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SYLVIA'S MARRIAGE

A NOVEL


By Upton Sinclair

Author Of "The Jungle," Etc., Etc.

London




SOME PRESS NOTICES

"The importance of the theme cannot be doubted, and no one hitherto
ignorant of the ravages of the evil and therefore, by implication, in
need of being convinced can refuse general agreement with Mr. Sinclair
upon the question as he argues it. The character that matters most is
very much alive and most entertaining."--_The Times._

"Very severe and courageous. It would, indeed, be difficult to deny
or extenuate the appalling truth of Mr. Sinclair's indictment."-- _The
Nation._

"There is not a man nor a grown woman who would not be better for
reading Sylvia's Marriage."--_The Globe_

"Those who found Sylvia charming on her first appearance will find her
as beautiful and fascinating as ever."--_The Pall Mall_.

"A novel that frankly is devoted to the illustration of the dangers
that society runs through the marriage of unsound men with unsuspecting
women. The time has gone by when any objection was likely to be taken to
a perfectly clean discussion of a nasty subject."--_T.P.'s Weekly._



CONTENTS



BOOK I SYLVIA AS WIFE

BOOK II SYLVIA AS MOTHER

BOOK III SYLVIA AS REBEL






SYLVIA'S MARRIAGE




BOOK I. SYLVIA AS WIFE


1. I am telling the story of Sylvia Castleman. I should prefer to tell
it without mention of myself; but it was written in the book of fate
that I should be a decisive factor in her life, and so her story
pre-supposes mine. I imagine the impatience of a reader, who is promised
a heroine out of a romantic and picturesque "society" world, and
finds himself beginning with the autobiography of a farmer's wife on a
solitary homestead in Manitoba. But then I remember that Sylvia found
me interesting. Putting myself in her place, remembering her eager
questions and her exclamations, I am able to see myself as a heroine of
fiction.

I was to Sylvia a new and miraculous thing, a self-made woman. I must
have been the first "common" person she had ever known intimately. She
had seen us afar off, and wondered vaguely about us, consoling herself
with the reflection that we probably did not know enough to be unhappy
over our sad lot in life. But here I was, actually a soul like herself;
and it happened that I knew more than she did, and of things she
desperately needed to know. So all the luxury, power and prestige that
had been given to Sylvia Castleman seemed as nothing beside Mary Abbott,
with her modern attitude and her common-sense.

My girlhood was spent upon a farm in Iowa. My father had eight children,
and he drank. Sometimes he struck me; and so it came about that at
the age of seventeen I ran away with a boy of twenty who worked upon
a neighbour's farm. I wanted a home of my own, and Tom had some money
saved up. We journeyed to Manitoba, and took out a homestead, where I
spent the next twenty years of my life in a hand-to-hand struggle with
Nature which seemed simply incredible to Sylvia when I told her of it.

The man I married turned out to be a petty tyrant. In the first five
years of our life he succeeded in killing the love I had for him; but
meantime I had borne him three children, and there was nothing to do but
make the best of my bargain. I became to outward view a beaten drudge;
yet it was the truth that never for an hour did I give up. When I lost
what would have been my fourth child, and the doctor told me that I
could never have another, I took this for my charter of freedom, and
made up my mind to my course; I would raise the children I had, and grow
up with them, and move out into life when they did.

This was when I was working eighteen hours a day, more than half of
it by lamp-light, in the darkness of our Northern winters. When the
accident came, I had been doing the cooking for half a dozen men, who
were getting in the wheat upon which our future depended. I fell in my
tracks, and lost my child; yet I sat still and white while the men ate
supper, and afterwards I washed up the dishes. Such was my life in
those days; and I can see before me the face of horror with which Sylvia
listened to the story. But these things are common in the experience
of women who live upon pioneer farms, and toil as the slave-woman has
toiled since civilization began.

We won out, and my husband made money. I centred my energies upon
getting school-time for my children; and because I had resolved that
they should not grow ahead of me, I sat up at night, and studied their
books. When the oldest boy was ready for high-school, we moved to a
town, where my husband had bought a granary business. By that time I
had become a physical wreck, with a list of ailments too painful to
describe. But I still had my craving for knowledge, and my illness was
my salvation, in a way--it got me a hired girl, and time to patronize
the free library.

I had never had any sort of superstition or prejudice, and when I got
into the world of books, I began quickly to find my way. I travelled
into by-paths, of course; I got Christian Science badly, and New Thought
in a mild attack. I still have in my mind what the sober reader would
doubtless consider queer kinks; for instance, I still practice "mental
healing," in a form, and I don't always tell my secret thoughts about
Theosophy and Spiritualism. But almost at once I worked myself out of
the religion I had been taught, and away from my husband's politics,
and the drugs of my doctors. One of the first subjects I read about was
health; I came upon a book on fasting, and went away upon a visit and
tried it, and came back home a new woman, with a new life before me.

In all of these matters my husband fought me at every step. He wished
to rule, not merely my body, but my mind, and it seemed as if every new
thing that I learned was an additional affront to him. I don't think
I was rendered disagreeable by my culture; my only obstinacy was in
maintaining the right of the children to do their own thinking. But
during this time my husband was making money, and filling his life with
that. He remained in his every idea the money-man, an active and bitter
leader of the forces of greed in our community; and when my studies took
me to the inevitable end, and I joined the local of the Socialist party
in our town, it was to him like a blow in the face. He never got over
it, and I think that if the children had not been on my side, he would
have claimed the Englishman's privilege of beating me with a stick
not thicker than his thumb. As it was, he retired into a sullen
hypochondria, which was so pitiful that in the end I came to regard him
as not responsible.

I went to a college town with my three children, and when they were
graduated, having meantime made sure that I could never do anything but
torment my husband, I set about getting a divorce. I had helped to lay
the foundation of his fortune, cementing it with my blood, I might say,
and I could fairly have laid claim to half what he had brought from
the farm; but my horror of the parasitic woman had come to be such that
rather than even seem to be one, I gave up everything, and went out into
the world at the age of forty-five to earn my own living. My children
soon married, and I would not be a burden to them; so I came East for
a while, and settled down quite unexpectedly into a place as a
field-worker for a child-labour committee.

You may think that a woman so situated would not have been apt to meet
Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver, _née_ Castleman, and to be chosen for her bosom
friend; but that would only be because you do not know the modern world.
We have managed to get upon the consciences of the rich, and they invite
us to attend their tea-parties and disturb their peace of mind. And
then, too, I had a peculiar hold upon Sylvia; when I met her I possessed
the key to the great mystery of her life. How that had come about is a
story in itself, the thing I have next to tell.

2. It happened that my arrival in New York from the far West coincided
with Sylvia's from the far South; and that both fell at a time when
there were no wars or earthquakes or football games to compete for
the front page of the newspapers. So everybody was talking about the
prospective wedding. The fact that the Southern belle had caught
the biggest prize among the city's young millionaires was enough to
establish precedence with the city's subservient newspapers, which had
proceeded to robe the grave and punctilious figure of the bridegroom in
the garments of King Cophetua. The fact that the bride's father was
the richest man in his own section did not interfere with this--for how
could metropolitan editors be expected to have heard of the glories of
Castleman Hall, or to imagine that there existed a section of America so
self-absorbed that its local favourite would not feel herself exalted in
becoming Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver?

What the editors knew about Castleman Hall was that they wired for
pictures, and a man was sent from the nearest city to "snap"
this unknown beauty; whereupon her father chased the presumptuous
photographer and smashed his camera with a cane. So, of course, when
Sylvia stepped out of the train in New York, there was a whole battery
of cameras awaiting her, and all the city beheld her image the next day.

The beginning of my interest in this "belle" from far South was when I
picked up the paper at my breakfast table, and found her gazing at me,
with the wide-open, innocent eyes of a child; a child who had come from
some fairer, more gracious world, and brought the memory of it with her,
trailing her clouds of glory. She had stepped from the train into the
confusion of the roaring city, and she stood, startled and frightened,
yet, I thought, having no more real idea of its wickedness and horror
than a babe in arms. I read her soul in that heavenly countenance, and
sat looking at it, enraptured, dumb. There must have been thousands,
even in that metropolis of Mammon, who loved her from that picture, and
whispered a prayer for her happiness.

I can hear her laugh as I write this. For she would have it that I was
only one more of her infatuated lovers, and that her clouds of glory
were purely stage illusion. She knew exactly what she was doing with
those wide-open, innocent eyes! Had not old Lady Dee, most cynical
of worldlings, taught her how to use them when she was a child in
pig-tails? To be sure she had been scared when she stepped off the
train, and strange men had shoved cameras under her nose. It was almost
as bad as being assassinated! But as to her heavenly soul--alas, for the
blindness of men, and of sentimental old women, who could believe in a
modern "society" girl!

I had supposed that I was an emancipated woman when I came to New York.
But one who has renounced the world, the flesh and the devil, knowing
them only from pictures in magazines and Sunday supplements; such a
one may find that he has still some need of fasting and praying.
The particular temptation which overcame me was this picture of the
bride-to-be. I wanted to see her, and I went and stood for hours in a
crowd of curious women, and saw the wedding party enter the great Fifth
Avenue Church, and discovered that my Sylvia's hair was golden, and her
eyes a strange and wonderful red-brown. And this was the moment that
fate had chosen to throw Claire Lepage into my arms, and give me the key
to the future of Sylvia's life.

3. I am uncertain how much I should tell about Claire Lepage. It is a
story which is popular in a certain sort of novel, but I have no wish
for that easy success. Towards Claire herself I had no trace of the
conventional attitude, whether of contempt or of curiosity. She was to
me the product of a social system, of the great New Nineveh which I was
investigating. And later on, when I knew her, she was a weak sister whom
I tried to help.

It happened that I knew much more about such matters than the average
woman--owing to a tragedy in my life. When I was about twenty-five years
old, my brother-in-law had moved his family to our part of the world,
and one of his boys had become very dear to me. This boy later on
had got into trouble, and rather than tell anyone about it, had shot
himself. So my eyes had been opened to things that are usually hidden
from my sex; for the sake of my own sons, I had set out to study the
underground ways of the male creature. I developed the curious custom of
digging out every man I met, and making him lay bare his inmost life to
me; so you may understand that it was no ordinary pair of woman's arms
into which Claire Lepage was thrown.

At first I attributed her vices to her environment, but soon I realized
that this was a mistake; the women of her world do not as a rule go to
pieces. Many of them I met were free and independent women, one or two
of them intellectual and worth knowing. For the most part such women
marry well, in the worldly sense, and live as contented lives as the
average lady who secures her life-contract at the outset. If you had met
Claire at an earlier period of her career, and if she had been concerned
to impress you, you might have thought her a charming hostess. She
had come of good family, and been educated in a convent--much better
educated than many society girls in America. She spoke English as well
as she did French, and she had read some poetry, and could use the
language of idealism whenever necessary. She had even a certain
religious streak, and could voice the most generous sentiments, and
really believe that she believed them. So it might have been some time
before you discovered the springs of her weakness.

In the beginning I blamed van Tuiver; but in the end I concluded that
for most of her troubles she had herself to thank--or perhaps the
ancestors who had begotten her. She could talk more nobly and act more
abjectly than any other woman I have ever known. She wanted pleasant
sensations, and she expected life to furnish them continuously.
Instinctively she studied the psychology of the person she was dealing
with, and chose a reason which would impress that person.

At this time, you understand, I knew nothing about Sylvia Castleman
or her fiancé, except what the public knew. But now I got an inside
view--and what a view! I had read some reference to Douglas van Tuiver's
Harvard career: how he had met the peerless Southern beauty, and had
given up college and pursued her to her home. I had pictured the
wooing in the rosy lights of romance, with all the glamour of worldly
greatness. But now, suddenly, what a glimpse into the soul of the
princely lover! "He had a good scare, let me tell you," said Claire. "He
never knew what I was going to do from one minute to the next."

"Did he see you in the crowd before the church door?" I inquired.

"No," she replied, "but he thought of me, I can promise you."

"He knew you were coming?"

She answered, "I told him I had got an admission card, just to make sure
he'd keep me in mind!"

4. I did not have to hear much more of Claire's story before making up
my mind that the wealthiest and most fashionable of New York's young
bachelors was a rather self-centred person. He had fallen desperately in
love with the peerless Southern beauty, and when she had refused to
have anything to do with him, he had come back to the other woman for
consolation, and had compelled her to pretend to sympathize with his
agonies of soul. And this when he knew that she loved him with the
intensity of a jealous nature.

Claire had her own view of Sylvia Castleman, a view for which I
naturally made due reservations. Sylvia was a schemer, who had known
from the first what she wanted, and had played her part with masterly
skill. As for Claire, she had striven to match her moves, plotting
in the darkness against her, and fighting desperately with such weak
weapons as she possessed. It was characteristic that she did not
blame herself for her failure; it was the baseness of van Tuiver, his
inability to appreciate sincere devotion, his unworthiness of her love.
And this, just after she had been naively telling me of her efforts to
poison his mind against Sylvia while pretending to admire her! But I
made allowances for Claire at this moment--realizing that the situation
had been one to overstrain any woman's altruism.

She had failed in her subtleties, and there had followed scenes of
bitter strife between the two. Sylvia, the cunning huntress, having
pretended to relent, van Tuiver had gone South to his wooing again,
while Claire had stayed at home and read a book about the poisoners
of the Italian renaissance. And then had come the announcement of the
engagement, after which the royal conqueror had come back in a panic,
and sent embassies of his male friends to plead with Claire, alternately
promising her wealth and threatening her with destitution, appealing
to her fear, her cupidity, and even to her love. To all of which I
listened, thinking of the wide-open, innocent eyes of the picture, and
shedding tears within my soul. So must the gods feel as they look down
upon the affairs of mortals, seeing how they destroy themselves by
ignorance and folly, seeing how they walk into the future as a blind man
into a yawning abyss.

I gave, of course, due weight to the sneers of Claire. Perhaps the
innocent one really had set a trap--had picked van Tuiver out and
married him for his money. But even so, I could hope that she had not
known what she was doing. Surely it had never occurred to her that
through all the days of her triumph she would have to eat and sleep with
the shade of another woman at her side!

Claire said to me, not once, but a dozen times, "He'll come back to me.
She'll never be able to make him happy." And so I pictured Sylvia upon
her honeymoon, followed by an invisible ghost whose voice she would
never hear, whose name she would never know. All that van Tuiver had
learned from Claire, the sensuality, the _ennin_, the contempt for
woman--it would rise to torment and terrify his bride, and turn her
life to bitterness. And then beyond this, deeps upon deeps, to which
my imagination did not go--and of which the Frenchwoman, with all
her freedom of tongue, gave me no more than a hint which I could not
comprehend.

5. Claire Lepage at this time was desperately lonely and unhappy. Having
made the discovery that my arms were sturdy, used to doing a man's
work, she clung to them. She begged me to go home with her, to visit
her--finally to come and live with her. Until recently an elderly
companion, had posed as her aunt, and kept her respectable while she
was upon van Tuiver's yacht, and at his castle in Scotland. But this
companion had died, and now Claire had no one with whom to discuss her
soul-states.

She occupied a beautiful house on the West Side, not far from Riverside
Drive; and in addition to the use of this she had an income of eight
thousand a year--which was not enough to make possible a chauffeur, nor
even to dress decently, but only enough to keep in debt upon. Such as
the income was, however, she was willing to share it with me. So
there opened before me a new profession--and a new insight into the
complications of parasitism.

I went to see her frequently at first, partly because I was interested
in her and her associates, and partly because I really thought I could
help her. But I soon came to realize that influencing Claire was like
moulding water; it flowed back round your hands, even while you worked.
I would argue with her about the physiological effects of alcohol, and
when I had convinced her, she would promise caution; but soon I would
discover that my arguments had gone over her head. I was at this time
feeling my way towards my work in the East. I tried to interest her in
such things as social reform, but realized that they had no meaning for
her. She was living the life of the pleasure-seeking idlers of the great
metropolis, and every time I met her it seemed to me that her character
and her appearance had deteriorated.

Meantime I picked up scraps of information concerning the van Tuivers.
There were occasional items in the papers, their yacht, the "Triton,"
had reached the Azores; it had run into a tender in the harbour
of Gibraltar; Mr. and Mrs. van Tuiver had received the honour of
presentation at the Vatican; they were spending the season in London,
and had been presented at court; they had been royal guests at the
German army-manoeuvres. The million wage-slaves of the metropolis,
packed morning and night into the roaring subways and whirled to and
from their tasks, read items such as these and were thrilled by the
triumphs of their fellow-countrymen.

At Claire's house I learned to be interested in "society" news. From
a weekly paper of gossip about the rich and great she would read
paragraphs, explaining subtle allusions and laying bare veiled scandals.
Some of the men she knew well, referring to them for my benefit as
Bertie and Reggie and Vivie and Algie. She also knew not a little about
the women of that super-world--information sometimes of an intimate
nature, which these ladies would have been startled to hear was going
the rounds.

This insight I got into Claire's world I found useful, needless to say,
in my occasional forays as a soap-box orator of Socialism. I would go
from the super-heated luxury of her home to visit tenement-dens where
little children made paper-flowers twelve and fourteen hours a day for a
trifle over one cent an hour. I would spend the afternoon floating about
in the park in the automobile of one of her expensive friends, and then
take the subway and visit one of the settlements, to hear a discussion
of conditions which doomed a certain number of working-girls to be
burned alive every year in factory fires.

As time went on, I became savage concerning such contrasts, and the
speeches I was making for the party began to attract attention. During
the summer, I recollect, I had begun to feel hostile even towards the
lovely image of Sylvia, which I had framed in my room. While she was
being presented at St. James's, I was studying the glass-factories
in South Jersey, where I found little boys of ten working in front of
glowing furnaces until they dropped of exhaustion and sometimes had
their eyes burned out. While she and her husband were guests of the
German Emperor, I was playing the part of a Polish working-woman,
penetrating the carefully guarded secrets of the sugar-trust's domain in
Brooklyn, where human lives are snuffed out almost every day in noxious
fumes.

And then in the early fall Sylvia came home, her honeymoon over.
She came in one of the costly suites in the newest of the _de luxe_
steamers; and the next morning I saw a new picture of her, and read
a few words her husband had condescended to say to a fellow traveller
about the courtesy of Europe to visiting Americans. Then for a couple
of months I heard no more of them. I was busy with my child-labour
work, and I doubt if a thought of Sylvia crossed my mind, until that
never-to-be-forgotten afternoon at Mrs. Allison's when she came up to me
and took my hand in hers.

6. Mrs. Roland Allison was one of the comfortable in body who had
begun to feel uncomfortable in mind. I had happened to meet her at
the settlement, and tell her what I had seen in the glass factories;
whereupon she made up her mind that everybody she knew must hear me
talk, and to that end gave a reception at her Madison Avenue home.

I don't remember much of what I said, but if I may take the evidence of
Sylvia, who remembered everything, I spoke effectively. I told them, for
one thing, the story of little Angelo Patri. Little Angelo was of that
indeterminate Italian age where he helped to support a drunken father
without regard to the child-labour laws of the State of New Jersey.
His people were tenants upon a fruit-farm a couple of miles from the
glass-factory, and little Angelo walked to and from his work along the
railroad-track. It is a peculiarity of the glass-factory that it has to
eat its children both by day and by night; and after working six hours
before midnight and six more after midnight, little Angelo was tired. He
had no eye for the birds and flowers on a beautiful spring morning, but
as he was walking home, he dropped in his tracks and fell asleep. The
driver of the first morning train on that branch-line saw what he
took to be an old coat lying on the track ahead, and did not stop to
investigate.

All this had been narrated to me by the child's mother, who had worked
as a packer of "beers," and who had loved little Angelo. As I repeated
her broken words about the little mangled body, I saw some of my
auditors wipe away a surreptitious tear.

After I had stopped, several women came up to talk with me at the last,
when most of the company was departing, there came one more, who had
waited her turn. The first thing I saw was her loveliness, the thing
about her that dazzled and stunned people, and then came the strange
sense of familiarity. Where had I met this girl before?

She said what everybody always says; she had been so much interested,
she had never dreamed that such conditions existed in the world. I,
applying the acid test, responded, "So many people have said that to me
that I have begun to believe it."

"It is so in my case," she replied, quickly. "You see, I have lived all
my life in the South, and we have no such conditions there."

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Our negroes at least can steal enough to eat," she said.

I smiled. Then--since one has but a moment or two to get in one's work
in these social affairs, and so has to learn to thrust quickly: "You
have timber-workers in Louisiana, steel-workers in Alabama. You have
tobacco-factories, canning-factories, cotton-mills--have you been to any
of them to see how the people live?"

All this I said automatically, it being the routine of the agitator.
But meantime in my mind was an excitement, spreading like a flame. The
loveliness of this young girl; the eagerness, the intensity of feeling
written upon her countenance; and above all, the strange sense of
familiarity! Surely, if I had met her before, I should never have
forgotten her; surely it could not be--not possibly--

My hostess came, and ended my bewilderment. "You ought to get Mrs. van
Tuiver on your child-labour committee," she said.

A kind of panic seized me. I wanted to say, "Oh, it is Sylvia
Castleman!" But then, how could I explain? I couldn't say, "I have your
picture in my room, cut out of a newspaper." Still less could I say, "I
know a friend of your husband."

Fortunately Sylvia did not heed my excitement. (She had learned by this
time to pretend not to notice.) "Please don't misunderstand me," she
was saying. "I really _don't_ know about these things. And I would do
something to help if I could." As she said this she looked with the
red-brown eyes straight into mine--a gaze so clear and frank and honest,
it was as if an angel had come suddenly to earth, and learned of the
horrible tangle into which we mortals have got our affairs.

"Be careful what you're saying," put in our hostess, with a laugh.
"You're in dangerous hands."

But Sylvia would not be warned. "I want to know more about it," she
said. "You must tell me what I can do."

"Take her at her word," said Mrs. Allison, to me. "Strike while the iron
is hot!" I detected a note of triumph in her voice; if she could say
that she had got Mrs. van Tuiver to take up child-labour--that indeed
would be a feather to wear!

"I will tell you all I can," I said. "That's my work in the world."

"Take Mrs. Abbott away with you," said the energetic hostess, to Sylvia;
and before I quite understood what was happening, I had received and
accepted an invitation to drive in the park with Mrs. Douglas van
Tuiver. In her role of _dea ex machina_ the hostess extricated me from
the other guests, and soon I was established in a big new motor, gliding
up Madison Avenue as swiftly and silently as a cloud-shadow over the
fields. As I write the words there lies upon my table a Socialist paper
with one of Will Dyson's vivid cartoons, representing two ladies of the
great world at a reception. Says the first, "These social movements are
becoming _quite_ worth while!" "Yes, indeed," says the other. "One meets
such good society!"

7. Sylvia's part in this adventure was a nobler one than mine, Seated as
I was in a regal motor-car, and in company with one favoured of all
the gods in the world, I must have had an intense conviction of my own
saintliness not to distrust my excitement. But Sylvia, for her part, had
nothing to get from me but pain. I talked of the factory-fires and
the horrors of the sugar-refineries, and I saw shadow after shadow of
suffering cross her face. You may say it was cruel of me to tear the
veil from those lovely eyes, but in such a matter I felt myself the
angel of the Lord and His vengeance.

"I didn't know about these things!" she cried again. And I found it was
true. It would have been hard for me to imagine anyone so ignorant
of the realities of modern life. The men and women she had met she
understood quite miraculously, but they were only two kinds, the "best
people" and their negro servants. There had been a whole regiment of
relatives on guard to keep her from knowing anybody else, or anything
else, and if by chance a dangerous fact broke into the family stockade,
they had formulas ready with which to kill it.

"But now," Sylvia went on, "I've got some money, and I can help, so
I dare not be ignorant any longer. You must show me the way, and my
husband too. I'm sure he doesn't know what can be done."

I said that I would do anything in my power. Her help would be
invaluable, not merely because of the money she might give, but because
of the influence of her name; the attention she could draw to any
cause she chose. I explained to her the aims and the methods of our
child-labour committee. We lobbied to get new legislation; we watched
officials to compel them to enforce the laws already existing; above
all, we worked for publicity, to make people realise what it meant that
the new generation was growing up without education, and stunted by
premature toil. And that was where she could help us most--if she would
go and see the conditions with her own eyes, and then appear before the
legislative committee this winter, in favour of our new bill!

She turned her startled eyes upon me at this. Her ideas of doing good
in the world were the old-fashioned ones of visiting and almsgiving;
she had no more conception of modern remedies than she had of modern
diseases. "Oh, I couldn't possibly make a speech!" she exclaimed.

"Why not?" I asked.

"I never thought of such a thing. I don't know enough."

"But you can learn."

"I know, but that kind of work ought to be done by men."

"We've given men a chance, and they have made the evils. Whose business
is it to protect the children if not the women's?"

She hesitated a moment, and then said: "I suppose you'll laugh at me."

"No, no," I promised; then as I looked at her I guessed. "Are you going
to tell me that woman's place is the home?"

"That is what we think in Castleman County," she said, smiling in spite
of herself.

"The children have got out of the home," I replied. "If they are ever to
get back, we women must go and fetch them."

Suddenly she laughed--that merry laugh that was the April sunshine of
my life for many years. "Somebody made a Suffrage speech in our State
a couple of years ago, and I wish you could have seen the horror of my
people! My Aunt Nannie--she's Bishop Chilton's wife--thought it was the
most dreadful thing that had happened since Jefferson Davis was put in
irons. She talked about it for days, and at last she went upstairs and
shut herself in the attic. The younger children came home from school,
and wanted to know where mamma was. Nobody knew. Bye and bye, the cook
came. 'Marse Basil, what we gwine have fo' dinner? I done been up to
Mis' Nannie, an' she say g'way an' not pester her--she busy.' Company
came, and there was dreadful confusion--nobody knew what to do about
anything--and still Aunt Nannie was locked in! At last came dinner-time,
and everybody else came. At last up went the butler, and came down with
the message that they were to eat whatever they had, and take care of
the company somehow, and go to prayer-meeting, and let her alone--she
was writing a letter to the Castleman County _Register_ on the subject
of 'The Duty of Woman as a Homemaker'!"

8. This was the beginning of my introduction to Castleman County. It was
a long time before I went there, but I learned to know its inhabitants
from Sylvia's stories of them. Funny stories, tragic stories, wild and
incredible stories out of a half-barbaric age! She would tell them and
we would laugh together; but then a wistful look would come into her
eyes, and a silence would fall. So very soon I made the discovery that
my Sylvia was homesick. In all the years that I knew her she never
ceased to speak of Castleman Hall as "home". All her standards came from
there, her new ideas were referred there.

We talked of Suffrage for a while, and I spoke about the lives of women
on lonely farms--how they give their youth and health to their husband's
struggle, yet have no money partnership which they can enforce in
case of necessity. "But surely," cried Sylvia, "you don't want to make
divorce more easy!"

"I want to make the conditions of it fair to women," I said.

"But then more women will get it! And there are so many divorced women
now! Papa says that divorce is a greater menace than Socialism!"

She spoke of Suffrage in England, where women were just beginning to
make public disturbances. Surely I did not approve of their leaving
their homes for such purposes as that! As tactfully as I could, I
suggested that conditions in England were peculiar. There was, for
example, the quaint old law which permitted a husband to beat his wife
subject to certain restrictions. Would an American woman submit to such
a law? There was the law which made it impossible for a woman to divorce
her husband for infidelity, unless accompanied by desertion or cruelty.
Surely not even her father would consider that a decent arrangement! I
mentioned a recent decision of the highest court in the land, that a man
who brought his mistress to live in his home, and compelled his wife
to wait upon her, was not committing cruelty within the meaning of the
English law. I heard Sylvia's exclamation of horror, and met her stare
of incredulity; and then suddenly I thought of Claire, and a little
chill ran over me. It was a difficult hour, in more ways than one, that
of my first talk with Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver!

I soon made the discovery that, childish as her ignorance was, there was
no prejudice in it. If you brought her a fact, she did not say that it
was too terrible to be true, or that the Bible said otherwise, or that
it was indecent to know about it. Nor, when you met her next, did you
discover that she had forgotten it. On the contrary, you discovered that
she had followed it to its remote consequences, and was ready with a
score of questions as to these. I remember saying to myself, that first
automobile ride: "If this girl goes on thinking, she will get into
trouble! She will have to stop, for the sake of others!"

"You must meet my husband some time," she said; and added, "I'll have to
see my engagement-book. I have so much to do, I never know when I have a
moment free."

"You must find it interesting," I ventured.

"I did, for a while; but I've begun to get tired of so much going about.
For the most part I meet the same people, and I've found out what they
have to say."

I laughed. "You have caught the society complaint already--_ennui_!"

"I had it years ago, at home. It's true I never would have gone out at
all if it hadn't been for the sake of my family. That's why I envy a
woman like you--"

I could not help laughing. It was too funny, Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver
envying me!

"What's the matter?" she asked.

"Just the irony of life. Do you know, I cut you out of the newspaper,
and put you in a little frame on my bureau. I thought, here is the
loveliest face I've ever seen, and here is the most-to-be-envied of
women."

She smiled, but quickly became serious. "I learned very early in life
that I was beautiful; and I suppose if I were suddenly to cease being
beautiful, I'd miss it; yet I often think it's a nuisance. It makes one
dependent on externals. Most of the beautiful women I've known make a
sort of profession of it--they live to shine and be looked at.

"And you don't enjoy that?" I asked.

"It restricts one's life. Men expect it of you, they resent your having
any other interest."

"So," I responded, gravely, "with all your beauty and wealth, you aren't
perfectly happy?"

"Oh, yes!" she cried--not having meant to confess so much. "I told
myself I would be happy, because I would be able to do so much good in
the world. There must be some way to do good with money! But now I'm
not sure; there seem to be so many things in the way. Just when you have
your mind made up that you have a way to help, someone comes and points
out to you that you may be really doing harm."

She hesitated again, and I said, "That means you have been looking into
the matter of charity."

She gave me a bright glance. "How you understand things!" she exclaimed.

"It is possible," I replied, "to know modern society so well that when
you meet certain causes you know what results to look for."

"I wish you'd explain to me why charity doesn't do any good!"

"It would mean a lecture on the competitive wage-system," I laughed--
"too serious a matter for a drive!"

This may have seemed shirking on my part. But here I was, wrapped in
luxurious furs, rolling gloriously through the park at twilight on a
brilliant autumn evening; and the confiscation of property seems so much
more startling a proposition when you are in immediate contact with
it! This principle, which explains the "opportunism" of Socialist
cabinet-ministers and Labour M.P.s may be used to account for the sudden
resolve which I had taken, that for this afternoon at least Mrs. Douglas
van Tuiver should not discover that I was either a divorced woman, or a
soap-box orator of the revolution.

9. Sylvia, in that first conversation, told me much about herself that
she did not know she was telling. I became fairly certain, for instance,
that she had not married Mr. Douglas van Tuiver for love. The young girl
who has so married does not suffer from ennui in the first year, nor
does she find her happiness depending upon her ability to solve the
problem of charity in connection with her husband's wealth.

She would have ridden and talked longer, she said, but for a dinner
engagement. She asked me to call on her, and I promised to come some
morning, as soon as she set a day. When the car drew up before the
door of her home, I thought of my first ride about the city in the
"rubber-neck wagon," and how I had stared when the lecturer pointed out
this mansion. We, the passengers, had thrilled as one soul, imagining
the wonderful life which must go on behind those massive portals, the
treasures outshining the wealth of Ormus and of Ind, which required
those thick, bronze bars for their protection. And here was the mistress
of all the splendour, inviting me to come and see it from within!

She wanted to send me home in the car, but I would not have that, on
account of the push-cart men and the babies in my street; I got out
and walked--my heart beating fast, my blood leaping with exultation. I
reached home, and there on the bureau was the picture--but behold, how
changed! It was become a miracle of the art of colour-photography; its
hair was golden, its eyes a wonderful red-brown, its cheeks aglow with
the radiance of youth! And yet more amazing, the picture spoke! It spoke
with the most delicious of Southern drawls--referring to the "repo't" of
my child-labour committee, shivering at the cold and bidding me pull the
"fu-uzz" up round me. And when I told funny stories about the Italians
and the Hebrews of my tenement-neighbourhood, it broke into silvery
laughter, and cried: "Oh, de-ah me! How que-ah!" Little had I dreamed,
when I left that picture in the morning, what a miracle was to be
wrought upon it.

I knew, of course, what was the matter with me; the symptoms were
unmistakable. After having made up my mind that I was an old woman, and
that there was nothing more in life for me save labour--here the little
archer had come, and with the sharpest of his golden arrows, had shot
me through. I had all the thrills, the raptures and delicious agonies of
first love; I lived no longer in myself, but in the thought of another
person. Twenty times a day I looked at my picture, and cried aloud: "Oh,
beautiful, beautiful!"

I do not know how much of her I have been able to give. I have told of
our first talk--but words are so cold and dead! I stop and ask: What
there is, in all nature, that has given me the same feeling? I remember
how I watched the dragon-fly emerging from its chrysalis. It is soft and
green and tender; it clings to a branch and dries its wings in the sun,
and when the miracle is completed, there for a brief space it poises,
shimmering with a thousand hues, quivering with its new-born ecstasy.
And just so was Sylvia; a creature from some other world than ours,
as yet unsoiled by the dust and heat of reality. It came to me with
a positive shock, as a terrifying thing, that there should be in this
world of strife and wickedness any young thing that took life with
such intensity, that was so palpitating with eagerness, with hope, with
sympathy. Such was the impression that one got of her, even when her
words most denied it. She might be saying world-weary and cynical
things, out of the maxims of Lady Dee; but there was still the
eagerness, the sympathy, surging beneath and lifting her words.

The crown of her loveliness was her unconsciousness of self. Even though
she might be talking of herself, frankly admitting her beauty, she was
really thinking of other people, how she could get to them to help them.
This I must emphasize, because, apart from jesting, I would not have it
thought that I had fallen under the spell of a beautiful countenance,
combined with a motor-car and a patrician name. There were things about
Sylvia that were aristocratic, that could be nothing else; but she could
be her same lovely self in a cottage--as I shall prove to you before I
finish with the story of her life.

I was in love. At that time I was teaching myself German, and I sat one
day puzzling out two lines of Goethe:

"Oden and Thor, these two thou knowest; Freya, the heavenly, knowest
thou not."

And I remember how I cried aloud in sudden delight: _"I know her!"_ For
a long time that was one of my pet names--"Freya dis Himmlische!" I only
heard of one other that I preferred--when in course of time she told me
about Frank Shirley, and how she had loved him, and how their hopes had
been wrecked. He had called her "Lady Sunshine"; he had been wont to
call it over and over in his happiness, and as Sylvia repeated it to
me--"Lady Sunshine! Lady Sunshine!" I could imagine that I caught an
echo of the very tones of Frank Shirley's voice.

10. For several days I waited upon the postman, and when the summons
came I dodged a committee-meeting, and ascended the marble stairs with
trepidation, and underwent the doubting scrutiny of an English lackey,
sufficiently grave in deportment and habiliments to have waited upon a
bishop in his own land. I have a vague memory of an entrance-hall with
panelled paintings and a double-staircase with a snow-white carpet,
about which I had read in the newspapers that it was woven in one piece,
and had cost an incredible sum. One did not have to profane it with his
feet, as there was an elevator provided.

I was shown to Sylvia's morning-room, which had been "done" in pink and
white and gold by some decorator who had known her colours. It was large
enough to have held half-a-dozen of my own quarters, and the sun was
allowed to flood it. Through a door at one side came Sylvia, holding out
her hands to me.

She was really glad to see me! She began to apologize at once for the
time she had taken to write. It was because she had so much to do. She
had married into a world that took itself seriously: the "idle rich,"
who worked like slaves. "You know," she said, while we sat on a pink
satin couch, and a footman brought us coffee: "you read that Mrs.
So-and-so is a 'social queen,' and you think it's a newspaper phrase,
but it isn't; she really feels that she's a queen, and other people
feel it, and she goes through her ceremonies as solemnly as the Lord's
anointed."

She went on to tell me some of her adventures. She had a keen sense of
fun, and was evidently suffering for an outlet for it. She saw through
the follies and pretences of people in a flash, but they were all such
august and important people that, out of regard for her husband, she
dared not let them suspect her clairvoyant power.

She referred to her experiences abroad. She had not liked Europe--being
quite frankly a provincial person. To Castleman County a foreigner was
a strange, dark person who mixed up his consonants, and was under
suspicion of being a fiddler or an opera-singer. The people she had met
under her husband's charge had been socially indubitable, but still,
they were foreigners, and Sylvia could never really be sure what they
meant.

There was, for instance, the young son of a German steel-king, a person
of amazing savoir faire, who had made bold to write books and exhibit
pictures, and had travelled so widely that he had even heard of
Castleman County. He had taken Sylvia to show her the sights of Berlin,
and had rolled her down the "Sieges Allée," making outrageous fun of his
Kaiser's taste in art, and coming at last to a great marble column, with
a female figure representing Victory upon the top. "You will observe,"
said the cultured young plutocrat, "that the Grecian lady stands a
hundred meters in the air, and has no stairway. There is a popular
saying about her which is delightful--that she is the only chaste woman
in Berlin!"

I had been through the culture-seeking stage, and knew my Henry James;
so I could read between the lines of Sylvia's experiences. I figured
her as a person walking on volcanic ground, not knowing her peril, but
vaguely disquieted by a smell of sulphur in the air. And once in a while
a crack would open in the ground! There was the Duke of Something in
Rome, for example, a melancholy young man, with whom she had coquetted,
as she did, in her merry fashion, with every man she met. Being married,
she had taken it for granted that she might be as winsome as she chose;
but the young Italian had misunderstood the game, and had whispered
words of serious import, which had so horrified Sylvia that she flew
to her husband and told him the story--begging him incidentally not to
horse-whip the fellow. In reply it had to be explained to her she had
laid herself liable to the misadventure. The ladies of the Italian
aristocracy were severe and formal, and Sylvia had no right to expect an
ardent young duke to understand her native wildness.

11. Something of that sort was always happening--something in each
country to bewilder her afresh, and to make it necessary for her husband
to remind her of the proprieties. In France, a cousin of van Tuiver's
had married a marquis, and they had visited the chateau. The family was
Catholic, of the very oldest and strictest, and the brother-in-law, a
prelate of high degree, had invited the guests to be shown through his
cathedral. "Imagine my bewilderment!" said Sylvia. "I thought I was
going to meet a church dignitary, grave and reverent; but here was a
wit, a man of the world. Such speeches you never heard! I was ravished
by the grandeur of the building, and I said: 'If I had seen this, I
would have come to you to be married.' 'Madame is an American,'
he replied. 'Come the next time!' When I objected that I was not a
Catholic, he said: 'Your beauty is its own religion!' When I protested
that he would be doing me too great an honour, 'Madame,' said he, 'the
_honneur_ would be all to the church!' And because I was shocked at all
this, I was considered to be a provincial person!"

Then they had come to London, a dismal, damp city where you "never saw
the sun, and when you did see it it looked like a poached egg"; where
you had to learn to eat fish with the help of a knife, and where you
might speak of bitches, but must never on any account speak of your
stomach. They went for a week-end to "Hazelhurst," the home of the
Dowager Duchess of Danbury, whose son van Tuiver, had entertained in
America, and who, in the son's absence, claimed the right to repay the
debt. The old lady sat at table with two fat poodle dogs in infants'
chairs, one on each side of her, feeding out of golden trays. There
was a visiting curate, a frightened little man at the other side of one
poodle; in an effort to be at ease he offered the wheezing creature a
bit of bread. "Don't feed my dogs!" snapped the old lady. "I don't allow
anybody to feed my dogs!"

And then there was the Honourable Reginald Annersley, the youngest son
of the family, home from Eton on vacation. The Honourable Reginald was
twelve years of age, undersized and ill-nourished. ("They feed them
badly," his mother had explained, "an' the teachin's no good either,
but it's a school for gentlemen.") "Honestly," said Sylvia, "he was the
queerest little mannikin--like the tiny waiter's assistants you see in
hotels on the Continent. He wore his Eton suit, you understand--grown-up
evening clothes minus the coat-tails, and a top hat. He sat at tea and
chatted with the mincing graces of a cotillion-leader; you expected to
find some of his hair gone when he took off his hat! He spoke of his
brother, the duke, who had gone off shooting seals somewhere. 'The jolly
rotter has nothing to do but spend his money; but we younger sons have
to work like dogs when we grow up!' I asked what he'd do, and he said 'I
suppose there's nothin' but the church. It's a beastly bore, but you do
get a livin' out of it.'

"That was too much for me," said Sylvia. "I proceeded to tell the poor,
blasé infant about my childhood; how my sister Celeste and I had caught
half-tamed horses and galloped about the pasture on them, when we were
so small that our little fat legs stuck out horizontally; how we had
given ourselves convulsions in the green apple orchard, and had to be
spanked every day before we had our hair combed. I told how we heard
a war-story about a 'train of gunpowder,' and proceeded to lay such a
train about the attic of Castleman Hall, and set fire to it. I might
have spent the afternoon teaching the future churchman how to be a boy,
if I hadn't suddenly caught a glimpse of my husband's face!"

12. I did not hear these stories all at once. I have put them together
here because they make a little picture of her honeymoon, and also
because they show how, without meaning it, she was giving me an account
of her husband.

