.  She
provided herself, as excuse for going up the hill again, with a flask
of rather special Orvieto wine, which the infatuated Luigi had stolen
from his father; and comforting herself with the reflection that
whatever else awaited her at Val's cottage, there would be, at least,
a grand scene of some sort, she started forth.  Hardly was she a
quarter of the way up the mule-track, however, when she met Queenie
coming down.

--"Loveliest," said Queenie, after several hugs and
where-were-you-yesterdays, "I've been sent to ask you if you would be
too awfully sweet and come up to massage Giles' foot?  No one else
has the knack of it like you have.  The Doctor said it had to be done
a certain way, you know--the way the blood rolls--and he doesn't seem
to like it when it's me or Aunt Elsa or Richard.  I don't mind a bit,
of course, and I don't think Richard minds much either; but Aunt Elsa
gets in a terrible state--she's such an old fuss-box!"

Loraine, ever an opportunist, considered the proposition in relation
to her pride.  "I was going up into the hills by myself all day long,
with a bottle of wine and some cigarettes; it would have been
glorious, right, right away from everybody; but still, if Giles'
foot"--she paused, still indecisive----

"Loveliest," Queenie coaxed her, "it's so dull up at the cottage
without you."

"It's not that would be bringing me back," said Loraine.

"No, no, of course not.  I know it wouldn't.  But I really do think,"
Queenie went on, seriously, "that Giles' foot ought to be properly
massaged: it would be rather an awful thing if he got lame for
life--people do, sometimes--just through wrong treatment, or through
no treatment at all."

"You're a helpless lot!" laughed Loraine, giving in with good grace.
"Ah well, I suppose I'd better be coming along with you."

"You could go on for your day in the hills, afterwards," Queenie
suggested.

"Don't you see I can't do that, when once I've ... broken through?"

"What is it, Loveliest?  I don't quite understand.  Broken through
what?  Has there been a row?  You and Val--is it anything to do with
the picture she's painting of me?  I shouldn't mind a bit giving up
my place in it to you; you know that, don't you, Loveliest?  But
she's already begun, and you know what Val is, in one of these
moods."  Queenie jauntily called her "Val," away from her actual
presence.

"It's nothing, nothing whatever to do with the picture; and I hate
sitting still, anyhow.  I can't sit still for more than a minute or
two.  It's no good at all I'd be as a model, that I wouldn't.  It's
nothing you would understand has kept me away, Queenie, so you'd far
better not be prying nor asking questions.  And look here, if I do go
back with you to the cottage now, to massage Giles' foot, you're not
to say one word about my having meant to go away from them all for
the day.  It might make them uncomfortable; it might make them feel
that I was doing them a favour by giving it up; and I don't want
that.  I hate these rows and scenes and intrigues.  Peace is what I
want--peace, and a lot of it; and lying about in the sun.  So mind
that, Queenie! and let's race along now; and look here, we'll pretend
this bottle of wine was going to be a present for Val; I can't be
bothering to take it back home now.  Luigi gave it to me for myself;
it's a very special Orvieto--oh, I forgot, you don't know about
wines....  Ah, never mind, Luigi wouldn't be grumbling if I told him
I wanted to be sharing it with a friend or two."

"It's wonderful of you, Loveliest, taking it like that," Queenie
sighed, admiringly.  She did indeed feel that Loraine had a way of
adding colour to the smallest and pettiest affairs of everyday, which
merely ordinary people transacted with far less generosity of spirit.

Val accepted Loraine's presence as though there had never been an
absence.  Val was working furiously.  Occasionally she emerged from
the mists and was lazily good-humoured all round--she wasn't the
snappy type of artist--and then disappeared again.  Her blurred sense
of observation was quite incapable of making clear little mental
foot-notes such as: "Loraine's here"; "Loraine wasn't here
yesterday"; "Loraine is displeased"; "Aunt Elsa is fussed."  She took
all this come-and-go for granted.  She was neglecting her household,
in addition to neglecting Loraine's temperamental displays--and not
to mention the invalid's sprained foot: Queenie was terribly shocked
that Val omitted to say, at every first daily encounter: "Good
morning, Giles.  Is your foot better?  I do hope it is.  Did you
sleep well, or was it paining you?"--enquiries which punctilious
Queenie never failed to make herself.  Moreover, Val also
disgracefully neglected her guest, Richard, considering that he had
made a very special effort of will and of convenience to leave his
farm and leave England and come out to Italy to see her.  She had not
any formal ideas about entertaining, but took things haphazardly and
just as they rolled in from the future to the present; though it did
strike her, in proposing that Richard should take the first available
chance of leaving the farm to the superintendence of his head man,
and pay her a visit, that he might prove, in Giles' case, a quite
excellent antidote to Loraine; and that the two men could together
fill their days by those useless and athletic performances which the
vigorous male adopts as a matter of course.  Then, too, Val had been
going through a slack period as far as her work was concerned, and
had imagined she would have plenty of time to devote to her cousin
from Gloucestershire.  But with Richard had arrived, unexpected, the
Chinese coat from Stephen; and with the Chinese coat from Stephen had
been stimulated a mood of long-awaited inspiration.  And now Giles
had twisted his ankle; and Val was shut up in the studio all day; and
Richard was having, as he expressed it, rather a dud time.  He took
it philosophically, however, until the reappearance of Loraine in
their midst; when he groaned in spirit, anticipating further
pageantries and demonstrations of the kind his soul abhorred.

... But Loraine was behaving like an angel, and it was certainly not
due to her that even Val, preoccupied as she was, gradually became
aware of a curious discomfort in her home and in herself; yes,
queerly enough, in her own body.  It was certainly not Loraine who
told Val that she was large and hulking; and yet, somehow, the words
seemed to have been insinuated into the atmosphere, and Val began to
behave as though she were both these things; as though she were
blowsy, milkmaidish....  Yet it was not Loraine who was responsible
for the idea.  Loraine, indeed, was always defending her against any
such absurd notion.  Even when there was no one against whom she
could prove the contrary, Loraine seemed to be proving it.  Her
loyalty went so far as to call Val's attention, over and over again,
to the advantages of not being slim and supple and formed like a
boy--"as I am, for instance," said Loraine.  Also she helped Val by
advising her over the choice of clothes, the sort of lines that would
tend to make her appearance more slender, tone down the generous
sweep of her bosom and hips.  Loraine knew exactly what Val ought to
wear; what she ought emphatically not to eat; and was quick and stern
to check her disobedience to these rules; and so generously eager to
point out to everybody--Aunt Elsa and Richard and everybody--the
times when Val's figure was really not looking too unattractive at
all, that, somehow, Val found it difficult to be unconscious for any
length of time of the limbs that had hitherto carried her carelessly
forward, not unlike the Winged Victory rushing down the steps in the
Louvre Gallery.

Val had reasons, just now, for being peculiarly sensitive about her
appearance.  She responded to suggestion....  Gradually she avoided
sight of herself in the mirror; gradually she avoided sight of
Loraine running, Loraine climbing like a cat, Loraine slippery and
boneless, leaping down from walls with hardly a jar in her contact
with the ground, or slinking from bough to bough in the tree-tops.
Val wondered if Stephen Greenways had ever looked from Loraine to
her, and used the word--no, she could not use it herself, thinking of
Stephen; it was such an uncomfortable little monosyllable, like a
germ in the air.  She did not know how the obsession had glided in.
Even the Winged Victory might not have carried herself so superbly if
a tourist had once murmured in her hearing: "Fat" ... and passed on.

And then, too, Val felt diffident and uneasy, now, whenever she wore
Stephen's gift.  At first she had often slipped it on, from an
artist's delight in it, and her woman's profounder delight to appear,
even in the man's absence, as he must have envisioned her when buying
the coat.  But Richard and Aunt Elsa looked at her so queerly
whenever she wore it, so anxiously, as though they feared some
unhappiness in store for her, and would have warded it off if they
could.  And Stefania, instead of murmuring with an appreciative gleam
in her huge brown eyes, "Ma, che bella, Signorina!" whenever she saw
Val in the stiff, glowing sheath of cyclamen and blue and emerald,
would walk past with her small head held high and turned away, and
afterwards they could all hear Marietta rowing her in the kitchen.
Mysterious quarrels in the kitchen were frequent now, and they
bothered Val, who was fond of the "infant school," as she called her
diminutive staff.  Now and then, too, she interrupted conversations
between Giles and Aunt Elsa and Richard and Loraine--for Loraine was
always up at the cottage lately--and she knew she was interrupting
them, not from anything she overheard, but because whenever she came
in, an entirely fresh subject was at once introduced, usually by the
resourceful Loraine....  It was odd that at her entrance they had
always just finished one particular subject of conversation, and were
starting another.

Loraine, however, was the only one who did not suddenly lapse into a
stricken and self-conscious condition whenever the coat was
mentioned.  Loraine knew a lot about Chinese art and old Oriental
customs:

--"There you are, Val!"  Triumphantly she pounced on Val's rather
silly mistake about hereditary Mandarins.  Loraine was abnormally
well acquainted with details about the difficult examinations that
had to be passed before any Chinaman could become a Mandarin.
"_There_ you are, Val!  That proves you're absolutely Western at
heart, or you'd have known that.  You think of the East in terms of
cheap bazaar.  You're only interested in your own limited outlook;
your whole philosophy is Occidental; any man who had travelled would
laugh his throat dry if you should be after saying anything like that
to him!"

Queenie said: "What a wonderful chum you'd be, Loveliest, to a great
man who travelled.  Do you know----" to the patient others--"Loraine
can toss down fiery rum without drawing breath, even, and not feel
it; like a man.  And I simply don't know how you can remember things,
like all you told us about the Pekin stitch, was it?  And all the
poor little Chinese embroiderers who went blind doing it, so that it
was stopped by law."

"Is it in my coat anywhere, that special Pekin stitch?" Val asked,
her interest aroused.

"Do you actually mean you can't find it yourself?"

"If I could, I shouldn't ask you, Loraine."

After a pause, Loraine said, "Yes.  It's in the coat.  I noticed it
at once.  That's how I knew it must be genuinely old, because the
Pekin stitch doesn't exist in the modern Chinese stuff."

"I should think not, if it cost the worker his sight.  No stitch
would be worth that."

"It might be--to the artist!" Loraine blazed out, truculently bent on
forcing Val into displays of ignorance and stolid mediocrity.  "But I
suppose you proud painters don't grant the title of artist to the
poor souls who only know how to use a needle with a thin silk thread
at the end of it."

The proud painter in question merely replied that she would rather
argue with a hurricane than with Loraine....

"The patient men and women who called into creation those storks and
dragons and flowers and butterflies and rainbows on your coat, who
never allowed their eyes time to rest on real blossoms and birds
flying--don't you think they disdained the shoddy Western folk:
little grey beings who performed dingy hasty work under a dingy sky?
don't you think they disdained their meagre sacrifices, and their
hurried scramble to get things done so as to see the results quickly
... These workers, who thought a lifetime and their eyesight too
little to squander for decorating a square half-yard of
silk--perfectly!"

"I'd give up the coat, gladly, to leave them their sight."

"And that point of view they'd despise too!  To them it was just
worth while, to achieve these controlled and minute arabesques, for
me, lover of beauty, to appreciate two hundred years later ..."

"Never did I let Melanie and Freda work too long wiz the bad gaslight
on a sideboard-cover wiz crochet lace even though I knew I must not
be seeing because those dear girls meant it as such a nice surprise
for my birthday; but I said, eyes come first and surprises second,
isn't it?"  Such was Aunt Elsa's warmly personal contribution to the
discussion on Oriental aspects of philosophy.

"I once knew a girl," Loraine darted off at a fantastic tangent, "who
bit her nails, but otherwise she was glorious as a lyric by Shelley.
And there was a man who would have loved her, but for the blemish of
her finger-tips.  He was an artist as the Chinese understand it, you
see, Val, and could only be satisfied by perfection----?

"Is this going to be a story specially invented to bully me?" Val
asked, a trifle apprehensively.

"Or is it all about something that happened to you, Loraine?  Oh,
_is_ it?  I do hope so!  It often is, when you begin like that,"
cried Queenie, ingenuously, "with: 'I once knew a girl.'  But if it's
you, won't you tell us?"

But Loraine simply flashed her a smile, and went on, jongleuse
squatting in a bracelet of sunshine, romancing to the group on the
loggia:

--"So while he was away, she tried and tried and tried and failed,
and tried again, and was tempted by her old habit, and had to start
anew from the beginning ... but she did succeed at last, and just in
time for his return.  How she longed to show them to him--ten little
oval shields of pale pink pearl guarding her soft finger-tips....
But he found her lying in bed, with her wrists in bandages, her hands
amputated----"

"Oh, _Loraine_!"

Loraine's voice had grown harsh: "A child fallen in the way of a
motor-car--The girl, saving it, had her fingers mangled in the
wheels--They had to operate quickly.  Well ... you wouldn't have
desired her to hold back, would you, because her hands were beautiful
now, and she had so wanted to show them to her lover?  At first he
could not understand her distress that he had not come a day
sooner;--only one day _sooner_, she kept on repeating.  He had been
away a year and two months; and just a year and two months it had
taken her laboriously to allow her nails to grow for his fastidious
pleasure.  Ah now, but you needn't look downcast, Queenie, my dear,
for I've a happy ending all ready and waitin' for you, to be served
with shrimp sauce an' parsley: for when she told him, crying from
weakness and disappointment, poor maid!--he loved her all the more
passionately--an' what man wouldn't?--for the beautiful hands that
she had sacrificed to keep a human child unhurt, before she had ever
been able to show them to him at all.  They remained his dearest
treasures, those ghost hands with their ten little oval shields of
pale pink pearl....  An' there are, indeed, two jokes to this story
I've told you!  One of them being that it illuminates your side of
our quarrel, Val, instead of mine; which I knew before I'd even begun
but, being noble, I was not letting that stop me!"

"It's humiliating to be backed by one's opponent," said Val.  "What's
the other joke?"

"The other joke is hidden in the story itself, not in its moral;
clenched tight in the two hot palms of the girl I once knew, who lost
her hands and won a happy martyrdom.  For listen again: she had been
in such a wild state of nerves, during the night before her lover
turned up, that she had bitten away every one of her pretty new
nails..."

"Oh, _Loraine_!  But that spoils it!"

--With a laugh for Queenie's shocked exclamation, and declaring that
she was tired of high society, Loraine flitted away indoors, to the
kitchen, where, through the window, she could be heard entertaining
the infant school and Luigi...

But, "I _did_ think at first, didn't you, Giles? didn't you, Miss
Power?--that Loveliest was going to tell us a story about herself.
Something mysterious in the way she twinkled at me, when she said 'A
girl I knew'!"

"The heroine quite certainly _was_ going to work out at herself,"
Giles delivered a verdict rather unusually caustic, for him.  "And
that was the third joke....  She remembered only just in time that it
would be difficult to account for the fact that she still had her two
hands.  I saw her ... realising this.  It isn't likely, otherwise,
that Loraine would let such a chance slip!"

... And Val silently sent Toni a reassuring message.  Giles was not
in the very least in love with Loraine any more, whatever he had been
last February.  Giles saw right through Loraine....  "After all,"
said Val aloud, "she does hang our empty hours with tapestries!"

"You've caught that florid style from Loraine," he teased her.

"My dear Giles, we're a florid family!"

"A torrid family!  A _horrid_ family!  Richard's the only austere
member of it!"

Aunt Elsa cried: "Vot is that about the family?"

And Richard looked up, at sound of his name: "I was wondering about
that accident with the car," he said.  "I don't see, honestly I
don't, _how_ she could have had her hands mangled, and nothing else,
while the child escaped unhurt.  Where, exactly, was the child, while
the wheels of the car went over her hands----?"

--"And what make of car was it?" remarked Giles, very seriously;
"that's the really essential question...."




CHAPTER VII

"Lord, how it's pelting down!" Richard remarked.  "Didn't know you
got these tropical rains here.  It looks as though we're going to
have a cloud-burst."

Giles, whose foot had almost healed during the last week's skilful
treatment and massage, limped across to the window: "There's a whole
crowd of people coming up the hill.  Wonder if they're coming here,
or if they're just taking a walk.  They seem a bit wet.--Val," he
added, as the door opened, "about twenty people are coming up the
hill.  You don't happen to know 'em, do you?"

Val smiled at her assembled house-party.  "Yes," she said, "I saw
them as I dashed down from the studio.  It's my Aunt Amélie and my
Uncle Nathan----"

"What!" shrieked Aunt Elsa, overturning her work-basket.

"--my cousin Etienne, my cousin Camille, my cousin Jeanne-Marie, two
brats--presumably the property of Camille and Etienne--and another
four or five whom I don't know.  Cousins, too, perhaps!"  Her hands
in her pockets, and still that odd, ironic smile on her lips, she
leant back against the wall, and watched the effect of her
announcement.

Loraine cried at once: "Ah, but how thrilling!" and dashed out,
bare-headed and practically bare-shouldered, into the rain, to
welcome this still unknown portion of beloved family.

"You vill stop here!" cried Aunt Elsa, but it was too late.

--At the same time, Richard ejaculated: "The San Remo lot!  Christ!
Shall I bolt?"

"Yes!  No!  At once!  Sit where you are!" from Aunt Elsa.  "Gott im
Himmel!  Why didn't Amélie let me know?  A little consideration----

"I shouldn't worry, Richard," said Val, laconically.  His episode
with Jeanne-Marie had been fierce while it lasted, but it was six
years since Richard had been saved--by her, as it happened!--and the
older generation--led by Aunt Elsa, as it happened!--had been routed.
Little Jeanne-Marie's excuse for her wilful swerve aside from virtue
had been, according to Richard, so ardent an admiration for her
famous grown-up cousin Val, that she desired to imitate her in
everything ... "Well ... here we all are!" said Val.

The San Remo family, of course, could have had no notion that Richard
was actually, and at this moment, staying with Val.  It was too late
to do anything: already the clamour of voices was pouring like an
inverted waterfall up the garden path.  Aunt Elsa suddenly realised
that, apart from the unparalleled catastrophe of Richard in the
house, she would also have to answer to Amélie for the bewildering
presence, countenanced by herself, of Toni's husband with Loraine.
Amélie would have heard the scandal--surely Truda and Wanda and
Henrietta and all of them in London would have written.  A dozen
possible lines of action darted through her head; she attempted,
giddy with horror, to seize them all and perfect one of them, at the
same instant as the front-door opened....

--"Mrs. Rakonitz," the ubiquitous Queenie was saying at her elbow, "I
don't think we have chairs enough if they should stop and want to sit
down.  Shall I----"

Aunt Elsa, unhappy and beset, cried angrily: "You are good for
nossing, I tell you, nossing, nossing, nossing!"--And with a guilty
soul and reeling brain, and a tongue gallantly babbling affection and
welcome, she trotted out into the hall to meet that dear Amélie.

Val, with a humorous shrug of the shoulders, followed her.

At once a clamour of explanation, hospitality, family affection, news
and reproaches, introductions and greetings and solicitude, beat and
shattered with such overwhelming din against its imprisoning walls
and ceilings, that it seemed they must at any moment collapse.

(... "This," said Giles to Richard, in the sun-room, "this is the
cloud-burst!")

"But Amélie----"

"But Elsa----"

"No, but such a treat, such a surprise----"

"You had my letter?"

"Ach!  You sent a letter?"

"But I tell you, three whole days ago!"

"But it is impossible!  And Camille's children,--how fine they look,
how pretty!  What, only eight, the youngest?  Ach, and so wet----"

"Shall I get dry shoes, Mrs. Rakonitz?  What size----?"

"If you would be so kind, _ma chère_....  But what a surprise, Elsa,
to have been met, outside, by a new sweet little cousin!  And she
tells me she is a daughter of our Uncle Andreas.  _Pas possible_!
Na--_eh bien_--and _what_ do you think we have come to tell you?"

A shrill scream from Aunt Elsa! ... "No!  _Engaged_?  The little
Jeanne-Marie?  Your baby?  And this is her fiancé?  You must let
me--yes, an old Aunt--she always kisses!  So ... and again..."

"At once I said: 'Nathan, we must take him over to see Elsa.  It is
our duty, and a pleasure.  San Remo is only three hours away; _ce
n'est rien_!'"

"But what a day to come!  What bad fortune!  So soaked, and no road
up here....  You had to walk."

"And this, let me present you, is Orlo's father, Count Vassiloff; and
his uncle; his sister; his sister's husband.  My dear cousin, Madame
Rakonitz...."  Then, in an aside: "I could not leave them behind, you
understand?"

"Such a real pleasure....  But dying of hunger and thirst you must
be, yes?"

"My dear Elsa, what room have you for such a party?--From all you
wrote me, I thought the house was much, but much larger."

"Sorry," came in Val's voice, unexpected, cool and clear, amidst the
froth and tumult.  "But of course we can manage quite easily."

... "Oui, oui, oui, from Moscow ... that terrible revolution has
driven us here as émigrés, Madame Rakonitz; just poor émigrés now----"

--"Why do you say that, when you know that you are one of the best
and oldest families----?"

"My dear Amélie, but how enchanted they will be in England!  You have
written to the family?  They have heard?  But why has nobody told me
before?  Only two days ago?--no, three?--And a dinner-service....
Yes, yes, yes, your mother will tell you that old Aunt Elsa always
gives a dinner-service!  And you who have lived with me like a
daughter, wiz my own daughters----  But all in white,
Jeanne-Marie!--and on a day like this!  As trotzig as ever with your
extravagant ideas!  Even a bride!  For after all, only three days
engaged----  Why do you allow it, Amélie?  And ze nurse, she can
speak Italian?  She can go in ze kitchen with our Italian servants?"

"But she is Italian!  I have told you three times!"

"But you have not told me that Camille's children's nurse is Italian!
But Nathan will surely have rheumatism if we stand here!  Val, why do
you not take them where there is a fire?  And you, Orlo--I may call
you Orlo?  Of course.  And your uncle and father and sister and
brozzer, too?"

"They are not all called Orlo," Jeanne-Marie explained, sedately
cheeky.  And the torrent poured into the sun-room.

Three out of the four Russians had fastened themselves on to Val; and
with bright, light, mad eyes, and with that ghastly fluency which is
characteristic of their race, were telling her just how their souls
behaved when toppled from riches and high estate, and thrust into
positions of beggared humility in San Remo.  She saw, from her
confinement within these barriers of unrestrained soul, that Aunt
Elsa's reckoning had come, and that she could not assist her....

Loraine, in her childish joy at meeting another branch of the
Rakonitz family, had quite forgotten that there was any reason
whatever for embarrassment on her behalf; and was fully occupied, as
well, in charming Uncle Nathan, Etienne, and Camille, the relatives
nearest to hand, and in making friends with the two children, while
stripping them of their soaked shoes and socks.  Queenie presently
reappeared with a whole armful of assorted dry garments; rivulets and
pools of water were dripping from the visitors' clothing all over the
tiled floor; Terry and Mac were barking furiously; the Russians had
got well away with the story of their spiritual life...

--And here were Aunt Amélie and Richard suddenly brought face to
face, as two who meet across an open grave.  Last time they had met
had been at Aunt Elsa's house, late on the eve of Richard's enforced
marriage with Jeanne-Marie.  And then Richard, incited at the
eleventh hour by that rebellious traitor, Val, had firmly, heavily,
desperately, and quite obstinately, refused to atone for his
villainy....  Last time they had met!

"How do you do, Aunt Amélie?" said Richard ... and suddenly he caught
a comic look from Giles, and became infected by the prancing spirit
of gay lunacy rampant in Val's cottage.  He saw, too, that Aunt Elsa
was about to have hysterics; and that Madame de Yong's bosom,
corsetted and controlled and usually implacable, was now heaving
slightly from the tempest within....  Richard's gloom lifted, and his
deep-set eyes twinkled.  "I say, I must congratulate you.  I hear
Jeanne-Marie has just got engaged.  Topping!  You must be awfully
bucked, you and Uncle Nathan."

"And such a wonderful match!" quavered Aunt Elsa.  "Not a penny, you
say, but noble, and an old title, and zere may be anozzer revolution
the ozzer way round, in Russia.  And, till then, if the dear Nathan's
business is going so well as you boast----?"  And then, with a quick
twitch of the understanding, Aunt Elsa realised, amazed but with
exquisite relief, that Amélie must be, logically, just as frightened
as she was herself; and that this encounter with Richard was--to say
the least of it--decidedly inconvenient.  Here was she with her young
daughter, Jeanne-Marie, tall, slim, golden, a _jeune fille_ in white,
with cast-down eyelids, and a heart presumably cherished and
unsophisticated; here _cette pauvre_ Amélie was, so proud to have a
daughter newly engaged, bringing her daughter's fiancé to San
Goffredo, knowing that dear Elsa was there; partly to boast, over
Val, that Jeanne-Marie was now _rangée_; partly in genuine affection,
because the de Yongs, not anglicised like the London branch of
Rakonitz, still held close to the family tradition that neither
birth, death, nor marriage should rightfully take place among them,
unless all the other available members of the family were called in
to triumph or to mourn....

--"And the first thing we meet is that dreadful Richard!" wailed Aunt
Amélie, in silent consternation.  The one episode in Jeanne-Marie's
career that must at all costs be buried and forgotten, concealed from
Jeanne-Marie's prospective husband and the prospective husband's
father, uncle, brother and sister!  If only she had not brought them
all along!  But how could she know?  How _could_ she have known?  How
like Elsa not to have informed her!  And now, what was Richard going
to tell?  Would he be discreet?  How would Jeanne-Marie behave?
Would she be discreet?

... "How are you, Jeanne-Marie?" spoke Richard's slow, English voice,
like an ominous thudding accompaniment of drums to Aunt Amélie's
mounting panic.

Val, rising above her enthusiastic Russians like Aphrodite from the
waves, just caught a glimpse of the meeting between the hero and
heroine of an old story, before she was once more submerged.

... "How do you do, mon cousin?"  Jeanne-Marie was sublime--a
snow-maiden, virginal, without a tremor.  "It's a surprise that you
should be out here visiting Val.  Maman, will you present to him my
fiancé?"

Richard wondered if she knew that he was married; that he had two
sons.  He exulted, thinking of Jim and Tommy; of Molly's seat on a
horse; of the long stiff furrows of freshly-turned earth, on his
farm.  He exulted in his escape from all this--this foreign mess.
Good old Val!  Oh, good Val!  Not all Jeanne-Marie's fairness could
lure him into even a passing spasm of regret.  His lot had fallen
into pleasanter places.  He had sown his seed in English soil.  He
shook Count Orlo Vassiloff heartily by the hand, thinking, with no
rancour, what a fine-looking fellow he was, and wondering why Aunt
Amélie looked so scared and yet so indignant; and why Aunt Elsa
hustled their little group away from what she thought a dangerous
moment ... thus landing herself, plumply and neatly, out of the
frying-pan that was Richard, into the fire that was Giles:

"But vait, Amélie....  So many people, so much family, and half of
you don't know ze ozzers; and now see, we have left Giles out, and
there he is standing with no one to talk to.  Come here a minute,
Giles--yes, he has hurt his foot, poor boy--and meet your Aunt
Amélie."

"Giles?" said the formidable Amélie, enquiringly.  "_Giles?_"

Aunt Elsa remembered, then, with a sinking at the knees.  She
remembered that in the eyes of Amélie and Nathan, Giles ought not to
be here; and if he were here, Toni should be here too; or, if Giles
were here without Toni, then Loraine should not be here with Giles;
and that, finally, if Loraine and Giles were here together, (even if,
as Val had said, there was nossing...) then, most undoubtedly, she,
Aunt Elsa, should _not_ be here, countenancing this terrible
situation, lending Rakonitz sanction to it, presumably in
acquiescence with such flamboyant immorality.

Giles came forward, smiling pleasantly.  Like Loraine, he seemed to
feel no shame whatever.

"Giles?" repeated Aunt Amélie.  "Not----?  _Mon Dieu_, Elsa!"

Aunt Elsa, in a last frenzied attempt to redeem her own character in
the eyes of Amélie and Nathan, who were contemporaries, and had the
severe standards of their generation, tumbled into a hectic
improvisation of a Mr. Joddard who was staying with Val on a visit.
She trusted that the link between him and Loraine might not have been
revealed as yet; and that in this haphazard confusion of strangers
and relatives, it would remain concealed until the end of the
disastrous afternoon.  But almost immediately she had to reject this
idea; for alas! she had already mentioned Giles, to Amélie, as being
one of the family, and Amélie's cousin-by-marriage.  Alternatively,
it occurred to her that she might locate Giles (as far as Amélie was
concerned) in the villa at the foot of the hill; and that it should
be Loraine who was staying up here with them, the sweet little new
cousin, Andreas' great-granddaughter.  "But naturally, Amélie, I am
chaperoning her!"  How would that do? ...

And then all these evasions and subterfuges collapsed, as Amélie
repeated:

"Joddard?  Giles Joddard?  Is that the one who was the husband of
_cette pauvre_ Antoinette?"  Her beady eyes flashed; the little hairs
above her lips bristled ominously.

"That's the low fellow," Giles assented, seeing that Aunt Elsa had
gone all to bits....  "But _is_ the husband, not _was_.  I suppose,
in a sort of way, I'm your nephew."

"He lives alone at the bottom of the hill," whispered Aunt Elsa,
feebly.  "But he has hurt his foot, poor boy."  She had a sudden,
magnificent, half-crazy inspiration that if she could get Amélie up
to her own room, now, and then take her into the spare bedroom next
door, and say that was where Loraine slept, it would effectually free
her from suspicion of sanctioning the Giles-Loraine entanglement.  It
made, after all, so much difference where people slept....  But this
idea was destroyed anew, when she recalled that the little spare-room
would be full of Richard's razors and other masculine evidence.  She
had made her worst blunder in stating that Giles lived at the foot of
the hill.  If she had said that Loraine lived there, where would have
been the harm in Giles sharing a room with Richard?  With a heavy
sigh, Aunt Elsa resigned herself a victim to circumstantial evidence;
and feeling no better, as she afterwards told Val, than a
_procureuse_, she led zat dear Amélie upstairs to take off her hat,
and change her soaked shoes and stockings.  She tried very hard to
lead the talk round to rheumatism, sciatica, lumbago, and other
perfectly harmless manifestations of nature.

But Aunt Amélie realised that she had only one defence against Aunt
Elsa's spiked reminders that Jeanne-Marie was a _jeune fille_ with a
past--and a past, moreover, perilously in the vicinity!--and that was
to raise a still greater storm of indignation against Aunt Elsa's own
vulnerable spot; so she refused to let her moral sternness be
propitiated nor hoodwinked on the subject of Giles and Loraine.  Elsa
had no right to allow it!  Elsa had no right to call Giles "that dear
boy," when _cette pauvre petite_ Toni was _desolée_, fretting her
heart out, an abandoned wife, over in London!  Elsa had no right to
call Loraine a "dear girl."  They were sinners...

Brushing back her oily black hair ferociously from her plump and
pasty face, Aunt Amélie went a little too far.  She told Elsa that
not only would Elsa's own four good girls have their chances of
marriage imperilled by their mother's slackness of outlook and
tolerance _si outré_; but she said, furthermore, that she did not
like her own daughters to meet ...

"You speak to me not of your own daughter!" cried Aunt Elsa, "who was
no better than a charlotte in a broth-house before she was eighteen,
yes, and still I kept her in my house so that you and Nathan can
marry her quickly to hide her shame; and a good sing, too, that
Richard turned his back on her, for he has got a much, much better
vife now, who vos a good girl before she vos married, which vos more,
Amélie, than your Russian Count will be able to say if he knew, which
I suppose you have not told him; no, but _I_ will, unless you are
polite in zis house, remembering where you too must shame yourself
and not trying to teach me, isn't it?" ... And then Aunt Elsa wound
up with a sentiment which demolished in a few stupendous words her
own virtuous, stern and autocratic principles, and those of the whole
Rakonitz family of the past seventy-three years; and swept her right
across, a rebel, a deserter, a flaming deserter, into the ranks of
the young generation: "As for Toni in London, what you reproach me
with, she knows how to manage her own affairs better than you and I
can manage them for her, yes, even if we don't know what she is doing
and vy!--And if you have now finished brushing your hair, Amélie, and
it is not at all becoming at your age, the way you do it; it should
be softer round the face, for it is not as though your nose turned
up, no!--we will go downstairs."

... Aunt Amélie was very subdued when they joined the others.  Aunt
Elsa, on the contrary, was flushed, and her bright sloe eyes gleamed
triumphantly.  In the full sight of Amélie, she gave Loraine, in
passing her, a warm kiss, quickly and spontaneously returned by
Loraine, always ready for demonstrations of affection from her
darling Auntie.  And then Aunt Elsa, with a slightly piratical roll
in her walk, crossed the sun-room to where Richard and Giles,
Jeanne-Marie and her fiancé, stood in a little knot; and cracked one
or two hilarious jokes with Giles on the subject of betrothals--jokes
distinctly Viennese in flavour, which surprised even Jeanne-Marie;
then she pinched them all heartily by the ear, yes even Count Orlo
... and felt much better.  Her knees had ceased to quake, and she
would never fear Amélie again!

But the amazing behaviour of Aunt Elsa was only one item that
contributed to the making of the rest of the day into a sort of
jocund nightmare.  Not one of Val's original house-party was behaving
normally, except Loraine, to whom a fitful and freakish atmosphere
was, indeed, normal.  Nobody appeared to sit still for long.  Clumps
of them rushed from room to room, in varying and often surprising
assortments of two and three and four; sat down to eat and drink,
stood up again to dance to the gramophone; scampered through the rain
up to Val's studio to see her pictures; scampered down again, single
file, like supers in a cinema: Aunt Lisa, Uncle Nathan, Aunt Amélie,
Val and the Russians, nurse and the children, Loraine, Camille and
Etienne, Richard and Jeanne-Marie, Giles last of all, limping.

In Uncle Nathan, a mild little man with the upturned, twisted
moustaches falsely attributed to villains, had sprung up a fervent
admiration for Queenie.  He had never before seen anything so
beautiful as Queenie; not even his own daughter, Jeanne-Marie, was as
beautiful as Queenie.  Queenie's job, for the afternoon and evening,
was mostly an attempt to collect chairs together--as many chairs as
there were people--in whichever room the visitors happened to be
congregated.  And as Uncle Nathan belonged to a chivalrous age, and
could not bear to see so lovely a girl performing low, menial offices
like carrying chairs, he spent his hours rushing along in front of
her to open doors, wrestling with her in an attempt to snatch a chair
from her hands; or, if he were too late, rushing breathlessly along
behind her: "Mais je vous en prie, je vous en
prie-pardon-laissez-moi-it is not right-dear child I am almost old
enough to be your father"--and indeed, Uncle Nathan, whose eldest
child, Camille, was at this time thirty-seven, was really quite old
enough to be Queenie's father!

Val quite simply could not free herself from her attendant Russians;
wherever she moved, the Russians came too.  They said they had
discovered in Val a precious sympathy for their sufferings, and a
frankness and courage in the agonising art of living, which reminded
them entirely of their own lost country.  Val was helpless: whatever
she did, whatever she said, roused them to ecstasies--it was so
Russian!  Finally, she resigned herself to being a Dostoievsky
heroine in spite of herself; resigned herself to their confidences,
which streamed limpidly on and around her, pouring down upon her
head, winding in coils about her ears, a limpid, ceaseless flow,
stark and shameless....

Giles, whose innate spirit of harlequin perversity flourished
amazingly in surroundings like these, devoted himself to Aunt Amélie.
Even better than confiding in Queenie, was the bizarre sensation of
confiding in Aunt Amélie.  As blandly and as childishly, almost, as
one of the Russians, only with a look in his eyes that betrayed his
intent to those who knew him well, he confided in Aunt Amélie the
entire inner history of his marriage, involving a long sequence of
events which had never taken place; quoting scraps of letters which
Toni had never written him; reviling Loraine, whom he declared had
been the evil genius of his life--Loraine's flicker of a wink at
long-distance range, tested his gravity for an instant!  And, in a
grand peroration, he begged Aunt Amélie to act as his ambassador, and
start off instantly for London at his expense, if she didn't mind
travelling third-class in a good cause, and see his poor wife, and
say that if it had not been for that _sale chien_ of a Montenegrin
mackerel, Giles would never have deserted her...  Giles was perhaps
going a little too far in his revelations when he thus implicated
Toni, but it was so difficult to remember that Toni was not actually
there, to be amused by his performance.  In the medley of fantastic
events which had made to-day so grotesque, it would hardly have been
surprising to him if he had suddenly caught Toni's eye, instead of
Loraine's, across the room, and solemnly winked at her.  Letting Toni
down?  Absurd!  Of course Toni was laughing too.  Distance was
nothing, to-day; and actions which had gone before, were lying
severed from the present moment, impotent to control it.  Cause and
effect were a senseless jingle.  Time was a farce, and could be dealt
with and demolished, as disrespectfully as whacking a bald head with
a bladder.  It was the world's mistake, hitherto, to treat time
solemnly....  He had not yet married Toni----  He had just seen her
in her yellow dress, beside the duck-pond, sun in her eyes, laughing!
... Leap four-and-a-half years!--What a good time they had enjoyed!
... Babs, Paul, and Antony....  An unreal scene about some fool of a
fellow called Belworthy, remotely connected with a firm of
dressmakers in Hanover Street....  All dissolved at a touch of the
imagination.  Nothing was true except this mad assembly of mad
people, cardboard puppets dressed in tinsel....  Presently, they too
would dissolve.  What could be more ridiculous than these persons
from the Russian stage?--the sort of play only highbrows went to,
special performances--Well, and here _was_ a special performance;
only they were related to him, yes, soberly, link by link, like
this--like this, see?--He had met Toni and married her; and Toni's
cousin was Jeanne-Marie, and Jeanne-Marie was soon to be married to
Count Orlo, and Count Orlo had brought along his father, his uncle,
his sister, and his sister's husband----  Query: how was the husband
of the sister of Count Orlo related to Jimmy? ... Just another link
or two, and there you are!  And who was that girl singing French
nursery chansonnettes, acting them so drolly and with such spirit, to
divert the two children--foreign brats!--Who was the dancing girl?
She had Toni's face, only ... That was Loraine, Loraine Rakonitz.
Why, he had done a bolt with Loraine, eight months ago; left Toni for
this girl; and yet his Aunt-by-marriage Amélie was still his
Aunt-by-elopement Amélie! ... What a silly game!  What a damn-fool
game!  How cracked we all are!  "I must tell Queenie about that!
Queenie'll be shocked": "Oh, Giles!" ... Hullo! and here was Val in
her Chinese coat--in Loraine's Chinese coat.  She had gone and put it
on to show the Russians, perhaps; or because Queenie had been telling
Camille, mother of the brats, how lovely it was; or because Val
herself felt crazy and many-coloured, and found in her coat the
symbol of her mood, as a musician would find it in a burst of what is
called modern music.

The San Remo party were to take the eight-twenty train home again.
Queenie, still in the role of "the only practical one," had suggested
to Val, in a low discreet voice, that there should be no sit-down
early dinner--she had had enough of carrying chairs about, even with
the assistance of infatuated Uncle Nathan!--but a sort of stand-up
supper with drinks and refreshments, whatever she and Marietta could
improvise.

So everybody roamed about, and took what they liked.  Two carriages
had been ordered to wait for the party, at the foot of the mule-track
by Villa Bel Respiro, to drive them to the station.  It was now well
after seven o'clock; some of the party were still eating and
drinking; some were dancing; the gramophone was playing the "Julian"
tango.

