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SWEET CICELY

OR JOSIAH ALLEN AS A POLITICIAN

By "Josiah Allen's Wife": Marietta Holley

_With Illustrations_

Eighth Edition


[Illustration: SWEET CICELY.]



TO

THE SAD-EYED MOTHERS,

WHO, LIKE CICELY,

ARE LOOKING ACROSS THE CRADLE OF THEIR

BOYS INTO THE GREAT WORLD OF

TEMPTATION AND DANGER,

This Book is Dedicated.




PREFACE.

Josiah and me got to talkin' it over. He said it wuzn't right to think
more of one child than you did of another.

And I says, "That is so, Josiah."

And he says, "Then, why did you say yesterday, that you loved sweet
Cicely better than any of the rest of your thought-children? You said
you loved 'em all, and was kinder sorry for the hull on 'em, but you
loved her the best: what made you say it?"

Says I, "I said it, to tell the truth."

"Wall, what did you do it _for_?" he kep' on, determined to get a
reason.

"I did it," says I, a comin' out still plainer,--"I did it to keep from
lyin'."

"Wall, when you say it hain't right to feel so, what makes you?"

"I don't know, Josiah," says I, lookin' at him, and beyend him, way into
the depths of emotions and feelin's we can't understand nor help,--

"I don't know why, but I know I do."

And he drawed on his boots, and went out to the barn.

CONTENTS

CHAPTER I

CHAPTER II

CHAPTER III

CHAPTER IV

CHAPTER V

CHAPTER VI

CHAPTER VII

CHAPTER VIII

CHAPTER IX

CHAPTER X

CHAPTER XI

CHAPTER XII

CHAPTER XIII

CHAPTER XIV


SWEET CICELY




CHAPTER I.


It was somewhere about the middle of winter, along in the forenoon, that
Josiah Allen was telegrafted to, unexpected. His niece Cicely and her
little boy was goin' to pass through Jonesville the next day on her way
to visit her aunt Mary (aunt on her mother's side), and she would stop
off, and make us a short visit if convenient.

We wuz both tickled, highly tickled; and Josiah, before he had read the
telegraf ten minutes, was out killin' a hen. The plumpest one in the
flock was the order I give; and I wus a beginnin' to make a fuss, and
cook up for her.

We loved her jest about as well as we did Tirzah Ann. Sweet Cicely was
what we used to call her when she was a girl. Sweet Cicely is a plant
that has a pretty white posy. And our niece Cicely was prettier and
purer and sweeter than any posy that ever grew: so we thought then, and
so we think still.

[Illustration: JOSIAH TELLING THE NEWS TO SAMANTHA.]

Her mother was my companion's sister,--one of a pair of twins, Mary and
Maria, that thought the world of each other, as twins will. Their mother
died when they wus both of 'em babies; and they wus adopted by a rich
aunt, who brought 'em up elegant, and likely too: that I will say for
her, if she wus a 'Piscopal, and I a Methodist. I am both liberal and
truthful--very.

Maria wus Cicely's ma, and she wus left a widow when she wus a young
woman; and Cicely wus her only child. And the two wus bound up in each
other as I never see a mother and daughter in my life before or sense.

The third year after Josiah and me wus married, Maria wusn't well, and
the doctor ordered her out into the country for her health; and she and
little Cicely spent the hull of that summer with us. Cicely wus about
ten; and how we did love that girl! Her mother couldn't bear to have her
out of her sight; and I declare, we all of us wus jest about as bad.
And from that time they used to spend most all of their summers in
Jonesville. The air agreed with 'em, and so did I: we never had a word
of trouble. And we used to visit them quite a good deal in the winter
season: they lived in the city.

Wall, as Cicely got to be a young girl, I used often to set and look at
her, and wonder if the Lord could have made a prettier, sweeter girl
if he had tried to. She looked to me jest perfect, and so she did to
Josiah.

And she knew so much, too, and wus so womanly and quiet and deep. I
s'pose it wus bein' always with her mother that made her seem older and
more thoughtful than girls usially are. It seemed as if her great dark
eyes wus full of wisdom beyend--fur beyend--her years, and sweetness
too. Never wus there any sweeter eyes under the heavens than those of
our niece Cicely.

She wus very fair and pale, you would think at first; but, when you
would come to look closer, you would see there was nothing sickly in
her complexion, only it was very white and smooth,--a good deal like
the pure white leaves of the posy Sweet Cicely. She had a gentle, tender
mouth, rose-pink; and her cheeks wuz, when she would get rousted up and
excited about any thing; and then it would all sort o' die out again
into that pure white. And over all her face, as sweet and womanly as it
was, there was a look of power, somehow, a look of strength, as if she
would venture much, dare much, for them she loved. She had the gift, not
always a happy one, of loving,--a strength of devotion that always has
for its companion-trait a gift of endurance, of martyrdom if necessary.

She would give all, dare all, endure all, for them she loved. You could
see that in her face before you had been with her long enough to see it
in her life.

Her hair wus a soft, pretty brown, about the color of her eyes. And
she wus a little body, slender, and sort o' plump too; and her arms and
hands and neck wus soft and white as snow almost.

Yes, we loved Cicely: and no one could blame us, or wonder at us for
callin' her after the posy Sweet Cicely; for she wus prettier than any
posy that ever blew, enough sight.

Wall, she had always said she couldn't live if her mother died.

But she did, poor little creeter! she did.

Maria died when Cicely wus about eighteen. She had always been delicate,
and couldn't live no longer: so she died. And Josiah and me went right
after the poor child, and brought her home with us.

[Illustration: CICELY.]

She lived, Cicely did, because she wus young, and couldn't die. And
Josiah and me wus dretful good to her; and many's the nights that I
have gone into her room when I'd hear her cryin' way along in the night;
many's the times I have gone in, and took her in my arms, and held her
there, and cried with her, and soothed her, and got her to sleep, and
held her in my arms like a baby till mornin'. Wall, she lived with us
most a year that time; and it wus about two years after, while she wus
to some of her father's folks'es (they wus very rich), that she met the
young man she married,--Paul Slide.

He wus a handsome young man, well-behaved, only he would drink a little
once in a while: he'd got into the habit at college, where his mate wus
wild, and had his turns. But he wus very pretty in his manners, Paul
was,--polite, good-natured, generous-dispositioned,--and very rich.

And as to his looks, there wuzn't no earthly fault to find with him,
only jest his chin. And I told Josiah, that how Cicely could marry a man
with such a chin wus a mystery to me.

And Josiah said, "What is the matter with his chin?"

And I says, "Why, it jest sets right back from his mouth: he hain't got
no chin at all hardly," says I. "The place where his chin ort to be is
nothin' but a holler place all filled up with irresolution and weakness.
And I believe Cicely will see trouble with that chin."

And then--I well remember it, for it was the very first time
after marriage, and so, of course, the very first time in our two
lives--Josiah called me a fool, a "dumb fool," or jest the same as
called me so. He says, "I wouldn't be a dumb fool if I was in your
place."

I felt worked up. But, like warriors on a battle-field, I grew stronger
for the fray; and the fray didn't scare me none.

[Illustration: PAUL SLIDE.]

But I says, "You'll see if you live, Josiah Allen"; and he did.

But, as I said, I didn't see how Cicely ever fell in love with a man
with such a chin. But, as I learned afterwards, she fell in love with
him under a fur collar. It wus on a slay-ride. And he wuz very handsome
from his mouth up, very: his mouth wuz ruther weak. It wus a case of
love at first sight, which I believe in considerable; and she couldn't
help lovin' him, women are so queer.

I had always said that when Cicely did love, it would go hard with her.
Many's the offers she'd had, but didn't care for 'em. But I knew, with
her temperament and nater, that love, if it did come to her, would come
to stay, and it would come hard and voyalent. And so it did.

She worshipped him, as I said at first, under a fur collar. And then,
when a woman once gets to lovin' a man as she did, why, she can't help
herself, chin or no chin. When a woman has once throwed herself in front
of her idol, it hain't so much matter whether it is stuffed full of
gold, or holler: it hain't so much matter _what_ they be, I think.
Curius, hain't it?

It hain't the easiest thing in the world for such a woman as Cicely to
love, but it is a good deal easier for her than to unlove, as she found
out afterwards. For twice before her marriage she saw him out of his
head with liquor; and it wus my advice to her, to give him up.

And she tried to unlove him, tried to give him up.

But, good land! she might jest as well have took a piece of her own
heart out, as to take out of it her love for him: it had become a part
of her. And he told her she could save him, her influence could redeem
him, and it wus the only thing that could save him.

And Cicely couldn't stand such talk, of course; and she believed
him--believed that she could love him so well, throw her influence so
around him, as to hold him back from any evil course.

It is a beautiful hope, the very beautifulest and divinest piece of
folly a woman can commit. Beautiful enough in the sublime martyrdom of
the idee, to make angels smile; and vain enough, and foolish enough in
its utter uselessness, to make sinners weep. It can't be done--not in 98
cases out of a 100 at least.

Why, if a man hain't got love enough for a woman when he is tryin' to
win her affection,--when he is on probation, as you may say,--to stop
and turn round in his downward course, how can she expect he will after
he has got her, and has let down his watch, so to speak?

But she loved him. And when I warned her with tears in my eyes, warned
her that mebby it wus more than her own safety and happiness that wus
imperilled, I could see by the look in her eyes, though she didn't
say much, that it wusn't no use for me to talk; for she wus one of
the constant natures that can't wobble round. And though I don't like
wobblin', still I do honestly believe that the wobblers are happier than
them that can't wobble.

I could see jest how it wuz, and I couldn't bear to have her blamed. And
I would tell folks,--some of the relations on her mother's side,--when
they would say, "What a fool she wus to have him!"--I'd say to 'em,
"Wall, when a woman sees the man she loves goin' down to ruination,
and tries to unlove him, she'll find out jest how much harder it is to
unlove him than to love him in the first place: they'll find out it is a
tough job to tackle."

[Illustration: SAMANTHA AND THE "BLAMERS."]

I said this to blamers of Cicely (relatives, the best blamers you can
find anywhere). But, at the same time, it would have been my way, when
he had come a courtin' me so far gone with liquor that he could hardly
stand up--why, I should have told him plain, that I wouldn't try to set
myself up as a rival to alcohol, and he might pay to that his attentions
exclusively hereafter.

But she didn't. And he promised sacred to abstain, and could, and did,
for most a year; and she married him.

But, jest before the marriage, I got so rousted up a thinkin' about what
I had heard of him at college,--and I studied on his picture, which she
had sent me, took sideways too, and I could see plain (why, he hadn't no
chin at all, as you may say; and his lips was weak and waverin' as
ever lips was, though sort o' amiable and fascinating),--and I got to
forebodin' so about that chin, and my love for her wus a hunchin' me up
so all the time, that I went to see her on a short tower, to beset her
on the subject. But, good land! I might have saved my breath, I might
have saved my tower.

I cried, and she cried too. And I says to her before I thought,--

"He'll be the ruin of you, Cicely."

And she says, "I would rather be beaten by his hand, than to be crowned
by another. Why, I love him, aunt Samantha."

You see, that meant a awful sight to her. And as she looked at me so
earnest and solemn, with tears in them pretty brown eyes, there wus in
her look all that that word could possibly mean to any soul.

But I cried into my white linen handkerchief, and couldn't help it, and
couldn't help sayin', as I see that look,--

"Cicely, I am afraid he will break your heart--kill you"--

"Why, I am not afraid to die when I am with him. I am afraid of
nothing--of life, or death, or eternity."

Well, I see my talk was no use. I see she'd have him, chin or no chin.
If I could have taken her up in my arms, and run away with her then and
there, how much misery I could have saved her from! But I couldn't: I
had the rheumatiz. And I had to give up, and go home disappointed, but
carryin' this thought home with me on my tower,--that I had done my duty
by our sweet Cicely, and could do no more.

As I said, he promised firm to give up drinking. But, good land! what
could you expect from that chin? That chin couldn't stand temptation if
it came in his way. At the same time, his love for Cicely was such, and
his good heart and his natural gentlemanly intuitions was such, that, if
he could have been kep' out of the way of temptation, he would have been
all right.

If there hadn't been drinking-saloons right in front of that chin, if
it could have walked along the road without runnin' right into 'em,
it would have got along. That chin, and them waverin'-lookin', amiable
lips, wouldn't have stirred a step out of their ways to get ruined and
disgraced: they wouldn't have took the trouble to.

And for a year or so he and the chin kep' out of the way of
temptation, or ruther temptation kep' out of their way; and Cicely was
happy,--radiently happy, as only such a nature as hern can be. Her face
looked like a mornin' in June, it wus so bright, and glowing with joy
and happy love.

I visited her, stayed 3 days and 2 nights with her; and I almost forgot
to forebode about the lower part of his face, I found 'em so happy and
prosperous and likely.

Paul wus very rich. He wus the only child: and his pa left 2 thirds of
his property to him, and the other third to his ma, which wus more than
she could ever use while she wus alive; and at her death it wus to go to
Paul and his heirs.

They owned most all of the village they lived in. His pa had owned the
township the village was built on, and had built most all the village
himself, and rented the buildings. He owned a big manufactory there, and
the buildings rented high.

Wall, it wus in the second year of their marriage that that old college
chumb--(and I wish he had been chumbed by a pole, before he had ever
gone there). He had lost his property, and come down in the world,
and had to work for a livin'; moved into that village, and opened a
drinking-saloon and billiard-room.

He had been Paul's most intimate friend at college, and his evil
genius, so his mother said. But he was bright, witty, generous in a way,
unprincipled, dissipated. And he wanted Paul's company, and he wanted
Paul's money; and he had a chin himself, and knew how to manage them
that hadn't any.

Wall, Cicely and his mother tried to keep Paul from that bad influence.
But he said it would look shabby to not take any notice of a man because
he wus down in the world. He wouldn't have much to do with him, but it
wouldn't do to not notice him at all. How curius, that out of good comes
bad, and out of bad, good. That was a good-natured idee of Paul's if he
had had a chin that could have held up his principle; but he didn't.

So he gradually fell under the old influence again. He didn't mean to.
He hadn't no idee of doin' so when he begun. It was the chin.

He begun to drink hard, spent his nights in the saloon,
gambled,--slipped right down the old, smooth track worn by millions of
jest such weak feet, towards ruin. And Cicely couldn't hold him back
after he had got to slippin': her arms wuzn't strong enough.

She went to the saloon-keeper, and cried, and begged of him not to sell
her husband any more liquor. He was very polite to her, very courteous:
everybody was to Cicely. But in a polite way he told her that Paul wus
his best customer, and he shouldn't offend him by refusing to sell him
liquor. She knelt at his feet, I hearn,--her little, tender limbs on
that rough floor before that evil man,--and wept, and said,--

"For the sake of her boy, wouldn't he have mercy on the boy's father."

But in a gentle way he gave her to understand that he shouldn't make no
change.

And he told her, speakin' in a dretful courteous way, "that he had the
law on his side: he had a license, and he should keep right on as he was
doing."

[Illustration: CICELY IN THE SALOON.]

And so what could Cicely do? And time went on, carryin' Paul further and
further down the road that has but one ending. Lower and lower he sunk,
carryin' her heart, her happiness, her life, down with him.

And they said one cold night Paul didn't come home at all, and Cicely
and his mother wus half crazy; and they wus too proud, to the last, to
tell the servants more than they could help: so, when it got to be most
mornin', them two delicate women started out through the deep snow, to
try to find him, tremblin' at every little heap of snow that wus tumbled
up in the path in front of 'em; tremblin' and sick at heart with the
agony and dread that wus rackin' their souls, as they would look
over the cold fields of snow stretching on each side of the road, and
thinkin' how that face would look if it wus lying there staring with
lifeless eyes up towards the cold moonlight,--the face they had kissed,
the face they had loved,--and thinkin', too, that the change that had
come to it--was comin' to it all the time--was more cruel and hopeless
than the change of death.

So they went on, clear to the saloon; and there they found him,--there
he lay, perfectly stupid, and dead with liquor.

And they both, the broken-hearted mother and the broken-hearted
wife, with the tears running down their white cheeks, besought the
saloon-keeper to let him alone from that night.

The mother says, "Paul is so good, that if you did not tempt him, entice
him here, he would, out of pity to us, stop his evil ways."

And the saloon-keeper was jest as polite as any man wus ever seen to
be,--took his hat off while he told 'em, so I hearn, "that he couldn't
go against his own interests: if Paul chose to spend his money there, he
should take it."

"Will you break our hearts?" cried the mother.

"Will you ruin my husband, the father of my boy?" sobbed out Cicely, her
big, sorrowful eyes lookin' right through his soul--if he _had_ a soul.

And then the man, in a pleasant tone, reminded 'em,--

"That it wuzn't him that wus a doin' this. It wus the law: if they
wanted things changed, they must look further than him. He had a
license. The great Government of the United States had sold him, for a
few dollars, the right to do just what he was doing. The law, and all
the respectability that the laws of our great and glorious Republic can
give, bore him out in all his acts. The law was responsible for all
the consequenses of his acts: the men were responsible who voted for
license--it was not him."

"But you _can_ do what we ask if you will, out of pity to Paul, pity to
us who love him so, and who are forced to stand by powerless, and see
him going to ruin--we who would die for him willingly if it would do any
good. You _can_ do this."

He was a little bit intoxicated, or he wouldn't have gid 'em the cruel
sneer he did at the last,--though he sneeren polite,--a holdin' his hat
in his hand.

"As I said, my dear madam, it is not I, it is the law; and I see no
other way for you ladies who feel so about it, only to vote, and change
the laws."

"Would to God I _could!_" said the old white-haired mother, with her
solemn eyes lifted to the heavens, in which was her only hope.

"Would to God I could!" repeated my sweet Cicely, with her eyes fastened
on the face of him who had promised to cherish her, and comfort her,
and protect her, layin' there at her feet, a mark for jeers and sneers,
unable to speak a word, or lift his hand, if his wife and mother had
been killed before him.

But they couldn't do any thing. They would have lain their lives down
for him at any time, but that wouldn't do any good. The lowest, most
ignorant laborer in their employ had power in this matter, but they had
none. They had intellectual power enough, which, added to their
utter helplessness, only made their burden more unendurable; for they
comprehended to the full the knowledge of what was past, and what must
come in the future unless help came quickly. They had the strength of
devotion, the strength of unselfish love.

They had the will, but they hadn't nothin' to tackle it onto him with,
to draw him back. For their prayers, their midnight watches, their
tears, did not avail, as I said: they went jest so far; they touched
him, but they lacked the tacklin'-power that was wanted to grip holt of
him, and draw him back. What they needed was the justice of the law to
tackle the injustice; and they hadn't got it, and couldn't get holt of
it: so they had to set with hands folded, or lifted to the heavens in
wild appeal,--either way didn't help Paul any,--and see him a sinkin'
and a sinkin', slippin' further and further down; and they had to let
him go.

He drunk harder and harder, neglected his business, got quarrelsome. And
one night, when the heavens was curtained with blackness, like a pall
let down to cover the accursed scene, he left Cicely with her pretty
baby asleep on her bosom, went down to the saloon, got into a quarrel
with that very friend of hisen, the saloon-keeper, over a game of
billiards,--they was both intoxicated,--and then and there Paul
committed _murder_, and would have been hung for it if he hadn't died in
State's prison the night before he got his sentence.

[Illustration: PAUL SHOOTING HIS FRIEND.]

Awful deed! Dreadful fate! But no worse, as I told Josiah when he wus a
groanin' over it; no worse, I told the children when they was a cryin'
over it; no worse, I told my own heart when the tears wus a runnin' down
my face like rain-water,--no worse because Cicely happened to be our
relation, and we loved her as we did our own eyes.

And our broad land is _full_ of jest such sufferin's, jest such crimes,
jest such disgrace, caused by the same cause;--as I told Josiah,
suffering, disgrace, and crime made legal and protected by the law.

And Josiah squirmed as I said it; and I see him squirm, for he believed
in it: he believed in licensing this shame and disgrace and woe; he
believed in makin' it respectable, and wrappin' round it the mantilly of
the law, to keep it in a warm, healthy, flourishin' condition. Why, he
had helped do it himself; he had helped the United States lift up the
mantilly; he had voted for it.

He squirmed, but turned it off by usin' his bandana hard, and sayin', in
a voice all choked down with grief,--

"Oh, poor Cicely! poor girl!"

"Yes," says I, "'poor girl!' and the law you uphold has made her; 'poor
girl'--has killed her; for she won't live through it, and you and the
United States will see that she won't."

He squirmed hard; and my feelin's for him are such that I can't bear
to see him squirm voyalently, as much as I blamed him and the United
States, and as mad as I was at both on 'em.

So I went to cryin' agin silently under my linen handkerchief, and he
cried into his bandana. It wus a awful blow to both on us.

Wall, she lived, Cicely did, which was more than we any one of us
thought she could do. I went right there, and stayed six weeks with her,
hangin' right over her bed, night and day; and so did his mother,--she a
brokenhearted woman too. Her heart broke, too, by the United States; and
so I told Josiah, that little villain that got killed was only one of
his agents. Yes, her heart was broke; but she bore up for Cicely's sake
and the boy's. For it seemed as if she felt remorsful, and as if it was
for them that belonged to him who had ruined her life, to help her all
they could.

Wall, after about three weeks Cicely begun to live. And so I wrote to
Josiah that I guessed she would keep on a livin' now, for the sake of
the boy.

And so she did. And she got up from that bed a shadow,--a faint, pale
shadow of the girl that used to brighten up our home for us. She was our
sweet Cicely still. But she looked like that posy after the frost has
withered it, and with the cold moonlight layin' on it.

Good and patient she wuz, and easy to get along with; for she seemed to
hold earthly things with a dretful loose grip, easy to leggo of 'em. And
it didn't seem as if she had any interest at all in life, or care for
any thing that was a goin' on in the world, till the boy wus about four
years old; and then she begun to get all rousted up about him and
his future. "She _must_ live," she said: "she had got to live, to do
something to help him in the future."

[Illustration: CICELY AND THE BOY.]

"She couldn't die," she told me, "and leave him in a world that was so
hard for boys, where temptations and danger stood all round her boy's
pathway. Not only hidden perils, concealed from sight, so he might
possibly escape them, but open temptations, open dangers, made as
alluring as private avarice could make them, and made as respectable as
dignified legal enactments could make them,--all to draw her boy down
the pathway his poor father descended." For one of the curius things
about Cicely wuz, she didn't seem to blame Paul hardly a mite, nor not
so very much the one that enticed him to drink. She went back further
than them: she laid the blame onto our laws; she laid the responsibility
onto the ones that made 'em, directly and indirectly, the legislators
and the voters.

Curius that Cicely should feel so, when most everybody said that he
could have stopped drinking if he had wanted to. But then, I don't know
as I could blame her for feelin' so when I thought of Paul's chin and
lips. Why, anybody that had them on 'em, and was made up inside and
outside accordin', as folks be that have them looks; why, unless they
was specially guarded by good influences, and fenced off from bad
ones,--why, they _could not_ exert any self-denial and control and
firmness.

Why, I jest followed that chin and that mouth right back through seven
generations of the Slide family. Paul's father wus a good man, had a
good face; took it from his mother: but his father, Paul's grandfather,
died a drunkard. They have got a oil-portrait of him at Paul's old home:
I stopped there on my way home from Cicely's one time. And for all the
world he looked most exactly like Paul,--the same sort of a irresolute,
handsome, weak, fascinating look to him. And all through them portraits
I could trace that chin and them lips. They would disappear in some of
'em, but crop out agin further back. And I asked the housekeeper, who
had always lived in the family, and wus proud of it, but honest; and she
knew the story of the hull Slide race.

And she said that every one of 'em that had that face had traits
accordin'; and most every one of 'em got into trouble of some kind.

One or two of 'em, specially guarded, I s'pose, by good influences, got
along with no further trouble than the loss of the chin, and the feelin'
they must have had inside of 'em, that they wuz liable to crumple right
down any minute.

And as they wus made with jest them looks, and jest them traits, born
so, entirely unbeknown to them, I don't know as I can blame Cicely for
feelin' as she did. If temptation hadn't stood right in the road in
front of him, why, he'd have got along, and lived happy. That's Cicely's
idee. And I don't know but she's in the right ont.

But as I said, when her child wus about four years old, Cicely took a
turn, and begun to get all worked up and excited by turns a worryin'
about the boy. She'd talk about it a sight to me, and I hearn it from
others.

She rousted up out of her deathly weakness and heartbroken, stunted
calm,--for such it seemed to be for the first two or three years after
her husband's death. She seemed to make an effort almost like that of a
dead man throwin' off the icy stupor of death, and risin' up with numbed
limbs, and shakin' off the death-robes, and livin' agin. She rousted up
with jest such a effort, so it seemed, for the boy's sake.

She must live for the boy; she must work for the boy; she must try to
throw some safeguards around his future. What _could_ she do to help
him? That wus the question that was a hantin' her soul.

It wus jest like death for her to face the curius gaze of the world
again; for, like a wounded animal, she had wanted to crawl away, and
hide her cruel woe and disgrace in some sheltered spot, away from the
sharp-sot eyes of the babblin' world.

But she endured it. She came out of her quiet home, where her heart had
bled in secret; she came out into society again; and she did every
thing she could, in her gentle, quiet way. She joined temperance
societies,--helped push 'em forward with her money and her influence.
With other white-souled wimmen, gentle and refined as she was, she went
into rough bar-rooms, and knelt on their floors, and prayed what her sad
heart wus full of,--for pity and mercy for her boy, and other mothers'
boys,--prayed with that fellowship of suffering that made her sweet
voice as pathetic as tears, and patheticker, so I have been told.

But one thing hurt her influence dretfully, and almost broke her own
heart. Paul had left a very large property, but it wus all in the
hands of an executor until the boy wus of age. He wus to give Cicely a
liberal, a very liberal, sum every year, but wus to manage the property
jest as he thought best.

He wus a good business man, and one that meant to do middlin' near
right, but wus close for a bargain, and sot, awful sot. And though he
wus dretful polite, and made a stiddy practice right along of callin'
wimmen "angels," still he would not brook a woman's interference.

Wall, he could get such big rents for drinkin'-saloons, that four
of Cicely's buildings wus rented for that purpose; and there wus one
billiard-room. And what made it worse for Cicely seemin'ly, it wus her
own property, that she brought to Paul when she wus married, that wus
invested in these buildings. At that time they wus rented for dry-goods
stores, and groceries. But the business of the manufactories had
increased greatly; and there wus three times the population now there
wus when she went there to live, and more saloons wus needed; and these
buildings wus handy; and the executer had big prices offered to him,
and he would rent 'em as he wanted to. And then, he wus something of a
statesman; and he felt, as many business men did, that they wus fairly
sufferin' for more saloons to enrich the government.

Why, out of every hundred dollars that them poor laboring-men had earned
so hardly, and paid into the saloons for that which, of course, wus
ruinous to themselves and families, and, of course, rendered them
incapable of all labor for a great deal of the time,--why, out of that
hundred dollars, as many as 2 cents would go to the government to enrich
it.

Of course, the government had to use them 2 cents right off towards
buyin' tight-jackets to confine the madmen the whiskey had made, and
poorhouse-doors for the idiots it had breeded, to lean up aginst, and
buryin' the paupers, and buyin' ropes to hang the murderers it had
created.

But still, in some strange way, too deep, fur too deep, for a woman's
mind to comprehend, it wus dretful profitable to the government.

Now, if them poor laborin'-men had paid that 2 cents of theirn to the
government themselves, in the first place, in direct taxation, why, that
wouldn't have been statesmanship. That is a deep study, and has a great
many curius performances, and it has to perform.

[Illustration: UNCLE SAM ENRICHING THE GOVERNMENT.]

Cicely tried her very best to get the executor to change in this one
matter; but she couldn't move him the width of a horse-hair, and he a
smilin' all the time at her, and polite. He liked Cicely: nobody could
help likin' the gentle, saintly-souled little woman. But he wus sot: he
wus makin' money fast by it, and she had to give up.

And rough men and women would sometimes twit her of it,--of her property
bein' used to advance the liquor-traffic, and ruin men and wimmen; and
she a feelin' like death about it, and her hands tied up, and powerless.
No wonder that her face got whiter and whiter, and her eyes bigger and
mournfuller-lookin'.

Wall, she kep' on, tryin' to do all she could: she joined the Woman's
Temperance Union; she spent her money free as water, where she thought
it would do any good, and brought up the boy jest as near right as she
could possibly bring him up; and she prayed, and wept right when she wus
a bringin' of him, a thinkin' that _her_ property wus a bein' used every
day and every hour in ruinin' other mothers' boys. And the boy's face
almost breakin' her heart every time she looked at it; for, though he
wus jest as pretty as a child could be, the pretty rosy lips had the
same good-tempered, irresolute curve to 'em that the boy inherited
honestly. And he had the same weak, waverin' chin. It was white and rosy
now, with a dimple right in the centre, sweet enough to kiss. But
the chin wus there, right under the rosy snow and the dimple; and I
foreboded, too, and couldn't blame Cicely a mite for her forebodin', and
her agony of sole.

I noticed them lips and that chin the very minute Josiah brought him
into the settin'-room, and set him down; and my eyes looked dubersome at
him through my specks. Cicely see it, see that dubersome look, though
I tried to turn it off by kissin' him jest as hearty as I could after
I had took the little black-robed figure of his mother, and hugged her
close to my heart, and kissed her time and time agin.

She always dressed in the deepest of mournin', and always would. I knew
that.

Wall, we wus awful glad to see Cicely. I had had the old fireplace fixed
in the front spare room, and a crib put in there for the boy; and I went
right up to her room with her. And when we had got there, I took her
right in my arms agin, as I used to, and told her how glad I wus, and
how thankful I wus, to have her and the boy with us.

The fire sparkled up on the old brass handirons as warm as my welcome.
Her bed and the boy's bed looked white and cozy aginst the dark red
of the carpet and the cream-colored paper. And after I had lowered the
pretty ruffled muslin curtains (with red ones under 'em), and pulled
a stand forward, and lit a lamp,--it wus sundown,--the room looked
cheerful enough for anybody, and it seemed as if Cicely looked a little
less white and brokenhearted. She wus glad to be with me, and said
she wuz. But right there--before supper; and we could smell the roast
chicken and coffee, havin' left the stair-door open--right there, before
we had visited hardly any, or talked a mite about other wimmen, she
begun on what she wanted to do, and what she _must_ do, for the boy.

I had told her how the boy had grown, and that sot her off. And from
that night, every minute of her time almost, when she could without
bein' impolite and troublesome (Cicely wus a perfect lady, inside and
out), she would talk to me about what she wanted to do for the boy, to
have the laws changed before he grew up; she didn't dare to let him go
out into the world with the laws as they was now, with temptation on
every side of him.

[Illustration: THE SPARE ROOM.]

"You know, aunt Samantha," she says to me, "that I wanted to die when my
husband died; but I want to live now. Why, I _must_ live; I cannot
die, I dare not die until my boy is safer. I will work, I will die if
necessary, for him."

It wus the same old Cicely, I see, not carin' for herself, but carin'
only for them she loved. Lovin' little creeter, good little creeter, she
always wuz, and always would be. And so I told Josiah.

Wall, we had the boy set between us to the supper-table, Josiah and me
did, in Thomas Jefferson's little high-chair. I had new covered it on
purpose for him with bright copperplate calico.

And that night at supper, and after supper, I judged, and judged
calmly,--we made the estimate after we went to bed, Josiah and me
did,--that the boy asked 3 thousand and 85 questions about every thing
under the sun and moon, and things over 'em, and outside of 'em, and
inside.

Why, I panted for breath, but wouldn't give in. I was determined to use
Cicely first-rate, and we loved the boy too. But, oh! it was a weary
love, and a short-winded love, and a hoarse one.

We went to bed tuckered completely out, but good-natured: our love for
'em held us up. And when we made the estimate, it wuzn't in a cross
tone, but amiable, and almost winnin'. Josiah thought they went up into
the trillions. But I am one that never likes to set such things too
high; and I said calmly, 3,000 and 85. And finally he gin in that mebby
it wuzn't no more than that.

Cicely told me she couldn't stay with us very long now; for her aunt
Mary wuz expectin' to go away to the Michigan pretty soon, to see a
daughter who wus out of health,--had been out of it for some time,--and
she wanted a visit from her neice Cicely before she went. But she
promised to come back, and make a good visit on her way home.

And so it was planned. The next day was Sunday, and Cicely wus too tired
with her journey to go to meetin'. But the boy went. He sot up, lookin'
beautiful, by the side of me on the back seat of the Democrat; his uncle
Josiah sot in front; and Ury drove. Ury Henzy, he's our hired man, and
a tolerable good one, as hired men go. His name is Urias; but we always
call him Ury,--spelt U-r-y, Ury,--with the emphasis on the U.

Wall, that day Elder Minkly preached. It wus a powerful sermon, about
the creation of the world, and how man was made, and the fall of Adam,
and about Noah and the ark, and how the wicked wus destroyed. It wus a
middlin' powerful sermon; and the boy sot up between Josiah and me, and
we wus proud enough of him. He had on a little green velvet suit and a
deep linen collar; and he sot considerable still for him, with his eyes
on Elder Minkly's face, a thinkin', I guess, how he would put us through
our catechism on the way home. And, oh! didn't he, didn't he do it? I
s'pose things seem strange to children, and they can't help askin' about
'em.

But 4,000 wus the estimate Josiah and me calculated on our pillows that
night wus the number of questions the boy asked on our way home, about
the creation, how the world wus made, and the ark--oh, how he harressed
my poor companion about the animals! "Did they drive 2 of all the
animals in the world in that house, uncle Josiah?"

[Illustration: GOING TO MEETING.]

"Yes," says Josiah.

"2 elfants, and rinosterhorses, and snakes, and snakes, and bears, and
tigers, and cows, and camels, and hens?"

"Yes, yes."

"And flies, uncle Josiah?--did they drive in two flies? and mud-turkles?
and bumble-bees? and muskeeters? Say, uncle Josiah, did they drive in
muskeeters?"

"I s'pose so."

"_How_ could they drive in two muskeeters?"

"Oh! less stop talkin' for a spell--shet up your little mouth," says
Josiah in a winnin' tone, pattin' him on his head.

"I can shut up my mouth, uncle Josiah, but I can't shut up my thinker."

Josiah sithed; and, right while he wus a sithin', the boy commenced agin
on a new tack.

"What for a lookin' place was paradise?" And then follered 800 questions
about paradise. Josiah sweat, and offered to let the boy come back, and
set with me. He had insisted, when we started from the meetin'-house, on
havin' the boy set on the front seat between him and Ury.

But I demurred about any change, and leaned back, and eat a sweet apple.
I don't think it is wrong Sundays to eat a sweet apple. And the boy kep'
on.

"What did Adam fall off of? Did he fall out of the apple-tree?"

"No, no! he fell because he sinned."

But the boy went right on, in a tone of calm conviction,--

"No big man would be apt to fall a walking right along. He fell out of
the apple-tree."

And then he says, after a minute's still thought,--

"I believe, if I had been there, and had a string round Adam's leg, I
could kep' him from fallin' off;--and say, where was the Lord? Couldn't
He have kept him? say, couldn't He?"

"Yes: He can do any thing."

"Wall, then, why didn't He?"

Josiah groaned, low.

"If Adam hadn't fell, I wouldn't have fell, would I?--nor you--nor
Ury--nor anybody?"

"No: I s'pose not."

"Wall, wouldn't it have paid to kept Adam up? Say, uncle Josiah, say!"

"Oh! less talk about sunthin' else," says my poor Josiah. "Don't you
want a sweet apple?"

"Yes; and say! what kind of a apple was it that Adam eat? Was it a sweet
apple, or a greening, or a sick-no-further? And say, was it _right_
for all of us to fall down because Adam did? And how did _I_ sin just
because a man eat an apple, and fell out of an apple-tree, when I never
saw the apple, or poked him offen the tree, or joggled him, or any
thing--when I wasn't there? Say, how was it wrong, uncle Josiah? When I
wasn't _there!_"

My poor companion, I guess to sort o' pacify him, broke out kinder a
singin' in a tone full of fag, "'In Adam's fall, we sinned all.'" Josiah
is sound.

"And be I a sinning now, uncle Josiah? and a falling? And is everybody a
sinning and a falling jest because that one man eat one apple, and fell
out of an apple-tree? Say, is it _right_, uncle Josiah, for you and
me, and everybody that is on the earth, to keep a falling, and keep
a falling, and bein' blamed, and every thing, when we hadn't done any
thing, and wasn't _there?_ And _say_, will folks always keep a falling?"

"Yes, if they hain't good."

[Illustration: JOSIAH CLOSING THE CONVERSATION.]

"_How_ can they keep a falling? If Adam fell out of the apple-tree,
wouldn't he have struck on the ground, and got up agin? And if anybody
falls, why, why, mustn't they come to the bottom sometime? If there is
something to fall off of, mustn't there be something to hit against? And
_say_"--

Here the boy's eyes looked dreamier than they had looked, and further
off.

"Was I made out of dirt, uncle Josiah?"

"Yes: we are all made out of dust."

"And did God breathe our souls into us? Was it His own self, His own
life, that was breathed into us?"

"Yes," says Josiah, in a more fagged voice than he had used durin' the
intervue, and more hopelesser.

"Wall, if God is in us, how can He lose us again? Wouldn't it be a
losing His own self? And how could God lose Himself? And what did He
find us for, in the first place, if He wus going to lose us again?"

Here Josiah got right up in the Democrat, and lifted the boy, and sot
him over on the seat with me, and took the lines out of Ury's hands, and
drove the old mair at a rate that I told him wus shameful on Sunday, for
a perfessor.

[Illustration: "IT WUS ON A SLAY-RIDE "]




CHAPTER II.


Wall, Cicely and the boy staid till Tuesday night. Tuesday afternoon the
children wus all to home on a invitation. (I had a chicken-pie, and done
well by 'em.)

And nothin' to do but what Cicely and the boy must go home with 'em:
they jest think their eyes of Cicely. And I couldn't blame 'em for
wantin' her, though I hated to give her up.

She laid out to stay a few days, and then come back to our house for a
day or two, and then go on to her aunt Mary's. But, as it turned out,
the children urged her so, she stayed most two weeks.

And the very next day but one after Cicely went to the children's--And
don't it beat all how, if visitors get to comin', they'll keep a comin'?
jest as it is if you begin to have trials, you'll have lots of 'em, or
broken dishes, or any thing.

Wall, it wus the very next mornin' but one after Cicely had gone, and
my voice had actually begun to sound natural agin (the boy had kep' me
hoarse as a frog answerin' questions). I wus whitewashin' the kitchen,
havin' put it off while Cicely wus there; and there wus a man to work a
patchin' up the wall in one of the chambers,--and right there and then,
Elburtus Smith Gansey come. And truly, we found him as clever a critter
as ever walked the earth.

It wus jest before korkuss; and he wus kinder visatin' round amongst
his relations, and makin' himself agreable. He is my 5th cousin,--5th
or 6th. I can't reely tell which, and I don't know as I care much; for
I think, that, after you get by the 5th, it hain't much matter anyway. I
sort o' pile 'em all in promiscous. Jest as it is after anybody gets to
be 70 years old, it hain't much matter how much older they be: they are
what you may call old, anyway.

But I think, as I said prior and beforehand, that he wus a 5th. His
mother wus a Butrick, and her mother wus a Smith. So he come to make us
a visit, and sort o' ellectioneer round. He wanted to get put in county
judge; and so, the korkuss bein' held in Jonesville, I s'pose he thought
he'd come down, and endear himself to us, as they all do.

I am one that likes company first-rate, and I always try to do well by
'em; but I tell Josiah, that somehow city folks (Elburtus wus brought
up in a city) are a sort of a bother. They require so much, and give
you the feelin', that, when you are a doin' your very best for 'em, they
hain't satisfied. You see, some folks'es best hain't nigh so good as
other folks'es 3d or 4th.

But this feller--why! I liked him from the first minute I sot my eyes on
him. I hadn't seen him before sence I wus a child, and so didn't feel so
awful well acquainted with him; or, that is, I didn't, as it were, feel
intimate. You know, when you don't see anybody from the time you are
babies till you are married, and have lost a good many teeth, and
considerable hair, you can't feel over and above intimate with 'em at
first sight.

But I liked him, he wus so unassuming and friendly, and took every
thing so peaceable and pleasant. And he deserved better things than what
happened to him.

You see, I wus a cleanin' house when he come, cleanin' the kitchen at
that out-of-the-way time of year on account of Cicely's visit, and on
account of repairin' that had promised to be done by Josiah Allen, and
delayed from week to week, and month to month, as is the way with men.
But finally he had got it done, and I wus ready to the minute with my
brush and scourin'-cloth.

I wus a whitewashin' when he come, and my pail of whitewash wus hung
up over the kitchen-door; and I stood up on a table, a whitewashin' the
ceilin, when I heard a buggy drive up to the door, and stop. And I stood
still, and listened; and then I heard a awful katouse and rumpus, and
then I heard hollerin'; and then I heard Josiah's voice, and somebody
else's voice, a talkin' back and forth, sort o' quick and excited.

Now, some wimmen would have been skairt, and acted skairt; but I didn't.
I jest stood up on that table, cool and calm as a statue of Repose
sculped out of marble, and most as white (I wus all covered with
whitewash), with my brush held easy and firm in my right hand, and my
left ear a listenin'.

Pretty soon the door opened right by the side of the table, and in come
Josiah Allen and a strange man. He introduced him to me as Elburtus
Gansey, my 4th cousin; and I made a handsome curchy. I s'pose, bein' up
on the table, the curchy showed off to better advantage than it would if
I had been on the floor: it looked well. But I felt that I ort to shake
hands with him; and, as I went to step down into a chair to get down
(entirely unbeknown to me), my brush hit against that pail, and down
come that pail of whitewash right onto his back. (If it had been his
head, it would have broke it.)

[Illustration: EXCELLENT LIME.]

I felt as if I should sink. But he took it the best that ever wus. He
said, when Josiah and me wus a sweepin' him off, and a rubbin' him off
with wet towels, that "it wusn't no matter at all." And he spoke up so
polite and courteous, that "it seemed to be first-rate whitewash: he
never see better, whiter lime in his life, than that seemed to be."
And then he sort o' felt of it between his thumb and finger, and asked
Josiah "where did he get that lime, and if they had any more of it. He
didn't believe they could get such lime outside of Jonesville." He acted
like a perfect gentleman.

And he told me, in that same polite, pleasant tone, how Josiah's old
sheep had knocked him over 3 times while he wus a comin' into the house.
He said, with that calm, gentle smile, "that no sooner would he get up,
than he would stand off a little, and then rush at him with his head
down, and push him right over."

Says I, "It is a perfect shame and a disgrace," says I. "And I have
told you, Josiah Allen, that some stranger would get killed by that old
creeter; and I should think you would get rid of it."

"Wall, I lay out to, the first chance I get," says he.

Elburtus said "it would almost seem to be a pity, it was so strong and
healthy a sheep." He said he never met a sheep under any circumstances
that seemed to have a sounder, stronger constitution. He said of course
the sheep and he hadn't met under the pleasantest of circumstances, and
it wusn't over and above pleasant to be knocked down by it three or four
times; but he had found that he couldn't have every thing as he wanted
it in this world, and the only way to enjoy ourselves wus to take things
as they come.

Says I, "I s'pose that wus the way you took the sheep;" and he said, "It
was."

And then he went on to say in that amiable way of hisen, "that it
probably made it a little harder for him jest at that time, as he
wus struck by lightnin' that mornin'." (There had been a awful
thunder-storm.)

Says Josiah, all excitement, "Did it strike you sensible?"

Says I, "You mean senseless, Josiah Allen."

"Wall, I said so, didn't I? Did it strike you senseless, Mr. Gansey?"

"No," he said: it only stunted him. And then he went on a praisin' up
our Jonesville lightnin'. He said it wus about the cleanest, quickest
lightnin' he ever see. He said he believed we had the smartest lightnin'
in our county that you could find in the nation.

So good he acted about every thing. It beat all. Why, he hadn't been in
the house half an hour when he offered to help me whitewash. I told him
I wouldn't let him, for it would spile his clothes, and he hadn't ever
been there a visitin' before, and I didn't want to put him to work.
But he hung on, and nothin' to do but what he had got to take hold and
whitewash. And I had to give up and let him; for I thought it wus better
manners to put a visiter to work, than it wus to dispute and quarrel
with 'em: and, of course, he wasn't used to it, and he filled one eye
most full of lime. It wus dretful painful, dretful.

But I swabbed it out with viniger, and it got easier about the middle of
the afternoon. It bein' work that he never done before, the whitewashin'
looked like fury; but I done it all over after him, and so I got along
with it, though it belated me. But his offerin' to do it showed his good
will, anyway.

I shouldn't have done any more at all after Elburtus had come, only I
had got into the job, and had to finish it; for I always think it is
better manners, when visitors come unexpected, and ketch you in some
mean job, to go on and finish it as quick as you can, ruther than to set
down in the dirt, and let them, ditto, and the same.

And Josiah was ketched jest as I wus, for he had a piece of winter wheat
that wus spilin' to be cut; and he had got the most of it down, and had
to finish it: it wus lodged so he had to cut it by hand,--the machine
wouldn't work on it. And jest as quick as Elburtus had got so he could
see out of that eye, nothin' to do but what he had got to go out and
help Josiah cut that wheat. He hadn't touched a scythe for years and
years, and it wasn't ten minutes before his hands wus blistered on the
inside. But he would keep at it till the blisters broke, and then he had
to stop anyway.

He got along quite well after that: only the lot where Josiah wus to
work run along by old Bobbet'ses, and he had carried a jug of sweetened
water and viniger and ginger out into the lot, and Elburtus had talked
so polite and cordial to him, a conversin' on politics, that he got
attached to him, and treated him to the sweetened water.

[Illustration: ELBURTUS ENDEARIN' HIMSELF TO MR. BOBBET.]

And Elburtus, not wantin' to hurt his feelin's, drinked about 3 quarts.
It made him deathly sick, for it went aginst his stomach from the first:
he never loved it. And Miss Bobbet duz fix it dretful sickish,--sweetens
it with sale mollasses for one thing.

Oh, how sick that feller wus when he come in to supper! had to lay right
down on the lounge.

Says I, "Elburtus, what made you drink it, when it went aginst your
stomach?" says I.

"Why," says he in a faint voice, and pale round his lips as any thing,
"I didn't want to hurt his feelin's by refusin'."

Says I, out to one side, "Did you ever, Josiah Allen, see such goodness
in your life?"

"I never see such dumb foolishness," says he. "I'd love to have
anybody ketch me a drinkin' three or four quarts of such stuff out of
politeness."

"No," says I coldly: "you hain't good enough."

Wall, that night his bed got a fire. It seemed as if every thing under
the sun wus a goin' to happen to that man while he wus here. You see,
the house wus all tore up a repairing and I had to put him up-stairs:
and the bed had been moved out by carpenters, to plaster a spot behind
the bed; and, unbeknown to me, they had set it too near the stove-pipe.
And the hot pipe run right up by the side of it, right by the
bed-clothes. It took fire from the piller-case.

We smelt a dretful smudge, and Josiah run right up-stairs: it had only
jest ketched a fire, and Elburtus was sound asleep; and Josiah, the
minute he see what wus the matter, he jest ketched up the water-pitcher,
and throwed the water over him; and bein' skairt and tremblin', the
pitcher flew out of his hand, and went too, and hit Elburtus on the end
of his nose, and took a piece of skin right off.

He waked up sudden; and there he wus, all drownded out, and a piece gone
off of his nose.

Now, most any other man would have acted mad. Josiah would have acted
mad as a mad dog, and madder. But you ort to see how good Elburtus took
it, jest as quick as he got his senses back. Josiah said he could almost
take his oath that he swore out as cross a oath as he ever heard swore
the first minute before he got his eyes opened, but I believe he wus
mistaken. But anyway, the minute his senses come back, and he see where
he wuz, you ort to see how he behaved. Never, never did I hear of such
manners in all my born days! Josiah told me all about it.

There Elburtus stood, with his nose a bleedin', and his whiskers singed,
and a drippin' like a mushrat. But, instead of jawin' or complainin',
the first thing he said wuz, "What a splendid draft our stove must have,
or else the stove-pipe wouldn't be so hot!" (I had done some cookin'
late in the evenin', and left a fire in the stove.)

And he said our stove-wood must be of the very best quality; and he
asked Josiah where he got it, and if he had to pay any thing extra for
that kind. He said he'd give any thing if he could get holt of a cord of
such wood as that!

Josiah said he felt fairly stunted to see such manners; and he went
to apologisin' about how awful bad it was for him to get his whiskers
singed so, and how it wus a pure axident his lettin' the pitcher slip
out of his hand, and he wouldn't have done it for nothin' if he could
have helped it, and he wus afraid it had hurt him more than he thought
for.

And such manners as that clever critter showed then! He said he was a
calculatin' to get his whiskers cut that very day, and it was all for
the best; he persumed they wus singed off in jest the shape he wanted
'em: and as for his nose, he wus always ashamed of it; it wus always too
long, and he should be glad if there wus a piece gone off of it: Josiah
had done him a favor to help him get rid of a piece of it.

Why, when Josiah told it all over to me after he come down, I told him
"I believed sunthin' would happen to that man before long. I believed he
wus too good for earth."

Josiah can't bear to hear me praise up any mortal man only himself, and
he muttered sunthin' about "he bet he wouldn't be so tarnel good after
'lection."

But I wouldn't hear 110 such talk; and says I,--

"If there wus ever a saint on earth, it is Elburtus Smith Gansey;" and
says I, "If you try to vote for anybody else, I'll know the reason why."

"Wall, wall! who said I wus a goin' to? I shall probable vote in the
family; but he hain't no more saint than I be."

I gin him a witherin' look; but, as it wus dark as pitch in the room,
he didn't act withered any. And I spoke out agin, and says I, in a low,
deep voice,--

"If it wus one of the relations on your side, Josiah Allen, you would
say he acted dretful good."

And he says, "There is such a thing, Samantha, as bein' _too_ good--too
_dumb_ good."

I didn't multiply any more words with him, and we went to sleep.

Wall, that is jest the way that feller acted for the next five days.
Why, the neighbors all got to lovin' him so, why, they jest about
worshipped him. And Josiah said that there wuzn't no use a talkin',
Elburtus would get the nomination unanimous; for everybody that had
seen him appear (and he had been all over the town appearing to 'em, and
endearin' himself to 'em, cleer out beyond Jonesville as far as Spoon
Settlement and Loontown), why, they jest thought their eyes of him, he
wus so thoughtful and urbane and helpful. Why, there hain't no tellin'
how much helpfuler he wuz than common folks, and urbaner.

