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                               NARRATIVE
                                  OF
                             MY CAPTIVITY
                               AMONG THE
                            SIOUX INDIANS.

                                  BY
                             FANNY KELLY.

  WITH A BRIEF ACCOUNT OF GENERAL SULLY’S INDIAN EXPEDITION IN 1864,
            BEARING UPON EVENTS OCCURRING IN MY CAPTIVITY.

                              CINCINNATI:
                  WILSTACH, BALDWIN & CO., PRINTERS,
                         NO. 143 RACE STREET,
                                 1871.

      Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1871, by
                             FANNY KELLY,
      In the office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington.
         STEREOTYPED AT THE FRANKLIN TYPE FOUNDRY, CINCINNATI.




                             _DEDICATION._

                                TO THE

          Officers and Soldiers of the Eleventh Ohio Cavalry,

                               FOR THEIR
                         PERSISTENT AND DARING
                     EFFORTS TO AID MY HUSBAND IN
                         EFFECTING MY RESCUE;
                              AND TO THE

           Officers and Soldiers of the Sixth Iowa Cavalry,

                             FOR KINDNESS
                       SHOWN ME AFTER MY RANSOM
                    AND RETURN TO FORT SULLY, THIS
                      NARRATIVE IS AFFECTIONATELY
                             DEDICATED BY

                                                  THE AUTHOR.




                             INTRODUCTORY.


The summer of 1864 marked a period of unusual peril to the daring
pioneers seeking homes in the far West. Following upon the horrible
massacres in Minnesota in 1862, and the subsequent chastisements
inflicted by the expeditions under Generals Sully and Sibley in
1863, whereby the Indians were driven from the then western borders
of civilization, in Iowa, Minnesota, and the white settlements of
Dakota, in the Missouri Valley, the great emigrant trails to Idaho
and Montana became the scene of fresh outrages; and, from the wild,
almost inaccessible nature of the country, pursuit and punishment were
impossible.

I was a member of a small company of emigrants, who were attacked by
an overwhelming force of hostile Sioux, which resulted in the death of
a large proportion of the party, in my own capture, and a horrible
captivity of five months’ duration.

Of my thrilling adventures and experience during this season of terror
and privation, I propose to give a plain, unvarnished narrative, hoping
the reader will be more interested in facts concerning the habits,
manners, and customs of the Indians, and their treatment of prisoners,
than in theoretical speculations and fine-wrought sentences.

Some explanation is due the public for the delay in publishing this
my narrative. From memoranda, kept during the period of my captivity,
I had completed the work for publication, when the manuscript was
purloined and published; but the work was suppressed before it could be
placed before the public. After surmounting many obstacles, I have at
last succeeded in gathering the scattered fragments; and, by the aid of
memory, impressed as I pray no mortal’s may ever be again, am enabled
to place the results before, I trust, a kind-judging, appreciative
public.




CONTENTS.

                              CHAPTER I.                            Page

  Early History—Canada to Kansas—Death of my Father—My
    Marriage—“Ho! for Idaho!”—Crossing the Platte
    River—A Storm,                                                    11

                              CHAPTER II.

  The Attack and the Capture,                                         19

                             CHAPTER III.

  My Husband’s Escape—Burial of the Dead—Arrival of the
    Survivors at Deer Creek—An ill-timed Ball,                        28

                              CHAPTER IV.

  Beginning of my Captivity,                                          37

                              CHAPTER V.

  Plan for Little Mary’s Escape—Tortures of
    Uncertainty—Unsuccessful Attempt to Escape,                       45

                              CHAPTER VI.

  Continuation of our March into the Wilderness—Suffering from
    Thirst and Weariness—Disappearance of my Fellow-prisoner—Loss
    of the old Chief’s Pipe, and its Consequences to me—A Scene of
    Terror,                                                           49

                             CHAPTER VII.

  Powder River—Another Attempt to Escape—Detection and Despair—A
    Quarrel—My Life saved by “Jumping Bear,”                          62

                             CHAPTER VIII.

  The Storm—Arrival at the Indian Village—The old Chief’s
    Wife—Some Kindness shown me—Attend a Feast,                       72

                              CHAPTER IX.

  Preparations for Battle—An Indian Village on the Move—Scalp
    Dance—A Horrible Scene of Savage Exultation—Compelled to join
    the Orgies—A Cause of Indian Hostility—Another Battle with
    the White Troops—Burial of an Indian Boy—A Hasty
    Retreat—Made to act as Surgeon of the Wounded—Mauve Terre, or
    Bad Lands,                                                        92

                              CHAPTER X.

  Mourning for the Slain—Threatened with Death at the Fiery
    Stake—Saved by a Speech from Ottawa—Starving Condition of the
    Indians,                                                         106

                              CHAPTER XI.

  Meet another White Female Captive—Sad Story of Mary Boyeau—A
    Child Roasted, and its Brains Dashed out—Murder of Mrs.
    Fletcher—Five Children Slaughtered—Fate of their Mother,         112

                             CHAPTER XII.

  First Intimation of my Little Mary’s Fate—Despair and
    Delirium—A Shower of Grasshoppers—A Feast and a Fight—An
    Enraged Squaw—The Chief Wounded,                                 120

                             CHAPTER XIII.

  Arrival of “Porcupine”—A Letter from Captain Marshall—Hopes of
    Rescue—Treachery of the Messenger—Egosegalonicha—The Tables
    Turned—Another Gleam of Hope—The Indian “White
    Tipi”—Disappointed—A White Man Bound and left to Starve—A
    Burial Incident,                                                 129

                             CHAPTER XIV.

  Lost in the Indian Village—Black Bear’s White Wife—A small Tea
    Party—The White Boy-captive, Charles Sylvester—The Sun
    Dance—A Conciliating Letter from General Sibley—A Puzzle of
    Human Bones—The Indian as an Artist—I Destroy a Picture and
    am Punished with Fire-brands—A Sick Indian,                      136

                              CHAPTER XV.

  Preparing the Chi-cha-cha, or Killikinnick—Attack on Captain
    Fisk’s Emigrant Train—Fourteen Whites Killed—A big Haul of
    Whisky—A Drunken Debauch—I write a Letter to Captain Fisk
    under dictation—Poisoned Indians—The Train saved by my
    Clerical Strategy,                                               147

                             CHAPTER XVI.

  Scenes on Cannon Ball Prairie—Reflections,                         154

                             CHAPTER XVII.

  A Prairie on Fire—Scenes of Terror,                                159

                            CHAPTER XVIII.

  Last days with the Ogalalla Sioux—Massacre of a Party returning
    from Idaho—A Woman’s Scalp—A Scalp Dance—Suspicious
    Circumstance—Arrival of Blackfeet Indians—Negotiations for my
    Ransom—Treachery,                                                164

                             CHAPTER XIX.

  Indian Customs,                                                    175

                              CHAPTER XX.

  An Indian tradition—Arrival at the Blackfeet Village—An offer
    to purchase me indignantly rejected—A Yankton attempts my
    Capture,                                                         191

                             CHAPTER XXI.

  Appearance of Jumping Bear—I prevail on him to carry a Letter to
    the Fort—A War Speech—Intended Treachery—Resume our Journey
    to the Fort—Singular Meeting with a White Man—“Has Richmond
    Fallen?”—Arrival at the Fort—I am Free!                          199

                             CHAPTER XXII.

  Retrospection—A Border Trading post—Garrison Hospitality—A
    Visit from the Commandant of Fort Rice—Arrival of my
    Husband—Affecting Scene,                                         212

                            CHAPTER XXIII.

  Sad Fate of Little Mary,                                           218

                             CHAPTER XXIV.

  What occurred at Fort Laramie after my Capture—Efforts to
    Rescue—Lieutenant Brown killed—Reward offered—It is the
    Means of restoring another White Woman and Child—Her Rescuers
    hung for Former Murders—A Letter announcing my Safe Arrival at
    Fort Sully,                                                      223

                             CHAPTER XXV.

  Supper in Honor of our Re-union—Departure from Fort
    Sully—Incidents by the way—Arrival at Geneva—Mother and
    Child—A Happy Meeting,                                           228

                             CHAPTER XXVI.

  Elizabeth Blackwell—Mormon Home—A brutal Father—The Mother
    and Daughters flee to the Mountains—Death of the Mother and
    Sisters from exposure—Elizabeth saved by an Indian—A White
    Woman tortured—Rescued Children—The Boxx Family—Capture of
    Mrs. Blynn,                                                      238

                            CHAPTER XXVII.

  Move to Wyoming—False Friends—The Manuscript of my Narrative
    taken by another party and published—I go to Washington,         250

                            CHAPTER XXVIII.

  General Sully’s Expedition,                                        255


  POEM TO MRS. FANNIE KELLY,                                         268

  CERTIFICATE OF INDIAN CHIEFS,                                      270

  CERTIFIED COPIES OF MY CORRESPONDENCE WITH CAPTAIN FISK,           274

  STATEMENT OF LIEUTENANT G. A. HESSELBERG,                          279

  STATEMENT OF OFFICERS AND MEMBERS OF THE SIXTH IOWA CALVARY,       282


[Illustration: THE CAMP.]




                      CAPTIVITY AMONG THE SIOUX.

                              CHAPTER I.

  EARLY HISTORY—CANADA TO KANSAS—DEATH OF MY FATHER—MY
    MARRIAGE—“HO! FOR IDAHO!”—CROSSING THE PLATTE RIVER—A STORM.


I was born in Orillia, Canada, in 1845. Our home was on the lake shore,
and there amid pleasant surroundings I passed the happy days of early
childhood.

The years 1852 to 1856 witnessed, probably, the heaviest immigration
the West has ever known in a corresponding length of time. Those who
had gone before sent back to their friends such marvelous accounts of
the fertility of the soil, the rapid development of the country, and
the ease with which fortunes were made, the “Western fever” became
almost epidemic. Whole towns in the old, Eastern States were almost
depopulated. Old substantial farmers, surrounded apparently by all the
comforts that heart could wish, sacrificed the homes wherein their
families had been reared for generations, and, with all their worldly
possessions, turned their faces toward the setting sun. And with what
high hopes! Alas! how few, comparatively, met their realization.

In 1856, my father, James Wiggins, joined a New York colony bound for
Kansas. Being favorably impressed with the country and its people, they
located the town of Geneva, and my father returned for his family.

Reaching the Missouri River on our way to our new home, my father was
attacked with cholera, and died.

In obedience to his dying instructions, my widowed mother, with her
little family, continued on the way to our new home. But, oh! with what
saddened hearts we entered into its possession. It seemed as if the
light of our life had gone out. He who had been before to prepare that
home for us, was not there to share it with us, and, far away from all
early associations, almost alone in a new and sparsely settled country,
it seemed as though hope had died.

But God is merciful. He prepares the soul for its burdens. Of a truth,
“He tempers the wind to the shorn lamb.”

Our family remained in this pleasant prairie home, where I was married
to Josiah S. Kelly.

My husband’s health failing, he resolved upon a change of climate.
Accordingly, on the 17th of May, 1864, a party of six persons,
consisting of Mr. Gardner Wakefield, my husband, myself, our adopted
daughter (my sister’s child), and two colored servants, started from
Geneva, with high-wrought hopes and pleasant anticipations of a
romantic and delightful journey across the plains, and a confident
expectation of future prosperity among the golden hills of Idaho.

A few days after commencing our journey, we were joined by Mr. Sharp,
a Methodist clergyman, from Verdigris River, about thirty miles south
of Geneva; and, a few weeks later, we overtook a large train of
emigrants, among whom were a family from Allen County with whom we
were acquainted—Mr. Larimer, wife, and child, a boy eight years old.
Preferring to travel with our small train, they left the larger one and
became members of our party. The addition of one of my own sex to our
little company was cause of much rejoicing to me, and helped relieve
the dullness of our tiresome march.

The hours of noon and evening rest were spent in preparing our frugal
meals, gathering flowers with our children, picking berries, hunting
curiosities, or gazing in wrapt wonder and admiration at the beauties
of this strange, bewildering country.

Our amusements were varied. Singing, reading, writing to friends at
home, or pleasant conversation, occupied our leisure hours.

So passed the first few happy days of our emigration to the land of
sunshine and flowers.

When the sun had set, when his last rays were flecking the towering
peaks of the Rocky Mountains, gathering around the camp-fires, in our
home-like tent, we ate with a relish known only to those who, like us,
scented the pure air, and lived as nature demanded.

At night, when our camp had been arranged by Andy and Franklin, our
colored men, it was always in the same relative position, Mr. Kelly
riding a few miles ahead as evening drew near to select the camping
ground.

The atmosphere, which during the day was hot and stifling, became cool,
and was laden with the odor of prairie flowers, the night dews filling
their beautiful cups with the waters of heaven.

The solemnity of night pervaded every thing. The warblings of the
feathered tribe had ceased. The antelope and deer rested on the hills;
no sound of laughing, noisy children, as in a settled country; no
tramping of busy feet, or hurrying to and fro. All is silent. Nature,
like man, has put aside the labors of the day, and is enjoying rest and
peace.

Yonder, as a tiny spark, as a distant star, might be seen from the road
a little camp-fire in the darkness spread over the earth.

Every eye in our little company is closed, every hand still, as we lay
in our snugly-covered wagons, awaiting the dawn of another day.

And the Eye that never sleeps watched over us in our lonely camp, and
cared for the slumbering travelers.

Mr. Wakefield, with whom we became acquainted after he came to settle
at Geneva, proved a most agreeable companion. Affable and courteous,
unselfish, and a gentleman, we remember him with profound respect.

A fine bridge crosses the Kansas River. A half-hour’s ride through the
dense heavy timber, over a jet-black soil of incalculable richness,
brought us to this bridge, which we crossed.

We then beheld the lovely valley of the prairies, intersecting the deep
green of graceful slopes, where waves tall prairie grass, among which
the wild flowers grow.

Over hundreds of acres these blossoms are scattered, yellow, purple,
white, and blue, making the earth look like a rich carpet of variegated
colors; those blooming in spring are of tender, modest hue, in later
summer and early autumn clothed in gorgeous splendor. Solomon’s gold
and purple could not outrival them.

Nature seemingly reveled in beauty, for beauty’s sake alone, for none
but the simple children of the forest to view her in state.

Slowly the myriad years come and go upon her solitary places. Tender
spring-time and glorious summer drop down their gifts from overflowing
coffers, while the steps of bounding deer or the notes of singing birds
break upon the lonely air.

The sky is of wonderful clearness and transparency. Narrow belts and
fringes of forest mark the way of winding streams.

In the distance rise conical mounds, wrapped in the soft veil of dim
and dreamy haze.

Upon the beaten road are emigrants wending their way, their household
goods packed in long covered wagons, drawn by oxen, mules, or horses;
speculators working their way to some new town with women and children;
and we meet with half-breed girls, with heavy eye-lashes and sun-burnt
cheeks, jogging along on horseback.

I was surprised to see so many women among the emigrants, and to see
how easily they adapted themselves to the hardships experienced in a
journey across the plains.

As a rule, the emigrants travel without tents, sleeping in and under
wagons, without removing their clothing.

Cooking among emigrants to the far West is a very primitive operation,
a frying-pan and perhaps a Dutch oven comprising the major part of the
kitchen furniture.

The scarcity of timber is a source of great inconvenience and
discomfort, “buffalo chips” being the substitute. At some of the
stations, where opportunity offered, Mr. Kelly bought wood by the
pound, as I had not yet been long enough inured to plains privations to
relish food cooked over a fire made with “chips” of that kind.

We crossed the Platte River by binding four wagon boxes together, then
loaded the boat with goods, and were rowed across by about twenty men.

We were several days in crossing. Our cattle and horses swam across.
The air had been heavy and oppressively hot; now the sky began to
darken suddenly, and just as we reached the opposite shore, a gleam of
lightning, like a forked tongue of flame, shot out of the black clouds,
blinding us by its flash, and followed by a frightful crash of thunder.

Another gleam and another crash followed, and the dense blackness
lowered threateningly over us, almost shutting out the heights beyond,
and seeming to encircle us like prisoners in the valley that lay at our
feet.

The vivid flashes lighting the darkness for an instant only made its
gloom more fearful, and the heavy rolling of the thunder seemed almost
to rend the heavens above it.

All at once it burst upon our unprotected heads in rain. But such rain!
Not the gentle droppings of an afternoon shower, nor a commonplace
storm, but a sweeping avalanche of water, drenching us completely at
the first dash, and continuing to pour, seeming to threaten the earth
on which we stood, and tempt the old Platte to rise and claim it as its
own.

Our wagon covers had been removed in the fording, and we had no time to
put up tents for our protection until its fury was exhausted. And so
we were forced to brave the elements, with part of our company on the
other side of the swollen river, and a wild scene, we could scarcely
discern through the pelting rain, surrounding us.

One soon becomes heroic in an open-air life, and so we put up what
shelter we could when the abating storm gave us opportunity; and,
wringing the water out of clothes, hair, and eye-brows, we camped in
cheerful hope of a bright to-morrow, which did not disappoint us, and
our hundreds of emigrant companions scattered on the way.

Each recurring Sabbath was gratefully hailed as a season of thought and
repose; as a matter of conscience and duty we observed the day, and
took pleasure in doing so.

We had divine service performed, observing the ceremonies of prayer,
preaching, and singing, which was fully appreciated in our absence from
home and its religious privileges.

Twenty-five miles from California Crossing is a place called Ash
Hollow, where the eye is lost in space as it endeavors to penetrate its
depths. Here some years before, General Harney made his name famous by
an indiscriminate massacre of a band of hostile Indians, with their
women and children.

[Illustration: The Attack and Capture of Our Train, July 12th, 1864.]




                              CHAPTER II.

                      THE ATTACK AND THE CAPTURE.


A train of wagons were coursing their westward way, with visions of
the future bright as our own. Sometimes a single team might be seen
traveling alone.

Our party were among the many small squads emigrating to the land of
promise.

The day on which our doomed family were scattered and killed was the
12th of July, a warm and oppressive day. The burning sun poured forth
its hottest rays upon the great Black Hills and the vast plains of
Montana, and the great emigrant road was strewed with men, women, and
children, and flocks of cattle, representing towns of adventurers.

We looked anxiously forward to the approach of evening, with a sense of
relief, after the excessive heat of the day.

Our journey had been pleasant, but toilsome, for we had been long weeks
on the road.

Slowly our wagons wound through the timber that skirted the Little Box
Elder, and, crossing the stream, we ascended the opposite bank.

We had no thought of danger or timid misgivings on the subject of
savages, for our fears had been all dispersed by constantly received
assurances of their friendliness.

At the outposts and ranches, we heard nothing but ridicule of their
pretensions to warfare, and at Fort Laramie, where information that
should have been reliable was given us, we had renewed assurances of
the safety of the road and friendliness of the Indians.

At Horseshoe Creek, which we had just left, and where there was a
telegraph station, our inquiries had elicited similar assurances as to
the quiet and peaceful state of the country through which we must pass.

Being thus persuaded that fears were groundless, we entertained none,
and, as I have mentioned before, our small company preferred to travel
alone on account of the greater progress made in that way.

The beauty of the sunset and the scenery around us filled our hearts
with joy, and Mr. Wakefield’s voice was heard in song for the last
time, as he sang, “Ho! for Idaho.” Little Mary’s low, sweet voice, too,
joined in the chorus. She was so happy in her childish glee on that
day, as she always was. She was the star and joy of our whole party.

We wended our way peacefully and cheerfully on, without a thought of
the danger that was lying like a tiger in ambush in our path.

Without a sound of preparation or a word of warning, the bluffs before
us were covered with a party of about two hundred and fifty Indians,
painted and equipped for war, who uttered the wild war-whoop and fired
a signal volley of guns and revolvers into the air.

This terrible and unexpected apparition came upon us with such
startling swiftness that we had not time to think before the main body
halted and sent out a part of their force, which circled us round at
regular intervals, but some distance from our wagons. Recovering from
the shock, our men instantly resolved on defense, and corralled the
wagons. My husband was looked upon as leader, as he was principal owner
of the train. Without regard to the insignificance of our numbers, Mr.
Kelly was ready to stand his ground; but, with all the power I could
command, I entreated him to forbear and only attempt conciliation. “If
you fire one shot,” I said, “I feel sure you will seal our fate, as
they seem to outnumber us ten to one, and will at once massacre all of
us.”

Love for the trembling little girl at my side, my husband, and friends,
made me strong to protest against any thing that would lessen our
chance for escape with our lives. Poor little Mary! from the first she
had entertained an ungovernable dread of the Indians, a repugnance
that could not be overcome, although in our intercourse with friendly
savages, I had endeavored to show how unfounded it was, and persuade
her that they were civil and harmless, but all in vain. Mr. Kelly
bought her beads and many little presents from them which she much
admired, but she would always add, “They look so cross at me and they
have knives and tomahawks, and I fear they will kill me.” Could it be
that her tender young mind had some presentiment or warning of her
horrid fate?

My husband advanced to meet the chief and demand his intentions.

The savage leader immediately came toward him, riding forward and
uttering the words, “How! how!” which are understood to mean a friendly
salutation.

His name was Ottawa, and he was a war chief of the Ogalalla band of the
Sioux nation. He struck himself on his breast, saying, “Good Indian,
me,” and pointing to those around him, he continued, “Heap good Indian,
hunt buffalo and deer.” He assured us of his utmost friendship for the
white people; then he shook hands, and his band followed his example,
crowding around our wagons, shaking us all by the hand over and over
again, until our arms ached, and grinning and nodding with every
demonstration of good will.

Our only policy seemed to be temporizing, in hope of assistance
approaching; and, to gain time, we allowed them unopposed to do
whatever they fancied. First, they said they would like to change one
of their horses for the one Mr. Kelly was riding, a favorite race
horse. Very much against his will, he acceded to their request, and
gave up to them the noble animal to which he was fondly attached.

My husband came to me with words of cheer and hope, but oh! what a
marked look of despair was upon his face, such as I had never seen
before.

The Indians asked for flour, and we gave them what they wanted of
provisions. The flour they emptied upon the ground, saving only the
sack. They talked to us partly by signs and partly in broken English,
with which some of them were quite familiar, and as we were anxious
to suit ourselves to their whims and preserve a friendly intercourse
as long as possible, we allowed them to take whatever they desired,
and offered them many presents besides. It was, as I have said
before, extremely warm weather, but they remarked that the cold made
it necessary for them to look for clothing, and begged for some from
our stock, which was granted without the slightest offered objection
on our part. I, in a careless-like manner, said they must give me
some moccasins for some articles of clothing that I had just handed
them, and very pleasantly a young Indian gave me a nice pair, richly
embroidered with different colored beads.

Our anxiety to conciliate them increased every moment, for the hope of
help arriving from some quarter grew stronger as they dallied, and,
alas! it was our only one.

They grew bolder and more insolent in their advances. One of them laid
hold of my husband’s gun, but, being repulsed, desisted.

The chief at last intimated that he desired us to proceed on our way,
promising that we should not be molested. We obeyed, without trusting
them, and soon the train was again in motion, the Indians insisting
on driving our herd, and growing ominously familiar. Soon my husband
called a halt. He saw that we were approaching a rocky glen, in whose
gloomy depths he anticipated a murderous attack, and from which escape
would be utterly impossible. Our enemies urged us still forward, but we
resolutely refused to stir, when they requested that we should prepare
supper, which they said they would share with us, and then go to the
hills to sleep. The men of our party concluded it best to give them a
feast. Mr. Kelly gave orders to our two colored servants to prepare at
once to make a feast for the Indians.

Andy said, “I think, if I knows any thing about it, they’s had their
supper;” as they had been eating sugar crackers from our wagons for an
hour or more.

The two colored men had been slaves among the Cherokees, and knew the
Indian character by experience. Their fear and horror of them was
unbounded, and their terror seemed pitiable to us, as they had worked
for us a long time, and were most faithful, trustworthy servants.

Each man was busy preparing the supper; Mr. Larimer and Frank were
making the fire; Mr. Wakefield was getting provisions out of the wagon;
Mr. Taylor was attending to his team; Mr. Kelly and Andy were out
some distance gathering wood; Mr. Sharp was distributing sugar among
the Indians; supper, that they asked for, was in rapid progress of
preparation, when suddenly our terrible enemies threw off their masks
and displayed their truly demoniac natures. There was a simultaneous
discharge of arms, and when the cloud of smoke cleared away, I could
see the retreating form of Mr. Larimer and the slow motion of poor Mr.
Wakefield, for he was mortally wounded.

Mr. Kelly and Andy made a miraculous escape with their lives. Mr. Sharp
was killed within a few feet of me. Mr. Taylor—I never can forget
his face as I saw him shot through the forehead with a rifle ball. He
looked at me as he fell backward to the ground a corpse. I was the last
object that met his dying gaze. Our poor faithful Frank fell at my feet
pierced by many arrows. I recall the scene with a sickening horror.
I could not see my husband anywhere, and did not know his fate, but
feared and trembled. With a glance at my surroundings, my senses seemed
gone for a time, but I could only live and endure.

I had but little time for thought, for the Indians quickly sprang into
our wagons, tearing off covers, breaking, crushing, and smashing all
hinderances to plunder, breaking open locks, trunks, and boxes, and
distributing or destroying our goods with great rapidity, using their
tomahawks to pry open boxes, which they split up in savage recklessness.

Oh, what horrible sights met my view! Pen is powerless to portray
the scenes occurring around me. They filled the air with the fearful
war-whoops and hideous shouts. I endeavored to keep my fears quiet as
possible, knowing that an indiscreet act on my part might result in
jeopardizing our lives, though I felt certain that we two helpless
women would share death by their hands; but with as much of an air of
indifference as I could command, I kept still, hoping to prolong our
lives, even if but a few moments. I was not allowed this quiet but a
moment, when two of the most savage-looking of the party rushed up into
my wagon, with tomahawks drawn in their right hands, and with their
left seized me by both hands and pulled me violently to the ground,
injuring my limbs very severely, almost breaking them, from the effects
of which I afterward suffered a great deal. I turned to my little Mary,
who, with outstretched hands, was standing in the wagon, took her in my
arms and helped her to the ground. I then turned to the chief, put my
hand upon his arm, and implored his protection for my fellow-prisoner
and our children. At first he gave me no hope, but seemed utterly
indifferent to my prayers. Partly in words and partly by signs, he
ordered me to remain quiet, placing his hand upon his revolver, that
hung in a belt at his side, as an argument to enforce obedience.

A short distance in the rear of our train a wagon was in sight. The
chief immediately dispatched a detachment of his band to capture or
to cut it off from us, and I saw them ride furiously off in pursuit
of the small party, which consisted only of one family and a man who
rode in advance of the single wagon. The horseman was almost instantly
surrounded and killed by a volley of arrows. The husband of the family
quickly turned his team around and started them at full speed, gave the
whip and lines to his wife, who held close in her arms her youngest
child. He then went to the back end of his wagon and threw out boxes,
trunks, every thing that he possessed. His wife meantime gave all
her mind and strength to urging the horses forward on their flight
from death. The Indians had by this time come very near, so that they
riddled the wagon-cover with bullets and arrows, one passing through
the sleeve of the child’s dress in its mother’s arms, but doing it no
personal injury.

The terrified man kept the Indians at bay with his revolver, and
finally they left him and rode furiously back to the scene of the
murder of our train.




                             CHAPTER III.

  MY HUSBAND’S ESCAPE—BURIAL OF THE DEAD—ARRIVAL OF THE SURVIVORS
    AT DEER CREEK—AN ILL-TIMED BALL.


When the Indians fired their fatal volley into the midst of our
little company, while yet they were preparing to entertain them with
a hospitable supper, my husband was some distance from the scene of
horror; but, startled by the unexpected report, he hurriedly glanced
around, saw the pale, terror-stricken faces of his wife and child,
and the fall of Rev. Mr. Sharp from the wagon, while in the act of
reaching for sugar and other articles of food with which to conciliate
our savage guests. The hopelessness of the situation struck a chill
to his heart. Having laid down his gun to assist in the preparation
of the feast, the utter futility of contending single-handed against
such a host of infuriated demons was too apparent. His only hope, and
that a slight one indeed, was that the Indians might spare the lives of
his wife and child, to obtain a ransom. In this hope he resolved upon
efforts for the preservation of his own life, that he might afterward
put forth efforts for our rescue, either by pursuit and strategy, or
by purchase.

He was shot at, and the barbed arrows whizzed past him, some passing
through his clothing. He saw Mr. Wakefield fall, and knew that he was
wounded, if not killed. Mr. Larimer passed him in his flight for life
toward some neighboring timber.

Mr. Kelly then ran for some tall grass and sage brush, where he
concealed himself, favored by the fast approaching darkness. Scarcely
daring to breathe, his mind tortured with agonizing fears for the fate
of his wife and child, he seemed to hear from them the cry for help,
and at one time resolved to rush to their rescue, or die with them;
any fate seemed better than such torturing doubt. But, realizing at
last the utter hopelessness of an attempt at rescue, and knowing that
it was a custom of the Indians, sometimes, to spare the lives of white
women and children taken captive, for ransom, he again resolved, if
possible, to save his own life, that he might devote all his energies,
and the remnant of fortune the savages had not despoiled him of, to the
accomplishment of the rescue of his wife and child.

Lying in his perilous shelter, he saw darkness creep slowly around the
hills, closing on the scene of murder and devastation, like a curtain
of mercy dropped to shut out a hideous sight. He heard the noise of
breaking and crashing boxes, and the voices of the Indians calling
to each other; then came the culmination of his awful suspense. The
Indians had again mounted their horses, and, raising the terrible war
song, chanted its ominous notes as they took their way across the
hills, carrying his yearning thoughts with them. Pen is powerless to
portray the agony, to him, of those fearful moments.

Still fearing to move in the darkness, he distinguished footsteps
near him, and knew by the stealthy tread that they were those of
an Indian. In breathless silence he crouched close to the ground,
fearing each instant the descent of the tomahawk and the gleam of the
scalping-knife, when, strange to say, a venomous reptile came to his
rescue, and his enemy fled before it. A huge rattlesnake, one of the
many with which that region is infested, raised its curved neck close
beside him, and, thrusting forth its poisonous fangs, gave a warning
rattle. The prowling Indian took alarm at the sound; other snakes,
roused for the safety of their young in the dens around, repeated
it, and the savage, knowing it would be death to venture further,
retreated, leaving my husband in safety where he had taken refuge; for,
although he must have lain close to the noisome reptile, he received
no hurt, and the greater horror of his human foe rendered him almost
indifferent to the dangers of his surroundings.

Cautiously he crawled out of the weeds and grass, and, rising to his
feet unharmed, started swiftly in an eastward direction. He had to go
far out in the hills to avoid the savages, and, after traveling many
miles around, he at last reached the large train, with which the small
party I had seen pursued had previously taken refuge.

They were already consolidating with other trains for defense, and
would not venture to join Mr. Kelly, although he earnestly implored
assistance to go out in aid of his friends and family, if any of them
should be left alive.

The colored man, Andy, soon after joined them. He came in running and
in great excitement, and was about to report all the company killed,
when he joyfully discovered Mr. Kelly.

Great consternation and alarm had spread with the tidings of the
massacre, and fears for personal safety prevented any one from joining
my unhappy husband in efforts to rescue his wife and child, or succor
his missing companions.

The train did not move forward until re-enforced by many others along
the road; and even then every precaution was taken to secure safety and
prevent a surprise. Women in many instances drove the teams, to prevent
their husbands or fathers being taken at a disadvantage; weapons were
in every man’s hands, and vigilant eyes were fixed on every bluff or
gorge, anticipating attack.

A little time and travel brought them to the first scene of murder,
where they found the dead body of the companion of the man who so
narrowly escaped with his family. They placed the body in a wagon, and
proceeded to the dreaded spot where the slaughter of our party had
occurred.

The wagons still were standing, and feathers, flour, the remnants of
much that was but half destroyed, lay scattered about the ground.

Mr. Kelly, with faltering steps, supported by the strong arm of Andy,
was among the first to search the spot; his intense distress for the
unknown fate of his family urged him on, although he dreaded to think
of what the bloody spot might disclose to him.

The dead bodies of Mr. Sharp, Mr. Taylor, and our colored servant,
Franklin, were discovered lying where they had fallen. Poor Frank
had been shot by an arrow that pierced both his legs, pinning them
together, in which condition he had been murdered by the ruthless
wretches by having his skull broken.

Both Mr. Sharp and Mr. Taylor left large families at home to mourn
their loss. Mr. Larimer came up with an arrow wound in one of his
limbs. He had passed the night in trying to elude his savage pursuers,
and was very tired and exhausted, and very much distressed about his
wife and son, a robust little fellow of eight or nine years.

But Mr. Wakefield was nowhere to be seen. After searching the
brushwood for some time, and a quarter of a mile distant from the
scene of attack, they discovered him still alive, but pierced by
three arrows that he had vainly endeavored to extract, succeeding
only in withdrawing the shafts, but leaving the steel points still
deeply imbedded in the flesh. Mr. Kelly took him and cared for him
with all the skill and kindness possible. No brothers could have been
more tenderly attached to each other than they. He then procured as
comfortable a conveyance as he could for them, and picked up a few
relics from our demolished train. Among them was a daily journal of our
trip, from the time we were married until the hour that the Indians
came upon us. This he prized, as he said, more than he did his life.

The next thing that was necessary to do, after the wounded were cared
for, was to bury the dead, and a wide grave was dug and the four bodies
solemnly consigned, uncoffined, to the earth. A buffalo robe was placed
above them, and then the earth was piled on their unconscious breasts.

At that time the question of color had occasioned much dissension, and
controversy ran high as to the propriety of allowing the colored people
the privilege of sitting beside their white brethren. Poor Franklin had
shared death with our companions, and was not deemed unworthy to share
the common grave of his fellow victims. They lie together in the valley
of Little Box Elder, where with saddened hearts our friends left
them, thinking of the high hopes and fearless energy with which they
had started on their journey, each feeling secure in the success that
awaited them, and never, for a moment, dreaming of the grave in the
wilderness that was to close over them and their earthly hopes. They
were buried on the desolate plain, a thousand miles away from their
loved wives and children, who bemoan their sad, untimely fate.

Mr. Kelly found part of his herd of cattle grazing near by; Mr. Sharp’s
were still tied to the stake where he had carefully secured them. The
Indians had taken our horses, but left the cattle, as they do when they
are on the war path, or unless they need meat for present use. They
shot some of them, however, and left them to decay upon the plain. Many
arrows were scattered upon the ground, their peculiar marks showing
that their owners had all belonged to one tribe, though of different
bands. They were similar in form and finish; the shafts were round and
three feet long, grooved on their sides, that the blood of the victim
might not be impeded in its outward flow; each had three strips of
feathers attached to its top, about seven inches in length, and, on the
other end, a steel point, fastened lightly, so as to be easily detached
in the flesh it penetrates. The depth of the wound depends on the
distance of the aim, but they sometimes pass quite through the body,
though usually their force is exhausted in entering a few inches beyond
the point.

The wounded being made as comfortable as circumstances would allow, the
train left the spot in the evening, and moved forward to an encampment
a mile distant from the sad place, where the journey of our lost
companions had ended forever, whose visions of the golden land must be
a higher and brighter one than earthly eyes can claim.

Early next day the travelers arrived at Deer Creek Fort, where Mr.
Kelly found medical aid for the wounded, and procured a tent to shelter
them, and devoted himself to alleviating their sufferings, and, with
the assistance of the kind people of the fort, succeeded in arranging
them in tolerable comfort.

Captain Rhineheart was commanding officer at Deer Creek, and ordered
the property of the deceased to be delivered over to him, which Mr.
Kelly did.

The story of the attack and massacre had traveled faster than the
sufferers from its barbarity. The garrison had learned it before the
train arrived, through some soldiers returning from Fort Laramie, where
they had been to receive money from the paymaster, who had heard an
account of the attack on the road, and had a passing glimpse of the
terrible field of slaughter.

The evening that the large train arrived at the fort, the officers gave
a ball, and the emigrant women were invited, from the trains camped in
the vicinity, to join in these inappropriately timed festivities.

The mother of the child, who had so narrowly escaped death, having lost
her own wardrobe in her efforts to escape the pursuit of the Indians,
borrowed a dress from a lady who resided at the fort, and attended the
entertainment, dancing and joining in the gaieties, when the burial of
their companion and our poor men had just been completed, and the heavy
cloud of our calamity had so lately shrouded them in gloom. Such are
the effects of isolation from social and civil influence, and contact
with danger, and familiarity with terror and death.

