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                THE WOMAN WHO DARED.




                        THE
                  WOMAN WHO DARED.

                        BY

                   EPES SARGENT.



"Honest liberty is the greatest foe to dishonest license."

                                                 JOHN MILTON.


                      BOSTON:
                  ROBERTS BROTHERS.
                       1870.


  Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by
                    EPES SARGENT,
  in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of
  Massachusetts.

  UNIVERSITY PRESS: WELCH, BIGELOW, & CO.,
                 CAMBRIDGE.




To ---- ----.


  _Spring saw my little venture just begun;
  And then your hospitable message came,
  Inviting me to taste the strawberries
  At Strawberry Hill. I went. How long I stayed,
  Urged by dear friends and the restoring breeze,
  Let me not say; long enough to complete
  My rhythmic structure; day by day it grew,
  And all sweet influences helped its growth.
  The lawn sloped green and ample till the trees
  Met on its margin; and the Hudson's tide
  Rolled beautiful beyond, where purple gleams
  Fell on the Palisades or touched the hills
  Of the opposing shore; for all without
  Was but an emblem of the symmetry
  I found within, where love held perfect sway,
  With taste and beauty and domestic peace
  For its allies._

                _We do not praise the rose,
  Since all who see it know it is the rose;
  And so, dear lady, praise of thee would seem,
  To all who know thee, quite superfluous.
  But if from any of these thoughts be shed
  Aught of the fragrance and the hue of truth,
  To thee I dedicate the transient flower
  In which the eternal beauty reappears;
  Knowing, should poison mingle with the sweet,
  Thou, like the eclectic bee, with instinct sure,
  Wilt take the good alone, and leave the bad._

                                                  _E. S._




                     CONTENTS.


                                                 PAGE

    I. OVERTURE                                     1

   II. THE FATHER'S STORY                           7

  III. THE MOTHER'S STORY                          39

         Linda's Lullaby                           41

   IV. PARADISE FOUND                              93

         The Mother's Hymn                        100

    V. LINDA                                      115

         Help me, dear Chords                     143

         Be of good Cheer                         147

   VI. BY THE SEASIDE                             177

         Linda's Song                             189

         Under the Pines                          203

  VII. FROM LINDA'S DIARY                         211

 VIII. FROM MEREDITH'S DIARY                      235

   IX. BESIDE THE LAKE                            249

  NOTES                                           263




THE WOMAN WHO DARED.


I.

OVERTURE.


  Blest Power that canst transfigure common things,
  And, like the sun, make the clod burst in bloom,--
  Unseal the fount so mute this many a day,
  And help me sing of Linda! Why of her,
  Since she would shrink with manifest recoil,
  Knew she that deeds of hers were made a theme
  For measured verse? Why leave the garden flowers
  To fix the eye on one poor violet
  That on the solitary grove sheds fragrance?
  Themes are enough, that court a wide regard,
  And prompt a strenuous flight; and yet from all,
  My thoughts come back to Linda. Let me spare,
  As best I may, her modest privacy,
  While under Fancy's not inapt disguise
  I give substantial truth, and deal with no
  Unreal beings or fantastic facts:
  Bear witness to it, Linda!

                             Now while May
  Keeps me a restive prisoner in the house,
  For the first time the Spring's unkindness ever
  Held me aloof from her companionship,
  However roughly from the east her breath
  Came as if all the icebergs of Grand Bank
  Were giving up their forms in that one gust,--
  Now while on orchard-trees the struggling blossoms
  Break from the varnished cerements, and in clouds
  Of pink and white float round the boughs that hold
  Their verdure yet in check,--and while the lawn
  Lures from yon hemlock hedge the robin, plump
  And copper-breasted, and the west wind brings
  Mildness and balm,--let me attempt the task
  That also is a pastime.

                           What though Spring
  Brings not of Youth the wonder and the zest;
  The hopes, the day-dreams, and the exultations?
  The animal life whose overflow and waste
  Would far out-measure now our little hoard?
  The health that made mere physical existence
  An ample joy; that on the ocean beach
  Shared with the leaping waves their breezy glee;
  That in deep woods, or in forsaken clearings,
  Where the charred logs were hid by verdure new,
  And the shy wood-thrush lighted; or on hills
  Whence counties lay outspread beneath our gaze;
  Or by some rock-girt lake where sandy margins
  Sloped to the mirrored tints of waving trees,--
  Could feel no burden in the grasshopper,
  And no unrest in the long summer day?
  Would I esteem Youth's fervors fair return
  For temperate airs that fan sublimer heights
  Than Youth could scale; heights whence the patient vision
  May see this life's harsh inequalities,
  Its rudimental good and full-blown evil,
  Its crimes and earthquakes and insanities,
  And all the wrongs and sorrows that perplex us,
  Assume, beneath the eternal calm, the order
  Which can come only from a Love Divine?
  A love that sees the good beyond the evil,
  The serial life beyond the eclipsing death,--
  That tracks the spirit through eternities,
  Backward and forward, and in every germ
  Beholds its past, its present, and its future,
  At every stage beholds it gravitate
  Where it belongs, and thence new-born emerge
  Into new life and opportunity,
  An outcast never from the assiduous Mercy,
  Providing for His teeming universe,
  Divinely perfect not because complete,
  But because incomplete, advancing ever
  Beneath the care Supreme?--heights whence the soul,
  Uplifted from all speculative fog,
  All darkening doctrine, all confusing fear,
  Can see the drifted plants, can scent the odors,
  That surely come from that celestial shore
  To which we tend; however out of reckoning,
  Swept wrong by Error's currents, Passion's storms,
  The poor tossed bark may be?

                             Descend, my thoughts!
  Your theme lies lowly as the ground-bird's nest;
  Why seek, with wings so feeble and unused,
  To soar above the clouds and front the stars?
  Descend from your high venture, and to scenes
  Of the heart's common history come down!




II.

THE FATHER'S STORY.


  The little mansion had its fill of sunshine;
  The western windows overlooked the Hudson
  Where the great city's traffic vexed the tide;
  The front received the Orient's early flush.
  Here dwelt three beings, who the neighbors said
  Were husband, wife, and daughter; and indeed
  There was no sign that they were otherwise.
  Their name was Percival; they lived secluded,
  Saw no society, except some poor
  Old pensioner who came for food or help;
  Though, when fair days invited, they would take
  The omnibus and go to see the paintings
  At the Academy; or hear the music
  At opera or concert; then, in summer,
  A visit to the seaside or the hills
  Would oft entice them.

                            Percival had reached
  His threescore years and five, but stood erect
  As if no touch of age had chilled him yet.
  Simple in habit, studious how to live
  In best conformity with laws divine,--
  Impulsive, yet by trial taught to question
  All impulses, affections, appetites,
  At Reason's bar,--two objects paramount
  Seemed steadily before him; one, to find
  The eternal truth, showing the constant right
  In politics, in social life, in morals,--
  The other, to apply all love and wisdom
  To education of his child--of Linda.

  Yet, if with eye anointed, you could look
  On that benign and tranquil countenance,
  You might detect the lines which Passion leaves
  Long after its volcano is extinct
  And flowers conceal its lava. Percival
  Was older than his consort, twenty years;
  Yet were they fitly mated; though, with her,
  Time had dealt very gently, leaving face
  And rounded form still youthful, and unmarred
  By one uncomely outline; hardly mingling
  A thread of silver in her chestnut hair
  That affluent needed no deceiving braid.
  Framed for maternity the matron seemed:
  Thrice had she been a mother; but the children,
  The first six winters of her union brought,
  A boy and girl, were lost to her at once
  By a wall's falling on them, as they went,
  Heedless of danger, hand in hand, to school.
  To either parent terrible the blow!
  But, three years afterward, when Linda came,
  With her dark azure eyes and golden hair,
  It was as if a healing angel touched
  The parents' wound, and turned their desolation
  Into a present paradise, revealing
  Two dear ones, beckoning from the spirit-land,
  And one, detaining them, with infant grasp,
  Feeble, yet how resistless! here below.

  And so there was great comfort in that household:
  And those unwhispered longings both had felt
  At times, that they might pass to other scenes
  Where Love would find its own, were felt no more:
  For Linda grew in beauty every day;
  Beauty not only of the outward mould,
  Sparkling in those dear eyes, and on the wind
  Tossing those locks of gold, but beauty born,
  In revelations flitting o'er the face,
  From the soul's inner symmetry; from love
  Too deep and pure to utter, had she words;
  From the divine desire to know; to prove
  All objects brought within her dawning ken;
  From frolic mirth, not heedless but most apt;
  From sense of conscience, shown in little things
  So early; and from infant courtesy
  Charming and debonair.

                                   The parents said,
  While the glad tears shone brimming in their eyes,
  "Oh! lacking love and best experience
  Are those who tell us that the purity
  And innocence of childhood are delusion;
  Or that, so far as they exist, they show
  The absence of all mind; no impulses
  Save those of selfish passion moving it!
  And that, by nature desperately wicked,[1]
  The child learns good through evil; having no
  Innate ideas, no inborn will, no bias.
  Here, in this infant, is our confutation!
  O self-sufficing physiologist,
  Who, grubbing in the earth, hast missed the stars,
  We ask no other answer to thy creed
  Than this, the answer heaven and earth supply."

  Now sixteen summers had our Linda seen,
  And grown to be a fair-haired, winsome maid,
  In shape and aspect promising to be
  A softened repetition of her mother;
  And yet some traits from the paternal side
  Gave to the head an intellectual grace
  And to the liquid eyes a power reserved,
  Brooding awhile in tender gloom, and then
  Flashing emotion, as some lofty thought,
  Some sight of pity, or some generous deed,
  Kindled a ready sympathy whose tears
  Fell on no barren purpose; for with Linda
  To feel, to be uplifted, was to act;
  Her sorest trials being when she found
  How far the wish to do outran the power.
  Often would Percival observe his child,
  And study to divine if in the future
  Of that organization, when mature,
  There should prevail the elements that lead
  Woman to find the crowning charm of life
  In the affections of a happy marriage,
  Or if with satisfactions of the mind
  And the æsthetic faculty, the aims
  Of art and letters, the pursuits of trade,
  Linda might find the fresh activities
  He craved for her, and which forecasting care
  Might possibly provide.

                 His means were small,
  Merged in a life-annuity which gave
  All that he held as indispensable
  To sanative conditions in a home:
  Good air, good influences, proper food.
  By making his old wardrobe do long service
  He saved the wherewith to get faithful help
  From the best teachers in instructing Linda;
  And she was still the object uppermost.
  Dawned the day fair, for Linda it was fair,
  And they all three could ramble in the Park.
  If on Broadway the ripe fruit tempted him,
  Linda was fond of fruit; those grapes will do
  For Linda. Was the music rich and rare?
  Linda must hear it. Were the paintings grand?
  Linda must see them. So the important thought
  Was always Linda; and the mother shared
  In all this fond parental providence;
  For in her tender pride in the dear girl
  There was no room for any selfish thought,
  For any jealous balancing of dues.

  "My child," said Percival, one summer day,
  As he brought in a bunch of snow-white roses,
  Ringed with carnations, many-leafed and fragrant,
  "Take it, an offering for your birthday; this
  Is June the twelfth, a happy day for me."
  "How fresh, how beautiful!" said Linda rising
  And kissing him on either cheek.  "Dear father,
  You spoil me for all other care, I fear,
  Since none can be like yours."

                          "Why speak of that?"
  He with a start exclaimed; "my care must be
  Prolonged till I can see you safely fixed
  In an assured and happy womanhood.
  Why should it not be so? Though sixty-five,
  How well am I, and strong! No, Linda, no;
  Dream not of other tendance yet awhile;
  My father lived to eighty, and his father
  To eighty-five; and I am stronger now
  Than they were, at my age."

                  "Live long!" cried Linda,
  "For whom have I to love me, to befriend,
  You and my mother gone?"

                         "Your mother, child?
  She should outlive me by some twenty years
  At least. God grant, her sweet companionship
  May be your strength and light when I'm not here,
  My matchless little girl, my precious Linda!"

  "Ah! how Love magnifies the thing it loves!"
  Smiling she said: "when I look in the glass,
  I see a comely Miss; nay, perhaps pretty;
  That epithet is her superlative,
  So far as person is concerned, I fear.
  Grant her a cheerful temper; that she gets
  From both her parents. She is dutiful,--
  No wonder, for she never is opposed!
  Strangely coincident her way is yours;
  Industrious, but that's her mother's training.
  Then if you come to gifts of mind--ah me!
  What can she show? We'll not pronounce her dull;
  But she's not apt or quick; and all she gets
  Is by hard work, by oft-repeated trials,
  Trials with intermissions of despair.
  The languages she takes to not unkindly;
  But mathematics is her scourge, her kill-joy,
  Pressing her like a nightmare. Logic, too,
  Distresses and confuses her poor brain;
  Oh! ask her not for reasons. As for music--
  Music she loves. Would that Love might inspire
  The genius it reveres so ardently!
  Has she no gift for painting? Eye for form
  And coloring I truly think she has;
  And one thing she can do, and do it well;
  She can group flowers and ferns and autumn leaves,
  Paint their true tints, and render back to nature
  A not unfaithful copy.

                           "This the extent
  Of her achievements! She has labored hard
  To mould a bust or statue; but the clay
  Lacked the Pygmalion touch beneath her hands.
  She'll never be a female Angelo.
  She must come down content to mother Earth,
  And study out the alphabet which Summer
  Weaves on the sod in fields or bordering woods.
  Such is your paragon, my simple father!
  But now, this ordinary little girl,
  So seeming frank, (whisper it low!) is yet
  So deep, so crafty, and so full of wiles,
  That she has quite persuaded both her parents--
  In most things sensible, clear-seeing people--
  That she is just a prodigy indeed!
  Not one of goodness merely, but of wit,
  Capacity, and general cleverness!"

  "There, that will do, spoilt darling! What a tongue!"
  Percival said, admiring while he chided.
  "O the swift time! Thou'rt seventeen to-day;
  And yet, except thy parents and thy teachers,
  Friends and companions thou hast hardly known.
  'Tis fit that I should tell thee why our life
  Has been thus socially estranged and quiet.
  Sit down, and let me push the arm-chair up
  Where I can note the changes in thy face;
  For 'tis a traitor, that sweet face of thine,
  And has a sign for every fleeting thought.

  "But here's our little mother! Come, my dear,
  And take a seat by Linda; thou didst help me
  To graft upon the bitter past a fruit
  All sweetness, and thy very presence now
  Can take the sting from a too sad remembrance."

  The mother placed her hand upon his brow
  And said: "The water-lily springs from mud;
  So springs the future from the past." Then he:
  "My father's death made me, at twenty-one,
  Heir to a fortune which in those slow days
  Was thought sufficient: I had quitted Yale
  With some slight reputation as a scholar,
  And, in the first flush of ingenuous youth
  When brave imagination's rosy hue
  Tinges all unknown objects, I was launched
  Into society in this great place;--
  Sisterless, motherless, and having seen
  But little, in my student life, of women.

  "All matrons who had marriageable girls
  Looked on me as their proper prey, and spread
  Their nets to catch me; and, poor, verdant youth,
  Soon I was caught,--caught in a snare indeed,
  Though by no mother's clever management.
  Young, beautiful, accomplished, she, my Fate,
  Met me with smiles, and doomed me while she smiled
  Nimble as light, fluent as molten lead
  To take the offered mould,--apt to affect
  Each preference of taste or sentiment
  That best might flatter,--affable and kind,
  Or seeming so,--and generous to a fault,--
  But that was when she had a part to play,--
  Affectionate--ah! there too she was feigning--
  As I look calmly back, to me she seems
  The simple incarnation of a mind
  Possessed of all the secrets of the heart,
  And quick to substitute a counterfeit
  For the heart's genuine coin, and make it pass;
  But void of feeling as the knife that wounds!
  And so the game was in her hands, and she
  Played it with confident, remorseless skill
  Even to the bitter end.

                             "Yet do not think
  The inner prescience never stirred or spoke:
  Veiled though it be from consciousness so strangely,
  And its fine voice unheard amid the din
  Of outward things, the quest of earthly passion,
  There is an under-sense, a faculty
  All independent of our mortal organs,
  And circumscribed by neither space nor time.
  Else whence proceed they, those clairvoyant glimpses,
  That vision piercing to the distant future,
  Those quick monitions of impending ruin,
  If not from depths of soul which consciousness,
  Limited as it is in mortal scope,
  May not explore? Yet there serenely latent,
  Or with a conscious being all their own,
  Superior and apart from what we know
  In this close keep we call our waking state,
  Lie growing with our growth the lofty powers
  We reck not of; which some may live a life
  And never heed, nor know they have a soul;
  Which many a plodding anthropologist,
  Philosopher, logician, scientist,
  Ignore as moonshine; but which are, no less,
  Actual, proven, and, in their dignity
  And grasp and space-defying attributes,
  Worthy to qualify a deathless spirit
  To have the range of an infinity
  Through an unending period--at once
  A promise and a proof of life immortal.

  "One night, one mild, sweet night in early June,
  We two had paced the drawing-room together
  Till ten o'clock, and then I took my leave
  And walked along the street, a square or more,
  When suddenly I looked up at a star,
  And then, a thought I could not fail to heed,
  From the soul's awful region unexplored,
  Rushed, crying, 'Back! Go back!' And back I went,
  As hastily as if it were a thing
  Of life or death. I did not stop to pull
  The door-bell, but sprang up alert and still
  To the piazza of the open window,
  Drew back a blind inaudibly, looked in,
  And through the waving muslin curtain, saw--
  Well, she was seated in a young man's lap,
  Her head upon his shoulder.

                                 "Quick of ear
  As the chased hare, she heard me; started up,
  Ran to the curtain, eagerly drew me in,
  And said, while joy beamed tender in her eyes,
  'My brother Ambrose, just arrived from Europe!'
  So swift she was, she did not give me time
  Even for one jealous pang. I took his hand,
  And saying, 'Anna's brother must be mine,'
  I bade them both good-night, and went my way:
  So was I fooled,--my better angel baffled!

  "And yet once more the vivid warning came,
  Flashed like quick truth from her own eyes. We stood
  Together in a ball-room, when a lady,
  To me unknown, came up, regarded me
  With strange compassion in her curious glance,
  And then, with something less divine than pity,
  Looked down on my betrothed, and moved away.
  I turned to Anna, but upon her face,
  There was a look to startle like a ghost;
  Defiance, deadly fear, and murderous hate
  Were all so wildly blended! But 'twas gone--
  Gone like a flash before I well could mark it;
  And in its place there came a luminous smile,
  So childlike sweet, such type of heavenly candor,
  It would have served for a Madonna's mouth,
  To make the pilgrim's adoration easy.
  'Who was that lady, Anna?' I inquired.
  'A Mrs. Lothian,' was her reply:
  'A lovely person, although somewhat haughty.'
  We returned home soon after, and no more
  Was said of it.

                      "The rapid weeks flew by,
  And Anna plied her powers to charm, but still
  Not all the subtle glamour of her presence
  Could bind in sleep my pleading monitor.
  And so at last I said: 'We both are young:
  Let us, as earnest of a mutual wish
  To share a perfect love, or none at all,
  Absolve each other here, without condition,
  From this engagement; and, if three years hence
  We both are of one heart, then shall we find
  The means to make it known; of that be sure!
  Are you in your own loyalty so fixed
  As to accept the challenge? Would you prize
  The love of any man, who could not bear
  A test so simple?'

                      "The first word I spoke
  Made all my meaning plain to her; she shook,
  But more perhaps with anger than with grief;
  She turned her face away, and covered it
  With both her hands, and so remained until
  I had done speaking; then she rose at once,
  Her face averted still, (she durst not show it!)
  And grasped my hand, and, in a husky tone
  Sheathing her wrath, exclaimed: 'To-morrow, come
  At twelve--at twelve!' and rushed out of the room.

  "Prompt at the hour I went; and in the parlor
  Sat down expectant; and she entered soon,
  Clad all in white; upon her face the marks
  Of passionate tears, and a beseeching sorrow
  In every look! A desk of ivory,
  Borne in her hands, she placed upon the table;
  I rose to meet her, but she motioned me
  To keep my seat; then, with an arm thrown over
  A high-backed chair, as if to keep from falling,
  (The attitude was charming, and she knew it),
  She said: 'Take back the little desk you gave me;
  In it are all your letters,--all your gifts.
  Take them, and give me mine.'

                             "The last few words
  Came as if struggling through a crowd of sobs.
  What could I do but lead her to the sofa,
  Sit by her side, take her white hand, and say:
  'This is no final separation, Anna;
  It is a trial merely of our loves?'

  "'A light affair perhaps to you,' she said,
  'But death to me. As whim or pleasure points,
  You can go here, go there, and lead the life
  You most affect; while I, the home-kept slave
  Of others' humors, must brave poverty,
  Neglect and cruel treatment.'--'Did you say
  Poverty, Anna?'--'Do not breathe a word
  Of what I tell you: father is a bankrupt,
  Or soon will be; and we shall be compelled
  To quit our freestone house, and breathe the air
  Of squalid want. From that I'd not recoil,
  Could I have loving looks and words; for what
  Is poverty if there's but love to gild it?
  Ah! poverty'--'Nay, Anna, poverty
  You shall not know, only accept from me
  The means to fix you in becoming plenty.'
  'Never!' she cried; 'ah! cruel to propose it!'
  And then more tears; till, touched and foiled, I said,
  Looking her in the face while she gazed up
  In mine with eager tenderness,--'Accept
  A happy home, if I can help to make it.
  We will be married, Anna, when you please.'

  "And so she had her way, and we were married;
  And the next day all Wall Street was aroused
  By news that brave Papa had won renown
  Not simply as a bankrupt, but a swindler,
  Escaping, by the skin of his teeth, the Tombs.
  'No matter! Papa has a son-in-law,
  A greenhorn, as they say, who occupies
  A stately house on the Fifth Avenue,
  And, in his hall, Papa will hang his hat.'
  And, in all this, Rumor but hit the truth.

  "Six months rolled by. Repeatedly I asked,
  'Where's Brother Ambrose?' He, it seems, was held
  In such request by government, that rarely
  Could he be spared for home enjoyment; but
  At length I did encounter Brother Ambrose,
  And once again I found him--

                             "Well, the scales
  Dropped from my eyes. I asked no other proof
  Than a quick look I saw the two exchange,--
  Forgetful of a mirror at their side,--
  To see I was betrayed. He was no brother.
  I sought more proof; but they, imagining
  I knew more than I did, were swift to act.
  Before I could find steps for a divorce
  She stole a march upon me, and herself
  Took the initiative, and played the victim,
  Nipping me as a culprit in the law.

  "It was a plot so dexterously framed,
  All the precautions and contrivances
  Were with such craft foreplanned; the perjuries
  Were all so well adjusted; my pure life
  Was made to seem so black; the witnesses
  Were so well drilled, so perfect in their parts,--
  In short, it was a work of art so thorough,
  I did not marvel at the Court's decision,
  Which was, for her,--divorce and alimony;
  For me,--no freedom, since no privilege
  Of marrying again. Such the decree!"

  "I'm glad you spurned it as you did!" cried Linda,
  While her cheeks flushed, and hot, indignant tears,
  Responded to her anger. Then she kissed
  Her father on each cheek, and tenderly
  Embraced her mother too; and they, the while,
  With a slight moisture in their smiling eyes,
  Exchanged a nod. Then Percival to Linda:
  "Why, what an utter rebel you would be,
  You little champion of the higher law!
  Sit down, and hear me out."

                  "If such their justice,"
  Cried Linda, irrepressible and panting,
  "Who would not spurn it, and hurl back defiance
  To all the Justice Shallows on the Bench--
  To them and their decrees!"

                                "My little girl,"
  The father said, "the heart's impulsive choice
  May guide us safely when the act must be
  Born of the instant, but let Reason rule
  When Reason may. For some twelve years, I lived
  A wandering life in Europe; not so crushed
  By my most harsh experience but I
  Could find, in study and in change of scene,
  How much of relish life has for the mind
  As well as the affections; still I felt
  Mine was a nature in which these must play
  No secondary part; and so the void
  Enlarged as age drew nearer; and at forty
  A weariness of life came over me,
  And I was sick at heart; for many a joy
  Had lost the charm that made it joy. I took
  A house in London, all for solitude,
  And there got what you may not find in Egypt,
  Or on Mont Blanc.

                   "One day as I was crossing
  An obscure street, I saw a crowd of workmen
  Gathered around a man upon the ground:
  A rafter from a half-built house had fallen,
  And he was badly injured. Seeing none
  To act with promptness in the case, I hailed
  A cab, and had him driven to my house.
  Finding he was a fellow-countryman,
  I gave him one of my spare rooms, and sent
  For the best surgeon near. His report was,
  The wound itself was nothing serious,
  But there was over-action of the brain,
  Quite independent, which might lead to danger,
  Unless reduced in season; and the patient
  Should have the best of watching and attendance,
  And not be left to brood on any trouble,
  But be kept cheerful. Then with some directions
  For diet, sedatives, and laxatives,
  The doctor bowed, received his fee, and left.
  My guest lay sad and silent for a while,
  Then turned to me and said: 'My name is Kenrick;
  I'm from Chicago--was a broker there.
  A month ago my wife eloped from me;
  And her companion, as you may surmise,
  Was one I had befriended--raised from nothing.
  I'm here upon their track."