Why, Josiah and me drove into Jonesville one day towards night; and
Elburtus had been there all day. Josiah had some cross-gut saws that he
wanted to get filed, and had happened to mention it before Elburtus; and
nothin' to do but he must go and carry 'em to the man in Jonesville that
wus goin' to do it, and help him file 'em. Josiah told him we wus goin'
over towards night with the team, and could carry 'em as well as not;
and he hadn't better try to help, filin' saws wus such a sort of a
raspin' undertakin'. But Elburtus said "he should probably go through
more raspin' jobs before he died, or got the nomination; and Josiah
could have 'em to bring home that night." So he sot out with 'em walkin'
a foot.

[Illustration: ELBERTUS APPEARIN']

Wall, when we drove in, I see Elburtus a liftin' and a luggin', a
loadin' a big barrell into a double wagon for a farmer; and I says,--

"What under the sun is Elburtus Gansey a doin'?"

And Josiah says, in a gay tone,--

"He is a electionerin', Samantha: see him sweat," says he. "Salt is
heavy, and political life is wearin', when anybody goes into it deep,
and tackles it in the way Elburtus tackles it."

He seemed to think it wus a joke; but I says,--

"He is jest a killin' himself, Josiah Allen; and you would set here, and
see him."

"I hain't a runnin'," says he in a calm tone.

"No," says I: "you wouldn't run a step to help anybody. And see there,"
says I. "How good, how good that man is!"

Elburtus had finished loadin' the salt, and now he wus a holdin' the
horses for the man to load some spring-beds. And the horses wus skairt
by 'em, and wuz jest a liftin' Elburtus right up offen his feet. Why,
they pranced, and tore, and lifted him up, and switched him round, and
then they'd set him down with a crash, and whinner.

But that man smiled all the time, and took off his hat, and bowed to me:
we went by when he wus a swingin' right up in the air. I never see the
beat of his goodness. Why, we found out afterwards, that, besides filin'
them saws, he had loaded seven barrells of salt that day, besides other
heavy truck. That night he wus perfectly beat out--but good.

Josiah said that Philander Dagget'ses wive's brother wouldn't have no
chance at all. He wanted the nomination awful, and Philander had been
a workin' for him all he could; and if Elburtus hadn't come down to
Jonesville, and showed off such a beautiful demeanor and actions, why,
we all thought that Philander's wive's brother would have got it. And I
couldn't help feelin' kind o' sorry for him, though highly tickled for
Elburtus. We both of us, Josiah and me, felt very pleased and extremely
tickled to think that Elburtus wus so sure of it; for there wus a good
deal of money in the office, besides honor, sights of honor.

Wall, when the mornin' of town-meetin' came, that critter wus so awful
clever that nothin' to do but what he must help Josiah do the chores.

And amongst other chores Josiah had to do that mornin', wus to carry
home a plow that belonged to old Dagget. And old Dagget wanted Josiah,
when he had got through with it, to carry it to his son Philander's: and
Philander had left word that he wanted it that mornin'; and he wanted it
carried down to his lower barn, that stood in a meadow a mile away from
any house. Philander'ses land run in such a way that he had to build it
there to store his fodder.

Wall, time run along, and it got time to start for town-meetin', and
Elburtus couldn't be found. I hollered to him from the back stoop, and
Josiah went out to the barn and hollered; but nothin' could be seen of
him. And Josiah got all ready, and waited, and waited; and I told him
that Elburtus had probable got in such a hurry to get there, that he
had started on a foot, and he had better drive on, and he would
overtake him. So finally he did; and he drove along clear to Jonesville,
expectin' to overtake him every minute, and didn't. And the hull day
passed off, and no Elburtus. And nobody had seen him. And everybody
thought it looked so curius in him, a disapearin' as he did, when they
all knew that he had come down to our part of the county a purpose
to get the nomination. Why, his disapearin' as he did looked so awful
strange, that they didn't know what to make of it.

[Illustration: ELBURTUS HOLDING THE HORSES.]

And the opposition side, Philander Daggets'es wive's brother's friends,
started the story that he wus arrested for stealin' a sheep, and wus
dragged off to jail that mornin'.

Of course Josiah tried to dispute it; but, as he wus as much in the dark
as any of 'em as to where he wuz, his disputin' of it didn't amount to
any thing. And then, Josiah's feelin' so strange about Elburtus made his
eyes look kinder glassy and strange when they wus talkin' to him about
it; and they got up the story, so I hearn, that Josiah helped him off
with the sheep, and wus feelin' like death to have him found out.

And the friends of Philander Daggets'es wive's brother had it all their
own way, and he wus elected almost unanimous. Wall, Josiah come home
early, he wus so worried about Elburtus. He thought mebby he had come
back home after he had got away, and wus took sick sudden. And his first
words to me wuz,--

"Where is Elburtus? Have you seen Elburtus?"

And then wus my time to be smit and horrow-struck. And the more we got
to thinkin' about it, the more wonderful did it seem to us, that
that man had dissapeared right in broad daylight, jest as sudden and
mysterious as if the ground had opened, and swallowed him down, or as if
he had spread a pair of wings, and flown up into the sky.

Not that I really thought he had. I couldn't hardly associate the idee
of heaven and endless repose with a short frock-coat and boots, and
a blue necktie and a stiff shirt-collar. But, oh! how strange and
mysterious it did seem to be! We talked it over and over, and we could
not think of any thing that could happen to him. He knew enough to keep
out of the creek; and there wasn't no woods nigh where he could get
lost, and he wus too old to be stole. And so we thought and thought, and
racked our 2 brains.

And finally I says, "Wall! it hain't happened for several thousand
years, but I don't know what to think. We read of folks bein' translated
up to heaven when they get too good for earth, and you know I have told
you several times that he wus too clever for earth. I have thought he
wus not of the earth, earthy."

"And I have thought," says he, sort o' snappish, "that he wus of
politics, politicky."

Says I, "Josiah Allen, I should be afraid, if I wus in your place, to
talk in that way in such a time as this," says I. "I have felt, when I
see his actions when he wus knocked over by that sheep, and covered with
lime, and sot fire to, I have felt as if we wus entertainin' a angel
unawares."

"Yes," says he, "it _wuz unawares_, entirely _unawares_ to me."

His axent wus dry, dry as chaff, and as full of ironry as a oven-door or
flat-iron.

"Wall," says I, "mebby you will see the time, before the sun rises on
your bald head again, that you will be sorry for such talk." Says I, "If
it wus one of the relation on your side, mebby you would talk different
about him." That touched him; and he snapped out,--

"What do you s'pose I care which side he wus on? And I should think it
wus time to have a little sunthin' to eat: it must be three o'clock if
it is a minute."

Says I, "Can you eat, Josiah Allen, in such a time as this?"

"I could if I could _get_ any thing to eat," says he; "but there don't
seem to be much prospect of it."

Says I, "The best thing you can do, Josiah Allen, is to foller his
tracks. The ground is kinder soft and spongy, and you can do it," says
I. "Where did he go to last from here?"

"Down to Philander Daggets'es, to carry home his plow."

"That angel man!" says I.

"That angel fool!" says Josiah. "Who asked him to go?"

Says I, "When a man gets too good for earth, there is other ways to
translate him besides chariots of fire. Who knows but what he has fell
down in a fit! And do you go this minute, Josiah Allen, and foller his
tracks!"

"I sha'n't foller nobody's tracks, Samantha Allen, till I have sunthin'
to eat."

I knew there wuzn't no use of reasonin' no further with him then; for
when he said Samantha Allen in that axent, I knew he wus as sot as a
hemlock post, and as hard to move as one. And so my common sense bein'
so firm and solid, even in such a time as this, I reasoned it right out,
he wouldn't stir till he had sunthin' to eat, and so the sooner I got
his supper, the sooner he would go and foller Elburtus'es tracks. So I
didn't spend no more strength a arguin', but kep' it to hurry up; and
my reason is such, strong and vigorous and fur-seein', that I knew the
better supper he had, the more animated would be his search. So I got a
splendid supper, but quick.

[Illustration: HUNTING FOR ELBURTUS.]

But, oh! all the time I wus a gettin' it, this solemn and awful question
wus a hantin' me,--What had become of Elburtus Smith Gansey? What had
become of the relation on my side? Oh, the feelin's I felt! Oh, the
emotions I carried round with me, from buttery to teakettle, and from
teapot to table!

But finally, after eatin' longer than it seemed to me he ever eat before
(such wus my feelin's), Josiah started off acrost the lot, towards
Daggets'es barn. And I stood in the west door, with my hand over my
eyes, a watchin' him most every minute he wus gone. And when that man
come back, he come a laughin'. And I wus that madded, to have him look
in that sort of a scorfin' way, that I wouldn't say a word to him; and
he come into the house a laughin', and sot down and crossed his legs a
laughin', and says he,--

"What do you s'pose has become of the relation on your side?" And says
he, snickerin' agin,--

"You wus in the right on it, Samantha,--he did asscend: he went up!" And
agin he snickered loud. And says I coldly, cold as ice almost,--

"If I wuzn't a perfect luny, or idiot, I'd talk as if I knew sunthin'.
You know I said that, as one who allegores. If you have found Elburtus
Gansey, I'd say so, and done with it."

"Wall," says he, "you _wuz_ in the right of it, and that is what tickles
me. He got locked up in Dagget's barn. He asscended, jest as I told you.
He went up the ladder over the hay, to throw down fodder, and got locked
up _axidental_." And, as he said "axidental," he snickered worse than
ever.

And I says, "It is a mean, miserable, good for nothin', low-lived
caper! And Philander Dagget done it a purpose to keep Elburtus from the
town-meetin', so his wive's brother would get the election. And, if
I wus Elburtus Gansey, I'd sue him, and serve a summons on him, and
prosicute him."

"Why," says Josiah, in the same hilarious axent, and the same scorfin'
look onto him, "Philander says he never felt so worked up about any
thing in his life, as he did when he unlocked the barn-door to-night,
and found Elburtus there. He said he felt as if he should sink, for
he wus so afraid that some evil-minded person might say he done it a
purpose. And he said what made him feel the worst about it wuz to think
that he should have shut him up axidental when he wus a helpin' so
good."

Says I, "The mean, impudent creeter! As good as Elburtus wuz!"

"Wall," says Josiah, "you know what I told you,--there is such a thing
as bein' _too_ good."

I wouldn't multiply no more words on the subject, I wus that wrought up
and excited and mad; and I wouldn't give in a mite to Josiah Allen, and
wouldn't want it repeated now so he could hear it, but I do s'pose that
wus the great trouble with Elburtus,--he wus a leetle _too_ good.

And, come to think it over, I don't s'pose Philander had laid any plot
to keep him away from 'lection; but he is a great case for fun, and he
had laughed and tickled about Elburtus bein' so polite and helpful, and
had made a good deel of fun of him. And then, he thinks a awful sight of
his wive's brother, and wanted him to get the election.

And I s'pose the idee come to him after Elburtus had got down to the
barn where he wus a fodderin' his sheep.

You see, if Elburtus had let well enough alone, and not been _too_ good,
every thing would have gone off right then, but he wouldn't. Nothin' to
do but he must help Philander get down his fodder. And I s'pose then
the idee come to him that he would shet him up, and keep him there till
after 'lection wus over. For I don't believe a word about its bein' a
axident. And I don't believe Josiah duz, though he pretends he duz. But
every time he says that word "axident," he will laugh out so sort o'
aggravatin'. That is what mads me to this day.

But, as Josiah says, who would have thought that Elburtus would have
offered to carry that plow home, and throw down the fodder?

But, at any rate, Philander turned the key on him while he wus up
over-head, and locked him in there for the day. A meaner, low-liveder,
miserabler caper, I never see nor heard of.

But the way Philander gets out of it (he is a natural liar, and has had
constant practice), he don't deny lockin' the door, but he says he wus
to work on the outside of the barn, and he s'posed Elburtus had gone
out, and gone home; and he locked the door, and went away.

He says (the mean, sneakin', hippocritical creeter!) that he feels like
death about it, to think it happened so, and on that day too. And he
says what makes him feel the meanest is, to think it was his wive's
brother that wus up on the other side, and got the nomination. He says
it leaves room for talk.

And there it is. You can't sue a man for lockin' his own barn-door. And
Elburtus wouldn't want it brought into court, anyway; for folks would
be a wonderin' so what under the sun he wus a prowlin' round for up
overhead in Philander Daggets'es barn.

So he wus obliged to let the subject drop, and Philander has it all his
own way. And they say his wive's brother give him ten silver dollars
for his help. And that is pretty good pay for turnin' one lock, about 2
seconts' work.

Wall, anyway, that wus the last thing that happened to Elburtus in
Jonesville; and whether he took it polite and easy, or not, I don't
know. For that night, when Philander went down to the barn to fodder,
jest before Josiah went there, and let him out (and acted perfectly
suprised and horrified at findin' him there, Philander did, so I have
been told), Elburtus started a bee-line for the depo, and never come
back here at all; and he left a good new handkerchief, and a shirt, and
3 paper collars.

And whether he has kep' on a sufferin', or not, I don't know. Mebby he
had his trials in one batch, as you may say, and is now havin' a spell
of enjoyments. I am sure, I hope so; for a cleverer, good-natureder,
polite-appearin'er creeter, _I_ never see, nor don't expect to see agin
in my life; and so I tell Josiah.




CHAPTER III.


The next evenin' follerin' after the exodus of Elburtus Gansey, Josiah
and I, thinkin' that we needed a relaxation to relax our two minds, rode
into Jonesville. We went in the Democrat, at my request; for I wus in
hopes Cicely would come home with us.

And she did. We had a good ride. I sot in front with Josiah at his
request; and what made it pleasanter wuz, the boy stood up in the
Democrat behind me a good deal of the way, with his arms round my neck,
a kissin' me.

And when I waked up in the mornin', I wus glad to think they wus there.
Though Cicely wuzn't well: I could see she wuzn't. I felt sad at the
breakfast-table to see how her fresh young beauty wus bein' blowed away
by the sharp breath of sorrow's gale.

But she wus sweet and gentle as ever the posy wus we had named her
after. No Sweet Cicely blow wus ever sweeter and purer than she wuz.
After I got my work all done up below,--she offerin' to help me, and a
not lettin' her lift her finger,--I went up into her room, where there
wus a bright fire on the hearth, and every thing looked cozy and snug.

The boy, havin' wore himself out a harrowin' his uncle Josiah and Ury
with questions, had laid down on the crimson rug in front of the fire,
and wus fast asleep, gettin' strength for new labors.

And Cicely sot in a little low rockin'-chair by the side of him. She had
on a white flannel mornin'-dress, and a thin white zephyr worsted shawl
round her; and her silky brown hair hung down her back, for she had been
a brushin' it out; and she looked sweet and pretty enough to kiss; and I
kissed her right there, before I sot down, or any thing.

And then, thinks'es I as I sot down, we will have a good, quiet visit,
and talk some about other wimmen. (No runnin' 'em: I'd scorn it, and so
would she.)

But I thought I'd love to talk it over with her, about what good
housekeepers Tirzah Ann and Maggie wuz. And I wanted to hear what she
thought about the babe, and if she could say in cander that she ever see
a little girl equal her in graces of mind and body.

And I wanted to hear all about her aunt Mary and her aunt Melissa (on
her father's side). I knew she had had letters from 'em. And I wanted
to hear how she that was Jane Smith wuz, that lived neighbor to her
aunt Mary's oldest daughter, and how that oldest daughter wuz, who
wus s'posed to be a runnin' down. And I wanted to hear about Susan Ann
Grimshaw, who had married her aunt Melissy's youngest son. There wus
lots of news that I felt fairly sufferin' for, and lots of news that I
felt like disseminatin' to her.

But, if you'll believe it, jest as I had begun to inquire, and take
comfort, she branched right off, a lady-like branch, and a courteous
one, but still a branch, and begun to talk about "what should she
do--what could she do--for the boy."

And she looked down on him as he lay there, with such a boundless love,
and a awful dread in her eyes, that it was pitiful in the extreme to see
her; and says she,--

"What will become of him in the future, aunt Samantha, with the laws as
they are now?"

[Illustration: THE BABY.]

And with such a chin and mouth as he has got, says I to myself, lookin'
down on him; but I didn't say it out loud. I am too well bread.

"It must be we can get the laws changed before he grows up. I dare not
trust him in a world that has such temptations, such snares set ready
for him. Why," says she--And she fairly trembled as she said it. She
would always throw her whole soul into any thing she undertook; and in
this she had throwed her hull heart, too, and her hull life--or so it
seemed to me, to look at her pale face, and her big, glowin' eyes, full
of sadness, full of resolve too.

"Why, just think of it! How he will be coaxed into those
drinking-saloons! how, with his easy, generous, good-natured ways,--and
I know he will have such ways, and be popular,--a bright, handsome young
man, and with plenty of money. Just think of it! how, with those open
saloons on every side of him, when he can't walk down the street without
those gilded bars shining on every hand; and the friends he will make,
gay, rich, thoughtless young men like himself--they will laugh at him
if he refuses to do as they do; and with my boy's inherited tastes and
temperament, his easiness to be led by those he loves, what will hinder
him from going to ruin as his poor father did? What will keep him, aunt
Samantha?"

And she busted out a cryin'.

I says, "Hush, Cicely," layin' my hand on hern. It wus little and soft,
and trembled like a leaf. Some folks would have called her nervous and
excitable; but I didn't, thinkin' what she had went through with the
boy's father.

Says I, "There is One who is able to save him. And, instead of gettin'
yourself all worked up over what may never be, I think it would be
better to ask Him to save the boy."

"I do ask Him, every day, every hour," says she, sobbin' quieter like.

"Wall, then, hush up, Cicely."

And sometimes she would hush up, and sometimes she wouldn't.

But how she would talk about what she wanted to do for him! I heard her
talkin' to her uncle Josiah one day.

You see, she worried about the boy to that extent, and loved him so,
that she would have been willin' to have had her head took right off,
if that would have helped him, if it would have insured him a safe and
happy future; but it wouldn't: and so she was willin' to do any other
hard job if there wus any prospect of its helpin' the boy.

She wus willin' to vote on the temperance question.

But Josiah wus more sot than usial that mornin' aginst wimmen's votin';
and he had begun himself on the subject to Cicely; had talked powerful
aginst it, but gentle: he loved Cicely as he did his eyes.

He had been to a lecture the night before, to Toad Holler, a little
place between Jonesville and Loontown. He and uncle Nate Burpy went up
to hear a speech aginst wimmen's suffrage, in a Democrat.

Josiah said it wus a powerful speech. He said uncle Nate said, "The
feller that delivered it ort to be President of the United States:" he
said, "That mind ort to be in the chair."

And I said I persumed, from what I had heard of it, that his mind wuz
tired, and ort to set down and rest.

I spoke light, because Josiah Allen acted so high-headed about it. But I
do s'pose it wus a powerful effort, from what I hearn.

He talked dretful smart, they say, and used big words.

[Illustration: A GREAT EFFORT.]

The young feller that gin the lecture, and his sister, oldest, and she
set her eyes by him. She had took care of the old folks, supported 'em
and lifted 'em round herself; took all the care of 'em in every way
till they died: and then this boy didn't seem to have much faculty for
gettin' along; so she educated him, sewed for tailors' shops, and got
money, and sent him to school and college, so he could talk big.

And it was such a comfort to that sister, to sort o' rest off for
an evenin' from makin' vests and pantaloons, cheap, to furnish him
money!--it was so sort o' restful to her to set and hear him talk large
aginst wimmen's suffrage and the weakness and ineficiency of wimmen!

He said, the young chap did, and proved it right out, so they said,
"that the franchise was too tuckerin' a job for wimmen to tackle, and
that wimmen hadn't the earnestness and persistency and deep forethought
to make her valuable as a franchiser--or safe."

You see, he had his hull strength, the young chap did; for his sister
had clothed him, as well as boarded him, and educated him: so he could
talk powerful. He could use up quantities of wind, and not miss it,
havin' all his strength.

His speech made a deep impression on men and wimmen. His sister bein'
so wore out, workin' so hard, wept for joy, it was so beautiful, and
affected her so powerful. And she said "she never realized till that
minute how weak and useless wimmen really was, and how strong and
powerful men was."

It wus a great effort. And she got a extra good supper for him that
night, I heard, wantin' to repair the waste in his system, caused
by eloquence. She wus supportin' him till he got a client: he wus a
studyin' law.

Wall, Josiah wus jest full of his arguments; and he talked 'em over to
Cicely that mornin'.

But she said, after hearin' 'em all, "that she wus willin' to vote
on the temperance question. She had thought it all over," she said.
"Thought how the nation lay under the curse of African slavery until
that race of slaves were freed. And she believed, that when women who
were now in legal bondage, were free to act as their heart and reason
dictated, that they, who suffered most from intemperance, would be the
ones to strike the blow that would free the land from the curse."

Curius that she should feel so, but you couldn't get the idee out of her
head. She had pondered over it day and night, she said,--pondered over
it, and prayed over it.

And, come to think it over, I don't know as it wus so curius after all,
when I thought how Paul had ruined himself, and broke her heart, and
how her money wus bein' used now to keep grog-shops open, four of her
buildin's rented to liquor-dealers, and she couldn't help herself.

Cicely owned lots of other landed property in the village where she
lived; and so, of course, her property wus all taxed accordin' to its
worth. And its bein' the biggest property there, of course it helped
more than any thing else did to keep the streets smooth and even before
the saloon-doors, so drunkards could get there easy; and to get new
street-lamps in front of the saloons and billiard-rooms, so as to make a
real bright light to draw 'em in and ruin 'em.

There wus a few--the doctor, who knew how rum ruined men's bodies; and
the minister, he knew how it ruined men's souls--they two, and a few
others, worked awful hard to get the saloons shut up.

But the executor, who wanted the town to go license, so's he could make
money, and thinkin' it would be for her interest in the end, hired votes
with her money. Her money used to hire liquor-votes! So she heard, and
believed. The idee!

So her money, and his influence, and the influence of low appetites,
carried the day; and the liquor-traffic won. The men who rented her
houses, voted for license to a man. Her property used agin to spread the
evil! She labored with these men with tears in her eyes. And they liked
her. She was dretful good to 'em. (As I say, she held the things of this
world with a loose grip.)

They listened to her respectful, stood with their hats in their' hands,
answerin' her soft, and went soft out of her presence--and voted license
to a man. You see, they wus all willin' to give her love and courtesy
and kindness, but not the right to do as her heaven-learnt sense of
right and wrong wanted her to. She had a fine mind, a pure heart: she
had been through the highest schools of the land, and that higher,
heavenly school of sufferin', where God is the teacher, and had
graduated from 'em with her lofty purposes refined and made luminous
with some thin' like the light of Heaven.

But those men--many of 'em who did not know a letter of the alphabet,
whose naturally dull minds had become more stupified by habitual
vice--those men, who wus her inferiors, and her servants in every thing
else, wus each one of 'em her king here, and she his slave: and they
compelled her to obey their lower wills.

Wall, Cicely didn't think it wus right. Curius she should think so, some
folks thought, but she did.

But all this that wore on her wus as nothin' to what she felt about the
boy,--her fears for his future. "What could she do--what _could_ she do
for the boy, to make it safer for him in the future?"

And I had jest this one answer, that I'd say over and over agin to
her,--

"Cicely, you can pray! That is all that wimmen can do. And try to
influence him right now. God can take care of the boy."

"But I can't keep him with me always; and other influences will come,
and beat mine down. And I have prayed, but God don't hear my prayer."

And I'd say, calm and soothin', "How do you know, Cicely?"

And she says, "Why, how I prayed for help when my poor Paul went down to
ruin, through the open door of a grog-shop! If the women of the land had
it in their power to do what their hearts dictate,--what the poorest,
lowest _man_ has the right to do,--every saloon, every low grog-shop,
would be closed."

She said this to Josiah the mornin' after the lecture I speak of. He sot
there, seemin'ly perusin' the almanac; but he spoke up then, and says,--

"You can't shet up human nater, Cicely: that will jump out any way. As
the poet says, 'Nater will caper.'"

But Cicely went right on, with her eyes a shinin', and a red spot in her
white cheeks that I didn't like to see.

"A thousand temptations that surround my boy now, could be removed, a
thousand low influences changed into better, helpful ones. There are
drunkards who long, who pray, to have temptations removed out of their
way,--those who are trying to reform, and who dare not pass the door of
a saloon, the very smell of the liquor crazing them with the desire for
drink. They want help, they pray to be saved; and we who are praying to
help them are powerless. What if, in the future, my boy should be like
one of them,--weak, tempted, longing for help, and getting nothing but
help towards vice and ruin? Haven't mothers a right to help those
they love in _every_ way,--by prayer, by influence, by legal right and
might?"

"It would be a dangerous experiment, Cicely," says Josiah, crossin' his
right leg over his left, and turnin' the almanac to another month. "It
seems to me sunthin' unwomanly, sunthin' aginst nater. It is turnin'
the laws of nater right round. It is perilous to the domestic nature of
wimmen."

"I don't think so," says I. "Don't you remember, Josiah Allen, how
you worried about them hens that we carried to the fair? They wus so
handsome, and such good layers, that I really wanted the influence of
them hens to spread abroad. I wanted otherfolks to know about 'em, so's
to have some like 'em. But you worried awfully. You wus so afraid that
carryin' the hens into the turmoil of public life would have a tendency
to keep 'em from wantin' to make nests and hatch chickens! But it
didn't. Good land! one of 'em made a nest right there, in the coop to
the fair, with the crowd a shoutin' round 'em, and laid two eggs. You
can't break up nature's laws; _they_ are laid too deep and strong for
any hammer we can get holt of to touch 'em; all the nations and empires
of the world can't move 'em round a notch.

"A true woman's deepest love and desire are for her home and her loved
ones, and planted right in by the side of these two loves of hern is a
deathless instinct and desire to protect and save them from danger.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA'S HENS.]

"Good land! I never heard a old hen called out of her spear, and
unhenly, because she would fly out at a hawk, and cackle loud, and
cluck, and try to lead her chickens off into safety. And while the
rooster is a steppin' high, and struttin' round, and lookin' surprised
and injured, it is the old hen that saves the chickens, nine times out
of ten.

"It is against the evil hawks,--men-hawks,--that are ready to settle
down, and tear the young and innocent out of the home nest, that
wimmen are tryin' to defend their children from. And men may talk about
wimmen's gettin' too excited and zealous; but they don't cluck and
cackle half so loud as the old hen does, or flutter round half so
earnest and fierce.

"And the chicken-hawk hain't to be compared for danger to the men-hawks
Cicely is tryin' to save her boy from. And I say it is domestic love
in her to want to protect him, and tenderness, and nature, and grace,
and--and--every thing."

I wus wrought up, and felt deeply, and couldn't express half what I
felt, and didn't much care if I couldn't. I wus so rousted up, I felt
fairly reckless about carin' whether Josiah or anybody understood me
or not. I knew the Lord understood me, and I knew what I felt in my own
mind, and I didn't much care for any thing else. Wimmen do have such
spells. They get fairly wore out a tryin' to express what they feel in
their souls to a gain-sayin' world, and have that world yell out at 'em,
"Unwomanly! unwomanly!" I say, Cicely wuzn't unwomanly. I say, that,
from the very depths of her lovin' little soul, she wus pure womanly,
affectionate, earnest, tender-hearted, good; and, if anybody tells me
she wuzn't, I'll know the reason why.

But, while I wus a reveryin' this, my Josiah spoke out agin', and
says,--

"Influence the world through your child, Cicely! influence him, and let
him influence the world. Let him make the world better and purer by your
influencein' it through him."

"Why not use that influence _now, myself_? I have it here right in my
heart, all that I could hope to teach to my boy, at the best. And why
wait, and set my hopes of influencing the world through him, when a
thousand things may happen to weaken that influence, and death and
change may destroy it? Why, my one great fear and dread is, that my
boy will be led away by other, stronger influences than mine,--the
temptations that have overthrown so many other children of prayer--how
dare I hope that my boy will withstand them? And death may claim him
before he could bear my influence to the world. Why not use it now,
myself, to help him, and other mothers' boys? If it is, as you say, an
experiment, why not let mothers try it? It could not do any harm; and it
would ease our poor, anxious hearts some, to make the effort, even if
it proved useless. No one can have a deeper interest in the children's
welfare than their mothers. Would they be apt to do any thing to harm
them?"

And then I spoke up, entirely unbeknown to myself, and says,--

"Selfishness has had its way for years and years in politics, and now
why not let unselfishness have it for a change? For, Josiah Allen," says
I firmly, "you know, and I know, that, if there is any unselfishness in
this selfish world, it is in the heart of a mother."

"It would be apt to be dangerous," says Josiah, crossin' his left leg
over his right one, and turnin' to a new month in the almanac. "It would
most likely be apt to be."

"_Why_?" says Cicely. "Why is it dangerous? Why is it wrong for a women
to try to help them she would die for? Yes," says she solemnly, "I would
die for Paul any time if I knew it would smooth his pathway, make it
easier for him to be a good man."

"Wall, you see, Cicely," says Josiah in a soft tone,--his love for her
softenin' and smoothin' out his axent till it sounded almost foolish and
meachin',--"you see, it would be dangerous for wimmen to vote, because
votin' would be apt to lower wimmen in the opinion of us men and the
public generally. In fact, it would be apt to lower wimmen down to
mingle in a lower class. And it would gaul me dretfully," says Josiah,
turnin' to me, "to have our sweet Cicely lower herself into a lower
grade of society: it would cut me like a knife."

And then I spoke right up, for I can't stand too much foolishness at one
time from man or woman; and I says,--

"I'd love to have you speak up, Josiah Allen, and tell me how wimmen
would go to work to get any lower in the opinion of men; how they could
get into any lower grade of society than they are minglin' with now.
They are ranked now by the laws of the United States, and the will of
men, with idiots, lunatics, and criminals. And how pretty it looks for
you men to try to scare us, and make us think there is a lower class we
could get into! _There hain't any lower class that we can get into_ than
the ones we are in now; and you know it, Josiah Allen. And you sha'n't
scare Cicely by tryin' to make her think there is."

He quailed. He knew there wuzn't. He knew he had said it to scare us,
Cicely and me, and he felt considerable meachin' to think he had got
found out in it. But he went on in ruther of a meek tone,--

"It would be apt to make talk, Cicely."

"What do I care for talk?" says she. "What do I care for honor, or
praise, or blame? I only want to try to save my boy."

[Illustration: CICELY AND HER PEERS.]

And she kep' right on with her tender, earnest voice, and her eyes a
shinin' like stars,--

"Have I not a right to help him? Is he not _my_ child? Did not God give
me a _right_ to him, when I went down into the darkness with God alone,
and a soul was given into my hands? Did I not suffer for him? Have I not
been blessed in him? Why, his little hands held me back from the gates
of death. By all the rights of heavenliest joy and deepest agony--is he
not _mine_? Have I not a _right_ to help him in his future?

"Now I hold him in my arms, my flesh, my blood, my life. I hold him on
my heart now: he is _mine_. I can shield him from danger: if he should
fall into the flames, I could reach in after him, and die with him, or
save him. God and man give me that right now: I do not have to ask for
it.

"But in a few years he will go out from me, carrying my own life with
him, my heart will go with him, to joy or to death. He will go out into
dangers a thousand-fold worse than death,--dangers made respectable and
legal,--and I can't help him.

"_I_ his mother, who would die for him any hour--I must stand with my
eyes open, but my hands bound, and see him rushing headlong into flames
tenfold hotter than fire; see him on the brink of earthly and eternal
ruin, and can't reach out my hand to hold him back. My _boy!_ My _own!_
Is it right? Is it just?"

And she got up, and walked the room back and forth, and says,--

"How can I bear the thought of it? How can I live and endure it? And how
can I die, and leave the boy?"

And her eyes looked so big and bright, and that spot of red would look
so bright on her white cheeks, that I would get skairt. And I'd try to
sooth her down, and talk gentle to her. And I says,--

"All things are possible with God, and you must wait and hope."

But she says, "What will hope do for me when my boy is lost? I want to
save him now."

It did beat all, as I told Josiah, out to one side, to see such hefty
principles and emotions in such a little body. Why, she didn't weigh
much over 90, if she did any.

And Josiah whispered back, "All women hain't like Cicely."

And I says in the same low, deep tones, "All men hain't like George
Washington! Now get me a pail of water."

And he went out. But it did beat all, how that little thing, when she
stood ready, seemin'ly, to tackle the nation--I've seen her jump up in a
chair, afraid of a mice. The idee of anybody bein' afraid of a mice, and
ready to tackle the Constitution!

And she'd blush up red as a rosy if a stranger would speak to her. But
she would fight the hull nation for her boy.

And I'd try to sooth her (for that red spot on her cheeks skairt me, and
I foreboded about her). I said to her after Josiah went out, a holdin'
her little hot hands in mine,--for sometimes her hands would be hot and
feverish, and then, agin, like two snowflakes,--

"Cicely, women's voting on intemperance would, as your uncle Josiah
says, be a experiment. I candidly think and believe that it would be
a good thing,--a blessin' to the youth of the land, a comfort to the
females, and no harm to the males. But, after all, we don't know what it
would do"--

"I _know_" says she. And her eyes had such a far-off, prophetic look in
'em, that I declare for't, if I didn't almost think she _did_ know. I
says to myself,--

"She's so sweet and unselfish and good, that I believe she's more than
half-ways into heaven now. The Holy Scriptures, that I believe in, says,
'Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.' And it don't
say where they shall see Him, or when. And it don't say that the light
that fell from on high upon the blessed mother of our Lord, shall never
fall again on other heart-broken mothers, on other pure souls beloved of
Him."

And it is the honest truth, that it would not have surprised me much
sometimes, as she wus settin' in the twilight with the boy in her arms,
if I had seen a halo round her head; and so I told Josiah one night,
after she had been a settin' there a holdin' the boy, and a singin' low
to him,--

  "'A charge to keep I have,--
    A God to glorify;
  A never-dying soul to save,
    And fit it for the sky.'"

It wuzn't _her_ soul she wus a thinkin' of, I knew. She didn't think of
herself: she never did.

And after she went to bed, I mentioned the halo. And Josiah asked what
that was. And I told him it was "the inner glory that shines out from a
pure soul, and crowns a holy life."

And he said "he s'posed it was some sort of a headdress. Wimmen was so
full of new names, he thought it was some new kind of a crowfar."

I knew what he meant. He didn't mean crowfar, he meant _crowfure_. That
is French. But I wouldn't hurt his feelin's by correctin' him; for I
thought "fur" or "fure," it didn't make much of any difference.

[Illustration: "A CHARGE TO KEEP I HAVE."]

Wall, the very next day, when Josiah came from Jonesville,--he had been
to mill,--he brought Cicely a letter from her aunt Mary. She wanted
her to come on at once; for her daughter, who wus a runnin' down, wus
supposed to be a runnin' faster than she had run. And her aunt Mary
was goin' to start for the Michigan very soon,--as soon as she got well
enough: she wasn't feelin' well when she wrote. And she wanted Cicely to
come at once.

So she went the next day, but promised that jest as quick as she got
through visitin' her aunt and her other relations there, she would come
back here.

So she went; and I missed her dretfully, and should have missed her more
if it hadn't been for the state my companion returned in after he had
carried Cicely to the train.

He come home rampant with a new idee. All wrought up about goin' into
politics. He broached the subject to me before he onharnessed, hitchin'
the old mair for the purpose. He wanted to be United-States senator. He
said he thought the nation needed him.

"Needs you for what?" says I coldly, cold as a ice suckle.

"Why, it needs somebody it can lean on, and it needs somebody that can
lean. I am a popular man," says he. "And if I can help the nation, I
will be glad to do it; and if the nation can help me, I am willin'. The
change from Jonesville to Washington will be agreeable and relaxin', and
I lay out to try it."

Says I, in sarkastick tones, "It is a pity you hain't got your free pass
to go on:--you remember that incident, don't you, Josiah Allen?"

"What of it?" he snapped out. "What if I do?"

"Wall, I thought then, that, when you got high-headed and haughty on any
subject agin, mebby you would remember that pass, and be more modest and
unassuming."

He riz right up, and hollered at me,--

"Throw that pass in my face, will you, at this time of year?"

And he started for the barn, almost on the run.

But I didn't care. I wus bound to break up this idee of hisen at once.
If I hadn't been, I shouldn't have mentioned the free pass to him. For
it is a subject so gaulin' to him, that I never allude to it only in
cases of extreme danger and peril, or uncommon high-headedness.

Now I have mentioned it, I don't know but it will be expected of me to
tell about this pass of hisen. But, if I do, it mustn't go no further;
for Josiah would be mad, mad as a hen, if he knew I told about it.

I will relate the history in another epistol.




CHAPTER IV.


This free pass of Josiah Allen's wus indeed a strange incident, and it
made sights and sights of talk.

But of course there wus considerable lyin' about it, as you know the way
is. Why, it does beat all how stories will grow.

Why, when I hear a story nowadays, I always allow a full half for
shrinkage, and sometimes three-quarters; and a good many times that
hain't enough. Such awful lyin' times! It duz beat all.

But about this strange thing that took place and happened, I will
proceed and relate the plain and unvarnished history of it. And what I
set down in this epistol, you can depend upon. It is the plain truth,
entirely unvarnished: not a mite of varnish will there be on it.

A little over two years ago Josiah Allen, my companion, had a
opportunity to buy a wood-lot cheap. It wus about a mild and a half from
here, and one side of the lot run along by the side of the railroad. A
Irishman had owned it previous and prior to this time, and had built a
little shanty on it, and a pig-pen. But times got hard, the pig died,
and owing to that, and other financikal difficulties, the Irishman had
to sell the place, "ten acres more or less, runnin' up to a stake, and
back again," as the law directs.

[Illustration: JOSIAH'S WOOD-LOT.]

Wall, he beset my companion Josiah to buy it; and as he had plenty of
money in the Jonesville bank to pay for it, and the wood on our wood-lot
wus gettin' pretty well thinned out, I didn't make no objection to the
enterprize, but, on the other hand, I encouraged him in it. And so he
made the bargain with him, the deed wus made out, the Irishman paid. And
Josiah put a lot of wood-choppers in there to work; and they cut, and
drawed the wood to Jonesville, and made money. Made more than enough the
first six months to pay for the expenditure and outlay of money for the
lot.

He did well. And he calculated to do still better; for he said the place
bein' so near Jonesville, he laid out, after he had got the wood off,
and sold it, and kep' what he wanted, he calculated and laid out to sell
the place for twice what he give for it. Josiah Allen hain't nobody's
fool in a bargain, a good deal of the time he hain't. He knows how to
make good calculations a good deal of the time. He thought somebody
would want the place to build on.

Wall, I asked him one day what he laid out to do with the shanty and
the pig-pen that wus on it. The pig-pen wus right by the side of the
railroad-track.

And he said he laid out to tear 'em down, and draw the lumber home: he
said the boards would come handy to use about the premises.

Wall, I told him I thought that would be a good plan, or words to that
effect. I can't remember the exact words I used, not expectin' that I
would ever have to remember back, and lay 'em to heart. Which I should
not had it not been for the strange and singular things that occurred
and took place afterwards.

Then I asked my companion, if I remember rightly, "When he laid out
to draw the boards home?" For I mistrusted there would be some planks
amongst 'em, and I wanted a couple to lay down from the back-door to the
pump. The old ones wus gettin' all cracked up and broke in spots.

And he said he should draw 'em up the first day he could spare the team.
Wall, this wus along in the first week in April that we had this talk:
warm and pleasant the weather wus, exceedingly so, for the time of year.
And I proposed to him that we should have the children come home on the
8th of April, which wus Thomas J.'s birthday, and have as nice a dinner
as we could get, and buy a handsome present for him. And Josiah was very
agreeable to the idee (for when did a man ever look scornfully on the
idee of a good dinner?).

And so the next day I went to work, and cooked up every thing I could
think of that would be good. I made cakes of all kinds, and tarts, and
jellys. And I wus goin' to have spring lamb and a chicken-pie (a layer
of chicken, and a layer of oysters. I can make a chicken-pie that will
melt in your mouth, though I am fur from bein' the one that ort to say
it); and I wus goin' to have a baked fowl, and vegetables of all kinds,
and every thing else I could think of that wus good. And I baked a large
plum-cake a purpose for Whitfield, with "Our Son" on it in big red sugar
letters, and the dates of his birth and the present date on each side of
it.

I do well by the children, Josiah says I do; and they see it now, the
children do; they see it plainer every day, they say they do. They say,
that since they have gone out into the world more, and seen more of the
coldness and selfishness of the world, they appreciate more and more the
faithful affection of her whose name wus once Smith.

Yes, they like me better and better every year, they say they do.
And they treat me pretty, dretful pretty. I don't want to be treated
prettier by anybody than the children treat me.

And their affectionate devotion pays me, it pays me richly, for all the
care and anxiety they caused me. There hain't no paymaster like Love: he
pays the best wages, and the most satisfyin', of anybody I ever see. But
I am a eppisodin', and to resoom and continue on.

Wall! the dinner passed off perfectly delightful and agreeable. The
children and Josiah eat as if--Wall, suffice it to say, the way they eat
wus a great compliment to the cook, and I took it so.

Thomas J. wus highly delighted with his presents. I got him a nice white
willow rockin'-chair, with red ribbons run all round the back, and bows
of the same on top, and a red cushion,--a soft feather cushion that I
made myself for it, covered with crimson rep (wool goods, very nice).
Why, the cushion cost me above 60 cents, besides my work and the
feathers.

Josiah proposed to get him a acordeun, but I talked him out of that; and
then he wanted to get him a bright blue necktie. But I perswaided him
to give him a handsome china coffee cup and saucer, with "To My Son"
painted on it; and I urged him to give him that, with ten new silver
dollars in it. Says I, "He is all the son you have got, and a good son."
And Josiah consented after a parlay. Why, the chair I give him cost
about as much as that; and it wuzn't none too good, not at all.

Wall, he had a lovely day. And what made it pleasanter, we had a
prospect of havin' another jest as good. For in about 2 months' time it
would be Tirzah's Ann's birthday; and we both told her, Josiah and me,
both did, that she must get ready for jest another such a time. For we
laid out to treat 'em both alike (which is both Christian and common
sense). And we told 'em they must all be ready to come home that day,
Providence and the weather permittin'.

Wall, it wus so awful pleasant when the children got ready to go home,
that Josiah proposed that he and me should go along to Jonesville with
'em, and carry little Samantha Joe. And I wus very agreeable to the
idee, bein' a little tired, and thinkin' such a ride would be both
restful and refreshin'.

And, oh! how beautiful every thing looked as we rode along! The sun wus
goin' down in glory; and Jonesville layin' to the west of us, we seemed
to be a ridin' along right into that glory--right towards them golden
palaces, and towers of splendor, that riz up from the sea of gold. And
behind them shinin' towers wus shadowy mountain ranges of softest color,
that melted up into the tender blue of the April sky. And right in the
east a full moon wuz sailin', lookin' down tenderly on Josiah and me and
the babe--and Jonesville and the world. And the comet sot there up in
the sky like a silent and shinin' mystery.

The babe's eyes looked big and dreamy and thoughtful. She has got the
beautifulest eyes, little Samantha Joe has. You can look down deep into
'em, and see yourself in 'em; but, beyond yourself, what is it you can
see? I can't tell, nor nobody. The ellusive, wonderful beauty that lays
in the innocent baby eyes of little Samantha Joe. The sweet, fur-off
look, as if she wus a lookin' right through this world into a fairer and
more peaceful one.

[Illustration: GOD'S COMMA.]

And how smart they be, who can answer their questioning,--questionin'
about every thing. Nobody can't--Josiah can't, nor I, nor nobody. Pretty
soon she looked up at the comet; and says she, "Nama,"--she can't say
grandma,--"Nama, is that God's comma?"

Now, jest see how deep that wuz, and beautiful, very. The heavens wuz
full of the writin' of God, writin' we can't read yet, and translate
into our coarser language; and she, with her deep, beautiful eyes,
a readin' it jest as plain as print, and puttin' in all the marks of
punctuation. Readin' the marvellous poem of glory, with its tremblin'
pause of flame.

Josiah says, it is because she couldn't say comet; but I know better.
Says I, "Josiah Allen, hain't it the same shape as a comma?"

And he had to gin it up that it was. And in a minute or two she says
agin,--

"Nama, what is the comma up there for?"

Now hear that, how deep that wuz. Who could answer that question? I
couldn't, nor Josiah couldn't. Nor the wisest philosopher that
ever walked the earth, not one of 'em. From them that kept their
night-watches on the newly built pyramids, to the astronimers of to-day
who are spending their lives in the study of the heavens. If every one
of them learned men of the world, livin' and dead, if they all stood in
rows in our door-yard in front of little Samantha Joe, they would have
to bow their haughty heads before her, and put their finger on their
lips. Them lips could say very large words in every language under the
sun; but they couldn't answer my baby's question, not one of 'em.

But I am eppisodin' fearfully, fearfully; and to resoom.

We left the children and the babe safe in their respective housen', and
happy; and we went on placidly to Jonesville, got our usual groceries,
and stopped to the post-office. Josiah went into the office, and come
out with his "World," and one letter, a big letter with a blue envelope.
I thought it had a sort of a queer look, but I didn't say nothin'. And
it bein' sort o' darkish, he didn't try to open it till we got home.
Only I says,--

"Who do you s'pose your letter is from, Josiah Allen?"

And he says, "I don't know: the postmaster had a awful time a tryin' to
make out who it was to. I should think, by his tell, it wus the dumbdest
writin' that ever wus seen. I should think, by his tell, it went ahead
of yourn."

"Wall," says I, "there is no need of your swearin'." Says I, "If I wus
a grandfather, Josiah Allen, I would choose my words with a little more
decency, not to say morality."

"Wall, wall! your writin' is enough to make a man sweat, and you know
it."

"I hadn't disputed it," says I with dignity. And havin' laid the blame
of the bad writin' of the letter he had got, off onto his companion, as
the way of male pardners is, he felt easy and comfortable in his mind,
and talked agreeable all the way home, and affectionate, some.

Wall, we got home; and I lit a light, and fixed the fire so it burnt
bright and clear. And I drawed up a stand in front of the fire, with
a bright crimson spread on it, for the lamp; and I put Josiah's
rockin'-chair and mine, one on each side of it; and put Josiah's
slippers in front of the hearth to warm. And then I took my
knittin'-work, and went to knittin'; and by that time Josiah had got his
barn-chores all done, and come in.

[Illustration: JOSIAH READING THE LETTER.]

And the very first thing he did after he come in, and drawed off his
boots, and wondered "why under the gracious heavens it was, that the
bootjack never could be found where he had left it" (which was right in
the middle of the settin'-room floor). But he found it hangin' up in
its usual place in the closet, only a coat had got hung up over it so he
couldn't see it for half a minute.

And after he had his warm slippers on, and got sot down in his
easy-chair opposite to his beloved companion, he grew calmer again, and
more placider, and drawed out that letter from his pocket.

And I sot there a knittin', and a watchin' my companion's face at the
same time; and I see that as he read the letter, he looked smut, and
sort o' wonder-struck: and says I,--

"Who is your letter from, Josiah Allen?"

And he says, lookin' up on top of it,--

"It is from the headquarters of the Railroad Company;" and says he,
lookin' close at it agin, "As near as I can make out, it is a free pass
for me to ride on the railroad."

Says I, "Why, that can't be, Josiah Allen. Why should they give you a
free pass?"

"I don't know," says he. "But I know it is one. The more I look at it,"
says he, growin' excited over it,--"the more I look at it, the plainer I
can see it. It is a free pass."

Says I, "I don't believe it, Josiah Allen."

"Wall, look at it for yourself, Samantha Allen" (when he is dretful
excited, he always calls me Samantha Allen), "and see what it is, if it
hain't that;" and he throwed it into my lap.

[Illustration: COPY OF THE LETTER: FREE PASS.]

I looked at it close and severe, but not one word could I make out, only
I thought I could partly make out the word "remove," and along down
the sheet the word "place," and there wus one word that did look like
"free." And Josiah jumped at them words; and says he,--

"It means, you know, the pass reads like this, for me to remove myself
from place to place, free. Don't you see through it?" says he.

"No," says I, holdin' the paper up to the light. "No, I don't see
through it, far from it."

"Wall," says he, highly excited and tickled, "I'll try it to-morrow,
anyway. I'll see whether I am in the right, or not."

And he went on dreamily, "Lemme see--I have got to move that lumber in
the mornin' up from my wood-lot. But it won't take me more'n a couple of
hours, or so, and in the afternoon I'll take a start."

Says I, "What under the sun, Josiah Allen, should the Railroad Company
give you a free pass for?"

"Wall," says he, "I have my thoughts."

He spoke in a dretful sort of a mysterious way, but proud; and I says,--

"What do you think is the reason, Josiah Allen?"

And he says, "It hain't always best to tell what you think. I hain't
obleeged to," says he.

And I says, "No. As the poet saith, nobody hain't obleeged to use common
sense unless they have got it;" and I says, in a meanin' tone, "No, I
can't obleege you to tell me."

Wall, sure enough, the next day, jest as quick as he got that lumber
drawed up to the house, Josiah Allen dressed up, and sot off for
Jonesville, and come home at night as tickled a man as I ever see, if
not tickleder.

And he says, "Now what do you think, Samantha Allen? Now what do you
think about my ridin' on that pass?"

And I says, "Have you rode on it, Josiah Allen?"

And he says, "Yes, mom, I have. I have rode to Loontown and back; and I
might have gone ten times as fur, and not a word been said."

And I says, "What did the conductor say?"

And he says, "He didn't say nothin'. When he asked me for my fare, I
told him I had a free pass, and I showed it to him. And he took it, and
looked at it close, and took out his specks, and looked and looked at it
for a number of minutes; and then he handed it back to me, and I put it
into my pocket; and that wus all there was of it."

[Illustration: LOOKING DUBERSOME.]

Says I, "How did the conductor look when he was a readin' it?"

And he owned up that he looked dubersome. But, says he, "I rode on it,
and I told you that I could."

"Wall," says I, sithin', "there is a great mystery about it."

Says he, "There hain't no mystery to me."

And then I beset him agin to tell me what he thought the reason wus they
give it to him.

And he said "he thought it was because he was so smart." Says he, "I am
a dumb smart feller, Samantha, though I never could make you see it as
plain as I wanted to." And then says he, a goin' on prouder and prouder
every minute,--

"I am pretty-lookin'. I am what you might call a orniment to any car
on the track. I kinder set a car off, and make 'em look respectable and
dressy. And I'm what you might call a influential man, and I s'pose the
railroad-men want to keep the right side of me. And they have took the
right way to do it. I shall speak well of 'em as long as I can ride
free. And, oh! what solid comfort I shall take, Samantha, a ridin' on
that pass! I calculate to see the world now. And there is nothin' under
the sun to hender you from goin' with me. As long as you are the wife of
such a influential and popular man as I be, it don't look well for you
to go a mopein' along afoot, or with the old mare. We will ride in the
future on my free pass."

"No," says I. "I sha'n't ride off on a mystery. I prefer a mare."

