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                      THE LOEB CLASSICAL LIBRARY
                               EDITED BY
            T. E. PAGE, M.A., AND W. H. D. ROUSE, LITT. D.

                          LETTERS TO ATTICUS
                                  II




                                CICERO

                          LETTERS TO ATTICUS


                    WITH AN ENGLISH TRANSLATION BY

                         E. O. WINSTEDT, M.A.
                      OF MAGDALEN COLLEGE. OXFORD

                           IN THREE VOLUMES
                                  II

                       LONDON: WILLIAM HEINEMANN
                      NEW YORK: THE MACMILLAN CO.
                                MCMXXI




INTRODUCTION


This second volume of Cicero's _Letters to Atticus_ embraces one of the
most important epochs in Roman history, the fall of the Republic in
the struggle between Pompey and Caesar. The storm which had long been
brewing broke just as Cicero returned from Cilicia over the question
of Caesar's resignation of office. By the agreement made in 56 B.C.
Caesar's governorship of Gaul was renewed for five years and he was
then to be re-elected to the consulship in 48 B.C. As the renewal dated
from March 1, 54 B.C., his term of office would naturally expire on
March 1, 49 B.C.: but according to the rule in vogue at the time of the
reappointment he would not be superseded until Jan. 1, 48 B.C., the
date on which he would enter on the consulship. He would therefore hold
office continually, and his enemies, the Senatorial party, would have
no chance of bringing a prosecution against him, which might be fatal
to his career. But in 52 B.C. they had induced Pompey to bring forward
a new law by which ex-magistrates did not proceed to a province as soon
as their office ended but after an interval of five years. Consequently
for the next five years special appointments had to be made by the
Senate--for example Cicero's appointment to Cilicia--and, as they could
be made at any time, it would be perfectly easy to supersede Caesar
on March 1, 49, and secure his prosecution, condemnation and downfall
before he could enter on the consulship.

Another new law of Pompey's insisted on the personal attendance of
candidates for office, from which Caesar had previously obtained
special exemption. On the remonstrance of Caesar's friends Pompey had
inserted a clause allowing such special exemptions to stand: but this
clause was never properly passed. This again was designed to ensure
Caesar's presence in Rome, with a view to his prosecution.

During the next two years the question of his resignation was
continually coming up in the House, but no definite conclusion
was reached, owing largely to Curio's spirited attacks on all the
Senatorial party's proposals. That party however was ready to catch at
any trifle to pick a quarrel with Caesar: and they found an opportunity
when in Sept. 50 B.C. Caesar decided to send the 13th legion into
Cisalpine Gaul to replace the 15th, which he had had to surrender,
nominally for the war in Syria, though actually the legion was kept
in Italy. A report was circulated that he was sending four legions to
Placentia with hostile intentions. The report was disproved by Curio:
but, though the majority of the Senate supported the opposition, and
refused to declare Caesar a public enemy, Marcellus, the consul, took
upon himself to appoint Pompey to the command over two legions with
authority to raise more against Caesar. On his return to Cisalpine
Gaul in November, Caesar ignored this illegal commission and privately
offered to give up Transalpine Gaul on March 1, if allowed to keep
Cisalpine Gaul and Illyricum with two legions or even Illyricum with
one. It was at this juncture that Cicero returned to Italy, and he
seems to have spoken in favour of accepting this proposal, though
shocked at Caesar's "impudence" in making it. But neither Pompey nor
the Senatorial party took it seriously, and Caesar was forced to send
an ultimatum stating that he would resign only if Pompey did the same.
The Senate replied that, if he did not resign, he would be declared
a public enemy: and, when their motion to that effect was vetoed by
Antony and Cassius, the latter met with the same treatment and had to
flee to Caesar in company with Curio.

On hearing their report Caesar took the first step in the war by
crossing the Rubicon. His march southward was so quickly executed that
Pompey and the consuls evacuated Rome. Negotiations for peace failed.
Domitius with eighteen cohorts at Corfinium was taken prisoner, and
Pompey retreated to Brundisium on his way to Greece. Hurrying after
him Caesar blockaded the town: but Pompey succeeded in effecting
his escape. Meantime Cicero was exhibiting the weakest side of his
character. At the first outbreak he offered to go with Pompey: but he
was given the command of Capua and the Campanian coast. This command he
resigned in a few days: later he set out to join Pompey at Brundisium,
but retreated for fear of capture: and thereafter for months he
remained at Formiae shilly-shallying and writing querulous letters to
Atticus for advice. However, when he met Caesar on his return from
Brundisium to Rome, he had sufficient courage to refuse to take a seat
in the House and support his demands.

Caesar's stay in Rome was short and marked only by his seizure of the
public treasury and the appointment of his friends Lepidus and Antony
as prefect of the city and military commander respectively. Then he
hastened to Spain, where, after nearly meeting with a disaster, he
defeated the five legions under Afranius and Petreius at Ilerda, and
gained the whole peninsula. While the issue was still uncertain
in Spain, and indeed things looked unfavourable to Caesar, Cicero
screwed up his courage and joined Pompey in Epirus. Meantime Sardinia
was occupied by Caesar's adjutant P. Valerius and Sicily gave way to
Curio. The latter passed on to Africa, where after some success he met
with defeat and death at the hands of Juba. It was not till January
48 B.C. that Caesar effected a landing in Epirus, where he proceeded
to surround Pompey's camp near Dyrrachium: but his lines were broken
through and he sustained a slight defeat. He retired towards Thessaly
and there in August won a decisive victory over Pompey at Pharsalus.
Pompey fled to Cyprus and thence to Egypt, there to meet his death. The
rest of the party split up, some going to Africa to carry on the war,
others to Greece and Asia to make terms for themselves with Caesar.
Cicero after a violent quarrel with his brother at Patrae returned to
Brundisium, and there spent many miserable months wondering what his
fate would be when Caesar returned. His misfortunes were increased by
a rupture with his wife Terentia, and the unfaithfulness and general
misconduct of his son-in-law Dolabella, which forced him to procure a
divorce for Tullia. And there this volume leaves him, moaning.

The following abbreviations are used in the apparatus criticus:--

_M_ = the _Codex Mediceus_ 49, 18, written in the year 1389 A.D., and
now preserved in the Laurentian Library at Florence. _M_¹ denotes the
reading of the first hand, and _M_² that of a reviser.

Δ = the reading of _M_ when supported by that of the _Codex Urbinas
322_, a MS. of the 15th century, preserved in the Vatican Library.

_N_ = the _Codex ex abbatia Florentina_, n. 14 in the Laurentian
Library, written in the 14th or 15th century.

_O_ = _Codex_ 1.5.34 in the University Library at Turin, written in the
15th century.

_P_ = No. 8536 of the Latin MSS. in the Bibliothèque Nationale at
Paris, a MS. of the 15th century.

_Ant._ = _Codex Antonianus_, used by Malaspina.

_C_ = the marginal readings in Cratander's edition of 1528, drawn from
a MS. which is lost.

_F_ = _Codex Faerni_, used by Malaspina.

_Z_ = the readings of the lost _Codex Tornaesianus_, _Z_ᵇ denoting the
reading as preserved by Bosius, and _Z_ˡ that testified to by Lambinus.

_I_ = the editio _Jensoniana princeps_ (Venice, 1470).

_L_ = readings in the text of Lambinus' edition, or conjectures of
Lambinus.

_Vict._ = the _editio Petri Victori_ (Venice, 1534-37).




CONTENTS


  Letters to Atticus Book VII                                _Page_    2

  Letters to Atticus Book VIII                                        98

  Letters to Atticus Book IX                                         176

  Letters to Atticus Book X                                          272

  Letters to Atticus Book XI                                         352

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                           CICERO'S LETTERS

                              TO ATTICUS

                               BOOK VII

                              R  VOL. II

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M. TULLI CICERONIS

EPISTULARUM AD ATTICUM

LIBER SEPTIMUS




I

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Athenis XVII K. Nov. a. 704_]

Dederam equidem L. Saufeio litteras et dederam ad te unum, quod, cum
non esset temporis mihi ad scribendum satis, tamen hominem tibi tam
familiarem sine meis litteris ad te venire nolebam; sed, ut philosophi
ambulant, has tibi redditum iri putabam prius. Sin iam illas accepisti,
scis me Athenas venisse pr. Idus Octobres, e navi egressum in Piraeum
tuas ab Acasto nostro litteras accepisse, conturbatum, quod cum febre
Romam venisses, bono tamen animo esse coepisse, quod Acastus ea, quae
vellem, de allevato corpore tuo nuntiaret, cohorruisse autem me eo[1]
quod tuae litterae de legionibus Caesaris adferrent, et egisse tecum,
ut videres, ne quid φιλοτιμία eius, quem nosti, nobis noceret, et, de
quo iam pridem ad te scripseram, Turranius autem secus tibi Brundisi
dixerat (quod ex iis litteris cognovi, quas a Xenone, optimo viro,
accepi), cur fratrem provinciae non praefecissem, exposui breviter.
Haec fere sunt in illa epistula. Nunc audi reliqua.

[1] me eo _Tyrrell_; me _MSS._; eo _Koch_, _Müller_.

Per fortunas! omnem tuum amorem, quo me es amplexus, omnemque tuam
prudentiam, quam mehercule

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CICERO'S LETTERS

TO ATTICUS

BOOK VII




I

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Athens, Oct. 16_, B.C. _50_]


I did give L. Saufeius a letter, one for you alone, because, though I
had no time to write, I was reluctant that so intimate an acquaintance
of yours should come to you without a note from me. But, considering
the pace of philosophers, I imagine the present letter will reach you
first. If, however, you have got that earlier letter now, you will know
that I arrived at Athens on Oct. 14; that on disembarking at the port
I received your letter from our friend Acastus; that, perturbed though
I was at your arrival in Rome with a fever, nevertheless I began to
take heart at Acastus' welcome announcement of your convalescence; but
shivered myself at your news of Caesar's legions, and pleaded with you
to beware lest friend Philotimus' time-serving injure us.[2] As for
the point I touched on long ago (misrepresented to you by Turranius at
Brundisium, as I gathered from a letter received from that good fellow
Xeno), I set forth briefly the reason why I had not put my brother
in charge of the province. Those practically were the topics of that
letter. Now hear what remains.

[2] Cf. vi, 4, 6, 9.

In heaven's name, I want all the affection which you have lavished on
me, and all your worldly

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in omni genere iudico singularem, confer ad eam curam, ut de omni statu
meo cogites. Videre enim mihi videor tantam dimicationem, nisi idem
deus, qui nos melius, quam optare auderemus, Parthico bello liberavit,
respexerit rem publicam,--sed tantam, quanta numquam fuit. Age, hoc
malum mihi commune est cum omnibus. Nihil tibi mando ut de eo cogites,
illud meum proprium πρόβλεμα, quaeso, suscipe. Videsne, ut te auctore
sim utrumque complexus? Ac vellem a principio te audisse amicissime
monentem.

             Ἀλλ' ἐμὸν οὔποτε θυμὸν ἐνὶ στήθεσσιν ἔπειθες.

Sed aliquando tamen persuasisti, ut alterum complecterer, quia de me
erat optume meritus, alterum, quia tantum valebat. Feci igitur itaque
effeci omni obsequio, ut neutri illorum quisquam esset me carior.
Haec enim cogitabamus, nec mihi coniuncto cum Pompeio fore necesse
peccare in re publica aliquando nec cum Caesare sentienti pugnandum
esse cum Pompeio. Tanta erat illorum coniunctio. Nunc impendet, ut et
tu ostendis, et ego video, summa inter eos contentio. Me autem uterque
numerat suum, nisi forte simulat alter. Nam Pompeius non dubitat; vere
enim iudicat ea, quae de re publica nunc sentiat, mihi valde probari.
Utriusque autem accepi eius modi litteras eodem tempore quo tuas, ut
neuter quemquam omnium pluris facere quam me videretur. Verum quid
agam? Non quaero illa ultima (si enim

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wisdom, which I swear to my mind is unrivalled in every subject, to
be devoted to a careful estimate of my whole position. For myself, I
seem to foresee a terrific struggle, unless indeed the same god, who
wrought above my boldest hopes in freeing us from a Parthian war, take
pity on the state--anyhow, such a terrific struggle as there never has
been before. True, the calamity would fall not only on me, but on every
one. I don't ask you to consider the wider problem: solve my own little
case, I entreat. Don't you see that it is you who are responsible
for my friendship with both Pompey and Caesar? Ah, would that I had
listened to your friendly admonitions from the outset.

[Sidenote: Odyssey ix, 33]

"Thou couldst not sway the spirit in my breast."

But at last, however, you persuaded me to be friendly with the one,
because he had done so much for me; with the other, because he was
so powerful. Well, I did so, and I have studiously contrived to be
particularly dear to both of them. For my idea was this. Allied with
Pompey, I should never have to be guilty of political impropriety; and,
siding with Caesar, I should not have to fight with Pompey. So close
was the alliance of those two. But now, on your showing and in my view,
there threatens a dire struggle between them. Each of them counts me
his friend--unless, perhaps, Caesar is dissembling; for Pompey has
no doubt, rightly supposing that his present political views have my
strongest approval. But both have sent me letters (which came with
yours) in terms that would appear to make more of me than of anyone at
all. But what am I to do? I don't mean in the long run. If the matter
is to be fought in the

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castris res geretur, video cum altero vinci satius esse quam cum
altero vincere), sed illa, quae tum agentur, cum venero, ne ratio
absentis habeatur, ut exercitum dimittat. "DIC, M. TVLLI." Quid
dicam? "Exspecta, amabo te, dum Atticum conveniam"? Non est locus ad
tergiversandum. Contra Caesarem? "Ubi illae sunt densae dexterae?" Nam,
ut illi hoc liceret, adiuvi rogatus ab ipso Ravennae de Caelio tribuno
pl. Ab ipso autem? Etiam a Gnaeo nostro in illo divino tertio consulatu.

Aliter sensero? Αἰδέομαι non Pompeium modo, sed Τρῶας καὶ Τρωάδας.

               Πουλυδάμας μοι πρῶτος ἐλεγχείην καταθήσει.

Quis? Tu ipse scilicet, laudator et factorum et scriptorum meorum. Hanc
ergo plagam effugi per duos superiores Marcellorum consulatus, cum est
actum de provincia Caesaris, nunc incido in discrimen ipsum? Itaque ut
stultus[3] primus suam sententiam dicat, mihi valde placet de triumpho
nos moliri aliquid, extra urbem esse cum iustissuma causa. Tamen
dabunt operam, ut eliciant sententiam meam. Ridebis hoc loco fortasse.
Quam vellem etiam nunc in provincia morari! Plane opus fuit, si hoc
impendebat. Etsi nil miserius. Nam, ὁδῦυ πάρεργον, volo te hoc scire.

[3] _The reading here is debatable._ Sulpicius, Hillus, _and_ alius
_have been suggested in place of_ stultus.

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field, I see it would be better to be beaten with Pompey than
to win with Caesar. But what about the points in debate on my
arrival--refusing the claims of a candidate who is away from Rome and
ordering the disbanding of his army. "Your opinion, Marcus Tullius,"
will be the question. What am I to say? "Please wait till I meet
Atticus?" There is no chance of evasion. I speak against Caesar? "Where
then the pledge of plighted hands?"[4] For I assisted in getting Caesar
privilege on these two points, when I was asked by him personally at
Ravenna to approach Caelius the tribune to propose a bill. Asked by him
personally, do I say? Yes, and by our friend Pompey in that immortal
third consulship.

[4] Probably a quotation from some early poet.

Shall I choose the other course? "I fear" not only Pompey, but "the
men and long-robed dames of Troy": "Polydamas will be the first to
rail."[5] Who's he? Why, you, who praise my work and writings. Have I
then avoided this trap during the last two consulships of the Marcelli,
when the matter of Caesar's province was under debate, only to fall
now into the thick of the trouble? That some fool may have the first
vote on the motion, I feel strongly inclined to devote my energies to
my triumph, a most reasonable excuse for staying outside the city.
Nevertheless they will try to extract my opinion. Perhaps this will
excite your mirth: I wish to goodness I were still staying in my
province. I certainly ought to have stayed, if this was coming: though
it would have been most wretched. For by the way

[5] _Iliad_ vi, 442, and xxii, 100.

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Omnia illa prima, quae etiam tu tuis litteris in caelum ferebas,
ἐπίτηκτα fuerunt. Quam non est facilis virtus! Quam vero difficilis
eius diuturna simulatio! Cum enim hoc rectum et gloriosum putarem,
ex annuo sumptu, qui mihi decretus esset, me C. Caelio quaestori
relinquere annuum, referre in aerarium ad HS CIↃ, ingemuit nostra
cohors omne illud putans distribui sibi oportere, ut ego amicior
invenirer Phrygum et Cilicum aerariis quam nostro. Sed me non moverunt;
nam et mea laus apud me plurimum valuit, nec tamen quicquam honorifice
in quemquam fieri potuit, quod praetermiserim. Sed haec fuerit, ut ait
Thucydides, ἐκβολὴ λόγου non inutilis.

Tu autem de nostro statu cogitabis, primum quo artificio tueamur
benevolentiam Caesaris, deinde de ipso triumpho; quem video, nisi
rei publicae tempora impedient, εὐπόριστον. Iudico autem cum ex
litteris amicorum tum ex supplicatione. Quam qui non decrevit, plus
decrevit, quam si omnes decresset triumphos. Ei porro adsensus est
unus familiaris meus, Favonius, alter iratus, Hirrus. Cato autem et
scribendo adfuit et ad me de sententia sua iucundissimas litteras
misit. Sed tamen gratulans mihi Caesar de supplicatione triumphat
de sententia Catonis nec scribit, quid ille sententiae dixerit, sed
tantum, supplicationem eum mihi non decrevisse.

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there is one thing I want to tell you. All that show of virtue at
first, which even you praised sky high in your letters, was only
superficial. Truly righteousness is hard: hard even to pretend to it
for long. For, when I thought it a fine show of rectitude to leave my
quaestor C. Caelius a year's cash out of what was decreed me for my
budget and to pay back into the treasury £8,800,[6] my staff, thinking
all the money should have been distributed among them, lamented that
I should turn out to be more friendly to the treasuries of Phrygia
and Cilicia than to our own. I was unmoved: for I set my good name
before everything. Yet there is no possible honour that I have omitted
to bestow on any of these knaves. This, in Thucydides' phrase, is a
digression--but not pointless.

[6] 1,000,000 sesterces.

[Sidenote: Thuc. i, 97]

But as to my position. You will consider first by what trick I can
retain Caesar's good will: and then the matter of my triumph, which,
barring political obstacles, seems to me easy to get: I infer as
much from letters from friends and from that business of the public
thanksgiving in my honour. For the man who voted against it,[7] voted
for more than if he had voted for all the triumphs in the world;
moreover his adherents were one a friend of mine, Favonius, and another
an enemy, Hirrus. Cato both took part in drafting the decree, and sent
me a most agreeable letter about his vote. But Caesar, in writing to
congratulate me over the thanksgiving, exults over Cato's vote, says
nothing about the latter's speech on the occasion, and merely remarks
that he opposed the proclamation of a thanksgiving.

[7] Cato.

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Redeo ad Hirrum. Coeperas eum mihi placare; perfice. Habes Scrofam,
habes Silium. Ad eos ego et iam antea scripsi ad ipsum Hirrum. Locutus
enim erat cum iis commode se potuisse impedire, sed noluisse; adsensum
tamen esse Catoni, amicissimo meo, cum is honorificentissimam in me
sententiam dixisset; nec me ad se ullas litteras misisse, cum ad omnes
mitterem. Verum dicebat. Ad eum enim solum et ad Crassipedem non
scripseram. Atque haec de rebus forensibus; redeamus domum.

Diiungere me ab illo volo. Merus est φυρατής, germanus Lartidius.

             Ἀλλὰ τὰ μὲν προτετύχθαι ἐάσομεν ἀχνύμενοί περ.

Reliqua expediamus, hoc primum, quod accessit cura dolori meo. Sed
tamen hoc, quicquid est, Precianum cum iis rationibus, quas ille
meas tractat, admisceri nolo. Scripsi ad Terentiam, scripsi etiam ad
ipsum, me, quicquid possem nummorum, ad apparatum sperati triumphi ad
te redacturum. Ita puto ἄμεμπτα fore; verum ut lubebit. Hanc quoque
suscipe curam, quem ad modum experiamur. Id tu et ostendisti quibusdam
litteris ex Epiro an Athenis datis, et in eo ego te adiuvabo.

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I come back to Hirrus. You have begun to reconcile him to me;
accomplish it. Scrofa and Silius are on your side. I have already
written to them and to Hirrus himself. For Hirrus had told them in a
friendly way that he could easily have prevented the decree, but was
reluctant; that, however, he had sided with Cato, my very good friend,
when the latter recorded a vote complimenting me in the highest terms.
Hirrus added that I had omitted to write to him, though I had sent
letters to every one else. He was right. It was only to him and to
Crassipes that I did not write. So much for public life. Let us come
home.

I wish to dissociate myself from that fellow Philotimus. He is a
veritable muddler, a regular Lartidius[8].

[8] Taken by the older commentators to be a Latin form of Λαερτιάδης
(i.e. Ulysses); but the sense does not seem to warrant the comparison,
which could only mean "as wily as Ulysses."

"A truce to what is past for all our pain."[9]

[9] _Iliad_ xviii, 112; xix, 65, "Let bygones be bygones."

Let us settle what remains; and first this point, which adds anxiety
to my sorrow. This sum, I mean, whatever it is, which comes from
Precius, I do not want mixed up with the accounts of mine of which that
fellow has the handling. I have written to Terentia and to Philotimus
himself that I shall deposit with you any moneys I may collect, for
the equipment of the triumph I anticipate. So I fancy there will be no
_amour propre_ wounded: but as they like. Here is another matter for
your consideration--the steps I am to take to arrange this business.
You outlined them in a letter dated from Epirus or Athens, and I will
support your plan.

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II

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi V K. Dec., ut videtur, a. 704_]

Brundisium venimus VII Kalend. Decembr. usi tua felicitate navigandi;
ita belle nobis

"Flavit ab Epiro lenissimus Onchesmites."

Hunc σπονδειάζοντα, si cui voles τῶν νεωτέρων, pro tuo
vendito. Valetudo tua me valde conturbat; significant enim tuae
litterae te prorsus laborare. Ego autem, cum sciam, quam sis fortis,
vehementius esse quiddam suspicor, quod te cogat cedere et prope
modum infringat. Etsi alteram quartanam Pamphilus tuus mihi dixit
decessisse et alteram leviorem accedere. Terentia vero, quae quidem
eodem tempore ad portam Brundisinam venit quo ego in portum mihique
obvia in foro fuit, L. Pontium sibi in Trebulano dixisse narrabat etiam
eam decessisse. Quod si ita est, est, quod maxume mehercule opto, idque
spero tua prudentia et temperantia te consecutum.

Venio ad epistulas tuas; quas ego sescentas uno tempore accepi, aliam
alia iucundiorem, quae quidem erant tua manu. Nam Alexidis manum
amabam, quod tam prope accedebat ad similitudinem tuae litterae; non
amabam, quod indicabat te non valere. Cuius quoniam mentio facta est,
Tironem Patris aegrum reliqui, adulescentem, ut nosti, et adde, si quid
vis,

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II

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Nov. 26_, B.C. _50_]

I arrived at Brundisium on the 24th of November after enjoying your
proverbial luck at sea: so fair for me "blew from Epirus the softest
of breezes, Onchesmites." There, that verse with its spondaic ending
you can pass off for your own on any of our new school of poets[10] you
like. Your health causes me great anxiety; for I see from your letter
that you really suffer. But, knowing your spirit, I strongly suspect
there is something serious which compels you to give in and nearly
causes a breakdown, although your Pamphilus tells me that one fit of
quartan has passed, and that a second and lighter attack is coming
on. But Terentia (who reached Brundisium's gates as I reached the
harbour, and met me in the forum) told me that L. Pontius had informed
her at Trebula that the second attack also had abated. If that is so,
my utmost hopes are realized, and I expect that consummation has been
attained by your caution and moderate habits.

[10] Catullus, Cinna, and the other imitators of Alexandrine poetry.

I come to your letters, which have reached me in shoals, each more
delightful than the last--I mean those in your own handwriting. I like
Alexis' hand; it so closely resembles your own script; but there is one
thing I do not like about it--it shows that you are ill. Talking of
Alexis, I left Tiro sick at Patrae; he is, as you know, a young man,
and you may add, if you like, an honest fellow. Nothing

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probum. Nihil vidi melius. Itaque careo aegre et, quamquam videbatur
se non graviter habere, tamen sum sollicitus, maximamque spem habeo in
M'. Curi diligentia, de qua ad me scripsit Tiro et multi nuntiarunt.
Curius autem ipse sensit, quam tu velles se a me diligi, et eo sum
admodum delectatus. Et mehercule est, quam facile diligas, ἀυτόχθων
in homine urbanitas. Eius testamentum deporto trium[11] Ciceronum
signis obsignatum cohortisque praetoriae. Fecit palam te ex libella,
me ex terruncio. In Actio Corcyrae Alexio me opipare muneratus est. Q.
Ciceroni obsisti non potuit, quo minus Thyamim videret. Filiola tua
te delectari laetor et probari tibi φυσικὴι esse τὴν πρὸς τὰ τέκνα.
Etenim, si haec non est, nulla potest homini esse ad hominem naturae
adiunctio; qua sublata vitae societas tollitur, "Bene eveniat!" inquit
Carneades spurce, sed tamen prudentius quam Lucius noster et Patron,
qui, cum omnia ad se referant, numquam quicquam alterius causa fieri
putent et, cum ea re bonum virum oportere esse dicant, ne malum habeat,
non quo id natura rectum sit, non intellegant se de callido homine
loqui, non de bono viro. Sed haec, opinor, sunt in iis libris, quos tu
laudando animos mihi addidisti.

[11] detortorio _M_; detortorium _CZ_; _corr. by Junius_.

Redeo ad rem. Quo modo exspectabam epistulam,

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could be better than Tiro. So I miss him terribly, and, though he did
not seem very bad, still I am anxious, and build great hopes on the
care of M'. Curius, about which Tiro has written and many people have
told me. Curius himself was aware of your desire that he should win my
esteem: and I am greatly charmed with him. Indeed he is one of nature's
gentlemen, whom it is easy to like. I carry home his will sealed with
the seals of three of my family and of the praetor's staff. In the
presence of witnesses he made you heir to a tenth of his estate and
me to a fortieth.[12] At Actium in Corcyra Alexio made me a splendid
present. Q. Cicero could not be stopped from seeing the river Thyamis.
I am glad you take delight in your baby daughter, and have satisfied
yourself that a desire for children is natural.[13] For, if it is not,
there can be no natural tie between man and man; remove that tie,
and social life is destroyed. "Heaven bless the consequence," says
Carneades naughtily, but with more wisdom than our philosophers Lucius
and Patron, who in sticking to selfish hedonism and denying altruism,
and saying that man must be virtuous for fear of the consequences of
vice and not because virtue is an end in itself, fail to see that they
are describing a type not of goodness but of craftiness. But these
points, I think, are handled in the volumes[14] you have encouraged me
by praising.

[12] Monetary fractions are generally expressed by parts of the _as_;
but here the _denarius_ is used as the standard. The _libella_ was
one-tenth and the _teruncius_ one-fortieth of a _denarius_.

[13] With φυσικήν the substantive ὁρμήν must be understood.

[14] _De Republica._

I return to business. How I looked for the letter

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quam Philoxeno dedisses! Scripseras enim in ea esse de sermone Pompei
Neapolitano. Eam mihi Patron Brundisi reddidit. Corcyrae, ut opinor,
acceperat. Nihil potuit esse iucundius. Erat enim de re publica, de
opinione, quam is vir haberet integritatis meae, de benevolentia,
quam ostendit eo sermone, quem habuit de triumpho. Sed tamen hoc
iucundissimum, quod intellexi te ad eum venisse, ut eius animum erga me
perspiceres. Hoc mihi, inquam, accidit iucundissimum. De triumpho autem
nulla me cupiditas umquam tenuit ante Bibuli impudentissimas litteras,
quas amplissume supplicatio consecuta est. A quo si ea gesta essent,
quae scripsit, gauderem et honori faverem; nunc illum, qui pedem porta,
quoad hostis cis Euphratem fuit, non extulerit, honore augeri, me, in
cuius exercitu spem illius exercitus habuit, idem non adsequi, dedecus
est nostrum, nostrum inquam te coniungens. Itaque omnia experiar, et ut
spero, adsequar. Quodsi tu valeres, iam mihi quaedam explorata essent.
Sed, ut spero, valebis.

De raudusculo Numeriano multum te amo. Hortensius quid egerit, aveo
scire, Cato quid agat; qui quidem in me turpiter fuit malevolus. Dedit
integritatis, iustitiae, clementiae, fidei mihi testimonium, quod non
quaerebam; quod postulabam, negavit id. Itaque Caesar eis litteris,
quibus mihi gratulatur et omnia pollicetur, quo modo exsultat Catonis
in me ingratissmi iniuria! At hic idem Bibulo dierum XX.

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you said was entrusted to Philoxenus! For it was to contain news of
Pompey's talk at Naples. Patron handed it to me at Brundisium. It was
at Corcyra, I fancy, he had taken charge of it. Nothing could be more
delightful. It touched on politics, the great man's opinion of my
honour, the kindliness he displayed in his remarks about my triumph.
But the most delightful item of all was the intelligence that you had
called on him to find out his feeling towards me. This, I repeat, was
what I found most delightful. As for a triumph, I had no desire for
one up to the time Bibulus sent his shameless despatches and got a
thanksgiving voted in the most complimentary way. Now, if he had done
what he professed to have done, I should have been glad and supported
the honour; but, as it is, it is a disgrace to us--to both of us: for
I include you in the business--that I, on whose army his army relied,
should not get the same rewards as a man who never set foot outside
the city gates so long as there was an enemy this side of Euphrates.
Therefore I shall make every effort, and, as I hope, shall succeed. If
you were well, some points would have been settled already; but I hope
you will soon be well.

For that twopenny debt to Numerius I am much bounden to you. I long to
know what Hortensius has done about my triumph and what Cato is doing.
Cato's behaviour to me was shamefully spiteful. He gave me a character
for rectitude, equity, clemency, and good faith, for which I did not
ask; what I did want, that he denied me. Accordingly in his letter of
congratulation and lavish assurances, how Caesar exults over the wrong
Cato did me by his deep ingratitude! Yet Cato voted Bibulus a twenty
days'

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Ignosce mihi; non possum haec ferre nec feram.

Cupio ad omnes tuas epistulas, sed nihil necesse est; iam enim te
videbo. Illud tamen de Chrysippo--nam de altero illo minus sum
admiratus, operario homine; sed tamen ne illo quidem quicquam
improbius. Chrysippum vero, quem ego propter litterularum nescio quid
libenter vidi, in honore habui, discedere a puero insciente me! Mitto
alia, quae audio multa, mitto furta; fugam non fero, qua mihi nihil
visum est sceleratius. Itaque usurpavi vetus illud Drusi, ut ferunt,
praetoris, in eo, qui eadem liber non iuraret, me istos liberos non
addixisse, praesertim cum adesset nemo, a quo recte vindicarentur. Id
tu, ut videbitur, ita accipies; ego tibi adsentiar.

Uni tuae disertissimae epistulae non rescripsi, in qua est de periculis
rei publicae. Quid rescriberem? valde eram perturbatus. Sed ut nihil
magno opere metuam, Parthi faciunt, qui repente Bibulum semivivum
reliquerunt.




III

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Trebulano V Id. Dec. a. 704_]

A. d. VIII Idus Decembr. Aeculanum veni et ibi tuas litteras legi, quas
Philotimus mihi reddidit. E quibus hanc primo aspectu voluptatem cepi,
quod

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festival. Forgive me, I cannot and I will not bear it.

I long to answer all your letters; but there is no need, for soon I
shall see you. Still I must tell you about Chrysippus--the conduct of
that other fellow, a mere mechanic, excites my surprise less, though
it could not have been more scandalous. But Chrysippus, whom I was
always glad to see and held in honour, because he had a smattering of
culture, fancy him deserting my son without my knowledge! I can put
up with other things, though I hear of plenty, I can even put up with
embezzlement; but I cannot put up with his flight. It is the most
scandalous thing I ever heard of. So I have taken a leaf from Drusus'
book, when, in his praetorship, as the story goes, a man, who had been
manumitted, refused to take the oaths he had promised: and I have
denied that those fellows ever were freed by me, especially as there
were no legal witnesses to the transaction. Take it any way you will: I
will abide by your decision.

The only one of your letters, which I have not answered, is the most
eloquent of them all, dealing with the country's peril. I have no
answer to make: I am very much upset. But the Parthians, whose sudden
retreat left Bibulus half dead with fright, have taught me not to be
much alarmed at anything.




III

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Trebula, Dec. 9_, B.C. _50_]

On the 6th of December I came to Aeculanum, and there I read your
letter, which Philotimus handed to me. I was pleased at the first
glance to see it was

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erant a te ipso scriptae, deinde earum accuratissuma diligentia sum
mirum in modum delectatus. Ac primum illud, in quo te Dicaearcho
adsentiri negas, etsi cupidissume expetitum a me est et te approbante,
ne diutius anno in provincia essem, tamen non est nostra contentione
perfectum. Sic enim scito, verbum in senatu factum esse numquam de ullo
nostrum, qui provincias obtinuimus, quo in iis diutius quam ex senatus
consulto maneremus, ut iam ne istius quidem rei culpam sustineam, quod
minus diu fuerim in provincia, quam fortasse fuerit utile. Sed "quid
si hoc melius?" opportune dici videtur ut in hoc ipso. Sive enim ad
concordiam res adduci potest sive ad bonorum victoriam, utriusvis rei
me aut adiutorem velim esse aut certe non expertem; sin vincuntur
boni, ubicumque essem, una cum iis victus essem. Quare celeritas
nostri reditus ἀμεταμέλητος debet esse. Quodsi ista nobis cogitatio de
triumpho iniecta non esset, quam tu quoque adprobas, ne tu haud multum
requireres illum virum, qui in sexto libro informatus est. Quid enim
tibi faciam, qui illos libros devorasti? Quin nunc ipsum non dubitabo
rem tantam abicere, si id erit rectius. Utrumque vero simul agi non
potest, et de triumpho ambitiose et de re publica libere. Sed ne
dubitaris, quin, quod honestius, id mihi futurum sit antiquius. Nam,
quod putas utilius esse, vel mihi quod tutius sit, vel etiam ut rei
publicae prodesse possim, me esse cum imperio, id coram considerabimus
quale sit. Habet enim res deliberationem; etsi ex parte magna

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in your handwriting; and I was highly delighted at the care
and attention it showed. First you say that you disagree with
Dicaearchus.[15] Now, though I was exceedingly anxious, and that with
your approval, not to stay in my province more than a year, it was
not my own efforts that gained the point. For you should know that no
word was ever said in the House about any of us provincial governors
outstaying the term of our appointment; so that now I am not to be
blamed even for making a shorter stay in my province than was perhaps
to my advantage. But "all for the best" is an apt saying, as it is in
this case. For, if peace can be patched up, or the loyalists can be
made to win the victory, I should be sorry not to assist or at any
rate have a hand in the matter. But, if the loyalists are conquered, I
should share their defeat wherever I were. So my speedy return ought
not to cost me any regret. If this idea of a triumph that you approve
had not come into my head, you would find me not far short of the ideal
statesman I sketched in the sixth volume.[16] What would you have me
do, you devourer of those books of mine? Even now I will not hesitate
to throw away my great ambition, if that course is better. One cannot
of course play both parts at once, the selfish candidate for triumph
and the independent politician. But doubt not that I shall take honesty
to be my best policy. As for your point that it were better for me,
whether for my private safety, or for the public welfare, that I should
retain my command, we will talk it over together. It is a matter for
deliberation,

[15] Cf. II, 16, where Dicaearchus is mentioned as an advocate of an
active life. He was a pupil of Aristotle, and wrote philosophical and
geographical works.

[16] Of the _De Republica_.

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tibi adsentior. De animo autem meo erga rem publicam bene facis quod
non dubitas, et illud probe indicas, nequaquam satis pro meis officiis,
pro ipsius in alios effusione illum in me liberalem fuisse, eiusque
rei causam vere explicas, et eis, quae de Fabio Caninioque acta
scribis, valde consentiunt. Quae si secus essent, totumque se ille in
me profudisset, tamen illa, quam scribis, custos urbis me praeclarae
inscriptionis memorem esse cogeret, nec mihi concederet, ut imitarer
Volcacium aut Servium, quibus tu es contentus, sed aliquid nos vellet
nobis dignum et sentire et defendere. Quod quidem agerem, si liceret,
alio modo, ac nunc agendum est.

De sua potentia dimicant homines hoc tempore periculo civitatis. Nam,
si res publica defenditur, cur ea consule isto ipso defensa non est?
cur ego, in cuius causa rei publicae salus consistebat, defensus
postero anno non sum? cur imperium illi aut cur illo modo prorogatum
est? cur tanto opere pugnatum est, ut de eius absentis ratione habenda
decem tribuni pl. ferrent? His ille rebus ita convaluit, ut nunc in uno
civi spes ad resistendum sit; qui mallem tantas ei vires non dedisset
quam nunc tam valenti resisteret,

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though I agree with you in the main. You do well not to doubt my
attitude towards politics: and you judge rightly that Caesar has
not been liberal to me considering my services, and considering his
lavishness towards others. You explain his reasons rightly: I am in the
same boat with Fabius and Caninius,[17] as your letter shows. But if
things were otherwise and he had been profuse in his generosity towards
me, nevertheless the goddess you mention, the guardian of the city,
would have compelled me to remember her fine inscription, and would
not allow me to imitate Volcacius or Servius,[18] with whom you are
content, but would wish me to express and maintain a policy worthy of
my name. And I should have done it, if I could, in a different way from
the way I must adopt now.

[17] _Legati_ of Caesar: but nothing is known of any slight on them.

[18] Before his exile Cicero dedicated a statue of Minerva in the
Capitol with the inscription _Custos Urbis_. Possibly, however, there
was a longer inscription. Volcacius and Servius maintained neutrality
in the civil war.

It is for their own power men are fighting now to the danger of the
country. For if the constitution is being defended, why was it not
defended when Caesar himself was consul? Why was I, on whose case the
safety of the constitution depended, not defended in the following
year? Why was Caesar's command prolonged, or why was it prolonged in
such a fashion? Why was there such a struggle to get the ten tribunes
to bring in a bill allowing him to stand in his absence? All this has
made him so strong that now hope of resistance depends on one citizen.
I wish that citizen had not given him so much power rather than that he
now resisted him in the hour of

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Sed, quoniam res eo deducta est, non quaeram, ut scribis:

                      Ποῦ σκάφος τὸ τῶν Ἀτρειδῶν;

mihi σκάφος unum erit, quod a Pompeio gubernabitur. Illud ipsum quod
ais: "Quid fiet, cum erit dictum: DIC, M. TVLLI?"--σύντομα: "CN. POMPEIO
ADSENTIOR." Ipsum tamen Pompeium separatim ad concordiam hortabor.
Sic enim sentio, maxumo in periculo rem esse. Vos scilicet plura,
qui in urbe estis. Verum tamen haec video, cum homine audacissimo
paratissimoque negotium esse, omnes damnatos omnes ignominia adfectos,
omnes damnatione ignominiaque dignos illac facere, omnem fere
iuventutem omnem illam urbanam ac perditam plebem, tribunos valentes
addito C. Cassio, omnes, qui aere alieno premantur, quos pluris esse
intellego, quam putaram (causam solum ilia causa non habet, ceteris
rebus abundat), hic omnia facere omnes, ne armis decernatur; quorum
exitus semper incerti, nunc vero etiam in alteram partem magis timendi.

Bibulus de provincia decessit, Veientonem praefecit; in decedendo erit,
ut audio, tardior. Quem cum ornavit Cato, declaravit iis se solis non
invidere, quibus nihil aut non multum ad dignitatem posset accedere.

Nunc venio ad privata; fere enim respondi tuis litteris de re publica,
et iis, quas in suburbano, et iis, quas postea scripsisti. Ad privata
venio. Unum etiam de Caelio. Tantum abest, ut meam ille sententiam

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his strength. But since things have come to such a pass, I shall not
ask, to borrow your quotation,

"Where is the bark of Atreus' sons?"[19]

[19] Euripides _Troades_ 455 ποῦ σκάφος τὸ τοῦ στρατηγοῦ

My only bark will be that which has Pompey for a pilot. For your
query "What will happen when the question is put 'Your vote, Marcus
Tullius'"--briefly "I vote with Pompey." Still I shall exhort Pompey
privately to pacific measures. I feel that there is the greatest
danger. You, who are in town, will know more. Yet I see that we have
to do with a man of the greatest daring and readiness, who has on his
side all the criminal and social outcasts, and all who deserve to be
counted criminals and outcasts; nearly all the younger generation; all
the lowest city rabble; the powerful tribunes including C. Cassius; all
the insolvent, who are more in number than I imagined. All his cause
wants is a good cause: it has everything else in plenty. On our side we
all do everything to avoid battle. You can never be sure of the issue
of war, and it is to be feared it would go against us now.

Bibulus has quitted the province and left Veiento in charge: he will be
pretty slow, I hear, on his journey. This is the man in whose praise
Cato spoke, when he declared that the only people he did not envy were
those who could not be raised higher or not much higher.

To come to private matters: for I have fairly answered your letter on
the political situation, both the one you wrote in your town villa and
the one you wrote later. Now for private matters. But one word about
Caelius. So far is he from affecting my

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moveat, ut valde ego ipsi, quod de sua sententia decesserit;
paenitendum putem. Sed quid est, quod et vici Luccei sint addicti? Hoc
te praetermisisse miror. De Philotimo faciam equidem, ut mones. Sed
ego mihi ab illo non rationes exspectabam, quas tibi edidit, verum
id reliquum, quod ipse in Tusculano me referre in commentarium mea
manu voluit, quodque idem in Asia mihi sua manu scriptum dedit. Id si
praestaret, quantum mihi aeris alieni esse tibi edidit, tantum et plus
etiam mihi ipse deberet. Sed in hoc genere, si modo per rem publicam
licebit, non accusabimur posthac, neque hercule antea neglegentes
fuimus, sed amicorum multitudine occupati. Ergo utemur, ut polliceris,
et opera et consilio tuo nec tibi erimus, ut spero, in eo molesti.
De serperastris cohortis meae nihil est quod doleas. Ipsi enim se
collegerunt admiratione integritatis meae. Sed me moverat nemo magis
quam is, quem tu neminem putas. Idem et initio fuerat et nunc est
egregius. Sed in ipsa decessione significavit sperasse se aliquid et
id, quod animum induxerat paulisper, non tenuit, sed cito ad se rediit,
meisque honorificentissimis erga se officiis victus pluris ea duxit
quam omnem pecuniam.

Ego a Curio tabulas accepi, quas mecum porto. Hortensi legata cognovi.
Nunc aveo scire, quid hominis sit et quarum rerum auctionem instituat.

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view, that I think he must be sorry he changed his own. But what is
this story of Lucceius' property being knocked down to him? I wonder
you passed that over. As for Philotimus I shall take your advice. But
I was not expecting from him the accounts, which he gave you: I was
expecting the balance, which he wished me to enter in my note-book with
my own hand at Tusculum, and for which he gave me in Asia a certificate
in his own hand. If he should pay up all the money he told you was
owing to me, he would still owe me as much again and even more. But,
if only politics will allow, I shall not incur blame hereafter in
matters of this kind. Indeed I have not been careless hitherto; but my
time has been taken up by a crowd of friends. I shall therefore have
your industry and advice, as you promise, and I hope I shall not be
troublesome in the matter. You have no reason to lament the treatment
that I meted to my crooked staff.[20] They pulled themselves together
in amaze at my honesty. But nobody surprised me more than the man whom
you think a nobody. From first to last he was and is splendid. But just
at my departure he showed me that he had hoped for some reward; and
yet he did not long cling to the idea which had entered his mind, but
quickly came to himself again, and overwhelmed by the honours I had
done him, regarded them as of more worth than any money.

[20] Lit. "about the knee-splints (I gave) my staff." He refers to
restraining their rapacity.

I have received his will from Curius and bring it with me. I know the
legacies Hortensius has to pay. Now I want to know the metal of the
man, and what properties he is putting up for sale. When

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Nescio enim, cur, cum portam Flumentanam Caelius occuparit, ego
Puteolos non meos faciam.

Venio ad "Piraeea" in quo magis reprehendendus sum, quod homo Romanus
"Piraeea" scripserim, non "Piraeum" (sic enim omnes nostri locuti
sunt), quam quod addiderim "in." Non enim hoc ut oppido praeposui, sed
ut loco. Et tamen Dionysius noster et, qui est nobiscum, Nicias Cous
non rebatur oppidum esse Piraeea. Sed de re ego[21] videro. Nostrum
quidem si est peccatum, in eo est, quod non ut de oppido locutus sum,
sed ut de loco, secutusque sum non dico Caecilium:

"Máne ut ex portu ín Piraeum"

(malus enim auctor Latinitatis est), sed Terentium, cuius fabellae
propter elegantiam sermonis putabantur a C. Laelio scribi:

"Heri áliquot adulescéntuli coíimus in Piraeum,"

et idem:

"Mercátor hoc addébat, captam e Súnio."

[21] re ego _Reid_; re _L (marg.), M (above the line)_; reo _NOPM_¹: eo
_M_².

Quodsi δήμους oppida volumus esse, tam est oppidum Sunium quam Piraeus.
Sed, quoniam grammaticus es, si hoc mihi ξήτημα persolveris, magna me
molestia liberaris.

Ille mihi litteras blandas mittit: facit idem pro eo Balbus. Mihi
certum est ab honestissuma sententia digitum nusquam. Sed scis, illi
reliquum quantum sit. Putasne igitur verendum esse, ne aut obiciat id
nobis aliquis, si languidius, aut repetat, si fortius? Quid ad haec
reperis? "Solvamus," inquis. Age, a

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Caelius has taken the Porta Flumentana,[22] I don't see why I should
not make Puteoli mine.

[22] Caelius had bought Lucceius' property near the Porta Flumentana at
the entrance of the Campus Martius.

Coming to the form _Piraeea_, I am more to be blamed for writing it
thus and not _Piraeum_ in Latin, as all our people do, than I am
for adding the preposition "_in_." I used "_in_" as before a word
signifying a place and not a town. After all Dionysius and Nicias of
Cos, who is with me, do not consider that the Piraeus is a town. I will
look into the question. If I have made a mistake, it is in speaking of
it not as a town but as a place, and I have authority. I do not depend
on a quotation from Caecilius: "_Máne ut ex portu in Piraeum_,"[23] as
he is a poor authority in Latinity; but I will quote Terence, whose
fine style caused his plays to be ascribed to C. Laelius "_Heri áliquot
adulescéntuli coíimus in Piraeum_," and again: "_Mercátor hoc addébat,
captam e Súnio_."[24] If we want to call parishes towns, Sunium is as
much a town as the Piraeus. But, since you are a purist, you will save
me a lot of trouble, if you can solve the problem for me.

[23] In the morning as I disembarked in the Piraeus.

[24] Terence, _Eun._ 539 (yesterday while some of us youths met in the
Piraeus), and 115 (The merchant added one thing more, a female slave
from Sunium). In the first the MSS. of Terence read _Piraeo_.

Caesar sends me a friendly letter. Balbus does the same on his account.
Certainly I shall not swerve a finger's breadth from the strictest
honour; but you know how much I still owe him. Don't you think there is
fear that this may be cast in my teeth, if I am slack; and repayment
demanded from me, if I am energetic? What solution is there?

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Caelio mutuabimur. Hoc tu tamen consideres velim; puto enim, in senatu
si quando praeclare pro re publica dixero, Tartessium istum tuum mihi
exeunti: "Iube sodes nummos curare."

Quid superest? Etiam. Gener est suavis mihi, Tulliae, Terentiae.
Quantumvis vel ingenii vel humanitatis: satis est[25]; reliqua, quae
nosti, ferenda. Scis enim, quos aperuerimus. Qui omnes praeter eum, de
quo per te egimus, reum me[26] facerent.[27] Ipsis enim expensum nemo
feret. Sed haec coram; nam multi sermonis sunt. Tironis reficiendi spes
est in M'. Curio; cui ego scripsi tibi eum gratissimum facturum.

[25] satis est _Mommsen_: satis _MSS._: comitatis satis _or_ satis
dignitatis _Lehmann_.

[26] rem _Bosius_; rem a me _Purser_.

[27] facere rentur Δ _Bosius_; facerentur _O_².

Data v Idus Decembr. a Pontio ex Trebulano.




IV

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[Sidenote: _Scr. in Pompeiano IV aut III Id. Dec. a 704_]

Dionysium flagrantem desiderio tui misi ad te nec mehercule aequo
animo, sed fuit concedendum. Quem quidem cognovi cum doctum, quod
mihi iam ante erat notum, tum sane plenum officii, studiosum etiam
meae laudis, frugi hominem, ac, ne libertinum laudare videar, plane
virum bonum. Pompeium vidi IIII Idus Decembres. Fuimus una horas duas
fortasse. Magna laetitia mihi visus est adfici meo adventu, de

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"Pay up," say you. Well, I will borrow from the bank.[28] But there
is a point you might consider. If I ever make a notable speech in the
House on behalf of the constitution, your friend from Tarshish[29] will
be pretty sure to say to me as I go out: "Kindly send me a draft."

[28] Caelius the banker is again referred to in XII, 5.

[29] L. Cornelius Balbus of Tartessus.

Anything else? Yes. My son-in-law is agreeable to me, to Tullia, and
to Terentia. He has any amount of native charm or shall I say culture:
and that is enough. We must put up with the faults you know of. For
you know what we have found the others to be on inspection. All of
them except the one with whom you negotiated for us would get me into
the law courts. No one will lend them money on their own security. But
this when we meet: it is a long story. My hope of Tiro's recovery lies
in M'. Curius. I have written to him that he will be doing you the
greatest favour.

Dec. 9, at Pontius' villa at Trebula.




IV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Pompeii, Dec. 10 or 11_, B.C. _50_]

Dionysius burned to be with you, so I sent him, with some misgivings I
must admit; but it had to be. I knew him before to be a scholar: I find
him very obliging, careful of my good name, an honest fellow, and, not
to give him a mere freedman's character, evidently a man of honour.
Pompey I interviewed on the 10th of December. We were together a matter
of two hours: he seemed greatly delighted with

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triumpho hortari, suscipere partes suas, monere, ne ante in senatum
accederem, quam rem confecissem, ne dicendis sententiis aliquem
tribunum alienarem. Quid quaeris? in hoc officio sermonis nihil potuit
esse prolixius. De re publica autem ita mecum locutus est, quasi
non dubium bellum haberemus. Nihil ad spem concordiae. Plane illum
a se alienatum cum ante intellegeret, tum vero proxume iudicasse.
Venisse Hirtium a Caesare, qui esset illi familiarissimus, ad se non
accessisse, et, cum ille a. d. VIII Idus Decembr. vesperi venisset,
Balbus de tota re constituisset a. d. VII ad Scipionem ante lucem
venire, multa de nocte eum profectum esse ad Caesarem. Hoc illi
τεκμηριῶδες videbatur esse alienationis. Quid multa? nihil me aliud
consolatur, nisi quod illum, cui etiam inimici alterum consulatum,
fortuna summam potentiam dederit, non arbitror fore tam amentem, ut
haec in discrimen adducat. Quodsi ruere coeperit, ne ego multa timeo;
quae non audeo scribere. Sed, ut nunc est, a. d. III Nonas Ian. ad
urbem cogito.




V

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XV K. Ian., ut videtur, a. 704_]

Multas uno tempore accepi epistulas tuas; quae mihi, quamquam
recentiora audiebam ex iis, qui ad me veniebant, tamen erant iucundae;
studium enim et benevolentiam declarabant. Valetudine tua moveor et
Piliam in idem genus morbi delapsam curam tibi

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my arrival, encouraged me about my triumph, promised to do his part,
warned me not to enter the House till my business was finished,
for fear I should make an enemy of some tribune by the opinions I
expressed. In short, promises could go no further. As to the political
situation, he hinted certain war, without hope of agreement. It
appeared that, though he had long understood there was a split between
himself and Caesar, he had had very recent proof of it. Hirtius, a
very intimate friend of Caesar's, had come and had not called on
Pompey. Besides Hirtius had arrived on the evening of the 6th of
December and Balbus had arranged a meeting with Pompey's father-in-law
before daybreak on the 7th to discuss affairs, when, lo, late on the
night before, Hirtius set out to go to Caesar. This seemed to Pompey
proof positive of a split. In a word I have no consolation except the
thought, that, when even his enemies have renewed his term of office
and fortune has bestowed on him supreme power, Caesar will not be so
mad as to jeopardize these advantages. If he begins to run amuck, my
fears are more than I can commit to paper. As things are, I meditate a
visit to town on the 3rd of January.




V

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae Dec. 16_, B.C. _50_]

A number of your letters have reached me at the same time: and,
although visitors bring me later news, they are delightful, as they
show your affection and good will. I am concerned about your illness,
and I suppose Pilia's attack of the same complaint will increase

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adferre maiorem sentio. Date igitur operam, ut valeatis. De Tirone
video tibi curae esse. Quem quidem ego, etsi mirabilis utilitates
mihi praebet, cum valet, in onmi genere vel negotiorum vel studiorum
meorum, tamen propter humanitatem et modestiam malo salvum quam propter
usum meum. Philogenes mecum nihil umquam de Luscenio locatus est; de
ceteris rebus habes Dionysium. Sororem tuam non venisse in Arcanum
miror. De Chrysippo meum consilium probari tibi non moleste fero. Ego
in Tusculanum nihil sane hoc tempore; devium est τοῖς ἀπαντῶσιν et
habet alia δύσχρεστα. Sed de Formiano Tarracinam pridie Kal. Ian. Inde
Pomptinam summam, inde in Albanum Pompei. Ita ad urbem III Nonas natali
meo.

De re publica cotidie magis timeo. Non enim boni, ut putant,
consentiunt. Quos ego equites Romanos, quos senatores vidi, qui
acerrime cum cetera tum hoc iter Pompei vituperarent! Pace opus est.
Ex victoria cum multa mala tum certe tyrannus exsistet. Sed haec prope
diem coram. Iam plane mihi deest, quod ad te scribam; nec enim de
re publica, quod uterque nostrum scit eadem, et domestica nota sunt
ambobus.

Reliquum est iocari, si hic sinat. Nam ego is sum, qui illi concedi
putem utilius esse, quod postulat, quam signa conferri. Sero enim
resistimus ei, quem per annos decem aluimus contra nos. "Quid sentis
igitur?" inquis. Nihil scilicet nisi de sententia tua nec prius quidem,
quam nostrum negotium aut confecerimus

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your trouble. Both of you do your best to get well. As for Tiro I see
you are attending to him. Though when in health, he is marvellously
useful to me in every department of business and literature, it is not
a selfish motive, but his own charming character and modest bearing
that prompts my hope for his recovery. Philogenes has never said
anything to me about Luscenius. As for other matters Dionysius is with
you. I am astonished your sister has not come to Arcanum. I am glad you
approve my plan about Chrysippus. I shall not go to Tusculum at such a
time as this, not I. It is out of the way for chance _rencontres_ and
has other drawbacks. But from Formiae I go to Tarracina on the last
of December. Thence to the upper end of the Pomptine marsh: thence to
Pompey's Alban villa: and so to Rome on the 3rd, my birthday.

The political crisis is causing me greater fear every day. The
loyalists are not, as is imagined, in agreement. I have met numbers
of Roman knights, and numbers of Members, ready to inveigh bitterly
against everything and especially this journey of Pompey's. Peace is
our want. Victory will bring many evils, and without doubt a tyrant.
But this we shall soon discuss together. I have no news at all now:
each of us knows as much as the other about political affairs, and
domestic details are for us common knowledge.

All one can do is to jest--if _he_ will allow it. For I am one who
thinks it better to agree to his demands than to enter upon war. It is
late to resist him, when for ten years we have nurtured this viper in
our bosom. Then you ask my view. It is the same as yours; and I shall
express none till my own affairs

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aut deposuerimus. Cura igitur, ut valeas. Aliquando ἀπότριψαι quartanam
istam diligentia, quae in te summa est.




VI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XIV K. Ian., ut videtur, a. 704_]

Plane deest, quod ad te scribam; nota omnia tibi sunt; nee ipse habeo,
a te quod exspectem. Tantum igitur nostrum illud sollemne servemus,
ut ne quem istuc euntem sine litteris dimittamus. De re publica valde
timeo, nec adhuc fere inveni, qui non concedendum putaret Caesari,
quod postularet, potius quam depugnandum. Est illa quidem impudens
postulatio, opinione valentior. Cur autem nunc primum ei resistamus?

                    Οὐ γὰρ δὴ τόδε μεῖζον ἔπι κακόν

quam cum quinquennium prorogabamus, aut cum, ut absentis ratio
haberetur, ferebamus, nisi forte haec illi tum arma dedimus, ut nunc
cum bene parato pugnaremus. Dices: "Quid tu igitur sensurus es?" Non
idem quod dicturus; sentiam enim omnia facienda, ne armis decertetur,
dicam idem quod Pompeius neque id faciam humili animo. Sed rursus hoc
permagnum rei publicae malum est, et quodam modo mihi praeter ceteros
non rectum me in tantis rebus a Pompeio dissidere.

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are concluded or abandoned. So be sure to get well. Apply some of your
wonderful capacity for taking pains to shaking off the fever.




VI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Dec. 17_, B.C. _50_]

I have positively no news: all mine is known to you; and there is none
that I can look for from you. Only let me preserve my old ceremony
of letting no visitor go to you without a letter. My fears as to the
political situation are great. And so far I have found hardly a man who
would not yield to Caesar's demand sooner than fight. That demand, it
is true, is shameless, but stronger than we thought. But why should we
choose this occasion to begin resisting?

[Sidenote: Odyssey xii, 209]

"No greater evil threatens now"

than when we prolonged his office for another five years; or when we
agreed to let him stand as a candidate in his absence. But perhaps we
were then giving him these weapons to turn against us now. You will
say; "What then will your view be?" My view will not be what I shall
say; for my view will be that every step should be taken to avoid a
conflict; but I shall say the same as Pompey, nor shall I be actuated
by subserviency. But again it is a very great calamity to the state,
and in a way improper to me beyond others to differ from Pompey in
matters of such importance.

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VII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano inter XIII et X K. Ian. a. 704_]

"Dionysius, vir optumus, ut mihi quoque est perspectus, et doctissumus
tuique amantissumus, Romam venit XV Kalend. Ian. et litteras a te mihi
reddidit." Tot enim verba sunt de Dionysio in epistula tua, illud
putato non adscribis, "et tibi gratias egit." Atqui certe ille agere
debuit, et, si esset factum, quae tua est humanitas, adscripsisses.
Mihi autem nulla de eo παλινωδία datur propter superioris epistulae
testimonium. Sit igitur sane bonus vir. Hoc enim ipsum bene fecit, quod
mihi sui cognoscendi penitus etiam istam facultatem dedit. Philogenes
recte ad te scripsit; curavit enim, quod debuit. Eum ego uti ea
pecunia volui, quoad liceret; itaque usus est menses XIIII. Pomptinum
cupio valere, et, quod scribis in urbem introisse, vereor, quid sit;
nam id nisi gravi de causa non fecisset. Ego, quoniam IIII Non. Ian.
compitalicius dies est, nolo eo die in Albanum venire, ne molestus
familiae veniam. III Non. Ian. igitur; inde ad urbem pridie Nonas. Tua
λῆψις quem in diem incurrat, nescio, sed prorsus te commoveri incommodo
valetudinis tuae nolo.

De honore nostro nisi quid occulte Caesar per suos tribunos molitus
erit, cetera videntur esse tranquilla; tranquillissimus autem animus
meus, qui totum istuc aequi boni facit, et eo magis, quod iam a multis
audio constitutum esse Pompeio et eius concilio in Siciliam

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VII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Dec. 18-21_, B.C. _50_]

"Dionysius, an excellent fellow--as I too have found him--a good
scholar and your very stanch friend, arrived in Rome on the 16th of
December, and gave me a letter from you." That's all you say about
Dionysius in your letter. You do not add "and he expressed his
gratitude to you." Yet certainly he ought to have done so, and, if he
had, you would have added it with your usual good nature. I cannot make
a _volte face_ about him, owing to the character I gave him in the
former letter. Let us call him then an honest fellow. He has done me
one kindness at any rate in giving me this further chance to know him
thoroughly. Philogenes is correct in what he wrote: he duly settled
his debt. I wanted him to use the money as long as he could; so he has
used it for 14 months. I hope Pomptinus is getting well. You mention
his entrance into town. I am somewhat anxious as to what it means: he
would not have entered the city except for some good reason. As the 2nd
of January is a holiday, I don't wish to reach Pompey's Alban villa on
that date for fear I should be a nuisance to his household. I shall go
there on the 3rd, and then visit the city on the 4th. I forget on what
day the fever will attack you again; but I would not have you stir to
the damage of your health.

As for my triumph, unless Caesar has been secretly intriguing through
his tribune partisans, all else seems smooth and easy. My mind is
absolutely at ease, and I regard the whole business with indifference,
especially as many people tell me that Pompey and his advisers

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me mittere, quod imperium habeam. Id est Ἀβδηριτικόν. Nec enim senatus
decrevit, nec populus iussit me imperium in Sicilia habere. Sin hoc
res publica ad Pompeium refert, qui me magis quam privatum aliquem
mittat? Itaque, si hoc imperium mihi molestum erit, utar ea porta, quam
primam videro. Nam, quod scribis mirificam exspectationem esse mei
neque tamen quemquam bonorum aut satis bonorum dubitare, quid facturus
sim, ego, quos tu bonos esse dicas, non intellego. Ipse nullos novi,
sed ita, si ordines bonorum quaerimus; nam singulares sunt boni viri.
Verum in dissensionibus ordines bonorum et genera quaerenda sunt.
Senatum bonum putas, per quem sine imperio provinciae sunt (numquam
enim Curio sustinuisset, si cum eo agi coeptum esset; quam sententiam
senatus sequi noluit; ex quo factum est, ut Caesari non succederetur),
an publicanos, qui numquam firmi, sed nunc Caesari sunt amicissimi,
an faeneratores an agricolas, quibus optatissimum est otium? nisi
eos timere putas, ne sub regno sint, qui id numquam, dum modo otiosi
essent, recusarunt. Quid ergo? exercitum retinentis, cum legis dies
transierit, rationem haberi placet? Mihi vero ne absentis quidem; sed,
cum id datum est, illud una datum est. Annorum enim decem imperium et
ita latum placet? Placet igitur etiam me expulsum et agrum Campanum

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have determined to send me to Sicily, because I still have military
powers. That is a muddle-headed plan.[30] For neither has the House
decreed, nor the people authorized me to have military power in Sicily.
If the state delegates the appointment to Pompey, why should he send
me rather than any unofficial person? So, if this military power is
going to be a nuisance, I shall get rid of it by entering the first
city gate I see. As for your news that there is a wonderful interest
in my arrival and that none of the "right or right enough party"
doubt as to my future action, I don't understand your phrase "the
right party." I don't know of such a party, that is if we look for a
class; of course there are individuals. But in political splits it is
classes and parties we want. Do you think the Senate is "right," when
it has left our provinces without military rule? For Curio could never
have held out, if there had been negotiations with him--a proposal
rejected by the House, which left Caesar without a successor. Is
it the tax-collectors, who have never been loyal and are now very
friendly with Caesar? Or is it the financiers or the farmers, whose
chief desire is peace? Do you suppose they will fear a king, when they
never declined one so long as they were left in peace? Well then, do
I approve of the candidature of a man who keeps his army beyond the
legal term? No, not even of his candidature in absence. But when the
one privilege was granted, the other went with it. Do I then approve of
the extension of his military power for ten years, and that carried as
it was carried? Then I should have to approve of my own banishment, the
throwing away of the Campanian land on the people, the adoption

[30] Abdera was the classical Gotham.

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perisse et adoptatum patricium a plebeio, Gaditanum a Mytilenaeo, et
Labieni divitiae et Mamurrae placent et Balbi horti et Tusculanum. Sed
horum omnium fons unus est. Imbecillo resistendum fuit, et id erat
facile; nunc legiones XI, equitatus tantus, quantum volet, Transpadani,
plebes urbana, tot tribuni pl., tam perdita iuventus, tanta auctoritate
dux, tanta audacia. Cum hoc aut depugnandum est aut habenda e lege
ratio. "Depugna," inquis, "potius quam servias." Ut quid? si victus
eris, proscribare, si viceris, tamen servias? "Quid ergo," inquis,
"facturus es?" Idem quod pecudes, quae dispulsae sui generis sequuntur
greges. Ut bos armenta sic ego bonos viros aut eos, quicumque dicentur
boni, sequar, etiamsi ruent. Quid sit optimum male contractis rebus,
plane video. Nemini est enim exploratum, cum ad arma ventum sit,
quid futurum sit, at illud omnibus, si boni victi sint, nec in caede
principum clementiorem hunc fore quam Cinna fuerit, nec moderatiorem
quam Sulla in pecuniis locupletum. Συμπολιτεύομαί σοι iam dudum et
facerem diutius, nisi me lucerna desereret. Ad summam "DIC, M. TVLLI."
Adsentior Cn. Pompeio, id est T. Pomponio.

Alexim, humanissimum puerum, nisi forte dum ego absum, adulescens
factus est (id enim agere videbatur), salvere iubeas velim.

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of a patrician by a plebeian, of that gentleman of Gades by the man of
Mytilene.[31] And I should have to approve of the wealth of Labienus
and Mamurra and the gardens and Tusculan estate of Balbus. But the
source of all these evils is one. We ought to have resisted him when
he was weak: that would have been easy. Now there are eleven legions,
cavalry as much as he wants, the northern tribes across the Po, the
city riff-raff, all the tribunes of the people, the young profligates,
a leader of such influence and daring. We must either fight him or
allow his candidature according to the law. "Fight," say you, "rather
than be slaves." The result will be proscription if beaten and slavery
even if one wins. "What shall I do then?" What the cattle do, who when
scattered follow flocks of their own kind. As an ox follows the herd,
so shall I follow the "right party," or whoever are said to be the
"right party," even if they rush to destruction. The best course in our
straits is clear to me. No one can tell the issue of war: but every one
can tell that, if the right party are beaten, Caesar will not be more
merciful than Cinna in slaying the nobility, nor more moderate than
Sulla in robbing the rich. I have discussed _la haute politique_ long
enough, and I would do so longer, had not my lamp gone out. The end is
"Your vote, Marcus Tullius." I vote with Pompey, that is with Titus
Pomponius.

[31] Balbus of Gades was adopted by Theophanes of Mytilene, who had
himself received the citizenship from Pompey.

Please remember me to Alexis, a very clever boy, unless perhaps in my
absence he has become a man, as he threatened to do.

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VIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VI aut V K. Ian. a. 704_]

Quid opus est de Dionysio tam valde adfirmare? An mihi nutus tuus non
faceret fidem? Suspicionem autem eo mihi maiorem tua taciturnitas
attulerat, quod et tu soles conglutinare amicitias testimoniis tuis, et
illum aliter cum aliis de nobis locutum audiebam. Sed prorsus ita esse,
ut scribis, mihi persuades. Itaque ego is in illum sum, quem tu me esse
vis.

Diem tuum ego quoque ex epistula quadam tua, quam incipiente febricula
scripseras, mihi notaveram et animadverteram posse pro re nata te non
incommode ad me in Albanum venire III Nonas Ianuar. Sed, amabo te,
nihil incommodo valetudinis feceris. Quid enim est tantum in uno aut
altero die?

Dolabellam video Liviae testamento cum duobus coheredibus esse in
triente, sed iuberi mutare nomen. Est πολιτικὸν σκέμμα, rectumne
sit nobili adulescenti mutare nomen mulieris testamento. Sed id
φιλοσοφώτερον διευκρινήσομεν, cum sciemus, quantum quasi sit in
trientis triente.

Quod putasti fore ut, antequam istuc venirem, Pompeium viderem, factum
est ita; nam VI Kal. ad Lavernium me consecutus est. Una Formias
venimus et ab hora octava ad vesperum secreto collocuti sumus. Quod
quaeris, ecquae spes pacificationis sit, quantum ex Pompei multo et
accurato sermone perspexi, ne voluntas quidem est. Sic enim existimat,
si ille vel dimisso exercitu consul factus sit, σύγχυσιν

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VIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Dec. 25 or 26_, B.C. _50_]

There was no need for you to give such strong assurances about
Dionysius. A hint from you would have satisfied me. But your silence
gave me all the more reason for suspicion, because you are used to
cement friendships with good-natured assurances, and because I heard
that he used different language about us to others. However, your
letter convinces me. So I behave to him exactly as you wish.

Your bad day too I had noted from a letter you wrote at the beginning
of your feverishness, and I had calculated that under the circumstances
you could conveniently meet me at the Alban villa on the 3rd of
January. But please do nothing to affect your health. A day or two will
make no difference.

Dolabella, I see, by Livia's will shares a third of her estate with two
others, but is asked to change his name. It is a social problem whether
it is proper for a young noble to change his name under a lady's will.
But we can determine that on more scientific grounds, when we know to
how much a third of a third amounts.

[Sidenote: Iliad xviii, 309]

Your guess that I should meet Pompey before coming to Rome has come
true. On the 25th he overtook me near the Lavernium. We reached Formiae
together, and were closeted together from two o'clock till evening. For
your query as to the chance of a peaceful settlement, so far as I could
tell from Pompey's full and detailed discourse, he does not even want
peace. Pompey thinks that the constitution will be subverted even if
Caesar is elected consul without

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τῆς πολιτείας fore, atque etiam putat eum, cum audierit contra se
diligenter parari, consulatum hoc anno neglecturum ac potius exercitum
provinciamque retenturum. Sin autem ille fureret, vehementer hominem
contemnebat et suis et rei publicae copiis confidebat. Quid quaeris?
etsi mihi crebro ξυνὸς Ἐνυάλιος occurrebat, tamen levabar cura virum
fortem et peritum et plurimum auctoritate valentem audiens πολιτικῶς
de pacis simulatae periculis disserentem. Habebamus autem in manibus
Antoni contionem habitam X Kal. Ianuar., in qua erat accusatio Pompei
usque a toga pura, querela de damnatis, terror armorum. In quibus
ille "Quid censes," aiebat, "facturum esse ipsum, si in possessionem
rei publicae venerit, cum haec quaestor eius infirmus et inops audeat
dicere?" Quid multa? non modo non expetere pacem istam, sed etiam
timere visus est. Ex illa autem sententia ἰδέα[32] relinquendae urbis
movet hominem, ut puto. Mihi autem illud molestissimum est, quod
solvendi sunt nummi Caesari et instrumentum triumphi eo conferendum.
Est enim ἄμορφον ἀντιπολιτευομένου χρεωφειλέτην esse. Sed haec et multa
alia coram.

[32] ἰδέα _Schmidt_: î _M_; ita, viv, nif, infra _other MSS._




IX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano V aut IV K. Ian. a. 704_]

"Cotidiene," inquis, "a te accipiendae litterae sunt?" Si habebo, cui
dem, cotidie. "At iam ipse ades." Tum igitur, cum venero, desinam. Unas
video

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an army; and he fancies that when Caesar hears of the energetic
preparations against him, he will give up the idea of the consulship
this year, and prefer to keep his army and his province. Still, if
Caesar should play the fool, Pompey has an utter contempt for him, and
firm confidence in his own and the state's resources. Well, although
the "uncertainty of war" came constantly into my mind, I was relieved
of anxiety as I listened to a soldier, a strategist, and a man of the
greatest influence discoursing in a statesmanlike way on the risks of
a hollow peace. We had before us a speech of Antony made on the 21st
of December, which attacked Pompey from boyhood, complained about the
condemnation of certain people and threatened war. Pompey's comment
was "What do you suppose Caesar will do, if he becomes master of the
state, when a wretched, insignificant subordinate dares to talk in
this strain?" In a word, he appeared not only not to seek peace, but
even to fear it. But I fancy the idea of leaving the city shakes his
resolution. What annoys me most is that I have to pay up to Caesar, and
devote to the purpose what I should have used for my triumph. It is
bad form to owe money to a political opponent. But this and many other
topics can wait till we meet.




IX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Dec. 26 or 27_, B.C. _50_]

You ask if you are going to get a letter from me every day. Every day,
if I can find a messenger. True I am at hand myself. Well, I will stop
writing

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mihi a te non esse redditas, quas L. Quinctius, familiaris meus,
cum ferret, ad bustum Basili vulneratus et despoliatus est. Videbis
igitur, num quid fuerit in iis, quod me scire opus sit, et simul hoc
διευκρινήσεις πρόβλημα sane πολιτικόν. Cum sit necesse aut haberi
Caesaris rationem illo exercitum vel per senatum vel per tribunos pl.
obtinente; aut persuaderi Caesari, ut tradat provinciam atque exercitum
et ita consul fiat; aut, si id ei non persuadeatur, haberi comitia sine
illius ratione illo patiente atque obtinente provinciam; aut, si per
tribunos pl. non patiatur et tamen quiescat, rem adduci ad interregnum;
aut, si ob eam causam, quod ratio eius non habeatur, exercitum
adducat, armis cum eo contendere, illum autem initium facere armorum
aut statim nobis minus paratis, aut tum, cum comitiis amicis eius
postulantibus, ut e lege ratio habeatur, impetratum non sit, ire autem
ad arma aut hanc unam ob causam, quod ratio non habeatur, aut addita
causa, si forte tribunus pl. senatum impediens aut populum incitans
notatus aut senatus consulto circumscriptus aut sublatus aut expulsus
sit dicensve se expulsum ad illum confugerit, suscepto autem bello
aut tenenda sit urbs aut ea relicta ille commeatu et reliquis copiis
intercludendus--quod horum malorum, quorum aliquod certe subeundum est,
minimum putes. Dices profecto persuaderi illi, ut tradat exercitum et
ita consul fiat. Est omnino id eius modi, ut, si ille eo descendat,
contra dici nihil possit, idque eum, si non obtinet, ut ratio habeatur
retinentis exercitum, non

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when I arrive. I see I have missed one of your letters: my friend L.
Quinctius was wounded and robbed near the tomb of Basilus, while he
was bringing it. So you must see if there was any news in it I ought
to have, and you shall solve me this inevitable problem of politics to
boot. It may be necessary for us to admit Caesar as a candidate while
he keeps his army, be it by the favour of the House or the tribunes. Or
we may have to persuade him to take office on condition of giving up
his province and his troops. Or, if he will not yield to persuasion on
that point, we may refuse to admit him as a candidate at the election,
and he may endure the treatment and keep his province. Or, if he
employs the tribunes to interfere, yet keeps the peace, a political
deadlock may be brought about. Or, if he uses force, because we reject
him as a candidate, we may have to fight and he may begin at once
before we are ready, or when his friends fail to get his candidature
allowed at the elections in accordance with his legal privilege. He may
resort to arms solely on account of his rejection as a candidate, or
for a further reason, if a tribune through using obstructionist tactics
or an appeal to popular feeling incur a censure or a limitation of
power or suspension or expulsion from office, or if some tribune fly to
him with a tale of expulsion. War begun, we must either hold the city
or abandon it and cut him off from food and supplies. Of these evils
some one must be borne: consider which in your opinion is the lightest.
Of course you will say, "Induce him to give up his army and so take
the consulship." True there can be no objection to that, if he will
condescend, and I wonder he does not, if he cannot get his candidature
supported

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facere miror. Nobis autem, ut quidam putant, nihil est timendum magis
quam ille consul. "At sic malo," inquies, "quam cum exercitu." Certe;
sed istud ipsum "sic" magnum malum putat aliquis, neque ei remedium est
ullum. "Cedendum est, si id volet." Vide consulem illum iterum, quem
vidisti consulatu priore. "At tum imbecillus plus," inquis, "valuit
quam tota res publica." Quid nunc putas? et eo consule Pompeio certum
est esse in Hispania. O rem miseram! si quidem id ipsum deterrimum
est, quod recusari non potest, et quod ille si faciat, iam iam a bonis
omnibus summam ineat gratiam. Tollamus igitur hoc, quo illum posse
adduci negant; de reliquis quid est deterrimum? Concedere illi, quod,
ut idem dicit, impudentissime postulat. Nam quid impudentius? Tenuisti
provinciam per annos decem, non tibi a senatu, sed a te ipso per vim et
per factionem datos; praeteriit tempus non legis, sed libidinis tuae,
fac tamen legis; ut succedatur, decernitur; impedis et ais: "Habe meam
rationem." Habe tu nostram. Exercitum tu habeas diutius, quam populus
iussit, invito senatu? "Depugnes oportet, nisi concedis." Cum bona
quidem spe, ut ait idem, vel vincendi vel in libertate moriendi. Iam,
si pugnandum est, quo tempore, in casu, quo consilio, in temporibus
situm est. Itaque te in ea quaestione non exerceo; ad ea, quae dixi,
adfer, si quid habes. Equidem dies noctesque torqueor.

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while he keeps his army. But for us some think that nothing could be
worse than Caesar in office. You may say, "Better so, than with an
army." Certainly: but Pompey thinks that very "so" fatal, and there is
no remedy for it. "We must submit to Caesar's will." But imagine him
in office again after your experience of his former tenure. You will
reflect that, weak as he was, he was too strong for the constitution.
What about him now? And now, if Caesar is consul, Pompey will remain in
Spain. What a plight! since the worst of all is the very alternative
which we cannot refuse him, and the one which, if he takes it, will of
itself win him the favour of the right party. This course it is said
he will not accept; let us put it out of court. Which is the worst
of the remaining alternatives? To concede his impertinent demand, as
Pompey terms it? Impertinent it is indeed. You have had a province for
ten years, not allotted by the Senate, but by yourself through force
and insubordination. This term, not a legal term, but a term of your
own will and pleasure--or say, this legal term--comes to an end. The
House passes a decree for the appointment of a successor. You object
and cry, "Consider my candidature." Consider our case. Are you to dare
the House and keep your army longer than the nation sanctions? "You
must fight or yield." Then as Pompey says, let us hope for victory,
or death with freedom. If we must fight, the time depends on chance,
the plan of campaign on circumstances. So I do not trouble you on that
point. But make any suggestion you can on my remarks. Day and night I
am tormented.