                             "'Why so?' I asked.
  'What do you want of them?'--'What do I want?'
  He stretched his eyes at me inquiringly.
  'How strange,' said I, 'the inconsistency!
  Here's a true man would try to overtake
  An untrue mate! If she's not sterling gold
  And loyal as the loadstone,--not alone
  In every act, but every thought and throb,--
  Why should you care who puts her to the proof,
  Takes her away, and leaves you free again?
  Show me 'tis an illusion I adore,
  And I will thank you, though it be in anguish.
  To no false gods I bow, if I can help it!'

  "'Could I,' said Kenrick, 'have him only once
  Where I could take him by the throat, and measure
  My strength with his!'--'Tut, tut! the kind physician
  Who warns you of some lurking taint, to which
  The cautery should be applied at once,
  Is not, in act, if not intent, your friend
  More certainly than he you rave against.
  And you've been jealous, I suppose, at times,
  Of the poor runaway?'--'Ay, that I have!
  Bitterly jealous.'

                      "'Jealousy and love
  Were never yet true mates; for jealousy
  Is born of selfish passion, lust, or pride,
  While love is so divine and pure a thing,
  It only takes what cannot be withheld.
  It flies constraint. All that it gives is given,
  Even as the lily renders up its perfume,
  Because it cannot help it. Would it crave
  Return less worthy? Would it be content
  With a grudged gift? Then it is something else,
  Not love--not love! Ah me! how men and women
  Cozen themselves with words, and let their passions
  Fool them and blind, until they madly hug
  Illusions which some stunning shock like yours
  Puts to the proof, revealing emptiness.
  Have you a loving heart, and would you feed it
  On what the swine have left,--mock it with lies?'
  'Speak this to me again, when I am stronger,'
  Said Kenrick, smiling faintly. Then I left him,
  And taking up 'The Times' looked thro' the list
  Of 'Wants'; and one amid the many hundred
  Instantly caught my eye. It merely said:
  'Wanted, by a young woman, strong and healthy,
  A place as nurse for any invalid.
  Address 681, Times Office.' So
  I wrote and told 681 to call
  Upon me at a certain hour.

                                   "And now,
  My dear, this little girl with eager eyes
  Has, for a summer morning, heard enough.
  The weather is the crown of all that June
  Has of most fair,--the year's transcendent day;
  When the young foliage and the perfect air
  Intoxicate the birds, and put our hearts
  In harmony with their extravagance
  Of joy and love. Come, come! To slight this day
  Would be a sin. We'll ramble in the Park,
  And take our dinner there, and see the flowers,
  The children, and the swans, and all the places
  Which Linda used to love in babyhood,
  When, in her little carriage, like a queen
  She'd sit, receiving homage from all eyes."

  The father had his way; and in the Park
  They spent the happy time, and felt the charm
  Which harmony complete with Nature brings
  When loving spirits, unpreoccupied,
  Gain by surrender, and grow rich by giving.
  O sunshine and blue sky and genial airs!
  To human happiness, like daily bread,
  Your blessings come, till the unthinking heart
  Recks not the debt we owe your silent powers.
  If ye can give so much, what may not He
  Of whose omnipotence ye are but shadows
  Have in reserve in his eternities!




III.

THE MOTHER'S STORY.


  That evening, when the feast of strawberries
  Had been partaken, and the happy three
  Sat down together, Linda asked: "And now,
  May I not hear the rest?"--"To-morrow, Linda,
  You shall hear all," said Percival; "but now,
  That brain of yours must tranquillize itself
  Before you try to sleep; and so, to-night,
  Let us have 'Annie Laurie,' 'Bonnie Doon,'
  And songs that most affront the dainty ear
  Of modern fashion." Linda played and sang
  A full half-hour; then, turning on her chair,
  Said, "Now shall mother sing that cradle ditty
  You made for me, an infant. Mother, mine,
  Imagine you are rocking me to sleep,
  As in those far-off days."

                              Replied the mother:
  "O the dear days! yet not more dear than these!
  For frugal Linda brings along with her
  All of her past; the infant's purity,
  The child's confiding love, and now, at last,
  The maiden's free and quick intelligence!
  Be ever thus, my Linda; for the pure
  In heart shall carry an immortal youth
  Into the great to-come. That little song--
  Well I remember the delightful time
  When 'twas extemporized; when, with my pen,
  I noted down the words, while, by your crib,
  Your father sat, and you, with little fists
  Drawn tight, would spring and start, as infants will,
  Crowing the while, and chuckling at the words
  Not comprehended yet, save in the smiles
  That with them went! 'Twas at the mellow close
  Of an autumnal day, and we were staying
  In a secluded village, where a brook
  Babbled beneath our window, and the hum
  Of insects soothed us, while a louder note
  From the hoarse frog's bassoon would, now and then,
  Break on the cricket's sleepy monotone
  And startle laughter." Here the matron paused;
  Then sweeping, with a firm, elastic touch,
  The ivory keys, sang


    LINDA'S LULLABY.

    I.

    Murmur low, little rivulet flowing!
    For to sleep our dear Linda is going;
    All good little lambs be reposing,
    For Linda one eyelid is closing.

    II.

    O frogs! what a noise you are making!
    O crickets! now don't keep her waking!
    Stop barking, you little dog Rover,
    Till Linda can get half-seas over.

    III.

    Little birds, let our word of love reach you,--
    Go to bed, go to sleep, I beseech you;
    On her little white coverlet lying,
    To sleep our dear Linda is trying.

    IV.

    Hush! sing just as softly as may be;
    Sing lullaby, lullaby, baby!
    Now to sleep this dear Linda is going,--
    Murmur low, little rivulet flowing!


  The next day, when the heat kept all at home,
  And they were gathered in the library,
  Where fitfully a lazy southern breeze
  Would stir the languid curtains, Percival
  Said, turning to the mother: "Mary, now
  Your story best will supplement my own;
  Tell it." She answered: "Let it be so, then;
  My life is but the affluent to yours,
  In which it found its amplitude and rest.

  "My parents dwelt in Liverpool; my father,
  A prosperous merchant, gave to business
  His time and active thoughts, and let his wife
  Rule all beside with rigor absolute.
  My maiden name was Mary Merivale.
  There were eight daughters of us, and of these
  I was the fourth. We lived in liberal style,
  And did not lack the best society
  The city could afford. My heedful mother,
  With eight undowered girls to be disposed of,
  Fearfully healthy all, and clamorous
  For clothes and rations, entered on a plan
  To which she steadily adhered: it was,
  To send the younger fry to boarding-schools,
  And keep one virgin only, at a time,
  And she the oldest, on her hands to marry.
  So they came forward in their order: Julia,
  And Isabel, and Caroline; until
  I was dragged forth from maps and lexicons,
  Slate-pencils and arithmetics, and put
  Candidate Number Four, upon the list.

  "My elder sisters had been all 'well-married';
  That is, to parties able to provide
  Establishments that Fashion would not scorn;
  What more could be desired by loving parents?
  As for resistance to her will, when once
  She set her heart upon a match, my mother
  Would no more bear it than a general
  Would bear demur from a subordinate
  When ordered into action. If a daughter,
  When her chance offered, and was checked as good,
  Presumed, from any scruple of dislike,
  To block the way for her successor, then
  Woe to that daughter, and no peace for her
  Did she not, with an utter selfishness,
  Stand in her younger sister's light? imperil
  The poor child's welfare? doom her possibly
  To an old maid's forlorn and cheerless lot?

  "And so, with an imperious will, my mother
  Would sweep away all hindrances, all doubts.
  She was, besides, the slave of system; having
  Adopted once the plan of bringing forward
  No daughter till the previous one was mated,
  It was a sacred custom; 'twas her own!
  It had worked well; must not be broken through.
  So my poor sisters went; and some of them
  With doubting hearts.

            "In me, my zealous mother
  Found metal not so malleable quite.
  One of my teachers at the boarding-school,
  A little woman who got scanty pay
  For teaching us in French and German, fed
  Her lonely heart with dreams of what, some day,
  Shall lift her sex to nobler life. She took
  A journal called 'The Good Time Coming,' filled
  With pleadings for reform of many kinds,--
  In education, physical and mental,
  Marriage, the rights of women, modes of living.
  Weekly I had the reading of it all;
  Some of it crude enough, some apt and just,
  Forcibly put, and charged with vital facts.
  At last these had for me a fascination
  That quite eclipsed the novels of the day.

  "I learnt, that, bound up in the moral law,
  Are laws of health and physical control,
  Unheeded in the family and school;
  How fashion, stupid pride, and love of show,
  The greed of gain, or the pursuit of pleasure,
  Empty and frivolous, make men and women
  False to their natures, cruel to each other
  And to the unborn offspring they devote
  To misery through ill-assorted unions,
  Or habits reckless of maternal dues;
  How marriage, sacredest of mortal steps,
  Is entered on from motives all unworthy;
  Social ambition, mercenary aims,
  The dread of poverty, of singleness,--
  The object of uniting families,--
  And momentary passion fatuous.
  So I resolved, God helping, to be true
  To my own self, and that way true to all.

  "The fête that signalized my coming out
  Was, so my mother said, the costliest yet.
  Whole greenhouses were emptied to adorn
  Our rooms with flowers; a band played in the hall;
  The supper-table flashed with plate and silver
  And Dresden ware and bright Bohemian glass;
  The wines and viands were profuse and rare;
  And everybody said, 'twas a grand ball.

  "But what of her, for whom it was the flourish
  Of trumpets blown to celebrate her entrance
  Into society? Let others speak!
  These the remarks I had to overhear:
  'She's rather pretty.'--'Pretty is the word.'
  'But not so dashing as the elder sisters.'
  'Cleverer though, perhaps,'--'She takes it coolly.
  Her heart's not in the ball; that's evident.'
  'Where is it? Is she bookish?'--'So I've heard.'
  'Unlike the rest, then.'--'That straw-colored silk
  Should have had flounces.'--'Is that hair her own?'
  'I think so?'--'She's no dancer.'--'Apathetic
  As any duchess.'--'The young men seem shy;
  She doesn't put them at their ease, 'tis plain.'
  'See, the old woman chides her; she deserves it;
  She'll not pick up admirers if she plays
  My Lady Cool so grandly. Watch mamma.
  The hook is nicely baited; where are all
  The gudgeons it should lure? I marvel not
  Mamma is in a fluster; tap, tap, tap,
  See her fan go! No strategy, no effort,
  No dandy-killing shot from languid eyes,
  On that girl's part! And all this fuss for her!'

  "The gossips, in these random whisperings,
  Made some good shots, that failed not of the mark.
  The lights, the roses, the voluptuous music,
  The shining robes, the jewels, the bright faces
  Engrossed me not so much as one pale face,
  Youthful but pinched, which I had seen a moment,
  An hour before, reflected in the mirror
  At which I stood while nimble dressing-maids
  Helped to array me. A poor girl had brought
  The bodice of my silken robe, on which
  She had been working closely; and my mother
  Chided her for delay; but no reply
  Was made, save only what the pleading eyes
  Could not withhold. Then tendering a scrap
  Of paper, record of her paltry charge,
  She meekly stood. 'Pooh! bring it here next week,'
  My mother said. 'No!' turning round, I cried;
  'Let her be paid at once; there must be money
  In the house somewhere; it may be a loss,
  An inconvenience, for her to come back
  Just for a trifling sum.'--'Impertinent!'
  My mother kindling, cried.  'Do you rule here?'
  'I can return,' timidly said the girl.
  Then a gold thimble from my drawer I took,
  And offered it, remarking, 'Keep or sell it,
  To hold you good for all your wasted time.'
  'My time,--what is it worth?' replied the girl,
  Motioning her refusal, but with smiles
  Of speechless gratitude, and then escaping
  Before I could prevent her.

                       "'Novel-reading
  Has brought you to this insipidity,'
  My mother said: 'such sentimental pap,
  You never got from me. Come, hurry down;
  Put off that sullen look. The carriages
  Begin to roll; the guests are on the stairs.
  Learn to command your smiles, my dear. Now go.'

  "So down I went, but in no conquering mood.
  I did not scrutinize the festive dresses;
  Of the sad hearts I thought, the poor thin hands
  That put of life somewhat in every stitch
  For a grudged pittance. All disguises fell;
  Voices betrayed the speakers in their tones,
  Despite of flattering words; and smiles revealed
  The weariness or hatred they would hide.
  And so, preoccupied and grave, I looked
  On all the gayety; and reigning belles
  Took heart to find in me no coming rival.

  "Lent now was near; the time of all diversion
  And visiting was over; and my mother
  Summed up her griefs in this one lamentation:
  'The season gone, and not one offer yet!
  You, Mary, are the first one of my daughters
  Whose coming-out so flat a failure proved.
  Think of your sister Julia; her first winter
  Brought Hammersley to her feet. A splendid match!
  First cousin to a lord! How envious
  Were all the dowagers at my success!
  If I've not done all that a mother could,
  Tell me wherein I've failed. Yet one year more
  I shall allow you for your trial. Then,
  If you have made no step in the direction
  Of matrimony, why, you must go off
  To Ireland, to America, or France,
  And leave the field for your next younger
  For Susan.'--'She is welcome to it now,'
  I said, with something like disdain, I fear,
  In my cold smile.--'My plans are laid, you know,'
  Replied my mother; 'find your duty in
  A simple acquiescence; I know best.'

  "'Tis said the woman always is to blame
  If a man ventures to commit himself
  In a proposal unacceptable.
  The rule has its exceptions; for I gave
  No word, no inkling of encouragement
  To Captain Dudley; yet I had an offer
  From Captain Dudley. Young, and elegant,
  Though of a stock somewhat attenuate;
  Rich, though a younger son; a gentleman,
  A scholar,--what good reason could I give
  For saying Nay to such an applicant?
  'Explain!' my mother cried, with brow severe;
  'Is not his character without a flaw?'
  'So far as known to me.'--'Is he a fool?'
  'Far from it; culture and good sense are his.'
  'Could you not love him?'--'Very tenderly,
  Perhaps, with time to aid.'--'Has any one
  Preoccupied your heart?'--'My heart is free,
  And has been always free.'--'Indeed? Then why
  Refuse to be the wife of this young man?'
  'Simply because he's not the man I'd choose
  To be the father of a child of mine.'

  "If I had put a pistol at her head,
  My lady mother would not so have started.
  'What! a mere girl--and you can entertain
  Such thoughts! so selfish, gross, unmaidenly!'
  'If,' I replied, 'I'm old enough to dream
  Of marriage, as you bid me, then 'tis time
  For me to think of all the risk I run.
  Selfish, you call it; gross, unmaidenly;
  Is it unmaidenly to hesitate
  In the surrender of my maiden state?
  Your epithets belong to those who fail
  To think at all, or only think of this:
  What's the man's income? Will he let me have
  A house in the right quarter? Keep a carriage?
  And is he in society? Such women
  Plant nightshade, and affect to wonder why
  The growth is not of lilies and carnations!'

  "'So! just let loose from school,' replied my mother,
  'You'd teach me what is womanly! Pert minx!
  Tell me in simple English what you mean
  By your objections to this match, so largely
  Above your merits?'--'This is what I mean:
  For reasons that are instincts more than reasons,
  And therefore not to be explained to those
  Who in them do not share, as you do not,
  I would not wed this man,--not if I loved him.'
  'Enough! You've had your turn; and now prepare
  To make a visit to your father's cousin
  In Nova Scotia; there, perhaps, you may
  Find a congenial mate among the clowns
  And roughs provincial. Go and pack your trunk.
  Fool your own opportunities away;
  You shall not thrust your sister out of hers.'

  "I did not pack my trunk; another suitor,
  One twice as rich as Dudley, kindled hopes
  Anew in my poor mother's breast; and so
  Susan was kept at school another season,
  And I was put upon the course once more,
  My training perfect and my harness new!

  "Who could object to Arthur Pennington?
  Son of a wealthy manufacturer,
  A type he was of English adolescence,
  Trained by harmonious culture to the fulness
  Of all that Nature had supplied; a person
  That did not lack one manly grace; a mind
  Which took the mould that social pressure gave,
  Without one protest native to itself.
  In the accepted, the conventional,
  He looked for Truth, nor ever had a doubt
  Whether she might not hide in some deep well
  Rather than flaunt her modest purity
  In dusty highways. With my disposition
  To challenge all that human dogmatism
  Imperious would impose upon my thought,
  What pretty yoke-fellows for life should we,
  Arthur and I, have been! Misled by hopes
  Which were inspired too fondly by my mother,
  He, too, proposed, and was of course rejected.

  "Then the storm broke! The cup of my offences
  Was overflowed at last. Now must I go--
  Go, where she cared not; only disappear
  From her domain; she washed her hands of me!
  Hundreds of pounds had been invested in me,--
  My dresses, jewelry, and entertainments,--
  And here was the result! But no more money,
  From her, must I expect; my father's income
  Had not for years been equal to his outlays.
  Any day he might be compelled to change
  His style of living; all had been kept up
  For the advantage of myself and sisters;
  And here was all the gratitude I showed!

  "This time my mother was in earnest; so
  Now must I lay my plans to go at once.
  Whither? to seek a transient home with one
  Of my own married sisters? Ah! the thought
  Of being dependent galled me like a spur.
  No! go to work,--a voice within me said:
  Think of the many thousands of your sex
  Who, young and giddy, not equipped like you,
  Are thrown upon the world to battle with it
  As best they may! Now try your closet virtue;
  See if your theory can stand the proof,--
  If trial will not warp your sense of right.
  When Poverty shall dog your every step,
  And at your scanty or unwholesome meal
  Sit down, or with you, in your thin attire,
  Go shivering home at night from ill-paid toil,--
  Then see if you can keep your feet from straying;
  Then choose as only Conscience bids you choose!

  "The sewing-girl who worked upon my dress,
  The day of the great ball, was Lucy Merle;
  I found her saving up her petty means
  To go to London, to get better wages,--
  And said: 'Well, Lucy, let us go together.'
  She sold some jewels for me, and we went.

  "In London! two unfriended girls in London!
  We hired a room, and got employment soon,
  Such as it was; but small the recompense!
  Though Lucy, quicker at her work than I,
  Could earn enough to live upon--almost.
  For her the change was slight.

                      "A year we toiled
  In company; and I'll not tell you all
  The hardships, trials, wrongs, we underwent.
  In my blue trunk you'll find a little pistol,
  Got for our joint protection in those days.
  May it be near you, should you ever need it!
  Finding, at length, I could no longer earn
  My share of our expenses by the needle,
  I sought a situation as a nurse.
  And in 'The Times' I advertised my 'Want.'
  An answer came, directing me to call
  Upon the writer at a certain hour.
  I went. I met a man of middle age
  Whose name was Percival. I thought his manner
  Was coldly kind.

      "'You're very young,' he said,
  'To fill the situation of a nurse.
  What reference have you?' Not a distant thought
  Of such a need had ever troubled me!
  'I bring,' said I, 'no reference.'--'That's a pity.
  What pledge have I of character?'--'Not any.'
  And then, impatient at this let, I cried:
  'Look in my face, and if you find not there
  Pledge of my truth, Heaven help me, for 'tis all--
  All I can give!'--'Ah! my poor child,' said he,
  'Such warrant have I learnt to take with doubt;
  For I have known a face, too beautiful,
  With look of innocence and shining candor,
  Prove but the ambush of duplicity,
  Pitiless and impure. But let me not
  Distrust too far.' Then he turned up the gas,
  And, with a scrutiny intent and grave,
  Perused my face. 'What is your name?' he asked,
  After a silence.--'Mary Merivale.'
  'Well, Mary, I engage you; come at once.
  In the next room asleep reclines our patient.
  As for your wages, we will say two guineas
  A week, if you're content.'--'O, perfectly!'

  "So, groping in my darkness, I at length
  Hit on the door that issued into light.
  Long talks between the patient and his friend
  Were frequent, and they heeded not my presence.
  Little by little Percival soon told
  The story that you've heard, and more which you
  May never hear in earthly interviews.
  An eager listener, I would treasure up
  Each word, each look; and on my soul at last
  Dawned the pure ray by which I saw those traits,
  The spirit's own, that harmonized so well
  With all the outward showed of good and noble.
  Strange that he took no notice of the way
  My very life was drifting! But to him
  I seemed a child, and his paternal airs
  Froze me and checked.

                     "A paragraph, 'The Times'
  Had published, when the accident took place,
  Mentioned that Kenrick was a millionnaire,
  Though quite a young man still.

                  "A month went by
  And he was able to sit up awhile;
  And soon, with me beside him in the carriage,
  To take a drive;--when one day, Percival
  Said to me: 'Mary, you and I must try
  The span to-day; our patient shall keep house.'
  My heart beat wildly; Kenrick looked as if
  Approving the arrangement; so we went.
  'I wished,' said Percival, 'to talk with you
  In private; do not answer if I put
  Questions that may embarrass or annoy;
  It is no idle curiosity,
  Prompting me now. We see that you were born
  To something better than this drudgery:
  If not reluctant, tell me who you are.'
  'O, willingly!' I said.

                          "And so I told him
  All, from the first. He heard me patiently;
  And then remarked: 'But do you never long
  For that secure and easy life at home?
  You will go back to Liverpool, perchance,
  When you've had quite enough of servitude
  And toil precarious.'--'I go not back,'
  Said I, 'while health and liberty are left.
  The home that's grudged is not the home for me.
  Give me but love, and like the reed I yield;
  Deal with me harshly, you may break, not bend me.'
  'Ah! there is something wrong in all these things,'
  Replied he, musing.

                  "'Yes,' I said; 'consider
  What I've been telling of my mother's way
  Of marrying her daughters; well, my mother
  Is but the product of that social system,
  Hollow and false, which leaves for dowerless girls
  Few honorable outlooks for support
  Excepting marriage.[2] Poor, dependent, helpless,
  Untaught in any craft that could be made
  To yield emolument,--our average women,--
  What can they do but take the common path
  Which my poor mother would have made _me_ try,
  And lead some honest man to think that they
  Are wedding _him_, and not his bank-account?
  Let woman, equally with man, be bred
  To learn with thoroughness some craft or trade
  By which she may support herself at least,
  You place her more at liberty to shun
  Unions, no priest, no church can sanctify!'[3]

       "Percival eyed me with a puzzled look,
  Then said: 'The time is on its way, I hope,
  When from her thraldom woman will come forth,
  And in her own hands take her own redress;
  When laws disabling her shall not be made
  Under the cowardly, untested plea
  That man is better qualified than woman
  To estimate her needs and do her justice.
  Justice to her shall be to man advancement;
  And woman's wit can best heal woman's wrongs.
  Accelerate that time, all women true
  To their own sex,--yet not so much to that
  As to themselves and all the human race!
  But pardon me; I wander from the point,--
  Following you. Now tell me, could you make
  America your home?'

                          "The sudden question
  Made my heart leap, and the hot crimson rush
  Up to my brow. Silent I bowed my head,
  And he continued thus: 'If it should be,
  That one, not wholly alien to your tastes,--
  A man not quite so young as you, perhaps,
  But not beyond his prime,--an honest man,--
  I will not say with ample means, for that
  Would jar upon your heart,--one who could make
  Your home a plentiful and happy one,--
  Should offer you his hand,--would it deter you
  To know that in America your lot
  Must henceforth be?'

                   "My breath came quick,--my eyes
  Turned swift away, lest he should mark their joy
  And count his prize too cheaply won. I sighed,
  But did not speak. 'May I go on?' he asked.
  A 'yes' distinct, though faint, flew from my lips.
  'May I,' said he, 'tell Kenrick he may hope?'
  'What!' cried I, looking up, with something fiercer
  Than mere chagrin in my unguarded frown."

  Linda broke in upon the story here,
  And turning to her father with a smile
  Tender as dawning light, yet arch and gay,
  Cried, "Fie, my father! Could you be so dull?
  How could you treat my future mother so?"
  "Nay, do not blame me hastily," said he,
  With glad paternal eyes regarding her;
  "How could a modest man--and I was one--
  Suppose that youth and wealth, and gracious gifts
  Of person, such as Kenrick wore so well,
  Could fail to win? Truly I did not dream,
  Spite of the proverb, Love could be so blind."