Says he, for he wus that proud and excited that you couldn't stop him
nohow,--

"It will be a dretful savin' of money, but that hain't what I think of
the most. It is the honor they are a heapin' onto me. To think that they
think so much of me, set such a store by me, and look up to me so, that
they send me a free pass without my makin' a move to ask for it. Why, it
shows plain, Samantha, that I am one of the first men of the age."

And so he would go on from hour to hour, and from day to day; and I wus
that dumbfoundered and wonderin' about it, that I couldn't for my life
tell what to think of it. It worried me.

But from that day Josiah Allen rode on that pass, every chance he got.
Why, he went to the Ohio on it, on a visit to his first wive's sister;
and he went to Michigan on it, and to the South, and everywhere he could
think of. Why, he fairly hunted up relations on it, and I told him so.

And after he got 'em hunted up, he'd take them onto that pass, and ride
round with 'em on it.

And he told every one of 'em, he told everybody, that he thought as much
agin of the honor as he did of the money. It showed that he wus thought
so much of, not only in Jonesville, but the world at large.

Why, he took such solid comfort in it, that it did honestly seem as
if he grew fat, he wus so puffed up by it, and proud. And some of the
neighbors that he boasted so before, wus eat up with envy, and seemed
mad to think he had come to such honor, and they hadn't. But the
madder they acted, the tickleder he seemed, and more prouder, and
high-headeder.

But I could not feel so. I felt that there wus sunthin' strange and
curius about it. And it wus very, very seldom that Josiah could get me
to ride on it. Though I did take a few short journeys on it, to please
him. But I felt sort o' uneasy while I was a ridin' on it, same as you
feel when you are goin' up-hill with a heavy load and a little horse.
You kinder stand on your feet, and lean forward, as if your bein'
oncomfortable, and standin' up, helped the horse some.

I had a good deal of that restless feelin', and oneasy. And as I told
Josiah time and time again, "that for stiddy ridin' I preferred a mare
to a mystery."

Wall, it run along for a year; and Josiah said he s'posed he'd have to
write on, and get the pass renewed. As near as he could make out, it
run out about the 4th day of April. So he wrote down to the head one in
New-York village; and the answer came back by return mail, and wrote in
plain writin' so we could read it.

It seemed there wus a mistake. It wuzn't a free pass, it wus a order for
Josiah Allen to remove a pig-pen from his place on the railroad-track
within three days.

There it wuz, a order to remove a nuisence; and Josiah Allen had been a
ridin' on it for a year, with pride in his mean, and haughtiness in his
demeanor.

Wall, I never see a man more mortified and cut up than Josiah Allen
wuz. If he hadn't boasted so over its bein' gin to him on account of his
bein' so smart and popular and etcetery, he wouldn't have felt so cut
up. But as it was, it bowed down his bald head into the dust (allegory).

But he didn't stay bowed down for any length of time: truly, men are
constituted in such a way that mortification don't show on 'em for any
length of time.

But it made sights and sights of talk in Jonesville. The Jonesvillians
made sights and sights of fun of him, poked fun at him, and snickered. I
myself didn't say much: it hain't my way. I merely says this: says I,--

"You thought you wus so awful popular, Josiah Allen, mebby you won't go
round with so haughty a mean onto you right away."

"Throw my mean in my face if you want to," says he. "But I guess," says
he, "it will learn 'em another time to take a little more pains with
their duck's tracks, dumb 'em!"

Says I, "Stop instantly." And he knew what I meant, and stopped.

[Illustration: JOSIAH AND HIS RELATIONS ON THE PASS.]




CHAPTER V.


Josiah is as kind-hearted a man as was ever made. And he loves me with
a devotion, that though hidden sometimes, like volcanic fires, and other
married men's affections for their wives, yet it bursts out occasionally
in spurts and jets of unexpected tenderness.

Now, the very next mornin' after Cicely left for her aunt Mary's, he
gave me a flaming proof of that hidden fire that burns but don't consume
him.

A agent come to our dwelling, and with the bland and amiable air of
their sect, asked me,--

"If I would buy a encyclopedia?"

I was favorable to the idee, and showed it by my looks and words; but
Josiah wus awful set against it. And the more favorable I talked about
it, the more horrow-struck and skairt Josiah Allen looked. And finally
he got behind the agent, and winked at me, and made motions for me to
foller him into the buttery. He wunk several times before I paid much
attention to 'em; but finally, the winks grew so violent, and the
motions so imperious, yet clever, that I got up, and follered him into
the buttery. He shet the door, and stood with his back against it; and
says to me, with his voice fairly tremblin' with his emotions,--

"It will throw you, Samantha! you don't want to buy it."

"What will throw me? and when?" says I.

"Why," says he, "you can't never ride it! How should I feel to see you
on one of 'em! It skairs me most to death to see a boy ride 'em; and at
your age, and with your rheumatiz, you'd get throwed, and get your neck
broke, the first day." Says he, "If you have got to have something
more stylish, and new-fangled than the old mair, I'd ruther buy you a
philosopher. They are easier-going than a encyclopedia, anyway."

"A philosopher?" says I dreamily.

"Yes, such a one as Tom Gowdey has got."

Says I, "You mean a velocipede!"

"Yes, and I'll get you one ruther than have you a ridin' round the
country on a encyclopedia."

His tender thoughtfulness touched my heart, and I explained to him all
about 'em. He thought it was some kind of a bycicle. And he brightened
up, and didn't make no objections to my gettin' one.

Wall, that very afternoon he went to Jonesville, and come home, as I
said, all rousted up about bein' a senator. I s'pose Elburtus'es bein'
there, and talkin' so much on politics, had kinder sot him to thinkin'
on it. Anyway, he come home from Jonesville perfectly rampant with the
idee of bein' United-States senator. "He said he had been approached on
the subject."

He said it in that sort of a haughty, high-headed way, such as men will
sometimes assume when they think they have had some high honors heaped
onto 'em.

Says I, "Who has approached you, Josiah Allen?"

[Illustration: JOSIAH BEING APPROACHED.]

"Wall," he said, "it might be a foreign minister, and it might be uncle
Nate Gowdey." He thought it wouldn't be best to tell who it was. "But,"
says he, "I am bound to be senator. Josiah Allen, M.C., will probable be
wrote on my letters before another fall. I am bound to run."

Says I coldly, "You know you can't run. You are as lame as you can be.
You have got the rheumatiz the worst kind."

Says he, "I mean runnin' with political legs--and I do want to be a
senator, Samantha. I want to, like a dog, I want the money there is in
it, and I want the honor. You know they have elected me path-master,
but I hain't a goin' to accept it. I tell you, when anybody gets into
political life, ambition rousts up in 'em: path-master don't satisfy
me. I want to be senator: I want to, like a dog. And I don't lay out to
tackle the job as Elburtus did, and act too good."

"No!" says I sternly. "There hain't no danger of your bein' too good."

"No: I have laid my plans, and laid 'em careful. The relation on your
side was too willin', and too clever. And witnessin' his campaign has
learnt me some deep lessons. I watched the rocks he hit aginst; and I
have laid my plans, and laid 'em careful. I am going to act offish.
I feel that offishness is my strong holt--and endearin' myself to the
masses. Educatin' public sentiment up to lovin' me, and urgin' me not to
be so offish, and to obleege 'em by takin' a office--them is my 2 strong
holts. If I can only hang back, and act onwillin', and get the masses
fierce to elect me--why, I'm made. And then, I've got a plan in my
head."

I groaned, in spite of myself.

"I have got a plan in my head, that, if every other plan fails, will
elect me in spite of the old Harry."

Oh! how that oath grated against my nerve! And how I hung back from this
idee! I am one that looks ahead. And I says in firm tones,--

"You never would get the nomination, Josiah Allen! And if you did, you
never would be elected."

"Oh, yes, I should!" says he. But he continued dreamily, "There would
have to be considerable wire-pullin'."

"Where would the wires be?" says I sternly. "And who would pull 'em?"

"Oh, most anywhere!" says he, lookin' dreamily up onto the kitchen
ceilin', as if wires wus liable to be let down anywhere through the
plasterin'.

Says I, "Should you have to go to pullin' wires?"

"Of course I should," says he.

"Wall," says I, "you may as well make up your mind in the first ont,
that I hain't goin' to give my consent to have you go into any thing
dangerous. I hain't goin' to have you break your neck, at your age."

Says he, "I don't know but my age is as good a age to break my neck in
as any other. I never sot any particular age to break my neck in."

"Make fun all you are a mind to of a anxious Samantha," says I, "but
I will never give my consent to have you plunge into such dangerous
enterprizes. And talkin' about pullin' wires sounds dangerous: it sounds
like a circus, somehow; and how would _you_, with your back, look and
feel performin' like a circus?"

"Oh, you don't understand, Samantha! the wires hain't pulled in that
way. You don't pull 'em with your hands, you pull 'em with your minds."

"Oh, wall!" says I, brightenin' up. "You are all right in that case: you
won't pull hard enough to hurt you any."

I knew the size and strength of his mind, jest as well as if I had took
it out of his head, and weighed it on the steelyards. It was _not_ over
and above large. I knew it; and he knew that I knew it, because I have
had to sometimes, in the cause of Right, remind him of it. But he knows
that my love for him towers up like a dromedary, and moves off through
life as stately as she duz--the dromedary. Josiah was my choice out of a
world full of men. I love Josiah Allen. But to resoom and continue on.

Josiah says, "Which side had I better go on, Samantha?" Says he, kinder
puttin' his head on one side, and lookin' shrewdly up at the stove-pipe,
"Would you run as a Stalwart, or a Half-breed?"

Says I, "I guess you would run more like a lame hen than a Stalwart or
a Half-breed; or," says I, "it would depend on what breeds they wuz. If
they wus half snails, and half Times in the primers, maybe you could get
ahead of 'em."

"I should think, Samantha Allen, in such a time as this, you would act
like a rational bein'. I'll be hanged if I know what side to go on to
get elected!"

Says I, "Josiah Allen, hain't you got any principle? Don't you _know_
what side you are on?"

"Why, yes, I s'pose I know as near as men in gineral. I'm a Democrat in
times of peace. But it is human nater, to want to be on the side that
beats."

I sithed, and murmured instinctively, "George Washington!"

"George Granny!" says he.

I sithed agin, and kep' sithin'.

Says I, "It is bad enough, Josiah Allen, to have you talk about runnin'
for senator, and pullin' wires, and etcetery. But, oh, oh! my agony to
think my partner is destitute of principle."

"I have got as much as most political men, and you'll find it out so,
Samantha."

My groans touched his heart--that man loves me.

"I am goin' to work as they all do. But wimmen hain't no heads for
business, and I always said so. They don't look out for the profits of
things, as men do."

I didn't say nothin' only my sithes, but they spoke volumes to any one
who understood their language. But anon, or mebby before,--I hadn't kep'
any particular account of time, but I think it wus about anon,--when
another thought struck me so, right in my breast, that it most knocked
me over. It hanted me all the rest of that day: and all that night I lay
awake and worried, and I'd sithe, and sposen the case; and then I'd turn
over, and sposen the case, and sithe.

Sposen he would be elected--I didn't really think he would, but
I couldn't for my life help sposen. Sposen he would have to go to
Washington. I knew strange things took place in politics. Strange men
run, and run fur: some on 'em run clear to Washington. Mebby he would.
Oh! how I groaned at the idee!

I thought of the awfulness of that place as I had heard it described
upon to me; and then I thought of the weakness of men, and their
liability to be led astray. I thought of the powerful blasts of
temptation that blowed through them broad streets, and the small size of
my pardner, and the light weight of his bones and principles.

And I felt, if things wuz as they had been depictered to me, he
would (in a moral sense) be lifted right up, and blowed away--bones,
principles, and all. And I trembled.

At last the idee knocked so firm aginst the door of my heart, that I had
to let it in. That I _must_, I _must_ go to Washington, as a forerunner
of Josiah. I must go ahead of him, and look round, and see if my Josiah
could pass through with no smell of fire on his overcoat--if there wuz
any possibility of it. If there wuz, why, I should stand still, and let
things take their course. But if my worst apprehensions wuz realized,
if I see that it was a place where my pardner would lose all the modest
worth and winnin' qualities that first endeared him to me--why, I would
come home, and throw all my powerful influence and weight into the
scales, and turn 'em round.

[Illustration: JOSIAH BEING BLOWN AWAY.]

Of course, I felt that I should have to make some pretext about goin':
for though I wus as innocent as a babe of wantin' to do so, I felt that
he would think he wus bein' domineered over by me. Men are so sort o'
high-headed and haughty about some things! But I felt I could make a
pretext of George Washington. That dear old martyr! I felt truly I would
love to weep upon his tomb.

And so I told Josiah the next mornin', for I thought I would tackle the
subject at once. And he says,--

"What do you want to weep on his tomb for, Samantha, at this late day?"

Says I, "The day of love and gratitude never fades into night, Josiah
Allen: the sun of gratitude never goes down; it shines on that tomb
to-day jest as bright as it did in 1800."

"Wall, wall! go and weep on it if you want to. But I'll bet half a cent
that you'll cry onto the ice-house, as I've heard of other wimmen's
doin'. Wimmen don't see into things as men do."

"You needn't worry, Josiah Allen. I shall cry at the right time, and in
the right place. And I think I had better start soon on my tower."

I always was one to tackle hard jobs immejutly and to once, so's to get
'em offen' my mind.

"Wall, I'd like to know," says he, in an injured tone, "what you
calculate to do with me while you are gone?"

"Why," says I, "I'll have the girl Ury is engaged to, come here and do
the chores, and work for herself; they are goin' to be married before
long: and I'll give her some rolls, and let her spin some yarn for
herself. She'll be glad to come."

"How long do you s'pose you'll be gone? She hain't no cook. I'd as lives
eat rolls, as to eat her fried cakes."

"Your pardner will fry up 2 pans full before she goes, Josiah; and I
don't s'pose I'll be gone over four days."

"Oh, well! then I guess I can stand it. But you had better make some
mince-pies ahead, and other kinds of pies, and some fruit-cake, and
cookies, and tarts, and things: it is always best to be on the safe
side, in vittles."

So it wus agreed on,--that I should fill two cubbard shelves full of
provisions, to help him endure my absence.

I wus some in hopes that he might give up the idee of bein'
United-States senator, and I might have rest from my tower; for I
dreaded, oh, how I dreaded, the job! But as day by day passed, he grew
more and more rampant with the idee. He talked about it all the time
daytimes; and in the night I could hear him murmur to himself,--

"Hon. Josiah Allen!"

And once I see it in his account-book, "Old Peedick debtor to two
sap-buckets to Hon. Josiah Allen."

And he talked sights, and sights, about what he wus goin' to do when
he got to Washington, D.C.--what great things he wus goin' to do. And I
would get wore out, and say to him,--

"Wall! you will have to get there first."

"Oh! you needn't worry. I can get there easy enough. I s'pose I shall
have to work hard jest as they all do. But as I told you before,
if every thing else fails, I have got a grand plan to fall back
on--sunthin' new and uneek. Josiah Allen is nobody's fool, and the
nation will find it out so."

Then, oh, how I urged him to tell his plan to his lovin' pardner! but he
_wouldn't tell_.

But hours and hours would he spend, a tellin' me what great things he
wus goin' to do when he got to Washington.

Says he, "There is one thing about it. When I get to be United-States
senator, uncle Nate Gowdey shall be promoted to some high and
responsible place."

"Without thinkin' whether he is fit for it or not?" says I.

"Yes, mom, without thinkin' a thing about it. I am bound to help the
ones that help me."

"You wouldn't have him examined," says I,--"wouldn't have him asked no
questions?"

"Oh, yes! I'd have him pass a examination jest as the New-York aldermen
do, or the civil-service men. I'd say to him, 'Be you uncle Nate
Gowdey?'

"'Yes.'

"'How long have you been uncle Nate Gowdey?'

"And he'd answer; and I'd say,--

"'How long do you calculate to be uncle Nate?'

"And he'll tell; and then I'll say,--

"'Enough: I see you have all the qualifications for office. You are
admitted.' That is what I would do."

I groaned. But he kep' on complacently, "I am goin' to help the ones
that elect me, sink or swim; and I calculate to make money out of the
project,--money and honor. And I shall do a big work there,--there
hain't no doubt of it.

"Now, there is political economy. I shall go in strong for that. I shall
say right to Congress, the first speech I make to it, I shall say, that
there is too much money spent now to hire votes with; and I shall prove
it right out, that we can get votes cheaper if we senators all join in
together, and put our feet right down that we won't pay only jest so
much for a vote. But as long as one man is willin' to pay high, why,
everybody else has got to foller suit. And there hain't no economy in
it, not a mite.

"Then, there is the canal question. I'll make a thorough end of that.
There is one reform that will be pushed right through."

"How will you do it?" says I.

"I will have the hull canal cleaned out from one end to the other."

"I was readin' only yesterday," says I, "about the corruption of the
canal question. But I didn't s'pose it meant that."

"That is because you hain't a man. You hain't got the mind to grasp
these big questions. The corruption of the canal means that the bottom
of the canal is all covered with dead cats and things; and it ort to be
seen to, by men that is capable of seein' to such things. It ort to be
cleaned out. And I am the man that has got the mind for it," says he
proudly.

"Then, there is the Star Route. Nothin' but foolishness from beginnin'
to end. They might have known they couldn't make any road through the
stars. Why, the very Bible is agin it. The ground is good enough for me,
and for any other solid man. It is some visionary chap that begun it in
the first place. Nothin' but dumb foolishness; and so uncle Nate Gowdey
said it was. We got to talkin' about it yesterday, and he said it was a
pity wimmin couldn't vote on it. He said that would be jest about what
they would be likely to vote for.

"He is a smart old feller, uncle Nate is, for a man of his age. He
talked awful smart about wimmin's votin'. He said any man was a fool to
think that a woman would ever have the requisit grasp of intellect,
and the knowledge of public affairs, that would render her a competent
voter.

[Illustration: JOSIAH's STAR ROUTE.]

"I tell you, you have got to _understand_ things in order to tackle
politicks. Politicks takes deep study.

"Now, there is the tariff question, and the revenue. I shall most
probable favor 'em, and push 'em right through."

"How?" says I.

"Oh, wall! a woman most probable couldn't understand it. But I shall
push 'em forward all I can, and lift 'em up."

"Where to?" says I.

"Oh, keep a askin', and a naggin'! That is what wears out us public
men,--wimmin's questionin'. It hain't so much the public duties we
have to perform that ages us, and wears us out before our time,--it is
woman's weak curiosity on public topics, that her mind is too feeble to
grasp holt of. It is wearin'," says he haughtily.

Says I, "Specially when they don't know what to answer." Says I, "Josiah
Allen, you don't know this minute what tariff means, or revenue."

"Wall, I know what starvation means, and I know what vittles means, and
I know I am as hungry as a bear."

Instinctively I hung on the teakettle. And as Josiah see me pare the
potatoes, and grind the coffee, and pound the steak, he grew very
pleasant again in his demeanor; and says he,--

"There will be some abuses reformed when I get to Washington, D.C.;
and you and the nation will see that there will. Now, there is the
civil-service law: Uncle Nate and I wus a talkin' about it yesterday. It
is jest what we need. Why, as uncle Nate said, hired men hain't civil at
all, nor hired girls either. You hire 'em to serve you, and to serve you
civil; and they are jest as dumb uppish and impudent as they can be. And
hotel-clerks--now, they don't know what civil-service means."

"Why, uncle Nate said when he went to the Ohio, last fall, he stayed
over night to Cleveland, and the hotel-clerk sassed him, jest because he
wanted to blow out his light: he wanted uncle Nate to turn it off.

"And uncle Nate jest spoke right up, smart as a whip, and said,
'Old-fashioned ways was good enough for him: blows wus made before
turners, and he should blow it out.' And the hotel-clerk sassed him, and
swore, and threatened to make him leave.

"And ruther than have a fuss, uncle Nate said he turned it out. But it
rankled, uncle Nate says it did, it rankled deep. And he says he wants
to vote for that special. He says he'd love to make that clerk eat
humble-pie.

"Uncle Nate is a sound man: his head is level.

"And good, sound platforms, that is another reform, uncle Nate said we
needed the worst kind, and he hoped I would insist on it when I got to
be senator. He said there was too much talk about 'em in the papers, and
too little done about 'em. Why, Elam Gowdey, uncle Nate's youngest boy,
broke down the platform to his barn, and went right down through it,
with a load of hay. And nothin' but that hay saved his neck from bein'
broke. It spilte one of his horses.

"Uncle Nate had been urgin' him to fix the platform, or build a new one;
but he was slack. But, as uncle Nate says, if such things are run by
law, they will _have_ to be done.

"And then, there is another thing uncle Nate and I was talkin'
about," says he, lookin' very amiable at me as I rolled out my cream
biscuit--almost spooney.

[Illustration: UNCIVIL SERVICE.]

"I shall jest run every poor Irishman and Chinaman out of the country
that I can."

"What has the Irishmen done, Josiah Allen?" says I.

"Oh! they are poor. There hain't no use in our associatin' with the
poor."

Says I dreamily, "Did I not read once, of One who renounced the throne
of the universe to dwell amongst the poor?"

"Oh, wall! most probable they wuzn't Irish."

"And what has the Chinaman done?" says I.

"Why, they are heathens, Samantha. What does the United States want with
heathens anyway? What the country _needs_ is Methodists."

"Somewhere did I not once hear these words," says I musin'ly, as I
set the coffee-cups on the table,--"'You shall have the heathen for an
inheritance'--and 'preach the gospel to the heathen'--and 'we who were
sometime heathens, but have received light'? Did not the echo of some
such words once reach my mind?"

"Oh, wall! if you are goin' to quote readin', why can't you quote from
'The World'? you can't combine Bible and politics worth a cent. And the
Chinaman works too cheap--are too industrious, and reasonable in their
charges, they hain't extravagant--and they are too dumb peacible, dumb
'em!"

"Josiah Allen!" says I firmly, "is that all the fault you find with
'em?"

"No, it hain't. They don't want to vote! They don't care a cent about
bein' path-master or President. And I say, that after givin' a man a
fair trial and a long one, if he won't try to buy or sell a vote, it is
a sure sign that he can't asimulate with Americans, and be one with 'em;
that he can't never be mingled in with 'em peacible. And I'll bet that
I'll start the Catholics out--and the Jews. What under the sun is the
use of havin' anybody here in America only jest Methodists? That is the
only right way. And if I have my way, I'll get rid of 'em,--Chinamen,
Irishmen, Catholics,--the hull caboodle of 'em. I'll jest light 'em out
of the country. We can do it too. That big statute in New-York Harbor
of Liberty Enlightenin' the World, will jest lift her torch up high, and
light 'em out of the country:--that is what we had her for."

I sithed low, and says, "I never knew that wus what she wus there for.
I s'posed it wus a gift from a land that helped us to liberty and
prosperity when we needed 'em as bad as the Irishmen and Chinamen do
to-day; and I s'posed that torch that wus lit for us by others' help, we
should be willin' and glad to have it shine on the dark cross-roads of
others."

"Wall, it hain't meant for no such purpose: it is to light up _our_ land
and _our_ waters. That's what _she's_ there for."

I sithed agin, a sort of a cold sithe, and says,--

"I don't think it looks very well for us New-Englanders a sittin' round
Plymouth Rock, to be a condemnin' anybody for their religeous beliefs."

"Wall, there hain't no need of whittlin' out a stick, and worshipin' it,
as the Chinamen do."

"How are you goin' to help 'em to worship the true God if you send 'em
out of the country? Is it for the sake of humanity you drive 'em out?
or be you, like the Isrealites of old, a worshipin' the golden calf of
selfishness, Josiah Allen?"

"I hain't never worshiped _no calf_, Samantha Allen. That would be the
last thing _I_ would worship, and you know it."

(Josiah wus very lame on his left leg where he had been kicked by a
yearlin'. The spot wus black and blue, but healin'.)

"You have blanketed that calf with thick patriotic excuses; but I fear,
Josiah Allen, that the calf is there.

"Oh!" says I dreamily, "how the tread of them calves has moved down
through the centuries! If every calf should amble right out, marked with
its own name and the name of its owner, what a sight, what a sight it
would be! On one calf, right after its owner's name, would be branded,
'Worldly Honor and Fame.'"

Josiah squirmed, for I see him, but tried to turn the squirm in' into a
sickly smile; and he murmured in a meachin' voice, and with a sheepish
smile,--

"'Hon. Josiah Allen. Fame.' That wouldn't look so bad on a likely
yearlin' or two-year old."

But I kep' right on. "On another would be marked, 'Wealth.' Very yeller
those calves would be, and a long, long drove of 'em.

"On another would be, 'Earthly Love.' Middlin' good-lookin' calves,
these, and sights of 'em. But the mantillys that covered 'em would be
all wet and wore with tears.

"'Culture,' 'Intellect,' 'Refinement.' These calves would march right
along by the side of 'Pride,' 'Vanity,' 'Old Creeds,' 'Bigotry,'
'Selfishness.' The last-named would be too numerous to count with the
naked eye, and go pushin' aginst each other, rushin' right through
meetin'-housen, tearin' and actin'. Why," says I, "the ground trembles
under the tread of them calves. I can hear 'em whinner," says I, fillin'
up the coffee-pot.

"Calves don't whinner!" says Josiah.

Says I, "I speak parabolickly;" and says I, in a very blind way,
"Parables are used to fit the truth to weak comprehensions."

"Wall!" says he, kinder cross, "your potatoes are a burnin' down."

I turned the water off, and mashed 'em up, with plenty of cream and
butter; and them, applied to his stomach internally, seemed to sooth
him,--them, and the nice tender steak, and light biscuit, and lemon
puddin' and coffee, rich and yellow and fragrant.

[Illustration: THE GOLDEN CALVES OF CHRISTIANS.]

He never said a word more about politics till after dinner. But on
risin' up from the table he told me he had got to go to Jonesville to
get the old mare shod. And I see sadly, as he stood to the lookin'-glass
combin' out his few hairs, how every by-path his mind sot out on led up
gradually to Washington, D.C. For as he stood there, and spoke of the
mare's feet, he says,--

"The mare is good enough for Jonesville, Samantha. But when we get
to Washington, we want sunthin' gayer, more stylish, to ride on.
I calculate," says he, pullin' up his collar, and pullin' down his
vest,--"I lay out to dress gay, and act gay. I calculate to make a show
for once in my life, and put on style. One thing I am bound on,--I shall
drive tantrum."

"How?" says I sternly.

"Why, I shall buy another mare, most probable some gay-colored one, and
hitch it before the old white mare, and drive tantrum. You know, it
is all the style. Mebby," says he dreamily, "I shall ride the drag.
I s'pose that is fashionable. But I'll be hanged if I should think
it would be easy ridin' unless you had the teeth down. Dog-carts are
stylish, I hear; but our dog is so dumb lazy, you couldn't get him to go
out of a walk. But tantrum I _will_ drive."

[Illustration: JOSIAH DRIVING TANTRUM.]

I groaned, and says, "Yes, I hain't no doubt that anybody that sees you
at Washington, will see tantrums, strange tantrums. But you hain't there
yet."

"No, but I most probable shall be ere long."

He had actually begun to talk in high-flown, blank verse sort of a way.
"Ere long!" that wus somethin' new for Josiah Allen.

Alas! every thought of his heart wus tuned to that one political key.
I mentioned to him that "the bobbin to my sewin'-machine was broke, and
asked him to get a new one of the agent at Jonesville."

"Yes," says he benignantly, "I will tend to your machine; and speakin'
of machines, that makes me think of another thing uncle Nate and I wus
talkin' about."

"Machine politics, I sha'n't favor 'em. What under the sun do they want
machines to make politics with, when there is plenty of men willin', and
more than willin', to make 'em? And it is as expensive agin. Machines
cost so much. I tell you, they cost tarnation high."

"I can understand you without swearin', Josiah Allen."

"I hain't a swearin': 'tarnation' hain't swearin', nor never wuz. I
shall use that word most likely in Washington, D.C."

"Wall," says I coldly, "there will have to be some tea and sugar got."

He did not demur. But, oh! how I see that immovible setness of his mind!

"Yes, I will get some. But won't it be handy, Samantha, to have free
trade? I shall go for that strong. Why, I can tell you, it will come
handy along in the winter when the hens don't lay, and we don't make
butter to turn off--it will come dretful handy to jest hitch up the
mare, and go to the store, and come home with a lot of groceries of all
kinds, and some fresh meat mebby. And mebby some neckties of different
colors."

"Who would pay for 'em?" says I in a stern tone; for I didn't somehow
like the idee.

"Why, the Government, of course."

I shook my head 2 or 3 times back and forth. I couldn't seem to get the
right sense of it. "I can't understand it, Josiah. We heard a good deal
about free trade, but I can't believe that is it."

"Wall, it is, jest that. Free trade is one of the prerequisits of
a senator. Why, what would a man want to be a senator for, if they
couldn't make by it?"

"Don't you love your country, Josiah Allen?"

"Yes, I do: but I don't love her so well as I do myself; it hain't
nateral I should."

"Surely I read long ago,--was it in the English Reader?" says I
dreamily, "or where was it? But surely I have heard of such things as
patriotism and honor, love of country, and love of the right."

"Wall, I calculate I love my country jest as well as the next man; and,"
says he firmly, "I calculate I can make jest as much out of her, give me
a chance. Why, I calculate to do jest as they all do. What is the use of
startin' up, and bein' one by yourself?"

Says I, "That is what Pilate thought, Josiah Allen." Says I, "The
majority hain't always right." Says I firmly, "They hardly ever are."

"Now, that is a regular woman's idee," says he, goin' into the bedroom
for a clean shirt. And as he opened the bureau-draw, he says,--

"Another thing I shall go for, is abolishin' lots of the bureaus. Why,
what is the use of any man havin' more than one bureau? It is nothin'
but nonsense clutterin' up the house with so many bureaus.

"When wimmen get to votin'," says he sarcastickly, "I'll bet their first
move will be to get 'em back agin. I'll bet there hain't a women in the
land, but what would love to have 20 bureaus that they could run to."

"Then, you think wimmen _will_ vote, do you, Josiah Allen?"

"I think," says he firmly, "that it will be a wretched day for the
nation if she does. Wimmen is good in their places," says he, as he come
to me to button up his shirtsleeves, and tie his cravat.

"They are good in their places. But they can't have, it hain't in 'em to
have, the calm grasp of mind, the deep outlook into the future, that men
have. They can't weigh things in the firm, careful balences of right and
wrong, and have that deep, masterly knowledge of national affairs that
we men have. They hain't got the hard horse sense that anybody has got
to have in order to make money out of the nation. They would have some
sentimental subjects up of right or wrong to spend their energies and
their hearts on. Look at Cicely, now. She means well. But what would she
do? What would she make out of votin'? Not a cent. And she never would
think of passin' laws for her own personal comfort, either. Now, there
is the subsidy bill. I'll see that through if I sweat for it.

"Why, it would be worth more than a dollar-bill to me lots of times to
make folks subside. Preachers, now, when they get to goin' beyond the
20ethly. No preacher has any right to go to wanderin' round up beyond
them figures in dog-days. And if they could be made to subside when they
had gone fur enough, why, it would be a perfect boon to Jonesville and
the nation.

"And sewin'-machine agents--and--and wimmen, when they get all excited a
scoldin', or talkin' about bonnets, and things. Why! if a man could jest
lift up his hand, and say 'Subside!' and then see 'em subside--why, I
had ruther see it than a circus any day."

[Illustration: A WOMAN'S PLACE.]

I looked at him keenly, and says I,--

"I wish such a bill had even now passed; that is, if wimmen could
receive any benefit from it."

"Wall, you'll see it after I get to Washington, D.C., most probable. I
calculate to jest straighten out things there, and get public affairs in
a good runnin' order. The nation _needs_ me."

"Wall," says I, wore out, "it can _have you_, as fur as I am concerned."

And I wus so completely fagged out, that I turned the subject completely
round (as I s'posed) by askin' him if he laid out to sell our apples
this year where he did last. The man's wife had wrote to me ahead, and
wanted to know, for they had bought a new dryin'-machine, and wanted to
make sure of apples ahead.

"Wall," says Josiah, drawin' on his overshoes, "I shall probable have to
use the apples this fall to buy votes with."

"To buy votes?" says I, in accents of horrow.

"Yes. I wouldn't tell it out of the family. But you are all in the
family, you know, and so I'll tell you. I sha'n't have to buy near
so many votes on account of my plan; but I shall have to buy some, of
course. You know, they all do; and I sha'n't stand no chance at all if I
don't."

My groans was fearful that I groaned at this; but truly, worse was to
come. He looked kinder pitiful at me (he loves me). But yet his love did
not soften the firm resolve that wus spread thick over his linement as
he went on,--

"I lay out to get lots of votes with my green apples," says he dreamily.
"It seems as if I ought to get a vote for a bushel of apples; but there
is so much iniquity and cheatin' a goin' on now in politics, that I may
have to give a bushel and a half, or two bushels: and then, I shall make
up a lot of the smaller ones into hard cider, and use 'em to--to advance
the interests of myself and the nation in that way.

"There is hull loads of folks uncle Nate says he can bring to vote for
me, by the judicious use of--wall, it hain't likely you will approve of
it; but I say, stimulants are necessary in medicine, and any doctor will
tell you so--hard cider and beer and whiskey, and so 4th."

[Illustration: OUR LAW-MAKERS.]

I riz right up, and grasped holt of his arm, and says in stern, avengin'
tones,--

"Josiah Allen, will you go right against God's commands, and put the cup
to your neighbor's lips, for your own gain? Do you expect, if you do,
that you can escape Heaven's avengin' wrath?"

"They hain't my neighbors: I never neighbored with 'em."

Says I sternly, "If you commit this sin, you will be held accountable;
and it seems to me as if you can never be forgiven."

"Dumb it all, Samantha, if everybody else does so, where will I get my
votes?"

"Go without 'em, Josiah Allen; go down to poverty, or the tomb, but
never commit this sin. 'Cursed is he that putteth the cup to his
neighbor's lips.'"

"They hain't my neighbors, and it probable hain't no cup that they will
drink out of: they will drink out of gobblers" (sometimes when Josiah
gets excited, he calls goblets, gobblers). But I wus too wrought up and
by the side of myself to notice it.

Says I, "To think a human bein', to say nothin' of a perfessor, would go
to work deliberate to get a man into a state that is jest as likely
as not to end in a murder, or any crime, for gain to himself." Says I,
"Think of the different crimes you commit by that one act, Josiah Allen.
You make a man a fool, and in that way put yourself down on a level with
disease, deformity, and hereditary sin. You steal his reason away. You
are a thief of the deepest dye; for you steal then, from the man you
have stole from--steal the first rights of his manhood, his honor,
his patriotism, his duty to God and man. You are a thief of the
Government--thief of God, and right.

"Then, _you_ make this man liable to commit any crime: so, if he
murders, _you_ are a murderer; if he commits suicide, _your_ guilty soul
shall cower in the presence of Him who said, 'No self-murderer shall
inherit eternal life.' It is your own doom you shall read in them
dreadful words."

"Good landy, Samantha! do you want to scare me to death?" and Josiah
quailed and shook, and shook and quailed.

"I am only tellin' you the truth, Josiah Allen; and I should think it
_would_ scare anybody to death."

"If I don't do it, I shall appear like a fool: I shall be one by
myself."

Oh, how Josiah duz want to be fashionable!

"No, you won't, Josiah Allen--no, you won't. If you try to do right, try
to do God's will, you have His armies to surround you with a unseen wall
of Strength."

"Why, I hain't seen you look so sort o' skairful and riz up, for years,
Samantha."

"I hain't felt so. To think of the brink you wuz a standin' on, and jest
a fallin' off of."

Josiah looked quite bad. And he put his hand on his side, and says, "My
heart beats as if it wuz a tryin' to get out and walk round the room. I
do believe I have got population of the heart."

Says I, in a sarcasticker tone than I had used,--

"That is a disease that is very common amongst men, very common, though
they hain't over and above willin' to own up to it. Too much population
of the heart has ailed many a man before now, and woman too," says I in
reasonable axents. "But you mean palpitation."

"Wall, I said so, didn't I? And it is jest your skairful talk that has
done it."

"Wall, if I thought I could convince men as I have you, I would foller
the business stiddy, of skairin' folks, and think I wuz doin' my duty."
Says I, my emotions a roustin' up agin,--

"I should call it a good deal more honorable in you to get drunk
yourself; and I should think more of you, if I see you a reelin' round
yourself, than to see you make other folks reel. I should think it was
your own reel, and you had more right to it than to anybody else's.

"Oh! to think I should have lived to see the hour, to have my companion
in danger of goin' aginst the Scripter--ready to steal, or be stole, or
knock down, or any thing, to buy votes, or sell 'em!"

"Wall, dumb it all, do you want me to appear as awkward as a fool? I
have told you more than a dozen times I have _got_ to do as the rest do,
if I want to make any show at all in politics."

I said no more: but I riz right up, and walked out of the room, with my
head right up in the air, and the strings of my head-dress a floatin'
out behind me; and I'll bet there wus indignation in the float of them
strings, and heart-ache, and agony, and--and every thing.

I thought I had convinced him, and hadn't. I felt as if I must sink. You
know, that is all a woman can do--to sink. She can't do any thing
else in a helpful way when her beloved companion hangs over political
abysses. She can't reach out her lovin' hand, and help stiddy him; she
can't do nothin' only jest sink. And what made it more curious, these
despairin' thoughts come to me as I stood by the sink, washin' my
dinner-dishes. But anon (I know it wus jest anon, for the water wus
bilein' hot when I turned it out of the kettle, and it scalded my hands,
onbeknown to me, as I washed out my sass-plates) this thought gripped
holt of me, right in front of the sink,--

"Josiah Allen's wife, you must _not_ sink. You _must_ keep up. If you
have no power to help your pardner to patriotism and honor, you can, if
your worst fears are realized, try to keep him to home. For if his acts
and words are like these in Jonesville, what will they be in Washington,
D.C., if that place is all it has been depictered to you? Hold up,
Samantha! Be firm, Josiah Allen's wife! John Rogers! The nine! One at
the breast!"

So at last, by these almost convulsive efforts at calmness, I grew more
calmer and composeder. Josiah had hitched up and gone.

And he come home clever, and all excited with a new thing.

They are buildin' a new court-house at Jonesville. It is most done,
and it seemed they got into a dispute that day about the cupelow. They
wanted to have the figger of Liberty sculped out on it; and they had got
the man there all ready, and he had begun to sculp her as a woman,--the
goddess of Liberty, he called her. But at the last minute a dispute
had rosen: some of the leadin' minds of Jonesville, uncle Nate Gowdey
amongst 'em, insisted on it that Liberty wuzn't a woman, he wuz a man.
And they wanted him depictered as a man, with whiskers and pantaloons
and a standin' collar, and boots and spurs--Josiah Allen wus the one
that wanted the spurs.

He said the dispute waxed furious; and he says to 'em,--

"Leave it to Samantha: she'll know all about it."

And so it was agreed on that they'd leave it to me. And he drove the
old mare home, almost beyond her strength, he wus so anxious to have it
settled.

I wus jest makin' some cream biscuit for supper as he come in, and asked
me about it; and a minute is a minute in makin' warm biscuit. You want
to make 'em quick, and bake 'em quick. My mind wus fairly held onto
that dough--and needed on it; but instinctively I told him he wus in the
right ont. Liberty here in the United States wuz a man, and, in order
to be consistent, ort to be depictered with whiskers and overcoat and a
standin' collar.

"And spurs!" says Josiah.

"Wall," I told him, "I wouldn't be particular about the spurs." I said,
"Instead of the spurs on his boots, he might be depictered as settin'
his boot-heel onto the respectful petition of fifty thousand wimmen, who
had ventured to ask him for a little mite of what he wus s'posed to have
quantities of--Freedom.

"Or," says I, "he might be depictered as settin' on a judgment-seat, and
wavin' off into prison an intelligent Christian woman, who had spent her
whole noble, useful life in studyin' the laws of our nation, for darin'
to think she had as much right under our Constitution, as a low, totally
ignorant coot who would most likely think the franchise wus some sort of
a meat-stew."

Says I, "That will give Liberty jest as imperious and showy a look as
spurs would, and be fur more historick and symbolical."

Wall, he said he would mention it to 'em; and says he, with a contented
look,--

"I told uncle Nate I knew I wus right. I knew Liberty wus a man."

Wall, I didn't say no more: and I got him as good a supper as the house
afforded, and kep' still as death on politics; fur I could not help
havin' some hopes that he might get sick of the idee of public life. And
I kep' him down close all that evenin' to religion and the weather.

[Illustration: JONESVILLE COURTHOUSE.]

But, alas! my hopes wus doomed to fade away. And, as days passed by, I
see the thought of bein' a senator wus ever before him. The cares and
burdens of political life seemed to be a loomin' up in front of him,
and in a quiet way he seemed to be fittin' himself for the duties of his
position.

He come in one day with Solomon Cypher'ses shovel, and I asked him "what
it wuz?"

And he said "it wus the spoils of office."

And I says, "It is no such thing: it is Solomon Cypher'ses shovel."

"Wall," says he, "I found it out by the fence. Solomon has gone over to
the other party. I am a Democrat, and this is party spoils. I am goin'
to keep this as one of the spoils of office."

Says I firmly, "You won't keep it!"

"Why," says he, "if I am goin' to enter political life, I must begin
to practise sometime. I must begin to do as they all do. And it is a
crackin' good shovel too," says he pensively.

Says I, "You are goin' to carry that shovel right straight home, Josiah
Allen!"

And I made him.

The _idee_.

But I see in this and in many kindred things, that he wuz a dwellin' on
this thought of political life--its honors and emollients. And often,
and in dark hints, he would speak of his _Plan_. If every other means
failed, if he couldn't spare the money to buy enough votes, how his
_plan_ wus goin' to be the makin' of him.

And I overheard him tellin' the babe once, as he wus rockin' her to
sleep in the kitchen, "how her grandpa had got up somethin' that no
other babe's grandpa had ever thought of, and how she would probable see
him in the White House ere long."

I wus makin' nut-cakes in the buttery; and I shuddered so at these
words, that I got in most as much agin lemon as I wanted in 'em. I wus
a droppin' it into a spoon, and it run over, I wus that shook at the
thought of his plan.

I had known his plans in the past, and had hefted 'em. And I truly
felt that his plans wus liable any time to be the death of him, and the
ruination.

But he wouldn't tell!

But kep' his mind immovibly sot, as I could see. And the very day of the
shovel episode, along towards night he rousted out of a brown study,--a
sort of a dark-brown study,--and says he,--

"Yes, I shall make out enough votes if we have a judicious committee."

"A lyin' one, do you mean?" says I coldly. But not surprized. For truly,
my mind had been so strained and racked that I don't know as it would
have surprized me if Josiah Allen had riz up, and knocked me down.

"Wall, in politics, you _have_ to add a few orts sometimes."

I sithed, not a wonderin' sithe, but a despairin' one; and he went on,--

"I know where I shall get a hull lot of votes, anyway."

"Where?" says I.

"Why, out to that nigger settlement jest the other side of Jonesville."

"How do you know they'll vote for you?" says I.

"I'd like to see 'em vote aginst me!" says he, in a skairful way.

"Would you use intimidation, Josiah Allen?"

"Why, uncle Nate Gowdey and I, and a few others who love quiet, and
love to see folks do as they ort to, lay out to take some shot-guns and
_make_ them niggers vote right; make 'em vote for me; shoot 'em right
down if they don't. We have got the campaign all planned out."

"Josiah Allen," says I, "if you have no fear of Heaven, have you no fear
of the Government? Do you want to be hung, and see your widow a breakin'
her heart over your gallowses?"

"Oh! I shouldn't get hung. The Government wouldn't do nothin'. The
Government feels jest as I do,--that it would be wrong to stir up old
bitternesses, and race differences. The bloody shirt has been washed,
and ironed out; and it wouldn't be right to dirty it up agin. The
colored race is now at peace; and if they will only do right, do jest as
the white men wants 'em to, Government won't never interfere with 'em."

I groaned, and couldn't help it; and he says,--

"Why, hang it all, Samantha, if I make any show at all in public life, I
have got to begin to practise sometime."

"Wall," says I, "bring me in a pail of water." But as he went out after
it, I murmured sternly to myself,--

"Oh! wus there ever a forerunner more needed run?" and my soul answered,
"Never! never!"

[Illustration: MAKING THEM DO RIGHT.]

So with sithes that could hardly be sithed, so big and hefty wuz they, I
commenced to make preparations for embarkin' on my tower. And no martyr
that ever sot down on a hot gridiron wus animated by a more warm and
martyrous feelin' of self-sacrifice. Yes, I truly felt, that if there
wus dangers to be faced, and daggers run through pardners, I felt I
would ruther they would pierce my own spare-ribs than Josiah's. (I say
spare-ribs for oritory--my ribs are not spare, fur from it.)

I didn't really believe, if he run, he would run clear to Washington.
And yet, when my mind roamed on some public men, and how fur they run, I
would groan, and hurry up my preparations.

I knew my tower must be but a short one, for sugarin'-time wus
approachin' with rapid strides, and Samantha must be at the hellum. But
I also knew, that with a determined mind, and a willin' heart,
great things could be accomplished speedily; so I commenced makin'
preparations, and layin' on plans.

As become a woman of my cast-iron principles, I fixed up mostly on
the inside of my head instead of the outside. I studied the map of the
United States. I done several sums on the slate, to harden my mind, and
help me grasp great facts, and meet difficulties bravely. I read Gass'es
"Journal,"--how he rode up our great rivers on a perioger, and shot
bears. Expectin', as I did, to see trouble, I read over agin that
book that has been my stay in so many hard-fit battle-fields of
principle,--Fox'es "Book of Martyrs."

I studied G. Washington's picture on the parlor-wall, to get kinder
stirred up in my mind about him, so's to realize to the full my
privileges as I wept onto his tomb, and stood in the capital he had
foundered.

Thomas J. come one day while I wus musin' on George; and he says,--

"What are you lookin' so close at that dear old humbug for?"

Says I firmly, and keepin' the same posture, "I am studyin' the face of
the revered and noble G. Washington. I am going shortly to weep on his
tomb and the capital he foundered. I am studyin' his face, and Gass'es
'Journal,' and other works," says I.

"If you are going to the capital, you had better study Dante."

Says I, "Danty who?"

And he says, "Just plain Dante." Says he, "You had better study his
inscription on the door of the infern"--

Says I, "Cease instantly. You are on the very pint of swearin';" and I
don't know now what he meant, and don't much care. Thomas J. is full of
queer remarks, anyway. But deep. He had a sick spell a few weeks ago;
and I went to see him the first thing in the mornin', after I heard of
it. He had overworked, the doctor said, and his heart wuz a little weak.
He looked real white; and I took holt of his hand, and says I,--

"Thomas J., I am worried about you: your pulse don't beat hardly any."

"No," says he. And he laughed with his eyes and his lips too. "I am glad
I am not a newspaper this morning, mother."

And I says, "Why?"

And he says, "If I were a morning paper, mother, I shouldn't be a
success, my circulation is so weak."

A jokin' right there, when he couldn't lift his head. But he got over
it: he always did have them sort of sick spells, from a little child.

But a manlier, good-hearteder, level-headeder boy never lived than
Thomas Jefferson Allen. He is _just right_, and always wuz. And though I
wouldn't have it get out for the world, I can't help seein' it, that he
goes fur ahead of Tirzah Ann in intellect, and nobleness of nater; and
though I love 'em both devotedly, I _do_, and I can't help it, like him
jest a little mite the best. But _this_ I wouldn't have get out for a
thousand dollars. I tell it in strict confidence, and s'pose it will
be kep' as such. Mebby I hadn't ort to tell it at all. Mebby it hain't
quite orthodox in me to feel so. But it is truthful, anyway. And
sometimes I get to kinder wobblin' round inside of my mind, and a
wonderin' which is the best,--to be orthodox, or truthful,--and I sort
o' settle down to thinkin' I will tell the truth anyway.

Josiah, I think, likes Tirzah Ann the best.

But I studied deep, and mused. Mused on our 4 fathers, and our 4
mothers, and on Liberty, and Independence, and Truth, and the Eagle. And
thinkin' I might jest as well be to work while I was a musin', I had a
dress made for the occasion. It wus bran new, and the color wus Bismark
Brown.

Josiah wanted me to have Ashes of Moses color.

But I said no. With my mind in the heroic state it was then, I couldn't
curb it down onto Ashes of Moses, or roses, or any thing else peacible.
I felt that this color, remindin' me of two grand heroes,--Bismark, John
Brown,--suited me to a T. There wus two wimmen who stood ready to make
it,--Jane Bently and Martha Snyder. I chose Martha because Martha wus
the name of the wife of Washington.

It wus made with a bask.

When the news got out that I wus goin' to Washington on a tower, the
neighbors all wanted to send errents by me.

Betsey Bobbet wanted me to go to the Patent Office, and get her two
Patent-office books, for scrap-books for poetry.

Uncle Jarvis Bently wanted me to go to the Agricultural Bureau, and get
him a paper of lettis seed. And Solomon Cypher wanted me to get him a
new kind of string-beans, if I could, and some cowcumber seeds.

Uncle Nate Gowdey, who talked of paintin' his house over, wanted me to
ask the President what kind of paint he used on the White House, and if
he put in any sperits of turpentime. And Ardelia Rumsey, who wuz goin'
to be married soon, wanted me, if I see any new kinds of bed-quilt
patterns to the White House, or to the senators' housen, to get the
patterns for her. She said she wus sick of sunflowers, and blazin'
stars, and such. She thought mebby they'd have suthin' new, spread-eagle
style, or suthin' of that kind. She said "her feller was goin' to be
connected with the Government, and she thought it would be appropriate."

And I asked her "how?" And she said, "he was goin' to get a patent on a
new kind of a jack-knife."

I told her "if she wanted a Government quilt, and wanted it appropriate,
she ort to have it a crazy-quilt."

And she said she had jest finished a crazy-quilt, with seven thousand
pieces of silk in it, and each piece trimmed with seven hundred stitches
of feather stitchin': she counted 'em. And then I remembered seein' it.
There wus some talk then about wimmen's rights, and a petition wus got
up in Jonesville for wimmen to sign; and I remember well that Ardelia
couldn't sign it for lack of time. She wanted to, but she hadn't got the
quilt more'n half done then. It took the biggest heft of two years to
do it. And so, of course, less important things had to be put aside till
she got it finished.

And I remember, too, that Ardelia's mother wanted to sign it; but she
couldn't, owin' to a bed-spread she wus a makin'. She wuz a quiltin' in
Noah's ark, and all the animals, at that time, on a Turkey-red quilt.
I remember she wuz a quiltin' the camel that day, and couldn't be
disturbed. So we didn't get the names. It took the old lady three years
to quilt that quilt. And when it wuz done, it wuz a sight to behold.
Though, as I said then, and say now, I wouldn't give much to sleep
under so many animals. But folks went from fur and near to see it, and
I enjoyed lookin' at it that day. And I see jest how it wuz. I see that
she couldn't sign. It wuzn't to be expected that a woman could stop to
tend to Justice or Freedom, or any thing else of that kind, right in the
midst of a camel.

