Produced by James Rusk





THE NEW MAGDALEN

by Wilkie Collins




TO THE MEMORY OF CHARLES ALLSTON COLLINS. (9th April, 1873.)




FIRST SCENE.--The Cottage on the Frontier.


PREAMBLE.

THE place is France.

The time is autumn, in the year eighteen hundred and seventy--the year
of the war between France and Germany.

The persons are, Captain Arnault, of the French army; Surgeon Surville,
of the French ambulance; Surgeon Wetzel, of the German army; Mercy
Merrick, attached as nurse to the French ambulance; and Grace Roseberry,
a traveling lady on her way to England.



CHAPTER I. THE TWO WOMEN.


IT was a dark night. The rain was pouring in torrents.

Late in the evening a skirmishing party of the French and a skirmishing
party of the Germans had met, by accident, near the little village of
Lagrange, close to the German frontier. In the struggle that followed,
the French had (for once) got the better of the enemy. For the time, at
least, a few hundreds out of the host of the invaders had been forced
back over the frontier. It was a trifling affair, occurring not long
after the great German victory of Weissenbourg, and the newspapers took
little or no notice of it.

Captain Arnault, commanding on the French side, sat alone in one of the
cottages of the village, inhabited by the miller of the district. The
Captain was reading, by the light of a solitary tallow-candle, some
intercepted dispatches taken from the Germans. He had suffered the wood
fire, scattered over the large open grate, to burn low; the red embers
only faintly illuminated a part of the room. On the floor behind him lay
some of the miller's empty sacks. In a corner opposite to him was the
miller's solid walnut-wood bed. On the walls all around him were the
miller's colored prints, representing a happy mixture of devotional and
domestic subjects. A door of communication leading into the kitchen of
the cottage had been torn from its hinges, and used to carry the men
wounded in the skirmish from the field. They were now comfortably laid
at rest in the kitchen, under the care of the French surgeon and the
English nurse attached to the ambulance. A piece of coarse canvas
screened the opening between the two rooms in place of the door. A
second door, leading from the bed-chamber into the yard, was locked; and
the wooden shutter protecting the one window of the room was carefully
barred. Sentinels, doubled in number, were placed at all the outposts.
The French commander had neglected no precaution which could reasonably
insure for himself and for his men a quiet and comfortable night.

Still absorbed in his perusal of the dispatches, and now and then making
notes of what he read by the help of writing materials placed at his
side, Captain Arnault was interrupted by the appearance of an intruder
in the room. Surgeon Surville, entering from the kitchen, drew aside
the canvas screen, and approached the little round table at which his
superior officer was sitting.

"What is it?" said the captain, sharply.

"A question to ask," replied the surgeon. "Are we safe for the night?"

"Why do you want to know?" inquired the captain, suspiciously.

The surgeon pointed to the kitchen, now the hospital devoted to the
wounded men.

"The poor fellows are anxious about the next few hours," he replied.
"They dread a surprise, and they ask me if there is any reasonable hope
of their having one night's rest. What do you think of the chances?"

The captain shrugged his shoulders. The surgeon persisted.

"Surely you ought to know?" he said.

"I know that we are in possession of the village for the present,"
retorted Captain Arnault, "and I know no more. Here are the papers of
the enemy." He held them up and shook them impatiently as he spoke.
"They give me no information that I can rely on. For all I can tell to
the contrary, the main body of the Germans, outnumbering us ten to one,
may be nearer this cottage than the main body of the French. Draw your
own conclusions. I have nothing more to say."

Having answered in those discouraging terms, Captain Arnault got on his
feet, drew the hood of his great-coat over his head, and lit a cigar at
the candle.

"Where are you going?" asked the surgeon.

"To visit the outposts."

"Do you want this room for a little while?"

"Not for some hours to come. Are you thinking of moving any of your
wounded men in here?"

"I was thinking of the English lady," answered the surgeon. "The kitchen
is not quite the place for her. She would be more comfortable here; and
the English nurse might keep her company."

