BAMBI
                         _A Life in the Woods_

                            By FELIX SALTEN

                              FOREWORD BY
                            JOHN GALSWORTHY

                          SIMON AND SCHUSTER
                               NEW YORK
                                 1928

                          COPYRIGHT, 1928, BY
                       SIMON AND SCHUSTER, INC.
                       37 WEST 57 ST., NEW YORK
                         _all rights reserved_

                _First Printing in America, July 1928_
              PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA BY
         ABBOTT PRESS & MORTIMER-WALLING, INC., NEW YORK, N.Y.

                             TRANSLATED BY
                           WHITTAKER CHAMBERS

                            ILLUSTRATIONS BY
                               KURT WIESE




[Illustration: _Bambi saw two fawns standing side by side._]




                                FOREWORD


BAMBI is a delicious book. For delicacy of perception and essential
truth I hardly know any story of animals that can stand beside this
life study of a forest deer. Felix Salten is a poet. He feels nature
deeply, and he loves animals. I do not, as a rule, like the method
which places human words in the mouths of dumb creatures, and it is the
triumph of this book that, behind the conversation, one feels the real
sensations of the creatures who speak. Clear and illuminating, and in
places very moving, it is a little masterpiece.

I read it in galley proof on the way from Paris to Calais, before a
channel crossing. As I finished each sheet I handed it to my wife, who
read, and handed it to my nephew’s wife, who read, and handed it to my
nephew. For three hours the four of us read thus in silent absorption.
Those who know what it is to read books in galley proof, and have
experienced channel crossings, will realize that few books will stand
such a test. BAMBI is one of them. I particularly recommend it to
sportsmen.

               _March 16th, 1928_         JOHN GALSWORTHY




                             Illustrations


    Bambi saw two fawns standing side by side.

    He stood there, swaying unsteadily on his thin legs.

    Overhead two jays were quarreling. “What vulgarity!” he chattered,
    “what vulgarity!”

    The leaves fall slowly.

    There sat the Hare looking like a very honest creature.

    The squirrel sat up, balancing himself with his handsome upright
    tail.

    It took Bambi’s breath away to see them.

    The old stag kept gazing at him.

    “Have I changed much?” asked the second leaf, shyly but
    determinedly.

    Bambi had to paw the snow away with endless labor before he could
    find one withered little blade of grass.

    Bambi was hardly aware that he had begun to run again.

    “Excuse me,” said the woodpecker, “but I always have to laugh when
    I see you deer acting like that.”

    At last Bambi caught up with her and barred the way.

    The stag immediately lifted his head and looked at him.

    The old stag advanced slowly and Bambi followed him.

    “Faline, sister, you knew me anyway.” Gobo went to her and kissed
    her mouth.

    The dogs found me.”

    Marena was quiet and serious and gentler than any of the others.

    “Did I frighten you?” asked the owl.

    Gobo would stand with perfect peace of mind in the bright sunshine
    on the meadow.

    The ducks talked endlessly to one another in a friendly, serious,
    capable way.

    Bambi lay on the warm earth with the mouldering bark of the fallen
    tree above him.

    “My beautiful old oak, do you remember it? It was awful. He chopped
    it down!”

    The fox came springing, crouching and slinking. A little,
    short-legged hound was after him.

    The pheasants, swooping down from their roosts, would stand in one
    spot.

    Two fawns were standing side by side, in their little red coats.




                                 BAMBI




                               CHAPTER 1


He came into the world in the middle of the thicket, in one of those
little, hidden forest glades which seem to be entirely open, but are
really screened in on all sides. There was very little room in it,
scarcely enough for him and his mother.

He stood there, swaying unsteadily on his thin legs and staring vaguely
in front of him with clouded eyes which saw nothing. He hung his head,
trembled a great deal, and was still completely stunned.

[Illustration: _He stood there, swaying unsteadily on his thin legs._]

“What a beautiful child,” cried the magpie.

She had flown past, attracted by the deep groans the mother uttered in
her labor. The magpie perched on a neighboring branch. “What a beautiful
child,” she kept repeating. Receiving no answer, she went on
talkatively, “How amazing to think that he should be able to get right
up and walk! How interesting! I’ve never seen the like of it before in
all my born days. Of course, I’m still young, only a year out of the
nest, you might say. But I think it’s wonderful. A child like that,
hardly a minute in this world, and beginning to walk already! I call
that remarkable. Really, I find that everything you deer do is
remarkable. Can he run, too?”

“Of course,” replied the mother softly. “But you must pardon me if I
don’t talk with you now. I have so much to do, and I still feel a little
faint.”

“Don’t put yourself out on my account,” said the magpie. “I have very
little time myself. But you don’t see a sight like this every day. Think
what a care and bother such things mean to us. The children can’t stir
once they are out of the egg but lie helpless in the nest and require an
attention, an attention, I repeat, of which you simply can’t have any
comprehension. What a labor it is to feed them, what a trouble to watch
them. Just think for a moment what a strain it is to hunt food for the
children and to have to be eternally on guard lest something happen to
them. They are helpless if you are not with them. Isn’t it the truth?
And how long it is before they can move, how long it is before they get
their feathers and look like anything at all.”

“Pardon,” replied the mother, “I wasn’t listening.”

The magpie flew off. “A stupid soul,” she thought to herself, “very
nice, but stupid.”

The mother scarcely noticed that she was gone. She continued zealously
washing her newly-born. She washed him with her tongue, fondling and
caressing his body in a sort of warm massage.

The slight thing staggered a little. Under the strokes of her tongue,
which softly touched him here and there, he drew himself together and
stood still. His little red coat, that was still somewhat tousled, bore
fine white spots, and on his vague baby face there was still a deep,
sleepy expression.

Round about grew hazel bushes, dogwoods, black-thorns and young elders.
Tall maples, beeches and oaks wove a green roof over the thicket and
from the firm, dark-brown earth sprang fern fronds, wood-vetch and sage.
Underneath, the leaves of the violets, which had already bloomed, and of
the strawberries, which were just beginning, clung to the ground.
Through the thick foliage, the early sunlight filtered in a golden web.
The whole forest resounded with myriad voices, was penetrated by them in
a joyous agitation. The wood-thrush rejoiced incessantly, the doves
cooed without stopping, the blackbirds whistled, finches warbled, the
tit-mice chirped. Through the midst of these songs the jay flew,
uttering its quarrelsome cry, the magpie mocked them, and the pheasants
cackled loud and high. At times the shrill exulting of a woodpecker rose
above all the other voices. The call of the falcon shrilled, light and
piercing, over the tree-tops, and the hoarse crow chorus was heard
continuously.

The little fawn understood not one of the many songs and calls, not a
word of the conversations. He did not even listen to them. Nor did he
heed any of the odors which blew through the woods. He only heard the
soft licking against his coat that washed him and warmed him and kissed
him. And he smelled nothing but his mother’s body near him. She smelled
good to him and, snuggling closer to her, he hunted eagerly around and
found nourishment for his life.

While he suckled, the mother continued to caress her little one.
“Bambi,” she whispered. Every little while she raised her head and,
listening, snuffed the wind. Then she kissed her fawn again, reassured
and happy.

“Bambi,” she repeated. “My little Bambi.”




                               CHAPTER II


In early summer the trees stood still under the blue sky, held their
limbs outstretched and received the direct rays of the sun. On the
shrubs and bushes in the undergrowth, the flowers unfolded their red,
white and yellow stars. On some the seed pods had begun to appear again.
They perched innumerable on the fine tips of the branches, tender and
firm and resolute, and seemed like small, clenched fists. Out of the
earth came whole troops of flowers, like motley stars, so that the soil
of the twilit forest floor shone with a silent, ardent, colorful
gladness. Everything smelled of fresh leaves, of blossoms, of moist
clods and green wood. When morning broke, or when the sun went down, the
whole woods resounded with a thousand voices, and from morning till
night, the bees hummed, the wasps droned, and filled the fragrant
stillness with their murmur.

These were the earliest days of Bambi’s life. He walked behind his
mother on a narrow track that ran through the midst of the bushes. How
pleasant it was to walk there. The thick foliage stroked his flanks
softly and bent supplely aside. The track appeared to be barred and
obstructed in a dozen places and yet they advanced with the greatest
ease. There were tracks like this everywhere, running criss-cross
through the whole woods. His mother knew them all, and if Bambi
sometimes stopped before a bush as if it were an impenetrable green
wall, she always found where the path went through, without hesitation
or searching.

Bambi questioned her. He loved to ask his mother questions. It was the
pleasantest thing for him to ask a question and then to hear what answer
his mother would give. Bambi was never surprised that question after
question should come into his mind continually and without effort. He
found it perfectly natural, and it delighted him very much. It was very
delightful, too, to wait expectantly till the answer came. If it turned
out the way he wanted, he was satisfied. Sometimes of course, he did not
understand, but that was pleasant also because he was kept busy
picturing what he had not understood, in his own way. Sometimes he felt
very sure that his mother was not giving him a complete answer, was
intentionally not telling him all she knew. And, at first, that was very
pleasant, too. For then there would remain in him such a lively
curiosity, such suspicion, mysteriously and joyously flashing through
him, such anticipation, that he would become anxious and happy at the
same time, and grow silent.

Once he asked, “Whom does this trail belong to, Mother?”

His mother answered, “To us.”

Bambi asked again, “To you and me?”

“Yes.”

“To us two?”

“Yes.”

“Only to us two?”

“No,” said his mother, “to us deer.”

“What are deer?” Bambi asked, and laughed.

His mother looked at him from head to foot and laughed too. “You are a
deer and I am a deer. We’re both deer,” she said. “Do you understand?”

Bambi sprang into the air for joy. “Yes, I understand,” he said. “I’m a
little deer and you’re a big deer, aren’t you?”

His mother nodded and said, “Now you see.”

But Bambi grew serious again. “Are there other deer besides you and me?”
he asked.

“Certainly,” his mother said. “Many of them.”

“Where are they?” cried Bambi.

“Here, everywhere.”

“But I don’t see them.”

“You will soon,” she said.

“When?” Bambi stood still, wild with curiosity.

“Soon.” The mother walked on quietly. Bambi followed her. He kept silent
for he was wondering what “soon” might mean. He came to the conclusion
that “soon” was certainly not “now.” But he wasn’t sure at what time
“soon” stopped being “soon” and began to be a “long while.” Suddenly he
asked, “Who made this trail?”

“We,” his mother answered.

Bambi was astonished. “We? You and I?”

The mother said, “We, we ... we deer.”

Bambi asked, “Which deer?”

“All of us,” his mother said sharply.

They walked on. Bambi was in high spirits and felt like leaping off the
path, but he stayed close to his mother. Something rustled in front of
them, close to the ground. The fern fronds and wood-lettuce concealed
something that advanced in violent motion. A threadlike, little cry
shrilled out piteously; then all was still. Only the leaves and the
blades of grass shivered back into place. A ferret had caught a mouse.
He came slinking by, slid sideways, and prepared to enjoy his meal.

“What was that?” asked Bambi excitedly.

“Nothing,” his mother soothed him.

“But,” Bambi trembled, “but I saw it.”

“Yes, yes,” said his mother. “Don’t be frightened. The ferret has killed
a mouse.” But Bambi was dreadfully frightened. A vast, unknown horror
clutched at his heart. It was long before he could speak again. Then he
asked, “Why did he kill the mouse?”

“Because,” his mother hesitated. “Let us walk faster,” she said as
though something had just occurred to her and as though she had
forgotten the question. She began to hurry. Bambi sprang after her.

A long pause ensued. They walked on quietly again. Finally Bambi asked
anxiously, “Shall we kill a mouse, too, sometime?”

“No,” replied his mother.

“Never?” asked Bambi.

“Never,” came the answer.

“Why not?” asked Bambi, relieved.

“Because we never kill anything,” said his mother simply.

Bambi grew happy again.

Loud cries were coming from a young ash tree which stood near their
path. The mother went along without noticing them, but Bambi stopped
inquisitively. Overhead two jays were quarreling about a nest they had
plundered.

“Get away, you murderer!” cried one.

“Keep cool, you fool,” the other answered, “I’m not afraid of you.”

“Look for your own nests,” the first one shouted, “or I’ll break your
head for you.” He was beside himself with rage. “What vulgarity!” he
chattered, “what vulgarity!”

[Illustration: _Overhead two jays were quarreling. “What vulgarity!” he
chattered, “what vulgarity!”_]

The other jay had spied Bambi and fluttered down a few branches to shout
at him. “What are you gawking at, you freak?” he screamed.

Bambi sprang away terrified. He reached his mother and walked behind her
again, frightened and obedient, thinking she had not noticed his
absence.

After a pause he asked, “Mother, what is vulgarity?”

“I don’t know,” said his mother.

Bambi thought a while; then he began again. “Why were they both so angry
with each other, Mother?” he asked.

“They were fighting over food,” his mother answered.

“Will we fight over food, too, sometime?” Bambi asked.

“No,” said his mother.

Bambi asked, “Why not?”

“Because there is enough for all of us,” his mother replied.

Bambi wanted to know something else. “Mother,” he began.

“What is it?”

“Will we be angry with each other sometime?” he asked.

“No, child,” said his mother, “we don’t do such things.”

They walked along again. Presently it grew light ahead of them. It grew
very bright. The trail ended with the tangle of vines and bushes. A few
steps more and they would be in the bright open space that spread out
before them. Bambi wanted to bound forward, but his mother had stopped.

“What is it?” he asked impatiently, already delighted.

“It’s the meadow,” his mother answered.

“What is a meadow?” asked Bambi insistently.

His mother cut him short. “You’ll soon find out for yourself,” she said.
She had become very serious and watchful. She stood motionless, holding
her head high and listening intently. She sucked in deep breathfuls of
air and looked very severe.

“It’s all right,” she said at last, “we can go out.”

Bambi leaped forward, but his mother barred the way.

“Wait till I call you,” she said. Bambi obeyed at once and stood still.
“That’s right,” said his mother, to encourage him, “and now listen to
what I am saying to you.” Bambi heard how seriously his mother spoke and
felt terribly excited.

“Walking on the meadow is not so simple,” his mother went on. “It’s a
difficult and dangerous business. Don’t ask me why. You’ll find that out
later on. Now do exactly as I tell you to. Will you?”

“Yes,” Bambi promised.

“Good,” said his mother, “I’m going out alone first. Stay here and wait.
And don’t take your eyes off me for a minute. If you see me run back
here, then turn round and run as fast as you can. I’ll catch up with you
soon.” She grew silent and seemed to be thinking. Then she went on
earnestly, “Run anyway as fast as your legs will carry you. Run even if
something should happen ... even if you should see me fall to the
ground.... Don’t think of me, do you understand? No matter what you
see or hear, start running right away and just as fast as you possibly
can. Do you promise me to do that?”

“Yes,” said Bambi softly. His mother spoke so seriously.

She went on speaking. “Out there if I should call you,” she said, “there
must be no looking around and no questions, but you must get behind me
instantly. Understand that. Run without pausing or stopping to think. If
I begin to run, that means for you to run too, and no stopping until we
are back here again. You won’t forget, will you?”

“No,” said Bambi in a troubled voice.

“Now I’m going ahead,” said his mother, and seemed to become calmer.

She walked out. Bambi, who never took his eyes off her, saw how she
moved forward with slow, cautious steps. He stood there full of
expectancy, full of fear and curiosity. He saw how his mother listened
in all directions, saw her shrink together, and shrank together himself,
ready to leap back into the thickets. Then his mother grew calm again.
She stretched herself. Then she looked around satisfied and called,
“Come!”

Bambi bounded out. Joy seized him with such tremendous force that he
forgot his worries in a flash. Through the thicket he could see only the
green tree-tops overhead. Once in a while he caught a glimpse of the
blue sky.

Now he saw the whole heaven stretching far and wide and he rejoiced
without knowing why. In the forest he had seen only a stray sunbeam now
and then, or the tender, dappled light that played through the branches.
Suddenly he was standing in the blinding hot sunlight whose boundless
power was beaming upon him. He stood in the splendid warmth that made
him shut his eyes but which opened his heart.

Bambi was as though bewitched. He was completely beside himself with
pleasure. He was simply wild. He leaped into the air three, four, five
times. He had to do it. He felt a terrible desire to leap and jump. He
stretched his young limbs joyfully. His breath came deeply and easily.
He drank in the air. The sweet smell of the meadow made him so wildly
happy that he had to leap into the air.

Bambi was a child. If he had been a human child he would have shouted.
But he was a young deer, and deer cannot shout, at least not the way
human children do. So he rejoiced with his legs and with his whole body
as he flung himself into the air. His mother stood by and was glad. She
saw that Bambi was wild. She watched how he bounded into the air and
fell again awkwardly, in one spot. She saw how he stared around him,
dazed and bewildered, only to leap up over and over again. She
understood that Bambi knew only the narrow deer tracks in the forest and
how his brief life was used to the limits of the thicket. He did not
move from one place because he did not understand how to run freely
around the open meadow.

So she stretched out her forefeet and bent laughingly towards Bambi for
a moment. Then she was off with one bound, racing around in a circle so
that the tall grass stems swished.

Bambi was frightened and stood motionless. Was that a sign for him to
run back to the thicket? His mother had said to him, “Don’t worry about
me no matter what you see or hear. Just run as fast as you can.” He was
going to turn around and run as she had commanded him to, but his mother
came galloping up suddenly. She came up with a wonderful swishing sound
and stopped two steps from him. She bent towards him, laughing as she
had at first and cried, “Catch me.” And in a flash she was gone.

Bambi was puzzled. What did she mean? Then she came back again running
so fast that it made him giddy. She pushed his flank with her nose and
said quickly, “Try to catch me,” and fled away.

Bambi started after her. He took a few steps. Then his steps became
short bounds. He felt as if he were flying without any effort on his
part. There was a space under his hoofs, space under his bounding feet,
space and still more space. Bambi was beside himself with joy.

The swishing grass sounded wonderful to his ears. It was marvelously
soft and as fine as silk where it brushed against him. He ran round in a
circle. He turned and flew off in a new circle, turned around again and
kept running.

His mother was standing still, getting her breath again. She kept
following Bambi with her eyes. He was wild.

Suddenly the race was over. He stopped and came up to his mother,
lifting his hoofs elegantly. He looked joyfully at her. Then they
strolled contentedly side by side.

Since he had been in the open, Bambi had felt the sky and the sun and
the green meadow with his whole body. He took one blinding, giddy glance
at the sun, and he felt its rays as they lay warmly on his back.

Presently he began to enjoy the meadow with his eyes also. Its wonders
amazed him at every step he took. You could not see the tiniest speck of
earth the way you could in the forest. Blade after blade of grass
covered every inch of the ground. It tossed and waved luxuriantly. It
bent softly aside under every footstep, only to rise up unharmed again.
The broad green meadow was starred with white daisies, with the thick,
round red and purple clover blossoms and bright, golden dandelion heads.

“Look, look, Mother!” Bambi exclaimed. “There’s a flower flying.”

“That’s not a flower,” said his mother, “that’s a butterfly.”

Bambi stared at the butterfly, entranced. It had darted lightly from a
blade of grass and was fluttering about in its giddy way. Then Bambi saw
that there were many butterflies flying in the air above the meadow.
They seemed to be in a hurry and yet moved slowly, fluttering up and
down in a sort of game that delighted him. They really did look like gay
flying flowers that would not stay on their stems but had unfastened
themselves in order to dance a little. They looked, too, like flowers
that come to rest at sundown but have no fixed places and have to hunt
for them, dropping down and vanishing as if they really had settled
somewhere, yet always flying up again, a little way at first, then
higher and higher, and always searching farther and farther because all
the good places have already been taken.

Bambi gazed at them all. He would have loved to see one close by. He
wanted to see one face to face but he was not able to. They sailed in
and out continually. The air was aflutter with them.

When he looked down at the ground again he was delighted with the
thousands of living things he saw stirring under his hoofs. They ran and
jumped in all directions. He would see a wild swarm of them, and the
next moment they had disappeared in the grass again.

“Who are they, Mother?” he asked.

“Those are ants,” his mother answered.

“Look,” cried Bambi, “see that piece of grass jumping. Look how high it
can jump!”

“That’s not grass,” his mother explained, “that’s a nice grasshopper.”

“Why does he jump that way?” asked Bambi.

“Because we’re walking here,” his mother answered, “he’s afraid we’ll
step on him.”

“O,” said Bambi, turning to the grasshopper who was sitting on a daisy;
“O,” he said again politely, “you don’t have to be afraid; we won’t hurt
you.”

“I’m not afraid,” the grasshopper replied in a quavering voice; “I was
only frightened for a moment when I was talking to my wife.”

“Excuse us for disturbing you,” said Bambi shyly.

“Not at all,” the grasshopper quavered. “Since it’s you, it’s perfectly
all right. But you never know who’s coming and you have to be careful.”

“This is the first time in my life that I’ve ever been on the meadow,”
Bambi explained; “my mother brought me....”

The grasshopper was sitting with his head lowered as though he were
going to butt. He put on a serious face and murmured, “That doesn’t
interest me at all. I haven’t time to stand here gossiping with you. I
have to be looking for my wife. Hopp!” And he gave a jump.

“Hopp!” said Bambi in surprise at the high jump with which the
grasshopper vanished.

Bambi ran to his mother. “Mother, I spoke to him,” he cried.

“To whom?” his mother asked.

“To the grasshopper,” Bambi said, “I spoke to him. He was very nice to
me. And I like him so much. He’s so wonderful and green and you can see
through his sides. They look like leaves, but you can’t see through a
leaf.”

“Those are his wings,” said his mother.

“O,” Bambi went on, “and his face is so serious and wise. But he was
very nice to me anyhow. And how he can jump! ‘Hopp!’ he said, and he
jumped so high I couldn’t see him any more.”

They walked on. The conversation with the grasshopper had excited Bambi
and tired him a little, for it was the first time he had ever spoken to
a stranger. He felt hungry and pressed close to his mother to be nursed.

Then he stood quietly and gazed dreamily into space for a little while
with a sort of joyous ecstasy that came over him every time he was
nursed by his mother. He noticed a bright flower moving in the tangled
grasses. Bambi looked more closely at it. No, it wasn’t a flower, but a
butterfly. Bambi crept closer.

The butterfly hung heavily to a grass stem and fanned its wings slowly.

“Please sit still,” Bambi said.

“Why should I sit still? I’m a butterfly,” the insect answered in
astonishment.

“O, please sit still, just for a minute,” Bambi pleaded, “I’ve wanted so
much to see you close to. Please.”

“Well,” said the butterfly, “for your sake I will, but not for long.”

Bambi stood in front of him. “How beautiful you are!” he cried
fascinated; “how wonderfully beautiful, like a flower!”

“What?” cried the butterfly, fanning his wings, “did you say like a
flower? In my circle it’s generally supposed that we’re handsomer than
flowers.”

Bambi was embarrassed. “O, yes,” he stammered, “much handsomer, excuse
me, I only meant ...”

“Whatever you meant is all one to me,” the butterfly replied. He arched
his thin body affectedly and played with his delicate feelers.

Bambi looked at him enchanted. “How elegant you are!” he said. “How
elegant and fine! And how splendid and white your wings are!”

The butterfly spread his wings wide apart, then raised them till they
folded together like an upright sail.

“O,” cried Bambi, “I know that you are handsomer than the flowers.
Besides, you can fly and the flowers can’t because they grow on stems,
that’s why.”

The butterfly spread his wings. “It’s enough,” he said, “that I can
fly.” He soared so lightly that Bambi could hardly see him or follow his
flight. His wings moved gently and gracefully. Then he fluttered into
the sunny air.

“I only sat still that long on your account,” he said balancing in the
air in front of Bambi. “Now I’m going.”

That was how Bambi found the meadow.




                              CHAPTER III


In the heart of the forest was a little glade that belonged to Bambi’s
mother. It lay only a few steps from the narrow trail where the deer
went bounding through the woods. But no one could ever have found it who
did not know the little passage leading to it through the thick bushes.

The glade was very narrow, so narrow that there was only room for Bambi
and his mother, and so low that when Bambi’s mother stood up her head
was hidden among the branches. Sprays of hazel, furze, and dogwood,
woven about each other, intercepted the little bit of sunlight that came
through the tree-tops, so that it never reached the ground. Bambi had
come into the world in this glade. It was his mother’s and his.

His mother was lying asleep on the ground. Bambi had dozed a little,
too. But suddenly he had become wide awake. He got up and looked around.

The shadows were so deep where he was that it was almost dark. From the
woods came soft rustlings. Now and again the tit-mice chirped. Now and
again came the clear hammering of the woodpecker or the joyless call of
a crow. Everything else was still, far and wide. But the air was
sizzling in the midday heat so that you could hear it if you listened
closely. And it was stiflingly sweet.

Bambi looked down at his mother and said, “Are you asleep?”

No, his mother was not asleep. She had awakened the moment Bambi got up.

“What are we going to do now?” Bambi asked.

“Nothing,” his mother answered. “We’re going to stay right where we are.
Lie down, like a good boy, and go to sleep.”

But Bambi had no desire to go to sleep. “Come on,” he begged, “let’s go
to the meadow.”

His mother lifted her head. “Go to the meadow,” she said, “go to the
meadow now?” Her voice was so full of astonishment and terror that Bambi
became quite frightened.

“Can’t we go to the meadow?” he asked timidly.

“No,” his mother answered, and it sounded very final. “No, you can’t go
now.”

