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DAYS ON THE ROAD


[Illustration: Sarah Raymond Herndon (signature)]




  DAYS ON THE ROAD

  CROSSING THE PLAINS IN 1865


  BY
  SARAH RAYMOND HERNDON


  [Illustration]


  NEW YORK
  BURR PRINTING HOUSE
  1902




  COPYRIGHT, 1902,
  BY SARAH RAYMOND HERNDON.




  DEDICATED TO
  THE PIONEERS OF MONTANA AND
  THE “GREAT WEST,”
  WHO CROSSED THE PLAINS IN WAGONS.




PREFACE.


I do not expect to gain fame or fortune by the publication of this
little book. I have prepared it for publication, because a number of
the pioneers who read my journal twenty years ago, when published in
_The Husbandman_, have asked me to.

At that time I was a busy wife, mother and housekeeper, and could only
write when my baby boy was taking his daily nap, to supply the copy for
each week. No one knows better than I how very imperfect it was, yet
many seemed to enjoy it, and the press that noticed it at all spoke
very kindly of it.

                                             S. R. H.




REMINISCENCES OF THE PLAINS

BY DR. HOWARD.


Editor _Husbandman_.--Through your kindness to Mrs. Howard, we are
a reader of your excellent journal. Hence a few months ago our eyes
fell upon “Reminisences of Pilgrimage Across the Plains in 1865,” by
S. R. H., and at once recognized the writer as the “lady who rode
the gallant bay.” And now, sir, as we were an humble member of the
gallant McMahan train, frequently referred to in her interesting
journal, permit me through the columns of your paper to tender her
the thanks and gratitude, not only of ourselves, but every surviving
member of that train, for affording us the pleasure of again traveling
that eventful road without the fatigue and hardships of a long and
tiresome journey. And even now, after the lapse of fifteen years, to
be so pleasantly reminded of our “Gallant Bearing” and the confidence
reposed in us for protection, while passing through the Indian
country, we almost regret that the savages did not give us a striking
opportunity of displaying our prowess. It was our pleasure to form the
acquaintance of the writer, as correctly stated, on the north bank
of the South Platte, near the foot of Fremont’s Orchard. The present
editor of the _Husbandman_, then a beardless youth, had been suffering
with typho-malarial fever from the time we left Nebraska City, and we
visited her camp (ostensibly) begging bread, and obtained as good as
was ever baked upon the plains. From this time on, at least for some
hundreds of miles, it was our pleasure to meet her on the road and in
camp. We were in different trains, but camped near each other every
night for protection from the Indians. Very soon, somehow or other,
when our trains were preparing to drive out every morning, and Miss
R. was mounting Dick, we were in the act of mounting our pony Jo, and
even at this day, in thinking over the matter, I am induced to believe
that our ponies became somewhat attached to each other, as they would
instinctively fall into each other’s company. This was the state of
affairs existing at Elk Mountain, where the bouquet was gathered and
presented, and where, it is frankly admitted, we became somewhat
partial.

Well, we do recollect the crossing of North Platte, that turbulent
stream on the Fort Halleck route. Train after train was crossing all
day long. We were standing on the bank, with Captain McMahan, when the
Hardinbrooke train, the one in which she was traveling, approached
the crossing, and we discovered Miss Raymond on the front seat of the
wagon, with lines in hand, in the attitude of driving. We remarked,
“Good gracious, look yonder, is it possible Miss Raymond is going to
drive that team across this terrible stream alone?”

“Now,” said Captain McMahan, “is the time to show your gallantry.”

And before we could think twice, she drove bravely in. Of course we
mounted Jo and followed after her, and here on a little island in the
middle of the river is where we rode up and congratulated her on her
skill as a driver. As we approached the place of our destination our
trains became separated. Miss R. preceded us a few days to the Golden
City. It was our pleasure, however, to visit her in the little domicile
mentioned in her narrative, and

    Talk our troubles over, our journey through at last,
    And in her happy presence we forgot the gloomy past.

We sojourned in Virginia City but a short time, then crossed a
tributary of the Missouri near their confluence, and wintered at
Diamond City Confederate Gulch. The June following we returned to our
native State.

A year after our return Captain McMahan and myself received cards
announcing the nuptials of Miss Raymond and Mr. Herndon, which cards
now occupy receivers on our center tables, for which we were ever
thankful, and at which time, of course, the bouquet crumbled to dust.
And now wishing the “lady who rode the gallant bay” and the lucky
gentleman whose home she makes happy, long life and the enjoyment of a
Montana home; I am,

                                        Truly yours,
                                             W. HOWARD.




PRESS NOTICES.


“Crossing the Plains in 1865,” is the title under which a lady in the
_Rocky Mountain Husbandman_, is publishing a series of letters. The
story of every-day life on the plains is so prettily written, that
these papers repay perusal. We have been charmed by the native grace
of the author, and we send her our compliments whoever she may be. We
crossed the plains the same year, also, six years before, and we can
fully appreciate the experience of our unknown friend who writes so
charmingly.--_Stock, Farm and Home Weekly._

In this issue we close our narrative of pleasure, trials, etc., of a
trip across the great American plains in 1865. It has been a plain,
simple story and true to life and full of interest to Montana’s
oldtimers, and all who made the journey of the plains in wagons. To
the editor of this paper it has been a story of particular interest,
for he, a beardless boy then, crossed the plains, was a member of the
McMahan train, the sick man for whom Dr. Howard often went foraging for
bread.--_Rocky Mountain Husbandman._

“Crossing the Plains in 1865,” is the title of a story which was
written by a well-known lady of Virginia City, for the _Rocky Mountain
Husbandman_, and came to a conclusion in the last number of that paper.

It was a plain, unvarnished recital of the experiences of the journey
across the plains when ox-trains were the favorite conveyances, and
the voyagers were subjected to many vicissitudes unknown to travelers
of the present day. Though quite unpretentious as to literary merit,
it has been interesting in recalling to the minds of the pioneers, who
have read it, the eventful scenes of their own pilgrimage, and to them,
it has been pleasant reading.--_Madisonian._

“I have felt a deep interest in S. R. H.’s, ‘Crossing the Plains in
1865,’ all through these long series of letters, and many a familiar
spot has been brought back to me that had long been forgotten. And as
some of the actors in the play live in Challis, I will say to S. R. H.,
that Mrs. Hardinbrooke is still loved by a large circle of friends, and
that little Annie is now a blooming young lady, and ever worthy the
good-bye kiss; that the Captain has never disgraced the title bestowed
in 1865.

“I am, Mr. Editor, respectfully yours,

                                             “O. E. PENWELL.”




DAYS ON THE ROAD




WE START.

                                                  May 1.

As I sit here in the shade of our prairie-schooner, with this blank
book ready to record the events of this our first day on the road, the
thought comes to me:

“Why are we here? Why have we left home, friends, relatives,
associates, and loved ones, who have made so large a part of our lives
and added so much to our happiness?”

“Echo answers ‘Why?’”

“The chief aim in life is the pursuit of life, liberty, and happiness.”
Are we not taking great risks, in thus venturing into the wilderness?
When devoted men and women leave home, friends and the enjoyments of
life to go to some far heathen land, obeying the command: “Go, preach
my Gospel, to every creature,” we look on and applaud and desire to
emulate them. There is something so sublime, so noble in the act that
elevates the missionary above the common order of human beings that we
are not surprised that they make the sacrifice, and we silently wish
that we, too, had been called to do missionary work.

But when people who are comfortably and pleasantly situated pull up
stakes and leave all, or nearly all, that makes life worth the living,
start on a long, tedious, and perhaps dangerous journey, to seek a home
in a strange land among strangers, with no other motive than that of
bettering their circumstances, by gaining wealth, and heaping together
riches, that perish with the using, it does seem strange that so many
people do it.

The motive does not seem to justify the inconvenience, the anxiety,
the suspense that must be endured. Yet how would the great West be
peopled were it not so? God knows best. It is, without doubt, this
spirit of restlessness, and unsatisfied longing, or ambition--if you
please--which is implanted in our nature by an all-wise Creator that
has peopled the whole earth.

This has been a glorious May-day. The sky most beautifully blue, the
atmosphere delightfully pure, the birds twittering joyously, the earth
seems filled with joy and gladness. God has given us this auspicious
day to inspire our hearts with hope and joyful anticipation, this our
first day’s journey on the road across the plains and mountains.

It was hard to say good-bye to our loved and loving friends, knowing
that we were not at all likely to meet again in this life. I felt very
much like indulging in a good cry, but refrained, and Dick and I were
soon speeding over the beautiful prairie, overtaking Cash, who had
lingered behind the others, waiting for me.

“A penny for your thoughts, Cash?”

“I was wondering if we will ever tread Missouri soil again?”

“Quite likely we shall, we are young in years, with a long life before
us, no doubt we will come on a visit to Missouri when we get rich.”

We were passing a very comfortable looking farmhouse, men, women, and
children were in the yard, gazing after us, as we cantered past.

“Don’t you believe they envy us and wish they were going, too?”

“No, why should they?”

“Oh, because it is so jolly to be going across the continent; it is
like a picnic every day for months; I was always sorry picnic days were
so short, and now it will be an all Summer picnic.”

“I wish I felt that way; aren’t you sorry to leave your friends?”

“Of course I am, but then I shall write long letters to them, and they
will write to me, and I will make new friends wherever I go, and
somehow I am glad I am going.”

After we came within sight of our caravan we walked our ponies, and
talked of many things, past, present, and future. When within a mile
or two of Memphis our first camp was made. Our six wagons, with their
snow-white covers, and Mr. Kerfoot’s big tent, make a very respectable
looking camp.


OUR FIRST CAMP.

As we were provided with fresh bread, cake, cold chicken, boiled
ham, pickles, preserves, etc., supper was quickly prepared for our
small family of four, and we enjoyed it immensely. Then comes my time
to write, as I have promised friends that I will keep a journal on
this trip. Mr. Kerfoot thinks the Government is going to smash and
green-backs will not be worth one cent on the dollar, so he has turned
all his money into gold coin, and stowed it into a small leather
satchel--it seems quite heavy to lift or carry.

As Mrs. Kerfoot was sitting on a camp-chair near our wagons, Mr.
Kerfoot came toward her, saying, “Here, mother, I want you to take
care of this satchel, it is all we will ask you to do, the girls will
cook and wash dishes, the boys take care of the stock, and I will
oversee things generally, and we will do nicely.” She accepted the
responsibility without a word, and as he walked away she turned to me,
and said, “I wish it was in some good bank, I expect nothing else but
that it will be stolen, and then what will become of us?”

While I have been writing Neelie (Cornelia) and Sittie (Henrietta) have
been getting supper for a family of twelve, no small undertaking for
them, as they have been used to servants and know very little about
cooking.

When everything was ready, Neelie came to her mother exclaiming, “Come,
mamma, to supper, the first ever prepared by your own little girl, but
not the last I hope, see how nicely the table looks, Emma and Delia
picked those wild flowers for you, how brightly the new tinware shines,
let us imagine it is silver and it will answer the same purpose as if
it were.”

Her mother smiles cheerfully, as she takes her arm, Cash sneers at
Neelie’s nonsense--as she calls it. Mr. Kerfoot nods approval, as
Neelie escorts her mother to the table. When all are seated Mr. Kerfoot
bows his head and asks God’s blessing on the meal.

Every one seems to enjoy this picnic style of taking supper out of
doors, and linger so long at the table, that Neelie has to hint that
other work will have to be done before dark.

When at last the table is cleared, she says to Emma and Delia, “Don’t
you want to help me wash these nice, bright dishes and put them away?”

They are always ready to help Neelie, and the work is soon done. Amid
laughter and fun they hardly realize they have been at work. Mr.
Kerfoot insists that we women and the children must sleep in houses
as long as there are houses to sleep in. Mother and I would greatly
prefer sleeping in our spring-wagon, to making a bed on the floor in
a room with so many, but as he has hired the room we do not want to
seem contrary, so have offered no objection. The boys have carried the
mattresses and bedding into the house, and Neelie has come for me to go
with her to arrange our sleeping-room. So good-night.


THROUGH MEMPHIS.

                                                  May 2.

We were up with the sun this morning after a night of refreshing and
restful sleep. Neelie and I commenced folding the bedclothes, ready
to be sent to the wagons, when she startled me with a merry peal of
laughter, “Look here, Miss Sallie, see ma’s treasure, she has left it
on the floor under the head of her bed. Don’t say anything, and I will
put it in the bottom of a trunk, where it ought to be, and we will see
how long it will be before she misses it.”

She thought of it while at breakfast, and started up excitedly, “Neelie
daughter, did you see that precious satchel?”

“Yes, ma, I have taken care of it, and put it where it will not be left
lying around loose any more.”

“Thank you, my dear, I am glad you have taken care of it.”

“Why, mother, I did not expect you to carry that burden around on your
arm by day, and sleep with it at night. I only intend for you to have
entire charge of it, and put it where the rest of us do not know the
hiding place, so that when we are obliged to have some, we will have to
come to you to get it. And then give it sparingly, for much, very much
depends upon what is in that satchel.”


I MEET AN ACQUAINTANCE.

We came to Memphis about nine A.M. Court is in session, several friends
and acquaintances, who are attending court, came to the wagons to
say good-bye. Mother’s brother, Uncle Zack, was among them, he said,
“Remember, when you wish yourselves back here, that _I_ told you not to
go.”

“Yes, we will when that times comes and send you a vote of thanks for
your good advice,” I replied.

Cash, Neelie and I have been riding our ponies all day. We are stopping
in a beautiful place for camping, near the farmhouse of a Mr. and Mrs.
Fifer. They are very pleasant elderly people, who have raised a family
of six children, who are all married, and gone to homes of their own.
It is a delightfully homey home, yet it seems sad that they should be
left alone in their old age. We will sleep in the house again to-night,
I shall be glad when we get to where there are no houses to sleep in,
for it does not seem like camping out when we sleep in houses. Cash and
Neelie want to sleep in the tent, but their father says no, and his
word is law in this camp.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, May 3.

Brother Hillhouse discovered very early this morning that the tire on
one of the wheels of the ox-wagon was broken. He started off ahead of
the rest of the wagons to find a blacksmith shop and get it mended
by the time we would overtake him. It was ten o’clock when we came
to the shop, near a flour-mill. There was a very bad piece of road
before we crossed the creek, a deep ditch had been washed out by the
Spring rains. I waited to see the wagons safely over, when some one
came beside my pony with outstretched hand saying, “Good-morning, Miss
Raymond, I see you are in earnest about crossing the plains.”

“Why, how do you do, Mr. Smith? Am glad to see you, of course I am
in earnest about crossing the plains, but where did you come from? I
supposed you would be at the Missouri River before this time, have you
turned back?”

“Oh, no, we are waiting for better roads and good company.”

“Come, go with us, I will promise you good company, and the roads will
improve.”

“Where are Cash and Neelie? I have not seen them.”

“They did not stop, when I waited to see the wagons over the
difficulties.”

“Then I have missed seeing them; was in the mill when they passed.
Remember me to them. We will start again to-morrow, and will overtake
you in a few days, perhaps.”

“Hope you will, good-bye until we meet again.”

“Farewell, may you enjoy as pleasant a trip as you anticipate.”

“Thank you,” and waving him good-bye, I spoke to Dick, and he cantered
up the hill past the mill and the wagons. I soon caught up with Cash
and Neelie.

“Guess who I saw at the mill?”

“Did you see any one we know?”

“Yes, an especial friend of yours, Cash, Bob Smith, of Liberty.”

“Oh, dear, I wish I had seen him. Was Thad Harper with him? Are they
going back home?”

“No; they are waiting for better roads and good company. I did not see
Thad Harper. Bob said they will overtake us in a few days.”

“I hope they will, they would be quite an addition to our party.”


AN ADDITION TO OUR PARTY.

“Yes, but they won’t; do you suppose they are going to let us see them
cooking and washing dishes? Not if they know themselves. Then they
would have to play the agreeable once in a while, and that is what
they are not going to do on a trip of this kind. I do not expect to see
them, they would rather stay where they are another week than join our
party.”

“I believe you are right, Neelie, for he did not say good-bye as if he
expected to see me very soon.”

When it was time to stop for lunch, we found a very nice place and
waited for the wagons. While at lunch we saw an emigrant wagon, drawn
by three yoke of oxen, coming up the road, and were somewhat surprised
to see it turn from the road and come toward our camp. It proved to be
Mr. John Milburn, of Etna, and his sister Augusta. They have traveled
in one day and a half the distance we have been two and a half days
coming.

Miss Milburn is a very intelligent, well-educated young lady, some two
or three years my senior. We are not very well acquainted with her, but
have met her frequently, and have known of her several years. She is
an active member of the Presbyterian Church at Etna. She has her little
nephew, Ernest Talbot, with her. He is seven years old, her sister’s
dying gift, a very bright child and considerably spoiled, but dear to
his auntie’s heart as her own life. They have started to Montana to
get rich in the gold mines. Mr. Milburn leaves a wife and two small
children with his widowed mother, to watch, and wait, and pray for his
success and safe return home.

We crossed the dividing line--though we did not see it--between
Missouri and Iowa soon after noon, and it is very probable some of
us will never tread Missouri soil again. As we were coming through
Stilesville, a small town this side the line, there were several
loafers in front of a saloon who acted very rudely, to say the least.

We distinctly heard such remarks as the following, “Whew, what pretty
girls, and how well they ride--Missourians I’ll bet.”

“Say, boys, let’s try our luck; maybe we can each hook a pony to-night?”

Mr. Milburn’s team is so tired out with such fast driving that we have
stopped earlier than usual, and I have had more time to write. We are
only two or three miles from Stilesville. The weather is perfect; we
will sleep in the wagons to-night. Mr. Kerfoot thinks it necessary to
guard the camp. I believe it an unnecessary precaution, for if those
loafers at Stilesville had meant mischief they would not have expressed
themselves so freely. However, Ezra and Frank Kerfoot (Mr. Kerfoot’s
nephews), Sim Buford, and Brother Hillhouse, will take turns standing
guard, each one for two hours.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, May 4.

Oh, how we did sleep last night, dreamless and sound. Our first night
in the wagons was undisturbed and sweet. We were up with the birds
making ready for an early start. Mother prepares breakfast, while I
roll up the beds and cover closely to protect them from the dust; one
of the boys milks the cows, while I assist mother, and when breakfast
of hot biscuit, ham and eggs, apple-sauce, coffee, and breakfast-food
(which I should have mentioned first), is over, I strain the milk
into an old-fashioned churn that is big at the bottom and little at
the top, cover closely and fix it in the front of the freight wagon,
where it will be churned by the motion of the wagon, and we have a pat
of the sweetest, most delicious butter when we stop in the evening
that any one ever tasted. Mother washes the dishes, we prepare lunch
for our noon meal, I stow it in the grub-box under the seat in the
spring-wagon, the boys take the pipe off the little sheet-iron stove,
empty the fire out and leave it to cool, while I am putting things
away in the places where they belong. It is wonderful how soon we have
learned to live in a wagon, and we seem to have an abundance of room.

When horses are harnessed, oxen yoked--and everything ready to start,
we girls proceed to saddle our ponies; some of the boys usually come
and offer assistance, which is politely declined, as we are going to
wait upon ourselves on this trip.

The wagons start, leaving us to follow at our leisure. We don our
riding-habits, made of dark-brown denim, that completely cover, and
protect us from mud and dust, tie on our sun-bonnets, mount our ponies
unassisted, and soon overtake and pass the wagons.

We started this morning at seven o’clock. It is delightful riding
horseback in the early morning.


BLOOMFIELD, IOWA.

We were on the lookout for Bloomfield, about ten o’clock we could see
the spires and steeples glittering in the sunshine. When we reached the
suburbs we stopped to wait for the wagons.

When we reached the business part of the city, I dismounted and made
ready to do some shopping, as a few necessary articles had been
forgotten when purchasing our outfit.

“Aren’t you going with me, girls?”

“Oh, dear, no; not in these togs, short dresses, thick shoes,
sun-bonnets, etc.”

“I think we appear much better in our short dresses, thick shoes, and
sun-bonnets than we would in trailing skirts, French kid shoes, and
hats of the latest style, especially as we are emigrants, and not
ladies at home. However, I do not wish you to suffer mortification on
my account, some one of the boys will go with me.”

“May I go, Miss Sallie?” Ezra asked.

“Certainly, and thank you to.”

We called at two drug stores, one grocery and several dry-goods
establishments, and made several small purchases. The clerks seemed
quite interested, and asked numerous questions. Some wished they were
going, too; others thought we had a long, hard journey before us.

When we came back, they were waiting for us. I gave the satchel
containing the purchases into mother’s care, mounted Dick, and we were
soon on the way. About a mile from Bloomfield we stopped for lunch of
sandwiches, ginger-bread, cheese, fruit and milk.

We all have such ravenous appetites, the plainest food is relished and
enjoyed, as we never enjoyed food before. If any one suffering from
loss of appetite, or insomnia, would take a trip of this kind, they
would soon find their appetite, and sleep the night through without
waking.

Brother Winthrop wanted to ride Dick this afternoon, so I took passage
with mother and drove the horses until I began to nod, when I gave the
lines to her and climbed back into the wagon for an afternoon nap. I
waked up as we were driving into Drakesville, a small but very pretty
town. Mother and I talked the rest of the afternoon, she enjoys this
life as much as I do; we built air-castles for our future habitation;
I trust there was not enough selfishness in the building material to
hurt us if they tumble about our ears.

Mother seems happier than she has since the war commenced, and our
eldest brother, Mac, went into the army. We stopped for the night
earlier than usual, about five o’clock. We are camping in a lane near a
farmhouse.

Our little sheet-iron stove is taken down from its place on a shelf
at the back of the freight wagon. Mother gets dinner and prepares
something for lunch to-morrow, at the same time. The boys buy feed from
the farmers, as the grass is not long enough to satisfy the horses and
cattle. I write as long as it is light enough to see.

The young people complain about my taking so much time to write, but
since I have commenced I cannot stop. I am thinking all the time about
what things are worth recording.

(A call to dinner.)


BEAUTIFUL APPLES.

After dinner mother washes the dishes and makes all the arrangements
she can for an early breakfast. She thinks I am another “Harriet
Beecher Stowe,” so she is perfectly willing to do the work in the
evening and let me write. Oh, the unselfishness of mothers. I do my
share, of course, mornings, and at noon, but evenings I only make the
beds in both wagons.

We have white sheets and pillow-cases, with a pair of blankets, and
light comforts on both beds, just the same as at home, and they do not
soil any more or any quicker, as we have them carefully protected from
dust.

I had been writing a little while after dinner, when Frank stepped up
with a basket of beautiful red-cheeked apples in his hand, not a wilted
one among them.

“Where shall I put them?”

“Oh, Frank, how lovely they are. Where did you get them? Thank you so
much; they are not _all_ for me?”--as he emptied the last one into the
pan. “Are all the others supplied? This seems more than my share.”

“Yes; they are for you, we bought the farmer’s entire stock; the others
are supplied, or will be without you giving them yours.”

He had just gone, when Sim Buford came and threw half a dozen
especially beautiful ones into my lap.

“Thank you, Sim, but I am bountifully supplied, don’t you see?”

“So you are, but keep mine, too; I can guess who it was that
forestalled me.” Laughing as he walked off.

So we are feasting on luscious apples this evening, thanks to the
generosity of our young gentlemen.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, May 5.

We came through Unionville and Moravia to-day. Have traveled farther
and later than any day yet. It was almost dark when we stopped,
and raining, too; to make a bad matter worse, we are camping in a
disagreeable muddy place, and have to use lanterns to cook by.

We were obliged to come so far to get a lot large enough to hold the
stock. We will be glad to sleep in the house to-night.

Mrs. Kerfoot is homesick, blue and despondent this evening; she has
always had such an easy life that anything disagreeable discourages
her. Perhaps when the sun shines again she will feel all right.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, May 6.

This morning dawned clear and bright; all nature seemed refreshed by
yesterday’s rain, and we started joyfully on our journey once more. We
came through Iconium early in the day, are camping in Lucas County,
near a beautiful farmhouse. We expect to stay here until Monday, as we
do not intend to travel on Sundays.

It is a beautiful moonlight night, some one proposes a walk. As Cash is
giving Winthrop his first lessons in flirtation, they, of course, go
together; Sim and Neelie, Miss Milburn and Ezra are the next to start,
and Frank is waiting to go with me. Hill stays in camp, in conversation
with Mr. Kerfoot and Mr. Milburn.

He is more like an old man than the boy that he is, not twenty yet.
After we had gone a short distance, Miss Milburn asked to be excused,
and returned to camp; Ezra, of course, going with her.

We walked on for a mile or more, enjoying the beautiful moonlight, and
having lots of fun, as happy young people will have. When we returned
and I had said good-night to the others, I climbed into the wagon to
finish my writing for the day by the light of the lantern.

The front of Mr. Milburn’s wagon almost touches the back of ours,
forming an angle. I had been writing a few moments when I heard
sobbing. I was out in a jiffy, and had gone to the front of their wagon
without stopping to think whether I was intruding. “May I come in?” I
asked, as I stepped upon the wagon-tongue.

“Oh, yes, come in, Miss Sallie, but I am ashamed to let you see me
crying, somehow I could not help it. I felt so lonely and homesick.”

“I am sorry you feel lonely and homesick. Did any of us say, or do
anything this evening that could have hurt you?”

“Oh, no; not at all, only I always feel that I am one too many, when
I am with you all; you seem so light-hearted and happy, so free from
care, so full of life and fun, that I feel that I am a damper to your
joyousness, for I cannot get over feeling homesick and sad, especially
when night comes.”

“How sweetly Ernest sleeps, and how much he seems to enjoy this manner
of life.”