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X

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. ad urbem XIV sub noctem aut XIII ante lucem K. Febr.
a. 705_]

Subito consilium cepi, ut, antequam luceret, exirem, ne qui conspectus
fieret aut sermo, lictoribus praesertim laureatis. De reliquo neque
hercule quid agam neque quid acturus sim, scio; ita sum perturbatus
temeritate nostri amentissimi consilii. Tibi vero quid suadeam, cuius
ipse consilium exspecto? Gnaeus noster quid consilii ceperit capiatve,
nescio, adhuc in oppidis coartatus et stupens. Omnes, si in Italia
consistat, erimus una; sin cedet, consilii res est. Adhuc certe, nisi
ego insanio, stulte omnia et incaute. Tu, quaeso, crebro ad me scribe,
vel quod in buccam venerit.




XI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Campania inter XIV et IX K. Febr. a. 705_]

Quaeso, quid est hoc? aut quid agitur? Mihi enim tenebrae sunt.
"Cingulum," inquit, "nos tenemus, Anconem amisimus; Labienus discessit
a Caesare." Utrum de imperatore populi Romani an de Hannibale loquimur?
O hominem amentem et miserum, qui ne umbram quidem umquam τοῦ καλοῦ
viderit! Atque haec ait omnia facere se dignitatis causa. Ubi est
autem dignitas nisi ubi honestas? Honestum igitur habere exercitum
nullo publico consilio, occupare urbes civium, quo facilior sit aditus
ad patriam, χρεῶν ἀποκοπάς, φυγάδων καθόδους, sescenta alia scelera
moliri,

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X

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Near Rome, Jan. 17 or 18_, B.C. _49_]

I have suddenly determined to leave town before daybreak, so that
I may escape sightseers and gossips, especially with my bay-decked
lictors. For the rest, what to do now or later, upon my word, I do not
know: I am so upset by our rash and lunatic policy. What advice can I
offer you, when it is to you I look for advice? I know not what plan
Pompey has made or is making: so far he is cooped up in the towns,
paralysed. If he makes his stand in Italy, we shall all be together: if
he retires, it will be a matter for debate. So far certainly, unless I
have lost my wits, his policy has been rash and foolish. Please write
to me often, just what comes into your head.




XI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _In Campania, Jan. 17-22_, B.C. _49_]

What in the name of wonder is this? What is happening? I am in the
dark. People say, "Cingulum is ours, Ancona is lost, Labienus has
deserted from Caesar." Are we talking of a Roman officer or of
Hannibal? Wretched madman never to have seen the shadow even of right!
Yet all this, he says, is done to support his honour. Can there be
honour without honesty: and is it honest to retain an army without
sanction, to seize the cities of your country that you may strike the
better at her heart, to contrive abolition of debts, the restoration of
exiles, and scores of other crimes,

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              τὴν θεῶν μεγίστην ὥστ' ἔχειν τυραννίδα----;

Sibi habeat suam fortunam! Unam mehercule tecum apricationem in illo
lucrativo tuo sole malim quam omnia istius modi regna vel potius mori
miliens quam semel istius modi quicquam cogitare. "Quid, si tu velis?"
inquis. Age, quis est, cui velle non liceat? Sed ego hoc ipsum "velle"
miserius esse duco quam in crucem tolli. Una res est ea miserior,
adipisci, quod ita volueris. Sed haec hactenus. Libenter enim in his
molestiis ἐνσχολάζω τόσον.[33]

[33] COCON _MSS._: τόσον _Tyrrell, Purser_; σοι _Vict._

Redeamus ad nostrum. Per fortunas! quale tibi consilium Pompei videtur?
hoc quaero, quod urbem reliquerit. Ego enim ἀπορῶ. Tum nihil absurdius.
Urbem tu relinquas? ergo idem, si Galli venirent? "Non est," inquit,
"in parietibus res publica." At in aris et focis. "Fecit Themistocles."
Fluctum enim totius barbariae ferre urbs una non poterat. At idem
Pericles non fecit annum fere post quinquagesimum, cum praeter moenia
nihil teneret; nostri olim urbe reliqua capta arcem tamen retinuerunt.

              Οὕτο που τῶν πρόσθεν ἐπευθόμεθα κλέα ἀνδρῶν.

Rursus autem ex dolore municipali sermonibusque eorum, quos convenio,
videtur hoc consilium exitum habiturum. Mira hominum querela est
(nescio an[34]

[34] an _added by Ernesti_.

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"To win God's greatest gift, a crown?"

[Sidenote: Euripides, _Phoenissae_, 516]

Well, let him keep his fortune. For my part, let me bask one hour in
your clime's free gift of[35] sunlight, rather than win any kingdom
of that sort. Better a thousand times to die than once to meditate
such villainy. "Suppose you conceive a desire for it," you say. Desire
is free to anyone; but I would rather be crucified than have such a
desire. There is only one worse fate, to obtain your desire. But enough
of this. It eases me to philosophize a trifle in our present straits.

[35] Or "precious." The meaning is very doubtful.

To come back to Pompey. What, in heaven's name, do you think of his
plan? I mean his desertion of Rome. I don't know what to make of it.
Besides nothing could be more ridiculous. Leave the city? Would you
then have done the same if the Gauls were coming? He may object that
the state does not consist of lath and plaster. But it does consist of
hearths and altars. "Themistocles abandoned Athens." Yes, because one
city could not stand the flood of all the barbarians of the East. But
Pericles did not desert her about fifty years later, though he held
nothing but the walls. Once too our ancestors lost the rest of Rome,
but they kept the citadel.

    "Such were the deeds they did, men say,
    The heroes of an elder day."

[Sidenote: Iliad ix, 529]

On the other hand to judge from the indignation in the towns and the
talk of my acquaintances, it looks to me as if Pompey's flight would be
a success. Here there is an extraordinary outcry (whether in

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istic, sed facies, ut sciam) sine magistratibus urbem esse, sine
senatu. Fugiens denique Pompeius mirabiliter homines movet. Quid
quaeris? alia causa acta est. Nihil iam concedendum putant Caesari.
Haec tu mihi explica qualia sint.

Ego negotio praesum non turbulento. Vult enim me Pompeius esse, quem
tota haec Campania et maritima ora habeat ἐπίσκοπον, ad quem dilectus
et summa negotii referatur. Itaque vagus esse cogitabam. Te puto
iam videre, quae sit ὁρμὴ Caesaris, qui populus, qui totius negotii
status. Ea velim scribas ad me, et quidem, quoniam mutabilia sunt, quam
saepissime. Acquiesco enim et scribens ad te et legens tua.




XII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis X K. Febr. a. 705_]

Unam adhuc a te epistulam acceperam datam XII Kal., in qua
significabatur aliam te ante dedisse, quam non acceperam. Sed quaeso,
ut scribas quam saepissime, non modo si quid scies aut audieris, sed
etiam si quid suspicabere, maximeque quid nobis faciendum aut non
faciendum putes. Nam, quod rogas, curem, ut scias, quid Pompeius agat,
ne ipsum quidem scire puto; nostrum quidem nemo. Vidi Lentulum consulem
Formiis X Kal., vidi Libonem; plena timoris et erroris omnia. Ille iter
Larinum; ibi enim cohortes et Luceriae et Teani reliquaque in Apulia.
Inde

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Rome also, I do not know: please tell me) at the city being left
without magistrates and without the House. In fact Pompey's flight has
made a marvellous stir. Men's attitude is really quite different: they
object to any concession to Caesar. Explain to me what it all means.

My task is peaceful. Pompey wishes me to act as surveyor over the whole
of the Campanian coast, to superintend the levy and all important
business. So I expect to be a wanderer. I imagine you realize Caesar's
policy, the temper of the people and the condition of affairs. Pray
keep me informed, and, since things are in a changeable condition, as
often as possible. It soothes me to write to you and read your letters.




XII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Jan. 21_, B.C. _49_]

So far I have received one letter from you dated the 19th. In it you
state that you sent me another; but it has not reached me. I entreat
you, write to me as often as possible, not only what you shall know
or hear, but even anything you may suspect; and especially give me
your opinion as to what I ought or ought not to do. As to your request
for information on Pompey's policy, I don't think he knows himself;
certainly none of us know. I saw Lentulus the consul at Formiae on the
21st. I saw Libo. Everywhere there is panic and confusion. Pompey is on
the road to Larinum; for there are cohorts there and also at Luceria
and Teanum and in the rest of Apulia. No one knows whether he

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utrum consistere uspiam velit an mare transire, nescitur. Si manet,
vereor, ne exercitam firmum habere non possit; sin discedit, quo aut
qua, aut quid nobis agendum sit, nescio. Nam istum quidem, cuius
φαλαρισμὸν times, omnia taeterrime facturum puto. Nec eum rerum
prolatio nec senatus magistratuumque discessus nec aerarium clausum
tardabit. Sed haec, ut scribis, cito sciemus.

Interim velim mihi ignoscas quod ad te scribo tam multa totiens.
Acquiesco enim, et tuas volo elicere litteras, maximeque consilium,
quid agam aut quo me pacto geram. Demittamne me penitus in causam? Non
deterreor periculo, sed dirumpor dolore, Tamne nullo consilio aut tam
contra meum consilium gesta esse omnia! An cuncter et tergiverser,
et eis me dem, qui tenent, qui potiuntur? Αἰδέομαι Τρῶας nec solum
civis, sed etiam amici officio revocor; etsi frangor saepe misericordia
puerorum. Ut igitur ita perturbato, etsi te eadem sollicitant, scribe
aliquid, et maxime, si Pompeius Italia cedit, quid nobis agendum putes.
M'. quidem Lepidus (nam fuimus una) eum finem statuit, L. Torquatus
eundem. Me cum multa tum etiam lictores impediunt. Nihil vidi umquam,
quod minus explicari posset. Itaque a te nihildum certi exquiro, sed
quid videatur. Denique ipsam ἀπορίαν tuam cupio cognoscere. Labienum
ab illo discessisse prope modum constat. Si ita factum esset, ut ille
Romam veniens magistratus et senatum

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will make a stand anywhere or cross the sea. If he remains in Italy,
I fear it is impossible for him to have a reliable army. If he leaves
Italy, where he will go or stay, and what we are to do I don't know.
For I imagine that Caesar, whom you fear may be a Phalaris, will stick
at no abominations. He will not be deterred by adjournment of public
business, the departure of members and magistrates and the closure of
the treasury. But, as you say, we shall know soon.

Meanwhile forgive me for writing so much and so often; it soothes
me, and I wish to extract letters from you, and especially advice as
to where to go and what to do. Shall I give myself up heart and soul
to the good cause? I am not terrified by the danger, but tortured
by the anguish. To think that everything has been done with such a
lack of plan, or so contrary to my plan! Or shall I hesitate and play
the turncoat, and join the party that holds the field? "I fear the
Trojans," and I am held back not only by my duty as a citizen, but by
my duty as a friend; though I am often shaken by pity for the boys. So
write a line to me in my distress, although you have the same worries;
and especially as to what you think I should do, if Pompey leaves
Italy. I have met M'. Lepidus and he draws the line there; so does L.
Torquatus. There are many obstacles before me, including my lictors.
I have never seen such an intricate tangle. So I do not look to you
for positive advice: but only for your opinion. In fact I want to know
how the dilemma presents itself to you. It is practically certain that
Labienus has left Caesar. If it could have been arranged that he could
meet magistrates and Senate on his arrival at

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Romae offenderet, magno usui causae nostrae fuisset. Damnasse enim
sceleris hominem amicum rei publicae causa videretur, quod nunc quoque
videtur, sed minus prodest. Non enim habet, cui prosit, eumque arbitror
paenitere, nisi forte id ipsum est falsum, discessisse illum. Nos
quidem pro certo habebamus.

Et velim, quamquam, ut scribis, domesticis te finibus tenes, formam
mihi urbis exponas, ecquod Pompei desiderium, ecquae Caesaris invidia
appareat, etiam quid censeas de Terentia et Tullia, Romae eas esse an
mecum an aliquo tuto loco. Haec et si quid aliud ad me scribas velim
vel potius scriptites.




XIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Menturnis IX K. Febr. a. 705_]

De Vennonianis rebus tibi assentior. Labienum ἥρωα iudico. Facinus iam
diu nullum civile praeclarius, qui, ut aliud nihil, hoc tamen profecit,
dedit illi dolorem. Sed etiam ad summam profectum aliquid puto. Amo
etiam Pisonem. Cuius iudicium de genero suspicor visum iri grave.
Quamquam, genus belli quod sit, vides. Ita civile est, ut non ex civium
dissensione, sed ex unius perditi civis audacia natum sit. Is autem
valet exercitu, tenet multos spe et promissis, omnia omnium concupivit.
Huic tradita urbs est nuda praesidio, referta copiis. Quid est,

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Rome, he would have been of great service to our cause. Loyalty it
would have appeared had made him regard his friend a traitor: it
appears so as it is, but it is of less use. For there is no cause to
serve, and I imagine that he is sorry at leaving Caesar, unless perhaps
the report is false. Myself I think it true.

And please give me a sketch of city affairs, though according to your
account you keep to your house. Is Pompey missed? Does Caesar seem
disliked? What do you think about Terentia and Tullia? Should they
remain in Rome, or join me, or seek some refuge? On these and any other
topics pray write to me, I mean write often.




XIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Menturnae, Jan. 22_, B.C. _49_]

In the matter of Vennonius I agree with you. Labienus I consider a
hero. There has been no public action of such distinction for a long
time. If he has done nothing else, he has at least hurt Caesar's
feelings. But I think he has served our main interests as well. I am
delighted too with Piso. His judgement on his son-in-law[36] should
carry weight. However, you see the nature of our struggle. It is civil
war, though it has not sprung from division among our citizens, but
from daring of one abandoned citizen. He is strong in military forces,
he attracts adherents by hopes and promises, he covets the whole
universe. Rome is delivered to him stripped of defenders, stocked with
supplies: one may

[36] Caesar.

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quod ab eo non metuas, qui illa templa et tecta non patriam, sed
praedam putet? Quid autem sit acturus aut quo modo, nescio, sine
senatu, sine magistratibus. Ne simulare quidem poterit quicquam
πολιτικῶς. Nos autem ubi exsurgere poterimus aut quando? Quorum dux
quam ἀστρατήγητος, tu quoque animadvertis, cui ne Picena quidem nota
fuerint; quam autem sine consilio, res testis. Ut enim alia omittam
decem annorum peccata, quae condicio non huic fugae praestitit? Nec
vero, nunc quid cogitet, scio ac non desino per litteras sciscitari.
Nihil esse timidius constat, nihil perturbatius. Itaque nec praesidium,
cuius parandi causa ad urbem retentus est, nec locum ac sedem praesidii
ullam video. Spes omnis in duabus insidiose retentis paene alienis
legionibus. Nam dilectus adhuc quidem invitorum est et a pugnando
abhorrentium. Condicionum autem amissum tempus est. Quid futurum sit,
non video; commissum quidem a nobis certe est sive a nostro duce, ut e
portu sine gubernaculis egressi tempestati nos traderemus.

Itaque de Ciceronibus nostris dubito quid agam; nam mihi interdum
amandandi videntur in Graeciam; de Tullia autem et Terentia, cum
mihi barbarorum adventus ad urbem proponitur, omnia timeo; cum autem
Dolabellae venit in mentem, paulum respiro. Sed velim consideres, quid
faciendum putes primum πρὸς τὸ ἀσφαλές (aliter enim mihi de illis ac
de me ipso consulendum est), deinde ad opiniones, ne reprehendamur,
quod eas Romae velimus esse in communi bonorum fuga. Quin etiam tibi et
Peducaeo (scripsit enim ad me), quid faciatis, videndum est. Is enim

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fear anything from a man who regards her temples and her homes not as
his native land, but as his loot. What he will do, and how he will do
it, in the absence of House and magistrates, I do not know. He will be
unable even to pretend constitutional methods. But where can our party
raise its head or when? You, too, remark how poor a soldier our leader
is; why, he did not even know how things were in Picenum; and the
crisis shows his lack of policy. Pass over other faults of the last ten
years. What compromise were not better than this flight? I do not know
what he is thinking of doing now, though I inquire by constant letters.
It is agreed that his alarm and confusion has reached the limit. He
was kept in Italy to garrison Rome, but no garrison or place to post a
garrison can I see. We depend entirely on two legions that were kept
here by a trick, and are practically disloyal. For so far the levy has
found unwilling recruits, afraid of war. But the time of compromise is
passed. The future is obscure. We, or our leader, have brought things
to such a pass, that having put to sea without a rudder, we must trust
to the mercy of the storm.

So I hesitate what to do with the boys. Sometimes I think of sending
them to Greece. As for Tullia and Terentia, when I picture the approach
of the barbarians on Rome, I am terrified. But the thought of Dolabella
is some small relief to my mind. Please consider my best course, in
the first place with an eye to safety, for their safety stands on a
different footing to mine, and then with regard to possible criticism,
if I leave them in Rome, when the loyal are all in flight. Even you and
Peducaeus must be careful what you do, as he writes to me. For your

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splendor est vestrum, ut eadem postulentur a vobis quae ab amplissimis
civibus. Sed de hoc tu videbis, quippe cum de me ipso ac de meis te
considerare velim.

Reliquum est, ut, et quid agatur, quoad poteris, explores scribasque
ad me, et quid ipse coniectura assequare, quod etiam a te magis
exspecto. Nam acta omnibus nuntiantibus, a te exspecto futura. Μάντις
δ' ἄριστος--. Loquacitati ignosces, quae et me levat ad te quidem
scribentem et elicit tuas litteras. Aenigma Oppiorum ex Velia plane non
intellexi; est enim numero Platonis obscurius.[37]

[37] Aenigma--obscurius, _transferred by O. E. Schmidt from the
beginning of XIIIa_.




XIIIa

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Menturnis VIII K. Febr. a. 705_]

Iam intellexi tuum; Oppios enim de Velia saccones dicis. In eo aestuavi
diu. Quo aperto reliqua patebant et cum Terentiae summa congruebant. L.
Caesarem vidi Menturnis a. d. VIII Kal. Febr. mane cum absurdissimis
mandatis, non hominem, sed scopas solutas, ut id ipsum mihi ille
videatur irridendi causa fecisse, qui tantis de rebus huic mandata
dederit;

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eminence is such that people will expect the same from you as from
the most distinguished citizens. But you are capable of looking after
yourself. Why, it is to you that I look for advice about myself and my
family.

For the rest, you must discover, as far as you can, what is happening,
and write to me. Add your conjectures, too, for I look forward still
more eagerly to them. Anybody can inform me of what has happened. From
you I hope to hear what will happen. "The prince of seers...."[38]
Pardon my chatter. It is a relief to write to you, and it gets me a
letter from you. I am at a loss to explain your riddle about the Oppii
of Velia; it is darker than Plato's number.[39]

[38] The line--in full μάντις δ'ἄριστος ὅστις εἰκάζει καλῶς--is taken
from a lost tragedy of Euripides.

[39] The "nuptial number" of the _Republic_, 545c foll.




XIIIa

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Menturnae, Jan 23_, B.C. _49_]

I understand it now, you call those pursy Oppii the bagmen of
Velia.[40] I was in doubt for a long time. But the riddle solved, the
rest became clear, and tallied with Terentia's reckoning. I met L.
Caesar at Menturnae on the morning of the 23rd of January with the
most ridiculous commission. He is not a man, but a broom untied. I
imagine that Caesar is mocking us by sending such a commissioner on so
important business; but perhaps the fellow has no

[40] The Oppii were bankers. If _saccones_ is read, it must be taken
as a jocular reference to money-bags. Some, however, read _succones_
"blood-suckers," suggesting an obscure play upon the words ὀπός (fig
juice) and _sucus_.

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nisi forte non dedit, et hic sermone aliquo arrepto pro mandatis abusus
est.

Labienus, vir mea sententia magnus, Teanum venit a. d. VIIII Kal.
Ibi Pompeium consulesque convenit. Qui sermo fuerit, et quid actum
sit, scribam ad te, cum certum sciam. Pompeius a Teano Larinum versus
profectus est a. d. VIII Kal. Eo die mansit Venafri. Iam aliquantum
animi videtur nobis attulisse Labienus. Sed ego nondum habeo, quod ad
te ex his locis scribam; ista magis exspecto, quid illim adferatur, quo
pacto de Labieno ferat, quid agat Domitius in Marsis, Iguvi Thermus, P.
Attius Cinguli, quae sit populi urbani voluntas, quae tua coniectura de
rebus futuris. Haec velim crebro, et quid tibi de mulieribus nostris
placeat, et quid acturus ipse sis, scribas. Si scriberem ipse, longior
epistula fuisset, sed dictavi propter lippitudinem.




XIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Calibus a. d. VI K. Febr. a. 705_]

A. d. VI Kal. Febr. Capuam Calibus proficiscens, cum leviter lippirem,
has litteras dedi. L. Caesar mandata Caesaris detulit ad Pompeium a.
d. VIII Kal., cum is esset cum consulibus Teani. Probata condicio
est, sed ita, ut ille de eis oppidis, quae extra suam provinciam
occupavisset, praesidia deduceret. Id si fecisset, responsum est ad
urbem nos redituros esse et rem per senatum confecturos. Spero posse
in praesentia pacem nos habere; nam et illum furoris et hunc nostrum
copiarum suppaenitet. Me Pompeius

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authority, and is palming off some chance conversation as a commission.

Labienus, my hero, arrived at Teanum on the 22nd, where he met Pompey
and the consuls. As soon as I have positive news, I will inform you of
what they have said and done. Pompey set out from Teanum for Larinum
on the 23rd. He spent that day at Venafrum. At last Labienus has given
us some encouragement, but I have no news from this quarter. Rather
I expect news from you of Caesar's doings, how he takes Labienus'
desertion, what Domitius is doing among the Marsi, Thermus at Iguvium,
and P. Attius at Cingulum, what is the city's feeling, and what are
your views as to the future. Please write me often on these topics, and
give me your opinion about my women-folk and your own intentions. Were
I writing myself this letter would have been longer, but I dictate it
owing to inflammation of the eyes.




XIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cales, Jan. 25_, B.C. _49_]

On the 25th of January, setting out from Cales to Capua, I write this
letter, though still suffering from slight inflammation of the eyes. L.
Caesar brought Caesar's ultimatum to Pompey on the 23rd, while Pompey
was at Teanum with the consuls. His conditions were accepted with the
reservation that he should withdraw his garrison from the towns he
has occupied outside his own province. That done, they said, we would
return to Rome and settle business in the House. I hope for the present
we may have peace: Caesar is rather sorry for his madness, and Pompey

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Capuam venire voluit et adiuvare dilectum; in quo parum prolixe
respondent Campani coloni. Gladiatores Caesaris, qui Capuae sunt, de
quibus ante ad te falsum ex A. Torquati litteris scripseram, sane
commode Pompeius distribuit binos singulis patribus familiarum.
Scutorum in ludo IↃↃ fuerunt. Eruptionem facturi fuisse dicebantur.
Sane multum in eo rei publicae provisum est.

De mulieribus nostris, in quibus est tua soror, quaeso videas, ut
satis honestum nobis sit eas Romae esse, cum ceterae illa dignitate
discesserint. Hoc scripsi ad eas et ad te ipsum antea. Velim eas
cohortere, ut exeant, praesertim cum ea praedia in ora maritima
habeamus, cui ego praesum, ut in iis pro re nata non incommode possint
esse. Nam, si quid offendimus in genero nostro--quod quidem ego
praestare non debeo--sed id fit maius, quod mulieres nostrae praeter
ceteras Romae remanserunt. Tu ipse cum Sexto scire velim quid cogites
de exeundo de totaque re quid existimes. Equidem pacem hortari non
desino; quae vel iniusta utilior est quam iustissimum bellum cum
civibus. Sed haec, ut fors tulerit.




XV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Capuae V K. Febr. a. 705_]

Ut ab urbe discessi, nullum adhuc intermisi diem, quin aliquid ad te
litterarum darem, non quo haberem

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is uneasy as to our forces. I am wanted at Capua to assist the levy.
The settlers in Campania are hanging back. As for Caesar's professional
fighting men at Capua, about whom I misinformed you on the authority
of A. Torquatus, Pompey has very cleverly distributed them two a-piece
to heads of families. There were 5,000 heavy armed gladiators in the
school. They were said to meditate a sortie. Pompey's was a wise
provision for the safety of the state.

As for my women-folk, among whom is your sister, I entreat you to
consider the propriety of their stay at Rome, when the other ladies
of their rank have departed. I wrote to them and to you on this point
previously. Please urge them to leave the city, especially as I have
those estates on the sea-coast, which is under my care, so that they
can live there without much inconvenience, considering the state of
affairs. For, if I give offence by the conduct of my son-in-law (though
I am not his keeper), the fact that my women-folk stay in Rome after
others have left makes matters worse. I should like to know what you
and Sextus think about leaving town, and to have your opinion of
matters in general. As for me, I cease not to advocate peace. It may be
on unjust terms, but even so it is more expedient than the justest of
civil wars. However, I can but leave it to fate.




XV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Capua, Jan. 26_, B.C. _49_]

Since I left Rome I have not yet let a day pass without dropping you a
line; not that I had any

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magno opere, quod scriberem, sed ut loquerer tecum absens; quo mihi,
cum coram id non licet, nihil est iucundius.

Capuam cum venissem a. d. VI Kal. pridie, quam has litteras dedi,
consules conveni multosque nostri ordinis. Omnes cupiebant Caesarem
abductis praesidiis stare condicionibus iis, quas tulisset; uni Favonio
leges ab illo nobis imponi non placebat. Sed is haud auditus[41]
in consilio. Cato enim ipse iam servire quam pugnare mavult; sed
tamen ait in senatu se adesse velle, cum de condicionibus agatur,
si Caesar adductus sit, ut praesidia deducat. Ita, quod maxime opus
est, in Siciliam ire non curat; quod metuo ne obsit, in senatu esse
vult. Postumius autem, de quo nominatim senatus decrevit, ut statim
in Siciliam iret Furfanioque succederet, negat se sine Catone iturum
et suam in senatu operam auctoritatemque quam magni aestimat. Ita
res ad Fannium pervenit. Is cum imperio in Siciliam praemittitur. In
disputationibus nostris summa varietas est. Plerique negant Caesarem
in condicione mansurum postulataque haec ab eo interposita esse, quo
minus, quod opus esset ad bellum, a nobis pararetur. Ego autem eum puto
facturum, ut praesidia deducat. Vicerit enim, si consul factus erit, et
minore scelere vicerit, quam quo ingressus est. Sed accipienda plaga
est. Sumus enim flagitiose imparati cum a militibus tum a pecunia; quam
quidem omnem non modo privatam, quae in urbe est, sed etiam publicam,
quae in aerario est, illi reliquimus. Pompeius ad legiones Appianas[42]
est profectus; Labienum secum habet. Ego tuas opiniones de his rebus
exspecto. Formias me continuo recipere cogitabam.

[41] haud auditus _Bosius_: auditus auditus _M_: a nullo auditus
_Müller_.

[42] Appianas _Lipsius_: acianas _M_¹: actianas _M_²: Attianas _most
editors_.

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particular news, but I wanted to talk with you in my absence. When we
cannot talk face to face, there is nothing I like better.

I reached Capua yesterday, the 25th, where I met the consuls and many
fellow-members. All hope that Caesar will abide by his conditions,
accepting the withdrawal of his garrisons: only Favonius objects to
his dictating to us. But no one listened to him. For even Cato now
prefers slavery to war: but he wants to be in the House when the terms
are debated, if Caesar can be induced to withdraw his garrisons. So he
does not care to do what would be most useful, and go to Sicily: and
he wants to be in the House, where I fear he will cause trouble. The
Senate definitely decreed that Postumius should set out for Sicily at
once and succeed Furfanius. Postumius replied he would not go without
Cato; he has a great idea of his own value and influence in the House.
So choice fell on Fannius; he is dispatched to Sicily with military
power. In our debates there is great difference of opinion. Most
declare that Caesar will not stick to his compact, and that his demands
were only introduced to hinder our preparations for war. I fancy,
however, that he will withdraw his garrisons. For he will win his
point, if he is elected consul, and win it with less scandal than by
his first course. But the blow must be borne. We are sinfully unready
in men and money: for we have left him not only our private purses
in the city, but the state funds in the treasury. Pompey along with
Labienus has set out for Appius' legions. I want your views on this. I
think of returning to Formiae at once.

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XVI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Calibus III K. Febr. a. 705_]

Omnes arbitror mihi tuas litteras redditas esse, sed primas
praepostere, reliquas ordine, quo sunt missae per Terentiam. De
mandatis Caesaris adventuque Labieni et responsis consulum ac Pompei
scripsi ad te litteris iis, quas a. d. V Kal. Capua dedi, pluraque
praeterea in eandem epistulam conieci. Nunc has exspectationes habemus
duas, unam, quid Caesar acturus sit, cum acceperit ea, quae referenda
ad illum data sunt L. Caesari, alteram, quid Pompeius agat. Qui quidem
ad me scribit paucis diebus se firmum exercitum habiturum, spemque
adfert, si in Picenum agrum ipse venerit, nos Romam redituros esse.
Labienum secum habet non dubitantem de imbecillitate Caesaris copiarum;
cuius adventu Gnaeus noster multo animi plus habet. Nos a consulibus
Capuam venire iussi sumus ad Nonas Febr.

Capua profectus sum Formias a. d. III Kal. Eo die cum Calibus tuas
litteras hora fere nona accepissem, has statim dedi. De Terentia et
Tullia tibi adsentior. Ad quas scripseram, ad te ut referrent. Si
nondum profectae sunt, nihil est, quod se moveant, quoad perspiciamus,
quo loci sit res.




XVII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano IV Non. Febr. a. 705_]

Tuae litterae mihi gratae iucundaeque sunt. De pueris in Graeciam
transportandis tum cogitabam,

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XVI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cales, Jan. 28_, B.C. _49_]

I think all your letters reached me, but the first out of proper
order, the others as they were dispatched by Terentia. About Caesar's
ultimatum, the arrival of Labienus, and the reply of Pompey and the
consuls, I informed you in my letter of the 26th of January from Capua,
and I threw in a deal of other information besides. Now we have two
things to wait for, first what Caesar will do on receipt of the terms
given to L. Caesar to convey to him, and secondly what Pompey is doing
now. Pompey indeed writes to me that in a few days he will have a
strong force, and he encourages me to hope, that, if he enters Picenum,
we shall return to Rome. Labienus accompanies him, confident in the
weakness of Caesar's forces. His arrival has much encouraged Pompey.
The consuls have ordered me to go to Capua by the 5th of February.

I set out from Capua for Formiae on the 28th of January. On receipt of
your letter at Cales on that day about three o'clock I write this by
return. As for Terentia and Tullia I agree with you, and I have written
to them to consult you. If they have not yet started, there is no
reason for them to bestir themselves, till we see how things are.




XVII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 2_, B.C. _49_]

Your welcome letter I received with delight. I thought of sending the
boys to Greece when Pompey's

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cum fuga ex Italia quaeri videbatur. Nos enim Hispaniam peteremus;
illis hoc aeque commodum non erat. Tu ipse cum Sexto etiam nunc mihi
videris Romae recte esse posse; etenim minime amici Pompeio nostro esse
debetis. Nemo enim umquam tantum de urbanis praediis detraxit. Videsne
me etiam iocari?

Scire iam te oportet, L. Caesar quae response referat a Pompeio, quas
ab eodem ad Caesarem ferat litteras. Scriptae enim et datae ita sunt,
ut proponerentur in publico. In quo accusavi mecum ipse Pompeium, qui,
cum scriptor luculentus esset, tantas res atque eas, quae in omnium
manus venturae essent, Sestio nostro scribendas dederit. Itaque nihil
umquam legi scriptum σηστιωδέστερον. Perspici tamen ex litteris Pompei
potest nihil Caesari negari omniaque ei cumulate, quae postulet,
dari. Quae ille amentissimus fuerit nisi acceperit, praesertim cum
impudentissime postulaverit. Quis enim tu es, qui dicas: "Si in
Hispaniam profectus erit, si praesidia dimiserit"? Tamen conceditur
minus honeste nunc quidem violata iam ab illo re publica illatoque
bello, quam si olim de ratione habenda impetrasset. Et tamen vereor,
ut his ipsis contentus sit. Nam, cum ista mandata dedisset L. Caesari,
debuit esse paulo quietior, dum responsa referrentur; dicitur autem
nunc esse acerrimus.

Trebatius quidem scribit se ab illo VIIII Kal. Febr.

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flight from Italy seemed likely. For I myself should have gone to
Spain, but it would not have been so suitable for them. I fancy you and
Sextus may well stay in Rome even now; for you are not in the least
bound to be Pompey's friends: no one has ever depreciated city property
so much as Pompey. I must have my joke still, you see.

You should know already the reply that Pompey is sending by Lucius
Caesar, and the nature of his letter to Caesar; for it was written and
sent on purpose to be published. Mentally I blamed Pompey who, though a
clear writer himself, gave Sestius the task of drawing up documents of
such importance, which were to come into every one's hands. Accordingly
I have never seen anything more Sestian in its style.[43] Still it is
plain from the letter that nothing can be denied to Caesar, and that
the whole bulk of his demands are to be granted. He will be utterly mad
to reject the terms, particularly when his demands are most impudent.
Pray, who are you, Caesar, to insist "Provided Pompey go to Spain,
provided he dismiss his garrisons"? Still the demand is being granted,
but it has cost us more loss of dignity now that he has outraged the
sanctity of the state and waged war against it, than if he had obtained
his previous request to be admitted a candidate. And yet I fear he may
want more. For when he entrusted his ultimatum to L. Caesar, he should
have kept a little quiet until he received a reply. But he is said now
to be more energetic than ever.

[43] Cf. Catullus xliv for comments on Sestius' style. Sestius was
defended by Cicero in 56 B.C. with a speech which is extant.

Trebatius indeed writes to me that Caesar requested

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rogatum esse, ut scriberet ad me, ut essem ad urbem, nihil ei me
gratius facere posse. Haec verbis plurimis. Intellexi ex dierum
ratione, ut primum de discessu nostro Caesar audisset, laborare eum
coepisse, ne omnes abessemus. Itaque non dubito, quin ad Pisonem, quin
ad Servium scripserit; illud admiror, non ipsum ad me scripsisse, non
per Dolabellam, non per Caelium egisse. Quamquam non aspernor Trebati
litteras; a quo me unice diligi scio. Rescripsi ad Trebatium (nam ad
ipsum Caesarem, qui mihi nihil scripsisset, nolui), quam illud hoc
tempore esset difficile; me tamen in praediis meis esse neque dilectum
ullum neque negotium suscepisse. In quo quidem manebo, dum spes
pacis erit; sin bellum geretur, non deero officio nec dignitati meae
pueros ὑπεκθέμενος in Graeciam. Totam enim Italiam flagraturam bello
intellego. Tantum mali est excitatum partim ex improbis, partim ex
invidis civibus. Sed haec paucis diebus ex illius ad nostra responsa
responsis intellegentur quorsum evasura sint. Tum ad te scribam plura,
si erit bellum; sin otium aut[44] etiam indutiae, te ipsum, ut spero,
videbo.

[44] otium aut _Tyrrell and Purser_: autem _MSS._

Ego IIII Nonas Febr., quo die has litteras dedi, in Formiano, quo Capua
redieram, mulieres exspectabam. Quibus quidem scripseram tuis litteris
admonitus, ut Romae manerent. Sed audio maiorem quendam in urbe timorem
esse. Capuae Nonis Febr. esse volebam, quia consules iusserant.
Quicquid huc erit a Pompeio allatum, statim ad te scribam tuasque de
istis rebus litteras exspectabo.

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him on the 22nd of January to write and beg me to remain near the
city; that would win me his best thanks. All this at great length. I
calculated from the date, that as soon as he heard of my departure
Caesar began to be concerned lest we should all go from town. So I have
no doubt he wrote to Piso and to Servius. One thing surprises me that
he did not write to me himself, or approach me through Dolabella or
Caelius. However, I am not offended at a letter from Trebatius, who is
my particular wellwisher. I would not reply to Caesar himself, as he
had not written to me; but I wrote to Trebatius how difficult such a
course would be at this juncture, but that I was staying on my country
estates, and had not undertaken any part in the levy or any business.
To this I will stand so long as there is any prospect of peace; but, if
it comes to war, I shall act as becomes my duty and rank, after stowing
away my boys to Greece. For all Italy, I gather, will blaze with war.
Such a catastrophe is caused partly by disloyalty, partly by jealousy
amongst her citizens. The outcome will be known in a few days from
Caesar's answer to our letter. Then, if it be war, I will write again:
if it be peace or a respite, I shall hope to see you.

On the 2nd of February, the date of this letter, I await my women-folk
in my place at Formiae, whence I have returned from Capua. I wrote to
them on your advice to stay in Rome. But I hear that panic has rather
increased there. I want to be at Capua on the 5th of February, as the
consuls have ordered. Any news we get here from Pompey I will let you
know at once, and I shall look to letters from you for news from the
city.

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XVIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano III Non. Febr. a. 705_]

IIII Non. Febr. mulieres nostrae Formias venerunt tuaque erga se
officia plena tui suavissimi studii ad me pertulerunt. Eas ego, quoad
sciremus, utrum turpi pace nobis an misero bello esset utendum, in
Formiano esse volui et una Cicerones. Ipse cum fratre Capuam ad
consules (Nonis enim adesse iussi sumus) III Nonas profectus sum, cum
has litteras dedi.

Responsa Pompei grata populo et probata contioni esse dicuntur. Ita
putaram. Quae quidem ille si repudiarit, iacebit; si acceperit--.
"Utrum igitur," inquies, "mavis"? Responderem, si, quem ad modum parati
essemus, scirem. Cassium erat hic auditum expulsum Ancona eamque urbem
a nobis teneri. Si bellum futurum est, negotium utile. Caesarem quidem
L. Caesare cum mandatis de pace misso tamen aiunt acerrime dilectum
habere, loca occupare, vincire praesidiis. O perditum latronem! o vix
ullo otio compensandam hanc rei publicae turpitudinem! Sed stomachari
desinamus, tempori pareamus, cum Pompeio in Hispaniam eamus. Haec
opto[45] in malis, quoniam illius alterum consulatum a re publica ne
data quidem occasione reppulimus. Sed haec hactenus.

[45] optima _Lipsius and recent editors_.

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XVIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 3_, B.C. _49_]

On the 2nd of February my women-folk came to Formiae and brought me an
account of your very kind and zealous attentions. I wished them to stay
in my villa here along with the boys, till we know whether we are to
have peace with dishonour, or war with its horrors. I and my brother
start for Capua on the 3rd of February, the date of this letter, to
meet the consuls on the 5th according to their instructions.

Pompey's reply to Caesar is said to please the people, and to have won
the approval of a public meeting. I expected it. If Caesar rejects
this condition, he will fall in esteem: if he accept----. You will
ask my choice in the matter. I would answer, if I knew our state of
preparation. It is reported here that Cassius has been driven from
Ancona, and that our party hold the town. That will be a useful thing
in the event of war. As for Caesar, though he has sent L. Caesar
with negotiations for peace, nevertheless reports declare that he is
collecting levies with the greatest energy, seizing posts, and securing
the country with garrisons. What a villain robber! What a disgrace to
the country, too dear a price to pay for any peace! But let us restrain
our anger, yield to circumstance and accompany Pompey to Spain. That
is my choice in our straits, since we did not take the chance when we
had it of keeping him from his second consulship.[46] But enough of
politics.

[46] Or "since we refused him his second consulship, when we had no
choice in the matter."

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De Dionysio fugit me ad te antea scribere; sed ita constitui,
exspectare responsa Caesaris, ut, si ad urbem rediremus, ibi nos
exspectaret, sin tardius id fieret, tum eum arcesseremus. Omnino, quid
ille facere debuerit in nostra illa fuga, quid docto homine et amico
dignum fuerit, cum praesertim rogatus esset, scio, sed haec non nimis
exquiro a Graecis. Tu tamen videbis, si erit, quod nolim, arcessendus,
ne molesti simus invito.

Quintus frater laborat, ut tibi, quod debet, ab Egnatio solvat; nec
Egnatio voluntas deest, nec parum locuples est, sed, cum tale tempus
sit, ut Q. Titinius (multum enim est nobiscum) viaticum se neget habere
idemque debitoribus suis denuntiarit, ut eodem faenore uterentur, atque
hoc idem etiam L. Ligus fecisse dicatur, nec hoc tempore aut domi
nummos Quintus habeat aut exigere ab Egnatio aut versuram usquam facere
possit, miratur te non habuisse rationem huius publicae difficultatis.
Ego autem, etsi illud ψευδησιόδειον (ita enim putatur) observo μηδὲ
δίκην, praesertim in te, a quo nihil umquam vidi temere fieri, tamen
illius querela movebar. Hoc quicquid est, te scire volui.

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It escaped my memory to write to you about Dionysius before: but my
determination is this, to await Caesar's answer, so that, if I return
to Rome, Dionysius may await me there; but, if there is delay, then I
would summon him. I am quite aware of what he ought to have done when I
took to flight, what was proper for a scholar and a friend, especially
when he had been asked to do it: but I do not expect much from a Greek.
But please see, if I have to summon him, which I hope I shall not, that
I may not be troubling a reluctant man.

My brother Quintus is anxious to give you a draft on Egnatius for the
money he owes, and Egnatius is willing and has plenty of cash; but when
the times are such that Q. Titinius,[47] whom I see often, declares he
has no money to get along with, and yet has told his debtors that they
may let their debts stand over at the same rate of interest as before,
and when L. Ligus too is said to have taken the same steps, and Quintus
at the present time has no money in hand, and is unable to borrow from
Egnatius or to raise a new loan anywhere, he is surprised that you
have not taken into account our national straits. Though I observe the
saying wrongly ascribed to Hesiod "Hear both sides,"[48] particularly
in the case of yourself, whom I have always found considerate, still I
was affected by his grievance. You ought to know his grievance, such as
it is.

[47] An _eques_ and a money-lender.

[48] μηδὲ δίκην δικάσῃς πρὶν ἃν ἀμφοῖν μῦθον ἀκούσῃς, generally
ascribed to Phocylides.

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XIX

CICERO ATTICO.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano III Non. Febr. a. 705._]

Nihil habeo, quod ad te scribam, qui etiam eam epistulam, quam eram
elucubratus, ad te non dederim. Erat enim plena spei bonae, quod et
contionis voluntatem audieram et illum condicionibus usurum putabam,
praesertim suis. Ecce tibi III Nonas Febr. mane accepi litteras tuas,
Philotimi, Furni, Curionis ad Furnium, quibus irridet L. Caesaris
legationem. Plane oppressi videmur, nec, quid consilii capiam, scio.
Nec mehercule de me laboro, de pueris quid agam, non habeo. Capuam
tamen proficiscebar haec scribens, quo facilius de Pompei rebus
cognoscerem.




XX

CICERO ATTICO.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Capuae Non. Febr. a. 705_]

Breviloquentem iam me tempus ipsum facit. Pacem enim desperavi, bellum
nostri nullum administrant. Cave enim putes quicquam esse minoris his
consulibus: quorum ego spe audiendi aliquid et cognoscendi nostri
apparatus maximo imbri Capuam veni pridie Nonas, ut eram iussus. Illi
autem nondum venerant, sed erant venturi inanes, imparati. Gnaeus autem
Luceriae dicebatur esse et adire cohortes legionum Appianarum[49] non
firmissimarum. At illum

[49] Appianarum _Lipsius cf._ 15. 3: itinarum _M_¹: itinerum _M_²:
Attianarum _older editors_.

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XIX

CICERO TO ATTICUS.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 3_, B.C. _49_]

I have no news for you, and have not even sent you my lucubration of
last night: for that was a letter full of good cheer, because I had
heard of the temper shown at the public meeting, and thought that
Caesar would abide by terms which were in fact his own. But now on
this, the morning of the 3rd of February, I have got a letter from you,
one from Philotimus, one from Furnius, and one from Curio to Furnius
ridiculing the mission of L. Caesar. We appear to be crushed utterly,
nor do I know what plan to take. I am not indeed in trouble about
myself, it is the boys that put me in a dilemma. Still I am setting out
for Capua, as I write this, that I may more easily get to know Pompey's
affairs.




XX

CICERO TO ATTICUS.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 5_, B.C. _49_]

The occasion makes me brief. I have abandoned hope of peace: but our
party takes no steps for war. Pray don't suppose that there is anything
of less concern to our present consuls than the war. I came to Capua
on the 4th according to instructions, in heavy rain, with the hope of
hearing something from them and getting to know of our equipment. They
had not yet arrived, but were expected, emptyhanded, unprepared. Pompey
was reported to be at Luceria and close to some cohorts[50] of the shaky

[50] Or "and some cohorts are approaching."

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ruere nuntiant et iam iamque adesse, non ut manum conserat
(quicum enim?), sed ut fugam intercludat. Ego autem in Italia καὶ
συναποθανεῖν--nec te id consulo; sin extra, quid ago? Ad manendum
hiems, lictores, improvidi et neglegentes duces, ad fugam hortatur
amicitia Gnaei, causa bonorum, turpitudo coniungendi cum tyranno; qui
quidem incertum est Phalarimne an Pisistratum sit imitaturus. Haec
velim explices et me iuves consilio; etsi te ipsum istic iam calere
puto, sed tamen, quantum poteris. Ego si quid hic hodie novi cognoro,
scies; iam enim aderunt consules ad suas Nonas. Tuas cotidie litteras
exspectabo; ad has autem, cum poteris, rescribes. Mulieres et Cicerones
in Formiano reliqui.




XXI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Calibus VI Id. Febr. ante lucem a. 705_]

De malis nostris tu prius audis quam ego. Istim enim emanant. Boni
autem hinc quod exspectes, nihil est. Veni Capuam ad Nonas Febr.,
ita ut iusserant consules. Eo die Lentulus venit sero. Alter consul
omnino non venerat VII Idus. Eo enim die ego Capua discessi et mansi
Calibus. Inde has litteras postridie ante lucem dedi. Haec, Capuae dum
fui, cognovi, nihil in consulibus, nullum usquam dilectum. Nec enim
conquisitores φαινοπροσωπεῖν audent, cum

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Appian troops. Caesar is said to be tearing along, and is nearly on
us, not to join battle--there is no one to join it with--but to cut
us off from flight. Now, if it is to be in Italy, I am ready to die
with her--and on that I need not ask your advice: but if the struggle
is beyond her borders, what am I to do? The winter, my lictors,
the improvidence and neglect of the leaders prompt me to stay: my
friendship with Pompey, the cause of the loyalists, the disgrace of
association with a tyrant, prompt me to flee. One cannot say whether
that tyrant will choose Phalaris or Pisistratus as his model. Please
unravel this and assist me with your advice. Though I suppose you are
in a warm corner in Rome, still help me to the best of your ability. I
will advise you if anything new crops up here to-day. The consuls will
arrive on the 5th as arranged. I shall look for a letter every day: but
answer this one as soon as you can. I have left the ladies and the boys
at Formiae.




XXI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cales, Feb. 8_, B.C. _49_]

Of our troubles you hear sooner than I. It is from your quarter they
come. No good news can be expected from here. I reached Capua on the
5th of February, as the consuls bade. Lentulus arrived late in the day.
The other consul had not arrived at all on the 7th: for on that day I
left Capua and stayed at Cales. On the 8th before daybreak I dispatch
you this letter from there. The discovery I made at Capua was that no
reliance is to be placed on the consuls, and that no levy is being made
anywhere. For recruiting officers do not dare to show their faces

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ille adsit, contraque noster dux nusquam sit, nihil agat, nec nomina
dant. Deficit enim non voluntas, sed spes. Gnaeus autem noster (o
rem miseram et incredibilem!) ut totus iacet! Non animus est, non
consilium, non copiae, non diligentia. Mittam illa, fugam ab urbe
turpissimam, timidissimas in oppidis contiones, ignorationem non
solum adversarii, sed etiam suarum copiarum; hoc cuius modi est? VII
Idus Febr. Capuam C. Cassius tribunus pl. venit, attulit mandata ad
consules, ut Romam venirent, pecuniam de sanctiore aerario auferrent,
statim exirent. Urbe relicta redeant; quo praesidio? deinde exeant;
quis sinat? Consul ei rescripsit, ut prius ipse in Picenum. At illud
totum erat amissum; sciebat nemo praeter me ex litteris Dolabellae.
Mihi dubium non erat, quin ille iam iamque foret in Apulia, Gnaeus
noster in navi.

Ego quid agam σκέμμα magnum--neque mehercule mihi quidem ullum, nisi
omnia essent acta turpissime, neque ego ullius consilii particeps--sed
tamen quod me deceat. Ipse me Caesar ad pacem hortatur; sed antiquiores
litterae, quam ruere coepit. Dolabella, Caelius me illi valde satis
facere. Mira me ἀπορία

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when Caesar is at hand, and our leader is nowhere to be found and
takes no action. No one enlists. It is not good will that is lacking,
but hope. What an inconceivable plight is Pompey's, and how utterly
he has broken down! He has neither spirit nor plan, nor forces, nor
energy. I say nothing of his most disgraceful flight from the city,
his timorous speeches in the towns, his ignorance not only of the
strength of his opponent but of his own forces: but what of this? On
the 7th of February C. Cassius the tribune came to Capua, and brought
an order to the consuls to come to Rome, carry off the money from the
reserve treasury[51] and leave at once. On quitting the city they are
to return--but they have no escort: then there is the getting out
of the city--who is going to give them leave? Lentulus replied that
Pompey must first come to Picenum. No one except myself knows it; but
Dolabella has written to me that that district is totally lost. I have
no doubt but that Caesar is on the point of entering Apulia and that
Pompey is on board ship.

[51] This reserve fund was said to have been founded originally to meet
a possible invasion of the Gauls. It was made up from spoils in war
and from the 5 per cent tax on manumitted slaves. It was drawn upon in
the second Punic War (cf. Livy XXVII, 11). Caesar (_Bellum Civ._ 14)
says the consuls intended to open it before they left Rome; but fled in
haste at a report of his approach.

What I am to do is a big problem. It would be no problem for me at
all, if everything had not been disgracefully managed; and I had no
part in the plan: still my proper course is a problem. Caesar himself
invites to peace: but the letter is dated before he began to run amuck.
Dolabella and Caelius declare that he is well satisfied with me. I am
at my wits'

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torquet. Iuva me consilio, si potes, et tamen ista, quantum potes,
provide. Nihil habeo tanta rerum perturbatione, quod scribam. Tuas
litteras exspecto.




XXII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VI Id. Febr. vesperi aut V Id. mane a.
705_]

Pedem in Italia video nullum esse, qui non in istius potestate sit.
De Pompeio scio nihil, eumque, nisi in navim se contulerit, exceptum
iri puto. O celeritatem incredibilem! huius autem nostri--sed non
possum sine dolore accusare eum, de quo angor et crucior. Tu caedem
non sine causa times, non quo minus quicquam Caesari expediat ad
diuturnitatem victoriae et dominationis, sed video, quorum arbitrio sit
acturus. Recte sit. Censeo cedendum. De Oppiis eis[52] egeo consilii.
Quod optimum factu videbitur, facies. Cum Philotimo loquere atque
adeo Terentiam habebis Idibus. Ego quid agam? qua aut terra aut mari
persequar eum, qui ubi sit, nescio? Etsi terra quidem qui possum? mari
quo? Tradam igitur isti me? Fac posse tuto (multi enim hortantur), num
etiam honeste? Nullo modo. Equidem a te petam consilium, ut soleo.
Explicari res non potest; sed tamen, si quid in mentem venit, velim
scribas, et ipse quid sis acturus.

[52] cedendum de oppidis iis. _M. The correction_ Oppiis _is due to
Boot_.

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end. Assist me with your advice, if you can, but guard against events
as much as possible. I have nothing to say in such an anxious crisis:
but I am looking for your letter.




XXII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, the evening of Feb. 8 or morning of Feb. 9_, B.C.
_49_]

I see there is not a foot of ground in Italy which is not in Caesar's
power. I have no news of Pompey, and I imagine he will be captured
unless he has taken to the sea. What marvellous dispatch! While our
leader--: but it grieves me to blame him, as I am in an agony of
suspense on his account. There is reason for you to fear butchery, not
that anything could be less advantageous to secure Caesar a lasting
victory and power; but I see on whose advice he will act. I hope it
will be all right; and I think we shall have to yield. As regards the
Oppii I have no suggestion to make. Do what you think best. You should
speak with Philotimus, and besides you will have Terentia on the 13th.
What can I do? In what land or on what sea can I follow a man, when I
don't know where he is? After all how can I follow on land, and by sea
whither? Shall I then surrender to Caesar? Suppose I could surrender
with safety, as many advise, could I surrender with honour? By no
means. I will ask your advice as usual. The problem is insoluble.
Still, if anything comes into your head, please write; and let me know
what you will do yourself.

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XXIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano V Id. Febr. vesp. aut IV Id. mane a. 705_]

V Idus Febr. vesperi a Philotimo litteras accepi Domitium exercitum
firmum habere, cohortes ex Piceno Lentulo et Thermo ducentibus cum
Domiti exercitu coniunctas esse, Caesarem intercludi posse eumque id
timere, bonorum animos recreatos Romae, improbos quasi perculsos. Haec
metuo equidem ne sint somnia, sed tamen M'. Lepidum, L. Torquatum,
C. Cassium tribunum pl. (hi enim sunt nobiscum, id est in Formiano)
Philotimi litterae ad vitam revocaverunt. Ego autem illa metuo ne
veriora sint, nos omnes paene iam captos esse, Pompeium Italia cedere;
quem quidem (o rem acerbam!) persequi Caesar dicitur. Persequi Caesar
Pompeium? quid? ut interficiat? O me miserum! Et non omnes nostra
corpora opponimus? In quo tu quoque ingemiscis. Sed quid faciamus?
Victi, oppressi, capti plane sumus.

Ego tamen Philotimi litteris lectis mutavi consilium de mulieribus.
Quas, ut scripseram ad te, Romam remittebam; sed mihi venit in mentem
multum fore sermonem me iudicium iam de causa publica fecisse;
qua desperata quasi hunc gradum mei reditus esse, quod mulieres
revertissent. De me autem ipso tibi adsentior, ne me dem incertae et
periculosae fugae, cum rei publicae nihil prosim, nihil Pompeio; pro
quo emori cum pie possum tum lubenter. Manebo igitur, etsi vivere--.

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XXIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, the evening of Feb. 9 or the morning of Feb. 10_,
B.C. _49_]

On the evening of the 9th of February, I got a letter from Philotimus,
declaring that Domitius has a reliable force, the cohorts from Picenum
under the command of Lentulus and Thermus have joined his army, Caesar
can be cut off and fears the contingency, and the hopes of loyalists
at Rome have been restored, and those of the other party dashed. I am
afraid this may be a dream; but still the news revived M'. Lepidus, L.
Torquatus and C. Cassius the tribune of the plebs--for they are with
me, that is at Formiae. I fear the truer version may be that we are now
all practically prisoners, that Pompey is leaving Italy, pursued it is
said by Caesar. What a bitter thought! Caesar pursue Pompey! What, to
slay him? Woe is me! And we do not all throw our bodies in the way! You
too are sorry about it. But what can we do? We are beaten, ruined and
utterly captive.

Still the perusal of Philotimus' letter has caused me to change my plan
about the women-folk. I wrote you I was sending them back to Rome: but
it has come into my mind that there would be a deal of talk, that I had
now come to a decision on the political situation; and that in despair
of success the return of the ladies of my house was as it were one step
towards my own return. As for myself, I agree with you that I should
not commit myself to the danger and uncertainty of flight, seeing that
it would avail nothing to State or Pompey, for whom I would dutifully
and gladly die. So I shall stay, though life--.

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Quod quaeris, hic quid agatur, tota Capua et omnis hic dilectus iacet;
desperata res est, in fuga omnes sunt, nisi qui deus iuverit,[53] ut
Pompeius istas Domiti copias cum suis coniungat. Sed videbamur omnia
biduo triduove scituri. Caesaris litterarum exemplum tibi misi; rogaras
enim. Cui nos valde satis facere multi ad me scripserunt; quod patior
facile, dum ut adhuc nihil faciam turpiter.

[53] nisi qui deus iuverit _Tyrrell_: nisi quid eius fuerit _M_: nisi
quid eius modi fuerit _Ascensius_.




XXIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano IV Id. Febr. a. 705_]

Philotimi litterae me quidem non nimis, sed eos, qui in his locis
erant, admodum delectarunt. Ecce postridie Cassii litterae Capua a
Lucretio, familiari eius, Nigidium a Domitio Capuam venisse. Eum dicere
Vibullium cum paucis militibus e Piceno currere ad Gnaeum, confestim
insequi Caesarem, Domitium non habere militum III milia. Idem scripsit
Capua consules discessisse. Non dubito quin Gnaeus in fuga sit; modo
effugiat. Ego a consilio fugiendi, ut tu censes, absum.




XXV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano IV aut III Id. Febr. a. 705_]

Cum dedissem ad te litteras tristes et metuo ne veras de Lucreti ad
Cassium litteris Capua missis, Cephalio venit a vobis. Attulit etiam
a te litteras hilariores nec tamen firmas, ut soles. Omnia facilius
credere possum, quam quod scribitis, Pompeium exercitum habere. Nemo
huc ita adfert omniaque, quae

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For your query as to the state of affairs in this quarter, Capua
and the levy are in stagnation: our cause is despaired of: every
one is in flight, unless some god help Pompey to join that army of
Domitius with his own. It would seem that we shall know all in a day
or so. As requested I send you a copy of Caesar's letter. Many of my
correspondents say that he is quite satisfied with me. I can allow
that, provided I continue to do nothing to stain my honour.




XXIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 10_, B.C. _49_]

Philotimus' letter delighted me little, but those who are here
considerably. Well, on the very next day a letter of Cassius from his
friend Lucretius at Capua announced that Nigidius, an emissary of
Domitius, had reached Capua, bringing news that Vibullius with a few
soldiers was hurrying in from Picenum to Pompey's camp, that Caesar
was pursuing rapidly and that Domitius had less than 3000 men. The
letter stated that the consuls had left Capua. I am sure Pompey must be
fleeing: I only hope he may escape. I accept your advice and have no
intention of flight myself.




XXV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 10 or 11_, B.C. _49_]

After I had sent you a despondent and, I fear, true report about the
letter Lucretius dispatched to Cassius from Capua, Cephalio came to me
from you with a letter more cheerful, but not as decided as usual. Any
news is more credible than your news of Pompey having an army. No one
brings such a

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nolim. O rem miseram! malas causas semper obtinuit, in optima concidit.
Quid dicam nisi illud eum scisse (neque enim erat difficile), hoc
nescisse? Erat enim ars difficilis recte rem publicam regere. Sed iam
iamque omnia sciemus et scribemus ad te statim.




XXVI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XV K. Mart. a. 705_]

Non venit idem usu mihi, quod tu tibi scribis, "quotiens exorior."
Ego enim nunc paulum exorior et maxime quidem iis litteris, quae Roma
adferuntur de Domitio, de Picentium cohortibus. Omnia erant facta hoc
biduo laetiora. Itaque fuga, quae parabatur, repressa est; Caesaris
interdicta:

"Si te secundo lumine hic offendero--"

respuuntur; bona de Domitio, praeclara de Afranio fama est.

Quod me amicissime admones, ut me integrum, quoad possim, servem,
gratum est; quod addis, ne propensior ad turpem causam videar, certe
videri possum. Ego me ducem in civili bello, quoad de pace ageretur,
negavi esse, non quin rectum esset, sed quia, quod multo rectius
fuit, id mihi fraudem tulit. Plane eum, cui noster alterum consulatum
deferret et triumphum (at quibus verbis! "pro tuis rebus[54] gestis
amplissimis"), inimicum habere nolueram. Ego scio, et quem metuam et
quam ob rem. Sin erit

[54] pro tuis rebus _Lambinus_; ut prorsus _M_.

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report here, but every kind of unwelcome news. It is a sorry thought
that Pompey has always won in a bad cause, but fails in the best of
causes. The only solution is that he knew the ropes in the former
(which is not a difficult accomplishment), but did not in the latter.
It is a difficult art to rule a republic in the right way. At any
moment we may know all, and I will write you immediately.




XXVI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 15_, B.C. _49_]

I have not had what you say is your experience:--"as often as my hopes
revive." Only now are mine reviving a little, and especially over
letters from Rome about Domitius and the squadrons of Picenum. Things
have become more cheerful in the last two days. I have given up my
preparation for flight. I spurn Caesar's threat: "If I shall meet thee
here to-morrow morn."[55] The news about Domitius is good, that about
Afranius is splendid.

[55] From a Latin translation of Euripides, _Medea_, 352.

Thanks for your very friendly advice, not to commit myself more than I
can help. You add a caution against showing a leaning towards the wrong
party: well, I confess I may seem to. I refused to take a leading part
in civil war, so long as there were negotiations for peace, not because
the war was unjust, but because former action of mine in a still juster
cause did me harm. I had no desire at all to excite the enmity of a man
to whom our leader offered a second consulship, and a triumph too with
the fulsome flattery "on account of your brilliant achievements." I
know whom I have to fear and why.

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bellum, ut video fore, partes meae non desiderabuntur.

De HS X̅X̅ Terentia tibi rescripsit. Dionysio, dum existimabam vagos
nos fore, nolui molestus esse; tibi autem crebro ad me scribenti
de eius officio nihil rescripsi, quod diem ex die exspectabam, ut
statuerem, quid esset faciendum. Nunc, ut video, pueri certe in
Formiano videntur hiematuri. Et ego? Nescio. Si enim erit bellum, cum
Pompeio esse constitui. Quod habebo certi, faciam, ut scias. Ego bellum
foedissimum futurum puto, nisi qui, ut tu scribis, Parthicus casus
exstiterit.

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But if the war I foresee comes, I shall not fail to play my part.

About that £180,[56] Terentia sent you an answer. I did not want to
trouble Dionysius, so long as I expected to be a wanderer. I gave no
answer to your repeated letters about the man's duty, because daily I
was expecting to settle what should be done. Now as far as I can see,
my boys will certainly winter at Formiae. And I? I don't know. For, if
war comes, I am determined to be with Pompey. I will keep you informed
of reliable news. I fancy there will be a most terrible war, unless, as
you remark, some Parthian incident occur again.[57]

[56] 20,000 sesterces.

[57] I.e. a sudden retreat of Caesar, like that of the Parthians. Cf.
VI, 6.

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M. TULLI CICERONIS

EPISTULARUM AD ATTICUM

LIBER OCTAVUS




I

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis XIV K. Mart. a. 705_]

Cum ad te litteras dedissem, redditae mihi litterae sunt a Pompeio.
Cetera de rebus in Piceno gestis, quae ad se Vibullius scripsisset,
de dilectu Domiti, quae sunt vobis nota nec tamen tam laeta erant in
iis litteris, quam ad me Philotimus scripserat. Ipsam tibi epistulam
misissem, sed iam subito fratris puer proficiscebatur. Cras igitur
mittam. Sed in ea Pompei epistula erat in extremo ipsius manu: "Tu
censeo Luceriam venias. Nusquam eris tutius." Id ego in eam partem
accepi, haec oppida atque oram maritimam illum pro derelicto habere,
nec sum miratus eum, qui caput ipsum reliquisset, reliquis membris non
parcere. Ei statim rescripsi hominemque certum misi de comitibus meis,
non me quaerere, ubi tutissimo essem. Si me vellet sua aut rei publicae
causa Luceriam venire, statim esse venturum; hortatusque sum, ut oram
maritimam retineret, si rem frumentariam sibi ex provinciis suppeditari
vellet. Hoc me frustra scribere videbam; sed uti in urbe retinenda
tunc sic nunc in Italia non relinquenda testificabar sententiam meam.
Sic enim parari video, ut Luceriam omnes copiae contrahantur, et ne is
quidem locus sit stabilis, sed ex eo ipso, si urgeamur, paretur fuga.

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CICERO'S LETTERS

TO ATTICUS

BOOK VIII




I

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 16_, B.C. _49_]

After I sent you my letter, I got one from Pompey. The rest of it was
about what has happened in Picenum, as reported to him by Vibullius in
a note, and about Domitius' levy. That you know already: but in this
letter things were not so grand as in Philotimus' letter. I would have
sent you Pompey's note itself, but my brother's man set out in a hurry,
so I will send it to-morrow. Pompey added a P.S. in his own hand, "I
think you should come to Luceria. You won't be safer anywhere else."
I understood him to mean that he counts as lost the towns here and
the coast. I don't wonder that a man who has given up the head should
throw away the limbs. I sent a reply by return, by the hands of a sure
messenger, that I was not concerned about where I should be safest,
and that I would come to Luceria immediately, if his or the public
interest demanded it. I entreated him to hold the coast, if he wanted
supplies of corn from the provinces. I saw I was writing in vain: but I
wanted to put on record now my opinion about not abandoning Italy, as
I had done before about holding Rome. Evidently all forces are to be
collected at Luceria, and not even there as a permanent base, but as a
starting point for flight, if hard pressed.

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Quo minus mirere, si invitus in eam causam descendo, in qua neque pacis
neque victoriae ratio quaesita sit umquam, sed semper flagitiosae et
calamitosae fugae: eundum, ut, quemcumque fors tulerit casum, subeam
potius cum iis, qui dicuntur esse boni, quam videar a bonis dissentire.
Etsi prope diem video bonorum, id est lautorum et locupletum, urbem
refertam fore, municipiis vero his relictis refertissimam. Quo ego in
numero essem, si hos lictores molestissimos non haberem, nec me M'.
Lepidi, L. Volcaci, Ser. Sulpici comitum paeniteret, quorum nemo nec
stultior est quam L. Domitius nec inconstantior quam Ap. Claudius.
Unus Pompeius me movet beneficio, non auctoritate. Quam enim ille
habeat auctoritatem in hac causa? qui, cum omnes Caesarem metuebamus,
ipse eum diligebat, postquam ipse metuere coepit, putat omnes hostes
illi oportere esse. Ibimus tamen Luceriam. Nec eum fortasse delectabit
noster adventus; dissimulare enim non potero mihi, quae adhuc acta
sint, displicere. Ego, si somnum capere possem, tam longis te epistulis
non obtunderem. Tu, si tibi eadem causa est, me remunerere sane velim.




II

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis XIII K. Mart. a. 705_]

Mihi vero omnia grata, et quod scripsisti ad me, quae audieras, et quod
non credidisti, quae digna diligentia mea non erant, et quod monuisti,
quod sentiebas. Ego ad Caesarem unas Capua litteras dedi, quibus ad ea
rescripsi, quae mecum ille de gladiatoribus suis egerat, breves, sed
benevolentiam significantes, non modo sine contumelia, sed etiam cum
maxima

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So you need not wonder, if I am reluctant to embark on a cause, which
has no policy for peace or victory, but always a policy of disastrous
and disgraceful flight. I must go to face whatever fortune bring, with
so-called loyalists rather than seem to disagree with real loyalists.
Yet I see Rome will soon be crammed with loyalists, I mean with men of
wealth and fortune, crammed full, when the towns have been abandoned. I
would be among them, were it not for these tiresome lictors. I should
not be ashamed of the company of M'. Lepidus, L. Volcacius, Ser.
Sulpicius, not one of whom is a bigger fool than L. Domitius, nor a
bigger trimmer than Ap. Claudius. Only Pompey weighs with me, for his
past kindnesses, not for his public influence. For what influence has
he in this case? When we were all afraid of Caesar, he cherished him.
After he has begun to fear Caesar, he thinks all should be Caesar's
enemies. Still I shall go to Luceria. Perhaps he will not be pleased to
meet me, for I shall not be able to disguise my disgust at what he has
done so far. If I could sleep, I would not bother you with such long
letters. If you suffer from the same complaint, I shall be glad if you
will pay me back in the same coin.




II

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 17_, B.C. _49_]

Many thanks for everything: for writing me your news, for not believing
a report, which reflected on my energy, and for the expression of your
opinion. I sent Caesar one letter from Capua in answer to his inquiries
about his gladiators.[58] It was short but friendly, and, so far from
abusing Pompey,

[58] Cf. p. 69.

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laude Pompei. Id enim illa sententia postulabat, qua illum ad
concordiam hortabar. Eas si quo ille misit, in publico proponat velim.
Alteras eodem die dedi quo has ad te. Non potui non dare, cum et
ipse ad me scripsisset et Balbus. Earum exemplum ad te misi. Nihil
arbitror fore, quod reprehendas. Si qua erunt, doce me, quo modo
μέμψιν effugere possim. "Nihil," inquies, "onmino scripseris." Qui
magis effugias eos, qui volent fingere? Verum tamen ita faciam, quoad
fieri poterit. Nam, quod me hortaris ad memoriam factorum, dictorum,
scriptorum etiam meorum, facis amice tu quidem mihique gratissimum,
sed mihi videris aliud tu honestum meque dignum in hac causa iudicare,
atque ego existimem. Mihi enim nihil ulla in gente umquam ab ullo
auctore rei publicae ac duce turpius factum esse videtur, quam a nostro
amico factum est. Cuius ego vicem doleo; qui urbem reliquit, id est
patriam, pro qua et in qua mori praeclarum fuit. Ignorare mihi videris,
haec quanta sit clades. Es enim etiam nunc domi tuae, sed invitis
perditissimis hominibus esse diutius non potes. Hoc miserius, hoc
turpius quicquam? Vagamur egentes cum coniugibus et liberis; in unius
hominis quotannis periculose aegrotantis anima positas omnes nostras
spes habemus non expulsi, sed evocati ex patria; quam non servandam ad
reditum nostrum, sed diripiendam et inflammandam reliquimus. Ita multi
nobiscum sunt, non in suburbanis, non in hortis, non in ipsa urbe, et,
si nunc sunt, non erunt. Nos interea ne Capuae quidem, sed Luceriae,
et oram quidem maritimam iam relinquemus, Afranium exspectabimus et
Petreium. Nam in Labieno parum est dignitatis.

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praised him highly. I had to do that, as I was an advocate of peace
between them. If Caesar has passed on my letter, good: I should like
him to placard it in public. I have sent him another letter on the
date on which I dispatch this to you. I could not help doing so when
he and Balbus wrote to me. I send you a copy of the letter. I don't
think you can find any fault. If you can find any, tell me how I can
escape criticism. You will say I should have sent no letter at all.
What better plan to escape malicious tongues? However I will do so as
long as I can. Your exhortations to remember my deeds and words and
even writings are friendly and very pleasant; but you seem to have a
different idea to mine as to honour and propriety in this business. To
my mind, no statesman or general has ever been guilty of conduct so
disgraceful as Pompey's. I am sorry for him. He left Rome, his country,
for which and in which it were glorious to die. You don't seem to me
to realize what a disaster that is. You yourself are still in your own
house; but you cannot stay there any longer without the consent of
villains and traitors. It is the depth of misery and shame. We wander
in want with wives and children. Our sole hope lies in the life of
one man, who falls dangerously sick every year. We are not driven,
but summoned to leave our country. And our country which we have left
will not be kept in safety against our return, but abandoned to fire
and plunder. So many Pompeians are with us, not in their suburban
villas, not in Rome, and, if some are still in Rome, they will soon go.
Meantime I shall not stay at Capua, but at Luceria, and of course I
shall abandon the coast at once. I shall wait for the move of Afranius
and Petreius: for Labienus is a

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Hic tu in me illud desideras. Nihil de me...dico, alii viderint. Hic
quidem quae est...?[59] Domi vestrae estis et eritis omnes boni. Quis
tum se mihi non ostendit? quis nunc adest hoc bello? Sic enim iam
appellandum est.

[59] _after_ me _and_ est _there is a space left in M, probably for
some Greek words, e.g._ ἀξίωμα _and_ ἀξίωσις _as Tyrrell and Orelli
suggest_.

Vibulli res gestae sunt adhuc maximae. Id ex Pompei litteris cognosces;
in quibus animadvertito ilium locum, ubi erit διπλῆ. Videbis, de Gnaeo
nostro ipse Vibullius quid existimet. Quo igitur haec spectat oratio?
Ego pro Pompeio lubenter emori possum; facio pluris omnium hominum
neminem; sed non ita, non in eo iudico spem de salute rei publicae.
Significas enim aliquanto secus, quam solebas, ut etiam Italia, si
ille cedat, putes cedendum. Quod ego nec rei publicae puto esse utile
nec liberis meis, praeterea neque rectum neque honestum. Sed cur
"Poterisne igitur videre tyrannum?" Quasi intersit, audiam an videam,
aut locupletior mihi sit quaerendus auctor quam Socrates; qui, cum XXX
tyranni essent, pedem porta non extulit. Est mihi praeterea praecipua
causa manendi. De qua utinam aliquando tecum loquar!

Ego XIII Kalend., cum eadem lucerna hanc epistulam scripsissem,
qua inflammaram tuam, Formiis ad Pompeium, si de pace ageretur,
profecturus, si de bello, quid ero?

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man of little standing. You may say that I am too. I say nothing
of myself: I leave that to others. Who has standing here? All you
loyalists stay at home, and will continue to stay there. Who failed me
in the old days? Who supports me now in this war, as I must call it.

So far Vibullius' achievements have been fine. You will see that from
Pompey's letter. _Vide_ the passage marked.[60] You will see Vibullius'
own opinion of Pompey. My point is that I can gladly die for Pompey's
sake--there is no one I hold dearer; but not in that way. In him I
see no hope for the safety of the state. You express a view different
from your usual view, that I must even leave Italy, if he does. That
course seems to me of no advantage to the state or to my children, and,
moreover, neither right nor honourable. But why do you say, "Will you
be able to see a tyrant"? As if it mattered whether I hear of him or
see him, or as if I wanted a better example than Socrates, who never
set foot out of gate during the reign of the Thirty tyrants. Besides I
have a special reason for staying. I wish I could talk it over with you.

[60] The διπλῆ was a marginal mark of this shape =>= used in MSS. to
mark a special passage or in dialogue to indicate the appearance of a
new speaker.

After writing this letter on the 17th, by the same lamp as that in
which I burned yours, I set out from Formiae to go to Pompey, and I may
be of use, if the talk is of peace: but, if of war, of what use shall I
be?

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III

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Caleno XII K. Mart. a. 705_]

Maximis et miserrimis rebus perturbatus, cum coram tecum mihi potestas
deliberandi non esset, uti tamen tuo consilio volui. Deliberatio autem
omnis haec est, si Pompeius Italia excedat, quod eum facturum esse
suspicor, quid mihi agendum putes. Et quo facilius consilium dare
possis, quid in utramque partem mihi in mentem veniat, explicabo brevi.

Cum merita Pompei summa erga salutem meam, familiaritasque, quae
mihi cum eo est, tum ipsa rei publicae causa me adducit, ut mihi vel
consilium meum cum illius consilio vel fortuna mea cum illius fortuna
coniungenda esse videatur. Accedit illud. Si maneo et illum comitatum
optimorum et clarissimorum civium desero, cadendum est in unius
potestatem. Qui etsi multis rebus significat se nobis esse amicum (et,
ut esset, a me est, tute scis, propter suspicionem huius impendentis
tempestatis multo ante provisum), tamen utrumque considerandum est, et
quanta fides ei sit habenda, et, si maxime exploratum sit eum nobis
amicum fore, sitne viri fortis et boni civis esse in ea urbe, in qua
cum summis honoribus imperiisque usus sit, res maximas gesserit,
sacerdotio sit amplissimo praeditus, non futurus sit, qui fuerit,
subeundumque periculum sit cum aliquo forte dedecore, si quando
Pompeius rem publicam recuperarit. In hac parte haec sunt.

Vide nunc, quae sint in altera. Nihil actum est a Pompeio nostro
sapienter, nihil fortiter, addo etiam nihil nisi contra consilium
auctoritatemque meam. Omitto illa vetera, quod istum in rem publicam
ille

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III

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cales, Feb. 18_, B.C. _49_]

Upset by this grave and most calamitous crisis, though I have no
opportunity of consulting you personally, still I wish to enjoy your
advice. The whole question under debate is this. What do you think I
should do, if Pompey leaves Italy, as I expect he will? To help you to
a decision, I will briefly recount what occurs to me on both sides of
the question.

Not only Pompey's great services in bringing about my restoration and
his intimacy with me, but the public welfare, leads me to think that
my policy and his or, if you will, my fortunes and his should be one.
And another thing, if I remain in Italy and desert the company of
loyal and distinguished citizens, I must fall into the power of one
man, and, though he gives me many tokens of regard (and you know well
I took good care that it should be so with this crisis in view), yet
he still leaves me a twofold problem; how much trust can be put in his
promises, and, if I am positive of his good will, is it proper for a
man of courage and loyalty to remain in Rome and lose his position for
the future where he has enjoyed the highest distinctions and commands,
performed deeds of importance, been invested with the highest seat in
the sacred college, and to suffer risks and perhaps some shame, if ever
Pompey restore the constitution? So much for the arguments on one side.