“Why?” Bambi perceived that something mysterious was involved. He grew
still more frightened, but at the same time he was terribly anxious to
know everything. “Why can’t we go to the meadow?” he asked.

“You’ll find out all about it later when you’re bigger,” his mother
replied.

“But,” Bambi insisted, “I’d rather know now.”

“Later,” his mother repeated, “you’re nothing but a baby yet,” she went
on tenderly, “and we don’t talk about such things to children.” She had
grown quite serious. “Fancy going to the meadow at this time of day. I
don’t even like to think of it. Why, it’s broad daylight.”

“But it was broad daylight when we went to the meadow before,” Bambi
objected.

“That’s different,” his mother explained, “it was early in the morning.”

“Can we only go there early in the morning?” Bambi was very curious.

His mother was patient. “Only in the early morning or late evening,” she
said, “or at night.”

“And never in the daytime, never?”

His mother hesitated. “Well,” she said at last, “sometimes a few of us
do go there in the daytime.... But those are special occasions....
I can’t just explain it to you, you are too young yet.... Some of us
do go there.... But we are exposed to the greatest danger.”

“What kind of danger?” asked Bambi all attention.

But his mother did not want to go on with the conversation. “We’re in
danger, and that’s enough for you, my son. You can’t understand such
things yet.”

Bambi thought that he could understand everything except why his mother
did not want to tell him the truth. But he kept silent.

“That’s what life means for us,” his mother went on, “though we all love
the daylight, especially when we’re young, we have to lie quiet all day
long. We can only roam around from evening till morning. Do you
understand?”

“Yes,” said Bambi.

“So, my son, we’ll have to stay where we are. We’re safe here. Now lie
down again and go to sleep.”

But Bambi didn’t want to lie down. “Why are we safe here?” he asked.

“Because all the bushes shield us,” his mother answered, “and the twigs
snap on the shrubs and the dry twigs crackle and give us warning. And
last year’s dead leaves lie on the ground and rustle to warn us, and the
jays and magpies keep watch so we can tell from a distance if anybody is
coming.”

“What are last year’s leaves?” Bambi asked.

“Come and sit beside me,” said his mother, “and I will tell you.” Bambi
sat down contentedly, nestling close to his mother. And she told him how
the trees are not always green, how the sunshine and the pleasant warmth
disappear. Then it grows cold, the frost turns the leaves yellow, brown
and red, and they fall slowly so that the trees and bushes stretch their
bare branches to the sky and look perfectly naked. But the dry leaves
lie on the ground, and when a foot stirs them they rustle. Then someone
is coming. O, how kind last year’s dead leaves are! They do their duty
so well and are so alert and watchful. Even in mid-summer there are a
lot of them hidden beneath the undergrowth. And they give warning in
advance of every danger.

[Illustration: _The leaves fall slowly._]

Bambi pressed close against his mother. It was so cozy to sit there and
listen while his mother talked.

When she grew silent he began to think. He thought it was very kind of
the good old leaves to keep watch, though they were all dead and frozen
and had suffered so much. He wondered just what that danger could be
that his mother was always talking about. But too much thought tired
him. Round about him it was still. Only the air sizzling in the heat was
audible. Then he fell asleep.




                               CHAPTER IV


One evening Bambi was roaming about the meadow again with his mother. He
thought that he knew everything there was to see or hear there. But in
reality it appeared that he did not know as much as he thought.

This time was just like the first. Bambi played tag with his mother. He
ran around in circles, and the open space, the deep sky, the fresh air
intoxicated him so that he grew perfectly wild. After a while he noticed
that his mother was standing still. He stopped short in the middle of a
leap so suddenly that his four legs spread far apart. To get his balance
he bounded high into the air and then stood erect. His mother seemed to
be talking to someone he couldn’t make out through the tall grasses.
Bambi toddled up inquisitively.

Two long ears were moving in the tangled grass stems close to his
mother. They were grayish-brown and prettily marked with black stripes.
Bambi stopped, but his mother said, “Come here. This is our friend, the
Hare. Come here like a nice boy and let him see you.”

Bambi went over. There sat the Hare looking like a very honest creature.
At times his long spoon-like ears stood bolt upright. At others they
fell back limply as though they had suddenly grown weak. Bambi became
somewhat critical as he looked at the whiskers that stood out so stiff
and straight on both sides of the Hare’s mouth. But he noticed that the
Hare had a very mild face and extremely good-natured features, and that
he cast timid glances at the world from out of his big round eyes. The
Hare really did look friendly. Bambi’s passing doubts vanished
immediately. But oddly enough, he had lost all the respect he originally
felt for the Hare.

[Illustration: _There sat the Hare looking like a very honest
creature._]

“Good evening, young man,” the Hare greeted him, with studied
politeness.

Bambi merely nodded good evening. He didn’t understand why, but he
simply nodded. He was very friendly and civil, but a little
condescending. He could not help it himself. Perhaps he was born that
way.

“What a charming young prince,” said the Hare to Bambi’s mother. He
looked at Bambi attentively, raising first one spoon-like ear, then the
other, and then both of them, and letting them fall again, suddenly and
limply, which didn’t please Bambi. The motion of the Hare’s ears seemed
to say, “He isn’t worth bothering with.”

Meanwhile the Hare continued to study Bambi with his big round eyes. His
nose and his mouth with the handsome whiskers moved incessantly in the
same way a man who is trying not to sneeze twitches his nose and lips.
Bambi had to laugh.

The Hare laughed quickly, too, but his eyes grew more thoughtful. “I
congratulate you,” he said to Bambi’s mother. “I sincerely congratulate
you on your son. Yes, indeed, he’ll make a splendid prince in time.
Anyone can see that.”

To Bambi’s boundless surprise he suddenly sat straight on his hind legs.
After he had spied all around with his ears stiffened and his nose
constantly twitching, he sat down decently on all fours again. “Now if
you good people will excuse me,” he said at last, “I have all kinds of
things to do to-night. If you’ll be so good as to excuse me....” He
turned away and hopped off with his ears back so that they touched his
shoulders.

“Good evening,” Bambi called after him.

His mother smiled. “The good Hare,” she said; “he is so suave and
prudent. He doesn’t have an easy time of it in this world.” There was
sympathy in her voice.

Bambi strolled about a little and left his mother to her meal. He wanted
to meet his friend again and he wanted to make new acquaintances,
besides. For without being very clear himself what it was he wanted, he
felt a certain expectancy. Suddenly, at a distance, he heard a soft
rustling on the meadow, and felt a quick, gentle step tapping the
ground. He peered ahead of him. Over on the edge of the woods something
was gliding through the grasses. Was it alive? No, there were two
things. Bambi cast a quick glance at his mother but she wasn’t paying
attention to anything and had her head deep in the grass. But the game
was going on on the other side of the meadow in a shifting circle
exactly as Bambi himself had raced around before. Bambi was so excited
that he sprang back as if he wanted to run away. Then his mother noticed
him and raised her head.

“What’s the matter?” she called.

But Bambi was speechless. He could not find his tongue and only
stammered, “Look over there.”

His mother looked over. “I see,” she said, “that’s my sister, and sure
enough she has a baby too, now. No, she has two of them.” His mother
spoke at first out of pure happiness, but she had grown serious. “To
think that Ena has two babies,” she said, “two of them.”

Bambi stood gazing across the meadow. He saw a creature that looked just
like his mother. He hadn’t even noticed her before. He saw that the
grasses were being shaken in a double circle, but only a pair of reddish
backs were visible like thin red streaks.

“Come,” his mother said, “we’ll go over. They’ll be company for you.”

Bambi would have run, but as his mother walked slowly, peering to right
and to left at every step, he held himself back. Still, he was bursting
with excitement and very impatient.

“I thought we would meet Ena sometime,” his mother went on to say.
“Where can she have been keeping herself? I thought I knew she had one
child, that wasn’t hard to guess. But two of them!...”

At last the others saw them and came to meet them. Bambi had to greet
his aunt, but his mind was entirely on the children.

His aunt was very friendly. “Well,” she said to him, “this is Gobo and
that is Faline. Now you run along and play together.”

The children stood stock-still and stared at each other, Gobo close
beside Faline and Bambi in front of him. None of them stirred. They
stood and gaped.

“Run along,” said Bambi’s mother, “you’ll soon be friends.”

“What a lovely child,” Aunt Ena replied. “He is really lovely. So
strong, and he stands so well.”

“O well,” said his mother modestly, “we have to be content. But to have
two of them, Ena!...”

“O yes, that’s all very well,” Ena declared; “you know, dear, I’ve had
children before.”

“Bambi is my first,” his mother said.

“We’ll see,” Ena comforted her, “perhaps it will be different with you
next time, too.”

The children were still standing and staring at each other. No one said
a word. Suddenly Faline gave a leap and rushed away. It had become too
much for her.

In a moment Bambi darted after her. Gobo followed him. They flew around
in a semi-circle, they turned tail and fell over each other. Then they
chased each other up and down. It was glorious. When they stopped, all
topsy-turvy and somewhat breathless, they were already good friends.
They began to chatter.

Bambi told them how he talked to the nice grasshopper and the butterfly.

“Did you ever talk to the gold bug?” asked Faline.

No, Bambi had never talked to the gold bug. He did not even know who he
was.

“I’ve talked to him often,” Faline declared, a little pertly.

“The jay insulted me,” said Bambi.

“Really,” said Gobo astonished, “did the jay treat you like that?” Gobo
was very easily astonished and was extremely timid.

“Well,” he observed, “the hedgehog stuck me in the nose.” But he only
mentioned it in passing.

“Who is the hedgehog?” Bambi asked eagerly. It seemed wonderful to him
to be there with friends, listening to so many exciting things.

“The hedgehog is a terrible creature,” cried Faline, “full of long
spines all over his body and very wicked!”

“Do you really think he’s wicked?” asked Gobo. “He never hurts anybody.”

“Is that so?” answered Faline quickly. “Didn’t he stick you?”

“O, that was only because I wanted to speak to him,” Gobo replied, “and
only a little anyhow. It didn’t hurt me much.”

Bambi turned to Gobo. “Why didn’t he want you to talk to him?” he asked.

“He doesn’t talk to anybody,” Faline interrupted, “even if you just come
where he is he rolls himself up so he’s nothing but prickles all over.
Our mother says he’s one of those people who don’t want to have anything
to do with the world.”

“Maybe he’s only afraid,” Gobo said.

But Faline knew better. “Mother says you shouldn’t meddle with such
people,” she said.

Presently Bambi began to ask Gobo softly, “Do you know what ‘danger’
means?”

Then they both grew serious and all three heads drew together. Gobo
thought a while. He made a special effort to remember for he saw how
curious Bambi was for the answer. “Danger,” he whispered, “is something
very bad.”

“Yes,” Bambi declared excitedly, “I know it’s something very bad, but
what?” All three trembled with fear.

Suddenly Faline cried out loudly and joyfully, “I know what danger
is—it’s what you run away from.” She sprang away. She couldn’t bear to
stay there any longer and be frightened. In an instant, Bambi and Gobo
had bounded after her. They began to play again. They tumbled in the
rustling, silky green meadow grass, and in a twinkling had forgotten all
about the absorbing question. After a while they stopped and stood
chattering together as before. They looked towards their mothers. They
were standing close together, eating a little and carrying on a quiet
conversation.

Aunt Ena raised her head and called the children. “Come, Gobo. Come,
Faline. We have to go now.”

And Bambi’s mother said to him, “Come, it’s time to go.”

“Wait just a little longer,” Faline pleaded eagerly, “just a little
while.”

“Let’s stay a little longer, please,” Bambi pleaded, “it’s so nice.” And
Gobo repeated timidly, “It’s so nice, just a little longer.” All three
spoke at once.

Ena looked at Bambi’s mother. “What did I tell you,” she said, “they
won’t want to separate now.”

Then something happened that was much more exciting than everything else
that happened to Bambi that day. Out of the woods came the sound of
hoofs beating the earth. Branches snapped, the boughs rustled, and
before Bambi had time to listen, something burst out of the thicket.
Someone came crashing and rustling with someone else rushing after him.
They tore by like the wind, described a wide circle on the meadow and
vanished into the woods again, where they could be heard galloping. Then
they came bursting out of the thicket again and suddenly stood still,
about twenty paces apart.

Bambi looked at them and did not stir. They looked like his mother and
Aunt Ena. But their heads were crowned with gleaming antlers covered
with brown beads and bright white prongs. Bambi was completely overcome.
He looked from one to the other. One was smaller and his antlers
narrower. But the other one was stately and beautiful. He carried his
head up and his antlers rose high above it. They flashed from dark to
light, adorned with the splendor of many black and brown prongs.

“O,” cried Faline in admiration. “O,” Gobo repeated softly. But Bambi
said nothing. He was entranced and silent. Then they both moved and,
turning away from each other, walked slowly back into the woods in
opposite directions. The stately stag passed close to the children and
Bambi’s mother and Aunt Ena. He passed by in silent splendor, holding
his noble head royally high and honoring no one with so much as a
glance.

The children did not dare to breathe till he had disappeared into the
thicket. They turned to look after the other one, but at that very
moment the green door of the forest closed on him.

Faline was the first to break the silence. “Who were they?” she cried.
But her pert little voice trembled.

“Who were they?” Gobo repeated in a hardly audible voice. Bambi kept
silent.

Aunt Ena said solemnly, “Those were your fathers.”

Nothing more was said, and they parted. Aunt Ena led her children into
the nearest thicket. It was her trail. Bambi and his mother had to cross
the whole meadow to the oak in order to reach their own path. He was
silent for a long time before he finally asked, “Didn’t they see us?”

His mother understood what he meant and replied, “Of course, they saw
all of us.”

Bambi was troubled. He felt shy about asking questions, but it was too
much for him. “Then why ...” he began, and stopped.

His mother helped him along. “What is it you want to know, son?” she
asked.

“Why didn’t they stay with us?”

“They don’t ever stay with us,” his mother answered, “only at times.”

Bambi continued, “But why didn’t they speak to us?”

His mother said, “They don’t speak to us now; only at times. We have to
wait till they come to us. And we have to wait for them to speak to us.
They do it whenever they like.”

With a troubled heart, Bambi asked, “Will my father speak to me?”

“Of course he will,” his mother promised. “When you’re grown up he’ll
speak to you, and you’ll have to stay with him sometimes.”

Bambi walked silently beside his mother, his whole mind filled with his
father’s appearance. “How handsome he is!” he thought over and over
again. “How handsome he is!”

As though his mother could read his thoughts, she said, “If you live, my
son, if you are cunning and don’t run into danger, you’ll be as strong
and handsome as your father is sometime, and you’ll have antlers like
his, too.”

Bambi breathed deeply. His heart swelled with joy and expectancy.




                               CHAPTER V


Time passed, and Bambi had many adventures and went through many
experiences. Every day brought something new. Sometimes he felt quite
giddy. He had so incredibly much to learn.

He could listen now, not merely hear, when things happened so close that
they struck the ear of their own accord. No, there was really no art in
that. He could really listen intelligently now to everything that
stirred, no matter how softly. He heard even the tiniest whisper that
the wind brought by. For instance, he knew that a pheasant was running
through the next bushes. He recognized clearly the soft quick tread that
was always stopping. He knew by ear the sound the field mice make when
they run to and fro on their little paths. And the patter of the moles
when they are in a good humor and chase one another around the elder
bushes so that there is just the slightest rustling. He heard the shrill
clear call of the falcon, and he knew from its altered, angry tones when
a hawk or an eagle approached. The falcon was angry because she was
afraid her field would be taken from her. He knew the beat of the
wood-doves’ wings, the beautiful, distant, soaring cries of ducks, and
many other things besides.

He knew how to snuff the air now, too. Soon he would do it as well as
his mother. He could breathe in the air and at the same time analyze it
with his senses. “That’s clover and meadow grass,” he would think when
the wind blew off the fields. “And Friend Hare is out there, too. I can
smell him plainly.”

Again he would notice through the smell of leaves and earth, wild leek
and wood mustard, that the ferret was passing by. He could tell by
putting his nose to the ground and snuffing deeply that the fox was
afoot. Or he would know that one of his family was somewhere nearby. It
might be Aunt Ena and the children.

By now he was good friends with the night and no longer wanted to run
about so much in broad daylight. He was quite willing to lie all day
long in the shade of the leafy glade with his mother. He would listen to
the air sizzling in the heat and then fall asleep.

From time to time, he would wake up, listen and snuff the air to find
out how things stood. Everything was as it should be. Only the tit-mice
were chattering a little to each other, the midges who were hardly ever
still, hummed, while the wood-doves never ceased declaiming their
ecstatic tenderness. What concern was it of his? He would drop off to
sleep again.

He liked the night very much now. Everything was alive, everything was
in motion. Of course, he had to be cautious at night too, but still he
could be less careful. And he could go wherever he wanted to. And
everywhere he went he met acquaintances. They too were always less
nervous than in the daytime.

At night the woods were solemn and still. There were only a few voices.
They sounded loud in the stillness, and they had a different ring from
daytime voices, and left a deeper impression.

Bambi liked to see the owl. She had such a wonderful flight, perfectly
light and perfectly noiseless. She made as little sound as a butterfly,
and yet she was so dreadfully big. She had such striking features, too,
so pronounced and so deeply thoughtful. And such wonderful eyes! Bambi
admired her firm, quietly courageous glance. He liked to listen when she
talked to his mother or to anybody else. He would stand a little to one
side, for he was somewhat afraid of the masterful glance that he admired
so much. He did not understand most of the clever things she said, but
he knew they were clever, and they pleased him and filled him with
respect for the owl.

Then the owl would begin to hoot. “Hoaah!—Ha!—Ha!—Haa!—ah!” she
would cry. It sounded different from the thrushes’ song, or the
yellow-birds’, different from the friendly notes of the cuckoo, but
Bambi loved the owl’s cry, for he felt its mysterious earnestness, its
unutterable wisdom and strange melancholy.

Then there was the screech-owl, a charming little fellow, lively and gay
with no end to his inquisitiveness. He was bent on attracting attention.
“Oi, yeek! Oi, yeek!” he would call in a terrible, high-pitched,
piercing voice. It sounded as if he were on the point of death. But he
was really in a beaming good humor and was hilariously happy whenever he
frightened anybody. “Oi, yeek!” he would cry so dreadfully loud that the
forests heard it for a mile around. But afterwards he would laugh with a
soft chuckle, though you could only hear it if you stood close by.

Bambi discovered that the screech-owl was delighted whenever he
frightened anyone, or when anybody thought that something dreadful had
happened to him. After that, whenever Bambi met him, he never failed to
rush up and ask, “What has happened to you?” or to say with a sigh, “O,
how you frightened me just now!” Then the owl would be delighted.

“O, yes,” he would say, laughing, “it sounds pretty gruesome.” He would
puff up his feathers into a grayish-white ball and look extremely
handsome.

There were storms, too, once or twice, both in the daytime and at night.
The first was in the daytime and Bambi felt himself grow terrified as it
became darker and darker in his glade. It seemed to him as if night had
covered the sky at mid-day. When the raging storm broke through the
woods so that the trees began to groan aloud, Bambi trembled with
terror. And when the lightning flashed and the thunder growled, Bambi
was numb with fear and thought the end of the world had come. He ran
behind his mother, who had sprung up somewhat disturbed and was walking
back and forth in the thicket. He could not think about nor understand
anything. The rain fell in raging torrents. Everyone had run to shelter.
The woods were empty. But there was no escaping the rain. The pouring
water penetrated even the thickest parts of the bushes. Presently the
lightning stopped, and the fiery rays ceased to flicker through the
tree-tops. The thunder rolled away. Bambi could hear it in the distance,
and soon it stopped altogether. The rain beat more gently. It pattered
evenly and steadily around him for another hour. The forest stood
breathing deeply in the calm and let the water drain off. No one was
afraid to come out any more. That feeling had passed. The rain had
washed it away.

Never before had Bambi and his mother gone to the meadow as early as on
that evening. It was not even dusk yet. The sun was still high in the
sky, the air was extremely fresh, and smelt sweeter than usual, and the
woods rang with a thousand voices, for everyone had crept out of his
shelter and was running excitedly, telling what had just happened.

Before they went on to the meadow, they passed the great oak that stood
near the forest’s edge, close to their trail. They always had to pass
that beautiful big tree when they went to the meadow.

This time the squirrel was sitting on a branch and greeted them. Bambi
was good friends with the squirrel. The first time he met him he took
him for a very small deer because of the squirrel’s red coat and stared
at him in surprise. But Bambi had been very childish at that time and
had known nothing at all.

The squirrel pleased him greatly from the first. He was so thoroughly
civil, and talkative. And Bambi loved to see how wonderfully he could
turn, and climb, and leap, and balance himself. In the middle of a
conversation the squirrel would run up and down the smooth tree trunk as
though there was nothing to it. Or he would sit upright on a swaying
branch, balance himself comfortably with his bushy tail, that stuck up
so gracefully behind him, display his white chest, hold his little
forepaws elegantly in front of him, nod his head this way and that,
laugh with his jolly eyes, and, in a twinkling, say a lot of comical and
interesting things. Then he would come down again, so swiftly and with
such leaps, that you expected him to tumble on his head.

He twitched his long tail violently and called to them from overhead,
“Good day! Good day! It’s so nice of you to come over.” Bambi and his
mother stopped.

The squirrel ran down the smooth trunk. “Well,” he chattered, “did you
get through it all right? Of course, I see that everything is first
rate. That’s the main thing.”

He ran up the trunk again like lightning and said, “It’s too wet for me
down there. Wait, I’m going to look for a better place. I hope you don’t
mind. Thanks, I knew you wouldn’t. And we can talk just as well from
here.”

He ran back and forth along a straight limb. “It was a bad business,” he
said, “a monstrous uproar! You wouldn’t believe how scared I was. I
hunched myself up as still as a mouse in the corner and hardly dared
move. That’s the worst of it, having to sit there and not move. And all
the time you’re hoping nothing will happen. But my tree is wonderful in
such cases. There’s no denying it, my tree is wonderful! I’ll say that
for it. I’m satisfied with it. As long as I’ve had it, I’ve never wanted
any other. But when it cuts loose the way it did to-day you’re sure to
get frightened no matter where you are.”

The squirrel sat up, balancing himself with his handsome upright tail.
He displayed his white chest and pressed both forepaws protestingly
against his heart. You believed without his adding anything that he had
been excited.

[Illustration: _The squirrel sat up, balancing himself with his handsome
upright tail._]

“We’re going to the meadow now to dry ourselves off in the sun,” Bambi’s
mother said.

“That’s a good idea,” cried the squirrel, “you’re really so clever. I’m
always saying how clever you are.” With a bound he sprang onto a higher
branch. “You couldn’t do anything better than go to the meadow now,” he
called down. Then he swung with light bounds back and forth through the
tree-top. “I’m going up where I can get the sunlight,” he chattered
merrily, “I’m all soaked through. I’m going all the way up.” He didn’t
care whether they were still listening to him or not.

The meadow was full of life. Friend Hare was there and had brought along
his family. Aunt Ena was there with her children and a few
acquaintances. That day Bambi saw the fathers again. They came slowly
out of the forest from opposite directions. There was a third stag too.
Each walked slowly in his track, back and forth, along the meadow. They
paid no attention to anyone and did not even talk to one another. Bambi
looked at them frequently. He was respectful, but full of curiosity.

Then he talked to Faline and Gobo and a few other children. He wanted to
play a while. All agreed and they began running around in a circle.
Faline was the gayest of all. She was so fresh and nimble and brimming
over with bright ideas. But Gobo was soon tired. He had been terribly
frightened by the storm. His heart had hammered loudly and was still
pounding. There was something very weak about Gobo, but Bambi liked him
because he was so good and willing and always a little sad without
letting you know it.

Time passed and Bambi was learning how good the meadow grass tasted, how
tender and sweet the leaf buds and the clover were. When he nestled
against his mother for comfort it often happened that she pushed him
away.

“You aren’t a little baby any more,” she would say. Sometimes she even
said abruptly, “Go away and let me be.” It even happened sometimes that
his mother got up in the little forest glade, got up in the middle of
the day, and went off without noticing whether Bambi was following her
or not. At times it seemed, when they were wandering down the familiar
paths, as if his mother did not want to notice whether Bambi was behind
her or was trailing after.

One day his mother was gone. Bambi did not know how such a thing could
be possible, he could not figure it out. But his mother was gone and for
the first time Bambi was left alone.

He wandered about, he was troubled, he grew worried and anxious and
began to want her terribly. He stood quite sadly, calling her. Nobody
answered and nobody came.

He listened and snuffed the air. He could not smell anything. He called
again. Softly, pathetically, tearfully, he called “Mother, Mother!” In
vain.

Then despair seized him, he could not stand it and started to walk.

He wandered down the trails he knew, stopping and calling. He wandered
farther and farther with hesitating steps, frightened and helpless. He
was very downcast.

He went on and on and came to trails where he had never been before. He
came to places that were strange to him. He no longer knew where he was
going.

Then he heard two childish voices like his own, calling, “Mother!
Mother!” He stood still and listened. Surely that was Gobo and Faline.
It must be they.

He ran quickly towards the voices and soon he saw their little red
jackets showing through the leaves. Gobo and Faline were standing side
by side under a dog-wood tree and calling mournfully, “Mother, Mother!”

They were overjoyed when they heard the rustling in the bushes. But they
were disappointed when they saw Bambi. They were a little consoled that
he was there, however. And Bambi was glad not to be all alone any more.

“My mother is gone,” Bambi said.

“Ours is gone too,” Gobo answered plaintively.

