Transcriber’s Notes.

Hyphenation has been standardised.
Other changes made are noted at the end of the book.




  THE REAL LADY HILDA

  A SKETCH

  BY

  B. M. CROKER

  AUTHOR OF

  “PRETTY MISS NEVILLE,” “DIANA BARRINGTON,” “MR. JERVIS,”
  “PROPER PRIDE,” “PEGGY OF THE BARTONS,” “BEYOND THE PALE.”

  “On souffre quelquefois plus de la mort d’une illusion
  que de la perte d’une réalité.”

  NEW YORK
  F. M. BUCKLES & COMPANY
  11 EAST 16TH STREET
  LONDON—CHATTO & WINDUS
  1899




COPYRIGHT, 1899

BY

F. M. BUCKLES & COMPANY




CONTENTS.


  CHAP. PAGE
     I. Waiting for the Lamp 7

    II. Retrospective 21

   III. A Question of Taste 33

    IV. Lady Hildegarde’s Photograph 63

     V. We get into Society 83

    VI. A Visit of Seven Minutes 95

   VII. Four in a Fly 118

  VIII. The Chalgrove Eyebrows 137

    IX. “We need not Ask if You have Enjoyed Yourself” 158

     X. “Who _are_ these Chalgroves?” 179

    XI. Mrs. Mound’s Opinion 193

   XII. “Indian Papers, Please Copy” 203

  XIII. Kind Inquiries 223

   XIV. “Miss Hayes, I believe?” 240

    XV. A New Station of Life 255




CHAPTER I.

WAITING FOR THE LAMP.


“Too early for the lamp, I suppose, and yet too dark to read a line.”
And my stepmother closed her novel, with an impatient snap, as she
added, “This is the worst of these horrid, poky lodgings; one never can
have anything at the time one wants it. What a dismal little den it is,
Gwen! What possessed us to come here?”

I could have answered the question promptly and briefly in a single
word “Poverty;” but, as it was a term my relative specially detested,
I merely shrugged my shoulders, and continued to gaze into the
miserable apology for a garden which ran between our quarters and the
high street of Stonebrook, an insignificant market town in Sussex.

Certainly there was not much to see, amid the creeping shadows of a
November afternoon. A dripping hen, wading carefully across the road;
a coal-cart, the driver enveloped in empty sacks; and the undertaker’s
retriever—black and curly, as an undertaker’s dog should be—sitting
in his master’s doorway, and yawning most infectiously. If we had lived
opposite to the post-office, the lending library, or even the hotel,
we should have enjoyed a livelier outlook, but “Mound & Son—Funeral
Establishment—Coffins, Hearses, and every Requisite,” to quote from
the inscription over the door, in rigid white characters on a mourning
ground, afforded but a gloomy and dispiriting prospect. It was too dark
to descry more than the outline of an ornamental sign, on which was
depicted an elegant open glass vehicle, drawn by four prancing black
horses, with nodding plumes and streaming tails—triumphant-looking
steeds, who seemed to say, “Man treats most of us barbarously all our
lives, then kills us, and makes money of our very skin and bones; it
affords us sincere pleasure to carry him to the grave, and ‘see the
last of him.’”

The interior of our sitting-room corresponded with its dreary view—a
lodging-house apartment _pur et simple_, with narrow windows, hideous
wall-paper, the inevitable round table, cheap chiffonier, and bulgy
green rep sofa, to complete the picture. The fire was low, and
unquestionably in a bad temper, emitting every now and then slow and
sullen puffs of yellow smoke. It was raining hard outside, and at
regular intervals an intrusive drop came spluttering down the chimney.

“Dear me, what a sigh!” exclaimed my stepmother. “Mariana in the Moated
Grange could scarcely surpass it! Cheer up, Gwen; a girl of nineteen
has no business to be melancholy—though I grant that you have some
provocation. Never meet troubles half-way, that is my motto. I have an
idea that our luck will turn soon: I saw two magpies to-day.”

I burst into a short, involuntary laugh.

“Oh yes, you may laugh, my old-head-on-young-shoulders, but I mean to
have a regular good talk with the cards by and by; in the meanwhile, we
will ring for the lamp and tea. Mrs. Gabb will say it is too early, but
I intend to brave her for once. Britons never shall be slaves!”

And she gave the bell a peal far more befitting the summons of a
wealthy woman than of a reduced widow lady, who was going to dine on
poached eggs, and was two weeks in arrears with her rent.

There was only a difference of twelve years between us, and Emma, as
my stepmother wished me to call her, was a pretty little Irishwoman,
with black hair, dark blue eyes (wonderful eyes and lashes), and a
radiant smile. No more generous, hospitable, or impulsive creature ever
breathed. She was, moreover, a determined optimist, who looked steadily
at the bright side of things, and enjoyed extraordinary high spirits,
and the comic (or sunny) view of life. Generally, she was to be seen
on what is called “the top of the wave,” though, occasionally, there
came a terrible reaction, and she sank, overwhelmed, into the black
abysmal depths which are the birthright of those who are endowed with a
nervous, highly strung, mercurial temperament.

Two years previous to this dreary November day, my father had died in
India, and six months later, Emma, having returned home, had summoned
me from school to join her in London.

I had previously been given to understand that we were now very
poor—my lessons had been curtailed, my mourning was inexpensive; I
was therefore astonished to find my stepmother established in most
luxurious lodgings in Sloane Street, for which she paid—it being the
season—twelve guineas a week. These rooms were crammed with quantities
of the choicest blooms, cut and in pots, for Emma was passionately fond
of flowers—she declared that she could not exist without them. Her
weeds were as gloomy and superb as it was possible for weeds to be, and
in no quarter was there the smallest hint of that detestable visitor
who, when it comes in at the door, sends another inmate flying out
through the window.

A smart _coupé_ from the Coupé Company, called every afternoon, and
took us out shopping and into the park; Emma’s ideas were apparently
as magnificent as of yore. I was fitted out by “Ninette,” her own
milliner, in a black crépon and silk, and a large French picture-hat,
with black ostrich feathers—expense absolutely _no_ object. It was not
for me, a girl of eighteen, to make inquiries respecting our finances.
I took for granted that the phrase “left badly off” meant at least a
thousand a year. Emma had imparted to me that her auction had brought
in a large sum, and that she expected the old Jam-Jam—meaning the
Rajah of Jam-Jam-More—“to do something handsome for both of us.”

Meanwhile we remained in Sloane Street, were extravagant in flowers,
books, and _coupés_, and hospitable Emma haled in every passing
acquaintance to lunch, tea, or dinner. She had no plans, beyond a
desire to remain in London and “look about her;” which looking about
her signified the constant expectation of coming across the familiar
faces of Eastern friends. Miserable mofussilite! poor deluded Emma!
She had a foolish idea that the metropolis resembled a great Indian
station, and that she could scarcely cross the road without meeting
some one she knew.

Her special friends were not in England. At the moment they had either
just gone back, or were not coming home till next year. I noticed—not
once, but repeatedly—that when we encountered her mere acquaintances,
and they asked where we were living, an expression of significant
astonishment was visible in their faces the moment our address was
mentioned. I also noted an increased cordiality of manner, and an
alacrity in assuring Emma that they would be delighted to come and see
her. I do not say this of all, but of some.

And then one morning the crash came. I met our landlady on the stairs,
looking excessively fierce and red in the face, and I subsequently
discovered Emma encompassed with letters, bills, and books, and
dissolved in floods of tears.

“She has just given me notice!” she cried, alluding to our landlady;
“and indeed, Gwen, after I pay her for the week, how much money do you
think I have left?” She burst into a wild, hysterical laugh, and pushed
across the table towards me a silver sixpence and two coppers.

“What—what is this?” I stammered.

“It’s eightpence. Can’t you _see_? And it’s all we have in the world!”

I remember that I turned it over mechanically, and giggled. I knew
nothing of money matters. I had never had the spending of a sovereign
in my life.

I was aware that Emma was extravagant, that she never could resist
what she called “a bargain,” never could keep money in her pocket. It
was quite one of her favorite jokes to exclaim, “Bang goes another
five-pound note!”

I had participated in this jest with smiling equanimity, and the
supreme confidence of youth: I believed that my stepmother, and only
relative, had an ample supply of money somewhere. But—eightpence!

I stared at the two coppers and the little bit of silver in dismayed
silence.

“Take off your hat, Gwen,” continued Emma, impetuously, “and listen to
me. I’m not fit to be trusted with money—never was; I _can’t_ keep
it. ‘Sufficient unto the day,’ has always been my motto. You, I can
see, are prudent; you are good at figures, old beyond your years. I
suppose you take after your mother’s people, for your father was nearly
as—as—extravagant and heedless as myself. Now I’m going to lay my
affairs before you—place everything in your hands, and let you manage
all our money.”

“Eightpence!” I repeated half under my breath.

“You know, we never saved a penny. I had a few hundreds of pounds from
our auction, and I’ve spent that. A short life, and—a—a merry one!”
looking at me with her pretty sapphire-colored eyes drowned in tears.
“We have had a good time, have we not? And I was certain that the dear
old Jam-Jam, who was _so_ fond of your father—and, indeed, with every
reason—would give us a handsome pension. But I have had a horrible
letter by the mail just in. The Jam-Jam, who has been ailing for
months—the new doctor did not understand his constitution—is dead. I
am truly sorry.” A fresh burst of tears.

“Was all this grief for the Jam?” I asked myself, and stood confounded.

“My dear, we are paupers,” she sobbed. “Mr. Watkins, the agent, says
that the new rajah, the nephew, a detestable creature, who I know
never could endure _me_, will only give a hundred and thirty pounds a
year, and that has been wrung from him with the greatest difficulty.
And then, as if this letter was not _enough_, here is one from the
bank, to say my account is overdrawn, and I thought I had three hundred
pounds there still! I never, I knew, kept a proper account. Just drew
checks, and never or seldom filled up the tiresome counterfoils, and
now there is their hideous bank-book, all so neatly made up: ‘Self,
ten pounds; Self, forty pounds; Self, twenty pounds.’ I can’t think
what has become of it! I’m not used to keeping money, you see. I
never bothered about putting down my expenses. Mrs. Keene brought me
up these horrid letters, and came in too to ask about dinner, and
I told her it was really shameful to charge two and sixpence for a
cauliflower, and that we really could not afford to pay her prices,
and she was quite insolent. When I have paid her, we shall have
just—this—this—eightpence——”

And she dashed it over nearer to me, and, leaning her head on her arms,
went off in hysterics.




CHAPTER II.

RETROSPECTIVE.


It would be a new experience for me to take the lead, to be manager,
financier, adviser. When I had restored Emma, after some difficulty,
and left her comparatively composed—and armed with salts and fan—I
ran up to my own room, locked the door, and sat down to think.
Something must be done immediately; we ought to leave our extravagantly
expensive lodgings without even a week’s delay. If Mrs. Keene would
but let us off, it would save twelve guineas, and then we should have
twelve pounds twelve shillings, to add to that ghastly eightpence. Mrs.
Keene was always very pleasant to me: I would muster up courage, and
go and speak to her, and tell her that we had received unexpected news,
and were obliged to retrench. I must honestly confess that my heart
beat fearfully fast as I knocked at the door of her sanctum, and heard
her shrill “come in.”

The interview passed off much better than I anticipated—although the
cauliflower still rankled in her mind. She, fortunately for us, had
just heard of what she termed “a good let”—old customers, who wished
to come in immediately, and she agreed to our prompt departure without
demur, saying with immense condescension, “These sort of apartments are
not suitable for any but wealthy folk, as can pay well, and is above
fighting over vegetables!”

She, however, gave me some useful hints as to where to look for
cheaper and humbler quarters. I hurried round to Madame Ninette, and
countermanded my new dress, and, after a hasty lunch, Emma and I set
out in quest of apartments in keeping with our means. We searched on
foot the whole of that warm June afternoon, and at last discovered
two neat, cheap little rooms over a dairy in a street in Chelsea. We
took them on the spot, and returned to pack our belongings. I packed
everything; for Emma, between the emotions of the morning and the miles
we had trudged in the sun, was completely exhausted, and I easily
prevailed on her to sit on the sofa and rest.

Beguiled by an amusing magazine, and a box of Fuller’s sweets—poor
remnants of her little luxuries—she soon forgot all her sorrows, and
to have seen her reclining there, looking so pretty in her cool black
tea-gown, and dainty little beaded shoes, no one would have believed
she had a care in the world. What a child she was in some ways! As for
myself, I was not yet eighteen, but I had accepted such a leaden load
of responsibility that I began to feel an old woman. The next morning
our luggage, books, plants, and umbrellas were packed in and on a cab,
and we started off for Carlyle Buildings, our future residence. As soon
as we had rearranged our boxes, books, and plants, and given our meager
orders—I was now housekeeper and purse-bearer—Emma sat down, as she
expressed it, “to face the future resolutely.”

It was a great comfort that she owed no money, otherwise it was
anything but a brilliant outlook. All that remained to her, when
everything had been summed up, was her wardrobe, her jewelry, a small
pension, and a large circle of Indian friends.

We lived through the winter on the proceeds of a splendid diamond
bracelet, and the hopes of getting some Indian children. Yes, Emma
entertained the not uncommon idea of setting up a happy home for the
children of her acquaintances. She was as sanguine as possible. Nothing
ever damped her good faith in the future, and “a turn of luck.”

“I shall take a charming, sunny old place deep in the country, about
twenty miles from London; keep a nice pony-carriage, cows, a donkey,
French _bonnes_, and a governess, and charge two hundred a year. I
shall easily collect a dozen children—twelve will be _ample_ to begin
with—and there, you see, is upwards of two thousand a year at once!
The Blairs, and Joneses, and Smithsons, dear old friends, will be only
too thankful for the chance.”

And, full of enthusiasm, she despatched many eager letters to the
parents among her acquaintance; but, strange to relate, not one of
these correspondents availed herself of her kind proposals, though they
wrote long, affectionate epistles, suggesting the offspring of _other_
people! Perhaps they were afraid that pretty little Mrs. Hayes, ever
impulsive, extravagant, and gay, was too lively and erratic to take
charge of their delicate darlings—besides, she was poor.

Oh, that was a dreary winter, when we existed on hope deferred! Emma
was delicate—she had a troublesome cough; she required dainties,
flowers, books, amusements, variety. Her gay spirits were fitful; she
was not often on the top of the wave now, but liable to terrible fits
of weeping and depression. She wept for many things I could not obtain
for her. For instance, for India—for the sun (the sun in London in
January!), for her old servants her old friends—where were they? Those
abroad sent long, affectionate letters, occasional newspapers, and
little presents; those at home—well, at the moment there were none at
home, none whose attachment would stand the strain of coming at least
three miles to visit a shabby little widow, in very humble lodgings.
I grew up that winter. I became ten years older. I learnt to market,
to haggle, to housekeep, to concoct beef-tea and puddings, to make a
little money go a long way. I learnt the cheap shops, the cheap little
joints. I used to go out with our thrifty landlady to the Marlborough
Road on Saturday nights, and bring home _such_ bargains! I was thankful
when the winter came to an end, the days grew longer and lighter, and
Emma recovered her health and her spirits. We partook of the season’s
delights in a very mild and inexpensive form; we went per ’bus to some
picture-galleries, to the shilling places at concerts, and occupied
chairs in the Row. Emma liked to sit there the whole afternoon,
returning home by what we called “our own green carriage” in time for
our frugal tea.

“Oh, what a different life from what I have been accustomed to!”
she complained to me one day. “Watching from my penny chair the
crowds and crowds of happy people streaming by, and never seeing one
familiar face! The scores of visitors your father and I put up in
Jam-Jam-More—for races, picnics, dinners, shooting-parties, and I
never see one of them. Do you think they are _all_ out of town? or
do they catch sight of me and flee?” and she laughed—such a dreary
little laugh. “Of course, I know that is nonsense, but it _does_ seem
so odd that I never come across any of what we used to call ‘the
cold-weather folks,’ except indeed Captain Goring, and he gave me
the cold shoulder—he barely raised his hat; and young Randford—you
remember I met him in Piccadilly?—he did stop and speak to me, and
said that he must try and come and call on me, and would look over his
engagements and see what afternoon he could spare, and I never heard
anything more about him. Would you believe it?—he spent three weeks
with us in India, and welcome, and rode and drove our horses as if they
were his own, and when he was leaving, he made _such_ a fuss about his
dearest, kindest, prettiest Mrs. Hayes!”

“That was India?” I ventured to suggest.

“Yes, India is one place—England another. I was a fool out there! If I
had not kept open house—a sort of pleasant hotel, where there was _no_
bill—for all these thankless, selfish wretches, I should be driving in
my carriage now, and as for you, dear old Gwen——”

“Oh, I shall do very well,” I interrupted. “I wish you would not worry
yourself about _me_.”

“We always intended you to come out, enjoy yourself, and make a nice
match perhaps. And we did not spend as much as we might have done on
your education; we thought it unnecessary, with the rupee at such
ruinous exchange. We never dreamt that you would have to earn your own
bread—oh, never—never!”

“Never mind me, dear!”

“But I _do_ mind—it is my duty to mind! Who would have thought that
your father would not live to be a fine hale old man of eighty? He had
a splendid constitution. Sometimes, when I used to be a little scared
at our big bills, and suggested our trying to retrench, he always
said, ‘The old Jam-Jam will provide for us; he will give me a fine
pension. He has promised me twelve hundred a year. It is only when
one feels young and active that one _wants_ money. When I begin to
feel anno domini, we will go home and live very comfortably at Bath or
Cheltenham.’ And here have I come home all alone, and you and I have
to struggle along on a hundred and thirty pounds a year—and—and my
diamond ornaments.”

I recollect that the poignant contrast between past and present so
utterly overwhelmed poor Emma, that she could not restrain her tears,
and suddenly rising from her seat, and signing to me to accompany her,
she departed with unusual precipitancy.




CHAPTER III.

A QUESTION OF TASTE.


It was indeed a most lamentable truth that I was not as accomplished
as most of the girls of my age. I could not paint or play the violin,
I had no knowledge of the German language, I was ignorant of the agile
art of skirt-dancing, and could not ride a horse—much less a bicycle.
However, Emma found consolation in the fact that I “walked well, and
carried myself with grace!”

“This was satisfactory,” I assured her with a laugh, “as I was never
likely to have anything to carry _me_! As to walking, I was bound to be
a foot-passenger all my days.”

I spoke French fluently, played the piano and guitar, was an excellent
needle-woman; but these would scarcely justify me in seeking a place
above that of a cheap governess or waiting-maid. The struggle for
existence was now so fierce, the half-million surplus women were such
keen competitors for bread, that life was nothing more nor less than
one long hardly contested battle. I had grasped this fact, young as I
was. I was a good accountant (whilst Emma could not do the simplest
little sum in addition); and, as purse-bearer, many a weary half-hour
I sat up at night, working out our little budget, and striving to make
both ends meet.

Yes, I was ostensibly the purse-bearer, and, if left a free hand, I
could manage to balance our income; but I was _not_ independent. Emma
was subject to wild lavish outbursts of her old Indian generosity; she
would overwhelm me with unexpected gifts—expensive gifts. I never knew
when one of these awful surprises was in store for me—and also the
accompanying bill.

I had long refrained from admiring anything in the shop windows.
Nevertheless, I was endowed with a white chiffon parasol, an opera
cloak, three pairs of scarlet silk stockings, an exquisite silk and
lace petticoat—I who so sadly wanted everyday gloves and boots. I
wanted them subsequently for a considerable period. Remonstrance only
brought tears, and at last I came to the conclusion that such outbursts
were ungovernable impulses of Emma’s inborn, long-nurtured generosity;
that the disease was incurable, and these occasional attacks afforded
her relief from an ever-pressing, maddening desire to lavish money!

My own mother had made a runaway match with my father, was sternly
disowned by all her relatives, and cut off without even the proverbial
shilling. She died when I was a month old, and I was subsequently sent
to England. There I was received by two maiden ladies, “who took entire
charge of children from India, their arrangements being those of a
family, and not of a school”—_vide_ the prospectus.

With these good people I spent ten very happy—I may add,
luxurious—years. It was an establishment solely suited to the children
of the wealthy, and my father discharged all expenses with liberal
and punctual hand. He held an excellent appointment at the court of
the native prince, and had married, eight years after my mother’s
death, pretty, penniless Miss Burke, who happened to be on a visit to
friends in his neighborhood. Her enemies declared that Miss Burke
was an empty-headed, flighty little fool—vain, delicate, and wildly
extravagant; and that my father—who really required some one to
manage his affairs, and curb his expensive tastes—would have been far
wiser had he selected instead one of the excellent Miss Primmers—the
Reverend Jeremiah Primmer’s well-brought-up missionary daughters—and
that such a match as he contemplated was madness, so far as
improvidence and waste went—a mixture of oil and flame. Nevertheless,
in spite of these prophets, who prophesied evil things, my father
and his vivacious young Irish wife were excessively happy. They were
both given to hospitality, were both easy-going and open-handed; they
liked India, Indian ways, and Indian friends. He only returned once to
England to see me, and she but rarely, to refurbish her wardrobe—and
pay me flying visits. Then she loaded me with gifts, treats, and
caresses, and was so young, so pretty, and so merry, that she embodied
my idea of a charming elder sister. I never, somehow, identified her as
my stepmother—whom I mentally sketched as the old, wicked, long-nosed
person pervading fairy tales. When I was fourteen, I was sent to an
English school in Paris, and there I learnt to dance, to sing, and
accompany myself on the guitar (it was such a nice portable instrument,
suitable to India). It had been arranged that I was to join my people
when I was eighteen, and already my outfit was under discussion, my
escort for the passage sought for, when the news arrived of my father’s
sudden death. He had been killed by a fall from his horse, when out
pigsticking, and Emma was returning home alone, a widow in straitened
circumstances. No, they had never saved one single rupee; their two
pairs of hands had ever been open. They entertained lavishly; she
dressed magnificently; he kept several race-horses, and their household
expenses were enormous. For they had caught some of the infection from
their surroundings, and the recklessness and display of the palace was
reflected in their home. All things considered, Emma bore the change in
her circumstances with surprising equanimity. She rarely complained.
She was so easily amused and interested, so easily roused to animation;
but it made me sad to note her wandering eye, when we were abroad,
always scanning the crowd, in intent search for some familiar face,
some one she knew in old days.