There had been even fewer adventures in the life of young Douglas van
Tuiver than in the life of the Honourable Reginald Annersley. When one
heard the details of the up-bringing of this "millionaire baby," one was
able to forgive him for being self-centred. He had grown into a man who
lived to fulfil his social duties, and he had taken to wife a girl who
was reckless, high-spirited, with a streak of almost savage pride in
her.

Sylvia's was the true aristocratic attitude towards the rest of the
world. It could never have occurred to her to imagine that anywhere
upon the whole earth there were people superior to the Castlemans of
Castleman County. If you had been ignorant enough to suggest such an
idea, you would have seen her eyes flash and her nostrils quiver; you
would have been enveloped in a net of bewilderment and transfixed with
a trident of mockery and scorn. That was what she had done in her
husband-hunt. The trouble was that van Tuiver was not clever enough
to realise this, and to trust her prowess against other beasts in the
social jungle.

Strange to me were such inside glimpses into the life of these two
favourites of the gods! I never grew weary of speculating about them,
and the mystery of their alliance. How had Sylvia come to make this
marriage? She was not happy with him; keen psychologist that she was,
she must have foreseen that she would not be happy with him. Had she
deliberately sacrificed herself, because of the good she imagined she
could do to her family?

I was beginning to believe this. Irritated as she was by the solemn
snobberies of van Tuiver's world, it was none the less true that she
believed in money; she believed in it with a faith which appalled me as
I came to realise it. Everybody had to have money; the social graces,
the aristocratic virtues were impossible without it. The rich needed
it--even the poor needed it! Could it be that the proud Castlemans of
Castleman County had needed it also?

If that guess at her inmost soul was correct, then what a drama was her
meeting with me! A person who despised money, who had proven it by grim
deeds--and this a person of her own money-worshipping sex! What was the
meaning of this phenomenon--this new religion that was challenging the
priesthood of Mammon? So some Roman consul's daughter might have sat in
her father's palace, and questioned in wonder a Christian slave woman,
destined ere long to face the lions in the arena.

The exactness of this simile was not altered by the fact that in this
case the slave woman was an agnostic, while the patrician girl had
been brought up in the creed of Christ. Sylvia had long since begun to
question the formulas of a church whose very pews were rented, and whose
existence, she declared, had to be justified by charity to the poor. As
we sat and talked, she knew this one thing quite definitely--that I had
a religion, and she had none. That was the reason for the excitement
which possessed her.

Nor was that fact ever out of my own mind for a moment. As she sat there
in her sun-flooded morning-room, clad in an exquisite embroidered robe
of pink Japanese silk, she was such a lovely thing that I was ready to
cry out for joy of her; and yet there was something within me, grim and
relentless, that sat on guard, warning me that she was of a different
faith from mine, and that between those two faiths there could be no
compromise. Some day she must find out what I thought of her husband's
wealth, and the work it was doing in the world! Some day she must hear
my real opinion of the religion of motor-cars and hand-woven carpets!

13. Nor was the day so very far off. She sat opposite me, leaning
forward in her eagerness, declaring: "You must help to educate me. I
shall never rest until I'm of some real use in the world."

"What have you thought of doing?" I inquired.

"I don't know yet. My husband has an aunt who's interested in a
day-nursery for the children of working-women. I thought I might help
this, but my husband says it does no good whatever--it only makes
paupers of the poor. Do you think so?"

"I think more than that," I replied. "It sets women free to compete with
men, and beat down men's wages."

"Oh, what a puzzle!" she exclaimed, and then: "Is there any way of
helping the poor that wouldn't be open to the same objection?"

That brought us once more to the subject I had put aside at our last
meeting. She had not forgotten it, and asked again for an explanation.
What did I mean by the competitive wage system?

My purpose in this writing is to tell the story of Sylvia Castleman's
life, to show, not merely what she was, but what she became. I have to
make real to you a process of growth in her soul, and at this moment the
important event is her discovery of the class-struggle and her reaction
to it. You may say, perhaps, that you are not interested in the
class-struggle, but you cannot alter the fact that you live in an age
when millions of people are having the course of their lives changed by
the discovery of it. Here, for instance, is a girl who has been taught
to keep her promises, and has promised to love, honour and obey a man;
she is to find the task more difficult, because she comes to understand
the competitive wage-system while he does not understand it and does not
wish to. If that seems to you strange material out of which to make a
domestic drama, I can only tell you that you have missed some of the
vital facts of your own time.

I gave her a little lesson in elementary economics. I showed her how,
when a capitalist needed labour, he bought it in the open market, like
any other commodity. He did not think about the human side of it, he
paid the market-price, which came to be what the labourer had to have
in order to live. No labourer could get more, because others would take
less.

"If that be true," I continued, "one of the things that follows is the
futility of charity. Whatever you do for the wage-worker on a general
scale comes sooner or later out of his wages. If you take care of his
children all day or part of the day, he can work for less; if he doesn't
discover that someone else does, and underbids him and takes his place.
If you feed his children at school, if you bury him free, if you insure
his life, or even give him a dinner on Christmas Day, you simply enable
his landlord to charge him more, or his employer to pay him less."

Sylvia sat for a while in thought, and then asked: "What can be done
about such a fact?"

"The first thing to be done is to make sure that you understand it.
Nine-tenths of the people who concern themselves with social questions
don't, and so they waste their time in futilities. For instance, I read
the other day an article by a benevolent old gentleman who believed that
the social problem could be solved by teaching the poor to chew their
food better, so that they would eat less. You may laugh at that, but
it's not a bit more absurd than the idea of our men of affairs, that the
thing to do is to increase the efficiency of the workers, and so produce
more goods."

"You mean the working-man doesn't get more, even when he produces more?"

"Take the case of the glass factories. Men used to get eight dollars a
day there, but someone invented a machine that did the work of a dozen
men, and that machine is run by a boy for fifty cents a day."

A little pucker of thought came between her eyes. "Might there not be a
law forbidding the employer to reduce wages?"

"A minimum wage law. But that would raise the cost of the product, and
drive the trade to another state."

She suggested a national law, and when I pointed out that the trade
would go to other countries, she fell back on the tariff. I felt like an
embryologist--watching the individual repeating the history of the race!

"Protection and prosperity!" I said, with a smile. "Don't you see the
increase in the cost of living? The working-man gets more money in his
pay envelope, but he can't buy more with it because prices go up. And
even supposing you could pass a minimum wage law, and stop competition
in wages, you'd only change it to competition in efficiency--you'd throw
the old and the feeble and the untrained into pauperism."

"You make the world seem a hard place to live in," protested Sylvia.

"I'm simply telling you the elementary facts of business. You can forbid
the employer to pay less than a standard wage, but you can't compel him
to employ people who aren't able to earn that wage. The business-man
doesn't employ for fun, he does it for the profit there is in it."

"If that is true," said Sylvia, quickly, "then the way of employing
people is cruel."

"But what other way could you have?"

She considered. "They could be employed so that no one would make a
profit. Then surely they could be paid enough to live decently!"

"But whose interest would it be to employ them without profit?"

"The State should do it, if no one else will."

I had been playing a game with Sylvia, as no doubt you have perceived.
"Surely," I said, "you wouldn't approve anything like that!"

"But why not?"

"Because, it would be Socialism."

She looked at me startled. "Is that Socialism?"

"Of course it is. It's the essence of Socialism."

"But then--what's the harm in it?"

I laughed. "I thought you said that Socialism was a menace, like
divorce!"

I had my moment of triumph, but then I discovered how fond was the
person who imagined that he could play with Sylvia. "I suspect you are
something of a Socialist yourself," she remarked.

She told me a long time afterwards what had been her emotions during
these early talks. It was the first time in her life that she had ever
listened to ideas that were hostile to her order, and she did so with
tremblings and hesitations, combating at every step an impulse to flee
to the shelter of conventionality. She was more shocked by my last
revelation than she let me suspect. It counted for little that I
had succeeded in trapping her in proposing for herself the economic
programme of Socialism, for what terrifies her class is not our economic
programme, it is our threat of slave-rebellion. I had been brought up
in a part of the world where democracy is a tradition, a word to conjure
with, and I supposed that this would be the case with any American--that
I would only have to prove that Socialism was democracy applied to
industry. How could I have imagined the kind of "democracy" which had
been taught to Sylvia by her Uncle Mandeville, the politician of the
family, who believed that America was soon to have a king, to keep the
"foreign riff-raff" in its place!

14. At this time I was living in a three-roomed apartment in one of the
new "model tenements" on the East Side. I had a saying about the place,
that it was "built for the proletariat and occupied by cranks." What an
example for Sylvia of the futility of charity--the effort on the part
of benevolent capitalists to civilise the poor by putting bath-tubs in
their homes, and the discovery that the graceless creatures were using
them for the storage of coals!

Having heard these strange stories, Sylvia was anxious to visit me, and
I was, of course, glad to invite her. I purchased a fancy brand of tea,
and some implements for the serving of it, and she came, and went into
raptures over my three rooms and bath, no one of which would have made
more than a closet in her own apartments. I suspected that this was her
Southern _noblesse oblige_, but I knew also that in my living room
there were some rows of books, which would have meant more to Sylvia van
Tuiver just then than the contents of several clothes-closets.

I was pleased to discover that my efforts had not been wasted. She
had been thinking, and she had even found time, in the midst of her
distractions, to read part of a book. In the course of our talks I had
mentioned Veblen, and she had been reading snatches of his work on the
Leisure Class, and I was surprised, and not a little amused, to observe
her reaction to it.

When I talked about wages and hours of labour, I was dealing with things
that were remote from her, and difficult to make real; but Veblen's
theme, the idle rich, and the arts and graces whereby they demonstrate
their power, was the stuff of which her life was made. The subtleties of
social ostentation, the minute distinctions between the newly-rich
and the anciently-rich, the solemn certainties of the latter and the
quivering anxieties of the former--all those were things which Sylvia
knew as a bird knows the way of the wind. To see the details of them
analysed in learned, scientific fashion, explained with great mouthfuls
of words which one had to look up in the dictionary--that was surely
a new discovery in the book-world! "Conspicuous leisure!" "Vicarious
consumption of goods!" "Oh, de-ah me, how que-ah!" exclaimed Sylvia.

And what a flood of anecdotes it let loose! A flood that bore us
straight back to Castleman Hall, and to all the scenes of her young
ladyhood! If only Lady Dee could have revised this book of Veblen's, how
many points she could have given to him! No details had been too minute
for the technique of Sylvia's great-aunt--the difference between the
swish of the right kind of silk petticoats and the wrong kind; and yet
her technique had been broad enough to take in a landscape. "Every girl
should have a background," had been one of her maxims, and Sylvia had to
have a special phaeton to drive, a special horse to ride, special roses
which no one else was allowed to wear.

"Conspicuous expenditure of time," wrote Veblen. It was curious, said
Sylvia, but nobody was free from this kind of vanity. There was dear old
Uncle Basil, a more godly bishop never lived, and yet he had a foible
for carving! In his opinion the one certain test of a gentleman was the
ease with which he found the joints of all kinds of meat, and he was in
arms against the modern tendency to turn such accomplishments over to
butlers. He would hold forth on the subject, illustrating his theories
with an elegant knife, and Sylvia remembered how her father and the
Chilton boys had wired up the joints of a duck for the bishop to work
on. In the struggle the bishop had preserved his dignity, but lost the
duck, and the bishop's wife, being also high-born, and with a long line
of traditions behind her, had calmly continued the conversation, while
the butler removed the smoking duck from her lap!

Such was the way of things at Castleman Hall! The wild, care-free
people--like half-grown children, romping their way through life! There
was really nothing too crazy for them to do, if the whim struck them.
Once a visiting cousin had ventured the remark that she saw no reason
why people should not eat rats; a barn-rat was clean in its person,
and far choicer in its food than a pig. Thereupon "Miss Margaret" had
secretly ordered the yard-man to secure a barn-rat; she had had it
broiled, and served in a dish of squirrels, and had sat by and watched
the young lady enjoy it! And this, mind you, was Mrs. Castleman of
Castleman Hall, mother of five children, and as stately a dame as ever
led the grand march at the Governor's inaugural ball! "Major Castleman,"
she would say to her husband, "you may take me into my bedroom, and when
you have locked the door securely, you may spit upon me, if you wish;
but don't you dare even to _imagine_ anything undignified about me in
public!"

15. In course of time Sylvia and I became very good friends. Proud as
she was, she was lonely, and in need of some one to open her eager mind
to. Who was there safer to trust than this plain Western woman, who
lived so far, both in reality and in ideas, from the great world of
fashion?

Before we parted she considered it necessary to mention my relationship
to this world. She had a most acute social conscience. She knew exactly
what formalities she owed to everyone, just when she ought to call, and
how long she ought to stay, and what she ought to ask the other person
to do in return; she assumed that the other knew it all exactly as well,
and would suffer if she failed in the slightest degree.

So now she had to throw herself upon my mercy. "You see," she explained,
"my husband wouldn't understand. I may be able to change him gradually,
but if I shock him all at once--"

"My dear Mrs. van Tuiver--" I smiled.

"You can't really imagine!" she persisted. "You see, he takes his social
position so seriously! And when you are conspicuous--when everybody's
talking about what you do--when everything that's the least bit unusual
is magnified--"

"My dear girl!" I broke in again. "Stop a moment and let me talk!"

"But I hate to have to think--"

"Don't worry about my thoughts! They are most happy ones! You must
understand that a Socialist cannot feel about such things as you do; we
work out our economic interpretation of them, and after that they are
simply so much data to us. I might meet one of your great friends, and
she might snub me, but I would never think she had snubbed _me_--it
would be my Western accent, and my forty-cent hat, and things like
that which had put me in a class in her mind. My real self nobody can
snub--certainly not until they've got at it."

"Ah!" said Sylvia, with shining eyes. "You have your own kind of
aristocracy, I see!"

"What I want," I said, "is you. I'm an old hen whose chickens have grown
up and left her, and I want something to mother. Your wonderful social
world is just a bother to me, because it keeps me from gathering you
into my arms as I'd like to. So what you do is to think of some role for
me to play, so that I can come to see you; let me be advising you about
your proposed day-nursery, or let me be a tutor of something, or a nice,
respectable sewing-woman who darns the toes of your silk stockings!"

She laughed. "If you suppose that I'm allowed to wear my stockings until
they have holes in them, you don't understand the perquisites of maids."
She thought a moment, and then added: "You might come to trim hats for
me."

By that I knew that we were really friends. If it does not seem to you
a bold thing for Sylvia to have made a joke about my hat, it is
only because you do not yet know her. I have referred to her
money-consciousness and her social-consciousness; I would be idealizing
her if I did not refer to another aspect of her which appalled me when I
came to realise it--her clothes-consciousness. She knew every variety of
fabric and every shade of colour and every style of design that ever
had been delivered of the frenzied sartorial imagination. She had been
trained in all the infinite minutiae which distinguished the right from
the almost right; she would sweep a human being at one glance, and stick
him in a pigeon hole of her mind for ever--because of his clothes. When
later on she had come to be conscious of this clothes-consciousness,
she told me that ninety-nine times out of a hundred she had found this
method of appraisal adequate for the purposes of society life. What a
curious comment upon our civilization--that all that people had to
ask of one another, all they had to give to one another, should be
expressible in terms of clothes!

16. I had set out to educate Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver in the things I
thought she needed to know. A part of my programme was to find some
people of modern sympathies whom she might meet without offence to
her old prejudices. The first person I thought of was Mrs. Jessie
Frothingham, who was the head of a fashionable girls' school, just
around the corner from Miss Abercrombie's where Sylvia herself had
received the finishing touch. Mrs. Frothingham's was as exclusive and
expensive a school as the most proper person could demand, and great was
Sylvia's consternation when I told her that its principal was a member
of the Socialist party, and made no bones about speaking in public for
us.

How in the world did she manage it? For one thing, I answered, she ran
a good school--nobody had ever been heard to deny that. For another, she
was an irresistibly serene and healthy person, who would look one of her
millionaire "papas" in the eye and tell him what was what with so much
decision; it would suddenly occur to the great man that if his daughter
could be made into so capable a woman, he would not care what ticket she
might vote.

Then too, it was testimony to the headway we are making that we are
ceasing to be dangerous, and getting to be picturesque. In these days of
strenuous social competition, when mammas are almost at their wits' end
for some new device, when it costs incredible sums to make no impression
at all--here was offered a new and inexpensive way of being unique.
There could be no question that men were getting to like serious women;
the most amazing subjects were coming up at dinner-parties, and you
might hear the best people speak disrespectfully of their own money,
which means that the new Revolution will have not merely its "Egalité
Orleans," but also some of the ladies of his family!

I telephoned from Sylvia's house to Mrs. Frothingham, who answered:
"Wouldn't you like Mrs. van Tuiver to hear a speech? I am to speak next
week at the noon-day Wall Street meeting." I passed the question on, and
Sylvia answered with an exclamation of delight: "Would a small boy like
to attend a circus?"

It was arranged that Sylvia was to take us in her car. You may picture
me with my grand friends--an old speckled hen in the company of two
golden pheasants. I kept very quiet and let them get acquainted, knowing
that my cause was safe in the hands of one so perfectly tailored as Mrs.
Frothingham.

Sylvia expressed her delight at the idea of hearing a Socialist speech,
and her amazement that the head of Mrs. Frothingham's should be so
courageous, and meantime we threaded our way through the tangle of
trucks and surface-cars on Broadway, and came to the corner of Wall
Street. Here Mrs. Frothingham said she would get out and walk; it was
quite likely that someone might recognise Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver, and
she ought not to be seen arriving with the speaker. Sylvia, who
would not willingly have committed a breach of etiquette towards a
bomb-throwing anarchist, protested at this, but Mrs. Frothingham laughed
good-naturedly, saying that it would be time enough for Mrs. van Tuiver
to commit herself when she knew what she believed.

The speaking was to be from the steps of the Sub-treasury. We made
a _détour,_ and came up Broad Street, stopping a little way from the
corner. These meetings had been held all through the summer and fall, so
that people had learned to expect them; although it lacked some minutes
of noon, there was already a crowd gathered. A group of men stood upon
the broad steps, one with a red banner and several others with armfuls
of pamphlets and books. With them was our friend, who looked at us and
smiled, but gave no other sign of recognition.

Sylvia pushed back the collar of her sable coat, and sat erect in her
shining blue velvet, her eyes and her golden hair shining beneath
the small brim of a soft velvet hat. As she gazed eagerly at the busy
throngs of men hurrying about this busy corner, she whispered to me: "I
haven't been so excited since my _début_ party!"

The crowd increased until it was difficult to get through Wall Street.
The bell of Old Trinity was tolling the hour of noon, and the meeting
was about to begin, when suddenly I heard an exclamation from Sylvia,
and turning, saw a well-dressed man pushing his way from the office of
Morgan and Company towards us. Sylvia clutched my hand where it lay on
the seat of the car, and half gasped: "My husband!"

17. Of course I had been anxious to see Douglas van Tuiver. I had heard
Claire Lepage's account of him, and Sylvia's, also I had seen pictures
of him in the newspapers, and had studied them with some care, trying
to imagine what sort of personage he might be. I knew that he was
twenty-four, but the man who came towards us I would have taken to be
forty. His face was sombre, with large features and strongly marked
lines about the mouth; he was tall and thin, and moved with decision,
betraying no emotion even in this moment of surprise. "What are you
doing here?" were his first words.

For my part, I was badly "rattled"; I knew by the clutch of Sylvia's
hand that she was too. But here I got a lesson in the nature of "social
training." Some of the bright colour had faded from her face, but she
spoke with the utmost coolness, the words coming naturally and simply:
"We can't get through the crowd." And at the same time she looked about
her, as much as to say: "You can see for yourself." (One of the maxims
of Lady Dee had set forth that a lady never told a lie if she could
avoid it.)

Sylvia's husband looked about, saying: "Why don't you call an officer?"
He started to follow his own suggestion, and I thought then that my
friend would miss her meeting. But she had more nerve than I imagined.

"No," she said. "Please don't."

"Why not?" Still there was no emotion in the cold, grey eyes.

"Because--I think there's something going on."

"What of that?"

"I'm not in a hurry, and I'd like to see."

He stood for a moment looking at the crowd. Mrs. Frothingham had come
forward, evidently intending to speak. "What is this, Ferris?" he
demanded of the chauffeur.

"I'm not sure, sir," said the man. "I think it's a Socialist meeting."
(He was, of course, not missing the little comedy. I wondered what he
thought!)

"A Socialist meeting?" said van Tuiver; then, to his wife: "You don't
want to stay for that!"

Again Sylvia astonished me. "I'd like to very much," she answered
simply.

He made no reply. I saw him stare at her, and then I saw his glance
take me in. I sat in a corner as inconspicuous as I could make myself.
I wondered whether I was a sempstress or a tutor, and whether either
of these functionaries were introduced, and whether they shook hands or
not.

Mrs. Frothingham had taken her stand at the base of Washington's statue.
Had she by any chance identified the tall and immaculate gentleman who
stood beside the automobile? Before she had said three sentences I made
sure that she had done so, and I was appalled at her audacity.

"Fellow citizens," she began--"fellow-buccaneers of Wall Street." And
when the mild laughter had subsided: "What I have to say is going to
be addressed to one individual among you--the American millionaire.
I assume there is one present--if no actual millionaire, then surely
several who are destined to be, and not less than a thousand who aspire
to be. So hear me, Mr. Millionaire," this with a smile, which gave you
a sense of a reserve fund of energy and good humour. She had the
crowd with her from the start--all but one. I stole a glance at the
millionaire, and saw that he was not smiling.

"Won't you get in?" asked his wife, and he answered coldly: "No, I'll
wait till you've had enough."

"Last summer I had a curious experience," said the speaker. "I was
a guest at a tennis match, played upon the grounds of a State
insane-asylum, the players being the doctors of the institution. Here,
on a beautiful sunshiny afternoon, were ladies and gentlemen clad in
festive white, enjoying a holiday, while in the background stood a
frowning building with iron-barred gates and windows, from which
one heard now and then the howlings of the maniacs. Some of the less
fortunate of these victims of fate had been let loose, and while we
played tennis, they chased the balls. All afternoon, while I sipped tea
and chatted and watched the games, I said to myself: 'Here is the most
perfect simile of our civilization that has ever come to me. Some people
wear white and play tennis all day, while other people chase the balls,
or howl in dungeons in the background!' And that is the problem I wish
to put before my American millionaire--the problem of what I will call
our lunatic-asylum stage of civilization. Mind you, this condition
is all very well so long as we can say that the lunatics are
incurable--that there is nothing we can do but shut our ears to their
howling, and go ahead with our tennis. But suppose the idea were to
dawn upon us that it is only because we played tennis all day that the
lunatic-asylum is crowded, then might not the howls grow unendurable to
us, and the game lose its charm?"

Stealing glances about me, I saw that several people were watching the
forty-or-fifty-times-over millionaire; they had evidently recognised
him, and were enjoying the joke. "Haven't you had enough of this?" he
suddenly demanded of his wife, and she answered, guilelessly: "No, let's
wait. I'm interested."

"Now, listen to me, Mr. American Millionaire," the speaker was
continuing. "You are the one who plays tennis, and we, who chase the
balls for you--we are the lunatics. And my purpose to-day is to prove
to you that it is only because you play tennis all day that we have
to chase balls all the day, and to tell you that some time soon we are
going to cease to be lunatics, and that then you will have to chase your
own balls! And don't, in your amusement over this illustration, lose
sight of the serious nature of what I am talking about--the horrible
economic lunacy which is known as poverty, and which is responsible
for most of the evils we have in this world to-day--for crime and
prostitution, suicide, insanity and war. My purpose is to show you, not
by any guess of mine, or any appeals to your faith, but by cold business
facts which can be understood in Wall Street, that this economic lunacy
is one which can be cured; that we have the remedy in our hands, and
lack nothing but the intelligence to apply it."

18. I do not want to bore you with a Socialist speech. I only want to
give you an idea of the trap into which Mr. Douglas van Tuiver had
been drawn. He stood there, rigidly aloof while the speaker went on
to explain the basic facts of wealth-production in modern society. She
quoted from Kropotkin: "'Fields, Factories and Work-shops,' on sale
at this meeting for a quarter!"--showing how by modern intensive
farming--no matter of theory, but methods which were in commercial
use in hundreds of places--it would be possible to feed the entire
population of the globe from the soil of the British Isles alone. She
showed by the bulletins of the United States Government how the machine
process had increased the productive power of the individual labourer
ten, twenty, a hundred fold. So vast was man's power of producing wealth
today, and yet the labourer lived in dire want just as in the days of
crude hand-industry!

So she came back to her millionaire, upon whom this evil rested. He was
the master of the machine for whose profit the labourer had to produce.
He could only employ the labourer to produce what could be sold at a
profit; and so the stream of prosperity was choked at its source. "It
is you, Mr. Millionaire, who are to blame for poverty; it is because
so many millions of dollars must be paid to you in profits that so
many millions of men must live in want. In other words, precisely as I
declared at the outset, it is your playing tennis which is responsible
for the lunatics chasing the balls!"

I wish that I might give some sense of the speaker's mastery of this
situation, the extent to which she had communicated her good-humour to
the crowd. You heard ripple after ripple of laughter, you saw everywhere
about you eager faces, following every turn of the argument. No
one could resist the contagion of interest--save only the American
millionaire! He stood impassive, never once smiling, never once
betraying a trace of feeling. Venturing to watch him more closely,
however, I could see the stern lines deepening about his mouth, and his
long, lean face growing more set.

The speaker had outlined the remedy--a change from the system of
production for profit to one of production for use. She went on to
explain how the change was coming; the lunatic classes were beginning
to doubt the divine nature of the rules of the asylum, and they were
preparing to mutiny, and take possession of the place. And here I saw
that Sylvia's husband had reached his limit. He turned to her: "Haven't
you had enough of this?"

"Why, no," she began. "If you don't mind--"

"I do mind very much," he said, abruptly. "I think you are committing
a breach of taste to stay here, and I would be greatly obliged if you
would leave."

And without really waiting for Sylvia's reply, he directed, "Back out of
here, Ferris."

The chauffeur cranked up, and sounded his horn--which naturally had the
effect of disturbing the meeting. People supposed we were going to try
to get through the crowd ahead--and there was no place where anyone
could move. But van Tuiver went to the rear of the car, saying, in a
voice of quiet authority: "A little room here, please." And so, foot by
foot, we backed away from the meeting, and when we had got clear of the
throng, the master of the car stepped in, and we turned and made our way
down Broad Street.

And now I was to get a lesson in the aristocratic ideal. Of course van
Tuiver was angry; I believe he even suspected his wife of having known
of the meeting. I supposed he would ask some questions; I supposed that
at least he would express his opinion of the speech, his disgust that
a woman of education should make such a spectacle of herself. Such
husbands as I had been familiar with had never hesitated to vent their
feelings under such circumstances. But from Douglas van Tuiver there
came--not a word! He sat, perfectly straight, staring before him, like
a sphinx; and Sylvia, after one or two swift glances at him, began to
gossip cheerfully about her plans for the day-nursery for working-women!

So for a few blocks, until suddenly she leaned forward. "Stop here,
Ferris." And then, turning to me, "Here is the American Trust Company."

"The American Trust Company?" I echoed, in my dumb stupidity.

"Yes--that is where the check is payable," said Sylvia, and gave me a
pinch.

And so I comprehended, and gathered up my belongings and got out. She
shook my hand warmly, and her husband raised his hat in a very formal
salute, after which the car sped on up the street. I stood staring after
it, in somewhat the state of mind of any humble rustic who may have been
present when Elijah was borne into the heavens by the chariot of fire!

19. Sylvia had been something less than polite to me; and so I had not
been home more than an hour before there came a messenger-boy with a
note. By way of reassuring her, I promised to come to see her the next
morning; and when I did, and saw her lovely face so full of concern, I
forgot entirely her worldly greatness, and did what I had longed to do
from the beginning--put my arms about her and kissed her.

"My dear girl," I protested, "I don't want to be a burden in your
life--I want to help you!'"

"But," she exclaimed, "what must you have thought--"

"I thought I had made a lucky escape!" I laughed.

She was proud--proud as an Indian; it was hard for her to make
admissions about her husband. But then--we were like two errant
school-girls, who had been caught m an escapade! "I don't know what I'm
going to do about him," she said, with a wry smile. "He really won't
listen--I can't make any impression on him."

"Did he guess that you'd come there on purpose?" I asked.

"I told him," she answered.

"You _told_ him!"

"I'd meant to keep it secret--I wouldn't have minded telling him a fib
about a little thing. But he made it so very serious!"

I could understand that it must have been serious after the telling. I
waited for her to add what news she chose.

"It seems," she said, "that my husband has a cousin, a pupil of Mrs.
Frothingham's. You can imagine!"

"I can imagine Mrs. Frothingham may lose a pupil."

"No; my husband says his Uncle Archibald always was a fool. But how can
anyone be so narrow! He seemed to take Mrs. Frothingham as a personal
affront."

This was the most definite bit of vexation against her husband that she
had ever let me see. I decided to turn it into a jest. "Mrs. Frothingham
will be glad to know she was understood," I said.

"But seriously, why can't men have open minds about politics and money?"
She went on in a worried voice: "I knew he was like this when I met
him at Harvard. He was living in his own house, aloof from the poorer
men--the men who were most worth while, it seemed to me. And when I
told him of the bad effect he was having on these men and on his own
character as well, he said he would do whatever I asked--he even gave
up his house and went to live in a dormitory. So I thought I had some
influence on him. But now, here is the same thing again, only I find
that one can't take a stand against one's husband. At least, he doesn't
admit the right." She hesitated. "It doesn't seem loyal to talk about
it."

"My dear girl," I said with an impulse of candour, "there isn't much you
can tell me about that problem. My own marriage went to pieces on that
rock."

I saw a look of surprise upon her face. "I haven't told you my story
yet," I said. "Some day I will--when you feel you know me well enough
for us to exchange confidences."

There was more than a hint of invitation in this. After a silence, she
said: "One's instinct is to hide one's troubles."

"Sylvia," I answered, "let me tell you about us. You must realise that
you've been a wonderful person to me; you belong to a world I never had
anything to do with, and never expected to get a glimpse of. It's the
wickedness of our class-civilization that human beings can't be just
human beings to each other--a king can hardly have a friend. Even after
I've overcome the impulse I have to be awed by your luxury and your
grandness; I'm conscious of the fact that everybody else is awed by
them. If I so much as mention that I've met you, I see people start and
stare at me--instantly I become a personage. It makes me angry, because
I want to know _you_."

She was gazing at me, not saying a word. I went on: "I'd never have
thought it possible for anyone to be in your position and be real and
straight and human, but I realise that you have managed to work that
miracle. So I want to love you and help you, in every way I know how.
But you must understand, I can't ask for your confidence, as I could for
any other woman's. There is too much vulgar curiosity about the rich and
great, and I can't pretend to be unaware of that hatefulness; I can't
help shrinking from it. So all I can say is--if you need me, if you ever
need a real friend, why, here I am; you may be sure I understand, and
won't tell your secrets to anyone else."

With a little mist of tears in her eyes, Sylvia put out her hand and
touched mine. And so we went into a chamber alone together, and shut the
cold and suspicious world outside.

20. We knew each other well enough now to discuss the topic which has
been the favourite of women since we sat in the doorways of caves and
pounded wild grain in stone mortars--the question of our lords, who had
gone hunting, and who might be pleased to beat us on their return.
I learned all that Sylvia had been taught on the subject of the male
animal; I opened that amazing unwritten volume of woman traditions, the
maxims of Lady Dee Lysle.

Sylvia's maternal great-aunt had been a great lady out of a great
age, and incidentally a grim and grizzled veteran of the sex-war. Her
philosophy started from a recognition of the physical and economic
inferiority of woman, as complete as any window-smashing suffragette
could have formulated, but her remedy for it was a purely individualist
one, the leisure-class woman's skill in trading upon her sex. Lady Dee
did not use that word, of course--she would as soon have talked of her
esophagus. Her formula was "charm," and she had taught Sylvia that the
preservation of "charm" was the end of woman's existence, the thing by
which she remained a lady, and without which she was more contemptible
than the beasts.

She had taught this, not merely by example and casual anecdote, but by
precepts as solemnly expounded as bible-texts. "Remember, my dear, a
woman with a husband is like a lion-tamer with a whip!" And the old lady
would explain what a hard and dangerous life was lived by lion-tamers,
how their safety depended upon life-long distrustfulness of the
creatures over whom they ruled. She would tell stories of the rending
and maiming of luckless ones, who had forgotten for a brief moment the
nature of the male animal! "Yes, my dear," she would say, "believe
in love; but let the man believe first!" Her maxims never sinned by
verbosity.

The end of all this was not merely food and shelter, a home and
children, it was the supremacy of a sex, its ability to shape life to
its whim. By means of this magic "charm"--a sort of perpetual individual
sex-strike--a woman turned her handicaps into advantages and her chains
into ornaments; she made herself a rare and wonderful creature, up to
whom men gazed in awe. It was "romantic love," but preserved throughout
life, instead of ceasing with courtship.

All the Castleman women understood these arts, and employed them. There
was Aunt Nannie, when she cracked her whip the dear old bishop-lion
would jump as if he had been shot! Did not the whole State know the
story of how once he had been called upon at a banquet and had risen and
remarked: "Ladies and gentlemen, I had intended to make a speech to you
this evening, but I see that my wife is present, so I must beg you to
excuse me." The audience roared, and Aunt Nannie was furious, but poor
dear Bishop Chilton had spoken but the literal truth, that he could not
spread the wings of his eloquence in the presence of his "better half."

And with Major Castleman, though it seemed different, it was really
the same. Sylvia's mother had let herself get stout--which seemed a
dangerous mark of confidence in the male animal. But the major was
fifteen years older than his wife, and she had a weak heart with which
to intimidate him. Now and then the wilfulness of Castleman Lysle would
become unendurable in the house, and his father would seize him and turn
him over his knee. His screams would bring "Miss Margaret" flying to the
rescue: "Major Castleman, how dare you spank one of _my_ children?" And
she would seize the boy and march off in terrible haughtiness, and lock
herself and her child in her room, and for hours afterwards the poor
major would wander about the house, suffering the lonelines of the
guilty soul. You would hear him tapping gently at his lady's door.
"Honey! Honey! Are you mad with me?" "Major Castleman," the stately
answer would come, "will you oblige me by leaving one room in this house
to which I may retire?"

21. I would give you a wrong idea of Sylvia if I did not make clear that
along with this sophistication as to the play-aspects of sex, there
went the most incredible ignorance as to its practical realities. In my
arguments I had thought to appeal to her by referring to that feature of
wage-slavery which more than even child-labour stirs the moral sense of
women, but to my utter consternation I discovered that here was a
woman nearly a year married who did not know what prostitution was. A
suspicion had begun to dawn upon her, and she asked me, timidly: Could
it be possible that that intimacy which was given in marriage could
become a thing of barter in the market-place? When I told her the truth,
I found her horror so great that it was impossible to go on talking
economics. How could I say that women were driven to such things by
poverty? Surely a woman who was not bad at heart would starve, before
she would sell her body to a man!

Perhaps I should have been more patient with her, but I am bitter on
these subjects. "My dear Mrs. van Tuiver," I said, "there is a lot of
nonsense talked about this matter. There is very little sex-life for
women without a money-price made clear in advance."

"I don't understand," she said.

"I don't know about your case," I replied, "but when I married, it was
because I was unhappy and wanted a home of my own. And if the truth were
told, that is why most women marry."

"But what has THAT to do with it?" she cried. She really did not see!

"What is the difference--except that such women stand out for a
maintenance, while the prostitute takes cash?" I saw that I had shocked
her, and I said: "You must be humble about these things, because you
have never been poor, and you cannot judge those who have been. But
surely you must have known worldly women who married rich men for their
money. And surely you admit that that is prostitution?"

She fell suddenly silent, and I saw what I had done, and, no doubt, you
will say I should have been ashamed of myself. But when one has seen as
much of misery and injustice as I have, one cannot be so patient with
the fine artificial delicacies and sentimentalities of the idle rich. I
went ahead to tell her some stories, showing her what poverty actually
meant to women.

Then, as she remained silent, I asked her how she had managed to remain
so ignorant. Surely she must have met with the word "prostitution" in
books; she must have heard allusions to the "demi-monde."

"Of course," she said, "I used to see conspicuous-looking women at the
race-track in New Orleans; I've sat near them in restaurants, I've known
by my mother's looks and her agitation that they must be bad women. But
you see, I didn't know what it meant--I had nothing but a vague feeling
of something dreadful."

I smiled. "Then Lady Dee did not tell you everything about the
possibilities of her system of 'charm.'"

"No," said Sylvia. "Evidently she didn't!" She sat staring at me, trying
to get up the courage to go on with this plain speaking.

And at last the courage came. "I think it is wrong," she exclaimed.
"Girls ought not to be kept so ignorant! They ought to know what such
things mean. Why, I didn't even know what marriage meant!"

"Can that be true?" I asked.

"All my life I had thought of marriage, in a way; I had been trained to
think of it with every eligible man I met--but to me it meant a home, a
place of my own to entertain people in. I pictured myself going driving
with my husband, giving dinner-parties to his friends. I knew I'd have
to let him kiss me, but beyond that--I had a vague idea of something,
but I didn't think. I had been deliberately trained not to let myself
think--to run away from every image that came to me. And I went on
dreaming of what I'd wear, and how I'd greet my husband when he came
home in the evening."

"Didn't you think about children?"

"Yes--but I thought of the CHILDREN. I thought what they'd look like,
and how they'd talk, and how I'd love them. I don't know if many young
girls shut their minds up like that."

She was speaking with agitation, and I was gazing into her eyes, reading
more than she knew I was reading. I was nearer to solving the problem
that had been baffling me. And I wanted to take her hands in mine, and
say: "You would never have married him if you'd understood!"

22. Sylvia thought she ought to have been taught, but when she came to
think of it she was unable to suggest who could have done the
teaching. "Your mother?" I asked, and she had to laugh, in spite of the
seriousness of her mood. "Poor dear mamma! When they sent me up here to
boarding school, she took me off and tried to tell me not to listen to
vulgar talk from the girls. She managed to make it clear that I mustn't
listen to something, and I managed not to listen. I'm sure that even
now she would rather have her tongue cut out than talk to me about such
things."

"I talked to my children," I assured her.

"And you didn't feel embarrassed?"

"I did in the beginning--I had the same shrinkings to overcome. But I
had a tragedy behind me to push me on."

I told her the story of my nephew, a shy and sensitive lad, who used to
come to me for consolation, and became as dear to me as my own children.
When he was seventeen he grew moody and despondent; he ran away from
home for six months and more, and then returned and was forgiven--but
that seemed to make no difference. One night he came to see me, and I
tried hard to get him to tell me what was wrong. He wouldn't, but went
away, and several hours later I found a letter he had shoved under the
table-cloth. I read it, and rushed out and hitched up a horse and drove
like mad to my brother-in-law's, but I got there too late, the poor boy
had taken a shot-gun to his room, and put the muzzle into his mouth, and
set off the trigger with his foot. In the letter he told me what was the
matter--he had got into trouble with a woman of the town, and had caught
syphilis. He had gone away and tried to get cured, but had fallen into
the hands of a quack, who had taken all his money and left his health
worse than ever, so in despair and shame the poor boy had shot his head
off.

I paused, uncertain if Sylvia would understand the story. "Do you know
what syphilis is?" I asked.

"I suppose--I have heard of what we call a 'bad disease'" she said.

"It's a very bad disease. But if the words convey to you that it's a
disease that bad people get, I should tell you that most men take the
chance of getting it; yet they are cruel enough to despise those upon
whom the ill-luck falls. My poor nephew had been utterly ignorant--I
found out that from his father, too late. An instinct had awakened in
him of which he knew absolutely nothing; his companions had taught him
what it meant, and he had followed their lead. And then had come the
horror and the shame--and some vile, ignorant wretch to trade upon it,
and cast the boy off when he was penniless. So he had come home again,
with his gnawing secret; I pictured him wandering about, trying to make
up his mind to confide in me, wavering between that and the horrible
deed he did."

I stopped, because even to this day I cannot tell the story without
tears. I cannot keep a picture of the boy in my room, because of the
self-reproaches that haunt me. "You can understand," I said to Sylvia,
"I never could forget such a lesson. I swore a vow over the poor lad's
body, that I would never let a boy or girl that I could reach go out in
ignorance into the world. I read up on the subject, and for a while I
was a sort of fanatic--I made people talk, young people and old people.
I broke down the taboos wherever I went, and while I shocked a good
many, I knew that I helped a good many more."

All that was, of course, inconceivable to Sylvia. How curious was the
contrast of her one experience in the matter of venereal disease. She
told me how she had been instrumental in making a match between her
friend, Harriet Atkinson and a young scion of an ancient and haughty
family of Charleston, and how after the marriage her friend's health had
begun to give way, until now she was an utter wreck, living alone in a
dilapidated antebellum mansion, seeing no one but negro servants, and
praying for death to relieve her of her misery.

"Of course, I don't really know," said Sylvia. "Perhaps it was
this--this disease that you speak of. None of my people would tell me--I
doubt if they really know themselves. It was just before my own wedding,
so you can understand it had a painful effect upon me. It happened that
I read something in a magazine, and I thought that--that possibly my
fiancée--that someone ought to ask him, you understand--"

She stopped, and the blood was crimson in her cheeks, with the memory
of her old excitement, and some fresh excitement added to it. There are
diseases of the mind as well as of the body, and one of them is called
prudery.