They looked at one another and were quite despondent.

“Where can they be?” asked Bambi. He was almost sobbing.

“I don’t know,” sighed Gobo. His heart was pounding and he felt
miserable.

Suddenly Faline said, “I think they may be with our fathers.”

Gobo and Bambi looked at her surprised. They were filled with awe. “You
mean that they’re visiting our fathers?” asked Bambi and trembled.
Faline trembled too, but she made a wise face. She acted like a person
who knows more than she will let on. Of course she knew nothing, she
could not even guess where her idea came from. But when Gobo repeated,
“Do you really think so?” she put on a meaningful air and answered
mysteriously, “Yes, I think so.”

Anyway it was a suggestion that needed to be thought about. But in spite
of that Bambi felt no easier. He couldn’t even think about it, he was
too troubled and too sad.

He went off. He wouldn’t stay in one place. Faline and Gobo went along
with him for a little way. All three were calling, “Mother, Mother!”
Then Gobo and Faline stopped, they did not dare go any farther. Faline
said, “Why should we? Mother knows where we are. Let’s stay here so she
can find us when she comes back.”

Bambi went on alone. He wandered through a thicket to a little clearing.
In the middle of the clearing Bambi stopped short. He suddenly felt as
if he were rooted to the ground and could not move.

On the edge of the clearing, by a tall hazel bush, a creature was
standing. Bambi had never seen such a creature before. At the same time
the air brought him a scent such as he had never smelled in his life. It
was a strange smell, heavy and acrid. It excited him to the point of
madness.

Bambi stared at the creature. It stood remarkably erect. It was
extremely thin and had a pale face; entirely bare around the nose and
the eyes. A kind of dread emanated from that face, a cold terror. That
face had a tremendous power over him. It was unbearably painful to look
at that face and yet Bambi stood staring fixedly at it.

For a long time the creature stood without moving. Then it stretched out
a leg from high up near its face. Bambi had not even noticed that there
was one there. But as that terrible leg was reaching out into the air
Bambi was swept away by the mere gesture. In a flash he was back into
the thicket he came from, and was running away.

In a twinkling his mother was with him again, too. She bounded beside
him over shrubs and bushes. They ran side by side as fast as they could.
His mother was in the lead. She knew the way and Bambi followed. They
ran till they came to their glade.

“Did you see Him?” asked the mother softly.

Bambi could not answer, he had no breath left. He only nodded.

“That was He,” said the mother.

And they both shuddered.




                               CHAPTER VI


Bambi was often alone now. But he was not so troubled about it as he had
been the first time. His mother would disappear, and no matter how much
he called her she wouldn’t come back. Later she would appear
unexpectedly and stay with him as before.

One night he was roaming around quite forlorn again. He could not even
find Gobo and Faline. The sky had become pale gray and it began to
darken so that the tree-tops seemed like a vault over the bushy
undergrowth. There was a swishing in the bushes, a loud rustling came
through the leaves and Bambi’s mother dashed out. Someone else raced
close behind her. Bambi did not know whether it was Aunt Ena or his
father or someone else. But he recognized his mother at once. Though she
rushed past him so quickly, he had recognized her voice. She screamed,
and it seemed to Bambi as if it were in play, though he thought it
sounded a little frightened too.

One day Bambi wandered for hours through the thicket. At last he began
to call. He simply couldn’t bear to be so utterly lonely any more. He
felt that pretty soon he’d be perfectly miserable. So he began to call
for his mother.

Suddenly one of the fathers was standing in front of him looking sternly
down at him. Bambi hadn’t heard him coming and was terrified. This stag
looked more powerful than the others, taller and prouder. His coat shone
with a deeper richer red, but his face shimmered, silvery gray. And
tall, black, beaded antlers rose high above his nervous ears.

“What are you crying about?” the old stag asked severely. Bambi trembled
in awe and did not dare answer. “Your mother has no time for you now,”
the old stag went on. Bambi was completely dominated by his masterful
voice and at the same time, he admired it. “Can’t you stay by yourself?
Shame on you!”

Bambi wanted to say that he was perfectly able to stay by himself, that
he had often been left alone already, but he could not get it out. He
was obedient and he felt terribly ashamed. The stag turned around and
was gone. Bambi didn’t know where or how, or whether the stag had gone
slow or fast. He had simply gone as suddenly as he had come. Bambi
strained his ears to listen but he could not catch the sound of a
departing footstep or a leaf stirring. So he thought the old stag must
be somewhere close by and snuffed the air in all directions. It brought
him no scent. Bambi sighed with relief to think he was alone. But he
felt a lively desire to see the old stag again and win his approval.

When his mother came back he did not tell her anything of his encounter.
He did not call her any more either the next time she disappeared. He
thought of the old stag while he wandered around. He wanted very much to
meet him. He wanted to say to him, “See, I don’t call my mother any
more,” so the old stag would praise him.

But he told Gobo and Faline the next time they were together on the
meadow. They listened attentively and had nothing to relate that could
compare with this.

“Weren’t you frightened?” asked Gobo excitedly.

O well—Bambi confessed he had been frightened. But only a little.

“I should have been terribly frightened,” Gobo declared.

Bambi replied, no, he hadn’t been very much afraid, because the stag was
so handsome.

“That wouldn’t have helped me much,” Gobo added, “I’d have been too
afraid to look at him. When I’m frightened I have streaks before my eyes
so that I can’t see at all, and my heart beats so fast that I can’t
breathe.”

Faline became very thoughtful after Bambi’s story and did not say
anything.

But the next time they met, Gobo and Faline bounded up in great haste.
They were alone again and so was Bambi. “We have been hunting for you
all this time,” cried Gobo. “Yes,” Faline said importantly, “because now
we know who it was you saw.” Bambi bounded into the air for curiosity
and asked, “Who?”

Faline said solemnly, “It was the old Prince.”

“Who told you that?” Bambi demanded.

“Mother,” Faline replied.

Bambi was amazed. “Did you tell her the whole story?” They both nodded.
“But it was a secret,” Bambi cried angrily.

Gobo tried to shield himself at once. “I didn’t do it, it was Faline,”
he said. But Faline cried excitedly, “What do you mean, a secret? I
wanted to know who it was. Now we all know and it’s much more exciting.”

Bambi was burning up with desire to hear all about it and let himself be
mollified. Faline told him everything. “The old Prince is the biggest
stag in the whole forest. There isn’t anybody else that compares with
him. Nobody knows how old he is. Nobody can find out where he lives. No
one knows his family. Very few have seen him even once. At times he was
thought to be dead because he hadn’t been seen for so long. Then someone
would see him again for a second and so they knew he was still alive.
Nobody had ever dared ask him where he had been. He speaks to nobody and
no one dares speak to him. He uses trails none of the others ever use.
He knows the very depths of the forest. And he does not know such a
thing as danger. Other Princes fight one another at times, sometimes in
fun or to try each other out, sometimes in earnest. For many years no
one has fought with the old stag. And of those who fought with him long
ago not one is living. He is the great Prince.”

Bambi forgave Gobo and Faline for babbling his secret to their mother.
He was even glad to have found out all these important things, but he
was glad that Gobo and Faline did not know all about it. They did not
know that the great Prince had said, “Can’t you stay by yourself? Shame
on you!” Now Bambi was very glad that he had not told them about these
things. For then Gobo and Faline would have told that along with the
rest, and the whole forest would have gossiped about it.

That night when the moon rose Bambi’s mother came back again. He
suddenly saw her standing under the great oak at the edge of the meadow
looking around for him. He saw her right away and ran to her.

That night Bambi learned something new. His mother was tired and hungry.
They did not walk as far as usual. The mother quieted her hunger on the
meadow where Bambi too was used to eating most of his meals. Side by
side they nibbled at the bushes and pleasantly ruminating, went farther
and farther into the woods.

Presently there was a loud rustling in the bushes. Before Bambi could
guess what it was his mother began to cry aloud as she did when she was
very terrified or when she was beside herself. “Aoh!” she cried and,
giving a bound, stopped and cried, “Aoh, baoh!” Bambi tried to make out
the mighty forms which were drawing near as the rustling grew louder.
They were right near now. They resembled Bambi and Bambi’s mother, Aunt
Ena and all the rest of his family, but they were gigantic and so
powerfully built that he stared up at them overcome.

Suddenly Bambi began to bleat, “Aoh baohbaoh!” He hardly knew he was
bleating. He couldn’t help himself. The procession tramped slowly by.
Three, four giant apparitions, one after the other. The last of them was
bigger than any of the others. He had a wild mane on his neck and his
antlers were tree-like. It took Bambi’s breath away to see them. He
stood and bleated from a heart full of wonder, for he was more weirdly
affected than ever before in his life. He was afraid, but in a peculiar
way. He felt how pitifully small he was, and even his mother seemed to
him to have shrunk. He felt ashamed without understanding why, and at
the same time terror shook him. He bleated, “Baoh! b-a-o-h!” He felt
better when he bleated that way.

[Illustration: _It took Bambi’s breath away to see them._]

The procession had gone by. There was nothing more to be seen or heard.
Even his mother was silent. Only Bambi kept giving short bleats now and
then. He still felt the shock.

“Be still,” his mother said, “they have gone now.”

“O, Mother,” Bambi whispered, “who was it?”

“Well,” said his mother, “they are not so dangerous when all is said and
done. Those are your big cousins, the elk—they are strong and they are
important, far stronger than we are.”

“And aren’t they dangerous?” Bambi asked.

“Not as a rule,” his mother explained. “Of course, a good many things
are said to have happened. This and that is told about them, but I don’t
know if there is any truth in such gossip or not. They’ve never done any
harm to me or to any one of my acquaintances.”

“Why should they do anything to us?” asked Bambi, “if they are cousins
of ours?” He wanted to feel calm but he kept trembling.

“O, they never do anything to us,” his mother answered, “but I don’t
know why, I’m frightened whenever I see them. I don’t understand it
myself. But it happens that way every time.”

Bambi was gradually reassured by her words but he remained thoughtful.
Right above him in the branches of an alder, the screech-owl was hooting
in his blood-curdling way. Bambi was distracted and forgot to act as if
he had been frightened. But the screech-owl flew by anyhow and asked,
“Didn’t I frighten you?”

“Of course,” Bambi replied, “you always frighten me.”

The screech-owl chuckled softly. He was pleased. “I hope you don’t hold
it against me,” he said, “it’s just my way.” He fluffed himself up so
that he resembled a ball, sank his bill in his foamy white feathers and
put on a terribly wise and serious face. He was satisfied with himself.

Bambi poured out his heart to him. “Do you know?” he began slyly, “I’ve
just had a much worse fright.”

“Indeed!” said the owl displeased. Bambi told him about his encounter
with his giant relations.

“Don’t talk to me about relations,” the owl exclaimed, “I’ve got
relations too. But I only fly around in the daytime so they are all down
on me now. No, there isn’t much use in relations. If they’re bigger than
you are, they’re no good to you, and if they’re smaller they’re worth
still less. If they’re bigger than you, you can’t bear them because
they’re proud, and if they’re smaller they can’t bear you because you’re
proud. No, I prefer to have nothing to do with the whole crowd.”

“But, I don’t even know my relations,” Bambi said, laughing shyly, “I
never heard of them, I never saw them before to-day.”

“Don’t bother about such people,” the screech-owl advised. “Believe me,”
and he rolled his eyes significantly, “believe me, it’s the best way.
Relatives are never as good as friends. Look at us, we’re not related in
any way but we’re good friends and that’s much better.”

Bambi wanted to say something else but the screech-owl went on, “I’ve
had experience with such things. You are still too young but, believe
me, I know better. Besides, I don’t like to get mixed up in family
affairs.” He rolled his eyes thoughtfully and looked so impressive with
his serious face that Bambi kept a discreet silence.




                              CHAPTER VII


Another night passed and morning brought an event.

It was a cloudless morning, dewy and fresh. All the leaves on the trees
and the bushes seemed suddenly to smell sweeter. The meadows sent up
great clouds of perfume to the tree-tops.

“Peep!” said the tit-mice when they awoke. They said it very softly. But
since it was still gray dawn they said nothing else for a while. For a
time it was perfectly still. Then a crow’s hoarse, rasping caw sounded
far above in the sky. The crows had awakened and were visiting one
another in the tree-tops. The magpie answered at once, “Shackarakshak!
Did you think I was still asleep?” Then a hundred small voices started
in very softly here and there. “Peep! peep! tiu!” Sleep and the dark
were still in these sounds. And they came from far apart.

Suddenly a blackbird flew to the top of a beech. She perched way up on
the topmost twig that stuck up thin against the sky and sat there
watching how, far away over the trees, the night-weary, pale-gray
heavens were glowing in the distant east and coming to life. Then she
commenced to sing.

Her little black body seemed only a tiny dark speck at that distance.
She looked like a dead leaf. But she poured out her song in a great
flood of rejoicing through the whole forest. And everything began to
stir. The finches warbled, the little red-throat and the gold finch were
heard. The doves rushed from place to place with a loud clapping and
rustling of wings. The pheasants cackled as though their throats would
burst. The noise of their wings, as they flew from their roosts to the
ground, was soft but powerful. They kept uttering their metallic,
splintering call with its soft ensuing chuckle. Far above the falcons
cried sharply and joyously, “Yayaya!”

The sun rose.

“Diu diyu!” the yellow-bird rejoiced. He flew to and fro among the
branches, and his round, yellow body flashed in the morning light like a
winged ball of gold.

Bambi walked under the great oak on the meadow. It sparkled with dew. It
smelled of grass and flowers and moist earth, and whispered of a
thousand living things. Friend Hare was there and seemed to be thinking
over something important. A haughty pheasant strutted slowly by,
nibbling at the grass seeds and peering cautiously in all directions.
The dark, metallic blue on his neck gleamed in the sun.

One of the Princes was standing close to Bambi. Bambi had never seen any
of the fathers so close before. The stag was standing right in front of
him next to the hazel bush and was somewhat hidden by the branches.
Bambi did not move. He wanted the Prince to come out completely, and was
wondering whether he dared speak to him. He wanted to ask his mother and
looked around for her. But his mother had already gone away and was
standing some distance off, beside Aunt Ena. At the same time Gobo and
Faline came running out of the woods. Bambi was still thinking it over
without stirring. If he went up to his mother and the others now he
would have to pass by the Prince. He felt as if he couldn’t do it.

“O well,” he thought, “I don’t have to ask my mother first. The old
Prince spoke to me and I didn’t tell Mother anything about it. I’ll say,
‘Good morning, Prince.’ He can’t be offended at that. But if he does get
angry, I’ll run away fast.” Bambi struggled with his resolve which began
to waver again.

Presently the Prince walked out from behind the hazel bush onto the
meadow.

“Now,” thought Bambi.

Then there was a crash like thunder.

Bambi shrank together and didn’t know what had happened. He saw the
Prince leap into the air under his very nose and watched him rush past
him into the forest with one great bound.

Bambi looked around in a daze. The thunder still vibrated. He saw how
his mother and Aunt Ena, Gobo and Faline fled into the woods. He saw how
Friend Hare scurried away like mad. He saw the pheasant running with his
neck outstretched. He noticed that the forest grew suddenly still. He
started and sprang into the thicket. He had made only a few bounds when
he saw the Prince lying on the ground in front of him, motionless. Bambi
stopped horrified, not understanding what it meant. The Prince lay
bleeding from a great wound in his shoulder. He was dead.

“Don’t stop!” a voice beside him commanded. It was his mother who rushed
past him at full gallop. “Run,” she cried. “Run as fast as you can!” She
did not slow up, but raced ahead, and her command brought Bambi after
her. He ran with all his might.

“What is it, Mother?” he asked. “What is it, Mother?”

His mother answered between gasps, “It—was—He!”

Bambi shuddered and they ran on. At last they stopped for lack of
breath.

“What did you say? Tell me, what it was you said,” a soft voice called
down from overhead. Bambi looked up. The squirrel came chattering
through the branches.

“I ran the whole way with you,” he cried. “It was dreadful.”

“Were you there?” asked the mother.

“Of course I was there,” the squirrel replied. “I am still trembling in
every limb.” He sat erect, balancing with his splendid tail, displaying
his small white chest, and holding his forepaws protestingly against his
body. “I’m beside myself with excitement,” he said.

“I’m quite weak from fright myself,” said the mother. “I don’t
understand it. Not one of us saw a thing.”

“Is that so?” the squirrel said pettishly. “I saw Him long before.”

“So did I,” another voice cried. It was the magpie. She flew past and
settled on a branch.

“So did I,” came a croak from above. It was the jay who was sitting on
an ash.

A couple of crows in the tree-tops cawed harshly, “We saw Him, too.”

They all sat around talking importantly. They were unusually excited and
seemed to be full of anger and fear.

“Whom?” Bambi thought. “Whom did they see?”

“I tried my best,” the squirrel was saying, pressing his forepaws
protestingly against his heart. “I tried my best to warn the poor
Prince.”

“And I,” the jay rasped. “How often did I scream? But he didn’t care to
hear me.”

“He didn’t hear me either,” the magpie croaked. “I called him at least
ten times. I wanted to fly right past him, for, thought I, he hasn’t
heard me yet; I’ll fly to the hazel bush where he’s standing. He can’t
help hearing me there. But at that minute it happened.”

“My voice is probably louder than yours, and I warned him as well as I
could,” the crow said in an impudent tone. “But gentlemen of that stamp
pay little attention to the likes of us.”

“Much too little, really,” the squirrel agreed.

“Well, we did what we could,” said the magpie. “We’re certainly not to
blame when an accident happens.”

“Such a handsome Prince,” the squirrel lamented. “And in the very prime
of life.”

“Akh!” croaked the jay. “It would have been better for him if he hadn’t
been so proud and had paid more attention to us.”

“He certainly wasn’t proud.”

“No more so than the other Princes of his family,” the magpie put in.

“Just plain stupid,” sneered the jay.

“You’re stupid yourself,” the crow cried down from overhead. “Don’t you
talk about stupidity. The whole forest knows how stupid you are.”

“I!” replied the jay, stiff with astonishment. “Nobody can accuse me of
being stupid. I may be forgetful but I’m certainly not stupid.”

“O just as you please,” said the crow solemnly. “Forget what I said to
you, but remember that the Prince did not die because he was proud or
stupid, but because no one can escape Him.”

“Akh!” croaked the jay: “I don’t like that kind of talk.” He flew away.

The crow went on, “He has already outwitted many of my family. He kills
what He wants. Nothing can help us.”

“You have to be on your guard against Him,” the magpie broke in.

“You certainly do,” said the crow sadly. “Good-by.” He flew off, his
family accompanying him.

Bambi looked around. His mother was no longer there.

“What are they talking about now?” thought Bambi. “I can’t understand
what they are talking about. Who is this ‘He’ they talk about? That was
He, too, that I saw in the bushes, but He didn’t kill me.”

Bambi thought of the Prince lying in front of him with his bloody,
mangled shoulder. He was dead now. Bambi walked along. The forest sang
again with a thousand voices, the sun pierced the tree-tops with its
broad rays. There was light everywhere. The leaves began to smell. Far
above the falcons called, close at hand a woodpecker hammered as if
nothing had happened. Bambi was not happy. He felt himself threatened by
something dark. He did not understand how the others could be so
carefree and happy while life was so difficult and dangerous. Then the
desire seized him to go deeper and deeper into the woods. They lured him
into their depths. He wanted to find some hiding place where, shielded
on all sides by impenetrable thickets, he could never be seen. He never
wanted to go to the meadow again.

Something moved very softly in the bushes. Bambi drew back violently.
The old stag was standing in front of him.

Bambi trembled. He wanted to run away, but he controlled himself and
remained. The old stag looked at him with his great deep eyes and asked,
“Were you out there before?”

“Yes,” Bambi said softly. His heart was pounding in his throat.

“Where is your mother?” asked the stag.

Bambi answered still very softly, “I don’t know.”

The old stag kept gazing at him. “And still you’re not calling for her?”
he said.

[Illustration: _The old stag kept gazing at him._]

Bambi looked into the noble, iron-gray face, looked at the stag’s
antlers and suddenly felt full of courage. “I can stay by myself, too,”
he said.

The old stag considered him for a while; then he asked gently, “Aren’t
you the little one that was crying for his mother not long ago?”

Bambi was somewhat embarrassed, but his courage held. “Yes, I am,” he
confessed.

The old stag looked at him in silence and it seemed to Bambi as if those
deep eyes gazed still more mildly. “You scolded me then, Prince,” he
cried excitedly, “because I was afraid of being left alone. Since then I
haven’t been.”

The stag looked at Bambi appraisingly and smiled a very slight, hardly
noticeable smile. Bambi noticed it however. “Noble Prince,” he asked
confidently, “what has happened? I don’t understand it. Who is this ‘He’
they are all talking about?” He stopped, terrified by the dark glance
that bade him be silent.

Another pause ensued. The old stag was gazing past Bambi into the
distance. Then he said slowly, “Listen, smell and see for yourself. Find
out for yourself.” He lifted his antlered head still higher. “Farewell,”
he said, nothing else. Then he vanished.

Bambi stood transfixed and wanted to cry. But that farewell still rang
in his ears and sustained him. Farewell, the old stag had said, so he
couldn’t have been angry.

Bambi felt himself thrill with pride, felt inspired with a deep
earnestness. Yes, life was difficult and full of danger. But come what
might he would learn to bear it all.

He walked slowly deeper into the forest.




                              CHAPTER VIII


The leaves were falling from the great oak at the meadow’s edge. They
were falling from all the trees.

One branch of the oak reached high above the others and stretched far
out over the meadow. Two leaves clung to its very tip.

“It isn’t the way it used to be,” said one leaf to the other.

“No,” the other leaf answered. “So many of us have fallen off tonight
we’re almost the only ones left on our branch.”

“You never know who’s going to go next,” said the first leaf. “Even when
it was warm and the sun shone, a storm or a cloudburst would come
sometimes, and many leaves were torn off, though they were still young.
You never know who’s going to go next.”

“The sun seldom shines now,” sighed the second leaf, “and when it does
it gives no warmth. We must have warmth again.”

“Can it be true,” said the first leaf, “can it really be true, that
others come to take our places when we’re gone and after them still
others, and more and more?”

“It is really true,” whispered the second leaf. “We can’t even begin to
imagine it, it’s beyond our powers.”

“It makes me very sad,” added the first leaf.

They were silent a while. Then the first leaf said quietly to herself,
“Why must we fall?...”

The second leaf asked, “What happens to us when we have fallen?”

“We sink down....”

“What is under us?”

The first leaf answered, “I don’t know, some say one thing, some
another, but nobody knows.”

The second leaf asked, “Do we feel anything, do we know anything about
ourselves when we’re down there?”

The first leaf answered, “Who knows? Not one of all those down there has
ever come back to tell us about it.”

They were silent again. Then the first leaf said tenderly to the other,
“Don’t worry so much about it, you’re trembling.”

“That’s nothing,” the second leaf answered, “I tremble at the least
thing now. I don’t feel so sure of my hold as I used to.”

“Let’s not talk any more about such things,” said the first leaf.

The other replied, “No, we’ll let be. But—what else shall we talk
about?” She was silent, but went on after a little while, “Which of us
will go first?”

“There’s still plenty of time to worry about that,” the other leaf
assured her. “Let’s remember how beautiful it was, how wonderful, when
the sun came out and shone so warmly that we thought we’d burst with
life. Do you remember? And the morning dew, and the mild and splendid
nights....”

“Now the nights are dreadful,” the second leaf complained, “and there is
no end to them.”

“We shouldn’t complain,” said the first leaf gently. “We’ve outlived
many, many others.”

“Have I changed much?” asked the second leaf shyly but determinedly.

[Illustration: _“Have I changed much?” asked the second leaf, shyly but
determinedly._]

“Not in the least,” the first leaf assured her. “You only think so
because I’ve got to be so yellow and ugly. But it’s different in your
case.”

“You’re fooling me,” the second leaf said.

“No, really,” the first leaf exclaimed eagerly, “believe me, you’re as
lovely as the day you were born. Here and there may be a little yellow
spot but it’s hardly noticeable and only makes you handsomer, believe
me.”

“Thanks,” whispered the second leaf, quite touched. “I don’t believe
you, not altogether, but I thank you because you’re so kind, you’ve
always been so kind to me. I’m just beginning to understand how kind you
are.”

“Hush,” said the other leaf, and kept silent herself for she was too
troubled to talk any more.

Then they were both silent. Hours passed.

A moist wind blew, cold and hostile, through the tree-tops.

“Ah, now,” said the second leaf, “I ...” Then her voice broke off. She
was torn from her place and spun down.

Winter had come.




                               CHAPTER IX


Bambi noticed that the world was changed. It was hard for him to get
used to this altered world. They had all lived like rich folk and now
had fallen upon hard times. For Bambi knew nothing but abundance. He
took it for granted that he would always have plenty to eat. He thought
he would never need to trouble about food. He believed he would always
sleep in the lovely green-leafed glade where no one could see him, and
would always go about in his smooth, handsome, glossy red coat.