Zebulin Coon wanted me to carry a new hen-coop of hisen to get it
patented. And I thought to myself, I wonder if they'll ask me to carry a
cow.

And sure enough, Josiah wanted me to dicker, if I could, for a calf
from Mount Vernon,--swop one of our yearlin's for it if I couldn't do no
better.

But I told him right out and out, that I couldn't go into a calf-trade
with my mind wrought up as I knew it would be.

Wall, it wuzn't more'n 2 or 3 days after I begun my preparations, that
Dorlesky Burpy, a vegetable widow, come to see me; and the errents
she sent by me wuz fur more hefty and momentous than all the rest put
together, calves, hen-coop, and all.

[Illustration: THE MOTHER'S BED-QUILT.]

And when she told 'em over to me, and I meditated on her reasons for
sendin' 'em, and her need of havin' 'em done, I felt that I would do
the errents for her if a breath was left in my body. I felt that I
would bear them 2 errents of hern on my tower side by side with my own
private, hefty mission for Josiah.

She come for a all day's visit; and though she is a vegetable widow, and
very humbly, I wuz middlin' glad to see her. But thinks'es I to myself
as I carried away her things into the bedroom, "She'll want to send some
errent by me;" and I wondered what it wouldn't be.

And so it didn't surprise me any when she asked me the first thing when
I got back "if I would lobby a little for her in Washington."

And I looked agreeable to the idee; for I s'posed it wuz some new kind
of tattin', mebby, or fancy work. And I told her "I shouldn't have much
time, but I would try to buy her some if I could."

And she said "she wanted me to lobby, myself."

And then I thought mebby it wus some new kind of waltz; and I told her
"I was too old to lobby, I hadn't lobbied a step since I was married."

And then she said "she wanted me to canvass some of the senators."

And I hung back, and asked her in a cautius tone "how many she wanted
canvassed, and how much canvass it would take?"

I knew I had a good many things to buy for my tower; and, though I
wanted to obleege Dorlesky, I didn't feel like runnin' into any great
expense for canvass.

And then she broke off from that subject, and said "she wanted her
rights, and wanted the Whiskey Ring broke up."

And then she says, going back to the old subject agin, "I hear that
Josiah Allen has political hopes: can I canvass him?"

And I says, "Yes, you can for all me." But I mentioned cautiously, for I
believe in bein' straightforward, and not holdin' out no false hopes,--I
said "she must furnish her own canvass, for I hadn't a mite in the
house."

But Josiah didn't get home till after her folks come after her. So he
wuzn't canvassed.

But she talked a sight about her children, and how bad she felt to be
parted from 'em, and how much she used to think of her husband, and how
her hull life wus ruined, and how the Whiskey Ring had done it,--that,
and wimmen's helpless condition under the law. And she cried, and wept,
and cried about her children, and her sufferin's she had suffered; and
I did. I cried onto my apron, and couldn't help it. A new apron too. And
right while I wus cryin' onto that gingham apron, she made me promise to
carry them two errents of hern to the President, and to get 'em done for
her if I possibly could.

"She wanted the Whiskey Ring destroyed, and she wanted her rights; and
she wanted 'em both in less than 2 weeks."

I wiped my eyes off, and told her I didn't believe she could get 'em
done in that length of time, but I would tell the President about it,
and "I thought more'n as likely as not he would want to do right by
her." And says I, "If he sets out to, he can haul them babys of yourn
out of that Ring pretty sudden."

And then, to kinder get her mind off of her sufferin's, I asked her
how her sister Susan wus a gettin' along. I hadn't heard from her for
years--she married Philemon Clapsaddle; and Dorlesky spoke out as bitter
as a bitter walnut--a green one. And says she,--

"She is in the poorhouse."

"Why, Dorlesky Burpy!" says I. "What do you mean?"

"I mean what I say. My sister, Susan Clapsaddle, is in the poorhouse."

"Why, where is their property all gone?" says I. "They was well
off--Susan had five thousand dollars of her own when she married him."

"I know it," says she. "And I can tell you, Josiah Allen's wife, where
their property is gone. It has gone down Philemon Clapsaddle's throat.
Look down that man's throat, and you will see 150 acres of land, a good
house and barns, 20 sheep, and 40 head of cattle."

"Why-ee!" says I.

"Yes, you will see 'em all down that man's throat." And says she,
in still more bitter axents, "You will see four mules, and a span of
horses, two buggies, a double sleigh, and three buffalo-robes. He
has drinked 'em all up--and 2 horse-rakes, a cultivator, and a
thrashin'-machine.

"Why! Why-ee!" says I agin. "And where are the children?"

"The boys have inherited their father's evil habits, and drink as bad as
he duz; and the oldest girl has gone to the bad."

"Oh, dear! oh, dear me!" says I. And we both sot silent for a spell.
And then, thinkin' I must say sunthin', and wantin' to strike a safe
subject, and a good-lookin' one, I says,--

"Where is your aunt Eunice'es girl? that pretty girl I see to your house
once."

"That girl is in the lunatick asylum."

"Dorlesky Burpy!" says I. "Be you a tellin' the truth?"

"Yes, I be, the livin' truth. She went to New York to buy millinary
goods for her mother's store. It wus quite cool when she left home, and
she hadn't took off her winter clothes: and it come on brilin' hot in
the city; and in goin' about from store to store, the heat and the hard
work overcome her, and she fell down in the street in a sort of a
faintin'-fit, and was called drunk, and dragged off to a police court by
a man who wus a animal in human shape. And he misused her in such a way,
that she never got over the horror of what befell her--when she come to,
to find herself at the mercy of a brute in a man's shape. She went into
a melancholy madness, and wus sent to the asylum. Of course they
couldn't have wimmen in such places to take care of wimmen," says she
bitterly.

I sithed a long and mournful sithe, and sot silent agin for quite a
spell. But thinkin' I _must_ be sociable, I says,--

"Your aunt Eunice is well, I s'pose?"

"She is a moulderin' in jail," says she.

"In jail? Eunice Keeler in jail?"

"Yes, in jail." And Dorlesky's tone wus now like wormwood, wormwood and
gall.

"You know, she owns a big property in tenement-houses, and other
buildings, where she lives. Of course her taxes wus awful high; and she
didn't expect to have any voice in tellin' how that money, a part of her
own property, that she earned herself in a store, should be used.

[Illustration: MAN LIFTING UP EUNICE.]

"But she had jest been taxed high for new sidewalks in front of some of
her buildin's.

"And then another man come into power in that ward, and he natrully
wanted to make some money out of her; and he had a spite aginst her,
too, so he ordered her to build new sidewalks. And she wouldn't tear up
a good sidewalk to please him or anybody else, so she was put to jail
for refusin' to comply with the law."

Thinks'es I to myself, I don't believe the law would have been so hard
on her if she hadn't been so humbly. The Burpys are a humbly lot. But I
didn't think it out loud. And I didn't uphold the law for feelin' so, if
it did. No: I says in pityin' tones,--for I wus truly sorry for Eunice
Keeler,--

"How did it end?"

"It hain't ended," says she. "It only took place a month ago; and she
has got her grit up, and won't pay: and no knowin' how it will end. She
lays there a moulderin'."

I myself don't believe Eunice wus "mouldy;" but that is Dorlesky's way
of talkin',--very flowery.

[Illustration: EUNICE IN JAIL.]

"Wall," says I, "do you think the weather is goin' to moderate?"

I truly felt that I dassent speak to her about any human bein' under the
sun, not knowin' what turn she would give to the conversation, bein' so
embittered. But I felt the weather wus safe, and cotton stockin's, and
factory-cloth; and I kep' her down onto them subjects for more'n two
hours.

But, good land! I can't blame her for bein' embittered aginst men and
the laws they have made; for, if ever a woman has been tormented, she
has.

It honestly seems to me as if I never see a human creeter so afflicted
as Dorlesky Burpy has been, all her life.

Why, her sufferin's date back before she wus born; and that is goin'
pretty fur back. You see, her father and mother had had some difficulty:
and he wus took down with billious colic voyolent four weeks before
Dorlesky wus born; and some think it wus the hardness between 'em, and
some think it wus the gripin' of the colic at the time he made his will;
anyway, he willed Dorlesky away, boy or girl, whichever it wuz, to his
brother up on the Canada line.

So, when Dorlesky wus born (and born a girl, entirely onbeknown to her),
she wus took right away from her mother, and gin to this brother. Her
mother couldn't help herself: he had the law on his side. But it jest
killed her. She drooped right away and died, before the baby wus a year
old. She was a affectionate, tenderhearted woman; and her husband wus
kinder overbearin', and stern always.

But it wus this last move of hisen that killed her; for I tell you, it
is pretty tough on a mother to have her baby, a part of her own life,
took right out of her arms, and gin to a stranger.

For this uncle of hern wus a entire stranger to Dorlesky when the will
wus made. And almost like a stranger to her father, for he hadn't seen
him sence he wus a boy; but he knew he hadn't any children, and s'posed
he wus rich and respectable. But the truth wuz, he had been a runnin'
down every way,--had lost his property and his character, wus dissipated
and mean (onbeknown, it wus s'posed, to Dorlesky's father). But the will
was made, and the law stood. Men are ashamed now, to think the law wus
ever in voge; but it wuz, and is now in some of the States. The law wus
in voge, and the poor young mother couldn't help herself. It has always
been the boast of our American law, that it takes care of wimmen. It
took care of her. It held her in its strong, protectin' grasp, and held
her so tight, that the only way she could slip out of it wus to drop
into the grave, which she did in a few months. Then it leggo.

But it kep' holt of Dorlesky: it bound her tight to her uncle, while he
run through with what little property she had; while he sunk lower and
lower, until at last he needed the very necessaries of life; and then
he bound her out to work, to a woman who kep' a drinkin'-den, and the
lowest, most degraded hant of vice.

Twice Dorlesky run away, bein' virtuous but humbly; but them strong,
protectin' arms of the law that had held her mother so tight, jest
reached out, and dragged her back agin. Upheld by them, her uncle could
compel her to give her service wherever he wanted her to work; and he
wus owin' this woman, and she wanted Dorlesky's work, so she had to
submit.

But the 3d time, she made a effort so voyalent that she got away. A good
woman, who, bein' nothin' but a woman, couldn't do any thing towards
onclinchin' them powerful arms that wuz protectin' her, helped her to
slip through 'em. And Dorlesky come to Jonesville to live with a sister
of that good woman; changed her name, so's it wouldn't be so easy to
find her; grew up to be a nice, industrious girl. And when the woman she
was took by, died, she left Dorlesky quite a handsome property.

And finally she married Lank Rumsey, and did considerable well, it
was s'posed. Her property, put with what little he had, made 'em a
comfortable home; and they had two pretty little children,--a boy and
a girl. But when the little girl was a baby, he took to drinkin',
neglected his business, got mixed up with a whisky-ring, whipped
Dorlesky--not so very hard. He went accordin' to law; and the law of
the United States don't approve of a man whippin' his wife enough to
endanger her life--it says it don't. He made every move of hisen lawful,
and felt that Dorlesky hadn't ort to complain and feel hurt. But a good
whippin' will make anybody feel hurt, law or no law. And then he parted
with her, and got her property and her two little children. Why, it
seemed as if every thing under the sun and moon, that _could_ happen to
a woman, had happened to Dorlesky, painful things, and gaulin'.

Jest before Lank parted with her, she fell on a broken sidewalk: some
think he tripped her up, but it never was proved. But, anyway, Dorlesky
fell, and broke her hip bone; and her husband sued the corporation, and
got ten thousand dollars for it. Of course, the law give the money to
him, and she never got a cent of it. But she wouldn't never have made
any fuss over that, knowin' that the law of the United States was such.
But what made it gaulin' to her wuz, that, while she was layin' there
achin' in splints, he took that very money and used it to court up
another woman with. Gin her presents, jewellry, bunnets, head-dresses,
artificial flowers, and etcetery, out of Dorlesky's own hip-money.

[Illustration: DORLESKY'S TRIALS.]

And I don't know as any thing could be much more gaulin' to a woman than
that wuz,--while she lay there, groanin' in splints, to have her husband
take the money for her own broken bones, and dress up another woman like
a doll with it.

But the law gin it to him; and he was only availin' himself of the
glorious liberty of our free republic, and doin' as he was a mind to.

And it was s'posed that that very hip-money was what made the match.
For, before she wus fairly out of splints, he got a divorce from her.
And by the help of that money, and the Whisky Ring, he got her two
little children away from her.

And I wonder if there is a mother in the land, that can blame Dorlesky
for gettin' mad, and wantin' her rights, and wantin' the Whisky Ring
broke up, when they think it over,--how she has been fooled round with
by men, willed away, and whipped and parted with and stole from. Why,
they can't blame her for feelin' fairly savage about 'em--and she duz.
For as she says to me once when we wus a talkin' it over, how every
thing had happened to her that could happen to a woman, and how curious
it wuz,--

"Yes," says she, with a axent like boneset and vinegar,--"and what few
things there are that hain't happened to me, has happened to my folks."

And, sure enough, I couldn't dispute her. Trouble and wrongs and
sufferin's seemed to be epidemic in the race of Burpy wimmen. Why, one
of her aunts on her father's side, Patty Burpy, married for her first
husband Eliphalet Perkins. He was a minister, rode on a circuit. And he
took Patty on it too; and she rode round with him on it, a good deal of
the time. But she never loved to: she wus a woman who loved to be still,
and be kinder settled down at home.

But she loved Eliphalet so well, she would do any thing to please him:
so she rode round with him on that circuit, till she was perfectly
fagged out.

He was a dretful good man to her; but he wus kinder poor, and they had
hard times to get along. But what property they had wuzn't taxed, so
that helped some; and Patty would make one doller go a good ways.

No, their property wasn't taxed till Eliphalet died. Then the supervisor
taxed it the very minute the breath left his body; run his horse, so it
was said, so's to be sure to get it onto the tax-list, and comply with
the law.

You see, Eliphalet's salary stopped when his breath did. And I s'pose
mebby the law thought, seem' she was a havin' trouble, she might jest as
well have a little more; so it taxed all the property it never had taxed
a cent for before.

But she had this to console her anyway,--that the law didn't forget her
in her widowhood. No: the law is quite thoughtful of wimmen, by spells.
It says, the law duz, that it protects wimmen. And I s'pose in some
mysterious way, too deep for wimmen to understand, it was protectin' her
now.

Wall, she suffered along, and finally married agin. I wondered why she
did. But she was such a quiet, home-lovin' woman, that it was s'posed
she wanted to settle down, and be kinder still and sot. But of all the
bad luck she had! She married on short acquaintance, and he proved to be
a perfect wanderer. Why, he couldn't keep still. It was s'posed to be a
mark.

He moved Patty thirteen times in two years; and at last he took her into
a cart,--a sort of a covered wagon,--and travelled right through the
Eastern States with her. He wanted to see the country, and loved to
live in the wagon: it was his make. And, of course, the law give him the
control of her body; and she had to go where he moved it, or else part
with him. And I s'pose the law thought it was guardin' and nourishin'
her when it was a joltin' her over them praries and mountains and
abysses. But it jest kep' her shook up the hull of the time.

It wus the regular Burpy luck.

[Illustration: PATTY AND HUSBAND TRAVELLING IN THE FAR WEST.]

And then, another one of her aunts, Drusilla Burpy, she married a
industrius, hard-workin' man,--one that never drinked a drop, and was
sound on the doctrines, and give good measure to his customers: he was
a grocer-man. And a master hand for wantin' to foller the laws of his
country, as tight as laws could be follered. And so, knowin' that the
law approved of "moderate correction" for wimmen, and that "a man might
whip his wife, but not enough to endanger her life," he bein' such a
master hand for wantin' to do every thing faithful, and do his very best
for his customers, it was s'posed that he wanted to do his best for the
law; and so, when he got to whippin' Drusilla, he would whip her _too_
severe--he would be _too_ faithful to it.

You see, the way ont was, what made him whip her at all wuz, she was
cross to him. They had nine little children. She always thought that two
or three children would be about all one woman could bring up well "by
hand," when that one hand wuz so awful full of work, as will be told
more ensuin'ly. But he felt that big families wuz a protection to the
Government; and "he wanted fourteen boys," he said, so they could all
foller their father's footsteps, and be noble, law-making, law-abiding
citizens, jest as he was.

But she had to do every mite of the housework, and milk cows, and make
butter and cheese, and cook and wash and scour, and take all the care
of the children, day and night, in sickness and in health, and spin and
weave the cloth for their clothes (as wimmen did in them days), and then
make 'em, and keep 'em clean. And when there wuz so many of 'em, and
only about a year's difference in their ages, some of 'em--why, I s'pose
she sometimes thought more of her own achin' back than she did of the
good of the Government; and she would get kinder discouraged sometimes,
and be cross to him.

And knowin' his own motives was so high and loyal, he felt that he ought
to whip her. So he did.

And what shows that Drusilla wuzn't so bad as he s'posed she wuz, what
shows that she did have her good streaks, and a deep reverence for the
law, is, that she stood his whippin's first-rate, and never whipped him.

Now, she wuz fur bigger than he wuz, weighed 80 pounds the most, and
might have whipped him if the law had been such.

[Illustration: BEATING HIS WIFE.]

But they was both law-abidin', and wanted to keep every preamble; so she
stood it to be whipped, and never once whipped him in all the seventeen
years they lived together.

She died when her twelfth child was born: there wus jest 13 months
difference in the age of that and the one next older. And they said she
often spoke out in her last sickness, and said,--

"Thank fortune, I have always kept the law."

And they said the same thought wus a great comfort to him in his last
moments.

He died about a year after she did, leaving his 2nd wife with twins and
a good property.

Then, there was Abagail Burpy. She married a sort of a high-headed
man, though one that paid his debts, and was truthful, and considerable
good-lookin', and played well on the fiddle. Why, it seemed as if he had
almost every qualification for makin' a woman happy, only he had jest
this one little excentricity,--that man would lock up Abagail Burpy's
clothes every time he got mad at her.

Of course the law give her clothes to him; and knowin' it was one of the
laws of the United States, she wouldn't have complained only when she
had company. But it was mortifyin', and nobody could dispute it, to have
company come, and nothin' to put on.

Several times she had to withdraw into the wood-house, and stay most
of the day, shiverin', and under the cellar-stairs, and round in
clothes-presses.

But he boasted in prayer-meetin's, and on boxes before grocery-stores,
that he wus a law-abidin' citizen; and he wuz. Eben Flanders wouldn't
lie for anybody.

But I'll bet that Abagail Flanders beat our old Revolutionary 4 mothers
in thinkin' out new laws, when she lay round under stairs, and behind
barrells, in her nightdress.

You see, when a man hides his wive's corset and petticoat, it is
governin' without the "consent of the governed." And if you don't
believe it, you ort to have peeked round them barrells, and seen
Abagail's eyes. Why, they had hull reams of by-laws in 'em, and
preambles, and "declarations of independence." So I have been told.

Why, it beat every thing I ever heard on, the lawful sufferin's of them
wimmen. For there wuzn't nothin' illegal about one single trouble of
theirn. They suffered accordin' to law, every one of 'em. But it wus
tuff for 'em--very tuff.

And their all bein' so dretful humbly wuz and is another drawback to
'em; though that, too, is perfectly lawful, as everybody knows.

And Dorlesky looks as bad agin as she would otherways, on account of her
teeth.

It wus after Lank had begun to kinder get after this other woman, and
wus indifferent to his wive's looks, that Dorlesky had a new set of
teeth on her upper jaw. And they sort o' sot out, and made her look so
bad that it fairly made her ache to look at herself in the glass. And
they hurt her gooms too. And she carried 'em back to the dentist, and
wanted him to make her another set.

But the dentist acted mean, and wouldn't take 'em back, and sued Lank
for the pay. And they had a lawsuit. And the law bein' such that a
woman can't testify in court in any matter that is of mutual interest
to husband and wife--and Lank wantin' to act mean, too, testified that
"they wus good sound teeth."

And there Dorlesky sot right in front of 'em with her gooms achin', and
her face all pokin' out, and lookin' like furyation, and couldn't say a
word. But she had to give in to the law.

And ruther than go toothless, she wears 'em to this day. And I do
believe it is the raspin' of them teeth aginst her gooms, and her
discouraged and mad feelin's every time she looks in a glass, that helps
to embitter her towards men, and the laws men have made, so's a woman
can't have the control over her own teeth and her own bones.

Wall, Dorlesky went home about 4 P.M., I a promisin' at the last minute
as sacred as I could, without usin' a book, to do her errents for her.

I urged her to stay to supper, but she couldn't; for she said the man
where she worked was usin' his horses, and couldn't come after her agin.
And she said that--

"Mercy on her! how could anybody eat any more supper after such a dinner
as I had got?"

And it wuzn't nothin' extra, I didn't think. No better than my common
run of dinners.

Wall, she hadn't been gone over an hour (she a hollerin' from the wagon,
a chargin' on me solemn, about the errents,--the man she works for is
deef, deef as a post,--and I a noddin' to her firm, honorable nods, that
I would do 'em), and I wus a slickin' up the settin'-room, and Martha,
who had jest come in, wus measurin' off my skirt-breadths, when Josiah
Allen drove up, and Cicely and the boy with him.

And there I had been a layin' out to write to her that very night to
tell her I wus goin' away, and to be sure and come jest as quick as I
got back!

Wall, I never see the time I wuzn't glad to see Cicely, and I felt that
she could visit to Tirzah Ann's and Thomas J.'s while I wus gone. She
looked dretful pale and sad, I thought; but she seemed glad to see
me, and glad to get back. And the boy asked Josiah and Ury and me 47
questions between the wagon and the front doorstep, for I counted 'em.
He wus well.

I broached the subject of my tower to Cicely when she and I wus all
alone in her room. And, if you'll believe it, she all rousted up with
the idee of wantin' to go too.

She says, "You know, aunt Samantha, just how I have prayed and labored
for my boy's future; how I have made all the efforts that it is possible
for a woman to make; how I have thrown my heart and life into the
work,--but I have done no good. That letter," says she, takin' one out
of her pocket, and throwin' it into my lap,--"that letter tells me just
what I knew so well before,--just how weak a woman is; that they have no
power, only the power to suffer."

It wus from that old executor, refusin' to comply with some request she
had made about her own property,--a request of right and truth.

Oh, how glad I would have been to had him execkuted that very minute!
Why, I'd done it myself if wimmen could execkit--but they can't.

Says she, "I'll go with you to Washington,--I and the boy. Perhaps I can
do something for him there." But when she mentioned the boy, I demurred
in my own mind, and kep' a demurrin'. Thinks'es I, how can I stand it,
as tired as I expect to be, to have him a askin' questions all the hull
time? She see I was a demurrin'; and her pretty face grew sadder than it
had, and overcasteder.

And as I see that, I gin in at once, and says with a cheerful face, but
a forebodin' mind,--

"Wall, Cicely, we three will embark together on our tower."

Wall, after supper Cicely and I sot down under the front stoop,--it
was a warm evenin',--and we talked some about other wimmen. Not runnin'
talk, or gossipin' talk, but jest plain talk, about her aunt Mary, and
her aunt Melissa, and her aunt Mary's daughter, who wus a runnin' down,
runnin' faster than ever, so I judged from what she said. And how Susan
Ann Grimshaw that was, had a young babe. She said her aunt Mary was
better now, so she had started for the Michigan; but she had had a
dretful sick spell while she was there.

While she wuz a tellin' me this, Cicely sot on one of the steps of the
stoop: I sot up under it in my rockin'-chair. And she looked dretful
good to me. She had on a white dress. She most always wears white in the
house, when we hain't got company; and always wears black when she is
dressed up, and when she goes out.

This dress was made of white mull. The yoke wus made all of thin
embroidery, and her white neck and shoulders shone through it like snow.
Her sleeves was all trimmed with lace, and fell back from her pretty
white arms. Her hands wus clasped over her knees; and her hair, which
the boy had got loose a playin' with her, wus fallin' round her face
and neck. And her great, earnest eyes wus lookin' into the West, and the
light from the sunset fallin' through the mornin'-glorys wus a fallin'
over her, till I declare, I never see any thing look so pretty in my
hull life. And there was some thin' more, fur more than prettiness in
her face, in her big eyes.

It wuzn't unhappiness, and it wuzn't happiness, and I don't know as I
can tell what it wuz. It seemed as if she wuz a lookin' fur, fur
away, further than Jonesville, further than the lake that lay beyend
Jonesville, and which was pure gold now,--a sea of glass mingled with
fire,--further than the cloudy masses in the western heavens, which
looked like a city of shinin' mansions, fur off; but her eyes was
lookin' away off, beyend them.

And I kep' still, and didn't feel like talkin' about other wimmen.

Finally she spoke out. "Aunt Samantha, what do you suppose I thought
when dear aunt Mary was so ill when I was there?"

And I says, "I don't know, dear: what did you?"

"Well, I thought, that, though I loved her so dearly, I almost wished
she would die while I was there."

"Why, Cicely!" says I. "Why-ee! what did you wish that for? and thinkin'
so much of your aunt as you do."

[Illustration: LOOKING BEYEND THE SUNSET.]

"Well, you know how mother and aunt Mary loved each other, how near they
were to each other. Why, mother could always tell when aunt Mary was
ill or in trouble, and she was just the same in regard to mother. And I
can't think that when death has freed the soul from the flesh, that they
will have less spiritual knowledge of each other than when they were
here; and I felt, that with such a love as theirs, death would only make
their souls nearer: and you know what the Bible says,--that 'God shall
make of his angels ministering spirits;' and I _know_ He would send
no other angel but my mother, to dear aunt Mary's bedside, to take her
spirit home. And I thought, that, if I were there, my mother would be
there right in the room with me; and I didn't know but I might _feel_
her presence if I could not see her. And I _do_ want my mother so
sometimes, aunt Samantha," says she with the tears comin' into them
soft brown eyes. "It seems as if she would tell me what to do for the
boy--she always knew what was right and best to do."

Says I to myself, "For the land's sake, what won't Cicely think on
next?" But I didn't say a word, mind you, not a single word would I say
to hurt that child's feelin's--not for a silver dollar, I wouldn't.

I only says, in calm accents,--

"Don't for mercy's sake, child, talk of seein' your mother now."

She looked far off into the shinin' western heavens with that deep,
searchin', but soft gaze,--seemin' to look clear through them cloudy
mansions of rose and pearl,--and says she,--

"If I were good enough, I think I could."

And I says, "Cicely, you are goin' to take cold, with nothin' round your
shoulders." Says I, "The weather is very ketchin', and it looks to me as
if we wus goin' to have quite a spell of it."

And the boy overheard me, and asked me 75 questions about ketchin' the
weather.

"If the weather set a trap? If it ketched with bait, or with a hook, and
what it ketched? and how? and who?"

Oh my stars! what a time I did have!

The next mornin' after this Cicely wuzn't well enough to get up. I
carried up her breakfast with my own hands,--a good one, though I am fur
from bein' the one that ort to say it.

And after breakfast, along in the forenoon, Martha, who was makin'
my dress, felt troubled in mind as to whether she had better cut the
polenay kitrin' ways of the cloth, or not: and Miss Gowdey had jest had
one made in the height of the fashion, to Jonesville; and so to ease
Martha's mind (she is one that gets deprested easy, when weighty
subjects are pressin' her down), I said I would run over cross-lots, and
carry home a drawin' of tea I had borrowed, and look at the polenay, and
bring back tidin's from it. And I wus goin' there acrost the orchard,
when I see the boy a layin' on his back under a apple-tree, lookin' up
into the sky; and says I,--

"What be you doin' here, Paul?"

He never got up, nor moved a mite. That is one of the peculiarities of
the boy, you can't surprise him: nothin' seems to startle him.

He lay still, and spoke out for all the world as if I had been there
with him all day.

"I am lookin' to see if I can see it. I thought I got a glimpse of it a
minute ago, but it wus only a white cloud."

"Lookin' for what?" says I.

"The gate of that City that comes down out of the heavens. You know,
uncle Josiah read about it this morning, out of that big book he prays
out of after breakfast. He said the gate was one pearl.

"And I asked mamma what a pearl was, and she said it was just like that
ring she wears that papa gave her. And I asked her where the City was,
and she said it was up in the heavens. And I asked her if I should ever
see it; and she said, if I was good, it would swing down out of the sky,
sometime, and that shining gate would open, and I should walk through it
into the City.

[Illustration: LOOKING FOR THE CITY.]

"And I went right to being good, that minute; and I have been good for
as many as three hours, I should think. And _say_, how long have you got
to be good before you can go through? And _say_, can you see it before
you go through? And SAY"--

But I had got most out of hearin' then.

"And _say_"--

I heard his last "say" just as I got out of hearin' of him.

He acted kinder disappointed at dinner-time, and said "he wus tired of
watchin', and tired out of bein' good;" and he wus considerable cross
all that afternoon. But he got clever agin before bedtime. And he come
and leaned up aginst my lap at sundown, and asked me, I guess, about 200
questions about the City.

And his eyes looked big and dreamy and soft, and his cheeks looked rosy,
and his mouth awful good and sweet. And his curls wus kinder moist, and
hung down over his white forehead. I _did_ love him, and couldn't help
it, chin or no chin.

He had been still for quite a spell, a thinkin'; and at last he broke
out,--

"Say, auntie, shall I see my father there in the City?"

And I didn't know what to tell him; for you know what it says,--

"_Without_ are murderers."

[Illustration: ASKING ABOUT THE CITY.]

But then, agin, I thought, what will become of the respectable church
members who sell the fire that flames up in a man's soul, and ruins his
life? What will become of them who lend their votes and their influence
to make it right? They vote on Saturdays, to make the sale of this
poison legal, and on Sundays go to church with their respectable
families. And they expect to go right to heaven, of course; for they
have improved all the means of grace. Hired costly pews, and give big
charities--in money obtained by sellin' robberies, murders, broken
hearts, ruined lives.

But the boy wanted an answer; and his eyes looked questioning but soft.

"Say, auntie, do you think we'll find him there, mamma and I? You know,
that is what mamma cries so for,--she wants him so bad. And do you think
he will stand just inside the gate, waiting for us? _Say!_"

But agin I thought of what it said,--

"No drunkard shall inherit eternal life."

And agin I didn't know what to say, and I hurried him off to bed.

But, after he had gone, I spoke out entirely unbeknown to myself, and
says,--

"I can't see through it."

"You can't see through what?" says Josiah, who wus jest a comin' in.

"I can't see through it, why drunkards and murderers are punished, and
them that make 'em drink and murder go free. I can't see through it."

"Wall, I don't see how you can see through any thing here--dark as
pitch." Here he fell over a stool, which made him madder.

"Folks make fools of themselves, a follerin' up that subject." Here he
stubbed his foot aginst the rockin'-chair, and most fell, and snapped
out enough to take my head off,--

"The dumb fools will get so before long, that a man can't drink milk
porridge without their prayin' over him."

Says I, "Be calm! stand right still in the middle of the floor, Josiah
Allen, and I'll light a lamp," which I did; and he sot down cleverer,
though he says,--

"You want to take away all the rights of a man. Liquor is good for
sickness, and you know it. You go onto extremes, you go too fur."

Says I calmly, "Do you s'pose, at this late hour, I am goin' to stop
bein' mejum? No! mejum have I lived, and mejum will I die. I believe
liquor is good for medicine: if I should say I didn't, I should be a
lyin', which I am fur from wantin' to do at my age. I think it kep'
mother Allen alive for years, jest as I believe arsenic broke up Bildad
Smith's chills. And I s'pose folks have jest as good a right to use it
for the benefit of their health, as to use any other pizen, or fire, or
any thing.

"And it should be used jest like pizen and fire and etcetery. You don't
want to eat pizen for a treat, or pass it round amongst your friends.
You don't want to play with fire for fun, or burn yourself up with it.
You don't want to use it to confligrate yourself or anybody else.

"So with liquor. You don't want to drink liquor to kill yourself with,
or to kill other folks. You don't want to inebriate with it. If I had my
way, Josiah Allen," says I firmly, "the hull liquor-trade should be
in the hands of doctors, who wouldn't sell a drop without knowin'
_positive_ that it wus _needed_ for sickness, or the aged and infirm.
Good, honest doctors who couldn't be bought nor sold."

"Where would you find 'em?" says Josiah in a gruff tone (I mistrust his
toe pained him).

Says I thoughtfully, "Surely there is one good, reliable man left in
every town--that could be found."

"I don't know about it," says he, sort o' musin'ly. "I am gettin' pretty
old to begin it, but I don't know but I might get to be a doctor now."

Says he, brightenin' up, "It can't take much study to deal out a dose of
salts now and then, or count anybody's pult."

But says I firmly, "Give up that idee at once, Josiah Allen. I have
come out alive, out of all your other plans and progects, and I hain't a
goin' to be killed now at my age, by you as a doctor."

My tone wus so powerful, and even skairful, that he gin up the idee, and
wound up the clock, and went to bed.




CHAPTER VI.


Cicely wus some better the next day. And two days before we sot sail for
Washington, Philury Mesick, the girl Ury was payin' attention to, and
who was goin' to keep my house durin' my absence on my tower, come with
a small, a very small trunk, ornimented with brass nails.

Poor little thing! I wus always sorry for her, she is so little, and so
freckled, and so awful willin' to do jest as anybody wants her to. She
is a girl that Miss Solomon Gowdey kinder took. And I think, if there
is any condition that is hard, it is to be "kinder took." Why, if I was
took at all, I should want to be "_took_."

But Miss Gowdey took Philury jest enough not to pay her any regular
wages, and didn't take her enough so Philury could collect any pay from
her when she left. She left, because there wus a hardness between 'em,
on account of a grindstun. Philury said Miss Gowdey's little boy broke
the grindstun, and the boy laid it to Philury. Anyway, the grindstun wus
broke, and it made a hardness. And when Philury left Miss Gowdey's, all
her worldly wealth wuz held in that poor, pitiful lookin' trunk. Why,
the trunk looked like Philury, and Philury looked like the trunk. It
looked small, and meek, and well disposed; and the brass nails looked
some like frecks, only larger.

Wall, I felt sorry for her: and I s'posed, that, married or single, she
would have to wear stockin's; so I told her, that, besides her wages,
she might have all the lamb's-wool yarn she wanted to spin while I was
gone, after doin' the house-work.

She wus tickled enough as I told her.

"Why," says she, "I can spin enough to last me for years and years."

"Wall," says I, "so much the better. I have mistrusted," says I, "that
Miss Gowdey wouldn't do much for you on account of that hardness about
the grindstun; and knowin' that you hain't got no mother, I have laid
out to do middlin' well by you and Ury when you get married."

And she blushed, and said "she expected to marry Ury sometime--years and
years hence."

"Wall," says I, "you can spin the yarn anyway."

Philury is a real handy little thing about the house. And so willin' and
clever, that I guess, if I had asked her to jump into the oven, and bake
herself, she would have done it. And so I told Josiah.

[Illustration: PHILURY.]

And he said "he thought a little more bakin' wouldn't hurt her." Says
he, "She is pretty soft."

And says I, "Soft or not, she's good. And that is more than I can say
for some folks, who _think_ they know a little more."

I will stand up for my sect.

Wall, in three days' time we sot sail for Washington, D.C., I a feelin'
well about Josiah. For Philury and Ury wus clever, and would do well by
him. And the cubbard wus full and overflowin' with every thing good to
eat. And I felt that I had indeed, in that cubbard, left him a consoler.

Josiah took us to the train about an hour and a half too early. But
I wus glad we wus on time, because it would have worked Josiah up
dretfully if we hadn't been. For he had spent the most of the latter
part of the night in gettin' up and walkin' out to the clock to see if
it wus approachin' train time: the train left at a quarter to ten.

I wus glad on his account, and also on my own; for at the last minute,
as you may say, who should come a runnin' down to the depot but Sam
Shelmadine, a wantin' to send a errent by me to Washington.

He kinder wunk me out to one side of the waitin'-room, and asked me "if
I would try to get him a license to steal horses."

It kinder runs in the blood of the Shelmadines to love to steal, and he
owned up that it did. But he wuzn't goin' into it for that, he said: he
wanted the profit of it.

But I told him "I wouldn't do any such thing;" and I looked at him in
such a witherin' way, that I should most probable have withered him,
only he is blind with one eye, and I was on the blind side.

But he argued with me, and said it was no worse than to give licenses
for other kinds of meanness.

He said they give licenses now to steal--steal folks'es senses away, and
then they would steal every thing else, and murder, and tear round into
every kind of wickedness. But he didn't ask that. He wanted things done
fair and square: he jest wanted to steal horses. He was goin' West, and
he thought he could do a good business, and lay up something. If he had
a license, he shouldn't be afraid of bein' shot up, or shot.

But I refused the job with scorn; and jest as I wus refusin', the cars
snorted, and I wus glad they did. They seemed to express in that wild
snort something of the indignation I felt.

The _idee_.

When Cicely and the boy and I got to Washington, the shades of twilight
was a shadin the earth gently; and we got a man to take us to Condelick
Smith'ses.

The man was in a hack, as Cicely called it (and he had a hackin' cough,
too, which made it seem more singular). We told him to take us right to
Miss Condelick Smith'ses. Condelick is my own cousin on my own side, and
travelin' on the road for groceries.

She keeps a nice, quiet boardin'-house. Only a few boarders, "with the
comforts of a home, and congenial society," as she wrote to me when she
heard I wus a comin' to Washington. She said we had _got_ to go to
her house; so we went, with the distinct knowledge in our minds and
pocket-books, of payin' for our 3 boards.

She was very tickled to see us, and embraced us almost warmly. She had
been over a hot fire a cookin'. She is humbly, but likely, I have been
told and believe.

She has got a wen on her cheek, but that don't hurt her any. Wens hain't
nothin' that detract from a person's moral worth.

There is only one child in the family,--Condelick, Jr., aged 13. A
good, fat boy, with white hair and blue eyes, and a great capacity for
blushin', but seemed to be good dispositioned.

It wus late supper time; and we had only time to go up into our rooms,
and bathe our weary faces and hands, when we had to go down to supper.

Miss Condelick Smith called it dinner: she misspoke herself. Havin' so
much on her hands, it is no wonder that she should make a slip once in a
while. I should, myself, if my mind wuzn't like iron for strength. There
wus only three or four to the table besides us: it wuz later than their
usial supper time. There wus a young couple there who had jest been
married, and come there to live.

Ever sense we left home we had seen sights and sights of brides and
groomses. It seemed to be a good time of year for 'em; and Cicely and I
would pass the time by guessin', from their demeaners, how long they had
been married. You know they act very soft the first day or two, and then
harden gradually, as time passes, till sometimes they get very hard.

Wall, as I looked at this young pair, I whispered to Cicely,--

"2 days."

They acted well. Though I see with pain that the bride was tryin' to
foller after the groom blindly, and I see she was a layin' up trouble
for herself. Amongst other good things, they had a baked chicken for
supper; and when the young husband wus asked what part of the fowl he
would take, he said,--

"It was immaterial!"

And then, when they asked the bride, she blushed sweetly, and said,--

"She would take a piece of the immaterial too."

And she bein' next to me, I said to her in a low tone, but firm and
motherly,--

"You are a beginner in married life; and I say to you, as one who has
had stiddy practice for 20 years, begin right. Let your affections be
firm as adamant, cling closely to Duty's apron-strings, but do not too
blindly copy after your groom. Try to stand up on your own feet, and be
a helpmate to him, not a dead weight for him to carry. Do branch right
out, and tell what part of the fowl, or of life, you want, if it hain't
nothin' but the gizzard or neck; and then try to get it. If you don't
have any self-reliance, if you don't try to help yourself any, it is
highly probable to me, that you won't get any thing more out of the
fowl, or of life, than a piece of 'the immaterial.'"

She blushed, and said she would. And so Duty bein' appeased, and
attended to, I calmly pursued my own meal.

The next morning Cicely was so beat out that she couldn't get up at
all. She wuzn't sick, only jest tired out. And so the boy and I sot out
alone.

I told Cicely I would do my errents the first thing, so as to leave my
mind and my conscience clear for the rest of my stay.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA ADVISING THE BRIDE.]

And I knew there wuz a good many who would feel hurt, deeply hurt, if I
didn't notice 'em right off the first thing. The President, and lots of
'em, I knew would take it right to heart, and feel dretfully worked up
and slighted, if I didn't call on 'em.

And then, I had to carry Dorlesky's errent to the President anyway. And
I thought I would tend to it right away, so I sot out in good season.

When you are a noticin' anybody, and makin' 'em perfectly happy, you
feel well yourself. I was in good spirits, and quite a number of 'em.
The boy wus feelin' well too. He had a little black velvet suit and a
deep lace collar, and his gold curls was a hangin' down under his little
black velvet cap. They made him look more babyish; but I believe Cicely
kept 'em so to make him look young, she felt so dubersome about his
future. But he looked sweet enough to kiss right there in the street.

I, too, looked well, very. I had on that new dress, Bismark brown, the
color remindin' me of 2 noble patriots. And made by a Martha. I thought
of that proudly, as I looked at George's benign face on the top of
the monument, and wondered what he'd say if he see it, and hefted my
emotions I had when causin' it to be made for my tower. I realized as
I meandered along, that patriotism wus enwrappin' me from head to foot;
for my polynay was long, and my head was completely full of Gass'es
"Journal," and Starks'es "Life of Washington," and a few martyrs.

I wus carryin' Dorlesky's errents.

On the outside of my head I had a good honorable shirred silk bunnet,
the color of my dress, a good solid brown (that same color, B. B.). And
my usial long green veil, with a lute-string ribbon run in, hung down on
one side of my bunnet in its wonted way.

It hung gracefully, and yet it seemed to me there wus both dignity and
principle in its hang. It give me a sort of a dressy look, but none too
dressy.

And so we wended our way down the broad, beautiful streets towards the
White House.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA AND PAUL ON THE WAY TO THE WHITE HOUSE.]

Handsomer streets I never see. I had thought Jonesville streets wus
middlin' handsome and roomy. Why, two double wagons can go by each other
with perfect safety, right in front of the grocery stores, where there
is lots of boxes too; and wimmen can be a walkin' there too at the same
time, hefty ones.

But, good land! Loads of hay could pass each other here, and droves of
dromedaries, and camels, and not touch each other, and then there
would be lots of room for men and wimmen, and for wagons to rumble, and
perioguers to float up and down,--if perioguers could sail on dry land.

Roomier, handsomer, well shadeder streets I never want to see, nor don't
expect to. Why, Jonesville streets are like tape compared with 'em; and
Loontown and Toad Holler, they are like thread, No. 50 (allegory).

Bub Smith wus well acquainted with the President's hired man, so he let
us in without parlay.

I don't believe in talkin big as a general thing. But thinks'es I, Here
I be, a holdin' up the dignity of Jonesville: and here I be, on a deep,
heart-searchin' errent to the Nation. So I said, in words and axents
a good deal like them I have read of in "Children of the Abbey," and
"Charlotte Temple,"--

"Is the President of the United States within?"

He said he was, but said sunthin' about his not receiving calls in the
mornings.

But I says in a very polite way,--for I like to put folks at their ease,
presidents or peddlers or any thing,--

"It hain't no matter at all if he hain't dressed up--of course he wuzn't
expectin' company. Josiah don't dress up mornin's."

And then he says something about "he didn't know but he was engaged."

Says I, "That hain't no news to me, nor the Nation. We have been a
hearin' that for three years, right along. And if he is engaged, it
hain't no good reason why he shouldn't speak to other wimmen,--good,
honorable married ones too."

"Well," says he finally, "I will take up your card."

"No, you won't!" says I firmly. "I am a Methodist! I guess I can start
off on a short tower, without takin' a pack of cards with me. And if
I had 'em right here in my pocket, or a set of dominoes, I shouldn't
expect to take up the time of the President of the United States a
playin' games at this time of the day." Says I in deep tones, "I am a
carrien' errents to the President that the world knows not of."

He blushed up red; he was ashamed; and he said "he would see if I could
be admitted."

And he led the way along, and I follered, and the boy. Bub Smith had
left us at the door.

The hired man seemed to think I would want to look round some; and he
walked sort o' slow, out of courtesy. But, good land! how little that
hired man knew my feelin's, as he led me on, I a thinkin' to myself,--

"Here I am, a steppin' where G. Washington strode." Oh the grandeur
of my feelin's! The nobility of 'em! and the quantity! Why, it was a
perfect sight.

But right into these exalted sentiments the hired man intruded with his
frivolous remarks,--worse than frivolous.

He says agin something about "not knowin' whether the President would be
ready to receive me."

And I stepped down sudden from that lofty piller I had trod on in my
mind, and says I,--

"I tell you agin, I don't care whether he is dressed up or not. I come
on principle, and I shall look at him through that eye, and no other."

"Wall," says he, turnin' sort o' red agin (he was ashamed), "have you
noticed the beauty of the didos?"

But I kep' my head right up in the air nobly, and never turned to the
right or the left; and says I,--

"I don't see no beauty in cuttin' up didos, nor never did. I have heard
that they did such things here in Washington, D.C., but I do not choose
to have my attention drawed to 'em."

But I pondered a minute, and the word "meetin'-house" struck a fearful
blow aginst my conscience;' and I says in milder axents,--

"If I looked upon a dido at all, it would be, not with a human woman's
eye, but the eye of a Methodist. My duty draws me:--point out the dido,
and I will look at it through that one eye."

And he says, "I was a talkin' about the walls of this room."

And I says, "Why couldn't you say so in the first place? The idee of
skairin' folks! or tryin' to," I added; for I hain't easily skairt.

The walls wus perfectly beautiful, and so wus the ceilin' and floors.
There wuzn't a house in Jonesville that could compare with it, though
we had painted our meetin-house over at a cost of upwards of 28 dollars.
But it didn't come up to this--not half. President Arthur has got good
taste; and I thought to myself, and I says to the hired man, as I looked
round and see the soft richness and quiet beauty and grandeur of the
surroundings,--

"I had just as lives have him pick me out a calico dress as to pick it
out myself. And that is sayin' a great deal," says I. "I am always very
putickuler in calico: richness and beauty is what I look out for, and
wear."

Jest as I wus sayin' this, the hired man opened a door into a lofty,
beautiful room; and says he,--

"Step in here, madam, into the antick room, and I'll see if the
President can see you;" and he started off sudden, bein' called. And I
jest turned round and looked after him, for I wanted to enquire into
it. I had heard of their cuttin' up anticks at Washington,--I had come
prepared for it; but I didn't know as they was bold enough to come right
out, and have rooms devoted to that purpose. And I looked all round the
room before I ventured in. But it looked neat as a pin, and not a soul
in there; and thinks'es I, "It hain't probable their day for cuttin' up
anticks. I guess I'll venture." So I went in.

But I sot pretty near the edge of the chair, ready to jump at the first
thing I didn't like. And I kep' a close holt of the boy. I felt that I
was right in the midst of dangers. I had feared and foreboded,--oh,
how I had feared and foreboded about the dangers and deep perils of
Washington, D.C.! And here I wuz, the very first thing, invited right in
broad daylight, with no excuse or any thing, right into a antick room.

Oh, how thankful, how thankful I wuz, that Josiah Allen wuzn't there!

I knew, as he felt a good deal of the time, an antick room was what he
would choose out of all others. And I felt stronger than ever the deep
resolve that Josiah Allen should not run. He must not be exposed to such
dangers, with his mind as it wuz, and his heft. I felt that he would
suckumb.

And I wondered that President Arthur, who I had always heard was a
perfect gentleman, should come to have a room called like that, but
s'posed it was there when he went. I don't believe he'd countenance any
thing of the kind.

I was jest a thinkin' this when the hired man come back, and said,--

"The President would receive me."

"Wall," says I calmly, "I am ready to be received."

So I follered him; and he led the way into a beautiful room,
kinder round, and red colored, with lots of elegant pictures and
lookin'-glasses and books.

The President sot before a table covered with books and papers: and,
good land! he no need to have been afraid and hung back; he was dressed
up slick--slick enough for meetin', or a parin'-bee, or any thing. He
had on a sort of a gray suit, and a rose-bud in his button-hole.

He was a good-lookin' man, though he had a middlin' tired look in his
kinder brown eyes as he looked up.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA MEETING THE PRESIDENT.]

I had calculated to act noble on that occasion, as I appeared before him
who stood in the large, lofty shoes of the revered G. W., and sot in the
chair of the (nearly) angel Garfield. I had thought that likely as
not, entirely unbeknown to me, I should soar right off into a eloquent
oration. For I honored him as a President. I felt like neighborin' with
him on account of his name--Allen! (That name I took at the alter of
Jonesville, and pure love.)

But how little can we calculate on future contingencies, or what we
shall do when we get there! As I stood before him, I only said what I
had said before on a similar occasion, these simple words, that yet mean
so much, so much,--

"Allen, I have come!"

He, too, was overcome by his feelin's: I see he wuz. His face looked
fairly solemn; but, as he is a perfect gentleman, he controlled himself,
and said quietly these words, that, too, have a deep import,--

"I see you have."

He then shook hands with me, and I with him. I, too, am a perfect lady.
And then he drawed up a chair for me with his own hands (hands that grip
holt of the same hellum that G. W. had gripped holt of. O soul! be calm
when I think ont), and asked me to set down; and consequently I sot.

I leaned my umberell in a easy, careless position against a adjacent
chair, adjusted my green veil in long, graceful folds,--I hain't vain,
but I like to look well,--and then I at once told him of my errents. I
told him--

"I had brought three errents to him from Jonesville,--one for myself,
and two for Dorlesky Burpy."

He bowed, but didn't say nothin': he looked tired. Josiah always looks
tired in the mornin' when he has got his milkin' and barn-chores done,
so it didn't surprise me. And havin' calculated to tackle him on my own
errent first, consequently I tackled him.

I told him how deep my love and devotion to my pardner wuz.

And he said, "he had heard of it."

And I says, "I s'pose so. I s'pose such things will spread, bein' a sort
of a rarity. I'd heard that it had got out, way beyend Loontown, and all
round."

"Yes," he said, "it was spoke of a good deal."

"Wall," says I, "the cast-iron love and devotion I feel for that man
don't show off the brightest in hours of joy and peace. It towers up
strongest in dangers and troubles." And then I went on to tell him how
Josiah wanted to come there as senator, and what a dangerous place I had
always heard Washington wuz, and how I had felt it was impossible for
me to lay down on my goose-feather pillow at home, in peace and safety,
while my pardner was a grapplin' with dangers of which I did not know
the exact size and heft. And so I had made up my mind to come ahead of
him, as a forerunner on a tower, to see jest what the dangers wuz, and
see if I dast trust my companion there. "And now," says I, "I want you
to tell me candid," says I. "Your settin' in George Washington's high
chair makes me look up to you. It is a sightly place; you can see
fur: your name bein' Allen makes me feel sort o' confidential and good
towards you, and I want you to talk real honest and candid with me."
Says I solemnly, "I ask you, Allen, not as a politician, but as a human
bein', would you dast to let Josiah come?"

