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The Song of the Rappahannock

_Sketches of the Civil War_


By

Ira Seymour Dodd


New York
Dodd, Mead and Company
1898

_Copyright, 1897, 1898,_
BY THE S. S. MCCLURE COMPANY.

_Copyright, 1898,_
BY DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY.

University Press:
JOHN WILSON AND SON, CAMBRIDGE, U.S.A.




TO MY COMRADES

_The Living and the Dead_

THESE MEMORIES OF OUR DAYS OF WARFARE
ARE AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED




Preface


What is herein written was begun and for the most part completed before
the Spanish War Cloud was more than a distant and doubtful threat.

But out of its passing storm a rainbow arch has risen, fairer and
sweeter than even the sunshine of victory to the eyes of those who
stood in opposing ranks as foemen thirty years ago. We learned, not
hatred, but profound respect for each other on those grimly fought
fields of Civil Strife. During these years of retrospect and reflection
the respect has been ripening into a warmer feeling; and now our hearts
swell with deep and solemn thankfulness for the open evidence of our
perfect welding into One Mighty Nation under whose Old Flag men of the
South stand joined with men of the North in invincible brotherhood.

Henceforth memories of that older crisis can no longer be dividing or
exclusive possessions, but each fragment of its story becomes part of
the common heritage of American manhood.

To the kindness of the Editors of "McClure's Magazine," in which
several of the sketches composing this little book first appeared, the
author desires to express his obligations.

I. S. D.

RIVERDALE ON THE HUDSON
October 1, 1898.




Contents


                                                       Page

THE SONG OF THE RAPPAHANNOCK                              1

THE MAKING OF A REGIMENT                                 39

THE HOUSEHOLD OF THE HUNDRED THOUSAND                    99

A LITTLE BATTLE                                         143

ONE YOUNG SOLDIER                                       165

SACRIFICE                                               202




The Song of the Rappahannock


The Song has been silent for more than thirty years. In another thirty
years it will cease to be a living memory save to a handful of very old
men. But those who once heard can never forget its weird, fantastic,
sinister tones. Sometimes it was a fearful yet persuasive whisper
addressed to you personally; again it would burst in uncontrolled
passion into a chorus of awful and discordant screams mingled with
thunderous and reverberating roar. With marvellous range of tone and
expression it was, however, always one Song with one fateful burden.

I was a young soldier of the Army of the Potomac in those days; one of
the several thousand who wore the white cross of the Second Division of
the Sixth Army Corps, and the Song in all its variations became a
familiar sound.

For instance, once when we were occupying the hills north of the
Rappahannock, nearly half the regiment were on the sick list by reason
of the bad water which supplied our camp. Down by the river bank,
perhaps a mile and a half away was a spring of good clear water. "Joe"
and myself, both non-commissioned officers, thought we must at all
hazards keep fit for duty, and on alternate mornings one of us would
make the trip to fill our canteens. Wide and open fields lay between us
and the spring and I think I never crossed that open space without
hearing the Song. Preceding a distant detonation from beyond the river
a faint quavering whistle would come, growing louder as with apparently
increasing hurry it drew near. It seemed to speak in fascinating,
insinuating tone of some very special message to you alone; then
suddenly, with venomous buzz in your very ear while your heart stood
still it would speed by and die away again in the farther distance. It
was the voice of a minié bullet from the rifle of some sharpshooter on
the Confederate picket line. But the range was long, the risk slight,
as such things went, and not to be compared, so Joe and I thought, to
the very real danger of the camp water.

Toward evening one of our field batteries would gallop down to the
river bank and open fire upon those troublesome sharpshooters; then the
heavy guns on the other side would make reply and a new variation of
the Song would be heard--a very Wagnerian orchestral effect: the quick
crack of the field guns, the more distant boom of the siege cannon, the
scream of shells rushing hither and thither through the evening air,
always with that rising and falling cadence, that mournful moan, that
peculiar hurrying, threatening, almost speaking quaver which, once
heard goes with you evermore, so that years afterwards you hear it in
your dreams.

Those big shells from the enemy's guns three miles away made regular
evening visits to our camp. They seldom did any real harm. When we
first occupied the position, a few tents were pitched too near the
crest of the hill within sight of the gunners beyond; but after one of
those tents had been torn to rags and the head of a poor fellow
standing near had been neatly shorn off, everything came down behind
the slope out of view; and though we were always favoured with our
vesper serenade and close calls were not uncommon, no one else, I
think, was seriously hurt.

The evening performance had, if not an appreciative, certainly a grimly
critical audience. A veteran in the adjoining regiment calmly proceeds
with the all-important business of boiling his coffee until a shell
explodes uncomfortably close. Then you hear his disgusted growl: "The
damned rascals! They spoil my supper every night!" and the answering
jeer of his comrades: "Jim, did you hear what that one said? It said,
'Which 'un, which 'un, which 'un, _you_!'"

The ring of the bursting shells was not the least impressive of the
notes of the Song. It is hard to describe; but strange as it may seem
to say so it was certainly music, often with absolutely sweet tones
like the sudden stroke of a bell, followed by the singing hum, in
curious harmony of the rushing of jagged iron fragments through the
air. One of the friends of my boyhood was a musical genius, a pianist
of no mean power who had studied his profession in Germany. The
democratic makeup of our army is illustrated by the fact that, in the
early sixties this man enlisted as a private soldier. And he used to
amuse himself while lying in the trenches by noting the varying keys of
the music of moaning and bursting shells.

But the Song was not always harmless or ineffectual. No one knows
precisely how many men suffered wounds and death beside the banks of
the pretty, placid Rappahannock. It is within bounds to put the number
at fifty thousand. The war history of that region is peculiar. It is a
tale of incessant and resultless strife, seldom without at least the
intermittent fire of opposing picket lines. Three of the greatest, most
deadly, yet most indecisive battles of the war were fought there.

The veil of time has begun to fall over the actual agonies of the
nation while the fury of that great war tempest lingered; but some of
us remember how real it was, and the Song of the Rappahannock seems its
very voice. It was Delphic in the ambiguity of its utterance. Neither
the pæan of victory nor the wail of the conquered, it was the breath of
the Titanic struggle with its bitter pain, its dark suspense, its grim
and terrible stress and strain.

In early May, that sweet season when in Virginia springtime is just
passing into summer, we came to the banks of the Rappahannock, ready to
take our destined share in the battle of Chancellorsville. The river
was no stranger: we had formed its intimate acquaintance in December
during the bloody days of Fredericksburg; and now, separated from the
main body of the army which had crossed about fifteen miles above, we
found ourselves once more facing the old battle-ground with its
familiar sleepy town, its wide fields and amphitheatre of gentle hills
spread out in portentous panorama before us. Peace seemed to have
settled down upon the scene, blotting out all memory of strife; yet we
knew the semblance was but a mocking phantasm, for our comrades of the
First Corps stirred up a very hornet's nest of enemies and had a sharp
brush before they could lay their pontoon bridge. And though with this
exception the Song was ominously silent in our front, we could hear its
distant voice from up the river.

On one day it rose into an angry roar, and immediately afterward the
First Corps received marching orders, went filing past us along the
river road toward the sound of the Song, and the Sixth was left alone.
On Saturday night our time came. It was a lovely evening full of the
breath of spring-time; but our hearts were very solemn as, in the
darkness and in sternly enforced silence our lines crept across the
pontoon bridge out into the fields full of the ghosts of December's
awful sacrifices and finally, with rifles loaded and with battle
provision of sixty rounds of cartridge to every man, we halted before
the spectral outlines of the Fredericksburg hills.

Then in low tones the order passed from company to company: "Lie down
where you are. Let every man keep his gun by his side. Do not take off
any of your equipments; do not even loosen your belts. Keep silence!"

A battery moves like a group of shadows out a little way to the front;
we can hear the subdued orders of the officers; the unlimbering and
loading of the guns; and then all is quiet along the Rappahannock.
Beyond the guns we know there are pickets whose duty it is to wake and
watch; but soon all along the inner lines the May moon shines
peacefully on rows of sleeping men. By to-morrow night many of them
will lie very quiet in another and a deeper sleep.

Dawn comes soon in May, and the first gray light brought the Song. With
hum and buzz like that of ghostly insects the bullets came stealing
over from the enemy's skirmish line. It was a grim awakening and its
first impression inexpressibly mournful. Each singing bullet seemed to
chant a dirge--and the morning air held a very graveyard chill.
Swearing is a common dialect with soldiers, but not an oath was heard
as that morning Song began. Everyone was solemn; we were thinking of
home and of loved ones, and there was a great despairing sense of
separation in our hearts. I think almost any man who has seen war would
tell the same story and count those moments of the skirmish firing in
the gray dawn on the brink of battle among the most gloomy of his life.

But hark! The batteries are opening fire, the Song is bursting into
fuller voice; and up and down the line orders ring out sharply,
"Attention, battalion!" There is movement now, it brings life and
dispels the gloom. There is marching and countermarching for better
position and soon the line is placed in a sunken road whose banks
protect us against the enemy's shot and shell, while just behind, on
slightly higher ground our own batteries fire over our heads. And so
the morning passes; the Song, never silent sometimes swells out
clamorously; and anon it sinks to intermittent growls.

Suddenly, about noontime, there is a restless movement along the line;
staff officers are galloping furiously hither and thither; something is
in the air. We are ordered to unsling our knapsacks and pile them
together. Meantime our batteries open a furious fire. The men say to
each other, "The bulldogs are barking, and our turn is coming!" And as
the Song swells with their baying, by quick orders our line is formed
for the charge. We must storm those hills flaming with the fire of the
Confederate cannons. A few breathless moments that seem like hours, and
suddenly our batteries cease fire, the expected order is given, and the
line surges forward.

I make no attempt to tell how the Sixth Corps on that Sunday morning
won the Fredericksburg heights, storming successfully though with
fearful loss, the very same works from which the army had been beaten
back in December.

I am not a military critic, I can tell only what one very young and
obscure soldier saw and felt.

I was a serjeant, and on that day my especial duty was that of "left
general guide." The regiment was comparatively new and raw, and in our
rush across the rough ploughed fields under the awful fire of the
enemy's batteries we were thrown into some confusion. With great
presence of mind our lieutenant-colonel halted us, ordered the men to
lie down, and then called for "guides on a line." That meant that I and
the two other guides, one on the right and one in the centre, were to
stand up and take position by which the regiment could align itself. I
sprang to my feet, soon caught the line from the others, and there we
stood while the regiment crawled up and "dressed" by us. It was a
trying situation; and the Song! it was deafening. The air was full of
wild shrieks of grape and shrapnel; the ringing shells were bursting
all about with maddening and stunning detonations. I remember, as I
stood there for those few moments I seemed indeed to have lost all
sense of fear, and yet I wondered whether I was actually myself and
whether my head was really on or off my shoulders.

Then, as we raced forward once more and neared the enemy's position, I
remember that at regular intervals bullets would strike close to my
feet and throw stinging little showers of gravel in my face. I thought
little of it at the time, but among the prisoners captured were some
sharpshooters who had been posted off at our left; and when I heard how
those fellows had bragged about the number of shots they had fired at
individual officers in our regiment, then I understood. My place as
guide had brought me into view, and one of those skirmishers had tried
to pick me off but had each time made a little too much allowance for
my running.

When we neared the face of the hill against which our charge was
directed the storm of fire first went harmlessly over our heads, then
it ceased; and stumbling through a thicket of brush and felled trees,
we came suddenly upon a great, frowning earthwork. How its yellow sides
loomed up! And just over its edge the muzzles of two great brass guns
gaped at us; but everything within was silent as death. The same
thought flashed through every mind. "They are lying low for us, and
presently we shall look into the barrels of a row of rifles and receive
their deadly volley at this short range!" For an instant the regiment
as one man recoiled and faltered. Then a serjeant from one of the
centre companies stepped forth. I can see him now, a handsome,
fair-haired young fellow. With cool and quiet voice he called, "Boys,
let's see what's inside of this thing!" and straight up the slope of
the yellow mound he started and the regiment followed with a cheer. We
found a deserted fort. It had been outflanked by the regiment on our
right. They received from another side the volley which we narrowly
missed and it laid low more than a hundred of their men. Away to our
right, all along the line the charge had been successful and the
heights of Fredericksburg were won.

Is there any intoxication like the joy of victory? For the moment men
forget everything else: fatigue, thirst, wounds, dead and suffering
comrades, the parting shots of fleeing foe. But it is a short-lived
joy; at least ours was, for the victory had been costly and there were
sad gaps in the ranks of all the regiments as we reformed on the crest
of the hills. Moreover, our work was but begun. The Sixth Corps had
been ordered to join Hooker by cutting a road for itself through Lee's
army.

Regaining our knapsacks, we were speedily on the march, the First
Division now in the advance, as ours, the Second, had been in the
morning. Ghastly sights met us as we passed through the old town where
the Light Division had charged; almost every house showed marks of shot
or shell, and here and there on the sidewalks or at street corners, in
the hot sunshine lay the dead bodies of poor heroes whose last battle
was fought. I remember how almost always some comrade's friendly hand
had pulled the corner of a blanket over their swollen and blackening
faces. On we went leaving the town behind, marching along a well-made
high-road into a country of small fields set in the midst of dense and
scrubby pine woods and the afternoon was wearing away when suddenly,
from the direction in which we were going, out of those mysterious
thickets of pine came the Song.

This time there was no prelude of cracking rifles and whispering
bullets; but, as though some mighty hand smote at once all the bass
notes of a great organ the cannonade roared out, swelling louder and
louder all along our front. Soon we reached an open field where an
ammunition train was parked and here we were halted to rest and
replenish our cartridge boxes while the fierce roar of the Song still
thundered until, as we were thus busied, there was a hush--one of those
instant and ominous silences which smite the heart more loudly than any
sound: the Song did not die away, it stopped. And then, after a
breathless moment a new movement of the symphony began. Like the
pattering roar of rain after thunder, or like the long roll from a
hundred tenor drums it swept along and swelled out until the woods
responsive seemed to vibrate to its rattle. It was the file-fire of the
line of battle. We could see nothing, not even the smoke through the
dense forest; we could only listen. "Hark!" said an old soldier
standing near me. "D' ye hear that? Bullets this time: Them's the
little things that kills!"

But swiftly now we are on the march again, pressing toward the sound of
the Song. And soon the wounded begin to appear, making their way past
us toward the rear by the side paths of the road on which we march;
every moment their numbers increase until we find ourselves marching
between two ghastly lines of wounded men: only a detachment from the
growing company of the victims of the Song, only those who can walk.
But there were gruesome sights in that procession of pain. Here a man
holding up his hand across which a bullet has ploughed a bloody track;
there one with a ragged hole through his cheek; then an officer leaning
on two other men, both wounded, the ashy hue of death on his face and
the blood streaming from his breast. This is no picture of the
imagination. I am telling things that I saw, things that burned
themselves into my memory; and I remember that every one of those
wounded men whether his hurt were great or small, was pale as death and
wore a fixed expression, not of terror but of stony despair. They all
walked slowly and wearily and if you asked one of them, "How is the
battle going?" you got the invariable answer, "Our regiment is all cut
to pieces;" and they said it in a tone of tired reproach as though you
ought to know and had insulted them by asking, or else with an
inflection which meant, "Presently you will catch it yourselves." It
was a procession of spectres and cold cheer it furnished for us,
hurrying forward toward the ever-nearing and now frightful tones of the
Song; yet I think the emotion uppermost in our minds was not precisely
fear but a sort of awful curiosity: we burned to see as well as hear
the dreadful mystery beyond the pines; the Song seemed to come from a
deadly but luring siren whose call we must obey.

But night was now coming fast and all the ways began to darken; and
just when we expected to emerge into the heart of battle, as though an
invisible conductor had suddenly raised his wand, as abruptly as it
began the Song ceased and there was a great silence. We had heard
though we had not seen the fight at Salem Church, a bitterly contested
but drawn battle in which many hundreds of brave men fell. The Sixth
Corps had begun to feel the weight of Lee's army.

The night which followed was one of those sweet nights of early summer
when earth seems not to sleep, but to unloosen her bands and lie down
to play with her merry brood of new-born children. Yet there was
strange mystery abroad: everywhere a weird sound--was it of sorrow or
of foreboding, nature's wail or nature's warning? It seemed to mingle
both as the May moon shone down on those who died to-day and those who
were to die to-morrow. I have often heard the spirit-like cry of the
whippoorwill, but never as I heard it that night. It came from every
tree and bush, from every side and all around until it pervaded all the
air. Perhaps I thought more of it because I was not one of the
fortunate ones who could sleep undisturbed. The first serjeant was
among the missing, the second serjeant had to take his duty and I was
obliged to act as "commissary," rouse a detail of sleepy and unwilling
men, stumble through the fields with them until we found the supply
train and bring back a load of rations for the company; but I never
hear a whippoorwill that I do not think of that night.

In the morning we found a little brook near our lines; it was a welcome
friend; it offered us water for coffee and for a much-needed wash and
its banks were speedily lined with chaffing, gossiping, half-dressed
soldiers. But the coffee-pots had scarce begun to send their grateful
fragrance through the lines when that monotonously awful Song broke
forth again. From the hills in our rear which we had victoriously
assaulted yesterday, came screaming shells from an enemy's battery. Our
breakfast was cut short: "Fall in, men!" "Attention, battalion!" The
orders flew from rank to rank, and soon the lines were formed. A
pleasant Virginia mansion stood on rising ground near by, and the
pretty lawn in front offered a good position which was speedily taken
by one of our batteries, the horses ruthlessly trampling down the
flowers and shrubbery; and there before that peaceful home the war-dogs
began their baying answer to the hostile shots. Meantime the regiments
were in motion and as we crossed a field below the house its fleeing
occupants went by us. I was near enough to see them closely: an
intelligent-looking man with his fair, pale wife and two little
children. They were friends of our foes, but every heart ached for them
and we let them pass in respectful silence. I noticed that the man's
face bore the same set, despairing expression that I had seen the day
before in the faces of the wounded men. A new and horrid discord
sounded in the Song as that sad little company went by.

The firing soon ceased; but all the morning we marched and
counter-marched taking up first one, then another position, while now
and then in the valleys below we caught glimpses of the brown ranks of
the Confederates who seemed pouring in from all sides. The situation
was evident even to us in the ranks. Hooker had abandoned the Sixth
Corps and Lee was concentrating all his available force to crush us.
Things looked desperate. I remember that Joe tried all day to keep the
bearings of the river in mind, and proposed that, if worst came to
worst we should, even under fire attempt to swim it rather than go to
Andersonville.

But the day passed quietly, all the afternoon we lay in a little field
with woods on three sides, in apparent security and the men talked and
joked and laughed as though battles were a far-off story. Thus time
wore on, until toward evening a distant cannon shot sounded; then
another, and a spent shell came harmlessly over the tree-tops tumbling
end over end to the ground; and then, all at once, pandemonium seemed
let loose. It was the Song in another of its wild and wonderful
variations. As yesterday at Salem Church there was no prelude of
skirmish fire; but unlike yesterday's evening Song, this did not begin
with the growl of the bulldogs. All instruments of wrath and war seemed
taking part in it, and it came, not from our front alone but from the
right, from the left, from the woods before us; while out in the open
space a battery of ours was savagely firing at an enemy we could not
see. Quickly but quietly we formed in line. Even now I can see my dear
comrade, Serjeant W----, passing along the company front counting off
the files in his grave, careful way. Then he took his place next the
captain, and I saw him no more: he fell in the battle, a noble young
Christian, with a wife and child waiting for him in the far-away home
to which he never returned.

Presently our orders came, and we moved at double-quick past the wood
out into a larger field which sloped gently toward a dry ditch and then
rose in the same manner on the farther side. Coming over the opposite
crest of the slope, in full view was a brigade of the enemy; another
body of them was well up into the wood in front of the field we were
leaving; beside us now was our battery already mentioned: we could hear
the captain shouting his orders for the timing of the shells in seconds
and half-seconds. It was getting too hot for him: his horses were
beginning to fall and to save his guns he was, as we passed him,
calling out to his men to "limber up and be off."

Every incident of that scene is wonderfully vivid to me even to-day. I
was conscious of none of "the frenzy of battle," but, instead, every
sense seemed more than naturally quickened. I remember that, as we
entered the larger field and the panorama of war opened full before me
and the Song roared its diapason I thought and said to myself, "How
inexpressibly grand this is!" And I noticed everything: the very colour
of the ground and of the evening light and the brown ranks of the
oncoming foe; and a little tragedy that was being enacted at one side,
which I always think of as illustrative of the sort of stuff which was
to be found in that old Army of the Potomac and of the grit which makes
the Anglo-Saxon the hardest of all men to conquer. A small regiment of
veterans, either a Maine or a Wisconsin regiment--I never certainly
knew which--was in that field, and as we came near they were being
outflanked by the enemy who were penetrating the woods at close range.
Their position was untenable, they were suffering severely and the
regulation move for them would have been to fall back; but instead they
deliberately changed front and moved up nearer, wheeling slowly by
battalion, not an easy manoeuvre even on the parade ground; and they
did it without ceasing or even slackening their fire; and all the while
they had to close up the gaps left in their ranks by men who were
dropping, dropping, dropping, to the savage fire of the foe.