And then her disappointments: the Sugdens, who scarcely deigned to
bow to her; the Woden-Spunners, who invited us to a crush, and left
us totally unnoticed all the evening—and the cabs and our gloves
alone had come to seventeen shillings. Poor Emma explained to me, with
pitiful eloquence, that the Woden-Spunners had never been intimate
friends. However Emma was soon to discover that every one was not like
the Woden-Spunners.

One morning, we were shopping in the Army and Navy Stores—my father
had always been a subscriber, and Emma clung to “the Stores” as if
they embodied a faint, faint reflection of her more prosperous days.
The various departments were crammed full, and I never remembered to
have seen such a long double line of carriages in waiting, or such an
assorted crowd of dogs in durance on the steps.

Our purchases were, needless to say, moderate, and we carried them
ourselves. They consisted on this occasion of a packet of candles, a
packet of bloaters, an untrimmed straw hat, a pound of fresh butter,
and two pounds of pressed beef.

It was extremely warm—a sultry July day—as we toiled up to the
turnery department. At the corner of the stairs, a young man, who was
flying down at breakneck speed, brushed against Emma; he paused for a
second to lift his hat and apologize, then exclaimed in quite another
key—a key of cordial pleasure.

“Why, it’s Mrs. Hayes, I declare! Where did you drop from? I am
delighted to see you!”

As we were blocking up the landing, I moved on, and waited at the top
of the stairs, leaving Emma and her newly discovered old friend—a
friend who was sincerely glad to meet her—still conversing with great
animation. Yes, I could read it in his gestures, and the expression
of his back. He was tall and square-shouldered, his long frock-coat
and shining top-hat adding to his stature. So far I had not caught a
glimpse of his face. Presently they turned and ascended together, still
talking volubly. I believe that he imagined Emma to be alone, until she
said, as she put her hand on my arm—

“This is my step-daughter, Miss Hayes.”

He glanced at me politely, then his casual glance suddenly changed into
a long scrutinizing gaze of astonishment—no, not of admiration, merely
unqualified amazement.

He was a good-looking young man, with a somewhat thin, aristocratic
face, brown hair, brown eyes, and a light, reddish-brown mustache.

“I used to know your father, Miss Hayes. My people and I stayed with
him in India, you know.”

I did not know—how should I?

“He was awfully good to me, and took me out shooting and
elephant-catching.” Then, suddenly turning to Emma, he said, “What are
you going to do now? It is one o’clock. Will you come and have lunch
with me at the club, or will you lunch here?”

“Oh, here, thank you, since we are on the spot; and I am told that the
curries are celebrated.”

“All right, then, we will try the curry. Allow me to relieve you of
your parcels.”

In another second, and despite our vehement expostulations, this smart
young man was actually carrying our beef, butter, and candles, and
leading the way to the refreshment department. Five minutes later, we
were seated at a little table, and Emma, with her gloves off and menu
in hand, was, by our host’s desire, ordering our lunch. No, after all,
it was much too hot for curry; it was a day for mayonnaise and aspic
jelly. He seemed most anxious to please my stepmother, and to make much
of her. Poor Emma! she was unused to such attentions; they brought a
brilliant color to her cheek, and a sparkle to her eyes. She brightened
up wonderfully under their influence.

Warm as the room was, I found myself rather “out in the cold.” These
two had so many subjects in common, so many topics which were closed
to me. They talked of places and people I had never seen, of the great
camp at Attock, of the rajah’s big shoot, and finally of that young
man’s own relations.

“So you have not seen my mother since she stayed with you at
Jam-Jam-More? She and my father are abroad now, and I am off to
South America in three days. I’ve been buying my kit here. Done a
tremendous morning’s work. I’m combining business and pleasure. My
father has considerable investments out there which he wants me to look
after—then I’m going to the West Indies.”

“It seems to me you are never at home,” said Emma.

“No one ever is at home now. Home is the last place in which to look
for people in these days. A great rage for rambling has seized old and
young. We migrate to the South of Europe for the winter, show ourselves
in town for a few weeks in the spring, and then start off again. I
think the old people are far the worst—they set the example. I tell my
mother she is like the wandering Jew.”

“Does Lady Hildegarde never come to town?”

“No, not the last two years.” Then, looking over at me; “Did _you_ have
a good time this season, Miss Hayes?”

“A good time!” repeated Emma. “Why, the poor child has never been
anywhere. You forget——”

“Yes—yes, of course; you could not take her. I wish my mother had been
in London,” he continued genially. “She would have been delighted to
have chaperoned her to no end of smart functions, and presented Miss
Hayes at a drawing-room.”

It was quite clear that this young man did not realize the fatal change
in our circumstances.

“She has never been anywhere,” continued Emma—“never been to a dance,
or a race-meeting——”

“There is Sandown to-morrow. I’m a member; will you come with me? I
can take two ladies. It ought to be a capital day: Eclipse Stakes, you
know. I’ll meet you at Waterloo——”

“No, no, no,” interrupted Emma. “I would not go, and, of course,
Gwen——”

She hesitated. No, certainly, I could not accompany this nameless young
man alone.

“Well, look here,” he said impetuously. “Let us do _something_
to-morrow. This is Tuesday, and I’m off on Saturday morning, and shall
not be in England again for ages. Have you any engagement?”

“No—none.” The very idea made her smile.

“Then what would you like to do? Would you care to go up the river?
Start from Paddington about ten, go to Maidenhead, get a good boat, and
lunch in the Cliveden Woods, or up some nice cool backwater, row down
to Taplow, have tea at the inn, come back to town in time to dine and
do the theater. How would that be?”

“Oh, Mr. Somers, you take away my breath! The expedition up the river
would be as much as we can manage, and delightful, would it not, Gwen?”
appealing to me.

“Yes,” I assented. “Delightful indeed, if it won’t be too much for
_you_?”

“Not at all, my old-head-on-young-shoulders. She”—to our host—“takes
such care of me, and manages all our affairs: she might be _my_ mother!
We will accept the river part of the program.”

“Then that is quite settled. I meet you to-morrow at ten o’clock sharp
at Paddington?”

The room was now crammed, and I noticed that our companion had a
bowing or nodding acquaintance with many customers.

“Your sister is married?” observed Emma. “I saw it in the papers. You
are not married, are you?”

“Perish the thought! I am——”

“Oh, Everard!” cried a clear, high-bred voice, and a tall, fair,
supercilious-looking girl halted at our table. “Fancy seeing _you_
here, lunching in the Army and Navy Stores among your parcels,”
glancing at our belongings. “How _very_ domestic!”

“I have just met an old Indian friend,” he explained, rather
consciously. “And we are having tiffin together, as you see.”

“Oh, I see,” staring straight at _me_, with a look of arrogant inquiry,
which made me color warmly: well, yes, call it blushing. Why should I
blush? I had never met this man till half an hour ago, and here was
this ultra-smart young woman in a French bonnet standing over me, her
pale blue eyes distinctly telling me that I was a designing adventuress.

“Mrs. Hayes,” he said, “this is my sister, Lady Polexfen.” Emma bowed,
and Lady Polexfen lowered her eyelashes. “I was just speaking of you,
Maudie,” he added. “Talk of an angel, you know. We stayed with Mrs.
Hayes in India. It was at her house my mother was so ill.”

“Indeed!” indifferently, now turning her bracelet to consult her watch.

“Mind you turn up in good time to-morrow. We are going down to Sandown
on the coach. Dolly Chalgrove is coming.” She paused for a second, as
if to allow sufficient time for this impressive piece of news to soak
thoroughly into his mind.

“And, remember, if you keep us waiting, as you often do, you will
discover that I am anything but an angel!”

“I won’t keep you waiting,” responded her brother, serenely, “for the
excellent reason that I’m not going to Sandown! I’m going up the river
instead.”

“And breaking your other engagements?” she asked sharply.

“I can’t see that at all. It was left an open question.”

“_Was_ it!” she exclaimed, in a still sharper key. And again she looked
over at me with a gleam in her eye, and I could see that, cool as she
tried to appear, she was furiously angry; indeed, her voice trembled
a little as she added, “Well, of course, it is merely a question of
taste!”

And this was her last word—her parting shot. With an overwhelmingly
haughty bow—to be distributed amongst us—Lady Polexfen swept away,
and joined two gentlemen and a lady, who had been interested spectators
of the recent slight passage-at-arms. Speaking for myself, I felt
decidedly uncomfortable, and it was some seconds before I ventured to
look at our host. Yes, undoubtedly he had reddened a little (whether
with anger or shame I could not guess), and was carefully filling
Emma’s wine-glass.

“How _very_ pretty your sister is!” she ventured with great
magnanimity, endeavoring to take the rough edge off our thoughts.
“I never saw a more delicate profile! She is a little like Lady
Hildegarde.”

“Yes, she resembles my mother a good deal in many ways, and, being her
only daughter, she has been a bit spoiled—always wants her own way, as
you may see.”

“And now, Mr. Somers,” continued Emma, “you will not make a stranger
of _me_, nor allow me to accept any little arrangements your sister has
made. You must postpone our trip. You know you can take us up the river
_any_ time!”

But to this suggestion he would not listen, and displayed a will fully
as robust as his relative’s. In fact, he became almost angry at last,
and Emma was compelled to succumb.

We accordingly spent a delightful, never-to-be-forgotten afternoon on
the river, rowed here and there, as fancy dictated, by two stalwart
boatmen. Mr. Somers, in a sailor hat and flannels, occasionally
took an oar himself, and even gave me a lesson. A dainty luncheon
had been provided, which we discussed under cool green branches, up
a deliciously sequestered backwater; then followed the row down to
Taplow, and our tea at the inn: in fact, every item of the program was
conscientiously carried out; and during that long summer’s day, in the
intimacy of picnicking and boating, Mr. Somers and I made extraordinary
strides in advancing our acquaintance.

We parted reluctantly at Paddington Station, full of plans for the
morrow. We were to lunch with Mr. Somers again, and accompany him to a
very private view of most lovely Indian paintings. Emma struggled hard
against this second encroachment on his time, and struggled as vainly
as any kid in the folds of a boa constrictor!

“Of course,” he said, half playfully, “if she had something better on
hand, and was already tired of his society——”

And what could she answer? She could only murmur deprecating
ejaculations of dissent, assent, and gratitude.

As we drove home in a hansom (a rare extravagance), exchanging voluble
raptures, an obtrusive chill little idea suddenly got in and sat down
between us.

What were we to wear? A serge skirt and a shirt had done very well for
the river; but for a smart luncheon at a smart club, for an exclusive
gathering at a private view, where possibly all the gowns would be
carefully noted down and described in the papers, our now rusty black
dresses would be, oh, so sadly out of place!

“It does not matter so much about me, dear,” said Emma, “but you.
I am so sorry now that your best crépon came in for that shocking
wetting last Sunday. Oh, _why_ did I not take a cab?” she exclaimed
regretfully. “And your poor hat received its death-blow. _This_ is no
climate for ostrich feathers—not like India, where you can wear your
best frocks and hats for months without one moment’s anxiety, and when
the rains do come it is not before they have given at least a week’s
notice!”

“And that drenching shower, not giving one second—beyond half a
dozen immense drops, and after that the deluge! However, I can curl
the feathers up, press out my skirt, and, with a new pair of gloves,
perhaps I can manage to pass in a crowd!”

Really, we did not present at all such a bad appearance as we emerged
from our lodgings next morning, nor did we feel beneath the occasion,
at our very pleasant and recherché lunch. It was only when we got among
the present season’s new dresses, and stood side by side with the
latest and most costly fashions, that our poor black feathers looked a
little battered and draggled!

I saw it myself, but Mr. Somers did _not_. No, no, all his attention
was occupied in entertaining us—in showing us the best pictures, the
most popular or unpopular celebrities, the beauties, the political
stars, and the leaders of fashion. Among these I noted, without his
assistance, his own sister, Lady Polexfen. She was dressed in a
large white hat, and filmy summer gown, this warm July day, and was
sauntering around, attended by a military man, occasionally scanning
people or pictures, with a long-handled eye-glass. After a time, _we_
came into its range!

I turned away hastily, for I had no desire to encounter her ladyship,
and affected to be absorbed in a beautiful sketch of sunrise on the
Jumna, and the Taj! This was a much-admired gem, and the crowd gathered
closely around it.

I hoped that Lady Polexfen had already passed by. Then I heard her
voice say, close behind me, “My dear Everard!” Then, in fluent French,
“What on earth _are_ you doing here, dragging about these shabby,
second-rate women? Have you lost your senses? And you know this is a
place where _every_ one sees every one.”

“So it seems!” he answered, in equally fluent French, “but there is no
occasion for you to see _me_. These shabby people, as you call them,
are not second-rate, but first-rate.”

“The Marchioness of Kinsale pointed you out to me, and laughed. She was
so amused at my eccentric brother.”

“Horrid, painted old harridan!” he answered, now roused to aggression.
“I would not be seen speaking to her, if I were you; but, then, _you_
are not particular, as long as a woman has a handle to her name and a
bran-new gown to her back! Now, _I_ prefer the society of _ladies_.”

“Oh, very well, _very_ well,” in a choked voice. “Pray, pray go your
own way, and you’ll see where it lands you. Only, don’t come to me
for advice and assistance!” And here, as Emma turned and asked me
for the catalogue, our neighborhood was, perhaps, suspected, for
Lady Polexfen’s remonstrances ceased, and presently I saw her large
picture-hat slowly passing through a doorway into another room.

As Emma had not caught sight of her, I kept this delightful experience
entirely to myself. It certainly rather threw a cloud over the pleasure
of my day—a cloud which, I must confess, Mr. Somers—so cheery,
so courteous, so chivalrous, so determined to treat us as great
ladies—did much to dispel.

As we took leave of him, and thanked him warmly for all the pleasure he
had given us, he looked hard at me from under the brim of his tall hat,
and said—

“The pleasure has been conferred by Mrs. and Miss Hayes, and I trust
that this will not be the last day by many that we shall spend
together.”

Next morning brought a messenger with a note from Mr. Somers, and a
quantity of lovely flowers. Of course, I read this note, which was
written in a bold, black, determined sort of hand; it said—

  “DEAR MRS. HAYES,

 “I hope you are none the worse for yesterday’s excursion. I send you a
 few flowers. I remember how fond you were of them and your wonderful
 garden at Jam-Jam-More. I have ventured to tell my florist to supply
 you constantly. I am very busy getting under weigh. I start the first
 thing to-morrow. Kind regards to Miss Hayes and yourself.

  “Yours sincerely,
  “E. SOMERS.

 “P.S.—I find I have some of the books you mentioned that you would
 like to read, and am sending them round to you.”

The books (a huge parcel of the newest publications) duly arrived; most
of them had never been cut! I’m afraid Mr. Somers stretched a point
when he said he _had_ them. Choice flowers recalled him to our minds
three times a week, and it did not need the fragrant roses, carnations,
and lilies to remind Emma of one Indian guest who had not forgotten her.

The autumn went by without any incident, save that Emma’s strength
and spirits flagged. The memory of that day on the river had visited
her for weeks; but what is one happy day out of three hundred and
sixty-five—one swallow in a summer?

We were now at Stonebrook on her account. Her doctor had forbidden
her to spend the winter season in town, and ordered her to Sussex;
and although (as I have hinted) our locality and abode were not
particularly exhilarating, still, I was by no means sorry to get away
from London.




CHAPTER IV.

LADY HILDEGARDE’S PHOTOGRAPH.


After waiting twenty minutes in semidarkness (poor people must exercise
patience), the lamp—welcome herald of tea—was carried in by Mrs.
Gabb, whose expressive countenance distinctly warned off either
questions or expostulations. She proceeded to dash down the blinds,
bang the shutters, coal-scuttle, fire-irons, and finally the door.

By lamplight our little apartment did not look nearly so mean and
shabby as by day. Emma had marvelous taste in an airy, sketchy style—a
taste which, she assured me, was common to many Anglo-Indian ladies,
who were frequently compelled to make a very little furniture go a long
way, and who were unsurpassed in the art of makeshifts. Some grasses
and winter berries filled several bowls and vases; a few pretty Eastern
ornaments were scattered about; an Indian drapery was thrown carelessly
over the sofa. A smart paper lamp-shade and two or three silk cushions
brightened up the room, and last, not least, a considerable gallery of
photographs. They caught the eye on all sides, and had a truly imposing
effect. Emma had been twelve years in the East, and had accumulated
many portraits. Here was a smart cavalry man—an A.D.C.; there an
imposing general officer covered with orders; a Ghoorka, a hill beauty,
a polo pony, an Indian picnic, a wedding group, a lady in a rickshaw,
holding over herself a coquettish Japanese umbrella. They made indeed
a goodly show, and as Emma remarked, “putting sentiment altogether
on one side, were easily carried about, and went a long way towards
furnishing a shabby sitting-room.” Whilst the tea was drawing, I tidied
up, swept the hearth, straightened the lamp-shade, collected and put
away straggling books and papers. Meanwhile, Emma drew forth a pack of
somewhat _passée_ cards, cleared a space on the table, and proceeded to
deal them out in four neat rows.

“I am going to do your fortune,” she announced. “This is your
birthday. I wish it had not come on a Friday; however, let me see. Oh,
dear, dear, dear! _All_ the bad cards are settling round you. Tears,
a disappointment! there is sickness, you see; a journey, a dark man,
and a dark woman; she is antipathetic to you, and will injure you.
Yes. Look, I have counted again; she comes right between you and the
marriage card! You will get your wish.”

“But I have not thought of any wish.”

“Ah! and I see money; but here is this horrible ace of spades—the
death card.”

At this instant we heard a strange voice, and a sound of scuffling
steps in the passage.

“Some one is coming!” I had barely uttered the warning, and Emma had
only time to throw a newspaper over the pack, when Mrs. Gabb, flinging
open the door, shrilly announced, “Miss Skuce.”

Whereupon a tall elderly lady, in a long damp waterproof, bounced into
the room, showing every one of her front teeth.

“Pray excuse my calling at this late hour,” she said, shaking hands
with us effusively. “At least, it is not really late, only half-past
four, quite visiting time _still_; but it is so dark, it might be the
middle of the night.”

To which statement we politely assented, and also further conceded
“that it had been a shockingly wet day.”

“And how do you like dear little Stonebrook?” she asked. “If you’ll
allow me, I’ll just take off my cloak.”

“Oh, it is not very lively,” replied Emma; “but then, I came here for
my health.”

“Ah, indeed,” rising to hang her waterproof carefully over a chair, and
taking a seat nearer to Emma whom she stared at exhaustively.

Emma, though thin and fragile, was still a pretty woman. She wore a
handsome black satin and lace tea-gown (a remnant of better days);
diamonds (of ditto) sparkled on her wasted hands, and her expressive
eyes were lit up with vivacity. Even this unexpected visit from a
garrulous old maid made quite an agreeable break in the otherwise
dreary wet day.

“How long shall you stay, do you think?”

“I really have not formed any plans—possibly all the winter.”

“And Miss——,” looking at me interrogatively. “_Surely_ not your
daughter?”

“No, my step-daughter—Miss Hayes.”

“It’s a terrible dull place for young people, especially if they are
accustomed to India,” smiling at me blandly.

“I have never been in India since I was two months old,” I replied with
precipitation.

“But _you_ were?” she observed, turning to Emma. “And army—of course?”
in a confidential key.

“No. My husband had an appointment at the court of the Rajah of
Jam-Jam-More. He was his medical adviser.”

“Ah, I understand”—in a patronizing key—“a native doctor!”

“Oh no!” bursting into a merry laugh; “doctor to a native prince.”

“Dear me! Is it not the same thing? How nice this room looks! Your own
pretty things, I am _sure_. What quantities of charming photographs!
May I peep at them?”—rising with a sprightly air.

“Oh, certainly, with pleasure. But they are chiefly Indian friends—and
I doubt if you will find them interesting.”

“I am _always_ interested in other people’s friends. But what do I
behold?”—striking an attitude—“a bunch of peacock’s feathers! So
unlucky! Why do you keep them, dear Mrs. Hayes?”

“They belong to Mrs. Gabb—not to me—you must ask her.”

“And you are not superstitious? Table-turning, palmistry, second sight,
planchette: do you believe in any of those?”

“I don’t think I have much faith in any of them—no, not even
planchette—though I heard a horrible story of a planchette who
aggravated inquirers by writing such horrible things, that one man, in
a rage, pitched it into the fire when it immediately gave a diabolical
scream, and flew up the chimney.”

At this little anecdote I broke into a loud laugh—I invariably did so.

“Of course, _that_ was arrant nonsense!” remarked Miss Skuce, carefully
replacing the peacock’s feathers, and recommencing a tour of inspection.

I watched her attentively, with her pointed nose, near-sighted eyes,
looped-up skirts, with a rim of chalky mud, and square-toed laced
boots—shaped like pie-dishes—as she made a deliberate examination of
Emma’s little gallery, throwing us remarks over her shoulder from time
to time.