Captain Arnault smiled, not very pleasantly. "They are two fine women,"
he said, "and Surgeon Surville is a ladies' man. Let them come in, if
they are rash enough to trust themselves here with you." He checked
himself on the point of going out, and looked back distrustfully at the
lighted candle. "Caution the women," he said, "to limit the exercise of
their curiosity to the inside of this room."

"What do you mean?"

The captain's forefinger pointed significantly to the closed
window-shutter.

"Did you ever know a woman who could resist looking out of window?" he
asked. "Dark as it is, sooner or later these ladies of yours will feel
tempted to open that shutter. Tell them I don't want the light of
the candle to betray my headquarters to the German scouts. How is the
weather? Still raining?"

"Pouring."

"So much the better. The Germans won't see us." With that consolatory
remark he unlocked the door leading into the yard, and walked out.

The surgeon lifted the canvas screen and called into the kitchen:

"Miss Merrick, have you time to take a little rest?"

"Plenty of time," answered a soft voice with an underlying melancholy in
it, plainly distinguishable though it had only spoken three words.

"Come in, then," continued the surgeon, "and bring the English lady with
you. Here is a quiet room all to yourselves."

He held back the canvas, and the two women appeared.

The nurse led the way--tall, lithe, graceful--attired in her uniform
dress of neat black stuff, with plain linen collar and cuffs, and with
the scarlet cross of the Geneva Convention embroidered on her left
shoulder. Pale and sad, her expression and manner both eloquently
suggestive of suppressed suffering and sorrow, there was an innate
nobility in the carriage of this woman's head, an innate grandeur in the
gaze of her large gray eyes and in the lines of her finely proportioned
face, which made her irresistibly striking and beautiful, seen under any
circumstances and clad in any dress. Her companion, darker in complexion
and smaller in stature, possessed attractions which were quite marked
enough to account for the surgeon's polite anxiety to shelter her in the
captain's room. The common consent of mankind would have declared her to
be an unusually pretty woman. She wore the large gray cloak that covered
her from head to foot with a grace that lent its own attractions to a
plain and even a shabby article of dress. The languor in her movements,
and the uncertainty of tone in her voice as she thanked the surgeon
suggested that she was suffering from fatigue. Her dark eyes searched
the dimly-lighted room timidly, and she held fast by the nurse's arm
with the air of a woman whose nerves had been severely shaken by some
recent alarm.

"You have one thing to remember, ladies," said the surgeon. "Beware
of opening the shutter, for fear of the light being seen through the
window. For the rest, we are free to make ourselves as comfortable here
as we can. Compose yourself, dear madam, and rely on the protection of a
Frenchman who is devoted to you!" He gallantly emphasized his last words
by raising the hand of the English lady to his lips. At the moment when
he kissed it the canvas screen was again drawn aside. A person in
the service of the ambulance appeared, announcing that a bandage had
slipped, and that one of the wounded men was to all appearance bleeding
to death. The surgeon, submitting to destiny with the worst possible
grace, dropped the charming Englishwoman's hand, and returned to his
duties in the kitchen. The two ladies were left together in the room.

"Will you take a chair, madam?" asked the nurse.

"Don't call me 'madam,'" returned the young lady, cordially. "My name is
Grace Roseberry. What is your name?"

The nurse hesitated. "Not a pretty name, like yours," she said, and
hesitated again. "Call me 'Mercy Merrick,'" she added, after a moment's
consideration.

Had she given an assumed name? Was there some unhappy celebrity attached
to her own name? Miss Roseberry did not wait to ask herself these
questions. "How can I thank you," she exclaimed, gratefully, "for your
sisterly kindness to a stranger like me?"

"I have only done my duty," said Mercy Merrick, a little coldly. "Don't
speak of it."

"I must speak of it. What a situation you found me in when the French
soldiers had driven the Germans away! My traveling-carriage stopped; the
horses seized; I myself in a strange country at nightfall, robbed of my
money and my luggage, and drenched to the skin by the pouring rain! I am
indebted to you for shelter in this place--I am wearing your clothes--I
should have died of the fright and the exposure but for you. What return
can I make for such services as these?"

Mercy placed a chair for her guest near the captain's table, and seated
herself, at some little distance, on an old chest in a corner of the
room. "May I ask you a question?" she said, abruptly.