People grow reckless, and often lose the gentle sympathies that
alleviate suffering, from frequent intercourse with it in its worst
forms.




                              CHAPTER IV.

                      BEGINNING OF MY CAPTIVITY.


The facts related in the preceding chapter concerning matters occurring
in Mr. Kelly’s experience, and adventures after the attack upon our
train, were related to me after my restoration to freedom and my
husband, by him.

I now return to the narration of my own terrible experiences.

I was led a short distance from the wagon, with Mary, and told to
remain quiet, and tried to submit; but oh, what a yearning sprang up in
my heart to escape, as I hoped my husband had done! But many watchful
eyes were upon me, and enemies on every side, and I realized that any
effort then at escape would result in failure, and probably cause the
death of all the prisoners.

Mrs. Larimer, with her boy, came to us, trembling with fear, saying,
“The men have all escaped, and left us to the mercy of the savages.”

In reply, I said, “I do hope they have. What benefit would it be to us,
to have them here, to suffer this fear and danger with us? They would
be killed, and then all hope of rescue for us would be at an end.”

Her agitation was extreme. Her grief seemed to have reached its climax
when she saw the Indians destroying her property, which consisted
principally of such articles as belong to the Daguerrean art. She had
indulged in high hopes of fortune from the prosecution of this art
among the mining towns of Idaho. As she saw her chemicals, picture
cases, and other property pertaining to her calling, being destroyed,
she uttered such a wild despairing cry as brought the chief of the band
to us, who, with gleaming knife, threatened to end all her further
troubles in this world. The moment was a critical one for her. The
Indians were flushed with an easy-won victory over a weak party; they
had “tasted blood,” and it needed but slight provocation for them to
shed that even of defenseless women and children.

My own agony could be no less than that of my companion in misfortune.
The loss of our worldly possessions, which were not inconsiderable,
consisting of a large herd of cattle, and groceries, and goods of
particular value in the mining regions, I gave no thought to. The
possible fate of my husband; the dark, fearful future that loomed
before myself and little Mary, for whose possible future I had more
apprehension than for my own, were thoughts that flashed through my
mind to the exclusion of all mere pecuniary considerations.

But my poor companion was in great danger, and perhaps it was a selfish
thought of future loneliness in captivity which induced me to intercede
that her life might be spared. I went to the side of the chief, and,
assuming a cheerfulness I was very far from feeling, plead successfully
for her life.

I endeavored in every way to propitiate our savage captor, but received
no evidences of kindness or relenting that I could then understand. He
did present me, however, a wreath of gay feathers from his own head,
which I took, regarding it merely as an ornament, when in reality, as I
afterward learned, it was a token of his favor and protection.

He then left us, to secure his own share of plunder, but we saw that
we were surrounded by a special guard of armed men, and so gave up all
struggle against what seemed an inevitable doom, and sat down upon the
ground in despair.

I know now that night had come upon us while we sat there, and that
darkness was closing the scene of desolation and death before their
arrangements for departure were completed.

The first intimation we had that our immediate massacre was not
intended, was a few articles of clothing presented by a young Indian,
whose name was Wechela, who intimated that we would have need for them.

It was a pitiable sight to see the terrified looks of our helpless
children, who clung to us for the protection we could not give. Mrs.
Larimer was unconscious of the death of any of our party. I did not
tell her what my eyes had seen, fearing that she could not endure it,
but strove to encourage and enliven her, lest her excitement would
hasten her death or excite the anger of our captors.

We both feared that when the Indians made their arrangements for
departure we would be quickly disposed of by the scalping knife; or
even should we escape for the time, we saw no prospect of release
from bondage. Terror of the most appalling nature for the fate of the
children possessed me, and all the horrors of Indian captivity that we
had ever heard crowded on our minds with a new and fearful meaning—the
slow fires, the pitiless knife, the poisoned arrows, the torture of
famine, and a thousand nameless phantoms of agony passed before our
troubled souls, filling us with fears so harrowing that the pangs of
dissolution compared to them must have been relief.

It may be thought almost impossible in such a chaos of dread to collect
the soul in prayer, but

    When woe is come, the soul is dumb
    That crieth not to God,

and the only respite we could claim from despair was the lifting of our
trembling hearts upward to the God of mercy.

Those hours of misery can never be forgotten. We were oppressed by
terrors we could not explain or realize. The sudden separation from
those we loved and relied on; our own helplessness and the gloom of
uncertainty that hung over the future—surely none can better testify
to the worth of trust in God than those whose hope on earth seemed
ended; and, faint and weak as our faith was, it saved us from utter
desolation and the blackness of despair.

From among the confused mass of material of all kinds scattered about,
the same young Indian, Wechela, brought me a pair of shoes; also a pair
of little Mary’s. He looked kindly as he laid these articles before me,
intimating by his gestures that our lives were to be spared, and that
we should have need of them and other clothing during our long march
into captivity. He also brought me some books and letters, all of which
I thankfully received. I readily conceived a plan to make good use of
them, and secreted as many as I could about my clothing. I said to Mrs.
Larimer, “If I can retain these papers and letters, and we are forced
to travel with the Indians into their unknown country, I shall drop
them at intervals along the way we are taken, as a guide, and trust
in God that our friends may find and follow them to our rescue, or if
an opportunity of escape offer, we will seize it, and by their help
retrace our steps.”

The property that the Indians could not carry with them, they gathered
into a pile and lighted. The light of the flames showed us the forms
of our captors busily loading their horses and ours with plunder, and
preparing to depart. When their arrangements were completed, they came
to us and signified that we must accompany them, pointing to the horses
they led up to us, and motioning for us to mount. The horse assigned to
me was one that had belonged to Mr. Larimer, and was crippled in the
back. This I endeavored to make them understand, but failed.

This was the first reliable assurance they gave us that our lives were
not in immediate danger, and we received it gratefully, for with the
prospect of life hope revived, and faith to believe that God had not
forsaken us, and that we might yet be united to our friends, who never
seemed dearer than when we were about to be carried into captivity by
the hostile sons of the forest.

Many persons have since assured me that, to them, death would have been
preferable to life with such prospects, saying that rather than have
submitted to be carried away by savages, to a dark and doubtful doom,
they would have taken their own lives. But it is only those who have
looked over the dark abyss of death who know how the soul shrinks from
meeting the unknown future.

Experience is a grand teacher, and we were then in her school, and
learned that while hope offers the faintest token of refuge, we pause
upon the fearful brink of eternity, and look back for rescue.

Mrs. Larimer had climbed into her saddle, her boy placed behind her
on the same horse, and started on, accompanied by a party of Indians.
I also climbed into my saddle, but was no sooner there than the horse
fell to the ground, and I under him, thus increasing the bruises I had
already received, and causing me great pain. This accident detained me
some time in the rear. A dread of being separated from the only white
woman in that awful wilderness filled me with horror.

Soon they had another horse saddled for me, and assisted me to mount
him. I looked around for my little Mary. There she stood, a poor
helpless lamb, in the midst of blood-thirsty savages. I stretched out
my arms for her imploringly. For a moment they hesitated; then, to my
unspeakable joy, they yielded, and gave me my child. They then started
on, leading my horse; they also gave me a rope that was fastened around
the horse’s under jaw.

The air was cool, and the sky was bright with the glitter of starlight.
The water, as it fell over the rocks in the distance, came to our eager
ears with a faint, pleasant murmur. All nature seemed peaceful and
pitiless in its calm repose, unconscious of our desolate misery; the
cry of night-birds and chirp of insects came with painful distinctness
as we turned to leave the valley of Little Box Elder.

Straining my eyes, I sought to penetrate the shadows of the woods where
our fugitive friends might be hid. The smoldering ruins of our property
fell into ashes and the smoke faded away; night had covered the traces
of confusion and struggle with her shrouding mantle, and all seemed
quiet and unbroken peace.

I turned for a last look, and even the smoke was gone; the solemn
trees, the rippling water, the soft night wind and the starlight, told
no tale of the desolation and death that had gone before; and I rode on
in my helpless condition, with my child clinging to me, without guide
or support, save my trust in God.




                              CHAPTER V.

  PLAN FOR LITTLE MARY’S ESCAPE—TORTURES OF
    UNCERTAINTY—UNSUCCESSFUL ATTEMPT TO ESCAPE.


The Indians left the scene of their cruel rapacity, traveling
northward, chanting their monotonous war song. After a ride of two
miles, through tall weeds and bushes, we left the bottom lands, and
ascended some bluffs, and soon after came to a creek, which was easily
forded, and where the Indians quenched their thirst.

The hills beyond began to be more difficult to ascend, and the gorges
seemed fearfully deep, as we looked into the black shadows unrelieved
by the feeble light of the stars.

In the darkness of our ride, I conceived a plan for the escape of
little Mary.

I whispered in her childish ear, “Mary, we are only a few miles from
our camp, and the stream we have crossed you can easily wade through.
I have dropped letters on the way, you know, to guide our friends in
the direction we have taken; they will guide you back again, and it may
be your only chance of escape from destruction. Drop gently down, and
lie on the ground for a little while, to avoid being seen; then retrace
your steps, and may God in mercy go with you. If I can, I will follow
you.”

The child, whose judgment was remarkable for her age, readily acceded
to this plan; her eye brightened and her young heart throbbed as she
thought of its success.

Watching the opportunity, I dropped her gently, carefully, and
unobserved, to the ground, and she lay there, while the Indians pursued
their way, unconscious of their loss.

To portray my feelings upon this separation would be impossible. The
agony I suffered was indescribable. I was firmly convinced that my
course was wise—that I had given her the only chance of escape within
my power; yet the terrible uncertainty of what her fate might be in the
way before her, was almost unbearable.

I continued to think of it so deeply that at last I grew desperate,
and resolved to follow her at every risk. Accordingly, watching an
opportunity, I, too, slipped to the ground under the friendly cover of
night, and the horse went on without its rider.

My plan was not successful. My flight was soon discovered, and the
Indian wheeled around and rode back in my pursuit. Crouching in the
undergrowth I might have escaped in the darkness, were it not for their
cunning. Forming in a line of forty or fifty abreast, they actually
covered the ground as they rode past me.

The horses themselves were thus led to betray me, for, being frightened
at my crouching form, they stopped and reared, thus informing them of
my hiding-place.

With great presence of mind I arose the moment I found myself
discovered, and relating my story, the invention of an instant, I
succeeded partially in allaying their anger.

I told them the child had fallen asleep and dropped from the horse;
that I had endeavored to call their attention to it, but in vain; and,
fearing I would be unable to find her if we rode further, I had jumped
down and attempted the search alone.

The Indians used great violence toward me, assuring me that if
any further attempts were made to escape, my punishment would be
accordingly.

They then promised to send a party out in search of the child when it
became light.

Poor little Mary! alone in the wilderness, a little, helpless child;
who can portray her terror!

With faith to trust, and courage to dare, that little, trembling form
through the long hours of the night kept watch.

The lonely cry of the night-bird had no fear in its melancholy scream
for the little wanderer who crouched amid the prairie grass. The baying
of the gray wolf, as he passed the lonely watcher, might startle, but
could not drive the faith from her heart.

Surely God is just, and angels will guide the faltering feet to friends
and home. Innocent of wrong, how could she but trust that the unseen
hands of spirits would guide her from the surrounding perils!

[Illustration: A Scene on the Third Night after My Capture.]




                              CHAPTER VI.

  CONTINUATION OF OUR MARCH INTO THE WILDERNESS—SUFFERING FROM
    THIRST AND WEARINESS—DISAPPEARANCE OF MY FELLOW PRISONER—LOSS
    OF THE OLD CHIEF’S PIPE AND ITS CONSEQUENCES TO ME—A SCENE OF
    TERROR.


To take up the thread of my own narrative again, and the continuation
of my journey with the savages, after the never-to-be-forgotten night
when I parted with little Mary, and the attempt to escape myself will
be to entertain my reader with a sight of the dangerous and precipitous
paths among the great bluffs which we had been approaching, and the
dizzy, fearful heights leading over the dark abyss, or the gloomy,
terrible gorge, where only an Indian dares to venture.

The blackness of night, and the dread of our savage companions, added
terror to this perilous ride. As we passed the little creek before we
plunged into these rocky fastnesses, we had left some scattered woods
along its banks.

I remember looking longingly at the dim shelter of these friendly
trees, and being possessed by an almost uncontrollable desire to
leap from the horse and dare my fate in endeavoring to reach their
protecting shade; but the Indians’ rifles behind me, and my dread of
instant death, restrained me. And now my attention was attracted by the
wild and terrible scenery around us, through which our fearful captors
rode at ease, although it seemed impossible for man or beast to retain
a footing over such craggy peaks and through such rugged ravines.

The cool air and the sound of rippling water warned us of our nearness
to a river; and soon the savages turned their horses down a steep
declivity that, like a mighty wall, closed in the great bed of the
North Platte.

I saw that the river was rapid and deep, but we crossed the sands,
plunged in, and braved the current.

From the child to my husband was an easy transition; indeed, when I
thought of one, the other was presently in my mind; and to mark the
path of our retreat with the letters and papers I dropped on our way
seemed the only hope I had of his being able to come to my rescue.

As the horses plunged into the swelling river I secretly dropped
another letter, that, I prayed, might be a clue to the labyrinth
through which we were being led; for I could see by all the Indians’
precautions, that to mislead any who should have the temerity to
attempt our recovery, was the design of their movements.

They had taken paths inaccessible to white men, and made their crossing
at a point where it would be impossible for trains to pass, so that
they might avoid meeting emigrants. Having reached the opposite bank
they separated into squads, and started in every direction, except
southward, so as to mislead or confuse pursuers by the various trails.

The band that surrounded and directed us kept to the northward a little
by west. I tried to keep the points of compass clearly, because it
seemed part of the hope that sustained me.

Mr. Kelly had said that our position on the Little Box Elder was about
twelve miles from Deer Creek Station, which lay to the northwest of
us. Marking our present course, I tried, by calculating the distance,
to keep that position in my mind, for toward it my yearning desire for
help and relief turned.

After crossing the river and issuing from the bluffs we came to a
bright, cool stream of water in a lovely valley, which ran through its
bosom, spreading a delicious freshness all around.

Brilliant flowers opened their gorgeous cups to the coming sunshine,
and delicate blossoms hid themselves among the rich shrubbery and at
the mossy roots of grand old trees.

The awakening birds soared upward with loud and joyful melodies, and
nature rejoiced at approaching day.

The beauty and loveliness of the scene mocked my sleepless eyes, and
despair tugged at my heart-strings; still I made superhuman efforts
to appear cheerful, for my only refuge was in being submissive and
practicing conciliation. My fear of them was too powerful to allow me
to give way to emotion for one moment.

There were sentinels stationed at different places to give the alarm,
in case of any one approaching to rescue, and I afterward learned that
in such a case I would have been instantly murdered.

Next morning I learned, by signs, that Indians had gone out in search
of little Mary, scattering themselves over the hills, in squads. Those
remaining were constantly overlooking their plunder and unrolling
bundles taken from our wagons. They indulged their admiration for their
spoils in loud conversation.

The Indians seemed to select, with a clear knowledge of natural beauty,
such localities as seemed best fitted to suggest refreshment and repose.

The scenery through which we had passed was wildly grand; it now became
serenely beautiful, and to a lover of nature, with a mind free from
fear and anxiety, the whole picture would have been a dream of delight.

The night of my capture, I was ordered to lie down on the ground,
near a wounded Indian. A circle of them guarded me, and three fierce
warriors sat near me with drawn tomahawks.

Reader, imagine my feelings, after the terrible scenes of the day
previous; the desolate white woman in the power of revengeful savages,
not daring to speak, lest their fury should fall on my defenceless head.

My great anxiety now was to preserve my sanity, which threatened to be
overcome if I did not arouse myself to hope, and put aside the feeling
of despair which at times stole over me. My heart was continually
lifted to “Our Father,” and confidently I now began to feel that prayer
would be answered, and that God would deliver me in due season. This
nerved me to endure and appear submissive.

At early dawn I was aroused from my apparent slumbers by the war chief,
who sent me out to catch the horses—our American horses being afraid
of the savages—and as the animals were those belonging to our train,
it was supposed that I could do so readily.

Upon returning, my eyes were gladdened by the sight of my fellow
prisoner, who was seated with her boy upon the ground, eating buffalo
meat and crackers. I went immediately to her, and we conversed in low
tones, telling her of my intention to escape the first opportunity. She
seemed much depressed, but I endeavored to re-assure her, and bidding
her hope for the best, went back to where the Indians were making
ropes, and packing their goods and plunder more securely, preparatory
to the succeeding march, which was commenced at an early hour of the
day.

We proceeded on our journey until near noon, when we halted in a valley
not far to the north of Deer Creek Station, and I met this lady
again. It was a clear and beautiful valley where we rested, until the
scorching rays of the sun had faded in the horizon.

Being burdened with the gun, and bow and arrow of the chief, my tired
arms were relieved, and I plead for the privilege of camping here all
night for many reasons. One was, we might be overtaken by friends sent
to rescue us, and the distance of return would be less if I should be
successful in my next attempt to escape.

My entreaties were unavailing; the savages were determined to go
forward, and we were soon mounted and started on. We traveled until
sunset, then camped for the night in a secluded valley; we seemed to
enter this valley along the base of a wall, composed of bluffs or
peaks. Within these circling hills it lay, a green, cool resting place,
watered by a bright sparkling stream, and pleasantly dotted with bushes
and undergrowth.

The moon went down early, and in the dim, uncertain star light, the
heavy bluffs seemed to shut us in on all sides, rising grimly, like
guardians, over our imprisoned lines. Blankets were spread, and on
these the Indians rested.

I was then led out some distance in the camp, and securely fastened
for the night. But before this, I remarked, to my fellow prisoner, my
determination to escape that night, if my life were the forfeit, as in
every wind I fancied I could hear the voice of little Mary calling me.
She entreated me not to leave her, but promising help to her should I
be fortunate enough to get free, I sadly bade her good night, and went
to my allotted place.

In the morning, when permitted to rise, I learned that she had
disappeared. A terrible sense of isolation closed around me. No one can
realize the sensation without in some measure experiencing it.

I was desolate before, but now that I knew myself separated from my
only white companion, the feeling increased tenfold, and seemed to
weigh me down with its awful gloomy horror.

In the heart of the wilderness, surrounded by creatures with whom no
chord of sympathy was entertained—far from home, friends and the
interests of civilized life—the attractions of society, and, above
all, separated from husband and loved ones—there seemed but one
glimpse of light, in all the blackness of despair, left, and that was
flight.

I listened to every sound, while moments appeared hours, and it seemed
to me that death in its most terrible form would not be so hard to bear
as the torturing agony I then endured.

I murmured broken prayers. I seemed to hear the voices of my husband
and child calling me, and springing forward, with a wild belief that it
was real, would sink back again, overwhelmed with fresh agony.

Arrangements were then made for resuming our journey, and we were soon
once more on our march. Another burden had been added to my almost
worn-out frame, the leading of an unruly horse; and my arms were so
full of the implements I was forced to carry, that I threw away the
pipe of the old chief—a tube nearly three feet long, and given me to
take care of—which was very unfortunate for me, exciting the wrath and
anger of the chief to a terrible degree.

Now they seemed to regard me with a suspicious aversion, and were not
so kind as before.

The country they passed over was high, dry, and barren. I rode one
horse and led another; and when evening came they stopped to rest in a
grove of great timber, where there was a dry creek bed.

Water was obtained by digging in the sand, but the supply was meager,
and I was allowed none.

The sun began to sink, and the chief was so enraged against me, that he
told me by signs that I should behold it rise no more.

Grinding his teeth with wrathful anger, he made me understand that I
was not to be trusted; had once tried to escape; had made them suffer
the loss of my child, and that my life would be the forfeit.

A large fire had been built, and they all danced around it. Night had
begun to darken heavily over me, and I stood trembling and horror
struck, not knowing but that the flame the savages capered about was
destined to consume my tortured form.

The pipe of the chief was nowhere to be found, and it was demanded of
me to produce it. He used the Indian words, “Chopa-chanopa,” uttered in
a voice of thunder, accompanying them with gestures, whose meaning was
too threatening to be mistaken.

I looked in fear and dismay around me, utterly at a loss to know what
was expected, yet dreading the consequences of failing to obey.

Wechela, the Indian boy, who had been so kind to me, now came up,
and made the motion of puffing with his lips, to help me; and then I
remembered that I had broken the pipe the day before, and thrown it
away, ignorant of their veneration for the pipe, and of its value as a
peace offering.

The chief declared that I should die for having caused the loss of his
pipe.

An untamed horse was brought, and they told me I would be placed on it
as a target for their deadliest arrows, and the animal might then run
at will, carrying my body where it would.

Helpless, and almost dying with terror at my situation, I sank on a
rocky seat in their midst. They were all armed, and anxiously awaited
the signal. They had pistols, bows, and spears; and I noticed some
stoop, and raise blazing fire-brands to frighten the pawing beast that
was to bear me to death.

In speechless agony I raised my soul to God! Soon it would stand before
his throne, and with all the pleading passion of my sinking soul I
prayed for pardon and favor in his precious blood, who had suffered
for my sins, and risen on high for my justification.

In an instant a life-time of thought condensed itself into my mind, and
I could see my old home and hear my mother’s voice; and the contrast
between the love I had been so ruthlessly torn from, and the hundreds
of savage faces, gleaming with ferocity and excitement around me,
seemed like the lights and shadows of some weird picture.

But I was to die, and I desired, with all the strength of my soul, to
grasp the promises of God’s mercy, and free my parting spirit from all
revengeful, earthly thoughts.

In what I almost felt my final breath, I prayed for my own salvation,
and the forgiveness of my enemies; and remembering a purse of money
which was in my pocket, knowing that it would decay with my body in the
wilderness, I drew it out, and, with suffused eyes, divided it among
them, though my hands were growing powerless and my sight failing. One
hundred and twenty dollars in notes I gave them, telling them its value
as I did so, when, to my astonishment, a change came over their faces.
They laid their weapons on the ground, seemingly pleased, and anxious
to understand, requesting me to explain the worth of each note clearly,
by holding up my fingers.

Eagerly I tried to obey, perceiving the hope their milder manner held
out; but my cold hands fell powerless by my side, my tongue refused
to utter a sound, and, unconsciously, I sank to the ground utterly
insensible to objects around me.

When insensibility gave way to returning feeling, I was still on the
ground where I had fallen, but preparations for the deadly scene were
gone, and the savages slumbered on the ground near me by the faint
firelight. Crawling into a sitting posture, I surveyed the camp, and
saw hundreds of sleeping forms lying in groups around, with watches
set in their places, and no opportunity to escape, even if strength
permitted.

Weak and trembling, I sank down, and lay silent till day-break, when
the camp was again put in motion, and, at their bidding, I mounted one
horse and led another, as I had done on the day previous.

This was no easy task, for the pack-horse, which had not been broken,
would frequently pull back so violently as to bring me to the ground,
at which the chief would become fearfully angry, threatening to kill me
at once.

Practicing great caution, and using strong effort, I would strive to
remain in the saddle to avoid the cuffs and blows received.

Whenever the bridle would slip inadvertently from my hand, the chief’s
blasphemous language would all be English; a sad commentary on the
benefits white men confer on their savage brethren when brought into
close contact.

Drunkenness, profanity, and dissolute habits are the lessons of
civilization to the red men, and when the weapons we furnish are turned
against ourselves, their edge is keen indeed.

Feeling that I had forfeited the good will of the Indians, and knowing
that the tenure of my life was most uncertain, I dared make no
complaint, although hunger and devouring thirst tortured me.

The way still led through dry and sandy hills, upon which the sun
glared down with exhausting heat, and seemed to scorch life and
moisture out of all his rays fell upon. As far as my eye could reach,
nothing but burning sand, and withering sage brush or thorny cactus,
was to be seen. All my surroundings only served to aggravate the thirst
which the terrible heat of that long day’s ride increased to frenzy.

When, in famishing despair I closed my eyes, a cup of cool, delicious
drink would seem to be presented to my lips, only to be cruelly
withdrawn; and this torture seemed to me like the agony of the rich
man, who besought Lazarus for one drop of water to cool his parched
tongue.

I thought of all I had been separated from, as it seemed to me,
forever, and the torment of the hour reduced me to despair. I wished
to die, feeling that the pangs of dissolution could not surpass the
anguish of my living death. My voice was almost gone, and with
difficulty I maintained my seat in the saddle.

Turning my eyes despairingly to my captors, I uttered the word “Minne,”
signifying water in their language, and kept repeating it imploringly
at intervals. They seemed to hurry forward, and, just at sunset, came
in sight of a grassy valley through which flowed a river, and the sight
of it came like hope to my almost dying eyes.

A little brook from the hills above found its way into the waters of
this greater stream, and here they dismounted, and, lifting me from my
horse, laid me in its shallow bed. I had become almost unconscious,
and the cool, delightful element revived me. At first I was not able
to drink, but gradually my strength renewed itself, and I found relief
from the indescribable pangs of thirst.

The stream by which the Indians camped that night was Powder River; and
here, in 1866, Fort Conner was built, which in the following year was
named Fort Reno.




                             CHAPTER VII.

  POWDER RIVER—ANOTHER ATTEMPT TO ESCAPE—DETECTION AND DESPAIR—A
    QUARREL—MY LIFE SAVED BY “JUMPING BEAR.”


The name given to Powder River by the Indians, is “Chahalee Wacapolah.”
It crosses the country east of the Big Horn Mountains, and from its
banks can be seen the snow-capped Cloud Peak rising grandly from its
surrounding hills. Between these ranges, that culminate in the queenly,
shining crowned height that takes its name from the clouds it seems
to pierce, are fertile valleys, in which game abounds, and delicious
wild fruits in great variety, some of which can not be surpassed by
cultivated orchard products in the richness and flavor they possess,
although they ripen in the neighborhood of everlasting snow.

In these valleys the country seems to roll in gentle slopes, presenting
to the eye many elements of loveliness and future value.

Powder River, which is a muddy stream, comes from the southern side of
the Big Horn Mountains, and takes a southwestern course, and therefore
is not a part of the bright channel that combines to feed the Missouri
River from the Big Horn range.

This range of the Rocky Mountains possesses two distinct, marked
features. First, there is a central or back-bone range, which
culminates in perpetual snow, where Cloud Peak grandly rises, as the
chief of all its proud summits. Falling off gradually toward the
southern valley, there are similar ranges of the Wind River Mountains
beyond.

Between these ranges, and varying in breadth from twelve to twenty-five
miles, are fine hunting grounds, abounding in noble orchards of wild
fruit of various kinds, and grapes, as well as game of the choicest
kind for the huntsman. Notwithstanding its vicinity to snow, there are
gentle slopes which present features of peculiar loveliness.

Several miles northwest, and following the sweep of the higher northern
range, and six to eight miles outside its general base, a new country
opens. Sage brush and cactus, which for nearly two hundred miles have
so largely monopolized the soil, rapidly disappear.

The change, though sudden, is very beautiful. One narrow divide only is
crossed, and the transition about one day’s ride from the above-named
river. The limpid, transparent, and noisy waters of Deer Fork are
reached, and the horses have difficulty in breasting the swift current.
The river is so clear that every pebble and fish is seen distinctly on
the bottom, and the water so cool that ice in midsummer is no object of
desire.

The scenes of natural beauty, and the charms that have endeared this
country to the savage, will in the future lure the emigrant seeking a
home in this new and undeveloped land.

This clear creek is a genuine outflow from the Big Horn Mountains,
and is a type of many others, no less pure and valuable, derived from
melting snow and from innumerable springs in the mountains.

Rock Creek comes next, with far less pretensions, but is similar in
character.

A day’s ride to the northward brings the traveler to Crazy Woman’s Fork.

This ever-flowing stream receives its yellow hue from the Powder River
waters, of which it is a branch.

The country is scarred by countless trails of buffalo, so that what is
often called the Indian trail is merely the hoof-print of these animals.

Leaving Powder River, we passed through large pine forests, and through
valleys rich with beautiful grasses, with limpid springs and seemingly
eternal verdure.

I continued to drop papers by the way, hoping they might lead to my
discovery, which would have proved fatal had any one attempted a
rescue, as the Indians prefer to kill their captives rather than be
forced to give them up.

It was the fifth night of my sojourn with the Indians that I found
myself under the weeping willows of Clear Creek.

The men, weary with travel, and glad to find so good a camping ground,
lay down to sleep, leaving a sufficient guard over their captive and at
the outposts.

Their journey hither had been a perilous one to me, unused as I was to
the rocky paths between narrow gorges and over masses of broken stone,
which their Indian ponies climbed with readiness and ease.

I was led to remark the difference between these ponies and American
horses, who could only struggle to find their foothold over such craggy
ground, while the ponies led the way, picking their steps up almost
perpendicular steeps with burdens on their backs.

Their travel after the rest at Clear Creek partook of the difficult
nature of the mountain passes, and was wearisome in the extreme, and
the duties imposed upon me made life almost too burdensome to be borne.
I was always glad of a respite at the camping ground.

On the sixth night, I lay on a rock, under the shade of some bushes,
meditating on the possibility of escape.

The way was far beyond my reckoning, and the woods where they now were
might be infested with wild beasts; but the prospect of getting away,
and being free from the savages, closed my eyes to the terrors of
starvation and ravenous animals.

Softly I rose and attempted to steal toward some growing timber; but
the watchful chief did not risk his prey so carelessly, his keen eye
was on me, and his iron hand grasped my wrist and drew me back.

Throwing me fiercely on the ground, he hissed a threat through his
clenched teeth, which I momentarily expected him to put into execution,
as I lay trembling at his feet.

I felt from this time that my captivity was for life, and a dull
despair took possession of me.

Sleep, that balm for happier souls, brought only horrid dreams, in
which a dreadful future pictured itself; and then the voices of my
husband and child seemed calling me to their side, alas! in vain, for
when I awoke it was to find myself in the grass of the savage camping
ground, watched over by the relentless guard, and shut out from hope of
home or civilized life.

My feet were covered with a pair of good shoes, and the chiefs
brother-in-law gave me a pair of stockings from his stores, which I
gladly accepted, never, for a moment, suspecting that, in doing thus, I
was outraging a custom of the people among whom I was.

The chief saw the gift, and made no remark at the time, but soon after
he shot one of his brother-in-law’s horses, which he objected to in a
decided manner, and a quarrel ensued.

Realizing that I was the cause of the disagreement, I tremblingly
watched the contest, unable to conciliate either combatant, and
dreading the wrath of both.

The chief would brook no interference, nor would he offer any
reparation for the wrong he had inflicted.

His brother-in-law, enraged at his arrogance, drew his bow, and aimed
his arrow at my heart, determined to have satisfaction for the loss of
his horse.

I could only cry to God for mercy, and prepare to meet the death
which had long hung over my head, when a young Blackfoot, whose name
was Jumping Bear, saved me from the approaching doom by dexterously
snatching the bow from the savage and hurling it to the earth.

He was named Jumping Bear from the almost miraculous dexterity of some
of his feats.

This circumstance and the Indian mentioned were, in my judgment,
instruments in the hand of Providence, in saving Fort Sully from the
vengeance and slaughter of the Blackfeet, who had succeeded in gaining
the confidence of some of the officers on the Missouri River.

His activity in the attack on our train, and the energy he displayed
in killing and pillaging on that occasion, notwithstanding his efforts
to make me believe the contrary, forbade me to think there was any
sympathy in his interference in my behalf.

The Indian submitted to his intervention so far that he did not draw
his bow again, and my suspense was relieved, for the time, by the gift
of a horse from the chief to his brother-in-law, which calmed the fury
of the wronged Indian.

It happened that the animal thus given as a peace-offering was the pack
horse that pulled so uncomfortably against the leading rein, and thus,
in the end, I gained, by the ordeal through which I had passed, in
being relieved of a most unmanageable task.

From the first, I was deprived of every ameliorating comfort that might
have rendered my existence bearable.

No tent was spread for me, no rug, or coverlet, offered me to lie on.
The hard earth, sparsely spread with grass, furnished me a couch,
and apprehension and regret deprived me of the rest my toilsome life
demanded. They offered me no food, and at first I did not dare to ask
for it.

This was partly owing to the absence of all natural appetite, an
intense weakness and craving constantly for drink being the only signs
of the prolonged fast that annoyed me.

The utter hopelessness of my isolation wore on me, driving me almost to
madness, and visions of husband and child haunted my brain; sometimes
they were full of hope and tauntingly happy; at others, I saw them
dying or dead, but always beyond my reach, and separated by the
impassable barrier of my probably lifelong captivity.

In my weakened condition, the horrors of the stake, to which I felt
myself borne daily nearer as they progressed on their homeward route,
appeared like a horrid phantom.

It had been threatened me since my first effort to escape, and I was
led to believe such a punishment was the inevitable consequence of my
attempt.

The terrible heat of the days continued, and the road they took was
singularly barren of water. The Indians, after drinking plentifully
before starting, carry little sticks in their mouths, which they chew
constantly, thus creating saliva, and preventing the parching sensation
I endured from the want of this knowledge.

The seventh night they entered a singular cañon, apparently well known
to them, as they found horses there, which evidently had been left on a
former visit.

I could not but wonder at the sagacity and patience of these Indian
ponies, which were content to wait their master’s coming, and browse
about on the sparse herbage and meager grass.

The Indians had killed an antelope that day, and a piece of the
raw flesh was allotted me for a meal. They had then traveled in a
circuitous route for miles, to reach the mouth of this cañon, and
entered it just after sundown.

Its gloomy shade was a great relief after the heat of the sun, and it
filled my sensitive mind with awe. The sun never seemed to penetrate
its depths, and the damp air rose around me like the breath of a
dungeon.

Downward they went, as if descending into the bowels of the earth, and
the sloping floor they trod was covered with red sand for perhaps the
space of half a mile.

Then they struck a rocky pavement, the perpendicular walls of which
were of earth; but as they made another turning and entered a large
space, they seemed to change to stone with projecting arches and
overhanging cornices.

The high walls rose above the base so as to nearly meet overhead, and,
with their innumerable juttings and irregularities, had the appearance
of carved columns supporting a mighty ruin.

Occasionally a faint ray of the fading light struggled with the gloom,
into which they plunged deeper and deeper, and then their horses’
cautious feet would turn the bones of antelope or deer, drawn thither
by the lurking wolf to feed the young in their lair.

I was startled with dread at the sight, fearing that they might be
human bones, with which mine would soon be mingled.

The increasing darkness had made it necessary for the Indians to carry
torches, which they did, lighting up the grotesque grandeur of earth
and rock through which they passed by the weird glare of their waving
brands.

Arriving at the spot they selected as a camping-ground, they made
fires, whose fantastic gleams danced upon the rocky walls, and added
a magic splendor to their wondrous tracery. The ghostly grandeur of
these unfrequented shades can not be described, but their effect is
marvelous.

They seem to shadow forth the outline of carving and sculpture, and in
the uncertain firelight have all the effect of some old-time temple,
whose art and glory will live forever, even when its classic stones are
dust.

Here I found water for my parched lips, which was more grateful to my
weary senses than any natural phenomenon; and sinking on a moss-grown
rock, near the trickling rill that sank away in the sand beyond, I
found slumber in that strange, fantastic solitude.

I was aroused by a whistling sound, and, gathering myself up, looked
fearfully around me. Two flaming eyes seemed to pierce the darkness
like a sword. I shuddered and held my breath, as a long, lithe serpent
wound past me, trailing its shining length through the damp sand, and
moving slowly out of sight among the dripping vines.

After that I slept no more; and when I saw the struggling light of
day pierce the rocky opening above, I gladly hailed the safety of the
sunshine, even though it brought sorrow, distress, and toil.

When we rose in the morning, they left the cañon by the path they
entered, as it seemed to have no other outlet, and then pursued their
way.




                             CHAPTER VIII.

  THE STORM—ARRIVAL AT THE INDIAN VILLAGE—THE OLD CHIEF’S
    WIFE—SOME KINDNESS SHOWN ME—ATTEND A FEAST.


On the 20th of July we had nearly reached the Indian village, when we
camped for the night, as usual, when such a locality could be gained,
on the bank of a stream of good water.

Here was a stream of sparkling, rippling water, fresh from the melting
snow of the mountain. It was a warm, still night. Soon the sky began
to darken strangely, and great ragged masses of clouds hung low over
the surrounding hills. The air grew heavy, relieved occasionally by a
deep gust of wind, that died away, to be succeeded by an ominous calm.
Then a low, muttering thunder jarred painfully on the ear. My shattered
nerves recoiled at the prospect of the coming storm. From a child I had
been timid of lightning, and now its forked gleam filled me with dismay
in my unsheltered helplessness.

