listen, children ... listen!

                            By Wallace West

                    The old man was long dead--but
                  his widow still awaited his return.
                      And one night she heard....

    _The elements of horror are as many and varied as the threads in
    a Gobelin tapestry--with special stimuli for each of us. Perhaps
    terror lies in the howl of a coyote, in the noises of an old house,
    in a blaze of fire. Or perhaps it responds to the mournful creak
    of wheels on a gravel road, to moonlight reflected from a huge old
    mirror._

           [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
               Fantastic Universe October-November 1953.
         Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
         the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]


My grandmother was fey. At least that's what the neighbors said. She
could predict the weather by the way her left heel "eetched." She
always knew by some sixth sense when any of her blood was coming down
from Indianapolis to visit our tumbledown farm. She insisted she heard
angels singing (or sounds considerably more terrifying) during funerals
at the New Harmony Church over the hill.

In the eyes of myself and my sister Annette Maw was as old as the
gullies which cut up our clay fields. Probably she was about sixty when
I first remember her. She still carried her lean body proudly though
her back was bowed. She had a gift for mimicry and a merry smile marred
by the fact that she had been salivated by taking too much calomel to
fight off fever'n'aiger. This misfortune had caused her gums to recede
and gave her a snaggle-toothed look. Some of her fangs moved when she
ate but, to our eternal wonder, they never fell out.

She had the untiring wreck of a fine alto voice and regaled us with
renditions of bloody old hymns or ballads like "The Ship's Carpenter"
(_And three times 'round went our gallant ship e'er she sank to the
bottom of the sea_) or an endless garbled song about a girl who
masqueraded as a soldier to join her sweetheart in the wars between
"Tors and Highlanzer."

I still have nightmares about those childhood years. The Brown murder
was a recent memory--Patriarch Brown and his blind wife had been
slaughtered by "persons unknown" in a hemlock-shrouded farmhouse half a
mile from our cabin. Repercussions of the trial had hardly died away.

There was talk of another investigation and the _persons_--well known
to everyone but the law--were prowling the countryside, flashing dark
lanterns under doors and shouting threats of what would happen to
neighbors who dared tell what they knew. Paw woke one night and fired
his squirrel rifle at what he thought was a lantern but which was only
a suddenly-flaming fireplace ember. The bullet knocked a newel post off
my bed.

Despite the campaign of terror Paw just had to drive to the county seat
once a month for supplies. Always he promised to be back by sundown.
Always he met some old Butternut cronies--comrades-at-arms in the
Knights of the Golden Circle during Civil War days. And in talking
about how they had outfoxed and outfought the National Guard sent to
punish them for desertion from the Union Army he usually would be
delayed until the night closed in.

Then, as Annette and I lay in our bed beside the fireplace, refusing
to go to sleep because we knew Paw would bring us presents, Maw would
open the front door, hook her bare foot around it and listen, tense
with a fear which communicated itself to us.

The katydids might be quarreling. Or the baying of Mr. Morningstar's
coon dogs might drift through the fall or winter air. A screechowl's
sobbing might cause us to cling together in a shiver.

Finally we'd start whimpering. Then Maw would twist her wrinkled
head back through the crack in the door and whisper, "Shhh! Listen,
children.... Listen! I think I hear Josiah's wagon. They hain't got him
this time."

Often the belated team turned down some side road. And she would
murmur, hardly louder than the katydids, as she resumed her vigil,
"Shhh! Listen, children.... Listen!"

When the hours of tension had set my whole body aching with what folks
who don't know call "growing pains" and when the half-opened door had
made the room almost as chill as the night, we would actually hear the
faraway mournful creak of wheels on the gravel road, the jingle of
trace chains, the rumble of a half-empty jolt-wagon bed.

"Thank you, dear just God!" Maw would breathe at last. Then she would
follow her bare foot through the door and bustle about reheating the
supper coffee and fixing a snack for Paw.

We would hear the wagon rumble into the yard. Next Paw would cuss Old
Nell for her contrariness as he unhitched and led her to the stable.
And at last a great grey-bearded man, his arms laden with bundles,
would stumble through the front door to be greeted by two elves in long
underwear, dancing about him and screaming, "Whatcha got for me, Paw?
Whatcha got this time?"

Usually it was jawbreakers or peppermint sticks. Once, when we sold the
hogs, it was a store doll for Annette and a marvelous steamboat for me
that you wound up with a key and sank the first time I tried it in the
branch.