“Yes; he is a great comfort to me, as well as a great care. He is
dearer to me than to any one else in the world; his father seems to be
weaned from him, since they have been separated so long. He has not
seen him more than half a dozen times since his mother died. I feel
that he is altogether mine. May God help me to train him for Heaven. He
will never know what I have sacrificed for him. I have a mind to tell
you, if you care to hear, why I am here, and why I am not happy.”

“It may perhaps relieve you, and lighten the burden, to share it.”

And then she told me what I will record to-morrow, for it is almost
midnight, and mother has been asleep for two hours, and I must hie me
to bed.


MISS MILBURN’S LOVE STORY.

“Of course you have heard about my engagement to Jim Miller. I know it
has been talked about.”

“Yes; I have heard the matter discussed.”

“We have been engaged two years, and were to be married next month. He
insisted that I must give up Ernest to mother. I felt that I would
be violating a sacred trust, and that mother is too old to have the
care of such a child, and I told him so. We quarreled, and while I was
feeling hurt and indignant, I told Brother John I would go with him to
Montana. He gladly accepted my offer, and his wife was so glad John
would have some one to take care of him if he got sick. So here I am
and I know I ought not to have come, for Jim Miller is dearer to me
than my own life.”

“I am so sorry for you, yet I believe that in some way it will be for
the best, you know the promise, ‘All things work together for good, to
those who love the Lord.”

“I will try to believe it. You have done me good, Miss Sallie. I am
glad you came. Come again.”

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, May 7.

“Remember the Sabbath Day to keep it holy.” Have we obeyed this command
to-day? I fear not. We are all, or very nearly all, professing
Christians, yet we have had no public worship in our camp to-day, but
we have all, to some extent, desecrated the day by work.

Deeds of mercy and necessity may be done on the Sabbath Day without
sin, and mother says, “It is very necessary that our soiled clothes,
sheets and pillow-cases should be washed, and that cleanliness is next
to godliness.”

The question comes to me, Why is it that Christians are so loath to
talk of the things that pertain to their spiritual life, and eternal
welfare? Why so backward about introducing a service of worship, when
so well aware it would meet with the approval of all?

I felt that Mr. Kerfoot was the one to suggest a service of prayer and
praise, and reading the Scriptures. Perhaps he thought some of the
ladies would mention it, so all were silent, and it is numbered with
the lost opportunities for doing something for our Lord and Master.
May he pardon our sins of omission, and may we be permitted to atone
for the manner in which we spent our first Sabbath on this trip.

We have not traveled, so our teams have rested and done no labor, if we
have violated the commandment ourselves.

The weather is perfect; this is another beautiful moonlight night. The
young ladies and gentlemen have gone for another walk in the same order
as last night, except Frank went with Miss Milburn, and Ezra is waiting
for me.


A LETTER TO BROTHER MAC.

                                                  Monday, May 8.

I left camp very early, and walked on alone, that I may write to
Brother Mac before the wagons overtake me. I am seated in a comfortable
fence corner, and here goes for my letter:

                                        LUCAS COUNTY, IOWA, May 8, 1865.

  DEAR BROTHER: We were delayed several days after the time set for
  starting, when we wrote you to meet us at Council Bluffs by the
  10th. We thought I would better write, that you may know we are on
  the way, and hope to meet you by the 15th or the 16th. You must
  possess your soul with patience, if you get there before we do, and
  have to wait. I could write a long letter, I have so much to tell
  you, but will wait until we meet. Mother seems in better health and
  spirits than she has since you went into the army. We are enjoying
  the trip very much, and I find myself feeling sorry for the people
  that have to stay at home, and cannot travel and camp out. Good-bye
  until next week. With sincerest love,

                                             Your sister,
                                             SARAH.

The wagons are coming in sight, just as my letter is finished and
addressed, and ready to mail at the next post-office. My pony is in
harness to-day, as one of the work horses is a little lame, so I will
have to ride in the wagon or walk. As the morning is so fine I will
walk until I begin to tire.

                                                  Evening.

Cash joined me in my walk, and we walked until noon. How wisely planned
are these physical bodies of ours, how easily inured to the burdens
they must bear. Before we started on this trip, such a walk as we took
this morning would have completely prostrated us; now, we did not feel
any inconvenience from the unusual exercise.

Frank invited us, Cash and I, to ride in his wagon this afternoon. We
accepted the invitation, and made an emigrant visit. He had arranged
his wagon for our convenience and comfort, and we spent a very pleasant
afternoon. Frank mailed my letter at Charaton, and on his way back
bought candy and nuts for a treat for his visitors, which we, of
course, enjoyed exceedingly.

I should not care to ride in an ox-wagon all the way across the
plains, but for half a day, once in a while, it is a pleasant change,
especially when so delightfully entertained. The afternoon passed
quickly. We are camping near a large party of emigrants, some of the
men came to our camp. They look tough; they are from Pike County,
Missouri, on their way to Oregon.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, May 9.

A beautiful day for horseback riding, until late this afternoon, when
it commenced blowing a perfect gale, too severe to travel, so we drove
into camp early. We came through Ottawa and Osceola, are camping in
Clark County.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, May 10.

A very cold day for this time of year, too cold to think of riding
horseback, so we all took passage in the wagons. As we have plenty to
read, and lots of visiting to do, it is no hardship to ride in the
wagon for a day.

The boys have made a splendid camp-fire, and we are getting thawed out,
cheered, and ready for a jolly evening. There was just one stunted oak
left standing, away out here in this great expanse of prairie--for
our especial benefit, it seems. The boys cut it down, and taking the
trunk for a back-log, the top and branches to build the fire, we
have a glorious camp-fire away out here in Union County, Iowa. It is
surprising to find Iowa so sparsely settled, we travel sometimes half a
day and do not see a home. There are always a few farms near the towns.
The settlements are the only breaks in the monotonous landscape.

Oh, the tedious, tiresome monotony of these vast extended prairies: To
look out and away, over these seemingly endless levels, as far as the
eye can reach, and see only grass, grass everywhere, with beautiful
prairie flowers, of course, but the flowers cannot be seen in the
distance. No earthly consideration would induce me to make a home on
any of these immense prairie levels. How my eyes long for a sight of
beautiful trees, and running streams of water; how delightful to stroll
in the woods once more.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, May 11.

The wish expressed last evening is realized in a manner. We are camping
in a strip of timber along the banks of a creek--or branch, rather.
But then it is such a slow-going stream, not at all limpid, clear, or
sparkling as a brook ought to be. It can hardly be called a running
stream, for it goes too slowly. I think creeping or crawling would be
more appropriate. We came through Afton to-day.


THE ICARIAN COMMUNITY.

                                                  Friday, May 12.

Brother Hillhouse’s birthday. He is twenty years old. We made a
birthday cake for him last night. We divided it into twenty pieces
at lunch to-day, and there was just enough to go around and leave
two pieces for himself. The girls say we must have some kind of a
jollification to-night. I hope they will leave me out, for I want to
write about the “Icarian Community.” We came through Queen City this
morning, and this afternoon came to a town of French people, called
“The Icarian Community.”

(Call to dinner.)

Later: They have excused me.

But why Icarian? I cannot understand, for certainly they did not
impress me as high flyers, neither as flyers at all. They seemed the
most humdrum, slow-going, even-tenor, all-dressed-alike folks I have
ever seen. Every dwelling is exactly alike, log-cabins of one room,
with one door, one window, a fire-place with stick chimney. I rode
close by the open doors of some of the houses, and tried to talk
with the women, but we could not understand each other at all. The
floors, windows and everything in the houses were scrupulously clean,
but not one bit of brightness or color, not a thread of carpet, or a
rug, and all the women’s and girls’ dresses made of heavy blue denim,
with white kerchiefs around the shoulders and pinned across the front
of the waist, the skirt above the ankles, and very narrow and heavy
thick-soled shoes. The men and boys all looked alike too, but I did not
observe them closely enough to describe them.

There are several large, long buildings, one with a large bell
in belfry on top of building. They are dining-hall, town-hall,
school-house and two others. I did not learn what they are used for.
All the buildings are one story, of the plainest architecture, for the
one purpose of shelter from sun and storm. There is not a thing to
ornament or beautify, not a shade-tree or flower, yet everything--men,
women, children, houses, yards and streets--are as clean as they can be
made.

They are peaceable, law-abiding citizens, live entirely independent of
the people of adjoining neighborhoods. They are supposed to be wealthy;
the town is the center of well-cultivated and well-stocked farms.

The principle upon which the community is founded is “Brotherly Love”,
a sort of co-operative communism, in which all things are the common
property of all. They live upon what their farms produce, have vast
herds of cattle and sheep, a fine site for their town, and seem the
picture of contentment, which is better than riches.

We stopped within sight of Quincy, and another camping outfit. We soon
learned they are Mr. Harding and Mr. Morrison and family, from Lewis
County. We are acquainted with Mr. Harding and have often heard of the
Morrisons.

Mr. Morrison and Mr. Harding came over, and the men have had a
sociable, gossiping time this evening; the men can surpass the
women gossiping any time, notwithstanding the general belief to
the contrary. The young folks have been playing games to celebrate
Hillhouse’s birthday. They had hard work to get him to join them.


A SWING AMONG THE TREES.

                                                  Saturday, May 13.

We drove only until noon, and stopped to stay over Sunday, so that we
can do our washing and baking, without violating the Sabbath. We do
not have collars and cuffs, and fine starched things to do up, but we
have a great many pocket handkerchiefs, aprons, stockings, etc. We have
pretty bead collars made of black and white beads, tied with a ribbon,
that always look nice and do not get soiled. We are in a beautiful
grove of trees. The boys have put up a swing. There is nothing in the
way of play that I enjoy as I do a good high swing. There are plenty of
boys to swing us as high as we want to go. I fear the Sabbath will be
desecrated with play to-morrow, if not with work, for the temptation
to swing will be hard to resist.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, May 14.

The horses went off two or three miles last night, the men were all off
bright and early this morning hunting them. Mr. Kerfoot found them,
and came back about nine o’clock. By the time they were all here the
morning’s work was finished and we were ready--for what?

A day to spend in rest and service for the Master? Oh, no. A day spent
in swinging, frivolous conversation, and fun. I am ashamed to tell it,
but it is nevertheless true, and I believe we all thought less about a
service of worship than we did last Sunday. It is so hard to get right,
if we do not start right.

We have visitors in camp to-night, two gentlemen from Clark County,
neighbors of the Kerfoots--Mr. Suitor and Mr. Rain. They started for
the gold mines in Montana two or three weeks ago. After reaching the
Missouri River they heard such frightful stories of Indian depredations
being committed on the plains that they sold their outfit for what
they could get, and are returning home on horseback. Poor fellows,
how I pity any man that has so little grit. I should think they would
be ashamed to show their faces to their neighbors, and say, “We were
afraid, so we came back home.”

I believe Mrs. Kerfoot is the only one of our party who would be
willing to turn back, and perhaps she would not if it were put to the
test. We would not like to be scalped and butchered by the Indians,
but it does seem so cowardly to run away from a possible danger. “The
everlasting arms are underneath.” God can, and will, take care of us as
well on the plains as anywhere. He is leading us through unknown paths.
We can trust Him. Heaven is as near one place as another.

Our second Sunday has not been much of an improvement on our first. The
first we worked, to-day we have played. The boys swung us all morning,
until we were ready to “holler nuff.” We had Sunday dinner between two
and three o’clock, then we wrote letters to friends at home, read until
sleepy, took a nap of an hour, then Mr. Suitor and Mr. Rain came, and
we listened to their frightful stories of what the Indians are doing to
emigrants.

I left them in disgust, to come and record our misdoings of this, our
second, Sunday on the road. It is almost bedtime, and I must make the
beds, for we are early to bed and early to rise while on this trip.


A FATAL ACCIDENT.

                                                  Monday, May 15.

Alas, alas! How can I write the disastrous happenings of this day?
My hand trembles and my pencil refuses to write intelligibly when
I attempt to record the sad, oh, so sad, accident that has befallen
us. We parted from our visitors this morning, and started on our way,
feeling rested and glad to be journeying on again. How little we knew
of what a day would bring forth. We stopped for lunch at noon in a
little vale, or depression, on the prairie, but where there was no
water. Just as we had finished our lunch, Neelie came, she said, to
see if we could make an exchange for the afternoon, her mother riding
with mine, and I with the young folks in the family wagon. Of course
it was soon arranged, and I told her I would come as soon as I helped
mother put things away. (We sometimes visit in this way.) Mrs. Kerfoot
soon came around, and when everything was ready I started to go to
their wagon. It was the last one in the train. As I was passing Mr.
Milburn’s wagon he called to me to “Come and get a drink of water.” He
had taken a long walk, and found clear, pure water, not very cold, but
much better than none at all. I gratefully accepted a cup. He and his
sister then invited me to ride with them. I told them of my engagement
with Neelie, and, of course, they excused me. Oh, that I had accepted
their invitation; just such a little thing as that might have prevented
this dreadful accident. Such great events turn on such little hinges
sometimes. About three o’clock in the afternoon, as we were plodding
along after the fashion of emigrant teams, we young people in the last
wagon, having a jolly sociable time, with song and laughter, fun and
merriment, the front wagons stopped. Ezra, who was driving, turned
out of the road and passed some of the wagons to see what the trouble
was. Mr. Kerfoot came running toward us, calling to Neelie, “Get the
camphor, daughter, Mr. Milburn has shot himself somehow, and has
fainted.”

Ezra got out to go with him and Neelie asked, “Shall we come, too,
papa?”

“No, my daughter, you girls would better stay here, your ma and Mrs.
Raymond are with Gus, and they will know what to do.”

Before he had finished what he was saying they were running to the
place of the accident. We could only wait, hoping and praying, oh, so
earnestly, that it might not prove so serious as Mr. Kerfoot’s manner
and tone caused us to fear. Afterward, Winthrop came to us; he was
pale, with compressed lips, and sad eyes; he came up close, leaned
upon the wagon wheel, and said in a low tone, “He is dead.” Oh, how
dreadful. We all left the wagon and went to the front as fast as we
could.

I have gathered from witnesses the following account of how it
happened. There was a flock of prairie chickens ahead of the wagons to
the left of the road. Mr. Milburn and several of the boys took their
guns and were going to try to thin their number. The wagons had not
halted, but were moving slowly on, the hunters had gone on a little in
advance of the wagons, they tried to fire all together, one of the
boys snapped two caps on his gun, it failed to go off, so he threw the
gun into the front wagon, and took his whip, in disgust. The wagon had
moved on to where Mr. Milburn was standing with his gun raised; there
was a shot, Mr. Milburn dropped to his knees, turned and looked at his
sister, saying, “Gus, I am shot.” And fell forward on his face. She was
in the next wagon.


BEREAVEMENT.

Gus screamed, jumped from the wagon, ran to her brother, and raised his
head in her arms. All who were near enough to hear her scream ran to
them and she said, “John has hurt himself with his gun and has fainted,
bring restoratives quick.”

In a few seconds, there were half a dozen bottles, with brandy,
camphor, ammonia there, and every effort was made to restore him, but
all in vain. He died instantly and without a struggle.

When Mr. Kerfoot knew he was dead, he looked for the wound and found
a bullet-hole between his shoulders. Just then one of the boys picked
up his gun where he had dropped it and exclaimed, “It was not this gun
that did the mischief, for it is cold, and the load is in it.”

On looking around to find where the deadly shot had come from, some one
took hold of the gun in the front wagon. “Why, this gun is warm. It
must have been this gun went off.”

“Oh, no; it could not have been that gun, for there was no cap on it,”
said the boy who had thrown the gun there.

Circumstances proved that it was the gun without a cap that did
the fatal shooting. I would have supposed, as the boy did, that it
was perfectly harmless without a cap. I have heard it said, “It is
the unloaded gun, or the one that is supposed to be unloaded, that
generally does the mischief.” No doubt the hammer was thrown back when
he threw it in the wagon. On investigating we found a rut in the
wheel-track just where he fell. It is possible that when the front
wheel dropped into the rut with a jolt the hammer fell, igniting the
powder, either by the combustible matter that stuck, or by the flash
occasioned by the metal striking together. Mr. Milburn was not opposite
the wagon when he raised his gun to shoot, but the wagons were moving
slowly and the front one came up with him as he was taking aim, and
that was why Gus thought it was his own gun. She saw the smoke rise,
he stumbled and fell to his knees, she called to him. “Why, John, what
made you fall?”

He looked around at her and said, “Oh, Gus, I am shot.” The last words
he spoke.

How hard to be reconciled to such a dispensation when such a little
thing could have prevented it, only one step in either direction, or
the gun pointed the other way. Why, oh, why, has this awful thing
happened?

The poor boy seems to be as heart-stricken as Gus. In her unselfish
grief she has been trying to comfort him.

I have read of a minister of the Gospel “who dreamed that he died;
after entering the gates of Heaven he was led into a large empty room,
on the walls of which his whole life was spread out as a panorama.
He saw all the events of his life, and many that had been hard to
understand in his lifetime were here made clear, and through it all the
guiding, protecting hand of God had been over him.” Perhaps Mr. Milburn
is saved from a worse fate.

We were about three miles from Frankfort when the accident happened. We
came on here as soon as possible--a sorrowing, and oh, so sorrowful,
procession now. It does not seem that we can ever be the merry party
that we have been. Winthrop had been riding Dick; he stood there,
ready, saddled and bridled when Mr. Milburn fell; Frank mounted my pony
and rode as fast as he could go to Frankfort to get a doctor. Mr.
Milburn was dead before he was out of sight. We met them as we came. A
room has been rented and Mr. Milburn prepared for his last long sleep.
The people of Frankfort are very kind, and sympathetic.


A FUNERAL.

                                                  Tuesday, May 16.

The boys sat up with the corpse last night. I stayed with Gus. We had
only just shut ourselves in when a terrific storm came upon us; the
wind blew, and the rain fell in torrents. Before eleven o’clock it had
passed; soon after Gus slept heavily. It seemed hours before I slept.
Very early this morning Gus awakened me praying. How surely do the
sorrows of this life drive us to the mercy-seat for comfort, refuge and
strength.

    “Had earth no thorns among its flowers,
      And life no fount of tears,
    We might forget our better home
      Beyond this vale of tears.”

What a precious, what a comforting, satisfying faith the Presbyterian
faith must be, if one can really and conscientiously accept it.
According to their belief one never dies, nothing ever happens without
God’s providence, approval, and foreknowledge that it will happen in
just that way.

I wish I could accept such a faith, and believe it, but I cannot. I do
not believe it was ordained that Mr. Milburn should die in that way
and at that time. I believe it was an accident that might have been
prevented by the most trivial circumstance. The laws of nature are
inexorable. If a bullet is shot into a vital part of the body it kills.
Yet God is able to bring good out of this seemingly great and grievous
evil. I do not know which suffers most--the poor boy whose gun did the
deed or Gus. They seem to take comfort in each other’s society, and are
together the most of the time to-day. I am so sorry for both of them.

The funeral services of the Presbyterian Church were held at two
o’clock this afternoon, a resident minister officiating. Mr. Milburn
was very nicely laid away, and his grave marked and enclosed with a
neat, strong fence before Gus and I left the cemetery. The people have
been so very kind. The funeral was largely attended for a stranger in
a strange place. There is no telegraph office here, so we have had to
write letters instead of sending telegrams.

I believe Gus’s plans are to go on with us to the Missouri River, sell
her outfit, and return home by steamboat down the Missouri River, up
the Mississippi to Canton, where friends will meet her and go with her
to Etna.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, May 17.

Another night with Gus. She wakes in the morning to weep. We started
once more on our now sad journey. I have ridden with Gus all day. We
do not hear the sound of song and laughter as we did last week; we all
seem to be under a pall. We came through Redoak this morning, are
camping in a beautiful place, near a pleasant, homelike farmhouse. The
weather is perfect.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, May 18.

The friends that stayed with us Sunday night told us that the
authorities are not allowing emigrants to take the northern route,
because of the Indian depredations that have been committed on that
route. That if we went to Council Bluffs we would have to come down the
river to Platsmouth to get on the southern route. So we changed our
course accordingly.

We came through Whitecloud, Glenwood and Pacific City to-day. At
Whitecloud I made a few purchases, traded with a little German merchant
who crossed the plains a year ago; he says we have a delightful trip
before us. He expects to go again to the Rocky Mountains, and make his
home there, as soon as he can sell out and settle up his business here.

Just before we came to Glenwood, as the girls passed on their ponies,
Gus said to me, “Sallie, go ride your pony, too; you have not had a
ride for several days. Pardon me if I have been selfish in my great
sorrow.”

“No, Gus, I would rather stay with you than to ride Dick, as long as
you need me.”

“Thank you, dear; your company has been very grateful to me, but now I
would really enjoy seeing you ride through Glenwood.”

To please her, and myself, too, I soon had saddled and mounted Dick and
overtaken the girls. As we were riding through Glenwood a photographer
sent a messenger to request us to “Please stop five minutes and let
him take our picture.” We rode to the position indicated, doffed our
sun-bonnets, and looked as pleasant as we could. We did not wait to see
the proof, and I expect he was disappointed.

Pacific City is on the Missouri bottom, or lowlands. Above the town are
the highest bluffs I have ever seen. We hitched our ponies and climbed
to the top. The view was magnificently grand, the sun sinking in the
west, the river could be seen in the distance, with large trees on the
banks, the lowland between the bluffs and the trees was dotted with
cattle and horses grazing, here and there a pond or small lake with its
waters shining and sparkling in the glimmering sunset, the city below
us in the shadow of the bluffs. Everything was so sweet and peaceful,
we were more than paid for our climb. The wagons had passed before we
came down, so we mounted and hastened to overtake them before driving
into camp.


ON THE BANKS OF THE BIG MUDDY.

Our journey across Iowa at an end, we are on the banks of the Big
Muddy, opposite Platsmouth. We will stay here until Gus’s things are
sold, and we have seen her off on the steamboat. I stay with her
nights, and this afternoon is the first time I have left her since the
15th.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, May 19.

I went over to Platsmouth on the ferryboat this morning with some
friends that are camping near us, to do some shopping for Gus. I bought
a black bonnet, crèpe veil and collar, and material for black suit,
which we will make up in camp, as there is a dress-maker with us. I
was away about five hours and came back tired and hungry. The weather
is perfect. We have a very pleasant place to camp, and pleasant people
camping near us. We are surrounded on all sides by emigrants’ camps,
and still they come. It seems like a young town, only the houses are
built of canvas instead of lumber, brick or stone. The boys have put up
a swing, but I have no time for swinging to-day.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, May 20.

We have had a very, very busy day. Mr. Kerfoot has sold Gus’s wagon and
team (three yoke of oxen) for $550, a good price every one says. More
than they cost them, I believe. The freight will be sold at auction.
We have all helped with Gus’s suit and it is almost finished. Hillhouse
went up to Council Bluffs this morning, expecting to bring Brother Mac
back with him. Instead of finding him he got a letter--also the one I
wrote a week ago--saying he was not coming. He has decided to study
medicine and will come west when he is an M.D. We are disappointed,
of course, yet perhaps it is for the best--we must try and believe so
anyway. Most perfect weather.

The Morrison and Harding outfit have come, also several other families
from Lewis and Clark counties. The Kerfoots are acquainted with some of
them. They had heard of the sad accident. Some of them were friends of
Mr. Milburn.


OUR LAST DAY WITH MISS MILBURN.

                                                  Sunday, May 21.

Mr. Thatcher and his wife came to call upon Gus this afternoon, and
invited her to their home in Platsmouth to stay until she takes the
steamboat for home. Mr. Thatcher and Mr. Milburn have been friends for
years. She accepted their invitation and will go there to-morrow.

As the people from different camps were sitting around an immense
camp-fire, not far from our wagons, someone proposed music. Some of the
men in Mr. Clark’s camp are fine musicians, they brought their violin
and flute, and gave several instrumental pieces, then some familiar
songs were sung and someone started “Just Before the Battle, Mother.”
They had sung two verses when I heard a shriek from Gus’s wagon. I
hastened to see what was the matter. “Oh, Sallie, tell them to please
not sing that, I cannot bear it. Dear Brother John used to sing it so
much. It breaks my heart to hear it now.”

I sent Winthrop, who had followed me, to ask them to stop singing. Poor
Gus, she was more overcome than I have seen her since her bereavement.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, May 22.

Mr. Kerfoot, Cash, Neelie, Ezra and I came with Gus to Platsmouth. She
said good-bye to mother, Mrs. Kerfoot and the others this morning. All
were sorry to part with her. She has become very dear to us all. Gus’s
freight was brought over in the wagon and sold at public auction and
brought good figures, thanks to Mr. Thatcher, who, when he saw anything
going below its real value, bid it in himself. He has a grocery store.
He and Mr. Kerfoot have attended to all business transactions for Gus,
so that she has not been bothered at all, and have done better for her
than they could have done for themselves.

We have had a quiet, pleasant day with Gus at Mrs. Thatcher’s home.
She is very kind, and has invited us girls to stay with Gus until she
takes the boat for home, and Gus begged us to stay with her as long
as possible; so Cash and I are staying all night, and will see her on
board the boat to-morrow morning. Neelie has returned to camp with her
father and Ezra.

Ernest is a great care and worries his auntie. He will not stay in
the house, and she cannot bear to have him out of her sight for fear
something will happen to him; she has just now undressed him, heard his
little prayer, and put him to bed in the next room. So I hope we can
have uninterrupted quiet for awhile.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, May 23.

Mr. and Mrs. Thatcher, Cash and I came with Gus and Ernest to the
steamboat. We parted with them about nine o’clock on board the “Sioux
City.” Dear friend, I have become greatly attached to her, in the three
weeks we have been so intimately associated. May God grant her a quick
and safe journey home. We cannot hope it will be a happy one.

  NOTE.--Miss Milburn and her lover were married about six months
  after her return, and have lived happily, etc.

Cash and I came directly to camp, after saying good-bye to Gus; found
every one busy getting ready for an early start to-morrow. We have been
here almost a week, yet I have not had time to try the fine swing the
boys put up the next day after we came here until this afternoon. The
camps that were here over Sunday are all gone except those that will
travel with us. It is probable there will be half a dozen more camps
here before night. It is surprising to see what a great number of
people are going west this Spring.