"I can understand," I said. "It was certainly your right to be reassured
on such a point."

"Well, I tried to talk to my Aunt Varina about it; then I wrote to Uncle
Basil, and asked him to write to Douglas. At first he refused--he only
consented to do it when I threatened to go to my father."

"What came of it in the end?"

"Why, my uncle wrote, and Douglas answered very kindly that he
understood, and that it was all right--I had nothing to fear. I never
expected to mention the incident to anyone again."

"Lots of people have mentioned such things to me," I responded, to
reassure her. Then after a pause: "Tell me, how was it, if you didn't
know the meaning of marriage, how could you connect the disease with
it?"

She answered, gazing with the wide-open, innocent eyes: "I had no
idea how people gave it to each other. I thought maybe they got it by
kissing."

I thought to myself again: The horror of this superstition of prudery!
Can one think of anything more destructive to life than the placing of
a taboo upon such matters? Here is the whole of the future at stake--the
health, the sanity, the very existence of the race. And what fiend has
been able to contrive it that we feel like criminals when we mention the
subject?

23. Our intimacy progressed, and the time came when Sylvia told me about
her marriage. She had accepted Douglas van Tuiver because she had lost
Frank Shirley, and her heart was broken. She could never imagine herself
loving any other man; and not knowing exactly what marriage meant, it
had been easier for her to think of her family, and to follow their
guidance. They had told her that love would come; Douglas had implored
her to give him a chance to teach her to love him. She had considered
what she could do with his money--both for her home-people and for those
she spoke of vaguely as "the poor." But now she was making the discovery
that she could not do very much for these "poor."

"It isn't that my husband is mean," she said. "On the contrary, the
slightest hint will bring me any worldly thing I want. I have homes in
half a dozen parts of America--I have _carte blanche_ to open accounts
in two hemispheres. If any of my people need money I can get it; but if
I want it for myself, he asks me what I'm doing with it--and so I run
into the stone-wall of his ideas."

At first the colliding with this wall had merely pained and bewildered
her. But now the combination of Veblen and myself had helped her
to realize what it meant. Douglas van Tuiver spent his money upon
a definite system: whatever went to the maintaining of his social
position, whatever added to the glory, prestige and power of the van
Tuiver name--that money was well-spent; while money spent to any other
end was money wasted--and this included all ideas and "causes." And
when the master of the house knew that his money was being wasted, it
troubled him.

"It wasn't until after I married him that I realized how idle his life
is," she remarked. "At home all the men have something to do, running
their plantations, or getting elected to some office. But Douglas never
does anything that I can possibly think is useful."

His fortune was invested in New York City real-estate, she went on to
explain. There was an office, with a small army of clerks and agents to
attend to it--a machine which had been built up and handed on to him by
his ancestors. It sufficed if he dropped in for an hour or two once a
week when he was in the city, and signed a batch of documents now and
then when he was away. His life was spent in the company of people whom
the social system had similarly deprived of duties; and they had, by
generations of experiment, built up for themselves a new set of duties,
a life which was wholly without relationship to reality. Into this
unreal existence Sylvia had married, and it was like a current sweeping
her in its course. So long as she went with it, all was well; but let
her try to catch hold of something and stop, and it would tear her loose
and almost strangle her.

As time went on, she gave me strange glimpses into this world. Her
husband did not seem really to enjoy its life. As Sylvia put it, "He
takes it for granted that he has to do all the proper things that the
proper people do. He hates to be conspicuous, he says. I point out to
him that the proper things are nearly always conspicuous, but he replies
that to fail to do them would be even more conspicuous."

It took me a long time to get really acquainted with Sylvia, because of
the extent to which this world was clamouring for her. I used to drop in
when she 'phoned me she had half an hour. I would find her dressing for
something, and she would send her maid away, and we would talk until
she would be late for some function; and that might be a serious matter,
because somebody would feel slighted. She was always "on pins and
needles" over such questions of precedent; it seemed as if everybody in
her world must be watching everybody else. There was a whole elaborate
science of how to treat the people you met, so that they would not
feel slighted--or so that they would feel slighted, according to
circumstances.

To the enjoyment of such a life it was essential that the person
should believe in it. Douglas van Tuiver did believe in it; it was his
religion, the only one he had. (Churchman as he was, his church was
a part of the social routine.) He was proud of Sylvia, and apparently
satisfied when he could take her at his side; and Sylvia went, because
she was his wife, and that was what wives were for. She had tried her
best to be happy; she had told herself that she _was_ happy yet all the
time realizing that a woman who is really happy does not have to tell
herself.

Earlier in life she had quaffed and enjoyed the wine of applause. I
recollect vividly her telling me of the lure her beauty had been to
her--the most terrible temptation that could come to a woman. "I walk
into a brilliant room, and I feel the thrill of admiration that
goes through the crowd. I have a sudden sense of my own physical
perfection--a glow all over me! I draw a deep breath--I feel a surge of
exaltation. I say, 'I am victorious--I can command! I have this supreme
crown of womanly grace--I am all-powerful with it--the world is mine!'"

As she spoke the rapture was in her voice, and I looked at her--and yes,
she was beautiful! The supreme crown was hers!

"I see other beautiful women," she went on--and swift anger came into
her voice. "I see what they are doing with this power! Gratifying their
vanity--turning men into slaves of their whim! Squandering money upon
empty pleasures--and with the dreadful plague of poverty spreading in
the world! I used to go to my father, 'Oh, papa, why must there be so
many poor people? Why should we have servants--why should they have to
wait on me, and I do nothing for them?' He would try to explain to me
that it was the way of Nature. Mamma would tell me it was the will
of the Lord--'The poor ye have always with you'--'Servants, obey your
masters'--and so on. But in spite of the Bible texts, I felt guilty. And
now I come to Douglas with the same plea--and it only makes him angry!
He has been to college and has a lot of scientific phrases--he tells me
it's 'the struggle for existence,' 'the elimination of the unfit'--and
so on. I say to him, 'First we make people unfit, and then we have to
eliminate them.' He cannot see why I do not accept what learned people
tell me--why I persist in questioning and suffering."

She paused, and then added, "It's as if he were afraid I might find out
something he doesn't want me to! He's made me give him a promise that I
won't see Mrs. Frothingham again!" And she laughed. "I haven't told him
about you!"

I answered, needless to say, that I hoped she would keep the secret!

24. All this time I was busy with my child-labour work. We had an
important bill before the legislature that session, and I was doing what
I could to work up sentiment for it. I talked at every gathering where I
could get a hearing; I wrote letters to newspapers; I sent literature to
lists of names. I racked my mind for new schemes, and naturally, at such
times, I could not help thinking of Sylvia. How much she could do, if
only she would!

I spared no one, least of all myself, and so it was not easy to spare
her. The fact that I had met her was the gossip of the office, and
everybody was waiting for something to happen. "How about Mrs. van
Tuiver?" my "chief" would ask, at intervals. "If she would _only_ go on
our press committee" my stenographer would sigh.

The time came when our bill was in committee, a place of peril for
bills. I went to Albany to see what could be done. I met half a hundred
legislators, of whom perhaps half-a-dozen had some human interest in my
subject; the rest, well, it was discouraging. Where was the force that
would stir them, make them forget their own particular little grafts,
and serve the public welfare in defiance to hostile interests?

Where was it? I came back to New York to look for it, and after a blue
luncheon with the members of our committee, I came away with my mind
made up--I would sacrifice my Sylvia to this desperate emergency.

I knew just what I had to do. So far she had heard speeches about social
wrongs, or read books about them; she had never been face to face with
the reality of them. Now I persuaded her to take a morning off, and see
some of the sights of the underworld of toil. We foreswore the royal
car, and likewise the royal furs and velvets; she garbed herself in
plain appearing dark blue and went down town in the Subway like common
mortals, visiting paper-box factories and flower factories, tenement
homes where whole families sat pasting toys and gimcracks for fourteen
or sixteen hours a day, and still could not buy enough food to make
full-sized men and women of them.

She was Dante, and I was Virgil, our inferno was an endless procession
of tortured faces--faces of women, haggard and mournful, faces of little
children, starved and stunted, dulled and dumb. Several times we stopped
to talk with these people--one little Jewess girl I knew whose three
tiny sisters had been roasted alive in a sweatshop fire. This child had
jumped from a fourth-story window, and been miraculously caught by a
fireman. She said that some man had started the fire, and been caught,
but the police had let him get away. So I had to explain to Sylvia
that curious bye-product (sic) of the profit system known as the "Arson
Trust." Authorities estimated that incendiarism was responsible for
the destruction of a quarter of a billion dollars worth of property in
America every year. So, of course, the business of starting fires was
a paying one, and the "fire-bug," like the "cadet" and the dive-keeper,
was a part of the "system." So it was quite a possible thing that the
man who had burned up this little girl's three sisters might have been
allowed to escape.

I happened to say this in the little girl's hearing, and I saw
her pitiful strained eyes fixed upon Sylvia. Perhaps this lovely,
soft-voiced lady was a fairy god-mother, come to free her sisters from
an evil spell and to punish the wicked criminal! I saw Sylvia turn her
head away, and search for her handkerchief; as we groped our way down
the dark stairs, she caught my hand, whispering: "Oh, my God! my God!"

It had even more effect than I had intended; not only did she say that
she would do something--anything that would be of use--but she told me
as we rode back home that her mind was made up to stop the squandering
of her husband's money. He had been planning a costume ball for a
couple of months later, an event which would keep the van Tuiver name
in condition, and would mean that he and other people would spend many
hundreds of thousands of dollars. As we rode home in the roaring Subway,
Sylvia sat beside me, erect and tense, saying that if the ball were
given, it would be without the presence of the hostess.

I struck while the iron was hot, and got her permission to put her name
upon our committee list. She said, moreover, that she would get some
free time, and be more than a mere name to us. What were the duties of a
member of our committee?

"First," I said, "to know the facts about child-labour, as you have seen
them to-day, and second, to help other people to know."

"And how is that to be done?"

"Well, for instance, there is that hearing before the legislative
committee. You remember I suggested that you appear."

"Yes," she said in a low voice. I could almost hear the words that were
in her mind: "What would _he_ say?"

25. Sylvia's name went upon our letter-heads and other literature, and
almost at once things began to happen. In a day or two there came a
reporter, saying he had noticed her name. Was it true that she had
become interested in our work? Would I please give him some particulars,
as the public would naturally want to know.

I admitted that Mrs. van Tuiver had joined the committee; she approved
of our work and desired to further it. That was all. He asked: Would she
give an interview? And I answered that I was sure she would not. Then
would I tell something about how she had come to be interested in the
work? It was a chance to assist our propaganda, added the reporter,
diplomatically.

I retired to another room, and got Sylvia upon the 'phone, "The time has
come for you to take the plunge," I said.

"Oh, but I don't want to be in the papers!" she cried "Surely, you
wouldn't advise it!"

"I don't see how you can avoid having something appear. Your name
is given out, and if the man can't get anything else, he'll take our
literature, and write up your doings out of his imagination."

"And they'll print my picture with it!" she exclaimed. I could not help
laughing. "It's quite possible."

"Oh, what will my husband do? He'll say 'I told you so!'"

It is a hard thing to have one's husband say that, as I knew by bitter
experience. But I did not think that reason enough for giving up.

"Let me have time to think it over," said Sylvia. "Get him to wait till
to-morrow, and meantime I can see you."

So it was arranged. I think I told Sylvia the truth when I said that I
had never before heard of a committee member who was unwilling to have
his purposes discussed in the newspapers. To influence newspapers was
one of the main purposes of committees, and I did not see how she could
expect either editors or readers to take any other view.

"Let me tell the man about your trip down town," I suggested, "then I
can go on to discuss the bill and how it bears on the evils you saw.
Such a statement can't possibly do you harm."

She consented, but with the understanding that she was not to be quoted
directly. "And don't let them make me picturesque!" she exclaimed.
"That's what my husband seems most to dread."

I wondered if he didn't think she was picturesque, when she sat in
a splendid, shining coach, and took part in a public parade through
Central Park. But I did not say this. I went off, and swore my reporter
to abstain from the "human touch," and he promised and kept his word.
There appeared next morning a dignified "write-up" of Mrs. Douglas van
Tuiver's interest in child-labour reform. Quoting me, it described some
of the places she had visited, and some of the sights which had shocked
her; it went on to tell about our committee and its work, the status
of our bill in the legislature, the need of activity on the part of our
friends if the measure was to be forced through at this session. It
was a splendid "boost" for our work, and everyone in the office was in
raptures over it. The social revolution was at hand! thought my young
stenographer.

But the trouble with this business of publicity is that, however
carefully you control your interviewer, you cannot control the others
who use his material. The "afternoon men" came round for more details,
and they made it clear that it was personal details they wanted. And
when I side-stepped their questions, they went off and made up answers
to suit themselves, and printed Sylvia's pictures, together with
photographs of child-workers taken from our pamphlets.

I called Sylvia up while she was dressing for dinner, to explain that I
was not responsible for any of this picturesqueness. "Oh, perhaps I am
to blame myself!" she exclaimed. "I think I interviewed a reporter."

"How do you mean?"

"A woman sent up her card--she told the footman she was a friend of
mine. And I thought--I couldn't be sure if I'd met her--so I went and
saw her. She said she'd met me at Mrs. Harold Cliveden's, and she began
to talk to me about child-labour, and this and that plan she had, and
what did I think of them, and suddenly it flashed over me: 'Maybe this
is a reporter playing a trick on me!'"

I hurried out before breakfast next morning and got all the papers,
to see what this enterprising lady had done. There was nothing, so I
reflected that probably she had been a "Sunday" lady.

But then, when I reached my office, the 'phone rang, and I heard the
voice of Sylvia: "Mary, something perfectly dreadful has happened!"

"What?" I cried.

"I can't tell you over the 'phone, but a certain person is furiously
angry. Can I see you if I come down right away?"

26. Such terrors as these were unguessed by me in the days of my
obscurity. Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown, uneasy also, lies
the wife of that head, and the best friend of the wife. I dismissed my
stenographer, and spent ten or fifteen restless minutes until Sylvia
appeared.

Her story was quickly told. A couple of hours ago the acting-manager of
Mr. van Tuiver's office had telephoned to ask if he might call upon a
matter of importance. He had come. Naturally, he had the most extreme
reluctance to say anything which might seem to criticise the activities
of Mr. van Tuiver's wife, but there was something in the account in
the newspapers which should be brought to her husband's attention. The
articles gave the names and locations of a number of firms in whose
factories it was alleged that Mrs. van Tuiver had found unsatisfactory
conditions, and it happened that two of these firms were located in
premises which belonged to the van Tuiver estates!

A story coming very close to melodrama, I perceived. I sat dismayed
at what I had done. "Of course, dear girl," I said, at last, "you
understand that I had no idea who owned these buildings."

"Oh, don't say that!" exclaimed Sylvia. "I am the one who should have
known!"

Then for a long time I sat still and let her suffer. "Tenement
sweat-shops! Little children in factories!" I heard her whisper.

At last I put my hand on hers. "I tried to put it off for a while," I
said. "But I knew it would have to come."

"Think of me!" she exclaimed, "going about scolding other people for the
way they make their money! When I thought of my own, I had visions of
palatial hotels and office-buildings--everything splendid and clean!"

"Well, my dear, you've learned now, and you will be able to do
something--"

She turned upon me suddenly, and for the first time I saw in her face
the passions of tragedy. "Do you believe I will be able to do anything?
No! Don't have any such idea!"

I was struck dumb. She got up and began to pace the room. "Oh, don't
make any mistake, I've paid for my great marriage in the last hour or
two. To think that he cares about nothing save the possibility of being
found out and made ridiculous! All his friends have been 'muckraked,' as
he calls it, and he has sat aloft and smiled over their plight; he was
the landed gentleman, the true aristrocrat, whom the worries of traders
and money-changers didn't concern. Now perhaps he's caught, and his
name is to be dragged in the mire, and it's my flightiness, my lack of
commonsense that has done it!"

"I shouldn't let that trouble me," I said. "You could not know--"

"Oh, it's not that! It's that I hadn't a single courageous word to say
to him--not a hint that he ought to refuse to wring blood-money from
sweat-shops! I came away without having done it, because I couldn't face
his anger, because it would have meant a quarrel!"

"My dear," I said gently, "it is possible to survive a quarrel."

"No, you don't understand! We should never make it up again, I know--I
saw it in his words, in his face. He will never change to please me,
no, not even a simple thing like the business-methods of the van Tuiver
estates."

I could not help smiling. "My dear Sylvia! A simple thing!"

She came and sat beside me. "That's what I want to talk about. It is
time I was growing up. It it time that I knew about these things. Tell
me about them."

"What, my dear?"

"About the methods of the van Tuiver estates, that can't be changed to
please me. I made out one thing, we had recently paid a fine for some
infraction of the law in one of those buildings, and my husband said
it was because we had refused to pay more money to a tenement-house
inspector. I asked him: 'Why should we pay any money at all to a
tenement-house inspector? Isn't it bribery?' He answered: 'It's a
custom--the same as you give a tip to a hotel waiter.' Is that true?"

I could not help smiling. "Your husband ought to know, my dear," I said.

I saw her compress her lips. "What is the tip for?"

"I suppose it is to keep out of trouble with him."

"But why can't we keep out of trouble by obeying the law?"

"My dear, sometimes the law is inconvenient, and sometimes it is
complicated and obscure. It might be that you are violating it without
knowing the fact. It might be uncertain whether you are violating it
or not, so that to settle the question would mean a lot of expense and
publicity. It might even be that the law is impossible to obey--that it
was not intended to be obeyed."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I mean, maybe it was passed to put you at the mercy of the
politicians."

"But," she protested, "that would be blackmail."

"The phrase," I replied, "is 'strike-legislation.'"

"But at least, that wouldn't be our fault!"

"No, not unless you had begun it. It generally happens that the landlord
discovers it's a good thing to have politicians who will work with him.
Maybe he wants his assessments lowered; maybe he wants to know where new
car lines are to go, so that he can buy intelligently; maybe he wants
the city to improve his neighbourhood; maybe he wants influence at court
when he has some heavy damage suit."

"So we bribe everyone!"

"Not necessarily. You may simply wait until campaign-time, and then make
your contribution to the machine. That is the basis of the 'System.'."

"The 'System '?"

"A semi-criminal police-force, and everything that pays tribute to it;
the saloon and the dive, the gambling hell the white-slave market, and
the Arson trust."

I saw a wild look in her eyes. "Tell me, do you _know_ that all these
things are true? Or are you only guessing about them?"

"My dear Sylvia," I answered, "you said it was time you grew up. For the
present I will tell you this: Several months before I met you, I made
a speech in which I named some of the organised forces of evil in the
city. One was Tammany Hall, and another was the Traction Trust, and
another was the Trinity Church Corporation, and yet another was the van
Tuiver estates."

27. The following Sunday there appeared a "magazine story" of an
interview with the infinitely beautiful young wife of the infinitely
rich Mr. Douglas van Tuiver, in which the views of the wife on the
subject of child-labour were liberally interlarded with descriptions
of her reception-room and her morning-gown. But mere picturesqueness by
that time had been pretty well discounted in our minds. So long as
the article did not say anything about the ownership of child-labour
tenements!

I did not see Sylvia for several weeks after that. I took it for granted
that she would want some time to get herself together and make up her
mind about the future. I did not feel anxious; the seed had sprouted,
and I felt sure it would continue to grow.

Then one day she called me up, asking if I could come to see her. I
suggested that afternoon, and she said she was having tea with some
people at the Palace Hotel, and could I come there just after tea-time?
I remember the place and the hour, because of the curious adventure into
which I got myself. One hears the saying, when unexpected encounters
take place, "How small the world is!" But I thought the world was
growing really too small when I went into a hotel tea-room to wait for
Sylvia, and found myself face to face with Claire Lepage!

The place appointed had been the "orange-room"; I stood in the door-way,
sweeping the place with my eyes, and I saw Mrs. van Tuiver at the same
moment that she saw me. She was sitting at a table with several other
people and she nodded, and I took a seat to wait. From my position I
could watch her, in animated conversation; and she could send me a smile
now and then. So I was decidedly startled when I heard a voice, "Why,
how do you do?" and looked up and saw Claire holding out her hand to me.

"Well, for heaven's sake!" I exclaimed.

"You don't come to see me any more," she said.

"Why, no--no, I've been busy of late." So much I managed to ejaculate,
in spite of my confusion.

"You seem surprised to see me," she remarked--observant as usual, and
sensitive to other people's attitude to her.

"Why, naturally," I said. And then, recollecting that it was not in the
least natural--since she spent a good deal of her time in such places--I
added, "I was looking for someone else."

"May I do in the meantime?" she inquired, taking a seat beside me. "What
are you so busy about?"

"My child-labour work," I answered. Then, in an instant, I was sorry for
the words, thinking she must have read about Sylvia's activities. I did
not want her to know that I had met Sylvia, for it would mean a flood of
questions, which I did not want to answer--nor yet to refuse to answer.

But my fear was needless. "I've been out of town," she said.

"Whereabouts?" I asked, making conversation.

"A little trip to Bermuda."

My mind was busy with the problem of getting rid of her. It would be
intolerable to have Sylvia come up to us; it was intolerable to know
that they were in sight of each other.

Even as the thought came to me, however, I saw Claire start. "Look!" she
exclaimed.

"What is it?"

"That woman there--in the green velvet! The fourth table."

"I see her."

"Do you know who she is?"

"Who?" (I remembered Lady Dee's maxim about lying!)

"Sylvia Castleman!" whispered Claire. (She always referred to her
thus--seeming to say, "I'm as much van Tuiver as she is!")

"Are you sure?" I asked--in order to say something.

"I've seen her a score of times. I seem to be always running into her.
That's Freddie Atkins she's talking to."

"Indeed!" said I.

"I know most of the men I see her with. But I have to walk by as if I'd
never seen them. A queer world we live in, isn't it?"

I could assent cordially to that proposition. "Listen," I broke in,
quickly. "Have you got anything to do? If not, come down to the Royalty
and have tea with me."

"Why not have it here?"

"I've been waiting for someone from there, and I have to leave a
message. Then I'll be free."

She rose, to my vast relief, and we walked out. I could feel Sylvia's
eyes following me; but I dared not try to send her a message--I would
have to make up some explanation afterwards. "Who was your well-dressed
friend?" I could imagine her asking; but my mind was more concerned with
the vision of what would happen if, in full sight of her companion, Mr.
Freddie Atkins, she were to rise and walk over to Claire and myself!

28. Seated in the palm-room of the other hotel, I sipped a cup of
tea which I felt I had earned, while Claire had a little glass of the
fancy-coloured liquids which the ladies in these places affect. The room
was an aviary, with tropical plants and splashing fountains--and birds
of many gorgeous hues; I gazed from one to another of the splendid
creatures, wondering how many of them were paying for their plumage
in the same way as my present companion. It would have taken a more
practiced eye than mine to say which, for if I had been asked, I
would have taken Claire for a diplomat's wife. She had not less than a
thousand dollars' worth of raiment upon her, and its style made clear to
all the world the fact that it had not been saved over from a previous
season of prosperity. She was a fine creature, who could carry any
amount of sail; with her bold, black eyes she looked thoroughly
competent, and it was hard to believe in the fundamental softness of her
character.

I sat, looking about me, annoyed at having missed Sylvia, and only half
listening to Claire. But suddenly she brought me to attention. "Well,"
she said, "I've met him."

"Met whom?"

"Douglas."

I stared at her. "Douglas van Tuiver?"

She nodded; and I suppressed a cry.

"I told you he'd come back," she added, with a laugh.

"You mean he came to see you?"

I could not hide my concern. But there was no need to, for it
flattered Claire's vanity. "No--not yet, but he will. I met him at Jack
Taylor's--at a supper-party."

"Did he know you were to be there?"

"No. But he didn't leave when he saw me."

There was a pause. I could not trust myself to say anything. But Claire
had no intention of leaving me curious. "I don't think he's happy with
her," she remarked.

"What makes you say that?"

"Oh, several things. I know him, you know. He wouldn't say he was."

"Perhaps he didn't want to discuss it with you."

"Oh, no--not that. He isn't reserved with me."

"I should think it was dangerous to discuss one's wife under such
circumstances," I laughed.

Claire laughed also. "You should have heard what Jack had to say about
his wife! She's down at Palm Beach."

"She'd better come home," I ventured.

"He was telling what a dance she leads him; she raises Cain if a woman
looks at him--and she damns every woman he meets before the woman has a
chance to look. Jack said marriage was hell--just hell. Reggie Channing
thought it was like a pair of old slippers that you got used to." Jack
laughed and answered, "You're at the stage where you think you can solve
the marriage problem by deceiving your wife!"

I made no comment. Claire sat for a while, busy with her thoughts; then
she repeated, "He wouldn't say he was happy! And he misses me, too. When
he was going, I held his hand, and said: 'Well, Douglas, how goes it?'"

"And then?" I asked; but she would not say any more.

I waited a while, and then began, "Claire, let him alone. Give them a
chance to be happy."

"Why should I?" she demanded, in a voice of hostility.

"She never harmed you," I said. I knew I was being foolish, but I would
do what I could.

"She took him away from me, didn't she?" And Claire's eyes were suddenly
alight with the hatred of her outcast class. "Why did she get him?
Why is she Mrs. van Tuiver, and I nobody? Because her father was rich,
because she had power and position, while I had to scratch for myself in
the world. Is that true, or isn't it?"

I could not deny that it might be part of the truth. "But they're
married now," I said, "and he loves her."

"He loves me, too. And I love him still, in spite of the way he's
treated me. He's the only man I ever really loved. Do you think I'm
going off and hide in a hole, while she spends his money and plays the
princess up and down the Avenue? Not much!"

I fell silent. Should I set out upon another effort at "moulding water"?
Should I give Claire one more scolding--tell her, perhaps, how her very
features were becoming hard and ugly, as a result of the feelings she
was harbouring? Should I recall the pretences of generosity and dignity
she had made when we first met? I might have attempted this--but
something held me back. After all, the one person who could decide this
issue was Douglas van Tuiver.

I rose. "Well, I have to be going. But I'll drop round now and then, and
see what success you have."

She became suddenly important. "Maybe I won't tell!"

To which I answered, indifferently, "All right, it's your secret." But I
went off without much worry over that part of it. Claire must have some
one to whom to recount her troubles--or her triumphs, as the case might
be.

29. I had my talk with Sylvia a day or two later, and made my excuse--a
friend from the West who had been going out of town in a few hours
later.

The seed had been growing, I found. Ever since we had last met, her life
had consisted of arguments over the costume-ball on which her husband
had set his heart, and at which she had refused to play the hostess.

"Of course, he's right about one thing," she remarked. "We can't stay in
New York unless we give some big affair. Everyone expects it, and there
is no explanation except one he could not offer."

"I've made a big breach in your life, Sylvia," I said.

"It wasn't all you. This unhappiness has been in me--it's been like a
boil, and you've been the poultice." (She had four younger brothers and
sisters, so these domestic similes came naturally.)

"Boils," I remarked, "are disfiguring, when they come to a head."

There was a pause. "How is your child-labour bill?" she asked, abruptly.

"Why, it's all right."

"Didn't I see a letter in the paper saying it had been referred to a
sub-committee, some trick to suppress it for this session?"

I could not answer. I had been hoping she had not seen that letter.

"If I were to come forward now," she said, "I could possibly block that
move, couldn't I?"

Still I said nothing.

"If I were to take a bold stand--I mean if I were to speak at a public
meeting, and denounce the move."

"I suppose you could," I had to admit.

For a long time she sat with her head bowed. "The children will have to
wait," she said, at last, half to herself.

"My dear," I answered (What else was there to answer?) "the children
have waited a long time."

"I hate to turn back--to have you say I'm a coward--"

"I won't say that, Sylvia."

"You will be too kind, no doubt, but that will be the truth."

I tried to reassure her. But the acids I had used--intended for tougher
skins than hers--had burned into the very bone, and now it was not
possible to stop their action. "I must make you understand," she said,
"how serious a thing it seems to me for a wife to stand out against
her husband. I've been brought up to feel that it was the most terrible
thing a woman could do."

She stopped, and when she went on again her face was set like one
enduring pain. "So this is the decision to which I have come. If I do
anything of a public nature now, I drive my husband from me; on
the other hand, if I take a little time, I may be able to save the
situation. I need to educate myself, and I'm hoping I may be able to
educate him at the same time. If I can get him to read something--if
it's only a few paragraphs everyday--I may gradually change his point of
view, so that he will tolerate what I believe. At any rate, I ought to
try; I am sure that is the wise and kind and fair thing to do."

"What will you do about the ball?" I asked.

"I am going to take him away, out of this rush and distraction, this
dressing and undressing, hurrying about meeting people and chattering
about nothing."

"He is willing?"

"Yes; in fact, he suggested it himself. He thinks my mind is turned,
with all the things I've been reading, and with Mrs. Frothingham, and
Mrs. Allison, and the rest. He hopes that if I go away, I may quiet
down and come to my senses. We have a good excuse. I have to think of my
health just now---"

She stopped, and looked away from my eyes. I saw the colour spreading in
a slow wave over her cheeks; it was like those tints of early dawn that
are so ravishing to the souls of poets. "In four or five months from
now---" And she stopped again.

I put my big hand gently over her small one. "I have three children of
my own," I said.

"So," she went on, "it won't seem so unreasonable. Some people know, and
the rest will guess, and there won't be any talk--I mean, such as
there would be if it was rumoured that Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver had got
interested in Socialism, and refused to spend her husband's money."

"I understand," I replied. "It's quite the most sensible thing, and I'm
glad you've found a way out. I shall miss you, of course, but we can
write each other long letters. Where are you going?"

"I'm not absolutely sure. Douglas suggests a cruise in the West Indies,
but I think I should rather be settled in one place. He has a lovely
house in the mountains of North Carolina, and wants me to go there; but
it's a show-place, with rich homes all round, and I know I'd soon be in
a social whirl. I thought of the camp in the Adirondacks. It would be
glorious to see the real woods in winter; but I lose my nerve when I
think of the cold--I was brought up in a warm place."

"A 'camp' sounds rather primitive for one in your condition," I
suggested.

"That's because you haven't been there. In reality it's a big house,
with twenty-five rooms, and steam-heat and electric lights, and half a
dozen men to take care of it when it's empty--as it has been for several
years."

I smiled--for I could read her thought. "Are you going to be unhappy
because you can't occupy all your husband's homes?"

"There's one other I prefer," she continued, unwilling to be made to
smile. "They call it a 'fishing lodge,' and it's down in the Florida
Keys. They're putting a railroad through there, but meantime you can
only get to it by a launch. From the pictures, it's the most heavenly
spot imaginable. Fancy running about those wonderful green waters in a
motor-boat!"

"It sounds quite alluring," I replied. "But isn't it remote for you?"

"We're not so very far from Key West; and my husband means to have a
physician with us in any case. The advantage of being in a small place
is that we couldn't entertain if we wanted to. I can have my Aunt Varina
come to stay with me, a dear, sweet soul who loves me devotedly; and
then if I find I have to have some new ideas, perhaps you can come---"

"I don't think your husband would favour that," I said.

She put her hand out to me in a quick gesture. "I don't mean to give up
our friendship! I want you to understand, I intend to go on studying and
growing. I am doing what he asked me--it's right that I should think of
his wishes, and of the health of my child. But the child will be growing
up, and sooner or later my husband must grant me the right to think,
to have a life of my own. You must stand by me and help me, whatever
happens."

I gave her my hand on that, and so we parted--for some time, as it
proved. I went up to Albany once more, in a last futile effort to save
our precious bill; and while I was there I got a note from her, saying
that she was leaving for the Florida Keys.





BOOK II. SYLVIA AS MOTHER


For three months after this I had nothing but letters from Sylvia. She
proved to be an excellent letter-writer, full of verve and colour.
I would not say that she poured out her soul to me, but she gave me
glimpses of her states of mind, and the progress of her domestic drama.

First, she described the place to which she had come; a ravishing spot,
where any woman ought to be happy. It was a little island, fringed with
a border of cocoanut-palms, which rustled and whispered day and night in
the breeze. It was covered with tropical foliage, and there was a long,
rambling bungalow, with screened "galleries," and a beach of hard white
sand in front. The water was blue, dazzling with sunshine, and dotted
with distant green islands; all of it, air, water, and islands, were
warm. "I don't realize till I get here," she said, "I am never really
happy in the North. I wrap myself against the assaults of a cruel enemy.
But here I am at home; I cast off my furs, I stretch out my arms, I
bloom. I believe I shall quite cease to think for a while--I shall
forget all storms and troubles, and bask on the sand like a lizard.

"And the water! Mary, you cannot imagine such water; why should it be
blue on top, and green when you look down into it? I have a little skiff
of my own in which I drift, and I have been happy for hours, studying
the bottom; you see every colour of the rainbow, and all as clear as in
an aquarium. I have been fishing, too, and have caught a tarpon. That
is supposed to be a great adventure, and it really is quite thrilling to
feel the monstrous creature struggling with you--though, of course, my
arms soon gave out, and I had to turn him over to my husband. This is
one of the famous fishing-grounds of the world, and I am glad of that,
because it will keep the men happy while I enjoy the sunshine.

"I have discovered a fascinating diversion," she wrote, in a second
letter. "I make them take me in the launch to one of the loneliest of
the keys; they go off to fish, and I have the whole day to myself, and
am as happy as a child on a picnic! I roam the beach, I take off my
shoes and stockings--there are no newspaper reporters snapping pictures.
I dare not go far in, for there are huge black creatures with dangerous
stinging tails; they rush away in a cloud of sand when I approach, but
the thought of stepping upon one by accident is terrifying. However,
I let the little wavelets wash round my toes, and I try to grab little
fish, and I pick up lovely shells; and then I go on, and I see a huge
turtle waddling to the water, and I dash up, and would stop him if I
dared, and then I find his eggs--such an adventure!

"I am the prey of strange appetites and cravings. I have a delicious
luncheon with me, but suddenly the one thing in the world I want to
eat is turtle-eggs. I have no matches with me, and I do not know how to
build a fire like the Indians, so I have to hide the eggs back in the
sand until to-morrow. I hope the turtle does not move them--and that I
have not lost my craving in the meantime!

"Then I go exploring inland. These islands were once the haunts of
pirates, so I may imagine all sorts of romantic things. What I find
are lemon-trees. I do not know if they are wild, or if the key was once
cultivated; the lemons are huge in size, and nearly all skin, but the
flavour is delicious. Turtle-eggs with wild lemon-juice! And then I go
on and come to a mangrove-swamp--dark and forbidding, a grisly place;
you imagine the trees are in torment, with limbs and roots tangled like
writhing serpents. I tiptoe in a little way, and then get frightened,
and run back to the beach.

"I see on the sand a mysterious little yellow creature, running like the
wind; I make a dash, and get between him and his hole; and so he stands,
crouching on guard, staring at me, and I at him. He is some sort of
crab, but he stands on two legs like a caricature of a man; he has two
big weapons upraised for battle, and staring black eyes stuck out on
long tubes. He is an uncanny thing to look at; but then suddenly the
idea comes, How do I seem to him? I realize that he is alive; a tiny
mite of hunger for life, of fear and resolution. I think, How lonely he
must be! And I want to tell him that I love him, and would not hurt him
for the world; but I have no way to make him understand me, and all I
can do is to go away and leave him. I go, thinking what a strange
place the world is, with so many living things, each shut away apart by
himself, unable to understand the others or make the others understand
him. This is what is called philosophy, is it not? Tell me some books
where these things are explained....

"I am reading all you sent me. When I grew tired of exploring the key, I
lay down in the shade of a palm-tree, and read--guess what? 'Number Five
John Street'! So all this loveliness vanished, and I was back in the
world's nightmare. An extraordinary book! I decided that it would be
good for my husband, so I read him a few paragraphs; but I found that it
only irritated him. He wants me to rest, he says--he can't see why I've
come away to the Florida Keys to read about the slums of London.

"My hope of gradually influencing his mind has led to a rather appalling
discovery--that he has the same intention as regards me! He too has
brought a selection of books, and reads to me a few pages every day, and
explains what they mean. He calls _this_ resting! I am no match for
him, of course--I never realized more keenly the worthlessness of my
education. But I see in a general way where his arguments tend--that
life is something that has grown, and is not in the power of men to
change; but even if he could convince me of this, I should not find it a
source of joy. I have a feeling always that if you were here, you would
know something to answer.

"The truth is that I am so pained by the conflict between us that I
cannot argue at all. I find myself wondering what our marriage would
have been like if we had discovered that we had the same ideas and
interests. There are days and nights at a time when I tell myself that
I ought to believe what my husband believes, that I ought never have
allowed myself to think of anything else. But that really won't do as a
life-programme; I tried it years ago with my dear mother and father. Did
I ever tell you that my mother is firmly convinced in her heart that I
am to suffer eternally in a real hell of fire because I do not believe
certain things about the Bible? She still has visions of it--though not
so bad since she turned me over to a husband!

"Now it is my husband who is worried about my ideas. He is reading a
book by Burke, a well-known old writer. The book deals with English
history, which I don't know much about, but I see that it resents modern
changes, and the whole spirit of change. And Mary, why can't I feel that
way? I really ought to love those old and stately things, I ought to
be reverent to the past; I was brought up that way. Sometimes I tremble
when I realize how very flippant and cynical I am. I seem to see the
wrong side of everything, so that I couldn't believe in it if I wanted
to!"

2. Her letters were full of the wonders of Nature about her. There was
a snow-white egret who made his home upon her island; she watched his
fishing operations, and meant to find his nest, so as to watch his
young. The men made a trip into the Everglades, and brought back
wonder-tales of flocks of flamingoes making scarlet clouds in the sky,
huge colonies of birds' nests crowded like a city. They had brought home
a young one, which screamed all day to be stuffed with fish.

A cousin of Sylvia's, Harley Chilton, had come to visit her. He had
taken van Tuiver on hunting-trips during the latter's courtship days,
and now was a good fishing-companion. He was not allowed to discover the
state of affairs between Sylvia and her husband, but he saw his cousin
reading serious books, and his contribution to the problem was to tell
her that she would get wrinkles in her face, and that even her feet
would grow big, like those of the ladies in New England.

Also, there was the young physician who kept watch over Sylvia's
health; a dapper little man with pink and white complexion, and a brown
moustache from which he could not keep his fingers. He had a bungalow
to himself, but sometimes he went along on the launch-trips, and Sylvia
thought she observed wrinkles of amusement round his eyes whenever she
differed from her husband on the subject of Burke. She suspected
this young man of not telling all his ideas to his multi-millionaire
patients, and she was entertained by the prospect of probing him.

Then came Mrs. Varina Tuis; who since the tragic cutting of her own
domestic knot, had given her life to the service of the happier members
of the Castleman line. She was now to be companion and counsellor to
Sylvia; and on the very day of her arrival she discovered the chasm that
was yawning in her niece's life.

"It's wonderful," wrote Sylvia, "the intuition of the Castleman women.
We were in the launch, passing one of the viaducts of the new railroad,
and Aunt Varina exclaimed, 'What a wonderful piece of work!' 'Yes,' put
in my husband, 'but don't let Sylvia hear you say it.' 'Why not?' she
asked; and he replied, 'She'll tell you how many hours a day the poor
Dagoes have to work.' That was all; but I saw Aunt Varina give a quick
glance at me, and I saw that she was not fooled by my efforts to make
conversation. It was rather horrid of Douglas, for he knows that I love
these old people, and do not want them to know about my trouble. But it
is characteristic of him--when he is annoyed he seldom tries to spare
others.

"As soon as we were alone, Aunt Varina began, 'Sylvia, my dear, what
does it mean? What have you done to worry your husband?'

"You would be entertained if I could remember the conversation. I tried
to dodge the trouble by answering off-hand, 'Douglas had eaten too many
turtle-eggs for luncheon '--this being a man-like thing, that any dear
old lady would understand. But she was too shrewd. I had to explain
to her that I was learning to think, and this sent her into a perfect
panic.

"'You actually mean, my child, that you are thinking about subjects to
which your husband objects, and you refuse to stop when he asks you to?
Surely you must know that he has some good reason for objecting.'

"'I suppose so,' I said, 'but he has not made that reason clear to me;
and certainly I have a right--'

"She would not hear any more than that. 'Right, Sylvia? Right? Are you
claiming the right to drive your husband from you?'

"'But surely I can't regulate all my thinking by the fear of driving my
husband from me!'

"'Sylvia, you take my breath away. Where did you get such ideas?'

"'But answer me, Aunt Varina--can I?'

"'What thinking is as important to a woman as thinking how to please
a good, kind husband? What would become of her family if she no longer
tried to do this?'

"So you see, we opened up a large subject. I know you consider me a
backward person, and you may be interested to learn that there are some
to whom I seem a terrifying rebel. Picture poor Aunt Varina, her old
face full of concern, repeating over and over, 'My child, my child, I
hope I have come in time! Don't scorn the advice of a woman who has paid
bitterly for her mistakes. You have a good husband, a man who loves you
devotedly; you are one of the most fortunate of women--now do not throw
your happiness away!'

"'Aunt Varina,' I said (I forget if I ever told you that her husband
gambled and drank, and finally committed suicide) 'Aunt Varina, do you
really believe that every man is so anxious to get away from his wife
that it must take her whole stock of energy, her skill in diplomacy, to
keep him?'