I suppose the commander of the division thought such raw troops as we,
fit only for sacrifice. At any rate, we were rushed to the bottom of
the field and posted in the ditch to check the onset of a Confederate
brigade as best we might. It is needless to say that we suffered
severely, or that we could hold our desperate position only for a
little while. But our fire must have told, for the enemy swerved to the
right as we opened on them; yet they kept coming on and soon began to
outflank us.

The same strange intensity of perception with which I entered the field
stayed with me and photographed its scenes upon my mind. I can see the
man several files away, just too far for me to reach, who vexed me
because in his excitement he would, every time he fired shoot before he
aimed with his rifle pointed toward the sky; and little S----, a boy
whom we were all fond of, shot through the body yet coolly walking off
toward the rear saying, "Well, boys, I'm hit!" And I can hear our brave
but eccentric lieutenant-colonel shouting: "Give it to them! Give them
Blissom!" And I remember that just above my head there seemed to be a
stratum of flying bullets so that in loading, every time I was about to
raise my arm to ram down the charge I said to myself, "Here goes a
bullet through this arm." And yet, at the same time I noticed the
vicious snips with which the grass-blades all about were being cut. How
any one escapes in close battle is a mystery; yet the killed and
wounded are almost always a small minority.

Strange to say, the companies on the left, which were most exposed held
out longest and when, as was inevitable the regiment broke, many of
their men and officers refused to run but retired fighting stubbornly.
I remember how one captain, a fiery little man tried to hold his men
together, how he implored and threatened and swore at them and drew his
revolver upon them and at last, when it was no use flung himself down
upon the ground and cried like a baby; and how another, a tall German
whose company was next to ours held his men to their work nobly until
they could be held no longer, and then with slow and moody steps walked
up that deadly slope muttering oaths to himself and switching off the
grass-blades with his sword. Some veterans who saw him told me
afterward that they expected every moment to see him drop.

Our regiment was not the only broken one: the whole front line was
apparently gone; the sudden savage charge of twice our number was
sweeping everything before it. As the fragments of our company retired
up the slope of the field, a few, of whom I happened to be one came to
a slightly sunken road, a mere farm track, but in it lay the Sixth
Regiment of the old Vermont Brigade. As they saw us they called out,
"Rally on us, boys!" and we gladly accepted the invitation. Several
weeks before I had been on duty on the picket line: it was the reserve
and we were allowed to kindle fires, and all night by the blazing logs
I had talked to a young Vermonter, a plain Green Mountain farmer lad,
and we had made a soldier's friendship. When I came to the sunken road
the first man I saw in that prone line of men was my camp-fire friend.
I called out to him and dropped by his side. Others of our men did
likewise and we lengthened out their too short line by about a dozen
files.

It was apparently the last desperate hope of the corps. Our division
commander, sitting on his horse and watching us is reported to have
said to one of his aides, "If that line breaks, we're gone!"

We lay at full length on the ground, silent save for the exhortation of
the officers: "Hold your fire, boys!" "Keep quiet, there!" "Down with
that rifle!" For we had reached the point where heed of consequences
was gone and a cold recklessness had taken possession of us and it was
hard to restrain the men.

On came the Confederates, their "rebel yell" now sounding shrill and
clear; and they were firing as they came with so deadly an aim that
several of our officers who rose up slightly the better to control
their men were hit and fell back dead or wounded.

They crossed the ditch where our regiment had been and we could see
each separate star and bar upon their red battle-flags and their slouch
hats pulled down to shield their eyes from the setting sun, and then
their very faces. I remember how I singled out one after another and
admired certain big brown beards as they swarmed up the slope straight
toward us.

They were almost on us--some of the men said, not ten feet away, but
perhaps imagination shortened the distance--when the Vermont colonel,
who, as I remember wore a long, black rubber coat over his uniform and
looked like a Methodist parson shouted out the command: "Rise! Fire!"

Like spectres looming from the grave, the line of men stood up, and the
Song shrieked out in one awful death-laden volley. The field before us
was changed as though by some dire magic. A moment before it had been
filled with a yelling, charging host; now it was suddenly cleared. As
though an October gust had swept across that May evening, away down to
the bottom of the field and beyond the ground was strewn with brown,
prostrate forms; but they were not leaves, they were dead and wounded
men!

The little Vermont regiment had repulsed and shattered a charging
Louisiana brigade. We followed up our volley with a counter-charge, our
own regiment meanwhile had rallied and joined us, and when we came to
the ditch where we had at first been posted dead men lay across and
within it, and from their midst living men who had sought refuge from
our fire arose, waving their hands in token of surrender: among these
the colonel commanding the Confederate brigade.

As he stood up a big, impetuous Scotch-Irishman confronted him with his
bayonet, and the savage exclamation:

"Give me yer soord or I'll r--run ye through!"

The colonel was a stately Southern gentleman whose soldierly spirit was
unbroken by misfortune.

"No!" he sternly replied, looking disdainfully at the levelled steel.
"I yield my sword to no private. Show me a commissioned officer!"

It is hard to say how it might have ended, for Hodge was a dour man;
but our lieutenant-colonel was fortunately close at hand. He ordered
the soldier away and received the officer's surrender in a manner
worthy of them both.

The setting sun was throwing its parting gleams across that awful
little field, the Song had sobbed itself into silence, the Sixth Corps
was saved, and night's curtain fell upon the last scene in the drama of
Chancellorsville.




The Making of a Regiment


The process by which men were made soldiers in our late war was one of
the most remarkable things in that phenomenal conflict. Men who had no
taste for military life, no desire for martial glory, and none save the
most rudimentary military training were enlisted, uniformed, organised
into regiments, officered often with those as ignorant of war as
themselves, equipped, armed, and sent into the field within a few
months, or even a few weeks, after being mustered into service. And
these raw regiments were speedily moulded into well-disciplined and
effective battalions, fit to be members of a famous army.

All this is history more or less well known, but the way in which the
result was accomplished is not so familiar, and perhaps the experience
of one who was a member of one of these regiments may be worth telling.

I remember--I was but a boy then--how, at the time of the news from
Sumter and the President's first call for troops, the pastor of the
village church spoke on a Sunday morning to a breathless congregation
and closed with the trumpet call, "Who will go to the war?"

Instantly in the gallery one man stood up. He was a veteran who had
served in the regular army in Mexico. There were others, but I mention
him because he was typical. Into the earliest formed regiments went the
few like the soldier of Mexico who had seen actual warfare, also the
pick of the members of the city militia organisations; and into these
first regiments went the enthusiasm of the nation's first burst of
patriotism. Then, too, the delays of the first year of the war gave
opportunity for drill and discipline of the regulation sort, often
under officers of West Point training. These oldest regiments were,
therefore, the flower of the army, and in a peculiar way the model and
foundation of it. But after Gettysburg--indeed, before that memorable
battle--they had become terribly reduced in number, and actually formed
but a fraction of the mighty host.

The history of the later regiments was different. Enthusiasm, though it
did not die, cooled. Something else took its place, something more
truly characteristic of the great crisis. I do not know how to give it
a name. It was a spirit that entered into the nation, a solemn and
compelling impulse that seized upon men whether they would or no. Many
attempted to resist, but successful resistance was blasting to peace of
mind. The voice of this spirit asked insistently, "Why do you not go to
the war?" And it was not easy for an able-bodied man to prove his right
to stay at home. It was in obedience to this impulse that men went into
regiments formed during the year of 1862. The day for illusions was
passing; the grim character of the struggle was becoming too evident.
"Going to the war" meant no possibility of holiday excursion, for the
stress of the crisis hastened new regiments to the front with small
delay; the calls for troops were urgent, and they summoned to serious
work. It was by one of these calls that we were mustered, and it was
marvellous how quickly ten full companies were enlisted in the county.
Local pride had its influence; the county contained one large
manufacturing town and several important villages. Town vied with
country, and each village with every other, in completing its quota of
men. There were other influences. "A draft" was beginning to be talked
of, and there were some who said, "I would rather volunteer now than be
drafted a few months later." Then, too, for the first time, a bounty
was promised. It was small in comparison with the sums afterwards
offered, but sufficient to turn the scale with waverers. And yet the
chief impulse was that imperious spirit of the hour which had begotten
the feeling in every man's breast that until he had offered himself to
his country he owed an unpaid debt; and when a regiment was actually in
process of organisation in your own neighbourhood, this was brought
home with redoubled force; when friends and neighbours to whom perhaps
the sacrifice was greater than it possibly could be to yourself came
forward, very shame made it difficult to hold back. Men really too old
for service forgot a few years of their life and persuaded the
mustering officer to wink at the deception. Boys, whose too glaring
minority had alone prevented them thus far, yet in whose ardent hearts
the spirit of the hour burned the more hotly by delay, sprang to the
opportunity. In our own company there were a few men over forty-five
years of age, and a much larger number of whom it would be a stretch of
truth to say they were eighteen. It was pretty much the same throughout
the ten companies. There were labouring men and mechanics,
manufacturers and their employees, storekeepers and clerks, a few
farmers, and a few students. There were young men from the best
families in the county and some ne'er-do-wells, but the mass of the
company and of the regiment was composed of plain, intelligent men,
workers in the industries of a busy community. As to nationality, there
were a few Germans and a sprinkling of Irish, but the body of the
regiment was American of old and solid New England and Dutch stock.

We enlisted on a strictly equal footing, and chose our own company
officers. The field officers, the colonel, lieutenant-colonel, and
major, were elected by the company officers and appointed by the
governor of the State. The non-commissioned officers, the serjeants and
corporals, were selected by the captains.

The captain of our own company was a jeweller and an old member of a
city militia organisation. Our first lieutenant was a banker's clerk,
and our second lieutenant a mechanic who had in some way acquired an
excellent knowledge of tactics. These were fair examples of the
officers of the regiment. Out of the forty or more of them, ten had
served in the State militia; a few of these ten had been with the
"three months' men" who were called out at the beginning of the war;
scarcely one of them had ever seen a shot fired in anger; the large
majority, like the mass of the men, were destitute of any real military
knowledge.

As to the colonelcy, the officers had fixed their desires upon a member
of one of the old regiments, a highly qualified man; but the State
authorities, in their inscrutable wisdom refused to appoint him, and
sent us instead a staff officer who, though he had seen some slight
service, was ignorant of infantry tactics and without experience in
actual command. He was, however, an imposing individual, a fine
horseman, with a decidedly military bearing and a self-assurance which
temporarily concealed his defects.

Such, then, was the regiment when it was ready to be mustered into the
service. You might say, "This is not a regiment; it is a mob," and you
would be wrong. The men had gone through no such process of drill as is
considered essential to the making of soldiers, yet they were not
utterly ignorant even in this matter. It would have been hard at that
time to find a young American who did not know something of the
rudiments of infantry tactics. The political campaigns immediately
preceding the war, with their semi-military organisations and their
nightly processions, were a preparation for what followed which has
been too little noticed. And when the war began, in every village "Home
Guards" or drill classes were formed, and Hardee's and Casey's
"Tactics" were well known and carefully studied books. We were all
inexperienced, but only a small minority of the thousand men and
officers were absolutely ignorant of military drill; moreover the mass
of them were intelligent Americans, who learned quickly and easily.
When we left the home camp a few weeks after enrollment, we could march
deceptively well, and the regiment actually received praise for its
fine appearance from spectators whose frequent opportunities had made
them critical. Yet we were sadly defective. To keep step, to march by
companies, to execute self-consciously a few motions of the manual of
arms, is but the alphabet of tactics. The battalion, not the company is
the tactical unit, and until a regiment has mastered the battalion
drill and has learned skirmish work, it is unfit for modern warfare. In
these essential things we were utterly unpractised.

There is also something else more important than drill. With regularly
trained troops perfection of drill is simply the index of discipline.
We were, in fact, very imperfect in both. Our discipline was certainly
lax, yet even this was not wholly lacking. We were not a crowd of
enthusiasts. Even at home we had for a year and a half lived in an
atmosphere of war; the breath of battle from afar had reached us; we
knew something of what it meant to be soldiers and what we were going
into. The spirit of the hour enveloped us, and when we were formally
mustered in and, with our right hands raised to heaven, took the oath
of service, there was no wild cheering; there was instead a feeling of
awe. The soul of the army, the mysterious solidarity of the mighty
compelling organisation, seemed to take possession of us; we knew that
we were no longer our own. Discipline is already half learned when men
are thus made ready for it.

Washington was our first destination. We made the journey in freight
cars, and on our arrival went into camp under canvas for the first
time. It was shortly after the battle of Antietam, and the city was
half camp, half hospital. Everywhere one met the monotonous blue
uniforms: officers hurrying hither and thither; wounded convalescents,
pale and weary, strolling about; sentries and squads of provost guards;
occasionally a brigade of dusty and tattered veterans from the front,
marching through the streets; and near the railroad stations,
train-loads of wounded men who had been brought in from the overcrowded
field hospitals, lying on the floors of box cars, the stench of their
undressed hurts filling the air. Everywhere the atmosphere of war
emptied of its glamour!

The Capital was the sore heart of the nation, and our glimpse of it was
a wholesome lesson. It sobered us; it took away all lingering sense of
insubordination, and taught us the relentless power of the mighty
machine of which we had become a part, and into which we knew we must
be fitted.

In a few days we were sent to Frederick City, and our army life began
in earnest. For more than a week we slept without tents, upon the
ground, under the open sky. We also took final leave of railroad
transportation. We had to learn the use of our feet and the meaning of
the march. After a short stay at Frederick, orders came to proceed to
Hagerstown. Western Maryland was at that time strongly held by the
Union forces, yet it was not a perfectly secure country. It was subject
to raids of the enemy's cavalry, and there was a spice of danger in our
march. We proceeded by easy stages; though, unseasoned as we were, the
ten or twelve miles a day with our heavy loads seemed long enough; and
at night when we made our bivouac we took carefully guarded positions
and threw out pickets. Once there was a rumour that Stewart's raiders
were in the neighbourhood, and our colonel made us a little speech in
his bravado style. He told us that we must not load our muskets, "that
he greatly preferred the bayonet!" Fortunately, we were unmolested.
Everywhere along our march through that beautiful Maryland hill country
we saw the marks of war. We crossed the famous South Mountain and a
corner of the Antietam battlefield. There were groups of lonely graves
by the road-side, and here and there the white tents of lingering field
hospitals. On one night we camped near Phil. Kearney's old brigade, one
regiment of which had come from our own neighbourhood. Some of us went
over to their camp to visit friends whom we had not seen since the
beginning of the war. We saw the evening dress parade of that choice
regiment. They were fresh from the perils and hardships of the
campaign; their ranks were sadly thinned, their clothes worn to rags,
many of the men were nearly shoeless; but their rifles and their
fighting equipments were in perfect order, and their dress parade was
performed with a precision which could scarcely have been surpassed had
they been a battalion of regulars in garrison with spotless uniforms
and white gloves.

When we reached Hagerstown we found that we were assigned to a brigade
of veterans, Yankees from the far North, who had come from their
ancestral mountain farms at the first call of their country. They were,
in many respects, a contrast to our friends whose dress parade we had
witnessed. For those military forms and ceremonies so dear to the heart
of the professional soldier they had small regard. They were noted
foragers. Their commander, an officer of the regular army who
afterwards became a distinguished division chief, said of them with
mingled vexation and admiration, "I never saw such men. It is
impossible to tire them out. No matter how far or how hard you march
them, at night they will be all over the country stealing pigs and
chickens." Their five regiments were all from one State, and their
_esprit de corps_ was very strong. With quaint Yankee drawl they
used to boast, "This old brigade has never been broke, and it never
shall be." And I think they made good their word to the end. They
obeyed their officers with prompt devotion, but only because they knew
that this was a necessary part of discipline; they had small reverence
for rank or place. One of them once said to me, "When I am on guard, if
I see an officer coming I always try to be at the other end of my beat,
so that I won't have to salute him." And yet in small essentials these
men were very precise soldiers. One evening one of them came over from
his regiment to visit us. The enemy suddenly opened fire from his
batteries away beyond the river. It was a common occurrence. There was
no special danger; the regiments were not even formed in line; yet this
veteran promptly took his leave. "You know," he said, "that when firing
begins a man ought to be in his place in his own company." It was so
always. With all their independence and contempt for conventionalities,
the discipline prevailing in that brigade was really most rigid. They
were not fond of reviews, and took no special pains to make a show on
such occasions; but to see the splendid line they kept in that deadly
charge on the Fredericksburg heights, when one of their small regiments
lost over a hundred men in a few moments, was enough to bring tears of
admiration from a soldier's eyes; and at Salem Heights, when at evening
Stonewall Jackson's men, concentrated in overwhelming force, came down
upon us in sudden, savage charge, and the brigade at our right was
"smashed like a pitcher thrown against a rock," when every other hope
seemed gone, these Yankees stood firm, with unbroken ranks, and saved
the Sixth Corps from disaster.

These were the soldiers whose example became our chief teacher in the
art of war. Greenhorns as we were, they received us kindly into their
fellowship, and, while they criticised freely, they were ever ready to
give us full meed of praise for anything we did well.

We were scarcely settled in our brigade camp before orders came which
set the whole army in motion. From picturesque Hagerstown we marched
toward the Potomac, and encamped for a few days in a grove of
magnificent oaks. There was some musical talent of the popular sort in
our regiment, and it had crystallised into a glee club whose free
concerts about the camp-fires were the delight of the whole brigade and
did much to make us pleasantly acquainted with our new friends. One of
the men was an expert performer on the banjo, and he had brought his
dearly beloved instrument with him. Poor fellow, he was more fit for
the concert-room than for a soldier's life, and a few weeks afterward
he succumbed to the toil of the march. He "straggled" and was gobbled,
banjo and all, by the Confederate cavalry, and we saw him no more.

Reluctantly we left our pleasant camp under the oaks, and a short march
brought us to the banks of the Potomac and in view of a pontoon bridge.
That river was a Rubicon. On the other side of it lay the debatable
land, the region of bloody battle, and the bridge which, like a dark
line of fate lay across the water in the glow of twilight, seemed the
final decision of our destiny. We had dreamed that we were to be
employed in garrison duty to relieve older and more experienced troops.
Now we knew that we must take our share, raw as we were, in the toil
and peril of the coming campaign. Soldiers never know their destination
on the march. Even the officers, unless they be corps or division
commanders, are usually as much in the dark as the humblest privates,
and the river, with its pontoon bridge was a revelation to our veteran
friends as well as to ourselves. We listened to their comments with
hushed attention. "Well, here we are once more; here is the river and
there are the pontoons, and we are going over into Virginia again. The
inhabitants of the land are all rebels, and yet the last time we were
over there our generals were mighty tender toward them. No foraging was
allowed, and we submitted tamely; we spared the inhabitants. But this
time, may the gods do so to us and more also if we spare them!"

There was something of the Cromwellian spirit among these Yankees, and
in spite of the provost guard, they made good their threat.

The crossing of that river in the morning marked a new stage in the
making of the regiment. We entered upon our first real discipline, and
it was that of the march. Our tramp through Maryland, which had seemed
so severe, was really child's play. Now we were part of a great
campaigning host, a mere unit in the moving mass in which we must
perforce keep our place. The discipline of the march may seem very
simple, and it is in fact, simpler in some ways than people suppose who
have formed their ideas from what they have seen in city parades. The
tactics of the march are elementary. The soldier must know how to keep
his place in a column of fours; the regiment must be able instantly to
form in line. That is about all. On the march there is no attempt at
keeping step; there is far less apparent order than in a political
parade. Each man carries his gun as he pleases, only so that he
interferes with no one else. Yet, with loose order and apparent freedom
there is really severest restraint. The ranks must be kept closed up;
to lag, even when you are most weary is a fault; to drop out of your
place and "straggle" is a crime. A man is but a cog in the wheels of a
remorseless machine, and he must move with it. The march is an art
which some otherwise well-drilled troops are slow in acquiring. A
regiment of infantry is seldom allowed the road. When an army is moving
through a hostile country, the roads are monopolised by the artillery
and the supply and ammunition trains; foot soldiers must take to the
fields, find a way over ploughed ground or meadow, through fences,
through brush, through woods, across bridgeless streams. In spite of
obstacles the column must press on keeping its formation intact, and
keep closed up. This is no simple matter.