“I always make a point of calling on new people—strangers,” she
announced from over the edge of a large durbar group. “They must find
it so desperately dull, and I’m an old resident. My brother is a
doctor. Most of the neighbors don’t visit; they draw the line at the
hotel, and never notice people in lodgings, since that awful scandal at
Mrs. Tait’s, three years ago. I cannot—ahem—repeat the story, just
_now_,” and she looked at me expressively; “but I will tell you all
about it another time. I dare say the rectory people _may_ come. At any
rate”—casting an appreciative glance at Emma’s unexpectedly elegant
appearance—“I shall make a point of mentioning you to them.”

“Oh, thank you very much, but we are only here for a change,” protested
Emma; “the doctors said I must have dry bracing air, and——”

“What have I got here?” interrupted our visitor, who had been routing
on the chimney-piece, behind a fire-screen. “A _large_ photograph
of dear Lady Hildegarde Somers!” holding it in both hands as if it
were some holy relic. “How _did_ you come by it?” she demanded, in an
impressive key.

“She gave it to me, of course,” was Emma’s simple reply.

Miss Skuce’s little eyes widened as she stood on the rug, clasping
her treasure-trove, and contemplating Emma with an air of tragic
interrogation.

“Then you _know_ her?” she gasped out at last.

“Intimately. At least, she stayed in our house in India for six weeks,
so I suppose I may say that I know her rather well.”

Miss Skuce was now compelled to seek a seat, and signed to my
stepmother to continue.

“My husband and I had numbers of visitors in the cold weather; they
came to see the Jam-Jam, and the old tombs and temples, and we put them
up in our house, and got them shooting and sport.”

“What kind of sport?” questioned her listener.

“Sometimes tiger-shooting, sometimes hunting with cheetahs, sometimes
elephant-catching or pigsticking.”

“Oh!” ejaculated Miss Skuce, who was visibly impressed.

“You see, my husband had a capital appointment, though he _was_
uncovenanted. He drew large pay, and was supplied, besides, with
carriages and horses, a house and servants.”

“How _very_ nice! And about her ladyship?”

“Oh, Lady Hildegarde and Mr. Somers and their son came to us for ten
days, but she unfortunately got a touch of the sun, and was laid up
for weeks. My husband attended her, I nursed her, and we did all we
possibly could for her. She was a charming patient, and _so_ grateful.
Mr. Somers and his son went on to the frontier, and left her with us
during her convalescence. She joined them in Bombay. I have never seen
her since I came to England.”

“Really. How strange!”

“But I met her son in London last summer. Such a handsome, unaffected
young fellow (my poor husband took a great fancy to him). He was just
on the eve of starting off to America, but he managed to give us two
delightful days—one of them on the river—and was altogether most
kind. He told me that his father and mother were abroad. I have quite
lost sight of the whole family now. I don’t even know where they live
when they _are_ at home. I have lost sight of so many people,” added
Emma, with a regretful sigh.

“Not know where the Somers live!” repeated Miss Skuce. “Why, my dear
Mrs. Hayes, they live within three miles of where you are sitting!—at
Coppingham Abbey, the show place of this part of the world. The Somers
of Coppingham are not rich—as riches are understood now—and I am
afraid poor dear old Mr. Somers has lost a great deal of money over
mines in South America, and stocks—he was never a business man;
but the family are as old as the hills. Miss Somers made a splendid
match last year, she married Lord Polexfen; certainly he is rather
ancient for _her_, but then you cannot have everything. Maudie is very
handsome, but frightfully ambitious, worldly, haughty; quite, _quite_
between ourselves—_I_ never took to Maudie.”

I heartily but secretly applauded this sentiment.

“Of course, it was not a love-affair—respect on one side, admiration
on the other—and, as I have told you, Maudie could not expect
everything, and—and she thought——”

“That an old lord was better than none at all,” I supplemented briskly.

“Oh, I would not say _that_, by any means,” returned Miss Skuce, rather
stiffly. (It was evident that no one else was to be permitted to
censure this august young woman.) “The family are frequently abroad
now, but are always here in December and January. And so, you tell me,
you know dear Lady Hildegarde intimately?”

And she paused and surveyed Emma with her head on one side. It was
abundantly demonstrated by our visitor’s face and gestures that, from
being strangers in the land—mere wandering, homeless nobodies—we had
been suddenly promoted to the footing of people of distinction, the
intimate friends of the mistress of the show place of the county. The
alteration in Miss Skuce’s manner was as amusing as it was abrupt—from
an air of easy patronage to an attitude of humble and admiring
deference—the transition was absolutely pantomimic.

“Dear Lady Hildegarde is the moving spirit of the whole neighborhood,”
she remarked. “She is _so_ active, her ideas are so full of
originality, her energy is marvelous; no one would believe that she
has a married daughter, and a son of seven-and-twenty. And she is so
fond of having young people about her. I am certain that she will be
immensely taken with this pretty child,” indicating me with a wave of
the photograph in her hand. “She will introduce her to all the best
people; she will have her stay at the Abbey, and give a ball for her,
of that I feel confident.”

“Oh no, no! Absurd! Nonsense!” protested Emma, with a beaming smile.
But, unless I was much mistaken, the long seven-leagued boots of Emma’s
imagination had carried her far ahead of Miss Skuce’s gratifying
predictions. An agreeable idea once planted in her mind, immediately
struck root, grew, and flourished, like Jack’s immortal beanstalk.

“_How_ I wish you had let me know that you were a friend of Lady
Hildegarde’s,” continued Miss Skuce, effusively, “instead of remaining,
if I may say so, so foolishly _incog._ The Bennys of the Dovecote, and
the Prouts, will be overwhelmed to think that they have not called. Her
ladyship will say we have _all_ neglected you! I hope the people here
are satisfactory? Mrs. Gabb has rather a tongue, but she is very clean.
Are you comfortable, dear Mrs. Hayes?”

“Yes, thank you; I might be worse.”

“I must send you some fresh eggs. How are you off for literature?”

“In a starving condition. I’ve not seen a new book for months.”

“Oh, then we will _all_ supply you! I notice that you take the
_Sussex Figaro_,” lifting the paper with a sudden swoop, and thereby
discovering the neatly arranged rows of playing cards!

It would be difficult to say which of the two ladies looked the more
taken aback and out of countenance. Miss Skuce stood for a second with
her mouth half open, paper in hand. Emma became scarlet, as she hastily
scrambled the cards together.

“So you play patience, I see,” said our visitor, after a pause, and
with really admirable presence of mind.

“Oh, anything, everything, from _ecarté_ to—to old maid, pour passer
le temps. I hope you will have some tea. Gwen, what _have_ we been
thinking about? Come along and pour it out.”

In ten minutes’ time, Miss Skuce had nearly emptied her third cup,
and, enlivened by the fragrant herb, had become most talkative and
confidential, and developed a truly warm interest in us and our
concerns.

Emma was advised whom she was to know, and whom she must _not_ know
on any account; where she was to deal, whose fly she was to hire for
parties—all was laid before her in detail. A stranger entering the
room would naturally have supposed that this eager lady, who was
nursing her empty teacup, was an old and intimate friend.

Finally, with lavish promises of eggs, books, and flowers, Miss Skuce,
as she expressed it, “tore herself away.” She must have managed to
whisper a few words on the stairs or in the passage, for when Mrs.
Gabb came to remove the things, she wore an unusually benign aspect;
there was no angry banging and clanging of unoffending and inanimate
articles. On the contrary, she poked the fire with an extravagant
hand, drew the curtains noiselessly, and remarked in a surprisingly
affable tone that “she had made us a nice little batter pudding,” and
“that it was a wet night.”

So much for numbering a large photograph of a local magnate among our
household gods! If her mere portrait had wrought such an agreeable
transformation in visitor and landlady, what might we not expect from
the presence of Lady Hildegarde herself?




CHAPTER V.

WE GET INTO SOCIETY.


Emma’s bedroom was immediately beneath mine, and during the night I
heard her coughing repeatedly, a nasty little short hacking cough. I
went to her early in the morning, in order to condole with her and urge
her to remain in bed; but she was already dressed.

“Kept me awake, my cough, you say? Yes, but I did not mind,” was her
extraordinary statement. “I did not want to sleep, I had so much to
think about—so many pleasant thoughts.”

“_I_ know what you have been thinking about,” I said, as we sat down
to breakfast—“or, rather, of whom you have been thinking—of Lady
Hildegarde.”

“Of course—why not? I have not seen her for four years and
more—nearly five—but she is not the sort of person who would _ever_
change; and really, I hope you won’t think it very mean of me to say
it, but she is under obligations to me, and I am not too proud to
allow her to repay me. I nursed her for weeks, and we gave her the
best nourishment, medical attendance, champagne, ice, all gratis,
the rajah’s own saloon carriage to the junction, and, when she said
good-by, she seemed really _quite_ affected, and gave me two large
photographs of herself, and kissed me over and over, and said, ‘I
cannot find words to express all I _feel_, but I shall never, never,
never forget you—my own sister would not have done more! You have
saved my life, and you will, I hope, find some day that I am a woman
of deeds—not words!’ And now, here is her opportunity. What a piece
of luck our coming here! Just by chance! We knew no one in London,
and I was too ill latterly to take you about; here Lady Hildegarde
will be your sponsor in society and introduce you everywhere. Her own
daughter is married, and she is very fond of going out and chaperoning
girls—she told me so. I must see about your dresses, my dear. I have
a lovely white satin that I only wore once, and that will alter quite
easily for you!”

Emma was radiant. Positively she looked ten years younger than she
had done yesterday. Ah! hope, delusive hope, how many flattering
tales had you not told her! One drop of this elixir of life seemed
to intoxicate her. Give her, figuratively, a stick, or a pebble, and
straw,—what grand castles she created and peopled. Sometimes, as we
sat over the fire together, her eloquent tongue and facile imagination
drew forecasts and anticipations so brilliant and so vivid that I
could compare them to nothing but fairy stories, or the Arabian Nights
Entertainments.

After breakfast, when I was out doing our insignificant marketing, I
noticed Miss Skuce at a distance, with both hands uplifted, her chin
wagging vigorously, holding forth at great and uninterrupted length to
two ladies, who seemed interested. I also caught sight of her at our
mutual grocer’s—she was purchasing eggs, which she carried off, packed
in sawdust, in a paper bag. Surely—surely—— However, time would tell
(time _does_ tell on eggs.)

That afternoon, by three o’clock, our little room was full of
visitors—we were positively short of chairs! Miss Skuce was the first
arrival—carrying in her hand a present in a basket (it contained eggs
and flowers.) The Misses Benny, extremely exclusive spinsters from
the Dovecote, appeared bearing their mama’s card and excuses—prim,
long-nosed women, wearing severe tailor-made dresses, prim felt hats
with one wing, and attired alike even to their gold bangles and brown
kid gloves.

“We heard from Miss Skuce that you are a great friend of Lady
Hildegarde’s,” said the elder of the sisters, addressing Emma in a
high-pitched, shrill voice. “Indeed, I see her over there on the
chimney-piece! You knew her in India, did you not?”

“Yes,” assented Emma. “I knew her very well.”

“I dare say you will see a great deal of her. She adores India, and
brought home such lovely curios—embroidery, rugs, ivory work, and such
a _sweet_ little silver teapot the shape of an elephant.”

“Yes, I remember it—my husband gave it to her,” returned Emma, eagerly.

“Ah, you don’t _say_ so! I hope we shall see you on Thursday. We want
you to come over to tea at the Dovecote, just outside the town, at four
o’clock. We hope to have a few people and a little music. Your daughter
sings, I believe?”

“Thank you, we shall be very happy.”

“I suppose you have not made many acquaintances here, as yet?”

“No; no one has called but Miss Skuce.”

“Oh,” smiling, “_she_ calls on every one—so like her! She finds out
all about strangers, and she is nicknamed the ‘Stonebrook News.’ She is
a well-meaning person, but dreadfully pushing—you must really keep her
in her place. Lady Hildegarde puts her down so beautifully.”

“But I understand that Lady Hildegarde is a particular friend of hers?”

“Of _hers_!—of Miss Skuce’s!” in a loud voice. “Oh, dear me, what
_has_ she been telling you? She is never invited to the Abbey, except
once a year to the dignity ball here—and Lady Hildegarde merely makes
_use_ of her at bazaars and charity teas.”

The departing Bennys met in the narrow doorway Lady Bloss and Miss
Bloss, the former a commanding matron in black velvet, with a miniature
catafalque upon her stately head—aquiline, portly, immensely
condescending, with a very large person and a small squeaky voice.

“_So_ pleased to find you at home,” offering two fat fingers, and
looking round anxiously for a _solid_ seat. “My daughter, Miss Bloss.
I heard you were a very intimate friend of my dear cousin, Lady
Hildegarde Somers. Some one happened to mention it when I was in the
post-office, so I thought, as I was in town, I would just run over and
see you!”

The idea of Lady Bloss running anywhere was too preposterous to
entertain without smiles.

“And how do you like our little town? And were you long in India?”—and
so on and so on. “And will you come to tea next week? I’ll send you a
card.” And then she struggled up from her low seat, beckoned to her
daughter, and really the room looked quite empty after their departure!

Little Mrs. Cholmondeley, the wife of a M. F. H., was still with us—a
smart, fashionable-looking woman, with sandy hair and a long-handled
eye-glass, by means of which she noted everything.

“Lady Bloss is quite _too_ amusing,” she remarked, after she had sped
that lady most affectionately, and asked her _why_ she had not been
to see her for such ages? “She is no more cousin to Lady Hildegarde
than to the man in the moon; her husband was an old Indian judge, a K.
C. B. She and Lady Hildegarde have the same dressmaker, and that is
positively the only connection.”

“Oh yes, excuse me,” said her friend; “Lady Bloss’s uncle married a
cousin of Lady Hildegarde’s aunt by marriage.”

“Oh, spare my poor stupid head!” cried Mrs. Cholmondeley. “I call that
a conundrum, not a connection; don’t you, Mrs. Hayes?”

Emma smiled sympathetically; she hated riddles.

“I am sure the politics and parties of our Little Pedlington will amuse
a woman of the world like you. Do you care for driving?”

Emma admitted that she liked it—in fine weather.

“Then I shall come some afternoon early and take you out. Will Monday
suit you, at two o’clock?”

“Thank you, it is very kind of you.”

“And your daughter, too; there will be plenty of room. I hope two
o’clock is not interfering with your dinner hour?”

Emma reddened, as she replied with some dignity—

“Oh no, thank you; we always dine late.”

Yes, we called it dinner. When our last visitor had driven away, Emma
turned to me and said—

“My stupid brain is in a whirl. I can compare this afternoon to
nothing less than a reception at Government House. I feel loaded to the
earth with attention. I am to have drives, books, magazines, and even
game and cough lozenges! What a funny world it is! A week ago—what
am I saying? two days ago—these people stared over our heads, and
looked at us as if we might give them smallpox; and behold all this
change—this sudden thaw, all because I happen to know Lady Hildegarde.
What did you think of them, dear—you know, you have a very critical
mind?”

“Well, since you ask me, I think that there seems to be a sliding-scale
of merit. Mrs. Benny looks down on Miss Skuce; Lady Bloss sniffs at the
Bennys; Mrs. Cholmondeley despises Lady Bloss; and no doubt, some one
else turns up her nose at her.”

“Lady Bloss’s dignity was something overpowering. She entirely shrank
from India and Indian topics, and yet she is a regular old Burra mem
Sahib, now I come to think of it. How I wish I had known!—I might have
talked to her in Hindostani. I dare say she would have had a fit!”

“I think it is most likely either that, or she would have called the
police.”

“Well, I must ask about a dressmaker immediately, and get your dresses
ready,” continued Emma, “for I can see that you are going to be
overwhelmed with invitations. Lady Hildegarde will, of course, chaperon
you everywhere; and I should like you to do her _credit_!”




CHAPTER VI.

A VISIT OF SEVEN MINUTES.


Emma’s prophecy came true for once—in fact, as far as I know, it was
the solitary occasion on which her vivid daydreams were realized.
We were overwhelmed with civilities and invitations (chiefly to
tea). Every day brought flowers and books, and it was quite a common
occurrence to see a carriage and pair waiting at our modest entrance.
Mrs. Cholmondeley proved to be as good as her word, and took us for
several drives. We were shown “The Abbey,” as people called it—a
low-lying, venerable, gray structure, with fine old trees and wonderful
cloisters. We went to tea at the rectory, to lunch with Lady Bloss,
and to quite a smart musical evening party at the Dovecote. The curate
called, also Dr. Skuce, and—oh! great event!—Sir Warren Hastings
Bloss! He came to “talk over India.” He announced his errand quite
frankly to Emma, and he actually remained an hour and a half. Never had
Mrs. Gabb ushered so many gentry up and down her narrow stairs—no, not
in the twenty years she had let lodgings; and her manner was now as
unpleasantly obsequious as it had formerly been otherwise.

A cup of her own tea was a pleasant little attention which she carried
to us before rising, and she had become quite liberal in the matter
of candles and clean tablecloths. Even indirectly, we were beholden
to Lady Hildegarde for many bounties. “_She_ was expected at the end
of the week,” so Miss Skuce informed us, and I am confident that the
entire community were on the _qui-vive_ to see on what terms the great
lady would be with the reduced gentlewomen at Mrs. Gabb’s in the High
Street! I believe they anticipated boundless intimacy, measuring its
dimensions by the size of the photograph in Emma’s possession. No one
in the whole country had been endowed with a promenade copy in full
court dress. If Lady Hildegarde’s esteem was to be measured by the
size of her picture, Emma, my stepmother, stood second to none in her
regard. Of course, every one knew that we were poor. I am certain that
Mrs. Gabb, in exchanging confidences in the hall with Miss Skuce,
had informed her that we got in coals by the sack, and dined on two
chops and a rice pudding. I am equally positive that Miss Skuce was
furiously jealous of our other acquaintances. Were we not her own
special discovery? The nearer the advent of Lady Hildegarde, the more
anxiously affectionate she became; she called me “Gwen,” and looked in
to see “how we were getting on” at least once a day. One evening she
hurried in in a state of breathless excitement.

“They have arrived,” she announced. “Mrs Smith saw the station brougham
loaded with luggage. I expect Lady Hildegarde will be in to see you
to-morrow at cockcrow—well, at any rate, directly after breakfast.”

“She does not know I am in Europe, much less in Stonebrook,” replied
Emma; “we never corresponded.”

“Oh, that’s nothing. I know from my own experience that she hates
writing letters—she never even writes to _me_! But she is a dear,
sweet thing, and never forgets her friends; she is all heart. At the
same time, I think that, perhaps, it would be well to drop her a nice
little note. She might be startled to see you, or she might feel _hurt_
to hear about you from a mere outsider. If you like to write a line, I
will walk out to the lodge and leave it this afternoon.”

This kind offer Emma declined, but she accepted the hint, and tossed
the following letter across the table to me that same evening. I read
it and approved—all save the remarks about myself, which she refused
to modify—and took it out and dropped it into the post-office with my
own hands. This is what it said—

  “DEAR LADY HILDEGARDE,

 “I am sure you will be surprised when you look at the signature
 at the end of this note, and still more astonished to hear that
 I am living, temporarily, in your own part of the world with my
 step-daughter. I have met with sad changes since the happy days when
 you and I were in India. My dear husband was taken from me very
 suddenly; he was never a saving man, always so open-handed, and we
 had put by nothing. The old rajah, our friend—who was in bad health,
 and worked upon by native intrigues—treated me most strangely. He is
 dead, and his heir makes me a very small allowance, which is my sole
 income. I have, however, a kind, devoted daughter—step-daughter—who
 nurses me, spoils me, and shields me, just as her father used to do! I
 have also a stout heart, and some good friends; but my present life is
 a truly bitter contrast in every respect to the days that are gone!
 when you knew me in Jam-Jam-More. I suppose—indeed, I am sure—that
 one cannot eat one’s loaf and have it. I have eaten _my_ loaf, and,
 now that my dear husband is gone, I have no spirit, nor, indeed,
 health, for anything; but there is my little girl of nineteen, with
 all her best days before her. I hope a few crumbs of pleasure may fall
 in her way. I came home nearly two years ago, and have lived in London
 until lately, but doctors have driven me out of it to find a more
 bracing air. We came to Stonebrook quite at haphazard, and I now think
 it was a most fortunate chance that guided me here, since I find that
 this little town is within a few miles of your home. I hope you and
 yours are well, and that I shall see you ere long. Believe me,

  “Very sincerely yours,
  “EMMA HAYES.”

There was no answer to this letter for three days, and then a messenger
brought the following reply:—

  “Coppingham Abbey, Thursday.

  “DEAR MRS. HAYES,

 “_So_ sorry to hear of your bereavement. Accept our warmest sympathy
 for your sad loss. I am pleased to hear that you are within easy reach
 of me, but I must warn you that Stonebrook is a most unfortunate
 locality for any one at all delicate. Yon should lose _no time_ in
 going farther south—say to Devonshire. I can recommend you to such
 nice lodgings in Torquay. I have an immensity to do, and am dreadfully
 busy, but I shall hope to go and see you ere long.

  “Yours faithfully,
  “HILDEGARDE SOMERS.”

“Well, so you’ve had a letter from her ladyship!” cried Miss Skuce. “I
saw the servant leave it just now. I am certain she is enchanted at the
prospect of seeing you!”

Emma commanded her countenance sufficiently to nod and smile. Oh, what
hypocrites we are! Speaking for myself, I could have torn the note into
fifty little pieces, and stamped upon it—yes, and it does me good to
say so; but Emma had a sweet, long-suffering, gentle nature, whereas
I was ever notorious for having a turbulent disposition and a proud
spirit.