  Tossing her head with mock vindictive air,
  Like sweet sixteen, the mother then resumed:
  "Kenrick, it seems, being a bashful man,--
  And somewhat shy, perhaps, because I knew
  He was but recently in mad pursuit
  Of an unfaithful spouse, a runaway,
  Commissioned Percival to try the ground,
  Obscure and doubtful, of my woman's will.
  My absolute 'What!' was unequivocal.
  Then turning to the coachman, Percival,
  Said, 'Home, now, home! and quickly!'

                           "Home we rattled,
  And both were silent to our journey's end.
  An eager glance he gave me as he touched
  My hand to help me from the carriage. He
  Has told me since that I returned the look
  With one which, if not actually scorn,
  Was next of kin to scorn, and much resembling:--
  All the chimera of his guilty conscience.

  "Kenrick next day renewed his suit by letter;
  He begged I would not give a hasty 'No,'
  But wait and grant him opportunities
  To prove that he was worthy and sincere,
  And to procure the requisite divorce.
  While I was answering his letter, he
  Drove out with Percival. My brief reply
  Told him there could be no decision other
  Than a complete and final negative.

  "Then I sat down and ran my fingers over
  The keys of the piano; and my mood
  At length expressed itself in that wild burst
  Of a melodious anguish, which Edgardo
  Gives vent to in 'Lucia.' Words could add
  Nothing to magnify the utter heart-break
  Of that despair; and Donizetti's score
  Has made the cry audible through the ages.
  Less from the instrument than from my heart
  Was wrung the passionate music.

                                      "At its close,
  A long-drawn breath made me look round, and there
  Whom should I see but Percival, as if
  Transfixed in mute surprise! 'I did not know
  There was a listener,--had supposed you gone,'
  Said I; and he replied: 'I thought you'd have
  Some word for Kenrick: so our drive was short.'
  'Nothing but this.' I handed him my letter;
  He took it, bowed, and left me.

                                  "The next day
  I learnt that Kenrick had engaged his passage
  In Wednesday's steamer for New York. My stay
  Must now be brief; my services no longer
  Could be of any use; and so I wrote
  Some formal lines, addressed to Percival,
  Asking for my dismissal, and conveying
  To both the gentlemen my thanks sincere
  For all their kindness and munificence.
  Two days I waited, but no answer came.

  "The third day Kenrick sought an interview.
  We met, and freely talked of this and that.
  Said he, at last: 'Into what false, false ways
  We plunge because we do not care to _think_!
  We shudder at Chinese morality
  When it allows a parent to destroy
  Superfluous female children. Look at home!
  Have we no ancient social superstitions
  Born of the same old barbarous family?
  My life, Miss Merivale, has been so crowded
  That I've had little time to trace opinion
  Down to its root before accepting it.
  In giving opportunity for thought,
  Sickness has been a brisk iconoclast.
  Behold the world's ideal of a wife![4]
  'Tis something like to this:

                     "'She marries young,
  Perhaps in meek submission to the will
  Parental, or in hope of a support;
  In a few years,--as heart and brain mature,
  And knowledge widens,--finds her lord and master
  Is a wrong-headed churl, a selfish tyrant,
  A miser, or a blockhead, or a brute;
  Her love for him, if love there ever was,
  Is turned to hatred or indifference:
  What shall she do? The world has one reply:
  You made your bed, and you must lie in it;
  True, you were heedless seventeen--no matter!
  True, a false sense of duty urged you on,
  And you were wrongly influenced--no matter!
  Be his wife still; stand by him to the last;
  Do not rebel against his cruelty;
  The more he plays the ruffian, the more merit
  In your endurance! Suffering is your lot;
  It is the badge and jewel of a woman.
  Shun not contamination from his touch;
  Keep having children by him, that his traits
  And his bad blood may be continuous.
  Think that you love him still; and feed your heart
  With all the lies you can, to keep it passive!

  "'So say the bellwethers who lead the many
  Over stone walls into the thorns and ditches,
  Because their fathers took that way before them.
  Such is the popular morality!
  But is it moral? Nay; when man or woman
  Can look up, with the heart of prayer, and say,
  Forbid it, Heaven, forbid it, self-respect,
  Forbid it, merciful regard for others,
  That this one should be parent to my child,--
  That moment should the intimate relations
  Of marriage end, and a release be found![5]

  "'How many blunder in mistaking Passion,
  Mixed with a little sentiment, for Love!
  Passion may lead to Love, as it may lead
  Away from Love, but Passion is not Love;
  It may exist with Hate; too often leads
  Its victim blindfold into hateful bonds,
  Under the wild delusion that Love leads.
  Love's bonds are adamant, and Love a slave;
  And yet Love's service must be perfect freedom.
  Candor it craves, for Love is innocent,--
  But no enforced fidelity, no ties
  Such as the harem shelters. Dupes are they
  Who think that Love can ever be compelled!
  Only what's lovely Love can truly love,
  And fickleness and falsehood are deformed.
  Reveal their features, Love may mourn indeed,
  But will not rave. Love, even when abandoned,
  Feels pity and not anger for the heart
  That could not prize Love's warm fidelity.
  But Passion, selfish, proud, and murderous,
  Seizes the pistol or the knife, and kills;--
  And cozened juries make a heroine
  Of her who, stung with jealousy or pride,
  Or, by some meaner motive, hurled a wreck,
  Assassinates her too inconstant wooer.

  "'Now do I see how little, in my case,
  There was of actual love, how much of passion!
  Love's day for me, if it may ever come
  In this brief stage, is yet to dawn. You smile;
  Love must have hope, a ray of hope, at least,
  To catch the hue of life; and so, Miss Mary,
  I'll not profess to love you; all I say
  Is, that a little hope from you would make me!
  But, since we can't be lovers, let's be friends;
  Here, in this little wallet, is a check
  For an amount that will secure your future
  From serious want,--a sum I shall not miss.
  But which--'

            "With many thanks I answered 'No!'
  'What can I do?' he asked, 'to show my debt
  To you and Percival?' I shook my head,
  And something in the sadness of my smile
  Arrested his attention. But that moment
  A girl rushed in with cry of 'O, he's killed--
  Killed, the poor man!'--'Who?'--'Mr. Percival!'
  The name was like a blow upon my heart,
  And Kenrick saw it, and supported me.

  "But in a moment I was strong. I heard
  A scuffling noise of people at the door,
  And then a form--'twas Percival's--was borne
  Into a room, and placed upon a bed.
  Pale and insensible he lay; a surgeon
  Came in; at last we got an explanation:
  In rescuing from a frightened horse the child
  Of a poor woman, Percival had been
  Thrown down, an arm been broken, and the pain
  Had made him faint. My nervous laugh of joy,
  When I was sure that this was the extreme
  Of injury, betrayed my reckless heart,
  And Kenrick had my secret. Percival
  Was soon himself; the broken limb was set,
  And I, engaged to stay another week
  To wait on the new patient--nothing loath.

  "The day of his departure, Kenrick drew me
  Aside, and, in a whisper, said, 'He loves you!'
  'Loves me?' With palms held tightly on my breast
  To keep my heart down, I repeated, 'Loves me?'
  'Twas hard to credit. 'Pardon me,' said Kenrick,
  'If by communication of your secret,
  I changed the desolation of his life
  To sudden bloom and fragrance, for a moment.'
  'A moment only?'--'Soon his scruples rose:
  It cannot be! he said; two mountains lie
  Between my fate and hers.--Two bubbles rather!
  Retorted I; let's take their altitude.--
  One is my age.--That mountain is already
  Tunnelled or levelled, since she sees it not.--
  The other is that infamous decree
  Against me at the period of my suit,
  Granting the guilty party a divorce,
  But me prohibiting to wed again.--
  Well, that decree (I answered bitterly)
  Would have with me the weight of a request
  That I'd hereafter quaff at common puddles
  And not at one pure fount; I'd heed the bar
  As I would heed the grass-webbed gossamer;
  I'd sooner balk a bench of drivellers
  Than outrage sacred nature.--If that bench
  Could have you up for bigamy, what then?--
  The dear old dames! they should not have the means
  To prove it on me: for the pact should be
  'Twixt me and her who would accept my troth
  Freely before high heaven and all its angels:
  Witnesses which the sheriff could not summon,
  Could not, at least, produce.--But, Kenrick, you
  Do not consider all the risk and pain;
  The social stigma, and, should children come,
  The grief, the shame, the disrepute to them.--
  To which I answered: God's great gift of life,
  Coming through parentage select and pure,
  To me is such a sacred, sacred thing,
  So precious, so inestimably precious,
  That your objections seem of small account;
  Since only stunted hearts and slavish minds
  Could visit on your children disrepute,
  Who fitly could ignore such Brahmanism,
  Since they'd be born, most probably, with brains.

  "'When the neglect of form, if 'tis neglected,
  Is all in honor, purged of selfishness,
  Where shall the heart and reason lay the blame?
  But understand me: Would I cheapen form?
  Nay, I should fear that those who would evade it,
  Without a reason potent as your own,
  Trifled with danger. But I cannot make
  A god of form, an idol crushing me.
  Unlike the church, I look on marriage as
  A civil contract, not a sacrament,[6]
  Indissoluble, spite of every wrong;
  The high and holy purposes of marriage
  Are not fulfilled in instances where each
  Helps to demoralize or blight the other;
  Let it then stand, like other contracts, on
  A basis purely personal and legal.

  "'Oh! how we hug the fictions we are born to!
  Challenging never, never testing them;
  Accepting them as irreversible;
  Part of God's order, not to be improved;
  Placing the form above the informing spirit,
  The outward show above the inward life;
  A hollow lie, well varnished, well played out,
  Above the pure, the everlasting truth;
  Fancying Nature is not Nature still,
  Because repressed, or cheated, or concealed;
  Juggling ourselves with frauds a very child,
  Yet unperverted, readily would pierce!

  "'Consider my own case: a month ago,
  See me a maniac, rushing forth to find
  A wife who loved me not; my heart all swollen
  With rage against the man to whom I owed
  Exposure of her falsehood; ah, how blind!
  To chase a form from which the soul had fled!
  If I grew sane at length, you, Percival,
  And the mere presence of our little nurse
  Have brought me light and healing. I am cured,
  Thank Heaven, and can exult at my release.

  "'Here I paused. Percival made no reply,
  But sat like one absorbed. I paced the floor
  Awhile, and then confronting him resumed:--
  Your scruples daunt you still; well, there's a way
  To free you from the meshes of the law:
  On my return, I'll go to Albany,
  Where war's financial sinews, as you know,
  Are those of legislation equally;
  I'll have a law put through to meet your case;
  To strip away these toils. I can; I will!--
  Percival almost stunned me with his No!
  Make _me_ a gutter, adding more pollution
  To the fount of public justice? Never! No!
  I would not feed corruption with a bribe,
  To win release to-morrow. Such a cure
  Would be, my friend, far worse than the disease.--
  Then there's no way, said I; and so, farewell!
  The carriage waits to take me to the station.--
  I shall not say farewell until we part
  Beside the carriage-door, said he: you'll take
  Your leave of Mary?--Yes, I go to seek her.--
  And this, Miss Mary, is a full report
  Of all that passed between my friend and me.'

  "Here Kenrick ended. He had been, methought,
  Thus copious, in the hope his argument
  Would make me look as scornfully as he
  On obstacles that Percival would raise.
  I thanked him for his courtesy, and then,
  Not without some emotion, we two parted.
  When the last sound of the retiring wheels
  Was drowned in other noises, Percival
  Came in, and found me waiting in the parlor.
  'Now let me have a talk with you,' he said.
  So, in the little parlor we sat down.
  I see it now, all vividly before me!
  The carpet--ay, its very hues and figures:
  The chandelier, the sofa, the engraving
  Of Wellington that hung above the mantel;
  The little bookcase, holding Scott and Irving,
  And Gibbon's Rome, and Eloisa's Letters;
  And, in a vase, upon the marble stand,
  An opening rose-bud I had plucked that day--
  Type of my own unfolding, rosy hope!

  "Said Percival: 'We'll not amuse each other
  With words indifferent; and we'll allow
  Small opportunity for hearts to speak:
  We know what they would utter, might we dare
  To give them audience. Let Reason rule.
  What I propose is this: that we now part--
  Part for two years; and when that term shall end,
  If we are still in heart disposed as now,
  Then can we orient ourselves anew,
  And shape our course as wary conscience bids.
  Till then, no meeting and no correspondence!

  "'Now for conditions more particular:
  You have a sister--Mrs. Hammersley--
  Julia, I think you said,--an elder sister,
  Resident here, and in society,
  But fretted by her lord's extravagance
  And her own impecuniosity.
  You at her house shall be a visitor,
  But not without the means of aiding her;
  And who but I can now supply the means?
  Here's the dilemma: how can you be free
  If you're my debtor? Yet you _must_ be free,
  And promise to be free; nor let my gift
  Sway you one jot in trammelling your heart.
  Two years you'll spend with Mrs. Hammersley;
  Accepting all Society can offer
  To welcome youth and beauty to its lap;
  Keeping your heart as open as you can
  To influences and impressions new;
  For, Mary, bear in mind how young you are!
  So much for _you_. On _my_ part, I'll return
  To my own country, and endeavor there
  Once more to rectify the wretched wrong
  That circumscribes me. I shall fail perhaps--
  But we can be prepared for either issue.'

  "Here he was silent, and I said: 'You're right,
  And I accept your terms without reserve.'
  We parted, and except a clasp of hands
  That lingered in each other, and a glance
  That flashed farewell from eyes enthroning truth,
  There was no outward token of our love.

  "Two years (the longest of my life were they!)
  Emptied their sands at last, and then I wrote
  A letter to him, to the Barings' care,
  Containing one word only; this: '_Unchanged._'
  In the same old familiar room we met:
  Eager I gave my hand; but he drew back,
  Folded his arms, and said, with half a smile:
  ''Tis not for me; still am I under ban!'
  'I'm glad of that!' cried I; ''twill help to show
  How slight, to love like mine, impediments
  Injustice can pile up!'

                              "He took my hand,
  And, for the first time, we exchanged a kiss.
  Then we sat down and freely talked. Said he:
  'Baffled in all my efforts to procure
  Reversal of my sentence, I resolved
  To terminate one misery at least:
  Yearly the court compelled me, through my bondsmen,
  To render an account of all my income,
  Of which the larger portion must be paid
  For the support of my betrayer, and
  The child, called, by a legal fiction, mine.
  To this annoyance of an annual dealing
  With her attorney, I would put an end;
  And so I compromised by giving up
  Two thirds of all my property at once.
  This leaves me free from all entanglement
  With her or hers,--though with diminished means.

  "'And now, since still you venture to confide
  Wholly in me, my Mary Merivale,--
  And since you would intrust your happiness
  To one who can but give you love for love,--
  To make our income certain, 'tis my plan
  Straightway my little remnant to convert
  Into a joint annuity, to last
  During our natural lives: this will secure
  A fair, though not munificent support.
  And since for me you put the gay world by,
  And since for you I make no sacrifice,
  Now shape our way of life as you may choose.'

  "This I disclaimed; but we at last arranged
  That on the morrow, in the presence of
  My poor friend Lucy, and my sister Julia,
  We two should take each other by the hand
  As emblem of a pledge including all
  Of sacred and inviolable, all
  Of holy and sincere, that man and woman,
  Uniting for connubial purposes,
  And with no purpose foreign to right love,
  Can, with responsible intelligence,
  Give to each other in the face of God,
  And before human witnesses.

                                      "And so
  The simple rite--if such it could be called--
  Took place. A formal kiss was interchanged,
  And then we all knelt down, and Percival
  Met our hearts' need with such a simple prayer
  As by its quickening and inspiring faith
  Made us forget it was another's voice,
  Not our own hearts, that spoke. My sister Julia
  Wept, not for me, but for herself, poor child!
  The chill, the gloom of an unhappy future
  Crept on her lot already, like a mist
  Foreshadowing the storm; she saw, not distant,
  All the despair of a regretful marriage
  Menacing her and driving forth her children.
  It did not long delay. Her spendthrift lord,
  After a squander of his own estate,
  And after swindling my confiding father
  Of a large sum, deserted wife and children,
  To play the chevalier of industry
  At Baden, or at Homburg, and put on
  More of the aspect of the beast each day.
  Three children have his blood to strive against.
  Poor Julia! What she has to live on now
  Was given by Linda's father. We found means,
  Also, to set up our poor sewing-girl,
  My old companion, Lucy, in a trade
  In which she thrives,--she and a worthy husband.

  "What said my parents? Well, I wrote them soon,
  Relating all the facts without reserve,
  And asking, 'Would it be agreeable to them
  To have a visit from us?' They replied,
  'It will not be agreeable, for our house
  Is one of good repute.'--Not three years after,
  A joint appeal came to us for their aid
  To the amount of seven hundred pounds.
  We sent the money, and it helped to smooth
  Their latter days; perhaps to mitigate
  The anger they had felt; and yet not they:
  Of the ungenerous words addressed to us
  My father never knew.

                              "We met my sisters,
  Through Julia's urging, I believe, and proudly
  I let them see what sort of man I'd chosen.
  We travelled for a time in England; then,
  In travel and in study, spent three years
  Upon the Continent; and sailed at last
  For the great land to which my thoughts had turned
  So often--for America. Arriving
  Here in New York, we took this little house,
  Scene of so many joys and one great woe;
  And yet a woe so full of heavenly life
  We should not call it by a mournful name.

  "At length our Linda came to make all bright;
  And I can say, should the great summoner
  Call me this day to leave you, liberal Heaven
  More than my share of mortal bliss already
  Would have bestowed. Yes, little Linda came!
  To spoil us for all happiness but that
  In which she too could share--the dear beguiler!
  And with the sceptre of her love she ruled us,
  And with a happy spirit's charm she charmed us,
  Artfully conquering by shunning conquest,
  And by obeying making us obey.
  And so, one day, one happy day in June,
  We all sat down together, and her mother
  Told her the story which here terminates."




IV.

PARADISE FOUND.


  "You might have made it longer," murmured Linda,
  Who with moist eyes had listened, and to whom
  The time had seemed inexplicably brief.
  Then with an arm round either parent's neck,
  And with a kiss on either parent's cheek,
  She said: "My lot is as the good God gave it;
  And I'd not have it other than it is.
  Could a permit from any human lips
  Have made me any more a child of God?
  Have made me any more your child, my parents?
  Have made me any more my own true self?
  Happy, and oh! not diffident to feel
  My right to be and breathe the common air?
  Could any form of words approving it
  Have made us three more intimately near?
  Have made us three more exquisitely dear?
  Ah! if it could, our love is not the love
  I hold it now to be--immortal love!"

  With speechless joy and a new pride they gazed
  Into her fair and youthful countenance,
  Bright with ethereal bloom and tenderness.
  Then smoothing back her hair, the father said:
  "An anxious thought comes to us now and then,--
  Comes like a cloud: the thought that we as yet
  Have no provision from our income saved
  For Linda. My few little ventures, made
  In commerce, in a profitable hope,
  So adversely resulted that I saw
  My best advance would be in standing still.
  As you have heard, all that we now possess
  Is in a life-annuity which ends
  With two frail lives--your mother's and my own.
  So, should death overtake us both at once,--
  And this I've looked on as improbable,--
  Our little girl would be left destitute."

  "Not destitute, my father!" Linda cried;
  "Far back as thought can go, you taught me this:
  To help myself; to seek, in my own mind,
  Companionship forever new and glad,
  Through studies, meditations, and resources
  Which nature, books, and crowded life supply.
  And then you urged me to excel in something;
  ('Better do one thing thoroughly,' you said,
  'Than fifty only tolerably well,')--
  Something from which, with loving diligence,
  I might, should life's contingencies require,
  Wring a support;--and then, how carefully
  You taught me how to deal with slippery men!
  Taught me my rights, the laws, the very forms
  By which to guard against neglect or fraud
  In any business--till I'm half a lawyer.
  You taught me, too, how to protect myself,
  Should force assail me; how to hold a pistol,
  Carry it, fire it--Heaven save me from the need!
  And, when I was a very little girl,
  You used to take me round to see the houses
  As they were built; the clearing of the land;
  The digging of the cellar; the foundations;
  You told me that the sand to make the mortar
  Ought to be fresh, and not the sea-shore sand;
  Else would the salt keep up a certain moisture.
  And then we'd watch the framework, and the roofing;
  And you'd explain the office and the name
  Of every beam, and make me understand
  The qualities of wood, seasoning of timber,
  And how the masons, and the carpenters,
  The plasterers, the plumbers, and the slaters,
  Should do their work; and when they slighted it,
  And when the wood-work was too near the flue,
  The flue too narrow, or the draught defective:
  So that, as you yourself have often said,
  I'm better qualified than half the builders
  To plan and build a house, and guard myself
  From being cheated in the operation.
  Fear not for me, my parents; spend your income
  Without a thought of saving. And besides,
  Had you not trained me aptly as you have,
  Am I not better--I--than many sparrows?
  There is a heavenly Father over all!"

  "Sweet arguer!" said Percival, "may He
  And his swift angels love and help our Linda!
  Your mother and myself have tried of late
  To study how and where we might reduce
  Certain expenses that have been,----"

                                        But here
  The dinner-bell broke in; and lighter thoughts--
  Thoughts that but skim the surface of the mind,
  And stir not its profound--were interchanged
  As now more timely; for the Percivals
  Lacked not good appetites, and every meal
  Had its best stimulant in cheerfulness.
  "Where shall we go to pass our holidays?"
  The mother asked: "August will soon be here."
  "What says our Linda?" answered Percival:
  "The seaside or the mountains shall it be?"
  "Linda will go with the majority!
  You've spilt the salt, papa; please throw a little
  Over your shoulder; there! that saves a quarrel.
  To me you leave it, do you? to decide
  Where we shall go? Then hear the voice of wisdom:
  The mountain air is good, I love the mountains;
  And the sea air is good, I love the sea;
  But if you two prefer the mountain air,--
  Go to the mountains. On the contrary,--"
  "She's neutral!" cried the father; "what a dodger
  This little girl has grown! Come, now, I'll cast
  Into the scale my sword, and say we'll go
  To old Cape Ann. Does any slave object?
  None. 'Tis a special edict. Pass the peas.
  Our rendezvous shall be off Eastern Point.
  There shall our Linda try the oar again."

  Dinner was ended, and the gas was lit,
  And The Day's last edition had been put
  Into his hand to read, when suddenly
  Turning to Mary, with a sigh he said:
  "Kenrick, I see, is dead--Kenrick, our friend.
  'Died in Chicago on the seventh instant,--
  Leaves an estate valued at seven millions.'"
  "Indeed! our faithful Kenrick--is he dead?
  Leaves he a wife?"--"Probably not, my dear;
  Three months ago he was a single man;
  I had a letter from him, begging me,
  If I lacked funds at any time to draw
  On him, and not be modest in my draft."
  "But that was generous; what did you reply?"
  "I thanked him for his love, and promised him
  He should be first to hear of wants of mine.
  Now let us to the music-room adjourn,
  And hear what will not jar with our regrets."
  They went; and Mary mother played and sang;
  Played the 'Dead March in Saul' and sang 'Old Hundred,'
  'Come, ye Disconsolate,' 'When thee I seek'--
  And finally these unfamiliar words:--


    I.

    O, give me one breath from that land--
      The land to which all of us go!
    Even now, O my soul! art thou fanned
      By the breezes that over it blow.

    II.

    By the breezes that over it blow!
      Though far from the knowledge of sense,
    The shore of that land thou dost know--
      There soon wilt thou go with me hence.

    III.

    There soon wilt thou go with me hence--
      But where, O my soul! where to be?
    In that region, that region immense,
      The loved and the lost shall we see?

    IV.

    The loved and the lost shall we see!
      For Love all it loves shall make near;
    Type and outcome of Love shall it be--
      Our home in that infinite sphere!


  A day's excursion to a favorite spot--
  Choice nook among the choicest of Long Island,
  (Paradise Found, he called it playfully)--
  Had oft been planned; and one day Percival
  Said: "Let us go to-day!"--"No, not to-day!"
  Cried Linda, with a shudder.--"And why not?
  It is the very day of all the year!
  There's an elastic coolness in the air,
  Thanks to the thunder-shower we had last night:
  A day for out-of-doors! Your reasons, Linda?
  Tears in your eyes! Nay, I'll not ask for reasons.
  We will not go."--"Yes, father, let us go.
  Whence came my No abrupt, I could not say;
  It was a sudden freak, and what it meant
  You know as well as I. Shall we get ready?"
  "Ay, such a perfect day is rare; it seems
  To bring heaven nearer to my understanding;
  Life, life itself is joy enough! to be,--
  To breathe this ether, see that arch of blue,
  Is happiness."--"But 'tis the soul that makes it;
  What would it be, my father, without love?"
  "Ay, without love, love human and divine,
  No atmosphere of real joy can be."

  Not long the time mother and daughter needed
  To don their simple, neat habiliments.
  A postman handed Percival a letter
  As they descended from the door to take
  The carriage that would bear them to the station;
  For they must go by rail some twenty miles
  To reach this paradise of Percival's.