Now everything was changed without his having noticed the change take
place. The process that was ending had seemed only a series of episodes
to him. It pleased him to see the milk-white veils of mist steam from
the meadow in the morning, or drop suddenly from the gray sky at dawn.
They vanished so beautifully in the sunshine. The hoar frost that
covered the meadow with such dazzling whiteness delighted him too.
Sometimes he liked to listen to his big cousins the elks. The whole
forest would tremble with their kingly voices. Bambi used to listen and
be very much frightened, but his heart would beat high with admiration
when he heard them calling. He remembered that the kings had antlers
branching like tall, strong trees. And it seemed to him that their
voices were as powerful as their antlers. Whenever he heard the deep
tones of those voices he would stand motionless. Their deep voices
rolled towards him like the mighty moaning of noble, maddened blood
whose primal power was giving utterance to longing, rage and pride.
Bambi struggled in vain against his fears. They over-powered him
whenever he heard those voices, but he was proud to have such noble
relatives. At the same time he felt a strange sense of annoyance because
they were so unapproachable. It offended and humiliated him without his
knowing exactly how or why, even without his being particularly
conscious of it.

It was only after the mating season had passed and the thunder of the
stags’ mighty voices had grown still, that Bambi began to notice other
things once more. At night when he roamed through the forest or by day
as he lay in the glade, he heard the falling leaves whisper among the
trees. They fluttered and rustled ceaselessly through the air from all
the tree-tops and branches. A delicate silvery sound was falling
constantly to earth. It was wonderful to awaken amidst it, wonderful to
fall asleep to this mysterious and melancholy whispering. Soon the
leaves lay thick and loose on the ground and when you walked through
them they flew about, softly rustling. It was jolly to push them aside
with every step, they were piled so high. It made a sound like “Sh!
sh!”—soft and very clear and silvery. Besides, it was very useful, for
Bambi had to be particularly careful these days to hear and smell
everything. And with the leaves you could hear everything far off. They
rustled at the slightest touch and cried, “Sh! sh!” Nobody could steal
through them.

But then the rain came. It poured down from early morning till late at
night. Sometimes it rained all night long and into the following day. It
would stop for a while and begin again with fresh strength. The air was
damp and cold, the whole world seemed full of rain. If you tried to
nibble a little meadow grass you got your mouth full of water, or if you
tugged the least little bit at a bough a whole torrent of water poured
into your eyes and nose. The leaves no longer rustled. They lay pale and
soggy on the ground, flattened by the rain and made no sounds. Bambi
discovered for the first time how unpleasant it is to be rained on all
day and all night until you are soaked to the skin. There had not even
been a frost yet, but he longed for the warm weather and felt it was a
sad business to have to run around soaked through.

But when the north wind blew, Bambi found out what cold is. It wasn’t
much help to nestle close to his mother. Of course at first he thought
it was wonderful to lie there and keep one side warm at least. But the
north wind raged through the forest all day and all night long. It
seemed to be driven to madness by some incomprehensible ice-cold fury,
as though it wanted to tear up the forest by its roots or annihilate it
somehow. The trees groaned in stubborn resistance, they struggled
mightily against the wind’s fierce onslaught. You could hear their
long-drawn moans, their sigh-like creakings, the loud snap when their
strong limbs split, the angry cracking when now and again a trunk broke
and the vanquished tree seemed to shriek from every wound in its rent
and dying body. Nothing else could be heard, for the storm swooped down
still more fiercely on the forest, and its roaring drowned all lesser
noises.

Then Bambi knew that want and hardship had come. He saw how much the
rain and wind had changed the world. There was no longer a leaf on tree
or shrub. But all stood there as though violated, their bodies naked for
all to see. And they lifted their bare brown limbs to the sky for pity.
The grass on the meadow was withered and shortened, as if it had sunk
into the earth. Even the glade seemed wretched and bare. Since the
leaves had fallen it was no longer possible to lie so well hidden as
before. The glade was open on all sides.

One day, as a young magpie flew over the meadow, something cold and
white fell in her eye. Then it fell again and again. She felt as if a
little veil were drawn across her eye while the small, pale, blinding
white flakes danced around her. The magpie hesitated in her flight,
fluttered a little, and then soared straight up into the air. In vain.
The cold white flakes were everywhere and got into her eyes again. She
kept flying straight up, soaring higher.

“Don’t put yourself out so much, dearie,” a crow who was flying above
her in the same direction called down, “don’t put yourself out so much.
You can’t fly high enough to get outside these flakes. This is snow.”

“Snow!” cried the magpie in surprise, struggling against the drizzle.

“That’s about the size of it,” said the crow, “it’s winter, and this is
snow.”

“Excuse me,” the magpie replied, “but I only left the nest in May. I
don’t know anything about winter.”

“There are plenty in the same boat,” the crow remarked, “but you’ll soon
find out.”

“Well,” said the magpie, “if this is snow I guess I’ll sit down for a
while.” She perched on an elder and shook herself. The crow flew
awkwardly away.

At first Bambi was delighted with the snow. The air was calm and mild
while the white snow-stars whirled down and the world looked completely
different. It had grown lighter, gayer, Bambi thought, and whenever the
sun came out for a little while everything shone and the white covering
flashed and sparkled so brightly that it blinded you.

But Bambi soon stopped being pleased with the snow. For it grew harder
and harder to find food. He had to paw the snow away with endless labor
before he could find one withered little blade of grass. The snow crust
cut his legs and he was afraid of cutting his feet. Gobo had already cut
his. Of course Gobo was the kind who couldn’t stand anything and was a
constant source of trouble to his mother.

[Illustration: _Bambi had to paw the snow away with endless labor before
he could find one withered little blade of grass._]

The deer were always together now and were much more friendly than
before. Ena brought her children constantly. Lately Marena, a half-grown
doe, had joined the circle. But old Nettla really contributed most to
their entertainment. She was quite a self-sufficient person and had her
own ideas about everything. “No,” she would say, “I don’t bother with
children any more. I’ve had enough of that particular joke.”

Faline asked, “What difference does it make, if they’re a joke?” And
Nettla would act as if she were angry, and say, “They’re a bad joke,
though, and I’ve had enough of them.”

They got along perfectly together. They would sit side by side
gossiping. The young ones had never had a chance to hear so much.

Even one or another of the Princes would join them now. At first things
went somewhat stiffly, especially since the children were a little shy.
But that soon changed, and they got along very well together. Bambi
admired Prince Ronno, who was a stately lord, and he passionately loved
the handsome young Karus. They had dropped their horns and Bambi often
looked at the two slate-gray round spots that showed smooth and
shimmering with many delicate points on the Princes’ heads. They looked
very noble.

It was terribly interesting whenever one of the Princes talked about
Him. Ronno had a thick hide-covered swelling on his left fore-foot. He
limped on that foot and used to ask sometimes, “Can you really see that
I limp?” Everyone would hasten to assure him that there was not the
trace of a limp. That was what Ronno wanted. And it really was hardly
noticeable.

“Yes,” he would go on. “I saved myself from a tight corner that time.”
And then Ronno would tell how He had surprised him and hurled His fire
at him. But it had only struck his leg. It had driven him nearly mad
with pain, and no wonder, since the bone was shattered. But Ronno did
not lose his head. He was up and away on three legs. He pressed on in
spite of his weakness for he saw that he was being pursued. He ran
without stopping until night came. Then he gave himself a rest. But he
went on the next morning until he felt he was in safety. Then he took
care of himself, living alone in hiding, waiting for his wound to heal.
At last he came out again and was a hero. He limped, but he thought no
one noticed it.

They were often together now for long periods and told many stories.
Bambi heard more about Him than ever before. They told how terrible He
was to look at. No one could bear to look at His pale face. Bambi knew
that already from his own experience. They spoke too about His smell,
and again Bambi could have spoken if he had not been too well brought up
to mix in his elders’ conversation. They said that His smell differed
each time in a hundred subtle ways and yet you could tell it in an
instant, for it was always exciting, unfathomable, mysterious and
terrible.

They told how He used only two legs to walk with and they spoke of the
amazing strength of His two hands. Some of them did not know what hands
were. But when it was explained, old Nettla said, “I don’t see anything
so surprising in that. A squirrel can do everything you tell about just
as well, and every little mouse can perform the same wonders.” She
turned away her head disdainfully.

“O no,” cried the others, and they gave her to understand that those
were _not_ the same things at all. But old Nettla was not to be cowed.
“What about the falcon?” she exclaimed. “And the buzzard? And the owl?
They’ve got only two legs and when they want to catch something they
simply stand on one leg and grab with the other. That’s much harder and
He certainly can’t do that.”

Old Nettla was not at all inclined to admire anything connected with
Him. She hated Him with all her heart. “He is loathsome!” she said, and
she stuck to that. Besides, nobody contradicted her, since nobody liked
Him.

But the talk grew more complicated when they told how He had a third
hand, not two hands merely, but a third hand.

“That’s an old story,” Nettla said curtly. “I don’t believe it.”

“Is that so?” Ronno broke in. “Then what did He shatter my leg with? Can
you tell me that?”

Old Nettla answered carelessly, “That’s your affair, my dear, He’s never
shattered any of mine.”

Aunt Ena said, “I’ve seen a good deal in my time, and I think there’s
something in the story that He has a third hand.”

“I agree with you,” young Karus said politely. “I have a friend, a
crow ...” He paused, embarrassed for a moment, and looked around at
them, one after the other, as though he were afraid of being laughed
at. But when he saw that they were listening attentively to him he
went on. “This crow is unusually well informed, I must say that.
Surprisingly well informed. And she says that He really has three
hands, but not always. The third hand is the bad one, the crow says.
It isn’t attached like the other two, but He carries it hanging over
His shoulder. The crow says that she can always tell exactly when He,
or anyone like Him, is going to be dangerous. If He comes without the
third hand He isn’t dangerous.”

Old Nettla laughed. “Your crow’s a blockhead, my dear Karus,” she said.
“Tell her so for me. If she were as clever as she thinks she is, she’d
know that He’s always dangerous, always.” But the others had different
objections.

Bambi’s mother said, “Some of Them aren’t dangerous; you can see that at
a glance.”

“Is that so?” old Nettla asked. “I suppose you stand still till They
come up to you and wish you a good day?”

Bambi’s mother answered gently. “Of course I don’t stand still; I run
away.”

And Faline broke in with, “You should always run away.” Everybody
laughed.

But when they talked about the third hand they became serious and fear
grew on them gradually. For whatever it might be, a third hand or
something else, it was terrible and they did not understand it. They
only knew of it from others’ stories, few of them had ever seen it for
themselves. He would stand still, far off, and never move. You couldn’t
explain what He did or how it happened, but suddenly there would be a
crash like thunder, fire would shoot out and far away from Him you would
drop down dying with your breast torn open. They all sat bowed while
they talked about Him, as though they felt the presence of some dark,
unknown power controlling them.

They listened curiously to the many stories that were always horrible,
full of blood and suffering. They listened tirelessly to everything that
was said about Him, tales that were certainly invented, all the stories
and sayings that had come down from their fathers and
great-grandfathers. In each one of them they were unconsciously seeking
for some way to propitiate this dark power, or some way to escape it.

“What difference does it make,” young Karus asked quite despondently,
“how far away He is when He kills you?”

“Didn’t your clever crow explain that to you?” old Nettla mocked.

“No,” said Karus with a smile. “She says that she’s often seen Him but
no one can explain Him.”

“Yes, He knocks the crows out of the trees, too, when He wants to,”
Ronno observed.

“And He brings down the pheasant on the wing,” Aunt Ena added.

Bambi’s mother said, “He throws His hand at you, my grandmother told me
so.”

“Is that so?” asked old Nettla. “What is it that bangs so terribly
then?”

“That’s when He tears His hand off,” Bambi’s mother explained. “Then the
fire flashes and the thunder cracks. He’s all fire inside.”

“Excuse me,” said Ronno. “It’s true that He’s all fire inside. But that
about His hand is wrong. A hand couldn’t make such wounds. You can see
that for yourself. It’s much more likely that it’s a tooth He throws at
us. A tooth would explain a great many things, you know. You really die
from His bite.”

“Will He never stop hunting us?” young Karus sighed.

Then Marena spoke, the young half-grown doe. “They say that sometime
He’ll come to live with us and be as gentle as we are. He’ll play with
us then and the whole forest will be happy, and we’ll be friends with
Him.”

Old Nettla burst out laughing. “Let Him stay where He is and leave us in
peace,” she said.

Aunt Ena said reprovingly, “You shouldn’t talk that way.”

“And why not?” old Nettla replied hotly, “I really don’t see why not.
Friends with Him! He’s murdered us ever since we can remember, every one
of us, our sisters, our mothers, our brothers! Ever since we came into
the world He’s given us no peace, but has killed us wherever we showed
our heads. And now we’re going to be friends with Him. What nonsense!”

Marena looked at all of them out of her big, calm, shining eyes. “Love
is no nonsense,” she said. “It has to come.”

Old Nettla turned away. “I’m going to look for something to eat,” she
said, and trotted off.




                               CHAPTER X


Winter dragged on. Sometimes it was warmer, but then the snow would fall
again and lie deeper and deeper, so that it became impossible to scrape
it away. It was worse when the thaws came and the melted snow water
froze again in the night. Then there was a thin slippery film of ice.
Often it broke in pieces and the sharp splinters cut the deer’s tender
fetlocks till they bled.

A heavy frost had set in several days before. The air was purer and
rarer than it had ever been, and full of energy. It began to hum in a
very fine high tone. It hummed with the cold.

It was silent in the woods, but something horrible happened every day.
Once the crows fell upon Friend Hare’s small son who was lying sick, and
killed him in a cruel way. He could be heard moaning pitifully for a
long while. Friend Hare was not at home, and when he heard the sad news
he was beside himself with grief.

Another time the squirrel raced about with a great wound in his neck
where the ferret had caught him. By a miracle the squirrel had escaped.
He could not talk because of the pain, but he ran up and down the
branches. Everyone could see him. He ran like mad. From time to time he
stopped, sat down, raised his forepaws desperately and clutched his head
in terror and agony while the red blood oozed on his white chest. He ran
about for an hour, then suddenly crumpled up, fell across a branch, and
dropped dead in the snow. A couple of magpies flew down at once to begin
their meal.

Another day a fox tore to pieces the strong and handsome pheasant who
had enjoyed such general respect and popularity. His death aroused the
sympathies of a wide circle who tried to comfort his disconsolate widow.

The fox had dragged the pheasant out of the snow, where he was buried,
thinking himself well hidden. No one could have felt safer than the
pheasant for it all happened in broad daylight. The terrible hardship
that seemed to have no end spread bitterness and brutality. It destroyed
all their memories of the past, their faith in each other, and ruined
every good custom they had. There was no longer either peace or mercy in
the forest.

“It’s hard to believe that it will ever be better,” Bambi’s mother
sighed.

Aunt Ena sighed too. “It’s hard to believe that it was ever any better,”
she said.

“And yet,” Marena said, looking in front of her, “I always think how
beautiful it was before.”

“Look,” old Nettla said to Aunt Ena, “your little one is trembling.” She
pointed to Gobo. “Does he always tremble like that?”

“Yes,” Aunt Ena answered gravely, “he’s shivered that way for the last
few days.”

“Well,” said old Nettla in her frank way, “I’m glad that I have no more
children. If that little one were mine I’d wonder if he’d last out the
winter.”

The future really didn’t look very bright for Gobo. He was weak. He had
always been much more delicate than Bambi or Faline and remained smaller
than either of them. He was growing worse from day to day. He could not
eat even the little food there was. It made his stomach ache. And he was
quite exhausted by the cold, and by the horrors around him. He shivered
more and more and could hardly stand up. Everyone looked at him
sympathetically.

Old Nettla went up to him and nudged him good-naturedly. “Don’t be so
sad,” she said encouragingly, “that’s no way for a little prince to act,
and besides it’s unhealthy.” She turned away so that no one should see
how moved she was.

Ronno who had settled himself a little to one side in the snow suddenly
sprang up. “I don’t know what it is,” he mumbled and gazed around.

Everyone grew watchful. “What is it?” they asked.

“I don’t know,” Ronno repeated. “But I’m restless. I suddenly felt
restless as if something were wrong.”

Karus was snuffing the air. “I don’t smell anything strange,” he
declared.

They all stood still, listening and snuffing the air. “It’s nothing,
there’s absolutely nothing to smell,” they agreed one after another.

“Nevertheless,” Ronno insisted, “you can say what you like, something is
wrong.”

Marena said, “The crows are calling.”

“There they go calling again,” Faline added quickly, but the others had
already heard them.

“They are flying,” said Karus and the others.

Everybody looked up. High above the tree-tops a flock of crows flapped
by. They came from the farthest edge of the forest, the direction from
which danger always came, and they were complaining to one another.
Apparently something unusual had happened.

“Wasn’t I right?” asked Ronno. “You can see that something is
happening.”

“What shall we do?” Bambi’s mother whispered anxiously.

“Let’s get away,” Aunt Ena urged in alarm.

“Wait,” Ronno commanded.

“But the children,” Aunt Ena replied, “the children. Gobo can’t run.”

“Go ahead,” Ronno agreed, “go off with your children. I don’t think
there’s any need for it, but I don’t blame you for going.” He was alert
and serious.

“Come, Gobo. Come, Faline. Softly now, go slowly. And keep behind me,”
Aunt Ena warned them. She slipped away with the children.

Time passed. They stood still, listening and trembling.

“As if we hadn’t suffered enough already,” old Nettla began. “We still
have this to go through....” She was very angry. Bambi looked at her,
and he felt that she was thinking of something horrible.

Three or four magpies had already begun to chatter on the side of the
thicket from which the crows had come. “Look out! Look out, out, out!”
they cried. The deer could not see them, but could hear them calling and
warning each other. Sometimes one of them, and sometimes all of them
together, would cry, “Look out, out, out!” Then they came nearer. They
fluttered in terror from tree to tree, peered back and fluttered away
again in fear and alarm.

“Akh!” cried the jays. They screamed their warning loudly.

Suddenly all the deer shrank together at once as though a blow had
struck them. Then they stood still snuffing the air.

It was He.

A heavy wave of scent blew past. There was nothing they could do. The
scent filled their nostrils, it numbed their senses and made their
hearts stop beating.

The magpies were still chattering. The jays were still screaming
overhead. In the woods around them everything had sprung to life. The
tit-mice flitted through the branches, like tiny feathered balls,
chirping, “Run! run!”

The blackbirds fled swiftly and darkly above them with long-drawn
twittering cries. Through the dark tangle of bare bushes, they saw on
the white snow a wild aimless scurrying of smaller, shadowy creatures.
These were the pheasants. Then a flash of red streaked by. That was the
fox. But no one was afraid of him now. For that fearful scent kept
streaming on in a wider wave, sending terror into their hearts and
uniting them all in one mad fear, in a single feverish impulse to flee,
to save themselves.

That mysterious overpowering scent filled the woods with such strength
that they knew that this time He was not alone, but had come with many
others, and there would be no end to the killing.

They did not move. They looked at the tit-mice, whisking away in a
sudden flutter, at the blackbirds and the squirrels who dashed from
tree-top to tree-top in mad bounds. They knew that all the little
creatures on the ground had nothing to fear. But they understood their
flight when they smelt Him, for no forest creature could bear His
presence.

Presently Friend Hare hopped up. He hesitated, sat still and then hopped
on again.

“What is it?” Karus called after him impatiently.

But Friend Hare only looked around with bewildered eyes and could not
even speak. He was completely terrified.

“What’s the use of asking?” said Ronno gloomily.

Friend Hare gasped for breath. “We are surrounded,” he said in a
lifeless voice. “We can’t escape on any side. He is everywhere.”

At the same instant they heard His voice. Twenty or thirty strong, He
cried, “Ho! ho! Ha! ha!” It roared like the sound of winds and storms.
He beat on the tree trunks as though they were drums. It was wracking
and terrifying. A distant twisting and rending of parted bushes rang
out. There was a snapping and cracking of broken boughs.

He was coming.

He was coming into the heart of the thicket.

Then short whistling flute-like trills sounded together with the loud
flap of soaring wings. A pheasant rose from under His very feet. The
deer heard the wing-beats of the pheasant grow fainter as he mounted
into the air. There was a loud crash like thunder. Then silence. Then a
dull thud on the ground.

“He is dead,” said Bambi’s mother, trembling.

“The first,” Ronno added.

The young doe, Marena, said, “In this very hour many of us are going to
die. Perhaps I shall be one of them.” No one listened to her, for a mad
terror had seized them all.

Bambi tried to think. But His savage noises grew louder and louder and
paralyzed Bambi’s senses. He heard nothing but those noises. They numbed
him while amidst the howling, shouting and crashing he could hear his
own heart pounding. He felt nothing but curiosity and did not even
realize that he was trembling in every limb. From time to time his
mother whispered in his ear, “Stay close to me.” She was shouting, but
in the uproar it sounded to Bambi as if she were whispering. Her “Stay
close to me,” encouraged him. It was like a chain holding him. Without
it he would have rushed off senselessly, and he heard it at the very
moment when his wits were wandering and he wanted to dash away.

He looked around. All sorts of creatures were swarming past, scampering
blindly over one another. A pair of weasels ran by like thin snake-like
streaks. The eye could scarcely follow them. A ferret listened as though
bewitched to every shriek that desperate Friend Hare let out.

A fox was standing in a whole flurry of fluttering pheasants. They paid
no attention to him. They ran right under his nose and he paid no
attention to them. Motionless, with his head thrust forward, he listened
to the onrushing tumult, lifting his pointed ears and snuffed the air
with his nose. Only his tail moved, slowly wagging with his intense
concentration.

A pheasant dashed up. He had come from where the danger was worst, and
was beside himself with fear.

“Don’t try to fly,” he shouted to the others. “Don’t fly, just run!
Don’t lose your head! Don’t try to fly! Just run, run, run!”

He kept repeating the same thing over and over again as though to
encourage himself. But he no longer knew what he was saying.

“Ho! ho! ha! ha!” came the death cry from quite near apparently.

“Don’t lose your head,” screamed the pheasant. And at the same time his
voice broke in a whistling gasp and, spreading his wings, he flew up
with a loud whir. Bambi watched how he flew straight up, directly
between the trees, beating his wings. The dark metallic blue and
greenish-brown markings on his body gleamed like gold. His long tail
feathers swept proudly behind him. A short crash like thunder sounded
sharply. The pheasant suddenly crumpled up in mid-flight. He turned head
over tail as though he wanted to catch his claws with his beak, and then
dropped violently to earth. He fell among the others and did not move
again.

Then everyone lost his senses. They all rushed toward one another. Five
or six pheasants rose at one time with a loud whir. “Don’t fly,” cried
the rest and ran. The thunder cracked five or six times and more of the
flying birds dropped lifeless to the ground.

“Come,” said Bambi’s mother. Bambi looked around. Ronno and Karus had
already fled. Old Nettla was disappearing. Only Marena was still beside
them. Bambi went with his mother, Marena following them timidly. All
around them was a roaring and shouting, and the thunder was crashing.
Bambi’s mother was calm. She trembled quietly but she kept her wits
together.

“Bambi, my child,” she said, “keep behind me all the time. We’ll have to
get out of here and across the open place. But now we’ll go slowly.”

The din was maddening. The thunder crashed ten, twelve times as He
hurled it from His hands.

“Watch out,” said Bambi’s mother. “Don’t run. But when we have to cross
the open place, run as fast as you can. And don’t forget, Bambi, my
child, don’t pay any attention to me when we get out there. Even if I
fall, don’t pay any attention to me, just keep on running. Do you
understand, Bambi?”

His mother walked carefully step by step amidst the uproar. The
pheasants were running up and down, burying themselves in the snow.
Suddenly they would spring out and begin to run again. The whole Hare
family was hopping to and fro, squatting down and then hopping again. No
one said a word. They were all spent with terror and numbed by the din
and thunderclaps.

It grew lighter in front of Bambi and his mother. The clearing showed
through the bushes. Behind them the terrifying drumming on the tree
trunks came crashing nearer and nearer. The breaking branches snapped.
There was a roaring of “Ha, ha! Ho, ho!”

Then Friend Hare and two of his cousins rushed past them across the
clearing. Bing! Ping! Bang! roared the thunder. Bambi saw how Friend
Hare struck an elder in the middle of his flight and lay with his white
belly turned upward. He quivered a little and then was still. Bambi
stood petrified. But from behind him came the cry, “Here they are! Run!
Run!”

There was a loud clapping of wings suddenly opened. There were gasps,
sobs, showers of feathers, flutterings. The pheasants took wing and the
whole flock rose almost at one instant. The air was throbbing with
repeated thunderclaps and the dull thuds of the fallen and the high,
piercing shrieks of those who had escaped.

Bambi heard steps and looked behind him. He was there. He came bursting
through the bushes on all sides. He sprang up everywhere, struck about
Him, beat the bushes, drummed on the tree trunks and shouted with a
fiendish voice.

“Now,” said Bambi’s mother. “Get away from here. And don’t stay too
close to me.” She was off with a bound that barely skimmed the snow.
Bambi rushed out after her. The thunder crashed around them on all
sides. It seemed as if the earth would split in half. Bambi saw nothing.
He kept running. A growing desire to get away from the tumult and out of
reach of that scent which seemed to strangle him, the growing impulse to
flee, the longing to save himself were loosed in him at last. He ran. It
seemed to him as if he saw his mother hit but he did not know if it was
really she or not. He felt a film come over his eyes from fear of the
thunder crashing behind him. It had gripped him completely at last. He
could think of nothing or see nothing around him. He kept running.

The open space was crossed. Another thicket took him in. The hue and cry
still rang behind him. The sharp reports still thundered. And in the
branches above him there was a light pattering like the first fall of
hail. Then it grew quieter. Bambi kept running.

A dying pheasant, with its neck twisted, lay on the snow, beating feebly
with its wings. When he heard Bambi coming he ceased his convulsive
movements and whispered: “It’s all over with me.” Bambi paid no
attention to him and ran on.