Battle is one trial of a soldier's quality; the march is another
scarcely less severe. It tries endurance. Did you ever walk twenty
miles in a day? It is not a long walk, and it may be delightful. But if
you have had to carry even a light satchel or a fish-basket with your
wading-boots, you know how the trifling load tells before the day is
over; how you try it first in one position, then in another, and each
seems worse than the last. Now suppose yourself loaded with knapsack
containing your half of a shelter tent, your blanket, and a few other
necessaries; haversack filled with three days' rations; cartridge-box
with from forty to sixty rounds of ammunition; canteen of water, heavy
musket and bayonet--fifty or sixty pounds in all. Your twenty miles
will equal forty without the load; yes, more than that, even if you
could walk at will and choose the easiest paths, which is precisely
what the soldier cannot do. You must stumble over stony places, and
push through briers, and wallow through swampy ground, or toil through
soft fields; now and then you must wade a brook up to your knees or
deeper, and for the next hour your shoes will weigh a pound more than
they ought and gather mud and absorb gravel. Perhaps the regiment may
take the high-road for a time, and the dust, beaten small and deep by
preceding hoofs and wheels will enshroud you in a horrible cloud from
which there is no escape, and penetrate every crevice of your clothing,
and fill your eyes and ears and mouth and nostrils, and blind and choke
you.

There is no martial music to cheer you on; only the monotonous command,
"Close up, men!" You lose consciousness of your soul, you know only
that you have a body. Even that seems not to belong to you, it seems a
badly oiled machine, part of a greater machine. And, then, on hot days
the thirst! Your canteen will soon be exhausted; you will look with
longing eyes at every stagnant puddle, and when a brook is reached--I
have then seen men break through all restraint and madly dash at the
water in spite of the drawn swords of officers vainly struggling to
keep the ranks whole. As the day wanes the weariness amounts to agony.
Every bone aches, every nerve is unstrung; strong men lose their
self-control, sometimes almost their manhood.

The moods of men on the march are a curious study. Perhaps early in the
day the whole line will break into song, especially if the route
happens to be through an inhabited town. The Maryland villages used to
ring with

    "John Brown's body lies a-mouldering in the grave,
    But his soul goes marching on."

Then silence will fall on every one as the burden begins to tell. Not a
word will be spoken until some one breaks out with an oath, and then,
all up and down the line, every man who ever swears will answer and the
air will be blue with blasphemy.

War takes no account of Sabbaths. We often marched day after day until
we fairly lost track of time and you might hear a dialogue like the
following:

"Bill, what day is this?"

"Why, don't you know? This is Sunday."

"By George! is that so? Well, there's no rest for the wicked!"

And then the men would begin to talk about home, and somehow over the
rudeness of war and the weariness of the march a breath of hallowed air
would seem to waft itself, and the far-off sound of Sabbath bells would
seem to steal, and the dim faces of distant loved ones would rise
before us, until the spell would perhaps be broken by another chorus of
profanity.

By force of stern necessity we became a good marching regiment long
before we had half learned tactical drill, and the discipline did
several important things for us. Our marching was not peaceful; it was
through a hostile country. The enemy's cavalry hung about our flanks
and rear and the sound of cannon was frequent. We had as yet no
fighting but we were constantly threatened, and that helped the
discipline. It taught us unceasing vigilance and the need of perpetual
readiness; it also tried the nerves of our officers. The unfit ones
began to drop off. First our lieutenant-colonel, then our major was
smitten with what the men called "cannon fever." Their health failed
suddenly, their resignations were offered and accepted and we were well
rid of them. The captain of Company A, who now became major, was a fine
type of the class of men by whom our volunteer army was mainly
officered. He was a plain citizen who had been superintendent in a
manufactory, and his military knowledge was only such as could be
gained in a militia company. He had however, a strong soldierly
instinct, and better still, his personal character compelled respect.
Familiar in manner with no "airs," yet always dignified and firm;
modest, yet as we found when the test came, unflinchingly brave; with
keen natural intelligence, quick to grasp a situation and prompt in
action he proved that good officers are born, not made. His awkwardness
on horseback afforded amusement only for a little while. In a few weeks
he rode like a cavalryman, and every fresh trial of his quality raised
him in our esteem and affection.

The weeding process worked among the men in a different way. The old
and weak and physically unfit broke down. Some of them died; a number
of them were discharged from the service. At the end of a month we had
lost more officers and as many men as a smartly-contested battle would
have cost us, and instead of being weaker we were distinctly stronger
for it. The law of the survival of the fittest was beginning to work.
In another way the weeding process proceeded. Every army requires a
great many non-combatants as its servants. There must be waggoners,
clerks at headquarters, ambulance drivers, hospital attendants,
"detailed men" of many sorts, and each regiment has to furnish its
quota of these. When, therefore, an order would come to detail a man,
perhaps for ambulance driver, the colonel would send it down to a
captain with the hint, "Detail the worst dead beat in your company."
Sometimes these non-combatant positions were sought by those who had no
stomach for the fight, and thus, in different ways, our thinned ranks
became cleaner.

We learned other things by the discipline of the march. We learned to
live as soldiers must. Life in a well-ordered camp and camp life in the
field are vastly different. The army lived in shelter tents. These were
simply pieces of cotton cloth about six feet square, and each man
carried one piece on his knapsack. Two or three buttoned together and
stretched over such poles or sticks as could be found, or over muskets
set in the ground when nothing else could be had, formed our
habitation. We literally carried our houses on our backs. We slept on
the ground, or rather, we learned not to sleep on the ground. Pine
branches made a luxurious bed, but anything served--dried grass, boughs
of saplings, even corn stalks, though they were worse than
boarding-house mattresses. I have slept on unthreshed wheat--anything
to keep the body from direct contact with the ground, which, even in
summer chills one through before morning. Then, wood for fires must be
had. Through the hill country of Virginia we used the fences. When the
welcome halt was called at evening and arms stacked, it was a sight to
see eight or nine hundred men joining with wild cheers in a mad charge
on the nearest rail fence. Sometimes our colonel would draw us up in
line and give the word, so that all might have an even chance, and
then, after a brisk scrimmage the fence would disappear as if by magic.
Dry rails made the best of camp-fires, but the skill which men
developed at fire-making was wonderful. We had few axes beside the
dozen carried by the pioneer corps, whose duty it was to clear
obstructions from the road; we had to break up our rails or break down
branches as best we could. Our jack-knives did yeoman service. Often
green wood alone was available; and I have actually seen fires kindled
in the midst of pouring rain with nothing but such apparently
impossible materials as green pine saplings.

Two men from each company were detailed as cooks. They were seldom
favourites with the men. On the march, and, finally, almost altogether
their services were dispensed with. We preferred to do our own cooking,
especially when it came to the coffee. Coffee was our chief comfort and
our main necessity. We carried it in the haversack, in a little bag
with a partition: on one side ground coffee, on the other, the smaller
side, a little brown sugar; and we made it generously and drank it
strong. Coffee, hardtack, and salt pork were the standard marching
rations.

It was curious to notice how men treated the rations question. Three
days' supply at a time was dealt out to us. Some of the men would make
way with their stock in two days, and then go begging among their
comrades. Upon others excessive weariness acted as a stay upon
appetite, and the three days' rations would be more than enough. I
think these were the men who stood the hardship of the march best.
After supper came sleep, the sleep of exhaustion; and then, at
day-break, the reveille, roll-call, hasty breakfast (like the supper,
of hardtack, pork, and coffee). Then canteens were filled from the
nearest available water, knapsacks packed, and precisely at sunrise the
column would be formed and the march begun. The rule was, march two
hours, rest ten minutes; except at noon, when twenty minutes' rest was
allowed.

At these rests the men would lie down wherever they happened to be, and
think the hard ground blessed and the time too short. Sometimes, though
this was later, during the battle season we had night marches, and as
illustrating the result of the discipline of the march even upon new
troops, I have seen men, when halt was called at night, lie down in the
dusty road and fall instantly fast asleep; but at the low-spoken order,
"Fall in, men!" they would as instantly rise, and, before they were
fully awake step into their proper places in the line. Under the
discipline of the march, in three months' time we had learned lessons
which the best-trained city militia regiments never learn and which
made us veterans in comparison with them.

If you ask how we learned, I can only answer that we did as we saw the
old troops about us doing. And it is but justice to our colonel to say
that he knew the duties of the march, and especially those of the camp,
and was strict to the point of severity, with the officers especially.

An army of a hundred thousand men on the march would be a wonderful
sight if one could see it, but the columns stretch too far to be
visible all at once. They reach for miles, and woods or hills or
valleys hide them. But occasionally we had impressive views from some
height into the country below, over which the endless lines moved like
vast serpents, and sometimes we had curious surprises. I remember how
one day our regiment took an unfrequented road and we seemed to be
alone. No other troops were in sight, and all day long we speculated
upon our destination. Some thought we were being sent back to
Washington for garrison duty; others that we were detached for some
special, perhaps perilous, service. There were all sorts of surmises,
but finally night came, and we camped on the hillside of a long and
deep valley. We lighted our fires, and, in apparent response other
fires began to twinkle from the hills beyond and beside us and from
down in the valley, and, as it grew darker the fires increased in
numbers and in brightness until, in every direction, as far as the eye
could see, the lonely woods seemed changed as if by magic into a vast
city. We were in the very midst of the great army; we had been marching
with it all day.

Our first battle was that of Fredericksburg, and we went into it under
every disadvantage. Our showy colonel was absent on sick-leave, our
only field officer was our yet untried major; in fact, not a single one
of our officers had ever been really under fire and, beside our
imperfection in drill, we were wretchedly armed. In the haste to put us
into the field we had been supplied with Harper's Ferry smooth-bore
muskets,--antiquated weapons utterly unfit for modern warfare. We knew
they were useless except at short range; we suspected that some of them
would prove more dangerous to ourselves than to the enemy. The men
despised them, and called them "stuffed clubs;" but they saved us from
being sacrificed.

I was never prouder of my regiment than at the moment when we were
ordered to the front. We had been for hours exposed to a long-range
artillery fire, and one regiment after another of the brigade had been
sent forward until we were left alone. We knew the helplessness of our
inexperience and the uselessness of our old guns; yet when the command
came there was no faltering. The men marched away with cheerful
readiness, and in better line than we could often show on parade. But
ere we reached the battle's bloody edge we were ordered back again. The
commander of the brigade protested. He said that, armed and officered
as we were, it would be sheer murder to send us in.

And so it happened that we saw that awful battle from afar, though for
two days we endured one of the most trying of the ordeals which come to
soldiers. We had to lie still and be shot at. Few indeed are hit by
long-range artillery fire, but every catastrophe seems doubly dreadful
because you see it all and can do nothing but wonder if it will be your
turn next. You fall into a dolefully speculative mood and into watching
for the sound of the howling shells. You can tell if one is coming your
way, but never just how near. Sometimes a shot will strike close in
front and cover you with a shower of gravel, or a shell will explode
over your head and rend the air with demoniac shrieks of flying
fragments. Death seems even nearer and more horrible than in close
battle where you can do as well as suffer.

The panorama of that battle was a never-to-be-forgotten sight. From the
amphitheatre of hills on either side the river a hundred cannon roared.
The space between seemed filled with a chorus of demons. In the lulls
of this pandemonium, for miles along the line, the mournful, far-away
skirmish fire echoed constantly, and ever and anon on that tragic
Saturday, away at our right we could hear the shouts of charging men
coming like a fateful wail across the field, and then the steady roll
of the Confederate file fire from the deadly stone wall against which
fourteen brigades were successively and vainly hurled. And every
charging shout meant that men for duty's sake, but hopelessly, were
meeting death by hundreds.

Incidents of that battle will always dwell in my memory. There I saw a
soldier's death for the first time. We were in line with other troops
well up toward the front. Beyond, in the open fields the skirmishers
were at work. We could see little of them save the puffs of smoke from
their rifles. A man came over from a neighbouring regiment to speak to
a friend near me. As he stood talking, a bullet from the skirmish line
struck him in the breast and he fell at our feet. I can feel the shock
that went through me even now.

Tragedy is scarcely ever without its by-play of comedy. We were for a
time lying at rest behind a low, bare ridge which slightly protected us
from the enemy's fire. Suddenly a rabbit started up from a little clump
of bushes. Three or four soldiers instantly sprang after him. Presently
the rabbit neared the ridge and ran to the top of it but his pursuers,
now in full chase forgot all danger and followed. And the picture in my
mind is that of the rabbit and his reckless hunters darkly silhouetted
upon the summit of the ridge and punctuated here and there with the
sudden white cloud of a bursting shell. I think the rabbit escaped; the
men, I know came off unharmed.

We had had no breakfast, and when the enemy's fire lulled several of
the men tried to do a little cooking. A comrade near me was busily
engaged in frying a piece of pork in a pan extemporised from an old
canteen. Suddenly the batteries reopened; several stacks of muskets
were struck, with the effect of making them look like a nest of snakes.
Our commander said, "Some of you men might as well move up nearer the
ridge where there is better protection." I could see that my friend of
the frying-pan was growing anxious. He looked at his pork and then at
the shelter. It was hard to abandon his breakfast; but life was growing
dearer every moment, and with sudden impulse he left all and ran for
refuge. How big Corporal J----, lying near me, laughed as he rescued
and appropriated the burning pork! The man did not hear the last of
that frying-pan incident for months; yet he was a brave fellow, and
afterwards did his duty nobly in the face of far greater danger than
any we saw that day.

Men will do queer things in battle. I knew of a regiment sent to
support a battery when the enemy was about to charge. The men went to
their post at the double quick with fixed bayonets, and just in front
of the battery they were ordered to lie down so that the guns might
fire over their heads. As they did so one man accidentally pricked
another with his bayonet and the fellow, enraged, struck at him. They
dared not stand up to fight for fear of having their heads blown off by
the battery close behind and therefore, on their knees, under the guns
they had it out in a fisticuff duel before the officers could interfere
and stop them.

We lost only a few men at Fredericksburg but we gained a great
experience. The battle took place in December and after it the army
went into winter quarters. A field officer from one of the old
regiments of the brigade was detailed to command us in the protracted
absence of our colonel. He knew our defects. We needed drill. He gave
it to us without stint and worked us as we had never been worked
before--company and skirmish drill in the morning, battalion drill all
the afternoon, so that after the evening dress parade we were as weary
as bricklayers. Nothing escaped his notice; he made you feel that his
eyes were on you personally and his orders came in a sharp, explosive
tone that made men jump. After an hour's hard work on the drill ground,
some of us would grow careless, and then that rasping voice would
startle the whole battalion. "Why don't that man hold that gun
_properly_?" and a half dozen muskets would straighten up with a
jerk.

Under our own colonel the discipline of the regiment had been excessive
in unimportant details and lax in essentials. All this was changed. We
felt ourselves ruled with an iron hand, yet with just discrimination,
so that while we stood in awe of our new commander we learned to like
him greatly; the more so when we found that he liked us, and in a
lurid, unrepeatable epigram expressed his opinion of what might have
been made of us if he could have had us from the first. Then, too, he
looked carefully after our comfort and our necessities. Some rascally
quartermaster had nearly starved us with bad rations. He quickly
stopped that. Moreover, to our great satisfaction, new rifles for the
regiment arrived. We gladly bade good-bye to our old "stuffed clubs,"
and we had occasional target practice with our new and effective
weapons. A fresh spirit came into us; we imagined ourselves fit for
anything.

Yet the regiment was really like a great boy who begins to think
himself a man. The weeding process was still incomplete and
progressing. Captains and lieutenants disappeared one by one. Some who
were otherwise competent had broken down in health; others had been
proved unfit. Their places were filled by promotions, mainly of
non-commissioned officers.

Our experience was precisely that of almost every volunteer regiment in
the army. After the first twelve months' service the line was usually
transformed. Serjeants and corporals, men who had been appointed
because of fitness rather than chosen because of popularity or
influence came into command as company officers. In much less than a
year not a single one of our original field officers remained, and only
three of the ten original captains of companies.

As to the men in general, the weeding process showed some results
worthy of record. It proved that very few men over forty years of age
were fit for war, either physically or morally, and that boys from
eighteen to twenty made excellent soldiers. It was not simply that the
young fellows were more reckless, but they never worried about coming
danger. They were more cheerful; they fretted less over privations;
they actually endured hardships better than older and stronger men. Our
losses among the boys were chiefly in battle; our losses among the old
men were mainly by sickness and physical exhaustion. Doubtless it might
be different with a body of men carefully selected and gradually inured
to a soldier's life; but in our volunteer regiments, hastily enlisted
and composed of men whose habit of life was suddenly changed, the facts
as observed in our experience would, I think, always hold good.

The monotony of camp life was broken by frequent picket duty. This was
sometimes dangerous and often trying, especially to the
non-commissioned officers on whom special responsibility rested; yet in
pleasant weather at least, it was a welcome change from the dull
routine of camp. It was also an essential part of our education.
Pickets are the antennæ of an army. In the face of the enemy the
antennæ become formidable as skirmishers. A picket line, in case of
need is quickly transformed into a skirmish line. Nothing teaches
vigilance, the use of independent judgment, prompt action in emergency,
and at the same time strict subordination, like outpost or skirmish
work. We had some exciting and some amusing experiences.

One night the line ran through a swamp. It was moonlight, and in the
small hours toward morning things looked weird and ghostly. In visiting
my sentries I came to one of our boys, a mere stripling, whom I found
in a state of high excitement. "Serjeant", he said, "I wish I could be
relieved; I'm afraid to stay here." I asked him what the trouble was
and he answered, "There's a wolf out there," pointing to a dismal clump
of bushes. "I saw him come out of the woods and go across the swamp
into those bushes. He was close to me. I do wish I could be relieved;
I'm afraid to stay here alone!"

I knew it was a trick of the imagination, or possibly a stray fox, and
told him so; but it was of no use. The poor fellow's terror was
pitiful. Yet that same boy was afterward as bold as a lion when bullets
were flying thick and men were falling about him.

Toward the end of January there were rumours in the air. They furnished
food for camp gossip, and were beginning to leave us sceptical, when
orders came suddenly, and we found ourselves one gray morning actually
on the move--where or why we knew not, though it was clear that no
ordinary enterprise was at hand; for the whole army was in motion, and
in all our experience, never had a march been so forced. It was hurry,
hurry, almost at a trot, with rests so infrequent and so short that
men, from sheer inability to keep the pace began to drop out of the
ranks. The roads were good, but the sky was overcast and when, early in
the evening we halted and pitched our shelter tents for the night, the
weather was threatening. Before morning a cold, northeast storm had set
in; all day long the icy rain poured down. The Virginia roads were
speedily melting into muddy creeks. The movement of artillery or
pontoons was fast becoming an impossibility; but at nightfall a
desperate attempt was made. Our regiment was among the unfortunates
detailed to extricate the ponderous pontoon train from its muddy
fetters. Imagine a bridge of boats loaded upon waggons, each great
flat-bottomed boat about twenty feet long, and alternating with the
boats, waggon-trucks loaded with bridge timbers, six or eight horses to
each of these unwieldy vehicles, and the whole train hopelessly mired
in a rough wood road; wheels sunk to the hubs, horses floundering
helplessly, some of them half dead with their terrible work; the night
dark, the half-frozen rain pouring pitilessly--and then perhaps you may
picture the task which was ours. Muskets, equipments, even overcoats
were left at our tents. We were marched about a mile to the place where
the pontoons were stalled; ropes were made fast to the waggons and,
with a hundred men to each, we dragged them one after another out of
the woods into open ground. There they sank more hopelessly than ever.
The force of men had to be doubled. We could have drawn them far more
easily without wheels; but at last, when it was nearly midnight they
were all ranged upon solid ground on a little knoll.

As to ourselves, we were drenched with the rain, bruised with our
falls, half frozen with the cold, and plastered with mud from head to
foot. And in this plight we were kept standing idly for a bitter hour,
waiting for another division of the pontoon train. But it never came,
and finally we were permitted to return to our tents where we found
everything, even our blankets soaked with the merciless rain.

The work and exposure had been horrible. I remember, as we marched back
to camp seeing one poor fellow, a member of a veteran regiment, who had
apparently gone crazy under the strain; he was screaming and swearing
wildly, while his comrades vainly strove to calm him.

By morning the failure of the enterprise, which was an attempt to
surprise the enemy, was evident. The retreat of the army through the
mud and the rain which followed was an experience the horror of which
none that shared it can forget. The elements were the foes which
prevailed against us then, and the demoralisation of the army was worse
than any we ever saw inflicted by battle with mortals. Many men died
from exposure and exhaustion. This was the famous "mud march."

Winter passed quickly after this, and with the spring came preparation
for a new campaign. Our jaunty colonel had recovered his health and
returned to duty; the list of field officers was completed by the
appointment of a new lieutenant-colonel. All that we knew of him was
that he had served with distinction upon General Hancock's staff. He
was eccentric in manner, evidently unpractised in the handling of an
infantry regiment, and we took to him none too kindly at first. But
when we came to know him his high character, his resourcefulness and
his noble courage won our admiration and our profound respect. He was
destined soon to become the commander of the regiment.

The last step, the most important of all, in the making of the regiment
was now before us. At the first Fredericksburg we had endured the trial
of battle partially and passively. The more real and active experience
was now before us. We were members of Sedgwick's Corps, whose brilliant
capture of the Fredericksburg heights turned the tide of disaster at
the battle of Chancellorsville and failed to pluck victory from defeat
only because of the unaccountable inertness of the commander of the
Union forces. Our regiment was one of those chosen to form part of one
of the storming columns. It may seem strange that new troops should be
selected for such perilous and difficult duty, yet this was often done.
The new regiments were strong in numbers; they had not been decimated
by battle and disease; and though less reliable than older battalions,
when no complicated manoeuvres were required, when the only thing was
to go straight forward against a fire from the front their wild _élan_
sometimes accomplished wonders. They were seldom spared in close battle;
it was a way, though a costly one, to break them in and make soldiers
of them. The heaviest losses often fell upon them.