Now look at those on the other. There is not an atom of prudence or
courage in Pompey's policy--and besides nothing that is not clean
contrary to my counsel and advice. I pass over the old grievance, how
Caesar was Pompey's man: Pompey raised him to

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aluit, auxit, armavit, ille legibus per vim et contra auspicia
ferendis auctor, ille Galliae ulterioris adiunctor, ille gener, ille
in adoptando P. Clodio augur, ille restituendi mei quam retinendi
studiosior, ille provinciae propagator, ille absentis in omnibus
adiutor, idem etiam tertio consulatu, postquam esse defensor rei
publicae coepit, contendit, ut decem tribuni pl. ferrent, ut absentis
ratio haberetur, quod idem ipse sanxit lege quadam sua, Marcoque
Marcello consuli finienti provincias Gallias Kalendarum Martiarum die
restitit--sed, ut haec omittam, quid foedius, quid perturbatius hoc ab
urbe discessu sive potius turpissima fuga? Quae condicio non accipienda
fuit potius quam relinquenda patria? Malae condiciones erant, fateor,
sed num quid hoc peius? At recuperabit rem publicam. Quando? aut quid
ad eam spem est parati? Non ager Picenus amissus? non patefactum iter
ad urbem? non pecunia omnis et publica et privata adversario tradita?
Denique nulla causa, nullae vires, nulla sedes, quo concurrent, qui rem
publicam defensam velint. Apulia delecta est, inanissima pars Italiae
et ab impetu huius belli remotissima; fuga et maritima opportunitas
visa quaeri desperatione. Invite cepi Capuam, non quo munus illud
defugerem, sed in ea causa, in qua nullus

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place and military power, assisted him in passing laws by force
and despite bad omens, granted him Further Gaul in addition to his
province; Pompey married his daughter, Pompey was augur at the adoption
of Clodius; Pompey was more active in effecting my restoration than
in preventing my banishment; Pompey prolonged the tenure of Caesar's
provincial government; Pompey championed his cause in absence; and
again in his third consulship, when he began to be the defender of
the constitution, struggled to get the ten tribunes to propose a bill
admitting Caesar's candidature in absence; ratified that privilege by
a law of his own; and opposed M. Marcellus the consul, when Marcellus
would have concluded Caesar's government of the provinces of Gaul on
the 1st of March. Putting all this on one side, is not this departure
or rather this disgraceful and iniquitous flight from Rome a most
shameful sign of panic? Any compromise ought to have been accepted
in preference to abandoning our country. I admit the terms were bad,
but could anything be worse than this? If you say he will restore the
constitution, I ask you when and what preparation has been made to
that end? We have lost Picenum: the road lies open to Rome: the funds
of the state and of individuals have been delivered to our enemy.
Finally we have no policy, no forces, no rendezvous for patriots;
Apulia has been chosen, the least populous district in Italy and the
most removed from the brunt of this war, and clearly chosen in despair
for the opportunity of flight which the sea affords. With reluctance
I took charge of Capua, not that I would shirk the duty, but with the
reluctance which one would have in a

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esset ordinum, nullus apertus privatorum dolor, bonorum autem esset
aliquis, sed hebes, ut solet, et, ut ipse sensissem, multitudo et
infimus quisque propensus in alteram partem, multi mutationis rerum
cupidi, dixi ipsi me nihil suscepturum sine praesidio et sine pecunia.
Itaque habui nihil omnino negotii, quod ab initio vidi nihil quaeri
praeter fugam. Eam si nunc sequor, quonam? Cum illo non; ad quem cum
essem profectus, cognovi in iis locis esse Caesarem, ut tuto Luceriam
venire non possem. Infero mari nobis incerto cursu hieme maxima
navigandum est. Age iam, cum fratre an sine eo cum filio? at quo modo?
In utraque enim re summa difficultas erit, summus animi dolor; qui
autem impetus illius erit in nos absentis fortunasque nostras! Acrior
quam in ceterorum, quod putabit fortasse in nobis violandis aliquid se
habere populare. Age iam, has compedes, fascis, inquam, hos laureatos
ecferre ex Italia quam molestum est! qui autem locus erit nobis tutus,
ut iam placatis utamur fluctibus, antequam ad illum venerimus? Qua
autem aut quo, nihil scimus. At, si restitero, et fuerit nobis in hac
parte locus, idem fecero quod in Cinnae dominatione L. Philippus, quod
L. Flaccus, quod Q. Mucius, quoquo modo ea res huic

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cause in which neither ranks nor individuals had expressed any feeling,
though there was some feeling amongst the loyalists, sluggish as
usual. Besides, as I felt, the crowd and the dregs of the populace
were inclined to the other side, and many were merely desirous of
revolution. I told Pompey himself that I could undertake nothing
without a garrison and without funds. So I have had nothing at all to
do, since I saw from the first, that his only object was flight. If I
would share his flight, whither am I to go? With him I cannot go; for,
when I set out, I learned that Caesar was so posted that I could not
reach Luceria with safety. I should have to go by the Lower Sea[61]
in the depth of winter and with no certain destination. Moreover am
I to take my brother, or leave him and take my son? But how? Either
course would cause me the greatest trouble and the greatest grief: and
how he will wreak his rage on me and my property in my absence! More
vindictively perhaps than in the case of others, because he will think
that vengeance on me will please the people. Consider too my fetters,
I mean my laurelled fasces. How awkward it will be to take them out of
Italy! Suppose I enjoy a calm passage, what place will be safe for me
till I join Pompey? I have no idea of how or where to go. But, if I
stand my ground and find a place on Caesar's side, I shall follow the
example of L. Philippus under the tyranny of Cinna, of L. Flaccus and
of Q. Mucius.[62] Though it ended unfortunately

[61] I.e. the sea on the west coast of Italy as opposed to _mare
superum_, the Adriatic.

[62] All these persons stayed in Rome during the Cinnan revolution.
Mucius was put to death by the younger Marius in 82 B.C.

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quidem cecidit; qui tamen ita dicere solebat, se id fore videre, quod
factum est, sed malle quam armatum ad patriae moenia accedere. Aliter
Thrasybulus et fortasse melius. Sed est certa quaedam illa Muci ratio
atque sententia, est illa etiam Philippi, et, cum sit necesse, servire
tempori et non amittere tempus, cum sit datum. Sed in hoc ipso habent
tamen idem fasces molestiam. Sit enim nobis amicus, quod incertum
est, sed sit; deferet triumphum. Non accipere vide ne periculosum
sit, accipere invidiosum ad bonos. "O rem," inquis, "difficilem et
inexplicabilem!" Atqui explicanda est. Quid enim fieri potest? Ac, ne
me existimaris ad manendum esse propensiorem, quod plura in eam partem
verba fecerim, potest fieri, quod fit in multis quaestionibus, ut res
verbosior haec fuerit, illa verior. Quam ob rem ut maxima de re aequo
animo deliberanti ita mihi des consilium velim. Navis et in Caieta est
parata nobis et Brundisi.

Sed ecce nuntii scribente me haec ipsa noctu in Caleno, ecce litterae
Caesarem ad Corfinium, Domitium Corfini cum firmo exercitu et pugnare
cupiente. Non puto etiam hoc Gnaeum nostrum commissurum, ut Domitium
relinquat; etsi Brundisium Scipionem cum cohortibus duabus praemiserat,
legionem Fausto conscriptam in Siciliam sibi placere a consule duci
scripserat ad consules. Sed turpe Domitium deserere erit implorantem
eius auxilium. Est quaedam spes mihi quidem non magna, sed in his locis
firma, Afranium in Pyrenaeo cum Trebonio pugnasse, pulsum Trebonium,
etiam Fabium tuum transisse cum

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in the case of Q. Mucius, yet he was wont to say he foresaw the issue,
but preferred it to taking arms against his country. Thrasybulus took
the other and perhaps happier course. But Mucius' decision and views
were quite definite, and so were those of Philippus; that one might do
some time-serving, when it was necessary, but when one's time came, one
should not miss it. But, in that event, still my fasces are a nuisance.
I do not know if Caesar will be friendly; but suppose he is, he will
offer me a triumph. To refuse would damage my chances with Caesar, to
accept would annoy the loyalists. It is a hard and insoluble question;
and yet solve it I must. What else can I do? I have said most in favour
of staying in Italy: but do not infer that I have any particular
inclination towards so doing: it may be, as often happens, that there
are more words on one side and more worth on the other. Then please
give me your advice, counting me openminded on the important question.
There is a boat ready for me at Caieta and at Brundisium.

But, here are messengers arriving as I write this letter at night in
Cales; and here is a letter saying that Caesar has reached Corfinium
and that Domitius is there with a strong force anxious to fight. I do
not think that Pompey will go so far as to abandon Domitius, though he
sent Scipio ahead to Brundisium with two squadrons, and has informed
the consuls that he wants one of them to take the legion raised for
Faustus into Sicily. But it were base to desert Domitius, when he
entreats for help. There is some hope, small enough to my mind, but
favoured in this district, that Afranius has fought with Trebonius in
the Pyrenees and driven him back, and that your

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cohortibus, summa autem Afranium cum magnis copiis adventare. Id si
est, in Italia fortasse manebitur. Ego autem, cum esset incertum iter
Caesaris, quod vel ad Capuam vel ad Luceriam iturus putabatur, Leptam
misi ad Pompeium et litteras; ipse, ne quo inciderem, reverti Formias.

Haec te scire volui scripsique sedatiore animo, quam proxime
scripseram, nullum meum iudicium interponens, sed exquirens tuum.




IV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VIII K. Mart. ante lucem a. 705_]

Dionysius quidem tuus potius quam noster, cuius ego cum satis
cognossem mores, tuo tamen potius stabam iudicio quam meo, ne tui
quidem testimonii, quod ei saepe apud me dederas, veritus, superbum
se praebuit in fortuna, quam putavit nostram fore; cuius fortunae
nos, quantum humano consilio effici poterit, motum ratione quadam
gubernabimus. Cui qui noster honos, quod obsequium, quae etiam ad
ceteros contempti cuiusdam hominis commendatio defuit? ut meum iudicium
reprehendi a Quinto fratre volgoque ab omnibus mallem quam illum non
efferrem laudibus, Ciceronesque nostros meo potius labore subdoceri
quam me alium iis magistrum quaerere; ad quem ego quas litteras, dei
immortales, miseram, quantum honoris significantes, quantum amoris!
Dicaearchum mehercule aut Aristoxenum diceres arcessi, non unum hominem
omnium loquacissimum et minime aptum ad docendum. Sed est memoria bona.
Me dicet esse meliore. Quibus litteris ita respondit ut ego nemini,

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friend Fabius too has gone over to Pompey with his squadrons: and high
hope, that Afranius is marching hither with large forces. If that is
true, we may stay in Italy. But since no one knows Caesar's route, as
he was supposed to be going towards Capua or Luceria, I am sending
Lepta to Pompey with a letter. Myself I return to Formiae for fear I
should stumble on anyone.

I wanted you to know the news, and I write with more composure than I
stated above. I advance no views of my own, but ask for yours.




IV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 22_, B.C. _49_]

I count Dionysius your man rather than mine: for, though I was well
acquainted with his character, I held to your opinion of him rather
than to my own. The fellow has paid no respect even to your frequent
certificates of character, but has become arrogant in what he takes
for a fall in my fortune, though so far as human wit can avail, I will
steer my course onward with some skill. I never failed Dionysius in
respect or service, or in a good word for the despicable cad. Nay,
I preferred to have my opinion criticized by Quintus and people in
general rather than omit to praise the fellow; and, sooner than seek
another master for my boys, I took pains to give them private lessons
myself. Good God, what a letter I sent him: how full of respect and
affection! You would think that I was sending for Dicaearchus or
Aristoxenus and not for an arch-chatter-box useless as a teacher. He
has a good memory: he shall have reason to say that mine is better. He
answered the

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cuius causam non reciperem. Semper enim: "Si potero, si ante suscepta
causa non impediar." Numquam reo cuiquam tam humili, tam sordido, tam
nocenti, tam alieno tam praecise negavi, quam hic mihi plane sine ulla
exceptione praecidit. Nihil cognovi ingratius; in quo vitio nihil mali
non inest. Sed de hoc nimis multa.

Ego navem paravi. Tuas litteras tamen exspecto, ut sciam, quid
respondeant consultationi meae. Sulmone C. Atium Paelignum aperuisse
Antonio portas, cum essent cohortes quinque, Q. Lucretium inde
effugisse scis, Gnaeum ire Brundisium, desertum Domitium.[63] Confecta
res est.

[63] Domitium _is added by Lipsius_.




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CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VII, ut videtur, K. Mart. a. 705_]

Cum ante lucem VIII Kal. litteras ad te de Dionysio dedissem, vesperi
ad nos eodem die venit ipse Dionysius, auctoritate tua permotus, ut
suspicor; quid enim putem aliud? Etsi solet eum, cum aliquid furiose
fecit, paenitere. Numquam autem cerritior fuit quam in hoc negotio.
Nam, quod ad te non scripseram, postea audivi a tertio miliario tum eum
isse

                πολλὰ μάτην κεράεσσιν ἐς ἠέρα θυμήναντα,

multa, inquam, mala cum dixisset: suo capiti, ut aiunt. Sed en meam
mansuetudinem! Conieceram in fasciculum una cum tua vementem ad illum
epistulam. Hanc ad me referri volo nec ullam ob aliam

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letter in a tone I have never used even when I wished to decline a
case. I always say, "if possible," "if no previous engagement hinders
me." I have never given so curt a refusal as his curt unqualified "no"
to any client however humble, however mean, however guilty, however
much a stranger. It is the height of ingratitude, and ingratitude
includes all sins. But enough and more than enough of this.

I have a boat ready. Still I wait for a letter from you, that I may
know your answer to my problem. You know that at Sulmo C. Atius
Paelignus opened the gates to Antonius, though he had five squadrons,
that Q. Lucretius has escaped from the place, and that Pompey has gone
to Brundisium, deserting Domitius. We are done for.




V

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 23 (?)_, B.C. _49_]

After I sent you a letter before daybreak on the 22nd about Dionysius,
on the evening of the same day came Dionysius himself. I cannot but
think that it was by your influence, though he is wont to repent of his
fits of temper, and this is the maddest business he has had a hand in.
I did not tell you before, but I heard later, that, when he had got
three miles from Rome, he took fright,

    "When he had vainly butted with his horns
    The vacant air."[64]

[64] Author unknown.

I mean he cursed roundly. May his curses fall on his own head, as the
saying goes. But look at my good nature. I enclosed in your packet a
strong letter for him. I should be glad to have it returned; and

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causam Pollicem servum a pedibus meis Romam misi. Eo autem ad te
scripsi, ut, si tibi forte reddita esset, mihi curares referendam, ne
in illius manus perveniret.

Novi si quid esset, scripsissem. Pendeo animi exspectatione
Corfiniensi, in qua de salute rei publicae decernetur. Tu fasciculum,
qui est M'. Curio inscriptus, velim cures ad eum perferendum Tironemque
Curio commendes et, ut det ei, si quid opus erit in sumptum, roges.




VI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano IX K. Mart., ut videtur, a. 705_]

Obsignata iam ista epistula, quam de nocte daturus eram, sicut dedi
(nam eam vesperi scripseram), C. Sosius praetor in Formianum venit ad
M'. Lepidum, vicinum nostrum, cuius quaestor fuit. Pompei litterarum ad
consules exemplum attulit:

"Litterae mihi a L. Domitio a. d. XIII Kalend. Mart. allatae sunt.
Earum exemplum infra scripsi. Nunc, ut ego non scribam, tua sponte
te intellegere scio, quanti rei publicae intersit omnes copias in
unum locum primo quoque tempore convenire. Tu, si tibi videbitur,
dabis operam, ut quam primum ad nos venias, praesidii Capuae quantum
constitueris satis esse, relinquas."

Deinde supposuit exemplum epistulae Domiti, quod ego ad te pridie
miseram. Di immortales, qui me horror perfudit! quam sum sollicitus,
quidnam futurum sit! Hoc tamen spero, magnum nomen imperatoris fore,
magnum in adventu terrorem. Spero etiam, quoniam adhuc nihil nobis
obfuit † nihil

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only for that reason have I sent my footman Pollux to Rome. So I write
to you that, if it has come into your hands, you may return it and not
let it fall into his possession.

I would write any fresh news, if there were any. I am a-tiptoe with
anxiety as to the business at Corfinium, which will decide the fate of
the constitution. Please send the packet addressed to M'. Curius, and
please recommend Tiro to Curius, and ask him to supply his wants.




VI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 21 (?)_, B.C. _49_]

After I had sealed that letter to you, which I wanted to dispatch
last night (I wrote it in the evening and did dispatch it), C. Sosius
the praetor came to Formiae to visit my neighbour, M'. Lepidus, whose
quaestor he was. He brought a copy of Pompey's letter to the consuls:
"I have received a dispatch from L. Domitius, dated the 17th of
February. I enclose a copy. Now without a word from me, I know you
realize of your own accord how important it is for the State that all
our forces should concentrate at one spot at the earliest possible
date. If you agree, endeavour to reach me at once, leaving Capua such
garrison as you may consider necessary."

Then appended is a copy of Domitius' letter which I sent you yesterday.
My God, how terrified I was and how distracted I am as to the future!
I hope his nickname the Great will inspire great panic on his arrival.
I hope too, since nothing has stood in our way at present [except his
negligence, he is not

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mutasset neglegentia hoc quod cum fortiter et diligenter tum etiam
mehercule.†

Modo enim audivi quartanam a te discessisse. Moriar, si magis gauderem,
si id mihi accidisset. Piliae dic non esse aequum eam diutius habere
nec id esse vestrae concordiae. Tironem nostrum ab altera relictum
audio. Sed eum video in sumptum ab aliis mutuatum; ego autem Curium
nostrum, si quid opus esset, rogaram. Malo Tironis verecundiam in culpa
esse quam inliberalitatem Curi.




VII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VII K. Mart., ut videtur, a. 705_]

Unum etiam restat amico nostro ad omne dedecus, ut Domitio non
subveniat. "At nemo dubitat, quin subsidio venturus sit." Ego non puto.
"Deseret igitur talem civem et eos, quos una scis esse, cum habeat
praesertim is ipse cohortes triginta?" Nisi me omnia fallunt, deseret.
Incredibiliter pertimuit, nihil spectat nisi fugam. Cui tu (video enim,
quid sentias) me comitem putas debere esse. Ego vero, quem fugiam,
habeo, quem sequar, non habeo. Quod enim tu meum laudas et memorandum
dicis, malle quod dixerim me cum Pompeio vinci quam cum istis vincere,
ego vero malo, sed cum illo Pompeio, qui tum erat, aut qui mihi esse
videbatur, cum hoc vero, qui ante fugit, quam scit, aut quem fugiat aut
quo, qui nostra tradidit, qui patriam reliquit, Italiam relinquit,

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neglecting a point which ought to be carried out vigorously].[65]

[65] The words in brackets only attempt to give the probable sense of
this hopelessly corrupt passage.

I have just heard that you have lost your fever. Upon my life I could
not be better pleased, if I had recovered myself. Tell Pilia that such
a perfect helpmeet should not be sick longer than her husband. I hear
that Tiro has recovered from his second attack: but I see he has been
raising money from strangers. I had commissioned Curius to supply him
with funds. I hope it is Tiro's diffidence and not Curius' meanness
that is to blame.




VII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 23 (?)_, B.C. _49_]

The one act needed to crown Pompey's disgrace is the desertion of
Domitius. I don't agree with the universal opinion that he is sure to
help him. "Will he desert so distinguished a citizen as Domitius and
those with him, even though he has thirty cohorts at his command?"
Unless I am greatly mistaken he will desert him. He is incredibly
alarmed, and has no thought but flight; and you want me to go with him;
for I see what you think. Yes, I have a foe to flee from, but no friend
to follow. As for your praise of that remark of mine, which you quote
and call so memorable, that I would rather be conquered with Pompey
than conquer with Caesar, well, I would: but it must be with Pompey
my old hero or ideal. As to the Pompey of to-day, who flees before he
knows from whom he is running or where to run; who has betrayed us,
abandoned his country and deserted

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si malui, contigit, victus sum. Quod superest, nec ista videre possum,
quae numquam timui ne viderem, nec mehercule istum, propter quem mihi
non modo meis, sed memet ipso carendum est.

Ad Philotimum scripsi de viatico sive a Moneta (nemo enim solvit) sive
ab Oppiis, tuis contubernalibus. Cetera apposita tibi mandabo.




VIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VI K. Mart. a. 705_]

O rem turpem et ea re miseram! Sic enim sentio, id demum aut potius id
solum esse miserum, quod turpe sit. Aluerat Caesarem; eundem repente
timere coeperat, condicionem pacis nullam probarat, nihil ad bellum
pararat, urbem reliquerat, Picenum amiserat culpa, in Apuliam se
compegerat, ibat in Graeciam, omnes nos ἀπροσφωνήτους, expertes sui
tanti, tam inusitati consilii relinquebat. Ecce subito litterae Domiti
ad illum, ipsius ad consules. Fulsisse mihi videbatur τὸ καλὸν ad
oculos eius et exclamasse ille vir, qui esse debuit:

    Πρὸς ταῦθ' ὅ τι χρὴ καὶ παλαμάσθων
    καὶ πάντ' ἐπ' ἐμοὶ τεκταινέσθων.
    τὸ γὰρ εὖ μετ' ἐμοῦ.

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Italy,--well, if I wanted to be conquered with him, I have got my wish;
I am conquered. For the rest I cannot bear to look at Caesar's doings.
I never expected to see them, nor the man himself who robs me not only
of my friends, but of myself.

I have written to Philotimus about money for the journey--either
from the mint,[66] for none of my debtors will pay up, or from
your associates the bankers. I will give you all other requisite
instructions.

[66] The Roman Mint was at the Temple of Juno Moneta. Apparently money
could be obtained there by exchange for bullion.




VIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 24_, B.C. _49_]

What disgrace, and therefore what misery! For I feel disgrace to be
the crown of misery, or indeed the only real misery. Pompey treated
Caesar as his _protégé_, began suddenly to fear him, declined terms of
peace, made no preparation for war, quitted Rome, lost Picenum by his
own fault, got himself blocked in Apulia, went off to Greece without a
word, leaving us in ignorance of a plan so important and unusual. Then
all of a sudden Domitius' letter to Pompey and Pompey's letter to the
consuls. It seemed to me that the Right had flashed upon his gaze, and
that he, the old heroic Pompey, cried:

    "What subtle craft they will let them devise,
    And work their wiliest in my despite.
    The right is on my side."[67]

[67] A fragment of Euripides parodied by Aristophanes, _Acharnians_,
659-661.

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At ille tibi πολλὰ χαίρειν τᾷ καλᾷ dicens pergit Brundisium. Domitium
autem aiunt re audita et eos, qui una essent, se tradidisse. O rem
lugubrem! Itaque intercludor dolore, quo minus ad te plura scribam.
Tuas litteras exspecto.




IX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano V K. Mart. a. 705_]

Epistulam meam quod pervulgatam scribis esse, non fero moleste,
quin etiam ipse multis dedi describendam. Ea enim et acciderunt iam
et impendent, ut testatum esse velim, de pace quid senserim. Cum
autem ad eam hortarer eum praesertim hominem, non videbar ullo modo
facilius moturus, quam si id, quod eum hortarer, convenire eius
sapientiae dicerem. Eam si "admirabilem" dixi, cum eum ad salutem
patriae hortabar, non sum veritus, ne viderer adsentari, cui tali in
re lubenter me ad pedes abiecissem. Quod autem est "aliquid inpertias
temporis," non est, de pace, sed de me ipso et de meo officio ut
aliquid cogitet. Nam, quod testificor me expertem belli fuisse, etsi id
re perspectum est, tamen eo scripsi, quo in suadendo plus auctoritatis
haberem; eodemque pertinet, quod causam eius probo.

Sed quid haec nunc? Utinam aliquid profectum esset! Ne ego istas
litteras in contione recitari velim, si quidem ille ipse ad eundem
scribens in publico proposuit epistulam illam, in qua est "pro tuis
rebus gestis amplissimis" (amplioribusne quam suis,

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However Pompey bids a long farewell to honour and away for Brundisium.
They say that Domitius and those with him surrendered on receipt of the
news. What a doleful business! Grief prevents me writing more. I await
a letter from you.




IX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 25_, B.C. _49_.]

I am not upset at the circulation of my letter, indeed I myself let
many people take a copy. Considering what has happened and is likely to
happen, I want my views on peace published. And when I exhorted Caesar
of all men to seek peace, I had no readier argument than to say, that
peace became a man of his wisdom. If I spoke of his "admirable" wisdom,
seeing that I was urging him on to the salvation of our country, I was
not afraid of appearing to flatter him: in such a cause I would gladly
have cast myself at his feet. When I use the phrase "spare time," that
does not mean for the consideration of peace, but for the consideration
of myself and my obligations. As to my statement that I have taken no
part in the war, though the facts are evidence, I wrote it to give
greater weight to my advice and it was for the same reason that I
expressed approbation of his case.

But this is idle talk now: I only wish it had done some good. Why, I
should not object to the recital of my letter at a public meeting,
when Pompey himself, writing to Caesar, exhibited for public perusal a
letter containing the words "On account of your splendid achievements,"
(are they more splendid

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quam Africani? Ita tempus ferebat), si quidem etiam vos duo tales ad
quintum miliarium quid nunc ipsum de se recipienti, quid agenti, quid
acturo? Quanto autem ferocius ille causae suae confidet, cum vos,
cum vestri similes non modo frequentes, sed laeto vultu gratulantes
viderit! "Num igitur peccamus?" Minime vos quidem; sed tamen signa
conturbantur, quibus voluntas a simulatione distingui posset. Quae vero
senatus consulta video? Sed apertius, quam proposueram.

Ego Arpini volo esse pridie Kal., deinde circum villulas nostras
errare, quas visurum me postea desperavi. Εὐγενῆ tua consilia et tamen
pro temporibus non incauta mihi valde probantur. Lepido quidem (nam
fere συνδιημερεύομεν, quod gratissimum illi est) numquam placuit ex
Italia exire, Tullo multo minus. Crebro enim illius litterae ab aliis
ad nos commeant. Sed me illorum sententiae minus movebant; minus
multa dederant illi rei publicae pignora. Tua mehercule auctoritas
vehementer movet; adfert enim et reliqui temporis recuperandi rationem
et praesentis tuendi. Sed, obsecro te, quid hoc miserius quam alterum
plausus in foedissima causa quaerere, alterum offensiones in optima?
alterum existimari conservatorem inimicorum, alterum desertorem
amicorum? Et mehercule, quamvis amemus Gnaeum nostrum, ut et facimus
et debemus, tamen hoc, quod talibus viris non subvenit, laudare non
possum. Nam, sive

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than Pompey's own, or those of Africanus? Circumstances made him say
so.) and when two men like you and S. Peducaeus are going to meet him
at the fifth milestone,--and at this moment to what course does he
pledge himself, what is he doing, what is he going to do? Surely his
belief in his rights will grow more vehement, when he sees you and
men like you not only in crowds, but with joy upon your faces. "What
harm in that," you ask? Not a bit, as far as you are concerned: but
still the outward signs of the distinction between genuine feeling and
pretence are all upset. I foresee some strange decrees of the Senate.
But my letter has been more frank than I intended.

I hope to be at Arpinum on the 28th, and then to visit my country
estates, I fear for the last time. Your policy, gentlemanly, but
not without a touch of caution suited to the times, has my sincere
approval. Lepidus, who has the pleasure of my company almost every day,
never liked the plan of quitting Italy: Tullus detested it: for letters
from him often reach me from other hands. However their views influence
me little: they have given fewer pledges to the state than I: but I am
strongly swayed by the weight of your opinion, which proposes a plan
for betterment in the future and security in the present. Is there a
more wretched spectacle than that of Caesar earning praise in the most
disgusting cause, and of Pompey earning blame in the most excellent:
of Caesar being regarded as the saviour of his enemies, and Pompey
as a traitor to his friends? Assuredly though I love Pompey, from
inclination and duty, still I cannot praise his failure to succour such
men. If it was fear,

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timuit, quid ignavius? sive, ut quidam putant, meliorem suam causam
illorum caede fore putavit, quid iniustius? Sed haec omittamus; augemus
enim dolorem retractando.

VI Kal. vesperi Balbus minor ad me venit occulta via currens ad
Lentulum consulem missu Caesaris cum litteris, cum mandatis, cum
promissione provinciae, Romam ut redeat. Cui persuaderi posse non
arbitror, nisi erit conventus. Idem aiebat nihil malle Caesarem, quam
ut Pompeium adsequeretur (id credo) et rediret in gratiam. Id non credo
et metuo, ne omnis haec clementia ad Cinneam[68] illam crudelitatem
colligatur. Balbus quidem maior ad me scribit nihil malle Caesarem quam
principe Pompeio sine metu vivere. Tu, puto, haec credis. Sed, cum haec
scribebam V Kalend., Pompeius iam Brundisium venisse poterat; expeditus
enim antecesserat legiones XI K. Luceria. Sed hoc τέρας horribili
vigilantia, celeritate, diligentia est. Plane, quid futurum sit, nescio.

[68] Cinneam _Tyrrell and Purser_: unam _MSS._: Sullanam _Orelli_.




X

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano IV K. Mart. a. 705_]

Dionysius cum ad me praeter opinionem meam venisset, locutus sum cum
eo liberalissime; tempora exposui, rogavi, ut diceret, quid haberet in
animo; me nihil ab ipso invito contendere. Respondit se, quod in nummis
haberet, nescire quo loci esset; alios non solvere, aliorum diem nondum
esse. Dixit etiam alia quaedam de servulis suis, quare nobiscum

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it was most cowardly; if, as some think, he imagined that their
massacre would assist his cause, it was most iniquitous. But let us
pass over this, for remembrance adds to my sorrow.

On the evening of the 24th, Balbus the younger came to me, hurrying on
a secret errand to the consul Lentulus from Caesar with a letter, a
commission, and the promise of a province on condition of his returning
to Rome. I don't think that he can be talked over without a personal
interview. Balbus said that Caesar was most anxious to meet Pompey (I
believe it), and to get on good terms with him. This I do not believe
and I fear all his kindness is only a preparation for cruelty like
Cinna's. Balbus the elder writes to me that Caesar wants nothing better
than to live in safety under Pompey. I expect you will believe that.
But while I write this letter on the 25th of February, Pompey may have
reached Brundisium. He set out without baggage, and before his legions,
on the 19th from Luceria. But that bogy-man has terrible wariness,
speed and energy. The future is a riddle to me.




X

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 26_, B.C. _49_]

I spoke to Dionysius in the frankest way, when contrary to my
expectations he arrived. I told him how matters stood; asked him his
intentions, and said that I would not press him against his will. He
replied that he did not know where such money as he owned was: that
some creditors did not pay, that other debts were not yet due. He said
something about his wretched slaves that would prevent his

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esse non posset. Morem gessi; dimisi a me ut magistrum Ciceronum non
lubenter, ut hominem ingratum non invitus. Volui te scire, et quid ego
de eius facto iudicarem.




XI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano III K. Mart. a. 705_]

Quod me magno animi motu perturbatum putas, sum equidem, sed non tam
magno, quam tibi fortasse videor. Levatur enim omnis cura, cum aut
constitit consilium, aut cogitando nihil explicatur. Lamentari autem
licet illud quidem totos dies; sed vereor, ne, nihil cum proficiam,
etiam dedecori sim studiis ac litteris nostris. Consumo igitur omne
tempus considerans, quanta vis sit illius viri, quem nostris libris
satis diligenter, ut tibi quidem videmur, expressimus. Tenesne igitur
moderatorem illum rei publicae quo referre velimus omnia? Nam sic
quinto, ut opinor, in libro loquitur Scipio: "Ut enim gubernatori
cursus secundus, medico salus, imperatori victoria, sic huic moderatori
rei publicae beata civium vita proposita est, ut opibus firma, copiis
locuples, gloria ampla, virtute honesta sit. Huius enim operis maximi
inter homines atque optimi illum esse perfectorem volo." Hoc Gnaeus
noster cum antea numquam tum in hac causa minime cogitavit. Dominatio
quaesita ab utroque est, non id actum, beata et honesta civitas ut
esset. Nec vero ille urbem reliquit, quod eam tueri non posset, nec
Italiam, quod ea pelleretur, sed hoc a primo cogitavit, omnes terras,
omnia maria movere, reges barbaros incitare, gentes feras armatas in
Italiam

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staying with me. I acquiesced, sorry to lose a master for my boys;
but glad to be rid of an ungrateful fellow. I wanted you to know what
happened and my opinion of his conduct.




XI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 27_, B.C. _49_]

As you suppose, I am in great anxiety of mind: but it is not so great
as you may imagine. I am rid of care, as soon as resolve is fixed
or thought proves futile. Still I may lament my lot as I do all day
long. But I fear, since lamentation is idle, I disgrace my philosophy
and my works. So I spend my time considering the character of the
ideal statesman, who is sketched clearly enough, you seem to think,
in my books on the Republic. You remember then the standard by which
our ideal governor was to weigh his acts. Here are Scipio's words,
in the 5th book, I think it is: "As a safe voyage is the aim of the
pilot, health of the physician, victory of the general, so the ideal
statesman will aim at happiness for the citizens of the state to give
them material security, copious wealth, wide-reaching distinction
and untarnished honour. This, the greatest and finest of human
achievements, I want him to perform." Pompey never had this notion
and least of all in the present cause. Absolute power is what he and
Caesar have sought; their aim has not been to secure the happiness and
honour of the community. Pompey has not abandoned Rome, because it was
impossible to defend, nor Italy on forced compulsion; but it was his
idea from the first to plunge the world into war, to stir up barbarous
princes, to bring savage tribes into

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adducere, exercitus conficere maximos. Genus illud Sullani regni iam
pridem appetitur multis, qui una sunt, cupientibus. An censes nihil
inter eos convenire, nullam pactionem fieri potuisse? Hodie potest. Sed
neutri σκοπὸς est ille, ut nos beati simus; uterque regnare vult.

Haec a te invitatus breviter exposui. Voluisti enim me, quid, de his
mails sentirem, ostendere. Προθεσπίζω igitur, noster Attice, non
hariolans ut illa, cui nemo credidit, sed coniectura prospiciens:

"Iamque mari magno--"

non multo, inquam, secus possum vaticinari. Tanta malorum impendet
Ἰλιάς. Atque hoc nostra gravior est causa, qui domi sumus, quam
illorum, qui una transierunt, quod illi quidem alterum metuunt, nos
utrumque. "Cur igitur," inquis, "remansimus?" Vel tibi paruimus vel non
occurrimus, vel hoc fuit rectius. Conculcari, inquam, miseram Italiam
videbis proxima aestate aut utriusque in mancipiis ex omni genere
collectis, nec tam proscriptio pertimescenda, quae Luceriae multis
sermonibus denuntiata esse dicitur, quam universae rei p. interitus.
Tantas in confligendo utriusque vires video futuras. Habes coniecturam
meam. Tu autem consolationis fortasse aliquid exspectasti. Nihil
invenio, nihil fieri potest miserius, nihil perditius, nihil foedius.

Quod quaeris, quid Caesar ad me scripserit, quod saepe, gratissimum
sibi esse, quod quierim, oratque, in eo ut perseverem. Balbus minor
haec eadem mandata. Iter autem eius erat ad Lentulum consulem cum
litteris Caesaris praemiorumque promissis, si

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Italy under arms, and to gather a huge army. A sort of Sulla's reign
has long been his object, and is the desire of many of his companions.
Or do you think that no agreement, no compromise between him and Caesar
was possible? Why, it is possible to-day: but neither of them looks to
our happiness. Both want to be kings.

[Sidenote: Ennius, _Alexander_.]

At your request I have given an outline of my views; for you wanted an
expression of my opinion on these troubles. So I play the prophet, my
dear Atticus, not at random like Cassandra whom no one believed, but
with imaginative insight. "Now on the great sea" my prophecy runs like
the old tag: such an Iliad of woe hangs over us. The case of us, who
stay at home, is worse than that of those who have gone with Pompey,
for they have only one to fear, while we have both. You ask then, why
I stay. Well, in compliance with your request, or because I could not
meet Pompey on his departure, or because it was the more honourable
course. I say you will see poor Italy trodden down next summer or in
the hands of their slaves drawn from every quarter of the globe. It
will not be a proscription (in spite of the talk and threats we hear
of at Luceria) which we shall have to dread, but general destruction.
So huge are the forces that will join in the struggle. That is my
prophecy. Perhaps you looked for consolation. I see none: we have
reached the limit of misery, ruin and disgrace.

You inquire what Caesar said in his letter. The usual thing, that my
inaction pleases him, and he begs me to maintain it. Balbus the younger
brought the same message by word of mouth. Balbus was travelling to
Lentulus the consul with letters from Caesar, and

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Romam revertisset. Verum, cum habeo rationem dierum, ante puto
tramissurum, quam potuerit conveniri.

Epistularum Pompei duarum, quas ad me misit, neglegentiam meamque in
rescribendo diligentiam volui tibi notam esse. Earum exempla ad te misi.

Caesaris hic per Apuliam ad Brundisium cursus quid efficiat, exspecto.
Utinam aliquid simile Parthicis rebus! Simul aliquid audiero, scribam
ad te. Tu ad me velim bonorum sermones. Romae frequentes esse dicuntur.
Scio equidem te in publicum non prodire, sed tamen audire te multa
necesse est. Memini librum tibi adferri a Demetrio Magnete ad te missum
[scio][69] περὶ ὁμονοίας. Eum mihi velim mittas. Vides, quam causam
mediter.

[69] scio _deleted by Wesenberg_.




XIa

CN. MAGNUS PROCOS. S. D. M. CICERONI IMP.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Luceriae IV Id. Febr. a. 705_]

Q. Fabius ad me venit a. d. IIII Idus Febr. Is nuntiat L. Domitium cum
suis cohortibus XII et cum cohortibus XIIII, quas Vibullius adduxit,
ad me iter habere; habuisse in animo proficisci Corfinio a. d. V Idus
Febr.; C. Hirrum cum V cohortibus subsequi. Censeo, ad nos Luceriam
venias. Nam te hic tutissime puto fore.

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promises of reward, if he would go back to Rome. Reckoning the days,
however, I fancy Lepidus will cross the sea, before Balbus can meet him.

I send copies of Pompey's two dispatches to me. Please note his
careless style and my careful answer.

I am waiting to see the result of this dash of Caesar's on Brundisium
through Apulia. I should like a repetition of the Parthian
incident.[70] As soon as I get any news, I will write. Please send me
the talk of the loyalists who are said to be numerous at Rome. I know
you do not go out, but talk must reach your ears. I remember a book
being given to you by Demetrius of Magnesia. It was dedicated to you,
and bore the title _On Concord_. I should be glad if you would let me
have it. You see the part I am studying.

[70] I.e. a sudden retreat. Cf. VI, 6.




XIa

THE GREETINGS OF CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL TO CICERO THE IMPERATOR.


[Sidenote: _Luceria, Feb. 10_, B.C. _49_]

Q. Fabius came to me on the 10th of February. He announces that L.
Domitius with his twelve cohorts and fourteen cohorts brought by
Vibullius is on the march towards me; that he intended to leave
Corfinium on the 9th of February and that C. Hirrus with five cohorts
follows behind. I think you should come to me at Luceria, for here I
imagine will be your safest refuge.

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XIb

M. CICERO IMP. S. D. CN. MAGNO PROCOS.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis XIV K. Mart. a. 705_]

A. d. XV Kalend. Martias Formiis accepi tuas litteras; ex quibus ea,
quae in agro Piceno gesta erant, cognovi commodiora esse multo, quam ut
erat nobis nuntiatum, Vibullique virtutem industriamque libenter agnovi.

Nos adhuc in ea ora, ubi praepositi sumus, ita fuimus, ut navem
paratam haberemus. Ea enim audiebamus et ea verebamur, ut, quodcumque
tu consilium cepisses, id nobis persequendum putaremus. Nunc, quoniam
auctoritate et consilio tuo in spe firmiore sumus, si teneri posse
putas Tarracinam et oram maritimam, in ea manebo, etsi praesidia in
oppidis nulla sunt. Nemo enim nostri ordinis in his locis est praeter
M. Eppium, quem ego Menturnis esse volui, vigilantem hominem et
industrium. Nam L. Torquatum, virum fortem et cum auctoritate, Formiis
non habemus, ad te profectum arbitramur.

Ego omnino, ut proxime tibi placuerat, Capuam veni eo ipso die, quo
tu Teano Sidicino es profectus. Volueras enim me cum M. Considio pro
praetore illa negotia tueri. Cum eo venissem, vidi T. Ampium dilectum
habere diligentissime, ab eo accipere Libonem, summa item diligentia
et in illa colonia auctoritate. Fui Capuae, quoad consules. Iterum, ut
erat edictum a consulibus, veni Capuam ad Nonas Februar. Cum fuissem
triduum, recepi me Formias.

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XIb

M. CICERO IMPERATOR GREETINGS TO CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Feb. 16_, B.C. _49_]

On the 15th of February I got your letter at Formiae. I gather that
matters in Picenum were much more satisfactory than I had heard, and am
glad to learn of the bravery and energy of Vibullius.

So far I have stayed on this coast where I was given the command, but
I have kept a boat ready. For the news and my fears were such that I
felt I must follow any plan you should make. But now your influence
and your policy have encouraged me, I will stay in the coast districts
and Tarracina, if you think that the district can be held. The towns,
however, are without garrison, for there is no member of the Senate in
the district except M. Eppius, a man of foresight and energy, whom I
desired to stay at Menturnae. The gallant and influential L. Torquatus
is not at Formiae, but I fancy has set out to join you.

In entire accord with your latest instructions, I went to Capua on the
very day you left Teanum Sidicinum. For you had desired me to take
part with M. Considius the propraetor in looking after things there.
On arrival I found that T. Ampius was holding a levy with the greatest
energy, and that the troops raised were being taken over by Libo, a
local man of energy and influence. I stayed at Capua as long as the
consuls. Once again in accordance with instructions from the consuls
I went to Capua for the 5th of February. After a stay of three days I
returned to Formiae.

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Nunc quod tuum consilium aut quae ratio belli sit, ignoro. Si tenendam
hanc oram putas, quae et oportunitatem et dignitatem habet et egregios
cives, et, ut arbitror, teneri potest, opus est esse, qui praesit; sin
omnia in unum locum contrahenda sunt, non dubito, quin ad te statim
veniam, quo mihi nihil optatius est, idque tecum, quo die ab urbe
discessimus, locutus sum. Ego, si cui adhuc videor segnior fuisse, dum
ne tibi videar, non laboro, et tamen, si, ut video, bellum gerendum
est, confido me omnibus facile satis facturum. M. Tullium, meum
necessarium, ad te misi, cui tu, si tibi videretur, ad me litteras
dares.




XIc

CN. MAGNUS PROCOS. S. D. M. CICERONI IMP.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Canusi X K. Mart. a. 705_]

S. V. B. Tuas litteras libenter legi. Recognovi enim tuam pristinam
virtutem etiam in salute communi. Consules ad eum exercitum, quem
in Apulia habui, venerunt. Magno opere te hortor pro tuo singulari
perpetuoque studio in rem publicam, ut te ad nos conferas, ut communi
consilio rei publicae adflictae opem atque auxilium feramus. Censeo,
via Appia iter facias et celeriter Brundisium venias.




XId

M. CICERO IMP. S. D. CN. MAGNO PROCOS.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis III K. Mart. a. 705_]

Cum ad te litteras misissem, quae tibi Canusi redditae sunt,
suspicionem nullam habebam te rei publicae

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At the present moment I do not know what are your ideas and plan of
campaign. If you think that this coast should be held--and Capua has
a good position and is an important town, not to speak of its loyal
inhabitants, and to my mind tenable--a commander is wanted. If your
plan is concentration, I will come to you at once without hesitation.
Nothing would delight me more, and I told you so on the day of our
departure from Rome. I do not trouble about criticisms of inactivity
from anyone but yourself. If, as I foresee, war is inevitable, I feel I
can easily satisfy every criticism. I have sent my relative M. Tullius
in case you may wish to send a reply.




XIc

CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL SENDS GREETINGS TO CICERO IMPERATOR.


[Sidenote: _Canusium, Febr. 20_, B.C. _49_]

I hope you are well. I was glad to read your letter, for once again I
recognized your tried courage in the interests of public safety. The
consuls have joined my army in Apulia. I beg you earnestly in the name
of your exceptional and continued zeal for the state to join me as
well, so that we may plan together to benefit and assist the state in
her sore straits. I hold that you should travel by the Appian road and
come with speed to Brundisium.




XId

M. CICERO IMPERATOR SENDS GREETINGS TO CN. MAGNUS, PROCONSUL.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Febr. 27_, B.C. _49_]

When I sent you the letter which was delivered to you at Canusium, I
had no idea that the state's

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causa mare transiturum eramque in spe magna fore ut in Italia possemus
aut concordiam constituere qua mihi nihil utilius videbatur, aut rem
publicam summa cum dignitate defendere. Interim nondum meis litteris
ad te perlatis ex iis mandatis, quae D. Laelio ad consules dederas,
certior tui consilii factus non exspectavi, dum mihi a te litterae
redderentur, confestimque cum Quinto fratre et cum liberis nostris
iter ad te in Apuliam facere coepi. Cum Teanum Sidicinum venissem,
C. Messius, familiaris tuus, mihi dixit aliique complures Caesarem
iter habere Capuam et eo ipso die mansurum esse Aeserniae, Sane sum
commotus, quod, si ita esset, non modo iter meum interclusum, sed
me ipsum plane exceptum putabam. Itaque tum Cales processi, ut ibi
potissimum consisterem, dum certum nobis ab Aesernia de eo, quod
audieram, referretur.

At mihi, cum Calibus essem, adfertur litterarum tuarum exemplum, quas
tu ad Lentulum consulem misisses. Hae scriptae sic erant, litteras tibi
a L. Domitio a. d. XIII Kal. Martias allatas esse (earumque exemplum
subscripseras); magnique interesse rei publicae scripseras omnes copias
primo quoque tempore in unum locum convenire, et ut, praesidio quod
satis esset, Capuae relinqueret. His ego litteris lectis in eadem
opinione fui qua reliqui omnes, te cum omnibus copiis ad Corfinium esse
venturum; quo mihi, cum Caesar ad oppidum castra haberet, tutum iter
esse non abritrabar.

Cum res in summa exspectatione esset, utrumque simul audivimus, et quae
Corfini acta essent, et te iter Brundisium facere coepisse; cumque nec
mihi nec fratri meo dubium esset, quin Brundisium contenderemus,

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welfare would drive you to flight across the seas, and I had great
hopes that it might be in Italy we should either conclude peace
(the wisest course to my mind) or fight for the state with honour
untarnished. My letter cannot have reached you yet, but from the
message which you entrusted to D. Laelius for the consuls I learnt of
your plans. I did not wait for a reply to my letter, but forthwith
set out along with my brother Quintus and the children to join you in
Apulia. On arrival at Teanum Sidicinum I was told by your friend C.
Messius, and many other people, that Caesar was on his way to Capua,
and would bivouac that very day at Aesernia. I was really startled,
as it occurred to me, that, if that was so, my road was closed, and I
myself was quite captured. So I went to Cales, choosing that particular
place to stay at, till I should get certain news from Aesernia as to
the rumour I had heard.

At Cales I received a copy of your letter to Lentulus the consul.
Its purport was that you had got a letter (of which you subjoined a
copy) from L. Domitius on the 17th of February, and you considered it
of the greatest public importance to concentrate your forces on the
earliest possible occasion, and that a sufficient garrison should be
left at Capua. On the perusal of this dispatch I agreed with others in
supposing that you would come in full force to Corfinium. As Caesar was
encamped against the town, I considered the road thither was not safe
for me.

Anxiously awaiting news, I heard two reports at the same time: news
of the affair of Corfinium, and that you were coming to Brundisium.
Neither I nor my brother had any hesitation about starting for

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a multis, qui e Samnio Apuliaque veniebant, admoniti sumus, ut
caveremus, ne exciperemur a Caesare, quod is in eadem loca, quae
nos petebamus, profectus celerius etiam, quam nos possemus, eo, quo
intenderet, venturus esset. Quod cum ita esset, nec mihi nec fratri meo
nec cuiquam amicorum placuit committere, ut temeritas nostra non solum
nobis, sed etiam rei publicae noceret, cum praesertim non dubitaremus,
quin, si etiam tutum nobis iter fuisset, te tamen iam consequi non
possemus.

Interim accepimus tuas litteras Canusio a. d. X K. Martias datas,
quibus nos hortaris, ut celerius Brundisium veniamus. Quas cum
accepissemus a. d. III K. Martias, non dubitabamus, quin tu iam
Brundisium pervenisses, nobisque iter illud omnino interclusum
videbamus neque minus nos esse captos, quam qui Corfini fuissent. Neque
enim eos solos arbitrabamur capi, qui in armatorum manus incidissent,
sed ecs nihilo minus, qui regionibus exclusi intra praesidia atque
intra arma aliena venissent.

Quod cum ita sit, maxime vellem primum semper tecum fuissem; quod
quidem tibi ostenderam, cum a me Capuam reiciebam. Quod feci non
vitandi oneris causa, sed quod videbam teneri illam urbem sine exercitu
non posse, accidere autem mihi nolebam, quod doleo viris fortissimis
accidisse. Quoniam autem, tecum ut essem, non contigit, utinam tui
consilii certior factus essem! Nam suspicione adsequi non potui, quod
omnia prius arbitratus sum fore, quam ut haec rei publicae causa in
Italia non posset duce te consistere. Neque vero nunc consilium tuum
reprehendo, sed fortunam rei publicae lugeo nec, si

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Brundisium, when many travellers from Samnium and Apulia warned us to
beware of capture, because Caesar had set out for the same destination,
and was likely to reach there quicker than ourselves. Under those
circumstances, I, my brother and our friends were reluctant to allow
any rashness of ours to damage the state as well as ourselves.
Moreover, we were sure that, even if our path were clear, we could not
overtake you.

Meanwhile I got a letter from you dated at Canusium, of the 20th of
February, in which you urged me to hasten to Brundisium. Receiving this
on the 27th, I felt confident you must have arrived at Brundisium,
and I saw that our road was quite cut off and we were as completely
captured as the people at Corfinium, for I do not only consider
captured those who fall into the hands of armed bands, but equally
those who, being shut off from a district, find themselves hedged
between a garrison and an enemy in the field.

This being so, my first and chiefest wish is that I had stayed with you
all the time. I showed you as much when I gave up command at Capua. I
did so, not to shirk my duty, but because I saw that the city could not
be held without troops, and I was reluctant to suffer the fate which I
am sorry to hear has befallen some very brave men. Since, however, I
have not had the fortune to be with you, would that I were acquainted
with your plans, for I cannot imagine them, having hitherto thought
that the last thing to happen would be that the national cause would
not hold its own in Italy under your leadership. I do not criticize
your plan, but I bewail the misfortunes of the state. If I cannot guess
your

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ego, quid tu sis secutus, non perspicio, idcirco minus existimo te
nihil nisi summa ratione fecisse.

Mea quae semper fuerit sententia primum de pace vel iniqua condicione
retinenda, deinde de urbe (nam de Italia quidem nihil mihi umquam
ostenderas), meminisse te arbitror. Sed mihi non sumo, ut meum
consilium valere debuerit; secutus sum tuum neque id rei publicae
causa, de qua desperavi, quae et nunc adflicta est nec excitari sine
civili perniciosissimo bello potest, sed te quaerebam, tecum esse
cupiebam neque eius rei facultatem, si quae erit, praetermittam.

Ego me in hac omni causa facile intellegebam pugnandi cupidis hominibus
non satis facere. Primum enim prae me tuli me nihil malle quam pacem,
non quin eadem timerem quae illi, sed ea bello civili leviora ducebam.
Deinde suscepto bello, cum pacis condiciones ad te adferri a teque
ad eas honorifice et large responderi viderem, duxi meam rationem;
quam tibi facile me probaturum pro tuo in me beneficio arbitrabar.
Memineram me esse unum, qui pro meis maximis in rem publicam meritis
supplicia miserrima et crudelissima pertulissem, me esse unum, qui, si
offendissem eius animum, cui tum, cum iam in armis essemus, consulatus
tamen alter et triumphus amplissimus deferebatur, subicerer eisdem
proeliis, ut mea persona semper ad improborum civium impetus aliquid
videretur habere populare. Atque haec non ego prius sum suspicatus,
quam mihi palam denuntiata sunt, neque ea tam pertimui, si subeunda
essent, quam declinanda putavi, si honeste vitare possem. Quam brevem
illius temporis, dum in spe pax fuit,

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policy, I still suppose that you have done nothing without cogent
reasons.

I think you remember that my vote has always been for peace, even on
poor terms, and secondly for holding the city. As to Italy you gave
me no inkling. I do not claim that my policy should have prevailed.
I followed yours, not indeed for the sake of the state, of which I
despaired and which even now lies in ruin and cannot be restored
without a most calamitous civil war, but I wanted you, I longed to be
with you, nor will I omit any opportunity that may occur of attaining
my wish.

In the whole of this crisis I was well aware that my policy of peace
did not please the advocates of war. In the first place I professed to
prefer peace above all things, not because I had not the same fears
as they had, but because I counted those fears of less moment than
intestine war. Then indeed, after war had begun, when I saw terms of
peace offered to you, and met by you in an honourable and generous way,
I began to consider what my own interests were. That line of conduct I
suppose your kindness will easily excuse. I remembered that I was the
one man of all others who had suffered most cruel misery and punishment
for the greatest services to the state; that I was the one man who, if
I had offended Caesar (Caesar to whom was offered even on the eve of
battle a second consulship and a princely triumph), would be subjected
to the same struggle as before; for a personal attack on me seems to be
always popular with the disloyal. This idea only came to me after open
threats. It was not persecution I feared, if it were inevitable, but I
thought I should seek any escape that honour could allow. There is an
outline

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rationem nostram vides, reliqui facultatem res ademit. Iis autem,
quibus non satis facio, facile respondeo. Neque enim ego amicior C.
Caesari umquam fui quam illi neque illi amiciores rei publicae quam
ego. Hoc inter me et illos interest, quod, cum et illi cives optimi
sint, et ego ab ista laude non absim, ego condicionibus, quod idem te
intellexeram velle, illi armis disceptari maluerunt. Quae quoniam ratio
vicit, perficiam profecto, ut neque res publica civis a me animum neque
tu amici desideres.




XII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis prid. K. Mart. a. 705_]

Mihi molestior lippitudo erat etiam, quam ante fuerat. Dictare tamen
hanc epistulam malui quam Gallo Fadio amantissimo utriusque nostrum
nihil ad te litterarum dare. Nam pridie quidem, quoquo modo potueram,
scripseram ipse eas litteras, quarum vaticinationem falsam esse cupio.
Huius autem epistulae non solum ea causa est, ut ne quis a me dies
intermittatur, quin dem ad te litteras, sed etiam haec iustior, ut a te
impetrarem, ut sumeres aliquid temporis, quo quia tibi perexiguo opus
est, explicari mihi tuum consilium plane volo, ut penitus intellegam.

Omnia sunt integra nobis; nihil praetermissum est, quod non habeat
sapientem excusationem, non modo probabilem. Nam certe neque tum
peccavi, cum

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of my policy while there was hope of peace; its fulfilment was cut
short by circumstances. I have an easy reply to my critics. I have
never been more friendly to Caesar than they, and they are not more
friendly to the state than I. The difference between them and me is
this: they are loyal citizens, and I too deserve the title, but I
wanted settlement on terms which I understood you also desired, and
they wanted settlement by arms. Since their policy has won, I will do
my best that the state may not find me fail in the duties of a citizen,
nor you in the duties of a friend.




XII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, Febr. 28_, B.C. _49_]

I am even more troubled by inflammation of the eyes than I was before.
Still I prefer to dictate this letter, rather than let Gallus Fadius,
who has a sincere regard for us both, have no letter to give you.
Yesterday I wrote myself to the best of my ability a letter containing
prognostications, which I hope may prove false. One excuse for the
present missive is my desire to let no day pass without communicating
with you, but there is a still more reasonable excuse, to beg you to
devote a little time to my case, and, as it will be a short business,
I hope you will explain your view thoroughly and make it quite
intelligible to me.

I have not committed myself at all. There has been no omission on my
part for which I cannot give not merely a plausible but a reasonable
excuse. Assuredly I was not guilty of any fault, when, to avoid

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imparatam Capuam non solum ignaviae dedecus, sed etiam perfidiae
suspicionem fugiens accipere nolui, neque cum post condiciones pacis
per L. Caesarem et L. Fabatum allatas cavi, ne animum eius offenderem,
cui Pompeius iam armatus armato consulatum triumphumque deferret. Nec
vero haec extrema quisquam potest iure reprehendere, quod mare non
transierim. Id enim, etsi erat deliberationis, tamen obire non potui.
Neque enim suspicari debui, praesertim cum ex ipsius Pompei litteris,
idem quod video te existimasse, non dubitarim, quin is Domitio
subventurus esset, et plane, quid rectum et quid faciendum mihi esset,
diutius cogitare malui.

Primum igitur, haec qualia tibi esse videantur, etsi significata sunt
a te, tamen accuratius mihi perscribas velim, deinde aliquid etiam in
posterum prospicias fingasque, quem me esse deceat, et ubi me plurimum
prodesse rei publicae sentias, ecquae pacifica persona desideretur an
in bellatore sint omnia.

Atque ego, qui omnia officio metior, recordor tamen tua consilia;
quibus si paruissem, tristitiam illorum temporum non subissem. Memini,
quid mihi tum suaseris per Theophanem, per Culleonem, idque saepe
ingemiscens sum recordatus. Quare nunc saltem ad illos calculos
revertamur, quos tum abiecimus, ut non solum gloriosis consiliis
utamur, sed etiam paulo salubrioribus. Sed nihil praescribo; accurate
velim perscribas tuam ad me sententiam. Volo etiam exquiras, quam
diligentissime poteris

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blame for cowardice and the charge of treachery to boot, I refused to
take over Capua in its unprepared state. Nor am I to blame, when, after
L. Caesar and L. Fabatus had brought terms of peace, I took precautions
not to incur the enmity of a man to whom Pompey was offering the
consulship and a triumph, when both were under arms. Finally I cannot
rightly be called to account for not crossing the sea: for, though that
was a course which was worthy of consideration, still I could not keep
Pompey's appointment. Nor could I guess his policy, especially as from
his own letter, as I see you inferred, I had no idea that he would fail
to relieve Domitius. And certainly I wanted time to consider what was
right and what I ought to do.

Firstly, then, I wish you would write me a careful account of your
views, though you have already outlined them, and secondly that you
would glance at the future, and give me an idea of what course you
think would become me, where you suppose I can serve the state best,
and whether the part of a man of peace is required at all, or whether
everything depends on a fighter.

And I, who test everything by the standard of duty, yet remember
your advice. Had I followed it, I should have been saved from the
wretchedness of that crisis in my life. I call to mind the counsel
you sent me then by Theophanes and Culleo, and the memory of it often
makes me groan. So let me now at last go over the old reckoning which
then I cast aside, to the end that I may follow a plan, which has in
view not only glory, but also some measure of safety. However, I make
no conditions: please give me your candid opinion. And please use your
best energies to

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(habebis autem, per quos possis), quid Lentulus noster, quid Domitius
agat, quid acturus sit, quem ad modum nunc se gerant, num quem
accusent, num cui suscenseant--quid dico num cui? num Pompeio. Omnino
culpam omnem Pompeius in Domitium confert, quod ipsius litteris
cognosci potest, quarum exemplum ad te misi. Haec igitur videbis, et,
quod ad te ante scripsi, Demetri Magnetis librum, quem ad te misit de
concordia, velim mihi mittas.




XIIa

CN. MAGNUS PROCOS. S. D. C. MARCELLO, L. LENTULO COSS.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Luceriae XIII aut XII K. Mart. a. 705_]

Ego, quod existimabam dispersos nos neque rei publicae utiles neque
nobis praesidio esse posse, idcirco ad L. Domitium litteras misi,
primum uti ipse cum omni copia ad nos veniret; si de se dubitaret, ut
cohortes XVIIII, quae ex Piceno ad me iter habebant, ad nos mitteret.
Quod veritus sum, factum est, ut Domitius implicaretur et neque ipse
satis firmus esset ad castra facienda, quod meas XVIIII et suas XII
cohortes tribus in oppidis distributas haberet (nam partim Albae,
partim Sulmone collocavit), neque se, si vellet, expedire posset.

Nunc scitote me esse in summa sollicitudine. Nam et tot et tales viros
periculo obsidionis liberare cupio neque subsidio ire possum, quod his
duabus legionibus

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inquire (for you have suitable agents) what our friend Lentulus and
what Domitius is doing, what they intend to do, what is their present
attitude, whether they blame or are annoyed with anyone--why do I say
anyone?--I mean Pompey. Pompey does not hesitate to put the whole blame
on Domitius, as can be inferred from his letter, of which I send you
a copy. So please consider these points, and, as I wrote you before,
kindly send me that volume _On Concord_, by Demetrius of Magnesia,
which he sent to you.




XIIa

CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL SENDS GREETING TO THE CONSULS C. MARCELLUS AND L.
LENTULUS.


[Sidenote: _Luceria, Feb. 17 or 18_, B.C. _49_]

As I considered that with divided forces we could be of no service to
the state and no protection to one another, I sent a dispatch to L.
Domitius to come to me at once with all his forces, and that, if he was
dubious about himself, he should send me the nineteen cohorts, which
as a matter of fact were on the march to me from Picenum. My fears
have been realized. Domitius has been trapped and is not strong enough
himself to pitch a camp, because he has my nineteen and his own twelve
cohorts scattered in three towns (for some he has stationed at Alba and
some at Sulmo), and he is unable to free himself even if he wished.

I must inform you that this has caused me the greatest anxiety. I am
anxious to free men so numerous and of such importance from the danger
of a siege, and I cannot go to their assistance, because I do not think
that I can trust these two

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non puto esse committendum, ut illuc ducantur, ex quibus tamen non
amplius XIIII cohortes contrahere potui, quod duas Brundisium misi
neque Canusium sine praesidio, dum abessem, putavi esse dimittendum.

D. Laelio mandaram, quod maiores copias sperabam nos habituros, ut, si
vobis videretur, alter uter vestrum ad me veniret, alter in Siciliam
cum ea copia, quam Capuae et circum Capuam comparastis, et cum iis
militibus, quos Faustus legit, proficisceretur, Domitius cum XII
suis cohortibus eodem adiungeretur, reliquae copiae omnes Brundisium
cogerentur et inde navibus Dyrrachium transportarentur. Nunc, cum hoc
tempore nihilo magis ego quam vos subsidio Domitio ire possim, ...
se per montes explicare non est nobis committendum, ut ad has XIIII
cohortes, quas dubio animo habeo, hostis accedere aut in itinere me
consequi possit.

Quam ob rem placitum est mihi (talia video[71] censeri M. Marcello
et ceteris nostri ordinis, qui hic sunt), ut Brundisium ducerem hanc
copiam, quam mecum habeo. Vos hortor, ut, quodcumque militum contrahere
poteritis, contrahatis et eodem Brundisium veniatis quam primum. Arma
quae ad me missuri eratis, iis censeo armetis milites, quos vobiscum
habetis. Quae arma superabunt, ea si Brundisium iumentis deportaritis,
vehementer rei publicae profueritis. De hac re velim nostros certiores
faciatis. Ego ad P. Lupum et C. Coponium praetores misi, ut se vobis
coniungerent, et militum quod haberent ad vos deducerent.

[71] talia video _Tyrrell_; altia video _MSS._

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legions to march to that place: moreover I have not been able to bring
together more than fourteen cohorts of them, because two were sent
to Brundisium, and Canusium to my mind could not be left without a
garrison in my absence.

Hoping to collect larger forces I instructed D. Laelius, that with your
approval one of you should come to me, and the other set out for Sicily
with the force you have collected at Capua and in the neighbourhood,
and with Faustus' recruits; that Domitius with his twelve cohorts
should join up, and all the other troops should concentrate at
Brundisium, and from thence be taken by sea to Dyrrachium. Now,
since at the present time I am no more able than yourselves to go to
Domitius' assistance [and it remains for him][72] to extricate himself
by the mountain route, I must take steps that the enemy may not meet my
fourteen doubtful cohorts or overtake me on the march.

[72] Some words appear to be missing here.

Accordingly--and I see M. Marcellus and other members of the House
who are here approve--I am resolved to lead my present forces to
Brundisium. You I urge to concentrate all the forces you can and to
come with them to Brundisium at the first opportunity. I consider that
the arms which you meant to send to me should be used to arm your
troops. If you will have the remaining arms carted to Brundisium, you
will have done the state great service. Please give these instructions
to my supporters. I am sending word to the praetors, P. Lupus and C.
Coponius, to join you with whatever soldiery they have.

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XIIb

CN. MAGNUS PROCOS. S. D. L. DOMITIO PROCOS.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Luceriae III aut prid. Id. Febr. a. 705_]

Valde miror te ad me nihil scribere et potius ab aliis quam a te de re
publica me certiorem fieri. Nos disiecta manu pares adversario esse
non possumus; contractis nostris copiis spero nos et rei publicae et
communi saluti prodesse posse. Quam ob rem, cum constituisses, ut
Vibullius mihi scripserat, a. d. V Id. Febr. Corfinio proficisci cum
exercitu et ad me venire, miror, quid causae fuerit, quare consilium
mutaris. Nam illa causa, quam mihi Vibullius scribit, levis est, te
propterea moratum esse, quod audieris Caesarem Firmo progressum in
Castrum Truentinum venisse. Quanto enim magis appropinquare adversarius
coepit, eo tibi celerius agendum erat, ut te mecum coniungeres,
priusquam Caesar aut tuum iter impedire aut me abs te excludere posset.

Quam ob rem etiam atque etiam te rogo et hortor, id quod non destiti
superioribus litteris a te petere, ut primo quoque die Luceriam ad me
venires, antequam copiae, quas instituit Caesar contrahere, in unum
locum coactae vos a nobis distrahant. Sed, si erunt, qui te impediant,
ut villas suas servent, aequum est me a te impetrare, ut cohortes, quae
ex Piceno et Camerino venerunt, quae fortunas suas reliquerunt, ad me
missum facias.

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XIIb

GREETINGS FROM CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL TO L. DOMITIUS PROCONSUL.


[Sidenote: _Luceria, Feb. 11 or 12_, B.C. _49_]

I am greatly astonished that you send me no letters, and that I am kept
informed of the political situation by others rather than yourself.
With divided forces we cannot hope to cope with the enemy: united, I
trust we may do something for the safety of our country. Wherefore,
as you had arranged, according to Vibullius' letter, to start with
your army from Corfinium on the 9th of February and to come to me, I
wonder what reason there has been for your change of plan. The reason
mentioned by Vibullius is trivial, namely that you were delayed on
hearing that Caesar had left Firmum and arrived at Castrum Truentinum.
For the nearer our enemy begins to approach, the quicker you ought to
have joined forces with me, before Caesar could obstruct your march or
cut me off from you.

Wherefore again and again I entreat and exhort you--as I did in my
previous letter--to come to Luceria on the first possible day, before
the forces which Caesar has begun to collect can concentrate and divide
us. But, if people try to keep you back to protect their country seats,
I must ask you to dispatch to me the cohorts, which have come from
Picenum and Camerinum abandoning their own interests.

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XIIc

CN. MAGNUS PROCOS. S. D. L. DOMITIO PROCOS.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Luceriae XIV K. Mart. a. 705_]

Litteras abs te M. Calenius ad me attulit a d. XIIII Kal. Martias; in
quibus litteris scribis tibi in animo esse observare Caesarem, et, si
secundum mare ad me ire coepisset, confestim in Samnium ad me venturum,
sin autem ille circum istaec loca commoraretur, te ei, si propius
accessisset, resistere velle.

Te animo magno et forti istam rem agere existimo, sed diligentius
nobis est videndum, ne distracti pares esse adversario non possimus,
cum ille magnas copias habeat et maiores brevi habiturus sit. Non enim
pro tua prudentia debes illud solum animadvertere, quot in praesentia
cohortes contra te habeat Caesar, sed quantas brevi tempore equitum
et peditum copias contracturus sit. Cui rei testimonio sunt litterae,
quas Bussenius ad me misit; in quibus scribit, id quod ab aliis quoque
mihi scribitur, praesidia Curionem, quae in Umbria et Tuscis erant,
contrahere et ad Caesarem iter facere. Quae si copiae in unum locum
fuerint coactae, ut pars exercitus ad Albam mittatur, pars ad te
accedat, ut non pugnet, sed locis suis repugnet, haerebis, neque solus
cum ista copia tantam multitudinem sustinere poteris, ut frumentatum
eas.

Quam ob rem te magno opere hortor, ut quam primum cum omnibus copiis
hoc venias. Consules constituerunt idem facere. Ego M. Tuscilio ad te

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XIIc

CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL SENDS GREETING TO L. DOMITIUS PROCONSUL.


[Sidenote: _Luceria, Feb. 16_, B.C. _49_]

M. Calenius has brought me a letter from you dated the 16th of
February, in which you express the intention of watching Caesar and
hurrying to join me in Samnium, if he shall begin to march against me
along the coast: but, if he linger in your neighbourhood, you say you
wish to oppose his nearer advance.

To my mind your policy is ambitious and brave, but we must take great
care that, if divided, we may not be outmatched by the enemy, since
Caesar has numerous troops and in a short time will have more. A man
of your judgement ought to bear in mind not only the size of Caesar's
present array against you but the number of infantry and cavalry that
he will soon collect. Evidence of that contingency is in the letter
which Bussenius dispatched to me, and it agrees with the missives from
others in stating that Curio is concentrating the garrisons which were
in Umbria and Etruria and marching to join Caesar. With these forces
combined, though one division may be sent to Alba, and another advance
on you, and though Caesar may refrain from the offensive and be content
to defend his position, still you will be in a fix, nor will you be
able with your following to make sufficient head against such numbers
to allow of your sending out foraging parties.

Therefore I beg you earnestly to come here on the first opportunity
with all your forces. The consuls have decided to do the same. I have
instructed

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mandata dedi providendum esse, ne duae legiones sine Picentinis
cohortibus in conspectum Caesaris committerentur. Quam ob rem nolito
commoveri, si audieris me regredi, si forte Caesar ad me veniet;
cavendum enim puto esse, ne implicatus haeream. Nam neque castra
propter anni tempus et militum animos facere possum, neque ex omnibus
oppidis contrahere copias expedit, ne receptum amittam. Itaque non
amplius xiiii cohortes Luceriam coegi. Consules praesidia omnia
deducturi sunt aut in Siciliam ituri. Nam aut exercitum firmum habere
oportet, quo confidamus perrumpere nos posse, aut regiones eius modi
obtinere, e quibus repugnemus; id quod neutrum nobis hoc tempore
contigit, quod et magnam partem Italiae Caesar occupavit, et nos non
habemus exercitum tam amplum neque tam magnum quam ille. Itaque nobis
providendum est, ut summam rei publicae rationem habeamus. Etiam
atque etiam te hortor, ut cum omni copia quam primum ad me venias.
Possumus etiam nunc rem publicam erigere, si communi consilio negotium
administrabimus; si distrahemur, infirmi erimus. Mihi hoc constitutum
est.

His litteris scriptis Sicca abs te mihi litteras et mandata attulit.
Quod me hortare, ut istuc veniam, id me facere non arbitror posse, quod
non magno opere his legionibus confido.




XIId

CN. MAGNUS PROCOS. S. D. L. DOMITIO PROCOS.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Luceriae XIII K. Mart. 705_]

Litterae mihi a te redditae sunt a. d. XIII Kal. Martias, in quibus
scribis Caesarem apud Corfinium

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M. Tuscilius to tell you that we must beware lest the two legions
without the cohorts from Picenum come within sight of Caesar.
Accordingly do not be disturbed if you hear of my retreat in the face
of Caesar's possible advance, for I consider that I must take every
step to avoid being trapped. The season of the year and the spirit of
my troops prevents me from making a camp; nor is it wise to collect the
garrisons from all the towns, lest room for retreat be lost. So I have
not mustered more than fourteen cohorts at Luceria. The consuls will
bring in all their garrisons to me or start for Sicily. We must either
have an army strong enough to allow of our breaking through the enemy's
lines, or get and hold localities we can defend. At the present moment
we have neither of those advantages: a large part of Italy is held by
Caesar, and our army is neither so well equipped nor so large as his.
We must therefore take care to look to the main issue. Again and again
I beg you to come to me as soon as possible with all your forces. Even
now the constitution may be restored, if we take common counsel in our
action. Division means weakness: of that I am positive.

After I had written my letter Sicca brought me a dispatch and message
from you. I fear I cannot comply with your request for assistance,
because I do not put much trust in these legions.




XIId

CN. MAGNUS PROCONSUL SENDS SALUTATION TO DOMITIUS PROCONSUL.


[Sidenote: _Luceria Feb. 17_, B.C. _49_]

A dispatch from you reached me on the 17th of February saying that
Caesar had pitched his camp in

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castra posuisse. Quod putavi et praemonui, fit, ut nec in praesentia
committere tecum proelium velit et omnibus copiis conductis te
implicet, ne ad me iter tibi expeditum sit atque istas copias
coniungere optimorum civium possis cum his legionibus, de quarum
voluntate dubitamus. Quo etiam magis tuis litteris sum commotus. Neque
enim eorum militum, quos mecum habeo, voluntate satis confido, ut de
omnibus fortunis rei publicae dimicem, neque etiam, qui ex dilectibus
conscripti sunt consulibus, convenerunt.

Quare da operam, si ulla ratione etiam nunc efficere potes, ut te
explices, hoc quam primum venias, antequam omnes copiae ad adversarium
conveniant. Neque enim celeriter ex dilectibus hoc homines convenire
possunt, et, si convenirent, quantum iis committendum sit, qui inter se
ne noti quidem sunt, contra veteranas legiones, non te praeterit.




XIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis K. Mart. a. 705_]

Lippitudinis meae signum tibi sit librarii manus et eadem causa
brevitatis; etsi nunc quidem, quod scriberem, nihil erat. Omnis
exspectatio nostra erat in nuntiis Brundisinis. Si nanctus hic esset
Gnaeum nostrum, spes dubia pacis, sin ille ante tramisisset, exitiosi
belli metus. Sed videsne, in quem hominem inciderit res publica, quam
acutum, quam vigilantem, quam paratum? Si mehercule neminem occiderit
nec cuiquam quicquam ademerit, ab iis, qui eum maxime timuerant,
maxime diligetur. Multum mecum municipales homines loquuntur, multum
rusticani; nihil

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the neighbourhood of Corfinium. What I expected and foretold has
happened: he refuses to meet you in the field at present, and he is
hemming you in with all his forces concentrated, so that the road may
not be clear for you to join me and unite your loyal contingent with
my legions whose allegiance is questionable. Consequently I am all the
more upset by your dispatch: for I cannot place sufficient confidence
in the loyalty of my men to risk a decisive engagement, nor have the
levies recruited for the consuls come here.

So do your best, if any tactics can extricate you even now, to join me
as soon as possible before our enemy can concentrate all his forces.
The levies cannot reach here at an early date, and, even if they were
concentrated, you must see how little trust can be put in troops, which
do not even know one another by sight, when facing a veteran army.




XIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 1_, B.C. _49_]

Let my secretary's handwriting be proof that I am suffering from
inflammation of the eyes, and that is my reason for brevity, though now
to be sure I have no news. I depend entirely on news from Brundisium.
If Caesar has come up with our friend Pompey, there is some slight hope
of peace: but, if Pompey has crossed the sea, we must look for war and
massacre. Do you see the kind of man into whose hands the state has
fallen? What foresight, what energy, what readiness! Upon my word, if
he refrain from murder and rapine, he will be the darling of those who
dreaded him most. The people of the country towns and the farmers talk
to me a great deal. They care for nothing at all

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prorsus aliud curant nisi agros, nisi villulas, nisi nummulos suos. Et
vide, quam conversa res sit; illum, quo antea confidebant, metuunt,
hunc amant, quem timebant. Id quantis nostris peccatis vitiisque
evenerit, non possum sine molestia cogitare. Quae autem impendere
putarem, scripseram ad te et iam tuas litteras exspectabam.




XIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis VI Non. Mart. a. 705_]

Non dubito, quin tibi odiosae sint epistulae cotidianae, cum praesertim
neque nova de re aliqua certiorem te faciam neque novam denique iam
reperiam scribendi ullam sententiam. Sed, si dedita opera, cum causa
nulla esset, tabellarios ad te cum inanibus epistulis mitterem, facerem
inepte; euntibus vero, domesticis praesertim, ut nihil ad te dem
litterarum, facere non possum et simul, crede mihi, requiesco paulum
in his miseriis, cum quasi tecum loquor, cum vero tuas epistulas lego,
multo etiam magis. Omnino intellego nullum fuisse tempus post has fugas
et formidines nostras, quod magis debuerit mutum esse a litteris,
propterea quod neque Romae quicquam auditur novi nec in his locis, quae
a Brundisio absunt propius quam tu bidui aut tridui.[73] Brundisi autem
omne certamen vertitur huius primi temporis. Qua quidem exspectatione
torqueor. Sed omnia ante Nonas sciemus. Eodem enim die video Caesarem
a Corfinio post meridiem profectum esse, id est Feralibus, quo Canusio
mane Pompeium. Eo modo autem ambulat Caesar et iis congiariis militum
celeritatem incitat, ut timeam, ne citius ad Brundisium, quam

[73] bidui aut tridui _Reid_: biduum aut triduum _MSS._

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but their lands, their little homesteads and their tiny hoards. And see
how public opinion has changed. They fear the man they once trusted,
and adore the man they once dreaded. It pains me to think of the
mistakes and wrongs of ours that are responsible for this reaction. I
wrote you what I thought would be our fate, and I now await a letter
from you.




XIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 2_ B.C. _49_]

I have no doubt my daily letter must bore you, especially as I have no
fresh news, nor can I find any new excuse for a letter. If I should
employ special messengers to convey my chatter to you without reason,
I should be a fool: but I cannot refrain from entrusting letters to
folk who are bound for Rome, especially when they are members of my
household. Believe me, too, when I seem to talk with you, I have some
little relief from sorrow, and, when I read a letter from you, far
greater relief. I am quite aware that there has been no time, since
fear drove me to flight, when silence and no letters would have been
more appropriate, for the good reason that there is no fresh news at
Rome, nor here--two or three days' journey nearer Brundisium. The issue
of this first campaign will turn entirely on the action at Brundisium:
and I am on thorns to hear the result. However, all will be known by
the 7th. On the noon of the day (that is the 21st of February), on the
morning of which Pompey left Canusium, I see that Caesar set out from
Corfinium. But Caesar marches in such a way, and so spurs his men with
largess, that I fear he may reach Brundisium sooner than we

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opus sit, accesserit. Dices: "Quid igitur proficis, qui anticipes
eius rei molestiam, quam triduo sciturus sis?" Nihil equidem; sed,
ut supra dixi, tecum perlibenter loquor, et simul scito labare meum
consilium illud, quod satis iam fixum videbatur. Non mihi satis idonei
sunt auctores ii, qui a te probantur. Quod enim umquam eorum in re
publica forte factum exstitit? aut quis ab iis ullam rem laude dignam
desiderat? Nec mehercule laudandos existimo, qui trans mare belli
parandi causa profecti sunt. Quamquam haec ferenda non erant. Video
enim, quantum id bellum et quam pestiferum futurum sit. Sed me movet
unus vir; cuius fugientis comes, rem publicam recuperantis socius
videor esse debere. "Totiensne igitur sententiam mutas?" Ego tecum
tamquam mecum loquor. Quis autem est, tanta quidem de re quin varie
secum ipse disputet? simul et elicere cupio sententiam tuam, si manet,
ut firmior sim, si mutata est, ut tibi adsentiar. Omnino ad id, de
quo dubito, pertinet me scire, quid Domitius acturus sit, quid noster
Lentulus.

De Domitio varia audimus, modo esse in Tiburti haut lepide, modo cum
Lepidis[74] accessisse ad urbem, quod item falsum video esse. Ait enim
Lepidus eum nescio quo penetrasse itineribus occultis occultandi sui
causa an maris apiscendi, ne is quidem scit. Ignorat etiam de filio.
Addit illud sane molestum, pecuniam Domitio satis grandem, quam is
Corfini habuerit, non esse redditam. De Lentulo autem nihil audimus.
Haec velim exquiras ad meque perscribas.

[74] aut lepidi quo cum lepidus _M_: _the reading of the text is that
of Tyrrell, who suspects a pun on the name Lepidus_.

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want. You may wonder why I forestall disagreeable tidings which will be
known in three days' time. I have no reason, except, as I said before,
that I love to talk to you; and at the same time I want you to know
that what I had counted my fixed resolve is shaken. The precedents you
quote with approval don't quite fit my case. They are those of men who
have never distinguished themselves by great political action, and
are not looked up to for any act of merit. Nor, let me tell you, have
I any praise for those who have crossed the sea to make preparations
for war--unbearable as things here were. For I foresee how great and
calamitous that war will be. I am influenced only by one man, whom
I think I ought to accompany in flight, and help in the restoration
of the constitution. I may seem variable; but I talk with you as I
talk with myself, and there is no one who, in such a crisis, does not
view matters in many lights. Moreover, I want to get your opinion,
to encourage me, if you have not changed it, or otherwise to win my
assent. It is particularly necessary for me to know in my dilemma what
course Domitius and my friend Lentulus will take.

As for Domitius I hear many reports: at one time that he is at Tibur
out of sorts, at another that he has consorted with the Lepidi in
their march to Rome. That I see is untrue. For Lepidus says that he
is following a hidden path, but whether to hide or reach the sea even
he does not know. Lepidus has no news about his son either. He adds a
provoking detail, that Domitius has failed to get back a large sum of
money which he had at Corfinium. Of Lentulus I have no news. Please
make inquiries on these points and inform me.

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XV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis V Non. Mart. a. 705_]

A. d. V Nonas Martias epistulas mihi tuas Aegypta reddidit, unam
veterem, IIII Kal. quam te scribis dedisse Pinario, quem non vidimus;
in qua exspectas, quidnam praemissus agat Vibullius, qui omnino non est
visus a Caesare (id altera epistula video te scire ita esse), et quem
ad modum redeuntem excipiam Caesarem, quem omnino vitare cogito, et
αὐθήμερον[75] fugam intendis[76] commutationemque vitae tuae, quod tibi
puto esse faciendum, et ignoras, Domitius cum fascibusne sit. Quod cum
scies, facies, ut sciamus. Habes ad primam epistulam.

[75] _I have ventured to read_ αὐθήμερον _for the corrupt_ authemonis
_of M, as being an easy alteration palæographically. Many suggestions
have been made_ (_e.g._ Automedontis _by Müller_).

[76] intendis _F. Schütz_: tendis _MSS._

Secutae sunt duae pr. Kal. ambae datae, quae me convellerunt de
pristino statu iam tamen, ut ante ad te scripsi, labantem. Nec me
movet, quod scribis "Iovi ipsi iniquum." Nam periculum in utriusque
iracundia positum est, victoria autem ita incerta, ut deterior causa
paratior mihi esse videatur. Nec me consules movent, qui ipsi pluma aut
folio facilius moventur. Officii me deliberatio cruciat cruciavitque
adhuc. Cautior certe est mansio, honestior existimatur traiectio. Malo
interdum, multi me non caute quam pauci non honeste fecisse existiment.
De Lepido et Tullo quod quaeris, illi vero non dubitant,

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XV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 3_ B.C. _49_]

On the 3rd of March Aegypta[77] brought me your letters, one an old
one dated February 26, which you say you handed to Pinarius, whom I
have not seen. In that letter you were waiting to hear the result of
Vibullius' advance mission. He did not meet Caesar at all, as I see
from your second letter you are aware. You also wanted to know how I
shall receive Caesar on his return. I intend to shun him altogether.
And you contemplate flight on the day he comes, and a change in your
life, which I agree is politic. You wrote too that you do not know
if Domitius keeps his fasces. When you do know, please tell me. That
settles the first letter.

[77] A slave of Cicero's.

There follow two more dated the 28th of February, which hurled me from
my old position, when I was already tottering, as I had informed you.
I am not upset by your phrase "angry with almighty God."[78] There
is danger not only in Pompey's anger, but in Caesar's, and the issue
is doubtful, though to me the worst cause seems better equipped. Nor
am I influenced by the consuls, who themselves are more easily moved
than leaf or feather. It is consideration of my duty that tortures me
and has been torturing me all along. To remain in Italy is certainly
safer: to cross the sea the path of honour. Sometimes I prefer that
many should accuse me of rashness, rather than the select few of
dishonourable action. For your query about Lepidus and Tullus, they have

[78] This probably means that Pompey had said he would be angry with
every one who did not leave Rome, even with Jupiter.

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quin Caesari praesto futuri in senatumque venturi sint.

Recentissima tua est epistula Kal. data, in qua optas congressum
pacemque non desperas. Sed ego, cum haec scribebam, nec illos
congressuros nec, si congressi essent, Pompeium ad ullam condicionem
accessurum putabam. Quod videris non dubitare, si consules transeant,
quid nos facere oporteat, certe transeunt vel, quo modo nunc est,
transierunt. Sed memento praeter Appium neminem esse fere, qui non ius
habeat transeundi. Nam aut cum imperio sunt ut Pompeius, ut Scipio,
Sufenas, Fannius, Voconius, Sestius, ipsi consules, quibus more maiorum
concessum est vel omnes adire provincias, aut legati sunt eorum. Sed
nihil decerno; quid placeat tibi, et quid prope modum rectum sit,
intellego.

Plura scriberem, si ipse possem. Sed, ut mihi videor, potero biduo.
Balbi Corneli litterarum exemplum, quas eodem die accepi quo tuas, misi
ad te, ut meam vicem doleres, cum me derideri videres.




XVa

BALBUS CICERONI IMP. SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Romae ex. m. Febr a. 705_]

Obsecro te, Cicero, suscipe curam et cogitationem dignissimam tuae
virtutis, ut Caesarem et Pompeium perfidia hominum distractos rursus in
pristinam concordiam reducas. Crede mihi Caesarem non solum fore in tua
potestate, sed etiam maximum beneficium te sibi dedisse iudicaturum, si
hoc te reicis. Velim

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decided to meet Caesar and to take their seats in the House.

In your last letter, dated the 1st of March, you long for a meeting
between the two leaders, and have hopes of peace. But at the time of
writing I fancy they will not meet, and that, if they do, Pompey will
not agree to any terms. You seem to have no doubt as to what I ought
to do, if the consuls go over-seas; well they will go, or rather have
now gone. But bear in mind that of their number it is practically only
Appius who has not a right to cross. The rest are either invested
with military power, like Pompey, Scipio, Sufenas, Fannius, Voconius,
Sestius and the consuls themselves, who by old custom may visit all the
provinces; or else they are legates. However I have no positive views.
I know what you approve and pretty well what it is right to do.

My letter would be longer, if I could write myself. I fancy I shall
be able in two days' time. I have had Cornelius Balbus' letter, which
I received on the same day as yours, copied, and I forward it to you,
that you may sympathize with me on seeing me mocked.




XVa

BALBUS SALUTES CICERO THE IMPERATOR.


[Sidenote: _Rome, Feb._, B.C. _49_]

I beg you, Cicero, to consider a plan eminently suited to your
character, namely to recall Caesar and Pompey to their former state of
friendship, which has been broken by the treachery of others. Believe
me that Caesar will not only meet your wishes, but will esteem any
endeavours of yours in this matter as a very great service. I wish
Pompey would take the same

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idem Pompeius faciat. Qui ut adduci tali tempore ad ullam condicionem
possit, magis opto quam spero. Sed, cum constiterit et timere desierit,
tum incipiam non desperare tuam auctoritatem plurimum apud eum
valituram.

Quod Lentulum consulem meum voluisti hic remanere, Caesari gratum,
mihi vero gratissimum medius fidius fecisti. Nam illum tanti facio,
ut non Caesarem magis diligam. Qui si passus esset nos secum,
ut consueveramus, loqui et non se totum etiam ab sermone nostro
avertisset, minus miser, quam sum, essem. Nam cave putes hoc tempore
plus me quemquam cruciari, quod eum, quem ante me diligo, video in
consulatu quidvis potius esse quam consulem. Quodsi voluerit tibi
obtemperare et nobis de Caesare credere et consulatum reliquum Romae
peragere, incipiam sperare etiam consilio senatus auctore te, illo
relatore Pompeium et Caesarem coniungi posse. Quod si factum erit, me
satis vixisse putabo.

Factum Caesaris de Corfinio totum te probaturum scio: et, quo modo in
eius modi re, commodius cadere non potuit, quam ut res sine sanguine
confieret. Balbi mei tuique adventu delectatum te valde gaudeo. Is
quaecumque tibi de Caesare dixit, quaeque Caesar scripsit, scio, re
tibi probabit, quaecumque fortuna eius fuerit, verissime scripsisse.

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view; but it is rather a dream of mine than a hope, that he can be
persuaded to come to terms at this time. When he becomes settled and
recovers from fright, I shall have better hopes that your influence may
avail with him.

In desiring my friend the consul Lentulus to remain in Rome, you have
gratified Caesar, and myself too, I may assure you, in the highest
degree. I value Lentulus as much as Caesar. If he had allowed me
to renew my old intercourse, and had not again and again avoided
conversation with me, I should be less unhappy than I am. For do not
think that this crisis causes anyone more torment than it causes me,
when I see him, to whom I am more devoted than to myself, acting in
office in a way quite unfitted for a consul. If he only takes your
advice and believes our professions about Caesar, and serves the
remainder of his office in Rome, then I shall begin to hope that by
the advice of the Senate, on your suggestion and at his formal motion,
there may be effected a reconciliation between Pompey and Caesar. In
that event I shall think my life's mission accomplished.

I know that you will approve entirely of Caesar's action about
Corfinium. Under the circumstances there could have been nothing
better than a settlement without bloodshed. I am delighted that you
are pleased with the arrival of my and your Balbus. Whatever Balbus
has told you about Caesar, and whatever Caesar has said to you in his
letters, I am confident Caesar will convince you by his acts, be his
fortune what it will, that his professions were quite sincere.

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XVI

CICERO ATTICO,


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis IV Non. Mart. a. 705_]

Omnia mihi provisa sunt praeter occultum et tutum iter ad mare
superum. Hoc enim mari uti non possumus hoc tempore anni. Illuc autem,
quo spectat animus, et quo res vocat, qua veniam? Cedendum enim est
celeriter, ne forte qua re impediar atque alliger. Nec vero ille me
ducit, qui videtur; quem ego hominem ἀπολιτικώτατον omnium iam ante
cognoram, nunc vero etiam ἀστρατηγητότατον. Non me igitur is ducit,
sed sermo hominum, qui ad me a Philotimo scribitur. Is enim me ab
optimatibus ait conscindi. Quibus optimatibus, di boni! qui nunc
quo modo occurrunt, quo modo autem se venditant Caesari! Municipia
vero deum; nec simulant, ut cum de illo aegroto vota faciebant. Sed
plane, quicquid mali hic Pisistratus non fecerit, tam gratum erit,
quam si alium facere prohibuerit. Propitium hunc sperant, illum
iratum putant. Quas fieri censes ἀπαντήσεις ex oppidis, quos honores!
"Metuunt," inquies. Credo, sed mehercule illum magis. Huius insidiosa
elementia delectantur, illius iracundiam formidant. Iudices de CCCLX,
qui praecipue Gnaeo nostro delectabantur, ex quibus cotidie aliquem
video, nescio quas eius Lucerias horrent. Itaque quaero, qui sint isti
optimates,

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XVI

CICERO TO ATTICUS.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 4_, B.C. _49_]

[Sidenote: Iliad vi, 442]

I have made provision for everything except a secret and safe passage
to the Adriatic. The other route I cannot face at this time of the
year. How can I get to that place on which my mind is set, and whither
fate calls? My departure must be in haste, for fear some obstacle and
hindrance should arise. It is not, as one might think, Pompey who
induces me to go. I have long known him to be the poorest of statesmen,
and I now see he is the poorest of generals. I am not induced by him,
but by the common talk of which Philotimus informs me. He says that the
loyalists are tearing me to tatters. Loyalists, good God! And see how
they are running to meet Caesar, and selling themselves to him. The
country towns are treating him as a god, and there is no pretence about
it, as there was in the prayers for Pompey's recovery from illness.
Any mischief this Pisistratus may leave undone will give as much
satisfaction as if he had prevented another from doing it. People hope
to placate Caesar; they think that Pompey is angered. What ovations
from the towns and what honour is paid him! In fright I dare say, but
they are more afraid of Pompey. They are delighted with the cunning
kindness of Caesar, and afraid of the anger of his rival. Those who are
on the jury list of 360 judges, the especial partisans of Pompey, some
of whom I see daily, shudder at vague Lucerias[79] which they conjure
up. So I ask what sort of loyalists are

[79] Cf. VIII, 11, where Pompey at Luceria is said to have talked of a
proscription.

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qui me exturbent, cum ipsi domi maneant. Sed tamen, quicumque sunt,
αἰδέομαι Τρῶας,. Etsi, qua spe proficiscar, video, coniungoque me cum
homine magis ad vastandum Italiam quam ad vincendum parato dominumque
exspecto. Et quidem, cum haec scribebam, IIII Nonas, iam exspectabam
aliquid a Brundisio. Quid autem "aliquid"? quam inde turpiter fugisset,
et victor hic qua se referret et quo. Quod ubi audissem, si ille Appia
veniret, ego Arpinum cogitabam.

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these, to banish me, while they remain at home? Still whoever they are
"I fear the Trojans." Yet I see clearly with what a prospect I set out,
and I join myself with a man ready to devastate our country rather than
to conquer its oppressor, and I look to serve a tyrant. And indeed on
March 4, the date of this letter, I am expecting every moment some
news from Brundisium. Why do I say "some news," when it is news of his
disgraceful flight, and the route by which the victor is returning and
the direction in which he is moving. On hearing that, I think of going
to Arpinum, if Caesar comes by the Appian way.

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M. TULLI CICERONIS EPISTULARUM AD ATTICUM LIBER NONUS




I CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano prid. Non. Mart. a. 705_]

Etsi, cum tu has litteras legeres, putabam fore ut scirem iam, quid
Brundisi actum esset (nam Canusio VIIII Kal. profectus erat Gnaeus;
haec autem scribebam pridie Nonas XIIII die post, quam ille Canusio
moverat), tamen angebar singularum horarum exspectatione mirabarque
nihil allatum esse ne rumoris quidem; nam erat mirum silentium. Sed
haec fortasse κενόσπουδα sunt, quae tamen iam sciantur necesse est;
illud molestum, me adhuc investigare non posse, ubi P. Lentulus noster
sit, ubi Domitius. Quaero autem, quo facilius scire possim, quid acturi
sint, iturine ad Pompeium et, si sunt, qua quandove ituri sint.

Urbem quidem iam refertam esse optimatium audio, Sosium et Lupum,
quos Gnaeus noster ante putabat Brundisium venturos esse quam se,
ius dicere. Hinc vero vulgo vadunt; etiam M'. Lepidus, quocum diem
conterere solebam, eras cogitabat. Nos autem in Formiano morabamur,
quo citius audiremus; deinde Arpinum volebamus; inde, iter qua
maxime ἀναπάντητον esset, ad mare superum remotis sive omnino missis
lictoribus. Audio enim bonis viris, qui et nunc

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CICERO'S LETTERS TO ATTICUS BOOK IX




I

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 6_, B.C. _49_]

Although, when you read this letter, I think I shall know what has
been done at Brundisium, since Pompey left Canusium on the 21st of
February and I am writing this on the 6th of March, fourteen days after
his departure from Canusium, still I am in agonies of suspense as to
what each hour may bring, and I am astonished that I do not even get
a rumour. There is a strange hush. But perhaps this is much ado about
nothing, when we must know all about it soon enough. But it does worry
me that so far I have been unable to discover the whereabouts of my
friend Lentulus and of Domitius. I want to know, that I may be able to
find out what they are going to do, whether they are going to Pompey,
and, if so, by what route and on what date.

Town, I am told, is now crammed full with our party. Sosius and Lupus,
who, Pompey thought, would reach Brundisium before himself, are, it
appears, sitting as magistrates. From here there is a general move:
even M'. Lepidus, with whom I used to spend the day, thinks of starting
to-morrow. I am lingering in my villa at Formiae to get news the
sooner. Then I intend to go to Arpinum: from Arpinum I proceed to the
Adriatic, choosing the least frequented route and leaving behind or
even dismissing my lictors. For I am told that certain

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et saepe antea magno praesidio rei publicae fuerunt, hanc cunctationem
nostram non probari multaque in me et severe in conviviis tempestivis
quidem disputari.

Cedamus igitur et, ut boni cives simus, bellum Italiae terra marique
inferamus et odia improborum rursus in nos, quae iam exstincta erant,
incendamus et Luccei consilia ac Theophani persequamur. Nam Scipio vel
in Syriam proficiscitur sorte vel cum genero honeste vel Caesarem fugit
iratum. Marcelli quidem, nisi gladium Caesaris timuissent, manerent.
Appius est eodem in timore et inimicitiarum recentium etiam. Praeter
hunc et C. Cassium reliqui legati, Faustus pro quaestore; ego unus,
cui utrumvis licet. Frater accedit, quem socium huius fortunae esse
non erat aequum. Cui magis etiam Caesar irascetur, sed impetrare non
possum, ut mancat. Dabimus hoc Pompeio, quod debemus. Nam me quidem
alius nemo movet, non sermo bonorum, qui nulli sunt, non causa quae
acta timide est, agetur improbe. Uni, uni hoc damus ne id quidem
roganti nec suam causam, ut ait, agenti, sed publicam. Tu quid cogites
de transeundo in Epirum, scire sane velim.




II

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano Non. Mart. a. 705_]

Etsi Nonis Martiis die tuo, ut opinor, exspectabam epistulam a te
longiorem, tamen ad eam ipsam brevem,

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loyalists, who now and formerly have been a bulwark of the Republic, do
not like my staying in Italy, and that they sit half the day over their
festive boards making caustic remarks about me.

So I must depart, and, to be a good citizen, wage war on Italy, kindle
against myself again the hatred of the disloyal which had died down,
and follow the plans of Lucceius and Theophanes. For Scipio can be
said to set out for Syria, his allotted province, or to accompany his
son-in-law, which is an honourable excuse, or to flee from Caesar's
anger. The Marcelli would of course have stayed, had they not feared
the sword of Caesar. Appius has the same reason for alarm, and
additional reason through a fresh quarrel. Except Appius and C. Cassius
all the others hold military commands, Faustus being proquaestor. I
am the only one who could go or stay as I like. Besides there is my
brother, whom it is not fair to involve in my trouble. With him Caesar
will be even more angry, but I cannot induce him to stay behind. This
sacrifice I will make to Pompey, as loyalty bids. For no one else
influences me, neither talk of loyalists--for there are none--nor our
cause, which has been conducted in panic and will be conducted in
disgrace. To one man, one only, I make this sacrifice, though he does
not even ask it and though the battle he is fighting is, as he says,
not his own but the State's, I should much like to know what you think
about crossing into Epirus.




II

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 7_, B.C. _49_]

Though the 7th of March, the day I think for your attack of fever,[80]
should bring me a longer letter

[80] Or "your birthday." Cf. ix, 5.

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quam IIII Nonas ὑπὸ τὴν λῆψιν dedisti, rescribendum putavi. Gaudere
ais te mansisse me et scribis in sententia te manere. Mihi autem
superioribus litteris videbare non dubitare, quin cederem ita, si et
Gnaeus bene comitatus conscendisset, et consules transissent. Utrum
hoc tu parum commeministi, an ego non satis intellexi, an mutasti
sententiam? Sed aut ex epistula, quam exspecto, perspiciam, quid
sentias, aut alias abs te litteras eliciam. Brundisio nihildum erat
allatum.




IIa

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VIII Id. Mart. a. 705_]

O rem difficilem planeque perditam! quam nihil praetermittis in
consilio dando; quam nihil tamen, quod tibi ipsi placeat, explicas! Non
esse me una cum Pompeio gaudes ac proponis, quam sit turpe me adesse,
cum quid de illo detrahatur; nefas esse approbare. Certe; contra
igitur? "Di," inquis, "averruncent!" Quid ergo fiet, si in altero
scelus est, in altero supplicium? "Impetrabis," inquis, "a Caesare, ut
tibi abesse liceat et esse otioso." Supplicandum igitur? Miserum. Quid,
si non impetraro? "Et de triumpho erit," inquis, "integrum." Quid, si
hoc ipso premar? accipiam? Quid foedius? Negem? Repudiari se totum,
magis etiam quam olim in XX viratu, putabit. Ac solet, cum se purgat,
in me

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from you, still I suppose I ought to answer the shorter note, which you
sent on the 4th on the eve of your attack. You say you are glad that I
have stayed in Italy, and you write that you abide by your former view.
But an earlier letter led me to think you had no doubt I ought to go,
if Pompey embarked with a good following and the consuls crossed too.
Have you forgotten this, or have I failed to understand you, or have
you changed your mind? But I shall either learn your opinion from the
letter I now await: or I shall extract another letter from you. From
Brundisium so far there is no news.




IIa

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 8_, B.C. _49_]

What a difficult and calamitous business! Nothing passed over in the
advice you give, nothing revealed as to your real opinion! You are glad
that I am not with Pompey, and yet you lay down how wrong it would
be for me to be present when he is criticized: it were shameful to
approve his conduct. Agreed. Should I then speak against him? "Heaven
forbid," you say. So, what can happen, if one way lies crime, and the
other punishment? You advise me to get from Caesar leave of absence
and permission to retire. Must I then beg and pray? That would be
humiliating: and suppose I fail? You say the matter of my triumph will
not be prejudiced. But what if I am hampered by that very thing? Accept
it? What dishonour! Refuse it? Caesar will think that I am repudiating
him entirely, more even than when I declined a place among his twenty
land commissioners.[81] And it is his way, when he excuses himself

[81] The _vigintiviri_ for the distribution of Campanian land in 59
B.C. Cf. II, 19.

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conferre omnem illorum temporum culpam. Ita me sibi fuisse inimicum, ut
ne honorem quidem a se accipere vellem. Quanto nunc hoc idem accipiet
asperius! Tanto scilicet, quanto et honor hic illo est amplior et ipse
robustior. Nam, quod negas te dubitare, quin magna in offensa sim apud
Pompeium hoc tempore, non video causam, cur ita sit hoc quidem tempore.
Qui enim amisso Corfinio denique certiorem me sui consilii fecit, is
queretur Brundisium me non venisse, cum inter me et Brundisium Caesar
esset? Deinde etiam scit ἀπαρρησίαστον esse in ea causa querelam suam.
Me putat de municipiorum imbecillitate, de dilectibus, de pace, de
urbe, de pecunia, de Piceno occupando plus vidisse quam se. Sin, cum
potuero, non venero, tum erit inimicus, quod ego non eo vereor ne mihi
noceat (quid enim faciet?

              Τίς δ' ἐστὶ δοῦλος τοῦ θανεῖν ἄφροντις ὤν;),

sed quia ingrati animi crimen horreo. Confido igitur adventum nostrum
illi, quoquo tempore fuerit, ut scribis, ἀσμενιστὸν fore. Nam, quod
ais, si hic temperatius egerit, consideratius consilium te daturum, qui
hic potest se gerere non perdite? Vetant vita,[82] mores, ante facta,
ratio suscepti negotii, socii, vires bonorum aut etiam constantia.

[82] Vetant vita _Purser_: vita _MSS._: vetant _Boot_.

Vixdum epistulam tuam legeram, cum ad me currens ad illum Postumus
Curtius venit nihil nisi classes loquens et exercitus. Eripiebat
Hispanias,

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to throw on me all the blame for that period, and to say I was so
bitter an enemy that I would not even take an office from him. How much
more will this annoy him! Why, as much more as this honour is greater
than that, and he himself is stronger. As for your remark that you
have no doubt I am in bad odour with Pompey at this present time, I
see no reason why it should be so, especially at this time. Pompey did
not tell me his plans till after the loss of Corfinium, and he cannot
complain of my not going to Brundisium, when Caesar was between me and
Brundisium. Besides he knows that complaint on his part is stopped.
He is of opinion that I saw clearer than he did about the weakness of
the municipal towns, the levies, peace, the city, the public funds,
occupying Pisenum. If however I do not go to him, when I can, he will
certainly be angry. From that I shrink--not for fear of harm he may do
me (for what can he do? And who

"Would be a slave but he who fears to die?"[83])

but because I shrink from being charged with ingratitude. So I trust
my arrival will be, as you say, welcome to him, whenever I go. As for
your remark "If Caesar's conduct be more temperate, you will weigh your
advice more carefully," how can Caesar keep himself from a destructive
policy? It is forbidden by his character, his previous career, the
nature of his present enterprise, his associates, the material strength
or even the moral firmness of the loyalist party.

[83] From an unknown play of Euripides.

I had scarcely read your letter, when up comes Curtius Postumus
hurrying off to Caesar, talking of nothing but fleets and armies;
"Caesar is wresting

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tenebat Asiam, Siciliam, Africam, Sardiniam, confestim in Graeciam
persequebatur. Eundum igitur est, nec tam ut belli quam ut fugae socii
simus. Nec enim ferre potero sermones istorum, quicumque sunt; non sunt
enim certe, ut appellantur, boni. Sed tamen id ipsum scire cupio, quid
loquantur, idque ut exquiras meque certiorem facias, te vehementer
rogo. Nos adhuc, quid Brundisi actum esset, plane nesciebamus. Cum
sciemus, tum ex re et ex tempore consilium capiemus, sed utemur tuo.




III

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis VII Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Domiti filius transiit Formias VIII Idus currens ad matrem Neapolim
mihique nuntiari iussit patrem ad urbem esse, cum de eo curiose
quaesisset servus noster Dionysius. Nos autem audieramus eum profectum
sive ad Pompeium sive in Hispaniam. Id cuius modi sit, scire sane
velim. Nam ad id, quod delibero, pertinet, si ille certe nusquam
discessit, intellegere Gnaeum non esse faciles nobis ex Italia exitus,
cum ea tota armis praesidiisque teneatur, hieme praesertim. Nam, si
commodius anni tempus esset, vel infero mari liceret uti. Nunc nihil
potest nisi supero tramitti, quo iter interclusum est. Quaeres igitur
et de Domitio et de Lentulo.

A Brundisio nulla adhuc fama venerat, et erat hic

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the Spains from Pompey, occupying Asia, Sicily, Africa, Sardinia, and
forthwith pursuing Pompey into Greece." So I must set out to take part
not so much in a war as in a flight. For I can never put up with the
talk of your friends, whoever they are, for certainly they are not what
they are called, loyalists. Still that is just what I want to know,
what they do say, and I beg you earnestly to inquire and inform me. So
far I know nothing of what has happened at Brundisium. When I know, I
shall form my plans according to circumstances and the moment; but I
shall use your advice.




III

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 9_, B.C. _49_]

The son of Domitius went through Formiae on the 8th of March hastening
to his mother at Naples, and, when my slave Dionysius inquired
particularly from him about his father, he sent me a message that he
was outside the city. But I had heard that he had gone either to Pompey
or to Spain. What the fact is, I should much like to know, for it has
a bearing on the point I am now considering: if it is certain that
Domitius has found no means of departure, Pompey may understand that my
own departure from Italy is difficult, seeing that it is now beset with
troops and garrisons, and especially in the winter season. For, were it
a more convenient time of year, one could even cross the southern sea.
Now there is no choice but the Adriatic, to which passage is barred. So
please inquire both about Domitius and about Lentulus.

From Brundisium no news has come yet, and to-day

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dies VII Idus, quo die suspicabamur aut pridie Brundisium venisse
Caesarem. Nam Kal. Arpis manserat. Sed, si Postumum audire velles,
persecuturus erat Gnaeum; transisse enim iam putabat coniectura
tempestatum ac dierum. Ego nautas eum non putabam habiturum, ille
confidebat, et eo magis, quod audita naviculariis hominis liberalitas
esset. Sed, tota res Brundisina quo modo habeat se, diutius nescire non
possum.




IV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis IV Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Ego etsi tam diu requiesco, quam diu aut ad te scribo aut tuas litteras
lego, tamen et ipse egeo argumento epistularum et tibi idem accidere
certo scio. Quae enim soluto animo familiariter scribi solent, ea
temporibus his excluduntur, quae autem sunt horum temporum, ea iam
contrivimus. Sed tamen, ne me totum aegritudini dedam, sumpsi mihi
quasdam tamquam θέσεις, quae et πολιτικαὶ sunt et temporum horum, ut et
abducam animum ab querelis et in eo ipso, de quo agitur, exercear. Eae
sunt huius modi:

Εἰ μενετέον ἐν τῇ πατρίδι τυραννουμένης αὐτῆς. Εἰ παντὶ τρόπω
τυραννίδος κατάλυσιν πραγματευτέον, κἄν

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is the 9th of March. I expect Caesar reached Brundisium to-day or
yesterday. He stayed at Arpi on the 1st. If you choose to listen to
Postumus, Caesar meant to pursue Pompey; for, by calculating the state
of the weather and the days, he concluded that Pompey had crossed the
sea. I thought that Caesar would be unable to get crews, but Postumus
was quite sure about that, and the more so because ship-owners had
heard of Caesar's liberality. But it cannot be long now before I hear
the full story of what has happened at Brundisium.




IV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 12_, B.C. _49_]

Though now I rest only so long as I am writing to you or reading your
letters, still I am in want of subject matter, and feel sure that
you are in the same position, for the present crisis debars us from
the free and easy topics of friendly correspondence, and the topics
connected with the present crisis we have already exhausted. However,
not to succumb entirely to low spirits, I have taken for myself
certain theses, so to speak, which deal with _la haute politique_ and
are applicable to the present crisis, so that I may keep myself from
querulous thoughts and may practise the subject. Here are some:

Whether one should remain in one's country, even under a tyranny.
Whether any means are lawful to

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μέλλῃ διὰ τοῦτο περὶ τῶν ὅλων ἡ πόλις κινδυνεύσειν. Εἰ εὐλαβητέον
τὸν καταλύοντα μὴ αὐτὸς αἴρηται. Εἰ πειρατέον ἀρήγειν τῇ πατρίδι
τυραννουμένῃ καιρῷ καὶ λογῳ μᾶλλον ἢ πολέμῳ. Εἰ πολιτικὸν τὸ ἡσυχάζειν
ἀναχωρήσαντά ποι τῆς πατρίδος τυραννουμένης ἤ δὶα παντὂς ἰτέον κινδύνου
τῆς ἐλευθερίας πέρι. Εἰ πόλεμον ἐπακτέον τῇ χώρᾳ καὶ πολιορκητέον
αὐτὴν τυραννουμένην. Εἰ καὶ μὴ δοκιμάζοντα τὴν διὰ πολέμου κατάλυσιν
τῆς τυραννίδος συναπογραπτέον ὅμως τοῖς ἀρίστοις. Εἰ τοῖς εὐεργέταις
καὶ φίλοις συγκινδυνευτέον ἐν τοῖς πολιτικοῖς, κἂν μὴ δοκῶσιν εὖ
βεβουλεῦσθαι περὶ τῶν ὃλων. Εἰ ὁ μεγάλα τὴν πατρίδα εὐεργετήσας, δἰ
αὐτὸ δὲ τοῦτο ἀνήκεστα παθὼν καὶ φθονηθεὶς, κινδυνεύσειεν ἄν ἐθελοντὴς
ὑπὲρ τῆς πατρίδος, ἤ ἐφετέον αὐτῷ ἑαυτοῦ ποτε καὶ τῶν οἰκειοτάτων
ποιεῖσθαι πρόνοιαν ἀφεμένω τὰς πρὸς τοὺς ἰσχύοντας διαπολιτείας.

In his ego me consulationibus exercens et disserens in utramque partem
tum Graece, tum Latine et abduco parumper animum a molestiis et τῶν
προὔργου τι delibero. Sed vereor, ne tibi ἂκαιρος sim. Si enim recte
ambulaverit is, qui hanc epistulam tulit, in ipsum tuum diem incidet.

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abolish a tyranny, even if they endanger the existence of the State.
Whether one ought to take care that one who tries to abolish it may
not rise too high himself. Whether one ought to assist one's country,
when under a tyranny, by seizing opportunities and by argument rather
than by war. Whether one is doing one's duty to the State, if one
retires to some other place and there remains inactive, when there is
a tyranny; or whether one ought to run every risk for liberty. Whether
one ought to invade the country and besiege one's native town, when it
is under a tyranny. Whether one ought to enrol oneself in the ranks
of the loyalists, even if one does not approve of war as a means of
abolishing tyranny. Whether one ought in political matters to share the
dangers of one's benefactors and friends, even if one does not believe
their general policy to be wise. Whether one who has done good service
for his country, and by it has won ill-treatment and envy, should
voluntarily put himself into danger for that country, or may at length
take thought for himself and his dear ones and avoid struggles against
the powers that be.

By employing myself with such questions and discussing the pros and
cons in Greek and Latin, I divert my thoughts a little from my troubles
and at the same time consider a subject which is very pertinent. But
I fear you may find me a nuisance. For, if the bearer makes proper
headway, it will reach you on the very day you have your attack of
ague.

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V CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis VI Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Natali die tuo scripsisti epistulam ad me plenam consilii summaeque
cum benevolentiae tum etiam prudentiae. Eam mihi Philotimus postridie,
quam a te acceperat, reddidit. Sunt ista quidem, quae disputas,
difficillima, iter ad superum, navigatio infero, discessus Arpinum, ne
hunc fugisse, mansio Formiis, ne obtulisse nos gratulationi videamur,
sed miserius nihil quam ea videre, quae tamen iam, iam, inquam, videnda
erunt.

Fuit apud me Postumus, scripsi ad te, quam gravis. Venit ad me etiam Q.
Fufius quo vultu, quo spiritus properans Brundisium, scelus accusans
Pompei, levitatem et stultitiam senatus. Haec qui in mea villa non
feram, Curtium in curia potero ferre? Age, finge me quamvis εὐστομάχως
haec ferentem, quid? illa "DIC, M. TVLLI" quem habebunt exitum? Et
omitto causam rei publicae, quam ego amissam puto cum vulneribus suis
tum medicamentis eis, quae parantur, de Pompeio quid agam? cui plane
(quid enim hoc negem?) suscensui. Semper enim causae eventorum magis
movent quam ipsa eventa. Haec igitur mala (quibus maiora esse quae
possunt?) considerans, vel potius iudicans eius opera accidisse, et
culpa, inimicior eram huic quam ipsi Caesari. Ut

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V

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 10_, B.C. _49_]

On your birthday you wrote me a letter full of advice, full of
great kindness and of great wisdom. Philotimus delivered it to me
the day after he got it from you. The points you discuss are very
difficult--the route to the upper sea, a voyage by the lower sea,
departure to Arpinum, lest I should seem to have avoided Caesar,
remaining at Formiae, lest I should appear to have put myself forward
to congratulate him; but the most miserable thing of all will be to see
what I tell you must very shortly be seen.

Curtius Postumus was with me. I wrote you how tiresome he was. Quintus
Fufius also came to see me--what an air! what assurance!--hastening
to Brundisium denouncing Pompey's wrong-doings and the careless folly
of the House. When I cannot stand this under my own roof, how shall
I be able to endure Curtius in the Senate? But suppose I put up with
all this in good humour, what of the question "Your vote, M. Tullius?"
What will come of it? I pass over the cause of the Republic, which I
consider lost, both from the wounds dealt it and the cures prepared for
them; but what am I to do about Pompey? It is no use denying that I am
downright angry with him. For I am always more affected by the causes
of events than by the events themselves. Therefore considering our
incomparable woes, or rather concluding that they have happened by his
doing and his mistakes, I am more angry with Pompey than with Caesar
himself. Just as our ancestors

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maiores nostri funestiorem diem esse voluerunt Aliensis pugnae
quam urbis captae, quod hoc malum ex illo (itaque alter religiosus
etiam nunc dies, alter in vulgus ignotus), sic ego decem annorum
peccata recordans, in quibus inerat ille etiam annus, qui nos hoc
non defendente, ne dicam gravius, adflixerat, praesentisque temporis
cognoscens temeritatem, ignaviam, neglegentiam suscensebam. Sed ea iam
mihi exciderunt; beneficia eiusdem cogito, cogito etiam dignitatem;
intellego serius equidem, quam vellem, propter epistulas sermonesque
Balbi, sed video plane nihil aliud agi, nihil actum ab initio, nisi ut
hunc occideret. Ego igitur, sicut ille apud Homerum, cui et mater et
dea dixisset:

           Αὐτίκα γάρ τοι ἔπειτα μεθ' Ἐκτορα πότμος ἕτοιμος,

matri ipse respondit:

    Αὐτίκα τεθναίην, ἐπεὶ οὐκ ἄρ' ἔμελλον ἑταίρῳ
    κτεινομένῳ ἐπαμῦναι.

Quid, si non ἑταίρῳ solum, sed etiam εὐεργέτῃ adde tali viro talem
causam agenti? Ego vero haec officia mercanda vita puto. Optimatibus
vero tuis nihil confido, nihil iam ne inservio quidem. Video, ut se
huic dent, ut daturi sint. Quicquam tu illa putas fuisse de valetudine
decreta municipiorum prae his de victoria gratulationibus? "Timent,"
inquies. At ipsi tum se timuisse dicunt. Sed videamus, quid actum sit
Brundisi. Ex eo fortasse alia consilia nascentur aliaeque litterae.

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thought that the day of the battle of Alia was blacker than the day
of the capture of Rome, because the capture was but the consequence
of the battle (and so the former day is still a black letter day and
the latter is commonly unknown), so I too was angry in recalling his
errors of the last ten years, which included the year of my affliction,
when he gave me no help, to put it mildly, and recognizing his
foolhardiness, sloth and carelessness at the present time. But all this
I have forgotten. It is his kindness I think of, and I think of my own
honour too. I understand, later indeed than I could have wished, from
the letters and conversation of Balbus, but I see plainly, that the
sole object is, and has been from the beginning, the death of Pompey.
So I say the same as Achilles to his mother, when she said "For after
Hector's death thy doom is fixed," and he replied, "Then let me die,
since I have failed to save my friend."

[Sidenote: Iliad XVIII, 96-9]

And in my case it is not only a friend but a benefactor, a man so great
and championing so great a cause. Indeed I hold that life should be
paid for the kindnesses that he has done me. But in your loyal party I
have no confidence: nor I do even acknowledge any allegiance to them
now. I see how they surrender and will surrender themselves to Caesar.
Do you think that those decrees of the towns about Pompey's health were
anything compared with their congratulatory addresses to Caesar? You
will say, "They are terrorized." Yes, but they themselves declare that
they were terrorized on the former occasion. But let us see what has
happened at Brundisium. Perhaps from that may spring different plans
and a different letter.

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VI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Formiis V Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Nos adhuc Brundisio nihil. Roma scripsit Balbus putare iam Lentulum
consulem tramisisse, nec eum a minore Balbo conventum, quod is hoc
iam Canusi audisset; inde ad se eum scripsisse; cohortesque sex,
quae Albae fuissent, ad Curium via Minucia transisse; id Caesarem ad
se scripsisse, et brevi tempore eum ad urbem futurum. Ergo utar tuo
consilio neque me Arpinum hoc tempore abdam, etsi, Ciceroni meo togam
puram cum dare Arpini vellem, hanc eram ipsam excusationem relicturus
ad Caesarem. Sed fortasse in eo ipso offendetur, cur non Romae potius.
Ac tamen, si est conveniendus, hic potissimum. Tum reliqua videbimus,
id est et quo et qua et quando.

Domitius, ut audio, in Cosano est, et quidem, ut aiunt, paratus ad
navigandum, si in Hispaniam, non probo, si ad Gnaeum, laudo; quovis
potius certe, quam ut Curtium videat, quem ego patronus aspicere
non possum. Quid alios? Sed, opinor, quiescamus, ne nostram culpam
coarguamus, qui, dum urbem, id est patriam, amamus dumque rem
conventuram putamus, ita nos gessimus, ut plane interclusi captique
simus.

Scripta iam epistula Capua litterae sunt allatae hoc exemplo: "Pompeius
mare transiit cum omnibus militibus, quos secum habuit. Hic numerus est


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VI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 11_, B.C. _49_]

No news yet from Brundisium. From Rome Balbus has written that he
thinks the consul Lentulus has now gone over, and that the younger
Balbus has not met him, because the latter has just heard the news at
Canusium and from that town has written to him. He adds that the six
cohorts which were at Alba have gone to Curius by the Minucian road,
that Caesar has written to tell him so and will shortly be in Rome. So
I shall follow your advice. I shall not go and bury myself in Arpinum
at the present time, though, since I had wished to celebrate my son's
coming of age there, I thought of leaving that as an excuse to Caesar.
But perhaps that itself will give offence and he might ask why I should
not do it at Rome. Still, if I must meet him, I would much rather meet
him here. Then I shall see the other things, where I am to go, by what
route and when.

Domitius, I hear, is at Cosa, and ready it is said to sail. If it is to
Spain, I do not approve, but, if to Pompey, he has my praise. Better
to go anywhere than to have to see Curtius, of whom, though I have
defended him, I cannot bear the sight, not to speak of others. But I
suppose I had better keep quiet, for fear of convicting myself of folly
in managing to be cut off wholly and made captive through my love of my
country and an idea that the matter could be patched up.

Just as I had finished writing, there came a letter from Capua, of
which this is a copy: "Pompey has crossed the sea with all the soldiery
he has. There

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hominum milia triginta et consules duo et tribuni pl. et senatores, qui
fuerunt cum eo, omnes cum uxoribus et liberis. Conscendisse dicitur
a. d. IIII Nonas Martias. Ex ea die fuere septemtriones venti. Naves,
quibus usus non est, omnes aut praecidisse aut incendisse dicunt."

De hac re litterae L. Metello tribuno pl. Capuam allatae sunt a Clodia
socru, quae ipsa transiit. Ante sollicitus eram et angebar, sicut res
scilicet ipsa cogebat, cum consilio explicare nihil possem; nunc autem,
postquam Pompeius et consules ex Italia exierunt, non angor, sed ardeo
dolore,

                                οὐδέ μοι ἦτορ
    ἔμπεδον, ἀλλ' ἀλαλύκτημαι.

Non sum, inquam, mihi crede, mentis compos; tantum mihi dedecoris
admisisse videor. Mene non primum cum Pompeio qualicumque consilio uso,
deinde cum bonis esse quamvis causa temere instituta? praesertim cum ii
ipsi, quoram ego causa timidius me fortunae committebam, uxor, filia,
Cicerones pueri, me illud sequi mallent, hoc turpe et me indignum
putarent. Nam Quintus quidem frater, quicquid mihi placeret, id rectum
se putare aiebat, id animo aequissimo sequebatur.

Tuas nunc epistulas a primo lego. Hae me paulum recreant. Primae monent
et rogant, ne me proiciam, proximae gaudere te ostendunt me remansisse.
Eas cum lego, minus mihi turpis videor, sed tam diu, dum lego. Deinde
emergit rursum dolor et ἀισχροῦ φαντασία. Quam ob rem obsecro te, mi
Tite, eripe

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are 30,000 men, two consuls, tribunes and the senators who were with
him, all accompanied by wives and children. He is said to have embarked
on the 4th of March. From that day there have been northerly winds.
They say he disabled or burned all the ships he did not use."

[Sidennote Iliad x, 91]

On this matter a letter has been received at Capua by Lucius Metellus,
the tribune of the plebs, from Clodia, his mother-in-law, who herself
crossed the sea. I was anxious and distracted before, naturally enough
under the circumstances, when I could find no solution of affairs.
But, now that Pompey and the consuls have left Italy, I am not only
distracted, but I blaze with indignation. "Steady my heart no more,
but wild with grief." Believe me, I say I am no longer responsible,
so great the shame I seem to have incurred. To think that in the
first place I should not be with Pompey, whatever his plan, nor again
with the loyalists, however rashly they have mismanaged their cause!
Particularly when those very people, whose interests kept me cautious,
my wife, my daughter and the boys, preferred that I should follow
Pompey's fortunes, and thought Caesar's cause disgraceful and unworthy
of me. As for my brother Quintus, whatever I thought right, he agreed
to, and he followed my course with perfect contentment.

Your letters I am reading now from the beginning of the business. They
afford me some little relief. The first warn and entreat me not to
commit myself. The later ones show you are glad I stayed. While I read
them, my conduct seems to me less discreditable; but only so long as
I read: afterwards up rises sorrow again and a vision of shame. So I
beseech you, Titus,

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mihi hunc dolorem, aut minue saltem aut consolatione aut consilio, aut
quacumque re potes. Quid tu autem possis? aut quid homo quisquam? Vix
iam deus.

Equidem illud molior, quod tu mones sperasque fieri posse, ut mihi
Caesar concedat, ut absim, cum aliquid in senatu contra Gnaeum agatur.
Sed timeo, ne non impetrem. Venit ab eo Furnius. Ut quidem scias, quos
sequamur, Q. Titini filium cum Caesare esse nuntiat, sed illum maiores
mihi gratias agere, quam vellem. Quid autem me roget paucis ille quidem
verbis, sed ἐν δυνάμει, cognosce ex ipsius epistula. Me miserum, quod
tu non valuisti! una fuissemus; consilium certe non defuisset; σύν τε
δύ' ἐρχομένω----.

Sed acta ne agamus, reliqua paremus. Me adhuc haec duo fefellerunt,
initio spes compositionis, qua facta volebam uti populari vita,
sollicitudine senectutem nostram liberari; deinde bellum crudele et
exitiosum suscipi a Pompeio intellegebam. Melioris medius fidius
civis et viri putabam quovis supplicio adfici, quam illi crudelitati
non solum praeesse, verum etiam interesse. Videtur vel mori satius
fuisse quam esse cum his. Ad haec igitur cogita, mi Attice, vel potius
excogita. Quemvis eventum fortius feram quam hunc dolorem.

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take this grief away from me, or at any rate lessen it by your sympathy
or advice or by any other possible means. Yet what can you or any man
do? God Himself could hardly help now.

But my own aim now is to achieve what you advise and hope, that Caesar
excuse my absence, when any measure is brought forward against Pompey
in the house. But I fear I may fail. Furnius has come from Caesar. To
show you the sort of men I am following, he tells me that the son of Q.
Titinius is with Caesar, but Caesar expresses greater thanks to me than
I could wish. His request put in a few words, but _ex cathedra_, you
may see from his letter. How grieved I am at your ill-health! We should
have been together; assuredly advice would not have been wanting: "Two
heads are better than one."

[Sidenote: Iliad X, 224]

But let us not fight battles over again, let us attend to the future.
Till now two things have led me astray, at first the hope of a
settlement, and, if that were secured, I was ready for private life and
an old age quit of public cares; and then I discovered that Pompey was
beginning a bloody and destructive war. On my honour I thought that
it was the part of a better man and a better citizen to suffer any
punishment rather than, I will not say to take a leading part, but even
to take any part in such atrocities. It seems as though it would have
been preferable to die than to be one of such men. So, my dear Atticus,
think on these problems, or rather think them out. I shall bear any
result more bravely than this affliction.

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VIa

CAESAR IMP. S. D. CICERONI IMP.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in itinere in. m. Mart. a. 705_]

Cum Furnium nostrum tantum vidissem neque loqui neque audire meo
commodo potuissem, properarem atque essem in itinere praemissis iam
legionibus, praeterire tamen non potui, quin et scriberem ad te et
illum mitterem gratiasque agerem, etsi hoc et feci saepe et saepius
mihi facturus videor. Ita de me mereris. In primis a te peto, quoniam
confido me celeriter ad urbem venturum, ut te ibi videam, ut tuo
consilio, gratia, dignitate, ope omnium rerum uti possim. Ad propositum
revertar; festinationi meae brevitatique litterarum ignosces. Reliqua
ex Furnio cognosces.




VII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiis III Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Scripseram ad te epistulam, quam darem IIII Idus. Sed eo die is,
cui dare volueram, non est profectus. Venit autem eo ipso die ille
"celeripes," quem Salvius dixerat. Attulit uberrimas tuas litteras;
quae mihi quiddam quasi animulae instillarunt; recreatum enim me non
queo dicere. Sed plane τὸ συνέχον effecisti. Ego enim non iam id ago,
mihi crede, ut prosperos exitus consequar. Sic enim video, nec duobus
his vivis nec hoc uno nos umquam rem publicam habituros.

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VIa

CAESAR THE IMPERATOR SENDS GREETINGS TO CICERO THE IMPERATOR.


[Sidenote: _On the march, March_, B.C. _49_]

Though I have only had a glimpse of our friend Furnius, and have not
yet been able conveniently to speak to him or hear what he has to
say, being in a hurry and on the march, yet I could not neglect the
opportunity of writing to you and sending him to convey my thanks.
Be sure I have often thanked you and I expect to have occasion to do
so still more often in the future: so great are your services to me.
First I beg you, since I trust that I shall quickly reach Rome, to let
me see you there, and employ your advice, favour, position and help
of all kinds. I will return to what I began with: pardon my haste and
the shortness of my letter. All the other information you may get from
Furnius.




VII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 13_, B.C. _49_]

I wrote you a letter dated the 12th of March, but on that day the man
to whom I meant to give it did not set out. However, on that very
day there arrived that "sprinter," as Salvius called him, bringing
your very full epistle which has put just a drop of life into me, for
recovered I cannot profess to be. Clearly you have done the one thing
needful. Believe me I am not acting now with a view to a lucky issue;
for I see that we can never enjoy a Republic while these two men live,
or this one alone. So I

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Ita neque de otio nostro spero iam nec ullam acerbitatem recuso. Unum
illud extimescebam, ne quid turpiter facerem, vel dicam iam ne fecissem.

Sic ergo habeto, salutares te mihi litteras misisse neque solum has
longiores, quibus nihil potest esse explicatius, nihil perfectius, sed
etiam illas breviores, in quibus hoc mihi iucundissimum fuit, consilium
factumque nostrum a Sexto probari, pergratumque mihi tu ...[84]
fecisti; a quo et diligi me et, quid rectum sit, intellegi scio.
Longior vero tua epistula non me solum, sed meos omnes aegritudine
levavit. Itaque utar tuo consilio et ero in Formiano, ne aut ad urbem
ἀπάντησις mea animadvertatur, aut, si nec hic nec illic eum videro,
devitatum se a me putet. Quod autem suades, ut ab eo petam, ut mihi
concedat, ut idem tribuam Pompeio, quod ipsi tribuerim, id me iam
pridem agere intelleges ex litteris Balbi et Oppi, quarum exempla tibi
misi. Misi etiam Caesaris ad eos sana mente scriptas quo modo in tanta
insania. Sin mihi Caesar hoc non concedat, video tibi placere illud, me
πολίτευμα de pace suscipere; in quo non extimesco periculum (cum enim
tot impendeant, cur non honestissimo depecisci velim?), sed vereor, ne
Pompeio quid oneris imponam,

                μή μοι γοργείην κεφαλὴν δεινοῖο πελώρου

intorqueat. Mirandum enim in modum Gnaeus noster Sullani regni
similitudinem concupivit. Εἰδώς σοι λέγω. Nihil ille umquam minus
obscure tulit.

[84] _After_ tu _there is probably a lacuna which should be filled by
some such words as those suggested by Lehmann_: fecisti, quod me de
iudicio eius certiorem.

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have no hope of ease for myself and I do not refuse to contemplate as
possible any bitterness. The one thing I dread is doing, or, perhaps I
should say, having done, anything disgraceful.

[Sidenote: Odyssey xi, 663]

So please consider that your letter was good for me, and not only the
longer, most explicit and perfect epistle, but also the shorter, in
which the most delightful thing was to find that my policy and action
is approved by Sextus. You have done me a great kindness....[85] Of
his affection and sense of honour I am sure. But that longer letter of
yours has relieved not only me but all my friends from our sorry state:
so I will follow your advice and remain in the villa at Formiae, that
my meeting with Caesar outside the city may not excite comment, or, if
I do not meet him either here or there, I may not lead him to think
I have shunned him. As for your advice to ask him to allow me to pay
Pompey the same homage as I did to him, you will understand I have been
doing that long since, when you see the copies I forward of letters
of Balbus and Oppius. I send also a letter addressed by Caesar to
them, which is sane enough considering these mad times. But, if Caesar
should refuse my request, I see that you think I should undertake to
be a peace-maker. In that rôle I do not fear danger--for, with so many
dangers overhanging, why should I not compound by taking the most
respectable--but I fear lest I may embarrass Pompey, and he fix on me
"the Gorgon gaze of his dread eye." It is wonderful to see how Pompey
desires to imitate Sulla's reign. I know what I am saying. He has made
no secret of it. Then why

[85] Adopting Lehmann's suggestion "in telling me of his opinion."

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"Cum hocne igitur," inquies, "esse vis?" Beneficium sequor, mihi crede,
non causam, [ut in Milone, ut in.... Sed hactenus].[86] "Causa igitur
non bona est?" Immo optima, sed agetur, memento, foedissime. Primum
consilium est suffocare urbem et Italiam fame, deinde agros vastare,
urere, pecuniis locupletum non abstinere. Sed, cum eadem metuam ab hac
parte, si illim beneficium non sit, rectius putem quidvis domi perpeti.
Sed ita meruisse illum de me puto, ut ἀχαριστίας crimen subire non
audeam, quamquam a te eius quoque rei iusta defensio est explicata.

[86] _The words in brackets are probably a gloss which has crept into
the text._

De triumpho tibi adsentior, quem quidem totum facile et lubenter
abiecero. Egregie probo fore ut, dum agamus, ὁ πλόος ὡραῖος obrepat.
"Si modo," inquis, "satis ille erit firmus." Est firmior etiam, quam
putabamus. De isto licet bene speres. Promitto tibi, si valebit,
tegulam illum in Italia nullam relicturum. "Tene igitur socio?" Contra
mehercule meum iudicium et contra omnium antiquorum auctoritatem, nec
tam ut illa adiuvem, quam ut haec ne videam, cupio discedere. Noli
enim putare tolerabiles horum insanias nec unius modi fore. Etsi quid
te horum fugit, legibus, iudicibus, iudiciis senatu sublato libidines,
audacias, sumptus, egestates tot egentissimorum hominum nec privatas
posse res nec rem publicam sustinere? Abeamus igitur inde qualibet
navigatione; etsi id quidem, ut tibi videbitur,

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do I wish to be associated with such a man? Believe me I follow
gratitude, not a cause [and I did in the case of Milo and in.... But
enough of this.] "Then the cause is not good?" Yes, the best in the
world; but remember it will be handled in the most disgraceful way. The
first plan is to throttle Rome and Italy and starve them, then to lay
waste and burn the country, and not to keep hands off the riches of
the wealthy. But, since I have the same fears on Caesar's side too, if
it were not for favours on the other side, I should think it better to
stay in Rome and suffer what comes. But so bounden do I consider myself
to Pompey that I cannot endure to risk the charge of ingratitude. But
you have said all that can be said for that course too.

About my triumph I agree with you. I can throw it away willingly and
with ease. I am delighted with your remark that it may be, while I am
considering, "the chance to sail" may arise. "Yes," you say, "if only
Pompey is firm enough." He is more firm than I imagined. In him you
may be confident. I promise you, if he succeeds, he will not leave a
tile in Italy. "Will you help him, then?" By heaven, against my own
judgement and against all the lessons of the past I desire to depart,
not so much that I may help Pompey, as that I may not see what is being
done here. For please do not think that the madness of these parties
will be endurable or of one kind. However, it is obvious to you that
when laws, juries, courts and Senate are abolished, neither private nor
public resources will be able to bear up against the lusts, daring,
extravagance and necessity of so many needy men. So let me depart on
any kind of voyage: be it whatever you will, only let me depart.

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sed certe abeamus. Sciemus enim, id quod exspectas, quid Brundisi actum
sit.

Bonis viris quod ais probari, quae adhuc fecerimus, scirique ab iis
nos non profectos, valde gaudeo, si est nunc ullus gaudendi locus. De
Lentulo investigabo diligentius. Id mandavi Philotimo, homini forti ac
nimium optimati.

Extremum est, ut tibi argumentum ad scribendum fortasse iam desit. Nec
enim alia de re nunc ulla scribi potest, et de hac quid iam amplius
inveniri potest? Sed, quoniam et ingenium suppeditat (dico mehercule,
ut sentio) et amor, quo et meum ingenium incitatur, perge, ut facis, et
scribe, quantum potes.

In Epirum quod me non invitas, comitem non molestum, subirascor. Sed
vale. Nam, ut tibi ambulandum, ungendum, sic mihi dormiendum. Etenim
litterae tuae mihi somnum attulerunt.




VIIa

BALBUS ET OPPIUS S. D. M. CICERONI.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Romae VI aut V Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Nedum hominum humilium, ut nos sumus, sed etiam amplissimorum virorum
consilia ex eventu, non ex voluntate a plerisque probari solent. Tamen
freti tua humanitate, quod verissimum nobis videbitur, de eo, quod ad
nos scripsisti, tibi consilium dabimus. Quod si non fuerit prudens, at
certe ab optima fide et optimo animo proficiscetur.

Nos, si id, quod nostro iudicio Caesarem facere

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For I shall know the news you are waiting for, what has happened at
Brundisium.

If, as you say, my conduct hitherto has been approved by the loyal
party and they are aware I have not gone away, I am very glad indeed,
if now there is any place for gladness. As for Lentulus I will make
more careful inquiries. I have entrusted the matter to Philotimus, a
man of courage and excessive loyalty.

The last thing I have to say is, that perhaps you lack a theme for your
letters--for one can write on no other topic, and what more can be said
on this? But since there is plenty of ability in you (and upon my soul
I speak as I feel) and affection which also spurs my own wit, go on as
you are doing and write as much as you can.

I am rather annoyed that you do not invite me as your guest to Epirus
when you know I should give you no trouble. But good-bye. You want your
walk and perfumery and I want my sleep: for your letter has induced
sleep.




VIIa

BALBUS AND OPPIUS TO M. CICERO, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 10 or 11_, B.C. _49_]

Advice--even the advice of distinguished persons, let alone nobodies
like ourselves--is generally judged by results and not by intentions.
However, relying on your kindness of heart, we will give you the
soundest advice we can on the point about which you wrote, and, even if
its wisdom may be doubted, there will be no doubt that it springs from
good faith and good feeling.

If we had heard from Caesar's own lips that he

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oportere existimamus, ut, simul Romam venerit, agat de reconciliatione
gratiae suae et Pompei, id eum facturum ex ipso cognovissemus,
deberemus[87] te hortari, ut velles iis rebus interesse, quo facilius
et maiore cum dignitate per te, qui utrique es coniunctus, res tota
confieret, aut, si ex contrario putaremus Caesarem id non facturum,
et etiam velle cum Pompeio bellum gerere sciremus, numquam tibi
suaderemus, contra hominem optime de te meritum arma ferres, sicuti
te semper oravimus, ne contra Caesarem pugnares. Sed, cum etiam nunc,
quid facturus Caesar sit, magis opinari quam scire possimus,[88]
non possumus nisi hoc, non videri eam tuam esse dignitatem neque
fidem omnibus cognitam, ut contra alterutrum, cum utrique sis maxime
necessarius, arma feras, et hoc non dubitamus quin Caesar pro sua
humanitate maxime sit probaturus. Nos tamen, si tibi videbitur, ad
Caesarem scribemus, ut nos certiores faciat, quid hac re acturus sit. A
quo si erit nobis rescriptum, statim, quae sentiemus, ad te scribemus,
et tibi fidem faciemus nos ea suadere, quae nobis videntur tuae
dignitati, non Caesaris actioni esse utilissima, et hoc Caesarem pro
sua indulgentia in suos probaturum putamus.

[87] deberemus _added by Lehmann_.

[88] possimus _added by Ascensius_.




VIIb

BALBUS CICERONI IMP. SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Romae V aut IV Id. Mart. a. 705_]

S. V. B. Posteaquam litteras communes cum Oppio ad te dedi, ab Caesare
epistulam accepi, cuius exemplum

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was going to do, what in our opinion he ought to do, as soon as he
reaches Rome, that is to say try to effect a reconciliation with
Pompey, we should feel it our duty to exhort you to take part in
the negotiations, as the whole thing could most easily and with the
greatest dignity be carried through by you, who have ties with both
parties. If on the contrary we thought Caesar was not going to follow
that course, and knew that he even wished to wage war with Pompey,
we should never advise you to bear arms against a man who has done
you such good service, just as we have always begged you not to
fight against Caesar. But, since Caesar's intentions are still mere
guesswork, we can only say that it does not seem consonant with your
dignity or your well-known sense of honour to bear arms against either
of them, as you are intimate with both: and we have no doubt that
Caesar will be generous enough to approve of this course. If you wish
it, however, we will write to Caesar to ascertain his intentions in
this matter. If he sends us an answer, we will let you know our opinion
at once, and convince you that we are giving the advice which seems
to us to be best for your dignity, not for Caesar's policy, and, such
is Caesar's consideration for his friends, that we feel sure he will
approve of such a course.




VIIb

BALBUS TO CICERO, THE IMPERATOR, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Rome, March 11 or 12_, B.C. _49_]

I hope you are well.[89] After sending you a letter in conjunction with
Oppius I had a note from Caesar, of which I am forwarding a copy. From
it you can

[89] The letters _S.V.B._ stand for _si vales bene (est)_.

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tibi misi. Ex quibus perspicere poteris, quam cupiat concordiam suam
et Pompei reconciliare, et quam remotus sit ab omni crudelitate; quod
eum sentire, ut debeo, valde gaudeo. De te et tua fide et pietate
idem mehercule, mi Cicero, sentio quod tu, non posse tuam famam et
officium sustinere, ut contra eum arma feras, a quo tantum beneficium
te accepisse praedices. Caesarem hoc idem probaturum exploratum pro
singulari eius humanitate habeo, eique cumulatissime satis facturum te
certo scio, cum nullam partem belli contra cum suscipias neque socius
eius adversariis fueris. Atque hoc non solum in te, tali et tanto viro,
satis habebit, sed etiam mihi ipse sua concessit voluntate, ne in iis
castris essem, quae contra Lentulum aut Pompeium futura essent, quorum
beneficia maxima haberem, sibique satis esse dixit, si togatus urbana
officia sibi praestitissem, quae etiam illis, si vellem, praestare
possem. Itaque nunc Romae omnia negotia Lentuli procuro, sustineo,
meumque officium, fidem, pietatem iis praesto. Sed mehercule rursus
iam abiectam compositionis spem non desperatissimam esse puto, quoniam
Caesar est ea mente, quam optare debemus.

Hac re mihi placet, si tibi videtur, te ad eum scribere et ab eo
praesidium petere, ut petiisti a Pompeio me quidem adprobante
temporibus Milonianis. Praestabo, si Caesarem bene novi, eum prius tuae
dignitatis quam suae utilitatis rationem habiturum.

Haec quam prudenter tibi scribam, nescio, sed illud

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see how eager he is for a reconciliation between himself and Pompey,
and how far removed all cruelty is from his thoughts: and I am, as in
duty bound, very glad that he takes that view. As for yourself and
your honour, and loyalty to your friends, I give you my word, my dear
Cicero, that I think as you do, that your reputation and your duty will
not admit of your bearing arms against a man, from whom you acknowledge
that you have received such favours. I have not the slightest doubt
that Caesar with his extraordinary kindness will agree, and that you
will satisfy him abundantly, by taking no part against him in the war
and not siding with his opponents. And this he will count sufficient
not only in the case of so important a personage as yourself, but even
to me of his own free will he has granted the same permission not to
enter a camp which would be opposed to Lentulus and Pompey, to whom I
am under great obligations: and he has said he is quite satisfied, if I
should perform peaceful civic functions for him, which I am at liberty
to perform for them too, if I wish. So I am acting now as Lentulus'
deputy at Rome and carrying out his business, fulfilling my duty and
maintaining my honour and loyalty to them. But really, though I had
given up hope of peace, I am no longer in despair of it, since Caesar
is in the mood in which we would wish him to be.

Under the circumstances I see no objection, if you think fit, to
your writing and asking for his protection, as you did for Pompey's,
with my approval, at Milo's trial. If I know anything of Caesar, I
will guarantee that he will consider your dignity more than his own
advantage.

How far the advice I am sending may be right, I

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certe scio, me ab singulari amore ac benevolentia, quaecumque scribo,
tibi scribere, quod te (ita incolumi Caesare moriar!) tanti facio, ut
paucos aeque ac te caros habeam. De hac re cum aliquid constitueris,
velim mihi scribas. Nam non mediocriter laboro, utrique, ut vis, tuam
benevolentiam praestare possis, quam mehercule te praestaturum confide.
Fac valeas.




VIIc

CAESAR OPPIO, CORNELIO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in itinere paulo ante ep. 7 B._]

Gaudeo mehercule vos significare litteris, quam valde probetis ea,
quae apud Corfinium sunt gesta. Consilio vestro utar lubenter, et hoc
lubentius, quod mea sponte facere constitueram, ut quam lenissimum me
praeberem et Pompeium darem operam ut reconciliarem. Temptemus, hoc
modo si possimus omnium voluntates recuperare et diuturna victoria
uti, quoniam reliqui crudelitate odium effugere non potuerunt neque
victoriam diutius tenere praeter unum L. Sullam, quem imitaturus non
sum. Haec nova sit ratio vincendi, ut misericordia et liberalitate
nos muniamus. Id quem ad modum fieri possit, non nulla mi in mentem
veniunt, et multa reperiri possunt. De his rebus rogo vos ut
cogitationem suscipiatis.

N. Magium, Pompei praefectum, deprehendi. Scilicet meo instituto usus
sum et eum statim missum

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do not know; but one thing I do know, that, in sending what I am
sending to you, I am actuated by more than ordinary affection and
goodwill. Though I am ready to die for Caesar's sake, there are few
that I esteem as highly as I esteem you. When you have made up your
mind on the point, I should like you to let me know, for I am much
concerned that you should be able to show your goodwill to both
parties, as you desire: and I have not the faintest doubt that you
will. Take care of your health.




VIIc

CAESAR TO OPPIUS AND CORNELIUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _On the road, shortly before 7 B._]

I am very glad to hear from your letters how strongly you approve
of what happened at Corfinium. I shall follow your advice with
pleasure--with all the more pleasure, because I had myself made up my
mind to act with the greatest moderation, and to do my best to effect
a reconciliation with Pompey. Let us see if by moderation we can win
all hearts and secure a lasting victory, since by cruelty others have
been unable to escape from hatred and to maintain their victory for
any length of time except L. Sulla, whose example I do not intend to
follow. This is a new way of conquering, to strengthen one's position
by kindness and generosity. As to how this can be done, some ideas have
occurred to me and many more can be found. I should like you to turn
some attention to the matter.

I have taken N. Magius, a praefect of Pompey. Of course I kept to my
policy and set him free at once.

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feci. Iam duo praefecti fabrum Pompei in meam potestatem venerunt et
a me missi sunt. Si volent grati esse, debebunt Pompeium hortari, ut
malit mihi esse amicus quam iis, qui et illi et mihi semper fuerunt
inimicissimi; quorum artificiis effectum est, ut res publica in hunc
statum perveniret.




VIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano prid. Id. Mart. a. 705_]

Cenantibus II Idus nobis, ac noctu quidem,, Statius a te epistulam
brevem attulit. De L. Torquato quod quaeris, non modo Lucius, sed
etiam Aulus profectus est, alter multos.[90] De Reatinorum corona quod
scribis, moleste fero in agro Sabino sementem fieri proscriptionis.
Senatores multos esse Romae nos quoque audieramus. Ecquid potes dicere,
cur exierint? In his locis opinio est coniectura magis quam nuntio aut
litteris Caesarem Formiis a. d. XI Kal. Apriles fore. Hic ego vellem
habere Homeri illam Minervam simulatam Mentori, cui dicerem:

Μέντορ, πῶς τ' ἄρ' ἴω, πῶς τ' ἂρ προσπτύξομαι αὐτόν;

Nullam rem umquam difficiliorem cogitavi, sed cogito tamen nec ero
ut in malis imparatus. Sed cura, ut valeas. Puto enim diem tuum heri
fuisse.

[90] _For the unintelligible_ alter multos _Reid suggests_ ante multo;
_Purser_ alter duos aliquos dies abest, alter multos.

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So now two of Pompey's praefects of engineers have fallen into my hands
and I have set them free. If they have any gratitude, they ought to
exhort Pompey to prefer my friendship to that of men who were always
the bitterest enemies both to him and to me. It is their machinations
that have brought the State into its present plight.




VIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 14_, B.C. _49_]

[Sidenote: Odyssey iii, 22]

As I was dining on the 14th, and indeed after nightfall, Statius
brought a short letter from you. For your query about L. Torquatus, not
only Lucius but also Aulus has gone [the former some two days],[91] the
latter a long time ago. For your news about the sale of prisoners at
Reate, I am sorry that the seeds of a proscription should be sown in
the Sabine district. That many members of the House are at Rome, I also
have heard. Can you give any reason why they ever left it? Here there
is an idea based on guesswork rather than message or dispatch that
Caesar will be at Formiae on March the 22nd. I wish I could have here
Homer's Minerva disguised as Mentor, that I might say to her, "Mentor,
how shall I go, and how shall I welcome him, pray?" I have never had a
more difficult step to think of. But I think of it nevertheless: nor
shall I be unprepared, so far as the evil days permit. Take care of
yourself, for I fancy yesterday was the day for your fever.

[91] Adopting Purser's suggestion.

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IX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XVI K. Apr. a. 705_]

Tres epistulas tuas accepi postridie Idus. Erant autem IIII, III,
pridie Idus datae. Igitur antiquissimae cuique primum respondebo.
Adsentio tibi, ut in Formiano potissimum commorer, etiam de supero
mari, temptaboque,[92] ut antea ad te scripsi, ecquonam modo possim
voluntate eius nullam rei publicae partem attingere. Quod laudas, quia
oblivisci me scripsi ante facta et delicta nostri amici, ego vero ita
facio. Quin ea ipsa, quae a te commemorantur, secus ab eo in me ipsum
facta esse non memini. Tanto plus apud me valere beneficii gratiam
quam iniuriae dolorem volo. Faciamus igitur, ut censes, colligamusque
nos. Σοφιστεύω enim, simul ut rus decurro, atque in decursu θέσεις
meas commentari non desino. Sed sunt quaedam earum perdifficiles ad
iudicandum. De optimatibus sit sane ita, ut vis; sed nosti illud
Διονύσιος ἐν Κορίνθω.

[92] temptaboque _Nipperdey_: plaboque _M_: perlabor _I_.

Titini filius apud Caesarem est. Quod autem quasi vereri videris,
ne mihi tua consilia displiceant, me vero nihil delectat aliud nisi
consilium et litterae tuae. Quare fac, ut ostendis, ne destiteris ad
me, quicquid tibi in mentem venerit, scribere. Mihi nihil potest esse
gratius.

Venio ad alteram nunc epistulam. Recte non credis de numero militum;
ipso dimidio plus scripsit

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IX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 17_, B.C. _49_]

I got three letters from you on the 16th. They were dated the 12th,
13th and 14th. So I will take the earliest first. I agree with you that
it is best for me to stay at Formiae. I also agree about the Adriatic.
But as I wrote you before, I will strive to discover how I may be able
with Caesar's goodwill to keep quite clear of politics. You praise me
for saying that I forget Pompey's former misdeeds and ill-doings, but
it is a fact. Nay, those very actions you call to mind, in which he did
harm to me myself, have no place in my memory. I am so determined to
feel gratitude for his kindness rather than resentment for injuries.
Let me act then as you decree, and pull myself together. For I
philosophize as I walk about my estate, and in my perambulations I do
not cease to ponder my themes. But some of them are very difficult to
decide. As for the loyalists, let it be as you wish. You know the old
saying "Dionysius in Corinth."[93]

[93] Dionysius, when expelled from the throne of Syracuse, fled to
Corinth and according to some authorities set up a school there. But
whether the saying here mentioned refers merely to his exile and means
"There are ups and downs in life," or to his schoolmastering, as Jeans
suggests, referring to a passage in _Tusc._ III, 27, where Cicero
says Dionysius took to schoolmastering because he wished to tyrannize
over somebody, is uncertain. If the latter, it would mean that the
_optimates_ would ill-use Cicero again as soon as they got the power.

Titinius' son is with Caesar. You seem to fear that your advice irks
me; but nothing indeed pleases me except your counsel and your letters.
So do as you promise. Do not omit to write to me anything that comes
into your mind; for nothing can delight me more.

I turn now to your next letter. You are right not

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Clodia. Falsum etiam de corruptis navibus. Quod consules laudas, ego
quoque animum laudo, sed consilium reprehendo; dispersu enim illorum
actio de pace sublata est, quam quidem ego meditabar. Itaque postea
Demetri librum de concordia tibi remisi et Philotimo dedi. Nec vero
dubito, quin exitiosum bellum impendeat; cuius initium ducetur a
fame. Et me tamen doleo non interesse huic bello! In quo tanta vis
sceleris futura est, ut, cum parentes non alere nefarium sit, nostri
principes antiquissimam et sanctissimam parentem, patriam, fame
necandam putent. Atque hoc non opinione timeo, sed interfui sermonibus.
Omnis haec classis Alexandria, Colchis, Tyro, Sidone, Arado, Cypro,
Pamphylia, Lycia, Rhodo, Chio, Byzantio, Lesbo, Zmyrna, Mileto, Coo
ad intercludendos commeatus Italiae et ad occupandas frumentarias
provincias comparatur. At quam veniet iratus! et iis quidem maxime,
qui eum maxime salvum volebant, quasi relictus ab iis, quos reliquit.
Itaque mihi dubitanti, quid me facere par sit, permagnum pondus adfert
benevolentia erga illum; qua dempta perire melius esset in patria quam
patriam servando evertere. De septemtrione plane ita est. Metuo,

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to believe the reports about the number of Pompey's soldiers.
Clodia's letter made them just double. It was untrue also about the
destruction of the vessels. You praise the consuls; so do I praise
their courage, but I blame their policy. Their departure has destroyed
the negotiations for peace, the very thing which I was contemplating.
So after that I returned you Demetrius' book on Concord and gave it to
Philotimus. And I have no doubt a disastrous war is imminent, which
will be ushered in by famine. And here I am lamenting that I have no
hand in the war, a war which will be so criminal, that though it is
wicked not to support one's parents, yet our chiefs will not hesitate
to destroy by starvation their country, that most reverend and holiest
of parents! And my fears are not based on mere surmise. I have heard
their talk. All this fleet from Alexandria, Colchis, Tyre, Sidon,
Aradus, Cyprus, Pamphylia, Lycia, Rhodes, Chius, Byzantium, Lesbos,
Smyrna, Miletus, Cos, is being got ready to cut off the supplies of
Italy and to blockade the grain-producing provinces. And how angry
Pompey will be when he comes, particularly with those who particularly
desire his safety, as if he were abandoned by those whom he has
abandoned! So in my doubt what I ought to do, I am greatly swayed by my
good feeling towards Pompey. Without that it were better to perish in
my country, than to destroy my country by saving it. As to the north
wind, it is clearly as you write. I fear Epirus

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ne vexetur Epirus; sed quem tu locum Graeciae non direptum iri
putas? Praedicat enim palam et militibus ostendit se largitione ipsa
superiorem quam hunc fore. Illud me praeclare admones, cum illum
videro, ne nimis indulgenter, et ut cum gravitate potius loquar. Plane
sic faciendum. Arpinum, cum eum convenero, cogito, ne forte aut absim,
cum veniet, aut cursem huc illuc via deterrima. Bibulum, ut scribis,
audio venisse et redisse pridie Idus.