A tangle of bushes he blundered into forced him to slacken his pace and
look for a path. He pawed the ground impatiently with his hoofs. “This
way!” called someone with a gasping voice. Bambi obeyed involuntarily
and found an opening at once. Someone moved feebly in front of him. It
was Friend Hare’s wife who had called.

“Can you help me a little?” she said. Bambi looked at her and shuddered.
Her hind leg dangled lifelessly in the snow, dyeing it red and melting
it with warm, oozing blood. “Can you help me a little?” she repeated.
She spoke as if she were well and whole, almost as if she were happy. “I
don’t know what can have happened to me,” she went on. “There’s really
no sense to it, but I just can’t seem to walk....”

In the middle of her words she rolled over on her side and died. Bambi
was seized with horror again and ran.

“Bambi!”

He stopped with a jolt. A deer was calling him. Again he heard the cry.
“Is that you, Bambi?”

Bambi saw Gobo floundering helplessly in the snow. All his strength was
gone; he could no longer stand on his feet. He lay there half buried and
lifted his head feebly. Bambi went up to him excitedly.

“Where’s your mother, Gobo?” he asked, gasping for breath. “Where’s
Faline?” Bambi spoke quickly and impatiently. Terror still gripped his
heart.

“Mother and Faline had to go on,” Gobo answered resignedly. He spoke
softly, but as seriously and as well as a grown deer. “They had to leave
me here. I fell down. You must go on, too, Bambi.”

“Get up,” cried Bambi. “Get up, Gobo! You’ve rested long enough. There’s
not a minute to lose now. Get up and come with me!”

“No, leave me,” Gobo answered quietly. “I can’t stand up. It’s
impossible. I’d like to, but I’m too weak.”

“What will happen to you?” Bambi persisted.

“I don’t know. Probably I’ll die,” said Gobo simply.

The uproar began again and re-echoed. New crashes of thunder followed.
Bambi shrank together. Suddenly a branch snapped. Young Karus pounded
swiftly through the snow, galloping ahead of the din.

“Run,” he called when he saw Bambi. “Don’t stand there if you can run!”
He was gone in a flash and his headlong flight carried Bambi along with
it. Bambi was hardly aware that he had begun to run again and only after
an interval did he say, “Good-by, Gobo,” But he was already too far
away. Gobo could no longer hear him.

[Illustration: _Bambi was hardly aware that he had begun to run again._]

He ran till nightfall through the woods that was filled with shouting
and thunder. As darkness closed in, it grew quiet. Soon a light wind
carried away the horrible scent that spread everywhere. But the
excitement remained.

The first friend whom Bambi saw again was Ronno. He was limping more
than ever.

“Over in the oak grove the fox has a burning fever from his wound,”
Ronno said. “I just passed him. He’s suffering terribly. He keeps biting
the snow and the ground.”

“Have you seen my mother?” asked Bambi.

“No,” answered Ronno evasively, and walked quickly away.

Later during the night Bambi met old Nettla with Faline. All three were
delighted to meet.

“Have you seen my mother?” asked Bambi.

“No,” Faline answered. “I don’t even know where my own mother is.”

“Well,” said old Nettla cheerfully. “Here’s a nice mess. I was so glad
that I didn’t have to bother with children any more and now I have to
look after two at once. I’m heartily grateful.”

Bambi and Faline laughed.

They talked about Gobo. Bambi told how he had found him, and they grew
so sad they began to cry. But old Nettla would not have them crying.
“Before everything else you have got to get something to eat. I never
heard of such a thing. You haven’t had a bite to eat this livelong day!”

She led them to places where there were still a few leaves that had not
completely withered. Old Nettla was wonderfully gentle. She ate nothing
herself, but made Bambi and Faline eat heartily. She pawed away the snow
from the grassy spots and ordered them to eat with, “The grass is good
here.” Or else she would say, “No, wait. We’ll find something better
farther on.” But between whiles she would grumble. “It’s perfectly
ridiculous the trouble children give you.”

Suddenly they saw Aunt Ena coming and rushed towards her. “Aunt Ena,”
cried Bambi. He had seen her first. Faline was beside herself with joy
and bounded around her. “Mother,” she cried. But Ena was weeping and
nearly dead from exhaustion.

“Gobo is gone,” she cried. “I’ve looked for him. I went to the little
place where he lay when he broke down in the snow ... there was
nothing there ... he is gone ... my poor little Gobo....”

Old Nettla grumbled, “If you had looked for his tracks it would have
been more sensible than crying,” she said.

“There weren’t any tracks,” said Aunt Ena. “But ... His ... tracks
were there. He found Gobo.”

She was silent. Then Bambi asked despondently, “Aunt Ena, have you seen
my mother?”

“No,” answered Aunt Ena gently.

Bambi never saw his mother again.




                               CHAPTER XI


At last the willows shed their catkins. Everything was turning green,
but the young leaves on the trees and bushes were still tiny. Glowing
with the soft, early morning light they looked fresh and smiling like
children who have just awakened from sleep.

Bambi was standing in front of a hazel bush, beating his new antlers
against the wood. It was very pleasant to do that. And an absolute
necessity besides, since skin and hide still covered his splendid
antlers. The skin had to come off, of course, and no sensible creature
would ever wait until it split of its own accord. Bambi pounded his
antlers till the skin split and long strips of it dangled about his
ears. As he pounded on the hazel stems again and again, he felt how much
stronger his antlers were than the wood. This feeling shot through him
in a rush of power and pride. He beat more fiercely on the hazel bush
and tore its bark into long pieces. The white body of the tree showed
naked and quickly turned a rusty red in the open air. But Bambi paid no
attention to that. He saw the bright wood of the tree flash under his
strokes and it heartened him. A whole row of hazel bushes bore traces of
his work.

“Well, you are nearly grown now,” said a cheerful voice close by.

Bambi tossed his head and looked around him. There sat the squirrel
observing him in a friendly way. From overhead came a short, shrill
laugh, “Ha! Ha!”

Bambi and the squirrel were both half frightened. But the woodpecker who
was clinging to an oak trunk called down, “Excuse me, but I always have
to laugh when I see you deer acting like that.”

[Illustration: _“Excuse me,” said the woodpecker, “but I always have to
laugh when I see you deer acting like that.”_]

“What is there to laugh at?” asked Bambi politely.

“O!” said the woodpecker, “you go at things in such a wrong-headed way.
In the first place, you ought to try big trees, for you can’t get
anything out of those little wisps of hazel stalks.”

“What should I get out of them?” Bambi asked.

“Bugs,” said the woodpecker with a laugh. “Bugs and grubs. Look, do like
this.” He drummed on the oak trunk, tack! tack! tack! tack!

The squirrel rushed up and scolded him. “What are you talking about?” he
said. “The Prince isn’t looking for bugs and grubs.”

“Why not?” said the woodpecker in high glee. “They taste fine.” He bit a
bug in half, swallowed it and began drumming again.

“You don’t understand,” the squirrel went on scolding. “A noble lord
like that has far other, far higher aims. You’re only casting reflection
on yourself by such talk.”

“It’s all the same to me,” answered the woodpecker. “A fig for higher
aims,” he cried cheerfully and fluttered away. The squirrel bustled down
again.

“Don’t you remember me?” he said putting on a pleased expression.

“Very well,” answered Bambi in a friendly way. “Do you live up there?”
he asked pointing to the oak.

The squirrel looked at him good-humoredly.

“You’re mixing me up with my grandmother,” he said. “I knew you were
mixing me up with her. My grandmother used to live up there when you
were just a baby, Prince Bambi. She often told me about you. The ferret
killed her long ago, last winter, you may remember it.”

“Yes,” Bambi nodded. “I’ve heard about it.”

“Well, afterwards my father settled here,” the squirrel went on. He sat
erect and held both forepaws politely over his white chest. “But maybe
you’ve got me mixed up with my father, too. Did you know my father?”

“I’m sorry,” Bambi replied. “But I never had that pleasure.”

“I thought so,” the squirrel exclaimed satisfied. “Father was so surly
and so shy. He had nothing to do with anybody.”

“Where is he now?” Bambi inquired.

“O,” said the squirrel, “the owl caught him a month ago. Yes.... And
now I’m living up there myself. I’m quite content, since I was born up
there.”

Bambi turned to go.

“Wait,” cried the squirrel quickly, “I didn’t mean to talk about all
that. I wanted to say something quite different.”

Bambi stopped. “What is it?” he asked patiently.

“Yes,” said the squirrel, “what is it?” He thought a little while and
then gave a quick skip and sat erect, balancing with his splendid tail.
He looked at Bambi. “Right you are,” he chattered on. “Now I know what
it was. I wanted to say that your antlers are almost grown now, and that
you are going to be a remarkably handsome person.”

“Do you really think so?” said Bambi joyfully.

“Remarkably handsome,” cried the squirrel, and pressed his forepaws
rapturously against his white chest. “So tall, so stately and with such
long bright prongs to your antlers. You don’t often see the like.”

“Really?” Bambi asked. He was so delighted that he immediately began to
beat the hazel stems again. He tore off long ribbons of bark.

All the while the squirrel kept on talking. “I must say that very few
have antlers like those at your age. It doesn’t seem possible. I saw you
several times from a distance last summer, and I can hardly believe that
you’re the same creature, you were such a thin little shaver then.”

Bambi suddenly grew silent. “Good-by,” he said hastily. “I have to go
now.” And he ran off.

He didn’t like to be reminded of last summer. He had had a difficult
time of it since then. At first, after his mother’s disappearance, he
had felt quite lost. The long winter was interminable. Spring came
hesitatingly and it was late before things began to turn green. Without
old Nettla Bambi might not even have pulled through at all, but she
looked after him and helped him where she could. In spite of that he was
alone a good deal.

He missed Gobo at every turn; poor Gobo, who was dead too, like the rest
of them. Bambi thought of him often during that winter, and for the
first time he really began to appreciate how good and lovable Gobo had
been.

He seldom saw Faline. She stayed with her mother most of the time, and
seemed to have grown unusually shy. Later when it had finally grown warm
Bambi began to feel his old self once more. He flourished his first
antler on high and was very proud of it. But bitter disappointment soon
followed.

The other bucks chased him whenever they saw him. They drove him away
angrily. They would not let him come near them until finally he was
afraid to take a step for fear of being caught. He was afraid to show
himself anywhere and slunk along hidden trails in a very downcast frame
of mind.

As the summer days grew warmer a remarkable restlessness seized him. His
heart felt more and more oppressed with a sense of longing that was both
pleasant and painful. Whenever he chanced to see Faline or one of her
friends, though only at a distance, a rush of incomprehensible
excitement crept over him. Often it happened that he recognized her
track, or the air he snuffed told him she was near. Then he would feel
himself irresistibly drawn towards her. But when he gave way to his
desire he always came to grief. Either he met no one and, after
wandering around for a long while, had to admit that they were avoiding
him, or he ran across one of the bucks who immediately sprang at him,
beat and kicked him and chased him disgracefully away. Ronno and Karus
had treated him worst of all. No, that hadn’t been a happy time.

And now the squirrel had stupidly reminded him of it. Suddenly he became
quite wild and started to run. The tit-mice and hedge sparrows flitted,
frightened, through the bushes as he passed, and asked each other in a
fluster, “What was that?” Bambi did not hear them. A couple of magpies
chattered nervously, “What happened?” The jay cried angrily, “What is
the matter with you?” Bambi paid no attention to him. Overhead the
yellow-bird sang from tree to tree, “Good morning, I’m ha-appy.” Bambi
did not answer. The thicket was very bright and shot through with
sunbeams. Bambi did not stop to think about such things.

Suddenly there was a loud whir of wings. A whole rainbow of gorgeous
colors flashed from under Bambi’s very feet and shone so close to his
eyes that he stopped, dazzled. It was Jonello, the pheasant. He had
flown up in terror, for Bambi had nearly stepped on him. He fled away
scolding.

“I never heard of such a thing,” he cried in his split, cackling voice.
Bambi stood still in astonishment and stared after him.

“It turned out all right this time, but it really was inconsiderate,”
said a soft, twittering voice close to the ground. It was Jonellina, the
pheasant’s wife. She was sitting on the ground, hovering over her eggs.
“My husband was terribly frightened,” she went on in an irritable tone.
“And so was I. But I don’t dare stir from this spot. I wouldn’t stir
from this spot no matter what happened. You could step on me and I
wouldn’t move.”

Bambi was a little embarrassed. “I beg your pardon,” he stammered, “I
didn’t mean to do it.”

“O, not at all,” the pheasant’s wife replied. “It was nothing so
dreadful after all. But my husband and I are so nervous at present. You
can understand why....”

Bambi didn’t understand why at all and went on. He was quieter now. The
forest sang around him. The light grew more radiant and warmer. The
leaves on the bushes, the grass underfoot and the moist, steaming earth
began to smell more sweetly. Bambi’s young strength swelled within him
and streamed through all his limbs so that he walked around stiffly with
awkward restrained movements like a mechanical thing.

He went up to a low alder shrub and, lifting his feet high, beat on the
earth with such savage blows that the dirt flew. His two sharp-pointed
hoofs cut the turf that grew there. They scraped away the wood-vetch and
leeks, the violets and snowbells, till the bare earth was furrowed in
front of him. Every blow sounded dully.

Two moles, who were grubbing among the tangled roots of an old sycamore
tree, grew anxious and, looking out, saw Bambi.

“That’s a ridiculous way to do things,” said one mole. “Who ever heard
of anybody digging that way?”

The other mole drew down one corner of his mouth in a scornful sneer.
“He doesn’t know anything, you can see that right off,” he said. “But
that’s the way it is when people meddle with things they know nothing
about.”

Suddenly Bambi listened, tossed up his head, listened again, and peered
through the leaves. A flash of red showed through the branches. The
prongs of an antler gleamed indistinctly. Bambi snorted. Whoever it
might be who was circling around him, whether it was Karus or somebody
else, didn’t matter. “Forward!” thought Bambi as he charged. “I’ll show
them that I’m not afraid of them,” he thought as though suddenly
exultant. “I’ll show them that they’d better look out for me.”

The branches rustled with the fury of his charge, the bushes cracked and
broke. Then Bambi saw the other deer right in front of him. He did not
recognize him, for everything was swimming before his eyes. He thought
of nothing but “Forward!” His antlers lowered, he rushed on. All his
strength was concentrated in his shoulders. He was ready for the blow.
Then he smelt his opponent’s hide. But he saw nothing ahead of him but
the red wall of his flank. Then the other stag made a very slight turn
and Bambi, not meeting the resistance he expected, charged past him into
the empty air. He nearly went head over heels. He staggered, pulled
himself together and made ready for a fresh onslaught.

Then he recognized the old stag.

Bambi was so astonished that he lost his self-possession. He was ashamed
to run away as he would have liked to do. But he was also ashamed to
stay there. He didn’t move.

“Well?” asked the old stag, quietly and gently. His voice was so frank
and yet so commanding it pierced Bambi to the heart. He was silent.

“Well?” the old stag repeated.

“I thought ...” Bambi stammered, “I thought ... it was Ronno ...
or ...” He stopped and risked a shy glance at the old stag. And this
glance confused him still more. The old stag stood motionless and
powerful. His head had turned completely white by now, and his proud
dark eyes glowed in their depths.

“Why don’t you charge me...?” the old stag asked.

Bambi looked at him, filled with a wonderful ecstasy, and shaken by a
mysterious tremor. He wanted to cry out, “It’s because I love you,” but
he merely answered, “I don’t know....”

The old stag looked at him. “It’s a long time since I’ve seen you,” he
said. “You’ve grown big and strong.”

Bambi did not answer. He trembled with joy. The old stag went on
examining him critically. Then he came unexpectedly up to Bambi who was
terribly frightened.

“Act bravely,” said the old stag.

He turned around and in the next moment had disappeared. Bambi remained
in that place for a long while.




                              CHAPTER XII


It was summer and sizzling hot. The same longing he had felt before
began to stir again in Bambi. But much more strongly now than then. It
seethed in his blood and made him restless. He strayed far afield.

One day he met Faline. He met her quite unexpectedly, for his thoughts
were so confused, his senses so clouded by the restless desire that
raged within him, that he did not even recognize Faline. She was
standing in front of him. Bambi stared at her speechless for a while.
Then he said as though fascinated, “How beautiful you have grown,
Faline!”

“So you recognized me again?” Faline replied.

“How could I help recognizing you?” cried Bambi. “Didn’t we grow up
together?”

Faline sighed. “It’s a long time since we’ve seen each other,” she said.
Then she added, “People grow to be strangers,” but she was already using
her gay bantering tone again. They remained together.

“I used to walk on this path with my mother when I was a child,” Bambi
said after a while.

“It leads to the meadow,” said Faline.

“I saw you for the first time on the meadow,” said Bambi a little
solemnly. “Do you remember?”

“Yes,” Faline replied. “Gobo and me.” She sighed softly and said, “Poor
Gobo....”

Bambi repeated, “Poor Gobo.”

Then they began to talk about old times and asked each other every
minute, “Do you remember?” Each saw that the other still remembered
everything. And they were both pleased at that.

“Do you remember how we used to play tag on the meadow?” Bambi
reminisced.

“Yes, it was like this,” said Faline and she was off like an arrow. At
first Bambi hung back, somewhat surprised, and then he rushed after her.
“Wait! wait!” he cried joyously.

“I can’t wait,” teased Faline, “I’m in too much of a hurry.” And
bounding lightly away, she ran in a circle through the grass and bushes.
At last Bambi caught up with her and barred the way. Then they stood
quietly side by side. They laughed contentedly. Suddenly Faline leaped
into the air as though some one had hit her, and bounded off anew. Bambi
rushed after her. Faline raced around and around, always managing to
elude him.

[Illustration: _At last Bambi caught up with her and barred the way._]

“Stop!” Bambi panted. “I want to ask you something.”

Faline stopped.

“What do you want to ask me?” she inquired curiously.

Bambi was silent.

“O, so you’re only fooling me,” said Faline, and started to turn away.

“No,” said Bambi quickly. “Stop! stop! I wanted ... I wanted to ask
you ... do you love me, Faline?...”

She looked at him more curiously than before, and a little guardedly. “I
don’t know,” she said.

“But you must know,” Bambi insisted. “I know very well that I love you.
I love you terribly, Faline. Tell me, don’t you love me?”

“Maybe I do,” she answered coyly.

“And will you stay with me?” Bambi demanded passionately.

“If you ask me nicely,” Faline said happily.

“Please do, Faline, dear, beautiful, beloved Faline,” cried Bambi beside
himself with love. “Do you hear me? I want you with all my heart.”

“Then I’ll certainly stay with you,” said Faline gently, and ran away.

In ecstasy, Bambi darted after her again. Faline fled straight across
the meadow, swerved about and vanished into the thicket. But as Bambi
swerved to follow her there was a fierce rustling in the bushes and
Karus sprang out.

“Halt!” he cried.

Bambi did not hear him. He was too busy with Faline. “Let me pass,” he
said hurriedly, “I haven’t time for you.”

“Get out,” Karus commanded angrily. “Get away from here this minute or
I’ll shake you until there’s no breath left in your body. I forbid you
to follow Faline.”

The memory of last summer when he had been so often and so miserably
hunted awakened in Bambi. Suddenly he became enraged. He did not say a
word, but without waiting any longer rushed at Karus with his antlers
lowered.

His charge was irresistible and, before he knew what had happened, Karus
was lying in the grass. He was up again quicker than a flash, but was no
sooner on his feet than a new attack made him stagger.

“Bambi,” he cried. “Bam ...” he tried to cry again, but a third blow,
that glanced off his shoulder, nearly choked him with pain.

Karus sprang to one side in order to elude Bambi who came rushing on
again. Suddenly he felt strangely weak. At the same time he realized
with a qualm that this was a life and death struggle. Cold terror seized
him. He turned to flee from the silent Bambi who came rushing after him.
Karus knew that Bambi was furious and would kill him without mercy, and
that thought numbed his wits completely. He fled from the path and, with
a final effort, burst through the bushes. His one hope was of escape.

All at once Bambi ceased chasing him. Karus did not even notice this in
his terror, and kept straight on through the bushes as fast as he could
go. Bambi had stopped because he had heard Faline’s shrill call. He
listened as she called again in distress and fear. Suddenly he faced
about and rushed back.

When he reached the meadow he saw Ronno pursuing Faline who had fled
into the thicket.

“Ronno,” cried Bambi. He did not even realize that he had called.

Ronno, who could not run very fast because of his lameness, stood still.

“O, there’s our little Bambi,” he said scornfully, “do you want
something from me?”

“I do,” said Bambi quietly but in a voice which control and overpowering
anger had completely altered. “I want you to let Faline alone and to
leave here immediately.”

“Is that all?” sneered Ronno. “What an insolent gamin you’ve got to be.
I wouldn’t have thought it possible.”

“Ronno,” said Bambi still more softly, “it’s for your own sake. If you
don’t go now you’ll be glad to run later, but then you’ll never be able
to run again.”

“Is that so?” cried Ronno in a rage. “Do you dare to talk to me like
that? It’s because I limp, I suppose. Most people don’t even notice it.
Or maybe you think I’m afraid of you, too, because Karus was such a
pitiful coward. I give you fair warning....”

“No, Ronno,” Bambi broke in, “I’ll do all the warning. Go!” His voice
trembled. “I always liked you, Ronno. I always thought you were very
clever and respected you because you were older than I am. I tell you
once and for all, go. I haven’t any patience left.”

“It’s a pity you have so little patience,” Ronno said with a sneer, “a
great pity for you, my boy. But be easy, I’ll soon finish you off. You
won’t have long to wait. Maybe you’ve forgotten how often I used to
chase you.”

At the thought of that Bambi had nothing more to say. Nothing could hold
him back. Like a wild beast he tore at Ronno who met him with his head
lowered. They charged together with a crash. Ronno stood firm but
wondered why Bambi did not blench back. The sudden charge had dazed him,
for he had not expected that Bambi would attack him first. Uneasily he
felt Bambi’s giant strength and saw that he must keep himself well in
hand.

He tried to turn a trick as they stood forehead pressed against
forehead. He suddenly shifted his weight so that Bambi lost his balance
and staggered forward.

Bambi braced with his hind legs and hurled himself on Ronno with
redoubled fury before he had time to regain his footing. A prong broke
from Ronno’s antlers with a loud snap. Ronno thought his forehead was
shattered. The sparks danced before his eyes and there was a roaring in
his ears. The next moment a terrific blow tore open his shoulder. His
breath failed him and he fell to the ground with Bambi standing over him
furiously.

“Let me go,” Ronno groaned.

Bambi charged blindly at him. His eyes flashed. He seemed to have no
thought of mercy.

“Please stop,” whined Ronno pitifully. “Don’t you know that I’m lame? I
was only joking. Spare me. Can’t you take a joke?”

Bambi let him alone without a word. Ronno rose wearily. He was bleeding
and his legs tottered. He slunk off in silence.

Bambi started for the thicket to look for Faline, but she came out of
her own accord. She had been standing at the edge of the woods and had
seen it all.

“That was wonderful,” she said laughingly. Then she added softly and
seriously, “I love you.”

They walked on very happily together.




                              CHAPTER XIII


One day they went to look for the little clearing in the depth of the
woods where Bambi had last met the old stag. Bambi told Faline all about
the old stag and grew enthusiastic.

“Maybe we’ll meet him again,” he said. “I’d like you to see him.”

“It would be nice,” said Faline boldly. “I’d really like to chat with
him once myself.” But she wasn’t telling the truth for, though she was
very inquisitive, she was afraid of the old stag.

The twilight was already dusky gray. Sunset was near.

They walked softly side by side where the leaves hung quivering on the
shrubs and bushes and permitted a clear view in all directions.
Presently there was a rustling sound near by. They stopped and looked
towards it. Then the old stag marched slowly and powerfully through the
bushes, into the clearing. In the drab twilight he seemed like a
gigantic gray shadow.

Faline uttered an involuntary cry. Bambi controlled himself. He was
terrified, too, and a cry stuck in his throat. But Faline’s voice
sounded so helpless that pity seized him and made him want to comfort
her.

“What’s the matter?” he whispered solicitously, while his voice
quavered, “what’s the matter with you? He isn’t going to hurt us.”

Faline simply shrieked again.

“Don’t be so terribly upset, beloved,” Bambi pleaded. “It’s ridiculous
to be so frightened by him. After all he’s one of our own family.”

But Faline wouldn’t be comforted. She stood stock-still, staring at the
stag who went along unconcerned. Then she shrieked and shrieked.

“Pull yourself together,” Bambi begged. “What will he think of us?”

But Faline was not to be quieted. “He can think what he likes,” she
cried bleating again. “Ah-oh! Baoh!... It’s terrible to be so big!”

She bleated again, “Baoh! Leave me,” she went on, “I can’t help it, I
have to bleat. Baoh, baoh, baoh!”

The stag was standing in the little clearing, looking for tidbits in the
grass.

Fresh courage came to Bambi who had one eye on the hysterical Faline,
the other on the placid stag. With the encouragement he had given Faline
he had conquered his own fears. He began to reproach himself for the
pitiful state he was in whenever he saw the old stag, a state of mingled
terror and excitement, admiration and submissiveness.

“It’s perfectly absurd,” he said with painful decision. “I’m going
straight over to tell him who I am.”

“Don’t,” cried Faline. “Don’t! Baoh! Something terrible will happen.
Baoh!”