"'Sylvia,' she answered, 'you put things so strangely, you use such
horribly crude language, I don't know how to talk to you!' (That must be
your fault, Mary. I never heard such a charge before.) 'I can only tell
you this--that the wife who permits herself to think about other things
than her duty to her husband and her children is taking a frightful
risk. She is playing with fire, Sylvia--she will realize too late what
it means to set aside the wisdom of her sex, the experience of other
women for ages and ages!'

"So there you are, Mary! I am studying another unwritten book, the
Maxims of Aunt Varina!

"She has found the remedy for my troubles, the cure for my disease of
thought--I am to sew! I tell her that I have more clothes than I can
wear in a dozen seasons, and she answers, in an awesome voice, 'There is
the little stranger!' When I point out that the little stranger will
be expected to have a 'layette' costing many thousands of dollars, she
replies, 'They will surely permit him to wear some of the things
his mother's hands have made.' So, behold me, seated on the gallery,
learning fancy stitches--and with Kautsky on the Social Revolution
hidden away in the bottom of my sewing-bag!"

3. The weeks passed. The legislature at Albany adjourned, without regard
to our wishes; and so, like the patient spider whose web is destroyed,
we set to work upon a new one. So much money must be raised, so many
articles must be written, so many speeches delivered, so many people
seized upon and harried and wrought to a state of mind where they were
dangerous to the future career of legislators. Such is the process of
social reform under the private property régime; a process which the
pure and simple reformers imagine we shall tolerate for ever--God save
us!

Sylvia asked me for the news, and I told it to her--how we had failed,
and what we had to do next. So pretty soon there came by registered mail
a little box, in which I found a diamond ring. "I cannot ask him for
money just now," she explained, "but here is something that has been
mine from girlhood. It cost about four hundred dollars--this for your
guidance in selling it. Not a day passes that I do not see many times
that much wasted; so take it for the cause." Queen Isabella and her
jewels!

In this letter she told me of a talk she had had with her husband on the
"woman-problem." She had thought at first that it was going to prove a
helpful talk--he had been in a fairer mood than she was usually able to
induce. "He evaded some of my questions," she explained, "but I don't
think it was deliberate; it is simply the evasive attitude of mind which
the whole world takes. He says he does not think that women are inferior
to men, only that they are different; the mistake is for them to try to
become _like_ men. It is the old proposition of 'charm,' you see. I put
that to him, and he admitted that he did like to be 'charmed.'

"I said, 'You wouldn't, if you knew as much about the process as I do.'

"'Why not?' he asked.

"'Because, it's not an honest process. It's not a straight way for one
sex to deal with the other.'

"He asked what I meant by that; but then, remembering the cautions of
my great-aunt, I laughed. 'If you are going to compel me to use the
process, you can hardly expect me to tell you the secret of it.'

"'Then there's no use trying to talk,' he said.

"'Ah, but there is!' I exclaimed. 'You admit that I have 'charm'--dozens
of other men admitted it. And so it ought to count for something if
I declare that I know it's not an honest thing--that it depends upon
trickery, and appeals to the worst qualities in a man. For instance, his
vanity. "Flatter him," Lady Dee used to say. "He'll swallow it." And he
will--I never knew a man to refuse a compliment in my life. His love of
domination. "If you want anything, make him think that _he_ wants it!"
His egotism. She had a bitter saying--I can hear the very tones of her
voice: "When in doubt, talk about HIM." That is what is called "charm"!'

"'I don't seem to feel it,' he said.

"' No, because now you are behind the scenes. But when you were in
front, you felt it, you can't deny. And you would feel it again, any
time I chose to use it. But I want to know if there is not some honest
way a woman can interest a man. The question really comes to this--Can a
man love a woman for what she really is?'

"'I should say,' he said, 'that it depends upon the woman.'

"I admitted this was a plausible answer. 'But you loved me, when I made
myself a mystery to you. But now that I am honest with you, you have
made it clear that you don't like it, that you won't have it. And that
is the problem that women have to face. It is a fact that the women
of our family have always ruled the men; but they've done it by
indirection--nobody ever thought seriously of "women's rights" in
Castleman County. But you see, women _have_ rights; and somehow or other
they will fool the men, or else the men must give up the idea that
they are the superior sex, and have the right, or the ability, to rule
women.'

"Then I saw how little he had followed me. 'There has to be a head to
the family,' he said.

"I answered, 'There have been cases in history of a king and queen
ruling together, and getting along very well. Why not the same thing in
a family?'

"'That's all right, so far as the things of the family are concerned.
But such affairs as business and politics are in the sphere of men;
and women cannot meddle in them without losing their best qualities as
women.'

"And so there we were. I won't repeat his arguments, for doubtless you
have read enough anti-suffrage literature. The thing I noticed was that
if I was very tactful and patient, I could apparently carry him along
with me; but when the matter came up again, I would discover that he
was back where he had been before. A woman must accept the guidance of
a man; she must take the man's word for the things that he understands.
'But suppose the man is _wrong?_' I said; and there we stopped--there we
shall stop always, I begin to fear. I agree with him that woman should
obey man--so long as man is right!"

4. Her letters did not all deal with this problem. In spite of the
sewing, she found time to read a number of books, and we argued about
these. Then, too, she had been probing her young doctor, and had made
interesting discoveries about him. For one thing, he was full of awe
and admiration for her; and her awakening mind found material for
speculation in this.

"Here is this young man; he thinks he is a scientist, he rather prides
himself upon being cold-blooded; yet a cunning woman could twist him
round her finger. He had an unhappy love-affair when he was young, so he
confided to me; and now, in his need and loneliness, a beautiful woman
is transformed into something supernatural in his imagination--she is
like a shimmering soap-bubble, that he blows with his own breath. I know
that I could never get him to see the real truth about me; I might tell
him that I have let myself be tied up in a golden net--but he would only
marvel at my spirituality. Oh, the women I have seen trading upon the
credulity of men! And when I think how I did this myself! If men
were wise, they would give us the vote, and a share in the world's
work--anything that would bring us out into the light of day, and break
the spell of mystery that hangs round us!

"By the way," she wrote in another letter, "there will be trouble if you
come down here. I was telling Dr. Perrin about you, and your ideas about
fasting, and mental healing, and the rest of your fads. He got very
much excited. It seems that he takes his diploma seriously, and he's not
willing to be taught by amateur experiments. He wanted me to take some
pills, and I refused, and I think now he blames you for it. He has found
a bond of sympathy with my husband, who proves his respect for authority
by taking whatever he is told to take. Dr. Perrin got his medical
training here in the South, and I imagine he's ten or twenty years
behind the rest of the medical world. Douglas picked him out because
he'd met him socially. It makes no difference to me--because I don't
mean to have any doctoring done to me!"

Then, on top of these things, would come a cry from her soul. "Mary,
what will you do if some day you get a letter from me confessing that I
am not happy? I dare not say a word to my own people. I am supposed to
be at the apex of human triumph, and I have to play that role to keep
from hurting them. I know that if my dear old father got an inkling of
the truth, it would kill him. My one real solid consolation is that I
have helped him, that I have lifted a money-burden from his life; I have
done that, I tell myself, over and over; but then I wonder, have I done
anything but put the reckoning off? I have given all his other children
a new excuse for extravagance, an impulse towards worldliness which they
did not need.

"There is my sister Celeste, for example. I don't think I have told you
about her. She made her _début_ last fall, and was coming up to New York
to stay with me this winter. She had it all arranged in her mind to make
a rich marriage; I was to give her the _entrée_--and now I have been
selfish, and thought of my own desires, and gone away. Can I say to her,
Be warned by me, I have made a great match, and it has not brought me
happiness? She would not understand, she would say I was foolish. She
would say, 'If I had your luck, _I_ would be happy.' And the worst of it
is, it would be true.

"You see the position I am in with the rest of the children. I cannot
say, 'You are spending too much of papa's money, it is wrong for you to
sign cheques and trust to his carelessness.' I have had my share of the
money, I have lined my own nest. All I can do is to buy dresses and hats
for Celeste; and know that she will use these to fill her girl-friends
with envy, and make scores of other families live beyond their means."

5. Sylvia's pregnancy was moving to its appointed end. She wrote me
beautifully about it, much more frankly and simply than she could have
brought herself to talk. She recalled to me my own raptures, and
also, my own heartbreak. "Mary! Mary! I felt the child to-day! Such a
sensation, I could not have credited it if anyone had told me. I almost
fainted. There is something in me that wants to turn back, that is
afraid to go on with such experiences. I do not wish to be seized in
spite of myself, and made to feel things beyond my control. I wander off
down the beach, and hide myself, and cry and cry. I think I could almost
pray again."

And then again, "I am in ecstasy, because I am to bear a child, a child
of my own! Oh, wonderful, wonderful! But suddenly my ecstasy is shot
through with terror, because the father of this child is a man I do not
love. There is no use trying to deceive myself--nor you! I must have one
human soul with whom I can talk about it as it really is. I do not love
him, I never did love him, I never shall love him!

"Oh, how could they have all been so mistaken? Here is Aunt Varina--one
of those who helped to persuade me into this marriage. She told me that
love would come; it seemed to be her idea--my mother had it too--that
you had only to submit yourself to a man, to follow and obey him, and
love would take possession of your heart. I tried credulously, and it
did not happen as they promised. And now, I am to bear him a child; and
that will bind us together for ever!

"Oh, the despair of it--I do not love the father of my child! I say, The
child will be partly his, perhaps more his than mine. It will be like
him--it will have this quality and that, the very qualities, perhaps,
that are a source of distress to me in the father. So I shall have these
things before me day and night, all the rest of my life; I shall have to
see them growing and hardening; it will be a perpetual crucifixion of
my mother-love. I seek to comfort myself by saying, The child can be
trained differently, so that he will not have these qualities. But then
I think, No, you cannot train him as you wish. Your husband will have
rights to the child, rights superior to your own. Then I foresee the
most dreadful strife between us.

"A shrewd girl-friend once told me that I ought to be better or worse; I
ought not to see people's faults as I do, or else I ought to love people
less. And I can see that I ought to have been too good to make this
marriage, or else not too good to make the best of it. I know that
I might be happy as Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver, if I could think of the
worldly advantages, and the fact that my child will inherit them. But
instead, I see them as a trap, in which not only ourselves but the child
is caught, and from which I cannot save us. Oh, what a mistake a woman
makes when she marries a man with the idea that she is going to change
him! He will not change, he will not have the need of change suggested
to him. He wants _peace_ in his home--which means that he wants to be
what he is.

"Sometimes I can study the situation quite coolly, and as if it didn't
concern me at all. He has required me to subject my mind to his. But
he will not be content with a general capitulation; he must have a
surrender from each individual soldier, from every rebel hidden in the
hills. He tracks them out (my poor, straggling, feeble ideas) and either
they take the oath of allegiance, or they are buried where they lie. The
process is like the spoiling of a child, I find; the more you give him,
the more he wants. And if any little thing is refused, then you see him
set out upon a regular campaign to break you down and get it."

A month or more later she wrote: "Poor Douglas is getting restless. He
has caught every kind of fish there is to catch, and hunted every kind
of animal and bird, in and out of season. Harley has gone home, and so
have our other guests; it would be embarrassing to me to have company
now. So Douglas has no one but the doctor and myself and my poor aunt.
He has spoken several times of our going away; but I do not want to go,
and I think I ought to consider my own health at this critical time. It
is hot here, but I simply thrive in it--I never felt in better health.
So I asked him to go up to New York, or visit somewhere for a while,
and let me stay here until my baby is born. Does that seem so very
unreasonable? It does not to me, but poor Aunt Varina is in agony about
it--I am letting my husband drift away from me!

"I speculate about my lot as a woman; I see the bitterness and the
sorrow of my sex through the ages. I have become physically misshapen,
so that I am no longer attractive to him. I am no longer active and
free, I can no longer go about with him; on the contrary, I am a burden,
and he is a man who never tolerated a burden before. What this means is
that I have lost the magic hold of sex.

"As a woman it was my business to exert all my energies to maintain it.
And I know how I could restore it now; there is young Dr. Perrin! _He_
does not find me a burden, _he_ would tolerate any deficiencies! And
I can see my husband on the alert in an instant, if I become too much
absorbed in discussing your health-theories with my handsome young
guardian!

"This is one of the recognized methods of keeping your husband; I
learned from Lady Dee all there is to know about it. But I would find
the method impossible now, even if my happiness were dependent upon
retaining my husband's love. I should think of the rights of my friend,
the little doctor. That is one point to note for the 'new' woman, is it
not? You may mention it in your next suffrage-speech!

"There are other methods, of course. I have a mind, and I might turn its
powers to entertaining him, instead of trying to solve the problems of
the universe. But to do this, I should have to believe that it was the
one thing in the world for me to do; and I have permitted a doubt of
that to gain entrance to my brain! My poor aunt's exhortations inspire
me to efforts to regain the faith of my mothers, but I simply cannot--I
cannot! She sits by me with the terror of all the women of all the ages
in her eyes. I am losing a man!

"I don't know if you have ever set out to hold a man--deliberately,
I mean. Probably you haven't. That bitter maxim of Lady Dee's is the
literal truth of it--'When in doubt, talk about HIM!' If you will
tactfully and shrewdly keep a man talking about himself, his tastes,
his ideas, his work and the importance of it, there is never the least
possibility of your boring him. You must not just tamely agree with him,
of course; if you hint a difference now and then, and make him convince
you, he will find that stimulating; or if you can manage not to be quite
convinced, but sweetly open to conviction, he will surely call again.
'Keep him busy every minute,' Lady Dee used to say. 'Run away with him
now and then--like a spirited horse!' And she would add, 'But don't let
him drop the reins!'

"You can have no idea how many women there are in the world deliberately
playing such parts. Some of them admit it; others just do the thing that
is easiest, and would die of horror if they were told what it is. It
is the whole of the life of a successful society woman, young or old.
Pleasing a man! Waiting upon his moods, piquing him, flattering him,
feeding his vanity--'charming' him! That is what Aunt Varina wants me to
do now; if I am not too crude in my description of the process, she has
no hesitation in admitting the truth. It is what she tried to do, it is
what almost every woman has done who has held a family together and made
a home. I was reading _Jane Eyre_ the other day. _There_ is your woman's
ideal of an imperious and impetuous lover! Listen to him, when his mood
is on him!--

"I am disposed to be gregarious and communicative to-night; and that
is why I sent for you; the fire and the chandelier were not sufficient
company for me; nor would Pilot have been, for none of these can talk.
To-night I am resolved to be at ease; to dismiss what importunes, and
recall what pleases. It would please me now to draw you out--to learn
more of you--therefore speak!"

6. It was now May, and Sylvia's time was little more than a month off.
She had been urging me to come and visit her, but I had refused, knowing
that my presence must necessarily be disturbing to both her husband and
her aunt. But now she wrote that her husband was going back to New
York. "He was staying out of a sense of duty to me," she said. "But his
discontent was so apparent that I had to point out to him that he was
doing harm to me as well as to himself.

"I doubt if you will want to come here now. The last of the winter
visitors have left. It is really hot, so hot that you cannot get cool by
going into the water. Yet I am revelling in it; I wear almost nothing,
and that white; and even the suspicious Dr. Perrin cannot but admit that
I am thriving; his references to pills are purely formal.

"Lately I have not permitted myself to think much about the situation
between my husband and myself. I cannot blame him, and I cannot blame
myself, and I am trying to keep my peace of mind till my baby is born. I
have found myself following half-instinctively the procedure you told
me about; I talk to my own subconscious mind, and to the baby--I command
them to be well. I whisper to them things that are not so very far from
praying; but I don't think my poor dear mamma would recognize it in its
new scientific dress!

"But sometimes I can't help thinking of the child and its future,
and then all of a sudden my heart is ready to break with pity for the
child's father! I have the consciousness that I do not love him, and
that he has always known it--and that makes me remorseful. But I told
him the truth before we married--he promised to be patient with me till
I had learned to love him! Now I want to burst into tears and cry aloud,
'Oh, why did you do it? Why did I let myself be persuaded into this
marriage?'

"I tried to have a talk with him last night, after he had decided to go
away. I was full of pity, and a desire to help. I said I wanted him
to know that no matter how much we might disagree about some things,
I meant to learn to live happily with him. We must find some sort of
compromise, for the sake of the child, if not for ourselves; we must not
let the child suffer. He answered coldly that there would be no need
for the child to suffer, the child would have the best the world could
afford. I suggested that there might arise some question as to just
what the best was; but to that he said nothing. He went on to rebuke my
discontent; had he not given me everything a woman could want? he asked.
He was too polite to mention money; but he said that I had leisure and
entire freedom from care. I was persisting in assuming cares, while he
was doing all in his power to prevent it.

"And that was as far as we got. I gave up the discussion, for we should
only have gone the old round over again.

"Douglas has taken up a saying that my cousin brought with him: 'What
you don't know won't hurt you!' I think that before he left, Harley had
begun to suspect that all was not well between my husband and myself,
and he felt it necessary to give me a little friendly counsel. He was
tactful, and politely vague, but I understood him--my worldly-wise young
cousin. I think that saying of his sums up the philosophy that he would
teach to all women--'What you don't know won't hurt you!'"

7. A week or so later Sylvia wrote me that her husband was in New
York. And I waited another week, for good measure, and then one morning
dropped in for a call upon Claire Lepage.

Why did I do it? you ask. I had no definite purpose--only a general
opposition to the philosophy of Cousin Harley.

I was ushered into Claire's boudoir, which was still littered with last
evening's apparel. She sat in a dressing-gown with resplendent red roses
on it, and brushed the hair out of her eyes, and apologized for not
being ready for callers.

"I've just had a talking to from Larry," she explained.

"Larry?" said I, inquiringly; for Claire had always informed me
elaborately that van Tuiver had been her one departure from propriety,
and always would be.

Apparently she had now reached a stage in her career where pretences
were too much trouble. "I've come to the conclusion that I don't know
how to manage men," she said. "I never can get along with one for any
time."

I remarked that I had had the same experience; though of course I had
only tried it once. "Tell me," I said, "who's Larry?"

"There's his picture." She reached into a drawer of her dresser.

I saw a handsome blonde gentleman, who looked old enough to know better.
"He doesn't seem especially forbidding," I said.

"That's just the trouble--you can never tell about men!"

I noted a date on the picture. "He seems to be an old friend. You never
told me about him."

"He doesn't like being told about. He has a troublesome wife."

I winced inwardly, but all I said was, "I see."

"He's a stock-broker; and he got 'squeezed,' so he says, and it's
made him cross--and careful with his money, too. That's trying, in a
stock-broker, you must admit." She laughed. "And still he's just as
particular--wants to have his own way in everything, wants to say whom I
shall know and where I shall go. I said, 'I have all the inconveniences
of matrimony, and none of the advantages.'"

I made some remark upon the subject of the emancipation of woman; and
Claire, who was now leaning back in her chair, combing out her long
black tresses, smiled at me out of half-closed eyelids. "Guess whom he's
objecting to!" she said. And when I pronounced it impossible, she looked
portentous. "There are bigger fish in the sea than Larry Edgewater!"

"And you've hooked one?" I asked, innocently.

"Well, I don't mean to give up all my friends."

I went on casually to talk about my plans for the summer; and a few
minutes later, after a lull--"By the way," remarked Claire, "Douglas van
Tuiver is in town."

"How do you know?"

"I've seen him."

"Indeed! Where?"

"I got Jack Taylor to invite me again. You see, when Douglas fell in
love with his peerless southern beauty, Jack predicted he'd get over it
even more quickly. Now he's interested in proving he was right."

I waited a moment, and then asked, carelessly, "Is he having any
success?"

"I said, 'Douglas, why don't you come to see me?' He was in a playful
mood. 'What do you want? A new automobile?' I answered, 'I haven't any
automobile, new or old, and you know it. What I want is you. I always
loved you--surely I proved that to you.' 'What you proved to me was that
you were a sort of wild-cat. I'm afraid of you. And anyway, I'm tired of
women. I'll never trust another one.'"

"About the same conclusion as you've come to regarding men," I remarked.

"'Douglas,' I said, 'come and see me, and we'll talk over old times.
You may trust me, I swear I'll not tell a living soul.' 'You've been
consoling yourself with someone else,' he said. But I knew he was only
guessing. He was seeking for something that would worry me, and he said,
'You're drinking too much. People that drink can't be trusted.' 'You
know,' I replied, 'I didn't drink too much when I was with you. I'm not
drinking as much as you are, right now.' He answered, 'I've been off on
a desert island for God knows how many months, and I'm celebrating my
escape.' 'Well,' I answered, 'let me help celebrate!'"

"What did he say to that?"

Claire resumed the combing of her silken hair, and smiled a slow smile
at me. "'You may trust me, Douglas,' I said. 'I swear I'll not tell a
living soul!'"

"Of course," I remarked, appreciatively, "that means he said he'd come!"

"_I_ haven't told you!" was the reply.

8. I knew that I had only to wait for Claire to tell me the rest of the
story. But her mind went off on another tack. "Sylvia's going to have a
baby," she remarked, suddenly.

"That ought to please her husband," I said.

"You can see him beginning to swell with paternal pride!--so Jack said.
He sent for a bottle of some famous kind of champagne that he has, to
celebrate the new 'millionaire baby.' (They used to call Douglas that,
once upon a time.) Before they got through, they had made it triplets.
Jack says Douglas is the one man in New York who can afford them."

"Your friend Jack seems to be what they call a wag," I commented.

"It isn't everybody that Douglas will let carry on with him like that.
He takes himself seriously, as a rule. And he expects to take the new
baby seriously."

"It generally binds a man tighter to his wife, don't you think?"

I watched her closely, and saw her smile at my naiveté. "No," she said,
"I don't. It leaves them restless. It's a bore all round."

I did not dispute her authority; she ought to know her husbands, I
thought.

She was facing the mirror, putting up her hair; and in the midst of the
operation she laughed. "All that evening, while we were having a jolly
time at Jack Taylor's, Larry was here waiting."

"Then no wonder you had a row!" I said.

"He hadn't told me he was coming. And was I to sit here all night alone?
It's always the same--I never knew a man who really in his heart was
willing for you to have any friends, or any sort of good time without
him."

"Perhaps," I replied, "he's afraid you mightn't be true to him." I
meant this for a jest, of the sort that Claire and her friends would
appreciate. Little did I foresee where it was to lead us!

I remember how once on the farm my husband had a lot of dynamite,
blasting out stumps; and my emotions when I discovered the children
innocently playing with a stick of it. Something like these children I
seem now to myself, looking back on this visit to Claire, and our talk.

"You know," she observed, without smiling, "Larry's got a bee in his
hat. I've seen men who were jealous, and kept watch over women, but
never one that was obsessed like him."

"What's it about?"

"He's been reading a book about diseases, and he tells me tales about
what may happen to me, and what may happen to him. When you've listened
a while, you can see microbes crawling all over the walls of the room."

"Well----" I began.

"I was sick of his lecturing, so I said, 'Larry, you'll have to do like
me--have everything there is, and get over it, and then you won't need
to worry.'"

I sat still, staring at her; I think I must have stopped breathing.
At the end of an eternity, I said, "You've not really had any of these
diseases, Claire?"

"Who hasn't?" she countered.

Again there was a pause. "You know," I observed, "some of them are
dangerous----"

"Oh, of course," she answered, lightly. "There's one that makes your
nose fall in and your hair fall out--but you haven't seen anything like
that happening to me!"

"But there's another," I hinted--"one that's much more common." And when
she did not take the hint, I continued, "Also it's more serious than
people generally realize."

She shrugged her shoulders. "What of it? Men bring you these things, and
it's part of the game. So what's the use of bothering?"

9. There was a long silence; I had to have time to decide what course to
take. There was so much that I wanted to get from her, and so much that
I wanted to hide from her!

"I don't want to bore you, Claire," I began, finally, "but really this
is a matter of importance to you. You see, I've been reading up on the
subject as well as Larry. The doctors have been making new discoveries.
They used to think this was just a local infection, like a cold, but now
they find it's a blood disease, and has the gravest consequences. For
one thing, it causes most of the surgical operations that have to be
performed on women."

"Maybe so," she said, still indifferent. "I've had two operations. But
it's ancient history now."

"You mayn't have reached the end yet," I persisted. "People suppose they
are cured of gonorrhea, when really it's only suppressed, and is liable
to break out again at any time."

"Yes, I knew. That's some of the information Larry had been making love
to me with."

"It may get into the joints and cause rheumatism; it may cause
neuralgia; it's been known to affect the heart. Also it causes
two-thirds of all the blindness in infants----"

And suddenly Claire laughed. "That's Sylvia Castleman's lookout it seems
to me!"

"Oh! OH!" I whispered, losing my self-control.

"What's the matter?" she asked, and I noticed that her voice had become
sharp.

"Do you really mean what you've just implied?"

"That Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver may have to pay something for what she has
done to me? Well, what of it?" And suddenly Claire flew into a passion,
as she always did when our talk came to her rival. "Why shouldn't she
take chances the same as the rest of us? Why should I have it and she
get off?"

I fought for my composure. After a pause, I said: "It's not a thing
we want anybody to have, Claire. We don't want anybody to take such a
chance. The girl ought to have been told."

"Told? Do you imagine she would have given up her great catch?"

"She might have, how can you be sure? Anyhow, she should have had the
chance."

There was a long silence. I was so shaken that it was hard for me to
find words. "As a matter of fact," said Claire, grimly, "I thought of
warning her myself. There'd have been some excitement at least! You
remember--when they came out of church. You helped to stop me!"

"It would have been too late then," I heard myself saying.

"Well," she exclaimed, with fresh excitement, "it's Miss Sylvia's
turn now! We'll see if she's such a grand lady that she can't get my
diseases!"

I could no longer contain myself. "Claire," I cried, "you are talking
like a devil!"

She picked up a powder-puff, and began to use it diligently. "I know,"
she said--and I saw her burning eyes in the glass--"you can't fool me.
You've tried to be kind, but you despise me in your heart. You think I'm
as bad as any woman of the street. Very well then, I speak for my class,
and I tell you, this is where we prove our humanity. They throw us out,
but you see we get back in!"

"My dear woman," I said, "you don't understand. You'd not feel as you
do, If you knew that the person to pay the penalty might be an innocent
little child."

"_Their_ child! Yes, it's too bad if there has to be anything the matter
with the little prince! But I might as well tell you the truth--I've had
that in mind all along. I didn't know just what would happen, or how--I
don't believe anybody does, the doctors who pretend to are just faking
you. But I knew Douglas was rotten, and maybe his children would be
rotten, and they'd all of them suffer. That was one of the things that
kept me from interfering and smashing him up."

I was speechless now, and Claire, watching me, laughed. "You look as if
you'd had no idea of it. Don't you know that I told you at the time?"

"You told me at the time!"

"I suppose, you didn't understand. I'm apt to talk French when I'm
excited. We have a saying: 'The wedding present which the mistress
leaves in the basket of the bride.' That was pretty near telling, wasn't
it?"

"Yes," I said, in a low voice.

And the other, after watching me for a moment more, went on: "You think
I'm revengeful, don't you? Well, I used to reproach myself with this,
and I tried to fight it down; but the time comes when you want people to
pay for what they take from you. Let me tell you something that I never
told to anyone, that I never expected to tell. You see me drinking and
going to the devil; you hear me talking the care-free talk of my world,
but in the beginning I was really in love with Douglas van Tuiver, and
I wanted his child. I wanted it so that it was an ache to me. And yet,
what chance did I have? I'd have been the joke of his set for ever if
I'd breathed it; I'd have been laughed out of the town. I even tried at
one time to trap him--to get his child in spite of him, but I found that
the surgeons had cut me up, and I could never have a child. So I have
to make the best of it--I have to agree with my friends that it's a good
thing, it saves me trouble! But _she_ comes along, and she has what
I wanted, and all the world thinks it wonderful and sublime. She's a
beautiful young mother! What's she ever done in her life that she has
everything, and I go without? You may spend your time shedding tears
over her and what may happen to her but for my part, I say this--let her
take her chances! Let her take her chances with the other women in the
world--the women she's too good and too pure to know anything about!"

10. I came out of Claire's house, sick with horror. Not since the time
when I had read my poor nephew's letter had I been so shaken. Why had
I not thought long ago of questioning Claire about these matters. How
could I have left Sylvia all this time exposed to peril?

The greatest danger was to her child at the time of birth. I figured up,
according to the last letter I had received; there was about ten days
yet, and so I felt some relief. I thought first of sending a telegram,
but reflected that it would be difficult, not merely to tell her what to
do in a telegram, but to explain to her afterwards why I had chosen
this extraordinary method. I recollected that in her last letter she had
mentioned the name of the surgeon who was coming from New York to attend
her during her confinement. Obviously the thing for me to do was to see
this surgeon.

"Well, madame?" he said, when I was seated in his inner office.

He was a tall, elderly man, immaculately groomed, and formal and precise
in his manner. "Dr. Overton," I began, "my friend, Mrs. Douglas van
Tuiver writes me that you are going to Florida shortly."

"That is correct," he said.

"I have come to see you about a delicate matter. I presume I need hardly
say that I am relying upon the seal of professional secrecy."

I saw his gaze become suddenly fixed. "Certainly, madame," he said.

"I am taking this course because Mrs. van Tuiver is a very dear friend
of mine, and I am concerned about her welfare. It has recently come
to my knowledge that she has become exposed to infection by a venereal
disease."

He would hardly have started more if I had struck him. "HEY?" he cried,
forgetting his manners.

"It would not help you any," I said, "if I were to go into details
about this unfortunate matter. Suffice it to say that my information is
positive and precise--that it could hardly be more so."

There was a long silence. He sat with eyes rivetted upon me. "What is
this disease?" he demanded, at last.

I named it, and then again there was a pause. "How long has this--this
possibility of infection existed?"

"Ever since her marriage, nearly eighteen months ago."

That told him a good part of the story. I felt his look boring me
through. Was I a mad woman? Or some new kind of blackmailer? Or, was
I, possibly, a Claire? I was grateful for my forty-cent bonnet and my
forty-seven years.

"Naturally," he said at length, "this information startles me."

"When you have thought it over," I responded, "you will realise that no
possible motive could bring me here but concern for the welfare of my
friend."

He took a few moments to consider. "That may be true, madame, but let me
add that when you say you KNOW this----"

He stopped. "I MEAN that I know it," I said, and stopped in turn.

"Has Mrs. van Tuiver herself any idea of this situation?"

"None whatever. On the contrary, she was assured before her marriage
that no such possibility existed."

Again I felt him looking through me, but I left him to make what he
could of my information. "Doctor," I continued, "I presume there is
no need to point out to a man in your position the seriousness of this
matter, both to the mother and to the child."

"Certainly there is not."

"I assume that you are familiar with the precautions that have to be
taken with regard to the eyes of the child?"

"Certainly, madame." This with just a touch of HAUTEUR, and then,
suddenly: "Are you by any chance a nurse?"

"No," I replied, "but many years ago I was forced by tragedy in my
own family to realise the seriousness of the venereal peril. So when I
learned this fact about my friend, my first thought was that you should
be informed of it. I trust that you will appreciate my position."

"Certainly, madame, certainly," he made haste to say. "You are quite
right, and you may rest assured that everything will be done that our
best knowledge directs. I only regret that the information did not come
to me sooner."

"It only came to me about an hour ago," I said, as I rose to leave. "The
blame, therefore, must rest upon another person."

I needed to say no more. He bowed me politely out, and I walked down
the street, and realised that I was restless and wretched. I wandered
at random for a while, trying to think what else I could do, for my own
peace of mind, if not for Sylvia's welfare. I found myself inventing one
worry after another. Dr. Overton had not said just when he was going,
and suppose she were to need someone at once? Or suppose something were
to happen to him--if he were to be killed upon the long train-journey? I
was like a mother who has had a terrible dream about her child--she must
rush and fling her arms about the child. I realised that I wanted to see
Sylvia!

She had begged me to come; and I was worn out and had been urged by the
office to take a rest. Suddenly I bolted into a store, and telephoned
the railroad station about trains to Southern Florida. I hailed a
taxi-cab, rode to my home post-haste, and flung a few of my belongings
into a bag and the waiting cab sped with me to the ferry. In little
more than two hours after Claire had told me the dreadful tidings, I was
speeding on my way to Sylvia.

11. From a train-window I had once beheld a cross-section of America
from West to East; now I beheld another from North to South. In the
afternoon were the farms and country-homes of New Jersey; and then in
the morning endless wastes of wilderness, and straggling fields of
young corn and tobacco; turpentine forests, with half-stripped negroes
working, and a procession of "depots," with lanky men chewing tobacco,
and negroes basking in the blazing sun. Then another night, and there
was the pageant of Florida: palmettos, and other trees of which one had
seen pictures in the geography books; stretches of vine-tangled swamps,
where one looked for alligators; orange-groves in blossom, and gardens
full of flowers beyond imagining. Every hour, of course, it got hotter;
I was not, like Sylvia, used to it, and whenever the train stopped I sat
by the open window, mopping the perspiration from my face.

We were due at Miami in the afternoon; but there was a freight-train
off the track ahead of us, and so for three hours I sat chafing with
impatience, worrying the conductor with futile questions. I had to make
connections at Miami with a train which ran to the last point on the
mainland, where the construction-work over the keys was going forward.
And if I missed that last train, I would have to wait in Miami till
morning. I had better wait there, anyhow, the conductor argued; but I
insisted that my friends, to whom I had telegraphed two days before,
would meet me with a launch and take me to their place that night.

We got in half an hour late for the other train; but this was the South,
I discovered, and they had waited for us. I shifted my bag and myself
across the platform, and we moved on. But then another problem arose; we
were running into a storm. It came with great suddenness; one minute
all was still, with a golden sunset, and the next it was so dark that I
could barely see the palm-trees, bent over, swaying madly--like people
with arms stretched out, crying in distress. I could hear the roaring
of the wind above that of the train, and I asked the conductor in
consternation if this could be a hurricane. It was not the season for
hurricanes, he replied; but it was "some storm, all right," and I would
not find any boat to take me to the keys until it was over.

It was absurd of me to be nervous, I kept telling myself; but there was
something in me that cried out to be there, to be there! I got out
of the train, facing what I refrain from calling a hurricane out of
deference to local authority. It was all I could do to keep from being
blown across the station-platform, and I was drenched with the spray
and bewildered by the roaring of the waves that beat against the pier
beyond. Inside the station, I questioned the agent. The launch of the
van Tuivers had not been in that day; if it had been on the way, it must
have sought shelter somewhere. My telegram to Mrs. van Tuiver had been
received two days before, and delivered by a boatman whom they employed
for that purpose. Presumably, therefore, I would be met. I asked how
long this gale was apt to last; the answer was from one to three days.

Then I asked about shelter for the night. This was a "jumping-off"
place, said the agent, with barracks and shanties for a
construction-gang; there were saloons, and what was called a hotel, but
it wouldn't do for a lady. I pleaded that I was not fastidious--being
anxious to nullify the effect which the name van Tuiver had produced.
But the agent would have it that the place was unfit for even a Western
farmer's wife; and as I was not anxious to take the chance of being
blown overboard in the darkness, I spent the night on one of the benches
in the station. I lay, listening to the incredible clamour of wind and
waves, feeling the building quiver, and wondering if each gust might not
blow it away.

I was out at dawn, the force of the wind having abated somewhat by that
time. I saw before me a waste of angry foam-strewn water, with no sign
of any craft upon it. Late in the morning came the big steamer which
ran to Key West, in connection with the railroad; it made a difficult
landing, and I interviewed the captain, with the idea of bribing him to
take me to my destination. But he had his schedule, which neither storms
nor the name of van Tuiver could alter. Besides, he pointed out, he
could not land me at their place, as his vessel drew too much water to
get anywhere near; and if he landed me elsewhere, I should be no better
off, "If your friends are expecting you, they'll come here," he said,
"and their launch can travel when nothing else can."

To pass the time I went to inspect the viaduct of the railway-to-be. The
first stretch was completed, a long series of concrete arches, running
out, apparently, into the open sea. It was one of the engineering
wonders of the world, but I fear I did not appreciate it. Towards
mid-afternoon I made out a speck of a boat over the water, and my
friend, the station-agent, remarked, "There's your launch."

I expressed my amazement that they should have ventured out in such
weather. I had had in mind the kind of tiny open craft that one hears
making day and night hideous at summer-resorts; but when the "Merman"
drew near, I realized afresh what it was to be the guest of a
multi-millionaire. She was about fifty feet long, a vision of polished
brass and shining, new-varnished cedar. She rammed her shoulder into the
waves and flung them contemptuously to one side; her cabin was tight,
dry as the saloon of a liner.

Three men emerged on deck to assist in the difficult process of making a
landing. One of them sprang to the dock, and confronting me, inquired
if I was Mrs. Abbott. He explained that they had set out to meet me the
previous afternoon, but had had to take refuge behind one of the keys.

"How is Mrs. van Tuiver?" I asked, quickly.

"She is well."

"I don't suppose--the baby----" I hinted.

"No, ma'am, not yet," said the man; and after that I felt interested in
what he had to say about the storm and its effects. We could return at
once, it seemed, if I did not mind being pitched about.

"How long does it take?" I asked.

"Three hours, in weather like this. It's about fifty miles."

"But then it will be dark," I objected.

"That won't matter, ma'am--we have plenty of light of our own. We shan't
have trouble, unless the wind rises, and there's a chain of keys all the
way, where we can get shelter if it does. The worst you have to fear is
spending a night on board."

I reflected that I could not well be more uncomfortable than I had been
the previous night, so I voted for a start. There was mail and some
supplies to be put on board; then I made a spring for the deck, as
it surged up towards me on a rising wave, and in a moment more the
cabin-door had shut behind me, and I was safe and snug, in the midst
of leather and mahogany and electric-lighted magnificence. Through the
heavy double windows I saw the dock swing round behind us, and saw the
torrents of green spray sweep over us and past. I grasped at the seat to
keep myself from being thrown forward, and then grasped behind, to keep
from going in that direction. I had a series of sensations as of
an elevator stopping suddenly--and then I draw the curtains of the
"Merman's" cabin, and invite the reader to pass by. This is Sylvia's
story, and not mine, and it is of no interest what happened to me during
that trip. I will only remind the reader that I had lived my life in the
far West, and there were some things I could not have foreseen.

12. "We are there, ma'am," I heard one of the boatmen say, and I
realised vaguely that the pitching had ceased. He helped me to sit up,
and I saw the search-light of the craft sweeping the shore of an island.
"It passes off 'most as quick as it comes, ma'am," added my supporter,
and for this I murmured feeble thanks.

We came to a little bay, where the power was shut off, and we glided
towards the shore. There was a boat-house, a sort of miniature dry-dock,
with a gate which closed behind us. I had visions of Sylvia waiting to
meet me, but apparently our arrival had not been noted, and for this I
was grateful. There were seats in the boat-house, and I sank into one,
and asked the man to wait a few minutes while I recovered myself. When I
got up and went to the house, what I found made me quickly forget that I
had such a thing as a body.

There was a bright moon, I remember, and I could see the long, low
bungalow, with windows gleaming through the palm-trees. A woman's figure
emerged from the house and came down the white shell-path to meet me. My
heart leaped. My beloved!

But then I saw it was the English maid, whom I had come to know in New
York; I saw, too, that her face was alight with excitement. "Oh, my
lady!" she cried. "The baby's come!"

It was like a blow in the face. "_What?_" I gasped.

"Came early this morning. A girl."

"But--I thought it wasn't till next week!"

"I know, but it's here. In that terrible storm, when we thought the
house was going to be washed away! Oh, my lady, it's the loveliest
baby!"

I had presence of mind enough to try to hide my dismay. The
semi-darkness was a fortunate thing for me. "How is the mother?" I
asked.

"Splendid. She's asleep now."

"And the child?"

"Oh! Such a dear you never saw!"

"And it's all right?"

"It's just the living image of its mother! You shall see!"

We moved towards the house, slowly, while I got my thoughts together.
"Dr. Perrin is here?" I asked.

"Yes. He's gone to his place to sleep."

"And the nurse?"

"She's with the child. Come this way."

We went softly up the steps of the veranda. All the rooms opened upon
it, and we entered one of them, and by the dim-shaded light I saw a
white-clad woman bending over a crib. "Miss Lyman, this is Mrs. Abbott,"
said the maid.

The nurse straightened up. "Oh! so you got here! And just at the right
time!"

"God grant it may be so!" I thought to myself. "So this is the child!" I
said, and bent over the crib. The nurse turned up the light for me.

It is the form in which the miracle of life becomes most apparent to us,
and dull indeed must be he who can encounter it without being stirred
to the depths. To see, not merely new life come into the world, but life
which has been made by ourselves, or by those we love--life that is a
mirror and copy of something dear to us! To see this tiny mite of warm
and living flesh, and to see that it was Sylvia! To trace each beloved
lineament, so much alike, and yet so different--half a portrait and
half a caricature, half sublime and half ludicrous! The comical
little imitation of her nose, with each dear little curve, with even
a remainder of the tiny groove underneath the tip, and the tiny
corresponding dimple underneath the chin! The soft silken fuzz which
was some day to be Sylvia's golden glory! The delicate, sensitive lips,
which were some day to quiver with feeling! I gazed at them and saw them
moving, I saw the breast moving--and a wave of emotion swept over me,
and the tears half-blinded me as I knelt.