Philotimum, ut ais in epistula tertia, exspectabas. At ille Idibus a
me profectus est. Eo serius ad tuam illam epistulam, cui ego statim
rescripseram, redditae sunt meae litterae. De Domitio, ut scibis,
ita opinor esse, ut et in Cosano sit, et consilium eius ignoretur.
Iste omnium turpissimus et sordidissimus, qui consularia comitia a
praetore ait haberi posse, est idem, qui semper in re publica fuit.
Itaque nimirum hoc illud est, quod Caesar scribit in ea epistula,
cuius exemplum ad te misi, se velle uti "consilio" meo (age, esto;
hoc commune est), "gratia" (ineptum id quidem, sed, puto, hoc simulat
ad quasdam senatorum sententias), "dignitate" (fortasse sententiae
consularis). Illud extremum est: "ope omnium rerum." Id ego suspicari
coepi tum ex tuis litteris aut hoc ipsum esse aut non multo secus. Nam
permagni eius interest rem ad interregnum non venire. Id adsequitur, si
per praetorem consules creantur. Nos autem in libris

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may be harassed, but do you suppose there is any part of Greece that
will not be robbed? Pompey openly declares and shows his men that he
will be more liberal even than Caesar in largesse. You do well to
advise me, when I see Caesar, not to be too complacent, and to speak
rather with dignity. Clearly I must do so. I am thinking of going to
Arpinum after I have met him; for I do not want to be absent on his
arrival, or to have to travel to and fro in the wretched condition of
the roads. I hear, as you write, that Bibulus came and went back on the
14th.

[Sidenote: Iliad iv, 182]

You say in your third letter that you were awaiting Philotimus. He set
out from me on the 15th. That was why my reply to your letter, which
I wrote immediately, was late in reaching you. I think you are right
about Domitius, that he is in his place at Cosa; but what his plan
is, is not known. That disgraceful mean blackguard M. Lepidus, who
says that the consular elections may be held by a praetor, is playing
his old part in politics. So that was the meaning of the passage in
Caesar's letter of which I sent you a copy, that he wanted to enjoy my
"advice" (well, that is a general expression), my "influence" (that
is flattery, but I suppose he affects to want it with a view to the
votes of certain senators), my "position" (perhaps he means my vote as
an ex-consul). His last phrase is "help in every way." I have begun
to suspect from your letter that that is the point, or something very
like it. For it is highly important to him that there should not be
an interregnum. That point is attained, if consuls are created by a
praetor. But in our state books it is set down that it is illegal not
only for

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habemus non modo consules a praetore, sed ne praetores quidem creari
ius esse, idque factum esse numquam; consules eo non esse ius, quod
maius imperium a minore rogari non sit ius, praetores autem, quod ita
rogentur, ut collegae consulibus sint, quorum est maius imperium.
Aberit non longe, quin hoc a me decerni velit neque sit contentus
Galba, Scaevola, Cassio, Antonio:

                      Τότε μοι χάνοι εὐρεῖα χθών!

Sed, quanta tempestas impendeat, vides. Qui transierint senatores,
scribam ad te, cum certum habebo. De re frumentaria recte intellegis,
quae nullo modo administrari sine vectigalibus potest; nec sine causa
et eos, qui circum illum sunt, omnia postulantes et bellum nefarium
times. Trebatium nostrum, etsi, ut scribis, nihil bene sperat, tamen
videre sane velim. Quem fac horteris, ut properet; opportune enim ad me
ante adventum Caesaris venerit. De Lanuvino, statim ut audivi Phameam
mortuum, optavi, si modo esset futura res publica, ut id aliquis emeret
meorum, neque tamen de te, qui maxime meus es, cogitavi. Sciebam enim
te "quoto anno" et "quantum in solo" solere quaerere neque solum Romae,
sed etiam Deli tuum διάγραμμα videram.[94] Verum tamen ego illud,
quamquam est bellum, minoris aestimo, quam aestimabatur Marcellino
consule, cum ego istos hortulos propter domum Anti, quam tum habebam,
iucundiores mihi fore putabam et minore impensa, quam si Tusculanum
refecissem. Volui HS. Q. Egi per praedem, ille daret tanti, cum haberet
venale.

[94] διάγραμμα _Malespina_; digamma _MSS._

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consuls to be created by the praetors, but for the very praetors
themselves, and that it has never been done; that it is illegal for
consuls, because it is illegal for persons with greater powers to be
proposed for election by those with less; for praetors, because they
are proposed as colleagues of the consuls who have the greater powers.
The next thing will be, he will want me to vote for it, and he will
not be content with Galba, Scaevola, Cassius and Antonius, "then let
the wide earth swallow me." But you see what a storm is coming. Which
senators have crossed over to Pompey I will tell you as soon as I
know. You are right about the corn supply: it cannot be done without
taxation: and you have cause to fear the exorbitant demands of Pompey's
associates and a wicked war. I should much like to see my friend
Trebatius, although you tell me he is in despair. Do bid him hurry,
for it will be convenient, if he comes before Caesar's arrival. As for
that estate at Lanuvium, as soon as I heard of the death of Phamea, I
longed, if the constitution was going to last, that one of my friends
should buy it, and yet I did not think of you, my best friend of all.
For I know that it is your custom to inquire in how many years you
may recoup yourself of a purchase, and the value of fixtures, and I
had seen your inventory not only at Rome but at Delos. But, though it
is a pretty property, I rate it at a lower value than it was rated in
Marcellinus' consulship, when I thought that, owing to the house I then
had at Antium, those little gardens would please me better and cost
less than the repair of my villa at Tusculum. I wanted the property for
£4,500.[95] I made an offer to that amount through a third party, when
he was putting

[95] Q. = quingentis millibus, i.e. 500,000 sesterces.

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Noluit. Sed nunc omnia ista iacere puto propter nummorum caritatem.
Mihi quidem erit aptissimum vel nobis potius, si tu emeris; sed eius
dementias cave contemnas. Valde est venustum. Quamquam mihi ista omnia
iam addicta vastitati videntur.

Respondi epistulis tribus, sed exspecto alias; nam me adhuc tuae
litterae sustentarunt. D. Liberalibus.




X

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XV K. Apr. a. 705_]

Nihil habebam, quod scriberem. Neque enim novi quicquam audieram et
ad tuas omnes rescripseram pridie. Sed, cum me aegritudo non solum
somno privaret, verum ne vigilare quidem sine summo dolore pateretur,
tecum ut quasi loquerer, in quo uno acquiesco, hoc nescio quid nullo
argumento proposito scribere institui.

Amens mihi fuisse videor a principio, et me una haec res torquet, quod
non omnibus in rebus labentem vel potius ruentem Pompeium tamquam
unus manipularis secutus sim. Vidi hominem XIIII K. Febr. plenum
formidinis. Illo ipso die sensi, quid ageret. Numquam mihi postea
placuit, nec umquam aliud in alio peccare destitit. Nihil interim ad
me scribere, nihil nisi fugam cogitare. Quid quaeris? sicut ἐν τοῖς
ἐρωτικοῖς alienant immundae, insulsae, indecorae, sic me illius fugae
neglegentiaeque deformitas

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it up for sale: but he refused. Nowadays I suppose all such property
is depreciated on account of the scarcity of money. It will suit me
admirably, or rather us, if you buy it. Don't despise the late owner's
folly: it is a most charming place. However, all these seats seem now
to be doomed to destruction.

I have answered three of your letters; but I await others. So far your
letters have been my support.

March 17.




X

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 18_, B.C. _49_]

I have nothing to write. There is no news that I have heard, and all
your letters I answered yesterday. But as a sick heart not only robs
me of sleep, but will not allow me even to keep awake without the
greatest pain, I have begun to write to you something or other without
any definite subject, that I may have a sort of talk with you, the only
thing that gives me relief.

I seem to myself to have been mad from the very beginning, and the one
thing that tortures me is that I did not follow Pompey like a private
soldier, when he was slipping or rather rushing to ruin. I saw he was
terrified on the 17th of January: on that day I felt what he would do.
Since then I have never approved his course, and he has never ceased to
commit one blunder after another. Meantime not a letter to me, nothing
but thoughts of flight. Well! Just as in love affairs men are repelled
by untidiness, stupidity and indelicacy, so the ugliness of

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avertit ab amore. Nihil enim dignum faciebat, quare eius fugae comitem
me adiungerem. Nunc emergit amor, nunc desiderium ferre non possum,
nunc mihi nihil libri, nihil litterae, nihil doctrina prodest. Ita
dies et noctes tamquam avis illa mare prospecto, evolare cupio. Do, do
poenas temeritatis meae. Etsi quae fuit illa temeritas? quid feci non
consideratissime? Si enim nihil praeter fugam quaereretur, fugissem
libentissime, sed genus belli crudelissimi et maximi, quod nondum
vident homines quale futurum sit, perhorrui. Quae minae municipiis,
quae nominatim viris bonis, quae denique omnibus, qui remansissent!
quam crebro illud "Sulla potuit, ego non potero?"! Mihi autem haeserunt
illa. Male Tarquinius, qui Porsenam, qui Octavium Mamilium contra
patriam, impie Coriolanus, qui auxilium petiit a Volscis, recte
Themistocles, qui mori maluit, nefarius Hippias, Pisistrati filius,
qui in Marathonia pugna cecidit arma contra patriam ferens. At Sulla,
at Marius, at Cinna recte, immo iure fortasse; sed quid eorum victoria
crudelius, quid funestius? Huius belli genus fugi, et eo magis, quod
crudeliora etiam cogitari et parari videbam. Me, quem non nulli
conservatorem istius urbis, quem parentem esse dixerunt, Getarum et
Armeniorum et Colchorum copias ad eam adducere? me meis civibus famem,
vastitatem inferre Italiae? Hunc primum mortalem esse, deinde etiam

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his flight and his carelessness have estranged my love. For he has
done nothing of a kind to induce me to share his flight. But now my
old love breaks forth: now I miss him intolerably: now books, letters,
philosophy, do not help me one whit. Day and night, like that bird,[96]
I gaze at the sea, and long to take flight. Sorely am I punished for my
rashness. Yet what rashness was there? I acted with all deliberation.
For, if flight were his only object, I would have fled gladly enough.
But I was aghast at warfare so cruel and desperate, the upshot of which
is still unknown. What threats against the country towns, against
the loyalists by name, in fact against all who should stay behind!
How frequently has he remarked "Sulla could do it, and shall not I?"
I could not get rid of thoughts like these. It was base in Tarquin
to egg on Porsena and Octavius Mamilius against his country; it was
wicked in Coriolanus, to seek help from the Volscians. Themistocles
was right who preferred to die. What a dastard was Hippias, the son of
Pisistratus, who fell at the battle of Marathon, bearing arms against
his country! Yes, but Sulla and Marius and Cinna acted rightly, perhaps
one should say within their rights; but then victory brought cruelty
and death. I shrank from a war of that kind, and also because I saw
cruelty even greater was being planned and prepared. Was it for me,
whom some called the saviour and father of Rome, to bring against her
hordes of Getae, Armenians and Colchians? Was it for me to bring famine
on my fellow-townsmen and devastation on Italy? In the first place I
reflected that Caesar was

[96] Cf. Plato, _Ep._ vii, 348A, καθάπερ ὄρνις ποθῶν ποθὲν ἀναπτᾶσθαι
"Like a bird longing to fly somewhither."

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multis modis posse exstingui cogitabam, urbem autem et populum nostrum
servandum ad immortalitatem, quantum in nobis esset, putabam, et tamen
spes quaedam me oblectabat fore ut aliquid conveniret, potius quam aut
hic tantum sceleris aut ille tantum flagitii admitteret.

Alia res nunc tota est, alia mens mea. Sol, ut est in tua quadam
epistula, excidisse mihi e mundo videtur. Ut aegroto, dum anima est,
spes esse dicitur, sic ego, quoad Pompeius in Italia fuit, sperare non
destiti. Haec, haec me fefellerunt, et, ut verum loquar, aetas iam a
diuturnis laboribus devexa ad otium domesticarum me rerum delectatione
mollivit. Nunc, si vel periculose experiundum erit, experiar certe,
ut hinc avolem. Ante oportuit fortasse; sed ea, quae scripsisti, me
tardarunt, et auctoritas maxime tua. Nam, cum ad hunc locum venissem,
evolvi volumen epistularum tuarum, quod ego sub signo habeo servoque
diligentissime. Erat igitur in ea, quam X K. Febr. dederas, hoc modo:
"Sed videamus, et Gnaeus quid agat, et illius rationes quorsum fluant.
Quodsi iste Italiam relinquet, faciet omnino male, et, ut ego existimo,
ἀλογίστως, sed tum demum consilia nostra commutanda erunt." Hoc scribis
post diem quartum, quam ab urbe discessimus. Deinde VIII K. Febr.:
"Tantum modo Gnaeus noster ne, ut urbem ἀλογίστως reliquit, sic Italiam
relinquat." Eodem die das alteras litteras, quibus mihi consulenti
planissime respondes. Est enim sic: "Sed venio ad consultationem tuam.
Si Gnaeus Italia cedit, in urbem redeundum puto; quae enim finis
peregrinationis?" Hoc mihi

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mortal, and besides might be got rid of in many ways. But I thought
that our city and our people should be preserved so far as in us lay
for immortality; and anyhow I cherished a hope that some arrangement
might be made before Caesar perpetrated such a crime or Pompey such
iniquity.

Now the case is altered and my mind is altered too. The sun, as you
say in one of your letters, seems to me to have fallen out of the
universe. As a sick man is said to have hope, so long as he has breath,
so I did not cease to hope so long as Pompey was in Italy. This, this
was what deceived me, and to speak the truth after my long labours my
life's evening falling peacefully has made me lazy with the thought of
domestic pleasures. But now, even if risk must be run in fleeing hence,
assuredly I will run it. Perhaps I ought to have done it before: but
the points you wrote about delayed me, and especially your influence.
For, when I got so far, I opened the packet of your letters, which
I keep under seal and preserve with the greatest care. In a letter
dated the 21st of January, you make the following remark: "Let us see
Pompey's policy and the drift of his plans. Now if he leave Italy, it
will be wrong and to my mind irrational: but then and not till then
will be the time to change our plans." This you wrote on the fourth day
after I left Rome. Then on the 23rd of January: "I only pray that our
friend Pompey will not leave Italy, as he has irrationally left Rome."
On the same day you wrote another letter, a frank reply to my request
for advice. It runs: "But to answer the question on which you ask
advice, if Pompey leaves Italy, I think you ought to return to Rome:
for what can be the end to his

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plane haesit, et nunc ita video, infinitum bellum iunctum miserrima
fuga, quam tu peregrinationem ὑποκορίζη. Sequitur χρησμὸς VI K.
Februarias: "Ego, si Pompeius manet in Italia, nec res ad pactionem
venit, longius bellum puto fore; sin Italiam relinquit, ad posterum
bellum ἄσπονδον strui existimo." Huius igitur belli ego particeps et
socius et adiutor esse cogor, quod et ἄσπονδον est et cum civibus?
Deinde VII Idus Febr., cum iam plura audires de Pompei consilio,
concludis epistulam quandam hoc modo: "Ego quidem tibi non sim
auctor, si Pompeius Italiam relinquit, te quoque profugere. Summo
enim periculo facies nec rei publicae proderis; cui quidem posterius
poteris prodesse, si manseris." Quem φιλόπατριν ac πολιτικὸν hominis
prudentis et amici tali admonitu non moveret auctoritas? Deinceps III
Idus Febr. iterum mihi respondes consulenti sic: "Quod quaeris a me,
fugamne[97] defendam an moram utiliorem putem, ego vero in praesentia
subitum discessum et praecipitem profectionem cum tibi tum ipsi Gnaeo
inutilem et periculosam puto, et satius esse existimo vos dispertitos
et in speculis esse; sed medius fidius turpe nobis puto esse de
fuga cogitare." Hoc turpe Gnaeus noster biennio ante cogitavit. Ita
sullaturit animus eius et proscripturit iam diu. Inde, ut opinor, cum
tu ad me quaedam γενικώτερον scripsisses, et ego mihi a te significari
putassem, ut Italia cederem, detestaris hoc diligenter XI K. Mart.:
"Ego vero nulla epistula significavi, si Gnaeus Italia cederet, ut tu
una cederes, aut, si significavi, non dico fui inconstans,

[97] fugamne--putem, as _Otto Müller: M reads_ fugamne fidam (_corr.
from_ fedam) an moram defendam utiliorem putem. _Other suggested
emendations are_ fugamne suadeam an moram defendam utilioremque
putem _(Klotz), and_ fugamne foedam an moram desidem utiliorem putem
(_Manutius_).

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wanderings?" This gave me pause, and I see now endless war is attached
to that wretched flight, which you playfully called "wandering." There
follows your prophecy of the 25th of January: "If Pompey stays in Italy
and no arrangement is reached, I fancy there will be a very long war.
If he leaves Italy, I think that for the future there will be war _à
l'outrance_." In this war then _à l'outrance_, this civil war, am I
forced to take part and lot and share? Next on the 7th of February,
when you had heard more of Pompey's plans, you end a letter as follows:
"I would not advise you to flee, if Pompey leaves Italy. You will run
a very great risk, and will not help the country, which you may be
able to help hereafter, if you remain." What patriot and politician
would not be influenced by such advice from a wise man and a friend?
Next on the 11th of February you answer my request for counsel again
as follows: "You ask me whether I hold that flight or delay is more
useful. Well, I think that at the present juncture a sudden departure
and hasty journey would be useless and dangerous both to yourself and
to Pompey, and that it were better for you to be apart, and each on
his own watch tower. But upon my honour I hold it disgraceful of us to
think of flight." This disgrace our Pompey meditated two years ago: so
long has he been eager to play at Sulla and proscriptions. Then, as
I fancy, when you had written to me in more general terms and I had
thought that some of your remarks hinted at my departure from Italy,
you protest emphatically against it on the 19th of February: "In no
letter have I hinted that you should accompany Pompey, if he leaves
Italy, or, if I did hint it, I was worse than inconsistent, I was mad."


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sed demens." In eadem epistula alio loco: "Nihil relinquitur nisi
fuga; cui te socium neutiquam puto esse oportere nec umquam putavi."
Totam autem hanc deliberationem evolvis accuratius in litteris VIII
Kal. Mart. datis: "Si M'. Lepidus et L. Volcacius remanent, manendum
puto, ita ut, si salvus sit Pompeius et constiterit alicubi, hanc
νέκυιαν relinquas et te in certamine vinci cum illo facilius patiaris
quam cum hoc in ea, quae perspicitur futura, colluvie regnare." Multa
disputas huic sententiae convenientia. Inde ad extremum: "Quid, si,
inquis", "Lepidus et Volcacius discedunt? Plane ἀπορῶ. Quod evenerit
igitur, et quod egeris, id στερκτέον putabo." Si tum dubitaras, nunc
certe non dubitas istis manentibus. Deinde in ipsa fuga V Kal. Martias:
"Interea non dubito quin in Formiano mansurus sis. Commodissime enim
τὸ μέλλον ibi καραδοκήσεις." Ad K. Mart., cum ille quintum iam diem
Brundisi esset: "Tum poterimus deliberare non scilicet integra re, sed
certe minus infracta, quam si una proieceris te." Deinde IIII Non.
Martias, ὑπὸ τὴν λῆψιν cum breviter scriberes, tamen ponis hoc: "Cras
scribam plura et ad omnia; hoc tamen dicam, non paenitere me consilii
de tua mansione, et, quamquam magna sollicitudine, tamen, quia minus
mali puto esse quam in illa profectione, maneo in sententia et gaudeo
te mansisse." Cum vero iam angerer et timerem, ne quid a me dedecoris
esset admissum, III Nonas Mart.: "Tamen te non esse una cum Pompeio non
fero moleste. Postea, si opus fuerit, non erit difficile, et

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In the same letter there is another passage: "Nothing is left for
Pompey but flight, in which I do not think and never have thought that
you should share." This counsel you unroll in detail in your letter
dated the 22nd of February: "If M'. Lepidus and L. Volcacius stay, I
think you should stay, provided, if Pompey wins safety and makes a
stand anywhere, you should leave these _âmes damnées_, and rather share
defeat with him than share Caesar's sovereignty in the mire that will
be." You argue at length in support of this view, then at the end you
say: "What if Lepidus and Volcacius depart? I am quite at a loss. So I
shall think you must face the event and abide by what you have done."
If you had any doubt then, you certainly have no doubt left now, as
those two persons remain in Italy. Next, when the flight was actually
made on Feb. 25: "Meantime I have no doubt you should stay at Formiae.
It will be most convenient there to await the event." On the 1st of
March, when Pompey had been four days at Brundisium: "Then we shall
be able to debate, not indeed with a free hand but assuredly less
hampered, than if you had shared his plunge." Next on the 4th of March,
though you scribbled a line on the eve of your fever bout, nevertheless
you say this: "I will write more to-morrow, and answer all your
questions. But I maintain this, that I am not sorry for advising you
to stay, and, though very anxious, still, because I fancy it is better
than flight, I stick to my opinion and am glad that you have stayed
in Italy." When I was already tortured with fear that my conduct was
disgraceful on the 5th of March you write: "However I am not sorry that
you are not with Pompey. Hereafter, if need arise, it will be easy,

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illi, quoquo tempore fiet, erit ἀσμενιστόν. Sed hoc ita dico, si hic,
qua ratione initium fecit, eadem cetera aget, sincere, temperate,
prudenter, valde videro et consideratius utilitati nostrae consuluero."
VII Idus Martias scribis Peducaeo quoque nostro probari, quod quierim;
cuius auctoritas multum apud me valet. His ego tuis scriptis me
consolor, ut nihil a me adhuc delictum putem. Tu modo auctoritatem tuam
defendito; adversus me nihil opus est, sed consciis egeo aliis. Ego,
si nihil peccavi, reliqua tuebor. Ad ea tute hortare et me omnino tua
cogitatione adiuva. Hic nihildum de reditu Caesaris audiebatur. Ego his
litteris hoc tamen profeci, perlegi omnes tuas et in eo acquievi.




XI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XIII K. Apr. a. 705_]

Lentulum nostrum scis Puteolis esse? Quod cum e viatore quodam
esset auditum, qui se diceret eum in Appia, cum is paulum lecticam
aperuisset, cognosse, etsi vix veri simile, misi tamen Puteolos pueros,
qui pervestigarent, et ad eum litteras. Inventus est vix in hortis suis
se occultans litterasque mihi remisit mirifice gratias agens Caesari;
de suo autem consilio C. Caesio mandata ad me dedisse. Eum ego hodie
exspectabam, id est XIII K. Apriles.

Venit etiam ad me Matius Quinquatribus, homo

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and to him, whenever it happens, acceptable. When I say this, it is
with the reservation, that, if Caesar continues, as he has begun,
acting with good faith, moderation and prudence, I must thoroughly
review the matter and consider more closely what our interests advise."
On the 9th of March you write that my friend Peducaeus too approves my
inaction: and his authority has much weight with me. From these lines
of yours I console myself with the reflection that so far I have done
nothing wrong: but pray support your position. So far as I am concerned
there is no need: but I want others to be my accomplices. If I have not
done wrong so far, I will take care of the future. Do you maintain your
exhortations and assist me with your reflections. Here nothing as yet
has been heard about Caesar's return. For myself I have won thus much
good by my letter, I have read all yours and found rest in the act.




XI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 20_, B.C. _49_]

Do you know that our friend Lentulus is at Puteoli? I heard this from
a passer-by, who declared he recognized him on the Appian road as he
drew aside the curtains of his litter, and, though it seemed hardly
probable, I sent servants to Puteoli to track him and hand him a
letter. He was found with difficulty concealing himself on his estate,
and returned me a letter in which he expressed amazing gratitude to
Caesar. But about his own plans he said he had sent me a message by C.
Caesius. I expect him to-day, the 20th of March.

Matius also came to me on the 19th of March.

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mehercule, ut mihi visus est, temperatus et prudens; existimatus
quidem est semper auctor otii. Quam ille hoc non probare mihi quidem
visus est, quam illam νέκυιαν, ut tu appellas, timere! Huic ego in
multo sermone epistulam ad me Caesaris ostendi, eam cuius exemplum ad
te antea misi, rogavique, ut interpretaretur, quid esset, quod ille
scriberet, "consilio meo se uti velle, gratia, dignitate, ope rerum
omnium." Respondit se non dubitare, quin et opem et gratiam meam ille
ad pacificationem quaereret. Utinam aliquod in hac miseria rei publicae
πολιτικὸν opus efficere et navare mihi liceat! Matius quidem et illum
in ea sententia esse confidebat et se auctorem fore pollicebatur.

Pridie autem apud me Crassipes fuerat, qui se pridie Non. Martias
Brundisio profectum atque ibi Pompeium reliquisse dicebat, quod etiam,
qui viii Idus illinc profecti erant, nuntiabant; illa vero omnes,
in quibus etiam Crassipes, qui pro sua prudentia potuit attendere,
sermones minaces, inimicos optimatium, municipiorum hostes, meras
proscriptiones, meros Sullas; quae Lucceium loqui, quae totam Graeciam,
quae vero Theophanem! Et tamen omnis spes salutis in illis est, et ego
excubo animo nec partem ullam capio quietis et, ut has pestes effugiam,
cum dissimillimis nostri esse cupio! Quid enim tu illic Scipionem, quid
Faustum, quid Libonem praetermissurum sceleris putas, quorum creditores
convenire dicuntur? quid eos autem, cum vicerint, in cives effecturos?
quam vero μικροψυχίαν Gnaei nostri esse? Nuntiant Aegyptum et Arabiam
εὐδαίμονα et Μεσοποταμίαν

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He seemed to me, I do declare, moderate and sensible: certainly he
has always been thought to be in favour of peace. How he disliked
this present pass! How he seemed to fear these _âmes damnées_, as you
call them! In the course of a long talk I showed him Caesar's letter
to me, of which I sent you a copy before, and I asked him to explain
what Caesar meant by writing that he wished "to take advantage of my
advice, my influence, my position and my help of all sorts." Matius
replied that undoubtedly Caesar wanted my help and influence to make
peace. Would that I could succeed in carrying through some political
compromise in this miserable state of affairs! Matius himself declared
that Caesar had that feeling, and promised that he would help such a
course.

However the day before Crassipes had been with me, and he said that
he had quitted Brundisium on the 6th of March and left Pompey there;
the same tale was brought by those who quitted the place on the 8th.
All of them, and among the rest Crassipes, who was quite capable of
observing what was going on, had the same story, threatening words,
breach with the loyalists, hostility to the municipalities, nothing but
proscriptions, nothing but Sullas. How Lucceius talked, all the Greeks
and Theophanes too! Nevertheless the only hope of safety lies in them,
and I am on the watch and take no rest and long to be with the most
uncongenial associates to escape the plague here. For what crime do
you think that Scipio will stick at, or Faustus and Libo, when their
creditors are said to be selling them up, and what do you suppose they
will do to the citizens when they win? How pusillanimous Pompey is!
They say that he is thinking of Egypt and Arabia Felix and Mesopotamia

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cogitare, iam Hispaniam abiecisse. Monstra narrant; quae falsa esse
possunt, sed certe et haec perdita sunt et illa non saltaria. Tuas
litteras iam desidero. Post fugam nostram numquam tam longum earum
intervallum fuit. Misi ad te exemplum litterarum mearum ad Caesarem,
quibus me aliquid profecturum puto.




XIa

CICERO IMP. S.D. CAESARI IMP


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XIV K. Apr._]

Ut legi tuas litteras, quas a Furnio nostro acceperam, quibus mecum
agebas, ut ad urbem essem, te velle uti "consilio et dignitate mea"
minus sum admiratus; de "gratia" et de "ope" quid significares mecum
ipse quaerebam, spe tamen deducebar ad eam cogitationem, ut te pro tua
admirabili ac singulari sapientia de otio, de pace, de concordia civium
agi velle arbitrarer, et ad eam rationem existimabam satis aptam esse
et naturam et personam meam. Quod si ita est, et si qua de Pompeio
nostro tuendo et tibi ac rei publicae reconciliando cura te attingit,
magis idoneum, quam ego sum, ad eam causam profecto reperies neminem,
qui et illi semper et senatui, cum primum potui, pacis auctor fui,
nec sumptis armis belli ullam partem, attigi, iudicavique eo bello te
violari, contra cuius honorem populi Romani beneficio concessum inimici
atque invidi niterentur. Sed, ut eo tempore non modo ipse fautor
dignitatis tuae fui, verum etiam ceteris auctor ad te adiuvandum, sic
me nunc Pompei

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and has given up Spain. The report is monstrous, but may be false.
Certainly all is lost here, and there is not much hope there. I long
for a letter from you. Since my flight there has never been so long a
break in our correspondence. I send you a copy of my letter to Caesar.
I think it will do some good.




XIa

CICERO THE IMPERATOR TO CAESAR THE IMPERATOR, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 19_, B.C. _49_]

On reading your letter, which I got from our friend Furnius, in which
you told me to come near Rome, I was not much surprised at your wishing
to employ "my advice and my position"; but I asked myself what you
meant by my "influence" and "help." However, my hopes led me to think
that a man of your admirable statesmanship would wish to act for the
comfort, peace, and agreement of the citizens, and for that purpose I
considered my own character and inclination very suitable. If that is
the case, and if you are touched by the desire to protect our friend
Pompey and reconcile him to yourself and the State, I am sure you
will find no one more suited for the purpose than I am. I have always
advocated peace both with Pompey and the Senate ever since I have been
able to do so, nor since the outbreak of hostilities have I taken any
part in the war; I have considered that the war was attacking your
rights in that envious and hostile persons were opposing a distinction
conferred on you by the grace of the Roman people. But, as at that time
I not only upheld your rights but urged others to assist you, so now I
am greatly concerned with the rights of Pompey. It is

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dignitas vehementer movet. Aliquot enim sunt anni, cum vos duo delegi,
quos praecipue colerem et quibus essem, sicut sum, amicissimus. Quam
ob rem a te peto vel potius omnibus te precibus oro et obtestor, ut in
tuis maximis curis aliquid impertias temporis huic quoque cogitationi,
ut tuo beneficio bonus vir, gratus, pius denique esse in maximi
beneficii memoria possim. Quae si tantum ad me ipsum pertinerent,
sperarem me a te tamen impetraturum, sed, ut arbitror, et ad tuam fidem
et ad rem publicam pertinet, me et pacis et utriusque vestrum amicum,
et ad vestram[98] et ad civium concordiam per te quam accommodatissimum
conservari. Ego, cum antea tibi de Lentulo gratias egissem, cum ei
saluti, qui mihi fuerat, fuisses, tamen lectis eius litteris, quas ad
me gratissimo animo de tua liberalitate beneficioque misit, eandem mi
videor[99] salutem a te accepisse quam ille. In quem si me intellegis
esse gratum, cura, obsecro, ut etiam in Pompeium esse possim.

[98] amicum, et ad vestram _added by Lehmann_.

[99] mi videor _Klotz_, _Schmidt_; me _MSS._




XII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano XIII K. Apr. a. 705_]

Legeram tuas litteras XIII K., cum mihi epistula adfertur a Lepta
circumvallatum esse Pompeium, ratibus etiam exitus portus teneri. Non
medius fidius prae lacrimis possum reliqua nec cogitare nec scribere.
Misi ad te exemplum. Miseros nos! cur non omnes fatum illius una
exsecuti sumus? Ecce autem a Matio et Trebatio eadem, quibus Menturnis
obvii Caesaris tabellarii. Torqueor infelix, ut iam illum Mucianum

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many years since I chose you two men for my special respect, and to
be my closest friends, as you are. So I ask you, or rather beseech
and entreat you with all urgency, that in spite of all your anxieties
you may devote some time to considering how I may be enabled by your
kindness to be what decency and gratitude, nay good-feeling, require,
in remembering my great debt to Pompey. If this only mattered to
myself, I should yet hope to obtain my request; but to my mind it
touches your honour and the public weal that I, a friend of peace and
of both of you, should be so supported by you that I may be able to
work for peace between you and peace amongst our fellow-citizens. I
thanked you formerly in the matter of Lentulus, for having saved him,
as he had saved me. Yet on reading the letter he has sent me full of
thankfulness for your generous kindness, I feel that his safety is my
debt as much as his. If you understand my gratitude to him, pray give
me the opportunity of showing my gratitude to Pompey too.




XII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 20_, B.C. _49_]

I had just read your letter on the 20th, when an epistle was brought to
me from Lepta announcing that Pompey was blockaded and that even escape
from the harbour was cut off by a fleet. Upon my honour tears prevent
me from thinking or writing anything else. I send you a copy of the
letter. Wretches that we are, why did we not all follow his fortunes
together? See now, here are Matius and Trebatius with the same tidings.
Caesar's letter-carriers met them at Menturnae. I am tortured with

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exitum exoptem. At quam honesta, at quam expedita tua consilia, quam
evigilata tuis cogitationibus qua itineris, qua navigationis, qua
congressus sermonisque cum Caesare! Omnia cum honesta tum cauta. In
Epirum vero invitatio quam suavis, quam liberalis, quam fraterna!

De Dionysio sum admiratus, qui apud me honoratior fuit quam apud
Scipionem Panaetius; a quo impurissime haec nostra fortuna despecta
est. Odi hominem et odero; utinam ulcisci possem! Sed illum ulciscentur
mores sui.

Tu, quaeso, nunc vel maxime, quid agendum nobis sit, cogita. Populi
Romani exercitus Cn. Pompeium circumsedet, fossa et vallo saeptum
tenet, fuga prohibet; nos vivimus, et stat urbs ista, praetores ius
dicunt, aediles ludos parant; viri boni usuras perscribunt, ego ipse
sedeo! Coner illuc ire ut insanus, implorare fidem municipiorum?
Boni non sequentur, leves irridebunt, rerum novarum cupidi, victores
praesertim et armati, vim et manus adferent. Quid censes igitur?
ecquidnam est tui consilii ad finem huius miserrimae vitae? Nunc doleo,
nunc torqueor, cum cuidam aut sapiens videor, quod una non ierim, aut
felix fuisse. Mihi contra. Numquam enim illius victoriae socius esse
volui, calamitatis mallem fuisse. Quid ego nunc tuas litteras, quid
tuam prudentiam aut benevolentiam implorem? Actum est; nulla re iam
possum iuvari,

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sorrow, so that now I would choose the end of Mucius.[100] But how
honourable, how simple, how clearly thought out was your advice as to
my land-route and my sea-route and my meeting and talk with Caesar! It
was equally honourable and prudent. Your invitation, too, to Epirus,
how kind and generous and brotherly it is!

[100] Q. Mucius Scaevola was murdered in 82 B.C. by the order of the
younger Marius. Cf. viii, 3.

As for Dionysius, I am surprised. I held him in greater honour than
Scipio held Panaetius, yet he has most foully mocked at my bad
fortunes. I hate the fellow and I always shall. I wish I could pay him
out. But his own character will do that.

I beseech you now give the greatest consideration to my proper course.
An army of the Roman people invests Gnaeus Pompey. It holds him hedged
by trench and mound and keeps him from flight. Yet we live and Rome is
standing, the praetors preside in court, the aediles make preparations
for the games, the conservatives are booking their profits, and I sit
still! Am I to try to cross the sea like a madman, to beg the country
towns to be loyal? The loyalists will not follow me, the irresponsible
will deride me, the revolutionaries, especially now they are armed and
victorious, will lay hands of violence upon me. What do you think then?
Have you any plan to end this life of misery? Now I feel grief, now I
am in agony, when somebody thinks me wise because I did not go with
Pompey, or lucky perhaps. I think the opposite. For never did I wish
to share a victory of his; I should have wished rather to share his
defeat. Why should I entreat a letter from you now, your kindness, your
good sense? It is all over. Nothing can help me

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qui, ne quod optem quidem, iam habeo, nisi ut aliqua inimici
misericordia liberemur.




XIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano IX K. Apr. a. 705_]

Οὐκ ἔστ' ἔτυμος λόγος, ut opinor, ille de ratibus. Quid enim esset,
quod Dolabella iis litteris, quas iii Idus Martias a Brundisio dedit,
hanc quasi εὐημερίαν Caesaris scriberet, Pompeium in fuga esse eumque
primo vento navigaturum? Quod valde discrepat ab iis epistulis, quarum
exempla antea ad te misi. Hic quidem mera scelera loquuntur; sed non
erat nec recentior auctor nec huius quidem rei melior Dolabella.

Tuas XI K. accepi litteras, quibus omnia consilia differs in id tempus,
cum scierimus, quid actum sit. Et certe ita est, nec interim potest
quicquam non modo statui, sed ne cogitari quidem. Quamquam hae me
litterae Dolabellae iubent ad pristinas cogitationes reverti. Fuit enim
pridie Quinquatrus egregia tempestas; qua ego illum usum puto.

Συναγωγὴ consiliorum tuorum non est a me collecta ad querelam, sed
magis ad consolationem meam. Nec enim me tam haec mala angebant quam
suspicio culpae ac temeritatis meae. Eam nullam puto esse, quoniam
cum consiliis tuis mea facta et consilia consentiunt. Quod mea
praedicatione factum esse scribis magis quam illius merito, ut tantum
ei debere viderer, est ita. Ego illa extuli semper, et eo quidem

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more, for I have no desire except that somehow my enemies may take pity
on me and free me from my misery.




XIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 24_, B.C. _49_]

"'Tis no true tale"[101] to my mind that about the fleet. For why
should Dolabella in a letter dated from Brundisium on the 13th of
March call it a kind of windfall for Caesar that Pompey is thinking of
flight and preparing to sail by the first wind? That is very different
from that letter of which I sent you a copy before. Here indeed every
one speaks of sheer disaster; but there is no later nor more reliable
authority on the event than Dolabella.

[101] The first line of the palinode of Stesichorus in which he
retracted his former views on Helen.

I have your letter of the 22nd of March, in which you postpone all
advice till we know what has happened. Certainly that is wise; and in
the meantime we cannot think of anything, much less arrange anything.
However, Dolabella's letter compels me to turn to my former thoughts.
For on the 18th of March the weather was excellent and I fancy Pompey
will not have failed to take advantage of it.

That précis of your advice was not made by me to quarrel with you, but
to console myself, for I suffered less pain from these evil days than
from the idea I had acted wrongly and rashly. But I fancy I have not
done so, since my deeds and policy agree with your advice. You say that
I seem to owe Pompey so much more because I say so than because he
deserves it. You are right. I have always exaggerated

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magis, ne quid ille superiorum meminisse me putaret. Quae si maxime
meminissem, tamen illius temporis similitudinem iam sequi deberem.
Nihil me adiuvit, cum posset; sed postea fuit amicus, etiam valde,
nec, quam ob causam, plane scio. Ergo ego quoque illi. Quin etiam
illud par in utroque nostrum, quod ab eisdem illecti sumus. Sed utinam
tantum ego ei prodesse potuissem, quantum mihi ille potuit! Mihi tamen,
quod fecit, gratissimum. Nec ego nunc, eum iuvare qua re possim,
scio nec, si possem, cum tam pestiferum bellum pararet, adiuvandum
putarem. Tantum offendere animum eius hic manens nolo, nec mehercule
ista videre, quae tu potes iam animo providere, nec interesse istis
malis possem. Sed eo tardior ad discedendum fui, quod difficile est de
discessu voluntario sine ulla spe reditus cogitare. Nam ego hunc ita
paratum video peditatu, equitatu, classibus, auxiliis Gallorum, quos
Matius ἐλάπιζεν, ut puto, sed certe dicebat....[102] peditum, equitum
se polliceri sumptu suo annos decem. Sed sit hoc λάπισμα; magnas habet
certe copias et habebit non Italiae vectigal, sed civium bona. Adde
confidentiam hominis, adde imbecillitatem bonorum virorum, qui quidem,
quod illum sibi merito iratum putant, oderunt, ut tu scribis, ludum. Ac
vellem scripsisses, quisnam hoc significasset. Sed et iste, qui[103]
plus ostenderat, quam fecit, et vulgo illum, qui amarunt, non amant;

[102] CCIↃↃ peditum, equitum sex _Bosius_.

[103] _The reading is very uncertain. The MSS. have_ cc _for_ ac,
scribis _for_ scripsisses, hic _for_ hoc _and_ qui _for_ quia.

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his services for fear he might think I remembered the past. However
much I remembered it, I should feel bound to take the course he took
as an example for my behaviour now. He failed to help me when he
might; but afterwards he was my friend, my very good friend. I don't
quite know why; so I too will be his friend. There is this further
likeness between the two cases; both of us were inveigled by the same
persons. But would that I were able to help him as much as he was
able to help me! However, I am truly grateful for what he did. I do
not know in what way I may be able to help him now; nor, were I able,
should I think it proper to help him in his preparations for such a
disastrous war. Only I do not wish to hurt his feelings by staying
here. I declare I could not behold the days that you can foresee, nor
take part in such iniquity. But my departure was delayed, because
it is hard to think of voluntary departure when there is no hope of
return. For Caesar I see is so equipped with infantry, cavalry, fleet,
auxiliaries from Gaul--Matius may have exaggerated, but certainly
he said that ... infantry and cavalry have promised their services
for ten years at their own expense. However, granted that this was
_gasconnade_, great forces Caesar assuredly has, and he will have not
the inland revenue of Italy, but the property of her citizens. Add to
this the self-confidence of the man, the weakness of the loyalists,
who, thinking Pompey deservedly angry with them, as you say, detest the
game. I wish you had cited your authority. Domitius, who promised more
than he performed,[104] and Pompey's old lovers in general do

[104] Or as Boot, reading _sedet_, "Domitius, who etc., is doing
nothing."

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municipia vero et rustici Romani illum metuunt, hunc adhuc diligunt.
Quare ita paratus est, ut, etiamsi vincere non possit, quo modo tamen
vinci ipse possit, non videam. Ego autem non tam γοητείαν huius timeo
quam πειθανάγκην. "Αἱ γὰρ τῶν τυρᾶννων δεήσεις," inquit Πλάτων, "οἶσθ'
ὅτι μεμιγμέναι ἀνίγκαις."

Illa ἀλίμενα video tibi non probari. Quae ne mihi quidem placebant; sed
habebam in illis et occultationem et ὑπηρεσίαν fidelem. Quae si mihi
Brundisi suppeterent, mallem; sed ibi occultatio nulla est. Verum, ut
scribis, cum sciemus.

Viris bonis me non nimis excuso. Quas enim eos cenas et facere et obire
scripsit ad me Sextus, quam lautas, quam tempestivas! Sed sint quamvis
boni, non sunt meliores quam nos. Moverent me, si essent fortiores.

De Lanuvino Phameae erravi; Troianum somniaveram. Id ego volui Q, sed
pluris est. Istuc tamen mihi cuperem emeres, si ullam spem fruendi
viderem.

Nos quae monstra cotidie legamus, intelleges ex illo libello, qui in
epistulam coniectus est. Lentulus noster Puteolis est ἀδημονῶν is, ut
Caesius narrat, quid agat. Διατροπὴν Corfiniensem reformidat. Pompeio
nunc putat satis factum, beneficio Caesaris movetur, sed tamen movetur
magis prospecta re.

Tene haec posse ferre? Omnia misera, sed hoc

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not love him. The towns and rural population are afraid of Pompey and
so far worship Caesar. Caesar is so equipped that, even if he fail
to beat, I do not see in what way he can be beaten. I do not fear
his _finesse_ so much as his _force majeure_, for as Plato says, "a
tyrant's requests partake of the nature of mandates."[105]

[105] Plato, _Ep._ 7.

Places without harbours, I see, do not meet with your approval. Nor do
I like them, but the place has afforded me hiding and a trusty set of
attendants. If I could have had the same at Brundisium, I should have
preferred it. But there is no hiding place there. But, as you say, when
we know!

I am not going to excuse myself much to the loyalists. What dinners
according to Sextus they are giving and receiving, how lavish and how
early! They may be loyal, but they are not more loyal than I. They
would influence me more if they had shown more courage.

I was wrong about Phamea's estate at Lanuvium. I was dreaming about
the Trojan estate.[106] I wanted it for £4,500,[107] but the price is
higher. However, I should have liked you to buy that estate for me, if
I saw any hope of enjoying it.

[106] Apparently near Antium, cf. ix, 9.

[107] 500,000 sesterces.

What portentous news I read daily you may understand from the pamphlet
enclosed in this packet. Lentulus is at Puteoli, and, Caesius says, in
a quandary what to do. He dreads a fiasco like that at Corfinium. He
thinks he has done his duty by Pompey. He is influenced by Caesar's
kindness; but he is influenced more by future prospects.

To think that you can bear this! Everything is

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nihil miserius. Pompeius N. Magium de pace misit et tamen oppugnatur.
Quod ego non credebam, sed habeo a Balbo litteras, quarum ad te
exemplum misi. Lege, quaeso, et illud infimum caput ipsius Balbi
optimi, cui Gnaeus noster locum, ubi hortos aedificaret, dedit, quem
cui nostrum non saepe praetulit? Itaque miser torquetur. Sed, ne bis
eadem legas, ad ipsam te epistulam reicio. Spem autem pacis habeo
nullam. Dolabella suis litteris III Idus Mart. datis merum bellum
loquitur. Maneamus ergo in illa eadem sententia misera et desperata,
quando hoc miserius esse nihil potest.




XIIIa

BALBUS CICERONI IMP. SAL. DIC.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Romae circ. X K. Apr. 705._]

Caesar nobis litteras perbreves misit; quarum exemplum subscripsi.
Brevitate epistulae scire poteris eum valde esse distentum, qui tanta
de re tam breviter scripserit. Si quid praeterea novi fuerit, statim
tibi scribam.

"CAESAR OPPIO, CORNELIO SAL.

A. d. VII Idus Martias Brundisium veni, ad murum castra posui. Pompeius
est Brundisi. Misit ad me N. Magium de pace. Quae visa sunt, respondi.
Hoc vos statim scire volui. Cum in spem venero de compositione aliquid
me conficere, statim vos certiores faciam."

Quo modo me nunc putas, mi Cicero, torqueri, postquam rursus in spem
pacis veni, ne qua res eorum compositionem impediat? Namque, quod
absens

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wretched, but nothing more wretched than this. Pompey sent N. Magius to
speak of peace, and yet he is under siege. I did not believe it; but I
have a letter from Balbus of which I send you a copy. Read it, please,
and that clause at the end which contains the remarks of the good
Balbus himself, to whom Pompey gave a site for his estate and whom he
had often preferred to all of us. So he is in an agony of grief. But,
that you may not have to read the same, twice over, I refer you to the
letter. Of peace I have no hope. Dolabella in his letter of the 13th
of March speaks of war pure and simple. So let us stick to the same
opinion, that there is no hope, for nothing can be worse than all this.




XIIIa

BALBUS TO CICERO THE IMPERATOR, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Rome, about March 23_, B.C. _49_]

Caesar has sent me a very short letter of which I subjoin a copy. From
the shortness of the letter you can infer that he is greatly occupied,
to write so briefly about a matter of such importance. If there is any
further news, I will write you immediately.

"CAESAR TO OPPIUS, CORNELIUS, GREETING.

"On the 9th of March I came to Brundisium, and under its walls pitched
my camp. Pompey is at Brundisium. He sent N. Magius to me to talk of
peace. I replied as I thought fit. I wanted you to know this at once.
When I have hopes of settled terms, I will inform you immediately."

My dear Cicero, you can imagine my torture, after I again had hopes
of peace, for fear anything should prevent an arrangement. I long for
peace. It is all I can do in my absence from the scene of action.

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facere possum, opto. Quodsi una essem, aliquid fortasse proficere
possem videri. Nunc exspectatione crucior.




XIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VIII K. Apr. a. 705_]

Miseram ad te VIIII K. exemplum epistulae Balbi ad me et Caesaris ad
eum. Ecce tibi eodem die Capua litteras accepi ab Q. Pedio Caesarem ad
se pridie Idus Martias misisse hoc exemplo:

"Pompeius se oppido tenet. Nos ad portas castra habemus. Conamur opus
magnum et multorum dierum propter altitudinem maris. Sed tamen nihil
est, quod potius faciamus. Ab utroque portus cornu moles iacimus, ut
aut illum quam primum traicere, quod habet Brundisi copiarum, cogamus,
aut exitu prohibeamus."

Ubi est illa pax, de qua Balbus scripserat torqueri se? Ecquid,
acerbius ecquid crudelius? Atque eum loqui quidam αὐθεντικῶς narrabat
Cn. Carbonis, M. Bruti se poenas persequi, omniumque eorum, in quos
Sulla crudelis hoc socio fuisset; nihil Curionem se duce facere, quod
non hic Sulla duce fecisset; se ambire reditionem,[108] quibus exsilii
poena superioribus legibus non fuisset, ab illo patriae proditores de

[108] se ambire reditionem _Tyrrell and Purser_: ad ambitionem _MSS._

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If I were there, perhaps I might succeed in seeming to be of use. Now I
am tormented with waiting.




XIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae March 25_, B.C. _49_]

I sent you on the 26th of March a copy of Balbus' letter to me and of
Caesar's letter to him. Then that very day from Capua I got a letter
from Q. Pedius saying that Caesar had written to him on the 14th in the
following terms:

"Pompey confines himself to the town. My camp is at the gates. I am
attempting a big job which will take many days on account of the depth
of the sea: yet I have no better course. From both wings of the harbour
I am building a mole, so that I may either compel him to transship the
forces he has here as soon as possible, or prevent him from getting out
at all."

Where is the peace about which Balbus wrote that he was tormenting
himself? Could anything be more bitter, more cruel? Moreover some one
told me with authority that Caesar said in conversation he was the
avenger of Cn. Carbo, M. Brutus,[109] and all those on whom Sulla with
Pompey to help him wreaked his cruelty: Curio under his leadership was
doing nothing but what Pompey had done under Sulla's leadership: what
he wanted was the restoration of those not punished with exile under
the earlier laws, while Pompey had restored those who had

[109] Carbo was put to death by Pompey in 82 or 81 B.C.; he was consul
for the third time with C. Marius the younger. Brutus, the father of
Caesar's murderer, was killed by Pompey in 77 or 76 B.C., and another
M. Brutus committed suicide sooner than fall into his hands.

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exsilio reductos esse; queri de Milone per vim expulso; neminem tamen
se violaturam, nisi qui arma contra. Haec Baebius quidam a Curione III
Id. profectus, homo non infans, sed qui de suo illa[110] non dicat.
Plane nescio, quid agam. Illim equidem Gnaeum profectum puto. Quicquid
est, biduo sciemus. A te nihil ne Anteros quidem litterarum; nec mirum.
Quid enim est, quod scribamus? Ego tamen nullum diem praetermitto.

[110] qui de suo illa _Tyrrell_: quis ulli _MSS._

Scripta epistula litterae mihi ante lucem a Lepta Capua redditae sunt
Idib. Mart. Pompeium a Brundisio conscendisse, at Caesarem a. d, VII
Kal. Apriles Capuae fore.




XV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VIII K. Apr a. 705_]

Cum dedissem ad te litteras, ut scires Caesarem Capuae VII Kal. fore,
allatae mihi Capua sunt et hic copiam mihi et[111] in Albano apud
Curionem V K. fore. Eum cum videro, Arpinum pergam. Si mihi veniam,
quam peto, dederit, utar illius condicione; si minus, impetrabo aliquid
a me ipso. Ille, ut ad me scripsit, legiones singulas posuit Brundisi,
Tarenti, Siponti. Claudere mihi videtur maritimos exitus et tamen ipse
Graeciam spectare potius quam Hispanias. Sed haec longius absunt. Me
nunc et congressus huius stimulat (is vero adest), et primas eius
actiones

[111] et hic copiam mihi et _Madvig_; et hoc mihi et _MSS._

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been traitors: he resents Pompey's violent banishment of Milo, but
would only harm those who bear arms against him. This tale was told me
by one Baebius, who came from Curio on the 13th, a man who is no fool,
but not smart enough to invent such a tale. I am quite at a loss what
to do. From Brundisium, I fancy Pompey must have set out. Whatever has
happened, we shall know in a few days. I haven't a letter from you not
even by Anteros, and no wonder. What is there to write about? Still I
do not omit one day.

When this was written a letter came to me before daylight from Lepta
dated Capua the 15th of March. Pompey has embarked from Brundisium.
Caesar is due at Capua on the 26th.




XV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 25_, B.C. _49_]

After I had sent you a letter informing you that Caesar would be at
Capua on the 26th, a letter reached me from Capua saying that Caesar
would see me either here or in Curio's place at Alba on the 28th.
When I have seen him, I shall go to Arpinum. If he should grant me
the privilege I ask, I shall put up with his terms. If not, then I
shall consult myself as to what to do. As Caesar wrote to me, he has
stationed one legion each at Brundisium, Tarentum and Sipontum. He
seems to me to be cutting off retreat by sea and yet himself to have
Greece in view rather than Spain. But these are remote considerations.
Now I am stirred by the thought of meeting him; for the meeting is
close at hand, and I am alarmed at the first steps he

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horreo. Volet enim, credo, S. C. facere, volet augurum decretum
(rapiemur aut absentes vexabimur), vel ut consules roget praetor vel
ut dictatorem dicat; quorum neutrum ius est. Etsi, si Sulla potuit
efficere, ab interrege ut dictator diceretur[112] cur hic non possit?
Nihil expedio, nisi ut aut ab hoc tamquam Q. Mucius aut ab illo tamquam
L. Scipio.

[112] _After_ diceretur _most MSS. add_ et magister equitum.

Cum tu haec leges, ego illum fortasse convenero. Τέτλαθι. Κύντερον
ne illud quidem nostrum proprium. Erat enim spes propinqui reditus,
erat hominum querela. Nunc exire cupimus, qua spe reditus, mihi quidem
numquam in mentem venit. Non modo autem nulla querela est municipalium
hominum ac rusticorum, sed contra metuunt ut crudelem, iratum. Nec
tamen mihi quicquam est miserius quam remansisse nec optatius quam
evolare non tam ad belli quam ad fugae societatem. Sed tu, omnia qui
consilia differebas in id tempus, cum sciremus, quae Brundisi acta
essent. Scimus nempe; haeremus nihilo minus. Vix enim spero mihi hunc
veniam daturum, etsi multa adfero iusta ad impetrandum. Sed tibi omnem
illius meumque sermonem omnibus verbis expressum statim mittam. Tu nunc
omni amore enitere, ut nos cura tua et prudentia iuves. Ita subito
accurrit, ut ne T. Rebilum quidem,

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will take, for he will want, I am sure, a decree of the Senate and a
decree of the augurs (we shall be hurried off to Rome or harassed, if
we are absent), so that the praetor may hold an election of consuls or
name a dictator, both acts unconstitutional. Though, if Sulla could
arrange to be named dictator by an interrex, why should not Caesar? I
can see no solution of the problem except by meeting the fate of Mucius
at the hand of Caesar, or that of Scipio[113] at the hands of Pompey.

[113] L. Scipio was proscribed by Sulla. For Mucius cf. VIII, 3.

[Sidenote: Odyssey iii. 27]

When you read this, perhaps I shall have met the man. "Endure." My
own exile was no "unkinder cut";[114] for I had prospects of speedy
return and was consoled by the popular outcry. Now I long to go away
and it never strikes me that there is any chance of return. Not only
is there no outcry of any in town or country, but on the contrary all
are afraid of Pompey as cruel in his anger. Nothing causes me more
wretchedness than my having remained, and there is nothing that I want
more than to flee to him to share not his fighting but his flight. But
now what becomes of your counsel to put off decision till we knew how
things went at Brundisium? We do know, but are as badly stuck as ever.
I can scarcely hope that Caesar will give me privilege, though many
are the good reasons I can bring for granting it. But I will send you
immediately a report of our conversation word for word. Use all your
affection to help me with your careful advise. He is coming so fast
that I cannot see even T. Rebilus, as I had arranged. I

[114] Odyssey XX, 18, τέτλαθι δὴ, κραδίη, κὰι κύντερον ἄλλο ποτ' ἔτλης,
"endure, my heart, worse hast thou borne before."

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ut constitueram, possim videre; omnia nobis imparatis agenda. Sed tamen
ἄλλα μὲν αὐτός, ut ait ille, ἄλλα δὲ καὶ δαίμων ὑποθήσεται. Quicquid
egero, continuo scies. Mandata Caesaris ad consules et ad Pompeium,
quae rogas, nulla habeo descripta; quae attulit, illa e via[115] misi
ad te ante; e quibus mandata puto intellegi posse, Philippus Neapoli
est, Lentulus Puteolis. De Domitio, ut facis, sciscitare, ubi sit, quid
cogitet.

[115] habeo descripta; quae attulit illa e via _Wesenberg_: habeo et
descripta attulit illa e via _MSS._

Quod scribis asperius me, quam mei patiantur mores, de Dionysio
scripsisse, vide, quam sim antiquorum hominum. Te medius fidius hanc
rem gravius putavi laturum esse quam me. Nam, praeterquam quod te
moveri arbitror oportere iniuria, quae mihi a quoquam facta sit,
praeterea te ipsum quodam modo hic violavit, cum in me tam improbus
fuit. Sed, tu id quanti aestimes, tuum iudicium est; nec tamen in hoc
tibi quicquam oneris impono. Ego autem illum male sanum semper putavi,
nunc etiam impurum et sceleratum puto nec tamen mihi inimiciorem quam
sibi. Philargyro bene curasti. Causam certe habuisti et veram et bonam,
relictum esse me potius quam reliquisse.

Cum dedissem iam litteras a. d. VIII Kal., pueri, quos cum Matio et
Trebatio miseram, epistulam mihi attulerunt hoc exemplo:

"MATIUS ET TREBATIUS CICERONI IMP. SAL.

Cum Capua exissemus, in itinere audivimus Pompeium Brundisio a. d. XVI
K. Apriles cum omnibus

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have to do everything impromptu. But nevertheless as the poet has it,
"Some things I'll venture and some things God will prompt." Whatever
I do you shall know forthwith. The demands Caesar sent to Pompey and
the consuls, for which you ask, are not with me. The copies that were
brought I sent on to you at once.[116] From them I think you can gather
what those demands were. Philippus is at Naples. Lentulus at Puteoli.
As to Domitius, go on inquiring where he is and what he intends to do.

[116] This doubtful passage probably refers to the document mentioned
in vii, 17.

You write that my remarks about Dionysius are more bitter than suits my
character. See how old-fashioned I am. Upon my honour I thought that
you would be more angered than I: for, apart from the fact that I think
you should be stirred by any injury done by anyone to me, this man in a
way outraged you in treating me so badly. But it is for you to decide
what weight you should give to the matter. I will not put anything upon
you. I always thought the fellow was not quite sane: now I think he is
an abandoned blackguard. But he is as much his own enemy as mine. You
did well with Philargyrus. You certainly had a good and true case in
contending that I had not abandoned but rather had been abandoned.

When I had dispatched my letter on the 25th, the servants I had sent to
Matius and Trebatius brought me a letter in the following terms:

"MATIUS AND TREBATIUS TO CICERO IMPERATOR,
                               GREETING.

"After leaving Capua we heard on the way that Pompey with all the
forces he had set out from

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copiis, quas habuit, profectum esse; Caesarem postero die in oppidum
introisse, contionatum esse, inde Romam contendisse, velle ante K.
esse ad urbem et pauculos dies ibi commorari, deinde in Hispanias
proficisci. Nobis non alienum visum est, quoniam de adventu Caesaris
pro certo habebamus, pueros tuos ad te remittere, ut id tu quam primum
scires. Mandata tua nobis curae sunt, eaque, ut tempus postularit,
agemus. Trebatius sedulo facit, ut antecedat.

Epistula conscripta nuntiatum est nobis Caesarem a. d. VIII K. April.
Beneventi mansurum, a. d. VII Capuae, a. d. VI Sinuessae. Hoc pro certo
putamus."




XVI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VII K. Apr. a. 705_]

Cum, quod scriberem ad te, nihil haberem, tamen, ne quem diem
intermitterem, has dedi litteras. A. d. VI K. Caesarem Sinuessae
mansurum nuntiabant. Ab eo mihi litterae redditae sunt a. d. VII K.,
quibus iam "opes" meas, non ut superioribus litteris "opem" exspectat.
Cum eius clementiam Corfiniensem illam per litteras collaudavissem,
rescripsit hoc exemplo:

"CAESAR IMP. CICERONI IMP. SAL. DIC.

Recte auguraris de me (bene enim tibi cognitus sum) nihil a me abesse
longius crudelitate. Atque ego cum ex ipsa re magnam capio voluptatem
tum meum factum probari abs te triumpho gaudio. Neque illud me movet,
quod ii, qui a me dimissi sunt,

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Brundisium on the 17th of March: that Caesar on the next day entered
the town, made a speech and went off at full speed to Rome, meaning to
be at the city before the 1st of April, to remain there a few days and
then to set out for Spain. It seemed proper since we had sure news of
Caesar's approach to send your servants back to you to give information
as early as possible. Your charges have our attention, and we will act
as circumstances demand. Trebatius is trying hard to reach you before
Caesar.

"When this letter had been written, news came to us that Caesar would
stop on the 25th at Beneventum, at Capua on the 26th, on the 27th at
Sinuessa. This we consider certain."




XVI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 26_, B.C. _49_]

Though I have nothing to write to you, still, not to miss a day, I send
this letter. On the 27th of March Caesar will stop at Sinuessa, they
say. He sent me a letter dated the 26th, in which he looks forward to
my "resources," not as in the former letter to "my help." I had written
praising to the skies his kindness, his clemency at Corfinium. He
replied as follows:

"CAESAR IMPERATOR TO CICERO IMPERATOR, GREETING.

"You are right to infer of me (for I am well known to you) that there
is nothing further from my nature than cruelty. Whilst I take great
pleasure from that fact, I am proud indeed that my action wins your
approval. I am not moved because it is said that those,

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discessisse dicuntur, ut mihi rursus bellum inferrent. Nihil enim
malo quam et me mei similem esse et illos sui. Tu velim mihi ad urbem
praesto sis, ut tuis consiliis atque opibus, ut consuevi, in omnibus
rebus utar. Dolabella tuo nihil scito mihi esse iucundius. Hanc adeo
habebo gratiam illi; neque enim aliter facere poterit. Tanta eius
humanitas, is sensus, ea in me est benevolentia."




XVII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Formiano VI K. Apr. a. 705_]

Trebatium VI Kal., quo die has litteras dedi, exspectabam. Ex eius
nuntio Matique litteris meditabor, quo modo cum illo loquar. O tempus
miserum! Nec dubito, quin a me contendat, ad urbem veniam. Senatum enim
Kalendis velle se frequentem adesse etiam Formiis proscribi iussit.
Ergo ei negandum est? Sed quid praeripio? Statim ad te perscribam
omnia. Ex illius sermone statuam, Arpinumne mihi eundum sit an quo
alio. Volo Ciceroni meo togam puram dare, istic puto. Tu, quaeso,
cogita, quid deinde. Nam me hebetem molestiae reddiderunt. A Curio
velim scire ecquid ad te scriptum sit de Tirone. Ad me enim ipse Tiro
ita scripsit, ut verear, quid agat. Qui autem veniunt inde, κινδυνώδη
nuntiant. Sane in magnis curis etiam haec me sollicitant. In hac enim
fortuna perutilis eius et opera et fidelitas esset.

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whom I let go, have departed to wage war on me again, for there is
nothing I like better than that I should be true to myself and they
to themselves. I could wish you to meet me at Rome that I may avail
myself of your advice and resources, as usual, in everything. You must
know that nothing pleases me more than the presence of your relative
Dolabella. This favour also I shall owe to him; for he will not be able
to do otherwise than arrange it, such is his kindness, his feeling and
goodwill towards me."




XVII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Formiae, March 27_, B.C. _49_]

I am awaiting Trebatius on March the 27th, the date of this letter.
From his tidings and Matius' letter I shall consider how to talk to
Caesar. What a wretched age this is! I have no doubt Caesar will urge
me to come to Rome. For he gave orders that notices should be posted
even at Formiae that he wanted a full house on the 1st. Must I refuse?
But why do I anticipate? I will write you all about it at once. From
Caesar's conversation I shall decide whether I ought to go to Arpinum
or elsewhere. I wish to celebrate my son's coming of age. Arpinum, I
think, will be the place. Please consider what I should do next, for
my troubles have made me stupid. From Curius I want to hear whether
you have had news about Tiro. For to me Tiro has written in such a way
that I am anxious to know how he is. Those two who come from his part
say that his condition is critical. In the midst of many great troubles
this also distresses me; for in our present straits his energy and
loyalty would be very serviceable.

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XVIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Arpini V K. Apra. 705_]

Utrumque ex tuo consilio; nam et oratio fuit ea nostra, ut bene potius
ille de nobis existimaret quam gratias ageret, et in eo mansimus,
ne ad urbem. Illa fefellerunt, facilem quod putaramus. Nihil vidi
minus. Damnari se nostro iudicio, tardiores fore reliquos, si nos non
veniremus, dicere. Ego dissimilem illorum esse causam. Cum multa,
"Veni igitur et age de pace." "Meone," inquam, "arbitratu?" "An tibi,"
inquit, "ego praescribam?" "Sic," inquam, "agam, senatui non placere
in Hispanias iri nec exercitus in Graeciam transportari, multaque,"
inquam, "de Gnaeo deplorabo." Tum ille: "Ego vero ista dici nolo." "Ita
putabam," inquam; "sed ego eo nolo adesse, quod aut sic mihi dicendum
est, multaque, quae nullo modo possem silere, si adessem, aut non
veniendum." Summa fuit, ut ille quasi exitum quaerens, ut deliberarem.
Non fuit negandum. Ita discessimus. Credo igitur hunc me non amare. At
ego me amavi, quod mihi iam pridem usu non venit.

Reliqua, o di! qui comitatus, quae, ut tu soles dicere, νέκυια! in
qua erat ἥρως Celer. O rem perditam! o copias desperatas! Quid, quod
Servi filius, quod Titini in iis castris fuerunt, quibus Pompeius
circumsederetur! Sex legiones; multum vigilat,

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XVIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Arpinum, March 28_, B.C. _49_]

In both respects I followed your advice. I spoke so as to gain Caesar's
respect rather than his gratitude; and I persisted in my resolve not to
go to Rome. We were mistaken in thinking he would be easy to manage. I
have never seen anyone less easy. He kept on saying that my decision
was a slur on him, and that others would be less likely to come, if I
did not come. I pointed out that my case was very unlike theirs. After
much talk he said, "Well, come and discuss peace." "On my own terms?"
I asked. "Need I dictate to you?" said he. "Well," said I, "I shall
contend that the Senate cannot sanction your invasion of Spain or your
going with an army into Greece, and," I added, "I shall lament Pompey's
fate." He replied, "That is not what I want." "So I fancied," said I:
"but I do not want to be in Rome, because either I must say that and
much else, on which I cannot keep silent, if I am present, or else I
cannot come." The upshot was that I was to think over the matter, as
Caesar suggested, with a view to closing our interview. I could not
refuse. So we parted. I am confident then he has no liking for me. But
I like myself, as I have not for a long time.

For the rest, ye gods what a following! What _âmes damnées_ in your
phrase! Celer is an hero to the rest. What an abandoned cause, and what
desperate gangs! What can one think of a son of Servius and a son of
Titinius being in an army which beset Pompey? Six legions! He is very
wide-awake and

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audet. Nullum video finem mali. Nunc certe promenda tibi sunt consilia.
Hoc fuerat extremum.

Illa tamen κατακλεὶς illius est odiosa, quam paene praeterii, si sibi
consiliis nostris uti non liceret, usurum, quorum posset, ad omniaqae
esse descensurum. "Vidisti igitur virum, ut scripseras? ingemuisti?"
Certe. "Cedo reliqua." Quid? Continuo ipse in Pedanum, ego Arpinum.
Inde exspecto equidem λαλαγεῦσαν[117] illam tuam. "Tu malim," inquies,
"actum ne agas." Etiam illum ipsum, quem sequimur, multa fefellerunt.

[117] λαλαγεῦσαν _Bosius_: ΑΛΑΤΕΛΓΑΝ _M._

Sed ego tuas litteras exspecto. Nihil est enim iam ut antea "Videamus,
hoc quorsum evadat." Extremum fuit de congressu nostro; quo quidem
non dubito quin istum offfenderim. Eo maturius agendum est. Amabo te,
epistulam et πολιτικήν! Valde tuas litteras nunc exspecto.




XIX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Arpini prid. K. Apr. a. 705_]

Ego meo Ciceroni, quoniam Roma earemus, Arpini potissimum togam puram
dedi, idque municipibus nostris fuit gratum. Etsi omnes et illos, et
qua iter feci, maestos adflictosque vidi. Tam tristis et

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bold. I see no end to our evil days. Now assuredly you must produce
your advice. This was the limit we contemplated.

Caesar's _finale_, which I had almost forgotten, was hateful:--"If I
may not use your advice, I shall use the advice I can and go to any
length." You will say: "You have seen him to be as you have described
him: and did you heave a sigh?" Indeed I did. You ask for the rest of
our talk. What more is there to tell? He went straight to Pedum, I to
Arpinum. From thence I await the "twittering swallow"[118] you talk of.
You will say you prefer me not to dwell on past mistakes. Even Pompey,
our leader, has made many.

[118] A reference to _Anthology_ x, i, ὁ πλόος ὡραῖος καὶ γὰρ λαλαγεῦσα
χελιδὼν Ἤδη μέμβλωκεν χὠ χαριεὶς Ζέφυρος.

"Fair is the season for sailing: already the twittering swallow
Flitteth around, and soft bloweth the wind from the west." Cf. _Att._
ix, 7.

But I await a letter from you. There is no room now, as before, for
your "await the event." The limit we fixed was that interview; and I
have no doubt I annoyed Caesar; so I must act the more quickly. Please
send me a letter and deal with _la haute politique_. I await a letter
from you now very anxiously.




XIX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Arpinum, March 31_, B.C. _49_]

Since Rome was out of bounds, I celebrated my son's coming of age at
Arpinum in preference to any other place, and so doing delighted my
fellow-townsmen. Though they were pleased, yet I must tell you they and
all others I have met are sad and sorry.

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tam atrox est ἀναθεώρησις huius ingentis mali. Dilectus habentur, in
hiberna deducuntur. Ea, quae, etiam cum a bonis viris, cum iusto in
bello, cum modeste fiunt, tamen ipsa per se molesta sunt, quam censes
acerba nunc esse, cum a perditis in civili nefario bello petulantissime
fiant! Cave autem putes quemquam hominem in Italia turpem esse, qui
hinc absit. Vidi ipse Formiis universos neque mehercule umquam homines
putavi, et noram omnes, sed numquam uno loco videram.

Pergamus igitur, quo placet, et nostra omnia relinquamus, proficiscamur
ad eum, cui gratior noster adventus erit, quam si una fuissemus. Tum
enim eramus in maxima spe, nunc ego quidem in nulla; nec praeter me
quisquam Italia cessit, nisi qui hunc inimicum sibi putaret. Nec
mehercule hoc facio rei publicae causa, quam funditus deletam puto, sed
ne quis me putet ingratum in eum, qui me levavit iis incommodis, quibus
idem adfecerat, et simul quod ea, quae fiunt, aut quae certe futura
sunt, videre non possum. Etiam equidem senatus consulta facta quaedam
iam puto, utinam in Volcaci sententiam! Sed quid refert? est enim una
sententia omnium. Sed erit immitissimus Servius, qui filium misit ad
effligendum Cn. Pompeium aut certe capiendum cum Pontio Titiniano. Etsi
hic quidem timoris causa, ille vero?

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So dark and direful is the _coup d'oeil_ of this vast calamity. Levies
are being made; troops are being drafted into winter quarters. These
measures are hardships in themselves even when taken by loyalists, when
the war is just, when there is some consideration. You can imagine how
bitter they are when taken quite tyrannically by desperadoes in wicked
civil war. But you must remember that every scoundrel in Italy is of
the party. I saw them all together at Formiae. I could hardly believe
them to be human. I knew every one of them, but I had never seen the
whole collection together.

Let us go then whither we please, and leave our all behind. Let us set
out to Pompey, who will be more gratified at our arrival than if we
had been with him all along. For then we had great hopes; but now I
at least have none: nor has anyone except myself departed from Italy,
unless he imagines Caesar to be his enemy. Heaven be my witness I do
not take this step for the sake of the Republic, which to my mind is
utterly destroyed, but for fear I may be charged with ingratitude
to one who relieved me from the inconveniences which he himself had
inflicted: and, at the same time, because I cannot endure the sight
of the horrors that are happening and are bound to happen. Moreover
I fancy that now decrees of the Senate have been passed, and my only
hope is that they will agree with Volcacius' proposal. But what does
it matter? There is only one proposal for everybody. But the most
implacable enemy will be Servius, who has sent his son with Pontius
Titinianus to destroy or at least to capture Gnaeus Pompey. Though
Titinianus has the excuse of fear, what excuse has Servius? But let us
cease

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Sed stomachari desinamus et aliquando sentiamus nihil nobis nisi, id
quod minime vellem, spiritum reliquum esse.

Nos, quoniam superum mare obsidetur, infero navigabimus, et, si
Puteolis erit difficile, Crotonem petemus aut Thurios et boni cives
amantes patriae mare infestum habebimus. Aliam rationem huius belli
gerendi nullam video. In Aegyptum nos abdemus. Exercitu pares esse non
possumus; pacis fides nulla est. Sed haec satis deplorata sunt.

Tu velim litteras Cephalioni des de omnibus rebus actis, denique etiam
de sermonibus hominum, nisi plane obmutuerunt. Ego tuis consiliis usus
sum maximeque, quod et gravitatem in congressu nostro tenui, quam
debui, et, ad urbem ut non accederem, perseveravi. Quod superest,
scribe, quaeso, quam accuratissime (iam enim extrema sunt), quid
placeat, quid censeas; etsi iam nulla dubitatio est. Tamen, si quid vel
potius quicquid veniet in mentem, scribas velim.

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from anger and let us reflect that there is nothing left us now except
what to me is least desirable--life.

As for me, since the Adriatic is beset, I shall sail by the lower sea,
and, if it be difficult to start from Puteoli, I shall seek Croton or
Thurii, and like a loyal and patriotic citizen play the pirate. Other
means of conducting this war I see none. We will go and bury ourselves
in Egypt. We cannot match Caesar on land, and we cannot rely on peace.
But enough of this outcry.

Please entrust a letter to Cephalio about all that has been done, and
even about people's talk, unless men have become quite dumb. I followed
your advice, especially when I maintained in our conversation a proper
dignity and persisted in my refusal to go to Rome. For the rest please
write to me in as much detail as possible (for the worst has come to
the worst) what you approve and what you think, though now there can be
no doubt. But yet, if anything comes into your mind, or rather whatever
comes into your mind, please write to me.

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M. TULLI CICERONIS EPISTULARUM AD ATTICUM LIBER DECIMUS




I

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Laterio Quinti fratis III Non. Apr. a. 705_]

III Nonas cum in Laterium fratris venissem, accepi litteras tuas et
paulum respiravi, quod post has ruinas mihi non acciderat. Per enim
magni aestimo tibi firmitudinem animi nostri et factum nostrum probari.
Sexto enim nostro quod scribis probari, ita laetor, ut me quasi patris
eius, cui semper uni plurimum tribui, iudicio comprobari putem. Qui
mihi, quod saepe soleo recordari, dixit olim Nonis illis Decembribus,
cum ego "Sexte, quidnam ergo?" "Μὴ μάν, inquit ille, ἀσπουδί γε καὶ
ἀκλειῶς ἀπολοίμην, ἀλλὰ μέγα ῥέξας τι καὶ ἐσσομένοισι πυθέσθαι." Eius
igitur mihi vivit auctoritas, et simillimus eius filius eodem est apud
me pondere, quo fuit ille. Quem salvere velim iubeas plurimum.

Tu tuum consilium etsi non in longinquum tempus differs (iam enim illum
emptum pacificatorem perorasse puto, iam actum aliquid esse in consessu
senatorum; senatum enim non puto), tamen suspensum meum detines, sed
eo minus, quod non dubito, quid nobis agendum putes. Qui enim Flavio
legionem et Siciliam dari scribas, et id iam fieri, quae tu scelera

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CICERO'S LETTERS TO ATTICUS BOOK X




I

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Laterium, April 3_, B.C. _49_]

[Sidenote: Iliad XXII, 304]

On the third of April coming to my brother's house at Laterium, I got
your letter with some little relief, a thing which had not happened to
me since this disaster began. For I attach very great weight to your
approval of my firmness of mind and my action. As for your writing
that it meets with the approval of my friend Sextus, I am as glad as
if I fancied myself to have won the approval of his father, on whose
judgement I always set the very highest value. I often call to mind how
it was he who said to me on that famous December the 5th, when I asked
him what we were to do next: "Let me not die a coward and shameful
death, but greatly daring live in fame for aye." So his influence lives
for me, and his son, who is very like him, has the same weight as he.
Please give him my best compliments.

Your plan, it is true, you postpone for a very short time,--for I fancy
by now that that venal peace-maker must have wound up his speech, and
something must have been done in the session of Senators, for I don't
consider it a Senate,--still you keep mine in suspense, but the less so
because I have no doubt as to what you think we should do. For when you
write that Flavius is offered a legion and Sicily, and that the matter
is now in hand, just think what

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partim parari iam et cogitari, partim ex tempore futura censes? Ego
vero Solonis, popularis tui, ut puto, etiam mei, legem neglegam, qui
capite sanxit, si qui in seditione non alterius utrius partis fuisset,
et, nisi si tu aliter censes, et hinc abero et illim. Sed alterum mihi
est certius, nec praeripiam tamen. Exspectabo tuum consilium et eas
litteras, nisi alias iam dedisti, quas scripsi ut Cephalioni dares.

Quod scribis, non quo aliunde audieris, sed te ipsum putare me
attractum iri, si de pace agatur, mihi omnino non venit in mentem,
quae possit actio esse de pace, cum illi certissimum sit, si possit,
exspoliare exercitu et provincia Pompeium; nisi forte iste nummarius
ei potest persuadere, ut, dum oratores eant, redeant, quiescat. Nihil
video, quod sperem aut quod iam putem fieri posse. Sed tamen hominis
hoc ipsum probi est et magnum τι[119] τῶν πολιτικωτάτων σκεμμάτων,
veniendumne sit in consilium tyranni, si is aliqua de re bona
deliberaturus sit. Quare, si quid eius modi evenerit, ut arcessamur
(quod equidem non credo.[120] Quid enim essem de pace dicturus, dixi;
ipse valde repudiavit), sed tamen, si quid acciderit, quid censeas
mihi faciendum, utique scribito. Nihil enini mihi adhuc accidit, quod
maioris consilii esset.