“I’m going anyway,” answered Bambi.

The stag who was feasting so calmly, not paying the slightest attention
to the weeping Faline, seemed altogether too haughty to him. He felt
offended and humiliated. “I’m going,” he said. “Be quiet. You’ll see,
nothing will happen. Wait for me here.”

He went, but Faline did not wait. She hadn’t the least desire or courage
to do so. She faced about and ran away crying, for she thought it was
the best thing she could do. Bambi could hear her going farther and
farther away, bleating, “Baoh! Baoh!”

Bambi would gladly have followed her. But that was no longer possible.
He pulled himself together and went forward.

Through the branches he saw the stag standing in the clearing, his head
close to the ground. Bambi felt his heart pounding as he stepped out.

The stag immediately lifted his head and looked at him. Then he gazed
absently straight ahead again. The way in which the stag gazed into
space, as though no one else were there, seemed as haughty to Bambi as
the way he had stared at him.

[Illustration: _The stag immediately lifted his head and looked at
him._]

Bambi did not know what to do. He had come with the firm intention of
speaking to the stag. He wanted to say, “Good day, I am Bambi. May I ask
to know your honorable name also?”

Yes, it had all seemed very easy, but now it appeared that the affair
was not so simple. What good were the best of intentions now? Bambi did
not want to seem ill-bred as he would be if he went off without saying a
word. But he did not want to seem forward either, and he would be if he
began the conversation.

The stag was wonderfully majestic. It delighted Bambi and made him feel
humble. He tried in vain to arouse his courage and kept asking himself,
“Why do I let him frighten me? Am I not just as good as he is?” But it
was no use. Bambi continued to be frightened and felt in his heart of
hearts that he really was not as good as the old stag. Far from it. He
felt wretched and had to use all his strength to keep himself steady.

The old stag looked at him and thought, “He’s handsome, he’s really
charming, so delicate, so poised, so elegant in his whole bearing. I
must not stare at him, though. It really isn’t the thing to do. Besides,
it might embarrass him.” So he stared over Bambi’s head into the empty
air again.

“What a haughty look,” thought Bambi. “It’s unbearable, the opinion such
people have of themselves.”

The stag was thinking, “I’d like to talk to him, he looks so
sympathetic. How stupid never to speak to people we don’t know.” He
looked thoughtfully ahead of him.

“I might as well be air,” said Bambi to himself. “This fellow acts as
though he were the only thing on the face of the earth.”

“What should I say to him?” the old stag was wondering. “I’m not used to
talking. I’d say something stupid and make myself ridiculous ... for
he’s undoubtedly very clever.”

Bambi pulled himself together and looked fixedly at the stag. “How
splendid he is,” he thought despairingly.

“Well, some other time, perhaps,” the stag decided and walked off,
dissatisfied but majestic.

Bambi remained filled with bitterness.




                              CHAPTER XIV


The forest sweltered under a scorching sun. Since it rose it had driven
even the tiniest cloudlet from the sky, and shone all alone in the wide
blue depths that were pallid now with heat. Over the meadows and the
tree-tops the air quivered in glassy, transparent ripples as it does
over a flame. Not a leaf was moving, not a blade of grass. The birds
were silent and sat hidden among the shady leaves, never stirring from
their places. All the paths and trails in the thicket were empty. Not a
creature was abroad. The forest lay as though hurt by the blinding
light. The earth and the trees, the bushes, the beasts breathed in the
intense heat with a kind of sluggish satisfaction.

Bambi was asleep.

He had made merry with Faline all night. He had pranced around with her
until broad daylight, and in his bliss had even forgotten to eat. But he
had grown so tired that he did not feel hungry any more. His eyes fell
shut. He lay down where he happened to be standing in the middle of the
bushes, and fell asleep at once.

The bitter acrid odor that streamed from the sun-warmed juniper, and the
penetrating scent of spurge laurel, mounted to his head while he slept
and gave him new strength. Suddenly he awoke in a daze. Had Faline
called him? Bambi looked around. He remembered seeing Faline as he lay
down, standing close beside him near the white-thorn, nibbling the
leaves. He had supposed she would remain near him, but she was gone.
Apparently she had grown tired of being alone by now and was calling for
him to come and look for her.

As Bambi listened he wondered how long he could have slept and how often
Faline had called. He wasn’t sure. Veils of sleep still clouded his
thought.

Then she called again. With a sidewise spring Bambi turned in the
direction the sound came from. Then he heard it again. And suddenly he
felt perfectly happy. He was wonderfully refreshed, quieted and
strengthened, but racked by a terrific appetite.

The call came again clearly, thin as a bird’s twittering, tender and
full of longing: “Come, come!” it said.

Yes, that was her voice. That was Faline. Bambi rushed away so fast that
the dry branches barely crackled as he burst through the bushes and the
hot green leaves scarcely rustled.

But he had to stop short in the midst of his course, and swerve to one
side, for the old stag was standing there, barring his path.

Bambi had no time for anything but love. The old stag was indifferent to
him now. He would meet him again somewhere later on. He had no time for
old stags now, however noble they might be. He had thoughts for Faline
alone. He greeted the stag hastily and tried to hurry by.

“Where are you going?” asked the old stag earnestly.

Bambi was somewhat embarrassed and tried to think of an evasion, but he
changed his mind and answered truthfully “To her.”

“Don’t go,” said the old stag.

For a second a single angry spark flared up in Bambi’s mind. Not go to
Faline? How could the mean old stag ask that? “I’ll simply run off,”
Bambi thought. And he looked quickly at the old stag. But the deep look
that met him in the old stag’s eyes held him fast. He quivered with
impatience but he did not run away.

“She’s calling me,” he said in explanation. He said it in a tone which
clearly bleated, “Don’t keep me talking here.”

“No,” said the old stag, “she isn’t calling.”

The call came once again, thin as a bird’s twittering, “Come!”

“Listen,” Bambi cried excitedly, “there it is again.”

“I hear it,” said the old stag, nodding.

“Well, good-by,” Bambi flung back hurriedly.

“Stop!” the old stag commanded.

“What do you want?” cried Bambi, beside himself with impatience. “Let me
go. I have no time. Please, Faline is calling.... You ought to see
that....”

“I tell you,” the old stag said, “that it isn’t she.”

Bambi was desperate. “But,” he said, “I know her voice.”

“Listen to me,” the old stag went on.

Again the call came. Bambi felt the ground burning under his feet.
“Later,” he pleaded, “I’ll come right back.”

“No,” said the old stag sadly, “you’ll never come back, never again.”

The call came again. “I must go! I must go!” cried Bambi who was nearly
out of his wits.

“Then,” the old stag declared in a commanding voice, “we’ll go
together.”

“Quickly,” cried Bambi and bounded off.

“No, slowly,” commanded the old stag in a voice that forced Bambi to
obey. “Stay in back of me. Move one step at a time.”

The old stag began to move forward. Bambi followed, sighing with
impatience.

“Listen,” said the old stag without stopping, “no matter how often that
call comes, don’t stir from my side. If it’s Faline, you’ll get to hear
her soon enough. But it isn’t Faline. Don’t let yourself be tempted.
Everything depends now on whether you trust me or not.”

Bambi did not dare to resist, and surrendered in silence.

The old stag advanced slowly and Bambi followed him. O how cleverly the
old stag moved! Not a sound came from under his hoofs. Not a leaf was
disturbed. Not a twig snapped. And yet they were gliding through thick
bushes, slinking through the ancient tangled thicket. Bambi was amazed
and had to admire him in spite of his impatience. He had never dreamed
that anybody could move like that.

[Illustration: _The old stag advanced slowly and Bambi followed him._]

The call came again and again. The old stag stood still, listening and
nodding his head. Bambi stood beside him, shaken with desire, and
suffering from restraint. He could not understand it at all.

Several times the old stag stopped, although no call had come, and
lifted his head, listening and nodding. Bambi heard nothing. The old
stag turned away from the direction of the call and made a detour. Bambi
raged inwardly because of it.

The call came again and again. At last they drew nearer to it, then
still nearer. At last they were quite near.

The old stag whispered, “No matter what you see, don’t move, do you
hear? Watch everything I do and act just as I do, cautiously. And don’t
lose your head.”

They went a few steps farther and suddenly that sharp, arresting scent
that Bambi knew so well struck them full in the face. He swallowed so
much of it that he nearly cried out. He stood as though rooted to the
ground. For a moment his heart seemed pounding in his throat. The old
stag stood calmly beside him and motioned with his eyes.

He was standing there.

He was standing quite close to them leaning against the trunk of an oak,
hidden by hazel bushes. He was calling softly, “Come, come!”

Bambi was completely bewildered. He was so terrified that he began to
understand only by degrees that it was He who was imitating Faline’s
voice. It was He who was calling, “Come, come!”

Cold terror shot through Bambi’s body. The idea of flight gripped him
and tugged at his heart.

“Be still,” whispered the old stag quickly and commandingly as if he
meant to forestall any outbreak of fear. Bambi controlled himself with
an effort.

The old stag looked at him a little scornfully at first, it seemed to
Bambi. He noticed it in spite of the state he was in. But the stag
changed at once to a serious and kindly look.

Bambi peered out with blinking eyes to where He was standing, and felt
as if he could not bear His horrible presence much longer.

As if he had read this thought, the old stag whispered to him, “Let’s go
back,” and turned about.

They glided away cautiously. The old stag moved with a marvelous zigzag
course whose purpose Bambi did not understand. Again he followed with
painfully controlled impatience. The longing for Faline had harassed him
on the way over; now the impulse to flee was beating through his veins.

But the old stag walked on slowly, stopping and listening. He would
begin a new zigzag, then stop again, going very slowly ahead.

By this time they were far from the danger spot. “If he stops again,”
thought Bambi, “it ought to be all right to speak to him by now, and
I’ll thank him.”

But at that moment the old stag vanished under his very eyes into a
thick tangle of dogwood shrubs. Not a leaf stirred, not a twig snapped
as the stag slipped away.

Bambi followed and tried to get through as noiselessly, and to avoid
every sound with as much skill. But he was not so lucky. The leaves
swished gently, the boughs bent against his flanks and sprang up again
with a loud twang; dry branches broke against his chest with sharp
piercing snaps.

“He saved my life,” Bambi kept thinking. “What can I say to him?”

But the old stag was nowhere to be seen. Bambi came out of the bushes.
Around him was a sea of yellow, flowering goldenrod. He raised his head
and looked around. Not a leaf was moving as far as he could see. He was
all alone.

Freed from all control, the impulse to flee suddenly carried him away.
The goldenrods parted with a loud swish beneath his bounding hoofs as
though under the stroke of a scythe.

After wandering about for a long time he found Faline. He was
breathless, tired and happy and deeply stirred.

“Please, beloved,” he said, “please don’t ever call me again. We’ll
search until we find each other, but please don’t ever call me ... for
I can’t resist your voice.”




                               CHAPTER XV


A few days later they were walking carefree together through an oak
thicket on the far side of the meadow. They had to cross the meadow in
order to reach their old trail where the tall oak stood.

As the bushes grew thinner around them they stopped and peered out.
Something red was moving near the oak. Both of them looked at it.

“Who can it be?” whispered Bambi.

“Probably Ronno or Karus,” said Faline.

Bambi doubted it. “They don’t dare come near me any more,” Bambi said,
peering sharply ahead. “No,” he decided, “that’s not Karus or Ronno.
It’s a stranger.”

Faline agreed, surprised, and very curious. “Yes,” she said, “it’s a
stranger. I see it, too, now. How curious!”

They watched him.

“How carelessly he acts,” exclaimed Faline.

“Stupid,” said Bambi, “really stupid. He acts like a little child, as if
there were no danger.”

“Let’s go over,” Faline proposed. Her curiosity was getting the better
of her.

“All right,” Bambi answered. “Let’s go, I want to have a better look at
the fellow.”

They took a few steps and then Faline stopped. “Suppose he wants to
fight you,” she said. “He’s strong.”

“Bah,” said Bambi holding his head cocked and putting on a disdainful
air, “look at the little antlers he has. Should I be afraid of that? The
fellow is fat and sleek enough, but is he strong? I don’t think so. Come
along.”

They went on.

The stranger was busy nibbling meadow grass and did not notice them
until they were a good way across the meadow. Then he ran forward to
meet them. He gave joyful playful skips that made a curiously childish
impression. Bambi and Faline stopped, surprised, and waited for him.
When he was a few steps off he stood still likewise.

After a while he asked, “Don’t you know me?”

Bambi had lowered his head prepared for battle. “Do you know us?” he
retorted.

The stranger interrupted him. “Bambi,” he cried reproachfully, yet
confidently.

Bambi was startled to hear his name spoken. The sound of that voice
stirred an old memory in his heart. But Faline had rushed towards the
stranger.

“Gobo,” she cried and became speechless. She stood there silent without
moving. She couldn’t breathe.

“Faline,” said Gobo softly, “Faline, sister, you knew me anyway.” He
went to her and kissed her mouth. The tears were running down his
cheeks. Faline was crying too, and couldn’t speak.

[Illustration: _“Faline, sister, you knew me anyway.” Gobo went to her
and kissed her mouth._]

“Well, Gobo,” Bambi began. His voice trembled and he felt very
bewildered. He was deeply moved and very much surprised. “Well, so
you’re not dead,” he said.

Gobo burst out laughing. “You see that I’m not dead,” he said; “at least
I think you can see that I’m not.”

“But what happened that time in the snow?” Bambi persisted.

“O then?” Gobo said thoughtfully. “He rescued me then.”

“And where have you been all this time?” asked Faline in astonishment.

“With Him,” Gobo replied, “I’ve been with Him all the time.”

He grew silent and looked at Faline and at Bambi. Their helpless
astonishment delighted him. Then he added, “Yes, my dears, I’ve seen a
lot more than all of you put together in your old forest.” He sounded
somewhat boastful, but they paid no attention to it. They were still too
much absorbed in their great surprise.

“Tell us about it,” cried Faline beside herself with joy.

“O,” said Gobo with satisfaction, “I could talk all day about it and
never reach the end.”

“Well then, go ahead and talk,” Bambi urged.

Gobo turned to Faline and grew serious. “Is mother still alive?” he
asked timidly and softly.

“Yes,” cried Faline gladly. “She’s alive but I haven’t seen her for a
long while.”

“I’m going to see her right away,” said Gobo with decision. “Are you
coming too?”

They all went.

They did not speak another word the whole way. Bambi and Faline felt
Gobo’s impatient longing to see his mother, so both of them kept silent.
Gobo walked ahead hurriedly and did not speak. They let him do as he
liked.

Only sometimes when he hurried blindly over a cross-trail or when, in a
sudden burst of speed, he took the wrong turning, they called gently to
him. “This way,” Bambi would whisper, or Faline would say, “No, no, we
go this way now.”

A number of times they had to cross wide clearings. They noticed that
Gobo never stopped at the edge of the thicket, never peered around for a
moment when he walked into the open, but simply ran out without any
precaution. Bambi and Faline exchanged astonished glances whenever this
happened, but they never said a word and followed Gobo with some
hesitation. They had to wander around sometimes and search high and low.

Gobo recollected his childhood paths at once. He was delighted with
himself, never realizing that Bambi and Faline were leading him. He
looked around at them and called, “How do you like the way I can still
find my way around?” They did not say anything, but they exchanged
glances again.

Soon afterwards they came to a small leafy hollow. “Look,” cried Faline
and glided in. Gobo followed her and stopped. It was the glade in which
they were both born and had lived with their mother as little children.
Gobo and Faline looked into each other’s eyes. They did not say a word.
But Faline kissed her brother gently on the mouth. Then they hurried on.

They walked to and fro for a good hour. The sun shone brighter and
brighter through the branches and the forest grew stiller and stiller.
It was the time for lying down and resting. But Gobo didn’t feel tired.
He walked swiftly ahead, breathing deeply with impatience and
excitement, and gazed aimlessly about him. He shrank together whenever a
weasel slunk through the bushes at his feet. He nearly stepped on the
pheasants, and when they scolded him, flying up with a loud flapping of
wings, he was terribly frightened. Bambi marveled at the strange, blind
way Gobo moved around.

Presently Gobo stopped and turned to them both. “She isn’t anywhere
here,” he cried in despair.

Faline soothed him. “We’ll soon find her,” she said, deeply moved,
“soon, Gobo.” She looked at him. He still had that dejected look she
knew so well.

“Shall we call her?” she asked smiling. “Shall we call her the way we
used to when we were children?”

Bambi went away a few steps. Then he saw Aunt Ena. She had already
settled herself to rest and was lying quietly in a nearby hazel bush.

“At last,” he said to himself. At the same moment Gobo and Faline came
up. All three of them stood together and looked at Ena. She had raised
her head quietly and looked sleepily back at them.

Gobo took a few hesitating steps and cried softly, “Mother.”

She was on her feet in a flash and stood as though transfixed. Gobo
sprang to her quickly. “Mother,” he began again. He tried to speak but
couldn’t utter a word.

His mother looked deep into his eyes. Her rigid body began to move. Wave
after wave of trembling broke over her shoulders and down her back.

She did not ask any questions. She did not want any explanation or
history. She kissed Gobo slowly on the mouth. She kissed his cheeks and
his neck. She bathed him tirelessly in her kisses, as she had when he
was born.

Bambi and Faline had gone away.




                              CHAPTER XVI


They were all standing around in the middle of the thicket in a little
clearing. Gobo was talking to them.

Even Friend Hare was there. Full of astonishment, he would lift one
spoonlike ear, listen attentively, and let it fall back, only to lift it
again at once.

The magpie was perched on the lowest branch of a young beech and
listened in amazement. The jay was sitting restlessly on an ash opposite
and screamed every once in a while in wonder.

A few friendly pheasants had brought their wives and children and were
stretching their necks in surprise as they listened. At times they would
jerk them in again, turning their heads this way and that in speechless
wonder.

The squirrel had scurried up and was gesturing, wild with excitement. At
times he would slide to the ground, at times he would run up some tree
or other. Or he would balance with his tail erect and display his white
chest. Every now and again he tried to interrupt Gobo and say something,
but he was always told sternly to keep quiet.

Gobo told how he had lain helpless in the snow waiting to die.

“The dogs found me,” he said. “Dogs are terrible. They are certainly the
most terrible creatures in the world. Their jaws drip blood and their
bark is pitiless and full of anger.” He looked all around the circle and
continued, “Well, since then I’ve played with them just as I would with
one of you.” He was very proud. “I don’t need to be afraid of them any
more, I’m good friends with them now. Nevertheless, when they begin to
grow angry, I have a roaring in my ears and my heart stops beating. But
they don’t really mean any harm by it and, as I said, I’m a good friend
of theirs. But their bark is terribly loud.”

[Illustration: “_The dogs found me._”]

“Go on,” Faline urged.

Gobo looked at her. “Well,” he said, “they would have torn me to pieces,
but He came.”

Gobo paused. The others hardly breathed.

“Yes,” said Gobo, “He came. He called off the dogs and they quieted down
at once. He called them again and they crouched motionless at His feet.
Then He picked me up. I screamed but He petted me. He held me in His
arms. He didn’t hurt me. And then He carried me away.”

Faline interrupted him. “What does ‘carry’ mean?” she asked.

Gobo began to explain it in great detail.

“It’s very simple,” Bambi broke in, “look at what the squirrel does when
he takes a nut and carries it off.”

The squirrel tried to speak again. “A cousin of mine ...” he began
eagerly. But the others cried out at once, “Be still, be still, let Gobo
go on.”

The squirrel had to keep quiet. He was desperate and, pressing his
forepaws against his white chest, he tried to begin a conversation with
the magpie. “As I was saying, a cousin of mine ...” he began. But the
magpie simply turned her back on him.

Gobo told of wonders. “Outside it will be cold and the storm is howling.
But inside there’s not a breath of wind and it’s as warm as in
summertime,” he said.

“Akh!” screamed the jay.

“The rain may be pouring outside so that everything is flooded. But not
a drop of it gets inside and you keep dry.”

The pheasants craned their necks and twisted their heads.

“Everything outside may be snowed under, but inside I was warm,” said
Gobo; “I was even hot. They gave me hay to eat and chestnuts, potatoes
and turnips, whatever I wanted.”

“Hay?” they all cried at once, amazed, incredulous and excited.

“Sweet, new-mown hay,” Gobo repeated calmly, and gazed triumphantly
around.

The squirrel’s voice cut in, “A cousin of mine ...”

“Keep quiet,” cried the others.

“Where does He get hay and all the rest of the things in winter?” asked
Faline eagerly.

“He grows them,” Gobo answered, “He grows what He wants and keeps what
He wants.”

Faline went on questioning him: “Weren’t you ever afraid, Gobo, when you
were with Him?” she asked.

Gobo smiled a very superior smile. “No, dear Faline,” he said, “not any
more. I got to know that He wouldn’t hurt me. Why should I have been
afraid? You all think He’s wicked. But He isn’t wicked. If He loves
anybody or if anybody serves Him, He’s good to him. Wonderfully good!
Nobody in the world can be as kind as He can.”

While Gobo was talking that way the old stag suddenly stepped
noiselessly from the bushes.

Gobo didn’t notice him and went on talking. But the others saw the old
stag and held their breath in awe.

The old stag stood motionless, watching Gobo with deep and serious eyes.

Gobo said, “Not only He, but all His children loved me. His wife and all
of them used to pet me and play with me.” He broke off suddenly. He had
seen the old stag.

A silence followed.

Then the old stag asked in his quiet commanding voice, “What kind of a
band is that you have on your neck?”

Everybody looked at it and noticed for the first time the dark strip of
braided horsehair around Gobo’s neck.

Gobo answered uneasily, “That? Why that’s part of the halter I wore.
It’s His halter and it’s the greatest honor to wear His halter,
it’s ...” He grew confused and stammered.

Everyone was silent. The old stag looked at Gobo for a long time,
piercingly and sadly.

“You poor thing!” he said softly at last, and turned and was gone.

In the astonished silence that followed, the squirrel began to chatter
again. “As I was saying, a cousin of mine stayed with Him, too. He
caught him and shut him up, oh, for the longest while, till one day my
father ...”

But nobody was listening to the squirrel. They were all walking away.




                              CHAPTER XVII


One day Marena appeared again. She was almost full grown the winter that
Gobo disappeared, but she had hardly ever been seen since, for she lived
alone, going her own ways.

She had stayed slender and looked quite young. But she was quiet and
serious and gentler than any of the others. She had heard from the
squirrel and the jay, the magpie and the thrushes and pheasants that
Gobo had returned from his wonderful adventures. So she came back to see
him.

[Illustration: _Marena was quiet and serious and gentler than any of the
others._]

Gobo’s mother was very proud and happy over her visit. Gobo’s mother had
grown rather proud of her good fortune. She was delighted to hear the
whole forest talking about her son. She basked in his glory and wanted
everybody to know that her Gobo was the cleverest, ablest and best deer
living.

“What do you think of him, Marena?” she exclaimed. “What do you think of
our Gobo?” She didn’t wait for an answer but went on, “Do you remember
how old Nettla said he wasn’t worth much because he shivered a little in
the cold? Do you remember how she prophesied that he’d be nothing but a
care to me?”

“Well,” Marena answered, “you’ve had plenty of worry over Gobo.”

“That’s all over with now,” his mother exclaimed. She wondered how
people could still remember such things. “O, I’m sorry for poor old
Nettla. What a pity that she couldn’t live to see what my Gobo’s
become!”

“Yes, poor old Nettla,” said Marena softly, “it’s too bad about her.”

Gobo liked to hear his mother praise him that way. It pleased him. He
stood around and basked as happily in her praises as in the sunshine.

“Even the old Prince came to see Gobo,” his mother told Marena. She
whispered it as though it were something solemn and mysterious. “He
never let anyone so much as get a glimpse of him before, but he came on
account of Gobo.”

“Why did he call me a poor thing?” Gobo broke in in a discontented tone.
“I’d like to know what he meant by that.”

“Don’t think about it,” his mother said to comfort him, “he’s old and
queer.”

But at last Gobo meant to ease his mind. “All day long it keeps running
through my head,” he said. “Poor thing! I’m not a poor thing. I’m very
lucky. I’ve seen more and been through more than all the rest of you put
together. I’ve seen more of the world and I know more about life than
anyone in the forest. What do you think, Marena?”

“Yes,” she said, “no one can deny that.”

From then on Marena and Gobo were always together.




                             CHAPTER XVIII


Bambi went to look for the old stag. He roamed around all night long. He
wandered till the sun rose and dawn found him on unbeaten trails without
Faline.

He was still drawn to Faline at times. At times he loved her just as
much as ever. Then he liked to roam about with her, to listen to her
chatter, to browse with her on the meadow or at the edge of the thicket.
But she no longer satisfied him completely.

Before, when he was with Faline, he hardly ever remembered his meetings
with the old stag, and when he did it was only casually. Now he was
looking for him and felt an inexplicable desire driving him to find him.
He only thought of Faline between whiles. He could always be with her if
he wanted to. He did not much care to stay with the others. Gobo or Aunt
Ena he avoided when he could.

The words the old stag had let fall about Gobo kept ringing in Bambi’s
ears. They made a peculiarly deep impression on him. Gobo had affected
him strangely from the very first day of his return. Bambi didn’t know
why, but there was something painful to him in Gobo’s bearing. Bambi was
ashamed of Gobo without knowing why. And he was afraid for him, again
without knowing why. Whenever he was together with this harmless, vain,
self-conscious and self-satisfied Gobo, the words kept running through
his head, “Poor thing!” He couldn’t get rid of them.