We hope to start very early to-morrow morning. I trust our party will
not be so much like a funeral procession as it has been since the 15th.
Vain regrets cannot remedy the past, and I believe it is our duty to be
as cheerful and happy as possible in this life.


WE HAVE OUR PICTURES TAKEN.

                                                  Wednesday, May 24.

We were up with the earliest dawn, and our own individual outfit ready
for a very early start, yet it was the middle of the forenoon before
all the wagons were landed on the west bank of the Missouri. It takes
a long while to ferry fifteen wagons across the river. We girls rode
our ponies onto the ferryboat. They behaved as if they had been used
to ferryboats all their lives. As we were waiting near the landing a
stranger[A] came, apologized for speaking to us, and asked, “Are you
going to Montana?”

    [A] This man is mentioned here because of what happened to him
        before he reached his journey’s end.

“No, sir, our destination is California, or Oregon; we are not fully
decided which.”

“Oh, you ought to go to Montana; that is the place to get rich.”

He told of his marvelous success in that country since 1863; the
Indians were mentioned. He spoke of them with such contempt; said he
would rather kill an Indian than a good dog. Says he left a wife and
six children in Iowa, the oldest boy about fourteen who wanted very
much to go with his father, but his mother needed him. Last night he
came into his father’s camp. He had run away from home; says he is
going to Montana, too. His father told it as if he thought it smart,
and a good joke. What sorrow and anxiety his poor mother is no doubt
suffering.

Cash, Neelie, Sim Buford, Ezra, Frank, Winthrop and I while waiting
in Platsmouth went to a photographer’s and had our pictures taken;
tintype, of course, all in one group, then each one alone, then Sim
and Neelie together and Cash and I on our ponies. We only came five
miles after our rush to get an early start. There are nine families and
fifteen wagons in our train now. Miss Mary Gatewood has a pony for her
especial use, so there will be four of us to ride horseback. There are
enough wagons now to make quite a respectable corral. I did suppose, as
we had been resting so long, we would make a long drive. Feed for the
stock is very good here, and as it is fifteen miles to the next good
camping place, where there is plenty of water and feed, it has been
decided that we stay here until to-morrow. The boys have put up the
inevitable swing, and we have concluded “that what cannot be cured must
be endured.” So we will make the best of it, but certainly at this rate
we will not reach our destination before it is cold weather.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, May 25.

Oh, dear; here we are yet, only five miles from Platsmouth. Morrison
and Harding have lost two fine cows, half a dozen men have been hunting
them all day, but without success. There is not a doubt but that
they have been stolen. Our stock will have to be herded, hereafter,
to guard against thieves. We have spent the day reading, writing,
sleeping, swinging, and getting acquainted with our neighbors. The
Morrison family wagon is just in front of us, and the Kerfoot’s just
behind, so we are to have the most pleasant neighbors possible to camp
next to us. Mrs. Morrison is almost as pretty as Cash, although the
mother of four children; she is so bright and cheerful, so full of
life and fun, she will be great on a trip like this. Mr. Morrison has
an impediment in his speech, and when he is excited--like he is this
evening, because they cannot find their cows--he stutters dreadfully,
and will say, “Or sir, or sir, or sir,” until it is hard to keep from
laughing. In ordinary conversation and when not excited, he talks
as straight as any one. He seems so fond and proud of his wife and
children I like him. Neelie and Sim, and Frank and I took a stroll this
afternoon in search of wild flowers. They are few and far between,
yet we enjoyed the walk through the woods in this lovely springtime
weather.


A YANKEE HOMESTEAD.

                                                  Friday, May 26.

We came fifteen miles, are camping on a high rolling prairie, not
a tree or shrub within sight; we are near a neat white farmhouse.
Everything seems to be very new, but does not have that “lick and a
promise” appearance that so many farmhouses in Nebraska have. Things
seem to be shipshape, the house completed and nicely painted, a new
picket-fence, and everything on the place--barns, hen-house, etc., all
seem well built, as if the owners are expecting to make a permanent
home. I would prefer a home not quite so isolated and far away from
anywhere. There do not seem to be any women about the place, perhaps
they are coming when everything is ready for their comfort.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, May 27.

We came to Ashland, on Salt River, only a fifteen-mile drive, got
here soon after noon and will stay over Sunday. Several of us young
folks went fishing this afternoon. I have often gone fishing but do
not remember ever catching anything of any consequence, or having any
luck, as the boys say, so imagine my excitement and surprise when the
fish began to bite, and I drew them out almost as fast as I could get
my hook baited. Frank baited my hook and strung the fish on a forked
willow switch. After I had caught six or eight they seem so dry and
miserable I thought they would feel better in the water, so stuck the
willow in the bank, so that the fish were in shallow water. I caught
another fish and went to put it with the others, when lo, they were all
gone. I could have cried, and the rest all laughed--well, I shall try
again.

After securing the one I had--and leaving it on dry ground, I threw
in my hook, and almost immediately I had caught something so large
and heavy I could not draw it out and had to call for assistance. I
was fearful it was a mud-turtle or something else than a fish, but it
proved to be a fine, large fish, larger than all the small fish I had
lost put together. When Frank had taken it from the hook, and strung
it with the little one, I said, “Now I am going, before this fish gets
away.” All had fairly good catches, but none that compared with my big
fish. There are about twenty corrals within sight, each of from twelve
to twenty wagons. Ashland is a miserable looking place, the houses
log-cabins with dirt roofs. One store, where dry-goods, groceries, and
whiskey are sold, and a blacksmith shop are all the business houses. I
do not see anything that would pass muster as a hotel.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, May 28.

All the trains that camped near us last night, except one, have gone on
their way, Sunday though it is. I am glad there are some people going
West who regard the Sabbath day. Some of our young people went fishing,
and some went rowing on the river in a canoe or small boat the boys
hired. It has been a day of sweet rest, a quiet peaceful Sabbath.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, May 29.

Traveled all day, and made a long drive without meeting anyone or
passing a single habitation. We are camping near--what the people west
of the Missouri River call--a ranch. There is a long, low log-cabin,
with dirt roof, a corral, or inclosure for stock, with very high fence,
and two or three wells of water in the vicinity, and that is all. No
vegetable garden, no fields of grain, nor anything to make it look like
farming. I think it is a stage-station, and the people who occupy do
not expect to stay very long.

There are three other camps near, the people of the other trains are
having an emigrant ball, or dance, in a room they have hired. They
sent a committee with a polite invitation to our camp for us to join
them, which was as politely declined. They are strangers, and the
conduct of some of the women is not ladylike, to say the least.


WE MEET A FRIEND.

                                                  Tuesday, May 30.

We girls were riding in advance of the wagons when we saw a long
freight train coming. We stopped to let our ponies graze until they
would pass. I glanced at the driver on the second wagon and recognized
an acquaintance. “Why, girls, that is Kid Short,” I exclaimed.

He looked at me so funny, and began to scramble down from his high
perch.

“Why, Miss Sallie, I could not believe my eyes at first. Where did you
drop from?” shaking hands with each of us.

“Didn’t drop from anywhere; have been thirty days getting here by the
slow pace of an ox-train. Sim Buford and some more boys that you know
are with the train you see coming.”

He soon said good-bye to us, spoke to a man on horseback, who
dismounted, gave him his horse and climbed to the seat Mr. Short had
vacated in the front of the freight wagon, drawn by eight mules, while
Kid hurried off to see the boys. He and Sim have been neighbors,
schoolmates, and intimate friends all their lives. Sim says Kid is
homesick and expects to go home as soon as he can after reaching Omaha.
He has been freighting from Omaha to Kearney, and has been away from
home since last Fall. We are camping near another station, with the
same trains we camped near last night not far off.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, May 31.

We are camping in the valley of the Platte. We are obliged to stop
at the stage-stations to get water for ourselves and the stock from
the wells. The water is very good, clear and cold. The same trains
that have been camping near us since we left Ashland are here again
to-night. Two of the women called upon us awhile ago. We were not
favorably impressed. They are loud, boisterous and unladylike;
they speak to strange gentlemen with all the familiarity of old
acquaintances. According to Thackeray, they are “Becky Sharp” kind of
women.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, June 1.

Our little village on wheels has stopped near a large two-story
log-house that was built in the early fifties for a wayside tavern;
there are fifteen rooms; there are frightful stories told of dark deeds
having been committed under that roof, of unwary travelers homeward
bound from California that never reached home, but whether true or not
I cannot say. The people of the other trains are having a dance in the
large dining-room of the old house.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, June 2.

As Ezra and I were riding in front of the train we came to where a man
was sitting on the ground hugging his knees, two men were standing near
trying to talk to him, seemingly. As we rode up one of them came toward
us, saying, “That is an Indian, over there.” We rode close to him, and
Ezra said, “How;” but he did not even grunt. He was very disappointing
as the “Noble Red Man” we read about. He wore an old ragged federal
suit, cap and all. There were no feathers, beads nor blankets. He was
not black like a negro, more of a brown, and a different shade from the
mulatto. He was ugly as sin.


ON THE BANKS OF THE PLATTE.

                                                  Saturday, June 3.

Here we are on the Platte with about two hundred wagons in sight. We
are now on what is known as “The Plains.” My idea of the plains has
been very erroneous, for I thought they were one continuous level
or plain as far as the eye could reach, no hills nor hollows, but
it is nothing else than the Platte River Valley with high bluffs on
either side. There is some timber on the banks, but the timber of any
consequence is on the islands in the middle of the river, out of reach
of the axe of the emigrant. This is the junction of the roads from St.
Joe and Plattsmouth, and that is why there are so many wagons here
to-night. Surely, among all these people there must be a minister of
the Gospel, so perhaps we will have public worship to-morrow. Our trip
grows more interesting, even Mrs. Kerfoot seems interested, as so many
people are going West, it must be the thing to do.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, June 4.

We are organized into a company of forty-five wagons, a captain and
orderly sergeant have been elected, and hereafter we will travel by
system. Mr. Hardinbrooke is our captain. He has gone on this trip
before; he is taking his wife and little girl with him to Montana. A
Mr. Davis is our orderly sergeant.

We are now coming into a country infested with Indians, so it is
required by Government officials that all emigrants must organize
into companies of from forty to sixty wagons, elect captains and try
to camp near each other for mutual protection. The grass for stock is
unlimited. About twenty of the wagons in our train are freight wagons,
belonging to the Walker Brothers, Joe and Milt. Joe has his wife
with him. Milt is a bachelor; their sister, Miss Lyde, and a younger
brother, De, are with them. They are going to Montana. We have been
introduced to Mr. and Mrs. Hardinbrooke, and to the Walkers and their
ladies. They are pleasant, intelligent people, and will add much to
the pleasure of our party, no doubt. Frank and I went horseback riding
this afternoon to the station to get some good water from the well. I
cannot drink the river water.

No public worship to-day, although there were so many of us here.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, June 5.

We were awakened at an early hour this morning with a bugle call. Three
companies were organized yesterday; there were about twenty wagons that
were not asked to join either party, so they pulled up stakes and left
while Frank and I were away. The strange women were of the party; they
must be some miles ahead by this time, and I hope they will stay ahead.
When our long train of wagons are stretched out upon the road, we
make a formidable looking outfit for the Indians to attack. As far as
the eye can reach, before us and behind us, there are wagons, wagons,
wagons; some drawn by oxen, some by mules, and some by horses. All fall
into the slow, sure gait of the oxen. There are whole freight trains
drawn by oxen; there are more ox teams than all others.

After our evening meal, a number of us started for a stroll along
the bank of the river. Before we reached the river, we were met by
a perfect cloud of mosquitoes that literally drove us back. I never
came so near being eaten up. There is a strong breeze blowing toward
the river, which keeps them from invading the camps, for which I
am thankful, otherwise there would be little rest or sleep for us
to-night. They are the first mosquitoes we have seen on the road.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, June 6.

It is sweet to be awakened with music, if it is only a bugle. Our bugle
certainly makes sweet music. The road is becoming very dry and dusty,
which makes riding in the wagon rather disagreeable sometimes. Mother
and I take turns driving the horses and riding Dick. Rather the most
of the time I ride Dick. One of our boys goes out with the herders at
night, so one of them is generally sleepy, and sleeps during the day,
while the other drives the ox-team.


THE ORDER OF OUR GOING.

                                                  Wednesday, June 7.

There is such a sameness in our surroundings that we seem to be
stopping in the same place every night, with the same neighbors in
front and back of us, and across the corral. When we organized, Mr.
Kerfoot’s wagons were driven just in front of ours and Mr. Morrison’s
just behind ours, so we have the same next-door neighbors, only they
have changed places. We are in the central part of the left-hand side
of the corral. The wagons occupied by the Walkers and Hardinbrookes are
just opposite in the right-hand side of the corral.

We always stop in just this way, if only for an hour at noon--which we
do every day for lunch, and to water the stock.

When we halted to-day, the rain began to pour, the stock scattered in
every direction. When it stopped raining, the cattle could not all
be found in time to start again this afternoon, so we only made half
a day’s drive. It has commenced raining again, and promises a rainy
night. It is not very pleasant camping when it rains, yet it would be
much more unpleasant if it did not rain--to lay the dust, refresh the
atmosphere, and make the grass grow.

When the captain finds a place for the corral, he rides out where all
can see him, and gives the signal, the first and central wagons leave
the road; the first to drive to where the captain stands, the other
and all behind it cross over a sufficient distance to form the corral
by the wagons stopping, so as to form a gateway, for the stock to pass
through, turned so that they will not interfere with each other when
hitching. The next wagon drives to position, with the right-hand side
of cover almost touching the left-hand or back, outer edge of the
wagon in front, with tongues of wagons turned out, so that all can
be hitched to at one time. In this way the entire corral is formed,
meeting at the back an oblong circle, forming a wall or barrier, the
cattle cannot break through. The horses are caught and harnessed
outside the corral, but the cattle have to be driven inside to be yoked.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, June 8.

It rained all night, seemingly without cessation; the wind did not
blow, so there was no harm, but lots of good done. I am glad when the
rain comes in the night-time, instead of day-time. Where the beds
touched the covers they were quite wet this morning.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, June 9.

We came through a little town--Valley City. There is a very pretty
attractive looking house near the road. Cash and I had come on ahead of
wagons. Our inclination to enter that pretty home was irresistible,
so we dismounted, took off our habits, hitched our ponies, and knocked
at the door. A very pleasant lady opened the door and gave us hearty
welcome. We told her frankly why we came. She laughed, and said,
“I have had callers before, with the same excuse, but you need not
apologize, I am glad my home is attractive to strangers.”

The gentleman of the house is postmaster, and has his office in the
room across the hall from the parlor. While we were there the coach
arrived, and the mail was brought in. He did not know we were there,
and called to his wife to “Come see this mail.” We went with her, and
oh, such a mess. They had emptied the mail-sack on some papers that had
been spread upon the floor, and such a lot of dilapidated letters and
papers I never saw before. I picked up a photograph of an elderly lady,
but we could not find the envelope from which it had escaped.

Perhaps some anxious son, away out in the mines, far from home and
friends and mother, will look in vain for mother’s pictured face, and
be so sadly disappointed. I am so sorry for the boy that will miss
getting his mother’s photograph. She looks like such a sweet, motherly
mother. A great many of the letters were past saving; if the owners had
been there they could not have deciphered either the address or the
written contents, for they were only a mass of pulp; the postmaster
said it was “Because they send such old leaky mail-bags on this route;
those post-office folk seem to think any old thing will do for the
West, when we ought to have the very best and strongest, because of
the long distances they must be carried.” All that could be, were
carefully handled and spread out to dry; still, they would reach their
destination in a very dilapidated condition.

We have made a long drive, are within four miles of Fort Kearney.
There are a great many wagons within sight besides our own long
train, whichever way we look we can see wagons. The road from Kansas
City comes into this road not far from Valley City, and there are as
many, or more, coming that way as the way we came. People leaving
war-stricken Missouri, no doubt. I have never seen a fort. I do hope
Kearney will come up to my expectations.


FORT KEARNEY.

                                                  Saturday, June 10.

I was disappointed in Fort Kearney, as I so often am in things I have
formed an idea about. There are very comfortable quarters for the
soldiers; they have set out trees, and made it quite a pretty place,
away out here in the wilderness, but there is no stockade, or place of
defense, with mounted cannon, as I had expected.

Sim and I rode horseback through the fort while the wagons kept the
road half a mile north of the fort. Only a few of us came by the way
of the fort. A soldier gave us a drink of water from a well by the
wayside. He seemed a perfect gentleman, but had such a sad expression.
We were told that these soldiers were in the Confederate service,
were taken prisoners, confined at Rock Island, and enlisted in the
Government service to come out here and fight Indians. They are from
Georgia and Alabama.

Two families have joined our train and come into corral on the opposite
side, just behind the Walkers: Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy--a newly-married
couple--and Mr. and Mrs. Bower, with a daughter fourteen and a son
five. We only came one and a half miles west of the fort near Kearney
City. I do not understand why we have made such a short drive, for the
boys say the feed is not good, it has been eaten off so close.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, June 11.

We were obliged to leave camp and travel to-day, the first Sunday we
have hitched up since we started. It was a case of necessity, as there
was not feed for our large herds of cattle and horses. We made only a
short drive, just to get good feed for the stock.

We are camping near a station that must seem like a military post,
there are so many soldiers. Several soldiers came to our camp this
afternoon; they confirmed what we heard yesterday. They are Confederate
soldiers, they were prisoners, and their homes are in far-away Georgia
and Alabama, and they are desperately homesick. It is a distressing
sickness. I have been so homesick that I could not eat or sleep, and
a cure was not effected until I was at home again. Then how nice it
did seem to be home, and how good everything tasted. I do hope this
cruel, homicidal war will soon be over, and these fine-looking Southern
gentlemen will be permitted to go to their homes and loved ones, who,
no doubt, are waiting and longing for their return. My heart aches for
them.


ELEVEN GRAVES.

                                                  Monday, June 12.

We stood by the graves of eleven men that were killed last August by
the Indians. There was a sort of bulletin-board about midway and at the
foot of the graves stating the circumstances of the frightful tragedy.
They were a party of fourteen, twelve men and two women, wives of two
of the men. They were camped on Plum Creek, a short distance from where
the graves are. They were all at breakfast except one man who had gone
to the creek for water, he hid in the brush, or there would have been
none to tell the tale of the massacre.

There had been no depredations committed on this road all Summer, and
emigrants had become careless and traveled in small parties. They did
not suspect that an Indian was near until they were surrounded, and the
slaughter had commenced. All the men were killed and scalped, and the
women taken prisoners. They took what they wanted of the provisions,
burned the wagons and ran off with the horses.

The one man that escaped went with all haste to the nearest station
for help. The soldiers pursued the Indians, had a fight with them and
rescued the women. One of them had seen her husband killed and scalped
and was insane when rescued, and died at the station. The other woman
was the wife of the man that escaped. They were from St. Joe, Missouri.

Ezra met with quite an accident to-day; he went to sleep while driving
the family wagon--he was on guard last night--the horses brought the
wheel against a telegraph pole with a sudden jerk that threw him out
of his seat and down at the horses’ heels--a sudden awakening--with a
badly-bruised ankle.

We are in the worst place for Indians on all this road. The bluffs come
within half a mile on our left, and hundreds of savages could hide
in the hollows; the underbrush and willows are dense along the river
banks. There is an island, about a mile in length, that comes so near
this side in many places that a man could leap from bank to bank. The
island is a thick wood, a place where any number of the dreaded savages
could hide, and shoot down the unwary traveler with the guns and
ammunition furnished them by the United States Government.

How I would like to climb to the top of those bluffs, and see what is
on the other side, but the captain says, “Stay within sight of camp.”
And I must obey.


A NARROW ESCAPE.

                                                  Tuesday, June 13.

Cash, Neelie and I created quite a sensation this morning. We waited,
after the train had started, to mount our ponies as we usually do. Cash
and I had mounted, but Neelie led her pony, and we went down to the
river to water them, Neelie found some beautiful wild flowers, and she
insisted upon gathering them. Of course we waited for her. The train
was winding round a bend in the road, and the last wagons would soon be
out of sight. We insisted that she must come. “The train will be out of
sight in five minutes, and we may be cut off by savages in ambush.”

She did not scare worth a cent. She led her pony into a little hollow
to mount when we saw two men coming toward us as fast as they could
ride. Cash rode at an easy canter to meet them, while I waited for
Neelie, who was deliberately arranging her flowers so that she would
not crush them.

“Those men are coming after us, perhaps there are Indians around.” She
took her time, just the same.

When the captain saw that the train would soon be out of our sight, he
went to Mr. Morrison, who was on horseback, and said, “Ride quietly
back and warn those girls of their danger, there are Indians around.
They have been seen by the guard, on the island, and by the herders,
in the hollows of the bluffs this morning. They would not be safe one
minute after the train is out of sight.”

They had kept it quiet, as they did not wish to cause unnecessary
alarm, for they knew there was no danger, for the Indians knew they
were being watched, and besides we are too many for them. Mr. Morrison
started, but not quietly; he snatched off his hat, whipping his horse
with it, passed Mr. Kerfoot’s wagon as fast as his horse could go. Mr.
Kerfoot asked, “What is the matter?” Some one said, “Indians!”

He wound the lines round the brake-handle, leaped from his high seat on
the front of the wagon, grabbed the first horse in reach, snatched Mr.
Gatewood’s boy out of the saddle, jumped on the horse and came tearing
toward us, lashing the horse with his long whip--his hat flew off soon
after he started, but he did not know it. He passed Mr. Morrison, and
meeting Cash, he stopped long enough to bring his whip over her horse’s
haunches with all his might, and sent her flying toward the train. He
next met me--for I started, when I saw them coming, and was perhaps a
hundreds yards ahead of Neelie--and stopped and said, “Miss Sallie, do
you know that we are in the very worst Indian country there is on this
road?”

He did not wait for a reply, but went on to Neelie, who was looking
all about to see the Indians. He gave her pony a cut with his whip,
as he had Cash’s, and we went flying over the ground, Neelie’s merry
laughter pealing forth. Mr. Kerfoot did not speak to either of us.
Mr. Morrison had turned back with Cash, and scolded all the way, she
said he stuttered and stuttered, until she had hard work to keep from
laughing. The captain had stopped the train, and we were greeted with
loud cheering and hurrahs.

There was considerable joking about our being anxious for an adventure,
and the young men were profuse in their declarations about what
they would have done if we had been captured by the Indians. Every
one laughed about our “narrow escape,” as they called it, except Mr.
Kerfoot; he was pale and trembling. It is a shame that he should have
been so unnecessarily frightened by our thoughtlessness, and I believe
he thinks it was my fault. I wonder what he would have thought if I had
left Neelie to come alone?

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, June 14.

One of the men found the skull of a human being to-day while we were
stopping at noon. It seems horrible to think of one’s bones being
scattered about in such manner. There is a storm coming; a storm on the
plains is something to be dreaded, especially a wind-storm. Old men
who have been freighting across the plains for years, say they have
seen wagons upset with three tons of freight in a wind-storm. I am more
afraid of a wind-storm than of Indians. The boys say I am not afraid
of Indians at all.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, June 15.

The storm came with great violence last evening; we saw it coming in
time to be prepared for it, so there was no damage done. The rain came
down in torrents, and made the roads as hard and smooth as a floor, not
any mud. It has been fine for horseback riding, everything seems so
fresh and clean and pure, and not too warm. Mr. Milt Walker joined us
about an hour before camping time. He seems a very pleasant gentleman.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, June 16.

We had a storm last night, much more terrific than the night of the
14th, yet there was no harm done, more than to frighten some of the
women and children. For my part I enjoyed the coming of the storm
exceedingly. I never witnessed a storm-scene so sublimely grand.
Oh, for the pen of an artist, that I might picture the majesty and
grandeur of the coming of that storm.


BEAUX.

Nellie Bower has a pony, and rides with us sometimes. She is a very
mature young lady for her age, and very pleasant company. Neelie and I
were riding together this morning, while Cash and Nellie Bower rode a
short distance ahead. We had been on the road about half an hour when
Dr. Fletcher and Milt Walker rode up, requesting the pleasure of our
company, in a very formal manner. Of course we smilingly bowed assent,
and the doctor rode with Neelie, and Milt with me. It is the first time
there has been any formality in our pairing off while riding. The boys
sometimes ride with us, but they come informally, we ride as we please,
and stop and climb into the wagon when we please, without saying by
your leave.

I am sorry any such formality has been commenced, for when I want
to lope off, and be by myself, I want to feel free to do so, rather
than to be constrained to entertain a beau, as we did this morning.
Of course, Dr. Fletcher and Mr. Walker have not gone with us thus
informally. I presume we succeeded in entertaining them, for when the
train turned out for noon, each gentleman looked at his watch and
wondered “If it could be possible it is noon?”

Dr. Fletcher is stepbrother of the Walkers--his mother and their
father being married. He is physician for our train; an intelligent,
handsome man, below medium in size. I think he must be dyspeptic, for
he is always finding fault with everything. He seems to admire Neelie
very much. We came through Cottonwood this morning. Stopped at noon
where the feed is fine, so it has been decided that we stay here until
to-morrow. The sky has the appearance of another storm this evening. We
have had a busy afternoon.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, June 17.

There was a brisk shower last evening about dark, only lasted about
half an hour, there was no wind. About midnight the cattle stampeded,
the herders do not know what frightened them, but the first thing
thought of was Indians, yet there were none visible. Some of the cattle
were not found until this afternoon, so here we will have to stay
another night.

The bluffs near here are quite high and abrupt. I climbed to the top
this morning. I seemed to be away up yonder, when looking down at our
corral the people looked like midgets. The bluffs are 150 feet high. I
received a beautiful bouquet of wild flowers this evening, but do not
know who sent it. The boy said, “A gentleman sent it.” But he either
could not, or would not, tell what gentleman. Perhaps the one that sent
it thought I would know instinctively, but I am certainly in the dark.