"Ah, these new French tangos, they're no good," cried Loraine,
impatiently; "stiff as pokers, and correct as a Church Meeting!  Put
on an old Argentine tango, and we'll show them, Giles.  No, I forgot
your foot; but Etienne said he knew the Argentine tango."  So Loraine
snatched off "Julian," and put on "Cup of Sorrow," instead; and she
and Etienne swayed and glided and dipped, their bodies free and
pliant, her hip pressed sinuously against his; while the Russians
thoroughly enjoyed the performance; and Richard thought: "Good Lord!
If I ever saw Molly do that----!"

... Val seemed disturbed about something.  Released for a moment from
her troupe of attendant Russians, she had walked across to Aunt Elsa,
asked her advice, showed her...

Aunt Elsa gave a shriek.

--"Loraine!" called Aunt Elsa.  "Loraine, stop for a moment zat
nonsense, isn't it, and come and look at zis, and tell us a little
how we had better take it out, quickly.  It was you who rubbed that
stain for me--egg and tomato--from my mauve satin, quite vonderfully.
And Val has spilt somesing--wine, I think--on to her coat."

Aunt Elsa had forgotten, in her agitation, that there had ever been a
certain question of ownership.

Loraine had stopped tangoing at Aunt Elsa's first summons.  She was
always ready to help on a question of practical efficiency, rather
proud of her leadership in such incongruous matters.  Val showed her
the blemish on the coat--a dark splash on the cyclamen brocade, and
spreading over a plaque of the embroidery.

"Isn't it a shame?  My hand shook.  It's that Barolo wine, I think.
I only just noticed it.  What am I to do?"

... But Loraine, seeing the stain, had suddenly stiffened.  "You
fool!" she accused Val, hoarsely.  "You aren't fit to wear it,
spoiling it like this.  You big, clumsy fool!"

... A hush fell on the noisy chattering groups round the room.
Unconsciously they fell into a semicircle, their faces turned towards
Loraine and Val, watching the development of this swift, inexplicable
drama.  Too late, Aunt Elsa remembered that she should not have
consulted Loraine about the damage to the coat.  With a sinking
heart, she waited for the revelation that must come, now.  Loraine
was shaking with temper; she would not be likely to control her
tongue, after her coat, her precious coat, had been violated while
worn by another.

Richard, too, expected that now Loraine must surely divulge the
secret they had all been keeping from Val.  He drew nearer.  So did
Giles....

"It'll never be perfect again," half sobbed Loraine; and, with what
seemed to Val an absurdly passionate gesture, put her lips down on
the embroidery where the splash of wine had darkened it, as though
she would have protected it, had she been able, with a barrier of her
own flesh.  "It was perfect; it'll never be perfect again."

Val pulled herself away.  "A trifle over-excited, aren't you?" she
said, pleasantly.  "You'd better run home to bed."

Loraine lifted her head; she could have wept over her coat, but she
enjoyed insulting Val; it was rather a relief from her pent-up
desire, ever since Richard's arrival, to be herself handling,
stroking, wearing that gorgeous creation which Val had so casually
spoilt.  "You are the school-girl type," she said, uttering every
word scornfully and distastefully; "you believe you are an artist,
but no artist could have injured such a work of art.  Oh, you'd be
all right in tweeds or a 'gym-dress,' or a nice, simple, white
evening frock that you can 'send to the cleaners'; those are your
style.  And then you have the cheek to flaunt about the whole evening
wearing my----"

Richard crashed in, just in time.  He said anything that came into
his head, however discourteous, which he thought might divert her
fury less perilously from Val to himself: "Your manners are barbaric,
Loraine.  Just keep them in check, or else you needn't bother to come
up here again."

He had achieved his purpose.

Loraine flung savagely round on him: "This house was Heaven before
you came into it.  I was always happy up here.  You've brought in a
dry-rot.  Ever since you came, everyone has turned against me: Val
and Aunt Elsa and Stefania and Terry....  You kept Giles up here, so
that he shouldn't be with me!  You've got him over on to your side.
Treachery!  Do you think I haven't seen it?  I'm _not_ coming here
again, not while you're here."

And with a cry that was partly another sob and partly an animal
choking in rage, she hurled herself over the low window-sill, and
vaulted, arms outstretched in front of her, as though pushing
something away, from terrace to terrace of the garden, until she
disappeared, running through the rain, under the olives that met over
the mule-track.

... Val sighed.  "How like Loraine not to have gone through the
door," she murmured.

"Mon Dieu!" exclaimed Aunt Amélie.  "Quelle colère!  C'est
épouvantable!"

The Russians were all smiling, with animated, childish eyes....  They
felt quite at home and comfortable.

"Please, Miss Power, I think I ought to go after Loraine, and sleep
with her to-night.  I do, really.  She'll make herself ill over this.
She's terribly upset.  I think I'll go down, even if you forbid it,"
finished Queenie, very bravely.

More melodrama!--"All right, my child; why on earth should I forbid
it?  Aunt Amélie, I'm afraid it's time you all made a move, if you're
going to catch that train.  Queenie and Richard will go down, and
show you the way.  The carriages ought to be waiting by now."

But Queenie had already started.  "Take down some brandy," Val called
after her, "if you think Loraine is likely to have a heart-attack.
She never has any brandy in the house.  And by the way----" she
raised her voice, for Loraine's votary was already half-way down the
path, "you might ask Loraine, when she feels a bit better, what I'm
to use to get those stains out of my coat?"




CHAPTER VIII

Queenie came up to breakfast the next morning, big with importance
and secrecy; obviously she was complacent with the knowledge of being
now aware of something hidden from Val.  She patronised Val a little,
at breakfast.

"Loraine's been very ill indeed, all night.  I sat up with her."

Val refused to take any but a flippant view of the severe illness:
"Is she coming to lunch to-day, to help eat up yesterday's supper?"

"No, indeed she isn't."  A touch of indignation was audible.  "I'm
not sure whether she will ever come to this house again; not
unless----  But I was wondering, Miss Power--I don't know whether I
ought to say it?--but I do believe Loraine might be brought round, if
you were to apologise to her.  She's awfully fond of you, you know."

"My dear Queenie, why should I apologise?  Because Loraine kicked up
the devil of a scene in front of a crowd of relations, over a spot
I'd made on my coat?"

"Oh, but----" Queenie began ... and very perceptibly checked herself.

Aunt Elsa came down to breakfast, just then; and Richard and Giles
strolled in from the garden a minute or two later.

Giles said: "You've put up with me for a long time, Val.  My foot's
almost well, so I'd better get down the hill to-day."

"I shouldn't, if I were you," said Val, significantly.  "Loraine's
ill."

Giles whistled.  "Body of Bacchus!  Then I'll stop where I am for a
bit!  Anyway, I'm going back to England soon."  Heedless of the
sensation he had just caused, he turned to Queenie: "How's the Martyr
of Bel Respiro?  Pale, but forgiving us all with her last breath?"

Queenie lifted her chin to a reproving slant.  "I don't think Val has
any right to keep you away from Loraine, just now."  It was the first
time she had ever called Val by her Christian name, but she was a
little shaken out of her usual sedate discretion.

"You shall not mix yourself into it, yes?" cried Aunt Elsa.

Richard, who, like Giles and Aunt Elsa, had already guessed from
Queenie's demeanour that now the secret of the coat had been
unleashed for her benefit as well as theirs, and was consequently in
a panic that she might let it re-escape upon Val at any instant,
tried the same tactics with her, as last night with Loraine: he
sought to divert her girlish indignation upon himself: "Loraine
always kicks up ten times more fuss than anyone else, with fifty
times less reason for it," he growled.

"Mr. Marcus, I thought you were abominably rude to Loraine last
night.  After all," Queenie went on, very temperamental and defiant,
after her night spent in Loraine's company, "she was a guest in your
cousin's house."

"It would be awfully jolly, Queenie," suggested Val, "if you were to
teach us a few manners.  Richard and I are terrible barbarians, you
know; we haven't even learnt the rudiments of good behaviour."

Queenie subsided for the nonce; she could never cope deftly with
sarcasm.  And Aunt Elsa said:

"Mean you zat she is really ill, or zat she is only putting it on?"

"Both," answered Val.  "It _does_ make her really ill when she's
unpopular.  I know Loraine!  She needs popularity as other people
need oxygen; and if she doesn't get it, she'll slowly lose her
strength and sink.  It's a queer phenomenon."

Queenie entered the lists again.  "Oh, I don't think that's generous
of you, Miss Power, and I don't believe you understand Loraine at
all; really I don't.  She's not a bit easy to understand, but I
promised her I would do my best.  You see----"

"Thank you, Queenie.  I don't need you to explain Loraine to me."

Queenie flushed a dull, resentful red; she was of the type that takes
offence slowly but thoroughly.  "Loraine is being very kind to you,
really," she began.

Richard got up abruptly and walked away to the window.  He realised
that he could not push back the secret any longer, now that it was
fairly leaping from Queenie's tongue.  Aunt Elsa looked at Giles.  He
shrugged his shoulders.  It had better come now.

"Loraine's often been kind to me," replied Val.  "Really, Queenie,
Loraine and I agree excellently, and that's why I so hate this gaudy,
picturesque, wounded-animal-at-bay business."

But Queenie, still smarting under the public snub she had received,
said: "You never give Loraine credit for anything.  She _can_
do--noble things."

"Ach!  Richard!" gasped Aunt Elsa.

Richard drummed with his knuckles on the window-ledge.  "Go on,
Queenie, spit it out and get it over!"

"Get what over?" asked Val, surprised at the nervous edge on his
voice.

"All right, I will.  You all sit on me because you think I'm a fool,
and you are all beastly to Loraine.  You even try to get Giles away
from her, and the whole time it's _her_ coat!"  Queenie sprang up
from her seat and turned her face, with its facile pink-and-white,
full in Val's direction, so as not to miss anything of her
expression.  "The Chinese coat that you're so proud of--it's
Loraine's.  Mr. Greenways meant it for Loraine.  He sent it out to
her and not to you, because he was secretly in love with her.  It was
'a message painted in silk.'  Loraine knew at once that your cousin
had made a mistake when he handed it to you, only she was too fine to
say anything.  She wouldn't say anything now, even though you have
turned her out of the house....  I expect you'll be furious with me,
but I don't care.  I like justice!" finished Queenie.

And waited for the skies to burst.

"Well, and so do I, of course," said Val, very cheerfully.  And the
two men silently applauded.  "And if the present is meant for
Loraine, she must have it, though still I don't see what all the
wow-wowing was about.  I'll run down with it after lunch, but I must
get some work done first."  And she sauntered out into the garden,
and up the path towards her studio.

Queenie looked disappointed.  "She didn't seem to mind a bit!"

"You expected her to start spitting and fuming like your pal, the
Queen of the Tiger-cats, didn't you?" queried Richard, to whom
championship of Val had lent sudden and quite effective eloquence.
Deeply troubled, he followed Val out of the dining-room.

"Now you, Queenie, go and do some work perhaps, yes?"  Aunt Elsa was
nearly weeping, but still vituperative; "and not be always running
down and up, down and up, down and up the hill, making mischief."

Queenie was nearly crying, too.  She suddenly felt very young, and
wanted England and Potley Green and her mother and her nice friends
at Potley Green Tennis Club.  Her moral digestion, having been fed
almost entirely on cold mutton and rice pudding, was not equal to all
this _pâté-de-foie-gras_ and truffles.  And she had thought it would
be so lovely to see "abroad."  "I promised Loraine I'd come down
again this morning," she blubbered.

"Then you have nemis promised her."  Aunt Elsa dropped into a land of
idiom whither Queenie could not follow.  "You sink yourself very
clever and pretty, isn't it?  And you are nossing, nossing but a
stupid goose and a fressack and a meesnick-in-Prague, and I am sorry,
terribly sorry for the man who marries you, if he ever does which I
sink he von't.  And now go to your room, and do, for Heaven's sake,
try and be a little bit useful with all zat appetite you have; for I
see myself, wiz my own eyes, that even zis morning you eat more bacon
than anyvon; and I should sink not your first breakfast either; I
should sink from vot I know of you zat you take good care you have
one before you come up the hill.  And all ze curtains and ze
bed-covers can be taken down and vashed, and ze rings put back.  I
have said it for ze last fortnight.  To-day I mean it shall be done,
if I have to trot after you and tell you all ze time.  Du Himmel!
One would sink you were an ornament and a princess, teaching us all
our vays and manners!  Now you stop looking at me like a sack of
macaroni!  Once you have let ze poker out of ze pig, you cannot put
it back!"

--"_Per piacere_, Signorina," said Stefania, coming in at that
opportune moment for Queenie, who was too stunned by Aunt Elsa's
outburst to have escaped of her own accord.  "_Per piacere_,
Signorina, Marietta does not know what to say to the _stiratrice_ who
has spoilt one of the Signore's English shirts when ironing it.  She
is here just now."

"Let her off lightly," Giles called after the departing Queenie.  "As
I was the signore who owned the shirts, I don't feel inclined to
prosecute!"  He turned to Aunt Elsa, now crying briskly and with
immense gusto.  "I say, you did let fly!  It was great!  I wish I
could have taken it down!"  Then, as Aunt Elsa's hysterical grief did
not abate--grief compounded of sorrow for Val, wrath at Queenie, and
reaction after yesterday's valorous combat with Aunt Amélie--Giles
came and sat beside her, on the arm of the big chair; and without
embarrassment, or any other of the usual soul-hindrances of young
ex-officers brought up in the atmosphere of English public-school and
country-house, he set himself to the task of comforting her.  Most
amazingly did he comfort her...

* * * * * * *

Richard stood at the door of the studio.  "Good old Val!" he said,
finding her coolly occupied with the finishing touches to a
characteristic portrait of Ettore and Vanna--a simple couple who kept
a comestibile shop down in San Goffredo.  She had been at work on
this, off and on, before the inspiration of the Chinese coat had
caused her to fling it aside.  "Good old Val!"

She gave him the ghost of her own ironic smile.  "How long have you
known, Richard?"

"About ten days."

"Loraine told you?"

"Yes."

"Has she told Aunt Elsa too?"

"Yes."

"And Giles?"

"Yes."

"Anyone else?"

"A lot of Italian riff-raff!"

"You all let me make a pretty fool of myself, didn't you, swanking
about in Loraine's Chinese coat?  Why, I refused to let her wear it
to be painted in--her own coat!  Loraine was really rather
generous--she spared me, then."

"Sorry, dear"; he was too inarticulate to express that thickness in
his throat, which rose at sight of her cynical gallantry; "it was I
who was the fool, making such a blunder.  I don't quite know how to
get it right again without hurting you.  As for Queenie----"

"Oh, Queenie doesn't count," said Val contemptuously; "but I'm afraid
there will be a reckoning with Loraine."

It was with the full consciousness of such a reckoning impending,
that she sauntered down the mule-track, a few hours later, with the
coat over her arm.  The front door was opened by Manuela.  The
servant's hard, intelligent eyes gleamed at the coat, and then
gleamed oddly at Val.

"My poor little Signorina is ill," she said.  "I do not know what
happened at your _festa_ last night, but she came home very ill; all
night I sat up with her, _la povera bambina_.  It was not necessary
that that other one, that young Signorina with the fair hair, should
come down to nurse her; I alone would have been enough; I who am
practical for illnesses of the heart.  But what you have brought
there will do her good; it is better than medicine for one who has a
temperament like my Signorina, whom I love as if she were my own
child."

"Damn the woman!" thought Val; "then _she_ knows all about it, too.
How Loraine must have let her emotions rip, in the night!"  And in
spite of the ache that shook her almost unbearably every time she
thought of Stephen Greenways, she could not refrain from a little
mischievous smile, imagining what her cousin's star night must have
been like, with Manuela and Queenie as combined audience, ministering
angels, and chorus.

Loraine was lying as Val had anticipated, remembering previous minor
collapses: a still, white little figure in a white nightgown in a
white bed; her mournful, uneven eyes, and the flat, wooden line of
light brown hair, the only touches of colour.  Her face was like a
sorrowful goblin's.

"Here's your coat, Loraine," said Val, very gently.




CHAPTER IX

She did not look at the coat for quite a long time after Val had
gone, but kept her head turned towards the window, where the dim
softness of a rainy day blurred the silvery foliage of the olives,
and the sea beyond.  Thus she lay, tantalising herself.  It was good
to know that behind her in the room, broadly spread over two pegs in
the wall where Val had hung it, was all that richness of colour; good
to know that when she arose from her bed, now that she felt the
strength rushing back in her veins, she could feast upon it at her
leisure, as she had always wanted to do; learn to know apart the tiny
brilliant butterflies; learn to know her coat ... _her_ coat, now.
Slowly, luxuriously, she dragged her eyes away from the world
outside, turned on her back, hands clasped behind her head, and
looked at the garment.  Yes, it was even more of a miracle than she
had imagined.  Loraine stretched her limbs, and uttered a low sound
that might have been a purr of content.  How happy she was going to
be, onwards into the next day, and the next, for ever after.  Val had
been such a darling!  No need to quarrel with Val, in the future;
between them was that subtle and elastic understanding that could be
stretched and stretched, but never snapped; for always it sprang back
again to perfection.  Val had behaved so beautifully over the coat,
and everyone up at the cottage would begin loving Loraine once
more....  Now that her nervous, flamboyant mood had been smoothed
down again to restfulness and charm, she already loved them all....
Aunt Elsa and Richard--oh, she could easily make it up with Richard;
he had said brutal things, but she liked men to be frank....  And
Queenie?  Queenie had made mischief, of course Queenie must learn not
to be a mischief-maker, but at least she had been very loyal to
Loraine....  Stefania and Terry....  All loving her again....

A fold of the coat was turned back, showing the vivid green silk with
which it was lined.  It lay so boldly against the wonderful anemone
pink, that Loraine's heart shivered with the poignancy of her
appreciation.  How glorious it was to love her friends, and be loved
still more in return, and to own such a coat....

Oh indeed, she felt very much stronger.  She had been so ill this
morning; the blood seemed to drag through her veins reluctantly; now
they were filling like a stream into which the rain has poured; and
like the stream, it sang little songs through her body ... lilting,
dancing along.  Presently she would get up, and dress, and put on the
coat, and go out, so that people should see her in it, and be glad
because of it, as she was glad....

Presently.  There was no hurry.

And then, quite suddenly, as though some elusive influence passing
outside had given her memory a sharp tug, she let herself think of
Stephen Greenways....

The coat was, after all, only a symbol of the richness and rareness
of the romance which had inspired the sending.  She was tired of the
dull hues of ordinary love-making.  Stephen would be different.  He
would transfuse into her life the same exotic tints as that coat, by
simply hanging there, had showered into the room.  Far away, where
little yellow men worked with coloured silks, love was like that all
the time, and Stephen was bringing it to her, this brilliant
enchantment.  He had sent her a message painted in silk.  Soon,
perhaps, he would send her a letter, written in words that were a
further spell to illuminate the commonplace day.  And after that ...
he would come himself.

So real for the moment was the expectation she had conjured up, that
she actually started forward, sure of seeing Stephen, when the door
was cautiously opened....

But it was Manuela, with a glass of hot milk.  The servant
scrutinised her mistress closely; then she looked at the coat; then
back at Loraine--and her smile was satisfied.

"E bella, n'é?"

Manuela nodded, raising her hands to express in gesture the
admiration for which her tongue was inadequate; then she sat down on
the end of the bed.  She told Loraine over and over again how like an
angel the signorina would look in that coat; how the citizens of San
Goffredo would run and stare, and afterwards for many years tell each
other about the beautiful English signorina in the Chinese coat; and
above all, how the cavalieri would all become infatuated and fall at
her feet, and die, and stab themselves....  "It is the English
signore who sent it to you because he is mad for love, is it not so,
my signorina?  The Signorina Val, she stole it from you; she was
wicked, but now she repents and brings it back."

Loraine corrected her, carelessly: "You must not speak so of the
Signorina Val, Manuela.  She did not willingly steal it.  It was a
mistake."

"I once knew of a mistake; it was _cosi_: two women there were, and
one man..."  She sat for a long time beside Loraine, gossiping,
softly, maliciously, happily, about the enemies of the signorina; or,
with just that typical lewdness in her manner, of the lovers of the
signorina, and all the gaieties of intrigue.

Finally, Manuela said: "An English signore arrived here at San
Goffredo, not two hours ago.  I think it must be the same....  Luigi
saw him at the station, and heard him speak to the station-master;
and then he passed here on his way up the hill."

The swift association of ideas sent Loraine's eyes flying to the
coat.  Stephen! ... It must be Stephen!

"You should have told me before, Manuela."

"_Mà_!"  The servant was delighted; "it is he!  I can see it by the
Signorina's smile and the softness of her eyes; but how could I know?
He went up the hill.  If a man desires hotly, he comes straight to
the house of the beloved one, and tells her of his desire."

"But Manuela, see, the lover's road is not always straight; sometimes
it seems to lead away, and it curves, and it returns again.  For the
sake of courtesy he must make pretence that his visit is to the
Signorina Val, in whose house he enjoyed hospitality last time he was
here.  Presently, later on..."  Loraine's voice grew dreamy...
"later on, he will come down here to visit me....  So I will rest
first, and then I will feel stronger, and rise and dress and wear his
gift.  But ... hush, Manuela!  You will remember?"  She put her
fingers to her lips, enjoining silence, and Manuela nodded several
times; while her discreet and yet jocund look was a dig in the ribs
and at the same time a blessing.  Still in the atmosphere of
conspiracy, she tiptoed from the room.

... Stephen had come.  Yielding herself to the hypnotic sway of the
coat that hung on her wall opposite the bed, Loraine lay luxuriously
planning the future as though she were in no hurry to savour reality.

... Still with those indolent, englamoured movements, she presently
rose, and made her toilet; the drizzle of rain had stopped, and she
could see, by the reflection over the water, that the westerly clouds
had split and were barring a sky of tender green and primrose.

She put on the coat, for the first time.

Then she went to the window, and looked out.  She looked up the
terraced hill, to where, on the left from Val's cottage, the olives
parted and made a gap against the sky.  There, the sun had just
dipped...




CHAPTER X

Outside the gate of Bel Respiro, Val met Lola with the afternoon
post, and Terry.  Terry was plainly meditating a visit to Loraine;
and Val, once his idol, politely held open the gate for him to pass
through.  Then she took the letters and a few journals from England
out of Lola's hand, and went slowly up the hill towards her home.
She felt depleted.

When she had first heard from Queenie that Stephen had sent the coat
to Loraine, and not to her, her first thought was at all costs to
prevent a scene; to handle the affair lightly; not to let Loraine see
that it mattered to her, beyond the material loss of a charming and
expensive present.  She had succeeded in these aims, but the effort
had left her emotionally ruined and bankrupt.  She was quite certain,
she had been certain all along, that Stephen's present was
significant only as a herald is significant, because he announces his
master.  If Stephen had sent her the coat, it had meant, viewed
straightforwardly and without false diffidence, that Stephen cared
for her, and that Stephen himself would be following soon.  Stephen
had sent Loraine the coat; well, it meant the same thing; only the
direction was altered.  She did not hate Loraine; she hated herself,
the unconscious buffoon of this episode....  For naturally she had
written to Stephen to thank him; and--this is where shame stole in
and burnt her cheeks and scalded her throat--she had, in her frank
manner, detesting veiled allusions and mystery and pretended modesty,
let him read in this letter that she expected him to arrive soon, and
would be glad for him to come.  She had gone on to say, in typical
Val-fashion, rather emphasised because of her recoil from all the
Loraine tricks of intrigue and delicate complication: "I'd rather
like you to know this, Stephen; it might save us a difficult
interview if I say it now: I've led the sort of life which I consider
more or less all right, but which, according to Puritanical
standards, would be considered all wrong.  I'm not the sort of woman
who debates, in a perpetual agony of indecision, through four hundred
pages of a novel, and three acts of a drama, whether she should tell
or should not tell, and goes on nagging the problem for years;
because I don't think it's a problem that matters, not to that
extent, anyway!  I've never wanted to flap my private life, like a
red flag, in people's faces; it's undignified, and not worth while.
But I might as well be telling you now, because you might have strong
views on that subject.  To some men, I know, it makes all the
difference in the world--in fact, the difference has astonished me.
I simply can't guess whether _their_ sense of proportion has gone to
pot, or mine? ... I feel perfectly sane and happy, but this may be a
delusion.  I may be utterly miserable and hopeless; I may be wrung,
tormented with the desire to atone; I may be, but it doesn't feel
like it: the sun shines out here more often than not, and I'm keen on
my work--both good things!  Don't imagine I'm doing anything so
Sardou-ish and overwrought as Confessing my Past; I'm just mentioning
it, so there you are!----"

She had written all this to Stephen ... and there had been absolutely
no need for it.  He simply did not care a tinker's curse whether she
were good or bad; pure, or steeped in cherry-coloured sin!  Val had
to clench her fists hard while she imagined Stephen's amazement on
reading that letter; imagined him wondering how chivalrously--for he
was a decent type of man--he could cover up her blunder without too
deeply humiliating her.  There had hardly been time, as yet, for her
to receive his answer.  Probably he would ask Loraine's permission to
pretend that he had all along meant the coat for Val; probably he and
Loraine would be able to afford this kindness to a beggar....  "And I
can't even work!" cried Val to the unresponsive olives.  That had
been mere bravado, this morning, using paint and brushes on an old
portrait of Vanna and Ettore.  The picture she had wanted to paint,
the one in which Loraine had pleaded in vain to sit as model--that
could never be finished now, lacking the Chinese coat.  Finished?  It
was hardly begun.  "Oh Lord!" said Val, slowly, "what the hell am I
to do?" ... And here was home, full of people who were sorry for her.
Reluctantly she pushed open the dining-room door; only Giles was
there, sunk in one of the big arm-chairs in front of the fire.

"Where's everybody?" asked Val, listlessly.  "Here, do you want to
see the papers?"  She handed him the rolled-up copies of the
_Onlooker_, and one or two others.

"Aunt Elsa has gone to bed," said Giles, "overcome by the
too-powerful violet rays that were in the air yesterday and to-day!
Queenie, I think, is writing a long, long letter to her mother--I'll
see if I can steam it open before it goes to the post; it ought to be
worth reading!  And Richard, with a strong man's oath, has taken Mac
out for a good long tramp over the hills--the kind of tramp that
you're so keen on, Val!"  He eyed her keenly.  "Up to the neck,
aren't we, Val, you and I?  You're putting up a good show, though.  I
take off my hat to you."

Val's acknowledging smile was a little weary; but she was too raw to
stop and discuss what had happened, even with Giles; so she left him,
and went out to the solitude of the studio.

Giles had nothing else handy to read, so he opened the _Onlooker_;
but he knew already, more or less, what he was going to find in it.
Such daily papers as came through to San Goffredo had already told
him that; and all the exuberant letters from exuberant theatre-goers,
which Val and Queenie had been receiving from England this past week.
Colin on the front page, Colin on the back page; interviews with
Colin and special articles on Colin; photographs in every conceivable
position; in every conceivable scene of his new play; Colin Martial
with the Vauxhall racing model he bought yesterday, and the
Rolls-Royce he meant to buy to-morrow.  Colin Martial, London's Idol,
Darling of the Gods, Our New Dramatist, Not-Yet-Twenty-Five; seen at
the Fifty-Fifty, seen at the Embassy, seen at the Kit-Cat, at Giro's
... in fact, there hardly seemed to be a moment of the day or night
when Colin was not seen!  Already, cigarettes and restaurant dishes
were being named after Colin.  He had made such a splash as a whole
Heavenly Host might have made, falling into the middle of the Pacific
Ocean.  Every thirty or forty years, it happens that young ambition
achieves a dramatic success of this nature; once it begins, it cannot
stop; as at a unanimous touch, all the fame-bells are set ringing;
all the paper lying about catches fire; all tongues chatter the same
name; all the sheep of fashion run hustling, pattering, crowding into
one narrow alley, hardly knowing why they run.

Colin Martial was twenty-four and eleven months when his comedy "She
Burnt Her Boats" was tentatively put on in London, with himself and
Lucilla Danby in the two leading parts.  He had explained in an
engaging interview, the day after, that the title had actually been
"She Burnt Her Boots" ... but that he and Miss Danby had decided that
it would be unlucky to correct the misprint in the preliminary
announcements.  This radiant sort of fooling with the Gentlemen of
the Press, was typically Colin.  Stuffed away in a drawer, awaiting
their propitious hour, Colin had four or five other plays as yet
unproduced.  Now, managers were, so the papers reported, "fighting"
for them....  Giles had a fantastic vision of several middle-aged and
glossy gentlemen with silk hats, their foreheads spangled with sweat,
lungeing violently at each other with umbrellas, while Colin stood
by, with that faun-like smile which Giles knew so well--it was much
more a matter of the eye-brows than mouth.  He and Colin Martial had
been good friends in London, during the protracted carnival years
which followed their meeting in the last month of the War.  They had
both been at the high tip of popularity in their set; both amazingly
good dancers; both in possession of unflagging high spirits.  Giles
was no less witty than Colin, though his style was lazier; and Colin
never allowed any of his own numerous adversities to act as an
extinguisher.  Giles remembered, now, looking at the frontispiece of
this week's _Onlooker_, headed "The Most Talked of Young Man in
London," how Colin used to solace himself over any set-back, by
rushing round to the studio, to plan, with a chubby relish that
destroyed any sort of ghoul-like effect, how he was going to "do in"
such and such an enemy; and eventually reduce the whole lot, by his
staggering triumphs, to a state of abject and imploring pulp!

... But it was incredibly like the simplest fairy-tale that it should
actually have happened like that.  Giles could imagine, knowing his
friend so well, just how gloriously Colin was enjoying himself, and
with what appreciation of detail; no jargon of dust-and-ashes, no
affectation of "dead-sea-fruit" and the hollowness of success, for
Colin; grapes tasted like grapes to him; and cheers were cheers, not
empty plaudits.  He had been recalled fourteen times, that first
night of "She Burnt Her Boats"; and when he had at least expected the
critics to be sour or caustic on the subject of too-easy success, the
majority of these, too, were enthusiastic.  As for gold, it must have
been pouring in like the spring tides, from north, south, east, and
west; showering down with the surprising bounty of tropical rains;
thrown up as from hidden springs and fountains.  Lucky Colin!  Prince
of Luck!  Fortunatus!  Holder of the magic end of the wish-bone!
Dreamer whose dreams came true....  Giles murmured Kipling's lines,
finding in them that queer solace which comes to the indolent man
when a poet has fitted his mood with a perfect phrase:

  "Drawbridge let fall, it's the Lord of us all,
  The Dreamer, whose dreams came true."

... They singled out Colin, now, like a flash of summer lightning.
Colin had never longed for more than this which had just been given
him.  His present success encircled the whole space of his dreams as
with a ring of rubies.

And yet--"Dreamer whose dreams came true"--Giles had always imagined
him older, more battered than Colin; and without Colin's confident,
springing impudence ... The long, burnished slope led straight to the
castle now, after it had looped and led away again for so many
maddening years.  All the malicious elfin host were pressed in panic
against the walls and battlements....  Here was the real dreamer at
last, and they had to yield:

  "I'll not fight with the herald of God!
  I know what his master can do..."

But he was tired, tired; he walked slowly, and his eyes were dazed
and incredulous.  There was neither pomp nor arrogance about this
lonely figure on the long burnished slope till now untrodden.  Surely
he could hardly have realised that he was a conqueror?

  "... Open the gate, he must enter in state..."

Reluctantly the great doors were rolled back....  Giles leant forward
to peer at the face of the dreamer.  Breathless, half terrified, and
in awe, he recognised it.  His own face, as he had always known it
must be!  Though not yet his own face; this Giles was much, much
older; more exhausted; so worn-out by the fight that he trailed
nearer and still nearer to the dancing glitter of the castle walls in
front of him, without ever seeing that he had arrived....

But what damned silliness!  His own face?  And when had man ever been
further from dreams-come-true?  It was Colin, Colin, Colin Martial
for whom the drawbridge had been lowered; for him the gates were
opened.  Giles railed scornfully at his own despicable, fatuous,
self-deluded vanity, which made him, even now, confronted with the
unimportance of his existence, yet try to drag himself, harnessed to
a tawdry allegory like a chariot borrowed from the Lord Mayor's Show,
into the lit streets where the cheering was.

He slowly turned the pages of the _Onlooker_, seeking for
distraction, and knowing he would not find it.  Colin was ubiquitous;
Colin was everywhere.  The editor of the _Onlooker_, like, probably,
every other editor in London, had got Colin on the brain ...

In Venice, in a gondola, Giles had said to Toni: "I'd love to stand
in front of a cheering, raving, hectically applauding crowd, all
because of me; just for a moment focussing the sensation I'd won;
drinking it in.  I don't know for what, though; and it doesn't really
matter..."  Toni had been amazed, almost shocked; she had called his
ambition "cheap"--and, laughing, he had admitted it.  So, with the
thought of Toni, and idly turning over another page, he came to
"Rosalie's" weekly article on "Fashions of the Hour"--and learnt that
the firm of "Toni's," of Hanover Street, had designed Lucilla Danby's
truly marvellous toilettes in "She Burnt Her Boats."  Lucilla Danby
had a reputation for smartness.  And "Toni's"--or Toni, if you
like!--had certainly created a sensation by the originality and
daring of their designs.

In fact, "Toni's"--or Toni, if you like!--was sharing in the fun,
too.  Toni was on the pinnacle, hand in hand with Colin; not quite so
dizzy a pinnacle, perhaps, but good enough.  Toni also would be
sought after, congratulated, in the thick of it....

Giles closed the _Onlooker_, and let it slide from his knees.  He
knew now that he was jealous; jealous of Colin, of Toni, of both,
over in London.  He was sorry ... for he despised jealousy; he could
mock at himself for being jealous, but he could not deny it.  Here he
was, in Italy, rather sick and out-in-the-cold--a very futile sort of
man, with nothing to do and nothing done.

And his foot ached....  This additional trifle aggravated the sense
of failure.  Colin Martial had _all_ the glory and the fun and the
riches--and two feet that, presumably, did not hurt him with a single
twinge.  It was only when you were down-and-out, reflected Giles,
unreasonably, that you sprained your ankle.  Colin could dance ...
with Toni.  They would be pointed out, excitedly: "Look--that's them!
Look!" ... "If I'd been in London, they might, perhaps, have allowed
me to help shift a bit of scenery, now and then!" ... For what else
could he do?  Out of it all, yes--but Colin and Toni had each their
special job.  You can't manufacture glory with hot air and gas as the
sole ingredients.

He had made a mistake.  He had been a fool.  Of his own accord he had
left it all.  He was down among the dead men ... there were no
lights, no saxophones, down among the dead men!

What sort of new steps were they dancing now?  Would he be able to do
them, again?  He would have to submit humbly to be taught ... and by
that time they would have swung on to something else.  Colin composed
music, too, and songs; Colin's fox-trots would be played and danced
to, now, wherever you went in London....  "Varasdin" was a pretty
useful fox-trot--yes!  Giles was still ahead of them all, with that;
it would not yet have reached there; he had seen in the papers no
mention of "Gräfin Maritza" coming to England.  The rhythm of
"Varasdin" jerked its way through his brain again, less and less
jauntily ... dragging along at the pace of a funeral march....

[Illustration: Varasdin music fragment]


... Toni was quite complete without him, since this had happened.  He
had meant to go back, but he would only be in the way.  She had her
success.  People were anxious to catch Toni as she passed, and make
her join them--gay, careless Toni, screwing up her deep blue eyes
with laughter.  He could not go back now; he might have gone back
before; but now it would look as though he were the sort of rotter
who kept away only until it were worth his while to repent.

... Giles lay there in the arm-chair in front of the fire, in Val's
cottage in Italy.  Italy was a beautiful, warm country; and the sun
was fading the flames, as it sank softly towards the line of hills
along the west.  He lay there, with the _Onlooker_ at his feet; and
he was home-sick ... he was drenched in his sickness for home, and
the taste in his mouth was salt with it....

--Suddenly he heard the front door flung violently open.  Then the
door of the dining-room.  A man in a heavy overcoat entered
impetuously, dumped down a suit-case, looked round the room, his eyes
dismissing Giles as an object of very minor importance.

"Hullo, Greenways!  You?"

"Where's Val?" demanded Stephen Greenways.

"Up in the studio, at the back.  You know your way, don't you?"

"Yes.  See you presently."  Greenways strode across the room towards
the door which led into the garden.

"It doesn't much matter if you don't," murmured Giles.  Then he
roused himself: "Look here, Greenways----"--the other man stopped
impatiently--"that Chinese coat you sent out here----"

"Well?"

"Did you mean it for Val?"

"Whom the hell else should I mean it for?" said Stephen Greenways,
simply.  And he disappeared up the garden path.

"And so Val's all right, too," murmured Giles, but not bitterly now.
Kindness was reasserting itself.  Rather Colin to have leapt the moon
and caught the sun between his palms, than some greedy and unhumorous
bloke, with no quicksilver in his veins nor generosity in his spirit.
Colin, at least, would never grow inflated with the contemplation of
Colin!  And as Colin was all right, that young Mercury, and ... Toni
was all right, and Val was all right, and Stephen!--Well, Giles
wasn't going to be a growling, surly, misanthropic sort of bear.  It
was not a bad proportion of people, any old way, to be all right,
even if he did not happen himself to figure among them.  He rose, and
stretched his limbs, smiling at the thought of the scene that was
certainly going on, at present, up in the studio--scene dabbled all
over with silver and vermilion, like some glowing page of
illumination.  He was damned glad for Val.  Val had been awfully
decent to him and Loraine....

And as he thought of Loraine, Queenie came tripping into the room,
carrying a letter.

Queenie had washed her pretty face, and bathed the red rims of her
pretty eyes, and done her pretty smooth hair very becomingly, and had
chosen to put on a pretty white frock; all of which had, somehow, a
demurely reproachful air about it.  She was feeling much better.

"Has Lola gone to the post, yet, with the afternoon letters, do you
know?" she asked of Giles.  And he answered, mendaciously:

"Yes, I'm sure she has; I heard her going down."  For he saw that
Queenie was holding a bulging, fat envelope in her hand; and he still
hoped for a chance of relishing some of its contents.

"I've been writing to Mother," said Queenie.  "It does do one good,
you know, when one has a fit of the mopes, to pour it out to someone
who understands.  I expect it's quite likely that Mummie will send me
a telegram to come straight home, after she has read my letter;
because, though I didn't want to upset her, I had to tell her a
little bit how I had been treated: for I do think, don't you, Giles,
that Mrs. Rakonitz was very unfair in all she said this morning--in
fact, she was more than unfair; I think she was a little bit vulgar;
and nothing would worry Mother more than thinking I was with vulgar
people."

"What makes you think our Aunt Elsa vulgar?" Giles asked,
sympathetically.  Truth to tell, he _had_ thought that Queenie had
been made to suffer rather unnecessarily from Aunt Elsa's overwrought
nerves and fluent oratory.

"Well, I mean all that she said about my appetite.  One doesn't talk
about people's appetites, in front of other people, and making it
seem as though I ate more than my help was worth to Val!--It made me
terribly uncomfortable.  Besides, I'm not fatter; I think I'm thinner
lately.  And--oh, lots of things she said.  Of course, she's
foreign--one has to make allowances for that!--but it doesn't follow
at all that foreigners need be vulgar _because_ they're foreign.
I've known most awfully sweet foreigners.  In fact, when they _are_
refined and polite, they're sometimes better than us."