“She is in town this morning,” continued Miss Skuce, and she folded
her hands and arranged her draperies, evidently prepared to indulge
us with a protracted sitting. “I am certain she is coming to see you.
No!”—starting a little—“why, that is the Abbey carriage passing now.
Look, Gwen, look!”

I bent my head forward, and saw a well-appointed landau, with fine big
horses and powdered servants. Lady Hildegarde was lying back, wrapped
in costly furs, and was engaged in an animated conversation with
another lady—whose face was most beautifully painted.

“They lunch early, you see,” explained Miss Skuce, apologetically. “She
will be in this evening without fail”—rising as she spoke—“and if she
says anything about _me_, you can tell her that I have been looking
after you, dear Mrs. Hayes, and making you take care of your precious
health.” And she simpered herself out of the room.

Lady Hildegarde did not call that evening—no, not for a whole week. I
noticed her driving by on several occasions. As she did not know me by
sight, I ventured on a good stare. She was a wonderful woman for her
age—fifty (so said the “Peerage”), and she seemed very sprightly and
entertaining as she talked to her invariable companion, always in the
same vivacious fashion.

“How well she looks,” exclaimed Emma, peeping from the background;
“how young, and handsome, and prosperous! No wonder the other lady
laughs—she was always so amusing and irresistible.”

“But I don’t like her face, Emma. With all its smiles, it could be very
grim and hard.”

“Oh, my dearest Gwen, that is imagination; she has a most charming
expression. When you know her, you feel that you could do _anything_
for her!”

“Probably; but she would not do anything for _me_! I am positive that
I shall not like her. She is home nearly a week, and I think she might
have come to see you!”

“My dear, fiery, touchy Gwen, she has so much to do—a great household,
visitors, engagements, and she knows that she need not stand on
ceremony with _me_, I who have nursed her, dressed her, written private
letters for her, sat up with her at night. I don’t expect her to be
ceremonious, as if I was a stranger—but young people are so hard—so
exacting.”

“I think she ought to be very grateful to you, Emma,” I persisted,
doggedly.

“I am certain that she is not a bit changed. Just like her son,”
rejoined her loyal defender. “We should think the best of every one! I
am sure she _is_ just the same as ever.”

Two days more, and yet Lady Hildegarde had not called. Ten days had
elapsed since her return, and she had not condescended to come and
see us. Miss Skuce was visibly uneasy and rather snappish; also the
Miss Bennys were a little cold in their manner when we accosted them
after church, and Mrs. Gabb—oh, truly portentous symptom!—ceased to
administer cups of tea gratis. At last, one evening quite late, when
the chimney was smoking horribly, and there was no lump sugar for tea,
she called—came in a one-horse brougham, and remained exactly seven
minutes by the clock.

She was exceedingly gracious, shook Emma by both hands, talked of the
dear old days in India, of clever, kind Dr. Hayes. “And so this is his
daughter! I must have a good look at her,” scanning me up and down with
her eye-glass. “She is like him, is she not? He was fair, was not
he—with a reddish beard?”

“Oh no,” replied Emma, and her voice trembled. “I’m afraid you don’t
quite remember him—he was very dark.”

“Ah! yes, so he was. I declare I was thinking of some one else.
I meet such thousands of new people every year. One thing I have
_not_ forgotten: your too delicious wire mattresses—such a treat in
India—and your charming landau on cee springs; and, oh yes, those
absurd old elephants! Dear Mrs. Hayes,” gazing closely at Emma, “you
look as if this cold climate did not agree with you; you have got quite
hollow-cheeked and thin.”

“I have been rather ailing,” said Emma, faintly.

“You really must get away to Torquay this Christmas. Have you made any
friends here?”

“Scarcely friends,” was her reply; “though people have been most kind
to me. My friends are in India.”

“I wonder you don’t go back to them! I really would advise it,” rising
as she spoke. “Meanwhile, we must see something of you, and I’ll
send you some game and fruit. Supposing”—and she hesitated for a
moment—“you were to dine with us on Christmas Day, eh?—it will cheer
you up—and bring the little girl, too—will you?”

“I am sure you are very kind, but——”

“Now, no buts,” she protested playfully. “We dine at eight.
Just a family gathering; and, look here”—she seemed subject to
afterthoughts—“I’ll send for you and send you home. I’ve had a good
many drives in _your_ carriage,” she added, quite affectionately.

I saw the tears standing in Emma’s eyes. I was but a mere spectator,
and had nothing to do but look on, and I had had ample opportunity of
observing Lady Hildegarde. She afforded a sharp contrast to Emma, who
seemed unusually small, delicate, and forlorn. Her visitor, who did
not look her age, was tall, slight, and held herself well. She had a
smooth and beautiful complexion, brown hair worn over a cushion, a pair
of bright eyes, an animated expression, and a pointed chin. She was
dressed in a sort of pelisse, richly trimmed with priceless sable, and
a smart little French bonnet which bristled with wings.

“Now, I will take no excuse; there is no occasion for me to send you a
formal card, is there?”

“Oh no, no,” protested Emma, eagerly.

“Then, Christmas Day is a fixture, remember. Be ready at half-past
seven, please, for Hugo is so fidgety about his horses, and hates them
to be kept standing. On second thoughts, had you not better stay all
night? Yes, that’s it! Just bring a basket trunk, and we will send you
home after breakfast. Now, now,” with a gay, imperative gesture, “pray
don’t say a word—it is all settled;” and, with a hasty good-by, she
was already at the door.

But it was Emma’s turn to introduce an afterthought, and my impulsive
little Irish stepmother cried, “Oh, do wait one second, Lady
Hildegarde; I want to ask about your son.” I was facing her ladyship,
and noticed that her gracious countenance had assumed an impatient
expression. This expression became absolutely grim as the words, “We
saw him in London—he was _so_ good to us!” fell on her ear.

“In London!” she repeated slowly, turning about to confront Emma, and
speaking in a cool, constrained voice—an insolent voice. “How _did_ he
discover you?”

“Quite by accident, I assure you!” Why should Emma’s tone so suddenly
assume an apologetic key? “We met at the Stores!”

“The Stores!”—a pregnant pause—“Oh, so _you_ were the people?” She
paused again, and continued in a more genial tone, “I think I did hear
something about it!” I was certain that she had heard everything about
it, and had been greatly displeased; but why?

“Where is Mr. Everard Somers?” pursued Emma, rather timidly; “and how
is he?”

“He is quite well, and rambling about as usual. Well, now, I must
_really_ go. Good-by. So glad to have seen you,” and she once more
nodded affectionately to Emma. I opened the door for her, and she
rustled down-stairs with a footstep as light and rapid as if she had
been but eighteen. In another moment we heard the bang of the carriage
door—a bang that seemed to say to me, “Thank goodness, _that_ is
over!”—and then she drove off.

“_How_ kind!” cried Emma. “Just her dear old self, isn’t she, darling?
Now, come, what did I tell you?” stroking my smileless face.

“I don’t think her kindness is so very remarkable, after all,” I
grumbled, as I tidied up a chair-back.

“How difficult it is to please you young people! What more _would_ you
expect, than to be asked to dinner on Christmas Day, to have a carriage
sent for you, and to remain at the Abbey all night?”

I made no reply. Perhaps I was grasping, perhaps I was too sanguine,
too childish; but I had expected something totally different. Happy are
those who do not expect!

“Well, has she been to call yet?” demanded Miss Skuce, in a querulous
voice, as she entered our apartments the next morning.

“Oh yes, last evening,” I answered promptly, with a sense of relief.

“Last _evening_! Nonsense!” was the rude response. “I never saw the
carriage. It wasn’t in the street.”

“At any rate, it was here yesterday,” replied Emma, rather stiffly.

“When?” very sharply.

“About half-past five or six o’clock; it was quite dark.”

“Pitch dark of course. Dear me, what a strange hour!”

“Well, you see, as Lady Hildegarde says herself, there is no occasion
to be ceremonious with _me_.”

“That’s true,” brightening up. “And what else did she say?”

“Oh, she talked of India and of old times. She has invited us to dinner
on Christmas Day.”

“Come! that _is_ a compliment. For, of course, it’s a family party. But
how will you get there? Scott never hires out his flies on Christmas
Day.”

“Lady Hildegarde has kindly offered to send for us.”

“Nonsense!—and Mr. Somers is so churlish of his horses?”

“Yes, we are to sleep at the Abbey that night,” said Emma, carelessly.

“Well, upon my word, I call that doing it comfortably. I am _so_ glad,”
suddenly rising and wringing Emma’s hand. “You _will_ enjoy it!
Christmas at the Abbey! You will have no end to tell us. Oh, by the
way, did you—did she—mention me?”

“No,” was the rather shamefaced admission.

Miss Skuce looked extremely glum.

“You see,” continued Emma, “she was not here long, and was entirely
taken up with other topics—India, you know. However, when I am under
her roof, I shall certainly make a point of telling her of your
kindness.”

“Oh, no, no, no—ten thousand times no! It’s not worth mentioning, only
that I am _sure_ she would be glad to know that, in her absence, her
friends were taken good care of. I’ll bring you some eggs to-morrow.”
(There had been a considerable pause with regard to these eggs.)
Finally Miss Skuce kissed Emma with almost passionate fervor—believing
that a peeress had left a recent impress on the same pale lips—and
went forth in haste to spread the news.

It lost nothing in the telling! Lady Hildegarde had lunched—no, she
had had tea with us. The Hayes were going to stay at the Abbey—to
_live_ there. Lady Hildegarde had adopted Miss Hayes. It took ten days
to sift facts from fiction, and then it was generally allowed that we
were to dine at the Abbey, that one of the Abbey carriages was to fetch
us, and we were to remain all night. To be invited to dine at the Abbey
on Christmas Day was a conspicuous favor, and civilities, which had
somewhat flagged within the last few weeks, were now rekindled more
warmly than ever.




CHAPTER VII.

FOUR IN A FLY.


A few days before Christmas, Emma and I were taking a constitutional (a
walk for duty, not for pleasure) between two bare uninteresting hedges,
about a mile from Stonebrook. We had been stitching all the morning at
the dress in which I was to make my _début_ at the Abbey—a rich white
satin, long and plain, which Emma had worn but once, and that fitted me
with surprisingly little alteration, beyond lengthening the skirt.

This tramp along a muddy footpath was the result of my companion’s
extreme anxiety with respect to my complexion! I had been forced
abroad—much against my inclination—to “get a color.” As we trudged
together, in somewhat gloomy silence, a smart little sandy-haired
horse-woman trotted gaily by, followed by a groom. She glanced at us
carelessly in passing, looked back, and finally drew up short. It was
Mrs. Cholmondeley.

“Oh, so pleased to meet you!” she cried vivaciously. “How do you do,
Mrs. Hayes?” nodding carelessly to Emma. Then, leaning down, and
addressing me particularly, “I’m having a party to-morrow night, some
music and a little dance. It would be a _big_ dance if _I_ had anything
to do with it; but Jack won’t hear of that. He declares that it keeps
people up too late, and hunting people should all be up at cockcrow.
However, this function to-morrow will be over early, and I shall be
so glad if you can come! I’m rather short of girls—of pretty ones, I
mean. I can reckon on any number of plain ones!”

Who could resist such an invitation? I hesitated. I felt my face
becoming rather warm. Surely I had a color now! Mrs. Cholmondeley was
struck by it, for she exclaimed—

“Oh, my dear! I wish I had your complexion!—your lovely roses!”

She was not aware that I owed my lovely roses to the fact that she had
ignored Emma as absolutely as if she had been my nurse.

“You know it’s only for young people, Mrs. Hayes,” she explained. “It
would bore you to death. Chaperons are quite exploded, and girls go
about everywhere now by themselves.”

“So I hear,” answered Emma, meekly. “And I am sure Gwen would be
delighted to accept your kind invitation; but I don’t think she could
very well go alone, and it’s a long drive.”

“I can easily settle all that. The Bennys shall call for her. Leave
it all to me, please, and I’ll arrange everything. I’ll chaperon her
myself, and take every care of her. Remember, she is to wear her
smartest frock, and bring her roses.”

“But, really, we scarcely know the Misses Benny sufficiently well to
ask——”

“But _I_ know them, and _I’ll_ ask. Now, please, Mrs. Hayes, don’t
throw any more obstacles in the child’s way. The Bennys will call for
your charming daughter at nine o’clock to-morrow evening. If they call
in vain, I shall never, never speak to you again.” And, with a smiling
nod, she gave her impatient horse the rein, and trotted briskly away.

Here was something to discuss during the remainder of our walk, and
over our tea!

“I am sure the Bennys will _hate_ having to take me,” I remarked. “I
would really rather brave Mrs. Cholmondeley’s wrath and not go. She
might have asked me before, if she desired my company so much; and I
think it is extremely rude of her to leave you out, and declare that
you would be bored. Why should you be more bored than _I_?”

“You are quite different, dear. You don’t understand.”

“No, I don’t understand,” I answered with angry impatience; “and I am
not going.”

“Oh, but, Gwen, I _wish_ you to go. Go to please me. You never get any
variety or amusement.”

“It will be no amusement to me to drive six miles cramped up in a fly
with the Miss Bennys, and to sit for a couple of hours with my back to
the wall, not knowing a soul to speak to.”

“There will be music; and I dare say Mrs. Cholmondeley will get you
some partners. Your dress is ready. I hope it won’t take any harm. It
is not as if it was going to be a regular ball; if it was, I should be
afraid to risk it. I want to keep the bloom on it for Christmas Day. I
don’t suppose there will be a large gathering at the Moate, for I doubt
if Mrs. Cholmondeley is in the best set. She is of no family, so Miss
Skuce said, but had an immense fortune—made in margarine. It was kind
of her to ask you, darling; and I really think you ought to take her
invitation as it was meant—and go.”

At this moment Mrs. Gabb appeared, with a cocked-hat note between her
finger and thumb.

“It’s from the Dovecote, please, Miss; and the boy is in the hall
waiting for an answer.”

The missive was addressed to me, and proved to be unexpectedly cordial.
It said—

  “DEAR MISS HAYES,

 “We shall be delighted to take you to Mrs. Cholmondeley’s to-morrow
 evening, and will call for you at a quarter to nine.

  “Yours very sincerely,
  “JESSICA BENNY.”

“There! You see you have no alternative,” cried Emma, triumphantly.
“Just scribble a nice little note and say that you accept their kind
offer with much pleasure.”

When I had despatched my reply, and taken up my needlework, Emma
continued—

“I wonder if you will know any one in the room. I do _hope_ Lady
Hildegarde will be there. I am sure she will look after you, and make
it pleasant for you.”

I was not so sanguine on this point, but I merely said with a laugh—

“Perhaps we shall have Lady Polexfen, too. Do you think _she_ will make
it pleasant for me?”

“She is a cold, arrogant wretch; not one bit like her mother or her
brother. I wish he were to be there. He would be sure to notice you.”

“Notice me!” I echoed.

“There, now—there, now! My dear Gwen, you know what I mean. No
offense, as they say. Upon my word, when your eyes flash like that, I
feel quite terrified. I cannot think where you get your pride—and you
are desperately proud—certainly not from your poor dear father. He
had not a scrap of pride—except—just on one subject.” And she gazed
rather dreamily at the lamp.

“And what was that subject?” I inquired.

No answer. She did not seem to hear me. Her thoughts were far away.

“What subject, Emma,” I repeated, “was my father’s one sensitive
point?”

“Oh”—rather confusedly—“it was an old, old story. It is no use in
recalling it now. Would you mind running into my room, dear, and
fetching me the large scissors?”

It was evident that my usually communicative stepmother wished to
change the conversation.

The next evening I placed myself and my toilet entirely in Emma’s
hands. She was a clever hairdresser, and lingered long over my
adornment; it being, as she confessed to me, “a labor of love.” When
the last pin had been fastened, she surveyed me with an air of critical
approval, and said—

“Now, Gwen, look at yourself, and tell me your candid opinion of Miss
Hayes?”

I rose up and surveyed my appearance in a narrow little mirror in
her wardrobe, whilst Emma stood on a chair and held the flat candle
triumphantly over my head.

I wore my thick fair hair turned off my face as usual; a long plain
white satin gown, a lace fichu knotted in front, and a little gold
necklet and locket which had once belonged to my own mother.

“I think, since you ask me,” I said, “that Miss Hayes is absurdly
overdressed, most unsuitably got up. This magnificent satin, this
cobwebby lace, are ridiculously out of place on _me_.”

“They don’t look out of place, I can assure you; you become them to the
manner born. You might be a countess in your own right, as far as your
appearance and style are concerned. I must say, Gwen, that you are a
girl that it is a pleasure to dress; you have quite a grand air, such a
remarkable carriage.”

“Carriage!” I repeated, with a laugh of scorn. “I wish I _had_ a
carriage—yes, and a pair—so that I need not intrude upon the Miss
Bennys; three in a fly are too many.”

“Oh, and do take care of your gown, darling; lift it up well, and hold
the train in your lap. This is only a dress rehearsal for Christmas
Day, and I should be _so_ vexed if you got your frock tumbled or
soiled.”

I promised in the most solemn manner to take the greatest care of my
toilet, and refused for the tenth time the eagerly pressed loan of her
diamond brooch, “just to give the lace a finish.”

“My dear Emma, I am going to this party to please you; I am wearing
lace and satin fit for a duchess to please you; but I really must
decline the diamonds. As it is, people will be quite sufficiently
tickled, when they compare my costume with my position and
surroundings; they will say all sorts of nasty things.”

“They will say you are a princess in disguise!”

“Pooh! they will say I am a pauper who has been swindling some London
dressmaker! I shall make myself small, and sit in a corner, and try and
escape notice,” and I sailed into the sitting-room.

Here I found an immediate opportunity of testing the effect of my
transformation. Mrs. Gabb, who (as an excuse to obtain a private view)
was making up the fire, dropped the poker with a frightful clang, as
she ejaculated—

“Good laws—laws me! Well—I never!” which I accepted as a very
handsome tribute to my splendid appearance. In another five minutes the
glories of my costume were concealed beneath a long fur-trimmed evening
cloak (yet another relic of Emma’s wealthy days), and I found myself
shut into a fly, with my back to the horse, and driving away with the
two Miss Bennys and Mrs. Montmorency Green, their cousin. I ventured to
thank them, rather timidly.

“It is so very kind of you to take me,” I murmured; “and I am quite
ashamed of crushing you like this.”

“Well, you must only make yourself as _small_ as you can,” said the
elder, with asperity. “We would do _anything_ to oblige dear Mrs.
Cholmondeley; and she made quite a point of our taking you with us.”

The tone in which this was said left no doubt on my mind that Miss
Benny was extremely surprised at Mrs. Cholmondeley’s enthusiasm.

“I suppose it will not be a large party?” I hazarded, still more
timidly.

“Not a large party! We shall have half the county; _every one_ will be
there. The Moate is such a dear old place—splendid pictures, grand
reception-rooms—and the Cholmondeleys do everything so well; they gave
three weeks’ invitation, so it’s sure to be extra smart!”

Three weeks’ invitation, and I had been asked at the eleventh hour! I
now shrank into my corner of the fly and relapsed into silence, feeling
as small as Miss Benny could possibly desire.

As we bowled steadily along the hard country roads, my three companions
launched into the news of the neighborhood, entirely ignoring my
presence. I gathered that Mrs. Montmorency Green was a newcomer, and
that her cousins were anxious to post her up in all the fashionable
intelligence.

“They have a large house-party at the Moate, and there will be a lawn
meet to-morrow,” said Miss Benny.

“I wonder if the Somers will give a dance this winter?” added her
sister. “I should like Annie here to see the Abbey—it’s such a
wonderful old place. The library is what was once the monks’ refectory.”

“Oh, there will be no dances at the Abbey now that Lady Hildegarde has
married her _daughter_,” remarked her sister decisively.

“But she has a son!”

“My dear Jessica, a mother does not give balls for her son: she leaves
that to other women!”

“They have lost a lot of money lately; old Mr. Somers is in his dotage,
and has burnt his fingers badly over investments in South America, and
the son _must_ marry money. Both families wish him to marry”—here the
fly rattled over a sheet of stones, and I lost the name. “His mother
is quite determined about it. I don’t call her a good-looking girl,
and I can’t imagine what any of the men see in her, except unlimited
effrontery. She calls herself advanced. _I_ call her abominably fast.
She goes about everywhere alone, just as she pleases, hunts, and keeps
race-horses. They say her style of conversation is most extraordinary.
She shoots, smokes, fishes, and rules her poor father with a rod of
iron. In fact, she is just like a young man!”

“Only, young men don’t generally rule their fathers with a rod of
iron,” said the cousin, smartly.

“And I don’t believe that she keeps race-horses,” put in Miss Jessica.

“I should like to see her. I hope she will be at this place to-night,”
remarked Mrs. Green. “If she _is_, you must be sure and point her out.”

“Oh, you may easily recognize her! She is always surrounded by a
multitude of men, and you can hear her voice above the band!” rejoined
Miss Benny. Then, suddenly, to me, “Are you asleep, Miss Hayes?”

“Oh no.”

“I’m afraid”—with a sigh—“you will find it rather dull to-night,
as you are a stranger, and know so few people. However, you can amuse
yourself looking at the pictures—they are all masterpieces, and there
is sure to be a good supper.”

I made no reply. No doubt I must make up my mind to play the _rôle_ of
looker-on; I was well accustomed to the part.