[119] et magnum τι _Wesenberg_; magnum sit _MSS._

[120] credo _Boot_: curo _MSS._

Trebati, boni viri et civis, verbis te gaudeo delectatum, tuaque
ista crebra ἐκφώνησις ὑπέρευ me sola adhuc delectavit. Litteras tuas
vehementer

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iniquities are being prepared and meditated, some now and some in the
future? I shall certainly neglect the law of Solon, your countryman,
and I imagine mine too soon, who provided the death penalty for
anyone who should not take one side in a revolution, and, unless you
advise otherwise, I shall keep apart both from Caesar and Pompey. The
former course is quite certain: but I shall not forestall events. I
shall await your advice and the letter which I asked you to give to
Cephalio--unless you have now sent another.

You write, not on the authority of anyone, but as your own idea,
that I shall be drawn into any negotiations there may be for peace.
I cannot imagine that there can be such negotiations, since it is
Caesar's positive determination to rob Pompey, if possible, of army and
province, unless perhaps that hireling can induce him to keep quiet,
pending the passage to and fro of intermediaries. I see nothing that
I can hope for or even imagine is likely to happen. However this is
the very question for an honest man to decide and one of the great
questions of _la haute politique_, whether one may enter the council
of a tyrant, if the subject of debate is good. Therefore, if anything
should happen to cause me to be summoned--I don't in the least expect
anything will, for I have said all I can say about peace, and Caesar
was determined to repudiate it--still, if anything should happen, write
and tell me what you think I should do in any case. For so far nothing
has happened that demands greater deliberation.

I am glad you are pleased with the words of that loyal citizen
Trebatius, and your frequent bravos have so far been my sole pleasure.
Your letter I

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exspecto; quas quidem credo iam datas esse. Tu cum Sexto servasti
gravitatem eandem, quam mihi praecipis. Celer tuus disertus magis
est quam sapiens. De iuvenibus quae ex Tullia audisti, vera sunt.
Mucianum[121] istud, quod scribis, non mihi videtur tam re esse triste
quam verbo. Haec est ἄλη, in qua nunc sumus, mortis instar. Aut enim
mihi libere inter malos πολιτευτέον fuit aut vel periculose cum bonis.
Aut oportet temeritatem bonorum sequamur aut audaciam improborum
insectemur. Utrumque periculosum est, at hoc, quod agimus, turpe nec
tamen tutum.

[121] Mucianum _Reid_: Maconi _MSS._

Istum, qui filium Brundisium de pace misit (de pace idem sentio quod
tu, simulationem esse apertam, parari autem acerrime bellum), me
legatum iri non arbitror, cuius adhuc, ut optavi, mentio facta nulla
sit. Eo minus habeo necesse scribere aut etiam cogitare, quid sim
facturus, si acciderit, ut legarer.




II

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Arcano Quinti fr. postr. Non. Apr. a. 705_]

Ego cum accepissem tuas litteras Nonis Aprilibus, quas Cephalio
attulerat, essemque Menturnis postridie mansurus, ut inde protinus,
sustinui me in Arcano fratris, ut, dum aliquid certius adferretur,
occultiore in loco essemus, agerenturque nihilo minus, quae sine nobis
agi possunt.

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await eagerly. I expect it has been dispatched now. With Sextus you
have preserved the same dignity that you prescribe for me. Your friend
Celer has more wit than wisdom. What you heard from Tullia about the
boys is true. Mucius' ending,[122] which you mention, does not seem to
me so sad as it sounds. It is this distraction in which we now find
ourselves that is like death. For I have the alternative, either to
take part in politics with a free hand among the disloyal, or to side
with the loyal at all costs. I ought either to follow the loyalists in
their rashness or attack the other party in its daring. Either course
spells danger: but my present action brings shame without safety.

[122] Cf. ix, 12.

The man who sent his son to Brundisium to negotiate peace (my views
on peace are yours, that it is patent pretence, but that war is being
prosecuted with the utmost activity) that man I think and not I will be
chosen as commissioner. So far to my relief I have heard nothing. So
I fancy it less necessary to write or consider my possible course of
action, if I should happen to be chosen.




II

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Arcanum, April 6_, B.C. _49_]

I received your letter brought by Cephalio on the 5th of April. The
next day I intended to stop at Menturnae, and to return thence at once.
I halted at my brother's place at Arcanum in order that I might be in a
more retired place till I get certain news and that such preparations
for the journey, as did not need my presence, might be made.

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Λαλαγεῦσα iam adest, et animus ardet, neque est quicquam, quo et
qua. Sed haec nostra erit cura et peritorum. Tu tamen, quod poteris,
ut adhuc fecisti, nos consiliis iuvabis. Res sunt inexplicabiles.
Fortunae sunt committenda omnia. Sine spe conamur ulla. Melius si quid
acciderit, mirabimur. Dionysium nollem ad me profectum; de quo ad me
Tullia mea scripsit. Sed et tempus alienum est, et homini non amico
nostra incommoda, tanta praesertim, spectaculo esse nollem; cui te meo
nomine inimicum esse nolo.




III

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Arcano VII Id. Apr. a. 705_]

Cum, quod scriberem, plane nihil haberem, haec autem reliqua essent,
quae scire cuperem, profectusne esset, quo in statu urbem reliquisset,
in ipsa Italia quem cuique regioni aut negotio praefecisset, ecqui
essent ad Pompeium et ad consules ex senatus consulto de pace legati,
cum igitur haec scire cuperem, dedita opera has ad te litteras misi.
Feceris igitur commode mihique gratum, si me de his rebus, et si quid
erit aliud, quod scire opus sit, feceris certiorem. Ego in Arcano
opperior, dum ista cognosco.

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The "bird that twitters of flight"[123] is here and I am afire with
eagerness, though I have no idea of destination or route. But these
will be considered by me and by those who know. You however must assist
me with your advice, so far as possible, as you have before. The tangle
cannot be unravelled. Everything must be entrusted to fortune. We are
simply struggling without hope. If anything better happens, I shall
be surprised. I would rather Dionysius did not come to me: Tullia has
written to me about him. The time is unsuitable, and I should prefer
that discomforts as great as mine should not be seen by a man who is
not my friend. But I do not want you to be his enemy on my account.

[123] Cf. ix, 18.




III

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Arcanum, April 7_, B.C. _49_]

Though I have nothing at all to write about, yet these points remain,
which I want to know. Has Caesar started? In what condition has he
left Rome? In Italy itself whom has he placed in charge of each region
or department? Who were sent to Pompey and the consuls as peace
commissioners according to the decree of the Senate? To make these
inquiries I have taken the trouble to send this letter. So you will do
well and please me, if you inform me on these points and of anything
else which I ought to know. I stay in Arcanum till I get information.

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IIIa

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Arcano VII Id. Apr. a. 705_]

A. d. VII Idus alteram tibi eodem die hanc epistulam dictavi et pridie
dederam mea manu longiorem. Visum te aiunt in regia, nec reprehendo,
quippe cum ipse istam reprehensionem non fugerim. Sed exspecto tuas
litteras neque iam sane video, quid exspectem, sed tamen, etiamsi nihil
erit, id ipsum ad me velim scribas.

Caesar mihi ignoscit per litteras, quod non venerim, seseque in optimam
partem id accipere dicit. Facile patior, quod scribit, secum Titinium
et Servium questos esse, quia non idem sibi quod mihi remisisset.
Homines ridiculos! qui, cum filios misissent ad Cn. Pompeium
circumsedendum, ipsi in senatum venire dubitarint. Sed tamen exemplum
misi ad te Caesaris litterarum.




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CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano XVII K. Mai. a. 705_]

Multas a te accepi epistulas eodem die omnes diligenter scriptas, eam
vero, quae voluminis instar erat, saepe legendam, sicuti facio. In qua
non frustra laborem suscepisti, mihi quidem pergratum fecisti. Quare,
ut id, quoad licebit, id est quoad scies, ubi simus, quam saepissime
facias, te vehementer rogo. Ac deplorandi quidem, quod cotidie facimus,
sit iam nobis aut finis omnino, si potest, aut moderatio quaedam,

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IIIa

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Arcanum, April 7_, B.C. _49_]

On the 7th of April I dictate this letter, the second on the same day,
and yesterday I dispatched a longer one in my own handwriting. It is
said you have been seen in the Regia,[124] and I don't blame you, since
I laid myself open to the same blame. But I await a letter from you. I
don't see what news I can expect; but still, even if there is none, I
wish you would just tell me that.

[124] The official residence of Caesar as _Pontifex maximus_.

Caesar has written to excuse me for not coming to Rome, and says
that he takes it in good part. I am not concerned at his saying that
Titinius and Servius have complained to him for not allowing them the
same privilege as he did to me. What fools they are! They send their
sons to besiege Pompey, and themselves hesitate to enter the House.
However, I send you a copy of Caesar's letter.




IV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, April 14_, B.C. _49_]

I have received a lot of letters from you on the same day, all of them
written with care and one, which is as big as a book, worth reading
several times, as I am doing. Your labour has not been in vain: you
have gratified me very much. And so I beseech you continue to write as
often as you can, so long as it is possible, that is, so long as you
know where I am. And as for our daily lamentations let us make an end
of them once for all, if we can, or at

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quod profecto potest. Non enim iam, quam dignitatem, quos honores,
quem vitae statum amiserim, cogito, sed quid consecutus sim, quid
praestiterim, qua in laude vixerim, his denique in malis quid intersit
inter me et istos, quos propter omnia amisimus. Hi sunt, qui, nisi
me civitate expulissent, obtinere se non putaverant posse licentiam
cupiditatum suarum. Quorum societatis et sceleratae consensionis fides
quo eruperit, vides.

Alter ardet furore et scelere, nec remittit aliquid, sed in dies
ingravescit; modo Italia expulit, nunc alia ex parte persequi, ex
alia provincia exspoliare conatur, nec iam recusat, sed quodam modo
postulat, ut, quem ad modum est, sic etiam appelletur tyrannus. Alter,
is qui nos sibi quondam ad pedes stratos ne sublevabat quidem, qui se
nihil contra huius voluntatem facere posse, elapsus e soceri manibus
ac ferro bellum terra et mari comparat, non iniustum ille quidem, sed
cum pium tum etiam necessarium, suis tamen civibus exitiabile, nisi
vicerit, calamitosum, etiamsi vicerit. Horum ego summorum imperatoram
non modo res gestas non antepono meis, sed ne fortunam quidem ipsam;
qua illi florentissima, nos duriore conflictati videmur. Quis enim
potest aut deserta per se patria aut oppressa beatus esse? Et, si, ut
nos a te admonemur, recte in illis libris diximus nihil esse bonum,
nisi quod honestum, nihil malum, nisi

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any rate moderate them, which we certainly can. For I have given up
thinking of the dignity, the honours and the position I have lost:
I think of what I have attained, what I have done, the glory of my
career, in short what a difference there is even in our present straits
between me and those through whom I have lost all. They are the people
who thought they could not attain their extravagant desires without
expelling me from the State: and you see now what has come of their
coalition in a criminal conspiracy.

The one burns with a madman's lust for crime, which does not cool one
whit, but rather increases day by day. He has just driven Pompey from
Italy, now on one side of the world he is pursuing him, on the other he
is trying to rob him of his province: and he no longer refuses, nay,
he practically demands, to be called a tyrant, as he is. The other,
who once would not even give me a helping hand, when I threw myself at
his feet, declaring he could do nothing against Caesar's will, now,
having slipped from the grasp of his father-in-law's mailed hand, is
preparing war by land and sea. The war is not unjust on his part, nay,
it is even righteous and necessary; but, unless he conquers, it will
be fatal to his fellow-countrymen; and, even if he does conquer, it
will be disastrous. These are our great men; but I do not hold their
achievements one whit superior to mine, nor even their fortune, though
they may seem to have basked in fortune's smiles while I have met her
frowns. For who can be happy, when he has caused his country to be
deserted or enslaved? And if, as you admonish me, I was right in saying
in those books of mine that nothing is good, save

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quod turpe sit, certe uterque istorum est miserrimus, quorum utrique
semper patriae salus et dignitas posterior sua dominatione et
domesticis commodis fuit. Praeclara igitur conscientia sustentor, cum
cogito me de re publica aut meruisse optime, cum potuerim, aut certe
numquam nisi pie cogitasse, eaque ipsa tempestate eversam esse rem
publicam, quam ego XIIII annis ante prospexerim. Hac igitur conscientia
comite proficiscar magno equidem cum dolore nec tam id propter me
aut propter fratrem meum, quorum est iam acta aetas, quam propter
pueros, quibus interdum videmur praestare etiam rem publicam debuisse.
Quorum quidem alter non tam quia filius quam,[125] quia maiore pietate
est, me mirabiliter excruciat, alter (o rem miseram! nihil enim mihi
accidit in omni vita acerbius) indulgentia videlicet nostra depravatus
eo progressus est, quo non audeo dicere. Et exspecto tuas litteras;
scripsisti enim te scripturum esse plura, cum ipsum vidisses. Omne
meum obsequium in illum fuit cum multa severitate, neque unum eius
nec parvum, sed multa magna delicta compressi. Patris autem lenitas
amanda potius ab illo quam tam crudeliter neglegenda. Nam litteras
eius ad Caesarem missas ita graviter tulimus, ut te quidem celaremus,
sed ipsius videremur vitam insuavem reddidisse. Hoc vero eius iter
simulatioque pietatis qualis fuerit, non audeo dicere; tantum scio,
post Hirtium conventum

[125] quia filius quam _added by Malaspina_.

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what is honourable, and nothing bad, save what is dishonourable, then
certainly both of them are most miserable, since both of them have
thought less of their country's safety and dignity than of their own
high place and private interests. My conscience then is clear and helps
to support me, when I think that I have always rendered my country
good service, when I could, and assuredly have never harboured any but
loyal thoughts, and that the State has been wrecked by the very storm
which I foresaw fourteen years ago. With a clear conscience then I
shall depart, though the parting will cost me a bitter pang: nor shall
I go so much for my own sake or for my brother's--our day is done--as
for our children, to whom I think at times we ought to have secured
at least a free country. For one of them I feel the most poignant
grief--not so much because he is my son, as because he is exceedingly
dutiful--while the other unfortunately has turned out the bitterest
disappointment of my life. He has been spoiled, I suppose, by our
indulgence, and has gone to lengths that I dare not name. I am waiting
for your letter too; for you promised to write more fully when you
had seen him himself. All my humouring of him has been accompanied by
considerable strictness: and I have had to put my foot down not over
one fault of his or a small one, but over many grave faults. But his
father's kindness should surely have been repaid by affection rather
than by such cruel disregard. For we were more annoyed at his sending
letters to Caesar than we let you see, but I think we made his life a
burden to him. I dare not describe this recent journey of his and his
hypocritical pretence of filial duty: I only know that, after he met
Hirtius,

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arcessitum a Caesare, cum eo de meo animo a suis rationibus alienissimo
et consilio relinquendi Italiam; et haec ipsa timide. Sed nulla nostra
culpa est, natura metuenda est. Haec Curionem, haec Hortensi filium,
non patrum culpa corrupit.

Iacet in maerore meus frater neque tam de sua vita quam de mea metuit.
Huic tu huic tu malo adfer consolationes, si ullas potes; maxime quidem
illam velim, ea, quae ad nos delata sint, aut falsa esse aut minora.
Quae si vera sint, quid futurum sit in hac vita et fuga, nescio.
Nam, si haberemus rem publicam, consilium mihi non deesset nec ad
severitatem nec ad indulgentiam. Nunc haec sive iracundia sive dolore
sive metu permotus gravius scripsi, quam aut tuus in illum amor aut
meus postulabat, si vera sunt, ignosces, si falsa, me libente eripies
mihi hunc errorem. Quoquo modo vero se res habebit, nihil adsignabis
nec patruo nec patri.

Cum haec scripsissem, a Curione mihi nuntiatum est eum ad me venire.
Venerat enim is in Cumanum vesperi pridie, id est Idibus. Si quid
igitur eius modi sermo eius attulerit, quod ad te scribendum sit, id
his litteris adiungam.

Praeteriit villam meam Curio iussitque mihi nuntiari mox se venturum
cucurritque Puteolos, ut ibi contionaretur. Contionatus est, rediit,
fuit ad me sane diu. O rem foedam! Nosti hominem; nihil occultavit, in
primis nihil esse certius, quam ut

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he was summoned to Caesar's presence, and discussed the difference
between my views and his own and my plan of leaving Italy. Even
that I write with hesitation. But it is no fault of mine: it is his
disposition which must cause us anxiety. That is what corrupted Curio
and Hortensius' son, not their fathers' fault.

My brother is prostrate with grief, though he does not fear for his own
life so much as for mine. It is to him, to him more than me, I want you
to offer consolation, if you can. The best consolation would be that
what we have heard was false or exaggerated. If it was true, I fail to
see what will come of this runaway existence. For if the constitution
were still intact, I should know what to do both in the way of severity
and in the way of kindness. Now, under the sway of some passion, be it
wrath or sorrow or fear, I have written more bitterly than either your
affection for him or mine warrants. If what I have said is true, you
will pardon me: if it is false, I shall be only too glad to have the
error removed. However it may be, you must not blame his uncle or his
father.

When I had got so far, I received a message from Curio that he was
coming to see me. He came to his place here yesterday evening, that
is on the 13th. If any point worth mentioning to you occurs in our
conversation, I will add it to this letter.

Curio passed by my house, and sent a message saying he was coming very
soon. Then he hurried off to make a speech at Puteoli. He made his
speech, returned and stayed a very long time. How disgusting! You know
the sort of man he is: he hid nothing. In the first place he is quite
sure that all

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omnes, qui lege Pompeia condemnati essent, restituerentur. Itaque se in
Sicilia eorum opera usurum. De Hispaniis non dubitabat, quin Caesaris
essent. Inde ipsum cum exercitu, ubicumque Pompeius esset. Eius
interitum finem belli[126] fore. Propius factum esse nihil, nisi[127]
plane iracundia elatum voluisse Caesarem occidi Metellum tribunum
pl. Quod si esset factum, caedem magnam futuram fuisse. Permultos
hortatores esse caedis, ipsum autem non voluntate aut natura non esse
crudelem, sed quod popularem putaret esse clementiam. Quodsi populi
stadium amisisset, crudelem fore. Eumque perturbatum, quod intellegeret
se apud ipsam plebem offendisse de aerario. Itaque, ei cum certissimum
fuisset, antequam proficisceretur, contionem habere, ausum non esse
vehementerque animo perturbato profectum. Cum autem ex eo quaererem,
quid videret, quem eventum, quam rem publicam, plane fatebatur nullam
spem reliquam. Pompei classem timebat. Quae si exisset, se de Sicilia
abiturum. "Quid isti," inquam, "sex tui fasces? si a senatu, cur
laureati? si ab ipso, cur sex?" "Cupivi," inquit, "ex senatus consulto
surrupto; nam aliter non poterat. At ille impendio nunc magis odit
senatum. A me," inquit, "omnia proficiscentur,"

[126] belli _Manutius_; illi _MSS._

[127] nisi _Schmidt_; ei _MSS._

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those condemned by Pompey's law are going to be recalled: and so he is
going to make use of their services in Sicily. He had no doubt about
Caesar getting the two Spains and said he would start from them with
an army to wherever Pompey might be. Pompey's death would be the end
of the war. Caesar had been carried away by anger into wishing to have
the tribune Metellus killed and he had had a narrow shave. If it had
happened, there would have been an enormous massacre. Many had spoken
in favour of a massacre: and Caesar himself was not by nature and
inclination averse to cruelty, but he thought that mild measures would
win popularity. But, if he lost popular favour, he would be cruel. He
had been put out when he found that he had offended the populace itself
by seizing the treasury: and so, though he had fully made up his mind
to harangue the people before leaving, he had not ventured to do so,
and he had gone off in a very disturbed state of mind. But when I asked
Curio what he looked forward to, what end, and what constitution, he
confessed openly that there was no hope left. He was afraid of Pompey's
fleet, and, if it put to sea, he should desert Sicily. I asked, what
was the meaning of his six lictors, why their staves were laurelled,
if the Senate gave them to him, and why there were six, if Caesar gave
them. [128] He said, "I wanted to snatch a vote from the House for them
(for it could not be done openly): but Caesar hates the Senate like
poison, and declares that all such authority will

[128] Six lictors were the regular number for the propraetor of Sicily;
but their staves would not be laurelled as Curio had not won a victory
over a public enemy. If appointed a _legatus_ to Caesar he might have
had proconsular powers and twelve lictors.

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"Cur autem sex?" "Quia XII nolui; nam licebat." Tum ego "Quam vellem,"
inquam, "petisse ab eo, quod audio Philippum impetrasse! Sed veritus
sum, quia ille a me nihil impetrabat." "Libenter," inquit, "tibi
concessisset. Verum puta te impetrasse; ego enim ad eum scribam, ut
tu ipse voles, de ea re nos inter nos locutos. Quid autem illius
interest, quoniam in senatum non venis, ubi sis? Quin nunc ipsum
minime offendisses eius causam, si in Italia non fuisses." Ad quae ego
me recessum et solitudinem quaerere, maxime quod lictores haberem.
Laudavit consilium. "Quid ergo?" inquam; "nam mihi cursus in Graeciam
per tuam provinciam est, quoniam ad mare superum milites sunt." "Quid
mihi," inquit, "optatius?" Hoc loco multa perliberaliter. Ergo hoc
quidem est profectum, ut non modo tuto, verum etiam palam navigaremus.

Reliqua in posterum diem distulit; ex quibus scribam ad to si quid
erit epistula dignum. Sunt autem, quae praeterii, interregnumne
esset exspectaturus, an, quo modo dixerit ille quidem ad se deferri
consulatum, sed se nolle in proximum annum. Et alia sunt, quae
exquiram. Iurabat ad summam, quod nullo negotio facere solet,
amicissimum mihi Caesarem esse. "Dubito equidem," inquam. "Scripsit
ad me Dolabella." "Dic, quid?" Adfirmabat eum scripsisse, quod me
cuperet ad urbem venire, illum quidem gratias agere maximas et non modo
probare, sed etiam gaudere. Quid quaeris? acquievi, Levata

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proceed from him." "But why six?" "Because I didn't want twelve, though
I could have had them." I said: "I wish I had asked for what I hear
Philippus has got from him: but I was afraid to ask, as he got nothing
from me." He replied: "He would willingly have given you permission.
But take it that you did get it. I will write to him just as you wish,
and say we have spoken about the matter. What does it matter to him
where you are, as you do not attend the House? If you were not in Italy
at this very moment, it would not damage his cause in the least."
I responded that I was looking for a retired and solitary retreat,
especially because I still had my lictors in attendance. He agreed
with me. "How about this then," said I. "My way through to Greece lies
through your province, as the Adriatic is guarded." "There is nothing I
should like better," he said, and added many very handsome remarks. So
something has come of it: I could sail not only in safety, but openly.

The rest he put off for the next day: I will write and tell you if
there is anything worth mentioning. But there are some things I omitted
to ask: whether Caesar was going to wait for an interregnum, or what
he meant by saying that he had been offered the consulship but had
refused it for the next year. And there are other points I must ask
about. Finally he swore--though to be sure he makes no bones about
swearing--that Caesar was very friendly to me. I expressed my doubt. He
said he had heard from Dolabella. I asked what he said, and he declared
he said Caesar had thanked him warmly for wanting me to go to Rome, and
not only approved but showed pleasure. Of course I felt relieved.

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est enim suspicio illa domestici mali et sermonis Hirtiani. Quam cupio
illum dignum esse nobis, et quam ipse me invito, quae pro illo sint, ad
suspicandum! Sed opus fuit Hirtio convento? Est profecto nescio quid,
sed velim quam minimo. Et tamen eum nondum redisse miramur. Sed haec
videbimus.

Tu Oppios Terentiae delegabis.[129] Iam enim urbis unum periculum est.
Me tamen consilio iuva, pedibusne Regium an hinc statim in navem, et
cetera, quoniam commoror. Ego ad te statim habebo, quod scribam, simul
ut videro Curionem. De Tirone cura, quaeso, quod facis, ut sciam, quid
is agat.

[129] delegabis _Wesenberg_: dabis _MSS._




V

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano XV K. Mai. a. 705_]

De tota mea cogitatione scripsi ad te antea satis, ut mihi visus sum,
diligenter. De die nihil sane potest scribi certi praeter hoc, non ante
lunam novam. Curionis sermo postridie eandem habuit fere summam, nisi
quod apertius significavit se harum rerum exitum non videre.

Quod mihi mandas de Quinto regendo, Ἀρκαδίαν

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The suspicion of domestic treachery and of the talk with Hirtius has
been removed. How I hope young Quintus is worthy of his family, and how
I keep urging myself to note the points in his favour! But need he have
visited Hirtius? There is something in the tale, but I hope it may not
prove of much consequence. Still I wonder he is not back yet. But we
shall see about this.

Please introduce Terentia to the Oppii: for there is only one danger
in Rome now.[130] As for me, give me the benefit of your advice as to
whether I am to go to Regium on foot or to embark straight from here,
and on all the other points too, as I am staying here. I shall have
something to write as soon as I have seen Curio. Please keep me posted
up in news about Tiro's condition, as you have done.

[130] The Oppii were moneylenders, and, if the reading _unum_ is right,
Cicero must mean that lack of obtaining ready money was the only danger
in Rome.




V

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, April 16_, B.C. 49]

About the whole of my plans I have written to you before, as I think,
exactly. Of the day I can say no more for certain than this, that it
will not be before the new moon. Curio's conversation on the next day
had practically the same gist, except that he showed still more frankly
that he could not see an end to this state of things.

[Sidenote: 50,000 sesterces]

[Sidenote: 30,000 sesterces]

As for your commission about the control of Quintus, you are asking for
the moon.[131] However I

[131] Cf. the answer of the Delphic oracle to a Spartan envoy in
Herodotus I, 66, Ἀρκαδίαν μ'αἰτεῖς, μέγα μ'αἰτεῖς, οὖτοι δώσω. "Thou
askest for Arcadia. 'Tis much thou askest for. I will not give it."

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Tamen nihil praetermittam. Atque utinam tu ----, sed molestior non
ero. Epistulam ad Vestorium statim detuli, ac valde requirere solebat.
Commodius tecum Vettienus est locutus, quam ad me scripserat. Sed
mirari satis hominis neglegentiam non queo. Cum enim mihi Philotimus
dixisset se HS L̅ emere de Canuleio deversorium illud posse, minoris
etiam empturum, si Vettienum rogassem, rogavi, ut, si quid posset,
ex ea summa detraheret. Promisit. Ad me nuper se HS X̅X̅X̅ emisse;
ut scriberem, cui vellem addici; diem pecuniae Idus Novembr. esse.
Rescripsi ei stomachosius, cum ioco tamen familiari. Nunc, quoniam agit
liberaliter, nihil accuso hominem, scripsique ad eum me a te certiorem
esse factum. Tu, de tuo itinere quid et quando cogites, velim me
certiorem facias. A. d. XV K. Maias.




VI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano medio m. Apr. a. 705_]

Me adhuc nihil praeter tempestatem moratur. Astute nihil sum acturus.
Fiat in Hispania quidlibet; et tamen ire certum est.[132] Meas
cogitationes omnis explicavi tibi superioribus litteris. Quocirca hae
sunt breves, etiam[133] quia festinabam eramque occupatior.

[132] ire certum est _Wesenberg_: recitet et _MZ_ᵇ: reticeret _Z_ˡ.

[133] etiam _Malaspina_: et tamen _MSS._

De Quinto filio fit a me quidem sedulo; sed nosti

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shall be guilty of no omission and would that you----. But I will
not be too troublesome. The letter I forwarded at once to Vestorius;
he kept asking why it was not sent. Vettienus has spoken with you in
a tone more accommodating than his letter to me: but I am greatly
astonished at the man's carelessness. Philotimus informed me that he
could buy that lodge of Canuleius for 400 guineas, and could get it
even for less, if I asked Vettienus to act as purchaser. So I did ask
Vettienus to get a deduction from that sum, if he could. He promised.
Lately he has informed me that he bought it for about £250, and asked
me to inform him to whom I wished to convey it, adding that the day for
payment was the 13th of November. My reply was somewhat cross, but yet
in a familiar joking vein. Now, as he is acting handsomely, I have no
charge against him, and I have written to him that you have informed
me. Please let me know about your journey, what you intend to do and
when.

April 16.




VI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, April_, B.C. _49_]

So far nothing stops me beyond the weather. I am not going to play a
sharp game. Let what will happen in Spain, I have made up my mind to
go. My plans have all been unfolded to you in previous letters; so this
is a short one; also because I am in a hurry and rather busy.

As for young Quintus "surely I do my best,"[134] you

[134] Possibly a reference to Terence _Adelphi_ 44, "Fit sedulo, nihil
praetermitto, consuefacio."

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reliqua. Quod dein me mones, et amice et prudenter me mones, sed erunt
omnia facilia, si ab uno illo cavero. Magnum opus est, mirabilia multa,
nihil simplex, nihil sincerum. Vellem suscepisses iuvenem regendum;
pater enim nimis indulgens, quicquid ego adstrinxi, relaxat. Si sine
illo possem, regerem; quod tu potes. Sed ignosco; magnum, inquam, opus
est.

Pompeium pro certo habemus per Illyricum proficisci in Galliam. Ego
nunc, qua et quo, videbo.




VII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano circ. IX K. Mai. a. 705_]

Ego vero Apuliam et Sipontum et tergiversationem istam probo, nec tuam
rationem eandem esse duco quam meam, non quin in re publica rectum idem
sit utrique nostrum, sed ea non agitur. Regnandi contentio est, in
qua pulsus est modestior rex et probior et integrior et is, qui nisi
vincit, nomen populi Romani deleatur necesse est, sin autem vincit,
Sullano more exemploque vincet. Ergo hac in contentione neutrum tibi
palam sentiendum et tempori serviendum est. Mea causa autem alia est,
quod beneficio vinctus ingratus esse non possum, nec tamen in acie me,
sed Melitae aut alio in loco simili futurum puto. "Nihil," inquies,
"iuvas eum, in quem

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know the rest. You go on to advise me, and you advise me like a
prudent friend; but all will be simple, if I beware of the youngster.
It is a big business; he is full of oddities and has no simplicity or
sincerity. I wish you had undertaken his training; for his father is
too kind. If I tighten the rein, he loosens it. If I could act without
his father, I could manage the youngster, as you can do. But I excuse
you. It is, as I say, a big business.

Pompey, I am certain, is marching through Illyricum into Gaul. By what
route and whither I am now to travel, I shall see.




VII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, April 22(?)_, B.C. _49_]

Yes, I think you are right to hedge, and stay in Apulia and Sipontum:
nor do I consider that your case is the same as mine. Of course in the
matter of the constitution the right course is the same for both of us:
but the constitution is not now in question. It is a struggle between
two kings, in which defeat has overtaken the more moderate king, the
one who is more upright and honest, the one whose failure means that
the very name of the Roman people must be wiped out, though, if he wins
the victory, he will use it after the manner and example of Sulla.
Therefore in a contest like this you must not openly express your
sentiments for either side, but must await the event. My case however
is different. I am under the bond of an obligation, and cannot show
ingratitude. But yet I do not fancy that I shall be found in the line
of battle, but at Malta or some other similar place. You may say I

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ingratus esse non vis?" Immo minus fortasse voluisset. Sed de hoc
videbimus; exeamus modo. Quod ut meliore tempore possimus, facit
Adriano mari Dolabella, Fretensi Curio.

Iniecta autem mihi spes quaedam est velle mecum Ser. Sulpicium
conloqui. Ad eum misi Philotimum libertum cum litteris. Si vir esse
volet, praeclara συνοδία, sin autem ----, erimus nos, qui solemus.
Curio mecum vixit, iacere Caesarem putans offensione populari
Siciliaeque diffidens, si Pompeius navigare coepisset.

Quintum puerum accepi vehementer. Avaritiam video fuisse et spem magni
congiarii. Magnum hoc malum est, sed scelus illud, quod timueramus,
spero nullum fuisse. Hoc autem vitium puto te existimare non a nostra
indulgentia, sed a natura profectum. Quem tamen nos disciplina regemus.

De Oppiis Veliensibus quid placeat, cum Philotimo videbis. Epirum
nostram putabimus, sed alios cursus videbamur habituri.




VIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano VI Non. Mai. a. 705_]

Et res ipsa monebat, et tu ostenderas, et ego videbam de iis rebus,
quas intercipi periculosum esset, finem inter nos scribendi fieri
tempus esse. Sed, cum ad me saepe mea Tullia scribat orans, ut, quid in
Hispania geratur, exspectem, et semper

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do not help the man to whom I am loth to show ingratitude. No. Perhaps
he would have been glad if I had helped him less. But that we shall
see. Let me only get away. A fair opportunity is offered now that
Dolabella is in the Adriatic and Curio in the straits of Sicily.

I have conceived some hope that Servius Sulpicius wishes to see me. I
have dispatched Philotimus, my freedman, to him with a letter. If he
wishes to play the man, we shall have a fine time together. But if not,
well, I shall be my own old self. Curio stayed with me. He thinks that
Caesar is falling in popular esteem and he is mistrustful about going
to Sicily, if Pompey should begin a naval action.

The boy Quintus got it hot when he came. I see it was greed and the
hope of a large bounty. This is a great evil; but disloyalty, which I
feared, there was I hope none. But this flaw, I fancy you will gather,
did not proceed from my spoiling him, but from his own temperament.
Still, I must teach him discipline.

As to the Oppii of Velia, you will arrange with Philotimus as you think
fit. Your place in Epirus I shall regard as my own; but it seems I
shall go on another tack.




VIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 2_, B.C. _49_]

Circumstances advise, you have pointed out, and I see for myself, that
it is time there was an end to our correspondence on topics which it
is dangerous to have intercepted: but since my daughter often writes
beseeching me to await the issue in Spain and

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adscribat idem videri tibi, idque ipse etiam ex tuis litteris
intellexerim, non puto esse alienum me ad te, quid de ea re sentiam,
scribere.

Consilium istud tunc esset prudens, ut mihi videtur, si nostras
rationes ad Hispaniensem casum accommodaturi essemus; quod fieri non
debet.[135] Necesse est enim aut, id quod maxime velim, pelli istum
ab Hispania, aut trahi id bellum, aut istum, ut confidere videtur,
apprehendere Hispanias. Si pelletur, quam gratus aut quam honestus tum
erit ad Pompeium noster adventus, cum ipsum Curionem ad eum transiturum
putem? Si trahitur bellum, quid exspectem aut quam diu? Relinquitur,
ut, si vincimur in Hispania, quiescamus. Id ego contra puto. Istum
enim victorem magis relinquendum puto quam victum, et dubitantem
magis quam fidentem suis rebus. Nam caedem video, si vicerit, et
impetum in privatorum pecunias et exsulum reditum et tabulas novas et
turpissimorum honores et regnum non modo Romano homini, sed ne Persae
quidem cuiquam tolerabile. Tacita esse poterit indignitas nostra? pati
poterunt oculi me cum Gabinio sententiam dicere, et quidem illum rogari
prius? praesto esse clientem tuum Clodium, C. Atei Plaguleium, ceteros?
Sed cur inimicos conligo, qui meos necessarios a me defensos nec videre
in curia sine dolore nec versari inter eos sine dedecore potero? Quid,
si ne id quidem est exploratum fore ut mihi liceat? Scribunt enim ad me
amici eius me illi nullo modo satis

[135] non debet _is omitted by the best MSS. and is probably only
supplied by conjecture in P_.

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always adds that you think the same, and this is what I have gathered
myself from your letters, I think it is well for me to write to you
what I think about it.

The advice would be wise, it seems to me, only if I meant to shape my
course according to what happens in Spain. That is impossible. For
either, as I should much prefer, Caesar must be driven from Spain, or
the war will drag on, or Caesar will seize Spain, as he seems to be
confident. If Caesar is driven from Spain, you can imagine how pleasing
and honourable my arrival will seem to Pompey, when I suppose even
Curio will go over to him. If the war drags on, for what am I to wait
or how long? The remaining alternative is that I should keep neutral,
if we are beaten in Spain. I take the opposite view: for I think I am
more bound to desert Caesar as victor than as vanquished, and while
he is still doubtful rather than confident about his fortunes: for I
foresee a massacre, if he conquers, attack on the wealth of private
persons, the recall of exiles, repudiation of debts, high office for
the vilest men, and a tyranny intolerable to a Persian much more to a
Roman. Will my indignation be able to keep silence? Can my eyes endure
to see myself giving my vote along with Gabinius, or indeed Gabinius
being asked his opinion before me? Your client Clodius in waiting?
Plaguleius, the client of C. Ateius, and all the others? But why do I
make a list of opponents, when I shall be unable to see in the House
without pain friends whom I have defended or to mix with them without
shame? And what if even that may not be allowed to me, for all I know?
For Caesar's friends write me that he is not at all

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fecisse, quod in senatum non venerim. Tamenne dubitemus, an ei nos
etiam cum periculo venditemus, quicum coniuncti ne cum praemio quidem
voluimus esse? Deinde hoc vide, non esse iudicium de tota contentione
in Hispaniis, nisi forte iis amissis arma Pompeium abiecturum putas,
cuius omne consilium Themistocleum est. Existimat enim, qui mare
teneat, eum necesse esse rerum potiri. Itaque numquam id egit, ut
Hispaniae per se tenerentur, navalis apparatus ei semper antiquissima
cura fuit. Navigabit igitur, cum erit tempus, maximis classibus et
ad Italiam accedet. In qua nos sedentes quid erimus? nam medios esse
iam non licebit. Classibus adversabimur igitur? Quod maius scelus aut
tantum denique? quid turpius? anuival dehic in absentis[136] solus tuli
scelus, eiusdem cum Pompeio et cum reliquis principibus non feram?
Quodsi iam misso officio periculi ratio habenda est, ab illis est
periculum, si peccaro, ab hoc, si recte fecero, nec ullum in his malis
consilium periculo vacuum inveniri potest, ut non sit dubium, quin
turpiter facere cum periculo fugiamus, quod fugeremus etiam cum salute.
Non si[137] simul cum Pompeio mare transierimus? Omnino non potuimus.
Exstat ratio dierum. Sed tamen--fateamur enim, quod est: ne condimus
quidem--ut possimus, fefellit ea me res, quae fortasse non debuit, sed
fefellit. Pacem putavi fore. Quae si esset, iratum mihi Caesarem esse,
cum idem amicus

[136] _The text here is hopelessly corrupt and no satisfactory
emendation has been made. The translation gives the probable sense._

[137] si _added by Tyrrell_.

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satisfied because I did not come to the Senate. Am I still to hesitate
whether to sell myself to him at grave risk, when I refused to join
him even with a certainty of reward. Besides consider this that the
verdict on the whole contest does not depend on Spain; unless perhaps
you think that, if Spain is lost, Pompey will throw down his arms, when
his policy has always been that of Themistocles. He considers that the
master of the sea must be master of the empire: so he has never planned
to hold Spain for its own sake. The equipment of the fleet has always
been his first care. So he will take to the sea in due season with a
huge fleet and will come to Italy. What then will be the fate of us, if
we stay here idle? Neutrality will be impossible. Shall we then resist
the fleet? Could there be a crime deeper, greater or baser? Isolated I
ran risks: shall I hesitate with the help of Pompey and the rest of the
nobles. If now I am to take no account of duty but only of danger, it
is from Pompey's party I run risk, if I do wrong, from Caesar, if I do
right: and such is our evil plight that no plan is so free from danger
as to leave a doubt that I should avoid doing with disgrace as well
as danger what I should have avoided, if it had been safe. You will
say I might safely have crossed the sea with Pompey. It was altogether
impossible. It is easy to reckon the days: but nevertheless (for let
me confess the truth: I do not even sugar my confession) supposing I
could, I was mistaken over a point which perhaps ought not to have
misled me; but it did. I thought that peace might be made: and, if it
should be, I did not wish Caesar to be angry with me, when at the same
time he was

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esset Pompeio, nolui. Senseram enim, quam idem essent. Hoc verens in
hanc tarditatem incidi. Sed assequor omnia, si propero, si cunctor,
amitto. Et tamen, mi Attice, auguria quoque me incitant quadam spe non
dubia, nec haec collegii nostri ab Atto, sed illa Platonis de tyrannis.
Nullo enim modo posse video stare istum diutius, quin ipse per se etiam
languentibus nobis concidat, quippe qui florentissimus ac novus VI, VII
diebus ipsi illi egenti ac perditae multitudini in odium acerbissimum
venerit, qui duarum rerum simulationem tam cito amiserit, mansuetudinis
in Metello, divitiarum in aerario. Iam quibus utatur vel sociis vel
ministris? ii provincias, ii rem publicam regent, quorum nemo duo
menses potuit patrimonium suum gubernare?

Non sunt omnia colligenda, quae tu acutissime perspicis, sed tamen ea
pone ante oculos; iam intelleges id regnum vix semenstre esse posse.
Quod si me fefellerit, feram, sicut multi clarissimi homines in re
publica excellentes tulerunt, nisi forti me Sardanapalli vicem [in
suo lectulo][138] mori malle censueris quam exsilio Themistocleo. Qui
com fuisset, ut ait Thucydides, τῶν μὲν παρόντων δι' ἐλαχίστης βουλῆς
κράτιστος γνώμων, τῶν δὲ μελλόντων ἐς πλεῖστον τοῦ γενησομένου ἄριστος
εἰκαστής, tamen incidit in eos

[138] _The words in brackets are deleted by Nipperdey as a gloss._

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friendly with Pompey. For I had realized how exactly they were alike.
That fear of mine led me to delay. But I gain all now by haste, and, if
I delay, I lose all. Nevertheless, my friend, there are auguries which
urge me on, with hope not uncertain: I do not mean those of my own
college which came down from Attus Navius: but Plato's words about the
tyrant.[139] For I see that Caesar can in no way maintain his position
much longer, without causing his own fall, even if we are backward.
For in his first and flourishing days it did not take him a week to
incur the bitter hatred of the needy abandoned rabble, by letting slip
through his fingers so quickly his fictitious claim to two things,
clemency in the case of Metellus and ample wealth in the case of the
public money. Now what kind of associates and servants can he employ?
Are men to rule provinces and direct affairs not one of whom could
steer his own fortunes for two months?

[139] Probably _Republic_ VIII, 562.

I need not put all the points together; you see them clearly enough:
but put them before your eyes and you will understand that his reign
can hardly last for half a year. If I am mistaken, I will bear the
consequences, as many illustrious men, eminent in public life, have
borne them, unless perhaps you consider that I should prefer to die
like Sardanapalus [in his bed] rather than like Themistocles in exile.
For Thucydides tells us that though Themistocles was "the best judge of
current affairs on the shortest reflection, and the shrewdest to guess
at what would happen in the future," yet he fell into misfortunes,
which he would have escaped, had there been no

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casus, quos vitasset, si eum nihil fefellisset. Etsi is erat, ut ait
idem, qui τὸ ἄμεινον καὶ τὸ χεῖρον ἐν τῷ ἀφανεῖ ἔτι ἑώρα μάλιστα,
tamen non vidit, nec quo modo Lacedaemoniorum nec quo modo suorum
civium invidiam effugeret nec quid Artaxerxi polliceretur. Non fuisset
illa nox tam acerba Africano, sapientissimo viro, non tam dirus ille
dies Sullanus callidissimo viro, C. Mario, si nihil utrumque eorum
fefellisset. Nos tamen hoc confirmamus illo augurio, quo diximus,
nec nos fallit, nec aliter accidet. Corruat iste necesse est aut
per adversarios aut ipse per se, qui quidem sibi est adversarius
unus acerrimus. Id spero vivis nobis fore; quamquam tempus est nos
de illa perpetua iam, non de hac exigua vita cogitare. Sin quid
accident maturius, haud sane mea multum interfuerit, utrum factum
videam an futurum esse multo ante viderim. Quae cum ita sint, non
est committendum, ut iis paream, quos contra me senatus, ne quid res
publica detrimenti acciperet, armavit.

Tibi sunt omnia commendata, quae commendationis meae pro tuo in nos
amore non indigent. Nec hercule ego quidem reperio, quid scribam; sedeo
enim πλουδοκῶν. Etsi nihil umquam tam fuit scribendum quam nihil mihi
umquam ex plurimis tuis iucunditatibus

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error in his calculations. Though he was, as the same writer says, "a
clear-sighted judge of the better and the worse course in a doubtful
crisis,"[140] yet he failed to see how to avoid the hate of the
Spartans and his own fellow-citizens, nor what promise he ought to make
to Artaxerxes. Africanus would have been spared that cruel night,[141]
and that master of craft C. Marius the fateful day of Sulla's triumph,
if nothing had ever escaped their calculations. So I strengthen myself
by that prophetic remark of Plato: I am not deceived nor will it happen
otherwise. Caesar is bound to fall either through the agency of his
enemies or of himself, and he is his own worst enemy. I hope it will
be in our lifetime, though it is an occasion for us to consider the
lasting future and not our own narrow life. If anything happens to me
before that day, it will not have mattered to me much whether I see it
come about or foresee that it will happen long before. Since this is
so, I must not obey men against whom the Senate armed me with power to
see that the Republic took no harm.[142]

[140] Thucydides i, 138.

[141] P. Scipio Africanus the younger was found dead in his bed, and
was supposed to have been murdered at Carbo's instigation.

[142] Cf. _Ad Fam._ XVI, 11, where he states that the Senate gave
a general commission to all magistrates and ex-consuls "_ne quid
respublica detrimenti caperet_."

To you all my interests have been entrusted, though they need no
entrusting considering your great affection for me. I have nothing to
write, for I sit waiting to sail. Yet I never wanted so much to write
anything, as I want to tell you that of your

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gratius accidisse, quam quod meam Tulliam suavissime diligentissimeque
coluisti. Valde eo ipsa delectata est, ego autem non minus. Cuius
quidem virtus mirifica. Quo modo illa fert publicam cladem, quo modo
domesticas tricas! quantus autem animus in discessu nostro! Est στοργή,
est summa σύντηξις. Tamen nos recte facere et bene audire vult. Sed hac
super re ne nimis, ne meam ipse συμπάθειαν iam evocem.

Tu, si quid de Hispaniis certius et si quid aliud, dum adsumus,
scribes, et ego fortasse discedens dabo ad te aliquid, eo etiam magis,
quod Tullia te non putabat hoc tempore ex Italia. Cum Antonio item
est agendum ut cum Curione Melitae me velle esse, huic civili bello
nolle interesse. Eo velim tam facili uti possim et tam bono in me quam
Curione. Is ad Misenum VI Nonas venturus dicebatur, id est hodie. Sed
praemisit mihi odiosas litteras hoc exemplo:




VIIIa

"ANTONIUS TRIB. PL. PRO PR. CICERONI IMP. SAL.


Nisi te valde amarem, et multo quidem plus, quam tu putas, non
extimuissem rumorem, qui de te prolatus est, cum praesertim falsum esse
existimarem. Sed, quia te nimio plus diligo, non possum dissimulare
mihi famam quoque, quamvis sit falsa, magni esse. Te iturum esse[143]
trans mare credere non possum, cum tanti facias Dolabellam et Tulliam
tuam, feminam

[143] Te iturum esse _added by Baiter_.

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many kindnesses none has given me greater pleasure than your very
gracious and constant care of Tullia. She herself has been charmed and
I not less. She has shown admirable qualities, has borne the national
calamity and private worries with great fortitude and displayed it over
my departure. She loves me and sympathizes with me and yet wishes me to
act rightly and keep my good repute. But enough of this, lest I begin
to pity myself.

If you get more certain tidings about Spain or any other matter, pray
write and tell me while I am here, and perhaps at the time of going I
may send you news, the more so because Tullia fancies that you are not
leaving Italy at the present moment. I must explain to Antony as I did
to Curio that I want to stay in Malta and refuse to take part in this
civil war. I only hope that I may find him as easy and good to me as I
found Curio. He will come it is said to Misenum on the second, that is
to-day; but he has sent in advance a nasty letter of which I subjoin a
copy:




VIIIa

"ANTONIUS TRIBUNE PROPRAETOR GREETING TO CICERO IMPERATOR.


"Had I not a great affection for you, and much more than you think, I
should not have been alarmed at a report which has been spread about
you, especially as I thought it to be false. But, just because I like
you so very much, I cannot hide from myself that the report, although
it may be false, causes me great concern. That you are about to go over
seas I cannot believe, when you have such dear regard for Dolabella

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lectissimam, tantique ab omnibus nobis fias; quibus mehercule dignitas
amplitudoque tua paene carior est quam tibi ipsi. Sed tamen non sum
arbitratus esse amici non commoveri etiam improborum sermone, atque eo
feci studiosius, quod iudicabam duriores partes mihi impositas esse ob
offensione nostra, quac magis a ζηλοτυπίᾳ mea quam ab iniuria tua nata
est. Sic enim volo te tibi persuadere, mihi neminem esse cariorem te
excepto Caesare meo meque illud una indicare, Caesarem maxime in suis
M. Ciceronem reponere. Quare, mi Cicero, te rogo, ut tibi omina integra
serves, eius fidem improbes, qui tibi, ut beneficium daret, prius
iniuriam fecit, contra ne profugias, qui te, esti non amabit, quod
accidere non potest, tamen salvum amplissimumque esse cupiet.

Dedita opera ad te Calpurnium, familiarissimum meum, misi, ut mihi
magnae curae tuam vitam ac dignitatem esse scires."

Eodem die a Caesare Philotimus litteras attulit hoc exemplo:




VIIIb

"CAESAR IMP. SAL. D. CICERONI IMP.


Etsi te nihil temere, nihil imprudenter facturum iudicaram, tamen
permotus hominum fama scribendum ad te existimavi, et pro nostra
benevolentia petendum, ne quo progredereris proclinata iam re, quo
integra

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and your daughter Tullia, that queen among women, and you are rated so
highly by all of us, who, I dare swear, care almost more than you do
for your dignity and position. However, I considered that it was no
part of a friend to be unmoved even when scoundrels talked, and I have
been more particular, because I thought that a harder task was laid
upon me by our disagreement, which sprang more from jealousy on my part
than from wrong on yours; for I want you to convince yourself that no
one is dearer to me than you, except Caesar, and at the same time I am
positive that Caesar reckons M. Cicero highly among his friends. So my
dear Cicero I beg you not to commit yourself and not to rely on the
honour of a man, who for the sake of conferring a kindness first did
you a harm, and on the other hand not to flee from a man, who although
he will not love you, which is out of the question, will always wish
you to be safe and in high distinction.

"I have taken the trouble to send you Calpurnius, an intimate friend
of mine, that you may know I am greatly concerned for your life and
position."

On the same day Philotimus brought me a letter from Caesar of which
this is a copy:




VIIIb

"CAESAR IMPERATOR TO CICERO IMPERATOR, GREETING.


"Although I had concluded that you would do nothing rashly or
imprudently, nevertheless I have been so stirred by what people say
that I thought it best to write to you and ask you in the name of our
goodwill to each other not to go anywhere, now that fortune inclines my
way, where you did not think it

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etiam progrediendum tibi non existimasses. Namque et amicitiae
graviorem iniuriam feceris et tibi minus commode consulueris, si
non fortunae obsecutus videbere (omnia enim secundissima nobis,
adversissima illis accidisse videntur), nec causam secutus (eadem enim
tum fuit, cum ab eorum consiliis abesse iudicasti), sed meum aliquod
factum condemnavisse; quo mihi gravius abs te nil accidere potest. Quod
ne facias, pro iure nostrae amicitiae a te peto. Postremo quid viro
bono et quieto et bono civi magis convenit quam abesse a civilibus
controversiis? Quod non nulli cum probarent, periculi causa sequi non
potuerunt; tu explorato et vitae meae testimonio et amicitiae iudicio
neque tutius neque honestius reperies quicquam quam ab omni contentione
abesse.

XV Kal. Maias ex itinere."




IX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano V Non. Mai. a. 705_]

Adventus Philotimi (at cuius hominis, quam insulsi et quam saepe
pro Pompeio mentientis!) exanimavit omnes, qui mecum erant;
nam ipse obdurui. Dubitabat nostrum nemo, quin Caesar itinera
repressisset--volare dicitur; Petreius cum Afranio coniunxisset
se--nihil adfert eius modi. Quid quaeris? etiam illud erat persuasum,
Pompeium cum magnis copiis iter in

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necessary to go before anything was certain. For you will have done a
serious injury to our friendship and consulted your own interest very
little, if you show that you are not following fortune (for everything
that has happened seems most favourable to me and most unfavourable
to Pompey), nor yet following the right cause (for the cause was the
same then, when you thought fit to hold aloof from it), but that you
have condemned some act of mine, the greatest harm you could do me.
Do not take such a step, I pray you by the right of our friendship.
Finally what better befits a good and peaceful man and a loyal citizen
than to keep out of civil disturbance. There are some who approved
such a course, but could not follow it because of the danger. But
you may examine the evidence of my life and the opinion given by my
friendship[144]; you will find no safer or more honourable course than
to keep quite clear of the quarrel.

[144] i.e. my decision to let you be neutral. It may, however, mean
"Your conviction of my friendship."

"April 16 on the march."




IX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 3_, B.C. _49_]

The arrival of Philotimus (what a fellow he is! how stupid! how often
he lies on Pompey's behalf!) has frightened the rest of us to death.
For myself I am hardened. None of us doubted that Caesar had checked
Pompey's progress: Philotimus says he is simply flying. Nobody doubted
that Petreius had joined Afranius: he brings no such news. In fact we
have all been sure that Pompey had actually made

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Germaniam per Illyricum fecisse; id enim αὐθεντικῶς nuntiabatur,
Melitam igitur, opinor, capessamus, dum, quid in Hispania. Quod quidem
prope modum videor ex Caesaris litteris ipsius voluntate facere posse,
qui negat neque honestius neque tutius mihi quicquam esse quam ab omni
contentione abesse. Dices: "Ubi ille ergo tuus animus, quem proximis
litteris?" Adest et idem est; sed utinam meo solum capite decernerem!
Lacrimae meorum me interdum molliunt precantium ut de Hispaniis
exspectemus. M. Caeli quidem epistulam scriptam miserabiliter, cum hoc
idem obsecraret, ut exspectarem, ne fortunas meas, ne unicum filium,
ne meos omnes tam temere proderem non sine magno fletu legerunt pueri
nostri. Etsi meus quidem est fortior, eoque ipso vehementius commovet,
nec quicquam nisi de dignatione laborat.

Melitam igitur, deinde, quo videbitur. Tu tamen etiam nunc mihi aliquid
litterarum, et maxime, si quid ab Afranio. Ego, si cum Antonio locutus
ero, scribam ad te, quid actum sit. Ero tamen in credendo, ut mones,
cautus; nam occultandi ratio cum difficilis tum etiam periculosa est.
Servium exspecto ad Nonas, et adigit ita Postumia et Servius filius.
Quartanam leviorem esse gaudeo. Misi ad te Caeli etiam litterarum
exemplum.




IXa = ad fam. VIII 16.

CAELIUS CICERONI SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Intimili XV K. Mai. a. 705_]

Exanimatus tuis litteris, quibus te nihil nisi triste cogitare
ostendisti, neque, id quid esset, perscripsisti,

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his way with large forces into Germany through Illyricum, for that was
the news _sans doute_. So I think I must make for Malta, until there
is news from Spain. This from Caesar's letter I almost think I may do
without annoying him, for he says there is no more honourable or safe
course open to me than to keep quite clear of the fight. You will say
"Where then is your courage which you showed in recent letters?" It is
there and the same; but would that I had only to decide for myself. The
tears of my family at times weaken me, when they beg me to wait for
news about Spain. The miserable tone of M. Caelius' letter making this
same request that I should wait, not to risk so rashly my fortunes, my
only son and all my family, moved our boys to weeping; although my own
son is made of stronger stuff, and for that very reason he affects me
more deeply, thinking only of my reputation.

So I shall go to Malta, thence where it seems good. Still even now send
me a line, especially if there is any news from Afranius. If I have an
interview with Antony, I will inform you of the result. However, as you
advise, I will take care how I trust him, for the policy of concealment
is hard and dangerous too. Servius Sulpicius I await till the 7th. Both
his wife Postumia and his son urge me to this. I rejoice that your ague
is better. I send you also a copy of Caelius' letter.




IXa

CAELIUS TO CICERO, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Intimile, Apr. 16_, B.C. _49_]

In my dismay at your letter, in which you show that your thoughts are
set on some unhappy act

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neque non tamen, quale esset, quod cogitates, aperuisti, has ad
te ilico litteras scripsi. Per fortunas tuas, Cicero, per liberos
te oro et obsecro, ne quid gravius de salute et incolumitate tua
consulas. Nam deos hominesque amicitiamque nostram testificor me tibi
praedixisse neque temere monuisse, sed, postquam Caesarem convenerim
sententiamque eius, qualis futura esset parta victoria, cognorim,
te certiorem fecisse. Si existimas eandem rationem fore Caesaris in
dimittendis adversariis et condicionibus ferendis, erras; nihil nisi
atrox et saevum cogitat atque etiam loquitur; iratus senatui exiit, his
intercessionibus plane incitatus est; non mehercules erit deprecationi
locus. Quare, si tibi tu, si filius unicus, si domus, si spes tuae
reliquae tibi carae sunt, si aliquid apud te nos, si vir optimus,
gener tuus, valemus, quorum fortunam non debes velle conturbare, noli
committere,[145] ut eam causam, in cuius victoria salus nostra est,
odisse aut relinquere cogamur, aut impiam cupiditatem contra salutem
tuam habeamus. Denique illud cogita, quod offensae fuerit in ista
cunctatione, te subisse. Nunc te contra victorem Caesarem facere,
quem dubiis rebus laedere noluisti, et ad eos fugatos accedere, quos
resistentes sequi nolueris, summae stultitiae est. Vide, ne, dum
pudet te parum optimatem esse, parum diligenter, quid optimum sit,
eligas. Quod si totum tibi persuadere non possum, saltem, dum, quid de
Hispaniis agamus, scitur,

[145] noli committere _added by Lehmann_.

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without saying exactly what it is, though you disclose sufficiently
what kind of an act it is, I write this on the spot. In the name of
your fortunes and your children, I beg and beseech you, Cicero, not to
take any step that may endanger your life and safety. For I call gods
and men and our friendship to witness that I told you before, and that
it was no casual warning that I gave you, but certain information,
after I had met Caesar and found out what his view would be, if he won
the victory. If you imagine that he will maintain his present policy of
letting his adversaries go and making peace, you are mistaken; he is
meditating and even proclaiming nothing but cruelty and severity. He
left Rome in anger with the Senate: these recent vetoes have clearly
provoked him: you may take my word for it there will be no chance
of begging off. Then, if you have any care for yourself, your only
son, your house and what hopes you have left, if I and your excellent
son-in-law have any influence with you--and you ought not to wish to
spoil our fortunes--then do not compel us to hate or relinquish a
cause, in whose victory our safety lies, or to harbour unnatural wishes
for your destruction. Finally consider this: any offence there may
have been in your hesitation, you have already given. Now it is the
height of folly to side against Caesar in his hour of victory, when you
refused to attack him while his fortunes were doubtful; and to join in
the flight of those, whom you would not follow when they stood their
ground. Beware lest for fear of showing too little zeal for the "better
party," you use too little care in choosing the better course. But, if
I cannot persuade you entirely, at least wait till it is known how we
get on in Spain,

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exspecta; quas tibi nuntio adventu Caesaris fore nostras. Quam isti
spem habeant amissis Hispaniis, nescio; quod porro tuum consilium sit
ad desperatos accedere, non medius fidius reperio.

Hoc, quod tu non dicendo mihi significasti, Caesar audierat, ac, simul
atque "have" mihi dixit, statim, quid de te audisset, exposuit. Negavi
me scire, sed tamen ab eo petivi, ut ad te litteras mitteret, quibus
maxime ad remanendum commoveri posses. Me secum in Hispaniam ducit.
Nam, nisi ita faceret, ego, priusquam ad urbem accederem, ubicumque
esses, ad te percucurrissem, et hoc a te praesens contendissem atque
omni vi te retinuissem. Etiam atque etiam, Cicero, cogita, ne te
tuosque omnis funditus evertas, ne te sciens prudensque eo demittas,
unde exitum vides nullum esse. Quodsi te aut voces optimatium
commovent, aut non nullorum hominum insolentiam et iactationem
ferre non potes, eligas censeo aliquod oppidum vacuum a bello, dum
haec decernuntur; quae iam erunt confecta. Id si feceris, et ego te
sapienter fecisse iudicabo, et Caesarem non offendes.




X

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano V Non. Mai. a. 705_]

Me caecum, qui haec ante non viderim! Misi ad te epistulam Antoni.
Ei cum ego saepissime scripsissem nihil me contra Caesaris rationes
cogitare, meminisse me generi mei, meminisse amicitiae, potuisse,

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which I assure you will be ours as soon as Caesar arrives. What your
friends' hopes are, when they have lost Spain, is more than I know; and
what your idea is in joining them, when they have no hopes, is more
than I can imagine.

What you hinted at without speaking plainly, Caesar had heard, and
as soon as ever he had said "good day," he told me what he had heard
about you. I said I knew nothing about it: but I asked him to send you
a letter as the best means of inducing you to stay. He is taking me
with him to Spain. If he were not, I should have hurried to you, before
going to Rome, wherever you might have been, and should have pressed
this view on you personally and done all in my power to restrain you.
Once more and yet once more, Cicero, think before you utterly destroy
yourself and all your family: do not wittingly and with your eyes open
put yourself in a position from which you see there is no escape. But,
if you are moved by the call of the conservative party, or if you
cannot endure the insolence and arrogant behaviour of certain persons,
I think you should choose some town remote from the war, until the
matter is settled: and settled it will be at once. If you do that, I
shall consider you have acted wisely, and Caesar will not be offended.




X

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 3_, B.C. _49_]

How blind I am not to have foreseen it! I send you Antony's letter.
I have often written to him that I planned nothing against Caesar's
policy, that I was mindful of my son-in-law, of our friendship,

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si aliter sentirem, esse cum Pompeio; me autem, quia cum lictoribus
invitus cursarem, abesse velle, nec id ipsum certum etiam nunc habere,
vide, quam ad haec παραινετικῶς:

"Tuum consilium quam verum est. Nam, qui se medium esse vult, in
patria manet, qui proficiscitur, aliquid de altera utra parte
iudicare videtur. Sed ego is non sum, qui statuere debeam, iure quis
proficiscatur necne; partes mihi Caesar has imposuit, ne quem omnino
discedere ex Italia paterer. Quare parvi refert me probare cogitationem
tuam, si nihil tamen tibi remittere possum. Ad Caesarem mittas censeo
et ab eo hoc petas. Non dubito, quin impetraturus sis, cum praesertim
te amicitiae nostrae rationem habiturum esse pollicearis."

Habes σκυτάλην Λακωνικήν. Omnino excipiam hominem. Erat autem v Nonas
venturus vesperi, id est hodie. Cras igitur ad me fortasse veniet.
Temptabo, audiam: nihil properare; missurum ad Caesarem. Clam agam, cum
paucissimis alicubi occultabor, certe hinc istis invitissimis evolabo,
atque utinam ad Curionem! Σύνες ὅ τοι λέγω. Magnus dolor accessit.
Efficietur aliquid dignum nobis.

Δυσουρία tua mihi valde molesta. Medere, amabo,

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that, if I had thought otherwise, I could have been with Pompey, that
I wished to leave Italy because I was loth to wander about with my
lictors, though I had not made up my mind definitely even to that. See
in what an _ex cathedra_ tone he answers me:--"Your policy is quite
right. For a man who wishes to be neutral remains in his country; the
man who leaves his country seems to express his conviction on one side
or the other; but it is not for me to determine, whether anyone has
the right to leave or not. The part Caesar has given me is not to let
anyone at all leave Italy; so it is of little use for me to approve
your plan, if all the same I cannot make an exception for you. I think
you should send to Caesar and ask him this favour. I have no doubt
that you will succeed, especially as you promise not to forget our
friendship."

That is a laconic epistle.[146] I will certainly take my cue from the
man. He is to come on the evening of the 3rd, that is to-day. To-morrow
therefore he will perhaps come to me. I will sound him: I will hear
him: say I am in no hurry: that I will send to Caesar. I will act
secretly, with a very few attendants I will lie hidden somewhere; but
assuredly, however unwilling these people are, I will fly off; and
would that it may be to Curio! "Mark what I say."[147] Another great
grief has come upon me. I will do something worthy of my reputation.

[146] Lit. "Laconian staff." Spartan dispatches were wound round a
staff in such a way that they could not be read when taken off it.
Here, however, Cicero only refers to their brevity.

[147] Probably a quotation from Pindar, _Frag._ 105.

Your malady gives me grave anxiety. I pray you

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dum est ἀρχή. De Massiliensibus gratae tuae mihi litterae. Quaeso,
ut sciam, quicquid audieris. Ocellam cuperem, si possem palam, quod
a Curione effeceram, Hic ego Servium exspecto; rogor enim ab eius
uxore et filio, et puto opus esse. Hic tamen Cytherida secum lectica
aperta portat, alteram uxorem. Septem praeterea coniunctae lecticae
amicarum sunt an amicorum. Vide, quam turpi leto pereamus, et dubita,
si potes, quin ille, seu victus seu victor redierit, caedem facturus
sit. Ego vero vel luntriculo, si navis non erit, eripiam me ex istorum
parricidio. Sed plura scribam, cum illum convenero.

Iuvenem nostrum non possum non amare, sed ab eo nos non amari plane
intellego. Nihil ego vidi tam ἀνηθοποίητον, tam aversum a suis, tam
nescio quid cogitans. O vim incredibilem molestiarum! Sed erit curae,
et est, ut regatur. Mirum est enim ingenium, ἤθους ἐπιμελητέον.




XI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano IV Non. Mai. a 705_]

Obsignata iam epistula superiore, non placuit ei dari, cui
constitueram, quod erat alienus. Itaque eo die data non est. Interim
venit Philotimus et mihi

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                                Page 323

get medical advice in its initial stage. Your letter about the
Massilians[148] pleased me. Let me know whatever you hear. I should
have liked to have Ocella, if it could be done openly, and I had got
Curio to allow it. Here I am awaiting Servius Sulpicius, for it is at
the request of his wife and son, and I think it is necessary. Antony
carries about Cytheris[149] with him in an open litter as his second
wife, and besides he had seven other litters of friends male or female.
See what a disgraceful death we die, and doubt, if you can, that,
whether Caesar returns victor or vanquished, he will perpetrate a
massacre. Even in an open boat, if I cannot get a vessel, I will tear
myself away from these parricides and their doings. But I will write
more when I have met him.

[148] They had shut their gates to Caesar and were being besieged.

[149] An actress.

My nephew I cannot but love, though I see clearly that he has no
affection for me. I never saw anyone so unprincipled, so averse to his
own relations, with such mysterious plans. What a weight of anxiety!
But it will be my business, as it is now, to discipline him: he has
wonderful ability, but his character requires training.




XI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 4_, B.C. _49_]

After sealing my former letter, I did not feel inclined to hand it to
the person that I had intended, as he was a stranger; so it was not
despatched on that day. Meantime Philotimus came and gave me

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a te litteras reddidit. Quibus quae de fratre meo scribis, sunt ea
quidem parum firma, se habent nihil ὕπουλον, nihil fallax, nihil non
flexibile ad bonitatem, nihil, quod non, quo velis, uno sermone possis
perducere; ne multa, omnes suos, etiam quibus irascitur crebrius, tamen
caros habet, me quidem se ipso cariorem. Quod de puero aliter ad te
scripsit et ad matrem de filo, non reprehendo. De itinere[150] et de
sorore quae scribis, molesta sunt, eoque magis, quod ea tempora nostra
sunt, ut ego iis mederi non possim. Nam certe mederer; sed, quibus in
malis et qua in desperatione rerum simus, vides.

[150] itinere _most editors_: itine _MZ_: Quinto _Tyrrell_.

Illa de ratione nummaria non sunt eius modi (saepe enim audio ex ipso),
ut non cupiat tibi praestare et in eo laboret. Sed, si mihi Q. Axius
in hac mea fuga HS X̅I̅I̅I̅ non reddit, quae dedi eius filio mutua, et
utitur excusatione temporis, si Lepta, si ceteri, soleo mirari, de
nescio quis HS X̅X̅ cum audio ex illo se urgeri. Vides enim profecto
angustias. Curari tamen ea tibi utique iubet. An existimas illum in
isto genere lentulum aut restrictum? Nemo est minus. De fratre satis.

De eius iuvene filio, indulsit illi quidem suus pater semper, sed non
facit indulgentia mendacem aut avarum aut non amantem suorum, ferocem
fortasse atque arrogantem et infestum facit. Itaque habet haec quoque,
quae nascuntur ex indulgentia, sed ea sunt tolerabilia (quid enim
dicam?) hac inventute; ea vero,

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a letter from you. The conduct of my brother about which you write
shows little firmness, but no chicanery, no treachery, nothing
inflexibly opposed to goodness, nothing that cannot be turned where you
will by a single conversation. In short all his relations, even those
with whom he is so often angry, are nevertheless dear to him, and I
to be sure am dearer than life. I do not blame him for writing in one
strain about his boy to you and in another to the boy's mother. I am
distressed by what you say about the journey and your sister, and the
more so because the times are such that I cannot remedy the matter. For
certainly I would have done so: but you see in what trouble I am, what
desperation.

[Sidenote: 13,000 sesterces]

[Sidenote: 20,000 sesterces]

As for his financial affairs, I often hear from him, and they are
not in such a state as to prevent him from being anxious to pay you
and from making efforts to that end: but if Q. Axius does not pay me
in this my flight the £100 I lent his son, and pleads in excuse the
state of the times, and if Lepta and others do the same, I confess I
am always surprised to hear from Quintus that he is pressed for some
£175. For of course you see his straits. However he has ordered the
sum to be paid to your account. Perhaps you suppose that he is slow or
close-fisted in money matters. No one is less so: but enough about my
brother.

As for his son, the father has certainly always indulged him; but
indulgence does not make him a liar or a miser or disloyal to his
friends, though it does perhaps make him surly, haughty and aggressive.
Accordingly he has these defects which are due to spoiling; but they
are not intolerable, shall I say, as young men go nowadays. But the
defects which, to

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quae mihi quidem, qui illum amo, sunt his ipsis malis, in quis sumus,
miseriora, non sunt ab obsequio nostro. Nam suas radices habent;
quas tamen evellerem profecto, si liceret. Sed ea tempora sunt, ut
omnia mihi sint patienda. Ego meum facile teneo; nihil est enim eo
tractabilius. Cuius quidem misericordia languidiora adhuc consilia
cepi, et, quo ille me certiorem vult esse, eo magis timeo, ne in eum
exsistam crudelior.

Sed Antonius venit heri vesperi. Iam fortasse ad me veniet, aut ne id
quidem, quoniam scripsit, quid fieri vellet. Sed scies continuo, quid
actum sit. Nos iam nihil nisi occulte.

De pueris quid agam? parvone navigio committam? Quid mihi animi in
navigando censes fore? Recordor enim, aestate cum illis illo Rhodiorum
ἀφράκτῳ navigans quam fuerim sollicitus; quid duro tempore anni
actuariola fore censes? O rem undique miseram!

Trebatius erat mecum, vir plane et civis bonus. Quae ille monstra, di
immortales! Etiamne Balbus in senatum venire cogitet? Sed ei ipsi cras
ad te litteras dabo. Vettienum mihi amicum, ut scribis, ita puto esse.
Cum eo, quod ἀποτόμως ad me scripserat de nummis curandis, θυμικώτερον
eram iocatus. Id tu, si ille aliter acceperit ac debuit, lenies.
"MONETALI" autem adscripsi, quod ille ad me "PRO COS." Sed, quoniam est
homo et nos diligit, ipse quoque a nobis diligatur. Vale.

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me at any rate who love him, are more distressing than even the evils
on which we have fallen, do not proceed from any indulgence of mine;
for they are deep rooted: but I would have rooted them up, had I
been allowed. But the times are such that I must bear everything. My
own son I control easily. He is quite tractable. My own policy has
lacked vigour owing to my pity for him; and the more he wants me to be
unflinching, the more I fear I may prove cruel to him.

Well Antony came yesterday evening; soon perhaps he will visit me,
perhaps not even that, as he has written what he wanted done; but you
shall know forthwith what has happened. All I do now is done secretly.

What shall I do about the boys? Shall I entrust them to a small boat?
What courage do you suppose I shall have on the voyage? For I remember
sailing in the summer in an open Rhodian boat with them and how anxious
I was; and how do you suppose it will be in the bad season in a tiny
pinnace? Misery everywhere!

Trebatius is with me, a real man and a loyal citizen. Ye gods, what
awful news he brings! So even Balbus is thinking of attending the
Senate! But I will give Trebatius himself a letter for you to-morrow. I
agree with your letter that Vettienus is friendly to me. But I made a
rather bitter jest at his expense, because he wrote curtly to me about
paying my debt. Appease him, if he took it in bad part. I addressed
him by his title "commissioner of the mint" because he addressed me as
"proconsul." But since he is a good man and has affection for me, let
me keep my affection for him. Farewell.

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XII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano III Non. Mai. a. 705_]

Quidnam mihi futurum est, aut quis me non solum infelicior, sed iam
etiam turpior? Nominatim de me sibi imperatum dicit Antonius, nec me
tamen ipse adhuc viderat, sed hoc Trebatio narravit. Quid agam nunc,
cui nihil procedit, caduntque ea, quae diligentissime sunt cogitata,
taeterrime? Ego enim Curionem nactus omnia me consecutum putavi. Is
de me ad Hortensium scripserat. Reginus erat totus noster. Huic nihil
suspicabamur cum hoc mari negotii fore. Quo me nunc vertam? Undique
custodior. Sed satis lacrimis. Παρακλεπτέον igitur et occulte in
aliquam onerariam corrependum, non committendum, ut etiam compacto
prohibiti videamur. Sicilia petenda. Quam si erimus nacti, maiora
quaedam consequemur. Sit modo recte in Hispaniis! Quamquam de ipsa
Sicilia utinam sit verum! Sed adhuc nihil secundi. Concursus Siculorum
ad Catonem dicitur factus, orasse, ut resisteret, omnia pollicitos;
commotum illum dilectum habere coepisse. Non credo, ut est luculentus
auctor. Potuisse certe teneri illam provinciam scio. Ab Hispaniis autem
iam audietur.

Hic nos C. Marcellum habemus, eadem vere cogitantem aut bene
simulantem; quamquam ipsum non videram, sed ex familiarissimo eius
audiebam. Tu, quaeso, si quid habebis novi; ego, si quid moliti erimus,
ad te statim scribam. Quintum filium severius

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XII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 5_, B.C. _49_]

What is to happen to me? Who is there more ill-starred, or even more
humiliated? Antony says he has received orders about me definitely. Yet
I have not seen him myself so far; but he told Trebatius. What can I
do now? Nothing succeeds and all my best laid plans fail abominably.
For, when I had won over Curio, I imagined I had attained my end. He
had written about me to Hortensius. Reginus was wholly my friend. I
never suspected that Antony had anything to do with this part of the
sea. Whither can I turn now? Everywhere I am watched. But enough of
lamentation. I must steal away and creep privily into some cargo boat;
I must not allow it to appear that I connive at being hindered. I must
go to Sicily. If I once get there, I shall have greater ends in view.
If only all goes well in Spain! However, I do hope the news about
Sicily may prove true! Hitherto I have had no luck. It is said the
Sicilians have gathered round Cato, prayed him to resist and promised
every support: and that he has been induced to begin making a levy. I
don't believe it, good as the authority is. I know for a fact that that
province could have been held. But we shall soon hear from Spain.

Here I have C. Marcellus, who holds the same views as myself or makes a
good pretence of doing so. I have not indeed met him myself; but I hear
it from one of his most intimate friends. Write to me, if you have any
news. If I attempt anything, I shall inform you at once. Young Quintus
I shall handle

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adhibebo. Utinam proficere possim! Tu tamen eas epistulas, quibus
asperius de eo scripsi, aliquando concerpito, ne quando quid emanet;
ego item tuas. Servium exspecto, nec ab eo quicquam ὑγιές. Scies,
quicquid erit.




XIIa

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano prid. Non. Mai. a. 705_]

Sine dubio errasse nos confitendum est. "At semel, at una in re." Immo
omnia quo diligentius cogitata eo facta sunt imprudentius.

Ἀλλὰ τὰ μὲν προτετύχθαι ἐάσομεν ἀχνύμενοί περ, in reliquis modo ne
ruamus. Iubes de profectione me providere. Quid provideam? Ita patent
omnia, quae accidere possunt, ut, ea si vitem, sedendum sit cum
dedecore et dolore, si neglegam, periculum sit, ne in manus incidam
perditorum. Sed vide, quantis in miseriis simus. Optandum interdum
videtur, ut aliquam accipiamus ab istis quamvis acerbam iniuriam, ut
tyranno in odio fuisse videamur. Quodsi nobis is cursus, quem speraram,
pateret, effecissem aliquid profecto, ut tu optas et hortaris, dignum
nostra mora. Sed mirificae sunt custodiae, et quidem ille ipse Curio
suspectus. Quare vi aut clam agendum est et, si vi, fortiter cum
tempestate.[151] Clam autem istis? In quo si quod σφάλμα, vides, quam
turpe sit. Trahimur, nec fugiendum, si quid violentius.