       *       *       *       *       *

He always brought something pretty and useless for Maw too. And she
always scolded and loved him for buying it. Then he'd go over to the
creaky chair where Aunt Ellen rocked slowly, pat her plump shoulder
and hold out a shell comb, a cheap ring or a handkerchief. And Aunt
Ellen would look away from the mirror--for the first time that day,
perhaps--take the thing in her plump white hand, and smile.

I should have mentioned Aunt Ellen before but I forgot. In fact,
everybody forgot Aunt Ellen. She wanted it so. She had been deeply
in love when she was a girl, they said. But her young man had had to
see the world before he settled down. So he set out for that strange
half-mythical land called Europe. And he never returned.

After she was sure he would not come back Aunt Ellen stopped speaking
to people. She took her seat and just looked into the mirror. I
remember the rockers of that chair were worn almost through from
constant use.

The mirror fascinated Annette and me. It was big--big as our front
door and placed against the wall directly across from the entrance, so
that if you didn't look closely you thought it _was_ another door. And
it had a great deeply-polished frame carved with intricate lacelike
patterns that hurt your eyes if you looked at them too long.

I now know that it was the only thing of real value in the draughty
log cabin. Maw said it was a "hear-loom," brought from Virginia by her
parents, the Whites, who had been "quality" in the Old Dominion before
they migrated after the war of 1812, were stampeded by land agents into
"locating" in the wrong part of the state and rapidly dissipated their
means on an unproductive wilderness.

Maw had made up a song about that mirror. "The Whites, 'tis said, were
privateers when England ruled the waves ..." was the way it started.
And it went on to tell how the mirror was part of their loot when they
sacked and scuttled some tall merchantman.

To corroborate this story we had another relic, a "treasure chest" of
the same dark wood, iron-bound and strong, which was used as a hens'
nest beneath the house. Annette and I crawled under the floor from time
to time to see if we could find any treasure still in it. But all we
ever found were eggs.

After Paw had taken off his overcoat and Maw had put his packages in
the leanto kitchen he would sit before the fire, suck coffee through
his beard and regale us with news from the outside--how Uncle Joe
Cannon's control of Congress was about to be broken, what the Young
Turks were up to, how T.R.'s trust-busting would boost farm prices and
make us all rich again and how they had just found a rusted and bloody
monkey wrench in Brown's well.

At last, tired and happy, with our mouths puckered from too many
jawbreakers, we'd go back to bed. And we'd wake to a humdrum world
which included school, collecting wood, milking our cow, riding Old
Nell when she would let us and maybe going to an ice cream social at
New Harmony, until it was time for Paw to make another epic trip to
Martinsville.

But life was never completely humdrum when Paw was around. He knew
every bird by its call, could lead us unerringly to the best raspberry
patches and made marvelous popguns, slingshots and "fly killers" out of
elder bushes and bits of string. When he tired of such things as the
sun went down his tales about Napoleon and Hannibal crossing the Alps
would hold us spellbound.

Openhanded to a fault Paw had lost most of his farm through the years
by going on neighbors' worthless notes or lending them money and not
having the heart to ask for its return. Yet he was the materialist
of the family and never tired of poking fun at Maw's voices and
premonitions.

Dressed in overalls, shaggy, massive and not always clean, he looked
like a poor white. Nevertheless he had had a good education and once
confessed to me, when Maw's back was turned, that in his youth he had
made a tour of the state lecturing on atheism. And he had an endless
fund of slightly bawdy sacrilegious stories which made May click her
teeth at him and mourn that he would never go to heaven when he died.

Years slip past like water when one is young. We hardly noticed,
Annette and I, that the bend in Maw's back was growing more pronounced
and that Paw stopped oftener for breath when he plowed our stubby
fields or sawed the endless cords of wood which still could not keep
the living room warm when wintry winds swept down from some place that
he called Medicine Hat. (Annette and I used to pretend we were on a
ship as we walked across the rag carpet in the living room while it
billowed upward as air blew under it through cracks in the floor.)

And then one night, after the usual period of listening, when Maw
finally had heard the wagon creaking, closed the door and put on the
bitter coffee, Old Nell jogtrotted into the yard and stopped without
the usual accompaniment of curses. For a while Maw noticed nothing
wrong. Then she slowly faced the door, lips firmly drawn over those
wobbly teeth.

Annette and I, all ready for our jump out of the warm bed onto the
icy floor, watched her uncomprehendingly until we saw that Aunt Ellen
had given over her unending vigil at the mirror and turned her head
questioningly. Then we too knew that something was very strange.

As though moved by strings, placing one foot before the other with
obvious effort, Maw started toward the door. After an eternity she
reached it, opened it, closed it against her bare shank in the old
accustomed gesture.

"_Josiah!_" we heard her scream as the foot disappeared.