We were now in the avenue, which was very long, and quite a string of
carriages were already disgorging their contents. We drove under a
portico, stepped out on red cloth, were ushered up by powdered footmen,
and passed on to the ladies’ room, where three or four smart maids were
ready to relieve us of our wraps. The Miss Bennys and their cousin
nodded to several acquaintances, and made a bold and combined assault
upon the dressing-table. The sisters Benny were dressed alike in prim
black evening dresses, with stiff little bouquets pinned in on the left
side—just over the region of the heart. Their hair was extremely
neat, and really their anxiety was unnecessary; however, they powdered
their noses and twitched their fringes; meanwhile, I had divested
myself of my long mantle, and patiently awaited their good pleasure.

At last they were ready, and as Miss Benny’s eyes fell on me I saw
a change come over her whole face. She glanced expressively at her
relatives, and then again at me. As I waited humbly for her to pass
out, she found her voice.

“Upon _my_ word!” she exclaimed, with a very forced smile. “If we are
to go by _appearances_, Miss Hayes”—now looking me up and down from
head to foot—“we should walk after _you_!” And then, with a violent
toss of her head, she led the way out of the room, followed by her
cousin, Miss Jessica Benny, and last and least—myself.




CHAPTER VIII.

THE CHALGROVE EYEBROWS.


We passed into a large, oak-paneled hall, and then up a wide, shallow
staircase, carpeted with soft crimson carpet, and lined with large
oil paintings, chiefly portraits. At the head of the stairs we were
received by Mrs. Cholmondeley, all smiles, diamonds, and blue crêpe.
She was surrounded by a crowd which appeared to have overflowed from
the reception-rooms. Our hostess passed on my three companions, with
three smiles and three hurried nods, but looked at me for quite five
seconds, and, putting forth a most dainty hand, drew me affectionately
towards her.

“She is in my charge now,” she called after the Miss Bennys.
“Thank you _so_ much. Dear me!” she continued, turning to me with
a little dry laugh, “do you know that you are a very pretty and
distinguished-looking girl, and are bound to be the belle of the
evening? Yes, indeed, my charming, blushing Cinderella. Aubrey Price,
come here,” beckoning to an extremely lackadaisical young man, who
now lazily approached. “I give Miss Hayes into your charge. Take
the greatest care of her. Take her to the refreshment-room—the
morning-room, you know—and get her tea—or something.”

And, behold! I was launched out there and then into an acquaintance. My
cavalier surveyed me, and I surveyed my cavalier, with much gravity. He
was fair, slight, rather good-looking, and clean-shaven. He displayed
a vast expanse of shirt-front, and wore a pair of exquisitely fitting
gloves.

“Well, I suppose we must obey orders,” he answered, “whether you want
tea or not.”

We accordingly wended our way to the buffet, where he exerted himself
to procure me a cup of coffee, and stood and watched me as I sipped it.
I looked up suddenly, and caught his rather small, keen blue eyes fixed
on me, and nearly upset the contents of my cup over the front of my
immaculate white gown.

“These sort of half-and-half affairs are ghastly,” he remarked, as he
took my cup. “Don’t you think so?”

“No; I do not,” I answered bravely, for this fine old house, crowds of
gay, well-dressed people, delicious strains of a string band, lights,
flowers, pictures, were to my mind extremely enjoyable. “But, of
course, I should prefer a real dance.”

“And I should _not_,” he rejoined energetically. “Here, at least, you
can sneak away and go to sleep in a comfortable armchair; but at what
you call a ‘real dance,’ upon my word, the way in which hostesses drive
and hustle one about is enough to call for the intervention of the
police or the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals; and,
if you stand against a wall, people trample on your feet!” At the mere
recollection of his sufferings, he almost looked as if he was going to
cry.

“The remedy is in your own hands,” I replied unfeelingly. “_Dance._”

“No, no,”—shaking his head,—“not if I know it. I don’t mind sitting
out now and then, just to oblige; but I draw the line at dancing. I’m
too old.”

I gazed at him in amazement. He could not be more than four or
five-and-twenty at the most.

“Then why do you go to dances, where you are so cruelly ill-used?” I
asked; “hustled, as you say, and driven about and trampled on?”

“Oh, I only go when duty calls me, and, thank goodness, that is not
often. When the ball is given by one’s cousin’s cousin, or one’s aunt,
or some old pal of my governor’s.”

“Then your father is actually alive?”

“Alive! I should think so! And a younger man than I am. _He_ dances, so
does my mother.”

“Really! And you go about in a bath-chair?”

“Well, not just _yet_. I’m not altogether so feeble as I look”—in a
bantering tone. “I say, are you staying in the house?”

“No; I have only just arrived.”

“Then”—with much animation—“did you notice if it was freezing when
you came along?”

“No; it was just beginning to drizzle.”

“Then that’s all right. You see, the hounds meet here to-morrow, the
best draw at this side of the county, and the country is all plain
sailing, very sound going. You hunt, of course?”

“No, indeed. But do you?”

“Don’t I? Every one hunts down here. I’ve had fifty days this winter
already.”

“Oh, then you are not too decrepit to ride?” I inquired.

He stared at me for a second, and burst into a roar of laughter as he
answered—

“I hunt six days a week regular; there’s nothing to touch it.”

“You must require a good many horses.”

“Yes, pretty well; I have thirty, but two of them are dead lame, and
three are mere jumping hacks. Would you like to come down-stairs and do
the picture-gallery? This blessed demi-semi dance won’t begin for an
hour.”

“I should like to see the pictures very much indeed,” I answered; and
we made our way slowly back to the head of the stairs. The crowd was
immense. There seemed to be two or three hundred people present. The
grand staircase was deserted now. Guests had arrived and ebbed away to
the ball-room or tea-room. We descended the delightfully shallow stairs
side by side, I moving with the dignity due to my rich satin train,
which trailed behind me languidly.

There were some new arrivals in the hall, chiefly men. One of them
looked up suddenly, and I saw that it was Mr. Somers. He contemplated
me and my cavalier with unconcealed surprise. However, he had
evidently made up his mind that I was no ghost, but my own solid self,
for as I put my white slipper on the last step, he came forward with an
out-stretched hand, and said—

“How do you do, Miss Hayes? You were the last to speed me, and almost
the first person I meet when I return home. Hullo, Aubrey,” to my
companion, “going strong, eh? How are all the horses?”

“Oh, fairly fit. When did you come back?”

“This afternoon; and my sister put me on duty at once, you see. She is
stopping all night for the meet to-morrow, and so am I.”

“So am I,” echoed the other triumphantly.

“How is Mrs. Hayes?” inquired Mr. Somers. “Is she here this evening?”

“She is pretty well, thank you. No, she is not here to-night.”

“Are you staying in the neighborhood?”

“Yes; for the present—at Stonebrook.”

“I’m delighted to hear it. Where are _you_ bound for, Aubrey?”

“We are going to do the pictures. I’m showman.”

“What a preposterous fraud! Miss Hayes, he knows no more of pictures
than he does of making a watch! I’ll take you round the gallery; at
least, I know a Landseer from a Rubens.”

“Not a little bit of it,” rejoined the other. “Miss Hayes was given
into my sole charge—were you not, Miss Hayes?—and I am responsible
for her. Go up-stairs—you will find some old friends,” he added,
rather significantly.

During this polite competition for my company, Miss Benny and her
cousin had been hovering about in our vicinity, and now accosted me—

“Ahem, Miss Hayes, my dear, the dancing will not begin for half an
hour; don’t you think you had better come and sit with _us_ till then?”

But I had not forgotten my recent treatment at her hands, and said—

“Oh, thank you, Miss Benny, I am just going to see the pictures, as
you recommended, and you know I _have_ sat with you for nearly an hour
already in the fly, and you will have me again going back.”

Miss Benny sniffed, glared, and backed herself away in purple wrath.

“I see you are a match for Miss Benny,” said Mr. Somers, with a grin.

“Miss Hayes is a match for most people. She has been pitching into
_me_ for not dancing,” said my escort with serene complacency.

“And quite right too, you _are_ a lazy beggar!”

But I noticed that Mr. Somers looked at me with a puzzled air. I dare
say he scarcely recognized the meek, shabbily dressed girl of last July
in the present Miss Hayes. I was puzzled also—I scarcely recognized
myself. I was _tête montée_; my surroundings, my splendid gown, had
transformed me; it was certainly another young woman, a total stranger,
who was sauntering about in my body, and treading on air!

“When the dancing begins I shall fetch you, Miss Hayes. I hope you will
give me the first waltz,” and he took out a small pencil, “and two
others. May I have five and ten?”

“Yes; but I should warn you that I am not an experienced performer.”

“So much the better; you won’t want to steer,” writing rapidly on his
shirt cuff.

To my great surprise I saw Mr. Aubrey Price also preparing _his_ shirt
cuff for manuscript.

“And I—how many may I have, if you please?”

“Oh, really, I should not like to victimize you,” I protested.

“Nonsense! Shall we say the first square and the _pas de quatre_?”

“Very well, if it will not be too fatiguing for you,” I replied,
and he also scribbled on his cuff; and then we walked on into the
picture-gallery.

The gallery was full of people, and between looking at them and
the pictures the moments flew. I had not half made the tour of the
paintings when I found Mr. Somers already claiming me. We went
up-stairs to the dancing-room—two immense drawing-rooms, decorated
with flowers and palms. The deep windows held seats, and there were two
or three sofas at one end of the ball-room, otherwise it was empty.
A string band was stationed in the conservatory. Many couples were
swimming round to the strains of the Hydropaten waltz, and in another
second Mr. Somers and I had joined them.

The floor was perfect, and the music corresponded. Dancing came to me
almost by nature, and I had been extremely well taught; then I was
young, slender, tireless. We went round, and round, and round, with an
easy swing, until the waltz ceased in one long-drawn-out, wo-begone
wail.

“Thank you,” said my partner; “that _was_ a treat! Your estimation of
your dancing is too modest. You dance like a South American.”

As I had never seen a South American, I could not say whether that
was a compliment or otherwise. Whilst we threaded our way into the
tea-room, I noticed that my partner appeared to know every one, and
that they all seemed glad to see him. Smiling ladies accosted him and
asked when he had come back; men slapped him on the shoulder, and I
noticed that some looked hard at him, and then sharply at me. At last
we reached our goal, and as he brought me an ice he said—

“Where did you learn to dance?”

“In Paris. I was at school there for four years.”

“Then, of course, you speak French like a native?”

“I can make myself understood.”

“I see you are accustomed to under-rate your accomplishments. Shall we
go into the next room, and get out of this crush?”

We moved into what was Mrs. Cholmondeley’s boudoir, and was now
reserved for sitters-out. Here I recognized several familiar faces.
Amongst them the Miss Bennys and their cousin, who were seated in a row
watching me. Close beside us, before the fire, stood an animated, not
to say noisy group, consisting of half a dozen young men and several
girls. One of the latter was the center of attraction; every one of the
others seemed to address her, or to wish for her sole attention, and I
did not wonder. She appeared to be exceedingly vivacious and amusing,
and was pretty and uncommon-looking. Her costume was peculiar, but I
rightly guessed it to be the work of a Parisian artiste. The body was
of black _crêpe de Chine_ gathered into bands of gold embroidery, the
shirt of white brocade, with a thick border of Neapolitan violets;
a crimson crêpe scarf was tied negligently round her dainty waist,
violets were tucked into her bodice and her hair, which was fair and
very abundant. She had penciled, dark eyebrows, and dark gray eyes,
which former afforded a striking contrast to her light locks. I never
saw any one with a more piquant expression, or with such a wonderfully
varied play of features. She wore unusually long gloves, and brandished
an enormous black feather fan, as she talked with much volubility.
Suddenly she caught sight of my companion, and paused as he said—

“How are you, Miss Chalgrove?”

“Why, Everard!” she exclaimed, “I had no idea you were here, though I
knew you were expected. Why did you not come with Maudie?”

“I had only just arrived, and, like you ladies, I had all my unpacking
to do, and to dress and fix my hair.”

“But you had no dinner here——?”

“Yes, I had something on the stairs, like the children. Have you had
good sport this winter?”

“Capital! I’ve brought one of my gees here; father is here, too. He has
brought old Champion.”

“I saw him going very well on Saturday week,” put in a tall, thin man.
“From Benson’s Cross, you know. He was quite in the first flight in
that second run, you remember.”

And now every one of these people began to talk clamorously, and at
once—and all about hunting. Their conversation was extraordinary (to
an outsider). Mr. Somers was drawn into the conversation, and was not
a whit behind-hand; but just flowed like a tide into the subject,
as interested and excited as the most rabid fox-hunter among them. I
caught such scraps as—“Got hung up in a nasty corner,” “Miss Flagg
at the bottom of a ditch, her saddle in one field, her horse in the
other,” “scent catchy,” “foxes not very good,” “drains all open,”
“the pace terrific,” “the ladies screaming behind him.” It was all
Greek to me.

I stood a little aloof, though not conspicuously so—for the room
was full—and watched this girl. She had a loud, clear, far-carrying
voice and laugh; she was small, slight, and dazzlingly fair, her
fair skin enhanced by her black brows and lashes. Somehow, her face
seemed familiar to me; she was like some one I knew. Who could it be?
As I meditated, I glanced unconsciously into the great mirror above
the chimney-piece, in which we were all reflected, and instantly
recognized who it was that she resembled. It was _myself_! I recalled
with a sudden thrill that my own mother’s name was Chalgrove. Perhaps
this girl was some connection—perhaps my cousin! More unlikely things
might be!

She was smart, popular, pretty, wealthy, and what is known as “in the
swim.” She was holding quite a small court on the hearthrug—a gay,
quick-witted, and capricious queen.

What a contrast to myself—a poor obscure nobody, and at the present
moment nothing more nor less than a mere daw decked out in peacock’s
feathers! I gazed at Miss Chalgrove—I had heard of her—Lord
Chalgrove’s sole child and heiress. I stared at her contemplatively
in the mirror; suddenly she looked up, and our eyes met! Whatever she
was about to say died away in a sort of broken sentence, and then
she unexpectedly touched me on the arm with her fan, and said with a
radiant smile—

“Yes, I see it too! Is it not _extraordinary_? We are as like as the
proverbial two peas; only you are the better looking of the two—the
sweet pea, and I am the common or garden pea! Joking apart, we might be
sisters. Where _did_ you get the Chalgrove eyebrows and upper lip?”

I colored furiously, for I was instantly the center of attention.
It seemed to me that every eye was fastened on my face, and the
distinctive Chalgrove features! To my immense relief, Mrs. Cholmondeley
at this moment made a sort of swoop into our circle, saying as she did
so—

“Come away, my dearest child! you have fallen for your sins into the
hunting set. They can talk, think, dream of nothing else. Were they not
talking of horses? Oh, Mr. Somers, your sister is looking for you.”

I heard a scrap of another conversation as I was being swept off—the
words, “My double—who is she?”

“I see,” continued my hostess, “you are getting on capitally! I’m going
to introduce you to Sir Fulke Martin. He _asked_ to be presented. He is
immensely rich, so be sure you are _very_ nice to him!”




CHAPTER IX.

“WE NEED NOT ASK IF YOU HAVE ENJOYED YOURSELF.”


Sir Fulke, who appeared to be expecting us, was a stout, bald
gentleman, with a pair of hard brown eyes and a fixed smile. He bowed
profoundly over his stiff shirt-front, as we were introduced; then Mrs.
Cholmondeley immediately cut me adrift, saying in her quick little way—

“Now, Sir Fulke, there is a dance going on. Do take Miss Hayes into the
ball-room!”

Sir Fulke piloted me carefully—danced with me carefully, but there
was not the same swing and go as with my former partner. Sir Fulke
gasped out several leading questions, and threw out filmy feelers in
order to discover who I was, and where I came from. I did not satisfy
his curiosity. Perhaps, if he had known that he was merely dancing with
Miss Hayes, who lived in cheap lodgings in Stonebrook, he would have
abandoned me in the middle of the room! He was very full of information
about himself, and talked of his place, his shooting, his hunters,
his intimate friend the Duke of Albion, and his sister la Comtesse de
Boulotte.

As we danced, he paused several times to rest and to take breath, and
as we stood against the wall on one occasion, I found that my neighbor
was Miss Chalgrove.

“Ah, so _here_ you are!” she exclaimed gaily. “We ought to know one
another, don’t you think so—and without any formal introduction? Are
you staying in Stonebrook?”

“Yes, for the present.”

“You hunt, of _course_?” gazing at me eagerly.

“Not I. I have never even been on a horse’s back.”

“_What!_” she ejaculated, as if such an idea was too difficult to grasp.

“Then we are not alike in everything. Why, I”—touching herself with
her fan—“_live_ in the saddle—spend my days there, and would sleep
there if it were possible.”

“Yes, I know. I’ve heard you are a splendid horse-woman.”

“I’m going to have such a day to-morrow! I’ve brought over a new
hunter, a French steeplechaser, and mean to cut them all down—men and
women. Look out, and you’ll see an account in the _Field_.”

“Yes—I shall certainly look for it, and I hope you will get the brush.”

“Have you any sisters?” she asked suddenly.

“No—no sisters or brothers.”

“Neither have I. How I wish——”

Whatever she was about to wish was cut short by her impatient partner,
who now put in his claim, and plunged along with her into the revolving
crowd.

I danced with Mr. Aubrey Price (the owner of thirty hunters), and as we
subsequently promenaded in the long corridor, we encountered a spare,
gray-haired, gentlemanly man, who stared so fixedly at me that I felt
quite uncomfortable.

“That is Lord Chalgrove,” said Mr. Price. “He looked as if he knew you?”

“Oh no, he does not. I have never seen him in my life.”

“Well, I _hope_ he will manage to recognize you again, at any rate. I
wish he would keep his daughter in order! What do you think she said to
me just now?”

“I am sure I cannot imagine.”

“That she would like to hold a class to teach young men manners?”

“Were you to be a pupil?”

“Of _course_! I shouldn’t wonder if my would-be teacher comes to grief
to-morrow. It’s a nasty country, tricky fences, and, by Jove! by all
accounts, she has got a horse to match.”

“Why does her father allow her to ride him?”

“_Allow_ her! It’s little you know Dolly Chalgrove. She allows _him_
to hunt—she allows him to call his soul his own! He gives her a very
loose rein; he is a widower, you see, and she’s his only child, and
very clever and taking, and like a sister of his that was ill-treated
and that died, and so he makes it up to Dolly. Capital business for
Dolly, eh?”

“Yes, I suppose it is, in some ways.”

“A wonderful girl to ride to hounds, has a string of hunters and pays
top prices; very odd, but very good-hearted and genuine—no nonsense
about her. They say she is to marry Somers. I’m not sure that _he_
quite sees it, but his mother is awfully keen on it. He will be Lord
Chalgrove if he lives long enough; his father is the next male heir,
and it would be a sound thing to keep the money and the title in the
same family. The Somers are fearfully hard up.”

“Are they?”

“Yes; so I suppose it is bound to come off. Lady Hildegarde is very
strong.”

“Then you take for granted that Miss Chalgrove would accept Mr. Somers
as a matter——”

“As a matter of course,” he finished briskly.

“What nonsense! How can you tell?”

“A straw shows how the wind blows!”

“I give you that straw for your opinion, and,” now warming up, “I think
it is too bad to discuss a girl, and take all sorts of things for
granted. It is taking a great liberty with her name.”

“Hullo, _now_ I’m catching it! I mean no harm; every one discusses his
neighbors’ little affairs. I don’t know what we should do without them.
If you bar that subject, what _are_ we to talk about—come now?”

“Books, politics, the weather.”

“No, thank you”—with great scorn.

“Well, then, horses.”

“Ah, that’s better.”

We were now in the ball-room once more, where we were promptly joined
by Mr. Somers.

“You look as if you two were quarreling,” he remarked; “so I think I
had better separate you at once.”

“Yes, I’m crushed flat. I’m not to talk of my neighbors. We have fought
over Miss Chalgrove.”

“Indeed! That is strange, for she and I have just had a severe
passage-at-arms.”

“Oh, that does not surprise me! It’s quite _en règle_,” and he grinned
significantly.

Mr. Somers took no notice of the impudent hint, but said, “It’s
about a horse she will ride, in spite of her father or any one—a
steeplechaser she has picked up—and she is bound to have some nasty
accident if some one does not shoot him. I’ve a good mind to shoot him
myself, although he is a magnificent fencer, and can go all day—a
French horse, called Diable Vert.”

“Oh, by Jove! I know him—a real nasty-tempered brute. He won two or
three good races, and then cut up rusty. They say he killed a jockey at
Auteuil.”

I stood against the wall between the two men as they talked, and
noticed that the sofas were occupied, the recesses of the windows full
of lookers-on. Lady Bloss and her daughter were sitting together, and
surveying me and my companions with unaffected interest. The former
presently beckoned to me to approach. I did so, rather reluctantly,
followed by my two cavaliers, whilst Sir Fulke hovered at a little
distance.

“Oh, good evening, Miss Hayes,” said Lady Bloss, in her loftiest
manner. “So surprised to see _you_ here!”—looking me slowly up and
down. “Pray, where is Mrs. Hayes?”

“She is at home,” I meekly replied.

“And so you came alone; how very independent!”

“Oh no; I came with the Miss Bennys.”

“I did not know that you ever went out of an evening. We had a little
dance last week, and I would have asked you, only I did not think you
would like the _expense_ of a fly!” And she threw back her head, and
sniffed.

I am sure Mr. Somers heard, and also Mr. Price; and a girl at the other
side of Lady Bloss tittered quite audibly.