"A hundred questions," cried Grace, "if you like." She looked at the
expiring fire, and at the dimly visible figure of her companion seated
in the obscurest corner of the room. "That wretched candle hardly gives
any light," she said, impatiently. "It won't last much longer. Can't
we make the place more cheerful? Come out of your corner. Call for more
wood and more lights."

Mercy remained in her corner and shook her head. "Candles and wood are
scarce things here," she answered. "We must be patient, even if we
are left in the dark. Tell me," she went on, raising her quiet voice a
little, "how came you to risk crossing the frontier in wartime?"

Grace's voice dropped when she answered the question. Grace's momentary
gayety of manner suddenly left her.

"I had urgent reasons," she said, "for returning to England."

"Alone?" rejoined the other. "Without any one to protect you?"

Grace's head sank on her bosom. "I have left my only protector--my
father--in the English burial-ground at Rome," she answered simply. "My
mother died, years since, in Canada."

The shadowy figure of the nurse suddenly changed its position on the
chest. She had started as the last word passed Miss Roseberry's lips.

"Do you know Canada?" asked Grace.

"Well," was the brief answer--reluctantly given, short as it was.

"Were you ever near Port Logan?"

"I once lived within a few miles of Port Logan."

"When?"

"Some time since." With those words Mercy Merrick shrank back into her
corner and changed the subject. "Your relatives in England must be very
anxious about you," she said.

Grace sighed. "I have no relatives in England. You can hardly imagine
a person more friendless than I am. We went away from Canada, when my
father's health failed, to try the climate of Italy, by the doctor's
advice. His death has left me not only friendless but poor." She paused,
and took a leather letter-case from the pocket of the large gray cloak
which the nurse had lent to her. "My prospects in life," she resumed,
"are all contained in this little case. Here is the one treasure I
contrived to conceal when I was robbed of my other things."

Mercy could just see the letter-case as Grace held it up in the
deepening obscurity of the room. "Have you got money in it?" she asked.

"No; only a few family papers, and a letter from my father, introducing
me to an elderly lady in England--a connection of his by marriage, whom
I have never seen. The lady has consented to receive me as her companion
and reader. If I don't return to England soon, some other person may get
the place."

"Have you no other resource?"

"None. My education has been neglected--we led a wild life in the
far West. I am quite unfit to go out as a governess. I am absolutely
dependent on this stranger, who receives me for my father's sake."
She put the letter-case back in the pocket of her cloak, and ended her
little narrative as unaffectedly as she had begun it. "Mine is a sad
story, is it not?" she said.

The voice of the nurse answered her suddenly and bitterly in these
strange words:

"There are sadder stories than yours. There are thousands of miserable
women who would ask for no greater blessing than to change places with
you."

Grace started. "What can there possibly be to envy in such a lot as
mine?"

"Your unblemished character, and your prospect of being established
honorably in a respectable house."

Grace turned in her chair, and looked wonderingly into the dim corner of
the room.

"How strangely you say that!" she exclaimed. There was no answer; the
shadowy figure on the chest never moved. Grace rose impulsively, and
drawing her chair after her, approached the nurse. "Is there some
romance in your life?" she asked. "Why have you sacrificed yourself to
the terrible duties which I find you performing here? You interest me
indescribably. Give me your hand."

Mercy shrank back, and refused the offered hand.

"Are we not friends?" Grace asked, in astonishment.

"We can never be friends."

"Why not?"

The nurse was dumb. Grace called to mind the hesitation that she had
shown when she had mentioned her name, and drew a new conclusion from
it. "Should I be guessing right," she asked, eagerly, "if I guessed you
to be some great lady in disguise?"

Mercy laughed to herself--low and bitterly. "I a great lady!" she said,
contemptuously. "For Heaven's sake, let us talk of something else!"

Grace's curiosity was thoroughly roused. She persisted. "Once more," she
whispered, persuasively, "let us be friends." She gently laid her hand
as she spoke on Mercy's shoulder. Mercy roughly shook it off. There
was a rudeness in the action which would have offended the most patient
woman living. Grace drew back indignantly. "Ah!" she cried, "you are
cruel."

"I am kind," answered the nurse, speaking more sternly than ever.