With a sigh Aunt Ellen rose and waddled after her.

Maw--she was still strong as an ox and could swing an axe like a
man--backed through the door after awhile, holding Paw under the
armpits. Aunt Ellen carried his feet as they brought him in.

"The old fool!" Maw was whimpering. "I knew they'd get him. The old
fool! I told him not to stay so danged late."

Her eyes were dry and glittering.

       *       *       *       *       *

After the funeral--Annette and I boasted at school that the Brown
murderers had done for Paw although a stroke undoubtedly was
responsible--the old cabin never felt quite like home again. First a
deluge of uncles, aunts and cousins descended upon us and insisted we
sell the farm and move to town.

"Josiah would not have it so," Maw told them while Aunt Ellen nodded
corroboration. So they compromised by having a hired hand in to do the
plowing and heavier work.

At the start nothing seemed vitally wrong except the absence of Paw's
explosive laughter and endless stories, plus a growing dearth of
first-class popguns and slingshots. Then, one rainy day when I had been
brooding over one of his dog-eared books--"Vanity Fair," I think it
was--I looked up, caught sight of Maw, her potato peeling forgotten,
sitting tense beside the kitchen table.

I knew what it was that had been bothering me. Maw was still
listening ... always listening now. What I did not realize was that,
without Paw's quizzical common sense to balance her, she was slipping
imperceptibly into that never-never land which had so often beckoned.

Not long after this discovery I awakened, chilled, as the decrepit Seth
Thomas clock clinked midnight. The door was open a crack and I could
glimpse, by the last flickering embers, Maw's foot in its accustomed
place.

"Maw," I called.

"Shhh! Listen! I think I hear a wagon."

"Maw," I screamed. "_Maw!_"

"What is it, honey?" she asked in her normal voice as she came inside,
crossed the room and placed a horny hand on my forehead in one of her
rare caresses.

"You'll catch cold," I mumbled, somehow ashamed.

"I was just listening to the katydids. They sound--fresh, like
spring-water," she lied.

"Don't listen any more."

"All right, honey, I'll go to bed. Don't worrit yourself."

But she did not keep her promise.

Several months later I came home from school ahead of Annette, who
was dusting erasers for the teacher. At the front door I stopped as I
heard animated conversation inside. Thinking it was one of the neighbor
women, who called occasionally to gossip, I rushed in, eager not to
miss anything, then stopped, heart in mouth, terrified.

       *       *       *       *       *

Aunt Ellen was out of the house on one of the chores to which she now
condescended to put her white hands and Maw was occupying the old
rocker before the mirror. But what frightened me was the chatter in two
distinct voices which still continued.

"Maw," I gulped. "Who--who you talking to?"

"Why, with Mrs.--Mrs. Jones here, of course." She laughed although
her eyes refused to meet mine. "Mrs. Jones, this is my grandson I was
telling you about. Take off your cap, son, and say--"

"But Maw," I gulped. "There's no one there. It's just your reflection
in the looking glass."

"Why--why so it is," she stammered, brushing one brown hand across her
eyes. "I was just fooling." She jumped to her feet and started bustling
about like her old indefatigable self. "Now run along and fill the wood
box. Then wash your hands and help me peel these 'taters. I'm way late
with supper, what with having to stop to talk--I mean I must have set
down to rest and went to sleep."

Then began one of the strangest battles in the history of fairie--two
children against a mirror, for of course I enlisted poor Annette
on my side. I tried to explain to Aunt Ellen but she merely smiled
understandingly and patted me with one fat hand while her prominent
eyes fluttered back to the glass.

I wrote a scrawl to Uncle Bill, my favorite, and he left his hardware
store the next weekend and came down from the city with a little
chinwhiskered doctor. Since psychiatry was almost unknown in those days
the physician looked at Maw's tongue, thumped her chest, asked her a
few questions, which she answered with sly humor, and pronounced her
sound.

"I think it's you that's imagining things, boy," said Uncle Bill when
he took me for a walk in the woods after one of Maw's wonderful chicken
dinners. "We're all upset by Paw's going. Just don't worry about
things."

"But Uncle Bill," I protested. "I heard what I saw."

"I know--I know." His lean shrewd face had a worried look, I noticed
with an upward glance. "You're a highstrung youngster. Write me often,
though. And I'll come down every time I can. Say--look!" I could almost
hear him sigh with relief at an opportunity to change the subject.
"There's a patch of violets already. Let's pick some and take them back
to Maw and Ellen. It'll make them happy."

After that, of course, I had to carry on the fight with only Annette to
help.