Suddenly and earnestly, she delivered herself of a load of
perplexity: "Sometimes, you know, I don't understand them a bit in
this house.  Do you?  _Don't_ you think them rather--odd, sometimes?
Even rather loose?"

"It depends what you mean by loose."

Queenie could not explain.  She just knew her neat little code of
right and wrong: "There's no harm in flirting."  "Of course God sees
us."  "As long as one remains really good."  "One is only young once,
that's what I say."  But morals, here, were juggled so skilfully; so
criticised and manhandled; made to stand on their heads; pulled to
pieces and put in a corner.  Queenie was laughed at when she had said
nothing funny.  Her ethics were rejected, found wanting, by a code
that seemed, according to Potley Green, to have no sense in it.
Finally, she had to take refuge in the notion that she alone had any
steady ideas at all of virtue, humour, or politeness.  It was to
Queenie's credit that she had tried very hard to remain polite and
patient; not to answer back; to be helpful and deferential to the
aged; she had strongly impressed the new English chaplain when he
called for the first time at Val's cottage, by her undoubted
influence for good, in this abode of the heathen and infidel.  It was
the easier for Queenie to keep on trying, because she was
unwaveringly sure that she would have her reward elsewhere.

--"But I do think she's a bad-tempered old beast!" cried Queenie,
reverting to Aunt Elsa, and the scene of the morning.  "She's jealous
of me because I'm young."--Giles raised one eyebrow, quizzically; he
didn't agree that Aunt Elsa was jealous of Queenie----  "She's always
trying to get me out of the house; always rubbing it into Val that
I'm no good at housekeeping.  It's rather insulting to Mummie, in a
way; because, although she wasn't brought up in a Viennese _kitchen_,
she's a very clever manager indeed.  They all say so, in Potley
Green.  And we keep our servants almost longer than anyone.  And I
expect _hers_ were always giving notice--spiteful old cat!  I'm
awfully silly, of course, to let her depress me by anything she says;
and I'll take a cup of tea up to her room presently, because I think
one ought to rise above things, don't you?  But somehow I felt that
this morning was just the last straw, especially after the night we
had had--Manuela and I--sitting up with Loveliest."

"I've had a fit of the hump, too," said Giles, in that state of
genial intimacy which both Val and Loraine had so sternly forbidden
him, on the ground that it was bad for Queenie.

She eyed him with concern.  "Oh, why?" she asked.  "I do wish you
wouldn't.  It does bother me so."

"It's awfully nice of you to care, Queenie." ... He resisted the
temptation to state pathetically that his own mother was dead as a
sentimentality too lush even for Queenie's consumption.  Instead, he
said: "Did you know that Stephen Greenways had come?"

"What!" cried Queenie.  "Oh, where?  Oh, he hasn't, has he?  Oh,
when?  Have you seen him?  What did he say?  Where is he now?  Down
the hill with Loveliest?"  This, of course, accounted for Giles'
despondency, if Greenways were down with Loveliest!

"On the contrary, up the hill with Val."

"With _Val_?"

Giles nodded.  "Loraine's story was a fantasy, Queenie.  I don't
suppose she meant to make it all up.  But Greenways' romance with her
never existed except in her own brain.  It was a piece of gorgeous,
ornate embroidery, like the coat itself....  And all that we've been
hiding and whispering about and worrying over; and the taking sides,
evidence and clues and secrets, the sacrifices and the revelations
and the rest of it--those were equivalent to the silk butterflies,
the birds with scarlet beaks, the rainbows, and the silvery herons,
and the thousand tiny stitches in the petals of a Chinese blossom."
He took some joy in elaborating his metaphor, seeing that Queenie had
paid it the compliment of her Church-and-the-Best-Poetry face of
attention.  "Well----" he dismissed it, "a feverish dream of
Loraine's, and we were drawn in ... every one of us.  Now it's just
shrivelled to nothing.  Greenways sent the coat to Val; he'd get a
bit of a shock if he knew what had been going on about it."

"Then," gasped Queenie, "you must go straight down to Loveliest, of
course.  How lucky that your foot is well enough!"

"Ain't it?" said Giles, without emotion.  "Must I go down just now,
Queenie?  Why?  Won't you do, instead?  I don't like being a
messenger of evil tidings.  They always killed them, in ancient
history, you know."

"Sometimes," Queenie said, very puzzled and intent, "sometimes I
can't understand you--I mean, not so well as at other times."

"Ah!" said Giles.  "Is this sometimes, or one of the other times?"

Queenie went on: "You must see that you would be more good than
I--me, I mean--to Loveliest, just now, when she's having to give up
Stephen."

Giles wanted to contend, fractiously, that Loraine could not give up
that which had never been in her possession; but it was not his habit
to argue logically with Queenie.  He preferred to shake her into
manifestations of "pricelessness"!  "Well, it's rather a pity," he
said, with that unworthy object in view, "that you think I ought to
stay with Loraine, because I was just thinking of taking the next
train back to England."

"What!" cried Queenie.  "What!  To England?  Oh, but you're not!  You
mustn't!  You weren't!  How callous of you!"

"I've got a wife in England, and three children.  You've been taught
morals, Queenie.  Isn't it right that a penitent man should return to
his wife?"

Queenie wriggled....  She was flattered that Giles should have set
her up as the angel at his cross-roads; but what a responsibility!  A
girl can do so much....  She fenced for time before giving the
decision which would settle him one way or another.  "What made you
want to go back, so suddenly?  Is she ill?"

"She's quite too flamboyantly well, I should think."  He picked up
the _Onlooker_, and flicked the pages rapidly.

"Oh!" cried Queenie, over his shoulder, two or three times.  "Isn't
that Colin Martial?  Oh, there's one of Colin!  That's Colin Martial,
too, isn't it?  Isn't he fascinating and attractive?  I do so love
his smile."

"Here!"  Giles pointed out to her "Rosalie's" Fashion Article.

Queenie read it, much impressed by Toni's share in London's
theatrical sensation of the hour.  She could not quite make up her
mind whether it were etiquette or not, to congratulate Giles.  "But I
don't think," said Queenie, clinging to the special line on which she
hung out her ethical washing, "I don't think you ought to go back;
not yet, anyhow; not till you yourself have done something rather Big
to bring to your wife; something to justify yourself."

"That's a difficult measurement," Giles contended.  "Just how Big
will something have to be, before it justifies myself?"

"_You_ must judge of that," Queenie said, looking at him with clear,
straight eyes.  "No one can live another man's life for him, you
know!  'One by one we must all file on through the narrow aisles of
pain'--I don't really like Ella Wheeler Wilcox, though I used to
once--I feel I've rather grown beyond her; but it does seem to me
that she has got hold of a deep truth in that, don't you think?  But
you must be tremendously glad, Giles, that your wife has done so
well."

Giles forgot that he was talking to Queenie, and lapsed into honesty.
"I'd be a hell of a lot gladder if I'd done it, and she were being
glad that I'd done so well."

"Oh, Giles!" with a reproving flutter of the eyelids.

He felt curiously tired and near breaking-point, although he could
not have told what had so gnawed his vitality.  Even ragging Queenie
wasn't as much fun as it had been in the past; rather a poor game, in
fact; and he had lost all desire to read what was in the letter she
had written to her mother.  "So you think I ought to go down to
Loraine, and see her through this Greenways reverse, do you?  Righto!
I'm going!  I intended to, all along, as a matter of fact; knew I
should have to.  You might see that my things are bunged into a
suit-case, Queenie, and that one of the infant school brings it down."

"Are you sure that your foot----?"

"Oh yes, my foot will carry me.  So long!  I'd keep away from the
olive terraces, if I were you, Queenie.  I've just heard the studio
door open.  They're probably going to stroll out into the sunset..."

He limped away.

Queenie reflected.  "There's really a lot of good in Giles..."




CHAPTER XI

... Loraine went to the window, and looked out.  She looked up the
terraced hill to where, on the left from Val's cottage, the olives
parted and made a gap against the sky.  The sun had just dipped.

She saw, for her sight was wonderfully keen, two figures standing in
black silhouette against the clear, pale colours of the opening.  She
saw that it was Stephen Greenways and Val.  And then she saw them
embrace; and from the curve of their bodies, she knew with unfailing
sureness that he had just told her of his love, that he had come out
to San Goffredo especially to tell her.  And for the very reason that
he loved Val, he had sent Val the Chinese coat, the Chinese coat that
Loraine was wearing.

Loraine turned, leant with her back against the window, and stared
with menacing eyes at the hateful emptiness of the room.  Why wasn't
there something that she could tear and tatter? something tangible,
yet something of no account?

And at that moment she heard footsteps limping through the hall.  The
door opened, and Giles came in.

... Something for her to tear and tatter; something that was of no
account.

Giles saw at once that there was no need for him to be messenger.
Loraine knew.  "Am I of any use?" he said, and his heart was
hammering unevenly, foreboding a row.  He was unafraid of most
things.  But quarrels with Loraine, who reminded him so of
Toni--another row with Toni!--it was more than he could bear.  If
only it had been a quite different woman of a different race...

And Loraine began to trample and to tear:

"You?  You've never been of any use!  You're the sort who comes in
whenever we are wanting something else.  Do you think that _any_
man'll do for me?  That if I can't have one, I'll have another?  Is
it a cheap vampire you're thinking me?  Have I ever sucked blood for
the sake of blood?  You're smiling because a man, out there yonder,
has jilted me.  But I'm a man myself, and a man who jilts women ...
carelessly, callously, when the fun's over.  It's fun that I'm after,
and beauty and magnificence and courage.  You've got none of these to
give me.  Why, I ran through you in a week;--less than a week; a day,
an hour.  I've been bored with you, ever since.  You of any use?
You, who let yourself be won in an evening?  Toni and Val and I snap
our fingers at such slippery spoils.  The Rakonitz women aren't
easily satisfied."

"So it seems," said Giles.  "But I didn't know you'd been bored as
long as that, Loraine.  Why didn't you tell me before?"

"Haven't we been telling each other?  Haven't we----"

"Oh!" he exclaimed, irritated by her trick of phrasing, "don't turn
everything I say into a question!"

"Haven't we told each other," she stormed again, "when we roamed in
discontent from island to island, in Greece?  Weren't we telling each
other, then?  Weren't we escaping from each other, and doing it
together in the hopeless way that people do when the woman won't hurt
the man because he's poor stuff and can't bear the hurting?  When we
ran away from solitude, and rushed up to Vienna, where the streets
were animated, and the cafés crowded--wasn't I telling you then, that
I was bored and bored and _bored_?  And when we left Vienna, and
rushed down here again, where there was Val of my own family, and
Aunt Elsa, the darling--wasn't I telling you then?  Wasn't I?"

"You may have been!  Rather a long-winded way, when you might have
put it into four words: 'I'm bored with you.'  Why chase half over
the map, first?"

"I can't stop in one place for ever, unless I'm in paradise.  I have
to go on and on.  It's the gipsy in me.  Because you were there,
because you had left your wife, I had to drag you with me!  I'll have
to go on dragging you with me, I suppose."

"I shouldn't worry!" said Giles.  His temper, too, was sliding over
the edge of control.  "You're forcing me into being crude, Loraine;
but you might as well know that I've been, for weeks, for months,
just as bored and sick with the whole affair as you.  More,
perhaps--because I chucked up something that'll be hard to get back
... on that night when you were so up against it and begged me to get
you away from it all----"

Loraine began to laugh: "Dear me!" she scoffed.  "And what could I
have been meaning by that?"

"Don't pretend!" sharply.  "You can't have forgotten!  I own that I
was fairly fed-up that evening, too, at the Hambone.  Toni had let me
down pretty badly, and I'd just found it out."

And again Loraine laughed.

"And there were other reasons too, why I wanted to leave England."
He was not going to tell Loraine, who already held him too cheaply,
that one of these had been terror that he was clinging too close to
popularity, too elated by it, too dependent on it; and that he
recoiled from the vision of the man he might become quite soon,
unless he broke away.  For Loraine had wanted to rely on him, on his
strength and his protection, and his quick, practical, masculine
sense of action; and she had appealed to him for all this just at the
critical hour, when Toni, Toni who was Loraine's cousin, and so like
her, had fatally humiliated his manhood; shown him that she had no
need of him; that, indeed, she had been chivalrous in protecting him;
and that she was capable of sudden decisions without support from the
weaker male.  That strange night when he and Loraine had met at the
Hambone, and had danced and danced together....  And then, in
Loraine's mad, impetuous way, they had left behind the dancing, and
the drinking, clinking crowd, and had walked and walked through
empty, dawn-grey streets, further and further north; he believed it
was Hendon where they had finished their fantastic truancy.  And
Loraine, in the mood of a panic-stricken child who can no longer bear
its fears alone, but must beg for succour from ghosts and goblins,
had confessed to him how her sense of herself, of her own
personality, had gone astray, because she was never alone, and almost
never with her own kin, who did not want her, but always and always
among strangers, who only cared for her to amuse them: "But my will
has grown flabby and flattered, that it has.  I used to be able to
rule it with: 'I'll go' or 'I'll stay,' and be glad of my own
strength to go when I was sick of the cymbals, the hollow, hollow
cymbals.  But what has changed me an' what has weakened me, Giles?
For I stay on and on, and I sink in deeper and deeper, and I'll
die--I'll die--for want of a hand to lift me away.  Giles, I can't
live in the shrill clamour of this town any more!  I daren't tell
anyone else; I had to tell you, to-night; I felt you could help me,
and no one else but you.  You can help me.  It's like being stifled
slowly in black velvet, folds and folds of black velvet.  If you
could take me away, right away, a clean cut--ah now, can't you?
Won't you?  Have you ever dreamt of an octopus, Giles?  It's a dream
of horror, and it comes to me every night....  Giles, it's only you
who won't condemn me for fuss over nothing!  You feel strong and so
sane; you'll pick me up, and not let me struggle; you'll carry me
away, even if I try to get back! ..."

And now, eight months later, Loraine was laughing: "And you deserted
Toni, for a reason as poor as that!  My faith!"

"Leave Toni out of this, please."

"Ah--the stern Englishman!  I was waiting for that, I was indeed!
'Leave my wife out of this vulgar quarrel with a low baggage.' ...
But I'll speak of my little cousin how and where I want, to the
husband who has let her down and left her to fend for herself, with
three children and a mass of debts and a business that had gone to
pot..."

"I offered her my help in the business.  She laughed at the notion."

"She knew you were just no good except as a sort of hired mountebank,
to liven up a dud party!  You had a reputation for that, I hear."

Giles flushed, but went on, ignoring her gibe: "And I left a note to
Jimmy that three-quarters of our income was to be paid direct to her."

"Fine of you!" cried Loraine, in mock admiration; "I'm struck all of
a heap!  Four lines on a sheet of paper, telling the man who's
drawing the money he never worked for, that he needn't give you more
than a quarter of the money that you've never worked for.
Renunciation can do no more.  And that absolved you from _all_
further responsibility.  Ah, it's a gallant rescuer you were to me,
and a hero to the tip of your tongue: 'Don't be afraid, Loraine--I'll
take you away out of it all!'  You'd no _right_ to take me away!
What was I to you?  How dared you leave Toni, for me or anyone else?
I'll never forgive you for leaving Toni, who's a thousand million
times too good for you!"

Sadly enough, Giles answered: "I'll grant you that.  Yet if you felt
this, need you have asked me, of all the world, to rush you away from
London, and from all that was terrifying you?"

"Need you have come?  Need you have come?  I had no man belonging to
me----  We who are the lone pirates, dash in anywhere to make a
capture.  Why need I have spared you, or pitied your weakness?  Can't
you resist a temptation?  Am _I_ trustee of your faithfulness?  Had
there been never a promise to Toni, my Toni, that you might have
remembered?  Frightened, was I? and pleading for help? ... Well,
then, you--you knight in armour, tell me, another time, that I'm to
go and get a man of my own, and not hang round besetting you with a
whining tale!  Another time, say: 'I'm married!'--No, men haven't the
guts to say it!  They think it's _infra dig._, not dashing enough....
They're ashamed of it, bless their sweet eyes!  Ah, but I'd have
respected the Giles Goddard, my cousin's husband, who'd have turned
on me, savage, and whipped me off, that night, that night you were so
kind, so considerate----  How dared you humiliate Toni Rakonitz, by
deserting her?  She who ought to have had the pick of a husband from
end to end of the long world!"

Giles bowed his head, silently, to his bludgeoning, on Toni's behalf,
from this surprising quarter....  He admitted that most of it was
just and deserved; but wished, nevertheless, that Loraine could
contrive to be as inarticulate as so many times she had stated she
was; and a little less picturesque in her rhetoric ...

... "And if it's true what you say, that she was impudent and would
have none of your help, and tilted back her head, laughing and
behaving badly--for I know Toni, and I know Val, and the cool
indifference of them that makes you so angry you could choke
them!--But if I'd been you, I would have choked her, sooner than left
her, to follow another not so good!  I'd have choked manners into
her, and humble ways----"

"The cave-man stunt?  Oh, I think not, Loraine.  It really _isn't_
done, you know.  And as for Val----"  He drove attack over the
border, from his country into hers--"As for Val, if you loved her so
much, why the devil had you got to interfere?  Push your claims
between her and her man?  You're simply an insatiable dramatist....
You lied, when you gave us all to understand that Greenways must have
meant the coat for you, because of things that went before, and that
only you and he knew about: things he had said to you--'A message
painted in silk....'  He can never have said it.  He doesn't remember
you exist.  If you had seen his face, just now, when he asked me
where Val was..."

"Ah ... don't!"  With hands flung out, she warded off his
revelations.  But she had not really cared about Stephen; only about
being the centre of Stephen's romance.  And she felt it was he, not
she, who had blundered, in the destination of his gift.  A gift to
the beloved should be so surely appropriate that no doubt could be
raised.  And the Chinese coat was not inevitably Val's; it was
Loraine's.  Exotic, brilliant, artificial, Loraine wore it as though
the thousand tiny yellow men with pigtails and large spectacles, who
had patiently laboured on it with a million stitches, had all the
while thought of her and seen her before them.  And Val?  Loraine's
one-time criticism had been just: Val looked marvellous ... in riding
kit.

"You can't blame me," Loraine proudly defended herself, to Giles: "I
gave the man credit for an imagination he hadn't got.  He had had the
privilege of knowing _me_....  And then he sent out that coat,
without the owner's name on it, to San Goffredo.  Look at it--look at
it well, now--look at it on me!  Was I wrong, to _feel_ it mine?
_He_ was wrong--not I.  And if he hadn't the subtlety and the vision
to have prepared me beforehand with the one perfect phrase: 'I'm
sending you a message painted in silk....'  I had to do it, for him;
and pretend, as hard as I could, that he _must_ have sent it!  And
you, with a skull as dense as his, call that 'lying.'  A lie?--Ah,
what's the difference?  What's the difference between God's lies and
my own?  If life is just tame for the moment; if it's flat and
insipid; if it's like a bath that isn't cold enough, and isn't hot
enough to make the blood tingle;--am I to get no praise at all for
what I did to put the colour in?  To cram it to bursting with
excitement?  When I told you I needed your help, and you gave up
everything to take me away, oughtn't you to be grateful to
me?"--Skilfully, she pushed the war back again over the border and
into his territory--"I provided you with the test, didn't I?  I
provided you with the chance to make a sacrifice?  I tuned up the
fiddle....  And then, afterwards, when you've had all that richness
you didn't deserve--that Heaven couldn't bother to give you, but
which _I_ gave you--then you draw yourself up, and talk stiffly about
telling a lie; and it's thanking me on your knees you should have
been, for inspiring an occasion to be loyal to Toni, against odds,
and when you were angry with her into the bargain.  You could have
been proud of yourself then!  But weren't you just the chivalrous
rescuer!" she mocked, "and couldn't I see your passion drinking me up
like dry blotting-paper drinks up ink?  And didn't you just feel well
with yourself over our scamper out into the blackness, the sensation
we caused, and the gaping and talking we left behind?  And yet, if
you're not feeling quite so well with yourself now, at least thank
me, Giles, thank me, you fool, for setting you free from your
ordinary, humdrum, everyday complacency!  'Am I of any use?' you say,
courteously.  Divil a bit of use, to me or to anyone else.  You've
made me bad friends with Toni, an' that's all you've done.  I could
have mastered terror alone and without you, last February.  I
appealed to you, for the evening was strange and grey, and I wanted
to light it with battle and resistance.  I wanted to fight for
you--and lose.  I wanted to hear the flames of your loyalty go
roaring up to illuminate the dingy skies----"

"In fact," Giles interrupted, "you were dull that evening, and wanted
something to do."  He strode over to the table, scribbled on a block
of writing-paper, and tore off a sheet; while with his other hand he
never ceased ringing the china bell that stood near.

"_Dio!_" cried Manuela, rushing in.  "_Dio!_  But what is it?  What
has happened?"

"Here," said Giles, curtly.  "A telegram.  Here's money," he plunged
his hand into his pocket.  "Take it down to the post now, at once,
immediately, _subito_, you understand?  It's for England, and it's to
go '_urgente_.'  Go, Manuela!"  And directly she had clattered away,
her wonted insolence intimidated by his manner, he turned, smiling,
to Loraine.  "Thanks, Loraine; not for then, but for now.  I was
afraid you'd need me to look after you, still.  As you've no use for
me, and never had; as you're not afraid, and never were, I needn't
wait any longer."  He limped into his bedroom.  Loraine followed him,
a thin ornate little creature, proudly sheathed in the warm gleam and
glitter of colour from Val's coat.  She followed him, mimicking him,
mimicking the way he had spoken to Manuela, the way he had spoken to
her ... He was trying to get down his suit-case from where it stuck
out from under a pile of other boxes and bags and blankets, on top of
the tall cupboard; but it was not easy, with his lame foot, to climb
on to a chair; and the suit-case was just out of his reach.  He
turned round and swore at Loraine; she swore back, mimicking him ...
there might have been twice Giles in the room, and no Loraine at all!
Then, furiously, he pulled down the whole pile of lumber, that
clattered and thumped to the floor round about him, raising clouds of
dust, so that he began to cough....  And still Loraine, as though
wound up and prompted by a demon, stood there watching whatever he
vainly attempted to do and burlesquing it....  Maddening him, with
her flitting resemblances to Toni....

"Take off that coat!" he shouted at her, between coughing, and
tearing open the straps of his suit-case.  "Take it off, damn you!
It's Val's coat, not yours!  You nearly did her in, pretending it was
yours!  You look horrible in it!" ... But that was not true: Loraine
looked like the lovely little goddess of an Oriental temple, in the
coat.

... The suit-case was locked.  Giles turned out drawer after drawer,
throwing the contents on to the stone floor.  He had lost control of
his temper, now.  He only knew that he had been cheated and tricked
and laughed at; that he had been Loraine's fool; that he had left
Toni behind, and now he was going back to Toni; that he was wildly
glad of his freedom to go back; wildly glad to be released from the
thrall whence all the glamour had faded long ago, before even the
summer came; wildly suspicious of yet another trick which might serve
to keep him here....  His key!  What had Loraine done with his key?
But he wasn't going to let that hold him back, when London and Toni
lay at the end of his journey----  Not a trifle like that.  He found
other odd keys; drove them into the lock; could neither turn it, nor
shake it free.  In his frenzy, he broke the key in half; glared at
Loraine as though she were responsible for this, too ...

"I'm not going to let that stop me," he muttered.  Another suit-case,
hers, would do; what did it matter? ... Just chuck his things in;
there was time to catch the 6.15, if he hurried.  Let her pack for
him!  Let her help him, as women should, instead of standing there
like a bloody little Chink idol....  He told her so!--His breathing
was short and quick, as it still was, sometimes, from that weak spot
on his lung, that was the result of being gassed eight years ago.

--"Go back to Toni?" scoffed Loraine.  "How _pleased_ she'll be!  Was
that a loving telegram you sent her?  'Rejoice, darling!  Put out my
slippers, and let it be grilled kidneys for breakfast, because I've
actually decided to come home again!' ... She won't take you back,
Giles.  Don't you fret about catching that train.  An odd day or two
won't make much difference, it's I can tell you that; not in the
eternity that'll have to pass before Toni Rakonitz takes you back.
Don't I know her better than you?  Aren't we one blood, she and I?"

"Stop asking me questions, I tell you!" Giles thundered at her.  That
blasted drawer had stuck, now!  Rotten Italian furniture!  Rotten
everything!  He tore at it ... and blandly and suddenly it gave way
under his hand, so that he staggered backwards.

--"Toni's proud," Loraine went on.  "I'm too close to Toni not to be
understanding how she feels over things.  She has no use for a man
who lets her down.  Ah!  I could have told you that at the very
moment you were doing yourself in.  Toni's a man--she's got her job."

Giles took no notice: shirts, suits, socks--he aimed them towards the
open suit-case from every part of the room, as he ransacked drawer
and cupboard.  They lay in heaps on the floor.  Then he rammed them
all in, indiscriminately, boots on top--what did it matter?  And all
the while, Loraine's gibes pattered and fell around him like
hailstones, like poisoned arrows flung by a deft hand.  He didn't
know why he stayed to pack; and yet it seemed to his obstinate fancy,
that he could not leave anything of his property behind with Loraine;
that there must be no scrap of substance for her to hold him by, nor
to show that he had ever belonged to her.

That was all, now, thank the Lord.  He pulled down the lid; it
wouldn't nearly close.  He thrust his knee on to it, pressing with
all his strength....  It wasn't true, that Toni had done with him!
It couldn't be true that he had sacrificed all that he cared for, for
the sake of a delusion, a fairy-tale, a witch's shamming.  He wanted,
during these last moments at Villa Bel Respiro, to be able to tell
Loraine all that he thought of her....  To compress his rage and
contempt into a few biting words that would sear and scorch----  But
he couldn't find the words, and there was no time....  And this
damned suit-case still wouldn't close...

He began to cough again.  He couldn't stop coughing.  Through the
sound of it, Loraine's voice still beat on....  He wanted to laugh at
the nonsense she was spouting: a lot of eye-wash about having taken
Toni's husband, because, loving Toni, she was so enjoying the act of
sending him back again ... Sending him back?--But he was going back;
of his own accord he was going.  If only this cough...

Suddenly Giles collapsed, exhausted, his arm thrown out across the
suit-case, his head buried on his arm.  When he looked up again, some
fifty seconds later, the sleeve of his coat was dabbled and stained
with blood, and blood was pouring from between his lips.




PART IV

POWER OF APPOINTMENT

CHAPTER I

Colin Martial's Rolls-Royce, Toni driving it, drew up, with that
expensive silence characteristic of its kind, in front of the house
in Regent's Park.

"You did that very nicely, my little one," said Colin, emerging from
the glowing cave within, and helping her to alight.  "Did you have a
pleasant afternoon?  Did you enjoy the nice play?"

"I did _not_," said Toni firmly, hunting for her latch-key; "and I'm
not going to see your piffling play again, Colin.  This is final!
Seven times, and one Saturday matinée----  You wouldn't enjoy it
yourself, you know.  Coming in?  Oh, by the way, lest you should
think me rude, I _did_ enjoy my lunch!"

"How do you like 'Sole Colin Martial,' pronounced in the French way,
please?" asked the sole's proud godfather, leaning up against the
body of his car.  "I haven't tasted it yet, myself.  You know that
sort of levée that we successful dramatists are compelled to hold,
during our hurried lunches; it's always worst during the fish course:
'Thunk you, thahnk you, so kind of you!' ... all the time, while you
hogs are guzzling.  Darling, you _don't_ think I'm spoilt by my
tremendous triumph?  I think it's simply marvellous that it hasn't
mounted to the boy's head, so young too, and all!"

"I haven't looked at your head," said Toni.  "I've been too busy with
my own.  Who was the large gentleman in the corner with his back to
us, who said all through lunch that 'She Burnt Her Boats' is the most
degraded play in London?"

"Do you mean that fat-bellied rudeness with the white walrus whiskers
and the querulous crest of silver hair?  My dear, that's the editor
of _Wise Words to the Wee_, and he's upset with me, because he put in
his Weekly Wow-wow to the Wee, that they are to tell all their
Duddees and Mummees to be sure to take them to see 'She Burnt Her
Boats' in the Christmas holidays....  And that was before he saw it
himself.  No, I'm not coming in, Toni, my love.  I'm going to drive
my own car--that celebrated actor-dramatist, Colin Martial, at the
wheel--through several shop-windows--they won't mind, it's such an
advertisement!--partly because I can't control her yet, and partly
because I want to buy some stockings for mother, without getting out;
silk stockings, a long way past the knee; twenty-one pairs, so that
she can continue for three weeks, and then I'll get her some more."

Toni allowed her speculation to rest for a moment, sympathetically,
on Mrs. Martial ... who was a comfortable, staid little soul, who
would probably suffer much secret perturbation at thus having to
renounce her habit of warm woollen stockings, just now, at the
beginning of November, with the cold weather coming on.  And then
Colin pursued, flushed and radiant: "I'm going home; and there will
be nine little interviewers sitting on the fence, and they'll all
tumble off at my approach; and they'll ask me, first, if my fortunate
parents are alive?  So inquisitive, dear!  To which I reply: 'But
yes; one of each kind; making two in all!' ... And next, they'll want
to know if I've written a new play since yesterday, and what it's
about?  I did tell one of the last batch that I'd just written,
between dawn and daybreak, a charming little comedy called 'The
Gizzard of a Ptarmigan!'  And he said: 'Ah!  I see, a naval play!'
... Toni, what _could_ he have meant?"

"Try spelling 'naval' the other way....  No, sorry, Colin, I didn't
mean that!  Anyway, it doesn't quite meet the case!"

... They were very happy in each other's company, Toni and Colin, at
the present period of their good fortune; and loth to separate.  So
much was happening.  Colin's success, to which Toni had contributed
with her excellent "creations" for Lucilla Danby, was as yet fresh
and succulent.  It was success of a kind to amuse their
sophistication, and to thrill what was left of the child in them
both.  So now they lingered on, with nonsense for their
shuttlecock--Toni held her latchkey in her hand, Colin had one foot
already on the low step to the driver's seat.  And then a telegraph
boy came smartly round the corner, and was about to run up the steps
to the front door of Toni's house, when she stopped him:

"For me?  Goddard?"

"Yes'm."  He delivered an envelope, lighter than the usual orange.

Toni opened it, and read.

... She lifted her head a trifle higher than usual, as though she
were welcoming someone, but a mocking welcome, frosted with anger.
Her smile tantalised ... it was like the taste of almonds.

Colin was watching her intently: "Who is it from, Toni?"  Telegrams
were a commonplace in his life, of course; but he could see from
Toni's expression that this one had a special significance.

"Oh, nothing--no one!"  And Toni quoted: "'A man of no importance.'"

"Darling, Oscar Wilde's a leetle out of date.  I suppose it's from
Giles, to say he's coming back to you?  Isn't that too, too sweet of
him?"

"You're a quick guesser, Colin."  She handed him the telegram:

"Coming home at once.  Giles."

Colin tore it up, and threw the pieces into the mud, under a passing
motor-lorry.  "There!" he exclaimed.  "That'll save you doing it!
The cow!  Does he think you're waiting about for his convenience?
Give him delicate _hell_, Toni!"

"I'm going to," said Toni, briefly.  "I'm sorry you tore it up,
though, Colin.  It was a noble and romantic gesture, full of
friendship and all that; but I wanted to see when it was sent off,
and from where.  I've no idea, thanks to you, when to expect my lord
and hero."

"Look here," cried Colin, impetuously.  "Don't bother about Giles.
Why should you?  Come back home with me, now.  We'll have some dinner
together somewhere; and then, if you don't mind seeing the show
again----"

"I do," was Toni's heartfelt interruption.

"Oh well, drop in opposite, and see 'Who's From Hu-la-hu?' instead.
And after that we'll zip off in the car down to Market St. Dunstan's,
over Sunday.  Mummie loves having you about, you know.  We'll have a
perfectly innocent day of frolic, romping and picking buttercups and
tossing each other cowslip-balls, all in the green October country!
... Come along, Toni!" suddenly serious.  "Don't wait for Giles!
Don't be soft about it!"  Colin had bottled up his sentiments until
now, on the subject of Giles' desertion; but he had felt very hotly
about it; being a perfectly moral man.  But Toni shook her head, and
laughed.

"Thanks, Colin.  You're a darling.  Here, kiss me tenderly upon the
brow....  But I'd rather stay and cope with my husband.  I'm in a
temper, you see--the very devil of a temper, and I want to get rid of
it.  I've been wanting to get rid of it ever since last February.  It
would be a pity to waste all that good bad-temper.  So long!  You
won't get your stockings--it's Saturday."

Colin departed, with a few last injunctions as to the harsh treatment
of a defaulting husband--injunctions given not wholly in the wise and
tolerant spirit with which Mother Marjorie, for instance, advised
girls and young matrons, in the pages of _The Weekly Muffin_.  And
Toni let herself into the house.  The sitting-room was empty.  Susie
was probably upstairs in the nursery with the children; she was a
devoted and happy grandmother.

... Toni slipped off her furs, and stood looking down into the fire,
still with that mutinous smile twisting up the corners of her mouth,
that bitterness of anger in her blue eyes.  It had been unprofitable
work, being wrathful with a husband at the other end of nowhere; and
Toni, as far as she had been able, had shelved her emotions last
February, until she should once again meet Giles face to face.  She
had needed all her energies to devote to the business; to haul it
back again into prosperity from the perilous condition into which it
had sunk.  If she had then and at once given way to the pitiable role
of a broken-hearted wife, she could certainly not have been in Paris
the next day, as she urgently required to be, to collect her new
spring models.  So she had said nothing all that day; nothing even to
Helen; but had absorbed herself in "Toni's."  That evening, however,
she had allowed herself the luxury of thinking about Giles and about
Loraine ... but principally Giles; and all she would like to say to
him went raging through her brain....  She must tell someone!  She
must storm at someone!  Whom could she implicate in the
responsibility?  It was not a friend she required; certainly she
dreaded, most of all, her own family knowing....  "This, you see, is
what comes of marrying a stranger and a Goy!"--If they did not
actually say as much, she would perceive it in their silence, in
their hints and their sympathy....  (But they had said a good deal
more!)  Besides, even such remnants as were left to the family's
older generation would assemble and take counsel, and their tongues
would clack: "But vot is she going to _do_?  Surely, she vill do
something about it?  One cannot do _nossing_!  What is that poor Toni
going to _do_?" ... They would be too vehemently interested, too
curious, steaming with good counsel; firmly identifying their horror
and their grief with Toni's; Toni's with theirs.  How different from
the Goddards, with their nonchalant, athletic existence; each unit
self-contained, absorbed in some impersonal sport; not unsociable,
but not bothering about the others except in an off-hand,
good-humoured sort of way, when, by hazard, they met!

--Damn the Goddard point of view!  Suddenly Toni had felt goaded to
draw them into this; not to suffer their indifference for another
instant; to damage their taboo on tribal participation, by forcing
them to listen to all she had to say about Giles and what he had done
to her ... all the intimate, wounding things that they would shrink
from hearing!  Why should they be guarded?  If she had married into
Giles' family--why, hadn't Giles also married into hers?  If her
family must go through the shame and sorrow of seeing a Rakonitz
coolly abandoned, the Goddards should hear what a Rakonitz had to say
on the subject!  Damn and damn and _damn_!  They had got to help her!
They had got to stand by!  They had got to be warm and human, if she
chose that they should!  And if she chose to revert to type, to be
the orthodox young Israelite bride and wife and mother, wailing aloud
for her lost bridegroom, the husband who had forsaken her, the
callous father; if, in the time-hallowed fashion, she had retired to
her opulent bedroom, and, yielding up any effort of reticence, had
lain with dishevelled hair upon the bed, and wept; her mother and
aunts surrounding her, her babies tumbled picturesquely upon the
(rather too thick) carpet--all except the last babe, whom she would,
of course, clasp close to her (rather too exposed) bosom; if she
chose to call in the Goddards, the male Goddards, the Gentiles, to
play their parts in such a scene as this, natural to her
instincts--or to half of them: the Rakonitz, not the Lake,
half!--well, damn it again, only Giles would be to blame!  Let his
relations slang him if they liked!

--Toni imperiously rang up Jimmy Goddard at his club; sent a message
down to the card-room that Major Goddard was to come at once to his
daughter-in-law, in Regent's Park.

But when, less than twenty minutes later, Jimmy did walk in, Toni's
resolve suddenly stiffened into pride ... and then doubled up into
silent chuckling.  Poor little Jimmy was so obviously apprehensive!

Pride!--after all, she was not going to give way in front of a
Goddard; she could use their code as well as any of them.  "It simply
isn't done, Toni." ... She could hear Giles' voice saying it, in his
semi-mocking, indolent way, so that you could never tell how much he
meant, or how much he was laughing at you.  It simply wasn't done, to
flop into helplessness, to clamour shrilly for solace, unless your
last vitality were brought so low that surrender had no alternative.
As for the Goddards, if they preferred to remain exclusive and
outside human tragedy, let them remain there, for all Toni cared!  So
she welcomed Jimmy charmingly, and gave him a whisky-and-soda--as she
had done on their first meeting in 1921 on Richard's lawn; and she
told him that there were a few points in her business that were
perplexing her, in connection with the enlargement of the premises,
and--er--certain rights connected with drainage and frontal repairs;
she had wanted to consult Jimmy...

And James Goddard played up.  The hurried note he had received from
Giles, explaining about the future disposal of the income his father
allowed him, had told him more or less what was happening; nor was he
quite as unconcerned as Toni believed him.  He would have left her
alone, thinking she might prefer it; but directly he had received her
message, he had hastened along to her, prepared, if necessary, to
supply any natural demands for comfort, or to meet any natural storm
of indignation.  Toni's manner of meeting catastrophe both relieved
him, and with a jump, aroused his appreciation.  He played up to her,
remaining there for an hour or two; the business blind did not occupy
either of them for more than five minutes.  Thereafter, Jimmy
displayed the wildest high spirits--he insisted on being taught the
new French tango; pleaded for the gramophone to be turned on; called
for a bottle of champagne....  He and Toni would crack it between
them!  He treated her as though she were a party; himself like a
mountebank at the party; but a startlingly witty mountebank, with a
fastidious taste in the quality of his audience.  Only Toni was the
right companion to his hilarious mood, he conveyed ... Helping
her?--oh, certainly a Goddard was helping her through her bad hour,
but in how different a way from what she had anticipated.  Yet she
had felt, instantly, on his entrance, instead of the layers and
layers of unresponsive good form that she had expected from him, a
shock of warm contact and affection; his funny, wistful, light brown
eyes flickered over her slimness and the valorous carriage of her
small head, with an expression almost maternal in its tenderness....
Yes, she was glad she had chosen not to "behave badly," where Jimmy
was concerned.  She too, although she had always liked Jimmy, had
never felt quite so near to him as on this evening, when Giles was
not mentioned.