The Indians, seeing the approaching tempest, prepared for it by
collecting and fastening their horses, and covering their fire-arms and
ammunition, and lying flat on the earth themselves. I crouched, too,
but could not escape the terrible glare of the lightning, and the roar
of the awful thunder grew deafening.

[Illustration: THE BUFFALO HUNT]

On came the storm with startling velocity, and the dread artillery of
heaven boomed overhead, followed closely by blinding flashes of light;
and the velocity of the whirlwind seemed to arise in its might, to add
desolation to the terrible scene.

When the vivid gleams lit up the air, enormous trees could be seen
bending under the fierceness of the blast, and great white sheets of
water burst out of the clouds, as if intent on deluging the world.
Every element in nature united in terrific warfare, and the security
of earth seemed denied to me while I clung to its flooded bosom, and,
blinded by lightning and shocked by the incessant roaring of the
thunder and the wild ravaging of the ungovernable wind, felt myself but
a tossed atom in the great confusion, and could only cling to God’s
remembering pity in silent prayer.

Huge trees were bent to the earth and broken; others, snapped off like
twigs, were carried through the frenzied air. Some forest monarchs were
left bare of leaves or boughs, like desolate old age stripped of its
honors.

The rain had already swelled the little creek into a mighty stream,
that rolled its dark, angry waters with fury, and added its sullen
roar to the howlings of the storm. I screamed, but my voice was lost
even to myself in the mightier ones of the furious elements. Three
hours—three long, never-to-be-forgotten hours—did the storm rage
thus in fury, and in those hours I thought I lived a life-time! Then,
to my joy, it began to abate, and soon I beheld the twinkling stars
through rents in the driving clouds, while the flashing lightning and
the roaring thunders gradually becoming less and less distinct to the
eye and ear, told me the devastating storm was speeding on toward the
east; and when, at dawn of day, the waters were assuaged, the thunder
died away, and the lightnings were chained in their cell, the scene was
one of indescribable desolation. The wind had gone home; daylight had
cowed him from a raging giant into a meek prisoner, and led him moaning
to his cavern in the eastern hills. A strangely-solemn calm seemed to
take the place of the wild conflict; but the track of destruction was
there, and the swollen water and felled trees, the scattered boughs and
uprooted saplings, told the story of the havoc of the storm.

It was a night of horror to pass through, and I thankfully greeted
the returning day, that once more gave me the comfort of light, now
almost my only solace, for my position grew more bitter, as the chief’s
savage-like exultation in my capture and safe abduction increased as
we neared the village where their families were, and where I feared my
fate would be decided by bloodshed or the fearful stake.

On the 21st of July we left camp early, the day being cool and
favorable for traveling. Our route lay over rolling prairie,
interspersed with extensive tracts of marsh, which, however, we easily
avoided crossing. A few miles brought us to a high, broken ridge,
stretching nearly in a north and south direction. As we ascended the
ridge we came in sight of a large herd of buffalo, quietly feeding
upon the bunch, or buffalo grass, which they prefer to all other
kinds. These animals are short-sighted, and scent the approach of an
enemy before they can see him, and thus, in their curiosity, often
start to meet him, until they approach near enough to ascertain to
their satisfaction whether there be danger in a closer acquaintance.
In this case they decided in the affirmative, and, when they had once
fairly made us out, lost no time in increasing the distance between us,
starting on a slow, clumsy trot, which was soon quickened to a gait
that generally left most pursuers far in the rear.

But the Indians and their horses both are trained buffalo hunters,
and soon succeeded in surrounding a number. They ride alongside their
victim, and, leveling their guns or arrows, send their aimed shot in
the region of the heart, then ride off to a safe distance, to avoid
the desperate lunge which a wounded buffalo seldom fails to make,
and, shaking his shaggy head, crowned with horns of most formidable
strength, stands at bay, with eyes darting, savage and defiant, as he
looks at his human foe. Soon the blood begins to spurt from his mouth,
and to choke him as it comes. The hunters do not shoot again, but
wait patiently until their victim grows weak from loss of blood, and,
staggering, falls upon his knees, makes a desperate effort to regain
his feet, and get at his slayer, then falling once more, rolls over on
his side, dead.

Sometimes these animals number tens of thousands, in droves. The
Indians often, for the mere sport, make an onslaught, killing great
numbers of them, and having a plentiful feast of “ta-tonka,” as they
call buffalo meat. They use no economy in food. It is always a feast or
a famine; and they seem equally able to gorge or fast. Each man selects
the part of the animal he has killed that best suits his own taste, and
leaves the rest to decay or be eaten by wolves, thus wasting their own
game, and often suffering privation in consequence.

They gave me a knife and motioned me to help myself to the feast. I
did not accept, thinking then it would never be possible for me to eat
uncooked meat.

They remained here over night, starting early next morning. We were now
nearing the village where the Indians belonged.

Jumping Bear, the young Indian who had shown me so many marks of good
will, again made his appearance, with a sad expression on his face,
and that day would ride in silence by my side; which was an act of
great condescension on his part, for these men rarely thus equalize
themselves with women, but ride in advance.

They had traveled nearly three hundred miles, and, despite my fears, I
began to rejoice in the prospect of arriving among women, even though
they were savages; and a dawning hope that I might find pity and
companionship with beings of my own sex, however separated their lives
and customs might be, took possession of me.

I had read of the dusky maidens of romance; I thought of all the
characters of romance and history, wherein the nature of the red
man is enshrined in poetic beauty. The untutored nobility of soul,
the brave generosity, the simple dignity untrammelled by the hollow
conventionalities of civilized life, all rose mockingly before me, and
the heroes of my youthful imagination passed through my mind in strange
contrast with the flesh and blood realities into whose hands I had
fallen.

The stately Logan, the fearless Philip, the bold Black Hawk, the gentle
Pocahontas: how unlike the greedy, cunning and cruel savages who had so
ruthlessly torn me from my friends!

Truly, those pictures of the children of the forest that adorn the
pages of the novelist are delightful conceptions of the airy fancy,
fitted to charm the mind. They amuse and beguile the hours they invest
with their interest; but the true red man, as I saw him, does not
exist between the pages of many volumes. He roams his native wastes,
and to once encounter and study him there, so much must be sacrificed
that I could scarcely appreciate the knowledge I was gaining at such a
price.

Notwithstanding all I had seen and experienced, I remembered much that
was gentle and faithful in the character ascribed to the Indian women.
Perhaps I might be able to find one whose sympathy and companionship
could be wrought upon to the extent of aiding me in some way to escape.
I became hopeful with the thought, and almost forgot my terror of the
threats of my captors, in my desire to see the friendly faces of Indian
women.

The country around was rich and varied. Beautiful birds appeared in the
trees, and flowers of variety and fragrance nodded on their stems. Wild
fruits were abundant, and I plucked roses and fruit for food, while my
savage companions feasted on raw meat. They did not seem to care for
fruit, and urged me to eat meat with them. I refused, because of its
being raw. A young Indian, guessing the cause of my refusal to eat,
procured a kettle, made a fire, cooked some, and offered it to me. I
tried to eat of it to please them, since they had taken the trouble to
prepare a special dish, but owing to the filthy manner in which it was
prepared a very small portion satisfied me.

We were now nearing a river, which, from its locality, must have been
the Tongue River, where we found refreshing drink, and rested for a
short time. The Indians gave me to understand that when we crossed this
stream, and a short distance beyond, we would be at their home.

Here they paused to dress, so as to make a gay appearance and imposing
entrance into the village. Except when in full dress, an Indian’s
wearing apparel consists only of a buffalo robe, which is also part of
a fine toilet. It is very inconveniently disposed about the person,
without fastening, and must be held in position with the hands.

Here the clothing taken from our train was brought into great demand,
and each warrior that had been fortunate enough to possess himself of
any article of our dress, now arrayed himself to the best advantage the
garments and their limited ideas of civilization permitted; and, in
some instances, when the toilet was considered complete, changes for
less attractive articles of display were made with companions who had
not been so fortunate as others in the division of the goods, that they
might also share in the sport afforded by this derisive display.

Their peculiar ideas of tasteful dress rendered them grotesque in
appearance. One brawny face appeared under the shade of my hat, smiling
with evident satisfaction at the superiority of his decorations over
those of his less fortunate companions; another was shaded from the
scorching rays of the sun by a tiny parasol, and the brown hand that
held it aloft was thinly covered by a silk glove, which was about the
only article of clothing, except the invariable breech-cloth, that the
warrior wore.

Vests and other garments were put on with the lower part upward; and
they all displayed remarkable fertility in the arrangement of their
decorations. They seemed to think much of their stolen goods, some of
which were frivolous, and others worthless.

Decorating themselves by way of derision, each noble warrior endeavored
to outdo the other in splendor, which was altogether estimated by
color, and not by texture. Their horses were also decked in the most
ridiculous manner.

Ottawa, or Silver Horn, the war chief, was arrayed in full costume. He
was very old, over seventy-five, partially blind, and a little below
the medium height. He was very ferocious and savage looking, and now,
when in costume, looked frightful. His face was red, with stripes of
black, and around each eye a circlet of bright yellow. His long, black
hair was divided into two braids, with a scalp-lock on top of the head.
His ears held great brass wire rings, full six inches in diameter, and
chains and bead necklaces were suspended from his neck; armlets and
bracelets of brass, together with a string of bears’ claws, completed
his jewelry. He wore also leggings of deer skin, and a shirt of the
same material, beautifully ornamented with beads, and fringed with
scalp-locks, that he claimed to have taken from his enemies, both red
and white. Over his shoulders hung a great, bright-colored quilt, that
had been taken from our stores. He wore a crown of eagle feathers on
his head; also a plume of feathers depending from the back of the crown.

His horse, a noble-looking animal, was no less gorgeously arrayed. His
ears were pierced, like his master’s, and his neck was encircled by a
wreath of bears’ claws, taken from animals that the chief had slain.
Some bells and a human scalp hung from his mane, forming together, thus
arrayed, a museum of the trophies of the old chief’s prowess on the war
path, and of skill in the chase.

When all was arranged, the chief mounted his horse and rode on in
triumph toward the village, highly elated over the possession of his
white captive, whom he never looked back at or deigned to notice,
except to chastise on account of her slowness, which was unavoidable,
as I rode a jaded horse, and could not keep pace.

The entire Indian village poured forth to meet us, amid song and wild
dancing, in the most enthusiastic manner, flourishing flags and weapons
of war in frenzied joy as we entered the village, which, stretched
for miles along the banks of the stream, resembled a vast military
encampment, with the wigwams covered with white skins, like Sibley
tents in shape and size, ranged without regard to order, but facing one
point of the compass.

We penetrated through the irregular settlement for over a mile,
accompanied by the enthusiastic escort of men, women, and children.

We rode in the center of a double column of Indians and directly in the
rear of the chief, till we reached the door of his lodge, when several
of his wives came out to meet him. He had six, but the senior one
remained in the tent, while a younger one was absent with the Farmer
or Grosventre Indians. Their salutation is very much in the manner of
the Mexicans; the women crossed their arms on the chief’s breast, and
smiled.

They met me in silence, but with looks of great astonishment.

I got down as directed, and followed the chief into the great lodge
or tent, distinguished from the others by its superior ornaments. It
was decorated with brilliantly colored porcupine quills and a terrible
fringe of human scalp-locks, taken in battle from the Pawnees.

On one side was depicted a representation of the Good Spirit, rude
in design, and daubed with colors. On the other side was portrayed
the figure of the spirit of evil in like manner. The Indians believe
in these two deities and pay their homage to them. The first they
consider as entirely benevolent and kind; but the second is full of
vile tricks and wicked ways.

They fear him, and consider it only safe to propitiate him occasionally
by obedience to his evil will. This may account for some of their worst
ferocities, and explain that horrible brutality of nature which they so
often exhibit.

The senior wife, who had remained in the lodge, met her husband with
the same salutation as the others had done.

I was shown a seat opposite the entrance on a buffalo skin. The chief’s
spoil was brought in for division by his elderly spouse.

As it was spread out before them, the women gathered admiringly round
it, and proved their peculiarities of taste; and love of finery had a
counterpart in these forest belles, as well defined as if they had been
city ladies. Eagerly they watched every new article displayed, grunting
their approval, until their senior companion seized a piece of cloth,
declaring that she meant to retain it all for herself.

This occasioned dissatisfaction, which soon ripened to rebellion among
them, and they contended for a just distribution of the goods. The
elder matron, following her illustrious husband’s plan in quelling such
outbreaks, caught her knife from her belt, sprang in among them, vowing
that she was the oldest and had the right to govern, and threatening
to kill every one if there was the least objection offered to her
decrees. I had so hoped to find sympathy and pity among these artless
women of the forest, but instead, cowed and trembling, I sat, scarcely
daring to breathe.

The chief noticed my fear and shrinking posture, and smiled. Then he
rose, and made a speech, which had its effect. The women became quiet.
Presently an invitation arrived for the chief to go to a feast, and he
rose to comply.

I followed his departing figure with regretful glances, for, terrible
as he and his men had been, the women seemed still more formidable, and
I feared to be left alone with them, especially with the hot temper and
ready knife of the elder squaw.

Great crowds of curious Indians came flocking in to stare at me. The
women brought their children. Some of them, whose fair complexion
astonished me, I afterward learned were the offspring of fort marriages.

One fair little boy, who, with his mother, had just returned from Fort
Laramie, came close to me. Finding the squaw could speak a few words
in English, I addressed her, and was told, in reply to my questions,
that she had been the wife of a captain there, but that his white
wife arriving from the East, his Indian wife was told to return to
her people; she did so, taking her child with her. The little boy was
dressed completely in military clothes, even to the stripe on his
pantaloons, and was a very bright, attractive child of about four
years.

It was a very sad thought for me to realize that a parent could
part with such a child, committing it forever to live in barbarous
ignorance, and rove the woods among savages with the impress of his own
superior race, so strongly mingled with his Indian origin. I saw many
other fair-faced little children, and heard the sad story from their
mothers, and was deeply pained to see their pale, pinched features,
as they cried for food when there was none to be had; and they are
sometimes cruelly treated by the full-blooded and larger children on
account of their unfortunate birth.

Now that the question of property was decided between the women of the
chief’s family, they seemed kindly disposed toward me, and one of them
brought me a dish of meat; many others followed her example, even from
the neighboring lodges, and really seemed to pity me, and showed great
evidences of compassion, and tried to express their sympathy in signs,
because I had been torn from my own people, and compelled to come such
a long fatiguing journey, and examined me all over and over again,
and all about my dress, hands, and feet particularly. Then, to their
great surprise, they discovered my bruised and almost broken limbs that
occurred when first taken, also from the fall of the horse the first
night of my captivity, and proceeded at once to dress my wounds.

I was just beginning to rejoice in the dawning kindness that seemed
to soften their swarthy faces, when a messenger from the war chief
arrived, accompanied by a small party of young warriors sent to conduct
me to the chief’s presence. I did not at first comprehend the summons,
and, as every fresh announcement only awakened new fears, I dreaded to
comply, yet dared not refuse. Seeing my hesitation, the senior wife
allowed a little daughter of the chief’s, whose name was Yellow Bird,
to accompany me, and I was then conducted to several feasts, at each
of which I was received with kindness, and promised good will and
protection. It was here that the chief himself first condescended to
speak kindly to me, and this and the companionship of the child Yellow
Bird, who seemed to approach me with a trusting grace and freedom
unlike the scared shyness of Indian children generally, inspired hope.

The chief here told me that henceforth I could call Yellow Bird my own,
to take the place of my little girl that had been killed. I did not
at once comprehend all of his meaning, still it gave me some hope of
security.

When at nightfall we returned to the lodge, which, they told me, I must
henceforth regard as home, I found the elder women busily pounding a
post into the ground, and my fears were at once aroused, being always
ready to take alarm, and suggested to me that it betokened some evil.
On the contrary, it was simply some household arrangement of her own,
for presently, putting on a camp kettle, she built a fire, and caused
water to boil, and drew a tea, of which she gave me a portion, assuring
me that it would cure the tired and weary feeling and secure me a good
rest.

This proved true. Soon a deep drowsiness began to steal over the weary
captive. My bed of furs was shown me. Yellow Bird was told to share my
couch with me, and from this time on she was my constant attendant. I
laid down, and the wife of the chief tenderly removed my moccasins,
and I slept sweetly—the first true sleep I had enjoyed in many weary
nights.

Before my eyes closed, in slumber, my heart rose in gratitude
unspeakable to God for his great and immeasurable mercy.

I readily adapted myself to my new position. The chief’s three sisters
shared the lodge with us.

The following day commenced my labors, and the chief’s wife seemed to
feel a protecting interest in me.

The day of the 25th of July was observed by continual feasting in honor
of the safe return of the braves.

There was a large tent made by putting several together, where all
the chiefs, medicine-men, and great warriors met for consultation and
feasting. I was invited to attend, and was given an elevated seat,
while the rest of the company all sat upon the ground, and mostly
cross-legged, preparatory to the feast being dealt out.

In the center of the circle was erected a flag-staff, with many scalps,
trophies, and ornaments fastened to it. Near the foot of the flag-staff
were placed, in a row on the ground, several large kettles, in which
was prepared the feast. Near the kettles on the ground, also, were a
number of wooden bowls, in which the meat was to be served out. And in
front, two or three women, who were there placed as waiters, to light
the pipes for smoking, and also to deal out the food.

In these positions things stood, and all sat with thousands climbing
and crowding around for a peep at me, as I appeared at the grand
feast and council, when at length the chief arose, in a very handsome
costume, and addressed the audience, and in his speech often pointed to
me. I could understand but little of his meaning.

Several others also made speeches, that all sounded the same to me. I
sat trembling with fear at these strange proceedings, fearing they were
deliberating upon a plan of putting me to some cruel death to finish
their amusement. It is impossible to describe my feelings on that day,
as I sat in the midst of those wild, savage people. Soon a handsome
pipe was lit and brought to the chief to smoke. He took it, and after
presenting the stem to the north, the south, the east, and the west,
and then to the sun that was over his head, uttered a few words, drew
a few whiffs, then passed it around through the whole group, who all
smoked. This smoking was conducted with the strictest adherence to
exact and established form, and the feast throughout was conducted in
the most positive silence.

The lids were raised from the kettles, which were all filled with dog’s
meat alone, it being well cooked and made into a sort of stew. Each
guest had a large wooden bowl placed before him, with a quantity of
dog’s flesh floating in a profusion of soup or rich gravy, with a large
spoon resting in the dish, made of buffalo horn.

In this most difficult and painful dilemma I sat, witnessing the
solemnity; my dish was given me, and the absolute necessity of eating
it was painful to contemplate. I tasted it a few times after much
urging, and then resigned my dish, which was taken and passed around
with others to every part of the group, who all ate heartily. In this
way the feast ended, and all retired silently and gradually, until the
ground was left to the waiters, who seemed to have charge of it during
the whole occasion.

The women signified to me that I should feel highly honored by being
called to feast with chiefs and great warriors; and seeing the spirit
in which it was given, I could not but treat it respectfully, and
receive it as a very high and marked compliment.

Since I witnessed it on this occasion, I have been honored with
numerous entertainments of the kind, and all conducted in the same
solemn and impressive manner.

As far as I could see and understand, I feel authorized to pronounce
the dog-feast a truly religious ceremony, wherein the superstitious
Indian sees fit to sacrifice his faithful companion to bear testimony
to the sacredness of his vows of friendship for the Great Spirit. He
always offers up a portion of the meat to his deity, then puts it on
the ground to remind him of the sacrifice and solemnity of the offering.

The dog, among all Indian tribes, is more esteemed and more valued than
among any part of the civilized world. The Indian has more time to
devote to his company, and his untutored mind more nearly assimilates
to the nature of his faithful servant.

The flesh of these dogs, though apparently relished by the Indians, is
undoubtedly inferior to venison and buffalo meat, of which feasts are
constantly made, where friends are invited, as they are in civilized
society, to a pleasant and convivial party; from which fact alone,
it would seem clear that they have some extraordinary motive, at all
events, for feasting on the flesh of that useful and faithful animal,
even when as in the instance I have been describing.

Their village was well supplied with fresh and dried meat of the
buffalo and deer. The dog-feast is given, I believe, by all tribes
of America, and by them all, I think, this faithful animal, as well
as the horse, is sacrificed, in several different ways, to appease
offended spirits or deities, whom it is considered necessary that they
should conciliate in this way, and when done, is invariably done by
giving the best in the herd or the kennel.

That night was spent in dancing. Wild and furious all seemed to me. I
was led into the center of the circle, and assigned the painful duty of
holding above my head human scalps fastened to a little pole. The dance
was kept up until near morning, when all repaired to their respective
lodges. The three kind sisters of the chief were there to convey me to
mine.




                              CHAPTER IX.

  PREPARATIONS FOR BATTLE—AN INDIAN VILLAGE ON THE MOVE—SCALP
    DANCE—A HORRIBLE SCENE OF SAVAGE EXULTATION—COMPELLED TO
    JOIN THE ORGIES—A CAUSE OF INDIAN HOSTILITY—ANOTHER BATTLE
    WITH THE WHITE TROOPS—BURIAL OF AN INDIAN BOY—A HASTY
    RETREAT—MADE TO ACT AS SURGEON OF THE WOUNDED—MAUVE TERRE, OR
    BAD LANDS.


The next morning the whole village was in motion. The warriors were
going to battle against a white enemy, they said, and old men, women,
and children were sent out in another direction to a place of safety,
as designated by the chief. Every thing was soon moving. With the
rapidity of custom the tent-poles were lowered and the tents rolled
up. The cooking utensils were put together, and laid on cross-beams
connecting the lower ends of the poles as they trail the ground from
the horses’ sides, to which they are attached. Dogs, too, are made
useful in this exodus, and started off, with smaller burdens dragging
after them, in the same manner that horses are packed.

The whole village was in commotion, children screaming or laughing;
dogs barking or growling under their heavy burdens; squaws running
hither and thither, pulling down tipi-poles, packing up every thing,
and leading horses and dogs with huge burdens.

[Illustration: Indian Family on the Move.]

The small children are placed in sacks of buffalo skin and hung upon
saddles or their mothers’ backs. The wrapped up lodges, which are
secured by thongs, are fastened to the poles on the horses’ backs,
together with sundry other articles of domestic use, and upon these
are seated women and children. To guide the horse a woman goes before,
holding the bridle, carrying on her back a load nearly as large as the
horse carries. Women and children are sometimes mounted upon horses,
holding in their arms every variety of plunder, sometimes little dogs
and other forlorn and hungry looking pets. In this unsightly manner,
sometimes two or three thousand families are transported many miles
at the same migration, and, all being in motion at the same time, the
cavalcade extends for a great distance.

The men and boys are not so unsightly in their appearance, being
mounted upon good horses and the best Indian ponies, riding in groups,
leaving the women and children to trudge along with the burdened horses
and dogs.

The number and utility of these faithful dogs is sometimes astonishing,
as they count hundreds, each bearing a portion of the general household
goods. Two poles, about ten or twelve feet long, are attached to the
shoulders of a dog, leaving one end of each dragging upon the ground.
On these poles a small burden is carried, and with it the faithful
canine jogs along, looking neither to the right nor to the left, but
apparently intent upon reaching the end of his journey. These faithful
creatures are under the charge of women and children, and their pace
is occasionally encouraged with admonitions in the form of vigorous
and zealous use of whips applied to their limbs and sides. It was
quite painful to me to see these poor animals, thus taken from their
natural avocation, and forced to a slavish life of labor, and compelled
to travel along with their burdens; yet, when this change has been
made, they become worthless as hunters, or watchers, and even for the
purpose of barking, being reduced, instead, to beasts of burden. It was
not uncommon to see a great wolfish-looking dog moodily jogging along
with a lot of cooking utensils on one side, and on the other a crying
papoose for a balance, while his sulking companion toils on, supporting
upon his back a quarter of antelope or elk, and is followed by an old
woman, or some children, who keep at bay all refractory dogs who run
loose, occasionally showing their superiority by snapping and snarling
at their more unfortunate companions.

This train was immensely large, nearly the whole Sioux nation having
concentrated there for the purpose of war. The chief’s sisters brought
me a horse saddled, told me to mount, and accompany the already
moving column, that seemed to be spreading far over the hills to the
northward. We toiled on all day. Late in the afternoon we arrived
at the ground of encampment, and rested for further orders from the
warriors, who had gone to battle and would join us there.

I had no means of informing myself at that time with whom the war was
raging, but afterward learned that General Sully’s army was pursuing
the Sioux, and that the engagement was with his men.

In three days the Indians returned to camp, and entered on a course
of feasting and rejoicing, that caused me to believe that they had
suffered very little loss in the affray.

They passed their day of rest in this sort of entertainment; and here I
first saw the scalp dance, which ceremonial did not increase my respect
or confidence in the tender mercies of my captors.

This performance is only gone through at night and by the light of
torches, consequently its terrible characteristics are heightened by
the fantastic gleams of the lighted brands.

The women, too, took part in the dance, and I was forced to mingle
in the fearful festivity, painted and dressed for the occasion, and
holding a staff from the top of which hung several scalps.

The braves came vauntingly forth, with the most extravagant boasts
of their wonderful prowess and courage in war, at the same time
brandishing weapons in their hands with the most fearful contortions
and threatenings.

A number of young women came with them, carrying the trophies of their
friends, which they hold aloft, while the warriors jump around in a
circle, brandishing their weapons, and whooping and yelling the fearful
war-cry in a most frightful manner, all jumping upon both feet at the
same time, with simultaneous stamping and motions with their weapons,
keeping exact time. Their gestures impress one as if they were actually
cutting and carving each other to pieces as they utter their fearful,
sharp yell. They become furious as they grow more excited, until their
faces are distorted to the utmost; their glaring eyes protrude with a
fiendish, indescribable appearance, while they grind their teeth, and
try to imitate the hissing, gurgling sound of death in battle. Furious
and faster grows the stamping, until the sight is more like a picture
of fiends in a carnival of battle than any thing else to which the
war-dance can be compared.

No description can fully convey the terrible sight in all its fearful
barbarity, as the bloody trophies of their victory are brandished aloft
in the light of the flickering blaze, and their distorted forms were
half concealed by darkness. The object for which the scalp is taken
is exultation and proof of valor and success. My pen is powerless to
portray my feelings during this terrible scene.

This country seemed scarred by countless trails, where the Indian
ponies have dragged lodge-poles, in their change of habitations or
hunting. The antipathy of the Indian to its occupation or invasion by
the white man is very intense and bitter. The felling of timber, or
killing of buffalo, or traveling of a train, or any signs of permanent
possession by the white man excites deadly hostility. It is their last
hope; if they yield and give up this, they will have to die or ever
after be governed by the white man’s laws; consequently they lose no
opportunity to kill or steal from and harass the whites when they can
do so.

The game still clings to its favorite haunts, and the Indian must press
upon the steps of the white man or lose all hope of independence. Herds
of elk proudly stand with erect antlers, as if charmed by music, or as
if curious to understand this strange inroad upon their long-secluded
parks of pleasure; the mountain sheep look down from belting crags that
skirt the perpendicular northern face of the mountains, and yield no
rival of their charms or excellence for food. The black and white-tail
deer and antelope are ever present, while the hare and the rabbit, the
sage hen, and the prairie-chicken are nearly trodden down before they
yield to the intrusion of the stranger.

Brants, wild geese, and ducks multiply and people the waters of
beautiful lakes, and are found in many of the streams. The grizzly and
cinnamon bears are often killed and give up their rich material for
the hunter’s profit; and the buffalo, in numberless herds, with tens of
thousands in a herd, sweep back and forth, filling the valley as far as
the eye can reach, and adding their value to the red man both for food,
habitation, fuel, and clothing. The Big Horn River, and mountains and
streams beyond, are plentifully supplied with various kinds of fish.
The country seems to be filled with wolves, which pierce the night air
with their howls, but, like the beavers whose dams incumber all the
smaller streams, and the otter, are forced to yield their nice coats
for the Indian as well as white man’s luxury.

The Indians felt that the proximity of the troops and their inroads
through their best hunting-grounds would prove disastrous to them and
their future hopes of prosperity, and soon again they were making
preparations for battle; and again, on the 8th of August, the warriors
set forth on the war-path, and this time the action seemed to draw
ominously near our encampment.

An Indian boy died the night before, and was buried rather hastily
in the morning. The body was wrapped in some window curtains that
once draped my windows at Geneva. There was also a red blanket and
many beads and trinkets deposited on an elevated platform, with the
moldering remains, and the bereaved mother and relatives left the
lonely spot with loud lamentations. There seemed to be great commotion
and great anxiety in the movements of the Indians, and presently I
could hear the sound of battle; and the echoes, that came back to me
from the reports of the guns in the distant hills, warned me of the
near approach of my own people, and my heart became a prey to wildly
conflicting emotions, as they hurried on in great desperation, and even
forbid me turning my head and looking in the direction of the battle.
Once I broke the rule and was severely punished for it. They kept their
eyes upon me, and were very cross and unkind.

Panting for rescue, yet fearing for its accomplishment, I passed the
day. The smoke of action now rose over the hills beyond. The Indians
now realized their danger, and hurried on in great consternation.

General Sully’s soldiers appeared in close proximity, and I could
see them charging on the Indians, who, according to their habits
of warfare, skulked behind trees, sending their bullets and arrows
vigorously forward into the enemy’s ranks. I was kept in advance of the
moving column of women and children, who were hurrying on, crying and
famishing for water, trying to keep out of the line of firing.

It was late at night before we stopped our pace, when at length we
reached the lofty banks of a noble river, but it was some time before
they could find a break in the rocky shores which enabled us to reach
the water and enjoy the delicious draught, in which luxury the panting
horses gladly participated.

We had traveled far and fast all day long, without cessation, through
clouds of smoke and dust, parched by a scorching sun. My face was
blistered from the burning rays, as I had been compelled to go with my
head uncovered, after the fashion of all Indian women. Had not had a
drop of water during the whole day.

Reluctant to leave the long-desired acquisition, they all lay down
under the tall willows, close to the stream, and slept the sleep of the
weary. The horses lingered near, nipping the tender blades of grass
that sparsely bordered the stream.

It was not until next morning that I thought of how they should cross
the river, which I suppose to have been the Missouri. It was not very
wide, but confined between steep banks; it seemed to be deep and quite
rapid; they did not risk swimming at that place, to my joy, but went
further down and all plunged in and swam across, leading my horse.
I was very much frightened, and cried to Heaven for mercy. On that
morning we entered a gorge, a perfect mass of huge fragments which had
fallen from the mountains above; they led my horse and followed each
other closely, and with as much speed as possible, as we were still
pursued by the troops. During the day some two or three warriors were
brought in wounded. I was called to see them, and assist in dressing
their wounds. This being my first experience of the kind, I was at some
loss to know what was best to do; but, seeing in it a good opportunity
to raise in their estimation, I endeavored to impress them with an air
of my superior knowledge of surgery, and as nurse, or medicine woman.
I felt now, from their motions and meaning glances, that my life was
not safe, since we were so closely pursued over this terrible barren
country.

My feelings, all this time, can not be described, when I could hear
the sound of the big guns, as the Indians term cannon. I felt that
the soldiers had surely come for me and would overtake us, and my
heart bounded with joy at the very thought of deliverance, but sunk
proportionately when they came to me, bearing their trophies, reeking
scalps, soldiers’ uniforms, covered with blood, which told its sad
story to my aching heart. One day I might be cheered by strong hope
of approaching relief, then again would have such assurance of my
enemies’ success as would sink me correspondingly low in despair. For
some reason deception seemed to be their peculiar delight; whether
they did it to gratify an insatiable thirst for revenge in themselves,
or to keep me more reconciled, more willing and patient to abide, was
something I could not determine.

The feelings occasioned by my disappointment in their success can be
better imagined than described, but imagination, even in her most
extravagant flights, can but poorly picture the horrors that met my
view during these running flights.

My constant experience was hope deferred that maketh the heart sick. It
was most tantalizing and painful to my spirit to be so near our forces
and the flag of liberty, and yet a prisoner and helpless.

On, and still on, we were forced to fly to a place known among them as
the Bad Lands, a section of country so wildly desolate and barren as to
induce the belief that its present appearance is the effect of volcanic
action.

Great boulders of blasted rock are piled scattering round, and hard,
dry sand interspersed among the crevices.

Every thing has a ruined look, as if vegetation and life had formerly
existed there, but had been suddenly interrupted by some violent
commotion of nature. A terrible blight, like the fulfilling of an
ancient curse, darkens the surface of the gloomy landscape, and the
desolate, ruinous scene might well represent the entrance to the
infernal shades described by classic writers.

A choking wind, with sand, blows continually, and fills the air with
dry and blinding dust.

The water is sluggish and dark, and apparently life-destroying in its
action, since all that lies around its moistened limits has assumed the
form of petrifaction. Rocks though they now seemed, they had formerly
held life, both animal and vegetable, and their change will furnish a
subject of interesting speculation to enterprising men of science, who
penetrate those mournful shades to discover toads, snakes, birds, and a
variety of insects, together with plants, trees, and many curiosities,
all petrified and having the appearance of stone. I was startled by the
strange and wonderful sights.

The terrible scarcity of water and grass urged us forward, and General
Sully’s army in the rear gave us no rest. The following day or two we
were driven so far northward, and became so imminently imperiled by
the pursuing forces, that they were obliged to leave all their earthly
effects behind them, and swim the Yellow Stone River for life. By this
time the ponies were completely famished for want of food and water, so
jaded that it was with great difficulty and hard blows that we could
urge them on at all.

When Indians are pursued closely, they evince a desperate and reckless
desire to save themselves, without regard to property or provisions.

They throw away every thing that will impede flight, and all natural
instinct seems lost in fear. We had left, in our compulsory haste,
immense quantities of plunder, even lodges standing, which proved
immediate help, but in the end a terrible loss.

General Sully with his whole troop stopped to destroy the property,
thus giving us an opportunity to escape, which saved us from falling
into his hands, as otherwise we inevitably would have done.

One day was consumed in collecting and burning the Indian lodges,
blankets, provisions, etc., and that day was used advantageously in
getting beyond his reach. They travel constantly in time of war,
ranging over vast tracts of country, and prosecuting their battles, or
skirmishes, with a quiet determination unknown to the whites.

A few days’ pursuit after Indians is generally enough to wear and tire
out the ardor of the white man, as it is almost impossible to pursue
them through their own country with wagons and supplies for the army,
and it is very difficult for American horses to traverse the barren,
rugged mountain passes, the Indians having every advantage in their
own country, and using their own mode of warfare. The weary soldiers
return disheartened by often losing dear comrades, and leaving them in
a lonely grave on the plain, dissatisfied with only scattering their
red foes.

But the weary savages rest during these intervals, often sending the
friendly Indians, as they are called and believed to be, who are
received in that character in the forts, and change it for a hostile
one, as soon as they reach the hills, to get supplies of ammunition and
food with which they refresh themselves and prosecute the war.

After the attack of General Sully was over an Indian came to me with
a letter to read, which he had taken from a soldier who was killed by
him, and the letter had been found in his pocket. The letter stated
that the topographical engineer was killed, and that General Sully’s
men had caught the red devils and cut their heads off, and stuck them
up on poles. The soldier had written a friendly and kind letter to his
people, but, ere it was mailed, he was numbered with the dead.




                              CHAPTER X.

  MOURNING FOR THE SLAIN—THREATENED WITH DEATH AT THE FIERY
    STAKE—SAVED BY A SPEECH FROM OTTAWA—STARVING CONDITION OF THE
    INDIANS.


As soon as we were safe, and General Sully pursued us no longer, the
warriors returned home, and a scene of terrible mourning over the
killed ensued among the women. Their cries are terribly wild and
distressing, on such occasions; and the near relations of the deceased
indulge in frantic expressions of grief that can not be described.
Sometimes the practice of cutting the flesh is carried to a horrible
and barbarous extent. They inflict gashes on their bodies and limbs an
inch in length. Some cut off their hair, blacken their faces, and march
through the village in procession, torturing their bodies to add vigor
to their lamentations.

Hunger followed on the track of grief; all their food was gone, and
there was no game in that portion of the country.

In our flight they scattered every thing, and the country through which
we passed for the following two weeks did not yield enough to arrest
starvation. The Indians were terribly enraged, and threatened me with
death almost hourly, and in every form.