Two gentlemen took lunch at our table this afternoon; they are father
and son. Hillhouse met them out on the road; they asked him, “Do you
know where we can get something to eat? We have had nothing since a
very early breakfast.”

He brought them to our wagons, and we soon had a lunch ready for them.
Their name is Reade, the father’s hair and whiskers are as white as
snow, otherwise he is not an aged-looking man. They asked questions,
and when they found we had not fully decided upon our destination, they
insisted that Montana is the place for us. They have been there and are
going again with freight. They belong with the Irvine train. Each train
goes by the name of its captain, ours is known as “The Hardinbrooke
train.” Then there is the McMahan train, and the Dickerson train, that
always camp within sight of us, for mutual protection. We have not
met any of the people from the other trains. The Irvine train--which
is very large--are some miles ahead of us. The Reades were hunting
cattle, had been as far back as Cottonwood, but without success. The
son had a long talk with the boys before leaving camp. After he had
gone, Hillhouse came around and took a seat on the wagon-tongue,
near where I was engaged in the interesting occupation of the week’s
mending. I said, “Mr. Read thinks Montana the place for us.”


WE DECIDE TO GO TO MONTANA.

“Yes, so do the Walkers, and Mr. Hardinbrooke, and Mr. Morrison, and
everyone else that are going to Montana.”

“Well, why not go there?”

“I do not like for you and mother to go there, for it will be rough
living I expect, but I intend to go as soon as you are settled
somewhere near Mr. Kerfoot’s folks.”

“Just listen to the boy. Mother come here for five minutes, do. What do
you think this boy is saying? That he is going to Montana when we are
settled in California, or some other place.”

“Well, if he is going to Montana, we are going, too. How many women are
on their way there in these trains? I reckon it will not be any worse
for us than it will be for them.”

“All right, if you are both willing to go to Montana, we will change
our plans accordingly. It is not as far as California.”

And I know he is glad. So it was settled then and there that Montana
will be our destination.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, June 18.

We started very early this morning, as soon as light, about four
o’clock. I think the most of the women were yet in bed. It was a
glorious morning, and I did so enjoy my early ride on Dick. We had not
been on the road very long when Frank joined me. I told him, “We had
decided to go to Montana.”

He was silent a moment, then said, “It is the place to go. I do hope we
can persuade Uncle Ezra to go there, too.”

“I hope he will decide to go with us, for it would be hard to part with
all of you now. It would seem almost like leaving home again.”

We halted at nine o’clock, had breakfast at ten, started again at
twelve. Stopped again at four, and are camping on Fremont’s Slough.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, June 19.

We passed two graves this morning that have been made within a month.
The first a man who shot himself accidentally three weeks ago. The
other a woman, forty years old, who died one month ago to-day. As I
stood beside the lonely graves, I thought of the tears that had been
shed, the prayers that had been uttered, the desolation of heart that
had been endured by those who had been obliged to go on and leave their
loved ones here in this wilderness. How my heart ached for them. My
heart went out in thanksgiving and praise to our Heavenly Father that
there has been no serious sickness in all these trains with so many
people. It is marvelous.

We are camped on the banks of the South Platte. The men have driven
the stock across to an island. I do not know if it is because they are
afraid of the Indians stampeding them, or that the grass is better.
If there should be danger, I presume they would not tell us. There is
a town of prairie dogs near; several of us went to make them a visit,
but the boys had been there with their guns shooting at the little
things, and frightened them so they would not come out, although we
waited in silence until almost dark. I shall make another effort to see
them very early in the morning before the boys are awake. I have heard
they are early risers, that they come out to greet the rising sun. We
met an acquaintance to-day--Will Musgrove--he is on his way to Central
City, Colorado. He is night herder for a freight train. The most casual
acquaintance seems like an especial friend, when we meet, away out
here, so far from home, or anywhere else.


PRAIRIE DOGS.

                                                  Tuesday, June 20.

Winthrop was quite sick last night with cramp colic. I was up with him
the latter part of the night, so was dressed and ready for my visit to
Prairie Dog Town at an early hour. The little fellows were up, standing
at their doors, and greeted me with a welcoming bark. Some of them
turned and darted away, no doubt to tell others we had come, for they
immediately came back to peep out at us and bark and chatter, as if
carrying on a lively discussion. They seemed perfectly fearless as long
as we kept our distance, but if we tried to get a nearer view, they
whisked away, and were gone in an instant; then they would send out two
or three scouts, and if we had gone far enough away, they would come
again to their doors. They have been well described by many writers.
Cash and Frank joined me, while at Prairie Dog Town.

I rode horseback this morning, and Milt Walker rode with me. Winthrop
is about well this evening. His was the first sickness we have had.
Will Musgrove came up with us while we were halted for noon--his train
is a short distance behind--he rode with me in the wagon all afternoon,
and drove the horses, and mother rode Dick. We had a long talk about
friends at home. He took dinner with us, and then said good-bye, and we
will see him no more, for we will travel faster than the freight train.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, June 21.

Mr. and Mrs. Morrison are large-hearted, cheerful people, who seem to
be always happy and trying to make others happy. Mrs. Morrison learned
that Miss Lyde Walker has her guitar, and sings beautifully, so she
invited her to come to their tent and help to entertain a few friends.
It was a very pleasant diversion. While Lyde was singing, the men and
boys from all over the corral came near to listen. When she sang “The
Cottage by the Sea,” both inside and outside the tent, there was great
applause that terminated in an encore. But no, she would not sing any
more; she murmured something about the rabble, and laid her guitar away.

If I was gifted with a talent, with which I could give pleasure to
people, I would certainly do so whenever opportunity was afforded. I
would be glad to promote the happiness, and dispel as much sorrow as
possible, in this sorrowful world.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, June 22.

We came through a place called Star Ranch, or Old California Crossing.
We are camped twelve miles below Julesburgh. Mr. Reade called this
evening; we told him we had decided to go to Montana. He seemed as
pleased as though personally interested. Says the Irvine train is only
half a mile ahead to-night, and invited us to go with him to call upon
the young ladies. We, with one accord, asked to be excused. We all felt
that we are not in calling costume.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, June 23.

We are camping in Colorado. Came through Julesburgh, a rather
insignificant-looking place, to have such notoriety as it has in the
newspapers. We met a company of soldiers with about twenty Indian
prisoners. They were captured at Fort Laramie, and they are taking
them to Fort Kearney. The soldiers had a fight with about one thousand
Indians three weeks ago. There were no soldiers killed, though a number
were seriously wounded, and they lost a good many horses. There were
squaws and papooses with the prisoners, though not captives.

The Indians in the fight were Sioux and Cheyennes; they all look alike
to me. They were the most wretched-looking human creatures I ever saw,
nothing majestic, dignified, or noble-looking about any of the Indians
I have seen. An ex-Confederate soldier gave me my information about
the fight. There are a great many Southern soldiers on this route. We
passed another newly-made grave this afternoon. Mr. Reade called this
evening.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, June 24.

I was caught in a hail-storm this morning. I was half a mile from the
wagons, on a high bluff, looking over the river, watching the storm
coming. I did not realize that it was so near, but all at once it came
down pell-mell and gave me some pretty hard knocks. Dick seemed in a
hurry to get to the train, and I let him go. We seemed to fly over the
ground through the storm, but we had the benefit of it all, for it
stopped just when we reached the wagons.

I unsaddled Dick and turned him out, while I took passage in the
wagon, changed my wet clothes for dry ones and wrapped in a shawl to
keep from taking cold. When the teams were being hitched up at noon,
Hillhouse said to me, “Dick has not had water; you would better ride to
the river and give him a drink.”

The river was half a mile from the road, but in sight all the way. Dick
cantered to the watering place, drank all he wanted, and we started
back when I saw someone coming toward me. I will not say who it was
because of what followed.

“I thought you were getting too far behind for safety.”

“Oh, there isn’t any danger; you need not bother about me.”

“Bother? Oh, no.” And then came a declaration that about took my
breath. At first I felt that I would like to box the presumptuous boy’s
ears. Then I wanted so much to laugh. But when I saw how desperately in
earnest he was I thought, perhaps, I have been to blame for not seeing
how things were tending. I was perfectly amazed; such a thought never
occurred to me.

Our ride back to the train was rather embarrassing to me. I tried to
make him see the comicality of the whole business, but he would not see
it. We passed a station where the Indians had burned all that would
burn, but these adobe, dirt-roof houses, or cabins rather, would not
make much of a blaze I imagine. Inside one of the cabins--or what was
left of it--were two dead Indians that had been killed in the fray.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, June 25.

Mr. Reade came with six young ladies to call upon us this morning, also
one gentleman from the Irvine train. They had gone down into their
trunks and were dressed in civilization costumes. They were Misses
Nannie and Maggie Irvine--sisters--their brother, Tom Irvine, Miss
Mollie Irvine, a cousin--Miss Forbes, and two other young ladies,
whose names I have forgotten. They are all very pleasant, intelligent
young people.

The trains are keeping as close together as possible, for protection,
for the Indians are on the warpath. Every station and ranch-building
that we are passing these days have been destroyed.


PREACHING SERVICES.

We have had a preaching service this afternoon. Rev. Mr. Austin, of the
Methodist-Episcopal Church South--the church that I am a member of--was
the preacher. The services were well attended, and the sermon was fine.
He compared our situation with that of “The Children of Israel” in the
wilderness. He spoke of God’s care for them, and that He careth for
us, spoke in an earnest manner of our dependence upon God, and our
inability to take care of ourselves, or to accomplish anything without
God’s help and co-operation, and of the necessity of earnest prayer
and faith in all circumstances of life, and always to remember that
“The Everlasting Arms are underneath.”

When the people were gathered, at the call of the bugle, some sat on
chairs in the shade of wagons, some under umbrellas, some in carriages
and light wagons. Mother and I stood near a carriage, before the
service commenced, when a lady invited us to sit with her and her
children--a little boy of five and a girl of three. We accepted and
were introduced to Mrs. Yager, wife of the physician for the Chilicothe
train, Mr. Dickerson captain. The services were held at their camp.
Mrs. Yager is a Southern Methodist, too. Rev. Austin is a member of the
Chilicothe train. I am glad there is at least one preacher among us.


MUSIC IN CAMP.

                                                  Monday, June 26.

Mr. and Mrs. May--a newly-married couple that came into our train at
the junction of the roads--are both musicians; several of our young
men have fine voices, and with Lyde’s guitar, and Mr. May’s violin we
have had an enjoyable musicale away out here in the wilderness. If the
Indians had been within listening distance it would be interesting to
know what impression the music made upon their minds, as “Music hath
charms, etc.” The music this evening has been the happiest feature of
the day, for I have had to ride in the wagon all day. One of the big
horses went lame this morning, so Dick was put in harness and the dear
little fellow has worked all day. He looks funny beside the big horse;
the harness had to be taken up to the last holes to make it fit him.
I would not enjoy taking this trip without a saddle-horse or pony to
ride. I must be more generous hereafter and let Lyde and Mrs. Kennedy
and other ladies that have no horse ride Dick oftener than I have been
doing. I have not fully realized how very tiresome it is to ride in
the wagon all day, and day after day.

I have always supposed that good water would be very scarce on this
road; we have not found it so, there are always from one to three wells
at the stage-stations, with excellent water, free for all--thanks to
Uncle Sam for this provision for our welfare. In some places wood is
very scarce and must be hauled long distances; we cooked dinner this
evening with wood hauled from near Cottonwood. Cedar logs are fastened
under the wagons, lengthwise between the wheels; as there are no stumps
or rocks in the road they carry all right, when there is no wood to
pick up the log is taken down, a piece cut off and split up for use.
It is surprising with what a little bit of wood one can cook a meal on
these sheet-iron stoves.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, June 27.

Among the men who are driving for the Walkers is an eccentric old
bachelor named Fogy; he is very bashful when in the presence of
ladies. I have often heard it said that men cannot drive oxen without
swearing; it is a mistake. I have seen a whole lot of ox-driving on
this trip, and to-day I heard the first profane oath since we left the
Missouri River. It would have been funny if it had not been shocking.
We have traveled all day where the bluffs come close to the river, the
road is very uneven, little hills and hollows, in some of the hollows
there is mud. Mr. Fogy admires Neelie very much (at a distance, of
course), we often hear the extravagant compliments he pays her, and his
regrets about that troublesome “if.”

Soon after the start this morning, Neelie and I rode to the front to
escape the dust and sand that were flying; as we came near the front
wagon we were startled by hearing a terrific oath. The wagon had stuck
in the mud and would, of course, stop the entire train. Mr. Fogy was
the driver. He was greatly embarrassed and distressed when he knew
we had heard him swear, and stopped stock still and let the wheels
sink into the mud so that they had to double teams to get them out. He
afterward told some of the boys he was effectually cured of swearing;
that he never felt so cheap in his life, and if he is ever tempted to
swear he knows the remembrance of that moment will check him.

We had a refreshing shower about two o’clock, that laid the dust,
cooled the air, and made everything sweet and fresh. We hoped and
expected to have a pleasant afternoon, after the rain there was
a calm--not a little tiny breeze or breath of air--it was just
suffocating, and then came a cloud of buffalo-gnats that almost
devoured us, so that horseback riding was an impossibility.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, June 28.

Cash is on the sick-list to-day. I trust it will not prove to be
anything serious. I greatly fear Mr. Kerfoot’s family are destined to
have considerable sickness before this trip is ended. They have such a
sameness of diet, and it is so poorly cooked I fear the result.

When we started on this trip not one member of the family had ever
prepared an entire meal; they had always had a houseful of servants
to cook and do everything else for them. The first two or three weeks
Neelie and her mother tried to learn to cook, and mother and I tried to
teach them. It takes great patience to learn to bake in stoves out of
doors; they heat red-hot so quickly, and cool just as suddenly; they
must have careful attention all the time.

They made several failures baking light bread, and, giving it up in
disgust, settled down to biscuit, that are hard as brick-bats, when
cold, bacon, coffee, and beans--when we stop long enough to cook
them. They were well supplied with fruit at first; the canned fruit
was so easily served that it is all gone. They have dried fruit, but
think it too much trouble to cook. Neelie does the cooking with
some assistance from her father, such as getting wood, making fires,
bringing water, grinding the coffee, etc. Henrietta and Emma--the next
younger sisters--wash the dishes. It is no small undertaking to cook
for a family of twelve; I do not blame Neelie for getting tired, she
says they have such appetites it is not worth while to tempt them with
extras.

Neelie is the dearest, sweetest, most unselfish daughter and sister;
it seems they all depend upon her, the children go to her in their
troubles and perplexities, her father and mother rely upon her, and she
is always ready to do what she can for any and everybody that needs her
help; she is unselfishness personified.

The wind blew so all afternoon that we could not ride horseback. The
roads are smooth and hard as asphalt, result of rain yesterday and the
wind to-day. Dr. Fletcher who was called to prescribe for Cash says she
will be all right in a day or two.


THE MOUNTAINS IN SIGHT.

                                                  Thursday, June 29.

We could see the mountains, as the sun was sinking behind them; they
were plainly visible though one hundred miles away. It does not seem
possible they are so far away. Long’s Peak and others near it are the
points in sight. They look very much as I have imagined mountains would
appear in the distance.

Mr. Walker is my informant as to names of places, distances, etc. He
has been over the road and seems to know all about it. We usually ride
some hours in company each day, so I have fine opportunities for asking
questions, and he seems a willing instructor. He never broaches the
sentimental, has never paid me a compliment in words I am glad to say,
for since my late experience I would hesitate to ride with him were he
not the sensible man that he is. We crossed a small stream to-day that
was bridged and had to pay fifty cents toll for each wagon; the ford
had been spoiled, or we could have crossed without the bridge.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, June 30.

We stopped at noon where the road forks, the left-hand road goes to
Denver. Mr. and Mrs. May, and Mr. and Mrs. Kirkland and children took
the left-hand road, as they are going to Denver. Mr. May’s brother,
George, goes on to Montana on horseback; he will leave us in the
morning and depend upon reaching stations, or emigrant camps, for food
and shelter nights. I do hope the Indians will not get his scalp.

We have been feasting on antelope, the first that any of our party
have killed. It is fine, much better than venison--but then I never
ate venison when I was so hungry for fresh meat--we do get so tired of
cured meat. We see no game except antelope and jack rabbits. The great
herds of buffalo--that we read about--have not been in sight as yet.

Mr. Morrison’s four-horse team ran away this afternoon with Mrs.
Morrison and the children in the wagon. I had been riding with
them since noon, had just left the wagon. When all the horse teams
were driven out of ranks and down to the river for water, the lead
horses took fright at an ant-hill--the ant-hills are big as a
chicken-house--and started to run. There were several men near who
caught and stopped them just as the forewheel went over the bank of the
river. Mr. Harding was driving; he tried to rein them away from the
river but they were right on the verge when stopped, one moment more
and there would have been a serious accident. Mrs. Morrison did not
scream nor try to jump out, neither did she allow the children to, but
sat quite still and acted like the sensible woman that she is.

We are only six miles below the crossing of the South Platte.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, July 1.

We were awakened this morning at the first peep of dawn by the sound
of the bugle call. Soon the teams were hitched, corral broken, and we
were journeying to the crossing of the river, where we were driven into
corral again. While we were getting breakfast the men were raising
the wagon-beds and fixing them upon blocks as high as the wheels, and
binding them tight with ropes to the coupling poles and lower parts of
the wagons, ready to ford the river. They had a top-heavy appearance,
as if the least jolt would topple them over. Some of the women were
very nervous about riding in wagons set up on stilts, and felt quite
certain somebody would be drowned. Wagons were crossing when we drove
into corral, of course we had to wait our turn--first come, first
served. Some enterprising young men have the blocks and ropes there to
rent, at a very reasonable hire, too, for they might have asked what
they would, we had no choice but to use them.

The river is half a mile or more wide, about half way over there is a
large freight wagon stuck in the quicksand, just below the track of
the wagons; it has been there since yesterday; it is slowly, slowly
sinking, and cannot be gotten out. It has been unloaded and left to its
fate, it seems a signal of distress to warn drivers to keep farther up
the river and avoid the quicksands.

I drove the horse team over, and Hillhouse rode Dick and directed our
going. The wagons of our train were all over and in corral by two
o’clock without accident or mishap. Wagons have been crossing all day,
and this evening we are a considerable town of tents and wagons; more
than two hundred wagons within sight on the north side of the South
Platte, at the eastern extremity of Fremont’s Orchard--though why it is
called an orchard I cannot understand, for there is certainly no fruit,
neither promise of fruit about it, mostly quaking-asp and cottonwood,
I think. Our corral is just to the left of where the wagons drive out,
and near the bank of the river. Hillhouse has crossed the river on Dick
at least twenty times to-day; he seemed to know just how to help and
has been in constant demand, so he and Dick are thoroughly tired out
to-night. We will stay here over Sunday, and hope to have religious
services to-morrow as there are several preachers with us. I have not
met any of them except Brother Austin who preached for us last Sunday.

Cash is much better, able to be out, though quite pale and weak. The
mountains looming up in the distance seem to be the goal to which we
are tending, and now we seem to make some progress every day for we are
certainly nearer than when we first saw them on the twenty-ninth of
June. Before they came in sight we did not seem to make any progress,
but traveled day after day, and seemed to camp at night always in the
same place; there was such a sameness in the landscape. In the early
morning when the sun shines upon the snow-capped mountains the effect
is thrilling; they seem to be the great altars of earth raised up to
Heaven for the morning sacrifice.


A TOWN OF TENTS AND WAGONS.

                                                  Sunday, July 2.

It is wonderful, wonderful to behold how this town of tents and wagons
has sprung up since yesterday morning when there was no sign of life on
this north bank of the South Platte, and now there are more than one
thousand men, women and children, and I cannot guess how many wagons
and tents. The wagons have been crossing all day, the last one has just
been driven into corral at sunset.

I was sitting on the bank of the river watching with anxiety the wagons
as they ploughed through the deep waters--for the ford has washed out
and the wagons go in much deeper than when we crossed yesterday--when a
gentleman came and introduced himself as Dr. Howard, physician for the
McMahan train. He said, “Miss Raymond, I have known you by sight since
we camped at Kearney, and now as I have an errand for an excuse I hope
to become better acquainted.”

I could not imagine what his errand could be, for he talked of other
matters for fifteen minutes or more, then said, “Miss Raymond, I have
been directed to your wagons for the best and most wholesome bread that
is baked on this road. Captain McMahan’s nephew, Robert Southerland,
has been very sick but is now convalescing and needs nutritious and
wholesome food to help him gain strength. I came to ask you for a piece
of good bread.”

Of course I gave him a loaf, and said, “Come get more when that is
gone.” He thanked me profusely.

There has been no serious accident nor any lives lost, although
thousands of cattle, hundreds of horses, and more than a thousand human
beings have crossed the river since yesterday morning.

Oh, for the pen of a Dickens to describe this wonderful scene, which
no one ever has or ever will see again, just as it is. The moon is at
the full and shining brightly as there is not a cloud in the sky, the
camp-fires do not glow as they do dark nights. The men are building a
great bonfire in the middle of our extemporaneous town.


WE WORSHIP IN THE WILDERNESS.

There is to be a praise and thanksgiving service for our safe conduct
through the deep waters and our protection from the Indians. The people
are beginning to gather near the bonfire and I must go, too.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Later.

Our service is over; it was grand, the singing of the old familiar
hymns by so many voices spontaneously was inspiring, the talks by five
or six ministers of different denominations were full of love for the
Master, and brotherly love for every one.

An invitation was then given for all who had enlisted in the service
of the Master to come forward and shake hands with the preachers, thus
testifying for Christ. Neelie was the first one in that long procession
to give her hand. Precious girl, she is always first in every good
work. I noticed Dr. Howard in line, and I also noticed that Mr. Reade
and Milt Walker were not among the soldiers of the cross.

The feed for stock is abundant, if it were not so, all these cattle and
horses could not find pasture.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, July 3.

The scenes in this great expanse of low, level land on the north side
of the Platte in the early hours of this morning is hard to describe.
Corrals and camps here, there and everywhere. Cattle and horses being
driven into corrals to be harnessed and yoked, men and women cooking
by camp-fires and on stoves, everybody seemed to be in a great hurry,
all was animation and life, men riding after horses, oxen and mules;
yelling, hallooing and calling, but not a profane oath did I hear.
Among so many children, we rarely ever hear a child cry, and never hear
a woman scold.

Our train was the third to break camp and file into the road this
morning. The place that knew us yesterday will know us no more forever.
Our town of tents and wagons that was teeming with life this morning
is this evening deserted, silent, and uninhabited. We have folded our
tents and driven or rode away. I did not mount immediately, but led
Dick by the bridle, and gathered a magnificent bouquet of the most
beautiful wild flowers. I had loitered by the way and did not notice
that I was getting far behind our train, when I looked up and saw only
strangers in the train that was passing. I thought it was time to
mount, threw the bridle over Dick’s head, while arranging my flowers,
so that I would not crush them. I saw a gentleman in the train throw
down his whip and start toward me, as if to assist me in mounting. I
waited until he was quite near, then placing a hand on either horn I
sprang lightly into the saddle, turned and waved my bouquet toward him
as Dick galloped off. Such a cheer as the men in the train did raise,
and then such merry laughter; it was fun to hear them.

Dr. Howard says it was Colonel Woolfolk--a gallant young widower--and
the men that witnessed it guyed him unmercifully on having been
snubbed. We came to the western extremity of Fremont’s Orchard, ten
miles, and stopped for lunch. Then came the Sand Hills, where all the
heaviest wagons had to double teams to get through. The captain came on
four miles and selected a camping ground, and we drove to our places,
to wait for the heavy wagons to get through the sand.

Hillhouse, and several others, who came on with us, went hunting for
antelope. We have been feasting on antelope for several days; it is
fine, but if I could have my choice I would rather live on ham and
bacon all the while than to have our men go hunting in this Indian
country. Since we have crossed the Platte we have no protection from
the soldiers, as there are no stations on this side the river.

We suffer agony when our boys are away from camp guarding stock or
hunting. I have no fears for myself nor any of us while we are all
together in corral; but just a few away by themselves, how easily they
might be cut off. There were Indians seen this morning by men looking
for feed for the stock. It is almost dark and the boys have not come. I
think the captain is getting anxious; he keeps looking in the direction
the boys have gone. Ten P.M. The boys have just come with one
antelope. They lost their bearings and came to the river, one mile or
more above camp, and that was what kept them so late. When we scolded,
they said they were obliged to stay to get at least one antelope for
our Fourth of July dinner to-morrow.


WE CELEBRATE THE FOURTH.

                                                  Tuesday, July 4.

We made corral at eleven A.M., the captain announcing, “That we will
stay four hours.” I do not know if we stopped so soon, because it is
the Fourth, or because it is so intensely warm, and the sun beams so
hot, or because it was such a delightful camping-place. Whatever the
cause, there we rested beneath the shade of large cottonwood trees, and
it was so pleasant.

We had dinner at two. Our bill-of-fare--oyster soup, roast antelope
with oyster-dressing, cold beans warmed over, dried fruit sauce, and
our last cake and custard for dessert. We used the last of our eggs,
which were packed in salt; it is surprising how nicely they have kept.
I believe they would have kept another month. We had a very enjoyable
feast, with an abundance of lemonade without ice. The boys put up a
large swing on two large cottonwood trees; two could swing at once,
with lots of strong arms to send us away up high. We began to file into
the road at three P.M. Our fun was all too short. Dr. Fletcher rode
with Neelie, and Milt Walker with me.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, July 5.

Here is where we would have crossed the South Platte--if we had not
forded it at the east end of Fremont’s Orchard--on Lathan’s Ferry. If
all those wagons had crossed on the ferry it would have been a big pile
of money for the ferrymen, for they charge one dollar a team.