But I could not forget the reason for my coming. It meant little that
the child was alive and seemingly well; I was not dealing with a disease
which, like syphilis, starves and deforms in the very womb. The little
one was asleep, but I moved the light so as to examine its eyelids. Then
I turned to the nurse and asked: "Miss Lyman, doesn't it seem to you the
eyelids are a trifle inflamed?"

"Why, I hadn't noticed it," she answered.

"Were the eyes washed?" I inquired.

"I washed the baby, of course--"

"I mean the eyes especially. The doctor didn't drop anything into them?"

"I don't think he considered it necessary."

"It's an important precaution," I replied; "there are always
possibilities of infection."

"Possibly," said the other. "But you know, we did not expect this. Dr.
Overton was to be here in three or four days."

"Dr. Perrin is asleep?" I asked.

"Yes. He was up all last night."

"I think I will have to ask you to waken him," I said.

"Is it as serious as that?" she inquired, anxiously, having sensed some
of the emotion I was trying to conceal.

"It might be very serious," I said. "I really ought to have a talk with
the doctor."

13. The nurse went out, and I drew up a chair and sat by the crib,
watching the infant go back to sleep. I was glad to be alone, to have a
chance to get myself together. But suddenly I heard a rustle of skirts
in the doorway behind me, and turned and saw a white-clad figure; an
elderly gentlewoman, slender and fragile, grey-haired and rather pale,
wearing a soft dressing-gown. Aunt Varina!

I rose. "This must be Mrs. Abbott," she said. Oh, these soft, caressing
Southern voices, that cling to each syllable as a lover to a hand at
parting.

She was a very prim and stately little lady, and I think she did not
intend to shake hands; but I felt pretty certain that under her coating
of formality, she was eager for a chance to rhapsodize. "Oh, what a
lovely child!" I cried; and instantly she melted.

"You have seen our babe!" she exclaimed; and I could not help smiling. A
few months ago, "the little stranger," and now "our babe"!

She bent over the cradle, with her dear old sentimental, romantic soul
in her eyes. For a minute or two she quite forgot me; then, looking up,
she murmured, "It is as wonderful to me as if it were my own!"

"All of us who love Sylvia feel that," I responded.

She rose, and suddenly remembering hospitality, asked me as to my
present needs. Then she said, "I must go and see to sending some
telegrams."

"Telegrams?" I inquired.

"Yes. Think what this news will mean to dear Douglas! And to Major
Castleman!"

"You haven't informed them?"

"We couldn't send any smaller boat on account of the storm. We must
telegraph Dr. Overton also, you understand."

"To tell him not to come?" I ventured. "But don't you think, Mrs. Tuis,
that he may wish to come anyhow?"

"Why should he wish that?"

"I'm not sure, but--I think he might." How I longed for a little of
Sylvia's skill in social lying! "Every newly-born infant ought to be
examined by a specialist, you know; there may be a particular _régime,_
a diet for the mother--one cannot say."

"Dr. Perrin didn't consider it necessary."

"I am going to have a talk with Dr. Perrin at once," I said.

I saw a troubled look in her eyes. "You don't mean you think there's
anything the matter?"

"No--no," I lied. "But I'm sure you ought to wait before you have the
launch go. Please do."

"If you insist," she said. I read bewilderment in her manner, and just
a touch of resentment. Was it not presumptuous of me, a stranger, and
one--well, possibly not altogether a lady? She groped for words; and the
ones that came were: "Dear Douglas must not be kept waiting."

I was too polite to offer the suggestion that "dear Douglas" might be
finding ways to amuse himself. The next moment I heard steps approaching
on the veranda, and turned to meet the nurse with the doctor.

14. "How do you do, Mrs. Abbott?" said Dr. Perrin. He was in his
dressing-gown, and had a newly-awakened look. I started to apologize,
but he replied, "It's pleasant to see a new face in our solitude. Two
new faces!"

That was behaving well, I thought, for a man who had been routed out of
sleep. I tried to meet his mood. "Dr. Perrin, Mrs. van Tuiver tells
me that you object to amateur physicians. But perhaps you won't mind
regarding me as a midwife. I have three children of my own, and I've had
to help bring others into the world."

"All right," he smiled. "We'll consider you qualified. What is the
matter?"

"I wanted to ask you about the child's eyes. It is a wise precaution
to drop some nitrate of silver into them, to provide against possible
infection."

I waited for my answer. "There have been no signs of any sort of
infection in this case," he said, at last.

"Perhaps not. But it is not necessary to wait, in such a matter. You
have not taken the precaution?"

"No, madam."

"You have some of the drug, of course?"

Again there was a pause. "No, madam, I fear that I have not."

I winced, involuntarily. I could not hide my distress. "Dr. Perrin," I
exclaimed, "you came to attend a confinement case, and you omitted to
provide something so essential!"

There was nothing left of the little man's affability now. "In the first
place," he said, "I must remind you that I did not come to attend a
confinement case. I came to look after Mrs. van Tuiver's condition up
_to_ the time of confinement."

"But you knew there would always be the possibility of an accident!"

"Yes, to be sure."

"And you didn't have any nitrate of silver!"

"Madam," he said, stiffly, "there is no use for this drug except in one
contingency."

"I know," I cried, "but it is an important precaution. It is the
practice to use it in all maternity hospitals."

"Madam, I have visited hospitals, and I think I know something of what
the practice is."

So there we were, at a deadlock. There was silence for a space.

"Would you mind sending for the drug?" I asked, at last.

"I presume," he said, with _hauteur,_ "it will do no harm to have it on
hand."

I was aware of an elderly lady watching us, with consternation written
upon every sentimental feature. "Dr. Perrin," I said, "if Mrs. Tuis will
pardon me, I think I ought to speak with you alone." The nurse hastily
withdrew; and I saw the elderly lady draw herself up with terrible
dignity--and then suddenly quail, and turn and follow the nurse.

I told the little man what I knew. After he had had time to get over
his consternation, he said that fortunately there did not seem to be any
sign of trouble.

"There does seem so to me," I replied. "It may be only my imagination,
but I think the eyelids are inflamed."

I held the baby for him, while he made an examination. He admitted that
there seemed to be ground for uneasiness. His professional dignity was
now gone, and he was only too glad to be human.

"Dr. Perrin," I said, "there is only one thing we can do--to get some
nitrate of silver at the earliest possible moment. Fortunately, the
launch is here."

"I will have it start at once," he said. "It will have to go to Key
West."

"And how long will that take?"

"It depends upon the sea. In good weather it takes us eight hours to go
and return." I could not repress a shudder. The child might be blind in
eight hours!

But there was no time to be wasted in foreboding. "About Dr. Overton,"
I said. "Don't you think he had better come?" But I ventured to add the
hint that Mr. van Tuiver would hardly wish expense to be considered in
such an emergency; and in the end, I persuaded the doctor not merely
to telegraph for the great surgeon, but to ask a hospital in Atlanta to
send the nearest eye-specialist by the first train.

We called back Mrs. Tuis, and I apologized abjectly for my presumption,
and Dr. Perrin announced that he thought he ought to see Dr. Overton,
and another doctor as well. I saw fear leap into Aunt Varina's eyes.
"Oh, what is it?" she cried. "What is the matter with our babe?"

I helped the doctor to answer polite nothings to all her questions. "Oh,
the poor, dear lady!" I thought to myself. The poor, dear lady! What a
tearing away of veils and sentimental bandages was written in her book
of fate for that night!

15. I find myself lingering over these preliminaries, dreading the
plunge into the rest of my story. We spent our time hovering over the
child's crib, and in two or three hours the little eyelids had become so
inflamed that there could no longer be any doubt what was happening. We
applied alternate hot and cold cloths; we washed the eyes in a solution
of boric acid, and later, in our desperation, with bluestone. But we
were dealing with the virulent gonococcus, and we neither expected nor
obtained much result from these measures. In a couple of hours more the
eyes were beginning to exude pus, and the poor infant was wailing in
torment.

"Oh, what can it be? Tell me what is the matter?" cried Mrs. Tuis. She
sought to catch the child in her arms, and when I quickly prevented her,
she turned upon me in anger. "What do you mean?"

"The child must be quiet," I said.

"But I wish to comfort it!" And when I still insisted, she burst out
wildly: "What _right_ have you?"

"Mrs. Tuis," I said, gently, "it is possible the infant may have a very
serious infection. If so, you would be apt to catch it."

She answered with a hysterical cry: "My precious innocent! Do you think
that I would be afraid of anything it could have?"

"You may not be afraid, but we are. We should have to take care of you,
and one case is more than enough."

Suddenly she clutched me by the arm. "Tell me what this awful thing is!
I demand to know!"

"Mrs. Tuis," said the doctor, interfering, "we are not yet sure what the
trouble is, we only wish to take precautions. It is really imperative
that you should not handle this child or even go near it. There is
nothing you can possibly do."

She was willing to take orders from him; he spoke the same dialect
as herself, and with the same quaint stateliness. A charming little
Southern gentleman--I could realise how Douglas van Tuiver had "picked
him out for his social qualities." In the old-fashioned Southern medical
college where he had got his training, I suppose they had taught him the
old-fashioned idea of gonorrhea. Now he was acquiring our extravagant
modern notions in the grim school of experience!

It was necessary to put the nurse on her guard as to the risks we were
running. We should have had concave glasses to protect our eyes, and we
spent part of our time washing our hands in bichloride solution.

"Mrs. Abbott, what is it?" whispered the woman.

"It has a long name," I replied--"_opthalmia neonatorum._"

"And what has caused it?"

"The original cause," I responded, "is a man." I was not sure if that
was according to the ethics of the situation, but the words came.

Before long the infected eye-sockets were two red and yellow masses of
inflammation, and the infant was screaming like one of the damned. We
had to bind up its eyes; I was tempted to ask the doctor to give it an
opiate for fear lest it should scream itself into convulsions. Then
as poor Mrs. Tuis was pacing the floor, wringing her hands and sobbing
hysterically, Dr. Perrin took me to one side and said: "I think she will
have to be told."

The poor, poor lady!

"She might as well understand now as later," he continued. "She will
have to help keep the situation from the mother."

"Yes," I said, faintly; and then, "Who shall tell her?"

"I think," suggested the doctor, "she might prefer to be told by a
woman."

So I shut my lips together and took the distracted lady gently by
the arm and led her to the door. We stole like two criminals down the
veranda, and along the path to the beach, and near the boathouse we
stopped, and I began.

"Mrs. Tuis, you may remember a circumstance which your niece mentioned
to me--that just before her marriage she urged you to have certain
inquiries made as to Mr. van Tuiver's health, his fitness for marriage?"

Never shall I forget her face at that moment. "Sylvia told you that!"

"The inquiries were made," I went on, "but not carefully enough, it
seems. Now you behold the consequence of this negligence."

I saw her blank stare. I added: "The one to pay for it is the child."

"You--you mean--" she stammered, her voice hardly a whisper. "Oh--it is
impossible!" Then, with a flare of indignation: "Do you realise what you
are implying--that Mr. van Tuiver--"

"There is no question of implying," I said, quietly. "It is the facts we
have to face now, and you will have to help us to face them."

She cowered and swayed before me, hiding her face in her hands. I heard
her sobbing and murmuring incoherent cries to her god. I took the poor
lady's hand, and bore with her as long as I could, until, being at the
end of my patience with prudery and purity and chivalry, and all the
rest of the highfalutin romanticism of the South, I said: "Mrs Tuis, it
is necessary that you should get yourself together. You have a serious
duty before you--that you owe both to Sylvia and her child."

"What is it?" she whispered. The word "duty" had motive power for her.

"At all hazards, Sylvia must be kept in ignorance of the calamity for
the present. If she were to learn of it it would quite possibly throw
her into a fever, and cost her life or the child's. You must not make
any sound that she can hear, and you must not go near her until you have
completely mastered your emotions."

"Very well," she murmured. She was really a brave little body, but I,
not knowing her, and thinking only of the peril, was cruel in hammering
things into her consciousness. Finally, I left her, seated upon the
steps of the deserted boat-house, rocking back and forth and sobbing
softly to herself--one of the most pitiful figures it has ever been my
fortune to encounter in my pilgrimage through a world of sentimentality
and incompetence.

16. I went back to the house, and because we feared the sounds of the
infant's crying might carry, we hung blankets before the doors and
windows of the room, and sat in the hot enclosure, shuddering, silent,
grey with fear. After an hour or two, Mrs. Tuis rejoined us, stealing in
and seating herself at one side of the room, staring from one to another
of us with wide eyes of fright.

By the time the first signs of dawn appeared, the infant had cried
itself into a state of exhaustion. The faint light that got into the
room revealed the three of us, listening to the pitiful whimpering. I
was faint with weakness, but I had to make an effort and face the worst
ordeal of all. There came a tapping at the door--the maid, to say that
Sylvia was awake and had heard of my arrival and wished to see me. I
might have put off our meeting for a while, on the plea of exhaustion,
but I preferred to have it over with, and braced myself and went slowly
to her room.

In the doorway I paused for an instant to gaze at her. She was
exquisite, lying there with the flush of sleep still upon her, and the
ecstasy of her great achievement in her face. I fled to her, and we
caught each other in our arms. "Oh, Mary, Mary! I'm so glad you've
come!" And then: "Oh, Mary, isn't it the loveliest baby!"

"Perfectly glorious!" I exclaimed.

"Oh, I'm so happy--so happy as I never dreamed! I've no words to tell
you about it."

"You don't need any words--I've been through it," I said.

"Oh, but she's so _beautiful!_ Tell me, honestly, isn't that really so?"

"My dear," I said, "she is like you."

"Mary," she went on, half whispering, "I think it solves all my
problems--all that I wrote you about. I don't believe I shall ever
be unhappy again. I can't believe that such a thing has really
happened--that I've been given such a treasure. And she's my own! I can
watch her little body grow and help to make it strong and beautiful! I
can help mould her little mind--see it opening up, one chamber of wonder
after another! I can teach her all the things I have had to grope so to
get!"

"Yes," I said, trying to speak with conviction. I added, hastily: "I'm
glad you don't find motherhood disappointing."

"Oh, it's a miracle!" she exclaimed. "A woman who could be dissatisfied
with anything afterwards would be an ingrate!" She paused, then added:
"Mary, now she's here in flesh, I feel she'll be a bond between Douglas
and me. He must see her rights, her claim upon life, as he couldn't see
mine."

I assented gravely. So that was the thing she was thinking most about--a
bond between her husband and herself! A moment later the nurse appeared
in the doorway, and Sylvia set up a cry: "My baby! Where's my baby? I
want to see my baby!"

"Sylvia, dear," I said, "there's something about the baby that has to be
explained."

Instantly she was alert. "What is the matter?"

I laughed. "Nothing, dear, that amounts to anything. But the little
one's eyes are inflamed--that is to say, the lids. It's something that
happens to newly-born infants."

"Well, then?" she said.

"Nothing, only the doctor's had to put some salve on them, and they
don't look very pretty."

"I don't mind that, if it's all right."

"But we've had to put a bandage over them, and it looks forbidding. Also
the child is apt to cry."

"I must see her at once!" she exclaimed.

"Just now she's asleep, so don't make us disturb her."

"But how long will this last?"

"Not very long. Meantime you must be sensible and not mind. It's
something I made the doctor do, and you mustn't blame me, or I'll be
sorry I came to you."

"You dear thing," she said, and put her hand in mine. And then,
suddenly: "Why did you take it into your head to come, all of a sudden?"

"Don't ask me," I smiled. "I have no excuse. I just got homesick and had
to see you."

"It's perfectly wonderful that you should be here now," she declared.
"But you look badly. Are you tired?"

"Yes, dear," I said. (Such a difficult person to deceive!) "To tell the
truth, I'm pretty nearly done up. You see, I was caught in the storm,
and I was desperately sea-sick."

"Why, you poor dear! Why didn't you go to sleep?"

"I didn't want to sleep. I was too much excited by everything. I came to
see one Sylvia and I found two!"

"Isn't it absurd," she cried, "how she looks like me? Oh, I want to see
her again. How long will it be before I can have her?"

"My dear," I said, "you mustn't worry--"

"Oh, don't mind me, I'm just playing. I'm so happy, I want to squeeze
her in my arms all the time. Just think, Mary, they won't let me nurse
her, yet--a whole day now! Can that be right?"

"Nature will take care of that," I said.

"Yes, but how can you be sure what Nature means? Maybe it's what the
child is crying about, and it's the crying that makes its eyes red."

I felt a sudden spasm grip my heart. "No, dear, no," I said, hastily.
"You must let Dr. Perrin attend to these things, for I've just had
to interfere with his arrangements, and he'll be getting cross pretty
soon."

"Oh," she cried with laughter in her eyes, "you've had a scene with him?
I knew you would! He's so quaint and old-fashioned!"

"Yes," I said, "and he talks exactly like your aunt."

"Oh! You've met her too! I'm missing all the fun!"

I had a sudden inspiration--one that I was proud of. "My dear girl," I
said, "maybe _you_ call it fun!" And I looked really agitated.

"Why, what's the matter?" she cried.

"What could you expect?" I asked. "I fear, my dear Sylvia, I've shocked
your aunt beyond all hope."

"What have you done?"

"I've talked about things I'd no business to--I've bossed the learned
doctor--and I'm sure Aunt Varina has guessed I'm not a lady."

"Oh, tell me about it!" cried Sylvia, full of delight.

But I could not keep up the game any longer. "Not now, dear," I said.
"It's a long story, and I really am exhausted. I must go and get some
rest."

I rose, and she caught my hand, whispering: "I shall be happy, Mary! I
shall be really happy now!" And then I turned and fled, and when I was
out of sight of the doorway, I literally ran. At the other end of the
veranda I sank down upon the steps, and wept softly to myself.

17. The launch arrived, bringing the nitrate of silver. A solution was
dropped into the baby's eyes, and then we could do nothing but wait. I
might have lain down and really tried to rest; but the maid came again,
with the announcement that Sylvia was asking for her aunt. Excuses would
have tended to excite her suspicions; so poor Mrs. Tuis had to take her
turn at facing the ordeal, and I had to drill and coach her for it.
I had a vision of the poor lady going in to her niece, and suddenly
collapsing. Then there would begin a cross-examination, and Sylvia would
worm out the truth, and we might have a case of puerperal fever on our
hands.

This I explained afresh to Mrs. Tuis, having taken her into her own room
and closed the door for that purpose. She clutched me with her shaking
hands and whispered, "Oh, Mrs. Abbott, you will _never_ let Sylvia find
out what caused this trouble?"

I drew on my reserve supply of patience, and answered, "What I shall
let her find out in the end, I don't know. We shall be guided by
circumstances, and this is no time to discuss the matter. The point is
now to make sure that you can go in and stay with her, and not let her
get an idea there's anything wrong."

"Oh, but you know how Sylvia reads people!" she cried, in sudden dismay.

"I've fixed it for you," I said. "I've provided something you can be
agitated about."

"What is that?"

"It's _me._" Then, seeing her look of bewilderment, "You must tell
her that I've affronted you, Mrs. Tuis; I've outraged your sense of
propriety. You're indignant with me and you don't see how you can remain
in the house with me--"

"Why, Mrs. Abbott!" she exclaimed, in horror.

"You know it's truth to some extent," I said.

The good lady drew herself up. "Mrs. Abbott, don't tell me that I have
been so rude--"

"Dear Mrs. Tuis," I laughed, "don't stop to apologize just now. You have
not been lacking in courtesy, but I know how I must seem to you. I am
a Socialist. I have a raw, Western accent, and my hands are big--I've
lived on a farm all my life, and done my own work, and even plowed
sometimes. I have no idea of the charms and graces of life that are
everything to you. What is more than that, I am forward, and thrust my
opinions upon other people--"

She simply could not hear me. She was a-tremble with a new excitement.
Worse even than _opthalmia neonatorum_ was plain speaking to a guest!
"Mrs. Abbott, you humiliate me!"

Then I spoke harshly, seeing that I would actually have to shock her.
"I assure you, Mrs. Tuis, that if you don't feel that way about me, it's
simply because you don't know the truth. It is not possible that you
would consider me a proper person to visit Sylvia. I don't believe in
your religion; I don't believe in anything that you would call religion,
and I argue about it at the least provocation. I deliver violent
harangues on street-corners, and have been arrested during a strike.
I believe in woman's suffrage, I even argue in approval of
window-smashing. I believe that women ought to earn their own living,
and be independent and free from any man's control. I am a divorced
woman--I left my husband because I wasn't happy with him, what's more,
I believe that any woman has a right to do the same--I'm liable to teach
such ideas to Sylvia, and to urge her to follow them."

The poor lady's eyes were wide and large. "So you see," I exclaimed,
"you really couldn't approve of me! Tell her all this; she knows it
already, but she will be horrified, because I have let you and the
doctor find it out!"

Whereupon Mrs. Tuis started to ascend the pedestal of her dignity. "Mrs.
Abbott, this may be your idea of a jest----"

"Now come," I cried, "let me help you fix your hair, and put on just a
wee bit of powder--not enough to be noticed, you understand----"

I took her to the wash-stand, and poured out some cold water for her,
and saw her bathe her eyes and face, and dry them, and braid her thin
grey hair. While with a powder puff I was trying deftly to conceal the
ravages of the night's crying, the dear lady turned to me, and whispered
in a trembling voice, "Mrs. Abbott, you really don't mean that dreadful
thing you said just now?"

"Which dreadful thing, Mrs. Tuis?"

"That you would tell Sylvia it could possibly be right for her to leave
her husband?"

18. In the course of the day we received word that Dr. Gibson, the
specialist for whom we had telegraphed, was on his way. The boat which
brought his message took back a letter from Dr. Perrin to Douglas van
Tuiver, acquainting him with the calamity which had befallen. We
had talked it over and agreed that there was nothing to be gained by
telegraphing the information. We did not wish any hint of the child's
illness to leak into the newspapers.

I did not envy the great man the hour when he read that letter; although
I knew that the doctor had not failed to assure him that the victim of
his misdeeds should be kept in ignorance. Already the little man
had begun to drop hints to me on this subject. Unfortunate accidents
happened, which were not always to be blamed upon the husband, nor was
it a thing to contemplate lightly, the breaking up of a family. I gave
a non-committal answer, and changed the subject by asking the doctor
not to mention my presence in the household. If by any chance van Tuiver
were to carry his sorrows to Claire, I did not want my name brought up.

We managed to prevent Sylvia's seeing the child that day and night, and
the next morning came the specialist. He held out no hope of saving any
remnant of the sight, but the child might be so fortunate as to escape
disfigurement--it did not appear that the eyeballs were destroyed, as
happens generally in these cases. This bit of consolation I still have:
that little Elaine, who sits by me as I write, has left in her pupils a
faint trace of the soft red-brown--just enough to remind us of what we
have lost, and keep fresh in our minds the memory of these sorrows. If
I wish to see what her eyes might have been, I look above my head to the
portrait of Sylvia's noble ancestress, a copy made by a "tramp artist"
in Castleman County, and left with me by Sylvia.

There was the question of the care of the mother--the efforts to stay
the ravages of the germ in the tissues broken and weakened by the strain
of child-birth. We had to invent excuses for the presence of the new
doctor--and yet others for the presence of Dr. Overton, who came a day
later. And then the problem of the nourishing of the child. It would
be a calamity to have to put it upon the bottle, but on the other
hand, there were many precautions necessary to keep the infection from
spreading.

I remember vividly the first time that the infant was fed: all of us
gathered round, with matter-of-course professional air, as if these
elaborate hygienic ceremonies were the universal custom when newly-born
infants first taste their mothers' milk. Standing in the background, I
saw Sylvia start with dismay, as she noted how pale and thin the poor
little one had become. It was hunger that caused the whimpering, so the
nurse declared, busying herself in the meantime to keep the tiny
hands from the mother's face. The latter sank back and closed her
eyes--nothing, it seemed, could prevail over the ecstasy of that first
marvellous sensation, but afterwards she asked that I might stay with
her, and as soon as the others were gone, she unmasked the batteries
of her suspicion upon me. "Mary! What in the world has happened to my
baby?"

So began a new stage in the campaign of lying. "It's nothing, nothing.
Just some infection. It happens frequently."

"But what is the cause of it?"

"We can't tell. It may be a dozen things. There are so many possible
sources of infection about a birth. It's not a very sanitary thing, you
know."

"Mary! Look me in the face!"

"Yes, dear?"

"You're not deceiving me?"

"How do you mean?"

"I mean--it's not really something serious? All these doctors--this
mystery--this vagueness!"

"It was your husband, my dear Sylvia, who sent the doctors--it was
his stupid man's way of being attentive." (This at Aunt Varina's
suggestion--the very subtle lady!).

"Mary, I'm worried. My baby looks so badly, and I feel something is
wrong."

"My dear Sylvia," I chided, "if you worry about it you will simply be
harming the child. Your milk may go wrong."

"Oh, that's just it! That's why you would not tell me the truth!"

We persuade ourselves that there are certain circumstances under which
lying is necessary, but always when we come to the lies we find them
an insult to the soul. Each day I perceived that I was getting in
deeper--and each day I watched Aunt Varina and the doctor busied to push
me deeper yet.

There had come a telegram from Douglas van Tuiver to Dr. Perrin,
revealing the matter which stood first in that gentleman's mind.
"I expect no failure in your supply of the necessary tact." By this
vagueness we perceived that he too was trusting no secrets to telegraph
operators. Yet for us it was explicit and illuminative. It recalled the
tone of quiet authority I had noted in his dealings with his chauffeur,
and it sent me off by myself for a while to shake my fist at all
husbands.

19. Mrs. Tuis, of course, had no need of any warning from the head
of the house. The voice of her ancestors guided her in all such
emergencies. The dear lady had got to know me quite well, at the more or
less continuous dramatic rehearsals we conducted; and now and then her
trembling hands would seek to fasten me in the chains of decency. "Mrs.
Abbott, think what a scandal there would be if Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver
were to break with her husband!"

"Yes, my dear Mrs. Tuis-but on the other hand, think what might happen
if she were kept in ignorance in this matter. She might bear another
child."

I got a new realization of the chasms that lay between us. "Who are we,"
she whispered, "to interfere in these sacred matters? It is of souls,
Mrs. Abbot, and not bodies, that the Kingdom of Heaven is made."

I took a minute or so to get my breath, and then I said, "What generally
happens in these cases is that God afflicts the woman with permanent
barrenness."

The old lady bowed her head, and I saw the tears falling into her lap.
"My poor Sylvia!" she moaned, only half aloud.

There was a silence; I too almost wept. And finally, Aunt Varina
looked up at me, her faded eyes full of pleading. "It is hard for me to
understand such ideas as yours. You must tell me-can you really believe
that it would help Sylvia to know this-this dreadful secret?"

"It would help her in many ways," I said. "She will be more careful of
her health-she will follow the doctor's orders---"

How quickly came the reply! "I will stay with her, and see that she does
that! I will be with her day and night."

"But are you going to keep the secret from those who attend her? Her
maid--the child's nurses--everyone who might by any chance use the same
towel, or a wash-basin, or a drinking-glass?"

"Surely you exaggerate the danger! If that were true, more people would
meet with these accidents!"

"The doctors," I said, "estimate that about ten per cent. of cases of
this disease are innocently acquired."

"Oh, these modern doctors!" she cried. "I never heard of such ideas!"

I could not help smiling. "My dear Mrs. Tuis, what do you imagine you
know about the prevalence of gonorrhea? Consider just one fact--that I
heard a college professor state publicly that in his opinion eighty-five
per cent. of the men students at his university were infected with some
venereal disease. And that is the pick of our young manhood--the sons of
our aristocracy!"

"Oh, that can't be!" she exclaimed. "People would know of it!

"Who are 'people'? The boys in your family know of it--if you could get
them to tell you. My two sons studied at a State university, and they
would bring me home what they heard--the gossip, the slang, the
horrible obscenity. Fourteen fellows in one dormitory using the same
bathroom--and on the wall you saw a row of fourteen syringes! And they
told that on themselves, it was the joke of the campus. They call the
disease a 'dose'; and a man's not supposed to be worthy the respect
of his fellows until he's had his 'dose'--the sensible thing is to get
several, till he can't get any more. They think it's 'no worse than a
bad cold'; that's the idea they get from the 'clap-doctors,' and the
women of the street who educate our sons in sex matters."

"Oh, spare me, spare me!" cried Mrs. Tuis. "I beg you not to force these
horrible details upon me!"

"That is what is going on among our boys," I said. "The Castleman boys,
the Chilton boys! It's going on in every fraternity house, every 'prep
school' dormitory in America. And the parents refuse to know, just as
you do!"

"But what could I possibly do, Mrs. Abbott?"

"I don't know, Mrs. Tuis. What _I_ am going to do is to teach the young
girls."

She whispered, aghast, "You would rob the young girls of their
innocence. Why, with their souls full of these ideas their faces would
soon be as hard--oh, you horrify me!"

"My daughter's face is not hard," I said. "And I taught her. Stop and
think, Mrs. Tuis--ten thousand blind children every year! A hundred
thousand women under the surgeon's knife! Millions of women going to
pieces with slowly creeping diseases of which they never hear the names!
I say, let us cry this from the housetops, until every woman knows--and
until every man knows that she knows, and that unless he can prove that
he is clean he will lose her! That is the remedy, Mrs. Tuis!"

Poor dear lady! I got up and went away, leaving her there, with clenched
hands and trembling lips. I suppose I seemed to her like the mad women
who were just then rising up to horrify the respectability of England--a
phenomenon of Nature too portentous to be comprehended, or even to be
contemplated, by a gentlewoman of the South!

20. There came in due course a couple of letters from Douglas van
Tuiver. The one to Aunt Varina, which was shown to me, was vague and
cautious--as if the writer were uncertain how much this worthy lady
knew. He merely mentioned that Sylvia was to be spared every particle
of "painful knowledge." He would wait in great anxiety, but he would not
come, because any change in his plans might set her to questioning.

The letter to Dr. Perrin was not shown to me; but I judged that it must
have contained more strenuous injunctions. Or had Aunt Varina by any
chance got up the courage to warn the young doctor against me? His
hints, at any rate, became more pointed. He desired me to realize how
awkward it would be for him, if Sylvia were to learn the truth; it would
be impossible to convince Mr. van Tuiver that this knowledge had not
come from the physician in charge.

"But, Dr. Perrin," I objected, "it was I who brought the information to
you! And Mr. van Tuiver knows that I am a radical woman; he would not
expect me to be ignorant of such matters."

"Mrs. Abbott," was the response, "it is a grave matter to destroy the
possibility of happiness of a young married couple."

However I might dispute his theories, in practice I was doing what he
asked. But each day I was finding the task more difficult; each day it
became more apparent that Sylvia was ceasing to believe me. I realized
at last, with a sickening kind of fright, that she knew I was hiding
something from her. Because she knew me, and knew that I would not do
such a thing lightly, she was terrified. She would lie there, gazing
at me, with a dumb fear in her eyes--and I would go on asseverating
blindly, like an unsuccessful actor before a jeering audience.

A dozen times she made an effort to break through the barricade of
falsehood; and a dozen times I drove her back, all but crying to her,
"No, No! Don't ask me!" Until at last, late one night, she caught my
hand and clung to it in a grip I could not break. "Mary! Mary! You must
tell me the _truth!_"

"Dear girl--" I began.

"Listen!" she cried. "I know you are deceiving me! I know why--because
I'll make myself ill. But it won't do any longer; it's preying on me,
Mary--I've taken to imagining things. So you must tell me the truth!"

I sat, avoiding her eyes, beaten; and in the pause I could feel her
hands shaking. "Mary, what is it? Is my baby going to die?"

"No, dear, indeed no!" I cried.

"Then what?"

"Sylvia," I began, as quietly as I could, "the truth is not as bad as
you imagine--"

"Tell me what it is!"

"But it is bad, Sylvia. And you must be brave. You must be, for your
baby's sake."

"Make haste!" she cried.

"The baby," I said, "may be blind."

"Blind!" There we sat, gazing into each other's eyes, like two statues
of women. But the grasp of her hand tightened, until even my big fist
was hurt. "Blind!" she whispered again.

"Sylvia," I rushed on, "it isn't so bad as it might be! Think--if you
had lost her altogether!"

"_Blind!_"

"You will have her always; and you can do things for her--take care of
her. They do wonders for the blind nowadays--and you have the means; to
do everything. Really, you know, blind children are not unhappy--some of
them are happier than other children, I think. They haven't so much to
miss. Think--"

"Wait, wait," she whispered; and again there was silence, and I clung to
her cold hands.

"Sylvia," I said, at last, "you have a newly-born infant to nurse, and
its very life depends upon your health now. You cannot let yourself
grieve."

"No," she responded. "No. But, Mary, what caused this?"

So there was the end of my spell of truth-telling. "I don't know, dear.
Nobody knows. There might be a thousand things--"

"Was it born blind?"

"No."

"Then was it the doctor's fault?"

"No, it was nobody's fault. Think of the thousands and tens of thousands
of babies that become blind! It's a dreadful accident that happens." So
I went on--possessed with a dread that had been with me for days, that
had kept me awake for hours in the night: Had I, in any of my talks with
Sylvia about venereal disease, mentioned blindness in infants as one
of the consequences? I could not rememher; but now was the time I would
find out!

She lay there, immovable, like a woman who had died in grief; until at
last I flung my arms about her and whispered, "Sylvia! Sylvia! Please
cry!"

"I can't cry!" she whispered, and her voice sounded hard.

So, after a space, I said, "Then, dear, I think I will have to make you
laugh."

"Laugh, Mary?"

"Yes-I will tell you about the quarrel between Aunt Varina and myself.
You know what times we've been having-how I shocked the poor lady?"

She was looking at me, but her eyes were not seeing me. "Yes, Mary," she
said, in the same dead tone.

"Well, that was a game we made for you. It was very funny!"

"Funny?"

"Yes! Because I really did shock her-though we started out just to give
you something else to think about!"

And then suddenly I saw the healing tears begin to come. She could not
weep for her own grief-but she could weep because of what she knew we
two had had to suffer for her!

21. I went out and told the others what I had done; and Mrs. Tuis
rushed in to her niece and they wept in each other's arms, and Mrs. Tuis
explained all the mysteries of life by her formula, "the will of the
Lord."

Later on came Dr. Perrin, and it was touching to see how Sylvia treated
him. She had, it appeared, conceived the idea that the calamity must be
due to some blunder on his part, and then she had reflected that he was
young, and that chance had thrown upon him a responsibility for which he
had not bargained. He must be reproaching himself bitterly, so she had
to persuade him that it was really not so bad as we were making it-that
a blind child was a great joy to a mother's soul-in some ways even a
greater joy than a perfectly sound child, because it appealed so to
her protective instinct! I had called Sylvia a shameless payer of
compliments, and now I went away by myself and wept.

Yet it was true in a way. When the infant was brought in to be nursed
again, how she clung to it, a very picture of the sheltering and
protecting instinct of motherhood! She knew the worst now--her mind was
free, and she could partake of what happiness was allowed her. The child
was hers to love and care for, and she would find ways to atone to it
for the harshness of fate.

So little by little we got our existence upon a working basis. We lived
a peaceful, routine life, to the music of cocoanut-palms rustling in the
warm breezes which blew incessantly off the Mexican Gulf. Aunt Varina
had, for the time, her undisputed way with the family; her niece
reclined upon the veranda in true Southern lady fashion, and was read
aloud to from books of indisputable respectability. I remember Aunt
Varina selected the "Idylls of the King," and they two were in a mood
to shed tears over these solemn, sorrowful tales. So it came that the
little one got her name, after a pale and unhappy heroine.

I remember the long discussions of this point, the family-lore which
Aunt Varina brought forth. It did not seem to her quite the thing to
call a blind child after a member of one's family. Something strange,
romantic, wistful--yes, Elaine was the name! Mrs. Tuis, it transpired,
had already baptised the infant, in the midst of the agonies and alarms
of its illness. She had called it "Sylvia," and now she was tremulously
uncertain whether this counted--whether perhaps the higher powers might
object to having to alter their records. But in the end a clergyman
came out from Key West and heard Aunt Varina's confession, and gravely
concluded that the error might be corrected by a formal ceremony. How
strange it all seemed to me--being carried back two or three hundred
years in the world's history! But I gave no sign of what was going on in
my rebellious mind.

22. Dr. Overton on his return to New York, sent a special nurse to take
charge of Sylvia's case. There was also an infant's nurse, and both had
been taken into the doctor's confidence. So now there was an elaborate
conspiracy--no less than five women and two men, all occupied in keeping
a secret from Sylvia. It was a thing so contrary to my convictions that
I was never free from the burden of it for a moment. Was it my duty to
tell her?

Dr. Perrin no longer referred to the matter--I realised that both he and
Dr. Gibson considered the matter settled. Was it conceivable that anyone
of sound mind could set out, deliberately and in cold blood, to betray
such a secret? But I had maintained all my life the right of woman to
know the truth, and was I to back down now, at the first test of my
convictions?

When the news reached Douglas van Tuiver that his wife had been informed
of the infant's blindness, there came a telegram saying that he was
coming. There was much excitement, of course, and Aunt Varina came to
me, in an attempt to secure a definite pledge of silence. When I refused
it, Dr. Perrin came again, and we fought the matter over for the better
part of a day and night.

He was a polite little gentleman, and he did not tell me that my views
were those of a fanatic, but he said that no woman could see things in
their true proportion, because of her necessary ignorance concerning the
nature of men, and the temptations to which they were exposed. I replied
that I believed I understood these matters thoroughly, and I went on,
quite simply and honestly, to make clear to him that this was so. In
the end my pathetically chivalrous little Southern gentleman admitted
everything I asked. Yes, it was true that these evils were ghastly, and
that they were increasing, and that women were the worst sufferers from
men. There might even be something in my idea that the older women
of the community should devote themselves to this service, making
themselves race-mothers, and helping, not merely in their homes, but in
the schools and churches, to protect and save the future generations.
But all that was in the future, he argued, while here was a case which
had gone so far that "letting in the light" could only blast the life
of two people, making it impossible for a young mother ever again to
tolerate the father of her child. I argued that Sylvia was not of the
hysterical type, but I could not make him agree that it was possible to
predict what the attitude of any woman would be. His ideas were based on
one peculiar experience he had had--a woman patient who had said to him:
"Doctor, I know what is the matter with me, but for God's sake don't
let my husband find out that I know, because then I should feel that my
self-respect required me to leave him!"

23. The Master-of-the-House was coming! You could feel the quiver of
excitement in the air of the place. The boatmen were polishing the
brasses of the launch; the yard-man was raking up the dry strips of palm
from beneath the cocoanut trees; Aunt Varina was ordering new supplies,
and entering into conspiracies with the cook. The nurses asked me
timidly, what was He like, and even Dr. Gibson, a testy old gentleman
who had clashed violently with me on the subject of woman's suffrage,
and had avoided me ever since as a suspicious character, now came and
confided his troubles. He had sent home for a trunk, and the graceless
express companies had sent it astray. Now he was wondering if it was
necessary for him to journey to Key West and have a suit of dinner
clothes made over night. I told him that I had not sent for any
party-dresses, and that I expected to meet Mr. Douglas van Tuiver at
his dinner-table in plain white linen. His surprise was so great that I
suspected the old gentleman of having wondered whether I meant to retire
to a "second-table" when the Master-of-the-House arrived.

I went away by myself, seething with wrath. Who was this great one whom
we honoured? Was he an inspired poet, a maker of laws, a discoverer
of truth? He was the owner of an indefinite number of millions of
dollars--that was all, and yet I was expected, because of my awe of him,
to abandon the cherished convictions of my lifetime. The situation
was one that challenged my fighting blood. This was the hour to prove
whether I really meant the things I talked.

On the morning of the day that van Tuiver was expected, I went early to
Aunt Varina's room. She was going in the launch, and was in a state of
flustration, occupied in putting on her best false hair. "Mrs. Tuis," I
said, "I want you to let me go to meet Mr. van Tuiver instead of you."

I will not stop to report the good lady's outcries. I did not care,
I said, whether it was proper, nor did I care whether, as she finally
hinted, it might not be agreeable to Mr. van Tuiver. I was sorry to have
to thrust myself upon him, but I was determined to go, and would let
nothing prevent me. And all at once she yielded, rather surprising me
by the suddenness of it. I suppose she concluded that van Tuiver was the
man to handle me, and the quicker he got at it the better.

It is a trying thing to deal with the rich and great. If you treat them
as the rest of the world does, you are a tuft-hunter; if you treat them
as the rest of the world pretends to, you are a hypocrite; whereas, if
you deal with them truly, it is hard not to seem, even to yourself, a
bumptious person. I remember trying to tell myself on the launch-trip
that I was not in the least excited; and then, standing on the platform
of the railroad station, saying: "How can you expect not to be excited,
when even the railroad is excited?"

"Will Mr. van Tuiver's train be on time?" I asked, of the agent.

"'Specials' are not often delayed," he replied, "at least, not Mr. van
Tuiver's."

The engine and its two cars drew up, and the traveller stepped out upon
the platform, followed by his secretary and his valet. I went forward to
meet him. "Good morning, Mr. van Tuiver."

I saw at once that he did not remember me. "Mrs. Abbott," I prompted. "I
came to meet you."

"Ah," he said. He had never got clear whether I was a sewing-woman, or
a tutor, or what, and whenever he erred in such matters, it was on the
side of caution.

"Your wife is doing well," I said, "and the child as well as could be
expected."

"Thank you," he said. "Did no one else come?"

"Mrs. Tuis was not able," I said, diplomatically, and we moved towards
the launch.