Placed between two other regiments of the brigade, in a sunken road
where we were sheltered from the enemy's fire, we anxiously awaited the
signal for the assault. We could see something of the work before us.
Nearly a mile of open field lay between us and the base of the hills
whose crests were crowned with the Confederate earthworks, and every
foot of that open ground was swept by their fire. It must be crossed
before the storming column could reach the heaviest part of its task
and begin the real assault upon those deadly hills. All along at our
right, away up into the streets of Frederick a mile or more away other
columns were stationed at intervals, some of them facing stronger
defences than those against which our attack was to be directed.

At noon precisely, the signal guns boomed out and we sprang to the
charge. From the very first our colonel blundered. He failed to obey
his orders; he led us wildly in a wrong direction under the very guns
of one of our own batteries. The hills in front of us flamed and roared
with hostile fire and our men were beginning to fall, but this
disturbed us less than the confusing orders which sent us now this way,
now that. It seemed as though the regiment was doomed to disgrace, if
not to destruction. Then it was that we discovered the heroic character
of our lieutenant-colonel. Ignoring his incompetent and now helpless
superior, he calmly assumed command and there, in the face of the
enemy's fierce fire halted us, re-formed our disordered line and led us
forward once more. There was no lack of courage in the men; they were
willing to do all that could be asked of them. Throughout the remainder
of that deadly though glorious charge the regiment proved that all it
needed was what it had at last found--a true leader. We gained the
crest of the hills along with the rest of the column. Our first real
battle was fought. We had come through it, not indeed faultlessly--few
new regiments ever do that--but so that we could look with reverence
upon our torn flag, and view our sadly thinned ranks with sorrow but
without shame. Not perfectly, yet not unworthily we had endured the
ordeal of battle.

In seven months the regiment, which left home little better than a mob
save for the character of its members and the spirit which animated it,
had become a battalion of seasoned and well-officered soldiers fit to
take its place in a brigade of veterans. We had learned to wear the
armour so hastily put on. We had fitted ourselves to it.

If the story of the making of this regiment is worth the telling, that
is not because it is in any way exceptional but because it is typical.
Some regiments were more fortunate than ours in their first commanders;
some met the test of battle sooner. Details vary, yet the process
through which we went is a fair example of that by which hundreds of
thousands of peaceful American citizens were transformed into the
soldiers of one of the most formidable armies of history. The process
was not ideal; it was in many ways illogical, unmilitary and wasteful;
yet its results have seldom been surpassed.




The Household of the Hundred Thousand


The site of the old home camp, the first mustering ground of many
regiments, is now covered with pretty suburban homes about which I
sometimes think, the ghosts of war times must play at midnight.

For us young fellows it was a rude beginning of real life when we found
ourselves inside the great board fence and line of sentries which
enclosed the rows of rough, wooden barracks. The members of our own
company were indeed mostly neighbours, their faces were familiar, we
had grown up together; yet never before had we been thrown into such
intimate association. It is one thing to meet a man every day on the
street or even at work; it is quite another to be compelled to bunk
with him and take your breakfast out of the same camp-kettle. For the
youth who had been kept in a glass case at home this experience was
trying and often disastrous, but for the most of us it was wholesome.
We learned our own hitherto-unsuspected faults, we discovered the good
qualities of even our most faulty comrades, we saw human nature at close
range.

Even the officers could not escape the influence of this enforced
commingling. They had, indeed, separate quarters and their own mess;
they stood also on a vantage ground of almost despotic authority, for
from the moment when we were mustered into service we were subject to
the same military law which governed the regular army. But drawn as our
officers were from the same mass, knowing their men for old neighbours,
often for intimate friends, frequently for those who had been at least
their social equals they could not hold themselves far aloof, and few
of them cared to do so. They could form no separate caste and this,
perhaps, had its disadvantages; but for these there were certainly
large compensations. It became necessary for an officer to prove his
right to rank by qualities of leadership. The best officers were those
who, without sacrifice of dignity kept a lively sense of comradeship
with their men.

The work of drill began before we received either arms or uniforms, and
from the very first we managed to go through with that essential of
camp life, the evening dress parade. Then the grounds would be filled
with spectators, mostly home friends: fathers, mothers, wives, sisters
and sweethearts, bringing with them dainties to supplement what seemed
to them the hard fare of camp. We lived well and were not a little
spoiled in those days; and when we departed for the front, the mistaken
kindness of those who loved us loaded us down with all sorts of
knick-knacks for comfort and convenience. Though loath to part with
these, our first marching days made us more loath to carry them. When a
man's back becomes his only storehouse, he soon finds that riches do
not consist in the abundance of the things which he possesses. Patent
writing-cases, extra socks and mittens, "ponchos" for the shoulders,
"havelocks" for the head, etc, etc, began to strew the road, and in a
short time we were reduced to an absolutely socialistic equality in
this world's goods. Whatever differences remained were those purely
personal ones which can be discovered only by experience of each
other's ways and characters.

In a regiment of a thousand men any extensive acquaintance outside
one's own company comes slowly; yet many things served to bring us into
fellowship. There was little clannishness, every man in blue was a
comrade; yet, after all, each company was a family by itself, and in
the company little coteries collected like the eddies in a river pool.

On the march two men usually tented together. In camp, when logs or
brush were available, four could use their tent pieces to better
advantage than two or three, and the camp was thus made more compact.

Men came together as tent-mates by a process of natural or social
selection. They had been schoolmates or work-fellows in the same shop,
perhaps they were related as brothers or cousins, or they had been near
neighbours and old friends. So it was at first; but new experiences in
toil and peril were often solvents out of which new associations
crystallised. Kindred spirits found each other; more and more the
company became a greater family within which lesser and more intimate
families grew up. Sometimes there were disagreements which broke up
first arrangements; but commonly a quiet, almost unnoticed attraction
of affinity drew the final groups together in bonds seldom broken save
by death or disabling wounds or sickness. A few of these soldierly
friendships bind old men even to-day; many more are cherished by lonely
survivors as memories too sacred for common talk.

When for months you and your comrade have slept at night under one
blanket and shared each other's daily bread, even though it were but
hard-tack; when you have learned to depend on him and he upon you for
help in trouble or comfort in sickness; when together you have entered
the hell of deadly battle--after which the first question would be: "Is
Joe safe?" "Where is Sam?" "Is little Gus alive?"--when together you
have suffered hunger, thirst, heart-breaking weariness; above all,
when, huddled together in storm or cold you have had to endure long
days of dreary, monotonous, comfortless idleness then you know what it
means to live a common life with a fellow-man; and if he and you meet
the test, then you know what friendship means.

In the routine of camp life the music of drum and fife was
conspicuously audible. We were wakened at daybreak by the shrill tune
of the reveille; the last sound at night was that of the drum
perambulating the camp with "taps," commanding "lights out" and sleep;
while all day long frequent summons to varied duties came by "call" of
drum and fife. There was "sick call," which brought all the indisposed
who were able to walk into forlorn squads to be conducted by the
orderly serjeants to the surgeon's tent for treatment. Its absurdly
merry notes seemed to say:

    "Come to the Doctor's
    And get your castor oil."

Then "guard call," inevitable as the day, but always unwelcome. Drill
call or "assembly" meant simply our daily work. At dress parade, which
closed the day's active duties, the band discoursed its most martial
strains, and after supper we heard it once more in the pleasant tones
of "retreat," and later of "tattoo" the music of which comes most
impressively into recollection. From one camp after another the
measured minor strains would sound forth; from near and far, from camps
away beyond our sight, it would melt into distance, and then beyond the
westward woods the artillery bugles would take it up until it died away
with their mellow notes. It was the voice of the comradeship of a
mighty, invisible host.

One can readily understand how persistently, how intimately this music
of drum and fife wove itself into our lives. Some of those queer,
old-fashioned, half-melancholy, half-merry tunes sing themselves in my
memory even now.

What of the band in the day of battle? Was not martial music the
soldier's inspiration? Did we not charge to its thrilling strains? We
did nothing of the kind. There was other work for the musicians. On the
approach of battle they were always sent to the rear for duty as
stretcher-bearers and helpers in the field hospital. One pretty sure
sign that bloody work was before us was the disappearance of the band;
and the grimmest, most sickening, yet most merciful work of war was
theirs at such times.

In active campaigning, our camps were apt to be hasty, though never
disorderly bivouacs, and even if a few days' halt were made and the
camp duly formed, rest for weary and foot-sore men took precedence of
drill and, in fact, of everything not absolutely necessary. But one
thing was inevitable as day and night. This was roll-call. In storm or
sunshine, in camp or on the march, before and after battle, the first
thing in the morning and the last at night, we had to answer to our
names. The first serjeant calls the roll. He knows the list by heart,
and calls it off without book, in the dark if need be.

At first irritatingly suggestive of that more than schoolboy tutelage
which is one penalty of a soldier's life, the morning and evening
roll-call by its insistent monotony gradually grew into an accepted
item of existence, like salt pork and hard-tack. But when exposure,
toil, and battle began to thin the ranks, the roll-call gained a new
meaning; it became a none too oft-repeated personal history of our
lives, a daily bulletin of passing events and a reminder of those
already past. It told of the sick and disabled, of those fallen out by
the way, prisoners perhaps in the hands of the enemy, here and there of
one promoted, here and there of one dead. There were days when those of
us who could answer to our names did so with a feeling of solemn
thankfulness and other days when the omission, or perhaps the
inadvertent calling of a name sent a rush of sad remembrance through
the ranks.

Imagine, if you can, the roll-call at night after a day of battle!--the
mustering of the thinned company in the darkness; the suspense as the
familiar names are spoken--it may be by an unfamiliar voice, for in
battle death seemed to seek and find the serjeants; the frequent pauses
for inquiry; perhaps the answer of a comrade for one who has fallen,
perhaps a mournful silence. Oh, those silent names! For days, yes, for
weeks and months every now and then you seem to hear them at evening
roll-call, and somewhere, close beside you it may be, an unseen
presence seems to whisper: "Here!"

I think all who passed through it remember the winter of the
Fredericksburg campaign with a shudder. Preceding the battle came
freezing nights with thawing days, rain-soaked or snow-bound camps;
days when our little tents were first buried in the snow, then frozen
so stiff that when marching orders came we could scarcely strike or
fold them; then short but horrible marches through slush and mud with
our doubly-heavy half-frozen loads; scanty rations withal because of
delayed supply trains: a month of exposure, discomfort, and misery.

The like of this is, however, what soldiers must expect, and if victory
had come at the end we could have borne far worse hardship cheerfully.
But the climax was the slaughter at Fredericksburg. The sting of that
defeat was felt not as a dishonour, but as undeserved disaster. We knew
that courage and devotion such as any people might be proud of had been
uselessly sacrificed. Yet the gloom of those winter days after the
battle was not that of despair; it was the bitter prospect of
indefinitely prolonged struggle, an outlook dark indeed to men who were
soldiers not for glory but only for home and country.

The depression of that time was doubtless responsible for at least as
large a loss of life as the battle beside the river. Hardship and
exposure had bred sickness, and the mood of the hour offered feeble
resistance to death. For months the little funeral processions were
mournfully frequent; from our own brigade alone there were often two or
three in a day.

There are no funerals on the march; there are none after battle. On the
march, if a man falls out of the ranks stricken with mortal sickness or
exhaustion he is left to be picked up by the ambulance, perhaps to die
alone by the way. The column cannot halt. After battle, there are but
ghoulish burials. But in settled camp the decencies of death are rudely
observed.

The first funeral in our company was that of one of our serjeants, a
young man whom we all loved. He died shortly after Christmas-time. A
box of good things from home had lately arrived; out of the boards of
that box we managed to make a coffin for our dear comrade and the whole
company marched to his grave. But the most of our dead were buried
without coffin and funerals became too common for any but scantiest
ceremony. A drum and fife playing the Dead March, a firing squad of
three to give a parting volley over the grave, then the chaplain, then
the body of the dead soldier wrapped in his blanket and carried on a
stretcher by two men followed perhaps by half-a-dozen intimate friends,
and that was all.

In the brigade graveyard at the top of the hill which grew so dismally
in population during the winter, there were no headstones--only little
pine boards torn from empty cracker-boxes, with the name of the
departed written thereon in lead pencil or cut in with a jack-knife. I
remember several headboards hewn from cedar, the most lasting of woods,
made with great care and pains, with deep-cut inscriptions. These, you
may be sure were stronger proof of true affection than many of the
costly monuments which challenge the beholder's eye in our great
cemeteries.

It is a pathetic fact that all through the war many men who might have
recovered from the fevers and other ailments common to a soldier's life
died because homesickness had quenched their power of resistance to
disease. Indeed there were not a few deaths from homesickness pure and
simple. It is not a complaint recognised in official reports, but ask
any army surgeon and he will probably tell you some surprisingly sad
tales.

Fatal cases were, however, exceptional, though the ordinary malady was
common enough. Sometimes its manifestations were serio-comic, as for
instance in my own case.

In the midst of our worst other discomforts, we were for a time
compelled to subsist upon ancient hard-tack, which was often in such
condition that, "if you called, it would come to you;" and one day I
strolled off alone into the woods beyond the camp and sitting on a log,
gave myself to meditation. I thought of my privations, not bitterly,
but with a deliberate and curiously analytical wonder. I said to
myself: "How much more a man can stand than he would have believed
possible!" Then my thoughts wandered to my far-away home with its
simple luxuries and comforts, and that which came most vividly to mind
was the fact that once--it seemed ages ago--I had really had good,
wholesome soft bread to eat every day, and three times a day at that! I
then began to ask myself: "Would I ever again have soft bread every
day?" "Was it possible that such happiness could be mine?" And I said
to myself dolefully: "No! It is not likely. You are a soldier; you can
henceforth have only soldier's fare; you will probably fill a soldier's
grave. You will never taste soft bread again!"

Now this may seem absurd in the telling, yet God knows it was horribly
real at the time.

But this was only a passing mood with the mass of us. We were a host of
young men; life was too strong and elastic for even the depression
which followed Fredericksburg to hold us down. We found ways to amuse
ourselves.

One of the frequent but evanescent snow-storms of that semi-southern
land had fallen, and snowballing became a common sport. Finally an
organised contest was proposed between our regiment and two others of
the brigade. We were so much stronger in numbers than the older
regiments that this apparently one-sided arrangement only equalised
forces, and as an offset we were given the doubtful advantage of the
defensive. Both sides were drawn up in rigid military array with
officers in their places of command. As for ourselves, we made piles of
snowballs and awaited the onset. It came like a whirlwind; those
veterans had not been through a dozen real battles for nothing, and as
their line approached and the missiles began to fly, it was like a
hailstorm. The snowballs were wet and hard, often icy; both sides were
in hot earnest and like the ancient Romans we aimed at the faces of our
foes. I hardly know how it all looked for I was in the thick of it and
almost blinded, but I know how it felt. If the snowballs had been
bullets, I should have been riddled from head to foot.

We stood our ground manfully for a little while; but the too subtle
strategy of our commander had divided our force; we were outnumbered at
the critical point and the superior discipline of our opponents
prevailed. We had to confess ourselves beaten; and from the way our
veteran friends crowed over us I almost think they were tempted to
inscribe that snowball victory on their battle-flags.

An even better antidote for the blues was the work which became
necessary as the army went into winter quarters. There is no pleasanter
occupation than home building, be it ever so rude, and we took much
pains and found great enjoyment in the making and furnishing of our
little houses. Some regiments whose location was near suitable timber
built good-sized log huts; we were compelled to be more modest. The
dwelling which my own group of four tent-mates erected and occupied may
serve as a fair example. Four pieces of shelter tent buttoned together
made the roof which covered a log structure twelve feet long and five
or six feet wide. The log walls were about three feet high; but as the
ground sloped away from the company street we dug out the rear half of
our hut, and there we had a little room in which we could stand erect.
This served for our kitchen. The more elevated part was occupied by a
broad bed of poles covered with dried grass and our blankets. This made
a springy couch on which the four of us could sleep comfortably side by
side; and the edge of the bed was just high enough to make a convenient
seat with our feet resting on the kitchen floor. About the sides of the
house were shelves and pegs for our belongings.

In the kitchen end, beside the door, we built a fireplace and chimney.
Now a wooden fireplace and chimney may seem ludicrously impractical,
yet that is what we and thousands of others actually built from green
pine sticks. But we fireproofed it with a coating of clay on the
inside, and it answered its purpose perfectly. It "drew" finely and
gave us no end of solid comfort. Some of the chimneys did not work so
well and then the draught was increased by the precarious expedient of
an empty, headless barrel placed on top. This generally served for a
short time; but the barrel was pretty sure to take fire and then there
would be a grand excitement and much merriment over the frantic effort
to extinguish the blaze.

Not the chimneys alone played tricks on the householders. Mischievous
comrades have been known to drop a handful of cartridges down a chimney
from the outside, with the result of a smothered explosion and a great
scattering of ashes and embers over everything and everybody within.

The spirit of fun also found outlet in the adornment of the gables of
our dwellings with various legends suggestive of the personal
peculiarities of the inmates. For instance, of two queerly assorted
tent-mates, one had been a church sexton and a conspicuous functionary
at village funerals; the other had worked in a silverware factory. Over
their door some wag tacked a sign with the inscription:

    DOWD AND GRIFFITH,
    JEWELLERS AND UNDERTAKERS.

As few of us were content with the wholesale and not too dainty work of
the company cooks, we did most of our cooking ourselves by our kitchen
fires, and those of us who survived the war learned enough to make us
useful to the women who were wise enough to choose us as husbands,
though I fear the details of our housekeeping would have shocked them.

Many a pleasant evening we spent about our little fireplace. We talked
about home, the girls we loved, religion, politics, literature, camp
gossip, everything. Or we read, when we had books or papers from home,
or wrote letters or our journals.

There was, however, little real privacy in those huts so close together
with their canvas roofs. Any loud talk could be heard from one to the
other and in the evening after "retreat" the camp became a very babel
of men singing, talking, laughing, swearing, telling stories; a chorus
in one tent, a game of cards in another; in three or four at once loud
discussions of the doings in the regiment or of the state of the
country.

At nine o'clock "taps" sounded, and the officer of the day went the
rounds to see that all lights were out. This was early bed-time in the
long winter nights, and by various ruses we managed to conceal the
glimmer of candles re-lighted after the officer had returned to the
guard-house. The Bible and Shakespeare were responsible for some of
these evasions of military regulations, quiet little games of cards for
more of them.

Speaking of cards and Bibles brings up the image of the chaplain.

A friend in a regiment distinguished for its high discipline and its
severe losses in many battles said to me one day: "A good chaplain
makes a good regiment." Then, in illustration he told me the story of
their own chaplain, a man of fine culture, high social position and
great devotion to his calling. In his pastoral visits through the camp
if he surprised a group engaged in a game of "bluff," he would quietly
scoop up the stakes, put the money in his own pocket and say: "Boys,
this is for the hospital fund." Strange to say, the boys never
murmured. The cheerful but shamefaced reply was always, "All right,
chaplain."

I think no one will wonder who hears the rest of the story.

On the eve of battle this chaplain took personal command of the
stretcher-bearers and when the combat was raging he would lead his
little band of helpers into the thickest fire to succour the wounded.
My friend told me: "I have known him to creep out between the opposing
lines to bring off wounded men. The boys all knew that if they got into
trouble, Chaplain H---- would be there to help if this was in the power
of mortal man." There were other chaplains of like spirit. Our own was
not only untiring in his care for the sick and wounded in the
hospitals, but always ready for any kindly service he could render to
the members of the regiment or to their families at home. But it must
be confessed that they were not all of this stamp. It was quite
possible for the chaplain to be the most useless officer in a regiment.

It could not be said of our regiment that we were like the men of
Cromwell's "new model," yet we came from communities in which
Puritanism was traditional and in almost every company there were at
least a few examples of strong Christian character. The two serjeants
in our own company who died in the service, one by sickness and the
other in battle were men of this sort, and one of our captains who fell
in battle was a man whose Christian life was a benediction to the
regiment.

But occasionally one met with what good people might consider strange
inconsistencies. I have heard swearing euphemistically described as the
utterance of "short prayers." One of our field officers was a man whose
godly life was known to all, yet in intense moments short prayers of
startling character would escape him.

On a Sunday, so it was said, a group of officers gathered in his tent
fell into warm discussion of some troublesome regimental affair. The
lieutenant colonel paced back and forth with his hands behind him
taking no part in the conversation but biting his bristly moustache, as
was his wont when annoyed. Suddenly he stopped short and, facing them
exclaimed: "Well, gentlemen, let's stop this damned quibbling and go
and worship God awhile." Then picking up his Bible he strode off by
himself into the woods, leaving his guests to their reflections.

