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WHAT NECESSITY KNOWS

by

L. DOUGALL

Author of "Beggars All," etc

New York
Longmans, Green, and Co.
15 East Sixteenth Street
Typography by J.S. Cushing & Co., Boston.

1893







TO MY BROTHER
JOHN REDPATH DOUGALL
THIS BOOK IS INSCRIBED
WITH REVERENCE AND AFFECTION

PREFACE.


One episode of this story may need a word of explanation. It is reported
that while the "Millerite" or Adventist excitement of 1843 was agitating
certain parts of North America, in one place at least a little band of
white-robed people ascended a hill in sure expectation of the Second
Advent, and patiently returned to be the laughing stock of their
neighbours. This tradition, as I heard it in my childhood, was repeated
as if it embodied nothing but eccentricity and absurdity, yet it
naturally struck a child's mind with peculiar feelings of awe and
pathos. Such an event appeared picturesque matter for a story. It was
not easy to deal with; for in setting it, as was necessary, in close
relation to the gain-getting, marrying and giving in marriage, of the
people among whom it might occur, it was difficult to avoid either
giving it a poetic emphasis which it would not appear to have in reality
or degrading it by that superficial truth often called realism, which
belittles men. Any unworthiness in the working out of the incident is
due, not so much to lack of dignity in the subject, or to lack of
material, as to the limitations of the writer's capacity.

Lest any of my countrymen should feel that this story is wanting in
sympathy with them, I may point out that it does not happen to deal with
Canadians proper, but with immigrants, most of whom are slow to identify
themselves with their adopted Country; hence their point of view is here
necessarily set forth.

I would take this opportunity to express my obligation to my
fellow-worker, Miss M.S. Earp, for her constant and sympathetic
criticism and help in composition.

L.D.

EDINBURGH, June, 1893.




BOOK I.

"_Necessity knows no Law._"




WHAT NECESSITY KNOWS



CHAPTER I.

INTRODUCTION.


"It is not often that what we call the 'great sorrows of life' cause us
the greatest sorrow. Death, acute disease, sudden and great
losses--these are sometimes easily borne compared with those intricate
difficulties which, without name and without appearance, work themselves
into the web of our daily life, and, if not rightly met, corrode and
tarnish all its brightness."

So spoke Robert Trenholme, Principal of the New College and Rector of
the English church at Chellaston, in the Province of Quebec. He sat in
his comfortable library. The light of a centre lamp glowed with shaded
ray on books in their shelves, but shone strongly on the faces near it.
As Trenholme spoke his words had all the charm lent by modulated voice
and manner, and a face that, though strong, could light itself easily
with a winning smile. He was a tall, rather muscular man; his face had
that look of battle that indicates the nervous temperament. He was
talking to a member of his congregation who had called to ask advice and
sympathy concerning some carking domestic care. The advice had already
been given, and the clergyman proceeded to give the sympathy in the form
above.

His listener was a sickly-looking man, who held by the hand a little boy
of five or six years. The child, pale and sober, regarded with
incessant interest the prosperous and energetic man who was talking to
its father.

"Yes, yes," replied the troubled visitor, "yes, there's some help for
the big troubles, but none for the small--you're right there."

"No," said the other, "I did not say there was no help. It is just those
complex difficulties for which we feel the help of our fellow-men is
inadequate that ought to teach us to find out how adequate is the help
of the Divine Man, our Saviour, to all our needs."

"Yes, yes," said the poor man again, "yes, I suppose what you say is
true."

But he evidently did not suppose so. He sidled to the door, cap in hand.
The clergyman said no more. He was one of those sensitive men who often
know instinctively whether or not their words find response in the heart
of the hearer, and to whom it is always a pain to say anything, even the
most trivial, which awakes no feeling common to both.

Trenholme himself showed the visitors out of his house with a genial,
kindly manner, and when the departing footsteps had ceased to crunch the
garden path he still stood on his verandah, looking after the retreating
figures and feeling somewhat depressed--not as we might suppose St. Paul
would have felt depressed, had he, in like manner, taken the Name for
which he lived upon his lips in vain--and to render that name futile by
reason of our spiritual insignificance is surely the worst form of
profanity--but he felt depressed in the way that a gentleman might who,
having various interests at heart, had failed in a slight attempt to
promote one of them.

It was the evening of one of the balmy days of a late Indian summer. The
stars of the Canadian sky had faded and become invisible in the light of
a moon that hung low and glorious, giving light to the dry,
sweet-scented haze of autumn air. Trenholme looked out on a neat garden
plot, and beyond, in the same enclosure, upon lawns of ragged,
dry-looking grass, in the centre of which stood an ugly brick house,
built apparently for some public purpose. This was the immediate
outlook. Around, the land was undulating; trees were abundant, and were
more apparent in the moonlight than the flat field spaces between them.
The graceful lines of leafless elms at the side of the main road were
clearly seen. About half a mile away the lights of a large village were
visible, but bits of walls and gable ends of white houses stood out
brighter in the moonlight than, the yellow lights within the windows.
Where the houses stretched themselves up on a low hill, a little white
church showed clear against the broken shadow of low-growing pines.

As Trenholme was surveying the place dreamily in the wonderful light,
that light fell also, upon him and his habitation. He was apparently
intellectual, and had in him something of the idealist. For the rest, he
was a good-sized, good-looking man, between thirty and forty years of
age, and even by the moonlight one might see, from the form of his
clothes, that he was dressed with fastidious care. The walls and
verandah, of his house, which were of wood, glistened almost as brightly
with white paint as the knocker and doorplate did with brass lacquer.

After a few minutes Trenholme's housekeeper, a wiry, sad-eyed woman,
came to see why the door was left open. When she saw the master of the
house she retired in abrupt, angular fashion, but the suggestion of her
errand recalled him from his brief relaxation.

In his study he again sat down before the table where he had been
talking to his visitors. From the leaves of his blotting-paper he took a
letter which he had apparently been interrupted in writing. He took it
out in a quick, business-like way, and dipped his pen in the ink as
though, to finish rapidly; but then he sat still until the pen dried,
and no further word had been added. Again he dipped his pen, and again
let it dry. If the first sentence of the letter had taken as long to
compose as the second, it was no wonder that a caller had caused an
interruption.

The letter, as it lay before him, had about a third of its page written
in a neat, forcible hand. The arms of his young college were printed at
the top. He had written:--

   My dear brother,--I am very much concerned not to have heard
   from you for so long. I have written to your old address in Montreal,
   but received no answer.

Here came the stop. At last he put pen to paper and went on:--

   Even though we have disagreed as to what occupation is best for
   you to follow, and also as to the degree of reserve that is desirable
   as to what our father did, you must surely know that there is nothing
   I desire more than your highest welfare.

After looking at this sentence for a little while he struck his pen
through the word "highest," and then, offended with the appearance of
the obliteration, he copied this much of the letter on a fresh sheet and
again stopped.

When he continued, it was on the old sheet. He made a rough copy of the
letter--writing, crossing out, and rewriting. It seemed that the task to
which he had set himself was almost harder than could appear possible,
for, as he became more absorbed in it, there was evidence of discomfort
in his attitude, and although the room was not warm, the moisture on his
forehead became visible in the strong light of the lamp above him. At
length, after preliminary pauses had been followed by a lengthened
period of vigorous writing, the letter was copied, and the writer sealed
it with an air of obvious relief.

That done, he wrote another letter, the composition of which, although
it engaged his care, was apparently so much pleasanter, that perhaps the
doing of it was chosen on the same principle as one hears a farce after
a tragedy, in order to sleep the more easily.

This second letter was to a lady. When it was written, Trenholme pulled
an album from a private drawer, and looked long and with interested
attention at the face of the lady to whom he had written. It was the
face of a young, handsome girl, who bore herself proudly. The fashion of
the dress would have suggested to a calculating mind that the portrait
had been taken some years before; but what man who imagines himself a
lover, in regarding the face of the absent dear one in the well-known
picture, adds in thought the marks of time? If he had been impartial he
would have asked the portrait if the face from which it was taken had
grown more proud and cold as the years went by, or more sad and
gentle--for, surely, in this work-a-day world of ours, fate would not be
likely to have gifts in store that would wholly satisfy those eager,
ambitious eyes; but, being a man no wiser than many other men, he looked
at the rather faded phonograph with considerable pleasure, and asked no
questions.

It grew late as he contemplated the lady's picture, and, moreover, he
was not one, under any excuse, to spend much time in idleness. He put
away his album, and then, having personally locked up his house and said
good-night to his housekeeper, he went upstairs.

Yet, in spite of all that Trenholme's pleasure in the letter and the
possession of the photograph might betoken, the missive, addressed to a
lady named Miss Rexford, was not a love-letter. It ran thus:--

   I cannot even feign anger against "Dame Fortune," that, by so
   unexpected a turn of her wheel, she should be even now bringing you
   to the remote village where for some time I have been forced to make
   my home, and where it is very probable I shall remain for some years
   longer. I do, of course, unfeignedly regret the financial misfortune
   which, as I understand, has made it necessary for Captain Rexford
   to bring you all out to this young country; yet to me the pleasure of
   expecting such neighbours must far exceed any other feeling with
   which I regard your advent.

   I am exceedingly glad if I have been able to be of service to Captain
   Rexford in making his business arrangements here, and hope all
   will prove satisfactory. I have only to add that, although you must
   be prepared for much that you will find different from English life,
   much that is rough and ungainly and uncomfortable, you may feel
   confident that, with a little patience, the worst roughness of
   colonial life will soon be overcome, and that you will find compensation
   a thousand times over in the glorious climate and cheerful prospects of
   this new land.

   As I have never had the pleasure of meeting Captain and Mrs. Rexford, I
   trust you will excuse me for addressing this note of welcome to you,
   whom I trust I may still look upon as a friend. I have not forgotten the
   winter when I received encouragement and counsel from you, who had so
   many to admire and occupy you that, looking back now, I feel it strange
   that you should have found time to bestow in mere kindness.

Here there followed courteous salutations to the lady's father and
mother, brothers and sisters. The letter was signed in friendly style
and addressed to an hotel in Halifax, where apparently it was to await
the arrival of the fair stranger from some other shore.

It is probable that, in the interfacings of human lives, events are
happening every moment which, although bearing according to present
knowledge no possible relation to our own lives, are yet to have an
influence on our future and make havoc with our expectations. The train
is laid, the fuse is lit, long before we know it.

That night, as Robert Trenholme sealed his letters, an event took place
that was to test by a strange influence the lives of these three
people--Robert Trenholme, the lady of whom he thought so pleasantly, and
the young brother to whom he had written so laboriously. And the event
was that an old settler, who dwelt in a remote part of the country, went
out of his cabin in the delusive moonlight, slipped on a steep place,
and fell, thereby receiving an inward hurt that was to bring him death.




CHAPTER II.


The Indian summer, that lingers in the Canadian forest after the fall of
the leaves, had passed away. The earth lay frozen, ready to bear the
snow. The rivers, with edge of thin ice upon their quiet places,
rolled, gathering into the surface of their waters the cold that would
so soon create their crystal prison.

The bright sun of a late November day was shining upon a small lake that
lay in the lonely region to the west of the Gaspé Peninsula near the
Matapediac Valley. There was one farm clearing on a slope of the wild
hills that encircled the lake. The place was very lonely. An eagle that
rose from the fir-clad ridge above the clearing might from its eminence,
have seen other human habitations, but such sight was denied to the
dwellers in the rude log-house on the clearing. The eagle wheeled in the
air and flew southward. A girl standing near the log-house watched it
with discontented eyes.

The blue water of the lake, with ceaseless lapping, cast up glinting
reflections of the cold sunlight. Down the hillside a stream ran to join
the lake, and it was on the more sheltered slope by this stream, where
grey-limbed maple trees grew, that the cabin stood. Above and around,
the steeper slopes bore only fir trees, whose cone-shaped or spiky
forms, sometimes burnt and charred, sometimes dead and grey, but for the
most part green and glossy, from shore and slope and ridge pointed
always to the blue zenith.

The log-house, with its rougher sheds, was hard by the stream's ravine.
About the other sides of it stretched a few acres of tilled land. Round
this land the maple wood closed, and under its grey trees there was a
tawny brown carpet of fallen leaves from which the brighter autumn
colours had already faded. Up the hillside in the fir wood there were
gaps where the trees had been felled for lumber, and about a quarter of
a mile from the house a rudely built lumber slide descended to the lake.

It was about an hour before sundown when the eagle had risen and fled,
and the sunset light found the girl who had watched it still standing in
the same place. All that time a man had been talking to her; but she
herself had not been talking, she had given him little reply. The two
were not close to the house; large, square-built piles of logs, sawn
and split for winter fuel, separated them from it. The man leaned
against the wood now; the girl stood upright, leaning on nothing.

Her face, which was healthy, was at the same time pale. Her hair was
very red, and she had much of it. She was a large, strong young woman.
She looked larger and stronger than the man with whom she was
conversing. He was a thin, haggard fellow, not at first noticeable in
the landscape, for his clothes and beard were faded and worn into
colours of earth and wood, so that Nature seemed to have dealt with him
as she deals with her most defenceless creatures, causing them to grow
so like their surroundings that even their enemies do not easily observe
them. This man, however, was not lacking in a certain wiry physical
strength, nor in power of thought or of will. And these latter powers,
if the girl possessed them, were as yet only latent in her, for she had
the heavy and undeveloped appearance of backward youth.

The man was speaking earnestly. At last he said:--

"Come now, Sissy, be a good lassie and say that ye're content to stay.
Ye've always been a good lassie and done what I told ye before."

His accent was Scotch, but not the broad Scotch of an entirely
uneducated man. There was sobriety written in the traits of his face,
and more--a certain quality of intellectual virtue of the higher stamp.
He was not young, but he was not yet old.

"I haven't," said the girl sullenly.

He sighed at her perverseness. "That's not the way I remember it. I'm
sure, from the time ye were quite a wee one, ye have always tried to
please me.--We all come short sometimes; the thing is, what we are
trying to do."

He spoke as if her antagonism to what he had been saying, to what he was
yet saying, had had a painful effect upon him which he was endeavouring
to hide.

The girl looked over his head at the smoke that was proceeding from the
log-house chimney. She saw it curl and wreathe itself against the cold
blue east. It was white wood smoke, and as she watched it began to turn
yellow in the light from the sunset. She did not turn to see whence the
yellow ray came.

"Now that father's dead, I won't stay here, Mr. Bates." She said "I
won't" just as a sullen, naughty girl would speak. "'Twas hateful enough
to stay while he lived, but now you and Miss Bates are nothing to me."

"Nothing to ye, Sissy?" The words seemed to come out of him in pained
surprise.

"I know you've brought me up, and taught me, and been far kinder to me
than father ever was; but I'm not to stay here all my life because of
_that_."

"Bairn, I have just been telling ye there is nothing else ye can do just
now. I have no ready money. Your father had nothing to leave ye but his
share of this place; and, so far, we've just got along year by year, and
that's all. I'll work it as well as I can, and, if ye like, ye're
welcome to live free and lay by your share year by year till ye have
something to take with ye and are old enough to go away. But if ye go
off now ye'll have to live as a servant, and ye couldn't thole that, and
I couldn't for ye. Ye have no one to protect ye now but me. I've no
friends to send ye to. What do ye know of the world? It's unkind--ay,
and it's wicked too."

"How's it so wicked? You're not wicked, nor father, nor me, nor the
men--how's people outside so much wickeder?"

Bates's mouth--it was a rather broad, powerful mouth--began to grow hard
at her continued contention, perhaps also at the thought of the evils of
which he dreamed. "It's a very _evil_ world," he said, just as he would
have said that two and two made four to a child who had dared to
question that fact. "Ye're too young to understand it now: ye must take
my word for it."

She made no sort of answer; she gave no sign of yielding; but, because
she had made no answer, he, self-willed and opinionated man that he was,
felt assured that she had no answer to give, and went on to talk as if
that one point were settled.

"Ye can be happy here if ye will only think so. If we seem hard on ye in
the house about the meals and that, I'll try to be better tempered. Ye
haven't read all the books we have yet, but I'll get more the first
chance if ye like. Come, Sissy, think how lonesome I'd be without ye!"

He moved his shoulders nervously while he spoke, as if the effort to
coax was a greater strain than the effort to teach or command. His
manner might have been that of a father who wheedled a child to do
right, or a lover who sued on his own behalf; the better love, for that
matter, is much the same in all relations of life.

This last plea evidently moved her just a little. "I'm sorry, Mr.
Bates," she said.

"What are ye sorry for, Sissy?"

"That I'm to leave you."

"But ye're not going. Can't ye get that out of your head? How will ye
go?"

"In the boat, when they take father."

At that the first flash of anger came from him. "Ye won't go, if I have
to hold ye by main force. I can't go to bury your father. I have to stay
here and earn bread and butter for you and me, or we'll come short of
it. If ye think I'm going to let ye go with a man I know little about--"

His voice broke off in indignation, and as for the girl, whether from
sudden anger at being thus spoken to, or from the conviction of
disappointment which had been slowly forcing itself upon her, she began
to cry. His anger vanished, leaving an evident discomfort behind. He
stood before her with a weary look of effort on his face, as if he were
casting all things in heaven and earth about in his mind to find which
of them would be most likely to afford her comfort, or at least, to put
an end to tears which, perhaps for a reason unknown to himself, gave
him excessive annoyance.

"Come, Sissy"--feebly--"give over."

But the girl went on crying, not loudly or passionately, but with no
sign of discontinuance, as she stood there, large and miserable, before
him. He settled his shoulders obstinately against the wood pile,
thinking to wait till she should speak or make some further sign.
Nothing but strength of will kept him in his place, for he would gladly
have fled from her. He had now less guidance than before to what was
passing in her mind, for her face was more hidden from his sight as the
light of the sinking sun focussed more exclusively in the fields of
western sky behind her.

Then the sun went down behind the rugged hills of the lake's other
shore; and, as it sank below their sharp outlines, their sides, which
had been clear and green, became dim and purple; the blue went out of
the waters of the lake, they became the hue of steel touched with
iridescence of gold; and above the hills, vapour that had before been
almost invisible in the sky, now hung in upright layers of purple mist,
blossoming into primrose yellow on the lower edges. A few moments more
and grey bloom, such as one sees on purple fruit, was on these vast
hangings of cloud that grouped themselves more largely, and gold flames
burned on their fringes. Behind them there were great empty reaches of
lambent blue, and on the sharp edge of the shadowed hills there was a
line of fire.

It produced in Bates unthinking irritation that Nature should quietly go
on outspreading her evening magnificence in face of his discomfort. In
ordinal light or darkness one accepts the annoyances of life as coming
all in the day's work; but Nature has her sublime moments in which, if
the sensitive mind may not yield itself to her delight, it is forced
into extreme antagonism, either to her or to that which withholds from
joining in her ecstasy. Bates was a man sensitive to many forces, the
response to which within him was not openly acknowledged to himself. He
was familiar with the magnificence of sunsets in this region, but his
mind was not dulled to the marvel of the coloured glory in which the
daylight so often culminated.

He looked off at the western sky, at first chiefly conscious of the
unhappy girl who stood in front of him and irritated by that intervening
shape; but, as his vision wandered along the vast reaches of illimitable
clouds and the glorious gulfs of sky, his mind yielded itself the rather
to the beauty and light. More dusky grew the purple of the upper mists
whose upright layers, like league-long wings of softest feather held
edge downward to the earth, ever changed in form without apparent
movement. More sparkling glowed the gold upon their edges. The sky
beneath the cloud was now like emerald. The soft darkness of purple
slate was on the hills. The lake took on a darker shade, and daylight
began to fade from the upper blue.

It was only perhaps a moment--one of those moments for which time has no
measurement--that the soul of this man had gone out of him, as it were,
into the vastness of the sunset; and when he recalled it his situation
took on for him a somewhat different aspect. He experienced something of
that temporary relief from personal responsibility that moments of
religious sentiment often give to minds that are unaccustomed to
religion. He had been free for the time to disport himself in something
infinitely larger and wider than his little world, and he took up his
duty at the point at which he had left it with something of this sense
of freedom lingering with him.

He was a good man--that is, a man whose face would have made it clear to
any true observer that he habitually did the right in contradistinction
to the wrong. He was, moreover, religious, and would not have been
likely to fall into any delusion of mere sentiment in the region of
religious emotion. But that which deludes a man commonly comes through a
safe channel. As a matter of fact, the excitement which the delight of
the eye had produced in him was a perfectly wholesome feeling, but the
largeness of heart it gave him at that moment was unfortunate.

The girl stood just as before, ungainly and without power of expression
because undeveloped, but excitation of thought made what she might
become apparent to him in that which she was. He became more generous
towards her, more loving.

"Don't greet, that's a good lassie," he said soothingly. "There's truth
in what ye have said--that it's dull for ye here because ye have nothing
to look ahead to. Well, I'll tell ye what I didn't mean to tell ye while
ye are so young--when ye're older, if ye're a good lassie and go on
learning your lessons as ye have been doing, I will ask ye to marry me,
and then (we hope of course to get more beforehand wi' money as years
go) ye will have more interest and--"

"Marry!" interrupted the girl, not strongly, but speaking in faint
wonder, as if echoing a word she did not quite understand.

"Yes," he went on with great kindliness, "I talked it over with your
father before he went, and he was pleased. I told him that, in a year or
two, if he liked it, I would marry ye--it's only if ye _like_, of
course; and ye'd better not think about it now, for ye're too young."

"Marry me!" This time the exclamation came from her with a force that
was appalling to him. The coarse handkerchief which she had been holding
to her eyes was withdrawn, and with lips and eyes open she exclaimed
again: "Marry me! _You_!"

It was remarkable how this man, who so far was using, and through long
years had always used, only the tone of mentor, now suddenly began to
try to justify himself with almost childlike timidity.

"Your father and I didn't know of any one else hereabouts that would
suit, and of course we knew ye would naturally be disappointed if ye
didn't marry." He went on muttering various things about the convenience
of such an arrangement.

She listened to nothing more than his first sentence, and began to move
away from him slowly a few steps backwards; then, perceiving that she
had come to the brink of the level ground, she turned and suddenly
stretched out her arm with almost frantic longing toward the cold, grey
lake and the dark hills behind, where the fires of the west still
struggled with the encroaching November night.

As she turned there was light enough for him to see how bright the
burning colour of her hair was--bright as the burning copper glow on the
lower feathers of those great shadowy wings of cloud--the wings of night
that were enfolding the dying day. Some idea, gathered indefinitely from
both the fierceness of her gesture and his transient observation of the
colour of her hair, suggested to him that he had trodden on the sacred
ground of a passionate heart.

Poor man! He would have been only too glad just then to have effaced his
foot-prints if he had had the least idea how to do it. The small shawl
she wore fell from her unnoticed as she went quickly into the house. He
picked it up, and folded it awkwardly, but with meditative care. It was
a square of orange-coloured merino, such as pedlars who deal with the
squaws always carry, an ordinary thing for a settler's child to possess.
As he held it, Bates felt compunction that it was not something finer
and to his idea prettier, for he did not like the colour. He decided
that he would purchase something better for her as soon as possible. He
followed her into the house.




CHAPTER III.


Night, black and cold, settled over the house that had that day for the
first time been visited by death. Besides the dead man, there were now
three people to sleep in it: an old woman, whose failing brain had
little of intelligence left, except such as showed itself in the
everyday habits of a long and orderly life; the young girl, whose mind
slow by nature in reaching maturity and retarded by the monotony of her
life, had not yet gained the power of realising its own deeper
thoughts, still less of explaining them to another; and this man, Bates,
who, being by natural constitution peculiarly susceptible to the strain
of the sight of illness and death which he had just undergone, was not
in the best condition to resist the morbid influences of unhappy
companionship.

The girl shed tears as she moved about sullenly. She would not speak to
Bates, and he did not in the least understand that, sullen as she was,
her speechlessness did not result from that, but from inability to
reduce to any form the chaotic emotions within her, or to find any
expression which might represent her distress. He could not realise that
the childish mind that had power to converse for trivial things had, as
yet, no word for the not-trivial; that the blind womanly emotion on
which he had trodden had as yet no counterpart in womanly thought, which
might have formed excuses for his conduct, or at least have comprehended
its simplicity. He only felt uneasily that her former cause of
contention with him, her determination, sudden as her father's death, to
leave the only home she possessed, was now enforced by her antagonism to
the suggestion he had made of a future marriage, and he felt increasing
annoyance that it should be so. Naturally enough, a deep undercurrent of
vexation was settling in his mind towards her for feeling that
antagonism, but he was vexed also with himself for having suggested the
fresh source of contest just now to complicate the issue between them as
to whether she should remain where she was, at any rate for the present.
Remain she must; he was clear upon that point. The form of his religious
theories, long held in comparative isolation from mankind, convinced
him, whether truly or not, that humanity was a very bad thing; she
should not leave his protection, and he was considerate enough to desire
that, when the time came for launching the boat which was to take her
father's body to burial, he should not need to detain her by force.

The girl set an ill-cooked supper before Bates and the hired man, and
would not herself eat. As Bates sat at his supper he felt drearily that
his position was hard; and, being a man whose training disposed him to
vaguely look for the cause of trial in sin, wondered what he had done
that it had thus befallen him. His memory reverted to the time when, on
an emigrant ship, he had made friends with the man Cameron who that day
had died, and they had agreed to choose their place and cast in their
lot together. It had been part of the agreement that the aunt who
accompanied Bates should do the woman's work of the new home until she
was too old, and that Cameron's child should do it when she was old
enough.

The girl was a little fat thing then, wearing a red hood. Bates, uneasy
in his mind both as to his offer of marriage and her resentment, asked
himself if he was to blame that he had begun by being kind to her then,
that he had played with her upon the ship's deck, that on their land
journey he had often carried her in his arms, or that, in the years of
the hard isolated life which since then they had all lived, he had
taught and trained the girl with far more care than her father had
bestowed on her. Or was he to blame that he had so often been strict and
severe with her? Or was he unjust in feeling now that he had a righteous
claim to respect and consideration from her to an almost greater extent
than the dead father whose hard, silent life had showed forth little of
the proper attributes of fatherhood? Or did the sin for which he was now
being punished lie in the fact that, in spite of her constant wilfulness
and frequent stupidity, he still felt such affection for his pupil as
made him unwilling, as he phrased it, to seek a wife elsewhere and thus
thrust her from her place in the household. Bates had a certain latent
contempt for women; wives he thought were easily found and not
altogether desirable; and with that inconsistency common to men, he
looked upon his proposal to the girl now as the result of a much more
unselfish impulse than he had done an hour ago, before she exclaimed at
it so scornfully. He did not know how to answer himself. In all honesty
he could not accuse himself of not having done his duty by the girl or
of any desire to shirk it in the future; and that being the case, he
grew every minute more inclined to believe that the fact that his duty
was now being made so disagreeable to him was owing, not to any fault of
his, but to the naughtiness of her disposition.

The hired man slept in an outer shed. When he had gone, and Bates went
up to his own bed in the loft of the log-house, the last sound that he
heard was the girl sobbing where she lay beside the old woman in the
room below. The sound was not cheering.

The next day was sunless and colder. Twice that morning Sissy Cameron
stopped Bates at his work to urge her determination to leave the place,
and twice he again set his reasons for refusal before her with what
patience he could command. He told her, what she knew without telling,
that the winter was close upon them, that the winter's work at the
lumber was necessary for their livelihood, that it was not in his power
to find her an escort for a journey at this season or to seek another
home for her. Then, when she came to him again a third time, his anger
broke out, and he treated her with neither patience nor good sense.

It was in the afternoon, and a chill north breeze ruffled the leaden
surface of the lake and seemed to curdle the water with its breath;
patches of soft ice already mottled it. The sky was white, and leafless
maple and evergreen seemed almost alike colourless in the dull, cold
air. Bates had turned from his work to stand for a few moments on the
hard trodden level in front of the house and survey the weather. He had
reason to survey it with anxiety. He was anxious to send the dead man's
body to the nearest graveyard for decent burial, and the messenger and
cart sent on this errand were to bring back another man to work with him
at felling the timber that was to be sold next spring. The only way
between his house and other houses lay across the lake and through a gap
in the hills, a way that was passable now, and passable in calm days
when winter had fully come, but impassable at the time of forming ice
and of falling and drifting snow. He hoped that the snow and ice would
hold off until his plan could be carried out, but he held his face to
the keen cold breeze and looked at the mottled surface of the lake with
irritable anxiety. It was not his way to confide his anxiety to any one;
he was bearing it alone when the girl, who had been sauntering aimlessly
about, came to him.

"If I don't go with the boat to-morrow," she said, "I'll walk across as
soon as the ice'll bear."

With that he turned upon her. "And if I was a worse man than I am I'd
let ye. It would be a comfort to me to be rid of ye. Where would ye go,
or what would ye do? Ye ought to be only too thankful to have a
comfortable home where ye're kept from harm. It's a cruel and bad world,
I tell ye; it's going to destruction as fast as it can, and ye'd go
with it."

The girl shook with passion. "I'd do nothing of the sort," she choked.

All the anger and dignity of her being were aroused, but it did not
follow that she had any power to give them adequate utterance. She
turned from him, and, as she stood, the attitude of her whole figure
spoke such incredulity, scorn, and anger, that the flow of hot-tempered
arguments with which he was still ready to seek to persuade her reason,
died on his lips. He lost all self-control in increasing ill-temper.

"Ye may prance and ye may dance"--he jerked the phrase between his
teeth, using words wholly inapplicable to her attitude because he could
not analyse its offensiveness sufficiently to find words that applied to
it. "Yes, prance and dance as much as ye like, but ye'll not go in the
boat to-morrow if ye'd six fathers to bury instead of one, and ye'll not
set foot out of this clearing, where I can look after ye. I said to the
dead I'd take care of ye, and I'll do it--ungrateful lass though ye
are."

He hurled the last words at her as he turned and went into a shed at
the side of the house in which he had before been working.

The girl stood quite still as long as he was within sight. She seemed
conscious of his presence though she was not looking towards him, for as
soon as he had stepped within the low opening of the shed, she moved
away, walking in a wavering track across the tilled land, walking as if
movement was the end of her purpose, not as if she had destination.

The frozen furrows of the ploughed land crumbled beneath her heavy
tread. The north wind grew stronger. When she reached the edge of the
maple wood and looked up with swollen, tear-blurred eyes, she saw the
grey branches moved by the wind, and the red squirrels leaped from
branch to branch and tree to tree as if blown by the same air. She
wandered up one side of the clearing and down the other, sometimes
wading knee-deep in loud rustling maple leaves gathered in dry hollows
within the wood, sometimes stumbling over frozen furrows as she crossed
corners of the ploughed land, walking all the time in helpless, hopeless
anger.

When, however, she came back behind the house to that part of the
clearing bounded by the narrow and not very deep ravine which running
water had cut into the side of the hill, she seemed to gather some
reviving sensations from the variety which the bed of the brook
presented to her view. Here, on some dozen feet of steeply sloping rock
and earth, which on either side formed the trough of the brook,
vegetable life was evidently more delicate and luxuriant than elsewhere,
in the season when it had sway. Even now, when the reign of the frost
held all such life in abeyance, this grave of the dead summer lacked
neither fretted tomb nor wreathing garland; for above, the bittersweet
hung out heavy festoons of coral berries over the pall of its faded
leaves, and beneath, on frond of fern and stalk of aster, and on rough
surface of lichen-covered rock, the frost had turned the spray of water
to white crystals, and the stream, with imprisoned far-off murmur, made
its little leaps within fairy palaces of icicles, and spread itself in
pools whose leafy contents gave colours of mottled marble to the ice
that had grown upon them. It was on the nearer bank of this stream,
where, a little below, it curved closer to the house, that her father,
falling with a frost-loosened rock, had received his fatal injury. Out
of the pure idleness of despondency it occurred to the girl that, from
the point at which she had now arrived, she might obtain a new view of
the small landslip which had caused the calamity.

She cast her arms round a lithe young birch whose silver trunk bent from
the top of the bank, and thus bridging the tangle of shrub and vine she
hung over the short precipice to examine the spot with sad curiosity.

She herself could hardly have told what thoughts passed through her mind
as, childlike, she thus lapsed from hard anger into temporary amusement.
But greater activity of mind did come with the cessation of movement and
the examination of objects which stimulated such fancy as she possessed.
She looked at the beauty in the ravine beneath her, and at the rude
destruction that falling earth and rock had wrought in it a few yards
further down. She began to wonder whether, if the roots of the tree on
which she was at full length stretched should give way in the same
manner, and such a fall prove fatal to her also, Mr. Bates would be
sorry. It gave her a sensation of pleasure to know that such a mishap
would annoy and distress him very much; and, at the very moment of this
sensation, she drew back and tested the firmness of the ground about its
roots before resigning herself unreservedly to the tree again. When she
had resumed her former position with a feeling of perfect safety, she
continued for a few minutes to dilate in fancy upon the suffering that
would be caused by the death her whim had suggested. She was not a cruel
girl, not on the whole ill-natured, yet such is human nature that this
idea was actually the first that had given her satisfaction for many
hours. How sorry Mr. Bates would be, when he found her dead, that he had
dared to speak so angrily to her! It was, in a way, luxurious to
contemplate the pathos of such an artistic death for herself, and its
fine effect, by way of revenge, upon the guardian who had made himself
intolerable to her.

From her post of observation she now saw, what had not before been
observed by any one, that where rock and earth had fallen treacherously
under her father's tread, another portion of the bank was loosened ready
to fall. Where this loosening--the work no doubt of the frost--had taken
place, there was but a narrow passage between the ravine and the house,
and she was startled to be the first to discover what was so essential
for all in the house to know. For many days the myriad leaves of the
forest had lain everywhere in the dry atmosphere peculiar to a Canadian
autumn, till it seemed now that all weight and moisture had left them.
They were curled and puckered into half balloons, ready for the wind to
toss and drift into every available gap. So strewn was this passage with
such dry leaves, which even now the wind was drifting upon it more
thickly, that the danger might easily have remained unseen. Then, as
fancy is fickle, her mind darted from the pleasurable idea of her own
death to consider how it would be if she did not make known her
discovery and allowed her enemy to walk into the snare. This idea was
not quite as attractive as the former, for it is sweeter to think of
oneself as innocently dead and mourned, than as guilty and performing
the office of mourner for another; and it was of herself only, whether
as pictured in Bates's sufferings or as left liberated by his death,
that the girl was thinking. Still it afforded relaxation to imagine what
she might do if she were thus left mistress of the situation; and she
devised a scheme of action for these circumstances that, in its clever
adaptation to what would be required, would have greatly amazed the man
who looked upon her as an unthinking child.

The difference between a strong and a weak mind is not that the strong
mind does not indulge itself in wild fancies, but that it never gives to
such fancy the power of capricious sway over the centres of purpose.
This young woman was strong in mind as in body. No flickering intention
of actually performing that which she had imagined had place within her.
She played with the idea of death as she might have played with a toy,
while resting herself from the angry question into which her whole being
had for two days concentrated itself, as to how she could thwart the
will of the man who had assumed authority over her, and gain the freedom
that she felt was necessary to life itself.

She had not lain many minutes upon the out-growing birch before she had
again forgotten her gust of revengeful fancy, and yielded herself to her
former serious mood with a reaction of greater earnestness. The winter
beauty of the brook, the grey, silent trees above, and the waste of dry
curled leaves all round--these faded from her observation because the
eye of her mind was again turned inwards to confront the circumstances
of her difficulty.

As she leaned thus in childlike attitude and womanly size, her arms
twined round the tree and her cheek resting on its smooth surface, that
clumsiness which in all young animals seems inseparable from the period
when recent physical growth is not yet entirely permeated by the
character-life which gives it individual expression, was not apparent
and any intelligent eye seeing her would have seen large beauty in her
figure, which, like a Venus in the years when art was young, had no
cramped proportions. Her rough, grey dress hung heavily about her; the
moccasins that encased her feet were half hidden in the loose pile of
dry leaves which had drifted high against the root of the tree. There
was, however, no visible eye there to observe her youthful comeliness or
her youthful distress. If some angel was near, regarding her, she did
not know it, and if she had, she would not have been much interested;
there was nothing in her mood to respond to angelic pity or
appreciation. As it was, the strong tree was impotent to return her
embrace; its cold bark had no response for the caress of her cheek; the
north wind that howled, the trees that swayed, the dead leaves that
rustling fled, and the stream that murmured under its ice, gave but
drear companionship. Had she yielded her mind to their influence, the
desires of her heart might have been numbed to a transient despair more
nearly akin to a virtuous resignation to circumstance than the revolt
that was now rampant within her. She did not yield; she was not now
observing them; they only effected upon her inattentive senses an
impression of misery which fed the strength of revolt.

A minute or two more and the recumbent position had become unendurable
as too passive to correspond with the inward energy. She clambered back,
and, standing upon level ground, turned, facing the width of the bare
clearing and the rough buildings on it, and looked toward the downward
slope and the wild lake, whose cold breath of water was agitated by the
wind. The sky was full of cloud.

She stood up with folded arms, strength and energy in the stillness of
her attitude. She heard the sound of carpenter's tools coming from the
shed into which Bates had retired. No other hint of humanity was in the
world to which she listened, which she surveyed. As she folded her arms
she folded her bright coloured old shawl about her, and seemed to gather
within its folds all warmth of colour, all warmth of feeling, that was
in that wild, desolate place.

A flake of snow fell on the shawl; she did not notice it. Another rested
upon her cheek; then she started. She did not move much, but her face
lifted itself slightly; her tear-swollen eyes were wide open; her lips
were parted, as if her breath could hardly pass to and fro quickly
enough to keep pace with agitated thought. The snow had begun to come.
She knew well that it would go on falling, not to-day perhaps, nor
to-morrow, but as certainly as time would bring the following days, so
certainly the snow would fall, covering the frozen surface of the earth
and water with foot above foot of powdery whiteness. Far as she now was
from the gay, active throng of fellow-creatures which she conceived as
existing in the outer world, and with whom she longed to be, the snow
would make that distance not only great, but impassable to her, unaided.

It was true that she had threatened Bates with flight by foot across the
frozen lake; but she knew in truth that such departure was as dependent
on the submission of his will to hers as was her going in the more
natural way by boat the next day, for the track of her snow-shoes and
the slowness of her journey upon them would always keep her within his
power.

The girl contemplated the falling flakes and her own immediate future at
the same moment. The one notion clear to her mind was, that she must get
away from that place before the cold had time to enchain the lake, or
these flakes to turn the earth into a frozen sea. Her one hope was in
the boat that would be launched to carry her dead father. She must go.
_She must go!_

Youth would not be strong if it did not seek for happiness with all its
strength, if it did not spurn pain with violence. All the notions that
went to make up this girl's idea of pain were gathered from her present
life of monotony and loneliness. All the notions that went to make up
her idea of happiness were culled from what she had heard and dreamed of
life beyond her wilderness. Added to this there was the fact that the
man who had presumed to stand between her and the accomplishment of the
first strong volition of her life had become intolerable to her--whether
more by his severity or by his kindliness she could not tell. She folded
her shawl-draped arms more strongly across her breast, and hugged to
herself all the dreams and desires, hopes and dislikes, that had grown
within her as she had grown in mind and stature in that isolated place.

How could she accomplish her will?

The flakes fell upon the copper gloss of her uncombed hair, on face and
hands that reddened to the cold, and gathered in the folds of the shawl.
She stood as still as a waxen figure, if waxen figure could ever be true
to the power of will which her pose betrayed. When the ground was white
with small dry flakes she moved again. Her reverie, for lack of
material, seemed to have come to nothing fresh. She determined to prefer
her request again to Bates.

She walked round the house and came to the shed door. In this shed large
kettles and other vessels for potash-making were set up, but in front of
these Bates and his man were at work making a rude pinewood coffin. The
servant was the elder of the two. He had a giant-like, sinewy frame and
a grotesquely small head; his cheeks were round and red like apples, and
his long whiskers evidently received some attention from his vanity; it
seemed an odd freak for vanity to take, for all the rest of him was
rough and dirty. He wriggled when the girl darkened the doorway, but did
not look straight at her.

"There's more of the bank going to slip where father fell--it's loose,"
she said.

They both heard. The servant answered her, commenting on the
information. These were the only words that were said for some time. The
girl stood and pressed herself against the side of the door. Bates did
not look at her. At last she addressed him again. Her voice was low and
gentle, perhaps from fear, perhaps from desire to persuade, perhaps
merely from repression of feeling.

"Mr. Bates," she said, "you'll let me go in the boat with that?"--she
made a gesture toward the unfinished coffin.

His anger had cooled since he had last seen her, not lessening but
hardening, as molten metal loses malleability as it cools. Much had been
needed to fan his rage to flame, but now the will fused by it had taken
the mould of a hard decision that nothing but the blowing of another
fire would melt.

"Ye'll not go unless you go _in_ a coffin instead of along-side of it."

The coarse humour of his refusal was analogous to the laugh of a chidden
child; it expressed not amusement, but an attempt to conceal nervous
discomposure. The other man laughed; his mind was low enough to be
amused.

"It's no place for me here," she urged, "and I ought by rights to go to
the burying of my father."

"There's no place for ye neither where he'll be buried; and as to ye
being at the funeral, it's only because I'm a long sight better than
other men about the country that I don't shovel him in where he fell.
I'm getting out the boat, and sending Saul here and the ox-cart two
days' journey, to have him put decently in a churchyard. I don't
b'lieve, if I'd died, you and your father would have done as much by
me."

As he lauded his own righteousness his voice was less hard for the
moment, and, like a child, she caught some hope.

"Yes, it's good of you, and in the end you'll be good and let me go too,
Mr. Bates."

"Oh yes." There was no assent in his voice. "And I'll go too, to see
that ye're not murdered when Saul gets drunk at the first house; and
we'll take my aunt too, as we can't leave her behind; and we'll take the
cow that has to be milked, and the pigs and hens that have to be fed;
and when we get there, we'll settle down without any house to live in,
and feed on air."

His sarcasm came from him like the sweat of anger; he did not seem to
take any voluntary interest in the play of his words. His manner was
cool, but it was noticeable that he had stopped his work and was merely
cutting a piece of wood with his jack-knife. As she looked at him
steadily he whittled the more savagely.

The other man laughed again, and wriggled as he laughed.

"No," she replied, "you can't come, I know; but I can take care of
myself."

"It's a thieving, drunken lot of fellows Saul will fall in with. Ye may
prefer their society to mine, but I'll not risk it."

"I can go to the minister."

"And his wife would make a kitchen-girl of ye, and ye'd run off from her
in a week. If ye'd not stay here, where ye have it all your own way,
it's not long that ye'd put up wi' my lady's fault-finding; and
ministers and their wives isn't much better than other folks--I've told
ye before what I think of that sort of truck."

There was a glitter in her eyes that would have startled him, but he did
not see it. He was looking only at the wood he was cutting, but he never
observed that he was cutting it. After a minute he uttered his
conclusion.

"Ye'll stay wi' me."

"_Stay_ with you," she cried, her breath catching at her words--"for how
long?"

"I don't know." Complete indifference was in his tone. "Till ye're old,
I suppose; for I'm not likely to find a better place for ye."

All the force of her nature was in the words she cast at him.

"_I'll not stay_."

"No?" he sneered in heavy, even irony. "Will ye cry on the neighbours to
fetch ye away?"

She did not need to turn her head to see the wild loneliness of hill and
lake. It was present to her mind as she leaned on the rough wooden
lintel, looking into the shed.

"Or," continued he, "will ye go a-visiting. There's the Indians camping
other side o' the mountain here "--he jerked his head backward to denote
the direction--"and one that came down to the tree-cutting two weeks ago
said there were a couple of wolves on the other hill. I dare say either
Indians or wolves would be quite glad of the _pleasure_ o' your
company."

She raised herself up and seemed suddenly to fill the doorway, so that
both men looked up because much of their light was withdrawn.

"You'd not have dared to speak to me like this while father was alive."

As a matter of fact the accusation was not true. The father's presence
or absence would have made no difference to Bates had he been wrought up
to the same pitch of anger; but neither he nor the girl was in a
condition to know this. He only replied:

"That's the reason I waited till he was dead."

"If he hadn't been hurt so sudden he wouldn't have left me _here."_

"But he _was_ hurt sudden, and he _did_ leave ye here."

She made as if to answer, but did not. Both men were looking at her now.
The snow was white on her hair. Her tears had so long been dry that the
swollen look was passing from her face. It had been until now at best a
heavy face, but feeling that is strong enough works like a master's
swift chisel to make the features the vehicle of the soul. Both men were
relieved when she suddenly took her eyes from them and her shadow from
their work and went away.

Saul stretched his head and looked after her. There was no pity in his
little apple face and beady eyes, only a sort of cunning curiosity, and
the rest was dulness and weakness.

Bates did not look after her. He shut his knife and fell to joining the
coffin.




CHAPTER IV.


The girl lifted the latch of the house-door, and went in. She was in the
living-room. The old woman sat in a chair that was built of wood against
the log wall. She was looking discontentedly before her at an iron
stove, which had grown nearly cold for lack of attention. Some chairs, a
table, a bed, and a ladder which led to the room above, made the chief
part of the furniture. A large mongrel dog, which looked as if he had
some blood of the grey southern sheep dog in him rose from before the
stove and greeted the in-comer silently.

The dog had blue eyes, and he held up his face wistfully, as if he knew
something was the matter. The old woman complained of cold. It was plain
that she did not remember anything concerning death or tears.

There was one other door in the side of the room which led to the only
inner chamber. The girl went into this chamber, and the heed she gave to
the dog's sympathy was to hold the door and let him follow her. Then she
bolted it. There were two narrow beds built against the wall; in one of
these the corpse of a grey-haired man was lying. The dog had seen death
before, and he evidently understood what it was. He did not move quickly
or sniff about; he laid his head on the edge of the winding-sheet and
moaned a little.

The girl did not moan. She knelt down some way from the bed, with a
desire to pray. She did not pray; she whispered her anger, her
unhappiness, her desires, to the air of the cold, still room, repeating
the same phrases again and again with clenched hands and the convulsive
gestures of half-controlled passion.

The reason she did not pray was that she believed that she could only
pray when she was "good," and after falling on her knees she became
aware that goodness, as she understood it, was not in her just then, nor
did she even desire it. The giving vent to her misery in half-audible
whispers followed involuntarily on her intention to pray. She knew not
why she thus poured out her heart; she hardly realised what she said or
wished to say; yet, because some expression of her helpless need was
necessary, and because, through fear and a rugged sense of her own evil,
she sedulously averted her mind from the thought of God, her action had,
more than anything else, the semblance of an invocation to the dead man
to arise and save her, and take vengeance on her enemy.

Daylight was in the room. The girl had knelt at first upright; then, as
her passion seemed to avail nothing, but only to weary her, she sank
back, sitting on her feet, buried her locked hands deeply in her lap,
and with head bowed over them, continued to stab the air with short,
almost inaudible, complaints. The dead man lay still. The dog, after
standing long in subdued silence, came and with his tongue softly lapped
some of the snow-water from her hair.

After that, she got up and went with him back into the kitchen, and lit
the fire, and cooked food, and the day waned.

There is never in Nature that purpose to thwart which man in his
peevishness is apt to attribute to her. Just because he desired so much
that the winter should hold off a few days longer, Bates, on seeing the
snow falling from the white opaque sky, took for granted that the
downfall would continue and the ice upon the lake increase. Instead of
that, the snow stopped falling at twilight without apparent cause, and
night set in more mildly.

Darkness fell upon the place, as darkness can only fall upon solitudes,
with a lonesome dreariness that seemed to touch and press. Night is not
always dark, but with this night came darkness. There was no star nor
glimmer of light; the pine-clad hills ceased to have form; the water in
the lake was lost to all sense but that of hearing; and upon nearer
objects the thinly sprinkled snow bestowed no distinctness of outline,
but only a weird show of whitish shapes. The water gave forth fitful
sobs. At intervals there were sounds round the house, as of stealthy
feet, or of quick pattering feet, or of trailing garments--this was the
wind busy among the drifting leaves.

The two men, who had finished the coffin by the light of a lantern,
carried it into the house and set it up against the wall while they ate
their evening meal. Then they took it to a table in the next room to put
the dead man in it. The girl and the dog went with them. They had
cushioned the box with coarse sacking filled with fragrant pine
tassels, but the girl took a thickly quilted cloth from her own bed and
lined it more carefully. They did not hinder her.

"We've made it a bit too big," said Saul; "that'll stop the shaking."

The corpse, according to American custom, was dressed in its clothes--a
suit of light grey homespun, such as is to be bought everywhere from
French-Canadian weavers. When they had lifted the body and put it in the
box, they stopped involuntarily to look, before the girl laid a
handkerchief upon the face. There lay a stalwart, grey-haired man--dead.
Perhaps he had sinned deeply in his life; perhaps he had lived as nobly
as his place and knowledge would permit--they could not tell. Probably
they each estimated what they knew of his life from a different
standpoint. The face was as ashen as the grey hair about it, as the grey
clothes the body wore. They stood and looked at it--those three, who
were bound to each other by no tie except such as the accident of time
and place had wrought. The dog, who understood what death was, exhibited
no excitement, no curiosity; his tail drooped; he moaned quietly against
the coffin.

Bates made an impatient exclamation and kicked him. The kick was a
subdued one. The wind-swept solitude without and the insistent presence
of death within had its effect upon them all. Saul looked uneasily over
his shoulder at the shadows which the guttering candle cast on the wall.
Bates handled the coffin-lid with that shrinking from noise which is
peculiar to such occasions.

"Ye'd better go in the other room," said he to Sissy. "It's unfortunate
we haven't a screw left--we'll have to nail it."

Sissy did not go. They had made holes in the wood for the nails as well
as they could, but they had to be hammered in. It was very
disagreeable--the sound and the jar. With each stroke of Saul's hammer
it seemed to the two workmen that the dead man jumped.

"There, man," cried Bates angrily; "that'll do."

Only four nails had been put in their places--one in each side. With
irritation that amounted to anger against Saul, Bates took the hammer
from him and shoved it on to a high shelf.

"Ye can get screws at the village, ye know," he said, still indignantly,
as if some fault had appertained to Saul.

Then, endeavouring to calm an ill-temper which he felt to be wholly
unreasonable, he crossed his arms and sat down on a chair by the wall.
His sitting in that room at all perhaps betokened something of the same
sensation which in Saul produced those glances before and behind,
indicating that he did not like to turn his back upon any object of awe.
In Bates this motive, if it existed, was probably unconscious or
short-lived; but while he still sat there Saul spoke, with a short,
silly laugh which was by way of preface.

"Don't you think, now, Mr. Bates, it 'ud be better to have a prayer, or
a hymn, or something of that sort? We'd go to bed easier."

To look at the man it would not have been easy to attribute any just
notion of the claims of religion to him. He looked as if all his
motions, except those of physical strength, were vapid and paltry.
Still, this was what he said, and Bates replied stiffly:

"I've no objections."

Then, as if assuming proper position for the ceremony that was to ease
his mind, the big lumberman sat down. The girl also sat down.

Bates, wiry, intelligent Scot that he was, sat, his arms crossed and his
broad jaw firmly set, regarding them both with contempt in his mind.
What did they either of them know about the religion they seemed at this
juncture to feel after as vaguely as animals feel after something they
want and have not? But as for him, he understood religion; he was quite
capable of being priest of his household, and he felt that its weak
demand for a form of worship at this time was legitimate. In a minute,
therefore, he got up, and fetching a large Bible from the living-room he
sat down again and turned over its leaves with great precision and
reverence.

He read one of the more trenchant of the Psalms, a long psalm that had
much in it about enemies and slaughter. It had a very strong meaning for
him, for he put himself in the place of the writer. The enemies
mentioned were, in the first place, sins--by which he denoted the more
open forms of evil; and, in the second place, wicked men who might
interfere with him; and under the head of wicked men he classed all whom
he knew to be wicked, and most other men, whom he supposed to be so. He
was not a self-righteous man--at least, not more self-righteous than
most men, for he read with as great fervour the adjurations against sins
into which he might fall as against those which seemed to him pointed
more especially at other sinners who might persecute him for his
innocence. He was only a suspicious man made narrower by isolation, and
the highest idea he had of what God required of him was a life of
innocence. There was better in him than this--much of impulse and action
that was positively good; but he did not conceive that it was of the
workings of good that seemed so natural that God took account.

Upon Saul also the psalm had adequate effect, for it sounded to him
pious, and that was all he desired.

The girl, however, could not listen to a word of it. She fidgeted, not
with movement of hands or feet, but with the restlessness of mind and
eyes. She gazed at the boards of the ceiling, at the boards of the
floor, at the log walls on which each shadow had a scalloped edge
because of the form of tree-trunks laid one above another. At length her
eyes rested on the lid of the coffin, and, with nervous strain, she made
them follow the grain of the wood up and down, up and down. There was an
irregular knothole in the lid, and on this her eyes fixed themselves,
and the focus of her sight seemed to eddy round and round its darkened
edge till, with an effort, she turned from it.

The boards used for making the coffin had been by no means perfect.
They were merely the best that could be chosen from among the bits of
sawn lumber at hand. There was a tiny hole in one side, at the foot, and
this larger one in the lid above the dead man's breast, where knots had
fallen out with rough handling, leaving oval apertures. The temptation
Sissy felt to let her eyes labour painfully over every marking in the
wood and round these two holes--playing a sort of sad mechanical game
therewith--and her efforts to resist the impulse, made up the only
memory she had of the time the reading occupied.

There was a printed prayer upon a piece of paper kept inside the lid of
the Bible, and when Bates had read the psalm, he read this also. He
knelt while he did so, and the others did the same. Then that was
finished.

"I'll move your bed into the kitchen, Sissy," said Bates.

He had made the same offer the night before, and she had accepted it
then, but now she replied that she would sooner sleep in that room than
near the stove. He was in no mood to contest such a point with her. Saul
went out to his shed. Bates shut the house door, and went up the ladder
to his loft. Both were soon in the sound slumber that is the lot of men
who do much outdoor labour.

The girl helped the old woman to bed in the kitchen. Then she went back
and sat in the chamber of death.

Outside, the wind hustled the fallen leaves.




CHAPTER V.


At dawn Bates came down the ladder again, and went out quietly. The new
day was fair, and calm; none of his fears were fulfilled. The dead man
might start upon his journey, and Bates knew that the start must be an
early one.

He and Saul, taking long-handled oars and poles, went down to the
water's edge, where a big, flat-bottomed boat was lying drawn up on the
shore to avoid the autumn storms. The stones of the beach looked black:
here and there were bits of bright green moss upon them: both stones and
moss had a coating of thin ice that glistened in the morning light.

It was by dint of great exertion that they got the clumsy vessel into
the water and fastened her to a small wooden landing. They used more
strength than time in their work. There was none of that care and skill
required in the handling of the scow that a well-built craft would have
needed. When she was afloat and tied, they went up the hill again, and
harnessed a yoke of oxen to a rough wooden cart. Neither did this take
them long. Bates worked with a nervousness that almost amounted to
trembling. He had in his mind the dispute with the girl which he felt
sure awaited him.

In this fear also he was destined to be disappointed. When he went to
the inner room the coffin lay as he had left it, ready for its journey,
and on the girl's bed in the corner the thick quilts were heaped as
though the sleeper, had tossed restlessly. But now there was no
restlessness; he only saw her night-cap beyond the quills; it seemed
that, having perhaps turned her face to the wall to weep, she had at
last fallen into exhausted and dreamless slumber.

Bates and Saul carried out the coffin eagerly, quietly. Even to the
callous and shallow mind of Saul it was a relief to escape a contest
with an angry woman. They set the coffin on the cart, and steadied it
with a barrel of potash and sacks of buckwheat, which went to make up
the load. By a winding way, where the slope was easiest, they drove the
oxen between the trees, using the goad more and their voices as little
as might be, till they were a distance from the house. Some trees had
been felled, and cut off close to the ground, so that a cart might pass
through the wood; this was the only sign of an artificial road. The fine
powdered snow of the night before had blown away.

When they reached the beach again, the eastern sky, which had been
grey, was all dappled with cold pink, and the grey water reflected it
somewhat. There was clearer light on the dark green of the pine-covered
hills, and the fine ice coating on stone and weed at the waterside had
sharper glints of brilliancy.

Bates observed the change in light and colour; Saul did not; neither was
disposed to dally for a moment. They were obliged to give forth their
voices now in hoarse ejaculations, to make the patient beasts understand
that they were to step off the rough log landing-place into the boat.
The boat was almost rectangular in shape, but slightly narrower at the
ends than in the middle, and deeper in the middle than at the ends; it
was of rough wood, unpainted. The men disposed the oxen in the middle of
the boat; the cart they unloaded, and distributed its contents as they
best might. With long stout poles they then pushed off from the shore.
Men and oxen were reflected in the quiet water.

They were not bound on a long or perilous voyage. The boat was merely to
act as a ferry round a precipitous cliff where the shore was impassable,
and across the head of the gushing river that formed the lake's outlet,
for the only road through the hills lay along the further shore of this
stream.

The men kept the boat in shallow water, poling and rowing by turns.
There was a thin coating of ice, like white silk, forming on the water.
As they went, Bates often looked anxiously where the log house stood on
the slope above him, fearing to see the girl come running frantic to the
water's edge, but he did not see her. The door of the house remained
shut, and no smoke rose from its chimney. They had left the childish old
woman sitting on the edge of her bed; Bates knew that she would be in
need of fire and food, yet he could not wish that the girl should wake
yet. "Let her sleep," he muttered to himself. "It will do her good."
Yet it was not for her good he wished her to sleep, but for his own
peace.

The pink faded from the sky, but the sun did not shine forth brightly.
It remained wan and cold, like a moon behind grey vapours.

"I'll not get back in a week, or on wheels," said Saul. He spoke more
cheerfully than was pleasing to his employer.

"If it snows ye'll have to hire a sleigh and get back the first minute
you can." The reply was stern.

The elder and bigger man made no further comment. However much he might
desire to be kept in the gay world by the weather, the stronger will and
intellect, for the hour at least, dominated his intention.

They rowed their boat past the head of the river. In an hour they had
reached that part of the shore from which the inland road might be
gained. They again loaded the cart. It, like the boat, was of the
roughest description; its two wheels were broad and heavy; a long pole
was mortised into their axle. The coffin and the potash barrel filled
the cart's breadth; the sacks of buckwheat steadied the barrel before
and behind. The meek red oxen were once more fastened to it on either
side of the long pole. The men parted without farewells.

Saul turned his back on the water. The large, cold morning rang to his
voice--"Gee. Yo-hoi-ist. Yo-hoi-eest. Gee." The oxen, answering to his
voice and his goad, laboured onward over the sandy strip that bound the
beach, up the hill among the maple trees that grew thickly in the vale
of the small river. Bates watched till he saw the cattle, the cart, and
Saul's stalwart form only indistinctly through the numerous grey
tree-stems that broke the view in something the way that ripples in
water break a reflection. When the monotonous shouting of Saul's
voice--"Gee, gee, there. Haw, wo, haw. Yo-hoi-eest," was somewhat
mellowed by the widening space, Bates stepped into the boat, and,
pushing off, laboured alone to propel her back across the lake.

It took him longer to get back now that he was single-handed. The
current of the lake towards its outlet tended to push the great clumsy
scow against the shore. He worked his craft with one oar near the stern,
but very often he was obliged to drop it and push out from shore with
his pole. It was arduous, but all sense of the cold, bleak weather was
lost, and the interest and excitement of the task were refreshing. To
many men, as to many dogs, there is an inexplicable and unreasoning
pleasure in dealing with water that no operation upon land can yield.
Bates was one of these; he would hardly have chosen his present lot if
it had not been so; but, like many a dry character of his stamp, he did
not give his more agreeable sensations the name of pleasure, and
therefore could afford to look upon pleasure as an element unnecessary
to a sober life. Mid pushings and splashings, from the management of his
scow, from air and sky, hill and water, he was in reality, deriving as
great pleasure as any millionaire might from the sailing of a choice
yacht; but he was aware only that, as he neared the end of his double
journey, he felt in better trim in mind and body to face his lugubrious
and rebellious ward.

When, however, he had toiled round the black rock cliff which hid the
clearing from the river's head, and was again in full sight of his own
house, all remembrance of the girl and his dread of meeting her passed
from him in his excessive surprise at seeing several men near his
dwelling. His dog was barking and leaping in great excitement. He heard
the voices of other dogs. It took but the first glance to show him that
the men were not Indians. Full of excited astonishment he pushed his
boat to the shore.

His dog, having darted with noisy scatter of dry leaves down the hill to
meet him, stood on the shore expectant with mouth open, excitement in
his eyes and tail, saying as clearly as aught can be said without
words--"This is a very agreeable event in our lives. Visitors have
come." The moment Bates put his foot on land the dog bounded barking up
the hill, then turned again to Bates, then again bounded off toward the
visitors. Even a watchdog may be glad to see strangers if the pleasure
is only rare enough.

Bates mounted the slope as a man may mount stairs--two steps at a time.
Had he seen the strangers, as the saying is, dropping from the clouds,
he could hardly have been more surprised than he was to see civilised
people had reached his place otherwise than by the lake, for the rugged
hills afforded nothing but a much longer and more arduous way to any
settlement within reach. When he got up, however, he saw that these men
carried with them implements of camp-life and also surveying
instruments, by which he judged, and rightly, that his guests were
ranging the lonely hills upon some tour of official survey.

That the travellers _were_ his guests neither he nor they had the
slightest doubt. They had set down their traps close to his door, and,
in the calm confidence that it would soon be hospitably opened by
rightful hands, they had made no attempt to open it for themselves.
There were eight men in the party, two of whom, apparently its more
important members, sauntered to meet Bates, with pipes in their mouths.
These told him what district they were surveying, by what track they had
just come over the hill, where they had camped the past night, where
they wanted to get to by nightfall. They remarked on the situation of
his house and the extent of his land. They said to him, in fact, more
than was immediately necessary, but not more than was pleasant for him
to hear or for them to tell. It is a very taciturn man who, meeting a
stranger in a wilderness, does not treat him with more or less of
friendly loquacity.

Under the right circumstances Bates was a genial man. He liked the look
of these men; he liked the tone of their talk; and had he liked them
much less, the rarity of the occasion and the fact that he was their
host would have expanded his spirits. He asked astute questions about
the region they had traversed, and, as they talked, he motioned them
towards the house. He had it distinctly in his mind that he was glad
they had come across his place, and that he would give them a hot
breakfast; but he did not say so in words--just as they had not troubled
to begin their conversation with him by formal greetings.

The house door was still shut; there was still no smoke from the
chimney, although it was now full three hours since Bates had left the
place. Saying that he would see if the women were up, he went alone into
the house. The living-room was deserted, and, passing through the inner
door, which was open, he saw his aunt, who, according to custom was
neatly dressed, sitting on the foot of Sissy's empty bed. The old woman
was evidently cold, and frightened at the unusual sounds outside;
greatly fretted, she held the girl's night-cap in her hand, and the
moment he appeared demanded of him where Sissy was, for she must have
her breakfast. The girl he did not see.

The dog had followed him. He looked up and wagged his tail; he made no
sign of feeling concern that the girl was not there. Bates could have
cursed his dumbness; he would fain have asked where she had gone. The
dog probably knew, but as for Bates, he not only did not know, but no
conjecture rose in his mind as to her probable whereabouts.

He took his aunt to her big chair, piled the stove from the well-stored
wood-box, and lit it. Then, shutting the door of the room where the
disordered bed lay and throwing the house-door open, he bid the visitors
enter. He went out himself to search the surroundings of the house, but
Sissy was not to be found.

The dog did not follow Bates on this search. He sat down before the
stove in an upright position, breathed with his mouth open, and bestowed
on the visitors such cheerful and animated looks that they talked to and
patted him. Their own dogs had been shut into the empty ox-shed for the
sake of peace, and the house-dog was very much master of the situation.

Of the party, the two surveyors--one older and one younger--were men of
refinement and education. British they were, or of such Canadian birth
and training as makes a good imitation. Five of the others were
evidently of humbler position--axe-men and carriers. The eighth man, who
completed the party, was a young American, a singularly handsome young
fellow--tall and lithe. He did not stay in the room with the others, but
lounged outside by himself, leaning against the front of the house in
the white cold sunlight.

In the meantime Bates, having searched the sheds and inspected with
careful eyes the naked woods above the clearing, came back
disconsolately by the edge of the ravine, peering into it suspiciously
to see if the girl could, by some wild freak, be hiding there. When he
came to the narrow strip of ground between the wall of the house and the
broken bank he found himself walking knee-deep in the leaves that the
last night's gale had drifted there, and because the edge of the ravine
was thus entirely concealed, he, remembering Sissy's warning, kicked
about the leaves cautiously to find the crack of which she had spoken,
and discovered that the loose portion had already fallen. It suddenly
occurred to him to wonder if the girl could possibly have fallen with
it. Instantly he sprang down the ravine, feeling among the drifted
leaves on all sides, but nothing except rock and earth was to be found
under their light heaps. It took only a few minutes to assure him of the
needlessness of his fear. The low window of the room in which Sissy had
slept looked out immediately upon this drift of leaves, and, as Bates
passed it, he glanced through the uncurtained glass, as if the fact that
it was really empty was so hard for him to believe that it needed this
additional evidence. Then the stacks of fire-wood in front of the house
were all that remained to be searched, and Bates walked round, looking
into the narrow aisles between them, looking at the same time down the
hill, as if it might be possible that she had been on the shore and he
had missed her.

"What are you looking for?" asked the young American. The question was
not put rudely. There was a serenity about the youth's expectation of an
answer which, proving that he had no thought of over-stepping good
manners, made it, at the same time, very difficult to withhold an
answer.

Bates turned annoyed. He had supposed everybody was within.

"What have you lost?" repeated the youth.

"Oh--" said Bates, prolonging the sound indefinitely. He was not
deceitful or quick at invention, and it seemed to him a manifest
absurdity to reply--"a girl." He approached the house, words hesitating
on his lips.

"My late partner's daughter," he observed, keeping wide of the mark,
"usually does the cooking."

"Married?" asked the young man rapidly.

"She?--No," said Bates, taken by surprise.

_"Young_ lady?" asked the other, with more interest. Bates was not
accustomed to consider his ward under his head.

"She is just a young girl about seventeen," he replied stiffly.

"Oh, halibaloo!" cried the youth joyously. "Why, stranger, I haven't set
eyes on a young lady these two months. I'd give a five dollar-bill this
minute, if I had it, to set eyes on her right here and now." He took his
pipe from his lips and clapped his hand upon his side with animation as
he spoke.

Bates regarded him with dull disfavour. He would himself have given more
than the sum mentioned to have compassed the same end, but for different
reasons, and his own reasons were so grave that the youth's frivolity
seemed to him doubly frivolous.

"I hope," he said coldly, "that she will come in soon." His eyes
wandered involuntarily up the hill as he spoke.

"Gone out walking, has she?" The youth's eyes followed in the same
direction. "Which way has she gone?"

"I don't know exactly which path she may have taken." Bates's words grew
more formal the harder he felt himself pressed.

"Path!" burst out the young man--_"Macadamised road,_ don't you mean?
There's about as much of one as the other on this here hill."

"I meant," said Bates, "that I didn't know where she was."

His trouble escaped somewhat with his voice as he said this with
irritation.

The youth looked at him curiously, and with some incipient sympathy.
After a minute's reflection he asked, touching his forehead:

"She ain't weak here, is she--like the _old_ lady?"

"Nothing of the sort," exclaimed Bates, indignantly. The bare idea cost
him a pang. Until this moment he had been angry with the girl; he was
still angry, but a slight modification took place. He felt with her
against all possible imputations.

"All right in the headpiece, is she?" reiterated the other more lightly.

"Very intelligent," replied Bates. "I have taught her myself. She is
remarkably intelligent." The young man's sensitive spirits, which had
suffered slight depression from contact with Bates's perturbation, now
recovered entirely.

"Oh, Glorianna!" he cried in irrepressible anticipation. "Let this very
intelligent young lady come on! Why"--in an explanatory way--"if I saw
as much as a female dress hanging on a clothes-line out to dry, I'm in
that state of mind I'd adore it properly."

If Bates had been sure that the girl would return safely he would
perhaps have been as well pleased that she should not return in time to
meet the proposed adoration; as it was, he was far too ill at ease
concerning her not to desire her advent as ardently as did the naïve
youth. The first feeling made his manner severe; the second constrained
him to say he supposed she would shortly appear.

His mind was a good deal confounded, but if he supposed anything it was
that, having wakened to find herself left behind by the boat, she had
walked away from the house in an access of anger and disappointment, and
he expected her to return soon, because he did not think she had courage
or resolution to go very far alone. Underneath this was the uneasy fear
that her courage and resolution might take her farther into danger than
was at all desirable, but he stifled the fear.

When he went in he told the company, in a few matter-of-fact words of
his partner's death, and the object of the excursion from which they had
seen him return. He also mentioned that his aunt's companion, the dead
man's child, had, it appeared, gone off into the woods that
morning--this was by way of apology that she was not there to cook for
them, but he took occasion to ask if they had seen her on the hill. As
they had come down the least difficult way and had not met her, he
concluded that she had not endeavoured to go far afield, and tried to
dismiss his anxiety and enjoy his guests in his own way.

Hospitality, even in its simplest form, is more often a matter of
amiable pride than of sincere unselfishness, but it is not a form of
pride with which people are apt to quarrel. Bates, when he found himself
conversing with scientific men of gentle manners, was resolved to show
himself above the ordinary farmer of that locality. He went to the
barrel where the summer's eggs had been packed in soft sand, and took
out one apiece for the assembled company. He packed the oven with large
potatoes. He put on an excellent supply of tea to boil. The travellers,
who, in fact, had had their ordinary breakfast some hours before, made
but feeble remonstrances against these preparations, remonstrances which
only caused Bates to make more ample provision. He brought out a large
paper bag labelled, "patent self-raising pancake meal," and a small
piece of fat pork. Here he was obliged to stop and confess himself in
need of culinary skill; he looked at the men, not doubting that he could
obtain it from them.

"The Philadelphian can do it better," said one. This was corroborated by
the others. "Call Harkness," they cried, and at the same time they
called Harkness themselves.

The young American opened the door and came in in a very leisurely, not
to say languid, manner. He took in the situation at a glance without
asking a question. "But," said he, "are we not to wait for the
intelligent young lady? Female intelligence can make the finer pancake."

The surveyors manifested some curiosity. "What do you know about a young
lady?" they asked.

"The young lady of the house," replied Harkness. "Hasn't
_he"_--referring to Bates--"told you all about her? The domestic
divinity who has just happened to get mislaid this morning. I saw him
looking over the wood pile to see if she had fallen behind it, but she
hadn't."

"It is only a few days since her father died," said the senior of the
party gravely.

"And so," went on the young man, "she has very properly given these few
days to inconsolable grief. But now our visit is just timed to comfort
and enliven her, _why_ is she not here to be comforted and enlivened?"

No-one answered, and, as the speaker was slowly making his way toward
the frying-pan, no one seemed really apprehensive that he would keep
them waiting. The youth had an oval, almost childish face; his skin was
dark, clear, and softly coloured as any girl's; his hair fell in black,
loose curls over his forehead. He was tall, slender without being thin,
very supple; but his languid attitudes fell short of grace, and were
only tolerable because they were comic. When he reached out his hand for
the handle of the frying-pan he held the attention of the whole company
by virtue of his office, and his mind, to Bates's annoyance, was still
running on the girl.

"Is she fond of going out walking alone?" he asked.

"How could she be fond of walking when there's no place to walk?" Bates
spoke roughly. "Besides, she has too much work to do."

"Ever lost her before?"

"No," said Bates. It would have been perfectly unbearable to his pride
that these strangers should guess his real uneasiness or its cause, so
he talked as if the fact of the girl's long absence was not in any way
remarkable.

Having mixed a batter the American sliced pork fat into the hot pan and
was instantly obscured from view by the smoke thereof. In a minute his
face appeared above it like the face of a genius.

"You will observe, gentlemen," he cried without bashfulness, "that I now
perform the eminently interesting operation of dropping cakes--one, two,
three. May the intelligent young lady return to eat them!"

No one laughed, but his companions smiled patiently at his antics--a
patience born of sitting in a very hot, steamy room after weeks in the
open air.

"You are a cook," remarked Bates.

The youth bent his long body towards him at a sudden angle. "Born a
cook--dentist by profession--by choice a vagabond."

"Dentist?" said Bates curiously.

"At your service, sir."

"He is really a dentist," said one of the surveyors with sleepy
amusement. "He carries his forceps round in his vest pocket."

"I lost them when I scrambled head first down this gentleman's
macadamised road this morning, but if you want a tooth out I can use the
tongs."


"My teeth are all sound," said Bates.

"Thank the Lord for that!" the young man answered with an emphatic piety
which, for all that appeared, might have been perfectly sincere.

"And the young lady?" he asked after a minute.

"What?"

"The young lady's teeth--the teeth of the intelligent young lady--the
intelligent teeth of the young lady--are they sound?"

"Yes."

He sighed deeply. "And to think," he mourned, "that he should have
casually lost her _just_ this morning!"

He spoke exactly as if the girl were a penknife or a marble that had
rolled from Bates's pocket, and the latter, irritated by an inward fear,
grew to hate the jester.

When the meal, which consisted of fried eggs, pancakes, and potatoes,
was eaten, the surveyors spent an hour or two about the clearing,
examining the nature of the soil and rock. They had something to say to
Bates concerning the value of his land which interested him exceedingly.
Considering how rare it was for him to see any one, and how fitted he
was to appreciate intercourse with men who were manifestly in a higher
rank of life than he, it would not have been surprising if he had
forgotten Sissy for a time, even if they had had nothing to relate of
personal interest to himself. As it was, even in the excitement of
hearing what was of importance concerning his own property, he did not
wholly forget her; but while his visitors remained his anxiety was in
abeyance.

When they were packing their instruments to depart, the young American,
who had not been with them during the morning, came and took Bates aside
in a friendly way.

"See here," he said, "were you gassing about that young lady? There
ain't no young lady now, is there?"

"I told you"--with some superiority of manner--"she is not a young lady;
she is a working girl, an emigrant's----"

"Oh, Glorianna!" he broke out, "girl or lady, what does it matter to me?
Do you mean to say you've really lost her?"

The question was appalling to Bates. All the morning he had not dared to
face such a possibility and now to have the question hurled at him with
such imperative force by another was like a terrible blow. But when a
blow is thus dealt from the outside, a man like Bates rallies all the
opposition of his nature to repel it.

"Not at all"--his manner was as stiff as ever--"she is lurking somewhere
near."

"Look here--I've been up the hill that way, and that way, and that
way"--he indicated the directions with his hand--"and I've been down
round the shore as far as I could get, and I've had our two dogs with
me, who'd either of them have mentioned it if there'd been a stranger
anywheres near; and she ain't here. An' if she's climbed _over_ the
hill, _she's_ a spunky one--somewhat spunkier than _I_ should think
natural." He looked at Bates very suspiciously as he spoke.

"Well?"

"Well, _my_ belief is that there ain't no young lady, and that you're
gassing me."

"Very well," said Bates, and he turned away. It was offensive to him to
be accused of telling lies--he was not a man to give any other name than
"lie" to the trick attributed to him, or to perceive any humour in the
idea of it--but it was a thousand times more offensive that this youth
should have presumed to search for Sissy and to tell him that the search
had been vain.

Horrible as the information just given was, he did not more than half
believe it, and something just said gave him a definite idea of
hope--the strange dogs had not found Sissy, but the house-dog, if
encouraged to seek, would certainly find her. He had felt a sort of
grudge against the animal all day, because he must know which way she
had gone and could not tell. Now he resolved as soon as the strangers
were gone to set the dog to seek her. Upon this he stayed his mind.

The surveyors hoped to get a few days' more work done before the winter
put an end to their march; they determined when thus stopped to turn
down the river valley and take the train for Quebec. The way they now
wished to take lay, not in the direction in which the ox-cart had gone,
but over the hills directly across the lake. The scow belonging to this
clearing, on which they had counted, was called into requisition.

The day was still calm; Bates had no objection to take them across. At
any other time he would have had some one to leave in charge of the
place, but especially as he would be in sight of the house all the time,
he made no difficulty of leaving as it was. He could produce four oars,
such as they were, and the way across was traversed rapidly.

"And there ain't really a female belonging to the place, except the old
lady," said the dentist, addressing the assembled party upon the scow.
"It was all a tale, and--my eye;--he took me in completely."

Probably he did not give entire credence to his own words, and wished to
provoke the others to question Bates further; but they were not now in
the same idle mood that had enthralled them when, in the morning, they
had listened to him indulgently. Their loins were girded; they were
intent upon what they were doing and what they were going to do. No one
but Bates paid heed to him.

Bates heard him clearly enough, but, so stubbornly had he set himself to
rebuff this young man, and so closely was he wrapped in that pride of
reserve that makes a merit of obstinate self-reliance, that it never
even occurred to him to answer or to accept this last offer of a
fellow-man's interest in the search he was just about to undertake.

He had some hope that, if Sissy were skulking round, she would find it
easier to go back to the house when he was absent, and that he should
find her as usual on his return; but, as he wrought at his oar in
returning across the leaden water, looking up occasionally to make the
log house his aim, and staring for the most part at the lone hills,
under the pine woods of which his late companions had disappeared, his
heart gradually grew more heavy; all the more because the cheerfulness
of their society had buoyed up his spirit in their presence, did it now
suffer depression. The awful presentiment began to haunt him that he
would not find the girl that night, that he had in grim reality "lost
her." If this were the case, what a fool, what a madman, he had been to
let go the only aid within his reach! He stopped his rowing for a
minute, and almost thought of turning to call the surveying party back
again. But no, Sissy might be--in all probability was--already in the
house; in that case what folly to have brought them back, delaying their
work and incurring their anger! So he reasoned, and went on towards
home; but, in truth, it was not their delay or displeasure that deterred
him so much as his own pride, which loathed the thought of laying bare
his cause for fear and distress.




CHAPTER VI.


The day was duller now. The sun, in passing into the western sky, had
entered under thicker veils of white. The film of ice on the bay, which
had melted in the pale sunbeams of noon, would soon form again. The air
was growing bitterly cold.

When Bates had moored his boat, he went up the hill heavily. The dog,
which had been shut in the house to guard it, leaped out when he opened
the door. Sissy was not there.

Bates went in and found one of her frocks, and, bringing it out, tried
to put the animal on the scent of her track. He stooped, and held the
garment under the dog's nose. The dog sniffed it, laid his nose
contentedly on Bates's arm, looked up in his face, and wagged his tail
with most annoying cheerfulness.

"Where is she?" jerked Bates. "Where is she? Seek her, good dog."

The dog, all alert, bounded off a little way and returned again with an
inconsequent lightness in tail and eye. One of his ears had been torn in
a battle with the strange dogs, but he was more elated by the conflict
than depressed by the wound. When he came back, he seemed to Bates
almost to smile as if he said: "It pleases me that you should pay me so
much attention, but as for the girl, I know her to be satisfactorily
disposed of." Bates did not swear at the animal; he was a Scotchman, and
he would have considered it a sin to swear: he did not strike the dog
either, which he would not have considered a sin at all. He was actually
afraid to offend the only living creature who could befriend and help
him in his search. Very patiently he bent the dog's nose to the frock
and to the ground, begging and commanding him to seek. At length the dog
trotted off by a circuitous route up the clearing, and Bates followed.
He hoped the dog was really seeking, but feared he was merely following
some fancy that by thus running he would be rid of his master's
solicitude.

Bates felt it an odd thing that he should be wandering about with a
girl's frock in his hands. It was old, but he did not remember that he
had ever touched it before or noticed its material or pattern. He looked
at it fondly now, as he held it ready to renew the dog's memory if his
purpose should falter.

The dog went on steadily enough until he got to the edge of the woods,
where his footsteps made a great noise on the brittle leaves. He kicked
about in them as if he liked the noise they made, but offered to go no
farther. Bates looked at them and knew that the dog was not likely to
keep the scent among them if the girl had gone that way. He stood erect,
looking up the drear expanse of the hill, and the desperate nature of
his situation came upon him. He had been slow--slow to take it in,
repelling it with all the obstinacy of an obstinate mind. Now he saw
clearly that the girl had fled, and he was powerless to pursue at the
distance she might now have reached, the more so as he could not tell
which way she had taken. He would have left his live stock, but the
helpless old woman, whose life depended on his care, he dared not leave.
He stood and considered, his mind working rapidly under a stress of
emotion such as perhaps it had never known before--certainly not since
the first strong impulses of his youth had died within his cautious
heart.

Then he remembered that Sissy had walked about the previous day, and
perhaps the dog was only on the scent of yesterday's meanderings. He
took the animal along the top of the open space, urging him to find
another track, and at last the dog ran down again by the side of the
stream. Bates followed to the vicinity of the house, no wiser than he
had been at first.

The dog stopped under the end window of the house where old Cameron
fell, and scratched among the leaves on the fresh fallen earth. Bates
was reminded of the associations of the fatal spot. He thought of his
old friend's deathbed, of the trust that had there been confided to him.
Had he been unfaithful to that trust? With the impatience of sharp pain,
he called the dog again to the door of the house, and again from that
starting-point tried to make him seek the missing one. He did this, not
because he had much hope in the dog now, but because he had no other
hope.

This time the dog stood by, sobered by his master's soberness, but
looking with teasing expectancy, ready to do whatever was required if he
might only know what that was. To Bates, who was only anxious to act at
the dumb thing's direction, this expectancy was galling. He tore off a
part of the dress and fastened it to the dog's collar. He commanded him
to carry it to her in such excited tones that the old woman heard, and
fumbled her way out of the door to see what was going on. And Bates
stood between the dumb animal and the aged wreck of womanhood, and felt
horribly alone.

Clearly the sagacious creature not only did not know where to find the
girl, but knew that she was gone where he could not find her, for he
made no effort to carry his burden a step. Bates took it from him at
last, and the dog, whose feelings had apparently been much perturbed,
went down to the water's edge, and, standing looking over the lake,
barked there till darkness fell.

The night came, but the girl did not come. Bates made a great torch of
pine boughs and resin, and this he lit and hoisted on a pole fixed in
the ground, so that if she was seeking to return to her home in the
darkness she might be guided by it. He hoped also that, by some chance,
the surveying party might see it and know that it was a signal of
distress; but he looked for their camp-fire on the opposite hills, and,
not seeing it, felt only too sure that they had gone out of sight of
his. He fed and watched his torch all night. Snow began to fall; as he
looked up it seemed that the flame made a globe of light in the thick
atmosphere, around which closed a low vault of visible darkness. From
out of this darkness the flakes were falling thickly. When the day broke
he was still alone.




CHAPTER VII.


When Saul and the oxen were once fairly started, they plodded on
steadily. The track lay some way from the river and above it, through
the gap in the hills. Little of the hills did Saul see for he was moving
under trees all the way, and when, before noon, he descended into the
plain on the other side, he was still for a short time under a canopy of
interlacing boughs. There was no road; the trees were notched to show
the track. In such forests there is little obstruction of brushwood, and
over knoll and hollow, between the trunks, the oxen laboured on. Saul
sat on the front ledge of the cart to balance it the better. The coffin,
wedged in with the potash barrel, lay pretty still as long as they kept
on the soft soil of the forest, but when, about one o'clock, the team
emerged upon a corduroy road, made of logs lying side by side across the
path, the jolting often jerked the barrel out of place, and then Saul
would go to the back of the cart and jerk it and the coffin into
position again.