--Later on they talked of Giles, of course; but not that night.
Later on, when Toni came back from Paris.  Jimmy had found out from
Hanover Street when she was expected, and met her at the station.  It
was pleasant to see him there.  They discussed it all, then, over an
epicurean dinner at the Maison Basque, and a curiously close
friendship between them dated from then.  Jimmy was, as a matter of
solid fact, genuinely upset and disapproving over his son's
defalcation.  A rampant hedonist himself, deplorably waste ground in
his moral acreage, he yet, oddly enough, believed tenaciously in the
rules that he broke.  Giles should not have left Toni--and this
judgment was not passed in relation to the neighbours or to the
world: "Don't care a tinker's curse what people think!" said Jimmy.
"People?  Good Lord!  But the boy was wrong."  And Toni was right,
moreover, to lift her chin, and shake back her hair, and tell him to
go to hell, and not come back till morning....  No better way of
treating Giles.  He told her so, and she was glad of his support.
"They say I'm mad--and heartless.  And that I ought to _do_
something!"  "_Do_?  What can you do?  Go after him with a halter and
bells on it?  Sprinkle salt on his tail?  You go ahead and take no
notice, Toni, you impudent baggage!"  He shook her gently by the
shoulder--she was the stuff, his little daughter-in-law!--wrenched up
her face towards him and towards the light: "Don't fret, m'dear!" he
added.  "But you are fretting, of course you are.  _I'm_ no good, I
never am.  Come to 'No, No, Nanette' with me, to-night."  He would
hum "I want to _be_ happy, and I can't _be_ happy..." for weeks,
after that, nearly driving Toni out of her senses.  And then he took
her to "No, No, Nanette" again, because he said he felt so awfully in
touch with that fellow in it--the silly-ass one, the Joe Coyne part
... good-tempered chap, but always in hot water..."--till I've made
you happy too-oo!"

So, since last February, she had seen a lot of Jimmy.  He had been in
London most of the time, until July, when he had taken his three
grandchildren and their nurse back to Gloucestershire with him, and
Toni had managed to dash down for a couple of long week-ends, and
then for a whole ten days.  Jimmy, like Giles, was startlingly frank
on the subject of himself; the crust of conventionality which
surrounded his confidences was so thin that, as Toni had put it--"You
could walk right through, and make yourself at home inside."  He was
a queer little chap, Jimmy....  You thought of him as a "little
chap," and talked of him as a "funny little man," for all his six
foot of height, because when he wasn't there, it was in those terms
that you inevitably thought of him.  Gradually, from observance of
his ways and from what he told her, and from odd memories drawn at
random here and there from her own life with Giles, she found herself
reconstructing Nancy's life with Jimmy, as though it were still
capable of fascinating her as a spectacle.  In fact, Toni became fond
of Nancy, as of one who had inevitably gone through much the same
sort of trial as herself.

For Jimmy was, mainly, a hilarious clown.  Had Nancy realised that,
when she married him?  If not, it must have been a disconcerting
discovery, and not what you expected, when you allied yourself to the
only son of a line of Gloucestershire squires.  Besides, Jimmy was in
the Army--a subaltern in the Field Artillery, when she married him;
major, by the time he retired.

--Well, and were they all made to measure, even in the Army?  She
might have noticed the incipient clown in his face, had she
scrutinised it more than lovingly: wide, thin-lipped, laughing mouth,
that broke deep creases at either end of it, and left them there; his
eyes--not in the least like Giles' eyes, but light brown and
trustful; they flitted uneasily from face to face, as though pleading
for something withheld or forgotten--sad eyes; and again a clown's
freakish twist to the thin, light brows that lay so high above them;
and Jimmy's thick hair began to grow a long way back from his
forehead, and Jimmy's wiry body and limbs were a perpetual jumping
betrayal of his nervous system, screwed too tightly for his own ease
or anyone else's.  And yet Jimmy's audacities were uttered in the
perfectly orthodox gun-room-and-country-house voice; and Jimmy wore
completely orthodox gun-room-and-country-house clothes--except when
he was in London, when he again succumbed, as though by second
nature, to convention and the best tailors.  So that it was really
quite a little time before you could observe what a droll little man
he was....  Toni reflected that it must have been a shock to Nance,
when she first woke up to it.  She suspected that Nance preferred men
who were not oddities; but that, having a brave spirit, she
championed Jimmy, with all his behaviour thrown in, unweariedly, as
far as the outside world was concerned--the hunting set, and the
gentleman-farmer set, and the Army set; and that she went on
championing him until the day of her death; she went on championing
him, even to Jimmy himself, so that he was never sure how much he had
maddened her.  Toni was only sure of this: that the more unhappily he
suspected it, the more surely he did himself in.  Terrified of losing
Nance, he set about the job of alienating her and irritating her, so
deliberately as to suggest either that there was indeed an insane
streak in his composition, or that he felt so unsafe in his power to
keep her, that he had to keep on and on testing the slender silver
cord, testing it with weight and unexpected strain: "There, will it
stand _that_? ... will it stand that much?" ... So that was how Jimmy
had acquired his anxious look, pleading to be reassured.

If he had only given up philandering!  Toni would have been able to
tell him that, had she been a friend of theirs: friend to him, and
friend to Nance.  For of course she knew all that Nance didn't tell
Jimmy, about it; they were precisely the things that she didn't tell
Giles....  But Jimmy was worse than Giles; more blatant, noisier,
less philosophic.  His philandering meant even less; but oh! the
hurly-burly, the bustle, the terrifically over-elaborated illusions
that he created all about and around them!  "He doesn't mean a word
of it," Toni told Nance; the Nance who had so mysteriously become
alive, and her contemporary.  "Nancy dear, don't you see?  He's
hopeless, of course, and he makes one's head ache and I wish to
heaven he'd stop being the-life-and-soul-of-the-party.  But--oh, you
must understand, Nance, a noisy man is often terrifically
inarticulate----"

And Nance was no fool: she did understand; but she couldn't be
bothered to keep on understanding; she became tired; and this, to
her, was synonymous with defiance: she pretended not to care a kick
of a horse's hoof for him, any longer; pretended to laugh at his
shout and whirlwind of infidelity; pretended, even, to believe in it.
Toni could have sworn that Nance did not really believe in it, not
for a moment--you couldn't, if you were as intelligent as Giles'
mother must have been!  It was all a part of the buffoon Jimmy, the
popular Jimmy, the ninety-times-forgiven-by-his-wife Jimmy ... who
didn't exist at all, but was terrified of vacancy or uncertainty
about himself.  The clown and the philanderer at least he knew well,
and could fill in the outlines, and create a huge uproar about it
all....  And Toni saw all this, scene after scene: the
breakfast-table; dressing for a party; after the party, on the way
home....  She saw it as a plot, which develops from mist into
pictures, and then slowly dissolves again, in a fade-out at the
cinema, when they want the audience to know what had happened twenty
and thirty years before the modern story.  She supposed that she and
Giles were the story, Jimmy and Nance the fade-out.  Jimmy, during
the last eight months, had talked to her about Nance for hours, as
though every time he had just come away from a row with her; or from
her amused, but wholly detached, silences.  He could talk about his
love for Nance to Toni; but she had no illusion that it was only to
her, because they had become such good friends, that he could talk
about it; and only because it had all happened so long ago....  She
was quite convinced that during Nance's lifetime, and to every casual
stranger who had passed half an hour in their house, Jimmy had
equally unburdened himself, in his queer, trustful sort of fashion,
about his love for his wife, and his own many faults, and so
forth....  And there was Nancy, out in the garden with the other
visitors, knowing quite well what Jimmy was doing; and he, gabbling
on and on, would know equally well that she knew what he was doing,
and despairingly recognise her disdain.  But he was wound up to it,
and had to go on....  "Oh, Jimmy, you're _dreadful_!" cried Toni,
wringing her hands helplessly, for she could do nothing any more;
Jimmy was such a darling, she would so gladly have helped him; but
she was his daughter-in-law; and Nancy had died when she was
thirty-two, Toni's own age----

It was all twenty years ago!

Nance had been worn out by the hopeless, needless burlesque of an
uncontrollable passion-for-Nancy which Jimmy had kicked up at the
wrong times, with an exaggerated frenzy; again to conceal, for some
peculiar Jimmyish reason, his real but different love for
Nance.--"Yes, but look here," Toni argued, exasperated--for how could
you throw up a shield in front of this foolish man, when every time
he seized it and flung it away, exposing himself anew--"even the
things that you could have impressed her with--you do them as though
you were in a circus ring, with a sort of pretence clumsiness.  And
lots of people wouldn't even know that you have to do a thing
frightfully well, before you can even begin to pretend that you are
doing it like a clown.  What's it all _for_, Jimmy?  In Heaven's
name, what's it all for?  What's the sense in it?"  And Jimmy
grinned, and answered: "Oh, it raises a laugh, you know; it raises a
laugh!" ...

Well, thank goodness she had not been their contemporary, and a
friend to both.  She could hardly have borne to watch it.  She could
hardly bear to watch it, even now, when one of the couple was below
grass and beyond caring, and the other in his middle fifties; she
could hardly bear to watch it as it came through in fragments from
the broken past, fragments that Jimmy told her, and what her
imagination told her, and what her memories of Giles told her.
Perhaps, after all, if she had had the chance to speak all these
wisdoms her fancy dictated, separately, to Nancy and to Jimmy, no
help would have come of it.  Perhaps, after all, she had better keep
to her own job with her own man.  Had she not married the son of
Jimmy and Nance, and herself made an unholy mess of it?  Had she not
Giles to cope with, who was coming back, perhaps to-night, perhaps
to-morrow?  Giles, who was at once easier and more difficult than
Jimmy; not so boisterous; not so transparent; the Great War in his
system, and the more indolent code of the generation after Jimmy's;
Giles, who had kissed Aimée instead of a barmaid, because barmaids
were out-of-date; and who told his wife more than ever Jimmy had told
his, maybe because marriage mattered less....  "And I don't believe,"
murmured Toni, finding it difficult to abandon the parallel, and to
think of her parents-in-law with the usual bored respect of a
daughter-in-law, "I don't believe that Jimmy would have left Nance in
the lurch."

The clock chimed seven....  Colin was a nuisance----  Why had he torn
up the telegram, and chucked the pieces into the road?  Thanks to his
loyal impetuosity, she did not even know from where Giles had sent it
off; he might have been already at Calais; he might walk in, now, at
any moment.  What would she say to a husband who thought he could
come back whenever he pleased, just by announcing himself?  It was
rather brave of him, Toni thought, to risk it; in his place, having
done what he had done, and knowing Toni, she would most assuredly
have stopped away, out of range.  For this was no meek and sorrowing
wife whom he had abandoned!--But she was glad, all the same, how
glad! that she was going to see him again----  Glad, glad....  She
could hardly hear what was going on in the outside world, for the
heavy thumping of her heart, and for her exultant gladness, and for
her anger with the man who so coolly and so kindly had announced that
he was coming home....  Damn his condescension!  And if you were not
of the class that could heave half a brick when emotion failed to
express itself convincingly in words, what was the alternative
welcome? ... Toni could no longer sit still, nor stand gazing into
the fire.  She tramped up and down the room, her head bent, her
light, graceful, swinging walk a comical and unconscious burlesque of
what a man's heavier tramp would have been under the same
circumstances.  There had hardly been time, last February, for her to
give way to all the fierce, hot resentment that was now bursting up
from within her.  She had been due in Paris, the next day; and then
an overwhelming amount of work; and--in that perverse way that
fortune sometimes twitches at your sleeve--a record season.  All
through March, April, and May, the reputation of "Toni's" had leapt,
like a chamois, up the steep slopes from humiliation to renewed
successes.  Fresh premises, fresh capital, fresh blood, the
combination of these only needed good luck, and--"By God, we had it
too!" Toni recollected, still amazed at the way the business had
responded, after its years of slow growth, and its further years of
slow disintegration, to the strong team-work of herself and Miss
Thompson and Helen Czelovar.  Old clients came blandly back again, as
though, indeed, they had never bought their clothes elsewhere; new
clients, considerably impressed by Toni's designs, spread abroad the
tidings that this was the place at which to order--say, half a dozen
afternoon and evening dresses.  In July, Toni was able to slacken her
efforts a little, and recuperate in Gloucestershire; and she snatched
another long week-end in the middle of September, after the
International Dress Exhibition which had kept her frantically busy.
Now and then she had heard from Giles, and carelessly had scribbled a
few lines in answer, telling him how the children were....

She made no comment when she heard that they had gone to Vienna,
Giles and Loraine.  Vienna!--and Toni had longed to go there, more
than to any other city in the world!  Toni's own Vienna, though she
had never yet set foot in it.  She had desired all the intoxication
of starting out for it, at last, with a man whom she loved; and on
that night of their party in the studio, the night of the torches
flaming through the snow--and the night, incidentally, when she had
first met Loraine--it had flitted through her mind that she would go
with Giles ... that she would prefer to go with Giles, had she the
choice of all other men....  Strange, for she had not married him for
love! ... But they would go soon, quite soon....  So Toni had
thought, in the midst of her good time.  Yet somehow it had been put
off and put off: Paul, and then Antony, were born; her freedom was
cramped with engagements; Toni was so popular, and Giles was so
popular; and they had taken the new house--oh, all sorts of things!
Presently, and quite soon, they would go to Vienna.  And now he had
gone with Loraine....  Toni saved that up, too, for and if ever she
met Giles face to face again ...

Giles might be here at any moment.

Val's wire, with its amazing news, arrived early in September, tossed
into the bustle and hurly-burly of preparations for the Dress
Exhibition: "Giles and Loraine turned up here last night--calmly
propose to stay--what do you want me to do about it?"  And Toni,
still wearing her debonair attitude, like a cap with a feather
jauntily stuck in it, had swaggered back her telegram in reply: "God
bless the happy couple--Toni."

Toni thought no more about them.  Or--very nearly she thought no more
about them.  The order to dress Lucilla Danby for Colin's play had
rushed in on her, next, crowding out everything else.  Lucilla Danby
had always liked Toni, and admired her; now she was able to give the
firm its chance.  She let her have a free hand in building the
costumes.  Great fun, those weeks before the production of "She Burnt
Her Boats."  In a way, Toni enjoyed them more than she had relished
anything during the years of her good time.  For she was using her
creative power, her organising ability; and a good time was thrown in
gratis, as a mere extra.  She and Colin and Lucilla were a
triumvirate; as it turned out, a triumphant triumvirate: for--damn
Giles!--here was the first night of "She Burnt Her Boats"; and along
her own line, Toni and "Toni's" had arrived, as surely as Colin.
Lucilla, of course, had arrived years ago; success was nothing new to
her; but she was very proud of the children, as she nicknamed Colin
and Toni.  Her remarks to Colin on Loraine's habits of kidnapping
were caustic to a degree; and Colin had replied with his own
unflattering opinion of Giles' desertion.  Toni had guessed at their
loyal attitude....  But what did Giles and Loraine matter?  "She
Burnt Her Boats" was good for a year's run, at least; and she had
been given orders to dress three other important productions for the
autumn and winter.

--And now, to-night or to-morrow, Giles was coming back.  Quarrelled
with Loraine?  Perhaps.  Quarrelled with Loraine, so coming back to
Toni!  Or perhaps Loraine was fed up with him, and Toni can't be fed
up with him because she's his wife!  Right!  Let him come quickly,
while Toni's blood is at its present heat, while Toni's eyes are
gleaming, scornful blue under level brows.  Let him come now!

--And, as though she had been overheard, a sharp ring pealed through
the hall, followed by a heavy knock.  Toni stood rigid and
motionless.  She could not remember if Giles had ever knocked and
rung like this; of course, he had always had his key.  If this were
Giles---God! would Quimper never answer the door?--then Giles was in
an imperious mood.  All the better for the teaching!  She always
preferred to attack where she found resistance.

The front door was opened; she listened tensely, but still she could
only hear the drumming in her own ears...

Then the clamour and confusion of her senses were stilled as though
by a miracle; and everything seen, everything heard, took on clear,
distinct edges.  Quimper brought in a telegram.  Not Giles
himself--yet; but this would have been sent off from a nearer stage
on his journey home.  Would she have to endure another night's
waiting?  She had waited for eight months, to let loose her anger.
But she felt she could not endure another night.

"There will be no answer, Quimper," said Toni, before she even opened
the envelope.  She did not want Quimper there, watching her; she was
afraid she might look too glad ... Although, of course, she was not
glad, unless you could be glad and angry at the same time.  But
Quimper had gone now, and Toni could read the message.  It had
arrived only just one hour after the last one.  He could not have
journeyed much further in an hour.

But he had journeyed a great deal further....  She read: "Come at
once--Giles had hæmorrhage--dangerously ill--Loraine."




CHAPTER II

--"Mummie!" cried Babs, flying into the room.  "Here's a ninkpot for
you.  I made it!"  She thrust the object into Toni's unresisting
hands.  It was cardboard and plasticine and tin-tacks and burnt-out
matches; it wouldn't hold ink; and it was, moreover, the fourteenth
inkpot of its kind that Babs had presented her with, during the last
three days!  Susie had also received a great many inkpots, and so had
all the servants.  Babs ran them up in five minutes; and expected,
each time, the same outburst of gratitude, surprise and enthusiasm as
when the first inkpot had been bestowed upon the first recipient.
Even Quimper was growing weary of inkpots.

--"It's a ninkpot, Mummie!" Babs cried again, quivering with
excitement.  "I made it myself, and now I'll make you another!"

Toni stared at the gift.  A plasticine and cardboard inkpot happened
to be among the last things she could desire or use, considering the
circumstances.

... Not a moment to spare, now, for her children.  But in Toni's
swimming, twilit mind, in which all thought seemed dim and submerged,
glided slowly this conviction: that as she had neglected her family
and her business, for a "good time"; and neglected Giles, for her
family and the business, so one day she would have to pay for
neglecting the children; even as now, in the peril of losing Giles;
even as last year, in the collapse of "Toni's"; and before that, in
the reproach of Aunt Eugène's death.  You were not let off from
payment, ever.  And while you were busy catching up with one bill,
another was presented, with destiny's most ironic bow....  The
thought gaped at her blindly, like a fish from its aqueous depths ...
then vanished again.

--Suddenly the numbness passed.  Toni regained command of her
energies.  She sent Babs dashing away to fetch Susie; she rang for
Quimper; she told Quimper to look up trains and boats; she scribbled
a telegram to San Goffredo, to be telephoned through to the Post
Office, saying that she was starting at once.  Briefly, and without
cadging for comfort--no time for that!--she related to Susie what had
happened; begged her to superintend the packing of whatever emergency
hand-luggage might be necessary for her to take out with her, to
Italy.  She wrote a few lines to Helen, handing over the direction of
"Toni's," indefinitely.  Then, the telephone being free again, she
rang up Jimmy's Club, and succeeded in getting hold of him.  Had it
not been for the outbreak of foot-and-mouth disease in
Gloucestershire, Jimmy would have been down there, hunting.

It was impossible to tell the effect of her tidings upon him; but he
promised to come round at once.

"Your train is from Victoria--nine-ten, Madam," said Quimper, in
melting accents, the only sympathy his sense of good form permitted.
"You will be wanting something strengthening to eat at once, Madam.
I will tell Mrs. Quimper."

Toni nodded.  Then she looked at the clock again.  Last time she had
looked it was to wonder when Giles might be expected to appear over
there, in the doorway.  Her mind fretted over the space between
Regent's Park and Villa Bel Respiro on the Mediterranean....  She saw
the strip of land that was still England; then the strip of sea; then
the great slab of France that must be crossed; then delay in
Paris--her impatience struggled vainly against the idea of that three
hours in Paris!--and then more France; and a long, torturing journey
in and out of tunnels, beside the sea, stopping at every sun-scorched
Riviera resort; Ventimiglia--more waiting!--no, she could get a car
there--would it be any quicker, though?  You can't fight space, you
can't fight it!  You just have to conquer it, inch by inch.  And
others of her family were out there with Giles: Loraine and Val and
Aunt Elsa; and she, to whom it mattered most--she _did_ care so
desperately!--must cross all that land and sea before she could get
to him....  "And I haven't seen him for eight months," thought Toni.
It occurred to her that she might fly to him--fly as far as Paris, at
all events--but she dismissed that again: the wind was high; she
could hear the hurl of it against the windows; she could not risk an
accident; Giles might be wanting her....  And that, while it lasted,
was soothing as some cool and precious ointment,--the idea that Giles
might be wanting her.  She did not know if people talked after a
hæmorrhage, or were unconscious.  Would he have been able to say:
"Send for Toni!"?  Or was she merely sent for as a formality, because
she was the wife?  Again she went to the telephone, gave the number
of the doctor who usually attended them.  Funny, how she was able to
remember his 'phone number, and all the other numbers she had needed!
Usually she was obliged to look them up; usually her memory refused
to retain 'phone numbers.  But to-night they jumped into her mind
just when she wanted them, sharply, in black and white, like little
crotchets and quavers.  The Doctor was in, too; trivial things were
going right; it must mean, then, mustn't it, that the big things
would go right, as well?  She asked him about hæmorrhage, and he gave
her all the information she desired.  Susie, at her elbow, prompted
her to ask, furthermore: "And ought I to take out anything, any sort
of drugs, or whatever might be wanted for nursing, that they wouldn't
be likely to have in a small, Italian village?"  Again, the Doctor
was helpful; and the nurse from St. Olaf's was sent flying round to
the nearest chemist's.  Toni went upstairs, and changed into her warm
travelling things.  It seemed to her that she was doing everything
too quickly....  She wanted to cram time full to bursting, with none
left over, before the nine-ten left Victoria.  She went down again to
the sitting-room; she could not bear to stop with the children; and,
anyhow, Susie was putting them to bed.  She began to pace the room
again, as she had done while waiting for Giles to give him his dose
of "delicate hell," as Colin had put it.  Supper was brought in, and
she nibbled some food, absently, while still on the move.  She was
too feverish to sit down.  Her foot struck some obstacle on the
carpet.  It was the inkpot Babs had made for her.  Toni picked it up
and fondled it, laughing tenderly....  How absurdly things happened:
"Hæmorrhage, dangerously ill"--"Mummie, here's a ninkpot.  I made it
for you..."  Her laughter began to shake nearer to tears....  "I
won't cry!" muttered Toni.  "I'm--I'm damned if I will!  Look here,
I'll tell myself this: if I cry, it's a sign that I won't get
there--in time....  That'll keep me from it!"  And indeed, she did
not dare cry, having once fixed this penalty in her mind, as a
deterrent----  For this was Toni's funny way of managing herself.

... Giles, Giles!--Ah, here was Jimmy!  "He might have come before;
he couldn't have hurried," she thought, resentfully.  "Those Goddards
don't care what happens to each other....  I suppose he had to finish
his billiards or his bridge, or whatever it was!"  And then realised
it was still not yet eight o'clock.  She had ordered the car for
eight-forty, to drive to the station.  She opened the front door,
herself, to Jimmy.  It was too painful to wait in the sitting-room,
while he was admitted by Quimper.  "These Goddards don't care----"

But to-night, at least, they would not be likely to turn on the
gramophone and drink Lanson 1914, as in February, last time she had
urgently sent for her father-in-law.

... "_Jimmy!_"  The first sight of his face was a shock, even in the
wan and blowy light of the porch.  Bridge?--Billiards?--Why--but
Jimmy had grown old; his skin was dry like parchment; the lines on
his face were drawn deep and tight.  Gun-room-and-country-house?
Gentiles indifferent to each other?--Toni was suddenly ashamed.
Would she never come to the end of realising her arrogant mistakes?
It was plain to her, in that one moment of revelation at the open
front door, that Goddard cared for this son of his, as agonisingly as
any parent of Israel could have cared; fatherhood was not a Jewish
monopoly....  And here, once again, was David mourning for Absalom.

Toni, who had rather wanted to be supported, braced herself again to
support the male in trouble.

... "He'll die!" exclaimed Jimmy, to comfort her.  "Of course he'll
die!  The other two are no good--Reg, Freddie.  Blasted prig Reginald
always was; and Freddie simply a waster like his father.  A damned
healthy fellow like I am, goes on living all right.  Toni, darling!
My dear child! ... But Giles was the only decent one.
Hæmorrhage--it's always fatal, always!"

Toni had had enough.  She spun round on him, and: "Go to hell!" she
snapped: "and stop making an exhibition of yourself!  It won't do,
Jimmy!  I won't have it!"

Her father-in-law floundered for a moment; then, among his incoherent
emotions, regained some sort of a footing.  "Sorry, old girl!" he
said.  "That's what I wanted--a slosh between the eyes.  You've got
fifty times my pluck; most women have, nowadays," he finished,
ruefully.  But Toni knew that his Army record, though brief, had held
a recommendation for the D.S.O. for service during the Boer War; his
first campaign, and, he thought, his last, for he retired almost
directly afterwards.  But 1914 fetched him out again.

In silence, she mixed him a stiff whisky-and-soda.  All her
outstanding associations with Jimmy were connected with mixing him
whiskies-and-sodas!  ...

"That's better!  When does our train leave, Toni?"

So he was coming along, too?  Well, of course, it was obvious, now,
how he loved Giles....  Toni wondered whether Giles had concealed, in
the same idiotic way, an equally fervent affection for his father.
Probably; she seemed to remember now....

"Nine-ten.  Can you come off like this, just as you are, Jimmy?"

"Why not?" he queried, simply.  "I say, Toni, we're not exactly going
to enjoy that journey, you know."

"I know, Jimmy.  I know."

"You're not fed up with the boy, still?"

It occurred to her that Jimmy knew nothing of the first telegram she
had received, and was still ignorant that Giles had announced his
home-coming, and that Toni had been preparing a reception for him.
Oh well, what did it matter?  It was not worth the telling.  "No,
Jimmy, not an atom fed up.  Of course I'm not.  We'll have it out
together, Giles and I," she continued, steadily, "when he's better."

"You think he'll pull round, eh?"

Heavens!  How dependent he was; his eyes more than ever like some sad
little clown's.  "Oh, he'll pull round----"  But then she rejected
that ... After all, Jimmy was no baby.  "Loraine said: 'Dangerously
ill,' in her telegram.  We might as well stop giving each other
syrup, Jimmy."

Jimmy declared, cantankerously: "That gassing may be at the bottom of
it--that gassing he had in '17.  It left a weak spot.  You never
know, you never know!  People ought to die in order, one after the
other.  I don't want to see my son die.  Why should I?  I'm
twenty-six years older than he is.  I don't want to go on living!"

"Rot!" said Toni, relapsing into the schoolgirl.  "You love life,
Jimmy, you know you do!"  And it was true: Goddard was fond of horses
and hunting; fond of wine and food; fond of laughing, and the sound
of his own voice; fond of vapid, pretty, tantalising little
ladies--girlie-girlies would have been the term for them while he was
still a young man; fond of reading--an unexpected trait, this; fond
of the town and the country--yes, Jimmy loved life; even his fits of
rue and remorse had a queer relish to them; but above all things, he
was fond of company: he would leave an empty paradise for a convivial
purgatory, any day of the week!

"Oh, I know I'm keen on things," admitted poor Jimmy, woefully, "and
they're not big, noble things, either.  I just like to enjoy
myself--why, I'd got three little Bits out of 'Who's from Hu-la-hu?'
having supper with me to-night.  Sumptuous little Bits!"--he began to
wax enthusiastic ... and then suddenly remembered----  "And there you
are, you see!  I oughtn't to be supping with Bits, at my age.  I
ought to be thinking of Heaven, or working for the Empire.  I can't
help it.  I wanted to die when Nance died.  And if Giles dies----"

Toni groped round despairingly for something to divert Jimmy from his
obstinate partiality for the word "die"; she simply could not endure
listening to it for another ticking twenty minutes.--Babs'
inkpot!--"Your eldest grandchild made this"; with rather a shaky
laugh, she held it out to him.  "We've been deluged with them lately;
Babs' latest craze.  I wonder what put it into her head?  She's not
an author's daughter, so it can't be hereditary."

"Babs isn't my eldest grandchild, confound it!" grumbled Goddard.
"Reggie's brats----" he came to a dead halt.  "Oh God!" he exclaimed;
and if he had been broken before, he was now appalled,
horror-stricken.

"What is it, Jimmy?  What is it?"  Was he seeing ghosts?  Could it be
that Giles----? ... Toni cast one shuddering look over her shoulder
in the direction where Jimmy was blankly staring.  Nothing--nothing
there.

"That Will," groaned Jimmy Goddard; "that infernal Will!"

Toni could not understand.  "We ought to be starting in a minute or
two," she reminded him.  "What Will?"

Her father-in-law's face had inexplicably hardened; there was an
irritated rasp in his voice as he explained to her--forgetting
"Toni's"--in the way that men of his type explain business to women
of inferior mental capacity: "If anything happens to Giles now," he
said, briefly, "I can't leave a brass halfpenny to you and your
children; it'll have to go, every penny of it, to Reggie or Fred, or
both.  The Lord knows I don't want to leave them anything," he added,
getting more and more irascible at the look of wonder in Toni's
eyes--for she had thought Jimmy disliked his eldest son pretty
thoroughly--"Giles was to have had it all--you know that, and he
knows it--the whole bag-of-tricks--it's close on a
hundred-and-twenty-thousand pounds.  I can't touch the capital.  I've
only got Power of Appointment to leave it among my children--that's
where Hell comes in.--Oh, confound it, Toni, don't gape at me!  It's
as clear as anything."

"I know," said Toni, coldly, "but I'm rather stupid this evening, so--

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, little girl.  But Giles' kids, you
know....  I'm fond of 'em; cheery little beggars!  I don't like
Reggie's two, and if Fred had any, they'd be worse: he's a bad hat,
Fred; and crooked into the bargain.  I'm a long way from being a
saint myself, but I won't stand for any of Fred's transactions; I'm
ashamed of them, and that's a fact.  No, it'll have to be Reggie.
You see, Toni," much more gently, "all the income we're living on
now, I and Giles and you and the kids, it was all settled on Nance by
her people; the old man was infernally rich, and Nance was the only
child.  By the terms of the settlement, if she died before I did, I
could use the income, and bequeath the capital among her children and
mine; but not away from them; not to their children."

"Oh, but surely----" Toni began, "that wouldn't be leaving it away
from Giles, if it were to Babs and Paul and Antony?"  She couldn't
fight for herself, when it was a question of inheritance; but she
could, for Babs and Paul and Antony; she had always believed that
they, at least, would be secure.  This was panic of a new kind
creeping in....

"I know it's the same thing!  I know it's the same thing!  But you
can't alter legal provisions.  I can lump the money as I like,
provided it doesn't go away from Reggie and Giles and Fred.  I can
divide it equally, or leave it all to one, or cut it up between two
of them, leaving out the third.  Well, Reggie's got plenty, more than
he wants; he's an acute business man, Reggie; never parts from a
penny if he can help it.  Fred's done himself in, long ago.  It was
all going to Giles; of course it was; we're--we're good friends,
Giles and I, though we don't make a song and dance about it; but if
Giles dies like this, before me, I'm helpless; if the children were
starving in the future, I'd be helpless."

"It isn't fair!" Toni cried wildly.  She was fast held in the grip of
her bitterest dread....  Toni had known poverty; it was no vague
outline to her; she had dragged through it for years; she could
recite its dingiest details: being poor and ill; being poor and
envious; being poor and tired; being poor and having to stick to
uncongenial work; being poor in ugly surroundings; being poor and
frightened....  Oh, Toni knew! being poor and bitter; poor and out of
it--yes, even down to the last line of the chant: poor and hungry.
Toni knew!  Well, that was all long ago; no need to rake it all up in
her mind.  But--not for Babs!  She couldn't bear it for Babs, and the
other two; she had thought them safe; she had thought, by marrying
into Goddard territory, she had struck gold, unearned increment....
However hard-up they would be temporarily, there was _money behind_;
that was the glorious feeling: you leant up against it, like a
bulwark; it kept the cold winds off, like a mountain; all that bulk
of their grandfather's money, it was bound to come to them some day:
not money that was being earned, bit by bit; and which depended
precariously on toil or hazard; but money there, there and
waiting!--The children were all right!

And now....  But Jimmy was scrutinising her, a queer gleam under his
lids that were like wrinkled leather....  He was even smiling a
little....  Toni was aware that she had betrayed herself to him, as
she had not done when Giles had left her; nor even when she heard
that Giles was dangerously ill.  She was scared, and for a moment she
let Jimmy see it; dead scared....  "Oh, Jimmy!  I didn't mean--it was
just--I've been horribly hard-up, you know.  It isn't much fun, but I
shouldn't mind it again for me alone," she gasped, incoherently.
"Oh, Jimmy, please, please--_do_ something!"  She had flung out her
hands, in the first realisation of what her father-in-law had been
explaining to her; and he had seized them.  His grasp was warm and
kind; firm, too.  Goddard had changed in the last few minutes.  If
Toni had been free to notice it, she might have said that he had
acquired dignity.

"The car's there," he said.  "We ought to be starting, Toni dear; and
free your mind of all this Will business.  Giles may recover, you
know.  That woman, your cousin--what's her name?--Loraine--she's
probably a scaremonger; and anyway, nobody's poor and starving yet.
Your income goes on just the same, you see--what you and Giles have
always had, the two thousand per annum.  I wish to God I could make
it more, or lay by a thousand or two every year--I'm probably good
for another twenty years yet--but I'm so damnably in debt myself.  I
don't know how I do it, but I always am.  There's an overdraft of
more than seven thousand pounds at my Bank, on guarantees of income;
so that I'm tied up everywhere, don't you see?  But never mind, don't
worry, Toni, don't worry....  Come along now!"

Susie had appeared, and Quimper; and the next few moments were sucked
under in the vortex of urgent departure--Susie's last comforting
words, whispered with Toni in her arms----  Quimper's heartfelt: "And
we do hope, Mrs. Quimper and me, Madam, that you will find the master
better; and please send for me if you want help in bringing him back
here from Those Places Abroad."

All this had given Toni no time for reflection; and even during the
twenty minutes when she and Jimmy sat silent in the car, driven by a
chauffeur from the garage, between Regent's Park and Victoria, the
immediate urgency of getting along, getting along, passing that
lorry, getting along, cutting through that jam of traffic before the
policeman stopped them, getting along, was all that really
mattered....  Getting along!  Suppose they missed their train!
Suppose she did not catch the boat to-night!  What a fool she had
been, wasting time; actually talking to Jimmy placidly, as though
they had not got to cross half London--or so it seemed to her--in
twenty flying minutes!

But the chances of traffic were kind, for once.  They drew up at the
portals of Victoria Continental platform as the clock boomed nine;
and she had no luggage to fuss about, only the one suitcase.  It was
after Jimmy had been to buy the tickets, and met her again at the
entrance to the platform itself, that he dealt her yet another shock:

"Toni, my dear, I hope you don't mind, but I won't see you further
than this.  I was coming down as far as Dover, you know, to put you
on the boat; but really, I don't see what good I could do.  I'm a
depressing sort of fellow, and when I think of poor Giles...  You'll
be all right, won't you?"

"But weren't you----?" Toni began, blankly.  They found a first-class
carriage, fortunately nearly empty, and Jimmy helped her into it,
settled her rug over her knees, placed the suit-case in the rack, and
gave her her little book of tickets.

... She had been absolutely sure that he had intended to travel right
out to San Goffredo with her.  Why, he had taken it for granted, and
so had she.  His favourite son was dangerously ill.  Surely there had
been no question of just seeing her off, whether from Victoria or
from Dover?--or had she misunderstood, when he talked of "starting
soon" and "when does our train go?"

"I'd be no good out there," repeated Jimmy, guessing her thoughts.
Perhaps she had looked at him reproachfully; Toni hoped not, for she
could see he was suffering, under his bravado of making this into
quite an ordinary parting for an ordinary journey.  "Not a bit of
good; I'd get in the way; men always do, you know, over illness.
Nance used to say I was hopeless if anyone was ill.  Keep me posted
about the boy, won't you?"  And then he added, as though to insist
that he had never contemplated accompanying her further than Dover:
"You'll get a porter all right, you know, who will put you on the
boat.  Used to travelling, aren't you?  I shouldn't have been much
good.  We'd have only sat staring at each other for the next two
hours.  By Jove!  I could do with a whisky-and-soda.  Shall I get you
one, Toni?--No time, though; they're going to blow the whistle.  Oh,
you've got your brandy-flask well filled.  I'd take a good pull if I
were you.  Good-bye, my dear little girl!  Buck up!"  And Jimmy
added, earnestly: "Take a _good_ pull at the brandy!..." as he jumped
off the step, and the train moved slowly forward and away from him...




CHAPTER III

Toni tried hard, as the train gathered speed and pulled her out into
the dark fields and through light-pricked villages, not to think
about Giles--at least, not about Giles ill, dangerously ill; but to
think about Giles well.  But--was it any better?--Dangerously well,
that was how she kept on remembering him; dancing; how marvellously
Giles had danced!  Ragging her; and she had relished his manner of
teasing; it was witty and never crude; ready to recoil, as though at
the nervous end of a spring, if it were near hurting her; Giles
exchanging swift, racy nonsense with Colin; Giles sunnily shelving
his "business" responsibilities, to play in a Rugger match:--"You
take on the blooming clients to-day, Murray!"  Giles giving way to
extravagance in the ordering of a dinner, totally unrepentant over
the bills.

And then, their last scene together: Giles angry, and--dangerously
well: "Thank you for sparing me, Toni..."

She moved restlessly in her seat.  Still, she was nearer to Giles
than she had been--was it a quarter of an hour ago?  Yes, it must be
at least a quarter of an hour or twenty minutes.  She looked at her
watch; nearer to Giles?  Yes, she had won a victory over three
minutes, no more.

"I wish Jimmy could have come with me," sighed Toni, feeling small
and thin and desolate.

But had Giles been so desperately well as she had always confidently
supposed him?  Jimmy had talked of poison gas; yes, she knew he had
been gassed some time back, in the War; but he had said he was cured;
that it never bothered him, and was not likely ever to bother him
again.  She dwelt on the bare facts of the telegram: "Hæmorrhage";
but that sounded like lungs, tuberculosis.  She struggled to recall,
for minute inspection, that period of years which she had let slip by
so carelessly.  Sifting them through the mind, she became less and
less sure that Giles had been altogether fit; surely he had been
over-excited, restless, never still?  Was that not in itself a sign
of illness?  "Toni mustn't be over-excited"--the old phrase!  But she
was so much stronger now; she had been well looked after; even the
last strenuous eight months had not robbed her of the health she had
acquired during her four years of being married to Giles; but, of
course, like all people who were materially well looked after, she
had lapsed into callous inattention over others.  Perhaps it ought to
have been "Giles mustn't be over-excited"?  She had neglected him, in
her conceited determination not to be a hopeless sort of wife--the
eternally vigilant gaoler; she had neglected him.  What did she
remember of Giles, during the last year or two?  Nothing, except that
he had been rather going the pace: late hours, dancing, drinking, hot
rooms, all the usual paraphernalia.  Occasionally she had laughed: "I
think you're mad, Giles!"--at one of his hectic, unreasonable moods
in which he would talk and talk...  "Entertaining bloke, young
Goddard!" their pals had said.  Ill?  Of course he had been ill!  But
now he was dangerously ill.  And as for loafing?--the conviction
struggled up, through layers of self-imposed plausibilities, that she
must have _liked_ a husband who loafed, who merely played at
business; she must have encouraged it, in order to keep him
subordinate.  The young matriarch had been taking no risks....
Otherwise, how easy it would have been, for a woman of her
irresistible energy, to have insisted on some sort of persistent
achievement from her husband.  For four years she had countenanced
his loafing; why?  Was it wholly normal for her to have refrained
from at least suggesting that he should work? ... The subterranean
instinct, inherited from her grandmother, Anastasia Rakonitz, and
from Anastasia's grandmother--yes, Toni owned it now!--this instinct
had enjoyed Giles' manifest inferiority, his lack of leadership....
"Keep him there!--it's safer...."  It was her fault--Toni added
remorse to her load of anxiety; and having thus considerably
increased the weight, she looked again at her watch....  Another
seven minutes gone; that was better!  They were licking up time, now.
Perhaps if she could manage to attach her thoughts on to a wheel that
did not bring Giles round with every rotation, they would lick it up
faster still.