Religious men were apt to be more intense in the army than at home, and
those who frequented the prayer-meetings in the tents or, in pleasant
weather, under the trees, will never forget their atmosphere of warm
and solemn earnestness.

On the night before we stormed Marye's Hill the moon shone through
fleecy clouds and it was only partly dark. We lay in line of battle at
rest, the most of us trying to sleep. Presently, out toward the front
between us and the skirmish line voices were heard. The watchful major
anxiously asked: "What is that? Who is talking out there?" One of the
men answered, "Major, it is only some of the boys having a
prayer-meeting;" and the major says that instantly, in place of his
fears and vexation, a feeling of deep thankfulness came over him as he
thought of the prayers ascending for us all on the verge of battle.

There was a young soldier in our company to whom his mother, when she
parted from him, gave a little book of daily Scripture selections. She
said to him: "I have another just like this and we will both read the
same verses every day." The soldier kept true tryst with his absent
mother and, no matter where he was read his text every day. As we lay
in the sunken road on that fateful morning after the moonlight
prayer-meeting and the bullets began to speak their deadly whispers in
our ears and we were all feeling the chill and dread of the plunge into
battle, he opened his little book. The text for the day was, "Fear not,
for I am with thee: be not dismayed, for I am thy God!" He has told me
that if a voice from heaven had spoken it could not have been more
clear, and for the remainder of that terrible day all fear was gone.

We believed in our cause, in the war, and in final victory; but we
were not soldiers for the love of it. The end of fighting and _home_
was the goal of the hope of the army--a vain hope to thousands of us,
yet the star that beckoned us all forward. How eagerly our thoughts
turned northward might be seen on mail days. Letters came with varying
regularity; in settled camp we could generally count on them, but in
times of active campaign mails were uncertain and when one arrived it
was pathetic to see the wave of expectation that would sweep through
the ranks. Often a cheer would go up when the postman with mail bags
slung across his horse, came in sight. Then there was impatient waiting
until the letters for the company came down from headquarters and an
anxious crowd around the captain as he called them off. The
disappointment of those who received none was often pitiful. You would
hear one and another say: "Captain, isn't there one for me?" "Captain,
are you sure? I know I ought to have one this time."

Then, tired and hungry as we were after the day's march, supper would
go untasted until we could read the news from home; and long afterward
by our camp-fires we would talk it over; and you might hear letterless
Tom come to Bill and ask, "What does your wife say about my folks? Has
she seen them lately? Are they all well?" The most of us would read our
letters with quiet gladness; but now and then you might see some poor
fellow bending with tear-stained face over his message from home and
hear his comrades saying in hushed tones of sympathy, "Jim has bad
news; his little girl is dead."

The outgoing mail was far lighter than the incoming: we wrote under
difficulties; yet there were times when the whole camp seemed filled
with scribes. But our letters were apt to be brief, and when any
important movement was at hand we knew that they would not be promptly
forwarded. Inconvenient information sometimes travelled in army
letters.

Our turn at picket duty was, with some of us, a favourite time for
writing up our correspondence. In pleasant weather it was only at the
outposts that the work was trying. "On the reserve," or even "the
support," we had only to hold ourselves in readiness for emergencies.
Picket duty was often a positively enjoyable change from the monotony
of camp. When fires were allowed we would fell great oaks for the mere
fun of it, cut off their tops and branches for our fire and let the
trunks lie. War is wasteful in ways little thought of. Yet the scars of
the picket posts were as nothing compared with the deserts made by the
great camps.

But picket duty must be done regardless of weather, and at the outposts
no fires were permitted at any time. I remember once leaving camp in a
snow-storm which, by the time we reached our post had changed into a
cold rain. Night was falling, we had no tents, none were allowed on the
picket line; but a German comrade and I managed to prop up a rubber
blanket upon sticks so that it gave a scanty shelter from the rain, and
as we crept under it my friend exclaimed, "Ach, here dees is nice under
an injun-rubber himmel!"

Some of the nights on the picket line will always dwell in my memory.
There was one when our post was in the heart of a forest of giant
pines. A wild north-wester was blowing and its elfin music roared among
the tree-tops as if the myriad spirits of the power of the air were let
loose. Yet down below where we stood, all was peace; not a breath
stirred the feathery branches or the soft carpet of pine-needles under
our feet. Even now I can feel the deep and solemn repose, the sense of
mighty, restful shelter from the war of elements with which the shadowy
forest pillars enwrapped us.

During our winter in camp along the Rappahannock the only danger on the
picket line was from bushwhackers. But nothing is more trying to the
nerves than the chance of being picked off in the dark by unseen
skulkers. In the face of the enemy it is different: you then expect to
be shot at and to shoot. It is far more dangerous, but scarcely less
exciting. Soldiers are not fond of picket work, but they hate the
monotonous restraint and night work of ordinary and yet perfectly safe
camp-guard duty. A common punishment for slight delinquencies is to
give a man an extra turn on guard. Severe punishments, such as "ball
and chain," or even tying a man up by the thumbs so that his feet
barely touch the ground were not uncommon, though I am glad to say that
this cruel torture was never permitted in our own and many other
regiments.

One night I was serjeant of the guard at brigade headquarters. The
guard-house was a log building divided by a loosely built partition
with wide crevices into two rooms: one for the guard, the other for a
prison, in which at that time three deserters were confined. My duty
compelled me to keep awake, and the prisoners, with the shadow of the
death-penalty upon them spent the whole night in talk.

Without heeding the guard, they laid bare their lives to each other as
men will sometimes do when the end seems near. They talked about their
families--one at least was a married man--and about the doings of
younger days when they were boys on the farm, and they seemed to hunt
out every bit of wrong or shame in their lives as though it must be
confessed, at least to each other. One of them was evidently a very
decent man; but another, who had been a serjeant in his regiment and
plainly the ring-leader, was, judging from his talk a desperado. Once,
after he had told of some wild deed he said: "But I have done worse
things than that; things that would hang me if they were known." Then,
in answer to an inquiry of his companions: "No, I won't tell you even
now about that."

In the morning I saw this man. He was strikingly handsome, a most
soldierly-looking fellow. He talked with me freely and pleasantly;
there was something fascinating about him.

The deserters were not shot. With sentence suspended they were replaced
in the ranks and told that, if they did their duty the next time their
regiment was called into action, they would be pardoned.

Shortly afterward came the bloody but brilliant little battle at
Franklin's Crossing. In the first boat which left the shore--the same
in which our noble Captain D---- was killed--was the dare-devil
ex-serjeant. Before the boat reached the opposite bank he was out of
it, and without waiting for any one, he rushed straight at the enemy's
earthwork alone. We expected to see him drop, but he bore a charmed
life; he was one of the first to enter the works, and by sheer boldness
he brought off half-a-dozen prisoners and coolly marched them before
him to the rear.

We never saw a military execution; but that which I remember as the
saddest scene of our army life was the degradation of an officer. He
had been condemned for cowardice before the enemy.

The division was drawn up in a great hollow square, and the officer in
full uniform was marched under guard into the centre where all could
see him. There in loud tones the finding of the court-martial and its
sentence were read, after which the adjutant approached the condemned
officer, tore off his shoulder-straps, took his sword from him, ran it
half way into the ground and broke it before his face. The guard then
closed about the disgraced and degraded man and marched him away.

I had never seen him before--he was from another brigade--but as he
passed near and I could look into the deathly pale face of that young
man with the heart-break of despair written on every feature, I said to
myself, "This is a hundred times worse than death"; and I found myself
wildly wishing that he had been shot dead in battle! When the parade
was dismissed we went back to our quarters in awe-struck silence,
broken only by expressions of deep compassion.

In strong contrast with this, the grandest and most impressive scene we
witnessed was the review of the army by President Lincoln.

It was on a dull wintry day. We marched several miles from our camp
before we came, early in the morning to the reviewing ground, which was
a vast, desolate, open space, mostly level but with little hillocks
here and there. Upon one of these we halted waiting for the mustering
of the gathering host. For hours the dark lines of men in blue poured
in from every direction until all the plain and every little hilltop
was alive with them.

For six or seven months we had been members of the great army; we had
shared its toils and perils, we had lived its life, we had felt the
throbbing of its mighty pulse in our own blood, we had been part of its
long line of battle; yet we had never as yet seen the assembly of our
brethren in arms. Now the plain was growing black with them; a hundred
thousand men were forming in apparently solid masses, the battle-flags
of the regiments waving close together.

The scene was the more impressive because there were no idle
spectators. This was no gala day for curious, gazing, merry-making
crowds, and brilliant costumes, and feasting and huzzas; but solemnly,
silently save for the measured tramp of battalions and the rolling of
the drums a nation's strength was massing as if to weigh itself, to
feel itself and ask its own soul if it were fit for the mighty work and
the awful sacrifices awaiting it.

We could not know then that Chancellorsville, Gettysburg, the
Wilderness, Spottsylvania, Cold Harbor, Petersburg, written across the
scroll of a short two years to come were holding in their fateful
though glorious names the doom of death or wounds for more in number
than all the thousands of us who beheld each other that day. But we
felt that a heavy-laden future was swiftly coming toward us; we could
almost hear the rustling of her wings in the air of the leaden sky
under which, apart from the world, alone with ourselves and God, we
stood a great brotherhood of consecrated service.

But now our moment has come. We take our place in the moving ranks. We
marched in close column with double company front, so that each
regiment took up small space. As we neared the reviewing stand the tall
figure of Lincoln loomed up. He was on horseback and his severely
plain, black citizen's dress set him in bold relief against the crowd
of generals in full uniform grouped behind him. Distinguished men were
among them; but we had no eyes save for our revered President, the
Commander-in-Chief of the Army, the brother of every soldier, the great
leader of a nation in its hour of trial. There was no time save for a
marching salute; the occasion called for no cheers. Self-examination,
not glorification had brought the army and its chief together; but we
passed close to him so that he could look into our faces and we into
his.

None of us to our dying day can forget that countenance! From its
presence we marched directly onward toward our camp and as soon as
"route step" was ordered and the men were free to talk they spoke thus
to each other: "Did you ever see such a look on any man's face?" "He is
bearing the burdens of the nation." "It is an awful load; it is killing
him." "Yes, that is so; he is not long for this world!"

Concentrated in that one great, strong yet tender face, the agony of
the life or death struggle of the hour was revealed as we had never
seen it before. With new understanding we knew why we were soldiers.




A Little Battle


The great battles of a war like ours absorb the attention of
historians; yet scattered between these grand climacterics, like local
squalls or thunder-showers in the intervals of sweeping storms, there
were hundreds of little, unrecorded fights which, to those who felt
their fury often meant almost as much as the main tempests.

We found it so in the very last affair in which our regiment took part.
Our term of service was all but ended. The men who had been detailed as
clerks at headquarters, teamsters, ambulance drivers etc., had been
sent back to their companies in anticipation of our speedy mustering
out; everything seemed quiet along the Rappahannock; we reckoned our
battles all fought and dared at last to believe that home-going for
those who were left of us was actually a possibility. "Home again!"--it
was all we talked of by day, it coloured our dreams by night as we
slept in our pleasant camp under the summer moon.

When therefore, early on a June morning the command came to strike
tents and prepare to move, a thrill of expectation went with it through
the regiment. But our vision of home quickly melted as we saw the stir
of preparation spreading like an advancing wave into all the regiments
about us, and its last pathetic remnants were rudely blotted out by the
distribution of the ominous twenty extra rounds of cartridge. We
handled them gingerly, none too willingly, for they said to us, "Not
home this time, boys,--battle once more first; some of you will never
see home."

Late in the afternoon a short march brought our division to the hills
above the fateful river; for the third time we beheld sleepy old
Fredericksburg away at our right, and directly before us the familiar
amphitheatre of fields shut in by distant hills. It seemed incredible
that twice within six months trampling armies had here been locked in
the bloody embrace of mighty battle; no more peaceful sight could be
imagined than those gently rolling, grassy plains with their crown of
wooded, leafy upland all bathed in the slanting rays of sweet June
afternoon sunshine.

A single suspicious blot marred the landscape. Opposite where we stood,
at the farther side of the river guarding our old crossing place, the
yellow mound of a freshly dug earthwork loomed up; yet for all we could
see it might have been a great grave, so silent, so apparently lifeless
was it.

But there was no lingering for the view. Down the hill we went, out
over the level ground beneath, and from every side we could see the
dark lines pouring over the slopes until, with swift and silent
precision the division was formed in battle array. In a few moments as
if by magic the northern side of the river valley had become alive with
the presence of a sternly-marshalled host.

The southern side also awoke. Out from a distant grove a Confederate
regiment, the support of the as-yet-invisible picket line came forth.
We could see the sheen of their rifles flashing in the sunshine as they
hastened toward the earthwork.

As yet not a shot had been fired and scarce a sound was heard; even the
tramp of marching feet and the rumble of artillery wheels was muffled
by the soft, grassy ground. I can feel even now the queer sensation of
unreality, as though it were all a gigantic pantomime, or some eerie
flitting of armies of ghosts.

But appearances could not deceive us. We knew too well the Spirit of
the Place; we waited its arousal with grave expectation. The feeling in
our ranks was picturesquely expressed by a stuttering little fellow in
our company when, as we halted for a few moments on the hills above and
watched the silent river and apparently-deserted plain and hills, some
one ventured the rash opinion that the enemy had decamped. The
stammerer quickly replied:

"You j-just g-g-go ov-ver and s-stir up the hive, and the b-b-bees will
c-come out f-fast enough!"

That river had always been a River of Death whenever we had crossed it.
Were we to prove it once more? The question in our hearts was answered
when the pontoon train with its long line of great boat-laden waggons
issued from our ranks and, like an enormous snake began to wind its way
toward the river, its head plunging downwards and disappearing in the
hidden road leading to the water's edge. Pontoons at the front always
meant bloody business in those Rappahannock days. The illusion, the
silence before the storm, is at an end. Hark! There is a rattle of
rifles from the other side. With it another clatter and roar, as from
our side three batteries gallop forth, wheel near the edge of the
ravine in which the river flows, unlimber, and quicker than it takes to
tell, crash! crash! crash! the volleys from eighteen cannon rend the
evening air. Through sudden clouds of white smoke red flashes dart like
savage tongues of wild beasts, the gunners leap like demons to and fro
in apparent fury, yet really with mechanical precision as they load and
fire, reload and fire again. A little breeze lifts the veil of smoke,
through the rift we catch a glimpse of the earthwork beyond the river;
it is an inferno of bursting shells and clouds of dust. Woe to the men
behind that torn and fire-scorched mound! We knew there could be but
few of them at most; they had no artillery with which to answer ours,
it seemed in truth like crushing mosquitoes with a sledge-hammer. Yet
the crossing of a deep river in face of even a few determined opposers
is always a ticklish piece of work and our commander meant to take no
chances. The thunderous strokes of eighteen cannon are not too much to
make the task of the engineers who must lay the bridge a safe one;
whether even such ponderous defence is sufficient we are soon to see.

Our attention had been riveted upon the scene before us and we failed
to notice that our colonel had been called away by a message from the
commander of the brigade, but as he galloped back one look into his
grave, determined face was enough. We knew what was coming before the
sharp command rang out. "Attention, battalion! Forward, double quick,
march!"

In battle, events arrive suddenly. You learn to expect it thus, yet
like the final summons to a slowly dying man the order which sends you
into the vortex of fire is apt to come with a shock of surprise. To us
at that moment the surprise was the more keen because home-going
instead of battle had so lately been our prospect, and least of all had
we dreamed that, out of a dozen regiments we would be the first called
upon for specially perilous duty. But that curious electric thrill
which comes with the battle order, which merges your individual
consciousness into the composite consciousness of a regiment sent us
forward, and before we could fairly ask ourselves what it all meant, we
were swiftly moving toward the river by the road over which the
pontoons had passed. We had travelled that road before, we knew it
well. At the edge of the plateau it turns sharply and descends by a dug
way in the steep bank parallel with the stream to a small piece of open
level ground close by the water; and when we reached the turn of the
road where we could look down, a glance showed what the din of the
cannonade had concealed. The earthwork was but part of the defence of
the crossing. Below the line of our battery fire, out of reach of its
shells, was a row of rifle-pits manned by sharpshooters who were doing
deadly work. A few of the pontoon boats were on the ground close to the
water, but none of them were launched; the train was in disorder, the
engineers were being shot down at every attempt to handle their boats
and our task was clearly before us. With another regiment from the
brigade which was coming down by a different route through a little
ravine, we must force the passage of the river. It began to be hot work
as soon as we reached the dug way. Even now I can hear the waspish buzz
of bullets, and feel the sting of the gravel sent into my face, as they
rip through the ground at my feet. It was hotter still on the little
flat when two regiments quickly arriving and huddled together with
boats, waggons, and engineers, filled every inch of space. We could not
return the enemy's fire and our closely packed crowd offered a
pitifully easy mark for those sharp-shooters only a hundred yards away.

But many strong hands were now heaving at the boats, in spite of the
fire and of falling men, three or four of them were quickly launched.
Then there is a moment of desperate confusion, no one responds to the
frantic but unfamiliar orders of officers to "Get into those boats!"
when out of the crowd one man springs forth, leaps to the gunwale of
one of the boats and waving his gun high in the air cries, "Come on,
boys!" It is Corporal Joe. Instantly the boat is filled, pushed off
from the bank, and the engineers with their big oars begin to row out
into the stream. Another boat quickly follows, and soon a flotilla of
seven of these great scows, deeply laden, bristling with bayonets, is
making such speed as is possible for such awkward craft toward the
opposite shore. The bullets now patter like hail upon the water; a few
strike the boats or the men in them, but the fire slackens as we near
the bank. Our opposers were too few to resist us when once we landed,
and they began to scatter. Some ran from the rifle-pits toward the
earthwork, others disappeared through the bushes. Before the shore was
fairly reached our men sprang out into the water and waded to the land,
the boats were emptied quicker than they had been filled; no one paused
to fire; there was a pell-mell rush of bayonet charge up the river bank
straight at the earthwork. It was a race between our men and the
Vermonters, and to this day it has been a matter of friendly dispute as
to which regiment first entered the enemy's works. But it was all
quickly over. The cannonade, which ceased only when our charge began,
had half buried and almost wholly paralysed the defenders of the little
fort, only a few feeble shots met us and we took nearly eighty
prisoners--all who were left alive when we entered.

There were some ghastly sights inside that yellow mound. A Confederate
officer, torn by one of our shells lay dying; the captain of our
company sprang to his side, raised him tenderly, gave him a drink from
his canteen and tried to soothe his passing moments. But it was
surprising how few of the defenders had been killed. The worst
complaint of those brave men was that they thought our batteries meant
to bury them alive!

We suffered far more severely. Our own regiment lost nineteen, the
engineers between thirty and forty, and the Vermonters, who had come
down to the river by a difficult though sheltered path, five or six:
the cost of the crossing was between fifty and sixty men. I think it
took not more than ten or fifteen minutes to fight our little battle,
but those minutes were crowded with incidents. I have mentioned that of
the dying Confederate officer. The handful of brave fellows who held
that crossing so manfully, who made its conquest so dear to us, were
heroes. We had naught but respect--nay, admiration--for them. It came
to be always so. There was never a war fought more sternly, yet with
less bitterness between those who met each other on bloody fields.
Bank's Ford came only a month before Franklin's Crossing; there, too,
we took a number of prisoners. I shall never forget the talk with a
group of them as we sat down together. If you could have seen us you
would have found it hard to believe that a few moments ago we had been
firing into each other's faces. At the conclusion of our friendly chat,
one of those Confederates said:--

"Well, boys, this war has got to be fought out. You must be good
soldiers and do your duty, and we must do the same!"

On our side two incidents were pathetic in their tragedy.

Among the killed was a private, a plain man to whom writing was a task.
A few days before we marched he had managed to send a letter to his
wife telling her that we would soon be at home. That was the last she
heard from him, and when a few weeks later the regiment marched into
the streets of his native city, the wife stood on the sidewalk waiting
to welcome her husband. Some one had to take her away and tell her that
he was dead.

Another of the killed was our senior captain. Before the days of labour
troubles, when master and men worked side by side, he was owner of a
manufactory, a man beloved by all his fellow-citizens, and not least by
the men who worked under him. He was near middle age, of peaceful
tastes, without military aspirations, and enlisted only because of a
strong sense of duty. He knew his example would be followed, he could
multiply himself thus. Workmen and neighbours flocked about him; he had
been their captain in industry, they made him their captain in war. He
might have been a field officer, but he judged himself unfit. To serve
his country where he could serve best was his only ambition. There were
smarter officers in the regiment, but none so beloved as this noble
Christian the light of whose example shone ever with bright and
benignant ray.

When we went down to the river that day, Captain D----'s company led
the line and filled the first boat. The enemy's fire was at its hottest
when they were shoved off. Caring always for others more than for
himself, he commanded his men to lie down and shelter themselves, but
his perilous duty was to direct the rowers and guide the course of the
fleet. He stood up to do it better. The risk was fatal; his commanding
figure became the mark for many rifles, and he fell before we were half
way across.