[151] et si vi forte ne cum pestate _M_: et si vi forte et cum
tempestate _Ant._, _F._ _I have adopted Orelli's reading; but it is
very uncertain._

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with severity. I hope my efforts may succeed. But please some time tear
up the letters in which I criticize him severely, for fear anything
ever come to light. I will tear up yours. Servius Sulpicius I am still
awaiting, nor do I hear anything satisfactory from him. You shall know
whatever happens.




XIIa

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 6_, B.C. _49_]

Undoubtedly I must admit I have been mistaken. But is it once only or
on one topic? No, in everything. The more carefully I have thought, the
less wisely have I done. "Let bygones be bygones."[152] In the future
only let us not invite disaster. You bid me provide for my journey.
What can I provide? All the possible accidents are so obvious, that,
if I would shun them, I must sit still in shame and grief: and, if I
disregard them, it is odds that I fall into the hands of villains. But
see how miserable I am. Sometimes it seems preferable that I should
receive some damage however bitter from Caesar's party, that people
may see I am hated by the tyrant. But, if the voyage for which I hoped
were open to me, certainly, as you wish and advise, I should have done
something to justify delay. But I am watched with extraordinary care
and even Curio is suspect. So I must make a bold move or use craft. If
a bold move, I need good weather: but, if craft, should there be any
_faux pas_, you see how disgraced I should be. I am carried away by
circumstances and must not be afraid of a bold course.

[152] Iliad xvii, 112, "But what is past though grieved we will let be."

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De Caelio saepe mecum agito nec, si quid habuero tale, dimittam.
Hispanias spero firmas esse. Massiliensium factum cum ipsum per se
luculentum est, tum mihi argumento est recte esse in Hispaniis. Minus
enim auderent, si aliter esset, et scirent; nam et vicini et diligentes
sunt. Odium autem recte animadvertis significatum in theatro. Legiones
etiam has, quas in Italia assumpsit, alienissimas esse video. Sed
tamen nihil inimicius quam sibi ipse. Illud recte times, ne ruat. Si
desperarit, certe ruet. Quo magis efficiendum aliquid est, fortuna
velim meliore, animo Caeliano. Sed primum quidque. Quod qualecumque
erit, continuo scies. Nos iuveni, ut rogas, suppeditabimus et
Peloponnesum ipsam sustinebimus. Est enim indoles, modo aliquod hoc sit
ἦθος ΑΚΙΜΟΑΟΝ.[153] Quod si adhuc nullum est, esse tamen potest, aut
ἀρετὴ non est διδακτόν, quod mihi persuaderi non potest.

[153] _The text here is corrupt and no convincing emendation has been
suggested._




XIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano Non. Mai. a. 705_]

Epistula tua gratissima fuit meae Tulliae et me hercule mihi. Semper
speculam aliquam adferunt tuae litterae. Scribes igitur, ac, si quid ad
spem poteris, ne dimiseris. Tu Antoni leones pertimescas cave. Nihil
est illo homine iucundius. Attende πρᾶξιν πολιτικοῦ.

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I often reflect about Caelius; and if I have such an opportunity, I
will not let it go. I hope Spain is safe. The action of the Massilians
is praiseworthy in itself, and is a proof to me that things are going
well in Spain. They would have been less bold, if it were otherwise,
and they should know, for they live near and are watchful. You are
right to remark the expression of popular feeling in the theatre. Even
the legions which Caesar got in Italy seem to me to be very disloyal
to him. However he is his own worst enemy. You are right to fear that
he may run amuck. Assuredly he will, if he loses hope. That is all the
more inducement for me to do something in the spirit of Caelius, and
I hope with better luck. But everything in due course; and, whatever
it be, I will inform you forthwith. I will do all for young Quintus
that is necessary, and will undertake the task not only of Arcadia but
of the whole Peloponnese.[154] He is able, if only he had character.
However, if he has none so far, he may get it, or virtue is not
teachable, and that I can never believe.

[154] Cf. x, 5.




XIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 7_, B.C. _49_]

Your letter was very pleasing to my daughter and of course to me, for
your correspondence always brings a gleam of hope. So please write,
and, if you can be hopeful, don't fail to be so. Don't be too much
afraid of Antony's lions.[155] He is a jovial fellow. Just hear

[155] Plutarch and Pliny state that after Pharsalia Antony had a
chariot drawn by lions: but from this passage it appears that the story
was current earlier.

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Evocavit litteris e municipiis decem primos et IIII viros. Venerunt ad
villam eius mane. Primum dormiit ad h. III, deinde, cum esset nuntiatum
venisse Neapolitanos et Cumanos (his enim est Caesar iratus), postridie
redire iussit; lavari se velle et περὶ κοιλιολυσίαν γίνεσθαι. Hoc here
effecit. Hodie autem in Aenariam transire constituit. Exsulibus reditum
pollicetur.

Sed haec omittamus, de nobis aliquid agamas. A Q. Axio accepi litteras.
De Tirone gratum. Vettienum diligo. Vestorio reddidi. Servius pr.
Nonas Maias Menturnis mansisse dicitur, hodie in Liternino mansurus
apud C. Marcellum. Cras igitur nos mature videbit mihique dabit
argumentum ad te epistulae. Iam enim non reperio, quod tibi scribam.
Illud admiror, quod Antonius ad me ne nuntium quidem, cum praesertim me
valde observarit. Videlicet aliquid atrocius de me imperatum est. Coram
negare mihi non vult, quod ego nec rogaturus eram nec, si impetrassem,
crediturus. Nos tamen aliquid excogitabimus. Tu, quaeso, si quid in
Hispaniis. Iam enim poterit audiri, et omnes ita exspectant, ut, si
recte fuerit, nihil negotii futurum putent. Ego autem nec retentis iis
confectam rem puto, neque amissis desperatam. Silium et Ocellam et
ceteros credo retardatos. Te quoque a Curtio impediri video. Etsi, ut
opinor, habes ἔκπλουν.[156]

[156] ἔκπλουν _Baiter_: εκιταονον _MSS._

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how he plays the statesman. He summoned by letter ten leading men and
the board of four from the municipal towns. They came to his country
house in the morning. First he slept till nine. Then, when he heard the
men had come from Naples and Cumae (for Caesar is angry with them),
he bade them return on the next day, saying that he wished to take a
bath and a laxative. This he did yesterday. But to-day he has arranged
to cross to Aenaria. He is promising the exiles[157] that they shall
return.

[157] Banished under Pompey's law _de ambitu_ in 52 B.C.

But let us pass over this and talk about ourselves. I got a letter
from Q. Axius. As for Tiro, thanks. I like Vettienus. I have repaid
Vestorius. Servius is said to have stopped at Menturnae on the 6th of
May. To-day he will stop with C. Marcellus in his villa at Liternum.
To-morrow early he will see me, and will give me a subject for a letter
to you. Just now I can find nothing to write. I am much astonished that
Antony has not even sent a messenger to me, especially when he has paid
me much attention. I suppose he has some more truculent order about me.
He does not wish to refuse me to my face, but I was not going to ask
the favour, nor, if I had got it, should I have believed him. However
I will think out some plan. Let me know if anything has happened in
Spain; for now there is time for news to have come, and everybody
awaits it with the idea, that, if all go well there, there will be no
more trouble. But I do not think the business is over, if Spain be
kept, nor yet hopeless, if it be lost. Silius and Ocella and the rest
I suppose are detained. I see that you too are hindered by Curtius,
though I think you have a passport.

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XIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano VIII Id. Mai. a. 705_]

O vitam miseram, maiusque malum tam diu timere, quam est illud ipsum,
quod timetur! Servius, ut antea scripsi, cum venisset Nonis Maiis,
postridie ad me mane venit. Ne diutius te teneam, nullius consilii
exitum invenimus. Numquam vidi hominem perturbatiorem metu; neque
hercule quicquam timebat, quod non esset timendum; illum sibi iratum,
hunc non amicum; horribilem utriusque victoriam, cum propter alterius
crudelitatem, alterius audaciam tum propter utriusque difficultatem
pecuniariam; quae erui nusquam nisi ex privatorum bonis posset.
Atque haec ita multis cum lacrimis loquebatur, ut ego mirarer eas
tam diuturna miseria non exaruisse. Mihi quidem etiam lippitudo
haec, propter quam non ipse ad te scribo, sine ulla lacrima est, sed
saepius odiosa est propter vigilias. Quam ob rem, quicquid habes ad
consolandum, collige et illa scribe, non ex doctrina neque ex libris
(nam id quidem domi est, sed nescio quo modo imbecillior est medicina
quam morbus), haec potius conquire de Hispaniis, de Massilia; quae
quidem satis bella Servius adfert; qui etiam de duabus legionibus
luculentos auctores esse dicebat. Haec igitur, si habebis, et talia. Et
quidem paucis diebus aliquid audiri necesse est.

Sed redeo ad Servium. Distulimus omnino sermonem in posterum, sed
tardus ad exeundum "multo se

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XIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 8_, B.C. _49_]

What a wretched life this is! and to be so long afraid is more wretched
than the very thing one fears! Servius, as I told you before, came
on the 7th of May and on the next morning visited me. Not to detain
you longer, we could not see our way to a plan. Never have I seen a
man more upset with fear; and upon my soul he feared nothing that did
not deserve to be feared. He pointed out that Pompey was angry with
him, that Caesar was not friendly, that the victory of either would
be terrible, both because Pompey was cruel and Caesar daring, and
because of their money difficulties, which could only be got rid of by
an attack on private property. He bewailed all this with such a flood
of tears, that I was surprised they had not dried up in all that long
time of misery. My own eyes do not shed one single tear, though this
inflammation prevents me from writing to you; but it is often tiresome
by keeping me awake. So please collect all the consolation you can and
send it to me--not from philosophy or books--I have plenty of that, but
I find somehow that the cure is too weak for the disease. Search rather
for any news about Spain or Massilia. What Servius says about them is
quite satisfactory, and he also tells me there is excellent authority
for the story of the two legions. News of this kind then send me, if
you get it, and such like topics. Anyhow in a few days something must
be heard.

But to return to Servius. We deferred all our conversation to the next
day: but he is reluctant to leave Italy, declaring he would much rather
die in

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in suo lectulo malle, quicquid foret." Odiosus scrupulus de filii
militia Brundisina. Unum illud firmissime adseverabat, si damnati
restituerentur, in exsilium se iturum. Nos autem ad haec "et id
ipsum certo fore, et, quae iam fierent, non esse leviora," multaque
colligebamus. Verum ea non animum eius augebant, sed timorem, ut iam
celandus magis de nostro consilio quam adhibendus videretur. Quare in
hoc non multum est. Nos a te admoniti de Caelio cogitabimus.




XV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano IV Id. Mai. a. 705_]

Servius cum esset apud me, Cephalio cum tuis litteris VI Idus venit;
quae nobis magnam spem attulerunt meliorum rerum de octo cohortibus.
Etenim eae quoque, quae in his locis sunt, labare dicuntur. Eodem
die Funisulanus a te attulit litteras, in quibus erat confirmatius
idem illud. Ei de suo negotio respondi cumulate cum omni tua gratia.
Adhuc non satis faciebat; debet autem mihi multos nummos nec habetur
locuples. Nunc ait se daturum; cui expensum tulerit, morari;
tabellariis, si apud te esset qua satis fecisset, dares. Quantum sit,
Eros Philotimi tibi dicet. Sed ad maiora redeamus.

Quod optas, Caelianum illud maturescit. Itaque torqueor, utrum ventum
exspectem. Vexillo opus est; convolabunt. Quod suades, ut palam,
prorsus adsentior, itaque me profecturum puto. Tuas tamen

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his bed whatever happens. He has unpleasant scruples about his son's
military service at Brundisium. On one point he is quite firm, that,
if the condemned are restored, he will go into exile. I for my part
replied "that will certainly happen, and what is happening is equally
disagreeable," and I quoted many examples. My examples however did not
increase his courage but his fear: so that it appears I must rather
conceal from him my design than invite him to share it. He is not to be
depended on. By your advice I will consider about Caelius.




XV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 12_, B.C. _49_]

While Servius was with me, Cephalio came with your letter of the 10th,
which gave me great hope of better news about the eight cohorts. For
even the cohorts which are here are said to be wavering. On the same
day Funisulanus brought me a letter from you, corroborating the same
news. I gave him a full reply about his business, explaining all your
kindness. Hitherto he has not been satisfactory; and he owes me a large
sum and is not considered safe. Now he says that he will settle; but
that a debtor of his was slow in paying, and that you are to pay the
money by your letter-carriers, if that debtor has deposited it with
you. The amount Philotimus' man Eros will tell you. But to return to
more important matters.

That Caelian plan you favour is coming to a head: so I am worried
whether to await a favourable wind. It is a standard we want, and men
will flock to it. With your advice, that I should set sail openly, I
entirely agree: and so I think I will set out. However

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interim litteras exspecto. Servi consilio nihil, expeditur. Omnes
captiones in omni sententia occurrunt. Unum C. Marcellum cognovi
timidiorem; quem consulem fuisse paenitet. Ὢ πολλῆς ἀγεννείας! qui
etiam Antonium confirmasse dicitur, ut me impediret, quo ipse, credo,
honestius. Antonius autem VI Idus Capuam profectus est. Ad me misit, se
pudore deterritum ad me non venisse, quod me sibi suscensere putaret.
Ibitur igitur et ita quidem, ut censes, nisi cuius gravioris personae
suscipiendae spes erit ante oblata. Sed vix erit tam cito. Allienus
autem praetor putabat aliquem, si ego non, ex collegis suis. Quivis
licet, dum modo aliquis.

De sorore laudo. De Quinto puero datur opera; spero esse meliora. De
Quinto fratre scito eum non mediocriter laborare de versura, sed adhuc
nihil a L. Egnatio expressit. Axius de duodecim milibus pudens! Saepe
enim ad me scripsit, ut Gallio, quantum is vellet, darem. Quodsi non
scripsisset, possemne aliter? Et quidem saepe sum pollicitus, sed
tantum voluit cito. Me vero adiuvarent his in angustiis. Sed di istos!
Verum alias. Te a quartana liberatum gaudeo itemque Piliam. Ego, dum
panis et cetera in navem parantur, excurro in Pompeianum. Vettieno
velim gratias, quod studiosus sit; si quemquam nanctus eris, qui
perferat, litteras des, antequam discedimus.

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I await a letter from you meanwhile. Servius' advice has not been
helpful. All sorts of bars meet us in every opinion he expresses. Only
one man, C. Marcellus, have I known to be more timid, and he is sorry
he was ever a consul. What a lowborn spirit! He is said even to have
strengthened Antony's resolution to prevent my departure: so that his
own conduct I suppose may appear more honourable. Antony started for
Capua on the 10th, sending word that shame prevented his visiting me,
because he thought I was annoyed with him. So I shall go, and openly as
you advise, unless hope of playing a more important part shall offer.
But that can scarcely occur so soon. Allienus the praetor thought one
of his colleagues would be chosen,[158] if I were not. Let it be anyone
they like so long as it is some one.

[158] As peace delegate.

As to your sister, I approve. As for young Quintus, I am doing my best,
and I hope things are better. As for my brother Quintus, you must know
that he is taking extraordinary pains to borrow money to settle his
debt; but so far has squeezed nothing out of L. Egnatius. Axius is
modest about the £100[159]: for he often requested in his letters that
I should pay Gallius as much as he wanted. Even if he had not written,
could I have helped it? I have often promised indeed; but he wanted so
much at once. They should have helped me rather in my difficulties,
confound them. But I will write of this another time. I am glad you
are rid of your ague, and Pilia too. While bread and provisions are
being put on board, I am going off to my estate at Pompeii. Please
thank Vettienus for his trouble. If you can find a messenger, give me a
letter before I leave.

[159] 12,000 sesterces.

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XVI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano prid. Id. Mai. a. 705_]

Commodum ad te dederam litteras de pluribus rebus, cum ad me bene mane
Dionysius fuit. Cui quidem ego non modo placabilem me praebuissem,
sed totum remisissem, si venisset, qua mente tu ad me scripseras.
Erat enim sic in tuis litteris, quas Arpini acceperam, eum venturum
facturumque, quod ego vellem. Ego volebam autem vel cupiebam potius
esse eum nobiscum. Quod quia plane, cum in Formianum venisset,
praeciderat, asperius ad te de eo scribere solebam. At ille perpauca
locutus hanc summam habuit orationis, ut sibi ignoscerem; se rebus
suis impeditum nobiscum ire non posse. Pauca respondi, magnum accepi
dolorem, intellexi fortunam ab eo nostram despectam esse. Quid quaeris?
(fortasse miraberis) in maximis horum temporum doloribus hunc mihi
scito esse. Velim, ut tibi amicus sit. Hoc cum tibi opto, opto, ut
beatus sis; erit enim tam diu.

Consilium nostrum spero vacuum periculo fore. Nam et dissimulavimus,
et, ut opinor, non acerrime adservabimur. Navigatio modo sit, qualem
opto, cetera, quae quidem consilio provideri poterunt, cavebuntur. Tu,
dum adsumus, non modo quae scies audierisve, sed etiam quae futura
providebis, scribas velim.

Cato, qui Siciliam tenere nullo negotio potuit (et, si tenuisset, omnes
boni ad eum se contulissent), Syracusis profectus est ante diem VIII K.
Mai., ut ad me

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XVI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 14_, B.C. _49_]

I had just sent a letter to you about a number of matters, when very
early in the morning Dionysius came to my house. I should not only
have been civil to him, I should have pardoned him altogether, if he
had come in the spirit you described. For the letter I got at Arpinum
said that he was coming and would do whatever I wanted; and I wanted or
rather longed that he should be with me. It was because he had flatly
refused to do so, when he came to my villa at Formiae, I used to write
to you about him rather bitterly. However, after the first greeting,
he said, to put it shortly, that I must excuse him and that business
prevented his going with me. I said little in reply, but I was greatly
hurt, for I understood that he looked down on my fortunes. You may be
astonished, but you must know that this is one of the greatest sorrows
I have suffered in this crisis. I hope that he may be a friend to you.
When I wish that, I wish you prosperity, for just so long he will be
your friend.

My plan, I hope, will be free from risk, for I have kept the matter a
secret, and, as I think, I shall not be watched very keenly. Only let
the voyage be as good as I want, and all precautions that foresight can
suggest will be taken. While I am here, please write not only anything
you know or hear, but even what you foresee.

Cato, who could have held Sicily without any trouble--and, if he had
held it, all loyalists would have flocked to him--sailed from Syracuse
on the

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Curio scripsit. Utinam, quod aiunt, Cotta Sardiniam teneat! est enim
rumor. O, si id fuerit, turpem Catonem!

Ego, ut minuerem suspicionem profectionis aut cogitationis meae,
profectus sum in Pompeianum a. d. IIII Idus, ut ibi essem, dum,
quae ad navigandum opus essent, pararentur. Cum ad villam venissem,
relatum[160] est ad me centuriones trium cohortium, quae Pompeiis sunt,
me velle postridie convenire. Haec mecum Ninnius noster, velle eos mihi
se et oppidum tradere. At ego abii postridie a villa ante lucem, ut me
omnino illi ne viderent. Quid enim erat in tribus cohortibus? quid,
si plures? quo apparatu? Cogitavi eadem illa Caeliana, quae legi in
epistula tua, quam accepi, simul et in Cumanum veni eodem die, et simul
fieri poterat, ut temptaremur. Omnem igitur suspicionem sustuli. Sed,
dum redeo, Hortensius venerat et ad Terentiam salutatum deverterat.
Sermone erat usus honorifico erga me. Iam eum, ut puto, videbo; misit
enim puerum se ad me venire. Hoc quidem melius quam collega noster
Antonius, cuius inter lictores lectica mima portatur.

[160] relatum _Müller_: ventum _MSS._

Tu, quoniam quartana cares et novum morbum removisti, sed etiam
gravedinem, teque vegetum nobis in Graecia siste et litterarum aliquid
interea.

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23rd of April, as Curio has informed me by letter. I only hope Cotta
may hold Sardinia, as they say, for there is a rumour to that effect.
If that happens, what a reflection of Cato!

To lessen suspicion of my journey and intentions I started for my
place at Pompeii on the 12th of May to stay there while the necessary
provisions were made for my voyage. When I arrived, I was told the
centurions of the three cohorts here wished to visit me the next day.
That was what my friend Ninnius said--that they wished to hand over
themselves and the town to me. But I left the next morning before
daybreak, so that they should not see me at all: for what was the
use of three cohorts, or more indeed? And what was our equipment?
I pondered too over the matter of Caelius when I read it in your
letter, which I received on the same day as I arrived at Cumae. It was
possible too that it was a mere ruse, so I did away with all grounds
of suspicion. But, while I was on my way back, Hortensius came, and
turned out of his way to greet Terentia, and he had spoken of me with
much courtesy. I think I shall see him soon, for he has sent a servant
to announce his coming. This is better behaviour than that of my fellow
augur Antony, who carries an actress in a sedan among his lictors.

As you have lost your quartan fever and have not only thrown off your
new malady but also your cold, you must present yourself before me
sound and fit in Greece. Meanwhile drop me a line.

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XVII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano XVII K. Iun. a. 705_]

Pr. Idus Hortensius ad me venit seripta epistula. Vellem cetera eius!
quam in me incredibilem ἐκτένειαν! Qua quidem cogito uti. Deinde
Serapion cum epistula tua. Quam priusquam aperuissem, dixi ei te ad
me de eo scripsisse antea, ut feceras. Deinde epistula lecta[161]
cumulatissime cetera. Et hercule hominem probo; nam et doctum et probum
existimo; quin etiam navi eius me et ipso convectore usurum puto.

[161] lecta _Manutius_: scripta _MSS._

Crebro refricat lippitudo non illa quidem perodiosa, sed tamen quae
impediat scriptionem meam. Valetudinem tuam iam confirmatam esse et a
vetere morbo et a novis temptationibus gaudeo.

Ocellam vellem haberemus; videntur enim esse haec paulo faciliora
futura. Nunc quidem aequinoctium nos moratur, quod valde perturbatum
erat. Id si transierit,[162] utinam idem maneat Hortensius! si quidem,
ut adhuc erat, liberalius esse nihil potest.

[162] transierit _Ziehen_: cras erit _MSS._: ἀκραὲς erit _Bosius_.

De diplomate admiraris quasi nescio cuius te flagitii insimularim.
Negas enim te reperire, qui mihi id in mentem venerit. Ego autem,
quia scripseras te proficisci cogitare (etenim audieram nemini aliter
licere), eo te habere censebam, et quia pueris diploma sumpseras. Habes
causam opinionis meae. Et tamen

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XVII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 16_, B.C. _49_]

On the 14th of May Hortensius came to me, just as I had written my
letter. I wish his conduct were always as it is now.[163] You would
never believe how gushing he was, and I intend to take advantage of it.
Then Serapion came with a letter from you. Before I opened it, I told
him that you had written to me about him before, as you had done. Then
when I had read the letter, I told him the rest in full detail, and
upon my word I like the man; for I think him to be learned and upright.
Moreover I think I will use his ship and make him my fellow-passenger.

[163] Or "I wish he would always confine himself to writing." But the
passage may be corrupt.

Inflammation of the eyes often breaks out again, not indeed very
troublesome, but enough to prevent my writing. That your health has
recovered from your old complaint and your new attacks I am glad.

I wish I had Ocella here: for it looks as if things are going to be
rather easier. Just now the equinox is delaying me. It has been very
boisterous. When that is over, I only hope Hortensius may keep to the
same mind. So far he could not be more generous.

You wonder about the passport I mentioned, as if I hinted you were
guilty of some crime. You say you can't discover how it came into my
mind. For my part since you wrote that you meditated leaving, and I had
heard that a passport was indispensable, I decided you must have one:
and also because you had taken out a passport for the boys. That was
the reason for my opinion, but please write and tell me

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velim scire, quid cogites, in primisque, si quid etiam nunc novi est.

XVII K. Iun.




XVIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Cumano XIV aut XIII K. Iun. a. 705_]

Tullia mea peperit XIIII K. Iun. puerum ἑπταμηνιαῖον. Quod εὐτόκησεν,
gaudeo; quod quidem est natum, perimbecillum est. Me mirificae
tranquillitates adhuc tenuerunt atque maiori impedimento fuerunt quam
custodiae, quibus adservor. Nam illa Hortensiana omnia fuere infantia.
Ita fiet. Homo nequissimus a Salvio liberto depravatus est. Itaque
posthac non scribam ad te, quid facturus sim, sed quid fecerim; omnes
enim Κωρυκαῖοι videntur subauscultare, quae loquor.

Tu tamen, si quid de Hispaniis sive quid aliud, perge, quaeso, scribere
nec meas litteras exspectaris, nisi cum, quo opto, pervenerimus, aut si
quid ex cursu. Sed hoc quoque timide scribo. Ita omnia tarda adhuc et
spissa. Ut male posuimus initia, sic cetera sequuntur.

Formias nunc sequimur; eodem nos fortasse Furiae persequentur. Ex Balbi
autem sermone, quem tecum habuit, non probamus de Melita. Dubitas
igitur, quin nos in hostium numero habeat? Scripsi equidem Balbo te ad
me et de benevolentia scripsisse et de

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what you intend, and especially if there is any news.

May 16.




XVIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Cumae, May 19 or 20_, B.C. _49_]

My daughter was confined on the 19th of May: a boy, a seven months'
child. I am glad she had a safe delivery. As for the thing that has
been born, it is a very poor specimen. So far I have been detained by
an astonishing calm, which has been a greater hindrance than the watch
kept on me. For all that gush of Hortensius proved child's talk. So it
will be found. The villain has been corrupted by Salvius his freeman.
Accordingly hereafter I shall write to you, not what I intend to do but
what I have done. For every eavesdropper[164] seems to be listening to
what I say.

[164] The people of Corycus in Pamphylia spied on merchant vessels and
betrayed them to pirates. Hence their name became a proverbial term for
spies and eavesdroppers.

However if you have any news about Spain or any other topic, please
write, but do not count on a letter from me, till I have reached
the desired haven; or possibly I may write something on the voyage.
But even this much I write in fear. How sluggishly and draggingly
everything has gone! The foundation was badly laid and the rest is of a
piece.

Just now I am going to Formiae; perhaps there too the Furies will
follow me. However according to Balbus' conversation with you my idea
of going to Malta does not win approval. Can you doubt then that Caesar
regards me as an enemy? To be sure I have written to Balbus telling him
that you had informed me of his kindness and his suspicion. I

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suspicione. Egi gratias; de altero ei me purga. Ecquem tu hominem
infeliciorem? Non loquor plura, ne te quoque excruciem. Ipse conficior
venisse tempus, cum iam nec fortiter nec prudenter quicquam facere
possim.

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thanked him for his kindness: as regards the suspicion, clear me. Is
there a more unlucky man living? I won't say more for fear of hurting
you too. I am tortured by the thought that the time has come when I can
no longer act either with boldness or discretion.

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M. TULLI CICERONIS EPISTULARUM AD ATTICUM LIBER UNDECIMUS




I

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Epiro inter Non. et Id. Ian., ut videtur, a. 706_]

Accepi a te signatum libellum, quem Anteros attulerat; ex quo nihil
scire potui de nostris domesticis rebus. De quibus acerbissime
adflictor, quod, qui eas dispensavit, neque adest istic, neque, ubi
terrarum sit, scio. Omnem autem spem habeo existimationis privatarumque
rerum in tua erga me mihi perspectissima benevolentia. Quam si his
temporibus miseris et extremis praestiteris, haec pericula, quae mihi
communia sunt cum ceteris, fortius feram; idque ut facias, te obtestor
atque obsecro. Ego in cistophoro in Asia habeo ad sestertium bis et
viciens. Huius pecuniae permutatione fidem nostram facile tuebere; quam
quidem ego nisi expeditam relinquere me putassem credens ei, cui tu
scis iam pridem minime credere me debere, commoratus essem paulisper
nec domesticas res impeditas reliquissem. Ob eamque causam serius ad te
scribo, quod sero intellexi, quid timendum esset. Te etiam atque etiam
oro, ut me totum tuendum suscipias, ut, si ei salvi erunt, quibuscum
sum, una cum iis possim incolumis esse salutemque meam benevolentiae
tuae acceptam referre.

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CICERO'S LETTERS TO ATTICUS BOOK XI




I

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Epirus, January_, B.C. _48_]

I got your sealed document, which Anteros brought. It gave me no
information about my private affairs. I am exceedingly distressed
about them, because Philotimus, who managed them, is not at Rome, nor
do I know where in the world he is. And my whole hope of preserving
my credit and private property lies in your tried and proved kindness
towards me. If in this last desperate crisis you still show that, I
shall face the dangers which I share with others more courageously:
and I adjure and beseech you to do so. I have in local currency[165]
in Asia nearly £18,000.[166] By a bill of exchange for that amount it
will be easy for you to maintain my credit. Unless I had thought I were
leaving it all square (trusting one, whom you have long since known I
ought not to have trusted), I should have delayed a little longer and
not left my private concerns embarrassed. The reason why I have been
rather long in writing to you about it, is that I was a long time in
gathering what was to be feared. Again and again I beseech you that you
undertake to protect me in every way, so that, supposing my present
associates are spared, I may along with them remain unembarrassed and
put down my safety to your kindness.

[165] An Asiatic coin bearing as a device the _cista_ of Dionysius half
opened with a snake creeping out of it.

[166] 2,200,000 sesterces.

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II

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in Epiro med. m. Mart., ut videtur, a. 706_]

Litteras tuas accepi pr. Non. Febr. eoque ipso die ex testamento crevi
hereditatem. Ex multis meis miserrimis curis est una levata, si, ut
scribis, ista hereditas fidem et famam meam tueri potest; quam quidem
intellego te etiam sine hereditate tuis opibus defensurum fuisse. De
dote quod scribis, per omnes deos te obtestor, ut totam rem suscipias
et illam miseram mea culpa et neglegentia tueare meis opibus, si quae
sunt, tuis, quibus tibi molestum non erit, facultatibus. Cui quidem
deesse omnia, quod scribis, obsecro te, noli pati. In quos enim sumptus
abeunt fructus praediorum? Iam illa HS L̅X̅, quae scribis, nemo mihi
umquam dixit ex dote esse detracta; numquam enim essem passus. Sed haec
minima est ex eis iniuriis, quas accepi; de quibus ad te dolore et
lacrimis scribere prohibeor. Ex ea pecunia, quae fuit in Asia, partem
dimidiam fere exegi. Tutius videbatur fore ibi, ubi est, quam apud
publicanos.

Quod me hortaris, ut firmo sim animo, vellem posses aliquid adferre,
quam ob rem id facere possem. Sed, si ad ceteras miserias accessit
etiam id, quod mihi Chrysippus dixit parari (tu nihil significasti) de

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II

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Epirus, March_, B.C. _48_]

I received your letter on the 4th of February, and on the same day I
accepted the inheritance formally according to the will. Of my many and
miserable anxieties one is taken away, if, as you say, this inheritance
is sufficient to maintain my credit and reputation, though I know you
would have defended it even without the inheritance with all your
resources. As for what you write about the dowry[167] I adjure you for
heaven's sake to manage the whole business and protect the poor girl,
a victim of my culpable carelessness, with my funds, if there are any,
and out of your own, so far as you can without inconvenience. Pray do
not let her remain in the utter want you depict. On what are the rents
of my farms being wasted? That 500 guineas[168] of which you write, no
one ever told me that it had been kept back out of the dowry, for I
would never have allowed it. But that is the least of the blows I have
suffered. I cannot write to you about them for sorrow and tears. Of the
money I had in Asia I have called in nearly half. It would appear to be
safer where it is than with the tax-collectors.

[167] The second instalment of Tullia's dowry due to Dolabella before
July; cf. xi, 3. Dowries were paid in three instalments.

[168] 60,000 sesterces.

As for your exhortations to be of good courage, I wish you could find
some reason why I should be so. If, on the top of my other sorrows,
there comes that which Chrysippus said is under consideration (you gave
me no hint), I mean the confiscation of my town

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domo, quis me miserior uno iam fuit? Oro, obsecro, ignosce. Non possum
plura scribere. Quanto maerore urgear, profecto vides. Quod si mihi
commune cum ceteris esset, qui videntur in eadem causa esse, minor
mea culpa videretur et eo tolerabilior esset. Nunc nihil est, quod
consoletur, nisi quid tu efficis, si modo etiam nunc effici potest, ut
ne qua singulari adficiar calamitate et iniuria.

Tardius ad te remisi tabellarium, quod potestas mittendi non fuit. A
tuis et nummorum accepi HS L̅X̅X̅ et, vestimentorum quod opus fuit.
Quibus tibi videbitur, velim des litteras meo nomine. Nosti meos
familiares. Si signum requirent aut manum, dices me propter custodias
ea vitasse.




III

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in castris Pompei Id. Iun. a. 706_]

Quid hic agatur, scire poteris ex eo, qui litteras attulit. Quem
diutius tenui, quia cotidie aliquid novi exspectabamus; neque nunc
mittendi tamen ulla causa fuit praeter eam, de qua tibi rescribi
voluisti, quod ad Kal. Quinct. pertinet, quid vellem. Utrumque grave
est, et tam gravi tempore periculum tantae pecuniae, et dubio rerum
exitu ista, quam scribis, abruptio. Quare ut alia sic hoc vel maxime

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house, I am the most wretched man alive. I pray and beseech you pardon
me. I can write no more. You see, I am sure, with what a weight of
misery I am oppressed. If I shared it with others, who seem to be
in the same predicament, I should feel less blameworthy and bear it
better. Now I have no consolation unless you can arrange, if it is now
possible, that I may not be visited with any special disaster and harm.

I have been rather slow in sending back your letter-carrier, because
there was no opportunity of sending him. From your agents I have
received some £600[169] and the necessary clothing. Please send letters
to any people you think right in my name. You know my intimate friends.
If they notice the absence of my seal or handwriting, please say I have
avoided using them owing to the sentries.

[169] 70,000 sesterces.




III

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Camp of Pompey, June 3_, B.C. _48_]

What is happening here you may gather from the bearer of your letter.
I have kept him longer than I should, because every day I am expecting
something fresh to happen, and there was no reason for sending him even
now, except the subject on which you ask for an answer, namely what
I wish as to the first of July. Both courses are dangerous, both the
risk of such a sum of money at such a dangerous time, and the breaking
with Dolabella, which you mention, while the political issue is still
uncertain. Accordingly I will leave this matter in particular like
others

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tuae curae benevolentiaeque permitto et illius consilio et voluntati;
cui miserae consuluissem melius, si tecum olim coram potius quam per
litteras de salute nostra fortunisque deliberavissem.

Quod negas praecipuum mihi ullum in communibus incommodis impendere,
etsi ista res non nihil habet consolationis, tamen etiam praecipua
multa sunt, quae tu profecto vides et gravissima esse et me facillime
vitare potuisse. Ea tamen erunt minora, si, ut adhuc factum est,
administratione et diligentia tua levabuntur.

Pecunia apud Egnatium est. Sit a me, ut est. Neque enim hoc, quod
agitur, videtur diuturnum esse posse, ut scire iam possim, quid maxime
opus sit. Etsi egeo rebus omnibus, quod is quoque in angustiis est,
quicum sumus; cui magnam dedimus pecuniam mutuam, opinantes nobis
constitutis rebus eam rem etiam honori fore. Tu, ut antea fecisti,
velim, si qui erunt, ad quos aliquid scribendum a me existimes, ipse
conficias. Tuis salutem die. Cura, ut valeas. In primis id, quod
scribis, omnibus rebus cura et provide, ne quid ei desit, de qua scis
me miserrimum esse. Idibus Iuniis ex castris.




IV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. in castris Pompei Id. Quint. a. 706_]

Accepi ab Isidoro litteras et postea datas binas. Ex proximis cognovi
praedia non venisse. Videbis

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to your kind care, and to the consideration and desire of poor Tullia,
whose interests would have been better consulted, if originally I had
discussed our safety and fortunes with you in person rather than by
letter.

You say there is no trouble threatening me especially in this public
misfortune. There is a little consolation in that, but there are many
circumstances special to me, which you must see are very serious and
might easily have been avoided. However they will be less serious, if,
as hitherto, they are lightened by your care and management.

The money is with Egnatius. Let it remain there, so far as I am
concerned: for things cannot last long as they are, so that I shall
soon know what is most necessary. However, I am in want of everything,
because the man I am with[170] too is in great straits and I have lent
him a large sum of money, thinking that, when things settle down, that
will bring me honour as well as profit. Please, as before, if there
are any persons to whom you think I ought to write, do it for me. Pay
my greetings to your family. Take care of your health. Above all, as
you say, make every careful provision that nothing maybe wanting to my
daughter, on whose account you know I am very unhappy.

[170] Pompey.

June 13, at the camp.




IV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _In Pompey's camp, July 15_, B.C. _48_]

I have received your letter by Isidorus and two written later. From the
last I understand that the

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ergo, ut sustentetur per te. De Frusinati, si modo fruituri sumus, erit
mihi res opportuna. Meas litteras quod requiris, impedior inopia rerum,
quas nullas habeo litteris dignas, quippe cui, nec quae accidunt, nec
quae aguntur, ullo modo probentur. Utinam coram tecum olim potius quam
per epistulas! Hic tua, ut possum, tueor apud hos. Cetera Celer. Ipse
fugi adhuc omne munus eo magis, quod ita nihil poterat agi, ut mihi et
meis rebus aptum esset.




IVa

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Dyrrhachi inter XVI et XII K. Quint. a. 706_]

Quid sit gestum novi, quaeris. Ex Isidoro scire poteris. Reliqua non
videntur esse difficiliora. Tu id velim quod scis me maxime velle,
cures, ut scribis, ut facis. Me conficit sollicitudo, ex qua etiam
summa infirmitas corporis. Qua levata ero una cum eo, qui negotium
gerit estque in spe magna. Brutus amicus; in causa versatur acriter.

Hactenus fuit, quod caute a me scribi posset. Vale. De pensione
altera, oro te, omni cura considera quid faciendum sit, ut scripsi iis
litteris, quas Pollex tulit.

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property did not sell. So please see to her support yourself. As to
the estate at Frusino, if only I am to enjoy the fruits, it will be
convenient for me. You say I owe you a letter. Well, I am hindered
by want of matter, having nothing worth writing; for nothing that
happens and nothing that is done has my approbation at all. If only I
could talk with you instead of writing! Here to the best of my power
I conserve your interests with these people. The rest Celer will do.
Hitherto I have avoided every office, especially as it was impossible
for anything to be done in a way that suited me and my fortunes.




IVa

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Dyrrhachium, June 15 to 19_, B.C. _48_]

You ask what new moves have been made. Isidorus will tell you. I don't
think the rest of the task will be any more difficult. Please pay
attention to what you know is my greatest wish, as you say you are
doing. I am overwhelmed by care, and that brings with it also great
bodily infirmity. When that has passed, I shall go to the man who
is conducting the business and who is in high hopes.[171] Brutus is
friendly; and takes a keen part in the cause.

[171] I.e. Pompey, who had won a temporary success by piercing Caesar's
lines.

That is all that I can prudently commit to paper. Farewell. About the
second instalment of Tullia's dowry, pray consider carefully what ought
to be done, as I said in the letter, which Pollex took.

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V

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi pr. Non. Nov. a. 706_]

Quae me causae moverint, quam acerbae, quam graves, quam novae,
coegerintque impetu magis quodam animi uti quam cogitatione, non possum
ad te sine maximo dolore scribere. Fuerunt quidem tantae, ut id, quod
vides, effecerint. Itaque, nec quid ad te scribam de meis rebus nec
quid a te petam reperio; rem et summam negotii vides.

Equidem ex tuis litteris intellexi, et eis, quas com muniter cum aliis
scripsisti, et eis quas tuo nomine quod etiam mea sponte videbam, te
subita re quas debilitatum novas rationes tuendi mei quaerere. Quod
scribis placere, ut propius accedam iterque per oppida noctu faciam,
non sane video, quern ad modum id fieri possit. Neque enim ita apta
habeo devorsoria, ut tota tempora diurna in iis possim consumere, neque
ad id, quod quaeris, multum interest utrum me homines in oppido videant
an in via. Sed tamen hoc ipsum sicut alia considerabo, quem ad modum
commodissime fieri posse videatur.

Ego propter incredibilem et animi et corporis molestiam conficere
plures litteras non potui; eis tantum rescripsi, a quibus acceperam.
Tu velim et Basilo et quibus praeterea videbitur, etiam Servilio
conscribas, ut tibi videbitur, meo nomine. Quod tanto intervallo nihil
omnino ad vos scripsi, his litteris profecto

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V

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Nov. 4_, B.C. _48_]

What were the reasons, how bitter, how grave and unforeseen, which
swayed me and compelled me to act by a kind of impulse rather than
by reflection, I cannot bring myself to write without great agony of
mind. So weighty were they that they have brought about what you see.
Accordingly I do not know what to tell you about my affairs nor what
to ask of you. You can see for yourself the sum and substance of the
matter.

For my part I have gathered from your letters--both that which you
wrote in conjunction with others and the one you wrote in your own
name--what I saw myself too, that you are somewhat disconcerted by
my sudden move, and are looking for some new means of protecting
me. I don't quite see how I can do as you suggest and come nearer
to Rome, travelling through towns at night. For I have not suitable
stopping-places to spend all the days in; nor, for the point you are
aiming at, does it much matter whether I am seen in towns or on the
road. However I will consider how this plan, as well as others, can
most conveniently be carried out.

I am so fearfully upset both in mind and body that I have not been able
to write many letters; I have only answered those who have written to
me. I should like you to write in my name to Basilus and to anyone else
you like, even to Servilius, and say whatever you think fit. From this
letter you will quite understand that the reason why I have not written
to you at all for such a long time, is that I

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intellegis rem mihi desse, de qua scribam, non voluntatem.

Quod de Vatinio quaeris, neque illius neque cuiusquam mihi praeterea
officium desset, si reperire possent, qua in re me iuvarent. Quintus
aversissimo a me animo Patris fuit. Eodem Corcyra filius venit. Inde
profectos eos una cum ceteris arbitror.




VI

CICERO ATTICO SALUTEM DICIT.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi IV K. Dec. a. 706_]

Sollicitum esse te, cum de tuis communibusque fortunis, tum maxime
de me ac de dolore meo sentio. Qui quidem meus dolor non modo non
minuitur, cum socium sibi adiungit dolorem tuum, sed etiam augetur.
Omnino pro tua prudentia sentis, qua consolatione levari maxime
possim. Probas enim meum consilium negasque mihi quicquam tali tempore
potius faciendum fuisse. Addis etiam (quod etsi mihi levius est quam
tuum iudicium, tamen non est leve) ceteris quoque, id est qui pondus
habeant, factum nostrum probari. Id si ita putarem, levius dolerem.
"Crede," inquis, "mihi." Credo equidem, sed scio, quam cupias minui
dolorem meum. Me discessisse ab armis numquam paenituit. Tanta erat
in illis crudelitas, tanta cum barbaris gentibus coniunctio, ut non
nominatim, sed generatim proscriptio esset informata, ut iam omnium
iudicio constitutum esset omnium vestrum bona praedam esse illius
victoriae. "Vestrum" plane dico; numquam enim de te ipso nisi

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had nothing to write about, not that I did not wish to write.

For your query about Vatinius, neither he nor anyone else would fail
in service to me, if they could find any means of helping me. Quintus
showed the bitterest ill-feeling to me at Patrae. His son came thither
from Corcyra: and I suppose they have set out from there with the
others.




VI

CICERO to ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, November 27_, B.C. _48_]

I see you are anxious about your own fate and the fate of us all, and
especially about me and my sorrows; but my sorrows are not lessened one
whit by the addition of yours in sympathy, they are even increased.
Of course your own intelligence makes you feel what consolation can
comfort me most: for you approve of my plan and say that under the
circumstances I could not have done anything better. You add something,
which does not weigh with me so much as your judgement, though it
has some weight, that every one else--I mean every one else who
matters--approves of what I did. If I could persuade myself of that, I
should feel less sorrow. "Believe me," you say. I do believe you; but I
know how anxious you are to relieve my sorrow. I have never regretted
leaving the camp. Cruelty was so rampant there, and there was so close
an alliance with barbarian nations, that a plan was sketched out for
a proscription not of persons but of whole classes; and everybody had
made up their minds that the property of you all was to be the prize of
his victory. I say "you" advisedly, for none

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crudelissime cogitatum est. Quare voluntatis me meae numquam
paenitebit, consilii paenitet. In oppido aliquo mallem resedisse, quoad
accerserer: minus sermonis subissem, minus accepissem doloris; ipsum
hoc me non angeret. Brundisi iacere in omnes partes est molestum.
Propius accedere, ut suades, quo modo sine lictoribus, quos populus
dedit, possum? qui mihi incolumi adimi non possunt. Quos ego nunc
paulisper cum bacillis in turbam conieci ad oppidum accedens, ne
quis impetus militum fieret. Reliquo tempore me domi tenui.[172]
Ad Oppium et Balbum scripsi,[173] quonam iis placeret modo propius
accedere, ut hac de re considerarent. Credo fore auctores. Sic enim
recipiunt, Caesari non modo de conservanda, sed etiam de augenda mea
dignitate curae fore, meque hortantur, ut magno animo sim, ut omnia
summa sperem. Ea spondent, confirmant. Quae quidem mihi exploratiora
essent, si remansissem. Sed ingero praeterita; vide, quaeso, igitur
ea, quae restant, et explora cum istis, et, si putabis opus esse, et
si istis placebit, quo magis factam nostrum Caesar probet quasi de
suorum sententia factum, adhibeantur Trebonius, Pansa, si qui alii,
scribantque ad Caesarem me, quicquid fecerim, de sua sententia fecisse.

[172] Reliquo tempore me domi tenui _Hofmann_: recipio tempore me domo
te nunc _MSS._

[173] Balbum scripsi _added by Lambinus and Lehmann_.

Tulliae meae morbus et imbecillitas corporis me exanimat. Quam tibi
intellego magnae curae esse, quod est mihi gratissimum. De Pompei exitu
mihi

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but the cruellest thoughts were entertained about you personally. So
I shall never regret my resolve; but I do regret my plan of action.
I wish I had settled down in some town, till I was called for. There
would have been less talk about me, less pain for me; this particular
regret at any rate would not be worrying me. To remain inactive at
Brundisium is annoying from every point of view. And how can I go
nearer to Rome, as you advise, without the lictors given me by the
people? They cannot be taken from me without depriving me of my rights.
Only lately, as I was approaching Brundisium, I made them mix with the
crowd with nothing but sticks in their hands for fear the soldiery
might attack them: ever since I have kept at home. I have written to
Oppius and to Balbus, asking them to consider how I can move nearer
to Rome. I think they will advise me to do so. For they promise that
Caesar will be anxious not only to preserve my dignity, but even to
increase it; and they bid me be of good cheer and entertain the highest
of hopes. This they warrant and guarantee. Personally I should have
felt surer about it, if I had stayed where I was. But that is harping
on the past; so pray look to the future and investigate the matter
with them, and, if you think it necessary and they approve, call in
Trebonius, Pansa and anyone else you like, that I may win Caesar's
approval by appearing to follow his friends' advice, and let them write
to Caesar, telling him that, what I have done, I did at their advice.

My dear Tullia's illness and weakness frightens me to death. I
understand you are taking great care of her, and I am very grateful.
About Pompey's end

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dubium numquam fuit. Tanta enim desperatio rerum eius omnium regum
et populorum animos occuparat, ut, quocumque venisset, hoc putarem
futurum. Non possum eius casum non dolere; hominem enim integrum et
castum et gravem cognovi. De Fannio consoler te? Perniciosa loquebatur
de mansione tua. L. vero Lentulus Hortensi domum sibi et Caesaris
hortos et Baias desponderat. Omnino haec eodem modo ex hac parte fiunt,
nisi quod illud erat infintum. Omnes enim, qui in Italia manserant,
hostium numero habebantur. Sed velim haec aliquando solutiore animo.

Quintum fratrem audio profectum in Asiam, ut deprecaretur. De filio
nihil audivi; sed quaere ex Diochare, Caesaris liberto, quem ego non
vidi, qui istas Alexandrea litteras attulit. Is dicitur vidisse Quintum
euntem an iam in Asia. Tuas litteras, prout res postulat, exspecto.
Quas velim cures quam primum ad me perferendas. IIII K. Decembr.




VII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XIV Kal. Ian. a. 706_]

Gratae tuae mihi litterae sunt, quibus accurate perscripsisti omnia,
quae ad me pertinere arbitratus es. Et factum igitur tu scribis istis
placere et placere[174] isdem istis lictoribus me uti, quod concessum
Sestio

[174] es. Et factum igitur tu scribis istis placere et placere
_Steinkopf_: est ea factum igitur ut scribis istis placere _MSS._

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                                Page 369

I never had any doubt. For despair of his success had so completely
taken possession of the minds of all the kings and peoples, that I
thought this would happen to him, wherever he might go. I cannot help
feeling sorry for his fate, for I knew him to be a man of honour and
high moral principle. Am I to condole with you about Fannius? He used
to speak virulently of you for staying in Rome. L. Lentulus, you know,
had promised himself Hortensius' house, Caesar's gardens, and a place
at Baiae. Precisely the same is taking place on this side too, except
that on the other there was no limit. For they counted every one who
stayed in Italy as an enemy. But I would rather speak of this sometime
when I am less worried.

I hear my brother Quintus has set out for Asia to make his peace. About
his son I have heard nothing; but ask Diochares, Caesar's freedman, who
brought those letters from Alexandria. I have not seen him. He is said
to have seen Quintus either on the way, or was it already in Asia? I am
looking forward to a letter from you, as the occasion demands. Please
try to get it conveyed to me as soon as possible.

November 27.




VII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Dec. 17_, B.C. _48_]

I am much obliged to you for your letter, in which you have recorded
carefully everything you think concerns me. So you say that they
approve both of my actions, and of my keeping my lictors, as Sestius
is allowed to keep his: though in his case I think it is not so much a
question of being allowed to keep

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                                Page 370

sit; cui non puto suos esse concessos, sed ad ipso datos. Audio enim
eum ea senatus consulta improbare, quae post discessum tribunorum
facta sunt. Quare poterit, si volet sibi constare, nostros lictores
comprobare,

Quamquam quid ego de lictoribus, qui paene ex Italia decedere sim
iussus? Nam ad me misit Antonius exemplum Caesaris ad se litterarum,
in quibus erat se audisse Catonem et L. Metellum in Italiam venisse,
Romae ut essent palam. Id sibi non placere, ne qui motus ex eo fierent;
prohiberique omnes Italia, nisi quorum ipse causam cognovisset;
deque eo vehementius erat scriptum. Itaque Antonius petebat a me per
litteras, ut sibi ignoscerem; facere se non posse, quin iis litteris
pareret. Tum ad eum misi L. Lamiam, qui demonstraret illum Dolabellae
dixisse, ut ad me scriberet, ut in Italiam quam primum venirem; eius
me litteris venisse. Tum ille edixit ita, ut me exciperet et Laelium
nominatim. Quod sane nollem; poterat enim sine nomine res ipsa excipi.

O multas et graves offensiones! quas quidem tu das operam ut lenias,
nec tamen nihil proficis, quin hoc ipso minuis dolorem meum, quod,
ut minuas, tam valde laboras; idque velim ne gravere quam saepissime
facere. Maxime autem adsequere, quod vis, si me adduxeris, ut existimem
me bonorum iudicium non funditus perdidisse. Quamquam quid tu in eo
potes? Nihil scilicet. Sed, si quid res dabit tibi facultatis, id me
maxima consolari poterit; quod nunc quidem

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them as of their being assigned to him by Caesar himself. For I am told
he repudiates all the decrees of the Senate which were passed after the
departure of the tribunes. So, if he wants to be consistent, he will be
able to approve my lictors.

However, what is the use of talking about lictors, when I have almost
been ordered to leave Italy. For Antony has sent me a copy of a letter
from Caesar, in which he said he had heard that Cato and L. Metellus
had come to Italy and intended to live openly at Rome: that he did not
like, for fear it might cause some disturbance: and that none may enter
Italy, until he has himself investigated their case. He put the point
very strongly. So Antony wrote asking my pardon, and saying he could
not help obeying the letter. Then I sent L. Lamia to him to point out
that Caesar had told Dolabella to write and tell me to come to Italy as
soon as possible: and that it was on the strength of that letter that
I had come. Then Antony issued an edict excepting myself and Laelius
by name. I wish he had not done that: he might have made an exception
without mentioning names.

What a heap of troubles and how serious too! And you are doing your
best to make them lighter, and with some success--indeed that you try
so hard to relieve me is some relief in itself. I hope you won't find
it a burden to do so as often as possible. But you will succeed in your
object best, if you can convince me that I have not entirely lost the
good opinion of the loyal party. Yet what can you do in that matter?
Nothing of course. But, if anything gives a chance, that is what will
best console me. I see that at present it is impossible:

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video non esse, sed, si quid ex eventis, ut hoc nunc accidit. Dicebar
debuisse cum Pompeio proficisci. Exitus illius minuit eius officii
praetermissi reprehensionem. Sed ex omnibus nihil magis tamem
desideratur, quam quod in Africam non ierim. Iudicio hoc sum usus, non
esse barbaris auxiliis fallacissimae gentis rem publicam defendendam,
praesertim contra exercitum saepe victorem, Non probant fortasse;
multos enim viros bonos in Africam venisse audio et scio fuisse antea.
Valde hoc loco urgeor. Hic quoque opus est casu, ut aliqui sint ex
eis, aut, si potest, omnes qui salutem anteponant. Nam, si perseverant
et obtinent, quid nobis futurum sit, vides. Dices: "Quid illis, si
victi erunt?" Honestior est plaga. Haec me excruciant. Sulpici autem
consilium non scripsisti cur meo non anteponeres. Quod etsi non tam
gloriosum est quam Catonis, tamen et periculo vacuum est et dolore.
Extremum est eorum, qui in Achaia sunt. Ei tamen ipsi se hoc melius
habent quam nos, quod et multi sunt uno in loco, et, cum in Italiam
venerint, domum statim venerint. Haec tu perge, ut facis, mitigare et
probare quam plurimis.

Quod te excusas, ego vero et tuas causas nosco et mea interesse puto te
istic esse, vel ut cum eis, quibus oportebit, agas, quae erunt agenda
de nobis,

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but if anything does turns up, as in this present case. It used to be
said that I ought to have gone with Pompey: but now his death tends to
absolve me from blame for neglecting my duty in that case. But where I
am thought to have been most lacking is in not going to Africa. My view
was that barbarian auxiliaries drawn from a most deceitful race were
not the proper persons to defend the State, especially against an army
which had won so many victories. That view may not meet with approval;
for I hear that many patriots have arrived in Africa, and I know there
were some there before. This is a point that really bothers me: and
here again I must trust to luck, that there may be some of them, or,
if such a thing is possible, all of them, who put safety first. For,
if they hold fast and succeed, you can see what a position I shall be
in. You will say "How about it, if they are defeated?" That is a more
honourable blow. This is what tortures me. However, you have not told
me why you do not prefer Sulpicius' policy to mine. It may not be so
glorious as Cato's: but it is at any rate free from danger and regret.
The last case is that of those who stayed in Achaia. Even they are in
a better position than I am, because there are many of them together,
and, when they do come to Italy, they will go straight home. Please
continue your efforts to ameliorate my position and to win over as many
people as possible to approval.

You explain why you do not come. Yes, I know your reasons and think it
is to my interest that you should stay where you are, for one thing
that you may be able to carry out any necessary negotiations about me
with the proper persons, as you have done.

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ut ea, quae egisti. In primisque hoc velim animadvertas. Multos esse
arbitror, qui ad Caesarem detulerint delaturive sint me aut paenitere
consilli mei aut non probare, quae fiant. Quorum etsi utrumque
verum est, tamen ab illis dicitur animo a me alienato, non quo ita
esse perspexerint. Sed totum in eo est, ut hoc Balbus sustineat et
Oppius, et eorum crebis litteris illius voluntas erga me confirmetur.
Et hoc plane ut fiat, diligentiam adhibeis. Alterum est, cur te
nolim discedere, quod scribis Tulliam te flagitare. O rem miseram!
quid scribam aut quid velim? Breve faciam, lacrimae enim se subito
profunderunt. Tibi permitto, tu consule; tantum vide, ne hoc tempore
isti obesse aliquid possit. Ignosce, obsecro te. Non possum prae fletu
et dolore diutius in hoc loco commorari. Tantum dicam, nihil mihi
gratius esse, quam quod eam diligis.

Quod litteras, quibus putas opus esse, curas dandas, facis commode.
Quintum filium vidi qui Sami vidisset, patrem Sicyone. Quorum
deprecatio est facilis. Utinam illi qui prius illum viderent, me apud
eum velint adiutum tantum, quantum ego illos vellem, si quid possem!

Quod rogas, ut in bonam partem accipiam, si qua sint in tuis litteris,
quae me mordeant, ego vero in optimam, teque rogo, ut aperte, quem ad
modum facis, scribas ad me omnia idque facias quam saepissime. Vale
XIIII K. Ian.

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And in the first place I should like to call your attention to this
point. I think there are many who have reported or will report to
Caesar either that I am repenting of my policy or that I do not approve
of recent events. Though both are true, they say it out of spite
against me, not because they have seen it to be so. Everything rests
on the support of Balbus and Oppius, and on their confirming Caesar's
good will to me by sending him frequent letters. Please do your best
to bring this about. The other reason why I prefer you not to leave is
that you say Tullia begs for your assistance. What a misfortune? What
can I say? What can I even wish? I will cut the matter short, for tears
spring to my eyes at once. I give you a free hand: do you look to it.
Only take care that nothing is done under the present circumstances to
offend the great man. I crave your pardon. Tears and sorrow prevent me
from dwelling any longer on this topic. I will only add that nothing
makes me feel more grateful to you than your love for her.

You are quite right to send letters for me to anyone to whom you think
it necessary. I have met a man who saw young Quintus at Samos and his
father at Sicyon. They will easily obtain their pardon. I only hope,
that, as they will see Caesar first, they will think fit to further my
case with him, as much as I should have furthered theirs, if I had been
able.

You ask me to take it in good part, if there is anything in your
letters that wounds my feelings. I promise you to take it in the best
possible part, and I beg you to write everything quite openly, as you
do, and to do so as often as possible. Farewell.

Dec. 17.

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VIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XIII K. Ian. a. 706_]

Quantis curis conficiar, etsi profecto vides, tamen cognosces ex Lepta
et Trebatio. Maximas poenas pendo temeritatis meae, quam tu prudentiam
mihi videri vis; neque te deterreo, quo minus id disputes scribasque
ad me quam saepissime. Non nihil enim me levant tuae litterae hoc
tempore. Per eos, qui nostra causa volunt valentque apud illum,
diligentissime contendas opus est, per Balbum et Oppium maxime, ut
de me scribant quam diligentissime. Oppugnamur enim, ut audio, et a
praesentibus quibusdam et per litteras. Eis ita est occurrendum, ut
rei magnitudo postulat. Fufius est illic, mihi inimicissimus. Quintus
misit filium non solum sui deprecatorem, sed etiam accusatorem mei.
Dictitat se a me apud Caesarem oppugnari, quod refellit Caesar ipse
omnesque eius amici. Neque vero desistit, ubicumque est, omnia in me
maledicta conferre, Nihil mihi umquam tam incredibile accidit, nihil in
his malis tam acerbum. Qui ex ipso audissent, cum Sicyone palam multis
audientibus loqueretur nefaria quaedam, ad me pertulerunt. Nosti genus,
etiam expertus es fortasse. In me id est omne conversum. Sed augeo
commemorando dolorem et facio etiam tibi. Quare ad illud redeo. Cura,
ut huius rei causa dedita opera mittat

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VIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium Dec. 18_, B.C. _48_]

Though of course you see for yourself in what distress I am, you will
learn more about it from Lepta and Trebatius. I am paying very heavily
for my rashness, which you want to persuade me was prudence: and I
don't want to stop you arguing that it was and writing to me to that
effect as often as possible. For your letters afford me a good deal
of relief under the present circumstances. You must use your utmost
endeavour with those who are my supporters and have influence with
him--Balbus and Oppius especially--to make them write about me as
strongly as possible. For I hear that I am being attacked by some who
are with him, and also by letter. Their attack must be met, as the
importance of the matter demands. Fufius, a very bitter enemy of mine,
is there. Quintus sent his son not only to make peace for himself, but
to accuse me. He keeps saying that I am trying to set Caesar against
him, though Caesar and all his friends deny it. And he does not cease,
wherever he is, from heaping all sorts of abuse on me. It is the most
surprising thing that ever happened to me and the bitterest of all
my present sorrows. Those who reported the matter to me professed to
have heard it from his own lips, when he was slandering me at Sicyon
in the hearing of many. You know his way; indeed you may have had some
personal experience of it. Now it is all turned on me. But I increase
my own sorrow, and yours too, by speaking of it. So I return to my
first point. Take care that Balbus sends some one expressly

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aliquem Balbus. Ad quos videbitur, velim cures litteras meo nomine.
Vale. XIII Kal. Ian.




IX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi III Non. Ian. a. 707_]

Ego vero et incaute, ut scribis, et celerius, quam oportuit, feci, nec
in ulla sum spe, quippe qui exceptionibus edictorum retinear. Quae si
non essent sedulitate effectae et benevolentia tua, liceret mihi abire
in solitudines aliquas. Nunc ne id quidem licet. Quid autem me iuvat,
quod ante initum tribunatum veni, si ipsum, quod veni, nihil iuvat? Iam
quid sperem ab eo, qui mihi amicus numquam fuit, cum iam lege etiam sim
confectus et oppressus? Cotidie iam Balbi ad me litterae languidiores,
multaeque multorum ad illum fortasse contra me. Meo vitio pereo; nihil
mihi mali casus attulit, omnia culpa contracta sunt. Ego enim, cum
genus belli viderem, imparata et infirma omnia contra paratissimos,
statueram, quid facerem, ceperamque consilium non tam forte quam mihi
praeter ceteros concedendum. Cessi meis vel potius parui. Ex quibus
unus qua mente fuerit, is quem tu mihi commendas, cognosces ex ipsius
litteris, quas ad te et ad alios misit. Quas ego numquam aperuissem,
nisi res acta sic esset. Delatus est ad me fasciculus. Solvi, si quid
ad me esset litterarum. Nihil erat, epistula Vatinio et Ligurio altera.
Iussi ad eos deferri. Illi ad me

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for this purpose. Please send letters in my name to anyone you think
should have them. Farewell.

Dec. 18.




IX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Jan. 3_, B.C. _47_]

I have certainly acted incautiously, as you say, and more hastily than
I should; and I have no hope seeing that I am tied here by the special
clause in the edict. If that had not been inserted by your own kind
efforts, I might have gone to some lonely retreat. Now not even that is
open to me. How does it help me that I came before the tribunes entered
on office, when my coming at all does not help? And what have I now
to hope from a man who never was friendly with me, when my ruin and
humiliation is secured even by law? Balbus' letters to me are becoming
daily cooler, and it may be he receives dozens against me. My own fault
is my ruin. Fortune has brought no ills upon me: I have brought them
all on my own head. For when I saw what kind of war it was going to be,
one side unprepared and weak and the other thoroughly well prepared, I
had made my plan--not a very courageous plan perhaps, but one for which
there were special excuses in my case. I gave way to my relations, or
rather I obeyed them. What the real feelings of one of them were--the
one for whom you speak--you will know from the letters he has sent to
you and to others. I should never have opened them, had it not been
for the following circumstance. A packet was brought to me. I undid
it to see if there was any letter for me. There was none; but one for
Vatinius and another for Ligurius. Those I had

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statim ardentes dolore venerunt scelus hominis clamantes; epistulas
mihi legerunt plenas omnium in me probrorum. Hic Ligurius furere. "Se
enim scire summo illum in odio fuisse Caesari. Illum tamen non modo
favisse, sed etiam tantam illi pecuniam dedisse honoris mei causa." Hoc
ego dolore accepto volui scire, quid scripsisset ad ceteros; ipsi enim
illi putavi perniciosum fore, si eius hoc tantum scelus percrebruisset.
Cognovi eiusdem generis. Ad te misi. Quas si putabis illi ipsi utile
esse reddi, reddes. Nil me laedet. Nam, quod resignatae sunt, habet,
opinor, eius signum Pomponia. Hac ille acerbitate initio navigationis
cum usus esset, tanto me dolore adfecit, ut postea iacuerim, neque nunc
tam pro se quam contra me laborare dicitur.

Ita omnibus rebus urgeor; quas sustinere vix possum vel plane nullo
modo possum. Quibus in miseriis una est pro omnibus, quod istam miseram
patrimonio, fortuna omni spoliatam relinquam. Quare te, ut polliceris,
videre plane velim. Alium enim, cui illam commendem, habeo neminem,
quoniam matri quoque eadem intellexi esse parata quae mihi. Sed, si me
non offendes, satis tamen habeto commendatam, patruumque in ea, quantum
poteris, mitigato.

Haec ad te die natali meo scripsi. Quo utinam susceptus non essem,
aut ne quid ex eadem matre postea natum esset! Plura scribere fletu
prohibeor.

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sent to them. They came to me at once boiling with indignation and
crying shame on him, and they read me letters full of all kinds of
abuse of myself. Then Ligurius burst out with fury, "to his certain
knowledge Caesar detested Quintus and had favoured him and given him
all that money out of compliment to me." After this blow I wanted
to know what he had said to the others: for I thought it would be
disastrous to his own reputation if such a scandal got abroad. I found
they were all of a piece, and have sent them to you. If you think it
will do him any good to have them delivered, have them delivered. It
won't do me any harm. Though the seals are broken, I think Pomponia
has his signet. When, at the beginning of our voyage, he adopted this
bitter tone, I was so upset that I was prostrated afterwards; and now
he is said to be working against me rather than for himself.

So I am weighed down by such a heavy burden of griefs that I can hardly
bear up under it; indeed, I cannot possibly bear up under it. And among
all my miseries there is one that outweighs all the rest--that I shall
leave that poor girl[175] deprived of her patrimony and penniless.
So I hope you will fulfil your promise and look after her. I have no
one else to entrust her to, for I hear that her mother is threatened
with the same fate as myself. If you do not find me here, take this as
sufficient injunction as regards her, and soften her uncle towards her
as far as you can.

[175] Tullia.

This I am writing on my birthday. Would that I had been left to die on
the day of my birth, or that my mother had never had another child.
Tears prevent me from writing more.

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X

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XII K. Febr. a. 707_]

Ad meas incredibiles aegritudines aliquid novi accedit ex iis, quae de
Q. Q. ad me adferuntur. P. Terentius, meus necessarius, operas in portu
et scriptura Asiae pro magistro dedit. Is Quintum filium Ephesi vidit
VI Idus Decembr. eumque studiose propter amicitiam nostram invitavit;
cumque ex eo de me percontaretur, eum sibi ita dixisse narrabat, se
mihi esse inimicissimum, volumenque sibi ostendisse orationis, quam
apud Caesarem contra me esset habiturus. Multa a se dicta contra eius
amentiam. Multa postea Patris simili scelere secum Quintum patrem
locutum; cuius furorem ex iis epistulis, quas ad te misi, perspicere
potuisti. Haec tibi dolori esse certo scio; me quidem excruciant, et eo
magis, quod mihi cum illis ne querendi quidem locum futurum puto.

De Africanis rebus longe alia nobis, ac tu scripseras, nuntiantur.
Nihil enim firmius esse dicunt, nihil paratius. Accedit Hispania et
alienata Italia, legionum nec vis eadem nec voluntas, urbanae res
perditae. Quid est, ubi acquiescam, nisi quam diu tuas litteras lego?
Quae essent profecto crebriores, si quid haberes, quo putares meam
molestiam minui posse. Sed tamen te rogo, ut ne intermittas scribere
ad me, quicquid erit, eosque, qui mihi tam crudeliter inimici sunt, si
odisse non potes, accuses tamen

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X

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium Jan. 19_, B.C. _47_]

To my sorrows, which are incalculable, there has come an addition
in the news that is brought me about the two Quinti. My friend P.
Terentius was acting as deputy to the collector of port-dues and
pasture tax in Asia, and he saw young Quintus at Ephesus on the 8th
of December and gave him a cordial invitation on account of our
friendship. And when he asked him something about me, Quintus told
him that I was his deadliest enemy and showed him the manuscript of a
speech which he said he was going to deliver before Caesar against me.
Terentius said all he could to dissuade him from such folly. Afterwards
at Patrae the elder Quintus talked freely to him in the same scandalous
strain. What a rage he is in you will have inferred from the letters
I sent you. I am sure this will grieve you. To me it is positive
torture, especially as I don't expect I shall even have a chance of
expostulating with them.

The news I get about the state of affairs in Africa is quite different
to what you sent me. They say that all is as strong and as ready as
possible. Then there are Spain and Italy alienated from Caesar; his
legions are not what they were either in strength or in loyalty; and
in the city things are in a poor plight; I cannot get a moment's
peace except when I am reading your letters. They would certainly be
more frequent, if you had any news which you thought would lighten my
sorrows. Still I beg you not to neglect writing to me, whatever the
news may be; and, if you cannot bring yourself to hate those who have
shown such unfeeling hostility to me, at

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non ut aliquid proficias, sed ut tibi me carum esse sentiant. Plura
ad te scribam, si mihi ad eas litteras, quas proxime ad te dedi,
rescripseris. Vale.

XII K. Febr.




XI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi VIII Id. Mart. a. 707_]

Confectus iam cruciatu maximorum dolorum, ne si sit quidem, quod ad te
debeam scribere, facile id exsequi possim, hoc minus, quod res nulla
est, quae scribenda sit, cum praesertim ne spes quidem ulla ostendatur
fore melius. Ita iam ne tuas quidem litteras exspecto, quamquam semper
aliquid adferunt, quod velim. Quare tu quidem scribito, cum erit, cui
des. Ego tuis proximis, quas tamen iam pridem accepi, nihil habeo quod
rescribam; longo enim intervallo video immutata esse omnia; illa esse
firma, quae debeant, nos stultitiae nostrae gravissimas poenas pendere.

P. Sallustio curanda sunt HS X̅X̅X̅, quae accepi a Cn. Sallustio. Velim
videas, ut sine mora curentur. De ea re scripsi ad Terentiam. Atque hoc
ipsum iam prope consumptum est. Quare id quoque velim cum illa videas,
ut sit, qui utamur. Hic fortasse potero sumere, si sciam istic paratum
fore; sed, priusquam id scirem, nihil sum ausus sumere. Qui sit omnium
rerum status noster, vides. Nihil est mali, quod non et sustineam et
exspectem. Quarum

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any rate reprove them, not in the hope of doing any good, but to make
them feel that I am dear to you. I will write more, if you answer the
last letter I sent. Farewell.

Jan. 19.




XI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, March 8_, B.C. _47_]

Worn out as I am by the agony of my grievous sorrows I should not find
it an easy task to write to you, even if there were anything I ought
to write; and it is far less easy, when I have nothing worth writing,
especially as there is not even a gleam of hope for better days. So
hopeless am I that now I do not look forward even to your letters,
though they always bring me something I like to hear. So pray write,
whenever you have a messenger. I have no answer to give to your last
letter, though it is a long time since I received it, for I see no
change in the long interval: the right cause is strong, and I am paying
very heavily for my folly.

The £250[176] which I had from Cn. Sallustius are to be paid to P.
Sallustius. Please see that it is done without delay. I have written
to Terentia about it. And now it is nearly all spent: so I wish you
would arrange with her for some money for me to go on with. I shall
possibly be able to get some here, if I know I have a balance at Rome;
but, before I know that, I dare not try. You see the position of all
my affairs. There is no sort of misfortune which I am not enduring and
expecting. For this state of affairs

[176] 30,000 sesterces.

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rerum eo gravior est dolor, quo culpa maior. Ille in Achaia non cessat
de nobis detrahere. Nihil videlicet tuae litterae profecerunt. Vale.

VIII Idus Mart.




XII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi VIII Id. Mart. a. 707_]

Cephalio mihi a te litteras reddidit a. d. VIII Id. Mart. vespere. Eo
autem die mane tabellarios miseram; quibus ad te dederam litteras.
Tuis tamen lectis litteris putavi iam aliquid rescribendum esse ea re
maxime, quod ostendis te pendere animi, quamnam rationem sim Caesari
allaturus profectionis meae tum, cum ex Italia discesserim. Nihil opus
est mihi nova ratione. Saepe enim ad eum scripsi multisque mandavi,
me non potuisse, cum cupissem, sermones hominum sustinere, multaque
in eam sententiam. Nihil enim erat, quod minus eum vellem existimare,
quam me tanta de re non meo consilio usum esse. Posteaque, cum mihi
litterae a Balbo Cornelio minore missae essent illum existimare Quintum
fratrem "lituum" meae profectionis fuisse (ita enim scripsit), qui
nondum cognossem, quae de me Quintus scripsisset ad multos, etsi multa
praesens in praesentem acerbe dixerat et fecerat, tamen nilo minus his
verbis ad Caesarem scripsi:

"De Quinto fratre meo non minus laboro quam de me ipso, sed eum tibi
commendare hoc meo tempore non audeo. Illud dumtaxat tamen audebo
petere

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I feel the greater sorrow, because my fault is greater. My brother in
Achaia does not cease slandering me. Your letter has of course had no
effect. Farewell.

March 8.




XII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, March 8_, B.C. _47_]

Cephalio delivered a letter from you on the 8th of March in the
evening. Now on the morning of the same day I had sent messengers and
had given them a letter for you. But, when I read yours, I thought
I ought to send some answer, particularly because you show you are
in doubt as to what explanation I am going to offer Caesar of my
departure when I did depart from Italy. I have no necessity for a new
explanation, for I have often told him myself and instructed others
to tell him that I could not put up with people's talk, although I
wished it, and much else to the same effect. For there is nothing that
I should be more unwilling for him to imagine than that I did not make
up my own mind on so important a question. Afterwards I received a
letter from Cornelius Balbus the younger saying that Caesar thought my
brother Quintus had sounded the bugle for my departure (that was his
expression). I was not then aware of what Quintus had written about
me to many people; but, though he had spoken and acted with great
bitterness when face to face with me, none the less I wrote to Caesar
as follows:

"I am as much troubled about my brother Quintus as about myself; but
under the present circumstances I do not venture to recommend him to
you. One thing, however, I will venture to ask you--I

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abs te, quod te oro, ne quid existimes ab illo factum esse, quo minus
mea in te officia constarent, minusve te diligerem, potiusque semper
illum auctorem nostrae coniunctionis fuisse, meique itineris comitem,
non ducem. Quare ceteris in rebus tantum ei tribues, quantum humanitas
tua amicitiaque vestra postulat. Ego ei ne quid apud te obsim, id te
vehementer etiam atque etiam rogo."

Quare, si quis congressus fuerit mihi cum Caesare, etsi non dubito,
quin is lenis in illum futurus sit idque iam declaraverit, ego tamen is
ero, qui semper fui. Sed, ut video, multo magis est nobis laborandum de
Africa; quam quidem tu scribis confirmari cotidie magis ad condicionis
spem quam victoriae. Quod utinam ita esset! Sed longe aliter esse
intellego teque ipsum ita existimare arbitror, aliter autem scribere
non fallendi, sed confirmandi mei causa, praesertim cum adiungatur ad
Africam etiam Hispania.

Quod me admones, ut scribam ad Antonium et ad ceteros, si quid
videbitur tibi opus esse, velim facias id, quod saepe fecisti. Nihil
enim mihi venit in mentem, quod scribendum putem. Quod me audis
erectiorem esse animo, quid putas, cum videas accessisse ad superiores
aegritudines praeclaras generi

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beseech you to acquit him of doing anything to disturb my sense of your
claims on me or to lessen my affection for you, and rather to regard
him as the main factor of our union and the companion, not the leader,
in my departure. And therefore in all other matters you will give
him all the credit that your own kindness and your mutual friendship
demands. What I earnestly beg you again and again is, that you will not
let me stand in his light with you."

So, if I ever do meet Caesar, though I have no doubt that he will be
lenient to Quintus and that he has already made that plain, I shall
behave as I always have behaved. But, as I see, what I ought to be
most anxious about is Africa, which you say is daily growing stronger,
though only to the extent of raising hopes of a compromise rather
than a victory. If it could only be true! But I read the signs quite
differently, and I think you agree with me, and only say the contrary
to hearten me, not to deceive me, especially as Spain too has now
joined Africa.[177]

[177] After his victory in Spain in 49 B.C., Caesar left Q. Cassius
Longinus in command there; but Spain went over to Pompey and both
Longinus and his successor, C. Trebonius, were driven out.

You advise me to write to Antony and others. If you think it necessary,
please do it for me, as you have often done before; for I cannot think
of anything worth writing. You hear I am less broken-spirited; but can
you believe it, when you see that to my former troubles are now added
my son-in-law's fine doings?[178] However, pray do not cease

[178] Dolabella as tribune endeavoured to introduce a bill for the
relief of debtors, which caused riots.

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actiones? Tu tamen velim ne intermittas, quod eius facere poteris,
scribere ad me, etiamsi rem, de qua scribas, non habebis. Semper enim
adferunt aliquid mihi tuae litterae.

Galeonis hereditatem crevi. Puto enim cretionem simplicem fuisse,
quoniam ad me nulla missa est.

VIII Idus Martias.




XIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi VII Id. Mart. aut paulo post, a. 707_]

A Murenae liberto nihil adhuc acceperam litterarum. P. Siser reddiderat
eas, quibus rescribo. De Servi patris litteris quod scribis, item
Quintum in Syriam venisse quod ais esse qui nuntient, ne id quidem
verum est. Quod certiorem te vis fieri, quo quisque in me animo sit aut
fuerit eorum, qui huc venerunt, neminem alieno intellexi. Sed, quantum
id mea intersit, existimare te posse certo scio. Mihi cum omnia sint
intolerabilia ad dolorem, tum maxime quod in eam causam venisse me
video, ut sola utilia mihi esse videantur, quae semper nolui.