The forest was behind them now. This log road was constructed across a
large tract which sometime since had been cleared by a forest fire, but
was now covered again by thick brush standing eight or ten feet high.
One could see little on either side the road except the brown and grey
twigs of the saplings that grew by the million, packed close together.
The way had been cut among them, yet they were forcing their sharp
shoots up again between the seams of the corduroy, and where, here and
there, a log had rotted they came up thickly. The ground was low, and
would have been wet about the bushes had it not been frozen. Above, the
sky was white. Saul could see nothing but his straight road before and
behind, the impenetrable thicket and the white sky. It was a lonely
thing thus to journey.

While he had been under the forest, with an occasional squirrel or
chipmunk to arrest his gaze, and with all things as familiar to sight as
the environments of the house in which he was accustomed to live, Saul
had felt the vigour of the morning, and eaten his cold fat bacon,
sitting on the cart, without discontent. But now it was
afternoon--which, we all know, brings a somewhat more depressing
air--and the budless thickets stood so close, so still, Saul became
conscious that his load was a corpse. He had hoped, in a dull way, to
fall in with a companion on this made road; the chances were against it,
and the chances prevailed. Saul ate more bread and bacon. He had to walk
now, and often to give the cart a push, so that the way was laborious;
but, curiously enough, it was not the labour he objected to, but the
sound of his own voice. All the way the silent thicket was listening to
his "Gee-e, gee; haw then";--"yo-hoi-eest"; yet, as he and his oxen
progressed further into the quiet afternoon, he gradually grew more and
more timid at the shouts he must raise. It seemed to him that the dead
man was listening, or that unknown shapes or essences might be disturbed
by his voice and rush out from the thicket upon him. Such fears he
had--wordless fears, such as men never repeat and soon forget. Rough,
dull, hardy woodman as he was, he felt now as a child feels in the dark,
afraid of he knew not what.

The way was very weary. He trudged on beside the cart. Something went
wrong with one of his boots, and he stopped the oxen in order to take it
off. The animals, thus checked, stood absolutely still, hanging down
their heads in an attitude of rest. The man went behind the cart and sat
on its edge. He leaned on the end of the coffin as he examined the boot.
When that was put right he could not deny himself the luxury of a few
minutes' rest. The oxen, with hanging heads, looked as if they had gone
to sleep. The man hung his head also, and might have been dozing from
his appearance. He was not asleep, however. What mental machinery he had
began to work more freely, and he actually did something that might be
called thinking on the one subject that had lain as a dormant matter of
curiosity in his head all day--namely, how the girl would act when she
woke to find the cart was actually gone and she left behind. He had seen
old Cameron die, and heard Bates promise to do his best for his
daughter; he remembered her tears and pleading on the preceding day; the
situation came to him now, as perceptions come to dull minds, with force
that had gathered with the lapse of time. He had not the refinement and
acuteness of mind necessary to make him understand the disinterested
element in Bates's tyranny, and while he sympathised cunningly with the
selfishness of which, in his mind, he accused Bates, it seemed to him
that the promise to the dead was broken, and he thought upon such
calamities as might befall in token of the dead man's revenge.

How awfully silent it was! There was no breath in the chill, still air;
there was no sound of life in all the dark, close brushwood; the oxen
slept; and Saul, appalled by the silence that had come with his silence,
appalled to realise more vividly than ever that he, and he alone, had
been the instigator of voice in all that region, was cowed into thinking
that, if the dead could rise from the grave for purposes of revenge, how
much more easily could he rise now from so crude a coffin as he himself
had helped to construct for him!

It was in this absolute silence that he heard a sound. He heard the dead
man turn in his coffin! He heard, and did not doubt his hearing; it was
not a thing that he could easily be deceived about as he sat with his
elbow on the coffin. He sat there not one instant longer; the next
moment he was twenty feet away, standing half-hidden in the edge of the
brushwood, staring at the cart and the coffin, ready to plunge into the
icy swamp and hide farther among the young trees if occasion required.
Occasion did not require. The oxen dozed on; the cart, the barrel, and
the coffin stood just as he had left them.

Perhaps for five minutes the frightened man was still. Gradually his
muscles relaxed, and he ceased to stand with limbs and features all
drawn in horror away from the coffin. He next pulled back his foot from
the icy marsh; but even then, having regained his equilibrium on the
road, he had not decided what to do, and it took him some time longer to
turn over the situation in his mind. He had heard the dead man move; he
was terribly frightened; still, it might have been a mistake, and, any
way, the most disagreeable course, clearly, was to remain there till
nightfall. He had run backward in his first alarm; so, to get to the
nearest habitation, it would be necessary to pass the cart on the road,
even if he left it there. Had any further manifestation of vitality
appeared on the part of the corpse he would have felt justified in
running back into the forest, but this was an extreme measure. He did
not wish to go near the cart, but to turn his back upon it seemed almost
as fearsome. He stood facing it, as a man faces a fierce dog, knowing
that if he turns and runs the dog will pursue. He supposed that as long
as he stared at the coffin and saw nothing he could be sure that the
deceased remained inside, but that if he gave the ghost opportunity to
get out on the sly it might afterwards come at him from any point of the
compass. He was an ignorant man, with a vulgar mind; he had some
reverence for a corpse, but none whatever for a ghost. His mind had
undergone a change concerning the dead the moment he had heard him move,
and he looked upon his charge now as equally despicable and gruesome.

After some further delay he discovered that the course least
disagreeable would be to drive the oxen with his voice and walk as far
behind the cart as he now was, keeping the pine box with four nails on
its lid well in view. Accordingly, making a great effort to encourage
himself to break the silence, he raised his shout in the accustomed
command to the oxen, and after it had been repeated once or twice, they
strained at the cart and set themselves to the road again. They did not
go as fast as when the goad was within reach of their flanks; or rather;
they went more slowly than then, for "fast" was not a word that could
have been applied to their progress before. Yet they went on the whole
steadily, and the "Gee" and "Haw" of the gruff voice behind guided them
straight as surely as bit and rein.

At length it could be seen in the distance that the road turned; and
round this turning another human figure came in sight. Perhaps in all
his life Saul never experienced greater pleasure in meeting another man
than he did now, yet his exterior remained gruff and unperturbed. The
only notice that he appeared to take of his fellow-man was to adjust his
pace so that, as the other came nearer the cart in front, Saul caught up
with it in the rear. At last they met close behind it, and then, as
nature prompted, they both stopped.

The last comer upon the desolate scene was a large, hulking boy. He had
been plodding heavily with a sack upon his back. As he stopped, he set
this upon the ground and wiped his brow.

The boy was French; but Saul, as a native of the province, talked
French about as well as he did English--that is to say, very badly. He
could not have written a word of either.--The conversation went on in
the _patois_ of the district.

"What is in the box?" asked the boy, observing that the carter's eyes
rested uneasily upon it.

"Old Cameron died at our place the day before yesterday," answered Saul,
not with desire to evade, but because it did not seem necessary to
answer more directly.

"What of?" The boy looked at the box with more interest now.

"He died of a fall"--briefly.

The questioner looked at the pinewood box now with considerable
solicitude. "Did his feet swell?" he asked. As Saul did not immediately
assent, he added--"When the old M. Didier died, his feet swelled."

"What do you think of the coffin?" Saul said this eyeing it as if he
were critically considering it as a piece of workmanship.

"M. Didier made a much better one for his little child," replied the
boy.

"If he did, neither Mr. Bates nor me is handy at this sort of work. We
haven't been used to it. It's a rough thing. Touch it. You will see it's
badly made."

He gained his object. The boy fingered the coffin, and although he did
not praise the handiwork, it seemed to Saul that some horrid spell was
broken when human hands had again touched the box and no evil had
resulted.

"Why didn't you bury him at home?" asked the boy. "He was English."

"Mr. Bates has strict ideas, though he is English. He wanted it done
proper, in a graveyard, by a minister. He has wrote to the minister at
St. Hennon's and sent money for the burying--Mr. Bates, he is always
particular."

"You are not going to St. Hennon's?" said the boy incredulously. "I'll
stay to-night at Turrifs, and go on in the morning. It's four days' walk
for me and the cattle to go and come, but I shall take back a man to cut
the trees."

"Why not send him by the new railroad?"

"It does not stop at Turrifs."

"Yes; they stop at the cross-roads now, not more than three miles from
Turrifs, There's a new station, and an Englishman set to keep it. I've
just brought this sack of flour from there. M. Didier had it come by the
cars."

"When do they pass to St. Hennon's?" asked Saul meditatively,--"But
anyway, the Englishman wouldn't like to take in a coffin."

"They pass some time in the night; and he must take it in if you write
on it where it's going. It's not his business to say what the cars will
take, if you pay."

"Well," said Saul. "Good-day. Yo-hoist! Yo, yo, ho-hoist!"

It did not seem to him necessary to state whether he was, or was not,
going to take the advice offered. The straining and creaking of the
cart, his shouts to the oxen, would have obliterated any further query
the boy might have made. He had fairly moved off when the boy also took
up his burden and trudged on the other way.




CHAPTER VIII.


When the blueberry bushes are dry, all the life in them, sucked into
their roots against another summer, the tops turn a rich, brownish red;
at this time, also, wild bramble thickets have many a crimson stalk that
gives colour to their mass, and the twigs that rise above the white
trunks of birch trees are not grey, but brown.

Round the new railway station at the cross-roads near Turrifs
Settlement, the low-lying land, for miles and miles, was covered with,
blueberry bushes; bramble thickets were here and there; and where the
land rose a little, in irregular places, young birch woods stood. If the
snow had sprinkled here, as it had upon the hills the night before,
there was no sign of it now. The warm colour of the land seemed to glow
against the dulness of the afternoon, not with the sparkle and
brightness which colour has in sunshine, but with the glow of a sleeping
ember among its ashes. Round the west there was metallic blue colouring
upon the cloud vault. This colouring was not like a light upon the
cloud, it was like a shadow upon it; yet it was not grey, but blue.
Where the long straight road from Turrifs and the long straight road
from the hills crossed each other, and were crossed by the unprotected
railway track with its endless rows of tree-trunks serving as telegraph
poles, the new station stood.

It was merely a small barn, newly built of pinewood, divided into two
rooms--one serving as a store-room for goods, the other as waiting-room,
ticket office, and living-room of the station-master. The
station-master, who was, in fact, master, clerk, and porter in one, was
as new to his surroundings as the little fresh-smelling pinewood house.
He was a young Englishman, and at the first glance it could be seen he
had not long been living in his present place. He had, indeed, not yet
given up shaving himself, and his clothes, although rough, warm, and
suited to his occupation, still suggested, not homespun, but an outfit
bought of a tailor.

It was about four o'clock on that November afternoon when the new
official of the new station looked out at the dark red land and the
bright-tinted cloud. It was intensely cold. The ruts of the roads, which
were not made of logs here, were frozen stiff. The young man stood a
minute at his door with his hands in his pockets, sniffed the frost, and
turned in with an air of distaste. A letter that had been brought him by
the morning train lay on his table, addressed to "Alec Trenholme, Esq."
It had seen vicissitudes, and been to several addresses in different
cities, before it had been finally readdressed to this new station.
Perhaps its owner had not found the path to fortune which he sought in
the New World as easily accessible as he had expected. Whether he had
now found it or not, he set himself to that which he had found in manly
fashion.

Coming in from the cold without, and shutting himself in, as he
supposed, for the evening, he wisely determined to alleviate the
peculiar feeling of cold and desolation which the weather was fitted to
induce by having an early tea. He set his pan upon a somewhat rusty
stove and put generous slices of ham therein to fry. He made tea, and
then set forth his store of bread, his plates and cup, upon the table,
with some apparent effort to make the meal look attractive. The frying
ham soon smelt delicious, and while it was growing brown, Alec Trenholme
read his letter for the fifth time that day. It was not a letter that he
liked, but, since the morning train, only two human beings had passed by
the station, and the young station-master would have read and re-read a
more disagreeable epistle than the one which had fallen to his lot. It
was dated from a place called Chellaston, and was from his brother. It
was couched in terms of affection, and contained a long, closely
reasoned argument, with the tenor of which it would seem the reader did
not agree, for he smiled at it scornfully!

He had not re-read his letter and dished his ham before sounds on the
road assured him an ox-cart was approaching, and, with an eagerness to
see who it might be which cannot be comprehended by those who have not
lived in isolation, he went out to see Saul and his cattle coming at an
even pace down the road from the hills. The cart ran more easily now
that the road was of the better sort, and the spirits of both man and
beasts were so raised by the sight of a house that they all seemed in
better form for work than when in the middle of their journey.

Alec Trenholme waited till the cart drew up between his door and the
railway track, and regarded the giant stature of the lumberman, his
small, round head, red cheeks, and luxuriant whiskers, with that
intense but unreflecting interest which the lonely bestow upon
unexpected company. He looked also, with an eye to his own business, at
the contents of the cart, and gave the man a civil "good evening."

As he spoke, his voice and accent fell upon the air of this wilderness
as a rarely pleasant thing to hear. Saul hastily dressed his whiskers
with his horny left-hand before he answered, but even then, he omitted
to return the greeting.

"I want to know," he said, sidling up, "how much it would cost to send
that by the cars to St. Hennon's." He nudged his elbow towards the
coffin as he spoke.

"That box?" asked the station-master. "How much does it weigh?"

"We might weigh it if I'd some notion first about how much I'd need to
pay."

"What's in it?"

Saul smoothed his whiskers again. "Well," he said--then, after a slight
pause--"it's a dead man."

"Oh!" said Trenholme. Some habit of politeness, unnecessary here, kept
his exclamation from expressing the interest he instantly felt. In a
country where there are few men to die, even death assumes the form of
an almost agreeable change as a matter of lively concern. Then, after a
pause which both men felt to be suitable, "I suppose there is a special
rate for--that sort of thing, you know. I really haven't been here very
long. I will look it up. I suppose you have a certificate of death,
haven't you?"

Again Saul dressed his whiskers. His attention to them was his
recognition of the fact that Trenholme impressed him as a superior.

"I don't know about a certificate. You've heard of the Bates and Cameron
clearin', I s'pose; it's old Cameron that's dead"--again he nudged his
elbow coffinward--"and Mr. Bates he wrote a letter to the minister at
St. Hennon's."

He took the letter from his pocket as he spoke, and Trenholme perceived
that it was addressed in a legible hand and sealed.

"I fancy it's all right," said he doubtfully. He really had not any idea
what the railway might require before he took the thing in charge.

Saul did not make answer. He was not quite sure it was all right, but
the sort of wrongness he feared was not to be confided to the man into
whose care he desired to shove the objectionable burden.

"What did he die of?" asked the young man.

"He fell down, and he seemed for some days as if he'd get over it; then
he was took sudden. We put his feet into a hot pot of water and made him
drink lye."

"Lye?"

"Ash water--but we gave it him weak."

"Oh."

"But--he died."

"Well, that was sad. Does he leave a wife and family?"

"No," said Saul briefly. "But how much must I pay to have the cars take
it the rest of the way?"

Trenholme stepped into his room and lit his lamp that he might better
examine his list of rates. Saul came inside to warm himself at the
stove. The lamp in that little room was the one spot of yellow light in
the whole world that lay in sight, yet outside it was not yet dark, only
dull and bitterly cold.

Trenholme stood near the lamp, reading fine print upon a large card. The
railway was only just opened and its tariff incomplete as yet. He found
no particular provision made for the carriage of coffins. It took him
some minutes to consider under what class of freight to reckon this, but
he decided not to weigh it. Saul looked at the room, the ham and tea,
and at Trenholme, with quiet curiosity in his beady eyes. Outside, the
oxen hung their heads and dozed again.

"You see," said Saul, "I'll get there myself with the potash to-morrow
night; then I can arrange with the minister."

He had so much difficulty in producing the requisite number of coins for
the carriage that it was evident the potash could not be sent by train
too; but Trenholme was familiar now with the mode of life that could
give time of man and beast so easily, and find such difficulty in
producing a little money of far less value. He did remark that, as the
cart was to complete the journey, the coffin might as well travel the
second day as it had done the first; but, Saul showed reluctance to hear
this expostulation, and certainly it was not the station-master's
business to insist. The whole discussion did not take long. Saul was
evidently in a haste not usual to such as he, and Trenholme felt a
natural desire to sit down to his tea, the cooking of which filled the
place with grateful perfume. Saul's haste showed itself more in nervous
demeanour than in capacity to get through the interview quickly. Even
when the money was paid, he loitered awkwardly. Trenholme went into his
store-room, and threw open its double doors to the outside air.

"Help me in with it, will you?"

It was the pleasant authority of his tone that roused the other to
alacrity. They shouldered the coffin between them. The store-room was
fairly large and contained little. Trenholme placed the coffin
reverently by itself in an empty corner. He brought a pot of black paint
and a brush, and printed on it the necessary address. Then he thought a
moment, and added in another place the inscription--"Box containing
coffin--to be handled with care."

It is to be remarked how dependent we are for the simplest actions on
the teaching we have had. Never having received the smallest instruction
as to how to deal with such a charge, it cost him effort of thought and
some courage to put on this inscription. Saul watched, divided between
curious interest and his desire to be away.

"You've got another coffin inside this case, of course?" said the
station-master, struck with a sudden doubt.

To him, polished wood and silver plating seemed such a natural accessory
of death that he had, without thought, always associated the one idea
with the other.

"No, that's all there is. We made it too large by mistake, but we put a
bed quilt in for stuffing."

"But, my man, it isn't very well put together; the lid isn't tight."

"No--neither it is." Saul had already sidled to the door.

Trenholme felt it with his thumb and fingers.

"It's perfectly loose," he cried. "It's only got a few nails in the lid.
You ought to have put in screws, you know."

"Yes, but we hadn't got any; we had used the last screws we had for the
hinge of a door. I'm going to buy some to put in at St. Hennon's.
Good-day."

As they spoke, Saul had been going to his cart, and Trenholme following,
with authoritative displeasure in his mien.

"It's exceedingly careless--upon my word. Come back and nail it up
firmer," cried he.

But Saul drove off.

The young station-master went back to the store-room. He looked at the
box for a moment, with annoyance still in his mind. The air that he had
would have sat well upon a man with servants under him, but was somewhat
futile in the keeper of a desolate railway-station. He had not been able
to command the man, and he certainly could not command the coffin to
nail itself more firmly together. After all, his tea waited. Somewhat
sullenly he barred the double door on the inside, and went back to his
own room and his evening meal.

The room was filled with the steam of the boiling tea as he poured it
out, and the smoke of the ham gravy. With the strength of youth and
health he thrust aside the annoyance of his official position from his
present mind, and set himself to his supper with considerable
satisfaction.

He had not, however, eaten a single morsel before he heard a sound in
the next room which caused him to sit erect and almost rigid, forgetting
his food. He had been so pre-occupied a minute before with the
carelessness of those who constructed the coffin that he had left the
inner door between the two rooms ajar. It was through this that the
sound came, and it seemed to his quickened sense to proceed from the
corner in which the pinewood box reposed, but he hastily went over all
the contents of the room to think if any of them could be falling or
shifting among themselves. The sound still continued; it seemed as if
something was being gently worked to and fro, as in a soft socket. His
imagination was not very quick to represent impossible dangers, nor had
he in him more cowardice than dwells in most brave men. He did not allow
himself to conclude that he heard the coffin-lid being opened from the
inside. He took his lamp and went to see what was wrong.

The sound ceased as he moved. When the light of the lamp was in the next
room all was perfectly silent. For almost half a minute he stood still,
shading his eyes from the lamp, while, with every disagreeable sensation
crowding upon him, he observed distinctly that, although the nails were
still holding it loosely in place, the lid of the coffin was raised half
an inch, more than that indeed, at the top.

"Now, look here, you know--this won't do," said Trenholme, in loud
authoritative tones; so transported was he by the disagreeableness of
his situation that, for the moment, he supposed himself speaking to the
man with whom he had just spoken. Then, realising that that man,
although gone, was yet probably within call, he set down the lamp
hastily and ran out.

It seemed to him remarkable that Saul and the oxen could have gone so
far along the road, although of course they were still plainly in
sight. He shouted, but received no answer. He raised his voice and
shouted again and again, with force and authority. He ran, as he
shouted, about twenty paces. In return he only heard Saul's own commands
to his oxen. Whether the man was making so much noise himself that he
could not hear, or whether he heard and would not attend, Trenholme
could not tell, but he felt at the moment too angry to run after him
farther. It was not his place to wait upon this carter and run his
errands! Upon this impulse he turned again.

However, as he walked back, the chill frost striking his bare head, he
felt more diffidence and perplexity about his next action than was at
all usual to him. He knew that he had no inclination to investigate the
contents of the box. All the curiosity stirred within him still failed
to create the least desire to pry further; but, on the other hand, he
could not think it right to leave the matter as it was. A strong feeling
of duty commanding him to open the coffin and see that all was right,
and a stout aversion to performing this duty, were the main elements of
his consciousness during the minutes in which he retraced his steps to
the house.

He had set down the lamp on a package just within the baggage-room door,
so that his own room, by which he entered, was pretty dark, save for the
fire showing through the damper of the stove. Trenholme stopped in it
just one moment to listen; then, unwilling to encourage hesitation in
himself, went through the next door. His hand was outstretched to take
the lamp, his purpose was clearly defined--to go to the far corner and
examine the coffin-lid. Hand and thought arrested, he stopped on the
threshold, for the lid was thrown off the coffin, and beside it stood a
figure.

The lamp, which did not throw very much light across the comparatively
large empty room, was so placed that what light there was came directly
in Trenholme's eyes. Afterwards he remembered this, and wondered whether
all that he thought he saw had, in fact, been clearly seen; but at the
moment he thought nothing of the inadequacy of light or of the glare in
his eyes; he only knew that there, in the far corner beside the empty
coffin, stood a white figure--very tall to his vision, very lank, with
white drapery that clothed it round the head like a cowl and spread upon
the floor around its feet. But all that was not what arrested his
attention and chilled his strong courage, it was the eyes of the figure,
which were clearly to be seen--large, frightened, fierce eyes, that met
his own with a courage and terror in them which seemed to quell his own
courage and impart terror to him. Above them he saw the form of a pallid
brow clearly moulded. He did not remember the rest of the face--perhaps
the white clothes wrapped it around. While the eyes struck him with awe,
he had a curious idea that the thing had been interrupted in arranging
its own winding sheet, and was waiting until he retired again to finish
its toilet. This was merely a grotesque side-current of thought. He was
held and awed by the surprise of the face, for those eyes seemed to him
to belong to no earthly part of the old man who, he had been told, lay
there dead. Drawn by death or exhaustion as the face around them looked,
the eyes themselves appeared unearthly in their large brightness.

He never knew whether his next action was urged more by fear, or by the
strong sense of justice that had first prompted him to call back the
carter as the proper person to deal with the contents of the coffin.
Whatever the motive, it acted quickly. He drew back; closed the door;
locked it on the side of his own room; and set out again to bring back
the man. This time he should hear and should return. Trenholme did not
spare his voice, and the wide lonely land resounded to his shout. And
this time he was not too proud to run, but went at full speed and
shouted too.

Saul undoubtedly saw and heard him, for he faced about and looked.
Perhaps something in the very way in which Trenholme ran suggested why
he ran. Instead of responding to the command to return, he himself
began to run away and madly to goad his oxen. There are those who
suppose oxen yoked to a cart cannot run, but on occasion they can plunge
into a wild heavy gallop that man is powerless to curb. The great
strength latent in these animals was apparent now, for, after their long
day's draught, they seemed to become imbued with their driver's panic,
and changed from walking to dashing madly down the road. It was a long
straight incline of three miles from the station to the settlement
called Turrifs. Saul, unable to keep up with the cattle, flung himself
upon the cart, and, with great rattling, was borne swiftly away from his
pursuer. Young Trenholme stopped when he had run a mile. So far he had
gone, determined that, if the man would not stop for his commands, he
should be collared and dragged back by main force to face the thing
which he had brought, but by degrees even the angry young man perceived
the futility of chasing mad cattle. He drew up panting, and, turning,
walked back once more. He did not walk slowly; he was in no frame to
loiter and his run had brought such a flush of heat upon him that it
would have been madness to linger in the bitter cold. At the same time,
while his legs moved rapidly, his mind certainly hesitated--in fact, it
almost halted, unable to foresee in the least what its next opinion or
decision would be. He was not a man to pause in order to make up his
mind. He had a strong feeling of responsibility towards his little
station and its inexplicable tenant, therefore he hurried back against
his will. His only consolation in this backward walk was the key of the
door he had locked, which in haste he had taken out and still held in
his hand. Without attempting to decide whether the thing he had seen was
of common clay or of some lighter substance, he still did not lend his
mind with sufficient readiness to ghostly theory to imagine that his
unwelcome guest could pass through locked doors.

Nor did the ghost, if ghost it was, pass through unopened doors. The
flaw in Trenholme's comfortable theory was that he had forgotten that
the large double door, which opened from the baggage room to the railway
track, was barred on the inside. When he got back to his place he found
this door ajar, and neither in his own room, nor in the baggage room,
nor in the coffin, was there sign of human presence, living or dead.

All the world about lay in the clear white twilight. The blueberry
flats, the bramble-holts, were red. The clouded sky was white, except
for that metallic blue tinge in the west, through which, in some thin
places, a pale glow of yellower light was now visible, the last rays of
the day that had set. It was this world on which the young Englishman
looked as, amazed and somewhat affrighted, he walked round the building,
searching on all sides for the creature that could hardly yet, had it
run away in such a level land, be wholly out of sight.

He went indoors again to make sure that nothing was there, and this time
he made a discovery--his tea was gone from his cup. He gave a shudder of
disgust, and, leaving his food untouched, put on coat and cap, and went
out shutting his door behind him. His spirits sank. It seemed to him
that, had it been midnight instead of this blank, even daylight, had his
unearthly-looking visitant acted in more unearthly fashion, the
circumstances would have had less weird force to impress his mind.

We can, after all, only form conjectures regarding inexplicable
incidents from the successive impressions that have been made upon us.
This man was not at all given to love of romance or superstition, yet
the easy explanation that some man, for purpose of trick or crime, had
hidden in the box, did not seem to him to fit the circumstances. He
could not make himself believe that the eyes he had seen belonged to a
living man; on the other hand, he found it impossible to conceive of a
tea-drinking ghost.

About a quarter of a mile away there was a long grove of birch trees,
the projecting spur of a second growth of forest that covered the
distant rising ground. Towards this Trenholme strode, for it was the
only covert near in which a human being could travel unseen. It was more
by the impulse of energy, however, than by reasonable hope that he came
there, for by the time he had reached the edge of the trees, it was
beginning to grow dark, even in the open plain.

No one who has not seen birch trees in their undisturbed native haunts
can know how purely white, unmarred by stain or tear, their trunks can
be. Trenholme looked in among them. They grew thickly. White--white--it
seemed in the gathering gloom that each was whiter than the other; and
Trenholme, remembering that his only knowledge of the figure he sought
was that it was wrapped in white, recognised the uselessness, the
absurdity even, of hoping to find it here, of all places.

Then he went back to the road and started for Turrifs Settlement.




CHAPTER IX.


The settlement called "Turrifs" was not a village; it was only a
locality, in which there were a good many houses within the radius of a
few square miles.

When Alec Trenholme started off the third time to reproach the recreant
driver of the ox-cart, he had no intention of again dealing with him
directly. He bent his steps to the largest house in the neighbourhood,
the house of the family called Turrifs; whose present head, being the
second of his generation on the same farm, held a position of loosely
acknowledged pre-eminence. Turrif was a Frenchman, who had had one
Scotch forefather through whom his name had come. This, indeed, was the
case with many of his neighbours.

Trenholme had had various negotiations with this Turrif and his
neighbours, but he had only once been to the house he was now seeking
and in the darkness, which had fallen completely during his three-mile
walk, he was a little puzzled to find it quickly. Its wooden and
weather-greyed walls glimmered but faintly in the night; it was only by
following the line of log fences through the flat treeless fields that
he found himself at last full in the feeble rays of the candle-light
that peeped from its largest window. Trenholme knocked.

Turrif himself opened the door. He was a man of middle age, thick-set
but thin, with that curious grey shade on a healthy skin that so often
pertains to Frenchmen. For a moment his shrewd but mild countenance
peered into the darkness; then, holding wide the door and making welcome
motion with his hand, he bade Trenholme enter.

Trenholme could not speak French, but he knew that Turrif could
understand enough English to comprehend his errand if he told it slowly
and distinctly. Slowly and distinctly, therefore, he recounted all that
had befallen him since Saul arrived at the station; but such telling of
such a story could not be without some embarrassment, caused by the
growing perception, on the part of both men, of its extraordinary
nature.

"Eh--h!" said the Frenchman during the telling. It was a prolonged
syllable, denoting meditative astonishment, and it brought another
listener, for the wife came and stood by her husband, who interpreted
the story to her, and shortly a girl of thirteen also drew near and
stood listening to her father's interpretation. Trenholme began to
wonder whether the elder listeners were placing any confidence in his
word; but the doubt was probably in his mind only, for an honest man
does not estimate the subtle force of his own honesty.

Turrif and his wife listened to all that was said, and looked at each
other, and looked at him, and asked him a good many questions. They were
neither of them hasty, but, as the woman's manner was the more
vivacious, so her questions, when translated, showed a somewhat quicker
wit. When all was said, like wise people, they pronounced no sentence,
either upon Trenholme's actions or upon those of the creature that had
inhabited the coffin; but they remarked that if the carter had committed
no evil he would not have run away. They said that they had some
knowledge of this man, whom they called "Monsieur Saul," and that he was
a fellow of little worth. They agreed that Turrif should go with
Trenholme, as requested, to bring the man to book.

On crossing the threshold of the house Trenholme had come at once into a
large, long room, which composed the whole lower flat of the dwelling,
as appeared from the windows on both sides and from the fact that the
staircase went up from one end of it. It was a comfortable, well-warmed
room, containing evidences of all the various industries of the family,
from the harness that hung on the wall and the basket of carded wool by
the spinning-wheel, to the bucket of cow's mash that stood warming by
the stove at the foot of the baby's cradle. At the far end a large
table, that held the candle, had a meal spread upon it, and also some
open dog's-eared primers, at which small children were spelling audibly.

When the conference, which had taken place near the door, was over, the
wife went back to her children and her lighted table, and Trenholme made
as if to open the door, supposing that Turrif would walk away with him.

"Eh--_non,"_ said the older man, with a kindly smile. _"Pas encore,"_
and taking Trenholme by the arm, he pushed him gently towards the table.
"I weel get out my 'orse," said he, in slow, broken English. "You have
had enough walking to-day, and I have had enough work. _À
présent"_--with a gesture toward the table.

He made Trenholme sit down at the table. There was a very large pan of
thick sour milk on it, and a loaf of grey bread. Bits of this bread were
set round the edge of the table, near the children, who munched at them.

Turrif gave Trenholme a bit of bread, cutting into the loaf as men only
do in whose lives bread is not scarce. With a large spoon he took a
quantity of the thick rich cream from the top of the milk and put a
saucer of it before the visitor. Trenholme ate it with his bread, and
found it not as sour as he expected, and on the whole very good. Turrif,
eating bread as he went, carried the harness out of the house.

As there was no one left for him to talk to, Trenholme grew more
observant. He remarked the sweetness and sense in the face of the
house-mother as she bestowed their suppers upon the children. She was
still comparatively young, but there was no beauty of youth about her,
only the appearance of strength that is produced by toil and endurance
before these two have worn the strength away. But, in spite of this look
of strength, the face was not hard--no, nor sad; and there was a certain
latent poetry, too, about the gesture and look with which she gave food
to the little ones, as if the giving and receiving were a free thing,
and not the mere necessity of life. Her manner of giving them supper was
to push the large pan of curded milk close to the edge of the table,
where the little ones were clustered, and let them, four of them at
once, lap out of the side of it with their little spoons. At the same
time she pushed the creasy yellow cover of cream to the farther side,
with a watchful glance at Trenholme's saucer, evidently meaning that it
was kept for him. She and the elder boy and girl waited to sup till the
little ones had finished.

Trenholme endeavoured to say that he should not want any more cream, but
she did not understand his words. He would have felt more concerned at
the partiality shown him if the youngsters had looked more in need of
cream; but they were, in truth, so round-faced and chubby, and so
evidently more pleased to stare at him with their big, black eyes than
grieved to lose the richest part of their milk, that he felt distress
would have been thrown way. All four little ones wore round knitted
caps, and their little heads, at uneven heights, their serious eyes
rolling upon him, and their greedy little mouths supping in the milk the
while, formed such an odd picture round the white disk of the milk-pan
that Trenholme could not help laughing. The greedy little feeders,
without dropping their spoons, looked to their mother to see whether
they ought to be frightened or not at such conduct on the stranger's
part, but seeing her smile, they concluded that they were safe.

Upon Trenholme's making further overtures of friendship, one or two of
them began to smile: the smile was infectious, it spread to all four,
and they began to laugh, and laughed in baby fashion quite immoderately.
Their mother considered this a sign that they had had enough, and took
their spoons from them. As they scattered from the table Trenholme
perceived that, though their heads were covered, their feet were not.
Their whole costume consisted of a short blue cotton nightgown and the
little knitted cap.

When Turrif came in to say that the horse was ready, Trenholme made an
effort to present his thanks in saying good-bye to the mistress of the
house, but she did not seem to expect or take much notice of these
manners. As he went out of the door he looked back to see her bending
over the baby in the cradle, and he noticed for the first time that
above the cradle there was a little shrine fastened to the wall. It was
decked with a crucifix and paper flowers; above was a coloured picture
of the Virgin.

Trenholme, whose nerves were perhaps more susceptible than usual by
reason of the creature set at large by the opening of the coffin,
wondered that Turrif should leave his wife and children alone so
willingly, without any effort to bar the house and without objection on
their part. He knew there was no other house within half a mile, and the
darkness that lay on the flat land appeared to give room for a thousand
dangers.

He expressed this surprise to Turrif, who replied placidly that the good
saints took care of women and children--a reply which probably did not
go to prove the man's piety so much as the habitual peace of the
neighbourhood.

The vehicle to which Turrif had harnessed his pony was a small hay
cart--that is to say, a cart consisting of a platform on two wheels, and
a slight paling along each side intended to give some support to its
contents. It was much more lightly made than Saul's ox-cart. The wheels
went over the frozen ruts at a good pace, and the inmates were badly
jolted. Trenholme would rather have walked, but he had already observed
that the Canadian rustic never walked if he could possibly avoid it, and
he supposed there must be some reason for this in the nature of the
country. The jolting made talking disagreeable; indeed, when he
attempted conversation he found his words reminded him forcibly of times
when, in the nursery of his childhood, he had noticed the cries of baby
companions gradually grow less by reason of the rapid vibrations of the
nurse's knee. He kept silence therefore, and wondered whether Turrif or
the pony was guiding, so carelessly did they go forth into the darkness,
turning corners and avoiding ghostly fences with slovenly ease.

It soon appeared that Turrif knew no more than Trenholme where to find
Saul; his only method of seeking was to inquire at each house. It was
not, however, necessary to go into each house; the cart was only brought
sufficiently near upon the road for a lusty shout to reach the family
inside. The first house Trenholme hardly saw in the darkness; at one or
two others he had a good view of the interior through an open door or
window. From each door men and boys, sometimes women and children,
sallied forth eagerly into the cold night to see what was wanted, and to
each inquiry the phlegmatic Turrif repeated Trenholme's tale. Trenholme
would have given a good deal to be able fully to understand what was
said. There was much conversation. From each house one or two men joined
them, and in one case, from a squalid-looking doorway, a loud-speaking
and wilful girl came out and insisted on getting into the cart. She
talked to the men and shrieked loudly when any object, such as a barn or
a tree, loomed dimly at the side of the road. Two of the men brought a
lantern and walked behind. When they came to the house whose roof was
found to cover Saul, a party of eight entered to hear and pronounce upon
his explanation. Certainly, if Trenholme had had the management of the
business, he would not have proceeded in this fashion, but he had no
choice.

The carter had been drinking whisky--not much as yet, but enough to give
him a greater command of words than he ordinarily possessed. When he saw
Trenholme among the band who were inquiring for him, he manifested
distinct signs of terror, but not at his visitors; his ghastly glances
were at door and window, and he drew nearer to the company for
protection. It was plainly what they had to tell, not what they had to
demand, that excited him to trembling; the assembled neighbourhood
seemed to strike him in the light of a safeguard. When, however, he
found the incomers were inclined to accuse him of trick or knavery, he
spoke out bravely enough.

Old Cameron had died--they knew old Cameron?

Yes, the men assented to this knowledge.

And after he had been dead two days and one night, Mr. Bates--they knew
Mr. Bates?--

Assent again.

--Had put him in the coffin with his own hands and nailed down the lid.
He was quite dead--perfectly dead.

On hearing this the bold girl who had come with them shrieked again, and
two of the younger men took her aside, and, holding her head over a
bucket in the corner poured water on it, a process which silenced her.

"And," said Turrif, quietly speaking in French, "what then?"

"What then?" said Saul; "Then to-day I brought him in the cart."

"And buried him on the road, because he was heavy and useless, and let
some friend of yours play with the box?" continued Turrif, with an
insinuating smile.

Saul swore loudly that this was not the case, at which the men shrugged
their shoulders and looked at Trenholme.

To him the scene and the circumstances were very curious. The house into
which they had come was much smaller than Turrif's. The room was a
dismal one, with no sign of woman or child about it. Its atmosphere was
thick with the smoke of tobacco and the fumes of hot whisky, in which
Saul and his host had been indulging. A soft, homemade candle, guttering
on the table, shed a yellow smoky light upon the faces of the bearded
men who stood around it. Saul, perhaps from an awkward feeling of
trembling in his long legs, had resumed his seat, his little eyes more
beady, his little round cheeks more ruddy, than ever, his whiskers now
entirely disregarded in the importance of his self-vindication.

Too proud for asseveration, Trenholme had not much more to say. He
stated briefly that he could not be responsible for the contents of a
box when the contents had run away, nor for any harm that the runaway
might do to the neighbourhood, adding that the man who had consigned the
box to his care must now come and take it away.

He spoke with a fine edge of authority in his voice, as a man speaks who
feels himself superior to his circumstances and companions. He did not
look at the men as he spoke, for he was not yet sure whether they gave
him the credence for which he would not sue, and he did not care to see
if they derided him.

"I sink," said Turriff, speaking slowly in English now,--"I sink we
cannot make that mee-rácle be done."

"What miracle?" asked Trenholme.

Those of the men who understood any English laughed.

"Se mirácle to make dis genteel-man, M. Saul, fetch se box."

Trenholme then saw that Saul's shudderings had come, upon him again at
the mere suggestion.

"What am I to do, then?" he asked.

At this the men had a good deal of talk, and Turrif interpreted the
decision.

"We sink it is for M. Bates to say what shall be done wit se box. We
sink we take se liberté to say to sis man--'Stay here till some one go
to-morrow and fetch M. Bates.'"

This struck Trenholme as just, and any objection he felt to spending the
night under the same roof with the mysterious coffin did not seem worth
remark.

As for Saul, he professed himself satisfied with the arrangement. He was
only too glad to have some one brought who would share his
responsibility and attest, in part at least, his tale.

"Well," said Trenholme, "I'll go then."

He felt for the key of the station in his pocket, and would have thanked
the men and bid them "good evening," had they not, rather clamorously,
deprecated his intention. Living, as they did, far from all organised
justice, there was in them a rough sense of responsibility for each
other which is not found in townsmen.

Trenholme shortly made out that they had decided that two of them should
help him to guard the station that night, and were only disputing as to
who should be allotted for the purpose.

"It isn't at all necessary," said Trenholme.

"We sink," said Turrif, with his deliberate smile, "it will be best; for
if you have not been wandering in your mind, some one else's body has
been wandering."

Trenholme went back to his station in the not unpleasant company of two
sturdy farmers, one young and vivacious, the other old and slow. They
found the place just as he had left it. The coffin was empty, save for
the sweet-scented cushion of roughly covered pine tassels on which the
body of the gaunt old Cameron had been laid to rest.

The three men sat by the stove in the other room. The smoke from their
pipes dimmed the light of the lamp. The quiet sounds of their talk and
movements never entirely took from them the consciousness of the large
dark silence that lay without. No footfall broke it. When they heard the
distant rush of the night train, they all three went out to see its
great yellow eye come nearer and nearer.

Trenholme had one or two packages to put in the van. He and his
companions exchanged greetings with the men of the train.

Just as he was handing in his last package, a gentlemanly voice accosted
him.

"Station-master!" said a grey-haired, military-looking traveller,
"Station-master! Is there any way of getting milk here?"

A lady stood behind the gentleman. They were both on the platform at the
front of a passenger car.

"It's for a child, you know," explained the gentleman.

Trenholme remembered his untouched tea, and confessed to the possession
of a little milk.

"Oh, hasten, hasten!" cried the lady, "for the guard says the train will
move on in a moment."

As Trenholme knew that the little French conductor thus grandly quoted
did not know when the train would start, and as in his experience the
train, whatever else it did, never hastened, he did not move with the
sudden agility that was desired. Before he turned he heard a
loud-whispered aside from the lady: "Tell him we'll pay him
double--treble, for it; I have heard they are avaricious."

When Trenholme had started the train he jumped upon it with the milk. He
found himself in a long car. The double seats on either side were filled
with sleepy people. There was a passage down the middle, and the lamps
above shone dimly through dirty glasses. Trenholme could not immediately
see any one like the man who had spoken to him outside, but he did spy
out a baby, and, jug in hand, he went and stood a moment near it.

The lady who held the baby sat upright, with her head leaning against
the side of the car. She was dozing, and the baby was also asleep. It
was a rosy, healthy child, about a year old. The lady's handsome face
suggested she was about seven-and-twenty. Among all the shawl-wrapped
heaps of restless humanity around them, this pair looked very lovely
together. The dusty lamplight fell upon them. They seemed to Trenholme
like a beautiful picture of mother and child, such as one sometimes
comes upon among the evil surroundings of old frames and hideous prints.

Said Trenholme aloud: "I don't know who asked me for the milk."

The lady stirred and looked at him indifferently. She seemed very
beautiful. Men see with different eyes in these matters, but in
Trenholme's eyes this lady was faultless, and her face and air touched
some answering mood of reverence in his heart. It rarely happens,
however, that we can linger gazing at the faces which possess for us the
most beauty. The train was getting up speed, and Trenholme, just then
catching sight of the couple who had asked for the milk, had no choice
but to pass down the car and pour it into the jar they held.

The gentleman put his hand in his pocket. "Oh no," said Trenholme, and
went out. But the more lively lady reopened the door behind him, and
threw a coin on the ground as he was descending.

By the sound it had made Trenholme found it, and saw by the light of the
passing car that it was an English shilling. When the train was gone he
stood a minute where it had carried him, some hundred feet from the
station, and watched it going on into the darkness.

Afterwards, when his companions had composed themselves to sleep, and he
lay sleepless, listening to all that could be heard in the silent night,
curiously enough it was not upon the exciting circumstances of the early
evening that he mused chiefly, but upon the people he had seen in the
night train.

A seemingly little thing has sometimes the power to change those
currents that set one way and another within a man, making him satisfied
or dissatisfied with this or that. By chance, as it seems, a song is
sung, a touch is given, a sight revealed, and man, like a harp hung to
the winds, is played upon, and the music is not that which he devises.
So it was that Trenholme's encounter in the dusty car with the beautiful
woman who had looked upon him so indifferently had struck a chord which
was like a plaintive sigh for some better purpose in life than he was
beating out of this rough existence. It was not a desire for greater
pleasure that her beauty had aroused in him, but a desire for nobler
action--such was the power of her face.

The night passed on; no footfall broke the silence. The passing train
was the only episode of his vigil.

In the morning when Trenholme looked out, the land was covered deep in
snow.




CHAPTER X.


When the night train left Turrifs Station it thundered on into the
darkness slowly enough, but, what with bumping over its rough rails and
rattling its big cars, it seemed anxious to deceive its passengers into
the idea that it was going at great speed. A good number of its cars
were long vans for the carriage of freight; behind these came two for
the carriage of passengers. These were both labelled "First Class." One
was devoted to a few men, who were smoking; the other was the one from
which Trenholme had descended. Its seats, upholstered in red velvet,
were dusty from the smoke and dirt of the way; its atmosphere, heated by
a stove at one end, was dry and oppressive. It would have been
impossible, looking at the motley company lounging in the lamplight, to
have told their relations one to another; but it was evident that an
uncertain number of young people, placed near the lady who held the
baby, were of the same party; they slept in twos and threes, leaning on
one another's shoulders and covered by the same wraps. It was to seats
left vacant near this group that the man and his wife who had procured
the milk returned. The man, who was past middle life, betook himself to
his seat wearily, and pulled his cap over his eyes without speaking. His
wife deposited the mug of milk in a basket, speaking in low but brisk
tones to the lady who held the baby.

"There, Sophia; I've had to pay a shilling for a cupful, but I've got
some milk."

"I should have thought you would have been surer to get good milk at a
larger station, mamma." She did not turn as she spoke, perhaps for fear
of waking the sleeping baby.

The other, who was the infant's mother, was rapidly tying a shawl round
her head and shoulders. She was a little stout woman, who in middle age
had retained her brightness of eye and complexion. Her features were
regular, and her little nose had enough suggestion of the eagle's beak
in its form to preserve her countenance from insignificance.

"Oh, my dear," she returned, "as to the milk--the young man looked quite
clean, I assure you; and then such a large country as the cows have to
roam in!"

Having delivered herself of this energetic whisper, she subsided below
the level of the seat back, leaving Sophia to sit and wonder in a drowsy
muse whether the mother supposed that the value of a cow's milk would be
increased if, like Io, she could prance across a continent.

Sophia Rexford sat upright, with the large baby in her arms and a bigger
child leaning on her shoulder. Both children were more or less restless;
but their sister was not restless, she sat quite still. The attitude of
her tall figure had the composure and strength in it which do not belong
to first youth. Hers was a fine face; it might even be called beautiful;
but no one now would call it pretty--the skin was too colourless, the
expression too earnest.

Her eyes took on the look that tells of inward, rather than outward,
vision. Her thoughts were such as she would not have told to any one,
but not because of evil in them.

This was the lady to whom Robert Trenholme, the master of the college at
Chellaston, had written his letter; and she was thinking of that letter
now, and of him, pondering much that, by some phantasy of dreams, she
should have been suddenly reminded of him by the voice of the man who
had passed through the car with the milk.

Her mind flitted lightly to the past; to a season she had once spent in
a fashionable part of London, and to her acquaintance with the young
curate, who was receiving some patronage from the family with whom she
was visiting. She had been a beauty then; every one danced to the tune
she piped, and this curate--a mere fledgeling--had danced also. That was
nothing. No, it was nothing that he had, for a time, followed lovesick
in her train--she never doubted that he had had that sickness, although
he had not spoken of it--all that had been notable in the acquaintance
was that she, who at that time had played with the higher aims and
impulses of life, had thought, in her youthful arrogance, that she
discerned in this man something higher and finer than she saw in other
men. She had been pleased to make something of a friend of him,
condescending to advise and encourage him, pronouncing upon his desire
to seek a wider field in a new country, and calling it good. Later, when
he was gone, and life for her had grown more quiet for lack of
circumstances to feed excitement, she had wondered sometimes if this man
had recovered as perfectly from that love-sickness as others had done.
That was all--absolutely all. Her life had lately come again into
indirect relations with him through circumstances over which neither he
nor she had had any control; and now, when she was about to see him, he
had taken upon him to write and pick up the thread of personal
friendship again and remind her of the past.

In what mood had he written this reminder? Sophia Rexford would surely
not have been a woman of the world if she had not asked herself this
question. Did he think that on seeing her again he would care for her as
before? Did he imagine that intervening years, which had brought
misfortune to her family, would bring her more within his grasp? Or was
his intention in writing still less pleasing to her than this? Had he
written, speaking so guardedly of past friendship, with the desire to
ward off any hope she might cherish that he had remained unmarried for
her sake? Sophia's lips did not curl in scorn over this last suggestion,
because she was holding her little court of inquiry in a mental region
quite apart from her emotions.

This woman's character was, however, revealed in this, that she passed
easily from her queries as to what the man in question did, or would be
likely to, think of her. A matter of real, possibly of paramount,
interest to her was to wonder whether his life had really expanded into
the flower of which she had thought the bud gave promise. She tried to
look back and estimate the truth of her youthful instinct, which had
told her he was a man above other men. And if that had been so, was he
less or more now than he had been then? Had he been a benefit to the new
country to which he had come? Had the move from the Old World to
this--the decision in which she had rashly aided with youthful
advice--been a good or a bad thing for him and for the people to whom he
had come?

From this she fell a-thinking upon her own life as, in the light of
Trenholme's letter, the contrast of her present womanly self with the
bright, audacious girl of that past time was set strongly before her. It
is probably as rare for any one really to wish to be the self of any
former time--to wish to be younger--as it is really to wish to be any
one else. Sophia certainly did not dream of wishing to be younger. We
are seldom just to ourselves--either past or present: Sophia had a fine
scorn for what she remembered herself to have been; she had greater
respect for her present self, because there was less of outward show,
and more of reality.

It might have been a quarter of an hour, it might have been more, since
the train had last started, but now it stopped rather suddenly. Sophia's
father murmured sleepily against the proximity of the stations. He was
reclining in the seat just behind her.

Sophia looked out of her window. She saw no light. By-and-by some men
came up the side of the track with lanterns. She saw by the light they
held that they were officials of the train, and that the bank on which
they walked looked perfectly wild and untrodden. She turned her head
toward her father.

"We are not at any station," she remarked.

"Ay!" He got up with cumbrous haste, as a horse might rise. He, too,
looked out of the window, then round at his women and children, and clad
himself in an immense coat.

"I'll just go out," he whispered, "and see how things are. If there's
anything wrong I'll let you know."

He intended his whisper to be something akin to silence; he intended to
exercise the utmost consideration for those around him; but his long
remark was of the piercing quality that often appertains to whispers,
and, as he turned his back, two of the children woke, and a young girl
in the seat in front of Sophia sat up, her grey eyes dilated with alarm.

"Sophia," she said, with a low sob, "oh, Sophia, is there something
_wrong_?"

"Be quiet!" said Sophia, tartly.

The snoring mother now shut her mouth with a snap. In a twinkling she
was up and lively.

"Has your father got on his overcoat, Sophia? Is there danger?" She
darted from one side of the carriage to another, rubbing the moisture
off each window with a bit of her shawl and speaking with rapidity.

Then she ran out of the car. Two of the children followed her. The
others, reassured by Sophia's stillness, huddled together at the
windows, shivering in the draught of cold air that came from the open
door.

After some minutes Sophia's father came in again, leading his wife and
children with an old-world gallantry that was apparent even in these
unsatisfactory circumstances. He had a slow impressive way of speaking
that made even his unimportant words appear important. In the present
case, as soon as he began to speak most of the people in the car came
near to hear.

Some obstruction, he said, had fallen across the line. It was not much;
the men would soon remove it. An Indian woman, who lived near, had
heroically lit a fire, and thus stopped the train in time. There was no
other train due upon the road for many hours. There was no danger. There
_might_ have been a bad accident, but they had been providentially
preserved.

His utterance greatly impressed the bystanders, for he was an
important-looking gentleman; but long before he had finished speaking,
the bright-eyed little mother had set her children into their various
seats again, pulled their jackets close in front, rolled up their feet,
patted their caps down on their heads, and, in fact, by a series of
pokes and pulls, composed her family to sleep, or, at least, started
them as far on the way to sleep as a family can be sent by such a
method.

Quiet settled on the car again. Soon the train went on. Sophia Rexford,
looking out, could dimly discern the black outline of wood and river. At
length the window grew thicker and opaque. There was no sound of rain or
hail, and yet something from without muffled the glass. Sophia slept
again.

When the dawn of day at length stole upon them she found that snow had
been upon the glass and had melted. Snow lay thick on the ledges of the
windows outside. Yet in that part of the country in which they now were
there was none on the ground. They seemed to have run a race with a
snowstorm in the night, and to have gained it for the nonce. But the
sight struck her sadly. The winter, which she dreaded, was evidently on
their track.

It was in the first grey hour of dawn that the train steamed into the
station, which was the junction for Quebec, and passengers bound for the
English settlements south of that city were obliged to change.

For a few minutes before the train stopped the Rexford family had been
booted and spurred, so to speak, ready for the transfer. Each young
person was warmly buttoned up and tied into a warlike-looking muffler.
Each had several packages in charge. A youth came in from the
smoking-car and attached himself to them. When the train had come to a
standstill the little French conductor was energetic in helping them to
descend.

The family was very large, and, moreover, it was lively; its members
were as hard to count as chickens of a brood. Sophia, holding the
youngest child and the tickets, endeavoured to explain their number to
the conductor.

"There are three children that go free," she said. "Then two little boys
at half fare--that makes one ticket. Myself and three young ladies--make
five tickets; my brother and father and mother--eight."

The sharp Frenchman looked dubious. "Three children free; two at half
fare," he repeated. He was trying to see them all as he spoke.

Sophia repeated her count with terse severity.

"There was not another young lady?"

"Certainly not."

And Sophia was not a woman to be trifled with, so he punched the tickets
and went back into his car.

Wooden platforms, a station hotel built of wood, innumerable lines of
black rails on which freight trains stood idle, the whole place shut in
by a high wooden fence--this was the prospect which met the eyes of the
English travellers, and seen in the first struggling light of morning,
in the bitter cold of a black frost, it was not a cheerful one. The
Rexford family, however, were not considering the prospect; they were
intent only on finding the warm passenger-car of the train that was to
take them the rest of their journey, and which they had been assured
would be waiting here to receive them.

This train, however, was not immediately to be seen, and, in the
meantime, the broad platform, which was dusted over with dry frost
crystals, was the scene of varied activities.

From the baggage-car of the train they had left, a great number of boxes
and bags, labelled "Rexford," were being thrown down in a violent
manner, which greatly distressed some of the girls and their father.

"Not that way. That is not the way. Don't you know that is not the way
boxes should be handled?" shouted Captain Rexford sternly, and then,
seeing that no one paid the slightest attention to his words, he was
fain to turn away from the cause of his agitation. He took a brisk turn
down the empty end of the platform, and stood there as a man might who
felt that the many irritations of life were growing too much for his
self-control.

The little boys found occupation because they observed that the white
condensed vapour which came from their mouths with each breath bore
great resemblance to the white steam a slowly moving engine was hissing
forth. They therefore strutted in imitation of the great machine,
emitting large puffs from their little warm mouths, and making the sound
which a groom makes when he plies the curry-comb. The big brother was
assisting in the unloading of a large carriage from an open van in the
rear of the train, and Mrs. Rexford, neat, quick-moving, and excitable,
after watching this operation for a few minutes and issuing several
orders as to how it was to be done, moved off in lively search of the
next train. She ran about, a few steps in each direction, looking at the
various railway lines, and then accosted a tall, thin man who was
standing still, doing nothing.

"Is the train for the Eastern Townships here? We were told it would be
here waiting to receive us at daybreak. Is it here? Is it ready?"

Seeing from the man's face, as she had already seen from the empty
tracks, that no such train was in readiness, she ran at one of the
puffing and strutting children whose muffler was loose, and tied it up
again. Then, struck by another thought, she returned to the impassive
man whom she had before addressed.

"This is really the _actual_ dawn, I suppose?" she asked, with an air of
importance. "I have read that in some countries there is what is called
a 'false dawn' that comes before the real one, you know."

Compelled now to speak, the man, who was a New Englander, took a small
stick from between his teeth and said: "As far as I know, marm, this
morning is genuine."

"Oh really"--with abatement of interest in her tone--"I thought perhaps
there might be that sort of thing in Canada, you know--we certainly read
of Northern Lights. Very strange that our train isn't here!"

The Yankee took the trouble to reply again, hardly moving a muscle of
his face. "Keep a good heart, marm; it may come along yet, a-ridin' on
these same Northern Lights."

"Riding on--? I beg your pardon--on what, did you say?" she asked
eagerly.

At this the grey-eyed girl who had been frightened in the night plucked
her by the sleeve and pulled her away. "Don't you see he's making fun of
you, mamma?"

Besides the grey-eyed girl, who wore short frocks, there were two other
girls in the first bloom of young-womanhood. One of these, having
overheard the conversation, ran and told the other.

"Just because we happened to read of such a thing in that book of
Asiatic travel! Isn't it absurd? And there's papa fuming at the other
end of the station."

Both girls giggled.

"I know _quite_ well that people will think us all crazy," urged the
first speaker. Then they laughed again, not unhappily.

"There's not a doubt of it," gasped the other.

These two girls were very much alike, but one wore a red cloak and the
other a blue one. In spite of the fact that they were somewhat bloused
and a little grimy, and their pretty little noses were now nipped red by
the icy morning, they looked attractive as they stood, pressing their
handkerchiefs to their mouths and bending with laughter. The extent of
their mirth was proportioned to their youth and excitement, not to the
circumstances which called it forth.

The train they had left now moved off. Most of the other passengers who
had alighted with them had taken themselves away in various directions,
as travellers are apt to do, without any one else noticing exactly what
had become of them.

Sophia, with the child in her arms, made her way to a mean waiting-room,
and thither the children followed her. The mother, having at last
ascertained the train would be ready in the course of time, soon came in
also, and the father and brother, hearing it would not be ready for at
least a quarter of an hour, went away to see the town.

There was a stove burning hotly in the small waiting-room. The only
other furniture was a bench all round the wall. The family, that had
entered somewhat tumultuously, almost filled it. There was only one
other traveller there, a big girl with a shawl over her head and a
bundle under her arm. When Sophia had come into the room alone with the
baby, she had asked the girl one or two questions, and been answered
civilly enough; but when the rest of the family followed, the girl
relapsed into silence, and, after regarding them for a little while, she
edged her way out of the room.

Mrs. Rexford, who in the excitement of change and bustle was always
subject to being struck with ideas which would not have occurred to her
mind at other times, suddenly remembered now that they were dependent
upon the resources of the new country for domestic service, and that
she had heard that no chance of securing a good servant must be lost, as
they were very rare. Stating her thought hastily to Sophia, and darting
to the narrow door without waiting for a reply, she stretched out her
head with an ebullition of registry-office questions.

"My good girl!" she cried, "my good girl!"

The girl came back nearer the door and stood still.

"Do you happen to know of a girl about your age who can do kitchen
work?"

"I don't know any one here. I'm travelling."

"But perhaps you would do for me yourself"--this half aside--"Can you
make a fire, keep pots clean, and scour floors?"

"Yes." She did not express any interest in her assent.

"Where are you going? Would you not like to come with me and enter my
service? I happen to be in need of just such a girl as you."

No answer.

"She doesn't understand, mamma," whispered the grey-eyed girl in a short
frock, who, having wedged herself beside her mother in the narrow
doorway, was the only one who could see or hear the colloquy. "Speak
slower to the poor thing."

"Looks very stupid," commented Mrs. Rexford, hastily pulling in her head
and speaking within the room. "But still, one must not lose a chance."
Then with head again outside, she continued, "Do you understand me, my
good girl? What is your name?"

"Eliza White."

"That is a very good name"--encouragingly. "Where do you live?"

"I used to live a good bit over there, in the French country." She
pointed with her arm in a certain direction, but as the points of the
compass had no existence for Mrs. Rexford's newly immigrated
intelligence, and as all parts of Canada, near and remote, seemed very
much in the same place in her nebulous vision of geography, the little
information the girl had given was of no interest to her and she took
little note of it.

"Did you come from Quebec just now?"

"Yes," replied the girl, after a moment's pause.

Then, in answer to further questions, she told a succinct tale. She said
that her father had a farm; that he had died the week before; that she
had no relatives in the place; that, having seen her father buried, she
thought it best to come to an English-speaking locality, and wait there
until she had time to write to her father's brother in Scotland.

"Sad, sad story! Lonely fate! Brave girl!" said Mrs. Rexford, shaking
her head for a minute inside the waiting-room and rapidly repeating the
tale.

"Yes, if it's true," said Sophia. But Mrs. Rexford did not hear, as she
had already turned her head out of the door again, and was commending
Eliza White for the course she had taken.

The grey-eyed Winifred, however, still turned inside to combat
reproachfully Sophia's suspicions. "You would not doubt her word,
Sophia, if you saw how cold and tired she looked."

Mrs. Rexford seemed to argue concerning the stranger's truthfulness in
very much the same way, for she was saying:--

"And now, Eliza, will you be my servant? If you will come with me to
Chellaston I will pay your fare, and I will take care of you until you
hear from your uncle."

"I do not want to be a servant." The reply was stolidly given.

"What! do you wish to be idle?"

"I will work in your house, if you like; but I can pay my own fare in
the cars, and I won't be a servant."

There was so much sullen determination in her manner that Mrs. Rexford
did not attempt to argue the point.

"Take her, mamma," whispered Winifred. "How ill she seems! And she must
be awfully lonely in this great country all alone."

Mrs. Rexford, having turned into the room, was rapidly commenting to
Sophia. "Says she will come, but won't be called a servant, and can pay
her own fare. Very peculiar--but we read, you know, in that New England
book, that that was just the independent way they felt about it. They
can only induce _slaves_ to be servants _there_, I believe." She gave
this cursory view of the condition of affairs in the neighbouring States
in an abstracted voice, and summed up her remarks by speaking out her
decision in a more lively tone. "Well, we must have some one to help
with the work. This girl looks strong, and her spirit in the matter
signifies less." Then, turning to the girl without the door: "I think
you will suit me, Eliza. You can stay with us, at any rate, till you
hear from your uncle. You look strong and clean, and I'm _sure_ you'll
do your best to please me"--this with warning emphasis. "Come in now to
the warmth beside us. We can make room in here."

The place was so small and the family so large that the last assurance
was not wholly unnecessary. Mrs. Rexford brought Eliza in and set her
near the stove. The girls and children gathered round her somewhat
curiously, but she sat erect without seeming to notice them much, an
expression of impassive, almost hardened, trouble on her pale face. She
was a very tall, strong girl, and when she dropped the shawl back a
little from her head they saw that she had red hair.




CHAPTER XI.


The village of Chellaston was, in itself, insignificant. Its chief
income was derived from summer visitors; its largest building was an
hotel, greatly frequented in summer; and its best houses were owned by
townspeople, who used them only at that season. That which gave
Chellaston a position and name above other places of the same size in
the country was an institution called "The New College," in which boys
up to the age of eighteen were given a higher education than could be
obtained at ordinary schools. The college was a square brick building,
not handsome, but commodious; and in the same enclosure with it were the
head-master's house, and a boarding-house in which the assistant-masters
lived with the pupils. With that love of grand terms which a new country
is apt to evince, the head-master was called "The Principal," and his
assistants "Professors." The New College was understood to have the
future of a university, but its present function was merely that of a
public school.

Chellaston was prettily situated by a well-wooded hill and a fair
flowing river. The college, with some fields that were cultivated for
its use, was a little apart from most of the houses, placed, both as to
physical and social position, between the commonplace village and the
farms of the undulating land around it; for, by a curious drift of
circumstances, the farms of this district were chiefly worked by English
gentlemen, whose families, in lieu of all other worldly advantage, held
the more stoutly by their family traditions. In doing so they were but
treasuring their only heirloom. And they did not expect to gain from the
near future any new source of pride; for it is not those who, as
convention terms it, are the best born who most easily gather again the
moss of prosperity when that which has been about them for generations
has once been removed. They were, indeed, a set of people who exhibited
more sweetness of nature than thrift. Elegance, even of the simplest
sort, was almost unknown in their homes, and fashion was a word that had
only its remotest echoes there; yet they prided themselves upon adhering
strictly to rules of behaviour which in their mother-country had already
fallen into the grave of outgrown ideas. Their little society was,
indeed, a curious thing, in which the mincing propriety of the Old World
had wed itself right loyally to the stern necessity of the New. How
stern such necessity might be, the Rexford family, who came rolling into
this state of things in their own family carriage, had yet to learn.

It was to the Principalship of the New College that Robert Trenholme, by
virtue of scholastic honours from Oxford, had attained. Although a young
man for the post, it was admitted by all that he filled it admirably.
The school had increased considerably in the three years of his
management. And if Trenholme adapted himself to the place, the place was
also adapted to him, for by it he held an assured standing in the
country; he could, as the saying is, mix with the best; and he valued
his position. Why should he not value it? He had won it honourably, and
he cherished it merely as the greatest of his earthly goods, which he
believed he held in due subordination to more heavenly benefits. Those
lives are no doubt the most peaceful in which self-interest and duty
coalesce, and Trenholme's life at this period was like a fine cord,
composed of these two strands twisted together with exquisite equality.
His devotion to duty was such as is frequently seen when a man of
sanguine, energetic temperament throws the force of his being into
battle for the right. He had added to his school duties voluntary
service in the small English church of Chellaston, partly because the
congregation found it hard to support a clergyman; partly because he
preferred keeping his schoolboys under the influence of his own sermons,
which were certainly superior to those of such clergymen as were likely
to come there; and partly, if not chiefly, because the activity of his
nature made such serving a delight to him. The small church, like the
school, had been greatly improved since it had come under his hand, and
the disinterestedness of his unpaid ministrations was greatly lauded. He
was a very busy, and a successful, man, much esteemed by all who knew
him. The New College was expected to become a university; Robert
Trenholme hoped for this and expected to remain at its head, but this
hope of his was by the way; he did not think of it often, for he loved
work for its own sake. Even the value he set on his present success was
not often, more actively in his mind than the value he set on the fresh
air he breathed. It was very occasionally that the pride of him came to
the surface, and then chiefly when animated by the memory of the time
when he had been at a disadvantage in worldly things. Such memories came
to him when he prepared to go to the railway station to meet the
Rexfords. He concealed it perfectly, but it gave him certain swellings
of heart to think that Miss Rexford would now gradually see all to which
he had attained.

When Captain Rexford had decided upon buying a farm at Chellaston, he
had had some correspondence with Principal Trenholme on the subject,
having been put into communication with him by the widow of the relative
at whose house Sophia and Trenholme had first met. This was the whole
extent of the acquaintance. Of Sophia's step-mother and her numerous
children Robert Trenholme knew nothing, save that a second family
existed. Nor did Captain Rexford imagine that his eldest daughter had
any distinct remembrance of a man whom she had so casually known.
Fathers are apt to assume that they know the precise extent of their
daughters' acquaintanceships, for the same reason that most people
assume that what they never heard of does not exist. Yet when Trenholme
actually repaired to the station at the hour at which Captain Rexford
had announced his arrival, it was a fact that many of his leisure
thoughts for a month back had been pointing forward, like so many
guide-posts, to the meeting that was there to take place, and it was
also true that the Rexford family--older and younger--were prepared to
hail him as a friend, simply because their knowledge of him, though
slight, was so much greater than of any other being in the place to
which they were come--and everything in this world goes by comparison.

Now the main feature of the arrival of the Rexford family in Chellaston
was that they brought their own carriage with them. It was an old, heavy
carriage, for it had come into Captain Rexford's possession in the first
place by inheritance, and it was now a great many years since he had
possessed horses to draw it. From its long and ignominious retreat in an
outhouse it had lately emerged to be varnished and furbished anew, in
order to make the handsomer appearance in the new country. It had been
one of the considerations which had reconciled Mrs. Rexford to
emigration, that on a farm this carriage could be used with little extra
expense.

Principal Trenholme had come to the station, which was a little way from
the village, in a smart gig of his own. According to Captain Rexford's
instructions, he had sent to the station a pair of horses, to be
harnessed to the aforesaid carriage, which had been carefully brought on
the same train with its owners. He had also sent of his own accord a
comfortable waggon behind the horses, and he straightway urged that the
family should repair in this at once to their new home, and leave the
carriage to be set upon its wheels at leisure. As he gave this advice he
eyed the wheelless coach with a curiosity and disfavour which was almost
apparent through his studious politeness.

His arguments, however, and Captain Rexford's, who agreed with him, were
of no avail. Mrs. Rexford, partly from sentiment, partly from a certain
pathetic vanity, had set her heart on driving to the new home in the old
carriage. Captain Rexford's eldest son had helped to get the vehicle off
the train, and was now working steadily with one of the station hands to
get it upon its wheels. It was assuredly such a carriage as that bit of
Canadian road had never seen before. The station loiterers, sometimes
helping in its arrangement, sometimes merely looking on, gazed at it
with unwavering attention. Robert Trenholme gazed at it also, and at
last felt obliged to give some more distinct warning of difficulties he
foresaw.

"We have native horses," he said, with a good-humoured smile that leaped
out of his eyes before it parted his lips; "we have horses, and we have
ponies, and I am afraid that a pair of the one would be as serviceable
in the long run as a pair of the other in drawing it on these roads.
Are you getting out carriage-horses from England, Captain Rexford?"

The gentleman addressed continued to set the cushions in their places,
but in a minute he went back into the station, where by a stove he found
his wife and Sophia warming themselves, the smallest children, and a pot
of carriage oil.

"You know, my dears, I never felt quite clear in my own mind that it was
wise of us to bring the carriage." He held his hands to the warmth as he
spoke. "Mr. Trenholme, I find, seems to think it heavy for these roads."

His wife heard him quite cheerfully. "In weather like this nothing could
be more desirable," said she, "than to have one's own comfortably
cushioned carriage; and besides, I have always told you we owe it to our
children to show the people here that, whatever misfortunes we have had,
we _have_ been people of consequence." She added after a moment in
conclusion: "Harold has brought the best grease for the wheels."

She had her way therefore, and in course of time the ladies, and as many
of the children as could be crowded into the carriage, thus commenced
the last stage of their journey. The others were driven on by Trenholme.
As for the little boys, "a good run behind," their mother said, was just
what they needed to warm them up.

They began running behind, but soon ran in front, which rather confused
Mrs. Rexford's ideas of order, but still the carriage lumbered on.




CHAPTER XII.


Captain Rexford had no fortune with his second wife; and their children
numbered seven daughters and three sons. It was natural that the
expenses of so large a family should have proved too much for a slender
income in an English town where a certain style of living had been
deemed a necessity. When, further, a mercantile disaster had swept away
the larger part of this income, the anxious parents had felt that there
was nothing left for their children but a choice between degrading
dependence on the bounty of others and emigration. From the new start in
life which the latter course would give they had large hopes.
Accordingly, they gathered together all that they had, and, with a loan
from a richer relative, purchased a house and farm in a locality where
they were told their children would not wholly lack educational
opportunities or society. This move of theirs was heroic, but whether
wise or unwise remained to be proved by the result of indefinite years.
The extent of their wealth was now this new property, an income which,
in proportion to their needs, was a mere pittance, and the debt to the
richer relative.

The men who came to call on their new neighbour, and congratulate him on
his choice of a farm, did not know how small was the income nor how big
the debt, yet even they shook their heads dubiously as they thought of
their own difficulties, and remarked to each other that such a large
family was certainly a great responsibility.

"I wonder," said one to another, "if Rexford had an idea in coming here
that he would marry his daughters easily. It's a natural thing, you
know, when one hears of the flower of British youth leaving England for
the Colonies, to imagine that, in a place like this, girls would be at a
premium. I did. When we came out I said to my wife that when our little
girls grew up they might pick and choose for themselves from among a
dozen suitors, but--well, this isn't just the locality for that, is it?"

Both men laughed a little. They knew that, however difficult it might be
to find the true explanation of the fact, the fact remained that there
were no young men in Chellaston, that boys who grew up there went as
inevitably elsewhere to make their fortunes as they would have done from
an English country town.

Among the ladies who came to see Mrs. Rexford and count her children,
the feeling concerning her was more nearly allied to kindly
commiseration than she would at all have liked had she known it. They
said that Captain Rexford might succeed if his wife and daughters--Each
would complete the conditional clause in her own way, but it was clear
to the minds of all that the success of the Rexford farm would depend to
a great extent upon the economy and good management practised in the
house.

Now the Rexfords, man, woman, and child, had come with brave hearts,
intending to work and to economise; yet they found what was actually
required of them different from all that their fancy had pictured; and
their courage, not being obliged to face those dangers to which they had
adjusted it, and being forced to face much to which it was not adjusted,
suffered shock, and took a little time to rally into moderate animation.

At the end of their weary journey they had found themselves in a large
wooden house, not new by any means, or smart in any of its appointments;
and, as convenience is very much a matter of custom, it appeared to them
inconvenient--a house in which room was set against room without vestige
of lobby or passage-way, and in which there were almost as many doors to
the outside as there were windows. They had bought it and its furniture
as a mere adjunct to a farm which they had chosen with more care, and
when they inspected it for the first time their hearts sank somewhat
within them. Captain Rexford, with impressive sadness, remarked to his
wife that there was a greater lack of varnish and upholstery and of
traces of the turning lathe than he could have supposed possible
in--"_furniture_." But his wife had bustled away before he had quite
finished his speech. Whatever she might feel, she at least expressed no
discouragement. Torture does not draw from a brave woman expressions of
dismay.

That which gave both Mrs. Rexford and Sophia much perplexity in the
first day or two of the new life was that the girl Eliza seemed to them
to prove wholly incompetent. She moved in a dazed and weary fashion
which was quite inconsistent with the intelligence and capacity
occasionally displayed in her remarks; and had they in the first three
days been able to hear of another servant, Mrs. Rexford would have
abruptly cancelled her agreement with Eliza. At the end of that time,
however, when there came a day on which Mrs. Rexford and Sophia were
both too exhausted by unpacking and housework to take their ordinary
share of responsibility, Eliza suddenly seemed to awake and shake
herself into thought and action. She cleared the house of the litter of
packing-cases, set their contents in order, and showed her knowledge of
the mysteries of the kitchen in a manner which fed the family and sent
them to bed more comfortably than since their arrival. From that day
Eliza became more cheerful; and she not only did her own work, but often
aided others in theirs, and set the household right in all its various
efforts towards becoming a model Canadian home. If the ladies had not
had quite so much to learn, or if the three little children had not been
quite so helpless, Eliza's work would have appeared more effective. As
it was, the days passed on, and no tragedy occurred.

It was a great relief to Captain and Mrs. Rexford in those days to turn
to Principal Trenholme for society and advice. He was their nearest
neighbour, and had easy opportunity for being as friendly and kind as he
evidently desired to be. Captain Rexford pronounced him a fine fellow
and a perfect gentleman. Captain Rexford had great natural courtesy of
disposition.

"I suppose, Principal Trenholme," said he blandly, as he entertained his
visitor one day in the one family sitting-room, "I suppose that you are
related to the Trenholmes of----?"

Trenholme was playing with one of the little ones who stood between his
knees. He did not instantly answer--indeed, Captain Rexford's manner was
so deliberate that it left room for pauses. Sophia, in cloak and fur
bonnet, was standing by the window, ready to take the children for
their airing. Trenholme found time to look up from his tiny playmate and
steal a glance at her handsome profile as she gazed, with thoughtful,
abstracted air, out upon the snow. "Not a very near connection, Captain
Rexford," was his reply; and it was given with that frank smile which
always leaped first to his eyes before it showed itself about his mouth.

It would have been impossible for a much closer observer than Captain
Rexford to have told on which word of this small sentence the emphasis
had been given, or whether the smile meant that Principal Trenholme
could have proved his relationship had he chosen, or that he laughed at
the notion of there being any relationship at all. Captain Rexford
accordingly interpreted it just as suited his inclination, and mentioned
to another neighbour in the course of a week that his friend, the
Principal of the College, was a distant relative, by a younger branch
probably, of the Trenholmes of--, etc. etc., an item of news of which
the whole town took account sooner or later.

To Mrs. Rexford Trenholme was chiefly useful as a person of whom she
could ask questions, and she wildly asked his advice on every possible
subject. On account of Captain Rexford's friendly approval, and his
value to Mrs. Rexford as a sort of guide to useful knowledge on the
subject of Canada in general and Chellaston in particular, Robert
Trenholme soon became intimate, in easy Canadian fashion, with the
newcomers; that is, with the heads of the household, with the romping
children and the pretty babies. The young girls were not sufficiently
forward in social arts to speak much to a visitor, and with Sophia he
did not feel at all on a sure footing.

After this little conversation with Captain Rexford about his relatives,
and when Sophia had received the other children from the hands of Eliza
and repaired with them to the house door, Trenholme also took leave, and
rose to accompany her as far as the gate.

Sophia shivered a little when she stepped out upon the narrow wooden
gallery in front of the door.

The Rexford house was not situated in the midst of the farm, but between
the main road that ran out of the village and the river that here lay
for some distance parallel with the road. On the next lot of land stood
an empty house in the centre of a large deserted garden; and on the
other side of the road, about a quarter of a mile off, stood the college
buildings, which were plainly to be seen over flat fields and low log
fences. Beyond the college grounds were woods and pastures, and beyond
again rose Chellaston Mountain. This view was what Sophia and Trenholme
looked upon as they stood on the verandah; and all that they saw--field,
road, roof, tree, and hill--was covered with sparkling snow. It was a
week since the snow came, and Sophia still shivered a little whenever
she looked at it.

"I am sorry to see you do not look upon this scene as if it rejoiced
your heart," he said. "When you know it better, you will, I hope, love
it as I do. It is a glorious climate, Miss Rexford; it is a glorious
country. The depressions and fears that grow up with one's life in the
Old World fall away from one in this wonderful air, with the stimulus of
a new world and a strong young nation all around. This snow is not cold;
it is warm. In this garden of yours it is just now acting as a blanket
for the germs of flowers that could not live through an English winter,
but will live here, and next summer will astonish you with their
richness. Nor is it cold for _you_; it is dry as dust; you can walk over
it in moccasins, and not be damp: and it has covered away all the decay
of autumn, conserving for you in the air such pure oxygen that it will
be like new life in your veins, causing you to laugh at the frost."

"I have not your enthusiasm," she replied. Together they led the
unsteady feet of the little ones down the crisp snow path which Harold's
industrious shovel had made.

Trenholme spoke briefly of the work he was trying to do in his school.
A clergyman has social licence to be serious which is not accorded to
other men. Wherefore he spoke as a clergyman might speak to a friend,
saying, in general terms, how steep is the ascent when, among mundane
affairs, human beings try to tread only where the angels of the higher
life may lead.

Sophia assented, feeling a little sharp because it seemed to her that he
was taking up the thread of his acquaintance with her just where it had
formerly parted when she had thrown before him the gauntlet of such high
resolves and heavenly aims as young girls can easily talk about when
they know as yet nothing of their fulfilment. Whether or not Sophia knew
more of their fulfilment since then, she had, at least, learned a more
humble reverence for the very thought of such struggles, and she was
quite ready to believe that the man to whom she had once called to come
onward had by this time far outstripped her in the race. She was _ready_
for this belief; but she had not accepted it, because, as yet confused
and excited by all that was new, she had formed no conclusion whatever
with regard to Trenholme. It had puzzled her somewhat from the outset to
find him such a model of elegance in the matter of clothes and manners.
She had, somehow, fancied that he would have a long beard and wear an
old coat. Instead of that, his usual manner of accosting her reminded
her more of those fashion plates in which one sees tailors' blocks
taking off their hats to one another. She did not think this was to his
disadvantage; she did not, as yet, think distinctly on the matter at
all. She certainly had no time to deliberate during this particular
conversation, for her companion, having only a few minutes to utilise,
was in a talkative humour. Having spoken of his own work, and made the
more general observations on the difficulties of what is commonly called
the "narrow road," in a quiet, honest way, he said something more
personal.

"I have always felt, Miss Rexford, that it would be a pleasure to me to
see you again, because of the strength and courage which you managed to
infuse into my youthful aspirations; but now that I have seen you, will
you permit me to say that you have been quite unknowingly a help to me
again? A week ago I was half-disheartened of my life because of the
apparent sordidness of its daily duties, and now that I have seen you
giving your life to perform small and unassuming services for others, my
own duties have appeared more sacred. I can't tell you how much I admire
your unselfish devotion to these children. Don't think me rude because I
say it. I often think we are shabby to one another because, in the
strife, we do not frankly say when we are helped by seeing the brave
fight that some one else is making."

They had stopped by the gate, for he was going one way and she and the
little ones another. Two strong young firs, with snow upon their
shelving branches, formed gateposts. The long broad road was white as
their footpath had been.

Sophia answered: "There is no virtue in what I do, for, had I the
choice, I certainly should not be their nursemaid."

"Do you know," he said, "I think when we see life in its reality,
instead of in its seeming, we shall find that the greatest deeds have
been done just because their doers believe that they could not do
otherwise."

"I don't see that. If circumstances shut us up to doing certain things,
there is no virtue in doing them. There may be a little virtue in not
repining at our fate, but not much."

He did not answer for a minute, but broke the curl of a little snowdrift
gently with his stick. Because he did not answer or say good-bye, Sophia
tarried for a moment and then looked up at him.

"Miss Rexford," he replied, "the voice of circumstances says to us just
what we interpret it to say. It is in the _needs must_ of a high nature
that true nobility lies."




CHAPTER XIII.


It is upon the anniversary of feasts that a family, if despondent at
all, feels most despondent. So it fell out that at Christmas-time the
homesickness which hitherto had found its antidote in novelty and
surprise now attacked the Rexford household. The girls wept a good deal.
Sophia chid them for it sharply. Captain Rexford carried a solemn face.
The little boys were in worse pickles of mischief than was ordinary.
Even Mrs. Rexford was caught once or twice, in odd corners, hastily
wiping away furtive tears.

This general despondency seemed to reach a climax one afternoon some
days before the end of the year. Without, the wind was blowing and snow
was descending; inside, the housework dragged monotonously. The only
lively people in the house were the little children. They were playing
quite riotously in an upper room, under the care of the Canadian girl,
Eliza; but their shouts only elicited sighs from Mrs. Rexford's elder
daughters, who were helping her to wash the dinner dishes in the
kitchen.

These two elder daughters had, since childhood, always been dressed, so
far as convenient, the one in blue, the other in red, and were nicknamed
accordingly. Their mother thought it gave them individuality which they
otherwise lacked. The red frock and the blue were anything but gay just
now, for they were splashed and dusty, and the pretty faces above them
showed a decided disposition to pout and frown, even to shed tears.

The kitchen was a long, low room. The unpainted wood of floor, walls,
and ceiling was darkened somewhat by time. Two square, four-paned
windows were as yet uncurtained, except that Nature, with the kindness
of a fairy helper, had supplied the lack of deft fingers and veiled the
glass with such devices of the frost as resembled miniature landscapes
of distant alp and nearer minaret. The large, square cooking-stove
smoked a little. Between the stove and the other door stood the table,
which held the dishes at which worked the neat, quick mother and her
rather untidy and idle daughters.

"Really, Blue and Red!" The words were jerked out to conceal a sigh
which had risen involuntarily. "This is disgraceful."

Her sharp brown eyes fell on the pile of dishes she had washed, which
the two girls, who were both drying them, failed to diminish as fast as
she increased it.

"Our cloths are wet," said Blue, looking round the ceiling vaguely, as
if a dry dish-towel might be lying somewhere on a rafter.

"I declare--" the mother began, tapping her foot. But what she was going
to declare was never known, for just then a knock at the outer door
diverted their attention.

However commonplace may be the moment after a door is opened, the moment
before the opening is apt to be full of interest, for one can never know
but that some cause of delightful excitement is on the other side.

It was Blue who opened the door. She did not at first open it very wide,
for she had learned by experience how much icy air could rush in, and
the other two, watching from behind, saw her answering some salutation
with dubious politeness. Then, after a moment, they saw her open it more
widely, and with a shy but hospitable inclination of the pretty
head--"Will you walk in?" said Blue.