Says he, "The danger to the man and the nation depends a good deal on
what sort of a man it is that comes." Then was a tryin' time for me. I
would not lie, neither would I brook one word against my companion, even
from myself. So I says,--

"He is a man that has traits and qualities, and sights of 'em."

But thinkin' that I must do so, if I got true information of dangers,
I went on, and told of Josiah's political aims, which I considered
dangerous to himself and the nation. And I told him of The Plan, and my
dark forebodin's about it.

The President didn't act surprised a mite. And finally he told me, what
I had always mistrusted, but never knew, that Josiah had wrote to him
all his political views and aspirations, and offered his help to the
Government. And says he, "I think I know all about the man."

"Then," says I, "you see he is a good deal like other men."

And he said, sort o' dreamily, "that he was."

And then agin silence rained. He was a thinkin', I knew, on all the deep
dangers that hedged in Josiah Allen and America if he come. And a musin'
on all the probable dangers of the Plan. And a thinkin' it over how
to do jest right in the matter,--right by Josiah, right by the nation,
right by me.

Finally the suspense of the moment wore onto me too deep to bear, and I
says in almost harrowin' tones of anxiety and suspense,--

"Would it be safe for my pardner to come to Washington? Would it be safe
for Josiah, safe for the nation?" Says I, in deeper, mournfuler tones,--

"Would you--would you dast to let him come?"

He said, sort o' dreamily, "that those views and aspirations of Josiah's
wasn't really needed at Washington, they had plenty of them there;
and"--

But I says, "I _must_ have a plainer answer to ease my mind and heart.
Do tell me plain,--would you dast?"

He looked full at me. He has got good, honest-looking eyes, and a
sensible, candid look onto him. He liked me,--I knew he did from his
looks,--a calm, Methodist-Episcopal likin',--nothin' light.

And I see in them eyes that he didn't like Josiah's political idees. I
see that he was afraid, as afraid as death of that plan; and I see that
he considered Washington a dangerous, dangerous place for grangers and
Josiah Allens to be a roamin' round in. I could see that he dreaded
the sufferin's for me and for the nation if the Hon. Josiah Allen was
elected.

[Illustration: "WOULD YOU DAST?"]

But still, he seemed to hate to speak; and wise, cautious conservatism,
and gentlemanly dignity, was wrote down on his linement. Even the
red rosebud in his button-hole looked dretful good-natured, but
close-mouthed.

I don't know as he would have spoke at all agin, if I hadn't uttered
once more them soul-harrowin' words, "_Would you dast?_"

Pity and good feelin' then seemed to overpower for a moment the
statesman and courteous diplomat.

And he said in gentle, gracious tones, "If I tell you just what I think,
I would not like to say it officially, but would say it in confidence,
as from an Allen to an Allen."

Says I, "It sha'n't go no further."

And so I would warn everybody that it must _not_ be told.

Then says he, "I will tell you. I wouldn't dast."

Says I, "That settles it. If human efforts can avail, Josiah Allen will
not be United-States senator." And says I, "You have only confirmed my
fears. I knew, feelin' as he felt, that it wuzn't safe for Josiah or the
nation to have him come."

Agin he reminded me that it was told to me in confidence, and agin I
want to say that it _must_ be kep'.

I thanked him for his kindness. He is a perfect gentleman; and he told
me jest out of courtesy and politeness, and I know it. And I can be
very polite too. And I am naturally one of the kindest-hearted of
Jonesvillians.

So I says to him, "I won't forget your kindness to me; and I want to say
right here, that Josiah and me both think well on you--first-rate."

Says he with a sort of a tired look, as if he wus a lookin' back over a
hard road, "I have honestly tried to do the best I could."

Says I, "I believe it." And wantin' to encourage him still more, says
I,--

"Josiah believes it, and Dorlesky Burpy, and lots of other
Jonesvillians." Says I, "To set down in a chair that an angel has jest
vacated, a high chair under the full glare of critical inspection, is
a tegus place. I don't s'pose Garfield was really an angel, but his
sufferin's and martyrdom placed him almost in that light before the
world.

"And you have filled that chair, and filled it well. With dignity and
courtesy and prudence. And we have been proud of you, Josiah and me both
have."

He brightened up: he had been afraid, I could see, that we wuzn't suited
with him. And it took a load offen him. His linement looked clearer than
it had, and brighter.

"And now," says I, sithin' a little, "I have got to do Dorlesky's
errents."

He, too, sithed. His linement fell. I pitied him, and would gladly have
refrained from troubling him more. But duty hunched me; and when she
hunches, I have to move forward.

Says I in measured tones, each tone measurin' jest about the same,--half
duty, and half pity for him,--

"Dorlesky Burpy sent these errents to you. She wanted intemperance done
away with--the Whiskey Ring broke right up. She wanted you to drink
nothin' stronger than root-beer when you had company to dinner, she
offerin' to send you a receipt for it from Jonesville; and she wanted
her rights, and she wanted 'em all this week without fail."

He sithed hard. And never did I see a linement fall further than his
linement fell. I pitied him. I see it wus a hard stent for him, to do it
in the time she had sot.

And I says, "I think myself that Dorlesky is a little onreasonable. I
myself am willin' to wait till next week. But she has suffered dretfully
from intemperance, dretfully from the Rings, and dretfully from want of
Rights. And her sufferin's have made her more voyalent in her demands,
and impatienter."

And then I fairly groaned as I did the rest of the errent. But my
promise weighed on me, and Duty poked me in the side. I wus determined
to do the errent jest as I would wish a errent done for me, from
borryin' a drawin' of tea to tacklin' the nation, and tryin' to get a
little mess of truth and justice out of it.

"Dorlesky told me to tell you that if you didn't do these things, she
would have you removed from the Presidential chair, and you should
never, never, be President agin."

He trembled, he trembled like a popple-leaf. And I felt as if I should
sink: it seemed to me jest as if Dorlesky wus askin' too much of him,
and was threatenin' too hard.

And bein' one that loves truth, I told him that Dorlesky was middlin'
disagreeable, and very humbly, but she needed her rights jest as much as
if she was a dolly. And then I went on and told him all how she and her
relations had suffered from want of rights, and how dretfully she had
suffered from the Ring, till I declare, a talkin about them little
children of hern, and her agony, I got about as fierce actin' as
Dorlesky herself; and entirely unbeknown to myself, I talked powerful on
intemperance and Rings--and sound.

When I got down agin onto my feet, I see he had a sort of a worried,
anxious look; and he says,--

"The laws of the United States are such, that I can't interfere."

"Then," says I, "why don't you _make_ the United States do right?"

And he said somethin' about the might of the majority and the powerful
rings.

And that sot me off agin. And I talked very powerful, kinder allegored,
about allowin' a ring to be put round the United States, and let a lot
of whiskey-dealers lead her round, a pitiful sight for men and angels.
Says I, "How does it look before the Nations, to see Columbia led round
half tipsy by a Ring?"

He seemed to think it looked bad, I knew by his looks.

Says I, "Intemperance is bad for Dorlesky, and bad for the Nation."

He murmured somethin' about the "revenue that the liquor-trade brought
to the Government."

But I says, "Every penny they give, is money right out of the people's
pockets; and every dollar that the people pay into the liquor-traffic,
that they may give a few cents of it into the Treasury, is costin'
the people three times that dollar, in the loss that intemperance
entails,--loss of labor, by the inability of drunken men to do any thing
but wobble and stagger round; loss of wealth, by all the enormous losses
of property and of taxation, of almshouses and madhouses, jails, police
forces, paupers' coffins, and the digging of the thousands and thousands
of graves that are filled yearly by them that reel into 'em." Says I,
"Wouldn't it be better for the people to pay that dollar in the first
place into the Treasury, than to let it filter through the dram-seller's
hands, and 2 or 3 cents of it fall into the National purse at last,
putrid, and heavy with all these losses and curses and crimes and shames
and despairs and agonies?"

He seemed to think it would: I see by the looks of his linement, he did.
Every honorable man feels so in his heart; and yet they let the liquor
ring control 'em, and lead 'em round.

Says I, "All the intellectual and moral power of the United States are
jest rolled up and thrust into that Whiskey Ring, and are being drove
by the whiskey-dealers jest where they want to drive 'em." Says I, "It
controls New-York village, and nobody pretends to deny it; and all the
piety and philanthropy and culture and philosiphy of that village has
to be jest drawed along in that Ring. And," says I, in low but startlin'
tones of principle,--

"Where, where, is it a drawin' 'em to? Where is it a drawin' the hull
nation to? Is it' a drawin' 'em down into a slavery ten times more
abject and soul-destroyin' than African slavery ever was? Tell me," says
I firmly, "tell me."

His mean looked impressed, but he did not try to frame a reply. I think
he could not find a frame. There is no frame to that reply. It is a
conundrum as boundless as truth and God's justice, and as solemnly deep
in its sure consequences of evil as eternity, and as sure to come as
that is.

Agin I says, "Where is that Ring a drawin' the United States? Where is
it a drawin' Dorlesky?"

"Oh! Dorlesky!" says he, a comin' up out of his deep reveryin', but
polite,--a politer demeanerd, gentlemanly appeariner man I don't want to
see. "Ah, yes! I would be glad, Josiah Allen's wife, to do her errent. I
think Dorlesky is justified in asking to have the Ring destroyed. But I
am not the one to go to--I am not the one to do her errent."

Says I, "Who is the man, or men?"

Says he, "James G. Blaine."

Says I, "Is that so? I will go right to James G. Blaineses."

So I spoke to the boy. He had been all engaged lookin' out of the
winders, but he was willin' to go.

And the President took the boy upon his knee, wantin' to do something
agreeable, I s'pose, seein' he couldn't do the errent. And he says, jest
to make himself pleasant to the boy,--

"Well, my little man, are you a Republican, or Democrat?"

"I am a Epispocal."

And seein' the boy seemed to be headed onto theoligy instead of
politics, and wantin' to kinder show him off, I says,--

"Tell the gentleman who made you."

He spoke right up prompt, as if hurryin' to get through theoligy, so's
to tackle sunthin' else. He answered as exhaustively as an exhauster
could at a meetin',--

"I was made out of dust, and breathed into. I am made out of God and
dirt."

Oh, how deep, how deep that child is! I never had heard him say that
before. But how true it wuz! The divine and the human, linked so close
together from birth till death. No philosipher that ever philosiphized
could go deeper or higher.

I see the President looked impressed. But the boy branched off quick,
for he seemed fairly burstin' with questions.

[Illustration: "I AM A EPISPOCAL."]

"_Say,_ what is this house called the White House for? Is it because it
is to help white folks, and not help the black ones, and Injins?"

I declare, I almost thought the boy had heard sunthin' about the
elections in the South, and the Congressional vote for cuttin' down
the money for the Indian schools. Legislative action to perpetuate the
ignorance and brutality of a race.

The President said dreamily, "No, it wasn't for that."

"Well, is it called white like the gate of the City is? Mamma said that
was white,--a pearl, you know,--because every thing was pure and white
inside the City. Is it because the laws that are made here are all white
and good? And _say_"--

Here his eyes looked dark and big with excitement.

"What is George Washington up on top of that big white piller for?"

"He was a great man."

"How much did he weigh? How many yards did it take for his vest--forty?"

"He did great and noble deeds--he fought and bled."

"If fighting makes folks great, why did mamma punish me when I fought
with Jim Gowdey? He stole my jack-knife, and knocked me down, and set
down on me, and took my chewing-gum away from me, and chewed it himself.
And I rose against him, and we fought and bled: my nose bled, and so
did his. But I got it away from him, and chewed it myself. But mamma
punished me, and said; God wouldn't love me if I quarrelled so, and if
we couldn't agree, we must get somebody to settle our trouble for us.
Why didn't she stand me up on a big white pillow out in the door-yard,
and be proud of me, and not shut me up in a dark closet?"

"He fought for Liberty."

"Did he get it?"

"He fought that the United States might be free."

"Is it free?"

The President waved off that question, and the boy kep' on.

"Is it true what you have been talkin' about,--is there a great big ring
put all round it, and is it bein' drawed along into a mean place?"

[Illustration: WAR DECLARED.]

And then the boy's eyes grew black with excitement; and he kep' right on
without waitin' for breath, or for a answer,--

"He had heard it talked about, was it right to let anybody do wrong for
money? Did the United States do it? Did it make mean things right? If
it did, he wanted to get one of Tom Gowdy's white rats. He wouldn't sell
it, and he wanted it. His mother wouldn't let him steal it; but if the
United States could _make_ it right for him to do wrong, he had got ten
cents of his own, and he'd buy the right to get that white rat. And if
Tom wanted to cry about it, let him. If the United States sold him the
right to do it, he guessed he could do it, no matter how much whimperin'
there was, and no matter who said it was wrong. _He wanted the rat_."

But I see the President's eyes, which had looked kinder rested when he
took him up, grew bigger and bigger with surprise and anxiety. I guess
he thought he had got his day's work in front of him. And I told the boy
we must go. And then I says to the President,--

"That I knew he was quite a traveller, and of course he wouldn't want
to die without seein' Jonesville;" and says I, "Be sure to come to our
house to supper when you come." Says I, "I can't reccomend the huntin'
so much; there haint nothin' more excitin' to shoot than red squirrels
and chipmunks: but there is quite good fishin' in the creek back of our
house; they ketched 4 horned Asa's there last week, and lots of chubs."

He smiled real agreable, and said, "when he visited Jonesville, he
wouldn't fail to take tea with me."

Says I, "So do; and, if you get lost, you jest enquire at the Corners of
old Grout Nickleson, and he will set you right."

He smiled agin, and said "he wouldn't fail to enquire if he got lost."

And then I shook hands with him, thinkin' it would be expected of me
(his hands are white, and not much bigger than Tirzah Ann's). And then I
removed the boy by voyalence, for he was a askin' questions agin, faster
than ever; and he poured out over his shoulder a partin' dribble of
questions, that lasted till we got outside. And then he tackled me, and
he asked me somewhere in the neighborhood of a 1,000 questions on the
way back to Miss Smiths'es.

He begun agin on George Washington jest as quick as he ketched sight of
his monument agin.

"If George Washington is up on the top of that monument for tellin' the
truth, why didn't all the big men try to tell the truth so's to be stood
up on pillows outdoors, and not be a layin' down in the grass? And did
the little hatchet help him do right? If it did, why didn't all the big
men wear them in their belts to do right with, and tell the truth with?
And _say_"--

Oh, dear me suz! He asked me over 40 questions to a lamp-post, for I
counted 'em; and there wuz 18 posts.

Good land! I'd ruther wash than try to answer him; but he looked so
sweet and good-natured and confidin', his eyes danced so, and he was so
awful pretty, that I felt in the midst of my deep fag, that I could kiss
him right there in the street if it wuzn't for the looks of it: he is a
beautiful child, and very deep.




CHAPTER VII.


Wall, after dinner I sot sail for James G. Blains'es, a walkin' afoot,
and carryin' Dorlesky's errent. I was determined to do that errent
before I slept. I am very obleegin', and am called so.

When I got to Mr. Blaines'es, I was considerably tired; for though
Dorlesky's errent might not be heavy as weighed by the steelyards, yet
it was _very_ hefty and wearin' on the moral feelin's. And my firm,
unalterable determination to carry it straight, and tend to it, to the
very utmost of my ability, strained on me.

I was fagged.

But I don't believe Mr. Blaine see the fag. I shook hands with him, and
there was calmness in that shake. I passed the compliments of the
day (how do you do, etc.), and there was peace and dignity in them
compliments.

He was most probable, glad I had come. But he didn't seem quite so
over-rejoiced as he probable would if he hadn't been so busy. _I_ can't
be so highly tickled when company comes, when I am washin' and cleanin'
house.

He had piles and piles of papers on the table before him. And there was
a gentleman a settin' at the end of the room a readin'.

I like James G. Blaines'es looks middlin' well. Although, like myself,
he don't set up for a professional beauty. It seems as if some of the
strength of the mountain pines round his old home is a holdin' up his
backbone, and some of the bracin' air of the pine woods of Maine has
blowed into James'es intellect, and braced it.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA MEETING JAMES G. BLAINE.]

I think enough of James, but not too much. My likin' is jest about
strong enough from a literary person to a literary person.

We are both literary, very. He is considerable taller than I am; and on
that account, and a good many others, I felt like lookin' up to him.

Wall, when I have got a hard job in front of me, I don't know any better
way than to tackle it to once. So consequently I tackled it.

I told James, that Dorlesky Burpy had sent two errents by me, and I had
brought 'em from Jonesville on my tower.

And then I told him jest how she had suffered from the Whisky Ring,
and how she had suffered from not havin' her rights; and I told him all
about her relations sufferin', and that Dorlesky wanted the Ring broke,
and her rights gin to her, within seven days at the longest.

He rubbed his brow thoughtfully, and says,--

"It will be difficult to accomplish so much in so short a time."

"I know it," says I. "I told Dorlesky it would. But she feels jest so,
and I promised to do her errent; and I am a doin' it."

Agin he rubbed his brow in deep thought, and agin he says,--

"I don't think Dorlesky is unreasonable in her demands, only in the
length of time she has set."

Says I, "That is jest what I told Dorlesky. I didn't believe you could
do her errents this week. But you can see for yourself that she is
right, only in the time she has sot."

"Yes," he said. "He see she wuz." And says he, "I wish the 3 could be
reconciled."

"What 3?" says I.

Says he, "The liquor traffic, liberty, and Dorlesky."

And then come the very hardest part of my errent. But I had to do it, I
had to.

Says I, in the deep, solemn tones befitting the threat, for I wuzn't
the woman to cheat Dorlesky when she was out of sight, and use the
wrong tones at the wrong times--no, I used my deepest and most skairful
one--says I, "Dorlesky told me to tell you that if you didn't do her
errent, you should not be the next President of the United States."

He turned pale. He looked agitated, fearful agitated.

I s'pose it was not only my words and tone that skairt him, but my
mean. I put on my noblest mean; and I s'pose I have got a very noble,
high-headed mean at times. I got it, I think, in the first place, by
overlookin' Josiah's faults. I always said a wife ort to overlook her
husband's faults; and I have to overlook so many, that it has made me
about as high-headed, sometimes, as a warlike gander, but more sort o'
meller-lookin', and sublime, kinder.

He stood white as a piece of a piller-case, and seemin'ly plunged down
into the deepest thought. But finally he riz part way out of it, and
says he,--

"I want to be on the side of Truth and Justice. I want to, awfully. And
while I do not want to be President of the United States, yet at the
same time I do want to be--if you'll understand that paradox," says he.

"Yes," says I sadly. "I understand that paradox. I have seen it myself,
right in my own family." And I sithed. And agin silence rained; and I
sot quietly in the rain, thinkin' mebby good would come of it.

Finally he riz out of his revery; and says he, with a brighter look on
his linement,--

"I am not the one to go to. I am not the one to do Dorlesky's errent."

"Who is the one?" says I.

"Senator Logan," says he.

Says I, "I'll send Bub Smith to Senator Logan'ses the minute I get
back; for much as I want to obleege a neighbor, I can't traipse all over
Washington, walkin' afoot, and carryin' Dorlesky's errent. But Bub
is trusty: I'll send him." And I riz up to go. He riz up too. He is a
gentleman; and, as I said, I like his looks. He has got that grand sort
of a noble look, I have seen in other literary people, or has been seen
in 'em; but modesty forbids my sayin' a word further.

But jest at this minute Mr. Blaines'es hired man come in, and told him
that he was wanted below; and he took up his hat and gloves.

But jest as he was startin' out, he says, turnin' to the other gentleman
in the room,--

"This gentleman is a senator. Mebby he can do Dorlesky's errent for
you."

"Wall," says I, "I would be glad to get it done, without goin' any
further. It would tickle Dorlesky most to death, and lots and lots of
other wimmen."

Mr. Blaine spoke to the gentleman; and he come forward, and Mr. Blaine
introduced us. But I didn't ketch his name; because, jest as Mr. Blaine
spoke it, my umberell fell, and the gentleman sprung forward to pick it
up; and then he shook hands with me: and Mr. Blaine said good-bye to me,
and started off.

I felt willin' and glad to have this senator do Dorlesky's errents, but
I didn't like his looks from the very first minute I sot my eyes on him.

My land! talk about Dorlesky Burpy bein' disagreable--he wus as
disagreable as she is, any day. He was kinder tall, and looked out of
his eyes, and wore a vest: I don't know as I can describe him any more
close than that. He was some bald-headed, and he kinder smiled once in
a while: I persume he will be known by this description. It is plain,
anyway, almost lucid.

[Illustration: MR. BLAINE INTRODUCING THE SENATOR.]

But his baldness didn't look to me like Josiah Allen's baldness; and he
didn't have a mite of that smart, straight-forward way of Blaine, or the
perfect courtesy and kindness of Allen Arthur. No. I sort o' despised
him from the first minute.

Wall, he was dretful polite: good land! politeness is no name for his
mean. Truly, as Josiah Allen says, I don't like to see anybody too good.

He drawed a chair up, for me and for himself, and asked me,--

"If he should have the inexpressible honor and the delightful joy of
aiding me in any way: if so, command him to do it," or words to that
effect. I can't put down his smiles, and genteel looks, and don't want
to if I could.

But tacklin' hard jobs as I always tackle 'em, I sot right down calmly
in front of him, with my umberell acrost my lap, and told him over all
of Dorlesky's errents. And how I had brought 'em from Jonesville on my
tower. I told over all of her sufferin's, from the Ring, and from not
havin' her rights; and all her sister Susan Clapsaddle's sufferin's;
and all her aunt Eunice's and Patty's, and Drusilla's and Abagail's,
sufferin's. I did her errent up honorable and square, as I would love
to have a errent done for me. I told him all the particulers; and as I
finished, I said firmly,--

"Now, can you do Dorlesky's errents? and will you?"

He leaned forward with that deceitful and sort of disagreable smile of
hisen, and took up one corner of my mantilly. It wus cut tab fashion;
and he took up the tab, and says he, in a low, insinuatin' voice, and
lookin' close at the edge of the tab,--

"Am I mistaken, or is this pipein'? or can it be Kensington tattin'?"

I jest drawed the tab back coldly, and never dained a reply.

Again he says, in a tone of amiable anxiety,--

"Have I not heard a rumor that bangs were going out of style? I see you
do not wear your lovely hair bang-like, or a pompidorus! Ah! wimmen
are lovely creatures, lovely beings, every one of them." And he sithed.
"_You_ are very beautiful." And he sithed agin, a sort of a deceitful,
love-sick sithe.

I sot demute as the Sfinx, and a chippin'-bird a tappin' his wing
against her stunny breast would move it jest as much as he moved me
by his talk or his sithes. But he kep' on, puttin' on a kind of a sad,
injured look, as if my coldness wus ondoin' of him,--

"My dear madam, it is my misfortune that the topics I introduce, however
carefully selected by me, do not seem to be congenial to you. Have you
a leaning toward natural history, madam? Have you ever studied into the
traits and habits of our American wad?"

"What?" says I. For truly, a woman's curiosity, however paralized by
just indignation, can stand only jest so much strain. "The what?"

"The wad. The animal from which is obtained the valuable fur that
tailors make so much use of."

Says I, "Do you mean waddin' 8 cents a sheet?"

"8 cents a pelt--yes, the skins are plentiful and cheap, owing to the
hardy habits of the animal."

Says I, "Cease instantly. I will hear no more."

Truly, I had heard much of the flattery and the little talk that
statesmen will use to wimmen, and I had heard much of their lies, etc.;
but truly, I felt that the 1/2 had not been told. And then I thought out
loud, and says,--

"I have hearn how laws of right and justice are sot one side in
Washington, D.C., as bein' too triflin' to attend to, while the
legislators pondered over, and passed laws regardin', hens' eggs and
birds' nests. But this is goin' too fur--too fur. But," says I firmly,
"I shall do Dorlesky's errents, and do 'em to the best of my ability;
and you can't draw off my attention from her sufferin's and her
suffragin's by talkin' about wads."

"I would love to obleege Dorlesky," says he, "because she belongs to
such a lovely sex. Wimmen are the loveliest, most angelic creatures that
ever walked the earth: they are perfect, flawless, like snow and roses."

Says I firmly, "That hain't no such thing. They are disagreable creeters
a good deal of the time. They hain't no better than men. But they ought
to have their rights all the same. Now, Dorlesky is disagreable, and
kinder fierce actin', and jest as humbly as they make wimmen; but that
hain't no sign she ort to be imposed upon. Josiah says, 'She hadn't ort
to have a right, not a single right, because she is so humbly.' But I
don't feel so."

"Who is Josiah?" says he.

Says I, "My husband."

"Ah! your husband! yes, wimmen should have husbands instead of
rights. They do not need rights, they need freedom from all cares and
sufferings. Sweet, lovely beings, let them have husbands to lift them
above all earthly cares and trials! Oh! angels of our homes," says he,
liftin' his eyes to the heavens, and kinder shettin' 'em, some as if he
was goin' into a trance, "fly around, ye angels, in your native haunts!
mingle not with rings, and vile laws; flee away, flee above them."

And he kinder moved his hand back and forth, in a floatin' fashion, up
in the air, as if it was a woman a flyin' up there, smooth and serene.
It would have impressed some folks dretful, but it didn't me. I says
reasonably,--

"Dorlesky would have been glad to flew above 'em. But the ring and the
vile laws laid holt of her, unbeknown to her, and dragged her down.
And there she is, all dragged and bruised and brokenhearted by it. She
didn't meddle with the political ring, but the ring meddled with her.
How can she fly when the weight of this infamous traffic is a holdin'
her down?"

[Illustration: "FLY AROUND, YE ANGELS."]

"Ahem!" says he. "Ahem, as it were--as I was saying, my dear madam,
these angelic angels of our homes are too ethereal, too dainty, to
mingle with the rude crowds. We political men would fain keep them
as they are now: we are willing to stand the rude buffetings
of--of--voting, in order to guard these sweet, delicate creatures from
any hardships. Sweet, tender beings, we would fain guard you--ah, yes!
ah, yes!"

[Illustration: WOMAN'S RIGHTS.]

Says I, "Cease instantly, or my sickness will increase; for such talk
is like thoroughwort or lobelia to my moral stomach." Says I, "You know,
and I know, that these angelic, tender bein's, half clothed, fill our
streets on icy midnights, huntin' up drunken husbands and fathers and
sons. They are driven to death and to moral ruin by the miserable want
liquor-drinkin' entails. They are starved, they are frozen, they are
beaten, they are made childless and hopeless, by drunken husbands
killing their own flesh and blood. They go down into the cold waves, and
are drowned by drunken captains; they are cast from railways into death,
by drunken engineers; they go up on the scaffold, and die of crimes
committed by the direct aid of this agent of hell.

[Illustration: SOMEBODY BLUNDERED.]

"Wimmen had ruther be a flyin' round than to do all this, but they
can't. If men really believe all they say about wimmen, and I think some
of 'em do, in a dreamy way--if wimmen are angels, give 'em the rights of
angels. Who ever heard of a angel foldin' up her wings, and goin' to a
poorhouse or jail through the fault of somebody else? Who ever heard
of a angel bein' dragged off to a police court by a lot of men, for
fightin' to defend her children and herself from a drunken husband that
had broke her wings, and blacked her eyes, himself, got the angel into
the fight, and then she got throwed into the streets and the prison by
it? Who ever heard of a angel havin' to take in washin' to support a
drunken son or father or husband? Who ever heard of a angel goin' out as
wet nurse to get money to pay taxes on her home to a Government that in
theory idolizes her, and practically despises her, and uses that same
money in ways abomenable to that angel?

"If you want to be consistent--if you are bound to make angels of
wimmen, you ort to furnish a free, safe place for 'em to soar in. You
ort to keep the angels from bein' meddled with, and bruised, and killed,
etc."

"Ahem," says he. "As it were, ahem."

But I kep' right on, for I begun to feel noble and by the side of
myself.

"This talk about wimmen bein' outside and above all participation in the
laws of her country, is jest as pretty as I ever heard any thing, and
jest as simple. Why, you might jest as well throw a lot of snowflakes
into the street, and say, 'Some of 'em are female flakes, and mustn't
be trampled on.' The great march of life tramples on 'em all alike: they
fall from one common sky, and are trodden down into one common ground.

"Men and wimmen are made with divine impulses and desires, and human
needs and weaknesses, needin' the same heavenly light, and the same
human aids and helps. The law should meet out to them the same rewards
and punishments.

"Dorlesky says you call wimmens angels, and you don't give 'em the
rights of the lowest beasts that crawls upon the earth. And Dorlesky
told me to tell you that she didn't ask the rights of a angel: she would
be perfectly contented and proud if you would give her the rights of a
dog--the assured political rights of a yeller dog. She said 'yeller;'
and I am bound on doin' her errent jest as she wanted me to, word for
word.

"A dog, Dorlesky says, don't have to be hung if it breaks the laws it
is not allowed any hand in making. A dog don't have to pay taxes on its
bone to a Government that withholds every right of citizenship from it.

"A dog hain't called undogly if it is industrious, and hunts quietly
round for its bone to the best of its ability, and wants to get its
share of the crumbs that fall from that table that bills are laid on.

"A dog hain't preached to about its duty to keep home sweet and sacred,
and then see that home turned into a place of torment under laws that
these very preachers have made legal and respectable.

"A dog don't have to see its property taxed to advance laws that it
believes ruinous, and that breaks its own heart and the hearts of other
dear dogs.

"A dog don't have to listen to soul-sickening speeches from them that
deny it freedom and justice--about its bein' a damosk rose, and a
seraphine, when it knows it hain't: it knows, if it knows any thing,
that it is a dog.

"You see, Dorlesky has been kinder embittered by her trials that
politics, corrupt legislation, has brought right onto her. She didn't
want nothin' to do with 'em; but they come right onto her unexpected and
unbeknown, and she feels jest so. She feels she must do every thing she
can to alter matters. She wants to help make the laws that have such
a overpowerin' influence over her, herself. She believes from her soul
that they can't be much worse than they be now, and may be a little
better."

"Ah! if Dorlesky wishes to influence political affairs, let her
influence her children,--her boys,--and they will carry her benign and
noble influence forward into the centuries."

"But the law has took her boy, her little boy and girl, away from her.
Through the influence of the Whisky Ring, of which her husband was a
shinin' member, he got possession of her boy. And so, the law has made
it perfectly impossible for her to mould it indirectly through him. What
Dorlesky does, she must do herself."

"Ah! A sad thing for Dorlesky. I trust that you have no grievance of the
kind, I trust that your estimable husband is--as it were, estimable."

"Yes, Josiah Allen is a good man. As good as men _can_ be. You know, men
or wimmen either can't be only jest about so good anyway. But he is my
choice, and he don't drink a drop."

"Pardon me, madam; but if you are happy, as you say, in your marriage
relations, and your husband is a temperate, good man, why do you feel so
upon this subject?"

"Why, good land! if you understand the nature of a woman, you would know
that my love for him, my happiness, the content and safety I feel about
him, and our boy, makes me realize the sufferin's of Dorlesky in havin'
her husband and boy lost to her, makes me realize the depth of a wive's,
of a mother's, agony, when she sees the one she loves goin' down, goin'
down so low that she can't reach him; makes me feel how she must yearn
to help him in some safe, sure way.

"High trees cast long shadows. The happier and more blessed a woman's
life is, the more does she feel for them who are less blessed than she.
Highest love goes lowest, if need be. Witness the love that left Heaven,
and descended onto the earth, and into it, that He might lift up the
lowly.

"The pityin' words of Him who went about pleasin' not himself, hants me,
and inspires me. I am sorry for Dorlesky, sorry for the hull wimmen
race of the nation--and for the men too. Lots of 'em are good
creeters--better than wimmen, some on 'em. They want to do jest about
right, but don't exactly see the way to do it. In the old slavery times,
some of the masters was more to be pitied than the slaves. They could
see the injustice, feel the wrong, they was doin'; but old chains of
custom bound 'em, social customs and idees had hardened into habits of
thought.

"They realized the size and heft of the evil, but didn't know how to
grapple with it, and throw it.

"So now, many men see the great evils of this time, want to help it, but
don't know the best way to lay holt of it.

"Life is a curious conundrum anyway, and hard to guess. But we can try
to get the right answer to it as fur as we can. Dorlesky feels that one
of the answers to the conundrum is in gettin' her rights. She feels jest
so.

"I myself have got all the rights I need, or want, as fur as my own
happiness is concerned. My home is my castle (a story and a half wooden
one, but dear).

"My towers elevate me, the companionship of my friends give social
happiness, our children are prosperous and happy. We have property
enough, and more than enough, for all the comforts of life. And, above
all other things, my Josiah is my love and my theme."

"Ah! yes!" says he. "Love is a woman's empire, and in that she should
find her full content--her entire happiness and thought. A womanly woman
will not look outside of that lovely and safe and beautious empire."

Says I firmly, "If she hain't a idiot, she can't help it. Love is the
most beautiful thing on earth, the most holy, the most satisfyin'. But
which would you like best--I do not ask you as a politician, but as a
human bein'--which would you like best, the love of a strong, earnest,
tender nature--for in man or woman, 'the strongest are the tenderest,
the loving are the daring'--which would you like best, the love and
respect of such a nature, full of wit, of tenderness, of infinite
variety, or the love of a fool?

"A fool's love is wearin': it is insipid at the best, and it turns to
viniger. Why! sweetened water _must_ turn to viniger: it is its nater.
And, if a woman is bright and true-hearted, she can't help seem' through
a injustice. She may be happy in her own home. Domestic affection,
social enjoyments, the delights of a cultured home and society, and the
companionship of the man she loves, and who loves her, will, if she is
a true woman, satisfy fully her own personal needs and desires; and she
would far rather, for her own selfish happiness, rest quietly in that
love--that most blessed home.

"But the bright, quick intellect that delights you, can't help seeing
through an injustice, can't help seeing through shams of all kinds--sham
sentiment, sham compliments, sham justice.

"The tender, lovin' nature that blesses your life, can't help feelin'
pity for those less blessed than herself. She looks down through the
love-guarded lattice of her home,--from which your care would fain bar
out all sights of woe and squalor,--she looks down, and sees the weary
toilers below, the hopeless, the wretched; she sees the steep hills they
have to climb, carry in' their crosses; she sees 'em go down into the
mire, dragged there by the love that should lift 'em up.

"She would not be the woman you love, if she could restrain her hand
from liftin' up the fallen, wipin' tears from weepin' eyes, speakin'
brave words for them who can't speak for themselves.

"The very strength of her affection that would hold you up, if you were
in trouble or disgrace, yearns to help all sorrowin' hearts.

"Down in your heart, you can't help admirin' her for this: we can't help
respectin' the one who advocates the right, the true, even if they are
our conquerors.

"Wimmen hain't angels: now, to be candid, you know they hain't. They
hain't better than men. Men are considerable likely; and it seems
curious to me, that they should act so in this one thing. For men ort
to be more honest and open than wimmen. They hain't had to cajole and
wheedle, and spile their natures, through little trickeries and deceits,
and indirect ways, that wimmen has.

"Why, cramp a tree-limb, and see if it will grow as straight and
vigorous as it would in full freedom and sunshine.

"Men ort to be nobler than wimmen, sincerer, braver. And they ort to be
ashamed of this one trick of theirn; for they know they hain't honest in
it, they hain't generous.

"Give wimmen 2 or 3 generations of moral freedom, and see if men will
laugh at 'em for their little deceits and affectations.

"No: men will be gentler, and wimmen nobler; and they will both come
nearer bein' angels, though most probable they won't be angels: they
won't be any too good then, I hain't a mite afraid of it."

He kinder sithed; and that sithe sort o' brought me down onto my feet
agin (as it were), and a sense of my duty: and I spoke out agin,--

"Can you, and will you, do Dorlesky's errents?"

[Illustration: THE WEARY TOILERS OF LIFE.]

Wall, he said, "as far as giving Dorlesky her rights was concerned, he
felt that natural human instinct was against the change." He said, "in
savage races, who knew nothing of civilization, male force and strength
always ruled."

Says I, "History can't be disputed; and history tells of savage races
where the wimmen always rule, though I don't think they ort to," says I:
"ability and goodness ort to rule."

"Nature is against it," says he.

Says I firmly, "Female bees, and lots of other insects, and animals,
always have a female for queen and ruler. They rule blindly and
entirely, right on through the centuries. But we are more enlightened,
and should _not_ encourage it. In my opinion, a male bee has jest as
good a right to be monarch as his female companion has. That is," says I
reasonably, "if he knows as much, and is as good a calculator as she is.
I love justice, I almost worship it."

Agin he sithed; and says he, "Modern history don't seem to encourage the
skeme."

But his axent was weak, weak as a cat. He knew better.

Says I, "We won't argue long on that point, for I could overwhelm you if
I approved of overwhelmin'. But I merely ask you to cast your right
eye over into England, and then beyond it into France. Men have ruled
exclusively in France for the last 40 or 50 years, and a woman in
England: which realm has been the most peaceful and prosperous?"

He sithed twice. And he bowed his head upon his breast, in a sad, almost
meachin' way. I nearly pitied him, disagreable as he wuz. When all of a
sudden he brightened up; and says he,--

"You seem to place a great deal of dependence on the Bible. The Bible is
aginst the idee. The Bible teaches man's supremacy, man's absolute power
and might and authority."

"Why, how you talk!" says I. "Why, in the very first chapter, the Bible
tells how man was jest turned right round by a woman. It teaches how she
not only turned man right round to do as she wanted him to, but turned
the hull world over.

"That hain't nothin' I approve of: I don't speak of it because I like
the idee. That wuzn't done in a open, honorable manner, as I believe
things should be done. No: Eve ruled by indirect influence,--the 'gently
influencing men' way, that politicians are so fond of. And she jest
brought ruin and destruction onto the hull world by it. A few years
later, after men and wimmen grew wiser, when we hear of wimmen ruling
Israel openly and honestly, like Miriam, Deborah, and other likely old
4 mothers, why, things went on better. They didn't act meachin', and
tempt, and act indirect, I'll bet, or I wouldn't be afraid to bet, if I
approved of bettin'."

He sithed powerful, and sot round oneasy in his chair. And says he, "I
thought wimmen was taught by the Bible to serve, and love their homes."

"So they be. And every true woman loves to serve. Home is my supreme
happiness and delight, and my best happiness is found in servin' them I
love. But I must tell the truth, in the house or outdoors."

"Wall," says he faintly, "the Old Testament may teach that wimmen has
some strenth and power; but in the New Testament, you will find that in
every great undertakin' and plan, men have been chosen by God to carry
it through."

"Why-ee!" says I. "How you talk!" says I. "Have you ever read the
Bible?"

He said "He had, his grandmother owned one. And he had seen it in early
youth."

And then he went on, sort o' apologizin', "He had always meant to read
it through. But he had entered political life at an early age, and he
believed he had never read any more of it, only portions of Gulliver's
Travels. He believed," he said, "he had read as far as Lilliputions."

Says I, "That hain't in the Bible,--you mean Gallatians."

"Wall," he said, "that might be it. It was some man, he knew, and he had
always heard and believed that man was the only worker God had chosen."

"Why," says I, "the one great theme of the New Testament,--the
redemption of the world through the birth of the Christ,--no man had
any thing to do with that whatever. Our divine Lord was born of God and
woman.

"Heavenly plan of redemption for fallen humanity. God Himself called
women into that work,--the divine work of helpin' a world.

"God called her. Mary had no dream of publicity, no desire for a world's
work of sufferin' and renunciation. The soft airs of Gallilee wrapped
her about in its sweet content, as she dreamed her quiet dreams
in maiden peace, dreamed, perhaps, of domestic love and quiet and
happiness.

"From that sweetest silence, the restful peace of happy, innocent
girlhood, God called her to her divine work of helpin' to redeem a world
from sin.

"And did not this woman's love, and willin' obedience, and sufferin',
and the shame of the world, set her apart, babtize her for this work of
liftin' up the fallen, helpin' the weak?

"Is it not a part of woman's life that she gave at the birth and the
crucifixion?--her faith, her hope, her sufferin', her glow of divine
pity and joyful martyrdom. These, mingled with the divine, the pure
heavenly, have they not for 1800 years been blessin' the world? The God
in Christ would awe us too much: we would shield our faces from the too
blindin' glare of the pure God-like. But the tender Christ, who wept
over a sinful city, and the grave of His friend, who stopped dyin' upon
the cross, to comfort his mother's heart, provide for her future--it is
this element in our Lord's nature that makes us dare to approach Him,
dare to kneel at His feet.

"And since woman wus so blessed as to be counted worthy to be co-worker
with God in the beginnin' of a world's redemption; since He called her
from the quiet obscurity of womanly rest and peace, into the blessed
martyrdom of renunciation and toil and sufferin', all to help a world
that cared nothing for her, that cried out shame upon her,--will He
not help her to carry on the work that she helped commence? Will He not
approve of her continuin' in it? Will He not protect her in it?

"Yes: she cannot be harmed, since His care is over her; and the cause
she loves, the cause of helpin' men and wimmen, is God's cause too,
and God will take care of His own. Herods full of greed, and frightened
selfishness, may try to break her heart, by efforts to kill the child
she loves; but she will hold it so close to her bosom, that he can't
destroy it. And the light of the divine will go before her, showin'
the way she must go, over the desert, maybe; but she shall bear it into
safety."

"You spoke of Herod," says he dreamily. "The name sounds familiar to me:
was not Mr. Herod once in the United-States Congress?"

"No," says I. "He died some years ago. But he has relatives there now,
I think, judging from recent laws. You ask who Herod was; and, as it all
seems to be a new story to you, I will tell you. That when the Saviour
of the world was born in Bethlehem, and a woman was tryin' to save
His life, a man by the name of Herod was tryin' his best, out of
selfishness, and love of gain, to murder him."

"Ah! that was not right in Herod."

"No," says I. "It hain't been called so. And what wuzn't right in him,
hain't right in his relations, who are tryin' to do the same thing
to-day. But," says I reasonably, "because Herod was so mean, it hain't
no sign that all men was mean. Joseph, now, was likely as he could be."

"Joseph," says he pensively. "Do you allude to our senator from
Connecticut,--Joseph R. Hawley?"

"No, no," says I. "He is likely, as likely can be, and is always on
the right side of questions--middlin' handsome too. But I am talkin'
Bible--I am talkin' about Joseph, jest plain Joseph, and nothin' else."

"Ah! I see I am not fully familiar with that work. Being so engrossed
in politics, and political literature, I don't get any time to devote to
less important publications."

Says I candidly, "I knew you hadn't read it, I knew it the minute you
mentioned the Book of Lilliputions. But, as I was a sayin', Joseph was
a likely man. He did the very best he could with what he had to do with.
He had the strength to lead the way, to overcome obsticles, to keep
dangers from Mary, to protect her tenderer form with the mantilly of his
generous devotion.

[Illustration: BEARING THE BABY PEACE.]

"_But she carried the child on her bosom_. Pondering high things in her
heart that Joseph had never dreamed of. That is what is wanted now, and
in the future. The man and the woman walking side by side. He, a little
ahead mebby, to keep off dangers by his greater strength and courage.
She, a carryin' the infant Christ of love, bearin' the baby Peace in her
bosom, carrying it into safety from them that seek to murder it.

"And, as I said before, if God called woman into this work, He will
enable her to carry it through. He will protect her from her own
weaknesses, and from the misapprehensions and hard judgments and
injustices of a gain-saying world.

"Yes, the star of hope is rising in the sky, brighter and brighter;
and the wise men are even now coming from afar over the desert, seeking
diligently where this redeemer is to be found." He sot demute. He did
not frame a reply: he had no frame, and I knew it. Silence rained for
some time; and finally I spoke out solemnly through the rain,--

"Will you do Dorlesky's errents? Will you give her her rights? And will
you break the Whisky Ring?"

He said he would love to do Dorlesky's errents. He said I had convinced
him that it would be just and right to do 'em, but the Constitution of
the United States stood up firm against 'em. As the laws of the United
State wuz, he could not make any move towards doin' either of the
errents.

Says I, "Can't the laws be changed?"

"Be changed? Change the laws of the United States? Tamper with the
glorious Constitution that our 4 fathers left us--an immortal, sacred
legacy?"

He jumped right up on his feet, in his surprise, and kinder shook, as
if he was skairt most to death, and tremblin' with borrow. He did it
to skair me, I knew; and I wuz most skaird, I confess, he acted so
horrowfied. But I knew I meant well towards the Constitution, and our
old 4 fathers; and my principles stiddied me, and held me middlin' firm
and serene. And when he asked me agin in tones full of awe and horrow,--

"Can it be that I heard my ear aright? or did you speak of changing the
unalterable laws of the United States--tampering with the Constitution?"

Says I, "Yes, that is what I said."

Oh, how his body kinder shook, and how sort o' wild he looked out of his
eyes at me!

Says I, "Hain't they never been changed?"

He dropped that skairful look in a minute, and put on a firm, judicial
one. He gin up; he could not skair me to death: and says he,--

"Oh, yes! they have been changed in cases of necessity."

Says I, "For instance, durin' the late war, it was changed to make
Northern men cheap blood-hounds and hunters."

"Yes," he said. "It seemed to be a case of necessity and econimy."

"I know it," says I. "Men was cheaper than any other breed of
blood-hounds the planters had employed to hunt men and wimmen with, and
more faithful."

"Yes," he said. "It was doubtless a case of clear econimy."

And says I, "The laws have been changed to benifit whisky-dealers."

"Wall, yes," he said. "It had been changed to enable whisky-dealers
to utelize the surplufus liquor they import." Says he, gettin' kinder
animated, for he was on a congenial theme,--

"Nobody, the best calculators in drunkards, can't exactly calculate on
how much whisky will be drunk in a year; and so, ruther than have the
whisky-dealers suffer loss, the laws had to be changed.

[Illustration: A CASE OF NECESSITY.]

"And then," says he, growin' still more candid in his excitement, "we
are makin' a powerful effort to change the laws now, so as to take the
tax off of whisky, so it can be sold cheaper, and be obtained in greater
quantities by the masses. Any such great laws for the benifit of the
nation, of course, would justify a change in the Constitution and the
laws; but for any frivolous cause, any trivial cause, madam, we male
custodians of the sacred Constitution would stand as walls of iron
before it, guarding it from any shadow of change. Faithful we will be,
faithful unto death."

Says I, "As it has been changed, it can be again. And you jest said
I had convinced you that Dorlesky's errents wus errents of truth and
justice, and you would love to do 'em."

"Well, yes, yes--I would love to--as it were--But really, my dear madam,
much as I would like to oblige you, I have not the time to devote to it.
We senators and Congressmen are so driven, and hard-worked, that really
we have no time to devote to the cause of Right and Justice. I don't
think you realize the constant pressure of hard work, that is ageing us,
and wearing us out, before our day.

"As I said, we have to watch the liquor-interest constantly, to see that
the liquor-dealers suffer no loss--we _have_ to do that. And then, we
have to look sharp if we cut down the money for the Indian schools."

Says I, in a sarcastick tone, "I s'pose you worked hard for that."

"Yes," says he, in a sort of a proud tone. "We did, but we men don't
begrudge labor if we can advance measures of economy. You see, it
was taking sights of money just to Christianize and civilize
Injuns--savages. Why, the idea was worse than useless, it wus perfectly
ruinous to the Indian agents. For if, through those schools, the Indians
had got to be self-supporting and intelligent and Christians, why, the
agents couldn't buy their wives and daughters for a yard of calico,
or get them drunk, and buy a horse for a glass bead, and a farm for a
pocket lookin'-glass. Well, thank fortune, we carried that important
measure through; we voted strong; we cut down the money anyway. And
there is one revenue that is still accruing to the Government--or, as it
were, the servants of Government, the agents. You see," says he, "don't
you, just how important the subjects are, that are wearing down the
Congressional and senatorial mind?"

"Yes," says I sadly, "I see a good deal more than I want to."

"Yes, you see how hard-worked we are. With all the care of the North
on our minds, we have to clean out all the creeks in the South, so the
planters can have smooth sailing. But we think," says he dreamily, "we
think we have saved money enough out of the Indian schools, to clean out
most of their creeks, and perhaps have a little left for a few New-York
aldermen, to reward them for their arduous duties in drinking and voting
for their constituents.

"Then, there is the Mormons: we have to make soothing laws to sooth
them.

"Then, there are the Chinese. When we send them back into heathendom,
we ought to send in the ship with them, some appropriate biblical texts,
and some mottoes emblematical of our national eagle protecting and
clawing the different nations.

"And when we send the Irish paupers back into poverty and ignorance, we
ought to send in the same ship, some resolutions condemning England for
her treatment of Ireland."

Says I, "Most probable the Goddess of Liberty Enlightenin' the World,
in New-York Harbor, will hold her torch up high, to light such ships on
their way."

And he said, "Yes, he thought so." Says he, "There is very important
laws up before the House, now, about hens' eggs--counting them." And
says he, "Taking it with all those I have spoke of and other kindred
laws, and the constant strain on our minds in trying to pass laws to
increase our own salaries, you can see just how cramped we are for
time. And though we would love to pass some laws of Truth and
Righteousness,--we fairly ache to,--yet, not having the requisite time,
we are obliged to lay 'em on the table, or under it."

"Wall," says I, "I guess I might jest a well be a goin'."

I bid him a cool good-bye, and started for the door. I was discouraged;
but he says as I went out,--

"Mebby William Wallace will do the errent for you."

Says I coldly,--

"William Wallace is dead, and you know it." And says I with a real lot
of dignity, "You needn't try to impose on me, or Dorlesky's errent, by
tryin' to send me round amongst them old Scottish chiefs. I respect
them old chiefs, and always did; and I don't relish any light talk about
'em."

Says he, "This is another William Wallace; and very probable he can do
the errent."

"Wall," says I, "I will send the errent to him by Bub Smith; for I am
wore out."

As I wended, my way out of Mr. Blains'es, I met the hired man, Bub
Smith's friend; and he asked me,--

"If I didn't want to visit the Capitol?"

Says I, "Where the laws of the United States are made?"

"Yes," says he.

And I told him "that I was very weary, but I would fain behold it."

And he said he was going right by there on business, and he would be
glad to show it to me. So we walked along in that direction.

It seems that Bub Smith saved the life of his little sister--jumped off
into the water when she was most drowned, and dragged her out. And from
that time the two families have thought the world of each other. That is
what made him so awful good to me.

Wall, I found the Capitol was a sight to behold! Why, it beat any
buildin' in Jonesville, or Loontown, or Spoon Settlement in beauty and
size and grandeur. There hain't one that can come nigh it. Why, take all
the meetin'-housen of these various places, and put 'em all together,
and put several other meetin'-housen on top of 'em, and they wouldn't
begin to show off with it.