24. He did not offer to help me into the vessel, but I, crude
Western woman, did not miss the attention. We seated ourselves in the
upholstered leather seats in the stern, and when the "luggage" had been
stowed aboard, the little vessel swung away from the pier. Then I said:
"If you will pardon me, Mr. van Tuiver, I should like to talk with you
privately."

He looked at me for a moment, and then answered, abruptly: "Yes, madam."
The secretary rose and went forward.

The whirr of the machinery and the strong breeze made by the boat's
motion, made it certain that no one could hear us, and so I began my
attack: "Mr. van Tuiver, I am a friend of your wife's. I came here to
help her in this crisis, and I came to-day to meet you because it was
necessary for someone to talk to you frankly about the situation.
You will understand, I presume, that Mrs. Tuis is not--not very well
informed about the matters in question."

His gaze was fixed intently upon me, but he said not a word. After
waiting, I continued: "Perhaps you will wonder why your wife's
physicians could not have handled the matter. The reason is, there is
a woman's side to such questions and often it is difficult for men to
understand it. If Sylvia knew the truth, she could speak for herself;
so long as she does not know it, I shall have to take the liberty of
speaking for her."

Again there was a pause. He did nothing more than watch me, yet I could
feel his affronted maleness rising up for battle. I waited on purpose to
compel him to speak.

"May I ask," he inquired, at last, "what you mean by the 'truth' that
you refer to?"

"I mean," I said, "the cause of the infant's affliction."

His composure was a thing to wonder at. He did not show by the flicker
of an eyelash any sign of uneasiness.

"Let me explain one thing," I continued. "I owe it to Dr. Perrin to make
clear that he had nothing whatever to do with my coming into possession
of the secret. In fact, as he will no doubt tell you, I knew it before
he did; it is possible that you owe it to me that the infant is not
disfigured as well as blind."

I paused again. "If that be true," he said, with unshaken formality, "I
am obliged to you." What a man!

I continued: "My one desire and purpose is to protect my friend. So far,
the secret has been kept from her. I consented to this, because her very
life was at stake, it seemed to us all. But now she is well enough to
know, and the question is SHALL she know. I need hardly tell you
that Dr. Perrin thinks she should not, and that he has been using his
influence to persuade me to agree with him; so also has Mrs. Tuis----"

Then I saw the first trace of uncertainty in his eyes. "There was a
critical time," I explained, "when Mrs. Tuis had to be told. You may be
sure, however, that no hint of the truth will be given by her. I am the
only person who is troubled with the problem of Sylvia's rights."

I waited. "May I suggest, Mrs.--Mrs. Abbott--that the protection of
Mrs. van Tuiver's rights can be safely left to her physicians and her
husband?"

"One would wish so, Mr. van Tuiver, but the medical books are full of
evidence that women's rights frequently need other protection."

I perceived that he was nearing the end of his patience now. "You make
it difficult for me to talk to you," he said. "I am not accustomed to
having my affairs taken out of my hands by strangers."

"Mr. van Tuiver," I replied, "in this most critical matter it is
necessary to speak without evasion. Before her marriage Sylvia made an
attempt to safeguard herself in this very matter, and she was not dealt
with fairly."

At last I had made a hole in the mask! His face was crimson as
he replied: "Madam, your knowledge of my private affairs is most
astonishing. May I inquire how you learned these things?"

I did not reply at once, and he repeated the question. I perceived that
this was to him the most important matter--his wife's lack of reserve!

"The problem that concerns us here," I said, "is whether you are willing
to repair the error you made. Will you go frankly to your wife and admit
your responsibility----"

He broke in, angrily: "Madam, the assumption you are making is one I see
no reason for permitting."

"Mr. van Tuiver," said I, "I hoped that you would not take that line of
argument. I perceive that I have been _naive._"

"Really, madam!" he replied, with cruel intent, "you have not impressed
me so!"

I continued unshaken: "In this conversation it will be necessary to
assume that you are responsible for the presence of the disease."

"In that case," he replied, haughtily, "I can have no further part in
the conversation, and I will ask you to drop it at once."

I might have taken him at his word and waited, confident that in the
end he would have to come and ask for terms. But that would have seemed
childish to me, with the grave matters we had to settle. After a minute
or two, I said, quietly: "Mr. van Tuiver, you wish me to believe that
previous to your marriage you had always lived a chaste life?"

He was equal to the effort it cost to control himself. He sat examining
me with his cold grey eyes. I suppose I must have been as new and
monstrous a phenomenon to him as he was to me.

At last, seeing that he would not reply, I said, coldly: "It will help
us to get forward if you will give up the idea that it is possible for
you to put me off, or to escape this situation."

"Madam," he cried, suddenly, "come to the point! What is it that you
want? Money?"

I had thought I was prepared for everything; but this was an aspect of
his world which I could hardly have been expected to allow for. I stared
at him and then turned from the sight of him. "And to think that Sylvia
is married to such a man!" I whispered, half to myself.

"Mrs. Abbott," he exclaimed, "how can anyone understand what you are
driving at?"

But I turned away without answering, and for a long time sat gazing over
the water. What was the use of pleading with such a man? What was the
use of pouring out one's soul to him? I would tell Sylvia the truth at
once, and leave him to her!

25. I heard him again, at last; he was talking to my back, his tone
a trifle less aloof. "Mrs. Abbott, do you realize that I know nothing
whatever about you--your character, your purpose, the nature of your
hold upon my wife? So what means have I of judging? You threaten me with
something that seems to me entirely insane--and what can I make of it?
If you wish me to understand you, tell me in plain words what you want."

I reflected that I was in the world, and must take it as I found it. "I
have told you what I want," I said; "but I will tell you again, if it is
necessary. I hoped to persuade you that it was your duty to go to your
wife and tell her the truth."

He took a few moments to make sure of his self-possession. "And would
you explain what good you imagine that could do?"

"Your wife," I said, "must be put in position to protect herself in
future. There is no means of making sure in such a matter, except to
tell her the truth. You love her--and you are a man who has never been
accustomed to do without what he wants."

"Great God, woman!" he cried. "Don't you suppose one blind child is
enough?"

It was the first human word that he had spoken, and I was grateful for
it. "I have already covered that point," I said, in a low voice. "The
medical books are full of painful evidence that several blind children
are often not enough. There can be no escaping the necessity--Sylvia
must _know._ The only question is, who shall tell her? You must realize
that in urging you to be the person, I am thinking of your good as well
as hers. I will, of course, not mention that I have had anything to
do with persuading you, and so it will seem to her that you have some
realization of the wrong you have done her, some desire to atone for it,
and to be honourable and fair in your future dealings with her. When she
has once been made to realize that you are no more guilty than other men
of your class--hat you have done no worse than all of them----

"You imagine she could be made to believe that?" he broke in,
impatiently.

"I will undertake to see that she believes it," I replied.

"You seem to have great confidence in your ability to manage my wife!"

"If you continue to resent my existence," I answered, gravely, "you will
make it impossible for me to help you."

"Pardon me," he said--but he did not say it cordially.

I went on: "There is much that can be said in your behalf. I realize it
is quite possible that you were not wholly to blame when you wrote to
Bishop Chilton that you were fit to marry; I know that you may have
believed it--that you might even have found physicians to tell you so.
There is wide-spread ignorance on the subject of this disease. Men have
the idea that the chronic forms of it cannot be communicated to women,
and it is difficult to make them realize what modern investigations have
proven. You can explain that to Sylvia, and I will back you up in it.
You were in love with her, you wanted her. Go to her now, and admit to
her honestly that you have wronged her. Beg her to forgive you, and to
let you help make the best of the cruel situation that has arisen."

So I went on, pouring out my soul. And when I had finished, he said,
"Mrs. Abbott, I have listened patiently to your most remarkable
proposition. My answer is that I must ask you to withdraw from this
intimate matter, which concerns only my wife and myself."

He was back where we started! Trying to sweep aside these grim and
terrible realities with the wave of a conventional hand! Was this the
way he met Sylvia's arguments? I felt moved to tell him what I thought
of him.

"You are a proud man, Mr. van Tuiver--an obstinate man, I fear. It is
hard for you to humble yourself to your wife--to admit a crime and beg
forgiveness. Tell me--is that why you hesitate? Is it because you fear
you will have to take second place in your family from now on--that you
will no longer be able to dominate Sylvia? Are you afraid of putting
into her hands a weapon of self-defence?"

He made no response.

"Very well," I said, at last. "Let me tell you, then--I will not help
any man to hold such a position in a woman's life. Women have to bear
half the burdens of marriage, they pay half, or more than half, the
penalties; and so it is necessary that they have a voice in its affairs.
Until they know the truth, they can never have a voice."

Of course my little lecture on Feminism might as well have been
delivered to a sphinx. "How stupid you are!" I cried. "Don't you know
that some day Sylvia must find out the truth for herself?"

This was before the days when newspapers and magazines began to discuss
such matters frankly; but still there were hints to be picked up. I had
a newspaper-item in my bag--the board of health in a certain city had
issued a circular giving instructions for the prevention of blindness
in newly-born infants, and discussing the causes thereof; and the United
States post office authorities had barred the circular from the mails. I
said, "Suppose that item had come under Sylvia's eyes; might it not have
put her on the track. It was in her newspaper the day before yesterday;
and it was only by accident that I got hold of it first. Do you suppose
that can go on forever?"

"Now that I am here," he replied, "I will be glad to relieve you of such
responsibilities."

Which naturally made me cross. I drew from my quiver an arrow that I
thought would penetrate his skin. "Mr. van Tuiver," I said, "a man in
your position must always be an object of gossip and scandal. Suppose
some enemy were to send your wife an anonymous letter? Or suppose there
were some woman who thought that you had wronged her?"

I stopped. He gave me one keen look--and then again the impenetrable
mask! "My wife will have to do as other women in her position do--pay no
attention to scandal-mongers of any sort."

I paused, and then went on: "I believe in marriage. I consider it a
sacred thing; I would do anything in my power to protect and preserve a
marriage. But I hold that it must be an equal partnership. I would fight
to make it that; and wherever I found that it could not be that, I would
say it was not marriage, but slavery, and I would fight just as hard to
break it. Can you not understand that attitude upon a woman's part?"

He gave no sign that he could understand. But still I would not give up
my battle. "Mr. van Tuiver," I pleaded, "I am a much older person than
you. I have seen a great deal of life--I have seen suffering even worse
than yours. And I am trying most earnestly to help you. Can you not
bring yourself to talk to me frankly? Perhaps you have never talked with
a woman about such matters--I mean, with a good woman. But I assure
you that other men have found it possible, and never regretted the
confidence they placed in me."

I went on to tell him about my own sons, and what I had done for them;
I told him of a score of other boys in their class who had come to me,
making me a sort of mother-confessor. I do not think that I was entirely
deceived by my own eloquence--there was, I am sure, a minute or two
when he actually wavered. But then the habits of a precocious life-time
reasserted themselves, and he set his lips and told himself that he was
Douglas van Tuiver. Such things might happen in raw Western colleges,
but they were not according to the Harvard manner, nor the tradition of
life in Fifth Avenue clubs.

He could not be a boy! He had never had any boyhood, any childhood--he
had been a state personage ever since he had known that he was anything.
I found myself thinking suddenly of the thin-lipped old family lawyer,
who had had much to do with shaping his character, and whom Sylvia
described to me, sitting at her dinner-table and bewailing the folly
of people who "admitted things." That was what made trouble for family
lawyers--not what people did, but what they admitted. How easy it was
to ignore impertinent questions! And how few people had the wit to do
it!-it seemed as if the shade of the thin-lipped old family lawyer were
standing by Douglas van Tuiver's side.

In a last desperate effort, I cried, "Even suppose that I grant your
request, even suppose I agree not to tell Sylvia the truth--still the
day will come when you will hear from her the point-blank question: 'Is
my child blind because of this disease?' And what will you answer?"

He said, in his cold, measured tones, "I will answer that there are a
thousand ways in which the disease can be innocently acquired."

For a long time there was silence between us. At last he spoke again,
and his voice was as emotionless as if we had just met: "Do I understand
you, madam, that if I reject your advice and refuse to tell my wife what
you call the truth, it is your intention to tell her yourself?"

"You understand me correctly," I replied.

"And may I ask when you intend to carry out this threat?"

"I will wait," I said, "I will give you every chance to think it
over--to consult with the doctors, in case you wish to. I will not take
the step without giving you fair notice."

"For that I am obliged to you," he said, with a touch of irony; and that
was our last word.

26. Our island was visible in the distance and I was impatient for the
time when I should be free from this man's presence. But as we drew
nearer, I noticed a boat coming out; it proved to be one of the smaller
launches heading directly for us. Neither van Tuiver nor I spoke, but
both of us watched it, and he must have been wondering, as I was, what
its purpose could be. When it was near enough, I made out that its
passengers were Dr. Perrin and Dr. Gibson.

We slowed up, and the other boat did the same, and they lay within a few
feet of each other. Dr. Perrin greeted van Tuiver, and after introducing
the other man, he said: "We came out to have a talk with you. Would you
be so good as to step into this boat?"

"Certainly," was the reply. The two launches were drawn side by side,
and the transfer made; the man who was running the smaller launch
stepped into ours--evidently having been instructed in advance.

"You will excuse us please?" said the little doctor to me. The man who
had stepped into our launch spoke to the captain of it, and the power
was then put on, and we moved away a sufficient distance to be out of
hearing. I thought this a strange procedure, but I conjectured that the
doctors had become nervous as to what I might have told van Tuiver. So
I dismissed the matter from my mind, and spent my time reviewing the
exciting adventure I had just passed through.

How much impression had I made? It was hard for me to judge such a man.
He would pretend to be less concerned than he actually was. But surely
he must see that he was in my power, and would have to give way in the
end!

There came a hail from the little vessel, and we moved alongside again.
"Would you kindly step in here with us, Mrs. Abbott?" said Dr. Perrin,
and when I had done so, he ordered the boatman to move away once more.
Van Tuiver said not a word, but I noted a strained look upon his face,
and I thought the others seemed agitated also.

As soon as the other vessel was out of hearing, Dr. Perrin turned to me
and said: "Mrs. Abbott, we came out to see Mr. van Tuiver, to warn him
of a distressing accident which has just happened. Mrs. van Tuiver was
asleep in her room, and Miss Lyman and another of the nurses were in the
next room. They indiscreetly made some remarks on the subject which we
have all been discussing--how much a wife should be told about these
matters, and suddenly they discovered Mrs. van Tuiver standing in the
doorway of the room."

My gaze had turned to Douglas van Tuiver. "So she _knows!_" I cried.

"We don't think that she knows, but she has a suspicion and is trying to
find out. She asked to see you."

"Ah, yes!" I said.

"She declared that she wished to see you as soon as you returned--that
she would not see anyone else, not even Mr. van Tuiver. You will
understand that this portends trouble for all of us. We judged it
necessary to have a consultation about the matter."

I bowed in assent.

"Now, Mrs. Abbot," began the little doctor, solemnly, "there is no
longer a question of abstract ideas, but of an immediate emergency. We
feel that we, as the physicians in charge of the case, have the right to
take control of the matter. We do not see----"

"Dr. Perrin," I said, "let us come to the point. You want me to spin a
new web of deception?"

"We are of the opinion, Mrs. Abbott, that in such matters the physicians
in charge----"

"Excuse me," I said, quickly, "we have been over all this before, and we
know that we disagree. Has Mr. van Tuiver told you of the proposition I
have just made?"

"You mean for him to go to his wife----"

"Yes."

"He has told us of this, and has offered to do it. We are of the opinion
that it would be a grave mistake."

"It has been three weeks since the birth of the baby," I said. "Surely
all danger of fever is past. I will grant you that if it were a question
of telling her deliberately, it might be better to put it off for a
while. I would have been willing to wait for months, but for the fact
that I dreaded something like the present situation. Now that it has
happened, surely it is best to use our opportunity while all of us
are here and can persuade her to take the kindest attitude towards her
husband."

"Madam!" broke in Dr. Gibson. (He was having difficulty in controlling
his excitement.) "You are asking us to overstep the bounds of our
professional duty. It is not for the physician to decide upon the
attitude a wife should take toward her husband."

"Dr. Gibson," I replied, "that is what you propose to do, only you wish
to conceal the fact. You would force Mrs. van Tuiver to accept your
opinion of what a wife's duty is."

Dr. Perrin took command once more. "Our patient has asked for you, and
she looks to you for guidance. You must put aside your own convictions
and think of her health. You are the only person who can calm her, and
surely it is your duty to do so!"

"I know that I might go in and lie again to my friend, but she knows
too much to be deceived for very long. You know what a mind she has--a
lawyer's mind! How can I persuade her that the nurses--why, I do not
even know what she heard the nurses say!"

"We have that all written down for you," put in Dr. Perrin, quickly.

"You have their recollection of it, no doubt--but suppose they have
forgotten some of it? Sylvia has not forgotten, you may be sure--every
word is burned with fire into her brain. She has put with this
everything she ever heard on the subject--the experience of her
friend, Harriet Atkinson-all that I've told her in the past about such
things----"

"Ah!" growled Dr. Gibson. "That's it! If you had not meddled in the
beginning----"

"Now, now!" said the other, soothingly. "You ask me to relieve you of
the embarrassment of this matter. I quite agree with Mrs. Abbott that
there is too much ignorance about these things, but she must recognise,
I am sure, that this is not the proper moment for enlightening Mrs. van
Tuiver."

"I do not recognise it at all," I said. "If her husband will go to her
and tell her humbly and truthfully----"

"You are talking madness!" cried the old man, breaking loose again. "She
would be hysterical--she would regard him as something loathsome--some
kind of criminal----"

"Of course she would be shocked," I said, "but she has the coolest head
of anyone I know--I do not think of any man I would trust so fully
to take a rational attitude in the end. We can explain to her what
extenuating circumstances there are, and she will have to recognise
them. She will see that we are considering her rights----"

"Her _rights!_" The old man fairly snorted the words.

"Now, now, Dr. Gibson!" interposed the other. "You asked me----"

"I know! I know! But as the older of the physicians in charge of this
case----"

Dr. Perrin managed to frown him down, and went on trying to placate
me. But through the argument I could hear the old man muttering in
his collar a kind of double bass _pizzicato_: "Suffragettes! Fanatics!
Hysteria! Woman's Rights!"

27. The breeze was feeble, and the sun was blazing hot, but nevertheless
I made myself listen patiently for a while. They had said it all to
me, over and over again; but it seemed that Dr. Perrin could not be
satisfied until it had been said in Douglas van Tuiver's presence.

"Dr. Perrin," I exclaimed, "even supposing we make the attempt to
deceive her, we have not one plausible statement to make----"

"You are mistaken, Mrs. Abbott," said he. "We have the perfectly
well-known fact that this disease is often contracted in ways which
involve no moral blame. And in this case I believe I am in position to
state how the accident happened."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know whether you heard that just before Mrs. van Tuiver's
confinement, I was called away to one of the other keys to attend a
negro-woman. And since this calamity has befallen us, I have realized
that I was possibly not as careful in sterilizing my instruments as I
might have been. It is of course a dreadful thing for any physician to
have to believe----"

He stopped, and there was a long silence. I gazed from one to another of
the men. Two of them met my gaze; one did not. "He is going to let you
say that?" I whispered, at last.

"Honour and fairness compel me to say it, Mrs. Abbott. I believe----"

But I interrupted him. "Listen to me, Dr. Perrin. You are a chivalrous
gentleman, and you think you are helping a man in desperate need. But
I say that anyone who would permit you to tell such a tale is a
contemptible coward!"

"Madam," cried Dr. Gibson, furiously, "there is a limit even to a
woman's rights!"

A silence followed. At last I resumed, in a low voice, "You gentlemen
have your code: you protect the husband--you protect him at all hazards.
I could understand this, if he were innocent of the offence in question;
I could understand it if there were any possibility of his being
innocent. But how can you protect him, when you know that he is guilty?"

"There can be no question of such knowledge!" cried the old doctor.

"I have no idea," I said, "how much he has admitted to you; but let me
remind you of one circumstance, which is known to Dr. Perrin--that I
came to this place with the definite information that symptoms of the
disease were to be anticipated. Dr. Perrin knows that I told that to Dr.
Overton in New York. Has he informed you of it?"

There was an awkward interval. I glanced at van Tuiver, and I saw that
he was leaning forward, staring at me. I thought he was about to speak,
when Dr. Gibson broke in, excitedly, "All this is beside the mark! We
have a serious emergency to face, and we are not getting anywhere. As
the older of the physicians in charge of this case----"

And he went on to give me a lecture on the subject of authority. He
talked for five minutes, ten minutes--I lost all track of the time. I
had suddenly begun to picture how I would act and what I would say when
I went into Sylvia's room. What a state must Sylvia be in, while we sat
out here in the blazing mid-day sun, discussing her right to freedom and
knowledge!

28. "I have always been positive," Dr. Gibson was saying, "but the
present discussion has made me more positive than ever. As the older of
the physicians in charge of this case, I say most emphatically that the
patient shall not be told!"

I could not stand him any longer. "I am going to tell the patient," I
said.

"You shall _not_ tell her!"

"But how will you prevent me?"

"You shall not _see_ her!"

"But she is determined to see _me!_"

"She will be told that you are not there."

"And how long do you imagine that that will satisfy her?"

There was a pause. They looked at van Tuiver, expecting him to speak.
And so I heard once more his cold, deliberate voice. "We have done
all we can. There can no longer be any question as to the course to be
taken. Mrs. Abbott will not return to my home."

"What?" I cried. I stared at him, aghast. "What do you mean?"

"I mean what I say--that you will not be taken back to the island."

"But where will I be taken?"

"You will be taken to the mainland."

I stared at the others. No one gave a sign. At last I whispered, "You
would _dare?_"

"You leave us no other alternative," replied the master.

"You--you will practically kidnap me!" My voice must have been rather
wild at that moment.

"You left my home of your own free will. I think I need hardly point out
to you that I am not compelled to invite you back to it."

"And what will Sylvia----" I stopped; appalled at the vista the words
opened up.

"My wife," said van Tuiver, "will ultimately choose between her husband
and her most remarkable acquaintance."

"And you gentlemen?" I turned to the others. "You would give your
sanction to this outrageous action?"

"As the older of the physicians in charge of this case----" began Dr.
Gibson.

I turned to van Tuiver again. "When your wife finds out what you have
done to me--what will you answer?"

"We will deal with that situation when we come to it."

"Of course," I said, "you understand that sooner or later I shall get
word to her!"

He answered, "We shall assume from now on that you are a mad woman, and
shall take our precautions accordingly."

Again there was a silence.

"The launch will return to the mainland," said van Tuiver at last. "It
will remain there until Mrs. Abbott sees fit to go ashore. May I ask if
she has sufficient money in her purse to take her to New York?"

I could not help laughing. The thing was so wild--and yet I could see
that from their point of view it was the only thing to do. "Mrs. Abbott
is not certain that she is going back to New York," I replied. "If she
does go, it will not be with Mr. van Tuiver's money."

"One thing more," said Dr. Perrin. It was the first time he had spoken
since van Tuiver's incredible announcement. "I trust, Mrs. Abbott, that
this unfortunate situation may at all costs be concealed from servants,
and from the world in general."

From which I realized how badly I had them frightened. They actually saw
me making physical resistance!

"Dr. Perrin," I replied, "I am acting in this matter for my friend.
I will add this: that I believe that you are letting yourself be
overborne, and that you will regret it some day."

He made no answer. Douglas van Tuiver put an end to the discussion by
rising and signalling the other launch. When it had come alongside, he
said to the captain, "Mrs. Abbott is going back to the railroad. You
will take her at once."

Then he waited; I was malicious enough to give him an anxious moment
before I rose. Dr. Perrin offered me his hand; and Dr. Gibson said, with
a smile, "Good-bye, Mrs. Abbott. I'm sorry you can't stay with us any
longer."

I think it was something to my credit that I was able to play out the
game before the boatmen. "I am sorry, too," I countered. "I am hoping I
shall be able to return."

And then came the real ordeal. "Good-bye, Mrs. Abbott," said Douglas van
Tuiver, with his stateliest bow; and I managed to answer him!

As I took my seat, he beckoned his secretary. There was a whispered
consultation for a minute or two, and then the master returned to the
smaller launch with the doctors. He gave the word, and the two vessels
set out--one to the key, and the other to the railroad. The secretary
went in the one with me!

29. And here ends a certain stage of my story. I have described Sylvia
as I met her and judged her; and if there be any reader who has been
irked by this method, who thinks of me as a crude and pushing person,
disposed to meddle in the affairs of others, here is where that reader
will have his satisfaction and revenge. For if ever a troublesome puppet
was jerked suddenly off the stage--if ever a long-winded orator was
effectively snuffed out--I was that puppet and that orator. I stop and
think--shall I describe how I paced up and down the pier, respectfully
but emphatically watched by the secretary? And all the melodramatic
plots I conceived, the muffled oars and the midnight visits to my
Sylvia? My sense of humour forbids it. For a while now I shall take
the hint and stay in the background of this story. I shall tell the
experiences of Sylvia as Sylvia herself told them to me long afterwards;
saying no more about my own fate--save that I swallowed my humiliation
and took the next train to New York, a far sadder and wiser
social-reformer!





BOOK III. SYLVIA AS REBEL


1. Long afterwards Sylvia told me about what happened between her
husband and herself; how desperately she tried to avoid discussing the
issue with him--out of her very sense of fairness to him. But he came to
her room, in spite of her protest, and by his implacable persistence
he made her hear what he had to say. When he had made up his mind to a
certain course of action, he was no more to be resisted than a glacier.

"Sylvia," he said, "I know that you are upset by what has happened. I
make every allowance for your condition; but there are some statements
that I must be permitted to make, and there are simply no two ways about
it--you must get yourself together and hear me."

"Let me see Mary Abbott!" she insisted, again and again. "It may not be
what you want--but I demand to see her."

So at last he said, "You cannot see Mrs. Abbott. She has gone back to
New York." And then, at her look of consternation: "That is one of the
things I have to talk to you about."

"Why has she gone back?" cried Sylvia.

"Because I was unwilling to have her here."

"You mean you sent her away?"

"I mean that she understood she was no longer welcome."

Sylvia drew a quick breath and turned away to the window.

He took advantage of the opportunity to come near, and draw up a chair
for her. "Will you not pleased to be seated," he said. And at last she
turned, rigidly, and seated herself.

"The time has come," he declared, "when we have to settle this question
of Mrs. Abbott, and her influence upon your life. I have argued with you
about such matters, but now what has happened makes further discussion
impossible. You were brought up among people of refinement, and it has
been incredible to me that you should be willing to admit to your home
such a woman as this--not merely of the commonest birth, but without a
trace of the refinement to which you have been accustomed. And now
you see the consequences of your having brought such a person into our
life!"

He paused. She made no sound, and her gaze was riveted upon the
window-curtain.

"She happens to be here," he went on, "at a time when a dreadful
calamity befalls us--when we are in need of the utmost sympathy and
consideration. Here is an obscure and terrible affliction, which has
baffled the best physicians in the country; but this ignorant farmer's
wife considers that she knows all about it. She proceeds to discuss it
with every one--sending your poor aunt almost into hysterics, setting
the nurses to gossiping--God knows what else she has done, or what she
will do, before she gets through. I don't pretend to know her ultimate
purpose--blackmail, possibly----"

"Oh, how can you!" she broke out, involuntarily. "How can you say such a
thing about a friend of mine?"

"I might answer with another question--how can you have such a friend?
A woman who has cast off every restraint, every consideration of
decency--and yet is able to persuade a daughter of the Castlemans to
make her an intimate! Possibly she is an honest fanatic. Dr. Perrin
tells me she was the wife of a brutal farmer, who mistreated her. No
doubt that has embittered her against men, and accounts for her mania.
You see that her mind leaped at once to the most obscene and hideous
explanation of this misfortune of ours--an explanation which pleased her
because it blackened the honour of a man."

He stopped again. Sylvia's eyes had moved back to the window-curtain.

"I am not going to insult your ears," he said, "with discussions of her
ideas. The proper person to settle such matters is a physician, and if
you wish Dr. Perrin to do so, he will tell you what he knows about the
case. But I wish you to realize somehow what this thing has meant to
me. I have managed to control myself----" He saw her shut her lips more
tightly. "The doctors tell me that I must not excite you. But picture
the situation. I come to my home, bowed down with grief for you and for
my child. And this mad woman thrusts herself forward, shoves aside your
aunt and your physicians, and comes in the launch to meet me at the
station. And then she accuses me of being criminally guilty of the
blindness of my child--of having wilfully deceived my wife! Think of
it--that is my welcome to my home!"

"Douglas," she cried, wildly, "Mary Abbott would not have done such a
thing without reason----"

"I do not purpose to defend myself," he said, coldly. "If you are bent
upon filling your mind with such matters, go to Dr. Perrin. He will
tell you that he, as a physician, knows that the charge against me is
preposterous. He will tell you that even granting that the cause of
the blindness is what Mrs. Abbott guesses, there are a thousand ways in
which such an infection can be contracted, which are perfectly innocent,
involving no guilt on the part of anyone. Every doctor knows that
drinking-cups, wash-basins, towels, even food, can be contaminated. He
knows that any person can bring the affliction into a home--servants,
nurses, even the doctors themselves. Has your mad woman friend told you
any of that?"

"She has told me nothing. You know that I have had no opportunity to
talk with her. I only know what the nurses believe----"

"They believe what Mrs. Abbott told them. That is absolutely all the
reason they have for believing anything!"

She did not take that quite as he expected. "So Mary Abbott _did_ tell
them!" she cried.

He hurried on: "The poisonous idea of a vulgar Socialist woman--this is
the thing upon which you base your suspicions of your husband!"

"Oh!" she whispered, half to herself. "Mary Abbott _did_ say it!"

"What if she did?"

"Oh, Douglas, Mary would never have said such a thing to a nurse unless
she had been certain of it!"

"Certain?" he broke out. "What certainty could she imagine she had?
She is a bitter, frantic woman--a divorced woman--who jumped to the
conclusion that pleased her, because it involved the humiliation of a
rich man."

He went on, his voice trembling with suppressed passion: "When you know
the real truth, the thing becomes a nightmare. You, a delicate woman,
lying here helpless--the victim of a cruel misfortune, and with the
life of an afflicted infant depending upon your peace of mind. Your
physicians planning day and night to keep you quiet, to keep the
dreadful, unbearable truth from you----"

"Oh, what truth? That's the terrifying thing--to know that people are
keeping things from me! What _was_ it they were keeping?"

"First of all, the fact that the baby was blind; and then the cause of
it----"

"Then they _do_ know the cause?"

"They don't know positively--no one can know positively. But poor
Dr. Perrin had a dreadful idea, that he had to hide from you because
otherwise he could not bear to continue in your house----"

"Why, Douglas! What do you mean?"

"I mean that a few days before your confinement, he was called away to
the case of a negro-woman--you knew that, did you not?"

"Go on."

"He had the torturing suspicion that possibly he was not careful enough
in sterilizing his instruments, and that he, your friend and protector,
may be the man who is to blame."

"Oh! Oh!" Her voice was a whisper of horror.

"That is one of the secrets your doctors have been trying to hide."

There was silence, while her eyes searched his face. Suddenly she
stretched out her hands to him, crying desperately: "Oh, is this true?"

He did not take the outstretched hands. "Since I am upon the
witness-stand, I have to be careful of my replies. It is what Dr. Perrin
tells me. Whether the explanation he gives is the true one--whether
he himself, or the nurse he recommended, may have brought the
infection----"

"It couldn't have been the nurse," she said quickly. "She was so
careful----"

He did not allow her to finish. "You seem determined," he said, coldly,
"to spare everyone but your husband."

"No!" she protested, "I have tried hard to be fair--to be fair to both
you and my friend. Of course, if Mary Abbott was mistaken, I have done
you a great injustice--"

He saw that she was softening, and that it was safe for him to be a
man. "It has been with some difficulty that I have controlled myself
throughout this experience," he said, rising to his feet. "If you do not
mind, I think I will not carry the discussion any further, as I don't
feel that I can trust myself to listen to a defence of that woman from
your lips. I will only tell you my decision in the matter. I have never
before used my authority as a husband; I hoped I should never have to
use it. But the time has come when you will have to choose between
Mary Abbott and your husband. I will positively not tolerate your
corresponding with her, or having anything further to do with her.
I take my stand upon that, and nothing will move me. I will not even
permit of any discussion of the subject. And now I hope you will excuse
me. Dr. Perrin wishes me to tell you that either he or Dr. Gibson are
ready at any time to advise you about these matters, which have been
forced upon your mind against their judgment and protests."

2. You can see that it was no easy matter for Sylvia to get at the
truth. The nurses, already terrified because of their indiscretion, had
been first professionally thrashed, and then carefully drilled as to the
answers they were to make. But as a matter of fact they did not have
to make any answers at all, because Sylvia was unwilling to reveal to
anyone her distrust of her husband.

One of two things was certain: either she had been horribly wronged by
her husband, or now she was horribly wronging him. Which was the truth?
Was it conceivable that I, Mary Abbott, would leap to a false conclusion
about such a matter? She knew that I felt intensely, almost fanatically,
on the subject, and also that I had been under great emotional stress.
Was it possible that I would have voiced mere suspicions to the nurses?
Sylvia could not be sure, for my standards were as strange to her as
my Western accent. She knew that I talked freely to everyone about such
matters--and would be as apt to select the nurses as the ladies of
the house. On the other hand, how was it conceivable that I could know
positively? To recognize a disease might be easy; but to specify from
what source it had come--that was surely not in my power!

They did not leave her alone for long. Mrs. Tuis came in, with her
feminine terrors. "Sylvia, you must know that you are treating your
husband dreadfully! He has gone away down the beach by himself, and has
not even seen his baby!"

"Aunt Varina--" she began, "won't you please go away?"

But the other rushed on: "Your husband comes here, broken with grief
because of this affliction; and you overwhelm him with the most cruel
and wicked reproaches with charges you have no way in the world of
proving----" And the old lady caught her niece by the hand. "My child!
Come, do your duty!"

"My duty?"

"Make yourself fit, and take your husband to see his baby."

"Oh, I can't!" cried Sylvia. "I don't want to be there when he sees her!
If I loved him--" Then, seeing her aunt's face of horror, she was seized
with a sudden impulse of pity, and caught the poor old lady in her arms.
"Aunt Varina," she said, "I am making you suffer, I know--I am making
everyone suffer! But if you only knew how I am suffering myself! How can
I know what to do."

Mrs. Tuis was weeping; but quickly she got herself together, and
answered in a firm voice, "Your old auntie can tell you what to do. You
must come to your senses, my child--you must let your reason prevail.
Get your face washed, make yourself presentable, and come and take your
husband to see your baby. Women have to suffer, dear; we must not shirk
our share of life's burdens."

"There is no danger of my shirking," said Sylvia, bitterly.

"Come, dear, come," pleaded Mrs. Tuis. She was trying to lead the girl
to the mirror. If only she could be made to see how distraught and
disorderly she looked! "Let me help you to dress, dear--you know how
much better it always makes you feel."

Sylvia laughed, a trifle wildly--but Mrs. Tuis had dealt with hysteria
before. "What would you like to wear?" she demanded. And then, without
waiting for an answer, "Let me choose something. One of your pretty
frocks."

"A pretty frock, and a seething volcano underneath! That is your idea of
a woman's life!"

The other responded very gravely, "A pretty frock, my dear, and a
smile--instead of a vulgar scene, and ruin and desolation afterwards."

Sylvia made no reply. Yes, that was the life of woman--her old aunt
knew! And her old aunt knew also the psychology of her sex. She did not
go on talking about pretty frocks in the abstract; she turned at once to
the clothes-closet, and began laying pretty frocks upon the bed!

3. Sylvia emerged upon the "gallery," clad in dainty pink muslin, her
beautiful shiny hair arranged under a semi-invalid's cap of pink maline.
Her face was pale, and the big red-brown eyes were hollow; but she was
quiet, and apparently mistress of herself again. She even humoured Aunt
Varina by leaning slightly upon her feeble arm, while the maid hastened
to place her chair in a shaded spot.

Her husband came, and the doctors; the tea-things were brought, and
Aunt Varina poured tea, a-flutter with excitement. They talked about
the comparative temperatures of New York and the Florida Keys, and about
hedges of jasmine to shade the gallery from the evening sun. And after
a while, Aunt Varina arose, explaining that she would prepare Elaine for
her father's visit. In the doorway she stood for a moment, smiling upon
the pretty picture; it was all settled now--the outward forms had been
observed, and the matter would end, as such matters should end between
husband and wife--a few tears, a few reproaches, and then a few kisses.

The baby was made ready, with a new dress, and a fresh silk bandage
to cover the pitiful, lifeless eyes. Aunt Varina had found pleasure in
making these bandages; she made them soft and pretty--less hygienic,
perhaps, but avoiding the suggestion of the hospital.

When Sylvia and her husband came into the room, the faces of both of
them were white. Sylvia stopped near the door-way; and poor Aunt Varina
fluttered about, in agony of soul. When van Tuiver went to the cradle,
she hurried to his side, and sought to awaken the little one with gentle
nudges. Quite unexpectedly to her, van Tuiver sought to pick up the
infant; she helped him, and he stood, holding it awkwardly, as if afraid
it might go to pieces in his arms.

So any man might appear, with his first infant; but to Sylvia it seemed
the most tragic sight she had ever seen in her life. She gave a low
cry, "Douglas!" and he turned, and she saw his face was working with the
feeling he was ashamed for anyone to see. "Oh, Douglas," she whispered,
"I'm so _sorry_ for you!" At which Aunt Varina decided that it was time
for her to make her escape.

4. But the trouble between these two were not such as could be settled
by any burst of emotion. The next day they were again in a dispute, for
he had come to ask her word of honour that she would never see me again,
and would give him my letters to be returned unopened. This last was
what she had let her father do in the case of Frank Shirley; and she had
become certain in her own mind that she had done wrong.

But he was insistent in his demand; declaring that it should be obvious
to her there could be no peace of mind for him so long as my influence
continued in her life.

"But surely," protested Sylvia, "to hear Mary Abbott's explanation----"

"There can be no explanation that is not an insult to your husband, and
to those who are caring for you. I am speaking in this matter not merely
for myself, but for your physicians, who know this woman, heard her
menaces and her vulgarity. It is their judgment that you should be
protected at all hazards from further contact with her."

"Douglas," she argued, "you must realize that I am in distress of mind
about this matter----"

"I certainly realize that."

"And if you are thinking of my welfare, you should choose a course that
would set my mind at rest. But when you come to me and ask me that I
should not even read a letter from my friend--don't you realize what you
suggest to me, that there is something you are afraid for me to know?"

"I do not attempt to deny my fear of this woman. I have seen how she has
been able to poison your mind with suspicions----"

"Yes, Douglas--but now that has been done. What else is there to fear
from her?"

"I have no idea what. She is a bitter, jealous woman, with a mind full
of hatred; and you are an innocent girl, who cannot judge about these
matters. What idea have you of the world in which you live, of the
slanders to which a man in your husband's position is exposed?"

"I am not quite such a child as that----"

"You have simply no idea, I tell you. I remember your consternation
when we first met, and I told you about the woman who had written me
a begging letter, and got an interview with me, and then started
screaming, and refused to leave the house till I had paid her a lot of
money. You had never heard such stories, had you? Yet it is the kind of
thing that is happening to rich men continually; it was one of the first
rules I was taught, never to let myself be alone with a strange woman,
no matter of what age, or under what circumstances."

"But, I assure you, I would not listen to such people----"

"You are asking right now to listen! And you would be influenced by
her--you could not help it, any more than you can help being distressed
about what she has already said. She intimated to Dr. Perrin that she
believed that I had been a man of depraved life, and that my wife and
child were now paying the penalty. How can I tell what vile stories
concerning me she may not have heard? How could I have any peace of mind
while I knew that she was free to pour them into your ear?"

Sylvia sat dumb with questions she would not utter, hovering on the tip
of her tongue.

He took her silence for acquiesence, and went on, quickly, "Let me give
you an illustration. A friend of mine whom you know well--I might as
well tell you his name, it was Freddie Atkins--was at supper with some
theatrical women; and one of them, not having any idea that Freddie knew
me, proceeded to talk about me, and how she had met me, and where we had
been together--about my yacht, and my castle in Scotland, and I don't
know what all else. It seems that this woman had been my mistress for
several years; she told quite glibly about me and my habits. Freddie got
the woman's picture, on some pretext or other, and brought it to me; I
had never laid eyes on her in my life. He could hardly believe it, and
to prove it to him I offered to meet the woman, under another name.
We sat in a restaurant, and she told the tale to Freddie and myself
together--until finally he burst out laughing, and told her who I was."

He paused, to let this sink in. "Now, suppose your friend, Mary Abbott,
had met that woman! I don't imagine she is particularly careful whom
she associates with; and suppose she had come and told you that she knew
such a woman--what would you have said? Can you deny that the tale would
have made an impression on you? Yet, I've not the least doubt there are
scores of women who made such tales about me a part of their stock in
trade; there are thousands of women whose fortunes would be made for
life if they could cause such a tale to be believed. And imagine how
well-informed they would be, if anyone were to ask them concerning
my habits, and the reason why our baby is blind! I tell you, when the
rumour concerning our child has begun to spread, there will be ten
thousand people in New York city who will know of first-hand, personal
knowledge exactly how it happened, and how you took it, and everything
that I said to you about it. There will be sneers in the society-papers,
from New York to San Francisco; and smooth-tongued gentlemen calling,
to give us hints that we can stop these sneers by purchasing a de-luxe
edition of a history of our ancestors for six thousand dollars. There
will be well-meaning and beautiful-souled people who will try to get
you to confide in them, and then use their knowledge of your domestic
unhappiness to blackmail you; there will be threats of law-suits from
people who will claim that they have contracted a disease from you
or your child--your laundress, perhaps, or your maid, or one of these
nurses----"

"Oh, stop! stop!" she cried.