We passed a squalid-looking Indian village to-day; it was just teepees
and huts. Oh, dear, but they do look so uncomfortable. We are at the
mouth of the Cache la Poudre--where somebody cachéd their powder. The
water is so very clear and cold; it seems so nice after the muddy
Platte. As there are no stations on the north side of the river, there
are no wells. The Cache la Poudre is supplied by springs that flow from
the snow-capped mountains that seem to be right over there.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, July 6.

As we were passing another Indian town I peeped into two or three
of their dwelling-places. They are desolate-looking homes; no
sleeping-places, no tables, chairs nor any furniture, just some rolls
of blankets and buffalo robes, some camp-kettles, and that was all.
There were squaws and pappooses innumerable squatted around on the
outside of their teepees, the squaws making moccasins, or decorating
them with beads. When we said “How,” they grinned and held up two
fingers, indicating they wanted two dollars for a pair. We did not
purchase.


THE BLACK HILLS.

                                                  Friday, July 7.

We are camped at the foot of the Black Hills. They seem like immense
mountains to me. There are four large corrals near the little village
of La Porte. We rushed through with dinner, then Mrs. Hardinbrooke and
I started for the top, taking our note-books with us. Before we had
gone far, Winthrop and Frank joined us. Frank brought his gun; I do not
know if he expected to find Indians or antelope up here. After much
puffing and blowing, climbing and clambering, we reached the top. Oh,
it is magnificently grand. If only I could make a pen-picture of this
scene that others might realize it, as I do.

The mount upon which we stand is shaped like the quarter of a ball or
globe miles and miles in diameter and circumference; we having climbed
up the outside of the quarter to the top edge are looking down a steep
precipice--the perpendicular side of the quarter. When a stone is
thrown over, it takes it twenty-five seconds to reach the bottom, where
the Cache la Poudre River runs at the base of the precipice.

How easy to step off into eternity from this place. I would not like to
live near here, lest I might be tempted to do it some time. The valley
over there looks as if--away back in the ages past--another quarter
of the great ball that had been separated from this quarter, had been
lifted by giant hands and carried away, leaving the most picturesque
valley that I have ever beheld. There are three prosperous-looking
farms in sight, a large herd of cattle grazing, and a beautiful grove
or park at the northern end of the vale. West of the valley, and
opposite where we stand, are peaks much higher than this; behind which
the sun is sinking. The setting sun has crowned the mountain-tops with
a crown of glory and brightness. The moon is rising out of beautiful,
white fleecy clouds in the east. It is lovely beyond description.

    How beauteous is this earth,
     How bright the sky,
    How wisely planned by him
     Who reigns on high.

The sun is gone, night is coming; we must go, for we are at least one
and a half miles from camp. I fired Frank’s gun before starting; I
aimed at the river, and hit the mark. How weak and insignificant these
words seem when compared with the reality.


WE VISIT A BEAUTIFUL SPRING.

                                                  Saturday, July 8.

The scenic beauty of the route we have come over to-day was ever
changing. We were either coming through a narrow cañon, across a
beautiful vale, climbing or descending a steep hill or mountain.
Nellie Bower and I had started on horseback to have the morning to
ourselves, when Mr. Walker rode up and asked us to go with him to a
lovely spring of delightfully cold, clear water he knew of, some two
or three miles ahead. We consented, of course, and had soon left the
wagons behind us. Mr. W. has been over the road before and seems to
know the landmarks and places of interest. We found the spring, as
described, in a beautiful dell, where the loveliest wild flowers I ever
saw are growing luxuriantly. We were soon off our horses, enjoying the
cool, delicious spring water. We gave our horses a drink, and then we
each gathered a large bouquet of beautiful, fragrant wild flowers. They
certainly are “wasting their sweetness on the desert air.”

I believe we were almost an hour ahead of the train. Mother scolded,
and so did Mr. Bower, because we had gone so far ahead of the wagons,
for it is said these hills are full of Indians. I am all the time
forgetting about the Indians. Mr. Kerfoot will not allow his girls to
get out of sight. I am glad mother is not so exacting as that, but I
ought not to impose upon her good nature, and cause her to worry. I
never do intentionally, but sometimes I forget.

We are camping in a beautiful basin surrounded on all sides by high
hills, and where the grass is plentiful. There is only one other train
with us, but then it is the McMahan train, and they are all such
fine-looking young men--and of course they are brave--that I always
feel safe when they are near. Our captain has forbidden our going out
of sight of camp. There are cañons in all directions; how I would like
to explore.

Hillhouse and Sim Buford gathered some wild currants while herding;
they will pass for fruit, but they look better than they taste. We have
made sauce of them; with lots of sugar and cream they look inviting,
and the boys seem to like them; very few will satisfy me. We can
always have cream for breakfast, as the milk stands over night, and
a pat of the sweetest, most delicious butter every evening, when we
travel, as the milk is churned by the motion of the wagon. Fruit is
very necessary on this trip, because of the alkali in the water, dust,
and air we breathe, to keep us in health.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, July 9.

I was up very early this morning; I cannot spend precious time in
bed after daylight while we are camping in this delightful place and
have this perfect weather. I led Dick to the spring for a drink,
bathed my face and hands in the cool water, picked a bouquet for the
breakfast-table, and returned to camp to find the girls in bed. They
missed a glorious sight by not seeing the sun rise.

Mother and Mrs. Hardinbrooke went with me to the top of the hill
nearest camp this afternoon. They picked flowers and enjoyed the view
for a while, then returned to camp, leaving me to come later. I sat
on a large flat rock, just below the top, as mother said, “The Indians
could see me so much farther if on the very top.” I promised her I
would not go out of sight; that if an Indian carried me off they could
see him and know where I had gone. I did so enjoy the quiet of this
Sunday afternoon; I had Mrs. Prentiss’s delightful book, “Stepping
Heavenward,” to read, and time passed so quickly the sun was setting
before I thought of going back to camp. Some of the boys laughed and
said, “We were watching, and if an Indian had put in an appearance we’d
have settled him; we knew you would not see him until he had you.” I
thanked them for their watchfulness.


WE CUT OUR NAMES IN STONE.

                                                  Monday, July 10.

Just when we had mounted our ponies for our morning ride, Mr. Walker
came and asked us to go with him to the top of a mountain we could see
far ahead and to the right of the road. He said, “The prospect is very
fine, indeed, from that mountain-top. I was there two years ago.”

Cash and Neelie were included in the invitation, also Mary Gatewood,
but their fathers would not let them go. So Nellie Bower and I were the
only ones who were allowed to accept his invitation. We rode our ponies
until the ascent became too steep, and then dismounted and climbed. It
was a hard climb, but we were amply paid. The view was magnificently
grand. We found Mr. Walker’s name where he had cut it in the soft stone
two years ago, and we left our names, with date and former place of
residence, cut in the stone. There were hundreds of names there, but
I looked in vain for a familiar one. I wonder if any one that we know
will find ours? We passed the graves of two men this morning who had
been killed by the Indians. What a sad fate; God forbid that any of
our men or boys should die such a death.

We are camping near a military post--Virginia Dale. It is just as
beautiful as the name would imply. There are soldiers here for the
protection of emigrants passing through these hills and mountains.
Cash and I were riding with the captain when we came to the station.
The officer in charge came out to speak to the captain and asked some
significant questions, “How long have you been in the hills?”

“Two days and nights.”

“Where have you camped?”

“In that basin about eighteen miles back. We stayed over Sunday.”

“Have the Indians troubled you?”

“We have seen no Indians.”

He seemed greatly surprised, and said, “There has been no train come
over that road within the last month without trouble, especially where
you stayed over Sunday. Did not you notice those cañons in every
direction? The Indians could surround you before you could know there
was one near. The hills are full of Indians.”

He told the captain where to camp, and where to send the stock for
safety and protection. The captain thanked him, and we were starting on
when the McMahan train came in sight.

“Ah, ha!” he exclaimed, “I see now why you have not been molested. Just
keep that train in sight, and you need have no fear of Indians.” And he
just doubled up laughing until it was embarrassing to us.

“But why? Why will that train be a protection more than another?”

“Don’t you see that portable engine lifted away up there, and all those
iron pipes? The Indians think it is cannon, or some sort of machinery
invented for their destruction; no doubt they believe it could kill
them by the hundreds, though the mountains stood between it and them.”

So that is why we have not been molested. We have heard of
depredations before and behind us, but we have not seen an Indian.
Blessings on the McMahan train; I hope we will not lose sight of it
while we are in this Indian country.

We have passed through some very narrow cañons to-day, where there was
barely room for one wagon to pass. Great rocks were hanging overhead
on one side, with a rushing stream beside and just below the road on
the other. There are beautiful waterfalls in the cañons. I was standing
watching one of the highest, waiting for the wagons to pass. The last
one had gone when Mr. Morrison came and peremptorily commanded me to
“Come on, Miss Sallie. The I-I-I-Indians will c-c-c-carry you off some
of these days,” he stuttered. Of course I went.

The captain’s orders are, “Do not leave camp this evening.” We were
only just corralled when I saw Lyde Walker climbing a near-by
mountain. It is the first time I have known her to leave camp since we
came into the Black Hills; she is very much afraid of Indians. When she
came back I asked, “Why, Lyde, did you not hear the captain’s order
that we were not to leave camp this evening?”

“Oh, there is no danger when the men are on guard and watching. It
is when they feel secure and are not looking out for them that I am
afraid. Indians do not molest people when they are expecting them.”


LARAMIE PLAINS.

                                                  Tuesday, July 11.

The sounding of the bugle and the echo that reverberated through the
mountain gorges this morning was enchantingly sweet, and must have
driven slumber from every eyelid. We left the hills at noon and are
camping on Laramie Plains. We came over some very steep, rocky roads
before we reached the plains. I watched the wagons anxiously as they
descended the steep, rocky mountain-side, bounding and bumping against
the big rocks, expecting and dreading an upset, but all landed safely
on level ground at last, and I gave a sigh of relief and thanksgiving.
We have not had an uncomfortably warm night all Summer, but while we
have been coming through the hills the nights have been really cold, so
that we have slept under blankets and comforts, like Winter-time. There
is no sickness in camp at all; it is marvelous how very well we are. I
hope it will continue so.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, July 12.

We crossed the Big Laramie River just before noon. Had a good crossing;
the water is clear, the bed of the river is covered with gravel, the
banks are low, and the water is not very deep. I rode across on Dick;
the water just came to my stirrup. We will stay here until to-morrow,
as there is no water for fifteen or twenty miles, and we cannot go so
far in half a day. We young people planned a fishing expedition for
this evening, but the mosquitoes are so thick on the bank of the river
we had to give it up. Some of the boys went seining; Brother Winthrop
was among them, so we will have fish for breakfast to-morrow morning.

The mosquitoes have not disturbed our rest at night, yet they have
several times been very thick on the banks of the rivers, but have
not been troublesome in camp. Perhaps the smoke keeps them away. The
McMahan train keeps with us, so we are safe. Dr. Howard rode with us
this morning; he is a widower.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, July 13.

We passed two large ponds of alkali this morning. The water had dried
up, and the alkali was two or three inches thick all over the pond; it
looked like ice, until we came very near.

Mrs. Hardinbrooke had a sick headache this afternoon; I took care of
little Annie that she might not disturb her mother. She is a dear,
sweet child and seems fond of me.

There was a rather serious accident as we were driving into corral.
Mr. Hazelwood’s horses were frightened and ran away, upsetting the
wagon and smashing it up considerably. Mrs. Hazelwood, her sister, and
two children were in the wagon; Mrs. H. was considerably bruised, the
others were not hurt.

Dick drank alkali water this evening. I have been feeding him fat
bacon; no doubt the grease and alkali have turned to soap before now in
his stomach, and soap is not poison, so he will not die this time, and
I will take better care of him the next time we are near alkali.


IN THE RAIN.

                                                  Friday, July 14.

The men were until almost noon repairing the broken wagon. An accident
that happens to one is assumed by all until results are overcome. As
we were ready for the start, a little girl ran among the oxen to catch
her pet crow; an ox kicked her on the forehead and cut a gash that had
to have a few stitches and be bandaged, so we were delayed again. When
order reigned once more we crossed the Little Laramie. It is very much
like the Big Laramie, only not so wide nor deep; I rode Dick over, and
then came on ahead of the train, keeping within sight. When we had
traveled about an hour the rain came down. I was likely to get very wet
before our wagons came, for they were among the last in the train; I
took the saddle and bridle off Dick, sat down on the saddle to keep it
dry, and to wait for the wagon. I was resigning myself to a drenching
when Mr. Grier, driver of the front wagon, came and spread a great big
rubber coat over me, so that I was completely sheltered and was hardly
damp when our wagons came.

Then mother drove the horses close up to the wagon in front. I tossed
my saddle and bridle in, hopped up on the tongue of the wagon before
the wagon behind got close up, and we started without stopping but the
one wagon. We could not stop until we came to feed for stock, so we
were obliged to travel in the rain. We drove into corral about four
P.M., and are again quite near the mountains. There are more pleasant
things than camping in the rain. The water is so impregnated with
alkali I fear it will cause sickness; the stock are in greater danger
than we, for we can guard against it.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, July 15.

As I climbed out of the wagon this morning I saw the most beautiful
rainbow I ever looked at. The bow was complete, the colors dazzlingly
bright and just as vivid in the center as at the ends. It was not
raining in camp, but raining hard on the mountain-side. The rainbow
was so near we might easily have reached the end and “found the pot
of gold.” The rain came down all morning; we did not break camp until
ten o’clock and then made only a short drive. We are camping among the
hills once more, with not another train in sight. The McMahan train is
behind us, but we do not know how far away they are, so we are glad to
wait until they catch up. There is a mountain near that I would like to
climb, but it is against orders.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, July 16.

We are all here; although some of the women last night seemed to think
there was small chance of our seeing the light of this morning’s sun.
Had we known that the McMahan train was within calling distance--just
a hill intervening--perhaps we would have rested easier and slept more
soundly. It is considered a very dangerous place where we were last
night and where we have traveled to-day. Although it is Sunday, I am
sure there is not one in camp that would have voted to stay there to
rest. We have heard horrible stories of the depredations that have
been committed along this road and in these mountains within the last
month. We saw with our own eyes--just before we came to Rock Creek--a
station that had been burned and all the inmates killed or taken
prisoners; there were none to tell the story of the fight, although the
bodies of all who were known to be there were not found. The buildings
were not all burned, the fire either went out, or was put out by the
rain, after the Indians left. They have been repaired, and soldiers
stationed there now. We saw at the same station a coach that had been
riddled with bullets; it was found on the road about a mile from the
station, without horses, driver or passengers.


INDIANS.

It is supposed the Indians killed the driver, took the horses, and
it is not known yet whether there were passengers or not, the coach
being so riddled with bullets; it is feared there were passengers. A
guard of soldiers go with the coaches we meet, or that pass us now. We
crossed Rock Creek on a toll-bridge, and had to pay fifty cents toll
for each wagon.

Just after we crossed the bridge, and where there is a sudden turn in
the road, as it winds around the mountain, we saw where two men had
been killed and two wagons burned last week. The tire became loose on a
wheel of the next to the last wagon in a freight train, the men stopped
to tighten it, while the rest of the train moved on, not thinking of
danger, and was out of sight in a few minutes. An hour later some of
the men came back to see what kept them. There they were--dead and
scalped--the horses gone, and wagons on fire. The Indians had taken all
the freight they could use, piled wood under the wagons, and set it on
fire. We saw quantities of white beans scattered over the ground, also
the irons from the wagons.

We are within sight of Elk Mountain and seemingly quite near it. Sim
and Hillhouse picked a nice lot of gooseberries while stopping at noon.
I have been sitting in the wagon, picking off stems all afternoon;
they also brought a bucket of snow. It is really refreshing, and such
a novelty to have a snow-ball to eat in July. The gooseberries are
quite plentiful around here. Cash and I went with Hillhouse and Sim
to pick some this evening, but a shower drove us to camp; the boys
stayed and picked as long as they could see. If we had time, we could
gather gooseberries enough to supply the train for a month. They are
very fine and large; they are certainly an acceptable addition to our
bill-of-fare, where a sameness of diet is unavoidable. I shall always
consider them a fine fruit hereafter.

About an hour after we drove into corral the McMahan train came, and
their corral is quite near. We are so glad they are here; we feel safe
when they are near.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, July 17.

Such a cold, rainy, dismal day as this has been. It has rained without
stopping from early morn until now, and it is almost sundown. This is
the first all-day rain we have had this Summer. It has rained all night
several times, but that is not so bad.

Since we have been in this Indian country the tents have not been put
up; every one seems to think it safer in the wagons than in tents
outside the corral, so we have had to sit in the wagons all day. I have
read, sewed, written, picked over gooseberries and ran through the rain
and visited some, yet the day has seemed long. The herders have to take
the stock two miles away to find feed, so we are consumed with anxiety,
notwithstanding we know our Father’s care is round and about us, and He
can and will protect us. When we came here we could see Elk Mountain,
but now it is enveloped in clouds, entirely hidden from view. It is not
pleasant camping when it rains all day long.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, July 18.

The wagons started soon after daylight, before we were out of bed. We
had been on the road a little while when I heard Hillhouse call to
Brother Winthrop--who was driving our wagon--“Oh, just look, Wint.
Isn’t that a grand sight?”

I knew there was something to see, so I was soon up and dressed and
sitting with Winthrop. I shivered with cold until my teeth chattered,
but was well repaid for any inconvenience by the grandeur of the sight
I looked upon. Why try to describe or picture anything so entirely
impossible? The masses of fleecy white clouds, with the brightness of
the morning sun shining upon them as they floated around and over the
top of the mountain, made an ever-changing, beauteous panorama that I
cannot describe. As the clouds rose higher and higher, they seemed to
mass over the top of the mountain, as in benediction, glittering in
the sunshine until they seemed to melt away. I waited until the sun
had warmed the air, then mounted Dick for my morning ride. The McMahan
train broke corral and drove into line just behind our wagons. I had
only just started when Dr. Howard rode up on his pony Joe and requested
the pleasure of riding with me. The doctor is a very pleasant, cultured
gentleman, and is very fond of his pony, yet Joe cannot be compared
with Dick for beauty, neither for easy gait. Why, Dick is the most
beautiful pony on this road. He is a bright bay with long and heavy
black mane and tail, and his gait is as easy as a cradle. I can ride
all day and not be tired at all. While his horse--well, I will not
describe him. It might hurt the doctor’s feelings.

We came to the foot of Elk Mountain, on the Medicine Bow, about nine
o’clock. We find plentiful and excellent feed for the stock, so the
captains have announced, “We will stay here until to-morrow.”


WE CLIMB ELK MOUNTAIN.

The doctor thanked me for the pleasure our morning ride had afforded
him, and asked, “Can we not make up a party to climb Elk Mountain after
breakfast?”

“I hope so. I will ask some of the young people.”

About ten o’clock a few of us commenced the climb. Lyde Walker, Nellie
Bower, Cash and Neelie, Sim Buford, Brother Hillhouse, Dr. Howard and
myself. We were well paid for the effort; we found beautiful wild
flowers, and some wild strawberries not five feet from a snow-bank. The
snow is in a ravine on the north side where the sun does not shine. The
berries and flowers are on the bank of the ravine, high enough to catch
the rays of the sun, facing the south. The view was fine; we could see
a large white lake far away to the west. Dr. Howard said it was alkali.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, July 19.

We passed the alkali lake this afternoon. It was a strangely beautiful
sight--the water as white as milk, the grass on the border intensely
green. I always thought grass would not grow where there is alkali,
but it is certainly growing there; the contrast of white and green was
vivid. The wind was blowing the water into little glittering, dancing
skipping wavelets; the sight was so unusual that it was fascinating,
though the water is so dreadfully poisonous.

There are several musicians in the McMahan train; Lyde says they
serenaded me last night. She says they stood between our two wagons. I
think she is trying to tease me.

“Ask Dr. Howard, if you do not believe me. He was one of them.”

“Oh, no. I would be ashamed to acknowledge I did not hear them, and
would feel like a dunce if they had not been there.”

Dr. Howard gave me the bouquet he gathered on Elk Mountain, which was
most beautifully arranged, and asked me “To keep it until it falls to
dust.” I have put it between the leaves of a book and will perhaps
never think of it again.

We came through Fort Halleck to-day. There were eight wigwams, or
teepees, at the east end of the town; the squaws wore calico dresses
and hoops. I believe they were more comical-looking than in their
blankets. I fail as yet to recognize “The noble red man.” They are
anything else than dignified; they seem lazy, dirty, obnoxious-looking
creatures.

Cash and I made a few purchases at Fort Halleck. I paid eighty cents
for a quire of writing paper, and Cash paid fifty cents for a can of
peaches. Mrs. Morrison is on the sick-list to-day, and Delia Kerfoot
has a very sore mouth--scurvy, the doctor says, caused by the alkali in
the dust and air. Neelie and Frank are both complaining.


WE CROSS THE NORTH PLATTE.

                                                  Thursday, July 20.

The ground was covered with a white frost this morning, and it is
freezing cold. Mrs. Morrison and Frank are better; Delia’s mouth is
healing. Neelie continues to drag around; she will not acknowledge that
she is sick enough to go to bed, but she certainly looks sick. I wish
they would call Dr. Howard; somehow, I have more faith in him; perhaps
because he is older and more experienced.

We are on the banks of the North Platte; arrived about three o’clock,
did not stop for lunch at noon. We came ahead of the other trains,
which will be here to-night. We will have the privilege of crossing
first in the morning.

The men have taken the herds five miles away to get good feed. They are
in danger from Indians. The captain called for volunteers. My brothers
both offered to go, but the captain said, “Only one of Mrs. Raymond’s
boys must go.”

Hillhouse said he would be the one. He was on guard last night, too.

We are in no danger here, for there are several trains here now and
there will be more to-night. Oh, the anxious watching, the prayerful
longing for day that we must endure this night, because of loved ones
exposed to danger. What a precious privilege that we can go to the
Mercy-seat with the assurance that if we ask aright our petitions will
be granted. How do people live without Christ and a Mercy-seat? What
can they do, when suffering anxiety, grief, or bereavement, if they
cannot go to Jesus with their sorrows? Precious Saviour, what a refuge
in time of trouble, what a joy to carry everything to God in prayer.

The McMahan train is near. Dr. Howard has been here; he begged me to
let him see my diary. I asked to be excused.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, July 21.

The night passed without alarm, and we are all here; I am thankful.
Some of the men in our train were afraid to risk fording the river,
and paid four dollars per wagon to be ferried over on a rickety old
ferryboat that looked more dangerous than driving over.

Hillhouse and Winthrop were both engaged with the ox-team, Winthrop
on the seat and Hillhouse riding Dick. When they drove into the river
I motioned to mother to keep quiet and drove the horse-team right in
behind them. The current is very swift; they had all they could do
to keep the oxen from going with the current, and did not know I had
followed them until they came out on an island in the middle of the
river. Hillhouse smiled a sickly little smile, and said, “You should
not have tried that.”

Dr. Howard stood near, holding his pony by the bridle. He complimented
me on my skill in driving, and said, “I saw you drive in that swift
and treacherous river with bated breath, but soon saw that you knew
what you were doing, yet I rode Joe in just behind you to be ready for
emergencies.”

“Thank you for your thoughtfulness. I will not ‘halloo until I am out
of the woods’--the other side is to be crossed yet.”

Hillhouse said, “You would better wait on the island, and I will come
back and drive your wagon over.”

But of course I could not do that, after all the complimenting I had
received. I drove in--with fear and trembling--for there lay a big
freight wagon upset in the middle of the stream. It was more difficult
than the first side, the banks higher and steeper, and the water
deeper. We got over without mishap; the doctor came on his pony just
behind us. I wandered off alone after lunch and climbed to the top
of a near-by mountain. I found there a large pyramid of loose stones
that looked as if they had been piled there by travelers, each one
contributing a stone.

I selected a snow-white stone from the mountain-side and added to the
pile. There is another town of wagons being made on the west side
of the North Platte. The wagons have been crossing all day, and are
crossing yet. Hundreds of wagons have been driven over that turbulent
and rushing river, and not a serious accident occurred.

I have been on the lookout for the Irvine train, but it is not here. I
think it is ahead of us, and we will not see the young ladies or Mr.
Reade again on this trip, yet as we are all going to Montana we may
perhaps meet again.


NEELIE IS SICK.

                                                  Saturday, July 22.

We are within sight of Pine Grove in Wyoming Territory.

Neelie was very much better this morning; almost well, she said at
noon, and rode her pony this afternoon. I was riding with her when I
noticed a heavy rain-storm coming. I begged her to come on and not risk
getting wet.

“Oh no, Miss Sallie; I don’t want to ride fast. This air is so
delicious, and I think I want to ride alone for a while; you go on, and
I will come very soon.”

I saw it was useless to urge her. I am always careful not to expose
myself unnecessarily to a drenching, so I raced on to our own wagons
and had barely time to unsaddle Dick and turn him loose when down came
the rain in torrents. I was so anxious about Neelie and expected her
to come tearing through the rain. I looked from the back of the wagon
and saw her coming--plodding along at the same slow gait, as if she
did not know it was raining. When the rain was almost over she came
along--drenched, of course. She laughed at my look of dismay and paid
no heed to my scolding. Mother and I both urged her to go quickly and
change her wet garments for dry and warm ones. She got off her horse
and climbed into the wagon. When we stopped I went around to see how
she fared. She sat in the wagon with a blanket-shawl around her, and
the wet clothes had not been changed for dry ones. She was shivering
with cold.

“Oh, Neelie, my precious girl, I am afraid you have killed yourself.”

“Oh, no, Miss Sallie; I am not so easily killed as all that.”

“But, Neelie, you have been sick for a week, and now to get this
drenching. I fear the consequences.”