The young man who immediately entered had a very smart appearance to
eyes which had grown accustomed to the working garb of father and
brother. He was, moreover, handsome to a degree that is not ordinary.
The curly hair from which he had lifted his fur cap was black and glossy
as a blackbird's plumage, and the moustache, which did not cover the
full red lips, matched the hair, save that it seemed of finer and softer
material. His brown eyes had the glow of health and good spirits in
them.

"Dear me!" Mrs. Rexford gave this involuntary exclamation of surprise;
then she turned inquiringly to the visitor. It was not in her nature to
regard him with an unfriendly eye; and as for Blue and Red, a spot of
warm colour had come into each of their sorrowful cheeks. They were too
well bred to look at each other or stare at the stranger, but there was
a flutter of pleased interest about the muscles of their rosy lips that
needed no expressive glances to interpret it.

To be sure, the next few minutes' talk rather rubbed the bloom off their
pleasure, as one rubs beauty off a plum by handling; but the plum is
still sweet; and the pleasure was still there, being composed purely of
the excitement of meeting a young human creature apparently so akin to
themselves, but different with that mysterious difference which nature
sets between masculine and feminine attributes of mind and heart.

The young man was an American. Any one experienced in American life
would have observed that the youth was a wanderer, his tricks of speech
and behaviour savouring, not of one locality, but of many. His accent
and manner showed it. He was very mannerly. He stated, without loss of
time, that, hearing that they had lately come to the country and had
some rooms in their house which they did not use, he had taken the
liberty of calling to see if they could let him a couple of rooms. He
was anxious, he said, to set up as a dentist, and had failed, so far, to
find a suitable place.

The disappointment which Blue and Red experienced in finding that the
handsome youth was a dentist by profession was made up for by the
ecstasy of amusement it caused them to think of his desiring to set up
his business in their house. They would almost have forgiven Fate if she
had withdrawn her latest novelty as suddenly as she had sent him,
because his departure would have enabled them to give vent to the mirth
the suppression of which was, at that moment a pain almost as great as
their girlish natures could bear.

Oh, no, Mrs. Rexford said, they had no rooms to let in the house.

The stranger muttered something under his breath, which to an acute ear
might have sounded like "Oh, Jemima!" but he looked so very disconsolate
they could not help being sorry for him as he immediately replied,
soberly enough, "I _am_ sorry. I can't think of any place else to go,
ma'am. I'm _real_ tired, for I've been walking this long time in the
loose snow. Will you permit me to sit and rest for a time on the
doorstep right outside here till I can think what I better do next?"

Blue fingered the back of a chair nervously.

"Take a chair by the stove and rest yourself," said Mrs. Rexford. She
had a dignity about her in dealing with a visitor that was not often
apparent in other circumstances. She added, "We have too lately been
strangers ourselves to wish to turn any one weary from our door." Then,
in whispered aside, "Dry your dishes, girls."

The dignity of bearing with which she spoke to him altered as she threw
her head backward to give this last command.

"I thank you from my heart, madam." The young man bowed--that is, he
made an angle of himself for a moment. He moved the chair to which she
had motioned him, but did not sit down. "It is impossible for me to
sit," said he, fervently, "while a lady stands."

The quaintness and novelty in his accent made them unable to test his
manners by any known standard. For all they knew, the most cultured
inhabitant of Boston, New York, or Washington might have behaved
precisely in this way.

"Sit down, mamma," whispered Blue and Red, with praiseworthy
consideration for their mother's fatigue; "we'll finish the dishes."

The girls perceived what, perhaps, the stranger had already perceived,
that if their mother consented to sit there was a chance of a more equal
conversation. And Mrs. Rexford sat down. Her mind had been
unconsciously relieved from the exercise of great dignity by the fact
that the stranger did not appear to notice her daughters, apparently
assuming that they were only children.

"It is _real_ kind of you, ma'am, to be so kind to me. I don't think
_any_ lady has seemed so kind to me since I saw my own mother last."

He looked pensively at the stove.

"Your mother lives in the United States, I suppose." He shook his head
sadly. "In heaven now."

"Ah!" said Mrs. Rexford; and then in a minute, "I am glad to see that
you feel her loss, I am sure." Here she got half off her chair to poke
the damper of the stove. "There is no loss so great as the loss of a
mother."

"No, and I _always_ feel her loss most when I am tired and hungry;
because, when I was a little chap, you know, it was always when I was
tired and hungry that I went home and found her just sitting there,
quite natural, waiting for me."

Blue and Red looked at the cupboard. They could not conceive how their
mother could refrain from an offer of tea. But, as it was, she gave the
young man a sharp glance and questioned him further. Where had he come
from? When had he arrived?

He had come, he said, from the next station on the railway. He had been
looking there, and in many other places, for an opening for his work,
and for various reasons he had now decided that Chellaston was a more
eligible place than any. He had come in the early morning, and had
called on the doctor and on Principal Trenholme of the College. They had
both agreed that there was an opening for a young dentist who would do
his work well, charge low prices, and be content to live cheaply till
the Tillage grew richer. "It's just what _I_ want," he said. "I don't
seem to care much about making money if I can live honestly among
kind-hearted folks."

"But surely," cried Mrs. Rexford, "neither Dr. Nash nor Principal
Trenholme suggested to you that Captain Rexford could give you rooms
for--" She was going to say "pulling out teeth," but she omitted that.

The young man looked at her, evidently thinking of something else.
"Would you consider it a liberty, ma'am, if I--" He stopped diffidently,
for, seeing by his manner that he meditated immediate action of some
sort, she looked at him so fiercely that her glance interrupted him for
a moment, "if I were to stop the stove smoking?" He completed the
sentence with great humility, evidently puzzled to know how he had
excited her look of offence.

She gave another excited poke at the damper herself, and, having got her
hand blacked, wiped it on her coarse grey apron. The diamond keeper
above the wedding-ring looked oddly out of place, but not more so than
the small, shapely hand that wore it. Seeing that she had done the stove
no good, she sat back in her chair with her hands crossed upon her now
dirty apron.

"You can do nothing with it. Before we came to Canada no one told us
that the kitchen stoves invariably smoked. Had they done so I should
have chosen another country. However, as I say to my children, we must
make the best of it now. There's no use crying; there's no use
lamenting. It only harasses their father."

The last words were said with a sharp glance of reproof at Blue and Red.
This mother never forgot the bringing up of her children in any one's
presence, but she readily forgot the presence of others in her remarks
to her children.

"But you aren't making the best of it," said the visitor. With that he
got up, carefully lifted an iron piece in the back of the stove, turned
a key thus disclosed in the pipe, and so materially altered the mood of
the fire that in a few moments it stopped smoking and crackled nicely.

"Did you ever, mamma!" cried the girls. A juggler's feat could not have
entertained them more.

"_If_ for a time, first off, you had someone in the house who had lived
in this country, you'd get on first class," said the youth.

"But you know, my dears," Mrs. Rexford spoke to her daughters,
forgetting the young man for a moment as before, "if I had not supposed
that Eliza understood the stove I should have inquired of Principal
Trenholme before now."

"May I enquire where you got your help?" asked the American. "If she was
from this locality she certainly ought to have comprehended the stove."

"She is a native of the country."

"As I say," he went on, with some emphasis, "if she comes from
hereabouts, or further west, she ought to have understood this sort of a
stove; but, on the other hand, if she comes from the French district,
where they use only the common box stove, she would not understand this
kind."

He seemed to be absorbed entirely in the stove, and in the benefit to
them of having a "help," as he called her, who understood it.

"I think she comes from the lumbering country somewhere near the St.
Lawrence," said Mrs. Rexford, examining the key in the stove-pipe. She
could not have said a moment before where Eliza had come from, but this
phrase seemed to sum up neatly any remarks the girl had let fall about
her father's home.

"_That_ accounts for it! Will you be kind enough to let me see her? I
could explain the mechanism of this stove to her in a few words; then
you, ma'am, need have no further trouble."

She said she should be sorry to trouble him. If the key were all, she
could explain it.

"Pardon me"--he bowed again--"it is _not_ all. There are several inner
dampers at the back here, which it is most important to keep free from
soot. If I might only explain it to the help, she'd know once for all.
I'd be real glad to do you that kindness."

Mrs. Rexford had various things to say. Her speeches were usually
complex, composed of a great variety of short sentences. She asked her
daughters if they thought Eliza would object to coming down. She said
that Eliza was invaluable, but she did not always like to do as she was
asked. She thought the girl had a high temper. She had no wish to rouse
her temper; she had never seen anything of it; she didn't wish to.
Perhaps Eliza would like to come down. Then she asked her daughters
again if they thought Eliza would come pleasantly. Her remarks showed
the track of her will as it veered round from refusal to assent, as
bubbles in muddy water show the track of a diving insect. Finally,
because the young man had a strong will, and was quite decided as to
what he thought best, the girls were sent to fetch Eliza.

Blue and Red ran out of the kitchen. When they got into the next room
they clasped one another and shook with silent laughter. As the door
between the rooms did not shut tightly, they adjured one another, by
dances and gestures, not to laugh loud. Blue danced round the table on
her toes as a means of stifling her laughter. Then they both ran to the
foot of the attic stair and gripped each other's arms very tight by way
of explaining that the situation was desperate, and that one or other
must control her voice sufficiently to call Eliza.

The dining-room they were in was built and furnished in the same style
as the kitchen, save that here the wood was painted slate-colour and a
clean rag carpet covered the floor. The upper staircase, very steep and
dark, opened off it at the further end. All the light from a square,
small-paned window fell sideways upon the faces of the girls as they
stretched their heads towards the shadowed covert of the stairs.

And they could not, _could_ not, speak, although they made gestures of
despair at each other and mauled each other's poor little arms sadly in
the endeavour to prove how hard they were trying to be sober.

If any one wants to know precisely what they were laughing at, the only
way would be to become for a time one of two girls to whom all the world
is a matter of mutual mirth except when it is a matter of mutual tears.

Although it seemed very long to them, it was, after all, only a minute
before Blue called in trembling tones, "Eliza!"

"Eliza!" called Red.

"Eliza! Eliza!" they both called, and though there was that in their
voices which made it perfectly apparent to the young man in the next
room, that they were laughing, so grand was their composure compared
with what it had been before, that they thought they had succeeded
admirably.

But when a heavy foot was heard overhead and an answering voice, and it
was necessary to explain to Eliza wherefore she was called, an audible
laugh did escape, and then Blue and Red scampered upstairs and made the
communication there.

It spoke much for the strength and calibre of character of the girl who
had so lately come into this family that a few minutes later, when the
three girls entered the kitchen, it was Eliza who walked first, with a
bearing equal to that of the other two and a dignity far greater.

The young man, who had been fidgeting with the stove, looked up gravely
to see them enter, as if anxious to give his lesson; but had any one
looked closely it would have been seen that his acute gaze covered the
foremost figure with an intensity of observation that was hardly called
for if he took no other interest in her than as a transient pupil in the
matter of stove dampers.

Perhaps any one might have looked with interest at her. She was
evidently young, but there was that in her face that put years, or at
least experience of years, between her and the pretty young things that
followed her. She was largely made, and, carrying a dimpled child of two
years upon her shoulder, she walked erect, as Southern women walk with
their burdens on their heads. It detracted little that her gown was of
the coarsest, and that her abundant red hair was tossed by the child's
restless hands. Eliza, as she entered the kitchen, was, if not a
beautiful girl, a girl on the eve of splendid womanhood; and the young
man, perceiving this almost faltered in his gaze, perhaps also in the
purpose he was pursuing. The words of the lesson he had ready seemed to
be forgotten, although his outward composure did not fail him.

Eliza came near, the child upon her shoulder, looked at him and waited.

"Eliza will hear what you have to say," said Mrs. Rexford.

"Oh," said he, and then, whatever had been the cause of his momentary
pause, he turned it off with the plea that he had not supposed this to
be "the--young lady who--wished to learn about the stove."

She received what he had to say without much appreciation, remarking
that, with the exception of the one key, she had known it before.

As for him, he took up his cap to go. "Good-day, ma'am," he said; "I'm
obliged for your hospitality. Ladies, I beg leave now to retire." He
made his bow elaborately, first to Mrs. Rexford, then in the direction
of the girls.

"My card, ma'am," he said, presenting Mrs. Rexford with the thing he
mentioned.

Then he went out.

On the card was printed, "Cyril P. Harkness, M.D.S."

It was growing so dark that Mrs. Rexford had to go to the window to read
it. As she did so, the young man's shadow passed below the frosted pane
as he made his way between snow-heaps to the main road.




CHAPTER XIV.


Next day Eliza went out with two of the little children. It was in the
early afternoon, and the sun shone brightly. Eliza had an errand down
the street, but every one knows that one does not progress very fast on
an errand with a toddler of two years at one's side. Eliza sauntered,
giving soothing answers to the little one's treble remarks, and only
occasionally exerting herself to keep the liveliness of her older charge
in check. Eliza liked the children and the sunshine and the road. Her
saunter was not an undignified one, nor did she neglect her duty in any
particular; but all the while there was an undercurrent of greater
activity in her mind, and the under-thoughts were occupied wholly and
entirely with herself and her own interests.

After walking in the open road for a little while she came under the
great elm trees that held their leafless limbs in wide arch over the
village street. Here a footpath was shovelled in the snow, on either
side of the sleigh road. The sun was throwing down the graceful lines of
elm twigs on path and snowdrift. The snow lawns in front of the village
houses were pure and bright; little children played in them with tiny
sledge and snow spade, often under the watchful eye of a mother who sat
sewing behind the window pane. Now and then sleighs passed on the
central road with a cheerful jingle of bells.

When Eliza, with the children, came to the centre of the village, it
became necessary to cross the street. She was bound for the largest
shop, that stood under part of the great hotel, and just here, opposite
the hotel, quite a number of sleighs were passing. Eliza picked up the
little one in her arms, and, taking the other child by the hand, essayed
to cross. But one reckons without one's host in counting surely on the
actions of children. Sturdy five-year-old baulked like a little horse,
and would not come. Eliza coaxed in vain. A long line of draught-horses,
dragging blue box-sleighs, came slowly up the road, each jingling a
heavy belt of bells. Five-year-old was frightened and would not come.
Eliza, without irritation, but at the same time without hesitation, took
it by the waist under her left arm and started again. She got half
across before the child seemed thoroughly to realise what was occurring,
and then, with head and arms in front and little gaitered legs behind,
it began to struggle so violently that the young woman, strong and
composed as she was, was brought for a minute to a standstill.

Two men were watching her from the smoking-room of the hotel; the one an
elderly man, the owner of the house, had his attention arrested by the
calm force of character Eliza was displaying; the other, the young
American dentist, saw in the incident an excuse for interference, and he
rushed out now to the rescue, and gallantly carried the little naughty
one safely to the right side of the road.

Eliza, recognising him, saw that he was looking at her with the pleasant
air of an old acquaintance--one, in fact, who knew her so well that any
formal greeting was unnecessary--not that she knew anything about
greetings, or what might or might not be expected, but she had an
indistinct sense that he was surprisingly friendly.

"How's the stove going?" then he asked. He escorted her into the shop,
and superintended her little purchases in a good-natured, elder-brother
fashion. That done, he carried the elder child across the road again,
and Eliza went upon her way back down the long narrow pavement, with the
children at her side.

She had shown nothing to the young man but composed appreciation of his
conduct. She was, however, conscious that he would not have been so kind
to any girl he happened to meet. "He admires me," thought Eliza to
herself. For all that, she was not satisfied with the encounter. She
felt that she had not played her part well; she had been too--had been
too--she did not know what. She thought if she had held her head higher
and shown herself less thankful--yes, there had been something amiss in
her behaviour that ought to be corrected. She could not define what she
had done, or ought to have done. How could she? An encounter of this
sort was as new to her as Mrs. Rexford's sewing machine, which she had
not yet been allowed to touch. Yet had she been shut up alone with the
machine, as she was now shut up to revise her own conduct within
herself, she would, by sheer force of determined intelligence, have
mastered its intricacy to a large degree without asking aid. And so with
this strong idea that she must learn how to act differently to this
young man; dim, indeed, as was her idea of what was lacking, or what was
to be gained, she strove with it in no fear of failure.

She raised her head as she walked, and recast the interview just past in
another form more suited to her vague ideal, and again in another. She
had a sense of power within her, that sense which powerful natures have,
without in the least knowing in what direction the power may go forth,
or when they will be as powerless--as Samson shaven. She only felt the
power and its accompanying impulses; she supposed that in all ways, at
all times, it was hers to use.

In a day or two Cyril Harkness met Eliza in the street again, and took
occasion to speak to her. This time she was much less obliging in her
manner. She threw a trifle of indifference into her air, looking in
front of her instead of at him, and made as if she wished to proceed.
Had this interview terminated as easily as the other, she would have
been able to look back upon it with complete satisfaction, as having
been carried on, on her part, according to her best knowledge of
befitting dignity; but, unfortunately for her, the young American was of
an outspoken disposition, and utterly untrammelled by those instincts of
conventionality which Eliza had, not by training, but by inheritance
from her law-abiding and custom-loving Scotch ancestry.

"Say," said he, "are you mad at anything?"

He gained at least this much, that she instantly stared at him.

"If you aren't angry with me, why should you act crusty?" he urged. "You
aren't half as pleasant as t'other day."

Eliza had not prepared herself for this free speaking, and her mind was
one that moved slowly.

"I must take the children home," she said. "I'm not angry. I wasn't
pleasant that I know of."

"You ought to be pleasant, any way; for I'm your best friend."

Eliza was not witty, and she really could not think of an answer to this
astonishing assertion. Again she looked at him in simple surprise.

"Well, yes, I am; although you don't know it. There isn't man round
Turriffs who has the least idea in the world where you are, for your
friends left you asleep when they came out with the old gentleman; when
I twigged how you got off I never told a word. Your father had been
seen" (here he winked) "near Dalhousie, wandering round! But they won't
find you unless I tell them, and I won't."

"Won't find me unless you tell them," repeated Eliza slowly, the utmost
astonishment in her tone. "Who?"

So vague and great was the wonder in her voice that he brought his eyes
to interrogate hers in sudden surprise. He saw only simple and strong
interest on the face of a simple and strong country girl. He had
expected a different response and a different expression.

He put his tongue in the side of his cheek with the air of an
uncontrolled boy who has played a trump-card in vain. "Say," said he,
"didn't you, though?"

"Didn't I?" said Eliza, and after a minute she said, "What?"

The young man looked at her and smiled. His smile suggested a cunning
recognition that she was deceiving him by pretended dulness.

At this Eliza looked excessively offended, and, with her head aloft,
began to push on the little sleigh with the baby in it.

"Beg your pardon, ma'am," he said with sudden humility, but with a
certain lingering in his voice as if he could not relinquish his former
idea as suddenly as he wished to appear to do. "I see I've made a
mistake."

Eliza hesitated in her onward movement. "But what was it you were going
to tell about me?" She spoke as if she had merely then remembered how
the conversation began.

His recantation was now complete. "Nothing; oh, nothing. T'was just my
fun, miss."

She surveyed him with earnest disapprobation.

"You're not a very sensible young man, I'm afraid."

She said this severely, and then, with great dignity, she went home.

The young man lingered for a minute or two by the snow piles in front of
the hotel where they had been standing. Then he went into the hotel with
the uncertain step that betokens an undecided mind. When he got to the
window he looked out at her retreating figure--a white street with this
grey-clad healthy-looking girl walking down it, and the little red
box-sleigh with the baby in it which she pushed before her. He was quite
alone, and he gave vent to an emphatic half-whisper to himself.

"If she did it, she's a magnificent deep one--a magnificent deep one."
There was profound admiration in his voice.

That evening it was Mrs. Rexford who happened to wipe the tea-things
while Eliza washed them.

"That young Mr. Harkness, the dentist--" began Eliza.

"Yes," said Mrs. Rexford, alert.

"Twice when I've been to the shop he's tried to make himself pleasant to
me and the children. I don't suppose he means any harm, but he's not a
sensible young man, I think."

"You're a very sensible girl, Eliza," said Mrs. Rexford, with quick
vigour and without any sense of contrast.

"It doesn't matter to me," went on Eliza, "for I don't answer him more
than I can help; but if he was to talk to the other girls when they go
out, I suppose they'd know not to notice him too much."

Mrs. Rexford was one of those people who get accustomed to
circumstances in the time that it takes others to begin to wonder at
them. She often took for granted now that Eliza would consider her
daughters as, entirely on a level with herself, but less sensible. It
might not be wholly agreeable; neither, to Mrs. Rexford's mind, was it
agreeable to have the earth covered with snow for four months of the
year; but she had ceased wondering at that phenomenon a minute after she
had first read of it in a book of travels, and all the ever-fresh marvel
of its glossy brightness had, failed to bring fresh comment to her lips,
or to make her mind more familiar with the idea. In the same way, she
had accepted Eliza's position and character as a complex fact which,
like the winter, had advantages and disadvantages. Mrs. Rexford put up
with the latter, was thankful for the former, and wasted no more
thoughts on the matter.

Eliza's last remark, however, was a subject for consideration, and with
Mrs. Rexford consideration was speech.

"Dear me!" she said. "Well!" Then she took a few paces backward,
dish-cloth and dish still in hand, till she brought herself opposite the
next room door. The long kitchen was rather dark, as the plates were
being washed by the light of one candle, but in the next room Captain
Rexford and his family were gathered round a table upon which stood
lamps giving plenty of light.

The mother addressed the family in general. "The dentist," said she,
"talks to Eliza when she goes to the shop. Blue and Red! if he should
speak to you, you must show the same sense Eliza did, and take not the
slightest notice."

Sophia had asked what the dentist said to Eliza, and Mrs. Rexford had
reproved the girls for laughing, while the head of the family prepared
himself to answer in his kindly, leisurely, and important way.

"To 'take not the slightest notice' is, perhaps, requiring more of such
young heads than might be possible. It would be difficult even for me to
take no notice whatever of a young man who accosted me in a place like
this. Severity, mild displeasure, or a determination not to speak,
might be shown."

"If necessary," said Sophia; "but--"

"If _necessary_," the father corrected himself, emphasizing his words
with a gentle tap of his fingers on the table. "I only mean if
necessary, of course."

"People have such easy-going ways here," said Sophia. "Don't you think,
mamma, a little ordinary discretion on the girls' part would be enough?
Blue and Red have too much sense, I suppose, to treat him as an equal;
but they can be polite."

Eliza, overhearing this, decided that she would never treat the young
American as an equal, although she had no idea why she should not.

Let it not be supposed that Mrs. Rexford had idled over the dish she was
wiping. The conversation was, in fact, carried on between the family in
the bright sitting-room and an intermittent appearance of Mrs. Rexford
at the door of the shady kitchen. Twice she had disappeared towards
Eliza's table to get a fresh plate and come again, rubbing it.

"Ah, girls," she now cried, "Sophia is always giving you credit for more
sense than I'm afraid you possess. No giggling, now, if this young
fellow should happen to say 'good morning.' Just 'good morning' in
return, and pass on--nothing more."

The father's leisurely speech again broke in and hushed the little
babble.

"Certainly, my dear daughters, under such circumstances as your mother
suggests; to look down modestly, and answer the young man's salutation
with a little primness, and not to hesitate in your walk--that, I should
think, is perhaps the course of conduct your mother means to indicate."

"It strikes me," said Harold, the eldest son, "a good deal depends on
what he _did_ say to Eliza. Eliza!"

This last was a shout, and the girl responded to it, so that there were
now two figures at the door, Mrs. Rexford drying the dish, and Eliza
standing quite quietly and at ease.

"Yes, my son," responded Captain Rexford, "it _does_ depend a good deal
on what he _did_ say to Eliza. Now, Eliza" (this was the beginning of a
judicial inquiry), "I understand from Mrs. Rexford that----"

"I've heard all that you have said," said Eliza. "I've been just here."

"Ah! Then without any preface" (he gave a wave of his hand, as if
putting aside the preface), "I might just ask you, Eliza, what this
young--Harkness, I believe his name is--what----"

"He's just too chatty, that's all that's the matter with him," said
Eliza. "He took off his hat and talked, and he'd have been talking yet
if I hadn't come away. There was no sense in what he said, good or bad."

The children were at last allowed to go on with their lessons.

When the dish-washing was finished and Mrs. Rexford came into the
sitting-room, Sophia took the lamp by the light of which she had been
doing the family darning into the kitchen, and she and Harold
established themselves there. Harold, a quiet fellow about nineteen, was
more like his half-sister than any other member of the family, and there
was no need that either should explain to the other why they were glad
to leave the nervous briskness of the more occupied room. It was their
habit to spend their evenings here, and Sophia arranged that Eliza
should bring her own sewing and work at it under her direction. Harold
very often read aloud to them. It was astonishing how quickly, not
imperceptibly, but determinedly, the Canadian girl took on the habits
and manners of the lady beside her; not thereby producing a poor
imitation, for Eliza was not imitative, but by careful study reproducing
in herself much of Sophia's refinement.




CHAPTER XV.


That evening Blue and Red were sent to bed rather in disgrace, because
they had professed themselves too sleepy to finish sewing a seam their
mother had given them to do.

Very sleepy, very glad to fold up their work, they made their way,
through the cold empty room which was intended to be the drawing-room
when it was furnished, to one of the several bedrooms that opened off
it. There was only one object in the empty room which they passed
through, and that was the big family carriage, for which no possible use
could be found during the long winter, and for the storing of which no
outside place was considered good enough. It stood wheelless in a
corner, with a large grey cloth over it, and the girls passing it with
their one flickering candle looked at it a little askance. They had the
feeling that something might be within or behind it which would bounce
out at them.

Once, however, within their small whitewashed bedroom, they felt quite
safe. Their spirits rose a little when they shut the door, for now there
was no exacting third person to expect anything but what they chose to
give. Theirs was that complete happiness of two persons when it has been
long proved that neither ever does anything which the other does not
like, and neither ever wants from the other what is not naturally given.

They were still sleepy when they unbuttoned each other's frocks, but
when they had come to the next stage of shaking out their curly hair
they began to make remarks which tended to dispel their drowsiness.

Said Blue, "Is it very dreadful to be a dentist?"

Said Red, "Yes; horrid. You have to put your fingers in people's mouths,
you know."

"But doctors have to _cut off legs_, and doctors are quite----"

There is another advantage in perfect union of twin souls, and that is,
that it is never necessary to finish a remark the end of which does not
immediately find expression on the tip of the tongue, for the other
always knows what is going to be said.

"Yes, I know doctors are," replied Red; "still, you know, Principal
Trenholme said Mr. Harkness is not a well-bred American."

"His first name is Cyril. I saw it on the card," replied Blue, quitting
the question of social position.

"It's a _lovely_ name," said Red, earnestly.

"And I'll tell you," said Blue, turning round with sudden earnestness
and emphasis, "I think he's the _handsomest_ young man I _ever saw_."

The rather odd plan Mrs. Rexford had hit on for lessening the likeness
between these two, clothing each habitually in a distinctive colour, had
not been carried into her choice of material for their dressing-gowns.
These garments were white; and, as a stern mood of utility had guided
their mother's shears, they were short and almost shapeless. The curly
hair which was being brushed over them had stopped its growth, as curly
hair often does, at the shoulders. In the small whitewashed room the two
girls looked as much like choristers in surplices as anything might
look, and their sweet oval faces had that perfect freshness of youth
which is strangely akin to the look of holiness, in spite of the
absolute frivolity of conduct which so often characterises young
companionship.

When Blue made her earnest little assertion, she also made an earnest
little dab at the air with her brush to emphasise it; and Red, letting
her brush linger on her curly mop, replied with equal emphasis and the
same earnest, open eyes, "Oh, so do I."

This decided, there was quiet for a minute, only the soft sound of
brushing. Then Red began that pretty little twittering which bore to
their laughter when in full force the same relation that the first faint
chit, chit, chit of a bird bears to its full song.

"Weren't papa and mamma funny when they talked about what we should do
if he spoke to us?"

She did not finish her sentence before merriment made it difficult for
her to pronounce the words; and as for Blue, she was obliged to throw
herself on the side of the bed.

Then again Blue sat up.

"You're to look down as you pass him, Red--like this, look!"

"_That_ isn't right." Red said this with a little shriek of delight.
"You're smiling all over your face--that won't do."

"Because I _can't_ keep my face straight. Oh, Red, what _shall_ we do? I
know that if we _ever_ see him after this we shall simply _die_."

"Oh, yes"--with tone of full conviction--"I know we shall."

"But we _shall_ meet him."

They became almost serious for some moments at the thought of the
inevitableness of the meeting and the hopelessness of conducting
themselves with any propriety.

"And what will he think?" continued Blue, in sympathetic distress; "he
will certainly think we are laughing at _him_, for he will never imagine
how much we have been amused."

Red, however, began to brush her hair again. "Blue," said she, "did you
ever try to see how you looked in the glass when your eyes were cast
down? You can't, you know."

Blue immediately tried, and admitted the difficulty.

"I wish I could," said Red, "for then I should know how I should look
when he had spoken to me and I was passing him."

"Well, do it, and I'll tell you."

"Then you stand there, and I'll come along past and look down just when
I meet you."

Red made the experiment rather seriously, but Blue cried out:

"Oh, you looked at me out of the corner of your eye, just as you were
looking down--that'll never do."

"I didn't mean to. Now look! I'm doing it again." The one white-gowned
figure stood with its back to the bed while the other through its little
acting down the middle of the room.

"That's better"--critically.

"Well," pursued Red, with interest, "how does it look?"

"Rather nice. I shouldn't wonder if he fell in love with you."

This was a sudden and extraordinary audacity of thought.

"Oh, Blue!"--in shocked tones--"How could you think of such a thing!" She
reproached her sister as herself. It was actually the first time such a
theme had been broached even in their private converse.

"Well," said Blue, stoutly, "he might, you know. Such things happen."

"I don't think it's quite nice to think of it," said Red, meditatively.

"It isn't nice," said Blue, agreeing perfectly, but unwilling to recant;
"still, it may be our duty to think of it. Sophia said once that a woman
was always more or less responsible if a man fell in love with her."

"Did Sophia say that?" Weighty worlds of responsibility seemed to be
settling on little Red's shoulders.

"Yes; she was talking to mamma about something. So, as it's quite
possible he might fall in love with us, we _ought_ to consider the
matter."

"You don't think he's falling in love with Eliza, do you?"

"Oh no!"--promptly--"but then Eliza isn't like us."

Red looked at her pretty face in the glass as she continued to smooth
out the brown curls. She thought of Eliza's tall figure, immobile white
face, and crown of red hair.

"No," she said, meditatively; "but, Blue"--this quite seriously--"I hope
he won't fall in love with us."

"Oh, so do I; for it would make him feel so miserable. But I think,
Red, when you looked down you did not look _prim_ enough--you know papa
said 'prim.' Now, you stand, and I'll do it."

So Blue now passed down the little narrow room, but when she came to the
critical spot, the supposed meeting ground, her desire to laugh
conflicting with the effort to pull a long face, caused such a wry
contortion of her plump visage that seriousness deserted them once more,
and they bubbled over in mirth that would have been boisterous had it
not been prudently muffled in the pillows.

After that they said their prayers. But when they had taken off the
clumsy dressing-gowns and got into the feather-bed under the big
patchwork quilt, like two little white rabbits nestling into one
another, they reverted once more to their father's instructions for
meeting the dentist, and giggled themselves to sleep.

Another pair of talkers, also with some common attributes of character,
but with less knowledge of each other, were astir after these sisters
had fallen asleep.

Most of the rooms in the house were on the ground-floor, but there were
two attic bedrooms opening off a very large room in the roof which the
former occupant had used as a granary. One of these Sophia occupied with
a child; the other had been given to Eliza. That night, when Sophia was
composing herself to sleep, she heard Eliza weeping. So smothered were
the sounds of sorrow that she could hardly hear them. She lifted her
head, listened, then, putting a long fur cloak about her, went into the
next room.

No sooner was her hand on the latch of Eliza's door than all sound
ceased. She stood for a minute in the large, dark granary. The draught
in it was almost great enough to be called a breeze, and it whispered in
the eaves which the sloping rafters made round the edges of the floor as
a wind might sigh in some rocky cave. Sophia opened the door and went
in.

"What is the matter, Eliza?"

Even in the almost darkness she could see that the girl's movement Was
an involuntary feigning of surprise.

"Nothing."

"I used to hear you crying when we first came, Eliza, and now you have
begun it again. Tell me what troubles you. Why do you pretend that
nothing is the matter?"

The cold glimmer of the light of night reflected on snow came in at the
diamond-shaped window, and the little white bed was just shadowed forth
to Sophia's sight. The girl in it might have been asleep, she remained
so quiet.

"Are you thinking about your father?"

"I don't know."

"Do you dislike being here?"

"No; but--"

"But what? What is troubling you, Eliza? You're not a girl to cry for
nothing. Since you came to us I have seen that you are a
straightforward, good girl; and you have plenty of sense, too. Come,
tell me how it is you cry like this?"

Eliza sat up. "You won't tell them downstairs?" she said slowly.

"You may trust me not to repeat anything that is not necessary."

Eliza moved nervously, and her movements suggested hopelessness of
trouble and difficulty of speech. Sophia pitied her.

"I don't know," she said restlessly, stretching out aimless hands into
the darkness, "I don't know why I cry, Miss Sophia. It isn't for one
thing more than another; everything is the reason--everything,
everything."

"You mean, for one thing, that your father has gone, and you are
homesick?"

"You said you wouldn't _tell?_"

"Yes."

"Well, I'm not sorry about _that_, because--well, I suppose I liked
father as well as he liked me, but as long as he lived I'd have had to
stay on the clearin', and I hated that. I'm glad to be here; but, oh! I
want so much--I want so much--oh, Miss Sophia, don't you know?"

In some mysterious way Sophia felt that she did know, although she could
not in any way formulate her confused feeling of kinship with this young
girl, so far removed from her in outward experience. It seemed to her
that she had at some time known such trouble as this, which was composed
of wanting "so much--so much," and hands that were stretched, not
towards any living thing, but vaguely to all possible possession outside
the longing self.

"I want to be something," said Eliza, "rich or--I don't know--I would
like to drive about in a fine way like some ladies do, or wear grander
clothes than any one. Yes, I would like to keep a shop, or do something
to make me very rich, and make everybody wish they were like me."

Sophia smiled to herself, but the darkness was about them. Then Sophia
sighed. Crude as were the notions that went to make up the ignorant idea
of what was desirable, the desire for it was without measure. There was
a silence, and when Eliza spoke again Sophia did not doubt but that she
told her whole mind.

It is a curious thing, this, that when a human being of average
experience is confided in, the natural impulse is to assume that
confidence is complete, and the adviser feels as competent to pronounce
upon the case from the statement given as if minds were as limpid as
crystal, and words as fit to represent them as a mirror is to show the
objects it reflects. Yet if the listener would but look within, he would
know that in any complicated question of life there would be much that
he would not, more than he could not, tell of himself, unless long years
of closest companionship had revealed the one heart to the other in ways
that are beyond the power of words. And that is so even if the whole
heart is set to be honest above all--and how many hearts are so set?

"You see," said Eliza, "if people knew I had lived on a very poor
clearin' and done the work, they'd despise me perhaps."

"It is no disgrace to any one to have worked hard, and it certainly
cannot be a disadvantage in this country."

"It was rough."

"You are not very rough, Eliza. It strikes me that you have been pretty
carefully trained and taught."

"Yes, I was that"--with satisfaction. "But don't you think, if I got on,
grand people would always look down at me if they knew I'd lived so
common? And besides, I'm sometimes afraid the man that went shares at
the land with father will want to find me."

"But you said you told him you were coming away."

"I told him, plain and honest; but I had a long way to walk till I got
to the train, and I just went off. But he won't find it so easy to fill
my place, and get some one to do the housework! He'd have kept me, if he
could; and if he heard where I was he might come and try to get me back
by saying father said I was to obey him till I was twenty-one."

"If your father said--that--"

"No," cried the girl, vehemently, "he never did."

"You will hear from your uncle in Scotland?" said Sophia.

"I don't believe he'll write to me. I don't believe he lives any more
where I sent the letter. It's years and years since father heard from
him. I said I'd write because I thought it would look more respectable
to Mrs. Rexford to have an uncle. And I did write; but he won't answer."

This was certainly frank.

"Was that honest, Eliza?"

"No, Miss Sophia; but I felt so miserable. It's hard to walk off with
your bundle, and be all alone and afraid of a man coming after you, and
being so angry. He was dreadful angry when I told him I'd come. If you'd
only _promise_ not tell where I came from to anybody, so that it can't
get round to him that I'm here, and so that people won't know how I
lived before--"

"Well, we certainly have no reason to tell anybody. If it will make you
content, I can assure you none of us will talk about your affairs. Was
that all the trouble?"

"No--not all."

"Well, what else?" Sophia laughed a little, and laid her cool hand on
the girl's hot one.

"I can't be anything grand ever, and begin by being a servant, Miss
Sophia. I say I'm not a servant, and I try not to act like one; but Mrs.
Rexford, she's tried hard to make me one. You wouldn't like to be a
servant, Miss Sophia?"

"You are very childish and foolish," said Sophia. "If I had not been
just as foolish about other things when I was your age I would laugh at
you now. But I know it's no use to tell you that the things you want
will not make you happy, and that the things you don't want would,
because I know you will not believe it. I will do my best to help you to
get what you want, so far as it is not wrong, if you will promise to
tell me all your difficulties."

"Will you help me? Why are you so kind?"

"Because--" said Sophia. Then she said no more.

Eliza showed herself cheered.

"You're the only one I care to talk to, Miss Sophia. The others haven't
as much sense as you, have they?"

As these words were quietly put forth in the darkness, without a notion
of impropriety, Sophia was struck with the fact that they coincided with
her own estimate of the state of the case.

"Eliza, what are you talking of--not of my father and mother surely?"

"Why, yes. I think they're good and kind, but I don't think they've a
deal of sense--do you?"

"My father is a wiser man than you can understand, Eliza; and--" Sophia
broke off, she was fain to retreat; it was cold for one thing.

"Miss Sophia," said Eliza, as she was getting to the door, "there's one
thing--you know that young man they were talking about to-night?"

"What of him?"

"Well, if he were to ask about me, you'd not tell him anything, would
you? I've never told anybody but you about father, or any particulars.
The others don't know anything, and you won't tell, will you?"

"I've told you I won't take upon myself to speak of your affairs. What
has that young man to do with it?"--with some severity.

"It's only that he's a traveller, and I feel so silly about every
traveller, for fear they'd want me to go back to the clearin'."

Sophia took the few necessary steps in the cold dark granary and reached
her own room.




CHAPTER XVI.


Sophia was sitting with Mrs. Rexford on the sofa that stood with its
back to the dining-room window. The frame of the sofa was not turned,
but fashioned with saw and knife and plane; not glued, but nailed
together. Yet it did not lack for comfort; it was built oblong, large,
and low; it was cushioned with sacking filled with loose hay plentifully
mixed with Indian grass that gave forth a sweet perfume, and the whole
was covered with a large neat pinafore of such light washing stuff as
women wear about their work on summer days. Sophia and her step-mother
were darning stockings. The homesickness of the household was rapidly
subsiding, and to-day these two were not uncomfortable or unhappy. The
rest of the family, some to work, some to play, and some to run errands,
had been dismissed into the large outside.

The big house was tranquil. The afternoon sun, which had got round to
the kitchen window, blazed in there through a fringe of icicles that
hung from the low eaves of the kitchen roof, and sent a long strip of
bright prismatic rays across the floor and through the door on to the
rag carpet under the dining-room table. Ever and anon, as the ladies
sewed, the sound of sleigh-bells came to them, distant, then nearer,
then near, with the trotting of horses' feet as they passed the house,
then again more distant. The dining-room window faced the road, but one
could not see through it without standing upright.

"Mamma," said Sophia, "it is quite clear we can never make an ordinary
servant out of Eliza; but if we try to be companionable to her we may
help her to learn what she needs to learn, and make her more willing to
stay with us."

It was Mrs. Rexford's way never to approach a subject gradually in
speech. If her mind went through the process ordinarily manifested in
introductory remarks it slipped through it swiftly and silently, and her
speech darted into the heart of the subject, or skipped about and hit it
on all sides at once.

"Ah, but I told her again and again, Sophia, to say 'miss' to the girls.
She either didn't hear, or she forgot, or she wouldn't understand. I
think you're the only one she'll say 'miss' to. But we couldn't do
without her. Mrs. Nash was telling me the other day that her girl had
left in the middle of the washing, and the one they had before that for
a year--a little French Romanist--stole all their handkerchiefs, and did
not give them back till she made confession to her priest at Easter. It
was very _awkward_, Sophia, to be without handkerchiefs all winter." The
crescendo emphasis which Mrs. Rexford had put into her remarks found its
fortissimo here. Then she added more mildly, "Though I got no character
with Eliza I am convinced she will never pilfer."

Mrs. Rexford was putting her needle out and in with almost electric
speed. Her mind was never quiet, but there was a healthy cheerfulness in
her little quick movements that removed them from the region of weak
nervousness. Yet Sophia knit her brow, and it was with an effort that
she continued amicably:

"Certainly we should be more uncomfortable without her just now than
she would be without us; but if she left us there's no saying where her
ambition might lead her."

Mrs. Rexford bethought her that she must look at some apples that were
baking in the kitchen oven, which she did, and was back in time to make
a remark in exchange without causing any noticeable break in the
conversation. She always gave remarks in exchange, seldom in reply.

"Scotchmen are faithful to their kinsfolk usually, aren't they, Sophia?"

"You think that the uncle she wrote to will answer. He may be dead, or
may have moved away; the chances are ten to one that he will not get the
letter. I think the girl is in our hands. We have come into a
responsibility that we can't make light of."

"Good gracious, Sophia! it's only the hen with one chicken that's afraid
to take another under her wing."

"I know you want to do your best for her--that's why I'm talking."

"Oh, _I_--it's you that takes half the burden of them all."

"Well, _we_ want to do our best--"

"And you, my dear, could go back whenever you liked. _You_ have not
burned the bridges and boats behind you. There's _one_ would be glad to
see you back in the old country, and that lover of yours is a good man,
Sophia."

A sudden flush swept over the young woman's face, as if the allusion
offended her; but she took no other notice of what was said, and
continued: "I don't suggest any radical alteration in our ways; I only
thought that, if you had it in your mind to make a companion of her, the
pains you take in teaching her might take a rather different form, and
perhaps have a better result."

"I think our own girls grow more giddy every day," said Mrs. Rexford,
exactly as if it were an answer. "If Blue and Red were separated they
would both be more sensible."

The mother's mind had now wandered from thought of the alien she had
taken, not because she had not given attention to the words of the
daughter she thought so wise, but because, having considered them as
long as she was accustomed to consider anything, she had decided to act
upon them, and so could dismiss the subject with a good conscience.

The conversation ceased thus, as many conversations do, without apparent
conclusion; for Sophia, vexed by her step-mother's flighty manner of
speech, hid her mood in silence. Anything like discussion between these
two always irritated Sophia, and then, conscious that she had in this
fallen below her ideal, she chafed again at her own irritation. The evil
from which she now suffered was of the stuff of which much of the pain
of life is made--a flimsy stuff that vanishes before the investigation
of reason more surely than the stuff of our evanescent joys. There was
nothing that could be called incompatibility of temper between these
two; no one saw more clearly than Sophia the generosity and courage of
Mrs. Rexford's heart; no one else sympathised so deeply with her
motherly cares, for no one else understood them half so well; and yet it
might have been easier for Sophia Rexford to have lived in external
peace with a covetous woman, able to appreciate and keep in steady view
the relative importance of her ideas.

Meantime Mrs. Rexford went on talking. She was generally unconscious of
the other's intellectual disdain. Pretty soon they heard bells and
horses' feet that slackened at the gate. Sophia stood up to look.

There was a comfortable sleigh, albeit somewhat battered and dingy,
turning in at the gate. A good-looking girl was driving it; a thin, pale
lady sat at her side. Both were much enveloped in faded furs. Over the
seats of the sleigh and over their knees were spread abundant robes of
buffalo hide. The horse that drew the vehicle was an old farm-horse, and
the hand that guided the reins appeared more skilful at driving than was
necessary. The old reins and whip were held in a most stylish manner,
and the fair driver made an innocent pretence of guiding her steed up
the road to the back-yard with care. The animal the while, having once
been shown the gate, trotted quietly, with head down, up the middle of
the sleigh track, and stopped humbly where the track stopped, precisely
as it would have done had there been no hand upon the rein.

Sophia, standing in the middle of the sitting-room, watched the visitors
through the windows of that room and of the kitchen, with unwonted
animation in her handsome face. The girl, who was now evidently coming
with her mother to call upon them, had been named to her more than once
by discriminating people as the most likely person in the neighbourhood
to prove a friend and companion to herself, and Sophia, in her present
situation, could not be at all indifferent to such a prospect. She had
already observed them in church, wondering not a little at that
scrupulous attention to ceremony which had made them ignore the
existence of the newcomers till their acquaintance should have been made
in due form.

"Mamma," said she, "this is Mrs. Bennett and her daughter."

"Something to do with an admiral, haven't they?" cried Mrs. Rexford.

It proved to be an unnecessary exertion of memory on Mrs. Rexford's part
to recollect what she had heard of the relatives of her visitors, for
not long after Mrs. Bennett had introduced herself and her daughter she
brought her uncle, the admiral, into the conversation with considerable
skill.

She was a delicate, narrow-minded woman, with no open vulgarity about
her, but simply ignorant of the fact that bragging of one's
distinguished relatives had fallen into disuse. Her daughter, was like
her in manner, with the likeness imposed by having such a mother, but
much more largely made in mind and body, pleasant-looking, healthy,
high-browed. Sophia liked her appearance.

Mrs. Rexford, her mind ever upon some practical exigency, now remembered
that she had also heard that the Bennetts managed their dairy
excellently, and, having a large craving for help on all such subjects,
she began to bewail her own ignorance, asking many and various
questions; but, although she did not perceive it, it soon became
apparent to her more observant daughter that the visitors, having come
out to make a call of ceremony, preferred to talk on subjects more
remote from their daily drudgery, on subjects which they apparently
considered more elegant and becoming. Unable to check the flow of her
mother's talk, Sophia could only draw her chair cosily near to Miss
Bennett and strike into a separate conversation, hoping for, and
expecting, mental refreshment.

"I suppose there are no good lending libraries in any of the towns near
here," she began. "How do you get new books or magazines?"

Miss Bennett had a bright, cordial manner. She explained that she
thought there was a circulating library in every town. When she was
visiting in Quebec her friends had got a novel for her at two cents a
day. And then she said Principal Trenholme bought a good many books, and
he had once told her mother that he would lend them any they chose, but
they had never had time to go and look over them. "It has," she added,
"been such an advantage to Chellaston to have a gentleman so clever as
he at the college."

"Has it?" said Sophia, willing to hear more. "Is he very clever?"

"Oh," cried the other, "from Oxford, you know;" and she said it in much
the tone she might have said "from heaven."

"Is it long," asked Sophia, "since you have been in England?"

Miss Bennett said she had never been "home," but she longed, above all
things, to go.

She had, it seemed, been born in Canada, and her parents had no
possessions in the mother-country, and yet she always called it "home."
This was evidently a tradition.

Sophia, who had come from England a little tired of the conditions
there, and eager for a change, felt the pathetic sameness of the
discontent wrought by surfeit and by famine.

"Yet," said she, "it is a relief to the mind to feel that one lives in a
country where no worthy person is starving, and where every one has a
good chance in life if he will but avail himself of it. It seems to make
me breathe more freely to know that in all this great country there is
none of that necessary poverty that we have in big English towns."

Little answer was made to this, and Sophia went on to talk of what
interested her in English politics; but found that of the politics, as
well as of the social condition, of the country she adored, Miss Bennett
was largely ignorant. Her interest in such matters appeared to sum
itself up in a serene belief that Disraeli, then prominent, was the one
prop of the English Constitution, and as adequate to his position as
Atlas beneath the world. Now, Sophia cherished many a Radical opinion of
her own, and she would have enjoyed discussion; but it would have been
as difficult to aim a remark at the present front of her new
acquaintance as it would be for a marksman to show his skill with a
cloud of vapour as a target. Sophia tried Canadian politics, owning her
ignorance and expressing her desire to understand what she had read in
the newspapers since her arrival; but Miss Bennett was not sure that
there was anything that "could exactly be called politics" in Canada,
except that there was a Liberal party who "wanted to ruin the country by
free trade."

Sophia ceased to take the initiative. She still endeavoured to respect
the understanding of a girl of whom she had heard that when her father's
fortunes were at a low ebb she had retrieved them by good management and
personal industry--a girl, too, who through years of toil had preserved
sprightliness and perfect gentility. What though this gentility was
somewhat cramped by that undue importance given to trifles which is
often the result of a remote life; it was still a very lovely thing, a
jewel shining all the more purely for its iron setting of honest labour.
Sophia fought with the scorn that was thrusting itself into her heart as
she listened when Miss Bennett now talked in a charming way about the
public characters and incidents which interested her.

"I wish for your sake, Miss Rexford," she said, "that some of the Royal
family would come out again. The only time that there is any real
advantage in being in a colony is when some of them come out; for here,
you know, they take notice of every one."

"One would still be on the general level then," said Sophia, smiling.

"Well, I don't know. It makes one feel distinguished, you know, in spite
of that. Now, when the Prince was out, he stopped here for a night, and
we had a ball. It was simply delightful! He danced with us all--I mean
with all who could claim to be ladies, and indeed with some who could
not; but how could _he_ discriminate? There was a man called Blake, who
kept a butcher's shop here then--you may have noticed we haven't such a
thing as a butcher's shop in the village now, Miss Rexford?"

"Indeed I have. It seems so odd."

"Blake had a handsome daughter; and when we had a ball for the Prince,
didn't he buy her a fine dress, and take her to it! She really looked
very handsome."

"I hope the Prince danced with her," laughed Sophia. Her good spirits
were rising, in spite of herself, under the influence of the liveliness
with which Miss Bennett's mind had darted, birdlike, into its own
element.

"_Yes_, he did. Wasn't it good-natured of him! I believe his
aide-de-camp told him who she was; but he was so gracious; he said she
should not go away mortified. I never spoke to her myself; but I've no
doubt she was unable to open her mouth without betraying her origin; but
perhaps on that occasion she had the grace to keep silent, and she
danced fairly well."

"Was her head turned by the honour?" asked Sophia, led by the other's
tone to expect a sequel to the tale.

"Poor girl! The end was sadder than that. She caught a violent cold,
from wearing a dress cut low when she wasn't accustomed to it, and she
died in a week. When we heard of it I was glad that he _had_ danced with
her; but some were cruel enough to say that it served Blake right for
his presumption. He was so broken-hearted he left the place. The dress
she wore that night was a green silk, and he had her buried in it; and
some one told the Prince, and he sent some flowers. Wasn't it sweet of
him! They were buried with her too. It was quite romantic."

"More romantic to have such a swan-like death than to live on as a
butcher's daughter," said Sophia, and sarcasm was only a small
ingredient in the speech.

"We were quite grieved about it," said Miss Bennett, sincerely.

Sophia also felt sorry, but it was not her way to say so. She was more
interested in remarking upon the singular method of getting butcher's
meat then in vogue at Chellaston. A Frenchman, a butcher in a small way,
drove from door to door with his stock, cutting and weighing his joints
in an open box-sleigh. To see the frozen meat thus manipulated in the
midst of the snow had struck Sophia as one of the most novel features of
their present way of life. Miss Bennett, however, could hardly be
expected to feel its picturesqueness. Her parents did not fancy this
vendor's meat, and at present they usually killed their own. Her father,
she said, had grown quite dexterous in the art.

"Really!" cried Sophia. This was an item of real interest, for it
suggested to her for the first time the idea that a gentleman could
slaughter an ox. She was not shocked; it was simply a new idea, which
she would have liked to enlarge on; but good-breeding forbade, for Miss
Bennett preferred to chat about the visit of the Prince, and she
continued to do so in a manner so lively that Sophia found it no dull
hearing.

"And, do you know," she cried, "what Bertha Nash did? The Nashes, you
know, are of quite a common family, although, as Dr. Nash is everybody's
doctor, of course we are all on good terms with them. Well, Bertha asked
the Prince how his mother was!" She stopped.

"I suppose he knew whom she was talking about?"

"Oh, that was the worst of it--he couldn't _help knowing_," cried Miss
Bennett. "I should have sunk through the floor with mortification if I
had done such a thing. I should have expected to be arrested on the spot
for high treason. Bertha says, you know, that she was so nervous at the
thought of who her partner was that she didn't know what she was saying;
but I scarcely think she knew really how to address him. One can never
be thankful enough, I'm sure, for having been thoroughly well brought
up."

She went on to explain what had been her own sensations when first
accosted by this wonderful Prince, upon being led out by him, and so on.
It all sounded like a new fairy tale; but afterwards, when she had gone,
with cordial wishes, as she took leave, that another prince might come
soon and dance with Sophia, the latter felt as if she had been reading a
page of an old-fashioned history which took account only of kings and
tournaments.

This visit was a distinct disappointment on the whole. Sophia had hoped
more from it, and coming after weeks that had been trying, it had power
to depress. It was late afternoon now, and the day was the last in the
year. Sophia, going upstairs to get rid of the noise of the children,
was arrested by the glow of the sunset, and, weary as she was, stood
long by the diamond window that was set in the wooden wall of her room.
It was cold. She wrapped a cloak about her. She did not at first look
observantly at the glow and beauty outside. Her eyes wandered over the
scene, the bright colour upon it rousing just enough interest to keep
her standing there: her thoughts were within.

Sophia Rexford had set herself, like many a saint of olden and modern
times, to crush within her all selfishness; and the result had been the
result of all such effort when it is staunch and honest--to show that
that against which she was warring was no mere mood or bad habit, to be
overcome by directing the life on a nobler plan, but a living thing,
with a vitality so strong that it seemed as if God Himself must have
given it life. She stood now baffled, as she had often been before, by
her invincible enemy. Where was the selfless temper of mind that was her
ideal? Certainly not within her. She was too candid to suppose for a
moment that the impatient scorn she felt for those with whom she had
been talking approached in any way to that humility and love that are
required of the Christian. She felt overwhelmed by surging waves of evil
within. It was at the source the fountain ought to be sweet, and there
ambition and desire for pleasure rose still triumphant; and the current
of her will, set against them, seemed only to produce, not their
abatement, but a whirlpool of discontent, which sucked into itself all
natural pleasures, and cast out around its edge those dislikes and
disdains which were becoming habitual in her intercourse with others. It
was all wrong--she knew it. She leaned her head against the cold pane,
and her eyes grew wet with tears.

There is no sorrow on earth so real as this; no other for which such
bitter tears have been shed; no other which has so moved the heart of
God with sympathy. Yet there came to Sophia just then a strange thought
that her tears were unnecessary, that the salvation of the world was
something better than this conflict, that the angels were looking upon
her discouragement in pained surprise.

She had no understanding with which to take in this thought. As she
looked at it, with her soul's eye dim, it passed away; and she, trying
in vain to recall the light that it seemed to hold, wondered if it would
come again.

Perhaps the tears had given relief to her brain; perhaps some Divine
Presence had come near her, giving hope that she could not weigh or
measure or call by name; at any rate, as she looked round again with
fresh glance, the scene outside seemed fairer than it had yet appeared
to her.

A long strip had been swept on the ice of the river by pleasure-loving
hands. Down this burnished path young men and maidens were skating, and
their way was paved with gold. There was soft tinting of this same light
on the undulations of the pearly land beyond; blue shadows were in its
woods, and reflected fire on many a window of the houses that clustered
near and far. She knew that in each house that was a true Canadian home
there was joyous preparations going on for the next day's fête. She
wondered what it would be like to be at home in this country, to be one
in its sports and festivities. She could not see from her attic window
the land on this side of the river, but she heard the shouts of some
boys who were spending their holiday at the college. They were at some
game or other in a field near. Sophia liked to hear them.

Just then Mrs. Rexford came upstairs to consult her about something. She
joined in the outlook for a few moments, and the sunset made her
reflective.

"Well, my love," said she, "last year at this time we did not know we
should be here to-day! Ah, Sophia, it is always a little doleful to see
the Old Year go out; but here, where there are no bells in the churches,
it will seem less solemn."

END OF BOOK I.




BOOK II.

   "_Necessity, like light's electric force,
   Is in ourselves and all things, and no more
   Without us than within us_--."




CHAPTER I.


The bells have solemn sound that from old belfries ring the passing of
the year in the hearing of thousands; but perhaps it is a more solemn
thing to watch and tell the birth of a new year by the march of stars
that look down out of their purple void upon a land of trackless snow.
If ceremony and the united sentiment of many hearts have impressive
effect, they yet tend to lighten the burden of individual
responsibility, which presses with weight, like the weight of the
atmosphere upon a vacuum, when a man tries to grapple with his own soul
in solitude.

Alec Trenholme was spending another wakeful night in the living-room of
his small railway station. Winter lay around him. For a month the
blueberry flats and bramble thickets had been wholly lost under the
snow, which stretched far whiter than the pure white of the birch trees
in the nearest groves. Now the last night but one of the old year had
brought a fresh downfall, unusually heavy; the long, straight railway
track, and the sleigh-road which was kept open between the station and
Turrifs Settlement, had been obliterated by it. Alec Trenholme had awoke
that morning to observe that his little station of new wood, and the
endless line of rough telegraph poles, were the only remaining signs of
man's lordship of earth, as far as his eyes could see. It was upon this
sight, when the snow clouds had fled, that he had seen a scarlet sun
come up; over the same scene he had watched it roll its golden chariot
all day, and, tinging the same unbroken drifts, it had sunk scarlet
again in the far southwest. He had not been far from his house, and no
one, in train, or sleigh, or on snow-shoes, had happened to come near
it.

He would have gone himself to Turrifs for milk, for the pleasure of
exchanging a word with his fellow-men, and for air and exercise, had it
not been that he had hourly expected to see an engine, with its
snow-plough, approaching on the rails. Conversation by telegraph would
have been a relief to him, but the wires seemed to have succumbed in
more than one place to their weight of snow, and there was nothing for
this young station-master to do but wait, and believe that communication
would be re-established over the road and the wires sooner or later. In
the meantime he suffered no personal inconvenience, unless loneliness
can be thus named, for he had abundance of food and fuel. He watched the
bright day wane and the sun of the old year set, and filled his stove
with wood, and ate his supper, and told himself that he was a very
fortunate fellow and much better off than a large proportion of men.

It is not always when we tell ourselves that we are well off that we are
happiest: that self-addressed assertion often implies some tacit
contradiction.

When darkness came he wondered if he should put on his snow-shoes and
run over to Turrifs. Yet for some reason he did not go, in the way that
men so often do not do things that they think on the whole would be very
good things to do. An hour or two later he knew that the good people
there would have gone to bed and that he had no longer the option of
going. He did not go to bed himself. He had not had enough exercise that
day to make him sleepy; and then, too, he thought he would sit up and
see the old year out. He had an indistinct idea that it was rather a
virtuous thing to do, rather more pious than sleeping the night through
just as if it were any other night. He put his much-handled, oft-read
books down before him on the table, and set himself to passing the
evening with them. Midnight is actually midnight when the sun goes down
before five o'clock and there is no artificial interest for the after
hours.

Most men have more religion at heart, latent or developed, than can be
seen by others. When they have not, when what shows is as much as what
is--God pity them!

Alec Trenholme was not given to self-dissection or to expression of his
private sentiments, therefore neither to himself nor to others was the
religion of him very visible. Nevertheless, this evening his books,
which had become not less but more to him because he had read them
often, palled upon his taste. When he was a boy his father had taught
him that at New Year's time one ought to consider whether the past had
been spent well, and how the future could be spent better. So, as time
went on, he pushed his books further and set himself to this
consideration. For a while he sat looking at his own doings only by the
light, as it were, of two candles--the one, of expediency; the other, of
rectitude. Had he been wise? Had he been good?

Not being of a contemplative or egotistical disposition, he soon
fidgeted. Thinking he heard a sound outside, which might be wind rising,
or might be the distant approach of the iron snow-plough, he got up to
look out. The small panes of his window were so obscured by frostwork
that he did not attempt to look through the glass, but opened his door.
Far or near there was no sign of rising wind or coming engine; only,
above, the glowing stars, with now and then a shaft of northern light
passing majestically beneath them, and, below, the great white world,
dim, but clearly seen as it reflected the light. The constellations
attracted his attention. There hung Orion, there the Pleiades, there
those mists of starlight which tell us of space and time of which we
cannot conceive. Standing, looking upwards, he suddenly believed himself
to be in the neighbourhood of God.

When the keen air upon his bare head had driven him indoors, he sat down
again to formulate his good resolutions, he found that his candles of
expediency and morality had gone out. The light which was there instead
was the Presence of God; but so diffused was this light, so dim, that it
was as hard for him now to see distinction between right and wrong as
it would have been outside upon the snow to see a shadow cast by rays
which had left their stars half a century before. All, all of which he
could think seemed wrong, because it was not God; all, all of which he
could think seemed right, because it was part of God. The young man's
face sank on his arms and lay buried there, while he thought, and
thought, and thought, trying to bring a life of which he could think
into relation with that which is unthinkable.

Was ever reverie more vain! He raised his head and stared about him. The
glaring lamp showed all the details of the room, and made it seem so
real, so much more real than mere thoughts, let alone that of which one
cannot think. He got up to alter the stove-damper, pushing it shut with
a clatter of iron, burning his fingers slightly, and sat down again,
feeling it a relief to know, if by the smart, that he had touched
something.

The wood within the stove ceased blazing when the damper was shut, and
when its crackling was silenced there was a great quiet. The air outside
was still; the flame of the lamp could hardly make sound. Trenholme's
watch, which lay on the table, ticked and seemed to clamour for his
attention. He glanced down at it. It was not very far from midnight.

Just then he heard another sound. It was possibly the same as that which
came to him an hour ago, but more continuous. There was no mistaking
this time that it was an unusual one. It seemed to him like a human
voice in prolonged ejaculatory speech at some distance.

Startled, he again looked out of his door. At first he saw nothing, but
what he had seen before--the world of snow, the starry skies. Yet the
sound, which stopped and again went on, came to him as if from the
direction in which he looked. Looking, listening intently, he was just
about to turn in for his coat and snow-shoes in order to go forth and
seek the owner of the voice, when he perceived something moving between
him and the nearest wood--that very birch wood in which, more than a
month before, he had sought for the man Cameron who had disappeared from
his own coffin. In an instant the mood of that time flashed back on him
as if there had been nothing between.

All the search that had been made for Cameron in the first days of the
snow had resulted in nothing but the finding of his coarse winding-sheet
in this birch wood. Then and since, confused rumours had come that he
was wandering from village to village, but no one had been brave enough
to detain him. Trenholme knew that people on the railway line to the
south believed firmly that the old man was still alive, or that his
ghost walked. Now, as his eyes focussed more intently upon the moving
thing, it looked to him like a man.

Again he heard the sound of a voice, a man's voice certainly. It was
raised for the space of a minute in a sort of chant, not loud enough for
him to hear any word or to know what language was spoken.

"Hi!" cried Trenholme at the top of his voice. "Hi, there! What do you
want?"

There was no doubt that a man out there could have heard, yet, whatever
the creature was, it took not the slightest notice of the challenge.

As his eyes grew accustomed to the dim light he saw that the figure was
moving on the top of the deep snow near the outskirts of the
wood--moving about in an aimless way, stopping occasionally, and
starting again, raising the voice sometimes, and again going on in
silence. Trenholme could not descry any track left on the snow; all that
he could see was a large figure dressed in garments which, in the
starlight, did not seem to differ very much in hue from the snow, and he
gained the impression that the head was thrown back and the face
uplifted to the stars.

He called again, adjuring the man he saw to come at once and say why he
was there and what he wanted. No attention was paid to him; he might as
well have kept silent.

A minute or two more and he went in, shut and bolted his door, even
took the trouble to see that the door of the baggage-room was secured.
He took his lamp down from the wall where, by its tin reflector, it hung
on a nail, and set it on the table for company. He opened the damper of
the stove again, so that the logs within crackled. Then he sat down and
began to read the Shakespeare he had pushed from him before. What he had
seen and heard seemed to him very curious. No obligation rested upon
him, certainly, to go out and seek this weird-looking creature. There
was probably nothing supernatural, but--well, while a man is alone it is
wisest to shut out all that has even the appearance of the supernatural
from his house and from his mind. So Trenholme argued, choosing the
satirical fool of the Forest of Arden to keep him company.

"Now am I in Arden; the more fool I; when I was at home, I was in a
better place: but travellers must be content."

Trenholme smiled. He had actually so controlled his mind as to become
lost in his book.

There was a sound as if of movement on the light snow near by and of
hard breathing. Trenholme's senses were all alert again now as he turned
his head to listen. When the moving figure had seemed so indifferent to
his calls, what reason could it have now for seeking his door--unless,
indeed, it were a dead man retracing his steps by some mysterious
impulse, such as even the dead might feel? Trenholme's heart beat low
with the thought as he heard a heavy body bump clumsily against the
baggage-room door and a hand fumble at its latch. There was enough light
shining through his window to have shown any natural man that the small
door of his room was the right one by which to enter, yet the fumbling
at the other door continued.

Trenholme went into the dark baggage-room and heard the stir against the
door outside. He went near it. Whoever was there went on fumbling to
find some way of entrance.

By this time, if Trenholme had suffered any shock of dismay, he had
righted himself, as a ship rights itself after shuddering beneath a
wave. Clearly it now came within his province to find out what the
creature wanted; he went back into his room and opened its outer door.

Extending beyond the wall, the flooring of the house made a little
platform outside, and, as the opening of the door illuminated this, a
man came quietly across the threshold with clumsy gait. This man was no
ghost. What fear of the supernatural had gathered about Trenholme's mind
fell off from it instantly in self-scorn. The stranger was tall and
strong, dressed in workman's light-coloured clothes, with a big,
somewhat soiled bit of white cotton worn round his shoulders as a shawl.
He carried in his hand a fur cap such as Canadian farmers wear; his grey
head was bare. What was chiefly remarkable was that he passed Trenholme
without seeming to see him, and stood in the middle of the room with a
look of expectation. His face, which was rugged, with a glow of
weather-beaten health upon it, had a brightness, a strength, an
eagerness, a sensibility, which were indescribable.

"Well?" asked Trenholme rather feebly; then reluctantly he shut the
door, for all the cold of the night was pouring in. Neither of him nor
of his words or actions did the old man take the slightest notice.

The description that had been given of old Cameron was fulfilled in the
visitor; but what startled Trenholme more than this likeness, which
might have been the result of mere chance, was the evidence that this
man was not a person of ordinary senses and wits. He seemed like one who
had passed through some crisis, which had deprived him of much, and
given him perhaps more. It appeared probable, from his gait and air,
that he was to some extent blind; but the eagerness of the eyes and the
expression of the aged face were enough to suggest at once, even to an
unimaginative mind, that he was looking for some vision of which he did
not doubt the reality and listening for sounds which he longed to hear.
He put out a large hand and felt the table as he made his clumsy way
round it. He looked at nothing in the room but the lamp on the table
where Trenholme had lately put it. Trenholme doubted, however, if he saw
it or anything else. When he got to the other side, having wandered
behind the reflector, he stopped, as if perhaps the point of light,
dimly seen, had guided him so far but now was lost.

Trenholme asked him why he had come, what his name was, and several such
questions. He raised his voice louder and louder, but he might as well
have talked to the inanimate things about him. This one other human
being who had entered his desolate scene took, it would seem, no
cognisance of him at all. Just as we know that animals in some cases
have senses for sights and sounds which make no impression on human eyes
and ears, and are impervious to what we see and hear, so it seemed to
Trenholme that the man before him had organs of sense dead to the world
about him, but alive to something which he alone could perceive. It
might have been a fantastic idea produced by the strange circumstances,
but it certainly was an idea which leaped into his mind and would not be
reasoned away. He did not feel repulsion for the poor wanderer, or fear
of him; he felt rather a growing attraction--in part curiosity, in part
pity, in part desire for whatever it might be that had brought the look
of joyous expectancy into the aged face. This look had faded now to some
extent. The old man stood still, as one who had lost his way, not
seeking for indications of that which he had lost, but looking right
forwards and upwards, steadily, calmly, as if sure that something would
appear.

Trenholme laid a strong hand upon his arm. "Cameron!" he shouted, to see
if that name would rouse him. The arm that he grasped felt like a rock
for strength and stillness. The name which he shouted more than once did
not seem to enter the ears of the man who had perhaps owned it in the
past. He shook off Trenholme's hand gently without turning towards him.

"Ay," he said. (His voice was strong.) Then he shook his head with a
patient sigh. "Not here," he said, "not here." He spoke as deaf men
speak, unconscious of the key of their own voice. Then he turned
shuffling round the table again, and seemed to be seeking for the door.

"Look here," said Trenholme, "don't go out." Again he put his hand
strongly on his visitor, and again he was quietly brushed aside. The
outside seemed so terribly cold and dark and desolate for this poor old
man to wander in, that Trenholme was sorry he should go. Yet go he did,
opening the door and shutting it behind him.

Trenholme's greatcoat, cap, and snow-shoes were hanging against the
wall. He put them on quickly. When he got out the old man was fumbling
for something outside, and Trenholme experienced a distinct feeling of
surprise when he saw him slip his feet into an old pair of snow-shoes
and go forth on them. The old snow-shoes had only toe-straps and no
other strings, and the feat of walking securely upon seemed almost as
difficult to the young Englishman as walking on the sea of frozen atoms
without them; but still, the fact that the visitor wore them made him
seem more companionable.

Trenholme supposed that the traveller was seeking some dwelling-place,
and that he would naturally turn either up the road to Turrifs or toward
the hills; instead of that, he made again for the birch wood, walking
fast with strong, elastic stride. Trenholme followed him, and they went
across acres of billowy snow.




CHAPTER II.


Why Alec Trenholme followed the old man toward the wood he himself would
have found it a little difficult to tell. If this was really Cameron he
did not wish that he should escape; but, at the same time, he saw no
means of keeping him against his will, unless he went of his own accord
to some place where other men could be called to help. Quite apart,
however, from the question whether the stranger was Cameron or not,
Trenholme felt for him a sort of respect which character alone inspires,
and which character written in a man's appearance has often power to
inspire without a word or action to interpret it further. It was because
of this that curiosity to know where he was going and what for, and a
real solicitude as to what would happen to him, were strong enough to
lead the young man on.

They who have not walked upon snow by starlight do not know, perhaps,
that the chief difficulty of such progress is that there is no shadow;
perhaps they do not even know that at all times the difference between
an upward and a downward slope is revealed to the eye by light and
shade. The snow on which the two men were now walking had been left by
the wind with slight undulations of surface, such as are produced in a
glassy sea by the swing of a gentle under-swell; and Trenholme, not
sensitive as the stranger seemed to be in the points of his snow-shoes,
found himself stepping up when he thought himself stepping down, and the
reverse. At last he stumbled and fell.

It is not a matter of ease to rise from a bed which yields endlessly to
every pressure of arm or knee. Even a sea-bird, that strongest of
flyers, finds it hard to rise from any but its own element; and before
Trenholme had managed to spring up, as it were, from nothing, the man in
front had in some way become aware of his presence for the first time,
and of his fall; he turned and lifted him up with a strong hand. When
Trenholme was walking again the other retained a firm hold of his arm,
looked at him earnestly, and spoke to him. His words expressed a
religious idea which was evidently occupying his whole mind.

"The Lord is coming presently to set up His kingdom," he said. "Are you
ready to meet Him?"

On Alec Trenholme the effect of these words, more unexpected than any
other words could have been, was first and chiefly to convince him that
he was dealing with a witless person. Leaving him again, the speaker had
hurried on in front, making his way still toward the wood. When
Trenholme came up with him the wanderer had evidently found the place
where he had been before, for there was the irregular circular track of
his former wandering upon the snow. Trenholme counted himself a fool to
have been able before to suppose that there was no track because he had
not seen it. But he had hardly time for even this momentary glance at so
small a matter, for the old man was standing with face uplifted to the
stars, and he was praying aloud that the Divine Son of Man would return
to earth and set up His kingdom.

Sometimes there was more light upon the dark scene, sometimes less, for
giant rays of the northern light stalked the sky, passing from it,
coming again, giving light faintly.

Trenholme felt an uncontrollable excitement come over him. His mind was
carried out of himself, not so much to the poor man who was praying, as
to the Divine Man to whom the supplication was addressed; for the voice
of prayer spoke directly from the heart of the speaker to One who he
evidently felt was his friend. The conviction of this other man that he
knew to whom he was speaking caught hold of Alec Trenholme's mind with
mastering force; he had no conviction of his own; he was not at all
sure, as men count certainty, whether there was, or was not, any ear but
his own listening to the other's words; but he did not notice his own
belief or unbelief in the matter, any more than he noticed the air
between him and the stars. The colourlessness of his own mind took on
for the time the colour of the other's.

And the burden of the prayer was this: Our Father, thy kingdom come.
Even so, come, Lord Jesus.

The hardihood of the prayer was astonishing; all tender arguments of
love were used, all reasonable arguments as of friend with friend and
man with man, and its lengthened pathos was such that Trenholme felt
his heart torn for pity within him.

"Look here!" he said at last. (He had been listening he knew not how
long, but the planets in the sky above had moved westward. He took hold
of the old man.) "Look here! He won't come so that you can see Him; but
He's here just the same, you know."

The only result was that the old man ceased speaking aloud, and
continued as if in silent prayer.

It seemed irreverent to interrupt him. Trenholme stood again irresolute,
but he knew that for himself at least it was madness to stand longer
without exercise in the keen night.

"Come, Lord Jesus!" cried the old man again in loud anguish. "Come. The
world is needing only Thee. We are so wicked, so foolish, so weak--we
need Thee. Come!"

Whether or not his companion had the full use of eyes and ears,
Trenholme was emboldened by the memory of the help he had received on
his fall to believe that he could make himself heard and understood. He
shouted as if to one deaf: "The Lord is here. He is with you now, only
you can't see Him. You needn't stay here. I don't know who you are, but
come into my place and get warmed and fed."

"How do you know He is here?" asked the old man, shaking his head
slowly.

"Everybody knows that."

"I can't hear."

"Everybody knows," shouted Trenholme.

"How do you know? What do you know?" asked the other, shaking his head
sorrowfully.

Trenholme would have given much to comfort him. He tried to drag him by
main force in the direction of the house. The old man yielded himself a
few steps, then drew back, asking,

"Why do you say He is here?"

"Because" (Trenholme called out his words in the same high key) "before
He died, and after, He said He would always be with His servants. Don't
you believe what He said?"

Again the old man yielded a few paces, evidently listening and hearing
with difficulty, perhaps indeed only hearing one or two words that
attracted him.

"Did the Lord say it to _you_?" he asked eagerly.

"No."

There was blank disappointment shown instantly. They had come to a
standstill again.

"Do you know him?" The strong old face was peering eagerly into his, as
if it had not been dark. "Have you heard his voice?"

"I don't know," answered Trenholme, half angrily.

Without another word the old man shook him off, and turned once more to
the starry sky above.

"Lord Jesus!" he prayed, "this man has never heard thy voice. They who
have heard Thee know thy voice--they know, O Lord, they know." He
retraced all the steps he had taken with Trenholme and continued in
prayer.

After that, although Trenholme besought and commanded, and tried to draw
him both by gentleness and force, he obtained no further notice. It was
not that he was repulsed, but that he met with absolute neglect. The old
man was rock-like in his physical strength.

Trenholme looked round about, but there was certainly no help to be
obtained. On the one side he saw the birch wood indistinctly; the white
trunks half vanished from sight against the white ground, but the brush
of upper branches hung like the mirage of a forest between heaven and
earth. All round was the wild region of snow. From his own small house
the lamp which he had left on the table shot out a long bright ray
through a chink in the frostwork on the window. It occurred to him that
when he had fetched down the lamp it was probably this ray, sudden and
unexpected in such a place, that had attracted his strange visitor to
his house. Had his poor dazed brain accepted it as some sign of the
glorious appearing for which he waited?

Trenholme looked again at his companion. It mattered nothing to him who
or what he was; he would have done much to still that pleading voice and
pacify him, but since he could not do this, he would go for a little
while out of sight and hearing. He was fast growing numb with the fierce
cold. He would come back and renew his care, but just now he would go
home. He walked fast, and gained his own door with blood that ran less
chill.

He heaped his stove with fresh logs, and set on food to warm, in the
hope that the stranger might eventually partake of it, and then, opening
the stove door to get the full benefit of the blaze, he sat down for a
little while to warm himself. He looked at his watch, as it lay on the
table, with that glance of interest which we cast at a familiar thing
which has lain in the same place while our minds have undergone
commotion and change. Midnight had passed since he went out, and it was
now nearly two o'clock.

Whether it was that the man with whom he had been, possessed that power,
which great actors involuntarily possess, of imposing their own moods on
others, or whether it was that, coming into such strange companionship
after his long loneliness, his sympathies were the more easily awakened,
Trenholme was suffering from a misery of pity; and in pity for another
there weighed a self-pity which was quite new to him. To have seen the
stalwart old man, whose human needs were all so evident to Trenholme's
eyes, but to his own so evidently summed up in that one need which was
the theme of the prayer he was offering in obstinate agony, was an
experience which for the time entirely robbed him of the power of seeing
the elements of life in that proportion to which his mind's eye had
grown accustomed--that is, seeing the things of religion as a shadowy
background for life's important activities.

The blazing logs through the open stove door cast flickering flamelight
upon the young man, who was restlessly warming himself, shifting his
position constantly, as a man must who tries to warm himself too
hastily. A traveller read in ancient lore, coming suddenly on this cabin
amid its leagues of snow, and looking in to see its light and warmth and
the goodly figure of its occupant, might have been tempted to think that
the place had been raised by some magician's wand, and would vanish
again when the spell was past. And to Alec Trenholme, just then, the
station to which he was so habituated, the body which usually seemed the
larger part of himself, might have been no more than a thought or a
dream, so intent was he upon another sort of reality. He was regardless
of it all, even of the heat that, at the same time, scorched him and
made him shiver. He thought of the words that he--he, Alec
Trenholme--had lifted up his voice to say, waking the echoes of the
snow-muffled silence with proclamation of--He tried not to remember what
he had proclaimed, feeling crushed with a new knowledge of his own
falseness; and when perforce the thought came upon him of the invisible
Actor in the night's drama whose presence, whose action, he had been so
strenuously asserting, he was like a man in pain who does not know what
remedy to try; and his mood was tense, he sought only relief. He essayed
one thought and another to reason away the cloud that was upon him; and
then he tried saying his prayers, which of late had fallen somewhat into
disuse. It was only by way of a try to see if it would do any good; and
he did not give himself much time, for he felt that he must go out again
to try to bring in the old man.

Before he had put on his fur cap a second time, however, he heard the
whistle of the engine he had been expecting now for nearly twenty-four
hours. It came like a sudden trumpet-sound from the outside world to
call him back to his ordinary thoughts and deeds. For the first moment
he felt impatient at it; the second he was glad, for there would
certainly be some one with it who could aid him in using force, if
necessary, to bring the old man to spend the remainder of the night
within doors.

Trenholme saw the black and fiery monster come on into his dark and
silent white world. It shook a great plume of flaming smoke above its
snorting head, and by the light of the blazing jewel in its front he saw
that the iron plough it drove before it was casting the snow in misty
fountains to right and left.

When the engine stopped, Trenholme found that there was a small car with
it, containing about twenty men sent to dig out the drifts where snow
sheds had given way. These were chiefly French Canadians of a rather low
type. The engine-driver was a Frenchman too; but there was a brisk
English-speaking man whose business it was to set the disordered
telegraph system to rights. He came into the station-room to test its
condition at this point of the route. As there was a stove in their car,
only a few of the men straggled in after him. At a larger place the
party might have been tempted to tarry, but here they had no thought of
stopping an unnecessary moment. Trenholme had no time to lose, and yet
he hardly knew how to state his case. He sought the Englishman, who was
at the little telegraph table. The engineer and some others lounged
near. He began by recalling the incident of the dead man's
disappearance. Every one connected with the railway in those parts had
heard that story.

"And look here!" said he, "as far as one can judge by description, he
has come back again here to-night." All who could understand were
listening to him now. "See here!" he urged addressing the brisk
telegraph man, "I'm afraid he will freeze to death in the snow. He's
quite alive, you know--alive as you are; but I want help to bring him
in."

The other was attending to his work as well as to Trenholme. "Why can't
he come in?"

"He won't. I think he's gone out of his mind. He'll die if he's left.
It's a matter of life or death, I tell you. He's too strong for me to
manage alone. Someone must come too."

The brisk man looked at the engineer, and the French engineer looked at
him.

"What's he doing out there?"

"He's just out by the wood."

It ended in the two men finding snow-shoes and going with Trenholme
across the snow.

They all three peered through the dimness at the space between them and
the wood, and they saw nothing. They retraced the snow-shoe tracks and
came to the place where the irregular circuit had been made near the end
of the wood. There was no one there. They held up a lantern and flashed
it right and left, they shouted and wandered, searching into the edge of
the wood. The old man was not to be found.

"I dare say," said the telegraph man to Trenholme, "you'd do well to get
into a place where you don't live quite so much alone. 'T'aint good for
you."

The whole search did not take more than twenty minutes. The railway-men
went back at a quick pace. Trenholme went with them, insisting only that
they should look at the track of the stranger's snow-shoes, and admit
that it was not his own track.

The French engineer was sufficiently superstitious to lend a half belief
to the idea that the place was haunted, and that was his reason for
haste. The electrician was only sorry that so much time had been purely
wasted; that was his reason. He was a middle-aged man, spare, quick, and
impatient, but he looked at Alec Trenholme in the light of the engine
lamp, when they came up to it, with some kindly interest.

"I say," he went on again, "don't you go on staying here alone--a
good-looking fellow like you. You don't look to me like a chap to have
fancies if you weren't mewed up alone."

As Trenholme saw the car carried from him, saw the faces and forms of
the men who stood at its door disappear in the darkness, and watched the
red light at its back move slowly on, leaving a lengthening road of
black rails behind it, he felt more mortified at the thought of the
telegraph man's compassion than he cared to own, even to himself.

He went out again, and hunted with a lantern till he found a track
leading far into the wood in the opposite direction from his house.
This, then, was the way the old man had gone. He followed the track for
a mile, but never came within sight or sound of the man who made it.

At last it joined the railway line, and where the snow was rubbed smooth
he could not trace it. Probably the old man had taken off his snow-shoes
here, and his light moccasins had left no mark that could be seen in the
night.




CHAPTER III.


For two nights after that Alec Trenholme kept his lamp lit all night,
placing it in his window so that all the light that could struggle
through the frosted panes should cast an inviting ray into the night. He
did this in the hope that the old man might still be wandering in the
neighbourhood; but it was soon ascertained that this was not the case;
the stranger had been seen by no one else in Turrifs Settlement. Though
it was clear, from reports that came, that he was the same who had
visited other villages and been accepted as the missing Cameron, nothing
more was heard of him, and it seemed that he had gone now off the lines
of regular communication--unless, indeed, he had the power of appearing
and disappearing at will, which was the popular view of his case.
Turrifs Station had become notorious. Trenholme received jeers and gibes
even by telegraph from neighbouring stations. He had given account to no
one of the midnight visit, but inventive curiosity had supplied details
of a truly wonderful nature. It was not on this account that he gave up
his situation on the line, but because a new impulse had seized him, and
he had no particular reason for remaining. He waited till a new
caretaker arrived from the headquarters of the railway, and then set
forth from the station the following morning on foot.