"I am quite aware," he said, quietly, "that these things are not
calculated to preserve the peace of mind of a young mother. You are
horrified when I tell you of them--yet you clamour for the right to have
Mrs. Abbott tell you of them! I warn you, Sylvia--you have married a
rich man, who is exposed to the attacks of cunning and unscrupulous
enemies. You, as his wife, are exactly as much exposed--possibly even
more so. Therefore when I see you entering into what I know to be a
dangerous intimacy, I must have the right to say to you, This shall
stop, and I tell you, there can never be any safety or peace of mind for
either of us, so long as you attempt to deny me that right."

5. Dr. Gibson took his departure three or four days later; and before
he went, he came to give her his final blessing; talking to her, as he
phrased it, "like a Dutch uncle." "You must understand," he said, "I am
almost old enough to be your grandfather. I have four sons, anyone of
whom might have married you, if they had had the good fortune to be in
Castleman County at the critical time. So you must let me be frank with
you."

Sylvia indicated that she was willing.

"We don't generally talk to women about these matters; because they've
no standard by which to judge, and they almost always fly off and have
hysterics. Their case seems to them exceptional and horrible, their
husbands the blackest criminals in the whole tribe."

He paused for a moment. "Now, Mrs. van Tuiver, the disease which has
made your baby blind is probably what we call gonorrhea. When it gets
into the eyes, it has very terrible results. But it doesn't often get
into the eyes, and for the most part it's a trifling affair, that we
don't worry about. I know there are a lot of new-fangled notions, but
I'm an old man, with experience of my own, and I have to have things
proven to me. I know that with as much of this disease as we doctors
see, if it was a deadly disease, there'd be nobody left alive in the
world. As I say, I don't like to discuss it with women; but it was not I
who forced the matter upon your attention----"

"Pray go on, Dr. Gibson," she said. "I really wish to know all that you
will tell me."

"The question has come up, how was this disease brought to your child?
Dr. Perrin suggested that possibly he--you understand his fear; and
possibly he is correct. But it seems to me an illustration of the
unwisdom of a physician's departing from his proper duty, which is to
cure people. If you wish to find out who brought a disease, what you
need is a detective. I know, of course, that there are people who can
combine the duties of physician and detective--and that without any
previous preparation or study of either profession."

He waited for this irony to sink in; and Sylvia also waited, patiently.

At last he resumed, "The idea has been planted in your mind that your
husband brought the trouble; and that idea is sure to stay there and
fester. So it becomes necessary for someone to talk to you straight. Let
me tell you that eight men out of ten have had this disease at some time
in their lives; also that very few of them were cured of it when they
thought they were. You have a cold: and then next month, you say
the cold is gone. So it is, for practical purposes. But if I take a
microscope, I find the germs of the cold still in your membranes, and I
know that you can give a cold, and a bad cold, to some one else who is
sensitive. It is true that you may go through all the rest of your life
without ever being entirely rid of that cold. You understand me?"

"Yes," said Sylvia, in a low voice.

"I say eight out of ten. Estimates would differ. Some doctors would say
seven out of ten--and some actual investigations have shown nine out of
ten. And understand me, I don't mean bar-room loafers and roustabouts.
I mean your brothers, if you have any, your cousins, your best friends,
the men who came to make love to you, and whom you thought of marrying.
If you had found it out about any one of them, of course you'd have cut
the acquaintance; yet you'd have been doing an injustice--for if you
had done that to all who'd ever had the disease, you might as well have
retired to a nunnery at once."

The old gentleman paused again; then frowning at her under his bushy
eye-brows, he exclaimed, "I tell you, Mrs. van Tuiver, you're doing your
husband a wrong. Your husband loves you, and he's a good man--I've
had some talks with him, and I know he's not got nearly so much on his
conscience as the average husband. I'm a Southern man, and I know these
gay young bloods you've danced and flirted with all your young life. Do
you think if you went probing into their secret affairs, you'd have
had much pleasure in their company afterwards? I tell you again, you're
doing your husband a wrong! You're doing something that very few men
would stand, as patiently as he has stood it so far."

All this time Sylvia had given no sign. So the old gentleman began to
feel a trifle uneasy. "Mind you," he said, "I'm not saying that men
ought to be like that. They deserve a good hiding, most of them--they're
very few of them fit to associate with a good woman. I've always said
that no man is really good enough for a good woman. But my point is that
when you select one to punish, you select not the guiltiest one, but
simply the one who's had the misfortune to fall under suspicion. And he
knows that's not fair; he'd have to be more than human if deep in his
soul he did not bitterly resent it. You understand me?"

"I understand," she replied, in the same repressed voice.

And the doctor rose and laid his hand on her shoulder. "I'm going home,"
he said--"very probably we'll never meet each other again. I see you
making a great mistake, laying up unhappiness for yourself in the
future; and I wish to prevent it if I can. I wish to persuade you to
face the facts of the world in which we live. So I am going to tell you
something that I never expected I should tell to a lady."

He was looking her straight in the eye. "You see me--I'm an old man, and
I seem fairly respectable to you. You've laughed at me some, but even
so, you've found it possible to get along with me without too great
repugnance. Well, I've had this disease; I've had it, and nevertheless
I've raised six fine, sturdy children. More than that--I'm not free to
name anybody else, but I happen to know positively that among the men
your husband employs on this island there are two who have the disease
right now. And the next charming and well-bred gentleman you are
introduced to, just reflect that there are at least eight chances in ten
that he has had the disease, and perhaps three or four in ten that he
has it at the minute he's shaking hands with you. And now you think that
over, and stop tormenting your poor husband!"

6. One of the first things I did when I reached New York was to send a
little love-letter to Sylvia. I said nothing that would distress her; I
merely assured her that she was in my thoughts, and that I should look
to see her in New York, when we could have a good talk. I put this in
a plain envelope, with a typewritten address, and registered it in the
name of my stenographer. The receipt came back, signed by an unknown
hand, probably the secretary's. I found out later that the letter never
got to Sylvia.

No doubt it was the occasion of renewed efforts upon her husband's part
to obtain from her the promise he desired. He would not be put off with
excuses; and at last he got her answer, in the shape of a letter which
she told him she intended to mail to me. In this letter she announced
her decision that she owed it to her baby to avoid all excitement and
nervous strain during the time that she was nursing it. Her husband had
sent for the yacht, and they were going to Scotland, and in the winter
to the Mediterranean and the Nile. Meantime she would not correspond
with me; but she wished me to know that there was to be no break in our
friendship, and that she would see me upon her return to New York.

"There is much that has happened that I do not understand," she added.
"For the present, however, I shall try to dismiss it from my mind. I am
sure you will agree that it is right for me to give a year to being
a mother; as I wish you to feel perfectly at peace in the meantime, I
mention that it is my intention to be a mother only, and not a wife. I
am showing this letter to my husband before I mail it, so that he may
know exactly what I am doing, and what I have decided to do in the
future."

"Of course," he said, after reading this, "you may send the letter,
if you insist--but you must realize that you are only putting off the
issue."

She made no reply; and at last he asked, "You mean you intend to defy me
in this matter?"

"I mean," she replied, quietly, "that for the sake of my baby I intend
to put off all discussion for a year."

7. I figured that I should hear from Claire Lepage about two days after
I reached New York; and sure enough, she called me on the 'phone.
"I want to see you at once," she declared; and her voice showed the
excitement under which she was labouring.

"Very well," I said, "come down."

She entered my little living-room. It was the first time she had ever
visited me, but she did not stop for a glance about her; she did not
even stop to sit down. "Why didn't you tell me that you knew Sylvia
Castleman?" she cried.

"My dear woman," I replied, "I was not under the least obligation to
tell you."

"You have betrayed me!" she exclaimed, wildly.

"Come, Claire," I said, after I had looked her in the eye a bit to calm
her. "You know quite well that I was under no bond of secrecy. And,
besides, I haven't done you any harm."

"Why did you do it?" I regret to add that she swore.

"I never once mentioned your name, Claire."

"How much good do you imagine that does me? They have managed to find
out everything. They caught me in a trap."

I reminded myself that it would not do to show any pity for her. "Sit
down, Claire," I said. "Tell me about it."

She cried, in a last burst of anger, "I don't want to talk to you!"

"All right," I answered. "But then, why did you come?"

There was no reply to that. She sat down. "They were too much for me!"
she lamented. "If I'd had the least hint, I might have held my own. As
it was--I let them make a fool of me."

"You are talking hieroglyphics to me. Who are 'they'?"

"Douglas, and that old fox, Rossiter Torrance."

"Rossiter Torrance?" I repeated the name, and then suddenly remembered.
The thin-lipped old family lawyer!

"He sent up his card, and said he'd been sent to see me by Mary Abbot.
Of course, I had no suspicion--I fell right into the trap. We talked
about you for a while--he even got me to tell him where you lived; and
then at last he told me that he hadn't come from you at all, but had
merely wanted to find out if I knew you, and how intimate we were. He
had been sent by Douglas; and he wanted to know right away how much I
had told you about Douglas, and why I had done it. Of course, I denied
that I had told anything. Heavens, what a time he gave me!"

Claire paused. "Mary, how could you have played such a trick upon me?"

"I had no thought of doing you any harm," I replied. "I was simply
trying to help Sylvia."

"To help her at any expense!"

"Tell me, what will come of it? Are you afraid they'll cut off your
allowance?"

"That's the threat."

"But will they carry it out?"

She sat, gazing at me resentfully. "I don't know whether I ought to
trust you any more," she said.

"Do what you please about that," I replied. "I don't want to urge you."

She hesitated a bit longer, and then decided to throw herself upon my
mercy. They would not dare to carry out their threat, so long as Sylvia
had not found out the whole truth. So now she had come to beg me to tell
no more than I had already told. She was utterly abject about it. I had
pretended to be her friend, I had won her confidence and listened to her
confessions; how did I wish to ruin her utterly, to have her cast out on
the street?

Poor Claire! I said in the early part of my story that she understood
the language of idealism; but I wonder what I have told about her that
justifies this. The truth is, she was going down so fast that already
she seemed a different person; and she had been frightened by the
thin-lipped old family lawyer, so that she was incapable of even a
decent pretence.

"Claire," I said, "there is no need for you to go on like this. I
have not the slightest intention of telling Sylvia about you. I cannot
imagine the circumstances that would make me want to tell her. Even if I
should do it, I would tell her in confidence, so that her husband would
never have any idea----"

She went almost wild at this. To imagine that a woman would keep such a
confidence! As if she would not throw it at her husband's head the first
time they quarreled! Besides, if Sylvia knew this truth, she might leave
him; and if she left him, Claire's hold on his money would be gone.

Over this money we had a long and lachrymose interview. And at the end
of it, there she sat gazing into space, baffled and bewildered. What
kind of a woman was I? How had I got to be the friend of Sylvia van
Tuiver? What had she seen in me, and what did I expect to get out of
her? I answered briefly; and suddenly Claire was overwhelmed by a rush
of curiosity--plain human curiosity. What was Sylvia like? Was she as
clever as they said? What was the baby like, and how was Sylvia taking
the misfortune? Could it really be true that I had been visiting the van
Tuivers in Florida, as old Rossiter Torrance had implied?

Needless to say, I did not answer these questions freely. And I really
think my visitor was more pained by my uncommunicativeness than she
was by my betrayal of her. It was interesting also to notice a subtle
difference in her treatment of me. Gone was the slight touch of
condescension, gone was most of the familiarity! I had become a
personage, a treasurer of high state secrets, an intimate of the great
ones! There must be something more to me than Claire had realized
before!

Poor Claire! She passes here from this story. For years thereafter I
used to catch a glimpse of her now and then, in the haunts of the birds
of gorgeous plumage; but I never got a chance to speak to her, nor did
she ever call on me again. So I do not know if Douglas van Tuiver still
continues her eight thousand a year. All I can say is that when I saw
her, her plumage was as gorgeous as ever, and its style duly certified
to the world that it had not been held over from a previous season of
prosperity. Twice I thought she had been drinking too much; but then--so
had many of the other ladies with the little glasses of bright-coloured
liquids before them.

8. For the rest of that year I knew nothing about Sylvia except what I
read in the "society" column of my newspaper--that she was spending the
late summer in her husband's castle in Scotland. I myself was suffering
from the strain of what I had been through, and had to take a vacation.
I went West; and when I came back in the fall, to plunge again into my
work, I read that the van Tuivers, in their yacht, the "Triton," were in
the Mediterranean, and were planning to spend the winter in Japan.

And then one day in January, like a bolt from the blue, came a cablegram
from Sylvia, dated Cairo: "Sailing for New York, Steamship 'Atlantic,'
are you there, answer."

Of course I answered. And I consulted the sailing-lists, and waited,
wild with impatience. She sent me a wireless, two days out, and so I was
at the pier when the great vessel docked. Yes, there she was, waving her
handkerchief to me; and there by her side stood her husband.

It was a long, cold ordeal, while the ship was warped in. We could only
gaze at each other across the distance, and stamp our feet and beat our
hands. There were other friends waiting for the van Tuivers, I saw,
and so I held myself in the background, full of a thousand wild
speculations. How incredible that Sylvia, arriving with her husband,
should have summoned me to meet her!

At last the gangway was let down, and the stream of passengers began
to flow. In time came the van Tuivers, and their friends gathered
to welcome them. I waited; and at last Sylvia came to me--outwardly
calm--but with her emotions in the pressure of her two hands. "Oh, Mary,
Mary!" she murmured. "I'm so glad to see you! I'm so glad to see you!"

"What has happened?" I asked.

Her voice went to a whisper. "I am leaving my husband."

"Leaving your husband!" I stood, dumbfounded.

"Leaving him for ever, Mary."

"But--but----" I could not finish the sentence. My eyes moved to where
he stood, calmly chatting with his friends.

"He insisted on coming back with me, to preserve appearances. He is
terrified of the gossip. He is going all the way home, and then leave
me."

"Sylvia! What does it mean?" I whispered.

"I can't tell you here. I want to come and see you. Are you living at
the same place?"

I answered in the affirmative.

"It's a long story," she added. "I must apologise for asking you to come
here, where we can't talk. But I did it for an important reason. I can't
make my husband really believe that I mean what I say; and you are my
Declaration of Independence!" And she laughed, but a trifle wildly, and
looking at her suddenly, I realized that she was keyed almost to the
breaking point.

"You poor dear!" I murmured.

"I wanted to show him that I meant what I said. I wanted him to see us
meet. You see, he's going home, thinking that with the help of my people
he can make me change my mind."

"But why do you go home? Why not stay here with me? There's an apartment
vacant next to mine."

"And with a baby?"

"There are lots of babies in our tenement," I said. But to tell the
truth, I had almost forgotten the baby in the excitement of the moment.
"How is she," I asked.

"Come and see," said Sylvia; and when I glanced enquiringly at the tall
gentleman who was chatting with his friends, she added, "She's _my_
baby, and I have a right to show her."

The nurse, a rosy-cheeked English girl in a blue dress and a bonnet with
long streamers, stood apart, holding an armful of white silk and lace.
Sylvia turned back the coverings; and again I beheld the vision which
had so thrilled me--the comical little miniature of herself--her nose,
her lips, her golden hair. But oh, the pitiful little eyes, that did not
move! I looked at my friend, uncertain what I should say; I was startled
to see her whole being aglow with mother-pride. "Isn't she a dear?" she
whispered. "And, Mary, she's learning so fast, and growing--you couldn't
believe it!" Oh, the marvel of mother-love, I thought--that is blinder
than any child it ever bore!

We turned away; and Sylvia said, "I'll come to you as soon as I've got
the baby settled. Our train starts for the South to-night, so I shan't
waste any time."

"God bless you, dear," I whispered; and she gave my hand a squeeze, and
turned away. I stood for a few moments watching, and saw her approach
her husband, and exchange a few smiling words with him in the presence
of their friends. I, knowing the agony that was in the hearts of that
desperate young couple, marvelled anew at the discipline of caste.

9. She sat in my big arm-chair; and how proud I was of her, and
how thrilled by her courage. Above all, however, I was devoured by
curiosity. "Tell me!" I exclaimed.

"There's so much," she said.

"Tell me why you are leaving him."

"Mary, because I don't love him. That's the one reason. I have thought
it out--I have thought of little else for the last year. I have come to
see that it is wrong for a woman to live with a man she does not love.
It is the supreme crime a woman can commit."

"Ah, yes!" I said. "If you have got that far!"

"I have got that far. Other things have contributed, but they are not
the real things--they might have been forgiven. The fact that he had
this disease, and made my child blind----"

"Oh! You found out that?"

"Yes, I found it out."

"How?"

"It came to me little by little. In the end, he grew tired of
pretending, I think." She paused for a moment, then went on, "The
trouble was over the question of my obligations as a wife. You see, I
had told him at the outset that I was going to live for my baby, and for
her alone. That was the ground upon which he had persuaded me not to see
you or read any of your letters. I was to ask no questions, and be nice
and bovine--and I agreed. But then, a few months ago, my husband came to
me with the story of his needs. He said that the doctors had given their
sanction to our reunion. Of course, I was stunned. I knew that he had
understood me before we left Florida."

She stopped. "Yes, dear," I said, gently.

"Well, he said now the doctors were agreed there was no danger to either
of us. We could take precautions and not have children. I could only
plead that the whole subject was distressing to me. He had asked me to
put off my problems till my baby was weaned; now I asked him to put off
his. But that would not do, it seemed. He took to arguing with me. It
was an unnatural way to live, and he could not endure it. I was a woman,
and I couldn't understand this. It seemed utterly impossible to make him
realize what I felt. I suppose he has always had what he wanted, and he
simply does not know what it is to be denied. It wasn't only a physical
thing, I think; it was an affront to his pride, a denial of his
authority." She stopped, and I saw her shudder.

"I have been through it all," I said.

"He wanted to know how long I expected to withhold myself. I said,
'Until I have got this disease out of my mind, as well as out of my
body; until I know that there is no possibility of either of us having
it, to give to the other.' But then, after I had taken a little more
time to think it over, I said, 'Douglas, I must be honest with you. I
shall never be able to live with you again. It is no longer a question
of your wishes or mine--it is a question of right or wrong. I do not
love you. I know now that it can never under any circumstances be right
for a woman to give herself in the intimacy of the sex-relation without
love. When she does it, she is violating the deepest instinct of her
nature, the very voice of God in her soul.'

"His reply was, 'Why didn't you know that before you married?'

"I answered, 'I did not know what marriage meant; and I let myself be
persuaded by others.'

"'By your own mother!' he declared.

"I said, 'A mother who permits her daughter to commit such an offence is
either a slave-dealer, or else a slave.' Of course, he thought I was
out of my mind at that. He argued about the duties of marriage, the
preserving of the home, wives submitting themselves to their husbands,
and so on. He would not give me any peace----"

And suddenly she started up. I saw in her eyes the light of old battles.
"Oh, it was a horror!" she cried, beginning to pace the floor. "It
seemed to me that I was living the agony of all the loveless marriages
of the world. I felt myself pursued, not merely by the importunate
desires of one man--I suffered with all the millions of women who give
themselves night after night without love! He came to seem like some
monster to me; I could not meet him unexpectedly without starting. I
forbade him to mention the subject to me again, and for a long time he
obeyed. But several weeks ago he brought it up afresh, and I lost my
self-control completely. 'Douglas,' I said, 'I can stand it no longer!
It is not only the tragedy of my blind child--it's that you have driven
me to hate you. You have crushed all the life and joy and youth out of
me! You've been to me like a terrible black cloud, constantly pressing
down on me, smothering me. You stalk around me like a grim, sepulchral
figure, closing me up in the circle of your narrow ideas. But now I can
endure it no longer. I was a proud, high-spirited girl, you've made
of me a colourless social automaton, a slave of your stupid worldly
traditions. I'm turning into a feeble, complaining, discontented wife!
And I refuse to be it. I'm going home--where at least there's some human
spontaneity left in people; I'm going back to my father!'--And I went
and looked up the next steamer!"

She stopped. She stood before me, with the fire of her wild Southern
blood shining in her cheeks and in her eyes.

I sat waiting, and finally she went on, "I won't repeat all his
protests. When he found that I was really going, he offered to take me
in the yacht, but I wouldn't go in the yacht. I had got to be really
afraid of him--sometimes, you know, his obstinacy seems to be abnormal,
almost insane. So then he decided he would have to go in the steamer
with me to preserve appearances. I had a letter saying that papa was
not well, and he said that would serve for an excuse. He is going to
Castleman County, and after he has stayed a week or so, he is going off
on a hunting-trip, and not return."

"And will he do it?"

"I don't think he expects to do it at present. I feel sure he has the
idea of starting mamma to quoting the Bible to me, and dragging me down
with her tears. But I have done all I can to make clear to him that
it will make no difference. I told him I would not say a word about my
intentions at home until he had gone away, and that I expected the same
silence from him. But, of course--" She stopped abruptly, and after a
moment she asked: "What do you think of it, Mary?"

I leaned forward and took her two hands in mine. "Only," I said, "that
I'm glad you fought it out alone! I knew it had to come--and I didn't
want to have to help you to decide!"

10. She sat for a while absorbed in her own thoughts. Knowing her as I
did, I understood what intense emotions were seething within her, what a
terrific struggle her decision must have represented.

"Dear Friend," she said, suddenly, "don't think I haven't seen his side
of the case. I try to tell myself that I dealt with him frankly from
the beginning. But then I ask was there ever a man I dealt with frankly?
There was coquetry in the very clothes I wore! And now that we are so
entangled, now that he loves me, what is my duty? I find I can't respect
his love for me. A part of it is because my beauty fascinates him, but
more of it seems to me just wounded vanity. I was the only woman who
ever flouted him, and he has a kind of snobbery that made him think I
must be something remarkable because of it. I talked that all out with
him--yes, I've dragged him through all that humiliation. I wanted to
make him see that he didn't really love me, that he only wanted to
conquer me, to force me to admire him and submit to him. I want to
be myself, and he wants to be himself--that has always been the issue
between us."

"That is the issue in many unhappy marriages," I said.

"I've done a lot of thinking in the last year," she resumed--"about
things generally, I mean. We American women think we are so free. That
is because our husbands indulge us, give us money, and let us run
about. But when it comes to real freedom--freedom of intellect and of
character, English women are simply another kind of being from us. I met
a cabinet minister's wife--he's a Conservative in everything, and she's
an ardent suffragist; she not merely gives money, she makes speeches and
has a public name. Yet they are friends, and have a happy home-life. Do
you suppose my husband would consider such an arrangement?"

"I thought he admired English ways," I said.

"There was the Honorable Betty Annersley--the sister of a chum of his.
She was friendly with the militants, and I wanted to talk to her to
understand what such women thought. Yet my husband tried to stop me from
going to see her. And it's the same way with everything I try to do,
that threatens to take me out of his power. He wanted me to accept
the authority of the doctors as to any possible danger from venereal
disease. When I got the books, and showed him what the doctors admitted
about the question--the narrow margin of safety they allowed, the
terrible chances they took--he was angry again."

She stopped, seeing a question in my eyes. "I've been reading up on the
subject," she explained. "I know it all now--the things I should have
known before I married."

"How did you manage that?"

"I tried to get two of the doctors to give me something to read, but
they wouldn't hear of it. I'd set myself crazy imagining things, it was
no sort of stuff for a woman's mind. So in the end I took the bit in my
teeth. I found a medical book store, and I went in and said: 'I am
an American physician, and I want to see the latest works on venereal
disease.' So the clerk took me to the shelves, and I picked out a couple
of volumes."

"You poor child!" I exclaimed.

"When Douglas found that I was reading these books he threatened to
burn them. I told him 'There are more copies in the store, and I am
determined to be educated on this subject.'"

She paused. "How much like my own experience!" I thought.

"There were chapters on the subject of wives, how much they were not
told, and why this was. So very quickly I began to see around my own
experience. Douglas must have figured out that this would be so, for the
end of the matter was an admission."

"You don't mean he confessed to you!"

She smiled bitterly. "No," she said. "He brought Dr. Perrin to London to
do it for him. Dr. Perrin said he had concluded I had best know that my
husband had had some symptoms of the disease. He, the doctor, wished to
tell me who was to blame for the attempt to deceive me. Douglas had been
willing to admit the truth, but all the doctors had forbidden it. I must
realise the fearful problem they had, and not blame them, and, above all
I must not blame my husband, who had been in their hands in the matter."

"How stupid men are! As if that would excuse him!"

"I'm afraid I showed the little man how poor an impression he had
made--both for himself and for his patron. But I had suffered all there
was to suffer, and I was tired of pretending. I told him it would
have been far better for them if they had told me the truth at the
beginning."

"Ah, yes!" I said. "That is what I tried to make them see; but all I got
for it was a sentence of deportation!"

11. When Sylvia's train arrived at the station of her home town, the
whole family was waiting upon the platform for her, and a good part of
the town besides. The news that she had arrived in New York, and was
coming home on account of her father's illness, had, of course, been
reproduced in all the local papers, with the result that the worthy
major had been deluged with telegrams and letters concerning his health.
Notwithstanding, he had insisted upon coming to the train to meet his
daughter. He was not going to be shut up in a sickroom to please all the
gossips of two hemispheres. In his best black broad-cloth, his broad,
black hat newly brushed, and his old-fashioned, square-toed shoes newly
shined, he paced up and down the station platform for half an hour, and
it was to his arms that Sylvia flew when she alighted from the train.

There was "Miss Margaret," who had squeezed her large person and
fluttering draperies out of the family automobile, and was waiting to
shed tears over her favourite daughter; there was Celeste, radiant with
a wonderful piece of news which she alone was to impart to her sister;
there were Peggy and Maria, shot up suddenly into two amazingly-gawky
girls; there was Master Castleman Lysle, the only son of the house, with
his black-eyed and bad-tempered French governess. And finally there was
Aunt Varina, palpitating with various agitations, not daring to whisper
to anyone else the fears which this sudden home-coming inspired in her.
Bishop Chilton and his wife were away, but a delegation of cousins had
come; also Uncle Mandeville Castleman had sent a huge bunch of roses,
which were in the family automobile, and Uncle Barry Chilton had sent a
pair of wild turkeys, which were soon to be in the family.

Behind Sylvia stalked her cold and haughty husband, and behind him
tripped the wonderful nursemaid, with her wonderful blue streamers, and
her wonderful bundle of ruffles and lace. All the huge family had to
fall upon Sylvia and kiss and embrace her rapturously, and shake the
hand of the cold and haughty husband, and peer into the wonderful
bundle, and go into ecstasies over its contents. Rarely, indeed, did the
great ones of this earth condescend to spread so much of their emotional
life before the public gaze; and was it any wonder that the town crowded
about, and the proprieties were temporarily repealed?

It had never been published, but it was generally known throughout the
State that Sylvia's child was blind, and it was whispered that this
portended something strange and awful. So there hung about the young
mother and the precious bundle an atmosphere of mystery and melancholy.
How had she taken her misfortune? How had she taken all the great events
that had befallen her--her progress through the courts and camps of
Europe? Would she still condescend to know her fellow-townsmen? Many
were the hearts that beat high as she bestowed her largess of smiles
and friendly words. There were even humble old negroes who went off
enraptured to tell the town that "Mi' Sylvia" had actually shaken hands
with them. There was almost a cheer from the crowd as the string of
automobiles set out for Castleman Hall.

12. There was a grand banquet that evening, at which the turkeys entered
the family. Not in years had there been so many people crowded into the
big dining-room, nor so many servants treading upon each other's toes in
the kitchen.

Such a din of chatter and laughter! Sylvia was her old radiant self, and
her husband was quite evidently charmed by the patriarchal scene. He
was affable, really genial, and won the hearts of everybody; he told
the good major, amid a hush which almost turned his words into a speech,
that he was able to understand how they of the South loved their
own section so passionately; there was about the life an intangible
something--a spell, an elevation of spirit, which set it quite apart
by itself. And since this was the thing which they of the South most
delighted to believe concerning themselves, they listened enraptured,
and set the speaker apart as a rare and discerning spirit.

Afterwards came the voice of Sylvia: "You must beware of Douglas, Papa;
he is an inveterate flatterer." She laughed as she said it; and of those
present it was Aunt Varina alone who caught the ominous note, and saw
the bitter curl of her lips as she spoke. Aunt Varina and her niece
were the only persons there who knew Douglas van Tuiver well enough to
appreciate the irony of the term "inveterate flatterer."

Sylvia realized at once that her husband was setting out upon a campaign
to win her family to his side. He rode about the major's plantations,
absorbing information about the bollweevil. He rode back to the house,
and exchanged cigars, and listened to stories of the major's boyhood
during the war. He went to call upon Bishop Chilton, and sat in his
study, with its walls of faded black volumes on theology. Van Tuiver
himself had had a Church of England tutor, and was a punctilious high
churchman; but he listened respectfully to arguments for a simpler
form of church organization, and took away a voluminous _exposé_ of
the fallacies of "Apostolic Succession." And then came Aunt Nannie,
ambitious and alert as when she had helped the young millionaire to find
a wife; and the young millionaire made the suggestion that Aunt Nannie's
third daughter should not fail to visit Sylvia at Newport.

There was no limit, apparently, to what he would do. He took Master
Castleman Lysle upon his knee, and let him drop a valuable watch upon
the floor. He got up early in the morning and went horse-back riding
with Peggy and Maria. He took Celeste automobiling, and helped by his
attentions to impress the cocksure young man with whom Celeste was in
love. He won "Miss Margaret" by these attentions to all her children,
and the patience with which he listened to accounts of the ailments
which had afflicted the precious ones at various periods of their lives.
To Sylvia, watching all these proceedings, it was as if he were binding
himself to her with so many knots.

She had come home with a longing to be quiet, to avoid seeing anyone.
But this could not be, she discovered. There was gossip about the
child's blindness, and the significance thereof; and to have gone into
hiding would have meant an admission of the worst. The ladies of the
family had prepared a grand "reception," at which all Castleman County
was to come and gaze upon the happy mother. And then there was the
monthly dance at the Country Club, where everybody would come, in the
hope of seeing the royal pair. To Sylvia it was as if her mother and
aunts were behind her every minute of the day, pushing her out into the
world. "Go on, go on! Show yourself! Do not let people begin to talk!"

13. She bore it for a couple of weeks; then she went to her cousin,
Harley Chilton. "Harley," she said, "my husband is anxious to go on a
hunting-trip. Will you go with him?"

"When?" asked the boy.

"Right away; to-morrow or the next day."

"I'm game," said Harley.

After which she went to her husband. "Douglas, it is time for you to
go."

He sat studying her face. "You still have that idea?" he said, at last.

"I still have it."

"I was hoping that here, among your home-people, your sanity would
partially return."

"I know what you have been hoping, Douglas. And I am sorry--but I am
quite unchanged."

"Have we not been getting along happily here?" he demanded.

"No, I have not--I have been wretched. And I cannot have any peace until
you no longer haunt me. I am sorry for you, but I must be alone--and so
long as you are here the entertainments will continue."

"We could make it clear that we did not care for entertainments. We
could find some quiet place near your people, where we could live in
peace."

"Douglas," she said, "I have spoken to Cousin Harley. He is ready to
go hunting with you. Please call him up and make arrangements to start
to-morrow. If you are still here the following day, I shall leave for
one of Uncle Mandeville's plantations."

There was a long silence. "Sylvia," he said, at last, "how long do you
imagine this behaviour of yours can continue?"

"It will continue forever. My mind is made up. It is necessary that you
make up yours."

Again he waited, while he made sure of his self-control. "You propose to
keep the baby with you?" he asked, at last.

"For the present, yes. The baby cannot get along without me."

"And for the future?"

"We will make a fair arrangement as to that. Give me a little time to
get myself together, and then I will come and live somewhere near you in
New York, and I will arrange it so that you can see the child as often
as you please. I have no desire to take her from you--I only want to
take myself from you."

"Sylvia," he said, "have you realized all the unhappiness this course of
yours is going to bring to your people?"

"Oh, don't begin that now!" she pleaded.

"I know," he said, "how determined you are to punish me. But I should
think you would try to find some way to spare them."

"Douglas," she replied, "I know exactly what you have been doing. I have
watched your change of character since you came here. You may be able
to make my people so unhappy that I must be unhappy also. You see how
deeply I love them, how I yield everything for love of them. But let me
make it clear, I will not yield this. It was for their sake I went into
this marriage, but I have come to see that it was wrong, and no power on
earth can induce me to stay in it. My mind is made up--I will not live
with a man I do not love. I will not even pretend to do it. Now do you
understand me, Douglas?"

There was a silence, while she waited for some word from him. When none
came, she asked, "You will arrange to go to-morrow?"

He answered calmly, "I see no reason why I, your husband, should permit
you to pursue this insane course. You propose to leave me; and the
reason you give is one that would, if it were valid, break up two-thirds
of the homes in the country. Your own family will stand by me in my
effort to prevent your ruin."

"What do you expect to do?" she asked in a suppressed voice.

"I have to assume that my wife is insane; and I shall look after her
till she comes to her senses."

She sat watching him for a few moments, wondering at him. Then she said,
"You are willing to stay on here, day after day, pursuing me in the only
refuge I have. Well then, I shall not consider your feelings. I have a
work to do here--and I think that when I begin it, you will want to be
far away."

"What do you mean?" he asked--and he looked at her as if she were really
a maniac.

"You see my sister Celeste is about to marry. That was the wonderful
news she had to tell me at the depot. It happens that I have known Roger
Peyton all my life, and know he has the reputation of being one of the
'fastest' boys in the town."

"Well?" he asked.

"Just this, Douglas--I do not intend to leave my sister unprotected as
I was. I am going to tell her about Elaine. I am going to tell her
all that she needs to know. It is bound to mean arguments with the old
people, and in the end the whole family will be discussing the subject.
I feel sure you will not care to be here under such circumstances."

"And may I ask when this begins?" he inquired, with intense bitterness
in his tone.

"Right away," she said. "I have merely been waiting until you should
go."

He said not a word, but she knew by the expression on his face that she
had carried her point at last. He turned and left the room; and that
was the last word she had with him, save for their formal parting in the
presence of the family.

14. Roger Peyton was the son and heir of one of the oldest families
in Castleman County. I had heard of this family before--in a wonderful
story that Sylvia told of the burning of "Rose Briar," their stately
mansion, some years previously: how the neighbours had turned out to
extinguish the flames, and failing, had danced a last whirl in the
ball-room, while the fire roared in the stories overhead. The house had
since been rebuilt, more splendid than ever, and the prestige of
the family stood undiminished. One of the sons was an old "flame" of
Sylvia's, and another was married to one of the Chilton girls. As for
Celeste, she had been angling for Roger the past year or two, and she
stood now at the apex of happiness.

Sylvia went to her father, to talk with him about the difficult subject
of venereal disease. The poor major had never expected to live to hear
such a discourse from a daughter of his; however, with the blind child
under his roof, he could not find words to stop her. "But, Sylvia,"
he protested, "what reason have you to suspect such a thing of Roger
Peyton?"

"I have the reason of his life. You know that he has the reputation of
being 'fast'; you know that he drinks, you know that I once refused to
speak to him because he danced with me when he was drunk."

"My child, all the men you know have sowed their wild oats."

"Papa, you must not take advantage of me in such a discussion. I don't
claim to know what sins may be included in the phrase 'wild oats.' Let
us speak frankly--can you say that you think it unlikely that Roger
Peyton has been unchaste?"

The major hesitated and coughed; finally he said: "The boy drinks,
Sylvia; further than that I have no knowledge."

"The medical books tell me that the use of alcohol tends to break down
self-control, and to make continence impossible. And if that be true,
you must admit that we have a right to ask assurances. What do you
suppose that Roger and his crowd are doing when they go roistering about
the streets at night? What do they do when they go off to Mardi Gras?
Or at college--you know that Cousin Clive had to get him out of trouble
several times. Go and ask Clive if Roger has ever been exposed to the
possibility of these diseases."

"My child," said the major, "Clive would not feel he had the right to
tell me such things about his friend."

"Not even when the friend wants to marry his cousin?"

"But such questions are not asked, my daughter."

"Papa, I have thought this matter out carefully, and I hava something
definite to propose to you. I have no idea of stopping with what Clive
Chilton may or may not see fit to tell about his chum. I want _you_ to
go to Roger."

Major Castleman's face wore a blank stare.

"If he's going to marry your daughter, you have the right to ask about
his past. What I want you to tell him is that you will get the name of a
reputable specialist in these diseases, and that before he can have your
daughter he must present you with a letter from this man, to the effect
that he is fit to marry."

The poor major was all but speechless. "My child, who ever heard of such
a proposition?"

"I don't know that any one ever did, papa. But it seems to me time they
should begin to hear of it; and I don't see who can have a better right
to take the first step than you and I, who have paid such a dreadful
price for our neglect."

Sylvia had been prepared for opposition--the instinctive opposition
which men manifest to having this embarrassing subject dragged out into
the light of day. Even men who have been chaste themselves--good fathers
of families like the major--cannot be unaware of the complications
incidental to frightening their women-folk, and setting up an impossibly
high standard in sons-in-law. But Sylvia stood by her guns; at last she
brought her father to his knees by the threat that if he could not bring
himself to talk with Roger Peyton, she, Sylvia Castleman, would do it.

15. The young suitor came by appointment the next day, and had a session
with the Major in his office. After he had gone, Sylvia went to her
father and found him pacing the floor, with an extinct cigar between his
lips, and several other ruined cigars lying on the hearth.

"You asked him, papa?"

"I did, Sylvia."

"And what did he say?"

"Why, daughter----" The major flung his cigar from him with desperate
energy. "It was most embarrassing!" he exclaimed--"most painful!" His
pale old face was crimson with blushes.

"Go on, papa," said Sylvia, gentle but firm.

"The poor boy--naturally, Sylvia, he could not but feel hurt that I
should think it necessary to ask such questions. Such things are not
done, my child. It seemed to him that I must look upon him as--well, as
much worse than other young fellows----"

The old man stopped, and began to walk restlessly up and down. "Yes,
papa," said Sylvia. "What else?"

"Well, he said it seemed to him that such a matter might have been left
to the honour of a man whom I was willing to think of as a son-in-law.
And you see, my child, what an embarrassing position I was in; I could
not give him any hint as to my reason for being anxious about these
matters--anything, you understand, that might be to the discredit of
your husband."

"Go on, papa."

"Well, I gave him a fatherly talking to about his way of life."

"Did you ask him the definite question as to his health?"

"No, Sylvia."

"Did he tell you anything definite?"

"No."

"Then you didn't do what you had set out to do!"

"Yes, I did. I told him that he must see a doctor."

"You made quite clear to him what you wanted?"

"Yes, I did--really, I did."

"And what did he say?" She went to him and took his arm and led him to a
couch. "Come, papa, let us get to the facts. You must tell me." They sat
down, and the major sighed, lit a fresh cigar, rolled it about in his
fingers until it was ruined, and then flung it away.

"Boys don't talk freely to older men," he said. "They really never do.
You may doubt this----"

"What did he _say,_ papa?"

"Why, he didn't know what to say. He didn't really say anything." And
here the major came to a complete halt.

His daughter, after studying his face for a minute, remarked, "In plain
words, papa, you think he has something to hide, and he may not be able
to give you the evidence you asked?"

The other was silent.

"You fear that is the situation, but you are trying not to believe it."
As he still said nothing, Sylvia whispered, "Poor Celeste!"

Suddenly she put her hands upon his shoulders, and looked into his eye.
"Papa, can't you see what that means--that Celeste ought to have been
told these things long ago?"

"What good would that have done?" he asked, in bewilderment.

"She could have known what kind of man she was choosing; and she might
be spared the dreadful unhappiness that is before her now."

"Sylvia! Sylvia!" protested the other. "Surely such things cannot be
discussed with innocent young girls!"

"So long as we refuse to do it, we are simply entering into a conspiracy
with the man of loose life, so that he may escape the worst penalty of
his evil-doing. Take the boys in our own set--why is it they feel safe
in running off to the big cities and 'sowing their wild oats'--even
sowing them in the obscure parts of their own town? Is it not because
they know that their sisters and girl friends are ignorant and
helpless; so that when they are ready to pick a wife, they will be at no
disadvantage? Here is Celeste; she knows that Roger has been 'wild,' but
no one has hinted to her what that means; she thinks of things that
are picturesque--that he's high-spirited, and brave, and free with his
money."

"But, my daughter," protested the major, "such knowledge would have a
terrible effect upon young girls!" He rose and began to pace the floor
again. "Daughter, you are letting yourself run wild! The sweetness, the
virginal innocence of young and pure women--if you take that from
them, there'd be nothing left to keep men from falling to the level of
brutes!"

"Papa," said Sylvia, "all that sounds well, but it has no meaning. I
have been robbed of my 'innocence,' and I know that it has not debased
me. It has only fitted me to deal with the realities of life. And it
will do the same for any girl who is taught by earnest and reverent
people. Now, as it is, we have to tell Celeste, but we tell her too
late."

"But we _won't_ have to tell her!" cried the major.