But one dark night when Bambi had again delighted the screech-owl by
assuring him how badly he was frightened, it suddenly occurred to him to
ask, “Do you happen to know where the old stag is now?”

The screech-owl answered in his cooing voice that he didn’t have the
least idea in the world. But Bambi perceived that he simply didn’t want
to tell.

“No,” he said, “I don’t believe you, you’re too clever. You know
everything that’s happening in the forest. You certainly must know where
the old stag is hiding.”

The screech-owl, who was all fluffed up, smoothed his feathers against
his body and made himself small. “Of course I know,” he cooed still more
softly, “but I oughtn’t to tell you, I really oughtn’t.”

Bambi began to plead. “I won’t give you away,” he said. “How could I,
when I respect you so much?”

The owl became a lovely, soft gray-brown ball again and rolled his big
cunning eyes a little as he always did when he felt in a good humor. “So
you really do respect me,” he asked, “and why, pray?”

Bambi did not hesitate. “Because you’re so wise,” he said sincerely,
“and so good-natured and friendly, besides. And because you’re so clever
at frightening people. It’s so very clever to frighten people, so very,
very clever. I wish I could do it, it would be a great help to me.”

The screech-owl had sunk his bill into his downy breast and was happy.

“Well,” he said, “I know that the old stag would be glad to see you.”

“Do you really think so?” cried Bambi while his heart began to beat
faster for joy.

“Yes, I’m sure of it,” the owl answered. “He’d be glad to see you, and I
think I can venture to tell you where he is now.”

He laid his feathers close to his body and suddenly grew thin again.

“Do you know the deep ditch where the willows stand?”

Bambi nodded yes.

“Do you know the young oak thicket on the farther side?”

“No,” Bambi confessed, “I’ve never been on the farther side.”

“Well, listen carefully then,” the owl whispered. “There’s an oak
thicket on the far side. Go through that. Then there are bushes, hazel
and silver poplar, thorn and shadbush. In the midst of them is an old
uprooted beech. You’ll have to hunt for it. It’s not so easy to see it
from your height as it is from the air. You’ll find him under the trunk.
But don’t tell him I told you.”

“Under the trunk?” said Bambi.

“Yes,” the screech-owl laughed, “there’s a hollow in the ground there.
The trunk lies right across it. And he sleeps under the trunk.”

“Thank you,” said Bambi sincerely. “I don’t know if I can find it, but
I’m very grateful anyhow.” He ran quickly away.

The screech-owl flew noiselessly after him and began to hoot right
beside him. “Oi, oi!” Bambi shrank together.

“Did I frighten you?” asked the owl.

[Illustration: _“Did I frighten you?” asked the owl._]
“Yes,” he stammered, and that time he told the truth.

The owl cooed with satisfaction and said, “I only wanted to remind you
again. Don’t tell him I told you.”

“Of course not,” Bambi assured him and ran on.

When Bambi reached the ditch the old stag rose before him out of the
pitch black night so noiselessly and suddenly that Bambi drew back in
terror.

“I’m no longer where you were going to look for me,” said the stag.

Bambi was silent.

“What is it you want?” asked the stag.

“Nothing,” Bambi stammered, “nothing, excuse me, nothing at all.”

After a while the old stag spoke, and his voice sounded gentle. “This
isn’t the first time you’ve been looking for me,” he said.

He waited. Bambi did not answer. The old stag went on, “Yesterday you
passed close by me twice, and again this morning, very close.”

“Why,” said Bambi gathering courage, “why did you say that about Gobo?”

“Do you think that I was wrong?”

“No,” cried Bambi sorrowfully, “no, I feel that you were right.”

The old stag gave a barely perceptible nod and his eyes rested on Bambi
more kindly than ever before.

“But why?” Bambi said, “I don’t understand it.”

“It’s enough that you feel it. You will understand it later,” the old
stag said. “Good-by.”




                              CHAPTER XIX


Everybody soon saw that Gobo had habits which seemed strange and
suspicious to the rest of them. He slept at night when the others were
awake. But in the daytime, when the rest of them were looking for places
to sleep in, he was wide awake and went walking. When he felt like it he
would even go out of the thicket without any hesitation and stand with
perfect peace of mind in the bright sunshine on the meadow.

[Illustration: _Gobo would stand with perfect peace of mind in the
bright sunshine on the meadow._]

Bambi found it impossible to keep silent any longer. “Don’t you ever
think of the danger?” he asked.

“No,” Gobo said simply, “there isn’t any for me.”

“You forget, my dear Bambi,” Gobo’s mother broke in, “you forget that
He’s a friend of Gobo’s. Gobo can take chances that the rest of you
cannot take.” She was very proud.

Bambi did not say anything more.

One day Gobo said to him, “You know, it seems strange to me to eat when
and where I like.”

Bambi did not understand. “Why is it strange, we all do it,” he said.

“O, you do,” said Gobo superiorly, “but I’m a little different. I’m
accustomed to having my food brought to me or to being called when it’s
ready.”

Bambi stared pityingly at Gobo. He looked at Faline and Marena and Aunt
Ena. But they were all smiling and admiring Gobo.

“I think it will be hard for you to get accustomed to the winter, Gobo,”
Faline began, “we don’t have hay or turnips or potatoes in the winter
time.”

“That’s true,” answered Gobo reflectively, “I hadn’t thought about that
yet. I can’t even imagine how it would feel. It must be dreadful.”

Bambi said quietly, “It isn’t dreadful. It’s only hard.”

“Well,” Gobo declared grandly, “if it gets too hard for me I’ll simply
go back to Him. Why should I go hungry? There’s no need for that.”

Bambi turned away without a word and walked off.

When Gobo was alone again with Marena he began to talk about Bambi. “He
doesn’t understand me,” he said. “Poor old Bambi thinks I’m still the
silly little Gobo that I once was. He can never get used to the fact
that I’ve become something unusual. Danger!... What does he mean by
danger? He means well enough by me, but danger is something for him and
the likes of him, not for me.”

Marena agreed with him. She loved him and Gobo loved her and they were
both very happy.

“Well,” he said to her, “nobody understands me the way you do. But
anyhow I can’t complain. I’m respected and honored by everybody. But you
understand me best of all. When I tell the others how good He is, they
listen and they don’t think I’m lying, but they stick to their opinion
that He’s dreadful.”

“I’ve always believed in Him,” said Marena dreamily.

“Really?” Gobo replied airily.

“Do you remember the day when they left you lying in the snow?” Marena
went on. “I said that day that sometime He’d come to the forest to play
with us.”

“No,” Gobo replied yawning, “I don’t remember that.”

A few weeks passed, and one morning Bambi and Faline, Gobo and Marena
were standing together again in the old familiar hazel thicket. Bambi
and Faline were just returning from their wanderings, intending to look
for their hiding place when they met Gobo and Marena. Gobo was about to
go out on the meadow.

“Stay with us instead,” said Bambi, “the sun will soon be rising and
then nobody will go out in the open.”

“Nonsense,” said Gobo, scornfully, “if nobody else will go, I will.”

He went on, Marena following him.

Bambi and Faline had stopped. “Come along,” said Bambi angrily to
Faline, “come along. Let him do what he pleases.”

They were going on, but suddenly the jay screamed loudly from the far
side of the meadow. With a bound Bambi had turned and was running after
Gobo. Right by the oak he caught up with him and Marena.

“Did you hear that?” he cried to him.

“What?” asked Gobo puzzled.

Again the jay screamed on the far side of the meadow.

“Did you hear that?” Bambi repeated.

“No,” said Gobo calmly.

“That means danger,” Bambi persisted.

A magpie began to chatter loudly and, immediately after her, another and
then a third. Then the jay screamed again and far overhead the crows
gave warning.

Faline began to plead. “Don’t go out there, Gobo! It’s dangerous.”

Even Marena begged, “Stay here. Stay here to-day, beloved one. It’s
dangerous.”

Gobo stood there, smiling in his superior way. “Dangerous! dangerous!
What has that to do with me?” he asked.

His pressing need gave Bambi an idea. “At least let Marena go first,” he
said, “so we can find out....”

He hadn’t finished before Marena had slipped out.

All three stood and looked at her, Bambi and Faline breathlessly, Gobo
with obvious patience, as if to let the others enjoy their foolish
whims.

They saw how Marena walked across the meadow step by step, with hesitant
feet, her head up. She peered and snuffed in all directions. Suddenly
she turned like a flash with one high bound and, as though a cyclone had
struck her, rushed back into the thicket.

“It’s He, He,” she whispered, her voice choking with terror. She was
trembling in every limb. “I, I saw Him,” she stammered, “it’s He. He’s
standing over by the alders.”

“Come,” cried Bambi, “come quickly.”

“Come,” Faline pleaded. And Marena who could hardly speak whispered,
“Please come now, Gobo, please.”

But Gobo remained unmoved. “Run as much as you like,” he said, “I won’t
stop you. If He’s there I want to talk with Him.”

Gobo could not be dissuaded.

They stood and watched how he went out. They stayed there, moved by his
great confidence, while at the same time a terrible fear for him gripped
them.

Gobo was standing boldly on the meadow looking around for the alders.
Then he seemed to see them and to have discovered Him. Then the thunder
crashed.

Gobo leaped into the air at the report. He suddenly turned around and
fled back to the thicket, staggering as he came.

They still stood there, petrified with terror, while he came on. They
heard him gasping for breath. And as he did not stop but bounded wildly
forward, they turned and surrounded him and all took flight.

But poor Gobo dropped to the ground. Marena stopped close to him, Bambi
and Faline a little farther off, ready to flee.

Gobo lay with his bloody entrails oozing from his torn flank. He lifted
his head with a feeble twisting motion.

“Marena,” he said with an effort, “Marena....” He did not recognize
her. His voice failed.

There was a loud careless rustling in the bushes by the meadow. Marena
bent her head towards Gobo. “He’s coming,” she whispered frantically,
“Gobo, He’s coming! Can’t you get up and come with me?”

Gobo lifted his head again feebly with a writhing motion, beat
convulsively with his hoofs and then lay still.

With a crackling, snapping and rustling He parted the bushes and stepped
out.

Marena saw Him from quite near. She slunk slowly back, disappearing
through the nearest bushes, and hastened to Bambi and Faline.

She looked back once again and saw how He was bending over and seizing
the wounded deer.

Then they heard Gobo’s wailing death shriek.




                               CHAPTER XX


Bambi was alone. He walked beside the water that ran swiftly among the
reeds and swamp-willows.

He went there more and more often now that he was staying by himself.
There were few trails there, and he hardly ever met any of his friends.
That was just what he wanted. For his thoughts had grown serious and his
heart heavy. He did not know what was happening within him. He did not
even think about it. He merely recalled things aimlessly, and his whole
life seemed to have become darker.

He used to stand for hours on the bank. The current, that flowed round a
gentle bend there, occupied his entire thought. The cool air from the
ripples brought him strange, refreshing, acrid smells that aroused
forgetfulness and a sense of trust in him.

Bambi would stand and watch the ducks paddling companionably together.
They talked endlessly to one another in a friendly, serious, capable
way.

[Illustration: _The ducks talked endlessly to one another in a friendly,
serious, capable way._]

There were a couple of mother ducks, each with a flock of young ones
around her. They were constantly teaching their young ones things. And
the little ones were always learning them. Sometimes one or the other of
the mothers would give a warning. Then the young ducks would dash off in
all directions. They would scatter and glide away perfectly noiselessly.
Bambi saw how the smallest ones, who could not fly yet, would paddle
among the thick rushes without moving a stem that might betray them by
swaying. He would see the small dark bodies creep here and there among
the reeds. Then he could see nothing more.

Later one of the mothers would give a short call and in a flash they
would all flock around her again. In an instant they would reassemble
their flotilla and go on cruising quietly about as before. Bambi
marveled anew at it each time. It was a constant source of wonder to
him.

After one such alarm, Bambi asked one of the mothers, “What was it? I
was looking closely and I didn’t see anything.”

“It was nothing at all,” answered the duck.

Another time one of the children gave the signal, turning like a flash
and staring through the reeds. Presently he came out on the bank where
Bambi was standing.

“There wasn’t anything,” the young one replied, shaking its tail
feathers in a grown-up way and carefully putting the tips of its wings
in place. Then it paddled through the water again.

Nevertheless Bambi had faith in the ducks. He came to the conclusion
that they were more watchful than he, that they heard and saw things
more quickly. When he stood watching them, that ceaseless tension that
he felt within himself at other times relaxed a little.

He liked to talk with the ducks, too. They didn’t talk the nonsense that
he so often heard from the others. They talked about the broad skies and
the wind and about distant fields where they feasted on choice tidbits.

From time to time Bambi saw something that looked like a fiery streak in
the air beside the brook. “Srrrri!” the humming bird would cry softly
darting past like a tiny whirring speck. There was a gleam of green, a
glow of red, as he flashed by and was gone. Bambi was thrilled and
wanted to see the bright stranger near to. He called to him.

“Don’t bother calling him,” the sedge-hen said to Bambi from among the
reed clumps, “don’t bother calling. He’ll never answer you.”

“Where are you?” asked Bambi peering among the reeds.

But the sedge-hen only laughed loudly from an entirely different place,
“Here I am. That cranky creature you just called to won’t talk to
anyone. It’s useless to call him.”

“He’s so handsome,” said Bambi.

“But bad,” the sedge-hen retorted from still another place.

“What makes you think him bad?” Bambi inquired.

The sedge-hen answered from an altogether different place, “He doesn’t
care for anything or anybody. Let anything happen that wants to, he
won’t speak to anybody and never thanked anybody for speaking to him. He
never gives anybody warning when there’s danger. He’s never said a word
to a living soul.”

“The poor ...” said Bambi.

The sedge-hen went on talking, and her cheery, piping voice sounded from
the far side again. “He probably thinks that people are jealous of his
silly markings and doesn’t want them to get too good a look at him.”

“Certain other people don’t let you get a good look at them either,”
said Bambi.

In a twinkling the sedge-hen was standing in front of him. “There’s
nothing to look at in my case,” she said simply. Small and gleaming with
water, she stood there in her sleek feathers, her trim figure restless,
animated and satisfied. In a flash she was gone again.

“I don’t understand how people can stand so long in one spot,” she
called from the water. And added from the far side, “It’s tiresome and
dangerous to stay so long in one spot.” Then from the other side she
cried gayly once or twice. “You have to keep moving,” she cried happily,
“you’ve got to keep moving if you want to keep whole and hearty.”

A soft rustling in the grass startled Bambi. He looked around. There was
a reddish flash among the bushes. It disappeared in the reeds. At the
same time a sharp warm smell reached his nostrils. The fox had slunk by.

Bambi wanted to cry out and stamp on the ground as a warning. But the
sedges rustled as the fox parted them in quick leaps. The water splashed
and a duck screamed desperately. Bambi heard her wings flapping and saw
her white body flash through the leaves. He saw how her wings beat the
fox’s face with sharp blows. Then it grew still.

At the same moment the fox came out of the bushes holding the duck in
his jaws. Her neck hung down limply, her wings were still moving, but
the fox paid no attention to that. He looked sidewise at Bambi with
sneering eyes and crept slowly into the thicket.

Bambi stood motionless.

A few of the old ducks had flown up with a rush of wings and were flying
around in helpless fright. The sedge-hen was crying warnings from all
directions. The tit-mice chirped excitedly in the bushes. And the young
orphaned ducks splashed about the sedge, crying with soft voices.

The hummingbird flew along the bank.

“Please tell us,” the young ducks cried, “please tell us, have you seen
our mother?”

“Srrri,” cried the hummingbird shrilly, and flew past sparkling, “what
has she got to do with me?”

Bambi turned and went away. He wandered through a whole sea of
goldenrod, passed through a grove of young beeches, crossed through old
hazel thickets until he reached the edge of the deep ditch. He roamed
around it, hoping to meet the old stag. He had not seen him for a long
while, not since Gobo’s death.

Then he caught a glimpse of him from afar and ran to meet him. For a
while they walked together in silence, then the old stag asked: “Well,
do they still talk about him the way they used to?”

Bambi understood that he referred to Gobo and replied, “I don’t know.
I’m nearly alone now.” He hesitated, “But I think of him very often.”

“Really,” said the old stag, “are you alone now?”

“Yes,” said Bambi expectantly, but the old stag remained silent.

They went on. Suddenly the old stag stopped. “Don’t you hear anything?”
he asked.

Bambi listened. He didn’t hear anything.

“Come,” cried the old stag and hurried forward. Bambi followed him. The
stag stopped again. “Don’t you hear anything yet?” he asked.

Then Bambi heard a rustling that he did not understand. It sounded like
branches being bent down and repeatedly springing up again. Something
was beating the earth dully and irregularly.

Bambi wanted to flee but the old stag cried, “Come with me,” and ran in
the direction of the noise. Bambi at his side ventured to ask, “Isn’t it
dangerous?”

“It’s terribly dangerous,” the old stag answered mysteriously.

Soon they saw branches being pulled and tugged at from below and shaken
violently. They went nearer and saw that a little trail ran through the
middle of the bushes.

Friend Hare was lying on the ground. He flung himself from side to side
and writhed. Then he lay still and writhed again. Each of his motions
pulled at the branches over him.

Bambi noticed a dark threadlike leash. It ran right from the branch to
Friend Hare and was twisted around his neck.

Friend Hare must have heard someone coming, for he flung himself wildly
into the air and fell to the ground. He tried to escape and rolled,
jerking and writhing in the grass.

“Lie still,” the old stag commanded. Then sympathetically, with a gentle
voice that went to Bambi’s heart, he repeated in his ear, “Be easy,
Friend Hare, it’s I. Don’t move now. Lie perfectly still.”

The Hare lay motionless, flat on the ground. His throttled breath
rattled softly in his throat.

The old stag took the branch between his teeth, and twisted it. He bent
down. Then he walked around putting his weight cunningly against it. He
held it to the earth with his hoof and snapped it with a single blow of
his antlers.

Then he nodded encouragingly to the Hare. “Lie still,” he said, “even if
I hurt you.”

Holding his head on one side, he laid one prong of his antlers close to
the Hare’s neck and pressed into the fur behind his ear. He made an
effort and nodded. The Hare began to writhe.

The old stag immediately drew back. “Lie still,” he commanded, “it’s a
question of life and death for you.” He began over again. The Hare lay
still gasping. Bambi stood close by, speechless with amazement.

One of the old stag’s antlers, pressing against the Hare’s fur, had
slipped under the noose. The old stag was almost kneeling and twisted
his head as though he were charging. He drove his antlers deeper and
deeper under the noose, which gave at last and began to loosen.

The Hare could breathe again and his terror and pain burst from him
instantly. “E-e-eh!” he cried bitterly.

The old stag stopped. “Keep quiet!” he cried, reproaching him gently,
“keep quiet.” His mouth was close to the Hare’s shoulder, his antlers
lay with a prong between the spoonlike ears. It looked as if he had
spitted the Hare.

“How can you be so stupid as to cry at this time?” he grumbled gently.
“Do you want the fox to come? Do you? I thought not. Keep quiet then.”

He continued to work away, slowly exerting all his strength. Suddenly
the noose broke with a loud snap. The Hare slipped out and was free,
without realizing it for a moment. He took a step and sat down again
dazed. Then he hopped away, slowly and timidly at first, then faster and
faster. Presently he was running with wild leaps.

Bambi looked after him. “Without so much as a thank you,” he exclaimed
in surprise.

“He’s still terrified,” said the old stag.

The noose lay on the ground. Bambi touched it gently. It creaked,
terrifying Bambi. That was a sound such as he had never heard in the
woods.

“He?” asked Bambi softly.

The old stag nodded.

They walked on together in silence. “Take care when you’re going along a
trail,” said the old stag, “test all the branches. Prod them on all
sides of you with your antlers. And turn back at once if you hear that
creak. And when you’ve shed your antlers be doubly cautious. I never use
trails any more.”

Bambi sank into troubled thought.

“He isn’t here,” he whispered to himself in profound astonishment.

“No, He’s not in the forest now,” the old stag answered.

“And yet He is here,” said Bambi shaking his head.

The old stag went on and his voice was full of bitterness. “How did your
Gobo put it...? Didn’t Gobo tell you He is all-powerful and
all-good.”

“He was good to Gobo,” Bambi whispered.

The old stag stopped. “Do you believe that, Bambi?” he asked sadly. For
the first time he had called Bambi by his name.

“I don’t know,” cried Bambi hurt, “I don’t understand it.”

The old stag said slowly, “We must learn to live and be cautious.”




                              CHAPTER XXI


One morning Bambi came to grief.

The pale gray dawn was just creeping through the forest. A milky-white
mist was rising from the meadow and the stillness that precedes the
coming of light was everywhere. The crows were not awake yet, nor the
magpies. The jays were asleep.

Bambi had met Faline the night before. She looked sadly at him and was
very shy.

“I’m so much alone now,” she said gently.

“I’m alone too,” Bambi answered with some hesitation.

“Why don’t you stay with me any more?” Faline asked sorrowfully, and it
hurt him to see the gay and lively Faline so serious and downcast.

“I want to be alone,” he replied. And gently as he tried to say it, it
sounded hard. He felt it himself.

Faline looked at him and asked softly, “Do you love me still?”

“I don’t know,” Bambi answered in the same tone.

She walked silently away from him, leaving him alone.

He stood under the great oak at the meadow’s edge and peered out
cautiously, drinking in the pure and odorless morning air. It was moist
and fresh from the earth, the dew, the grass and the wet woods. Bambi
breathed in great gulps of it. All at once his spirit felt freer than
for a long time. He walked happily onto the mist-covered meadow.

Then a sound like thunder crashed.

Bambi felt a fearful blow that made him stagger.

Mad with terror, he sprang back into the thicket and kept running. He
did not understand what had happened. He could not grasp a single idea.
He could only keep running on and on. Fear gripped his heart so that his
breath failed as he rushed blindly on. Then a killing pain shot through
him, so that he felt that he could not bear it. He felt something hot
running over his left shoulder. It was like a thin, burning thread
coming from where the pain shot through him. Bambi had to stop running.
He was forced to walk slower. Then he saw that he was limping. He sank
down.

It was comfortable just to lie there and rest.

“Up, Bambi! Get up!” the old stag was standing beside him, and nudging
his shoulder gently.

Bambi wanted to answer, “I can’t,” but the old stag repeated, “Up! Up!”
And there was such compulsion in his voice and such tenderness that
Bambi kept silent. Even the pain that shot through him stopped for a
minute.

Then the old stag said hurriedly and anxiously, “Get up! You must get
away, my son.” My son! The words seemed to have escaped him. In a flash
Bambi was on his feet.

“Good,” said the old stag, breathing deeply and speaking emphatically,
“come with me now and keep close beside me.”

He walked swiftly ahead. Bambi followed him but he felt a burning desire
to let himself drop to the ground, to lie still and rest.

The old stag seemed to guess it and talked to him without stopping. “Now
you’ll have to bear every pain. You can’t think of lying down now. You
mustn’t think of it even for a moment. That’s enough to tire you in
itself. You must save yourself, do you understand me, Bambi? Save
yourself. Or else you are lost. Just remember that He is behind you, do
you understand, Bambi? And He will kill you without mercy. Come on. Keep
close to me. You’ll soon be all right. You must be all right.”

Bambi had no strength left to think with. The pain shot through him at
every step he took. It took away his breath and his consciousness. The
hot trickle, burning his shoulder, seared him like some deep heartfelt
trouble.

The old stag made a wide circle. It took a long time. Through his veil
of pain and weakness, Bambi was amazed to see that they were passing the
great oak again.

The old stag stopped and snuffed the ground. “He’s still here,” he
whispered. “It’s He. And that’s His dog. Come along. Faster!” They ran.

Suddenly the old stag stopped again. “Look,” he said, “that’s where you
lay on the ground.”

Bambi saw the crushed grasses where a wide pool of his own blood was
soaking into the earth.

The old stag snuffed warily around the spot. “They were here, He and His
dog,” he said. “Come along!” He went ahead slowly, snuffing again and
again.

Bambi saw the red drops gleaming on the leaves of the bushes and the
grass stems. “We passed here before,” he thought. But he couldn’t speak.

“Aha!” said the old stag and seemed almost joyful, “we’re behind them
now.”

He continued for a while on the same path. Then he doubled unexpectedly
and began a new circle. Bambi staggered after him. They came to the oak
again but on the opposite side. For the second time they passed the
place where Bambi had fallen down. Then the old stag went in still
another direction.

“Eat that,” he commanded suddenly, stopping and pushing aside the
grasses. He pointed to a pair of short dark-green leaves growing close
together near the ground.

Bambi obeyed. They tasted terribly bitter and smelt sickeningly.

“How do you feel now?” the stag asked after a while.

“Better,” Bambi answered quickly. He was suddenly able to speak again.
His senses had cleared and his fatigue grew less.

“Let’s move on again,” the old stag commanded after another pause. After
Bambi had been following him for a long time he said, “At last!” They
stopped.

“The bleeding has stopped,” said the old stag, “the blood’s stopped
flowing from your wound. It isn’t emptying your veins now. And it can’t
betray you any more either. It can’t show Him and His dog where to find
you and kill you.”

The old stag looked worried and tired but his voice sounded joyful.
“Come along,” he went on, “now you can rest.”

They reached a wide ditch which Bambi had never crossed. The old stag
climbed down and Bambi tried to follow him. But it cost him a great
effort to climb the steep slope on the farther side. The pain began to
shoot violently through him again. He stumbled, regained his feet, and
stumbled again, breathing hard.