I, however, merely bowed. It was a safe reply. What could I say?—the
expense of a fly _was_ an object to me. However, I was soon whirling
round the room with my partner; and I had numerous partners, I could
have danced every dance thrice over. Yes, I was enjoying myself
enormously. I suppose my head was turned; I could not understand
myself. I was surely a changeling. My luxurious surroundings, my
splendid gown had transformed me. As I have said before, it was another
young woman than Gwendoline Hayes—a stranger, who was walking about in
her body, who received admiring glances with an air of cool unconcern,
who accepted Sir Fulke’s and Mr. Price’s _petits soins_ with affable
condescension.

I saw Lady Polexfen fanning herself languidly in the doorway. As I
passed out on her brother’s arm there was a block, and we stood for an
instant side by side. She was splendidly dressed in silver brocade and
sea-green, and ablaze with diamonds; her waist resembled an hour-glass,
and her hair was dressed French style, over her ears. She affected
not to see me, but she was as fully conscious of my vicinity as I was
of hers. A tall, dark, sardonic man was beside her. Her brother did
not notice her, but I did, as she turned to the dark man and whispered
something, at which he laughed delightedly—and then looked hard at me.

Mr. Somers took me in to supper. It was served at little tables—a
commendable arrangement—and we sat down _tête-à-tête_.

“I suppose you are staying with friends in the neighborhood?” said my
companion in his genial voice.

“No; we are only in lodgings in Stonebrook.”

“Lodgings! I did not know there were such things to be had. Don’t you
find it rather—rather—slow?”

“We must cut our coat according to our cloth. We cannot afford grand
quarters.” (I saw his eyes fixed momentarily on my, so to speak,
“coat” of filmy lace and satin.) “The doctors ordered my stepmother
out of London to some dry, bracing climate. Of course, we should have
preferred Biarritz, or Nice; but—well, here we are at Stonebrook
instead, and it suits Emma pretty well.”

“You have seen my mother, of course?”

“Oh yes, she has been to call on us.” I was on the eve of adding—and
we are to dine with you _en famille_ on Christmas Day; but something
inexplicable restrained me.

“She has only lately returned home, and I hope we shall often see you
and Mrs. Hayes?”

I made no answer. I did not think his wish was at all likely to be
realized.

“By the way, you saw Miss Chalgrove. Do you know that you are
curiously alike in appearance—only you are much the taller of the
two? The resemblance struck me the first time I saw you; you might be
sisters, or, at any rate cousins.”

“I have no sisters or cousins.”

“Oh, surely you must have cousins—even half a dozen. Why, I possess
half a hundred.”

“If I have, I have never heard of them.”

“Do you mean to say that you have no relations?”

“None that I know of. My father had an only brother in the navy. He was
drowned years ago, and he himself lived in India so long that he lost
sight of all his connections.” (I did not mention my mother. Why should
I tell him that she had been disowned by her family?) “I had not seen
my father since I was eight years old.”

“Then I saw him, and knew him well, quite recently—knew him better
than you did, if I may say so, Miss Hayes, for, of course, two men have
more in common than a man and a little girl in pinafores. He was a rare
good sort.”

“Yes, I believe he was. I wish he was alive now with all my heart. It
seems so hard that people in the prime of life are cut off, and old men
and women who have lived their lives out, and are tired of existence,
drag on wearily year after year.”

“Yes, there’s my poor father,” said Mr. Somers; “his bodily health is
good—it is the health of a young man—whilst his mind is dying.”

I had heard of that, but felt it only polite to express sympathetic
surprise.

“He was in a railway accident years ago, and it’s coming against him
now. And how is Mrs. Hayes?” he inquired, rather abruptly.

“Pretty well.”

“I am coming to see her immediately—to-morrow—only it is a hunting
day; but, perhaps, I can look in for a flying visit.”

“And was your expedition successful?” I asked.

“No, not a bit. The business part was a dead failure, and only throwing
good money after bad; but, as you may have noticed, I’m not at all
clever. I did my little best, and I could do no more. However, I
enjoyed the trip, as a trip, extremely. There is the band again: shall
we go and take a turn?”

“But I believe I am engaged to some one,” I answered, rising all the
same.

“Pray, how can you tell? you have no program—no, not even a
shirt-cuff!”

And thus persuaded, against my conscience, we began; but, before I
had been twice round the room, I was claimed by Sir Fulke, and not
alone Sir Fulke, but a little weather-beaten cavalry man, who was very
positive that “this was _his_ dance.”

As we stood disputing amicably, I was suddenly arrested by a higher
power. Alas! poor Cinderella’s trivial triumph was over, her hour had
come.

The Miss Bennys waylaid me with grave, determined faces, much to my
companions’ disgust, and Miss Benny said in a very loud voice—

“Scott, the fly man, is waiting, Miss Hayes. We promised not to detain
him after one o’clock; it is now half-past one. Therefore, if you are
returning in _our_ charge, I must ask you to come home at _once_.”

“And my dance?” cried Mr. Aubrey Price.

“And mine?” echoed Sir Fulke.

There was no use in attempting to resist them—no time to take leave of
my hostess: she was at supper. I was in the Miss Bennys’ clutches; they
were inexorable. This was _their_ moment of triumph, and I was carried
away, followed to the very door of the fly by four eligible partners,
uttering loud regrets.

Mr. Somers pressed my hand as he said good-by, and added, “I shall look
forward to seeing you soon—in a day or two.”

“We need not ask if you have enjoyed yourself, Miss Hayes,”
exclaimed the elder Miss Benny in an acrid key. “I admire your”—I
thought perhaps she was going to say dress or dancing, but it was
my—“wonderful self-confidence! Mrs. Cholmondeley seems to have _quite_
taken you up! She is fond of doing that; she took a fancy to an
Australian girl, she met on board ship, and actually brought her home,
and had her with her, taking her everywhere for months. People called
her the kangaroo; she was a horror.”

The tone implied, that I was a horror also,—if not actually a
kangaroo. I burst out laughing. I laughed loud and long; I could not
stop. I suppose I was almost hysterical. The reaction from the late
brilliant scene, where I had been made much of, where I had danced and
enjoyed the pleasures of this life for the very first time, where I
had been conscious of whispered flattering comments, and eloquently
flattering eyes, where I had sniffed a little of the intoxicating
incense of admiration, and felt that youth and beauty are a great
power, was too much. Then to come down to being one of four in a close
stuffy fly, to remember the dingy little bedroom in which I must
shed my fine feathers—how seven-and-sixpence for my share of the
conveyance would pinch my weekly purse, and that I had forgotten to
buy bacon for the morrow’s breakfast! All these thoughts and contrasts
were jumbled up in my excited brain, and I laughed loud and long. My
indecorous hilarity was succeeded by a freezing silence—a terrible,
accusing, blank silence, which lasted the whole way home. For five long
miles there was not a sound in that fly, save a sneeze or a yawn. The
experience was appalling; it got upon my nerves. I felt inclined to
sing or to scream. Luckily I controlled myself, or I should probably
have been delivered at the door of the lunatic asylum. At last we
drove up to Mrs. Gabb’s. I opened the door and sprang out, then I
politely thanked the Miss Bennys for their escort, and wished them all
a fair good night—which met with no response.




CHAPTER X.

“WHO _ARE_ THESE CHALGROVES?”


I let myself in with a latchkey—Mr. Gabb’s own particular key—and
crept stealthily up-stairs, hoping that Emma was asleep, and that I
could thus sneak past her door unheard; but no: she was evidently on
the watch for my return, and called out to me to come into her room,
desiring me to “turn up the lamp, take off my cloak, and tell her all
about it!”

I obediently sat down on a low chair facing her, and began to describe
everything to the best of my power; the drive, the arrival, the lovely
old house, the crowds, the dresses, and how Mrs. Cholmondeley had
singled me out and introduced me to partners.

“Your dress is almost as fresh as ever—that is one comfort. Was Lady
Hildegarde present?” inquired Emma anxiously.

“No, only Lady Polexfen. She did not notice me. But Mr. Somers was also
there. He fulfilled your fondest hopes—he ‘noticed me’ a good deal.”

“What do you mean, Gwen?”

“I mean that he danced with me three or four times, took me in to
supper, and finally put me into the fly.”

“That was very kind of him. Just like him!”

“Oh, I had plenty of partners. I was not at all an object of charity,
I can assure you! Mr. Somers asked for you, and said he was coming to
see you immediately, and oh, Emma, I had such a curious experience! I
met a girl to-night who might be my own sister, we are so much alike.
She remarked the resemblance too, and Mr. Somers said that it struck
him the first time he ever met me.”

“And who was she?”

“A Miss Chalgrove; the Honorable Dolly Chalgrove.”

I noticed that Emma gave a little start.

“My mother’s name was Chalgrove. This girl and I are so much alike that
we might be cousins. She is so bright and animated and fascinating,
that I took a fancy to her on the spot. I _wish_ she was my cousin. It
is really too bad that I have no relatives, not a single cousin, and
Mr. Somers has fifty!”

“I dare say you have fifty third or fourth cousins somewhere in the
west of Ireland,” said Emma shading her face with her hand (and I
noticed with a sharp pang how thin and transparent that hand had
become). “But it would take a lifetime to discover them, and probably
they would not repay the trouble. Your father was not anxious to claim
them. After his mother’s and his brother’s death, some ‘cousin’ took
advantage of his absence abroad to claim the little property that was
his by right. He might have gone to law, but he would not. It would
have brought him home, and cost him another fortune.”

“Well, but, Emma, what about my mother’s relations?”

“They were a forbidden topic—a dead letter. Your father could not
bear their name mentioned. They were very grand people, who expected
their only daughter to make a brilliant match, instead of running
away with a penniless army doctor—they never acknowledged her, never
forgave her, no, never noticed her, no more than if she had ceased to
exist. She fretted a good deal when she was in poor health. She wrote,
and they returned the letter unopened. Your father, easy-going man as
he was, resented this to the end of his days; and when he received a
letter after _her_ death, he treated it in the same fashion—returned
it as it came.”

“But all this time, who _are_ these Chalgroves? Please tell me, Emma,
for of course you know.”

“Yes; but your father did not wish _you_ to know. However,
circumstances alter cases. He never dreamt that you would be left
almost homeless and friendless, instead of living under his own roof,
surrounded with every comfort and pleasure his love could give you.”

“Yes, of course, I know all that—I am confident of that; but, once
more, about the Chalgroves?”

“I will tell you another time—to-morrow——”

“No, no; now. Please, please; it won’t take you five minutes, and I
shall not rest or sleep till you satisfy me.”

“I can tell you very little, dear. Your father was extremely reticent
on this one subject; but I believe that he and your mother met at a
fancy ball. It was a case of love at first sight on both sides. Her
people would not hear of it. She was extremely pretty, charming, and
young, and they expected her to make a splendid match. They hurried her
away to a distant country place, but it was all of no use; and when she
heard that he was going to India she insisted on accompanying him, and
she ran away and they were married in London. I believe she made an
attempt to see her people and say farewell before she sailed, but they
refused to receive her, and sent out a message, ‘Not at home.’ She did
not want anything from them, only to say good-by. They were furious,
and never forgave her; her father was inflexible. He and her mother are
dead long ago. Her brother is Lord Chalgrove.”

“I saw him to-night,” I broke in; “he looked so hard at me!—I suppose
he noticed the likeness. And he is my uncle, and that nice girl is my
first cousin. How strange!”

“Yes. How strange that you should come across them here! They live in
Northamptonshire, where they have a lovely old place called The Chase.
Your mother was the Honorable Gwendoline Chalgrove, but she dropped
the prefix altogether when she married, so I was told by people at
Jam-Jam-More. She was a most graceful, elegant creature, a splendid
horse-woman, but as ignorant of the value of money, or of housekeeping,
as an infant—as, indeed, I might say, myself! Your father was devoted
to her memory, and I was never one bit jealous. Her memory was dear
to me, too, though I never saw her. There was something so touching
and so romantic about her life—a delicate girl brought up in luxury,
abandoning everything for love, and fading away like a fragile flower
in an uncongenial climate!

“Your father used to go and look at her grave every Sunday morning.
Over it there stood a white cross, and just the one word ‘Gwendoline.’
He kept all her little belongings under lock and key, in a leather
despatch-box—her Prayer-book, sketches, and letters (I gave you her
little trinkets); they are all in the big bullock trunk down-stairs,
along with your father’s books and clothes. I’ve never had the heart to
open it. Mrs. Gabb keeps it in the back hall. Would you like to examine
it?”

“Yes, I should very much.”

“And these people that you met to-night—it was certainly a wonderful
chance your coming across them. I am so glad you wore your white satin,
darling. Perhaps your uncle may make inquiries, and find out who you
are. Of course, the first advances—any advances—must come from
_them_.”

“Of course!” I assented emphatically.

“You may suppose that it was a delicate question for me to meddle
with—a _second_ wife; but once or twice I did venture to say that
it was a pity to lose sight of the Chalgroves, on your account. Your
father never would hear me out; you were never to know them. The topic
was his Bluebeard’s closet, and I dared not open it.”

“I don’t wonder.”

“Oh, you must not be like him. I have heard that the present lord is a
simple, unaffected, homely man. He may discover you—why not?—from the
likeness, if he even heard your name.”

And she pushed back her hair, and sat up in bed, her eyes blazing
with excitement. An alluring vision was before them as she spoke. She
already beheld me comfortably installed in Chalgrove Chase! Oh, I knew
her _so_ well!

“You have got an idea into your head,” I said, “and please, please,
chase it out immediately. Lord Chalgrove will never seek me out; he
does not know of my existence. He was probably surprised to see that
an ordinary young woman had been endowed with the family type of
feature. He will never give me another thought, no more than if he saw
a groom wearing a suit of clothes resembling the Chalgrove livery. His
daughter, who is not at all conventional, actually addressed me, and
asked how I came by the Chalgrove eyebrows.”

“Oh, my dear Gwen! And what _did_ you say?”

“What could I say?” I answered, rising. “I said nothing. ‘How does one
say nothing?’ To you I say, at last. ‘Good night.’” And, stooping down,
I kissed her, and, gathering up my various accoutrements, departed, and
crept up to my own room.

But I did not go to bed immediately. I sat brushing my long fair locks,
and slowly reviewing all the events of this remarkable evening.

Between intervals of hair-brushing, I studied the Chalgrove brows and
upper lip that confronted me in that miserable looking-glass. The
eyebrows were slightly arched, finely penciled, and quite black. The
Chalgrove lip was short, and a little—well, if not scornful—haughty.
And it was a lying lip: for, as far as one is permitted to know one’s
self, I was neither.

The clock was striking three when I crept into bed, and fell asleep
almost as my head touched the pillow, and enjoyed unusually interesting
dreams.

The next morning a brace of pheasants and a huge bouquet of violets
were left at the hall door, with Mr. Everard Somers’ compliments for
Mrs. Hayes.

We went to tea at the rectory that afternoon. I took my guitar, by
request, and played and sang. I was becoming quite a society girl! I
wore a smart toque—made by my own hands—and a bunch of violets,
and received an unusual share of the conversation. The fame of my
_début_ had been noised abroad; one girl asked me where I got my guitar
ribbons; another, where I got my toque; a third, where I had obtained
the lovely violets, and who was my dressmaker?

“I hear your daughter looked quite nice last night,” said Mrs. Blunt
(our rector’s wife), affably.

“Nonsense, mother,” said her well-named daughter. “We were told she was
the beauty of the evening, the cynosure of all eyes, and I’m sure I am
not surprised.”

When we returned home it was late, and we were sorry to find that Mr.
Somers had called: his card lay on the table.

Mrs. Gabb hurried up after us to explain.

“I thought as how you were in, Mrs. Hayes, so I asked him up, and he
sat and waited for over half an hour. He wrote a bit of a note. It’s
there in the blotter.” And there it was:

 “So sorry not to find you at home. I am off to town the day after
 Christmas for a short time. Hope to see you when I return.

  “E. S.”




CHAPTER XI.

MRS. MOUND’S OPINION.


On Christmas morning, Emma complained of a cold and a sharp pain in
her chest. She did not venture to church, as it was a bitterly bleak
day, but nursed herself up for the evening, declaring that in a snug
brougham, with furs and a foot-warmer, she could brave Greenland
itself. Mrs. Gabb and family were also spending the evening abroad.

“Hearing as you was dining and sleeping at the Abbey, ma’am, I take
the liberty of leaving you,” she explained. (It was not the first
liberty she had taken.) “I’ll have everything ready—candles and
coal and hot-water—to last till half-past seven. We—Gabb and me and
the children and Annie—are invited to my sister’s for six o’clock,
and she lives a good bit the other side of the town. But, if it will
inconvenience you, I’ll leave Annie to help you to dress, or anything.”

“No, no; not on any account.” Emma assured her that we could manage
perfectly. “Please do not trouble about us,” she added, “but just see
to the lights and fire. We will turn down the lamp before we leave.”

“There is nothing in the house for breakfast. But I suppose it won’t be
required. You won’t be back till late in the forenoon?”

To which Emma smilingly assented.

As Emma believed that this festivity would be merely the forerunner
of many, she took great pains with my dress, was most fastidious
about the arrangement of my hair and the fit of my gloves, and put
a finishing touch to my toilet in the shape of a curious old native
necklet, made of amethysts and real pearls.

At last we were ready—all save our cloaks. Emma looked wonderfully
pretty—her color was so brilliant, her eyes shone—the light of other
days was in her face. Excitement and anticipation had thrown her into
a fever of restlessness; it seemed to her active brain that so very
much—in fact, all my future—was to hinge upon this eventful evening.
If Lady Hildegarde (who was devoted to young people, and extremely fond
of society) took a fancy to me, the thing was done—I was launched. If
not, there was, I’m sure she firmly believed, an end of everything. I
was doomed, and for life, to social extinction and obscurity.

We sat waiting, with merely the blinds down, so that we could easily
scan the street. It was a bright moonlight night, and there was a sharp
frost. The lamp was sputtering and blinking and making itself extremely
unpleasant for lack of wick.

“We will turn it out,” I said, “and light the candles. There are only
two small bits, but the carriage will be here immediately—in fact, I
hear it now.”

Yes, a pair of horses, trotting briskly up the hard-frozen street. No;
they went past.

“It is Lady Bloss,” said Emma, pulling up the blind and actually
opening the window; “she is dining at the Cholmondeleys’. But I hear
another coming. Ah, it’s only a dog-cart!”

“_Do_ shut the window!” I implored; but I spoke to deaf ears.

There were wheels in the distance—a long way off—and I was not to
worry, but to put on my cloak at once.

Five minutes elapsed—ten minutes. I rose and pulled down the window
without apology. A quarter of an hour!

“Yes,” cried Emma, half-hysterically; “the carriage _is_ rather late,
but I really hear it now. It is coming at last!”

But, no; it was merely Mound the undertaker, and family, in his own
best mourning-coach. Then Emma’s little traveling-clock chimed out
eight silvery strokes.

“And they dine at eight!” said Emma, under her breath. “Perhaps it was
half-past,” she said. “Can the coachman have made a mistake?” And she
looked at me with—oh, such a piteous, wistful, eager pair of eyes.

I made no reply. I dared not put my opinion into plain, brutal words,
and tell the white-faced, anxious little inquirer, that “her friend
Lady Hildegarde had forgotten us!” The fire had died down. The candles
were expiring in their sockets. We sat together in absolute silence.
Oh, if I live to be a hundred, I shall never forget the heartache I
endured that miserable half-hour—not for myself, but for Emma.

At last she said, in a husky whisper—

“Gwen, Gwen! Are you asleep?”

“No.”

“Is it possible that she has forgotten us?”

“I’m afraid so,” I whispered.

“Oh no, she couldn’t. Christmas Day, too, and our places at
table! _That_ would remind her—two places short. Or, could it be
possible?—she was always rather heedless—yes”—now coming over to
me, and looking at me with a haggard, white face—“you are right,
she must have forgotten all about us. And she spent Christmas with me
in my palmy days, and said—oh, what is the good of recalling it all
now? Here are we two, on Christmas night, desolate and alone, without
dinner or fire, and soon we shall be in outer darkness”—pointing to
the candle. “Oh, it is too, _too_ cruel”—and she burst into tears. “I
had built on it so,” she sobbed—“this little visit, not for myself,
but for you; I thought she would ask you to stay, and befriend you
perhaps—when—when——”

“Never mind about me, darling,” I said kneeling down beside her, “she
is a hard, selfish, worldly woman. I saw through her long ago. We bored
her fearfully. She did not want us here. She was afraid we might become
an incubus, because we are poor. She asked us in a spasm of shame at
her own conduct, and on the impulse of the moment. Don’t cry—don’t,
dearest! We must make the best of it. Oh, how cold the room is! I’ll
take off my gown, and hunt up some chips and light a good fire, and go
and see if I can’t find something to eat. I wonder where the matches
are?”

In a very short time I had changed my dress and made a trip to the
lower regions. Here I found some bits of coal and chips, the heel of a
loaf, and, about a pint of skim-milk.

“Oh, Gwen dear,” gasped Emma, as I re-entered, “I must go to bed, I
feel _so_ ill. I’ve been fighting against it all day; but now there is
a pain in my chest, just like a sword being run into it.”

And Emma stood up, and clutched hold of the chimney-piece, and turned
on me a face gray and drawn with mortal suffering.

I was naturally greatly alarmed. I hurried her into her room,
undressed her, and put her to bed.

“I’m so cold—oh, _so_ cold!” she moaned; and so she was. But, alas,
there was no fire, no hot water, no anything! I was at my wits’ end;
then I suddenly bethought me of Mrs. Mound. I knew she was at home, and
ran across to the little private door. After a very short interval, and
as soon as I had breathlessly explained my troubles, Mrs. Mound (good,
kind soul!) came over bearing a kettle of hot water, some mustard, and
a lamp. She had despatched her eldest son to fetch Dr. Skuce without a
moment’s delay.

