Flight Into The Unknown

                           By Tom W. Harris

               It was Bailey's first trip into space and
            things began to happen that made him wonder if
            luck alone would bring him back to Earth alive!

           [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
              Imagination Stories of Science and Fantasy
                              August 1957
         Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
         the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]


... _A hand moved_ ...

Young Bailey fell. It was a terrible sensation, falling. Bailey was not
sure how long he had been falling. There was no one near him. They had
been scattered like seeds from a burst pod when the meteor hulled the
ship. Bailey was falling through the dark alone; he had been falling
endlessly.

... _Those with him now were all palefaced with fear_ ...

The voice of Krotzer was still in the headphones: "... closing in on
me, I can't describe them, you've got to get here...." Krotzer had
meant so much for so long; now his voice was less than nothing. Bailey
was falling like a stone; the sensation drove everything else out of
him. Bailey could not stand it any longer, and began to scream.

It shattered his visor and icy space rushed in. There was light and
his captain was looking at him. Captain DiCredico was shaking him.

Bailey's face was dripping. He grabbed the skipper. "I'm falling! Hold
me!"

... _Thousands of eyes bulged, hands twitched_ ...

DiCredico squeezed a plastic bottle, squirting water into his face.
Drops spattered and drifted off slowly through the air. Bailey blinked
and stared. He was aboard the Ranger. Safe. Then panic came gibbering
back at him as his body told him unmistakably he was falling.

"You're not!" snapped DiCredico. "No gravity, remember? Spin ship!" he
ordered over his shoulder.

Gently, Bailey's body felt the reassuring tug as centrifugal force
duplicated a light gravity and the alarm bells in his nerves and
glands stopped ringing. The hull of the ship became "down," and men
walked instead of floating--walked on the walls and ceiling, too, like
wheel-spokes radiating from the axis of spin.

"Over it?" asked DiCredico.

"I guess so. I'm sorry."

"Happens to all of us. Human body is made with a built-in, full-scale
emergency response to falling--and lack of gravity is what triggers
it. When you're awake you can consciously control it. I'm going to have
to quit spinning ship now--can't take bearings, and this slant-standing
can be worse than no gravity."

The substitute gravity faded and Bailey's body tried to panic again,
but he reined it in firmly. He went forward to watch television. It was
the same canned show he'd seen ten times already. And the canned radio
show was one he hadn't liked in the first place. The Service did its
best to make a ship a synthetic, miniature Earth--but it couldn't. Ten
months already--maybe a year more. Plenty of people blew their stacks.
A wonder they all didn't. Would he?

Like black, bad blood, a pulse of fear in Bailey's mind.

... _and in those others that were his_ ...

It was time for his stint on radar. Benning handed him the headset
gratefully. "Krotzer's still sending," he said. "Awful to listen to.
Whatever they are, they're doing something to his bubble. He thinks
they may be in soon. I hope to Christ we get there."

"What do you think they are, anyway?"

"Beats me," Benning answered. "Looks like you'll see some grade-A
monsters your first time out, you lucky boy." An unconvincing smile
crossed his face, which like all their faces was dead white from months
of being away from anything like sunlight. "A lot of lousy things can
happen in space. I hope we get less than our share of them."

       *       *       *       *       *

Bailey snugged the headset over his ears. The voice of Krotzer was
weaker. Bailey pictured him crouched in his bubble, his radar broken
and only fit for sending, wondering if any lonely ship at all was
hearing him, and if it was, if it would arrive in time. Krotzer had a
wife, and a child he had never seen.

Now he was talking about the things outside the bubble. "I never saw
anything like them. In fact, I can't see them. Can't exactly. You can
see them with your feelings, somehow--hooded sort--and beginning to
come through...."

He broke off, started again. "This is Captain Krotzer of the _Galileo_.
We have crashed on Katherine Two, satellite of Saturn, continental
area. Something has killed five of us. Chan Lee and I are living in the
bubble. Cannot receive you on disabled radar. Besieged."

He stopped. The headphones were silent except for the uncanny
snickering static of deep space. They sometimes called it "laughter."
It was not good for the nerves. It was as though space itself were
cackling at them, thought Bailey. Get off that. Think about something
else.

He remembered Krotzer well, an expert on extra-terrestrial life, a
man with a face mingling sensitivity and courage. He had lectured
once at Prelim. Bailey remembered some of it. Almost imperceptible,
living crystals that swarmed in the air of one planet. They got into
your system, converted your matter, and you suddenly crumbled into a
heap of the same kind of crystals. And the unknown life of the planet
Caliban, called the Shunned Planet because of some influence that
reached out and sucked ships down by doing something to the minds of
the men. And the singing smoke droves. And the dissolvers. And others.

... _A shudder in the mind of Bailey and the other same minds_ ...

Krotzer was beginning again: "This is Captain Krotzer of the ..." when
there was a blinding white flash and the ship rang like a great bell
slammed with a sledge-hammer. A spurt of white-hot blasted into the
compartment and Benning, who had been near the bulkhead, cartwheeled
with hands to his seared face.