Turrif had been laid up with some complaint for a week or two, and Alec
went to say good-bye to him. The roads had been opened up again. He had
his snow-shoes on his back, and some clothes in a small pack.

Turrif's wife opened the door, and Trenholme disburdened himself and
went and sat by the bed. The little children were about, as usual, in
blue gowns; he had made friends in the house since his first supper
there, so they stood near now, and laughed at him a great deal without
being afraid. In the long large wooden room, the mother and eldest girl
pursued the housework of the morning tranquilly. Turrif lay upon a bed
in one corner. The baby's cradle, a brown box on rockers, was close to
the bed, and when the child stirred the father put out his hand and
rocked it. The child's head was quite covered with the clothes, so that
Trenholme wondered how it could breathe. He sat by the foot of the bed,
and Turrif talked to him in his slow English.

"You are wise to go--a young man and genteel-man like you."

"I know you think I was a fool to take the place, but a man might as
well earn his bread-and-butter while he is looking round the country."

"You have looked round at this bit of country for two months"--with a
shrug of the shoulders. "I should have sought your bright eyes could see
all what sere is to see in two days."

"You'll think me a greater fool when you know where I am going."

"I hope" (Turrif spoke with a shade of greater gravity on his placid
face)--"I hope sat you are going to some city where sere is money to be
made, and where sere is ladies and other genteel-men like you."

"I knew you would think me mad. I'm going to Bates's clearing to cut
down his trees."

"Why?" The word came with a certain authority.

"You would almost be justified in writing to the authorities to lock me
up in an asylum, wouldn't you? But just consider what an awful condition
of loneliness that poor wretch must be in by this time. You think I've
been more alone than's good for me; think of him, shut up with an old
woman in her dotage. He was awfully cut up about this affair of old
Cameron and the girl, and he is losing all his winter's lumbering for
want of a man. Now, there's a fix, if you will, where I say a man is to
be pitied."

"Yes," said Turrif, gravely, "it is sad; but sat is _hees_ trouble."

"Look here: he's not thirty miles away, and you and I know that if he
isn't fit to cut his throat by this time it isn't for want of trouble to
make him, and you say that that state of things ought to be only his own
affair?"

"Eh?"

"Well, I say that you and I, or at least I, have something to do with
it. You know very well I might go round here for miles, and offer a
hundred pounds, and I couldn't get a single man to go and work for
Bates; they're all scared. Well, if they're scared of a ghost, let them
stay away; but _I'm_ not frightened, and I suppose I could learn to chop
down trees as well as any of them. He's offered good wages; I can take
his wages and do his work, and save him from turning into a blethering
idiot."

Probably, in his heat to argue, he had spoken too quickly for the
Frenchman to take in all his words. That his drift was understood and
pondered on was evident from the slow answer.

"It would be good for Monsieur Bates, but poor for you."

"I'm not going to turn my back on this country and leave the fellow in
that pickle. I should feel as if his blood were on my head."

"Since?"

"How since?"

"Since what day did you have his care on you? Last time you came you did
not mean sen to help him." It was true, but so strongly did Trenholme
see his point that he had not realised how new was the present aspect of
the case to him.

"Well," said he, meaning that this was not a matter of importance.

"But why?" said Turrif again.

"Oh, I don't know." Trenholme looked down at his moccasined feet. "I
thought" (he gave a laugh as if he were ashamed) "I'd turn over a new
leaf this year, and do something that's more worth doing. I was well
enough off here so far as looking out for myself was concerned."

Turrif looked at him with kind and serious disapproval.

"And when will you begin to live se life of a _man_?"

"How do you mean--'a man'?"

"When will you make money and get married?"

"Do you think time is all wasted when one isn't making money and getting
married?"

"For a _boy_, no; for a _man_, yes."

Trenholme rose. "Good-bye, and thank you for all your hospitality," said
he. "I'll come back in spring and tell you what I'm going to do next."

He was moving out, when he looked again at the little shrine in the
middle of the wall, the picture of the Virgin, and, below, the little
altar shelf, with its hideous paper roses. He looked back as it caught
his eye, arrested, surprised, by a difference of feeling in him towards
it.

Noticing the direction of Trenholme's glance, the Frenchman crossed
himself.

It was a day of such glory as is only seen amid Northern snowfields.
Alec Trenholme looked up into the sky, and the blue of other skies that
he remembered faded beside it, as the blue of violets fades beside the
blue of gentian flowers. There was no cloud, no hint of vapour; the
sky, as one looked for it, was not there, but it was as if the sight
leaped through the sunlit ether, so clear it was, and saw the dark blue
gulfs of space that were beyond the reach of the sun's lighting. The
earth was not beyond the reach of the sunlight, and in all that wide
white land, in mile after mile of fields, of softened hillock and buried
hollow, there was not a frozen crystal that did not thrill to its centre
with the sunlight and throw it back in a soft glow of myriad rays.

Trenholme retraced his steps on the road from Turrif's door to a point
nearer his old railway-station; then he put on his snow-shoes and set
out for the gap in the hills that led to the Bates and Cameron clearing.
As he mounted the soft snow that was heaped by the roadside and struck
out across the fields, his heart bounded with a sense of power and
freedom, such as a man might have who found means to walk upon the
ocean. Little need had he of map or guide to mark the turning or
crossing of his road; the gap in the hills was clear to his eyes fifteen
miles away; the world was white, and he strode across it. When the earth
is made up of pearl-dust and sunshine, and the air is pure as the air of
heaven, the heart of man loses all sense of effort, and action is as
spontaneous as breath itself. Trenholme was half-way to the hills before
he felt that he had begun his day's journey.

When he got past the unbroken snow of the farm lands and the blueberry
flats, the white surface was broken by the tops of brushwood. He did not
take the line of the straight corduroy road; it was more free and
exciting to make a meandering track wherever the snow lay sheer over a
chain of frozen pools that intersected the thickets. There was no
perceptible heat in the rays the sun poured down, but the light was so
great that where the delicate skeletons of the young trees were massed
together it was a relief to let the eye rest upon them.

That same element of pleasure, relief, was found also in the restful
deadness of the wooded sides of the hills when he came near them. Grey
there was of deciduous trees in the basin of the river, and dull green
of spruce firs that grew up elsewhere. Intense light has the effect of
lack of light, taking colour from the landscape. Even the green of the
fir trees, as they stood in full light on the hill summits, was faded in
comparison with the blue beyond.

This was while he was in the open plain; but when he walked into the
forest, passing into the gap in the hills, all was changed. The snow,
lightly shadowed by the branches overhead, was more quiet to the sight,
and where his path lay near fir trees, the snow, where fell their heavy
shade, looked so dead and cold and grey that it recalled thoughts of
night-time, or of storm, or of other gloomy things; and this thought of
gloom, which the dense shadow brought, had fascination, because it was
such a wondrous contrast to the rest of the happy valley, in which the
sunbeams, now aslant, were giving a golden tinge to the icy facets of
crags, to high-perched circling drifts, to the basin of unbroken snow,
to the brown of maple trunks, and to the rich verdure of the very firs
which cast the shadow.

It was after four o'clock in the afternoon when he stopped his steady
tramp, arrested by the sight of the first living things he had seen--a
flock of birds upon a wild vine that, half snow-covered, hung out the
remnant of its frozen berries in a cleft of the hill. The birds did not
fly at his approach, and, going nearer and nearer on the silent snow, he
at last stopped, taking in greedily the sight of their pretty,
fluttering, life. They were rather large birds, large as the missel
thrush; they had thick curved beaks and were somewhat heavy in form; but
the plumage of the males was like the rose-tint of dawn or evening when
it falls lightly upon some grey cloud. They uttered no note, but, busy
with their feast, fluttered and hopped with soft sound of wings.

In lieu of gun or net, Trenholme broke a branch from a tree beside him,
and climbed nearer to the birds in order to strike one down if
possible. To his surprise, as he advanced deftly with the weapon, the
little creatures only looked at him with bright-eyed interest, and made
no attempt to save themselves. The conviction forced itself upon him
with a certain awe that these birds had never seen a man before. His arm
dropped beside him; something of that feeling which comes to the
explorer when he thinks that he sets his foot where man has never trod
came to him now as he leaned against the snow-bank. The birds, it is
true, had fluttered beyond his arm's length, but they had no thought of
leaving their food. Twice his arm twitched with involuntary impulse to
raise the stick and strike the nearest bird, and twice the impulse
failed him, till he dropped the stick.

The slight crust which usually forms on snow-banks had broken with the
weight of his figure as he leaned against it, and he lay full length
against the soft slope, enjoying rest upon so downy a couch, until the
birds forgot him, and then he put out his hand and grasped the nearest,
hardly more to its own surprise than to his. The bird feigned dead, as
frightened birds will, and when he was cheated into thinking it dead, it
got away, and it was only by a very quick movement that he caught it
again. He put it in a hanging pocket of his coat, and waited till he
could catch a companion to fill the opposite pocket.

Thus weighted, he continued his journey. It gave him the cheerful
feeling that a boy has when choice marbles are in his pocket. Neither
birds nor marbles under such circumstances have absolute use, but then
there is always the pleasant time ahead when it will be suitable to take
them out and look at them. The man did not finger his birds as a boy
might have done his marbles, but he did not forget them, and every now
and then he lifted the flaps of the, baggy pockets to refill them with
air.

He was tramping fast now down the trough of the little valley, under
trees that, though leafless, were thick enough to shut out the
surrounding landscape. The pencils of the evening sunlight, it is true,
found their way all over the rounded snow-ground, but the sunset was
hidden by the branches about him, and nothing but the snow and the tree
trunks was forced upon his eye, except now and then a bit of blue seen
through the branches--a blue that had lost much depth of colour with the
decline of day, and come nearer earth--a pale cold blue that showed
exquisite tenderness of contrast as seen through the dove-coloured grey
of maple boughs.

Where the valley dipped under water and the lake in the midst of the
hills had its shore, Trenholme came out from under the trees. The sun
had set. The plain of the ice and the snowclad hills looked blue with
cold--unutterably cold, and dead as lightless snow looks when the eye
has grown accustomed to see it animated with light. He could not see
where, beneath the snow, the land ended and the ice began; but it
mattered little. He walked out on the white plain scanning the
south-eastern hill-slope for the house toward which he intended to bend
his steps. He was well out on the lake before he saw far enough round
the first cliff to come in sight of the log house and its clearing, and
no sooner did he see it than he heard his approach, although he was yet
so far away, heralded by the barking of a dog. Before he had gone much
farther a man came forth with a dog to meet him.

The two men had seen one another before, in the days when the
neighbourhood had turned out in the fruitless search for Cameron's
daughter and for Cameron himself. At that time a fevered eye and haggard
face had been the signs that Bates was taking his misfortune to heart;
now Trenholme looked, half expecting to see the same tokens developed by
solitude into some demonstration of manner; but this was not the case.
His flesh had certainly wasted, and his eye had the excitement of
expectation in it as he met his visitor; but the man was the same man
still, with the stiff, unexpressive manner which was the expression of
his pride.

Bates spoke of the weather, of the news Trenholme brought from Turrifs
Settlement, of the railway--all briefly, and without warmth of interest;
then he asked why Trenholme had come.

"You haven't been able to get any one yet to fell your trees for you?"

Bates replied in the negative.

"They think the place is dangerous," said the other, as if giving
information, although he knew perfectly that Bates was aware of this. He
had grown a little diffident in stating why he had come.

"Fools they are!" said Bates, ill-temperedly.

Trenholme said that he was willing to do the work Bates had wanted a man
for, at the same wages.

"It's rough work for a gentlemany young man like you."

Trenholme's face twitched with a peculiar smile. "I can handle an axe. I
can learn to fell trees."

"I mean, the living is rough, and all that; and of course" (this was
added with suspicious caution) "it wouldn't be worth my while to pay the
same wages to an inexperienced hand."

Trenholme laughed. This reception was slightly different from what he
had anticipated. He remarked that he might be taken a week on trial, and
to this Bates agreed, not without some further hesitation. Trenholme
inquired after the health of the old aunt of whom he had heard.

"In bodily health," said Bates, "she is well. You may perhaps have heard
that in mind she has failed somewhat."

The man's reserve was his dignity, and it produced its result, although
obvious dignity of appearance and manner was entirely lacking to him.

The toothless, childish old man woman Trenholme encountered when he
entered the house struck him as an odd exaggeration of the report he had
just received. He did not feel at home when he sat down to eat the food
Bates set before him; he perceived that it was chiefly because in a new
country hospitality is considered indispensable to an easy conscience
that he had received any show of welcome.

Yet the lank brown hand that set his mug beside him shook so that some
tea was spilt. Bates was in as dire need of the man he received so
unwillingly as ever man was in need of his fellow-man. It is when the
fetter of solitude has begun to eat into a man's flesh that he begins to
proclaim his indifference to it, and the human mind is never in such
need of companionship as when it shuns companions.

The two spent most of the evening endeavouring to restore to liveliness
the birds that Trenholme had taken from his pockets, and in discussing
them. Bates produced a very old copy of a Halifax newspaper which
contained a sonnet to this bird, in which the local poet addressed it as

   "The Sunset-tinted grosbeak of the north"

Trenholme marvelled at his resources. Such newspapers as he stored up
were kept under the cushion of the old aunt's armchair.

Bates brought out some frozen cranberries for the birds. They made a
rough coop and settled them in it outside, in lee of one of the sheds.
It is extraordinary how much time and trouble people will expend on such
small matters if they just take it into their heads to do it.




CHAPTER IV.


There was no very valuable timber on Bates's land. The romance of the
lumber trade had already passed from this part of the country, but the
farmers still spent their winters in getting out spruce logs, which were
sold at the nearest saw-mills. Bates and Cameron had possessed
themselves of a large portion of the hill on which they had settled,
with a view to making money by the trees in this way--money that was
necessary to the household, frugal as it was, for, so far, all their
gains had been spent in necessary improvements. Theirs had been a
far-seeing policy that would in the end have brought prosperity, had the
years of uninterrupted toil on which they calculated been realised.

It was not until the next day that Trenholme fully understood how
helpless the poor Scotchman really was in his present circumstances. In
the early morning there was the live-stock to attend to, which took him
the more time because he was not in strong health; and when that was
done it seemed that there was much ado in the house before the old woman
would sit down peacefully for the day. He apologised to Trenholme for
his housework by explaining that she was restless and uneasy all day
unless the place was somewhat as she had been accustomed to see it; he
drudged to appease her, and when at last he could follow to the bush,
whither he had sent Trenholme, it transpired that he dared not leave her
more than an hour or two alone, for fear she should do herself a
mischief with the fire. In the bush it was obvious how pitifully small
was the amount of work accomplished. Many trees had been felled before
Cameron's death; but they still had to be lopped and squared, cut into
twelve-foot lengths, dragged by an ox to the log-slide, and passed down
on to the ice of the lake. Part of the work required two labourers; only
a small part of what could be done single-handed had been accomplished;
and Trenholme strongly suspected that moonlight nights had been given to
this, while the old woman slept.

It is well known that no line can be drawn between labour and play; it
is quite as much fun making an ox pull a log down a woodland path as
playing at polo, if one will only admit it, especially when novelty acts
as playmate. Most healthy men find this fascination hidden in labour,
provided it only be undertaken at their own bidding, although few have
the grace to find it when necessity compels to the task. Alec Trenholme
found the new form of labour to which he had bidden himself toilsome and
delightful; like a true son of Adam, he was more conscious of his toil
than of his delight--still both were there; there was physical
inspiration in the light of the snow, the keen still air, and the sweet
smell of the lumber. So he grew more expert, and the days went past,
hardly distinguished from one another, so entire was the unconsciousness
of the slumber between them.

He had not come without some sensation of romance in his
knight-errantry. Bates was the centre, the kernel as it were, of a wild
story that was not yet explained. Turrif had disbelieved the details
Saul had given of Bates's cruelty to Cameron's daughter, and Trenholme
had accepted Turrif's judgment; but in the popular judgment, if
Cameron's rising was not a sufficient proof of Bates's guilt, the
undoubted disappearance of the daughter was. Whatever had been his
fault, rough justice and superstitious fear had imposed on Bates a term
of solitary confinement and penal servitude which so far he had accepted
without explanation or complaint. He still expressed no satisfaction at
Trenholme's arrival that would have been a comment on his own hard case
and a confession of his need. Yet, on the whole, Trenholme's interest in
him would have been heightened rather than decreased by a nearer view of
his monotonous life and his dry reserve, had it not been that the man
was to the last degree contentious and difficult to deal with.

Taking for granted that Trenholme was of gentle extraction, he treated
him with the generosity of pride in the matter of rations; but he
assumed airs of a testy authority which were in exact proportion to his
own feeling of physical and social inferiority. Seen truly, there was a
pathos in this, for it was a weak man's way of trying to be manful but
his new labourer, could not be expected to see it in that light. Then,
too, on all impersonal subjects of conversation which arose, it was the
nature of Bates to contradict and argue; whereas Trenholme, who had
little capacity for reasonable argument, usually dealt with
contradiction as a pot of gunpowder deals with an intruding spark. As
regarded the personal subject of his own misfortune--a subject on which
Trenholme felt he had a certain right to receive confidence--Bates's
demeanour was like an iron mask.

Bates scorned the idea, which Turrif had always held, that Cameron had
never really died; he vowed, as before, that the box he had sent in
Saul's cart had contained nothing but a dead body; he would hear no
description of the old man who, it would seem, had usurped Cameron's
name; he repeated stolidly that Saul had put his charge into some
shallow grave in the forest, and hoaxed Trenholme, with the help of an
accomplice; and he did not scruple to hint that if Trenholme had not
been a coward he would have seized the culprit, and so obviated further
mystery and after difficulties. There was enough truth in this view of
the case to make it very insulting to Trenholme. But Bates did not seem
to cherish anger for that part of his trouble that had been caused by
this defect; rather he showed an annoying indifference to the whole
affair. He had done what he could to bury his late partner decently; he
neither expressed nor appeared to experience further emotion concerning
his fate.

When a man has set himself to anything, he generally sticks to it, for a
time at least; this seemed to be the largest reason that Trenholme had
the first four weeks for remaining where he was. At any rate, he did
remain; and from these unpromising materials, circumstance, as is often
the case, beat, out a rough sort of friendship between the two men. The
fact that Bates was a partial wreck, that the man's nerve and strength
in him were to some extent gone, bred in Trenholme the gallantry of the
strong toward the weak--a gallantry which was kept from rearing into
self-conscious virtue by the superiority of Bates's reasoning powers,
which always gave him a certain amount of real authority. Slowly they
began to be more confidential.

"It's no place for a young man like you to be here," Bates observed with
disfavour.

It was Sunday. The two were sitting in front of the house in the
sunshine, not because the sun was warm, but because it was bright;
dressed, as they were, in many plies of clothes, they did not feel the
cold, in flat, irregular shape the white lake lay beneath their hill. On
the opposite heights the spruce-trees stood up clear and green, as
perfect often in shape as yews that are cut into old-fashioned cones.

"I was told that about the last place I was in, and the place before
too," Trenholme laughed. He did not seem to take his own words much to
heart.

"Well, the station certainly wasn't much of a business," assented Bates;
"and, if it's not rude to ask, where were ye before?"

"Before that--why, I was just going to follow my own trade in a place
where there was a splendid opening for me; but my own brother put a stop
to that. He said it was no fit position for a young man like me. My
brother's a fine fellow," the young man sneered, but not bitterly.

"He ought to be," said Bates, surveying the sample of the family before
him rather with a glance of just criticism than of admiration. "What's
your calling, then?"

Alec pulled his mitts out of his pocket and slapped his moccasins with
them to strike off the melting snow. "What do you think it is, now?"

Bates eyed him with some interest in the challenge. "I don't know," he
said at last. "Why didn't your brother want ye to do it?"

"'Twasn't grand enough. I came out naturally thinking I'd set up near my
brother; but, well, I found he'd grown a very fine gentleman--all honour
to him for it! He's a good fellow." There was no sneer just now.

Bates sat subjecting all he knew of Alec to a process of consideration.
The result was not a guess; it was not in him to hazard anything, even a
guess.

"What does your brother do?"

"Clergyman, and he has a school."

"Where?"

"Chellaston, on the Grand Trunk."

"Never heard of it. Is it a growing place?"

"It's thriving along now. It was just right for my business."

"Did the clergyman think your business was wrong?"

The young man laughed as a man laughs who knows the answer to an amusing
riddle and sees his neighbour's mental floundering. "He admits that it's
an honest and respectable line of life."

"Did ye give in, then?"

"I took a year to think over it. I'm doing that now."

"Thinking?"

"Yes."

"I've not observed ye spending much time in meditation."

The young man looked off across the basin of the frozen lake. What is
more changeful than the blue of the sky? Today the far firmament looked
opaque, an even, light blue, as if it were made of painted china. The
blue of Alec Trenholme's eyes was very much like the sky; sometimes it
was deep and dark, sometimes it was a shadowy grey, sometimes it was
hard and metallic. A woman having to deal with him would probably have
imagined that something of his inward mood was to be read in these
changes; but, indeed, they were owing solely to those causes which
change the face of the sky--degrees of light and the position of that
light. As for Bates, he did not even know that his companion had blue
eyes; he only knew in a general way that he was a strong, good-looking
fellow, whose figure, even under the bulgy shapes of multiplied
garments, managed to give suggestion of that indefinite thing we call
style. He himself felt rather thinner, weaker, more rusty in knowledge
of the world, more shapeless as to apparel, than he would have done had
he sat alone.

After a minute or two he said, "What's your trade?"

Trenholme, sitting there in the clear light, would have blushed as he
answered had his face not been too much weathered to admit of change of
colour. He went through that momentary change of feeling that we connect
with blushes. He had been perfectly conscious that this question was
coming, and perfectly conscious, too, that when he answered it he would
fall in Bates's estimation, that his prestige would be gone. He thought
he did not mind it, but he did.

"Butcher," he said.

"Ye're not in earnest?" said Bates, with animosity.

"Upon my word."

"Ye don't look like that"--with disappointment.

"Look like what?"--fiercely--"What would you have me look like? My
father was as good-looking a man as you'd see in the three kingdoms, and
as good a butcher, too. He got rich, had three shops, and he sent us
boys to the best school he could find. He'd have set me up in any
business I liked; if I chose his it was because--I did choose it."

He was annoyed at Bates's open regret, just as we are constantly more
annoyed at fresh evidence of a spirit we know to be in a man than with
the demonstration of some unexpected fault, because we realise the trait
we have fathomed and see how poor it is.

"How did your brother come to be a minister?"

"He's a _clergyman_ of the Church of England"--with loftiness.

"Well, that's more of a thing than a minister; how did he come by it?"

"He was clever, and father was able to send him to Oxford. He was a good
deal older than I was. I suppose he took to the Church because he
thought it his duty."

"And now that he's out here he wants to sink the shop?"

"Oh, as to that"--coldly--"when he was quite young, in England, he got
in with swells. He's tremendously clever. There were men in England that
thought no end of him."

"Did he lie low about the shop there?"

"I don't know"--shortly--"I was at school then."

Bates, perceiving that his questions were considered vastly offensive,
desisted, but not with that respectfulness of mind that he would have
had had Alec's father been a clergyman as well as his brother. Bates's
feeling in this matter was what it was by inheritance, exactly as was
the shape of his nose or the length of his limbs; it required no
exercise of thought on his part to relegate Alec Trenholme to a place of
less consequence.

Trenholme assuaged his own ill-temper by going to take out his pink and
grey grosbeaks and give them exercise. He was debating in his mind
whether they were suffering from confinement or not--a question which
the deportment of the birds never enabled him to solve completely--when
Bates wandered round beside him again, and betrayed that his mind was
still upon the subject of their conversation.

"Ye know," he began, with the deliberate interest of a Scotchman in an
argument, "I've been thinking on it, and I'm thinking your brother's in
the right of it."

"You do!" The words had thunderous suggestion of rising wrath.

"Well," said the other again, "ye're hard to please; ye were vexed a
while since because ye thought I was criticising him for lying low."

The answer to this consisted in threats thrown out at any man who took
upon himself to criticise his brother.

"And now, when I tell ye I'm thinking he's in the right of it, ye're
vexed again. Now, I'll tell ye: ye don't like to think the Rev. Mr.
Trenholme's in the right, for that puts ye in the wrong; but ye don't
like me to think he's in the wrong, because he's your brother. Well,
it's natural! but just let us discuss the matter. Now, ye'll agree with
me it's a man's duty to rise in the world if he can."

Upon which he was told, in a paraphrase, to mind his own business.




CHAPTER V.


It was a delightful proof of the blessed elasticity of inconsistency in
human lives, a proof also that there was in these two men more of good
than of evil, that that same evening, when the lamp was lit, they
discussed the problem that had been mooted in the afternoon with a fair
amount of good temper. As they sat elbowing the deal table, sheets of
old newspapers under their inspection, Trenholme told his story more
soberly. He told it roughly, emphasising detail, slighting important
matter, as men tell stories who see them too near to get the just
proportion; but out of his words Bates had wit to glean the truth. It
seemed that his father had been a warmhearted man, with something
superior in his mental qualities and acquirements. Having made a
moderate fortune, he had liberally educated his sons. There is nothing
in which families differ more by nature than in the qualities of heart
which bind them together or easily release them from the bonds of
kinship. The members of this small family had that in them which held
them together in spite of the pulling of circumstance; for although the
elder son had come on the stage of manhood ten years before the younger,
although he had had talents that advanced him among scholarly men, and
had been quickly taken from his first curacy to fill a superior position
in a colony, he had never abated an affectionate correspondence with
Alec, and had remained the hero of his young brother's imagination. This
younger son, not having the same literary tastes, and having possibly a
softer heart, gratified his father by going into business with him; but
at that good man's death he had had sufficient enterprise, sufficient
distaste, possibly, for his English position, to sell the business that
was left in his hands, and affection drew him, as a loadstone a magnet,
to his brother's neighbourhood. He brought with him securities of the
small fortune they were to divide between them, and expected nothing but
happiness in the meeting and prosperity in his future career.
Unfortunately, a cause of dispute between the two brothers arose
instantly on Alec's arrival: there was an exceptionally good opening in
Chellaston for one of Alec's calling; the brothers took different views
concerning that calling; they had quarrelled with all the fire of warm
natures, and were parted almost as soon as met.

"And did ye think it would be pleasing to your brother to have a
tradesman of the same name and blood as himself in the same place?"
asked Bates with lack of toleration in his tone.

"That's all very fine!"--scornfully. "You know as well as I do that my
lord and my gentleman come out to this country to do what farm-hands and
cattle-men would hardly be paid to do at home--"

"When they've ruined themselves first, but not till then," Bates put in.

"And besides, old Robert sets up to be a saint. I didn't suppose he'd
look upon things in the _vulgar_ way." This reflection was cast on Bates
as one of a class. "Was I likely to suppose he'd think that to kick
one's heels on an office stool was finer than honest labour, or that my
particular kind of labour had something more objectionable about it than
any other? In old times it was the most honourable office there was.
Look at the priests of the Old Testament! Read Homer!"

"I don't know that I'm understanding ye about Homer."

"Why, hear him tell the way the animals were cut up, and the number of
them--yards and yards of it."

"But in the Bible the animals were used for sacrifice; that's very
different." Bates said this, but felt that a point had been scored
against him in the poetry of Homer; the Old Testament was primeval, but
Homer, in spite of ancient date, seemed to bring with him the authority
of modern culture.

"If they were, the people feasted upon them all the same, and the
office of preparing them was the most honourable. I'm not claiming to be
a priest (I leave that to my respected brother); I claim my right in a
new country, where Adam has to delve again, to be a butcher and a
gentleman." All his words were hot and hasty.

"But ye see," said Bates, "in the towns here, things are beginning to
regulate themselves much in the shape they take in the old country."

"My brother cares more what people think than I do."

"And a verra good thing too; for with the majority there is wisdom," put
in Bates, keen and contentious.

"You think so, do you?"--with sarcasm.

"Ye must remember ye're young yet; your brother has seen more of the
world--"

Now Alec Trenholme had had no intention of telling what, to his mind,
was the worst of his brother's conduct, but here he slapped the table
and burst out angrily:

"And I tell you he believes as I do, but he hasn't pluck to act up to
it. He's not even told one of his fine friends what his brother does; he
says it's for the sake of his school. He's living a lie for his own
pride. He's got himself made master of a college, fine as a fiddle, and
he cares more about that than about his brother. With all his prayers
and his sermons in church every Sunday, he'd let me go to the dogs
rather than live out the truth. He thinks I've gone to the devil now,
because I left him in a rage, and I told him I'd go and learn to spend
my money, and drink, and swear, and gamble as a _gentleman_ should. He
thinks I've done it, and he writes and implores me, by all that's holy,
to forsake evil courses; but never a word like 'Come back and set up
your shop, old fellow, and I'll be your customer.' That's the amount of
his religion."

"It was a hard choice ye put upon him," said Bates, solemnly.

"You think it was? Well!" The young man gave a boisterous laugh.

"For, in the first place, it's not his fault, but your own entirely, if
ye go to the bad."

"I've not gone to the bad; but if I had, if I'd gone straight there, it
would have been his fault."

"'Twould just have been your own. There's just one man that's
responsible for your actions, and that's yourself. If your brother was a
compete blackguard, instead of a good man, that's no excuse for you. God
never put any man into this world and said, 'Be good if some other man
is.'"

"When a man sets up to preach, and then throws away his influence over
his own brother for a little finery opposition, it's more than being a
blackguard. What does a man mean by standing up to preach if he doesn't
mean that he's taking some responsibility for other people?"

"Well, but it wasn't he that threw away his influence over you; it was
you. He never said 'Don't be influenced any more by me.' If ye thought
he was an angel before then, more fool ye were, for no man is an angel.
What business had you to make all the influence of his godly life
condeetion on his doing right, or what you thought right, on a certain
point of opinion?"

"He's living a lie, I tell you."

"I'm not sure but he's right not to have blazoned it. I'm not sure but
I'd have done the same myself."

"Well, as you just remarked, men are not angels. That you would have
done it doesn't prove anything."

Next morning Trenholme, whose half-awaked mind had not yet recurred to
the night's dispute stepped out of the house into a white morning fog,
not uncommon in fierce weather when holes for fishing had been made in
the ice of the lake. The air, seemingly as dry as smoke, but keen and
sweet, was almost opaque, like an atmosphere of white porcelain, if such
might be. The sun, like a scarlet ball, was just appearing; it might
have been near, it might have been far; no prospect was seen to mark the
distance. Trenholme was walking round by the white snow path, hardly
discerning the ox-shed to which he was bound, when he suddenly came
upon the dark figure of Bates, who was pitching hay for his Cattle.
Bates let down his fork and stood in his path.

"For God's sake, Mr. Trenholme," said he, "let your brother know where
you are."

Trenholme started: Bates's figure stood not unlike some gnarled thorn
that might have appeared to take human shape in the mist.

"For God's sake, man, write! If ye only knew what it was to feel the
weight of another soul on ye, and one that ye had a caring for! Ye're
easy angered yourself; ye might as easy anger another, almost without
knowing it; and if he or she was to go ye didn't know where, or perhaps
die, be sure ye would blame yourself without heeding their blame."

Bates's voice was trembling. The solemnity of his mien and the feminine
pronoun he had let slip revealed to Trenholme the direction his thoughts
had taken.

He went on, holding out an arm, as though by the gesture swearing to his
own transgression: "I counted myself a good man, and I'll not say now
but I did more for"--some name died upon his lips--"than one man in a
hundred would have done; but in my folly I angered her, and when I'd
have given my life ten times over--"

This, then, was the sorrow that dogged his life. Trenholme knew, without
more ado, that Bates loved the lost girl, that it was her loss that
outweighed all other misfortune. He felt a great compassion: he said
impatiently:

"There's no use trying to interfere between brothers. You can't see the
thing as I see it. Let's leave it."

"Ay, leave it," cried the other, voice and limb shaking, "and life is
short, and the time to die is every time, and if some accident is to
sweep us away to-night, who's to tell him that your death, and your soul
too, isn't on his head?"

"Bother my soul!" said Alec; and yet there was a certain courtesy
expressed in the gentler tone in which he spoke, and what he thought
was, "How much he must have loved her!"

When the fog had vanished, leaving daylight absolute, this scene of the
morning seemed like a dream, and in the evening, as much from curiosity
to see if he could revive its essence again as from a friendly desire to
relieve the overcharged heart of his comrade, he said:

"Tell me about her, Bates. What was she like?"

Bates responded to the question like a man whose heart is beating
against the walls of his silence as a bird beats upon its cage. He spoke
a few words, hardly noticing that he was telling his memories; then the
mask of his self-bound habit was resumed; then again the dignity of his
sorrow found some expression; and still again he would retire into
dumbness, setting the questioner aside slightingly; and when he had
forgotten that he had drawn back within himself some further revealing
would come from him. It was little that he said in all, but language
that has been fused in the furnace of so strong a sorrow and silence has
little of the dross of common speech--the unmeaning, misleading,
unnecessary elements: his veritable memory and thought and feeling were
painted by his meagre tale.

Was that tale true? John Bates would have thought it a great sin to
deceive himself or another, and yet, such was the power of his love,
blown to white heat by the breath of regret and purified, that when he
spoke of the incidents of Sissy's childhood, of the cleverness she
displayed when he taught her, of her growth until the day in which he
had offended her by speaking of marriage, when he told of her tears, and
prayers, and anger, and of his own despotism, the picture of it all that
arose in Trenholme's imagination was exceedingly different from what
would have been there had he seen the reality. He would not have liked
Cameron's daughter had he seen her, but, seeing her through the medium
of a heart that loved her, all the reverence that is due to womanly
sweetness stirred in him. Cupid may be blind, but to the eyes of
chastened love is given the vision of God.

When it appeared that Bates had said all that he was going to say, Alec
Trenholme sat pondering the problem of this girl's disappearance with
more mental energy than he had before given to it. Knowing the place
now, he knew that what Bates and Saul had averred was true--that there
were but two ways by which any one could leave it while water was
unfrozen, one by the boat, and the other by striking at random across
the hill to the back of the farm--a route that could only lead either to
one of several isolated farms, or, by a forty-mile tramp round by the
nearest river bridge, to the railway. At no farmhouse had she been seen,
and the journey by the bridge was too long to have been accomplished
before the snow storm must have impeded her. It was in attempting this
journey, Bates was convinced, that she had perished. There was, of
course, another possibility that had been mooted at Turrifs Settlement;
but the testimony of Bates and Saul, agreeing in the main points, had
entirely silenced it. Trenholme, thinking of this now, longed to
question more nearly, yet hardly dared.

"Do you think she could have gone mad? People sometimes do go stark mad
suddenly. Because, if so, and if you could be mistaken in thinking you
saw her in the house when you went--"

The Scotchman was looking keenly at him with sharp eyes and haggard
face. "I understand ye," he said, with a sigh of resignation, "the noise
o' the thing has been such that there's no evil men haven't thought of
me, or madness of her. Ye think the living creature ye saw rise from the
coffin was, maybe, the dead man's daughter?"

"I think it was much too big for a woman."

"Oh, as to that, she was a good height." Perhaps, with involuntary
thought of what might have been, he drew himself up to his full stature
as he said, "A grand height for a woman; but as to this idea of yours,
I'll not say ye're insulting her by it, though! that's true too; but
I've had the same notion; and now I'll tell ye something. She was not
mad; she took clothes; she left everything in order. Was that the act of
a maniac? and if she wasn't mad, clean out of her wits, would she have
done such a thing as ye're thinking of?"

"No"--thoughtfully--"I should think not."

"And, furthermore; if she had wished to do it, where is it she could
have laid him? D'ye think I haven't looked the ground over? There's no
place where she could have buried him, and to take him to the lake was
beyond her strength." There was nothing of the everyday irascibility
about his voice; the patience of a great grief was upon him, as he
argued away the gross suspicion.

"That settles it." Trenholme said this willingly enough.

"Yes, it settles it; for if there was a place where the earth was loose
I dug with my own hands down to the very rock, and neither man nor woman
lay under it."

Trenholme was affected; he again renounced his suspicion.

"And now I've told ye that," said Bates, "I'll tell ye something else,
for it's right ye should know that when the spring comes it'll not be in
my power to help ye with the logs--not if we should lose the flood and
have to let 'em lie till next year--for when the snow passes, I must be
on the hills seeking her." (He had put a brown, bony hand to shade his
eyes, and from out its shade he looked.) "There were many to help me
seek her alive; I'll take none wi' me when I go to give her burial."

The other saddened; The weary length and uncertainty of such a search,
and its dismal purpose, came to him.

"You've no assurance that she hasn't drowned herself in the lake here,"
he cried, remonstrating.

"But I have that; and as ye'll be naturally concerned at me leaving the
logs, I'll tell ye what it is, if ye'll give me your word as an honest
man that ye'll not repeat it at any time or place whatsoever."

He looked so like a man seeking courage to confess some secret sin that
Trenholme drew back.

"I'll not _tell_, but--"

Bates took no heed. "My aunt," he began, "had money laid by; she had ten
English sovereigns she liked to keep by her--women often do. There was
no one but me and Sissy knew where it was; and she took them with her.
By that I know she was making for the railway, and--" His voice grew
unsteady as he brought his hand down; there was a look of far-off vision
in his eyes, as though he saw the thing of which he spoke. "Ay, she's
lying now somewhere on the hills, where she would be beaten down by the
snow before she reached a road."

Trenholme was thinking of the sadness of it all, forgetting to wonder
even why he had been told not to repeat this last, when he found Bates
was regarding his silence with angry suspicion.

"It wasn't stealing," he said irritably; "she knew she might have them
if she wanted." It was as though he were giving a shuffling excuse for
some fault of his own and felt its weakness.

The young man, taken by surprise, said mechanically, "Would Miss Bates
have given them to her?" He had fallen into the habit of referring to
the childish old woman with, all due form, for he saw Bates liked it.

"Hoots! What are you saying, man? Would ye have had the lassie leave the
burden on my mind that she'd gone out of her father's house penniless?
'Twas the one kindness she did me to take the gold."




CHAPTER VI.


One evening Alec Trenholme sat down to write to his brother. Bates had
urged him to write, and, after a due interval, of his own accord he
wrote. The urging and the writing had a certain relation of cause and
effect, but the writer did not think so. Also, the letter he wrote was
very different from the document of penitence and recantation that Bates
had advised, and now supposed him to be writing.

He gave a brief account of what he had done before he accepted the post
of station-master at Turrifs Station, and then,

   "I liked it well enough," he wrote, "until one night a queer thing
   happened. As evening came on, a man drove up bringing a coffin
   to be sent by train to the next village for burial. When I was left
   alone with the thing, the man inside got up--he really did, I saw him.
   I shut him in and ran to fetch the carter, but couldn't catch him.
   When I came back, the man had got out and ran into the wood.
   They had lined the box with a white bed-quilt, and we found that
   some miles away in the bush the next day, but we never found the
   man; and the queer thing is that there were two men and a girl who
   seem to have been quite certain he was dead. One of them, a very
   intelligent fellow that I am staying with now, thinks the carter must
   have played some trick on the way; but I hardly believe that myself,
   from the way the carter acted. I think he spoke the truth; he said
   he had been alone on the road all day, and had been scared out of his
   wits by hearing the man turn in the coffin. He seemed well frightened,
   too. Of course, if this is true, the man could not really have
   been dead; but I'm not trying to give an explanation; I'm just telling
   you what occurred. Well, things went on quietly enough for
   another month, and on the last night of the old year the place was
   snowed up--tracks, roads, everything--and at midnight an old man
   came about who answered to the description I had of the dead man,
   clothes and all, for it seems they were burying him in his clothes.
   He was rather deaf, and blind I think, though I'm not sure, and he
   seemed to be wandering in his mind somehow; but he was a fine,
   powerful fellow--reminded me a little of father--and the pathetic
   thing about it was that he had got the idea into his head--"

Here Alec stopped, and, holding the pen idly in his hand, sat lost in
thought. So wistful did he look, so wrapt, that Bates, glancing
furtively at him, thought the letter had raised associations of his home
and childhood, and took himself off to bed, hoping that the letter would
be more brotherly if the writer was left alone. But when Alec put pen to
paper again he only wrote:--

  "Well, I don't know that it matters what he had got into his head;
  it hadn't anything to do with whether he was Cameron (the name of the
  man supposed dead) or not. I could not get a word out of him as to who
  he was or where he came from. I did all I could to get him to come in
  and have food and get warmed; but though I went after him and stood with
  him a long while, I didn't succeed. He was as strong as a giant. It was
  awfully solemn to see an old man like that wandering bareheaded in the
  snow at night, so far from any human being. I was forced to leave him,
  for the engine came clearing the track. I got some men to come after him
  with me, but he was gone, and we never saw him again. I stayed on there
  ten days, trying to hear something of him, and after that I came here to
  try my hand at lumbering. The owner of this place here was terribly cut
  up about the affair. It was he who started the coffin I told you of, and
  he's been left quite alone because this tale frightened men from coming
  to work for him in the winter as usual. I have a very comfortable berth
  here. I think there must have been something curious--a streak of some
  kind--in the dead man's family; his only daughter went off from here in
  a rage a few days after his death, and as the snow came at once, she is
  supposed to have perished in the drifts on the hills. Our logs have to
  be floated down the small river here at the spring flood, and this man,
  Bates, is determined to look for the lost girl at the same time. I'll
  stay and see him through the spring. Very likely I shall look in on you
  in summer."

Alec Trenholme went to bed not a little sleepy, but satisfied that he
had given a clear account of the greater part of what had befallen him.

The next day he tramped as far as the railway to post the letter.

When Principal Trenholme received this letter he was standing in his
library, holding an interview with some of his elder pupils. He had a
pleasant manner with boys; his rule was to make friends with them as
much as possible; and if he was not the darling of their hearts, he was
as dear to them as a pedagogue ever is to a class under his authority.
When he saw Alec's letter, his heart within him leaped with hope and
quailed with fear. It is only a few times during his life that a man
regards a letter in this way, and usually after long suspense on a
subject which looms large in his estimate of things. When he could
disengage himself, he tore it open, and the first question with which
he scanned it concerned Alec only--was he in trouble? had he carried out
his threat of evil-doing? or was it well with him?

Robert Trenholme was not now merely of the stuff of which men of the
world are made. Could we but know it, a man's mind probably bears to his
religion no very different relation from what his body bears; his creed,
opinions, and sentiments are more nearly allied to what St. Paul calls
"the flesh" than they are to the hidden life of the man, with which God
deals. To the inner spring of Robert Trenholme's life God had access, so
that his creed, and the law of temperance in him, had, not perfection,
but vitality; and the same vitality, now permitted, now refused, by
unseen inlets flowed into all he did and was, and his estimate of things
was changed. He, in subtle selfishness, did much, almost all he could,
to check and interrupt the incoming life, although indeed he prayed, and
often supposed his most ardent desire was, to obtain it. Such is the
average man of faith; such was Robert Trenholme--a better thing, truly,
than a mere man, but not outwardly or inwardly so consistent.

The great fear he had when he opened this letter was that he had caused
his brother to stumble; the great hope, that, because of his prayers,
Heaven would grant it should not be so; but when, on the first hasty
glance over the pages, he discovered that Alec was well, and was
apparently amusing himself in a harmless way, that fear and hope
instantly glided into the background; he hardly knew that they had both
been strong, so faded did they look in the light of the commonplace
certainty.

The next question that pressed assumed an air of paramount importance.
He had asked Alec to enter some honourable mercantile profession. He had
pressed this in the first interview, when the hot-tempered young man had
left him in a rage. He had argued the point in subsequent letters; he
had even offered his own share of their inheritance as additional
capital. He felt that he deserved an answer to this offer, and believed
that his happiness depended upon Alec's acceding to the proposed change
of his life-plan. His mind full of this secondary subject, he perused
the sheets of the letter with singular impatience and distaste. Any man
might, in the most favourable circumstances, have been excused for
experiencing impatience at having so wild a tale foisted in brief
confusion upon his credulity; in the mood of his present circumstance
the elder Trenholme refolded the letter, using within himself the
strongest language in his vocabulary.

Robert Trenholme was not a happy man just now. Since he had last seen
Alec a change had come to him which made this matter of the other's
calling of warmer interest than it had been. Then his early love for
Sophia Rexford had been a memory and a far, half-formed hope; now it had
been roused again to be a true, steady flame, an ever-present influence.
His one desire now was to win her affection. He would not be afraid then
to tell her all that there was to tell of himself, and let her love
decide. He did not feel that he should wrong her in this. At present he
had everything to give, she everything to receive, except the possession
of gentle blood, which would apparently be her only dowry. The girl he
could not once have dared to address was now working servantless in her
father's kitchen; he knew that it was no light drudgery; and he could
offer her a comparatively luxurious home, and a name that had attracted
to itself no small honour. He had a nice appreciation for what is called
position, and the belief that their mutual positions had changed was
very sweet to him. All his mind expanded in this thought, as the nerves
of the opium-eater to the influence of his drug; it soothed him when he
was weary; it consoled him when he was vexed; it had come to him as an
unexpected, unsought good, like a blessing direct from heaven.

This was as things now were; but if his brother adhered to his purpose
of establishing himself in his business in the same country, that would
make a difference--a difference that it was hard, perhaps, for a
thoughtful man to put into words, but which was still harder to wipe
away by any sophistry of words. Robert Trenholme may have been wise, or
he may have been foolish, but he estimated this difference as great.
Should Alec persist in this thing, it would, in the first place,
endanger the success of his school, or alter his relation to that
school; in the second, it would make him more unworthy in the eyes of
all Sophia's well-born relatives. While he remained in suspense,
therefore, he was too honourable to seek to entangle her affections by
the small arts that are used for such purposes; for if the worst came,
he felt that he would be too proud to ask her to be his wife, or, if
love should overcome pride, and he should still sue for what he loved
better than life, he must do so before he sought her heart--not after;
he must lay his cause before the tribunal of Sophia's wit before she had
let go her heart--a thing that he, being what he was, had not courage to
do.

He was not "living a lie" (as his brother had said) any more than every
man does who allows his mind to dwell on the truth of what pleases him
more than on disagreeable truth. The fact that he was, by a distant tie
of consanguinity, related to a gentleman of some county position in
England was just as true, and to Trenholme's mind more largely true,
than the fact of his father's occupation. Yet he had never made this a
boast; he had never voluntarily stated the pleasant truth to any one to
whom he had not also told the unpleasant; and where he had kept silence
concerning the latter, he had done so by the advice of good men, and
with excuse concerning his professional influence. Yet, some way, he was
not sufficiently satisfied with all this to have courage to bring it
before Miss Rexford, nor yet was he prepared (and here was his worldly
disadvantage) to sacrifice his conscience to success. He would not ask
his brother to change, except in so far as he could urge that brother's
duty and advantage; he would not say to him, "Do this for my sake"; nor
yet would he say, "Go, then, to the other side of the world"; nor yet,
"You shall be no longer my brother."

Robert Trenholme was bearing a haunted life. The ghost was fantastic
one, truly--that of a butcher's shop; but it was a very real haunting.




CHAPTER VII.


The Rexford family was without a servant. Eliza, the girl they had
brought with them from Quebec, had gone to a situation at the Chellaston
hotel. The proprietor and manager of that large building, having become
lame with rheumatism, had been sorely in need of a lieutenant, or
housekeeper, and had chosen one with that shrewdness which had ever been
his business capital. His choice had fallen on Eliza and she had
accepted the place.

When Robert Trenholme heard of this arrangement he was concerned,
knowing how difficult servants were to procure. He took occasion to
speak to Miss Rexford on the subject, expressing sympathy with her and
strong censure of Eliza.

"Indeed I am not sure but that she has done right," said Sophia.

"You surprise me very much. I thought you made somewhat of a companion
of her."

"I do; and that is why, after hearing what she has to say about it, I
think she has done right. She has abilities, and this is the only
opening in sight in which she can exercise them."

"I should think"--sternly--"that these abilities were better
unexercised."

"That is probably because you haven't the least idea what it is to have
energies and faculties for which you have no scope"--this archly.

"But I should think the risk of learning pert manners--"

"That is the way men always argue about women. I tell you there is no
such risk for an energetic, clever girl as to place her where the rust
of unexercised faculties will eat into her soul. It is just because so
many girls have to undergo this risk, and cannot do it safely, that the
world is so full of women that are captious or morbid or silly. Boys
treated in the same way would turn out as badly."

"But there is scope for all the highest faculties of a woman's nature in
such a household as yours," cried he.

"Since you say so"--politely--"I am bound to believe it."

"No, but really--do you mean to say you don't think so?"

"You have just expressed yourself so positively that I am curious to
know how you came by your knowledge, first, as to Eliza's faculties, and
secondly, as to the scope for them in our house."

"It is unkind of you to laugh at me when I am only a humble enquirer
after truth."

"Having expressed yourself thus modestly--"

"Nay, but I only said what I would have said about any girl in any such
family."

"And you only said it with that simplicity of certainty which every man
would have felt on the same subject."

"I cry a truce; I plead for mercy. Let us have out the traits of Eliza's
character separately, and examine the scope in detail."

"To begin with, she has wonderful foresight; her power to plan the work
of the house so as to get it done as easily as possible often surprises
me. Now, of what use is this faculty in the kingdom of my step-mother,
who always acts on the last impulse, and upsets every one's plans
without even observing them? She has great executive ability, too; but
what use is it when, as soon as she gets interested in the
accomplishment of something, my mother cries, 'Come, Eliza, all work
and no play makes Jack a dull boy; go and romp with the children!' Then,
too, she has plenty of resource; but of what use is that, when the thing
she sees to be best in an emergency is seldom the thing that is done?
The hotel-keeper is more observing than you; he has noticed that Eliza
is no ordinary manager, and offered her high wages."

"You know, of course, what you are talking about," said Trenholme,
feelingly, for he had no doubt that her sympathy with Eliza had arisen
out of the pains of her own experience; "but in your house there is
surely boundless room for humble, loving service; and how much better
this girl would be if she could set aside her cleverness to perform such
service." He did not add, "as you have done," but there was that in his
voice which implied it. He went on: "I do not yet allow that you have
disproved my statement, for I said that where she was she had scope for
her _highest_ faculties."

"I suppose it is admitted that the highest faculty of man is worship,"
remarked Sophia, suggesting that he was not speaking to the point; "but
that is no reason why a boy with a head for figures should be made a
farmer, or that a young woman with special ability should remain a
maid-of-all-work."

"And what of the affections--love for children, and for other women
better than herself? A girl who has such privileges as this girl had
with you has a far better chance of doing well than in a public hotel,
even if that were a safe place for her."

Possibly Sophia thought her companion showed too great sensibility
concerning Eliza's privileges, for she did not take notice of any but
the last part of his sentence.

"It is a safe place for her; for she is able to take care of herself
anywhere, if she chooses; and if she doesn't choose, no place is safe.
Besides, you know, the place is a boarding-house really, rather than an
hotel."

"I am not so surprised at the view _you_ take of it, for you will do
more than any one else to supply her place."

This, Trenholme's feeling prophecy, was quite true. Sophia did do more
of Eliza's work than any one. She spared her younger sisters because she
wanted them to be happy.

In spite of this, however, Sophia was not so much in need of some one's
sympathy as were those younger girls, who had less work to do. A large
element in happiness is the satisfaction of one's craving for romance.
Now, there are three eras of romance in human life. The first is
childhood, when, even if the mind is not filled with fictitious fairy
tales which clothe nature, life is itself a fairy tale, a journey
through an unexplored region, an enterprise full of effort and wonder,
big with hope, an endless expectation, to which trivial realisations
seem large. It was in this era that the younger Rexford children, up to
Winifred, still lived; they built snow-men, half-expecting, when they
finished them in the gloaming, that the thing of their creation would
turn and pursue them; they learned to guide toboggans with a trailing
toe, and half dreamed that their steeds were alive when they felt them
bound and strain, so perfectly did they respond to the rider's will.
Sophia, again, had reached the third epoch of romance, when, at a
certain age, people make the discovery of the wondrous loveliness in the
face of the Lady Duty, and, putting a hand in hers, go onward, thinking
nothing hard because of her beauty. But it is admitted by all that there
is often a stage between these two, when all the romance of life is
summed up in the hackneyed word "love." The pretty girls who were
nicknamed Blue and Red had outgrown childhood, and they saw no
particular charm in work; they were very dull, and scarce knew why,
except that they half envied Eliza, who had gone to the hotel, and who,
it was well known, had a suitor in the person of Mr. Cyril Harkness, the
Philadelphian dentist.

Harkness had set up his consulting room in the hotel, but, for economy's
sake, he lodged himself in the old Harmon house that was just beyond
Captain Rexford's, on the same road. By this arrangement he passed the
latter house twice a day, but he never took any notice of Blue and Red.
They did not wish that he should--oh no, they were above that--but they
felt sure that Eliza was very silly to dislike him as she did,
and--well, between themselves, they found an infinite variety of things
to say concerning him, sayings emphasised by sweet little chuckles of
laughter, and not unfrequently wandering sighs. Sophia, at their age,
had had many suitors, this was the family tradition, and lo, upon their
own barren horizon there was only one pretty young man, and he only to
be looked at, as it were, through the bars of a fence.

One day, when the blue merino frock was flitting about near the red one,
the wearers of both being engaged in shaking up a feather bed, Red
suddenly stopped her occupation in some excitement.

"Oh, Blue!" She paused a moment as if she were experiencing some
interesting sensation; "oh, Blue, I think I've got toothache."

"No!" cried Blue, incredulously, but with hope.

Again over Red's face came the absorbed expression of introspection, and
she carefully indented the outside of her pretty cheek several times
with her forefinger.

"Yes, I'm sure I feel it. But no; there, it's gone again!"

"It's just the very way things have," said Blue, lamenting. "For two
months we've quite wished we had toothache, and there was Tommy the
other night just roaring with it."

"I shouldn't like a _roaring_ toothache," said Red, reflectively.

"Oh, but the worse it was," cried Blue, encouragingly, "the more
necessary it would be--" She stopped and shook her head with a very
roguish and significant glance at her sister.

"Mamma only put a bag of hot salt to Tommy's," said Red, prognosticating
evil.

"But if it were me," cried Blue, with assurance, "I'd not be cured by
bags of hot salt. I would insist upon consulting a dentist."

They both laughed a laugh of joyful plotting.

"It was only the other day," said Red, twisting her little English voice
into the American accent, "that he told Harold he was right down clever
at tinkering a tooth in the most pain_less_ manner."

"Oh, Red, dear Red," begged Blue, "do feel it again, for my sake; it
would be so joyfully funny if mamma would take us to him."

"I'd a little bit rather _you_, had the ache, Blue."

"I'd have it this _instant_ if I could, but"--reproachfully--"it was you
that felt the twinge.".

"Well, I don't mind," said Red, heroically, "as long as my cheek doesn't
swell; I won't go with a swelled face."

"What would it matter? He knows that your face is alike on both sides
_usually_."

"Still, I shouldn't like it," replied Red, with a touch of obstinacy.

Eliza, however, was of a very different mind about this same young man.
She had not taken her new situation with any desire to see more of him;
rather she hoped that by seeing him oftener she should more quickly put
an end to his addresses.

The "Grand Hotel" of Chellaston was, as Miss Rexford had said, a
boarding-house. It had few transient visitors. The only manufacturer of
the village, and his wife, lived in it all the year round; so did one of
the shopkeepers. Several other quiet people lived there all winter; in
summer the prices were raised, and it was filled to overflowing by more
fashionable visitors from the two cities that were within a short
journey. This "hotel" was an enormous wooden house, built in the
simplest fashion, a wide corridor running from front to rear on each
storey, on which the room doors opened. Rooms and corridors were large,
lofty, and well-lighted by large windows. The dining-room,
billiard-room, office, and bar-room, on the ground-floor, together with
the stairs and corridors, were uncarpeted, painted all over a light
slate grey. With the exception of healthy geraniums in most of the
windows, there was little ornament in these ground-floor rooms; but all
was new, clean, and airy. The upper rooms were more heavily furnished,
but were most of them shut up in winter. All the year round the landlord
took in the daily papers; and for that reason his bar-room, large and
always tolerably quiet, was the best public reading-room the village
boasted.

The keeper of this establishment was a rather elderly man, and of late
he had been so crippled by rheumatism that he could walk little and only
on crutches. He was not a dainty man; his coat was generally dusty, his
grey beard had always a grimy appearance of tobacco about it. He spent
the greater part of his day now sitting in a high pivot chair, his
crutches leaning against it.

"You see, miss," he said to Eliza, "I'll tell you what the crying need
for you is in this house at present; it's to step round spry and see
that the girls do their work. It's this way; when I was spry, if I
wasn't in the room, the young people knew that, like as not, I was just
round the corner; they knew I _might_ be there any minute; at present
they know they'll hear my sticks before I see them. It makes all the
difference. What I want of you is to be feet for me, and eyes for me,
and specially in the dining-room. Mrs. Bantry--that dressy lady you saw
in the corridor--Mrs. Bantry told me that this morning they brought her
buckwheat cakes, and _ten minutes after_, the syrup to eat 'em with. How
hot do you suppose they were?"

He finished his speech with the fine sarcasm of this question. He looked
at Eliza keenly. "You're young," he remarked warningly, "but I believe
you're powerful."

And Eliza showed that she was powerful by doing the thing that he
desired of her, in spite of the opposition from the servants which she
at first experienced. She had a share of hand work to do also, which was
not light, but she had high wages, a comfortable room in the top
storey, and the women who were boarding in the house made friends with
her. She would have thought herself very well off had it not been for
her dislike of Harkness, for which one reason certainly was the show he
made of being in love with her.

Harkness had his office on the first floor, and he took dinner at the
hotel. For about a week after Eliza's advent the young dentist and the
young housekeeper measured each other with watchful eyes, a measurement
for which the fact that they crossed each other's path several times a
day gave ample opportunity. Because the woman had the steadier eyes and
the man was the more open-tempered, Eliza gained more insight into
Harkness's character than he did into hers. While he, to use his own
phrase, "couldn't reckon her up the least mite in the world," she
perceived that under his variable and sensitive nature there was a
strong grip of purpose upon all that was for his own interest in a
material way; but having discovered this vein of calculating
selfishness, mixed with much of the purely idle and something that was
really warmhearted, she became only the more suspicious of his
intentions towards herself, and summoned the whole strength of her
nature to oppose him.

She said to him one day, "I'm surprised to hear that you go about
telling other gentlemen that you like me. I wonder that you're not
ashamed."

As she had hitherto been silent, he was surprised at this attack, and at
first he took it as an invitation to come to terms.

"I've a right-down, hearty admiration for you, Miss White. I express it
whenever I get the chance; I'm not ashamed of my admiration."

"But I am," said Eliza, indignantly. "It's very unkind of you."

Harkness looked at her, failing to unravel her meaning.

"There ain't anything a young lady likes better than to have an
admirer. She mayn't always like _him_, but she always likes him to be
admiring of her."

However true this philosophy of the inner secrets of the heart might be,
Eliza did not admit it for a moment. She denounced his behaviour, but it
was clear, as the saying is, that she was speaking over the head of her
audience. The youth evidently received it as a new idea that, when he
had spoken only in her praise, she could seriously object.

"Why now," he burst forth, "if any young lady took to admiring me,
thinking a heap of me and talking about me to her friends, d'ye think
I'd be cut up? I'd be pleased to that extent I'd go about on the broad
grin. I mightn't want to marry just yet; and when I did, I mightn't
_possibly_ take up with her; but I can tell you, as soon as I was
disposed to marry, I'd have a soft side towards her; I'd certainly think
it right to give her the first chance in considering who I'd have. And
that's all I ask of you, Miss White. You won't have anything to do with
me (why, I can't think), but I just give it put that I'm an admirer, and
I hang on, hoping that you'll think better of it."

He was good-natured about it, perfectly open apparently, and at the same
time evidently so confident that his was the sensible view of the matter
that Eliza could only repeat her prohibition less hopefully.

A little later she found that he had quelled a revolt against her
authority that was simmering in the minds of the table-maids. She went
at once to the door that was decorated with the dentist's sign.

It was opened by Harkness in the bowing manner with which he was wont to
open to patients. When he saw Eliza's expression he straightened
himself.

"I want to know what you've been saying to those girls downstairs about
me."

"Well now," said he, a little flustered, "nothing that you'd dislike to
hear."

"Do you think," she went on with calm severity, "that I can't manage my
affairs without your help?"

"By no means." His emphasis implied that he readily perceived which
answer would give least offence. "Same time, if I can make your path
more flowery--fail to see objections to such a course."

"I don't want you to trouble yourself."

"It wasn't the least mite of trouble," he assured her. "Why, those girls
downstairs, whenever I roll my eyes, they just fly to do the thing I
want."

"Do you think that is nice?" asked Eliza.

"Lovely--so convenient!"

"I do not like it."

"It don't follow that whenever they roll their eyes, I do what they
want. Jemima! no. They might roll them, and roll them, and roll them,
right round to the back of their heads; 'twouldn't have an atom of
effect on me."

He waited to see some result from this avowal, but Eliza was looking at
him as coldly as ever.

"In that respect," he added, "there ain't no one that interferes with
your prerogative."

Eliza looked as if he had spoken in a foreign tongue. "I do not
understand," she said, and in this she told a lie, but she told it so
successfully that he really did not know whether she had understood, or
whether it behooved him to speak more plainly.

Before he could make up his mind, she had taken her departure. When she
was gone he stood looking darkly, wishing he knew how to hasten the day
when she should change her aspect to him.




CHAPTER VIII.


When Harkness found that he was always defied by Eliza he grew gloomy,
and was quiet for a time. One day, however, he recovered his former
cheerfulness. He seemed, indeed, to be in high spirits. When he saw his
time, he sought talk with Eliza. He did not now affect to be lively, but
rather wore a manner of marked solemnity.

"Can you read the French language?" he asked.

"No," she answered.

"That's unfortunate, for I'm not a good hand at it myself; but I've
found a bit of news in a French paper here that is real interesting and
important."

He unfurled a crushed copy of a Quebec journal a few days old. "It
says," he began translating, that "there's a man called Cameron, who's
been nicknamed Lazarus Cameron, because he seemed to be dead and came to
life again."

He looked hard at the paper, as if needing a few moments to formulate
further translation.

"Do go on," said Eliza, with manifest impatience.

"Why now, you're _real_ interested, Miss White."

"Anybody would want to know what you're at."

"Well, but, considering it's any one so composed as you, Miss White,
it's real pleasant to see you so keen."

"I'm keen for my work. I haven't time, like you, to stand here all day."

All this time he had been looking at the paper. "What I've read so far,
you see, is what I've told you before as having happened to my knowledge
at a place called Turrifs Station."

"Is that all?"

"No," and he went on translating. "'Whether this man was dead or not, he
is now alive, but partially deaf and blind; and whether he has ever seen
anything of the next world or not, he has now no interest in this one,
but spends his whole time praying or preaching, living on crusts, and
walking great distances in solitary places. He has lately appeared in
the suburbs of this city' (that is Quebec) 'and seems to be a
street-preacher of no ordinary power.'"

Harkness stopped with an air of importance.

"Is that all?" asked Eliza.

He gave her another paper, in English, to read. This contained a longer
and more sensational account of the same tale, and with this difference,
that instead of giving the simple and sentimental view of the French
writer, the English journalist jeered greatly, and also stated that the
nickname Lazarus had been given in derision, and that the man, who was
either mad or an imposter, had been hooted, pelted, and even beaten in
the streets.

"Is that all?" she asked.

"Unless you can tell me any more." He did not say this lightly.

"Is that all?" she asked again, as if his words had been unmeaning.

"Well now, I think that's enough. 'Tisn't every day this poor earth of
ours is favoured by hearing sermons from one as has been t'other side of
dying. I think it would be more worth while to hear him than to go to
church, I do."

"Do you mean to say," she asked, with some asperity, "that you really
believe it?"

"I tell you I saw the first part of it myself, and unless you can give
me a good reason for not believing the second, I'm inclined to swallow
it down whole, Miss Cameron--I beg your pardon, White, I mean. One gets
real confused in names, occasionally."

"Well," said Eliza, composedly, preparing to leave him, "I can't say I
understand it, Mr. Harkness, but I must say it sounds too hard for me to
believe."

He looked after her with intense curiosity in his eyes, and in the next
few days returned to the subject in her presence again and again,
repeating to her all the comments that were made on the story in the
bar-room, but he could not rouse her from an appearance of cheerful
unconcern.

Another item appeared in the papers; the old man called Cameron had been
brought before the magistrates at Quebec for some street disturbance of
which he appeared to have been the innocent cause.

Upon this Cyril Harkness took a whim into his head, which he made known
to all his friends in the place, and then to Eliza--a most extraordinary
whim, for it was nothing less than to go down to Quebec, and take the
street preacher under his own protection.

"I feel as if I had a sort of responsibility," said he, "for I was at
the very beginning of this whole affair, and saw the house where he had
lived, and I got real well acquainted with his partner, who no doubt had
ill-treated him. I saw the place where a daughter of his perished too,
and now he's got so near up here as this, I can't bear to think of that
old man being ill-treated and having no one to look after him. I'm going
right down to Quebec by the Saturday-night train, an' I'll be back
Monday morning if I can persuade the old gentleman to come right here
where I can look after him. I reckon there's room in the Harmon house
for both him and me, an' I reckon, if he's got anything particularly
powerful to say in the way of religion, it won't do this little town any
harm to hear it."

He had said all this to Eliza.

"Don't!" she cried in great surprise, but with determined opposition. "I
shall never think you have any sense again if you do such a foolish and
wicked thing."

"Why now, Miss White, as to losing your good opinion, I didn't know as
I'd been fortunate enough to get it yet; and as to its being wicked, I
don't see how you make _that_ out."

"It's meddling with what you have nothing to do with."

"Well now, what will you give me not to go?" He said these words, as he
said most of his words, in a languid, lingering way, but he turned and
faced her with an abrupt glance.

He and she were standing at the head of the first staircase in the
unfurnished corridor. It was the middle of the afternoon; no one chanced
to be passing. He, light-moving, pretty fellow as he was, leaned on the
wall and glanced at her sharply. She stood erect, massive, not only in
her form, but in the strength of will that she opposed to his, and a red
flush slowly mantled her pale, immobile face.

"I don't know what you want of me," she said. "Money's the thing you
love, and I haven't any money; but whether I had or not, I would give
you _nothing_." She turned at the last word.

Then Harkness, taking the chiding and jeers of all his companions
good-naturedly, and giving them precisely the same excuses that he had
given to Eliza, started for Quebec.

What was more remarkable, he actually brought back the old preacher with
him--brought him, or rather led him, to the Harmon house, for the old
man was seemingly quite passive. This was an accomplished fact when
Eliza and Harkness met again.




CHAPTER IX.


The day after his coming, and the next, for some reason the old stranger
called Cameron remained in the brick house to which Harkness had brought
him. The young man, impatient for novelty, if for nothing else, began to
wonder if he had sunk into some stupor of mind from which he would not
emerge. He had heard of him as a preacher, and as the conceptions of
ordinary minds are made up only of the ideas directly presented to them,
he had a vague notion that this old man continually preached. As it was,
he went to his work at the hotel on the third morning, and still left
his strange guest in the old house, walking about in an empty room,
munching some bread with his keen white teeth, his bright eyes half shut
under their bushy brows.

Harkness came to the hotel disconcerted, and, meeting Eliza near the
dining-room, took off his hat in sullen silence. Several men in the room
called after him as he passed. "How's your dancing bear, Harkness?"
"How's the ghost you're befriending?" "How's your coffin-gentleman?"
There was a laugh that rang loudly in the large, half-empty room.

After Harkness had despatched two morning visitors, however, and was
looking out of his window, as was usual in his idle intervals, he
noticed several errand-boys gazing up the road, and in a minute an
advancing group came within his view, old Cameron walking down the
middle of the street hitting the ground nervously with his staff, and
behind him children of various sizes following rather timidly. Every now
and then the old man emitted some sound--a shout, a word of some sort,
not easily understood. It was this that had attracted the following of
children, and was very quickly attracting the attention of every one in
the street. One or two men, and a woman with a shawl over her head, were
coming down the sidewalks the same way and at about the same pace as the
central group, and Harkness more than suspected that they had diverged
from the proper course of their morning errands out of curiosity. He
took more interest in the scene than seemed consistent with his slight
connection with the principal actor. He made an excited movement toward
his door, and his hand actually trembled as he opened it. Eliza was
usually about the passages at this time of day. He called her name.

She put her head over the upper bannister.

"Come down and see Lazarus Cameron!"

"I'll come in a minute."

He saw through the railing of the bannisters the movement of some linen
she was folding.

"He'll be past in a minute." Harkness's voice betrayed his excitement
more than he desired.

Eliza dropped the linen and came downstairs rather quickly. Harkness
returned to his window; she came up beside him. The inner window was
open, only one pane was between them and the outer air. In yards all
round cocks were crowing, as, on a mild day in the Canadian March, cocks
will crow continually. Light snow of the last downfall lay on the
opposite roofs, and made the hills just seen behind them very white. The
whole winter's piles of snow lay in the ridges between the footpaths and
the road. Had it not been that some few of the buildings were of brick,
and that on one or two of the wooden ones the white paint was worn off,
the wide street would have been a picture painted only in different
tones of white. But the clothes of the people were of dark colour, and
the one vehicle in sight was a blue box-sleigh, drawn by a shaggy pony.

Eliza was conscious of the picture only as one is conscious of
surroundings upon which the eye does not focus. Her sight fastened on
the old man, now almost opposite the hotel. He was of a broad, powerful
frame that had certainly once possessed great strength. Even now he was
strong; he stooped a little, but he held his head erect, and the
well-formed, prominent features of his weather-beaten face showed forth
a tremendous force of some sort; even at that distance the brightness of
his eyes was visible under bushy brows, grey as his hair. His clothes
were of the most ordinary sort, old and faded. His cap was of the
commonest fur; he grasped it now in his hand, going bareheaded. Tapping
the ground with his staff, he walked with nervous haste, looking upward
the while, as blind men often look.

Harkness did not look much out of the window; he was inspecting Eliza's
face: and when she turned to him he gave her a glance that, had she been
a weaker woman, would have been translated into many words--question and
invective; but her silence dominated him. It was a look also that, had
he been a stronger man, he would have kept to himself, for it served no
purpose but to betray that there was some undercurrent of antagonism to
her in his mind.

"You're very queer to-day, Mr. Harkness," she remarked, and with that
she withdrew.

But when the door closed she was not really gone to the young man. He
saw her as clearly with his mind as a moment before he had seen her with
his eyes, and he pondered now the expression on her face when she looked
out of the window. It told him, however, absolutely nothing of the
secret he was trying to wring from her.

There was no square in Chellaston, no part of the long street much
wider than any other or more convenient as a public lounging place.
Here, in front of the hotel, was perhaps the most open spot, and
Harkness hoped the old man would make a stand here and preach; but he
turned aside and went down a small side street, so Harkness, who had no
desire to identify himself too publicly with his strange _protégé_, was
forced to leave to the curiosity of others the observation of his
movements.

The curiosity of people in the street also seemed to abate. The more
respectable class of people are too proud to show interest in the same
way that gaping children show it, and most people in this village
belonged to the more respectable class. Those who had come to doors or
windows on the street retired from them just as Harkness had done; those
out in the street went on their ways, with the exception of two men of
the more demonstrative sort, who went and looked down the alley after
the stranger, and called out jestingly to some one in it.

Then the old man stopped, and, with his face still upturned, as if blind
to everything but pure light, took up his position on one side of the
narrow street. He had only gone some forty paces down it. A policeman,
coming up in front of the hotel, looked on, listening to the jesters.
Then he and they drew a little nearer, the children who had followed
stood round, one man appeared at the other end of the alley. On either
side the houses were high and the windows few, but high up in the hotel
there was a small window that lighted a linen press, and at that small
window, with the door of the closet locked on the inside, Eliza stood
unseen, and looked and listened.

The voice of the preacher was loud, unnatural also in its rising and
falling, the voice of a deaf man who could not hear his own tones. His
words were not what any one expected. This was the sermon he preached:

"In a little while He that shall come will not tarry. Many shall say to
Him in that day, 'Lord, Lord,' and He shall say, 'Depart from me; I
never knew you.'"

His voice, which had become very vehement, suddenly sank, and he was
silent.

"Upon my word, that's queer," said one of the men who stood near the
policeman.

"He's staring mad," said the other man in plain clothes. "He should be
in the asylum."

This second man went away, but the first speaker and the policeman drew
still nearer, and the congregation did not diminish, for the man who
left was replaced by the poor woman with the checked shawl over her head
who had first followed the preacher up the street, and who now appeared
standing listening at a house corner. She was well known in the village
as the wife of a drunkard.

The old man began speaking again in softer voice, but there was the same
odd variety of tones which had exciting effect.

"Why do you defraud your brother? Why do you judge your brother? Why do
you set at nought your brother? Inasmuch as you do it unto the least of
these, you do it to Him."

His voice died away again. His strong face had become illumined, and he
brought down his gaze toward the listeners.

"If any man shall do His will he shall know of the doctrine. He will
know--yes, know--for there is no other knowledge as sure as this."

Then, in such a colloquial way that it almost seemed as if the listeners
themselves had asked the question, he said: "What shall we do that we
may work the works of God?"

And he smiled upon them, and held out his hands as if in blessing, and
lifted up his face again to heaven, and cried, "This is the work of God,
that ye believe on Him Whom He hath sent."

As if under some spell, the few to whom he had spoken stood still, till
the preacher slowly shifted himself and began to walk away by the road
he had come.

Some of the children went after him as before. The poor woman
disappeared behind the house she had been standing against. The
policeman and his companion began to talk, looking the while at the
object of their discussion.

Eliza, in the closet, leaned her head against the pile of linen on an
upper shelf, and was quite still for some time.




CHAPTER X.


Principal Trenholme had been gone from Chellaston a day or two on
business. When he returned one evening, he got into his smart little
sleigh which was in waiting at the railway station, and was driving
himself home, when his attention was arrested and his way blocked by a
crowd in front of the hotel. He did not force a way for his horse, but
drew up, listening and looking. It was a curious picture. The wide
street of snow and the houses were dusky with night, except where light
chanced to glow in doorways and windows. The collection of people was
motley. Above, all the sky seemed brought into insistent notice as a
roof or covering, partly because pale pink streamers of flickering
northern light were passing over it, partly because the leader of the
crowd, an old man, by looking upwards, drew the gaze of all to follow
whither his had gone.

Trenholme heard his loud voice calling: "Behold He shall come again, and
every eye shall look on Him Whom they have pierced. Blessed are those
servants whom their Lord when He cometh shall find watching."

The scene was foreign to life in Chellaston. Trenholme, who had no mind
to stand on the skirts of the crowd, thrust his reins into the hand of
his rustic groom, and went up the broad steps of the hotel, knowing that
he would there have his inquiries most quickly answered.

In the bar-room about thirty men were crowded about the windows, looking
at the preacher, not listening, for the double glass, shut out the
preacher's voice. They were interested, debating loudly among
themselves, and when they saw who was coming up the steps, they said to
each other and the landlord, "Put it to the Principal." There were men
of all sorts in this group, most of them very respectable; but when
Trenholme stood inside the door, his soft hat shading his shaven face,
his fur-lined driving coat lying back from the finer cloth it covered,
he was a very different sort of man from any of them. He did not know
that it was merely by the influence of this difference (of which perhaps
he was less conscious than any of them) that they were provoked to
question him. Hutchins, the landlord, sat at the back of the room on his
high office chair.

"Good evening, Principal," said he. "Glad to see you in the place again,
sir. Have you heard of a place called Turrifs Road Station? 'Tain't on
our map."

Trenholme gave the questioner a severe glance of inquiry. The scene
outside, and his proposed inquiry concerning it, passed from his mind,
for he had no means of divining that this question referred to it. The
place named was known to him only by his brother's letter. The men, he
saw, were in a rough humour, and because of the skeleton in his closet
he jumped to the thought that something had transpired concerning his
brother, something that caused them to jeer. He did not stop to think
what it might be. His moral nature stiffened itself to stand for truth
and his brother at all costs.

"I know the place;" he said.

His words had a stern impressiveness which startled his hearers. They
were only playing idly with the pros and cons of a newspaper tale; but
this man, it would seem, treated the matter very seriously.

Hutchins had no desire to annoy, but he did not know how to desist from
further question, and, supposing that the story of Cameron was known, he
said in a more ingratiating way:

"Well, but, sir, you don't want us to believe the crazy tale of the
station hand there, that he saw the dead walk?"

Again there was that in Trenholme's manner which astonished his
hearers. Had they had the slightest notion they were offending him, they
would have known it was an air of offence, but, not suspecting that,
they could only judge that he thought the subject a solemn one.

"I would have you believe his word, certainly. He is a man of honour."

A facetious man here took his pipe out of his mouth and winked to his
companions. "You've had private information to that effect, I suppose,
Principal."

Very haughtily Trenholme assented.

He had not been in the room more than a few moments when all this had
passed. He was handed a newspaper, which gave still another account of
the remote incident which was now at last ticklings the ears of the
public, and he was told that the man Cameron was supposed to be the
preacher who was now without. He heard what part Harkness had played,
and he saw that his brother's name was not mentioned in the public
print, was apparently not known. He took a little pains to be genial (a
thing he was certainly not in the habit of doing in that room), in order
to dissipate any impression his offended manner might have given, and
went home.

It is not often a man estimates at all correctly the effect of his own
words and looks; he would need to be a trained actor to do this, and,
happily, most men are not their own looking-glasses. Trenholme thought
he had behaved in a surly and stiff manner, and, had the subject been
less unpleasant, he would rather have explained at once where and who
his brother was. This was his remembrance of his call at the hotel, but
the company there saw it differently.

No sooner had he gone than the facetious man launched his saw-like voice
again upon the company. "He had private information on the subject, _he
had_."

"There's one sure thing," said a stout, consequential man; "he believes
the whole thing, the Principal does."

A commercial traveller who was acquainted with the place put in his
remark. "There isn't a man in town that I wouldn't have expected to see
gulled sooner."

To which a thin, religious man, who, before Trenholme entered, had
leaned to the opinion that there were more things in the world than they
could understand, now retorted that it was more likely that the last
speaker was gulled himself. Principal Trenholme, he asserted, wasn't a
man to put his faith in anything without proofs.

Chellaston was not a very gossiping place. For the most part the people
had too much to do, and were too intent upon their own business, to take
much trouble to retail what they chanced to hear; but there are some
things which, as the facetious man observed, the dead in their graves
would gossip about if they could; and one of these themes, according to
him, was that Principal Trenholme believed there had been something
supernatural about the previous life of the old preacher. The story went
about, impressing more particularly the female portion of the community,
but certainly not without influence upon the males also. Portly men, who
a week before would have thought themselves compromised by giving a
serious thought to the narrative, now stood still in the street to get
the chance of hearing the preacher, and felt that in doing so they were
wrapped in all the respectability of the cloth of Trenholme's coats, and
standing firm on the letters of his Oxford degree and upon all the
learning of the New College.

They did not believe the story themselves. No, there was a screw loose
somewhere; but Principal Trenholme had some definite knowledge of the
matter. The old man had been in a trance, a very long trance, to say the
least of it, and had got up a changed creature. Principal Trenholme was
not prepared to scout the idea that he had been nearer to death than
falls to the lot of most living men.

It will be seen that the common sense of the speakers shaped crude
rumour to suit themselves. Had they left it crude, it would have died.
It is upon the nice sense of the probable and possible in talkative men
that mad rumour feeds.

As for Trenholme, he became more or less aware of the report that had
gone out about his private knowledge of old Cameron, but it was less
rather than more. The scholastic life of the college was quite apart
from the life of the village, and in the village those who talked most
about Cameron were the least likely to talk to Trenholme on any subject.
His friends were not those who were concerned with the rumour; but even
when he was taxed with it, the whole truth that he knew was no apparent
contradiction. He wrote to Alec, making further inquiries, but Alec had
retreated again many miles from the post. To be silent and ignore the
matter seemed to be his only course.

Thus it happened that, because Harkness housed him in the hope of
working upon Eliza, and because Trenholme happened to have had a brother
at Turrifs Station, the strange old preacher found a longer resting
place and a more attentive hearing in the village of Chellaston than he
would have been likely to find elsewhere.




CHAPTER XI.


There was in Chellaston a very small and poor congregation of the sect
called Adventists. The sect was founded by one Miller, a native of New
York State, a great preacher and godly man, who, from study of prophecy,
became convinced that the Second Coming of the Lord would take place in
the year 1843. He obtained a large following; and when the time passed
and his expectation was not fulfilled, this body, instead of melting
away, became gradually greater, and developed into a numerous and rather
influential sect. In the year of Miller's prediction, 1843, there had
been among his followers great excitement, awe and expectation; and the
set time passed, and the prediction had no apparent fulfilment, but lay
to every one's sight, like a feeble writing upon the sands of fantasy,
soon effaced by the ever flowing tide of natural law and orderly
progression. Now, that this was the case and that yet this body of
believers did not diminish but increased, did not become demoralised but
grew in moral strength, did not lose faith but continued to cherish a
more ardent hope and daily expectation of the Divine appearing, is no
doubt due to the working of some law which we do not understand, and
which it would therefore be unscientific to pronounce upon.

The congregation of Adventists in Chellaston, however, was not
noticeable for size or influence. Some in the neighbourhood did not even
know that this congregation existed, until it put forth its hand and
took to itself the old preacher who was called Lazarus Cameron. They
understood his language as others did not; they believed that he had
come with a message for them; they often led him into their
meeting-place and into their houses; and he, perhaps merely falling into
the mechanical habit of going where he had been led, appeared in his own
fashion to consort with them.

There, was something weird about the old preacher, although he was
healthy, vigorous, and kindly, clean-looking in body and soul; but the
aspect of any one is in the eye of the beholder. This man, whose mind
was blank except upon one theme, whose senses seemed lost except at rare
times, when awakened perhaps by an effort of his will, or perhaps by an
unbidden wave of psychical sympathy with some one to whom he was drawn
by unseen union, awoke a certain feeling of sensational interest in most
people when they approached him. The public were in the main divided
into two classes in their estimate of him--those who felt the force of
his religion, and argued therefrom that his opinions were to be
respected; and those who believed that his mind was insane, and argued
therefrom that his religion was either a fancy or a farce. At first
there was a great deal of talk about whether he should be put in a
madhouse or not; some called Harkness a philanthropist, and others
called him a meddling fellow. Soon, very soon, there was less talk:
that which is everybody's business is nobody's business. Harkness
continued to befriend him in the matter of food and lodging; the old man
grew to be at home in the Harmon house and its neglected surroundings.
When the will to do so seized him, he went into the village and lifted
up his voice, and preached the exactions of the love of the Son of God,
proclaiming that He would come again, and that quickly.

The winter days had grown very long; the sun had passed the vernal
equinox, and yet it looked upon unbroken snowfields. Then, about the
middle of April, the snow passed quickly away in blazing sunshine, in a
thousand rivulets, in a flooded river. The roads were heavy with mud,
but the earth was left green, the bud of spring having been nurtured
beneath the kindly shelter of the snow.




CHAPTER XII.