So she began to think of Jimmy--Jimmy's face as she had first seen it
in the porch: Why--he loves Giles!  Jimmy explaining to her
impatiently about Power of Appointment, that fatal restraint on the
disposition of his wealth: "If Giles should die, I'm helpless; if the
children were starving, I'd be helpless."  Toni shuddered....  Oh
please, God, was there nothing nice to think of?  Nothing in the
future, or the present, or the past? ... Jimmy saying: "I'm not
coming any further with you, Toni."  Toni frowned....  That was
queer, you know; she could have sworn that he had meant to come out
to San Goffredo, at first, and then had suddenly changed his mind.
But why?  Because Jimmy loves Giles....  And there the wheel began to
turn again, clicking at three points, round and round and round:
"Jimmy loves Giles"--"If Giles should die, I'd be helpless"--"I'm not
coming any further with you, Toni." ... And so, following each other
automatically, in this sequence and to this rhythm, so that she could
not tell any more which was the first and which was the last of the
revolving three, they began to connect: "I'm not coming any further
with you, Toni"--"Jimmy loves Giles"--"If Giles should die, I'd be
helpless."

... But was there indeed any connection?  Was it because Goddard
loved his son--for if Toni had been persuaded of anything, she had
been persuaded of that!--that he refused to go out to him when he was
dangerously ill at San Goffredo?  That did not make sense, surely?
Things had to make sense ...

The wheels galloped on and on, and time was passing quicker than ever
now, for Toni actually, and at last, had forgotten to hunt down the
minutes, and had let them fly by of themselves.

... It didn't make sense--unless--unless that third point that was
bothering her, eluding her, helped her in some way to give it sense.

... Power of Appointment among his children only.  Toni was a
business woman, and she had taken in the legal import of this, better
than Jimmy, in his overwrought state, had imagined.  The practical
side of her brain, cool and competent, and used to technicalities
connected with money, had fully assimilated the position Jimmy was
in; and it was still with the practical side of her brain--her
emotions for a little while mercifully in abeyance--that she began to
consider whether indeed there existed no way out of it?  Whether
Goddard, who had loved only Giles among his three sons, would be
forced to leave every penny of the capital from which he drew his
income, away from Giles' children, to the two remaining sons for whom
he cared rather less than nothing?

The terms of the settlement laid no restrictions, apparently, on the
money, once it had passed from James Goddard, to Reginald or Giles or
Fred.  Reginald, Giles or Fred could bequeath it as they pleased.  If
Jimmy had died before Giles, and Giles had inherited the money, the
children would be all right, whatever happened.  A hundred and twenty
thousand pounds: Giles could leave it to them, but Jimmy could not.
Jimmy loved Giles.  So if only Jimmy had died first...

The wheel in Toni's brain revolved once--and stopped.  It had clicked
and bitten on the third cog at last!  With a cry, she sprang up,
swaying, from her seat.  The two other passengers in the carriage
stared at her in dumb surprise.  "I've got to go back for something,"
Toni stammered.  Still they stared.  She sank down again ...

Jimmy was going to kill himself.  Her intuition had leapt to it, at
exactly the same second as her business faculties had told her that
there was absolutely nothing else for him to do, if he wanted to make
the future secure for Babs and Paul and Antony, Giles' children.  He
had probably always looked on it as a matter of course that he should
die before his son; naturally, being twenty-six years older....
Fathers, surely, died before their sons!  But now, Giles was
dangerously ill; and if Jimmy wanted to die first, so that,
anticipating him, he could, by a few hours, leave his money to a
living Giles, then he would have to take the matter out of God's
hands and see to it himself....  "I won't go any further with you,
Toni.  I'd be no good, you know!"--Yes, no doubt but that he had
meant to come out to San Goffredo; he had changed his mind ...

Toni was trembling: "I'll have to go back," she told herself.  "I'll
have to go back."  How was she to bear sitting still, the train
carrying her further and further from Jimmy, standing there on the
platform, as she had last seen him.  When she had jumped up in the
rocking carriage, it had been with the crazy idea that if she jumped
through the door flung open, he might still be there, just outside,
with that funny grin twisting his mouth, and the kind look in his
eyes.  It was strange, but between that moment, and when, half an
hour before, she had given way to fear, and Jimmy had looked at her
and taken her hands, and had said: "It'll be all right, Toni"--she
had felt, as never before, protected; an encounter with warmth and
reassurance, as though at last she had encountered, not a pretty
illusion of strength, but strength itself: a man who would see to
things, and get things done for her.

How funny!--Jimmy.

Jimmy!--But he was not there any more....  She was half-way to Dover
now; more than half-way.  Jimmy would not just stand there on the
platform, after the train had departed.  He would have gone ... to
see to things.

"I can't go back, I can't!" Toni pleaded.  "I must go on to
Giles!"--Supposing Giles were hammering out time, minute by minute,
just as she was doing; longing for her, asking all time when Toni
might be expected, if Toni were not here yet?

With every atom of her will, and keeping her muscles tense as though
she were actually using physical force, she pushed the train forward.
No question about it, she must go on to Giles.  He was her husband.

And--no question about it, she would have to go back to Jimmy.  She
would have to prevent this suicide, if she could.  Had she not
betrayed cowardice when he had told her about Power of Appointment,
had she not shown him her deadly fear that her children might have to
go through the poverty she had tasted herself ... But you had to pay
for being a coward, even for a few minutes!  She would have to pay,
now, by getting out at Dover, and going straight back to London,
instead of crossing the Channel and travelling on and on, until she
reached Giles at the other end of her quest.

Jimmy loved Giles; well then, Giles loved Jimmy--that was simple
enough!--so anyhow, even if she reached San Goffredo in time, she
would not dare confront Giles with that news to tell him: "Jimmy's
dead; he's shot himself" ... for, of course, that was how he meant to
do it.  Army men always thought of a revolver first; it seemed more
friendly to them.  "Yes, Giles, I knew; I guessed.  No, I didn't do
my best to stop him; I had to come on to you.  I wanted to be with
you, Giles.  They told me you were dangerously ill, so I couldn't
stop and turn back, not after I'd started, could I?"  Giles would not
see the force of that pleading.  It was powerful, but not powerful
enough.  She would have to go back.  You see, Giles was surrounded by
people, nursing him, knowing his peril, doing their best: Aunt Elsa,
Val, Loraine....  A swiftly remembered picture, here, of Loraine
taking a fish-bone out of Babs' throat....  Loraine could be trusted
in an emergency; she was at her best when people were ill; and though
that made it, in a way, almost unbearable to Toni, the knowledge
that, from the practical point of view, Loraine could do as much as
she could do herself for Giles, and was doing it, doing it all the
time--yet nobody was fighting death for Jimmy, because nobody knew
how close to his shoulder death stood; nobody except Toni, who had
guessed.

The train was pounding towards Dover fast enough, now, thundering
along, swallowing time, swallowing space--oh yes, now, when it was no
good, when every yard covered she would have to cover again, when she
reached the harbour where the steamer waited, and took the next train
back to London.

If only she might become unconscious, and be carried on to the boat
and come round again to find herself just drawing up to the French
shore.  "Oh, don't be an ass, Toni!" wearily; "even then, you'd have
to take the next boat back from Calais, and what good would that do
you?" ... "_Why_ need I?  I want to get to Giles.  He's ill,
dangerously ill.  He may be wanting me.  I can't fail Giles." ...
"You've got to stop Jimmy; at least you've got to try.  Giles will
understand." ... "But he doesn't _know_; he'll think it's because he
left me, that I've refused to come out to him now!"--And that was a
new thought, and the sharpest pang of all.  Surely, having thought of
that, she might now be allowed to go on?  Jimmy was a darling; she
was awfully fond of old Jimmy; but he wasn't her husband, and--after
all, she was only guessing....  What a fool she would look, had it
never entered Jimmy's head to perform any such quixotic and heroic
act as was being put to his credit by Toni's inflated imagination!

Toni was still fighting it out, when the train drew up at Dover quay.
She sat silent, while a porter, presupposing her orders, seized the
suit-case and the rug, and carried them off towards the gangway.  She
saw the dark shape of the Channel steamer lurching slightly against
the sky.  People who were in a hurry to secure their deck-chairs,
jostled and scampered past her....

"See you on the boat, Miss; my number's forty-eight."  And Toni let
him go.

"Show your passports!  Passport, please!" ... It was her turn now.

"I'm not crossing to-night," said Toni.  And disengaging herself from
the block of passengers, she walked back towards the train platforms,
and enquired of an official when the next train went to Victoria.  He
pointed:

"Starting almost at once, Miss.  You'd better hurry!  Got any
luggage?"

Toni's lips were sternly set, but she smiled, then: "No, no
luggage!"--and sprang into the last carriage of the express, just as
the whistle sounded and the guard dropped his flag.

She supposed that her suit-case, labelled carefully with Val's
address at San Goffredo, would reach there before her.

* * * * * * *

Victoria again.  And just after half-past twelve.

"Drive to Berkeley Mansions, Mount Street," said Toni, to the driver
of the first taxi on the rank; "as fast as you can."  But she did not
really fear that she would be too late to hold Jimmy back from the
purpose she had divined in him.  She did not believe that she would
be a second too early, either.  The nightmare journey of the last two
hours, by so much more nightmare than her parallel journey in the
nine-ten from Victoria to Dover, in that it was rushing her
relentlessly away from Giles instead of towards him, had all the same
not tortured her with that worst nightmare of all: apprehension lest
her sacrifice should prove futile; lest for nothing she should be
robbing Giles of the hours that ought to have been claimed by him
alone: Jimmy dead at one end, Giles at the other....  Toni
oscillating, fruitlessly, between the two....  Too late for Jimmy,
and then too late for Giles....  No, it could not be as bad as that.
Jimmy would have needed time, time to--what was that cliché that men
always used at this juncture?--to wind up his affairs.  Probably,
being a light-hearted man, he would never have bothered, until now,
to make the will in which Giles was to figure as his sole legatee.
As the taxi rushed through the emptying streets, Toni pictured
herself walking straight into Jimmy's library....  He is standing
with his back towards her; near the desk; absorbed ... too absorbed
to look round....  But here she is, at the eleventh hour and the
fifty-ninth minute!  Here she is, thank God, with presence of mind
enough to dash across the room and jerk up his arm as he lifts it, so
that the bullet flies harmlessly over their heads.

... Toni was oddly obsessed by the certainty that it must happen like
that, and in no other way; the traditions of film melodrama had
hypnotically fixed her tired imagination: "To the Rescue of a
Suicide!" ... Thus the captions flickered, black on a pallid screen:
"Toni Arrives in the Nick of Time!" ... Nick?  They always said
"nick"--What was time's nick? ... Neck, you silly!--that's the
phrase!--"A Neck-to-neck Race with Time" ... "She got it in the neck"
... nick? ... neck?  Oh, I don't know, I'm nearly done ... Got it in
the neck....  It doesn't matter, though....  Only don't let me be too
late for Jimmy....  Don't let me be too late for Giles....  "God,
God," prayed Toni, "give me a hand! ... help me to be in time at both
ends..."

And then the taxi stopped with a jolt and a jarring of brakes, in
front of the block of flats.  Toni leapt out, handed the driver a
crumpled note, and swung up the outer steps.  The sleepy night-porter
asked her if she wanted the lift.  She shook her head; it was easier
to run; supposing the lift broke down?  Her legs could not break
down; easier to run; she could run quicker than almost any other girl
she knew; she could run like a boy....  And here she was on the third
floor, her fingers thrust on to the bell----  That wasn't a revolver
shot, was it?--that ominous crash inside? ... Not as cruelly near as
that!  And it didn't sound like a revolver shot.  Where was Robson,
Jimmy's man?  Why didn't Robson open to her?  Another ghastly
thought: it was quite likely that Jimmy, on some pretext, had sent
Robson out, not wanting to be interrupted, while he----  And then
nobody would admit her, ever, for Jimmy couldn't do it, after ... In
a crumpled heap across the desk, and then rolling backwards on to the
floor...

She would stand here for ever, clamouring.

Again Toni jabbed a frantic finger on to the bell.  At the same
instant the door was opened:

--"Good Heavens!" exclaimed Robson, his round, rosy face for once
aghast at the sight of Toni.  "It's Mrs. Giles!"  But Toni went past
him as though he were not there; she was intent; blind and deaf to
all except the little pictures snapshotted on to her brain: Jimmy's
set white face as he raised his arm, the revolver in his hand,
pointing towards him--Toni arriving ... inevitably ... just in the
nick of time----

She threw open the door of the dining-room, which led into the
library...

Shrieks of laughter poured out, stunning her like a blow; floods of
light; three girls and Jimmy round a littered supper-table; laughter
and bon-bons whizzing; and the thin smash of splintered glass.  One
of the girls, the one in gold and green, was lying with her head on
Jimmy's shoulder, weeping happy, hysterical tears of champagne and
eye-black!  Jimmy's tie was dishevelled, his head was flung back, his
eyes half-closed; his mouth--on the contrary--was wide open; that was
because his other two guests were trying to aim _marron-glacés_ into
the cavity, and noisily betting on points.

--"Oi!  My stars!  Who's this?" cried the shrill and friendly voice
belonging to the girl tightly sheathed in purple.  She had caught
sight of Toni in the open doorway.

And then Jimmy, too, saw her.




CHAPTER IV

When Jimmy Goddard turned away from sight of Toni's departing train
at Victoria, and strolled back towards the barrier, he was feeling
extraordinarily cheerful, and eased of his former burden of misery
regarding Giles.  Funny, he reflected, how little the thought
mattered, that your son was going to die, if you were going to nip
along, too, and, with a bit of luck, get there before him ... if
"there" existed.  That showed, didn't it, that mourning for the dead
and all that sort of thing was just perishing selfishness, because
you, yourself, on earth, couldn't bear to do without 'em?  He found
himself whistling as he hailed a taxi--interrupted his tune for a
moment to give the address of his flat in Mount Street--then sprawled
back easily into the seat, and tried to think solemn thoughts about
death.

... No good!  It couldn't be done!  Somehow the right sort of
thinking dangled, in a glazed and inaccessible frame, just out of
reach of his brain.  But he hoped to be able to get off some rather
hefty stuff in the mental line while he was actually loading his
revolver.  For the present--he felt so absolutely ordinary!  It had
always been the same, even during the War: however close to the guns,
he could never get away from that everyday sort of feeling--not
exactly unconcern, not braver than anyone else, or fearing death
less, or anything in that line; but he had always imagined that there
must exist a state of spiritual calm or spiritual flame
or--or--transcendental exaltation, that visited other fellows when
death was imminent, and, Jimmy would have tried to explain, made a
difference!  _He_ never felt different; not even now, when, of his
own allowance of life, another three hours was all he had, quite
definitely and without escape.

Jimmy knew exactly what he had to do.  He could, on occasions, put in
some thoroughly efficient staff-work; and this was An
Occasion--certainly it was! ... He grinned cheerfully at Robson, his
man, as he passed him in the hall:

"I've got some important 'phone calls.  Don't want to be
interrupted," and then went on into the library.

Carrington first; Sir William Carrington, of Harley Street.
Carrington was a well-known brain specialist.  That was all to the
good, because he happened to be quite a close personal friend of
Goddard's, and belonged to the same club--in fact, they had been
playing bridge at the same table, to-night, when Toni's 'phone call
had come through ... Lord!  It wasn't much more than two hours ago!
Carrington would probably be there still.

And presently Jimmy was speaking to him:

"Do you get what I want, old man? ... Yes, you'd be doing me an
immense favour....  You see my point, don't you? ... I've been called
away; got to leave for the Continent to-morrow morning, latest.  I
want to make my Will first; ought to have done it years ago.  If you
and my own G.P. will witness it for me....  Buzz along here as
quickly as you can, won't you? ... Only I'm rather anxious that both
my witnesses should be doctors, because there may be a question, do
you see, if anything should happen to me, of the Will being
contested.  My youngest son is a bad hat....  No, of course I never
told you!  Why should I?  A man doesn't walk about his club saying:
'My youngest son is a bad hat!'  They'd sling him out as a
first-class bore if he did....  What I mean to say is, he'll be
pretty sick at being cut out of it, disinherited and all that ...
Yes, by proving me insane when I made it; most of my family find it
damned easy to believe me insane, any old time!  But if you were to
put me through an examination first, before witnessing my signature:
test my mental balance....  Yes--'How many fingers am I holding
up?'--that sort of thing! ... Yes....  Yes....  You've hit it in one!
... Well, look here, I won't stop.  Don't let me down, now you see
how the land lies, will you? ... I must try and get hold of my
solicitor now....  I'm most infernally grateful to you, Carrington;
frightfully dud show for you, toddling round to witness Wills at this
time of night, but I don't want to leave it until I come back from
abroad....  Cheerio!  See you presently."

His solicitor, he found at home.  To him, too, he explained the
situation, more or less as he had explained it to Carrington; with
this slight advantage, that old Thurloe-Dale had attended to the
affairs of the Goddard family for a good many years.  He had, in
fact, begun his career down at Walsbury, the nearest town to Jimmy's
place in Gloucestershire; so that there was no need to tell him that
young Fred Goddard was a bad hat--Thurloe-Dale knew it well!--or how
he, Jimmy, was placed with regard to the disposal of his capital:

"Power of Appointment among your children only?  Yes, yes, yes, I
remember....  You're going abroad to-morrow morning, eh? ... Well,
it's short notice for a Will, you know; but it's just like you,
Goddard," he grumbled; "you want it all drawn up, signed, and
witnessed in about five minutes, and then a whisky-and-soda and
that's the end of it!  I don't approve of this hustling age! ... Come
now, Goddard, be reasonable: give me your instructions quietly,
to-night; and when you come back, next month, you can sign your Will,
then.  I'll have it ready."

"Ah, but I mayn't be coming back next month.  And I won't be bullied
into being leisurely and dignified, when I'm trying to hustle like a
perishing Yank!"

"But you're not a Yank," protested Thurloe-Dale, from the other end.
"Still, I suppose you young chaps have got to be humoured."  For
James Goddard was a full three years his junior.  "And there were,
certainly, too many train accidents in France this last summer!
You'll be travelling through France, I suppose?"

"I suppose so," echoed Goddard, without revealing more of his
destination.  "And I don't intend to give Fred a loophole to upset
the Will, if anything should happen to me....  Thanks, old man.
You're a sport.  I believe I've still got a bottle of Kressman's '65
in the cellar, to reward you ... You old devil!  I can hear you
melting like a torrent in the spring!" ... And he just heard
Thurloe-Dale's answering chuckle, before he hung up the receiver.

Dr. Lang, the general practitioner who had attended the Goddard
family whenever they had been in London, for the last twenty years or
so, proved also available for that evening's consultation.

Then Jimmy rang for Robson, and gave orders for the '65 Cognac to be
brought up.  With some vague connection with Wills floating about in
his mind, he asked, furthermore, if there were plenty of sealing-wax
in the house.

"Sealing-wax, Sir?" doubtfully.  "Red sealing-wax?"

"Yes--no--I don't know.  Fine old mulberry red is what I want, I
expect, but we'd better wait until Mr. Thurloe-Dale turns up.  I'm
expecting Mr. Thurloe-Dale and two other gentlemen almost at once,
Robson.  When they arrive, bring them straight in here."

... And now there was nothing much more to do, except wait.  His
service revolver was in the drawer of his desk.  "I suppose the best
way is to put it into my mouth and bite on it," muttered Jimmy....
Hm--he didn't like that idea much, now it came to detail.  Well, it
couldn't be helped ...  Poor little Toni!--she always looked such a
scrap--a beautifully dressed scrap--he had appreciated Toni's
clothes, the trim and jaunty cut of her, whenever he had taken her
out; and their outings had been pretty plentiful since last February.
No follow-my-leader about Toni; she led the fashion, and other women
meekly accepted her innovations.  Plucky kid, Toni!  Giles ought not
to have left her like that.  Still, she had acted in the only
possible way, taking no notice, and seeming not to care, however much
her family had screamed at her.  But then, families always screamed.
He could understand Giles, too....  There had been times in his own
married life, when Nance had conveyed to him, in that detached way so
typical of her, that he was really nothing much except a buffoon, and
that she could, if necessary, get on perfectly well without him--why
not?  And it was true too, damn it!  She could.  If that was how Toni
had treated Giles--disdainful, careless, and a little weary, too--no
wonder his son had bunked.

His son! ... but he had never been in the least like a father; he had
never believed he could be a father; it had always remained a matter
for polite incredulity: fatherhood was ridiculous, not for other men,
but for himself; or was it that he was too ridiculous for fatherhood?
Perhaps!  But still, Giles meant more to him than all the rest of the
world, even if not from a paternal angle.  And when that rather neat
dodge for circumventing the Power of Appointment clause had shot into
his brain, the relief, afterwards, had been as though Giles were a
friend, the closest of his friends, who had stood in need of a
tenner; and he, most luckily, had found one in his pocket, and had
been able to fork it out.

Giles' children would be all right, now; or at least, if not now, in
a couple of hours or so, if only Giles could hold out that long and a
bit longer, at the other end.  That had got to be risked.  He had
seen the telegram: "Hæmorrhage--dangerously ill," sent off from San
Goffredo at 5.32 p.m.  If Giles could hang on for another six hours,
after that had been sent off--they didn't say "dying," they said
"dangerously ill"--Jimmy thought he ought to get the whole business
over by half-past eleven, providing the two doctors and old
Thurloe-Dale didn't keep him waiting too long....  Damn it!  Surely
Giles could do his share, and manage to keep alive till midnight,
considering his children's whole future and a hundred-and-twenty
thousand pounds depended on Jimmy getting into Heaven first.

Lord!  How scared Toni had looked when he had let out about the
disposal of the money.  He had never seen Toni looking scared,
before; that was one of the things he had admired her for, her grit.
She could have had no idea of course, until then, that losing Giles,
also lost her children their chance of inheriting from their
grandfather.  A fantastic business, like something out of a Gilbert
and Sullivan opera!  Poor kid, she said she had known what it was to
be hard up....  He had never realised that; bless her, she had
splashed money about as though she had had it all her life!  Still
there was something to be scared about; for, of course, she was not
really making any sort of an income that counted, out of selling
pretty clothes; women never paid for their clothes, so where were the
profits?

No hope, not an earthly, that whenever he pegged out, Reggie would do
anything for her, or for Babs, Paul and Antony.  Hard and avaricious
and pleased with himself, that was Reggie.  His father remembered
how, years ago, when Fred had been on the very brink of making a
disastrous marriage, Reginald had stated then that Fred need never
hope for the slightest support from him, for he didn't consider
himself responsible for shoddy relations acquired through his
brother's follies.

... Jimmy sighed, fidgeted, lit another cigar....  Yes, it was the
only way, the way he had suddenly thought of, when Toni had begged
him so piteously to do something.  The only way ... he had forgotten
that Sydney Carton had ever spoken these words; and certainly he
still felt far from any heroic tableau: sacrifice on the scaffold.
His mood was still confoundedly ordinary; regretful of all the good
wine he was leaving behind ... why the hell hadn't he drunk that
Château Lafite '75, before now?  Toni could appreciate good wine;
he'd leave his cellar to Toni.  Poor little girl, with that foul
journey to do alone!--"Wish I could have gone with her.  Hope to God
she'll find him still alive!" ...

Giles, his son.

--Where the devil were Thurloe-Dale and Carrington and Lang?  He had
asked them to hurry....  Jimmy went over to the desk; took his
revolver out of the drawer, just to make sure....  He couldn't risk
any more delay, afterwards.  Yes, nothing wrong with it; plenty of
ammunition....  But he was rather pale, as he closed the drawer and
walked back to the fire again.  Not much fun, after all, in cold
blood....  "Shall I get drunk?" thought Jimmy; then rejected the
notion.  "I'm not going out of it, drunk!"--The front door bell rang.
Carrington and Dr. Lang; they had met on the stairs.  A few minutes
later, Thurloe-Dale arrived.

"Can you make yourselves comfortable, here in the dining-room, for a
few moments?" asked Goddard, apologetically, of the two Harley Street
men.  For Thurloe-Dale had said he would want him alone for a short
conference, in the library; to indicate what he wanted set down in
his last Will and Testament.  It was perfectly simple, really:
everything to his son Giles, and the date.  But still,
lawyers!--"Whisky for these gentlemen, Robson; cigars; and see to the
fire."

By eleven o'clock, the required medical tests had been applied,
Jimmy's sanity duly established, and the document was drawn up,
sealed, and witnessed by the two doctors.  Goddard heaved a sigh of
relief.  He hoped fervently that they would not protract their visit
much longer, forcing him to hospitality over the '65 Grande
Champagne.  You couldn't turn 'em out, of course, after they had
bothered to come round.  And besides ... Jimmy chid himself,
severely, for a funk! ... he could not help hoping, even while he
chafed at the delay, that they might stay with him--well, say for
another ten minutes yet.

"Well," grunted Thurloe-Dale, heaving himself out of his chair, with
a reluctant sigh, a little later, "that's good stuff you've given us,
Goddard; but then I always say you keep good brandy and bad port!
I've got to be going; late hours don't suit me.  No, no," shaking his
head, "they leave out a palate for port, nowadays, when they create a
gentleman."

His host laughed.  "Now what am I to answer to that?  You've praised
my brandy; you've insulted the port I suppose I brought out last time
you came to dinner; you've put me down as one of the younger
generation just left the Shop; and, on top of all that, you call me a
gentleman!"

Dr. Carrington and Dr. Lang had also risen to go, murmuring something
about special cases, and operations the next day.  Still laughing and
arguing, mellow with the evening's proceedings--an evening pleasantly
connected with safe and durable things like property, legal
testaments and good old wine--the four men sauntered out into the
hall.  Goddard, with a queer, dream-like feeling upon him, tried to
realise that in another few moments he would voluntarily have
exchanged all these comfortable voices, cordial handshakes, future
dinner and bridge appointments, for chill silences ...

As he rang for Robson to help them into their coats, another door
bell rang simultaneously; the front door bell.

"Late visitors!" chuckled Carrington.  "Ah, Goddard, you should have
got rid of us sooner, you know, you ruffian!"

"Lord!" exclaimed Jimmy, aghast, at this waggish jolt to his memory.
"I'd clean forgotten!"  Yes, there they were, the three sumptuous
little Bits out of "Who's from Hu-la-hu?" ... crowding past Robson
into the hall; chattering, giggling, enveloping the elderly men with
wisps and whiffs of perfume, tickling furs, floating trails of scarf
... the whole atmosphere of Revue.

--"Oh well, give us a kiss, now you _are_ here," spoke a resigned
Jimmy.  "Give us three kisses!"

"Well, I'm damned!" exclaimed Thurloe-Dale.

--Peals of protest from the Bits: "I like that!  'Now you _are_
here,' indeed!  And who invited us?  Who swanked about champagne?
Perhaps you think we've no other boys?--You're a low swindler, Jimmy!
Give me back that diamond ring you gave me!  Shouldn't be surprised
if he hadn't got any fizz!" ... The Bits had shed their cloaks, by
now, and slashed the sombre hall with their vivid colours:
green-and-gold, flame-and-gold, dull purple wound about by a Spanish
shawl.

"Don't rag him, girls!" piped the flame-and-gold Bit.  "He's not so
bad; don't you see he's got in some of his pals to meet us?  Jimmy
knows there's not enough of him to go round!--Girls are hungry, these
days!  Introduce us to our supper partners, Jimmy, won't you?  What
are you standing there pulling faces for?  I like the one you began
with best, the one you call your own!"

Goddard was wondering what to do, and how best to get rid of them.
Should he ask Carrington and Lang and Thurloe-Dale to take them along
to the Watering-Pot, or somewhere like that, promising to follow
himself, shortly?  It would do that old dug-out Thurloe-Dale a lot of
good, to be seen with a Bit at the Watering-Pot! ... And then,
suddenly, at a chance touch from a soft childish white arm against
his cheek--that was the green-and-gold Bit!--he yielded.  After all,
why not have supper and a spot of fun, for the last time?  An hour or
two wouldn't make much difference.  The last supper-party--he'd
always enjoyed parties; and these three darlings were specially
sumptuous!  No, let Thurloe-Dale and Carrington find their own Bits
and take them to a night club!  Why should they have Jimmy's?  If he
couldn't, as he had hoped, experience spiritual uplift during the
half-hour before his death, that sensation of light bursting through
thin glass--then he might as well have champagne and caviare, with
three of the chorus out of "Who's from Hu-la-hu?" as an informal
wind-up!  Another hour or two--Giles could hang out for another hour
or two!  Giles had always been a considerate bloke, where his
father's pleasures were concerned!

So Jimmy gave a few orders to Robson, with regard to the catering
department.

Meanwhile Carrington, with mock propriety, was explaining to the
lovely trio how, in point of fact, though there was nothing he and
his two companions would have appreciated better than to be their
supper partners, yet, alas!--they had not been invited!  "Nor does it
look as though there were any hope of it.  The truth is, my dears,
that when Goddard has got some dull, prosy work on hand--for
instance, having his Will drawn up and witnessed--he sends for the
dull, prosy professional men who do it; but when the real
entertainment starts--obviously, we left five minutes too late, or
you arrived five minutes too early!"

Thurloe-Dale favoured Jimmy with one mute but eloquent glance, but
his graceless client had no excuses to make.  "You're a sad dog, I'm
afraid," Thurloe-Dale grunted, in the vernacular of his day.

Carrington offered him a lift in his car; and with a few more
drolleries, rather too heavy for the occasion, the three professional
men took their leave.

"Well," twanged the violet Bit, with the Spanish shawl and the
scarlet poinsettias, "these old dug-outs do rather overload the
_soufflé_, don't they?"

* * * * * * *

... And it was the same Bit in violet with the poinsettias, who
exclaimed, after the fifth champagne cork had been drawn and added to
the stereotyped litter on the supper-table: "Oi!  My stars!  Who's
this?"

"She looks as though she'd come to the wrong flat!" the
flame-and-gold Bit commented, hilariously.

Jimmy turned his head with difficulty, for he was rather tightly
strangled by the sleepy, gurgling embraces of the third and last Bit,
flung across his shoulder like a decoration; and, moreover, a
_marron-glacé_, flung by one of the others, had just slipped, whole,
down his throat!

He turned his head towards the doorway.

--Toni stood there, wrapped in her long fawn and brown check
travelling-coat, her face ghost-white above the dark fur collar; her
eyes heavy, and shadowed underneath.  She was looking straight at
Jimmy...




CHAPTER V

--"Daughter-in-law?" chirped the liveliest of the Bits, when Jimmy
had made it tolerably clear to them that Toni need not be regarded as
a rival in the Bit profession.  "Well, we _are_ full of domesticity
and what-not, to-night!  Would you believe it, dear, that when we
turned up, the hall was a seething mass of old family lawyers and
well-preserved doctors ... every one of them past the age of consent!"

"And fairly dripping with red seals and documents and hearty good
advice to our Jimmy!" chimed in the flame-and-gold Bit.

... Old family lawyers?  Doctors?  Red seals and documents?

Toni turned and looked at Jimmy.  He slid back an uneasy, sideways
glance, before he recklessly plunged anew into a babble of jokes and
amorous patter, suitable to the entertainments of his guests.

But Toni understood, now.  The shock of finding the incredible
supper-party in progress had at first driven all the blood away from
her heart.  And when her father-in-law had spun her into a chair,
insisting that she should join them, drink champagne, eat fragments
of _mousse au jambon_ and salmon pie and what was left of the
_pâté-de-foie-gras_, it had appeared to her a cruelty surpassing all
callous treatment she had ever yet encountered or even dreamt of.
Could he really have forgotten Giles?  Or really have supposed that
she could forget?

Jimmy's slightly tumbled wits took a few seconds to recover from
Toni's entrance, and from her dazed and faltering explanation of
having "missed the train"--("But I saw her go off in it--or didn't
I?")--But almost at once he realised that whatever he had seen or not
seen, she was nearly done, done and dropping, and must be made to
drink and eat.  He seized hilarity as a pretext....  Toni could
hardly contain herself for shame of him; but she swallowed the
champagne, in sips, and then greedily; and hating Jimmy, resenting
his noisy fatuous hospitality, she ate some of what he was so
lavishly and untidily piling upon her plate, and gradually felt
better....  But that one look which passed between them, was
enlightenment enough.  It left very little for either to guess.  All
that mattered now, was speedily getting rid of the Bits.
Speedily?--It took Jimmy nearly two hours.

* * * * * * *

When he came back from the hall, he found Toni standing up, literally
with her back to the wall.  She had often given battle in her life,
but she knew that this was likely to be her hardest.

"Now!" said Jimmy.

Toni was glad of the champagne he had forced her to drink....  "No!"
she replied.  "Not now, nor at any other time.  I won't have it,
Jimmy!"

"Look here--why did you come back?  You'd no right to come back.  You
ought to be on your way out to Giles."

"I guessed what you were going to do," said Toni, simply.

"Well, you should have gone on all the quicker, then.  _I_ don't want
anyone to sew the shroud."

"There ain't goin' to be no shroud," said a very grim Toni.  "I've
told you I won't have it, Jimmy!"

"My dear kid, be sensible!  There really is no other way.  I'm no
good alive, am I, except to myself?  I give myself a rattling good
time, certainly I do, but nobody will be the worse for it when I'm
dead, except me, and I shan't know; and you and Giles and the
children will be a damned sight better for it.  You say you're a
business woman, Toni.  Be sensible!"

"My children," said Toni, with slow emphasis, "are not going to live
on suicide's money.  It'll do them no good.  The idea's horrible!"

"Rank sentimentalism!" argued Goddard, lighting a cigar.  "In a few
years, by the time they're old enough to understand anything, they'll
know they've got a hundred-and-twenty-thousand quid between them and
the world, and it'll take a lot of suicide to blot out the rosiness
of a hundred-and-twenty thousand pounds!  Take it from me, little
girl, the kids won't mind.  'Dear old Grandpa!'  That's what they'll
say: '_Dear_ old Grandpa!'"

"Perhaps the kids won't mind, Jimmy.  The point is, that I mind for
them."

"Sentimentalism!" said Jimmy again.  "All women are sentimentalists,
bless 'em!"

Toni's temper blew up and scattered: "Damn you, Jimmy!--don't throw
_all women_ at me!  And damn you for giving me trouble and bringing
me back like this, when I wanted to go on!  And damn you for making
me argue when I'm tired!  Supposing I'd found you dead?"

"You'd have fainted."

"I shouldn't."

"All right.  We'll see.  At least, _you'll_ see....  I won't.  But I
trust you to play fair and tell me if you did or didn't, if there's
an after-life or any ethereal gadgets of that sort.  Though I must
say----"

"Theological discussion is frightfully fascinating, of course.  But I
didn't travel the whole way back from Dover, to discuss whether
there's an after-life.  Truly I didn't."

"I've still to hear why you did?"

"Guilt.  You wouldn't have----  It was because I'd been a coward for
a minute or two, wasn't it?  And you hadn't the sense to see it _was_
only for a minute?  Don't talk to me about being a sentimentalist!
Just because I said I was afraid for the children, that they might be
poor....  Of course I was afraid; every mother worth her salt would
be, especially knowing the hell of being poor.  But I'd have pulled
myself together----  Good Lord!  Can't I work?  Haven't I worked
before?  My business is doing well; I can develop it; it'll do
better.  Can't I work?  You're just being officious, thrusting in
with your great lump of capital that nobody wants.  I tell you,
Jimmy," said Toni, steadying down, "I can manage, even if Giles
dies,"--and she was able to say this now, aloud, without flinching,
as she had said it so often in her thoughts--"even if Giles dies, I
can manage."

Goddard, in his turn, began to get angry.  No man, however
unsensationally he may have contemplated a sacrifice, enjoys hearing
it alluded to as an officious piece of meddling.  "You'd better
understand that I wasn't thinking of you at all, Toni.  Only of the
three youngsters.  So it's no good being bombastic and blowing up
like this, and saying what you'll accept, and what you won't accept."

"They're my youngsters."

"And my son's."

"He left them..." whispered Toni.

"And I'm leaving them--all I've got.  As for being officious--I
didn't invite you to my party to-night, did I?  You just walked in.
That's officious!"

Toni began to laugh.  "Darling Jimmy, why were you giving a party
to-night?  Do tell me!  Were those the three sumptuous little Bits?
Do you know, it didn't seem to me a good night for a party!"

"They were very nice girls indeed," contended Jimmy, still at
boiling-point.  "But I didn't really ring 'em up and ask 'em to
supper, you know; this being one of my busy nights, without 'em!  As
a matter of fact, I'd invited them ages ago, and it had clean gone
out of my head, what with one thing and another."

"Quite ... what with one thing and another!  So they just walked in?
But still----"

"Oh well, as they were there, I thought I might give them a bite and
a glass; and besides," Jimmy gave his daughter-in-law a wary
glance--they had been extraordinarily good pals, he and she--but
could she be trusted to understand this much?--"besides, I rather
felt I'd enjoy a party, y' know!--sort of cheery send-off.  They give
a murderer a good breakfast before he gets hanged, don't they?  Of
course, in a way, it took up more time than I--than I----"

"Speaking as a business woman," Toni remarked, quite unable to
believe that these were stark matters of love and death that she and
Jimmy could be discussing, "I should say that scooping an extra hour
from--what you wanted to do, was a bit of a risk."

"Oh, it was a risk," Jimmy agreed.  "I just gambled on that, don't
you see?  Always was a gambler!"  But it was incredibly stupid, and
childish, and preposterous, and Jimmy all over; Jimmy, and his son,
Giles ... Giles would have been equally a lunatic, Toni felt.  For
this one speck of Jimmy's selfishness, his stubborn selfishness,
might so easily have crept into the works of his colossal
renunciation, and stopped them!  If Giles had died first, by as much
as five minutes--by as long as it took Jimmy to empty a glass of
champagne--then Jimmy would have died for nothing, and might as well
not have died at all.  He could renounce all life that he loved, but
not his little supper-party into the bargain! ... Yet Toni, at
intervals a reckless gambler herself, could not restrain a pang of
sympathy.  She smiled at him.  Queer old Jimmy!  Just for the fun of
it! ... Just for champagne and oysters with the Bits!

And she wondered how long she was still to be kept here; whether the
conflict were nearly over, or had but barely begun?

... "Well, Jimmy?"

"Well, Toni?" ...

--No, it was not over yet.