We tried everything--went right home when we could have been playing
with the other kids after school--got Maw to sing for us by the
hour--read out loud to her--inveigled her into the spring woods to pick
flowers and look for birds' nests. Oh, it was a brave battle put up by
a twelve- and a ten-year-old against something alien and, somehow, far
wiser than we.

       *       *       *       *       *

At first Maw managed to banish her visions when she heard us come into
the yard. Then we had to strive hard and harder to break the spell.

And one day we both became twins!

It happened when Annette and I came home one time the teacher took
sick. It was much earlier than usual and we caught Maw rocking happily
before the mirror, gossiping with her reflection.

"I'm so glad you brought your own children to visit me today, Mrs.
Jones," she exclaimed the moment our images appeared in the glass
behind hers. "My Tommy and Annette don't have many playmates, we live
so far from any neighbors. I'm sure they'll be much happier now."

"Aw, Maw," Annette protested as we instinctively ducked out of range.
"Those ain't teal children. You're just looking at us in the looking
glass."

But the damage had been done. For once in my life I saw grandmother
grow really angry.

"I'll have none of your sass, Annette," she stormed, rising and
straightening her back until it cracked. "Mrs. Jones, I don't know what
has come over my younguns. Now, will you two say you're sorry or must I
whip you right before company?"

Shamefaced and shaken, we apologized to the empty air. And from that
hour Mrs. Jones and her ghostly brats became our constant companions.

At first we hated and resented them, then, childlike, accepted the
inevitable and even made the best of it. Sometimes, so real did Maw
make the delusion become, we almost believed with her that the shadows
were real. On rainy weekends we found ourselves inventing games to play
with them. Perhaps, in time, we might have gone to inhabit her world of
dreams.

But Maw's health was failing rapidly. We tried to ignore the fact
as she did, though it soon became pitifully obvious that Paw's loss
had broken the iron will which had sustained her through so many
adversities. Aunt Ellen more and more ceded her place before the mirror
as she helped Annette and me do the lighter chores and even some of the
cooking.

Bill Pailey came over every day now--Maw never paraded her shadows when
_he_ was around, knowing that the bluff farmer was somehow not to be
trusted with such dream stuff. And the money which aunts and uncles
contributed, willingly or grudgingly, was more and more needed to fill
the gaps in our finances.

"Tommy," Annette said to me one afternoon as we were plodding home from
school along the muddy dogwood-bordered road. "What happens to people
when they die?"

"Aw, I don't know," I muttered, kicking a loose stone with my
copper-toed shoe. "Maw says the angels come and get 'em and take 'em to
heaven."

"But the angels didn't come and get Dickie." Dickie was a wry-necked
pin-feathered rooster that Paw had taught to come when we called, dig
fishing worms for us and jump through a barrel hoop. "I went to look
at Dickie's grave the other day. A dog had dug him up. There were just
feathers--and bones."

"Aw," I said. "Chickens don't have souls. But Maw says that when Miz
Pailey died last year she was there and she saw--"

"We're going to be awful lonesome, though," my sister sighed. "And
you'll have to get up and make the fire every morning."

"What you mean?" I challenged.

"Nothing. Let's run. I'm cold." And she was off in a flutter of long
legs, gingham and pale yellow braids.

After such a conversation I hardly dared enter the house that day. When
I did go in, after fooling around at the barn as long as possible, I
found Maw singing lustily about some man who had gone to the gallows
with a white dove riding on his shoulder to prove him innocent of the
murder of his sweetheart.

"Where's Mrs. Jones and her kids?" I asked, flabbergasted.

"They went home," said Maw. "I told them to. Can't spend all my time
gassing with a ugly old woman like that when I've got housecleaning to
do."

And until long after sunset she made the feathers fly from the old
pillows, beat up the crackling corn-shuck mattresses, sprinkled and
swept the floors and polished the meager kitchen utensils till they
shone. Annette and I, feeling as if we had been released from jail,
helped with a will. Aunt Ellen, reinstated in her rocking chair,
frowned and sneezed by turns and said nothing as always.

"There," said Maw at last as she hung the home-made broom behind the
kitchen range and sank into a chair, looking suddenly more worn and old
than I had ever seen her. "There. It's all swept and garnished for when
the bridegroom cometh."

"The bridegroom?" I glanced at her sharply.

"I was just fooling again, son." She stared down at her big-veined
hands as they lay clasped in her lap. "Must be getting old, I guess. I
just meant that I have a feeling your Uncle Bill will come tomorrow.
And you know how fussy he is about everything being neat and clean."
She rose reluctantly with a sigh, half of weariness, half of content.
"Come. You and Annette get undressed and get to bed. I'll sing you to
sleep like I used to when you were little."