Now came the most lovely moment of the year. All the trees were putting
forth new leaves, leaves so young, so tiny as yet, that one could see
the fowls of the air when they lodged in the branches--no small
privilege, for now the orange oriole, and the bluebird, and the
primrose-coloured finch, were here, there, and everywhere; and more
rarely the scarlet tanager. A few days before and they had not come; a
few days more and larger leaves would hide them perfectly. Just at this
time, too, along the roadsides, big hawthorn shrubs and wild plum were
in blossom, and in the sheltered fields the mossy sod was pied with
white and purple violets, whose flowerets so outstripped their
half-grown leaves that blue and milky ways were seen in woodland glades.

With the sense of freedom that comes with the thus sudden advent of the
young summer, Winifred Rexford strayed out of the house one morning.
She did not mean to go, and when she went through the front gate she
only meant to go as far as the first wild plum-tree, to see if the white
bloom was turning purple yet, as Principal Trenholme had told her it
would. When she got to the first plum-tree she went on to the second.
Winifred wore a grey cotton dress; it was short, not yet to her ankles,
and her broad hat shaded her from the sun. When she reached the second
group of plum-trees she saw a scarlet tanager sitting on a telegraph
pole--for along the margin of the road, standing among uncut grass and
flowers and trees, tall barkless stumps were set, holding the wires on
high. Perhaps they were ugly things, but a tree whose surface is uncut
is turned on Nature's lathe; at any rate, to the child the poles were
merely a part of the Canadian road, and the scarlet tanager showed its
plumage to advantage as it sat on the bare wood. There was no turning
back then; even Sophia would have neglected her morning task to see a
tanager! She crept up under it, and the bird, like a streak of red
flame, shot forth from the pole, to a group of young pine trees further
on.

So Winifred strayed up the road about a quarter of a mile, till she came
to the gate of the Harmon garden. The old house, always half concealed,
was quickly being entirely hidden by the massive Curtains the young
leaves were so busily weaving. The tanager turned in here, as what bird
would not when it spied a tract of ground where Nature was riotously
decking a bower with the products of all the roots and seeds of a
deserted garden! There was many a gap in the weather-beaten fence where
the child might have followed, but she dare not, for she was in great
awe of the place, because the preacher who was said to have died and
come to life again lived there. She only stood and looked through the
fence, and the tanager--having flitted near the house--soared and
settled among the feathery boughs of a proud acacia tree; she had to
look across half an acre of bushes to see him, and then he was so high
and so far that it seemed (as when looking at the stars) she did not
see him, but only the ray of scarlet light that travelled from him
through an atmosphere of leaflets. It was very trying, for any one knows
that it is _something_ to be able to say that you have come to close
quarters with a scarlet tanager.

Winifred, stooping and looking through the fence, soon heard the college
bell jangle; she knew that it was nine o'clock, and boys and masters
were being ingathered for morning work. The college buildings in their
bare enclosure stood on the other side of the road. Winifred would have
been too shy to pass the playground while the boys were out, but now
that every soul connected with the place would be indoors, she thought
she might go round the sides of the Harmon garden and see the red bird
much nearer from a place she thought of.

This place was nothing but a humble, disused, and untidy burying-ground,
that occupied the next lot in the narrow strip of land that here for a
mile divided road and river. Winifred ran over the road between the
Harmon garden and the college fence, and, climbing the log fence, stood
among the quiet gravestones that chronicled the past generations of
Chellaston. Here grass and wild flowers grew apace, and close by ran the
rippling river reflecting the violet sky above. A cemetery, every one
knows, is a place where any one may walk or sit as long as he likes, but
Winifred was surprised to find Principal Trenholme's housekeeper there
before her; and moreover, this staid, sad woman was in the very place
Winifred was going to, for she was looking through the fence that
enclosed the Harmon garden.

"Good morning, Mrs. Martha," said Winifred politely, concealing her
surprise.

"I've been milking," said the sad woman, glancing slightly at a pail of
foaming milk that she had set for greater security between two
grave-heaps.

Winifred came and took her place beside the housekeeper, and they both
looked through the paling of the Harmon property.

The tanager was still on the acacia, from this nearer point looking like
a great scarlet blossom of some cactus, so intense was the colour; but
Winifred was distracted from her interest in the bird by seeing the old
house more plainly than she had ever seen it before. It stood, a large
substantial dwelling, built not without the variety of outline which
custom has given to modern villas, but with all its doors and windows on
this side fastened by wooden shutters, that, with one or two exceptions,
were nailed up with crossbeams and overgrown with cobwebs. Winifred
surveyed it with an interested glance.

"Did you come to see him?" whispered the housekeeper.

Winifred's eye reverted to the tanager of which, on the whole, her mind
was more full. "Yes"--she whispered the word for fear of startling it.

"I should think yer ma would want you in of a morning, or Miss Sophia
would be learning you yer lessons. When I was your age--But"--sadly--"it
stands to reason yer ma, having so many, and the servant gone, and the
cows comin' in so fast these days one after t'other, that they can't
learn you much of anything reg'lar."

Winifred acquiesced politely. She was quite conscious of the
shortcomings in the system of home education as it was being applied to
her in those days; no critic so keen in these matters as the pupil of
fourteen!

"Well now, it's a pity," said the housekeeper, sincerely, "and they do
say yer ma does deplorable bad cooking, and yer sisters that's older
than you aren't great hands at learning." The housekeeper sat down on a
grave near the paling, as if too discouraged at the picture she had
drawn to have energy to stand longer.

Winifred looked at the tanager, at the housekeeper, and round her at the
happy morning. This sad-eyed, angular woman always seemed to her more
like a creature out of a solemn story, or out of a stained-glass window,
than an ordinary person whose comments could be offensive. They had
talked together before, and each in her own way took a serious interest
in the other.

"Sister Sophia has learned to cook very nicely," said the child, but not
cheerfully. It never seemed to her quite polite to be cheerful when she
was talking to Mrs. Martha.

"Yes, child; but she can't do everything"--with a sigh--"she's put upon
dreadful as it is." Then in a minute, "What made you think of coming
here after him?"

"I think it's so wonderful." The child's eyes enlarged as she peered
through the fence again at the scarlet bird.

"Lolly, child! I'm glad to hear you say that," said Mrs. Martha,
strongly. "He's far above and beyond--he's a very holy man."

Winifred perceived now that she was talking of old Cameron, and she
thought it more polite not to explain that she had misunderstood.
Indeed, all other interests in her mind became submerged in wonder
concerning the old man as thus presented.

"He's mad, isn't he?"

"No, he isn't."

"I knew he was very good, but couldn't he be good and mad too?"

"No," said Mrs. Martha; and the serious assertion had all the more
effect because it stood alone, unpropped by a single reason.

"When I've milked the Principal's special cow I often come here of a
morning, and sometimes I see the saint walking under the trees. I don't
mind telling you, child, for you've a head older than yer years, but you
mustn't speak of it again. I'd not like folks to know."

"I won't tell," whispered Winifred, eagerly. She felt inexpressibly
honoured by the confidence. "Do you think he'll come out now?" Awe and
excited interest, not unmingled with fear, were taking possession of
her. She crouched down beside the solemn woman, and looked through at
the house and all its closed windows. The hedge was alive with birds
that hopped and piped unnoticed, even the scarlet bird was forgotten.

"Mrs. Martha," she whispered, "I heard papa say Cameron believed that
our Saviour was soon coming back again, and only those people would go
with Him who were watching and waiting. Mr. Trenholme said every one was
mad who thought that."

"There's a sight of people will tell you you're mad if you're only
fervent."

The child did not know precisely what "fervent" meant, but she began to
doubt Trenholme's positive knowledge on the subject. "Do you believe the
end of the world's coming so soon?"

"Lor, child! what do I know but the world might go on a good bit after
that? I can't tell from my Bible whether the Lord will take us who are
looking for Him up to His glory for a while, or whether He'll appoint us
a time of further trial while He's conquering the earth; but I do know
it wouldn't matter much which, after we'd heard Him speak to each of us
by name and seen His face." The sad woman looked positively happy while
she spoke.

"Oh, Mrs. Martha, are _you_ watching like that? But how can you all the
time--you must sleep and work, you know?"

"Yes, child; but the heart can watch; and He knows we must sleep and
work; and for that reason I'm not so sure but, if we're faithful, He
might in mercy give us a word beforehand to let us know when to be
expecting more particularly. I don't know, you know, child; I'm only
saying what might be."

"But what makes you think so, Mrs. Martha?"

Winifred was quick-witted enough to perceive something withheld.

"There's things that it's not right for any one to know but those as
will reverence them."

"Oh, I will, I will," said Winifred, clasping her hands.

"As I understand it, Mr. Cameron's had no assurance yet."

Winifred did not ask what this meant. She felt that she was listening
to words that, if mysterious, were to be pondered in silence.

"You know the poor thing whose husband is always tipsy--drunken Job they
call him--that you've seen listening to Mr. Cameron?--and that weakly
Mr. McNider, with the little boy?"

"Yes," assented Winifred.

"He told them," whispered the housekeeper, "that when he was agonising
in prayer it came into his mind to _wait until August this year_. He
hasn't any assurance what it may have meant; but that may come later,
and p'r'aps the days may be told him; and he's awaiting, and we're
awaiting too. There, that's all I have to tell, child, and I must be
going."

She gathered her lean figure up from the hillock, and took up her pail.

As for the girl Winifred, a terrible feeling of fear had come over her.
All the bright world of sun and flowers seemed suddenly overshadowed by
the lowering cloud of an awful possibility. She would no more have
allowed herself to be left alone in that sunny corner of the glad spring
morning than she would have remained alone where visible danger beset
her. Her face bathed in the sudden tears that came so easily to her
girlish eyes, she sprang like a fawn after her companion and grasped her
skirt as she followed.

"How you take on!" sighed the woman, turning. "Do you mean to say you
ain't, glad?"

"I'm frightened," gasped the girl.

"And you been confirmed this spring! What did it mean to you if you
ain't glad there's ever such a little chance of perhaps seeing Him
before the year's out."

They both climbed the fence, handing over the milk-pail between them.
When they had got on to the road and must part, the housekeeper spoke.

"I tell you what it is, Winifred Rexford; we've not one of us much to
bring Him in the way of service. If there's one thing more than another
I'm fond of it's to have my kitchen places to myself, but I've often
thought I ought to ask yer ma to send one of you over every day to learn
from me how a house ought to be kept and dinner cooked. Ye'd learn more
watching me in a month, you know, than ye'd learn with yer ma a fussin'
round in six years. Don't tell yer ma it's a trial to me, but just ask
her if she'll send you over for an hour or two every morning."

"Thank you," said Winifred, reluctantly. "Do you think I _ought_ to
come?"

"Well, I'd want to be a bit more use to my ma if I was you."

"It's very kind of you," acknowledged Winifred; "but--but--Mrs. Martha,
if it was true about this--_this August,_ you know--what would be the
use of learning?"

"Child," said the woman, and if her voice was sad it was also vehement,
"them as are mad in religion are them as thinks doing the duty of each
day for _His_ sake ain't enough without seeing where's the _use_ of
doing what He puts to our hand."

"Mrs. Martha," besought Winifred, timidly, "I--don't like cooking; but
do you think if I did this I should perhaps get to be glad to think--be
glad to think our Saviour might be coming again so soon?"

"To love Him is of His grace, and you must get it direct from Him; but
it's wonderful how doing the best we can puts heart into our prayers."

The scarlet tanager rose and flew from tree to tree like a darting
flame, but Winifred had forgotten him.




CHAPTER XIII.


Midsummer came with its culmination of heat and verdure; and a great
epoch it was in the Chellaston year, for it brought the annual influx of
fashionable life from Quebec and Montreal. To tell the plain truth, this
influx only consisted of one or two families who had chosen this as a
place in which to build summer residences, and some hundred other people
who, singly or in parties, took rooms in the hotel for the hot season;
but it made a vast difference in the appearance of the quiet place to
have several smart phaetons, and one carriage and pair, parading its
roads, and to have its main street enlivened by the sight of the gay
crowd on the hotel verandahs.

"Now," said Miss Bennett, calling upon Miss Rexford, "there will be a
few people to talk to, and we shall see a little life. These people are
really a very good sort; you'll begin to have some enjoyment."

The Rexfords had indeed been advertised more than once of the advantage
that would accrue to them from the coming of the town-folks, and this
chiefly by Trenholme himself.

"The place will seem far different," he had said, "when you have passed
one of our summers. We really have some delightful pleasure parties here
in summer." And another time he had said, "When Mrs. Brown and her
daughters come to their house on the hill I want you to know them. They
are such true-hearted people. All our visitors are genuine Canadians,
not immigrants as we and our neighbours are; and yet, do you know, they
are so nice you would _hardly_ know them from English people. Oh, they
add to our social life very much when they come!"

He had said so many things of this sort, ostensibly to Mrs. Rexford,
really to Sophia, who was usually a party to his calls on her mother,
that he had inspired in them some of his own pleasurable anticipation.
It was not until the summer visitors were come that they realised how
great was the contrast between their own bare manner of living and the
easy-going expenditure of these people, who were supposed to be such
choice acquaintances for them. Everything is relative. They had not been
mortified by any comparison of their own circumstances and those of
Chellaston families, because, on one account and another, there had
always appeared to be something to equalise the difference. Either their
neighbours, if better off, had not long ago begun as meagrely, or else
they lacked those advantages of culture or social standing which the
Rexfords could boast. Such are the half conscious refuges of our
egotism. But with the introduction of this new element it was different.
Not that they drew any definite comparison between themselves and their
new neighbours--for things that are different cannot be compared, and
the difference on all points was great; but part of Trenholme's prophecy
took place; the life in that pleasant land did appear more and more
desirable as they witnessed the keen enjoyment that these people, who
were not workers, took in it--only (Trenholme and Miss Bennett seemed to
have overlooked this) the leisure and means for such enjoyment were not
theirs.

"Oh, mamma," said Blue and Red, "we saw the Miss Browns driving on the
road, and they had such pretty silver-grey frocks, with feathers in
their hats to match. We wish we could have feathers to match our
frocks."

And later Sophia, seeking her step-mother, found her in her own room,
privately weeping. The rare sight rent her heart.

"If I am their mother" (she began her explanation hurriedly, wiping her
tears) "I can say truthfully they're as pretty a pair of girls as may be
seen on a summer day. You had your turn, Sophia; it's very noble of you
to give up so much for us now, but it can't be said that you didn't have
your turn of gaiety."

Now Blue and Red were not in need of frocks, for before they left
England their mother had stocked their boxes as though she was never to
see a draper's shop again. But then, she had been in a severely
utilitarian mood, and when she cut out the garments it had not occurred
to her that Fashion would ever come across the fields of a Canadian
farm.

Sophia rallied her on this mistake now, but resolutely abstracted
certain moneys from the family purse and purchased for the girls white
frocks. She did not omit blue and red ribbons to distinguish between the
frocks and between the wearers. Trenholme had remarked of the girls
lately that neither would know which was herself and which the other if
the badge of colour were removed, and Sophia had fallen into the way of
thinking a good deal of all he said. She was busy weighing him in the
scales of her approval and disapproval, and the scales, she hardly knew
why, continued to balance with annoying nicety.

For the making up of the frocks, she was obliged to apply for advice to
Eliza, who was the only patron of dressmakers with whom she was
intimate.

"I think, on the whole, she is satisfactory," said Eliza of one whom she
had employed. "She made the dress I have on, for instance; it fits
pretty well, you see."

Sophia did not resent this. Eliza had had a rocket-like career of
success in the hotel which pleased and amused her; but she felt that to
forgive the Brown family for having a carriage and pair required
large-mindedness while her father's carriage still stood in the
unfurnished drawing-room, and even Mrs. Rexford had given up hopes of
finding horses to draw it.

Very soon after, their annual arrival, Mr. and Mrs. Brown and their two
daughters came kindly to call on the new English family. Principal
Trenholme found time to run over by appointment and introduce his
friends. The visitors were evidently generous-minded, wholesome sort of
people, with no high development of the critical faculty, travelled,
well-read, merry, and kind. Sophia confessed to herself after the first
interview that, had it not been for their faulty degree of wealth and
prosperity, she would have liked them very much. Mrs. Bennett, whose
uncle had been an admiral, considered them desirable friends for her
daughter, and this was another reason why, out of pure contrariness,
Sophia found liking difficult; but she determined for Trenholme's sake
to try--a good resolution which lasted until she had taken Blue and Red
to return the call, but no longer.

"And Miss Rexford," said good Mrs. Brown, "we hear you have had the
privilege of knowing Principal Trenholme for a long time before he came
out here. He is a very _good_ man; for so comparatively young a man, and
one, as you might say, with so many worldly advantages, I think it is
perhaps remarkable that he is so spiritually-minded. I count it a
blessing that we have the opportunity of attending his church during the
summer months." Simple sense and perfect sincerity were written on every
line of Mrs. Brown's motherly face.

"He really is very good," said one of the daughters. "Do you know, Miss
Rexford, we have a friend who has a son at the college. He really went
to the college a _very_ naughty boy, no one could manage him; and he's
so changed--such a nice fellow, and doing so well. His mother says she
could thank Principal Trenholme on her knees, if it was only the
conventional thing to do."

"He is a most devoted Christian," added Mrs. Brown, using the religious
terms to which she was accustomed, "and I believe he makes it a matter
of prayer that no young man should leave his college without deepened
religious life. I believe in prayer as a power; don't you, Miss
Rexford?"

"Yes," replied Sophia, tersely. She did not feel at that moment as if
she wanted to discuss the point.

"And then he's so jolly," put in the youngest Miss Brown, who was a
hearty girl. "That's the sort of religion for me, the kind that can
rollick--of course I mean _out of church_," she added naïvely.

Blue and Red sat shyly upon their chairs and listened to this discourse.
It might have been Greek for all the interest they took in it.

As for Sophia, it could not be said to lack interest for her--it was
very plain, she thought, why Robert Trenholme thought so highly of the
Browns.

There was a youth belonging to this family who was a year or two older
than Blue and Red. His mother, sent for him to come into the room, and
introduced him to them. He was a nice youth, but precocious; he said to
them:

"I suppose you think Chellaston is a very pretty place, but I'll tell
you what our natural beauties lack as yet. It is such a literature as
you have in England, which has done so much to endear the wildflowers
and birds and all natural objects there to the heart of the people. Our
Canadian flora and fauna are at present unsung, and therefore, to a
large extent, unobserved by the people, for I think the chief use of the
poet is to interpret nature to the people--don't you?"

Blue ventured "yes," and Red lisped in confusion, "Do you think so,
really?" but as for any opinion on the subject they had none. Sophia,
fearing that her sisters would be cast aside as hopeless dunces, was
obliged to turn partially from the praise that was being lavished on
Trenholme to make some pithy remark upon the uses of the poet.

Sophia, although half conscious of her own unreasonableness, decided now
that the Browns might go one way and she another; but she was indebted
to this visit for a clue in analysing the impression Trenholme made upon
her. His new friends had called him noble; she knew now that when she
knew him ten years before he had seemed to her a more noble character.

In the next few weeks she observed that in every picnic, every pleasure
party, by land or water, Principal Trenholme was the most honoured
guest, and, indeed, the most acceptable cavalier. His holidays had come,
and he was enjoying them in spite of much work that he still exacted
from himself. She wondered at the manner in which he seemed to enjoy
them, and excused herself from participation. It was her own doing that
she stayed at home, yet, perversely, she felt neglected. She hardly knew
whether it was low spite or a heaven-born solicitude that made her feel
bitter regret at the degeneracy she began to think she saw in him.

In due time there came a pleasure party of which Trenholme was to be the
host. It was to take place in a lovely bit of wilderness ground by the
river side, at the hour of sunset and moonrise, in order that, if the
usual brilliancy attended these phenomena, the softest glories of light
might be part of the entertainment. Music was also promised. Principal
Trenholme came himself to solicit the attendance of the Miss Rexfords;
but Sophia, promising for Blue and Red, pleaded lack of time for
herself. "And I wish your scheme success," cried she, "but I need not
wish you pleasure since, as on all such occasions, you will 'sit
attentive to your own applause.'"

She felt a little vexed that he did not seem hurt by her quotation, but
only laughed. She did not know that, although the adulation he received
was sweet to him, it was only sweet that summer because he thought it
must enhance his value in her eyes. Some one tells of a lover who gained
his point by putting an extra lace on his servants' liveries; and the
savage sticks his cap with feathers: but these artifices do not always
succeed.




CHAPTER XIV.


Up the road, about a mile beyond the college and the Harmon house, there
was a wilderness of ferns and sumac trees, ending in a stately pine
grove that marked the place where road and river met. Thither Blue and
Red were sent on the evening of Trenholme's picnic. They were dressed in
their new frocks, and had been started at the time all the picnic-goers
were passing up the road. They walked alone, but they were consigned to
Mrs. Bennett's care at the place of assembly. Several carriages full of
guests passed them.

"I'm growing more shy every moment," said Blue.

"So am I," sighed Red.

Young girls will make haunting fears for themselves out of many things,
and these two were beset with a not unnatural fear of young men who
would talk to them about flora and fauna. Sophia had told them that they
looked like ninnies when they appeared not to know what people meant,
and they could not endure the thought.

Sighed Blue at last, "Do you think it would be dreadfully wicked not to
go?"

All the guests had passed them by this time, for they had loitered
sadly. It was not that they were not proud of their clothes; they were
as proud as peacocks, and minced along; but then it was enough just to
wear one's fine clothes and imagine that they might meet somebody who
would admire them.

"Oh, Blue," said Red suddenly, withholding her steps, "suppose we didn't
go, and were to walk back just a little later, don't you think we might
meet--?" There was no name, but a sympathetic understanding. It was
Harkness of whom they thought.

"I'm sure he's a great deal better looking than young Mr. Brown, and I
think it's unkind to mind the way he talks. Since Winifred had her teeth
done, I think we might just bow a little, if we met him on the road."

"I think it would be naughty," said Red, reflectively, "but nice--much
nicer than a grown-up picnic."

"Let's do it," said Blue. "We're awfully good generally; that ought to
make up."

The sunset cloud was still rosy, and the calm bright moon was riding up
the heavens when these two naughty little maidens, who had waited out of
sight of the picnic ground, judged it might be the right time to be
walking slowly home again.

"I feel convinced he won't come," said Blue, "just because we should so
much like to pass him in these frocks."

Now an evil conscience often is the rod of its own chastisement; but in
this instance there was another factor in the case, nothing less than a
little company of half tipsy men, who came along from the town,
peacefully enough, but staggering visibly and talking loud, and the
girls caught sight of them when they had come a long way from the
pleasure party and were not yet very near any house. The possibility of
passing in safety did not enter their panic-stricken minds. They no
sooner spied the men than they stepped back within the temporary shelter
of a curve in the road, speechless with terror. They heard the voices
and steps coming nearer. They looked back the long road they had come,
and perceived that down its length they could not fly. It was in this
moment of despair that a brilliant idea was born in the mind of Red. She
turned to the low open fence of the little cemetery.

"Come, we can pretend to be tombs," she cried, and whirled Blue over the
fence. They climbed and ran like a streak of light, and before the
drunkards were passing the place, the girls were well back among marble
gravestones.

Some artistic instinct warned them that two such queer monuments ought
to be widely apart to escape notice. So, in the gathering dimness, each
knelt stock still, without even the comfort of the other's proximity to
help her through the long, long, awful minutes while the roisterous
company were passing by. The men proceeded slowly; happily they had no
interest in inspecting the gravestones of the little cemetery; but had
they been gazing over the fence with eager eyes, and had their designs
been nothing short of murderous upon any monument they chanced to find
alive, the hearts of the two erring maidens could not have beat with
more intense alarm. Fear wrought in them that sort of repentance which
fear is capable of working. "Oh, we're very, very naughty; we ought to
have gone to the picnic when Sophia was so good as to buy us new
frocks," they whispered in their hearts; and the moon looked down upon
them benevolently.

The stuff of their repentance was soon to be tested, for the voice of
Harkness was heard from over the Harmon fence.

"Oh, Glorianna! there was never such sculptures. Only want wings. Hats
instead of wings is a little curious even for a funeral monument."

The two girls stood huddled together now in hasty consultation. "We
didn't mean to be sculptures," spoke up Red, defending her brilliant
idea almost before she was aware. "There's nothing but stand-up slabs
here; we thought we'd look something like them."

"We were so frightened at the men," said Blue. They approached the fence
as they spoke.

"Those men wouldn't have done you one mite of harm," said the dentist,
looking down from a height of superior knowledge, "and if they had, I'd
have come and made a clearance double quick."

They did not believe his first assertion, and doubted his ability to
have thus routed the enemy, but Blue instinctively replied, "You see, we
didn't know you were here, or _of course_ we shouldn't have been
frightened."

"Beautiful evening, isn't it?" remarked the dentist.

"Yes, but I think perhaps,"--Red spoke doubtfully--"we ought to be going
home now."

She was a little mortified to find that he saw the full force of the
suggestion.

"Yes, I suppose your mother'll be looking for you."

They both explained, merely to set him right, that this would not be the
case, as they had started to Principal Trenholme's picnic.

He asked, with great curiosity, why they were not there, and they
explained as well as they could, adding, in a little burst of
semi-confidence, "It's rather more fun to talk to you across a fence
than sit up and be grand in company."

He smiled at them good-naturedly.

"Say," said he, "if your mother let you stay out, 'twas because you were
going to be at the Trenholme party. You're not getting benefit of clergy
here, you know."

"We're going;"--loftily--"we're only waiting to be sure there's no more
drunken people."

"I was just about to remark that I'd do myself the pleasure of escorting
you."

At this they whispered together. Then, aloud--"Thank you very much, but
we're not afraid; we're often out as late in papa's fields. We're
afraid mamma wouldn't like it if you came with us."

"Wouldn't she now?" said Harkness. "Why not? Is she stuck up?"

Blue felt that a certain romance was involved in acknowledging her
parents' antipathy and her own regret.

"Rather," she faltered. "Papa and mamma are rather proud, I'm afraid."
It was a bold flight of speech; it quite took Red's breath away. "And
so,"--Blue sighed as she went on--"I'm afraid we mustn't talk to you any
more; we're very sorry. We--I'm sure--we think you are very nice."

Her feeling tone drew from him a perfectly sincere reply, "So I am; I'm
really a very nice young man. My mother brought me up real well." He
added benevolently, "If you're scared of the road, come right through my
place here, and I'll set you on your own farm double quick."

It was with pleasurable fear that the girls got through the fence with
his help. They whispered to each other their self-excuses, saying that
mamma would like them to be in their own fields as quickly as possible.

The moonlight was now gloriously bright. The shrubs of the old garden,
in full verdure, were mysteriously beautiful in the light. The old house
could be clearly seen. Harkness led them across a narrow open space in
front of it, that had once been a gravel drive, but was now almost green
with weeds and grasses. On the other side the bushes grew, as it seemed,
in great heaps, with here and there an opening, moonlit, mysterious. As
they passed quickly before the house, the girls involuntarily shied like
young horses to the further side of Harkness, their eyes glancing
eagerly for signs of the old man. In a minute they saw the door in an
opening niche at the corner of the house; on its steps sat the old
preacher, his grey hair shining, his bronzed face bathed in moonlight.
He sat peaceful and quiet, his hands clasped. Harkness next led them
through, a dark overgrown walk, and, true to his promise, brought them
at once to the other fence. He seemed to use the old paling as a gate
whenever the fancy took him. He pulled away two of the rotten soft wood
pales and helped the girls gallantly on to their father's property.

"Charmed, I'm sure, to be of use, ladies!" cried he, and he made his
bow.

On the other side of their own fence, knee-deep in dry uncut grass, they
stood together a few paces from the gap he had made, and proffered their
earnest thanks.

"Say," said Harkness, abruptly, "d'you often see Miss White up to your
house?"

"Eliza, do you mean?" said they, with just a slight intonation to
signify that they did not look upon her as a "Miss." Their further
answer represented the exact extent of their knowledge in the matter.
"She didn't come much for a good while, but last week she came to tea.
It is arranged for mamma to ask her to tea once in a while, and we're
all to try and be nice to her, because--well, our sister says, now that
people pay her attentions, she ought to have a place where she can come
to, where she can feel she has friends."

"How d'ye mean--'pay her attentions'?"

"That was what we heard sister Sophia say," they replied, pursing up
their little lips. They knew perfectly well what the phrase meant, but
they were not going to confess it. The arts of those who are on the
whole artless are very pretty.

"Say, d'ye think Miss White's got the least bit of a heart about her
anywheres?"

"We don't know exactly what you mean"--with dignity--"but one of the
ladies who boards at the hotel told mamma that Eliza _always_ behaves
_admirably_'; that's part of the reason we're having her to tea."

"Did she, though? If having about as much feeling as this fence has is
such fine behaviour--!" He stopped, apparently not knowing exactly how
to end his sentence.

The girls began to recede. The grass grew so thin and dry that they did
little harm by passing through it. It sprang up in front of their feet
as they moved backwards in their white dresses. All colour had passed
from the earth. The ripple of the river and the cry of the
whip-poor-will rose amid the murmur of the night insects.

"Do you sometimes come down here of an evening?" asked the young man.
"At sunset it's real pleasant."

"Sometimes," answered Blue. Her soft voice only just reached him.




CHAPTER XV.


So the days wore on till August. One morning Cyril Harkness lay in wait
for Eliza. It was early; none of the boarders at the hotel were down
yet. Eliza, who was always about in very good time, found him in the
corridor on the first floor. He did not often attempt to speak to her
now.

"Say," said he, gloomily, "come into my office. I've something to tell."

The gloom of his appearance, so unusual to him, gave her a presage of
misfortune. She followed him into the room of dental appliances.

He told her to sit down, and she did so. She sat on a stiff sofa against
the wall. He stood with one elbow on the back of the adjustable chair.
Behind him hung a green rep curtain, which screened a table at which he
did mechanical work. They were a handsome pair. The summer morning
filled the room with light, and revealed no flaw in their young
comeliness.

"Look here! It's January, February, March"--he went on enumerating the
months till he came to August--"that I've been hanging on here for no
other earthly reason than to inspire in you the admiration for me that
rises in me for you quite spontaneous."

"Is that all you have to say?"

"Isn't that enough--eight months out of a young man's life?"

"It's not enough to make me waste my time at this hour in the morning."

"Well, it's _not_ all, but it's what I'm going to say first; so you'll
have to listen to it for my good before you listen to the other for your
own. I've done all I could, Miss White, to win your affection."

He paused, looking at her, but she did not even look at him. She did
appear frightened, and, perceiving this, he took a tone more gentle and
pliant.

"I can't think why you won't keep company with me. I'm a real lovable
young man, if you'd only look at the thing fairly."

He had plenty of humour in him, but he did not seem to perceive the
humour of acting as showman to himself. He was evidently sincere.

"Why, now, one of my most lovable qualities is just that when I do
attach myself I find it awful hard to pull loose again. Now, that's just
what you don't like in me; but if you come to think of it, it's a real
nice characteristic. And then, again, I'm not cranky; I'm real amiable;
and you can't find a much nicer looking fellow than me. You'll be sorry,
you may believe, if you don't cast a more favourable eye toward me."

She did not reply, so he continued urging. "If it's because you're stuck
up, it must have been those poor English Rexfords put it into your head,
for you couldn't have had such ideas before you came here. Now, if
that's the barrier between us, I can tell you it needn't stand, for I
could have one of those two pretty young ladies of theirs quick as not.
If I said 'Come, my dear, let's go off by train and get married, and ask
your father's blessing after,' she'd come."

"How dare you tell me such a falsehood!" Eliza rose magnificently.

"Oh," said he, "I meet them occasionally."

She looked at him in utter disdain. She did not believe him; it was only
a ruse to attract her.

"How do you know," she asked fiercely, "what ideas I could have had or
not before I went to the Rexfords?"

"That's a part of what I was going to say next"--she sat down
again--"but I don't _want_ to hurt you, mind. I'd make it real easy for
you if you'd let me cherish you."

"What have you to say?"

"Just this--that it'll all have to come out some time; you know to what
I allude."

She did not look as if she knew.

"Upon my word!" he ejaculated admiringly, "you do beat all."

"Well, what are you talking of?" she asked.

"In this world or the next, all you've done will be made public, you
know," he replied, not without tone of menace. "But what I want to speak
about now is Father Cameron. I've got him here, and I've never regretted
the bread and shelter I give him, for he's a real nice old gentleman;
but I can't help him going to people's houses and putting ideas into
their heads--no more than the wind, I can't keep him. He's crazed, poor
old gentleman, that's what he is."

"You ought never to have brought him here."

"_You'd_ rather he'd been stoned in Quebec streets?" He looked at her
steadily. "It's because they all more than half believe that he got his
ideas when dead, and then came to life again, that he gets into harm. If
it wasn't for that tale against him he'd not have been hurt in Quebec,
and he'd not be believed by the folks here."

"I thought you believed that too."

He gave her a peculiar smile. "If you was to say right out now in public
that you knew he wasn't the man they take him for, but only a poor
maniac who don't know who he is himself, you'd put an end to the most
part of his influence."

"What do I know about it?" she asked scornfully; but, in haste to
divert him from an answer, she went on, "I don't see that he does any
harm, any way. You say yourself he's as good as can be."

"So he is, poor gentleman; but he's mad, and getting madder. I don't
know exactly what's brewing, but I tell you this, there's going to be
trouble of some sort before long."

"What sort?"

"Well, for one thing, drunken Job is calling out in the rum-hole that
he'll kill his wife if he finds her up to any more religious nonsense;
and she is up to something of that sort, and he's quite able to do it,
too. I heard him beating her the other night."

Eliza shuddered.

"I'm a kind-hearted fellow, Miss White," he went on, with feeling in his
voice. "I can't bear to feel that there's something hanging over the
heads of people like her--more than one of them perhaps--and that
they're being led astray when they might be walking straight on after
their daily avocations."

"But what can they be going to do?" she asked incredulously, but with
curious anxiety.

"Blest if I know! but I've heard that old man a-praying about what he
called 'the coming of the Lord,' and talking about having visions of
'the day and the month,' till I've gone a'most distracted, for otherwise
he does pray so beautiful it reminds me of my mother. He's talking of
'those poor sheep in the wilderness,' and 'leading them' to something.
He's mad, and there's a dozen of them ready to do any mad thing he
says."

"You ought to go and tell the ministers--tell the men of the town."

"Not I--nice fool I'd look! What in this world have I to accuse him of,
except what I've heard him praying about? I've done myself harm enough
by having him here."

"What do you want me to do then?"

"Whatever you like; I've told you the truth. There was a carter at
Turrifs drunk himself to death because of this unfortunate Mr. Cameron's
rising again--that's one murder; and there'll be another."

With that he turned on his heel and left her in his own room. He only
turned once to look in at the door again. "If _you're_ in any trouble,
I'm real soft-hearted, Eliza; I'll be real good to you, though you've
been crusty to me."

If she was in trouble then, she did not show it to him.




CHAPTER XVI.


Nothing contributes more frequently to indecision of character in the
larger concerns of existence than a life overcrowded with effort and
performance. Had Robert Trenholme not been living at too great a pace,
his will, naturally energetic, would not, during that spring and summer,
have halted as it did between his love for Sophia Rexford and his shame
concerning his brother's trade. With the end of June his school had
closed for the summer, but at that time the congregation at his little
church greatly increased; then, too, he had repairs in the college to
superintend, certain articles to write for a Church journal, interesting
pupils to correspond with--in a word, his energy, which sometimes by
necessity and sometimes by ambition had become regulated to too quick a
pace, would not now allow him to take leisure when it offered, or even
to perceive the opportunity. His mind, habituated to unrest, was
perpetually suggesting to him things needing to be done, and he always
saw a mirage of leisure in front of him, and went on the faster in order
to come up to it. By this mirage he constantly vowed to himself that
when the opportunity came he would take time to think out some things
which had grown indistinct to him. At present the discomfort and sorrow
of not feeling at liberty to make love to the woman he loved was some
excuse for avoiding thought, and he found distraction in hard work and
social engagements. With regard to Sophia he stayed his mind on the
belief that if he dared not woo she was not being wooed, either by any
man who was his rival, or by those luxuries and tranquillities of life
which nowadays often lure young women to prefer single blessedness.

In the meantime he felt he had done what he could by writing again and
again, and even telegraphing, to Turrifs Station. It is a great relief
to the modern mind to telegraph when impatient; but when there is
nothing at the other end of the wire but an operator who is under no
official obligation to deliver the message at an address many miles
distant, the action has only the utility already mentioned--the relief
it gives to the mind of the sender. The third week in August came, and
yet he had heard nothing more from Alec. Still, Alec had said he would
come in summer, and if the promise was kept he could not now be long,
and Robert clung to the hope that he would return with ambitions toward
some higher sphere of life, and in a better mind concerning the
advisability of not being too loquacious about his former trade.

In this hope he took opportunity one day about this time, when calling
on Mrs. Rexford, to mention that Alec was probably coming. He desired,
he said, to have the pleasure of introducing him to her.

"He is very true and simple-heaped," said the elder brother; "and from
the photograph you have seen, you will know he is a sturdy lad." He
spoke with a certain air of depression, which Sophia judged to relate to
wild oats she supposed this Alec to be sowing. "He was always his dear
father's favourite boy," added Trenholme, with a quite involuntary sigh.

"A Benjamin!" cried Mrs. Rexford, but, with that quickness of mind
natural to her, she did not pause an instant over the thought.

"Well, really, Principal Trenholme, it'll be a comfort to you to have
him under your own eye. I often say to my husband that that must be our
comfort now--that the children are all under our eye; and, indeed, with
but one sitting-room furnished, and so little outing except in our own
fields, it couldn't well be otherwise. It's an advantage in a way."

"A doubtful advantage in some ways," said Sophia; but the little
children were now heard crying, so she ran from the room.

"Ah, Principal Trenholme," cried the little step-mother, shaking her
head (she was sewing most vigorously the while), "if my children will
but profit by _her_ example! But, indeed, I reproach myself that she is
here at all, although she came against my desire. Sophia is not involved
in our--I might say poverty, Principal Trenholme." (It was the
first-time the word had crossed her lips, although she always conversed
freely to him.) "When I see the farm producing so little in comparison,
I may say, in confidence, _poverty_; but Sophia has sufficient income of
her own." "I did not know that," said Trenholme, sincerely. "She came
with us, for we couldn't think of taking any of it for the house
expenses if she was away; and, as it's not large, it's the more
sacrifice she makes. But Sophia--Sophia might have been a very rich
woman if she'd married the man she was engaged to. Mr. Monekton was only
too anxious to settle everything upon her."

Trenholme had positively started at these words. He did not hear the
next remark. The eight years just passed of Sophia's life were quite
unknown to him, and this was a revelation. He began to hear the talk
again.

"My husband said the jointure was quite remarkable. And then the
carriages and gowns he would have given! You should have seen the jewels
she had! And poor Mr. Monekton--it was one month off the day the wedding
was fixed, for when she broke it off. Suddenly she would have none of
it."

Trying to piece together these staccato jottings by what he knew of the
character of his love, Trenholme's mind was sore with curiosity about it
all, especially with regard to the character of Mr. Monckton.

"Perhaps"--he spoke politely, as if excusing the fickleness of the
absent woman--"perhaps some fresh knowledge concerning the gentleman
reached Miss Rexford."

"For many a year we had known all that was to be known about Mr.
Monckton," declared the mother, vigorously. "Sophia changed her mind. It
was four years ago, but she might be Mrs. Monckton in a month if she'd
say the word. He has never been consoled; her father has just received a
letter from him to-day begging him to renew the subject with her; but
when Sophia changes once she's not likely to alter again. There's not
one in a thousand to equal her."

Trenholme agreed perfectly with the conclusion, even if he did not see
that it was proved by the premises. He went away with his mind much
agitated and filled with new anxieties. The fact that she had once
consented to marry another seemed to him to make it more probable that
she might do so again. He had allowed himself to assume that since the
time when he had seen her as a young girl, the admired of all, Sophia
had drifted entirely out of that sort of relation to society; but now,
by this sudden alarm, she seemed to be again elevated on some pinnacle
of social success beyond his reach. It struck him, too, as discouraging
that he should be able to know so little about a girl he had loved in a
vague way so long, and now for a time so ardently, and who had dwelt for
months at his very door. He blamed the conventionalities of society that
made it impossible for him to ask her the thousand and one questions he
fain would ask, that refused him permission to ask any until he was
prepared to make that offer which involved the explanation from which he
shrank so much that he would fain know precisely what degree of evil he
must ask her to face before he asked at all. He told himself that he
shrank not so much on account of his own dislike, as on account of the
difficulty in which his offer and explanation must place her if she
loved him; for if she was not bound strongly by the prejudices of her
class, all those she cared for certainly were. On the other hand, if she
did not love him, then, indeed, he had reason to shrink from an
interview that would be the taking away of all his hope. Who would not
wrestle hard with hope and fear before facing such an alternative?
Certainly not a man of Trenholme's stamp.

It is a mistake to suppose that decision and fearlessness are always the
attributes of strength. Angels will hover in the equipoise of indecision
while clowns will make up their minds. Many a fool will rush in to woo
and win a woman, who makes her after-life miserable by inconsiderate
dealings with incongruous circumstance, in that very unbending temper of
mind through which he wins at first. Trenholme did not love the less,
either as lover or brother, because he shrank, as from the galling of an
old wound, when the family trade was touched upon. He was not a weaker
man because he was capable of this long suffering. That nature has the
chance to be the strongest whose sensibilities have the power to draw
nourishment of pain and pleasure from every influence; and if such soul
prove weak by swerving aside because of certain pains, because of
stooping from the upright posture to gain certain pleasures, it still
may not be weaker than the more limited soul who knows not such
temptations. If Trenholme had swerved from the straight path, if he had
stooped from the height which nature had given him, the result of his
fault had been such array of reasons and excuses that he did not now
know that he was in fault, but only had hateful suspicion of it when he
was brought to the pass of explaining himself to his lady-love. The
murmurs of an undecided conscience seldom take the form of definite
self-accusation. They did not now; and Trenholme's suspicion that he was
in the wrong only obtruded itself in the irritating perception that his
trouble had a ludicrous side. It would have been easier for him to have
gone to Sophia with confession of some family crime or tragedy than to
say to her, "My father was, my brother is, a butcher; and I have allowed
this fact to remain untold!" It was not that he did not intend to prove
to her that his silence on this subject was simply wise; he still
writhed under the knowledge that such confession, if it did not evoke
her loving sympathy, might evoke her merriment.

That afternoon, however, he made a resolution to speak to Sophia before
another twenty-four hours had passed--a resolution which was truly
natural in its inconsistency; for, after having waited for months to
hear Alec's purpose, he to-day decided to act without reference to him.
At the thought of the renewed solicitation of another lover, his own
love and manliness triumphed over everything else. He would tell her
fully and frankly all that had made him hesitate so long, and of his
long admiration for her, and how dearly he now loved her. He would not
urge her; he would, leave the choice to her. This resolution was not
made by any impulsive yielding to a storm of feeling, nor in the calm of
determined meditation; he simply made up his mind in the course of that
afternoon's occupation.




CHAPTER XVII.


Trenholme went from Mrs. Rexford's door that same day to pay some visits
of duty in the village. The afternoon was warm, and exquisitely bright
with the sort of dazzling brightness that sometimes presages rain. On
his return he met a certain good man who was the Presbyterian minister
of the place. The Scotch church had a larger following in Chellaston
than the English. The clergyman and the minister were friends of a sort,
a friendship which was cultivated on chance occasions as much from the
desire to exercise and display large-mindedness as from the drawings of
personal sympathy. The meeting this afternoon led to their walking out
of the village together; and when the Scotchman had strolled as far as
the college gate, Trenholme, out of courtesy and interest in the
conversation, walked a mile further up the road with him.

Very beautiful was the road on that bright summer day. They heard the
ripple of the river faintly where it was separated from them by the
Harmon garden and the old cemetery. Further on, the sound of the water
came nearer, for there was only the wilderness of half overgrown pasture
and sumac trees between them and it. Then, where the river curved, they
came by its bank, road and river-side meeting in a grove of majestic
pines. The ground here was soft and fragrant with the pine needles of
half a century; the blue water curled with shadowed wave against matted
roots; the swaying firmament was of lofty branches, and the summer wind
touched into harmony a million tiny harps. Minds that were not choked
with their own activities would surely here have received impressions of
beauty; but these two men were engaged in important conversation, and
they only gave impassive heed to a scene to which they were well
accustomed.

They were talking about improvements and additions which Trenholme hoped
to get made to the college buildings in the course of a few years. The
future of the college was a subject in which he could always become
absorbed, and it was one sufficiently identified with the best interests
of the country to secure the attention of his listener. In this land,
where no church is established, there is so little bitterness existing
between different religious bodies, that the fact that the college was
under Episcopal management made no difference to the Presbyterian's
goodwill towards it. He sent his own boys to school there, admired
Trenholme's enthusiastic devotion to his work, and believed as firmly as
the Principal himself that the school would become a great university.
It was important to Trenholme that this man--that any man of influence,
should believe in him, in his college, and in the great future of both.
The prosperity of his work depended so greatly upon the good opinion of
all, that he had grown into the habit of considering hours well spent
that, like this one, were given to bringing another into sympathy with
himself in the matter of the next projected improvement. It was thus
that he had advanced his work step by step since he came to Chellaston;
if the method sometimes struck his inner self as a little sordid, the
work was still a noble one, and the method necessary to the quick
enlargement he desired. Both men were in full tide of talk upon the
necessity for a new gymnasium, its probable cost, and the best means of
raising the money, when they walked out of the pine shade into an open
stretch of the road.

Soft, mountainous clouds of snowy whiteness were winging their way
across the brilliant blue of the sky. The brightness of the light had
wiped all warm colour from the landscape. The airy shadows of the clouds
coursed over a scene in which the yellow of ripened fields, the green of
the woods on Chellaston Mountain, and the blue of the distance, were
only brought to the eye in the pale, cool tones of high light. The road
and the river ran together now as far as might be seen, the one almost
pure white in its inch-deep dust, the other tumbling rapidly, a dancing
mirror for the light.

The talkers went on, unmindful of dust and heat. Then a cloud came
between them and the sun, changing the hue of all things for the moment.
This lured them further. The oat harvest was ready. The reaping machines
were already in the fields far and near, making noise like that of some
new enormous insect of rattling throat. From roadside trees the cicada
vied with them, making the welkin ring.

There were labourers at various occupations in the fields, but on the
dusty stretch of road there was only one traveller to be seen in front
of the two companions. When they gained upon him they recognised the old
preacher who went by the name of Cameron. The poor old wanderer had been
a nine days' wonder; now his presence elicited no comment. He was
walking cap in hand in the sunshine, just as he had walked in the winter
snow. To Trenholme the sight of him brought little impression beyond a
reminder of his brother's wayward course. It always brought that
reminder; and now, underneath the flow of his talk about college
buildings, was the thought that, if all were done and said that might
be, it was possible that it would be expedient for the future of the New
College that the present principal should resign. This was, of course,
an extreme view of the results of Alec's interference; but Trenholme had
accustomed himself to look at his bugbear in all lights, the most
extreme as well as the most moderate. _That_ for the future; and, for
immediate agitation, there was his resolution to speak to Sophia. As he
walked and talked, his heart was wrestling with multiform care.

With one of those welcome surprises which Nature can bestow, the big
swinging cloud which had shadowed their bit of earth for a few minutes
and then passed off the sun again, now broke upon them in a heavy
shower. They saw the rain first falling on Chellaston Mountain, which
was only about a quarter of a mile distant, falling in the sunshine like
perpendicular rays of misty light; then it swept down upon them; but so
bright was the sunshine the while that it took them a few minutes to
realise that this dazzling shower could actually be wet. Its drenching
character was made apparent by the sight of field labourers running to a
great spreading maple for shelter; then they, literally having regard to
their cloth, ran also and joined the group. They passed the old man on
the road, but when they were all under the tree he also came towards it.

There is no power in the art of words, or of painting, or of music, to
fully describe the perfect gratefulness of a shower on a thirsty day.
The earth and all that belongs to her thrill with the refreshing, and
the human heart feels the thrill just in so far as it is one with the
great plan of nature, and has not cut itself off from the whole by
egotism as a dead branch is cut. All under the tree were pleased in
their own way. The labourers cooled their sweating brows by wiping them
with the shirtsleeves the rain had wet; Trenholme and his friend saw
with contentment the dust laid upon their road, listened to the chirp of
birds that had been silent before, and watched the raindrops dance high
upon the sunny surface of the river.

The old man came quietly to them. The rain falling through sunshine made
a silver glory in the air in which he walked saintlike, his hoary locks
spangled with the shining baptism. He did not heed that his old clothes
were wet. His strong, aged face was set as though looking onward and
upward, with the joyful expression habitual to it.

Trenholme and his friend were not insensible to the picture. They were
remarking upon it when the old man came into their midst. There was
something more of keenness and brightness in his mien than was common to
him; some influence, either of the healing summer or of inward joy,
seemed to have made the avenues of his senses more accessible.

"Sirs," he said, "do you desire the coming of the Lord?"

He asked the question quite simply, and Trenholme, as one humours a
village innocent, replied, "We hope we are giving our lives to advance
His kingdom."

"But the _King,_" said the old man. "He is coming. Do you cry to Him to
come quickly?"

"We hope and trust we shall see Him in His own time," said Trenholme,
still benignly.

"His own time is suddenly, in the night," cried the old man, "when the
Church is sleeping, when her children are planting and building,
selling, buying; and marrying--that is _His time_. We shall see Him. We
shall see His face, when we tell Him that we love Him; we shall hear His
voice when he tells us that He loves us. We shall see Him when we pray;
we shall hear Him give the answer. Sirs, do you desire that He should
come now, and reign over you?"

The labourers bestirred themselves and came nearer. The old man had
always the power of transmitting his excitements to others, so that,
strangely, they felt it incumbent upon them to answer. One, a
dull-looking man, answered "yes," with conventional piety. Another said
sincerely that he would like to get the oats in first. Then, when the
first effect of the enthusiast's influence was passing off, they began
to rebel at having this subject thrust upon them. A youth said rudely
that, as there were two parsons there, Father Cameron was not called on
to preach.

The old man fixed his questioning look on Trenholme. "He will come to
reign," he cried, "to exalt the lowly and meek, to satisfy the men who
hunger for righteousness; and the pure in heart shall live with Him.
Sir, do you desire that He shall come now?"

Trenholme did not give answer as before.

"Poor fellow," said the Presbyterian, pityingly.

The shower was passing over, and they moved away.

The old man lifted his arm, and pointed to the mountain that stood in
all the beauty of its wet verdure. He looked round upon them all, and
there was unusual show of excitement in his manner.

"I have a message to you," he said. "Before another Lord's, day comes,
_He_ will come."

The two ministers heard him as they walked away, and the Scotchman
thought to go back and reprove such an audacious word.

"He is mad; they all know that he is mad," urged Trenholme, dissuading
him.

They looked back, and saw the old man still preaching to the labourers
under the tree. A mare with its foal, and two half-grown colts, had come
up to an open fence within the tree's shadow, and, with their long
gentle heads hanging over, they too seemed to be listening.

The Scotchman, exhilarated by the cooling of the atmosphere, genially
invited Trenholme to a longer walk. Chellaston Mountain, with its cool
shades and fine prospect, was very near. A lane turned from the high
road, which led to the mountain's base. A hospitable farmhouse stood
where the mountain path began to ascend, suggesting sure offer of an
evening meal. Trenholme looked at the peaceful lane, the beautiful hill,
and all the sunny loveliness of the land, and refused the invitation. He
had not time, he said.

So they walked back the mile they had come, and Trenholme little thought
how soon, and with what agitation, he would pass that way again.




CHAPTER XVIII.


The next day, before Trenholme had had time to devise a plan for seeing
Miss Rexford, Mrs. Martha brought him a telegram. She watched him as he
drew his finger through the poor paper of the envelope, watched him as
one might watch another on the eve of some decisive event; yet she could
not have expected much from a telegram--they came too often.

"Ha!" cried Trenholme, "we are going to have visitors, Mrs. Martha."

A good deal to Trenholme's surprise, the message was from Alec, and from
a point no further away than Quebec. It stated that he was there with
Bates, who was ill, and he thought the best thing would be to bring him
with him to Chellaston, if his brother had house-room enough.

The answers we give to such appeals are more often the outcome of
life-long habit than instances of separate volition. No question of what
answer to send occurred to Trenholme's mind as he pencilled his reply,
assuring a welcome to the sick man.

When the answer was despatched he saw that, as fate had thrust the
notice of this arrival between him and the proposed interview with
Sophia; it would be better, after all, to wait only a day or two more,
until he knew his brother's mind.

He heard nothing more from Alec that day. The day after was Saturday,
and it rained heavily.

"What time will the gentlemen arrive?" asked Mrs. Martha, but not as if
she took much interest in the matter.

"I can't tell," he replied. "They will probably let us know; but it's
best to be ready when guests may come any time, isn't it?"

He asked her this with a cheering smile, because her manner was strange,
and he wished to rouse her to a sense of her duties.

"Yes, sir; 'twouldn't seem like as if we was truly expecting and hoping
unless we did our best to be ready."

The fervour of her answer surprised him.

For some time past Winifred Rexford had been spending part of each
morning learning housewifery of Mrs. Martha. That day, because of the
rain, Trenholme insisted upon keeping her to dinner with him. He brought
her into his dining-room with playful force, and set her at the head of
his table. It was a great pleasure to him to have the child. He twitted
her with her improvement in the culinary art, demanding all sorts of
impossible dishes in the near future for his brother's entertainment. He
was surprised at the sedateness of her answers, and at a strange look of
excited solicitude that arose in her eyes. It seemed to him that she was
several times on the point of saying something to him, and yet she did
not speak.

"What is it, Princess Win?" he cried. "What is in your mind, little
one?"

He came to the conclusion that she was not very well. He got no
information from her on the subject of her health or anything else; but
thinking naturally that the change in the weather might have given her
cold, he took pains to wrap her in his own mackintosh and take her home
under his own large umbrella.

When there, he went in. He was greatly cheered by the idea that,
although he might not tell his mind that day, he was now and henceforth
courting Sophia openly, whatever befell; but the open courting, since it
had only begun with his resolution of yesterday, and existed only in his
own intention, was naturally not recognised. He was received with the
ordinary everyday friendliness. But a change had occurred in the family
circumstances, nothing less than that they sat now in the long neglected
and still unfurnished room which went by the name of the drawing-room.
The windows had been thrown open, and the covering taken from the family
carriage. There it stood, still wheelless, but occupied now by Sophia
and Mrs. Rexford, the girls and the darning basket, while some of the
children climbed upon the box. Blue and Red, who were highly delighted
with the arrangement, explained it to Trenholme.

"You see, we had a carriage we couldn't use, and a room we couldn't use
for want of furniture; so this rainy day, when we all were so tired of
the other room, mamma suddenly thought that we'd make the carriage do
for furniture. It's the greatest fun possible." They gave little jumps
on the soft cushions, and were actually darning with some energy on
account of the change.

Trenholme shook hands with the carriage folk in the gay manner necessary
to the occasion, but his heart ached for the little mother who had thus
so bravely buried her last vestige of pride in the carriage by giving it
to her children as a plaything.

"It's more comfortable than armchairs, and keeps the feet from the bare
floor," she said to him, in defiance of any criticisms he might have in
mind. But all his thought was with and for her, and in this he was
pleased to see that he had divined Sophia's mind, for, after adding her
warm but brief praise to the new arrangement, she changed the subject.

Winifred went upstairs quietly. Trenholme suggested that he hardly
thought her looking quite well.

"She's an odd child," said Sophia. "I did not tell you, mamma, what I
found her doing the other day. She was trying on the white frock she had
this spring when she was confirmed. It's unlike her to do a thing like
that for no reason; and when I teased her she began to cry, and then
began speaking to me about religion. She has been puzzled by the views
your housekeeper holds, Mr. Trenholme, and excited by old Cameron's
teaching about the end of the world."

"I don't think it's the end of the world he's prophesying exactly," said
Trenholme, musingly. "The Adventists believe that the earth will not be
ruined, but glorified by the Second Advent."

"Children should not hear of such abstruse, far-off things," observed
Mrs. Rexford; "it does harm; but with no nursery, no schoolroom, what
can one do?"

Trenholme told them of Alec's telegram, and something of what he knew
concerning Bates. His own knowledge was scanty, but he had not even said
all he might have said when Mrs. Rexford politely regretted that her
husband and son, taking advantage of the rain, had both gone to the next
town to see some machinery they were buying, and would be away over
Sunday, otherwise they would not have missed the opportunity offered by
Sunday's leisure to call upon the newcomers.

"Oh, he's quite a common working-man, I fancy," added Trenholme,
hastily, surprised at the gloss his words had thrown on Bates's
position, and dimly realising that his way of putting things might
perhaps at some other times be as misleading as it had just that moment
been.

Then he went away rather abruptly, feeling burdened with the further
apologies she made with respect to Alec.




CHAPTER XIX.


Trenholme went home and sat down to write an article for a magazine. Its
subject was the discipline of life. He did not get on with it very well.
He rose more than once to look at the weather-glass and the weather.
Rain came in torrents, ceasing at intervals. The clouds swept over, with
lighter and darker spaces among them. The wind began to rise. Thunder
was in the air; as it became dusk lightning was seen in the far
distance.

A little after dark he heard a quick, light step upon the garden path.
The voice of the young dentist was audible at the door, and Mrs. Martha
ushered him into the study. Trenholme had felt more or less prejudice
against this fellow since he had become aware that he was in some way
connected with the incident that had discomforted his brother in his
lonely station. He looked at him with a glance of severe inquiry.

"I'm _real_ sorry to disturb you," said the dentist; "but, upon my word,
I'm uneasy in my mind. I've lost old Mr. Cameron."

It occurred to Trenholme now for the first time since he had heard of
Bates's coming that he, Bates, was the very man who could speak with
authority as to whether the old man in question had a right to the name
of Cameron. He wondered if the American could possibly have private
knowledge of Bates's movements, and knew that his coming could dispel
the mystery. If so, and if he had interest in keeping up the weird
story, he had done well now to lose his charge for the time being. Wild
and improbable as such a plot seemed, it was not more extraordinary than
the fact that this intensely practical young man had sought the other
and protected him so long.

"Your friend is in the habit of wandering, is he not?" asked Trenholme,
guardedly.

"Can't say that he is since he came here, Principal. He's just like a
child, coming in when it's dark. I've never"--he spoke with zeal--"I've
never known that good old gentleman out as late as this, and it's
stormy."

"Did you come here under the idea that I knew anything about him?"

"Well, no, I can't say that I did; but I reckoned you knew your Bible
pretty well, and that you were the nearest neighbour of mine that did."
There was an attempt at nervous pleasantry in this, perhaps to hide real
earnestness.

Trenholme frowned. "I don't understand you."

"Well, 'twould be strange if you did, come to think of it; but I'm
mighty uneasy about that old man, and I've come to ask you what the
Bible really does say about the Lord's coming. Whether he's crazed or
not, that old man believes that He's coming to-night. He's been telling
the folks all day that they ought to go out with joy to meet Him. I
never thought of him budging from the house till some _manifestation_
occurred, which I thought _wouldn't_ occur, but when I found just now he
was gone, it struck me all of a heap that he was gone out with that
idea. I do assure you"--he spoke earnestly--"that's what he's after at
this very time. He's gone out to meet Him, and I came to ask
you--well--what sort of a place he'd be likely to choose. He knows his
Bible right off, that old gentleman does; he's got his notions out of
it, whether they're right or wrong."

Trenholme stared at him. It was some time before the young man's ideas
made their way into his mind. Then he wondered if his apparent
earnestness could possibly be real.

"Your application is an extraordinary one," he said stiffly.

Harkness was too sensitive not to perceive the direction the doubt had
taken. "It may be extraordinary, but I do assure you it's genuine."

As he grew to believe in the youth's sincerity, Trenholme thought he
perceived that, although he had asked what would be the probable
direction of the enthusiast's wanderings, the dentist was really
stricken with doubt as to whether the prediction might not possibly be
correct, and longed chiefly to know Trenholme's mind on that important
matter.

"This crazy fellow is astray in his interpretation of Scripture," he
said, "if he believes that it teaches that the Second Advent is now
imminent; and his fixing upon to-night is, of course, quite arbitrary.
God works by growth and development, not by violent miracle. If you
study the account of our Lord's first coming, you see that, not only was
there long preparation, but that the great miracle was hidden in the
beautiful disguise of natural processes. We must interpret all special
parts of the inspired Word by that which we learn of its Author in the
whole of His revelation, otherwise we should not deal as reverently with
it as we deal with the stray words of any human author."

The young man, if he did not understand, was certainly comforted by this
official opinion.

"I'm glad to hear you look upon it in that light," he said approvingly,
"for, to tell the truth, if I thought the millennium was coming to-night
I'd be real scared, although I've lived better than most young men of my
age do; but, some way, the millennium isn't the sort of thing I seem to
hanker after very much. I suppose, though, people as good as you would
like nothing so well as to see it begin at once."

Trenholme looked down at the sheet of paper before him, and absently
made marks upon it with his pen. He was thinking of the spiritual
condition of a soul which had no ardent desire for the advent of its
Lord, but it was not of the young man he was thinking.

"Of course," the latter continued, "I didn't suppose myself there was
anything in it--at least"--candidly--"I didn't in the day-time; but when
I found he'd gone out in the dark, and thought of all the times I'd
heard him praying--" he broke off. "He's real good. I'm a better fellow
for having lived with him so long, but I wish to goodness I'd never
caught him."

The word "caught," so expressive of the American's relation to the
wanderer, roused Trenholme's attention, and he asked now with interest,
"May I inquire why you did take possession of him and bring him here?"

"Well, as to that, I don't know that I'd like to tell," said the young
man, frankly. "Since I've lived with him I've seen my reasons to be none
of the best." He fidgeted now, rising, cap in hand. "I ought to go and
look after him," he said, "if I only knew where to go."

It struck Trenholme that Harkness had an idea where to go, and that his
questioning was really a prelude to its announcement. "Where do _you_
think he has gone?"

"Well, if you ask me what I think, Principal--but, mind, I haven't a
word of proof of it--I think he's gone up the mountain, and that he's
not gone there alone."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that I think drunken Job's wife, and old McNider, and some more
of the Second Advent folks, will go with him, expecting to be caught
up."

"Impossible!" cried Trenholme, vehemently. Then more soberly, "Even if
they had such wild intentions, the weather would, of course, put a stop
to it."

Harkness did not look convinced. "Job's threatened to beat his wife to
death if she goes, and it's my belief she'll go."

He twirled his hat as he spoke. He was, in fact, trying to get the
responsibility of his suspicions lightened by sharing them with
Trenholme at this eleventh hour, but his hearer was not so quickly
roused.

"If you believe that," he said coolly, "you ought to give information to
the police."

"The police know all that I know. They've heard the people preaching and
singing in the streets. I can't make them believe the story if they
don't. They'd not go with me one step on a night like this--not one
step."

There was a short silence. Trenholme was weighing probabilities. On the
whole, he thought the police were in the right of it, and that this
young man was probably carried away by a certain liking for novel
excitement.

"In any case," he said aloud, "I don't see what I can do in the matter."

Harkness turned to leave as abruptly as he had come in. "If you don't, I
see what I can do. I'm going along there to see if I can find them."

"As you are in a way responsible for the old man, perhaps that is your
duty," replied Trenholme, secretly thinking that on such roads and under
such skies the volatile youth would not go very far.

A blast of wind entered the house door as Harkness went out of it,
scattering Trenholme's papers, causing his study lamp to flare up
suddenly, and almost extinguishing it.

Trenholme went on with his writing, and now a curious thing happened.
About nine o'clock he again heard steps upon his path, and the bell
rang. Thinking it a visitor, he stepped to the door himself, as he often
did. There was no one there but a small boy, bearing a large box on his
shoulders. He asked for Mrs. Martha. "Have you got a parcel for her?"
said Trenholme, thinking his housekeeper had probably retired, as she
did not come to the door. The boy signified that he had, and made his
way into the light of the study door. Trenholme saw now, by the label on
the box, that he had come from the largest millinery establishment the
place could boast. It rather surprised him that the lean old woman
should have been purchasing new apparel there, but there was nothing to
be done but tell the boy to put out the contents of the box and be gone.
Accordingly, upon a large chair the boy laid a white gown of delicate
material, and went away.

Trenholme stood contemplating the gown; he even touched it lightly with
his hand, so surprised he was. He soon concluded there was some
mistake, and afterwards, when he heard the housekeeper enter the kitchen
from the garden door, he was interested enough to get up with alacrity
and call to her. "A gown has come for you, Mrs. Martha," he cried. Now,
he thought, the mistake would be proved; but she only came in soberly,
and took up the gown as if it was an expected thing. He bade her
good-night. "Good-night," said she, looking at him. There was a red spot
on each of her thin, withered cheeks. He heard her footstep mounting her
bedroom staircase, but no clue to the mystery of her purchase offered
itself to mitigate his surprise. Had she not been his housekeeper now
for six years, and during that time not so much as a trace of any vagary
of mind had he observed in her.

About an hour afterwards, when he had gone into the next room to look
for some papers, he heard quiet sounds going on in the kitchen, which
was just at the rear end of the small hall on which the room doors
opened. A moment more and he surmised that his housekeeper must have
again descended for something. "Are you there, Mrs. Martha?" he called.
There was no answer in words, but hearing the kitchen door open, he
looked into the lobby, and there a strange vision flashed on his sight.
His end of the lobby was dark, but in the kitchen doorway, by the light
of the candles she held, he saw his elderly housekeeper arrayed in the
pure white gown.

He paused in sheer astonishment, looking at her, and he observed she
trembled--trembled all over with the meek courage it cost her to thus
exhibit herself; for she appeared to have opened the door for no other
purpose than to let him see her. She said nothing, and he--most men are
cowards with regard to women--he had a vague sense that it was his duty
to ask her why she wore that dress, but he did not do it. He had no
reason to suppose her mad; she had a perfect right to array herself in
full dress at night if she chose; she was a great deal older than he, a
woman worthy of all respect. This was the tenor of his thought--of his
self-excusing, it might be. He bade her good-night again, somewhat
timidly. Surely, he thought, it was her place to make remark, if remark
were needful; but she stood there silent till he had gone back into the
room. Then she shut the kitchen door.

In a little while, however, as stillness reigned in the house, some
presentiment of evil made him think it would be as well to go and see if
Mrs. Martha had finished trying on her finery and gone to bed as usual.
He found the kitchen dark and empty. He went to the foot of her stairs.
There was no chink of light showing from her room. The stillness of the
place entered into his mind as the thin edge of a wedge of alarm. "Mrs.
Martha!" he called in sonorous voice. "Mrs. Martha!" But no one
answered. He opened the back-door, and swept the dark garden with the
light of his lamp, but she was not there. Lamp in hand, he went
upstairs, and passed rapidly through the different rooms. As he entered
the less frequented ones, he began to fear almost as much to see the
gaily-attired figure as he would have done to see a ghost. He did not
know why this feeling crept over him, but, whether he feared or hoped to
see her, he did not. The house was empty, save for himself. The night
blast beat upon it. The darkness outside was rife with storm, but into
it the old woman must have gone in her festal array.




CHAPTER XX.


Trenholme went out on the verandah. At first, in the night, he saw
nothing but the shadowy forms of the college building and of the trees
upon the road. It was not raining at the moment, but the wind made it
hard to catch any sound continuously. He thought he heard talking of
more than one voice, he could not tell where. Then he heard wheels begin
to move on the road. Presently he saw something passing the trees--some
vehicle, and it was going at a good pace out from the village. Shod
though he was only in slippers, he shut his door behind him, and ran
across the college grounds to the road; but the vehicle was already out
of sight, and on the soft mud he could hear no further sound.

Trenholme stood hardly knowing what to think. He wore no hat; the damp,
cool air was grateful to his head, but he gave no thought to it. Just
then, from the other way of the road, he heard a light, elastic step and
saw a figure that, even in the darkness, he could not fail to know.

"Sophia!" There was fear in his voice.

"Have you seen Winifred?" she cried.

"Winifred? No," he called, back.

"What are you doing here?" she asked, breathless. She never noticed that
he had called her by name. The abruptness of her own question was
evidently atoned for by some necessity the nature of which he had not
yet entirely grasped. Yet a knowledge, gleaned too late from all the
occurrences of the evening, leaped up within him to anticipate her
tidings.

"Winifred has gone out since dark. Whether she is alone or not I don't
know, but she has gone to the mountain. She means to climb it to-night
because they have told her that--that----"

His lady-love stopped. Voice and language seemed alike to fail her when
she essayed to tell him, and he, awed at the thought of hearing such
sacred words from her lips, awed to think that the sword of this
fanaticism had come so near as to strike the pure young girl who was so
dear to them both, took her pause as if it had told him everything.

"How do you know?" His words were brief and stern.

She was walking on, he thought merely from excitement. As he kept up
with her he perceived, more by quickness of sympathy than by any sign,
that, in her effort to speak, she had begun to weep. She walked erect,
giving no heed to her own tears nor lifting a hand to wipe them, only at
first her throat refused to articulate a reply, and when she spoke it
was quickly, a word or two at a time, as though she feared her voice
would be traitor to her.

"She left a paper for me." And then she added, "She wrote on it--what
she was afraid to say--dear child!"

He was silent a moment, listening with bowed head lest she should tell
more. He thought he saw her now dash the tears from her face. She was
walking fast, and he felt that she must not go further, also that he had
no time to lose; so he told her hastily that he thought his housekeeper
had gone also to the mountain, and why he thought so. He said that he
hoped and believed Winifred would be with her, and that it was not many
minutes since they had driven away. He would go at once, hoping to
overtake them on the difficult ascent, and Miss Rexford, he said, must
go home and send her father and brother to aid him in his search.

She never stopped in her steady walk. "You know they are not at home."

He was shocked to remember it. "Never mind!" he cried, "I will go with
your authority. I will bring her back."

Still she did not waver in her walk. She spoke thickly out of her tears.
"You may go to find this woman who has worked for you so long; I will go
for Winifred."

"You must not come," he said almost harshly. "It is far too late; it is
far too wet."

He stopped to make her stop, but she only went on, getting much in
front. Then he ran up to her, laid his hand on her arm, and implored her
not to go.

There was nothing in his words or action that was precisely loverlike,
nor did such likeness occur to her; but in the restraint he put upon the
lover in him, his manner appeared to assume the confidence and ease of a
perfect friendship, and she, scarce noting much how he spoke or acted,
still felt that this advance of his gave her a new liberty to tell him
that she scorned his friendship, for she had something of that sort
seething in her mind concerning him. As to his request just then, she
merely said she would go on.

He was very urgent. "Then I will not go," he said, stopping again. "You
can't go without me, and if my going involves your going, it is better
not to go." He did not mean what he said, but he hoped to move her.

"You can go or stay as you think right," she said. "I am going to get
Winifred, poor lamb. I am not in the least afraid to go alone. I have
got a pistol in my belt."

So he went with her. They both walked fast. The road was wide and muddy,
and the night was very dark.

Trenholme noticed now for the first time that he walked in slippers; he
would as soon have thought of turning back on this account as he would
have thought of stopping if thorns and briars had beset his path. He
felt almost as if it were a dream that he was walking thus, serving the
woman he loved; but even as he brooded on the dreamlike strangeness of
it, his mind was doing its practical work. If Winifred and Mrs. Martha
were in the vehicle he had seen, what time they would gain while driving
on the road they would be apt to lose by their feebleness on the
mountain path, which he and Sophia could ascend so much more lightly.
Wherever their goal, and whatever their purpose, he was sanguine that he
would find and stop them before they joined the main party. He
communicated the grounds of this hope to his companion. His heart was
sore for his lady's tears. He had never before seen her weep. They had
passed the cemetery, and went forward now into the lonelier part of the
road. Then Trenholme thought of the warning Harkness had given him about
the drunkard's violence. The recollection made him hasten on, forgetting
that his speed was almost too great for a woman.

In the stir of events we seldom realise to the full the facts with which
we are dealing, certainly never perceive at first their full import.
Trenholme, however, after some minutes of tramping and thinking, felt
that he had reason for righteous indignation, and became wroth. He gave
vent to strictures upon superficiality of character, modern love of
excitement, and that silly egotism that, causing people to throw off
rightful authority, leaves them an easy prey to false teachers. He was
not angry with Winifred--he excepted her; but against those who were
leading her astray his words were harsh, and they would have flowed more
freely had he not found language inadequate to express his growing
perception of their folly.

When he had talked thus for some time Sophia answered, and he knew
instantly, from the tone of her voice, that her tears had dried
themselves.

"Are you and I able to understand the condition of heart that is not
only resigned, but eager to meet Him Whom they hope to meet--able so
fully to understand that we can judge its worth?"

He knew her face so well that he seemed to see the hint of sarcasm come
in the arching of her handsome eyebrows as she spoke.

"I fear they realise their hope but little," he replied. "The excitement
of some hysterical outbreak is what they seek."

"It seems to me that is an ungenerous and superficial view, especially
as we have never seen the same people courting hysterics before," she
said; but she did not speak as if she cared much which view he took.

Her lack of interest in his opinion, quite as much as her frank reproof,
offended him. They walked in silence for some minutes. Thunder, which
had been rumbling in the distance, came nearer and every now and then a
flash from an approaching storm lit up the dark land with a pale, vivid
light.

"Even setting their motives at the highest estimate," he said, "I do not
know that you, or even I, Miss Rexford, need hold ourselves incapable of
entering into them." This was not exactly what he would have felt if
left to himself, but it was what her upbraiding wrung from him. He
continued: "Even if we had the sure expectation for to-night that they
profess to have, I am of opinion that we should express our devotion
better by patient adherence to our ordinary duties, by doing all we
could for the world up to the moment of His appearing."

"Our ordinary duties!" she cried; "_they_ are always with us! I dare say
you and I might think that the fervour of this night's work had better
have been converted into good works and given to the poor; but our
opinion is not specially likely to be the true one. What do we know?
Walking here in the dark, we can't even see our way along this road."

It was an apt illustration, for their eyes were becoming so dazzled by
the occasional lightning that they could make no use of its brief flash,
or of the faint light of night that was mingled in the darkness of the
intervals.

Although he smarted under the slight she put upon him, he was weary of
opposing her, because he loved her. "I am sorry that nothing I say meets
with your approval," he said sadly.

It was lack of tact that made him use the personal tone when he and she
had so far to travel perforce together, and she, being excited and much
perturbed in spirit, had not the grace to answer wisely.

"Happily it matters little whether what you say pleases me or not."

She meant in earnestness to depreciate herself, and to exalt that higher
tribunal before which all opinions are arraigned; still, there was in
the answer a tinge of spite, telling him by the way that it did not
distress her to differ with him. It was not wonderful that Trenholme,
self-conscious with the love she did not guess at, took the words only
as a challenge to his admiration.

"Indeed you wrong me. It was long ago I proved the value I put upon your
advice by acting upon it in the most important decision of my life."

She had so long tacitly understood what her influence over him at that
time had been that she could not now be much affected by the avowal.

"Indeed, if you recklessly mistook the advice of a vain child for
wisdom, it is to be hoped that Providence has shaped your ends for you."

He did not understand her mood; he only thought of protesting his long
loyalty to her. "It is true," said he, "that Providence has done more
for me than I have done for myself; but I have always been glad to
attribute my coming here to your beneficent influence."

Her heart was like flint to him at that moment, and in his clumsiness he
struck sparks from it.

"Yet when I remember how you tried to explain to me then that the poor
parish in which you were working might be offering the nobler life-work
for you, I think that you were wiser than I. In their serious moments
people can judge best for themselves, Mr. Trenholme."

He had noticed that, in the rare times she addressed him by name, she
never used his big-sounding title of Principal. This little habit of
hers, differently read before, seemed now like a clue to guide him to
the meaning of her last remark, partly wrapped as it was in her
politeness. He was no dullard; once on the track of her thought, he soon
came up with her. In surprise he faced her insinuation squarely.

"You mean to tell me that you think I have not done well."

Half startled, she could think of no answer but the silence that gives
consent.

"Is it for myself or others I have done ill?" he asked.

"The world here speaks loudly of your exertions on its behalf; I have
never doubted the truth of its report."

"Then you consider that I myself am not what you would wish?" There was
neither anger nor graciousness in his tone. His mind, arrested, merely
sought to know further, and feeling had not yet arisen.

"You alarm me," she said coldly. "I had no thought of bringing these
questions upon myself."

But it was of moment to him to know her mind.

"I spoke inadvisedly," she added.

"Yet you spoke as you thought?" he asked.

Fast as they were walking, she could not but notice that they were in
the pine grove now, close by the river. Here the gale was loud,
reminding her afresh of the loneliness of the place, and, as she felt
the force of his question pressing upon her, all her energies rushed in
anger to her self-defence.

"Yes, I said what I thought; but I ask your pardon for any truthfulness.
Question me no further."

His stronger will was also roused. In bitterness of spirit he told her
that he had a right to know her full meaning. He plied her with
questions. When in steady tramp they came out on the open stretch of
road between the pines and the mountain, over the noise of the swollen
river he heard what she thought of him.




CHAPTER XXI.


That afternoon Alec Trenholme had essayed to bring his friend John Bates
to Chellaston. Bates was in a very feeble state, bowed with asthma, and
exhausted by a cough that seemed to be sapping his life. Afraid to keep
him longer in the lodging they had taken in Quebec, and in the stifling
summer heat that was upon, the narrow streets of that city, but
uncertain as to what length of journey he would be able to go, Alec
started without sending further notice.

As the hours of travel wore on, Bates's dogged pluck and perseverance
had to give way to his bodily weakness, but they had reached a station
quite near Chellaston before he allowed himself to be taken out of the
train and housed for the night in a railway inn. In his nervous state
the ordeal of meeting fresh friends seemed as great, indeed, as that
involved in the remaining journey. So it came to pass that at dusk on
that same evening, Alec Trenholme, having put his friend to bed, joined
the loungers on the railway platform in front of the inn, and watched
lightning vibrate above the horizon, and saw its sheet-like flames light
up the contour of Chellaston Mountain. He did not know what hill it was;
he did not know precisely where he was in relation to his brother's
home; but he soon overheard the name of the hill from two men who were
talking about it and about the weather.

"How far to Chellaston?" asked Alec.

They told him that it was only nine miles by road, but the railway went
round by a junction.

Alec began to consider the idea of walking over, now that he had
disposed of Bates for the night.

"Is the storm coming this way?" he said.

The man who had first answered him pointed to another. "This gentleman,"
he said, "has just come from Chellaston."

As the remark did not seem to be an answer to his question about the
weather, Alec waited to hear its application. It followed.

The first man drew a little nearer. "He's been telling us that the
Adventists--that means folks that are always expecting the end of the
world--all about Chellaston believe the end's coming to-night."

Alec made an exclamation. It was a little like hearing that some one
sees a ghost at your elbow. The idea of proximity is unpleasant, even to
the incredulous. "Why to-night?" he asked.

"Well, I'll say this much of the notion's come true," said the native of
Chellaston hastily--"it's awful queer weather--not that I believe it
myself," he added.

"Has the weather been so remarkable as to make them think that?" asked
Alec.

"'Tain't the weather _made_ them think it. He only said the weather
weren't unlike as if it were coming true." As the first man said this,
he laughed, to explain that he had nothing to do with the tale or its
credence, but the very laugh betrayed more of a tendency to dislike the
idea than perfect indifference to it would have warranted.

In defiance of this laugh the Chellaston man made further explanation.
He said the religious folks said it was clearly written in the Book of
Daniel (he pronounced it Dannel); if you made the days it talks of
years, and the weeks seven years, the end must come about this time. At
first folks had calculated it would be 1843, but since then they had
found they were thirty years out somehow.

"That would make it this year," agreed the first man. Some others that
had gathered round laughed in chorus. They vented some bad language to;
but the Chellaston man, excited with his tale, went on.

"All the Advent folks believe that. They believe all the good folks will
be caught up in the air; and after that they're to come back, and the
world will be just like the Garden of Eden for a thousand years."

He was casting pearls before swine, for some of his hearers chanted
gibes. "Is that so?" they sang, to the notes of a response in Church
music.

Night had closed in black about them. All on the platform had come
together in close group. The wind-blown light of the station lamp was on
their faces. In the distance the smouldering storm rumbled and flashed.

"All religious folks believe that," continued the speaker, a little
scornfully, "and the Advents think it'll be now; but old Cameron we've
had in Chellaston for a year, he tells them it'll be to-night."

Alec Trenholme had by this time received his brother's letters. "A
year!" interrupted he almost fiercely. "Didn't he come in January?"

The narrator drew in the horns of his exaggeration. "D'ye know all about
him, for there's no use telling if you do?"

"I only thought you might be talking about an old man heard went there
then."

"He a'most died, or did really, somewhere below Quebec; and then he got
up and preached and prayed, and his folks wouldn't keep him, so he
wandered everywhere, and a kind young man we have at our place took him
in and keeps him. When he was in the other world he heard the Judgment
would happen to-night. Would that be the same man you know?"

"It will be the same man."

"Did you know his people?" asked the other curiously.

But Alec had no thought of being questioned. He brought the speaker back
to his place as historian, and he, nothing loth, told of the intended
meeting on the mountain, and of the white ascension robes, in his
ignorant, blatant fashion, laying bare the whole pathetic absurdity of
it.

Two ribald listeners, who had evidently been in some choir, paced arm in
arm, singing the responses to the Litany in melodramatic fashion, except
when their voices were choked with loud laughter at their own wit.

Pushed by the disagreeableness of these surroundings, and by keen
interest in the old man who had once visited him, Alec decided on the
walk. The mountain was nearer than the village; he hoped to reach it in
time. He was told to keep on the same road till he came to the river, to
follow its bank for about a mile, and when he saw the buildings of a
farm just under the hill, to turn up a lane which would lead him by the
house to the principal ascent. He walked out into the night.

At first he was full of thoughts, but after walking a while, fatigue and
monotony made him dull. His intelligence seemed to dwell now in his
muscles rather than in his brain. His feet told him on what sort of a
road he was walking; by his fatigue he estimated, without conscious
thought, how far he had walked.

When he had gone for nearly two hours the storm had come so much nearer
that the lightning constantly blinded his eyes. He heard now the rushing
of the river, and, as he turned into the road by its side, he saw the
black hill looming large. Nothing but the momentum of a will already
made up kept his intention turned to the climb, so unpropitious was the
time, so utterly lonely the place. As it was, with quiescent mind and
vigorous step, he held on down the smooth road that lay beside the
swollen river.

Some way farther, when the water had either grown quieter or his ear
accustomed to the sound, human voices I became audible, approaching on
the road. Perhaps they might have been two or three hundred yards away
when he first heard them, and from that moment his mind, roused from its
long monotony, became wholly intent upon those who were drawing near.

It was a woman's voice he heard, and before he could see her in the
least, or even hear her footsteps in the soft mud, the sense of her
words came to him. She was, evidently speaking under the influence of
excitement, not loudly, but with that peculiar quality of tone which
sometimes makes a female voice carry further than is intended. She was
addressing some companion; she was also walking fast.

"There _was_ a time when I thought you were ambitious, and would
therefore do great things."

There was an exquisite edge of disdain in her tone that seemed to make
every word an insult that would have had power, Alec thought, to wither
any human vanity on which it might fall.

Some reply, she received--he could not hear it--and she went on with
such intensity in her voice that her words bore along the whole current
of Alec's thought with them, though they came to him falling out of
darkness, without personality behind them.

"We may _call_ it ambition when we try to climb trees, but it is not
really so for us if we once had mountain-tops for our goal."