... "I wish you weren't in the flat," he said, bursting forth after
the lull.  "I don't know what to do with you.  You're in my way.  And
if I wasted time before----  Good God! aren't we wasting it now?  We
don't know what may be happening, out there.  I ought to be in the
Kingdom Come by now!"  He pleaded with her--as a man who pleads for
his life.  And:

"I'm not going to have it," Toni reiterated, doggedly.  "I stand here
for Giles, as well as for myself.  Do you think he'd allow it?  Look
here, Jimmy, you've got to see this: if Giles and I are in a
mess--oh, it's no good talking of Giles as though he were a saint,
simply because he's so ill--he's done nothing but loaf and philander.
And I've been a loafer too, and extravagant and careless and
callous....  We can't shirk our penalties; and this mess is one of
them.  Pay your own forfeits--that's the law.  _You_ can't wipe it
out for us, and put us right again, by one shot of the revolver.  You
simply can't; it's not--not mathematics.  What do you imagine I'd
have felt like, ever afterwards?  A life of sick green horror--that's
what you were going to lay on me.  I'd rather work and work and
work....  If Giles dies--and don't make me have to say this again,
Jimmy, you beast!--I've told you already I can provide for the
children; I'm not afraid, any more; and meanwhile, you'll go on
allowing us the same income.  So stop fussing; we're not nearly
destitute; not nearly up against it."

"And stop making speeches," Jimmy retaliated.  "These are all
air-bubbles.  Prick 'em, and--wooff!  We're human, you and I.  Money
isn't; it's a fact.  Facts are safer than human beings.
Work?--Supposing you die?  You can't work for 'em when you're dead.
Supposing I die, presently, in a year or two?  There goes your two
thousand a year, as well!"

"But, my dear old Jimmy, we're not all going to die.  This isn't an
epidemic!  You're morbid and unreasonable."

"I wasn't saying a thing about epidemics, not a thing!  You can't
tell.  I'm not a young man any more.  If I die at once, this minute,
as soon as I can get rid of you, it's some use.  If I die in a year
or two--it's no bloody use at all!" He banged himself down into an
arm-chair.

"Are you ailing?" his daughter-in-law enquired, with polite interest.
"I'm sorry.  Gout?  What's the mortal complaint that's going to carry
you off in a year or two?"

"Men of my age are liable to get all sorts of things.  Livers....
Why, old Carrington, the doctor I saw to-night, he said to me: 'Gosh!
Goddard.  I wouldn't have your liver!'"

"Is he an American?" asked Toni, coolly.

"American?  Carrington--Amerrington?" said Jimmy, getting muddled.
"Why should he be?"

"Why does he say 'Gosh!' if he isn't an American?"

"Look here, Toni ... it's all very well to be flippant, but these are
rather serious matters, you know."

"Much too serious not to be flippant about them.  But if Giles dies,
Jimmy, and you die, and I die--even then, Babs and Paul and Antony
have got to take that much risk.  You call me a sentimentalist?--I'm
not so sentimental as to believe my children ought to be as immune as
small gods, and at any price.  They won't be destitute, either; I've
got a brother who's quite a good sort, and he'll earn more one day
than he's earning now.  I've got friends, too"--she thought of
Lucilla Danby and Colin Martial--"and cousins"--yes, Maxine, Helen,
Val; but even as they passed in single file through her mind, Toni
knew, she was certain, that the cousin who would look after her
children with the utmost fidelity, if she were dead, would be, not
Maxine nor Val nor Helen, but Loraine; Loraine, who was nursing Giles
even now, now, while she stood here and talked--"Oh God!" thought
Toni, "I can't bear it any longer.  I've got to put an end to this!"
... Smash his resolution!--And as she braced herself for the final
tussle, she heard, from very far away, Jimmy's voice,
gun-room-and-country-house-voice, voice that was the essence of a
whole world of Goddards before ever she separated them into
individuals ... she heard it hectoring her; sheltering behind the
customs of a breed of men that do not consult their women; putting
her in her place....  For he was not sure, either, how much longer
his determination could remain braced against persistent attack:

"Now look here, Toni, I've had about enough.  I've made up my mind,
and you can't alter it.  My son is dangerously ill, and his children
have got to be provided for.  Adequately.  It's my business to do so.
And women are better left outside all this."

"Are they?"  Toni's sadness was cayenned with scorn....  "That stale
old tag!--Life and death aren't male prerogatives, Jimmy.  We can't
be left outside!  Jimmy, I want to go to my husband.  He may be
dying, and another woman is with him....  I want to go to him; I'd
started to go to him.  You can understand, can't you, just how much
I'm longing not to keep him waiting?  Besides--I may not be in time."

"Then you'd better not have turned back," Jimmy rapped out.

Toni delivered her ultimatum: "I'm not going to move from here.  I'm
not going to leave this room until you promise me, swear to me, that
you won't do yourself in.  I'll just stay here ... You wouldn't--in
front of me, I imagine?"

"No."

"Giles has sent for me.  May I go, Jimmy?"

If this failed--but it couldn't fail.  She saw that, from Jimmy's
face.  He was not a cruel man, and he had imagination....  Enough to
realise that this delay was monotonous torture to her nerves.

"You're holding a pistol at my head with a vengeance, Toni!"

Her mouth curved into a faint smile....  "A substitute for the other
pistol," she murmured.  "Well, Jimmy?"

"Toni, dear----"

"I mean it, Jimmy."

Silence.

Then she broke down....  "Oh, Jimmy, I _do_ so want to go!"

Jimmy shrugged his shoulders ... and surrendered.  "There's no boat
any more to-night," he said.  "To-morrow morning.  I'll go with you."
And Toni knew his promise had been given.

But though she acknowledged this with a casual: "You're a sport,
Jimmy!" she could not tell him, then or afterwards, just how much of
a sport she had thought him for his idea of--what she had stopped him
from doing.

... The room wavered, rose and fell in a blur....  Not yet,
though--she mustn't allow herself to collapse yet, before she reached
San Goffredo.  "You're a sport, Jimmy!"--that was all right, wasn't
it?  Perfectly cool and decent and so forth?--She had married a
stranger, of a strange race and code, but she did not want to let
down Giles, especially now....  But what a comical race they
were!--Look at Jimmy, for instance...  "Oh, I must laugh--I--I can't
help it ... Oh, Jimmy, Jimmy, your B-b-bits----  And your face when
you looked up and saw me!--The one who dripped eye-black all over
your shoulder----  Jimmy, if you could have had a looking-glass in
front of you----  Oh, how silly!  How funny and silly ... and what
fun to be a Bit, a sumptuous little Bit in gold-and-green....  To be
three Bits!--Could I be a Bit if I wanted to, Jimmy?--Oh, it was all
so funny--so f-f-f-funny----"

Goddard did not try to stop her incoherent mixture of laughing and
sobs.  Better not.  He stood looking down at this--valiant scrap of
defiance!  She had slithered into the big arm-chair, limply huddled
with her face hidden, all the fight gone out of her ...

--Jimmy's features rumpled into an expression of acute tenderness....
Giles' wife!  And she _had_ understood, too, about his supper-party
for the Bits.




CHAPTER VI

Toni spent what was left of the night, in Jimmy's flat.  He vacated
his bedroom for her.  She was too exhausted to return to Regent's
Park; and also she shrank from the inevitable questioning of Susie
and Quimper and the children, who were supposing her by now half
across France.  She did not sleep.  Her will felt boneless and inert,
sapped by her late struggle with Jimmy; but her physical nerves had
not yet been able to relax.  It seemed as though they had forgotten
the trick of relaxing.  They were stretched tighter than the strings
of a violin, and sleep could draw no lullaby from them.  Perhaps, her
old nurse would have said, perhaps Toni had been over-excited....
And yet, oddly enough, she was not fretting any more over the
possibility that Giles might die, or might, indeed, already be dead
before she could even start on her journey to him.  She had been in
time to save Jimmy, she reflected, with childish logic, and so they
would let her be in time to save Giles, too.  And if not ... You had
to bow your head, sometimes.  All her capacity for fighting had been
expended, and what possessed Toni now was humility--a dazed
recognition that she had been wrong all the time; wrong about men.
She had thought they were inferior and no good.  She had built up her
whole outlook and philosophy, confidently using this as its basis:
men were no good, no good.  The Rakonitz men had been no good; Danny
had been no good; Giles had been no good ... he had let her down.
This certainty had been her shield and her talisman.  She had gloried
in it--the indestructible truth which she had rescued from the midst
of destruction.  Who could hurt her, while she held on to this
talisman?

And now it was gone.  Her hand was clutching emptiness.  The map
which had been drawn to scale was false in its first measurement,
and, therefore, worthless.  Jimmy had done that to her.  She had
cried out to Jimmy for help, begged him to "do something," as you
instinctively cry out without the faintest hope that the appeal will
be met and answered.  And Jimmy--here was the miracle!--Jimmy
actually had not failed her.  He had been ready to do something; had
planned to die, quietly and without a fuss, not even thinking himself
sublime....  Jimmy had been going to shoot himself, so that she and
the children--Giles' children--might be secure in the future.  That
she had guessed his intention and been able to wrest a victory over
it was beside the point.  Jimmy had meant to do it, and he would not
have bungled.  Well, yes--if Giles had died during the hour of
Jimmy's supper-party with the Bits--that might have been the flaw in
his efficiency.  That might have proved fatal.  Yet it was so human,
too....  Toni smiled in the darkness----  Then frowned hard at the
mental image of her own arrogance, her swaggering, brilliant
arrogance, in the past.  Had anyone come to her and told her, as a
story of someone else, about Jimmy's plan for circumventing the
difficulty of his limited Power of Appointment, how she would have
scoffed!  "Men don't do these things!  Why, I've tested men again and
again.  They're rotten; they break; lean on them, and they crumple;
ask for something, and they have nothing to give, unless by giving
they would not rob themselves!" ... That had been the only thing she
had known for certain.  Now she knew nothing at all for certain.  She
was adrift; dazed as a blind man who has had a staff knocked from his
hand.

And if Jimmy were not wholly futile, what about Giles?  What about
Jimmy's son?  The case of Giles had long ago been tried and
dismissed, but here was fresh evidence.  If she had been wrong about
men, wrong about Jimmy, then perhaps Giles, too, was a man a little
nearer than stars away, from her her first illusion of men?  "I don't
know," Toni confessed into the darkness; "I don't know anything..."
It was so bewildering, now, to know nothing; so unlike Toni Rakonitz.
Her immutable world wobbled, shivered into atoms.  Humpty Dumpty had
a great fall ... She was very tired, and she could not sleep.  "I
don't know," repeated this new and diffident Toni.  And yet, on the
whole, she was glad that the old bitter obsession had been snapped.
It was as though something within her which had been bound in steel,
was now loosely slung in velvet.  Not so safe; less invulnerable; but
she felt warmer, happier, more serene.  Men were no good--but
sometimes men were; some men.  Her belief had not swung to the other
extreme; she had finished with extremes.  "Sometimes, some men"--that
was enough; and "perhaps"--that was good enough, too.  For even James
Goddard, redeemer of her faith, had not been able to resist, at the
eleventh hour, three Bits from a revue chorus.

... The hours drummed on towards morning.  Toni did not sleep.  But
even when seven o'clock struck, and eight o'clock and nine, she did
not stir, nor take any initiative for their journey to San Goffredo.
Jimmy was doing it all.  She had yielded her leadership to Jimmy.  At
twenty minutes past nine, he came in, fully dressed, with her
breakfast, and the largest assortment of every sort of toilet,
washing, and dressing implement that a chemist's shop could possibly
yield.  "I got 'em to open, round the corner, ten minutes before the
time," said Jimmy, with pride.  "It's the only shop open on a Sunday.
And I can lend you a dressing-bag.  You let your own things go on to
Italy last night, I suppose?  I noticed you hadn't got any.  Didn't
know what size sponge-bag you took, so I bought three."  He displayed
the three.  He had, indeed, solved perplexity by buying three of
everything, in varying sizes: tooth-brushes, sponges, hot-water
bottles ... Toni accepted the multiplicity of her unexpected
trousseau, and thanked Jimmy for his thoughtfulness, in the same
spirit as she now accepted everything, spiritual and material, in the
grotesque disarray of earth and heaven reborn.

"Our train leaves at eleven," Jimmy explained further.  "And--look
here, my dear, I've just 'phoned through to Regent's Park to find out
if by any chance another telegram might have come after you left.
There wasn't anything, though.  I knew you wouldn't want them to know
you hadn't left, so I pretended I was me."

"And weren't you?" asked Toni.

"You don't respect your father-in-law as you should, you mocking
little devil!"

"Don't I?"  She held his hand very tightly for a moment--such a solid
Jimmy to cling to, where previously there had been space only, and
her own proud independence.

"Did you sleep?  No, of course you didn't.  Eat some breakfast, and
then get up, child.  We mustn't risk being late at Victoria.  With a
bit of luck I'll be able to get you a wagon-lit, in Paris, to-night.
You'll be ready to sleep by then.  I've wired to San Goffredo that
we'll both be there by to-morrow evening."

The prophesied bit of luck came to pass, though it may be that it was
less fortunate than Jimmy, in his exultation, had supposed.  For
Toni, who throughout the day of train and boat and train again, had
remained in her docile, quiescent condition of a weary child, leaving
all that was to be done to Jimmy, and still too supine even for fear
on behalf of Giles, Toni really did sleep in her swaying bunk; slept
heavily from Paris to Marseilles; from Sunday night to Monday
morning; slept without dreams and without terrors....  And woke,
strong enough again to care, and to be desperately afraid.  Jimmy
could not pacify her feverish impatience, now.  All through the day,
and all along the Riviera coast, she sat fretting; fretting at the
little white towns, cleanly glittering in the sunshine; fretting at
the endlessly recurring tunnels; at the unendurable halts at every
station.  In her awakened panic, Giles died every moment, and time
was a sack of lead, too heavy for her lifting....  Till at last the
sun sank, and they had crossed the frontier into Italy.  Another
three hours, two hours....  By the time they actually jogged into the
small dimly-lit station of San Goffredo, Toni was beyond speech and
beyond sight....  She stumbled down from her carriage on to the
platform....  If here were a face familiar to her, she could not see
it.

Then, through the blackness that wheeled and jigged in front of her
eyes, she heard the voice of her cousin, Richard Marcus--"Giles is
better; out of danger.  Come along."

... They were jolting along in a rickety carriage; palms and the sea
on one side, houses on the other....  Which house was it?  Toni dared
not ask.  Soon she would be seeing Giles....  How big the stars were,
and how they flashed in this dark blue sky of the South!  Richard and
Jimmy, opposite her, were talking about hunting, and Gloucestershire,
and foot-and-mouth disease.  How funny men were!  Didn't they
care?--But Toni pulled herself up with a jerk, away from the old
intolerance.  Of course they cared.  She must remember her lesson....
And, remembering, she smiled to hear Jimmy say, in the old
gun-room-and-country-house voice: "The Berkeley's hardly been out at
all, this season.  Damned shame!  Couldn't have been at a worse time
of year.  I'd one or two good runs with the Duke's, but most of the
time I've been in town."

"Then you haven't seen my wife, I suppose?" said Richard, rather
wistfully.

"No.  Your farm hasn't suffered, has it?"

"Not touched us yet, thank goodness.  Here's the house," said
Richard.  And Jimmy leaned forward suddenly in his seat...

... Figures on the steps, at the front door....  Aunt Elsa, Val ...
Toni was hardly aware of them, nor of Aunt Elsa's tearful kisses.
And then her cousin Loraine came through a door at the far end of the
stone hall; and Toni quickly went up to her, as though it were the
most natural thing in the world that it should all happen like this,
at the end of a journey; and that Loraine, who had been nursing
Giles, should hail her, now, with that quick dependence on the
strange, subtle fellowship that held between them, and say at once:
"In there, my dear....  I'll keep the others off."

... "Decent of you to have come, Toni," said Giles.




PART V

"... HIS HOUSE IN PEACE"

CHAPTER I

Val sprang up eagerly, as Toni entered the studio.

"Well, what did he say?"  Then she added: "You're looking fagged,
Toni.  Here, make yourself comfortable on the divan.  It wasn't bad
news, was it?"

"Oh no; he corroborated what the other doctors said.  Specialists
usually do.  Tubercular lesion of the left lung, the one that was
weak from being gassed.  He said that Giles must live entirely in
Switzerland or in a climate like this, and be very careful, and never
be agitated, and not work hard, nor shout at the dogs, nor dance, nor
drink ... And he might live another twenty years, or he might not.
Giles asked him--you know Giles' sunny off-hand way, when anything
serious is in question----"

"Gun-room-and-country-house voice?" asked Val, with a smile.

"Well, yes.  He asked: 'What odds that I die, at any moment,
Sir?'..."  Toni came to an abrupt stop.

"Well?" from Val, impatiently.  She did not wish to force Toni, but
she felt she had to know this exact answer of the specialist who had
just been summoned from Cannes, a fortnight after the hæmorrhage had
occurred.  The great man had only yesterday arrived on the Riviera,
from England.  They had lost no time in calling him in for a
consultation.

Toni answered, slowly: "'About three to one' was what he said.  And
then apologised for the unprofessional verdict.  A thirty per cent
chance of life....  It isn't very much, is it, Val?"

After a long pause, she went on, "You thought he was ill, didn't you,
when first he and Loraine turned up here?  He had T.B. then already,
you know.  Ffolliot says that he must have had it in him for over a
year."

"Yes, he struck me as being not so much ill as overwrought, in a sort
of spiritually unreasonable state; that _is_ a T.B. symptom, of
course.  Otherwise I shouldn't have dreamt of keeping them here; I'd
have booted them out, at once.  _Your_ husband and Loraine, indeed!"
Val spoke with belated indignation ... but then she softened again,
for she had grown fond of Toni's husband.  "Toni, I believe his
infatuation for Loraine was, again, only a symptom.  It's not much of
an excuse, but it might make you feel rather more comfortable about
it all."  She wondered if she could explain, more coherently, that
unreal quality of tremble and glitter that she had suspected in
Giles' infatuation; though she had only seen it when very much on the
wane.  She and Toni had not talked about this, yet.  The actual fact
of the illness, and the turmoil it created, combined with Val's own
engagement at this time, and the perpetual come-and-go in the group
between her cottage on the top of the hill, and the Villa Bel Respiro
at the foot of it, had not allowed much leisure for quiet
conversation, during the past fortnight.  Toni and Loraine and Giles
and Aunt Elsa were down at the villa, with Manuela to look after
them: Val herself, who, in Manuela's words, was "not practical for
the illness," remained up at the cottage, still, with Queenie and
Richard; Jimmy Goddard and Stephen Greenways stayed at the San
Goffredo hotel....  Loraine had been the only member of this motley
collection who, with astonishing tact and gentleness, had somehow
been able to control the atmospheric delirium.  So angelic had she
been, and withal so competent and helpful, that Val could hardly
believe her the same Loraine who had brewed such a pot of mischief in
their midst, over such a smoke and flame and sputter, in the weeks
that went before Giles' collapse.  How strangely they had all been
relying on Loraine!  Aunt Elsa, ever most unsparing of herself during
periods of trouble, was yet too old to stand much of the wear and
tear of it, this time.  She had stood by so many bedsides....  And
Toni herself had suffered a natural reaction of intense relief, after
her arrival, and had been too broken in body and nerves to be able to
captain this emergency.  Without any blatant display of tactfulness
in her action, Loraine had arranged to slip off from Bel Respiro, and
stay up at the cottage with Val, from the time that Toni had arrived
to look after Giles; but she was, after all, compelled to remain
where she was.  They could not do without her.  "Queer, queer
creature, Loraine!" Val reflected....  She wondered if she should
continue the subject of Loraine and Giles, with Toni.  There was one
view of it, her own, in fact, that Toni ought to hear.  She was
looking more rested, now that Dr. Ffolliot had actually been, and
pronounced his verdict, and gone again; lying prone, face downwards,
on the couch, her chin propped on her hands, gazing into the log-fire.

"Toni, d'you know--I'm not sure if Giles----  Toni, I don't believe
there ever was anything ... It's difficult to put it delicately!"

"Darling, you haven't.  You're as bad as Aunt Elsa!  She's been at
me, too, very upset and incoherent, trying to tell me that 'Val says
zere vos nossing...'  The rest of her conversation was hardly decent,
so I won't repeat it to you, Val, as you're not married yet.  Come
back to me in a year's time, and I'll tell you what Aunt Elsa and
myself, two mellow matrons, said to each other three days ago.  No, I
haven't had it out yet with Giles.  I haven't talked to him at all."

"Don't be an ass, Toni!"

"Well, talked--We've had a little polite conversation, of course.
We're quite terribly shy of each other, tiptoeing about on broken
egg-shells.  After all, eight months' separation on top of a hell of
a row----  And I suppose he can't forget that he ran away from me
with another woman; and I can't forget how ill he is; and there you
are!  The diffident courtesy of our mutual approaches and retreatings
must be quite amusing to a looker-on."

"That means," said Val, "that there's a beautiful reconciliation
scene somewhere on the horizon; but you haven't got to it yet."

"No, we haven't got to it yet.  There'll be plenty of time.  I shan't
have so much to do out here for the next twenty years or so."

Something odd in Toni's inflection, regret which had pushed its way
in without her meaning it, caused Val to glance at her keenly:

"So you're going to settle out here, too?"

"What did you think?"

"I can't imagine you away from London," Val rejoined, honestly.
"You're such a little cosmopolitan, Toni."

"I've had my good time ... And if I hadn't, can you imagine me away
from Giles--now?"

"And then there's the business."

"I'll sell my share of it to Helen.  Capable young woman, our cousin
Helen!  She'll run it just as well as I, and love doing it,
especially on top of our success with 'She Burnt Her Boats.'"

"And the children?"

"Have them out here; Mummie too; good for them."

Val's eyes wandered to the window.  Three ascending ranges of hills
lay in soft curves across the valley, their terraces misty with
foliage of the olive, splashed here and there by the autumn flame of
wild cherry, or parted by the dark up-pointing sword of a cypress.
On the lower slopes, some last shrivelled leaves of yellow and
mottled purple hung on in the small crooked vineyards....  Were these
to be Toni's surroundings for all Toni's future days?  Her gay little
cousin who wore such exquisite clothes, and who danced with such
exquisite joy? ...

"Shut up, Val!  Don't sentimentalise!"  Toni had interpreted her
musings.

"I didn't say a word."

"You were just going to, though."

"I can sentimentalise on general lines if I want to, I suppose?  I
was thinking how strange it was that a Rakonitz should come back to
live on the land.  It's the first time for several generations, you
know.  It's always been big cities and big business, art and luxury
and culture.  The feet of our family have always been set on
beautiful drawing-room carpets, never on the soil; never, at least,
since--let me see--how long ago?"

Toni began to reckon back the generations: "Grandmère and Aunt
Simone--your grandmother, they lived in London, Paris, and Budapest;
and then their father, that was Sigismund, our great-grandfather--he
and all his family lived in Vienna....  Fourteen brothers and
sisters, wasn't it?  At least, some of them settled in Constantinople
and Madrid.  Andreas, Loraine's great-grandfather, started the
Spanish branch.  And _their_ parents, Babette and Simon--oh, we're
right back among our ancestors, now; they begin to be ancestors when
they're beyond great-grandfatherdom!--Babette and Simon travelled up
to Vienna, from the city of Pressburg; though only after they were
married.  Before that----"

Val reminded her: "We've reached the original soil at last, Toni.
Babette's mother----  Don't you remember her vineyards in Hungary?
Old Weinberg was a wine merchant growing his own grapes, and she
superintended them.  Seven generations and nearly two centuries,
counting backwards from your Babs....  Are _you_ going to grow
grapes, Toni?"

Toni shrugged her shoulders.

"Perhaps.  But from a practical point of view they don't pay as well
as artichokes, in this neighbourhood.  I've been making enquiries.
Vines are more picturesque, of course.  But artichokes and peaches
are the paying lines."

"Do you want this cottage of mine?"

"'Do you want my studio?'" Toni quoted, from five years ago.  And Val
laughed:

"I'm sorry to be such a house-agent.  But I shan't be here much
longer, you know, so you can have it.  Stephen wants me to marry him
soon after Christmas.  He's got to go to China and Turkestan, to find
a seed about the size of a pea....  It's needed for some new drug or
other--I don't know; I haven't quite got the hang of his profession,
yet.  I'll bequeath you my cottage and my staff and my dogs and
Aunt-Elsa-in-the-winter, complete, if you care to take them on?"

"I'll take your staff--I like the infant school!--and I'll take Terry
and Mac too, and, of course, Aunt-Elsa-in-the-winter.  But it's
really disgraceful, Val, the way that giddy old lady is spending
longer and longer on the Riviera, and less and less time in London
with her own family.  Last summer she was only home for four
months--no, less.  Of course her favourites, Melanie and Pearl, are
frantically busy with their jobs; and Gisela is a wash-out; and I
think, between ourselves, that Freda's going to get married to a nice
old-fashioned American who wants a nice womanly woman to take out to
the Middle West with him.  Still, it's jolly to have Aunt Elsa
aunting about the place.  No, thanks, I won't have this cottage.  It
isn't big enough to hold the three brats and the nurse and Giles and
me and the staff and Mother and Aunt Elsa."

Val began to reckon out just how Toni might crowd them all in, by
some close and clever arrangement of space; but Toni shook her head
with some determination.

"No, that won't do.  I want spare-rooms as well, quite a lot of
spare-rooms.  You see, Val----"  And suddenly she turned shy.  She
could not quite confess, even to Val, the cousin with whom she was
most intimate, how her secret longing--now that it seemed to her that
she had failed at everything else--was to have room for any members
of the Rakonitz tribe who might at any time need to be sheltered and
fed.  Bed and food were, after all, simple things to provide.  And
Toni, who was still feeling humble, thought that here, at least, she
could be of use, tangible use, without once again making a mess of
her ambitions.  The idea of bounteous hospitality brought her a glow
of comfortable satisfaction.  It was, though she did not define it
thus, the matriarchal instinct ... Always the wanderers of the tribe
had returned to the tents, knowing they would find there shelter and
bread and meat, not grudgingly given...

Val's next remark unconsciously chimed in with the trend of Toni's
thoughts.  "Perhaps, on the whole, you had better have a spare-room
or two.  I shan't feel so hopelessly astray and homeless if I can
always find permanent headquarters with you when I come back from
China and Central Asia and South America, and all the other really
accessible and convenient spots that Stephen proposes to take me to."

"What about your painting?" Toni asked of Val, just as, a few minutes
ago, Val had asked of Toni: "What about your business?"

"Oh, I can paint anywhere if I want to; and if I don't, it doesn't
matter.  I'd like to have finished _that_, though"; and she indicated
a canvas on an easel in a shadowy corner of the studio.  It was the
unfinished picture of the Chinese coat, and Queenie in the kimono
jacket from Regent Street.  Toni had hardly noticed it before, in the
rush of happenings; but she scrutinised it now with interest:

"It's good."

"It would have been good, yes."

"And corrosive as a splash of iodine.  You _are_ a cynic in paint,
Val!  Can't you finish it, after all?  Why not?  The coat _is_ yours,
isn't it?  I heard a sort of wild epic, a jumble of battle and
misunderstanding and the wickedness of Queenie, from Aunt Elsa; and I
wrung some disgruntled fragments from Richard, too.  What became of
the coat?  You haven't shown it to me."

But it was Val's turn to be reticent.  She did not think, on the
whole, that she would tell Toni what had become of the coat....  It
was rather too vivid and painful a memory: how she and Stephen, that
Saturday evening of his sudden arrival, had wandered, in a dense and
silvery dream of happiness, down the mule-track--only to find what
looked like tragedy at the foot of it.  It was after they had become
engaged--yes, with delightful and old-fashioned formality, actually
plighted their troth, up among the olives at sunset; and Val had
suggested, in that spirit of careless bounty, that desire to give
away what is of no value, which comes when you are happiest, that
Stephen should pretend that Richard had made no error, and that he
had indeed meant his present of the Chinese coat for Loraine and not
for Val.

"Yes, but look here," Stephen had protested, "I meant you to have it.
It's too good for anyone else.  Not good enough for you, but much too
good for your cousin!"

But Val had wanted to spare Loraine as much as possible.  After all,
in glorious possession of what counted, she had little need of a
Chinese coat into the bargain.  But, to Loraine's pride, it would be
Death by a Thousand Slices to surrender the coat, and thus
acknowledge in front of them all that she had only imagined it to
have been sent to her, and by a lover.  So Val had pleaded anew with
Stephen, and eventually persuaded him.  Prompted by Val, Stephen was
going to say that he had sent the coat out to Loraine because it
struck him, seeing it, that it would suit her so marvellously, that
it was predestined for one of her type, and he hoped she agreed with
him?--He was going to say this quite casually, in order that Loraine
might not suspect Val's generosity behind the gift....  "Oh, Stephen,
we can afford that much!"

"It isn't the price," Stephen had begun, typically masculine ... and
Val had laughed softly, for it had not been the price in hard cash
that she had meant, either....  And here they were, outside Bel
Respiro, and the front door open, so they walked straight in without
having to summon Manuela.

The central room was empty; but Loraine, hearing their voices and
footsteps, called out from an inner room...

And there Val had found her, kneeling on the floor, supporting Giles;
heedless that the coat she wore, the Chinese coat, was dabbled and
clotted and rigid with blood....  Spoilt.

No time then, of course, to care about anything except to succour
Giles.  But later on, when he was out of danger, it occurred to Val,
with a certain ironic amusement, how Loraine had raised a very
tempest when she had thought that it was her coat which Val had
inadvertently stained with wine; but when it proved to be Val's coat,
which Loraine had totally ruined, nobody minded; least of all,
Loraine.  When blood happened, something real, then an artificial
work of beauty was just trumpery ... and Loraine as human, as
compassionate, as the rest of them!

Still, being Giles' blood, Val did not think she would assent to
Toni's request to be shown the coat; so she made a clever swerve
aside from the direct question:

"I might have been able to finish the picture, if Queenie hadn't gone
off to England.  Queenie, as a model, was essential, and nobody else
would do.  I wish her mother hadn't just then taken it into her head
that we were a vulgar household, and that the Belle of Potley Green
must come home at once!"

"Well, but Queenie wrote home, you know, and told her mother that you
were all not-quite-nice about things."

"Did she?  _Did_ she?  How do you know?"

"Giles told me; he was frightfully amused over the whole show.
Apparently Queenie confided in Giles."

"Worse than that," Val said.  "Giles confided in Queenie.  They were
a comic pair.  He was fascinated by the tom-fool things she said on
every occasion."

"It _was_ hard luck on Richard, to have to escort her home to
England!"  For he had fixed his own date of departure and already
taken his ticket, when the telegram came from Queenie's mother.  So
that it seemed most natural they should travel together.

"Poor Richard!  He did splash into the sort of soup he most detested,
when he came to stay with me out here.  He hates scenes and
theatricals, can't stand foreigners, isn't comfortable abroad anyway,
disapproves of moral irregularities, is terrified of illness ... and
got landed with all that, and a day with the San Remo lot and
Jeanne-Marie into the bargain.  And a journey home with Queenie, to
put the lid on it all.  Can you imagine, Toni, when he gets back to
his farm, what he'll say when Molly meets him with: 'Well, old thing,
what sort of a time did you have?'  'Bloody awful!'"  Val excellently
mimicked his gruff and reticent manner; "'_Bloody_ awful!' ... And
he'll never speak of it again.  I adore Richard!"

"Richard got on well with Giles, didn't he, in spite of disapproval
of moral irregularities?"

"We all liked Giles.  We _do_ like him, in spite of--no, not our
disapproval of moral irregularities!  But you'd think, wouldn't you,
that our loyalty to you would have done Giles in?  But even Aunt Elsa
is fond of him, against her judgment, bless her!"

Toni raised her eyebrows, in whimsical protest: "Traitors, all of
you, to talk of loyalty....  Was there no one to fight for my cause,
with Giles?"

"Only Loraine," said Val, coolly.  "Only Loraine.  She was slanging
him like hell, you know, for deserting you, when he had that
hæmorrhage.  Queer, isn't it?" ...




CHAPTER II

Helen Czelovar bought the goodwill of "Toni's" for a thousand pounds.
She was paying rather highly for it, as she had already put in two
thousand pounds nearly a year before, to pay for her partnership; and
also Toni's original backer, Mr. Caley, had not yet had his capital
returned to him, though he was receiving the agreed percentage.  But
the firm's success in dressing Lucilla Danby for "She Burnt Her
Boats" had sent up the value tremendously.  They had as many stage
orders, now, as even an enlarged staff, working in enlarged premises,
could cope with; and they could ask practically what prices they
pleased, and get them.  "Toni's" in Hanover Street was the fashion,
and Helen had never been so happy in her life before.  Helen was of
the same Rakonitz fabric as her cousin, and therefore, though she
regretted the cause of Toni's withdrawal from the business, she was
glad to be in solitary control. "You young women nowadays!"
ejaculated Raoul Czelovar, helpless in her hands, and quite unable to
conceal his adoration for his ugly, smart, independent little
daughter....  He paid the thousand pounds with hardly a struggle.  It
was Helen, not Toni, who suggested the sum.  Toni would have made it
less.

"And now," said Toni, to Giles and Jimmy and Val and Loraine and Aunt
Elsa, "now I can buy a house out here."

Scattered among the semicircle of hills, which rise in tiers that
recall a Roman theatre, round the arena on which San Goffredo is
built, are occasional single houses, large low buildings, cream or
pink or lemon-coloured, with vaulted ceilings and stone floors,
curiously solid and ancient within, compared with the effect of
gimcrack charm that you get from the outside walls of coloured
plaster.  These houses may once have been inhabited by rich
Ligurians, but they have fallen into disrepair; and now peasants own
them, huddled untidily into one portion with very little light or
air, sharing the rest of the house with their goats or mongrel dogs.
They pound a living from cultivation of the olives which cover
whatever terraces are roughly marked out as their property; and
perhaps they have each a crooked vineyard, a vine pergola on
pink-washed pillars, a pig or two, and some incompetent-looking
fowls.  The sudden brilliance of a tree stuck all over with oranges
will take your breath away, as you round a corner of the tumble-down
loggia; and you hear the scattering feet of dark shy children flying
from your approach; for there are children everywhere--you would not
be much surprised if one of them suddenly lifted a head over the
stone edge of the well, and then savagely ducked it down again to be
free from strangers' scrutiny.

You imagine, of course, that these peasants are so affectionately
entwined with their own piece of land that no enticement and no price
will persuade them to leave the house in which, presumably, they and
their parents and their grandparents were born, and they and their
children and their grandchildren will eventually die.  You will be
wrong.  The very first thing that the owner will do, if you should
wander that way, and look too long at the view from the doorway down
between the lacing olive branches to the sea, will be to try and sell
it to you.  He will follow you about, dropping in graceful stages
from his first preposterous price, intimating that since you are you
... He will point out the "bella vista"; all of them, in fact; he
will wave his hand with a flourish towards the spaciousness of the
rooms; and he will amaze you by his reckoning of the rich profits you
could extract from selling the olives that are on the land belonging
to the house.  He will suppress such minor matters as no light, no
road, no water ... Eventually, with an air of humorous deprecation
and extreme honesty, he will draw your attention to the fact that
perhaps the house is a little dilapidated; he is a poor man; he
cannot afford to spend money on repairs; but you, of course ... Well,
you, of course, have the wealth of the Incas at your command!

Toni discovered, with diminishing surprise, at least a dozen such
houses on the surrounding hills, in the neighbourhood of Val's
cottage; and each one was a treasure and a gem until Loraine gently
led her to perceive the insuperable objection, whatever it was.  As
it became known that the Signora from England actually wanted to
purchase a nice sun-baked house with some ground for cultivation
around it, she was followed and besieged by wooing Italians, all of
them lyrically chanting the beauties of their properties, and the
still greater beauties of Toni installed within their properties.
Again and again, Val and Loraine with harsh words packed them off.
They merely went politely round the hill, and returned by another
looping mule-track.

Jimmy Goddard had gone to Monte Carlo.  He said that his nerves were
giving way under the strain of being shown a succession of dank
stables, rat-infested dungeons, and lightless cellars; and of being
assured in dulcet tones that these were the ideal dining-rooms,
drawing-rooms, and bedrooms for an English lady of high degree.

Eventually, however, and just about Christmas-time, Toni found her
house.  She declared enthusiastically that it was a peach; and the
description was not so far from the truth as it usually is, for the
dwelling was the warm bloomy yellow that only ripens after long
basking in the sun.  It was on the spur of the opposite hill from
Val's cottage, and at exactly the same height.  "If I'd stayed,"
remarked Val, "we could have run up a suspension bridge over the
abyss, and run lightly to and fro..."

The garden fell away, not too steeply, south and south-west.  Some of
it was open to the sea; some was sheltered by old strong olives, bent
but never broken.  The rest of the hill-side, amounting roughly by
English measure to about thirty acres, went in with the house.

"Artichokes, peaches, and perhaps vines," said Giles briefly, when he
inspected it.  He had been talking with a friendly landowner of
adjoining terraces, who had given him useful information as to the
best sources of profit in that part of the country.  Toni, for the
time being, left that aspect of the future to him; she hoped it would
amuse him and keep him from brooding, though she had noticed no signs
of brooding, as yet, in Giles.  But Giles had become to her an
enigma, as difficult to describe as the shape of an oak.  She knew,
now, only how little she knew of what was going on behind his
nonchalant habit of saying things the reverse of what he meant.  And
still they had not talked together! ... What Val called their
"beautiful reconciliation scene" remained on the horizon, and drew no
nearer.  It was so impossible to begin....

Meanwhile, having bought the house, she occupied herself with its
interior.  She wanted to send for the children and for her mother as
soon as possible, and they could not move in until at least their
home was comfortable.  The road which wound along the coast to Porto
Filippo, looped conveniently at the point nearest Casa Vecchio, to
meet their private _salita_: a rather more formal and decorative
mule-track than was usually found; almost, indeed, a succession of
broad steps laid in even cobble-stones.  This was a lucky accident;
she need not spend money on the approach.  All the more for lights,
hot water, bathrooms, thick rugs everywhere, big open fireplaces
built into the deep stone walls.  "Stables and dungeons, indeed!"
scoffed Toni, at the absent Jimmy, after she and Loraine, with tribes
of laughing, willing Italian workmen for ever coming to them for
orders, had concentrated for a couple of happy weeks on their future
residence.  "Why, look at it!"  Toni was really enjoying herself.
They dispensed, in regal fashion, with architects and plans; and
merely went from room to room, saying, with an imperious gesture:
"Here a window!  Here a door!  Here a flight of steps!"  By dint of
saying "Here a window!" very often indeed, she soon succeeded in
flooding every room with warm golden light.  On Loraine's advice they
caused wooden floors to be put down, as they were so much warmer than
the familiar red and white tiles of Italy; and in spite of the fact
that their foreman or impresario exclaimed several times a minute:
"Body of Bacchus!" whenever he realised the madness of the order
given, they ordered two bathrooms; and hot and cold water to be
installed in every bedroom.  As for the system of drainage and other
aids to cleanliness on which she insisted:--"Body of Bacchus!  _Mammà
Mia!_" exclaimed the foreman, reeling....  But he was a splendid
workman, when the initiative was not his.  All Italian workmen, in
spite of the prejudice against the lazy South, could give points, in
this respect of sheer energy, to almost any other race in Europe.
But Toni soon discovered that they must not be left to their own
devices for more than ten minutes at a time.  Otherwise they would
paint more shutters on the walls than there were rooms behind the
shutters; and they would run up little, sham, curly towers and
balconies and castellated improvisations in plaster, in order to get
a genial and rococo effect like a bad joke.