  When they were in the cars, and these in motion,
  Percival drew the letter from his pocket,
  And, while he read, a strange expression stole
  Over his features. "Now what is it, father?"
  Then with a sigh which her quick ear detected
  As one that masked a pleasurable thought,
  He said: "Poor little Linda!"--"And why poor?"
  "Because she will not be so rich again
  In wishes unfulfilled. That grand piano
  You saw at Chickering's--what was the price?"
  "Twelve hundred dollars only."--"It is yours!
  That painting you admired so--that by Church--
  What did they ask for it?"--"Two thousand dollars."
  "'Tis cheap at that. We'll take it. Whose turn-out
  Was it that struck your fancy?"--"Miss Van Hagen's!"
  "Well, you shall have one like it, only better.
  Look! What a charming cottage! How it stands,
  Fronting the water, flanked by woods and gardens!
  For sale, I see. We'll buy it. No, that house
  Yonder upon the hill would suit us better;
  Our coachman's family shall have the cottage."

  "What is it all, my father? You perplex me,"
  Said Linda, with a smile of anxious wonder.
  "In brief, my little girl," said Percival,
  "You're grown to be an heiress. Let your mother
  Take in that letter. Read it to her, Linda."
  It was a letter from executors
  Of the late Arthur Kenrick, making known
  That in his several large bequests was one
  Of a full million, all to Percival.
  The mother's heart flew to the loved ones gone;
  She sighed, but not to have them back again;
  That were a wish too selfish and profane.
  And then, the first surprise at length allayed,
  Calmly, but not without a natural joy
  At being thus lifted to an affluent lot,
  The three discussed their future. Should they travel?
  Or should they choose some rural site, and build?
  Paradise Found would furnish a good site!
  Now they could help how many! Not aloof
  From scenes of destitution had they kept:
  What joy to aid the worthy poor! To save
  This one from beggary! To give the means
  To that forsaken widow, overworked,
  With her persistent cough, to make a trip,
  She and her children, city-pinched and pale,
  To some good inland farm, and there recruit!
  Many the plans for others they conceived!
  Many the joyful--

                         Ah! a shivering crash!
  A whirl of splintered wood and loosened iron!
  Then shrieks and groans of pain....

                                    A broken rail
  Had done it all. Now for the killed and wounded!
  Ghastly the spectacle! And happy those
  Whom Death had taken swiftly! Linda's mother
  Was one of these--a smile upon her lips,
  But her breast marred--peacefully she had passed.
  Percival's wound was mortal, but he strove,
  Amid the jar of sense, to fix his mind
  On one absorbing thought--a thought for Linda:
  For she, though stunned, they told him, would survive,
  Motherless, though--soon to be fatherless!
  And something--ah! what was it?--must be done,
  Done, too, at once. "O gentlemen, come here!
  Paper and pen and ink! Quick, quick, I pray you!
  No matter! Come! A pencil--that will do.
  Help me to make a will--I do bequeathe--
  Where am I? What has happened? God be with me!
  Yes, I remember now--the will! the will!
  No matter for the writing! Witness ye
  That I bequeathe, convey, and hereby give
  To this my only child, named Linda--Linda--
  God! What's my name? Where was I? Percival
  To Linda Percival--Is this a dream?
  What would I do? My heart is drowned in blood.
  God help me. Linda--Linda!"

                                      Then he died;
  And, chasing from his face that glare of anguish,
  Came a smile beatific as if angels
  Had soothed his fears and hushed him into calm.

  Her father's cry was all unheard by Linda,
  Or by her mortal senses all unheard.
  Perhaps a finer faculty, removed
  From the external consciousness afar,
  Took it all in; for when she woke at last
  To outward life, and looking round beheld
  No sign of either parent, she sank back
  Into a trance, and lay insensible
  For many hours. Then rallying she once more
  Seemed conscious; and observing the kind looks
  Of an old woman and a man whose brow
  Of thought contrasted with his face of youth,
  She calmly said: "Don't fear to tell me all;
  I think I know it all; an accident
  With loss of life; my father and my mother
  Among--among the killed. Enough! Your silence
  Explains it now. So leave me for a while.
  Should I need help, I'll call. You're very good."

  When they returned, Linda was sitting up
  Against the pillow of the bed; her hands
  Folded upon her breast; her open eyes
  Tearless and glazed, as if celestial scenes,
  Clear to the inner, nulled the outer vision.
  The man drew near, touched her upon the brow,
  And said, "My name is Henry Meredith."
  She started, and, as on an April sky
  A cloud is riven, and through the sudden cleft
  The sunshine darts, even so were Linda's eyes
  Flooded with conscious lustre, and she woke.

  It was a neatly furnished cottage room
  In which she lay, and nodding eglantine,
  With its sweet-scented foliage and rath roses,
  Rustled and shimmered at the open window.
  "How long have I been lying here?" asked Linda.
  "Almost two days," said Meredith.--"Indeed!
  I read, sir, what you'd ask me, in your looks;
  And to the question on your mind I answer,
  If all is ready, let the funeral be
  This afternoon. Ay, in the village ground
  Let their remains be laid. The services
  May be as is convenient." "Of what faith
  Were they?"--"The faith of Christ."--"But that is vague.
  The faith of Christ?  Mean you the faith _in_ Christ?
  Faith in the power and need of his atonement?"

  "All that I mean is, that they held the faith
  Which was the faith of Christ, as manifest
  In his own words, unwrenched by others' words.
  So to no sect did they attach themselves;
  But from all sects drew all the truth they could
  In charity; believing that when Christ
  Said of the pure in heart, 'They shall see God,'
  He meant it; spoke no fragment of a truth;
  Deferred no saying, qualifying that;
  Set no word-trap for unsuspecting souls;
  Spoke no oracular, ambiguous phrase,
  Intending merely the vicarious pure;
  Reserved no strange or mystical condition
  To breed fine points of doctrine, or confound
  The simple-minded and the slow of faith.
  Heart-purity and singleness and love,
  Fertile in loving acts, sole proof of these,
  Summed up for them, my father and my mother,
  All nobleness, all duty, all salvation,
  And all religion."

                        With a heavy sigh
  Meredith turned away. "I'll not discuss
  Things of such moment now," said he. "One rock,
  One only rock, amid the clashing waves
  Of human error, have I found,--the rock
  On which Christ built his Church. Heaven show you it!"
  "Heaven show me truth! let it be on the rock,
  Or in the sand. You'll say Amen to that?"
  "I say Amen to what the Church approves,
  For I myself am weak and fallible,
  Depraved by nature, reprobate and doomed,
  And ransomed only by the atoning blood
  Of a Redeemer more divine than human.
  But controversy is not timely now:
  The papers, jewels, money, and what clothes
  Could properly be taken, you will find
  In a small trunk of which this is the key.
  At three o'clock the carriage will be ready."

  Linda put forth her hand; he gravely took it,
  And holding it in both of his the while,
  Said: "Should you lack a friend, remember me.
  I was a witness to your father's death.
  Your mother must have died without a pang.
  He, by a strenuous will, kept death at bay
  A minute, and his dying cry was Linda!
  Hardly can he have felt his sufferings,
  Such the intentness of his thought for you!"
  The fount of tears was happily struck at last,
  And Linda wept profusely. Meredith
  Quitted the room; but the old woman sat
  Beside the bed, her thin and shrunken fingers
  Hiding themselves in Linda's locks of gold,
  Or with a soothing motion parting them
  From a brow fine and white as alabaster.
  At length, like a retreating thunder-storm,
  The sobs grew faint and fainter, and then ceased.

  After a pause, said Linda to the lady,
  "Is he your grandson?"--"Ay, my only one;
  A noble youth, heir to a splendid fortune;
  A scholar, too, and such a gentleman!
  Young; ay, not twenty-four! What a career,
  Would he but choose! Society is his,
  To cull from as he would. He throws by all,
  To be a poor tame priest, and take confessions
  Of petty scandals and delinquencies
  From a few Irish hussies and old women!"
  "We all," said Linda, "hear the voice of duty
  In different ways, and many not at all.
  Honor to him who heeds the sacred claim
  At any cost of life's amenities
  And tenderest ties! We see the sacrifice;--
  We cannot reckon up the nobleness
  It called for, and must call for to the end."




V.

LINDA.


  The news of the great railroad accident
  And of the sudden death of Percival,
  Coming so soon upon intelligence
  Of his rare fortune in the legacy
  From Kenrick, occupied the public mind
  For a full day at least, and then was whelmed
  In other marvels rushing thick upon it.
  The mother and the daughter, who still bore
  The name of Percival, came back from Paris
  At once, on getting the unlooked-for news.
  When Linda, after three weeks had elapsed,
  Re-entered, with a swelling heart, the house
  To her so full of sacred memories,
  She was accosted by an officer
  Who told her he had put his seal on all
  The papers, plate, and jewelry belonging
  To the late Albert Percival,--and asked
  If in her keeping were a watch and ring,
  Also some money, found upon his person:
  If so, would she please give them up, and he,
  Who had authority to take them, would
  Sign a receipt for all such property,
  And then the rightful heir could easily
  Dispose of it, as might seem best to her.

  "The rightful heir?" gasped Linda, taking in
  Not readily the meaning of the words,--
  "Do you not know that I'm the rightful heir
  And only child of Albert Percival?"
  "Pardon me," said the officer, "the child,
  Recognized by the law, is not yourself,
  But Harriet Percival, the only heir,--
  For so the court adjudges,--and to her
  All property, both personal and real,
  Must be made over. She, no doubt, will deal
  Kindly in your peculiar case, and make
  A suitable provision--"

                          "Hold!" cried Linda,
  Her nostrils' action showing generous blood
  As clearly as some matchless courser shows it
  After a mighty race,--"Your business,
  But not your comments! And yet, pardon me--
  I'm hasty,--you meant well; but you would have me
  Render you up the watch and pocket-book
  Found on my father's person, and delivered
  To me his daughter. That I'll only do,
  When more authority than you have shown
  Compels me, and my lawyer bids me yield."
  "Here is my warrant," said the officer,
  "And my instructions are explicit." Then,
  The spirit of the gentleman disdaining
  The action he was sent for, he rejoined:
  "But the law's letter shall not make me do
  An incivility, perhaps a wrong.
  And so, relying on your truth, I leave you,
  Assured that you'll be ready to respond
  To all the law can ask. And now, good day!"

  Left to her own decisions, Linda sought
  At once the best advice; and such had been
  Her training, that she was not ignorant
  Who among counsellors were trusted most
  In special ways. Kindly and patiently
  Her case was taken up and thoroughly
  Sifted and tried. No hope! No flaw! No case!
  So craftily had every step been taken,
  With such precaution and such legal care,--
  So diligently had the mesh been woven,
  Enclosing Percival and all of his,--
  That nothing could be done except put off
  The payment of the Kenrick legacy
  For some six months,--when it was all made over
  To the reputed child, already rich
  Through the law's disposition of the sums
  Which Percival had been compelled to pay.

  After the legal test, with brave composure
  Linda surveyed her lot. Enough was left,
  From sale of jewels that had been her mother's,
  For a few months' support, with frugal care.
  Claim to these jewels and the money found
  Upon her mother's person had been laid
  Too eagerly by the contesting party,
  Who said that Percival, in dying last,
  Was heir to the effects; but since the claim
  Could only be upheld by proving marriage,
  The claimants sorrowfully gave it up.

  One day as Linda stood with folded hands
  Before her easel, on which lay a painting
  Of flowers autumnal, grouped with rarest skill,--
  The blue-fringed gentian, the red cardinal,
  With fern and plumy golden-rod intwined,--
  A knock aroused her, and the opened door
  Disclosed a footman, clad in livery,
  Who, hat in hand, asked if a lady might
  Come up to see the pictures. "Certainly,"
  Was the reply; and, panting up the stairs,
  A lady came whose blazonry of dress
  And air of self-assured, aggressive wealth
  Spoke one well pleased to awe servility.

  As when by some forecasting sense the dove
  Knows that the hawk, though out of sight and still,
  Is hovering near, even so did Linda feel
  An enemy draw nigh; felt that this woman,
  Who, spite of marks a self-indulgent life
  Leaves on the face, showed vestiges of beauty,
  Was she who first had cast the bitterness
  Into that cup of youth which Linda's father
  Was made to taste so long.

                          And yet (how strangely,
  In this mixed web of life, the strands of good
  Cross and inweave the evil!) to that wrong
  Might he have tracked a joy surpassing hope,--
  The saving angel who, in Linda's mother,
  Had so enriched his being;--might have tracked
  (Mysterious thought!) Linda herself, his child,
  The crown of every rapture, every hope

  The lady, known as Madame Percival,
  Seated herself and turned a piercing look
  On Linda, who blenched not, but stood erect,
  With calm and serious look regarding her.
  The lady was the first to lower her eyes;
  She then, with some embarrassment, remarked:
  "So! you're an artist! Will you let me see
  Some of your newest paintings?" Linda placed
  Three of her choicest pieces on the easel,
  And madame raised her eyeglass, looked a moment,
  Said, "Very pretty," and then, breaking through
  Further constraint, began: "You may not know me;
  My name is Percival; you, I suppose,
  Bear the same name by courtesy. 'Tis well:
  The law at last has taught you possibly
  Our relative positions. Of the past
  We will say nothing; no hard thought is left
  Against you in my heart; I trust I know
  The meaning of forgiveness; what is due
  To Christian charity. In me, although
  The church has but a frail, unworthy child,
  Yet would I help my enemy; remove her
  From doubtful paths, and see her fitly placed
  With her own kindred for protection due.
  Hear my proposal now, in your behalf:
  If you will go to England, where your aunts
  And relatives reside,--and first will sign
  A paper promising you'll not return,
  And that you never will resume your suit,--
  I will advance your passage-money, and
  Give you five thousand dollars. Will you do it?"

  The indignant No, surging in Linda's heart,
  Paused as if language were too weak for it,
  When, in that pause, the opening of the door
  Disclosed a lady younger than the first,
  Yet not unlike in features, though no blonde,
  And of a figure small and delicate.
  "Now, Harriet!" cried the elder of the two,
  Annoyed, if not alarmed, "you promised me
  You would not quit the carriage."--"Well, what then?
  I changed my mind. Is that a thing uncommon?
  Whom have we here? The name upon the door
  Is Percival; and there upon the wall
  I see a likeness of my father. So!
  You, then, are Linda Percival! the child
  For whom he could abandon me, his first!
  Come, let me look at you!"--"Nay, Harriet,
  This should not be. Come with me to the carriage;
  Come! I command you."--"Pooh! And pray, who cares
  For your commands? I move not till I please.
  We are half-sisters, Linda, but I hate you."

  "Excuse me," Linda answered quietly,
  "But I see no resemblance to my father
  In you. Your features, form, complexion, all
  Are quite unlike."--"Silence! We've had enough."
  "What did she say?" cried Harriet. "Do not heed
  A word of hers; leave her and come with me."
  "She said, I bear no likeness to my father:
  You heard her!"--"'Twas in malice, Harriet.
  Of course she would say that."--"But I must have
  That photograph of him upon the wall:
  'Tis unlike any that I've ever seen."
  And with the word she took it from the nail
  And would have put it in her pocket, had not
  Linda, with sudden grasp, recovered it.

  Darker her dark face grew, when Harriet
  Saw herself baffled; taking out her purse
  She drew from it a thousand-dollar bill,
  And said, "Will this procure it?"--"Harriet!
  You're mad to offer such a sum as that."
  "Old woman, if you anger me, you'll rue it!
  I ask you, Linda Percival, if you
  Will take two thousand dollars for that portrait?"
  And Linda answered: "I'll not take your money:
  The portrait you may have without a price;
  I'm not without a copy."--"Well, I take it;
  But mark you this: I shall not hate you less
  For this compliance; nay, shall hate you more;
  For I do hate you with a burning hatred,
  And all the more for that smooth Saxon face,
  With its clear red and white and Grecian outline;
  That likeness to my father (I can see it),
  Those golden ringlets and that rounded form.
  Pray, Madame Percival, where did I get
  This swarthy hue, since Linda is so fair,
  And you are far from being a quadroon?
  Good lady, solve the riddle, if you please."

  "There! No more idle questions! Two o'clock?
  That camel's hair at Stewart's will be sold,
  Unless we go this minute. Such a bargain!
  Come, my dear, come!" And so, cajoling, coaxing,
  She drew away her daughter, and the door
  Closed quickly on the two. But Linda stood
  In meditation rapt, as thought went back
  To the dear parents who had sheltered her;
  Contrasting their ingenuous love sincere
  And her own filial reverence, with the scene
  She just had witnessed. So absorbed she was
  In visions of the past, she did not heed
  The opening of the door, until a voice
  Broke in upon her tender revery,
  Saying, "I've come again to get your answer
  To my proposal." Tranquillized, subdued
  By those dear, sacred reminiscences,
  Linda, with pity in her tone, replied:
  "Madame, I cannot entertain your offer."
  "And why not, Linda Percival?" exclaimed
  The imperious lady.--"I'm not bound to give
  My reasons, madame."--"Come, I'll make the sum
  Ten thousand dollars."--"Money could not alter
  My mind upon the subject."--"Look you, Linda;
  You saw my daughter. Obstinate, self-willed,
  Passionate as a wild-cat, jealous, crafty,
  Reckless in use of money when her whims
  Are to be gratified, and yet at times
  Sordid as any miser,--she'll not stop
  At artifice, or violence, or crime,
  To injure one she hates--and you she hates!
  Now for your sake and hers, I charge you leave
  This country, go to England;--close at once
  With my most liberal offer."

                                  "Madame, no!
  This is my home, my birthplace, and the land
  Of all my efforts, hopes, and aspirations;
  While I have work to do, here lies my field:
  I cannot quit America. Besides,
  Since candor now is best, I would not take
  A dole from you to save myself from starving."
  The lady's eyes flashed choler. She replied:
  "Go your own gait; and, when you're on the street,
  As you'll be soon, blame no one but yourself.
  I've done my part. Me no one can accuse
  Of any lack of charity or care.
  For three weeks more my offer shall hold good.
  After that time, expect no further grace."
  And, with a frown which tried to be disdain,
  But which, rebuked and humbled, fell before
  The pitying candor of plain Innocence,
  Out of the room she swept with all her velvet.

  These interviews had made our Linda feel
  How quite alone in the wide world she stood.
  A letter came, after her parents' death,
  From her aunt, Mrs. Hammersley, requesting
  A loan of fifty pounds, and telling all
  The family distresses and shortcomings:
  How this one's husband had proved not so rich
  As was expected; how another's was
  A tyrant and a niggard, so close-fisted
  He parcelled out with his own hands the sugar
  For kitchen use; and how another's still,
  Though amply able to receive their mother,
  A widow now, had yet refused to do it,
  And even declined to make a contribution
  For her support. And so the gossip ran.
  The picture was not pleasant. With a sigh
  Not for herself, but others, Linda penned
  A letter to her aunt, relating all
  The events that made her powerless to aid
  Her needy kinsfolk. She despatched the letter,
  Then sat and thought awhile.

                                 "And now for duty!"
  She cried, and rose. She could not think of duty
  Except as something grateful to her parents.
  They were a presence so securely felt,
  And so related to her every act,--
  Their love was still so vigilant, so real,
  That to do what, and only what, she knew
  They would approve, was duty paramount;
  And their approval was the smile of God!
  Self-culture, work, and needful exercise,--
  This was her simple summing-up of duties
  Immediately before her, and to be
  Fulfilled without more parleying or delay.
  She found that by the labor of a month
  In painting flowers from nature, she could earn
  Easily sixty dollars. This she did
  For two years steadily. Then came a change.
  From some cause unexplained, her wild-flower sketches,
  Which from their novelty and careful finish
  At first had found a ready sale, were now
  In less demand. Linda was not aware
  That these elaborate works, to nature true,
  Had been so multiplied in copies, made
  By hand, or printed by the chromo art,
  As to be sold at prices not one fifth
  As high as the originals had cost.
  Hence her own genius winged the storm and lent
  The color to the cloud, that overhung
  Her prospect, late so hopeful and serene.

  Now came her year of struggle! Narrow means,
  Discouragement, the haunting fear of debt!
  One summer day, a day reminding her
  Of days supremely beautiful, immortal,
  (Since hallowed by undying love and joy),
  A little girl, the step-child, much endeared,
  Of a poor artisan who dwelt near by
  On the same floor with Linda, came to her
  And said: "You promised me, Miss Percival,
  That some fine day you'd take me in the cars
  Where I could see the grass and pluck the flowers."
  "Well, Rachel Aiken, we will go to-day,
  If you will get permission from your father,"
  Said Linda, longing for the woodland air.
  Gladly the father gave consent; and so,
  Clad in her best, the little damsel sat,
  While Linda filled the luncheon-box, and made
  The preparations needful.

                             "What is that?"
  Asked Rachel, pointing to an open drawer
  In which a case of polished ebony
  Glittered and caught the eye. "A pistol-case!"
  "And is the pistol loaded?"--"I believe so."
  "And will you take it with you?"--"Well, my dear,
  I did not think to do so: would you have me?"
  "Yes, if we're going to the woods; for panthers
  Lurk in the woods, you know."--"I'll take it, Rachel;
  We call this a revolver. See! Four times
  I can discharge it." At a block of wood
  She aimed and fired; then carefully reloaded
  The piece, and put it in a hidden pocket.

  Some ten miles from the city, at a place
  Rich in diversity of wood and water,
  They left the cars. Rachel's delight was wild.
  Never was day so lovely! Never grass
  So green! And O the flowers! "Look, only look,
  Miss Percival! What is it? Can I pluck
  As many as I want?"--"Ay, that's a harebell."
  "And O, look here! This red and yellow flower!
  Tell me its name."--"A columbine. It grows
  In clefts of rocks. That's an anemone:
  We call it so because the leaves are torn
  So easily by the wind; for _anemos_
  Is Greek for wind."--"Oh! here's a buttercup!
  I know that well. Red clover, too, I know.
  Isn't the dandelion beautiful?
  And O, Miss Percival, what flower is this?"
  "That's a wild rose."--"What, does the rose grow wild?
  But is not that delightful? A wild rose!
  And I can take as many as I want!
  I did not dream the country was so fine.
  How very happy must the children be
  Who live here all the time! 'Tis better far
  Than any garden; for, Miss Percival,
  The flowers are here all free, and quite as pretty
  As garden flowers. O, hark! Did ever bird
  So sweetly sing?"--"That was a wood-thrush, dear."
  "O darling wood-thrush! Do not stop so soon!
  Look there, on that stone wall! What's that?"--"A squirrel."
  "Is that indeed a squirrel? Are you sure?
  How I would like a nut to throw to him!
  What are these little red things in the grass?"
  "Wild strawberries, my dear."--"Wild strawberries!
  And can I eat them?"--"Yes, we'll take a plate
  And pick it full, and eat them with our dinner."
  "O, will not that be nice? Wild strawberries
  That we have picked ourselves!"

                           And so the day
  Slid on to noon; and then, it being hot,
  They crossed a wall into a skirting wood,
  And there sat down upon a rocky slab
  Covered with dry brown needles of the pine,
  And ate their dinner while the birds made music.
  "'Tis a free concert, ours!" said Rachel Aiken:
  "How nice this dinner! What an appetite
  I'm having all at once! My father says
  That I must learn to eat: I soon could learn
  In such a place as this! I wish my father
  Himself would eat; he works too hard, I fear;
  He works in lead: and the lead makes him ill.
  See what nice clothes he buys me! I'm afraid
  He pays for me more than he can afford,
  Seeing he has a mother to support
  And a blind sister; for, Miss Percival,
  I'm but his step-child, and my mother died
  Two years ago; then my half-sister died,
  His only little girl, and now he says
  That I am all he has in the wide world
  To love and cherish dearly,--all his treasure.
  What would I give if I could bring him here
  To these sweet woods, away from lead and work!"

  So the child prattled. Then, the gay dessert
  Of berries being ended, Linda sat
  On the rock's slope, and peeled the mosses off
  Or looked up through the branches of the pines
  At the sky's blue, while Rachel played around.
  From tree to tree, from flower to flower, the child
  Darted through leafy lanes, when, all at once,
  A scream roused Linda.

                    To her feet she sprang!
  Instinctively (but not without a shudder)
  She grasped the little pistol she had brought
  At the child's prompting; from the rock ran down,
  And, at a sudden bend, encountered three
  Young lusty ruffians, while, a few rods off,
  Another lifted Rachel in his arms,
  And to the thicker wood beyond moved on.
  The three stood side by side as if to bar
  The path to Linda, and their looks meant mischief.
  The lane was narrow. "For your life, make way!"
  She cried, and raised the pistol. "No, you don't
  Fool us by tricks like that!" the foremost said:
  "And so, my lady--" But before the word
  Was out there was a little puff of smoke,
  With an explosion, not encouraging,--
  And on the turf the frightened caitiff lay.
  Her road now clear, reckless of torn alpaca,
  Over the scattered branches Linda rushed,
  Till she drew near the leader of the gang,
  Who, stopping, drew a pistol with one hand,
  While with the other he held Rachel fast,
  Placing her as a shield before his breast.