P. Lentulum patrem Rhodi esse aiunt, Alexandreae filium, Rhodoque
Alexandream C. Cassium profectum esse constat. Quintus mihi per
litteras satis facit multo asperioribus verbis, quam cum gravissime
accusabat. Ait enim se ex litteris tuis intellegere tibi non placere,
quod ad multos de me asperius scripserit,

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doing what you can to hearten me, that is writing to me, even if you
have nothing to say. For a letter from you always brings me something.

I have accepted Galeo's legacy. I suppose it only required a simple
form of acceptance,[179] since none was sent to me.

[179] _cretio_ = the formal acceptance of a legacy, and _cretio
simplex_ apparently means that no restrictions on the form of
acceptance were laid down in the will.

March 8.




XIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brudisium, March 9_ (?), B.C. _47_]

I have not received any letter from Murena's freedman as yet. It was P.
Siser who delivered the one I am answering. You speak of a letter from
Servius' father, and you tell me some say that Quintus has landed in
Syria: neither is true. You want to be informed how those who have come
here feel or felt towards me. I have not found any ill-disposed: but,
how important that is to me, I am sure you can imagine. To me the whole
state of affairs is insufferably painful; and most of all that I have
got myself into such a case, that the only things that can be of any
use to me are precisely what I have always wished not to happen.

They say the elder P. Lentulus is at Rhodes, the younger at Alexandria,
and it is certain that C. Cassius has left Rhodes for Alexandria.
Quintus has written to apologize to me in terms much more irritating
than when he was abusing me most violently. For he says that he
understands from your letter that you were annoyed with him for writing

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itaque se paenitere, quod animum tuum offenderit; sed se iure fecisse.
Deinde perscribit spurcissime, quas ob causas fecerit. Sed neque hoc
tempore nec antea patefecisset odium suum in me, nisi omnibus rebus me
esse oppressum videret. Atque utinam vel nocturnis, quem ad modum tu
scripseras, itineribus propius te accessissem! Nunc, nec ubi nec quando
te sim visurus, possum suspicari.

De coheredibus Fufidianis nihil fuit quod ad me scriberes; nam et
aequum postulant, et, quicquid egisses, recte esse actum putarem. De
fundo Frusinati redimendo iam pridem intellexisti voluntatem meam.
Etsi tum meliore loco res erant nostrae neque tam mihi desperatum
iri videbantur, tamen in eadem sum voluntate. Id quem ad modum fiat,
tu videbis. Et velim, quod poteris, consideres, ut sit, unde nobis
suppeditentur sumptus necessarii. Si quas habuimus facultates, eas
Pompeio tum, cum id videbamur sapienter facere, detulimus. Itaque
tum et a tuo vilico sumpsimus et aliunde mutuati sumus; nunc Quintus
queritur per litteras sibi nos nihil dedisse, qui neque ab illo rogati
sumus neque ipsi eam pecuniam aspeximus. Sed velim videas, quid sit,
quod confici possit, quidque mihi de omnibus des consilii; et causam
nosti.

Plura ne scribam, dolore impedior. Si quid erit, quod ad quos
scribendum meo nomine putes, velim, ut soles, facias, quotiensque
habebis, cui des ad me litteras, nolim praetermittas. Vale.

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harshly about me to many people, and so he is sorry that he hurt
your feelings: but he was right in what he did. Then he explains
with the greatest coarseness why he did it. But he would never have
shown his hatred for me either now or before, if he had not seen that
everything was against me. How I wish I had got nearer to you, even by
night-journeys as you suggested. Now I cannot conceive where or when I
shall see you.

As to my co-heirs in Fufidius' property, there was no reason for you
to write to me: for their demand is quite just, and anything you did
I should think right. As to the repurchase of the estate at Frusino,
you know already what I wish. Though my affairs were then in a better
position, and I did not expect to be in such desperate straits, still
my mind has not altered. How it is to be done, you will arrange. And
please consider to the best of your ability some way of obtaining ready
money for current expenses. All the money I had I handed over to Pompey
at a time when it seemed advisable to do so. So then I took money from
your steward and borrowed from others, and now Quintus complains by
letter that I did not give him a penny, when he never asked for it
and I never set eyes on the money myself. But please see what can be
managed and what advice you have to give me on all points: you know all
about it.

Grief prevents me from writing more. If there is anything you think
should be written to anyone in my name, please do so as usual; and as
often as you have anyone to whom you can give a letter to me, don't
forget it. Farewell.

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XIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi circ. VI K. Mai. a. 707_]

Non me offendit veritas litterarum tuarum, quod me cum communibus tum
praecipuis malis oppressum ne incipis quidem, ut solebas, consolari
faterisque id fieri iam non posse. Nec enim ea sunt, quae erant antea,
cum, ut nihil aliud, comites me et socios habere putabam. Omnes enim
Achaici deprecatores itemque in Asia, quibus non erat ignotum, etiam
quibus erat, in Africam dicuntur navigaturi. Ita praeter Laelium
neminem habeo culpae socium; qui tamen hoc meliore in causa est, quod
iam est receptus. De me autem non dubito quin ad Balbum et ad Oppium
scripserit; a quibus, si quid esset laetius, certior factus essem,
tecum etiam essent locuti. Quibuscum tu de hoc ipso conloquare velim
et ad me, quid tibi responderint, scribas, non quod ab isto salus
data quicquam habitura sit firmitudinis, sed tamen aliquid consuli et
prospici poterit. Etsi omnium conspectum horreo, praesertim hoc genero,
tamen, in tantis malis quid aliud velim, non reperio. Quintus pergit,
ut ad me et Pansa scripsit et Hirtius, isque item Africam petere cum
ceteris dicitur. Ad Minucium Tarentum scribam et tuas litteras mittam;
ad te scribam, num quid egerim. HS X̅X̅X̅ potuisse mirarer, nisi multa
de

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XIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, circa Apr. 25_, B.C. _47_]

I am not offended with you for telling me the truth in your letter and
not even attempting, as you were wont, to console me under my burden
of public and personal woes, which you confess is impossible now. For
affairs are no longer in the position they were, when, if nothing else,
I thought I had companions and partners in my policy. For all those
in Achaia and in Asia, who petitioned for pardon and did not obtain
it, and even some of those who did, are said to be on the point of
sailing for Africa. So I have no one to share my fault except Laelius,
and even he is in a better position than I am in one respect, as he
has been taken back now.[180] But about me I have no doubt that Caesar
has written to Balbus and Oppius: if the news had been good, I should
have heard from them and they would have spoken to you too. I should
like you to speak to them about it and to let me know what they say,
not that any safeguard given by him can have any certainty, but still
something can be foreseen and provided for. Though I am ashamed to look
anyone in the face, especially with such a son-in-law, still in this
disastrous crisis I see nothing else to wish for. Quintus is still
keeping on, as both Pansa and Hirtius have written to tell me; and he
is said too to be making for Africa with the rest. I will write to
Minucius at Tarentum, and send your letter: I will let you know whether
anything comes of it. I should have been surprised that

[180] By the loyalist party.

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Fufidianis praediis. Sed avide tamen[181] te exspecto; quem videre, si
ullo modo potest (poscit enim res), pervelim. Iam extremum concluditur;
quod quale sit, ibi facile est,[182] hic gravius existimare. Vale.

[181] Sed avide tamen te _Wesenberg_: et advideo tamen _MSS._

[182] quod quale sit, ibi facile est _Purser_: ibi facile est, quod
quale sit _MSS._




XV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi prid. Id. Mai. a. 707_]

Quoniam iustas causas adfers, cur te hoc tempore videre non possim,
quaere, quaeso, quid sit mihi faciendum. Ille enim ita videtur
Alexandream tenere, ut eum scribere etiam pudeat de illis rebus, hi
autem ex Africa iam adfuturi videntur, Achaici, item ex Asia redituri
ad eos aut libero aliquo loco commoraturi. Quid mihi igitur putas
agendum? Video difficile esse consilium. Sum enim solus aut cum altero,
cui neque ad illos reditus sit neque ab his ipsis quicquam ad spem
ostendatur. Sed tamen scire velim, quid censeas; idque erat cum aliis,
cur te, si fieri posset, cuperem videre.

Minucium X̅I̅I̅ sola curasse scripsi ad te antea. Quod superest, velim
videas, ut curetur. Quintus non modo non cum magna prece ad me, sed
acerbissime scripsit, filius vero mirifico odio. Nihil fingi

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                                Page 397

you were able to raise the £250,[183] if there had not been a good
receipt from Fufidius' estates. However I am looking forward eagerly
to your coming: it is my great desire to see you, if it is anyhow
possible--for indeed circumstances demand it. The end is now drawing
near; and, what it will be, it is easy to estimate at Rome, but here it
is more difficult. Farewell.

[183] 30,000 sesterces.




XV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, May 14_, B.C. _47_]

Since you give good reasons why I cannot see you at the present time,
pray consider what I am to do. For although Caesar holds Alexandria, he
seems to be ashamed even to send a dispatch about it, while the others
are apparently on the eve of coming here from Africa, and those in
Achaia too are either going to return from Asia to join them or they
are going to stop in some neutral place. So what do you think I am to
do? I see advice is difficult. For I am the one and only person--except
perhaps one other, who cannot return to the one party and who has no
hope at all offered him from the other. Still I should like to know
what you think: and that was one reason, among others, why I should
have liked to see you, if it were possible.

I told you before that Minucius has only paid £100.[184] Please see
that the rest is provided. Quintus in his letter instead of an earnest
appeal used the most bitter language, and his son showed extraordinary
animosity. There is no conceivable ill

[184] 12,000 sesterces.

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                                Page 398

potest mali, quo non urgear. Omnia tamen sunt faciliora quam peccati
dolor, qui et maximus est et aeternus. Cuius peccati si socios essem
habiturus ego, quos putavi, tamen esset ea consolatio tenuis. Sed
habet aliorum omnium ratio exitum, mea nullum. Alii capti, alii
interclusi non veniunt in dubium de voluntate, eo minus scilicet, cum
se expedierint et una esse coeperint. Ei autem ipsi, qui sua voluntate
ad Fufium venerunt, nihil possunt nisi timidi existimari. Multi autem
sunt, qui, quocumque modo ad illos se recipere volent, recipientur.
Quo minus debes mirari non posse me tanto dolori resistere. Solius
enim meum peccatum corrigi non potest et fortasse Laeli. Sed quid me
id levat? Nam C. quidem Cassium aiunt consilium Alexandream eundi
mutavisse.

Haec ad te scribo, non ut queas tu demere[185] sollicitudinem, sed ut
cognoscam, ecquid tu ad ea adferas, quae me conficiunt; ad quae gener
accedit et cetera, quae fletu reprimor ne scribam. Quin etiam Aesopi
filius me excruciat. Prorsus nihil abest, quin sim miserrimus. Sed
ad primum revertor, quid putes faciendum, occultene aliquo propius
veniendum an

[185] queas tu demere _M_ (_margin_): quem tuam demere _M_.

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with which I am not oppressed. But all of them are lighter to bear than
my sense of guilt: that is overwhelming and enduring. If I were to have
those, whom I thought I had, to share that guilt, that would still be
some consolation, though a poor one. But every one else's case admits
of some way out, mine of none. Some were captured, some cut off, so
there is no doubt about their intentions, especially since they have
extricated themselves and joined forces again. Nay even those, who of
their own free will came to Fufius,[186] can only be thought cowards.
But there are many who will be taken back, however they choose to take
themselves back to the fold. So you ought not to be surprised that I
cannot bear up against all my sorrow. For I am the one and only person
whose slip cannot be mended, except perhaps Laelius--and what good is
that?--for they say even C. Cassius has changed his mind about going to
Alexandria.

[186] Q. Fufius Calenus was appointed governor of Greece after
Pharsalia by Caesar, and many Pompeians surrendered to him.

This I am writing to you not in the hope that you may remove my
care, but to know whether you have any suggestion to make about the
things that are wearing me out: to the rest you may add my son-in-law
and other things which tears prevent me from writing. Why, even
Aesopus'[187] son grieves me sorely. There is absolutely nothing
wanting to make me the most miserable of men. But I return to the first
point. What do you think I ought to do, come secretly

[187] Aesopus was a famous tragic actor and a friend of Cicero. His son
was dissolute and supposed to have a bad influence on Dolabella.

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                                Page 400

mare transeundum. Nam hic maneri diutius non potest.

De Fufidianis quare nihil potuit confici? Genus enim condicionis eius
modi fuit, in quo non solet esse controversia, cum ea pars, quae
videtur esse minor, licitatione expleri posset. Hoc ego non sine causa
quaero. Suspicor enim coheredes dubiam nostram causam putare et eo rem
in integro esse malle. Vale.

Pr. Idus Maias.




XVI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi III Non. Iun. a. 707_]

Non meo vitio fit hoc quidem tempore (ante enim est peccatum), ut
me ista epistula nihil consoletur. Nam et exigue scripta est et
suspiciones magnas habet non esse ab illo; quas animadvertisse te
existimo. De obviam itione ita faciam, ut suades. Neque enim ulla
de adventu eius opinio est, neque, si qui ex Asia veniunt, quicquam
auditum esse dicunt de pace; cuius ego spe in hanc fraudem incidi.

Nihil video, quod sperandum putem, nunc praesertim, cum ea plaga in
Asia sit accepta, in Illyrico, in Cassiano negotio, in ipsa Alexandrea,
in urbe, in Italia. Ego vero, etiamsi rediturus ille est, qui adhuc

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                                Page 401

somewhere nearer Rome, or cross the sea? For stay here any longer I
cannot.

Why could nothing be settled about Fufidius' estate? For the
arrangement was one about which there is generally no dispute, since
the share, which seems smaller, can be made up by the proceeds of the
sale.[188] I have a reason for asking. For I suspect my co-heirs think
my case is doubtful, and so prefer to keep the matter open. Farewell.

[188] If property could not be divided fairly among heirs, the
indivisible part was put up for private auction among them and the
proceeds divided.

May 14.




XVI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, June 3_, B.C. _47_]

It is not my fault at the present time (for I did commit an error
before) that the letter you send[189] does not give me any consolation.
For it is grudgingly written, and raises great suspicion that it is
not by Caesar: I expect you noticed that too. About going to meet him
I will do as you advise. For no one thinks he is coming, and those who
come from Asia say there has been no word of peace: and it was hope of
a peace that led me into this error.

[189] A letter purporting to come from Caesar, but later found to be a
forgery.

I see nothing to make me think of hope, especially now that that blow
has fallen in Asia, in Illyricum, in the Cassian affair, in Alexandria
itself, in Rome and in Italy.[190] For my part, even if he is on his
return--whereas

[190] Cicero alludes to the defeat of Domitius Calvinus in Asia, the
failure of Aulus Gabinius in Illyricum, the insurrection of Baetica,
which forced Cassius to leave the province, Caesar's difficulties at
Alexandria, the riots in Rome, and the mutinous state of the army in
Italy.

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                                Page 402

bellum gerere dicitur, tamen ante reditum eius negotium confectum iri
puto.

Quod autem scribis quandam laetitiam bonorum esse commotam, ut sit
auditum de litteris, tu quidem nihil praetermittis in quo putes
aliquid solacii esse, sed ego non adducor quemquam bonum ullam salutem
putare mihi tanti fuisse, ut eam peterem ab illo, et eo minus, quod
huius consilii iam ne socium quidem habeo quemquam. Qui in Asia sunt,
rerum exitum exspectant, Achaici etiam Fufio spem deprecationis
afferunt. Horum et timor idem fuit primo qui meus et constitutum; mora
Alexandrina causam illorum correxit, meam evertit. Quam ob rem idem a
te nunc peto quod superioribus litteris, ut, si quid in perditis rebus
dispiceres, quod mihi putares faciendum, me moneres. Si recipior ab
his, quod vides non fieri, tamen, quoad bellum erit, quid agam aut ubi
sim, non reperio; sin iactor, eo minus. Itaque tuas litteras exspecto,
easque ut ad me sine dubitatione scribas, rogo.

Quod suades, ut ad Quintum scribam de his litteris, facerem, si me
quicquam istae litterae delectarent. Etsi quidam scripsit ad me his
verbis: "Ego ut in his malis Patris sum non invitus; essem libentius,
si frater tuus ea de te loqueretur, quae ego audire vellem." Quod ais
illum ad te scribere me

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                                Page 403

he is said to be still fighting--still I think the business will be
settled before he does return.

You say, however, that some feeling of pleasure was aroused among the
loyalists when they heard of this letter. Of course you do not omit
anything in which you think there is the least consolation, but I
cannot bring myself to believe that any of the loyalists supposed that
I prize any salvation highly enough to beg for it of him: especially as
I have not even a single partner in this policy now. Those who are in
Asia are waiting to see how things turn out: those in Achaia too keep
holding out to Fufius the hope that they will petition for pardon. They
at first had the same fear and the same plan as myself; but the hitch
at Alexandria improved their case and ruined mine. So I still make the
same request of you as in former letters: if in these desperate straits
you see anything you think I ought to do, tell me of it. If I am taken
back by the loyalists, which you see is not the case, still, so long as
the war lasts, I don't see what I am to do or where I am to stay; still
less, if I am rejected by them. So I await a letter from you, and I beg
you to write to me without hesitation.

You advise me to write to Quintus about this letter. I would, if the
letter gave me any pleasure, though some one has written to me saying:
"Considering the evil days, I am pretty comfortable at Patrae, and I
should be more so, if your brother would speak of you as I should like
to hear him."

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                                Page 404

sibi nullas litteras remittere, semel ab ipso accepi. Ad eas Cephalioni
dedi, qui multos menses tempestatibus retentus est. Quintum filium ad
me acerbissime scripsisse iam ante ad te scripsi.

Extremum est, quod te orem, si putas rectum esse et a te suscipi posse,
cum Camillo communices, ut Terentiam moneatis de testamento. Tempora
monent, ut videat, ut satis faciat, quibus debeat. Auditum ex Philotimo
est eam scelerate quaedam facere. Credibile vix est, sed certe, si quid
est, quod fieri possit, providendum est. De omnibus rebus velim ad me
scribas, et maxime quid sentias de ea, in qua tuo consilio egeo, etiam
si nihil excogitas. Id enim mihi erit pro desperato.

III Non. Iun.




XVII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi prid. Id aut Id. Iun. a. 707_]

Properantibus tabellariis alienis hanc epistulam dedi. Eo brevior est,
et quod eram missurus nostros. Tullia mea venit ad me pr. Idus Iunias
deque tua erga se observantia benevolentiaque mihi plurima exposuit
litterasque reddidit trinas. Ego autem ex ipsius virtute, humanitate,
pietate non modo eam voluptatem non cepi, quam capere ex singulari
filia debui, sed etiam incredibili sum dolore adfectus tale ingenium in
tam misera fortuna versari idque accidere

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                                Page 405

As to his writing to you to say that I don't answer any of his letters,
I've only had one from him. To that I gave an answer to Cephalio, but
he was delayed many months by storms. I have already mentioned that
young Quintus has written to me most bitterly.

The last thing I have to ask you is, that, if you think it right
and care to undertake it, you and Camillus together should advise
Terentia to make her will. Circumstances suggest that she ought to make
provision for satisfying her creditors. I hear from Philotimus that she
is doing some underhand things. I can hardly believe it; but anyhow, if
there is anything of the kind (and there possibly may be), it ought to
be guarded against. Please write to me about everything, and especially
what you think about her. I want your advice about her, even if you
cannot think of any plan: for in that case I shall take it the case is
desperate.

June 3.




XVII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, June 12 or 13_, B.C. _47_]

I have given this letter to some one else's messengers, who are in
a hurry. That is why it is short; also because I am just going to
send my own. Tullia came to me on the 12th of June and told me of all
your attention and kindness to her and delivered three letters. I
however have not derived the pleasure from her goodness, kindness and
affection, which I ought to derive from a matchless daughter, nay, my
grief exceeds all bounds when I think that such a fine character should
be involved in such a

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                                Page 406

nullo ipsius delicto summa culpa mea. Itaque a te neque consolationem
iam, qua cupere te uti video, nec consilium, quod capi nullum potest,
exspecto, teque omnia cum superioribus saepe litteris tam proximis
temptasse intellego.




Ep. XVIIa

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XVII K. Quint. a. 707_]

Ego cum Sallustio Ciceronem ad Caesarem mittere cogitabam; Tulliam
autem non videbam esse causam cur diutius mecum tanto in communi
maerore retinerem. Itaque matri eam, cum primum per ipsam liceret, eram
remissurus. Pro ea, quam ad modum consolantis scripsisti, putato ea me
scripsisse, quae tu ipse intellegis responderi potuisse.

Quod Oppium tecum scribis locutum, non abhorret a mea suspicione eius
oratio. Sed non dubito, quin istis persuaderi nullo modo possit ea,
quae faciant, mihi probari posse, quoquo modo loquar. Ego tamen utar
moderatione, qua potero; quamquam, quid mea intersit, ut eorum odium
subeam, non intellego.

Te iusta causa impediri, quo minus ad nos venias, video, idque mihi
valde molestum est. Illum ab Alexandrea discessisse nemo nuntiat,
constatque ne profectum quidem illim quemquam post Idus Martias nec
post Idus Decembr. ab illo datas ullas litteras. Ex quo intellegis
illud de litteris a. d. V Idus Febr. datis,

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                                Page 407

distressful fate, and that this should happen through no fault of hers,
but through my own grave error. So I do not expect any consolation from
you now, though I see you are ready to offer it, nor any counsel, since
none can be taken: and I realize that you have tried every way in your
former letters and in these last.




XVIIa

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, June 14_, B.C. _47_]

I am thinking of sending my son with Sallustius to Caesar. As for
Tullia, I see no reason for keeping her with me any longer when both of
us are in such sorrow: so I am going to send her back to her mother, as
soon as she herself will allow me. In return for the letter which you
wrote in a consolatory style, please consider that I have made the only
answer, which, as you yourself know, was possible.

You tell me Oppius has had a talk with you: and what you say agrees
well enough with my suspicions of him. But I feel sure that party[191]
can never be convinced that their actions can possibly win my approval,
whatever I may say. However, I will be as moderate as I can: though,
what difference it makes to me, if I do incur their enmity, I cannot
conceive.

[191] Caesar's followers.

I see you have a good reason for not being able to come to me: and
I am very sorry that is so. There is no news that Caesar has left
Alexandria; and it is well known that no one at all has left that place
since the 15th of March, and that he has despatched no letters since
the 13th of December. So you see it was quite untrue about the letter
dated Febr. 9,

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                                Page 408

quod inane esset, etiamsi verum esset, non verum esse. L. Terentium
discessisse ex Africa scimus Paestumque venisse. Quid is adferat aut
quo modo exierit, aut quid in Africa fiat, scire velim. Dicitur enim
per Nasidium emissus esse. Id quale sit, velim, si inveneris, ad me
scribas. De HS X̅, ut scribis, faciam. Vale.

XVII Kal. Quinctiles.




XVIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XII K. Quint. a 707_]

De illius Alexandrea discessu nihil adhuc rumoris, contraque opinio
valde esse impeditum. Itaqae nec mitto, ut constitueram, Ciceronem,
et te rogo, ut me hinc expedias. Quodvis enim supplicium levius est
hac permansione. Hac de re et ad Antonium scripsi et ad Balbum et ad
Oppium. Sive enim bellum in Italia futurum est, sive classibus utetur,
hic esse me minime convenit; quorum fortasse utrumque erit, alterum
certe. Intellexi omnino ex Oppi sermone, quem tu mihi scripsisti, quae
istorum ira esset, sed, ut eam flectas, te rogo. Nihil omnino iam
exspecto nisi miserum, sed hoc perditius, in quo nunc sum, fieri nihil
potest. Quare et cum Antonio loquare velim et cum istis et rem, ut
poteris, expedias et mihi quam primum de omnibus rebus rescribas. Vale.

XII Kal. Quinctil.

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                                Page 409

though it would not have been of any importance, if it had been true.
I hear L. Terentius has left Africa and come to Paestum. What news he
brings, or how he got out, or what is happening in Africa, I should
like to know. For he is said to have been passed out through the agency
of Nasidius. What it all means, I wish you would write and tell me, if
you find out. I will do as you say about the 80 guineas.[192] Farewell.

[192] 10,000 sesterces.

June 14.




XVIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, June 19_, B.C. _47_]

There is no rumour of his leaving Alexandria as yet: on the contrary,
he is thought to be in great difficulties. So I am not sending my son,
as I had arranged, and I beseech you to get me away from here: for any
punishment is lighter to bear than staying here. On this point I have
written to Antony, to Balbus and to Oppius. For whether there is going
to be a war in Italy, or whether he will employ his fleet--and it may
be either, but one it must be--this is a most inappropriate place for
me. I understood of course from what Oppius said according to your
letter, how angry they are with me: but I beg you to turn their anger.
I don't expect anything now that is not unpleasant: but my present
condition is as desperate as anything can be. So please speak with
Antony and the Caesarians, and see the matter through for me as best
you can: and let me have an answer on all points as soon as possible.
Farewell.

June 14.

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XIX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XI K. Sext. a. 707_]

Cum tuis dare possem litteras, non praetermisi, etsi, quod scriberem,
non habebam. Tu ad nos et rarius scribis, quam solebas, et brevius,
credo, quia nihil habes, quod me putes libenter legere aut audire
posse. Verum tamen velim, si quid erit, qualecumque erit, scribas. Est
autem unum, quod mihi sit optandum, si quid agi de pace possit; quod
nulla equidem habeo in spe; sed, quia tu leviter interdum significas,
cogis me sperare, quod optandum vix est.

Philotimus dicitur Id. Sext. Nihil habeo de illo amplius. Tu velim ad
ea mihi rescribas, quae ad te antea scripsi. Mihi tantum temporis satis
est, dura ut in pessimis rebus aliquid caveam, qui nihil umquam cavi.
Vale.

XI Kal. Sexti.




XX

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi XVI K. Sept. a. 707_]

XVII K. Septembres venerat die XXVIII Seleucea Pieria C. Trebonius, qui
se Antiocheae diceret apud Caesarem vidisse Quintum filium cum Hirtio.
Eos de Quinto, quae voluissent, impetrasse nullo quidem negotio. Quod
ego magis gauderem, si ista nobis impetrata quicquam ad spem explorati
haberent. Sed

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                                Page 411




XIX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, July 22_, B.C. _47_]

As I had a chance of giving a letter to your men, I did not miss it,
though I have nothing to say. You are writing less often than you used
to do and less fully, I suppose because you have nothing that you think
I should be glad to read or hear. However please write, if there is
anything of any kind whatever. There is one thing that I do long for,
any possibility of a peace: myself I have no hope of such a thing: but,
as you sometimes give a slight hint, you compel me to have some hope of
what I hardly dare long for.

Philotimus is said to be coming on the 13th of August. Of Caesar I
have no further news. Please answer my former letter. I only want time
enough to take some precaution now in my misfortunes, as I have never
taken any before. Farewell.

July 22.




XX

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Aug. 15_, B.C. _47_]

On the 14th of August there arrived from Seleucea Pieria C. Trebonius
after 28 days' journey: and he said he had seen young Quintus at
Antioch in Caesar's train with Hirtius. They had got what they wanted
about my brother without any difficulty at all. I should feel more
joy at that, if what I have got myself gave me some sure ground for
hope.[193] But there are things

[193] Or, as Tyrrell, "if the granting of such petitions afforded, in
my opinion, any sure basis for hope."

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                                Page 412

et alia timenda sunt ab aliis Quintisque, et ab hoc ipso quae dantur ut
a domino, rursus in eiusdem sunt potestate. Etiam Sallustio ignovit.
Omnino dicitur nemini negare; quod ipsum est suspectum, notionem eius
differri. M. Gallius Q. f. mancipia Sallustio reddidit. Is venit, ut
legiones in Siciliam traduceret. Eo protinus iturum Caesarem Patris.
Quod si faciet, ego, quod ante mallem, aliquo propius accedam. Tuas
litteras ad eas, quibus a te proxime consilium petivi, vehementer
exspecto. Vale.

XVI Kal. Septembres.




XXI

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi VI K. Sept. a. 707_]

Accepi VI Kal. Sept. litteras a te datas XII Kal. doloremque, quem ex
Quinti scelere iam pridem acceptum iam abieceram, lecta eius epistula
gravissimum cepi. Tu etsi non potuisti ullo modo facere, ut mihi illam
epistulam non mitteres, tamen mallem non esse missam.

Ad ea autem, quae scribis de testamento, videbis, quid et quo modo. De
nummis et illa sic scripsit ut ego ad te antea, et nos, si quid opus
erit, utemur ex eo, de quo scribis.

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                                Page 413

I have to fear from the Quinti and others: and Caesar's own regal
concessions are again in his own power to revoke. He has even pardoned
Sallustius. Indeed he is said not to deny anyone, and that in itself
arouses a suspicion that he is only deferring investigation. M.
Gallius, son of Quintus, has given back his slaves to Sallustius. He
came to transport the legions to Sicily, and he says Caesar is going
from Patrae to Sicily. If he does, I shall come nearer Rome, and I wish
I had done so already. I am expecting eagerly your answer to my last
request for advice. Farewell.

August 15.




XXI

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Aug. 25_, B.C. _47_]

On August 25 I received a letter from you dated Aug. 19, and, on
reading it, the sorrow which possessed me long ago at Quintus' shameful
conduct, but which I had now laid aside, was reawakened in all its
force. Though you could not possibly have helped sending me that
letter, I wish it had not been sent.

For the points you mention about the will, please see what is to be
done and how. About the money, Terentia has written to me just what I
suggested to you before, and, if I need it, I will draw on the sum you
mention.

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                                Page 414


Ille ad Kal. Sept. Athenis non videtur fore. Multa eum in Asia dicuntur
morari, maxime Pharnaces. Legio XII, ad quam primam Sulla venit,
lapidibus egisse hominem dicitur. Nullam putant se commoturam. Illum
arbitrabantur protinus Patris in Siciliam. Sed, si hoc ita est, huc
veniat necesse est. Ac mallem illim; aliquo enim modo hinc evasissem.
Nunc metuo, ne sit exspectandum et cum reliquis etiam loci gravitas
huic miserrimae perferenda.

Quod me mones, ut ea, quae agam, ad tempus accommodem, facerem, si res
pateretur, et si ullo modo fieri posset. Sed in tantis nostris peccatis
tantisque nostrorum iniuriis nihil est, quod aut facere dignum nobis
aut simulare possim. Sullana confers; in quibus omnia genere ipso
praeclarissima fuerunt, moderatione paulo minus temperata. Haec autem
eius modi sunt, ut obliviscar mei, multoque malim, quod omnibus sit
melius, quam[194] quorum utilitati meam adiunxi. Tu ad me tamen velim
quam saepissime scribas eoque magis, quod praeterea nemo scribit, ac,
si omnes, tuas tamen maxime exspectarem. Quod scribis illum per me
Quinto fore placatiorem, scripsi ad te antea eum statim Quinto filio
omnia tribuisse, nostri nullam mentionem. Vale.

[194] quam _added by Madvig, who also altered the MSS. reading_
utilitatem _to_ utilitati.

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                                Page 415


Caesar probably won't reach Athens by the 1st of September. There are
said to be many things that keep him in Asia, especially Pharnaces.
The 12th legion, which Sulla visited first, is said to have driven
him off with stones, and it is thought none of them will stir. Caesar
it is supposed will go straight from Patrae to Sicily. But, if so, he
must come here. I should have preferred him to go straight there, for I
should have got away from here somehow. Now I am afraid I must wait for
him, and in addition to other afflictions my poor daughter must endure
this unhealthy climate.

You advise me to make my actions fit the times. I would, if
circumstances permitted, and it were anyhow possible. But what with
all my own mistakes and the wrongs inflicted on me by my family, there
is nothing worthy of myself that I can do or even pretend to do. You
compare Sulla's reign: that in principle was all that could be noble,
but it was rather too lacking in moderation. The present crisis however
is such that I forget myself, and should much prefer the public cause
to win rather than that with which my interests are bound up. However,
please write to me as often as possible, especially as no one else
writes, and, if all the world were writing, I should still look forward
to your letters more than any. You say Caesar will be kinder to Quintus
for my sake: but I told you before he had made every concession to
young Quintus, without mentioning me. Farewell.

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XXII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi circa K. Sept. a. 707_]

Diligenter mihi fasciculum reddidit Balbi tabellarius. Accepi enim a
te litteras, quibus videris vereri, ut epistulas illas acceperim. Quas
quidem vellem mihi numquam redditas; auxerunt enim mihi dolorem, nec,
si in aliquem incidissent, quicquam novi attulissent. Quid enim tam
pervulgatum quam illius in me odium et genus hoc litterarum? quod ne
Caesar quidem ad istos videtur misisse, quasi qui illius improbitate
offenderetur, sed, credo, uti notiora nostra mala essent. Nam, quod te
vereri scribis, ne illi obsint, eique rei mederi, ne rogari quidem se
passus est de illo. Quod quidem mihi molestum non est; illud molestius,
istas impetrationes nostras nihil valere.

Sulla, ut opinor, cras erit hic cum Messalla. Currunt ad illum pulsi a
militibus, qui se negant usquam, nisi acceperint. Ergo ille huc veniet,
quod non putabant, tarde quidem. Itinera enim ita facit, ut multos
dies in oppido uno[195] ponat. Pharnaces autem, quoquo modo aget,
adferet moram. Quid mihi igitur censes? Iam enim corpore vix sustineo
gravitatem huius caeli, quae mihi laborem adfert in dolore. An his
illuc euntibus mandem, ut me excusent, ipse accedam propius? Quaeso,
attende et me, quod adhuc saepe rogatus

[195] oppido uno _Peerlkamp_: oppidum _MSS._

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                                Page 417




XXII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, circa Sept. 1_, B.C. _47_]

Balbus' letter-carrier delivered the packet quite promptly. For I have
got a letter from you in which you seem to doubt whether I received
those letters. I wish they had never been delivered: for they increased
my sorrow, and, if they had fallen into anyone's hands, they would
not have told them anything new. For his hatred of me and the kind of
letters he writes are common knowledge. Even Caesar, when he sent them
to your friends, seems to have done it, not to show his annoyance at
Quintus' disgraceful conduct, but, I suppose, to make my misfortunes
better known. You say you are afraid they may do Quintus some harm, and
you are trying to remedy it. Why, Caesar did not even wait to be asked
about him. That does not annoy me: what is more annoying is that the
favours granted to me have no sterling value.

Sulla, I believe, will be here to-morrow with Messalla. They are
hurrying to him, hounded away by the soldiers, who refuse to go
anywhere, until they get their pay. So, though people thought he would
not, he will be coming here; but not in a hurry. For he is travelling
slowly, and he is stopping many days in each town. Then, however he
manages things, Pharnaces must delay him. So what do you think about
me? For already I am scarcely capable physically of bearing this bad
climate, which adds ill-health to my troubles. Shall I commission these
people, who are going to him, to make my excuses, and come nearer Rome?
Please give the point your

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                                Page 418

non fecisti, consilio iuva. Scio rem difficilem esse, sed ut in
malis etiam illud mea magni interest, te ut videam. Profecto aliquid
profecero, si id acciderit. De testamento, ut scribis, animadvertes.




XXIII

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi VII Id. Quint. a. 707_]

Quod ad te scripseram ut cum Camillo communicares, de eo Camillus mihi
scripsit te secum locutum. Tuas litteras exspectabam; nisi illud quidem
mutari, si aliter est et oportet, non video posse. Sed, cum ab illo
accepissem litteras, desideravi tuas (etsi putabam te certiorem factum
non esse), modo valeres; scripseras enim te quodam valetudinis genere
temptari.

Agusius quidam Rhodo venerat VIII Idus Quinct. Is nuntiabat Quintum
filium ad Caesarem profectum IIII Kal. Iun., Philotimum Rhodum pridie
eam diem venisse, habere ad me litteras. Ipsum Agusium audies. Sed
tardius iter faciebat. Eo feci, ut celeriter eunti darem. Quid sit in
iis litteris, nescio, sed mihi valde Quintus frater gratulatur. Equidem
in meo tanto peccato nihil ne cogitatione quidem adsequi possum, quod
mihi tolerabile possit esse. Te oro

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                                Page 419

attention and help me with your advice, which you have not done in
spite of many requests. I know it is a knotty question: but, as there
is a choice of evils, the mere sight of you is something to me. If I
get that, I shall have made some advance. Please attend to the will, as
you promise.




XXIII

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, July 9_, B.C. _47_]

Camillus has written to me saying that you have spoken to him on the
subject about which I suggested you should consult with him. Now I
am expecting a letter from you: only I don't see how the thing is to
be changed, if it is not as it ought to be. But, when I got a letter
from him, I looked for one from you, though I suppose you did not know
the post was going. I only hope you are well: for you said you had an
attack of some kind of illness.

A man of the name of Agusius came from Rhodes on the 8th of July.
He tells me young Quintus set out to go to Caesar on May 29th, and
Philotimus arrived at Rhodes the day before with a letter for me. You
will hear Agusius himself: but he is travelling rather slowly. So I
arranged to give this to some one who was going more quickly. What
there is in that letter, I don't know, but my brother Quintus offers
me hearty congratulations. For my part after my great mistake I cannot
even imagine anything that can possibly be endurable to me. I beg you
to

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                                Page 420

ut de hac misera cogites, et illud, de quo ad te proxime scripsi,
ut aliquid conficiatur ad inopiam propulsandam, et etiam de ipso
testamento. Illud quoque vellem antea, sed omnia timuimus. Melius
quidem in pessimis nihil fuit discidio. Aliquid fecissemus ut viri vel
tabularum novarum nomine vel nocturnarum expugnationum vel Metellae
vel omnium malorum; nec res perisset, et videremur aliquid doloris
virilis habuisse. Memini omnino tuas litteras, sed et tempus illud;
etsi quidvis praestitit. Nunc quidem ipse videtur denuntiare; audimus
enim de statua Clodi. Generumne nostrum potissimum vel hoc vel tabulas
novas! Placet mihi igitur et item tibi nuntium remitti. Petet fortasse
tertiam pensionem. Considera igitur, tumne, cum ab ipso nascetur, an
prius. Ego, si ullo modo potuero, vel nocturnis itineribus experiar,
ut te videam. Tu et haec, et si quid erit, quod intersit mea scire,
scribas velim. Vale.

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                                Page 421

think of my poor girl, both as regards the point about which I wrote
lately--making some arrangement to avoid destitution--and also as
regards the will itself. The other thing too I wish I had attended
to before; but I was afraid of everything. In this very bad business
there was nothing better than a divorce. I should have done something
like a man, either on the score of his cancelling of debts or his
night attacks on houses, or Metella or all his sins together: I should
not have lost the money, and I should have shown some manly spirit. I
remember of course your letter, but I remember the circumstances too:
still anything would have been better than this. Now he seems to be
giving notice of divorce himself; for I have heard about the statue of
Clodius. To think that a son-in-law of mine above all people should do
such a thing as that, or abolish debts! So I agree with you we must
serve a notice of divorce on him. Perhaps he will ask for the third
instalment of the dowry. So consider whether we should wait for a move
of his or act first.[196] If I can possibly manage it, even by night
journeys, I will try to see you. Please write to me about this and
anything else it may interest me to know. Farewell.

[196] If Dolabella started the divorce proceedings, he could not claim
the rest of the dowry, and would have to refund what had already been
paid. If Tullia began them, part at least of the dowry would remain
with him, unless she could prove misconduct.

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XXIV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi VIII Id. Sext. a. 707_]

Quae dudum ad me et (quae etiam ad me vis) ad Tulliam de me scripsisti,
ea sentio esse vera. Eo sum miserior, etsi nihil videbatur addi posse,
quod mihi non modo irasci gravissima iniuria accepta, sed ne dolere
quidem impune licet. Quare istuc feramus. Quod cum tulerimus, tamen
eadem erunt perpetienda, quae tu ne accidant ut caveamus mones. Ea enim
est a nobis contracta culpa, ut omni statu omnique populo eundem exitum
habitura videatur.

Sed ad meam manum redeo; erunt enim haec occultius agenda. Vide,
quaeso, etiam nunc de testamento, quod tum factum cum illa haerere
coeperat. Non, credo, te commovit; neque enim rogavit ne me quidem.
Sed, quasi ita sit, quoniam in sermonem iam venisti, poteris eam
monere, ut alicui committat, cuius extra periculum huius belli fortuna
sit. Equidem tibi potissimum velim, si idem illa vellet. Quam quidem
celo miseram me hoc timere.

De illo altero scio equidem venire nunc nil posse, sed seponi et
occultari possunt, ut extra ruinam sint eam, quae impendet. Nam, quod
scribis nobis nostra

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                                Page 423




XXIV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, Aug. 6_, B.C. _47_]

What you wrote to me some time ago and to Tullia too about me, with
the intention that it should be passed on to me, I feel to be true.
It adds to my misery, though I thought nothing could be added, that,
when I have received the deepest injury, I cannot show anger or even
annoyance with impunity. So I must put up with that. And when I have
borne that blow, I shall still have to suffer what you warn me to guard
against. For I have got myself into such trouble, that, whatever the
state of affairs or the feelings of the people may be, the result for
me apparently will be the same.

But here I take the pen myself; for I shall have to deal with
confidential matters. Please see to the will even now, as it was made
when she had begun to get into difficulties. She did not bother you, I
think; for she did not even ask me about it. But, supposing that is so,
since you have broached the subject already, you will be able to advise
her to deposit it with some one whose position is not affected by this
war. Myself I would rather you were the person, if she agrees to that.
The fact is I am keeping the poor woman in the dark as to that fear of
mine.[197]

[197] That her property would be confiscated.

For that other matter, I know of course that nothing can be put up for
sale now, but things could be put away and hidden, so that they escape
the crash which is threatening. For, when you

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                                Page 424

et tua Tulliae fore parata, tua credo, nostra quae poterunt esse? De
Terentia autem (mitto cetera, quae sunt innumerabilia) quid ad hoc
addi potest? Scripseras, ut HS X̅I̅I̅ permutaret; tantum esse reliquum
de argento. Misit illa CCIↃↃ mihi et adscripsit tantum esse reliquum.
Cum hoc tam parvum de parvo detraxerit, perspicis, quid in maxima re
fecerit.

Philotimus non modo nullus venit, sed ne per litteras quidem aut per
nuntium certiorem facit me, quid egerit. Epheso qui veniunt, ibi se eum
de suis controversiis in ius adeuntem vidisse nuntiant; quae quidem
(ita enim veri simile est) in adventum Caesaris fortasse reiciuntur.
Ita aut nihil puto eum habere, quod putet ad me celerius perferendum,
aut adeo me in malis esse despectum, ut, etiamsi quid habet, id nisi
omnibus suis negotiis confectis ad me referre non curet. Ex quo magnum
equidem capio dolorem, sed non tantum, quantum videor debere. Nihil
enim mea minus interesse puto, quam quid illinc adferatur. Id quam ob
rem, te intellegere certo scio.

Quod me mones de vultu et oratione ad tempus accommodanda, etsi
difficile est, tamen imperarem mihi, a mea quicquam interesse putarem.
Quod scribis litteris putare te Africanum negotium confici posse,
vellem scriberes, cur ita putares; mihi quidem nihil in mentem venit,
quare id putem fieri posse. Tu tamen velim, si quid erit, quod
consolationis aliquid

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                                Page 425

write that my fortune and yours are at Tullia's service, I believe you
as to yours, but what can there be of mine? Now as to Terentia, I omit
lots of other things, for what can one add to this? You wrote to her
to remit me by bill of exchange £100, saying that was the balance. She
sent me 80 guineas,[198] adding that that was all the balance. If she
purloins so trifling an amount from so small a total, you can see what
she has been doing in the case of larger sums.

[198] 12,000 and 10,000 sesterces respectively.

Not a trace of Philotimus as yet: nay, he has not even informed me by
letter or messenger what he has done. Those who come from Ephesus say
they saw him there going into court about some lawsuits of his own,
which possibly--indeed in all probability--are deferred till Caesar's
arrival. So I suppose he either has nothing which he thinks he need
hurry to bring to me, or I have sunk so low in my misfortunes that,
even if he has, he does not take the trouble to bring it until he
has finished all his own business. And that causes me considerable
annoyance, but not so much as I think it ought. For I don't think
anything matters much less to me than what answer he brings back from
that quarter. Why, I am quite sure you know.

You advise me to mould my looks and words according to circumstances.
It is difficult, but I would put a rein on myself, if I thought it
mattered to me at all. You say you think the African business can be
arranged by an interchange of letters: I wish you would say, why you
think so: for I can't imagine any reason for thinking it possible.
However please write to me, if there is anything that would give me

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                                Page 426

habeat, scribas ad me; sin, ut perspicio, nihil erit, scribas id ipsum.
Ego ad te, si quid audiero citius, scribam. Vale.

VIII Idus Sextil.




XXV

CICERO ATTICO SAL.


[Sidenote: _Scr. Brundisi III Non. Quint. a. 707_]

Facile adsentior tuis litteris, quibus exponis pluribus verbis nullum
consistere consilium, quo a te possim iuvari. Consolatio certe nulla
est, quae levare possit dolorem meum. Nihil est enim contractum casu
(nam id esset ferendum), sed omnia fecimus eis erroribus et miseriis
et animi et corporis, quibus proximi utinam mederi maluissent! Quam
ob rem, quoniam neque consilii tui neque consolationis cuiusquam spes
ulla mihi ostenditur, non quaeram haec a te posthac; tantum velim,
ne intermittas, scribas ad me, quicquid veniet tibi in mentem, cum
habebis, cui des, et dum erit, ad quem des; quod longum non erit.

Illum discessisse Alexandria rumor est non firmus ortus ex Sulpici
litteris; quas cuncti postea nuntii confirmarunt. Quod verum an falsum
sit, quoniam mea nihil interest, utrum malim, nescio.

Quod ad te iam pridem de testamento scripsi, apud εὔπιστόν τινα velim
ut possit adservari.[199] Ego huius miserrumae fatuitate confectus
conflictor. Nihil

[199] _The MSS. read_ apud epistolas velim ut possim adversas. _I have
followed Boot's emendation, though with doubt. Shuckburgh suggests_
apud vestales velim depositum adservari.

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                                Page 427

a crumb of comfort: but, if, as I see is the case, there is nothing,
write and tell me that. If I hear anything first I will write to you.
Farewell.

August 6.




XXV

CICERO TO ATTICUS, GREETING.


[Sidenote: _Brundisium, July 5_, B.C. _47_]

I can quite believe what you explain at some length in your letter,
that no advice of yours can assist me: and certainly there is no
consolation which can relieve my sorrow. For none of my misfortunes
has come upon me by fate--that would have been endurable--but I
have brought all on myself by my mistakes and my mental and bodily
afflictions, which I only wish my nearest and dearest had thought
fit to remedy. So, as there is no hope of any advice from you or any
consolation, I will not ask for them henceforth: only please do not
cease from writing to me anything that may occur to you, when you have
anyone to send it by, and so long as there is anyone to send it to;
which will not be long.

There is a rumour, though not a very certain one, that Caesar has left
Alexandria. It came first from a letter of Sulpicius, and has been
confirmed by all subsequent messengers. Whether to prefer it to be
false or true, I don't know, as it does not matter to me.

As I told you already about the will I should like it to be preserved
in a safe place.[200] I am worn out and harassed by the infatuation of
my unhappy daughter. I don't think there ever was such a child

[200] This seems to be the sense, though the reading is doubtful.

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                                Page 428

umquam simile natum puto. Cui si qua re consulere aliquid possum, cupio
a te admoneri. Video eandem esse difficultatem quam in consilio dando
ante. Tamen hoc me magis sollicitat quam omnia. In pensione secunda
caeci fuimus. Aliud mallem; sed praeteriit. Te oro, ut in perditis
rebus si quid cogi, confici potest, quod sit in tuto, ex argento atque
satis multa ex supellectile, des operam. Iam enim mihi videtur adesse
extremum nec ulla fore condicio pacis eaque, quae sunt, etiam sine
adversario peritura. Haec etiam, si videbitur, cum Terentia loquere
opportune. Non queo omnia scribere. Vale.

III Non. Quinctil.

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                                Page 429

of misfortune. If I can do anything for her in any way, I wish you
would suggest it to me. I see there will be the same difficulty as
there was before in giving me advice: but this causes me more anxiety
than anything. It was blind of me to pay the second instalment. I wish
I had not: but that is over and done with. I beg you to do your best,
as it is in the last extremity, to collect and get together what you
can from the sale of plate and furniture, of which there is a good
deal, and put it in a safe place. For now I think the end is near,
there will be no peace negotiations, and the present government will
collapse even without an adversary. As to this speak to Terentia too at
your convenience, if you think fit. I cannot write everything. Farewell.

July 5.




CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER OF THE LETTERS.[201]


  VII.    1 October 16, 50
          2 November 26, 50
          3 December 9, 50
          4 December 10 or 11, 50
          5 December 16, 50
          6 December 17, 50
          7 December 18-21, 50
          8 December 25 or 26, 50
          9 December 26 or 27, 50
         10 January 17 or 18, 49
         11 January 17-22, 49
         12 January 21, 49
         13 January 22, 49
        13a January 23, 49
         14 January 25, 49
         15 January 26, 49
         16 January 28, 49
         17 February 2, 49
         18 February 3, 49
         19 February 3, 49
         20 February 5, 49
         21 February 8, 49
         22 February 8 or 9, 49
         23 February 9 or 10, 49
  VIII. 11a February 10, 49
  VII.   24 February 10, 49
         25 February 10 or 11, 49
  VIII. 12b February 11 or 12, 49
  VII.   26 February 15, 49
  VIII. 11b February 16, 49
          1 February 16, 49
        12c February 16, 49
        12d February 17, 49
          2 February 17, 49
        12a February 17 or 18, 48
          3 February 18, 49
        11c February 20, 49
          6 February 21 (?), 49
          4 February 22, 49
          5 February 23 (?), 49
          7 February 23 (?), 49
          8 February 24, 49
          9 February 25, 49
         10 February 26, 49
         11 February 27, 49
        11d February 27, 49
         12 February 28, 49
        15a February, 49
  IX.    7c February (?), 49
  VIII.  13 March 1, 49
         14 March 2, 49
         15 March 3, 49
         16 March 4, 49
  IX.     1 March 6, 49
          2 March 7, 49
         2a March 8, 49
         6a March, 49
          3 March 9, 49
          5 March 10, 49
         7a March 10 or 11, 49
          6 March 11, 49
         7b March 11 or 12, 49
          4 March 12, 49
          7 March 13, 49
          8 March 14, 49
          9 March 17, 49
         10 March 18, 49
        11a March 19, 49
         11 March 20, 49
         12 March 20, 49
        13a March 23 (?), 49
         13 March 24, 49
         14 March 25, 49
         15 March 25, 49
         16 March 26, 49
         17 March 27, 49
         18 March 28, 49
         19 March 31, 49
  X.      1 April 3, 49
          2 April 6, 49
          3 April 7, 49
         3a April 7, 49
          4 April 14, 49
          5 April 16, 49
         9a April 16, 49
         8b April, 49
          6 April, 49
          7 April 22(?), 49
         8a April, 49
          8 May 2, 49
          9 May 3, 49
         10 May 3, 49
         11 May 4, 49
         12 May 5, 49
        12a May 6, 49
         13 May 7, 49
         14 May 8, 49
         15 May 12, 49
         16 May 14, 49
         17 May 16, 49
         18 May 19 or 20, 49
  XI.     1 January, 48
          2 March, 48
          3 June 13, 48
         4a June 15-19, 48
          4 July 15, 48
          5 November 4, 48
          6 November 27, 48
          7 December 17, 48
          8 December 18, 48
          9 January 3, 47
         10 January 19, 47
         11 March 8, 47
         12 March 8, 47
         13 March 9 (?), 47
         14 April 25 (?), 47
         15 May 14, 47
         16 June 3, 47
         17 June 12 or 13, 47
        17a June 14, 47
         18 June 19, 47
         25 July 5, 47
         23 July 9, 47
         19 July 22, 47
         24 August 6, 47
         20 August 15, 47
         21 August 25, 47
         22 September 1 (?), 47

[201] In many cases the dates and the order are only approximate, and
authorities differ about them. I have generally accepted the dates
given in the Teubner edition.




INDEX OF NAMES


           [_The references are to the pages of Latin text._]


  Ἀβδηριτικόν, 40

  Acastus, 2

  Achaia, 372, 386

  Achaici, 394, 396, 402

  Actium, 14

  Adrianum mare, 298

  Aeculanum, 18

  Aegypta, 166

  Aegyptus, 236, 270

  Aelius Lamia, _see_ Lamia (L. Aelius)

  Aemilius Lepidus (M'.), 58, 100, 118, 126, 164, 166, 176, 232

  Aenaria, 334

  Aesernia, 140

  Aesopus, 398

  Afranius (L.), 94, 102, 112, 114, 312, 314

  Africa, 184, 372, 388, 394, 396, 406

  Africanae res, 382;
    -num negotium, 424

  Africanus, _see_ Cornelius Scipio Africanus

  Agusius, 418

  Alba, 150, 156, 194

  Albanum (praedium), 34, 38, 44, 254

  Alexandrea, 218, 368, 390, 396, 398, 400, 406, 408, 426

  Alexandrina mora, 402

  Alexio, 14

  Alexis, 12, 42

  Aliensis pugna, 192

  Allienus, 340

  Ampius Balbus (T.), 136

  Ancon(a), 52, 78

  Annius Milo Papinianus (T.), 204, 254

  Anteros, 254, 352

  Antiochea, 410

  Antium, 222

  Antonius (M.), _triumvir_, 46, 116, 222, 308, 314, 318, 326, 328, 332,
        334, 340, 344, 370, 388, 408;
    _letter from_, 308

  Appia (via), 138, 174, 234

  Appianae legiones, 70, 82

  Appius, _see_ Claudius Pulcher (Appius)

  Apulia, 56, 86, 108, 122, 134, 138, 140, 142, 296

  Arabia, 236

  Aradus, 218

  Arcanum (praedium), 34, 276, 278

  Aristoxenus, 114

  Ἀρκαδία, 292

  Armenii, 226

  Arpi, 186

  Arpinum, 126, 174, 176, 190, 194, 220, 254, 262, 266, 342

  Artaxerxes, 306

  Asia, 26, 184, 352, 354, 368, 382, 394, 396, 400, 402, 414

  Ateius Capito (C.), 300

  Athenae, 2, 10, 414

  Atius Paelignus (C.), 116

  Ἀτρείδης, 24

  Attius Varus (P.), 66

  Attus Navius, 304

  Aurelius Cotta (M.), 344

  Axius (Q.), 324, 334, 340


  Baebius, 254

  Baiae, 368

  Balbus, _see_ Ampius Balbus _and_ Cornelius Balbus

  Basilus, _see_ Minucius Basilus

  Beneventum, 260

  Bibulus, _see_ Calpurnius Bibulus

  Brundisina militia, 338;
    porta, 12;
    res, 186;
    -ni nuntii, 160

  Brundisium, 2, 12, 16, 112, 116, 124, 128, 134, 138, 140, 142, 152, 162,
        174, 176, 180, 182, 184, 186, 190, 192, 194, 206, 232, 236, 244,
        248, 250, 252, 254, 256, 258, 276, 366

  Brutus, _see_ Iunius Brutus

  Bussenius, 156

  Byzantium, 218


  Caecilius Metellus (L.), 196, 288, 304, 370

  Caecilius Metellus Pius Scipio (_formerly_ P. Cornelius Scipio Nasica),
        32, 112, 168, 178, 236

  Caecilius Statius (C.), 28

  Caelianus animus, 332;
    -num illud, 338;
    -na illa, 344

  Caelius, 332, 338

  Caelius, banker, 30

  Caelius Caldus (C.), 8

  Caelius Rufus (M.), 6, 24, 28, 76, 86, 314;
    _letter from_, 314

  Caesar, _see_ Iulius Caesar

  Caesius (C.), 234, 248

  Caieta, 112

  Calenius (M.), 156

  Calenum, 112

  Cales, 66, 72, 84, 140

  Calpurnius Bibulus (M.), 16, 18, 24, 220

  Calpurnius Piso (L.), _friend of Antonius_, 310

  Calpurnius Piso Caesoninus (L.), 60, 76

  Camerinum, 154

  Camillus, _see_ Furius Camillus

  Campania, 56

  Campani coloni, 68;
    -nus ager, 40

  Caninius Rebilus (C.), 22

  Caninius Rebilus (T.), 256

  Canuleius, 294

  Canusium, 138, 142, 152, 162, 176, 194

  Capito, _see_ Ateius Capito

  Capua, 66, 68, 70, 72, 76, 78, 82, 84, 86, 98, 100, 102, 108, 114, 118,
        136, 140, 142, 148, 152, 194, 196, 252, 254, 258, 260, 340

  Carbo, _see_ Papirius Carbo

  Carneades, 14

  Cassianum negotium, 400

  Cassius Longinus (C.), 86, 90, 92, 178, 222, 390, 398

  Cassius Longinus (Q.), 24, 78

  Castrum Truentinum, 154

  Cato, _see_ Porcius Cato

  Celer, _see_ Pilius Celer

  Cephalio, 92, 270, 274, 276, 338, 386, 404

  Chios, 218

  Chrysippus, 18, 34, 354

  Cicero, _see_ Tullius Cicero;
    -nes, _see_ Tullii Cicerones

  Cilices, 8

  Cingulum, 52, 66

  Cinna, _see_ Cornelius Cinna

  Cinnea (crudelitas), 128

  Claudius Marcellus (C.), 150, 328, 334, 340

  Claudius Marcellus (M.), 108, 152

  Claudius Pulcher (Appius), 100, 168, 178

  Clodia, _sister of P. Clodius_, 218

  Clodia, _mother-in-law of L. Metellus_, 196

  Clodius, _client of Atticus_, 300

  Clodius Pulcher (P.), 108, 420

  Colchi, 218, 226

  Considius Nonianus (M.), 26

  Coponius (C.), 152

  Corcyra, 14, 364

  Corfiniensis clementia, 260;
    διατροπή, 248;
    exspectatio, 118

  Corfinium, 112, 134, 140, 142, 152, 158, 162, 164, 170, 182, 212

  Coriolanus, 226

  Cornelius Balbus (L.), 28, 32, 42, 102, 128, 168, 192, 194, 202, 212,
        250, 252, 326, 348, 366, 374, 376, 378, 394, 408, 416;
    _letters of_, 168, 206, 208, 250

  Cornelius Balbus (L.), _son of the last_, 128, 132, 170, 194, 386

  Cornelius Cinna (L.), 42, 110, 226

  Cornelius Dolabella (P.), 44, 62, 76, 86, 244, 250, 262, 290, 298, 308,
        370

  Cornelius Lentulus Crus (L.), 56, 84, 128, 132, 140, 170, 194, 210, 390

  Cornelius Lentulus Marcellinus (Cn.), 222

  Cornelius Lentulus Spinther (P.), 90, 150, 164, 176, 184, 206, 234, 240,
        248, 258, 368

  Cornelius Lentulus Spinther (P.), _son of the last_, 390

  Cornelius Scipio (L.), 256

  Cornelius Scipio Africanus Aemilianus (P.), 126, 130, 242, 306

  Cornelius Scipio Nasica (P.), _see_ Caecilius Metellus Pius Scipio (Q.)

  Cornelius Sulla (L.), _dictator_, 42, 212, 226, 236, 252, 256

  Cornelius Sulla (P.), 414, 416

  Cornelius Sulla Faustus (L.), 112, 152, 178, 236

  Cosanum (praedium), 194, 220

  Cotta, _see_ Aurelius Cotta

  Cous (Nicias), 28;
    (insula), 218

  Crassipes, _see_ Furius Crassipes

  Croto, 270

  Culleo, _see_ Terentius Culleo

  Cumani, 334;
    -num (praedium), 286, 344

  Curio, _see_ Scribonius Curio

  Curius (M'.), 14, 26, 30, 118, 120, 194, 262

  Curtius Postumus (M.), 182, 186, 190, 194, 334

  Cyprus, 218

  Cytheris, 322


  Delos, 222

  Demetrius Magnes, 134, 150, 218

  Dicaearchus, 20, 114

  Diochares, 368

  Διονύσιος έν Κορίνθω, 216

  Dionysius, _tutor of young Cicero_, 28, 30, 38, 44, 80, 96, 114, 116,
        128, 242, 258, 278, 342

  Dionysius, _slave_, 184

  Dolabella, _see_ Cornelius Dolabella

  Domitius Ahenobarbus (Cn.), 184

  Domitius Ahenobarbus (L.), 66, 92, 94, 98, 100, 112, 116, 118, 120, 122,
        124, 134, 140, 148, 150, 152, 154, 156, 158, 164, 166, 176, 194,
        220, 258

  Drusus, _see_ Livius Drusus

  Dyrrhachium, 152


  Egnatius (L.), 80, 340, 358

  Ἕκτωρ, 192

  Ἐνυάλιος, 46

  Ephesus, 382, 424

  Epirus, 10, 12, 178, 206, 220, 242, 298

  Eppius (M.), 136

  Eros, _slave of Philotimus_, 338

  Euphrates, 16


  Fabatus, see Roscius Fabatus

  Fabius (C.), 22, 112

  Fabius (Q.), 134

  Fadius Gallus (M.), 146

  Fannius (C.), 70, 168, 368

  Faustus, _see_ Cornelius Sulla Faustus

  Favonius (M.), 8, 70

  Feralia, 162

  Figulus, _see_ Nigidius Figulus

  Firmum, 154

  Flaccus, _see_ Valerius Flaccus

  Flavius (L.), 272

  Flumentana (porta), 28

  Formiae, 44, 56, 70, 72, 78, 104, 114, 136, 184, 190, 218, 262, 268, 348

  Formianum (praedium), 34, 76, 78, 84, 90, 96, 118, 176, 202, 216, 232,
        342

  Fretense (mare), 298

  Frusinas (fundus), 360, 392

  Fufidiana, 400;
    -- praedia, 396;
    -ni coheredes, 392

  Fufius Calenus (Q.), 190, 376, 398, 402

  Funisulanus, 338

  Furfanius Postumus (T.), 70

  Furiae, 348

  Furius Camillus (C.), 404, 418

  Furius Crassipes, 10, 236

  Furnius (C.), 82, 198, 200, 238


  Gabinius (A.), 300

  Gaditanus (_i.e._ Cornelius Balbus), 42

  Galba, _see_ Sulpicius Galba

  Galeo, 390

  Galli, 54, 246

  Gallia, 108, 296

  Gallius (M.), 340, 412

  Gallus, _see_ Fadius Gallus

  Germania, 314

  Getae, 226

  Gnaeus, _see_ Pompeius Magnus (C.)

  Graeci, 80;
    -e, 188

  Graecia, 62, 72, 76, 122, 184, 220, 236, 254, 264, 290, 344


  Hannibal, 52

  Hippias, 226

  Hirrus, _see_ Lucilius Hirrus

  Hirtianus sermo, 292

  Hirtius, 32, 284, 292, 394, 410

  Hispania, 50, 74, 78, 184, 194, 238, 254, 260, 264, 288, 294, 298, 300,
        302, 314, 318, 382, 388;
    Hispaniae, 182, 300, 308, 314, 316, 318, 328, 332, 334, 336, 348

  Hispaniensis casus, 300

  Homerus, 192, 214

  Hortensiana, 348

  Hortensius (Q.), _son of the orator_, 16, 126, 286, 328, 344, 346, 368


  Ignuvium, 66

  Ἰλιάς, 132

  Illyricum, 296, 314, 400

  Isidorus, 358

  Italia, 52, 58, 74, 76, 84, 88, 98, 106, 108, 110, 114, 120, 126, 130,
        132, 140, 142, 144, 158, 174, 178, 184, 196, 204, 218, 228, 230,
        268, 278, 282, 290, 302, 308, 320, 332, 368, 370, 372, 382, 386,
        388, 408

  Iulius Caesar (C.), _dictator_, 2, 4, 6, 8, 16, 32, 36, 38, 40, 46, 48,
        52, 56, 60, 66, 70, 72, 74, 76, 78, 80, 86, 88, 92, 94, 100, 110,
        112, 114, 122, 128, 132, 134, 140, 142, 146, 154, 156, 158, 162,
        166, 168, 170, 178, 180, 182, 186, 190, 194, 198, 202, 206, 208,
        210, 212, 214, 216, 220, 222, 234, 236, 238, 240, 242, 244, 248,
        250, 252, 254, 258, 260, 280, 284, 286, 288, 290, 298, 302, 310,
        312, 314, 316, 318, 320, 334, 366, 368, 370, 374, 376, 380, 382,
        386, 388, 406, 410, 412, 416, 418, 424;
    letters from, 200, 250, 260, 310

  Iulius Caesar (L.), 64, 66, 68, 72, 74, 78, 82, 148

  Iunius Brutus (M.), _father of the following_, 252

  Iunius Brutus (M.), _murderer of Caesar_, 360

  Iuppiter, 166


  Κόρινθος, 216

  Κωρυκαῖοι, 348


  Labienus (T.), 42, 52, 58, 60, 66, 70, 72, 102

  Lacedaemonii, 306

  Λακωνικὴ σκυτάλη, 320

  Laelius (D.), 140, 152, 370, 394, 398

  Laelius Sapiens (C.), 28

  Lamia (L. Aelius), 370

  Lanuvinum (praedium), 222, 248

  Larinum, 56, 66

  Lartidius, 10

  Laterium, 272

  Latine, 188;
    -itas, 28

  Lavernium, 44

  Lentulus, _see_ Cornelius Lentulus

  Lepidi, 164

  Lepidus, _see_ Aemilius Lepidus (M.)

  Lepta (Q.), 114, 240, 254, 324, 376

  Lesbos, 218

  Liberalia, 224

  Libo, _see_ Scribonius Libo

  Licinius Murena (L.), 390

  Ligur, _or_ Ligus (L.), 80

  Ligurius (A.), 378, 380

  Literninum (praedium), 334

  Livia, 44

  Livius Drusus (M.), 18

  Lucceius (L.M.f.), 26

  Lucceius (L.Q.f.), 176, 236

  Luceria, 56, 82, 98, 100, 110, 114, 128, 132, 134, 154, 158;
    -iae, 102, 172

  Lucilius Hirrus (C.), 8, 10, 134

  Lucius, _see_ Manlius Torquatus (L.)

  Lucretius (Q.), 92, 116

  Lupus, _see_ Rutilius Lupus

  Luscenius, 34

  Lycia, 218


  Magius (N.), 212, 250

  Mamurra, 42

  Manlius Torquatus (A.), 68, 214

  Manlius Torquatus (L.), 14, 58, 136, 214

  Marathonia pugna, 226

  Marcelli, 6, 178

  Marcellinus, _see_ Cornelius Lentulus Marcellinus

  Marcellus, _see_ Claudius Marcellus

  Marcius Philippus (L.), _consul_ 91 B.C., 110, 112

  Marcius Philippus (L.), 258, 290

  Marius (C.), 226, 306

  Marsi, 66

  Massilia, 336

  Massilienses, 322, 332

  Matius (C.), 234, 236, 240, 246, 258, 262;
    _letter from_, 258

  Melita, 296, 308, 314, 348

  Mentor, 214

  Menturnae, 64, 136, 240, 276, 334

  Μεσοποταμία, 236

  Messalla (_or_ Messala), _see_ Valerius Messalla

  Messius (C.), 140

  Metella, 420

  Metellus, _see_ Caecilius Metellus

  Miletus, 218

  Milo, _see_ Annius Milo

  Miloniana tempora, 210

  Minerva, 214

  Minucia via, 194

  Minucius Basilus, 48

  Minucius Basilus (L.), 362

  Minucius Rufus, 394, 396

  Minucius Thermus (Q.), 66, 394, 396

  Misenum, 308

  Moneta, 122

  Mucianus exitus, 240;
    -num istud, 276

  Mucius Scaevola (Q.), _pontifex maximus_, 110, 112, 256

  Mucius Scaevola (Q.), _tribune of the plebs_ 54 B.C., 222

  Murena, _see_ Licinius Murena

  Mytilenaeus (_i.e._ Theophanes), 42


  Nasica, _see_ Caecilius Metellus Pius Scipio

  Nasidius (L.), 408

  Neapolis, 258

  Neapolitanus sermo, 16;
    -ni, 334

  Nicias Curtius, 28

  Nigidius Figulus (P.), 92

  Ninnius Quadratus (L.), 344

  Nonius Sufenas (M.), 168

  Numerianum raudusculum, 16


  Ocella (Ser.), 322, 334, 346

  Octavius Mamilius, 226

  Onchesmites, 12

  Oppii, of Velia, 64, 88, 122, 292, 298

  Oppius (C.), 202, 208, 212, 250, 366, 374, 376, 394, 406, 408;
    _letter of_, 206


  Paestum, 408

  Pamphilus, 12

  Pamphylia, 218

  Panaetius, 242

  Pansa, _see_ Vibius Pansa

  Papirius Carbo (Cn.), 252

  Parthi, 18

  Parthicus casus, 96;
    -cum bellum, 4;
    -cae res, 134

  Patrae, 12, 364, 382, 402, 412, 414

  Patron, 14, 16

  Pedanum, 266

  Pedius (Q.), 252

  Peducaeus (Sex.), 272

  Peducaeus (Sex.), _son of the above_, 62, 68, 74, 202, 234, 248, 272, 276

  Peloponnesus, 332

  Pericles, 54

  Perses, 300

  Petreius (M.), 102, 312

  Phalaris, 84

  Phamea, 222, 248

  Pharnaces, _king_, 414, 416

  Philargyrus, 258

  Philippus, _see_ Marcius Philippus (L.)

  Philogenes, 34, 38

  Philotimus, _freedman of Terentia_, 18, 26, 82, 88, 98, 122, 172, 190,
        206, 218, 220, 294, 298, 310, 312, 322, 338, 404, 410, 418, 424

  Philoxenus, _letter-carrier_, 16

  Phryges, 8

  Picena, 62

  Picentes, 94;
    -tinae cohortes, 158

  Picenum, 86, 90, 92, 98, 122, 150, 154, 182

  Picenus ager, 72, 108, 136

  Pilia, 32, 120, 340

  Pilius Celer (Q.), 264, 276, 360

  Pinarius (T.), 166

  Piraeus, 2, 28

  Pisistratus, 84, 172, 226

  Piso, _see_ Calpurnius Piso

  Plaguleius, 300

  Plato (Πλάτων), 64, 248, 304

  Pollex, 118, 360

  Pompeia lex, 288;
    -anum (praedium), 340, 344

  Pompeius Magnus (Cn.), 4, 6, 16, 24, 30, 34, 36, 38, 40, 42, 44, 46, 50,
        52, 54, 56, 58, 60, 66, 68, 70, 72, 74, 76, 78, 82, 86, 88, 92,
        96, 98, 100, 102, 104, 106, 112, 114, 116, 118, 120, 126, 128,
        130, 134, 136, 138, 148, 150, 160, 162, 168, 170, 172, 176, 178,
        180, 182, 184, 186, 190, 194, 196, 198, 202, 208, 210, 212, 214,
        224, 228, 230, 232, 236, 238, 240, 242, 244, 248, 250, 252, 254,
        258, 264, 268, 274, 278, 280, 288, 296, 298, 300, 302, 304, 312,
        320, 344, 366, 372, 392;
    _letters of_, 134, 138, 150, 154, 156, 158

  Pomponia, 380

  Pomponius Atticus (T.), 6, 42, 132, 196, 198, 304

  Pomptina (regio ?), 34

  Pomptinus (C.), 38

  Pontius Aquila (L.), 12, 30

  Pontius Titinianus, 268

  Porcius Cato (M.), 8, 10, 16, 24, 70, 328, 342, 344, 370

  Porsena, 226

  Postumia, 314

  Postumius, 70

  Postumus, _see_ Curtius Postumus

  Πουλυδάμας, 6

  Precianum, 10

  Pulcher, _see_ Clodius Pulcher (P.)

  Puteoli, 28, 234, 248, 258, 270, 286

  Pyrenaeus, 112


  Quinctius (L.), 48

  Quinti, _see_ Tullius Cicero (Q.)

  Quinquatria (_or_ -trus), 234, 244


  Ravenna, 6

  Reatini, 214

  Rebilus, _see_ Caninius Rebilus

  Reginus, 328

  Regium, 292

  Rhodii, 326

  Rhodos, 218, 390, 418

  Roma, 2, 38, 58, 60, 62, 68, 72, 74, 76, 118, 134, 162, 170, 194, 208,
        210, 214, 222

  Romanus homo, 300;
    -nus populus, 52, 238, 242, 260, 266, 296, 370;
    -ni, 34;
    -ni equites, 34;
    -ni rustici, 248

  Roscius Fabatus (L.), 148

  Rutilius Lupus (P.), 152, 176


  Sabinus ager, 214

  Sallustius (Cn.), 384, 406, 412

  Sallustius (P.), 384

  Salvius, _freedman of Hortensius_, 348

  Salvius, _librarian of Atticus_, 200

  Samnium, 142, 156

  Samus, 374

  Sardanapalus, 304

  Sardinia, 184, 344

  Saufeius (L.), 2

  Scaevola, _see_ Mucius Scaevola

  Scipio, _see_ Caecilius Metellus Pius Scipio _and_ Cornelius Scipio

  Scribonius Curio (C.), 40, 82, 156, 252, 254, 286, 292, 298, 300, 308,
        320, 322, 328, 330, 344

  Scribonius Libo (L.), 56, 136, 236

  Scrofa, _see_ Tremellius Scrofa

  Seleucea Pieria, 410

  Serapion, _letter-carrier_, 346

  Servilius Vatia Isauricus (P.), 362

  Servius, _see_ Sulpicius Rufus

  Sestius (P.), 168, 368

  Sextus, _see_ Peducaeus (Sex.)

  Sicca, 158

  Sicilia, 40, 70, 112, 152, 158, 184, 272, 288, 298, 328, 342, 412, 414

  Siculi, 328

  Sicyon, 374, 376

  Sidon, 218

  Silius (A.), 334

  Silius Nerva (P.), 10

  Sinuessa, 260

  Sipontum, 254, 296

  Siser (P.), 390

  Socrates, 104

  Solon, 274

  Sosius (C.), 118, 176

  Statius, 214

  Sufenas, _see_ Nonius Sufenas

  Sulla, _see_ Cornelius Sulla

  Sullanus dies, 306;
    -mos, 296;
    -num regnum, 132, 202;
    -na, 414

  Sulmo, 116, 150

  Sulpicius Galba (P.), 222

  Sulpicius Rufus (Ser.), 22, 76, 100, 264, 268, 280, 298, 314, 322, 330,
        334, 336, 390, 426

  Sulpicius Rufus (Ser.), _son of the above_, 314

  Sunium, 28

  Syracusae, 342

  Syria, 178, 390


  Tarentum, 254, 394

  Tarquinius Superbus, 226

  Tarracina, 34, 136

  Tartessius (_i.e._ Balbus), 30

  Teanum (_in Apulia_), 56, 66

  Teanum Sidicinum, 136, 140

  Terentia, 10, 12, 30, 60, 62, 64, 72, 88, 96, 292, 344, 384, 404, 424,
        428

  Terentius, _the poet_, 28

  Terentius (L.), 408

  Terentius Culleo (Q.), 148

  Terentius Hispo (P.), 382

  Themistocles, 54, 226

  Themistocleum concilium, 302;
    -exsilium, 304

  Theophanes, 148, 178, 236

  Thermus, _see_ Minucius Thermus

  Thrasybulus, 112

  Thucydides, 8, 304

  Thurii, 270

  Thyamis, 14

  Tiburs villa, 164

  Tiro, _see_ Tullius Tiro

  Titinius (Q.), 80, 198, 216, 264, 280

  Torquatus, _see_ Manlius Torquatus

  Transpadanus, 42

  Trebatius Testa (C.), 74, 76, 222, 240, 258, 260, 274, 326, 328, 376;
    _letter from_, 258

  Trebonius (C.), 112, 366, 410

  Trebulanum (praedium), 12, 30

  Tremellius Scrofa (Cn.), 10

  Τρωάδες, 6

  Τρῶες, 6, 58, 174

  Troianum (praedium), 248

  Tullia (_or_ Tulliola), 30, 60, 62, 72, 276, 278, 298, 308, 332, 348,
        366, 374, 404, 406, 422, 424

  Tullii Cicerones, 14, 62, 78, 84, 114, 130, 196

  Tullius (M.), _relative of Cicero_, 138

  Tullius Cicero (M.), _the orator_, 6, 24, 42, 168, 190, 210, 250, 310,
        316, 318

  Tullius Cicero (M.), _son of the orator_, 194, 262, 266, 406, 408

  Tullius Cicero (Q.), _brother of the orator_, 80, 114, 140, 196, 340,
        364, 368, 376, 382, 386, 390, 392, 394, 396, 400, 412, 414, 418

  Tullius Cicero (Q.), _son of the above_, 14, 292, 296, 328, 340, 374,
        382, 404, 410, 412, 414, 418

  Tullius Tiro (M.), 12, 14, 30, 34, 118, 120, 262, 292, 334

  Tullus, _see_ Volcatius Tullus

  Turranius (D.), 2

  Tusci, 156

  Tuscilius (M.), 156

  Tusculanum (praedium), 26, 34, 42, 222

  Tyrus, 218


  Umbria, 156


  Valerius Flaccus (L.), 110

  Valerius Messalla (_or_ Messala) (M.), 416

  Vatinius (P.), 364, 378

  Veiento, 24

  Velia, 64

  Venafrum, 66

  Vennonianae res, 60

  Vestorius (C.), 294, 334

  Vettienus, 294, 326, 334, 340

  Vibius Pansa (C.), 366, 394

  Vibullius Rufus (L.), 92, 98, 104, 134, 136, 154, 166

  Voconius, 168

  Volcatius Tullus (L.), 22, 100, 126, 166, 232, 268

  Volsci, 226


  Xeno, _of Athens_, 2


  Zmyrna, 218

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