The family do not appear at all anxious, so there is nothing I can do
but hope and trust that her naturally strong constitution may bear even
this strain. I advised her to go to bed, drink hot tea, and get into a
perspiration. I doubt very much if she will do it.

Milt Walker is on the sick-list, too. Hillhouse went to bed with a
severe headache last night, but a night’s rest has entirely restored
him.

We crossed three very muddy streams to-day, the first muddy water
we have seen since leaving the South Platte. Since coming to the
mountains, the water has been as clear as crystal until to-day;
perhaps we are coming into mining country. We stopped quite early this
afternoon; the McMahan train has passed and gone out of sight. I hope
they will not go too far, and that they will lend us protection with
their portable engine and other machinery.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, July 23.

We are resting to-day. I went with Mrs. Hardinbrooke, Lyde and a
gentleman friend of Lyde’s, for a long ramble over the mountains this
afternoon. We found a most delightful spring where the water seemingly
gushes out of the rock. Just below this spring was a patch of the
finest wild onions I ever saw. We brought a good supply to camp. We
are so starved for green vegetables that everyone seems to enjoy the
onions, though some had never eaten onions before, they said. For my
part I always did like onions.


THE SUMMIT OE THE ROCKY MOUNTAINS.

                                                  Monday, July 24.

We passed the summit of the Rockies to-day, and are camping on the
western or Pacific slope to-night. The ascent has been so gradual
we should not have known when we reached the top but for the little
rivulets running in different directions. Quite on the summit and
very near to each other we saw two little rivulets starting on their
way; one to meander toward the Pacific, while the other will empty
its confluence into the Mississippi, and thence on to the Gulf. Just
a scoopful of earth could change the course of either where they
started--from the same spring really. As it is, how widely different
the scenes through which they will pass. So it is with human lives--a
crisis is reached, a decision is made, and in one short hour the
whole trend of our life is changed with regard to our surroundings,
associates, environments, etc.

We came through Bridger’s Pass to-day, crossed a toll bridge near
Sulphur Springs, and had to pay fifty cents toll for each wagon. The
streams are all muddy that we have crossed to-day. We saw two beaver
dams; they look like the work of man with shovel and trowel. We are
camping two miles west of Sulphur Springs.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, July 25.

We are camping near another muddy creek near a station that was
attacked by Indians ten days ago; they wounded one soldier very
severely and ran off with nine horses.

After we were in corral, while waiting for the stove to be set up and
the fire to be made, I was sitting in mother’s camp-chair idling and
thinking, when Neelie came to me. She dropped upon the grass beside me
and, laying her head in my lap, said, “Oh, Miss Sallie, I am afraid I
am going to be sick in spite of everything, and I have tried so hard to
get well without sending for the doctor.”

Dr. Fletcher is desperately in love with her and tried to tell her
so one day not long ago, catching her hands while talking, which she
resented as a familiarity, and has not spoken to him since. She told me
about it the evening after. It happened at noon. I told her I believed
he was sincerely in earnest and that she had wounded him deeply.

She told me what she had done to try to cure herself; the medicine she
has taken is enough to kill her. I called mother and told her what
Neelie had told me. Mother said, “You poor child, you do look sick,
indeed; you must go to bed and send for the doctor right away.” I went
with her to the wagon, helped her to get ready for bed, and told Cash
to send for Dr. Fletcher. She said she would as soon as Bush--her
brother--came.

After dinner I went again to see Neelie; the doctor had not yet come,
but Bush had gone for him. I stepped upon the tongue of the wagon and
could, with difficulty, restrain an exclamation of disgust. Neelie
interpreted my expression and said, “Cash just would do it; said I was
looking so like a fright.”

Cash had powdered and painted Neelie’s pale face and crimped and curled
her hair--and made her look ridiculous--trying to hide the sick look
from the doctor. I did not answer Neelie, but went and scolded Cash; in
a low tone she said, “She was so dark around the eyes, her lips blue,
and her cheeks so pale I could not bear to have Dr. Fletcher see her
looking so homely. She has told you about their little love-tiff?”

“Yes, but don’t you suppose he can see through that paint and powder? I
am afraid he will think Neelie did it, and she will appear ridiculous
in his eyes.” I saw the doctor coming, so came away. As I was sitting
here writing, he came a while ago and said, “Miss Raymond, will you sit
with Miss Kerfoot to-night and see that she has her medicine strictly
at the right time?”

“Certainly I will. Is she very sick, doctor?”

“She is in a much more serious condition than she or the family
realize. It would not be wise to alarm her, but the family ought to
know she will need very careful attention. I will tell them to-morrow.
You need not sit up after the last dose of medicine is given, which
will be at midnight. I think she will rest better if everything is
quiet, and the lights out.”

I know from the doctor’s tone and manner he thinks Neelie dangerously
ill. The doctor gave me directions about her medicine, and I went
immediately to her wagon.


SIM BUFORD SICK.

                                                  Wednesday, July 26.

Last evening as I was on my way to sit with Neelie I met Ezra. He said,
“Miss Sallie, Sim is quite sick; very much like Cousin Neelie is, I
think. I wonder if we are all going to be sick?”

“Oh, no; I hope not. I am very sorry Sim is sick.”

When I left Neelie--a little after midnight--sleeping quietly, to come
home, I noticed a light in the wagon that Sim and Frank occupy. I did
not awake this morning until everything was ready for a very early
start. Mother had kept my breakfast warm by keeping the stove until the
last minute. I sat in the wagon and ate my breakfast after the train
had started. When through I climbed out and went to see how Neelie was.
I found her feverish and restless; her symptoms unfavorable.

Oh, the dust, the dust; it is terrible. I have never seen it half as
bad; it seems to be almost knee-deep in places. We came twenty miles
without stopping, and then camped for the night. We are near a fine
spring of most excellent water--Barrel Spring it is called. I do not
know why; there are no barrels there. When we stopped, the boys’ faces
were a sight; they were covered with all the dust that could stick
on. One could just see the apertures where eyes, nose and mouth were
through the dust; their appearance was frightful. How glad we all are
to have plenty of clear, cold water to wash away the dust.

Neelie is no better. Such a long drive without rest and through such
dust was enough to make a well person sick. I fear the consequences
for both Neelie and Sim, for Sim is a very sick boy. Hillhouse told
Sim last night that we would take him with us and take care of him, if
he wanted to come and Mr. Kerfoot would let him. He wants to come, of
course; so he sent for Mr. Kerfoot this morning to come to his wagon,
as he wished to see him on business.

Mr. Kerfoot came, and Sim asked to be released from his contract to
drive through to California. Mr. Kerfoot asked, “Why do you want to
leave us?”

“I believe Montana is the place for a young man to go, and besides I am
very sick and can have better care with the Raymonds than I can here,
for Neelie needs all your attention.”

“I reckon your chances are as good as the rest of us have.” And walked
off.

Frank came for me, and I went to see Sim; he is very sick, has a high
fever and coated tongue. He asked me to see Mr. Kerfoot. Frank went
with me. Mr. K. seemed to know what we came for; he was scarcely civil.
I put the case plainly, and said, “We must take care of Sim, either
with or without your consent; we owe it to his father and mother, and
to himself, to see that he is taken care of. He cannot be taken care
of where he is.”

After re-arranging the boys’ wagon and making room for Sim’s bed and
other belongings; Ezra, Frank and Hillhouse helped him to the wagon
and put him to bed, while I went to the McMahan train, which was quite
near, and asked Dr. Howard to come and prescribe for him. The doctor
came, bringing the medicine with him. He says it is mountain fever.


OUR TRAIN DIVIDED.

The separation of the train is being talked of, and is no doubt
absolutely necessary, for the herd is so large it is hard to find
pasture for them all together. When the division is made, those going
to California will form one corral, and those bound for Montana will
form another. This will separate us from Mr. Kerfoot’s family; I do
hope we will not have to part while Neelie is so sick. I do so want to
help take care of her.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, July 27.

Among the families that came into our train at Kearney was a family of
four young ladies and their father--a widower--named Ryan. Sue, Kate,
Mary and Maggie are their names. Mr. Ryan told some of the young men
that he was taking his daughters to the west, where there are more
men and fewer women, so they could have a better chance to get good
husbands than in Missouri. It has been a good joke among the boys, and
some of them have tried to be very gallant to the young ladies--as they
are on the market.

George Carpenter, a driver for Hardinbrooke and Walker, when the train
separated this morning, pretended to go into hysterics. He had a fit on
the inside of the corral when Mr. Ryan drove off with the other half
of the train. Mr. Kerfoot did not know he was fooling, and ran to his
assistance; the captain passed, took in the situation and smiled. Mr.
Kerfoot knew then it was a hoax, and it made him so mad he declared he
would not stay in a train where the captain would smile at such conduct.

The doctor had said to him, “It is necessary that I see Neelie several
times during the day, and you will be taking great risk if you leave
the train until she is much better.” He had decided to stay, and join
the others any time before they came to the California road, west of
Green River. He was so mad at the captain for smiling at Carpenter’s
nonsense, and because he did not rebuke him, that he made the boys
bring in the horses and cattle and hitch up as quickly as possible. In
an hour after the others started they had followed. Mr. Kerfoot did
not say good-bye to any one. I do hope Neelie will not suffer for his
crankiness.

We are now a corral of twenty wagons, the greater number freight
wagons; they are in corral on the opposite side, while the families
are all on our side. The Hardinbrookes, Walkers, Bowers, Kennedys,
Morrisons, Currys--a family of five--Mr. and Mrs. Baily and their
daughter, about ten years old, and a widowed sister of Mrs. Baily and
her little girl, about the same age as her cousin, are with us at the
back end of the corral. I do not know these people, only just to speak
when we meet, but they now help to form our corral.

We came only two or three miles after the train separated, just far
enough to get out of the dust. Mr. Kerfoot’s family and ours have been
almost as one family since we have been on the road, and I have become
greatly attached to all of them and especially to Neelie. She is the
dearest, sweetest girl, so very unselfish, and always ready to help
any and every one that needs help. There is not one in the family but
could be spared better than Neelie except, of course, her father. They
all love her so, and depend upon her for everything. She is a precious
daughter, a darling sister, and a true friend.

Sim is very much better; he has some fever, but not so high a
temperature as yesterday. Dr. Howard is very attentive. He says it is
mountain fever that Sim and Neelie both have. Dr. Fletcher called him
to see Neelie; he says she is a very sick girl, but not worse than Sim
was when he first saw him. Her temperature is not so high.

I wonder if mountain fever is contagious, or what it is that causes it?
It seems the air is so pure and invigorating one could not get sick at
all. I never felt better in my life, and mother seems so well. I am
afraid it is the sameness of diet and poor cooking that is making Mr.
Kerfoot’s folk sick. The bread they make is hard as brick-bats when
cold.


WE OVERTAKE THE CALIFORNIA TRAIN.

                                                  Friday, July 28.

We came up with the other half of the train about ten o’clock, and have
traveled in company the rest of the day. We have separate corrals
about two hundred yards apart; the stock is not herded together.

Neelie has been restless with high fever and flighty when she dozes;
with eyes half open, poor girl she is certainly very, very sick.

We are near a delightful spring, cold as ice, and clear as crystal. I
went to the spring to bathe my face and hands, and brush my hair. Mr.
Kerfoot and Frank came for water. Mr. Kerfoot said, “Miss Sallie, why
don’t you and your folks come and go to California, where you started
to go?”

“Why, Uncle Ezra, you know the reason. We think Montana the better
place for the boys to get a start, and we want to do the best we can
for them.”

“Tut, tut; wealth is not the chief thing in life. You can make a living
anywhere, and Montana is an awful place. Why, the only law they have is
mob law, and if a man is accused of crime he is hung without judge or
jury.”

“Notwithstanding, there seems to be a great many nice people going
there, and I am not in the least afraid of my brothers being accused of
crime.”

“I do believe you will regret going to Montana, and I also believe it
is all your doing that you are going. I think it is very unkind of you
to leave us now when Neelie is so sick and needs you so much.”

“We are not leaving you, Mr. Kerfoot; it is you leaving us against the
doctor’s orders, too.”

I made a great mistake saying that, he fairly raved; he was so angry,
actually beside himself with rage. He said very unkind things without
the least foundation or truth in them, and which I will try to forget.
I am so sorry for him. I did not answer a single angry word, and I
am glad I did not. But Frank did; he was about as angry as his uncle
was, and talked manfully in my defense. He gave his uncle the lie, and
clenched his fists and seemed ready to fight.

I ended the embarrassing scene by walking away. Mrs. Hardinbrooke was
waiting for me; we climbed to the top of a very steep point, which was
hard to climb, and we were out of breath when we reached the top and
were glad to sit and rest. The view was fine, the evening pleasant,
and we were glad of each other’s companionship, but we did not talk. I
think Mrs. Hardinbrooke attributed my silence to anxiety about Neelie,
and she was not far from the truth.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, July 29.

Neelie was very much better this morning; her fever gone, she was very
weak, but was free from pain. Her medicine had the desired effect.
She had rested quite well last night--better than since she has been
sick--and all her symptoms are favorable.

The doctor seemed greatly encouraged and told Mr. Kerfoot that if they
would stay here until Monday he felt sure Neelie would be out of danger
and they could move on without any risk of doing her harm. He did
not dream that Mr. Kerfoot would again disregard his advice. Neelie
continued better until noon, then some one proposed moving on a half
day’s drive, thought it would not hurt her if they made only short
drives at a time.

Mr. Kerfoot listened, and finally consented. He is very much afraid
of Indians, and in a few days we will be out of the Indian-infested
country. The doctor is very much out of patience with him, told me he
gave Mr. Kerfoot a piece of his mind.

You must make big allowance for the poor man. He does not realize that
he is endangering Neelie’s life; he cannot believe it possible that
such a calamity as Neelie’s death can befall them while he is trusting
in a merciful Father above. Yet I do wish someone might have exercised
authority and prevented their going.

Sim is very much better, improving rapidly. Mr. Walker is able to be
around once more. I wonder if he had mountain fever?

I have been trying to get the dust out of our wagon this afternoon; it
was hard work taking everything out and cleaning off the dust. Lyde
Walker pleasantly entertained us this evening with songs accompanied
with guitar. The wagon the Walkers occupy is just in front of ours
since the separation.


ON BITTER CREEK.

                                                  Sunday, July 30.

We came fifteen miles to-day, but have not overtaken the California
train. It must be that Neelie is no worse, and their traveling
yesterday did her no harm, or they would have waited over to-day; we
shall hope so anyway.

Dr. Howard rode with me this morning. We are traveling on Bitter Creek,
which is considered the very worst part of all the road. I had heard
so much about the desolateness of this part of the country that I
expected to find a barren waste. It is not so bad as represented. There
are long distances where there is not sufficient pasture for the stock,
but in places the feed is plentiful. The captain and two or three men
are off the road the greater part of the day hunting pasture; we stop
when they find it at whatever hour it may be.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, July 31.

We came twelve miles, passed one station; it was built of stone and
seemed a very comfortable place. Mrs. Hardinbrooke has been quite sick
to-day. I have taken care of little Annie. We have not had any word
from Neelie. I trust that no news means good news. Sim was able to sit
up in the wagon for a while this afternoon. I think with care he will
be well in a few days. We have had delightful weather, since we passed
the summit. The roads are quite dusty, but not like they were before we
came to Barrel Springs. The water in Bitter Creek is not so nice as
the mountain streams and springs, but it is not bitter, as I thought it
would be from its name.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, August 1.

We are at Point of Rocks, the place is rightly named; one who never saw
them could hardly imagine such enormous piles of rock; they are high
as mountains, with scarcely any dirt among them, the sides are smooth
and even, the stone is soft like slate or sandstone, and the whole face
of the enormous pile, as high as man can reach, is literally covered
with names, dates, and places of former residence from all over the
United States. I looked in vain for some familiar name. I left my name
in a conspicuous place, so if any of my friends look for my name they
will not be disappointed. There are springs flowing from the clefts in
the rock; and oh, with what pleasurable anticipation did I hasten to
partake of the pure water, as I, of course, supposed it was.

I had been riding with the captain as he came ahead to find a camping
place when the train came. I rode to our wagon, got a cup and crossed
Bitter Creek to get a drink of nice, cold spring water. I took one
swallow. Oh, oh, oh; the horrid stuff. I was glad there was no one
with me to see the face I made. I think I never swallowed a more
disagreeable dose. It was the strongest sulphur-water I ever tasted.
In my haste and eagerness I did not notice that the atmosphere was
impregnated with sulphur, and the sulphur formations around the
springs, because they were covered with dust.

The wind is blowing as cold as Greenland. I expect we will have to
go to bed to keep from freezing. Mrs. Hardinbrooke is no better; her
symptoms are the same as Sim’s and Neelie’s were at first, and we fear
she is taking the fever. Dr. Fletcher thinks Neelie must be better, or
we would have heard, as Mr. Kerfoot said he would send back for him if
she got any worse.


DELAYED ANOTHER DAY.

                                                  Wednesday, August 2.

We had a very cold night; there was ice a quarter of an inch thick
this morning. Several head of Hardinbrooke’s and Walker’s cattle were
missing this morning; the men have been hunting them all day, they
were found this evening in a cañon four miles from camp; there were
the tracks of two horses, with shoes, that had driven them there. The
Indians do not shoe their horses, so there must be thieves besides
Indians in this country. And here we are another whole day’s drive
behind the other half of our train. Oh, I wonder if it will be possible
to overtake them now, before our roads separate entirely. They must be
at least two days ahead of us, if they have not been delayed.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, August 3.

The mountains in this region are very barren, composed of sand and
rock, principally. It comes nearer being desert than anywhere on the
road. We have traveled all day, and have come only thirteen miles. The
road has been very rough indeed. I rode in the wagon the greater part
of the day, so I could take care of little Annie Hardinbrooke; her
mother is very sick. I have thought so much about Neelie, whenever the
wheels would strike a rock, or jolt down into a rut; how she must have
suffered, if in pain or fever; how hard it must have been for her.

Lyde says Dr. Fletcher is very impatient and cross, because of the
delay; he threatened to take a horse and go horseback yesterday, when
he found the train would not move. She thinks he is very anxious about
Neelie, and very much in love.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, August 4.

The wolves howled around our camp all last night and kept Cæsar--our
watch-dog--barking; so we could not sleep. Have made only a short
drive, and are camping at Rock Springs, where the road forks. The
men are not agreed as to which road to take; the upper--or right-hand
road--is the shortest, but the lower is best supplied with pasture and
water. If we take the upper road we cannot hope to see our friends
again, so Dr. Fletcher and I want to take the lower road, for we still
hope that we may overtake them.

Mrs. Hardinbrooke is very sick; I fear we are going to have another
case of serious sickness in our camp. I have taken care of Annie again
to-day, which seems to be the most efficient service I can render,
as Lyde and Mrs. Joe Walker take care of Mrs. Hardinbrooke when her
husband cannot be with her. He takes all the care of her at night, and
a most excellent nurse he seems to be. Sim is quite well, only pale and
weak.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, August 5.

The decision was made in favor of the lower road. As the train was
rolling out I had just mounted my pony, when Dr. Fletcher came and
asked me to ride with him. He has never seemed to care for my company,
nor I for his until since we have been so anxious about Neelie. Our
anxiety has been a bond of sympathy, and we have rather enjoyed each
other’s society. We had gone a short distance ahead of the train when
we saw someone coming horseback. I soon saw that it was Frank. We
hurried on to meet him. He shook hands without speaking. I asked, “How
is Neelie?”

“She is very low. I came after you, doctor. Our camp is about four
miles from here; we have waited two days for you, and thought you would
certainly come yesterday. When you did not come, we thought you must
have gone the upper road, and I was going back as far as the first
station to inquire if you had passed. I am glad, indeed, to meet you,
but greatly fear you will not be in time to save Neelie.”

The doctor asked two or three questions, excused himself and rode
away at a gallop, leaving Frank and I to follow, while I plied him
with questions, which he answered patiently. He then said, “Neelie was
much better for a day or two after we left you; we all thought she was
getting well; she spoke of you every time I saw her, and wondered why
you did not come. Since the fever came back I have not talked to her at
all. Part of the time she has been delirious, and when conscious she
was too weak to talk.”

Oh, dear. I do so want to see her and help take care of her.


A FATAL SHOOTING.

We rode a while in silence, then Frank said, “That is not all the bad
news I have to tell, Miss Sallie.”

I looked up quickly and asked, “What else has happened, Frank?”

“Frasier was shot and killed day before yesterday evening.”

“Oh, Frank; how did it happen?”

“Hosstetter did it, but I think he was not much to blame.”

Frasier is the man who spoke to Cash, Neelie and I, as we were watching
the wagons ferried across the Missouri River, whose son ran away
from his mother, and home, to come to his father, and go with him to
Montana. Frasier had teams and wagons for freighting, and Hosstetter
some capital to invest in freight, to take to Montana. Frasier advised
the purchase of flour, and he would freight it to Virginia City for
fifteen dollars per cwt. He said flour was worth fifty and sixty
dollars per hundred in Virginia City. (So it was in the Spring of 1864,
and as high as seventy-five and one hundred dollars per hundred, which
was the cause of a bread riot in Virginia City.)

No doubt Frasier was honest in his advice, and would have invested in
flour for himself. He charged more freight than was right, for ten and
twelve cents is the prevailing price; but then Hosstetter should have
found that out for himself.

When he found he had been imposed upon and learned that flour is
retailing at Virginia City for $15 per hundred, he was angry,
dissatisfied, and perhaps quarrelsome. Frasier was no doubt very
aggravating. They had quarreled several times, and the evening of the
3d, Frasier was heard to say to Hosstetter in a threatening tone:

“You may consider yourself lucky if you ever see Montana. You need
not expect to get any of this flour. It will take it all to pay the
freight.”

It was getting dark, and Frasier stood with one hand on a wheel as he
talked. He then got into the wagon and out again, with something in
his hand, which Hosstetter thought was a revolver in the gathering
darkness. He came back to the wheel where he had been standing when he
made the threat, and Hosstetter thought he had come to shoot him, and
fired twice, as he thought, to save his own life. Frasier fell, shot
through the brain, and died instantly.

Then it was found he had a hatchet in his hand, and had come to tighten
a tire on the wheel, which he had found loose when he laid his hand
on it. Frasier’s eldest son of fourteen years is here. There are five
children and their mother at home. Hosstetter has three children and a
wife. Eleven innocent persons to suffer, no one knows how intensely,
for that rash act.

Frasier’s son knelt beside his father’s dead body, and placing his
hand on his breast, he swore a fearful oath that he would have but
one purpose in life until his father’s death is avenged. Oh, what a
shocking ambition for so young a boy.

Frasier and Hosstetter have traveled and camped near us all the way
from Plattsmouth. When the train was organized they came into it; when
it was divided they went with the others as there were not so many of
them, and the herd was smaller.

By the time Frank and I had discussed the direful circumstances
connected with Frasier’s death, in the presence of this greater
calamity Neelie’s sickness did not seem so sad an affliction as it had
before, for she is not dead, and while there is life there is hope.

We came in sight of three corrals about eight o’clock, camping near
together.


TRIED FOR MURDER.

Everything had a funereal appearance. Men stood around in small groups
talking earnestly in a low voice, whittling sticks, the incessant
occupation of most men when trying to think.

Those with whom we are acquainted bowed as we passed them, without
speaking. I was soon off my horse and ready to see Neelie, while Frank
took Dick to hitch him for me.

As I approached the tent where Neelie is, Mrs. Kerfoot came to meet me.

“How is she, Aunt Mildred?” I asked anxiously.

“We think perhaps she is better now. She is quiet and resting easy, but
she has had a very restless night, and the doctor says she must be kept
perfectly quiet; not the least excitement.”

She had led me away from the tent while talking. I saw in a flash what
she meant. I was _not_ to see Neelie.

“After we left you she kept asking about you, and when you did not
come, we thought perhaps you had gone the short cut, and so we told her
you had gone the short cut to Montana, and we would not see you any
more. She seemed grieved at first, but became reconciled to what could
not be helped, and now, if she should see you of course it would excite
her, and I know you would not do anything that might harm her, or make
her worse.”

“Oh, no; of course not.”

Emma, Delia and Juddie had come to where we were talking. I kissed them
all, said good-bye, and came away, with a heavy heart.

I unhitched Dick and, leading him by the bridle, went on in advance of
the trains, selected a place for the corral, unsaddled Dick, and waited
for the wagons. I did not have long to wait, and the captain was so
good as to corral on the place I had selected.

I had a motive in being in advance of the other trains. I hoped to get
Hillhouse and mother to consent to pull out of corral and go on if the
train did not move. We are not in any danger from Indians now, and we
can go alone if no others choose to go with us. I cannot bear to stay
here and not see Neelie.

We could not move to-day, but Hillhouse says we will to-morrow morning.
The men from these four trains elected judge, jury, prosecuting
attorney and lawyer for the defense, and have tried Hosstetter for
murder. The jury brought in a verdict of “Not guilty.” He shot in
self-defense, as Frasier had threatened to kill him.

Hillhouse served on a jury, the first time in his life. He is only
twenty. They buried Frasier yesterday. Lyde and I visited his grave
this afternoon. Hosstetter seems very remorseful; blames himself for
being so hasty.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Sunday, August 6.

We were up bright and early this morning. By the time other camps were
at breakfast we were ready to start, one other family with us, Mr.
Curry, his wife and four boys. When Hillhouse spoke to the captain
about our going on, he said he thought it advisable, as our teams are
in good condition, the cattle not at all lame. We can make much better
time than the train can, as so many of the cattle are lame, they will
be obliged to travel slowly. There is no danger from Indians, and after
we reach Green River pasture will be plentiful, without going away from
camp to find it.

I climbed into Mrs. Hardinbrooke’s wagon to tell her good-bye, kissed
little Annie as she was sweetly sleeping. Mrs. H. seemed sorry to have
us go. I met Dr. Fletcher as I was leaving Mrs. Hardinbrooke and asked
about Neelie.