  But Linda did not waver. Dropping into
  The old position that her father taught her
  When to the shooting-gallery they went,
  She fired. An oath, the cry of pain and rage,
  Told her she had not missed her aim,--the jaw
  The ruffian left exposed. One moment more,
  Rachel was in her arms. Taking a path
  Transverse, they hit the public road and entered
  The railroad station as the train came in.
  When they were safely seated, and the engine
  Began to throb and pant, a sudden pallor
  Spread over Linda's visage, and she veiled
  Her face and fainted; yet so quietly,
  But one among the passengers observed it;
  And he came up, and taking Rachel's place
  Supported Linda; from a lady near
  Borrowed some pungent salts restorative,
  And finding soon the sufferer was herself,
  Gave Rachel back her seat and took his own.
  But at the city station, when arrived,
  This gentleman came up, and bowing, said:
  "Here stands my private carriage; but to-day
  I need it not. Let my man take you home."
  Linda demurred. His firm will urged them in,
  And she and Rachel all at once were riding
  With easy bowling motion down Broadway.

  The evening papers had this paragraph:
  "In Baker's Woods this morning two young men
  Were fired on by a female lunatic
  Without a provocation, and one wounded.
  The bullet was extracted. Dr. Payson,
  With his accustomed skill and promptitude,
  Performed the operation; and the patient
  Is doing well. We learn the unhappy woman--
  She had with her a child--is still at large."
  "I'm glad it was no worse," quoth Linda, smiling.
  She kissed the pistol that had been her mother's,
  Wiped it, and reverently put it by.

    *       *       *       *       *

  Three summers and an autumn had rolled on
  Since the catastrophe that orphaned Linda.
  Midwinter with its whirling snow had come,
  And, shivering through the snow-encumbered streets
  Of the great city, men and women went,
  Stooping their heads to thwart the spiteful wind.
  The sleigh-bells rang, boys hooted, and policemen
  Told each importunate beggar to move on.
  In a side street where Fashion late had dwelt,
  But which the up-town movement now had left
  A street for journeymen and small mechanics,
  Dress-makers, masons, farriers, and draymen,
  A female figure might be seen to enter
  A lodging-house, and passing up two flights
  Unlock a door that showed a small apartment
  Neat, with two windows looking on the rear,
  A small recess with a low, narrow bed,
  A sofa, a piano, and three chairs.
  'Twas noon, but in the sky no cleft of blue
  Flashed the soft love-light like a lifted lid.

  Clad plainly was the lady we have followed,--
  But with a certain grace no modiste's art
  Could have contrived. Youthful she was, and yet
  A gravity not pertinent to youth
  Gave to her face the pathos of that look
  Which a too early thoughtfulness imparts;
  And this was Linda,--Linda little changed,
  Though nearer by four years to womanhood
  Than when we parted from her in the shadow
  Of a great woe.
                        Preoccupied she seemed
  Now with some painful thought, and in a slow,
  Half-automatic manner she replenished
  With scanty bits of coal her little stove;
  Then, with a like absorbed, uncertain air,
  Threw off her cloak and bonnet, and sat down;
  Motionless sat awhile till she drew forth
  A pocket-book, and from it took a letter,
  And read these words: "You guaranteed the debt:
  It now has run three months, and if to-morrow
  It is not paid, we must seek legal help."
  A bill of wood and coal for Rachel's father--
  Some twenty dollars only! And yet Linda
  Saw not the way to pay it on the morrow.
  He, the poor artisan, on whose account
  She had incurred the liability,
  Lay prostrate with a malady, his last,
  In the small room near by, with little Rachel
  His only watcher. What could Linda do?
  At length, with lips compressed, and up and down
  Moving her head as if to give assent
  To some resolve, now fixed, she took her seat
  At the piano,--from her childhood's days
  So tenderly endeared, and every chord
  Vibrating to some memory of her mother!
  "Old friend,"--she sighed; then thought awhile and sang.


    I.

    Help me, dear chords, help me to tell in song
    The grief that now must say to you Farewell!
    No music like to yours can ease my heart.

    II.

    An infant on her knee I struck your keys,
    And you made sweet my earliest lullaby:
    From you I thought my requiem might come.

    III.

    Hard is the pang of parting, but farewell!
    Harder the shame would be, if help were not;
    Go, but your tones shall thrill forevermore.

    IV.

    Farewell! And O my mother, dost thou hear?
    Farewell! But not to thoughts forever dear.
    Farewell, but not to love--but not to thee!


  When little Rachel, by her father sent,
  Came in to take her lesson the next day,
  Behold, no instrument was in the room!
  What could it mean? "We must give up," said Linda,
  "Our music for a little while. Perhaps
  I soon shall have my dear piano back."
  Then they went in to see the sufferer.
  A smile lit up his face,--a grateful smile,
  That lent a beauty even to Disease,
  Pale, thin, and hollow-eyed:

                                  "Is not the air
  Quite harsh to-day?" he asked. "A searching air."
  "So I supposed. I find it hard to breathe.
  Dear lady--but you've been a friend indeed!
  In my vest-pocket you will find a wallet.
  All that I have is in it. Take and use it.
  A fellow-workman brought me yesterday
  Fifty-two dollars, by my friends subscribed:
  Take from it what will pay for coal and rent.
  To-morrow some one of my friends will come
  To see to what the morrow may require.
  You've done so much, dear lady, I refrain
  From asking more."--"Ask all that you would have."
  "My little Rachel--she will be alone,
  All, all alone in this wide, striving world:
  An orphan child without a relative!
  Could you make interest to have her placed
  In some asylum?"--"Do not doubt my zeal
  Or my ability to have it done.
  And should good fortune come to me, be sure
  Rachel shall have a pleasant home in mine."
  "That's best of all. Thank you. God help you both.
  Now, Rachel, say the little prayer I taught you.
  ... That was well said. Now kiss me for good night.
  That's a dear little girl! I'll tell your mother
  How good and diligent and kind you are;
  How careful, too, of all your pretty clothes;
  And what a nurse you've been,--how true and tender.
  Rachel, obey Miss Percival. Be quick
  To shun all evil. Fly from heedless playmates.
  Close your young eyes on all impurity.
  Cast out all naughty thoughts by holy prayer.
  Love only what is good. Ah! darling child,
  I hoped to shield you up to womanhood,
  But God ordains it otherwise. May He
  Amid the world's thick perils be your Guide!
  There! Do not cry, my darling. All is well.
  Sing us some pious hymn, Miss Percival."
  And Linda, with wet eyelids, sang these words.


    I.

    Be of good cheer, O Soul!
      Angels are nigh;
    Evil can harm thee not,
      God hears thy cry.

    II.

    Into no void shalt thou
      Spring from this clay;
    His everlasting arm
      Shall be thy stay.

    III.

    Day hides the stars from thee,
      Sense hides the heaven
    Waiting the contrite soul
      That here has striven.

    IV.

    Soon shall the glory dawn
      Making earth dim;
    Be not disquieted,
      Trust thou in Him!


  "O, thank you! Every word is true--I know it.
  Sense hides it now, but has not always hid.
  Remember, Rachel, that I say it here,
  Weighing my words: I know it all is true.
  God bless you both. I'm very, very happy.
  My pain is almost gone. I'll sleep awhile."
  Rachel and Linda sat an hour beside him,
  Silently watching. Linda then arose
  And placed her hand above his heart: 'twas still.
  Tranquilly as the day-flower shuts its leaves
  And renders up its fragrance to the air,
  From the closed mortal senses had he risen.

    *       *       *       *       *

  One day the tempter sat at Linda's ear:
  Sat and discoursed--so piously! so wisely!
  She held a letter in her hand; a letter
  Signed Jonas Fletcher. Jonas was her landlord;
  A man of forty--ay, a gentleman;
  Kind to his tenants, liberal, forbearing;
  Rich and retired from active business;
  A member of the Church, but tolerant;
  A man sincere, cordial, without a flaw
  In habits or in general character;
  Of comely person, too, and cheerful presence.
  Long had he looked on Linda, and at last
  Had studied her intently; knew her ways,
  Her daily occupations; whom she saw,
  And where she went. He had an interest
  Beyond that of the landlord, in his knowledge;
  The letter was an offer of his hand.
  Of Linda's parentage and history
  He nothing knew, and nothing sought to know.
  He took her as she was; was well content,
  With what he knew, to run all other risks.
  The letter was a good one and a frank;
  It came to Linda in her pinch of want,
  Discouragement, and utter self-distrust.
  And thus the tempter spoke and she replied:

  "You're getting thin; you find success in art
  Is not a thing so easy as you fancied.
  Five years you've worked at what you modestly
  Esteem your specialty. Your specialty!
  As if a woman could have more than one,--
  And that--maternity! I do not speak
  Of the six years you gave your art before
  You strove to make it pay. Methinks you see
  Your efforts are a failure. What's the end
  Of all your toil? Not enough money saved
  For the redemption of your pawned piano!
  Truly a cheerful prospect is before you:
  To hear your views would edify me greatly."

  "Yes, I am thinner than I was; but then
  I can afford to be--so that's not much.
  As for success--if we must measure that
  By the financial rule, 'tis small, I grant you.
  Yes, I have toiled, and lived laborious days,
  And little can I show in evidence;
  And sometimes--sometimes, I am sick at heart,
  And almost lose my faith in woman's power
  To paint a rose, or even to mend a stocking,
  As well as man can do. What would you have?"

  "Now you speak reason. Let me see you act it!
  Abandon this wild frenzy of the hour,
  That would leave woman free to go all ways
  A man may go! Why, look you, even in art,
  Most epicene of all pursuits in life,
  How man leaves woman always far behind!
  Give up your foolish striving; and let Nature
  And the world's order have their way with you."

  "Small as the pittance is, yet I could earn
  More, ten times, by my brush than by my needle."

  "Ah! woman's sphere is that of the affections.
  Ambition spoils her--spoils her as a woman."

  "Spoils her for whom?"

                       "For man."

                                "Then woman's errand
  Is not, like man's, self-culture, self-advancement,
  But she must simply qualify herself
  To be a mate for man: no obligation
  Resting on man to qualify himself
  To be a mate for woman?"

                              "Ay, the man
  Lives in the intellect; the woman's life
  Is that of the affections, the emotions;
  And her anatomy is proof of it."

  "So have I often heard, but do not see.
  Some women have I known, who could endure
  Surgical scenes which many a strong man
  Would faint at. We have had this dubious talk
  Of woman's sphere far back as history goes:
  'Tis time now it were proved: let actions prove it;
  Let free experience, education prove it!
  Why is it that the vilest drudgeries
  Are put on woman, if her sphere be that
  Of the affections only, the emotions?
  _He_ represents the intellect, and _she_
  The affections only! Is it always so?
  Let Malibran, or Mary Somerville,
  De Staël, Browning, Stanton, Stowe, Bonheur,
  Stand forth as proof of that cool platitude.
  Use other arguments, if me you'd move.
  Besides, I see not that your system makes
  Any provision for that numerous class
  To whom the affections are an Eden closed,--
  The women who are single and compelled
  To drudge for a precarious livelihood!
  What of _their_ sphere? What of the sphere of those
  Who do not, by the sewing of a shirt,
  Earn a meal's cost? Go tell them, when they venture
  On an employment social custom makes
  Peculiarly a man's,--that they become
  Unwomanly! Go make them smile at that,--
  Smile if they've not forgotten how to smile."

  "I see that you're befogged, my little woman,
  Chasing this ignis fatuus of the day!
  Leave it, and settle down as woman should.
  What has been always, must be to the end.
  Always has woman been subordinate
  In mind, in body, and in power, to man.
  Let rhetoricians rave, and theorists
  Spin their fine webs,--bow you to holy Nature,
  And plant your feet upon the eternal fact."

  "The little lifetime of the human race
  You call--eternity! The other day
  One of these old eternal wrongs was ended
  Rather abruptly; yet good people thought
  'Twas impious to doubt it was eternal.
  Because abuses have existed always,
  May we not prove they are abuses still?
  If for antiquity you plead, why not
  Tell us the harem is the rule of nature,
  The one solution of the woman problem?"

  "Does not St. Paul--"

       "Excuse me. Beg no questions.
  St. Paul to you may be infallible,
  But Science is so unaccommodating,
  If not irreverent, she'll not accept
  His ipse dixit as an axiom.
  Here, in our civilized society,
  Is an increasing host of single women
  Who do not find the means of livelihood
  In the employments you call feminine.
  What shall be done? And my reply is this:
  Let every honest calling be as proper
  For woman as for man; throw open all
  Varieties of labor, skilled or rough,
  To woman's choice and woman's competition.
  Let _her_ decide the question of the fitness.
  Let her rake hay, or pitch it, if she'd rather
  Do that than scrub a floor or wash and iron.
  And, above all, let her equality
  Be barred not at the ballot-box; endow her
  With all the rights a citizen can claim;
  Give her the suffrage;[7] let her have--by right
  And not by courtesy--a voice in shaping
  The laws and institutions of the land.
  And then, if after centuries of trial,
  All shall turn out a fallacy, a failure,
  The social scheme will readjust itself
  On the old basis, and the world shall be
  The wiser for the great experiment."

  "But is sex nothing? Shall we recognize
  No bounds that Nature clearly has defined,
  Saying, with no uncertain tone, to one,
  Do this, and to the other, Do thou that?
  The rearing of young children and the care
  Of households,--can we doubt where these belong?
  Woman is but the complement of man
  And not a monstrous contrariety.
  Co-worker she, but no competitor!"

  "All true, and no one doubts it! But why doubt
  That perfect freedom is the best condition
  For bringing out all that is best in woman
  As well as man? Free culture, free occasion,
  Higher responsibility, will make
  A higher type of femininity,
  Ay, of maternal femininity,--
  Not derogate from that which now we have,
  And which, through laws and limitations old,
  Is artificial, morbid, and distort,
  Except where Nature works in spite of all.
  'Woman is but the complement of man!'
  Granted. But why stop there? And why not add,
  Man, too, is but the complement of woman?
  And both are free! And Nature never meant,
  For either, harder rule than that of Love,
  Intelligent, and willing as the sun."

  "Ah! were men angels, women something more,
  Your plan might work; but now, in married life,
  _One_ must be absolute; and who can doubt
  That Nature points unerringly to man?"

  "Then Nature's pointing is not always heeded.
  Marriage should be a partnership of equals:
  But now the theory would seem to be,
  Man's laws must keep the weaker sex in order!
  Man must do all the thinking, even for woman!
  I don't believe it; woman, too, can think,
  Give her the training and the means of knowledge.
  'O no!' cries man, 'the household and the child
  Must claim her energies; and all her training
  Must be to qualify the wife and mother:
  For one force loses when another gains,
  Since Nature is a very strict accountant;
  And what you give the thinker or the artist,
  You borrow from the mother and the wife.'
  With equal truth, why not object to man
  That what he gives the judge or politician
  He borrows from the husband and the father?
  The wife and mother best are qualified
  When you allow the woman breadth of culture,
  Give her an interest in all that makes
  The human being's welfare, and a voice
  In laws affecting her for good or ill.
  To 'suckle fools and chronicle small beer'
  Is not the whole intent of womanhood.
  Even of maternity 'tis not the height
  To produce many children, but to have
  Such as may be a blessing to their kind.
  Let it be woman's pure prerogative,
  Free and unswayed by man's imperious pleasure
  (Which now too often is her only law),
  To rule herself by her own highest instincts,
  As her own sense of duty may approve,--
  Holding that law for her as paramount
  Which may best harmonize her whole of nature,
  Educe her individuality,
  Not by evading or profaning Nature,[8]
  But by a self-development entire."

  "Enough, enough! Let us split hairs no longer!
  You hold a crumpled letter in your hand;
  You know the writer; you esteem, respect him;
  And you've had time to question your own heart.
  What does it say? You blush,--you hesitate,--
  That's a good symptom. Now just hear me out:
  If culture is your aim, how opportune
  A chance is this! Affluence, leisure, study!
  Would you help others? He will help you do it.
  Is health an object? Soon, exempt from care,
  Or cheered by travel, shall you see restored
  Your early bloom and freshness. Would you find
  In love a new and higher life? You start!
  Now what's the matter? Do not be a fool,--
  A sentimentalist, forever groping
  After the unattainable, the cloudy.
  Come, be a little practical; consider
  Your present state: look on that row of nails
  Recipient of your wardrobe; see that bonnet,
  All out of fashion by at least a month;
  That rusty water-proof you call a cloak;
  Those boots with the uneven heels; that pair
  Of woollen gloves; this whole absurd array,
  Where watchful Neatness battles Poverty,
  But does not win the victory. Look there!
  Would not a house on the great avenue
  Be better than these beggarly surroundings?
  Since you're heart-free, why not at once say Yes?"

  "Sweet fluent tempter, there you hit the mark!
  Heart-free am I, and 'tis because of that
  You're not entirely irresistible.
  Your plea is simply that which lends excuse
  To the poor cyprian whom we pass in scorn.
  I've done my utmost to persuade myself
  That I might love this man,--in time might love:
  But all my arguments, enforced by yours,
  Do not persuade me. I must give it up!"

  Never was No administered more gently
  Or more decisively than in her answer
  To the proposal in the crumpled letter.

    *       *       *       *       *

  Musing before a picture Linda sat.
  "In my poor little range of art," thought she,
  "I feel an expert's confidence; I know
  These things are unexcelled; and yet why is it
  They do not bring their value? Come, I'll try
  Something more difficult,--put all my skill,
  Knowledge, and work into one little piece."
  Bravely she strove: it was a simple scene,
  But with accessories as yet untried,
  And done in oil with microscopic care;
  An open window with a distant landscape,
  And on the window-sill a vase of flowers.
  It was a triumph, and she knew it was.
  "Come, little housekeeper," she said to Rachel,
  "We'll go and seek our fortune." So she put
  Under her arm the picture, and they went
  To show it to the dealer who had bought
  Most of her works. But on her way she met
  A clerk of the establishment, who said:
  "Come into Taylor's here and take an ice;
  I'd like to tell you something for your good."

  When they all three were seated, Brown began:
  "You may not see me at the store again;
  For a ship's cousin wants my place, and so,
  With little ceremony, I'm dismissed.
  Now, if you've no objection, tell me what
  The old man gave you for that composition
  In which a bird--a humming-bird, I think--
  Follows a child who has a bunch of flowers."
  "Yes, I remember. Well, 'twas fifteen dollars."
  "Whew! He said fifty. Is it possible?
  You've seen the chromo copy, I suppose?"
  "The chromo? I've seen nothing of a chromo.
  Never has my consent been given to publish!"
  "That's little to the purpose, it would seem.
  A hundred thousand copies have been sold
  Of all your pieces, first and last. You stare?"
  A light broke in on Linda. All at once
  The mystery that hung upon her strivings
  Lay solved; the cloud was lifted; and she saw
  That all this while she had not weighed her talents
  In a false balance; had not been the dupe
  Of her own aspirations and desires.
  With eyes elate and hope up-springing fresh
  In her glad heart, she cried, "And are you sure?"
  "'Tis easily confirmed. Go ask the printer;
  Only my number is below the mark."

  From Brown, then, Linda got particulars,
  Showing 'twas not a random utterance.
  "'Tis strange," she said, "that I've not seen the chromos
  At the shop windows."--"Only recently,"
  Said he, "have they been sold here in the city;
  The market has been chiefly at the West.
  The old man thought it policy, perhaps,
  To do it on the sly, lest you should know.
  Well, well, in that bald head of his he has
  A mine!" Then Linda struck the bell, and said:
  "This is my entertainment, Mr. Brown;
  Please let me pay for it." And Brown's "O no"
  Was not so wholly irresistible
  That Linda did not have her way in this.
  They parted.

        "Why, Miss Percival," said Rachel,
  "You look precisely as you did that day
  You fired the pistol in the woods,--you do!
  I watched your eye, and knew you would not fail."
  "'Tis to bring down a different sort of game,
  We now go forth."--"But you forget your pistol."
  "This time we shall not need one. Did I not
  Say we were going forth to seek our fortune?
  Well, Rachel, my dear child, we've found it,--found it."
  "O, I'm so glad! (How rapidly you walk!)
  And shall we have the old piano back?"
  "Ay, that we shall! And you shall go to-morrow
  And take a present to the poor blind aunt
  And her old mother,--for they love you well."
  "A present! Why, Miss Percival, there's nothing
  I do so love to do as to make presents.
  I've made three in my lifetime; one a ring
  Of tortoise-shell; and one--"

                   But here they entered
  A picture-store. A man who stood alert,
  With thumbs hooked in the arm-holes of his vest,
  Advanced to welcome her. The "old man" he,
  Of Brown's narration; not so very old,
  However; not quite thirty-five, in fact.
  The capital which made his note so good
  Was a bald head; a head you could not question;
  A head which was a pledge of solvency,
  A warrant of respectability!
  The scalp all glossy; tufts above the ears!
  This head he cultivated carefully,
  And always took his hat off when he went
  To ask a discount or to clinch a bargain.
  "Ah! my young friend, Miss Percival," he cried,
  "You've something choice there, if I'm not mistaken."
  Linda took off the wrapper from her picture
  And showed it.

                        An expression of surprise
  Came to the "old man's" features; but he hid it
  By making of his hand a cylinder
  And looking through it, like a connoisseur.
  These were his exclamations: "Clever! Ay!
  Style somewhat new; landscape a shade too bright;
  The sky too blue, eh? Still a clever picture,--
  One of your best. Shall we say twenty dollars?"
  Taking the picture, Linda said, "Good morning!
  I'm in a hurry now, and you'll excuse me."
  "Will you not leave it?"--"No, I'm not disposed
  To part with it at present."--"Thirty dollars
  Would be a high price for it, but to aid you
  I'll call it thirty."--"Could you not say fifty?"
  "You're joking with me now, Miss Percival."
  "Then we will end our pleasantry. Good by."
  "Stay! You want money: I shall be ashamed
  To let my partners know it, but to show
  How far I'll go for your encouragement--
  Come! I'll say fifty dollars."

                                   The "old man"
  Lowered his head, so that the burnished scalp
  Might strike her eye direct. Impenetrable
  To that appeal, Linda said: "I can get
  A hundred for it, I believe. Good day!"
  "Stop, stop! For some time our intent has been
  To make you a small present as a proof
  Of our regard; now will I merge it in
  A hundred dollars for the picture. Well?"
  "Nay, I would rather not accept a favor.
  I must go now,--will call again some day."
  Desperate the "old man" moved his head about
  In the most striking lights, and patted it
  Wildly at last, as if by that mute act
  To stay the unrelenting fugitive.
  In vain! She glided off, and Rachel with her.
  "Where now, Miss Percival?"--"To make a call
  Upon a lawyer for advice, my dear."

  Thoughtfully Diggin listened to the case,
  So clearly stated that no part of it
  Was left to disentangle. "Let me look,"
  He said, "at your new picture; our first step
  Shall be to fix the right of publication
  In you alone. Expect from me no praise,--
  For I'm no judge of art. Fine points of law,
  Not fine points in a picture, have engaged
  My thoughts these twenty years. While you wait here,
  I'll send my clerk to copyright this painting.
  What shall we call it?"--"Call it, if you please,
  'The Prospect of the Flowers.'"--"That will do.
  Entered according to--et cetera.
  Your name is--" "Linda Percival."--"I thought so.
  Here, Edward, go and take a copyright
  Out for this work, 'The Prospect of the Flowers.'
  First have it photographed, and then deposit
  The photographic copy with the Court."

  Then Diggin paced the room awhile, and ran
  Through his lank hair his fingers nervously.
  At length his plan took shape; he stopped and said
  "You shall take back your picture to this dealer;
  Tell him 'tis not for sale, but get his promise
  To have it, for a fortnight, well displayed
  At his shop window. This he'll not refuse.
  Don't sell at any price. What's your address?
  Edward shall go with you: 'tis well to have
  A witness at this juncture. Write me down
  The printer's name Brown gave you. Ay, that's right.
  Now go; and if the picture is removed--
  For purposes we'll not anticipate--
  As it will be--we'll corner the 'old man,'
  And his bald head sha'n't save him. By the way,
  If you want money let me be your banker;
  I'm well content to risk a thousand dollars
  On the result of my experiment."