"Is it kind to keep me at a distance? I have told you my story."

The nurse's voice rose excitedly. "Don't tempt me to speak out," she
said; "you will regret it."

Grace declined to accept the warning. "I have placed confidence in you,"
she went on. "It is ungenerous to lay me under an obligation, and then
to shut me out of your confidence in return."

"You _will_ have it?" said Mercy Merrick. "You _shall_ have it! Sit down
again." Grace's heart began to quicken its beat in expectation of the
disclosure that was to come. She drew her chair closer to the chest on
which the nurse was sitting. With a firm hand Mercy put the chair back
to a distance from her. "Not so near me!" she said, harshly.

"Why not?"

"Not so near," repeated the sternly resolute voice. "Wait till you have
heard what I have to say."

Grace obeyed without a word more. There was a momentary silence. A faint
flash of light leaped up from the expiring candle, and showed Mercy
crouching on the chest, with her elbows on her knees, and her face
hidden in her hands. The next instant the room was buried in obscurity.
As the darkness fell on the two women the nurse spoke.



CHAPTER II. MAGDALEN--IN MODERN TIMES.

"WHEN your mother was alive were you ever out with her after nightfall
in the streets of a great city?"

In those extraordinary terms Mercy Merrick opened the confidential
interview which Grace Roseberry had forced on her. Grace answered,
simply, "I don't understand you."

"I will put it in another way," said the nurse. Its unnatural hardness
and sternness of tone passed away from her voice, and its native
gentleness and sadness returned, as she made that reply. "You read the
newspapers like the rest of the world," she went on; "have you ever
read of your unhappy fellow-creatures (the starving outcasts of the
population) whom Want has driven into Sin?"

Still wondering, Grace answered that she had read of such things often,
in newspapers and in books.

"Have you heard--when those starving and sinning fellow-creatures
happened to be women--of Refuges established to protect and reclaim
them?"

The wonder in Grace's mind passed away, and a vague suspicion of
something painful to come took its place. "These are extraordinary
questions," she said, nervously. "What do you mean?"

"Answer me," the nurse insisted. "Have you heard of the Refuges? Have
you heard of the Women?"

"Yes."

"Move your chair a little further away from me." She paused. Her voice,
without losing its steadiness, fell to its lowest tones. "_I_ was once
of those women," she said, quietly.

Grace sprang to her feet with a faint cry. She stood petrified--
incapable of uttering a word.

"_I_ have been in a Refuge," pursued the sweet, sad voice of the other
woman. "_I_ have been in a Prison. Do you still wish to be my friend? Do
you still insist on sitting close by me and taking my hand?" She waited
for a reply, and no reply came. "You see you were wrong," she went on,
gently, "when you called me cruel--and I was right when I told you I was
kind."

At that appeal Grace composed herself, and spoke. "I don't wish to
offend you--" she began, confusedly.

Mercy Merrick stopped her there.

"You don't offend me," she said, without the faintest note of
displeasure in her tone. "I am accustomed to stand in the pillory of
my own past life. I sometimes ask myself if it was all my fault. I
sometimes wonder if Society had no duties toward me when I was a child
selling matches in the street--when I was a hard-working girl fainting
at my needle for want of food." Her voice faltered a little for the
first time as it pronounced those words; she waited a moment, and
recovered herself. "It's too late to dwell on these things now," she
said, resignedly. "Society can subscribe to reclaim me; but Society
can't take me back. You see me here in a place of trust--patiently,
humbly, doing all the good I can. It doesn't matter! Here, or elsewhere,
what I _am_ can never alter what I _was_. For three years past all that
a sincerely penitent woman can do I have done. It doesn't matter! Once
let my past story be known, and the shadow of it covers me; the kindest
people shrink."

She waited again. Would a word of sympathy come to comfort her from the
other woman's lips? No! Miss Roseberry was shocked; Miss Roseberry was
confused. "I am very sorry for you," was all that Miss Roseberry could
say.

"Everybody is sorry for me," answered the nurse, as patiently as ever;
"everybody is kind to me. But the lost place is not to be regained. I
can't get back! I can't get back?" she cried, with a passionate outburst
of despair--checked instantly the moment it had escaped her. "Shall I
tell you what my experience has been?" she resumed. "Will you hear the
story of Magdalen--in modern times?"