“She is very low, indeed. Of course, while there is life we may hope;
but if she lives they will have to stay here a week or ten days.”

I did not tell him we were leaving, but said good morning, and went to
find Lyde. She was worried and anxious about Milt. He has been staying
behind the train to drive lame oxen almost every day since he has been
well enough. He is usually in camp by 10 P. M. Last night he did not
come. She said, “Brother Joe is quite sick, too. I wonder what will
happen next?”

“Oh, Lyde, no very serious calamity has happened to you or yours, nor
me or mine. Let us not borrow trouble, but hope for the best. Milt will
be here in a little while. I know he is able to take care of himself,
and he is going to do it.”


WE LEAVE THE TRAIN.

The wagons had started, so I mounted Dick and was off. As I came into
the road I looked back, and saw Milt coming in sight, driving his lame
oxen. I left the road once more and went to Frasier’s grave. His son
has set it with prickly pears, so closely that it will make a pretty
mound if it grows, and will be a protection from wolves, unless their
hides are thick and tough. Poor boy, he must have been seriously
scratched while transplanting the prickly things, but perhaps it was a
relief to his mental suffering, to bear physical pain while trying to
do a last something for his poor father.

I spent a dreary morning. I feel the parting with our friends so
distressingly. It is not likely we will meet again in this life. I
think Sim is feeling blue over it, too.

We met a squad of soldiers from Green River going to arrest
Hosstetter, and take him to Fort Bridger for trial. They say his trial
was not legal. He and all the witnesses will have to go by the way of
Fort Bridger, and will perhaps be detained for some time. I do hope for
his own and his family’s sake he will be cleared. The upper road from
Rock Springs goes by the way of Fort Bridger, I think, for the soldiers
spoke as if it was not on this road.

We arrived at Green River about three o’clock. The river is about as
wide, deep and swift as the North Platte, yet I have not dreaded any
of the rivers we have crossed as I did dread to ford this one. Perhaps
it was because there are so few of us, for in numbers there is a
feeling of security, even in crossing deep and dangerous streams. We
crossed without accident or loss, and are camping on the west bank of
Green River. When we first came to the river, one of Mr. Curry’s boys
exclaimed:

“Well, this river is named right. If I had been going to name it, I
believe I would have named it Green River, too, for it is green.”

The water is very clear, yet the river has a bluish-green appearance. I
do not understand why.

There are several corrals along the river, but the people are
strangers, so we feel very much alone. There is a station here and
soldiers’ tents within sight. We are camping on blue grass, with the
mountains very close. They are the highest I have seen. I would like
to climb to the top, but mother says there are too many soldiers and
strangers around.

At the foot of the mountain, a little way from our camp, there is a
graveyard with about a dozen graves. It is a beautiful spot, with the
mountain for an enduring monument. Several of the graves have been
made this year, with names and dates quite distinct on the plain pine
headboards. Others are entirely worn or washed off by the relentless
hand of time and storm. It seems that Bitter Creek was too much for the
weak or frail constitutions. Like Moses, they were permitted to look
upon the better land before they died.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, August 7.

The soldiers brought Hosstetter here in the night, and I suppose the
witnesses came too. I wanted to go to the station to see if I could
hear anything from Neelie, and the rest of the sick folks, but mother
did not want me to go where there are so many soldiers, so I did not
go. We started very early this morning and have driven about twenty
miles. Are camping on Black Fork, where the horses and cattle are just
wading in fine pasture right around camp.

We ascended a mountain this morning that was seven miles from base to
summit, the way the road is. We had toilsome climbing, and I guess the
teams found it a hard road to travel before we reached the top. I came
on in advance of the wagons, sometimes riding and sometimes leading
Dick where it was very steep, and had time to enjoy the magnificent
scenery that lay spread out on all sides. The snowy range could be seen
in the distance, glittering in the morning sunshine. The wild currants
are here in abundance. I am going fishing with the boys, so I must be
off.


WILD CURRANTS GALORE.

                                                  Tuesday, August 8.

We caught fish enough for breakfast last evening, and gathered currants
enough for sauce, but I spoilt the sauce by putting the sugar in, when
I put them on to cook, they hardened and were not fit to eat. I have
been experimenting to-day and have succeeded in making a nice cobbler.

I did not sweeten at all before baking, but made the sauce sweet enough
to sweeten all. I also made a fine sauce by cooking the currants only
a very few minutes, and putting in the sugar after they were cooked.
We will have currant dumplings for dinner to-morrow. We have picked a
lot, enough to make sauce and pies and other good things for a week.
The currants are a beautiful fruit, and some are as large as small
cherries. We are waiting at Camp Plentiful, in the hope that some of
the wagons from the train will drive in before night.

There are three wigwams within sight of our camp. Sim and Hillhouse
went hunting to-day. On their way back they stopped at the wigwams and
found them occupied by white men with squaws for wives. Ugh!

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, August 9.

Somehow I felt a little suspicious of those white men living with
squaws, and feared some of our horses might be missing this morning,
but my suspicions were groundless. Our horses and cattle were all here,
well fed and ready for a long drive. We were off bright and early,
without seeing any one from the train.

We passed the Bridger Road, where our friends going to California will
turn off, so we are not likely to see them again, perhaps for years,
perhaps never again in this life.

There is a very fine ranch at the junction of the roads, where we
stopped at noon. Two men from this ranch visited our camp this evening.
They were rather fine looking, genteel in appearance, dressed in
civilization style, but for some unexplainable reason, I was afraid of
them. They tried to be very cordial and polite. They engaged Sim in
conversation, and plied him with pertinent questions, such as:

“Who owns those big American mares?” (referring to our horse team).

“They are the property of a widow.”

“Whose bay pony is that?”

“It belongs to the widow’s daughter.”

“Who is the owner of that chestnut sorrel?”

“Mr. Curry, father of those boys playing over there.”

They asked many more questions. Where we came from? Where we are going?
What we expect to do, etc.

Sim answered them patiently and civilly. He thinks they are horse
thieves, but hopes they will not be mean enough to steal from a widow.
As if horse thieves care who they steal from. No doubt, their ranch is
stocked with stolen horses and cattle, for they have things as they
choose away out here, where there is no law, except the law of might.

God’s Word says, “As the partridge sitteth on eggs, and hatcheth them
not; so he that getteth riches, and not by right, shall leave them in
the midst of his days, and at his end shall be a fool” (Jer. 17:11).

We are camping on Ham’s Fork, where the currants and fish are very
plentiful, and the pasture very fine. We had our currant dumplings
for dinner. They were lovely. No one can imagine how we appreciate
this fruit by the wayside, except those who have been deprived of the
strawberries, raspberries, blackberries and cherries, each in their
season, and confined to the sameness and tameness of diet, which people
making this trip are necessarily confined to. This fruit would seem
inferior among other cultivated fruits, but where it is, it seems a
luxury provided for our benefit.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Thursday, August 10.

We went fishing at noon. It is such fun to fish in water so clear that
we can see the fish biting at the hook. They do not seem at all afraid,
and sometimes there will be two, three, or four grabbing at the hook at
the same time. Such shoving, pushing and crowding as they all try to
get the tempting bait. How eager and unsuspecting they are. Soon the
strongest or fleetest, or rather the most unfortunate one seizes it.
Away goes bait, hook and all, and then out comes a fish on dry land. I
give a shiver of pity for the unlucky fish, as I call to the boys: “I
have another.”

It does seem such a cruel thing to take them from their pleasant home
in the deep, clear, cool water. But then, “Life is sustained by death.”
And thousands upon thousands of lives are taken daily to nourish and
sustain human life. We are in a beautiful place, where all things
necessary for camping are plentiful, and we are all alone, no corral
within sight; the first time we have been entirely alone.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, August 11.

One or other of the boys stood guard last night. It proved an
unnecessary precaution. There was no disturbance either from horse
thieves, Indians, or wild beasts. We are living fine since we crossed
Green River. We have fresh fish for breakfast and sometimes for dinner.
Wild game of some kind for dinner, with currant pudding, cobbler, or
dumplings, with rich cream for dessert. We may possibly go hungry next
Winter at Virginia City, but there is no danger of starving while we
stay on Ham’s Fork.

The weather is perfect. I have been riding my pony the greater part
of the day, sometimes one of Mr. Curry’s little boys with me, and
sometimes alone. I have enjoyed the delightful atmosphere--it seems
so pure and invigorating; the scenery is beautiful, and it has been a
glorious day.


MR. CURRY’S HORSE STOLEN.

                                                  Saturday, August 12.

It was considered unnecessary for any one to stand guard last night, as
we had come two days’ travel from where the suspicious characters live.
So all went to bed, retired early, slept soundly, and even neglected
to put Cæsar’s rug in its usual place--under our wagon--so he went
into the tent with Mr. Curry’s boys to find a comfortable bed, leaving
the camp entirely unguarded. One of our big horses wears a bell. I was
awakened in the night by hearing an unusual rattling, and the horses
came galloping up to the wagons. Dick whinnied. I raised the wagon
cover and spoke to him, and he commenced cropping the grass. The other
horses were in sight, but not eating. They seemed frightened, and just
then Cæsar came tearing out of the tent and ran toward the road barking
fiercely. The moon was shining brightly. I looked out at the back of
the wagon, but could not discover anything wrong, but evidently there
was something wrong, for Mr. Curry’s horse was gone this morning.

Mr. Curry, Sim and Hillhouse have been hunting the horse all day, but
without success, except to find certain evidence that it had been
stolen. They found the camp-fire, where three horses had been tied for
some time. They then found where four horses had traveled, so they
concluded there were three men after the horses.

The boys think it was the merest accident that our horses are not gone
too, but I believe it was providential care that kept them for us. Mr.
Curry is anxious to stay and try to recover his horse. I believe, as
the boys do, that it will be a waste of effort, for if men are mean
enough to steal a horse they will manage to keep it. But we do not like
to offer too many objections, as it might seem like selfishness on our
part, as we are not the losers.

Oh, dear, why don’t people be good, and do as they would be done by?
How much happier this world would be if there were no thieves nor
wicked people in it. I know it is hard for Mr. Curry to give up his
fine horse without making an effort to get it back. Yet I feel sure he
will not get it. For if he found it he could not force the thieves to
give it to him.


ANXIOUSLY WAITING AT HAM’S FORK.

                                                  Sunday, August 13.

It was decided this morning that Hillhouse, Sim and Mr. Curry would go
in pursuit of the horse thieves. Sim is just recovering from a severe
sickness, and is not able to go on such a trip, but he positively
refused to stay in camp and let Hillhouse and Mr. Curry go without him.
I believe it will prove a wild goose chase, so mother and I exacted
a promise from Hillhouse that he will not stay away to-night. We are
looking for him. It is getting dark. Surely they will not leave us here
in this wilderness with only two boys and Cæsar for protection. If we
are left alone, I shall take my turn, with Winthrop and Alex Curry
standing guard in camp. Sim rode Dick this morning, the others walked.
What they expect to do if they find the thieves (which they are not
likely to do) I do not know.

Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy, Mr. and Mrs. Bower, Nellie and Alton, and Mr.
Grier’s teams passed here to-day. They left the train the next morning
after we did. The train had not started then. They said Neelie was
about as when we left, and Mrs. Hardinbrooke was no worse.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, August 14.

Hillhouse came in about an hour after dark. He was very tired and
hungry; had walked since early morning until he started back at three
o’clock. He tried to prevail upon Sim to return, and let him go on
with Mr. Curry if he must go. But Sim would not listen to such a
proposition, although he is still weak from his late sickness. Mr.
Curry thinks he will find his horse at the ranch near the junction,
although the trail they were following led away from, instead of toward
it. If he finds it, he will go back to the train and get the men to
help him get it either by fair means or by force.

He then proposed that they keep Dick, but they said he would not reach
camp before midnight on foot and he might lose his way, but Dick would
take him the shortest route if he would just let him go his own way,
which he did, and he brought him safe about an hour after dark.

I am so sorry for Mrs. Curry. She tries to be brave for her children’s
sake, but any one can see she suffers, and Alex says she does not eat
at all, just takes a cup of tea once in a while.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, August 15.

Another day has come and gone, and the wanderers have not returned.
Hillhouse said he did not expect them to-day, but would look for them
to-morrow, for they will not have anything to eat after to-day, and
will be obliged to leave the foot hills and come to the road, whether
they find the horse or not, to get something to eat.

A party of emigrants stopped near us to-day at noon, and one of the
men came to our camp. We, of course, asked if they had seen the
Hardinbrooke train. They passed the train Sunday. They were still where
we left them at the west end of Bitter Creek. He saw and talked to the
captain, who told him to tell us, if he caught up with us, “The sick
folks are all better, and they expect to come to Green River Monday.”
They may catch up with us yet.

I do not know what we would do with ourselves if it were not for the
currants. We are making jelly, and as it takes lots of currants to make
a little jelly, we have not suffered from enforced idleness, with our
suspense and anxiety.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Wednesday, August 16.

There are three varieties of currants here. The yellow ones are not
very plentiful. They are the largest and best. I have made a pickle
jar full of the loveliest jelly. It is the color of gold and as clear
as crystal. The red currants are very plentiful and more like the tame
currants, though they do not yield as much juice.

We gather the bushes by the armful, and carry them to camp, and sitting
near each other, we pick off the currants.

Though we do not talk much, we like to be near each other. Another day
and they have not come, and another night of anxiety before us.


THE WANDERERS’ RETURN.

                                                  Thursday, August 17.

I was awakened very early this morning, as soon as it was light, by
hearing Hillhouse bustling about making a fire in the stove, as if in a
hurry for his breakfast. I dressed as quickly as possible, and hastened
out to see what it meant--for it was only four o’clock. When I asked
for an explanation, he said:

“I am going to hunt those men. I can’t stand this any longer. I have
laid awake almost all night thinking about them.”

“What can you do? You will be lost yourself.”

“No danger of that. I will go back on the road as far as Green River,
get some of the soldiers and some of the boys that know them, and we
will hunt until we find them, or know what has become of them. I may
meet them on the road and return to-night, but I will not come until I
bring them with me, or know their fate.”

I could not object to his going, but oh, how my heart sank at the
thought.

We made all haste to get breakfast, and Hillhouse was all ready to
start when Mrs. Curry and the boys came out. Mrs. Curry seemed both
glad and sorry he was going, said she hardly knew which. I had supplied
him with pencil and paper, and he promised to send us word every
opportunity. He mounted Dick and rode away without saying good-bye.

He had gone almost out of sight. One moment more and a bend in the road
would hide him from our view. When, lo, there is a gun fired not far
off.

My thought was Indians, and I looked to see if Hillhouse was hurt. He
was waving his hat furiously and came tearing back to camp. Then I
heard Mrs. Curry cry out:

“Oh, it is my husband.” And she dropped in a heap on the ground, and
cried out loud.

They were plainly visible by that time, coming over the hill and down
to the creek and through it, before any one could show them where they
could cross without getting wet.

All was excitement for a while. The meeting between Mr. Curry and his
family was very touching, indeed. I think Mrs. Curry had about lost all
hope of ever seeing him again.

How famished and worn out they did seem to be. Sim was utterly
exhausted. I do not believe he could have gone another half mile.
We gave Sim a bowl of bread and milk, and a cup of coffee. Then the
boys helped him to bed in our wagon, because it is on springs and we
expected to start before he waked. Within one hour after they reached
camp Sim was sleeping the sleep of exhaustion. We did not ask any
questions, nor let him talk at all, before he went to sleep.

Mrs. Curry prepared the best breakfast the camp could afford for her
husband, and as the family had not breakfasted, they all sat down
together. She came for Sim to take breakfast with them, but he was
sound asleep, and I would not have had him awakened for the best
breakfast ever prepared. Perhaps Mr. Curry can stand eating such a meal
after starving so long, but I believe it would kill Sim in his weak
condition, for he is not fully recovered from his recent illness.

We made all haste to start once more, and by eight o’clock were on the
way. We had left the camp where we spent five such anxious, distressful
days. Sim did not awaken until after ten o’clock. We gave him some fish
and bread and milk, which we had ready for him. When he had eaten, he
lay in bed and told mother and I the following narrative of what had
befallen them since they left camp:


SIM’S STORY OF THEIR WANDERINGS.

“After Hill left us that first afternoon, we walked on as fast as we
could, as long as we could follow the trail. Then made a fire, ate some
supper without anything to drink. We had not seen water since noon.

“We rolled up in our blankets and lay down with our feet to the fire
and tried to sleep. I am sure I did not sleep an hour, I was so tired
and nervous. As soon as it was light enough to see, we were up and ate
a dry breakfast, for we could find no water in the vicinity. We were
soon following the trail. Before night we had eaten all our grub, and
found no water. Oh, what would I have given for a cup of cold water? It
seemed that we must find water or perish. We dragged on as long as we
could see; then lay down and slept from exhaustion. When we awoke it
was light.

“I was so weak that Mr. Curry had to help me to get on my feet. I
declared I could go no further. Mr. Curry prevailed on me to try, for
we must be near Green River. I made a desperate effort, and dragged
on for half a mile perhaps, Mr. Curry carrying my blanket, when I
positively could go no further, and told Mr. Curry to go on and leave
me and try to save himself. Mr. Curry was desperate. He said: ‘I must
find something to eat.’ He covered me with the blankets and went to
look for some kind of game.

“When he had gone about a hundred yards he saw a bird about the size
of a partridge sitting on a limb ready to be shot. He took careful aim
and shot its head off. He hastened back to where I lay, made a fire,
skinned the bird, and held it on a sharpened stick before the fire and
roasted it thoroughly. I would have eaten it when half done, but Mr.
Curry would not let me have it until well cooked, for fear it would
make me sick.

“I never tasted fowl that tasted so good as that did, although we ate
it without salt. After eating I felt better, and made another effort to
move on. We had gone only a little way when Mr. Curry stopped, listened
a moment, and exclaimed: ‘There, hear the rushing of the river?’

“I could not hear it at first, but soon I heard the glad sound too.
It gave us courage, and with renewed energy we pushed on, and before
eleven o’clock we reached the river. We slacked our thirst, cautiously,
at first, then had a bath and were refreshed.

“While I rested on the bank, Mr. Curry looked up and down the river for
the trail, which had gone into the river. He did not find it. We then
started for the road, which we came into in about an hour, just below
the ranch at the junction.

“A party of emigrants had stopped for noon, who gladly gave food and
refreshment to us weary wanderers. While I was resting, Mr. Curry
investigated the ranch, looked among the horses in the pasture, peeped
in stables, but did not find his horse.[B]

    [B] Those men at the junction did steal Mr. Curry’s horse. The
        men in the Hardinbrooke train saw them in their corral, and
        asked, “Where did you get that horse?” They answered, “From
        a man by the name of Curry. Paid $150 for him.”

“After Mr. Curry had given up getting his horse he was all eagerness
to get back to his family, but considering how very weak I was, he
consented to stay with the kind people we had fallen in with until
morning, so we traveled with them, and I rested in a wagon all
afternoon.

“At the first peep of dawn Mr. Curry was up and awakened me. I felt
refreshed and ready for our early walk. Mr. Curry explored the
grub-box, found some bread and meat, which he appropriated, leaving
green-backs to pay for our entertainment.

“We expected to reach camp by ten o’clock P. M., but I gave completely
out, and we were obliged to lie down and rest when about five miles
from camp. I slept until awakened this morning before it was light by
Mr. Curry, who was so anxious to be on the way I wondered that he let
me sleep so long.

“We came over the foot-hills, instead of by the road, and saved about
a mile in distance. We saw Hill riding away from camp and felt sure he
was starting to try and find us. Mr. Curry fired his gun to attract his
attention, and you know the rest.”

He turned over and went to sleep again, and slept until we stopped for
noon. We made a long drive to-day and are camping at the foot of Bear
River mountain.

We had a hard rain and hail storm this afternoon. It was very violent
while it lasted, and we halted by the roadside until it was over. It
was over in half an hour.

Mr. Curry has suffered with a severe headache and high fever all day,
the result of that hearty breakfast this morning after fasting so long.


BEAR RIVER MOUNTAIN.

                                             Friday, at noon, August 18.

I am on the summit of Bear River Mountain, in the border of a beautiful
grove of pine and quaking-asp, near a spring of the most delicious
ice-cold water. I must be some miles ahead of the wagons that I left
toiling up the steep mountain side. Yet I do not feel that I am alone.
Oh, no. I feel that God is here in his might, majesty, power and glory.
I feel His nearness now, and as I gaze from these dizzy heights upon
the country spread out beneath my feet, I am lost in admiration, the
scene is so grand, so magnificent, that I forget my own vanity and
nothingness. I feel that I am standing upon an altar raised by Nature’s
grateful hand up to Nature’s God, and that I could offer myself a
willing sacrifice.

This is emphatically one of the high and sacred spots of earth. How
manifold, how wonderful are the works of Nature: Everywhere something
worthy of our highest admiration is presented to view; everywhere do
we see the manifestation of an invisible and omnipotent Creator. The
terrific storm, the broad prairies, the majestic forest, excite within
our bosoms emotions of awe and admiration, yet there are no places on
earth that I have seen which have a tendency to inspire me with such
tender feelings, such elevated, pure, holy thoughts as mountains.

Oh, it seems that one could never sin, or have an evil thought, in
such a place as this. Behold the mountains as they stand upon their
broad bases, contemplate them as they rear their snowy tops in awful,
majestic grandeur above the clouds, view them as you will, and they
ever present the same untiring pleasure to the mind.

Men and women will travel thousands of miles and make the greatest
exertion to climb the rugged steeps of mountains, to enjoy for one
short hour the charming prospect. I have wondered at this sometimes, as
I have read of their hazardous exploits in trying to obtain a point
where they could have the finest view, but I never shall again.

A country destitute of mountains may be fertile and productive of all
that conduces to human happiness, yet it will lack the essential of
attractive moral grandeur.

It may enchant the imagination for a moment to look over prairies and
plains as far as the eye can reach, still such a view is tedious and
monotonous. It can in no wise produce that rapturing delight, that
pleasing variety of the sublime and beautiful of landscape scenery
which mountains afford.

Let those whose tastes are on a level with the ground they tread feel
proud of and admire their prairie fields, but give to me a mountain
home.

The wagons are almost at the top, and as mother has driven up the steep
ascent, I will drive down the western slope, and have mother ride Dick,
and enjoy the delightsome scenery as we descend the mountain-side,
which looks very steep from here.

We were all the evening crossing the mountain, and it was a hard drive.
We are camping at the foot of the mountain near a spring in Bear River
Valley, within calling distance of the Chilicothe train.

We passed two freight wagons on the mountain-side that were rather
badly smashed up. One had upset, and crackers in a broken-up condition,
and other debris from family groceries were scattered about.

We learned that the wagons are Dr. Yager’s, and he has gone somewhere
to get the wheels mended. We are quite disappointed that he is away,
for Sim is not so well as he was yesterday, has had fever and been
flighty and in a stupor this afternoon. He needs medical treatment, and
we hoped to have Dr. Yager prescribe for him.

We passed eight graves on the mountain, one a young lady twenty years
old from Monroe County, Missouri. A beautiful resting place for
the dead. Mrs. Yager is quite sick, and seems sadly disheartened.
Thinks crossing the plains and mountains in a wagon (they have a very
comfortable carriage) is a sad, discouraging, never-to-be-repeated
experiment. I am sorry she could not enjoy the fine prospect on the
mountain-top, for she is a lady who would appreciate such grandeur to
the fullest under favorable circumstances.

We reached level ground without accident, and were glad to come up with
friends we had met before on the road.


WE MEET CAPTAIN HARDINBROOKE’S BROTHER.

                                                  Saturday, August 19.

We left the Chilicothe train this morning. As it will take all day to
get the wagons mended, they cannot start to-day. We came on to Bear
River, reached here a little after noon, and will stay here until
to-morrow.

We crossed a toll bridge on Smith’s Fork, and met Captain
Hardinbrooke’s brother at the bridge. He is going to meet the
train. He did not know of Mrs. Hardinbrooke’s illness. He asked very
especially and with some confusion, “Is Miss Walker well?”

Ah, I think I know who he is going to meet, and understand some things
that have not been very clear to me before. “Ah, ha, Miss Lyde, you
have guarded your secret well, but see if I have not guessed it now?”
Well, he is very nice looking, and if he makes as good a husband as his
brother, he will no doubt be worth coming to Montana for. I wish you
joy, and that I may be present at the wedding festivities.

The boys have gone fishing, all but Sim. Poor boy he is too sick again.
I feel very much out of patience with Mr. Curry, because of the tramp
he led Sim when in so weak a condition.

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                                                  Sunday, August 20.

We passed a grave this morning that was made yesterday for a young
mother and her new-born babe. Oh, how sad. With what an aching heart
must that husband and father go on his weary way, leaving his loved
ones by the roadside.

We crossed another toll bridge. It seems to me that emigrants are
greatly imposed upon by these men who claim toll. They throw a very
poor excuse of a bridge across a stream that could be easily forded if
let alone, but they spoil the crossing by digging ditches and throwing
in bush and timbers to obstruct the fording, then build a cabin, close
to the bridge, and squat to make a fortune by extorting large toll from
emigrants, who have not the time to stop and contend for their rights.
It seems a shameful business.

While stopping at noon we saw a company of Indians coming down the road
toward our wagons. My first sensation was fear, but upon reflection I
knew that is not the way they go on the warpath, and by the time they
reached camp I was ready to say “How,” and try to talk to them. There
was one that could understand English and talked quite well.

They are Bannocks, the tribe that was conquered in Idaho some years
ago. Their chief was with them. He held a stiff neck and tried to look
dignified, and only looked ridiculous. They are going on a buffalo
hunt. It seems that the whole tribe are going, squaws, pappooses and
all.

We have been meeting them all afternoon and are camping with them all
around us to-night. They all seem to want my pony. I have been asked
at least twenty times this afternoon to “Swap.” I gave all the same
answer, “No swap.” Why, I would not give my Dick for twenty of their
ponies.