“Your mother taken ill, and you all alone!” she said. “Dear, dear,
dear! it’s terrible indeed! I’ll just fill a hot bottle and take it in,
and have a look at her.”

Emma lay on her little bed, moaning and gasping in the grip of a great
agony.

“You’ll be all right soon, ma’am. I’ll light a nice little fire, and
get you a warm drink; and I have sent one of my boys for Skuce.”

She spoke to us both in the same cheerful and encouraging manner; but I
heard her distinctly talking to her husband over the balustrades. What
she said was evidently not for my ear, and nearly turned me to stone.

“It’s a bad business, Isaac. The poor little thing is past Skuce or any
one. There will be a job for _you_ here, before many days are over.
I’ve seen pneumonia before—she has got it as bad as can be. Nothing
can save her—I knew that, the moment I saw her face. Poor lady, she
will be gone before the New Year!”




CHAPTER XII.

“INDIAN PAPERS, PLEASE COPY.”


All that miserable Christmas night Emma was desperately ill. The
little lodging-house was in an uproar, and Mrs. Gabb was unmistakably
annoyed at the prospect of having an invalid on her hands. Of course
I undertook all the nursing, wrung out hot stupes, dressed blisters,
administered draughts, and towards morning the patient fell asleep.

About twelve o’clock, when I chanced to go into our sitting-room, I
discovered that it was already in possession of Miss Skuce, who was
walking up and down like some caged animal.

“So your mother is ill?” she began abruptly.

“Very ill, I am afraid. It was kind of you to come so soon to ask for
her.”

“And you never went to the Abbey, after all! The curate was there—I
have just seen him—and he said there were no empty places, nor _one_
word about you. How was that?” she demanded, as she paused and glared
at me.

“Please speak in a low voice,” I said, “the walls are so thin, and Emma
is not deaf. The truth was, that Lady Hildegarde forgot us altogether.”

“Tell me honestly, Miss Hayes, _did_ she ever ask you? I’d like to see
her note.”

“You know, we told you that it was a verbal invitation. We were ready
to start at half-past seven. We allowed Mrs. Gabb to leave us alone
in the house. There was, of course, no dinner, no food, no fire, no
lights; and there we sat famishing! My stepmother, who had been ailing
all day, became seriously ill. She has fallen asleep now, after a very
bad night, and must on no account be disturbed.”

“It’s most extraordinary: and her ladyship never even missed you. And
now she has gone off to Brighton for a week.”

“Well, it is quite immaterial to _me_. I never wish to see her again,”
I rejoined in an emphatic whisper.

“It certainly _is_ most mortifying,” said Miss Skuce, seating herself
in Emma’s chair, and stretching out her goloshed feet. “To be asked to
the Abbey, and to puff the news everywhere—and then to be forgotten! I
had some eggs here; but, as your mother is ill, I won’t leave them.”

“No, pray don’t, on any account.”

“The Chalgroves have left the Moate, gone home, and nothing settled
about the match. Young Somers is a fool. There is a rumor that he is in
love with some wretched girl who hasn’t a penny, and Lady Hildegarde
is nearly beside herself! Lady Polexfen told Captain Blackjohn, and
he told young Ferrars, who told his mother, who told _me_. By the
way, Lady Polexfen—Maude, you know—is making herself the talk of
the place, the way she is flirting with Captain Blackjohn. However,
I’m forgetting that you are not Mrs. Hayes; we should not talk gossip
to girls. Well, I must be going. I hope your mother will be better
to-morrow; good-by. Oh, by the way, I quite forgot to wish you the
compliments of the season, and all the usual sort of thing. _I_ don’t
believe in a merry Christmas.”

“Neither do I,” I answered with all my heart.

“Well, good-by, good-by,” and seizing the eggs, she trotted down-stairs.

The next day, Emma was much worse.

“Gwen,” she gasped in a weak voice, “I am going to leave you; and oh, I
am so miserable about you! My pension dies with me. We have barely what
will pay our bills in hand. There is my watch, and some ornaments; they
will pay for—for the funeral—and—a——”

“Oh, don’t!” I sobbed. “You are going to get well. You must and shall
get well.”

“You have only eleven pounds a year, Gwen,—oh, my poor, poor Gwen,
what _will_ you do? Oh, if your father and I could only have seen the
future! And I have no friends! If it was next year, the Grahams and
Murrays would be home. If only Lady Hildegarde——”

“Don’t mention her name,” I cried passionately. “And don’t trouble
about me, darling. I shall manage. Think of nothing but yourself, and
of getting well. You will, won’t you?”

“No; I’ve felt this coming for a long time. I am consumptive. The
chill—oh! oh! this pain——”

“There, there! you shall not talk any more.”

“Oh, I must speak while I can—and I’m not afraid to go, Gwen. Why
should I shrink from what all our beloved ones have passed through?
Only for leaving you—dearest—dearest Gwen,” and her voice died
away. I sat for a long time, holding her clammy hand in mine. “If the
Chalgroves only knew!” she panted out.

I was silent. As far as I was concerned, they should never know, nor
would I ever lift a finger to summon my grand relatives.

Her mind wandered a good deal. There were disjointed scraps of
sentences, of songs, of prayers, and something about Lady Hildegarde
and a merry Christmas; and I could not understand whether she was
rambling or not, as she said—

“A happy new year, Gwen, and many of them.”

After this she sank into a stupor, from which she never awoke, and
gasped away her life at that fatal hour before dawn when so many souls
are summoned. Now I was indeed alone. I cried a little—not nearly
as much as Mrs. Gabb. I was thankful that there was an end to Emma’s
terrible sufferings; but I felt in a sort of stupor myself—my brain
seemed sodden. I had not slept nor taken off my clothes for three days.
Mrs. Gabb was very kind, so were Mrs. Mound, the Doctor, and even Miss
Skuce—but she was also terribly inquisitive.

The funeral was small, indeed, it could scarcely have been smaller. Dr.
Skuce and I followed in the only mourning-coach. The cemetery was on a
hillside, quite a mile from Stonebrook, and it was a bright springlike
morning—a day that December had stolen from May, and that May would
filch from December in turn—as we proceeded at a foot pace on our
mournful errand.

There was a meet in the neighborhood; numbers of red-coated fox hunters
trotted past on their hunters. One drew up for a moment to a walk, and
lifted his hat as he went by. It was Mr. Somers. His scarlet coat,
his bright handsome face, his spirited hunter, which he reined in
with great difficulty—what a painful contrast this picture afforded
to that of myself—veiled, and shrinking into the corner of a dingy
mourning-coach—following my only friend to her grave.

Little did Mr. Somers suspect, as he dashed onward, that he had been
showing a last token of respect to Emma Hayes.

       *       *       *       *       *

After the funeral, I had to face the world. Poor people cannot afford
an extended period of retirement and mourning. I made my black gown,
and as I sewed, I made plans. I had nearly twenty pounds. I had youth,
health. I would go to London and work for my bread like other girls.
But how? I could teach French. I could sew and embroider beautifully.
No, I would not be a nursery governess, a _bonne d’enfants_. I could
play the guitar and sing. I had a fine mezzo-soprano, and had been well
taught. My singing had been in requisition at the rectory tea-parties
and in the church choir; but it would not bring me in a pennyworth of
bread. I must leave Stonebrook; I saw no means of earning my living
there, and I detested the place for many reasons. It was evidently
well known that I had been left almost penniless. The rector and his
wife had called; they had been very sympathetic, and had inquired
as to my future plans; but they could not give me much beyond their
sympathy. They had a large grown-up family, and but narrow means. Mrs.
Cholmondeley was a victim to influenza, and extremely ill. The Blosses
and Bennys had left cards, and this, with the exception of Miss Skuce,
brought me to the end of my acquaintances. The mere fact of thinking
of her appeared to have summoned her to my presence! There she was,
shaking her damp waterproof on the landing; it was a dreary, drizzling
January afternoon.

“Do you know that you have never put it in the papers?” she began,
without preamble. “I thought Mound would have seen to _that_. It ought
to be done at once.”

“Yes, of course; and I have been extremely remiss,” I acknowledged,
with dismay.

“I will write it out and send it to the _Times_ for you,” producing a
pencil—“the _Times_ and the _Stonebrook Star_. What shall I say?”

After thinking a moment, I said—

“‘December 27th, at Stonebrook, of acute pneumonia, Emma, widow of
the late Desmond Hayes, Esq., L. C. S., M. D., of Jam-Jam-More, aged
thirty-three. Indian papers, please copy.’”

“Very well. Now give me five and sixpence, and I will send it off by
the next post,” returned Miss Skuce, when she had ceased to scribble.
“And so I hear you are leaving!—Mrs. Gabb says you have given her
notice.”

“Yes, I am going away very shortly to London.”

“Well, I think it is an extremely wise move. There is no opening here
for a governess or companion; every one that I know is suited. I am
very sorry for you, and for poor Mrs. Hayes; but I always felt that she
was not long for this world. She was subject to delusions, wasn’t she,
poor dear? That was all a delusion about Lady Hildegarde! Of course,
other people call it by a nastier name; but _I_ don’t!”

“What do you mean?” I demanded indignantly.

“That the dear good soul imagined she knew Lady Hildegarde! But no one
ever saw her ladyship here, and you were not present at the dinner.
The invitation and acquaintance were in her imagination. I am aware
that Mr. Somers has sent game and flowers, and called; but gentlemen’s
attentions are on a totally different footing from those of the
ladies of a family, and it is quite incredible that his mother, Lady
Hildegarde, would stay for weeks as guest under a person’s roof, that
she would be nursed and tended like a sister, and absolutely ignore
the same kind friend when she came to live near her, and was in very
poor circumstances. It is impossible! As for her photographs, they were
bought in London. The Bennys _always_ said so!”

“Miss Skuce!” I paused, and then added in a calmer tone, “It is not
worth while debating the question. If you think we are impostors, I
cannot help it; but every word that my stepmother said was _true_!”

“Why!” cried my visitor, stretching out her neck and craning forward,
“here _is_ Lady Hildegarde, I declare, and getting out! Maude Polexfen
is in the carriage. Her ladyship is coming in—in here.”

“I shall not receive her,” I answered, rushing to the bell, but
remembering, as I tore at it, that it was broken. In another minute
Lady Hildegarde was in the room, swimming towards me with beautifully
gloved extended hands.

“Oh, my poor dear child! _What_ news is this? Is it true about Mrs.
Hayes?”

“If you mean that she is dead—yes,” I answered, still standing up, but
making no effort to salute her.

“How frightfully sudden!” dropping her hands to her sides and sinking
into Emma’s chair. “What was it?—nothing infectious, I trust?”

“No, nothing infectious.”

“Oh,” with a cool little nod, “how do you do, Miss Skuce? Pray” (to
me) “tell me all particulars. My son only heard the sad news last
evening. He was greatly shocked; and he despatched me at once, as you
see!”—Evidently she was not a little proud of her promptitude and
condescension.

“She caught a severe cold on Christmas Day—” I began.

“Oh, by the way, I’m _so_ sorry; I forgot all about sending for
you—never thought of it _once_—actually not till my son brought me
the melancholy intelligence last night. He wanted me to come off here
then and there. I am so very sorry!”

“You may well be sorry,” I answered, unable any longer to retain
my attitude of frigid politeness, “for your negligence indirectly
caused my mother’s death. Yes; she was so confident that you meant
your invitation, that she allowed the people of the house to leave
us, and here we sat that bitter night—perhaps you can remember the
temperature—without fire or food, waiting for you to send for us. She
would not believe that you could forget her; she thought so much of
you—she was so genuine and affectionate. Miss Skuce, here, has been
telling me that my mother suffered from delusions—that you never knew
her in India. Did you?”

“Why, of course I did,” with a petulant gesture.

“And you stayed with her—for weeks.”

“Yes; I never denied it, that I am aware of!”

“And were nursed by her through a serious illness? Is this true, or was
it a delusion?”

“My good young person! pray don’t be so excited. I am not accustomed
to be brow-beaten in this fashion. You need not look at me as if I were
a reptile! Come, I am a very busy woman; I have many claims on my time
and my society. I am overrun, and apt to be a little forgetful; and I
admit that, with respect to your stepmother, I have been rather slack.
However, I always meant to be friendly—I shall make it up to you. I
am aware that you are left totally destitute, and I know of a most
excellent post which I can secure for you at once, as companion to a
lady in New Zealand. I shall be happy to exert myself and get you this
situation without delay, and I promise——”

“Pray do not trouble yourself about me,” I broke in. “I have no faith
in your promises—or in you!”

Here Lady Hildegarde rose very slowly to her feet, and vainly
endeavored to overawe me by her look, and cover indignation with
dignity.

“You forget yourself, Miss Hayes,” she said in a freezing tone.

But I was now at bay, and replied—

“If you will be so good as to exert yourself so far as to forget _me_,
I shall be extremely glad.”

And then I held the door wide open, and, though my knees were shaking
under me, I bowed her out. Turned out Lady Hildegarde! Oh, what a tale
for the town! Miss Skuce, who had shrunk up into a corner, enjoyed
the scene prodigiously, I am certain, though she felt it her duty to
remonstrate most strongly with me.

“I apologize for all I said, for I have now her ladyship’s own words
for her obligations to your stepmother, and I apologize to _her_
memory. She was a dear, sweet, ladylike creature! She would never have
reproached Lady Hildegarde, nor flown at her like you. Oh, I shall
never forget the look of you! Nor how you dashed her offer in her face,
and drove her out of the room. You should have pocketed your pride and
taken her reference—a titled reference. You forget that you should
order yourself lowly and reverently to all your betters.”

“Do you call that mean, selfish, ungrateful woman my better?”

“Of course I do!” with emphasis. “There is no question of _that_!
Fancy comparing yourself to the daughter of a duke! I think you behaved
in a most vulgar, insulting, outrageous manner. You should——”

“Have played the hypocrite?” I suggested sarcastically.

“Well, well, I’ve no time to argue, for I must be going; but, mark my
words, your high temper will bring you very low yet, as sure as my name
is Sophia Ann Skuce.” Exit.




CHAPTER XIII.

KIND INQUIRIES.


“So you’ll be going this day week?” remarked Mrs. Gabb, as she bustled
in with the lamp. “And I’m sure I can’t wonder; it’s lonely-like for
you being here in this room by yourself, and London is where most
people goes to—it sort of sucks ’em in.”

“Yes; people who have to earn their bread have a better chance of doing
so in London.”

“You’ll go in for governessing, I suppose?”

“No. I’m afraid I am not sufficiently accomplished.”

“Laws! I should have thought you was. But it’s a hard life, and poor
pay, and often bad usage. And you do sing beautiful. Your voice sort
of gives me a lump in my throat, and many’s the night Gabb and I, and
sometimes a friend or two, have stood on the stairs, and listened
to you a-playing and singing to that guitar. I’m sure you’d take
splendidly at one of the music ’alls, if you could only dance a bit!
Stop; what’s that, now? There’s a knock at the door, and the girl’s
out.” And she rushed down-stairs, and in a very few seconds I was
astonished to hear a manly foot in the passage, and she ushered in “Mr.
Somers.”

He looked rather embarrassed, and very grave; whilst I, though almost
speechless with surprise, was collected enough as I put down my sewing
and rose to meet him.

“Miss Hayes, I hope you will pardon me,” he said, “for intruding on
you at this hour and in this way; but I felt that _writing_ would be
useless, and that I must see you face to face. I am sure I need not
tell you how much I feel for your loss, nor how shocked I was to hear
of Mrs. Hayes’s death. I believe I actually passed her funeral, when I
imagined her to be alive and well.”

“Yes, you did. Won’t you sit down?” I said.

“We only heard the news last night. I was in hopes that my mother
would have brought you back with her in the carriage to-day,
_insisted_ on your accompanying her. I told her she must take _no_
refusal, but—but”—and he hesitated, and his eyes fell from mine—“I
am greatly distressed to learn that you and she have had a most
unfortunate misunderstanding—_only_ a misunderstanding—it cannot be
more. I know you both. I know my mother; she is absolutely incapable of
giving offense; and I trust that I may say that I know you too.”

“You may, if you please. But sometimes I don’t know myself,” I answered
recklessly.

“Perhaps you were _not_ yourself to-day. I did not hear what occurred,
only this, that my mother returned without you, and she assured me that
you absolutely refused to receive any kindness at her hands.”

What garbled story had she laid before him? Should I tell him the
truth? No; it would humiliate him, and he had always been most loyal to
us.

“Is this correct?” he inquired, in a low voice.

“Yes. I need not enter into unpleasant details, for Lady Hildegarde is
your mother. But she has hurt my feelings most deeply.”

“I’m afraid she has an unfortunate manner sometimes; but she means
well. She has had a lot of trouble lately. My father has been ailing
for a long time, and we have been most unlucky in some money matters,
and she is worried and perhaps a little brusque and sharp. I wish you
understood one another.”

We understood one another to admiration. I was keenly alive to Lady
Hildegarde’s family politics: how it was absolutely necessary that
this young man—her son, so eagerly making her excuses to me—was
bound, by every family law, to marry his cousin (and my cousin), Dolly
Chalgrove—the marriage meant mental ease, suitability, prosperity,
fortune. A marriage with me, which she bitterly but needlessly
dreaded, meant a miserable, poverty-stricken _mésalliance_. Yes; I
acknowledge that. It was a notorious fact that Mr. Somers was not a
squire of dames. Lady Polexfen had magnified his attentions to me.
Hence her coldness and neglect of Emma, her eagerness to transport me
to the Colonies, her lies to her son, and her stern determination to
keep us apart—wide apart.

“And so you will not accept my mother’s friendship?” he pursued.

I shook my head with an emphasis that was some relief to my feelings,
although it was not an act of courtesy to my visitor.

“Well,” and he rose as he spoke, a very tall figure in our little
low room, “you surely will not taboo _me_, Miss Hayes?” he asked
appealingly. “I received great kindnesses, without _question_,
from your father and mother. I knew your father better than you did
yourself. You have told me that you have no relatives in this country.”

“None that I know,” I quibbled, “or that know of me.”

“Yes; you said so. Now, I hope you won’t think I am taking an awful
liberty if I ask you what are your plans?”

“On the contrary, it is very kind of you to inquire. I am going to
London in a few days, back to our old lodgings. I shall then look about
for something to do. I should not care to be a nursery governess, nor,
as my landlady suggests, sing and dance at a music-hall.”

“A music-hall!” His elbow swept a little saucer crash into the
fender—he was too big for our room. “The woman must be mad!”

“Yes; she confesses that she has often listened outside on the landing
when I played my guitar and sang, and thinks I would ‘take,’ as she
calls it.”

“But——”

“But you need not be at all alarmed. I shall find some post, perhaps
as clerk—I am clever at figures—perhaps as secretary. Mr. Blunt, the
rector, will give me a character. I have only myself to please—no
one’s wishes to consult.”

As I spoke, he had been fingering the little ornaments on the
chimney-piece, with his head half turned away. Then he suddenly
confronted me, and said—

“Miss Hayes, I hope what I am going to say will not startle you very
much.”

I became cold all over, and my heart beat fast. Was he going to offer
me money? I laid down my work to conceal my trembling hands, and looked
up in his face.

“You will make me very happy if you will marry me.”

I sat for a moment speechless; then I also rose to my feet, and said in
a low voice—I could not get it to sound, somehow—

“You cannot be in earnest, Mr. Somers.”

“I am in earnest—in deadly earnest, Miss Hayes.”

“You have seen me five times.”

“And every time I met you I have liked you better than the last. It
began that day at the Stores. I am not a bit susceptible. I never felt
drawn to any one in such a way. I have met heaps and heaps of girls,
nice ones too and pretty, and gone away and forgotten them in half a
day; but you I never forgot. Your memory, your face, came all the way
with me out to South America, came back with me; and when I saw you
sweeping down the stairs at the Moate that night, I said to myself,
‘Here she comes—_my fate_!’ My poor old governor has made an awful
muddle of our affairs, and we are dreadfully hard up; but I can take
one of the farms, and work it myself.” He paused suddenly, and looked
at me expectantly.

“Mr. Somers,” I began, “you have—I have—” Then in a sudden burst the
words came—“What you ask is impossible.”

“Why?” he questioned softly.

“There is Miss Chalgrove,” I replied, still more softly.

“Oh, _that_ old story!” with a shrug. “It would be an ideal match
from the parents’ point of view, to combine the title and property
with the money; but _we_ have to be considered. Thank God, we are not
crowned heads, who must only consult the welfare of the State. In the
first place, my cousin Dolly does not care a straw about me. I am her
cousin, comrade, and old friend. She would not marry me for anything.
She says she knows me too well; it would be extremely uninteresting and
monotonous! Then, I would not marry her; she is a very good fellow,
but too much of a handful for any man. She has been riding a brute of
a horse in the teeth of every one of her relations, male and female,
and I heard to-day that he has given her rather a nasty fall, and she
says it’s nothing; but she is so plucky, she always makes light of
everything that happens to herself. Well, you see, Miss Chalgrove is no
obstacle.”

“No, but there is Lady Hildegarde. If I were to marry you, I should
only add to her troubles, and possibly she to mine. You cannot say that
your mother would approve of your engagement to a girl you have only
met five times, and who is both penniless and friendless?”

He made no immediate answer to this difficult question, and I added—

“She and I do not love one another.”

“But if you love me, Gwendoline, that is the main question. God knows,
I love you!”

“You pity me, I am sure; and pity——”

“No, I don’t,” he broke in impetuously, “not in that sense, and I
don’t believe in that fusty old saying.”

“And you know nothing about me. You have seen so little of me,” I urged.

“With regard to some people, a little goes a long way. Oh, good
heavens, I don’t mean _that_!”