I had so hoped for liberty when my friends were near; but alas! all my
fond hopes were blasted. The Indians told me that the army was going in
another direction.

They seemed to have sustained a greater loss than I had been made aware
of, which made them feel very revengeful toward me.

The next morning I could see that something unusual was about to
happen. Notwithstanding the early hour, the sun scarcely appearing
above the horizon, the principal chiefs and warriors were assembled in
council, where, judging from the grave and reflective expression of
their countenances, they were about to discuss some serious question.

I had reason for apprehension, from their unfriendly manner toward me,
and feared for the penalty I might soon have to pay.

Soon they sent an Indian to me, who asked me if I was ready to die—to
be burned at the stake. I told him whenever Wakon-Tonka (the Great
Spirit) was ready, he would call for me, and then I would be ready and
willing to go. He said that he had been sent from the council to warn
me, that it had become necessary to put me to death, on account of my
white brothers killing so many of their young men recently. He repeated
that they were not cruel for the pleasure of being so; necessity
is their first law, and he and the wise chiefs, faithful to their
hatred for the white race, were in haste to satisfy their thirst for
vengeance; and, further, that the interest of their nation required it.

As soon as the chiefs were assembled around the council fire, the
pipe-carrier entered the circle, holding in his hand the pipe ready
lighted. Bowing to the four cardinal points, he uttered a short prayer,
or invocation, and then presented the pipe to the old chief, Ottawa,
but retained the bowl in his hand. When all the chiefs and men had
smoked, one after the other, the pipe-bearer emptied the ashes into the
fire, saying, “Chiefs of the great Dakota nation, Wakon-Tonka give you
wisdom, so that whatever be your determination, it may be conformable
to justice.” Then, after bowing respectfully, he retired.

A moment of silence followed, in which every one seemed to be
meditating seriously upon the words that had just been spoken. At
length one of the most aged of the chiefs, whose body was furrowed with
the scars of innumerable wounds, and who enjoyed among his people a
reputation for great wisdom, arose.

Said he, “The pale faces, our eternal persecutors, pursue and harass
us without intermission, forcing us to abandon to them, one by one,
our best hunting grounds, and we are compelled to seek a refuge in the
depths of these Bad Lands, like timid deer. Many of them even dare to
come into prairies which belong to us, to trap beaver, and hunt elk
and buffalo, which are our property. These faithless creatures, the
outcasts of their own people, rob and kill us when they can. Is it just
that we should suffer these wrongs without complaining? Shall we allow
ourselves to be slaughtered like timid Assinneboines, without seeking
to avenge ourselves? Does not the law of the Dakotas say, Justice to
our own nation, and death to all pale faces? Let my brothers say if
that is just,” pointing to the stake that was being prepared for me.

“Vengeance is allowable,” sententiously remarked Mahpeah (The Sky).

Another old chief, Ottawa, arose and said, “It is the undoubted right
of the weak and oppressed; and yet it ought to be proportioned to the
injury received. Then why should we put this young, innocent woman to
death? Has she not always been kind to us, smiled upon us, and sang for
us? Do not all our children love her as a tender sister? Why, then,
should we put her to so cruel a death for the crimes of others, if they
are of her nation? Why should we punish the innocent for the guilty?”

I looked to Heaven for mercy and protection, offering up those earnest
prayers that are never offered in vain; and oh! how thankful I was when
I knew their decision was to spare my life. Though terrible were my
surroundings, life always became sweet to me, when I felt that I was
about to part with it.

A terrible time ensued, and many dogs, and horses, even, died of
starvation. Their bodies were eaten immediately; and the slow but
constant march was daily kept up, in hope of game and better facilities
for fish and fruit.

Many days in succession I tasted no food, save what I could gather on
my way; a few rose leaves and blossoms was all I could find, except
the grass I would gather and chew, for nourishment. Fear, fatigue, and
long-continued abstinence were wearing heavily on my already shattered
frame. Women and children were crying for food; it was a painful sight
to witness their sufferings, with no means of alleviating them, and no
hope of relief save by traveling and hunting. We had no shelter save
the canopy of heaven, and no alternative but to travel on, and at night
lie down on the cold, damp ground, for a resting place.

If I could but present to my readers a truthful picture of that Indian
home at that time, with all its sorrowful accompaniments! They are
certainly engraved upon faithful memory, to last forever; but no touch
of pen could give any semblance of the realities to another.

What exhibitions of their pride and passion I have seen; what ideas of
their intelligence and humanity I have been compelled to form; what
manifestations of their power and ability to govern had been thrust
upon me. The treatment received was not such as to enhance in any wise
a woman’s admiration for the so-called noble red man, but rather to
make one pray to be delivered from their power.

Compelled to travel many days in succession, and to experience the
gnawings of hunger without mitigation, every day had its share of toil
and fear. Yet while my temporal wants were thus poorly supplied, I was
not wholly denied spiritual food. It was a blessed consolation that no
earthly foe could interrupt my communion with the heavenly world. In my
midnight, wakeful hours, I was visited with many bright visions.

    He walks with thee, that angel kind,
    And gently whispers, be resigned;
    Bear up, bear on, the end shall tell,
    The dear Lord ordereth all things well.




                              CHAPTER XI.

  MEET ANOTHER WHITE FEMALE CAPTIVE—SAD STORY OF MARY BOYEAU—A
    CHILD ROASTED AND ITS BRAINS DASHED OUT—MURDER OF MRS.
    FLETCHER—FIVE CHILDREN SLAUGHTERED—FATE OF THEIR MOTHER.


It was about this time that I had the sorrowful satisfaction of meeting
with a victim of Indian cruelty, whose fate was even sadder than mine.

It was a part of my labor to carry water from the stream at which we
camped, and, awakened for that purpose, I arose and hurried out one
morning before the day had yet dawned clearly, leaving the Indians
still in their blankets, and the village very quiet.

In the woods beyond I heard the retiring howl of the wolf, the shrill
shriek of the bird of prey, as it was sweeping down on the unburied
carcass of some poor, murdered traveler, and the desolation of my life
and its surroundings filled my heart with dread and gloom.

I was so reduced in strength and spirit, that nothing but the dread of
the scalping-knife urged my feet from task to task; and now, returning
toward the tipi, with my heavy bucket, I was startled to behold a
fair-faced, beautiful young girl sitting there, dejected and worn,
like myself, but bearing the marks of loveliness and refinement,
despite her neglected covering.

Almost doubting my reason, for I had become unsettled in my
self-reliance, and even sanity, I feared to address her, but stood
spell-bound, gazing in her sad brown eyes and drooping, pallid face.

The chief stood near the entrance of the tipi, enjoying the cool
morning air, and watching the interview with amusement. He offered me a
book, which chanced to be one of the Willson’s readers, stolen from our
wagons, and bade me show it to the stranger.

I approached the girl, who instantly held out her hand, and said: “What
book is that?”

The sound of my own language, spoken by one of my own people, was too
much for me, and I sank to the ground by the side of the stranger, and,
endeavoring to clasp her in my arms, became insensible.

A kindly squaw, who was in sight, must have been touched by our
helpless sorrow; for, when recovering, she was sprinkling my face with
water from the bucket, and regarding me with looks of interest.

Of course, we realized that this chance interview would be short,
and, perhaps, the last that we would be able to enjoy, and, while
my companion covered her face and wept, I told my name and the main
incidents of my capture; and I dreaded to recall the possible fate of
my Mary, lest I should rouse the terrible feelings I was trying to
keep in subjection as my only hope of preserving reason.

The young girl responded to my confidence by giving her own story,
which she related to me as follows:

“My name is Mary Boyeau; these people call me Madee. I have been among
them since the massacre in Minnesota, and am now in my sixteenth year.
My parents were of French descent, but we lived in the State of New
York, until my father, in pursuance of his peculiar passion for the
life of a naturalist and a man of science, sold our eastern home, and
came to live on the shores of Spirit Lake, Minnesota.

“The Indians had watched about our place, and regarded what they had
seen of my father’s chemical apparatus with awe and fear. Perhaps
they suspected him of working evil charms in his laboratory, or held
his magnets, microscopes, and curiously-shaped tubes in superstitious
aversion.

“I can not tell; I only know that we were among the first victims of
the massacre, and that all my family were murdered except myself, and,
I fear, one younger sister.”

“You fear!” said I. “Do you not hope that she escaped?”

The poor girl shook her head. “From a life like mine death is an
escape,” she said, bitterly.

“Oh! it is fearful! and a sin to rush unbidden into God’s presence, but
I can not live through another frightful winter.

“No, I must and will die if no relief comes to me. For a year these
people regarded me as a child, and then a young man of their tribe gave
a horse for me, and carried me to his tipi as his wife.”

“Do you love your husband?” I asked.

A look, bitter and revengeful, gleamed from her eyes.

“Love a savage, who bought me to be a drudge and slave!” she repeated.
“No! I hate him as I hate all that belong to this fearful bondage. He
has another wife and a child. Thank God!” she added, with a shudder,
“that I am not a mother!”

Misery and the consciousness of her own degraded life seemed to have
made this poor young creature desperate; and, looking at her toil-worn
hands and scarred arms, I saw the signs of abuse and cruelty; her feet,
too, were bare, and fearfully bruised and travel-marked.

“Does he ill treat you?” I inquired.

“His wife does,” she answered. “I am forced to do all manner of slavish
work, and when my strength fails, I am urged on by blows. Oh! I do so
fearfully dread the chilling winters, without proper food or clothing;
and I long to lie down and die, if God’s mercy will only permit me to
escape from this hopeless imprisonment. I have nothing to expect now.
I did once look forward to release, but that is all gone. I strove to
go with the others, who were ransomed at Fort Pierre, and Mrs. Wright
plead for me with all her heart; but the man who bought me would not
give me up, and my prayers were useless.

“Mr. Dupuy, a Frenchman, who brought a wagon for the redeemed women and
children, did not offer enough for me; and when another man offered a
horse my captor would not receive it.

“There were many prisoners that I did not see in the village, but I
am left alone. The Yanktons, who hold me, are friendly by pretense,
and go to the agencies for supplies and annuities, but at heart they
are bitterly hostile. They assert that, if they did not murder and
steal, the Father at Washington would forget them; and now they receive
presents and supplies to keep them in check, which they delight in
taking, and deceiving the officers as to their share in the outbreaks.”

Her dread of soldiers was such that she had never attempted to escape,
nor did she seem to think it possible to get away from her present
life, so deep was the despair into which long-continued suffering had
plunged her.

Sad as my condition was, I could not but pity poor Mary’s worse fate.
The unwilling wife of a brutal savage, and subject to all the petty
malice of a scarcely less brutal squaw, there could be no gleam of
sunshine in her future prospects. True, I was, like her, a captive,
torn from home and friends, and subject to harsh treatment, but no such
personal indignity had fallen to my lot.

When Mary was first taken, she saw many terrible things, which she
related to me, among which was the following:

One day, the Indians went into a house where they found a woman making
bread. Her infant child lay in the cradle, unconscious of its fate.
Snatching it from its little bed they thrust it into the heated oven,
its screams torturing the wretched mother, who was immediately after
stabbed and cut in many pieces.

Taking the suffering little creature from the oven, they then dashed
out its brains against the walls of the house.

One day, on their journey, they came to a narrow but deep stream of
water. Some of the prisoners, and nearly all of the Indians, crossed on
horseback, while a few crossed on logs, which had been cut down by the
beaver. A lady (by name Mrs. Fletcher, I believe), who was in delicate
health, fell into the water with her heavy burden, unable, on account
of her condition, to cross, and was shot by the Indians, her lifeless
body soon disappearing from sight. She also told me of a white man
having been killed a few days previous, and a large sum of money taken
from him, which would be exchanged for articles used among the Indians
when they next visited the Red River or British Possessions. They
went, she told me, two or three times a year, taking American horses,
valuables, etc., which they had stolen from the whites, and exchanging
them for ammunition, powder, arrow points, and provisions.

Before they reached the Missouri River they killed five of Mrs.
Dooley’s children, one of which was left on the ground in a place
where the distracted mother had to pass daily in carrying water from
the river; and when they left the camp the body remained unburied. So
terrible were the sufferings of this heart-broken mother, that, when
she arrived in safety among the whites, her reason was dethroned, and I
was told that she was sent to the lunatic asylum, where her distracted
husband soon followed.

Mary wished that we might be together, but knew that it would be
useless to ask, as it would not be granted.

I gave her my little book and half of my pencil, which she was glad to
receive. I wrote her name in the book, together with mine, encouraging
her with every kind word and hope of the future. She could read and
write, and understood the Indian language thoroughly.

The book had been taken from our wagon, and I had endeavored to teach
the Indians from it, for it contained several stories; so it made the
Indians very angry to have me part with it.

For hours I had sat with the book in my hands, showing them the
pictures and explaining their meaning, which interested them greatly,
and which helped pass away and relieve the monotony of the days of
captivity which I was enduring. Moreover, it inspired them with a
degree of respect and veneration for me when engaged in the task, which
was not only pleasant, but a great comfort. It was by this means they
discovered my usefulness in writing letters and reading for them.

I found them apt pupils, willing to learn, and they learned easily and
rapidly. Their memory is very retentive—unusually good.




                             CHAPTER XII.

  FIRST INTIMATION OF MY LITTLE MARY’S FATE—DESPAIR AND
    DELIRIUM—A SHOWER OF GRASSHOPPERS—A FEAST AND A FIGHT—AN
    ENRAGED SQUAW—THE CHIEF WOUNDED.


One day, as I was pursuing what seemed to me an endless journey, an
Indian rode up beside me, whom I did not remember to have seen before.

At his saddle hung a bright and well-known little shawl, and from the
other side was suspended a child’s scalp of long, fair hair.

As my eyes rested on the frightful sight, I trembled in my saddle and
grasped the air for support. A blood-red cloud seemed to come between
me and the outer world, and I realized that innocent victim’s dying
agonies.

The torture was too great to be endured—a merciful insensibility
interposed between me and madness.

I dropped from the saddle as if dead, and rolled upon the ground at the
horse’s feet.

When I recovered, I was clinging to a squaw, who, with looks of
astonishment and alarm, was vainly endeavoring to extricate herself
from my clutches.

With returning consciousness, I raised my eyes to the fearful sight
that had almost deprived me of reason; it was gone.

The Indian had suspected the cause of my emotion, and removed it out of
sight.

They placed me in the saddle once more, and not being able to control
the horrible misery I felt, I protested wildly against their touch,
imploring them to kill me, and frantically inviting the death I had
before feared and avoided.

When they camped, I had not the power or reason to seek my own tent,
but fell down in the sun, where the chief found me lying. He had been
out at the head of a scouting party, and knew nothing of my sufferings.

Instantly approaching me, he inquired who had misused me. I replied,
“No one. I want to see my dear mother, my poor mother, who loves me,
and pines for her unhappy child.”

I had found, by experience, that the only grief with which this red
nation had any sympathy was the sorrow one might feel for a separation
from a mother, and even the chief seemed to recognize the propriety of
such emotion.

On this account I feigned to be grieving solely for my dear widowed
mother, and was treated with more consideration than I had dared to
expect.

Leaving me for a few moments, he returned, bringing me some ripe wild
plums, which were deliciously cooling to my fever-parched lips.

Hunger and thirst, sorrow and fear, with unusual fatigue and labor,
had weakened me in mind and body, so that, after trying to realize the
frightful vision that had almost deprived me of my senses, I began to
waver in my knowledge of it, and half determined that it was a hideous
phantom, like many another that had tortured my lonely hours.

I tried to dismiss the awful dream from remembrance, particularly as
the days that followed found me ill and delirious, and it was some time
before I was able to recall events clearly.

About this time there was another battle; and many having already sank
under the united misery of hunger and fatigue, the camp was gloomy and
hopeless in the extreme.

The Indians discovered my skill in dressing wounds, and I was called
immediately to the relief of the wounded brought into camp.

The fight had lasted three days, and, from the immoderate lamentations,
I supposed many had fallen, but could form no idea of the loss.

Except when encamped for rest, the tribe pursued their wanderings
constantly; sometimes flying before the enemy, at others endeavoring to
elude them.

I kept the record of time, as it passed with the savages, as well as I
was able, and, with the exception of a few days lost, during temporary
delirium and fever at two separate times, and which I endeavored to
supply by careful inquiry, I missed no count of the rising or setting
sun, and knew dates almost as well as if I had been in the heart of
civilization.

One very hot day, a dark cloud seemed suddenly to pass before the sun
and threaten a great storm. The wind rose, and the cloud became still
darker, until the light of day was almost obscured.

A few drops sprinkled the earth, and, then, in a heavy, blinding,
and apparently inexhaustible shower, fell a countless swarm of
grasshoppers, covering every thing and rendering the air almost black
by their descent.

It is impossible to convey an idea of their extent; they seemed to
rival Pharaoh’s locusts in number, and no doubt would have done damage
to the food of the savages had they not fallen victims themselves to
their keen appetites.

To catch them, large holes are dug in the ground, which are heated by
fires. Into these apertures the insects are then driven, and, the fires
having been removed, the heated earth bakes them.

They are considered good food, and were greedily devoured by the
famishing Sioux. Although the grasshoppers only remained two days, and
went as suddenly as they had come, the Indians seemed refreshed by
feasting on such small game, and continued to move forward.

Halting one day to rest beside good water, I busily engaged myself in
the chief’s tipi, or lodge. I had grown so weak that motion of any kind
was exhausting to me, and I could scarcely walk. I felt that I must
soon die of starvation and sorrow, and life had ceased to be dear to me.

Mechanically I tried to fulfill my tasks, so as to secure the continued
protection of the old squaw, who, when not incensed by passion, was not
devoid of kindness.

My strength failed me, and I could not carry out my wishes, and almost
fell as I tried to move around.

This met with disapprobation, and, better fed than myself, she could
not sympathize with my want of strength. She became cross, and left the
lodge, threatening me with her vengeance.

Presently an Indian woman, who pitied me, ran into the tipi in great
haste, saying that her husband had got some deer meat, and she had
cooked it for a feast, and begged me to share it. As she spoke, she
drew me toward her tent, and, hungry and fainting, I readily followed.

The chief saw us go, and, not disdaining a good dinner, he followed.
The old squaw came flying into the lodge like an enraged fury,
flourishing her knife, and vowing she would kill me.

I arose immediately and fled, the squaw pursuing me. The chief
attempted to interfere, but her rage was too great, and he struck her,
at which she sprang like an infuriated tiger upon him, stabbing him in
several places.

Her brother, who at a short distance beheld the fray, and deeming me
the cause, fired six shots, determining to kill me. One of these shots
lodged in the arm of the chief, breaking it near the shoulder. I then
ran until I reached the outskirts of the village, where I was captured
by a party who saw me running, but who knew not the cause.

Thinking that I was endeavoring to escape, they dragged me in the tent,
brandishing their tomahawks and threatening vengeance.

After the lapse of half an hour some squaws came and took me back to
the lodge of the chief, who was waiting for me, before his wounds could
be dressed. He was very weak from loss of blood.

I never saw the wife of the chief afterward.

Indian surgery is coarse and rude in its details. A doctor of the tribe
had pierced the arm of the chief with a long knife, probing in search
of the ball it had received, and the wound thus enlarged had to be
healed.

As soon as I was able to stand, I was required to go and wait on the
disabled chief. I found his three sisters with him, and with these I
continued to live in companionship.

One of them had been married, at the fort, to a white man, whom she had
left at Laramie when his prior wife arrived.

She told me that they were esteemed friendly, and had often received
supplies from the fort, although at heart they were always the enemy of
the white man.

“But will they not suspect you?” asked I. “They may discover your
deceit and punish you some day.”

She laughed derisively. “Our prisoners don’t escape to tell tales,” she
replied. “Dead people don’t talk. We claim friendship, and they can not
prove that we don’t feel it. Besides, all white soldiers are cowards.”

Shudderingly I turned away from this enemy of my race, and prepared to
wait on my captor, whose superstitious belief in the healing power of a
white woman’s touch led him to desire her services.

The wounds of the chief were severe, and the suppuration profuse. It
was my task to bathe and dress them, and prepare his food.

Hunting and fishing being now out of the question for him, he had sent
his wives to work for themselves, keeping the sisters and myself to
attend him.

War with our soldiers seemed to have decreased the power of the chief
to a great extent.

As he lay ill, he evidently meditated on some plan of strengthening
his forces, and finally concluded to send an offer of marriage to the
daughter of a war-chief of another band.

As General Sully’s destructive attack had deprived him all ready
offerings, he availed himself of my shoes, which happened to be
particularly good, and, reducing me to moccasins, sent them as a gift
to the expected bride.

She evidently received them graciously, for she came to his lodge
almost every day to visit him, and sat chatting at his side, to his
apparent satisfaction.

The pleasure of this new matrimonial acquisition on the part of the
chief was very trying to me, on account of my limited wardrobe, for as
the betrothed continued in favor, the chief evinced it by giving her
articles of my clothing.

An Indian woman had given me a red silk sash, such as officers wear.
The chief unceremoniously cut it in half, leaving me one half, while
the coquettish squaw received the rest.

An Indian husband’s power is absolute, even to death.

No woman can have more than one husband, but an Indian can have as many
wives as he chooses.

The marriage of the chief was to be celebrated with all due ceremony
when his arm got well.

But his arm never recovered. Mr. Clemens, the interpreter, tells me (in
my late interview with him), that he still remains crippled, and unable
to carry out his murderous intentions, or any of his anticipated wicked
designs.

He is now living in the forts along the Missouri River, gladly claiming
support from the Government.




                             CHAPTER XIII.

  ARRIVAL OF “PORCUPINE”—A LETTER FROM CAPTAIN MARSHALL—HOPES
    OF RESCUE—TREACHERY OF THE MESSENGER—EGOSEGALONICHA—THE
    TABLES TURNED—ANOTHER GLEAM OF HOPE—THE INDIAN “WHITE
    TIPI”—DISAPPOINTED—A WHITE MAN BOUND AND LEFT TO STARVE—A
    BURIAL INCIDENT.


Before the Indians left this camping-ground, there arrived among us an
Indian called Porcupine. He was well dressed, and mounted on a fine
horse, and brought with him presents and valuables that insured him a
cordial reception.

After he had been a few days in the village, he gave me a letter
from Captain Marshall, of the Eleventh Ohio Cavalry, detailing the
unsuccessful attempts that had been made to rescue me, and stating that
this friendly Indian had undertaken to bring me back, for which he
would be rewarded.

The letter further said that he had already received a horse and
necessary provisions for the journey, and had left his three wives,
with thirteen others, at the fort, as hostages.

My feelings, on reading this letter, were indescribable. My heart
leaped with unaccustomed hope, at this evidence of the efforts of my
white friends in my behalf; but the next instant, despair succeeded
this gleam of happy anticipation, for I knew this faithless messenger
would not be true to his promise, since he had joined the Sioux
immediately after his arrival among them, in a battle against the
whites.

My fears were not unfounded. Porcupine prepared to go back to the fort
without me, disregarding my earnest prayers and entreaties.

The chief found me useful, and determined to keep me. He believed that
a woman who had seen so much of their deceitfulness and cruelty could
do them injury at the fort, and might prevent their receiving annuities.

Porcupine said he should report me as dead, or impossible to find; nor
could I prevail on him to do any thing to the contrary.

When reminded of the possible vengeance of the soldiers on his wives,
whom they had threatened to kill if he did not bring me back, he
laughed.

“The white soldiers are cowards,” he replied; “they never kill women;
and I will deceive them as I have done before.”

Saying this, he took his departure; nor could my most urgent entreaties
induce the chief to yield his consent, and allow me to send a written
message to my friends, or in any way assure them of my existence. All
hope of rescue departed, and sadly I turned again to the wearisome
drudgery of my captive life.

The young betrothed bride of the old chief was very gracious to me. On
one occasion she invited me to join her in a walk. The day was cool,
and the air temptingly balmy.

“Down there,” she said, pointing to a deep ravine; “come and walk
there; it is cool and shady.”

I looked in the direction indicated, and then at the Indian girl, who
became very mysterious in her manner, as she whispered:

“There are white people down there.”

“How far?” I asked, eagerly.

“About fifty miles,” she replied. “They have great guns, and men
dressed in many buttons; their wagons are drawn by horses with long
ears.”

A fort, thought I, but remembering the treacherous nature of the people
I was among, I repressed every sign of emotion, and tried to look
indifferent.

“Should you like to see them?” questioned Egosegalonicha, as she was
called.

“They are strangers to me,” I said, quietly; “I do not know them.”

“Are you sorry to live with us?”

“You do not have such bread as I would like to eat,” replied I,
cautiously.

“And are you dissatisfied with our home?”

“You have some meat now; it is better than that at the other
camping-ground. There we had no food, and I suffered.”

“But your eyes are swollen and red,” hinted she; “you do not weep for
bread.”

These questions made me suspicious, and I tried to evade the young
squaw, but in vain.

“Just see how green that wood is,” I said, affecting not to hear her.

“But you do not say you are content,” repeated she. “Will you stay here
always, willingly?”

“Come and listen to the birds,” said I, drawing my companion toward the
grove.

I did not trust her, and feared to utter a single word, lest it might
be used against me with the chief.

Neither was I mistaken in the design of Egosegalonicha, for when we
returned to the lodge, I overheard her relating to the chief the
amusement she had enjoyed, in lying to the white woman, repeating what
she had said about the fort, and inventing entreaties which I had
used, urging her to allow me to fly to my white friends, and leave the
Indians forever.

Instantly I resolved to take advantage of the affair as a joke, and,
approaching the chief with respectful pleasantry, begged to reverse the
story.

“It was the squaw who had implored me to go with her to the white man’s
fort,” I said, “and find her a white warrior for a husband; but, true to
my faith with the Indians, I refused.”

The wily Egosegalonicha, thus finding her weapons turned against
herself, appeared confused, and suddenly left the tent, at which the
old chief smiled grimly.

Slander, like a vile serpent, coils itself among these Indian women;
and, as with our fair sisters in civilized society, when reality fails,
invention is called in to supply the defect. They delight in scandal,
and prove by it their claim to some of the refined conventionalities of
civilized life.

Porcupine had spread the news abroad in the village that a large reward
had been offered for the white woman, consequently I was sought for,
the motive being to gain the reward.

One day an Indian, whom I had seen in different places, and whose wife
I had known, made signs intimating a desire for my escape, and assuring
me of his help to return to my people.

I listened to his plans, and although I knew my position in such a case
to be one of great peril; yet I felt continually that my life was of so
little value that any opportunity, however slight, was as a star in the
distance, and escape should be attempted, even at a risk.

We conversed as well as we could several times, and finally
arrangements were made. At night he was to make a slight scratching
noise at the tipi where I was, as a sign. The night came, but I was
singing to the people, and could not get away. Another time we had
visitors in the lodge, and I would be missed. The next night I arose
from my robe, and went out into the darkness. Seeing my intended
rescuer at a short distance, I approached and followed him. We ran
hastily out of the village about a mile, where we were to be joined by
the squaw who had helped make the arrangements and was favorable to
the plan for my escape, but she was not there. White Tipi (that was
the Indian’s name) looked hastily around, and, seeing no one, darted
suddenly away, without a word of explanation. Why the Indian acted thus
I never knew. It was a strange proceeding.

Fear lent me wings, and I flew, rather than ran, back to my tipi, or
lodge, where, exhausted and discouraged, I dropped on the ground and
feigned slumber, for the inmates were already aroused, having just
discovered my absence. Finding me apparently asleep, they lifted me up,
and taking me into the tent, laid me upon my own robe.

The next evening White Tipi sent for me to come to his lodge, to a
feast, where I was well and hospitably entertained, but not a sign
given of the adventure of the previous night. But when the pipe was
passed, he requested it to be touched to my lips, then offered it to
the Great Spirit, thus signifying his friendship for me.

In this month the Indians captured a white man, who was hunting on the
prairie, and carried him far away from the haunts of white men, where
they tied him hand and foot, after divesting him of all clothing, and
left him to starve. He was never heard of afterward.

There were twin children in one of the lodges, one of which sickened
and died, and in the evening was buried. The surviving child was placed
upon the scaffold by the corpse, and there remained all night, its
crying and moaning almost breaking my heart. I inquired why they did
this. The reply was, to cause the mate to mourn. The mother was on one
of the neighboring hills, wailing and weeping, as is the custom among
them. Every night nearly, there were women among the hills, wailing for
their dead.




                             CHAPTER XIV.

  LOST IN THE INDIAN VILLAGE—BLACK BEAR’S WHITE WIFE—A SMALL
    TEA PARTY—THE WHITE BOY-CAPTIVE, CHARLES SYLVESTER—THE SUN
    DANCE—A CONCILIATING LETTER FROM GENERAL SIBLEY—A PUZZLE OF
    HUMAN BONES—THE INDIAN AS AN ARTIST—I DESTROY A PICTURE AND
    PUNISHED WITH FIRE-BRANDS—A SICK INDIAN.


About the 1st of October the Indians were on the move as usual, and
by some means I became separated from the family I was with, and was
lost. I looked around for them, but their familiar faces were not to be
seen. Strangers gazed upon me, and, although I besought them to assist
me in finding the people of my own tipi, they paid no attention to my
trouble, and refused to do any thing for me.

Never shall I forget the sadness I felt as evening approached, and we
encamped for the night in a lonely valley, after a wearisome day’s
journey.

Along one side stood a strip of timber, with a small stream beside it.
Hungry, weary, and lost to my people, with no place to lay my head, and
after a fruitless search for the family, I was more desolate than ever.
Even Keoku, or “Yellow Bird,” the Indian girl who had been given me,
was not with me that day, making it still more lonely.

[Illustration: The Sun Dance]

I sat down and held my pony. It was autumn, and the forest wore the
last glory of its gorgeous coloring. Already the leaves lay along
the paths, like a rich carpet of variegated colors. The winds caught
a deeper tone, mournful as the tones of an Æolian harp, but the air
was balmy and soft, and the sunlight lay warm and pleasant, as in
midsummer, over the beautiful valley, now occupied with numberless
camps of tentless Indians. It seemed as if the soft autumn weather was,
to the last moment, unwilling to yield the last traces of beauty to
the chill embraces of stern winter, and I thought of the luxuries and
comforts of my home. I looked back on the past with tears of sorrow
and regret; my heart was overburdened with grief, and I prayed to die.
The future looked like a dark cloud approaching, for the dread of the
desolation of winter to me was appalling.

While meditating on days of the past, and contemplating the future,
Keoku came suddenly upon me, and was delighted to find the object of
her search.

They had been looking for me, and did not know where I had gone, were
quite worried about me, she said, and she was glad she had found me. I
was as pleased as herself, and rejoiced to join them.

One has no idea of the extent of an Indian village, or of the number of
its inhabitants.

It would seem strange to some that I should ever get lost when
among them, but, like a large city, one may be separated from their
companions, and in a few moments be lost.

The Indians all knew the “white woman,” but I knew but few
comparatively, and consequently when among strangers I felt utterly
friendless.

The experience of those days of gloom and sadness seem like a fearful
dream, now that my life is once again with civilized people, and
enjoying the blessings that I was there deprived of.

Some twenty-five years ago an emigrant train, en route for California,
arrived in the neighborhood of the crossing of the North Platte, and
the cholera broke out among the travelers, and every one died, with the
exception of one little girl.

The Indian “Black Bear,” while hunting, came to the wagons, now a
morgue, and, finding the father of the girl dying with cholera, took
the child in his arms. The dying parent begged him to carry his little
one to his home in the East, assuring him of abundant reward by the
child’s friends, in addition to the gold he gave him. These facts I
gleaned from a letter given to Black Bear by the dying father, and
which had been carefully preserved by the daughter.

Instead of doing as was desired, he took the money, child, and every
thing valuable in the train, to his own home among the hills, and
there educated the little one with habits of savage life.

She forgot her own language, her name, and every thing about her
past life, but she knew that she was white. Her infancy and girlhood
were, therefore, passed in utter ignorance of the modes of life of
her own people, and, contented and happy, she remained among them,
verifying the old adage, that “habit is second nature.” When she was
of marriageable age, Black Bear took her for his wife, and they had a
child, a boy.

I became acquainted with this white woman shortly after I went into
the village, and we were sincere friends, although no confidants, as I
dared not trust her. It was very natural and pleasant also to know her,
as she was white, and although she was an Indian in tastes and habits,
she was my sister, and belonged to my people; there was a sympathetic
chord between us, and it was a relief to be with her.

On the occasion of my first visit with her, Black Bear suggested the
idea that white women always drank tea together, so she made us a cup
of herb tea, which we drank in company.

I endeavored to enlighten her, and to do her all the good I could; told
her of the white people, and of their kindness and Christianity, trying
to impress her with the superiority of the white race, all of which she
listened to with great interest.

I was the only white woman she had seen, for whenever they neared any
fort she was always kept out of sight.

She seemed to enjoy painting herself, and dressing for the dances,
as well as the squaws, and was happy and contented with Indian
surroundings, for she knew no difference.

I know not what has become of her, for I have never heard; neither can
I remember the name of her father, which was in the note handed the
Indian by his dying hand.

A little boy, fourteen years old, whose name was Charles Sylvester,
belonging in Quincy, Illinois, who was stolen when seven years of age,
was in the village, and one day I saw him playing with the Indian boys,
and, discovering immediately that he was a white boy, I flew to his
side, and tried to clasp him in my arms, in my joy exclaiming, “Oh!
I know you are a white boy! Speak to me, and tell me who you are and
where you come from?” He also had forgotten his name and parentage, but
knew that he was white.

When I spoke to him, the boys began to plague and tease him, and he
refused to speak to me, running away every time I approached him.

One year after, one day, when this boy was out hunting, he killed a
comrade by accident, and he dared not return to the village; so he
escaped, on his pony, to the white people. On his way to the States,
he called at a house where they knew what Indians he belonged to, and
they questioned him, whether he had seen a white woman in the village;
he replied in the affirmative, and a bundle of pictures being given
him, he picked mine out from among them, saying, “That is the white
woman whom I saw.”

After awhile, being discontented with his own people, he returned to
his adopted friends on the North Platte, and became an interpreter and
trader, and still remains there, doing business at various posts.

When the Indians went to obtain their annuities, they transferred me
to the Unkpapas, leaving me in their charge, where there was a young
couple, and an old Indian, who had four wives; he had been very brave,
it was said, for he had endured the trial which proves the successful
warrior. He was one of those who “looked at the sun” without failing in
heart or strength.

This custom is as follows: The one who undergoes this operation is
nearly naked, and is suspended from the upper end of a pole by a cord,
which is tied to some splints which run through the flesh of both
breasts. The weight of his body is hung from it, the feet still upon
the ground helping support it a very little, and in his left hand
he holds his favorite bow, and in his right, with a firm hold, his
medicine bag.

A great crowd usually looks on, sympathizing with and encouraging him,
but he still continues to hang and “look at the sun,” without paying
the least attention to any one about him. The mystery men beat their
drums, and shake their rattles, and sing as loud as they can yell,
to strengthen his heart to look at the sun from its rising until its
setting, at which time, if his heart and strength have not failed
him, he is “cut down,” receives a liberal donation of presents, which
are piled before him during the day, and also the name and style of
a doctor, or medicine man, which lasts him, and insures him respect,
through life. It is considered a test of bravery. Superstition seems
to have full sway among the Indians—just as much as in heathen
lands beyond the sea, where the Burmah mother casts her child to the
crocodile to appease the Great Spirit.

Many of these Indians were from Minnesota, and were of the number that
escaped justice two years before, after committing an indiscriminate
slaughter of men, women, and children. One day, I was sent for by
one of them, and when I was seated in his lodge, he gave me a letter
to read, which purported to have been written by General Sibley, as
follows:

“This Indian, after taking part in the present outbreak of the Indians
against the white settlers and missionaries, being sick, and not able
to keep up with his friends in their flight, we give you the offerings
of friendship, food and clothing. You are in our power, but we won’t
harm you. Go to your people and gladden their hearts. Lay down your
weapons, and fight the white men no more. We will do you good, and not
evil. Take this letter; in it we have spoken. Depart in peace, and ever
more be a friend to the white people, and you will be more happy.”