Grace drew back a step; Mercy instantly understood her.

"I am going to tell you nothing that you need shrink from hearing," she
said. "A lady in your position would not understand the trials and
the struggles that I have passed through. My story shall begin at the
Refuge. The matron sent me out to service with the character that I had
honestly earned--the character of a reclaimed woman. I justified the
confidence placed in me; I was a faithful servant. One day my mistress
sent for me--a kind mistress, if ever there was one yet. 'Mercy, I am
sorry for you; it has come out that I took you from a Refuge; I shall
lose every servant in the house; you must go.' I went back to the
matron--another kind woman. She received me like a mother. 'We will try
again, Mercy; don't be cast down.' I told you I had been in Canada?"

Grace began to feel interested in spite of herself. She answered with
something like warmth in her tone. She returned to her chair--placed at
its safe and significant distance from the chest.

The nurse went on:

"My next place was in Canada, with an officer's wife: gentlefolks who
had emigrated. More kindness; and, this time, a pleasant, peaceful life
for me. I said to myself, 'Is the lost place regained? _Have_ I got
back?' My mistress died. New people came into our neighborhood. There
was a young lady among them--my master began to think of another wife.
I have the misfortune (in my situation) to be what is called a handsome
woman; I rouse the curiosity of strangers. The new people asked
questions about me; my master's answers did not satisfy them. In a word,
they found me out. The old story again! 'Mercy, I am very sorry; scandal
is busy with you and with me; we are innocent, but there is no help for
it--we must part.' I left the place; having gained one advantage during
my stay in Canada, which I find of use to me here."

"What is it?"

"Our nearest neighbors were French-Canadians. I learned to speak the
French language."

"Did you return to London?"

"Where else could I go, without a character?" said Mercy, sadly. "I went
back again to the matron. Sickness had broken out in the Refuge; I made
myself useful as a nurse. One of the doctors was struck with me--'fell
in love' with me, as the phrase is. He would have married me. The nurse,
as an honest woman, was bound to tell him the truth. He never appeared
again. The old story! I began to be weary of saying to myself, 'I can't
get back! I can't get back!' Despair got hold of me, the despair that
hardens the heart. I might have committed suicide; I might even have
drifted back into my old life--but for one man."

At those last words her voice--quiet and even through the earlier part
of her sad story--began to falter once more. She stopped, following
silently the memories and associations roused in her by what she had
just said. Had she forgotten the presence of another person in the room?
Grace's curiosity left Grace no resource but to say a word on her side.

"Who was the man?" she asked. "How did he befriend you?"

"Befriend me? He doesn't even know that such a person as I am is in
existence."

That strange answer, naturally enough, only strengthened the anxiety of
Grace to hear more. "You said just now--" she began.

"I said just now that he saved me. He did save me; you shall hear
how. One Sunday our regular clergyman at the Refuge was not able to
officiate. His place was taken by a stranger, quite a young man. The
matron told us the stranger's name was Julian Gray. I sat in the back
row of seats, under the shadow of the gallery, where I could see him
without his seeing me. His text was from the words, 'Joy shall be in
heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine
just persons, which need no repentance. 'What happier women might have
thought of his sermon I cannot say; there was not a dry eye among us
at the Refuge. As for me, he touched my heart as no man has touched
it before or since. The hard despair melted in me at the sound of his
voice; the weary round of my life showed its nobler side again while he
spoke. From that time I have accepted my hard lot, I have been a patient
woman. I might have been something more, I might have been a happy
woman, if I could have prevailed on myself to speak to Julian Gray."

"What hindered you from speaking to him?"

"I was afraid."

"Afraid of what?"

"Afraid of making my hard life harder still."

A woman who could have sympathized with her would perhaps have guessed
what those words meant. Grace was simply embarrassed by her; and Grace
failed to guess.

"I don't understand you," she said.

There was no alternative for Mercy but to own the truth in plain words.
She sighed, and said the words. "I was afraid I might interest him in my
sorrows, and might set my heart on him in return." The utter absence
of any fellow-feeling with her on Grace's side expressed itself
unconsciously in the plainest terms.