“I don’t think you know what you mean,” I answered remorselessly.

“Yes, I do; but I am not quick and brilliant like you. I am doing my
best to tell you that you are everything in the world to me—more than
father, mother, money. I meant that the little I saw of you went a long
way to making me care for you; and you are laughing at my blunders,
and raising objections. The real, true, and only obstacle is not Lady
Hildegarde nor Miss Chalgrove, but Miss Hayes herself. She does not
care a brass button about me—any fool can see that!”

He had actually worked himself into a passion.

“You are wrong,” I replied gravely. “The objections are insurmountable.
I can never marry you; but I do care for you, and I can promise you one
thing—that I will never, never marry any one else——”

“But me—” (seizing my hand before I was aware). “Then, you will
promise that, on your word of honor?”

“Yes; I will never marry any one—but you.”

“And when?”

“When your mother asks me to be her daughter-in-law,” I whispered.

His face fell, and he hastily released me, as at this moment, without
knock or cough, the door was flung open, and Miss Skuce burst into the
room, with a newspaper in her hand.

“Oh, _how_ do you do, Mr. Somers? I had no idea you were here. Don’t
you remember me? I’m Miss Skuce—Dr. Skuce’s sister; he attends the
Abbey servants, you know.”

Mr. Somers—who looked very black indeed—merely bowed. Was Miss Skuce
abashed? No, not a whit; though even she must have seen that she was
greatly _de trop_.

“So sorry to hear that Miss Chalgrove has met with an accident in the
hunting-field. I saw it in the paper. How anxious _you_ must be. I
trust it’s not serious.”

“No, I believe not”—surveying her with cold curiosity.

“Well, it said that the horse fell on her”—sitting down, and
apparently anxious to thresh out the subject at her leisure.

“Miss Hayes,” he said, turning to me, “I shall hope to see you again
before you leave.”

He hesitated, reluctant to depart: he had so much to say to me! Then he
shook hands, and, with an extremely cool bow to my visitor, walked out
of the room. As the door closed after him, she jumped to her feet and
cried—

“I saw him coming in. He has been here fully twenty minutes! It’s
not at all _comme il faut_ to be receiving men. I knew you would be
dreadfully uncomfortable, and so I trotted over. He had no business to
call on you. He is a most overbearing-looking young man, and I can’t
abide him! He always seems as if he didn’t _see_ me. What brought him?
What did he want—eh?”

Oh, this woman—with her pitiless curiosity, her keen little
questioning eyes, coming just after my late most trying interview—was
quite insupportable! I could have stood up and screamed. I was
overwrought, fagged, heartsore. I had had nothing to eat all day but
a cup of tea and a slice of toast, for Lady Hildegarde’s pro-luncheon
visit had effectually destroyed my appetite for my humble meal.

Still, I struggled for composure and forbearance, and offered a blank
wall of impenetrability to Mrs. Gabb and Miss Skuce’s storm of
questions; for Mrs. Gabb had entered with the tea-tray, and a friendly
determination to know “what brought young Mr. Somers at _that_ hour of
the night?”

“It is but barely five,” I answered; “and he came to pay me a visit of
condolence. He knew Mrs. Hayes very well in India.”

“It’s a most unusual thing,” said Miss Skuce, suspiciously. “I wonder
what his _mother_ would say to it?”

At last I got rid of my pair of tormentors. They found that I was
indisposed to be communicative. I pleaded (with truth) that I had a
dreadful headache. So they departed together—to wonder, suggest,
protest, and to discuss _me_, whilst I turned down the lamp, threw
myself on the sofa, and cried comfortably for a couple of hours.




CHAPTER XIV.

“MISS HAYES, I BELIEVE?”


Surely, there is no more melancholy task than collecting and putting
away the belongings of the dead! Even such little everyday articles
as gloves, pens, books, can inflict many agonizing stabs, however
tenderly handled, ere they are thrust out of sight. Besides Emma’s own
particular possessions, I had to open and investigate the great bullock
trunk which contained the remnant of my father’s and mother’s property;
so that I was at the present time actually surrounded and invested by
the effects of three relatives who had passed away, and by many dumb
and inanimate things, which nevertheless spoke with tongues.

The bullock trunk—being large and unwieldy—had been brought up to
the drawing-room. I had given orders that no one was to be admitted. I
had even locked the door, ere I turned the key in the trunk. It smelt
strongly of camphor, and contained mostly my father’s effects—his
uniform, his pistols, books, some rare coins, several valuable
daggers, several files of paid bills, and boxes of cartridges. Quite
at the bottom was a good-sized leathern despatch-box, and a few pale
water-color sketches, carefully wrapped in tissue-paper, and also a
slender gold-mounted riding-whip and a broken fan. The despatch-box was
full of letters—my father’s and mother’s letters. I glanced at one or
two. Somehow, I shrank from reading them, from prying into the secrets,
the most sacred feelings of my dead parents. There was also an ivory
Prayer-book, now very yellow, with the name, “Gwendoline Chalgrove,”
inscribed in a bold hand. There were, moreover, a faded photograph of
a girl, a little baby’s shirt, in which was stuck a rusty needle, and
that was all.

These I put aside; they were relics to be specially treasured. And
then I repacked the great box (filling up the space with some of poor
Emma’s possessions), and sent it down-stairs. I had a great deal
too many cases for a person of my indigent circumstances. My own
paraphernalia was sufficiently modest, but I could not and would not
abandon that great pile of luggage which had no living owners. I was
going to London the next day. I had bidden good-by to the grave—paid
our small accounts. I had packed up all Emma’s belongings. I was now
busily putting together my own effects in my little room above the
drawing-room: I do believe that one’s clothes _swell_! I was very hot
and tired as I knelt on the floor stuffing mine into a choking trunk,
when Mrs. Gabb came pounding up the stairs and gasped out as she opened
the door, “There’s a gentleman below!” My mind of course, flew to Mr.
Somers, and I made a gesture of dismissal. “I can’t see _any one_,” I
began.

“He says he must see you; and he—I couldn’t well catch his name, but
I believe he is _lord_. Here, just tidy yourself, and let me pick the
white threads off you.”

I hurried down, with a very tumultuous heart, and discovered (as I had
half suspected) Lord Chalgrove. The room was in the utmost confusion,
and he was standing in the middle of it, with one of the little
water-color drawings in his hand, which he laid aside as I entered.

“Miss Hayes, I—I believe?” he asked, after a moment’s hesitation.

“Yes; my name is Hayes.”

“You are the daughter of Desmond Hayes and my sister Gwendoline?”

“I am,” I acknowledged gravely.

“Then, my dear,” he said, taking my hand in his, “I have come to take
you home.”

I gazed at him incredulously.

“You understand, don’t you, that I am your uncle? Your mother was my
only sister—you are my nearest of kin, except Dolly. You are the image
of my poor Gwen!”

And this sedate little gray-bearded gentleman, whom I had never spoken
to before, drew me nearer to him and kissed me timidly.

“How did you find me out?” I asked as he sat down beside me.

“I saw Mrs. Hayes’s death in the paper. I made inquiries from Grindlay
and Co. her agents. There _was_ a Miss Hayes, they believed—a
step-daughter—and I came by the first train. I am going to take you
back with me to-day”—looking at his watch—“by the four o’clock train.
We shall not be home before ten o’clock to-night. I see you are half
packed.”

“Yes, I was going to-morrow.”

“Then I am just in the nick of time! I never knew of your existence,
my dear, until this morning. I wish I had. There is no use in
raking up old miseries now. My father and mother were stern and
unforgiving—especially my father; and your mother had been everything
to them—they were so proud of her. Well, she was headstrong. My Dolly
is the same. Your father was a singularly handsome and fascinating
fellow. She walked out and married him one morning in St. James’s
Piccadilly; and my father, when he heard the news, drew the blinds down
all over the house, and gave out that Gwen was _dead_. And then poor
Gwen died within a year in real earnest. We heard that the baby died
too; but I—I wished to make sure, and I wrote out to your father and
made inquiries, and offered to receive the child, if it had survived,
and he simply returned me my own letter. If I had known, it would have
been different for you of late years. Your father was too proud. Pride
cost a good deal, you see. It cost my father his daughter—well, well!”

“How is Miss Chalgrove? I heard she had met with an accident.”

“It’s not much—a mere strain, she says. Only for that, she would
have accompanied me; but she has to lie still—a hard thing for her;
and she is not Miss Chalgrove, but your cousin Dolly. She declares
that she recognized you at a dance by your likeness to the family. I
saw you too, and was struck by the same thing, but I thought it was
accidental. Dolly tried to find out your name, and to get formally
introduced to you, but she was told that you were a niece of some Miss
Bennys, and that they had taken you away early in the evening. Then
we returned home, and, almost immediately, she met with this horrible
fall, and that put things out of her head until the other day, when
some one wrote a letter and spoke of a pretty Miss Hayes, living here,
having lost her stepmother. Then we saw the _Times_ notice, and put two
and two together, and here I am! Even if your likeness to Gwen did not
speak for you, I see her things about. That Prayer-book, there, I gave
her myself. How was it that you never sent me a line?”

“I never heard anything about my mother’s people until after that ball,
when I told my stepmother of Miss Chalgrove’s resemblance to myself.
And then she told me all about my mother, and how my father would never
hear the name of Chalgrove mentioned. He never dreamt that he would
be leaving me alone in the world; and he was implacable on that one
subject.”

We talked for more than half an hour, my uncle and I. I felt as if I
had known him for a long time. I told him all my circumstances; in
short, told him everything—excepting about Mr. Somers.

“You know the Somers, perhaps?” he asked.

“Yes; I—I—have met them.”

“They are connections of ours—of yours. Everard is my heir, as perhaps
you may have heard, and a fine fellow. His father is my next-of-kin,
but has completely lost his memory; and Lady Hildegarde and I, though
we know each other since we were in pinafores—well—we don’t stable
our horses together.”

(Nor did Lady Hildegarde and I use the same stable!)

“I suppose I ought to drive out to the Abbey; but it might run me for
time, and we must go by the four o’clock train. May I ring for your
landlady? She can help you to put your things up. Some she can send
after you; and meanwhile I’ll go to the post-office and wire the news
to Dolly.”

What a fuss Mrs. Gabb made! She was far more in the way than otherwise.
However, in a very short time I had closed my gaping boxes, written
directions, taken a dressing-bag, put on my hat and cloak, and was
ready to start.

Miss Skuce entered as I was casting my last look round the
sitting-room. (She had had her usual few words with Mrs. Gabb, and was
almost incoherent.)

“_Well_, Gwendoline!”—a long pause, employed in staring at me very
hard, as if she expected me to look different in some way—“and so
your uncle is ‘a _lord_,’ and has come to fetch you! Lord Chalgrove!
Well, well, well! I congratulate you”—kissing me effusively—“I am
quite broken-hearted that you are going.” She had never mentioned
this before. “And you will be a great lady—indeed, I am not one bit
surprised—you always had the grand air,” and she held me back at arm’s
length, and surveyed me, this time with undisguised admiration. “When
you are living in high places, and driving in your coroneted carriage,
you won’t forget your poor friends who were intimate with you” (far too
intimate) “in your days of poverty and adversity?”

“No, no, Miss Skuce,” eager to escape, “I’ll _never_ forget you—I can
promise you that most faithfully.”

“Dear! You don’t mean to say that you have been over saying good-by to
those horrid, common Mounds?”

“Certainly I have; they have been most kind to me. Why should I not
take leave of them?”

“Well, I shall miss you frightfully. Living opposite to you has been
as interesting as a tale in _The Family Reader_ or _Bow Bells_. What
with your coming so poor and lowly, and then knowing Lady Hildegarde,
and turning the heads of hundreds at the Moate ball—oh, I heard all
about it—and then being left desolate, and scorned, and, lastly, being
fetched away by a lord, your own _uncle_—why, it’s most—most awfully
affecting!” and she actually was so excited and upset that she began to
cry.

In the midst of her sobs, my uncle reappeared, followed by a fly from
the station. He gazed in puzzled bewilderment at Miss Skuce, who gasped
out in jerky sentences—

“So sorry—to part—with this dear sweet girl—Lord Chalgrove. I am her
_oldest_ friend, too—as she will tell you. Known her—known her since
she first came—a—stranger to Stonebrook.”

“I am sure I am greatly obliged to you, ma’am. A kindness to my niece
is a double kindness to me.”

“Then,” hastily drying her eyes, “will you do me a favor, and allow me
to come and see her off, your lordship?”

“Certainly; only too delighted,” handing her into the fly: Mrs. Gabb
and family, Mrs. Mound and family, being assembled, and spectators of
this most proud moment!

Then I took leave of them all, and of that dingy little house, where
I had known many sorrows and but few joys; and was rattled off to
the station at a great pace—my uncle being engaged all the time in
listening to Miss Skuce’s voluble regrets.

It was a new experience to me to be waited upon; my uncle took all
trouble off my hands. Whilst he was getting the tickets, I noticed
the Abbey carriage drive up; it contained Lady Hildegarde and Lady
Polexfen—who was evidently going away. They seemed surprised to see
Lord Chalgrove, and accosted him warmly. He said something in reply,
and then both ladies turned and looked hard at _me_; but there was no
time for further conversation, for our train was entering the station.

As my uncle joined me with tickets and newspapers, I said in a low
voice, “Not in the same carriage with Lady Polexfen, please—_please_!”

Then I said farewell to Miss Skuce, who, sobbing hysterically, folded
me in her arms; there was no use in struggling, but I promised myself
that it would be for the last time. Much as I hated her endearments,
they evidently afforded her sincere gratification.

As the clock pointed to four, we steamed slowly away, leaving her on
the platform dissolved in tears, and Lady Hildegarde looking after us
with a glare of stony incredulity.




CHAPTER XV.

A NEW STATION OF LIFE.


We were met at Chalgrove station by the coroneted carriage and
high-stepping horses, as foreseen by Miss Skuce’s eager imagination. My
scanty, shabby baggage was entirely the affair of a tall footman, who
ushered me to this splendid equipage with an air of solemn deference,
which afforded ample testimony that Lord Chalgrove’s niece was
_somebody_.

“I’m extremely anxious about Dolly,” said my uncle as we bowled along
at a rapid rate.

This was the third or fourth time, within three or four hours, that he
had made the same remark.

“She won’t give in—she has such a spirit—but I know she is more
injured than we suspect, and that Dr. Harwood has rather a grave
opinion of her case. An accident to the spine is always a serious
matter.”

“I should think it was,” I assented. “But then, she has youth on her
side, which is something.”

“And she will have _you_ by her side, which will be something,”
he replied. “It seems almost providential—_quite_ providential,
indeed—that I should have been able to lay claim to a relation, to a
young companion for her, just at this critical time.”

“Most providential for _me_, uncle, seeing that I have neither friends
nor home.”

“And here _is_ your home now, my dear,” he said, as we dashed between a
pair of great stone pillars. “This is Chalgrove, where your mother was
born. There were only two of us, and we were always greatly attached
to one another—and she was the leading spirit of the two, afraid of
nothing not even of my father; and many a scrape we got into together,
though I was the elder by five years.”

Chalgrove Chase was a lovely place—not a new place in old clothes, nor
an old place decked out in modern garments; but a beautiful, dignified,
venerable pile, standing among sloping green glades and fine forest
trees. We entered through a hall or armory lined with coats of mail and
feudal banners, and passed into a great gallery paneled with carved
oak, and hung with impressive-looking portraits; everything around me
spoke of generations of magnificence, and of dignified prosperity. And
I was, in a way, a daughter of this wealthy and ancient house!

The real daughter of the house received me with wide-open arms, as she
lay upon a couch in her boudoir. Poor girl! even now I saw a sad change
in her; her merry, dancing eyes looked anxious, and almost tragic; were
they already deploring her blighted youth? Her lips were drawn with
pain, her cheeks had lost their pretty contour. Yes, in ten days’ time
Dolly Chalgrove was wasted to a shadow!

Her spirits, however, were still in robust condition, and she hailed
me with enthusiasm, and—what is more lasting—with warm and enduring
affection.

“To tell you the truth, I don’t care for many girls!” she confessed as
I sat beside her, “and those who have been my chief pals have a horrid
knack of getting married, and that puts an end to everything; because,
once a girl marries, she tells all she hears to her husband, and even
lets him read her letters, and that three-cornered sort of business is
most unsatisfactory. But now I have you, my own first cousin, who is
the image of my Aunt Gwendoline, father says, and as I resemble her
too, no wonder we are almost like sisters, and that I was drawn to you
on the spot!”

“And I to you,” I answered emphatically.

“You remember that I told you to look out for me in the sporting
papers; but I never dreamt that when you did see me mentioned in a
paragraph, it would be as the victim of a ‘shocking accident in the
hunting field.’ It was not really the horse’s fault, though he has a
hot temper. Another woman was riding jealous—she actually rode _at_
me! She crossed us at a fence. He jumped wildly, and fell—fell on
me, on stones. I put up my hands (as I always do) to save my face;
but in his struggles he kicked me in the back. You say I shall get
better. No, my dear Cousin Gwen, I’m going to let you into a horrible
secret—I shall get _worse_. I feel it. Every day I am more loglike and
powerless. Oh, I am so sorry for the poor, poor pater. He and I always
hunted in couples, always went everywhere together. Gwen, you will have
to be a daughter to him and take my place.”

Dolly’s sad presentiment came true; all that winter, spring, and
summer, she never left her bed, and I nursed her. At length there was
a shade of improvement, and we took her abroad by easy stages, and
remained there for months. She is no longer bedridden, or a helpless
invalid, or chained to her sofa always.

This she declares she owes to me; but that is only a way of saying
that she is fond of me. Her own patience, fortitude, and cheerful
disposition did more for her than our assiduous care and foreign baths.
She will never, alas, be able to walk, to dance, to mount a horse
again! She will be a cripple, more or less, as long as she lives.
Nevertheless, she takes a vivid interest in life—life, in which my
pretty, vivacious, warm-hearted Cousin Dolly can be but a bystander and
spectator. She takes a keen interest in Everard and me. We have been
engaged to be married for some time—with the full approval of both
families.

Yes, Lady Hildegarde paid a three days’ visit to the Chase when we
returned from Germany, ostensibly to inquire for Dolly, and judge of
her progress with her own eyes; but in reality to ask me (to command,
exhort, and entreat, me) to be her son’s wife.

For, strange as it may appear, it will be _my_ hand, and not poor
Dolly’s, that alone can join the great Chalgrove fortune to the
impoverished Somers estates!

I am mistress of a splendid establishment, with an admirable
housekeeper as viceroy. And I “fell into the ways of the place,” as she
expressed it, with extraordinary ease.

I suppose there was something in belonging by blood to the race that
had lived there for generations! Ideas, instincts, tastes, manners, are
surely hereditary! Who would believe that I had spent so many sighs
and tears over a much smaller domestic budget, or with what an anxious
eye I had scanned the butter (salt butter) and the candles, in order
to measure their consumption? Who would imagine that I knew far better
than my own scullery-maid the cheap parts of meat; and that once
an unexpected deficit of two and fourpence half penny had cost me a
sleepless night!

How I wished that Emma, the partner of those dark days, had been alive
to enjoy the sunshine of my present prosperity!

I have not forgotten Stonebrook—nor has it forgotten me. I send
punctual remembrances to Mrs. Gabb and the Mounds; and Miss Skuce
clings to me. She favors me with long letters (crossed) and elaborate
Christmas cards, and receives in return hampers of game and hothouse
fruit. Uncle Chalgrove calls her “a kind, good, warm-hearted old soul!”
and I leave him in his ignorance. I have steadily turned a deaf ear to
her continual importunities and eager appeals for my photograph, and
she mentions that she would “_prefer_ a large one, in my court train!”
She shall never possess a picture of mine, large or small, plain or
colored, for I well know how it would stand on her mantelpiece, to be
criticised, explained, and talked over, and have all its poor little
history garrulously related. No, never, _never_!

Everard, my cousin and _fiancé_, spends most of his time at the Chase.
We are to live there altogether in the coming by and by. He and I often
walk out beside Dolly’s invalid chair, and accompany her round the
park, the grounds, gardens, or to her favorite haunt, the paddocks, to
see the pensioners and the young horses. Among the former is Diable
Vert (fat, lazy, and dead lame). Dolly was firm with respect to her
former favorite, and obtained a reprieve for him, as he was being led
forth to execution. He also had suffered in that dreadful accident, and
is worthless as a hunter; but he hobbles up to the gate whenever he
hears the voice of his comrade in misfortune.

I know that Everard often—nay, perhaps always—wonders why I am not
more cordial to his mother. She knew my own mother intimately long
ago, and has repeatedly assured me, with what poor Emma called her
“irresistible” manner, that she will take her old friend’s place, and
be _more_ than a mother to me! Naturally, I have never once referred
to our unpleasant little encounter in Mrs. Gabb’s lodgings, nor to
Emma, nor to India, nor to any delicate subjects. I am always civil
and—I hope—agreeable. I shall never tell tales to Everard. Perhaps
he may have his suspicions—who knows? Perhaps Miss Skuce took all
Stonebrook into her confidence—perhaps not. But it is a curious fact,
that latterly he has ceased to urge me to pay visits to the Abbey, or
to inquire why I invariably decline his mother’s continual and pressing
invitations to stay with her for a week or two—or even to spend
_Christmas_!


THE END.

Transcriber’s Notes

Page 70 — chimmey changed to chimney.
Page 94 — charperon changed to chaperon.
Page 98 — breakast changed to breakfast.
Page 177 — my fine eathers changed to my fine feathers.
Page 201 — kettle of ho water changed to kettle of hot water.
Page 244 — aknowledged changed acknowledged.