A wild horse of fright leaped inside Bailey and he wanted to tear off
the headset. Above the alarm bell DiCredico was yelling. "Pinhead
meteor. No danger. Jones, Alvarez, help Benning. Bulkhead will seal
itself, men, it's only a pinhead meteor."

Bailey's ears rang. A tiny, immensely fast meteor had hit, been
vaporized, the coagulant between the inner and outer shells had sealed
the hole. His spine itched. Did the little one mean they were near a
swarm where they might catch a big one?

His answer was a modulated mechanical keening from the proximity
teller, up forward.

He glanced at DiCredico for the don-space-suits order, but the captain
was floating forward fast and wordlessly. To control himself Bailey
gave his attention to the radar. All he heard was the insinuating
laughter.

The teller was howling like a hound in hell. DiCredico emerged from the
forward compartment, his short bulk ungraceful in the air. "Don suits!"
he ordered. "We're in a swarm!"

Matt wrenched off the headset and launched himself toward his suit
rack. He scrambled into his suit, dogged down the helmet, and sound and
fire burst through the ship.

He was lifted and slammed against a bulkhead. Black fire belched behind
his eyes. He had a flashing vision of the backyard of his folks' home
in Pittsburg, and a dark curtain fell over it.

... _Everywhere they had a vision of their home in Pittsburg. A black
curtain fell over it_ ...

When he opened his eyes he saw he was alone among a crew of death.
They hung in their spacesuits against the bulkheads like limp grey
bats while the ship tore on through space. Two had failed to get their
helmets on. Their faces were bruised plums, mottled. Inside their
bloated chests, the lungs would be pink froth, literally having
exploded with the instant drop in air pressure. A third man's suit had
ruptured up the front, the raggedy edges flayed back like skin. The man
was swollen like one long drowned.

There was no air. It had rushed through the barrel-sized hole in the
hull. There was only one hole--the meteor had burst on impact and not
passed clear through. Chunks of stone, ribbons of blood, scraps of
metal hung quiet or floated above the deck.

Matt had never told anyone how he felt about space. It was a freezing,
heart-killing loneliness that waited icily, and now it had come in
through the hull and was with him. His jaw clenched. He had no idea
whether he could carry on alone, but he was going to.

Then one of the grey bats stirred, drew up its legs, and launched
itself off the bulkhead. The others began to move. A laugh rolled in
Bailey's throat. Like him, they had only been stunned.

They froze the encapsulated dead and patched the hole as best they
could and found a clock still running and re-set their instruments,
and each man had a souvenir piece of meteor stone, and less than two
weeks after this was done the boredom dropped over them again as though
excitement had never been.

The tension about their mission to Krotzer, tighter from hour to hour
only made it worse. They began to hate each other's mannerisms, the
way a person scratched an ear or cleared a throat. It's getting you,
Bailey, Matt told himself. This way men go nuts.

... _Go nuts, echoed the minds that were him without knowing. Go
nuts ... go nuts ... go nuts_ ...

       *       *       *       *       *

It was after chow that he did it. He walked over and turned off the
television. All kinds of emotions stood on the faces of the others.
Rage was the one on the face of a hulking man named Regan.

"It was right at the best place!" growled the big spaceman. "Turn it
on!"

Matt placed himself directly before the screen. "Turn it on yourself!"
he baited, with a twisted smile he meant to be lightly humorous.

Regan shoved from the wall and floated slowly toward him.

"There's a reason for watching this stuff," one of the crewmen put in,
"I tell you we've got to watch it! Turn it back on, son."

Matt laughed. "What a stinker. The Space Service! Glamour! Commentators
and books and slogans and kids and girls all talk about it like a hero
carnival but it stinks, it's a bunch of guys going nuts on the other
side of nowhere and--"

Regan hit him. He flew backward, seeing stars, rolling in the air.
DiCredico's voice gonged from the captain's cabin.

"Knock it off! Regan, turn the set on, get back to the entertainment.
Bailey, want to see you in here."

It all went out of Bailey and he felt foolish and frightened. He swung
into the cabin and floated at attention.

... _They were all a recruit, frightened before DiCredico_ ...

It took DiCredico ten minutes to get through his talk with Bailey,
speaking in tough, slicing sentences. The service was no bed of roses,
said the skipper, and nobody in the service had ever claimed it was.
It was a damned mean racket and nobody asked you to get into it. You
volunteered. And you didn't have to stay. Before each voyage you could
ask for honorable discharge, or earth duty if available. But once you
blasted off, you had to stand the gaff. You had to.

There were men who cracked. There were whole crews. If one man lost
control, another might, and finally all of them. Nobody knew how many
flights were lost through "mental hazard." There were shrewd guesses.

Bailey could make the Ranger another missing ship. And they weren't on
freight nor patrol--they were on a rescue mission. He should think
about that.

You had to learn to use the television and the other corny
"entertainment"--let it soak you up, take you away for awhile.