                                        H. H. SIBLEY,
                                 _Brig.-Gen., Commanding Expedition_.

                   •       •       •       •       •

Instinctively I looked up into his face, and said: “Intend to keep
your promise?” He laughed derisively at the idea of an Indian brave
abandoning his profession. He told of many instances of outrageous
cruelties of his band in their marauding and murderous attacks on
traveling parties and frontier settlers; and, further, to assure me of
his bravery, he showed me a puzzle or game he had made from the finger
bones of some of the victims that had fallen beneath his own tomahawk.
The bones had been freed from the flesh by boiling, and, being placed
upon a string, were used for playing some kind of Indian game. This is
but one of the heathenish acts of these Indians.

The Indians are fond of recounting their exploits, and, savage like,
dwell with much satisfaction upon the number of scalps they have taken
from their white foes. They would be greatly amused at the shuddering
horror manifested, when, to annoy me, they would tauntingly portray the
dying agonies of white men, women, and children, who had fallen into
their hands; and especially would the effect of their description of
the murder of little Mary afford them satisfaction. I feel, now, that I
must have been convinced of her death, yet I could not then help hoping
that she had escaped.

These exploits and incidents are generally related by the Indians,
when in camp having nothing to do. The great lazy brutes would sit by
the hour, making caricatures of white soldiers, representing them in
various ways, and always as cowards and inferior beings; sometimes
as in combat, but always at their mercy. This was frequently done,
apparently to annoy me, and one day, losing patience, I snatched a
rude drawing from the hands of an Indian, who was holding it up to my
view, and tore it in two, clasping the part that represented the white
soldier to my heart, and throwing the other in the fire. Then, looking
up, I told them the white soldiers were dear to me; that they were my
friends, and I loved them. I said they were friends to the Indians, and
did not want to harm them. I expressed myself in the strongest manner
by words and signs.

Never did I see a more enraged set of men. They assailed me with
burning fire-brands, burning me severely. They heated the points of
arrows, and burned and threatened me sorely.

I told them I meant no harm to them. That it was ridiculous, their
getting angry at my burning a bit of paper. I promised I would
make them some more; that they should have pictures of my drawing,
when, at last, I pacified them. They were much like children in this
respect—easily offended, but very difficult to please.

I was constantly annoyed, worried, and terrified by their strange
conduct—their transition from laughing and fun to anger, and even
rage. I knew not how to get along with them. One moment, they would
seem friendly and kind; the next, if any act of mine displeased them,
their faces were instantly changed, and they displayed their hatred
or anger in unmeasured words or conduct—children one hour, the next,
fiends. I always tried to please them, and was as cheerful as I could
be under the circumstances, for my own sake.

One day, I was called to see a man who lay in his tipi in great
suffering. His wasted face was darkened by fever, and his brilliantly
restless eyes rolled anxiously, as if in search of relief from pain.
He was reduced to a skeleton, and had endured tortures from the
suppuration of an old wound in the knee.

He greeted me with the “How! how!” of Indian politeness, and, in answer
to my inquiry why he came to suffer so, replied:

“I go to fight white man. He take away land, and chase game away; then
he take away our squaws. He take away my best squaw.”

Here his voice choked, and he displayed much emotion.

Pitying his misery, I endeavored to aid him, and rendered him all the
assistance in my power, but death was then upon him.

The medicine man was with him also, practicing his incantations.

We were so constantly traveling, it wearied me beyond expression. The
day after the Indian’s burial we were again on the move.




                              CHAPTER XV.

  PREPARING THE CHI-CHA-CHA, OR KILLIKINNICK—ATTACK ON CAPTAIN
    FISK’S EMIGRANT TRAIN—FOURTEEN WHITES KILLED—A BIG HAUL OF
    WHISKY—A DRUNKEN DEBAUCH—I WRITE A LETTER TO CAPTAIN FISK
    UNDER DICTATION—POISONED INDIANS—THE TRAIN SAVED BY MY
    CLERICAL STRATEGY.


One of the occupations given me, while resting in the villages between
war times, was to prepare the bark of a red willow called killikinnick,
for smoking instead of tobacco.

They discovered that I could sing, and groups of idle warriors would
gather around me before the tent, urging me to sing as I worked. A
dreary, dreary task! chanting to please my savage companions while I
rubbed and prepared the bark of willow, my heart ready to burst with
grief.

On the 5th of September they went to battle, and surprised a portion
of Captain Fisk’s men passing in escorting an emigrant train—fourteen
of whom they killed, and captured two wagons loaded with whisky,
wines, and valuable articles. There was a quantity of silver-ware and
stationery also taken by them.

Among the articles captured and brought into camp were a number of
pickles in glass jars, which the Indians tasted. The result was comical
in the extreme, for there is nothing that an Indian abhors more than
a strong acid. The faces they made can be imagined but not described.
Thinking they might be improved by cooking, they placed the jars in the
fire, when of course they exploded, very much to their disgust for the
“white man’s kettles.”

I could hear the firing plainly, and when they returned that night in
triumph, bringing with them the plundered stores, they committed every
description of extravagant demonstration. In the wild orgies which
followed, they mocked and groaned in imitation of the dying, and went
through a horrid mimicry of the butchery they had perpetrated.

They determined to go out again, and capture a quantity of horses
corralled in the neighborhood, and sweep the train and soldiers with
wholesale massacre; but they feared the white man’s cannon, and
deliberated on means of surprising by ambush, which is their only idea
of warfare.

Indians are not truly brave, though they are vain of the name of
courage. Cunning, stealth, strategy, and deceit are the weapons they
use in attack.

They endure pain, because they are taught from infancy that it is
cowardly to flinch, but they will never stand to fight if they can
strike secretly and escape.

Fearing the cannon, yet impatient for the spoil almost within view,
the Indians waited for three days for the train to move on and leave
them free to attack.

For two days I implored and begged on my knees to be allowed to go with
them, but to no avail. At last I succeeded in inducing them to allow me
to write, as they knew I understood the nature of correspondence, and
they procured for me the necessary appliances and dictated a letter to
Captain Fisk, assuring him that the Indians were weary of fighting, and
advising him to go on in peace and safety.

Knowing their malicious designs, I set myself to work to circumvent
them; and although the wily chief counted every word dictated, and
as they were marked on paper, I contrived, by joining them together,
and condensing the information I gave, to warn the officer of the
perfidious intentions of the savages, and tell him briefly of my
helpless and unhappy captivity.

The letter was carefully examined by the chief, and the number of its
apparent words recounted.

At length, appearing satisfied with its contents, he had it carried to
a hill in sight of the soldier’s camp, and stuck on a pole.

In due time the reply arrived, and again my ingenuity was tasked to
read the answer corresponding with the number of words, that would not
condemn me.

The captain’s real statement was, that he distrusted all among the
savages, and had great reason to.

On reading Captain Fisk’s words, that seemed to crush my already
awakened hopes, my emotion overcame me.

Having told the Indians that the captain doubted their friendliness,
and explained the contents of the letter as I thought best, the next
day I was entrusted with the task of writing again, to solemnly assure
the soldiers of the faith and friendship professed.

Again I managed to communicate with them, and this time begged them to
use their field-glasses, and that I would find an excuse for standing
on the hills in the afternoon, that they might see for themselves that
I was what I represented myself to be—a white woman held in bondage.

The opportunity I desired was gained, and to my great delight, I had a
chance of standing so as to be seen by the men of the soldier’s camp.

I had given my own name in every communication. As soon as the soldiers
saw that it truly was a woman of their own race, and that I was in the
power of their enemies, the excitement of their feelings became so
great that they desired immediately to rush to my rescue.

A gentleman belonging to the train generously offered eight hundred
dollars for my ransom, which was all the money he had, and the noble,
manly feeling displayed in my behalf did honor to those who felt it.
There was not a man in the train who was not willing to sacrifice all
he had for my rescue.

Captain Fisk restrained all hasty demonstrations, and even went so
far as to say that the first man who moved in the direction of the
Indian camp should be shot immediately, his experience enabling him to
know that a move of that kind would result fatally to them and to the
captive.

The Indians found a box of crackers saturated with water, and, eating
of them, sickened and died.

I afterward learned that some persons with the train who had suffered
the loss of dear relatives and friends in the massacre of Minnesota,
and who had lost their all, had poisoned the crackers with strychnine,
and left them on one of their camping-grounds without the captain’s
knowledge.

The Indians told me afterward that more had died from eating bad bread
than from bullets during the whole summer campaign.

Captain Fisk deserves great credit for his daring and courage, with his
meager supply of men, against so large an army of red men.

After assurance of my presence among them, Captain Fisk proceeded to
treat quietly with the savages on the subject of a ransom, offering to
deliver in their village three wagon loads of stores as a price for
their prisoner.

To this the deceitful creatures pretended readily to agree, and the
tortured captive, understanding their tongue, heard them making fun of
the credulity of white soldiers who believed their promises.

I had the use of a field-glass from the Indians, and with it I saw my
white friends, which almost made me wild with excited hope.

Knowing what the Indians had planned, and dreading lest the messengers
should be killed, as I knew they would be if they came to the village,
I wrote to Captain Fisk of the futility of ransoming me in that way,
and warned him of the treachery intended against his messengers.[1]

[1] The original letters written by me to Captain Fisk are now on file
in the War Department at Washington. Officially certified extracts from
the correspondence are published elsewhere in this work.

No tongue can tell or pen describe those terrible days, when, seemingly
lost to hope and surrounded by drunken Indians, my life was in constant
danger.

Nights of horrible revelry passed, when, forlorn and despairing, I
lay listening, only half consciously, to the savage mirth and wild
exultation.

To no overtures would the Indians listen, declaring I could not
be purchased at any price—they were determined not to part with
me. Captain Fisk and his companions were sadly disappointed in not
obtaining my release, and, after a hopeless attempt, he made known the
fact of my being a prisoner, spreading the news far and wide.

His expeditions across the plains had always been successful, and the
Indians, knowing him to be very brave, gave him the name of the “Great
Chief, who knows no fear,” and he richly deserves the appellation, for
the expeditions were attended with great danger. The reports of his
various expeditious have been published by Government, and are very
interesting, giving a description of the country.

In September the rains were very frequent, sometimes continuing for
days.

This may not seem serious to those who have always been accustomed to
a dwelling and a good bed, but to me, who had no shelter and whose
shrinking form was exposed to the pitiless storm, and nought but the
cold ground to lie upon, bringing the pains and distress of rheumatism,
it was a calamity hard to bear, and I often prayed fervently to God to
give me sweet release in a flight to the land where there are no storms.

Soon the winter would be upon us, and the cold, and sleet, and stormy
weather would be more difficult to bear. Would I be so fortunate,
would Heaven be so gracious as to place me in circumstances where the
wintry winds could not chill or make me suffer! My heart seemed faint
at the thought of what was before me, for hope was lessening as winter
approached!




                             CHAPTER XVI.

              SCENES ON CANNON BALL PRAIRIE—REFLECTIONS.


Well do I remember my thoughts and feelings when first I beheld the
mighty and beautiful prairie of Cannon Ball River. With what singular
emotions I beheld it for the first time! I could compare it to nothing
but a vast sea, changed suddenly to earth, with all its heaving,
rolling billows; thousands of acres lay spread before me like a mighty
ocean, bounded by nothing but the deep blue sky. What a magnificent
sight—a sight that made my soul expand with lofty thought and its frail
tenement sink into utter nothingness before it! Well do I remember
my sad thoughts and the turning of my mind upon the past, as I stood
alone upon a slight rise of ground, and overlooked miles upon miles
of the most lovely, the most sublime scene I had ever beheld. Wave
upon wave of land stretched away on every hand, covered with beautiful
green grass and the blooming wild flowers of the prairie. Occasionally
I caught glimpses of wild animals, while flocks of birds of various
kinds and beautiful plumage skimming over the surface here and there,
alighting or darting upward from the earth, added life and beauty and
variety to this most enchanting scene.

It had been a beautiful day, and the sun was now just burying himself
in the far-off ocean of blue, and his golden rays were streaming along
the surface of the waving grass and tinging it with a delightful hue.
Occasionally some elevated point caught and reflected back his rays
to the one I was standing upon, and it would catch, for a moment, his
fading rays, and glow like a ball of golden fire. Slowly he took his
diurnal farewell, as if loth to quit a scene so lovely, and at last hid
himself from my view beyond the western horizon.

I stood and marked every change with that poetical feeling of pleasant
sadness which a beautiful sunset rarely fails to awaken in the breast
of the lover of nature. I noted every change that was going on, and yet
my thoughts were far, far away. I thought of the hundreds of miles that
separated me from the friends that I loved. I was recalling the delight
with which I had, when a little girl, viewed the farewell scenes of
day from so many romantic hills, and lakes, and rivers, rich meadows,
mountain gorge and precipice, and the quiet hamlets of my dear native
land so far away. I fancied I could see my mother move to the door,
with a slow step and heavy heart, and gaze, with yearning affection,
toward the broad, the mighty West, and sigh, wondering what had become
of her lost child.

I thought, and grew more sad as I thought, until tears filled my eyes.

Mother! what a world of affection is comprised in that single word; how
little do we in the giddy round of youthful pleasure and folly heed
her wise counsels; how lightly do we look upon that zealous care with
which she guides our otherwise erring feet, and watches with feelings
which none but a mother can know the gradual expansion of our youth
to the riper years of discretion. We may not think of it then, but it
will be recalled to our minds in after years, when the gloomy grave,
or a fearful living separation, has placed her far beyond our reach,
and her sweet voice of sympathy and consolation for the various ills
attendant upon us sounds in our ears no more. How deeply then we regret
a thousand deeds that we have done contrary to her gentle admonitions!
How we sigh for those days once more, that we may retrieve what we have
done amiss and make her kind heart glad with happiness! Alas! once
gone, they can never be recalled, and we grow mournfully sad with the
bitter reflection.

“O, my mother!” I cried aloud, “my dearly beloved mother! Would I ever
behold her again? should I ever return to my native land? Would I
find her among the living? If not, if not, heavens! what a sad, what
a painful thought!” and instantly I found my eyes swimming in tears
and my frame trembling with nervous agitation. But I would hope for
the best. Gradually I became calm; then I thought of my husband, and
what might be his fate. It was sad at best, I well knew. And lastly,
though I tried to avoid it, I thought of Mary; sweet, lost, but
dearly beloved Mary; I could see her gentle features; I could hear
her plaintive voice, soft and silvery as running waters, and sighed
a long, deep sigh as I thought of her murdered. Could I never behold
her again? No; she was dead, perished by the cruel, relentless savage.
Silence brooded over the world; not a sound broke the solemn repose
of nature; the summer breeze had rocked itself to rest in the willow
boughs, and the broad-faced, familiar moon seemed alive and toiling as
it climbed slowly up a cloudless sky, passing starry sentinels, whose
nightly challenge was lost in vast vortices of blue as they paced their
ceaseless round in the mighty camp of constellations. With my eyes
fixed upon my gloomy surroundings of tyranny, occasionally a slip of
moonshine silvered the ground. I watched and reflected. Oh, hallowed
days of my blessed girlhood! They rise before me now like holy burning
stars breaking out in a stormy, howling night, making the blackness
blacker still. The short, happy spring-time of life, so full of noble
aspirations, and glowing hopes of my husband’s philanthropic schemes of
charitable projects in the future.

We had planned so much for the years to come, when, prosperous and
happy, we should be able to distribute some happiness among those
whose fate might be mingled with ours, and in the pursuit of our daily
avocations we would find joy and peace. But, alas! for human hopes and
expectations!

It is thus with our life. We silently glide along, little dreaming of
the waves which will so soon sweep over us, dashing us against the
rocks, or stranding us forever. We do not dream that we shall ever
wreck, until the greater wave comes over us, and we bend beneath its
power.

If some mighty hand could unroll the future to our gaze, or set aside
the veil which enshrouds it, what pictures would be presented to our
trembling hearts? No; let it be as the All-wise hath ordained—a
closed-up tomb, only revealed as the events occur, for could we bear
them with the fortitude we should if they were known beforehand?
Shrinking from it, we would say, “Let the cup pass from me.”

[Illustration: PRAIRIE ON FIRE.]




                             CHAPTER XVII.

                 A PRAIRIE ON FIRE—SCENES OF TERROR.


In October, we were overtaken by a prairie fire. At this season of the
year the plants and grass, parched by a hot sun, are ready to blaze in
a moment if ignited by the least spark, which is often borne on the
wind from some of the many camp fires.

With frightful rapidity we saw it extend in all directions, but we were
allowed time to escape.

The Indians ran like wild animals from the flames, uttering yells like
demons; and great walls of fire from the right hand and from the left
advanced toward us, hissing, crackling, and threatening to unite and
swallow us up in their raging fury.

We were amid calcined trees, which fell with a thundering crash,
blinding us with clouds of smoke, and were burned by the showers of
sparks, which poured upon us from all directions.

The conflagration assumed formidable proportions; the forest shrunk
up in the terrible grasp of the flames, and the prairie presented one
sheet of fire, in the midst of which the wild animals, driven from
their dens and hiding-places by this unexpected catastrophe, ran about
mad with terror.

The sky gleamed with blood-red reflection; and the impetuous wind swept
both flames and smoke before it.

The Indians were terrified in the extreme on seeing around them
the mountain heights lighted up like beacons; to show the entire
destruction. The earth became hot, while immense troops of buffalo made
the ground tremble with their furious tread, and their bellowings of
despair would fill with terror the hearts of the bravest men.

Every one was frightened, running about the camp as if struck by
insanity.

The fire continued to advance majestically, as it were, swallowing up
every thing in its way, preceded by countless animals of various kinds,
that bounded along with howls of fear, pursued by the scourge, which
threatened to overtake them at every step.

A thick smoke, laden with sparks, was already passing over the camp.
Ten minutes more, and all would be over with us, I thought, when I saw
the squaws pressing the children to their bosoms.

The Indians had been deprived of all self-possession by the presence of
our imminent peril—the flames forming an immense circle, of which our
camp had become the center.

But fortunately, the strong breeze which, up to that moment, had lent
wings to the conflagration, suddenly subsided, and there was not a
breath of air stirring.

The progress of the fire slackened. Providence seemed to grant us time.

The camp presented a strange aspect. On bended knee, and with clasped
hands, I prayed fervently. The fire continued to approach, with its
vanguard of wild beasts.

The Indians, old and young, male and female, began to pull up the grass
by the roots all about the camp, then lassoed the horses and hobbled
them in the center, and, in a few moments, a large space was cleared,
where the herbs and grass had been pulled up with the feverish rapidity
which all display in the fear of death.

Some of the Indians went to the extremity of the space, where the grass
had been pulled up, and formed a pile of grass and plants with their
feet; then, with their flint, set fire to the mass, and thus caused
“fire to fight fire,” as they called it. This was done in different
directions. A curtain of flames rose rapidly around us, and for some
time the camp was almost concealed beneath a vault of fire.

It was a moment of intense and awful anxiety. By degrees the flames
became less fierce, the air purer; the smoke dispersed, the roaring
diminished, and, at length, we were able to recognize each other in
this horrible chaos.

A sigh of relief burst from every heart. Our camp was saved! After the
first moments of joy were over, the camp was put in order, and all felt
the necessity of repose, after the terrible anxieties of the preceding
hours; and also to give the ground time enough to cool, so that it
might be traveled over by people and horses.

The next day we prepared for departure. Tents were folded, and packages
were placed upon the ponies, and our caravan was soon pursuing its
journey, under the direction of the chief, who rode in advance of our
band.

The appearance of the prairie was much changed since the previous
evening. In many places the black and burnt earth was a heap of smoking
ashes; scarred and charred trees, still standing, displayed their
saddening skeletons. The fire still roared at a distance, and the
horizon was still obscured by smoke.

The horses advanced with caution over the uneven ground, constantly
stumbling over the bones of animals that had fallen victims to the
embrace of the flames.

The course we took in traveling wound along a narrow ravine, the dried
bed of some torrent, deeply inclosed between two hills. The ground
trodden by the horses was composed of round pebbles, which slipped
from under their feet, augmenting the difficulty of the march, which
was rendered still more toilsome to me by the rays of the sun falling
directly upon my uncovered head and face.

The day passed away thus, and, aside from the fatigue which oppressed
me, the day’s journey was unbroken by any incident.

At evening, we again camped in a plain, absolutely bare; but in
the distance we could see an appearance of verdure, affording
great consolation, for we were about to enter a spot spared by the
conflagration.

At sunrise, next morning, we were on the march toward this oasis in the
desert.




                            CHAPTER XVIII.

  LAST DAYS WITH THE OGALALLA SIOUX—MASSACRE OF A PARTY RETURNING
    FROM IDAHO—A WOMAN’S SCALP—A SCALP DANCE—SUSPICIOUS
    CIRCUMSTANCE—ARRIVAL OF BLACKFEET INDIANS—NEGOTIATIONS FOR MY
    RANSOM—TREACHERY.


My last days with the Ogalalla Sioux Indians were destined to be marked
by a terrible remembrance.

On the first of October, while the savages lingered in camp about the
banks of the Yellowstone River, apparently fearing, yet almost inviting
attack by their near vicinity to the soldiers, a large Mackinaw, or
flat-boat, was seen coming down the river.

From their hiding-places in the rocks and bushes, they watched its
progress with the stealthy ferocity of the tiger waiting for his prey.

At sundown the unsuspecting travelers pushed their boat toward the
shore, and landed for the purpose of making a fire and camping for the
night.

The party consisted of about twenty persons, men, women, and children.
Suspecting no danger, they left their arms in the boat.

With a simultaneous yell, the savages dashed down upon them, dealing
death and destruction in rapid strokes.

The defenseless emigrants made an attempt to rush to the boat for arms,
but were cut off, and their bleeding bodies dashed into the river as
fast as they were slain. Then followed the torture of the women and
children.

Horrible thought! from which all will turn with sickened soul, and
shuddering, cry to Heaven, “How long, O Lord! how long shall such
inhuman atrocities go unpunished?”

Not a soul was left alive when that black day’s work was done; and the
unconscious river bore away a warm tide of human blood, and sinking
human forms.

When the warriors returned to camp, they brought their frightful
trophies of blood-stained clothes and ghastly scalps.

My heart-sick eyes beheld the dreadful fruits of carnage; and, among
the rest, I saw a woman’s scalp, with heavy chestnut hair, a golden
brown, and four feet in length, which had been secured for its beauty.
The tempting treasure lost the poor girl her life, which might have
been spared; but her glorious locks were needed to hang on the chief’s
belt.

Nearly all the flat-boats that passed down the Yellowstone River to the
Missouri, from the mining regions, during that season, were attacked,
and in some instances one or more of the occupants killed. The
approach of this boat was known, and the Indians had ample time to plan
their attack so that not a soul should escape.

That night the whole camp of braves assembled to celebrate the fearful
scalp dance; and from the door of my tent I witnessed the savage
spectacle, for I was ill, and, to my great relief, was not forced to
join in the horrid ceremony.

A number of squaws occupied the center of the ring they formed, and
the pitiless wretches held up the fresh scalps that day reaped in the
harvest of death.

Around them circled the frantic braves, flourishing torches, and
brandishing weapons, with the most ferocious barks and yells, and wild
distortions of countenance.

Some uttered boasts of bravery and prowess, and others lost their own
identity in mocking their dying victims in their agony.

Leaping first on one foot, then on the other, accompanying every
movement with wild whoops of excitement, they presented a scene never
to be forgotten.

The young brave who bore the beautiful locks as his trophy, did not
join in the dance. He sat alone, looking sad.

I approached and questioned him, and he replied that he regretted his
dead victim. He brought a blood-stained dress from his lodge, and told
me it was worn by the girl with the lovely hair, whose eyes haunted
him and made him sorry.

After being cognizant of this frightful massacre, I shrank more than
ever from my savage companions, and pursued my tasks in hopeless
despondence of ever being rescued or restored to civilized life.

One day I was astonished to notice a strange Indian, whom I had never
seen before, making signs to me of a mysterious nature.

He indicated by signs that he wanted me to run away with him to the
white people. I had become so suspicious, from having been deceived so
many times, that I turned from him and entered the chief’s tent, where,
despite his cruelty and harshness to me, I felt comparatively safe.

I afterward saw this Indian, or rather white man, or half-breed, as I
believe him to have been, though he could not, or would not speak a
word of English. His long hair hung loosely about his shoulders, and
was of a dark brown color. He had in no respect the appearance of an
Indian, but rather that of a wild, reckless frontier desperado. I had
never seen him before, though he seemed well known in the camp.

One thing that perhaps made me more suspicious and afraid to trust any
one, was a knowledge of the fact that many of the Indians who had lost
relatives in the recent battles with General Sully, were thirsting for
my blood, and would have been glad to decoy me far enough away to
wreak their vengeance, and be safe from the fury of the old chief, my
task-master.

This stranger came one day into a tent where I was, and showed me a
small pocket bible that had belonged to my husband, and was presented
to him by his now sainted mother many years before. His object was to
assure me that I might trust him; but such an instinctive horror of the
man had taken possession of me that I refused to believe him; and at
last he became enraged and threatened to kill me if I would not go with
him.

I plead with him to give me the bible, but he refused. How dear it
would have been to me from association, and what strength and comfort
I would have received from its precious promises, shut out, as I was,
from my world and all religious privileges and surrounded by heathen
savages.

Soon after the foregoing incident, the old chief and his three sisters
went away on a journey, and I was sent to live with some of his
relatives, accompanied by my little companion, Yellow Bird. We traveled
all day to reach our destination, a small Indian village. The family
I was to live with until the return of the chief and his sisters,
consisted of a very old Indian and his squaw, and a young girl.

I had a dread of going among strangers, but was thankful for the
kindness with which I was received by this old couple. I was very
tired, and so sad and depressed, that I cared not to ask for
any thing, but the old squaw, seeming to understand my feelings,
considerately placed before me meat and water, and kindly ministered to
my wants in every way their means would allow.

I was with this family nearly three weeks, and was treated with almost
affectionate kindness, not only by them, but by every member of the
little community. The children would come to see me, and manifest in
various ways their interest in me. They would say, “Wasechawea (white
woman) looks sad; I want to shake hands with her.”

I soon began to adapt myself to my new surroundings, and became more
happy and contented than I had ever yet been since my captivity began.
My time was occupied in assisting the motherly old squaw in her sewing
and other domestic work.

There was but once a cloud come between us. The old chief had given
orders that I was not to be permitted to go out among the other
villagers alone, orders of which I knew nothing. Feeling a new sense
of freedom, I had sometimes gone out, and on one occasion, having been
invited into different tipis by the squaws, staid so long that the old
Indian sent for me, and seemed angry when I returned. He said it was
good for me to stay in his tent, but bad to go out among the others. I
pacified him at last by saying I knew his home was pleasant, and I was
happy there, and that I did not know it was bad to go among the other
tents.

The old chief returned, finally, and my brief season of enjoyment
ended. He seemed to delight in torturing me, often pinching my arms
until they were black and blue. Regarding me as the cause of his
wounded arm, he was determined that I should suffer with him.

While in this village “Man-Afraid-of-His-Horses” arrived, and I was
made aware of his high standing as a chief and warrior by the feasting
and dancing which followed. He was splendidly mounted and equipped, as
also was another Indian who accompanied him.

I have since learned from my husband that the treacherous chief made
such statements of his influence with the hostile Indians as to induce
him to purchase for them both an expensive outfit, in the hope of my
release. I saw and conversed with him several times, and though he told
me that he was from the Platte, he said nothing of the real errand on
which he was sent, but returned to the fort and reported to Mr. Kelly
that the band had moved and I could not be found.

Captain Fisk had made known to General Sully the fact of my being among
the Indians, and the efforts he had made for my release; and when the
Blackfeet presented themselves before the General, asking for peace,
and avowing their weariness of hostility, anxious to purchase arms,
ammunition, and necessaries for the approaching winter, he replied:

“I want no peace with you. You hold in captivity a white woman; deliver
her up to us, and we will believe in your professions. But unless you
do, we will raise an army of soldiers as numerous as the trees on the
Missouri River and exterminate the Indians.”

The Blackfeet assured General Sully that they held no white woman in
their possession, but that I was among the Ogalallas.

“As you are friendly with them,” said the General, “go to them and
secure her, and we will then reward you for so doing.”

The Blackfeet warriors appeared openly in the village a few days
afterward, and declared their intentions, stating in council the
determination of General Sully.

The Ogalallas were not afraid, they said, and refused to let me go.
They held solemn council for two days, and at last resolved that the
Blackfeet should take me as a ruse, to enable them to enter the fort,
and a wholesale slaughter should exterminate the soldiers.

While thus deliberating as to what they thought best—part of them
willing, the other half refusing to let me go—Hunkiapa, a warrior,
came into the lodge, and ordered me out, immediately following me.

He then led me into a lodge where there were fifty warriors, painted
and armed—their bows strung and their quivers full of arrows.

From thence, the whole party, including three squaws, who, noting my
extreme fear, accompanied me, started toward a creek, where there were
five horses and warriors to attend us to the Blackfeet village.

Placing me on a horse, we were rapidly pursuing our way, when a party
of the Ogalallas, who were unwilling, came up with us, to reclaim me.

Here they parleyed for a time, and, finally, after a solemn promise on
the part of my new captors that I should be returned safely, and that I
should be cared for and kindly treated, we were allowed to proceed.

In their parleying, one of the warriors ordered me to alight from
the horse, pointing a pistol to my breast. Many of them clamored for
my life, but, finally, they settled the matter, and permitted us to
proceed on our journey.

After so many escapes from death, this last seemed miraculous; but God
willed it otherwise, and to him I owe my grateful homage.

It was a bitter trial for me to be obliged to go with this new and
stranger tribe. I was unwilling to exchange my life for an unknown one,
and especially as my companionship with the sisters of the chief had
been such as to protect me from injury or insult. A sort of security
and safety was felt in the lodge of the chief, which now the fear of my
new position made me appreciate still more.

Savages they were, and I had longed to be free from them; but now I
parted with them with regret and misgiving.

Though my new masters, for such I considered them, held out promise of
liberty and restoration to my friends, knowing the treacherous nature
of the Indians, I doubted them. True, the Ogalallas had treated me at
times with great harshness and cruelty, yet I had never suffered from
any of them the slightest personal or unchaste insult. Let me bear
testimony to this redeeming feature in their treatment of me.

At the time of my capture I became the exclusive property of Ottawa,
the head chief, a man over seventy-five years of age, and partially
blind, yet whose power over the band was absolute. Receiving a severe
wound in a melee I have already given an account of, I was compelled
to become his nurse or medicine woman; and my services as such were so
appreciated, that harsh and cruel as he might be, it was dangerous for
others to offer me insult or injury; and to this fact, doubtless, I owe
my escape from a fate worse than death.

The Blackfeet are a band of the Sioux nation; consequently, are allies
in battle. The chief dared not refuse on this account; besides, he was
an invalid, and wounded badly.

The Blackfeet left three of their best horses as a guarantee for my
safe return.

The chief of the Ogalallas had expressed the desire that, if the Great
Spirit should summon him away, that I might be killed, in order to
become his attendant to the spirit land.

It was now the commencement of November, and their way seemed to lead
to the snowy regions, where the cold might prove unendurable.

When I heard the pledge given by the Blackfeet, my fears abated; hope
sprang buoyant at the thought of again being within the reach of my own
people, and I felt confident that, once in the fort, I could frustrate
their plans by warning the officers of their intentions.

I knew what the courage and discipline of fort soldiers could
accomplish, and so hoped, not only to thwart the savage treachery, but
punish the instigators.

[Illustration: Mode of Indian Burial.]




                             CHAPTER XIX.

                            INDIAN CUSTOMS.


During my forced sojourn with the Ogalallas, I had abundant opportunity
to observe the manners and customs peculiar to a race of people living
so near, and yet of whom so little is known by the general reader. A
chapter devoted to this subject will doubtless interest all who read
this narrative.

Nothing can be more simple in its arrangement than an Indian camp when
journeying, and especially when on the war path. The camping ground,
when practicable, is near a stream of water, and adjacent to timber.
After reaching the spot selected, the ponies are unloaded by the
squaws, and turned loose to graze. The tents, or “tipis,” are put up,
and wood and water brought for cooking purposes. All drudgery of this
kind is performed by the squaws, an Indian brave scorning as degrading
all kinds of labor not incident to the chase or the war path.

An Indian tipi is composed of several dressed skins, usually of the
buffalo, sewed together and stretched over a number of poles, the
larger ones containing as many as twenty of these poles, which are
fifteen to twenty feet long. They are of yellow pine, stripped of
bark, and are used as “travois” in traveling. Three poles are tied
together near the top or small ends, and raised to an upright position,
the bottoms being spread out as far as the fastening at the top will
permit. Other poles are laid into the crotch thus formed at the top,
and spread out in a circular line with the three first put up. This
comprises the frame work, and when in the position described is ready
to receive the covering, which is raised to the top by means of a
rawhide rope, when, a squaw seizing each lower corner, it is rapidly
brought around, and the edges fastened together with wooden pins, a
squaw getting down on all fours, forming a perch upon which the tallest
squaw of the family mounts and inserts the pins as high as she can
reach. A square opening in the tent serves for a door, and is entered
in a stooping posture. A piece of hide hangs loosely over this opening,
and is kept in position by a heavy piece of wood fastened at the bottom.

When in position, the Indian tipi is of the same shape as the Sibley
tent. In the middle is built a fire, where all the cooking is done, a
hole at the top affording egress for the smoke. The preparation for a
meal is a very simple affair. Meat was almost their only article of
diet, and was generally roasted, or rather warmed through over the
fire, though sometimes it was partially boiled, and always eaten
without salt or bread. They have no set time for eating; will fast all
of one day, and perhaps eat a dozen times the next.

The outer edge of the tent contains the beds of the family, which are
composed of buffalo robes and blankets. These are snugly rolled up
during the day, and do service as seats.

If there is reason to suppose an enemy near, no fire is allowed in the
camp; and in that case each one satisfies appetite as best he or she
can, but generally with “pa-pa,” or dried buffalo meat.

An Indian camp at close of day presents a most animated picture. The
squaws passing to and fro, loaded with wood and water, or meat, or
guiding the sledges drawn by dogs, carrying their all; dusky warriors
squatted on the ground, in groups, around fires built in the open
air, smoking their pipes, or repairing weapons, and recounting their
exploits; half naked and naked children capering about in childish
glee, furnish a picture of the nomadic life of these Indians of strange
interest. Not more than ten minutes are required to set up an Indian
village.

When it becomes necessary to move a village, which fact is never known
to the people, a crier goes through the camp, shouting, “Egalakapo!
Egalakapo!” when all the squaws drop whatever work they may be engaged
in, and in an instant are busy as bees, taking down tipis, bringing
in the ponies and dogs, and loading them; and in less than fifteen
minutes the cavalcade is on the march.

The squaws accompany the men when they go to hunt buffalo, and as fast
as the animals are killed, they strip off their hides, and then cut off
the meat in strips about three feet long, three to four inches wide,
and two inches thick; and such is their skill that the bones will be
left intact and as free from meat as though they had been boiled. The
meat is then taken to camp and hung up to dry. It is most filthy, being
covered with grass and the excrement of the buffalo.

The medicine men treat all diseases nearly alike. The principal efforts
are directed to expelling the spirit, whatever it may be, which it is
expected the medicine man will soon discover, and having informed the
friends what it is, he usually requires them to be in readiness to
shoot it, as soon as he shall succeed in expelling it.

Incantations and ceremonies are used, intended to secure the aid of
the spirit, or spirits, the Indian worships. When he thinks he has
succeeded, the medicine man gives the command, and from two to six or
more guns are fired at the door of the tent to destroy the spirit as it
passes out.

Many of these medicine men depend wholly on conjuring, sitting by the
bedside of the patient, making gestures and frightful noises, shaking
rattles, and endeavoring, by all means in their power, to frighten
the evil spirit. They use fumigation, and are very fond of aromatic
substances, using and burning cedar and many different plants to
cleanse the tent in which the sick person lies.

The native plants, roots, herbs, and so forth, are used freely, and are
efficacious.

They are very careful to conceal from each other, except a few
initiated, as well as from white men, a knowledge of the plants used
as medicine, probably believing that their efficacy, in some measure,
depends on this concealment.

There is a tall, branching plant, growing abundantly in the open woods
and prairies near the Missouri River, which is used chiefly by the
Indians as a purgative, and is _euphorbia corrallata_, well known to
the botanist.

Medicines are generally kept in bags made of the skin of some animal.

All the drinks which are given the sick to quench thirst are
astringent, sometimes bitter and sometimes slightly mucilaginous.

The most common is called red-root (_ceanothus canadensis_), a plant
abounding in the western prairies, although they seem to have more
faith in some ceremony.