"Dear papa, please explain how we can avoid telling her."

"I will inform her that she must give the young man up. She is a good
and dutiful daughter----"

"Yes," replied Sylvia, "but suppose on this one occasion she were to
fail to be good and dutiful? Suppose the next day you learn that she had
run away and married Roger--what would you do about it then?"

16. That evening Roger was to take his _fiancée_ to one of the young
people's dances. And there was Celeste, in a flaming red dress, with
a great bunch of flaming roses; she could wear these colours, with her
brilliant black hair and gorgeous complexion. Roger was fair, with a
frank, boyish face, and they made a pretty couple; but that evening
Roger did not come. Sylvia helped to dress her sister, and then watched
her wandering restlessly about the hall, while the hour came and went.
Later in the evening Major Castleman called up the Peyton home. The boy
was not there, and no one seemed to know where he was.

Nor the next day did there come any explanation. At the Peytons it was
still declared that no one had heard from Roger, and for another day
the mystery continued, to Celeste's distress and mortification. At
last, from Clive Chilton, Sylvia managed to extract the truth. Roger
was drunk--crazy drunk, and had been taken off by some of the boys to be
straightened out.

Of course this rumour soon got to the rest of the family and they had
to tell Celeste, because she was frantic with anxiety. There were grave
consultations among the Castleman ladies. It was a wanton affront to his
_fiancée_ that the boy had committed, and something must be done about
it quickly. Then came the news that Roger had escaped from his warders,
and got drunker than ever; he had been out at night, smashing the street
lamps, and it had required extreme self-control on the part of the town
police force to avoid complications.

"Miss Margaret" went to her young daughter, and in a tear-flooded
scene informed her of the opinion of the family, that her self-respect
required the breaking of the engagement. Celeste went into hysterics.
She would _not_ have her happiness ruined for life! Roger was "wild,"
but so were all the other boys--and he would atone for his recklessness.
She had the idea that if only she could get hold of him, she could
recall him to his senses; the more her mother was scandalised by this
proposal, the more frantically Celeste wept. She shut herself up in
her room, refusing to appear at meals, and spending her time pacing the
floor and wringing her hands.

The family had been through all this with their eldest daughter several
years before, but they had not learned to handle it any better. The
whole household was in a state of distraction, and the conditions grew
worse day by day, as bulletins came in concerning the young man. He
seemed to have gone actually insane. He was not to be restrained even by
his own father, and if the unfortunate policemen could be believed, he
had violently attacked them. Apparently he was trying to break down the
unwritten law that the sons of the "best families" are not arrested.

Poor Celeste, with pale, tear-drenched face, sent for her elder sister,
to make one last appeal. Could Sylvia not somehow get hold of Roger and
bring him to his senses? Could she not interview some of the other boys,
and find out what he meant by his conduct?

So Sylvia went to her cousin Clive, and had a talk with him--assuredly
the most remarkable talk that that young man had ever had in his life.
She told him that she wanted to know the truth about Roger Peyton,
and after a cross-examination that would have made the reputation of a
criminal lawyer, she got what she wanted. All the young men in town, it
seemed, knew the true state of affairs, and were in a panic concerning
it; that Major Castleman had sent for Roger and informed him that
he could not marry his daughter, until he produced a certain kind of
medical certificate. No, he couldn't produce it! Was there a fellow in
town who could produce it? What was there for him to do but to get drunk
and stay drunk, until Celeste had cast him off?

It was Clive's turn then to do some plain speaking. "Look here, Sylvia,"
he said, "since you have made me talk about this----"

"Yes, Clive?"

"Do you know what people are saying--I mean the reason the Major made
this proposition to Roger?"

She answered, in a quiet voice: "I suppose, Clive, it has something to
do with Elaine."

"Yes, exactly!" exclaimed Clive. "They say--" But then he stopped. He
could not repeat it. "Surely you don't want that kind of talk, Sylvia?"

"Naturally, Clive, I'd prefer to escape that kind of talk, but my fear
of it will not make me neglect the protection of my sister."

"But Sylvia," cried the boy, "you don't understand about this! A woman
_can't_ understand about these things----"

"You are mistaken, my dear cousin," said Sylvia--and her voice was firm
and decisive. "I _do_ understand."

"All right!" cried Clive, with sudden exasperation. "But let me tell
you this--Celeste is going to have a hard time getting any other man to
propose to her!"

"You mean, Clive, because so many of them are----?"

"Yes, if you must put it that way," he said.

There was a pause, then Sylvia went on: "Let us discuss the practical
problem, Clive. Don't you think it would have been better if Roger,
instead of going off and getting drunk, had set about getting himself
cured?"

The other looked at her, with evident surprise. "You mean in that case
Celeste might marry him?"

"You say the boys are all alike, Clive; and we can't turn our girls into
nuns. Why didn't some of you fellows point that out to Roger?"

"The truth is," said Clive, "we tried to." There was a little more
cordiality in his manner, since Sylvia had shown such a unexpected
amount of intelligence.

"Well?" she asked. "What then?"

"Why, he wouldn't listen to anything."

"You mean--because he was drunk?"

"No, we had him nearly sober. But you see--" And Clive paused for
a moment, painfully embarrassed. "The truth is, Roger had been to a
doctor, and been told it might take him a year or two to get cured."

"Clive!" she cried. "Clive! And you mean that in the face of that, he
proposed to go on and marry?"

"Well, Sylvia, you see--" And the young man hesitated still longer. He
was crimson with embarrassment, and suddenly he blurted out: "The truth
is, the doctor told him to marry. That was the only way he'd ever get
cured."

Sylvia was almost speechless. "Oh! Oh!" she cried, "I can't believe
you!"

"That's what the doctors tell you, Sylvia. You don't understand--it's
just as I told you, a woman can't understand. It's a question of a man's
nature----"

"But Clive--what about the wife and her health? Has the wife no rights
whatever?"

"The truth is, Sylvia, people don't take this disease with such
desperate seriousness. You understand, it isn't the one that everybody
knows is dangerous. It doesn't do any real harm----"

"Look at Elaine! Don't you call that real harm?"

"Yes, but that doesn't happen often, and they say there are ways it can
be prevented. Anyway, fellows just can't help it! God knows we'd help it
if we could."

Sylvia thought for a moment, and then came back to the immediate
question. "It's evident what Roger could do in this case. He is young,
and Celeste is still younger. They might wait a couple of years and
Roger might take care of himself, and in time it might be properly
arranged."

But Clive did not seem too warm to the proposition, and Sylvia, who knew
Roger Peyton, was not long in making out the reason. "You mean you don't
think he has character enough to keep straight for a year or two?"

"To tell you the honest truth, we talked it out with him, and he
wouldn't make any promises."

To which Sylvia answered: "Very well, Clive--that settles it. You can
help me find some man for Celeste who loves her a little more than
that!"

17. That afternoon came Aunt Nannie, the Bishop's wife, in shining
chestnut-coloured silk to match a pair of shining chestnut-coloured
horses. Other people, it appeared, had been making inquiries into Roger
Peyton's story, and other people besides Clive Chilton had been telling
the truth. Aunt Nannie gathered the ladies of the family in a hurried
conference, and Sylvia was summoned to appear before it--quite as in the
days of her affair with Frank Shirley.

"Miss Margaret" and Aunt Varina were solemn and frightened, as of old;
and, as of old, Aunt Nannie did the talking. "Sylvia, do you know what
people are saying about you?"

"Yes, Aunt Nannie" said Sylvia.

"Oh, you do know?"

"Yes, of course. And I knew in advance that they would say it."

Something about the seraphic face of Sylvia, chastened by terrible
suffering, must have suggested to Mrs. Chilton the idea of caution.
"Have you thought of the humiliation this must inflict upon your
relatives?"

"I have found, Aunt Nannie," said Sylvia, "that there are worse
afflictions than being talked about."

"I am not sure," declared the other, "that anything could be worse than
to be the object of the kind of gossip that is now seething around
our family. It has been the tradition of our people to bear their
afflictions in silence."

"In this case, Aunt Nannie, it is obvious that silence would have meant
more afflictions, many more. I have thought of my sister--and of all the
other girls in our family, who may be led to sacrifice by the ambitions
of their relatives." Sylvia paused a moment, so that her words might
have effect.

Said the bishop's wife: "Sylvia, we cannot undertake to save the world
from the results of its sins. God has his own ways of punishing men."

"Perhaps so, but surely God does not wish the punishment to fall upon
innocent young girls. For instance, Aunt Nannie, think of your own
daughters----"

"My daughters!" broke out Mrs. Chilton. And then, mastering her
excitement: "At least, you will permit me to look after my own
children."

"I noticed, my dear aunt, that Lucy May turned colour when Tom Aldrich
came into the room last night. Have you noticed anything?"

"Yes--what of it?"

"It means that Lucy May is falling in love with Tom."

"Why should she not? I certainly consider him an eligible man."

"And yet you know, Aunt Nannie, that he is one of Roger Peyton's set.
You know that he goes about town getting drunk with the gayest of them,
and you let Lucy May go on and fall in love with him! You have taken no
steps to find out about him--you have not warned your daughter--"

Mrs. Chilton was crimson with agitation. "Warned my daughter! Who ever
heard of such a thing?"

Said Sylvia, quietly: "I can believe that you never heard of it--but you
will hear soon. The other day I had a talk with Lucy May--"

"Sylvia Castleman!" And then it seemed Mrs. Chilton reminded herself
that she was dealing with a dangerous lunatic. "Sylvia," she said, in a
suppressed voice, "you mean to tell me that you have been poisoning my
young daughter's mind--"

"You have brought her up well," said Sylvia, as her aunt stopped for
lack of words. "She did not want to listen to me. She said that young
girls ought not to know about such matters. But I pointed out Elaine,
and then she changed her mind--just as you will have to change yours in
the end, Aunt Nannie."

Mrs. Chilton sat glaring at her niece, her bosom heaving. Then suddenly
she turned her indignant eyes upon Mrs. Castleman. "Margaret, cannot you
stop this shocking business? I demand that the tongues of gossip shall
no longer clatter around the family of which I am a member! My husband
is the bishop of this diocese, and if our ancient and untarnished name
is of no importance to Sylvia van Tuiver, then, perhaps the dignity and
authority of the church may have some weight----"

"Aunt Nannie," interrupted Sylvia, "it will do no good to drag Uncle
Basil into this matter. I fear you will have to face the fact that from
this time on your authority in our family is to be diminished. You had
more to do than any other person with driving me into the marriage that
has wrecked my life, and now you want to go on and do the same thing for
my sister and for your own daughters--to marry them with no thought of
anything save the social position of the man. And in the same way you
are saving up your sons to find rich girls. You know that you kept
Clive from marrying a poor girl in this town a couple of years ago--and
meantime it seems to be nothing to you that he's going with men like
Roger Peyton and Tom Aldrich, learning all the vices the women in the
brothels have to teach him----"

Poor "Miss Margaret" had several times made futile efforts to check
her daughter's outburst. Now she and Aunt Varina started up at the same
time. "Sylvia! Sylvia! You must not talk like that to your aunt!"

And Sylvia turned and gazed at them with her sad eyes. "From now on,"
she said, "that is the way I am going to talk. You are a lot of ignorant
children. I was one too, but now I know. And I say to you: Look at
Elaine! Look at my little one, and see what the worship of Mammon has
done to one of the daughters of your family!"

18. After this, Sylvia had her people reduced to a state of terror. She
was an avenging angel, sent by the Lord to punish them for their sins.
How could one rebuke the unconventionality of an avenging angel? On the
other hand, of course, one could not help being in agony, and letting
the angel see it in one's face. Outside, there were the tongues of
gossip clattering, as Aunt Nannie had said; quite literally everyone
in Castleman County was talking about the blindness of Mrs. Douglas van
Tuiver's baby, and how, because of it, the mother was setting out on
a campaign to destroy the modesty of the State. The excitement, the
curiosity, the obscene delight of the world came rolling back into
Castleman Hall in great waves, that picked up the unfortunate inmates
and buffeted them about.

Family consultations were restricted, because it was impossible for
the ladies of the family to talk to the gentlemen about these horrible
things; but the ladies talked to the ladies, and the gentlemen talked to
the gentlemen, and each came separately to Sylvia with their distress.
Poor, helpless "Miss Margaret" would come wringing her hands, and
looking as if she had buried all her children. "Sylvia! Sylvia! Do you
realise that you are being DISCUSSED?" That was the worst calamity
that could befal a woman in Castleman County--it summed up all
possible calamities that could befal her--to be "discussed." "They were
discussing you once when you wanted to marry Frank Shirley! And now--oh,
now they will never stop discussing you!"

Then would come the dear major. He loved his eldest daughter as he loved
nothing else in the world, and he was a just man at heart. He could not
meet her arguments--yes, she was right, she was right. But then he would
go away, and the waves of scandal and shame would come rolling.

"My child," he pleaded, "have you thought what this thing is doing to
your husband? Do you realise that while you talk about protecting
other people, you are putting upon Douglas a brand that will follow him
through life?"

Uncle Mandeville came up from New Orleans to see his favourite niece;
and the wave smote him as he alighted from the train, and he became so
much excited that he went to the club and got drunk, and then could not
see his niece, but had to be carried off upstairs and given forcible
hypodermics. Cousin Clive told Sylvia about it afterwards--how Uncle
Mandeville refused to believe the truth, and swore that he would shoot
some of these fellows if they didn't stop talking about his niece. Said
Clive, with a grim laugh: "I told him: 'If Sylvia had her way, you'd
shoot a good part of the men in the town.'" He answered: "Well, by God,
I'll do it--it would serve the scoundrels right!" And he tried to get
out of bed and get his pants and his pistols--so that in the end it was
necessary to telephone for the major, and then for Barry Chilton and two
of his gigantic sons from their plantation.

Sylvia had her way, and talked things out with the agonised Celeste.
And the next day came Aunt Varina, hardly able to contain herself.
"Oh, Sylvia, such a horrible thing! To hear such words coming from your
little sister's lips--like the toads and snakes in the fairy story! To
think of these ideas festering in a young girl's brain!" And then again:
"Sylvia, your sister declares she will never go to a party again!
You are teaching her to hate men! You will make her a STRONG-MINDED
woman!"--that was another phrase they had summing up a whole universe
of horrors. Sylvia could not recall a time when she had not heard that
warning. "Be careful, dear, when you express an opinion, always end
it with a question: 'Don't you think so?' or something like that,
otherwise, men may get the idea that you are 'STRONG-MINDED'!"

Sylvia, in her girlhood, had heard vague hints and rumours which now she
was able to interpret in the light of her experience. In her courtship
days she had met a man who always wore gloves, even in the hottest
weather, and she had heard that this was because of some affliction
of the skin. Now, talking with the young matrons of her own set, she
learned that this man had married, and had since had to take to a
wheel-chair, while his wife had borne a child with a monstrous deformed
head, and had died of the ordeal and the shock.

Oh, the stories that one uncovered--right in one's own town, among one's
own set--like foul sewers underneath the pavements! The succession of
deceased generations, of imbeciles, epileptics, paralytics! The innocent
children born to a life-time of torment; the women hiding their secret
agonies from the world! Sometimes women went all through life without
knowing the truth about themselves. There was poor Mrs. Valens, for
example, who reclined all day upon the gallery of one of the most
beautiful homes in the county, and showed her friends the palms of her
hands, all covered with callouses and scales, exclaiming: "What in
the world do you suppose can be the matter with me?" She had been a
beautiful woman, a "belle" of "Miss Margaret's" day; she had married a
man who was rich and handsome and witty--and a rake. Now he was drunk
all the time, and two of his children had died in hospital, and another
had arms that came out of joint, and had to be put in plaster of Paris
for months at a time. His wife, the one-time darling of society, would
lie on her couch and read the Book of Job until she knew it by heart.

And could you believe it, when Sylvia came home, ablaze with excitement
over the story, she found that the only thing that her relatives
were able to see in it was the Book of Job! Under the burden of her
afflictions the woman had become devout; and how could anyone fail to
see in this the deep purposes of Providence revealed? "Verily," said
"Miss Margaret," "'whom the Lord loveth, He chasteneth.' We are told in
the Lord's Word that 'the sins of the fathers shall be visited upon
the children, even unto the third and fourth generations,' and do you
suppose the Lord would have told us that, if He had not known there
would be such children?"

19. I cannot pass over this part of my story without bringing forward
Mrs. Armistead, the town cynic, who constituted herself one of Sylvia's
sources of information in the crisis. Mrs. Sallie Ann Armistead was
the mother of two boys with whom Sylvia, as a child, had insisted upon
playing, in spite of the protests of the family. "Wha' fo' you go wi'
dem Armistead chillun, Mi' Sylvia?" would cry Aunt Mandy, the cook.
"Doan' you know they granddaddy done pick cottin in de fiel' 'long o'
me?" But while her father was picking cotton, Sallie Ann had looked
after her complexion and her figure, and had married a rising young
merchant. Now he was the wealthy proprietor of a chain of "nigger
stores," and his wife was the possessor of the most dreaded tongue in
Castleman County.

She was a person who, if she had been born a duchess, would have made
a reputation in history; the one woman in the county who had a mind
and was not afraid to have it known. She used all the tricks of a
duchess--lorgnettes, for example, with which she stared people into
a state of fright. She did not dare try anything like that on the
Castlemans, of course, but woe to the little people who crossed her
path! She had an eye that sought out every human weakness, and such a
wit that even her victims were fascinated. One of the legends about her
told how her dearest foe, a dashing young matron, had died, and all the
friends had gathered with their floral tributes. Sallie Ann went in to
review the remains, and when she came out a sentimental voice inquired:
"And how does our poor Ruth look?"

"Oh," was the answer, "as old and grey as ever!"

Now Mrs. Armistead stopped Sylvia in the street: "My dear, how goes the
eugenics campaign?"

And while Sylvia gazed, dumbfounded, the other went on as if she were
chatting about the weather: "You can't realise what a stir you are
making in our little frog pond. Come, see me, and let me tell you the
gossip! Do you know you've enriched our vocabulary?"

"I have made someone look up the meaning of eugenics, at least,"
answered Sylvia--having got herself together in haste.

"Oh, not only that, my dear. You have made a new medical term--the 'van
Tuiver disease.' Isn't that interesting?"

For a moment Sylvia shrivelled before this flame from hell. But then,
being the only person who had ever been able to chain this devil, she
said: "Indeed? I hope that with so fashionable a name the disease does
not become an epidemic!"

Mrs. Armistead gazed at her, and then, in a burst of enthusiasm, she
exclaimed: "Sylvia Castleman, I have always insisted that one of the
most interesting women in the world was spoiled by the taint of goodness
in you."

She took Sylvia to her bosom, as it were. "Let us sit on the fence and
enjoy this spectacle! My dear, you can have no idea what an uproar you
are making! The young married women gather in their boudoirs and whisper
ghastly secrets to each other; some of them are sure they have it, and
some of them say they can trust their husbands--as if any man could be
trusted as far as you can throw a bull by the horns! Did you hear
about poor Mrs. Pattie Peyton, she has the measles, but she sent for a
specialist, and vowed she had something else--she had read about it, and
knew all the symptoms, and insisted on having elaborate blood-tests! And
little Mrs. Stanley Pendleton has left her husband, and everybody says
that's the reason. The men are simply shivering in their boots--they
steal into the doctor's offices by the back-doors, and a whole car-load
of the boys have been shipped off to Hot Springs to be boiled--" And
so on, while Mrs. Armistead revelled in the sensation of strolling down
Main Street with Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver!

Then Sylvia would go home, and get the newest reactions of the family
to these horrors. Aunt Nannie, it seemed, made the discovery that Basil,
junr., her fifth son, was carrying on an intrigue with a mulatto girl
in the town; and she forbade him to go to Castleman Hall, for fear lest
Sylvia should worm the secret out of him; also she shipped Lucy May off
to visit a friend, and came and tried to persuade Mrs. Chilton to do
the same with Peggy and Maria, lest Sylvia should somehow corrupt these
children.

The bishop came, having been ordered to preach religion to his wayward
niece. Poor dear Uncle Basil--he had tried preaching religion to Sylvia
many years ago, and never could do it because he loved her so well that
with all his Seventeenth Century theology he could not deny her chance
of salvation. Now the first sight that met his eyes when he came to
see her was his little blind grand-niece. And also he had in his secret
heart the knowledge that he, a rich and gay young planter before he
became converted to Methodism, had played with the fire of vice, and
been badly burned. So Sylvia did not find him at all the Voice of
Authority, but just a poor, hen-pecked, unhappy husband of a tyrannous
Castleman woman.

The next thing was that "Miss Margaret" took up the notion that a time
such as this was not one for Sylvia's husband to be away from her.
What if people were to say that they had separated? There were family
consultations, and in the midst of them there came word that van Tuiver
was called North upon business. When the family delegations came to
Sylvia, to insist that she go with him, the answer they got was that
if they could not let her stay quietly at home without asking her any
questions, she would go off to New York and live with a divorced woman
Socialist!

"Of course, they gave up," she wrote me. "And half an hour ago poor dear
mamma came to my room and said: 'Sylvia, dear, we will let you do what
you want, but won't you please do one small favour for me?' I got ready
for trouble, and asked what she wanted. Her answer was: 'Won't you go
with Celeste to the Young Matrons' Cotillion tomorrow night, so that
people won't think there's anything the matter?'"

20. Roger Peyton had gone off to Hot Springs, and Douglas van Tuiver was
in New York; so little by little the storms about Castleman Hall began
to abate in violence. Sylvia was absorbed with her baby, and beginning
to fit her life into that of her people. She found many ways in which
she could serve them--entertaining Uncle Mandeville to keep him sober;
checking the extravagrance of Celeste; nursing Castleman Lysle through
green apple convulsions. That was to be her life for the future, she
told herself, and she was making herself really happy in it--when
suddenly, like a bolt from the blue, came an event that swept her poor
little plans into chaos.

It was an afternoon in March, the sun was shining brightly and the
Southern springtime was in full tide, and Sylvia had had the old family
carriage made ready, with two of the oldest and gentlest family horses,
and took the girls upon a shopping expedition to town. In the front seat
sat Celeste, driving, with two of her friends, and in the rear seat was
Sylvia, with Peggy and Maria. When an assemblage of allurements such as
this stopped on the streets of the town, the young men would come out
of the banks and the offices and gather round to chat. There would be
a halt before an ice-cream parlour, and a big tray of ices would be
brought out, and the girls would sit in the carriage and eat, and the
boys would stand on the curb and eat--undismayed by the fact that
they had welcomed half a dozen such parties during the afternoon. The
statistics proved that this was a thriving town, with rapidly increasing
business, but there was never so much business as to interfere with
gallantries like these.

Sylvia enjoyed the scene; it took her back to happy days, before black
care had taken his seat behind her. She sat in a kind of dream, only
half hearing the merriment of the young people, and only half tasting
her ice. How she loved this old town, with its streets deep in black
spring mud, its mud-plastered "buck-boards" and saddle horses hitched
at every telegraph pole! Its banks and stores and law offices seemed
shabbier after one had made the "grand tour," but they were none the
less dear to her for that. She would spend the rest of her days in
Castleman County, and the sunshine and peace would gradually enfold her.

Such were her thoughts when the unforeseen event befel. A man on
horse-back rode down a side-street, crossing Main Street a little way in
front of her; a man dressed in khaki, with a khaki riding hat pulled low
over his face. He rode rapidly--appearing and vanishing, so that Sylvia
scarcely saw him--really did not see him with her conscious mind at all.
Her thoughts were still busy with dreams, and the clatter of boys and
girls; but deep within her had begun a tumult--a trembling, a pounding
of the heart, a clamouring under the floors of her consciousness.

And slowly this excitement mounted. What was the matter, what had
happened? A man had ridden by, but why should a man--. Surely it could
not have been--no. There were hundreds of men in Castleman County who
wore khaki and rode horse-back, and had sturdy, thick-set figures! But
then, how could she make a mistake? How could her instinct have betrayed
her so? It was that same view of him as he sat on a horse that had first
thrilled her during the hunting party years ago!

He had gone West, and had said that he would never return. He had not
been heard from in years. What an amazing thing, that a mere glimpse of
a man who looked and dressed and rode like him should be able to set her
whole being into such a panic! How futile became her dreams of peace!

She heard the sound of a vehicle close beside her carriage, and turned
and found herself looking into the sharp eyes of Mrs. Armistead. It
happened that Sylvia was on the side away from the curb, and there was
no one talking to her; so Mrs. Armistead ran her electric alongside, and
had the stirring occasion to herself. Sylvia looked into her face, so
full of malice, and knew two things in a flash: First, it really had
been Frank Shirley riding by; and second, Mrs. Armistead had seen him!

"Another candidate for your eugenics class!" said the lady.

Sylvia glanced at the young people and made sure they were paying no
attention. She might have made some remark that would have brought
them into the conversation, and delivered her from the torments of this
devil. But no, she had never quailed from Mrs. Armistead in her life,
and she would not now give her the satisfaction of driving off to tell
the town that Sylvia van Tuiver had seen Frank Shirley, and had been
overcome by it, and had taken refuge behind the skirts of her little
sisters!

"You can see I have my carriage full of pupils" she said, smilingly.

"How happy it must make you, Sylvia--coming home and meeting all your
old friends! It must set you trembling with ecstasy--angels singing in
the sky above you--little golden bells ringing all over you!"

Sylvia recognised these phrases. They were part of an effort she had
made to describe the raptures of young love to her bosom friend, Harriet
Atkinson. And so Harriet had passed them on to the town! And they had
been cherished all these years.

She could not afford to recognise these illegitimate children of
romance. "Mrs. Armistead," she said, "I had no idea you had so much
poetry in you!"

"I am simply improvising, my dear--upon the colour in your cheeks at
present!"

There was no way save to be bold. "You couldn't expect me not to be
excited, Mrs. Armistead. You see, I had no idea he had come back from
the West."

"They say he left a wife there." remarked the lady, innocently.

"Ah!" said Sylvia. "Then he will not be staying long, presumably."

There was a pause; all at once Mrs. Armistead's voice became gentle
and sympathetic. "Sylvia," she said, "don't imagine that I fail to
appreciate what is going on in your heart. I know a true romance when I
see one. If only you could have known in those days what you know now,
there might have been one beautiful love story that did not end as a
tragedy."

You would have thought the lady's better self had suddenly been touched.
But Sylvia knew her; too many times she had seen this huntress trying to
lure a victim out of his refuge.

"Yes, Mrs. Armistead," she said, gently. "But I have the consolation at
least of being a martyr to science."

"In what way?"

"Have you forgotten the new medical term that I have given to the
world?"

And Mrs. Armistead looked at her for a moment aghast. "My God, Sylvia!"
she whispered; and then--an honest tribute: "You certainly can take care
of yourself!"

"Yes," said Sylvia. "Tell that to my other friends in town." And so, at
last, Mrs. Armistead started her machine, and this battle of hell-cats
came to an end.

21. Sylvia rode home in a daze, answering without hearing the prattle of
the children. She was appalled at the emotions that possessed her--that
the sight of Frank Shirley riding down the street could have affected
her so! She forgot Mrs. Armistead, she forgot the whole world, in her
dismay over her own state of mind. Having dismissed Frank from her life
and her thoughts forever, it seemed to her preposterous that she should
be at the mercy of such an excitement.

She found herself wondering about her family. Did they know that Frank
Shirley had returned? Would they have failed to mention it to her? For
a moment she told herself it would not have occurred to them she could
have any interest in the subject. But no--they were not so _naive_--the
Castleman women--as their sense of propriety made them pretend to be!
But how stupid of them not to give her warning! Suppose she had happened
to meet Frank face to face, and in the presence of others! She must
certainly have betrayed her excitement; and just at this time, when the
world had the Castleman family under the microscope!

She told herself that she would avoid such difficulty in future; she
would stay at home until Frank had gone away. If he had a wife in
the West, presumably he had merely come for a visit to his mother and
sisters. And then Sylvia found herself in an argument with herself. What
possible difference could it make that Frank Shirley had a wife? So long
as she, Sylvia, had a husband, what else mattered? Yet she could not
deny it--it brought her a separate and additional pang that Frank
Shirley should have married. What sort of wife could he have found--he,
a stranger in the far West? And why had he not brought his wife home to
his people?

When she stepped out of the carriage, it was with her mind made up that
she would stay at home until all danger was past. But the next afternoon
a neighbour called up to ask Sylvia and Celeste to come and play cards
in the evening. It was not a party, Mrs. Witherspoon explained to "Miss
Margaret," who answered the 'phone; just a few friends and a good time,
and she did so hope that Sylvia was not going to refuse. The mere
hint of the fear that Sylvia might refuse was enough to excite Mrs.
Castleman. Why should Sylvia refuse? So she accepted the invitation, and
then came to plead with her daughter--for Celeste's sake, and for the
sake of all her family, so that the world might see that she was not
crushed by misfortune!

There were reasons why the invitation was a difficult one to decline.
Mrs. Virginia Witherspoon was the daughter of a Confederate general
whose name you read in every history-book; and she had a famous old
home in the country which was falling about her ears--her husband being
seldom sober enough to know what was happening. She had also three
blossoming daughters, whom she must manage to get out of the home before
the plastering of the drawing-room fell upon the heads of their suitors;
so that the ardour of her husband-hunting was one of the jokes of the
State. Naturally, under such circumstances, the Witherspoons had to
be treated with consideration by the Castlemans. One might snub rich
Yankees, and chasten the suddenly-prosperous; but a family with an
ancient house in ruins, and with faded uniforms and battle-scarred
sabres in the cedar-chests in its attic--such a family can with
difficulty overdraw its social bank account.

Dolly Witherspoon, the oldest daughter, had been Sylvia's rival for
the palm as the most beautiful girl in Castleman County. And Sylvia
had triumphed, and Dolly had failed. So, in her secret heart she
hated Sylvia, and the mother hated her; and yet--such was the social
game--they had to invite Sylvia and her sister to their card-parties,
and Sylvia and her sister had to go. They had to go and be the most
striking figures there: Celeste, slim and pale from sorrow, virginal, in
clinging white chiffon; and Sylvia, regal and splendid, shimmering like
a mermaid in a gown of emerald green.

The mermaid imagined that she noticed a slight agitation underneath
the cordiality of her hostess. The next person to greet her was Mrs.
Armistead; and Sylvia was sure that she did not imagine the suppressed
excitement in that lady's manner. But even while she was speculating
and suspecting, she was led toward the drawing-room. It was late, her
hostess explained; the other guests were waiting, so if they did not
mind, the play would start at once. Celeste was to sit at that table
over there, with Mr. Witherspoon's crippled brother, and old Mr.
Perkins, who was deaf; and Sylvia was to come this way--the table in the
corner. Sylvia moved toward it, and Dolly Witherspoon and her sister,
Emma, greeted her cordially, and then stepped out of the way to let her
to her seat; and Sylvia gave one glance--and found herself face to face
with Frank Shirley!

22. Frank's face was scarlet; and Sylvia had a moment of blind terror,
when she wanted to turn and fly. But there about her was the circle
of her enemies; a whole roomful of people, breathless with curiosity,
drinking in with eyes and ears every hint of distress that she might
give. And the next morning the whole town would, in imagination, attend
the scene!

"Good-evening, Julia," said Sylvia, to Mrs. Witherspoon's youngest
daughter, the other lady at the table. "Good-evening, Malcolm"--to
Malcolm McCallum, an old "beau" of hers. And then, taking the seat which
Malcolm sprang to move out for her, "How do you do, Frank?"

Frank's eyes had fallen to his lap. "How do you do?" he murmured. The
sound of his voice, low and trembling, full of pain, was like the
sound of some old funeral bell to Sylvia; it sent the blood leaping in
torrents to her forehead. Oh, horrible, horrible!

For a moment her eyes fell like his, and she shuddered, and was beaten.
But there was the roomful of people, watching; there was Mrs. Armistead,
there were the Witherspoon women gloating. She forced a tortured smile
to her lips, and asked, "What are we playing?"

"Oh, didn't you know that?" said Julia. "Progressive whist."

"Thank-you," said Sylvia. "When do we begin?" And she looked
about--anywhere but at Frank Shirley, with his face grown so old in four
years.

No one said anything, no one made a move. Was everybody in the room
conspiring to break her down? "I thought we were late," she said,
desperately; and then, with another effort--"Shall I cut?" she asked, of
Julia.

"If you please," said the girl; but she did not make a motion to pass
the cards. Her manner seemed to say, You may cut all night, but it won't
help you to rob me of this satisfaction.

Sylvia made a still more determined effort. If the game was to be
postponed indefinitely, so that people might watch her and Frank--well,
she would have to find something to talk about.

"It is a surprise to see you again, Frank Shirley!" she exclaimed.

"Yes," he said. His voice was a mumble, and he did not lift his eyes.

"You have been in the West, I understand?"

"Yes," again; but still he did not lift his eyes.

Sylvia managed to lift hers as far as his cravat; and she saw in it
an old piece of imitation jewelry which she had picked up once on the
street, and had handed to him in jest. He had worn it all these years!
He had not thrown it away--not even when she had thrown him away!

Again came a surge of emotion; and out of the mist she looked about her
and saw the faces of tormenting demons, leering. "Well," she demanded,
"are we going to play?"

"We were waiting for you to cut," said Julia, graciously; and Sylvia's
fury helped to restore her self-posession. She cut the cards; and fate
was kind, sparing both her and Frank the task of dealing.

But then a new difficulty arose. Julia dealt, and thirteen cards lay
in front of Frank Shirley; but he did not seem to know that he ought
to pick them up. And when the opposing lady called him to time, in
what seemed an unnecessarily penetrating voice, he found that he was
physically unable to get the cards from the table. And when with his
fumbling efforts he got them into a bunch, he could not straighten them
out--to say nothing of the labour of sorting them according to suit,
which all whist-players know to be an indispensable preliminary to the
game. When the opposing lady prodded him again, Frank's face changed
from vivid scarlet to a dark and alarming purple.

Miss Julia led the tray of clubs; and Frank, whose turn came next,
spilled three cards upon the table, and finally selected from them the
king of hearts to play--hearts being trumps. "But you have a club there,
Mr. Shirley," said his opponent; something that was pardonable, inasmuch
as the nine of clubs lay face up where he had shoved it aside.

"Oh--I beg pardon," he stammered, and took back his king, and reached
into his hand and pulled out the six of clubs, and a diamond with it.

It was evident that this could not go on. Sylvia might be equal to the
emergency, but Frank was not. He was too much of a human being and too
little of a social automaton. Something must be done.

"Don't they play whist out West, Mr. Shirley," asked Julia, still
smiling benevolently.

And Sylvia lowered her cards. "Surely, my dear, you must understand,"
she said, gently. "Mr. Shirley is too much embarrassed to think about
cards."

"Oh!" said the other, taken aback. (_L'audace, touljours l'audace!_ runs
the formula!)

"You see," continued Sylvia, "this is the first time that Frank has seen
me in more than three years. And when two people have been as much in
love as he and I were, they are naturally disturbed when they meet, and
cannot put their minds upon a game of cards."

Julia was speechless. And Sylvia let her glance wander casually about
the room. She saw her hostess and her daughters standing watching; and
near the wall at the other side of the room stood the head-devil, who
had planned this torment.

"Mrs. Armistead," Sylvia called, "aren't you going to play to-night?" Of
course everybody in the room heard this; and after it, anyone could have
heard a pin drop.

"I'm to keep score," said Mrs. Armistead.

"But it doesn't need four to keep score," objected Sylvia--and looked at
the three Witherspoon ladies.

"Dolly and Emma are staying out," said Mrs. Witherspoon. "Two of our
guests did not come."

"Well," Sylvia exclaimed, "that just makes it right! Please let them
take the place of Mr. Shirley and myself. You see, we haven't seen each
other for three or four years, and it's hard for us to get interested
into a game of cards."

The whole room caught its breath at once; and here and there one heard
a little squeak of hysteria, cut short by some one who was not sure
whether it was a joke or a scandal. "Why--Sylvia!" stammered Mrs.
Witherspoon, completely staggered.

Then Sylvia perceived that she was mistress of the scene. There came the
old rapture of conquest, that made her social genius. "We have so much
that we want to talk about," she said, in her most winning voice. "Let
Dolly and Emma take our places, and we will sit on the sofa in the other
room and chat. You and Mrs. Armistead come and chaperone us. Won't you
do that, please?"

"Why--why----" gasped the bewildered lady.

"I'm sure that you will both be interested to hear what we have to say
to each other; and you can tell everybody about it afterwards--and that
will be so much better than having the card-game delayed any more."

And with this side-swipe Sylvia arose. She stood and waited, to make
sure that her ex-fiancé was not too paralysed to follow. She led him out
through the tangle of card-tables; and in the door-way she stopped and
waited for Mrs. Armistead and Mrs. Witherspoon, and literally forced
these two ladies to come with her out of the room.

23. Do you care to hear the details of the punishment which Sylvia
administered to the two conspirators? She took them to the sofa, and
made Frank draw up chairs for them, and when she had got comfortably
seated, she proceeded to talk to Frank just as gently and sincerely and
touchingly as she would have talked if there had been nobody present.
She asked about all that had befallen him, and when she discovered that
he was still not able to chat, she told him about herself, about her
baby, who was beautiful and dear, even if she was blind, and about all
the interesting things she had seen in Europe. When presently the old
ladies showed signs of growing restless, she put hand cuffs on them and
chained them to their chairs.

"You see," she said, "it would never do for Mr. Shirley and myself to
talk without a chaperon. You got me into this situation, you know, and
papa and mamma would never forgive you."

"You are mistaken, Sylvia!" cried Mrs. Witherspoon. "Mr. Shirley so
seldom goes out, and he had said he didn't think he would come!"

"I am willing to accept that explanation," said Sylvia, politely, "but
you must help me out now that the embarrassing accident has happened."

Nor did it avail Mrs. Witherspoon to plead her guests and their score.
"You may be sure they don't care about the score," said Sylvia. "They'd
much prefer you stayed here, so that you can tell them how Frank and I
behaved."

And then, while Mrs. Witherspoon was getting herself together, Sylvia
turned upon the other conspirator. "We will now hold one of my eugenics
classes," she said, and added, to Frank, "Mrs. Armistead told me that
you wanted to join my class."

"I don't understand," replied Frank, at a loss.

"I will explain," said Sylvia. "It is not a very refined joke they have
in the town. Mrs. Armistead meant to say that she credits a disgraceful
story that was circulated about you when we were engaged, and which my
people made use of to make me break our engagement. I am glad to have
a chance to tell you that I have investigated and satisfied myself
that the story was not true. I want to apologise to you for ever having
believed it; and I am sure that Mrs. Armistead may be glad of this
opportunity to apologise for having said that she believed it."

"I never said that I believed it!" cried Sallie Ann.

"No, you didn't, Mrs. Armistead--you would not be so crude as to say
it directly. You merely dropped a hint, which would lead everybody to
understand that you believed it."

Sylvia paused, just long enough to let the wicked lady suffer, but not
long enough to let her find a reply. "When you tell your friends about
this scene," she continued, "please make clear that I did not drop hints
about anything, but said exactly what I meant--that the story is false,
so far as it implies any evil done by Mr. Shirley, and that I am deeply
ashamed of myself for having ever believed it. It is all in the past
now, of course--we are both of us married, and we shall probably never
meet again. But it will be a help to us in future to have had this
little talk--will it not, Frank?"

There was a pause, while Sallie Ann Armistead recovered from her
dismay, and got back a little of her fighting power. Suddenly she rose:
"Virginia," she said, firmly, "you are neglecting your guests."

"I don't think you ought to go until Frank has got himself together,"
said Sylvia. "Frank, can you sort your cards now?"

"Virginia!" commanded Sallie Ann, imperiously. "Come!"

Mrs. Witherspoon rose, and so did Sylvia. "We can't stay here alone,"
said she. "Frank, will you take Mrs. Witherspoon in?" And she gently
but firmly took Mrs. Armistead's arm, and so they marched back into the
drawing-room.

Dolly and Emma had progressed to separate tables, it developed, so that
the ordeal of Frank and Sylvia was over. Through the remainder of the
evening Sylvia chatted and played, and later partook of refreshments
with Malcolm McCallum, and mildly teased that inconsolable bachelor,
quite as in the old days. Now and then she stole a glance at Frank
Shirley, and saw that he was holding up his end; but he kept away from
her, and she never even caught his eye.

At last the company broke up, and Sylvia thanked her hostess for a most
enjoyable evening. She stepped into the motor with Celeste, and sat with
compressed lips, answering in monosyllables her "little sister's" flood
of excited questions--"Oh, Sylvia, didn't you feel perfectly _terrible?_
Oh, sister, I felt _thrills_ running up and down my back! Sister, what
_did_ you say to him? Sister, do you know old Mr. Perkins kept leaning
over me and asking what was happening; and how could I shout into his
deaf ear that everybody was stopping to hear what you were saying to
Frank Shirley?"

At the end of the ride, there was Aunt Varina waiting up as usual--to
renew her own youth in the story of the evening, what this person had
worn and what that person had said. But Sylvia left her sister to tell
the story, and fled to her room and locked the door, and flung herself
upon the bed and gave way to a torrent of weeping.

Half an hour later Celeste went up, and finding that the door between
her room and Sylvia's was unlocked, opened it softly, and stood
listening. Finally she stole to her sister's side and put her arm about
her. "Never mind, sister dear," she whispered, solemnly, "I know how it
is! We women all have to suffer!"