Such a death for such a man was nothing less than martyrdom, all the
harder because he knew that hundreds of hearts were eagerly counting
the hours that lay between him and a joyful welcome home. But our dear
captain was a type. There were hundreds like him in our army who never
reached home.

In the same boat with the heroic captain was a man from the other
regiment who had been a deserter. His conduct in action was to
determine his fate. How he managed to get into that first boat I do not
know. He must have run far ahead of his own company, but when we neared
shore he sprang out where the water was waist deep and, waiting for no
one, charged alone up the bank. It looked like sure death; but he
escaped unhurt, and I believe was the very first to enter the enemy's
works. Of course he secured his pardon.

In every battle there are a few heroes of the type with which Stephen
Crane has made us familiar, whose ingenuity in finding safe places is
amusing, and whose antics make life a burden to officers and
file-closers. When we reached the boat-landing the ground was
absolutely bare; there was not a bush, or tree, or rock; the only
possible shelter from the leaden hail was a spring,--a mere mud hole,
perhaps three feet in diameter. By lying down and curling himself up in
the mud and water a man might fit into it. If the desirability of land
is the measure of its value, then that mud hole was priceless, for it
was occupied every minute and each occupant was envied by other
would-be tenants. As I came down the hill I saw one of these fellows
who had just been routed out. A bullet had pierced his arm as he rose
from his muddy bed, and he was dancing with pain, clasping his wounded
arm with his unhurt hand and muttering angry curses upon the officer
who had disturbed his repose. The vacant place was instantly taken by
an old gray-bearded fellow from my own company. Over him stood the
major, punching the man with his sword, and accentuating each prod with
an appropriate remark.

"Come, Peter [a prod], get out of this [prod]; your life is not worth
any more than mine!" (final prod). And Peter slowly arose. It makes me
laugh now, as it did then, to see his white, scared face gazing agape
at the major, the mud and water dripping in festoons from his hair, his
beard, and his clothes.

When we were half way across the stream a bullet struck the oar of one
of our rowers, close to his hand with sharp ping and shock. For an
instant the man seemed paralysed; he stopped rowing and our boat's head
swung round, threatening collision with the craft beside us. In that
other boat was a red-haired captain, a fiery little Irish gamecock.
Quick as thought he grasped the situation, and leaning far over the
gunwale with uplifted sword, he hissed at the frightened oarsman:--

"Row, damn you, or I'll cut your head off!"

Never can I forget the appealing glance of the poor fellow at that
impending sword, nor his sudden transformation from helpless inertness
to desperate energy.

After the capture of the earthwork, without waiting for the laying of
the bridge and the crossing of other troops, our regiment was advanced
in skirmishing order far out across the plain, until as night fell our
line was established in front of the ruins of the Bernard Mansion. That
night on the skirmish line is one of the pleasantest memories of my
army life, but its story belongs elsewhere.

The last fight of our regiment had been fought. We were proud of our
victory, and though the little battle is barely noticed in military
histories, it has an interest which makes it memorable to those who
were there. It was the prelude of a great drama. The advance of our
division of the Sixth Corps was a reconnaissance in force with the
object of checking, if possible, Lee's northward movement, and in our
little battle at Franklin's Crossing at the Rappahannock, the first
blood of the great Gettysburg campaign was shed.




One Young Soldier


The generous sentiment which would crown every one who fell in our
Great War with the hero's wreath may be excessive, yet a personal
acquaintance with almost any random portion of that enormous death-roll
will certainly make one feel that its length is its least significance.

Not long ago I made a pilgrimage to my native village. Of course the
old cemetery had to be visited. I knew the place was full of ghosts of
other days, but a strange thrill went through me as I found the
frequent stones inscribed with the names of former schoolmates or
comrades who had fallen in the war.

Here was one that said, "Captain R. S----, staff-officer--killed at the
battle of the Wilderness." The silent stone recalled dear friends and
neighbours and the sacrifice of their only son, the most high-spirited
and pluckiest young fellow in the town, one of those ready and
resourceful characters to whom the word "impossible" is a stranger. A
little farther on, under the shadow of ancient cedars, were two marble
shafts. One bore the name of gentle, reticent, but forceful W. P----,
and the fateful words, "Fell at the Battle of Bull Run." How memory
brings back the rush of feeling with which the tidings of his death
came to us, his schoolmates from whom he had so lately parted!

The other monument, in its simple uprightness, seemed a fit memorial
for a knightly soul. Noble Harry B----! We who knew him said to
ourselves, How can the world spare such as he! But the legend on the
marble told how he met his death while in command of a battery in
Sheridan's great fight at Cedar Creek.

I wandered on till I came to an humble stone whose rudely pathetic
inscription, telling how it was "erected to his memory by his wife,"
touched me deeply. Bluff, hearty Henry H---- was one of my own company
who fell on the bloody field of Salem Heights. Just a plain man, only a
private, no conspicuous hero, yet one of those faithfully courageous
souls who, when thick-flying bullets are droning their deadly song, and
the scorching breath of battle tries the line, never give captain or
file-closers a moment's anxiety. You could always depend upon "Hank" to
stand like a rock with his face to the foe, and to waste no shots on
empty air. And one reason for the Homeric deadliness of our war was
that both in the brown-clad ranks of the Southrons and among the
blue-coated Men of the North there were thousands like him.

I turned from the place in pensive mood. Remembering the awful harvest
of great battle-fields I said to myself: Only a small fraction of it is
planted in such peaceful places as this, yet this is a fair example of
its lesson. Every village graveyard throughout our broad land tells the
same story. Death waited with grim confidence for the choice spirits in
that war, and the best of us who took our share in it are not those who
live to tell its story.

Then thought travelled afar to the banks of the Rappahannock and its
camps and battle-fields. I dreamed that once more I stood amid the
familiar, blue-clad throng, yet there was a difference. Past and
present seemed to mingle. Here and there a face would vanish or a
well-remembered voice fail, grow faint and far off, or suddenly become
silent, and among these one, the first sought for, the most desired,
the face and voice of my tent-mate. I awoke from my dream, remembering
that he, too, now belongs to the army of the nobly fallen.

But ours was no common friendship. We had been schoolmates before we
became comrades, then tent-mates, finally brothers like David and
Jonathan.

We slept under one blanket; we shared our rations and our confidences;
and if we did not fight side by side, that was in part because he was
corporal at the right of the first platoon and my place was at the
other end of the line, but also in part because he had a way of doing
such startlingly original things in the face of danger.

His image rises before me now. There he stands, tall, erect, balanced
on one foot while he nervously taps the ground with the other and looks
at me with that mocking expression all his own, that premonitory grin
provoked by some latent jest upon my moralising.

This bantering trick, so common with him, breaking out as it often did
at most unexpected and often atrociously inappropriate moments, was an
index of the side of his character most open to the general eye. Joe
was but eighteen years old when he enlisted, just the age when the boy
is passing into the man; a good six feet in stature, without an ounce
of spare flesh, long armed, loose-jointed, at once too undeveloped and
too full of individuality to wear any conventional garb with ease, so
that Uncle Sam's shop-made and ill-fitting uniform hung upon his
youthful but powerful frame with anything but martial impressiveness.
This, however, troubled him little. An undue care for appearance was
never one of his foibles, and the pomp and circumstance of war always
smote his keen Yankee sense of the ludicrous. Yet he had withal the
manner and the heart of a gentleman, and if you looked into those merry
yet piercing eyes, or listened for five minutes to the original ideas
expressed by that well modulated and pleasant voice with just a
suspicion of "away-down-East" accent in it, you would be compelled to
feel that in this boy there was the making of no common man.

For a long time Joe was a puzzle to his comrades. They could not
understand why such a great boy, and one too, so unmilitary in his
ways, should be a corporal. Some of the older men resented it. And
then, his persistent practical joking, his careless independence and
smiling indifference to rebuke or criticism was perplexing, not to say
exasperating. Yet no one could positively dislike him. He might be
provoking at times, yet every one knew him incapable of anything mean,
and his untiring good-nature and open-handed generosity made warm
friends for him from the very start.

The captain certainly showed himself a good judge of men when he made
Joe a corporal, though it took time to justify the choice, and the
honours of office sat but lightly upon the recipient. Not until our
days of battle came did Joe show any care for military distinction, and
he never bothered himself about the promotion which others sought so
eagerly.

As everybody knows, the corporal's rank is lowest in the company, only
a step above the position of a private, and the distinguishing badge is
that of the "chevrons," two triangular stripes on the sleeves of the
coat. So little did Corporal Joe prize his office that he would not at
first wear these; but the time speedily came when he found them
desirable. We were hurried into the field, and when at Hagerstown in
Maryland we joined the brigade to which we were assigned, we found
ourselves in a strictly guarded camp. The men were allowed to pass the
gates only in squads in charge of a non-commissioned officer. And now
Joe, seeing that the chevrons might be useful, instead of applying to
the commissary for a regulation set, cut strips of light blue from the
skirt of his overcoat and rudely sewed them on the sleeve of one arm
only. Then he proceeded to the gate and attempted to pass the guard,
who of course stopped him.

"You have no non-commissioned officer with you. Only a squad in charge
of a serjeant or corporal can pass."

Joe held out the newly adorned arm, exclaiming, "Is not _that_
corporal enough for you?"

The guard, a member of a veteran regiment, was perplexed yet obdurate.

"Yes, you may be a corporal, but where is your squad?"

Quick as a flash Joe wheeled and showed the other, the plain
coat-sleeve.

"There! Isn't _that_ squad enough for you?"

And then the lieutenant in command of the guard, who had watched the
whole performance broke into a hearty laugh and said,--

"You may pass. We will let you go as a non-commissioned squad."

It is to be feared that Joe was, for a long time, a thorn in the side
of some of our company officers. Indeed I do not think that our orderly
serjeant, a very business-like and soldierly German with a prejudice
against the loose ways of our volunteer service, ever became reconciled
to him.

We were a hastily enlisted regiment, and were rushed to the front and
into active service imperfectly equipped. Our arms were at first old
Harper's Ferry muskets with locks converted from flint to percussion.
Want of respect for these antique weapons made us too careless of their
condition: a grave military fault which was a grief and vexation to the
orderly and also to our conscientious first lieutenant. At "inspection"
one morning that officer found fault, justly enough, with Joe's gun.
Taking it from its owner and holding it out before us all, he said
sternly,--

"Corporal, what sort of an example is this to set before the company?
Look at the disgraceful condition of this musket!--of what use would
such a weapon be if we should be called into action?"

With his peculiar and provoking grin, and in that bland and childlike
tone which he assumed so readily, Joe impudently answered,--

"Why, lieutenant, if we get into a fight I expect to rely on my
bayonet!"

Looking back upon this and similar incidents of our earlier service, I
often wonder how Joe kept his chevrons at all. But when the stress of
hard service came and we entered the toil and hardship of the march
through the enemy's country, Joe's real quality began to make itself
felt too strongly, both by men and officers, to make it worth while, or
indeed safe, to notice his little irregularities; for whoever else
lagged or straggled it was never Joe; no matter how dangerous or
disagreeable the picket or fatigue duty he was never the one to shirk
or complain. The officers found that for real service here was one man
absolutely dependable; the men were braced by his cheerful example, and
they discovered moreover that Joe was a good one to go to in trouble.
Had an improvident comrade devoured his three days' rations
prematurely? Joe was always ready to divide his own remaining
hard-tack. Was some extra load to be carried,--an axe, for
instance?--he would cheerfully add it to his own. A sort of admiration
for Joe began to appear, yet with reservations. For one thing there was
no telling who would be the next victim of one of his pranks. Bill
B---- remembers to this day how his supper was spoiled one evening by
Joe's ghastly speculation about the method of the fattening of our
pork. And I remember a night on the picket reserve when a circle of men
lay asleep with their feet toward the embers of a dying fire, and Joe,
ever-wakeful, quietly stealing out of the group, gathered a mighty
armful of dry brush, gently deposited it upon the coals, and as the
blaze mounted and the heat grew fierce, amused himself with the
contortions of the roasted-out sleepers and with their drowsy profanity
as they gradually awoke. He never swore himself, but I suspected at
times that he took a sinful delight in the ingeniously blasphemous
explosions of some of his comrades.

Then too, his ways were original. He had a genius for cookery, and the
messes he concocted from meagre and sometimes unfamiliar materials were
the wonder, and often the horror of his unsophisticated and
conservative comrades; yet he was strangely fastidious withal. When a
too greedy or too careless commissariat sent us boxes of ancient
hard-tack, mementoes of last year's campaign, marked "White House" or
"Harrison's Landing," whose mouldy contents were living exponents of
the doctrine of evolution, Joe would not eat a single cracker without
careful dissection and removal of every inhabitant, though we were near
starving. And though careless of outward appearances, he was rigid in
certain personal habits. So the men thought when they saw how, even in
the dead of winter, he would have his frequent bath, even if he had to
break the ice in some pond or stream for it.

Moreover, there were times when his tireless cheerfulness and strength
seemed discordant and untimely. When you have been marching all day
loaded like a pack mule with knapsack, haversack, canteen,
cartridge-box, and gun; when every bone aches and every nerve is
unstrung, it becomes an added bitterness to have in the ranks a mere
boy whose vitality rises in jest and song above the common misery of
stalwart men. At such times I have heard men swear at Joe with deep and
apprehensive curses which showed that they felt him a little uncanny.

But I knew him as few others did. A kinder tent-mate no man ever had;
my heart melts even now when I recall his unvarying gentleness and
consideration; how, often after a weary day's march when at last halt
was called and arms stacked and fuel must be sought for the camp-fire,
he would look at me with gravely compassionate eyes and say, "You take
care of the duds and get the coffee-pot ready, and I'll find the wood."
Which meant, "Poor worn-out comrade, take it easy and rest, and let me
do the work!"--though I think he was never too tired to enjoy the
charge on the nearest fence and the scrimmage for the often too scarce
rails. And always in all our rude house-keeping he would take to
himself more than his share of the heaviest tasks. It was beautiful
also to see his devotion to his absent father, between whom and himself
an affectionate comradeship existed which was none too common in those
days. His letters, almost all of them to his father, were more frequent
than those of any man in the company. Much of the time he wrote daily;
he used to say, "I keep my diary in this way." Under his light and
effervescent manner there was strong and manly thoughtfulness which
showed itself even in his jests. One of these is worth recording, not
only as illustration of his originality, but for its inherent wisdom
and its epigrammatic form.

On the march through the Virginia hill country, foraging, though
forbidden by general orders, became the fashion. This precisely suited
Joe's enterprising disposition, and by his dashing raids upon pigs and
chickens he made a name for himself in the regiment. After one of these
exploits, rather bolder than usual, a comrade whose conscience was
tender in such matters ventured to remonstrate with him. The Suspension
of the Habeas Corpus Act was just then a subject of agitating
discussion throughout the country and the camps, and I shall never
forget either the finely simulated sternness or the remarkable
adaptation of Joe's crushing reply to his scrupulous friend.

"See here! Don't you know that war is a suspension of the Ten
Commandments?"

We could not but feel that there was something more than ordinary in
this boy; yet even his few intimates--those who thought they knew
him--were scarcely prepared for the revelation of his character which
was to come with the test of battle.

On the day when we stormed the Marye's Hill, after we had gained the
crest and the foe was fleeing before us, we pushed on through the woods
that crowned the height until we came suddenly upon an open space
dotted with the stumps of trees that had been felled for Confederate
camp-fires. On the other side of this opening were two guns, the
section of a battery which our enemies had hastily drawn up in a brave
attempt to check our advance, and our captain had scarcely time to
shout, "Lie down, quick!" before a volley of grape-shot whizzed and
hummed about us and laid several of our men low. The lieutenant-colonel
called for volunteers, and a thin and hasty skirmish line disappeared
among the stumps. Another volley of grape and another came, and then,
far to the front, more than half way between us and the enemy two rifle
shots rang out, and the captain of the battery fell. The gunners,
apparently dismayed at the loss of their commander and at such near and
mysterious foes, hastily limbered up their pieces and hurried them
away. We were as much astonished and mystified as they, until presently
Joe, and a companion from another regiment whom he had picked up, rose
from among the stumps and came sauntering into the line. Those two bold
fellows had slipped out beyond the skirmish line, and, eyeing the
enemy's guns like cats, they had dropped behind the stumps as soon as
they saw the gunners about to fire; then, when the grape ceased
rattling about them, up again and half running, half creeping, they had
thus worked their way forward until they were within fifty yards of the
battery; then, watching their chance both aimed together at the captain
and brought him down.

The colonel thanked Corporal Joe before the regiment for silencing the
battery, and that was all the reward he received, or indeed cared for.

Absolute fearlessness is rare. Perhaps it does not exist in the heart
of a sane man. The bravest are usually like our heroic lieutenant-colonel,
who, when an officer said to him one day, "Colonel, you don't seem to
know what fear is," replied in his abrupt way,--

"All a mistake. I am always afraid, miserably afraid, whenever I go
into battle, but of course it would never do to show it!"

Yet there are exceptional characters for whom the voice of the battle
siren possesses irresistible fascination,--men whose overmastering
delight in danger seems to scare their very fears and send them
slinking away to hide in some obscure corner of their souls. After our
days at Marye's Hill and Salem Heights, we began to see such a man in
Joe, and from that time onward his career, which was marked by a
continued series of daring exploits, confirmed the judgment. Moreover,
it was characteristic of the man that his peril-defying deeds were
never the result of any rage of battle. They were always either
deliberately planned, or else the quick and cool acceptance of some
desperate chance.

It was my good fortune to be with him in one of the mildest of these
adventures. After the brilliant affair at Franklin's Crossing just
before the northward march of the army toward Gettysburg, our regiment
was sent out beyond the captured earthworks as skirmishers. Night was
coming on by the time our line was established, and we found ourselves
in a romantic but risky position.

We were occupying the grounds of the old Bernard House. Across the
broad driveways and once pleasant lawns and gardens, now neglected and
weed-grown, we Northern invaders had stretched our picket line. Just
behind us, its ruined and fire-stained walls touched with the mystery
of moonlight, lay all that was left of the once proud mansion. In days
not so very long gone by, on just such nights as this, those hospitable
halls and the noble grounds had been alive with the festive gathering
of Virginia's wit and beauty. Their spirits seemed to haunt the scene,
so silent now save for the low-toned orders and warnings of our
officers. In front of the ruined mansion stood a grove of ancient and
noble oaks. They served to hide us, but they were not to be trusted.
They also furnished a dangerous screen through which the enemy might
easily come upon us unaware. So the lieutenant-colonel evidently
thought, for he came to our company and asked quietly for half-a-dozen
volunteers to act as scouts.

I think the colonel came to our company because he knew Joe was there,
and he instantly responded. But I have often wondered at the strange
impulse which seemed to compel me and the others to step forth by his
side. After the men once knew him, Joe never went begging for
followers; there was an irresistible infection in his example, and an
allurement in his cheerful fearlessness that not only made men forget
peril, but made it seem a privilege to go with him. It was so afterward
in affairs compared to which our adventure of that night was but a
pleasure trip.

The colonel himself led us out to the further edge of the grove, posted
us in couples behind trees, and gave us our instructions which were,
"Watch carefully for any signs of the enemy. Their picket line is out
there somewhere in front of you; if you see any movement do not fire,
but come in quietly and report, and in any case come in quietly at
daybreak."

He left us; we heard his retreating footsteps until he reached the
line, and then we began to realise the situation. We were between two
possible and quite probable fires. It was bright moonlight; our
regiment as we afterwards discovered, was perilously advanced and
isolated; if by any chance the enemy knew our position there would be
every temptation to attack, and, if that happened, even if they should
advance their skirmishers, we scouts would certainly catch it from both
sides, and the worst danger was from our own men. Very few of them
would know we were outside the line, and it was wholly unlikely that we
could "come in quietly and report" without having a hundred rifles
levelled at us. When we did come in at daybreak one of us narrowly
escaped death at the hands of a comrade in his own company, who, in the
gray light, mistook him for a "Reb" and tried to shoot him. The colonel
knew we were likely to be sacrificed, and therefore his call for
volunteers.

But Joe was in his element. "This is bully!" he exclaimed, as he
surveyed the scene when we were left alone. "No officers will bother us
here to-night; they think too much of keeping their precious skins
whole to stir outside the line."

The prospect was certainly fascinating. Behind us the giant oaks
through whose shadows the moonbeams sifted their uncertain rays; before
us a sweet expanse of pale-green meadow, weird with the mingled effect
of tenuous curling mists and moonlight, shot across here and there with
mysterious hedgerows and indistinct tree clumps, the possible and as we
found in the morning, the actual cover of the foeman's skirmishers--a
strange combination of peaceful beauty and lurking death.

The sounds too, which came to us through the still and misty air were
full of ominous significance. Through the dark of the grove, the
anxious but subdued voices of our officers patrolling the line, keeping
the wearied pickets awake and watchful; beyond through the moonlight
across the meadow the distant rumble from the railroad, the noise of
unloading cars and loading wagons and the shouts of teamsters at the
station within the enemy's lines perhaps a mile away, warning us that
by morning he would be heavily reinforced.