A dance peculiar to the tribe where I was, called the pipe dance, is
worth mentioning, and is called by the Indians a good medicine. A small
fire is kindled in the village, and around this the dancers, which
usually consist of young men, collect, each one seated upon a robe.

The presiding genius is a chief, or a medicine man, who seats himself
by a fire, with a long pipe which he prepares for smoking. Offering it
first to the Great Spirit, he then extends it toward the north, south,
east, and west, muttering unintelligibly. Meanwhile an equally august
personage beats a drum, singing and leaping and smoking. The master
of ceremonies sits calmly looking on, puffing away with all the vigor
imaginable.

The dance closes with piercing yells, and barking like frightened dogs,
and it lasts an hour or more.

When the mother gives birth to her child, it is not uncommon for no
other person to be present. She then lives in a hut or lodge by herself
until the child is twenty-five or thirty days old, when she takes it to
its father, who then sees his child for the first time.

Females, after parturition, and also in other conditions, bathe
themselves—swim, as they express it—in the nearest river or lake.

This is, no doubt, a most efficacious means of imparting strength and
vigor to the constitution, and it is certain that Indian females are
less subject to what are termed female complaints than white women.

It is an uncommon occurrence that an Indian woman loses her life in
parturition.

When the child is old enough to run alone, it is relieved of its
swathings, and if the weather is not too cold, it is sent off without a
particle of clothing to protect it or impede the action of its limbs,
and in this manner it is allowed to remain until it is several years
old, when it receives a limited wardrobe.

Despite the rugged and exposed life they lead, there are comparatively
few cripples and deformed persons among them. It is said that deformed
infants are regarded as unprofitable and a curse from the Great Spirit,
and disposed of by death soon after birth. Sometimes, at the death
of a mother, the infant is also interred. An incident of this kind
was related to me. A whole family had been carried off by small-pox
except an infant. Those who were not sick had as much to do as they
could conveniently attend to, consequently there was no one willing
to take charge of the little orphan. It was placed in the arms of its
dead mother, enveloped in blankets and a buffalo-robe, and laid upon a
scaffold in their burying-place. Its cries were heard for some time,
but at last they grew fainter, and finally were hushed altogether in
the cold embrace of death, with the moaning wind sounding its requiem,
and the wolves howling in the surrounding gloom, a fitting dirge for so
sad a fate.

The Indians believe that God, or the Great Spirit, created the universe
and all things just as they exist.

They believe the sun to be a large body of heat, and that it revolves
around the earth. Some believe it is a ball of fire. They do not
comprehend the revolution of the earth around the sun. They suppose
the sun literally rises and sets, and that our present theory is an
invention of the white man, and that he is not sincere when he says the
earth moves around the sun.

They say that paradise, or the happy hunting-grounds, is above, but
where, they have no definite idea, though all think the future a
happier state. They regard skill in hunting or success in war as the
passport to eternal happiness and plenty, where there is no cold or
wet season. Still they all acknowledge it is the gift of the “Wa-hon
Tonka,” the Great Spirit.

The manner of disposing of their dead is one of the peculiar customs
of the Indians of the plains which impresses the beholder for the
first time most forcibly. Four forked posts are set up, and on them
a platform is laid, high enough to be out of reach of wolves or
other carnivorous animals, and on this the body is placed, wrapped
in buffalo-robes or blankets, and sometimes both, according to the
circumstances of the deceased, and these are wound securely with a
strip of buffalo hide. If in the vicinity of timber, the body is
placed on a platform, securely fixed in the crotch of a high tree. The
wrappings of buffalo-robe or blankets protect the body from ravenous
birds that hover around, attracted by the scent of an anticipated feast.

All that pertained to the dead while living, in the way of furs,
blankets, weapons, cooking utensils, etc., are also deposited with the
body. In some instances, the horse belonging to the deceased is shot.
They believe that the spirit wanders off to distant hunting-grounds,
and as it may have to pass over a country where there is no game, a
quantity of dried buffalo meat is usually left with the body for its
subsistence. While on a journey, these burial places are held sacred
as those of a Christian nation, and when a tribe is passing such
localities they will make a detour rather than go the more direct road
by the resting-place of their dead, while the relatives leave the trail
and go alone to the spot, and there renew and repeat their mourning as
on the occasion of his death. They also leave presents for the dead of
such little trinkets as he most prized before he departed to his new
hunting-grounds.

The boys are early taught the arts of war. A bow and arrows are among
the first presents that an Indian youth receives from his parents,
and he is soon instructed in their use. Indeed, the skill of a hunter
seems to be a natural endowment, and, although some are more accurate
and active than others, they all shoot with wonderful precision and
surprising aptitude, seeming to inherit a passionate love for the
sports of the chase.

The Indian boy receives no name until some distinguishing trait of
character or feat suggests one, and changes it from time to time as
more fitting ones are suggested. Some of their names are very odd, and
some quite vulgar.

The wife is sometimes wooed and won, as if there was something of
sentiment in the Indian character, but oftener purchased without the
wooing. When the desired object is particularly attractive, and of a
good family, the courting and purchasing both may be required. When
a young brave goes courting, he decorates himself out in his best
attire, instinctively divining that appearances weigh much in the eyes
of a forest belle, or dusky maiden, who receives him bashfully, for a
certain kind of modesty is inherent in Indian girls, which is rather
incongruous when considered in connection with their peculiar mode of
life. Discretion and propriety are carefully observed, and the lovers
sit side by side in silence, he occasionally producing presents for
her acceptance. These express a variety of sentiment, and refer to
distinct and separate things; some signifying love; some, strength;
some, bravery; others allude to the life of servitude she is expected
to live if she becomes his wife. If they are accepted graciously, and
the maiden remains seated, it is considered equivalent to an assurance
of love on her part, and is acted upon accordingly. Although no woman’s
life is made less slavish by the marriage connection, and no one is
treated with respect, it is scarcely known in Indian life that a girl
has remained unmarried even to middle age.

When a chief desires to multiply the number of his wives, he often
marries several sisters, if they can be had, not because of any
particular fancy he may have for any but the one who first captivated
him, but because he thinks it more likely to have harmony in the
household when they are all of one family. Not even squaws can live
happily together, when each may have a part interest in the same man
as their husband jointly. Polygamy is inconsistent with the female
character, whether in barbarism or civilization.

As many skins as they can transport on their ponies, of the game killed
while on their hunts, are dressed by the squaws, and then taken to
some trading post, military station, or agency, and bartered off for
such articles as are most desired by them, such as beads, paints,
etc., and powder, lead, and caps. They are willing to allow much more
proportionately for ammunition than any other articles. They are most
outrageously swindled by the traders whom our Government licenses to
trade with them. A buffalo-robe which the trader sells for from ten to
fifteen dollars, is bought from the Indians for a pint cup of sugar and
a small handful of bullets, while furs of all kinds are exchanged for
paints and trinkets at equally disproportionate rates. The Indians know
they are cheated whenever they barter with the white traders, but they
have no remedy, as there is no competition, and hence much of their
disaffection.

Buffalo-robes, bearskins, and deer, and antelope skins are brought in
in great numbers; they shoot and trap the beaver and otter expressly
for their furs.

The Indians are almost universally fond of whisky, and have a strong
propensity for gambling. They will risk at cards almost every thing
they own, and if unsuccessful appear quite resigned to their loss,
resting in the gambler’s hope of “better luck next time.”

The squaws play a game with small bones of oblong shape, which seems to
have a great fascination for them, as I have known them to spend whole
days and nights at it, and in many instances gambling away every thing
they owned. Five of these pieces are used, each possessing a relative
value in the game, designated by spots from one to five on one side,
the other being blank. They are placed in a dish or small basket, which
is shaken and then struck upon the ground with a jar, tossing the
pieces over, and according to the number of spots up, so is the game
decided, very similar, I imagine, to the white man’s game of “high-die.”

They have a peculiar way of defining time. When they wish to designate
an hour of the day, they point to the position the sun should be in
at that time. The number of days is the number of sleeps. Their next
division of time is the number of moons, instead of our months; and the
seasons are indicated by the state of vegetation. For instance, spring
is when the grass begins to grow, and the autumn when the leaves fall
from the trees, while years are indicated by the season of snows.

There is a language of signs common to all the tribes, by which one
tribe may communicate with another without being able to speak or
understand its dialect. Each tribe is known by some particular sign.

The Indian is noted for his power of endurance of both fatigue and
physical pain. I have thought much upon the fear manifested by these
reputed brave barbarians; they seem to be borne down with the most
tormenting fear for their personal safety at all times, at home or
roaming for plunder, or when hunting, and yet courage is made a virtue
among them, while cowardice is the unpardonable sin. When compelled to
meet death, they seem to muster sullen, obstinate defiance of their
doom, that makes the most of a dreaded necessity, rather than seek a
preparation to meet it with submission, which they often dissemble, but
never possess.

Instinct, more than reason, is the guide of the red man. He repudiates
improvement, and despises manual effort. For ages has his heart been
imbedded in moral pollution.

The blanket, as worn by the Indian, is an insuperable barrier to his
advance in arts or agriculture. When this is forever dispensed with,
then his hands will be free to grasp the mechanic’s tools or guide the
plow. It is both graceful and chaste in their eyes, and to adopt the
white man’s dress is a great obstacle, a requirement too humiliating,
for they have personal as well as national pride. No hat is worn, but
the head is covered with feathers and rude ornaments. A heavy mass of
wampum, often very expensive, adorns the neck. Frequently the entire
rim of each ear is pierced with holes, and adorned with jewels of
silver, or something resembling it.

The Indian does every thing through motives of policy. He has none
of the kindlier feelings of humanity in him. He is as devoid of
gratitude as he is hypocritical and treacherous. He observes a treaty,
or promise, only so long as it is dangerous for him to disregard it,
or for his interest, in other ways, to keep it. Cruelty is inherent
in them, and is early manifested in the young, torturing birds,
turtles, or any little animal that may fall into their hands. They
seem to delight in it, while the pleasure of the adult in torturing
his prisoners is most unquestionable. They are inveterate beggars, but
never give, unless with a view to receive a more valuable present in
return.

The white man, he has been taught, is his enemy, and he has become the
most implacable enemy of the white man. His most fiendish murders of
the innocent is his sweetest revenge for a wrong that has been done by
another.

The youth are very fond of war. They have no other ambition, and
pant for the glory of battle, longing for the notes of the war song,
that they may rush in and win the feathers of a brave. They listen
to the stories of the old men, as they recall the stirring scenes
of their youth, or sing their war songs, which form only a boasting
recapitulation of their daring and bravery. They yearn for the glory
of war, which is the only path to distinction. Having no arts or
industrial pursuits, the tribes are fast waning from war, exposure, and
disease.

But few of the tribes cultivate the soil, the nature of the Indian
rendering in his eyes as degrading all labor not incident to the chase
or the war-path; and notwithstanding the efforts of missionaries,
and the vast sums of money expended by the Government to place them
on reservations and teach them the art of agriculture, the attempts
to civilize the Indian in that way may be considered almost a total
failure. The results bear no comparison to their cost.

Their ideas of the extent and power of the white race are very limited,
and after I had learned the language sufficiently to converse with
them, I frequently tried to explain to them the superior advantages
of the white man’s mode of living. They would ask me many questions,
as to the number of the white men on this side of the big water, and
how far that extended; and on being told of two big oceans, they would
ask if the whites owned the big country on the other side, and if
there were any Indians there. Many of my statements were received with
incredulity, and I was often called a liar, especially when I told of
the number and rapid increase of the white race; sometimes the older
ones would get angry. The younger ones were often eager listeners, and
especially in times of scarcity and hunger would they gather around me
to learn about the white man, and then would I endeavor to impress them
with the advantages of a fixed home and tilling the soil over their
wild, roaming life.




                              CHAPTER XX.

  AN INDIAN TRADITION—ARRIVAL AT THE BLACKFEET VILLAGE—AN OFFER
    TO PURCHASE ME INDIGNANTLY REJECTED—A YANKTON ATTEMPTS MY
    CAPTURE.


The Blackfeet village was one hundred and fifty miles from the
Ogalallas, and the way thither lay often over the tops of bare and
sandy hills.

On the summits of these heights I found shells such as are picked up
at the sea-side. The Indians accounted for their appearance there by
saying, that once a great sea rolled over the face of the country, and
only one man in a boat escaped with his family. He had sailed about in
the boat until the waters retired to their place, and, living there,
became the father of all the Indians.

These savages proved very kind to me. Though their nation is regarded
by the whites as very vindictive and hostile, they showed me nothing
but civility and respect.

On the third morning we reached a small village, where we halted.
The Indians of the village were rejoiced to see me. Among them I
recognized many familiar faces, and they imparted to us their mistrust
and apprehension lest I had been stolen from the Ogalallas; but the
Blackfeet assured them to the contrary; and, after questioning me, they
became satisfied, and gave us food, promising to send warriors to our
village, and giving us another horse.

The journey to the village of the Blackfeet was exceedingly
wearisome—completely exhausting me by its length; and I suffered from
the intense cold weather.

Approaching their village, they entered it with loud demonstrations of
joy, singing and whooping after the manner of their race, with noises
defying description.

I was received with great joy; and even marks of distinction were shown
me. That night there was a feast, and every thing denoted a time of
rejoicing.

My life was now changed—instead of waiting upon others, they waited
upon me.

The day of my arrival in the Blackfeet village was a sad one, indeed,
being the first anniversary of my wedding. The songs and shouts of
exultation of the Indians seemed like a bitter mockery of my misery and
helplessness.

I met in the village many warriors whom I had seen during the summer,
and knew that they had participated in the battles with General Sully.
They saw that something had made me sad and thoughtful, and asked what
it was. I told them it was my birth-day.

Soon after my arrival, Egosegalonicha was sent to me, and inquired how
I was treated, and particularly wished to know if they were respectful
to me. She told me that she was sent to inquire for my safety and
well-being, and that any remissness on the part of the Blackfeet would
be visited with vengeance.

She told me that her people mourned the captive’s absence, and grieved
for her presence. From others I learned the same.

Next morning there was great commotion in the camp, caused by the
arrival of a delegation from the Yanktons, with a handsome horse and
saddle, as a present for me.

The saddle was of exquisite workmanship, embroidered with beads, and
richly decorated with fringe.

The Yanktons desired to purchase me, offering five of their finest
horses for me, which the Blackfeet were quite indignant at, replying,
that they also had fine horses; and, deeming it an insult, returned the
horse and its saddle. Fearing my disappointment, they, in council that
night, decided to present me with something as worthy as the Yanktons
had sent.

Accordingly, at the door of the tent next morning were four of their
best animals; eight beautiful robes were brought in by the young men,
and given me also.

The Yanktons were told to return to their tribe, and if such a message
was again sent, the hatchet would be painted and given to them.

This closed the negotiation, but not their efforts to obtain me.

The large reward which had been offered for my recovery caused the
Indians much trouble, as frequently large parties from other tribes
would come in, offering to purchase me from those who held me captive.
Several such instances occurred while I was with the Ogalallas; nor
were the Blackfeet exempt from similar annoyances.

One day, while in Tall Soldier’s tipi, there was a large body of
mounted warriors seen approaching the village. The women gathered
around me, and told me I must stay in the tent, concealed. All
was excitement, and the women seemed frightened. Soon I knew that
preparations were being made for a feast on a large scale. The strange
warriors came into camp and held a council, at which Tall Soldier made
a speech, which, from the distance, I could not understand; they then
had a feast, and departed. The Blackfeet gave me to understand that
the visit of these Indians was on my account, as had been that of the
Yanktons.

Soon after, I noticed that parties of warriors would leave the camp
daily and return, bringing ammunition and goods of various kinds. I
learned from the squaws and children that a party of traders from the
Platte River had arrived in the neighborhood with four wagons, to trade
with the Indians, and that they wanted to buy me, but that the Indians
would not part with me. I pretended to the Indians that I did not
desire to leave them, but plead that I might go with them to see the
white men, which was refused, as was also a request that I might write
a letter to them.

Soon after, the traders were murdered, only one man escaping, who
reached Fort Laramie nearly dead from hunger and exposure, having
traveled the whole distance from the Missouri River on foot.

I have since learned that the men were sent out by Mr. Beauve, a
trader, near Fort Laramie, with instructions to procure my release if
it required all they possessed.

Since learning these facts, I am more than ever convinced that the
reluctance of the Indians to give me up grew out of their hope of
capturing Fort Sully through my involuntary agency, and securing a
greater booty than any ransom offered; as also of obtaining revenge for
the losses inflicted upon their nation by the soldiers under General
Sully.

The Blackfeet appeared in every respect superior to the tribe I had
left. The chief, “Tall Soldier,” displayed the manners and bearing of a
natural gentleman.

They kept up an air of friendliness, and communicated frequently with
the whites; but, in reality, were ready to join any hostile expedition
against them, and were with the Ogalalla Sioux when our train was
attacked at Box Elder.

The Blackfeet seemed to be stationary in their village, only sallying
out in small parties for plunder and horses; and, during that time,
keeping up a succession of entertainments at the tipi of the chief,
where a constant arrival of warriors and many Indians from other
tribes, who were warmly welcomed, added to the excitement of the days.

I sympathized with the poor wife of the chief, who was the only woman,
beside myself, in the tent, and to whose labor all the feasts were due.

She was obliged to dress the meat, make fires, carry water, and wait
upon strangers, besides setting the lodge in order.

These unceasing toils she performed alone—the commands of the chief
forbidding me to aid her.

While with the Ogalallas, I had never crossed their will or offered
resistance to my tasks, however heavy, having learned that obedience
and cheerful industry were greatly prized; and it was, doubtless, my
conciliating policy that had at last won the Indians, and made them
bewail my loss so deeply.

The squaws are very rebellious, often displaying ungovernable and
violent temper. They consider their life a servitude, and being beaten
at times like animals, and receiving no sort of sympathy, it acts upon
them accordingly.

The contrast between them and my patient submission had its effect
upon the Indians, and caused them to miss me when separated from them.

During my sojourn in this village I received invitations to every
feast, and to the different lodges. One day, when visiting one of these
lodges, a package of letters was given me to read. They had been taken
from Captain Fisk’s train, and were touchingly beautiful. Some of them
were the correspondence of a Mr. Nichols with a young lady, to whom he
seemed tenderly attached. I was asked to read these letters and explain
them to the Indians.

I was removed at different times to various lodges, as a sort of
concealment, as I learned that the Yanktons had not yet given up the
idea of securing me; and, one night, I awoke from my slumbers to behold
an Indian bending over me, cutting through the robes which covered me,
after making a great incision in the tent, whereby he entered. Fearing
to move, I reached out my hand to the squaw who slept near me (whose
name was Chahompa Sea—White Sugar), pinching her, to arouse her, which
had its effect; for she immediately arose and gave the alarm, at which
the Indian fled. This caused great excitement in the camp, and many
threats were made against the Yanktons.

The intense cold and furious storms that followed my arrival among the
Blackfeet precluded the possibility of their setting out immediately
on the proposed journey to Fort Sully.

The snow-drifts had rendered the mountain passes impassable, and the
chief informed me that they must wait until they were free from danger,
before taking leave of the shelter and security of their protected
village.

[Illustration: Jumping Bear Promising by the Moon, to Carry My Letter
to the White Chief at Fort Sully.]




                             CHAPTER XXI.

  APPEARANCE OF JUMPING BEAR—I PREVAIL ON HIM TO CARRY A LETTER TO
    THE FORT—A WAR SPEECH—INTENDED TREACHERY—RESUME OUR JOURNEY
    TO THE FORT—SINGULAR MEETING WITH A WHITE MAN—“HAS RICHMOND
    FALLEN?”—ARRIVAL AT THE FORT—I AM FREE!


“Jumping Bear,” who rescued me from the revengeful arrow of the Indian
whose horse the chief shot, one day presented himself to me, and
reminded me of my indebtedness to him in thus preserving my life.

Trembling with fear, I listened to his avowal of more than ordinary
feeling, during which he assured me that I had no cause to fear
him—that he had always liked the white woman, and would be more than a
friend to me.

I replied, that I did not fear him; that I felt grateful to him for his
kindness and protection, but that unless he proved his friendship for
me, no persuasion could induce me to listen.

“Will you carry a letter to my people at the fort, delivering it into
the hands of the great chief there? They will reward you for your
kindness to their sister; they will give you many presents, and you
will return rich.”

“I dare not go,” he replied. “Nor could I get back before the warriors
came to our village.”

“My people will give you a fast horse,” said I, “and you may return
speedily. Go now, and prove your friendship by taking the letter, and
returning with your prizes.”

I assured him that the letter contained nothing that would harm him or
his people; that I had written of him and of his kindness, and of his
good will toward them. After many and long interviews, the women of
the lodge using their influence, I at last prevailed upon him to go,
and invoking the bright moon as a witness to my pledge of honor and
truth, he started on his journey, bearing the letter, which I believed
was to seal my fate for weal or woe. In the moonlight I watched his
retreating form, imploring Heaven to grant the safe delivery of the
little messenger, upon which so much depended.

Daring and venturesome deed! Should he prove false to me, and allow any
one outside the fort to see the letter, my doom was inevitable.

Many days of intense anxiety were passed after his departure. The
squaws, fearing that I had done wrong in sending him, were continually
asking questions, and it was with difficulty I could allay their
anxiety, and prevent them from disclosing the secret to the other women.

The contents of the letter were a warning to the “Big Chief” and the
soldiers of an intended attack on the fort and the massacre of the
garrison, using me as a ruse to enable them to get inside the fort; and
beseeching them to rescue me if possible.

The messenger reached the fort, and was received by the officer of the
day, Lieutenant Hesselberger, and conducted to the commander of the
post, Major House, and Adjutant Pell, who had been left there to treat
with the Indians on my account.[1]

  [1] A written statement from Lieutenant Hesselberger, setting forth
  the fact of my writing and sending the letter of warning, and that
  it undoubtedly was the means of saving the garrison at Fort Sully
  from massacre, is on file in the Treasury Department at Washington.
  A certified copy is published in connection with this narrative.

General Sully was absent at Washington, but every necessary precaution
was taken to secure the fort.

Jumping Bear received a suit of clothes and some presents, and was sent
back with a letter for me, which I never received, as I never saw him
again. These facts I learned after my arrival at Fort Sully.

The night before our departure from the Blackfeet village, en route
for the fort, I was lying awake, and heard the chief address his
men seriously upon the subject of their wrongs at the hands of the
whites. I now understood and spoke the Indian tongue readily, and so
comprehended his speech, which, as near as I can recollect, was as
follows:

“Friends and sons, listen to my words. You are a great and powerful
band of our people. The inferior race, who have encroached on our
rights and territories, justly deserve hatred and destruction. These
intruders came among us, and we took them by the hand. We believed them
to be friends and true speakers; they have shown us how false and cruel
they can be.

“They build forts to live in and shoot from with their big guns. Our
people fall before them. Our game is chased from the hills. Our women
are taken from us, or won to forsake our lodges, and wronged and
deceived.

“It has only been four or five moons since they drove us to
desperation, killed our brothers and burned our tipis. The Indian cries
for vengeance! There is no truth nor friendship in the white man;
deceit and bitterness are in his words.

“Meet them with equal cunning. Show them no mercy. They are but few, we
are many. Whet your knives and string your bows; sharpen the tomahawk
and load the rifle.

“Let the wretches die, who have stolen our lands, and we will be free
to roam over the soil that was our fathers’. We will come home bravely
from battle. Our songs shall rise among the hills, and every tipi
shall be hung with the scalp-locks of our foes.”

This declaration of hostilities was received with grunts of approval;
and silently the war preparations went on, that I might not know the
evil design hidden beneath the mask of friendship.

That night, as if in preparation for the work he had planned, the
gracious chief beat his poor tired squaw unmercifully, because she
murmured at her never-ending labor and heavy tasks.

His deportment to me was as courteous as though he had been educated in
civilized life; indeed, had he not betrayed so much ignorance of the
extent and power of the American nation, in his address to his band, I
should have thought him an educated Indian, who had traveled among the
whites. Yet in his brutal treatment of his squaw, his savage nature
asserted itself, and reminded me that, although better served than
formerly, I was still among savages.

When morning came to my sleepless night, I arose, still dreading lest
some terrible intervention should come between me and the longed-for
journey to the abodes of white men.

The day before leaving the Blackfeet village, I gave all my Indian
trinkets to a little girl who had been my constant companion, and by
her gentle and affectionate interest in the captive white woman, had
created within me a feeling akin to love. She was half white, and was
grand-daughter of a chief called Wichunkiapa, who also treated me with
kindness.

The morning after the chief’s address to his warriors, the savages were
all ready for the road, and, mounting in haste, set up their farewell
chant as they wound in a long column out of the village.

I have frequently been asked, since my restoration to civilization,
how I dressed while with the Indians, and whether I was clothed as the
squaws were. A description of my appearance as I rode out of the Indian
village that morning, will satisfy curiosity on this point.

My dress consisted of a narrow white cotton gown, composed of only two
breadths, reaching below the knee, and fastened at the waist with a red
scarf; moccasins, embroidered with beads and porcupine quills, covered
my feet, and a robe over my shoulders completed my wardrobe.

While with the Ogalallas, I wore on my arms great brass rings that had
been forced on me, some of them fitting so tight that they lacerated my
arms severely, leaving scars that I shall ever retain as mementos of my
experience in Indian ornamentation. I was also painted as the squaws
were, but never voluntarily applied the article.

It was winter, and the ground was covered with snow, but so cold was
the air that its surface bore the horses’ feet on its hard, glittering
breast, only breaking through occasionally in the deep gullies.

It was two hundred miles from the Blackfeet village to Fort Sully, in
the middle of winter, and the weather intensely cold, from the effects
of which my ill-clad body suffered severely. I was forced to walk a
great part of the way, to keep from freezing. Hoping for deliverance,
yet dreading lest the treacherous plans of the Indians for the capture
of the fort and massacre of its garrison might prove successful, and my
return to captivity inevitable, I struggled on, striving to bear with
patience the mental and bodily ills from which I suffered. My great
fear was that my letter had not fallen into the right hands.

On our journey we came in sight of a few lodges, and in among the
timber we camped for the night. While in one of the lodges, to my
surprise, a gentlemanly figure approached me, dressed in modern style.
It astonished me to meet this gentlemanly-looking, well-mannered
gentleman under such peculiar circumstances. He drew near and addressed
me courteously.

“This is cold weather for traveling. Do you not find it so?” he
inquired.

“Not when I find myself going in the right direction,” I replied.

I asked him if he lived in that vicinity, supposing, of course, from
the presence of a white man in our camp, that we must be near some
fort, trading-post, or white settlement.

He smiled and said, “I am a dweller in the hills, and confess that
civilized life has no charms for me. I find in freedom and nature all
the elements requisite for happiness.”

Having been separated from the knowledge and interests of national
affairs just when the struggle agitating our country was at its height,
I asked the question:

“Has Richmond been taken?”

“No, nor never will be,” was the reply.

Further conversation on national affairs convinced me that he was a
rank rebel.

We held a long conversation, on various topics. He informed me he had
lived with the Indians fourteen years; was born in St. Louis, had an
Indian wife, and several children, of whom he was very proud; and he
seemed to be perfectly satisfied with his mode of living.

I was very cautious in my words with him, lest he might prove a
traitor; but in our conversation some Indian words escaped my lips,
which, being overheard, rumor construed into mischief. What I had said
was carried from lodge to lodge, increasing rather than diminishing,
until it returned to the lodge where I was. The Indians, losing
confidence in me, sent the young men, at midnight, to the camp of the
white man, to ascertain what had been said by me, and my feelings
toward them.

He assured the messengers that I was perfectly friendly, had breathed
nothing but kindliness for them, and was thoroughly contented; had so
expressed myself, and there was no cause to imagine evil.

This man trafficked and traded with the Indians, disposing of his goods
in St. Louis and in eastern cities, and was then on his way to his
home, near the mouth of the Yellowstone River.

Early in the forenoon of the last day’s travel, my eager and anxious
eyes beheld us nearing the fort. The Indians paused and dismounted
to arrange their dress and see to the condition of their arms. Their
blankets and furs were adjusted; bows were strung, and the guns
examined by them, carefully. They then divided into squads of fifties,
several of these squads remaining in ambush among the hills, for the
purpose of intercepting any who might escape the anticipated massacre
at the fort; the others then rode on toward the fort, bearing me with
them.

A painfully startling sight (the last I was destined to see), here met
my gaze. One of the warriors, in passing, thrust out his hand to salute
me. It was covered by one of my husband’s gloves, and the sight of such
a memento filled me with inexpressible dread as to his fate. Nothing
in the least way connected with him had transpired to throw any light
upon his whereabouts, or whether living or dead, since we had been so
suddenly and cruelly separated. All was darkness and doubt concerning
him.

Mr. Kelly had been a Union soldier, and happening to have his discharge
papers with me at the time of my capture, I had been able to secrete
them ever since, treasuring them merely because they had once belonged
to him and contained his name.

Now, as we approached the place where his fate would be revealed to
me, and, if he lived, we would meet once more, the appearance of that
glove, on the savage hand, was like a touch that awakened many chords,
some to thrill with hope, some to jar painfully with fear.

In appearance I had suffered from my long estrangement from home life.
I had been obliged to paint daily, like the rest of my companions, and
narrowly escaped tattooing, by pretending to faint away every time the
implements for the marring operation were applied.

During the journey, whenever an opportunity offered, I would use a
handful of snow to cleanse my cheeks from savage adornment; and now,
as we drew nearer the fort, and I could see the chiefs arranging
themselves for effect, my heart beat high, and anticipation became so
intense as to be painful.

Eight chiefs rode in advance, one leading my horse by the bridle, and
the warriors rode in the rear. The cavalcade was imposing. As we
neared the fort they raised the war song, loud and wild, on the still,
wintry air; and, as if in answer to its notes, the glorious flag of our
country was run up, and floated bravely forth on the breeze from the
tall flag-staff within the fort.

[Illustration: My Arrival at Fort Sully.]

My eyes caught the glad sight, and my heart gave a wild bound of joy;
something seemed to rise in my throat and choke my breathing. Every
thing was changed; the torture of suspense, the agony of fear, and
dread of evil to come, all seemed to melt away like mist before the
morning sunshine, when I beheld the precious emblem of liberty. How
insignificant and contemptible in comparison were the flaunting Indian
flags that had so long been displayed to me; and how my heart thrilled
with a sense of safety and protection as I saw the roofs of the
buildings within the fort covered by the brave men who composed that
little garrison.

The precious emblem of liberty, whose beloved stripes and stars floated
proudly out, seemed to beckon me to freedom and security; and as the
fresh breeze stirred its folds, shining in the morning light, and
caused them to wave lightly to and fro, they came like the smile of
love and the voice of affection, all combined, to welcome me to home
and happiness once more.

An Indian hanger-on of the fort had sauntered carelessly forward a
few minutes previous, as if actuated by curiosity, but in reality to
convey intelligence to his fellow-savages of the state of the fort and
its defenses.

Then the gate was opened, and Major House appeared, accompanied by
several officers and an interpreter, and received the chiefs who rode
in advance.

Meanwhile, Captain Logan (the officer of the day), a man whose kind and
sympathetic nature did honor to his years and rank, approached me. My
emotions were inexpressible, now that I felt myself so nearly rescued.
At last they overcame me. I had borne grief and terror and privation;
but the delight of being once more among my people was so overpowering
that I almost lost the power of speech, or motion, and when I faintly
murmured, “Am I free, indeed free?” Captain Logan’s tears answered me
as well as his scarcely uttered “Yes,” for he realized what freedom
meant to one who had tasted the bitterness of bondage and despair.

As soon as the chiefs who accompanied me entered the gate of the fort,
the commandant’s voice thundered the order for them to be closed.

The Blackfeet were shut out, and I was beyond their power to recapture.

After a bondage lasting more than five months, during which I had
endured every torture, I once more stood free, among people of my own
race, all ready to assist me, and restore me to my husband’s arms.

Three ladies, residing at the fort, received me, and cheerfully
bestowed every care and attention which could add to my comfort
and secure my recovery from the fatigues and distresses of my past
experience.




                             CHAPTER XXII.

  RETROSPECTION—A BORDER TRADING POST—GARRISON HOSPITALITY—A
    VISIT FROM THE COMMANDANT OF FORT RICE—ARRIVAL OF MY
    HUSBAND—AFFECTING SCENE.


At first, and some time afterward, at intervals, the effects of my
life among the savages preyed upon my mind so as to injure its quiet
harmony. I was ill at ease among my new friends, and they told me
that my eyes wore a strangely wild expression, like those of a person
constantly in dread of some unknown alarm.

Once more free and safe among civilized people, I looked back on the
horrible past with feelings that defy description.

The thought of leaving this mortal tenement on the desert plain for
the wolves to devour, and the bones to bleach under the summer sun
and winter frosts, had been painful indeed. Now, I knew that if the
wearied spirit should leave its earthly home, the body would be cared
for by kind Christian friends, and tenderly laid beneath the grass and
flowers, and my heart rejoiced therein.

Hunger and thirst, long days of privation and suffering, had been
mine. No friendly voices cheered me on; all was silence and despair.
But now the scene had changed, and the all-wise Being, who is cognizant
of every thought, knew the joy and gratitude of my soul.

True, during the last few weeks of my captivity, the Indians had done
all in their power for me, all their circumstances and condition would
allow, and the women were very kind, but “their people were not my
people,” and I was detained a captive, far from home, and friends, and
civilization.

With Alexander Selkirk I could say, “Better dwell in the midst of
alarms, than reign in this horrible place.”

Being young, and possessed of great cheerfulness and elasticity of
temper, I was enabled to bear trials which seemed almost impossible for
human nature to endure and live.

Soon after my arrival at the fort, Captain Pell came and invited me to
go to a trader’s store to obtain a dress for myself. I needed it very
much, having no clothing of my own to wear.

A kind lady, Mrs. Davis, accompanied me, and the sight that presented
itself to my wondering eyes will never be erased from memory.

By the door-steps, on the porches, and every-where, were groups of
hungry Indians of all sizes and both sexes, claiming to be friendly.

Some of them were covered with every conceivable kind of superficial
clothing and adornment, and critically wanting in cleanliness, a
peculiar trait among the Indians of the Northwest.

There was the papoose, half-breeds of any number, a few absolutely
nude, others wrapped slightly in bits of calico, a piece of buckskin,
or fur.

Speculators, teamsters, and interpreters, mingled with the soldiers of
the garrison—squaws, with their bright, flashing shawls, or red cloth,
receiving, in their looped-up blanket, the various articles of border
traffic, such as sugar, rice, flour, and other things—tall warriors
bending over the same counter, purchasing tobacco, brass nails, knives,
and glass beads, all giving words to thought, and a stranger might
well wonder which was the better prototype of tongues. The Cheyennes
supplement their words with active and expressive gestures, while the
Sioux amply use their tongues as well as their arms and fingers.

To all, whether half-breed, Indian, or white man, the gentlemanly
trader gave kind and patient attention, while himself and clerks seemed
ready and capable of talking Sioux, French, or English, just as the
case came to hand.

It was on the 12th of December when I reached the fort, and like heaven
the place appeared after the trials of savage life.

The officers and men were like brothers to me; and their tender
sympathy united me to them in the strongest bonds of friendship, which
not even death can sever.

A party and supper was made for my special benefit, and on New Year’s
morning I was serenaded with cannon. Every attention and kindness was
bestowed upon me; and to Dr. John Ball, post surgeon, I owe a debt
of gratitude which mere words can never express. He was my attendant
physician during my sojourn at the fort, and, as my physical system had
undergone very severe changes, I needed great care. Under his skillful
treatment and patient attention I soon recovered health and strength.
I had been severely frozen on the last days of my journey with the
Indians toward the fort.

Colonel Diamond, from Fort Rice, came to visit me ere I left Fort
Sully. He was attended by an escort of one hundred and eighty men.

He told me of his efforts to obtain my release, and that he, with his
men, had searched the Indian village for me, but found no warriors
there, as they had already taken me to the fort. The Indian women had
made him understand by signs that the “White Woman” had gone with the
chiefs.

He said the Indians were so enraged about giving me up, that they
killed three of his men and scalped them, by orders from the chief,
Ottawa, who was unable to do any service himself, being a cripple. He
bade them bring him the scalps of the white men.

An Indian, who killed one of the men, fell dead in his lodge the
same day, which frightened his people not a little; for, in their
superstition, they deemed it a visitation of the Great Spirit for a
wrong done.