  The picture was removed, as he foretold.
  Ten weeks went by; then Linda got it back.
  "It is the pleasant season," said the lawyer;
  "Here are three hundred dollars. You start back!
  Miss Linda, I shall charge you ten per cent
  On all you borrow. Oh! You do not like
  To be in debt. This is my risk, not yours.
  If I recover nothing, then no debt
  Shall be by you incurred,--so runs the bond!
  Truly, now, 'tis no sentimental loan:
  I trust another's solvency, not yours.
  At length you understand me,--you consent!
  Now do not go to work; but you and Rachel
  Go spend a long vacation at the seaside.
  You want repose and sunshine and pure air.
  Be in no hurry to return. The longer
  You're gone, the better. For a year at least
  We must keep dark. That puzzles you. No matter.
  Here, take my card, and should you any time
  Need money, do not hesitate to draw
  On me for funds. There! Not a word! Good by!"

  In the cars, eastward bound! A clear, bright day
  After a rain-storm; and, on both sides, verdure;
  Trees waving salutations, waters gleaming.
  The brightness had its type in Linda's looks,
  As, with her little protégée, she sat
  And savored all the beauty, all the bloom.
  On the seat back of them, two gentlemen
  Chatted at intervals in tones which Linda
  Could hardly fail to hear, though little heeding.
  But now and then, almost unconsciously,
  She found herself attending to their prattle.
  Said Gossip Number One: "You see that veteran
  In the straw hat, and the young man beside him:
  Father and son are they. Old Lothian,
  Five months ago, was high among the trusted
  Of our chief bankers; Charles, his only son,
  By a maternal uncle's death enriched,
  Kept out of Wall Street; turned a stolid ear
  To all high-mounting schemes for doubling wealth,
  His taste inclining him to art and letters.
  But Lothian had a partner, Judd,--a scamp,
  As the result made evident; and Judd
  One day was missing; bonds, securities,
  And bills, deposits of confiding folk,
  Guardians, and widows, and old men retired,
  All had been gobbled up by Judd--converted
  Into hard cash--and Judd had disappeared.
  Despair for Lothian! a man whose word
  No legal form could make more absolute.
  Crushed, mortified, and rendered powerless,
  He could not breast the storm. The mental strain
  Threw him upon his bed, and there he lay
  Till Charles, from Italy in haste returning,
  Found his old sire emaciate and half dead
  From wounded honor. 'Come! no more of this!'
  Cried Charles; 'how happened it that you forgot
  You had a son? All shall be well, my father.'
  He paid off all the liabilities,
  And found himself without three thousand dollars
  Out of a fortune of at least a million.
  What shall we call him, imbecile or saint?
  His plan is now to set up as a teacher.
  Of such a teacher let each thrifty father
  Beware, or he may see his only son
  Turn out a poor enthusiast,--perhaps--
  Who knows?--an advocate of woman's rights!"

  Attracted by the story, Linda tried
  To get a sight of him, the simpleton;
  And, when she saw his face, it seemed to her
  Strangely familiar. Was it in a dream
  That she had once beheld it? Vain the attempt
  Of peering memory to fix the where
  And when of the encounter! Yet she knew
  That with it was allied a grateful thought.
  Then Rachel spoke and made the puzzle clear:
  "The man who sent us in his carriage home,
  That day you fainted,--don't you recollect?"
  "Ay, surely! 'tis the same. No dream-face that!
  Charles Lothian, is he? If his acts are folly,
  Then may I be a fool! Such fools are rare.
  How tender of his father he appears!
  I wonder where they're going."

                       When, at Springfield,
  Father and son got out, a sigh, or rather
  The ghost of one, and hardly audible,
  Escaped from Linda. Then Charles Lothian,
  While the cars waited, caught her eye, and bowed.
  So he remembered her! "Now that was odd.
  But the bell sounds; the locomotive puffs;
  The train moves on. Charles Lothian, good by!
  Eastward we go; away from you--away--
  Never to meet again in this wide world;--
  Like ships that in mid-ocean meet and part,
  To meet no more--O, nevermore--perchance!"




VI.

BY THE SEASIDE.


  Borne swiftly to the North Cape of the Bay,
  Still on the wings of steam the travellers went;
  And tenderly the purple sunset smiled
  Upon their journey's end; a little cottage
  With oaks and pines behind it, and, before,
  High ocean crags, and under them the ocean,
  Unintercepted far as sight could reach!
  Foliage and waves! A combination rare
  Of lofty sylvan table-land, and then--
  No barren strip to mar the interval--
  The watery waste, the ever-changing main!
  Old Ocean, with a diadem of verdure
  Crowning the summit where his reach was stayed!
  The shore, a line of rocks precipitous,
  Piled on each other, leaving chasms profound,
  Into whose rifts the foamy waters rushed
  With gurgling roar, then flowed in runlets back
  Till the surge drove them furiously in,
  Shaking with thunderous bass the cloven granite!
  Yet to the earth-line of the tumbled cliffs
  The wild grass crept; the sweet-leafed bayberry
  Scented the briny air; the fern, the sumach,
  The prostrate juniper, the flowering thorn,
  The blueberry, the clinging blackberry,
  Tangled the fragrant sod; and in their midst
  The red rose bloomed, wet with the drifted spray.
  From the main shore cut off, and isolated
  By the invading, the circumfluent waves,
  A rock which time had made an island, spread
  With a small patch of brine-defying herbage,
  Is known as Norman's Woe; for, on this rock,
  Two hundred years ago, was Captain Norman,
  In his good ship from England, driven and wrecked
  In a wild storm, and every life was lost.

  Stand on the cliff near by,--southeasterly
  Are only waves on waves to the horizon;
  But easterly, less than two miles across,
  And forming with the coast-line, whence you look,
  The harbor's entrance, stretches Eastern Point,
  A lighthouse at its end; a mile of land
  Arm-like thrust out to keep the ocean off;
  So narrow that beyond its width, due east,
  You see the Atlantic glittering, hardly made
  Less inconspicuous by the intervention.
  The cottage fare, the renovating breeze,
  The grove, the piny odors, and the flowers,
  Rambles at morning and the twilight time,
  Sea-bathing, joyous and exhilarant,
  Siestas on the rocks, with inhalations
  Of the pure breathings of the ocean-tide,--
  Soon wrought in both the maidens visible change.
  Each day their walks grew longer, till at last
  A ten-mile tramp was no infrequent one.

  "And where to-day?" asked Rachel, one fair morning.
  "To Eastern Point," said Linda; "with our baskets!
  For berries, there's no place like Eastern Point;
  Blackberries, whortleberries, pigeon-pears,--
  All we shall find in prodigality!"
  And so by what was once the old stage-road
  Contiguous to the shore, and through the woods,--
  Though long abandoned save by scenery-hunters,
  And overgrown with grass and vines and bushes;
  Then leaving on their right the wooded hill
  Named from the rattlesnakes, now obsolete;
  Then by the Cove, and by the bend of shore
  Over Stage-rocks, by little Half-moon beach,
  Across the Cut, the Creek, by the Hotel,
  And through the village, even to Eastern Point,--
  The maidens went, and had a happy day.
  And, when the setting sun blazed clear and mild,
  And every little cloud was steeped in crimson,
  To a small wharf upon the harbor side,
  Along the beach they strolled, and looked across
  The stretch of wave to Norman's Woe;--and Linda
  Wistfully said: "Heigho! I own I'm tired;
  And you, too, Rachel, you look travel-worn,
  And hardly good for four miles more of road.
  Could we but make this short cut over water!
  What would I give now for a boat to take us
  To Webber's Cove! O, if some timely oarsman
  Would only come and say, 'Fair demoiselles,
  My skiff lies yonder, rocking on the tide,
  And eager to convey you to your home!'
  Then would I----Rachel!"

                          "What, Miss Percival?"
  "Look at those men descending from the ridge!"
  "Well, I can see an old man and a young."
  "And is that all you have to say of them?"
  "How should I know about them? Ah! I see!
  Those are the two we met three weeks ago,--
  The day we left New York,--met in the cars."
  "Ay, Rachel, and their name is Lothian;
  Father and son are they. Who would have thought
  That they would find their way to Eastern Point?"
  "Why not, as well as we, Miss Percival?
  Look! To the wharf they go; and there, beside it,
  If I'm not much mistaken, lies a boat.
  The wished-for oarsman he! O, this is luck!
  They're going to the boat,--he'll row us over,
  I'll run and ask him. See you to my basket."
  "Rachel! Stop, Rachel! Fie, you forward girl!
  Don't think of it: come back! back, back, I say!"

  But Rachel did not hear, or would not heed,
  Straight to the boat she ran, and, as the men
  Drew nigh and stopped,--to Linda's dire dismay
  She went up and accosted them, and pointed
  To Norman's Woe,--then back to her companion,--
  And then, with gesture eloquent of thanks
  For some reply the younger man had made,
  She seemed to lead the way, and he to follow
  Along the foot-path to the granite bench
  Where Linda sat, abashed and wondering.
  And, when they stood before her, Rachel said
  "Miss Percival, here's Mr. Lothian;
  He has a boat near by, and will be glad
  To give us seats and row us both across."
  Charles Lothian bowed, and Linda, blushing, said,
  "Against my orders did this little lady
  Accost you, sir, but I will not affect
  Regret at her success, if you're content."
  "More than content, I'm very glad," said Charles;
  "My boat is amply large enough for four,
  And we are bound, it seems, all the same way.
  My father and myself have taken rooms
  At Mistress Moore's, not far from where you live:
  So count your obligation very slight."
  "An obligation not the first!" said Linda.
  "So much the better!" said Charles Lothian:
  "Come, take my arm, and let me hold your basket.
  What noble blackberries! I'll taste of one."
  "Why not of two? As many as you will?"
  "Thank you. You've been adventurous, it seems."
  "Yes, Fortune favors the adventurous:
  See the old proverb verified to-day!"
  "Praise a good day when ended. Here's my father:
  Father, Miss Percival!" The senior bowed,
  And said, "I used to know--" And then, as if
  Checked by a reminiscence that might be
  Unwelcome, he was silent, and they went
  All to the boat. "Please let me take an oar,"
  Said Linda. "Can you row?" asked Charles. "A little!
  My father taught me." Then old Lothian
  Looked at her with a scrutinizing glance.

  The ocean billows melted into one,
  And that stretched level as a marble floor.
  All winds were hushed, and only sunset tints
  From purple cloudlets, edged with fiery gold,
  And a bright crimson fleece the sun had left,
  Fell on the liquid plain incarnadined.
  The very pulse of ocean now was mute;
  From the far-off profound, no throb, no swell!
  Motionless on the coastwise ships the sails
  Hung limp and white, their very shadows white.
  The lighthouse windows drank the kindling red,
  And flashed and gleamed as if the lamps were lit.

  "A heavenly eve!" sighed Linda, rapt in praise,
  As with poised oars the two looked oceanward.
  Then, keeping time, they pulled out from the shore.
  "But you row well!" cried Charles. "I might return
  The compliment," said Linda. "See that duck!
  How near, how still he floats! He seems to know
  The holy time will keep him safe from harm."
  "Had I a gun," said Charles--"You would not use it,"
  Cried Linda, flushing. "And why not?" quoth he.
  "'Nobility obliges'; sympathy
  Now makes all nature one and intimate;
  And we'd respect, even in a duck, his share
  In this tranquillity, this perfect rest."
  "I'm glad, then, that I'm gunless," Charles replied.
  "Hear him!" the sire exclaimed; "he'd have you think
  He's a great sportsman. Be not duped, my dear!
  He will not shoot nor fish! He got a wound
  At Gettysburg, I grant you,--what of that?
  He would far rather face a battery
  Than kill a duck, or even hook a cunner."
  "See now," said Charles, "the mischievous effect
  Of this exhilarating Cape Ann air!
  'Tis the first taunt I've heard from lips of his
  Since my return from Europe. Look you, father,
  If I'm to be exposed before young ladies,
  Your rations shall be stopped, and your supply
  Of oxygen reduced,--with no more joking.
  Don't eye those berries so feloniously.
  Because you've now an appetite,--because
  You've just begun to gain a little flesh,--
  Must I be made the target of your jeers?"

  Smiling, but with sad eyes, the father said:
  "Ah! Charlie, Charlie, when I think of it,--
  Think how you've thrown, poor boy, your very life
  Into the breach of ruin made for me,--
  Sacrificed all, to draw the lethal dart
  Out of my wounded honor--to restore--"
  "Give us a song, Miss Percival, a song!"
  Charles, interrupting, said. "The time, the place,
  Call for a song. Look! All the lighthouses
  Flash greeting to the night. There Eastern Point
  Flames out! Lo, little Ten Pound Island follows!
  See Baker's Island kindling! Marblehead
  Ablaze! Egg Rock, too, off Nahant, on fire!
  And Boston Light winking at Minot's Ledge!
  Like the wise virgins, all, with ready lamps!
  Now might I turn fire-worshipper, and bow
  In adoration at this solemn rite:
  I'll compromise, however, for a song."
  "Lest you turn Pagan, then, I'll sing," quoth Linda.
  And, while they rested on their oars, she sang.


    LINDA'S SONG.

    A little bird flew
      To the top of a tree:
    The sky it was blue,
      And the bird sang to me.
    So tender and true was the strain
    The singer, I hoped, would remain;
    O little bird, stay and prolong
    The rapture the grief of that song!

    A little thought came,
      Came out of my heart;
    It whispered a name
      That made me to start:
    And the rose-colored breath of my sigh
    Flushed the earth and the sea and the sky.
    Delay, little thought! O, delay,
    And gladden my life with thy ray!


  "Such singing lured Ulysses to the rocks!"
  Old Lothian said, applauding. "Charles, look out,
  Or, ere we reck of it, this reckless siren
  Will have us all a wreck on Norman's Woe.
  See to your oars!--Where are we drifting, man?"
  "Who would not drift on such a night as this?"
  Said Charles; "all's right." Then, heading for the Cove,
  Slowly and steadily the rowers pulled.

  But, when the moon shone crescent in the west,
  And the faint outline of the part obscured
  Thread-like curved visible from horn to horn,--
  And Jupiter, supreme among the orbs,
  And Mars, with rutilating beam, came forth,
  And the great concave opened like a flower,
  Unfolding firmaments and galaxies,
  Sparkling with separate stars, or snowy white
  With undistinguishable suns beyond,--
  They paused and rested on their oars again,
  And looked around,--in adoration looked.
  For, gazing on the inconceivable,
  They felt God is, though inconceivable;--
  And, while they mutely worshipped, suddenly
  A change came over Linda's countenance,
  And her glazed mortal eyes were functionless;
  For there, before her in the boat, stood two
  Unbidden, not unwelcome passengers,
  Her father and her mother....

                                   "Why, Miss Linda,
  Wake! Are you sleeping? What has been the matter?
  Here we've been waiting for you full five minutes.
  And I have called, and Mr. Lothian
  He too has called, and yet you make no answer!"
  "Rachel! What is it? There! Excuse me all,
  If I seemed impolite. Now, then, I'm ready.
  A strong pull shall it be? So! Let her dart!"

  And in ten minutes they were at the landing
  And on their homeward way; and, as they parted,
  The spoils were shared, and the old man accepted
  One of the baskets, and all cried, "Good night!"

    *       *       *       *       *

  The morning sea-fog like an incense rose
  Up to the sun and perished in his beam;
  The sky's blue promise brightened through the veil.
  With her unopened sketch-book in her hand,
  Linda stood on the summit looking down
  On Norman's Woe, and felt upon her brow
  The cooling haze that foiled the August heat.
  Near her knelt Rachel, hunting curiously
  For the fine purple algæ of the clefts.
  Good cause had Linda for a cheerful heart;
  For had she not that day received by mail
  A copy of "The Prospect of the Flowers,"--
  Published in chromo, and these words from Diggin?
  "Your future is assured: my bait is swallowed,
  Bait, hook, and sinker, all; now let our fish
  Have line enough and time enough for play,
  And we will land him safely by and by.
  A good fat fish he is, and thinks he's cunning.
  Enclosed you'll find a hundred-dollar bill;
  Please send me a receipt. Keep very quiet."

  Yet Linda was not altogether happy.
  Why was it that Charles Lothian had called
  Once, and once only, after their adventure?
  Called just to ask her, How she found herself?
  And, Did she overtask herself in rowing?
  How happened it, in all her walks and rambles,
  They rarely met, or, if they met, a bow
  Formal and cold was all the interview?
  While thus she mused, she started at a cry:
  "Ah! here's our siren, cumbent on the rocks!
  Where should a siren be, if not on rocks?"
  Old Lothian's voice! He came with rod and line
  To try an angler's luck. Behind him stepped
  Charles, who stood still, as if arrested, when
  He noticed Linda.

                         Then, as if relenting
  In some resolve, he jumped from rock to rock
  To where she leaned; and, greeting her, inquired:
  "Have you been sketching?"--"No, for indolence
  Is now my occupation."--"Here's a book;
  May I not look at it?"--"You may."--"Is this
  An album?"--"'Tis my sketch-book."--"Do you mean
  These are your sketches, and original?"
  "Ay, truly, mine; from nature every one."
  "But here we have high art! No amateur
  Could color flower like that."--"Ah! there you touch me;
  For I'm no amateur in painting flowers,--
  I get my living by it."--"I could praise
  That sea-view also,--what a depth of sky!
  That beach,--that schooner flying from a squall,--
  If I'm a judge, here's something more than skill!"

  Then the discourse slid off to woman's rights;
  For Lothian held a newspaper which told
  Of some convention, the report of which
  Might raise a smile. One of the lady speakers,
  It seems, would give her sex the privilege
  Of taking the initiative in wooing,
  If so disposed!

           "Indeed, why not?" cried Linda.
  "Indeed, you almost take my breath away
  With your Why not, Miss Percival! Why not?"
  "Yes, I repeat,--if so disposed, why not?
  For why should woman any more than man
  Play the dissembler, with so much at stake?
  I know the ready taunt that here will rise:
  'Already none too backward are our girls
  In husband-seeking.' Seeking in what way?
  Seeking by stratagem and management,--
  Not by frank, honest means! What food for mirth
  'Twould give to shallow men to see a woman
  Court the relation, intertwined with all
  Of purest happiness that she may crave,--
  The ties of wife and mother! O, what pointing,
  Sneering, and joking! And yet why should care
  Thoughtful and pure and wisely provident,
  That Nature's sacred prompting shall not fail,
  Be one thing for a man, and quite another
  For her, the woman? Why this flimsy mask?
  This playing of a part, put on to suit,
  Not the heart's need, but Fashion custom-bound?
  Feigning we must be sought, and never seek?
  Now, through these social hindrances and bars,
  The bold, perhaps the intriguing, carry off
  Prizes the true and modest ought to win.
  And so we hear it coarsely said of husbands,
  'Better a poor one far, than none at all!'
  A thought ignoble, and which no true woman
  Should harbor for a moment. Give her freedom,
  Freedom to seek, and she'll not harbor it!
  Because if woman, equally with man,
  Were privileged thus, she would discriminate
  Much more than now, and fewer sordid unions
  Would be the sure result. For what if man
  Were chained to singleness until some woman
  Might seek his hand in marriage, would he be
  Likely as now to make a wise election?
  Would he not say, 'Time flies; my chances lessen
  And I must plainly take what I can get?'
  True, there are mercenary men enough,
  Seeking rich dowries; they'd find fewer dupes,
  Were women free as men to seek and choose,
  Banish the senseless inequality,
  And you make marriage less a vulgar game
  In which one tries to circumvent the other.
  Oh! all this morbid ribaldry of _men_,
  And all this passive imbecility,
  And superstitious inactivity,
  Dissimulation and improvidence,
  False shame and lazy prejudice of _women_,
  Where the great miracle of sex concerns us,
  And Candor should be innocently wise,
  And Knowledge should be reverently free,--
  Is against nature,[9]--helps to hide the way
  Out of the social horrors that confound us,
  And launches thousands into paths impure,
  Shutting them out from holy parentage."

  "I hold," said Charles, "the question is not one
  Of reasoning, but of simple sentiment.
  As it would shock me, should a woman speak
  In virile baritone, so would I shudder
  To hear a grave proposal marriageward
  In alto or soprano."

                               "'Twould depend!
  Depend on love," said Linda; "love potential,
  Or present."--"Nay, 'twould frighten love!" cried Charles,--
  "Kill it outright."--"Then would it not be love!
  What! would you love a woman less because
  She durst avow her love, before the cue
  Had been imparted by your lordly lips?
  Rare love would that be truly which could freeze
  Because the truth came candid from her heart,
  And in advance of the proprieties!"
  "But may the woman I could love," cried Charles,
  "Forbear at least the rash experiment!"
  "I doubt," said Linda, "if you know your heart;
  For hearts look to the substance, not the form.
  Why should not woman seek her happiness
  With brow as unabashed as man may wear
  In seeking his? Ah! lack of candor here
  Works more regrets, for woman and for man,
  Than we can reckon. Let but woman feel
  That in the social scheme she's not a cipher,
  The remedy, be sure, is not far off."

  "To me it seems," said Lothian, "that you war
  Against our natural instincts: have they not
  Settled the point, even as the world has done?"
  Said Linda: "Instincts differ; they may be
  Results of shallow prejudice or custom.
  The Turk will tell you that polygamy
  Is instinct; and the savage who stalks on
  In dirty painted grandeur, while his squaw
  Carries the burdens, might reply that instinct
  Regulates that. So instinct proves too much.
  Queens and great heiresses are privileged
  To intimate their matrimonial choice,--
  Simply because superiority
  In power or riches gives an apt excuse:
  Let a plurality of women have
  The wealth and power, and you might see reversed
  What now you call an instinct. When a higher
  Civilization shall make woman less
  Dependent for protection and support
  On man's caprice or pleasure, there may be
  A higher sort of woman; one who shall
  Feel that her lot is more in her own hands,
  And she, like man, a free controlling force,
  Not a mere pensioner on paternal bounty
  Until some sultan throws the handkerchief."

  A cry of triumph from the fisherman,
  Exuberant at having caught a bass,
  Here ended the discussion, leaving Linda
  With the last word. Charles went to chat with Rachel;
  And Linda, summoned by vociferations
  From the excited, the transported captor,
  Descended to inspect the amazing fish.
  "A beauty, is it not, Miss Percival?
  A rare one, too, for this part of the coast!
  'Twill be a study how to have it cooked.
  Now sit here, in the shadow of this rock.
  Your father's name was Albert Percival?
  So I supposed. I've often heard my wife
  Speak of him as of one she knew was wronged
  Most foully in his wrestle with the law.
  Have you not met with Harriet Percival?"
  "Once only, and our interview was brief.
  Is she not married?"--"No, nor like to be,
  Although her fortune is a pretty one,
  Even for these times,--two millions, I believe;
  All which her mother may inherit soon;
  For Harriet is an invalid, but hoards
  Her income quite as thriftily as if
  She looked for progeny and length of days.
  The mother, as you may not be aware,
  Has married an aspiring gentleman
  Who means to build a palace on the Hudson,
  And Harriet's money hence is greatly needed."
  The mist now cleared, and the sun shone in power,
  So that the heat soon drove them to the woods.
  The senior took his capture home for dinner;
  Rachel strolled, picking berries by the brook;
  And, under lofty pines, sat Charles and Linda,
  And talked discursively, till Linda's thoughts,
  Inclining now to memory, now to hope,
  Vibrating from the future to the past,
  Took, in a silent mood, this rhythmic form.


    UNDER THE PINES.


    O pine-trees! bid the busy breeze be still
    That through your tops roars like the constant surge:
    Such was the sound I heard in happy days
                         Under the pines.

    In happy days, when those I loved were by;
    In happy days, when love was daily food;
    And jocund childhood, finding it, found joy
                            Under the pines.

    Again I hear the west-wind in your tops;
    Again I scent the odor you exhale;
    But sound and odor now provoke but tears
                         Under the pines.

    O pine-trees! shall a different joy be mine,
    One day when I shall seek your fragrant shade?
    Whisper it faintly, breezes, to my heart
                         Under the pines.


  "Truly, Miss Percival, you puzzle me,"
  Said Charles, upon her silent revery
  Breaking abruptly in: "ay, you could fire
  And wound the villain bearing off the child,
  And you can brave the radical extreme
  On this great woman question of the day,--
  Yet do you seem a very woman still,
  And not at all like any man I know,--
  Not even like an undeveloped man!
  And I'm not greatly exercised by fear,
  Leaning here by your side thus lazily."
  "Don't mock me now," said Linda; "I'm not armed;
  Be generous, therefore, in your raillery."
  "Not armed? Then will I venture to propose
  That when the tide is low this afternoon
  We try the beach on horseback. Will you venture?"
  The joy that sparkled in her eyes said "Yes"
  Before her tongue could duplicate assent.
  Said Charles, "I'll bring the horses round at six."
  "I will be ready, Mr. Lothian."

  There was no breach of punctuality:
  Though sighs, from deeper founts than tears, were heaved,
  When she drew forth the summer riding-habit
  Worn last when in the saddle with her father.
  "Here are the horses at the door!" cried Rachel;
  "A bay horse and a black; the bay is yours."
  When they were mounted, Lothian remarked:
  "Little Good Harbor Beach shall be our point;
  So called because an Indian once pronounced
  The harbor 'little good,' meaning 'quite bad';
  A broad and open beach, from which you see
  Running out southerly the ocean side
  Of Eastern Point; its lofty landward end
  Gray with huge cliffs. There shall you mark 'Bass Rock,'
  Rare outlook when a storm-wind from the east
  Hurls the Atlantic up the craggy heights."