Again came a short reply, a man's voice so much lower in key that again
he could not hear; and then:

"Yes, I have wasted years in tree climbing, more shame to me; but even
when I was most willing to forget the highest, I don't think a little
paltry prosperity in the commonplace atmosphere of a colony would have
tempted me to sell my birthright."

The man she was rating answered, and the clear voice came proudly again:

"You have at least got the pottage that pleases you--you are a success
in this Canadian world."

Just then the soft, wet sound of feet tramping in mud came to him, and
apparently the sound of his own feet was heard also, for the talking
stopped until he had passed them. He discerned their figures, but so
dimly he could hardly have told they were man and woman had he not known
it before by their voices. They were walking very fast, and so was he.
In a moment or two they were out of sight, and he had ceased to hear
their footsteps. Then he heard them speak again, but the wind blew their
words from him.

The tones, the accent, of the woman who had been speaking, told that she
was what, in good old English, used to be called a lady. Alec Trenholme,
who had never had much to do with well-bred women, was inclined to see
around each a halo of charm; and now, after his long, rough exile, this
disposition was increased in him tenfold. Here, in night and storm, to
be roused from the half lethargy of mechanical exercise by the
modulations of such a voice, and forced by the strength of its feeling
to be, as it were, a confidant--this excited him not a little. For a few
moments he thought of nothing but the lady and what he had heard,
conjecturing all things; but he did not associate her with the poor
people he had been told were to meet that night upon the mountain.

Roused by the incident, and alert, another thought came quickly,
however. He was getting past the large black hill, but the lane turning
to it he had not found. Until he now tried with all his might to see, he
did not fully know how difficult seeing was.

The storm was not near enough to suggest danger, for there was still
more than a minute between each flash and its peal. As light rain
drifted in his face, he braced himself to see by the next flash and
remember what he saw; but when it came he only knew that it reflected
light into the pools on the road in front of him, and revealed a black
panorama of fence and tree, field and hill, that the next moment, was
all so jumbled in his mind that he did not know where to avoid the very
puddles he had seen so clearly, and splashed on through them, with no
better knowledge of his way, and eyes too dazzled to see what otherwise
they would have seen. In this plight he did not hesitate, but turned and
ran after the two he had met, to ask his way, thinking, as he did so,
that he must have already passed the lane.

With some effort he caught them up. They must have heard him coming, for
their voices were silent as he approached. He asked for the lane to
Cooper's Farm, which he had been told was the name of the house at the
foot of the mountain path. They both hesitated in their walk. The man,
who ought to have answered, seemed, for some reason, suddenly dumb.
After waiting impatiently, the lady took upon herself to reply. She said
they had not yet reached the turning to the farm. She remarked that they
were going to the same place.

Then they went on again, and he, too, walked quickly, supposing that he
could soon pass them and get in front. It is not the matter of a moment,
however, to pass people who are walking at a rate of speed almost equal
to one's own. He had the awkwardness of feeling, that, whether he would
or no, he was obliged to intrude upon them. He noticed they were not
walking near together; but when one is tramping and picking steps as
best one can in mud that is hidden in darkness, it is, perhaps, more
natural that two people on a wide road should give one another a wide
berth. At any rate, for a minute all three were making their way through
puddles and over rough places in silence. Then, when Alec thought he had
got a few paces in advance, he heard the lady speak again, and of
himself.

"Did you think you knew that man?"

There was no answer. Alec felt angry with her companion that he should
dare to sulk so obviously. After a minute or two more of fast walking,
she said again:

"I can't think where he has gone to. Do you see him anywhere?"

To this again there was no answer. Alec naturally went the quicker that
he might get out of hearing. As he did so he wondered much that his
fellow-travellers went so fast, or rather that the lady did, for she,
although some way behind, seemed to keep very near to him.

On they went in silence for ten minutes more, when the lady again took
up her reproachful theme. Her voice was quieter now, but amid the
harmonious sounds of wind and river he still heard it distinctly. The
clear enunciation of her words seemed to pierce through the baffling
noises of the night as a ray of light pierces through darkness, albeit
that there was excitement in her tones, and her speech was, interspersed
with breathless pauses.

"I have been rude; but you insisted upon my rudeness, now you are
offended by it. So be it--let me say something else! I don't much
believe now in all the sentiment that used to seem so noble to me about
forgetting oneself. No thoughtful person _can_ forget himself, and no
candid person says he has done it. What we need is to think _more_ of
ourselves--to think so much of ourselves that all aims but the highest
are beneath us--are impossible to our own dignity. What we chiefly need
is ambition."

She stopped to take breath. It seemed to Alec she came near enough to
see him as she continued. He could think of nothing, however, but what
she was saying. He felt instinctively that it was because of haste and
some cause of excitement, not in spite of them, that this lady could
speak as she now did.

"Christianity appeals to self-regard as the motive of our best action,"
she went on, giving out her words in short sentences, "so there must be
a self-regard which is good--too good to degrade itself to worldly
ends; too good even to be a part of that amalgam--the gold of
unselfishness and the alloy of selfishness--which makes the _ordinary_
motive of the _ordinary_ good man."

Her voice seemed to vibrate with scorn on the emphasized words.

"If we desired to live nearer heaven--" she said, and then she stopped.

Alec turned perforce to tell her, what she must now perceive, that he
was still close to them; but this impulse was checked by a sudden
thought. Was she not addressing himself? Was there another man now with
her?

He stopped, looked backward, listened. He was quite alone with the lady,
who went past him now, only looking, as she walked, to see why he was
tarrying. In his fierce young loyalty to her he took for granted,
without question or proof, that her escort had deserted her in revenge
for her disdain. He would willingly have gone back to fetch him up, but
the impossibility of finding a man who did not wish to be found, the
impossibility, as it seemed to him, of letting her go further alone, the
boorishness of calling after her--all this constrained him to follow. He
ran to make his communication gently, and, as he ran, courage to make it
failed him. He thought of her as delicately accustomed to incessant
protection. At the thought of letting her know that she was telling her
thoughts to a stranger, that she was alone at such hour and place with
him, his throat swelled. He hated to speak words that would be so
hateful to her; and when he came by her side breathless, and she spoke
to him again, he walked on, waiting till she should stop, trying to
formulate what he had to say, listening and watching intently for some
sign of the recreant. Again speaking as though she must unburden her
mind, she turned into the lane. Over its fences he peered down the dark
main road, but neither in flash nor interval could the other man be
seen. He had not the slightest notion what the lady was saying now;
lofty philosophy or practical sarcasm it might be, it was all lost in
his exaggerated idea of what her fear and dismay would be when he spoke.

Before he had a chance to speak, however, he saw, in dark outline, the
building of the farm to which he supposed her to be going. It would be a
thousand times better to conduct her in silence to the door, which was
now so near. To tell her before could serve no end, for even if she
should wish to return to seek her late companion she could there obtain
an escort. So, with feeling of guiltiness in the part he was acting, and
in the surly silence he assumed, Alec let her lead up the lane she must
know better than he. Her previous speeches, which he had followed so
closely, were only remembered now to give food for conjecture as to who
she might be and what relation she held to her late companion. The
interest in his own journey and its extraordinary object were lost for
the time in the excitement of his knight-errantry.

He was astonished to see that the house, as they neared it, showed no
sign of life and light. The lady, whether inmate or guest, must surely
be expected; but the very roofs of the house and huge barns seemed to
droop in slumber, so black was the whole place and closely shut. Alec
was looking out for the house gate in order to step forward and open it,
when, to his utter surprise, he saw that the lady with haste passed it,
and went on toward the hill.

He stopped with hand on the gate and called her.

"What is the matter?" she asked, checking her walk. "Are you ill? What
is it?"

He supposed that his strange voice would tell her all, but, although she
was evidently puzzled, to his further astonishment, she did not realise
that he was a stranger.

"Why do you speak like that?" she asked. And she talked on rapidly about
some waggon she expected to find at the foot of the path. She went on,
in fact, as if unable to endure the loss of time; and he, thinking of
the waggon and waggoner as a further point of safety for her, ran after.
In a minute they both came out of the lane on a small common. Here were
two horses tied under a tree and an open waggon with its shafts laid
down.

"Call the man," she said.

To Alec's call a man came sleepily from a small barn that was near. He
said he had brought about a dozen women in the waggon, and they had gone
up the hill. Impatiently she demanded of him how long it was since they
had started to walk, and heard it was about a quarter of an hour. She
went on once more, with what seemed to Alec incredible speed. But this
time he gave way to no further indecision. Where she had darted under
the trees he followed in her path.

They were just under the covert of the first trees on a steep footpath
when he stopped her, and above him she turned, listening. The scent of
moss and fern and overhanging leaf was sweet. So perfect a woodland
bower was the place, so delicate did the lady seem to his imagination,
that he wished he could tell his concern for her alarm and readiness to
devote himself to her cause. But when he saw her shrink from him, he
could only stand awkwardly, tell her in a few clumsy words that he and
the other man had changed places, he did not know how, and he had
thought to take her to the farm.

"Your voice is very like his," she said, looking at him strangely.

But he now knew certainly, what for the last hour had seemed to him
almost impossible, that in very truth the religious assembly was to take
place that night; and the thought of it, and of the strange excitement
with which others had gone before them on that same path took from Alec,
and, he supposed, from the lady also, the power to give much
consideration to their own strange encounter. When he had told her of
the time he had seen old Cameron at prayer in the lone wintry fields,
and how far he had just walked to see him again in the strange
conditions of to-night, they climbed on together.




CHAPTER XXII.


There is nothing of which men take less heed than the infection of
emotion, a thing as real as that mysterious influence which in some
diseases leaps forth from one to another till all are in the same pain.
With the exception, perhaps, of the infection of fear, which societies
have learnt to dread by tragic experience, man still fondly supposes
that his emotions are his own, that they must rise and fall within
himself, and does not know that they can be taken in full tide from
another and imparted again without decrease of force. May God send a
healthful spirit to us all! for good or evil, we are part of one
another.

There were a good many people who went up the mountain that night to
find the enthusiasts, each with some purpose of interference and
criticism. They went secure in their own sentiments, but with minds
tickled into the belief that they were to see and hear some strange
thing. They saw and heard not much, yet they did not remain wholly their
own masters. Perhaps the idea that Cameron's assembly would be well
worth seeing was gleaned partly from the lingering storm, for an
approaching storm breeds in the mind the expectation of exciting
culmination, but long before the different seekers had found the meeting
place, which was only known to the loyal-hearted, the storm, having
spent itself elsewhere, had passed away.

There was an open space upon a high slope of the hill. Trees stood above
it, below, around--high, black masses of trees. It was here old
Cameron's company had gathered together. No woodland spot, in dark, damp
night, ever looked more wholly natural and of earth than this. Sophia
Rexford and Alec Trenholme, after long wandering, came to the edge of
this opening, and stopped the sound of their own movements that they
might look and listen. They saw the small crowd assembled some way off,
but could not recognise the figures or count them. Listening intently,
they heard the swaying of a myriad leaves, the drip of their moisture,
the trickle of rivulets that the rain had started again in troughs of
summer drought, and, amidst all these, the old man's voice in accents of
prayer.

Even in her feverish eagerness to seek Winifred, which had sustained her
so long, Sophia chose now to skirt the edge of the wood rather than
cross the open. As they went through long grass and bracken, here and
there a fallen log impeded their steps. A frog, disturbed, leaped before
them in the grass; they knew what it was by the sound of its falls.
Soon, in spite of the rustle of their walking, they began to hear the
old man's words.

It seemed that he was repeating such passages of Scripture as ascribe
the Second Coming of Jesus Christ. Whether these were strung together in
a prayer, or whether he merely gave them forth to the night air as the
poetry on which he fed his soul, they could not tell. The night was much
lighter now than when the storm hung over. They saw Cameron standing on
a knoll apart from his company, his face upturned to the cloudy sky.
Beyond him, over the lower ranks of trees, the thunder cloud they had
feared was still visible, showing its dark volume in the southern sky by
the frequent fiery shudderings which flashed through its length and
depth; but it had swept away so far that no sound of its thunder touched
their air; and the old man looked, not at it but at the calm,
cloud-wrapped sky above.

"The Son of Man is coming in the clouds of heaven with power, and great
glory."

The words fell upon the silence that was made up of the subdued sounds
of nature; it seemed to breathe again with them; while their minds had
time to be taken captive by the imagery. Then he cried,

"He shall send His angels with a trumpet, and a great voice, and they
shall gather the elect upon the four winds. Two shall be in the fields;
one shall be taken and the other left." He suddenly broke off the
recitation with a heartpiercing cry. "My Lord and my God! Let none of
Thy children here be left. Let none of those loved ones, for whom they
have come here to entreat Thee, be among those who are left. Let it
suffice Thee, Lord, that these have come to meet Thee on Thy way, to ask
Thee that not one of their beloved may be passed over now, when Thou
comest--_Now!_"

The last word was insistent. And then he passed once more into the
prayer that had been the burden of his heart and voice on the night that
Alec had first met him. That seemed to be the one thought of his poor
crazed brain--"Come, Lord Jesus!"

The little band were standing nearer the trees on the upper side of the
open. They seemed to be praying. Sophia came to the end of the
straggling line they formed, and there halted, doubtful. She did not
advance to claim her sister; she was content to single out her childish
figure as one of a nearer group. She tarried, as a worshipper who,
entering church at prayer-time, waits before walking forward. Alec stood
beside his unknown lady, whose servitor he felt himself to be, and
looked about him with no common interest. About thirty people were clad
in white; there were a few others in ordinary clothes; but it was
impossible to tell just how many of these latter were there or with what
intent they had come. A young man in dark clothes, who stood near the
last comers peered at them very curiously: Alec saw another man sitting
under a tree, and gained the impression, from his attitude, that he was
suffering or perplexed. It was all paltry and pitiful outwardly, and
yet, as he looked about, observing this, what he saw had no hold on his
mind, which was occupied with Cameron's words; and under their
influence, the scene, and the meaning of the scene, changed as his mood
changed in sympathy.

A hymn began to rise. One woman's voice first breathed it; other voices
mingled with hers till they were all singing. It was a simple, swaying
melody in glad cadence. The tree boughs rocked with it on the lessening
wind of the summer night, till, with the cumulative force of rising
feeling, it seemed to expand and soar, like incense from a swinging
censer, and, high and sweet, to pass, at length through the cloudy walls
of the world. The music, the words, of this song had no more of art in
them than the rhythmic cry of waves that ring on some long beach, or the
regular pulsations of the blood that throbs audibly, telling our sudden
joys. Yet, natural as it was, it was far more than any other voice of
nature; for in it was the human soul, that can join itself to other
souls in the search for God; and so complete was the lack of form in the
yearning, that this soul came forth, as it were, unclothed, the more
touching because in naked beauty.

   "Soon you will see your Saviour coming,
     In the air."

So they sang. This, and every line, was repeated many times. It was only
by repetition that the words, with their continuity of meaning, grew in
ignorant ears.

   "All the thoughts of your inmost spirit
     Will be laid bare,
   If you love Him, He will make you
     White and fair."

Then the idea of the first line was taken up again, and then again, with
renewed hope and exultation in the strain.

   "Hark! you may hear your Saviour coming."

It was a well-known Adventist hymn which had often roused the hearts of
thousands when rung out to the air in the camp meetings of the northern
States; but to those who heard it first to-night it came as the
revelation of a new reality. As the unveiling of some solid marble
figure would transform the thought of one who had taken it, when
swathed, for a ghost or phantom, so did the heart's desire of these
singers stand out now with such intensity as to give it objective
existence to those who heard their song.

Into the cloud-walled heaven they all looked. It is in such moments that
a man knows himself.

Old Cameron, lifting up his strong, voice again, was bewailing the sin
of the world. "We sinners have not loved Thee, O Christ. We have not
trusted Thy love. We have not been zealous for Thy glory. This--this is
our sin. All else Thou would'st have mended in us; but this--this is our
sin. Have mercy! Have mercy! Have mercy!" Long confession came from him
slowly, bit by bit, as if sent forth, in involuntary cries, from a heart
rent by the disappointment of waiting. In strong voice, clear and true,
he made himself one with the vilest in this pleading, and all the vices
with which the soul of man has degraded itself were again summed up by
him in this--"We have not loved Thee. We have not trusted Thy love. We
are proud and vain; we have loved ourselves, not Thee."

How common the night was--just like any other night! The clouds, as one
looked at them, were seen to swing low, showing lighter and darker
spaces. How very short a time can we endure the tensest mood! It is like
a branding iron, which though it leaves its mark forever, cannot be
borne long. The soul relaxes; the senses reclaim their share of us.

Some men came rather rudely out from under the trees, and loitered near.
Perhaps all present, except Cameron, noticed them. Alec did; and felt
concerning them, he knew not why, uneasy suspicion. He noticed other
things now, although a few minutes before he had been insensible to all
about him. He saw that the lady he waited upon had dropped her face into
her hands; he saw that her disdainful and independent mood was melted.
Strangely enough, his mind wandered back again to her first companion,
and he wondered that she had not sent back for him or mourned his
absence. He was amazed now at his own assumption that design, not
accident, had caused such desertion. He could almost have started in
his solicitude, to seek the missing man, such was the rebound of his
mind. Yet to all this he only gave vagrant thoughts, such as we give to
our fellows in church. The temple of the night had become a holy place,
and his heart was heavy--perhaps for his old friend, standing there with
uplifted face, perhaps on account of the words he was uttering, perhaps
in contrition. In a few minutes he would go forward, and take the old
preacher by the arm, and try, as he had once tried before, to lead him
to rest and shelter from so vain an intensity of prayer. But just now he
would wait to hear the words he said. He could not but wait, for so
dull, so silent, did all things remain, that the earnestness of the
expectant band made itself felt as an agony of hope waning to despair.

Absorbed in this, Alec heard what came to him as harsh profane speech;
and yet it was not this; it was the really modest address of a young man
who felt constrained to speak to him.

"I don't know," he said nervously (his accent was American), "who _you_
may be, but I just wish to state that I've a sort of notion one of those
fellows right down there means mischief to one of these poor ladies in
white, who is his wife. I ain't very powerful myself, but, I take it,
you're pretty strong, aren't you?"

Alec gave impatient assent; but the men whom he was asked to watch
approached no nearer to the women but remained behind the preacher.

All this time old Cameron prayed on, and while it might be that hope in
his followers was failing, in his voice there was increasing gladness
and fervour.

The clouds above shifted a little. To those wrapped in true anticipation
their shifting was as the first sign of a descending heaven. Somewhere
behind the thick clouds there was a crescent moon, and when in the upper
region of the sky a rift was made in the deep cloud cover, though she
did not shine through, the sky beyond was lit by her light, and the
upper edges of cloud were white as snow.

As the well of clear far light was opened to the old man's gaze, his
prayer stopped suddenly, and he stood only looking upwards. They did not
see so much as know from the manner in which his voice had failed, that
for him, at least, there were moments of ecstasy in the assurance of
hope.

"Poor fellow!" muttered Alec under his breath, for he felt the poignant
disappointment of the awakening.

A sweet sound made some of them turn an instant toward the wood, for a
little bird, disturbed in its hiding there, lilted forth a twittering
song of joy.

Its notes had not ceased when Alec heard a gasp of terror from the lady
near him, and saw, as one sees an act there is no time to avert, that
one of the rough fellows who were standing behind the old man had
suddenly struck him down by a savage blow upon the head.

Alec Trenholme ran and sprang upon the man who had struck the blow. Some
other man, he did not see which, wrested the club from the fellow's
hand. In the moments Alec was grappling with him he became conscious
that the old man lying near his feet on the grass was more to him than
revenge, and, with the caprice of a boy who turns from what interests
him less to what interests him more, he contented himself with hurling
the assailant from him, so that he fell heavily down the sloping ground
to where his companions stood. Then Alec pushed others aside and lifted
the wounded man.

Wounded? His hair was wet with warm blood. There was something done--a
good deal done, by many people--to restore him. Alec remembered
afterwards that the young man who had previously spoken to him had been
active, showing a more personal solicitude than was seen in the awed
kindness even of the women. One lives through such scenes with little
real perception of their details. He knew at last for certain that he
put his burden from him, and throwing himself down laid his ear on the
broad, muscular breast. Long as he listened, there was no movement
there. The mad old preacher was dead.




CHAPTER XXIII.


When Alec Trenholme rose from the dead man's side he felt his shoulder
taken hold of by a familiar hand. He knew at once that it was his
brother. It was quite what he would have expected, that Robert should be
there; it was surely his business to come after straying sheep.

The manslayer, awed and sobered by finding what he had done, had been
easily overpowered. Even his comrades helped to bind him. He was a poor
creature at best, and was now in the misery that comes with sudden
reaction from the exaltation of strong drink.

Alec saw that his brother was limping, that he seemed in actual pain; he
was anxious to know how this was, yet he did not say so. He asked rather
if Robert thought that the old man had consciously awakened from his
trance of expectation, and they both, in spite of all that pressed,
stooped with a lantern some one had lit to look again at the dead face.
Just as he might have looked when the heavens seemed to open above him,
so he looked now. They talked together, wondering who he really was, as
men find words for what is easiest to say, although not relevant to the
moment's necessity.

So absorbing is the interest of death to those who live in peaceful
times that, now that there was a lamp, all there required to slake their
curiosity by lingering gaze and comment before they would turn away.
Even the prisoner, when he saw the lantern flashed near the face of the
dead, demanded to be allowed to look before they led him down the hill.
His poor wife, who had expected his violence to fall only on herself,
kept by him, hysterically regretting that she had not been the victim.

Yet, although all this had taken place, it was only a short time before
the energy of a few, acting upon the paralysed will of others, had
cleared the ground. The white-dressed women crossed the open to the
descending path, huddling together as they walked, their eyes perforce
upon the rough ground over which they must pick their steps. There was
many a rift now in the breaking clouds above them, but only a few turned
an upward passionate glance. Sophia moved away in their midst. Seeing
her thus surrounded, Alec did not feel that he need approach.

"I don't know who she is," he said, pointing her out to Robert. "I
happened, in a queer way, to come up here with her." He paused a moment.
Some sentiment such as that she was a queen among women was in his mind,
but it did not rise to his lips. "She would like your help better than
mine," he added. "If you will see that she and her little sister are
taken care of, I will stay here"--he gave a gesture toward the
corpse--"till a stretcher comes."

"I will do my best to take care of them all," Robert Trenholme answered
with a sigh.

Old McNider and his little boy walked behind the women. Robert, limping
as he went, lifted the sleepy child in his arms and joined himself to
the company. They went under the dripping trees, down, down the dark,
slippery path. The white robes hardly glimmered in the darkness. Some of
the women wept; some of them held religious conversation, using such
forms of expression as grow up among certain classes of pious, people
and jar terribly on unaccustomed ears. Those who talked at this time had
less depth of character than those who were silent, and there was
evinced in their conversation a certain pride of resistance to
criticism--that is, they wished to show that if what they had looked for
had not come that night, their expectation of it bad been reasonable,
and that their greatest hopes would shortly be realised to the
confounding of unbelievers. They did not know the manner of their
spirit. Few who indulge in demonstration of piety as a relief to
feeling ever perceive how easily the natural passions can flow into this
channel.

Jesus wished to try their faith, said they, but they would not cast away
their lamps; no, they must keep them trimmed and burning. They could not
live unless they felt that dear Jesus might come for them any night.

"Blessed be His holy Name!" cried one. "When He comes the world will see
Him Whom they have despised, and His saints they have looked down on,
too, reignin' together in glory. Yes, glory be to Jesus, there'll be a
turnin' of the tables soon."

To Trenholme it seemed that they bandied about the sacred name. He
winced each time.

One woman, with more active intellect than some of the rest, began to
dilate on the signs already in the world which proved the Second Advent
was near. Her tone was not one of exulted feeling, but of calm reason.
Her desire was evidently to strengthen her sisters who might be cast
down. In her view all the ages of the history of the vast human race
were seen in the natural perspective which makes things that are near
loom larger than all that is far. The world, she affirmed, was more evil
than it had ever been. In the Church there was such spiritual death as
never before. The few great revivals there were showed that now the poor
were being bidden from the highways to the marriage feast. And above all
else, it was now proved that the coming of the Lord was nigh, because
bands of the elect everywhere were watching and waiting for the great
event. Her speech was well put forth in the midst of the weary descent.
She did not say more than was needed. If there were drooping hearts
among her friends they were probably cheered.

Then some more emotional talkers took up the exultant strain again. It
was hard for Trenholme not to estimate the inner hearts of all these
women by the words that he heard, and therefore to attribute all the
grace of the midnight hour to the dead.

When they got to the bottom of the hill, the farmer, at the request of
men who had gone first, had another waggon in readiness to take home the
women who had come to the hill on foot or who had sent away their
vehicles. Many of them did not belong to the village of Chellaston. It
was evidently better that the lighter waggon which had come from
Chellaston should go round now to the outlying farms, and that all the
villagers should return in that provided by the farmer. Trenholme put in
the child, who was now sleeping, and helped in the women, one by one.
Their white skirts were wet and soiled; he felt this as he aided them to
dispose them on the straw which had been put in for warmth. The farmer,
an Englishman, made some wise, and not uncivil, observations upon the
expediency of remaining at home at dead of night as compared with
ascending hills in white frocks. He was a kind man, but his words made
Winifred's tears flow afresh. She shrank behind the rest. Trenholme
kissed her little cold hand when he had put her in. Then, last of all,
he helped Sophia.

She had no words ready now to offer him by which to make amends. "You
have hurt your foot?" she said.

He told her briefly that his foot had twisted under him, so that at
first he had not been able to come on for the sprain, and he clasped her
hand as he bade the waggon drive on.

Feeling the lack of apology on her own part she thought he had shown
himself the greater, in that he had evidently pardoned her without it.

He did not feel himself to be great.

The cart jolted away. Trenholme stood in the farmyard. The light of a
lantern made a little flare about the stable door. The black, huge
barns, around seemed to his weary sense oppressive in their nearness.
The waggon disappeared down the dark lane. The farmer talked more
roughly, now that kindness no longer restrained him, of the night's
event. Trenholme leaned against a white-washed wall, silent but not
listening. He almost wondered he did not faint with the pain in his
ankle; the long strain he had put upon the hurt muscle rendered it
almost agonising, but faintness did not come: it seldom does to those
who sigh for it, as for the wings of a dove, that they may go far away
with it and be at rest. The farmer shut the stable door, put out the
light, and Trenholme limped out the house with him to wait for his
brother.




CHAPTER XXIV.


All this time Alec was walking, like a sentry, up and down beside the
old man's corpse. He was not alone. When the others had gone he found
that the young American had remained with him. He came back from the
lower trees whence he had watched the party disappear.

"Come to think of it," he said, "I'll keep you company."

Something in his manner convinced Alec that this was no second thought;
he had had no intention of leaving. He was a slight fellow, and,
apparently too tired now to wish to stand or walk longer, he looked
about him for a seat. None offered in the close vicinity of the corpse
and Alec, its sentinel; but, equal to his own necessity, he took a
newspaper from his pocket, folded it into a small square, laid it on the
wet beaten grass, and sat thereon, arching his knees till only the soles
of his boots touched the ground. To Alec's eye his long, thin figure
looked so odd, bent into this repeated angle, that he almost suspected
burlesque, but none was intended. The youth clasped his hands round his
knees, the better to keep himself upright, and seated thus a few yards
from the body, he shared the watch for some time as mute as was all else
in that silent place.

Alec's curiosity became aroused. At last he hesitated in his walk.

"You are from the States?"

"Well, yes; I am. But I reckon I'm prouder of my country than it has
reason to be of me. I'm down in the mouth to-night--that's a fact."

A fine description of sorrow would not have been so eloquent, but
exactly what he sorrowed for Alec did not know. It could hardly be for
the death merely.

Alec paced again. He had made himself an uneven track in the ragged
grass. Had the lineaments of the dead been more clearly seen, death
would have had a stronger influence; but even as it was, death,
darkness, and solitude had a language of their own, in which the hearts
of the two men shared more or less.

At length the American spoke, arresting Alec's walk.

"See here," he said, "if what they say is true--and as far as I know it
is--he's got up from being dead _once_ already."

The emphasis on the word "once" conveyed the suggestion which had
evidently just occurred to him.

"Oh, I know all about _that_ story." Alec spoke with the scorn of
superior information, casting off the disagreeable suggestion. "I was
there myself."

"You were, were you? Well, so was I, and I tell you I know no more than
babe unborn whether this old gentleman's Cameron or not."

Alec's mind was singularly free from any turn for speculative thought.
He intended to bring Bates to see the dead in the morning, and that
would decide the matter. He saw no sense in debating a question of fact.

"I was one of the fellows in that survey," explained Harkness, "and if
you're the fellow we saw at the station, as I reckon you are, then I
don't know any more about this old gentleman I've been housing than you
do."

Trenholme had an impulse to command silence, but, resisting it, only
kept silence himself and resumed his tread over the uneven ground.

"'Tisn't true," broke in the other again, in unexpected denial of his
own words, "that that's all I know. I know something more; 'tisn't much,
perhaps, but as I value my soul's salvation, I'll say it here. Before I
left the neighbourhood of Turrifs, I heard of this old gentleman here
a-making his way round the country, and I put in currency the report
that he was Cameron, and I've no doubt that that suggestion made the
country folks head him off towards Turrifs Station as far as they could
influence his route; and that'll be how he came there at Christmas time.
Look you here! I didn't know then, and I don't know now, whether he
_was_ or _wasn't_--I didn't think he was--but for a scheme I had afoot I
set that idea going. I did it by telegraphing it along the line, as if
I'd been one of the operators. The thing worked better than I expected."

Alec listened without the feeling of interest the words were expected to
arouse. To his mind a fellow who spoke glibly about his soul's salvation
was either silly or profane. He had no conception that this man, whose
way of regarding his own feelings, and whose standard of propriety as to
their expression, differed so much from his own, was, in reality, going
through a moral crisis.

"Well?" said he.

"Well, I guess that's about all I have to say."

"If you don't know anything more, I don't see that you've told me
anything." He meant, anything worth telling, for he did not feel that he
had any interest with the other's tricks or schemes.

"I do declare," cried Harkness, without heeding his indifference, "I'm
just cut up about this night's affair; I never thought Job would set on
anyone but his wife. I do regret I brought this good old gentleman to
this place. If some one offered me half Bates's land now, I wouldn't
feel inclined to take it."

Trenholme returned to his pacing, but when he had passed and re-passed,
he said, "Cameron doesn't seem to have been able to preach and pray like
an educated man; but Bates is here, he will see him to-morrow, and if he
doesn't claim the body, the police will advertise. Some one must know
who the old man is."

The words that came in return seemed singularly irrelevant. "What about
the find of asbestos the surveyor thought he'd got on the hills where
Bates's clearing is? Has Bates got a big offer for the land?"

"He has had some correspondence about it," said Trenholme, stiffly.

"He'll be a rich man yet," remarked the American, gloomily. "Asbestos
mines are piling in dollars, I can tell you. It's a shame, to my mind,
that a snapping crab-stick like that old Bates should have it all." He
rose as with the irritation of the idea, but appeared arrested as he
looked down at the dead man. "And when I think how them poor ladies got
their white skirts draggled, I do declare I feel cut up to that extent I
wouldn't care for an asbestos mine if somebody came and offered it to me
for nothing this minute."

Then, too absorbed in feeling to notice the bathos of his speech, he put
his hands in his pockets, and began strolling up and down a beat of his
own, a few yards from the track Trenholme had made, and on the other
side of the dead.

As they walked at different paces, and passing each other at irregular
times, perhaps the mind of each recurred to the remembrance of the other
ghostly incident and the rumour that the old man had already risen once.
The open spot of sloping ground surrounded by high black trees, which
had been so lately trodden by many feet, seemed now the most desolate of
desolate places. The hymn, the prayer, that had arisen there seemed to
leave in the air only that lingering influence which past excitement
lends to its acute reaction.

A sudden sharp crack and rustling, coming from out the gloom of the
trees, startled them.

"Ho!" shouted the American. "Stand! Is there any one there?"

And Alec in his heart called him a fool for his pains, and yet he
himself had not been less startled. Nothing more was heard. It was only
that time--time, that mysterious medium through which circumstance comes
to us from the source of being; that river which, unseen, unfelt,
unheard, flows onward everywhere--had just then brought the moment for
some dead branch to fall.


END OF BOOK II.




BOOK III.

"_Nothing is inexorable but Love_."




CHAPTER I.


That which is to be seen of any event, its causes and consequences, is
never important compared with the supreme importance of those unseen
workings of things physical and things spiritual which are the heart of
our life. The iceberg of the northern seas is less than its unseen
foundations; the lava stream is less than the molten sea whence it
issues; the apple falling to the ground, and the moon circling in her
orbit, are less than the great invisible force which controls their
movements and the movements of all the things that do appear. The crime
is not so great as its motive, nor yet as its results; the beneficent
deed is not so great as the beneficence of which it is but a fruit; yet
we cannot see beneficence, nor motives, nor far-reaching results. We
cannot see the greatest forces, which in hidden places, act and
counteract to bring great things without observation; we see some broken
fragments of their turmoil which now and again are cast up within our
sight.

Notwithstanding this, which we all know, the average man feels himself
quite competent to observe and to pass judgment on all that occurs in
his vicinity. In the matter of the curious experience which the sect of
the Adventists passed through in Chellaston, the greater part of the
community formed prompt judgment, and in this judgment the chief element
was derision.

The very next day, in the peaceful Sunday sunshine, the good people of
Chellaston (and many of them were truly good) spent their breath in
expatiating upon the absurdity of those who had met with the madman upon
the mountain to pray for the descent of heaven. It was counted a good
thing that a preacher so dangerously mad was dead; and it was
considered as certain that his followers would now see their folly in
the same light in which others saw it. It was reported as a very good
joke that when one white-clad woman had returned to her home, wan and
weary, in the small hours of the night, her husband had refused to let
her in, calling to her from an upper window that _his wife_ had gone to
have a fly with the angels, and he did not know who _she_ might be.
Another and coarser version of the same tale was, that he had taken no
notice of her, but had called to his man that the white cow had got
loose and ought to be taken back into the paddock. Both versions were
considered excellent in the telling. Many a worthy Christian, coming out
of his or her place of worship, chuckled over the wit of this amiable
husband, and observed, in the midst of laughter, that his wife, poor
thing, had only got her deserts.

In the earlier hours of that Sunday morning rumour had darted about,
busily telling of the sudden freak the drunkard's violence had taken,
and of Father Cameron's death. Many a version of the story was brought
to the hotel, but through them the truth sifted, and the people there
heard what had really occurred. Eliza heard, for one, and was a good
deal shocked. Still, as the men about the place remarked that it was a
happy release for Father Cameron, who had undoubtedly gone to heaven,
and that it was an advantage, too, to Job's wife, who would now be saved
from further torment at her husband's hands, her mind became
acquiescent. For herself, she had no reason to be sorry the old man was
dead. It was better for him; it was better for her, too. So, without
inward or outward agitation, she directed the morning business of the
house, setting all things in such order that she, the guiding hand of it
all, might that afternoon take holiday.

Some days before she had been invited by Mrs. Rexford to spend this
afternoon with them and take tea. Then, as it was said that Principal
Trenholme, in spite of a sprained ankle, had insisted upon taking the
Church services as usual, all the fine ladies at the hotel intended to
go and hear him preach in the evening. Eliza would go too. This
programme was highly agreeable to her, more so than exciting amusement
which would have pleased other girls better. Although nothing would have
drawn expression of the fact from her, in the bottom of her deeply
ambitious heart she felt honoured by the invitations Miss Rexford
obtained for her, and appreciated to the full their value. She also knew
the worth of suitable attendance at church.

Sunday was always a peaceful day at Chellaston. Much that was truly
godly, and much that was in truth worldly, combined together to present
a very respectable show of sabbath-keeping. The hotel shared in the
sabbath quiet, especially in the afternoon, when most people were
resting in their rooms.

About three o'clock Eliza was ready to go to her room on the third story
to dress for the afternoon. This process was that day important, for she
put on a new black silk gown. It was beflounced and befrilled according
to the fashion of the time. When she had arranged it to a nicety in her
own room, she descended to one of the parlours to survey herself in the
pier-glass. No one was there. The six red velvet chairs and the uniform
sofa stood in perfect order round the room. The table, with figured
cloth, had a large black Bible on it as usual. On either side of the
long looking-glass was a window, in which the light of day was somewhat
dulled by coarse lace curtains. Abundance of light there was, however,
for Eliza's purpose. She shut the door, and pushed aside the table which
held the Bible, the better to show herself to herself in the
looking-glass.

Eliza faced herself. She turned and looked at herself over one shoulder;
then she looked over the other shoulder. As she did so, the curving
column of her white neck was a thing a painter might have desired to
look at, had he been able to take his eyes from the changeful sheen on
her glossy red hair. But there was no painter there, and Eliza was
looking at the gown. She walked to the end of the room, looking backward
over her shoulder. She walked up the room toward the mirror, observing
the moving folds of the skirt as she walked. She went aside, out of the
range of the glass, and came into it again to observe the effect of
meeting herself as though by chance, or rather, of meeting a young woman
habited in such a black silk gown, for it was not in herself precisely
that Eliza was at the moment interested. She did not smile at herself,
or meet her own eyes in the glass. She was gravely intent upon looking
as well as she could, not upon estimating how well she looked.

The examination was satisfactory. Perhaps a woman more habituated to
silk gowns and mantua-makers would have found small wrinkles in sleeve
or shoulder; but Eliza was pleased. If the gown was not perfect, it was
as good a one as she was in the habit of seeing, even upon gala
occasions. And she had no intention of keeping her gown for occasions;
her intention was that it should be associated with her in the ordinary
mind of the place. Now that she was fortunate enough to possess silk
(and she was determined this should only be the forerunner of a
succession of such gowns) people should think of her as Miss White, who
wore silk in the afternoons. She settled this as she saw how well the
material became her. Then, with grave care, she arranged a veil round
the black bonnet she wore, and stood putting on new gloves preparatory
to leaving the room. Eliza was not very imaginative; but had she been
disposed to foresee events, much as she might have harassed herself, she
would not have been more likely to hit upon the form to be taken by the
retributive fate she always vaguely feared than are the poor creatures
enslaved by fearful imaginations.

The door opened, and Harkness thrust his handsome head into the room. He
was evidently looking for her. When he saw her he came in hastily,
shutting the door and standing with his back to it, as if he did not
care to enter further.

Eliza had not seen him that day. After what had happened, she rather
dreaded the next interview, as she did not know what he might find to
say; but the instant she saw him, she perceived that it was something
more decisive than he had ever shown sign of before. He looked tired,
and at the same time as if his spirit was upwrought within him and his
will set to some purpose.

"I'm real glad to see you," he said, but not pleasantly. "I've been
looking for you; and it's just as well for you I found you without more
ado."

"I'm just going out," said Eliza; "I can't stay now."

"You'll just stop a bit where you are, and hear what I'm going to say."

"I can't," said she, angrily; but he was at the door, and she made no
movement towards it.

He talked right on. "I'm going away," he said. "I've packed up all that
I possess here in this place, and I'm going to depart by this
afternoon's train. No one much knows of this intention. I take it you
won't interfere, so I don't mind confiding my design to your _kind_ and
_sympathetic_ breast."

The emphasis he laid on the eulogy was evidently intended for bitter
sarcasm. Anger gave her unwonted glibness.

"I'll ask you to be good enough to pay our bill, then. If you're making
off because you can't pay your other debts it's no affair of mine."

He bowed mockingly. "You are real kind. Can't think how much obliged I
am for your tactful reminder; but it don't happen to be my financial
affairs that I came to introdooce to your notice." He stammered a
moment, as if carried rather out of his bearings by his own loquacity.
"It's--it's rather _your_ finances that I wish to enlarge upon."

She opposed herself to him in cold silence that would not betray a gleam
of curiosity.

"You're a mighty fine young lady, upon my word!" he observed, running
his eye visibly over her apparel. "Able to work for yourself, and buy
silk skirts, and owning half a bit of ground that people are beginning
to think will be worth something considerable when they get to mining
there. Oh, you're a fine one--what with your qualities and your
fortune!"

A sudden unbecoming colour came with tell-tale vehemence over her cheek
and brow.

"Your qualities of mind, as I've remarked, are fine; but the qualities
of your heart, my dear, are finer still. I've been making love to you,
with the choicest store of loving arts, for eight long months; and the
first blush I've been enabled to raise on your lovely countenance is
when I tell you you've more money than you looked for! You're a
tender-hearted young lady!"

"The only train I ever heard of on Sunday afternoon goes pretty soon,"
she said; and yet there was now an eager look of curiosity in her eyes
that belied her words.

He took no notice of her warning, but resumed now with mock apology.
"But I'm afraid I'm mistaken in the identity. Sorry to disappoint you,
but the estate I allude to belongs to Miss Cameron, who lived near a
locality called Turrifs Station. Beg pardon, forgot for the moment your
name was White, and that you know nothing about that interesting and
historic spot."

Perhaps because she had played the part of indifference so long, it
seemed easiest to her, even in her present confusion of mind; at any
rate she remained silent.

"Pity you weren't her, isn't it?" He showed all his white teeth. He had
been pale at first, but in talking the fine dark red took its wonted
place in his cheeks. He had tossed back his loose smoke-coloured hair
with a nervous hand. His dark beauty never showed to better advantage as
he stood leaning back on the door. "Pity you aren't her, isn't it?" he
repeated, smilingly.

She had no statuesque pose, but she had assumed a look of insensibility
almost equal to that of stone.

"Come to think of it, even if you were her, you'd find it hard to say so
now; so, either way, I reckon you'll have to do without the tin. 'Twould
be real awkward to say to all your respectable friends that you'd been
sailing under false colours; that 'White' isn't your _bona fide_
cognomen; that you'd deserted a helpless old woman to come away; and as
to _how you left your home_--the sort of _carriage_ you took to, my
dear, and how you got over the waggoner to do the work of a sexton--Oh,
my, fine tale for Chellaston, that! No, my dear young lady, take a
fatherly word of admonition; your best plan is to make yourself easy
without the tin."

He looked at her, even now, with more curiosity than malice in his
smiling face. A power of complete reserve was so foreign to his own
nature that without absolute proof he could not entirely believe it in
her. The words he was speaking might have been the utter nonsense to her
that they would have been to any but the girl who was lost from the
Bates and Cameron clearing for all hint she gave of understanding. He
worked on his supposition, however. He had all the talking to himself.

"You're mighty secret! Now, look at me. I'm no saint, and I've come here
to make a clean breast of that fact. When I was born, Uncle Sam said to
me, 'Cyril P. Harkness, you're a son of mine, and it's your vocation to
worship the God of the Pilgrim Fathers and the Almighty Dollar'; and I
piped up, 'Right you are, uncle.' I was only a baby then." He added
these last words reflectively, as if pondering on the reminiscence, and
gained the object of his foolery--that she spoke.

"If you mean to tell me that you're fond of money, that's no news. I've
had sense to see _that_. If you thought I'd a mine belonging to me
somewhere that accounts for the affection you've been talking of so
much. I _begin_ to _believe_ in it now."

She meant her words to be very cutting, but she had not much mobility of
voice or glance; and moreover, her heart was like lead within her; her
words fell heavily.

"Just so," said he, bowing as if to compliment her discrimination. "You
may believe me, for I'm just explaining to you I'm not a saint, and that
is a sentiment you may almost always take stock in when expressed by
human lips. I was real sick last summer; and when I came to want a
holiday I thought I'd do it cheap, so when I got wind of a walking
party--a set of gentlemen who were surveying--I got them to let me go
along. Camp follower I was, and 'twas first rate fun, especially as I
was on the scent of what they were looking for. So then we came on
asbestos in one part. Don't know what that is, my dear? Never mind as to
its chemical proportions; there's dollars in it. Then we dropped down on
the house of the gentleman that owned about half the hill. One of them
was just dead, and he had a daughter, but she was lost, and as I was
always mighty fond of young ladies, I looked for her. Oh, you may
believe, I looked, till, when she was nowhere, I half thought the man
who said she was lost had been fooling. Well, then, I--" (he stopped and
drawled teasingly) "But _possibly_ I intrude. Do you hanker after
hearing the remainder of this history?"

She had sat down by the centre table with her back to him.

"You can go on," she muttered.

"Thanks for your kind permission. I haven't got much more to tell, for I
don't know to this mortal minute whether I've ever found that young lady
or not; but I have my suspicions. Any way, that day away we went across
the lake, and when the snow drove us down from the hills the day after,
the folks near the railroad were all in a stew about the remains of
Bates's partner, the poppa of the young lady. His remains, having come
there for burial, and not appearing to like the idea, had taken the
liberty of stepping out on the edge of the evening, and hooking it. So
said I, 'What if that young lady was real enterprising! what if she got
the waggoner to put her poppa under the soil of the forest, and rode on
herself, grand as you please, in his burial casket!' (That poor waggoner
drank himself to death of remorse, but that was nothing to her.) The
circumstances were confusing, and the accounts given by different folks
were confusing, and, what's more, 'tisn't easy to believe in a sweet
girl having her poppa buried quite secret; most young ladies is too
delicate. Still, after a bit, the opinion I've mentioned did become my
view of the situation; and I said to myself 'Cyril, good dog; here's
your vocation quite handy. Find the young lady, find her, good fellow!
Ingratiate yourself in her eyes, and you've got, not only an asbestos
mine, but a wife of such smartness and enterprise as rarely falls to the
lot of a rising young man.' I didn't blame her one bit for the part she
had taken, for I'd seen the beast she'd have had to live with. No doubt
her action was the properest she could take. And I thought if I came on
her panting, flying, and offered her my protection, she'd fall down and
adore me. So, to make a long tale short, I stopped a bit in that
locality, hunting for her quite private after every one else had given
up hunting. I heard of a daft old man who'd got about, the Lord only
knows how, and I set the folks firmly believing that he was old Cameron.
Well, _if_ he was, then the girl was lost and dead; but if he
_wasn't_--well, I twigged it she'd got on the railroad, and, by being
real pleasant to all the car men, I found out, quite by the way and
private, how she might have got on, and where any girl had got off, till
by patience and perseverance I got on your track; and I've been eight
months trying to fathom your deepness and win your affections. The more
fool I! For to try to win what hasn't any more existence than the pot at
the rainbow's tail is clear waste of time. Deep you are; but you haven't
got any of the commodity of affection in your breast."

"Why didn't you tell me this before, like an honest man?" she asked;
"and I'd have told you you didn't know as much as you thought you did."
Her voice was a little thick; but it was expressionless.

"I'm not green. If you'd known you were possessed of money, d'you
suppose you'd have stayed here to marry me? Oh no, I meant to get that
little ceremony over first, and _spring the mine_ on you for a wedding
present _after_. The reason I've told you now is that I wouldn't marry
you now, not if you'd ten millions of dollars in cash in your pocket."

"Why not? If I'm the person you take me for, I'm as rich and clever
now." She still sat with her back to him; her voice so impassive that
even interrogation was hardly expressed in words that had the form of a
question.

"Yes, and you'd be richer and cleverer now with me, by a long chalk,
than without me! If you'd me to say who you are, and that I'd known it
all along, and how you'd got here, and to bring up the railroad fellows
(I've got all their names) who noticed you to bear witness, your claim
would look better in the eyes of the law. 'Twould look a deal better in
the eyes of the world, too, to come as Mrs. Cyril P. Harkness, saying
you had been Miss Cameron, than to come on the stage as Miss White,
laying claim to another name; and it would be a long sight more
comfortable to have me to support and cherish you at such a time than
not to have a friend in the world except the folks whose eyes you've
pulled the wool over, and who'll be mighty shocked. Oh, yes; by Jemima!
you'd be richer and cleverer now with me than without me. But I'll tell
you what I've come here to say"--his manner took a tone more serious;
his mocking smile passed away; he seemed to pause to arrest his own
lightness, and put on an unwonted dignity. "I tell you," he repeated
slowly, "what I've come here to say--I do despise a young lady without a
heart. Do you know what occurred last night? As good an old gentleman as
ever lived was brutally felled to the earth and killed; a poor man who
was never worse than a drunkard has become a murderer, and there's a
many good pious ladies in this town who'll go about till death's day
jeered at as fools. Would you like to be marked for a fool? No, you
wouldn't and neither will they; and if you're the young lady I take you
for, you could have hindered all this, _and_ you didn't. _I_ brought the
old man to this place; I am to blame in that, my own self, I am; but I
tell you, by the salvation of my soul, when I stood last night and heard
him pray, and saw those poor ladies with their white garbs all
bedraggled, around him praying, I said to myself, 'Cyril, you've reason
to call on the rocks and hills to cover you,' and I had grace to be
right down sorry. I'm right down ashamed, and so I'm going to pull up
stakes and go back to where I came from; and I've come here now to tell
you that after what I've seen of you in this matter I'd sooner die than
be hitched with you. You've no more heart than my old shoe; as long as
you get on it's all one to you who goes to the devil. You're not only as
sharp as I took you for, but a good deal sharper. Go ahead; you'll get
rich somehow; you'll get grand; but I want you to know that, though I'm
pretty tricky myself, and 'cute enough to have thought of a good thing
and followed it up pretty far, I've got a heart; and I do despise a
person made of stone. I was _real_ fond of you, for you far exceeded my
expectations; but I'm not fond of you now one bit. If you was to go down
on your bended knees and ask me to admire you now, I wouldn't."

She listened to all the sentence he pronounced upon her. When he had
finished she asked a question. "What do you mean about going to law
about the clearin'?"

"Your worthy friend, Mr. Bates, has arrived in this place this very day.
He's located with the Principal, he _is_."

"He isn't here," she replied in angry scorn.

"All right. Just _as you please_."

"He isn't here," she said more sulkily.

"But _he is_."

She ignored his replies. "What do you mean about going to law about the
land?"

"Why, I haven't got much time left,"--he was standing now with his watch
in his hand--"but for the sake of old times I'll tell you, if you don't
see through that. D'you suppose Bates isn't long-headed! He's heard
about Father Cameron being here, and knowing the old man couldn't give
an account of himself, he's come to see him and pretend he's your
father. Of course he's no notion of you being here. He swears right and
left that you went over the hills and perished in the snow; and he's got
up great mourning and lamenting, so I've heard, for your death. Oh,
Jemima! Can't you see through that?"

"Tell me what you mean," she demanded, haughtily. She was standing again
now.

"Why, my dear, if you knew a bit more of the world you'd know that it
meant that he intends to pocket all the money himself. And, what's more,
he's got the best of the situation; for you left him of your own accord,
my dear, and changed your name, and if you should surprise him now by
putting in an appearance and saying you're the lost young lady, what's
to hinder him saying you're _not_ you, and keeping the tin? I don't know
who's to swear to you, myself. The men round Turrifs said you were
growing so fast that between one time and another they wouldn't know
you. Worst, that is, of living in out-of-the-way parts--no one sees you
often enough to know if you're you or if you're not you."

"It is not true," she cried. He had at last brought the flash to her
eyes. She stood before him palpitating with passion. "You are a liar!"
she said, intensely. "Mr. Bates is as honest as"--words failed
her--"as--as honest and as good as _you_ don't even know how to think
of."

He was like a necromancer who, although triumphant at having truly
raised a spirit by his incantations, quails mystified before it.

"Oh well, since you feel so badly about it I'll not say that you mayn't
outwit him if you put in your claim. You needn't give up all for lost if
he does try to face it out."

"Give up what for lost? Do you think I care about this old mine so much?
I tell you, sooner than hear a tricky sharper like you say that Mr.
Bates is as cunning as you are, I'd--I'd--" She did not say more, but
she trembled with passion. "Go!" she concluded. "If you say I'm
unfeeling, you say a thing I suppose is true enough; but you've said
things to me this afternoon that are not true; and if there's a good
honest man in this world, it's Mr. Bates. Sooner than not believe that
I'd--sooner die."

The tears had welled up and overflowed her eyes. Her face was red and
burning.

"Say, Eliza," he said, gently enough. He was more astonished than he
could realise or express, but he was really troubled to see her cry.

"Oh, don't 'Eliza' me!" she cried, angrily. "You said you were going to
go--go--go--I tell you, go! What business is it of yours, I'd like to
know, to mention Mr. Bates to me? You've no business with either him or
me."

"Upon my word! I'll take my gospel oath I've said no more than I do
believe."

"I dare say not. You don't know what an honest man is, so how could you
believe in one?"

"I've a real soft heart; I hate to see you cry, Eliza."

"Well, Mr. Bates hasn't a soft heart at all; he's as unkind as can be;
but he's as much above you, with all your softness, as light is above
boot blacking."

She was not good-looking in her tears. She was not modest in her anger;
all the crude rude elements of her nature broke forth. She wrenched the
door open although with obstinate strength he tried to keep it shut,
desiring stupidly to comfort her. She cast him aside as a rough man
might push a boy. When she was making her way upstairs he heard
smothered sounds of grief and rage escaping from her.




CHAPTER II.


When Eliza had been in her own room for about half an hour, her passion
had subsided. She was not glad of this; in perverseness she would have
recalled the tempest if she could, but she knew not what to call back or
how to call. She knew no more what had disturbed her than in times of
earthquake the sea water knows the cause of its unwonted surging. She
sat angry and miserable; angry with Harkness, not because he had called
her heartless--she did not care in the slightest for his praise or
blame--but because he had been the bearer of ill tidings; and because he
had in some way produced in her the physical and mental distress of
angry passion, a distress felt more when passion is subsiding. She
ranked it as ill tidings that her father's land had risen in value. She
would rather that her worldly wisdom in leaving it had been proved by
subsequent events than disproved, as now, by news which raised such a
golden possibility before her ignorant eyes, that her heart was rent
with pangs of envy and covetousness, while her pride warred at the very
thought of stooping to take back what she had cast away, and all the
disclosure that must ensue. Above all, she counted it ill tidings that
Bates was reported to be in the place. She was as angry with him now as
on the day she had left him--more angry--for now he could vaunt new
prosperity as an additional reason why she had been wrong to go. Why had
he come here to disturb and interrupt? What did the story about Father
Cameron matter to him? She felt like a hunted stag at bay; she only
desired strength and opportunity to trample the hunter.

Partly because she felt more able to deal with others than with the dull
angry misery of her own heart, partly because she was a creature of
custom, disliking to turn from what she had set out to do, she found
herself, after about an hour of solitude, rearranging her street toilet
to walk to Mrs. Rexford's house.

When she had made her way down to the lower flat of the hotel she found
Harkness had spoken the truth in saying he intended to go, for he was
gone. The men in the cool shaded bar-room were talking about it. Mr.
Hutchins mentioned it to her through the door. He sat in his big chair,
his crutches leaning against him.

"Packed up; paid his bill; gone clear off--did you know?"

"Yes, I knew," said Eliza, although she had not known till that moment.

"Said he was so cut up, and that he wouldn't stay to give evidence
against poor Job, or be hauled before the coroner to be cross-questioned
about the old man. He's a sharp 'un; packed up in less time than it
takes most men to turn round--adjustable chair and all."

Eliza had come to the threshold of the bar-room door to hear all he
said. The sunshine of a perfect summer day fell on the verandah just
outside, and light airs came through the outer door and fanned her, but
in here the sweet air was tarnished with smoke from the cigars of one or
two loiterers.

Two men of the village were sitting with their hats on. As they said
"Good-day" to Eliza, they did not rise or take off their hats, not
because they did not feel towards her as a man would who would give this
civility, but because they were not in the habit of expressing their
feelings in that way. Another transient caller was old Dr. Nash, and he,
looking at Eliza, recognised in a dull way something in her appearance
which made him think her a finer woman than he had formerly supposed,
and, pulling off his hat, he made her a stiff bow.

Eliza spoke only to Mr. Hutchins: "I shall be gone about four hours; I
am going to the Rexfords to tea. You'd better look into the dining-room
once or twice when supper's on."

"All right," said he, adding, when the clock had had time to tick once,
"Miss White."

And the reason he affixed her name to his promise was the same that had
compelled Dr. Nash's bow--a sense of her importance growing upon him;
but the hotel-keeper observed, what the old doctor did not, that the
gown was silk.

"Fine woman that, sir," he remarked, when she was gone, to anyone who
might wish to receive the statement.

"Well," said one of the men, "I should just think it."

"She seems," said Dr. Nash, stiffly, "to be a good girl and a clever
one."

"She isn't _just_ now what I'd call a gurl," said the man who had
answered first. "She's young, I know; but now, if you see her walking
about the dining-room, she's more like a _queen_ than a _gurl_."

Without inquiring into the nature of this distinction Dr. Nash got into
his buggy. As he drove down the street under the arching elm trees he
soon passed Eliza on her way to the Rexfords, and again he lifted his
hat. Eliza, with grave propriety, returned the salutation.

The big hawthorn tree at the beginning of Captain Rexford's fence was
thickly bedecked with pale scarlet haws. Eliza opened the gate beside it
and turned up the cart road, walking on its grassy edge, concealed from
the house by ragged lilac trees. She preferred this to-day to the open
path leading to the central door. This road brought her to the end of
the long front verandah. Here she perceived voices from the
sitting-room, and, listening, thought she heard Principal Trenholme
talking. She went on past the gable of the house into the yard, a
sloping straggling bit of ground, enclosed on three sides by the house
and its additions of dairies and stables, and on the fourth side bounded
by the river. For once the place seemed deserted by the children. A
birch, the only tree in the enclosure, cast fluttering shadow on the
closely cropped sod. Sunlight sparkled on the river and on the row of
tin milk pans set out near the kitchen door. To this door Eliza went
slowly, fanning herself with her handkerchief, for the walk had been
warm. She saw Miss Rexford was in the kitchen alone, attending to some
light cookery.

"I heard company in the front room, so I came round here till they were
gone."

"You are not usually shy," said Sophia.

Eliza sat down on a chair by the wall. With the door wide open the yard
seemed a part of the kitchen. It was a pleasant place. The birch tree
flicked its shadow as far as the much-worn wooden doorstep.

"I was very sorry to hear about last night, Miss Sophia," said Eliza,
sincerely, meaning that she was sorry on Winifred's account more
immediately.

"Yes," said Sophia, acknowledging that there was reason for such
sympathy.

"Is that Principal Trenholme talking?" asked Eliza. The talk in the
sitting-room came through the loose door, and a doubt suddenly occurred
to her.

"No; it's his brother," said Sophia.

"The voices are alike."

"Yes; but the two men don't seem to be much alike."

"I didn't know he had a brother."

"Didn't you? He has just come."

Sophia was taking tea-cakes from the oven. Eliza leaned her head against
the wall; she felt warm and oppressed. One of the smaller children
opened the sitting-room door just then and came into the kitchen. The
child wore a very clean pinafore in token of the day. She came and sat
on Eliza's knee. The door was left ajar; instead of stray words and
unintelligible sentences, all the talk of the sitting-room was now the
common property of those in the kitchen.

In beginning to hear a conversation already in full flow, it is a few
moments before the interchange of remarks and interrogations makes sense
to us. Eliza only came to understand what was being talked of when the
visitor said "No, I'm afraid there's no doubt about the poor girl's
death. After there had been two or three snow-storms there was evidently
no use in looking for her any more; but even then, I think it was months
before _he_ gave up hopes of her return. Night after night he used to
hoist a pinewood torch, thinking she might have fallen in with Indians
and be still alive and trying to make her way back. The fact of the
matter was, Mrs. Rexford, Bates _loved_ her, and he simply _could not_
give her up for dead."

The young man had as many emphasised words in his speech as a girl might
have had, yet his talk did not give the impression of easily expressed
feeling.

"Ah, it was very sad."

"Yes, I didn't know I could have minded so much a thing that did not
affect me personally. Then when he had given up hope of finding her
living, he was off, when the spring came, everywhere over the woods,
supposing that if she had perished, her body could be found when the
snow was gone. I couldn't help helping him to search the place for miles
round. It's a fine place in spring, too; but I don't know when one cares
less about spring flowers than when one's half expecting the dead body
of a girl to turn up in every hollow where they grow thickest. I've
beaten down a whole valley of trillium lilies just to be sure she had
not fallen between the rocks they grew on. And if I felt that way, you
may suppose it was bad enough for Bates."

"He seems to have had a feeling heart."

"Oh well, he had brought the girl up. I don't think he cared for
anything in the world but her."

"And Dr. Nash saw Mr. Bates as soon as you got him to your brother's? If
Dr. Nash thinks he'll pull through I should think you must feel
hopeful."

"Yes--well, I left him on the sofa. He's rather bad."

There was a pause, as if Mrs. Rexford might be sighing and shaking her
head over some suffering before described.

Sophia had gone to the milk cellar to get cream for tea. Eliza followed
her out into the yard.

"I had better not stay to tea," said she, "there won't be room."

"Oh yes, there will; I have a headache, so I'm not going into the
dining-room."

"Then I won't stay. I would rather come some night when you are there."

"How handsome your dress looks! You are getting quite a fine lady,
Eliza."

"My dress!" said Eliza, looking down at it. It seemed to her so long
since she thought of it. "Yes," she continued, stroking it, "it looks
very nicely, doesn't it?"

Sophia assented heartily. She liked the girl's choice of clothes; they
seemed to remove her from, and set her far above, the commoner people
who frequented the hotel.

"You're very tired, Miss Sophia, I can see; and it's no wonder after
last night. It's no fun staying to-night, for we all feel dull about
what's happened; I'll go now."

Eliza went quietly down the lane again, in shadow of the lilac hedge,
and let herself out of the wooden gate; but she did not return to the
village. She looked down the road the other way, measuring with her eyes
the distance to the roof of Trenholme's house. She walked in that
direction, and when she came to Captain Rexford's pasture field, she got
through the bars and crossed it to a small wood that lay behind. Long
golden strips of light lay athwart the grass between elongated shades
cast by cows and bushes. The sabbath quiet was everywhere. All the cows
in the pasture came towards her, for it was milking time, and any one
who came suggested to them the luxury of that process. Some followed her
in slow and dubious fashion; some stopped before her on the path. Eliza
did not even look at them, and when she went in among the young fir
trees they left her alone.

It was not a thick wood; the evening sun shone freely between the clumps
of young spruce. In an open glade an elm tree stood, stretching out
branches sensitive to each breath of air, golden in the slant sunlight
above the low dark firs. The roots of this tree were raised and dry.
Eliza sat down on them. She could see between the young trees out to the
side of the college houses and their exit to the road. She could see the
road too: it was this she watched.




CHAPTER III.


Eliza sat still in her rough woodland chamber till the stray sunbeams
had left its floor of moss and played only through the high open windows
in the elm bough roof. She had seen the cows milked, and now heard the
church bells ring. She looked intently through the fissures of the
spruce shrub walls till at length she saw a light carriage drive away
from the college grounds with the clergyman and his brother in it. She
knew now that their house would be left almost empty. After waiting till
the last church-going gig had passed on the road and the bells had
stopped, she went into the college grounds by a back way, and on to the
front of Trenholme's house.

As was common in the place, the front door yielded when the handle was
turned. Eliza had no wish to summon the housekeeper. She stood in the
inner hall and listened, that she might hear what rooms had inmates.
From the kitchen came occasional clinking of cups and plates; the
housekeeper had evidently not swerved from her regular work. With ears
preternaturally acute, Eliza hearkened to the silence in the other rooms
till some slight sound, she could hardly tell of what, led her upstairs
to a certain door. She did not knock; she had no power to stand there
waiting for a response; the primitive manners of the log house in which
she had lived so long were upon her. She entered the room abruptly,
roughly, as she would have entered the log house door.

In a long chair lay the man she sought. He was dressed in common
ill-fitting clothes; he lay as only the very weak lie, head and limbs
visibly resting on the support beneath them.

She crossed her arms and stood there, fierce and defiant. She was
conscious of the dignity of her pose, of her improved appearance and of
her fine clothes; the consciousness formed part of her defiance. But he
did not even see her mood, just as, manlike, he did not see her dress.
All that he did see was that here, in actual life before him, was the
girl he had lost. In his weakness he bestirred himself with a cry of
fond wondering joy--"Sissy!"

"Yes, Mr. Bates, I'm here."

Some power came to him, for he sat erect, awed and reverent before this
sudden delight that his eyes were drinking in. "Are you safe, Sissy?" he
whispered.

"Yes," she replied, scornfully, "I've been quite safe ever since I got
away from you, Mr. Bates. I've taken care of myself, so I'm quite safe
and getting on finely; but I'd get on better if my feet weren't tied in
a sack because of the things you made me do--you _made_ me do it, you
know you did." She challenged his self-conviction with fierce intensity.
"It was you made me go off and leave your aunt before you'd got any one
else to take care of her; it was you who made me take her money because
you'd give me none that was lawfully my own; it was you that made me run
away in a way that wouldn't seem very nice if any one knew, and do
things they wouldn't think very nice, and--and" (she was incoherent in
her passion) "you _made_ me run out in the woods alone, till I could get
a train, and I was so frightened of you coming, and finding me, and
_telling_, that I had to give another name; and _now_, when I'm getting
on in the world, I have to keep hiding all this at every turn because
people wouldn't think it very pretty conduct. They'd think it was queer
and get up a grand talk. So I've told lies and changed my name, and it's
you that made me, Mr. Bates."

He only took in a small part of the meaning of the words she poured upon
him so quickly, but he could no longer be oblivious to her rage. His joy
in seeing her did not subside; he was panting for breath with the
excitement of it, and his eyes gloated upon her; for his delight in her
life and safety was something wholly apart from any thought of himself,
from the pain her renewed anger must now add to the long-accustomed pain
of his own contrition.

"But how," he whispered, wondering, "how did you get over the hills?
How?--"

"Just how and when I could. 'Twasn't much choice that you left me, Mr.
Bates. It signifies very little now how I got here. I _am_ here. You've
come after the old man that's dead, I suppose. You might have saved
yourself the trouble. He isn't father, if _that's_ what you thought."

He did not even hear the last part of her speech. He grasped at the
breath that seemed trying to elude him.

"You went out into the woods alone," he said, pityingly. He was so
accustomed to give her pity for this that it came easily. "You--you mean
over our hills to the back of the--"

"No, I don't, I wasn't such a silly as to go and die in the hills. I got
across the lake, and I'm here now--that's the main thing, and I want to
know why you're here, and what you're going to do."

Her tone was brutal. It was, though he could not know it, the half
hysterical reaction from that mysterious burst of feeling that had made
her defend him so fiercely against the American's evil imputation.

She was not sufficiently accustomed to ill health to have a quick eye
for it; but she began now to see how very ill he looked. The hair upon
his face and head was damp and matted; his face was sunken,
weather-browned, but bloodless in the colouring. His body seemed
struggling for breath without aid from his will, for she saw he was
thinking only of her. His intense preoccupation in her half fascinated,
half discomforted her, the more so because of the feverish lustre of his
eye.

"I'm sorry you're so ill, Mr. Bates," she said, coldly; "you'd better
lie down."

"Never mind about me," he whispered, eagerly, and feebly moved upon the
seat to get a little nearer her. "Never mind about me; but tell me,
Sissy, have you been a good girl since you got off like this? You're
safe and well--have you been good?"

"I took your aunt's money, if you mean that, but I left you my half of
things for it; and anyway, it was you who made me do it."

"Yes, yes," he assented, "'twas my doing; the sin of all you did then
lies at my door. But since then, Sissy?" His look, his whole attitude,
were an eager question, but she looked at him scornfully.

"Of _course_ I've been good. I go to church and say my prayers, and
every one respects me. I worked first in a family, but I didn't let them
call me a servant. Then I got a place in the Grand Hotel. Old Mr.
Hutchins had got lame, so he couldn't see after things, and I could.
I've done it now for six months, and it's a different house. I always do
everything I do well, so we've made money this summer. I'm thinking of
making Mr. Hutchins take me into partnership; he'd rather do it than
lose me. I'm well thought of, Mr. Bates, by everybody, and I'm going to
get rich."

"Rich," he echoed, quietly. He looked now, his mind drawn by hers, at
her fine clothes, and at the luxuriant red hair that was arranged with
artificial display. The painfulness of his breath and his weakness
returned now within his range of feeling.

Without having expected to absorb his mind or knowing that she cared to
do so, she still felt that instant that something was lost to her. The
whole stream of his life, that had been hers since she had entered the
room, was no longer all for her. She pressed on quietly to the business
she had with him, fearing to lose a further chance.

"Look here, Mr. Bates! It's not more than a few hours since I heard you
were here, so I've come to tell you that I'm alive and all right, and
all that I've done that wasn't very nice was your fault; but, look here,
I've something else to say: I don't know why you've come here to see
this old preacher, or who he is, or what you have to do with him; but it
would be cruel and mean of you now, after driving me to do what I did,
to tell the people here about it, and that my name isn't White, you
know. I've very nice friends here, who'd be shocked, and it would do me
harm. I'm not going to accuse you to people of what you've done. I'm
sorry you're ill, and that you've had all the trouble of hunting for me,
and all that; but I've come to ask you now to keep quiet and not say who
I am."

He drew great sighs, as a wounded animal draws its breath, but he was
not noticing the physical pain of breathing. He did not catch at breath
as eagerly as he was trying to catch at this new idea, this new Sissy,
with a character and history so different from what he had supposed. His
was not a mind that took rational account of the differences between
characters, yet he began to realise now that the girl who had made her
own way, as this one had, was not the same as the girl he had imagined
wandering helplessly among pathless hills, and dying feebly there.

She still looked at him as if demanding an answer to her request, looked
at him curiously too, trying to estimate how ill he _was_. He did not
speak, and she, although she did not at all fathom his feeling, knew
instinctively that some influence she had had over him was lessened.

"Of course you can spoil my life if you like, Mr. Bates, but I've come
to ask you not. Someone's told me there's a mine found on our
clearin'--well, when I took your aunt's gold pieces I meant to leave you
the land for them. I'm too proud to go back on that now, _far_ too
proud; you can keep the money if you want to, or you can give me some of
it if you _want_ to. I'd like to be rich better than anything, but I'd
rather be poor as a church mouse, and free to get on my own way, than
have you to say what I ought to do every touch and turn, thinking I'd
only be good and sensible so long as I did what you told me" (there was
derision in her voice). "But now, as I say, you have the chance to make
me miserable if you choose; but I've come to ask you not to, although if
you do, I dare say I can live it down."

He looked at her bewildered. A few moments since and all the joy bells
of his life had been a-chime; they were still ringing, but jangling
confusedly out of tune, and--now she was asking him to conceal the cause
of his joy, that he had found her. He could not understand fully; his
mind would not clear itself.

"I won't do anything to make you miserable, Sissy," he said, faintly.

"You won't tell that you've seen me, or who I am, or anything?" she
insisted, half pleading, half threatening.

He turned his face from her to hide the ghastly faintness that was
coming over him. "I--I oughtn't to have tried to keep you, when I did,"
he said.

"No, you oughtn't to," she assented, quickly.

"And I won't speak of you now, if that's what you want."

"Thank you," she said, wondering what had made him turn his back to her.
"You aren't very ill, are you, Mr. Bates?"

"No--you--I only can't get my breath. You'd better go, perhaps."

"Yes, I think I had," she replied.

And she went.




CHAPTER IV.


There are many difficulties in this world which, if we refuse to submit
to them, will in turn be subdued by us, but a sprained ankle is not one
of them. Robert Trenholme, having climbed a hill after he had twisted
his foot, and having, contrary to all advice, used it to some extent the
next day, was now fairly conquered by the sprain and destined to be held
by this foot for many long days. He explained to his brother who the
lady was whom he had taken up the hill, why he himself had first
happened to be with her, and that he had slipped with one foot in a
roadside ditch, and, thinking to catch her up, had run across a field
and so missed the lane in the darkness. This was told in the meagre,
prosaic way that left no hint of there being more to tell.

"What is she like?" asked Alec, for he had confessed that he had talked
to the lady.

"Like?" repeated Robert, at a loss; "I think she must be like her own
mother, for she is like none of the other Rexfords."

"All the rest of the family are good-looking."

"Yes," said Robert dreamily.

So Alec jumped to the conclusion that Robert did not consider Miss
Rexford good-looking. He did not tell anything more about her or ask
anything more. He saw no reason for insulting Robert by saying he had at
first overheard her conversation, and that it had been continued to him
after she had mistaken one for the other. He wondered over those of her
remarks which he remembered, and his family pride was hurt by them. He
did not conceive that Robert had been much hurt, simply because he
betrayed no sign of injured feeling. Younger members of a family often
long retain a curiously lofty conception of their elders, because in
childhood they have looked upon them as embodiments of age and wisdom.
Alec, in loose fashion of thought, supposed Robert to be too much
occupied by more important affairs to pay heed to a woman's opinion of
him, but he cherished a dream of some day explaining to Miss Rexford
that she was mistaken in his brother's character. His pulse beat quicker
at the thought, because it would involve nearness to her and equality of
conversation. That Robert had any special fancy for the lady never
entered his mind.

Although we may be willing to abuse those who belong to us we always
feel that the same or any censure coming from an outsider is more or
less unjust; and, too, although the faults of near relatives grieve us
more bitterly than the crimes of strangers, yet most of us have an
easy-going way of forgetting all about the offence at the first
opportunity. There is nothing in the world stronger than the quiet force
of the family tie, which, except in case of need, lies usually so
passive that its strength is overlooked by the superficial observer. It
was by virtue of this tie now that the two brothers, although they had
so great a difference, although they were so constituted as to see most
things very differently, found themselves glad to be in each other's
company. Their hearts grew warmer by mere proximity; they talked of old
family incidents, and of the incidents of the present, with equal zest.
The one thing they did not immediately mention was the subject of the
quarrel about which they had not yet come to an agreement.

One thing that fretted Alec considerably during that Sunday and Monday
was that Bates had arrived at Chellaston in such a weak state, and had
had so severe an attack of his malady on the Sunday evening, that it was
impossible to take him to see the body of the old man who went by the
name of Cameron. It was in vain that Bates protested, now more strongly
than ever, that he was certain the man was not Cameron; as he would give
no proof of his certainty further than what had already been discussed
between them, Alec could not but feel that he was unreasonable in
refusing to take any interest in the question of identity. However, he
was not well enough to be troubled, certainly not well enough to be
moved. Alec strode over to Cooper's farm alone, and took a last look at
the old man where he lay in a rough shed, and gave his evidence about
the death before the coroner.

What few belongings the old man had were taken from the Harmon house by
the coroner before Harkness left, but no writing was found upon them. A
description of the body was advertised in the Monday's papers, but no
claim came quickly. Natural law is imperious, seeking to gather earth's
children back to their mother's breast, and when three warm days were
past, all of him that bore earthly image and superscription was given
back to earth in a corner of the village cemetery. An Adventist
minister, who sometimes preached in Chellaston, came to hold such
service as he thought suitable over the grave, and Alec Trenholme was
one of the very few who stood, hat in hand, to see the simple rite.

They were not in the old graveyard by the river, but in a new cemetery
that had been opened on a slope above the village. It was a bare, stony
place; shrubs that had been planted had not grown. In the corner where
they untie it, except little by little, in a lifetime, or in
generations of lives! Alec Trenholme, confronted almost for the first
time with the thought that it is not easy to find the ideal modern life,
even when one is anxious to conform to it, began tugging at all the
strands of difficulty at once, not seeing them very clearly, but still
with no notion but that if he set his strength to it, he could unravel
them all in the half-hour's walk that lay between him and the college.

He had not got from under the arching elms at the thin end of the
village when two young ladies in an open phaeton bowed to him. He was
not absent; his mind worked wholesomely at the same instant with his
senses. He saw and knew that these were the Miss Browns, to whom Robert
had introduced him at the end of the Sunday evening service. He thought
them very pretty; he had seen then that they were very gentle and
respectful to Robert; he saw now from the smile that accompanied the
bow, that he was a person they delighted to honour. They were driving
quickly: they were past in a flash of time; and as he replaced his hat
upon his head, he thought that he really was a very good-looking fellow,
very well proportioned, and straight in the legs. He wondered if his
clothes were just the thing; they had not been worn much, but it was a
year since he had got them in England to bring out, and their style
might be a little out of date! Then he thought with satisfaction that
Robert always dressed very well. Robert was very good-looking too. They
were really a very fine pair of brothers! Their father had been a very
fine--He had got quite a bit further on the road since he met the
carriage, so lightly had he stepped to the tune of these thoughts, so
brightly had the sun shone upon them. Now he thought of that pile of
aprons he had in his portmanteau, and he saw them, not as they were now,
freshly calendered in the tight folds of a year's disuse, but as he had
often seen them, with splashes of blood and grease on them. He fancied
the same stains upon his hands; he remembered the empty shop he had
just passed near the general store, which for nearly a year back he had
coveted as a business stand. He estimated instinctively the difference
in the sort of bow the pretty Brown girls would be likely to give him if
he carried his own purpose through. The day seemed duller. He felt more
sorry for his brother than he had ever felt before. He looked about at
the rough fields, the rude log fences, at the road with its gross
unevennesses and side strips of untrimmed weeds. He looked at it all,
his man's eyes almost wistful as a girl's. Was it as hard in this new
crude condition of things to hew for oneself a new way through the
invisible barriers of the time-honoured judgments of men, as it would be
where road and field had been smoothed by the passing of generations?

He had this contrast between English and Canadian scenery vividly in his
mind, wondering what corresponding social differences, if any, could be
found to make his own particular problem of the hour more easy, and all
the fine speculations he had had when he came down from the cemetery had
resolved themselves into--whether, _after all_, it would be better to go
on being a butcher or not, when he came to the beginning of the Rexford
paling. He noticed how battered and dingy it was. The former owner had
had it painted at one time, but the paint was almost worn off. The front
fencing wanted new pales in many places, and the half acre's space of
grass between the verandah and the road was wholly unkempt. It certainly
did not look like the abode of a family of any pretensions. It formed,
indeed, such a contrast to any house he would have lived in, even had
painting and fencing to be done with his own hand, that he felt a sort
of wrath rising in him at Miss Rexford's father and brother, that they
should suffer her to live in such a place.

He had not come well in front before he observed that the women of the
family were grouped at work on the green under a tree near the far end
of the house. A moment more, and he saw the lady of the midnight walk
coming towards him over the grass. He never doubted that it was she,
although he had not seen her before by daylight. She had purposely
avoided him on the Sunday; he had felt it natural she should do so. Now
when he saw her coming--evidently coming on purpose to waylay and speak
to him, the excitement he felt was quite unaccountable, even to himself;
not that he tried to account for it--he only knew that she was coming,
that his heart seemed to beat against his throat, that she had come and
laid her hand upon the top of the paling, and looked over at him and
said:

"Have they buried him? Did you--have you been there?"

"Yes," said he.

"We have only just heard a rumour that the funeral was taking place. I
thought when I saw you that perhaps you had been there. I am so glad you
went." Her eyes looked upon him with kind approval.

He fancied from her manner that she thought herself older than he--that
she was treating him like a boy. Her face was bright with interest and
had the flush of some slight embarrassment upon it.

He told her what had happened and where the grave was, and stood in the
sweet evening air with quieted manner before her. She did not seem to be
thinking of what he said. "There was something else that I--I rather
wanted to take the first opportunity of saying to you."

All her face now was rosy with embarrassment, and he saw that, although
she went on bravely, she was shy--shy of him! He hardly took in what she
was saying, in the wonder, in the pleasure of it. Then he knew that she
had been saying that she feared she had talked to him while mistaking
him for his brother, that what she had said had doubtless appeared very
wild, very foolish, as he did not know the conversation out of which it
grew; probably he had forgotten or had not paid heed at the time, but if
he should chance to remember, and had not already repeated her words,
would he be kind enough not to do so, and to forget them himself?

This was her request, and he guessed, from the tenor of it, that she did
not know how little he had heard in all or how much she had said to him
and how much to his brother; that she would like to know, but was too
proud to ask or to hear; that, in fact, this proud lady had said words
that she was ashamed of.

"I haven't said a word to Robert about it, and of course I won't now."
It was a very simple thing to say, yet some way he felt a better man in
his own eyes because she had asked him. He did not claim that he had
paid no attention or forgotten, for he felt just now that all her words
were so supremely worthy of deference that he only wished he could
remember more of what she had let fall when her heart was stirred. "Of
course," he said, "I didn't know it had been Robert, or I would have
gone back for him."

He floundered on into the midst of excuses, and her embarrassment had
time to pass away, with it the blush on her face, and he felt as if a
sun had somewhere set.

"Thank you" (she was all sedateness now) "I fear that Principal
Trenholme is suffering very much from his foot and will be kept in for
some time. If you had told me that you had repeated my unjust speeches I
should have asked you to take some apology, to say that I am quite
willing to acknowledge my own--unreasonableness."

He saw that this speech was intended to cover all the ground, and that
he was desired to impart as much of the apology as he believed to be
needed, and no more. He remembered now that he had intended to plead
Robert's cause, but could think of nothing to say except--

"Robert is--Robert really is an awfully good man."

This he said so suddenly and so earnestly looking at her, that she was
betrayed into an unintended answer.

"Is he?" And then in a moment she smiled on him again, and said warmly,
"He certainly is if you say that; a brother knows as no one else can."

She was treating him like a boy again. He did not like it now because
he had felt the sweetness of having her at an advantage. There are some
men who, when they see what they want, stretch out their hands to take
it with no more complexity of thought than a baby has when it reaches
for a toy. At other times Alec Trenholme might consider; just then he
only knew that he wanted to talk longer with this stately girl who was
now retiring. He arrested her steps by making a random dash at the first
question that might detain her.

There was much that, had he known his own mind clearly and how to
express it, he would have liked to say to her. Deep down within him he
was questioning whether it was possible always to live under such
impulse of fealty to Heaven as had befallen him under the exciting
influence of Cameron's expectation, whether the power of such an hour to
sift the good from the evil, the important from the unimportant in life,
could in any wise be retained. But he would have been a wholly different
man from what he was had he thought this concisely, or said it aloud.
All that he did was to express superficial curiosity concerning the
sentiments of others, and to express it inanely enough.

"Do you think," he said, "that all those poor people--my brother's
housekeeper, for instance--do you think they really thought--really
expected--"

"I think--" she said. (She came back to the fence and clasped her hands
upon it in her interest.) "Don't you think, Mr. Trenholme, that a person
who is always seeking the Divine Presence, lives in it and has power to
make other people know that it is near? But then, you see, these others
fancy they must model their seeking upon the poor vagaries of their
teacher. We are certain that the treasure is found, but--we mix up
things so, things are really so mixed, that we suppose we must shape our
ideas upon the earthen vessel that holds it. I don't know whether I have
said what I mean, or if you understand--" she stopped.

She was complaining that people will not distinguish between the
essence of the heaven-sent message and the accident of form in which it
comes. He did not quite understand, because, if the truth must be told,
he had not entirely listened; for although all the spiritual nature that
was in him was stimulated by hers, a more outward sympathy asserted
itself too; he became moved with admiration and liking for her, and
feeling struggled with thought.

"Yes," he said, dreaming of her alone, "if one could always be with
people who are good, it would be easier to do something worth doing."

Notwithstanding her interest in what she was saying, Sophia began now to
see the inclination of his heart for her as one might see a trivial
detail of landscape while looking at some absorbing thing, such as a
race. She saw the homage he inwardly proffered more clearly than he saw
it himself. She had seen the same thing before often enough to know it.

"I think," she continued, "if I had been very ignorant, and had seen a
good deal of this old man, I would have followed him anywhere, because I
would have thought the spiritual force of his life was based on his
opinions, which must therefore be considered true. Isn't that the way we
are apt to argue about any phase of Church or Dissent that has
vitality?"