Colonel Diamond did not forget me, neither did he cease in his efforts
in my behalf.

During all this time no tidings had been received by me of my husband.
But one day, great commotion was occasioned in the fort by the
announcement that the mail ambulance was on the way to the fort, and
would reach it in a few moments. An instant after, a soldier approached
me, saying: “Mrs. Kelly, I have news for you. Your husband is in the
ambulance.”

No person can have even a faint idea of the uncontrollable emotions
which swept over me like an avalanche at that important and startling
news. But it was not outwardly displayed. The heart-strings were
stirred to their utmost depths, but gave no sound. Trembling, quivering
in their strong feeling, they told not of the deep grief and joy
intermingled there.

Mechanically, I moved around, awaiting the presence of the beloved,
and was soon folded to his breast, where he held me with a grasp as if
fearful of my being torn from him again.

Not an eye present but was suffused with tears. Soldiers and men, the
ladies who had been friends to me, all mingled their tears and prayers.
Language fails to describe our meeting. For seven long months we had
not beheld each other, and the last time was on the terrible field of
slaughter and death.

His personal appearance, oh! how changed! His face was very pale, and
his brown hair was sprinkled with gray. His voice was alone unchanged.
He called me by name, and it never sounded so sweet before. His very
soul seemed imbued with sadness at our separation, and the terrible
events which caused it.

My first question was concerning my little Mary; for her fate had been
veiled in mystery. He gave me the account of her burial—a sad and
heart-rending story, sufficient to chill the lightest heart—which
account comprises the succeeding chapter.




                            CHAPTER XXIII.

                       SAD FATE OF LITTLE MARY.


The reader will please go back with me to that fearful first night of
my captivity, and to the moment when I put into execution the plan
for dear little Mary’s escape, which I prayed might result in her
restoration to our friends.

It must have been something more than a vague hope of liberty to be
lost or won that guided the feeble steps of the child back on the trail
to a bluff overlooking the road where, weary from the fatigue and
terror of a night passed alone on the prairie, she sat, anxious, but
hopeful, awaiting the coming of friends.

Rescue was seemingly near, now that she had reached the great road, and
she knew that there would be a passing train of emigrants ere long.

It was in this situation she was seen by some passing soldiers, holding
out her little trembling hands with eager joy and hope, imploring them
to save her.

It was a party of but three or four soldiers returning from Fort
Laramie, where they had been to meet the paymaster. They had been
pursued by Indians the day before; had also passed the scene of the
destruction of our train; and believed the country swarming with
Indians. Their apprehensions were, therefore, fully aroused, and,
fearing the little figure upon the distant bluff might be a decoy to
lead them into ambush, hesitated to approach. There was a large ravine
between, and it is not strange that their imagination should people it
with lurking savages. However, they were about crossing to the relief
of the little girl, when a party of Indians came in sight, and they
became convinced it was a decoy, and turned and fled.

They returned to Deer Creek Station, and related the circumstance. Mr.
Kelly, arriving soon after, heard it, and his heart sank within him at
the description of the child, for he thought he recognized in it the
form of our little Mary.

He applied to the officer in command for a detail of soldiers to go
with him to search for her, but all entreaty and argument were in vain.

The agony that poor child endured as the soldiers turned away, and the
war-whoop of the savage rang upon her terrified soul, is known only to
God. Instead of the rescue and friends which, in her trusting heart and
innocent faith, she had expected to find, fierce Indians stood before
her, stringing their bows to take her life, thus to win another trophy,
marking the Indian murderer.

The whizzing arrows were sent into the body of the helpless child, and
with the twang of the bow-strings, the delicate form of the heroic
child lay stretched upon the ground, and the bright angel spirit went
home to rest in the bosom of its Father.

On the morning of the 14th, two days after Mary was seen, Mr. Kelly
succeeded in obtaining a squad of soldiers at the station, and went out
to search for the child, and after a short march of eight miles, they
discovered the mutilated remains of the murdered girl.

Mr. Kelly’s grief and anguish knew no bounds.

Three arrows had pierced the body, and the tomahawk and scalping-knife
had done their work. When discovered, her body lay with its little
hands outstretched as if she had received, while running, the fatal
arrows.

Surely He who numbers the sparrows and feeds the ravens was not
unmindful of her in that awful hour, but allowed the heavenly kingdom,
to which her trembling soul was about to take its flight, to sweeten,
with a glimpse of its beatific glory, the bitterness of death, even as
the martyr Stephen, seeing the bliss above, could not be conscious of
the torture below.

Extracting the arrows from the wounds, and dividing her dress among the
soldiers, then tenderly wrapping her in a winding sheet, Mr. Kelly had
the sad satisfaction of smoothing the earth on the unconscious breast
that had ceased to suffer, and when this duty was performed, they left
the little grave all alone, far from the happy home of her childhood,
and the brothers, with whom she had played in her innocent joy.

Of all strange and terrible fates, no one who had seen her gentle face
in its loving sweetness, the joy and comfort of our hearts, would
have predicted such a barbarous fate for her. But it was only the
passage from death into life, from darkness into daylight, from doubt
and fear into endless love and joy. Those little ones, whose spirits
float upward from their downy pillows, amid the tears and prayers of
broken-hearted friends, are blest to enter in at heaven’s shining gate,
which lies as near little Mary’s rocky, blood-stained pillow in the
desolate waste as the palace of a king, and when she had once gained
the great and unspeakable bliss of heaven, it must have blotted out the
remembrance of the pain that won it, and made no price too great for
such delight.

    In the far-off land of Indian homes,
      Where western winds fan “hills of black,”
    ’Mid lovely flowers, and golden scenes,
      They laid our loved one down to rest.

    Where brightest birds, with silvery wings,
      Sing their sweet songs upon her grave,
    And the moonbeam’s soft and pearly beams
      With prairie grasses o’er it wave.

    No simple stone e’er marks the spot
      Where Mary sleeps in dreamless sleep,
    But the moaning wind, with mournful sound,
      Doth nightly o’er it vigils keep.

    The careless tread of savage feet,
      And the weary travelers, pass it by,
    Nor heed they her, who came so far
      In her youth and innocence to die.

    But her happy spirit soared away
      To blissful climes above;
    She found sweet rest and endless joy
      In her bright home of love.




                             CHAPTER XXIV.

  WHAT OCCURRED AT FORT LARAMIE AFTER MY CAPTURE—EFFORTS TO
    RESCUE—LIEUTENANT BROWN KILLED—REWARD OFFERED—IT IS THE
    MEANS OF RESTORING ANOTHER WHITE WOMAN AND CHILD—HER RESCUERS
    HUNG FOR FORMER MURDERS—A LETTER ANNOUNCING MY SAFE ARRIVAL AT
    FORT SULLY.


Immediately after Mr. Kelly reached Deer Creek, at the time of our
capture, he telegraphed to Fort Laramie of the outbreak of the Indians,
and the capture of his wife.

Colonel Collins, of the Eleventh Ohio Cavalry, commandant of the
military district, ordered two companies, under Captain Shuman and
Captain Marshall, two brave and daring men, to pursue and rescue me,
and chastise the savages in case of resistance.

But the distance of one hundred miles lay between these forts, and
they only arrived on their way too late for rescue. They continued
their march, however, and after an absence of three days returned
unsuccessful.

Sad to relate, a young and daring officer, Lieutenant Brown, of the
Eleventh Ohio Volunteers, fell a victim to savage cruelty in my
behalf, for with a view of prospecting the neighborhood, he, with Mr.
Kelly, left the main body with a small squad of men in quest of the
Indians.

Coming suddenly upon a band of warriors, in their encampment, the brave
Lieutenant indiscreetly ordered an attack, but the men, seeing the
futility of opposing such numbers, fled, and left Mr. Kelly and the
officer.

Becoming conscious of his dangerous situation, he feigned friendship,
addressing them in the usual way, “How koda?” which means, How do you
do, friend?

But they were not to be deceived, and sent an arrow, causing him to
fall from his horse, and the effects of which caused his death a few
hours afterward.

He was immediately reported dead, and with all the speed the men could
command they pursued his murderers; but the fresher horses of the
savages carried them off beyond their reach, and the soldiers were
compelled to return in disappointment.

Brave young man! the ardent friend of Mr. Kelly, and the husband and
father of an affectionate wife and child, stricken down in his early
manhood, we would humbly lay the wreath of “immortelles” upon thy
lonely grave.

After several expeditions in like manner which proved unsuccessful, Mr.
Kelly offered a reward of nineteen horses, the money value of which was
deposited with the commander of Fort Laramie, and it was circulated
through all the Indian villages, that upon my safe delivery the reward
would be paid.

Every effort possible was made by my husband and his brothers to
procure my rescue or ransom. No money or efforts were spared, and the
long days of agonizing suspense to them were worse than death.

The reward which had been offered for my ransom was the means of
rescuing another white woman, a Mrs. Ewbanks, and her child, held by
the Indians.

The Indian Two-Face and his son, having a desire to enhance their
fortunes, paid a few small sums to the other Indians who claimed her,
and, taking her with them, set out for Fort Laramie.

When they arrived within a few miles of the fort, the prisoners were
left with the son and some others, while Two-Face preceded them to
arrange the terms of sale.

The commander agreed to the price, and on the following day Mrs.
Ewbanks and her child were brought in—the Indians thinking it made no
difference which white woman it was. This was several months after my
capture.

Instead of paying the price, the commandant seized and confined them
in the guard-house, to await trial for the murder of the ranch-men and
the stealing of women and children. The testimony of Mrs. Ewbanks was
proof sufficient. They confessed their crimes, and were executed in May
following.

In crossing the North Platte River, five miles below the fort, Mrs.
Ewbanks had suffered intensely, her child being bound to her back, and
she holding on to a log bound by a rope fastened to the saddle of the
Indian’s horse.

The chief passed over easily, but mother and child were nearly frozen
to death by clinging and struggling among masses of broken ice, and
protected only by a thin, light garment.

Mr. Kelly sent deputations of Indians with horses, to the Indian
villages, with letters to me, which were never delivered. They were not
true to their trust, but would come to see me without giving me the
messages, then return with the declaration that I could not be found.

He would furnish a complete outfit for an Indian, costing about four
hundred dollars, and send him to find me; but the Indian cared only for
the money; he would never return.

Having despaired of accomplishing any thing further toward my rescue
at Fort Laramie, he left for Leavenworth, to obtain help from citizens
there, to get permission of the commander of the division to raise an
independent company for my release.

There he met with his brother, General Kelly, who had just returned
from the South, and had received a letter from me, acquainting him with
my freedom.

Mr. Kelly would not at first be convinced, but, after being shown the
letter, he said, “Yes, I know that is Fanny’s writing, but it can not
be possible,” and by daylight he was on his way to Dakota.

Who can tell his varied emotions, during that long and wearisome
journey, when, at the end, hope held out to him the cup of joy which,
after the long suffering of months, he was about to drink. Let only
those judge who have been separated from the dearest on earth, and
whose fate was involved in mysterious silence, more painful than if the
pallid face rested beneath the coffin-lid.




                             CHAPTER XXV.

  SUPPER IN HONOR OF OUR RE-UNION—DEPARTURE FROM FORT
    SULLY—INCIDENTS BY THE WAY—ARRIVAL AT GENEVA—MOTHER AND
    CHILD—A HAPPY MEETING.


Fort Sully was garrisoned by three companies of the Sixth Iowa Cavalry,
and I should be recreant to every sense of justice did I not more
particularly express my gratitude to them all—officers and men—for
the delicate, more than brotherly, kindness shown me during my stay of
two months among them.

They had fought gallantly during that summer, and punished severely the
Indians who held me captive; and though my sufferings at the time were
increased tenfold thereby, I believe the destitute condition of the
Indians had much to do with my final restoration to freedom. Had there
been plenty of food in the Indian villages, none would have gone to
Fort Sully to make a treaty.

On each of the two evenings we remained at the fort after my husband’s
arrival, we were honored with a “feast,” in marked contrast with those
I had attended while with the savages. Stewed oysters relished better
than stewed dog, and the abundance of other good things, with the
happy-looking, kind, sympathetic faces of my own people around the
board, filled me with a feeling of almost heavenly content.

Mr. Harry Chatterton presided at the first, and, in a feeling manner,
expressed the delight and satisfaction his comrades and himself
experienced in this hour of our re-union:

    “Sweet is this dream—divinely sweet—
     No dream! no fancy! that you meet;
     Tho’ silent grief has shadowed o’er
     To crush your love—it had no power—
     Tho’ long divided, you’ve met once more
     To tell your toils and troubles o’er;
     Renew the pledge of other days,
     And walk in sweet and pleasant ways.

“May the good Father of mercies ever protect and bless you; make the
sun of happiness to brightly shine upon you, and may it never again be
dimmed by stern misfortune! is the earnest and heartfelt wish of every
person in this fort to-day.”

With deep emotion these words were spoken, and we felt convinced they
were from the innermost depths of the heart.

How many affectionate, generous natures are among us, whom we can never
appreciate until some heavy cloud drops down upon us, and they, with
their cheerful words and kind acts, assist us to rise, and in hours of
joy they are ready to grasp us by the hand, and welcome us to happiness?

Anxious for a re-union with our friends, and to be once more with
my dear mother, we bade farewell to those who had shown us so much
kindness and attention, and commenced our journey at daylight, to
prevent the Indians, many of whom remained about the fort, knowing of
my departure, as I was in constant dread of recapture.

Fort Sully is on the Missouri River, three hundred miles from Sioux
City, by land, which distance we traveled in an ambulance. At all
the military posts, stations, and towns through which we passed,
all—military and civilians—seemed to vie with each other in kindness
and attention. Those living in frontier towns know what the nature of
the Indian is, and could most heartily sympathize with one who had
suffered from captivity among them.

At Yankton I received particularly kind attention, from Mrs. Ash, of
the Ash Hotel, who also gave me the information, elsewhere written, of
the fate of Mrs. Dooley and Mrs. Wright. Here, also, I met a number
of the Sixth Iowa Cavalry, to which gallant regiment I was under so
great obligation. Dr. Bardwell, a surgeon of that regiment, who was
at Fort Sully at the time the Blackfeet came in to make a treaty, and
were sent off after me, and who, I had previously been informed, was
active in measures tending to my release, was stationed at Yankton, and
manifested the kindness of his heart in many ways.

At Sioux City, Council Bluffs, and St. Joe, crowds of visitors flocked
to see the white woman who had been a captive with the Indians; and I
was compelled to answer many questions. From St. Joe, we made all haste
for Leavenworth, Kansas, where I was received by friends and relatives
as one risen from the dead.

At last we reached our old home in Geneva; the home from which we had
departed but a few months before, lured to new fields by the brightest
hopes of future prosperity. Alas! what disappointments had fallen to
our lot! But soon I was clasped in my dear mother’s arms, and all my
sorrows were swallowed up in the joy of that re-union.

On the morning of our departure for the plains, she said (while tears
of sorrow filled her eyes) that she felt as though it was our final
farewell. Her fears were agonizing in my behalf. She seemed to have a
presentiment of evil—a dark, portentous cloud hung over my head, she
felt, that would burst upon me, and scatter dismay and grief—which too
well was realized in the days that followed.

I endeavored to cheer her with hope, and smilingly assured her that, as
soon as the Pacific Railroad was completed, I should visit my home and
her; and, though many miles might separate us, we still would be one
in heart; and the facilities for traveling were becoming so easy and
rapid, we could not be separated for any great length of time. But her
sad heart refused to be comforted. A mother’s unchanging love—stronger
than death, faithful under every circumstance, and clinging with
tenacity to the child of her affection, could not part with me without
a pang of anguish, which was increased tenfold when the news of my
capture reached her.

Gradually she sank under this heavy affliction; health rapidly gave
way, and for three long months she lay helpless, moaning and bewailing
the loss of her children; for, scarcely had she aroused from the
terrible stupor and grief which the news of my brother’s death from
poison, while a soldier in the Union army, had plunged her, when this
new and awful sorrow came like a whirlwind upon her fainting spirit.

But God is good. In his great mercy he spared us both, to meet once
more, and a letter from my hand, telling her of my safety, reached her
in due time; and in each other’s fond embrace we were once more folded.

Oh! happy hour! Methinks the angels smiled in their celestial abodes
when they witnessed that dear mother’s joy.

The reader naturally supposes that here my narrative ought to end;
that, restored to husband, mother, and friends, my season of sorrow
must be over. But not so. Other trials were in store for me, and, even
fortified as I was by past tribulation, I sank almost despairingly
under their affliction. Nor was I yet done with the Indians.

Anxious to again establish a home, we left Geneva, went to Shawneetown,
where we prospered; but better prospects offering farther west, we
went to Ellsworth, a new town just staked out on the western line of
Kansas. I was the first woman who located there. We lived in our wagon
for a time, then built a hotel, and were prospering, when fears of the
Indians again harassed us.

The troops at Fort Harker, four miles east of Ellsworth, had been
out, under General Hancock, in pursuit of the Indians, to punish them
for murders and depredations committed along the line of the Pacific
Railroad, and coming upon an Indian camp, destroyed it, inflicting a
severe chastisement. This we knew would so exasperate the Indians as to
render the situation of the exposed settlements one of great danger;
and after my experience, a terrible dread of again falling into their
hands intensified my apprehensions for our safety.

The scouts, Jack Harvey and “Wild Bill,” were constantly on the
lookout, and eagerly would we look toward the hills for any one who
could give us news, and gather around them, when they came from the
front, with anxious faces and listening ears.

Meantime the population of Ellsworth had rapidly increased, and
military companies were formed for protection. Thus we lived in a
continual state of alarm, until at last one night the signal was given
that the Indians were approaching, when every man flew to his post,
and the women and children fled to the places of refuge that had been
prepared for them, an iron-clad house and a “dug-out,” or place under
ground. I fled to the latter place, where about fifty altogether had
congregated, and among them were three young men who were the sole
survivors of a large family—father, mother, and two sisters—murdered
and horribly mutilated in the Minnesota massacres.

The Indians were repulsed, but they continued to harass us and threaten
the town, so that it became necessary to apply for military protection.
Accordingly, a number of colored troops were sent there, which imparted
a feeling of security.

But Ellsworth was doomed to a more terrible scourge, if possible, than
the Indians had threatened to be. The troops were recently from the
South. Soon after their arrival among us, the cholera broke out among
them, and, spreading among the citizens, created a terrible panic. The
pestilence was most destructive, sweeping before it old and young, and
of all classes.

My husband fell a victim to the disease.

On the 28th day of July, 1867, a violent attack of this terrible
disease carried him off, and, in the midst of peril and cares, I was
left a mourning, desolate widow.

Being in delicate health, I was forced to flee to the East, and stopped
at St. George, where one week after my little one was ushered into this
world of sorrow.

The people were panic-stricken in relation to the cholera, and when
I went there, they were afraid to receive me into their homes,
consequently I repaired to a small cabin in the outskirts of the town,
and my adopted son and myself remained there alone for several days.

A young lady, Miss Baker, called on me in great sympathy, saying she
was not afraid of cholera, and would stay with me until after my
confinement.

I was very thankful for her kindness, and after the fear was over with
the people, every attention that humanity could suggest was given me;
but, alas! my heart was at home, and so deep were my yearnings, the
physician declared it impossible for me to recover until I did go home.

The events that had transpired seemed like a fearful dream.

The physician who attended me went to Ellsworth to see if it was
prudent for me to go, sending a letter immediately after, bidding me
come, as the cholera had disappeared.

Oh! how changed was that home! The voice that had ever been as low,
sweet music to my ear was hushed forever; the eye that had always
met mine with smiling fondness was closed to light and me, and the
hand so often grasped in tender love was palsied in death! Mr. Kelly,
the noble, true, and devoted husband, my loved companion, the father
of my innocent child, was gone. Oh! how sad that word! My heart was
overwhelmed with grief, and that did its work, for it prostrated me on
a bed of illness nigh unto death.

Dr. McKennon very faithfully attended me during my illness, and as I
was recovering, he was seized by severe sickness himself, which proved
fatal.

He was anxious to see me before he died, and desired assistance that he
might be taken down stairs for the purpose.

His attendants allowed him to do so, but he fainted in the attempt, and
was laid on the floor until he recovered, then raised and placed on the
sofa.

I was then led into the room, and, seating myself beside him, he
grasped my hand, exclaiming: “My friend, do not leave me. I have a
brother in New York”—but his lips soon stiffened in death, and he was
unable to utter more.

It was a severe shock to my nervous system, already prostrated by
trouble and illness, and I greatly missed his attention and care.

No relative, or friend, was near to lay his weary head upon the
pillow; but we laid him to rest in the burial ground of Ellsworth with
sad hearts and great emotion.

In the spring I went to the end of the road further west, with an
excursion party, to a place called Sheridan. On our return we stopped
at Fort Hays, where I met two Indians who recognized me, and I also
knew them. We conversed together. I learned they had a camp in the
vicinity, and they were skulking around, reconnoitering. They were
well treated here and very liberally dealt with. They inquired where I
lived; I told them way off, near to the rising sun.

The next morning, when the train left town, the band, riding on
horseback, jumped the ditch, and looked into the windows of the cars,
hoping to see me.

They told the people that I belonged to them, and they would take my
papoose and me way off to their own country; we were their property,
and must go with them.

It was supposed that if I had been in the cars the Indians would have
attempted to take the train.




                             CHAPTER XXVI.

  ELIZABETH BLACKWELL—MORMON HOME—A BRUTAL FATHER—THE MOTHER
    AND DAUGHTERS FLEE TO THE MOUNTAINS—DEATH OF THE MOTHER AND
    SISTERS FROM EXPOSURE—ELIZABETH SAVED BY AN INDIAN—A WHITE
    WOMAN TORTURED—RESCUED CHILDREN—THE BOXX FAMILY—CAPTURE OF
    MRS. BLYNN.


Some few weeks after the events just related, I received a note from
a stranger, requesting me to call on her at the dwelling of a hunter,
where she was stopping. Her name was Elizabeth Blackwell, and emigrated
with her parents from England, who became proselytes of the ruling
prophet of Salt Lake City, where they remained until Elizabeth’s father
took another wife. This created trouble; words ensued, soon followed by
blows, and Elizabeth, in endeavoring to protect her mother, was struck
by her brute of a father with a knife, and one of her eyes destroyed.

Being discouraged and broken-hearted, the wretched mother and daughters
(for Elizabeth had two sisters) resolved to escape. They wandered away
among the mountains, and, having no place of shelter, all perished
with the cold, except Elizabeth, who was found by the Indians, nearly
frozen to death. They lifted her up and carried her to camp, where they
gave her every attention requisite for restoration.

She remained with the Indians until she was able to go east, where she
underwent the severe operation of having both legs amputated above the
knee.

The treatment received from the Indians so attached her to them that
she prefers to live a forest life, and when she gave me her narrative,
she was on her way from the States to her Indian home.

Her father soon wearied of his Mormon wife, and escaped to the Rocky
Mountains, where he became a noted highwayman. Hearing of Elizabeth’s
residence among the Indians, he visited her, and gave her a large sum
of money. The fate of his family had great effect on him, and remorse
drove him to desperation.

The husband of Elizabeth took his second wife and Elizabeth’s child
from Salt Lake to Cincinnati, where they now live.

She was twenty-six years old when I saw and conversed with her, a lady
of intelligence, and once possessed more than ordinary beauty.

She had just received the news of her father’s death. He was killed
near Fort Dodge, Kansas.

Elizabeth related to me many acts of cruelty she had witnessed among
the savages, one of which was to the following effect:

A woman was brought into the camp on horseback, who had been captured
from a train, and an Indian who was attempting to lift her from the
horse, was shot in the act, by her own hand. This so enraged the
savages that they cut her body in gashes, filled them with powder, and
then set fire to it.

The sight of the woman’s sufferings was too much for Elizabeth to
endure, and she begged the savages to put an end to the victim at once,
which accordingly was done.

But although Elizabeth saw many heartless acts—many terrible
scenes—still she had a kindly feeling toward the Indians, for they
saved her from a horrible death by starvation and exposure, and had
been very tender with her. She was somewhat embittered toward the white
people, on account of her sufferings, and treatment.

A short time after, General Sully invited me to Fort Harker, to see
two white captive children, a girl of fourteen and a boy of six. They
had been captured two years before, and the account of their treatment
given me by the girl, was any thing but favorable. The boy was as wild
as a deer.

A Sioux woman at Fort Harker had taken these children into her own
family and cared for them as a mother. She was the daughter of a white
man, was born at Fort Laramie, and had married an interpreter by the
name of Bradley. She was quite intelligent, having been educated by her
husband.

In January, 1868, two other children were captured in the State of
Texas by the Kiowah Indians. They were girls, aged five and three
years. Their parents and all the known relatives had been murdered, and
the children had been recently recovered from the Indians, and were in
the care of J. H. Leavenworth, United States Indian Agent. Having no
knowledge of their parentage, they were named Helen and Heloise Lincoln.

Another interesting family was taken from Texas by the Indians, their
beautiful home destroyed, and all killed with the exception of the
mother and three daughters.

Their name was Boxx. The ages of the children were respectively
eighteen, fourteen, and ten, and they were allowed to be together for a
time, but afterward were separated.

They experienced great cruelties. The youngest was compelled to stand
on a bed of live coals, in order to torture the mother and sisters.

Lieutenant Hesselberger, the noble and brave officer, whose name will
live forever in the hearts of the captives he rescued, heard of this
family, and, with a party of his brave men, went immediately to the
Indian village, and offered a reward for the captives, which at first
was declined, but he at length succeeded in purchasing the mother and
one girl; he afterward procured the release of the others.

Lieutenant Hesselberger braved death in so doing, and his only
reward is the undying gratitude of those who owe their lives to his
self-sacrificing, humane devotion and courage.

In the fall of 1868, the Indians commenced depredations on the frontier
of Kansas, and after many serious outbreaks, destroying homes and
murdering settlers, the Governor issued a call for volunteers to assist
General Sheridan in protecting the settlers and punishing the Indians.
Among those who volunteered was my youngest brother, and many of my old
schoolmates and friends from Geneva, who related to me the following
incidents, which are fully substantiated by General Sheridan and others.

Mrs. Morgan, an accomplished and beautiful bride, and Miss White, an
educated young lady, were both taken from their homes by the Indians.
They were living on the Republican River.

During their captivity they suffered much from the inclemency of the
weather, and it was March before they were released by General Sheridan.

The troops, the Kansas boys, were all winter among the mountains,
endeavoring to protect the frontier.

They suffered great privation, being obliged sometimes to live
on the meat of mules, and often needing food. All honor to these
self-sacrificing men, who braved the cold and hunger of the mountains
to protect the settlers on the frontier.

A Mrs. Blynn, whose maiden name was Harrington, of Franklin County,
Kansas, who was married at the age of nineteen, and started with her
young husband for the Pacific coast, was taken prisoner by the Indians
and suffered terrible brutality.

About that time the savages had become troublesome on the plains,
attacking every wagon-train, killing men and capturing women. But the
train in which Mr. Blynn and his wife traveled was supposed to be very
strong, and able to repel any attack made upon them, should there be
any such trouble.

Mrs. Blynn had a presentiment of evil—of the fate of their unfortunate
company, and her own dark impending destiny, in a dream, the
realization of which proved too true.

When she related her dream to her husband, he tried to laugh away her
superstitious fears, and prevent its impression on her mind.

It was not many days after that a large number of warriors of the Sioux
tribe were seen in the distance, and the people of the train arranged
themselves in a shape for attack.

The Indians, seeing this preparation, and, fearing a powerful
resistance, fired a few shots, and, with yells of rage and
disappointment, went off.

Within the succeeding days the travelers saw Indians, but they did not
come near enough to make trouble.

Confident of no disturbance or hinderance to their journey, the happy
emigrants journeyed on fearless (comparatively) of the red skins, and
boasting of their power.

But the evil hour at last approached. When the column had reached Sand
Creek, and was in the act of crossing, suddenly the wild yells of
Indians fell upon their ears, and soon a band of Cheyennes charged down
upon them.

Two wagons had already got into the stream, and, instead of hastening
the others across, and thus putting the creek between themselves and
their pursuers, the whites drove the two back out of the water, and,
entangled in the others, threw every thing in confusion. This confusion
is just what the Indians like, and they began whooping, shouting, and
firing furiously, in order to cause a stampede of the live-stock.

In five minutes all was accomplished; all the animals, except those
well fastened to the wagons, were dashing over the prairie. The Indians
then circled around and fired a volley of bullets and arrows. Mr. Blynn
was killed at the second fire, while standing before the wagon in which
were his wife and child.

“God help them!” was all he said, as, firing his rifle at the Indians
for the last time, he sank down dead.

The men returned the fire for awhile, then fled, leaving their wounded,
all their wagons, and the women and children in the hands of the
relentless victors.

Santana, who led the band, sprang in first, followed by his braves,
whom he ordered to let the cowardly pale faces run away without pursuit.

The dead and wounded were scalped, and the women and children taken
captive. All were treated with brutal conduct; and, having secured all
the plunder they could, the savages set fire to every wagon, and, with
the horses they had taken from the train, set out in the direction of
their villages.

Mrs. Blynn’s child, Willie, two years old, cried very much, which so
enraged Santana that he seized him by the heels, and was ready to dash
out his brains, but the poor mother, in her agony, sprang forward,
caught the child, and fought so bravely with the infuriated murderer,
that he laughed, and told her to keep it; for he feared she would fret
if he killed it.

Mounted on a pony, her child in her arms, she endeavored to please her
savage captor by appearing satisfied, dwelling on the hope that some
event would occur, whereby she might be rescued and restored to her
friends. It was for her darling child that she endeavored to keep up
her heart and resolve to live.

When they arrived at Santana’s village, Mrs. Blynn was left alone of
all the seven who were taken. Group after group dropped away from the
main body, taking with them the women whom they had prisoners.

Her hardships soon commenced. For a day or two she was fed
sufficiently; but afterward all that she had to eat she got from the
squaws in the same lodge with her; and, as they were jealous of her,
they often refused to give her any thing, either for herself or Willie.

An Indian girl, in revenge for an injury done her by Santana, the
murder of her best friend, became a spy for General Sheridan, and
endeavored by every means in her power to rescue Mrs. Blynn from the
grasp of these savages; but her efforts were unsuccessful. She was a
true friend to the unfortunate lady, giving her food, and endeavoring
to cheer her with the promise of rescue and safe deliverance.

The squaws abused her shamefully in the absence of Santana, burning her
with sharp sticks and splinters of resinous wood, and inflicting the
most excruciating tortures upon her. Her face, breasts, and limbs were
one mass of wounds. Her precious little one was taken by the hair of
the head and punished with a stick before her helpless gaze.

Mrs. Blynn, the captive, previous to this torture, had written a letter
to the general commanding the department, whoever he might be, and sent
it by the Indian girl.

We insert a copy of this letter, which is sufficient to draw tears from
the eye of any one who may read it.

                           “KIOWAH VILLAGE, ON THE WASHITA RIVER. }
                              Saturday, _November 7, 1868_.       }

  “KIND FRIEND:

  “Whoever you may be, if you will only buy us from the Indians with
  ponies or any thing, and let me come and stay with you until I can
  get word to my friends, they will pay you well; and I will work for
  you also, and do all I can for you.

  “If it is not too far to this village, and you are not afraid to
  come, I pray you will try.

  “The Indians tell me, as near as I can understand, they expect
  traders to come, to whom they will sell us. Can you find out by
  the bearer, and let me know if they are white men? If they are
  Mexicans, I am afraid they will sell us into slavery in Mexico.

  “If you can do nothing for me, write, for God’s sake! to W. T.
  Harrington, Ottawa, Franklin County, Kansas—my father. Tell him we
  are with the Kiowahs, or Cheyennes; and they say when the white men
  make peace we can go home.

  “Tell him to write to the Governor of Kansas about it, and for them
  to make peace. Send this to him, please.

  “We were taken on October 9th, on the Arkansas, below Fort Lyon. My
  name is Mrs. Clara Blynn. My little boy, Willie Blynn, is two years
  old.

  “Do all you can for me. Write to the Peace Commissioners to make
  peace this fall. For our sake do all you can, and God will bless
  you for it!

  “If you can let me hear from you, let me know what you think about
  it. Write to my father. Send him this. Good-by!

                                                 “MRS. R. F. BLYNN.

  “P. S.—I am as well as can be expected, but my baby, my darling,
  darling little Willie, is very weak. O, God! help him! Save him,
  kind friend, even if you can not save me. Again, good-by.”

                   •       •       •       •       •

Mrs. Blynn passed her time in drudgery, hoping against hope up to the
morning of the battle, when General Sheridan’s gallant soldiers, under
the command of General Custer, came charging with loud huzzahs upon the
village.

Black Kettle’s camp was the first attacked, though all the village was,
of course, aroused.

The heart of Mrs. Blynn must have beat wildly, mingling with hope and
dread, when she heard the noise and firing, and saw the United States
soldiers charging upon her captors.

Springing forward, she exclaimed: “Willie, Willie, saved at last!” but
the words were scarce on her lips, ere the tomahawk of the revengeful
Santana was buried in her brain; and in another instant little Willie
was in the grasp of the monster, and his head dashed against a tree;
then, lifeless, he was thrown upon the dying mother’s breast, whose
arms instinctively closed around the dead baby boy, as though she
would protect him to the last moment of her life.

General Sheridan and his staff, in searching for the bodies of Major
Elliott and his comrades, found these among the white soldiers, and
they were tenderly carried to Fort Cobb, where, in a grave outside the
stockade, mother and child lie sleeping peacefully, their once bruised
spirits having joined the loved husband and father in the land where
captivity is unknown.

Surely, if heaven is gained by the sorrows of earth, this little family
will enjoy the brightest scenes of the celestial world.




                            CHAPTER XXVII.

  MOVE TO WYOMING—FALSE FRIENDS—THE MANUSCRIPT OF MY NARRATIVE
    TAKEN BY ANOTHER PARTY AND PUBLISHED—I GO TO WASHINGTON.


Mr. Kelly’s sudden death, my own sickness, and the scourge of cholera,
all coming at one time, proved disastrous to me in a pecuniary way. I
was defrauded in every way, even to the robbing of my husband’s body
of the sum of five hundred dollars the day of his death. However, I
finally disposed of the remnant of property left, and started for
Wyoming, where lived the only persons beside myself who survived the
attack on our train. They had prospered, and in a spirit of kindness,
as I then thought, invited and prevailed on me to share their home.

It proved a most disastrous move for me. My leisure hours, since my
release from captivity, had been devoted to preparing for publication,
in book form, a narrative of my experience and adventures among the
Indians, and it was completed. The manuscript was surreptitiously
taken, and a garbled, imperfect account of my captivity issued as the
experience of my false friend, who, by the aid of an Indian, escaped
after a durance of only one day and night.

[Illustration: Red Cloud, the Orator Sioux Chief.]

I remained in Wyoming one year, then started for Washington, resolved
to present a claim to the Government for losses sustained at the hands
of the Indians. I knew what difficulties beset my path, but duty to my
child urged me on, and I was not without some hope of success.

After learning of my captivity through Captain Fisk, President Lincoln
had issued orders to the different military commanders that my freedom
from the Indians must be purchased at any price; and my sad story
was well known to the then existing authorities when I arrived in
Washington.

President Grant, learning through a friend from Colorado of my
presence, sent for me, and assured me of his warmest sympathy. He was
cognizant of what had already transpired relative to me, and told me
the papers were on file in the War Department, in charge of General
Sherman.

In presenting my claim, many difficulties had to be encountered; but
members of Congress, realizing that some compensation was due me, and
understanding the delay that would result from a direct application to
the Indian Bureau, introduced a bill appropriating to me five thousand
dollars for valuable services rendered the Government in saving Captain
Fisk’s train from destruction, and by timely warning saving Fort Sully
from pillage, and its garrison from being massacred. This was done
without my having any knowledge of it until after the bill had passed
both houses of Congress and become a law.

During my stay in Washington, Red Cloud, and a delegation of chiefs and
head warriors from the different tribes of the Dakota or Sioux nation,
arrived. They all recognized me as once having been with their people,
and seemed quite rejoiced at the meeting.

Some of the good Christian people of the city extended to the Indians,
through me, an invitation to attend church one Sabbath, which I made
known to Red Cloud, telling him of the great organ, the fine music they
would hear, and of the desire the good people had to benefit their
souls.

Red Cloud replied with dignity that he did not have to go to the big
house to talk to the Great Spirit; he could sit in his tipi or room,
and the Great Spirit would listen. The Great Spirit was not where the
big music was. No, he would not go.