“I can’t help you,” said the old stag, “you’ll have to get up yourself.”
Bambi reached the top. He felt the hot trickle on his shoulder again. He
felt his strength ebbing for the second time.

“You’re bleeding again,” said the old stag, “I thought you would. But
it’s only a little,” he added in a whisper, “and it doesn’t make any
difference now.”

They walked very slowly through a grove of lofty beeches. The ground was
soft and level. They walked easily on it. Bambi felt a longing to lie
down there, to stretch out and never move his limbs again. He couldn’t
go any further. His head ached. There was a humming in his ears. His
nerves were quivering, and fever began to rack him. There was a darkness
before his eyes. He felt nothing but a desire for rest and a detached
amazement at finding his life so changed and shattered. He remembered
how he had walked whole and uninjured through the woods that morning. It
was barely an hour ago, and it seemed to him like some memory out of a
distant, long-vanished past.

They passed through a scrub-oak and dogwood thicket. A huge, hollow
beech trunk, thickly entangled with the bushes, lay right in front of
them, barring the way.

“Here we are,” Bambi heard the old stag saying. He walked along the
beech trunk and Bambi walked beside him. He nearly fell into a hollow
that lay in front of him.

“Here it is,” said the old stag at the moment, “you can lie down here.”

Bambi sank down and did not move again.

The hollow was still deeper under the beech trunk and formed a little
chamber. The bushes closed thickly across the top so that whoever was
within lay hidden.

“You’ll be safe here,” said the old stag.

Days passed.

Bambi lay on the warm earth with the mouldering bark of the fallen tree
above him. He felt his pain intensify and then grow less and less until
it died away more and more gently.

[Illustration: _Bambi lay on the warm earth with the mouldering bark of
the fallen tree above him._]

Sometimes he would creep out and stand swaying weakly on his unsteady
legs. He would take a few steps to look for food. He ate plants now that
he had never noticed before. Now they appealed to his taste and
attracted him by their strange, enticing acrid smell. Everything that he
had disdained before and would spit out if it got accidentally into his
mouth, seemed appetizing to him. He still disliked many of the little
leaves and short, coarse shoots, but he ate them anyway, as though he
were compelled to, and his wound healed faster. He felt his strength
returning.

He was cured, but he didn’t leave the hollow yet. He walked around a
little at night, but lay quietly on his bed by day. Not until the fever
had entirely left his body did Bambi begin to think over all that had
happened to him. Then a great terror awoke in him, and a profound tremor
passed through his heart. He could not shake himself free of it. He
could not get up and run about as before. He lay still and troubled. He
felt terrified, ashamed, amazed and troubled by turns. Sometimes he was
full of despair, at others of joy.

The old stag was always with him. At first he stayed day and night at
Bambi’s side. Then he left him alone at times, especially when he saw
Bambi deep in thought. But he always kept close at hand.

One night there was thunder and lightning and a downpour of rain,
although the sky was clear and the setting sun was streaming down. The
blackbirds sang loudly in all the neighboring tree-tops, the finches
warbled, the tit-mice chirped in the bushes. Among the grasses or from
under the bushes, the metallic, throaty cackling of the pheasants
sounded at intervals. The woodpecker laughed exultantly and the doves
cooed their fervid love.

Bambi crept out of the hollow. Life was beautiful. The old stag was
standing there as though he expected Bambi. They sauntered on together.
But Bambi did not return to the hollow or the old stag again.




                              CHAPTER XXII


One night when the air was whispering with the autumnal fall of leaves
the screech-owl shrieked piercingly among the branches. Then he waited.

But Bambi had spied him already through the thinning leaves, and
stopped.

The screech-owl flew nearer and shrieked louder. Then he waited again.
But Bambi did not say anything.

Then the owl could restrain himself no longer. “Aren’t you frightened?”
he asked, displeased.

“Well,” Bambi replied, “a little.”

“Is that so?” the screech-owl cooed in an offended tone. “Only a little.
You used to get terribly frightened. It was really a pleasure to see how
frightened you’d get. But for some reason or other you’re only a little
frightened now.” He grew angrier and repeated, “Only a little!”

The screech-owl was getting old, and that was why he was so much vainer
and so much more sensitive than before.

Bambi wanted to answer, “I wasn’t ever frightened before either,” but he
decided to keep that to himself. He was sorry to see the good old
screech-owl sitting there so angry. He tried to soothe him. “Maybe it’s
because I thought of you right away,” he said.

“What?” said the screech-owl becoming happy again, “you really did think
of me?”

“Yes,” Bambi answered with some hesitation, “as soon as I heard you
screech. Otherwise, of course, I’d have been as scared as ever.”

“Really?” cooed the owl.

Bambi hadn’t the heart to deny it. What difference did it make anyhow?
Let the little old child enjoy himself.

“I really did,” he assured him, and went on, “I’m so happy, for a thrill
goes through me when I hear you so suddenly.”

The screech-owl fluffed up his feathers into a soft, brownish-gray,
downy ball. He was happy. “It’s nice of you to think of me,” he cooed
tenderly, “very nice. We haven’t seen each other for a long time.”

“A very long time,” said Bambi.

“You don’t use the old trails any more, do you?” the screech-owl
inquired.

“No,” said Bambi slowly, “I don’t use the old trails any more.”

“I’m also seeing more of the world than I used to,” the screech-owl
observed boastfully. He didn’t mention that he had been driven from his
old hereditary haunts by a pitiless younger rival. “You can’t stay
forever in the same spot,” he added. Then he waited for an answer.

But Bambi had gone away. By now he understood almost as well as the old
stag how to disappear suddenly and noiselessly.

The screech-owl was provoked. “It’s a shame....” he cooed to himself.
He shook his feathers, sank his bill deep into his breast and silently
philosophized, “You should never imagine you can be friends with great
folks. They can be as nice as pie but when the time comes they haven’t a
thought for you, and you’re left sitting stupidly by yourself as I’m
sitting here now....”

Suddenly he dropped to the earth like a stone. He had spied a mouse. It
squeaked once in his talons. He tore it to pieces, for he was furious.
He crammed the little morsel faster than usual. Then he flew off. “What
do all your great folks mean to me?” he asked. “Not a thing.” He began
to screech so piercingly and ceaselessly that a pair of wood-doves whom
he passed awoke and fled from their roost with loud wingbeats.

                 *        *        *        *        *

The storm swept the woods for several days and tore the last leaves from
the branches. Then the trees stood stripped.

Bambi was wandering homewards in the gray dawn in order to sleep in the
hollow with the old stag.

A shrill voice called him once or twice in quick succession. He stopped.
Then the squirrel scampered down from the branches in a twinkling and
sat on the ground in front of him.

“Is it really you?” he shrilled, surprised and delighted. “I recognized
you the minute you passed me but I couldn’t believe ...”

“Where did you come from?” asked Bambi.

The merry little face in front of him grew quite troubled. “The oak is
gone,” he began plaintively, “my beautiful old oak, do you remember it?
It was awful. He chopped it down!”

[Illustration: “_My beautiful old oak, do you remember it? It was awful.
He chopped it down!_”]

Bambi hung his head sadly. His very soul felt sorry for the wonderful
old tree.

“As soon as it happened,” the squirrel related, “everybody who lived in
the tree fled and watched how He bit through the trunk with a gigantic
flashing tooth. The tree groaned aloud when it was wounded. It kept on
groaning and the tooth kept gnawing, it was dreadful to hear it. Then
the poor beautiful tree fell out on the meadow. Everybody cried.”

Bambi was silent.

“Yes,” sighed the squirrel, “He can do anything. He’s all-powerful.” He
gazed at Bambi out of his big eyes, and pointed his ears. But Bambi kept
silent.

“Then we were all homeless,” the squirrel went on, “I don’t even know
where the others scattered to. I came here. But I won’t find another
tree like that in a hurry.”

“The old oak,” said Bambi to himself, “I knew it from the time I was a
child.”

“O well,” said the squirrel. “But to think it’s really you,” he went on
delightedly. “Everybody said you must be dead long ago. Of course there
were some people now and then who said you were still alive. Once in a
while someone said he had seen you. But nobody could find out anything
definite. And so I thought it was only gossip,” the squirrel gazed at
him inquisitively, “since you didn’t come back any more.”

Bambi could see how curious he was and how he was fishing for an answer.

Bambi kept silent. But a gentle anxious curiosity was stirring in him,
too. He wanted to ask about Faline, about Aunt Ena, and Ronno and Karus,
about all his childhood companions. But he kept silent.

The squirrel still sat in front of him, studying him. “What antlers!” he
cried admiringly. “What antlers! Nobody in the whole forest, except the
old Prince, has antlers like that.”

Once Bambi would have felt elated and flattered by such praise. But he
only said, “Maybe.”

The squirrel nodded quickly with his head. “Really,” he said, surprised,
“you’re beginning to get gray.”

Bambi wandered on.

The squirrel perceived that the conversation was over and sprang through
the bushes. “Good day,” he shouted down. “Good-by. I’m very glad I met
you. If I see any of your acquaintances I’ll tell them you’re still
alive. They’ll all be glad.”

Bambi heard him and again felt that gentle stirring in his heart. But he
said nothing. When he was still a child the old stag had taught him that
you must live alone. Then and afterwards the old stag had revealed much
wisdom and many secrets to him. But of all his teachings this had been
the most important; you must live alone, if you wanted to preserve
yourself, if you understood existence, if you wanted to attain wisdom,
you had to live alone.

“But,” Bambi had once objected, “we two are always together now.”

“Not for very much longer,” the old stag had answered quickly. That was
a few weeks ago. Now it occurred to Bambi again, and he suddenly
remembered how even the old stag’s very first words to him had been
about singleness. That day when Bambi was still a child calling for his
mother, the old stag had come to him and asked him, “Can’t you stay by
yourself?”

Bambi wandered on.




                             CHAPTER XXIII


The forest was again under snow, lying silent beneath its deep white
mantle. Only the crows’ calls could be heard. Now and then came a
magpie’s noisy chattering. The soft twittering of the tit-mice sounded
timidly. Then the frost hardened and everything grew still. The air
began to hum with the cold.

One morning a dog’s baying broke the silence.

It was a continuous hurrying bay that pressed on quickly through the
woods, eager and clear and harrying with loud yelps.

Bambi raised his head in the hollow under the fallen tree, and looked at
the old stag who was lying beside him.

“That’s nothing,” said the old stag in answer to Bambi’s glance,
“nothing that need bother us.”

Still they both listened.

They lay in their hollow with the old beech trunk like a sheltering roof
above them. The deep snow kept the icy draught from them, and the
tangled bushes hid them from curious eyes.

The baying grew nearer. It was angry and panting and relentless. It
sounded like the bark of a small hound. It came constantly closer.

Then they heard panting of another kind. They heard a low labored
snarling under the angry barking. Bambi grew uneasy, but the old stag
quieted him again. “We don’t need to worry about it,” he said. They lay
silent in their warm hollow and peered out.

The footsteps drew nearer and nearer through the branches. The snow
dropped from the shaken boughs and clouds of it rose from the earth.

Through the snow and over the roots and branches, the fox came
springing, crouching and slinking. They were right; a little,
short-legged hound was after him.

[Illustration: _The fox came springing, crouching and slinking. A
little, short-legged hound was after him._]

One of the fox’s forelegs was crushed and the fur torn around it. He
held his shattered paw in front of him, and blood poured from his wound.
He was gasping for breath. His eyes were staring with terror and
exertion. He was beside himself with rage and fear. He was desperate and
exhausted.

Once in a while he would face around and snarl so that the dog was
startled and would fall back a few steps.

Presently the fox sat down on his haunches. He could go no farther.
Raising his mangled forepaw pitifully, with his jaws open and his lips
drawn back, he snarled at the dog.

But the dog was never silent for a minute. His high, rasping bark only
grew fuller and deeper. “Here,” he yapped, “here he is! Here! Here!
Here!” He was not abusing the fox. He was not even speaking to him, but
was urging on someone who was still far behind.

Bambi knew as well as the old stag did that it was He the dog was
calling.

The fox knew it too. The blood was streaming down from him and fell from
his breast into the snow, making a fiery red spot on the icy white
surface, and steaming slowly.

A weakness overcame the fox. His crushed foot sank down helpless, but a
burning pain shot through it when it touched the cold snow. He lifted it
again with an effort and held it quivering in front of him.

“Let me go,” said the fox beginning to speak, “let me go.” He spoke
softly and beseechingly. He was quite weak and despondent.

“No! No! No!” the dog howled.

The fox pleaded still more insistently. “We’re relations,” he pleaded,
“we’re brothers almost. Let me go home. Let me die with my family at
least. We’re brothers almost, you and I.”

“No! No! No!” the dog raged.

Then the fox rose so that he was sitting perfectly erect. He dropped his
handsome pointed muzzle on his bleeding breast, raised his eyes and
looked the dog straight in the face. In a completely altered voice,
restrained and embittered, he growled, “Aren’t you ashamed, you
traitor!”

“No! No! No!” yelped the dog.

But the fox went on, “You turncoat, you renegade.” His maimed body was
taut with contempt and hatred. “You spy,” he hissed, “you blackguard,
you track us where He could never find us. You betray us, your own
relations, me who am almost your brother. And you stand there and aren’t
ashamed!”

Instantly many other voices sounded loudly round about.

“Traitor!” cried the magpie from the tree.

“Spy!” shrieked the jay.

“Blackguard!” the weasel hissed.

“Renegade!” snarled the ferret.

From every tree and bush came chirpings, peepings, shrill cries, while
overhead the crows cawed, “Spy! Spy!” Everyone had rushed up, and from
the trees or from safe hiding places on the ground, they watched the
contest. The fury that had burst from the fox released an embittered
anger in them all. And the blood spilt on the snow, that steamed before
their eyes, maddened them and made them forget all caution.

The dog stared around him. “Who are you?” he yelped. “What do you want?
What do you know about it? What are you talking about? Everything
belongs to Him, just as I do. But I, I love Him. I worship Him, I serve
Him. Do you think you can oppose Him, poor creatures like you? He’s
all-powerful. He’s above all of you. Everything we have comes from Him.
Everything that lives or grows comes from Him.” The dog was quivering
with exaltation.

“Traitor!” cried the squirrel shrilly.

“Yes, traitor!” hissed the fox. “Nobody is a traitor but you, only you.”

The dog was dancing about in a frenzy of devotion. “Only me?” he cried,
“you lie. Aren’t there many, many others on His side? The horse, the
cow, the sheep, the chickens, many, many of you and your kind are on His
side and worship Him and serve Him.”

“They’re rabble!” snarled the fox, full of a boundless contempt.

Then the dog could contain himself no longer and sprang at the fox’s
throat. Growling, spitting, and yelping, they rolled in the snow, a
writhing, savagely snapping mass from which fur flew. The snow rose in
clouds and was spattered with fine drops of blood. At last the fox could
not fight any more. In a few seconds he was lying on his back, his white
belly uppermost. He twitched and stiffened and died.

The dog shook him a few times, then let him fall on the trampled snow.
He stood beside him, his legs planted, calling in a deep, loud voice,
“Here! Here! He’s here!”

The others were horrorstruck and fled in all directions.

“Dreadful,” said Bambi softly to the old stag in the hollow.

“The most dreadful part of all,” the old stag answered, “is that the
dogs believe what the hound just said. They believe it, they pass their
lives in fear, they hate Him and themselves and yet they’d die for His
sake.”




                              CHAPTER XXIV


The cold broke, and there was a warm spell in the middle of the winter.
The earth drank great draughts of the melting snows so that wide
stretches of soil were everywhere visible. The blackbirds were not
singing yet, but when they flew from the ground where they were hunting
worms, or when they fluttered from tree to tree, they uttered a
long-drawn joyous whistle that was almost a song. The woodpecker began
to chatter now and then. Magpies and crows grew more talkative. The
tit-mice chirped more cheerily. And the pheasants, swooping down from
their roosts would stand in one spot preening their feathers and
uttering their metallic throaty cacklings.

[Illustration: _The pheasants, swooping down from their roosts, would
stand in one spot._]

One such morning Bambi was roaming around as usual. In the gray dawn he
came to the edge of the hollow. On the farther side where he had lived
before something was stirring. Bambi stayed hidden in the thicket and
peered across. A deer was wandering slowly to and fro, looking for
places where the snow had melted, and cropping whatever grasses had
sprung up so early.

Bambi wanted to turn at once and go away, for he recognized Faline. His
first impulse was to spring forward and call her. But he stood as though
rooted to the spot. He had not seen Faline for a long time. His heart
began to beat faster. Faline moved slowly as though she were tired and
sad. She resembled her mother now. She looked as old as Aunt Ena, as
Bambi noticed with a strangely pained surprise.

Faline lifted her head and gazed across as though she sensed his
presence. Again Bambi started forward, but he stopped again, hesitating
and unable to stir.

He saw that Faline had grown old and gray.

“Gay, pert little Faline, how lovely she used to be,” he thought, “and
how lively!” His whole youth suddenly flashed before his eyes. The
meadow, the trails where he walked with his mother, the happy games with
Gobo and Faline, the nice grasshoppers and butterflies, the fight with
Karus and Ronno when he had won Faline for his own. He felt happy again,
and yet he trembled.

Faline wandered on, her head drooped to the ground, walking slowly,
sadly and wearily away. At that moment Bambi loved her with an
overpowering, tender melancholy. He wanted to rush through the hollow
that separated him from the others. He wanted to overtake her, to talk
with her, to talk to her about their youth and about everything that had
happened.

He gazed after her as she went off, passing under the bare branches till
finally she was lost to sight.

He stood there a long time staring after her.

Then there was a crash like thunder. Bambi shrank together. It came from
where he was standing. Not even from a little way off but right beside
him.

Then there was a second thunderclap, and right after that another.

Bambi leaped a little farther into the thicket, then stopped and
listened. Everything was still. He glided stealthily homewards.

The old stag was there before him. He had not lain down yet, but was
standing beside the fallen beech trunk expectantly.

“Where have you been so long?” he asked so seriously that Bambi grew
silent.

“Did you hear it?” the old stag went on after a pause.

“Yes,” Bambi answered, “three times. He must be in the woods.”

“Of course,” the old stag nodded, and repeated with a peculiar
intonation, “He is in the woods and we must go.”

“Where?” the word escaped Bambi.

“Where He is now,” said the old stag, and his voice was solemn.

Bambi was terrified.

“Don’t be frightened,” the old stag went on, “come with me and don’t be
frightened. I’m glad that I can take you and show you the way....” He
hesitated and added softly, “Before I go.”

Bambi looked wonderingly at the old stag. And suddenly he noticed how
aged he looked. His head was completely gray now. His face was perfectly
gaunt. The deep light was extinguished in his eyes, and they had a
feeble, greenish luster and seemed to be blind.

Bambi and the old stag had not gone far before they caught the first
whiff of that acrid smell that sent such dread and terror to their
hearts.

Bambi stopped. But the old stag went on directly towards the scent.
Bambi followed hesitantly.

The terrifying scent grew stronger and stronger. But the old stag kept
on without stopping. The idea of flight sprang up in Bambi’s mind and
tugged at his heart. It seethed through his mind and body, and nearly
swept him away. But he kept a firm grip on himself and stayed close
behind the old stag.

Then the horrible scent grew so strong that it drowned out everything
else, and it was hardly possible to breathe.

“Here He is,” said the old stag moving to one side.

Through the bare branches, Bambi saw Him lying on the trampled snow a
few steps away.

An irresistible burst of terror swept over Bambi and with a sudden bound
he started to give in to his impulse to flee.

“Halt!” he heard the old stag calling. Bambi looked around and saw the
stag standing calmly where He was lying on the ground. Bambi was amazed
and, moved by a sense of obedience, a boundless curiosity and quivering
expectancy, he went closer.

“Come near,” said the old stag, “don’t be afraid.”

He was lying with His pale, naked face turned upwards, His hat a little
to one side on the snow. Bambi who did not know anything about hats
thought His horrible head was split in two. The poacher’s shirt, open at
the neck, was pierced where a wound gaped like a small red mouth. Blood
was oozing out slowly. Blood was drying on His hair and around His nose.
A big pool of it lay on the snow which was melting from the warmth.

“We can stand right beside Him,” the old stag began softly, “and it
isn’t dangerous.”

Bambi looked down at the prostrate form whose limbs and skin seemed so
mysterious and terrible to him. He gazed at the dead eyes that stared up
sightlessly at him. Bambi couldn’t understand it all.

“Bambi,” the old stag went on, “do you remember what Gobo said and what
the dog said, what they all think, do you remember?”

Bambi could not answer.

“Do you see, Bambi,” the old stag went on, “do you see how He’s lying
there dead, like one of us? Listen, Bambi. He isn’t all-powerful as they
say. Everything that lives and grows doesn’t come from Him. He isn’t
above us. He’s just the same as we are. He has the same fears, the same
needs, and suffers in the same way. He can be killed like us, and then
He lies helpless on the ground like all the rest of us, as you see Him
now.”

There was a silence.

“Do you understand me, Bambi?” asked the old stag.

“I think so,” Bambi said in a whisper.

“Then speak,” the old stag commanded.

Bambi was inspired, and said trembling, “There is Another who is over us
all, over us and over Him.”

“Now I can go,” said the old stag.

He turned away, and they wandered side by side for a stretch.

Presently the old stag stopped in front of a tall oak. “Don’t follow me
any further, Bambi,” he began with a calm voice, “my time is up. Now I
have to look for a resting place.”

Bambi tried to speak.

“Don’t,” said the old stag cutting him short, “don’t. In the hour which
I am approaching we are all alone. Good-by, my son. I loved you dearly.”




                              CHAPTER XXV


Dawn of the summer’s day came hot, without a breath of wind or the usual
morning chill. The sun seemed to come up faster than usual. It rose
swiftly and flashed like a torch with dazzling rays.

The dew on the meadows and bushes was drawn up in an instant. The earth
was perfectly dry so that the clods crumbled. The forest had been still
from an early hour. Only a woodpecker hammered now and then, or the
doves cooed their tireless, fervid tenderness.

Bambi was standing in a little clearing, forming a narrow glade in the
heart of the thicket.

A swarm of midges danced and hummed around his head in the warm
sunshine.

There was a low buzzing among the leaves of the hazel bushes near Bambi,
and a big may-beetle crawled out and flew slowly by. He flew among the
midges, up and up, till he reached the tree-top where he intended to
sleep till evening. His wing-covers folded down hard and neatly and his
wings vibrated with strength.

The midges divided to let the may-beetle pass through, and closed behind
him again. His dark brown body, over which shone the vibrant glassy
shimmer of his whirring wings, flashed for a moment in the sunshine as
he disappeared.

“Did you see him?” the midges asked each other.

“That’s the old may-beetle,” some of them hummed.

Others said, “All of his offspring are dead. Only one is still alive.
Only one.”

“How long will he live?” a number of midges asked.

The others answered, “We don’t know. Some of his offspring live a long
time. They live forever almost.... They see the sun thirty or forty
times, we don’t know exactly how many. Our lives are long enough, but we
see the daylight only once or twice.”

“How long has the old beetle been living?” some very small midges asked.

“He has outlived his whole family. He’s as old as the hills, as old as
the hills. He’s seen more and been through more in this world than we
can even imagine.”

Bambi walked on. “Midge buzzings,” he thought, “midge buzzings.”

A delicate frightened call came to his ears.

He listened and went closer, perfectly softly, keeping among the
thickest bushes, and moving noiselessly as he had long known how to do.

The call came again, more urgent, more plaintively. Fawns’ voices were
wailing, “Mother! Mother!”

Bambi glided through the bushes and followed the calls.

Two fawns were standing side by side, in their little red coats, a
brother and sister, forsaken and despondent.

[Illustration: _Two fawns were standing side by side, in their little
red coats._]

“Mother! Mother!” they called.

Before they knew what had happened Bambi was standing in front of them.
They stared at him speechlessly.

“Your mother has no time for you now,” said Bambi severely.

He looked into the little brother’s eyes. “Can’t you stay by yourself?”
he asked.

The little brother and sister were silent.

Bambi turned and, gliding into the bushes, disappeared before they had
come to their senses. He walked along.

“The little fellow pleases me,” he thought, “perhaps I’ll meet him again
when he’s larger....”

He walked along. “The little girl is nice too,” he thought, “Faline
looked like that when she was a fawn.”

He went on, and vanished in the forest.

                                THE END

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                     _from_ THE INNER SANCTUM _of_
                    SIMON and SCHUSTER _Publishers_
                   31 West 57th Street : _New York_

The _Inner Sanctum_ made three glamorous pilgrimages to the city
of ARTHUR SCHNITZLER, FRANZ WEFREL, RICHARD STRAUSS and
_Eroicastrasse_ [our favorite thoroughfare] in arranging for the
publication of this idyll of a deer: _Bambi, A Life In The Woods_.

Having made numerous channel crossings and having battled with proof in
every tantalizing form, _The Inner Sanctum_ particularly appreciates
the force and grace of JOHN GALSWORTHY'S tribute in the
foreword.

Masterpieces, little or big, are rare phenomena. It is _The Inner
Sanctum's_ profound conviction that the accolade is deserved by
_Bambi_--and a first edition of seventy-five thousand copies is the
ratification of this enthusiasm.

                                                            --ESSANDESS

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                           TRANSCRIBER NOTES

    Misspelled words and printer errors have been corrected. Where
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