But the knowledge she had just come by was making its way to a foremost
place in her thought, and her open heart closed gently as a sensitive
plant closes its leaves. As he watched the animation of her face, he saw
the habitual reserve come over it again like a shadow. He felt that she
was withdrawing from him as truly as if she had been again walking away,
although now she stood still where his renewal of talk had stopped her.
He tried again to grasp at the moment of gracious chance, to claim her
interest, but failed.

He went on down the road. He had not guessed the lady had seen his
heart, for he hardly saw it himself; yet he called himself a blundering
fool. He wondered that he had dared to talk with her so long, yet he
wondered more that he had not dared to talk longer. In all this he never
thought of social grades, as he had done in connection with the smiles
of the Miss Browns. Sophia Rexford had struck his fancy more as a
superior being; and to angels, or to the Madonna, we do not seek to
recommend ourselves by position or pedigree.

The strong, clear evening light, tinted with gold, was upon everything.
He felt that if he could but live near the woman he had left, the
problem of living would become simple, and the light of life's best
hours would shine for him always; but he entered into no fine
distinction of ideal friendships.




CHAPTER V.


In the meantime the elder of the brothers Trenholme had not the
satisfaction of meeting with Sophia Rexford, or of going to see the
strange old man laid away in his last resting-place.

Robert Trenholme lay in his house, suffering a good deal of physical
pain, suffering more from restlessness of nerve caused by his former
tense activity, suffering most from the consideration of various things
which were grievous to him.

He had been flouted by the woman he loved. The arrow she had let fly had
pierced his heart and, through that, his understanding. He never told
her, or anyone, how angry he had been at the first stab that wounded,
nor that, when the familiar sound of his brother's voice came to him in
the midst of this anger, he had been dumb rather than claim kindred in
that place with the young man who, by his actions, had already taken up
the same reproach. No, he never told them that it was more in surly rage
than because he had slipped in the ditch that he had let them go on
without him in the darkness; but he knew that this had been the case;
and, although he was aware of no momentous consequences following on
this lapse, he loathed himself for it, asking by what gradual steps he
had descended to be capable of such a moment of childish and churlish
temper. He was a product of modern culture, and had the devil who had
overcome him been merely an unforgiving spirit, or the spirit of
sarcastic wit or of self-satisfied indifference, he might hardly have
noticed that he had fallen from the high estate of Christian manhood,
even though the fiend jumped astride his back and ambled far on him; but
when he found that he had been overcome by a natural impulse of
passionate wrath he was appalled, and was philosopher enough to look for
the cause of such weakness prior to the moment of failure. Was it true,
what Sophia had said, that he had sold his birthright for a little
paltry prosperity? He thought more highly of her discrimination than any
one else would have done, because he loved her. What had she seen in him
to make her use that form of accusation? And if it was true, was there
for him no place of repentance?

Then he remembered the purer air of the dark mountaintop. There he had
seen many from his own little cure of souls who were shaken by the
madman's fervour as _he_ had never been able to move them by precept or
example. There he, too, had seen, with sight borrowed from the eyes of
the enthusiast, the enthusiast's Lord, seen Him the more readily because
there had been times in his life when he had not needed another to show
him the loveliness that exceeds all other loveliness. He was versed in
the chronicle of the days when the power of God wrought wonders by
devoted men, and he asked himself with whom this power had been working
here of late--with him, the priest, or with this wandering fool, out of
whose lips it would seem that praise was ordained. He looked back to
divers hours when he had given himself wholly to the love of God, and to
the long reaches of time between them, in which he had not cast away the
muck-rake, but had trailed it after him with one hand as he walked
forward, looking to the angel and the crown. He seemed to see St. Peter
pointing to the life all which he had professed to devote while he had
kept back part; and St. Peter said, "Whiles it remained, was it not
thine own? Thou hast not lied unto men, but unto God."

There was for him the choice that is given to every man in this sort of
pain, the choice between dulling his mind to the pain, letting it pass
from him as he holds on his way (and God knows it passes easily), or
clasping it as the higher good. Perhaps this man would not have been
wiser than many other men in his choice had he not looked at the
gathering of his muck-rake and in that found no comfort. Since a woman
had called this prosperity paltry, it seemed less substantial in his own
eyes; but, paltry or worthy, he believed that it was in the power of his
younger brother to reverse that prosperity, and he felt neither brave
enough to face this misfortune nor bad enough to tamper with that
brother's crude ideals for the sake of his own gain. From the length of
his own experience, from the present weariness of his soul, he looked
upon Alec more than ever as a boy to be shielded from the shock of
further disillusion with regard to himself. He had not had Alec's weal a
thorn in his conscience for ten months without coming to feel that, if
merely for the sake of his own comfort, he would not shoulder that
burden again. Now this conception he had of Alec as a weaker man, and of
his ideals as crude and yet needing tender dealing, was possibly a
mistaken one, yet, so curious is our life that, true or false, it was
the thing that at this juncture made him spurn all thought of setting
aside the reproach of his roused sense of loss as morbid or unreal. He
looked to his early realisation of the all-attractiveness of the love of
God, not with the rational view that such phase of religion is ordained
to fade in the heat of life, but with passionate regret that by his own
fault he had turned away from the glory of life. He thought of the
foolish dreamer who had been struck dead in the full impulse of
adoration and longing love, and he would have given reason and life
itself to have such gate of death open now for him.

His spirit did not rest, but tossed constantly, as a fever patient upon
his bed, for rest requires more than the softest of beds; and as even
those whose bodies are stretched on pillows of down may be too weak to
find bodily rest, so the soul that lies, as do all self-sick souls, in
the everlasting arms, too often lacks health to feel the up-bearing.

A clever sailor, whose ship is sinking because of too much freight does
not think long before he throws the treasure overboard; a wise man in
pain makes quick vows of abstinence from the cause of pain. In Trenholme
there was little vestige of that low type of will which we see in
lobsters and in many wilful men, who go on clutching whatever they have
clutched, whether it be useful or useless, till the claw is cut off. He
had not realised that he had fallen from the height of his endeavours
before he began to look about eagerly for something that he might
sacrifice. But here he was met by the difficulty that proves that in the
higher stages of human development honest effort after righteousness is
not one whit easier than are man's first simple efforts to put down the
brute in him. Trenholme could find in himself no offending member that
was not so full of good works toward others that he could hardly destroy
it without defrauding them. He had sought nothing for himself that was
not a legitimate object of desire. The world, the flesh, and the devil
had polished themselves to match all that was best in him, and blended
impartially with it, so that in very truth he did not know where to
condemn. A brave man, when examined, will confess all that he honourably
may, but not more; so Trenholme confessed himself to be worldly, but
against that he was forced to confess that a true son of the world would
have been insensible to the torture he was groaning under. He upbraided
himself for not knowing right from wrong, and yet he knew that it was
only a very superficial mind that imagined that without direct
inspiration from Heaven it could detect its sin and error truly. Crying
for such inspiration, his cry seemed unanswered.

Ah, well, each man must parley as best he may with the Angel who
withstands him in the narrow place where there is no way to turn to the
right hand or the left. We desire at such times to be shown some such
clear portraiture of the ideal to which we must conform in our place and
circumstance as shall cause us no more to mistake good for evil.
Possibly, if such image of all we ourselves ought to be were given to
our gaze, we could not look in its eyes and live. Possibly, if Heaven
granted us the knowledge of all thoughts and deeds that would make up
the ideal self, we should go on our way producing vile imitations of it
and neglecting Heaven, as they do who seek only to imitate the Divine
Example. At any rate, such perfection of self-ideal is not given us,
except with the years that make up the sum of life.




CHAPTER VI.


Robert Trenholme had a lively wit, and it stood him many times in lieu
of chapel walls for within it he could retire at all times and be
hidden. Of all that he experienced within his heart at this time not any
part was visible to the brother who was his idle visitor; or perhaps
only the least part, and that not until the moot point between them was
touched upon.

There came a day, two days after the old preacher had been buried, when
the elder brother called out:

"Come, my lad, I want to speak to you."

Robert was lying on a long couch improvised for him in the corner of his
study. The time was that warm hour of the afternoon when the birds are
quiet and even the flies buzz drowsily. Bees in the piebald petunias
that grew straggling and sweet above the sill of the open window, dozed
long in each sticky chalice. Alec was taking off his boots in the lobby,
and in reply to the condescending invitation he muttered some graceless
words concerning his grandmother, but he came into the room and sat
with his elbows on the table. He had an idea of what might be said, and
felt the awkwardness of it.

"That fellow Bates," he observed, "is devouring your book-case
indiscriminately. He seems to be in the sort of fever that needs
distraction every moment. I asked him what he'd have to read, and he
said the next five on the shelf--he's read the first ten."

"It's not of Bates I wish to speak; I want to know what you've decided
to do. Are you going to stick to your father's trade, or take to some
other?"

Robert held one arm above his head, with his fingers through the leaves
of the book he had been reading. He tried to speak in a casual way, but
they both had a disagreeable consciousness that the occasion was
momentous. Alec's mind assumed the cautious attitude of a schoolboy
whispering "_Cave_". He supposed that the other hoped now to achieve by
gentleness what he had been unable to achieve by storm.

"Of course," he answered, "I won't set up here if you'd rather be quit
of me. I'll go as far as British Columbia, if that's necessary to make
you comfortable."

"By that I understand that in these ten months your mind has not
altered."

"No; but as I say, I won't bother you."

"Have you reconsidered the question, or have you stuck to it because you
said you would?"

"I have reconsidered it."

"You feel quite satisfied that, as far as you are concerned, this is the
right thing to do?"

"Yes."

"Well then, as far as I am concerned, I don't want to drive you to the
other side of the continent. You can take advantage of the opening here
if you want to."

Alec looked down at the things on the table. He felt the embarrassment
of detecting his brother in some private religious exercise; nothing, he
thought, but an excess of self-denial could have brought this about;
yet he was gratified.

"Look here! You'd better not say that--I might take you at your word."

"Consider that settled. You set up shop, and I will take a fraternal
interest in the number of animals you kill, and always tell you with
conscientious care when the beef you supply to me is tough. And in the
meantime, tell me, like a good fellow, why you stick to this thing. When
you flung from me last time you gave me no explanation of what you
thought."

"At least," cried Alec, wrath rising at the memory of that quarrel, "I
gave you a fair hearing, and knew what you thought."

When anger began he looked his brother full in the face, thus noticing
how thin that face was, too thin for a man in the prime of life, and the
eye was too bright. As the brief feeling of annoyance subsided, the
habitual charm of the elder man's smile made him continue to look at
him.

"And yet," continued Robert, "two wrongs do not make a right. That I am
a snob does not excuse you for taking up any line of life short of the
noblest within your reach."

The other again warned himself against hidden danger. "You're such a
confoundedly fascinating fellow, with your smiles and your suppressed
religion, I don't wonder the girls run after you. But you are a
Jesuit--I never called you a snob--you're giving yourself names to fetch
me round to see things your way."

It was an outburst, half of admiring affection, half of angry obstinacy,
and the elder brother received it without resentment, albeit a little
absently. He was thinking that if Alec held out, "the girls" would not
run after him much more. But then he thought that there was one among
them who would not think less, who perhaps might think more of him, for
this sacrifice. He had not made it for her; it might never be his lot to
make any sacrifice for her; yet she perhaps would understand this one
and applaud it. The thought brought a sudden light to his face, and
Alec watched the light and had no clue by which to understand it. He
began, however, defending himself.

"Look here! You suggest I should take the noblest course, as if I had
never thought of that before. I'm not lower in the scale of creation
than you, and I've had the same bringing up. I've never done anything
great, but I've tried not to do the other thing. I felt I should be a
sneak when I left school if I disappointed father for the sake of being
something fine, and I feel I should be a sneak now if I turned--"

"You acted like the dear fellow I always knew you were in the first
instance, but why is it the same now? It's not for his sake, surely,
for, for all you know, from where he is now, the sight of you going on
with that work may not give him pleasure, but pain."

"No; I went into it to please him, but now he's gone that's ended."

"Then it's _not_ the same now. Why do you say you'd feel like a sneak if
you changed? There is, I think, no goddess or patron saint of the trade,
who would be personally offended at your desertion."

"You don't understand at all. I'm sick--just sick, of seeing men trying
to find something grand enough to do, instead of trying to do the first
thing they can grandly."

"I haven't noticed that men are so set on rising."

"No, not always; but when they're not ambitious enough to get something
fine to do, they're not ambitious enough to do what they do well, unless
it's for the sake of money. Look at the fellows that went to school with
us, half of them shopkeepers' sons. How many of them went in with their
fathers? Just those who were mean enough to care for nothing but
money-making, and those who were too dull to do anything else."

"The education they got was good enough to give them a taste for higher
callings."

"Yes"--with a sneer--"and how the masters gloried over such brilliant
examples as yourself, who felt themselves 'called higher,' so to speak!
You had left school by the time I came to it, but I had your shining
tracks pointed out to me all along the way, and old Thompson told me
that Wolsey's father was 'in the same line as my papa,' and he
instructed me about Kirke White's career; and I, greedy little pig that
I was, sucked it all in till I sickened. I've never been able to feed on
any of that food since."

In a moment the other continued, "Well, in spite of the fact that our
own father was too true and simple ever to be anything but a gentleman,
it remains true that the choice of this trade and others on a level with
it--"

"Such as hunting and shooting, or the cooking of meats that ladies are
encouraged to devote themselves to."

"I was saying--the choice of this trade, or of others on a level with
it, be they whatever they are, implies something coarse in the grain of
the average man who chooses it, and has a coarsening effect upon him."

"If the old novels are any true picture of life, there was a time when
every cleric was a place-hunter. Would you have advised good men to keep
out of the church at that time? I'm told there's hardly an honourable
man in United States politics: is that less reason, or more, for honest
fellows to go into public life there?" (Impatience was waxing again. The
words fell after one another in hot haste.) "There's a time coming when
every man will be taught to like to keep his hands clean and read the
poets; and will you preach to them all then that they mustn't be coarse
enough to do necessary work, or do you imagine it will be well done if
they all do an hour a day at it in amateur fashion? You're thoroughly
inconsistent," he cried.

"Do you imagine I'm trying to argue with you, boy?" cried the other,
bitterly. "I could say a thousand things to the point, but I've no
desire to say them. I simply wish to state the thing fairly, to see how
far you have worked through it."

"I've thought it out rather more thoroughly than you, it seems to me,
for at least I'm consistent."

They were both offended; the elder biting his lip over sarcastic words,
the younger flushed with hasty indignation. Then, in a minute, the one
put away his anger, and the other, forgetting the greater part of his,
talked on.

"I'll tell you the sort of thing that's made me feel I should be a sneak
to give it up. Just after I left school I went back to visit old
Thompson, and he and his wife took me to a ball at the Assembly Rooms.
It was quite a swell affair, and there weren't enough men. So old
Thompson edged us up to a grand dame with a row of daughters, and I
heard him in plethoric whisper informing her, as in duty bound, just who
I was, 'but,' added he, as a compensating fact, 'there isn't a finer or
more gentlemanly fellow in the room.' So the old hen turned round and
took me in with one eye, all my features and proportions; but it wasn't
till Thompson told her that father was about to retire, and that I, of
course, was looking to enter a higher walk, that she gave permission to
trot me up. Do you think I went? They were pretty girls she had, and the
music--I'd have given something to dance that night; but if I was the
sort of man she'd let dance with her girls, she needn't have taken
anything else into account; and if I was decent enough for them, it was
because of something else in me other than what I did or didn't do. I
swore then, by all that's sweet--by music and pretty girls and
everything else--that I'd carve carcases for the rest of my days, and if
the ladies didn't want me they might do without me. You know how it was
with father; all the professional men in the place were only too glad to
have a chat with him in the reading-rooms and the hotel. They knew his
worth, but they wouldn't have had him inside their own doors. Well, the
worse for their wives and daughters, say I. They did without him; they
can do without me. The man that will only have me on condition his trade
is not mine can do without me too, and if it's the same in a new
country, then the new country be damned!"

The hot-headed speaker, striding about the room, stopped with the word
that ended this tirade, and gave it out roundly.

"The thing is," said Robert, "can you do without _them_--all these men
and women who won't have you on your own terms? They constitute all the
men and women in the world for you and me, for we don't care for the
other sort. Can you do without them? I couldn't." He said the "I
couldn't" first as if looking back to the time when he had broken loose
from the family tradition; he repeated it more steadfastly, and it
seemed to press pathetically into present and future--"I couldn't." The
book that he had been idly swinging above his pillow was an old missal,
and he lowered it now to shield his face somewhat from his brother's
downward gaze.

"No, you couldn't," repeated Alec soberly. He stood with his hands in
his pockets, looking down half pityingly, perhaps with a touch of
superiority. "You couldn't; but I can, and I'll stand by my colours. I
should be a coward if I didn't."

Robert coloured under his look, under his words, so he turned away and
stood by the window. After a minute Robert spoke.

"You haven't given me the slightest reason for your repeated assertion
that you would be a coward."

"Yes, I have. That's just what I've been saying."

"You have only explained that you think so the more strongly for all
opposition, and that may not be rational. Other men can do this work and
be thankful to get it; you can do higher work." His words were
constrainedly patient, but they only raised clamour.

"I don't know what you profess and call yourself! What should I change
for? To pamper your pride and mine--is that a worthy end? To find
something easier and more agreeable--is that manly, when this has been
put into my hand? How do I know I could do anything better? I know I can
do this well. As for these fine folks you've been talking of, I'll see
they get good food, wherever I am; and that's not as easy as you think,
nor as often done; and there's not one of them that would do all their
grand employments if they weren't catered for; and as for the other men
that would do it" (he was incoherent in his heat), "they do it pretty
badly, some of them, just because they're coarse in the grain; and you
tell me it'll make them coarser; well then, I, who can do it without
getting coarse, will do it, till men and women stop eating butcher's
meat. You'd think it more pious if I put my religion into being a
missionary to the Chinese, or into writing tracts? Well, I don't."

He was enthusiastic; he was perhaps very foolish; but the brother who
was older had learned at least this, that it does not follow that a man
is in the wrong because he can give no wiser reason for his course than
"I take this way because I will take it."

"Disarm yourself, old fellow," he said. "I am not going to try to
dissuade you. I tried that last year, and I didn't succeed; and if I had
promise of success now, I wouldn't try. Life's a fearful thing, just
because, when we shut our eyes to what is right in the morning, at noon
it's not given us to see the difference between black and white, unless
our eyes get washed with the right sort of tears."

Alec leaned his head out of the window; he felt that his brother was
making a muff of himself, and did not like it.

"If you see this thing clearly," Robert continued, "I say, go ahead and
do it; but I want you just to see the whole of it. According to you, I
am on the wrong track; but I have got far along it, and now I have other
people to consider. It seems a pity, when there are only two of us in
the world, that we should have to put half the world between us. We used
to have the name, at least of being attached." He stopped to find the
thread, it was a disconnected speech for him to formulate. He had put
his arm under his head now, and was looking round at his brother. "I
have never misrepresented anything. For the matter of that, the man who
had most to do with putting me in my berth here, knew all that there was
to be known about my father. He didn't publish the matter, for the sake
of the school; and when I had taken the school, I couldn't publish it
either. All the world was free to inquire, but as far as I know, no one
has done so; and I have let the sleeping dog lie."

"I never said you ought to have been more talkative. It's not my
business."

"The position you take makes it appear that I am in a false position.
Give me time to get about again. I ought at least to be more frank with
my personal friends. Wait till I have opportunity to speak myself--that
is all I ask of you. After that do what you will; but I think it only
right to tell you that if you set up shop here, or near here, I should
resign my place in this college."

"I'm not going to stay here. I told you I see that won't work."

"Don't be hasty. As I said, it's hard lines if this must separate us. I
can keep the church. They can't be particular about my status there,
because they can't pay me."

"It's mad to think of such a thing; it would be worse for the college
than for you."

"If I knew it would be the worse for the college it might not be right
to do it" (he spoke as if this had cost him thought), "but there are
plenty who can manage a concern like this, now it is fairly established,
even if they could not have worked it up as I have."

"I'd like to see them get another man like you!"--loudly--"H'n, if they
accepted your resignation they'd find themselves on the wrong side of
the hedge! They wouldn't do it, either; it isn't as if you were not
known now for what you are. They can't be such fools as to think that
where I am, or what I do, can alter you."

"It is not with the more sensible men who are responsible for the
college that the choice would ultimately lie, but with the boys'
parents. If the numbers drop off--"

"Then the parents are the greatest idiots--"

There was a world of wrath in the words, but the principal of the New
College, who felt his position so insecure, laughed.

"Yes, you may fairly count on that. A clever woman, who kept a girls'
school, told me once that if she had to draw up rules for efficient
school-keeping they would begin:--'1st. Drown all the parents!'--My own
experience has led me to think she was not far wrong."

Alec stood looking out of the open window with a thunderous face. For
several reasons, some of which he hardly understood, he did not want to
leave Chellaston; but he had no intention of ruining his brother. It
annoyed him that Robert should seriously propose to retire, and more,
that he should let jokes and laughter fall on the heels of such a
proposal. He did not know that there are hours to some men, coming not
in the heat of party conflict, but in the quiet of daily life, when
martyrdom would be easy, and any sacrifice short of martyrdom is mere
play. And because he did not know this, he did not believe in it, just
as the average man does not. His cogitation, however, was not on such
abstruse matters, nor was it long, but its result was not insignificant.

"Put your money into it," he said, "and fight it out! Put part of my
money into it, if you like, and let us fight it out together."

Perhaps the sentiment that actuated the suggestion, even as concerned
part of his own inheritance, was nothing more than pugilistic; the idea,
however, came to Robert Trenholme as entirely a new one. The proceeds of
his father's successful trade lay temporarily invested, awaiting Alec's
decision, and his own share would probably be ample to tide the college
over any such shock to its income as might be feared from the
circumstances they had been contemplating, and until public confidence
might be laboriously regained. The plan was not one that would have
occurred to his own mind--first, because the suggestions of his mind
were always prudent; secondly, because such a fight was shocking to
that part of his nature which was usually uppermost. It would be far
more agreeable to him to turn away from the averted eyes of correct
taste than to stand brazenly till he was again tolerated. Still, this
very thing he disliked most might be the thing that he was meant to do,
and also there is nothing more contagious than the passion for war.
Alec's bellicose attitude aroused party spirit in him. He knew the power
of money; he knew the power of the prestige he had; he began to realise
that he could do this thing if he chose.

"You are a piece of consummate conceit," he mocked. "Do you imagine that
with a little money, and a very few personal graces, we two can
brow-beat the good judgment of the public?"

"The fun of the fight would be worth the money _almost_," observed Alec
parenthetically. Then he jeered: "Brace up, and put on more style; put
your groom in livery; get a page to open your front door; agitate till
you get some honorary degrees from American colleges! And as for me,
I'll send out my bills on parchment paper, with a monogram and a crest."

"Do you so despise your fellow men?" asked Robert sadly.




CHAPTER VII.


For a day or two previous to the conversation of the brothers about
Alec's decision, Alec had been debating in his own mind what, after all,
that decision had better be. Never had he come so near doubting the
principle to which he adhered as at this time. A few days went a long
way in Chellaston towards making a stranger, especially if he was a
young man with good introduction, feel at home there, and the open
friendliness of Chellaston society, acting like the sun in Æsop's fable,
had almost made this traveller take off his coat. Had Robert been a
person who had formerly agreed with him, it is probable that when the
subject was opened, he would have confessed the dubious condition of his
heart, and they would together have very carefully considered the
advisability of change of plan. Whether the upshot in that case would
have been different or not, it is impossible to say, for Robert had not
formerly agreed with him, and could not now be assumed to do so, and
therefore for Alec, as a part of militant humanity, there was no
resource but to stand to his guns, forgetting for the time the weakness
in his own camp, because he had no thought of betraying it to the enemy.
He who considers such incidents (they are the common sands of life), and
yet looks upon the natural heart of man as a very noble thing, would
appear to be an optimist.

However that may be, the conversation ended, Alec's heart stood no
longer in the doubtful attitude. There are those who look upon
confessions and vows as of little importance; but even in the lower
affairs of life, when a healthy man has said out what he means, he
commonly means it more intensely. When Alec Trenholme had told his
brother that he still intended to be a butcher, the thing for him was
practically done, and that, not because he would have been ashamed to
retract, but because he had no further wish to retract.

"And the mair fules ye are baith," said Bates, having recourse to broad
Scotch to express his indignation when told what had passed.

It was out of good nature that Alec had told the one invalid what had
been going on in the other's room, but Bates was only very much annoyed.

"I thought," said he, "that ye'd got that bee out of yer ain bonnet, but
ye're baith of ye daft now."

"Come now, Bates; you wouldn't dare to say that to my 'brother, the
clergyman.'"

"I know more what's due than to call a minister a fule to his face, but
whiles it's necessary to say it behind his back."

"Now I call him a hero, after what he's said to-day."

Alec was enjoying the humour of poking up the giant of conventionality.

"Hoots, man; it's yourself ye regard as a hero! Set yerself up as a
Juggernaut on a car and crush him under the wheels!"

"Oh, I'm going to British Columbia. I won't take him at his word; but
I'm pleased he had pluck enough to think of taking the bull by the
horns."

"But I'm thinking ye just will take him at his word, for it's the
easiest--standing there, patting him on the back, because he's given up
to you!"

It was as odd a household this as well might be. Alec spent some of his
time offering rough ministrations to his lame brother and asthmatic
visitor, but more often left them to the sad but conscientious care of
Mrs. Martha, preferring to exercise his brother's horses; and he scoured
the country, escaping from social overtures he did not feel prepared to
meet. To all three men Mrs. Martha was at this time an object of silent
wonder. Before the Adventist disturbance she had appeared a very
commonplace person; now, as they saw her going about her daily work,
grim in her complete reserve, questions which could hardly be put into
words arose in their minds concerning her. She suggested to them such
pictorial ideas as one gleans in childhood about the end of the world,
and this quite without any effort on their part, but just because she
had clothed herself to their eyes in such ideas. Bates, who had exact
opinions on all points of theology, tackled her upon what he termed "her
errors"; but, perhaps because he had little breath to give to the cause,
the other two inmates of the house could not learn that he had gained
any influence over her or any additional information as to her state of
mind.

Bates himself was so incongruous an element in Principal Trenholme's
house that it became evident he could not be induced to remain there
long. Sufficiently intelligent to appreciate thoroughly any tokens of
ease or education, he was too proud not to resent them involuntarily as
implying inferiority on his own part. He had, to a certain degree, fine
perception of what good manners involved, but he was not sufficiently
simple to act without self-conscious awkwardness when he supposed any
deviation from his ordinary habits to be called for. Had he not been
miserable in mind and body he might have taken more kindly to carpets
and china; but as it was, he longed, as a homesick man for home, for
bare floors and the unceremoniousness that comes with tin mugs and a
scarcity of plates.

For home as it existed for him--the desolate lake and hills, the
childish crone and rude hearth--for these he did not long. It was his
home, that place; for into it--into the splashing lake and lonely woods,
into the contour of the hills, and into the very logs of which the house
was built--he had put as much of himself as can be absorbed by outside
things; but just because to return there would be to return to his
mind's external habitat, he could not now take comfort in returning. All
the multiform solace it might have yielded him had been blasted by the
girl from the hotel, who had visited him in secret. Before he had seen
Sissy again his one constant longing had been to get done with necessary
business, financial and medical, and go back to his place, where sorrow
and he could dwell at peace together. He would still go, for he
cherished one of those nervous ideas common with sick men, that he could
breathe there and nowhere else; but he hated the place that was now rife
with memories far more unrestful and galling than memories of the dead
can ever be.

He hugged to himself no flattering delusion; in his judgment Sissy had
shown herself heartless and cruel; but he did not therefore argue, as a
man of politer mind might have done, that the girl he had loved had
never existed, that he had loved an idea and, finding it had no
resemblance to the reality, he was justified in casting away both, and
turning to luxurious disappointment or to a search for some more worthy
recipient of the riches of his heart. No such train of reasoning
occurred to him. He had thought Sissy was good and unfortunate; he had
found her fortunate and guilty of an almost greater degree of
callousness than he could forgive; but, nevertheless, Sissy was the
person he loved--his little girl, whom he had brought up, his big girl,
in whom he centred all his hopes of happy home and of years of mature
affection. Sissy was still alive, and he could not endure to think of
her living on wholly separated from him. For this reason his mind had no
rest in the thought of remaining where he was, or of returning whence he
had come, or in the dream of seeking new places. He could think of no
satisfaction except that of being near to her and making her a better
girl; yet he had promised to have no dealings with her; and not only
that, but he now at length perceived the futility of all such care as he
might exercise over her. He had thought to shield her by his knowledge
of the world, and he had found that she, by natural common sense, had a
better knowledge of the world than he by experience; he had thought to
protect her by his strong arm, and he had found himself flung off, as
she might have flung a feeble thing that clung to her for protection.
She was better able to take care of herself in the world than he had
been to take care of her, and she did not want his tenderness. Yet he
loved her just as he had ever done, and perceived, in the deep well of
his heart's love and pity, that she did, in sooth, need something--a
tenderer heart it might be--need it more terribly than he had ever
fancied need till now. He longed unspeakably to give her this--this
crown of womanhood, which she lacked, and in the helplessness of this
longing his heart was pining.

"A man isn't going to die because he has asthma," had been the doctor's
fiat concerning Bates. He had come to Chellaston apparently so ill that
neither he nor his friends would have been much surprised had death been
the order of the day, but as the programme was life, not death, he was
forced to plan accordingly. His plans were not elaborate; he would go
back to the clearing; he would take his aunt back from Turrifs to be
with him; he would live as he had lived before.

Would he not sell the land? they asked; for the price offered for it was
good, and the lonely life seemed undesirable.

No, he would not sell. It would, he said, be selling a bit of himself;
and if there was value in it, it would increase, not diminish, by
holding till the country was opened up. When he was dead, his heirs, be
they who they might (this he said mysteriously), could do as they would.
As for him, he would take a man back from this part of the country to
work in Alec's place. His cough, he said, had been worse since he had
been beguiled into leaving his wilderness to travel with Alec; the pure
air of the solitude would be better than doctors for him.

The journey into which Alec had beguiled him had already had three
results: he had sold his lumber at a good price; had found out, by
talking with business men at Quebec, what the real value of his land
probably was, and would be; and had been put by Dr. Nash into a right
way of thinking concerning his disease and its treatment, that would
stand him in good stead for years to come; but none of these goodly
results did he mention when he summed up the evils and discomforts of
the trip in Alec's hearing. If his irascible talk was the index to his
mind, certainly any virtue Alec had exercised toward him would need to
be its own reward.

He offered to pay Alec his wages up to the time of their arrival in
Chellaston, because he had looked after him in his feebleness, and he
talked of paying "The Principal" for his board during his sojourn there.
When they treated these offers lightly, he sulked, mightily offended. He
would have given his life, had it been necessary, for either of the
brothers, because of the succour they had lent him; nay more, had they
come to him in need a lifetime afterwards, when most men would have had
time to forget their benefaction many times over, John Bates would have
laid himself, and all that he had, at their disposal; but he was too
proud to say "thank you" for what they had done for him, or to confess
that he had never been so well treated in his life before.

During his first days in Chellaston he was hardly able to leave his own
room; but all the time he talked constantly of leaving the place as soon
as he was well enough to do so; and the only reason that he did not
bring his will to bear upon his lagging health, and fix the day of
departure, was that he could not compel himself to leave the place where
Sissy was. He knew he must go, yet he could not. One more interview with
her he must have, one more at least before he left Chellaston. He could
not devise any way to bring this about without breaking his promise to
her, but his intention never faltered--see her he must, if only once,
and so the days passed, his mental agitation acting as a drag on the
wheels of his recovery.




CHAPTER VIII.


When Alec Trenholme had had the key of the Harmon house in his
possession some days, he went one evening, beguiled by the charm of the
weather and by curiosity, for the first time into the Harmon garden. He
wished to look over the rooms that were of some interest to him because
of one of their late inmates, and having procrastinated, he thought to
carry out his intention now, in the last hour before darkness came on,
in order to return the key that night.

The path up to the house was lightly barred by the wild vine, that,
climbing on overgrown shrubs on either side, had more than once cast its
tendrils across. A trodden path there was in and out the bushes,
although not the straight original one, and by following it Alec gained
the open space before the house. Here self-sown magenta petunias made
banks of colour against the old brick walls, and the evening light,
just turning rosy, fell thereon. He could not see the river, although he
heard it flowing behind a further mass of bushes. He stood alone with
the old house in the opening that was enclosed by shrubs and trees so
full of leaf that they looked like giant heaps of leaves, and it seemed
to him that, if earth might have an enchanted place, he had surely
entered it. Then, remembering that the light would not last long, he
fitted the key to the door and went in.

Outside, nature had done her work, but inside the ugly wall-paper and
turned bannisters of a modern villa had not been much beautified by dust
and neglect. Still, there is something in the atmosphere of a long
neglect that to the mind, if not to the eye, has softening effect. Alec
listened a moment, as it were, to the silence and loneliness of the
house, and went into the first dark room.

It was a large room, probably a parlour of some pretension, but the only
light came through the door and lit it very faintly. All the windows of
the house were shut with wooden shutters, and Alec, not being aware
that, except in the rooms Harkness had occupied, the shutters were
nailed, went to a window to open it. He fumbled with the hasp, and,
concluding that he did not understand its working, went on into the next
room to see if the window there was to be more easily managed. In this
next room he was in almost total darkness. He had not reached the window
before he heard some one moving in an adjoining room. Turning, he saw a
door outlined by cracks of lamplight, and as it was apparent that some
one else was in the house, he made at once for this door. Before he had
reached it the cracks of light which guided him were gone; and when he
had opened it, the room on whose threshold he stood was dark and silent;
yet, whether by some slight sounds, or by some subtler sense for which
we have no name, he was convinced that there was some one in it.
Indignant at the extinction of the light and at the silence, he turned
energetically again in the direction of the window in order to wrench
it open, when, hearing a slight scratching sound, he looked back into
the inner room. There was light there again, but only a small vaporous
curl of light. Connecting this with the sound, he supposed that a poor
sulphur match had been struck; but this supposition perhaps came to him
later, for at the moment he was dazed by seeing in this small light the
same face he had seen over old Cameron's coffin. The sight he had had of
it then had almost faded from his memory; he had put it from him as a
thing improbable, and therefore imaginary; now it came before his eyes
distinctly. A man's face it certainly was not, and, in the fleet moment
in which he saw it now, he felt certain that it was a woman's. The
match, if it was a match, went out before its wood was well kindled, and
all he could see vanished from sight with its light. His only thought
was that whoever had escaped him before should not escape him again, and
he broke open the window shutters by main strength.

The light poured in upon a set of empty rooms, faded and dusty. A glance
showed him an open door at the back of the farthest room, and rushing
through this, he opened the windows in that part of the house which had
evidently been lately inhabited. He next came into the hall by which he
had entered, and out again at the front door, with no doubt that he was
chasing some one, but he did not gain in the pursuit. He went down the
path to the road, looking up and down it; he came back, in and out among
the bushes, searching the cemetery and river bank, vexed beyond measure
all the time to perceive how easy it would be for any one to go one way
while he was searching in another, for the garden was large.

He had good reason to feel that he was the victim of most annoying
circumstances, and he naturally could not at once perceive how it
behoved him to act in relation to this new scene in the almost forgotten
drama. Cameron was dead; the old preacher was dead; whether they were
one and the same or not, who was this person who now for the second
time suddenly started up in mysterious fashion after the death? Alec
assumed that it could be no one but Cameron's daughter, but when he
tried to think how it might be possible that she should be in the
deserted house, upon the track of the old preacher, as it were, his mind
failed even to conjecture.

The explanation was comparatively simple, if he had known it, but he did
not know it. Someone has said that the man most assured of his own
truthfulness is not usually truthful; and in the same sense it is true
that the man most positive in trusting his own senses is not usually
reliable. Alec Trenholme flagged in his search; a most unpleasing doubt
came to him as to whether he had seen what he thought he saw and was not
now playing hide-and-seek with the rosy evening sunbeams among these
bushes, driven by a freak of diseased fancy. He was indeed provoked to a
degree almost beyond control, when, in a last effort of search through
the dense shrubbery, he skirted the fence of Captain Rexford's nearest
field, and there espied Sophia Rexford.

Those people are happy who have found some person or thing on earth that
embodies their ideal of earthly solace. To some it is the strains of
music; to some it is the interior of church edifices; to the child it is
his mother; to the friend it is his friend. As soon as Alec Trenholme
saw this fair woman, whom he yet scarcely knew, all the fret of his
spirit found vent in the sudden desire to tell her what was vexing him,
very much as a child desires to tell its troubles and be comforted.




CHAPTER IX.


That evening Mrs. Rexford and Sophia had been sitting sewing, as they
often did, under a tree near the house. Sophia had mused and stitched.
Then there came a time when her hands fell idle, and she looked off at
the scene before her. It was the hour when the sun has set, and the
light is not less than daylight but mellower. She observed with pleasure
how high the hops had grown that she had planted against the gables of
the house and dairies. On this side the house there was no yard, only
the big hay-fields from which the hay had been taken a month before; in
them were trees here and there, and beyond she saw the running river.
She had seen it all every day that summer, yet--

"I think I never saw the place look so nice," she said to her
step-mother.

Dottie came walking unsteadily over the thick grass. She had found an
ox-daisy and a four-o'clock.

"Here! take my pretties," she said imperiously.

Sophia took them.

"They's to be blowed," said Dottie, not yet distinguishing duly the
different uses of flowers or of words.

Sophia obediently blew, and the down of the four-o'clock was scattered
into space; but the daisy, impervious to the blast, remained in the
slender hand that held it. Dottie looked at it with indignation.

"Blow again!" was her mandate, and Sophia, to please her, plucked the
white petals one by one, so that they might be scattered. It was not
wonderful that, as she did so, the foolish old charm of her school-days
should say itself over in her mind, and the lot fell upon "He loves me."
"Who, I wonder?" thought Sophia, lightly fanciful; and she did not care
to think of the wealthy suitor she had cast aside. Her mind glanced to
Robert Trenholme. "No," she thought, "he loves me not." She meditated on
him a little. Such thoughts, however transient, in a woman of
twenty-eight, are different from the same thoughts when they come to her
at eighteen. If she be good, they are deeper, as the river is deeper
than the rivulet; better, as the poem of the poet is better than the
songs of his youth. Then for some reason--the mischief of idleness,
perhaps--Sophia thought of Trenholme's young brother--how he had looked
when he spoke to her over the fence. She rose to move away from such
silly thoughts.

Dottie possessed herself of two fingers and pulled hard toward the
river. Dearly did she love the river-side, and mamma, who was very
cruel, would not allow her to go there without a grown-up companion.

When she and her big sister reached the river they differed as to the
next step, Dottie desiring to go on into the water, and Sophia deeming
it expedient to go back over the field. As each was in an indolent mood,
they both gave way a little and split the difference by wandering along
the waterside, conversing softly about many things--as to how long it
would take the seed of the four-o'clock to "sail away, away, over the
river," and why a nice brown frog that they came across was not getting
ready for bed like the birdies. There is no such sweet distraction as an
excursion into Children's Land, and Sophia wandered quite away with this
talkative baby, until she found herself suddenly cast out of Dottie's
magic province as she stood beyond the trees that edged the first field
not far from the fence of the Harmon garden. And that which had broken
the spell was the appearance of Alec Trenholme. He came right up to her,
as if he had something of importance to say, but either shyness or a
difficulty in introducing his subject made him hesitate. Something in
his look caused her to ask lightly:

"Have you seen a ghost?"

"Yes."

"Are you in earnest?"

"I am in earnest, and," added he, somewhat dubiously, "I think I am in
my right mind."

He did not say more just then, but looked up and down the road in his
search for someone. In a moment he turned to her, and a current of
amusement seemed to cross his mind and gleamed out of his blue eyes as
he lifted them to hers. "I believe when I saw you I came to you for
protection."

The light from pink tracts of sunset fell brightly upon field and
river, but this couple did not notice it at all.

"There is no bogie so fearful as the unknown," she cried. "You
frightened me, Mr. Trenholme."

"There is no bogie in the case," he said, "nor ghost I suppose; but I
saw someone. I don't know how to tell you; it begins so far back, and I
may alarm you when I tell you that there must be someone in this
neighbourhood of yours who has no right to be here." Then to her eager
listening he told the story that he had once written to his brother, and
added to it the unlooked for experience of the last half-hour. His
relation lacked clearness of construction. Sophia had to make it lucid
by short quick questions here and there.

"I'm no good," he concluded, deprecating his own recital. "Robert has
all the language that's in our family; but do you know, miss, what it is
to see a face, and know that you know it again, though you can't say
what it was like? Have you the least notion how you would feel on being
fooled a second time like that?"

The word of address that he had let fall struck her ear as something
inexplicable which she had not then time to investigate; she was aware,
too, that, as he spoke fast and warmly, his voice dropped into some
vulgarity of accent that she had not noticed in it before. These
thoughts glanced through her mind, but found no room to stay, for there
are few things that can so absorb for the time a mind alive to its
surroundings as a bit of genuine romance, a fragment of a life, or
lives, that does not seem to bear explanation by the ordinary rules of
our experience.

That mind is dulled, not ripened, by time that does not enter with zest
into a strange story, and the more if it is true. If we could only learn
it, the most trivial action of personality is more worthy of our
attention than the most magnificent of impersonal phenomena, and, in
healthy people, this truth, all unknown, probably underlies that
excitement of interest which the affairs of neighbours create the
moment they become in any way surprising.

Sophia certainly did not stop to seek an excuse for her interest. She
plied Alec with questions; she moved with him nearer the Harmon fence to
get a better look at the house; she assured him that Chellaston was the
last place in the world to harbour an adventurer.

He was a little loth, for the sake of all the pathos of Bates's story,
to suggest the suspicion that had recurred.

"I saw the face twice. It was first at Turrifs Station, far enough away
from here; and I saw it again in this house. As sure as I'm alive, I
believe it was a woman."

They stood on the verge of the field where the grass sloped back from
the river. Sophia held the little child's hand in hers. The dusk was
gathering, and still they talked on, she questioning and exclaiming with
animation, he eager to enter the house again, a mutual interest holding
their minds as one.

He began to move again impatiently. He wanted a candle with which to
search the rooms more carefully, and if nothing was found, he said, he
would go to the village and make what inquiries he could; he would leave
no stone unturned.

Sophia would not let him go alone. She was already on perfectly familiar
terms with him. He seemed to her a delightful mixture of the ardent boy
and the man who, as she understood it, was roughened by lumberman's
life. She lifted Dottie on her shoulder and turned homeward. "I will
only be a few minutes getting Harold and some candles; don't go without
us, I beg of you," she pleaded.

He never thought of offering to carry the child, or call her brother for
her; his ideas of gallantry were submerged in the confusion of his
thoughts. He watched her tripping lightly with the child on her
shoulder. He saw her choose a path by the back of the white dairy
buildings, and then he heard her clear voice calling, "Harold! Harold!"
All up the yard's length to windows of house and stable he heard her
calling, till at length came the answering shout. In the silence that
followed he remembered, with a feeling of wonder, the shudder of
distaste that had come over him when he found that the other creature
with whom he had been dealing bore a woman's form. He could not endure
to think of her in the same moment in which he longed to hear Miss
Rexford's voice again and to see her come back. In the one case he could
not believe that evil was not the foundation of such eccentricity of
mystery; in the other he thought nothing, realised nothing, he only
longed for Sophia's return, as at times one longs for cool air upon the
temples, for balm of nature's distilling. He never thought that because
Sophia was a woman she would be sure to keep him waiting and forget the
candle. He felt satisfied she would do just what she said, and even to
his impatience the minutes did not seem long before he saw her return
round the same corner of the outbuildings, her brother beside her,
lantern in hand.

So in the waning daylight the three went together to the Harmon house,
and found torn bits of letters scattered on floor and window-sill near
the spot where Alec had last seen the unlooked-for apparition. The
letters, to all appearance, had belonged to the dentist, but they were
torn very small. The three searched the house all through by the light
of more than one candle, and came out again into the darkness of the
summer night, for the time nothing wiser concerning the mystery, but
feeling entirely at home with one another.




CHAPTER X.


Although Mrs. Rexford had been without an indoor servant for several
months of the winter, she had been fortunate enough to secure one for
the summer. Her dairy had not yet reached the point of producing
marketable wares, but it supplied the family and farm hands with milk
and butter, and, since the cows had been bought in spring, the one
serving girl had accomplished this amount of dairy work satisfactorily.
The day after Sophia and Harold had made their evening excursion through
the Harmon house, this maid by reason of some ailment was laid up, and
the cows became for the first time a difficulty to the household, for
the art of milking was not to be learnt in an hour, and it had not yet
been acquired by any member of the Rexford family.

Harold was of course in the fields. Sophia went to the village to see if
she could induce anyone to come to their aid; but, hard as it was to
obtain service at any time, in the weeks of harvest it was an
impossibility. When she returned, she went in by the lane, the yard, and
the kitchen door. All the family had fallen into the habit of using this
door more than any other. Such habits speak for themselves.

"Mamma!"--she took off her gloves energetically as she spoke--"there is
nothing for it but to ask Louise to get up and do the milking--the mere
milking--and I will carry the pails."

Louise was the pale-faced Canadian servant. She often told them she
preferred to be called "Loulou," but in this she was not indulged.

Mrs. Rexford stirred Dottie's porridge in a small saucepan. Said she,
"When Gertrude Bennett is forced to milk her cows, she waits till after
dark; her mother told me so in confidence. Yes, child, yes"--this was to
Dottie who, beginning to whimper, put an end to the conversation.

Sophia did not wait till after dark: it might be an excellent way for
Miss Bennett, but it was not her way. Neither did she ask her younger
sisters to help her, for she knew that if caught in the act by any
acquaintance the girls were at an age to feel an acute distress. She
succeeded, by the administration of tea and tonic, in coaxing the
servant to perform her part. Having slightly caught up her skirts and
taken the empty pails on her arms, Sophia started ahead down the lane.

Just then some one turned in from the road. It was Eliza, and she was
in too much haste to take heed of the milking gear.

"Oh, Miss Sophia. I'm so glad I've met you, and alone. We've been so
busy at the hotel with a cheap excursion, I've been trying all day to
get a word to you. Look here!" (she thrust some crumpled letters into
Sophia's hand) "I thought you'd better see those, and say something to
the girls. They'll get themselves into trouble if they go on as silly as
this. It seems it's some silly 'post office' they've had in a tree
between them and that Harkness. I've had that letter from him, and
certainly, Miss Sophia, if he's as much to blame as them, he's acted
civil enough now. He had a better heart than most men, I believe, for
all he bragged about it. He forgot where he had thrown their letters as
waste paper, and you'll see by that letter of his he took some trouble
to write to me to go and get them, for fear they should be found and the
girls talked about."

Sophia stood still in dismay.

"There!" said Eliza, "I knew you'd feel hurt, but I thought you'd better
know for all that. There's no harm done, only they'd better have a good
setting down about it." She began to turn back again. "I must go," she
said, "the dining-room girls are rushed off their feet; but if I were
you, Miss Sophia, I wouldn't say a word to anyone else about it. Some
one came in while I was getting these letters, but it was dark and I
dodged round and made off without being seen, so that I needn't explain.
It wouldn't do for the girls, you know--"

Sophia turned the letters about in her hand. One was from Cyril Harkness
to Eliza; the others were poor, foolish little notes, written by Blue
and Red. Louise came out of the yard and passed them into the field, and
Sophia thrust the letters into her dress.

That Eliza should naïvely give her advice concerning the training of her
sisters was a circumstance so in keeping with the girl's force of
character that her late mistress hardly gave it a thought, nor had she
time at that moment to wonder where the letters had been left and found.
It was the thought that the family reputation for sense and sobriety had
apparently been in the hands of an unprincipled stranger, and had been
preserved only by his easy good-nature and by Eliza's energy, that
struck her with depressing and irritating force. Had the girls come in
her way just then, the words she would have addressed to them would have
been more trenchant than wise, but as Eliza was by her side, retreating
towards the road, she felt no desire to discuss the matter with her.

She observed now that Eliza looked worn and miserable as she had never
seen her look before, unless, indeed, it had been in the first few days
she ever saw her. The crowded state of the hotel could hardly account
for this. "I hope, Eliza, that having despised that suitor of yours when
he was here, you are not repenting now he is gone."

The girl looked at her dully, not understanding at first.

"Speaking of Cyril Harkness?" she cried; "good gracious, no, Miss
Sophia." But the response was not given in a sprightly manner, and did
not convey any conviction of its truth.

"You must be working too hard."

"Well, I needn't. I'll tell you a bit of good fortune that's come to me.
Mrs. Glass--one of our boarders--you know her?"

"The stout person that comes to church in red satin?"

"Yes; and she's rich too. Well, she's asked me to go and visit her in
Montreal in the slack time this next winter; and she's such a good
boarder every summer, you know, Mr. Hutchins is quite set on me going.
She's promised to take me to parties and concerts, and the big rink, and
what not. Ah, Miss Sophia, you never thought I could come that sort of
thing so soon, did you?"

"And are you not going?"

Sophia's question arose from a certain ring of mockery in Eliza's
relation of her triumph.

"No, I'm not going a step. D'you think I'm going to be beholden to her,
vulgar old thing! And besides, she talks about getting me married. I
think there's nothing so miserable in the world as to be married."

"Most women are much happier married." Sophia said this with orthodox
propriety, although she did not altogether believe it.

"Yes, when they can't fend for themselves, poor things. But to be for
ever tied to a house and a man, never to do just what one liked! I'm
going to take pattern by you, Miss Sophia, and not get married."

Eliza went back to the village, and Sophia turned toward the pasture and
the college. The first breath of autumn wind was sweeping down the road
to meet her. All about the first sparks of the great autumnal fire of
colour were kindling. In the nearer wood she noticed stray boughs of
yellow or pink foliage displayed hanging over the dark tops of young
spruce trees, or waving against the blue of the unclouded sky. It was an
air to make the heavy heart jocund in spite of itself, and the sweet
influences of this blithe evening in the pasture field were not lost
upon Sophia, although she had not the spirit now to wish mischievously,
as before, that Mrs. and Miss Bennett, or some of their friends, would
pass to see her carry the milk in daylight. It was a happy pride that
had been at the root of her defiance of public opinion, and her pride
was depressed now, smarting under the sharp renewal of the conviction
that her sisters were naughty and silly, and that their present training
was largely to blame.

The Bennetts did not come by, neither did Mrs. Brown's carriage pass,
nor a brake from the hotel. Sophia had carried home the milk of two cows
and returned before anyone of the slightest consequence passed by. She
was just starting with two more pails when Alec Trenholme came along at
a fast trot on his brother's handsome cob. He was close by her before
she had time to see who it was, and when he drew up his horse she felt
strangely annoyed. Instinct told her that, while others might have
criticised, this simple-hearted fellow would only compassionate her
toil. Their mutual adventure of the previous evening had so far
established a sense of comradeship with him that she did not take refuge
in indifference, but felt her vanity hurt at his pity.

At that moment the simple iron semi-circle which the milk maid used to
hold her pails off her skirts, became, with Sophia's handling, the most
complex thing, and would in no wise adjust itself. Alec jumped from his
horse, hung his bridle-rein over the gate-post as he entered the
pasture, and made as if to take the pails as a matter of course.

Pride, vanity, conceit, whatever it may be that makes people dislike
kindness when their need is obvious, produced in her an awkward gaiety.
"Nay," said she, refusing; "why should you carry my milk for me?"

"Well, for one thing, we live too near not to know you don't do it
usually."

"Still, it may be my special pleasure to carry it to-night; and if not,
why should you help me with this any more than, for instance, in cooking
the dinner to-morrow? I assure you my present pastoral occupation is
much more romantic and picturesque than that."

But he took the half-filled pails (she had not attempted to carry full
ones), and, pouring the contents of one into the other, proceeded to
carry it.

"Since it is you who command," she cried, "shall I hold your horse in
the meantime?"

With provoking literalism he gave a critical glance at the bridle. "He's
all right," he said, not caring much, in truth, whether the cob broke
loose or not.

So she followed him across the road into the lane, because it hardly
seemed civil to let him go alone, and because he would not know what to
do with the milk when he got to the yard. She did not, however, like
this position.

"Do you know," she began again, "that I am very angry with you, Mr.
Trenholme?"

He wished for several reasons that she would cease her banter, and he
had another subject to advance, which he now brought forward abruptly.
"I don't know, Miss Rexford, what right I have to think you will take
any interest in what interests me, but, after what happened last night,
I can't help telling you that I've got to the bottom of that puzzle, and
I'm afraid it will prove a very serious matter for my poor friend
Bates."

"What is it?" she cried, his latest audacity forgotten.

"Just now, as I came out of the village, I met the person I saw in the
Harmon house, and the same I saw before, the time I told you of. It was
a woman--a young woman dressed in silk. I don't know what she may be
doing here, but I know now _who_ she must be. She must be Sissy Cameron.
No other girl could have been at Turrifs Station the night I saw her
there. She _is_ Sissy Cameron." (His voice grew fiercer.) "She must have
turned her father's hearse into a vehicle for her own tricks; and what's
more, she must, with the most deliberate cruelty, have kept the
knowledge of her safety from poor Bates all these months."

"Stay, stay!" cried Sophia, for his voice had grown so full of anger
against the girl that he could hardly pour out the tale of her guilt
fast enough. "Where did you meet her? What was she like?"

"I met her ten minutes ago, walking on this road. She was a great big
buxom girl, with a white face and red hair; perhaps people might call
her handsome. I pulled up and stared at her, but she went on as if she
didn't see me. Now I'm going in to tell Bates, and then I shall go back
and bring her to book. I don't know what she may be up to in Chellaston,
but she must be found."

"Many people do think her handsome, Mr. Trenholme," said Sophia, for she
knew now who it was; "and she is certainly not--the sort of--"

"Do you mean to say you know her?"

"Yes, I know her quite well. I had something to do with bringing her to
Chellaston. I never knew till this moment that she was the girl you and
Mr. Bates have been seeking, and indeed--" She stopped, confused, for,
although it had flashed on her for the first time that what she knew of
Eliza's history tallied with his story, she could not make it all match,
and then she perceived that no doubt it was in the Harmon house that
Eliza had so faithfully sought the letters now held in her own hand.
"Really," she continued, "you mustn't go to work with this girl in the
summary manner you suggest. I know her too well to think anything could
be gained by that. She is, in a sense, a friend of mine."

"Don't say she is a _friend_ of yours--_don't!_" he said, with almost
disgust in his tone.

They had halted in the lane just outside the yard gate, and now he put
down the pail and turned his back on the still shut gate to speak with
more freedom. As he talked, the brisk air dashed about the boughs of the
spindling lilac hedge, shaking slant sunbeams upon the unpainted gate
and upon the young man and woman in front of it.

Then, but in a way that was graphic because of strong feeling, Alec
Trenholme told the more real part of the story which he had outlined the
night before; told of the melancholy solitude in which Bates had been
left with the helpless old woman in a house that was bewitched in the
eyes of all, so that no servant or labourer would come near it. In talk
that was a loose mosaic of detail and generalisation, he told of the
woman's work to which the proud Scotchman had been reduced in care of
the aunt who in his infancy had cared for him, and how he strove to keep
the house tidy for her because she fretted when she saw housework
ill-done. He explained that Bates would have been reduced to hard
straits for want of the yearly income from his lumber had not he himself
"chanced" to go and help him. He said that Bates had gone through all
this without complaint, without even counting it hard, because of the
grief he counted so much worse--the loss of the girl, and the belief
that she had perished because of his unkindness.

"For he _loved_ her, Miss Rexford. He had never had anyone else to care
for, and he had just centred his whole heart on her. He cared for her as
if she had been his daughter and sister, and--and he cared for her in
another way that was more than all. It was a lonely enough place; no one
could blame a woman for wanting to leave it; but to leave a man to think
her dead when he loved her!"

Sophia was touched by the story and touched nearly also by the heart of
the man who told it, for in such telling the hearts of speaker and
listener beat against one another through finer medium than that which
we call space. But just because she was touched it was characteristic in
her to find a point that she could assail.

"I don't see that a woman is specially beholden to a man because he
loves her against her will."

"Do you mean to say"--fiercely--"that she was not beholden to him
because he taught her everything she knew, and was willing to work to
support her?"

"Yes, certainly, she was under obligation for all his kindness, but his
being in love with her--that is different."

But Alec Trenholme, like many people, could not see a fine point in the
heat of discussion. Afterwards, on reflection he saw what she had meant,
but now he only acted in the most unreasonable of ways.

"Well, I don't see it as you do," he said; and then, the picture of
suppressed indignation, he took up the pail to go inside and dispose of
it.

"I don't know how it can all be," said Sophia considering, "but I'm sure
there's a great deal of good in her."

At this, further silence, even out of deference to her, seemed to him
inadequate. "I don't pretend to know how it can be; how she got here, or
what she has been doing here, dressed in silk finery, or what she may
have been masquerading with matches in the old house over there for. All
I know is, a girl who treated Bates as she did--"

"No, you don't know any of these things. You have only heard one side
of the story. It is not fair to judge."

"She has ruined his life, done as good as killed him. Why should you
take her part?"

"Because there are always two sides to everything. I don't know much of
her story, but I have heard some of it, and it didn't sound like what
you have said. As to her being in the Harmon house--" Sophia stopped.

"Do you mean to say," asked Alec, "that she has been living here all the
time quite openly?"

"Yes--that is, she has given a false name, it seems, but, Mr.
Trenholme--"

"If she has lied about her name, depend upon it she has lied about
everything else. I wouldn't want you to go within ten feet of her."

Although the fallacy of such argument as Alec's too often remains
undetected when no stubborn fact arises to support justice, Sophia, with
her knowledge of Eliza, could not fail to see the absurdity of it. Her
mind was dismayed at the thought of what the girl had apparently done
and concealed, but nothing could make her doubt that the Eliza she knew
was different from the Sissy Cameron he was depicting. She did not
doubt, either, that if anything would bring out all the worst in her and
make her a thousand times more unkind to Bates, it would be the attack
Alec Trenholme meditated. She decided that she ought herself to act as
go-between. She remembered the scorn with which the patronage of a
vulgar woman had that evening been discarded, and whether Eliza herself
knew it or not, Sophia knew that this nicety of taste was due chiefly to
her own influence. The subtle flattery of this pleaded with her now on
the girl's behalf: and perceiving that Alec Trenholme was not amenable
to reason, she, like a good woman, condescended to coax him for reason's
sake. To a woman the art of managing men is much like the art of skating
or swimming, however long it may lie in disuse, the trick, once learnt,
is there to command. The milk, it seemed, must be taken down the cellar
steps and poured into pans. Then a draught of milk off the ice was given
to him. Then, it appeared, she must return to the pasture, and on their
way she pointed out the flowers that she had planted, and let him break
one that he admired.

When they reached the field Sophia proffered her request, which was,
that he would leave his discovery in her hands for one day, for one day
only, she pleaded. She added that he might come to see her the next
afternoon, and she would tell him what explanation Eliza had to give,
and in what mood she would meet her unfortunate guardian.

And Sophia's request was granted, granted with that whole-hearted
allegiance and entire docility, with a tenderness of eye and
lightsomeness of demeanour, that made her perceive that this young man
had not been so obdurate as he appeared, and that her efforts to appease
him had been out of proportion to what was required.

When he mounted his horse and rode off unmindful of the last pail of
milk, for indeed his head was a little turned, Sophia was left standing
by the pasture gate feeling unpleasantly conscious of her own handsome
face and accomplished manner. If she felt amused that he should show
himself so susceptible, she also felt ashamed, she hardly knew why. She
remembered that in his eyes on a previous occasion which she had taken
as a signal for alarm on her part, and wondered why she had not
remembered it sooner. The thing was done now: she had petted and cajoled
him, and she felt no doubt that masculine conceit would render him blind
to her true motive. Henceforth he would suppose that she encouraged his
fancy. Sophia, who liked to have all things her own way, felt
disconcerted.




CHAPTER XI.


After tea Sophia took Blue and Red apart into their little bedroom. An
old cotton blind was pulled down to shield the low window from passers
in the yard. The pane was open and the blind flapped. The room had
little ornament and was unattractive.

"How could you write letters to that Mr. Harkness?" asked Sophia, trying
to be patient.

"We didn't--exactly," said Blue, "but how did you know?"

"At least--we did," said Red, "but only notes. What have you heard,
Sister Sophia? Has he"--anxiously--"written to papa?"

"Written to papa!" repeated Sophia in scorn. "What should he do that
for?"

"I don't know," said Red, more dejected. "It's"--a little pause--"it's
the sort of thing they do."

Sophia drew in her breath with an effort not to laugh, and managed to
sigh instead. "I think you are the silliest girls of your age!"

"Well, I don't care," cried Blue, falling from bashfulness into a pout,
and from a pout into tears. "I _don't_ care, so now. I think he was much
nicer--much nicer than--" She sat upon a chair and kicked her little
toes upon the ground. Red's dimpled face was flushing with ominous
colour about the eyes.

"Really!" cried Sophia, and then she stopped, arrested by her own word.
How was it possible to present reality to eyes that looked out through
such maze of ignorance and folly; it seemed easier to take up a sterner
theme and comment upon the wickedness of disobedience and secrecy. Yet
all the time her words missed the mark, because the true sin of these
two pretty criminals was utter folly. Surely if the world, and their
fragment of it, had been what they thought--the youth a hero, and their
parents wrongly proud--their action had not been so wholly evil! But how
could she trim all the thoughts of their silly heads into true
proportion?

"I shall have to tell papa, you know; I couldn't take the responsibility
of not telling him; but I won't speak till this press of work is over,
because he is so tired, so you can be thinking how you will apologise to
him."

Both Blue and Red were weeping now, and Sophia, feeling that she had
made adequate impression, was glad to pause.

Red was the first to withdraw her handkerchief from dewy eyes. Her tone
and attitude seemed penitent, and Sophia looked at her encouragingly.

"Sister Sophia"--meekly--"does he say in his letter where he is,
or--or"--the voice trembled--"if he's ever coming back?"

For such disconsolate affection Sophia felt that the letter referred to
was perhaps the best medicine. "I will read you all that he says." And
she read it slowly and distinctly, as one reads a lesson to children.

   "Dear Eliza."

"He didn't think she was 'dear'" pouted Blue. "He told us she was 'real
horrid.'"

Sophia read on from the crumpled sheet with merciless distinctness.

   "Come to think of it, when I was coming off I threw all my
   bills and letters and things down in a heap in the back kitchen at
   Harmon's; and there were some letters there that those 'cute little
   Rexford girls wrote to me. They were real spoony on me, but I wasn't
   spoony on them one bit, Eliza, at least, not in my heart, which having
   been given to you, remained yours intact; but I sort of feel a qualm
   to think how their respected pa would jaw them if those _billets-doux_
   were found and handed over. You can get in at the kitchen window
   quite easy by slipping the bolt with a knife; so as I know you have
   a hankering after the Rexfords, I give you this chance to crib those
   letters if you like. They are folded small because they had to be
   put in a nick in a tree, called by those amiable young ladies, a
   post-office."

   "I'm real sorry I made you cry, Eliza. It's as well I didn't remain or I
   might have begun admiring of you again, which might have ended in
   breaking my vow to be--Only your ex-admirer,
   CYRIL, P. H----."

"Oh!" cried Blue, her tears dried by the fire of injury, "we never
talked to him except when he talked to us--never!"

"There's a postscript," said Sophia, and then she read it.

   "P.S. They used to cock their eyes at me when they saw me over
   the fence. You had better tell them not to do it; I could not bear to
   think of them doing it to anyone else."

"Oh!" cried Red, "Oh--h! he never said to us that we cocked our eyes. He
said once to Blue that the way she curled her eyelashes at him was
_real_ captivating."

Sophia rose delivering her final word: "Nothing could be more utterly
vulgar than to flirt with a young man who is beneath you in station just
because he happens to be thrown in your way."




CHAPTER XII.


When Sophia went to the hotel next morning, Eliza was not to be found.
She was not in, and no one knew where she was. Mr. Hutchins was inclined
to grumble at her absence as an act of high-handed liberty, but Miss
Rexford was not interested in his comments. She went back to her work at
home, and felt in dread of the visit which she had arranged for Alec
Trenholme to make that day. She began to be afraid that, having no
information of importance with which to absorb his attention, he might
to some extent make a fool of himself. Having seen incipient signs of
this state of things, she took for granted it would grow.

When the expected caller did come, Sophia, because the servant could
still do but little, was at work in the dairy, and she sent one of the
children to ask him to come into the yard. The dairy was a pleasant
place; it was a long low stone room, with two doors opening on the green
yard. The roof of it was shaded by a tree planted for that purpose, and
not many feet from its end wall the cool blue river ran. A queen could
not have had a sweeter place for an audience chamber, albeit there was
need of paint and repairs, and the wooden doorstep was almost worn away.

Sophia, churn-handle in hand, greeted her visitor without apology. She
had expected that this churn-handle, the evidence of work to be done,
would act as a check upon feeling, but she saw with little more than a
glance that such check was superfluous; there was no sign of
intoxication from the wine of graciousness which she had held to his
lips when last she saw him. As he talked to her he stood on the short
white clover outside the door's decaying lintel. He had a good deal to
say about Bates, and more about Sissy Cameron, and Sophia found that she
had a good deal to say in answer.

The churn was a hideous American patent, but light and very convenient.
They talked to the monotonous splash of the milk within, and as work was
not being interrupted, Alec was at length asked to sit down on the worn
doorstep, and he remained there until the butter "came." He had gone up
in Sophia's esteem many degrees, because she saw now that any escape of
warmer sentiment had been involuntary on his part. She blessed him in
her heart for being at once so susceptible and so strong. She fancied
that there was a shade of sadness in his coolness which lent it
attraction. With that shadow of the epicurean which is apt to be found
upon all civilised hearts, she felt that it did her good to realise how
nice he was, just as a fresh flower or a strong wind would have done her
good. She said to him that she supposed he would not be staying much
longer in Chellaston, and he replied that as soon as Bates would go and
his brother was on his feet again he intended to leave for the West.
Then he begged her to lose no time in seeing Eliza, for Bates had taken
to hobbling about the roads, and he thought a sudden and accidental
meeting with the girl might be the death of him.

Now this assertion of Alec's, that Bates had taken to walking out of
doors, was based on the fact told him by Mrs. Martha and his brother,
that the day before Bates had wilfully walked forth, and after some
hours came back much exhausted. "Where did you go?" Alec had asked him
fiercely, almost suspecting, from his abject looks, that he had seen the
girl. He could, however, learn nothing but that the invalid had walked
"down the road and rested a while and come back." Nothing important had
happened, Alec thought; and yet this conclusion was not true.

That which had happened had been this. John Bates, after lying for a
week trying to devise some cunning plan for seeing Sissy without
compromising her, and having failed in this, rose up in the sudden
energy of a climax of impatience, and, by dint of short stages and many
rests by the roadside, found his way through the town, up the steps of
the hotel, and into its bar-room. No one could hinder him from going
there, thought he, and perchance he might see the lassie.

Years of solitude, his great trouble, and, lastly, the complaint which
rendered him so obviously feeble, had engendered in his heart a shyness
that made it terrible to him to go alone across the hotel verandah,
where men and women were idling. In truth, though he was obviously ill,
the people noticed him much less than he supposed, for strangers often
came there; but egotism is a knife which shyness uses to wound itself
with. When he got into the shaded and comparatively empty bar-room, he
would have felt more at home, had it not been for the disconsolate
belief that there was one at home in that house to whom his presence
would be terribly unwelcome. It was with a nightmare of pain and
desolation on his heart that he laid trembling arms upon the bar, and
began to chat with the landlord.

"I'm on the look-out for a young man and a young woman," said he,
"who'll come and work on my clearing;" and so he opened talk with the
hotel-keeper. He looked often through the door into the big passage, but
Sissy did not pass.

Now Mr. Hutchins did not know of anyone to suit Bates's requirements,
and he did know that the neighbourhood of Chellaston was the most
unlikely to produce such servants, but, having that which was
disappointing to say, he said it by degrees. Bates ordered a glass of
cooling summer drink, and had his pipe filled while they discussed. The
one tasted to him like gall, and the fumes of the other were powerless
to allay his growing trepidation, and yet, in desperate adventure, he
stayed on.

Hutchins, soon perceiving that he was a man of some education, and
finding out that he was the oft-talked-of guest of "The Principal,"
continued to entertain him cheerfully enough. "Now," said he, "talking
of people to help, I've got a girl in my house now--well, I may say I
fell on my feet when I got her." Then followed a history of his dealings
with Eliza, including an account of his own astuteness in perceiving
what she was, and his cleverness in securing her services. Bates
listened hungrily, but with a pang in his heart.

"Aye," said he outwardly, "you'll be keeping a very quiet house here."

"You may almost call it a religious house," said Hutchins, taking the
measure of his man. "Family prayer every Sunday in the dining-room for
all who likes. Yes," he added, rubbing his hand on his lame knee,
"Canadians are pious for the most part, Mr. Bates, and I have the illeet
of two cities on _my_ balconies."

Other men came in and went out of the room. Women in summer gowns passed
the door. Still Bates and Hutchins talked.

At last, because Bates waited long enough, Eliza passed the door, and
catching sight of him, she turned, suddenly staring as if she knew not
exactly what she was doing. There were two men at the bar drinking.
Hutchins, from his high swivel chair, was waiting upon them. They both
looked at Eliza; and now Bates, trembling in every nerve, felt only a
weak fear lest she should turn upon him in wrath for being unfaithful,
and summoned all his strength to show her that by the promise with which
he had bound himself he would abide. He looked at her as though in very
truth he had never seen her before. And the girl took his stony look as
if he had struck her, and fell away from the door, so that they saw her
no longer.

"Looked as if she'd seen someone she knew in here," remarked Hutchins,
complacently. He was always pleased when people noticed Eliza, for he
considered her a credit to the house.

The others made no remark, and Bates felt absurdly glad that he had seen
her, not that it advanced his desire, but yet he was glad; and he had
shown her, too, that she need not fear him.

And Eliza--she went on past the door to the verandah, and stood in sight
of the boarders, who were there, in sight of the open street; but she
did not see anyone or anything. She was too common a figure at that door
to be much noticed, but if anyone had observed her it would have been
seen that she was standing stolidly, not taking part in what was before
her, but that her white face, which never coloured prettily like other
women's, bore now a deepening tint, as if some pale torturing flame were
lapping about her; there was something on her face that suggested the
quivering of flames.

In a few minutes she went back into the bar-room.

"Mr. Hutchins," she said, and here followed a request, that was almost a
command, that he should attend to something needing his oversight in the
stable-yard.

Hutchins grumbled, apologised to Bates; but Eliza stood still, and he
went. She continued to stand, and her attitude, her forbidding air, the
whole atmosphere of her presence, was such that the two men who were on
the eve of departure went some minutes before they otherwise would have
done, though perhaps they hardly knew why they went.

"Mr. Bates! You're awfully angry with me, Mr. Bates, I'm afraid."

He got up out of his chair, in his petty vanity trying to stand before
her as if he were a strong man. "Angry!" he echoed, for he did not know
what he said.

"Yes, you're angry; I know by the way you looked at me," she complained
sullenly. "You think I'm not fit to look at, or to speak to, and--"

They stood together in the common bar-room. Except for the gay array of
bottles behind the bar the place was perfectly bare, and it was open on
all sides. She did not look out of door or windows to see who might be
staring at them, but he did. He had it so fixed in his faithful heart
that he must not compromise her, that he was in a tremor lest she should
betray herself. He leaned on the back of his chair, breathing hard, and
striving to appear easy.

"No, but I'm thinking, Sissy--"

"You're dreadfully ill, Mr. Bates, I'm afraid."

"No, but I was thinking, Sissy, I must see ye again before I go. I've
that to say to ye that must be said before I go home."

"Home!" She repeated the word like the word of a familiar language she
had not heard for long. "Are you going home?"

"Where will ye see me?" he urged.

"Anywhere you like," she said listlessly, and then added with sudden
determination, "I'll come."

"Hoots!" he said, "_where_ will ye come?"

"Where?" she said, looking at him keenly as if to gauge his strength or
weakness. "You're not fit to be much on your feet."

"Can you come in the bush at the back of the college? It would be
little harm for you to speak to me there. When can ye come?"

"To-morrow morning."

"How can ye come of a morning? Your time's not your own."

"I say I'll come." She enunciated the words emphatically as Hutchins's
crutches were heard coming near the door. Then she left the room.




CHAPTER XIII.


The wood behind the college grounds and Captain Rexford's pasture had
appeared to Bates to be a place possessed only by the winds of heaven
and by such sunshine and shadow as might fall to its share. He had
formed this estimate of it while he had lain for many days watching the
waving of its boughs from out his window, and therefore he had named it
to Eliza as a place where he could talk to her. Eliza well knew that
this wood was no secluded spot in the season of summer visitors, but she
was in too reckless a mood to care for this, any more than she cared for
the fact that she had no right to leave the hotel in the morning. She
left that busy house, not caring whether it suffered in her absence or
not, and went to the appointed place, heedless of the knowledge that she
was as likely as not to meet with some of her acquaintances there. Yet,
as she walked, no one seeing her would have thought that this young
woman had a heart rendered miserable by her own acts and their
legitimate outcome. In her large comeliness she suggested less of
feeling than of force, just as the gown she wore had more pretension to
fashion than to grace.

When she entered the wood it was yet early morning. Bates was not there.
She had come thus early because she feared hindrance to her coming, not
because she cared when he came. She went into the young spruce fringes
of the wood near the Rexford pasture, and sat down where she had before
sat to watch Principal Trenholme's house. The leaves of the elm above
her were turning yellow; the sun-laden wind that came between the spruce
shades seemed chill to her; she felt cold, an unusual thing for her, and
the time seemed terribly long. When she saw Bates coming she went to the
more frequented aisles of the trees to meet him.

Bates had never been a tall man, but now, thin and weak, he seemed a
small one, although he still strove to hold himself up manfully. His
face this day was grey with the weariness of a sleepless night, and his
enemy, asthma, was hard upon him--a man's asthma, that is a fierce thing
because it is not yielded to gracefully, but is struggled against.

"Oh, but you're ill, Mr. Bates," she said, relapsing into that repeated
expression of yesterday.

"I'm no so ill as I--I seem," he panted, "but that's neither here--nor
there."

This was their greeting. Round them the grass was littered by old picnic
papers, and this vulgar marring of the woodland glade was curiously akin
to the character of this crucial interview between them, for the beauty
of its inner import was overlaid with much that was common and garish. A
rude bench had been knocked together by some picnicker of the past, and
on this Bates was fain to sit down to regain his breath. Sissy stood
near him, plucking at some coloured leaves she had picked up in her
restlessness.

"You think of going back to the old place," she said, because he could
not speak.

"Aye."

"Miss Bates is keeping pretty well?"--this in conventional tone that was
oddly mortised into the passionate working of her mind.

"Oh, aye."

"Why wouldn't you sell it and live in a town?"

"It's the only air there I can be breathing," said he; the confession
was wrung from him by his present struggle for breath. "I'm not fit for
a town."

"I hear them saying down at the hotel that you're awfully ill."

"It's not mortal, the doctor says."

"You'll need someone to take care of you, Mr. Bates."

"Oh, I'll get that."

He spoke as if setting aside the subject of his welfare with impatience,
and she let it drop; but because he was yet too breathless to speak his
mind, she began again:

"I don't mind if you don't sell, for I don't want to get any money."

"Oh, but ye can sell when I'm gone; it'll be worth more then than now.
I'm just keeping a place I can breathe in, ye understand, as long as I
go on breathing."

She pulled the leaves in her hand, tearing them lengthwise and
crosswise.

"What I want--to ask of ye now is--what I want to ask ye first is a
solemn question. Do ye know where your father's corpse--is laid?"

"Yes, I know," she said. "He didn't care anything about cemeteries,
father didn't."

He looked at her keenly, and there was a certain stern setting of his
strong lower jaw. His words were quick: "Tell on."

"'Twas you that made me do it," said she, sullenly.

"Do what? What did ye do?"

"I buried my father."

"Did ye set Saul to do it?"

"No; what should I have to do asking a man like Saul?"

"Lassie, lassie! it's no for me to condemn ye, nor maybe for the dead
either, for he was whiles a hard father to you, but I wonder your own
woman's heart didn't misgive ye."

Perhaps, for all he knew, it had misgiven her often, but she did not say
so now.

"In the clearin's all round Turrifs they buried on their own lands,"
she said, still sullen.

"Ye buried him on his own land!" he exclaimed, the wonder of it growing
upon him. "When? Where? Out with it! Make a clean breast of it."

"I buried him that night. The coffin slipped easy enough out of the
window and on the dry leaves when I dragged it. I laid him between the
rocks at the side, just under where the bank was going to fall, and then
I went up and pushed the bank down upon him." She looked up and cried
defiantly: "Father'd as soon lie there as in a cemetery!" Although it
was as if she was crushing beneath her heel that worship of
conventionality which had made Bates try to send the body so far to a
better grave, there was still in her last words a tone of pathos which
surprised even herself. Something in the softening influences which had
been about her since that crisis of her young life made her feel more
ruth at the recital of the deed than she had felt at its doing. "I made
a bed of moss and leaves," she said, "and I shut up the ledge he lay in
with bits of rock, so that naught could touch him."

"But--but I dug there," cried Bates. (In his surprise the nervous
affection of his breath had largely left him.) "I dug where the bank had
fallen; for I had strange thoughts o' what ye might have been driven to
when I was long alone, and I dug, but his body wasna' there."

It was curious that, even after her confession, he should feel need to
excuse himself for his suspicion.

"There was a sort of cleft sideways in the rock at the side of the
stream; you'd never have seen it, for I only saw it myself by hanging
over, holding by a tree. No one would ever have thought o' digging there
when I'd closed up the opening with stones; I thought o' that when I put
him in."

He got up and took a step or two about, but he gave no gesture or prayer
or word of pain. "The sin lies at my door," he said.

"Well, yes, Mr. Bates, you drove me to it, but--"

Her tone, so different from his, he interrupted. "Don't say 'but,'
making it out less black. Tell what ye did more."

Then she told him, coolly enough, how she had arranged the bedclothes to
look as though, she slept under them: how she had got into the box
because, by reason of the knot-hole in the lid, she had been able to
draw it over her, and set the few nails that were hanging in it in their
places. She told him how she had laughed to herself when he took her
with such speed and care across the lake that was her prison wall. She
told him that, being afraid to encounter Saul alone, she had lain quiet,
intending to get out at Turrifs, but that when she found herself in a
lonely house with a strange man, she was frightened and ran out into the
birch woods, where her winding-sheet had been her concealment as she ran
for miles among the white trees; how she then met a squaw who helped her
to stop the coming railway train.

"We lit a fire," she said, "and the Indian woman and the children stood
in the light of it and brandished; and further on, where it was quite
dark, we had got a biggish log or two and dragged them across the track,
so when the train stopped the men came and found them there; and I went
round to the back and got on the cars when all the men were off and they
didn't come near me till morning. I thought they'd find me, and I'd got
money to pay, but I got mixed up with the people that were asleep. I
gave the squaw one of your aunt's gold pieces for helping, but"--with a
sneer--"the passengers gave her money too. I made sure she'd not tell on
me, for if she had she'd have got in jail for stopping the train."

"Puir body," said he; "like enough all she had seen o' men would make
her think, too, she had no call to say anything, though she must have
known of the hue and cry in the place."

"More like she wanted to save herself from suspicion of what she had
done," said Eliza, practically.

She still stood before him on the path, the strong firm muscles of her
frame holding her erect and still without effort of her will. The
stillness of her pose, the fashionableness of gown and hat, and the
broad display of her radiant hair, made a painful impression on Bates as
he looked, but the impression on two other men who went by just then was
apparently otherwise. They were a pair of young tourists who stared as
they passed.

"By Jove, what a magnificent girl!" said one to the other just before
they were out of hearing. There was that of consciousness in his tone
which betrayed that he thought his own accents and choice words were
well worthy her attention.

Eliza turned her back to the direction in which the strangers had gone,
thus covering the spare man to whom she was talking from their backward
glances. Bates, who was looking up at her face with his heart-hunger in
his eyes, saw a look of contempt for the passing remark flit across her
face, and because of the fond craving of his own heart, his sympathy,
strangely enough, went out to the young man who had spoken, rather than
to her sentiment of contempt. The angel of human loves alone could tell
why John Bates loved this girl after all that had passed, but he did
love her.

And perceiving now that she had told what she had to tell, he turned his
mind to that something that lay on his mind to say to her. With the
burden of the thought he rose up again from his rude seat, and he held
up his head to look at her as with effort; she was so tall, that he
still must needs look up.

"All's said that need be said, Sissy, between us two." His voice was
almost hard because he would not betray his wistfulness. "Ye have chosen
your own way o' life, and I willna raise a cry to alter it; I'm no fit
for that. If I could shape ye to my pleasure, I see now I'd make a poor
thing of it. Ye can do better for yourself if--if"--his square jaw
seemed almost to tremble--"if ye'll have a heart in ye, lassie. Forgive
me if I seem to instruct ye, for I've no thought in me now that I could
make ye better if I tried."

He stopped again, and she saw his weak frame moving nervously; she
thought it was for want of breath.

"You're awfully ill, Mr. Bates," she said, in dulness repeating words
that she seemed to have got by heart.

Her stupid pity stung him into further speech.

"Oh, lassie, it's not because I'm fond of ye that I say it, for what
does it matter about me, but because of all the men in the world that
love women. It's God's voice through them to you; and (although I can't
rightly frame it into words) because God set men and women in families,
and gave them to have affections, I tell ye the soul in which the pride
o' life, or pleasure, or the like o' that, takes the place of the
affections is a lost soul." Again his harsh mouth trembled, and the
words came with effort. "Sissy Cameron, ye've not known a mother nor a
sister, and your father was hard, and I who loved ye was worse than a
brute, and I can't rightly say what I would; but when I'm gone, look
round ye; lassie, at the best women ye know that are wives and mothers,
and if ye can't greet at the things they greet at, and if ye laugh at
things they don't laugh at, and if ye don't fear to do the things they
fear, then, even if your cleverness should make ye queen o' the whole
world, God pity ye!"

"Yes, Mr. Bates," she said, just as she used to when she said the
catechism to him and he admonished her. She had listened to him with
that dull half-attention which we give to good-sounding words when our
heart is only alert for something for which we yet wait. She had it
firmly in her mind that he was going to say something on which would
hang her future fate, that he would either still ask her, in spite of
all she had said, to go back with him, or would tell her that he would
not have her now, as the American had done. All her sensibilities lay,
as it were, numb with waiting; she had no purpose concerning the answer
she would make him; her mind was still full of invective and complaint;
it was also full of a dull remorse that might melt into contrition;
either or both must break forth if he said that which appealed to words
in her.

When Bates saw, however, that the little sermon which he had wrung from
his heart with so much pain had not impressed her much, he felt as if he
had never known until then the sharpest pain of sorrow, for although he
did not know what he had hoped for, there had been hope in proportion to
effort, and disappointment, the acutest form of sorrow, cut him to the
heart. He did not moan or bewail, that was not his way. He stood holding
himself stiffly, as was his wont, and pain laid emphasis on the severe
and resolute lines upon his face, for a face that has long been lent as
a vehicle for stern thoughts does not express a milder influence,
although the depths of the heart are broken up.

She looked at his face, and the main drift of what he had said was
interpreted by his look; she had expected censure and took for granted
that all this was reproof.

"I don't see, Mr. Bates"--her tone was full of bitterness--"that you've
got any call to stand there handing me over as if I was a leper."