We watched as the night wore away, half-expecting, half-dreading what
each moment might spring upon us, but all was as still as death in that
pale field, until some time after midnight a strange white Shape came
moving through the mists. We watched it anxiously, perhaps at that
chill hour a little apprehensively, but as it drew near our fears were
banished. It was a poor old worn-out war-horse turned loose to die. We
watched him grazing quietly in the meadow, and then Joe's instinct for
adventure awoke.

"I say, let's go and capture that old beast. What a lark it would be to
drive him before us into the line in the morning and make the boys
think we had taken a prisoner!"

"No, sir," I replied; "we don't know where the enemy's skirmishers are,
but I for one am just as near them as I want to be!"

It was well for Joe that he had a more cautious comrade with him, for
he yielded at last to the counsels of manifest prudence; but all night
long he looked at that old white horse with longing eyes.

We had not more than safely reached our company in the morning before
the foe discovered himself, and the venerable oaks grew vocal with
singing bullets; but I shall always cherish the memory of that risky
but harmless adventure in Joe's dear company, for he and I were soon to
part.

I have often wondered if the shadow of his fate did not even then come
over him at times! Recklessly cheerful as he always was in the face of
danger or difficulty, there were moments when, to me at least, he
showed another mood. In those gloomy days after the tragedy of the
first Fredericksburg, when the issue of the great conflict seemed
doubtful, he said to me one day:--

"You and I are young men; life is all before us, but what will our
lives be worth in this country if the South succeeds? For my part I do
not mean to live to see it."

We had in our company a lot of very young fellows, some of them less
than eighteen years old, whose ardent patriotism and willing courage
and endurance shamed many of their elders. We were talking one day
about the readiness of these bright boys to face death and danger, when
Joe said very solemnly:

"Yes! the more a man's life is worth, the less he cares for it."

A year had passed since our summer night's adventure under the oaks,
and Joe had been made a commissioned officer in another regiment. Men
of ours, whose time had expired, flocked to him to re-enlist under his
command, and his company was largely composed of old comrades. His next
real service was in that memorable and bloody siege of Petersburg. I
met him once during the winter; he had been at home on furlough and I
have always suspected that he came away with a heart wound,--the only
wound he ever received until he met his death. We were boys when first
we were thrown together, and bashful about such things, and intimate as
I afterwards became with him he was always reticent about his
love-affairs; but I had a feeling that one fair girl at home could have
told why Joe returned to his perilous duty robbed of that
light-heartedness which used to diffuse itself about him like an
atmosphere. Was it that, or was it the gloom of the apparently endless
conflict which had entered his soul? I could never be quite sure.

He told me in curt phrase all about the position of his regiment close
by that famous redoubt to which the soldiers had given the significant
name of "Fort Hell," and then he said, "Some day, I think soon, Grant
is going to break through those lines, and when he does, I am going to
distinguish myself or get killed!"

Shortly after his return to the post of duty I had a letter from him
which showed an exaggerated gleam of his old humour. It told of the
loss of a number of his men in the incessant picket firing and of his
own narrow escapes, and then contrasting my prospects with his own, he
said, "As for me I am wedded to the Goddess of Liberty, and, by Jove!
the old girl met me half way and gave me my shoulder-straps for
marrying her. I like my spouse; though it is well I am not of a jealous
disposition, for the Old Lady has now near a million husbands and is on
the lookout for more!

Then we heard of another of his characteristic escapades. It was
evident that some change had taken place in the disposition of the
enemy's troops. The officer in charge of the picket line was anxious to
know what this meant, and Joe at once offered to investigate. Taking
two men with him he pretended to desert to the enemy. The opposing
lines were close together, and between them all was bare and open, so
that no secrecy could be practised. Joe and his two companions sprang
across the trenches and ran toward the Confederates, shouting as they
neared them,--

"Say, Johnnies, will you take deserters?" The fire ceased and the
answer came, "Yes, Billy, come on! come right in!"

Then Joe left his two men and went up closer for further parley.

"Johnnies, we want to come in, but we're rather afraid of you
Twenty-second South Carolina fellows!" and the reply was,--

"Oh, you needn't be afraid, we're not the Twenty-second South Carolina,
they were sent away from here yesterday. We're the Eighteenth Georgia!"

This was precisely the information he wanted, and with a little more
artful parley he edged backwards, watching his chance, and then sending
his men before him to their own lines, he ran back himself, reaching
shelter barely in time, escaping unhurt through the storm of bullets
which his baffled and enraged foes sent after him.

The great day came at last, the day of that awful assault on the
Petersburg entrenchments. Joe had been on picket all night and,
according to army rules would have been exempt from duty for the next
twenty-four hours. But as he came in from his weary and perilous night
watch, in the gray dawn he saw the preparation for the struggle and
heard a call for volunteers. A "forlorn hope," an officer and thirty
men, were wanted to lead the storming column and drive in the enemy's
entrenched pickets. Joe at once offered himself; men were always ready
to follow whither he led, and more than thirty came forward at once.

Out from the massed lines in the dim light of dusky dawn the devoted
little band moved. Those who were with him said that, as they came to
the picket posts,--rifle-pits with five or six men in each,--Joe would
rush far ahead of his men straight up to the rifle-pit with drawn sword
and imperious command.

"Throw down your arms and surrender!"

And thus by sheer boldness he actually captured a half-dozen groups of
pickets in succession, until at last his summons was answered by a
volley, and one bullet struck him in the breast. The wound, his first
(unless it was that heart wound), was his last and mortal.

As we, his old comrades, far from the bloody field heard the news, we
could scarcely believe it. Death in battle was common enough God knows,
in those dreadful days; but somehow Joe had always seemed to bear a
charmed life. It was hard to think of him among the slain. Yet there
were many "I told you so's," and not a few with wise wag of prudent
head declared, "It was bound to come to Joe, he was always rash; this
time foolhardy."

But such talk was little heeded by those of us who knew Joe. We knew
too well that even in most desperate moments he would think with
melting heart of the brave men under his command, and take any risk to
spare them. We also knew how thoroughly he believed that audacity was
the right hand of success. Such men are the nerve of an army. There
never are very many of them; very few survive a great war, for
victories are won by their blood. They are literally offerings upon the
altar of their country. Under Joe's rude jest about the Goddess of
Liberty I knew there was the feeling that his life was devoted to the
land he loved with passionate ardour.

When the news of Petersburg came, our old lieutenant-colonel, a
grizzled veteran who had been through most of the great battles of the
war came to me and eagerly asked,--"Had I heard from Joe?" I told him.
The tears came into his eyes as he turned away exclaiming,--

"My God! Such men sacrificed!"




Sacrifice


Browning in a well-known poem describes the Emperor Napoleon at
Ratisbon. He is standing on a little mound watching the storming of the
city by his army and waiting anxiously for the result. Suddenly

    "Out 'twixt the battery smoke there flew
    A rider bound on bound
    Full galloping--"

The rider is an aide, a mere boy; he is desperately wounded, "his
breast all but shot in two," yet he conceals his hurt, he reaches the
Emperor, flings himself from his horse and in proud tones announces the
victory of the legions and proclaims the glory of Napoleon.

    "The Chiefs eye flashed: but presently
    Softened itself as sheathes
    A film the mother eagle's eye
    When her bruised eaglet breathes.
    'You're wounded!' 'Nay,' the soldier's pride
    Touched to the quick, he said
    'I'm killed, Sire!' and his Chief beside,
    Smiling the boy fell dead."

In his account of the battle of Gettysburg General Doubleday relates an
incident which, as he says, is like this one of Ratisbon. "After the
fierce fight in the railroad cut on the first day of the battle, an
officer of the Sixth Wisconsin approached Lieutenant-Colonel Dawes, the
commander of the regiment. The colonel supposed from the firm and erect
attitude of the man that he came to report for orders of some kind: but
the compressed lips told a different story. With a great effort the
officer said: 'Tell them at home that I died like a man and a soldier!'
He threw open his breast, displayed a ghastly wound and dropped dead at
the colonel's feet."

The two incidents are indeed similar but with a profound difference of
tone. The note struck by Napoleon's aide is the brilliant one of glory;
that which vibrates in the Wisconsin officer's dying words is the
proudly pathetic chord of _home_.

It was characteristic of our army,--nay, of our war and of both the
contending armies,--Union and Confederate. Neither of us fought for
conquest or for glory, but a heritage of clashing principles woven by
no will of ours into the very beginnings of our nation's history,
involving its very life, had come at last in our day to the inevitable
and awful arbitrament of battle.

We who fought in that war were not professional soldiers: our gathered
hosts, our regiments and companies were composed of friends and
neighbours, segments of the clustering homes from which and for the
sake of which we had gone forth, and we knew always that though far
away we were not unwatched. In those creepy moments on the verge of
battle when amid whizz of waspish bullets and angry echo of skirmish
rifles the grim shadow of bloody strife rolled toward us, many a boy
would hear in his soul the voice of his father's parting exhortation to
play the man; many a young fellow would say to himself, as the image of
the dear girl who shyly and tearfully bade him good-bye rose before
him, "She shall never have reason to be ashamed of me;" and the
husband, while his thoughts fly far away to the home where wife and
children wait for him, would pray, "God protect them if I fall; but let
me not disgrace them!"

The constant question in our hearts was, "What will the folks at home
say about us?"

I have known sick men, really unfit for duty, who, when rumours of "a
move" came, would keep out of the surgeon's way, and when their
regiment was called into action would shoulder their rifles and drag
themselves along with their comrades for fear some report that they had
shirked might travel home. We fought with the feeling that we were
under the straining eyes of those who loved us and had sent us forth,
whose approval we valued more than life.

There was little talk about these things. We thought them in our
hearts. We knew our comrades were thinking them, but only some very
special or confidential occasion brought such thoughts to our lips.
When "dying for home and country" is an event quite likely to happen in
the way of your ordinary duty of next week or to-morrow, it becomes at
once a matter too trite to be interesting as a subject of conversation,
and too solemn for common talk, with men of Anglo-Saxon breed. Now this
deep, widespread, though seldom-spoken sentiment explains, as nothing
else can, the enormous sacrifices which were constantly and willingly
made in our war,--especially when along with it due account is taken of
the character of our armies. By far the largest number of enlistments
were made at the age of eighteen (which often meant seventeen or even
sixteen), and the average age of our men was twenty-five years. The
Nation gave its best; the dew of its youth, the distilled essence of
American manhood flowed into the armies of both North and South. And
when we who went forth with those hosts read the statistics which show
that the death-harvest of battle alone--to say nothing of the far
larger reaping of disease and exhaustion--reached the awful figures of
two hundred thousand, an indescribably solemn feeling comes over us:
for we know well that it was not the easily spared who gave their
lives; we know that the dreadful vintage of our battle-fields was rich
with the blood of the young, the bright, the brave, the promising.

Military critics may show, to their own satisfaction at least, how
battles might have been fought less expensively, but the significant
fact remains that, with the exception of Bull Run, which after all was
but a small affair between two newly gathered and as yet unorganised
armies, there was never a complete rout; there was not one decisive
victory on either side; there was no Waterloo, the war ended simply by
the exhaustion of the South, and the long succession of battles was
fought by men who did not, who would not know when they were beaten.
Lee and Longstreet and Hill; Grant, Sherman, Sheridan and Meade are
names that will never look contemptible among the world's military
leaders, yet the men who followed even more than the generals who led,
made our war what it was.

A few instances taken from the story of regiments which I happened to
know may help to make this clear. These incidents are typical of the
fighting and the sacrifice which was common to both armies. None of
them are really exceptional unless it be that of the First Minnesota,
and even that might be paralleled in sacrifice several times in both
Union and Confederate armies.

The story of the First Minnesota at Gettysburg seems almost an
anachronism in this nineteenth century. It carries one back to the
heroic ages with a suggestion of the Iliad or of the Spartans at
Thermopylæ. Its truly modern phase is the matter-of-fact manner in
which our military historians pass it by with barest mention as a mere
tactical incident of a wholesale battle-field, and the consequent
ignorance of the American public concerning one of the most romantic
incidents of our history.

Minnesota was too young in those days to have many native sons, and her
generous quota of volunteers was filled with scions of that truest
American Aristocracy, the Commonwealth Founders whose motto is
"Westward Ho!" Out of Eastern homes, scattered all the way from Maine
to Michigan, these bold spirits had come to the North Star State to
carve careers for themselves, and their country's call to arms met with
quick and whole-souled response. The First Minnesota regiment was
fortunate in its commanders. Three colonels had risen from it to the
command of brigades, two of them regular army officers under whose
rigid schooling the regiment gained a high reputation for discipline
and efficiency. But Colville who commanded at Gettysburg, was a typical
Westerner, tall, ungainly, with strong and homely face of the Lincoln
stamp. It is said that when his turn for promotion came he at first
refused, thinking himself unfit; but the moment of supreme trial showed
his mistaken modesty.

Perhaps you have seen a thunder-cloud lie black and threatening in the
west on a sultry summer day. Slowly it masses its lurid bulk, while you
ask yourself anxiously where and when it will strike. So Meade and his
generals, unprepared as yet with their scattered corps slowly arriving,
watched Lee's army on the second of July, the really decisive day of
Gettysburg; for Pickett's grand charge on the morrow was but a last
desperate attempt to retrieve an already lost cause.

About four o'clock in the afternoon the marshalled storm marched forth
roaring in the fury of Longstreet's tremendous assault upon the exposed
line of our Third Corps, and from then until dark, along the
Emmettsburgh Road, in the Peach Orchard, about Throstle's farm-house,
amid the Rocks of the Devil's Den, up and over Round Top, to and fro
through the bloody Wheat Field such a combat raged as the world had not
seen since Waterloo.

Away at the rear, a mile behind the battle's outmost edge, on the slope
of that ridge against which the storm spent itself at last, Battery C,
Fourth United States Artillery, goes into position, and the First
Minnesota, weakened now by the detachment of two companies for other
duty, is ordered to its support. The eight companies number two hundred
and sixty-two men: a slender battalion, for their dead and wounded have
been left behind on a score of hard-fought fields.

Unlike many of our battles Gettysburg was fought in the open country,
and from the vantage ground upon which the little regiment stood the
scene of strife was spread before them in full view. With eager eyes
and anxious hearts they watch the fury of the oncoming tempest. For
half an hour it sways hither and thither; the pressure upon our too
extended lines is becoming fearful. Can the Third Corps men endure it?
No; slowly, grimly, stubbornly fighting they are borne backward. There
is a bad break yonder at the Peach Orchard, a very wrestle of demons
about Bigelow's guns at Throstle's; in the Wheat Field the ripening
grain is sodden with the wine of that dark harvest which the Pale
Reaper is gathering; he is triumphant now. The moments have counted out
almost an hour of deepening disaster. The advanced guard of the storm,
the wrack sent hustling before the gale, is sweeping up the slope.
Around the flaming battery, past the silent solid line of the First
Minnesota pours the pallid throng of wounded and of fugitives, the
fragments of torn regiments, and behind it all, with awful impact, the
storm advances, rolling inward like an oncoming tide. Its advancing
waves are breaking at the very foot of the slope, when a new spirit
appears upon the scene. Hancock has come. Without waiting for the
reinforcements following at his order, he rides alone into the very
vortex of the hellish din. His masterful presence is like magic. Order
begins to shape itself out of the confusion, a new line of resistance
is quickly patched from rallied regiments rendered hopeful by word that
help is coming. But before the new line is complete, while as yet a
yawning gap is unfilled, from behind a clump of trees the Confederate
brigades of Wilcox and Barksdale suddenly emerge. They see their
opportunity and, flushed with victory, with wild yells they charge
directly at the gap in the new line. Consternation seizes every one.
The gunners of the battery begin to desert their pieces; the First
Minnesota is left alone. But that regiment has never been known to
disobey an order, and its men stand firm. It is one of those moments
big with fate whose issue can be met only by lightning-like decision
and supreme sacrifice. Hancock's glance lights upon the little lonely
unbroken regiment. Instantly he is beside Colville. Pointing to the
advancing masses, he says,--

"Do you see those lines? Charge them!"

Colville's answer is the command, "Attention, battalion! Forward,
double quick!"

Every man knew what it meant. It was a call to death, but not one
hesitated. Down the gentle slope they go in perfect order, two hundred
and sixty against three thousand. The Confederate line, blazing with
fire is now only a short hundred yards away. The ranks of the little
regiment are rapidly thinned, but they go forward faster and faster.
One of them said,--

"We were only afraid there wouldn't be enough of us left by the time we
reached them to make any impression on the enemy."

At the bottom of the slope is a little brook, its bed dry with summer
heat, its banks lined with bushes. The enemy reach it first, and the
rough crossing somewhat disorders their front line. Colville seizes his
desperate chance: "Charge!" He roars the command, and down come the
bayonets in level gleaming row, and at full run the men of the North
dash straight at the faces of the astonished foe. One who saw it all
says,--

"The men are not made who will stand before bayonets coming at them
with such speed and such evident desperation."

The front line of the enemy recoils, breaks, its men flee backward and
throw the second line into confusion. The brook's bed is empty now.
Again Colville clutches the moment: "Halt! Fire!"

It is frightfully short range, the volley is feeble only in volume, for
every shot tells and there is a hideous gap in the disordered brown
ranks.

Then the heroes fling themselves into the bed of the brook. It is a
good extempore rifle-pit. They have but one care now, they will obey,
not only the letter but the spirit of their orders, they will hold back
that threatening mass while they can, and sell their lives dearly. They
fire carefully, calmly, every shot meant to hit and hurt; and for a few
moments longer fear of that desperate little wasp's nest in the brook
holds thousands in check. But only for a few moments. The wasp's nest
must be exterminated, and from the front of them, from the right of
them, from the left of them, a concentrated and increasingly fatal fire
rains. Fainter and fainter come the answering ring of rifle-shots from
the little brook. The bed is no longer dry, it runs with blood.

But at last Hancock's reinforcements arrive. He has not forgotten his
forlorn hopes. Not a regiment but a brigade, two of them, three of them
he hurries to the rescue, and "the First Minnesota is relieved."

Fifteen minutes ago they were two hundred and sixty-two. Now there
are _forty-seven_ able to stand up and be counted! But not one is
"missing." No prisoners have been taken from their ranks, none have
shirked or deserted. Only one man of the colour-guard remains, but he
carries out their gloriously torn flag in triumph. Colville is
desperately wounded, all the field officers have fallen, only one
captain is left. Two hundred and fifteen, out of two hundred and
sixty-two, lie along the slope or in the bloody little brook. This is
the high-water mark of heroic sacrifice. General Hancock said of it:--

"There is no more gallant deed in history. I was glad to find such a
body of men at hand willing to make the terrible sacrifice that the
occasion demanded. I ordered those men in because I saw that I must
gain five minutes' time. Reinforcements were coming on the run, but I
knew that before they could reach the threatened point, the
Confederates, unless checked, would seize the position. I would have
ordered that regiment in if I had known that every man would be killed.
It had to be done."

One might have thought the First Minnesota extinguished. Far from it.
At nightfall the two outlying companies came in, and with the
forty-seven survivors a miniature battalion was formed in command of
the brave surviving captain. On the eventful morrow, the day of final
victory, the First Minnesota was again in the thick of the storm where
the topmost waves of Pickett's charge spent their fury. And as though
conscious that common work was no longer fit for them, they bore
themselves with exaltation. A shot cut away the staff of their precious
colours and killed the last man of the colour-guard. Instantly the
standard was seized by another hand and borne far forward into the
thick of the fight; a flag was wrested from the enemy, and after the
battle their shattered staff was spliced with the captured one. But
their captain and sixteen good men were added to the roll of sacrifice.

One reason why such an exploit as that of the First Minnesota is not
better known, is that sacrifices only a little less extreme were all
too common in our war, and upon both sides. Colonel Fox, in his
carefully compiled book on "Regimental Losses," gives a list of
sixty-four Union regiments, and a similar and equally gruesome one of
Confederates, who suffered losses in single battles ranging from eighty
to fifty per cent of their number, and he remarks that these frightful
sacrifices are not those of massacres or blunders, but such as were met
with in hard stand-up, give-and-take fighting.

Now a loss of thirty per cent is considered severe, and forty per cent
extreme, in modern warfare.

The gallant British Light Brigade which Tennyson's noble poem has made
immortal went into their famous charge at Balaklava six hundred and
seventy-three strong. Their loss was two hundred and forty-seven, or
not quite thirty-seven per cent. None the less do they deserve the
crown which genius has given them. They were as truly martyrs to duty
as though every one had fallen.

The severest regimental loss in the war between France and Germany fell
upon the Sixteenth German Infantry at Mars-le-Tour. Forty-nine per cent
of their number were killed, wounded, or missing. But the German
regiments are three thousand strong, comparable only to our brigades.
And this sacrifice of the brave Germans brings to mind the strikingly
similar one of my old comrades of the Vermont Brigade at the battle of
the Wilderness.