  The air was genial, and a rapid trot
  Soon brought them to the beach. The ebb had left
  A level stretch of sand, wide, smooth, and hard,
  With not a hoof-mark on the glistening plain.
  The horses tossed their heads with snorting pride,
  Feeling the ocean breeze, as curved and fell
  Up the long line the creeping fringe of foam,
  Then backward slid in undulating glass,
  While all the west in Tyrian splendor flamed.
  "But this is life!" cried Linda, as she put
  Her horse to all his speed, and shook her whip.
  They skimmed the sand, they chased the flying wave,
  They walked their horses slow along the beach:
  And, as the light fell on a far-off sail,
  And made it a white glory to the eye,
  Said Linda: "See! it fades into the gray,
  And now 'tis dim, and now is seen no more!
  Yet would a little height reveal it still.
  So fade from memory scenes which higher points
  Of vision shall reveal: the beautiful,
  The good, shall never die; and so to-day
  Shall be a lasting, everlasting joy!"

  "Would I might see more of such days!" said he,
  "In the obscure before me! Fate forbids.
  My time of idlesse terminates to-night.
  To-morrow to the city we return.
  Thither I go, to open, in October,
  A private school; and I must find a house
  And make my preparations."

                              On they rode,
  After these words, in silence for a mile
  Upon their homeward way. Then Lothian:
  "And what will your address be, in the city?"
  "I do not know, nor care," said Linda, switching
  Her horse's ear, to start a quicker trot.
  Another mile of silence! "Look!" cried he;
  "The lighthouse light salutes us!"--"Yes, I see."
  "Why do you go so fast?"--"I'll slacken speed
  If you desire it. There!" They breathed their horses;
  Then Lothian: "Indeed, I hope that we
  Shall meet again."--"Why not? The world is wide,
  But I have known a letter in a bottle,
  Flung over in mid-ocean, to be found
  And reach its owner. Doubtless, we may meet."
  "I'm glad to find you confident of that."
  Silence again! And so they rode along
  Till they saw Rachel coming from the house
  To greet them. Charles helped Linda to dismount,
  Held out his hand, and said, "Good by, Miss Linda."
  "Good by!" she cheerily answered; "bid your father
  Good by for me. And so you go indeed
  To-morrow?"--"Yes, we may not meet again."
  "Well; pleasant journey!"--"Thank you. Good by, Rachel."
  He rode away, leading her panting horse;
  And, when the trees concealed him, Linda rushed
  Up stairs, and locked the door, and wept awhile.

  As, early the next morning, she looked forth
  On the blue ocean from the open window,
  "Now, then, for work!" she cried, and drew her palm
  Across her brow, as if to thrust away
  Thoughts that too perseveringly came back
  She heard a step. 'Tis he! "I hardly hoped,
  Miss Percival, to find you up so early:
  Good by, once more!"--"Good by! Don't miss the train."
  At this a shadow fell on Lothian's face,
  As with uplifted hat and thwarted smile,
  He turned away. Then off with hasty stride
  He walked and struck the bushes listlessly.

  "What did I mean by speaking so?" said Linda,
  With hand outstretched, as if to draw him back.
  "Poor fellow! He looked sad; but why--but why
  Is he so undemonstrative? And why
  Could he not ask again for my address,
  I'd like to know?" Poor Linda! She could preach,
  But, like her elders, could not always practise.




VII.

FROM LINDA'S DIARY.


  I.

  Home again! Home? what satire in the word!
  If home is where the heart is, where's my home?
  Well: here's my easel; here my old piano;
  Here the memorials of my early days!
  Here let me try at least to be content.
  This din of rolling wheels beneath my window,
  Let it renew for me the ocean's roar!


  II.

  It is the heart makes music musical!
  My neighbor has a mocking-bird: its song
  Has been as little heeded as the noise
  Of rattling wheels incessant; but to-day
  One of its strains brought all Elysium back
  Into my heart. What was it? What the tie
  Linking it with some inexpressive joy?
  At length I solve the mystery! Those notes,
  Pensively slow and sadly exquisite,
  Were what the wood-thrush piped at early dawn
  After that evening passage in the boat,
  When stars came out, that never more shall set.
  Oh! sweet and clear the measured cadence fell
  Upon my ear in slumber--and I woke!
  I woke, and listened while the first faint flush
  Of day was in the east; while yet the grove
  Showed only purple gloom, and on the beach
  The tidal waves with intermittent rush
  Broke lazily and lent their mingling chime.
  And O the unreckoned riches of the soul!
  The possible beatitudes, of which
  A glimpse is given, a transitory glimpse,
  So rarely in a lifetime! Then it was,
  Hearing that strain, as if all joy the Past
  Had in its keeping,--all the Future held,--
  All love, all adoration, and all beauty,--
  Made for a moment the soul's atmosphere,
  And lifted it to bliss unspeakable.
  O splendor fugitive! O transport rare!
  Transfiguring and glorifying life!


  III.

  This strange, inexplicable human heart!
  My lawyer sends me more good news; he writes:
  "The picture's sale will reach ten thousand copies,
  And for the first year only! We shall have
  A big bill to send in; and do not fear
  But the 'old man' will pay it, every dime.
  To escape the heavy damages the law
  Allows for such infringement, he'll be glad
  To compromise for the amount I fix;
  And what I shall compel him to disgorge
  Will simply be fair copyright on all
  Your published works; and this will give you clear
  Some fifteen thousand dollars, not to speak
  Of a fixed interest in future sales."
  So writes my lawyer. Now one would suppose
  That news like this would make me light of heart,
  Spur my ambition; and, as taste of blood
  Fires the pet tiger, even so touch of gold
  Would rouse the sacred appetite of gain.
  But with attainment cometh apathy;
  And I was somewhat happier, methinks,
  When life was all a struggle, and the prayer,
  "Give me my daily bread," had anxious meaning.


  IV.

  Is it then true that woman's proper sphere
  Is in the affections? that she's out of place
  When these are balked, and science, art, or trade
  Has won the dedication of her thought?
  Nay! the affections are for all; and he,
  Or she, has most of life, who has them most.
  O, not an attribute of sex are they!
  Heart loneliness is loneliness indeed,
  But not for woman any more than man,
  Were she so trained, her active faculties
  Could have a worthy aim.

                               What worthier,
  Than the pursuit, the discipline of beauty?
  He who finds beauty helps to interpret God:
  For not an irreligious heart can dwell
  In him who sees and knows the beautiful.
  I'll not believe that one whom Art has chosen
  For a high priest can be irreverent,
  Sordid, unloving; his veil-piercing eye
  Sees not in life the beauty till it sees
  God and the life beyond; not in a dream
  Of Pantheistic revery where all
  In all is lost, diluted, and absorbed,
  And consciousness and personality
  Vanish like smoke forever; but all real,
  Distinct, and individual, though all
  Eternally dependent on the One!
  Who gave the Eye to see, shall He not see?
  Who gave the Heart to feel, shall He not love?
  Of knowledge infinite we know a letter,
  A syllable or two, and thirst for more:
  Is there not One, Teacher at once and Cause,
  Who comprehends all beauty and all science,
  Holding infinity, that, step by step,
  We may advance, and find, in what seems good
  To Him, our gladness and our being's crown?
  If this were not, then what a toy the world!
  And what a mockery these suns and systems!
  And how like pumping at an empty cistern
  Were it to live and study and aspire!
  Come, then, O Art! and warm me with thy smile!
  Flash on my inward sight thy radiant shapes!
  August interpreter of thoughts divine,
  Whether in sound, or word, or form revealed!
  Pledge and credential of immortal life!
  Grand arbiter of truth! Consoler! come!
  Come, help even me to seek thee and to find!


  V.

  Winter is here again; it sees me still
  At work upon my picture. This presents
  Two vases, filled with flowers, upon a slab.
  "Which will you choose?" I call it: 'tis in oil.
  Three hours a day are all I give to it,
  So fine the work, so trying to the eyes.
  Thus have I ample time for teaching Rachel:
  A good child and affectionate! I've found
  Her aptitude; she has a taste in bonnets,
  With an inventive skill in ornament.
  And so I have her regularly taught
  By an accomplished milliner; and Rachel
  Already promises to lead her teacher.
  Had I a fortune, still I'd have her feel
  That she must conquer something worthily;
  Something to occupy her active powers,
  And yield a fair support, should need require.


  VI.

  Whom should I meet to-day but Meredith!
  My washerwoman, Ellen Blount, is ill,
  So ill I fear she never will be well.
  'Tis the old story, every day renewed:
  A little humble, tender-hearted woman,
  Tied to a husband whom to call a brute
  Would be to vilify the quadrupeds!
  A fellow, who must have his pipe, his whiskey,
  And his good dinner, let what may befall
  His wife and children. He could take the pittance
  She got from her hard toil, and spend it on
  Himself and his companions of the jug.
  When out of work, as he would often be,
  Then double toil for her! with peevish words
  From him, the sole requital of it all!
  Child after child she bore him; but, compelled
  Too quickly after childbirth to return
  To the old wash-tub, all her sufferings
  Reacted on the children, and they died,
  Haply in infancy the most of them,--
  Until but one was left,--a little boy,
  Puny and pale, gentle and uncomplaining,
  With all the mother staring from his eyes
  In hollow, anxious, pitiful appeal.
  In this one relic all her love and hope
  And all that made her life endurable
  At length were centred. She had saved a dollar
  To buy for him a pair of overshoes;
  But, as she went to get them, Blount waylaid her,
  Learnt that she had the money, forced it from her.
  Poor Teddy had to go without his shoes.
  'Twas when the January thaw had made
  The streets a-reek with mud and melting snow.
  Poor Teddy wet his feet, took cold, and died.
  "Come soon, mamma," were his last feeble words.
  Blount was a cunning ruffian; well he knew
  How far to go, and where and when to pause.
  Fluent and specious with his tongue, he kept,
  In his small sphere, a certain show of credit;
  And he could blow in tune for mother church,
  Though few the pennies he himself would give her.
  "Cast off the wretch," was my advice to Ellen.
  She loved him not; she might as well have tried
  To love a load that galled and wearied her.
  But custom, social fear, and, above all,
  Those sacramental manacles the church
  Had bound her in, and to the end would keep,
  Forbade the poor, scared, helpless little woman
  To free herself, by one condign resolve,
  From the foul incubus that sucked her life.
  So a false sense of duty kept her tied,
  Feeding in him all that was pitiless.
  And now she's dying. I had gone to-day
  To take some little dainties, cream and fruit,
  And there, administering consolation,
  Was Meredith.

           Hearing his tones of faith,
  Seeing his saintly look of sympathy,
  I felt, there being between us no dissent
  In spirit, dogmas were of small account:
  And so I knelt and listened to his prayer.
  At length he noticed me, and recognized.
  "Miss Percival!" he cried; "can this be you?
  But when and why did you return from England?"
  "I've never been in England, never been
  Out of my native country," I replied.
  "But that is unaccountable," said he;
  "For I've seen letters, written as from you,
  Signed with your name, acknowledging receipts
  Of certain sums of money, dated London."
  "No money have I had but what I've earned,"
  Was my reply; "and who should send me money?"
  Said he: "I have a carriage at the door;
  I would learn more of this; you'll not object
  To take a seat with me? Thank you; that's right."

  Leaving the patient in good hands, we went,
  And through the noisy streets drove to the Park.
  Then all I'd ever known about my parents
  He drew from me; and all my history
  Since I had parted from him; noted down
  Carefully my address, and gave me his.
  Then to my lodgings driving with me back,
  He left me with a _Benedicite_!
  He's rich: has he been sending money, then?
  What means it all? Conjecture finds no clew.


  VII.

  Gently as thistle-downs are borne away
  From the dry stem, went Ellen yesterday.
  I heard her dying utterance; it was:
  "I'm coming, Teddy! Bless you, dear Miss Linda!"
  No priest was by, so sudden was her going.
  When Blount came in, there was no tenderness
  In his sleek, gluttonous look; although he tried,
  Behind his handkerchief, to play the mourner.
  What will he do without a drudge to tread on?
  Counting himself a privileged lord and master,
  He'll condescend to a new victim soon,
  And make some patient waiter a sad loser.


  VIII.

  "Some patient waiter!" Such a one I know.
  There was a time when I resolved, if ever
  I could secure a modest competence,
  I would be married; and the competence
  Is now secure--but where is my resolve?
  Shall I conclude 'tis all fatality?
  Leave it to chance, and take no active step
  Myself to seek what I so hope to find?
  Accepting it as heaven's fixed ordinance,
  That man should change his single lot at will,
  But woman be the sport of circumstance,
  A purposeless and passive accident,
  Inert as oysters waiting for a tide,
  But not like oysters, sure of what they wait for?
  "Ah! woman's strength is in passivity,"
  Fastidio says, shaking his wise, wise head,
  And withering me with a disdainful stare.
  Nay! woman's strength is in developing,
  In virtuous ways, all that is best in her.
  No superstitious waiting then be mine!
  No fancy that in coy, alluring arts,
  Rather than action, modest and sincere,
  Woman most worthily performs her part.
  Here am I twenty-five, and all alone
  In the wide world; yet having won the right,
  By my own effort, to hew out my lot,
  And create ties to cheer this arid waste.
  How bleak and void my Future, if I stand
  Waiting beside the stream, until some Prince--
  Son of Queen Moonbeam by King Will-o'-the wisp--
  Appears, and jumping from his gilded boat,
  Lays heart and fortune at my idle feet!
  Ye languid day-dreams, vanish! let me act!

  But ah! Fastidio says, "A woman's wooing
  Must always be offensive to a man
  Of any dignity." The dignity
  That modest truth can shock is far too frail
  And sensitive to mate with love of mine,
  Whose earnestness might crush the feeble hand
  Linked in its own. So good by, dignity!
  I shall survive the chill of your repulse.
  Defiance, not of Nature's law, but Custom's,
  Is what disturbs Fastidio. Does he think
  That a _man's_ wooing never is offensive
  To _woman's_ dignity? In either sex
  The disaffection is not prompted by
  The wooing but the wooer; love can never
  Be an unwelcome tribute to the lover;
  Though freedom premature, or forwardness
  Unwarranted, may rightly fail to win.
  And so I'll run my risk; for I confess--
  (Keep the unuttered secret, sacred leaf!)--
  That there is one whom I could love--could die for,
  Would he but--Tears? Well, tears may come from strength
  As well as weakness: I'll not grudge him these;
  I'll not despair while I can shed a tear.


  IX.

  I've found him--seen him! The Directory
  Gave me his residence. He keeps a school,
  One for young ladies only; and at once
  My coward heart hit on a good excuse
  For calling on him: Would he take a pupil?
  Rachel, my protégée? Of course he would.
  A flush of tender, joyful wonderment,
  Methought, illumed his face at seeing me;
  Then, as it faded, I was grieved to mark
  How pale and thin and worn with care he looked.
  I took my leave, promising to return
  Within a week; and on the outer steps
  I met his father. "Turn and walk with me
  A square or two," said I; and he complied.
  "What ails him?" I inquired. "Only hard work:
  He puts too much of conscience into it.
  Needs help, but shrinks from debt, and so keeps on
  Doing the labor two or three should share.
  What shall I do, Miss Percival, to stop it?"
  "I know not,--only something must be done,
  And that at once," said I, in tones which made
  The old man turn to get a look at me.
  I hailed an omnibus, and there we parted....
  What if I write Charles Lothian a letter?
  Nay, I'll not skulk behind a sheet of paper,
  But face to face say what I have to say.
  This very evening must I call again.
  Let a firm will bear up my fainting heart!


  X.

  And so at eight o'clock the carriage came,
  And entering it I drove to Lothian's.
  At last I was alone with him once more!
  He had been sitting at a table heaped
  With manuscripts, and these he was correcting.
  "I'm here to interrupt all this," said I;
  "Too long you've kept your brain upon the stretch:
  Why be so heedless of your health, your life?"
  "But what are they to you, Miss Percival?"
  "And that is what I've come to let you know,"
  Said I, emboldened by the offered foothold.
  He flushed a little, only just a little,--
  Replying, "_That_ I'm curious to learn."
  And then, like one who, in the dark, at first
  Moves cautiously, but soon runs boldly on,
  I said: "Rash gambler that I am, I've come
  To put upon the hazard of a die
  Much of my present and my future peace;
  Perhaps to shock, repel, and anger you,
  Since 'twill not be unwarned that I offend.
  I know you guess my purpose, and you shrink
  From hearing me avow it; but I will,
  And that in homely English unadorned.
  I'm here to offer you my hand; the heart
  That should go with it has preceded it,
  And dwells with you, so you can claim your own,
  Or gently bid it go, to trouble you
  Never again. If 'tis unwomanly
  This to avow, then I'm unlike my sex,
  Not false to my own nature,--ah! not false.
  I must be true or die; I cannot play
  A masker's part, disguising hopes that cling
  Nearest my brooding heart. But, say the word,
  'I cannot love you,' and the bird who leaves
  The cage where he has pined will sooner try
  To enter it again, than I return
  To utter plaint of mine within your hearing."

  With throbbing heart and burning face I ceased.
  Twice, thrice he tried to stop me; but my words
  Came all too quick and earnestly for that.
  And then resigned he listened. I had seen,
  Or dreamed I had, at first a sacred joy
  At my avowal sparkle in his eyes,
  And then an utter sadness follow it,
  Which chilled me, and I knew that I had failed.

  "O divine Pity! what will you not brave?"
  He answered, and the dew was in his eyes,--
  "You bring her here, even to abase herself
  To rescue me! Too costly sacrifice!
  Here do not dwell the Graces and the Loves,
  But Drudgery is master of the house.
  Dear lady, elsewhere seek the answering bloom."
  A hope flashed up. "Do you suppose," said I,
  "That any impulse less supreme than love--
  Love bold to venture, but intemerate--
  Could bring me here--that Pity could do this?"

  "I believe all," he answered, "all you say;
  But do not bid me whisper more than this:
  The circumstances that environ me,
  And which none know,--not even my father knows,--
  Shut me out utterly from any hope
  Of marriage or of love. A wretch in prison
  Might better dream of marrying than I.
  But O sweet lady! rashly generous,--
  Around whom, a protecting atmosphere,
  Floats Purity, and sends her messengers
  With flaming swords to guard each avenue
  From thoughts unholy and approaches base,--
  Thou who hast made an act I deemed uncomely
  Seem beautiful and gracious,--do not doubt
  My memory of thy worth shall be the same,
  Only expanded, lifted up, and touched
  With light as dear as sunset radiance
  To summer trees after a thunder-storm."

  And there was silence then between us two.
  Thought of myself was lost in thought for him.
  What was my wreck of joy, compared with his?
  Health, youth, and competence were mine, and he
  Was staking all of his to save another.
  If my winged hopes fell fluttering to the ground,
  Regrets and disappointments were forgotten
  In the reflection, He, then, is unhappy!
  "Good by!" at length I said, giving my hand:
  "Even as I was believed, will I believe.
  You do not deal in hollow compliment;
  And we shall meet again if you're content.
  The good time will return--and I'll return!"
  "If you return, the good time will return
  And stay as long as you remain," said he.


  XI.

  It is as I supposed: an obstacle
  Which his assumption of his father's debts
  Has raised before him unexpectedly!
  I did not let a day go by before
  I saw the elder Lothian, and he,
  Distressed by what I told him of a secret,
  Applied himself to hunting up a key
  To the mysterious grief: at last he got it,
  Though not by means that I could justify.
  In Charles's private escritoire he found
  A memorandum that explained it all.
  Among the obligations overlooked,
  In settling up the firm's accounts, was one
  Of fifty thousand dollars, payable
  To an estate, the representatives
  Of which were six small children and a widow,
  Dependent now on what they could derive
  Of income from this debt; and manfully
  Charles shoulders it, although it crushes him;
  And hopes to keep his father ignorant.
  I can command one quarter of the sum
  Already--but the rest? That staggers me.
  And yet why should I falter? Look at _him_!
  Let his example be my high incentive.
  I'll be his helpmate, and he shall not know it.
  Poor Charles! I'll toil for him,--to him devote
  All that I have of energy and skill,
  All I acquire. Ambition shall not mount
  Less loftily for having Love to help it.
  Come forth, my easel! All thy work has been
  Girl's play till now; now will I truly venture.
  I've a new object now--to rescue _him_!
  And he shall never know his rescuer
  From lips of mine,--no, though I die for it,
  With the sweet secret undisclosed,--my heart
  Glad in the love he never may requite!




VIII.

FROM MEREDITH'S DIARY.


  I.

  Incalculably selfish and corrupt,
  Well may man need a sacrifice divine
  To expiate infinity of sin.
  Few but a priest can know the fearful depth
  Of human wickedness. At times I shrink
  Faint and amazed at what I have to learn:
  And then I wonder that the Saviour said
  His yoke is easy and his burden light.
  Ah! how these very murmurs at my lot
  Show that not yet into my heart has crept
  That peace of God which passeth understanding!


  II.

  Among my hearers lately there has been
  A lady all attention to my words:
  Thrice have I seen that she was deeply moved;
  And to confession yesterday she came.
  Let me here call her Harriet. She is
  By education Protestant, but wavers,
  Feeling the ground beneath her insecure,
  And would be led unto the rock that is
  Higher than she. A valuable convert;
  Not young; in feeble health; taxed for two millions;
  And she would found, out of her ample means,
  A home for orphans and neglected children.
  Heaven give me power to lead the stray one safe
  Into the only fold; securing thus
  Aid for the church, salvation for herself!


  III.

  A summons took me to her house to-day.
  Her mother and her step-father compose
  With Harriet the household. I refrain
  From putting real names on paper here.
  Let me then call the man's name, Denison;
  He's somewhat younger than his wife, a lady
  Advanced in years, but her heart wholly set
  On the frivolities of fashion still.
  I see the situation at a glance:
  A mercenary marriage on the part
  Of Denison, whose hungry eyes are fixed
  Upon the daughter's property; the mother
  Under his evil influence, and expecting
  The daughter to die soon, without a will,
  Thus leaving all to them;--and Harriet
  Not quite so dull but she can penetrate
  Denison's motive and her mother's hope!
  A sad state for an invalid who feels
  That any hour may be her last! To-day
  Harriet confessed; for she has been alarmed
  By some bad symptoms lately. As she urged it,
  I sent word to the bishop, and he came,
  And she was formally confirmed, and taken
  Unto the bosom of the Church, and there
  May her poor toiling spirit find repose!


  IV.

  Another summons! In the drawing-room,
  Whom should I meet but Denison? His stare
  Had something vicious in it; but we bowed,
  And he remarked: "I hear that Harriet,
  Caught in your Catholic net, is turning saint.
  No foul play, priest! She's not in a condition
  To make a will, or give away her money.
  Remember that, and do not waste your words."
  My color rose, and the brute Adam in me
  Would, uncontrolled, have surely knocked him down.
  But I cast off temptation, and replied:
  "Sir, I'm responsible to God, not man."
  I left him, and passed on to Harriet.
  I found her greatly moved; an interview
  She had been having with her mother caused
  The agitation. "Take me hence!" she cried;
  "I'll not remain another day or hour
  Under this roof. I tell you, I'm not safe
  With these two, watching, dogging, maddening me."
  She rang the bell, and to the servant said:
  "My carriage, and that quickly!" Then to me:
  "I'll show them that I'm mistress of my fortune
  And of myself. Call on me in an hour
  At the Fifth Avenue Hotel, for there
  Henceforth I make my home." And there
  I called, as she had ordered, and we met
  In her own parlor. "What I wish," said she,
  "Is to give all I have, without reserve,
  For the foundation that I've planned. I'll send
  Directions to my lawyer, and the papers
  Shall be prepared at once."--"Before you do it,
  Let me learn more of you and yours," said I:
  "Who was your father?" Then, to my surprise,
  I learnt that he was one whom I had met
  Some years before,--in his death-hour had met.
  "But you've a sister?" suddenly I asked.
  Surprised, she answered: "A half-sister--yes--
  I've seen her only once; for many years
  I lived in Europe; she's in England now,
  And married happily. On three occasions
  I've sent her money."--"Do you correspond?"
  "Not often; here are letters from her, full
  Of thanks for all I've given her."--"In your will
  Shall you remember her?"--"If you advise it."
  "Then I advise a liberal bequest.
  And now I must attend a sufferer
  Who waits my help."--"Father, I would confess."
  "Daughter, be quick: I listen." Harriet
  Then gave a sad recital of a trial
  And a divorce; and (but reluctantly)
  Told of a terrible suspicion, born
  Of a remark, dropped by a servant once,
  Concerning her unlikeness to her father:
  But never could she wring a confirmation
  Of the distressing story from her mother.
  "Tell her," said I, "you mean to leave your sister
  A handsome legacy." She promised this.
  Then saying I would call the following day,
  I hurried off to see poor Ellen Blount.