"You!" she exclaimed, in a tone of blank astonishment.

The nurse rose slowly to her feet. Grace's expression of surprise told
her plainly--almost brutally--that her confession had gone far enough.

"I astonish you?" she said. "Ah, my young lady, you don't know what
rough usage a woman's heart can bear, and still beat truly! Before I saw
Julian Gray I only knew men as objects of horror to me. Let us drop
the subject. The preacher at the Refuge is nothing but a remembrance
now--the one welcome remembrance of my life! I have nothing more to tell
you. You insisted on hearing my story--you have heard it."

"I have not heard how you found employment here," said Grace, continuing
the conversation with uneasy politeness, as she best might.

Mercy crossed the room, and slowly raked together the last living embers
of the fire.

"The matron has friends in France," she answered, "who are connected
with the military hospitals. It was not difficult to get me the place,
under those circumstances. Society can find a use for me here. My hand
is as light, my words of comfort are as welcome, among those suffering
wretches" (she pointed to the room in which the wounded men were lying)
"as if I was the most reputable woman breathing. And if a stray shot
comes my way before the war is over--well! Society will be rid of me on
easy terms."

She stood looking thoughtfully into the wreck of the fire--as if she
saw in it the wreck of her own life. Common humanity made it an act of
necessity to say something to her. Grace considered--advanced a step
toward her--stopped--and took refuge in the most trivial of all the
common phrases which one human being can address to another.

"If there is anything I can do for you--" she began. The sentence,
halting there, was never finished. Miss Roseberry was just merciful
enough toward the lost woman who had rescued and sheltered her to feel
that it was needless to say more.

The nurse lifted her noble head and advanced slowly toward the canvas
screen to return to her duties. "Miss Roseberry might have taken my
hand!" she thought to herself, bitterly. No! Miss Roseberry stood there
at a distance, at a loss what to say next. "What can you do for
me?" Mercy asked, stung by the cold courtesy of her companion into a
momentary outbreak of contempt. "Can you change my identity? Can you
give me the name and the place of an innocent woman? If I only had your
chance! If I only had your reputation and your prospects!" She laid one
hand over her bosom, and controlled herself. "Stay here," she resumed,
"while I go back to my work. I will see that your clothes are dried. You
shall wear my clothes as short a time as possible."

With those melancholy words--touchingly, not bitterly spoken--she moved
to pass into the kitchen, when she noticed that the pattering sound of
the rain against the window was audible no more. Dropping the canvas for
the moment, she retraced her steps, and, unfastening the wooden shutter,
looked out.

The moon was rising dimly in the watery sky; the rain had ceased; the
friendly darkness which had hidden the French position from the German
scouts was lessening every moment. In a few hours more (if nothing
happened) the English lady might resume her journey. In a few hours more
the morning would dawn.

Mercy lifted her hand to close the shutter. Before she could fasten it
the report of a rifle-shot reached the cottage from one of the distant
posts. It was followed almost instantly by a second report, nearer and
louder than the first. Mercy paused, with the shutter in her hand, and
listened intently for the next sound.



CHAPTER III. THE GERMAN SHELL.

A THIRD rifle-shot rang through the night air, close to the cottage.
Grace started and approached the window in alarm.

"What does that firing mean?" she asked.

"Signals from the outposts," the nurse quietly replied.

"Is there any danger? Have the Germans come back?"

Surgeon Surville answered the question. He lifted the canvas screen, and
looked into the room as Miss Roseberry spoke.

"The Germans are advancing on us," he said. "Their vanguard is in
sight."

Grace sank on the chair near her, trembling from head to foot. Mercy
advanced to the surgeon, and put the decisive question to him.

"Do we defend the position?" she inquired.

Surgeon Surville ominously shook his head.

"Impossible! We are outnumbered as usual--ten to one."

The shrill roll of the French drums was heard outside.

"There is the retreat sounded!" said the surgeon. "The captain is not
a man to think twice about what he does. We are left to take care of
ourselves. In five minutes we must be out of this place."