    "You look just like my daughter, sir,
    Who from me ran away...."

Her old cracked voice still had its hypnotic quality and I felt my
eyelids drooping despite my certain knowledge that this night, of all
nights, I should stay awake.

"Maw," I mumbled. "I wanna drink."

Her bare feet padded into the kitchen. I heard the rattle of tin cup
against galvanized bucket. Then she was back at my side again and the
spring-water was fresh on my dry lips and gums.

"Maw," I rambled on. "I don't wanna sleep. Tell me about when you were
a little girl back in Virginia--and the big white horse and the black
people...."

"Not tonight, honey. You're all tuckered out," she crooned, stroking my
forehead and picking up the thread of that interminable song.

    "I a-am not your daughter, sir,
    And neither do I know.
    I a-am from Highlanzer
    And they call me Jack Monroe...."

I woke with a start, those last lugubrious lines still ringing in my
ears.

    "She dre-ew out her broadsword.
    She bid this world adieu.
    Saying 'Goodbye to Jack Highlanzer'
    And 'Goodbye to Jack Monroe.'"

Have you ever awakened in a strange place--a hotel room perhaps--tried
to locate a familiar lamp, the dim outlines of your own bed-chamber,
the tick of a friendly clock? Or have you, perhaps, sought frantically
for a door with your hands sliding vainly along black and forbidding
walls?

This was the same room in which I had gone to sleep. The fire was
almost out. By my side Annette breathed deep and slow. I could hear
Aunt Ellen snoring not far away. Through the open door a full moon
stretched its carpet almost to my bed. Yet, despite these comforting
sights and sounds, everything about me seemed topsy turvy and utterly
horribly wrong.

My bare toes curled with terror as I realized what it was. Our front
door was in the south wall of the cabin. The moonshine was pouring in
through a wide opening in the north wall--through the place where the
mirror stood! And a cold wind was pouring in with it.

"Maw," I whispered, sitting up and rubbing my eyes.

Only the chorus of katydids answered.

But this was spring! Katydids sang only in the fall!

At the same moment I saw a bare foot and ankle etched in moonlight as
it hooked around the age-darkened frame of the opening.

"Please, Maw." I still struggled between dream and waking. "You'll
catch cold out there."

She came partially inside the "door" then and smiled at me. And I
noticed, with the lack of surprise which accompanies nightmares, that
her teeth were white and firm in the moonglow.

"Shhh!" she admonished. "I think I hear a wagon."

"But Paw is...." I began, then stopped spellbound.

Far in the distance, across rolling hills which lay bathed in beauty
and above the fresh staccato mutter of katydids, I too caught the creak
of wheels on a gravel road, the jingle of trace chains and the rumble
of a half-empty jolt-wagon bed.

I crouched, hardly breathing, until I heard the wagon stop briefly at
our sagging gate--we always kept it closed now--heard the rusty hinges
squeak and then the friendly thump, thumptey, thump of the wagon as it
resumed its progress into the yard.

"It's Uncle Bill, ain't it, Maw?" I pleaded.

"Bill's not due till tomorrow, honey," she answered softly as she
shaded her eyes against the moonlight. "No, it's...."

"But it can't be," I sobbed. "He--the angels took him."

"Not Josiah! Angels wouldn't touch him with a ten-foot pole, thank the
dear just God," she chuckled. "He'll have a whole raft of packages
after all this while." She started forward briskly. "I'll go help pack
them in."

"No, Maw! Don't leave--wait for me!" I screamed, plunging from bed and
racing wildly after her receding back.

I regained consciousness to find Aunt Ellen bathing my forehead with
hot vinegar. Annette was sobbing. My face was badly cut--I still wear
the scar--and the mirror was shattered in its frame.

"Maw!" I struggled to get up. "She...."

"I know," said Aunt Ellen in just the thread of a voice unused for
years as her plump white hands continued to apply the compress. "I
understand."

When Uncle Bill arrived next morning there was a great to-do and the
neighbors organized a search of the surrounding woods and the creek
bottom. Of course they found nothing. I knew they wouldn't. Annette and
Aunt Ellen knew they wouldn't. And I think Uncle Bill knew it too after
he heard my story, although of course he wouldn't let on.

The rest of them patted my head and said, "Too bad, poor boy. He's
under an awful strain," when I tried to tell them.

Several months later a woman's body was found in White River, full
fifteen miles away. People said it must be grandmother, that she must
have wandered that far before she died of exposure. Our aunts, uncles,
cousins and nephews had a big funeral at the New Harmony Church over
the hill.

But Annette and I wouldn't go.