Toni often wondered how she could have managed without Loraine,
during this period.  Loraine was indefatigable, burning with zeal; a
stern glint in her eye for almost hidden defects, which reminded Toni
curiously of her own methods of supervision in her workrooms in
Hanover Street.  Val, of course, was sweetly useless.  Val strolled
over, occasionally, and laughed at them: but she atoned for her
indolence by handing over all the furniture of her cottage to Toni:
"Though what you want with seventeen bedrooms, my child, I really
_don't_ quite know!  There are seventeen, aren't there?  The house
reminds me of one of those rambling old vicarages in the wilds of the
West of England, built in the days when every vicar had seventeen
children.  You've only got three.  I'd shut up some of it, if I were
you.  It will cost a fortune to furnish, even with my goods and
chattels to begin on."

But Toni was obstinate.  She wanted all her bedrooms.  She loved Casa
Vecchia already; it had a kindly and protective unity, in spite of
its insane, baroque architecture; the different levels on which
different portions of it were built; the stone archways sunk into the
walls; and the unexpected flashes of bright blue sea wherever Toni's
haphazard windows had snared them.

"It's awfully generous of you, Val, to hand over all that stuff.
Won't you want it yourself?"

"I can't take it to China," argued Val.  "Stephen would hate
travelling even with a divan and three arm-chairs, to say nothing of
ancient rosewood and mahogany bureaus and chests and cupboards.  I
don't really mind ... I'm a nomad, as Loraine would say!"

Toni laughed.  "I've never met anyone less of a nomad by nature, than
Loraine!  Why ... she stays put!  If you set her down in the middle
of a desert, she'd run up a tent and call it home, and say how
convenient it was, and never want to leave it.  I wonder why she
thinks she's a gipsy?"

"Oh, she's got scores of pretty lines about herself," said Val.
"And, by the way, Toni, as I'm off the day after to-morrow, I'd
rather like to hear first what you're going to do about Loraine?"

"About Loraine?"  Toni was wilfully dense.

"Yes; how are you going to get rid of her?  You're quite right, she
_does_ stay put.  She's also divinely unaware that she's ever
responsible for any trouble that ever springs up around her.  She
said to me, simply and sincerely, the other day, wide eyes gazing
into mine and all that sort of thing: 'I'd do anything in the world,
you know, for the family.  Ah, if only people had chattered a little
less, lately, and minded their own business more, none of this silly,
_silly_ fuss need ever have happened.'  I didn't quite know, of
course, whether taking away your man, and trying to take away mine,
came under the heading of doing anything she could for the family, or
of minding her own business and not chattering?"

"It's not put on," Toni interrupted.  "Loraine's plausible, but she's
quite sincere.  She really is fond of us all, you know."

"I've noticed it," said Val, drily.  "When is she going?"

"Going where?"

"Toni, I'll shake you in a minute!"

"Going where?" Toni repeated.  "She's not going.  Why should she?"

Val looked at her curiously.  "Well, I'm damned," she said....  "Then
is Loraine going to live with you at Casa Vecchia, Toni?"

"Of course," replied Toni, taking it for granted.  "Where else should
she live?"  The surprised lift in her voice was not quite genuine,
though it challenged Val to produce any objection whatsoever.

"Loraine!" murmured Val.  "Loraine at Casa Vecchia!  In the best
bedroom, naturally.  Well, well!--I always will say, Toni, that
you've got a lovely disposition....  What about calling it Casa
Hanwell?"

"It's you who are the lunatic!"  Toni ceased to pretend that she did
not know what Val meant.  "There isn't a best bedroom, by the way.
There are bigger and smaller bedrooms, and south, east, and west
bedrooms, but all the seventeen are heavenly.  Val, didn't you know
that there's no safer siren one can choose out of all the world to
live in the same house with one's husband, than the siren who has
once ensirened him?  Directly it's over, she's helpless--you must see
that!--Dead as mutton!  Do you imagine that the knight in Keats'
poem, the 'alone and palely loitering' one,--do you suppose he'd even
look at 'La Belle Dame Sans Merci,' now?  Why, if they met face to
face on the towing-path----"

"What towing-path?" asked Val.  "Your scenery's so mixed."

"--He'd brush past her with merely a brusque 'Pardon me,' not
noticing her outstretched arms.  He might even topple her into the
river."

"What river?" asked Val.

"Oh, any old river..."

Val was not in the least convinced by these psychological deductions
of security; but as she was returning in a couple of days to England,
to be married, she did not want to quarrel with Toni.  Perhaps Toni
knew what she was doing! ... It seemed to Val a very curious
arrangement, even though it might be based on the strong claims of
family affection.

"Well, bless you, my child; and bless Loraine, and Aunt Elsa, and
your mother, and Babs, Paul, and Antony--and Giles ... he'll need it.
I hope my dogs will be happy with all of you; under the
circumstances, I wouldn't be Terry and Mac for a kingdom....
However--we'll be returning in two years, so Stephen says, and I'll
come out here and give you all decent burial, and put up a few
crosses."

"Aren't you going to back a survivor?" Toni laughed.

"When two matriarchs get into one generation--no..." But Val added
this last reflection to the vast heap that she had the wisdom not to
say aloud.

* * * * * * *

Toni was standing on the loggia of Val's cottage, facing west.  From
here, she could look across to Casa Vecchia.  They were moving in the
next morning; and a week later she expected Susie and the children
and the nurse to arrive from England.  She had been up here all the
afternoon, superintending the transport of the last pieces of
furniture.  The cottage behind her was empty.  It was over a month,
now, since Val had left Italy.  Jimmy Goddard had returned to England
at the same time.  Aunt Elsa and the dogs had moved down to Villa Bel
Respire.  To-morrow they were all moving to the new house--the old
house--on the spur of seaward-facing hill across the valley.  Red
tiles, golden walls, green shutters ... and at the back, a small
grove of orange trees, glowing with their fruit....  "My home in
Italy!" she said to herself, trying the sound of it: "My villa in the
South.  Yes, we grow oranges.  Would you like to pick one?  Or a
passion-fruit?" ... How funny!  And how funny, again, looking at it
from here, to think that to-morrow she was actually going there to
live, with her husband and her children and her mother and her aunt
... She noticed that the shoulder of the hill behind the house cut
off the sun ten minutes earlier every evening, than from Val's
cottage; this was rather annoying; she was greedy of sunshine, for
Giles' sake, and wanted to scoop in all there was.  Still, ten
minutes was not much!--and all this dozing warmth was jolly, at four
o'clock on a January afternoon...

--"Is that you, Loraine?" she called out, hearing someone open the
door that led on to the loggia from the dining-room.  The others had
let her come up here alone, this afternoon, while they packed their
private belongings.

But it was Giles, not Loraine.

--"Giles!  But you oughtn't to climb the hill, when you needn't.  I'm
sure you came up too fast."

"I came up like a snail," said Giles.  "I sat down and rested for
half an hour on every cobble.  In fact, though you didn't notice it,
I began to come up yesterday....  I say, our residence looks well
from here, doesn't it?  Rather imposing.  Let's call it 'The Towers.'"

"If you make another suggestion like that," Toni threatened, "you
_shall_ have towers, ever so many of them; these workmen can run them
up in no time.  It isn't that they've got no taste--they've got bad
taste; I mean, they destroy something good to construct something bad
in its place.  I only just saved a most gorgeous sort of natural
alcove, vaulted, with a little window punched into the arch at the
far end, in Loraine's room; they wanted to pull it down!"

... Then she became aware of Giles leaning against a pillar, and
scrutinising her with an odd smile:

"Loraine's room, eh?  Did you really think Loraine was going to live
with us over there, Toni?"

Somehow, Toni was frightened.  This really was the first time, since
her arrival in Italy, that they seemed on the brink of really talking
together, instead of nervously skimming over a polite surface.  She
tried the same method with him, as previously with Val, on this same
question:

"Yes, of course she is.  That's all settled."

"It's all settled," Giles agreed; "but not the way you mean.  How is
it you haven't mentioned this before, Toni?"

"I took it for granted," lied Toni.

"Oh no, you didn't, my child.  Otherwise you _would_ have mentioned
it before, in the natural course of things."

"Yes, well----"  Toni hesitated.  Once, she would have been imperious
about her wishes in the matter; and later, she would have acted
pretty persuasion, knowing all the while that she could coax her own
way.  But this was a more honest Toni, who said: "Yes, you're right,
Giles.  I did take special care not to mention it.  You see, I
thought that in the hurly-burly of actually moving, and so many
things to see to, and the furniture and the dogs and Marietta and
everything, that she would sort of slip in with the rest, without
your scenting it out till it was too late; and that then you'd just
accept it."

"--You hoped, in fact, that I'd take her for a dresser or an oak
chest or a tea-service, did you, in the confusion of the moment?  You
are an ass, Toni!  The idea is purely preposterous, of course, that
Loraine should live with us--after what's happened."

"She's one of my family," chanted Toni, reverting to ritual.  "And
she's tremendously fond of me, and of Aunt Elsa, and the
children,--especially Babs, and all of us."

"And willing to put up with me, d'you think?  Cheers!"

"Loraine's miserable, away from the family.  Of course,
conventionally, I know I ought to owe her an undying grudge because
she's the woman you ran away with----"

... It was easier to speak about it, now, in the heat of what looked
like a quarrel between her and Giles, than it had been during the
past few weeks of mutual courtesy and deferential shyness.

"But I'm not jealous of Loraine, and she knows I'm not.  The blood
tie can be very strong----"

"Blood your grandmother!" exclaimed Giles, rudely.  "Good God, Toni,
has it never occurred to you what I'd feel like, having Loraine
always about the place, to remind me of the blazing fool I made of
myself?"

"I suppose ... from an ordinary point of view----  But Giles, we're
_not_ the ordinary eternal-triangle: man, wife, and Other Woman!  You
can't pretend we are!  It might be difficult, living with Loraine,
but for a different reason; she's got a temperament like an African
savage, I know; I'm prepared to cope with that; and I think, too, in
time, if she lives with us, that I can get on top of it."

"Or she can, on top of yours," said Giles.  "Thanks, I don't want my
house turned into a sort of War of the Rakonitz Succession.  What
about a little peace, for a change?  And then there's Babs.  Our
small daughter, I gather, has got a wild rave on Loraine.  Not very
good for her, to encourage it, is it?"

"Where Babs is concerned," said obstinate Toni, "I want to win a
victory over Loraine's actual presence; a positive, not a negative
victory.  Babs is going to learn to love me best _with_ Loraine in
the house _and_ in the room....  You do see, don't you?"

"I might, if I were thinking about you at all," Giles answered.  "But
all this silliness would be frightfully bad for Babs; and I'm simply
not going to risk it."

... Toni wondered, in a dazed sort of fashion, if it could be
actually true that Giles was winning the mastery over her in this
belated tussle of their wills, and after four years of marriage?  If
so, it had to be attended to at once, and firmly; because, after all,
however decent it was the rule to be about these things, she was in
the magnanimous position of being the one who had to forgive.  If she
were prepared to forgive both Giles and Loraine, it surely was not
for Giles to say that Loraine must not be forgiven?  What she had
secretly desired, of course, in the unreasonable state of nerves
which had overpowered her after the intense forty-eight hours
preceding Richard's "Giles is better," was that Giles should feebly
plead Loraine's cause, instead of strongly combating it.  Then, and
in that case, she might herself have been natural and sensible: she
might herself have sent Loraine packing.  For she did not really want
Loraine as a permanence at Casa Vecchia, upsetting everything.  She,
like Giles, wanted peace in the house.  But they had irritated her,
all of them--Richard first, by a piece of advice, characteristically
delivered; then Val; now Giles ... all of them assuming that she was
Loraine's enemy; or that if she wasn't, she ought to be....  "Yes, I
_know_..."  But Toni was animated by a last perverse flicker of one
of her old moods....  Was Loraine alone?  Was there no one to stand
up for her, as she, by Val's report, had stood up for her cousin
Toni, while Giles had packed his suit-case?  No one? ... Well,
then----  Still half-laughing, half-angry, quite convinced that
ultimately and whatever she said, luck would rid her of Loraine, Toni
was impelled to talk more and more nonsense, calling it loyalty:

"Loraine's my cousin," she said.  "There are some things you can't
understand, Giles.  In our family, we don't disown our relations or
turn them away from us.  Loraine would be utterly forlorn, left
hanging about in the cold.  I believe it really is the deepest
passion of her life, this desire to be near her own people; to settle
down with them, and be counted in.  Do, for a moment, get above
the--oh, the personal aspect of this business, and try to realise how
awfully cruel it would be to rebuff her and thrust her beyond the
tents."

Giles remained totally unmoved.  In fact, Toni's slight lapse into
picturesque statement had the opposite effect on him than she
intended.  He hated picturesque statement; it reminded him of
Loraine....

"It's all very tragic," he assented, nonchalantly; "but it's not my
business.  My business is concerned with you and the kids and our
daily life."

... The sun had set behind the hills; and a chill had blown in, as
always, with the quick-falling dusk along the Mediterranean.  Giles
ought not to have been out-of-doors, but they were both too
preoccupied to notice this.

"If it were one of your people----" Toni began ... and then she
stopped.  No, she could not, of course she could not tell Giles how,
at a crisis, she had sacrificed everything she most cared for, a
little while ago, in order to plunge to the rescue of Jimmy, Giles'
father.  Not one of her own family, but Giles' father.  An unspoken
agreement, or so it seemed to Toni, existed between her and Jimmy,
that this affair should never be spoken of to anyone.  Anyhow, she
could not have flaunted it in front of Giles, now.  It was too like
exacting an exchange of generosity.  But still ... she compromised by
putting it in general terms--"If it were one of your family whom you
wanted me to help, Giles, I'd do it, whatever it cost."

"You're thinking of that time when you stopped Jimmy from shooting
himself," said Giles, at once, and startling her.

"You know--about that?"

"Yes, of course I do.  Jimmy told me....  Darling, it's no good
expecting Jimmy to keep secrets.  He never does.  He doesn't see the
use of them.  Nor do I, as a matter of fact.  Yes, that was pretty
fine of you, Toni.  Decent of you, too, not to chuck it at me, just
now.  But all the same, the eye-for-an-eye-and-tooth-for-a-tooth
business doesn't apply, here.  I'm not going to have Loraine in my
house, in our house.  I know Loraine.  There'd be no end of trouble.
Oh, she'll be all right; she'll drift about from one branch of the
family to another, You'll get a postcard from Stockholm, or from
Trieste, or Seville, saying how Great-aunt Sarah, or Jezebel, or
whoever it is, adores her, and how happy she's going to be for the
rest of her life....  And about six months later, another postcard
will turn up with a different postmark, telling us that she's a nomad
and can't settle down, although old Cousin Naphtali Eleazor is simply
_begging_ her to make a home with them at Geneva!--And we'll know by
that, that there's been mischief in Stockholm or Trieste or
Seville....  Toni dear, I'm not ungrateful over Jimmy.  You can
simply stuff our house with your family, aunts and uncles and
grandmothers bulging and flapping out of every room and window,
Rakonitzes and Czelovars by the dozen, if you like, and I'll be a
noble and splendid host to all of them.  But not Loraine, my dear,
not Loraine."

"It's Loraine I want," said Toni, dangerously.  She was stung in her
most sensitive region, that her husband should make a comic picture
out of her family fanaticism; yet she would have been ready to do so
herself, at a more normal moment.  The pace of their quarrel
quickened; though Giles remained, as usual, outwardly imperturbable.

"Then you can't have her.  She's leaving this evening on the Vienna
express.  I ordered the carriage to be at the villa at ten past five."

Queer that their long-expected reconciliation should have blazed out,
instead, into this violent dispute.  Queerer still, that both should
be enjoying it.

Toni repeated, incredulously: "You--told--Loraine--to
leave--my--house?"

"I expect she's packing now," murmured Giles.

Toni did not heed the airy interruption: "Without consulting me?"

"Unless you call this, consulting?"

"When?"

"Actually, in so many words, this morning.  She's been expecting it
for a long time, though.  Loraine's no fool.  Besides, we know each
other rather well.  I might have given her longer notice, but I'm a
considerate bloke, and I know that Loraine prefers it this way.  More
melodramatic.  She can always get a thrill from the fact that she's
been brutally slung out."

"It's a thrill I'm not keen about.  It violates hospitality----  Good
Lord, there's nothing worse!  And my own cousin, too!  And Loraine
might even say it's jealousy--that I'm still jealous of her."

"Which you are!  And at the same time, frightfully bucked with
yourself for being original enough to want her to live with us.
Which you don't! ... Where are you going?"  He intercepted her as she
pushed past him, towards the path that led down the hill--"Lord, I
wish these perishing doctors would let me have a pipe, now and then.
Blighters!--Toni, where are you going?"

"To cancel your orders," said Toni.  "Loraine stays."  She twinkled
jauntily up at him....  How tall he was!

"Loraine goes."  But he was still smiling.  How blue her eyes were!

"You'd no right to sling her out without my permission.  When people
act high-handedly----"

"You'd no right to arrange for her to live with us without my
permission.  And when people act as though they had bats in the
belfry---I'm sorry, Toni, but I win over this.  You can't fight me.
You've gone further than it's safe, already.  You can't fight a
husband who might die at any moment, Toni, if he gets
over-excited....  Or had you forgotten?  The odds are one to three
that I'll live, anyway; a second hæmorrhage might be fatal ..."

Toni stared at him, incredulously.  Surely he could not be using this
weapon against her?  It was unbelievable, from Giles.  She continued
to stare at him....

"Dirty trick, isn't it?" he said, serenely aware that he had dealt
final destruction to her guileless conception of a very special
gun-room-and-country-house code....  "Well below the belt, and not
what you'd expect from an English gentleman." ... But, with a burst
of horror, Toni realised--brushing aside the point whether he should
have used this or that weapon--that it was true, deadly true.  She
had no right ever to fight with Giles, or to allow him to fight with
her.  She had failed in vigilance, and it was bitter that he should
have had to remind her of it.  If, in consequence, anything should
have happened to him!--already she might have done him harm, with her
silly wrangling, her prate about family and pride and hospitality....
As though anything mattered besides keeping Giles alive and with her,
guarding instead of exposing him!  As though Loraine's going away
could possibly matter!  All happening shrunk to a pin-point, and she
saw only Giles.  If he were to cough now----

If he were to cough, Toni felt she could not bear it.

"Giles!" she cried out, in panic.  "You're not--going to cough?"

And at that, his teasing half-smile broke into the laugh so typical
of him at all times of stress.

"Cough?  No, of course I'm not going to cough!  You're a brick, Toni,
not to hate me for having said that!  But I really thought we'd been
quarrelling long enough, and that I'd better end it..."  He had her
in his arms now, and she was clinging to him as though already she
might have let him slide too far into the waiting danger.  "Toni
dear, it's no good, you know!--we shall have a hell of a life unless
we can face it and talk about it quite naturally, this possibility
that I may peg out at any moment.  The odds are rather too big to
ignore it, you see.  If I'd even a fifty-fifty chance....  Well, but
we don't want to walk about on tiptoe, do we?  Laboriously avoiding
egg-shells all the time; being heavily bright and tactful?  And I
simply refuse to lean back, sky-blue and precious, against a
stained-glass window, for the rest of my life.  Stained-glass doesn't
suit me.  Starting and jumping and looking self-conscious if anyone
happens to mention illness or death--it's too damned uncomfortable,
Toni, hushing things up!  Let's take it in our stride.  We'll have a
good time in spite of it, while the good time lasts."

"I can't bluff it out, like you can, Giles," she whispered.

"Only don't call my bluff!  I couldn't want to live with any single
person in the world, Toni, except you, under these circumstances....
As it is, don't worry, child.  It won't be so bad.  And now--look
here, it's getting cold.  We ought to go down.  Besides----" his eyes
quizzed her again--"it's nearly time for the Vienna express."




CHAPTER III

... Loraine, from the lower step of the villa, looked up at Toni and
Giles.  Aunt Elsa was standing at the front door, too; and Manuela;
and Luigi, the wine-merchant's son; and Stefania, but not Marietta;
and, by an unfortunate chance for Loraine, Mac, who was indifferent
to her departure, but not Terry.  Manuela was weeping stormily, and
protesting eternal fidelity to her beautiful little signorina, who
was going away because there were some who were cruel and jealous and
forgetful of benefits; but she, Manuela, would serve no other
mistress while the sun shone and the mimosa bloomed ... Under cover
of this shrill and embarrassing volubility, Toni and Loraine said
good-bye to each other:

... "Yes, Toni darling, it _is_ sudden, but that's the only way I can
leave, when I love people and a place.  Any other way, I couldn't
bear it.  But I'm too restless to settle down.  I think I want
to--and then, when I see it looming so close in front of me, a home,
and regular meals, and the same bed noight after noight, then my
blood begins to tramp up and down in my veins like a sailor tramping
the deck in a tempest.  You do understand, Toni darling, that it
isn't that I want to be leaving you?  But that I'm a nomad..."

Yes, Toni understood all right.  Pretence was necessary, here; and so
she, too, picked up her end of it, and helped her cousin Loraine to
pull it taut:

"I'm so terribly sorry, Loraine; but I do agree with you, that if one
must go, it's the best thing to rush off and not hang about over it.
You've been a brick about helping me move into the house."

"Ah, but I enjoyed that," quickly from Loraine.  "Confess now, Toni,
you couldn't have managed it without me? Not in that time?  Not with
the babies coming out next week?  Ah, and kiss my lovely Babs for me,
and tell her that her Loraine will be passing this way again,
sometime..."  Their eyes encountered steadily.

"Whenever you do," said Toni, "you know that Casa Vecchia has got a
room for you, don't you?"

--"You'll be missing your train, Loraine," called out Giles, from his
obscure position behind the mourning group on the top step; and the
driver of the carriage called out a jovial warning in Italian, at the
same instant.  Loraine plunged once more up the steps, flung her arms
around Aunt Elsa, drawing that warm-hearted old lady's tears, by a
last impetuous kiss; hugged Mac--it ought to have been Terry, but
Terry had gone after a bone!--patted Manuela consolingly on the
shoulder; flung out a genial "Take care of yourself, Giles!"--a
farewell which nevertheless was laced with mockery; ran down the
steps, and sprang lightly into the carriage.  She had begged that no
one should see her off at the station--she could not bear formal
partings, she said.

"Vienna, Prague, Budapest, Warsaw, Bucharest,"--exultantly she reeled
the names off her tongue.  "Ah, I've stopped in one place too long!
... Good-bye, Toni!"

"Good-bye, Loraine!"

The very jingle of the harness and the crack of the driver's whip, as
the carriage drove off, seemed to assist in the pantomime of an eager
traveller, of fresh gipsyings, and of Loraine's impatient pity for
those beloved but stupid creatures who remained heavily behind.

It was a gallant exit....  But her last glance was for Casa Vecchia,
visible on the spur of the hill, through a gap in the olives.




CHAPTER IV

Babs was the first to tumble from the high carriage of the train, on
to the platform, at the frontier station between France and Italy.
How like Babs!  Toni, rushing frenziedly along in search of her
party, picked her up from where she had fallen, and hugged her
delightedly.  Babs was not crying.  She was trying to explain
something to Toni; something quite irrelevant about a toy which
Quimper had given her on parting, and which, when wound up and placed
on the deck of the Channel steamer, the day before, had run between
the rails and into the sea, and--and they wouldn't stop the boat!
She became incoherent and stammering in the attempt to express her
indignation against the captain and the crew who would not stop, when
she, Babette, daughter of Antoinette Goddard, nee Rakonitz, had
ordered them to do so....  But meanwhile, here was Toni's mother,
encumbered with Paul and with much luggage, slowly clambering down;
and bulging just behind her, in the dim sickly light, Nurse and
Antony and more luggage; and they all stood, bewildered in the centre
of jabber and gesture from the three porters whom Toni had previously
commandeered, and who had followed her from end to end of the train;
while some people who did not belong to the party at all, wanted one
of Toni's porters, and feverishly expressed an altogether
wrong-headed notion that Susie's travelling-rug was theirs.  Toni,
throttled by Paul and then again by Babs, was unable for the moment
to cope with pandemonium....  She suddenly was aware of a queer
sensation, as though she were back in the nursery of the house in
Holland Park, the nursery where she had passed her own childhood.
She could not tell whence such an impression had drifted, like a few
bars of an old waltz....  It could not be just seeing her mother?

"... And so I thought I'd better bring him along," Susie briskly
finished her explanation.

"What?" cried Toni, as the trucks clattered past.  "Who along?"

"There," Susie pointed through the racing crowd of travellers.  "He's
just got out of a smoker.  You can't have forgotten him, Toni?  Don't
tell him you have.  He'd be so hurt.  And I don't think, and nor did
Truda, that he's changed much, except for his American accent, and
you haven't heard that yet.  Oh dear, hadn't we better get along to
the Customs, or those other people will all get there first?"

... Toni rubbed her eyes.  And here again was the face she must have
seen, half-consciously, just now, accounting for that vagrant memory;
only now it kissed her, and said--Susie was right, with a strong
American accent: "Gee, Toni, you've grown!  Not going to give your
old Uncle Ludo the frozen mitt, are you?  Susie told me you'd be
tickled to death to see me..."

He had been one of those uncles who had suddenly whisked her up, all
lacy frills and curls, and had held her screaming above nis head,
much nearer the ceiling than she liked, so that she remembered him
clearest as seen from upside down.  Uncle Ludo, Ludovic Rakonitz,
Anastasia's second son, the one who had done something not altogether
satisfactory and had been sent abroad, the cause hushed up....  A
letter stamped Nicaragua....  And another fleeting recollection, now,
of her head and Danny's bent close together over a large map:--"Oh,
and Toni, just listen to the exports--rosewood, tortoiseshell,
indigo, hides, and gold chains..."

She wondered, still a little bit dazed, how many of these Uncle Ludo
might have brought back with him, from Nicaragua.

--No time for questions now.  "Nine small pieces, Madam," said the
nurse, "and eight big.  That's what made it easy to remember.  Of
course, coming out here for good, like this, there'd be a lot of
luggage as well as what you had sent by sea.  And I do hope the
master's better."

... "_And_," Babs went on, for she was truculent in sticking to a
subject that interested her until it had been given its full meed of
attention, "it wasn't as though they couldn't have stopped the boat
and gone to fetch it, Mummy, because there were _lots_ of little
boats all round the edge of the big boat, on strings, and they'd only
got to cut the strings----" ...

"And when I heard mother was dead, Lord, I got the shock of my life!
And it was funny, that, because in a sort of way I'd expected it.
I'd reckoned up how old she must be; and yet, when it come to hearing
it from Truda--I dunno--the Rakonitzes were centenarians, most of
'em.  Susie tells me she used to talk about me a lot," added Uncle
Ludo, sentimentally, "but that she didn't hand me out anything in her
Will ... Who got those Bokhara rugs, Toni?  They were worth
something.  I had a pal who'd have given me a good price for them.
He was a millionaire."

Toni smiled.  This was the authentic Uncle Ludo, brimming with family
solicitude, and acquisitive with the very next breath.  They had long
ago given up all idea of ever seeing him again.  It was over fifteen
years since any of them had had a line from him, telling of his
flittings or whereabouts.

Separated from him for a little while, while they were being hustled
and pressed against the counters in the _Dogána_, and before their
luggage was wheeled in, she asked Susie a few rapid questions.  There
were more important subjects to tell and to be told about, than Uncle
Ludo, of course: Giles, the children, their new home; but the
reappearance of a lost uncle was undoubtedly a startling thing to
have happened.  Besides--why had he come out here with Susie and the
children and the nurse from St. Olaf's?

"My darling, he just drifted along.  The old lady was dead, you see;
and in Truda's flat, the one she took last year, there isn't an inch
to cram anyone.  It seemed, after all, the most natural thing to
bring him.  There wasn't time to let you know, but I supposed you'd
want him out here.  I don't believe the poor boy has got a penny,
even though he's been making his fortune all these years.--Oh dear,
Toni!"  Susie broke off in distress, "do ask them not to open just
that trunk of mine.  It's the one with all the things in it I didn't
mean them to see!"

Susie, having only married into the family, was not a cosmopolitan,
and could never make herself understood by foreigners, nor yet quite
rest in their ways.  She had lived for sixteen years an alien in the
house of the Matriarch, and remained an alert sweet-natured, cosy
little Englishwoman, with nothing in her composition that was in the
least eccentric nor richly-flavoured.

"_Of course_ you had to bring him," Toni cried, heartily, "if there
was no home for him anywhere else.  You were absolutely right, Mummy
darling--and won't Aunt Elsa be excited! ... I'm sorry, but I'm
afraid you'll have to pay on those.  You shouldn't have brought them,
you know.  You can buy them here."

"_Can_ you?" said Susan Lake, mistrustfully.

Nurse had managed to sweep off Babs and Antony, out of the hectic
mob, into the waiting-room; but Paul clung obstinately to Toni,
giving short, spasmodic squeezes to her hand.  An odd, self-reliant
little chap, Paul, and so plain.  She had always bothered least about
him of all her children; and yet, according to Nurse's accounts, it
was he who had missed her most.  The Customs-house at Ventimiglia was
hardly a suitable place for a remorseful Toni to yield herself up, at
last, to a scene of adoring her children, so she controlled the
impulse; but she felt a quick thrill warming her when she thought of
having Babs and Paul and Antony permanently with her, now, at Casa
Vecchia, that big old house with a garden for them to play in, and
the hills behind the garden, and the sea at the foot of the hills;
and lots and lots of time, an unfettered wind and wash of time, to
devote to them,--yes, she herself, without gaiety claiming her at one
swing of the pendulum, or the urgency of business in Hanover Street
at the other.  How tremulously glad she was that her racial instinct
had been strong enough to call her to bear children, even
while--_gamine de son siécle_!--she had rather petulantly thought it
a nuisance, and a hold-up to all her pleasures.  If she had waited
...  She and Giles would never dare have any more children in the
future, even if he lived.  Never mind, here were three; life need not
be meagre....  But then her thankfulness quivered to a sudden fear:
supposing Antony, who had been born last of all----?  She would have
to look after Antony very specially and carefully.  Was it
hereditary?  She could not remember.  Some said it wasn't; but the
specialist from Cannes had said that Giles must have had the germ of
his illness in him, unrecognised, for at least a year...

Uncle Ludo elbowed his way to her side.  "I guess this young fellow
must be tired of being used as a football," and he lifted up Paul
from among the close press of legs, and set him on his shoulder.
Paul clutched anxiously, again, for Toni's hand.

"So the Uncles came a crash over sapphires?" Ludo Rakonitz went on,
determined to engage Toni in cheerful reminiscences, even though her
luggage--nine small pieces and eight big, according to Nurse--was in
the process of being vindictively examined.  "In nineteen-ten, they
tell me.  Poor Uncle Max!  If I'd been there! ... It seemed queer,
when I landed, not being able to go round to him to borrow a dollar
or two.  Queer not to find anyone much to go round to.  What's become
of 'em all?  It's not that I mind, either, having money refused to
me," he explained, ingenuously.  "The Uncles often said no, after the
first few times.  It was not finding anyone--d'you get me?--who
_will_ refuse me money....  That's what gives me the lonesome chill.
But I can put up at your shack for a bit, Toni, while I look around,
if your husband don't mind?  What sort of a city d'you live in?  Will
it stand developing, d'you think?  Good climate?  I tried my hand at
developing a burg, once.  I reckon we'll have to see about it!"

... Toni smiled again.  Yes, this _was_ Uncle Ludo, in spite of the
twang.  It was also, in varying shades and tints of the same
temperament, her father, Bertrand; and her cousin Derek; and her
grandmother, Anastasia, to the life; and, so they said, her
great-uncles Andreas and Eugène and Isidor, dandies of Vienna.  In
Uncle Ludo was comically personified their tribal gathering;
sanguine, swaggering, affectionate.  Extravagant as Maxine; bragging
and voluble as Loraine; imperious as her own little daughter, Babs;
physically indolent as Val; handsome as Val's grandmother, lovely
Simone...

She wondered how her English husband would welcome the derelict
Rakonitz?




CHAPTER V

"Mummy," said Babs, "is this how you dressed when you were young?"

Toni, looking at the photograph, was conscious of shock.  "This" was
her own mother, Susie; pretty Susan Lake, at the age of twenty, and
in the costume of the eighteen-nineties: wasp-waisted; voluminous
skirts lifted coquettishly from the ground by a hand deftly trained
to this trick; balloon sleeves with long tight cuffs; high stiff
collars, white boater hat, tennis racquet and balustrade: a fresh and
simple girl, complete in every detail of her period; sentimentally
cherished by Susie, no doubt, as a reminder to herself of what Toni's
father had seen in her, to love.  Thirty years earlier or thirty
years later--it was all the same to Babs; yet it struck Toni, feeling
modern as she did, as utterly grotesque that the child should be a
whole generation out.  "Is this how you dressed when you were young?"
... Why then, was she already among the aunts, among the old
ones?--"Yes, darling," said Toni, answering Babs, "more or less."
And presently Babs ran off again.  She was helping Grannie to unpack
and arrange her room.

But Toni stood by the window, alone, and looked out over what was,
for once, a quiet grey landscape; a cloudy sky hung over a dull sea;
frogs threw up a monotonous croaking from unseen patches of water.
Italy might have been rural England.  It was between tea and
supper-time, and the house was very still.  Giles, who had been
talking about artichokes, all day, enthusiastically as a man with a
long life before him, had gone off with his friend, the Italian
landowner, who would tell him more about the cultivation of
artichokes, and show him several thousands of that fascinating
vegetable in very early bearing.  Uncle Ludo, settled down now at
Casa Vecchia, with the air of one conferring a benefit upon his poor
relations, and conferring it heartily and generously, was probably in
the little town, ruminating on his plans for developing it: on
getting capitalists interested, and on running up a casino and a
golf-course and a tennis club, and two or three swell hotels.  Aunt
Elsa and Susie, with Babs to help them, formed a corner of warmth and
hubbub and busyness establishing themselves in that part of the house
where Toni had lovingly allotted them bedrooms.  The nurseries formed
another such cheerful area; and probably there the dogs were
congregated too, and Stefania and Marietta, in adoration of Paul and
Baby Antony; and laughing in their pretty friendly fashion at the
good-natured attempts of the nurse from St. Olaf's at making herself
understood by them.  The severe nurse from St. Olaf's had amazed Toni
by stating, firmly: "This, Madam, is the life that suits me," after
twelve hours spent in an Italian home.  She, who had rejected their
studio in Kensington as a too indecorous and unconventional abode,
said that San Goffredo, and its happy semi-barbaric multiplicity of
mules and peasants, cafés and carabinieri, its dark little shops
cowering away from the blaze of sunlight, and stocked with alien
wares, its motto of "Never do to-day what you can put off until after
midday next week," its line of oranges in full fruit down the
principal street--she said that this was the life that suited her!

"And is this the life that suits me?" Toni wondered ... for to-day
there was no glow of the South, in compensation for her exile.

Yes, Babs' question had upset her; and though Toni knew she was a
fool to be upset about such a childish mistake, yet that sense of
outrage persisted.  She did not mind the inevitable yielding to old
age----  Well, she need not bother about that yet!  Even Babs could
hardly say she was old.  But yielding up modernity, that was quite
another thing; that piqued Toni, of "Toni's" in Hanover Street; Toni,
who had led the fashion; whose pride it was ever to be more than
up-to-date; Toni, of whom the throng had said: "And so young still!"
when she had recently scored success by designing the costumes for
"She Burnt Her Boats."

Would she have to sacrifice all this, now she had left the cities?

She saw herself, with all her contemporaries in the family, Val and
Maxine, Deb, Eileen and Sylvia, but mostly herself and Loraine, as
the children were just beginning to view them as a matter of course:
the Old Ones; mothers and aunts and things ... stodgy, but
representative of inescapable yesterdays.  She saw herself and
Loraine, from this younger stand-point, growing gradually eccentric,
full of character, easy to label....  Loraine would be known as the
aunt, presently the great-aunt, who travelled a lot, and never said
beforehand when she was arriving, and wore funny clothes.  And she,
Toni, a more static figure, was the one who had the big house, and
invited them all to stay sometimes, and who could be--yes, a little
bit frightening, even to twentieth-century babydom.  You always took
on more distinguishing characteristics when you were placed back
among the mothers and aunts and the old ones, than while you were
just the usual age, dancing and wearing modern clothes.  "Oh damn!"
cried Toni, in sudden revolt, "and I'm not ready for it yet!"

Suddenly, and still goaded by pique, by that careless needle-thrust
from her little daughter, she ran up to her bedroom, and put on the
very latest and most exquisite creation that she had had built for
her just before leaving London.  She was ahead of the season, then.
Her two-and-a-half months in Italy would have brought it just abreast
of her.  Toni flitted about the room, humming in her queer, happy
way, out of key, but giving herself an intense pleasure in a way that
no other person singing to her in key could ever have done.  She was
strangely fastidious about her toilet this evening; merely dressing
would not suffice; she revelled in the sybaritic preliminaries, as
well: first a hot bath, with a profusion of "subtilité" salts in it;
then her apricot georgette underclothing, never worn, hitherto; her
hair carefully waved, and fiercely brushed to the right shape of
shingle; her nails manicured.  Her arms and neck and shoulders, when
she was eventually satisfied with them, though still too slender,
were smooth and creamy as the lining of an old Satsuma bowl.  Toni
adored the sensuous _feel_ of things, even more than the sight of
them....  She cuddled her cheek down to meet a hunched-up shoulder,
now, and slowly rubbed her flesh against her flesh.
Hyper-civilisation.... --Where could Toni be going, to-night, out
here in San Goffredo?  Yet she was critical as an artist, whose
painting would presently be on exhibition to the whole world.

And the dress she chose to wear was "Sauve Qui Peut."

It was a very special dress.  Toni had designed the original model
for herself, against Helen's judgment.  "Sherry and vermilion are
impossible colours together," Helen had argued; but she had made
amends, later on, by her inspired christening of the frock, the
moment she saw it on Toni.  "Sauve Qui Peut" was a dress of the
cities.  Its tint was drawn, less from the petals of flowers than,
subtly, out of the heart of wine--mellow, sophisticated wine, that
you drank slowly, while the most modern music was being played.  She
had worn it only twice in London, in November, before she had been
summoned away; and people had turned their heads to look, as she
passed.  Sherry-coloured georgette clung like an embrace straight
down the supple shimmer of her body, pointed by arrow embroideries,
in sequins of the same shade, into the scalloped edges, just below
the knees.  So far, good Toni! ... moderately good!  But on either
side--and here was the challenge--three vermilion godets swaggered in
between the scallops.  They were much shorter than the rest of the
short little frock.  They appeared and vanished unevenly, as Toni
moved.  They were--an impertinence, if you like; she meant them to be
a bright red impertinence ... tongue in the cheek!  Helen had said
vermilion and sherry-colour were not possible together...

Sauve qui peut!

And cosmopolitan Toni was looking her best.  Rebellion always touched
her with a flush and sparkle that her looks needed, to transform what
was usually sedate, into that quality of fascination most attractive,
because it is so evanescent.  Toni was in rebellion!  She wanted to
prove to herself that she need not become old-fashioned, even though
she had left the cities behind her.

She ran downstairs, a living silhouette cut out of the
next-number-but-one of _Vogue_.

The big central sitting-room of the house was empty, save for its
logwood fire that creaked and shifted; save for Val's little
West-Highland terrier, who wagged a welcoming stump of tail at the
sight of Toni, and showed every disposition to dance.  He liked his
mistress to be gay.