And, oh! my land! to stand in the hall below, and look up--and up--and
up--and see all the colors of the rainbow, and see what kinder curious
and strange pictures there wuz way up there in the sky above me (as it
were). Why, it seemed curiouser than any Northern lights I ever see in
my life, and they stream up dretful curious sometimes.

And as I walked through the various lofty and magnificent halls, and
realized the size and majestic proportions of the buildin', I wondered
to myself that a small law, a little, unjust law, could ever be passed
in such a magnificent place.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA VIEWING THE CAPITOL.]

Says I to myself, "It can't be the fault of the place, anyway. They have
got a chance for their souls to soar if they want to." Thinks'es I, here
is room and to spare, to pass by laws big as elephants and camels. And
I wondered to myself that they should ever try to pass laws and
resolutions as small as muskeeters and nats. Thinks'es I, I wonder
them little laws don't get to strollin' round and get lost in them
magnificent corriders. But I consoled myself a thinkin' that it wouldn't
be no great loss if they did.

But right here, as I was a thinkin' on these deep and lofty subjects,
the hired man spoke up; and says he,--

"You look fatigued, mom." (Soarin' even to yourself, is tuckerin'.) "You
look very fatigued: won't you take something?"

I looked at him with a curious, silent sort of a look; for I didn't know
what he meant.

Agin he looked close at me, and sort o' pityin'; and says he, "You look
tired out, mom. Won't you take something?"

Says I, "What?"

Says he, "Let me treat you to something: what will you take, mom?"

Wall, I thought he was actin' dretful liberal; but I knew they had
strange ways there in Washington, anyway. And I didn't know but it was
their way to make some presents to every woman who come there: and I
didn't want to be odd, and act awkward, and out of style; so I says,--

"I don't want to take any thing, and I don't see any reason why you
should insist on it. But, if I have got to take something I had jest as
lives have a few yards of factory-cloth as any thing."

I thought, if he was determined to treat me, to show his good feelin's
towards me, I would get somethin' useful, and that would do me some
good, else what would be the use of bein' treated? And I thought, if I
had got to take a present from a strange man, I would make a shirt for
Josiah out of it: I thought that would make it all right, so fur as
goodness went.

But says he, "I mean beer, or wine, or liquor of some kind."

I jest riz right up in my shoes and my dignity, and glared at him.

Says he, "There is a saloon right here handy in the buildin'."

Says I, in awful axents, "It is very appropriate to have it right here
handy." Says I, "Liquor does more towards makin' the laws of the United
States, from caucus to convention, than any thing else does; and it is
highly proper to have some liquor here handy, so they can soak the laws
in it right off, before they lay 'em onto the tables, or under 'em, or
pass 'em onto the people. It is highly appropriate," says I.

"Yes," says he. "It is very handy for the senators. And let me get you a
glass."

"No, you won't," says I firmly, "no, you won't. The nation suffers
enough from that room now, without havin' Josiah Allen's wife let in."

Says he (his friendship for Bub Smith makin' him anxious and sot on
helpin' me), "If you have any feeling of delicacy in going in there, let
me make some wine here. I will get a glass of water, and make you some
pure grape wine, or French brandy, or corn or rye whiskey. I have all
the drugs right here." And he took out a little box out of his pocket.
"My father is a importer of rare old wines, and I know just how it is
done. I have 'em all here,--capiscum, coculus Indicus, alum, coperas,
strychnine. I will make some of the choicest and purest imported liquors
we have in the country, in five minutes, if you say so."

[Illustration: SAMANTHA REFUSING TO BE TREATED.]

"No," says I firmly. "When I want to follow up Cleopatra's fashion, and
commit suicide, I am goin' to hire a rattlesnake, and take my poison as
she did, on the outside."

"Cleopatra?" says he inquiringly. "Is she a Washington lady?"

And I says guardedly, "She has lots of relations here, I believe."

"Wall," he said, "he thought her name sounded familiar. Then, I can't do
any thing for you?" he says.

"Yes," says I calmly: "you can open the front door, and let me out."

Which he did, and I was glad enough to get out into the pure air.

When I got back to the house, I found they had been to supper. Sally had
had company that afternoon,--her husband's brother. He had jest left.

He lived only a few miles away, and had come in on the cars. Sally said
he wanted to stay and see me the worst kind: he wanted to throw out some
deep arguments aginst wimmen's suffrage. Says she, "He talks powerful
about it: he would have convinced you, without a doubt."

"Wall," says I, "why didn't he stay?"

She said he had to hurry home on account of business. He had come in
to the village, to get some money. There was goin' to be a lot of men,
wimmen, and children sold in his neighborhood the next mornin', and he
thought he should buy a girl, if he could find a likely one.

"Sold?" says I, in curious axents.

"Yes," says Sally. "They sell the inmates of the poor-house, every year,
to the highest bidder,--sell their labor by the year. They have 'em get
up on a auction block, and hire a auctioneer, and sell 'em at so much a
head, to the crowd. Why, some of 'em bring as high as twenty dollars a
year, besides board.

[Illustration: BUYING TIME.]

"Sometimes, he said, there was quite a run on old wimmen, and another
year on young ones. He didn't know but he might buy a old woman. He said
there was an old woman that he thought there was a good deal of work in,
yet. She had belonged to one of the first families in the State, and
had come down to poverty late in life, through the death of some of
her relations, and the villany of others. So he thought she had more
strength in her than if she had always been worked. He thought, if she
didn't fetch too big a price, he should buy her instead of a young one.
They was so balky, he said, young ones was, and would need more to eat,
bein' growin'. And she could do rough, heavy work, just as well as a
younger one, and probably wouldn't complain so much; and he thought she
would last a year, anyway. It was his way, he said, to put 'em right
through, and, when one wore out, get another one."

I sithed; and says I, "I feel to lament that I wuzn't here so's he could
have converted me." Says I, "A race of bein's, that make such laws as
these, hadn't ort to be disturbed by wimmen meddlin' with 'em."

"Yes: that is what he said," says Sally, in a innocent way.

I didn't say no more. Good land! Sally hain't to blame. But with a noble
scorn filling my eye, and floating out the strings of my head-dress, I
moved off to bed.

Wall, the next mornin' I sent Dorlesky's errents by Bub Smith to William
Wallace, for I felt a good deal fagged out. Bub did 'em well, and I know
it.

But William Wallace sent him to Gen. Logan.

And Gen. Logan said Grover Cleveland was the one to go to: he wuz a
sot man, and would do as he agreed. And Mr. Cleveland sent him to Mr.
Edmunds.

And Mr. Edmunds told him to go to Samuel G. Tilden, or Roswell P.
Flower.

And Mr. Flower sent him to William Walter Phelps.

And Mr. Phelps said that Benjamin P. Butler or Mr. Bayard was the one to
do the errent.

And Mr. Bayard sent him to somebody else, and somebody else sent him to
another one. And so it went on; and Bub Smith traipsed round, a carryin'
them errents, from one man to another, till he was most dead.

Why, he carried them errents round all day, walkin' afoot.

Bub said most every one of 'em said the errents wuz just and right, but
they couldn't do 'em, and wouldn't tell their reasons.

One or two, Bub said, opposed it, because they said right out plain,
"that they wanted to drink. They wanted to drink every thing they could,
and everywhere they could,--hard cider and beer, and brandy and whisky,
and every thing."

And they didn't want wimmen to vote, because they liked to have the
power in their own hands: they loved to control things, and kinder boss
round--loved to dearly.

These was open-hearted men who spoke as they felt. But they was
exceptions. Most every one of 'em said they couldn't do it, and wouldn't
tell their reasons.

Till way along towards night, a senator he had been sent to, bein'
a little in liquor at the time, and bein' talkative; he owned up the
reasons why the senators wouldn't do the errents.

He said they all knew in their own hearts, both of the errents was right
and just, to their own souls and their own country. He said--for the
liquor had made him _very_ open-hearted and talkative--that they knew
the course they was pursuin' in regard to intemperance was a crime
against God and their own consciences. But they didn't dare to tackle
unpopular subjects.

He said they knew they was elected by liquor, a good many of them,
and they knew, if they voted against whisky, it would deprive 'em of
thousands and thousands of voters, dillegent voters, who would vote for
'em from morn in' till night, and so they dassent tackle the ring. And
if wimmen was allowed to vote, they knew it was jest the same thing as
breaking the ring right in two, and destroying intemperance. So, though
they knew that both the errents was jest as right as right could be,
they dassent tackle 'em, for fear they wouldn't run no chance at all of
bein' President of the United States.

"Good land!" says I. "What a idee! to think that doin' right would
make a man unpopular. But," says I, "I am glad to know they have got a
reason, if it is a poor one. I didn't know but they sent you round jest
to be mean."

Wall, the next mornin' I told Bub to carry the errents right into the
Senate. Says I, "You have took 'em one by one, alone, now you jest carry
'em before the hull batch on 'em together." I told him to tackle the
hull crew on 'em. So he jest walked right into the Senate, a carryin'
Dorlesky's errents.

And he come back skairt. He said, jest as he was a carryin' Dorlesky's
errents in, a long petition come from thousands and thousands of wimmen
on this very subject. A plea for justice and mercy, sent in respectful,
to the lawmakers of the land.

And he said the men jeered at it, and throwed it round the room, and
called it all to nort, and made the meanest speeches about it you ever
heard, talked nasty, and finally threw it under the table, and acted
so haughty and overbearin' towards it, that Bub said he was afraid to
tackle 'em. He said "he knew they would throw Dorlesky's errents under
the table, and he was afraid they would throw him under too." He was
afraid--(he owned it up to me)--he was afraid they would knock him down.
So he backed out with Dorlesky's errents, and never give it to 'em at
all.

And I told him he did right. "For," says I, "if they wouldn't listen to
the deepest, most earnest, and most prayerful words that could come from
the hearts of thousands and tens of thousands of the best mothers and
wives and daughters in America, the most intelligent and upright and
pure-minded women in the land, loaded down with their hopes, wet with
their tears--if they turned their hearts', prayers and deepest desires
into ridicule, throwed 'em round under their feet, they wouldn't pay
no attention to Dorlesky's errents, they wouldn't notice one little
vegitable widow, humbly at that, and sort o' disagreeable." And says I,
"I don't want Dorlesky's errents throwed round under foot, and she made
fun of: she has went through enough trials and tribulations, besides
these gentlemen--or," says I, "I beg pardon of Webster's Dictionary: I
meant men."

"For," as I said to Webster's Dictionary in confidence, in a quiet
thought we had about it afterwards, "they might be gentlemen in every
other place on earth; but in this one move of theirn," as I observed
confidentially to the Dictionary, "they was jest _men_--the male animal
of the human species."

And I was ashamed enough as I looked Noah Webster's steel engraving in
the face, to think I had misspoke myself, and called 'em gentlemen.

[Illustration: HOW WOMAN'S PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED.]

Wall, from that minute I gin up doin' Dorlesky's errents. And I felt
like death about it. But this thought held me up,--that I had done my
best. But I didn't feel like doin' another thing all the rest of that
day, only jest feel disapinted and grieved over my bad luck with the
errents. I always think it is best, if you can possibly arrainge it in
that way, to give up one day, or half a day, to feelin' bad over any
perticuler disapintment, or to worry about any thing, and do all your
worryin' up in that time, and then give it up for good, and go to
feelin' happy agin. It is also best, if you have had a hull lot of
things to get mad about, to set apart half a day, when you can spare the
time, and do up all your resentin' in that time. It is easier, and takes
less time than to keep resentin' 'em as they take place; and you can
feel clever quicker than in the common way.

Wall, I felt dretful bad for Dorlesky and the hull wimmen race of the
land, and for the men too. And I kep' up my bad feelin's till pretty
nigh dusk. But as I see the sun go down, and the sky grow dark, I
says,--

"You are goin' down now, but you are a comin' up agin. As sure as the
Lord lives, the sun will shine agin; and He who holds you in His hand,
holds the destinies of the nations. He will watch over you, and me and
Josiah, and Dorlesky. He will help us, and take care of us."

So I begun to feel real well agin--a little after dusk.




CHAPTER VIII.


The next morning Cicely wuzn't able to leave her room,--no sick
seemin'ly, but fagged out. She was a delicate little creeter always, and
seemed to grow delicater every day.

So Miss Smith went with me, and she and I sallied out alone: her name
bein' Sally, too, made it seem more singuler and coincidin'.

She asked me if I didn't want to go to the Patent Office.

And I told her, "Yes," And I told her of Betsy Bobbet's errent, and that
Josiah had charged me expresly to go there, and get him a patent pail.
He needed a new milk-pail, and thought I could get it cheaper right on
the spot.

And she said that Josiah couldn't buy his pail there. But she told me
what sights and sights of things there wus to be seen there; and I found
out when I got there, that she hadn't told me the 1/2 or the 1/4 of the
sights I see.

Why, I could pass a month there in perfect destraction and happiness,
the sights are so numerous, and exceedingly destractin' and curious.

But I told Sally Smith plainly, that I wasn't half so much interested in
apple-parers and snow-plows, and the first sewin'-machine and the last
one, and steam-engines and hair-pins and pianos and thimbles, and the
acres and acres of glass cases containing every thing that wus ever
heard of, and every thing that never wus heard of by anybody, and
etcetery, etcetery, and so 4th, and so 4th. And you might string them
words out over choirs and choirs of paper, and not get half an idee of
what is to be seen there.

But I told her I didn't feel half so interested in them things as I did
in the copyright. I told Sally plain "that I wanted to see the place
where the copyrights on books was made. And I wanted to see the man who
made 'em."

And she asked me "Why? What made me so anxious?"

And I told her "the law was so curious, that I believed it would be the
curiousest place, and he would be the curiousest lookin' creeter, that
wuz ever seen." Says I, "I'll bet it will be better than a circus to see
him."

But it wuzn't. He looked jest like any man. And he had a sort of a
smart look onto him. Sally said "it was one of the clerks," but I don't
believe a word of it. I believe it was the man himself, who made the
law; for, as in all other emergincies of life, I follered Duty, and
asked him "to change the law instantly."

And he as good as promised me he would.

I talked deep to him about it, but short. I told him Josiah had bought
a mair, and he expected to own it till he or the mair died. He didn't
expect to give up his right to it, and let the mair canter off free at a
stated time.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA AND SALLY IN THE PATENT OFFICE.]

And he asked me "Who Josiah was?" and I told him.

And I told him that "Josiah's farm run along one side of a pond; and if
one of his sheep got over on the other side, it was sheep jest the same,
and it was hisen jest the same: he didn't lose the right to it, because
it happened to cross the pond."

Says he, "There would be better laws regarding copyright, if it wuzn't
for selfishness on both sides of the pond."

"Wall," says I, "selfishness don't pay in the long-run." And then,
thinkin' mebby if I made myself agreable and entertainin', he
would change the law quicker, I made a effort, and related a little
interestin' incident that I had seen take place jest before my former
departure from Jonesville, on a tower.

"No, selfishness don't pay. I have seen it tried, and I know. Now,
Bildad Henzy married a wife on a speculation. She was a one-legged
woman. He was attached at the time to a woman with the usual number
of feet; but he was so close a calculator, that he thought it would be
money in his pocket to marry this one, for he wouldn't have to buy but
one shoe and stockin'. But she had to jump round on that one foot,
and step heavy; so she wore out more shoes than she would if she was
two-footed." Says I, "Selfishness don't pay in private life or in
politics."

And he said "He thought jest so," and he jest about the same as promised
me he would change the law.

I hope he will. It makes me feel so strange every time I think out, as
strange as strange can be.

Why, I told Sally after we went out, and I spoke about "the man lookin'
human, and jest like anybody else;" and she said "it was a clerk;" and I
said "I knew better, I knew it was the man himself."

And says I agin, "It beats all, how anybody in human shape can make such
a law as that copyright law."

And she said "that was so." But I knew by her mean, that she didn't
understand a thing about it; and I knew it would make me so sort o'
light-headed and vacant if I went to explain it to her, that I never
said a word, and fell in at once with her proposal that we should go
and see the Treasury, and the Corcoran Art Gallery, and the Smithsonian
Institute, one at a time.

And I found the Treasury wuz a sight to behold. Such sights and sights
of money they are makin' there, and a countin'. Why, I s'pose they make
more money there in a week, than Josiah and I spend in a year.

I s'pose most probable they made it a little faster, and more of it, on
account of my bein' there. But they have sights and sights of it. They
are dretful well off.

I asked Sally, and I spoke out kinder loud too,--I hain't one of the
underhanded kind,--I asked her, "If she s'posed they'd let us take hold
and make a little money for ourselves, they seemed to be so runnin' over
with it, there."

And she said, "No, private citizens couldn't do that."

Says I, "Who can?"

She kinder whispered back in a skairt way, sunthin' about "speculators
and legislators and rings, and etcetery."

But I answered right out loud,--I hain't one to go whisperin'
round,--and says I,--

"I'll bet if Uncle Sam himself was here, and knew the feelin's I had
for him, he'd hand out a few dollars of his own accord for me to get
sunthin' to remember him by. Howsumever, I don't need nor want any
of his money. I hain't beholden to him nor any man. I have got over
fourteen dollars by me, at this present time, egg-money."

But it was a sight to behold, to see 'em make it.

And then, as we stood out on the sidewalk agin, the Smithsonian
Institute passed through my mind; and then the Corcoran Art Gallery
passed through it, and several other big, noble buildin's. But I let 'em
pass; and I says to Sally,--

"Let us go at once and see the man that makes the public schools." Says
I, "There is a man that I honor, and almost love."

And she said she didn't know who it wuz.

But I think it was the lamb that she had in a bakin', that drew her back
towards home. She owned up that her hired girl didn't baste it enough.

And she seemed oneasy.

But I stood firm, and says, "I shall see that man, lamb or no lamb."

And then Sally give in. And she found him easy enough. She knew all the
time, it was the sheep that hampered her.

And, oh! I s'pose it was a sight to be remembered, to see my talk
to that man. I s'pose, if it had been printed, it would have made a
beautiful track--and lengthy.

Why, he looked fairly exhausted and cross before I got half through, I
talked so smart (eloquence is tuckerin').

I told him how our public schools was the hope of the nation. How they
neutralized to a certain extent the other schools the nation allowed to
the public,--the grog-shops, and other licensed places of ruin. I told
him how pretty it looked to me to see Civilization a marchin' along from
the Atlantic towards the Pacific, with a spellin'-book in one hand, and
in the other the rosy, which she was a plantin' in place of the briars
and brambles.

And I told him how highly I approved of compulsory education.

"Why," says I, "if anybody is a drowndin', you don't ask their consent
to be drawed out of the water, you jest jump in, and yank 'em out. And
when you see poor little ones, a sinkin' down in the deep waters of
ignorance and brutality, why, jest let Uncle Sam reach right down, and
draw 'em out." Says I, "I'll bet that is why he is pictered as havin'
such long arms for, and long legs too,--so he can wade in if the water
is deep, and they are too fur from the shore for his arms to reach."

And says I, "In the case of the little Indian, and other colored
children, he'll need the legs of a stork, the water is so deep round
'em. But he'll reach 'em, Uncle Sam will. He'll lift 'em right up in his
long arms, and set 'em safe on the pleasant shore. You'll see that he
will. Uncle Sam is a man of a thousand."

Says I, "How much it wus like him, to pass that law for children to be
learnt jest what whisky is, and what it will do. Why," says I, "in that
very law Christianity has took a longer stride than she could take by
millions of sermons, all divided off into tenthlies and twentiethlies."

Why, I s'pose I talked perfectly beautiful to that man: I s'pose so.

And if he hadn't had a sudden engagement to go out, I should have talked
longer. But I see his engagement wus a wearin' on him. His eyes looked
fairly wild. I only give a bald idee of what I said. I have only give
the heads of my discussion to him, jest the bald heads.

Wall, after we left there, I told Sally I felt as if I must go and see
the Peace Commission. I felt as if I must make some arrangements with
'em to not have any more wars. As I told Sally, "We might jest as well
call ourselves Injuns and savages at once, if we had to keep up this
most savage and brutal trait of theirn." Says I firmly, "I _must_,
before I go back to Jonesville, tend to it." Says I, "I didn't come here
for fashion, or dry-goods; though I s'pose lots of both of 'em are to
be got here." Says I, "I may tend to one or two fashionable parties, or
levys as I s'pose they call 'em here. I may go to 'em ruther than hurt
the feelin's of the upper 10. I want to do right: I don't want to hurt
the feelin's of them 10. They have hearts, and they are sensitive.
I don't think I have ever took to them 10, as much as I have to some
others; but I wish 'em well.

"And I s'pose you see as grand and curious people to their parties here,
as you can see together in any other place on the globe.

"I s'pose it is a sight to behold, to see 'em together. To see them, as
the poet says, 'To the manner born,' and them that wasn't born in
the same manor, but tryin' to act as if they was. Wealth and display,
natural courtesy and refinement, walkin' side by side with pretentius
vulgarity, and mebby poverty bringin' up the rear. Genius and folly,
honesty and affectation, gentleness and sweetness, and brazen impudence,
and hatred and malice, and envy and uncharitableness. All languages and
peoples under the sun, and differing more than stars ever did, one from
another.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA AT THE PRESIDENT'S RECEPTION.]

"And what makes it more curious and mysterius is, the way they dress,
some on 'em. Why, they say--it has come right straight to me by them
that know--that the ladies wear what they call full dress; and the
strange and mysterius part of it is, that the fuller the dress is, the
less they have on 'em.

"This is a deep subject, and queer; and I don't s'pose you will take my
word for it, and I don't want you to. But I have been _told_ so.

"Why, I s'pose them upper 10 have their hands full, their 20 hands
completely full. I fairly pity 'em--the hull 10 of 'em. They want me,
and they need me, I s'pose, and I must tend to some of 'em.

"And then," says I, "I did calculate to pay some attention to
store-clothes. I did want to get me a new calico dress,--London brown
with a set flower on it. But I can do without that dress, and the upper
10 can do without me, better than the Nation can do without Peace."

I felt as if I must tend to it: I fairly hankered to do away with war,
immejiately and to once. But I knew right was right, and I felt
that Sally ort to be let to tend to her lamb; so Sally and I sallied
homewards.

But the hired girl had tended to it well. It wus good--very good.




CHAPTER IX.


Wall, the next mornin' Cicely wus better, and we sot sail for Mount
Vernon. It was about ten o'clock A.M. when I, accompanied by Cicely and
the boy, sot sail from Washington, D.C., to perform about the ostensible
reason of my tower,--to weep on the tomb of the noble G. Washington.

My intentions had been and wuz, to weep for him on my tower. I had come
prepared. 2 linen handkerchiefs and a large cotton one reposed in the
pocket of my polenay, and I had on my new waterproof. I never do things
by the 1/2s.

It was a beautiful seen, as we floated down the still river, to look
back and see the Capitol risin' white and fair like a dream, the
glitterin' snow of the monument, and the green heights, all bathed in
the glory of that perfect May mornin'. It wuz a fair seen.

Happy groups of people sot on the peaceful decks,--stately gentlemen,
handsome ladies, and pretty children. And in one corner, off kinder by
themselves, sot that band of dusky singers, whose songs have delighted
the world. Modest, good-lookin' dark girls, manly, honest-lookin' dark
boys.

Only a few short years ago this black people was drove about like dumb
cattle,--bought and sold, hunted by blood-hounds; the wimmen hunted to
infamy and ruin, the men to torture and to death. The wimmen denied the
first right of womanhood, to keep themselves pure. The men denied the
first right of manhood, to protect the ones they loved. Deprived legally
of purity and honor, and all the rights of commonest humanity--worn with
unpaid toil, beaten, whipped, tortured, dispised and rejected of men.

[Illustration: GOING TO MOUNT VERNON.]

Now, a few short years have passed over this dark race, and these
children of slaves that I looked upon have been guests of the proudest
and noblest in this and in foreign lands. Hands that hold the destinies
of mighty empires have clasped theirs in frankest friendship, and
crowned heads have bowed low before 'em to hide the tears their sweet
voices have called forth. What feelin's I felt as I looked on 'em! and
my soul burned inside of me, almost to the extent of settin' my polenay
on fire, a thinkin' of all this.

And pretty soon, right when I was a reveryin'--right there, when we wuz
a floatin' clown the still waters, their voices riz up in one of their
inspired songs. They sung about their "Hard Trials," and how the "Sweet
Chariot swung low," and how they had "Been Redeemed."

And I declare for't, as I listened to 'em, there wuzn't a dry eye in my
head; and I wet every one of them 3 handkerchiefs that I had calculated
to mourn for G. Washington on, wet as sop. But I didn't care. I knew
that George had rather not be mourned for on dry handkerchiefs, than
that I should stent myself in emotions in such a time as this. He loved
Liberty himself, and fit for it. And anyway, I didn't sense what I was
a doin', not a mite. I took out them handkerchiefs entirely unbeknown to
me, and put 'em back unbeknown.

The words of them songs hain't got hardly any sense, as we earthly
bein's count sense; there are scores of great singers, whose trained
voices are a hundred-fold more melodious: but these simple strains move
us, thrill us; they jest get right inside of our hearts and souls, and
take full possession of us.

It seems as if nothin' human of so little importance could so move us.
Is it God's voice that speaks to us through them? Is it His Spirit that
lifts us up, sways us to and fro, that blows upon us, as we listen to
their voices? The Spirit that come down to cheer them broken hearts,
lift them up in their captivity, does it now sway and melt the hearts
of their captors? We read of One who watches over His sorrowing, wronged
people, givin' them "songs in the night."

Anon, or nearly at that time, a silver bell struck out a sweet sort of
a mournful note; and we jest stood right in towards the shore, and
disembarked from the bark.

We clomb the long hill, and stood on top, with powerful emotions (but
little or no breath); stood before the iron bars that guarded the tomb
of George Washington, and Martha his wife.

I looked at the marble coffin that tried to hold George, and felt
how vain it wuz to think that any tomb could hold him. That peaceful,
tree-covered hill couldn't hold his tomb. Why, it wuz lifted up in every
land that loved freedom. The hull liberty-lovin' earth wuz his tomb and
his monument.

And that great river flowin' on and on at his feet--as long as that
river rolls, George Washington shall float on it, he and his faithful
Martha. It shall bear him to the sea and the ocian, and abroad to every
land.

Oh! what feelin's I felt as I stood there a reveryin', my body still,
but my mind proudly soarin'! To think, he wuz our Washington, and that
time couldn't kill him. For he shall walk through the long centuries to
come. He shall bear to the high chamber of prince and ruler, memories
that shall blossom into deeds, awaken souls, rouse powers that shall
never die, that shall scatter blessings over lands afar, strike the
fetters from slave and serf.

The hands they folded over his peaceful breast so many years ago, are
not lying there in that marble coffin: the calm blue eyes closed so many
years ago, are still lookin' into souls. Those hands lift the low walls
of the poor boy's chamber, as he reads of victory over tyranny, of
conquerin' discouragement and defeat.

[Illustration: BEFORE THE TOMB OF WASHINGTON.]

The low walls fade away; the dusky rafters part to admit the infinite,
infinite longin's to do and dare, infinite resolves to emulate those
deeds of valor and heroism. How the calm blue eyes look down into the
boy's impassioned soul, how the shadowy hands beckon him upward, up the
rocky heights of noble endeavor, noble deeds! How the inspiration of
this life, these deeds of might and valor, nerve the young heart for
future strivings for freedom and justice and truth!

Is it not a blessed thing to thus live on forever in true, eager hearts,
to nerve the hero's arm, to inspire deeds of courage and daring? The
weary body may rest; but to do this, is surely not to die; no, it is
to live, to be immortal, to thus become the beating heart, the living,
struggling, daring soul of the future.

And right while I was thinkin' these thoughts, and lookin' off over the
still landscape, the peaceful waters, this band of dark singers stood
with reverent faces and uncovered heads, and begun singin' one of their
sweetest melodies,--

"He rose, he rose, he rose from the dead."

Oh! as them inspired, hantin' notes rose through the soft, listenin'
air, and hanted me, walked right round inside my heart and soul, and
inspired me--why! how many emotions I did have,--more'n 85 a minute
right along!

As I thought of how many times since the asscension of our Lord, tombs
have opened, and the dead come forth alive; how Faith and Justice will
triumph in the end; how you can't bury 'em deep enough, or roll a stun
big enough and hard enough before the door, but what, in some calm
mornin', the earliest watcher shall see a tall, fair angel standin'
where the dead has lain, bearin' the message of the risen Lord, "He rose
from the dead."

I thought how George W. and our other old 4 fathers thought in the long,
toilsome, weary hours before the dawnin', that fair Freedom was dead;
but she rose, she rose.

I thought how the dusky race whose sweet songs was a floatin' round the
grave of him who loved freedom, and gave his life for it; I thought
how, durin' the dreary time when they was captives in a strange land,
chained, scourged, and tortured, how they thought, through this long,
long night of years, that Justice was dead, and Mercy and Pity and
Righteousness.

But there come a glorious mornin' when fathers and mothers clasped their
children in their arms, their own once more, in arms that was their own,
to labor and protect, and they sung together of Freedom and Right, how
though they wuz buried deep, and the night wuz long, and the watchers
by the tomb weary, weary unto death, yet they rose, they rose from the
dead.

And then I thought of the tombs that darken our land to-day, where the
murdered, the legally murdered, lay buried. I thought of the graves more
hopeless fur than them that entomb the dead,--the graves where lay the
livin' dead. Dead souls bound to still breathin' bodies, dead hopes,
ambitions, dead dreams of usefulness and respectability, happiness, dead
purity, faith, honor, dead, all dead, all bound to the still breathin'
body, by the festerin', putrid death-robes of helplessness and despair.

There they lie chained to their dark tombs by links slight at first,
but twisted by the hard old fingers of blind habit, to chains of iron,
chains linked about, and eatin' into, not only the quiverin' flesh, but
the frenzied brains, the hope less hearts, the ruined souls.

Heavy, hopeless-lookin' vaults they are indeed, whose air is putrid with
the sickenin' miasma of moral loathsomness and deseese; whose walls are
painted with hideous pictures of murder, rapine, lust, starvation, woe,
and despair, earthly and eternal ruin. Shapes of the dreadful past, the
hopeless future, that these livin' dead stare upon with broodin' frenzy
by night and by day.

Oh the tombs, the countless, countless tombs, where lie these breathin'
corpses! How mothers weep over them! how wives kneel, and beat their
hearts out on the rocky barriers that separate them from their hearts'
love, their hearts' desire! How little starvin', naked children cower in
their ghostly shadows through dark midnights! How fathers weep for their
children, dead to them, dead to honor, to shame, to humanity! How the
cries of the mourners ascend to the sweet heavens!

And less peaceful than the graves of the departed, these tombs
themselves are full of the hopeless cries of the entombed, praying for
help, praying for some strong hand to reach down and lift them out of
their reeking, polluted, living death.

The whole of our fair land is covered with jest such graves: its turf is
tread down by the footprints of the mourners who go about the streets.
They pray, they weep: the night is long, is long. But the morning will
dawn at last.

And the women,--daughters, wives, mothers,--who kneel with clasped
hands beside the tombs, heaviest-eyed, deepest mourners, because most
helpless. Lift up your heavy eyes: the sun is even now rising, that
shall gild the sky at last. The mornin' light is even now dawnin' in the
east. It shall fall first upon your uplifted brows, your prayerful eyes.
Most blessed of God, because you loved most, sorrowed most. To you shall
it be given to behold first the tall, fair angel of Resurection and
Redemption, standin' at the grave's mouth. Into your hands shall be put
the key to unlock the heavy doors, where your loved has lain.

The dead shall rise. Temperance and Justice and Liberty shall rise.
They shall go forth to bless our fair land. And purified and enobled,
it shall be the best beloved, the fairest land of God beneath the sun.
Refuge of the oppressed and tempted, inspiration of the hopeless, light
of the world.

And free mothers shall clasp their free children to their hearts; and
fathers and mothers and children shall join in one heavenly strain, song
of freedom and of truth. And the nations shall listen to hear how "they
rose, they rose, they rose from the dead."

As the tones of the sweet hymn died on the soft air, and the blessed
vision passed with it; when I come down onto my feet,--for truly, I had
been lifted up, and by the side of myself,--Cicely was standin' with her
brown eyes lookin' over the waters, holdin' the hand of the boy; and I
see every thing that the song did or could mean, in the depths of her
deep, prophetic eyes. Sad eyes, too, they was, and discouraged; for the
morning wus fur away--and--and the boy wus pullin' at her hand, eager to
get away from where he wus.

The boy led us; and we follered him up the gradual hill to the old
homestead of Washington, Mount Vernon.

Lookin' down from the broad, high porch, you can look directly down
through the trees into the river. The water calm and sort o' golden,
through the green of the trees, and every thing looked peaceful and
serene.

There are lots of interestin' things to be seen here,--the tombs of the
rest of the Washington family; the key of the Bastile, covered with the
blood and misery of a foreign land; the tree that carries us back in
memory to his grave, where he rests quietly, who disturbed the sleep of
empires and kingdoms; the furniture of Washington and his family,--the
chairs they sot in, the tables they sot at, and the rooms where
they sot; the harpiscord, that Nelly Custis and Mrs. G. Washington
harpiscorded on.

But she whose name wus once Smith longed to see somethin' else fur more.
What wus it?

It wus not the great drawin'-rooms, the guest-chambers, the halls, the
grounds, the live-stock, nor the pictures, nor the flowers.

No: it wus the old garret of the mansion, the low old garret, where she
sot, our Lady Washington, in her widowed dignity, with no other fire
only the light of deathless love that lights palace or hovel,--sot there
in the window, because she could look out from it upon the tomb of her
mighty dead.

Sot lookin' out upon the river that wus sweepin' along under sun and
moon, bearing on every wave and ripple the glory and beauty of his name.

Bearing it away from her mebby, she would sometimes sadly think, as she
thought of happy days gone by; for though souls may soar, hearts will
cling. And sometimes storms would vex the river's unquiet breast; and
mebby the waves would whisper to her lovin' heart, "Never more, never
more."

[Illustration: THE OLD HOME OF WASHINGTON.]

As she sot there looking out, waiting for that other river, whose waves
crept nearer and nearer to her feet,--that other river, on which her
soul should sail away to meet her glorious dead; that river which
whispers "Forever, forever;" that river which is never unquiet, and
whose waves are murmuring of nothing less beautiful than of meeting, of
love, and of lasting repose.




CHAPTER X.


When we got back from Mount Vernon, and entered our boardin'-house,
Cicely went right up to her room. But I, feelin' kinder beat out
(eloquent emotions are very tuckerin' on a tower), thought I would set
down a few minutes in the parlor to rest, before I mounted up the stairs
to my room.

But truly, as it turned out, I had better have gone right up, breath or
no breath.

For, while I was a settin' there, a tall, sepulchral lookin' female,
that I had noticed at the breakfast-table, come up to me; and says
she,--

"I beg your pardon, mom, but I believe you are the noble and eloquent
Josiah Allen's wife, and I believe you are a stoppin' here."

Says I calmly, "I hain't a stoppin'--I am stopped, as it were, for a few
days."

"Wall," says she, "a friend of mine is comin' to-night, to my room,
No. 17, to give a private seansy. And knowin' you are a great case to
investigate into truths, I thought mebby you would love to come, and
witness some of our glorious spirit manifestations."

I thanked her for her kindness, but told her "I guessed I wouldn't go. I
didn't seem to be sufferin' for a seancy."

"Oh!" says she: "it is wonderful, wonderful to see. Why, we will tie the
medium up, and he will ontie himself."

"Oh!" says I. "I have seen that done, time and agin. I used to tie
Thomas J. up when he was little, and naughty; and he would, in spite of
me, ontie himself, and get away."

"Who is Thomas J.?" says she.

"Josiah's child by his first wife," says I.

"Wall," says she, "if we have a good circle, and the conditions are
favorable, the spirits will materialize,--come before us with a body."

"Oh!" says I. "I have seen that. Thomas J. used to dress up as a ghost,
and appear to us. But he didn't seem to think the conditions wus so
favorable, and he didn't seem to appear so much, after his father
ketched him at it, and give him a good whippin'." And says I firmly, "I
guess that would be about the way with your ghosts."

And after I had said it, the idee struck me as bein' sort o'
pitiful,--to go to whippin' a ghost. But she didn't seem to notice my
remark, for she seemed to be a gazin' upward in a sort of a muse; and
she says,--

"Oh! would you not like to talk with your departed kindred?"

"Wall, yes," says I firmly, after a minute's thought. "I would like to."

"Come to-night to our seansy, and we will call 'em, and you shall talk
with 'em."

"Wall," says I candidly, "to tell the truth, bein' only wimmen present,
I'll tell you, I have got to mend my petticoat to-night. My errents have
took me round to such a extent, that it has got all frayed out round the
bottom, and I have got to mend the fray. But, if any of my kindred are
there, you jest mention it to 'em that she that wuz Samantha Smith is
stopped at No. 16, and, if perfectly convenient, would love to see
'em. I can explain it to 'em," says I, "bein' all in the family, why I
couldn't leave my room."

[Illustration: THOMAS JEFFERSON S GHOST.]

Says she, "You are makin' fun: you don't believe they will be there, do
you?"

"Wall, to be honest with you, it looks dubersome to me. It does seem to
me, that if my father or mother sot out from the other world, and come
down to this boardin'-house, to No. 17, they would know, without havin'
to be told, that I was in the next room to 'em; and they wouldn't want
to stay with a passel of indifferent strangers, when their own child was
so near."

"You don't believe in the glorious manifestations of our seansys?" says
she.

"Wall, to tell you the plain truth, I don't seem to believe 'em to any
great extent. I believe, if God wants to speak to a human soul below,
He can, without any of your performances and foolishness; and when I say
performences and when I say foolishness, I say 'em in very polite ways:
and I don't want to hurt anybody's feelin's by sayin' things hain't so,
but I simply state my belief."

"Don't you believe in the communion of saints? Don't you believe God
ever reveals himself to man?"

"Yes, I do! I believe that now, as in the past, the pure in heart shall
see God. Why, heaven is over all, and pretty nigh to some."

And I thought of Cicely, and couldn't help it.

"I believe there are pure souls, especially when they are near to the
other world, who can look in, and behold its beauty. Why, it hain't but
a little ways from here,--it can't be, sense a breath of air will blow
us into it. It takes sights of preparation to get ready to go, but it is
only a short sail there. And you may go all over the land from house
to house, and you will hear in almost every one of some dear friend who
died with their faces lit up with the glow of the light shinin' from
some one of the many mansions,--the dear home-light of the fatherland;
died speakin' to some loved one, gone before. But I don't believe you
can coax that light, and them voices, down into a cabinet, and let 'em
shine and speak, at so much an evenin'."

"I thought," says she bitterly, "that you was one who never condemned
any thing that you hadn't thoroughly investigated."

"I don't," says I. "I don't condemn nothin' nor nobody. I only tell my
mind. I don't say there hain't no truth in it, because I don't know;
and that is one of the best reasons in the world for not sayin' a thing
hain't so. When you think how big a country the land of Truth is, and
how many great unexplored regions lay in it, why should Josiah Allen's
wife stand and lean up aginst a tree on the outmost edge of the
frontier, and say what duz and what duzn't lay hid in them mysterius and
beautiful regions that happier eyes than hern shall yet look into?

"No: the great future is the fulfillment of the prophecies, and blind
gropin's of the present; and it is not for me, nor Josiah, nor anybody
else, to talk too positive about what we hain't seen, and don't know.

"No: nor I hain't one to say it is the Devil's work, not claimin' such a
close acquaintance with the gentleman named, as some do, who profess
to know all his little social eccentricities. But I simply say, and say
honest, that I hain't felt no drawin's towards seancys, nor felt like
follerin' 'em up. But I am perfectly willin' you should have your own
idees, and foller 'em."

"Do you believe angels have appeared to men?"

"Yes, mom, I do. But I never heard of a angel bein' stanchelled up in a
box-stall, and let out of it agin at stated times, like a yearlin' colt.
(Excuse my metafor, mom, I am country bred and born.) And no angel that
I ever heard on, has been harnessed and tackled up with any ropes or
strings whatsoever. No! whenever we hear of angels appearin' to men,
they have flown down, white-winged and radiant, right out of the
heavens, which is their home, and appeared to men, entirely unbeknown
to them. That is the way they appeared to the shephards at Bethlahem, to
the disciples on the mountain, to the women at the tomb."

"Don't you believe they could come jest as well now?"

"I don't say they couldn't. There is no place in the Bible, that I know
of, where it says they shall never appear agin to man. But I s'pose, in
the days I speak of, when the One Pure Heart was upon earth, Earth and
Heaven drew nearer together, as it were,--the divine and the human. And
if we now draw Heaven nearer to us by better, purer lives, who knows,"
says I dreamily (forgettin' the mejum, and other trials), "who knows but
what we might, in some fair day, look up into the still heavens, and see
through the clear blue, in the distance, a glimpse of the beautiful city
of the redeemed?

"Who knows," says I, "if we lived for Heaven, as Jennie Dark lived for
her country, in the story I have heard Thomas J. read about, but we
might, like her, see visions, and hear voices, callin' us to heavenly
duties? But," says I, findin' and recoverin' myself, "I don't see no use
in a seansy to help us."

"Don't you admit that there is strange doin's at these seansys?"

"Yes," says I. "I never see one myself; but, from what I have heard of
'em, they are very strange."

"Don't you think there are things done that seem supernatural?"

"I don't know as they are any more supernatural than the telegraph
and telefone and electric light, and many other seemin'ly supernatural
works. And who knows but there may still be some hidden powers in nature
that is the source of what you call supernatural?"

"Why not believe, with us, voices from Heaven speak through these
means?"

"Because it looks dubersome to me--dretful dubersome. It don't look
reasonable to me, that He, the mighty King of heaven and earth, would
speak to His children through a senseless Indian jargon, or impossible
and blasphemous speeches through a first sphere."

"You say you believe God has spoken to men, and why not now?"

"I tell you, I don't know but He duz. But I don't believe it is in that
manner. Way back to the creation, when we read of God's speakin' to man,
the voice come directly down from heaven to their souls.

"In the hush of the twilight, when every thing was still and peaceful,
and Adam was alone, then he heard God's voice. He didn't have to wait
for favorable conditions, or set round a table; for, what is more
convincin', I don't believe he had a table to set round.

"In the dreary lonesomeness of the great desert, God spoke to the
heart-broken Hagar. She didn't have to try any tests to call down the
spirits. Clear and sudden out of heaven come the Lord's voice speaking
to her soul in comfort and in prophecy, and her eyes was opened, and she
saw waters flowin' in the midst of the desert.

"Up on the mountain top, God's voice spoke to Abraham; and Lot in the
quiet of evening, at the tent's door, received the angelic visitants.
Sudden, unbeknown to them, they come. They didn't have to put nobody
into a trance, nor holler, so we read.

"In the hush of the temple, through the quiet of her motherly dreams,
Hannah heard a voice. Hannah didn't have to say, 'If you are a spirit,
rap so many times.' No: she knew the voice. God prepares the listenin'
soul His own self. 'They know my voice,' so the Lord said.

"Daniel and the lions didn't have to 'form a circle' for him to see
the one in shinin' raiment. No: the angel guest came down from heaven
unbidden, and appeared to Daniel alone, in peril; and as he stood by
the 'great river,' it said, 'Be strong, be strong!' preparin' him for
conflict. And Daniel was strengthened, so the Bible says.

"God's hand is not weaker to-day, and His conflicts are bein' waged on
many a battle-field. And I dare not say that He does not send His angels
to comfort and sustain them who from love to Him go out into rightous
warfare. But I don't believe they come through a seansy. I don't,
honestly. I don't believe Daniel would have felt strengthened a mite, by
seein' a materialized rag-baby hung out by a wire in front of a hemlock
box, and then drawed back sudden.

[Illustration: HEAVENLY VISITORS.]

"No: Adam and Enoch, and Mary and Paul and St. John, didn't have to say,
before they saw the heavenly guests, 'If you are a spirit, manifest it
by liftin' up some table-legs.' And they didn't have to tie a mejum into
a box before they could hear God's voice. No: we read in the Bible of
eight different ones who come back from death, and appeared to their
friends, besides the many who came forth from their graves at Jerusalem.
But they didn't none of 'em come in this way from round under tables,
and out of little coops, and etcetery.

"And as it was in the old days, so I believe it is to-day. I believe, if
God wants to speak to a human soul, livin' or dead, He don't _need_ the
help of ropes and boxes and things. It don't look reasonable to think He
_has_ to employ such means. And it don't look reasonable to me to think,
if He wants to speak to one of His children in comfort or consolation,
He will try to drive a hard bargain with 'em, and make 'em pay from
fifty cents to a dollar to hear Him, children half price. Howsomever,
everybody to their own opinions."

"You are a unbeliever," says she bitterly.

"Yes, mom: I s'pose I am. I s'pose I should be called Samantha Allen,
U.S., which Stands, Unbeliever in Spiritual Seansys, and also United
States. It has a noble, martyrous look to me," says I firmly. "It makes
me think of my errent."

She tosted her head in a high-headed way, which is gaulin' in the
extreme to see in another female. And she says,--

"You are not receptive to truth."

I s'pose she thought that would scare me, but it didn't. I says,--

"I believe in takin' truth direct from God's own hand and revelation.
But I don't have any faith in modern spiritual seansys. They seem to
me,--and I would say it in a polite, courtous way, for I wouldn't
hurt your feelin's for the world,--all mixed up with modern greed and
humbug."

But, if you'll believe it, for all the pains I took to be almost
over-polite to her, and not say a word to hurt her feelin's, that woman
acted mad, and flounced out of the room as if she was sent.

Good land! what strange creeters there are in the world, anyway!

Wall, I had fairly forgot that the boy wus in the room. But 1,000 and 5
is a small estimate of the questions he asked me after she went out.

"What a seansy was? And did folks appear there? And would his papa
appear if he should tie himself up in a box? And if I would be sorry if
his papa didn't appear, if he didn't appear? And where the folks went
to that I said, come out of their graves? And did they die again? Or did
they keep on a livin' and a livin' and a livin'? And if I wished I could
keep on a livin' and a livin' and a livin'?"

Good land! it made me feel wild as a loon, and Cicely put the boy to
bed.

But I happened to go into the bedroom for something; and he opened his
eyes, and says he,--

"_Say_! if the dead live men's little boys that had grown up and lived
and died before their pa's come out, would they come out too? and would
the dead live men know that they was their little boys? and _say_"--

But I went out immegiatly, and s'pose he went to sleep.

Wall, the next mornin' I got up feelin' kinder mauger. I felt sort
o' weary in my mind as well as my body. For I had kep' up a powerful
ammount of thinkin' and medetatin'. Mebby right when I would be a
talkin' and a smilin' to folks about the weather or literatoor or any
thing, my mind would be hard at work on problems, and I would be a
takin' silent observations, and musin' on what my eyes beheld.

[Illustration: "SAY!"]

And I had felt more and more satisfied of the wisdom of the conclusion
I reached on my first interview with Allen Arthur,--that I dast not, I
dast not let my companion go from me into Washington.

No! I felt that I dast not, as his mind was, let him go into temptation.

I felt that he wanted to make money out of the Government I loved; and
after I had looked round me, and observed persons and things, I felt
that he would do it.

I felt that _I_ dast not let him go.

I knew that he wanted to help them that helped him, without no deep
thought as to the special fitness of uncle Nate Gowdy and Ury Henzy for
governmental positions. And after I had enquired round a little, and
considered the heft of his mind, and the weight of example, I felt he
would do it.

And I _dast_ not let him go.

And, though I knew his hand was middlin' free now, still I realized that
other hands just as free once had had rings slipped into 'em, and was
led by 'em whithersoever the ring-makers wished to lead them.

I dast _not_ let him go.

I knew that now his morals, though small (he don't weigh more'n a
hundred,--bones, moral sentiments, and all), was pretty sound and firm,
the most of the time. But the powerful winds that blew through them
broad streets of Washington from every side, and from the outside, and
from the under side, powerful breezes, some cold, and some powerful hot
ones--why, I felt that them small morals, more than as likely as not,
would be upsot, and blowed down, and tore all to pieces.

I dast not _let_ him go.

I knew he was willin' to buy votes. If willin' to buy,--the fearful
thought hanted me,--mebby he would be willin' to sell; and, the more I
looked round and observed, the more I felt that he would.

I felt that I dast not let _him_ go.

No, no! I dast not let him _go_.

I was a musin' on this thought at the breakfast-table where I sot with
Cicely, the boy not bein' up. I was settin' to the table as calm and
cool as my toast (which was _very_ cool), when the hired man brought me
a letter; and I opened it right there, for I see by the post-mark it
was from my Josiah. And I read as follers, in dismay and anguish, for I
thought he was crazy:--

MI DEER WYF,--Kum hum, I hav got a crik in mi bak. Kum hum, mi deer Sam,
kum hum, or I shal xpire. Mi gord has withurd, mi plan has faled, I am a
undun Josire. Tung kant xpres mi yernin to see u. I kant tak no kumfort
lookin at ure kam fisiognimy in ure fotogrof, it maks mi hart ake, u luk
so swete, I fere u hav caut a bo. Kum hum, kum hum.

Ure luvin kompanien,

JOSIRE.

vers ov poetry.

  Mi krik is bad, mi ink is pale:
  Mi luv for u shal never fale.

I dropt my knife and fork (I had got about through eatin', anyway), and
hastened to my room. Cicely followed me, anxious-eyed, for I looked bad.

I dropped into a chair; and almost buryin' my face in my white linen
handkerchief, I give vent to some moans of anguish, and a large number
of sithes. And Cicely says,--

"What is the matter, aunt Samantha?"

And I says,--

"Your poor uncle! your poor uncle!"

"What is the matter with him?" says she.

And I says, "He is crazy as a loon. Crazy and got a creek, and I must
start for home the first thing in the mornin'."

[Illustration: SAMANTHA'S SORROW.]

She says, "What do you mean?" and then I showed her the letter, and says
as I did so,--

"He has had too much strain on his mind, for the size of it. His plans
have been too deep. He has grappled with too many public questions.
I ortn't to have left him alone with politics. But I left him for his
good. But never, never, will I leave that beloved man agin, crazy, or no
crazy, creek, or no creek.

"Oh!" says I, "will he never, never more be conscious of the presence of
the partner of his youth and middle age? Will he never realize the deep,
constant love that has lightened up our pathway?"

I wept some. But I thought that mebby he would know my cream biscuit and
other vittles, I felt that he would re_cog_nise them.

But by this time Cicely had got the letter read through; and she said
"he wuzn't crazy, it was the new-fashioned way of spelling;" she said
she had seen it; and so I brightened up, and felt well: though, as I
told her,--

"The creek would drive me home in the mornin'." Says I, "Duty and Love
draws me, a willin' captive, to the side of my sufferin' Josiah. I shall
go home on that creek." Says I, "Woman's first duty is to the man she
loves." Says I, "I come here on that duty, and on that duty I shall go
back, and the creek."