Brigades in our army were commonly composed of half-a-dozen regiments
more or less, often from widely separated States; but there were
exceptions. The Sixth Army Corps would scarcely have known itself
without the Jersey Brigade in its first division, and the Vermont
Brigade in its second. Both became famous, and their integrity as
exclusively State organisations was broken only once, when for nearly a
year the regiment in which I served was brigaded with the Vermonters.
It was not a kind or judicious act on the part of the military
authorities to assign us thus, but I shall always think it a piece of
good fortune that I once marched and fought with those Green Mountain
men, and friendships made among them are cherished still.

The brigade was like a great family whose consciousness of proud and
romantic traditions and whose singular cohesiveness reminded one of the
Scottish Clans. But its material was most thoroughly American. The men
had the qualities of mountaineers, their reserve, independence, and
resourcefulness, and among the officers were men of high character and
culture, some of whom, like Senator Proctor, have since become
distinguished in civil life.

Stalwart fellows those Vermonters were; above the average in both
intelligence and stature, tireless on the march, cool, bitter, and
persistent fighters.

At well named Savage's Station, one of their regiments had been badly
cut up in an affair which did highest credit to its grit and
discipline, but at the time when we were with them the brigade as a
whole had become noted rather for losses inflicted on the enemy than
for those suffered. None who saw and shared in it, can ever forget
their wonderful fight at Bank's Ford, where at surprisingly small cost
to themselves they repulsed and fearfully punished Early's Confederate
division and saved the Sixth Corps from black disaster.

But such reputations were perilous in our army. The demand for
sacrifice was sure to reach men like these. A year and a day from the
time when they threw off Early's flank attack at Bank's Ford, the
Vermonters found themselves in the midst of the bloody storm-centre of
the most weird, confused, and difficult of the battles of the Army of
the Potomac.

"The Wilderness" is a region the like of which can be found only along
the Southern Atlantic seaboard. For miles, abrupt ridges of clay or
gravel cut with ragged ravines are covered with dense growth of woods
and brush; now scraggy oak, now hedge-like thickets of dwarf pine,--a
gloomy, intricate, intractable region.

But its very difficulties were Lee's advantage. His men knew the
Wilderness; many of them had grown up within it or on its borders. His
plan of battle was simple, daring, and full of peril to his foes.

The road southward from the Fords of the Rapidan by which Grant's army
was compelled to move leads through this region. In the midst of the
forest the north and south road is crossed by two others running nearly
east and west. Down these intersecting roads Lee poured his columns,
striving to strike the dangerously extended Union line in flank, break
it into fragments, and while entangled in the Wilderness play havoc
with it.

At the most important of these road-junctions, at the vital point of
the Union line, the position which must be held at any cost, on the
afternoon of the fifth of May Getty's Division of the Sixth Corps was
posted with the Vermont Brigade in front. They await the arrival of
Hancock with the Second Corps, hoping then to push the enemy, now
retarded in their advance by skirmishers and by the difficult nature of
the ground, away from the danger-point, back into more open country
where more even battle can be had. General Grant grows impatient; he
orders Getty to attack at once without waiting for Hancock. The narrow
road is the only place where artillery can be used. It is occupied by a
battery; the infantry brigades must feel and fight their way through
the thicket on either side. Suddenly the opposing lines meet. Volleys
leap like sheaves of lightning from the brush, men fall by scores,
there are charges and counter-charges; but in that Wilderness maze
where foes phantom-like appear and disappear the bayonet is useless.
The battle settles down to a grim trial of endurance. To stand up is
death; the opposing lines, only a few yards distant from each other,
lie down and fight close to the ground. Neither can advance, because
neither will give way. The men of the South, on their native heath,
taking advantage of every foot of familiar ground, creeping up here or
there where smallest advantage appears, are bent on hewing a path to
the Brock Road. The Vermonters, upon whom now the weight of the battle
is falling, will not yield an inch. Then was seen the close clanship of
those men of the Green Mountains. Like brothers their five regiments
stick together, each ready to help each without confusion, with quick
comprehension of every emergency, cool, desperate, deadly in the blows
they give a common enemy. But their ranks are melting mournfully in the
savage heat of the weird combat; from the Vermont officers especially
the Southern rifles are taking ghastly toll; for while the men fight
lying down, the officers must be on their feet moving from place to
place along the line. One who was there with them says, "One after
another of the officers fell not to rise again, or was borne bleeding
to the rear. The men's faces grew powder-grimed and their mouths black
from biting cartridges; the musketry silenced all sounds, and the air
of the woods was hot and heavy with sulphurous vapour; the tops of the
bushes were cut away by the leaden storm that swept through them."

For two horrible hours this went on, until the arrival of the advanced
division of the Second Corps brought relief. Fresh troops were sent in
to hold the road, and the Vermonters were ordered to withdraw. This was
easier said than done. Each side was holding the other as in a vice.
Finally a daring but costly charge by one regiment, concentrating the
enemy's fire upon it alone, made possible the retirement of the others
in good order. The Vermont Brigade had held the road until
reinforcements made it secure for that day at least, but at frightful
cost. "Of five colonels of the brigade only one was left unhurt. Fifty
of the best line officers were killed or wounded; a thousand Vermont
soldiers fell that afternoon."

Darkness closed the battle for that day, but night brought little rest.
The wounded had to be sought--too often vainly sought in the dark amid
the thickets; from suspicious skirmish lines frequent gleam and rattle
of nervous, fitful volleys flashed, startling the darkness, and at the
dawn of day the battle opened with renewed fury. Again the bereft and
decimated brigade was called to perilous and responsible duty, which
they nobly fulfilled; and when the second evening came, they could
count their total loss. Out of less than twenty-eight hundred who had
gone into battle over twelve hundred had fallen, among whom were
three-fourths of the officers on duty. The greater part of this loss
fell within the two hours of the first day's fight in the woods.

It was then that the colonel of the Second Regiment was wounded, went
to the rear, had his hurt dressed, returned to his post, and as he went
along the line speaking words of cheer to his men was struck by a
second bullet and instantly killed. His place was taken by the
lieutenant-colonel, "a boy in years but of approved valour," who also
was presently stricken down with a death wound, leaving the regiment
without a field officer. It is worth noting that these two young
officers both rose from lieutenancies to the command of their regiment,
and both came out of those choice homes in which more than almost
anywhere else on earth culture and conscience meet. They were sons of
New England ministers. The faces of some of those fallen Vermonters
rise before me to-day. There was the colonel of the Sixth, in whose
regiment, along with a few comrades, I found myself at the time of the
final onset of the Confederates at Bank's Ford. A thrill of admiration
always goes through me whenever I think of the superbly calm courage
with which he held us down in the sunken road in face of that charging
whirlwind which, had it reached us, would have swept us away like
chaff. I can hear his voice even now, as when the foe was almost upon
us it rang out above the noise of battle in clear command, "Rise!
Fire!"

Alas, he was one of the Wilderness victims: a Christian gentleman,
reverenced and beloved by his men and fellow-officers. And the captain
of that company whose line we lengthened, he too met a pathetically
heroic death. Early in the afternoon's fight in the woods he received a
severe wound in the head: a wound which, as one of his comrades told
me, was more than enough to have sent most men out of the battle. His
men all loved him, and they begged him to go to the rear and have his
hurt cared for. But with the blood streaming down his face, and the
anger of battle in his strong soul, he sternly refused, saying, "It is
the business of no live man to go to the rear at a time like this!" A
few moments later, and again he was struck by a bullet in the thigh. He
retired a short distance, took off his sash, bound up his second wound,
returned to his place in the line, and while cheering his men a third
bullet found this hero's heart and silenced his voice forever.

The sacrifice of the Vermont Brigade was not one of numbers only.
Ghastly incidents abounded in that Wilderness battle-field. One of
them, told me in a letter from a Fifth Corps comrade, is unique in its
horror. He was severely wounded, and, finding himself useless on the
line of battle, tried to make his way to the rear. After several narrow
escapes from capture, he came to a little open field. Here a number of
others, like himself wounded, were gathered, and faint from loss of
blood and from hunger they sat down together and tried to eat a little
from shared rations of such as had any.

The little field, scarce a hundred yards across, had been the scene of
conflict earlier in the day, and hundreds of dead and mortally wounded
lay scattered about it.

Close by where they sat down lay a young soldier from a Connecticut
regiment, frightfully shot in the breast so that his lungs protruded.
His life was slowly, painfully ebbing away.

My friend and his comrades, forgetting their own hurts at the sight,
tried to do what they could for him. They raised him up, put a blanket
under him, and propped him against a tree so that he could breathe a
little easier. By feeble motions he made them understand that he wanted
something from his pocket. They searched and found a photograph of some
loved one at home, which he eagerly grasped with both hands and held
before his dying eyes while big tears rolled down his cheeks. But he
seemed satisfied, he wanted nothing more, and my friend and his
companions moved away to a little distance where they could eat their
lunch undisturbed by the gruesome sight of the mangled dying man.

Presently a Georgian strayed into the field. He was wounded in the toe
and was making a terrible fuss about it, limping along and using his
musket for a crutch, but he stopped now and then to search the bodies
of the dead for plunder. There were such ghouls, a few of them, in both
armies. He came to the young Connecticut soldier; they could see him
snatch the picture from the dying man's hands, they heard a smothered
exclamation which sounded like, "Oh, don't!" and then they saw the
brute strike the dying man with the butt of his musket.

My friend, who was an officer, sprang to his feet, wounded as he was,
and emptied his revolver at the man, who at the first shot took refuge
behind the tree. Then the officer called for a loaded musket, and a
singular duel began, the villain behind the tree and my friend in the
open exchanging shots ineffectually, when the Georgian, reloading in
nervous haste, sprang his ramrod. It flew out of his hand and fell just
out of reach. Unwilling to expose himself he clawed for it with his
musket barrel, but in vain. At this juncture another wounded
Confederate wandered into the horrible little field. He had not seen
the prelude, he saw only a comrade in trouble, and going boldly to his
help was about to hand him his ramrod; but from a dozen mangled men
still able to handle a rifle threatening voices warned him to desist
and let the two have it out alone. A few more wild attempts to hook the
rammer toward him, and then in desperation he suddenly lunged his body
toward it. My friend says, "He looked at me sideways with a scared
look, as he reached out, but I just laughed to myself and fired. He
fell dead, and I fainted and knew no more till I found myself in the
hospital."

The road from the Wilderness leads straight to Spottsylvania. Mere
localities; lonely, obscure, faintly marked on the maps they were and
are still. Yet once, for just eight days their slumber was broken by
the reverberations of continuous gigantic battle; and scarcely another
week in modern history has borne such fruitage of sacrifice. Official
reports, which seldom err by excess, tell us that our army lost 36,000
men during those eight days. What the South lost no one knows, for
General Lee had issued a special order forbidding his officers to keep
the count. But figures after all are an inane expression of such an
immolation. These were _men_ who fell,--young men, our best. After
that week and after Cold Harbor, which quickly followed, the Army of
the Potomac, the generous host of volunteers for home and country's
sake, was never the same.

One regiment always comes to mind when Spottsylvania is named. It is
indeed only one out of many distinguished for heroic losses; but I knew
it well. Its members were fellow-citizens from my own State; the
regiment entered service at the same time with our own. We marched
together in the Sixth Army Corps; our first battles were alike; we both
left our dead on the plains below Fredericksburg and at bloody Salem
Heights.

The Fifteenth New Jersey was a choice regiment recruited from the
flower of the manhood of the northern counties, and peculiarly full of
that high sentiment which consecrated patriotism in 1862. It was
officered largely by promotions from the veteran Jersey Brigade to
which it was assigned, and after it took the field was commanded by a
very able regular army officer. A light loss at Fredericksburg, a very
severe one at Salem Church, where the regiment though as yet unseasoned
bore itself with a steadiness and gallantry that excited general
admiration, then a year of hard campaigning with but little serious
fighting, and the Wilderness was reached.

The Fifteenth entered the week of battles with four hundred and
twenty-nine men and fourteen line officers, beside field and staff. Of
those eight days in the Wilderness and at Spottsylvania only one passed
in which they met with no loss. During the fierce fighting on the
fifth and sixth of May, though holding a responsible and exposed
position, they suffered surprisingly little. On the seventh, another
small loss met them on the skirmish line. They marched out of the
Wilderness poorer by one sadly missed captain and perhaps twenty men.
The eighth brought the Jersey Brigade as the advance guard of the Sixth
Corps to Spottsylvania. At once, with no time to rest, they were
plunged into the first of that remorselessly persistent series of
terrific assaults which have made the name of "The Bloody Angle"
forever famous. This first was but a reconnaissance ordered by General
Warren to "develop that hill." For the Fifteenth it meant a charge
across a treacherous morass, through timber slashings protecting and
hiding the enemy's works, up to and over the very parapet, then back
again; and it cost them over a hundred good men. The ninth brought duty
on a perilous skirmish line, with a loss which included their
colour-serjeant, killed by the same sharpshooter who slew General
Sedgwick, the beloved commander of the Sixth Corps. The tenth, another
battle again before the Bloody Angle, and another severe loss. The
modest narrative of the regiment's historian says of May 11th:--

"There was musketry firing through the early morning, and several times
the roll of discharges rose high, but we were left in quiet for several
hours and made up our regimental reports. Then three brigades,
including our own, were ordered to hold themselves in readiness for a
charge, and were drawn up in order. During the night the enemy had made
their fortification in our front most formidable. We looked up at the
frowning works and flaunting battle-flags and felt that the attempt to
capture them would be a march to death." But the assault was postponed
and "the day was one of comparative quiet," and, for a wonder, a day of
no losses for the Fifteenth regiment.

Seven days of ceaseless battle have now reduced the regiment by nearly
one-third. Less than three hundred men remain in the ranks. It has been
moreover a week of pitiless, unbroken strain, of wearing anxiety, of
sleepless nights passed in worrying marches or in nervously exhausting
picket duty close to the lines of an alert enemy. Imagine if you can
seven days and nights with scarce a moment's respite from the crack of
cannon or the threatening rattle of musketry, seven days when you are
seldom out of sight of the swollen corpses of the dead or out of
hearing of the wails of the wounded; seven horrible days, only one of
which has gone by without seeing from half-a-dozen to a hundred of your
comrades shot down, and ask yourself how fit you would be to take part
in a desperate assault, a veritable march to death on the morrow?

Yet with this preparation and this anticipation thousands of men lay
down in the chilling rain that night to get what rest they could. An
officer whom I know well--he came home in command of the regiment--told
me that on this night he and three others, two captains and two
lieutenants, were huddled together under a shelter tent, trying to get
a little rest and escape from the pitiless storm. One of the captains,
seeing troops filing by, spoke up:

"Well, there goes the Second Corps; we are in for another light
to-morrow, and it will be a nasty one. But I feel as though I would
come out all right. I don't believe the bullet is yet moulded that will
kill me!"

The other captain replied sadly, "I don't feel that way. I do not
believe I shall be alive to-morrow night."

The two lieutenants said nothing; they only listened and thought.

Before the next night both the captains lay dead on the field, their
bodies riddled with bullets, one of the lieutenants had a leg shot off
and a shoulder shattered. The fourth of the group, who told me the
story, escaped with a bullet-hole through his coat.

The 12th of May was ushered in with a tremendous assault by the whole
of the Second Army Corps, led by Hancock. The assault was at first a
sweeping success, but inside the captured work another entrenchment was
encountered behind which the Confederates massed their forces, and then
the real combat of the day began. It is an old story; we have all heard
how the armies, locked in deadly embrace, fought hand to hand so that
several times during the day the trenches had to be cleared of the dead
to give foothold for the living, and how great oak-trees were actually
severed by riddling bullets so that they fell as if cut down by a
woodman's axe.

The morning was not far gone before all our army was engaged either
within the salient, or in attempts to relieve the pressure there by
fresh assaults on other portions of the line. In one of these the
Fifteenth regiment met its culminating sacrifice. At one side of the
Bloody Angle was an earthwork as yet untried by assault. Let us take a
peep at it. To do so we must first force our way through a belt of
dense pine thicket full of dead branches that tear clothes and flesh.
At the edge of the thicket we come upon an open space. It is perhaps
two hundred yards wide. Look across! At the farther side you see first
a row of abatis--trees felled with their branches pointing outward and
toward you, trimmed to sharpened points, and if you could examine
closely you would find many fiendish "foot-locks" cunningly made to
catch and trip any one trying to force his way through this savage
fence. Beyond the abatis and above it rises a yellow earthwork, the top
laid in logs, with the topmost log raised a few inches so that the
defenders can fire through without exposing themselves. Here and there
you see the muzzles of cannon gaping through embrasures, arranged in
angles to sweep the open field with flank fire. The horrible, the
hopeless task of the Jersey Brigade, with the Fifteenth regiment in the
lead, is to capture that earthwork. The attempt seems hopeless, but
attack, attack everywhere is the word to-day; no joint in the enemy's
harness must be left unsmitten. Spottsylvania was not a place where
only easy things were tried.

It is ten o'clock now, and within and around the Bloody Angle, at every
point but this, an inferno of strife is roaring. The order comes, the
regiment forces its way through the pine thicket, straightens its line
as it emerges, and the earthwork bursts into flame. A bold dash now
across the shot-swept open, no firing, the bayonet only, and with
thinned ranks the abatis is reached. To men who march to death it is
less formidable than it seems, desperate hands quickly tear it aside;
up now Fifteenth, what is left of you, up the bank over the logs,
inside and hand to hand, foot to foot in deadly mêlée. It is often said
that the bayonet was a mere appendage in our war. But it was freely
used at the Bloody Angle. The Fifteenth forced their way into that
earthwork at the bayonet's point, held their costly capture for a short
space, took about a hundred prisoners and a battle-flag. But too few of
them were left to stand against the gathering force poured in on the
little band from the inner line, and a battery is now sweeping down the
brigade with flank fire of grape-shot. The order comes to retire. It is
almost as perilous as the going in, and when the regiment is reformed
less than a hundred can be counted. But at nightfall others who have
remained all day among the dead and wounded, entrapped as it were,
creep in, and at roll-call next morning it is found that one hundred
and fifty-three men and four line officers remain, out of the four
hundred and forty-four who marched into the Wilderness! The muster-out
roll of that regiment carries the names of one hundred and twenty-two
men who were killed or died of their wounds in those eight days of
battle. And one hundred and sixteen of them met their death at
Spottsylvania. The heroic chaplain of the regiment says of their last
assault:--

"We were engaged a single half hour, but there are times when minutes
exceed in their awful bearing the weeks and years of ordinary
existence. Forty bodies, or nearly one-fifth of the whole regiment, lay
on the breastwork, in the ditch, or in the open space in front. Numbers
had crept away to expire in the woods, and others were carried to the
hospital, there to have their sufferings prolonged for a few more days
and then to yield their breath. The brave, the generous, the good lay
slaughtered on the ground of our charge--the most precious gifts of our
State to the sacred cause of our country."

In his "History of the Second Army Corps," General Walker says of the
havoc made in that splendid organisation by the first few months of the
last Virginia campaign:--

"More than twenty officers had been killed or wounded in command of
brigades; nearly one hundred in command of regiments; nearly seventeen
thousand men had fallen under the fire of the enemy, and among these
was an undue proportion of the choicest spirits. It was the bravest
captain, the bravest serjeant, the bravest private who went farthest
and stood longest under fire."

That was always the story, true not once but many times, and in spirit
if not in precise detail of all the battle-wasted corps of our army. As
the living image of those choice spirits comes back to memory,--and
some of them were my dear friends,--a significant picture weaves past
and present together in imagination. Shadowy forms begin to shape
themselves: they are phantoms of men in mature vigour, fitter than most
of us who survive, and readier to go farthest and stay longest under
the fire of that unending battle by which all true progress of our
national life must be conquered. And then the picture slowly fades
until only a great _vacancy_ is left!

For no one need tell us who knew these men that theirs was but brute
courage, only the product of military discipline. Seldom has conscience
been so large a factor in war, Anglo-Saxon conscience at that, which
strikes hard and gives all. The ghastly losses were no accident.

Was the sacrifice worth while? We are far enough away from it now to
look back calmly and answer solemnly, Yes!

There is a keeping of life that is its loss, and a giving of it
that is largest, truest gain. The one great inconsistency of our
Republic was wiped away, as alone it could be, in blood; one single
dangerously-dividing controversy was forever settled by that war. The
pledge of our nation's indivisibility is the precious possession of
those myriad graves, and the harbinger of our growingly beneficent
greatness among the nations of the earth is the power of sacrifice for
high principle, to which they bear their silent, their pathetic, but
ever-present testimony.

To-day, after thirty years, the fruition of the sacrifice is seen. We
behold the mighty uprising of a veritably united people in the cause of
humanity, and on the heights of Santiago we see men of the South
standing shoulder to shoulder with men of the North, mingling their
blood victoriously under the old Flag, while the world looks on with
admiration not unmixed with fear.






End of Project Gutenberg's The Song of the Rappahannock, by Ira Seymour Dodd