  V.

  A new surprise! There, by the patient's bed,
  I came on Linda, Harriet's half-sister!
  (Reputed so, at least, but here's a doubt.)
  I questioned her, and now am satisfied
  Treason and forgery have been at work,
  Defeating Harriet's sisterly intent;
  Moreover, that the harrowing surmise,
  Waked by a servant's gossip overheard,
  Is, in all probability, the truth!
  And, if we so accept it, what can I
  Advise but Harriet's complete surrender
  Of all her fortune to the real child
  And proper heir of Albert Percival?
  But ah! 'tis now devoted to the Church!
  Here's a divided duty; I must lay
  The case before a higher power than mine.


  VI.

  I've had a long discussion with the bishop.
  I placed before him all the facts, beginning
  With those of my own presence at the death
  Of Linda's parents; of her father's letter
  Received that day, communicating news
  Of Kenrick's large bequest; the father's effort
  In dying to convey in legal form
  To his child Linda all this property;
  The failure of the effort; his decease,
  And all I knew of subsequent events.
  And the good bishop, after careful thought,
  Replied: "Some way the mother must be brought
  To full confession. Of her guilt no doubt!"
  I told him I had charged it on the daughter
  To tell her mother of the legacy
  Designed for Linda; this, perchance, might wring
  Confession from the guilty one. He seemed
  To think it not unlikely, and remarked:
  "When that is got, there's but a single course
  For you to urge on Harriet; for, my son,
  I need not tell a Christian gentleman,
  Not to say priest, that this peculiar case
  We must decide precisely as we would
  If the Church had in it no interest:
  Let Harriet at once give up, convey,
  Not bequeathe merely, all she has to Linda.
  Till she does this, her soul will be in peril;
  When she does this, she shall be made the ward
  Of Holy Church, and cared for to the end."
  I kissed his hand and left. How his high thoughts
  Poured round my path a flood of light divine!
  Why did I hesitate, since he could make
  The path of duty so directly clear!


  VII.

  Harriet's intimation to her mother
  That she should leave a good part of her wealth
  To her half-sister brought things to a crisis.
  To-day my visit found the two together:
  Harriet, in an agony of tears,
  Cried to me, as I entered,--"'Tis all true!
  God! She confesses it--confesses it!
  Confesses, too, she never sent the money,
  And that the letters were all forgeries!
  And thinks, by this confession, to secure
  My fortune to herself! Ah! Can this woman
  Be, then, my mother?"

                       Hereupon the woman,
  Crimson with rage at being thus exposed,
  Exclaimed, "Unnatural daughter--" But before
  Her wrath could vent itself, she, with a groan,
  Fell in convulsions. Medical assistance
  Was had at once. Then Denison came in,
  Aghast at what had happened; for he knew
  His wife's estate was all in lands and houses,
  And would, if she should die, be Harriet's,
  Since the old lady superstitiously
  Had still put off the making of a will.
  All help was vain, and drugs were powerless.
  Paralysis had struck the heated brain,
  Driving from mortal hold the consciousness:
  It reappeared not in one outward sign,
  And before midnight life had left the clay.


  VIII.

  Meek and submissive as a little child
  Is Harriet now; she has no will but that
  The Church imposes as the will divine.
  "Your fortune, nearly doubled by this death,
  Must all," said I, "be now conveyed to Linda."
  "Let it be done," she cried, "before I sleep!"
  And it was done to-night--securely done,--
  I being Linda's representative.
  To-morrow I must take her the good news.


  IX.

  After the storm, the rainbow, child of light!
  Such the transition, as I pass to Linda!
  I found her hard at work upon a picture.
  With wonder at Heaven's ways she heard my news.
  Shocked at the tragic death, she did not hide
  Her satisfaction at the tardy act
  Bringing the restitution of her own.
  Three things she asked; one was that I would place
  At once a certain person in possession
  Of a large sum, not letting him find out
  From whom it came; another was to have
  This great change in her fortunes kept a secret
  As long as she might wish; the third and last
  Was that she might be privileged to wait
  On Harriet with a sister's loving care.
  All which I promised readily should be,
  So far as my poor human will could order.
  Said Linda then: "Tell Harriet, her scheme
  For others' welfare shall not wholly fail;
  That in your hands I'll place a sum sufficient
  To plant the _germ_ at least of what she planned."


  X.

  I've taken my last look of Harriet:
  She died in Linda's arms, and comforted
  With all the Church could give of heavenly hope.
  Slowly and imperceptibly does Time
  Work out the dreadful problem of our sins!
  Not often do we see it solved as here
  In plain results which he who runs may read.
  Not always is the sinner's punishment
  Shown in this world. May the Eternal Mercy
  Cleanse us from secret faults, nor, while we mark
  Another's foulness, blind us to our own!




IX.

BESIDE THE LAKE.


  The sun of August from a clear blue sky
  Shone on Lake Saranac. The South-wind stirred
  Mildly the woods encircling, that threw down
  A purple shadow on the liquid smoothness
  Glassing the eastern border, while the west
  Lay bared to light.

                        Wild, virgin nature all!
  Except that here and there a partial clearing,
  Made by the sportsman's axe for summer tents,
  Dented the massive verdure, and revealed
  A little slope of bank, dotted with stumps
  And brown with slender aromatic leaves
  Shed from the pine, the hemlock, and the fir
  In layers that gave a soft and slippery carpet.

  Near one of these small openings where the breeze
  Crept resinous and cool from evergreens
  Behind them, while the sun blazed bright before,--
  Where with the pine-trees' vapory depth of hue
  The whiteness of a spacious tent contrasted,
  Beside which, on a staff, the nation's flag
  Flung out its crimson with protecting pride,--
  Reclined a wife and husband, looking down
  Less on the glorious lake than on the glory
  That, through a gauzy veil, played round the head
  Of a reposing infant, golden-tressed,
  Asleep upon a deer-skin at their feet,
  While a huge dog kept watchful guard beyond:
  For there lay little Mary Merivale.

  Boats on the lake showed that this group detached
  Were part of a well-chosen company.
  Here children ran and frolicked on the beach;
  There an old man, rowed by two guides, stood up
  With rod and line and reel, while swiftly flew
  The reel, announcing that a vigorous trout
  Just then had seized the hook. Came the loud cry,--
  "Look, Charles! Look, Linda! See me land him now!
  Don't touch him with your scoop, men! I can fetch him,"--
  In tones not unfamiliar to our ears.
  And there, six boats swept by, from which the voices
  Of merry children and their elder friends--
  Mothers and fathers, teachers, faded aunts,
  Dyspeptic uncles, wonderfully cured
  All by this tonic, Adirondack air--
  Came musical and loud: a strange collection,
  Winnowed by Rachel (now the important queen
  Of all this sanitary revelry)
  From her acquaintance in the public schools;
  Whence her quick sympathies had carried her
  Straight to the overworked, the poor, the ailing,
  Among the families of her associates,
  When Linda planned this happy enterprise
  Of a grand camping-out for one whole month.
  The blind aunt and the grandmother, of course,
  High and important persons, Rachel's aids,
  Graced the occasion; for the ancient dame
  Had lived in such a region in her youth,
  And in all sylvan craft was proudly wise:
  Declaring that this taste of life would add
  Some ten years to her eighty-five, at least.

  On went the boats, all large and safely manned,
  In competition not too venturesome.
  Then, from a rocky outlook on the hill,
  There came a gush of music from a band,
  Employed to cheer with timely melody
  This strange encampment in the wilderness.
  Hark! Every voice is hushed as down the lake
  The breathing clarions accordant send
  The tune of "Love Not" to each eager ear!
  The very infant, in its slumber, smiled
  As if a dream of some old paradise
  Had been awakened by the ravishment.

  "Look at the child!" cried Linda; "mark that smile!
  All heaven reflected in a dew-drop! See!"
  "And all the world grasped in that little fist,--
  At least as we esteem the world!" cried Charles.
  "And yet," said Linda, "'tis a glorious world:
  See how those families enjoy themselves!"
  "And who created all this happiness?"
  The husband said,--"who, after God, but Linda?
  Who spends her money, not in rearing piles
  Of cold and costly marble for her pride,--
  Not in great banquets for the rich and gay
  Who need them not, and laugh at those who give,--
  Where, at one feast, enough is spent to make
  All these poor people radiant for a month,--
  But in exhilarations coming from
  Communicated joy and health and life,--
  The happiness that's found in making happy."

  "All selfishness!" cried Linda; "selfishness!
  I seek my happiness, and others theirs;
  Only my tastes are different; more plebeian,
  Haply, they'd say; but, husband mine, reflect!
  You, too, I fear, are lacking in refinement:
  Would this have been, had you not acquiesced
  In all these vulgar freaks, and found content,
  Like me, in giving pleasure to the needy?
  And tell me--passing to another point--
  Where would have been the monarch of this joy,
  That little child,--that antepast of bliss
  Such as the angels taste,--had I recoiled
  From daring as I did, even when I knew
  He I most wished to win would think me bold?"

  "Ah! little wife," cried Charles, "I've half a mind
  To tell you what I've never told you yet.
  Yes, I _will_ tell you all, although it may
  End the complacent thought that Linda did it--
  Did it by simply daring to propose!
  Know, then, a constant track of you I kept,
  Even while I seemed to shun you.  I could kneel
  Before your recollection in my heart,
  When you regarded me as shy and cold.
  And, while by poverty held reticent,
  I saw, supreme among my hopes, but Linda!
  Before we left the sea-side I had learnt,
  Through gossip of my worthy landlady,
  Where you would go, returning to New York.
  I found your house; I passed it more than once
  When, like a beacon, shone your study-lamp.
  The very night before you called upon me
  To ask, would I take Rachel as my pupil,
  (How kind in you to patronize my school!)
  I sought an anodyne for my despair
  In watching for your shadow on the curtain.

  "Discovery of that unexpected debt,
  Owed by my father, killed the last faint hope
  Which I had cherished; and our interview--
  Your daring offer of this little hand--
  But made me emulous to equal you
  In self-renouncing generosity;
  And so, I frankly told you what I told:
  That love and marriage were not in my lot.

  "Ten days elapsed, and then from utter gloom
  I sprang to cheerful light. My father's partner,
  The man named Judd, who robbed us all one day,
  Had a compunctious interval, and sent
  A hundred thousand dollars back to us--
  Why do you smile?"

                 "Go on. 'Tis worth a smile."

  "That very day I cleared myself from debt;
  That very day I sued for Linda's hand;
  That very day she gave it willingly;
  And the next month beheld us two made one.
  And so it would have been, if you, my dear,
  Had made no sign, and waited patiently.
  But ah! what luck was mine! After two days,
  The news arrived that Linda was an heiress.
  An heiress! Think of it; and I had said,
  Never, no, never would I wed an heiress!
  But 'twas too late for scruples; I was married,--
  Caught in the trap I always meant to shun!"

  Then Linda, mischief in her smile, exclaimed:
  "O simple Charles! The innocent dear man!
  Who doubts but woman ought to hold her tongue,
  And wait till he, the preordained, appear?
  That hundred thousand dollars, you are sure,
  Was from your father's partner--was from Judd?"

  "Of course it was,--from Judd, and no one else!
  Who could have sent the money, if not Judd?
  No doubt it came from Judd! My father said,
  'Twas conscience-money, and restored by Judd,
  Who had become a deacon in the Church.
  Why did you ask me whether I was sure
  The hundred thousand dollars came from Judd?
  What are you smiling at, provoking Linda?"
  "O, you're so quick, so clever, all you men!
  And women are so dull and credulous,
  So easily duped, when left to go alone!
  What you would prove is, that my daring step,
  In being first to make a declaration,
  Was needless, since priority in love
  Was yours, and your intention would have brought
  The same result about without my seeking.
  Know then, the money was not yours until
  I'd got the news of my recovered fortune;
  From me the money came, and only me;
  And all that story of a Judd, turned deacon,
  Grown penitent and making restitution,
  Was a mere myth, invented by your father,
  Lest you might hesitate to take the money.
  Now if I had not sought you as I did,
  And if I had not put you to the test,
  And if I had not learnt your secret grief,
  We might have lived till we were gray and bent
  Before a step of yours had brought us nearer."
  "Outflanked! I own it, and I give it up!"
  Cried Charles, all flushing with astonishment:
  "But how I'll rate that ancient fisherman,
  My graceless father, for deceiving me!
  See him stand there, as if with conscience void,
  Throwing the line for innocent, fat trout!
  With that grave face, saying the money came
  From Judd,--from Deacon Judd! I'll deacon him!"

  "What! you regret it, do you, Master Charles?
  The crooked ways that brought you where you are
  You would make straight, and have the past undone?
  To think that by a woman you've been wooed,
  To think that by a woman you've been won,
  Is thought too humbling and too scandalous;
  Is an indignity too hard to bear!
  Oh! well, sir, well; do as you please; the child
  Goes with its mother, though; remember that."
  And here the infant threw its eyelids back,
  Revealing orbs, blue as the shadows cast
  On Saranac's blue by overhanging woods.
  Said Lothian, snatching up the smiling wonder,
  And handing it, with kisses, to the mother:
  "Take all your woman's rights; even this, the best:
  Are we not each the richer by the sharing
  Of such a gift? I'll not regret your daring."




NOTES.


PAGE 11.

"_Oh! lacking love and best experience._"

An extreme Materialism here comes to the support of a grim theology. In
his "Physiology and Pathology of the Mind," Dr. Maudsley says: "To talk
about the purity and innocence of a child's mind is a part of that
poetical idealism and willing hypocrisy by which man ignores realities
and delights to walk in a vain show." Such sweeping generalizations do
not inspire confidence in the writer's prudence. Christ was nearer the
truth when he said, concerning little children,--"Of such is the kingdom
of heaven."


PAGE 64.

"_Few honorable outlooks for support,
Excepting marriage._"

Referring to the fact that in Massachusetts, during the ten years from
1859 to 1869, the increase of crime among women has been much greater
than among men, Miss Catherine Beecher remarks: "But turning from these
(the criminal class) to the daughters of the most wealthy class, those
who have generous and devoted aspirations also feel that for them, too,
there is no opening, no promotion, no career, except that of
marriage,--_and for this they are trained to feel that it is disgraceful
to seek. They have nothing to do but wait to be sought. Trained to
believe marriage their highest boon, they are disgraced for seeking it,
and must affect indifference._

"Meantime to do anything to earn their own independence is what father
and brothers would deem a disgrace to themselves and their family. For
women of high position to work for their livelihood, in most cases
custom decrees as disgraceful. And then, if cast down by poverty, they
have been trained to nothing that would earn a support, or, if by chance
they have some resource, all avenues for its employment are thronged
with needy applicants."

This is but a very mild statement of the social fictions under which
woman is now suffering in mind, body, and estate; but it is valuable as
coming from a witness who hopes that some less radical remedy than
female suffrage will be found for existing evils. If the remedy lies
with woman herself, as all admit, how can we expect her to act
efficiently until she is a modifying force in legislation?


PAGE 65.

"_Unions, no priest, no church can sanctify._"

"The most absurd notions," says J. A. St. John, "have prevailed on the
subject of matrimony. Marriage, it is said, is a divine institution,
therefore marriages are made in heaven; but the consequence does not at
all follow; the meaning of the former proposition simply being that God
originally ordained that men and women should be united in wedlock; but
that he determined what particular men and women should be united, every
day's experience proves to be false. It is admitted on all hands that
marriage is intended to confer happiness on those who wed. Now, if it be
found that marriage does not confer happiness on them, it is an
undoubted proof that they ought not to have been united, and that the
sooner they separate the better; but from accepting this doctrine some
persons are deterred by misrepresentations of scripture, others by views
of policy, and others again by an entire indifference to human
happiness. They regard men and women as mere animals, and, provided they
have children, and rear them, nothing more."

"It is incredible," says Milton, "how cold, how dull, and far from all
fellow-feeling we are, _without the spur of self-concernment_!"


PAGE 72.

"_Behold the world's ideal of a wife!_"

"All women," says John Stuart Mill, "are brought up from their very
earliest years in the belief that their ideal character is the very
opposite to that of man; not self-will and self-government by
self-control, but submission and yielding to the control of others....
What is now called the nature of women is an eminently artificial
thing,--the result of forced repression in some directions, unnatural
stimulation in others."

The cowardice that is looked upon as disgraceful in a man is regarded by
many as rather honorable than otherwise in a woman. False notions,
inherited from chivalrous times, and growing out of the state of
subjection in which woman has been bred, have generated this
inconsistency. The truth is that courage is honorable to both sexes; to
a Grace Darling and an Ida Lewis, a Madame Roland and a Florence
Nightingale, as well as to a Bayard and a Shaw, a Napoleon and a
Farragut.


PAGE 73.

"_That moment should the intimate relations
Of marriage end, and a release be found!_"

In the United States the action of certain State legislatures, in
increasing the facilities for divorce, has been a subject of alarm among
persons bred under the influences of a more conservative system. It
would be difficult to show as yet whether social morality is harmed or
helped by the increased freedom. Nothing can be more deceptive and
unsatisfactory than the statistics offered on both sides of the
question. It is generally admitted, we believe, that in those countries
where divorce is most difficult, the number of illegitimate births is
largest, and the reputation of married women is most questionable. In
the nature of things, much of the prevalent immorality being furtive and
clandestine, it is impossible to estimate the extent of the evils
growing out of illiberal laws in relation to matrimony. In any
legislation on the subject women should have a voice.


PAGE 80.

"_Unlike the Church, I look on marriage as
A civil contract, not a sacrament._"

Kenrick here refers of course to the Catholic Church, whose theory of
marriage, namely, that it is a sacrament and indissoluble, when once
contracted according to the forms of the Church, still influences the
legislation and social prejudices of Protestant communities in respect
to their own religious forms of marriage. It was not till the twelfth
century, and under the auspices of Pope Innocent III., that divorce was
prohibited by the civil as well as the canon law. But it is only a
marriage between Catholics that is indissoluble under the Catholic
system. In the case of a marriage of Protestants, the tie is not
regarded as binding. A dissolution was actually granted in such a case
where one of the parties turned Catholic, in 1857, by the bishop of Rio
Janeiro, who pronounced an uncanonical marriage null and void. Modern
legislation in establishing the validity of civil marriages aimed a
severe blow at ecclesiastical privilege.

To Rome and not to the Bible we must go for all the authority we can
produce for denying that marriage is simply a civil contract. The form,
binding one man to one woman, had its origin outside of the Bible. Up to
the time of Charlemagne in the eighth century, polygamy and concubinage
were common among Christians and countenanced by the Church. Even Luther
seems to have had somewhat lax, though not unscriptural, notions on the
subject. When Philip, landgrave of Hesse-Cassel, wanted to take another
wife, and threatened to get a dispensation from the Pope for the
purpose, Luther convoked a synod, composed of six of his proselytes, who
declared that marriage is merely a civil contract; that they could find
no passage in the Holy Scriptures ordaining monogamy; and they
consequently signed a decree permitting Philip to take a second wife
without repudiating his first.

In that reconstruction of laws, threatened by the movement in behalf of
female suffrage, it is not probable that the patriarchal institution of
polygamy will be regarded otherwise than as debasing to both sexes; but
perhaps a greater latitude of divorce will be sought as not inconsistent
with public morality. Looking at the question abstractly, and apart from
all religious and social prejudice, it certainly seems the height of
cruelty and absurdity to compel parties to keep up the relations of man
and wife when one of them feels towards the other either a physical
repugnance or a moral dislike. The impediments often raised by our
courts in the way of divorce are gross relics of barbarism, and will be
abolished by a higher legislative morality.

"Whoso," says Milton, "prefers either matrimony or other ordinance
before the good of man and the plain exigence of charity, let him
profess Papist or Protestant or what he will, he is no better than a
pharisee, and understands not the gospel; whom, as a misinterpreter of
Christ, I openly protest against." And, in another passage, he rebukes
those who would rest "in the mere element of the text," as favoring "the
policy of the Devil to make that gracious ordinance (of marriage) become
insupportable, that what with men not daring to venture upon wedlock,
and what with men wearied out of it, all inordinate license might
abound."

Mr. J. A. St. John, editor of the Prose Works of Milton, remarks in
reference to the marriage law as it now stands in England:--

"_Having been invented and established by men, it is calculated to bear
with extreme severity on women_, who are daily subjected to wrongs and
hardships which they would not endure, were the relief of divorce open
to them. Those who take a different view descant upon the encouragement
which would, they say, be given to immorality were divorce made easy.
But the contrary is the truth.

"It is in behalf of morals, and for the sake of imparting a higher tone
to the feelings of society, that the present unnatural system should be
abolished. Where, what Milton calls, an unconjugal mind exists, there
must be unconjugal manners; and to what these lead no one need be told.
Where marriage is indissoluble, people presume upon that fact to
transgress its laws, which they would not do were it legally
practicable to obtain immediate redress.

"However, there is a great indisposition in mankind to innovate in
legislation; and they had generally rather be miserable according to
rule than free and happy on a novel principle.... Whenever it clearly
appears that man and wife can no longer live together in peace and
harmony, their separation would be far more beneficial to themselves and
favorable to morals, than their compulsory union. Milton's notions of
married life are highly flattering to women, whom he evidently
contemplates as the equal companions of men."


PAGE 156.

"_Give her the suffrage._"

In one of his pamphlets in behalf of women's suffrage, Professor F. W.
Newman of England, a man of widest culture and noblest sympathies, and
always among the ablest and foremost in good works, remarks: "It is
useless to reply that women have not political knowledge. Hitherto they
have had little motive to acquire it. But how much of such knowledge
have those male voters had, whom, for two hundred years past, candidates
for the place of M. P. have made drunk in the tippling-houses? The
arguments used against female suffrage simply show that there is nothing
valid to be said. Women have, _prima facie_, the same right as men."


PAGE 160.

"_Not by evading or profaning Nature_."

In his recent "History of European Morals," Mr. Lecky, referring to the
fact that the prevalent doctrine is, that the very highest interest of
society is not to stimulate but to restrain multiplication, diminishing
the number of marriages and of children, presents the following
comments:--

"In consequence of this belief, and of the many factitious wants that
accompany a luxurious civilization, a very large and increasing
proportion of women are left to make their way in life without any male
protector, and the difficulties they have to encounter through physical
weakness have been most unnaturally and most fearfully aggravated by
laws and customs which, resting on the old assumption that every woman
should be a wife, habitually deprive them of the pecuniary and
educational advantages of men, exclude them absolutely from very many of
the employments in which they might earn a subsistence, encumber their
course in others by a heartless ridicule or by a steady disapprobation,
and consign, in consequence, many thousands to the most extreme and
agonizing poverty, and perhaps a still larger number to the paths of
vice.

"At the same time a momentous revolution, the effects of which can as
yet be but imperfectly descried, has taken place in the chief spheres of
female industry that remain. The progress of machinery has destroyed its
domestic character. The distaff has fallen from the hand. The needle is
being rapidly superseded, and the work which, from the days of Homer to
the present century, was accomplished in the centre of the family, has
been transferred to the crowded manufactory."

The necessity of those reforms which many noble women are now urging
upon public attention is clearly set forth in eloquent facts like these.


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"_Is against nature._"

A curious instance of the temerity with which flagrant errors are
pressed into the service of criticism is presented in some remarks in
the _N. Y. Nation_. "There is probably," it says, "no incident of
woman's condition which is more clearly natural than her passivity in
all that relates to marriage. In waiting to be wooed, she not only
complies with one of the conventional proprieties, but obeys what
appears to be a law of sex, _not amongst human beings only, but among
all animals_."

These remarks have been adopted by many American journalists, and have
been accepted perhaps by many readers as settling the whole question
with scientific accuracy and force, so far as analogies drawn from the
habits of the lower animals can settle it. But if the critic, while
buttering his daily bread or putting cream into his daily coffee, had
acquainted himself with the habits of the useful animal to which he is
indebted, he would never have been guilty of so prodigious a blunder. So
far from passively "waiting to be wooed," the cow, when the sexual
impulse is awakened, will disturb the whole neighborhood by her
bellowings. Should the critic reply that this is because she is kept in
an unnatural state of restraint, such reply would add only additional
force to the contradiction of the argument which he would offer.

Other examples in abundance, in confutation of his assumption, could no
doubt be furnished. But even were that assumption true, we might
sometimes be led to rather awkward results if we were to take the habits
of the lower animals as authoritative. Certain animals have not
infrequently an eccentric habit of destroying their offspring. Some of
our Chinese brethren, borrowing a hint perhaps from the brute creation,
are said to think it no sin to kill such female children as they have no
use for. We hope that no enterprising critic will recommend such a
solution as this of the woman problem.


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