The squaws and pappooses are around our camp to-night begging biscuit.
They are the greatest beggars I ever saw. I do wonder if they are
hungry?

We crossed the steepest, straight up and down mountain to-day that we
have crossed yet. It seemed that the wagons would turn a somersault as
we were making the descent.

Sim was too sick to sit up, and he would slide down in a heap, bed,
bedclothes and all, against the seat and grub-box. We stopped twice to
have him helped back into place. When we reached level ground he was
all piled up again. Poor Sim, he is very sick. I do wish we could come
across a physician. We have administered simple remedies, but seemingly
without effect.

There is an old lady ninety-three years old in a train camping near
us to-night. She is cheerful as a lark, sings sometimes, and is an
incessant talker.

She says she is going to Oregon, where she expects to renew her youth.
She looks very old and wrinkled in the face, but is very active in her
movements, and not at all stooped. The people she is with are not at
all refined or cultured, but I do like to talk to the old lady, she is
so quaint. It makes mother seem quite a young woman to see her with an
old lady more than forty years older than she is. Why, she seems just
in the prime of life, and we had thought her growing old.


MORMON TOWNS IN IDAHO.

                                                  Monday, August 21.

Since we crossed the last steep mountain the horse flies have been very
troublesome, the first that have bothered us all summer. I wonder if
the Indians brought them?

We came through two villages to-day; they are about five miles apart.
The first Bennington, the last Montpelier--pretty large names for such
small places. They are Mormon towns, although this is Idaho Territory.
The women appeared sad and sorrowful enough to be the wives of Mormons.
I did not see one of them smile. Our wagons were thronged with women
and children selling butter, eggs, cheese and vegetables. They sold
eggs at seventy-five cents per dozen, butter seventy cents per pound,
cheese fifty cents, potatoes twenty-five cents, and everything else in
proportion. The prices seemed enormous to us, but I presume we would
have purchased if they had been double what they were, for we are about
starved for such things. Just think of spending a whole summer without
garden productions.

This is a beautiful valley. Too good to be possessed by a community
of bigamists. What a stigma upon the Government of these United
States that whole communities are allowed to live criminal lives with
impunity. I wonder how many are paying the penalty for bigamy in the
penitentiaries of the United States? What is crime in one place, under
the same Government, I would think, would be crime in all other places,
if the one did happen to be an isolated case, while the other is in
large numbers, or wholesale. I suppose I am not well enough versed in
law and politics to understand why it is crime in one place and not
in the other. We are camping eight miles from Montpelier. Sim is much
better to-day.

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                                                  Tuesday, August 22.

Here we are at Soda Springs. I am surprised to see so small a town,
for it is quite an old place for this western country, at least ten
or fifteen years old, and does not have a post-office. The town is
beautifully situated, the landscape views are glorious. The soda
springs are bubbling up out of the ground in many places in this
vicinity, and I expect there will be a city here some day. There are
medicinal springs here that possess wonderful curative properties, or
people think they do. We wanted Sim to test them, but he said:

“I am getting well as fast as possible, and I don’t care to drink that
nauseous water. I prefer the pure, unadulterated snow water from the
mountain springs.”

This is the junction of the Oregon and Montana roads. There are three
camps within sight of us.

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                                                  Wednesday, August 23.

As we drove into the road this morning there was a train of eight
wagons came into line just behind our wagons, and have traveled with
us all day, stopping at noon when we did, and they are camping near
us to-night, though we have separate camps. They are from Missouri,
and are going to Virginia City. They seem to think as we all came from
the same State, and our destination is the same place, that of course
there is a bond of fellowship that is mutual, but to be frank, I must
confess I do not care to go into a strange place in their company, for
I fear we would be judged by the company we keep, and I think it would
not be very favorable, so we will try to get away from them as soon as
possible.

The weather is perfect. This is a beautiful valley. The men say the
land is extremely rich. We are camping on the Blackfoot. We have not
been able to shake our Missouri friends.


WE MEET MEN RETURNING TO THE STATES.

                                                  Thursday, August 24.

We came to a toll bridge over the Blackfoot this morning, where the
toll was one dollar per team, and fifty cents for horseback riders.
There had been an excellent ford just below the bridge. The men
collecting the toll had spoiled it by digging ditches on both sides
near the bank. The water was clear, and they were plainly visible.
Hillhouse mounted Dick to see if we could ford it. One of the men
screamed out at him: “You will mire your horse if you try that.”

“I’ll risk it.” And he rode in below where the ditches were dug. The
pony’s feet were not muddy. Hillhouse found we could easily ford the
creek below the ditches, which we did without accident.

It does seem a shame that we should have to pay toll for crossing a
stream like that, after fording South Platte, North Platte and Green
River.

The Missourians refused to pay the exorbitant price, and offered them
fifty cents per wagon. They swore they would not take a cent less
than one dollar. But the travelers were too many for them, and they
drove over and did not pay a cent. The toll men were fearfully angry,
and made great threats, but the men dared them to do their worst and
laughed at them.

I do hope we will get ahead of these people to-morrow. They are not the
kind of people I like to travel with.

We have met as many as twenty men to-day going back to the States from
the Virginia City mines. George Mays was with them. I mentioned about
his leaving the train to go through on horseback, expecting to get his
meals at stations and emigrant trains, when his brother with his bride
went to Colorado. Says he worked just one day and got five dollars for
it, and took the back track the next day.

“Mining is the only work a man can get to do, and it would kill an
ordinary man in less than a week.”

He is distressingly homesick. He is going to Denver to his brother.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, August 25.

We were up at the first peep of dawn, had breakfast, and were hitching
up to start, when the folks in the eight wagons began to emerge and
light their camp fires, so we have left them some distance behind. We
have been meeting men all day returning from the mines. They give a
doleful account of the hard times in Montana. They say: “There are a
few fortunate ones who are making money like dirt, but they are the
exception, about one in a hundred.”

One man was very anxious to buy Dick. I told him: “This pony is not for
sale,” and rode away before he could say anything more. The boys say
we have met as many as two hundred men to-day returning from the mines.
I believe we are all somewhat discouraged this evening. We have always
heard such flattering reports from Alder Gulch and Virginia City.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Friday, August 26.

We have overtaken Mr. Grier, Mr. Bower and Mr. Kennedy. Some of Mr.
Bower’s cattle have eaten a poisonous herb--wild larkspur, I believe it
is. One ox has died and several are poisoned, but will not die. They
got the poison weed the day before yesterday, when they stopped at
noon. I am glad we have overtaken them, but sorry for their misfortune.
Hillhouse has just now come in, and says Joe, one of our big white
oxen, is poisoned. He came for remedies and to sharpen his knife to
bleed him. No doubt he got the poison the same place Mr. Bower’s cattle
did when we stopped for noon. Sim, Hillhouse and Winthrop have gone to
his relief.


MOTHER AND I SAVE JOE’S LIFE.

Later.--The boys came back very much discouraged after working an hour,
and said: “The blood will not flow, and he is swelling frightfully. I
fear he will die, for when the blood will not run and the animal begins
to swell, they cannot be saved.”

Mother said: “We will not let him die without further effort, at least.
Come on, Sarah, let us try what we can do for him.”

We melted a quart of lard and put it in a long-necked bottle (that we
had brought for the purpose of drenching horses or cattle), cut up
a lot of fat bacon into strips, put on our big aprons, and taking a
bucket of cold water, we were ready. Hillhouse said: “Don’t give him
water.” I answered, “You never mind, who is doing this?”

We were not long finding poor Joe. He seemed to be suffering
dreadfully. His nose was as hot as fire. It actually burned my hands
when I took hold of it to drench him with the lard. He seemed to
know we were trying to help him, and did not resist at all when I put
the bottle in the side of his mouth to pour the lard down his throat.
He looked at us with his great, soft, patient eyes in such a docile,
knowing manner, I felt sure he would not bite me, so I put my hand
away down his throat to make him swallow the strips of fat bacon. He
swallowed them as patiently as if he knew what they were for. We then
bathed his nose with the cold water, without letting him drink any, and
before we came away he seemed relieved, and the swelling had stopped
and he breathed much better. I believe he will live.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Saturday, August 27.

Joe did not die. This morning when Hillhouse went to see about him,
expecting to find him dead, he was grazing, and seemed as well as ever,
except his nose, which looks as if it had been scalded.

We came to Snake River ferry this morning, six miles from where we
camped last night. We paid eight dollars for our outfit crossing on the
ferry. As Nellie Bower and I were standing on the bank of the river
watching the wagons being ferried over, holding our ponies by their
bridles, a gentleman came near. Lifting his hat and bowing politely,
he said to me: “I will give one hundred dollars in clean gold dust for
that pony.” “This pony is not for sale, sir, at any price.”

We came from the ferry about two miles, and stopped for lunch. I told
Hillhouse what the man said.

“If I were you, I would certainly sell him, so many seem to want him.
He will very likely be stolen.”

“Oh, I can’t sell my pony.”

After lunch the men folks went to fish in Snake River. They had been
gone but a few minutes, when the man that wanted Dick rode into camp.
He rode straight to our wagons, and said:

“I will give you one hundred and ten dollars for that pony.”

I had begun to relent somewhat. I felt that it would not do to be
sentimental under existing circumstances. We had spent almost all our
money for toll, ferrying and other expenses on the road. It might
prove to be a serious matter to be in a strange place without money,
and if we fail to get employment we will be obliged to sell something,
and there is nothing we can spare so well as Dick. I knew the man had
offered all and more than I could expect to get for him.

But as Hillhouse was gone fishing and I could not think of selling my
pony myself, I said to the man:

“My brother is not here, and I cannot let him go.”

“Tell your brother to bring him to the ferry, and I will send you the
pay for him.”

“I think you need not expect him, for I am sure he will not come.”

He went away without Dick, and Hillhouse did not take him back, so I
have my pony yet. We came five miles and camped, as too long a drive is
not good for the poisoned cattle. I wish there was a longer distance
between us and the man that wants my pony.

Mr. Grier sold his riding horse at the ferry. He says:

“There is a party of half a dozen gentlemen going to the States
horseback. They are all supplied, except the man that wants your pony.
He has waited, trying to find a horse with an easy gait, and Dick is
the only one that has suited him. Oh, he will be back again, Miss
Raymond, and make another offer, and if you do not let him have him, I
don’t know what he will do, for he seems determined to get him.”

If he does come I will not dare to refuse him, but I do hope we are out
of reach of temptation. Dick is as fat as when we started. I comb and
brush him every day, and he shows his keeping. He always looks nice
and sleek. He is a bright bay, with heavy black mane and tail.


DICK IS SOLD. OH, DEAR.

                                                  Sunday, August 28.

It was scarcely daylight when that hateful man was here again after
Dick. I had just finished dressing when Hillhouse came to the wagon and
said:

“Shall I let Dick go?”

“Do as you think best.” And I threw myself on the bed for a good cry. I
had not stopped crying when he came back, and throwing a buckskin purse
into my lap, said:

“There is your pony.” There was one hundred and twenty-five dollars
in gold dust in it. I sobbed out loud. Hillhouse looked at me with
contempt in his expression, but said nothing. I could not help crying.

I know he would never sell anything that he loved, and I love that
pony. I let the purse roll out of my lap down into the bottom of the
wagon, and have not touched it yet. Of course, I knew the wagon-bed was
tight, and there is no danger of its being lost. We came to Silver Lake
to-day. We are having a fine shower of rain, which we were needing very
much. It was some time coming, so we had dinner over and were ready for
it when it reached us.

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                                                  Monday, August 29.

We have traveled to-day over Snake River desert, nothing but sand and
sage-brush. We watered at noon at a toll well, called Hole-in-the-sand,
and paid ten cents a head for watering stock. I wonder what we will
have to pay toll for next?

We are camping on Camel’s Creek. There is a family camping near us from
Bannack, going to the States. The lady is a sister of Mr. Esler, one
of the quartz kings of Montana, so she says; I presume everybody knows
about him, but I must confess I never heard of him until now.

His sister is taking his motherless babe back to its grandmother. Mr.
Esler’s wife died more than a month ago. The babe is about four months
old, and as sweet as can be. I could not keep my hands off it, and that
is how I came to get acquainted with its auntie. She is a great talker,
seems to think I am going to Montana husband-hunting, and volunteered
a deal of advice on the subject, especially I must not tell that I am
from Missouri, as Missourians are below par in Montana. She is from
New York. Oh, dear, it makes one tired to see a full-grown woman so
frivolous.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, August 30.

We watered the stock at noon at Hole-in-the-rock. Didn’t turn them out
to graze, as there was nothing for them to graze on.

Mr. Bower has lost another ox, and was obliged to buy a yoke of oxen to
get his wagons over the ranges. There are two mountains to cross before
he reaches his home in the Madison Valley, fifteen or twenty miles the
other side of Virginia City. Of course, he had to pay a most exorbitant
price. Joe, our ox that was poisoned, seems as well as ever, except his
nose has peeled off as if scalded into a blister.

We are camping at the foot of the last range we will cross before we
reach our destination.

Mrs. Kennedy and I have become quite well acquainted the last few days.
She was a bride of only a few days when they started to the West.
Her husband drives one of Mr. Bower’s teams. They are going among
strangers, to make them a home and fortune. She is a very intelligent
and well-educated young woman. I do not know her husband very much.


MOTHER’S BIRTHDAY.

                                                  Wednesday, August 31.

Mother’s birthday. She is fifty-three years old. We have not been able
to celebrate it especially, yet she is not likely to forget it, though
spent in climbing a Rocky Mountain range. We have been now four months
on this journey. Have lived out of doors, in all sorts of weather. It
has been very beneficial to mother. She was looking frail and delicate
when we started, but seems to be in perfect health now, and looks at
least ten years younger.

I have not heard her utter one word of complaint, either of physical
suffering or outward discomfort, such as the heat or cold, mud, dust,
rain, nor any of the things that make camping out disagreeable, and so
many people grumble about. “What can’t be cured, must be endured,” is
her motto, and the one care has been that we all keep in good health,
and she would ask nothing more.

We are camping in Pleasant Valley, a depression right on top of the
mountain, just large enough for a good-sized ranch. It is a beautiful
place, the scenery is magnificently grand. There is a fine grove of
beautiful trees at the lower end of the vale. The sides and upper end
are hedged in by straight up and down hills or mountain-sides, about
fifteen feet high. The grass is a luxuriant green and very plentiful.

There is a station here, occupied by a family that used to live in
Virginia City. They have two very bright little girls, who have spent
the early evening hours with us. They are perfect little chatterboxes
to talk. They have a married sister living in Virginia City, the wife
of a Mr. Wheeler, who is a candidate for some office. The little girls
had forgotten whether for sheriff or Member of Congress.

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                                                  Thursday, September 1.

This is brother Mac’s birthday. He is twenty-seven years old. I wonder
if he has thought of it, and remembered us. I presume he has. It has
been some weeks since we have had an opportunity to post a letter to
him. There have been depredations by the Indians, which have no doubt
been largely reported in the newspapers, and he cannot know that we
have escaped. His anxiety and suspense must be hard to bear. I know I
should suffer agonies were our circumstances reversed.

As we were descending the mountain we met a freight train loaded with
people returning to the States. After we had passed them about half a
mile, Hillhouse was walking in front of the wagons, and found a miner’s
shovel. It is bright and shining, but not new. It is worn off some. The
men tell Hillhouse it is a good omen, that he will make money by the
shovelful. He laughed, and said: “I reckon I’d better keep it, then, to
shovel it up with.”

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                                                  Friday, September 2.

When I awoke in the night I heard the rain pattering on the
wagon-cover. This morning the mountains were all covered with snow,
and presented a magnificent picture. Those nearest our camp are covered
with pine trees of an intensely dark green. The snow on the boughs and
beneath the trees glittered in the sunshine. The scene was constantly
changing, as the warm sun melted the snow from the boughs, and before
night it was all gone except on the highest peaks, where it stays all
summer.

The roads have been sloppy and muddy to-day, though the water has all
run off or evaporated, so that it is comparatively dry where we are
camping, notwithstanding there was so much snow and water on the ground
this morning. It is too cold for comfort this evening. We are hovering
around the stove with our shawls on.


SWEET WATER CAÑON.

                                                  Saturday, September 3.

We came through a deep, dark cañon this morning, and passed the grave
of a man that was robbed and murdered last week. It is the deepest and
darkest cañon we have traveled through. Ten men have been robbed and
murdered in it in the last two years. We were in no danger of being
molested. Only men who have their fortunes in gold about their person
are intercepted, robbed and killed. How awful it seems. Why will men be
so wicked?

In several places in the cañon the road has been widened with pick
and shovel, perhaps two or three days’ work done, and we had to pay
ten dollars toll for our two wagons passing over it. We stopped at
noon on Black Tail Deer Creek. Are camping on the Sweet Water, about
twenty-five miles from Virginia City. This is a beautiful place. There
are fine large trees along the creek, high mountains around a lovely
dale. It is just large enough for a fine farm. There is a deserted
cabin here, where some one commenced improving a farm, became homesick
and discouraged, and left it for some one else.

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                                                  Sunday, September 4.

We are camping within seven miles of Virginia City, near a freight
train of about fifty wagons, with from seventy-five to one hundred
people all together, men, women and children, returning to the States.

To hear these people talk of the disadvantages and disagreeable things
with regard to life in Montana, would have a tendency to discourage
one, if it were not so palpable that they are homesick, and everyone
knows that when that disease is fairly developed, everything is
colored with a deep dark blue, and even pleasant things seem extremely
disagreeable to the afflicted person. The ladies seem to have the
disease in its worst form, and of course they make the gentlemen do as
they wish, which is to take them home to mother and other dear ones.

We have had a very pleasant day, about as pleasant as the day we
started on this journey, the first day of May. It is cheering that the
first and last days of our journeying should be so lovely. After four
months and four days of living outdoors we are all in the most robust
health. Yet we shall be glad to have a roof over our heads once more,
even if it is a dirt roof.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Monday, September 5.

Noon.--Here we are camping in the suburbs of the city, in Alder Gulch,
where the miners are at work. How I wish my descriptive powers were
adequate to making those who have never seen gulch-mining see as I see,
and realize the impression made upon me as I first looked into the
gulch at the miners at work. There is a temporary bridge (very shaky)
across the gulch that wagons may pass over. Standing on this bridge,
in the middle of the gulch, looking up and down, and even beneath my
feet, the scene is a lively one. So many men, it seems they would be
in each other’s way. They remind one of bees around a hive. And such
active work. It seemed that not one of that great multitude stopped for
one instant shoveling and wheeling dirt, passing and repassing each
other without a hitch. It made me tired to look at them. The ground is
literally turned inside out; great deep holes and high heaps of dirt.
The mines are said to be very rich.

2 P. M.--We dined at noon to-day. Had beefsteak at fifty cents per
pound and potatoes at twenty-five cents. I do not know if the price had
anything to do with it, but it certainly tasted better than any I ever
ate before.

I interviewed a woman--or rather she interviewed me--that lives near
where we are camping. She said her name is Neihart. Her husband is a
miner and earns seven dollars per day. Judging from the manner in which
they seem to live, they ought to save at least five of it. I presume I
did not make a very favorable impression, for after I came back to camp
she called across the street to her neighbor--so we could hear what
she said:

“Some more aristocrats. They didn’t come here to work. Going to teach
school and play lady,” with great contempt in her voice.

I laughed at the first impression made, and tried to realize that
teaching is not work.


THE END OF OUR JOURNEY.

Mrs. Curry, Sim, Hillhouse and I are going to town as soon as Mrs.
Curry is ready. We held a council whether we should get out our
street suits and last summer’s hats, or go in our emigrant outfits,
sun-bonnets and short dresses, thick shoes and all. Decided in favor
of the latter. No doubt the people of Virginia are used to seeing
emigrants in emigrant outfits, and we will not astonish them.

Evening.--We were not very favorably impressed with Virginia City.
It is the shabbiest town I ever saw, not a really good house in it.
Hillhouse and I, after hunting up and down the two most respectable
looking streets, found a log cabin with two rooms that we rented for
eight dollars per month. Mrs. Curry did not find a house at all. We
thought as so many were leaving there would be an abundance of vacant
houses, but there were enough living in tents to fill all the houses
that were vacated.

Mr. Curry’s folks and Mr. Kennedy’s will go to Helena. Mr. Bower has
a ranch on the Madison Valley. Mr. Grier will stay here for a time,
anyway.

The cabin is on the corner of Wallace and Hamilton Streets, next door
to the city butcher. The cabin has a dirt roof. There is a floor in it,
and that is better than some have. It is neat and clean, which is a
comfort. Men have not bached in it.

We found quite a budget of letters at the post-office, the most
important of which are from brother Mac and Frank Kerfoot. Mac’s
letter:

                                        CINCINNATI, August 10, 1865.

  _Dear Mother, Sister and Brothers_:

  It is with fear and trembling that I pen this letter. I have not
  heard from you for more than a month, telling me you had decided
  to go to Montana. The papers are full of accounts of Indian
  depredations. I have realized to the fullest extent that “Hope
  deferred maketh the heart sick.” In your last letter you had
  decided to go to Virginia City, so I will direct this letter to
  be held until called for. I am glad you are not going any farther
  West. I cannot conceive why you wanted to go to that far off wild
  Western country. I do wish you had stopped at Omaha, or St. Jo, or
  even Denver. It would have been better than Montana. With sincerest
  love to all,

                                        Your son and brother,
                                             MAC.

But oh, the sad, sad news comes in Frank’s letter. Neelie is dead. Oh,
the anguish of soul, the desolateness of heart that one sentence gives
expression to. Frank’s letter:

  GREEN RIVER, Wyoming Ter., Aug. 18.

  _Dear Miss Sallie_--I write to tell you of our very great sorrow.
  Precious Neelie is gone. We are all sorely bereaved, but how Uncle
  Ezra’s family can ever get along without her, I cannot see. Any
  member of the family, except uncle, could be spared better than
  Neelie. She got very much better, and the doctor said if uncle
  would stay there another week, he was sure Neelie would be well
  enough to travel without danger of a relapse, but if she had
  another relapse she could not be saved.

  The Hardinbrooke train left Monday morning. Mrs. Hardinbrooke was
  much better. The Gatewoods and Ryans stayed with us. Neelie was
  much better. She sat up in bed some. That night Uncle Ezra did
  not sleep at all, he was so afraid of Indians. The next morning,
  as Neelie had a good night’s rest, and was feeling stronger,
  nothing else would do but we must move on to Green River, where the
  soldiers are. We started about nine o’clock, and drove twenty-five
  miles without stopping. It was very hot and dusty. Uncle drove the
  family wagon and watched Neelie carefully. After a time she seemed
  to be sleeping quietly, so he thought she was all right. But it was
  the sleep from which there is no waking in this life.

  Dr. Howard and Dr. Fletcher were both at Green River, and they both
  worked all night trying to arouse her, but without success. At
  early dawn Neelie’s sweet spirit took its flight, and we are left
  desolate.

  Miss Sallie, do you remember Carpenter? the young man that made
  Uncle Ezra so mad by pretending to go into hysterics when the Ryan
  girls were leaving the train? When he heard that Neelie was gone,
  he went out on the mountain and found a large, smooth, flat stone,
  white as marble, but not so hard, and engraved Neelie’s name, age,
  and date of her death on it, to mark her resting place. He worked
  all day upon it, and at the funeral he placed it at the head of her
  grave, and if you ever go over this road it will not be hard to
  find Neelie’s grave. We gathered wild flowers and literally covered
  her grave with them.

  Darling Neelie, our loss is her gain, for we all know that she was
  an earnest, devoted Christian. We will start on our now sorrowful
  journey to-morrow. I wish you were here to go with us, but hope you
  will be successful where you are, and happy too.

  Mrs. Hardinbrooke was much worse after they came here. That
  hot, dusty drive was hard on well people; for sick people it
  was terrible. When Neelie died she was very low, but she has
  rallied, and the rest of the train will move on to-morrow. But Mr.
  Hardinbrooke will stay here with his wife until she is entirely
  restored, and they will go to Virginia City on the coach. All send
  love to you all. Aunt Mildred asked me to write you.

  Very sincerely your friend,

                                             FRANK.

I believe I am homesick this evening. It is so dreary to go into a
strange place and meet so many people, and not one familiar face. But
I must not complain, for we are all here, not even Cæsar missing. My
heart aches so for the Kerfoots. I do not know how they can bear this
terrible bereavement under such trying circumstances.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                                  Tuesday, September 6.

Mr. Curry’s folks have started to Helena. Mr. Bower’s to the Madison
Valley, and Mr. Kennedy with them, to drive his team, leaving Mrs.
Kennedy with us until to-morrow, when they will take the coach for
Helena.

We moved into our cabin this morning. It does not seem as much like
home as the wagons did, and I believe we are all homesick if we would
acknowledge it.

The boys found a checkerboard nailed on the window where a pane of
glass was broken out. We pasted paper over the place. They made
checkermen out of pasteboard, and Sim and Winthrop are having a game.
Hillhouse is reading the Montana Post. Mother is making bread, and
initiating Mrs. Kennedy into the mysteries of yeast and bread-making.

As Hillhouse was on his way to the butcher shop, he passed an auction
sale of household goods. The auctioneer was crying a beautiful
porcelain lamp. He stopped to make the first bid. “One dollar” he
called. There were no other bids and he got the lamp--his first
purchase in Virginia City. (He has it yet.)

When he brought it home, with the meat he went to get, mother said:
“What is the use of the lamp without the chimney?”

So he went to purchase a chimney after dinner and coal oil to burn in
the lamp. He had to pay two dollars and fifty cents for a chimney, and
five dollars for a gallon of coal oil, so our light is rather expensive
after all. And thus ends our first day in Virginia City, and brings
“Crossing the Plains and Mountains in 1865” to an end.

                                             By S. R. H.




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