He could have Bailey put under dormisol, so he'd sleep through the rest
of the trip. But he was needed. But he could request it, and DiCredico
would do it.

Bailey did not request it. He went back and shook hands with Regan,
who was very decent about it all, and sat down to learn to use the
television.

Things were a little better after that.

... _And they relaxed a little, the many that were one_ ...

Krotzer's reports kept coming in, and they were nearing the unknown
satellite. Everyone felt a little numble-witted because the meteor
patch was leaking and pressure was low. DiCredico kept a tight routine
and they leaned into it for support.

Finally a little red globe appeared on the viewer, and they were
approaching Katherine Two.

They followed Krotzer's bearings and they saw his ship and near it the
bubble. Nobody responded when they fired flares.

The Ranger touched down. DiCredico took Bailey, Regan, and the medic
Fry out with him. Conditions were similar to earth, and they wore no
space suits.

They swished through red waist-high growths like spongy fern.

"There's his ship," said Fry. "It doesn't look in bad shape."

"Can't tell," said DiCredico. "Funny things happen."

They reached the ship and paused by it. It appeared unharmed. A body
lay near it, burned in two.

Matt turned to the skipper. "It looks like--like a heater did it. Do
you suppose these things have something like that?"

"Funny things happen," said DiCredico. "Anyway, he's dead. Let's get on
to Krotzer."

They saw that Krotzer had half-opaqued his bubble. They would have to
come in close enough to see and be seen through it for him to know they
were there. Nobody saw any indication of life or motion outside it.

"We'll give it a wide circle," said DiCredico. "See if there's any
visible danger."

It took twenty minutes to make the circle. Nobody saw anything.

"Something's damned queer," said Regan.

"Something's always queer," said DiCredico. "Now, here's the plan.
Get your suits on. From Krotzer's reports, whatever is after him is
stopped or impeded by material substance. Then we go in one at a time.
I go first. If nothing happens to me, Regan comes in. If he makes it,
Bailey. Then Fry. If anything goes wrong, I want the man with next turn
to try the other side of the bubble. Except you, Fry. If you're the
only one left, get back to the ship. You'll have to make a report, and
you and the men can decide the next step. Dig?"

They nodded. DiCredico sauntered off through the spongy feathers. He
reached the bubble, looked in, waved on Regan. Regan reached it, peered
into it, turned and waved to Bailey, an odd expression on his face.

       *       *       *       *       *

Bailey started across the red field. Aloneness, menace, strangeness
settled on him as he walked. Maybe you got used to these feelings.
Maybe you got over them. Maybe they got you. Or maybe something else
got you. So this was the service.

He was at the bubble. Fry and DiCredico were looking at him so
strangely ... partly expectant, appraising, ironic--indefinable. Matt
turned to wave Fry on, then went up and peered into the bubble.

Then he knew what had happened to Captain Krotzer.

The captain sat with his shirt undone and dirty, his eyes fixed
glassily to a place on the dome some twenty feet from where Bailey
stood. Unkempt beard was on his face. A blaster lay on the table. The
bodies of his crew lay about him.

Krotzer held the radar mike, his lips moving monotonously.

It must have smelled terrible in there.

Space was the monster that had got Krotzer and the crew of the Galileo,
moving in on them with icy probings until one of them had cracked.

Bailey felt a hand on his shoulder. Fry had arrived. The medic gazed
into the dome. They went over and sat near DiCredico.

"We may as well go in and get him," said their skipper. "Try to be easy
on him."

Matt Bailey felt something breaking inside his chest. Maybe it would
grow back, maybe it wouldn't.

... _They felt something breaking inside his chest in all the rooms in
Minnesota and Bloomsbury and Hong Kong, and then there was a separation
and they were no longer Bailey but themselves, watching a thin man
stand up beside a desk._

_"I am Wilson Bonner of World Tele," he said. "You have just witnessed
the world's first kinevision broadcast, and you may have your brains
back. Practically everybody on earth tonight was Matt Bailey--although
there is really no Matt Bailey at all._

_"Perhaps you expected something more pleasant from your first
kinevision, and your government owes you an explanation. You are aware
of the progress of space flight research. We have achieved planetary
escape. There is wild optimism. The space ministry has been swamped,
clogged, with space-ship volunteers._

_"It was time for realism._

_"Matt Bailey was a synthetic personality. We invented him. We fed
personality factors into a calculator, and we also fed into the
calculator some highly informed guesses about just a few of the
conditions likely to be encountered in space flight._

_"We used the calculator to project the neural reactions of the
synthetic person, Bailey, under the assumed conditions._

_"Through kinevision, these sensations were reproduced in you._

_"I need not labor the point. Space flight will be no Sunday outing.
You deserve to know that--to know it with your feelings as well as
your brains. And especially you young men should know it--you who are
thinking about joining the volunteers. Frankly, we hope some of you
will not volunteer. For though there is no Matt Bailey, there will be,
someday, soon."_