Cicely didn't feel as if she could go the next day, for there was to be
a great meetin' of the friends of temperance, in a few days, there; and
she wanted to attend to it; she wanted to help all she could; and then,
there wus a person high in influence that she wanted to converse with
on the subject. That good little thing was willin' to do _any thing_ for
the sake of the boy and the Right.

But I says to her, "I _must_ go, for that word 'plan' worrys me; it
worrys me far more than the creek: and I see my partner is all unstrung,
and I must be there to try to string him up agin."

So it wus decided, that I should start in the morning, and Cicely come
on in a few days: she was all boyed up with the thought that at this
meetin' she could get some help and hope for the boy.

But, after Cicely went to bed, I sot there, and got to thinkin' about
the new spellin', and felt that I approved of it. My mind is such that
_instantly_ I can weigh and decide.

I took some of these words, photograph, philosophy, etc., in one hand,
and in the other I took filosify and fotograf; and as I hefted 'em, I
see the latter was easier to carry. I see they would make our language
easier to learn by children and foreigners; it would lop off a lot
of silent letters of no earthly use; it would make far less labor in
writin', in printin', in cost of type, and would be better every way.

Cicely said a good many was opposed to it on account of bein' attached
to the old way. But I don't feel so, though I love the old things with a
love that makes my heart ache sometimes when changes come. But my reason
tells me that it hain't best to be attached to the old way if the new is
better.

Now, I s'pose our old 4 fathers was attached to the idee of hitchin' an
ox onto a wagon, and ridin' after it. And our old 4 mothers liked the
idee of bein' perched up on a pillion behind the old 4 fathers. I s'pose
they hated the idee of gettin' off of that pillion, and onhitchin' that
ox. But they had to, they had to get down, and get up into phaetons and
railway cars, and steamboats.

And I s'pose them old 4 people (likely creeters they wuz too) hated the
idee of usin' matches; used to love to strike fire with a flint, and
trample off a mild to a neighber's on January mornin's (and their
mornin's was _very_ early) to borrow some coals if they had lost their
flint. I s'pose they had got attached to that flint, some of 'em, and
hated to give it up, thought it would be lonesome. But they had to; and
the flint didn't care, it knew matches was better. The calm, everlasting
forces of Nature don't murmur or rebel when they are changed for newer,
greater helps. No: it is only human bein's who complain, and have the
heartache, because they are so sot.

[Illustration: OUR 4 PARENTS.]

But whether we murmur, or whether we are calm, whether we like it, or
whether we don't, we have to move our tents. We are only campin' out,
here; and we have to move our tents along, and let the new things push
us out of the way. The old things now, are the new ones of the past; and
what seems new to us, will soon be the old.

Why, how long does it seem, only a minute, since we was a buildin' moss
houses down in the woods back of the old schoolhouse? Beautiful, fresh
rooms, carpeted with the green moss, with bright young faces bendin'
down over 'em. Where are they now? The dust of how many years--I don't
want to think how many--has sifted down over them velvet-carpeted
mansions, turned them into dust.

And the same dust has sprinkled down onto the happy heads of the fresh,
bright-faced little group gathered there.

[Illustration: BORROWING COALS.]

Charley, and Alice! oh! the dust is very deep on her head,--the dust
that shall at last lay over all our heads. And Louis! Bright blue eyes
there may be to-day, old Time, but none truer and tenderer than his.
But long ago, oh! long ago, the dust covered you--the dust that is older
than the pyramids, old, and yet new; for on some mysterious breeze it
was wafted to you, it drifted down, and covered the blue eyes and the
brown eyes, hid the bright faces forever.

And the years have sprinkled down into Charley's grave business head
tiresome dust of dividends and railway shares. Kate and Janet, and Will
and Helen and Harry--where are you all to-day, I wonder? But though I do
not know that, I do know this,--that Time has not stood still with any
of you. The years have moved you along, hustled you forward, as they
swept by. You have had to move along, and let other bright faces stand
in front of you.

You are all buildin' houses to-day that you think are more endurin'. But
what you build to-day--hopes built upon worldly wealth, worldly fame,
household affection, political success--ah I will they not pass
away like the green moss houses down in the woods back of the old
schoolhouse?

Yes, they, too, will pass away, so utterly that only their dust will
remain. But God grant that we may all meet, happy children again, young
with the new life of the immortals, on some happy playground of the
heavenly life!

But poor little houses of moss and cedar boughs, you are broken down
years and years ago, trampled down into dust, and the dust blown away
by the rushin' years. Blown away, but gathered up agin by careful old
Nature, nourishin' with it a newer, fresher growth.

I don't s'pose any of us really hanker after growin' old; sometimes I
kinder hate to; and so I told Josiah one day.

And he says, "Why, we hain't the only ones that is growin' old. Why,
everybody is as old as we be, that wuz born, at the same time; and lots
of folks are older. Why, there is uncle Nate Gowdey, and aunt Seeny:
they are as old agin, almost."

[Illustration: THE OLD SCHOOLHOUSE]

Says I, "That is a great comfort to meditate on, Josiah; but it don't
take away all the sting of growin' old."

And he said "he didn't care a dumb about it, if he didn't have to work
so hard." He said "he'd fairly love to grow old if he could do it easy,
kinder set down to it."

(Now, that man don't work so very hard. But don't tell him I said so:
he's real fractious on that subject, caused, I think, by rheumatiz, and
mebby the Plan.)

I told Josiah that it wouldn't make growin' old any easier to set down,
than it would to stand up.

I don't s'pose it makes much difference about our bodies, anyway; they
are only wrappers for the soul: the real, person is within. But then,
you know, you get sort o' attached to your own body, yourself, you know,
if you have lived with yourself any length of time, as we have, a good
many of us.

You may not be handsome, but you sort o' like your own looks, after all.
Your eyes have a sort of a good look to you. Your hands are soft and
white; and they are your own too, which makes 'em nearer to you; they
have done sights for you, and you can't help likin' 'em. And your mouth
looks sort o' agreable and natural to you.

You don't really like to see the dimpled, soft hands change into an
older person's hands; you kinder hate to change the face for an older,
more care-worn face; you get sick of lookin'-glasses.

And sometimes you feel a sort of a homesick longin' for your old
self--for the bright, eager face that looked back to you from the old
lookin'-glass on summer mornin's, when the winder was open out into the
orchard, and the May birds was singin' amidst the apple-blows. The red
lips parted with a happy smile; the bright, laughin' eyes, sort o' soft
too, and wistful--wishful for the good that mebby come to you, and mebby
didn't, but which the glowin' face was sure of, on that spring morning
with the May birds singin' outside, and the May birds singin' inside.

[Illustration: A MAY MORNING.]

Time may have brought you somethin' better--better than you dreamed of
on that summer mornin'. But it is different, anyhow; and you can't help
gettin' kinder homesick, longin', wantin' that pretty young face again,
wantin' the heart back again that went with it.

Wall, I s'pose we shall have it back--sometime. I s'pose we shall get
back our lost youth in the place where we first got it. And it is all
right, anyway.

We must move on. You see, Time won't stop to argue with us, or dicker;
and our settin' down, and coaxin' him to stop a minute, and whet his
scythe, and give us a chance to get round the swath he cuts, won't
ammount to nothin' only wastin' our breath. His scythe is one that don't
need any grindstun, and his swath is one that must be cut.

No! Time won't lean up aginst fence corners, and wipe his brow on a
bandanna, and hang round. He jest moves right on--up and down, up and
down. On each side of us the ripe blades fall, and the flowers; and
pretty soon the swath will come right towards us, the grass-blades will
fall nearer and nearer--a turn of the gleamin' scythe, and we, too, will
be gone. The sunlight will rest on the turf where our shadows were, and
one blade of grass will be missed out of that broad harvest-field more
than we will be, when a few short years have rolled by.

The beauty and the clamor of life will go on without us. You see, we
hain't needed so much as we in our egotism think we are. The world will
get along without us, while we rest in peace.

But until then we have got to move along: we can't set down anywhere,
and set there. No: if we want to be fore mothers and fore fathers, we
mustn't set still: we must give the babies a chance to be fore mothers
and fore fathers too. It wouldn't be right to keep the babies from bein'
ancestors.

We must keep a movin' on. How the summer follows the spring, and the
winter follows the autumn, and the years go by! And the clouds sail on
through the sky, and the shadows follow each other over the grass, and
the grass fadeth.

And the sun moves down the west, and the twilight follows the sun, and
at last the night comes--and then the stars shine.

Strange that all this long revery of my mind should spring from that
letter of my pardner's. But so it is. Why, I sot probable 3 fourths of
a hour--entirely by the side of myself. Why, I shouldn't have sensed
whether I was settin' on a sofy in a Washington boarding-house (a hard
one too), or a bed of flowers in Asia Minor, or in the middle of the
Desert of Sarah. Why, I shouldn't have sensed Sarah or A. Minor at all,
if they had stood right by me, I was so lost and unbeknown to myself.

But anon, or pretty nigh that time (for I know it was ten when I got
into bed, and it probable took me 1/2 an hour to comb out my hair and
wad it up, and ondress), I rousted up out of my revery, and realized
I was Josiah Allen's wife on a tower of Principle and Discovery. I
realized I was a forerunner, and on the eve of return to the bosom of my
family (a linen bosom, with five pleats on a side).

Wall, I rose betimes in the mornin', or about that time, and eat a good,
noble breakfast, so's to start feelin' well; embraced Cicely and the
boy, who asked me 32 questions while I was embracin' him. I kissed him
several times, with hugs according; and then I took leave of Sally and
Bub Smith. I paid for my board honorable, although Sally said she would
not take any pay for so short a board. But I knew, in her condition,
boards of any length should be paid for. So I insisted, and the board
was paid for. I also rewarded Bub Smith for his efforts at doin' my
errents, in a way that made his blushes melt into a glowin' background
of joyousness.

And then, havin' asked the hired man to get a covered carriage to convey
my body to the depot, and my trunk, I left Washington, D.C.

The snort of the engine as it ketched sight of me, sounded friendly to
me. It seemed to say to me,--

"Forerunner, your runnin' is done, and well done! Your labors of duty
and anxiety is over. Soon, soon will you be with your beloved pardner at
home."

Home, the dearest word that was ever said or sung.

The passengers all looked good to me. The men's hats looked like
Josiah's. They looked out of their eyes some as he did out of hisen:
they looked good to me. There was one man upbraidin' his wife about some
domestic matter, with crossness in his tone, but affectionate care and
interest in his mean. Oh, how good, and sort o' natural, he did look to
me! it almost seemed as if my Josiah was there by my side.

Never, never, does the cords of love fairly pull at your heart-strings,
a drawin' you along towards your heart's home, your heart's desire, as
when you have been off a movin' round on a tower. I longed for my dear
home, I yearned for my Josiah.

I arrove at Jonesville as night was a lettin' down her cloudy mantilly
fringed with stars (there wuzn't a star: I jest put that in for oritory,
and I don't think it is wrong if I tell of it right away).

[Illustration: AT THE DEPOT.]

Evidently Josiah's creek wus better; for he wus at the depot with the
mair, to convey my body home. He wus stirred to the very depths of his
heart to see me agin; but he struggled for calmness, and told me in a
voice controlled by his firm will, to "hurry and get in, for the mair
wus oneasy stand-in' so long."

I, too, felt that I must emulate his calmness; and I says,--

"I can't get in no faster than I can. Do hold the mair still, or I can't
get in at all."

"Wall, wall! hain't I a holdin' it? Jump in: there is a team behind a
waitin'."

After these little interchanges of thought and affection, there was
silence between us. Truly, there is happiness enough in bein' once more
by the side of the one you love, whether you speak or not. And, to
tell the truth, I was out of breath hurryin' so. But few words were
interchanged until the peaceful haven of home was reached.

Some few words, peaceful, calm words were uttered, as to what we
wus goin' to have for supper, and a desire on Josiah's part for a
chicken-pie and vegitables of all kinds, and various warm cakes and
pastries, compromised down to plans of tender steak, mashed potatoes,
cream biscuit, lemon custard, and coffee. It wus settled in peace and
calmness. He looked unstrung, very unstrung, and wan, considerable wan.
But I knew that I and the supper could string him up agin; and I felt
that I would not speak of the plan or the creek, or any agitatin'
subject, until the supper was over, which resolve I follered. After the
table was cleared, and Josiah looked like a new man,--the girl bein' out
in the kitchen washin' the dishes,--I mentioned the creek; and he owned
up that he didn't know as it was exactly a creek, but "it was a dumb
pain, anyway, and he felt that he must see me."

It is sweet, passing sweet, to be missed, to be necessary to the
happiness of one you love. But, at the same time, it is bitter to know
that your pardner has prevaricated to you, and so the sweet and the
bitter is mixed all through life.

I smiled and sithed simultaneous, as it were, and dropped down the
creek.

Then with a calm tone, but a beatin' heart, I took up the Plan, and
presented it to him. I wanted to find out the heights and depths of that
Plan before I said a word about my own adventures at Washington, D.C.
Oh, how that plan had worried me! But the minute I mentioned it, Josiah
looked as if he would sink. And at first he tried to move off the
subject, but I wouldn't let him. I held him up firm to that plan, and,
to use a poetical image, I hitched him there.

Says I, "You know what you told me, Josiah,--you said that plan would
make you beloved and revered."

He groaned.

Says I, "You know you said it would make you a lion, and me a lioness:
do you remember, Josiah Allen?"

He groaned awful.

Says I firmly, "It didn't make you a lion, did it?"

He didn't speak, only sithed. But says I firmly, for I wus bound to come
to the truth of it,--

"Are you a lion?"

"No," say she, "I hain't."

"Wall," says I, "then what be you?"

"I am a fool," says he bitterly, "a dumb fool."

"Wall," says I encouragingly, "you no need to have laid on plans, and I
needn't have gone off on no towers of discovery, to have found that out.
But now," says I in softer axents, for I see he did indeed look agitated
and melancholy,--

"Tell your Samantha all about it."

Says he mournfully, "I have got to find 'The Gimlet.'"

[Illustration: ARE YOU A LION?]

"The Gimlet!" I sithed to myself; and the wild and harrowin' thought
went through me like a arrow,--that my worst apprehensions had been
realized, and that man had been a writing poetry.

But then I remembered that he had promised me years ago, that he never
would tackle the job agin. He begun to make a poem when we was first
married; but there wuzn't no great harm done, for he had only wrote two
lines when I found it out and broke it up.

Bein' jest married, I had a good deal of influence over him; and he
promised me sacred, to never, _never_, as long as he lived and breathed,
try to write another line of poetry agin. We was married in the spring,
and these 2 lines was as follers:--

  "How happified this spring appears--
  More happier than I ever knew springs to be, _shears_."

And I asked him what he put the "shears" in for, and he said he did it
to rhyme. And then was the time, then and there, that I made him promise
on the Old Testament, _never_ to try to write a line of poetry agin. And
I felt that he _could_ not do himself and me the bitter wrong to try it
agin, and still I trembled.

And right while I was tremblin', he returned, and silently laid "The
Gimlet" in my lap, and sot down, and nearly buried his face in his
hands. And the very first piece on which the eye of my spectacle rested,
was this: "Josiah Allen on a Path-Master."

And I dropped the paper in my lap, and says I,--

"_What_ have you been doing _now_, Josiah Allen? Have you been a
fightin'? What path-master have you been on?"

"I hain't been on any," says he sadly, out from under his hand. "I
headed it so, to have a strong, takin' title. You know they 'pinted me
path-master some time ago."

[Illustration: JOSIAH BEING TREATED.]

I groaned and sithed to that extent that I was almost skairt at myself,
not knowin' but I would have the highstericks unbeknown to me (never
havin' had 'em, I didn't know exactly what the symptoms was), and I felt
dredfully. But anon, or pretty nigh anon, I grew calmer, and opened the
paper, and read. It seemed to be in answer to the men who had nominated
him for path-master, and it read as follers:--

JOSIAH ALLEN ON A PATH-MASTER.

Feller Constituents and Male Men of Jonesville and the surroundin' and
adjacent worlds!

I thank you, fellow and male citizents, I thank you heartily, and
from the depths of my bein', for the honor you have heaped onto me, in
pintin' me path-master.

But I feel it to be my duty to decline it. I feel that I must keep
entirely out of political matters, and that I cannot be induced to be
path-master, or President, or even United-States senator. I have not got
the constitution to stand it. I don't feel well a good deal of the time.
My liver is out of order, I am liable to have the ganders any minute,
I am bilious, am troubled with rheumatiz and colic, my blood don't
circulate proper, I have got a weak back, and lumbago, and biles. And
I hain't a bit well. And I dassent put too much strain on myself, I
dassent.

And then, I am a husband and a father. I have sacred duties to perform
about, nearer and more sacred duties, that I dast not put aside for any
others.

I am a husband. I took a tender and confidin' woman away from a happy
home (Mother Smith's, in the east part of Jonesville), and transplanted
her (carried her in a one-horse wagon and a mare) into my own home. And
I feel that it is my first duty to make that home the brightest spot on
earth to her. That home is my dearest and most sacred treasure. And how
can I disturb its sweet peace with the wild turmoil of politics? I can
not. I dast not.

And politics are dangerous to enter into. There is bad folks in
Jonesville 'lection day,--bad men, and bad women. And I am liable to be
led astray. I don't want to be led astray, but I feel that I am liable
to.

I have to hear swearin'. Now, I don't swear myself. (I don't call "dumb"
swearin', nor never did.) I don't swear, but I think of them oaths
afterwards. Twice I thought of 'em right in prayer-meetin' time, and it
worrys me.

I have to see drinkin' goin' on. I don't want to drink; but they offer
to treat me, old friends do, and Samantha is afraid I shall yield to the
temptation; and I am most afraid of it myself.

Yes, politics is dangerous and hardenin'; and, should I enter into the
wild conflict, I feel that I am in danger of losin' all them tender,
winnin' qualities that first won me the love of my Samantha. I dare not
imperil her peace, and mine, by the effort.

I can not, I dast not, put aside these sacred duties that Providence has
laid upon me. My wive's happiness is the first thing I must consider.
Can I leave her lonely and unhappy while I plunge into the wild turmoil
of caurkusses and town-meetin's, and while I go to 'lection, and vote?
No.

And the time I would have to spend in study in order to vote
intelligent, I feel as if that time I must use in strugglin' to promote
the welfare and happiness of my Samantha. No, I dassent vote, I dassent
another time.

Again, another reason. I have a little grandchild growin' up around me.
I owe a duty to her. I must dandle her on my knee. I must teach her the
path of virtue and happiness. If I do not, who will? For though there
are plenty to make laws, and to vote, little Samantha Joe has but one
grandpa on her mother's side.

And then, I have sights of cares. The Methodist church is to be kep' up:
I am one of the pillows of the church, and sometimes it rests heavy on
me. Sometimes I have to manage every way to get the preacher's salary. I
am school-trustee: I have to grapple with the deestrict every spring and
fall. The teachers are high-headed, the parents always dissatisfied,
and the children act like the Old Harry. I am the salesman in the
cheese-factory. Anarky and quarellin' rains over me offen that
cheese-factory; and its fault-findin', mistrustin' patrons, embitters my
life, and rends my mind with cares.

The care of providin' for my family wears onto me; for though Samantha
tends to things on the inside of the house, I have to tend to things
outside, and I have to provide the food she cooks.

And then, I have a great deal of work to do. Besides my barn-chores, and
all the wearin' cares I have mentioned, I have five acres of potatoes to
hoe and dig, a barn to shingle, a pig-pen to new cover, a smoke-house to
fix, a bed of beets and a bed of turnips to dig,--ruty bagys,--and four
big beds of onions to weed--dumb 'em! and six acres of corn to husk. My
barn-floor at this time is nearly covered with stooks. How dare I leave
my barn in confusion, and, by my disorderly doin's, run the risk of my
wive's bein' so disgusted with my want of neatness and shiftlessness, as
to cause her to get dissatisfied with home and husband, and wander off
into paths of dissipation and vice? Oh! I dassent, I dassent, take the
resk! When I think of all the terrible evils that are liable to
come onto me, I feel that I dassent vote agin, as long as I live and
breathe--I dast not have any thing whatever to do with politics.

FINY. THE END.

I read it all out loud, every word of it, interrupted now and then, and
sometimes oftener, by the groans of my pardner. And as I finished, I
looked round at him, and I see his looks was dretful. And I says in
soothin' tones--for oh! how a companion's distress calls up the tender
feelin's of a lovin' female pardner!

Says I, "It hain't the worst piece in the world, Josiah Allen! It is as
sensible as lots of political pieces I have read." Says I, "Chirk up!"

"It hain't the piece! It is the way it was took," says he. "Life has
been a burden to me ever sense that appeared in 'The Gimlet.' Tongue
can't tell the way them Jonesvillians has sneered and jeered at me, and
run me down, and sot on me."

I sithed, and remained a few moments almost lost in thought; and then
says I,--

"Now, if you are more composed and gathered together, will you tell your
companion how you come to write it? what you did it _for?_"

"I did it to be populer," says he, out from under his hand. "I thought I
would branch off, and take a new turn, and not act so fierce and wolfish
after office as most of 'em did. I thought I would get up something new
and uneek."

"Wall, you have, uneeker than you probable ever will agin. But, if you
wanted to be a senator, _why_ did you refuse to have any thing to do
with politics?"

"I did it to be _urged_," says he, in the same sad, despairin' tones. "I
made the move to be loved--to be the favorite of the Nation. I thought
after they read that, they would be fierce to promote me, fierce
as blood-hounds. I thought it would make me the most populer man in
Jonesville, and that I should be sought after, and praised up, and
follered."

"What give you that idee?" says I calmly.

"Why, don't you remember Letitia Lanfear? She wrote a article sunthin'
like this, only not half so smart and deep, when she was nominated for
school-trustee, and it jest lifted her right up. She never had been
thought any thing off in Jonesville till she wrote that, and that was
the makin' of her. And she hadn't half the reason to write it that I
have. She hadn't half nor a quarter the cares that I have got. She was a
widder, educated high, without any children, with a comfortable income,
and she lived in her brother's family, and didn't have _no_ cares at
all.

"And only see how that piece lifted her right up! They all said, what
right feelin', what delicacy, what a noble, heart-stirrin', masterly
document hern was! And I hankered, I jest hankered, after bein' praised
up as she was. And I thought," says he with a deep sithe, "I thought I
should get as much agin praise as she did. I thought I should be twice
as populer, because it wus sunthin' new for a _man_ to write such a
article. I thought I should be all the rage in Jonesville. I thought I
should be a lion."

[Illustration: LETITIA LANFEAR.]

"Wall, accordin' to your tell, they treat you like one, don't they?"

"Yes," says he, "speakin' in a wild animal way." Says he, growin'
excited, "I wish I _wuz_ a African lion right out of a jungle: I'd
teach them Jonesvillians to get out of my way. I'd love, when they was
snickerin', and pokin' fun at me, and actin' and jeerin' and sneerin',
and callin' me all to nort, I'd love to spring onto 'em, and roar."

"Hush, Josiah," says I. "Be calm! be calm!"

"I won't be calm! I can't see into it," he hollered. "Why, what lifted
Letitia Lanfear right up, didn't lift me up. Hain't what's sass for the
goose, sass for the gander?"

"No," says I sadly. "It hain't the same sass. The geese have to get the
same strength from it,--strength to swim in the same water, fly over the
same fences, from the same pursuers and avengers; and they have to grow
the same feathers out of it; but the sass, the sass is fur different.

"But," says I, "I don't approve of all your piece. A man, as a general
thing, has as much time as a woman has. And I'd love to see the
time that I couldn't do a job as short as puttin' a letter in the
post-office. Why, I never see the time, even when the children was
little, and in cleanin' house, or sugarin'-time, but what I could ride
into Jonesville every day, to say nothin' of once a year, and lay a vote
onto a pole. And you have as much time as I do, unless it is springs
and falls and hayin'-time. And if _I_ could do it, _you_ could. I don't
approve of such talk.

"And you know very well that you and I had better spend a little of our
spare time a studyin' into matters, so as to vote intelligently; study
into the laws that govern us both,--that hang us if we break 'em, and
protect us if we obey 'em,--than to spend it a whittling shingles, or
wonderin' whether Miss Bobbet's next baby will be a boy or a girl."

"Wall," says he, takin' his hand down, and winkin',--a sort of a shrewd,
knowin' wink, but a sad and dejected one, too, as I ever see wunk,--

"I didn't have no idee of stoppin' votin'."

Says I coldly, as cold as Zero, or pretty nigh as coldblooded as the old
man,--

"Did you write that article _jest_ for the speech of people? Didn't you
have no principle to back it up?"

"Wall," says he mournfully, "I wouldn't want it to get out of the
family, but I'll tell you the truth. I didn't write it on a single
principle, not a darn principle. I wrote it jest for popularity, and to
make 'em fierce to promote me."

I groaned aloud, and he groaned. It wus a sad and groanful time.

Says he, "I pinned my faith onto Letitia Lanfear. And I can't understand
now, why a thing that made Letitia so populer, makes me a perfect
outcast. Hain't we both human bein's--human Methodists and
Jonesvillians?" Says he, in despairin', agonized tone, "I can't see
through it."

Says I soothenly, "Don't worry about that, Josiah, for nobody can. It
is too deep a conundrum to be seen through: nobody has ever seen through
it."

But it seemed as if he couldn't be soothed; and agin he kinder sithed
out,--

"I pinned my faith onto Letitia, and it has ondone me;" and he kinder
whimpered.

But I says firmly, but gently,--

"You will hear to your companion another time, will you not? and pin
your faith onto truth and justice and right?"

"No, I won't. I won't pin it onto nothin' nor nobody. I'm done with
politics from this day."

And bad as we both felt, this last speech of hisen made a glimmer of
light streak up, and shine into my future. Some like heat lightenin' on
summer evenin's. It hain't so much enjoyment at the time, but you know
it is goin' to clear the cloudy air of the to-morrow. And so its light
is sweet to you, though very curious, and crinkley.

And as mournful and sort o' curious as this time seemed to me and to
Josiah, yet this speech of hisen made me know that all private and
public peril connected with Hon. Josiah Allen was forever past away. And
that thought cast a rosy glow onto my to-morrows.




CHAPTER XI.


I found, on lookin' round the house the next mornin', that Philury had
kep' things in quite good shape. Although truly the buttery looked like
a lonesome desert, and the cubbards like empty tents the Arabs had left
desolate.

But I knew I could soon make 'em blossom like the rosy with provisions,
which I proceeded at once to do, with Philury's help.

While I wus a rollin' out the pie-crust, Philury told me "she had
changed her mind about long engagements."

And while I wus a makin' the cookies, she broached it to me that "she
and Ury was goin' to be married the next week."

I wus agreable to the idee, and told her so. I like 'em both. Ury is a
tall, limber-jinted sort of a chap, sandy complected, and a little
round shouldered, but hard-workin' and industrious, and seems to take a
interest.

His habits are good: he never drinks any thing stronger than root-beer,
and he never uses tobacco--never has chawed any thing to our house
stronger than gum. He used that, I have thought sometimes, more than
wuz for his good. And I thought it must be expensive, he consumed such
quantities of it. But he told me he made it himself out of beeswax and
rozum.

And I told Josiah that I shouldn't say no more about it; because,
although it might be a foolish habit, gum was not what you might call
inebriatin'; it was not a intoxicatin' beverage, and didn't endanger the
publick safety. So he kep' on a chawin' it, to home and abroad. He kep'
at it all day, and at night if he felt lonesome.

I had mistrusted this, because I found a great chunk now and then on the
head-board; and I tackled him about it, and he owned up.

"When he felt lonesome in the night," he said, "gum sort o' consoled
him."

[Illustration: URY.]

Well, I thought that in a great lonesome world, that needed comfort
so much, if he found gum a consoler, I wouldn't break it up. So I kep'
still, and would clean the head-board silently with kerosine and a
woolen rag.

And Philury is a likely girl. Very freckled, but modest and unassuming.
She is little, and has nice little features, and a round little face;
and though she can't be said to resemble it in every particular, yet
I never could think of any thing whenever I see her, but a nice little
turkey-egg.

She is very obligin', and would always curchy and smile, and say "Yes'm"
whenever I asked her to do any thing. She always would, and always will,
I s'pose, do jest what you tell her to,--as near as she can; and she is
thought a good deal of.

Wall, she has liked Ury for some time--that has been plain to see: she
thought her eyes of him, and he of her. He has got eight or nine hundred
dollars laid up; and I thought it was well enough for 'em to marry if
they wanted to, and so I told Josiah the first time he come into the
house that forenoon.

And he said "he guessed our thinkin' about it wouldn't alter it much,
one way or the other."

And I said "I s'posed not." But says I, "I spoke out, because I feel
quite well about it. I like 'em both, and think they'll make a happy
couple: and to show my willin'ness still further, I mean to make a
weddin' for her; for she hain't got no mothers, and Miss Gowdy won't
have it there, for you know there has been such a hardness between 'em
about that grindstun. So I'll have it here, get a good supper, and have
'em married off respectable."

He hung back a little at first, but I argued him down. Says I,--

"I have heerd you say, time and agin, that you liked 'em, and wanted 'em
to do well: now, what do good wishes ammount to, unless you are willin'
to back 'em up with good acts?" Says I, "I might say that I wished 'em
well and happy, and that would be only a small expendature of wind, that
wouldn't be no loss to me, and no petickuler help to them. But if I show
my good will towards 'em by stirrin' up fruit-cakes and bride-cake, and
pickin' chickens, and pressin' 'em, and makin' ice-cream and coffee
and sandwitches, and workin' myself completely tired out, a wishin'
'em well, why, then they can depend on it that I am sincere in my good
wishes."

"Wall," says Josiah, "if you wish me well, I wish you would get me a
little sunthin' to eat before I starve: it is past eleven o'clock."

"The hand is on the pinter," says I calmly. "But start a good fire, and
I will get dinner."

So he did, and I did, and he never made no further objections to my
enterprise; and it was all understood that I should get their weddin'
supper, and they should start from here on their tower.

And I offered, as she and Miss Gowdy didn't agree, that she might come
back here, if she wanted to, and get some quiltin' done, and get ready
for housekeepin'. She was tickled enough with the idee, and said she
would help me enough to pay for her board. Ury's time wouldn't be out
till about a month later.

I told her she needn't work any for me. But she is a dretful handy
little thing about the house, or outdoors. When Josiah was sick, and
when the hired man happened to be away, she would go right out to the
barn, and fodder the cattle jest as well as a man could. And Josiah said
she milked faster than he could, to save his life. Her father had nine
girls and no boys; and he brought some of the girls up when they was
little, kinder boy-like, and they knew all about outdoor work.

Wall, it was all decided on, that they should come right back here jest
as soon as they ended their tower. They was a goin' to Ury's sister's,
Miss Reuben Henzy's, and laid out to be gone about four days, or from
four days to a week.

And I went to cookin' for the weddin' about a week before it took place.
I thought I would invite the minister and his wife and family, and
Philury's sister-in-law's family,--the only one of her relations
who lived near us, and she was poor; and her classmates at Sunday
school,--there was twelve of 'em,--and our children and their families.
And I asked Miss Gowdey'ses folks, but didn't expect they would come,
owin' to that hardness about the grindstun. But everybody else come that
was invited; and though I am far from bein' the one that ort to say it,
the supper was successful. It was called "excellent" by the voice, and
the far deeper language of consumption.

They all seemed to enjoy it: and Ury took out his gum, and put it under
the table-leaf before he begun to eat; and I found it there afterwards.
He was excited, I s'pose, and forgot to take it agin when he left the
table.

Philury looked pretty. She had on a travellin'-dress of a sort of a warm
brown,--a color that kinder set off her freckles. It was woosted,
and trimmed with velvet of a darker shade; and her hat and her gloves
matched.

Her dress was picked out to suit me. Ury wanted her to be married in
a yellow tarleton, trimmed with red. And she was jest that obleegin',
clever creeter, that she would have done it if it hadn't been for me.

[Illustration: THE WEDDING SUPPER.]

I says to her and to him,--

"What use would a yeller tarleton trimmed with red be to her after
she is married, besides lookin' like fury now?" Says I, "Get a good,
sensible dress, that will do some good after marriage, besides lookin'
good now." Says I, "Marriage hain't exactly in real life like what it
is depictered in novels. Life don't end there: folks have to live
afterwards, and dress, and work." Says I, "If marriage was really what
it is painted in that literature--if you didn't really have nothin' to
do in the future, only to set on a rainbow, and eat honey, why, then,
a yaller tarleton dress with red trimmin's would be jest the thing to
wear. But," says I, "you will find yourself in the same old world, with
the same old dishcloths and wipin'-towels and mops a waitin' for you to
grasp, with the same pair of hands. You will have to konfront brooms and
wash-tubs and darnin'-needles and socks, and etcetery, etcetery. And you
must prepare yourself for the enkounter."

She heerd to me; and that very day, after we had the talk, I took her
to Jonesville, drivin' the old mare myself, and stood by her while she
picked it out.

And thinkin' she was young and pretty, and would want somethin' gay and
bright, I bought some flannel for a mornin'-dress for her, and give it
to her for a present. It was a pretty, soft gray and pink, in stripes
about half a inch wide, and would be pretty for her for years, to wear
in the house, and when she didn't feel well.

I knew it would wash.

She was awful tickled with it. And I bought a present for Ury on that
same occasion,--two fine shirts, and two pair of socks, with gray toes
and heels, to match the mornin'-dress. I do love to see things kompared,
especially in such a time as this.

My weddin' present for 'em was a nice cane-seat rocker, black walnut,
good and stout, and very nice lookin'. And, knowin' she hadn't no
mother to do for her, I gave her a pair of feather pillows and a
bed-quilt,--one that a aunt of mine had pieced up for me. It was a
blazin' star, a bright red and yeller, and it had always sort o' dazzled
me.

Ury worshiped it. I had kept it on his bed ever sense I knew what
feelin's he had for it. He had said "that he didn't see how any thing so
beautiful could be made out of earthly cloth." And I thought now was my
time to part with it.

Wall, they had lots of good presents. I had advised the children, and
the Sunday-school children, that, if they was goin' to give 'em any
thing, they would give 'em somethin' that would do 'em some good.

Says I, "Perforated paper lambrequins, and feather flowers, and
cotton-yarn tidies, look well; but, after all, they are not what you may
call so nourishin' as some other things. And there will probable rise
in their future life contingencies where a painted match-box, and a
hair-pin receiver, and a card-case, will have no power to charm. Even
china vases and toilet-sets, although estimable, will not bring up a
large family, and educate them, especially for the ministry."

I s'pose I convinced 'em; for, as I heerd afterwards, the class had
raised fifty cents apiece to get perforated paper, woosted yarn, and
crystal beads. But they took it, and got her a set of solid silver
teaspoons: the store-keeper threw off a dollar or two for the occasion.
They was good teaspoons.

And our children got two good linen table-cloths, and a set of
table-napkins; and the minister's wife brought her four towels, and the
sister-in-law a patch-work bed-quilt. And Reuben Henzy's wife sent 'em
the money to buy 'em a set of chairs and a extension table; and a rich
uncle of hisen sent him the money for a ingrain carpet; and a rich uncle
of hern in the Ohio sent her the money for a bedroom set,--thirty-two
dollars, with the request that it should be light oak, with black-walnut
trimmin's.

And I had all the things got, and took 'em up in one of our chambers,
so folks could see 'em. And I beset Josiah Allen to give 'em for his
present, a nice bedroom carpet. But no: he had got his mind made up to
give Ury a yearlin' calf, and calf it must be. But he said "he would
give in to me so fur, that, seein' I wanted to make such a show, if I
said so, he would take the calf upstairs, and hitch it to the bed-post."

But I wouldn't parlay with him.

Wall, the weddin' went off first-rate: things went to suit me, all but
one thing. I didn't love to see Ury chew gum all the time they was bein'
married. But he took it out and held it in his hand when he said "Yes,
sir," when the minister asked him, would he have this woman. And when
she was asked if she would have Ury, she curchied, and said, "Yes, if
you please," jest as if Ury was roast veal or mutton, and the minister
was a passin' him to her. She is a good-natured little thing, and always
was, and willin'.

Wall, they was married about four o'clock in the afternoon; and Josiah
sot out with 'em, to take 'em to the six o'clock train, for their tower.

The company staid a half-hour or so afterwards: and the children stayed
a little longer, to help me do up the work; and finally they went. And
I went up into the spare chamber, and sort o' fixed Philury's things to
the best advantage; for I knew the neighbors would be in to look at 'em.
And I was a standin' there as calm and happy as the buro or table,--and
they looked very light and cheerful,--when all of a sudden the door
opened, and in walked Ury Henzy, and asked me,--

"If I knew where his overhauls was?"

You could have knocked me down with a pin-feather, as it were, I was so
smut and dumb-foundered.

Says I, "Ury Henzy, is it your ghost?" says I, "or be you Ury?"

"Yes, I am Ury," says he, lookin', I thought, kinder disappointed and
curious.

"Where is Philury?" says I faintly.

[Illustration: "YES, IF you PLEASE."]

"She has gone on her tower," says he.

Says I, "Then, you be a ghost: you hain't Ury, and you needn't say you
be."

But jest at that minute in come Josiah Allen a snickerin'; and says
he,--

"I have done it now, Samantha. I have done somethin' now, that is new
and uneek."

And as he see my strange and awful looks, he continued, "You know, you
always say that you want a change now and then, and somethin' new, to
pass away time."

"And I shall most probable get it," says I, groanin', "as long as I live
with you. Now tell me at once, what you have done, Josiah Allen! I know
it is your doin's."

"Yes," says he proudly, "yes, mom. Ury never would have thought of it,
or Philury. I got it up myself, out of my own head. It is original, and
I want the credit of it all myself."

Says I faintly, "I guess you won't be troubled about gettin' a patent
for it." Says I, "What ever put it into your head to do such a thing as
this?"

"Why," says he, "I got to thinkin' of it on the way to the cars. Philury
said she would love to go and see her sister in Buffalo; and Ury, of
course, wanted to go and see his sister in Rochester. And I proposed to
'em that she should go first to Buffalo, and see her folks, and when she
got back, he should go to Rochester, and see his folks. I told her that
I needed Ury's help, and she could jest as well go alone as not, after
we got her ticket. And then in a week or so, when she had got her visit
made out, she could come back, and help do the chores, and tend to
things, and Ury could go. Ury hung back at first. But she smiled, and
said she would do it."

I groaned aloud, "That clever little creeter! You have imposed upon her,
and she has stood it."

"Imposed upon her? I have made her a heroine.

"Folks will make as much agin of her. I don't believe any female ever
done any thing like it before,--not in any novel, or any thing."

"No," I groaned. "I don't believe they ever did."

"It will make her sought after. I told her it would. Folks will jest run
after her, they will admire her so; and so I told her."

Says I, "Josiah Allen, you did it because you didn't want to milk. Don't
try to make out that you had a good motive for this awful deed. Oh,
dear! how the neighbors will talk about it!"

"Wall, dang it all, when they are a talkin' about this, they won't be
lyin' about something else."

"O Josiah Allen!" says I. "Don't ever try to do any thing, or say any
thing, or lay on any plans agin, without lettin' me know beforehand."

"I'd like to know why it hain't jest as well for 'em to go one at a
time? They are both _a goin_ You needn't worry about _that_. I hain't a
goin' to break _that_ up."

I groaned awful; and he snapped out,--

"I want sunthin' to eat."

"To eat?" says I. "Can you eat with such a conscience? Think of that
poor little freckled thing way off there alone!"

"That poor little freckled thing is with her folks by this time, as
happy as a king." But though he said this sort o' defient like, he begun
to feel bad about what he had done, I could see it by his looks; but
he tried to keep up, and says he, "My conscience is clear, clear as
a crystal goblet; and my stomack is as empty as one. I didn't eat a
mouthful of supper. Cake, cake, and ice-cream, and jell! a dog couldn't
eat it. I want some potatoes and meat!"

And then he started out; and I went down, and got a good supper, but I
sithed and groaned powerful and frequent.

Philury got home safely from her bridal tower, lookin' clever, but
considerable lonesome.

Truly, men are handy on many occasions, and in no place do they seem
more useful and necessary than on a weddin' tower.

Ury seemed considerable tickled to have her back agin. And Josiah would
whisper to me every chance he got,--

"That now she had got back to help him, it was Ury's turn to go, and
there wuzn't nothin' fair in his not havin' a tower." Josiah always
stands up for his sect.

And I would answer him every time,--

"That if I lived, Philury and Ury should go off on a tower together,
like human bein's."

And Josiah would look cross and dissatisfied, and mutter somethin' about
the milkin'. _There was where the shoe pinched_.

Wall, right when he was a mutterin' one day, Cicely got back from
Washington. And he stopped lookin' cross, and looked placid, and
sunshiny. That man thinks his eyes of Cicely, both of 'em; and so do I.

But I see that she looked fagged out.

And she told me how hard she had worked ever sence she had been gone.
She had been to some of the biggest temperance meetin's, and had done
every thing she could with her influence and her money. She was willin'
to spend her money like rain-water, if it would help any.

But she said it seemed as if the powers against it was greater than
ever, and she was heart-sick and weary.

She had had another letter from the executor, too, that worried her.

She told me that, after she went up to her room at night, and the boy
was asleep.

She had took off her heavy mournin'-dress, covered with crape, and put
on a pretty white loose dress; and she laid her head down in my lap, and
I smoothed her shinin' hair, and says to her,--

"You are all tired out to-night, Cicely: you'll feel better in the
mornin'."

But she didn't: she was sick in bed the next day, and for two or three
days.

And it was arranged, that, jest as quick as she got well enough to go,
I was to go with her to see the executor, to see if we couldn't make him
change his mind. It was only half a day's ride on the cars, and I'd go
further to please her.

But she was sick for most a week. And the boy meant to be good. He
wanted to be, and I know it.

But though he was such a sweet disposition, and easy to mind, he was
dretful easy led away by temptation, and other boys.

Now, Cicely had told him that he _must not_ go a fishin' in the creek
back of the house, there was such deep places in it; and he must not go
there till he got older.

And he would _mean_ to mind, I would know it by his looks. He would look
good and promise. But mebby in a hour's time little Let Peedick would
stroll over here, and beset the boy to go; and the next thing she'd
know, he would be down to the creek, fishin' with a bent pin.

[Illustration: LED ASTRAY.]

And Cicely had told him he _mustn't_ go in a swimmin'. But he went;
and because it made his mother feel bad, he would deceive her jest as
good-natured as you ever see.

Why, once he come in with his pretty brown curls all wet, and his little
shirt on wrong side out.

He was kinder whistlin', and tryin' to act indifferent and innocent. And
when his mother questioned him about it, he said,--

"He had drinked so much water, that it had soaked through somehow to his
hair. And he turned his shirt gettin' over the fence. And we might ask
Let Peedick if it wuzn't so."

We could hear Letty a whistlin' out to the barn, and we knew he stood
ready to say "he see the shirt turn."

But we didn't ask.

But when the boy see that his actin' and behavin' made his mother feel
real bad, he would ask her forgiveness jest as sweet; and I knew he
meant to do jest right, and mebby he would for as much as an hour, or
till some temptation come along--or boy.

But the good-tempered easiness to be led astray made Cicely feel like
death: she had seen it in another; she see it was a inherited trait. And
she could see jest how hard it was goin' to make his future: she would
try her best to break him of it. But how, how was she goin' to do it,
with them weak, good-natured lips, and that chin?

But she tried, and she prayed.

And, oh, how we all loved the boy! We loved him as we did the apples in
our eyes.

But as I said, he was a child that had his spells. Sometimes he would
be very truthful and honest,--most too much so. That was when he had his
sort o' dreamy spells.

[Illustration: THE BOY'S EXPLANATION.]

I know one day, she that wus Kezier Lum come here a visitin'. She is
middlin' old, and dretful humbly.

Paul sot and looked at her face for a long time, with that sort of a
dreamy look of hisen; and finally he says,--

"Was you ever a young child?"

And she says,--

"Why, law me! yes, I s'pose so."

And he says,--

"I think I would rather have died young, than to grow up, and be so
homely."

[Illustration: SHE THAT WUS KEZIER LUM.]

I riz up, and led him out of the room quick, and told him "never to talk
so agin."

And he says,--

"Why, I told the truth, aunt Samantha."

"Wall, truth hain't to be spoken at all times."

"Mother punished me last night for not telling the truth, and told me to
tell it always."

And then I tried to explain things to him; and he looked sweet, and said
"he would try and remember not to hurt folks'es feelin's."

He never thought of doin' it in the first place, and I knew it. And I
declare, I thought to myself, as I went back into the room,--

"We whip children for tellin' lies, and shake 'em for tellin' the truth.
Poor little creeters! they have a hard time of it, anyway."

But when I went back into the room, I see Kezier was mad. And she said
in the course of our conversation, that "she thought Cicely was too
much took up on the subject of intemperance, and some folks said she was
crazy on the subject."

Kezier was always a high-headed sort of a woman, without a nerve in her
body. I don't believe her teeth has got nerves; though I wouldn't want
to swear to it, never havin' filled any for her.

And I says back to her, for it made me mad to see Cicely run,--

Says I, "She hain't the first one that has been called crazy, when they
wus workin' for truth and right. And if the old possles stood it, to be
called crazy, and drunken with new wine--why, I s'pose Cicely can."

"Wall," says she, "don't you believe she is almost crazy on that
subject?"

Says I, deep and earnest, "It is a _good_ crazy, if it is. And," says I,
"to s'posen the case,--s'posen the one we loved best in the world, your
Ebineezer, or my Josiah, should have been ruined, and led into murder,
by drinkin' milk, don't you believe we should have been sort o' crazy
ever afterwards on the milk question?"

"Why," says she, "milk won't make anybody crazy."

There it wuz--she hadn't no imagination.

Says I, "I am s'posen milk, I don't mean it." Says I, "Cicely means
well."

And so she did, sweet little soul.

But day by day I could see that her eagerness to accomplish what she had
sot out to, her awful anxiety about the boy's future, wus a wearin' on
her: the active, keen mind, the throbbin', achin' heart, was a wearin'
out the tender body.

Her eyes got bigger and bigger every day; and her face got the
solemnest, curiusest look to it, that I ever see.

And her cheeks looked more and more like the pure white blow of the
Sweet Cicely, only at times there would be a red upon 'em, as if a leaf
out of a scarlet rose had dropped dowrn upon their pure whiteness.

That would be in the afternoon; and there would be such a dazzlin'
brightness in her eyes, that I used to wonder if it was the fire of
immortality a bein' kindled there, in them big, sad eyes.

And right about this time the executor (and I wish he could have been
executed with a horse-whip: he knew how she felt about it)--he wuz sot,
a good man, but sot. Why, his own sir name wuz never more sot in the
ground than he wuz sot on top of it. And he didn't like a woman's
interference. He wrote to her that one of her stores, that he had always
rented for the sale of factory-cloth and sheep's clothin', lamb's-wool
blankets, and etcetery, he had had such a good offer for it, to open a
new saloon and billiard-room, that he had rented it for that purpose;
and he told how much more he got for it. That made 4 drinkin' saloons,
that wuz in the boy's property. Every one of 'em, so Cicely felt, a
drawin' some other mother's boys down to ruin.

Cicely thought of it nights a sight, so she said,--said she was afraid
the curses of these mothers would fall on the boy.

And her eyes kep' a growin' bigger and solemner like, and her face
grew thinner and thinner, and that red flush would burn onto her cheeks
regular every afternoon, and she begun to cough bad.

But one day she felt better, and was anxious to go. So she and I went to
see the executor, Condelick Post.

We left the boy with Philury. Josiah took us to the cars, and we arrove
there at 1 P.M. We went to the tarven, and got dinner, and then sot out
for Mr. Post'ses office.

[Illustration: CONDELICK POST.]

He greeted Cicely with so much politeness and courtesy, and smiled so at
her, that I knew in my own mind that all she would have to do would be
to tell her errent. I knew he would do every thing jest as she wanted
him to. His smile was truly bland--I don't think I ever see a blander
one, or amiabler.

I guess she was kinder encouraged, too, for she begun real sort o'
cheerful a tellin' what she come for,--that she wanted him to rent these
buildin's for some other purpose than drinkin' and billiard saloons.

And he went on in jest as cheerful a way, almost jokeuler, to tell
her "that he couldn't do any thing of the kind, and he was doing the
business to the best of his ability, and he couldn't change it at all."

And then Cicely, in a courteus, reasonable voice, begun to argue with
him; told him jest how bad she felt about it, and urged him to grant her
request.

But no, the pyramids couldn't be no more sot than he wuz, nor not half
so polite.

And then she dropped her own sufferings in the matter, and argued the
right of the thing.

She said when she was married, her husband took the whole of her
property, and invested it for her in these very buildings. And in
reality, it was her own property. The most of her husband's wealth was
in the mills and government bonds. But she wanted her money invested
here, because she wanted a larger interest. And she was intending to let
the interest accumulate, and found a free library, and build a chapel,
for the workmen at the mills.

And says she, "Is it _right_ that my own property should be used for
what I consider such wicked purposes?"

"Wicked? why, my dear madam! it brings in a larger interest than any
other investment that I have been able to make. And you know your
husband's will provides handsomely for you--the yearly allowance is very
handsome indeed."

"It is all I wish, and more than I care for. I am not speaking of that."

"Yes, it is very handsome indeed. And by the time Paul is of age, in the
way I am managing the property now, he will be the richest young man
in this section of the State. The revenue of which you make complaints,
will be of itself a handsome property, a large patrimony."

"It will seem to be loaded with curses, weighed down with the weight of
heavy hearts, broken hearts, ruined lives."

"All imagination, my dear madam! You have a vivid imagination. But there
will be nothing of the kind, I assure you," says he, with a patronizing
smile. "It will all be invested in government bonds,--good, honest
dollars, with nothing more haunting than the American eagle on them."

"Yes, and these words, 'In God we trust.' But do you know," says
she, with the red spot growin' brighter on her cheek, and her eyes
brighter,--"do you know, if one did not possess great faith, they would
be apt to doubt the existence of a God, who can allow such injustice?"

"What injustice, my dear madam?" says he, smilin' blandly.

"You know, Mr. Post, just how my husband died: you know he was killed
by intemperance. A drinking-saloon was just as surely the cause of his
death, as the sword is, that pierces through a man's heart. Intemperance
was the cause of his crime. He, the one I loved better than my own self,
infinitely better, was made a murderer by it. I have lost him," says
she, a throwin' out her arms with a wild gesture that skairt me. "I have
lost him by it."

And her eyes looked as big and wild and wretched, as if she was lookin'
down the endless ages of eternity, a tryin' to find her love, and knew
she couldn't. All this was in her eyes, in her voice. But she seemed to
conquer her emotion by a mighty effort, tried to smother it down, and
speak calmly for the sake of her boy.

"And now, after I have suffered by it as I have, is it right, is it
just, that I should be compelled to allow my property to be used to
make other women's hearts, other mothers' hearts, ache as mine must ache
forever?"