--"This is no good," exclaimed Toni, with angry petulance....  And
then she laughed at herself.  What had she expected to find?  Colin,
and all his night-club gang?  The latest saxophone band?  What had
she dressed up for?  She had come to live on the land, she and her
family.  She flung herself into the big arm-chair.  Content had fled
for the moment.  She wanted the cities again.  The Rakonitz family
had always lived in big cities.  Always?--well, for nearly two
hundred years.  You could not expect Toni, the gayest of them all, to
become directly, at the call of necessity, like the mother of her
great-great-grandmother: Babette's mother, who had had vineyards in
Hungary.  Not all at once; little by little, perhaps.  She would have
to do it, because Giles was ill, and could not live in the cities.
She must say good-bye to them; those that she knew, like London and
Paris and Rome; and those she knew vicariously, like Vienna and
Budapest.  She had never been to Vienna or Budapest, but she knew
them through legend, through snatches of song, fragments of vivid
description from those who had been there; and she knew them
racially, because they were in her blood, the tradition and the song
of the cities of Central Europe ... She did not know that she was
crooning the "Caprice Viennois," to a crooked rhythm that Kreisler
himself would not have recognised; for she was seeing Vienna, and at
the same time Paris....  She had heard it that night last March,
when, following an intangible mood, she had gone alone to the
Chauve-Souris, at the Théâtre--where was it?  Somewhere down the
Champs-Elysées, for she had dined at Laurent's, first.  She savoured
again the perfect sophistication of the French restaurant.  Such a
hot room!--But she sat near the door, and just beyond was the cool
drumming of the fountain in the outside court; and an oblong of
scarlet came into that vision: the brocade hand-bag that had cost her
six guineas ... but it was worth it, for the intense satisfaction she
derived from knowing it hers, this symbol of expensive luxury with
its tiny jewelled clasp....  But she had bought that, daring poverty,
before she was married!  It had tumbled into the wrong picture....
What does time matter?  Paris....  The Chauve-Souris....  "It's the
'Caprice Viennois'!  What luck!" ... Nothing could have led her to
expect it, as the curtain had gone up, showing starkly a window set
in the wall of a house, heavy snow on the sill, heavy snow loading
down the branch of the tree across it; leaded panes, and behind them
a glimpse of a drawing-room, a lamp, a piano ... and, dimly seen, two
graceful women wearing that sort of square-necked and puff-sleeved
costume that went with hair that might almost have seemed bobbed, in
its square cut round the cheek and neck.  And Toni knew that cultured
drawing-room behind the sharp wintry weather....  Her neighbour
remarked afterwards, amiably, that Madame was seeing the performance
for the second time? yes, surely, for she had murmured 'Caprice
Viennois,' before even the first bars had been played, and before
those tall ladies, unreal in the lamplight behind the window, had
begun to sing her favourite melody....  Still dreaming it right,
humming it wrong, she had come out of the theatre, into the mad
pattern of the whizzing taxis, zig-zagging down a thousand spokes
from a shifting centre; the grand up-curve of the lamps, as though
swung on air, as far as the Arc de Triomphe....  Paris! ... "Caprice
Viennois!" ... Vienna!--Funny, how it all blended!  Grandmère had
told her about Vienna; and Danny, who had had the luck to stay there
in the later and more cynical era of Franz Rakonitz, imperturbable
hero of the 'eighties, Danny, too, had told Toni....  But that was a
different Vienna....  And Val's had been different again: the
artist's Vienna.  Her swift sketch--Toni had it still--or--no, she
hadn't, she had lost it, probably, but she had kept it for quite a
long time!--sketch of those two cabaret artistes, Rudi and Nadine,
standing for a moment in the pallid early morning of the
Kärntner-Ring, just outside the "Kleiner Heisser Hund." ... A
deserted corner in the rain; a garish advertisement of lights set in
a triangle of red glass on top of a pole, claimed attention for the
café; underneath it, Rudi stood, bending a lithe cane between his
hands, his eyes slanting to Nadine, cloaked, patient; waiting, with
her pretty stupid smile of eternal acceptance, till he should be done
with his pose ... for he was showing off to Val: "_Moi, je suis ires
sadiste!_" ... The cane pinged!  He hoped he was sinister, instead of
merely cheap, cheap and sad....  Poor little Magyar dancer!--Val had
thrown an astounding air of dissipation into her few impressionistic
pencil lines....

Toni's humming changed from the aching defiance of the Caprice, to an
unexpected Tango: "Mangia, mangia, Papirusa!" ... That had been their
tune, Rudi's and Nadine's.  What was Papirusa? ... paprika?--flower
of the vermilion pepper, perhaps?

--A different Vienna.  Anastasia had never been taken to the Kleiner
Heisser Hund.  Franz must have gone, certainly; and Uncle Louis, and
Anatol; _roués_ of the last generation.  But Toni _must_ have seen
Vienna!  Of course she had!  Breakfast in the Prater--No, that had
been in "Lilac-Time"; and she had seen "Lilac-Time" in London ...
Again her light, tuneless humming ran an accompaniment to her
crowding thoughts....  Schubert, Schubert's birthplace ... she had an
etching on a post-card, showing that.  Had Danny sent it?  Or just
one of the "Vienna lot," when she was a child, to encourage her to
play the piano nicely?  It was the Stephans-kirche that Danny had
sent on his post-card, with the arrogant boast, scrawled right across
its tall Gothic tower, that he and Franz had been "bummelling" the
night before ... and he had a headache, this morning!

... But that "set" of a drawing-room behind the snowy window-sill
might have been the Matriarch's drawing-room in Holland Park, where
Toni had lived as a child....  Paris, Vienna, London--of course she
knew the cities; and when she did not know, she could piece together
in sheer conviction: Vienna and gaiety, officers in light blue
uniforms, and all the musical comedies that had ever come to Daly's:
"Shall we try, just we two?" ... Danny had taken her to the "Count of
Luxembourg" straight after her father had died, because she was
fifteen, and could not bear the atmosphere of black _crêpe_ and woe
and wailing any longer....  Perhaps Babs would be younger when her
father died?  What tune would it set itself to, in Babs' mind?  What
were the tunes now?  Fox-trots and fox-trots: "I'm a little bit
fonder of you, than of myself..." but next year, next month already,
would be a string of others to choose from.  Fashions ran so quickly,
nowadays ... Too hard to keep up....  She would have to let go soon,
quite soon, as soon as this dress should be out-of-date....  What
tunes?--But of course Giles was not going to die, so she need not
bother to say it with music....  "Say it with Music"--that had been
the same time as "Kalua" ... Colin and Betty coming down the lane in
the snow....  The snow _motif_ again----  Inconsequent, that "Kalua"
should have been so essentially the right tune, with Elizabethan
costumes!  That had been a good night ... she and Giles had danced
together nearly all the time.  Good?  Well ... they had first met
Loraine that night, and Loraine had gone to Vienna with Giles....
And now Loraine had gone to Vienna alone....  That tune which Giles
was always whistling: "Varasdin" he called it, but it had not come to
London yet, he had heard it in Vienna with Loraine....  Not a bad
fox-trot; but after "Kalua," she had liked "Parisian Pierrot" best of
them all....  And Toni crooned:

  "The Rue de la Paix
  Is under your sway..."

Toni of "Toni's"--it might have been Toni of the Rue de la Paix
to-night, where she sat, smoking one cigarette after another,
disconsolate and beautifully dressed....  Sauve Qui Peut!--and no one
to see her; Toni, singing alone in the big arm-chair in her house in
Italy.

Drifts of smoke ... drifts of tune, and of old gay days....  She
thought of wine; of that dinner with Uncle Max, when he had opened a
special bottle of vintage Château Margaux for her sole pleasure; and
had promised her one day a glass of Imperial Tokay.  How she had
thrilled when he had said she had a palate!  A royal compliment from
Uncle Max, and a glass of Imperial Tokay ... but she had never had
the two together, as she had so longed to have....  She saw herself
sitting on a balcony overhanging the Danube, the sun flicking sequins
on the river; and opposite, the shining green domes and spires of a
royal palace.  This must be Budapest....  Yet she had never been to
Budapest!--Never mind, someone had been there, someone who belonged
to Toni, wherever the Danube touched ... She was a child of the
Danube's cities, and she knew well how they would look.

--The Matriarch had played the "Blue Danube" ... while she and Maxine
were trying to get Grandmère's debts added up and squared; and they
had not been able to resist; they had danced; and Anastasia had been
pleased to see them dancing.  You couldn't dance to the "Blue Danube"
now, of course; the rhythm was out-of-date....  Out-of-date,
out-of-date, how that word kept on coming round!  "Mummy, is this how
you dressed when you were young?"  And some future day, no doubt:
"Mummy, I suppose you waltzed to that old 'Blue Danube' thing, when
you were young?"  Eighteen-ninety and nineteen-twenty would be all
the same, to young nineteen-forty.  Then, and now!--they looked so
much alike when you came to balance them.  This was "now," but it
would soon be "then." ... And when, in London, she had danced to
"Parisian Pierrot," it had been "now." ... And before that, too: "I'm
Runnin' Wild"; and before that: "Limehouse Blues"; and earlier still:
"Dardanella" and "Whispering" and "Jicky" ... but they had all seemed
like "now"----  The "Blue Danube" must have seemed like "now," to
Anastasia Rakonitz, telling the story of great balls and banquets and
lavish hospitality, to her grandchildren, to whom it was all just a
curious kaleidoscope of the past, more attractive than history,
because Grandmère, whom they could see and touch, came into it.

... Always the great cities, and always hospitality; a bounty of food
and drink, open doors, and a genial clamour of welcome to greet you
at the very threshold.  These came into all the stories.  These
marched in triumphant beat from generation to generation, linking
them.  They were in the very spirit of the Rakonitz tradition; not a
passing fashion, not a thing you could not keep up with, but a custom
that went back and back.  But if Rakonitz hospitality in the capitals
of Europe meant entertaining, meant all the splendour of glass and
china and silver, all the profusion of rare food and mellow wine, yet
hospitality when brought down to its rock foundation, when carried
into the country and on to the land, meant not so much entertainment,
as sanctuary.  You came to be "entertained" by Rakonitz when you were
at the top of your fortunes; you would come to sanctuary when it was
shelter you needed, a place to sleep in, and the plain nourishment of
everyday food.  Perhaps this was a truer and more ancient meaning of
the word.  Toni was only partly able to define thus her sense of a
personal fulfilment, after all, which lay, instead of the expected
hollowness, beneath her disappointment at having to drop out from the
cities.

She had a fanciful vision of a figure standing in the flap doorway of
a tent, and holding out hands in greeting.

The development of splendour within rooms, loaded tables, glittering
candelabra, strange expensive savours, had only happened later.  Yet
all these, too, she had loved....  It was only because chance had
taken her away from them, that she would unconsciously be forced to
complete the wide sweep of the circle.  Good-bye, then, to dancing
beautifully and dressing beautifully and being "in the movement"; the
movement of London and Paris and Vienna and Budapest; Rome, perhaps,
but not so much, because Rome, like Madrid, was in a kingdom which
kicked exuberantly into the sea from the very edge of Europe; they
were not Central Europe, where Toni felt at home.  But she would have
to learn to be at home here; to keep open house, as her ancestors had
done.  At least there was room enough, at Casa Vecchia; and a
vineyard to recall the mother of her great-great-grandmother, who had
lived in the country too, in Hungary.  Lavish hospitality and good
manners under stress--these were simple things, she could not bungle
them.  For she had brought nothing, or so it seemed to her, no gain
of experience or wisdom that was of any use to anybody, out of more
than thirty years of life in the cities ... She had been tenacious
where she should have let go, she had laughed where she should have
been serious, she had only looked ahead to see what never happened;
her love, whenever it came, was always too late to shield away harm;
her loyalties had been those of a fool; her betrayals ... ah, Toni
dared not think of them!  And her values were now rattling about
loosely as dice in a box--she could not tell, if she turned them out,
what would lie uppermost.

... "Giles," whispered Toni, answering fear and boredom and
self-reproach.

What would Toni find in Italy, to replace her textures and sheens?
Homey, sun-hot things: the breadiness of bread; the rasp and
happy-go-lucky treatment of daily wine in its flask, compared with
the rare and distinguished wines that the Uncles used to collect in
their cellars; the hot midday beams slipping over firm satiny cheeks
of huge onions, mauve and silver and gold, that dangled in bunches
above the olive-wood pile; small sweet figs on the trees, free for
the gathering; the three Italian children, Val's servants, singing
while they stood round the open-air wash-tub under its lattice of
vine; the pungently delicious, aromatic scent of a lemon leaf,
snatched from the tree in passing, and crushed between your fingers;
and tangerines that were still on their leafy stems when brought in
for dessert; the warm silkiness of Mac's coat, after he had been
bathed and dried in the sun; Aunt Elsa's spicy cooking, a treat for
festivals; Babs' arms, deepening through all the shades of
golden-brown, as the summer went on....  Mentally Toni held this
sun-baked collection against her memories of Uncle Felix's famous
collection of little objects of crystal, amber, and jade.  Anastasia
had inherited it, after his death; and so it had gradually
disintegrated.  She had sold some of the things, and some she had
given away, and a good many had been lost.  But Toni could recall
especially how an enthralled child, herself at eight, had been
allowed to touch with careful finger-tips an ivory ball, an _ojimé_,
as used by the Chinese to slip above their belts, at one end of a
strip of silk, to balance the pouch at the other end.  An exquisite
picture encrusted the ivory; a marvel, to have been wrought in so
many rare fabrics and metals on its tiny diameter: mother-of-pearl,
ebony, green coral, silk and painting and lacquer.--To hang a mere
onion beside this?  And though she had always recoiled with a queer
horror from Uncle Felix's most valued snuff-box, with coarse hairs
shut in its very crystal, yet she had loved that other snuff-box of
scarlet enamel and gems, with a tiny feathered bird that sprang
through the lid and sang a song; and his lump of carved red amber
that felt sticky to your lips, instead of polished, as a child might
have expected.  She had not thought of Uncle Felix's curios for
years, but they belonged to the cities of merchants and connoisseurs
and artists ... so she remembered them now, these miniature perfect
adjuncts of culture and civilisation, and of a family who could
discriminate; who thought nothing fine enough but the best and
finest.  But the treasure-house was shuttered, and the treasures had
rolled away into dim corners, and into the keeping of strangers....
"I wish I knew what had happened to that ivory _ojimé_," thought
Toni, meaning, in a momentary lapse from grace, that she wished she
had it here, for Babs to play with....  For Toni to play with.

The remnants of the family, one by one obliged to give up their big
houses, had since had unwelcome experiences of what was second-rate
and dingy; they had scattered and rebelled, intermarried with aliens,
broken the rules, and forgotten the glory ... And they were beginning
to feel the need again, of a big house; one, at least, where they
could meet, hear news of each other, return after journeyings,
recuperate after a time of bad luck; a house to be ill in, if
necessary; or a house in which to grow old.  Even, most wanted of
all, a house where you could first rush to proclaim good fortune, and
find someone who cared to hear of it.  Oh, nothing symbolical!  Not a
spiritual refuge, or any such portentous significance--but just
solidly a house, a big house, Toni's house ...


--Uncle Ludo's voice was heard outside in the hall.  "Toni!"  He came
in, rubbing his hands.  "Gee!" he exclaimed.  "You've got the glad
rags on to-night!  I've been looking round," he continued.  "Not much
hustle about this little one-horse burg of yours!  We must really get
a move on.  I brought up a bottle of that Italian stuff, Vermouth,
from the Bar San Goffredo.  They've put it down to your account.  Is
that all right?  For to tell you the truth, Toni," said prodigal
Uncle Ludo, "I haven't got more than five lire on me at the moment."

... Rosewood, tortoiseshell, indigo, hides, and gold chains?--No,
certainly he had brought none of these back with him.

But for the next half-hour he was discussing with terrific gusto as
to whether he should erect tennis-courts first, at San Goffredo;
eight to begin with; or whether a golf course would be more
attractive to the Riviera visitors whom he meant to hypnotise in
large swarms to this prospective super-Monte Carlo of his creation.

Every now and then he referred back to the big towns of South
America: Rio de Janeiro, Santiago, Buenos Aires, dwelling lovingly on
the syllables as though they had meant much to him.  "You, too?"
thought Toni, ... For he did not describe the plains nor the
mountains; Uncle Ludo was no child of Nature.  San Goffredo, it
seemed, by the time he had done with it, and by the time all the
millionaires had done with it, whose capital he was confidently
flourishing as though it were his own, was to be architecturally and
socially a sort of blend of Buenos Aires, Rio de Janeiro, and Monte
Carlo.  Why not?

... "You've gotta have a drink with me, Toni," concluded Uncle Ludo,
feeling generous, and thirsty after his long monologue; "Yep, and out
of this very bottle.  I like standing my pretty niece a drink;
betcherlife I do!"

He rang a bell for Stefania, and told her to bring glasses, and
lemons, and soda-water, and a bottle of Angostura, if that were in
the house.  "Make her understand, will you, Toni?  It's a Lima Lifter
I wanta mix."

--"And now," after he had enjoyed himself thoroughly over the
ingredients of a Lima Lifter, "we'll drink to the success of--San
Goffredo in Ten Years' Time!  For mind you, young Toni, _you're_
coming in on the ground-floor, you and your husband.  _You're_ going
to have preference shares."

But just then, interrupting him, Babs ran crying into the room,
followed by Aunt Elsa, vociferously protesting...

"I want Loraine," wept Babs.  "She hasn't gone away.  I won't have
her gone away.  _She's_ a hateful!" with a frantic kick in the
direction of Aunt Elsa.  "She's an old hateful!  I want Loraine."

"But quite quite suddenly she seem to remember," Aunt Elsa explained,
in great distress, but indignant too.  "Not a vord about Loraine
until now, and she as happy as anysing helping Susie to unpack; and
zen suddenly, but suddenly, all zis!  One of ze servants must have
said that Loraine had been here, and she hears ze name, forgets
again, remembers again.  She was just marching out of ze room, as
trotzig as she can be, to find her, when I call her back, and tell
her Loraine has gone away----  And you see?"

Toni, surveying her prostrate child, was not far from tears herself.
"Babs, darling----"  But was there no end to reminder of how she had
neglected these beloved three of hers, in past days?  She saw,
stretching in front of her, a long slow era of patience; yet, if the
child now banging desperate heels upon the unyielding floor, had
grown up normally, knowing her mother first and before anyone else, a
word from Toni would have held the requisite magic to quell trouble.
She felt shamed, in front of Aunt Elsa, mother of four obedient and
worshipping girls, by her own lack of power: "Babs, darling----"

Uncle Ludo put down his untouched glass, and tried the time-worn,
avuncular method of calming a frenzied child by picking her up and
swinging her high above his head.  "There!  Gosh!  Who's going up to
the ceiling?  My word!"  Babs lunged out, more furiously than ever,
for his face.  She managed to get hold of a portion of it, and
squeeze it.  Hastily he dumped her on the floor again.  Babs'
imitation of an enraged centipede, in her downward flight, caught his
Lima Lifter, swept it over, and smashed the glass.

"Loraine!" she wailed, subsiding from sheer noise into pathos.  And
"Damn!" exclaimed Uncle Ludo.  "Now I'll have to mix it all over
again!"

"You vill do no such thing, not while I am here," cried Aunt Elsa,
catching sight of the festive preparations of bottle, syphon, and
glasses.  Ludovic still belonged to the generation whom she had
bossed.  The generation directly after hers, Wanda and Truda and
Haidée and Melanie, had all been partially intimidated by the tyrant
side of Aunt Elsa.  Toni and Toni's contemporaries, she had learnt to
leave alone; but Babs again--she would stand no naughtiness from Babs
... or so she had thought hitherto!  But now Ludovic was fair prey
for her rusted little needle-claws; and Aunt Elsa, who had cried with
hysterical ecstasy at his reappearance among the living, and cried
with grief that the miracle had happened too late for "zat poor
Anastasia" to clasp him in her arms, Aunt Elsa now began to enjoy
herself in the good old way:

"But I must beg of you, Ludo, not here to bring your bad habits.
Goodness knows where you have been, and what you have learnt, and ze
first sing zat happens when I am not zere----  And you with such a
yellow face!  But it is poison, I tell you, that stuff; poison for
the liver!  A little wine at table now and then, I allow it.  But zis
drinking in between meals, no!"

--"Want Loraine!" wailed Babs.

"Say, Aunt," Ludo began, his patience obviously on a very short
tether, "you jes' do'know what you're talking about.  You're talking
through your hat.  No one in their senses could call a simple Lima
Lifter, strong drink.  Have one yourself?"  He made an attempt to
recover geniality.

"I am not talking through my hat, no!"  Aunt Elsa's nerves had been
upset by her rough-and-tumble with Babs; and also she felt the power
of dominion returning with every second.  "And you will be polite to
me, Ludo, while you are a guest in this house, you who could not
bozzer even to write a letter, not once, for your poor mother's
birthday though you could not forget it as it vos the same day as
your own, and zat you would take good care to remember!"

"Oh, sakes alive, yes, I'll be polite!  I _am_ polite.  I was being
polite to Toni.  I can't ask a lady to have a drink on me, and then
pour it away."

"And whose drink vos it?  That is vot I want to know.  And you
playing so grand the host, while I expect poor Toni has to pay for
the bottle, isn't it?"

"Mind your own business!" shouted Uncle Ludo, who, if he had been
yellow before, was certainly purple now.

Toni had forgotten the disconcerting Rakonitz habit of being
incredibly rude from an affectionate heart.  Bewildered by the
hubbub--"Want Loraine!" wailed Babs--she could not see any means of
restoring peace.  Giles, strolling in at that moment, seemed to her
an aggravation of disaster.  He could not be of any possible use; and
she hated him to see and to hear her family in the full hullabulloo
of strife and enjoyment....  For, to her surprise, she found herself
classifying Babs with Aunt Elsa and Uncle Ludo ... They were all just
Rakonitzes, stubborn and obstreperous.

Giles had overheard Aunt Elsa's last remark.  It was an easy scene to
understand, even for one who had walked from outside into the middle
of it; the properties were so obvious: Toni's distress; the various
bottles and cocktail glasses on the table; Babs, a squirming blot of
red stockinette on the floor, sobbing for Loraine...

--"So I've been caught, have I?" he remarked, with a nod towards the
bottle of Angostura.  "Thought I'd hidden it away safely.  Well, I'm
glad you're in for it too, Rakonitz!  If you weren't here, I'd have
to face Aunt Elsa alone."

And that restored Uncle Ludo from isolation and irritable discomfort,
to the pleasant security of one who confers a boon upon the house by
his presence.  Goddard seemed genuinely glad to have another man at
his back; and no wonder, with all these women fussing!  Men must have
their drinks----  Men stood together--Two of us--Well ... gotta
remain good-humoured, of course!--He winked at Giles; and, with a
sideways nod at Aunt Elsa, indicated that the old lady, bless her,
was a bit upset, and needed placating.  They could have their drinks
afterwards ...

"Oh, I've been getting it in the neck, all right," he remarked.
"Toni and I were just sitting down to our cocktails.  Funny thing,
you know, I remember Aunt Elsa in old days, began to get lively
directly she heard a bottle of fizz being carried up the road, before
it was even in sight."

"But shame yourself, Ludo!" cried Aunt Elsa....  The tiniest dimple
began to show, just under her left eye.

"Right!" said Giles.  "I _thought_ she was a good fellow.  We'll all
have cocktails, and Aunt Elsa shall have two....  We'll drink health
to the house.  We haven't done it yet, and it's rather an important
ceremony.  Babs, being our eldest daughter, shall join us,
representing the other two," he added....  And the portentous roll of
his voice caught Babs' ear, as he had meant it should ... so that she
stopped crying, and sat up, and looked, first at him and then at the
preparations for cocktails, with the beginnings of an awed and
fearful joy; for Babs, like Toni, adored the combination of ritual
and festivity; and in her small soul, the words "Drink health to the
house," started a tremble of excitement; although she did not quite
know what they meant, yet she gathered she was to take part in
something important....

Babs forgot Loraine!

Loraine! ... Giles could not bear to see the hurt in Toni's eyes,
when her own baby had cried for Loraine.  He did not think that a
cocktail would agree with Babs; but he did think that the
continuation of passion and woe would agree with her still less.

The hiss of soda, the clinking of ice, the swish of lemon round the
squeezer, the gurgle of liquid through the neck of its bottle ...
Toni was reminded of the many times she had heard the tuning-up of
such an orchestra in London, during her good time.  The cut and
distinction of the dress she wore, helped the illusion.  But Giles
was puzzling her....  Was it just luck that Giles had hit on the
right things to say and do, to subdue the wrangling?

"But Giles," cried Aunt Elsa, "it is not right for you eizer, no, zis
drinking!  The doctor said a little good wine with meals, not too
much; but drinks, no!"

"I know he did, and I know it isn't.  But we'll throw what's left in
the bottles out of the window, after this one bout.  No, we won't,
we'll chuck 'em up on the roof and hear them smash, like on the prow
of a boat that's going to be launched!"

Babs began to jig up and down.  This was the sort of reckless spirit
that she approved of.  Her father appeared to her as a most excellent
man, who actually of his own accord suggested breaking things,
instead of telling her to be careful not to do so.

--"And then, you see," Giles continued, handing Aunt Elsa a very full
glass, and kissing her directly afterwards, so that she nearly spilt
it--but Aunt Elsa loved being kissed by handsome young men; she
melted, and sparkled, and called him a "nottee boy"--"we'll be out of
temptation! ... You won't mind chucking away the rest of the stuff,
will you, Rakonitz?" Giles asked, in an undertone.

Uncle Ludo was hypnotically convinced, now, that he was one of the
hosts of the occasion; that the Vermouth was provided by his
generosity; and that his further generosity would be willing to
associate itself with Giles, and "humour the women" in their
silliness.

Uncle Ludo was in a very good temper.  So was Aunt Elsa.  So was
Babs...




CHAPTER VI

It was two years later, and Val had returned from China.  Leaving her
husband and very small son behind in London, she came out to San
Goffredo to see how Toni and Giles were faring, and Aunt Elsa, and
Susie, and the three children, and Uncle Ludo.  She found Little
Klaus there, too, recuperating after nervous, financial, and
matrimonial breakdowns; but she just missed Wanda, who had stayed
four months, and then been reconciled again to Aunt Berthe, with whom
she was living in Paris.  Next week, Toni expected Moya Moss; and
then Little Klaus would have to go home, because Moya was his wife,
and they could not get on together.  It was unfortunate that when, in
an explosive scene, they each threatened to leave the other, they
both determined to rush out to Casa Vecchia...

"Isn't Toni ever coming?  What on earth is she doing?" demanded Val,
impatiently.  It was their first burst of hot sunshine since her
arrival, three days ago; and Giles was eager to show her his
cultivated domain, now a beautiful, blue-green nightmare of
artichokes.  But Toni had kept them waiting for several minutes.
"What _is_ she doing?" Val said again, holding Toni's husband
responsible; "and who's she talking to?  He looks like a huckster of
Turkish Delight."

"Carpets, I believe," said Giles; "you're not far wrong, Val.  He's
an old Armenian on his beam-ends; been tramping for three days now,
as far as I can gather.  I've given him a lot of shoes and socks and
macaroni and letters of introduction to the English consul at Genoa,
and other really useful things.  I thought he'd started, but it seems
that Toni's doing the social act.  Toni!" he called out.  "We're
waiting!"

"I'm just this minute coming," floated back a plausible answer from
the terrace ... and Giles and Val continued to fret at the foot of
the garden path.  Toni's voice sounded so confident that she was
indeed just that moment coming!

Val remarked: "She grows more like her blooming grandmother every
day.  Yes----  Listen!" ... For Toni, with her undoubtedly inherited
gift of seductive geniality, which acknowledged no barriers of time,
space, nor class, could be heard telling the Armenian beggar how
Eugène, the brother of Sigismund, who was the father of Anastasia,
who was the mother of Bertrand, who was the father of Toni, had left
Vienna and gone out to Constantinople, in his youth, and had traded
in mother-of-pearl and semi-precious stones; and had settled there,
and married Chryse Stefanopoulos....  "I wonder if you ever met him,
if you were a merchant too?  In the bazaars, perhaps?" ... And here
followed one or two confidential family anecdotes; to which the
Armenian politely responded with some rather more gruesome and less
engaging family anecdotes of his own: "Turkish officer him wanta my
wife, and so..."  The talk rippled on.

Val swore softly.  "Toni!" she called out again.

"Coming," replied Toni.

Giles laughed.

"We needn't wait," he said.  "She'll follow on presently, when she
and her pal have had their pow-wow."

The sun had shouldered the heaviest rain-clouds to the right and
left, and was spattering the sea with silver.  Down all the hills the
water was pouring and pouring itself away.  The leaves of the olive
trees stirred into a soft shine; and from terrace to terrace and over
the ranges, light ran with swift heels.  Val wanted to enjoy the
drenched colours and broken scents that the sun had released all
about her: mimosa in the garden; hyacinths and narcissi growing wild
in the grass beyond the encircling wall.  But Giles, striding along
by her side, disdained her facile artistry, and talked of vines,
peaches, and principally artichokes, with the expert knowledge of a
professional horticulturist; and a proud enthusiasm that it was
difficult to believe could be aroused by these monotonous slopes of
spiky plants, with their folded purplish buds.  He amazed Val by
telling her that he had cleared three hundred pounds last year, in
sheer profit; and, unless a bad frost came along, expected to double
it this year.  As for his future plans, they might have been made by
a man with a leisurely thirty or forty years of life stretching in
front of him, in which to watch them slowly grow to maturity.  He was
going to plant young lemon trees along a south wall; and, next
autumn, row upon row of early peas: "--In a space over there--d'you
see?  I'm going to have the rough ground cleared and prepared for
them";--also groves of asparagus fern, and more mimosa, for all of
which there were ready sales in the flower, fruit and vegetable
market at Genoa:

"Agriculture's easy out here, you know, from the business point of
view, although the climate's the devil--about five months of drought,
and then a week of tropical rains that wash the whole hill to nix,
with a mad wind through the mountain gap in the north, to finish off
what might be left.  But as for the actual trading, you join a
Society, get a number, and bung whatever you've got into your own
numbered baskets on the train every day; then you wait for the cheque
to come back.  The Society does the rest."

Val suggested: "You lose some of the actual excitement of competition
in trading, don't you, that way?"--But she remembered, as she spoke,
that for Giles such a loss would be an advantage.  She was suddenly
conscious of an immense respect for Toni's husband, who was
contriving to live as keenly as though every day were his first; a
job far more difficult than to follow the philosopher's precept, and
live as meritoriously as though every day were his last.

"The vines are really just for fun.  There's not much profit to be
made out of them in this part of the country; but we enjoy our yearly
vintage; and in about 1940 it ought to be quite drinkable.  Italians,
you know, tell you their wine is 'very old!--it has been nearly six
months in bottle!'"

... Val was thinking of that episode which had become legendary in
their family; how the mother of their great-great-grandmother,
Babette Weinberg, whose very name meant "wine on a hill," had invited
all the peasants who sold her grapes at the fair in Pressburg, to
dine and sleep in her house, saving them the expense of going to an
inn; and how, entertaining them to dinner, she had carelessly spilt a
glassful of wine in a red stain across the cloth, so that they might
not feel uncomfortable if they should clumsily spill anything on the
cloth, afterwards.  It was a memory which might naturally spring to
her mind, looking at Toni's Italian vineyards, but she wondered if
she were dreaming, when Giles remarked, interrupting her musings:
"Toni does so enjoy being mistress of the vintage, every year; and
she carries it off well, too.  I like watching her at it.  In a way
it seems as much her job to entertain and make people feel cheery and
bucked with themselves, as designing dresses.  D'you know what I
mean, Val?"  Val nodded.  "For instance, when we gave a big dinner to
all the peasants who'd been picking our grapes, Toni began by
chucking over a glass of wine herself, right across the table-cloth,
as if by accident, of course, so that none of them should feel
uncomfortable if they spilt anything afterwards--which they did,
buckets of it!  But I thought it rather specially charming of her."

Val's eyes narrowed.  She looked at Giles questioningly....  Then she
suppressed a chuckle.  "_Very_ charming," she assented, as seriously
as she could.  She would not give Toni away! ... Toni was wonderful,
really wonderful!

"She's looking radiantly well and happy.  I was rather surprised, in
a way, that all this mixed crowd always in the house, doesn't worry
her to a shadow."

Giles was examining with some intentness an alien tribe that had
infested a branch of one of his peach trees.

"Oh, I expect they all just get on well together," he said, casually.

"Quite!" ... there was a hint of dryness in Val's tone.  "But I
happen to know my family Rakonitz, and I've been shut up in the house
for three days already ... They all come to you, don't they, over
everything?  And Toni hasn't noticed?"

Giles laughed, and yielded the point:

"I think they do prefer to come to a man, you know, when there's one
handy."

"Tribal instinct.  Don't you--hate it?"

He contemplated the question, grave for a moment:

"Not too much.  It's what you--no, you're a heathen!--but it's what
your ancestors would have called my Day of Atonement, I suppose....
Did you see any decent shows while you were in London, Val?  Anything
that wasn't Colin's, I mean?  It must be infernally difficult to find
a West-End play that isn't Colin's, since 'She Burnt Her Boats.''

--And Val found herself talking away very fast about revues, and
popular names in the theatrical world, and even answering his lead
about Colin's fantastic successes.  It struck her, through all her
vivid and racy descriptions, that she did not in the least know what
Giles was thinking about? ... Was it that his own dreams of valiant
and glittering achievement had fallen and got lost in the crevice
between "having a good time," and "being very careful"?

... Presently she, too, dropped into silence.  The blaze of the sun,
beating down on to the rain-soaked hill, had induced a sort of
drowsiness....  Was Giles really keen on growing endless and eternal
rows of artichokes, and on playing patriarch to the Rakonitz family?

--"Glorious career, isn't it?" he said, as though she had spoken
aloud.  She glanced at him quickly, but his face was quite
expressionless, and she could not tell whether he meant his own or
Colin's.

But she felt a curious desire to cry ... and cry ...

In a whirl of blue-black hair, Terry came flopping from terrace to
terrace, subsiding with a grunt at Giles' feet.

"Eternal fidelity of a dog," murmured Val.  "He was mine, once.  On
the whole, he was more pleased to see the Armenian carpet-pedlar,
than me.  I expect the fancy kit reminded him of Loraine....  She
always dressed to represent Trouble-in-the-Balkans.  Do you ever hear
from Loraine?"

"We get a temperamental post card, now and then.  The last was from
Prague."

"Ah--'I'm a nomad!'" ... But Val could not help a pang for
stay-at-home Loraine, so tired of her picturesque gipsy disguise.

"Did you know that Toni wanted her to come and live with us?  I had
to scotch that, of course."

"How?" curiously.  "I've often wondered."

"Oh, I told her I mustn't be overexcited, or I'd get a hæmorrhage and
die, and then she'd be responsible.  Taking a mean advantage, wasn't
it?  But I had to do something drastic....  Toni's a bit mad on this
idea of family loyalty."

Val said, reminiscently: "Yes, she always was.  It was over a
romantic family debt that she did in her affair with the one man
she's ever loved."

"Isn't that an amazing coincidence?" mocked another man ... and gave
himself up to hearty enjoyment of Val's confusion.  When he thought
she had suffered enough, he said: "But you should have seen Toni's
face when she realised that I'd hit below the belt!  Toni's got a
marvellous illusion about public-school Englishmen, and the things
they don't do, and all that....  Wonder where she's picked it up?
That sort of fellow must be no end of a tick!"

"If he exists at all," said Val.

"He doesn't, of course....  Toni's much more of a decent Englishman,
than I am.  It really is not done, Val, to exploit a hæmorrhage to
get your own way, is it?"

"How are you, on the whole, Giles, now?"

"It's so nice of you to ask," he replied, lightly; "I believe I'm a
shade better, on an average.  I've got a bet with Jimmy, that I'll
manage to survive his natural death, after all.  If I can manage to
hang on, loudly creaking, the kids will come into all the money, you
know; but it's only about one chance in a hundred that I live
longest.  Dear old Jimmy is so infernally wiry!  And it's in the
terms of the bet that he doesn't undermine his constitution by hard
drinking or anything of that sort."

Val stopped squarely in her walk: "Look here, Giles, you're not
telling me that you and Jimmy have really got a bet on, over this?"

"An even tenner.  An artichoke tenner, on my side!  It's not got to
come out of the income that Jimmy allows us."

And Val, failing for once to catch from him a responsive gleam of
irony, realised, as she had done over and over again with Richard and
with her own husband, that men will not joke, cannot joke, about
their drinks and smokes, nor about a bet...

Giles went on: "It does give a crack of excitement to every day, when
you don't know whether you're going to survive or not: 'The kidney
beans are cooked too hard!  Will Giles lose his temper and die of
it?'--that sort of thing!  Oh, I'll win out on old Jimmy,
yet.--Hell!" he broke off.  "Look at those blasted fools walking over
there!  Can't they see it's planted?"  He went off in the direction
of "those blasted fools"; but even though they had to be hastily
prevented from trampling down his beans, Val noticed that he did not
run, nor shout out angry directions....  It might mean a
hundred-and-twenty-thousand pounds to his children--and to himself a
tenner, not to get excited.

And while she was watching him, Little Klaus came up and joined her.

"I've been taking Terry for a walk, but he ran away.  I c-called him,
but he didn't come.  Terry isn't very obedient.  I don't think he's
been well trained.  I'm n-not sure, really, if I ought to take the
dogs for walks.  Last week, Mac k-killed a hen, while he was with me."

"It would be," thought Val; but omitted to say it.  And yet Little
Klaus had received the Croix-de-Guerre, for efficient organisation of
a town under heavy firing, during the War.

"Where's Goddard?  Oh, d-down there!  I like Goddard, don't you, Val?
He's an awfully decent fellow.  He's been f-frightfully understanding
when I talked to him about M-Moya and me.  I'm not at all sure, Val,
that cousins ought to marry.  There was Aunt Anastasia, you know, she
m-married her first cousin, and look at all the trouble there's been."

"But Moya isn't your _first_ cousin," Val reminded him, consolingly.
"About your sixteenth, nine times removed.  There--may have been
other things?"

"There were lots of other things.  I've t-told Giles all about
them....  But I'm glad T-Toni didn't marry her cousin; and I'm glad
you didn't, Val."

"There weren't any I'd have married with a pitchfork----" Val began,
and then checked herself hastily.

Little Klaus rambled on, in his usual punctilious fashion: "And b-by
the way, Val, I haven't congratulated you yet on having a son.  You
m-must have thought it terribly rude of me.  It _is_ a son, isn't it?
What is his name?"

"Giles," said Val, rather to Little Klaus's surprise.  Though he was
too polite to say so, he seemed to find a slight irregularity in Val
thus naming her son after Toni's husband.  "But we always call him
Hong-Kong Bill," Val went on.

"That s-sounds like a champion breed, or a prize-fighter!"

"I hope he'll be both.  Has Toni's visitor gone yet?"

"Do you mean that queer old Armenian, who came up to b-beg in the
rain this morning?  No, Toni's still entertaining him.  I think
they're talking about mutual friends..."  Little Klaus's soft
apologetic voice betrayed no wonder as he stated this fact.  "But it
_does_ seem funny, doesn't it, that a c-civilised creature like Toni
should have m-married a farmer?"

... Val was hardly attending to him.  She repeated, absently: "Yes,
it does seem funny that Toni should have married a soldier...."  Her
eyes were still on Giles, walking towards them again, across his
field, and not too quickly up the slopes.









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