To which he answered angrily, "Bairn, haven't I told you once and again
that take your sin on my own soul?"

"Well then"--still in angry complaint--"what right have you to be
looking and talking of me as if nothing was to be expected of me but
ill?"

So he believed that it was worse than useless to speak to her. He drew
his hand over his heavy eyebrows. He thought to himself that he would go
home now, that he would start that day or the next and never see her
again, and in the decision he began walking away, forgetting the word
"good-bye" and all its courtesy, because oblivious of everything except
that thought that he was unfit for anything but to go and live out his
time in the desolate home. But when he had got about twenty paces from
her he remembered that he had said no farewell, and turned, looked back,
and came to her again, his heart beating like a boy's.

She stood where he had left her, sullen, with head slightly bent, and
tearing the same leaves. Bates recognised her beauty to the full, as
much as any other man could have done, but it only hurt him and made him
afraid. He looked at her, timid as a child, yet manfully ignoring his
timidity, he tried to smile to her as he said,

"Bairn, I may never see ye in this world again; give your old teacher a
kiss."

Eliza stared, then lent her face to be kissed. She was surprised at the
gentleness of his sparing caress, so surprised that when she lifted her
head she stood stock still and watched him till he was out of sight,
for, driven by the scourge of his feeling, he went away from her with
quick, upright gait, never looking back.

She watched him till he disappeared into Trenholme's house. When she
walked home she did not sob or wipe her eyes or cover her face, yet when
she got to the hotel her eyes were swollen and red, and she went about
her work heedless that anyone who looked at her must see the
disfigurement of tears.




CHAPTER XIV.


In the latter part of that day Bates suffered a fierce attack of his
malady. Everyone in Trenholme's house, including the master himself on
crutches, became agile in their desire to alleviate the suffering, and
he received their ministrations with that civility which denoted that,
had conventionality allowed, he would not have received them; for to
fling all that is given him at the heads of the givers is undoubtedly
the conduct that nature suggests to a man in pain. Having need, however,
of some help, Bates showed now, as before, an evident preference for
Alec as an attendant, a preference due probably to the fact that Alec
never did anything for him that was not absolutely necessary, and did
that only in the most cursory way. When Alec entered his room that
night to see, as he cheerfully remarked, whether he was alive or not,
Bates turned his face from the wall.

"I think it right to tell ye," he began, and his tone and manner were so
stiff that the other knew something painful was coming, "I think it
right to tell ye that Eliza Cameron is alive and well. I have seen her."

In his annoyance to think a meeting had occurred Alec made an
exclamation that served very well for the surprise that Bates expected.

"Her father," continued Bates, "was decently buried, unknown to me, on
his own land, as is the custom in those parts of the country. The girl
was the person ye saw get up from the coffin--the one that ye were so
frightened of."

This last word of explanation was apparently added that he might be
assured Alec followed him, and the listener, standing still in the
half-darkened room, did not just then feel resentment for the
unnecessary insult. He made some sound to show that he heard.

"Then"--stiffly--"she took the train, and she has been living here ever
since, a very respectable young woman, and much thought of. I'm glad to
have seen her."

"Well?"

"I thought it right to tell ye, and I'm going home to-morrow or next
day."

That was evidently all that was to be told him, and Alec refrained from
all such words as he would like to have emitted. But when he was going
dumbly out of the room, Bates spoke again.

"Ye're young yet; when ye feel inclined to give your heart to any young
thing that you've a caring for, gie it as on the altar of God, and not
for what ye'll get in return, and if ye get in answer what ye're
wanting, thank God for a free gift."

Then Alec knew that Sissy had been unkind to Bates.

The night being yet early, he willingly recognised an obligation to go
and tell Miss Rexford that their mutual solicitude had in some way been
rendered needless. It was easy for him to find the lady he desired to
see, for while the weather was still warm it was the habit in Chellaston
to spend leisure hours outside the house walls rather than in, and Alec
Trenholme had already learned that at evening in the Rexford household
the father and brother were often exhausted by their day's work and
asleep, and the mother occupied by the cribs of her little ones. He
found the house, as usual, all open to the warm dry autumn evening,
doors and windows wide. The dusk was all within and without, except
that, with notes of a mother's lullaby, rays of candle light fell from
the nursery window. As his feet brushed the nearer grass, he dimly saw
Miss Rexford rise from a hammock swung on the verandah, where she had
been lounging with Winifred. She stood behind the verandah railing, and
he in the grass below, and they talked together on this subject that had
grown, without the intention of either, to be so strong a bond of
interest between them. Here it was that Alec could give vent to the pity
and indignation which he could not express to the man whose sufferings
excited these emotions.

In spite of this visit Sophia sought Eliza again the next day. As she
entered the hotel Mr. Hutchins begged a word with her in his little
slate-painted office, saying that the young housekeeper had not been
like herself for some time, and that he was uneasy, for she made a
friend of no one.

"Are you afraid of losing her?" asked Miss Rexford coldly, with slight
arching of her brows.

He replied candidly that he had no interest in Eliza's joys or sorrows,
except as they might tend to unsettle her in her place. Having, by the
use of his own wits, discovered her ability, he felt that he had now a
right to it.

Sophia went upstairs, as she was directed, to Eliza's bedroom on the
highest storey, and found her there, looking over piles of freshly
calendered house linen. The room was large enough, and pleasant--a
better bedroom than Sophia or her sisters at present possessed. Eliza
was apparently in high spirits. She received her guest with almost loud
gaiety.

"What do you think's happened now, Miss Sophia?" cried she. "You
remember what I told you about Mrs. Glass? Well, there's two young
gentlemen come to the house here yesterday morning, and she's
entertained them before at her house in town, so they struck up great
friends with her here, and yesterday she had her supper served in the
upstairs parlour, and had them, and me, and nobody else. She says one of
them saw me out yesterday morning, and was 'smitten'--that's what she
calls it."

Eliza gave an affected laugh as she repeated the vulgar word, and
coloured a little. "She says if I'll come to see her in town she's no
doubt but that he'll 'propose.'".

"But I thought you were not going?"

"I don't care for her," said Eliza, as if ingratitude were a virtue,
"but I rather like the young gentleman. That makes a difference. Look
here! She says he's getting on in business, and would give me a
carriage. How do you think I should look driving in a carriage, like
Mrs. Brown? Should I look as grand as she does?"

"Much grander, I daresay, and much handsomer."

"They all give dinner parties at Montreal." Eliza said this
reflectively, speaking the name of that city just as an English country
girl would speak of "London." "Don't you think I could go to dinner
parties as grand as any one? And, look here, they showed me all sorts of
photographs the Montreal ladies get taken of themselves, and one was
taken with her hair down and her side face turned. And Mrs. Glass has
been up here this afternoon, saying that her gentlemen friends say I
must be taken in the same way. She was fixing me for it. Look, I'll show
you how it is."

Her great masses of hair, left loose apparently from this last visit,
were thrown down her back in a moment, and Eliza, looking-glass in hand,
sat herself sideways on a chair, and disposed her hair so that it hung
with shining copper glow like a curtain behind her pale profile. "What
do I look like, Miss Sophia?"

"Like what you are, Eliza--a handsome girl."

"Then why shouldn't I marry a rich man? It would be easier than drudging
here, and yet I thought it was grand to be here last year. It's easy
enough to get up in the world."

"Yes, when anyone has the right qualities for it."

"I have the right qualities."

"Unscrupulousness?" interrogated Sophia; and then she charged the girl
with the falsehood of her name.

Eliza put down her looking-glass and rolled up her hair. There was
something almost leonine in her attitude, in her silence, as she
fastened the red masses. Sophia felt the influence of strong feeling
upon her; she almost felt fear. Then Eliza came and stood in front of
her.

"Is he _very_ ill, do you think, Miss Sophia?"

"Not dangerously." Sophia had no doubt as to who was meant. "If he would
only take reasonable care he'd be pretty well."

"But he won't," she cried. "On the clearin', when he used to take cold,
he'd do all the wrong things. He'll just go and kill himself doing like
that now, when he goes back there alone--and winter coming on."

"Do you think you could persuade him not to go?"

"He's just that sort of a man he'd never be happy anywhere else. He
hones for the place. No, he'll go back and kill himself. I'm sorry, but
it can't be helped. I'm _not_ sorry I came away from him; I'm not sorry
I changed my name, and did all the things I s'pose he's told you I did,
and that I s'pose you think are so wicked. I'd do it again if I was as
frightened and as angry. Was he to make me his slave-wife? _That's_ what
he wanted of me! I know the man!"--scornfully--"he said it was for my
good, but it was his own way he wanted." All the forced quiescence of
her manner had changed to fire. "And if you think that I'm unnatural,
and wicked to pretend I had a different name, and to do what I did to
get quit of him, then I'll go among people who will think it was clever
and a fine joke, and will think more about my fine appearance than about
being good all day long."

Sophia was terribly roused by the torrent of feeling that was now
pouring forth, not more in words than in silent force, from the young
woman who stood over her.

"Go!" she cried, "go to such people. Marry the man who cares for your
hair and your good looks. Urge him on to make money, and buy yourself
clothes and carriages and houses. I have no doubt you can do it! I tell
you, Eliza Cameron, such things are not much worth picking up at a gift,
let alone selling the nicer part of yourself for them!"

The two had suddenly clashed, with word and feeling, the one against the
other.

The window of Eliza's room was open, and the prospect from it had that
far-off peace that the prospect from high windows is apt to have. The
perfect weather breathed calm over the distant land, over the nearer
village; but inside, the full light fell upon the two women aglow with
their quarrel.

Sophia, feeling some instinctive link to the vain, ambitious girl before
her, struck with words as one strikes in the dark, aiming at a depth and
tenderness that she dimly felt to be there.

She believed in, and yet doubted, the strength in the better part of
Eliza's heart; believed, but spoke hurriedly, because she felt that a
chilly doubt was coming over her as to whether, after all, there was any
comprehension, any answering thrill, for the words she said.

Her own stately beauty was at its height, at its loveliest hour, when
she spoke. She had been, in girlhood, what is called a beauty; she had
dazzled men's eyes and turned their heads; and when the first bloom was
past, she had gone out of the glare, having neither satisfied the world
nor been satisfied with it, because of the higher craving that is
worldly disability. She had turned into the common paths of life and
looked upon her beauty and her triumph as past. And yet, ten years
after the triumphs of her girlhood, this day, this hour, found her more
beautiful than she had ever been before. The stimulus of a new and more
perfect climate, the daily labour for which others pitied her, had done
their part. The angels who watch over prayer and effort and failure; and
failure and effort and prayer, had laid their hands upon her brow,
bestowing graces. As she sat now, speaking out of a full heart, there
came a colour and light that gave an ethereal charm to her handsome
face. There was no one there to see it; Eliza Cameron was not
susceptible to beauty. God, who created beauty in flowers and women, and
knew to the full the uses thereof, did not set flowers in gardeners'
shows nor women in ball-rooms.

Sophia had spoken strongly, vividly, of the vanity of what men call
success, and the emptiness of what they call wealth, but Eliza,
self-centred, did not enter into this wide theme.

"You despise me," she repeated sullenly, "because of what I have done."

"What makes you think I despise you?"

She did not intend to draw a confession on the false supposition that
Bates had already told all the story, but this was the result. Eliza,
with arms folded defiantly, stated such details of her conduct as she
supposed, would render her repulsive, stated them badly, and evoked that
feeling of repulsion that she was defying.

Sophia was too much roused to need time for thought. "I cannot condemn
you, for I have done as bad a thing as you have done, and for the same
reason," she cried.

Eliza looked at her, and faltered in her self-righteousness. "I don't
believe it," she said rudely. She fell back a pace or two, and took to
sorting the piles of white coverlets mechanically.

"You did what you did because of everything in the world that you wanted
that you thought you could get that way; and, for the same reason, I
once agreed to marry a man I didn't like. If you come to think of it,
that was as horrid and unnatural; it is a worse thing to desecrate the
life of a living man than the death of a dead one. I stand condemned as
much as you, Eliza; but don't you go on now to add to one unnatural deed
another as bad."

"Why did you do it?" asked Eliza, drawn, wondering, from the thought of
herself.

"I thought I could not bear poverty and the crowd of children at home,
and that fortune and rank would give me all I wanted; and the reason I
didn't go through with it was that through his generosity I tasted all
the advantages in gifts and social distinction before the wedding day,
and I found it wasn't worth what I was giving for it, just as you will
find some day that all you can gain in the way you are going now is not
worth the disagreeableness, let alone the wrong, of the wrong-doing."

"You think that because you are high-minded," said Eliza, beginning
again in a nervous way to sort the linen.

"So are you, Eliza." Miss Rexford wondered whether she was true or false
in saying it, whether it was the merest flattery to gain an end or the
generous conviction of her heart. She did not know. The most noble
truths that we utter often seem to us doubtfully true.

Now Sophia felt that what Eliza had said was only the fact--that it was
very sad that Mr. Bates should go ill and alone to his lonely home, but
that it could not be helped. To whatever degree of repentance and new
resolution Eliza might be brought, Sophia saw no way whatever of
materially helping Bates; but she urged the girl to go and visit him,
and say such kind and penitent things as might be in her power to say,
before he set forth on his melancholy journey.

"No," said Eliza, "I won't go"; and this was all that could be obtained
from her.

The visit was at an end. Sophia felt that it had been futile, and she
did not overlook the rebuff to herself. With this personal affront
rankling, and indignation that Eliza should still feel so resentful
after all that had been urged on behalf of Bates, she made her way into
the street.

She was feeling that life was a weary thing when she chanced, near the
end of the village, to look back, and saw Alec Trenholme some way
behind, but coming in the same direction. Having her report to give, she
waited and brought him to her side.

Sophia told all that had just passed, speaking with a restful feeling of
confidence in him. She had never felt just this confidence in a man
before; it sprang up from somewhere, she knew not where; probably from
the union of her sense of failure and his strength. She even told him
the analogy she had drawn between Eliza's conduct and the mistake of her
own life, alluding only to what all her little public knew of her deeds;
but it seemed to him that she was telling what was sacred to her
self-knowledge. He glanced at her often, and drank in all the pleasure
of her beauty. He even noticed the simplicity of the cotton gown and
leather belt, and the hat that was trimmed only with dried everlasting
flowers, such as grew in every field. As she talked his cane struck
sometimes a sharp passionate blow among plumes of golden-rod that grew
by their path, and snapped many a one.

The roadside grass was ragged. The wild plum shrubs by the fences were
bronzed by September. In the fields the stubble was yellow and brown.
The scattered white houses were all agleam in the clear, cool sunshine.

As he listened, Alec Trenholme's feeling was not now wrought upon at all
by what he was hearing of the girl who had stumbled in and out of his
life in ghostly fashion. Her masquerade, with all its consequences, had
brought him within near touch of another woman, whose personality at
this hour overshadowed his mind to the exclusion of every other
interest. He was capable only of thinking that Sophia was treating him
as a well-known friend. The compunction suppressed within him culminated
when, at her father's gate, Miss Rexford held out her hand for the
good-bye grasp of his. The idea that he was playing a false part became
intolerable. Impulsively he showed reluctance to take the hand.

"Miss Rexford, I--I'm afraid you think--"

Then he remembered the promise by which he was bound to let Robert tell
his own story. Confused, he seemed to know nothing but that he must
finish his sentence to satisfy the interrogation in her eyes.

"You think I am a gentleman like Robert. I am only a--"

"What?" she asked, looking upon him good-humouredly, as she would have
looked upon a blundering boy.

"I am only a--a--cad, you know."

His face had an uncomfortable look, hot and red. She was puzzled, but
the meaning that was in his thought did not enter hers. In a moment that
romantic didacticism which was one of the strongest elements in her
character had struck his strange words into its own music.

"Oh, Mr. Trenholme!" she cried; "do not so far outdo us all in the grace
of confession. We are all willing to own ourselves sinners; but to
confess to vulgarity, to be willing to admit that in us personally there
is a vein of something vulgar, that, to our shame, we sometimes strike
upon! Ah, people must be far nobler than they are before that clause can
be added to the General Confession!"

He looked at her, and hardly heard her words; but went on his way with
eyes dazzled and heart tumultuous.

When at home he turned into the study, where his brother was still a
prisoner. The autumn breeze and sunshine entered even into this domain
of books and papers. The little garden was so brimful of bloom that it
overflowed within the window-sill.

When he had loitered long enough to make believe that he had not come
in for the sake of this speech, Alec said, "I'm going to the West--at
least, when Bates is gone, I'll go; and, look here, I don't know that
I'd say anything to these people if I were in your case. Don't feel any
obligation to say anything on my account."

Principal Trenholme was at his writing-table. "Ah?" said he, prolonging
the interrogation with benign inflection.

"Have you come to doubt the righteousness of your own conclusions?" But
he did not discuss the subject further.

He was busy, for the students and masters of the college were to
assemble in a few days; yet he found time in a minute or two to ask
idly, "Where have you been?"

"For one thing, I walked out from the village with Miss Rexford."

"And"--with eyes bent upon his writing--"what do you think of Miss
Rexford?"

Never was question put with less suspicion; it was interesting to Robert
only for the pleasure it gave him to pronounce her name, not at all for
any weight that he attached to the answer. And Alec answered him
indifferently.

"She has a pretty face," said he, nearing the door.

"Yes," the other answered musingly, "yes; 'her face is one of God
Almighty's wonders in a little compass.'"

But Alec had gone out, and did not hear the words nor see the dream of
love that they brought into the other's eyes. There was still hope in
that dream, the sort of hope that springs up again unawares from the
ground where it has been slain.




CHAPTER XV.


It had not been continued resentment against Bates that had made Eliza
refuse Miss Rexford's request; it was the memory of the kiss with which
he had bade her good-bye. For two days she had been haunted by this
memory, yet disregarded it, but when that night came, disturbed by
Sophia's words, she locked out the world and took the thing to her heart
to see of what stuff it was made.

Eliza lived her last interview with Bates over and over again, until she
put out her light, and sat by her bedside alone in the darkness, and
wondered at herself and at all things, for his farewell was like a lens
through which she looked and the proportion of her world was changed.

There is strange fascination in looking at familiar scenes in
unfamiliar aspect. Even little children know this when, from some
swinging branch, they turn their heads downwards, and see, not their own
field, but fairyland.

Eliza glanced at her past while her sight was yet distorted, it might
be, or quickened to clearer vision, by a new pulse of feeling; and,
arrested, glanced again and again until she looked clearly, steadily, at
the retrospect. The lonely farm in the hills was again present to her
eyes, the old woman, the father now dead, and this man. Bates, stern and
opinionated, who had so constantly tutored her. Her mind went back,
dwelling on details of that home-life; how Bates had ruled, commanded,
praised, and chidden, and she had been indifferent to his rule until an
hour of fear had turned indifference into hate. It was very strange to
look at it all now, to lay it side by side with a lover's kiss and this
same man her lover.

Perhaps it was a sense of new power that thrilled her so strangely. It
needed no course of reasoning to tell her that she was mistress now, and
he slave. His words had never conveyed it to her, but by this sign she
knew it with the same sort of certainty we have that there is life in
breath. She had sought power, but not this power. Of this dominion she
had never dreamed, but she was not so paltry at heart but that it
humbled her. She whispered to herself that she wished this had not been;
and yet she knew that to herself she lied, for she would rather have
obliterated all else in the universe than the moment in which Bates had
said farewell. The universe held for her, as for everyone, just so much
of the high and holy as she had opened her heart to; and, poor girl, her
heart had been shut so that this caress of the man whose life had been
nearly wrecked by her deed was the highest, holiest thing that had yet
found entrance there, and it brought with it into the darkness of her
heart, unrecognised but none the less there, the Heaven which is beyond
all selfless love, the God who is its source. Other men might have
proffered lavish affection in vain, but in this man's kiss, coming out
of his humiliation and resignation, there breathed the power that moves
the world.

She did not consider now whether Bates's suffering had been of his own
making or hers. She was not now engaged in an exercise of repentance;
compunction, if she felt it, came to her in a nervous tremor, a sob, a
tear, not in intelligible thought. Her memory gave her pictures, and the
rest was feeling--dumb, even within. She crouched upon the floor and
leaned her head against the bedside. Dry, trembling sobs came at
intervals, passing over her as if some outside force had shaken and left
her again; and sometimes, in the quiet of the interval, her lips smiled,
but the darkness was around. Then, at length, came tranquillity. Her
imagination, which had been strained to work at the bidding of memory,
in weariness released itself from hard reality, and in a waking dream,
touched, no doubt, into greater vividness by hovering hands of Sleep,
she found temporary rest. Dreams partake of reality in that that which
is and that which might be, are combined in their semblance of life.
Eliza saw the home she had so long hated and lived its life once more,
but with this difference, that she, her new present self, was there, and
into the old life she brought perforce what knowledge of the world's
refinements she had gained in her year of freedom. The knowledge seemed
to her much more important than it was, but such as it was, she saw it
utilised in the log house, and the old way of life thereby changed, but
changed the more because she, she the child Sissy, reigned there now as
a queen. It was this idea of reigning, of power, that surely now made
this dream--wild, impossible as she still felt it to be--pleasant. But,
as she pondered, arranging small details as a stimulated imagination is
wont to do, she became gradually conscious that if love were to reign
long, the queen of love would be not only queen but slave, and, as by
the inevitable action of a true balance, the slave of love would be a
ruler too. This new conception, as it at first emerged, was not
disagreeable. Her imagination worked on, mapping out days and months to
her fascinated heart. Then Sleep came nearer, and turned the
self-ordered dream into that which the dreamer mistook for reality. In
that far-off home she saw all the bareness and roughness of the lonely
life which, do what she would, she could not greatly alter; and there
again Bates kissed her; she felt his touch in all its reality, and in
her dream she measured the barrenness of the place against the knowledge
that her love was his life.

The soul that lay dreaming in this way was the soul of a heavy-limbed,
ungracious woman. She lay now on the floor in ungainly attitude, and all
the things that were about her in the darkness were of that commonest
type with which ignorance with limited resource has essayed to imitate
some false ideal of finery, and produced such articles as furniture
daubed with painted flowers, jute carpets, and gowns beflounced and
gaudy. Yet this soul, shut off from the world now by the curtain of
sleep, was spoken to by an angel who blended his own being into
recollections of the day, and treated with her concerning the life that
is worthy and the life that is vain.

Eliza awoke with a start. She raised herself up stiff and chilly. She
looked back upon her dream, at first with confusion and then with
contempt. She lit her lamp and the present was around her again.

"No, I will not go," she said to herself. The words had been conned in
her fit of rudeness to Sophia Rexford that day, but now they had a wider
meaning.

All sweet influences sent out from Heaven to plead with human hearts
withdrew for the time, for--such an awful thing is life--we have power
to repulse God.




CHAPTER XVI.


Robert Trenholme was still obliged to rest his sprained ankle, and was
not yet going out, but an opportunity was afforded him of meeting his
friendly neighbours, at least the feminine portion of them, in company,
sooner than he anticipated.

The day before the college reassembled it happened that the
sewing-circle connected with the church met at Mrs. Rexford's house. The
weather was unusually warm for the season; the workers still preferred
to sit out of doors, and the grass under the tree at the front of the
house was their place of meeting. About a dozen were there, among whom
Mrs. and Miss Bennett were conspicuous, when Mrs. Brown and her daughter
drove up, a little belated, but full of an interesting project.

"Oh, Mrs. Rexford," they cried, "we have just thought of such a charming
plan! Why not send our carriage on to the college, and beg Principal
Trenholme to drive back here and sit an hour or two with us? It's so
near that, now he is so much better, the motion cannot hurt him; this
charming air and the change cannot fail to do him good, so confined as
he has been, and we shall all work with the more zeal in his presence."

The plan was approved by all. If there were others there who, with
Sophia Rexford, doubted whether greater zeal with the needle would be
the result of this addition to their party, they made no objections.
They could not but feel that it would be a good thing for the invalid's
solitude to be thus broken in upon, for, for some reason or other,
Trenholme had been in solitude lately; he had neither invited visitors
nor embraced such opportunity as he had of driving out.

Trenholme answered this invitation in person. The motherly members of
the party attended him at the carriage door when he drove up, and, with
almost affectionate kindness, conducted his limping steps to a reclining
chair that had been provided. His crutch, and a certain pensive pallor
on his countenance, certainly added to his attractions. Even Sophia
Rexford was almost humble in the attentions she offered him, and the
other maidens were demonstrative. In spite of such protestations as he
made, he was enthroned, as it were, in the most comfortable manner. Fur
sleigh robes were spread on the grass for a carpet, and the best of them
was used as a rug about his feet.

The majority of women are best pleased by the company of a man whom
other men admire. Trenholme had never descended to being, even in
leisure hours, a mere "ladies' man"; if he had been that he would not
have had his present place in this company. Yet he was not bored by
finding himself the only man among so many women; he knew most of these
women, their faults and their worthiness, far too well not to be at ease
with them, even if he had troubled to give a second thought to their
largess of kindliness. He had responded to their unexpected call to meet
them together because he had something to say to them, and he said it
that afternoon in his own time and in his own way. Had he needed to
borrow dignity to sustain their jubilant welcome, his purpose would have
lent it to him, and, for the rest, all his heart was overshadowed and
filled with the consciousness of Sophia Rexford's presence. He had not
seen her since the night in which they had walked through midnight hours
together. He could not touch her hand without feeling his own tremble.
He did not look at her again.

It was a pretty scene. The women, on their carpet of faded ox and
buffalo skins, were grouped on chairs and cushions. The foliage of the
maple tree above them was turning pink and crimson, shedding a glow as
of red curtains, and some of its leaves were already scattered upon the
ragged grass or on the shelving verandah roof of the wooden farmhouse.
The words that fell in small talk from the women were not unlike the
colour of these fading leaves--useless, but lending softness to the
hour.

"And _your_ sewing-party will quite bear the palm for this season, Mrs.
Rexford, quite the palm; for no other has been honoured by the presence
of the Principal."

It was Mrs. Bennett who spoke; her upright carriage, thin nose, and
clear even voice, carried always the suggestion of mild but obstinate
self-importance.

The birdlike little hostess, confused by the misapplied praise,
remonstrated. "'Tis Mrs. Brown," cried she, "who bears the palm."

Here the younger ladies, to whom nature had kindly given the saving
sense of humour, laughed a little--not too obviously--in concert with
the man thus lauded.

Then they all fell to talking upon the latest news that Chellaston could
afford, which was, that a gentleman, a minister from the south of Maine,
had arrived, and by various explanations had identified the old preacher
who had been called Cameron as his father. It seemed that the old man
had long ago partially lost his wits--senses and brain having been
impaired through an accident--but this son had always succeeded in
keeping him in a quiet neighbourhood where his condition was understood,
until, in the beginning of the previous winter, the poor wanderer had
escaped the vigilance of his friends. It was partly on account of the
false name which had been given him that they had failed to trace him
until the circumstances of his tragic death were advertised.

"The son is culpable. Mad people should be shut up where they can do no
mischief." About half the ladies present joined in this comment.

Mrs. Rexford looked round uneasily to see that her young daughter
Winifred had not joined the party. Indiscreet usually, she was
wonderfully tender in these days of Winifred.

"I am not sure that if he had been my father I would have shut him up."
Trenholme spoke and sighed.

"If he had been my father," Sophia cried vehemently, "I would have gone
with him from village to village and door to door; I would rather have
begged my bread than kept him from preaching. I would have told the
people he was a _little_ mad, but not much, and saner than any of
_them_."

There was enough sympathy with Sophia's vivacity among her friends to
make it easy to express herself naturally.

"What is one false opinion more or less?" she cried. "Do any of us
imagine that _our_ opinions are just those held in heaven? This old man
had all his treasure in heaven, and that is, after all, the best
security that heart or mind will not go far astray."

The youngest Miss Brown was sitting on the fur rugs, not very far from
Trenholme. She looked up at him, pretty herself in the prettiness of
genuine admiration.

"It is such a pity that Miss Rexford is sitting just out of your sight.
You would be lenient to the heresy if you could see how becoming it is
to the heretic."

But Trenholme was not seen to look round. He was found to be saying that
the son of the late preacher evidently held his father in reverence; it
seemed that the old man had in his youth been a disciple and preacher
under Miller, the founder of the Adventist sect; it was natural that, as
his faculties failed, his mind should revert to the excitements of the
former time.

Mrs. Bennett had already launched forth an answer to Sophia's
enthusiasm. She continued, in spite of Trenholme's intervening remarks.
"When I was a girl papa always warned us against talking on serious
subjects. He thought we could not understand them."

"I think it was good advice," said Sophia with hardihood.

"Oh yes, naturally--papa being a dean--"

Trenholme encouraged the conversation about the dean. It occurred to him
to ask if there was a portrait extant of that worthy. "We are such
repetitions of our ancestors," said he, "that I think it is a pity when
family portraits are lacking."

Mrs. Bennett regretted that her father's modesty, the fortunes of the
family, etc.; but she said there was a very good portrait of her uncle,
the admiral, in his son's house in London.

"I do not feel that I represent my ancestors in the least," said Miss
Bennett, "and I should be very sorry if I did."

She certainly did not look very like her mother, as she sat with
affectionate nearness to Sophia Rexford, accomplishing more work in an
hour with her toil-reddened hands than her mother was likely to do in
two.

"Ah, ladies' feelings!" Trenholme rallied her openly. "But whatever you
may _feel_, you assuredly do represent them, and owe to them all you
are."

"Very true," said the mother approvingly. "Papa had black hair,
Principal Trenholme; and although my daughter's hair is brown, I often
notice in it just that gloss and curl that was so beautiful in his."

"Yes, like and unlike are oddly blended. My father was a butcher by
trade, and although my work in life has been widely different from his,
I often notice in myself something of just those qualities which enabled
him to succeed so markedly, and I know that they are my chief reliance.
My brother, who has determined to follow my father's trade, is not so
like him in many ways as I am."

If he had said that his father had had red hair, he would not have said
it with less emphasis. No one present would have doubted his
truthfulness on the one point, nor did they now doubt it on this other;
but no one mastered the sense and force of what he had said until
minutes, more or less in each case, had flown past, and in the meantime
he had talked on, and his talk had drifted to other points in the
subject of heredity. Sophia answered him; the discussion became general.

Blue and Red came offering cups of tea.

"Aren't they pretty?" said the youngest Miss Brown, again lifting her
eyes to Trenholme for sympathy in her admiration.

"Sh--sh--," said the elder ladies, as if it were possible that Blue and
Red could be kept in ignorance of their own charms.

A man nervously tired can feel acute disappointment at the smallest,
silliest thing. Trenholme had expected that Sophia would pour out his
tea; he thought it would have refreshed him then to the very soul, even
if she had given it indifferently. The cup he took seemed like some
bitter draught he was swallowing for politeness' sake. When it, and all
the necessary talk concerning it, were finished, together with other
matters belonging to the hour, he got himself out of his big chair, and
Mrs. Brown's horses, that had been switching their tails in the lane,
drove him home.

The carriage gone, Mrs. Brown's curiosity was at hand directly. She and
Mrs. Rexford were standing apart where with motherly kindness they had
been bidding him good-bye.

"I suppose, Mrs. Rexford, you know--you have always known--this fact
concerning Principal Trenholme's origin. I mean what he alluded to just
now." Mrs. Brown spoke, not observing Mrs. Rexford but the group in
which her daughters were prominent figures.

Nothing ever impressed Mrs. Rexford's imagination vividly that did not
concern her own family.

"I do not think it has been named to me," said she, "but no doubt my
husband and Sophia--"

"You think they have known it?" It was of importance to Mrs. Brown to
know whether Captain Rexford and Sophia had known or not; for if they
knew and made no difference--"If Miss Rexford has not objected. She is
surely a judge in such matters!"

"Sophia! Yes, to be sure, Sophia is very highly connected on her
mother's side. I often say to my husband that I am a mere nobody
compared with his first wife. But Sophia is not proud. Sophia would be
kind to the lowest, Mrs. Brown." (This praise was used with vaguest
application.) "She has such a good heart! Really, what she has done for
me and my children--"

A light broke in upon Mrs. Brown's mind. She heard nothing concerning
Mrs. Rexford and her children. She knew now, or felt sure she knew, why
Miss Rexford had always seemed a little stiff when Trenholme was
praised. Her attitude towards him, it appeared, had always been that of
mere "kindness." Now, up to this moment, Mrs. Brown, although not a
designing woman, had entertained comfortable motherly hopes that
Trenholme might ultimately espouse one of her daughters, and it had
certainly advanced him somewhat in her favour that his early
acquaintance with Miss Rexford was an undisputed fact; but in the light
of what Mrs. Rexford had just said of her daughter's good-heartedness
all assumed a different aspect. Mrs. Brown was in no way "highly
connected," belonging merely to the prosperous middle class, but, with
the true colonial spirit that recognises only distance below, none
above, she began to consider whether, in the future, her rôle should not
be that of mere kindness also. To do her justice, she did not decide the
question just then.

The voice of her youngest daughter was heard laughing rather
immoderately. "Indeed, Mrs. Bennett," she laughed, "we all heard him say
it, and, unlike you, we believed our ears. We'll draw up a statement to
that effect and sign our names, if that is necessary to assure you."

Her mother, approaching, detected, as no one else did, a strain of
hysterical excitement in her laughter, and bid her rise to come home,
but she did not heed the summons.

"Yes, he _did_ say it. That handsome brother of his, to whom I lost my
heart two weeks ago, does really--well, to put it plainly, knock animals
on the head, you know, and sell them in chops, and--what do you call it,
mamma?--the sirloin and brisket. 'How do you do, Mr. Trenholme? I want
some meat for dinner--chops, I think.' Oh, how I should love to go and
buy chops!"

Sophia was kneeling over a pile of work, folding it. She asked the
boisterous girl for the cloth she had been sewing, and her voice was
hard and impatient, as if she wished the talk at an end.

Mrs. Bennett arose and wrapped her cape about her thin shoulders, not
without some air of majesty. There was a bitter angry expression upon
her delicate face.

"All that I wish to say in this matter is, that _I_ never knew this
before; others may have been in possession of these facts, but I was
not."

"If you had been, of course you would have honoured him the more for
triumphing over difficulties," answered the elder Miss Brown, with
smooth sarcasm.

"Yes, certainly _that_, of course; but I should have thought him very
unsuitably placed as an instructor of youth and--"

The right adjustment of the cape seemed to interrupt the speech, but
others mentally supplied the ending with reference to Miss Bennett.

"Miss Rexford, being one of Principal Trenholme's oldest friends, is not
taken by surprise." Some one said this; Sophia hardly knew who it was.
She knelt upright by the packing basket and threw back her head.

"I met him often at my own uncle's house. My uncle knew him
_thoroughly_, and liked him well."

Most of the women there were sensibly commenting on the amount of work
done, and allotting shares for the ensuing week. It would take a week at
least to rouse them to the state of interest at which others had already
arrived.

Her cape adjusted, Mrs. Bennett found something else to say. "Of course,
personally, it makes no difference to me, for I have always felt there
was _something_ about Principal Trenholme--that is, that he was not--It
is a little hard to express; one feels, rather than speaks, these
things."

It was a lie, but what was remarkable about it was that its author did
not know it for one. In the last half-hour she had convinced herself
that she had always suffered in Trenholme's presence from his lack of
refinement, and there was little hope that an imagination that could
make such strides would not soon discover in him positive coarseness.
As the party dispersed she was able to speak aside to Sophia.

"I see how you look upon it," she said. "There is no difference between
one trade and another, or between a man who deals in cargoes of cattle
and one who sells meat in a shop."--She was weakly excited; her voice
trembled. "Looking down from a higher class, we must see that, although
all trades are in a sense praiseworthy, one is as bad as another."

"They seem to me very much on a level," said Sophia. There was still a
hard ring in her voice. She looked straight before her.

"Of course in this country"--Mrs. Bennett murmured something
half-audible about the Browns. "One cannot afford to be too particular
whom one meets, but I certainly should have thought that in our
pulpits--in our schools--"

She did not finish. Her thin mouth was settling into curves that bespoke
that relentless cruelty which in the minds of certain people, is
synonymous with justice.

It was a rickety, weather-stained chaise in which Mrs. Bennett and her
daughter were to drive home. As Miss Bennett untied the horse herself,
there was a bright red spot on either of her cheeks. She had made no
remark on the subject on which her mother was talking, nor did she speak
now. She was in love with Trenholme, that is, as much in love as a
practical woman can be with a man from whom she has little hope of a
return. She was not as pretty as many girls are, nor had she the
advantages of dress and leisure by which to make herself attractive. She
had hoped little, but in an honest, humble-minded, quiet way she had
preferred this man to any other. Now, although she was as different from
her mother as nature could make her, precepts with which her mind had
been plied from infancy had formed her thought. She was incapable of
self-deception, she knew that he had been her ideal man; but she was
also incapable of seeing him in the same light now as heretofore.

Miss Bennett held the reins tight and gave her horse smart strokes of
the whip. The spiritless animal took such driving passively, as it
jogged down the quiet road by the enclosure of the New College.

Unconscious that her words were inconsistent with what she had so lately
said, Mrs. Bennett complained again. "My nerves have received quite a
shock; I am all in a tremble." It was true; she was even wiping away
genuine tears. "Oh, my dear, it's a terribly low occupation. Oh, my
dear, the things I have heard they do--the atrocities they commit!"

"I daresay what you heard was true," retorted Miss Bennett, "but it does
not follow that they are all alike." Without perceiving clearly the
extent of the fallacy, she felt called upon to oppose the
generalisations of a superficial mind.

So they passed out of sight of Trenholme's house. Inside he sat at his
desk, plunged again in the work of writing business letters. We seldom
realise in what way we give out the force that is within us, or in what
proportion it flows into this act or that. Trenholme was under the
impression that what he had done that afternoon had been done without
effort? The effort, as he realised it, had come days and weeks before.
Yet, as he worked through the hours that were left of that day's light,
he felt a weariness of body and mind that was almost equivalent to a
desire for death.




CHAPTER XVII.


Sophia Rexford stood and watched the last of the afternoon's company as,
some driving and some on foot, they passed in different directions along
the level road. It was a very peaceful scene. The neighbourhood lay
sunning itself in the last warmth of the summer, and the neighbours, to
all appearance, were moving homeward in utmost tranquillity. Sophia was
not at peace; she was holding stern rule over her mind, saying, "Be at
peace; who hath disturbed thee?" This rule lasted not many minutes; then
suddenly mutiny. "Good Heavens!" she cried within herself, "how
indiscreet I have been, making friends with these men. Shall I never
learn wisdom--I who have sought to direct others?" The recollections
that came caused her, in the sting of mortified pride, to strike her
hand with painful force against a chair near her. The bruise recalled
her to calm. The chair she had struck was that large one in which Robert
Trenholme had reclined. It aided her to ponder upon the man who had so
lately been seen on its cushions, and, in truth, her pondering
bewildered her. Why had he not said as much to her years before, and why
had he now said what he did, as he did? She thought she had known this
man, had fathomed him as to faults and virtues, though at some times she
rated their combination more reverently than at others. Truth to tell,
she had known him well; her judgment, impelled by the suggestion of his
possible love, had scanned him patiently. Yet now she owned herself at
fault, unable to construe the manner of this action or assign a
particular motive with which it was in harmony. It is by manner that the
individual is revealed (for many men may do the same deed), and a friend
who perforce must know a friend only by faith and the guessing of the
unseen by the seen, fastens instinctively upon signs too slight to be
written in the minutest history. At this moment, as Sophia stood among
the vacant seats, the scene of the conversation which had just taken
place, she felt that her insight into Robert Trenholme failed her. She
recalled a certain peace and contentment that, in spite of fatigue, was
written on his face. She set it by what he had said, and gained from it
an unreasoning belief that he was a nobler man than she had lately
supposed him to be; in the same breath her heart blamed him bitterly for
not having told her this before, and for telling it now as if, forsooth,
it was a matter of no importance. "How dare he?" Again herself within
herself was rampant, talking wildly. "How dare he?" asked Anger. Then
Scorn, demanded peace again, for, "It is not of importance to me," said
Scorn.

Blue and Red and Winifred and the little boys came out to carry in the
chairs and rugs. A cool breeze came with the reddening of the sunlight,
and stirred the maple tree into its evening whispering.

As Sophia worked with the children the turmoil of her thought went on.
Something constantly stung her pride like the lash of a whip; she turned
and shifted her mind to avoid it, and could not.

She had deliberately deceived her friends when she had asserted that her
uncle had known all Trenholme's affairs. She had not the slightest doubt
now, looking back, that he had known--a thousand small things testified
to it; but he had not made a confidante of her, his niece, and she knew
that that would be the inference drawn from her assertion. She knew,
too, that the reason her uncle, who had died soon after, had not told
her was that he never dreamed that then or afterwards she would come
into intimate relationship with his protégé. To give the impression that
he, and she also, knowing Trenholme's origin, had overlooked it, was
totally false. Yet she did not regret this falsehood. Who with a spark
of chivalry would not have dealt as hard a blow as strength might permit
in return for so mean an attack on the absent man? But none the less did
her heart upbraid the man she had defended.

Sophia stood, as in a place where two seas met, between her indignation
against the spirit Mrs. Bennett had displayed (and which she knew was
lying latent ready to be fanned into flame in the hearts of only too
many of Trenholme's so-called friends) and her indignation against
Trenholme and his history. But it was neither the one current of emotion
nor the other that caused that dagger-like pain that stabbed her pride
to the quick. It was not Robert Trenholme's concerns that touched her
self-love.

She had gained her own room to be alone. "Heaven help me," she cried
(her ejaculation had perhaps no meaning except that she had need of
expletive), "what a fool I have been!"

She rehearsed each meeting she had had with Alec Trenholme. How she had
dallied with him in fields and on the road, seeing now clearly, as never
before, how she had smiled upon him, how she had bewitched him. What
mischance had led her on? She sprang up again from the seat into which
she had sunk. "Mercy!" she cried in an agony of shame, "was ever woman
so foolish as I? I have treated him as a friend, and he is--!"

Then for some reason, she ceased to think of herself and thought of him.
She considered: had he made no effort? had he felt no pain? She saw how
he had waveringly tried to avoid her at first, and how, at last, he had
tried to warn her. She thought upon the epithet he had applied to
himself when trying to explain himself to her: she lifted her head
again, and, in a glow of generous thought, she felt that this was a
friend of whom no one need be ashamed.

The bell for the evening meal rang. There are hours in which we
transcend ourselves, but a little thing brings us back to the level on
which we live. As Sophia hastily brushed her dark hair, mortified pride
stabbed her again, and scorn again came to the rescue. "What does it
matter? It would have been better, truly, if I had had less to do with
him, but what has passed is of no importance to anyone, least of all to
me!"

As she had begun at first to rule her heart, so did she rule it all that
evening. But when she was again within her room alone she lingered,
looking out of her small casement at the fields where she had met Alec
Trenholme, at the road where she walked with him: all was white and cold
now in the moonlight. And soon she leaned her head against the pane and
wept.

Those are often the bitterest tears for which we can furnish no definite
cause; when courage fails, we see earth only through our tears, and all
form is out of proportion, all colour crude, all music discord, and
every heart a well of evil, and we bewail, not our own woes only, but
the woe of the world. So this proud woman wept, and prayed God wildly to
save the world out of its evil into His good--and did not, could not,
tell herself what was the exciting cause of her tears.




CHAPTER XVIII.


Just as that day had turned rosy at the close and then white with the
lesser light of night, so did the summer now fade away in a blaze of
colour, giving one last display of what life could do before leaving the
land to the shroud of the winter's snow. Cool bracing winds, of which
there had already been foretaste, now swept the land. The sun seemed
brighter because the air was clearer. The college boys had returned, and
were heard daily shouting at their games. A few days made all this
outward difference. No other difference had as yet come about.

Now that harvest was over and Captain Rexford was more at leisure,
Sophia felt that she must no longer postpone the disagreeable duty of
speaking to him seriously about his younger daughters. She chose an hour
on Sunday when he and she were walking together to a distant point on
the farm. She told the story of the flirtation of poor little Blue and
Red slightly, for she felt that to slight it as much as possible was to
put it in its true proportion.

"Yes," said Captain Rexford. He took off his hat and brushed back his
hair nervously. He had many difficulties in his life. "Yes, and then
there is Winifred."

"Girls here are not kept always under the eye of older people, as is
usually considered necessary in England; but then they learn from their
infancy to be more self-reliant. We have taken the safeguards of
governess and schoolroom suddenly from children almost grown-up, and set
them where no one has had time to look after them. They would need to
have been miraculously wise if, with time on their hands, they had not
spent some of it absurdly."

"Yes," he said again unhappily, "what must we do about it, my dear? Your
hands are already full." He always leaned on Sophia.

"I fear there is only one thing to do. We cannot give them society; we
cannot give them further education; they must have the poor woman's
protection--work--to take up their time and thoughts. We have saved them
from hard work until now, and it has not been true kindness."

He did not answer. He believed what she said, but the truth was very
disagreeable to him. When he spoke again he had left that subject.

"I am sorry for this affair about the Trenholmes. I like Trenholme, and,
of course, he has shown himself able to rise. The younger fellow is
plain and bluff, like enough to what he is."

"His manners are perfectly simple, but I--I certainly never imagined--"

"Oh, certainly not; otherwise, you would hardly have received him as you
did. For us men, of course, in this country--" He gave a dignified wave
of his hand.

"Are you sure of that, papa,--that I would not have received him?" It
was exactly what she had been saying to herself for days; but, now that
another said it, the sentiment involved seemed weak.

"I am aware"--his tone was resigned--"that your opinions are always more
radical than I can approve. The extreme always seems to have, shall I
say, some attraction for you; but still, my daughter, I believe you are
not lacking in proper pride."

"I am too proud to think that for a good many days I have liked a man
who was not fit for my liking. I prefer to believe that he is fit until
I can have more conclusive proof to the contrary."

Captain Rexford walked some minutes in sterner silence. He had long
ceased to regard Sophia as under his authority.

"Still I hope, my dear, the next time you see this young man--rudeness,
of course, being impossible to you, and unnecessary--still I hope you
will allow your manner to indicate that a certain distance must be
preserved."

Her own sense of expediency had been urging this course upon her, but
she had not been able to bring her mind to it.

"I should show myself his inferior if I could deliberately hurt him,"
she cried, with feeling. The trouble of a long debate she had been
having with herself, her uncertainty what to feel or think, gave more
emotion to her voice than she supposed.

"My dear daughter!" cried the father, with evident agitation.

Sophia instantly knew on what suspicion this sudden sympathy was
bestowed. She was too indignant to deny the charge.

"Well, papa?"

"He is, no doubt, a worthy man; but"--he got no help from his daughter;
she was walking beside him with imperious mien--"in short, my dear, I
hope--indeed, if I could think that, under false pretences, he could
have won--"

"He is the last man to seek to win anything under a false pretence." The
coldness of her manner but thinly veiled her vehemence; but even in that
vehemence she perceived that what proofs of her assertion she could
bring would savour of too particular a recollection. She let it stand
unproved.

"My dear child!" he cried, in affectionate distress, "I know that you
will not forget that rank, birth--" He looked at her, and, seeing that
she appeared intractable, exclaimed further, "It's no new thing that
ladies should, in a fit of madness, demean themselves--young ladies
frequently marry grooms; but, believe me, my dear Sophia"--earnestly--"no
happiness ever came of such a thing--only misery, and vice, and squalor."

But here she laughed with irresistible mirth. "Young women who elope
with grooms are not likely to have much basis of happiness in
themselves. And you think me capable of fancying love for a man without
education or refinement, a man with whom I could have nothing in common
that would last beyond a day! What have I ever done, papa, that you
should bring such, an accusation?"

"I certainly beg your pardon, my daughter, if I have maligned you."

"You _have_ maligned me; there is no 'if' about it."

"My dear, I certainly apologise. I thought, from the way in which you
spoke--"

"You thought I was expressing too warm a regard for Mr. Alec Trenholme;
but that has nothing whatever to do with what you have just been talking
about; for, if he were a groom, if he chose to sweep the streets, he
would be as far removed from the kind of man you have just had in your
mind as you and I are; and, if he were not I could take no interest in
him."

The gloom on Captain Rexford's brow, which had been dispelled by her
laughter, gathered again.

"Separate the character of the man from his occupation," she cried.
"Grant that he is what we would all like in a friend. Separate him, too,
from any idea that I would marry him, for I was not thinking of such a
thing. Is there not enough left to distress me? Do you think I underrate
the evil of the occupation, even though I believe it has not tainted
him? Having owned him as a friend, isn't it difficult to know what
degree of friendship I can continue to own for him?"

"My dear, I think you hardly realise how unwise it is to think of
friendship between yourself and any such man; recognition of worth there
may be, but nothing more."

"Oh, papa!"--impatiently--"think of it as you will, but listen to what I
have to say; for I am in trouble. You were sorry for me just now when
you imagined I was in love; try and understand what I say now, for I am
in distress. I cannot see through this question--what is the right and
what is the wrong."

"I do not think I understand you my dear," he said.

She had stopped, and leaned back on the roadside fence. He stood before
her. All around them the yellow golden-rod and mullein were waving in
the wind, and lithe young trees bent with their coloured leaves. Captain
Rexford looked at his daughter, and wondered, in his slow way, that she
was not content to be as fair and stately as the flowers without
perplexing herself thus.

"Papa, pray listen. You know that night when I went to seek
Winifred--you do not know, because I have not told you--but just before
the old man died. When he stood there, looking up and praying that our
Saviour would come again, there was not one of us who was not carried
away with the thought of that coming--the thought that when it comes all
time will be _present,_ not _past;_ and, papa, the clouds parted just a
little, and we saw through, beyond all the damp, dark gloom of the place
we were in, into a place of such perfect clearness and beauty beyond--I
can't explain it, but it seemed like an emblem of the difference that
would be between our muddy ways of thinking of things and the way that
we should think if we lived always for the sake of the time when He will
come--and it is very easy to talk of that difference in a large general
way, and it does no good--but to bring each particular thing to that
test is practical. Here, for instance, you and I ought to reconsider our
beliefs and prejudices as they regard this man we are talking about, and
find out what part of them, in God's sight, is pure and strong and to be
maintained, and what part is unworthy and to be cast away. Is it easy,
even in such a small matter as this?"

Captain Rexford took off his hat in tribute to his theme, and stood
bareheaded. He looked what he was--a military man of the past and more
formal generation, who with difficulty had adapted himself to the dress
and habits of a farmer. He was now honestly doing his utmost to bring
himself to something still more foreign to his former experience.

"To put it in a practical way, papa: if our Lord were coming to-morrow,
how would you advise me to meet Alec Trenholme to-day?"

"Of course," began Captain Rexford, "in sight of the Almighty all men
are equal."

"No, no," she pleaded, "by all that is true, men are not equal nor are
occupations equal. Everything has its advantages and disadvantages. It
is not as well to be stupid as to be wise, to be untaught as to be
taught, to be ugly as to be beautiful; it is not as good to kill cattle
as to till the soil, and it is not as good to be a farmer as to be a
poet. It is just because moralists go too far, and say what is not true,
that they fail. External things are of more importance to their Creator
than they are even to us."

Captain Rexford brushed his hat with his sleeve. The thing that he was
most anxious to do at that moment was to pacify his daughter.

"But if you feel this difference so keenly, Sophia, what then perplexes
you?"

"I want to know how to deal with these differences, for the way we have
been accustomed to deal with them is false. This case, where one brother
is at the top of our little society and the other at the bottom, shows
it. Not all false--there comes the difficulty" (her face was full of
distress), "but largely false. If we have any spiritual life in us it is
because we have heard the call that Lazarus heard in the tomb, but the
opinions we will not let God transform are the graveclothes that are
binding us hand and foot."

"My dear, I certainly think it right that we should live as much as
possible as we should wish to have lived when we come to die, but I do
not know that for that it is necessary to make a radical change in our
views."

"Look you, dear father, if we were willing to step out of our own
thoughts about everything as out of a hindering garment, and go forth in
the thoughts in which God is willing to clothe us, we should see a new
heaven and a new earth; but--but--" she sought her word.

"There may be truth in what you say" (his words showed how far he had
been able to follow her), "but your views would lead to very
revolutionary practices."

"Revolution! Ah, that takes place when men take some new idea of their
own, like the bit, between their teeth, and run. But I said to live in
His ideas--His, without Whom nothing was made that was made; Who caused
creation to revolve slowly out of chaos" (she looked around at the
manifold life of tree and flower and bird as she spoke); "Who will not
break the reed of our customs as long as there is any true substance
left in it to make music with."

"It sounds very beautiful, my dear, but is it practicable?"

"As practicable as is any holy life!" she cried. "We believe; if we do
not live by a miracle we have no sort or manner of right to preach to
those who do not believe."

Captain Rexford would have died for his belief in miracles, but he only
believed in them at the distance of some eighteen hundred years or more.

"How would you apply this?" he asked, mildly indulgent.

"To the question of each hour as it comes. What, for instance, is the
right way to act to Alec Trenholme?"

When she came to his name for some reason she left her standing-place,
and they were now walking on side by side.

"Well, Sophia, you bring an instance, and you say, 'put it practically.'
I will do so. This village is badly in need of such a tradesman. Even
the hotel, and other houses that can afford it, grumble at having to
obtain their supplies by rail, and we are badly enough served, as you
know. I have no idea that this young man has any notion of settling
here, but, _suppose he did_" (Captain Rexford said his last words as if
they capped a climax), "you will see at a glance that in that case any
recognition of equality such as you seem to be proposing, would be
impossible. It would be mere confusion."

"And why should he not settle here? Are we, a Christian community,
unable to devise a way of treating him and his brother that would
neither hurt their feelings nor our welfare, that would be equally
consonant with our duty to God and our own dignity? Or must he go,
because our dignity is such a fragile thing that it would need to be
supported by actions that we could not offer to God?"

"You know, my dear, if you will excuse my saying so, I think you are
pushing this point a little too far. If it were possible to live up to
such a high ideal--"

"I would rather die to-night than think that it was _impossible_."

"My dear" (he was manifestly annoyed now), "you really express yourself
too strongly."

"But what use would it be to live?" She was going on but she stopped.
What use was it to talk? None.

She let the subject pass and they conversed on other things.

She felt strange loneliness. "Am I, in truth, fantastical?" she sighed,
"or, if Heaven is witness to the sober truth of that which I conceive,
am I so weak as to need other sympathy?" This was the tenor, not the
words, of her thought. Yet all the way home, as they talked and walked
through the glowing autumn land, her heart was aching.




CHAPTER XIX.


The day came on which Bates was to go home. He had had a week's petulant
struggle with his malady since he last passed through the door of
Trenholme's house, but now he had conquered it for the hour, and even
his host perceived that it was necessary for him to make his journey
before the weather grew colder.

His small belongings packed, his morose good-byes said, Alec Trenholme
drove him to the railway station.

Both the brothers knew why it was that, in taking leave of them, Bates
hardly seemed to notice that he did so; they knew that, in leaving the
place, he was all-engrossed in the thought that he was leaving the girl,
Eliza Cameron, for ever; but he seemed to have no thought of saying to
her a second farewell.

The stern reserve which Bates had maintained on this subject had so
wrought on Alec's sympathy that he had consulted his brother as to the
advisability of himself making some personal appeal to Eliza, and the
day before Bates started he had actually gone on this mission. If it was
not successful, hardly deserved that it should be; for when he stood in
front of the girl, he could not conceal the great dislike he felt for
her, nor could he bring himself to plead on behalf of a man who he felt
was worth a thousand such as she. He said briefly that Bates was to
start for home the next day, and by such a train, and that he had
thought it might concern her to know it.

"Did he tell you to tell me?" asked Eliza, without expression.

"No, he didn't; and what's more, he never told me how you came here. You
think he's been telling tales about you! You can know now that he never
did; he's not that sort. I saw you at Turrifs, and when I saw you again
here I knew you. All I've got to say about _that_ is, that I, for one,
don't like that kind of conduct. You've half killed Bates, and this
winter will finish him off."

"That's not my fault," said Eliza.

"Oh? Well, that's for you to settle with yourself. I thought I'd come
and tell you what I thought about it, and that he was going. That's all
I've got to say."

"But I've something more to say, and you'll stay and hear it." She
folded her arms upon her breast, and looked at him, a contemptuous,
indignant Amazon. "You think Mr. Bates would thank you if you got me to
go away with him because I was afraid he'd die. You think"--growing
sarcastic--"that Mr. Bates wants me to go with him because _I'm sorry
for him_. I tell you, if I did what you're asking, Mr. Bates would be
the first to tell you to mind your own business and to send me about
mine."

She relapsed into cold silence for a minute, and then added, "If you
think Mr. Bates can't do his own love-making, you're vastly mistaken."

It did not help to soothe Alec that, when he went home, his brother
laughed at his recital.

"She is a coarse-minded person," he said. "I shall never speak to her
again."

This had happened the day before he drove Bates to the station.

It was a midday train. The railway platform was comparatively empty, for
the season of summer visitors was past. The sun glared with unsoftened
light on the painted station building, on the bare boards of the
platform, upon the varnished exterior of the passenger cars, and in,
through their windows, upon the long rows of red velvet seats. Alec
disposed Bates and his bundles on a seat near the stove at the end of
one of the almost empty cars. Then he stood, without much idea what to
say in the few minutes before the train started.

"Well," said he, "you'll be at Quebec before dark."

As they both knew this, Bates did not consider it worth an answer. His
only desire was that the train should be gone, so that he might be left
alone. He was a good deal oppressed by the idea of his indebtedness to
Alec, but he had already said all on that head that was in him to say;
it had not been much.

An urchin came by, bawling oranges. They looked small and sour, but, for
sheer lack of anything better to do, Alec went out of the car to buy a
couple. He was just stepping in again to present them when, to his
surprise, he became aware that one of the various people on the platform
was Eliza Cameron. When he caught sight of her she was coming running
from the other end of the train, her face red with exertion and her
dress disordered. She looked in at the windows, saw Bates, and entered
where Alec had intended to enter, he drawing aside, and she not even
seeing him.

The impetus of his intention carried Alec on to the outer porch of the
car, but his consideration for Bates caused him then to turn his back to
the door, and gaze down the long level track, waiting until Eliza should
come out again.

The prospect that met his gaze was one in which two parallel straight
lines met visibly in the region of somewhere. He remembered learning
that such two lines do, in truth, always meet in infinity. He wondered
drearily if this were a parable. As he saw his life, all that he desired
and all that was right seemed to lie in two tracks, side by side, but
for ever apart.

The advent of Eliza had sunk into less significance in his mind by the
time he heard the engine's warning bell. He turned and looked into the
car. There sat the man whom he had left, but not the same man; a new
existence seemed to have started into life in his thin sinewy frame, and
to be looking out through the weather-beaten visage. This man, fond and
happy, was actually addressing a glance of arch amusement at the girl
who, flushed and disconcerted, sought to busy herself by rearranging his
possessions. So quickly did it seem that Bates had travelled from one
extreme of life to another that Alec felt no doubt as to the kindly
triumph in the eye. Explanation he had none. He stepped off the jolting
car.

"Is she coming out?" he asked the conductor.

"No, she ain't," said a Chellaston man who stood near at hand. "She's
got her trunk in the baggage car, and she's got her ticket for Quebec,
she has. She's left the hotel, and left old Hutchins in the
lurch--that's what she's done."

The train was moving quicker. The conductor had jumped aboard. Alec was
just aware that all who were left on the platform were gossiping about
Eliza's departure when he was suddenly spurred into violent movement by
the recollection that he had absently retained in his possession Bates's
ticket and the change of the note given him to buy it with. To run and
swing himself on to the last car was a piece of vigorous action, but
once again upon the small rear porch and bound perforce for the next
station, he gave only one uncomfortable glance through the glass door
and turned once more to the prospect of the long level track. Who could
mention a railway ticket and small change to a man so recently
beatified?

The awkwardness of his position, a shyness that came over him at the
thought that they must soon see him and wonder why he was there,
suggested the wonder why he had desired that Bates should be happy; now
that he saw him opulent in happiness, as it appeared, above all other
men, he felt only irritation--first, at the sort of happiness that could
be derived from such a woman, and secondly, at the contrast between this
man's fulness and his own lack. What had Bates done that he was to have
all that he wanted?

It is an easier and less angelic thing to feel sympathy with sorrow than
with joy.

In a minute or two it was evident they had seen him, for he heard the
door slide and Bates came out on the little platform. He had gone into
the car feebly; he came out with so easy a step and holding himself so
erect, with even a consequential pose, that a gleam of derision shot
through the younger man's mind, even though he knew with the quick
knowledge of envy that it was for the sake of the woman behind the door
that the other was now making the most of himself.

Alec gave what he had to give; it was not his place to make comment.

Bates counted the change with a care that perhaps was feigned. If he
stood very straight, his hard hand trembled.

"I'm sorry ye were forced to come on with the cars; it's another added
to all the good deeds you've done by me." He had found a tongue now in
which he could be gracious.

"Oh, I shall soon get back," said Alec.

"I suppose ye've seen"--with attempted coolness--"that my young friend
here, Eliza Cameron, is going back with me."

"So I see." If his life had depended upon it, Alec could not have
refrained from a smile which he felt might be offensive, but it passed
unseen.

"When she saw ye out here, she asked me just to step out, for perhaps
ye'd be so kind as to take a message to a young lady she has a great
caring for--a Miss Rexford, as I understand."

"All right." Alec looked at the rails flying behind them, and stroked
his yellow moustache, and sighed in spite of himself.

"I'd like ye to tell Miss Rexford from me that we intend to be married
to-morrow--in the city of Quebec; but Sissy, she would like ye to say
that she'd have gone to say good-bye if she'd known her own mind sooner,
and that she prefairred to come" (he rolled the r in this "preferred"
with emphasis not too obvious) "--ye understand?"--this last a little
sharply, as if afraid that the word might be challenged.

Still looking upon the flying track, Alec nodded to show that he
challenged nothing.

"And she wishes it to be said," continued the stiff, formal Scot (there
was a consequential air about him now that was almost insufferable),
"that for all I've the intention in my mind to spend my life in the old
place, she thinks she'll very likely break me of it, and bring me to
live in more frequented parts in a year or two, when she'll hope to come
and see her friends again. 'Tis what she says, Mr. Trenholme" (and Alec
knew, from his tone, that Bates, even in speaking to him, had smiled
again that gloriously happy smile), "and of course I humour her by
giving her words. As to how that will be, I can't say, but"--with
condescension--"ye'd be surprised, Mr. Trenholme, at the hold a woman
can get on a man."

"Really--yes, I suppose so," Alec muttered inanely; but within he laid
control on himself, lest he should kick this man. Surely it would only
make the scales of fortune balance if Bates should have a few of his
limbs broken to pay for his luxury!

Alec turned, throwing a trifle of patronage into his farewell. Nature
had turned him out such a good-looking fellow that he might have spared
the other, but he was not conscious of his good looks just then.

"Well, Bates, upon my word I wish you joy. It's certainly a relief to
_me_ to think you will have someone to look after that cough of
yours, and see after you a bit when you have the asthma. I didn't think
you'd get through this winter alone, 'pon my word, I didn't; but I hope
that--Mrs. Bates will take good care of you."

It was only less brutal to hurl the man's weakness at him than it would
have been to hurl him off the train. Yet Alec did it, then jumped from
the car when the speed lessened.

He found himself left at a junction which had no interest for him, and
as there was a goods train going further on to that village where he had
stopped with Bates on their first arrival in these parts, he followed a
whim and went thither, in order to walk home by the road on which he had
first heard Sophia's voice in the darkness.

Ah, that voice--how clear and sweet and ringing it was! It was not
words, but tones, of which he was now cherishing remembrance. And he
thought of the face he now knew so well, hugged the thought of her to
his heart, and knew that he ought not to think of her.

Everywhere the trees hung out red and yellow, as flags upon a gala day.
He saw the maples on the mountain rise tier above tier, in feathery
scarlet and gold. About his feet the flowering weeds were blowing in one
last desperate effort of riotous bloom. The indigo birds, like flakes
from the sky above, were flitting, calling, everywhere, as they tarried
on their southward journey. Alec walked by the rushing river, almost
dazzled by its glitter, and felt himself to be, not only an unhappy, but
an ill-disposed man.

"And yet--and yet--" thought he, "if Heaven might grant her to me--":
and the heaven above him seemed like brass, and the wish like a prayer
gone mad.




CHAPTER XX.


Sophia had lived on through a few more quiet days; and now she knew that
the problem to which she had set herself was not that one pleasantly
remote from her inmost self, as to where her duty lay in helping on an
ideal social state, but another question, that beside the first seemed
wholly common and vulgar, one that tore from her all glamours of
romantic conception, so that she sat, as it were, in a chamber denuded
of all softness and beauty, face to face with her own pride. And so
lusty was this pride she had deemed half-dead that beside it all her
former enthusiasms seemed to fade into ghostly nothings.

At first she only determined, by all the chivalrous blood that ran in
her veins, to continue her kindness to the Trenholmes. She foresaw a
gust of unpopularity against them, and she saw herself defending their
interests and defying criticism. In this bright prospect the brothers
were humbly grateful and she herself not a little picturesque in
generous patronage. It was a delightful vision--for an hour; but because
she was nearer thirty than twenty it passed quickly. She touched it with
her knowledge of the world and it vanished. No; social life could not be
changed in a day; it would not be well that it should be. Much of the
criticism that would come in this case would be just; and the harsher
blows that would be dealt could not be stayed nor the unkindness defied;
even in the smaller affairs of life, he who would stand by the wronged
must be willing to suffer wrong. Was she ready for that? The longer she
meditated, the more surely she knew that Alec Trenholme loved her. And
when she had meditated a little longer--in spite of the indignation she
had felt at the bare suggestion--she knew that she loved him.

The fine theories of universal conduct in which she had been indulging
narrowed themselves down to her own life and to sternest, commonest
reality. Christianity is never a quality that can be abstracted from the
individual and looked upon as having duties of its own.

She fought against the knowledge that she liked him so well; the thought
of being his wife was the thought of a sacrifice that appalled her. A
convent cell would not have appeared to her half so far removed from all
that belongs to the pride of life; and lives there anyone who has so
wholly turned from that hydra-headed delight as not to shrink, as from
some touch of death, from fresh relinquishment? Her pulses stirred to
those strains of life's music that call to emulation and the manifold
pomps of honour; and, whatever might be the reality, in her judgment the
wife of Alec Trenholme must renounce all that element of interest in the
world for ever. Our sense of distinction poises its wings on the opinion
of men; and, as far as she had learnt this opinion, a saint or a nun
(she knew it now, although before she had not thought it) had honourable
part in life's pageantry, but not the wife of such as he. The prospect
in her eyes was barren of the hope that she might ever again have the
power to say to anyone, "I am better than thou."

It did not help her that at her initiation into the Christian life she
had formally made just this renunciation, or that she had thought that
before now she had ratified the vow. The meaninglessness of such
formulas when spoken is only revealed when deepening life reveals their
depths of meaning. She asked, in dismay, if duty was calling her to this
sacrifice by the voice of love in her heart. For that Love who carries
the crown of earthly happiness in his hand was standing on the threshold
of her heart like a beggar, and so terrible did his demand seem to her
that she felt it would be easy to turn him away.

"I," she said to herself, "I, who have preached to others, who have
discoursed on the vanity of ambition--this has come to teach me what
stuff my glib enthusiasm is made of. I would rather perjure myself,
rather die, rather choose any life of penance and labour, than yield to
my own happiness and his, and give up my pride."

She arrayed before her all possible arguments for maintaining the
existing social order; but conscience answered, "You are not asked to
disturb it very much." Conscience used an uncomfortable phrase--"You are
only asked to make yourself of no reputation." She cowered before
Conscience. "You are not even asked to make yourself unhappy," continued
Conscience; and so the inward monitor talked, on till, all wearied, her
will held out a flag of truce.

Most women would have thought of a compromise, would have, said, "Yes, I
will stoop to the man, but I will raise him to some more desirable
estate"; but such a woman was not Sophia Rexford. She scorned love that
would make conditions as much as she scorned a religion that could set
its own limits to service. For her there was but one question--Did
Heaven demand that she should acknowledge this love? If so, then the
all-ruling Will of Heaven must be the only will that should set bounds
to its demand.

In the distress of her mind, however, she did catch at one idea that
was, in kind, a compromise. She thought with relief that she could take
no initiative. If Alec Trenholme asked her to be his wife--then she
knew, at last she knew, that she would not dare to deny the voice at her
heart--in the light of righteousness and judgment to come, she would not
dare to deny it. But--ah, surely he would not ask! She caught at this
belief as an exhausted swimmer might catch at a floating spar, and
rested herself upon it. She would deal honourably with her conscience;
she would not abate her kindliness; she would give him all fair
opportunity; and if he asked, she would give up all--but she clung to
her spar of hope.

She did not realise the extent of her weakness, nor even suspect the
greatness of her strength.




CHAPTER XXI.


Robert Trenholme had not told his brother that he had made his
confession when he took tea with all the women. He knew that in such
cases difference and separation are often first fancied and then
created, by the self-conscious pride of the person who expects to be
slighted. He refrained from making this possible on Alec's part, and set
himself to watch the difference that would be made; and the interest of
all side-issues was summed up for him in solicitude to know what Miss
Rexford would do, for on that he felt his own hopes of her pardon to
depend.

When he found, the day after Bates's departure, that Alec must seek Miss
Rexford to give Eliza's message, he put aside work to go with him to
call upon her. He would hold to his brother; it remained to be seen how
she would receive them together.

That same afternoon Sophia went forth with Winifred and the little boys
to gather autumn leaves. When the two brothers came out of the college
gate they saw her, not twenty yards away, at the head of her little
troop. Down the broad road the cool wind was rushing, and they saw her
walking against it, outwardly sedate, with roses on her cheeks, her eyes
lit with the sunshine. The three stopped, and greeted each other after
the manner of civilised people.

Trenholme knew that the change that any member of the Rexford family
would put into their demeanour could not be rudely perceptible. He set
no store by her greeting, but he put his hand upon his brother's
shoulder and he said:

"This fellow has news that will surprise you, and a message to give.
Perhaps, if it is not asking too much, we may walk as far as may be
necessary to tell it, or," and he looked at her questioningly, "would
you like him to go and help you to bring down the high boughs?--they
have the brightest leaves."

"Will you come and help us gather red leaves?" said Sophia to Alec.

She did not see the gratitude in the elder brother's eyes, because it
did not interest her to look for it.

"And you?" she said to him.

"Ah, I" (he held up the cane with which he still eased the weight on one
foot), "I cannot walk so far, but perhaps I will come and meet you on
your return," and he pleased himself with the idea that she cared that
he should come.

He went into his house again. His heart, which had lately been learning
the habit of peace, just now learned a new lesson of what joy might be.
His future before him looked troublous, but the worst of his fears was
allayed. He had loved Sophia long; to-day his love seemed multiplied a
thousandfold. Hope crept to his heart like a darling child that had been
in disgrace and now was forgiven.

The others went on down the road.

Alec told his news about Eliza as drily as facts could be told. If he
touched his story at all with feeling, it was something akin to a sneer.

"She'll get him on to the track of prosperity now she's taken hold, Miss
Rexford," said he. "Mr. and Mrs. Bates will be having a piano before
long, and they will drive in a 'buggy.' That's the romance of a
settler's life in Canada."

When they had left that subject Sophia said, "Now he is gone, are you
going away?"

"Yes; in a day or two. I've fixed nothing yet, because Robert seems to
have some unaccountable objection to getting rid of me just at present;
but I shall go."

"It is very fine weather," she said.

"There is too much glare," said he.

"You are surely hard to please."

"What I call fine weather is something a man has something in common
with. If one were a little chap again, just leaving school for a
holiday, this would be a glorious day, but--what _man_ has spirits equal
to" (he looked above) "this sort of thing."

His words came home to Sophia with overwhelming force, for, as they went
on, touching many subjects one after another, she knew with absolute
certainty that her companion had not the slightest intention of being
her suitor. If the sunny land through which she was walking had been a
waste place, in which storm winds sighed, over which storm clouds
muttered, it would have been a fitter home for her heart just then. She
saw that she was to be called to no sacrifice, but she experienced no
buoyant relief. He was going away; and she was to be left. She had not
known herself when she thought she wanted him to go--she was miserable.
Well, she deserved her misery, for would she not be more miserable if
she married him? Had she not cried and complained? And now the door of
this renunciation was not opened to her--he was going away, and she was
to be left.

Very dull and prosaic was the talk of these two as they walked up the
road to that pine grove where the river curved in, and they turned back
through that strip of wilderness between road and river where it was
easy to be seen that the brightest leaf posies were to be had.

Nearest the pines was a group of young, stalwart maple trees, each of a
different dye--gold, bronze, or red. It was here that they lingered, and
Alec gathered boughs for the children till their hands were full. The
noise of the golden-winged woodpecker was in the air, and the call of
the indigo bird.

Sophia wandered under the branches; her mind was moving always. She was
unhappy. Yes, she deserved that; but he--he was unhappy too; did he
deserve it? Then she asked herself suddenly if she had no further duty
toward him than to come or go at his call. Did she dare, by all that
was true, to wreck his life and her own because she would not stoop to
compel the call that she had feared?

Humility does not demand that we should think ill of ourselves, but that
we should not think of ourselves at all. When Sophia lost sight of
herself she saw the gate of Paradise. After that she was at one again
with the sunshine and the breeze and the birds, with the rapture of the
day and the land, and she ceased to think why she acted, or whether it
was right or wrong. The best and worst hours of life are in themselves
irresponsible, the will hurled headlong forward by an impulse that has
gathered force before.

And what did she do? The first thing that entered her mind--it mattered
not what to her. The man was in her power, and she knew it.

When the children's arms were full and they had gone on homeward down a
pathway among lower sumac thickets, Alec turned and saw Sophia, just as
stately, just as quiet, as he had ever seen her. So they two began to
follow.

Her hand had been cut the day before, and the handkerchief that bound it
had come off. Demurely she gave it to him to be fastened. Now the hand
had been badly cut, and when he saw that he could not repress the
tenderness of his sympathy.

"How could you have done it?" he asked, filled with pain, awed,
wondering.

She laughed, though she did not mean to; she was so light-hearted, and
it was very funny to see how quickly he softened at her will.

"Do not ask me to tell you how low we Rexfords have descended!" she
cried, "and yet I will confess I did it with the meat axe. I ought not
to touch such a thing, you think! Nay, what can I do when the loin is
not jointed and the servant has not so steady a hand as I? Would you
have me let papa grumble all dinner-time--the way that you men do, you
know?"

The little horror that she had painted for him so vividly did its work.
With almost a groan he touched the hand with kisses, not knowing what he
did; and looking up, frightened of her as far as he could be conscious
of fear, he saw, not anger, but a face that fain would hide itself, and
he hid it in his embrace.

"Oh," cried he, "what have I done?"

Stepping backward, he stood a few paces from her, his arms crossed, the
glow on his face suddenly transcended by the look with which a man might
regard a crime he had committed.

"What is it?" she cried, wickedly curious. The maple tree over her was a
golden flame and her feet were on a carpet of gold. All around them the
earth was heaped with palm-like sumac shrubs, scarlet, crimson,
purple--dyed as it were, with blood.

"What have I done?" He held out his hands as if they had been stained.
"I have loved you, I have dared, without a thought, _without a thought
for you_, to walk straight into all the--the--heaven of it."

Then he told her, in a word, that about himself which he thought she
would despise; and she saw that he thought she heard it for the first
time.

Lifting her eyebrows in pretty incredulity. "Not really?" she said.

"It is true," he cried with fierce emphasis.

At that she looked grave.

He had been trying to make her serious; but no sooner did he see her
look of light and joy pass into a look of thought than he was filled
with that sort of acute misery which differs from other sorrows as acute
pain differs from duller aches.

"My darling," he said, his heart was wrung with the words--"my darling,
if I have hurt you, I have almost killed myself." (Man that he was, he
believed that his life must ebb in this pain.)

"Why?" she asked. "How?"

He went a step nearer her, but as it came to him every moment more
clearly that he had deceived her, as he realised what he had gained and
what he now thought to forego, his voice forsook him in his effort to
speak. Words that he tried to say died on his lips.

But she saw that he had tried to say that because of it she should not
marry him.

He tried again to speak and made better work of it. "This that has come
to us--this love that has taken us both--you will say it is not enough
to--to--"

She lifted up her face to him. Her cheeks were flushed; her eyes were
full of light. "This that has come to us, Alec--" (At his name he came
nearer yet) "this that has taken us both" (she faltered) "is enough."

He came near to her again; he took her hands into his; and all that he
felt and all that she felt, passed from his eyes to hers, from hers to
his.

He said, "It seems like talking in church, but common things must be
said and answered, and--Sophie--what will your father say?"

"I don't know," she said; but happiness made her playful; she stroked
the sleeve of his coat, as if to touch it were of more interest to her.
"I will give him my fortune to make up, and come to you penniless."

"He won't consent," he urged.

There was still a honeyed carelessness in her voice and look. "At the
great age to which I have attained," said she, "fathers don't
interfere."

"What can I do or say," he said, "to make you consider?" for it seemed
to him that her thoughts and voice came from her spellbound in some
strange delight, as the murmur comes from a running stream, without
meaning, except the meaning of all beautiful and happy things in God's
world.

"What must I consider?"

"The shop--the trade."

"When you were a very young butcher, and first took to it, did you like
it?"

"I wasn't squeamish," he said; and then he told her about his father.
After that he philosophised a little, telling something of the best that
he conceived might be if men sought the highest ideal in lowly walks of
life, instead of seeking to perform imperfectly some nobler business. It
was wonderful how much better he could speak to her than to his brother,
but Sophia listened with such perfect assent that his sense of honour
again smote him.

"Art thinking of it all, love?" he said.

"I was wondering what colour of aprons you wore, and if I must make
them."

They began to walk home, passing now under the sumac's palm-like canopy,
and they saw the blue gleam of the singing river through red thickets.
Soon they came to a bit of open ground, all overgrown with bronzed
bracken, and maidenhair sere and pink, and blue-eyed asters and
golden-rod. So high and thick were the breeze-blown weeds that the only
place to set the feet was a very narrow path. Here Sophia walked first,
for they could not walk abreast, and as Alec watched her threading her
way with light elastic step, he became afraid once more, and tried to
break through her happy tranquillity.

"Dear love," he said, "I hope--"

"What now?" said she, for his tone was unrestful.

He trampled down flowers and ferns as he awkwardly tried to gain her
side.

"You know, dear, I have a sort of feeling that I've perhaps just
fascinated and entranced you--so that you are under a spell and don't
consider, you know."

It was exactly what he meant, and he said it; but how merrily she
laughed! Her happy laughter rang; the river laughed in answer, and the
woodpecker clapped applause.

But Alec blushed very much and stumbled upon the tangled weeds.

"I only meant--I--I didn't mean--That is the way I feel fascinated by
you, you know; and I suppose it might be the same--"

They walked on, she still advancing a few paces because she had the
path, he retarded because, in his attempt to come up with her, he was
knee-deep in flowers. But after a minute, observing that he was hurt in
his mind because of her laughter, she mocked him, laughing again, but
turned the sunshine of her loving face full upon him as she did so.

"Most fascinating and entrancing of butchers!" quoth she.

With that as she entered another thicket of sumac trees, he caught and
kissed her in its shade.

       *       *       *       *       *

And there was one man who heard her words and saw his act, one who took
in the full meaning of it even more clearly than they could, because
they in their transport had not his clearness of vision. Robert
Trenholme, coming to seek them, chanced in crossing this place, thick
set with shrubs, to come near them unawares, and seeing them, and having
at the sight no power in him to advance another step or speak a word, he
let them pass joyously on their way towards home. It was not many
moments before they had passed off the scene, and he was left the only
human actor in that happy wilderness where flower and leaf and bird, the
blue firmament on high and the sparkling river, rejoiced together in the
glory of light and colour.

Trenholme crossed the path and strode through flowery tangle and woody
thicket like a giant in sudden strength, snapping all that offered to
detain his feet. He sought, he knew not why, the murmur and the motion
of the river; and where young trees stood thickest, as spearsmen to
guard the loneliness of its bank, he sat down upon a rock and covered
his face, as if even from the spirits of solitude and from his own
consciousness he must hide. He thought of nothing: his soul within him
was mad.

He had come out of his school not half an hour before, rejoicing more
than any schoolboy going to play in the glorious weather. For him there
was not too much light on the lovely autumn landscape; it was all a part
of the peace that was within him and without, of the God he knew to be
within him and without--for, out of his struggle for righteousness in
small things, he had come back into that light which most men cannot see
or believe. Just in so far as a man comes into that light he ceases to
know himself as separate, but knows that he is a part of all men and all
things, that his joy is the joy of all men, that their pain is his;
therefore, as Trenholme desired the fulfilment of his own hopes, he
desired that all hope in the world might find fruition. And because this
day he saw--what is always true if we could but see it--that joy is a
thousandfold greater than pain, the glory of the autumn seemed to him
like a psalm of praise, and he gave thanks for all men.

Thus Trenholme had walked across the fields, into these groves--but now,
as he sat by the river, all that, for the time, had passed away, except
as some indistinct memory of it maddened him. His heart was full of rage
against his brother, rage too against the woman he loved; and with this
rage warred most bitterly a self-loathing because he knew that his anger
against them was unjust. She did not know, she had no cause to know,
that she had darkened his whole life; but--what a _fool_ she was! What
companionship could that thoughtless fellow give her? How he would drag
her down! And _he_, too, could not know that he had better have killed
his brother than done this thing. But any woman would have done for
Alec; for himself there was only this one--only this one in the whole
world. He judged his brother; any girl with a pretty face and a good
heart would have done for that boisterous fellow--while for himself--"Oh
God," he said, "it is hard."

Thus accusing and excusing these lovers, excusing and again accusing
himself for his rage against them, he descended slowly into the depth of
his trouble--for man, in his weakness, is so made that he can come at
his worst suffering only by degrees. Yet when he had made this descent,
the hope he had cherished for months and years lay utterly overthrown;
it could not have been more dead had it been a hundred years in dying.
He had not known before how dear it was, yet he had known that it was
dearer than all else, except that other hope with which we do not
compare our desires for earthly good because we think it may exist
beside them and grow thereby.

There are times when, to a man, time is not, when the life of years is
gathered into indefinite moments; and after, when outward things claim
again the exhausted mind, he wonders that the day is not further spent.
And Trenholme wondered at the length of that afternoon, when he observed
it again and saw that the sun had not yet sunk low, and as he measured
the shadows that the bright trees cast athwart the moving water, he was
led away to think the thoughts that had been his when he had so lightly
come into those gay autumn bowers. A swallow skimmed the wave with
burnished wing; again he heard the breeze and the rapid current. They
were the same; the movement and music were the same; God was still with
him; was he so base as to withhold the thanksgiving that had been
checked half uttered in his heart by the spring of that couchant sorrow?
_Then_ in the sum of life's blessings he had numbered that hope of his,
and _now_ he had seen the perfect fruition of that hope in joy. It was
not his own,--but was it not much to know that God had made such joy,
had given it to man? Had he in love of God no honest praise to give for
other men's mercies? none for the joy of this man who was his brother?
Across the murmur of the river he spoke words so familiar that they came
to clothe the thought--

"We do give Thee most humble and hearty thanks for all Thy goodness
and--loving kindness--to us--and to _all men_."

And although, as he said them, his hand was clenched so that his fingers
cut the palm, yet, because he gave thanks, Robert Trenholme was nearer
than he knew to being a holy man.


THE END.




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