None of the Indians accepted the invitation; but some of the squaws
went, escorted to the church in elegant carriages; but they soon
left in disgust. The dazzling display of fine dresses, the beautiful
church, and the “big music”—none of these had interest for them, if
unaccompanied by a feast.

I attended several of the councils held with the Indians. At one of
them, Red Cloud addressed Secretary Cox and Commissioner Parker in a
lengthy speech on the subject of his grievances, in which he referred
to me as follows. Pointing me out to the Secretary and Commissioner, he
said:

“Look at that woman; she was captured by Silver Horn’s party. I wish
you to pay her what her captors owe her. I am a man true to what I say,
and want to keep my promise. I speak for all my nation. The Indians
robbed that lady there, and through your influence I want her to be
paid out of the first money due us.” Placing his finger first upon the
breast of the Secretary and then of the Commissioner, as if to add
emphasis to what he was about to say, he added, “Pay her out of our
money; do not give the money into any but her own hands; then the right
one will get it.”

In one of my interviews with the chiefs, Red Cloud, Spotted Tail, and
others desired me to get up a paper setting forth my claims against
their people, and they would sign it. I accordingly made out a bill
of items and presented it to them, with my affidavit, and a statement
setting forth the circumstances of capture and robbery, which was fully
explained to them by their interpreter.

This document the chiefs representing the different bands signed
readily. It is inserted elsewhere, with other documents corroborative
of the truth of this narrative. It is also signed by another
delegation of chiefs I met in New York.

With this last interview with the delegation of Indians I met in New
York ends, I trust forever, my experience with Indians. The preparation
of the manuscript for this plain, simple narrative of facts in my
experience, has not been without its pangs. It has seemed, while
writing it, as if with the narration of each incident, I was living
over again the fearful life I led while a captive; and often have I
laid aside the pen to get rid of the feelings which possessed me. But
my task is completed; and with the ending of this chapter, I hope to
lay aside forever all regretful remembrances of my captivity, and,
looking only at the silvery lining to be found in every cloud, enjoy
the happiness which every one may find in child-like trust in Him who
ordereth all things well.




                            CHAPTER XXVIII.

                      GENERAL SULLY’S EXPEDITION.


During the summer of 1864, and while I was a prisoner with the Indians,
an expedition, composed of Iowa and Minnesota volunteers, with a few
independent companies of Nebraska and Dakota men, with one company of
friendly Indians of various tribes, started from Fort Sully, in Dakota,
with the double purpose, under instructions from the War Department,
of escorting a large emigrant train safely through the Indian country
on their way to Idaho, and, if possible, to inflict such punishment on
the hostile bands they might meet as would make them willing to sue for
peace.

The expedition was commanded by General Alfred Sully, of the United
States Army, a brave, skillful officer, and veteran Indian fighter,
having spent the best part of twenty-five years’ service on the
frontier. He was a captain of infantry under General Harney, in
his memorable campaign of 1857, and was present at the battle of
Ash Hollow, where Harney surprised a large band of Indians, with
their families, who were slaughtered indiscriminately, inflicting
such punishment as made the name of General Harney a terror to the
Indians, and, at the same time, brought upon his head the execration
of thin-skinned philanthropists, who thought savages—the “noble red
men” of their imagination—should be conquered only by a sugarplum and
rose-water policy.

For many interesting particulars of this expedition, and its bearing
upon some of the incidents of my captivity and final ransom, I
am indebted to the correspondence of one who was a member of the
expedition, written to his family during its progress.

The first day’s march carries the command to the Cheyenne River, where
the topographical engineer, to whom I have referred, was killed. His
fate was sad, indeed. An officer in the regular army, he served with
distinction in the South during the rebellion, participating in over
fifty battles, and passing through all without a wound. He was captured
by the rebels, paroled, and sent to join General Sully’s expedition, to
make a topographical survey of the country.

Having faced danger on many a well-contested field, he held the Indian
in utter contempt, and roamed the country along the line of march with
reckless indifference to danger.

A short time before reaching the place where the command intended to
go into camp, Captain Fielner started in advance, accompanied by only
one man, a half-breed. Reaching the river, they dismounted, and were
about fastening their horses to graze near a grove of wild plum-trees,
when two Indians stepped out, and one of them shot Captain Fielner,
the ball from his rifle passing through both arms and the breast. The
advance guard arriving soon after, word was sent back to General Sully,
who ordered the company of Dakota Cavalry to deploy and occupy so much
of the country as to make it impossible for the Indians to escape. This
was done, and, closing toward a center, the two savages were found in a
“buffalo wallow,” a depression in the ground made by the buffaloes, and
forming a very good rifle-pit. Being addressed in their own language,
they refused to surrender, and were shot. General Sully afterward had
their heads cut off: and when the command left camp next morning, they
graced two pointed stakes on the bank of the river, placed there as a
warning to all straggling Indians.

The feeling manifested by General Sully on the occasion of Captain
Fielner’s death was intense. A brave officer, a scientific scholar,
and a gentleman of rare social qualities, he had won upon the kindlier
feelings of his associates in rank, and was respected by all. His
untimely death was sincerely mourned by the whole command.

Death by the hand of the enemy had seldom touched that little army—so
seldom, that when a companion failed to answer at roll-call, his
absence was felt. The only other officer killed during the three
years of General Sully’s operations against the Indians was Lieutenant
Thomas K. Leavitt, of Company B, Sixth Iowa Cavalry. At the battle
of Whitestone Hill, in September, 1863, after the Indians had been
utterly routed, Lieutenant Leavitt went through their deserted camp on
foot, his horse having been shot under him; and, approaching a buffalo
robe, raised it with the point of his saber, revealing an Indian and
squaw, who sprang upon him so suddenly that he had no opportunity to
defend himself, and, with their knives, stabbed him in several places.
Darkness came on, and, separated from his companions, stripped of his
clothing, and wounded mortally, he was all night exposed to bitter
cold. Despite his wounds, he crawled over the ground fully a half mile,
was found next morning, and conveyed to camp, where he died soon after.
A young man of superior education, of a wealthy family, he relinquished
a lucrative position in a bank, and enlisted as a private, but was soon
promoted to a lieutenancy; and, at the time of his death, was acting
Adjutant-General on General Sully’s staff.

The emigrant train to be escorted by General Sully’s command came
across from Minnesota, and were met at a point on the Missouri River
about four hundred miles above Sioux City. Here the whole party crossed
to the west bank of the Missouri, where they went into camp, and
remained long enough to recruit their jaded animals, preparatory to a
long and fatiguing march into an almost unknown wilderness, jealously
guarded by a savage foe.

During this halt, Fort Rice, now one of the most important
fortifications on the Missouri River, was built, and, when the march
was resumed, a considerable portion of the command was left to garrison
it.

Here, also, General Sully learned that all the tribes of the Sioux
nation had congregated in the vicinity of Knife River, determined to
resist his passage through their country, and confident that superior
numbers would enable them to annihilate the whole expedition, and gain
a rich booty in horses and goods, to say nothing of the hundreds of
scalp-locks they hoped to win as trophies of their prowess.

About the middle of July the expedition took up its march westward, and
after a few days reached Heart River. Meantime, information had been
received, from Indians employed as scouts, that the enemy had gathered
in strong force at a place called Ta-ka-a-ku-ta, or Deer Woods,
about eighty miles to the northwest, and that distance out of the
proposed route of the expedition. Accordingly, General Sully ordered
the emigrant train and heavy army wagons corralled, rifle-pits were
dug, and, as the emigrants were generally well armed, it was deemed
necessary to leave only a small force of cavalry to protect them in
case of attack.

Putting the balance of the command in light marching order, leaving
behind tents and all other articles not absolutely necessary, the
little band of determined men started for the camp of the enemy.
Although the Indians were aware of the contemplated attack, such was
the celerity of General Sully’s movements, he came within sight of
their camp at least twenty-four hours sooner than they thought it
possible the distance could be accomplished, taking the Indians by
surprise, they not having time, as is their custom, to remove their
property and women and children beyond the reach of danger.

I was present with this body of Indians when the white soldiers—my
countrymen—came in sight. Alternating between hope and fear,
my feelings can be better imagined than described. I hoped for
deliverance, yet feared disaster and death to that little army.

At 1 o’clock in the afternoon the fight commenced, and raged, with
great fury, until night closed on the scene of conflict, leaving the
whites masters of the field and in possession of the Indian camp.

Early in the day, I, with the women and children and old men, and such
property as could be gathered in our hasty flight, was sent off so as
to be out of the way, not to impede the flight of the Indians in case
of defeat.

This was a terrible blow to the Indians. About eight thousand of them
were gathered there, and their village, with all their property
(except their horses and dogs), including all the stores of provisions
they had gathered for the winter, were lost. Without shelter, without
food, driven into a barren, desolate region, devoid of game, death from
starvation seemed inevitable.

Early next morning pursuit was commenced, but after a march of about
five miles was abandoned, as the country beyond was impassable for
cavalry. Returning to the scene of the previous day’s battle, General
Sully spent several hours in destroying the property abandoned by the
Indians in their flight. Lodge poles were piled together and fired,
and into the flames was cast furs, robes, tents, provisions, and every
thing that fell into the hands of the soldiers.

That night the command camped about six miles from, but within sight
of, the battle-ground, going into camp early in the afternoon. Picket
guards were stationed on the hills, three at a post, and soon after
the camp was thrown into commotion by the appearance of one of the
guard dashing toward camp, at the full speed of his horse, with Indians
in pursuit. His companions, worn out with the arduous service of the
preceding three days, had laid down to sleep, and before the one
remaining on guard could give the alarm, a body of Indians was close
upon them. Discharging his rifle to arouse his companions, he had
barely time to reach his horse and escape. The bodies of the other two
were found next day horribly mutilated; and that night, being within
sight of the battle-ground, the firelight revealed the forms of a large
body of savages dancing around the burning ruins of their own homes.

Returning to Heart River, General Sully took the emigrants again in
charge, and resumed the march toward Idaho.

Traversing a country diversified and beautiful as the sun ever shone
upon, presenting at every turn pictures of natural beauty, such as no
artist ever represented on canvas, the expedition at last struck the
“Mauvais Terra,” or Bad Lands, a region of the most wildly desolate
country conceivable. No pen of writer, nor brush of painter, can give
the faintest idea of its awful desolation.

As the command halted upon the confines of this desert, the mind
naturally reverted to political descriptions of the infernal regions
reached in other days.

The Bad Lands of Dakota extend from the confluence of the Yellow Stone
and Missouri Rivers toward the southwest, a distance of about one
hundred miles, and are from twenty-five to forty miles in width. The
foot of white man had never trod these wilds before.

The first day’s march into this desert carried the expedition ten miles
only, consuming ten hours of time, and leaving the forces four miles
from, and within sight of, the camp, they left in the morning. On the
7th of August, the advance guard were attacked in the afternoon by a
large party of Indians. After a toilsome march of many days, a valley
in the wilderness was reached, presenting an opportunity for rest, and
here the first vegetation was found for the famished horses. In this
valley the troops camped; the advance guard were brought back, having
suffered some from the attack of the ambushed savages.

Next day commenced one of the most memorable battles ever fought with
Indians in the whole experience of the Government. The whole Dakota
nation, including the supposed friendly tribes, was concentrated there,
and numbered fully eight thousand warriors. Opposed to them was a mere
handful, comparatively, of white men. But they were led by one skilled
in war, and who knew the foe he had to contend against.

For three days the fight raged, and, finally, on the night of the
third day, and after a toilsome march of ten days through the “Bad
Lands,” the command reached a broad, open country, where the savages
made a final, desperate stand to drive the invaders back. They were
the wild Dakotians, who had seen but little of the white settlements,
and had a contemptuous opinion. But a new lesson was to be learned,
and it cost them dearly. They had seen guns large and small, but the
little mountain howitzers, from which shells were sent among them,
they could not comprehend, and asked the Indian scouts accompanying
the expedition if all the wagons “shot twice.” Terrible punishment was
inflicted upon the Indians in that three days’ fight.

At the close of the second day, the brigade wagon-master reported that
he had discovered the tracks of a white woman, and believed the Indians
held one captive. This was the first intimation General Sully received
of my captivity, and, not having received from the western posts any
report of captures by Indians, thought it must be some half-breed woman
who wore the foot gear of civilization.

But the sympathetic nature of that brave, noble General was stirred to
its depths, when his Indian scouts brought in the report that they had
talked with the hostile foe, and they had tauntingly said, “we have a
white woman captive.”

The Indians were badly whipped, and having accomplished that portion
of his mission, General Sully went on with his emigrant train to the
Yellow Stone River, and beyond that there were long, toilsome marches,
but no battles.

Early in October the command arrived opposite Fort Rice, and went
into camp. The tents of the little band of white warriors were hardly
pitched before word came that Captain Fisk, with a large party of
emigrants and a small escort of soldiers, had been attacked by a large
party of Indians; had corralled their train, and could not move, but
were on the defensive, and were confident of holding out until relief
should come. They were distant about one hundred and eighty miles, and
the sympathetic nature of the veteran, while it condemned the action of
his junior officer, thrilled with an earnest desire to save the women
and children of that apparently doomed train.

A detail of men from each company of the command was made, and
Captain Fisk and his train of emigrants rescued from their perilous
situation. Here was received proof positive of the fact that a white
woman was held captive by the Indians; and while every man would have
been willing to risk his life for her rescue, and many applications
were made to the General for permission to go out on expeditions for
that purpose, he had already adopted such measures as must secure her
release.

Friendly Indians who had accompanied the expedition were sent out to
visit the various tribes, to assure them of an earnest desire on the
part of the whites for peace, and invite them to meet at Fort Sully to
make a treaty. The result was that about the latter part of October
the vicinity of the fort presented an unusual appearance of animation.
Several bands had come in, in anticipation of the big feast that had
hitherto preceded all talks. Their disappointment may be imagined when
they were told that no talk would be had, nor any feast given, until
they brought in the white woman. Their protestations, that she was not
their captive, and that they could not get her from the band who held
her, were of no avail, and, at length, Tall Soldier, who was thought to
be friendly, called for volunteers to go with him for the white woman.
About one hundred Indians responded, and the assurance was given that
they would get the captive, if even at the expense of a fight with
those they went to take her from.

Weeks of painful suspense passed, and then came a letter from the
captive woman, brought by an Indian, in which warning was given of
an intent to capture the fort and murder the garrison. The warning
was acted upon; and when, on the 12th day of December, a large body
of Indians appeared on the bluffs overlooking the fort, that little
band of not more than two hundred men was prepared to give them a warm
reception should they come with hostile intent. Not only were arms in
prime condition, but every heart beat with high resolve.

When the cavalcade drew up in front of the fort, and the captive woman,
with about twelve of her immediate savage attendants, had passed
through the gates, they were ordered closed, shutting out the main
body, and leaving them exposed to a raking fire from the guns in the
bastions.

But no attack was made. The Indians seemed to know that the little
band of soldiers were prepared, and went quietly into camp, on an
island opposite the fort. Next day a council was held, and the terms
of the captives surrender agreed upon. Three unserviceable horses,
to replace ponies left with the Ogalallas by the Blackfeet, as a
pledge for the captives return; also, fifty dollars worth of presents,
some provisions, and a promise of a treaty when General Sully should
return. The Indians remained about the fort nearly two weeks, and
during that time efforts were made to induce the captive woman to
leave the fort and visit them at their lodges, doubtless with the
design of recapturing her. After making the captive some presents,
they bade adieu. Two months later they returned, apparently very much
disappointed when they found the captive had left for her home. They
were soon again upon the war path.




                    DEDICATED TO MRS. FANNY KELLY.

                             BY A SOLDIER.


    In early youth, far in the distant west,
    With gentle steps the fragrant fields you pressed;
    Then joy rebounded in thy youthful heart,
    Nor thought of care, or trouble, bore no part.
    The morn of life, whose sky seems ever bright,
    And distant hills are tinged with crimson light,
    When hope, bright hope, by glowing fancies driven,
    Fill’d thy young heart with raptured thoughts of heaven
    ’Twas there, ’neath yonder glorious western sky,
    Where noble forests wave their heads on high,
    And gentle zephyrs, filled with rich perfume,
    Swept o’er vast prairies in undying bloom;
    And there where silvery lakes and rippling streams
    Go murmuring through the hills and valleys green,
    And birds sing gayly, as they soar along,
    In gentle notes, their ever-welcome song.
    ’Twas there was passed thy youthful life away,
    And all became a dread reality;
    Then woo’d and wedded to the one you loved,
    As partner of thy life all else above;
    To share thy brightest hopes, or gloomy fears,
    Or mingle in thy smiles, or gushing tears;
    To be to thee a constant bosom friend,
    Faithful and true till life’s last hours should end:
    Those days and years so pleasantly passed by,
    No tears of grief—thy bosom knew no sigh;
    But, ah! those days, those halcyon days, are past,
    Those sunny hours, they were too sweet to last!
    For far out o’er the broadest prairie plain,
    Onward you pressed a distant home to gain.
    Days, even weeks, so pleasantly passed o’er,
    That mem’ry brought back those sweet days of yore;
    Those days of thy youth for which you did sigh,
    But ne’er did ye think that some soon should die.
    For days of sadness, those days that come to all,
    From the humblest cot to the palace hall,
    When gathering darkness cloud the clear, blue sky,
    Our brightest prospects all in ruin lie.
    While gathering round the camp at close of day,
    As the sun shed forth her last but lingering ray,
    The war-whoop of the Sioux Indian band
    Was heard; “They come,” and all surrounded stand.
    A moment more, and then around thee lay,
    As the dark smoke had cleared itself away,
    The lifeless forms of those in horror slain,
    And thou, alas! the only one remain.
    No bosom friend, no counselor is near,
    To sooth thy troubled breast, or quell thy fear.
    Those dearest by all earthly ties are fled,
    And you, a captive, stand among the dead;
    For months in bondage to this savage band,
    With none to rescue from his cruel hand,
    To rove with them o’er prairies far and wild,
    Far from thy husband and thy murdered child.
    No star of hope, nor sun’s resplendent light,
    Sends down one gleam upon this fearful night;
    No power to pierce the dark and hidden gloom,
    That veils the heart while in this earthly tomb.
    But, lo! a change, a wondrous change, to thee!
    Once held a captive, but now from bondage free.
    The great Jehovah reigns; His arm is strong,
    He sets the captive free, though waiteth long,
    And turns the darkest hours of midnight gloom,
    Into the effulgent brightness of noon.

                                                        W. S. V. H.




                     CERTIFICATE OF INDIAN CHIEFS.


Personally appeared before me, a Notary Public for the District of
Columbia, Mrs. Fanny Kelly, who is at this time a citizen of the State
of Kansas, and being duly sworn, deposes and says:

That in the year 1864, she started from Geneva, Allen County, Kansas,
for the purpose of settling with her husband and family in Montana, and
for this purpose she with her husband took all the goods and chattels
they had, which are enumerated below, with amount and value.

She further says she is now a widow and has a family to support.

But she was for many months a prisoner, and taken captive by a band of
the Sioux Indians, at the time at war with the white people, and with
the United States, as follows: On the 12th day of July, 1864, while on
the usually traveled road across the plains, and west of Fort Laramie,
she, with her husband and family, with several other persons, were
attacked by these Indians, and five of the party were killed, while she
was taken captive. That the Indians took or destroyed all they had. She
was a captive for five months, suffered hardships and taunts, and was
finally delivered to the military authorities of the United States in
Dakota, at Fort Sully.

That the following is a statement of their goods and effects, including
stock, as near as she can remember. The whole account was made out and
placed, as she is informed, in the hands of Dr. Burleigh, late delegate
from Dakota, but which she can not find at this time. The amount and
the leading items she knows to be as follows:

                   •       •       •       •       •

                                                          FANNY KELLY

Subscribed and sworn to before me, this 24th day of February, A. D.
1870.

                                     JAS. H. MCKENNEY, Notary Public,
                                             Washington County, D. C.

  CITY OF WASHINGTON,         }
      District of Columbia,   }
              June 9th, 1870. }

We, the undersigned, chiefs and head men of the Dakota or Sioux
Indians, do hereby acknowledge and certify to the facts set forth
in the foregoing affidavit of Mrs. Fanny Kelly, as to her captivity
and to the destruction of her property by members of our nation. We
acknowledge the justness of her claim against us for the loss of her
goods, and desire that the same may be paid her out of any moneys
now due our nation, or that may become due us by annuity or by any
appropriation made by Congress; and we would respectfully request that
the amount as set forth in the foregoing bill be paid to Mrs. Fanny
Kelly by the Department, out of any funds that may now or hereafter
belong to us.

                                              SPOTTED ✕ TAIL,
                                                Chief of Brule Sioux.

                                              SWIFT ✕ BEAR,
                                                Chief of Brule Sioux.

                                              FAST ✕ BEAR,
                                                Warrior, Brule Sioux.

                                              YELLOW ✕ HAIR,
                                                Warrior, Brule Sioux.

I certify that I was present when the above statement was signed by
said Brule Sioux chiefs and warriors, and that the same was fully
explained to them before they subscribed to same by the interpreter.

                                              CHAS. E. GUERU,
                                                Sioux Interpreter.

  WASHINGTON, D. C., June 9, 1870.

  Witnessed by:
    DEWITT C. POOLE,
      Captain U. S. Army, and Agent for Sioux Indians.

                                              RED ✕ CLOUD,
                                              RED ✕ DOG,
                                              ROCKY ✕ BEAR,
                                              LONG ✕ WOLF,
                                              SWORD ✕
                                              SETTING ✕ BEAR,
                                              LITTLE ✕ BEAR,
                                              YELLOW ✕

I certify that I was present when the above statement was signed by the
Ogalalla chiefs and warriors, and that the same was fully explained to
them before they subscribed to the same by the interpreter.

                                              JOHN RICHARD.

  Witness:
    JUELS COFFEY.

  WASHINGTON, D. C., June 11, 1870.

                                              LITTLE ✕ SWAN,
                                              PRETTY ✕ BEAR,
                                              BLACK ✕ TOMAHAWK,
                                              RED ✕ FEATHER.

I certify on honor that I was present when the above statement was
signed by the said chiefs and warriors of the Minnicconyon and Saus
Arcs bands of Sioux Indians, and that the same was fully explained to
them by

                                                   his
                                              BAZEL ✕ CLEMENS,
                                                   mark.
                                                      Interpreter.

  Witness:
      M. A. VAN ZANDT.

                                          GEO. M. RANDALL,
                                    Capt. and Brvt. Maj. U. S. A.,
                                                    Indian Agent.

  NEW YORK, July 14, 1870.




       CERTIFIED COPIES OF MY CORRESPONDENCE WITH CAPTAIN FISK.


                       WASHINGTON, D. C., January 13, 1865.

  L. THOMAS, Adjutant General, U. S. A.,
                        Washington, D. C.

GENERAL:

                   •       •       •       •       •

We made our start from Fort Ridgley, where I had received the kindest
attentions and important favors from the officers in charge, on the
afternoon of the 15th of July.

                   •       •       •       •       •

                   THE TRUCE—A CAPTIVE WHITE WOMAN.

Soon there was a gathering of what appeared to be all the Indians
about, on an eminence of prairie one mile away, and in full sight of
the camp. There came from the crowd three unarmed warriors toward the
train, holding up a white flag which they planted in the ground about
seven hundred yards off, and then retired.

This was an unexpected phase to the affair. While we were making extra
preparations for war, there came a truce. I sent Mitchell, my brave and
efficient officer of the guard, with two Sioux half-bred interpreters
to ascertain the meaning of this overture. They found, on reaching the
ground, a letter stuck in a stick, and directed to me. Without pausing
to converse with the Indians, who were a few rods distant, my assistant
returned to camp with the letter. That letter appeared to have been
written by a white woman, a captive in the hands of the Indians, and
read as follows:

  “Makatunke says he will not fight wagons, for they have been
  fighting two days. They had many killed by the goods they brought
  into camp. They tell me what to write. I do not understand them. I
  was taken by them July 12. They say for the soldiers to give forty
  head of cattle.

  “Hehutalunca says he fights not, but they have been fighting. Be
  kind to them, and try to free me, for mercy’s sake.

  “I was taken by them July 12.

  (Signed)                                              “MRS. KELLY.”

  “Buy me if you can, and you will be satisfied. They have killed
  many whites. Help me if you can.

  “Unkpapas (they put words in, and I have to obey) they say for the
  wagons they are fighting for them to go on. But I fear the result
  of this battle. The Lord have mercy on you. Do not move.”

I replied to this letter as follows:

  “MRS. KELLY:

  “If you are really a white woman captive in the hands of these
  Indians, I shall be glad to buy you and restore you to your
  friends, and if a few unarmed Indians will deliver you at the place
  where your letter was received, I will send there for them three
  good American horses, and take you to our camp.

  “I can not allow any party of Indians, few or many, to come to my
  train, or camp, while in this country.

  “Tell them I shall move when I get ready, and halt as long as
  I think proper. I want no advice or favor from the Indians who
  attacked, but am prepared to fight them as long as they choose to
  make war. I do not, in the least, fear the result of this battle.

  “Hoping that you may be handed to us at once for the offer I have
  made,

  “I am truly,
  (Signed)                              “JAS. L. FISK, Capt. Comd’g.”

The above letter was sent back by the Indian messenger, and we awaited
the result. In the afternoon we received the following reply:

  “I am truly a white woman, and now in sight of your camp, but they
  will not let me go. They say they will not fight, but don’t trust
  them. They say, ‘How d’ye do.’ They say they want you to give them
  sugar, coffee, flour, gunpowder, but give them nothing till you can
  see me for yourself, but induce them, taking me first. They want
  four wagons, and they will stop fighting. They want forty cattle
  to eat; I have to write what they tell me. They want you to come
  here—you know better than that. His name Chatvaneo and the other’s
  name Porcupine. Read to yourself, some of them can talk English.
  They say this is their ground. They say, ‘Go home and come back
  no more.’ The Fort Laramie soldiers have been after me, but they
  (the Indians) run so; and they say they want knives and axes and
  arrow-iron to shoot buffalo. Tell them to wait and go to town, and
  they can get them. I would give them any thing for liberty. Induce
  them to show me before you give any thing. They are very anxious
  for you to move now. Do not, I implore you, for your life’s sake.

                                                        “FANNY KELLY.

  “My residence formerly Geneva, Allen County, Kansas.”

I returned by the Indian the following reply:

  “DEAR MADAM:

  “Your second communication convinces me that you are what you
  profess to be, a captive white woman, and you may be assured that
  myself and my party are eager for release, but for the present
  I can not accede to the demands, or gratify the wants of your
  captors. We are sent on an important trust and mission, by order of
  the great War Chief at Washington, westward to the mountain region,
  with a small party of well-armed and determined men, feeling
  entirely capable of defending ourselves; but we are not a war
  party, and our train is not intended for war purposes. Powder and
  shot we have, but no presents for the hostile Indians.

  “I am an officer of the Government, but am not authorized, by my
  instructions to give any thing but destruction to Indians who try
  to stop me on my march. However, I will, for your release, give
  three of my own horses, some flour, sugar, and coffee, or a load of
  supplies. Tell the Indians to go back for the night, and to-morrow
  at noon, if they will send you with five men to deliver you to my
  soldiers on the mound we occupied to-day, their main body not to
  advance beyond their present position, I will hand over to them the
  horses and provisions, which they will be permitted to take away to
  their headquarters.

  “Should there be occasion, the same opportunity for communicating
  will be granted to-morrow.

  “The Great Spirit tells me that you will yet be safely returned to
  your friends, and that all wrongs that have been committed on the
  defenseless and innocent shall be avenged.

  “In warmest sympathy, I am, Madam,

                                                “JAS. L. FISK,
                                        “Capt. and A. Q. M. U. S. A.”

                   •       •       •       •       •

  With high regard, I have the honor to be,
          Yours, very truly,
                                                JAS. L. FISK,
                            Capt. and A. Q. M. Commanding Expedition.

  ADJUTANT GENERAL’S OFFICE,      }
      WASHINGTON, March 17, 1870. }
          OFFICIAL EXTRACT.       }

                                                  WM. BEECH,
                                          Assistant Adjutant General.




              STATEMENT OF LIEUTENANT G. A. HESSELBERGER.


                                 WASHINGTON, D. C., Feb’y 16, 1870.

  To the Hon. JAMES HARLAN,
          Chairman Com. Ind. Affairs, U. S. Senate.

  SIR:

  I have the honor to make the following statement in relation to the
  captivity and release of Mrs. Fanny Kelly.

  In the summer of 1864, an expedition under the command of General
  Alfred Sully, U. S. A., started against the hostile Sioux in
  Dakota Territory, of which expedition I was a member, being then
  an officer, First Lieutenant, in the Sixth Iowa Volunteer Cavalry.
  Whilst on the expedition, we ascertained that Mrs. Fanny Kelly was
  a prisoner of the Indians that we were then engaged against. After
  the command returned to Fort Rice, in Dakota Territory, news was
  received from Captain Fisk, an officer of the Engineer Department,
  U. S. A., that he was surrounded, and his train corralled by the
  same Indians that we had been fighting. I, with others, saw Fisk,
  and was personally told by him that he had received notes and
  letters of warning from Mrs. Kelly, telling him that he must not
  break his train, that the Indians intended to fall upon the two
  portions, if he did, and to massacre his guard and the emigrants
  and children with him.

  In the fall, after the expedition had been abandoned, the troops
  were scattered at different posts along the Missouri River, I,
  with my company, being left at Fort Sully, Dakota Territory. About
  the latter part of November, an Indian came inside the post. I,
  being officer of the day, asked him what he wanted. He said he
  came a long way, and wanted to know if I was the “big chief,” if
  so, he had a paper for me to see. He gave it to me. It was a sheet
  torn out of a business book, and numbered 76 in the corner. The
  substance of the letter was as follows:

  “I write this letter, and send it by this Indian, but don’t know
  whether you will get it, as they are very treacherous. They have
  lied to me so often; they have promised to bring me to town nearly
  every day. I wish you could do something to get me away from them.
  If they do bring me to town, be guarded, as they are making all
  kinds of threats and preparations for an attack. I have made a
  pencil of a bullet, so it might be hard to read. Please treat this
  Indian well. If you don’t, they might kill me.” After having the
  Indian remain for a few days, and giving him plenty to eat, he
  was sent on his return with a letter to Mrs. Kelly. A short time
  after this, one morning, we discovered, back of the Fort on the
  hill, a large body of Indians. The commanding officer was notified
  of the fact. He immediately gave orders to prepare the fort for
  defense. Since the warning received from Mrs. Kelly, we had been
  unusually watchful of the Indians. The fort was poorly constructed,
  having been built by soldiers for winter quarters. The Indians
  were notified not to approach the fort, and only the chiefs, who
  numbered ten or twelve, were allowed to come inside the gates,
  bringing with them Mrs. Kelly, and when inside the fort, the gates
  were immediately closed, shutting out the body of the Indians, who
  numbered about 1,000 to 1,200. A bargain was made for her, and the
  articles agreed upon were delivered for her in exchange.

  I believe, and it was the opinion of others, that the advice and
  warning of Mrs. Kelly was very valuable to us, and was instrumental
  in putting us on our guard, and enabled us to ward off the
  threatened attack of the Indians. In my opinion, had the Indians
  attacked the fort, they could have captured it.

  The day that Mrs. Kelly was brought into the fort was one of the
  coldest I ever experienced, and she was very poorly clad, having
  scarcely any thing to protect her person. Her limbs, hands, and
  face were terribly frozen, and she was put in the hospital at Fort
  Sully, where she remained for a long time, nearly two months, for
  treatment.

  (Signed)                                  G. A. HESSELBERGER,
                                       First Lieutenant U. S. Army.
                                              Res. Leavenworth City.

                                    TREASURY DEPARTMENT,
                               Second Auditor’s Office, June 3, 1870.

The foregoing is a correct copy of the statement of Lieutenant
Hesselberger on file in this office.

                                                        E. B. FRENCH.




     STATEMENT OF OFFICERS AND MEMBERS OF THE SIXTH IOWA CAVALRY.


We, the undersigned, late officers and members of the Sixth Iowa
Cavalry, being duly sworn, do hereby depose and say that, during the
winter of the years 1864 and 1865, the said Sixth Iowa Cavalry was
stationed, and doing military duty, at Fort Sully, in the Territory
of Dakota; that we, in our respective military capacities, were
present during the winter stated at the aforesaid post of Fort Sully.
Deponents further say that, on or about the 6th day of December, in
the year 1864, an Indian appeared before the fort, and signified to
the officer of the day, Lieutenant G. A. Hesselberger, that he had
something to communicate to those within the fort; and the said Indian
was allowed to enter, and presented to the commanding officer, Major
A. E. House, of the regiment before stated, a note, or letter, which
letter we all thoroughly knew the purport of, and it was seen and read
by ——. It was written, or purported to be, by one Mrs. Fanny Kelly,
who represented herself as a captive in the hands of certain Blackfeet
Sioux Indians; and that, under a pretext of delivering her up to her
people, they intended attacking the town or village to which they
purposed going.

Deponents further say that, at the time of the receipt of this letter,
the said Fort Sully was not in such a state of defense as would have
enabled the garrison to hold it against the attack of any considerable
body of men; that, in consequence of the receipt of said letter, Major
House brought the cannon in position to bear on all sides of the fort,
and otherwise ordered and disposed of the garrison to withstand any
attempt to capture or destroy the fort.

Deponents further say that, on or about the 9th day of December, the
said Mrs. Fanny Kelly was brought in as a captive and delivered by
the Indians to the commanding officer at Fort Sully; that the Indians
came up to the fort painted in war paint, and singing their war songs;
that as soon as Mrs. Kelly was within the gates of the fort, they were
closed, and all the Indians save those who had her directly in charge
were shut out from entrance into said fort.

Deponents further say, that they verily believe, from information
then gained, and from that which they afterward learned, it was the
intention of the Indians to attack the fort, and they were only
prevented from doing so by the preparations which the letter of warning
from the said Mrs. Fanny Kelly had induced the commanding officer to
make; and they verily believe that, had the attack been made without
such preparations, it would have resulted in the capture of the fort
and the massacre of its inmates; and such was the expressed opinion of
nearly all the members of the said Sixth Iowa Cavalry then stationed
therein; and further deponents say not.

          { JOHN LOGAN, _Capt. Co. K, Sixth Reg. Iowa Cavalry_.
          { DEAN CHEADLE, _O. S._  〃       〃     〃     〃
  Signed. { JOHN M. WILLIAMS, _Q. M. S._    〃     〃     〃
          { JOHN MAGEE, _Serg’t Co. H_,     〃     〃     〃
          { JOHN COOPER, _Corp. Co. K_,     〃     〃     〃
          { MERIT M. OAKLEY, _Corp. Co. H_, 〃     〃  	 〃

Personally appeared before me, A. J. McKean, Clerk of the District
Court, Linn County, State of Iowa, and made solemn oath that the
foregoing is true and correct in all particulars, and that neither of
the parties hereto subscribing is interested in any way in any effort
which the said Mrs. Kelly may make, or has made, for indemnity, on this
22d day of January, A. D., 1870.

    [SEAL.]                                     A. J. MCKEAN,
                           _Clerk District Court, Linn County, Iowa_.

                                    TREASURY DEPARTMENT,    }
              SECOND AUDITOR’S OFFICE, _December_ 2d, 1870. }

I certify the foregoing to be a true copy of the original filed in this
office.

                                                  E. B. FRENCH,
                                                    _Second Auditor_.

           [_The memoranda below are written with pencil._]

Captain Logan was the officer of the day when Mrs. Kelly was brought
into the fort (Sully).

John Magee, Sergeant Co. H. Sixth Iowa Cavalry, was sergeant of the
guard at the same time.

  To HON. JAMES HARLAN, U. S. S., and HON. WM. SMYTH, M. C.,
    Second Congressional District, Iowa:

GENTLEMEN:—

I was at Fort Sully when the arrangement was made for the capture of
this woman. Was not there when the Indians brought her into the fort;
but am satisfied that the above affidavit, in the main, is correct.

                    (Signed.)           T. S. BARDWELL,
                    _Late Assistant Surgeon Sixth Iowa Cavalry_.
                              TREASURY DEPARTMENT,      }
          SECOND AUDITOR’S OFFICE, _December 24, 1870_. }

I certify the foregoing to be a true copy of the original filed in this
office.

                                                  E. B. FRENCH,
                                                    _Second Auditor_.


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