"But, my dear madam, the law, as it is now, gives me the right to do as
I am doing."

"I am pleading for justice, right: you have it in your power to grant my
prayer. Women have no other weapon they can use, only just to plead, to
beg for mercy."

"O my dear madam! you are quite wrong: you are entirely wrong. Women are
the real rulers of the world. They, in reality, rule us men, with a
rod of iron. Their dainty white hands, their rosy smiles, are the real
autocrats of--of the breakfast-table, and of life."

You see, he went on, as men used to went on, to females years ago.
He forgot that that Alonzo and Melissa style of talkin' to wimmen had
almost entirely gone out of fashion. And it was a good deal more stylish
now to talk to wimmen as if they wuz human bein's, and men wuz too.

But Cicely looked at him calm and earnest, and says,--

"Will you do as I wish you to in this matter?"

"Well, really, my dear madam, I don't quite get at your meaning."

"Will you let this store remain as it is, and rent those other saloons
to honest business men for some other purpose than drinking-saloons?"

"O my dear, dear madam! What can you be thinking of? The rent that I get
from those four buildings is equal in amount to any eight of the other
buildings of the same size. I cannot, I cannot, consent to make any
changes whatever."

"You will not, then, do as I wish?"

"I _cannot_, my dear madam: I prefer to put it in that way,--I cannot. I
do not see as you do in the matter. And as the law empowers me to use my
own discretion in renting the buildings, investing money, etc., I shall
be obliged to do so."

Cicely got up: she was white as snow now, but as quiet as snow ever wus.

Mr. Post got up, too, about the politest actin' man I ever see, a movin'
chairs out of the way, and a smilin', and a waitin' on us out. He was
ready to give plenty of politeness to Cicely, but no justice.

And I guess he was kinder sorry to see how white and sad she looked, for
he spoke out in a sort of a comfortin' voice,--

"You have had great sorrows, Mrs. Slide, but you have also a great deal
to comfort you. Just think of how many other widows have been left in
poverty, or, as you may say, penury, and you are rich."

Cicely turned then, and made the longest speech I ever heard her make.

[Illustration: LICENSED WRETCHEDNESS.]

"Yes, many a drunkard's wife is clothed in rags, and goes hungry to bed
at night, with her hungry children crying for bread about her. She can
lie on her cold pile of rags, with the snow sifting down on her, and
think that her husband, a sober, honest man once, was made a low,
brutal wretch by intemperance; that he drank up all his property, killed
himself by strong drink, was buried in a pauper's grave, and left a
starving wife and children, to live if they could. The cold of winter
freezes her, the want of food makes her faint, and to see her little
ones starving about her makes her heart ache, no doubt. I have plenty of
money, fine clothes, dainty food, diamonds on my fingers."

Says she, stretching out her little white hands, and smilin' the
bitterest smile I ever see on Cicely's face,--

"But do you not think, that, as I lie on my warm, soft couch at night,
my heart is wrung by a keener pang than that drunkard's wife can ever
know? I can lie and think that by my means, my wealth, I am making just
such homes as that, making just such broken hearts, just such starving
children, filling just such paupers' graves,--laying up a long store of
curses and judgments, for my boy's inheritance. And I am powerless to do
any thing but suffer."

And she opened the door, and walked right out. And Mr. Post stood and
smiled till we got to the bottom of the stairs.

"Good-afternoon, _good_-afternoon, my clear madam, call again; happy to
see you--_Good_-afternoon."

Wall, Cicely went right to bed the minute we got home; and she never eat
a mite of supper, only drinked a cup of tea, and thanked me so pretty
for bringin' it to her.

And there was such a sad and helpless, and sort of a outraged, look in
her pretty brown eyes, some as a noble animal might have, who wus at bay
with the cruel hunters all round it. And so I told Josiah after I went
down-stairs.

And the boy overheard me, and asked me 87 questions about "a animal at
bay," and what kind of a bay it was--was it the bay to a barn? or on the
water? or--

Oh my land! my land! How I did suffer!

But Cicely grew worse fast, from that very day. She seemed to run right
down.




CHAPTER XII.


One day Cicely had been worryin' dretfully all the forenoon about the
boy. And I declare, it seemed so pitiful to hear her talk and forebode
about him, with her face lookin' so wan and white, and her big eyes
so sorrowful lookin', as if they was lookin' onto all the sadness
and trouble of the world, and couldn't help herself--such a sort of a
hopeless look, and lovin' and broken-hearted, that it was all I could do
to stand it without breakin' right down, and cry in' with her.

But I knew her state, and held firm. And she went over all the old
grounds agin to me, that she had foreboded on; and I went over all the
old grounds of soothing agin and agin.

Why, good land! I had had practice enough. For every day, and every
night, would she forebode and forebode, and I would soothe and soothe,
till I declare for't, I should have felt (to myself) a good deal like
a bread-and-milk poultice, or even lobelia or catnip, if my feelin's
on the subject hadn't been so dretful deep and solemn, deeper than any
poultice that was ever made--and solemner.

Why, Tirzah Ann says to me one day,--she had been settin' with Cicely
for a hour or two; and she come out a cryin', and says she,--

"Mother, I don't see how you can stand it. It would break my heart to
see Cicely's broken-hearted look, and hear her talk for half a day; and
you have to hear her all the time." And she wiped her eyes.

And I says, "Tongue can't tell, Tirzah Ann, how your ma's heart does
ache for her. And," says I, "if I knew myself, I had got to die and
leave a boy in the world with such temptations round him, and such a
chin on him, why, I don't know what I should do, and what I shouldn't
do."

And says Tirzah Ann, "That is jest the way I feel, mother;" and we both
of us wiped our eyes.

But I held firm before her, and reminded her every time, of what she
knew already,--"that there was One who was strong, who comforted her in
her hour of need, and He would watch over the boy."

And sometimes she would be soothed for a little while, and sometimes she
wouldn't.

Wall, this day, as I said, she had worried and worried and worried. And
at last I had soothed her down, real soothed. And she asked me before
I went down-stairs, for a poem, a favorite one of hers,--"The Celestial
Country." And I gin it to her. And she said I might shet the door, and
she would read a spell, and she guessed she should drop to sleep.

And as I was goin' out of the room, she called me back to hear a verse
or two she particularly liked, about the "endless, ageless peace of
Syon:"--

  "True vision of true beauty,
  Sweet cure of all distrest."

And I stood calm, and heard her with a smooth, placid face, though I
knew my pies was a scorchin' in the oven, for I smelt 'em. I did well by
Cicely.

[Illustration: SAMANTHA LISTENING TO CICELY.]

After she finished it, I told her it was perfectly beautiful, and I left
her feelin' quite bright; and there wuzn't but one of my pies spilte,
and I didn't care if it wuz. I wuzn't goin' to have her feelin's hurt,
pies or no pies.

After I got my pies out, I went into my nearest neighbor's on a errent,
tellin' Josiah to stay in Thomas Jefferson's room, just acrost from
Cicely's, so's if she wanted any thing, he could get it for her. I
wuzn't gone over a hour, and, when I went back, I went up-stairs the
first thing; and I found Cicely a cryin,' though there was a softer,
more contented look in her eyes than I had seen there for a long time.

And I says, "What is the matter, Cicely?"

And she says,--

"Oh! if I had been a better woman, I could have seen my mother! she has
been here!"

"Why, Cicely!" says I. "Here, take some of this jell."

But she put it away, and says in a sort of a solemn, happy tone,--

"She has been here!"

She said it jest as earnest and serene as I ever heard any thing said;
and there was a look in her eyes some as there wuz when she come home
from her aunt Mary's, and told me "she almost wished her aunt had died
while she was there, because she felt that her mother would be the angel
sent from heaven to convey her aunt's soul home--and she could have seen
her."

There was that same sort of deep, soulful, sad, and yet happy look to
her eyes, as she repeated,--

"She has been here! I was lying here, aunt Samantha, reading 'The
Celestial Country,' not thinking of any thing but my book, when suddenly
I felt something fanning my forehead, like a wing passing gently over
my face. And then something said to me just as plain as I am speaking to
you, only, instead of being spoken aloud, it was said to my soul,--

"'You have wanted to see your mother: she is here with you.'

"And I dropped my book, and sprung up, and stood trembling, and reached
out my hands, and cried,--"'Mother! mother! where are you? Oh! how I
have wanted you, mother!'

"And then that same voice said to my heart again,--

"'God will take care of the boy.'

"And as I stood there trembling, the room seemed full. You know how you
would feel if your eyes were shut, and you were placed in a room full of
people. You would know they were there--you would feel their presence,
though you couldn't see them. You know what the Bible says,--'Seeing we
are encompassed about by so great a cloud of witnesses.' That word just
describes what I felt. There seemed to be all about me, a great cloud
of people. And I put my arms out, and made a rush through them, as you
would through a dense crowd, and said again,--

"'Mother! mother! where are you? Speak to me again.'

"And then, suddenly, there seemed to be a stir, a movement in the room,
something I was conscious of with some finer, more vivid sense than
hearing. It seemed to be a great crowd moving, receding. And farther
off, but clear, these words came to me again, sweet and solemn,--

"'God will take care of the boy.'

"And then I seemed to be alone. And I went out into the hall; and uncle
Josiah heard me, and he came out, and asked me what the matter was.

"And I told him 'I didn't know.' And my strength left me then; and he
took me up in his arms, and brought me back into my room, and laid me on
the lounge, and gave me some wine, and I couldn't help crying."

"What for, dear?" says I.

"Because I wasn't good enough to see my mother. If I had only been good
enough, I could have seen her. For she was here, aunt Samantha, right in
this room."

Her eyes wus so big and solemn and earnest, that I knew she meant what
she said. But I soothed her down as well as I could, and I says,--

"Mebby you had dropped to sleep, Cicely: mebby you dremp it."

"Yes," says Josiah, who had come in, and heard my last words.

"Yes, Cicely, you dremp it."

Wall, after a while Cicely stopped cryin', and dropped to sleep.

And now what I am goin' to tell you is the _truth_. You can believe it,
or not, jest as you are a mind to; but it is the _truth_.

That night, at sundown, Thomas J. come in with a telegram for Cicely;
and she says, without actin' a mite surprised,--

"Aunt Mary is dead."

And sure enough, when she opened it, it was so. She died jest before the
time Cicely come out into the hall. Josiah remembered plain. The clock
had jest struck two as she opened the door.

Her aunt died at two.

This is the plain truth; and I will make oath to it, and so will Josiah.
And whether Cicely dremp it, or whether she didn't; whether it wus jest
a coincidin' coincidence, her havin' these feelin's at exactly the time
her aunt died, or not,--I don't know any more than you do. I jest put
down the facts, and you can draw your own inferences from 'em, and draw
'em jest as fur as you want to, and as many of 'em.

[Illustration: THOMAS JEFFERSON BRINGING CICELY'S TELEGRAM.]

But that night, way along in the night, as I lay awake a musin' on it,
and a wonderin',--for I say plain that my specks hain't strong enough to
see through the mysteries that wrap us round on every side,--I s'posed
my companion wus asleep; but he spoke out sudden like, and decided, as
if I had been a disputin' of him,--

"Yes, most probable she dremp it."

"Wall," says I, "I hain't disputed you."

"Hain't you a goin' to?" says he.

"No," says I. And that seemed to quiet him down, and he went to sleep.

And I give up, that most probable she did, or didn't, one of the two.

[Illustration: "MOST PROBABLE SHE DREMP IT."]

But anyway, from that night, she didn't worry one bit about the boy.

She would talk to him sights about his bein' a good boy, but she would
act and talk as if she was _sure_ he would. She would look at him, not
with the old, pitiful, agonized look, but with a sweet and happy light
in her eyes.

And I guessed that she thought that the laws would be changed before
the boy was of age. I thought that she felt real encouraged to think
the march of civilization was a marchin' on, pretty slow but sure,
and, before the boy got old enough to go out into a world full of
temptations, there would be wiser laws, purer influences, to help the
boy to be a good and noble man, which is about the best thing we know
of, here below.

No, she never worried one worry about him after that day, not a single
worry. But she made her will, and it was fixed lawful too. She wanted
Paul to stay with us till he was old enough to send off to school and
college. And she wanted her property and Paul's too, if he should die
before he was of age, should be used to found a school, and a home for
the children of drunkards. A good school and a Christian home, to teach
them and help them to be good, and good citizens.

Josiah Allen and Thomas J. and I was appinted to see to it, appinted
by law. It was to be right in them buildings that wus used now for
dram-shops: them very housen was to be used to send out good influences
and spirits into the world instead of the vile, murderous, brutal
spirits, they wus sendin' out now.

And wuzn't it sort o' pitiful to think on, that Cicely had to _die_
before her property could be used as she wanted it to be,--could be
used to send out blessings into the world, instead of 'cursings and
wickedness, as it was now? It was pitiful to look on it with the eye of
a woman; but I kep' still, and tried to look on it with the eye of the
United States, and held firm.

And we give her our solemn promises, that in case the job fell to us
to do, it should be tended to, to the very best of our three abilities.
Thomas J., bein' a good lawyer, could be relied on.

The executor consented to it,--I s'pose because he was so dretful
polite, and he thought it would be a comfort to Cicely. He knew there
wuzn't much danger of its ever takin' place, for Paul was a healthy
child. And his appetite was perfectly startlin' to any one who never see
a child's appetite.

I estimated, and estimated calmly, that there wuzn't a hour of the day
that he couldn't eat a good, hearty meal. But truly, it needed a strong
diet to keep up his strength. For oh! oh! the questions that child would
ask! He would get me and Philury pantin' for breath in the house, and
then go out with calmness and strength to fatigue his uncle Josiah and
Ury nearly unto death.

But they loved him, and so did I, with a deep, pantin', tired-out
affection. We loved him better and better as the days rolled by: the
tireder we got with him seemin'ly, the more we loved him.

But one hope that had boyed me up durin' the first weeks of my
intercourse with him, died out. I did think, that, in the course of
time, he would get all asked out. There wouldn't be a thing more in
heavens or on earth, or under the earth, that he hadn't enquired in
perticular about.

But as days passed by, I see the fallicy of my hopes. Insperation seemed
to come to him; questions would spring up spontanious in his mind; the
more he asked, the more spontaniouser they seemed to spring.

Now, for instance, one evenin' he asked me about 3,000 questions about
the Atlantic Ocian, its whales and sharks and tides and steamships and
islands and pirates and cable and sailors and coral and salt, and etc.,
etc., and etcetery; and after a hour or two he couldn't think of another
thing to ask, seemin'ly. And I begun to get real encouraged, though
fagged to the very outmost limit of fag, when he drew a long breath, and
says with a perfectly fresh, vigorous look,--

[Illustration: THE BOY ASKING QUESTIONS.]

"Now less begin on the Pacific."

And I answered kindly, but with firmness,--

"I can't tackle any more ocians to-night, I am too tuckered out."

"Well," says he, glancin' out of the window at the new moon which
hung like a slender golden bow in the west, "don't you think the moon
to-night is shaped some like a hammock? and if I set down in it with my
feet hanging out, would I be dizzy? and if I should curl my feet up, and
lay back in it, and sail--and sail--and sail up into the sky, could I
find out about things up in the heavens? Could I find the One up there
that set me to breathing? And who made the One that made me? And where
was I before I was made?--and uncle Josiah and Ury? And why wouldn't I
tell him where we was before we was anywhere? and if we wasn't anywhere,
did I suppose we would want to be somewhere? and _say_--SAY"--

Oh, dear me! dear me! how I did suffer!

But a better child never lived than he was, and I would have loved to
seen anybody dispute it. He was a lovely child, and very deep.

And he would back up to you, and get up into your lap, with such a calm,
assured air of owning you, as if you was his possession by right of
discovery. And he would look up into your face with such a trustin',
angelic look as he tackled you, that, no matter how tuckered out you
would get, you was jest as ready for him the next time, jest as ready to
be tackled and tuckered.

He was up with his mother a good deal. He would get up on the bed, and
lay by her side; and she would hold him close, and talk good to him,
dretful good.

I heard her tellin' him one day, that, "if ever he had a man's influence
and strength, he must use them wisely, and deal tenderly and gently
by those who were weaker, and in his power. That a manly man was never
ashamed of doing what was right, no matter how many opposed him; that it
was manly and noble to be pure and good, and helpful to all who needed
help.

"And he must remember, if he ever got tired out and discouraged trying
to be good himself, and helping others to be good, that he was never
alone, that his loving Father would always be with him, and _she_
should. She should never be far away from her boy.

"And it would only be a little while at the longest, before she should
take him in her arms again, before life here would end, and the new and
glorious life begin, that he must fit himself for. That life here was so
short that it wasn't worth while to spend any part of it in less worthy
work than in loving and serving with all his strength God and man."

And I thought as I listened to her, that her talk had the simplicity of
a child, and the wisdom of all the philosiphers.

Yes, she would talk to him dretful good, a holdin' him close in her
arms, and lookin' on him with that fur-off, happy look in her eyes, that
I loved and hated to see,--loved to see because it was so beautiful and
sweet, hated to see because it seemed to set her so fur apart from all
of us.

It seemed as though, while her body was here below, she herself was a
livin' in another world than ourn: you could see its bright radience in
her eyes, hear its sweet and peaceful echoes in her voice.

She was with us, and she wuzn't with us; and I'd smile and cry about it,
and cry and smile, and couldn't help it, and didn't want to.

And seein' her so satisfied about the boy--why, seein' her feel so good
about him, made us feel good too. And seein' her so contented and happy,
made us contented and happy--some.

And so the peaceful weeks went by, Cicely growin' weaker and weaker
all the time in body, but happier and happier in her mind; so sweet and
serene, that we all felt, that, instead of being sad, it was somethin'
beautiful to die.

And as the long, sweet days passed by, the look in her eyes grew
clearer,--the look that reminded us of the summer skies in early
mornin', soft and dark, with a prophecy in them of the coming brightness
and glory of the full day.

[Illustration: TIRZAH ANN AND MAGGIE IN THE DEMOCRAT.]

The mornin' of the last day in June Cicely was not so well; and I sent
for the doctor in the mornin', and told Ury to have Tirzah Ann and
Maggie come home and spend the day. Which they did.

And in the afternoon she grew worse so fast, that towards night I sent
for the doctor again.

He didn't give any hope, and said the end was very near. A little before
night the boys come,--Thomas Jefferson and Whitfield.

The sun went down; and it was a clear, beautiful evenin', though there
was no moon. All was still in the house: the lamp was lighted, but the
doors and windows was open, and the smell of the blossoms outside come
in sweet; and every thing seemed so peacful and calm, that we could not
feel sorrowful, much as we loved her.

She had wanted the boy on the bed with her; and I told Josiah and the
children we would go out, and leave her alone with him. Only, the doctor
sot by the window, with the lamp on a little stand by the side of him,
and the mornin'-glories hangin' their clusters down between him and the
sweet, still night outside.

Cicely's voice was very low and faint; but we could hear her talkin' to
him, good, I know, though I didn't hear her words. At last it was
all still, and we heard the doctor go to the bedside; and we all went
in,--Josiah and the children and me. And as we stood there, a light fell
on Cicely's face,--every one in the room saw it,--a white, pure
light, like no other light on earth, unless it was something like that
wonderful new light--that has a soul. It was something like that clear
white light, falling through a soft shade. It was jest as plainly
visible to us as the lamplight at the other end of the room.

It rested there on her sweet face, on her wide-open brown eyes, on her
smilin' lips. She lay there, rapt, illumined, glorified, apart from us
all. For that strange, beautiful glow on her face wrapped her about,
separated her from us all, who stood outside.

The boy had fallen asleep, his dimpled arms around her neck, and his
moist, rosy face against her white one. She held him there close to her
heart; but in the awe, the wonder of what we saw, we hardly noticed the
boy.

She heard voices we could not hear, for she answered them in low
tones,--contented, happy tones. She saw faces we couldn't see, for she
looked at them with wondern' rapture in her eyes. She was away from us,
fur away from us who loved her,--we who were on this earth still. Love
still held her here, human love yet held her by a slight link to the
human; but her sweet soul had got with its true kindred, the pure in
heart.

[Illustration: DEATH OF CICELY.]

But still her arms was round the boy,--white, soft arms of flesh, that
held him close to her heart. And at the very last, she fixed her eyes
on him; and, oh! what a look that was,--a look of such full peace, and
rapturous content, as if she knew all, and was satisfied with all that
should happen to him. As if her care for him, her love for him, had
blossomed, and bore the ripe fruit of blessedness.

At last that beautiful light grew dimmer, and more dim, till it was
gone--gone with the pure soul of our sweet Cicely.

That night, way along in the night, I wuzn't sleeping, and I wuzn't
crying, though I had loved Cicely so well. No: I felt lifted up in my
mind, inspired, as if I had seen somethin' so beautiful that I could
never forget it. I felt perhaps somethin' as our old 4 mothers did when
they would see an angel standin' with furled wings outside their tents.

I thought Josiah was asleep; but it seems he wuzn't, for he spoke out
sort o' decided like,--

"Most probable it was the lamp."




CHAPTER XIII.


It was a lovely mornin' about three weeks after Cicely's death. Josiah
had to go to Jonesville to mill, and the boy wanted to go to; and so I
put on his little cloak and hat, and told him he might go.

We didn't act cast down and gloomy before the boy, Josiah and me didn't.
He had worried for his ma dretfully, at first. But we had made every
thing of him, and petted him. And I had told him that she had gone to a
lovely place, and was there a waitin' for him. And I would say it to him
with as cheerful a face as I could. (I knew I could do my own cryin',
out to one side.)

And he believed me. He believed every word I said to him. And he would
ask me sights and sights of questions about "the _place_."

And "if it was inside the gate, that uncle Josiah had read about,--that
gate that was big and white, like a pearl? And if it would float down
through the sky some day, and stand still in front of him? And would
the gate swing open so he could see into the City? and would it be all
glorious with golden streets, and shining, and full of light? And
would his mamma Cicely stand just inside, and reach out her arms to
him?--those pretty white arms."

And then the boy would sob and cry. And I'd soothe him, and swaller
hard, and say "Yes," and didn't think it was wicked, when he would be a
sobbin' so.

And then he'd ask, "Would she take him in her arms, and be glad to see
her own little boy again? And would he have long to wait?"

And I'd comfort him, and tell him, "No, it wouldn't be but a little time
to wait."

And didn't think it was wicked, for it wuzn't long anyway. For "our days
are but shadows that flee away."

Wall, he loved us, some. And we loved him, and did well by him; and
bein' a child, we could sometimes comfort him with childish things.

And this mornin' he wus all excitement about goin' to Jonesville with
his uncle Josiah. And I gin him some pennys to get some oranges for him
and the babe, and they set off feelin' quite chirk.

And I sot down to mend a vest for my Josiah. And I was a settin' there a
mendin' it,--one of the pockets had gin out, and it was frayed round the
edges.

And I sot there a sewin' on that fray, peaceful and calm and serene as
the outside of the vest, which was farmer's satin, and very smooth and
shinin'. The weather also wus as mild and serene as the vest, if not
serener. I had got my work all done up as slick as a pin: the floor
glittered like yellow glass, the stove shone a agreable black, a good
dinner was a cookin'. And I sot there, happy, as I say; for though,
when I had done so much work that mornin', if that vest had belonged to
anybody else, it would have looked like a stent to me, I didn't mind it,
for it was for my Josiah: and love makes labor light,--light as day.

I was jest a thinkin' this, and a thinkin' that though I had jest told
Josiah, from a sense of duty, that "he had broke that pocket down by
luggin' round so much stuff in it, and there was no sense in actin' as
if he could carry round a hull car-load of things in his vest-pocket;"
though I had spoken to him thus, from a sense of duty, tryin' to keep
him straight and upright in his demeaner,--still, I was a thinkin' how
pleasant it wuz to work for them you loved, and that loved you: for
though he had snapped me up considerable snappish, and said "he should
carry round in his pockets as much as he was a minter; and if I didn't
want to mend it, I could let it alone," and had throwed it down in the
corner, and slammed the door considerable hard when he went out, still,
I knew that this slight pettishness was only the light bubbles that
rises above the sparkling wine. I knew his love for me lay pure and
clear and sparklin' in the very depths of his soul.

I was a settin' there, thinkin' about it, and thinkin' how true love,
such as mine and hisen, glorified a earthly existence, when all of a
sudden I heard a rap come onto the kitchen door right behind me; and I
says, "Come in." And a tall, slim feller entered, with light hair, and
sort o' thin, and a patient, determined countenance onto him. A sort
of a persistent look to him, as if he wuzn't one to be turned round
by trifles. I didn't dislike his looks a mite at first, and sot him a
chair.

But little did I think what was a comin'. For, if you will believe it,
he hadn't much more than got sot down when he says to me right there, in
the middle of the forenoon, and right to my face,--the mean, miserable,
lowlived scamp,--says he, right there, in broad daylight, and without
blushing, or any thing, says he,--

"I called this morning, mom, to see if I couldn't sell you a feller."

"Sell me a feller!" I jest made out to say, for I wus fairly paralyzed
by his impudence. "Sell me a feller!"

"Yes: I have got some of the best kinds they make, and I didn't know but
I could sell you one."

Sez I, gettin' my tongue back, "Buy a feller! you ask me, at my age, and
with my respectability, and after carryin' round such principles as
I have been carryin' round for years and years, you ask me to buy a
feller!"

"Yes: I didn't know but you would want one. I have got the best kind
there is made."

"I'll let you know, young man," says I, "I'll let you know that I have
got a feller of my own, as good a one as was ever made, one I have had
for 20 years and over."

"Wall, mom," says he, with that stiddy, determined way of hisen, "a
feller that you have had for 20 years must be out of gear by this time."

"Out of gear!" says I, speakin' up sharp. "You will be out of gear
yourself, young man, if I hear any more such talk out of your head."

"I hope you will excuse me, mom," says he, in that patient way of hisen.
"It hain't my way to run down anybody's else's fellers."

"Wall, I guess you hadn't better try it again in this house," says I
warmly. "I guess it won't be very healthy for you."

[Illustration: AGENT TRYING TO SELL SAMANTHA A FELLER.]

"Can't I sell you some other attachment, mom? I have got 'em of all
kinds."

"Sell me another attachment? No, sir. You can't sell me another
attachment. My attachment is as firm and endurin' as the rocks, and has
always been, and is one not to be bought and sold."

"I presume yours was good in the day of 'em, mom, but they must be
old-fashioned. I have the very best and newest attachments of all kinds.
But I make a specialty of my fellers. You'd better let me sell you a
feller, mom."

I declare for't, my first thought was, to turn him right outdoors, and
shet the door in his face. And then agin, I thought, I am a member of
the meetin'-house. I must be patient and long sufferin', and may be here
is a chance for me to do good. Thinks'es I, if I was ever eloquent in a
good cause, I must be now. I must convince him of the nefariousness of
his conduct. And if soarin' in eloquence can do it, why, I must soar.
And so I begun.

Says I, wavin' my right hand in a broad, soarin', eloquent wave, "Young
man, when you talk about buyin' and sellin' a feller, you are talkin'
on a solemn subject,--buyin and sellin' attachments! Buyin' and sellin'
fellers! It hain't nothin' new to me. I've hearn tell of such things,
but little did I suppose it was a subject I should ever be tackled on.

"But I have hearn of it. I have hearn of wimmen sellin' themselves to
the highest bidder, with a minister for auctioneer and salesman. I have
hearn of fathers and mothers sellin' beauty and innocence and youth to
wicked old age for money--sellin' 'em right in the meetin'-house, under
the very shadow of the steeple.

[Illustration: THEM THAT SELL DOVES.]

"Jerusalem hain't the only village where God's holy temple has been
polluted by money-changers and them that sell doves. Many a sweet
little dove of a girl is made by her father and mother, and other old
money-changers, to walk up to God's holy altar, and swear to a lie.
They think her tellin' that lie, makes the infamous bargain more sacred,
makes the infamous life they have drove her into more respectable.

"There was One who cleansed from such accursed traffic the old Jewish
temples, but He walks no more with humanity. If he did, would he not
walk up the broad aisles of our orthodox churches in American
cities, and release these doves, and overthrow the plots of these
money-changers?

"But let me tell 'em, that though they can't see Him, He is there; and
the lash of His righteous wrath will surely descend, not upon their
bodies, but upon their guilty souls, teachin' them how much more
terrible it is to sell a life, with all its rich dowery of freedom,
happiness, purity, immortality."

Here my breath gin out, for I had used my very deepest principle tone;
and it uses up a fearful ammount of wind, and is tuckerin' beyend what
any one could imagine of tucker. You _have_ to stop to collect breath.

And he looked at me with that same stiddy, patient, modest look of
hisen; and says he, in that low, determined voice,--

"What you say, madam, is very true, and even beautiful and eloquent: but
time is valuable to me; and as I said, I stopped here this morning to
see if I could sell"--

"I know you did: I heard you with my own ears. If it had come through
two or three, or even one, pair of ears besides my own, I couldn't have
believed 'em--I never could have believed that any human creeter, male
or female, would have dared to stand up before me, and try to sell me a
feller! _Sell_ a feller to me! Why, even in my young days, do you s'pose
I would ever try to _buy_ a feller?

"No, sir! fellers must come free and spontaneous? or not at all. Never
was I the woman to advance one step towards any feller in the way of
courtship--havin' no occasion for it, bein' one that had more offers
than I knew what to do with, as I often tell my husband, Josiah Allen,
now, in our little differences of opinion. 'Time and agin,' as I tell
him, 'I might have married, but held back.' And never would I have
married, never, had not love gripped holt of my very soul, and drawed me
along up to the marriage alter. I loved the feller I married, and he was
the only feller in the hull world for me."

Says he in that low, gentle tone, and lookin' modest and patient as a
lily, but as determined and sot as ever a iron teakettle was sot over a
stove,--

"You are under a mistake, mom."

Says I, "Don't you tell me that agin if you know what is good for
yourself. I guess I know my own mind. I was past the age of whifflin',
and foolin' round. I married that feller from pure love, and no other
reason under the heavens. For there wuzn't any other reason only jest
that, why I _should_ marry him."

And for a moment, or two moments, my mind roamed back onto that old,
mysterious question that has haunted me more or less through my natural
life, for over twenty years. _Why_ did I marry Josiah Allen? But I
didn't revery on it long. I was too agitated, and wrought up; and I says
agin, in tones witherin' enough to wither him,--

"The idee of sellin' me a feller!"

But the chap didn't look withered a mite: he stood there firm and
immovible, and says he,--

"I didn't mean no offense, mom. Sellin' attachments is what I get my
living by"--

"Wall, I should ruther not get a livin'," says I, interruptin' of him.
"I should ruther not live."

"As I said, mom, I get my livin' that way: and one of your neighbors
told me that your feller was an old one, and sort o' givin' out; and
I have got 'em with all the latest improvements, and--and she thought
mebby I could sell you one."

"You miserable coot you!" says I. "Do you stop your impudent talk, or I
will holler to Josiah. What do you s'pose I want with another feller? Do
you s'pose I'd swap Josiah Allen for all the fellers that ever swarmed
on the globe? What do you s'pose I care for the latest improvements? If
a feller was made of pure gold from head to feet, with diamond eyes and
a garnet nose, do you s'pose he would look so good to me as Josiah Allen
duz?

"And I would thank the neighbers to mind their own business, and let my
affairs alone. What if he is a gettin' old and wore out? What if he is
a givin' out? He is always kinder spindlin' in the spring of the year.
Some men winter harder than others: he is a little tizicky, and breathes
short, and his liver may not be the liver it was once; but he will come
round all right when the weather moderates. And mebby they meant to hint
and insinuate sunthin' about his bein' so bald, and losin' his teeth.

"But I'll let you know, and I'll let the neighbors know, that I didn't
marry that man for hair; I didn't marry that man for teeth, and a
few locks more or less, or a handful of teeth, has no power over that
love,--that love that makes me say from the very depths of my soul, that
my feller is one of a thousand."

"I hain't disputed you, mom," says he, with his firm, patient look.
"I dare presume to say that your feller was good in the day of such
fellers. But every thing has its day: we make fellers far different
now."

Says I sarcasticly, givin' him quite a piercin' look, "I know they do:
I've seen 'em."

"Yes, they make attachments now very different: yours is old-fashioned."

"Yes, I know it is: I know that love, such love as hisen and mine, and
I know that truth and fidelity and constancy, _are_ old-fashioned. But
I thank God that our souls are clothed with that beautiful old fashion,
that seamless, flawless robe that wus cut out in Eden, and a few true
souls have wore ever since."

"But your attachment will grow older and older, and give out entirely
after a while. What will you do then?"

"My attachment will _never_ give out."

"But mom"--

"No, you needn't argue and contend--I say it will _never_ give out. It
is a heavenly gift dropped down from above, entirely unbeknown. True
love is not sought after, it comes; and when it comes, it stays.
Talk about love gettin' old--love _never_ grows old; talk about love
goin'--love _never_ goes: that which goes is not love, though it has
been called so time and agin. Talk about love dyin'--why, it _can't_
die, no more than the souls can, in which its sweet light is born.
Why, it is a flame that God Himself kindles: it is a bit of His own
brightness a shinin' down through the darkness of our earthly life, and
is as immortal and indestructible as His own glory.

"It is the only fountain of Eternal Youth that gushes up through this
dreary earthly soil, for the refreshin' of men and wimmen, in which the
weary soul can bathe itself, and find rest."

"Sometimes," says he, sort o' dreamily, "sometimes we repair old
fellers."

"Wall, you won't repair my feller, I can let you know that. I won't
have him repaired. The impudence of the hull idee," says I, roustin' up
afresh, "goes ahead of any thing I ever dreamed of, of impudence. Repair
my feller! I don't want him any different. I want him jest as he is. I
would scorn to repair him. I _could_ if I wanted to,--his teeth could
be sharpened up, what he has got, and new ones sot in. And I could
cover his head over with red curls; or I could paint it black, and paste
transfer flowers onto it. I could have a sot flower sot right on the top
of his bald head, and a trailin' vine runnin' round his forward. Or I
could trim it round with tattin', if I wanted to, and crystal beads.
I could repair him up so he would look gay. But do you s'pose that any
artificials that was ever made, or any hair, if it was as luxuriant as
Ayer'ses Vigor, could look so good to me as that old bald head that I
have seen a shinin' acrost the table from me for so many years?

[Illustration: JOSIAH AFTER BEING REPAIRED.]

"I tell you, there is memories and joys and sorrows a clusterin' round
that head, that I wouldn't swap for all the beauty and the treasures of
the world.

"Memories of happy mornin's dewy fresh, with cool summer breezes a
comin' in through the apple-blows by the open door, and the light of
the happy sunrise a shinin' on that old bald head, and then gleamin' off
into my happy heart.

"There is memories of pleasant evenin' hours, with the tea-table drawed
up in front of the south door, and the sweet southern wind a comin' in
over the roses, and the tender light of the sunset, and the waverin'
shadows of the honeysuckles and mornin'-glorys, fallin' on us, wrappin'
us all round, and wrappin' all of the rest of the world out."

Mebby the young chap said sunthin' here, but it was entirely unbeknown
to me; though I thought I heard the murmur of his voice makin' a sort
of a tinklin' accompinment to my thoughts, sunthin' like the babble of a
brook a runnin' along under forest boughs, when the wind with its mighty
melody is sweepin' through 'em. Great emotions was sweepin' along with
power, and couldn't be stayed. And I went right on, not sensin' a thing
round me,--

"There is memories of sabbath drives, in fair June mornin's, through the
old lane alder and willow fringed, with the brook runnin' along on one
side of it; where the speckled trout broke the Sunday quiet by dancin'
up through the brown and gold shadows of the cool water, and the odor of
the pine woods jest beyend comin' fresh and sweet to us.

[Illustration: "GOIN' TO THE REVIVAL MEETING."]

"Memories of how that road and that face looked in the week-day dusk, as
we sot out for the revival meetin', when the sun had let down his long
bars of gold and crimson and yellow, and had got over 'em, and sunk
down behind 'em out of sight. And we could ketch glimpses through the
willow-sprays of them shinin' bars a layin' down on the gray twilight
field. And fur away over the green hills and woods of the east, the moon
was a risin', big and calm and silvery. And we could hear the plaintive
evenin' song of the thrush, and the crickets' happy chirp, till we got
nearer the schoolhouse, when they sort o' blended in with 'There is a
fountain filled with blood,' and 'Come, ye disconsolate.'

"And the moonlight, and sister Bobbet's and sister Minkly's candles,
shone down and out, on that dear old bald head as his hat fell off, as
he helped me out of the wagon.

"Memories of how I have seen it a bendin' over the Word, in hours of
peace and happiness, and hours of anxiety and trouble, a readin' every
time about the eternal hills, and the shadow of the Rock, and the
Everlastin' Arms that was a holdin' us both up, me and Josiah, and the
Everlastin' Love that was wrappin' us round, helpin' us onward by these
very joys, these very sorrows.

"Memories of the midnight lamp lightin' it up in the chamber of the
sick, in the long, lonesome hours before day-dawn.

"Memories of its bendin' over the sick ones in happier mornin's, as he
carried 'em down-stairs in his arms, and sot 'em in their old places at
the table.

"Memories of how it looked in the glare of the tempest, and under the
rainbow when the storm had passed. It stands out from a background of
winter snows and summer sunshine, and has all the shadows and brightness
of them seasons a hangin' over it.

"Yes, there is memories of sorrows borne by both, and so made holier and
more blessed than happiness. That head has bent with mine over a little
coffin, and over open graves, when he shared my anguish. And stood by
me under the silent stars, when he shared my prayers, my hopes, for the
future.

"That old bald head stands up on the most sacred height of my heart,
like a beacon; the glow of the soul shines on it; love gilds it. And do
you s'pose any other feller's head on earth could ever look so good to
me as that duz? Do you s'pose I will ever have it repaired upon? never!
I _won't_ repair him. I won't have him dickered and fooled with. Not at
all.

"He'd look better to me than any other feller that ever walked on earth
if he hadn't a tooth left in his head, or a hair on his scalp. As long
as Josiah Allen has got body enough left to wrap round his soul, and
keep it down here on earth, my heart is hisen, every mite of it, jest as
he is too.

"And I'll thank the neighbors to mind their own business!" says I,
kinder comin' to agin. For truly, I had soared up high above my kitchen,
and gossipin' neighbors, and feller-agents, and all other tribulations.
And as I lit down agin (as it were), I see he was a standin' on
one foot, with his watch, a big silver one, in his hand, and gazin'
pensively onto it; and he says,--

"Your remarks are worthy, mom--but somewhat lengthy," says he, in a
voice of pain; "nearly nine moments long: but," says he, sort o' bracin'
up agin on both feet, "I beg of you not to be too hasty. I did not come
into this neighborhood to make dissensions or broils. I merely stated
that I got the idee, from what they said, that your feller didn't work
good."

"Didn't work good! You impudent creeter you! What of it? What if
he don't work at all? What earthly business is it of yourn or the
neighbors? I guess he is able to lay by for a few days if he wants to."

"You are laborin' under a mistake, mom."

"No, I hain't laborin' under no mistake! And don't you tell me agin that
I be. We have got a good farm all paid for, and money out on interest;
and whose business is it whether he works all day, or don't. When I get
to goin' round to see who works, and who don't; and when I get so low
as to watch my neighbors the hull of the time, to find out every minute
they set down; when I can't find nothin' nobler to do,--I'll spend my
time talkin' about hens' teeth, and lettis seed."

Says he, lookin' as amiable and patient as a factory-cloth rag-babe, but
as determined as a weepin' live one, with the colic,--

"You don't seem to get my meaning. I merely wished to remark that I
could fix over your feller if you wanted me to"--

Oh! how burnin' indignant I wuz! But all of a sudden, down on this
seethin' tumult of anger fell this one calmin' word,--_Meeting-house!_ I
felt I must be calm,--calm and impressive; so says I,--

"You need not repeat your infamous proposal. I say to you agin, that the
form where Love has set up his temple, is a sacred form. Others may be
more beautiful, and even taller, but they don't have the same look to
'em. It is one of the strangest things," says I, fallin' agin' a little
ways down into a revery,--

"It is one of the very solemnest things I ever see, how a emotion large
and boundless enough to fill eternity and old space itself, should all
be gathered up and centered into so small a temple, and such a lookin'
one, too, sometimes," says I pensively, as I thought it over, how sort
o' meachin' and bashful lookin' Josiah Allen wuz, when I married to him.
And how small his weight wuz by the steelyards. But it is so, curious it
can be, but so it is.

"_Why_ Love, like a angel, springs up in the heart unawares, as Lot
entertained another, I don't know. If you should ask me why, I'd tell
you plain, that I didn't know where Love come from; but if you should
ask me where Love went to, I should answer agin plain, that it don't go,
it stays. The only right way for pardners to come, is to come down free
gifts from above, free as the sun, or the showers--that fall down in
a drouth--and perfectly unbeknown, like them. Such a love is
oncalculatin', givin' all, unquestionin', unfearin', no dickering no
holdin' back lookin' for better chances."

"Yes, mom," says he, a twirlin' his hat round, and standin' on one foot
some like a patient old gander in the fall of the year.

"Yes, mom, what you say is very true; but your elequent remarks, your
very sociable talk, has caused me to tarry a longer period than is
really consistent with the claims of business. As I told you when I
first come in, I merely called to see if I could sell you"--

"Yes, I know you did. And a meaner, low-liveder proposal I never heard
from mortal lips, be he male, or be he female. The idee of _me_, Josiah
Allen's wife, who has locked arms with principle, and has kep' stiddy
company with it, for years and years--the idee of _me_ buyin' a feller!
I dare persume to say"--

Says I more mildly, as he took up his hat and little box he had, and
started for the door,--and seein' I was goin' to get rid of him so soon,
I felt softer towards him, as folks will towards burdens when they are
bein' lifted from 'em,--

"I dare persume to say, you thought I was a single woman, havin'
been told time and agin, that I am young-lookin' for my age, and fair
complected. I won't think," says I, feelin' still softer towards him as
I see him a openin' the door,--

"I won't think for a minute that you knew who it was you made your
infamous proposal to. But never, never make it agin to any livin' human
bein', married or single."

He looked real sort o' meachin' as I spoke; and he said in considerable
of a meek voice,--

"I was talkin' to you about a new feller, jest got up by the richest
firm in North America."

"What difference does it make to me who he belongs to? I don't care if
he belongs to Vanderbilt, or Aster'ses family. Principle--that is what I
am a workin' on; and the same principle that would hender me from buyin'
a feller that was poor as a snail, would hender me from buyin' one that
had the riches of Creshus; it wouldn't make a mite of difference to me.

"As the poet Mr. Burns says,--I have heard Thomas J. repeat it time and
agin, and I always liked it: I may not get the words exactly right, but
the meanin' is,--

"Rank is only the E pluribus Unum stamp, on the trade dollar: a feller
is a feller for all that."

But I'll be hanged if he didn't, after all my expenditure of wind and
eloquence, and quotin' poetry, and every thing--if he didn't turn round
at the foot of that doorstep, and strikin' that same patient, determined
attitude of hisen, say, says he,--

[Illustration: "CAN'T I SELL YOU A FELLER?"]

"You are mistaken, mom. I merely stopped this mornin' to see if I could
sell you"--

But I jest shet the door in his face, and went off upstairs into the
west chamber, and went to windin' bobbin's for my carpet. And I don't
know how long he stayed there, nor don't care. He had gone when I come
down to get dinner, and that was all I cared for.

I told Josiah about it when he and the boy come home; and I tell you,
my eyes fairly snapped, I was that mad and rousted up about it: but he
said,--

"He believed it was a sewin'-machine man, and wanted to sell me a feller
for my sewin'-machine. He said he had heard there was a general agent in
Jonesville that was a sendin' out agents with all sorts of attachments,
some with hemmers, and some with fellers."

But I didn't believe a word of it: I believe he was _mean_. A mean,
low-lived, insultin' creeter.




CHAPTER XIV.


Wall, Cicely died in June; and how the days will pass by, whether we are
joyful or sorrowful! And before we knew it (as it were), September
had stepped down old Time's dusty track, and appeared before us, and
curchied to us (allegory).

Ah, yes! time passes by swiftly. As the poet observes, In youth the days
pass slowly, in middle life they trot, and in old age they canter.

But the time, though goin' fast, had passed by very quietly and
peacefully to Josiah Allen and me.

Every thing on the farm wus prosperous. The children was well and happy;
the babe beautiful, and growin' more lovely every day.

Ury had took his money, and bought a good little house and 4 acres of
land in our neighborhood, and had took our farm for the next and ensuin'
year. And they was happy and contented. And had expectations. They had
(under my direction) took a tower together, and the memory of her lonely
pilgrimage had seemed to pass from Philury's mind.

The boy wus a gettin' healthier all the time. And he behaved better and
better, most all the time. I had limited him down to not ask over
50 questions on one subject, or from 50 to 60; and so we got along
first-rate.

And we loved him. Why, there hain't no tellin' how we did love him. And
he would talk so pretty about his ma! I had learned him to think that he
would see her bime by, and that she loved him now jest as much as ever,
and that she _wanted him_ to be a _good boy_.

And he wuz a beautiful boy, if his chin wuz sort o' weak. He would try
to tell the truth, and do as I would tell him to--and would, a good
deal of the time. And he would tell his little prayers every night, and
repeat lots of Scripture passages, and would ask more'n 100 questions
about 'em, if I would let him.

There was one verse I made him repeat every night after he said his
prayers: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."

And I always would say to him, earnest and deep, that his ma was pure in
heart.

And he'd say, "Does she see God now?"

And I'd say, "Yes."

And he would say, "When shall I see Him?"

And I'd say, "When you are good enough."

And he'd say, "If I was good enough, could I see Him now?"

And I would say, "Yes."

And then he would tell me that he would try to be good; and I would say,
"Wall, so do."

And late one afternoon, a bright, sunny afternoon, he got tired of
playin'. He had been a horse, and little Let Peedick had been a drivin'
him. I had heard 'em a whinnerin' out in the yard, and a prancin', and a
hitchin' each other to the post.

But he had got tired about sundown, and come in, and leaned up against
my lap, and asked me about 88 questions about his ma and the City.
He had never forgot what his uncle Josiah had read about it, and he
couldn't seem to talk enough about it.

[Illustration: THE BOY AND LET PEEDICK PLAYING HORSE.]

And says he, with a dreamy look way off into the glowin' western sky,
"My mamma Cicely said it would swing right down out of heaven some day,
and would open, and I could walk in; and don't you believe mamma will
stand just inside of the gate as she used to, and say, 'Here comes my
own little boy'?"

And he wus jest a askin' me this,--and it beats all, how many times he
had tackled me on this very subject,--when Whitfield drove up in a great
hurry. Little Samantha Joe had been taken sick, very sick, and extremely
sudden.

Scarlet-fever was round, and she and the boy had both been exposed. I
was all excitement and agitation; and I hurried off without changin' my
dress, or any thing. But I told Josiah to put the boy to bed about nine.

Wall, there was a uncommon sunset that night. The west was all
aflame with light. And as we rode on towards Jonesville right towards
it,--though very anxious about the babe,--I drawed Whitfield's attention
to it.

The hull of the west did look, for all the world, like a great, shinin'
white gate, open, and inside all full of radience, rose, and yellow, and
gold light, a streamin' out, and changin', and glowin', movin' about, as
clouds will.

It seemed sometimes, as if you could almost see a white, shadowy figure,
inside the gate, a lookin' out, and watchin' with her arms reached out;
and then it would all melt into the light again, as clouds will.

It wus the beautifulest sunset I had seen, that year, by far. And we
s'pose, from what we could learn afterwards, that the boy, too, was
attracted by that wonderful glory in the west, and strolled out to the
orchard to look at it. It wus a favorite place with him, anyway. And
there wus a certain tree that he loved to lay under. A sick-no-further
apple. It wus the very tree I found him under that day in the spring,
a lookin' up into the sky, a watchin' for the City to come down from
heaven. You could see a good ways from there off into the west, and out
over the lake. And the sunset must have looked beautiful from there,
anyway.

Wall, my poor companion Josiah wus all rousted up in his mind about the
babe, and he never thought of the boy till it was half-past nine; and
then he hurried off to find him, skairt, but s'posen he was up on
his bed with his clothes on, or asleep on the lounges, or carpets, or
somewhere.

[Illustration: PAUL LOOKING AT THE SUNSET.]

But he couldn't find him: he hunted all over the house, and out in the
barn, and the door-yard, and the street; and then he rousted up Mr.
Gowdey's folks, our nearest neighbors, to see if they could help find
him.

Wall, Miss Gowdey, when she wus a bringin' in her clothes,--it
was Monday night,--she had seen him out in the orchard under the
sick-no-further tree.

And there they found him, fast asleep--where they s'pose he had fell
asleep unexpected to himself.

It wus then almost eleven o'clock, and he was wet with dew: the dew
was heavy that night. And when they rousted him up, he was so hoarse he
couldn't speak. And before mornin' he was in a high fever. They sent for
me and the doctor at daybreak. Little Samantha Joe wus better: it only
proved to be a hard cold that ailed her.

But the boy had the scarlet-fever, so the doctor said. And he grew worse
fast. He didn't know me at all when I got home, but wus a talkin' fast
about his mamma Cicely; and he asked me "If the gate had swung down, for
him to go through into the City, and if his mamma was inside, reachin'
out her arms to him?"

And then he would get things all mixed up, and talk about things he had
heard of, and things he hadn't heard of. And then he would talk about
how bright it was inside the gate, and how he see it from the orchard.
And so we knew he had been attracted out by the bright light in the
west.

And then he would talk about the strangest things. His little tongue
couldn't be still a minute; but it never could, for that matter.

Till along about the middle of the afternoon he become quiet, and
grew so white and still that I knew before the doctor told me, that we
couldn't keep the boy.

And I thought, and couldn't help it, of what Cicely had worried so
about; and though my heart sunk down and down, to think of givin' the
boy up,--for I loved him,--yet I couldn't help thinkin' that with his
temperament, and as the laws was now, the grave was about the only place
of safety that the Lord Himself could find for the boy.

And it wus about sundown that he died. I had been down-stairs for
somethin' for him; and as I went back into the room, I see his eyes was
wide open, and looked natural.

[Illustration: "SAY!"]

And as I bent over him, he looked up at me, and said in a faint voice,
but rational,--

"Say"--

And I couldn't help a smilin' right there, with the tears a runnin' down
my face like rain-water. He wanted to ask some question.

But he couldn't say no more. His little, eager, questionin' soul was
too fur gone towards that land where the hard questions we can't answer
here, will be made plain to us.

But he looked up into my face with that sort of a questionin' look, and
then up over my head, and beyend it--and beyend--and I see there settled
down over his face the sort of a satisfied look that he would have when
I had answered his questions; and I sort o' smiled, and said to myself,
I guessed the Lord had answered it.

And so he went through the gate of the City, and was safe. And that is
the way God took care of the boy.