A volley of rifle-shots rang out as he spoke. The German vanguard
was attacking the French at the outposts. Grace caught the surgeon
entreatingly by the arm. "Take me with you," she cried. "Oh, sir, I have
suffered from the Germans already! Don't forsake me, if they come back!"
The surgeon was equal to the occasion; he placed the hand of the pretty
Englishwoman on his breast. "Fear nothing, madam," he said, looking
as if he could have annihilated the whole German force with his
own invincible arm. "A Frenchman's heart beats under your hand. A
Frenchman's devotion protects you." Grace's head sank on his shoulder.
Monsieur Surville felt that he had asserted himself; he looked round
invitingly at Mercy. She, too, was an attractive woman. The Frenchman
had another shoulder at _her_ service. Unhappily the room was dark--the
look was lost on Mercy. She was thinking of the helpless men in the
inner chamber, and she quietly recalled the surgeon to a sense of his
professional duties.

"What is to become of the sick and wounded?" she asked.

Monsieur Surville shrugged one shoulder--the shoulder that was free.

"The strongest among them we can take away with us," he said. "The
others must be left here. Fear nothing for yourself, dear lady. There
will be a place for you in the baggage-wagon."

"And for me, too?" Grace pleaded, eagerly.

The surgeon's invincible arm stole round the young lady's waist, and
answered mutely with a squeeze.

"Take her with you," said Mercy. "My place is with the men whom you
leave behind."

Grace listened in amazement. "Think what you risk," she said "if you
stop here."

Mercy pointed to her left shoulder.

"Don't alarm yourself on my account," she answered; "the red cross will
protect me."

Another roll of the drum warned the susceptible surgeon to take his
place as director-general of the ambulance without any further delay. He
conducted Grace to a chair, and placed both her hands on his heart this
time, to reconcile her to the misfortune of his absence. "Wait here till
I return for you," he whispered. "Fear nothing, my charming friend.
Say to yourself, 'Surville is the soul of honor! Surville is devoted to
me!'" He struck his breast; he again forgot the obscurity in the room,
and cast one look of unutterable homage at his charming friend. "A
_bientot!_" he cried, and kissed his hand and disappeared.

As the canvas screen fell over him the sharp report of the rifle-firing
was suddenly and grandly dominated by the roar of cannon. The instant
after a shell exploded in the garden outside, within a few yards of the
window.

Grace sank on her knees with a shriek of terror. Mercy, without losing
her self-possession, advanced to the window and looked out.

"The moon has risen," she said. "The Germans are shelling the village."

Grace rose, and ran to her for protection.

"Take me away!" she cried. "We shall be killed if we stay here." She
stopped, looking in astonishment at the tall black figure of the nurse,
standing immovably by the window. "Are you made of iron?" she exclaimed.
"Will nothing frighten you?"

Mercy smiled sadly. "Why should I be afraid of losing my life?" she
answered. "I have nothing worth living for!"

The roar of the cannon shook the cottage for the second time. A second
shell exploded in the courtyard, on the opposite side of the building.

Bewildered by the noise, panic-stricken as the danger from the shells
threatened the cottage more and more nearly, Grace threw her arms round
the nurse, and clung, in the abject familiarity of terror, to the woman
whose hand she had shrunk from touching not five minutes since. "Where
is it safest?" she cried. "Where can I hide myself?"

"How can I tell where the next shell will fall?" Mercy answered,
quietly.

The steady composure of the one woman seemed to madden the other.
Releasing the nurse, Grace looked wildly round for a way of escape from
the cottage. Making first for the kitchen, she was driven back by the
clamor and confusion attending the removal of those among the wounded
who were strong enough to be placed in the wagon. A second look round
showed her the door leading into the yard. She rushed to it with a cry
of relief. She had just laid her hand on the lock when the third report
of cannon burst over the place.

Starting back a step, Grace lifted her hands mechanically to her
ears. At the same moment the third shell burst through the roof of the
cottage, and exploded in the room, just inside the door. Mercy sprang
forward, unhurt, from her place at the window. The burning fragments of
the shell were already firing the dry wooden floor, and in the midst
of them, dimly seen through the smoke, lay the insensible body of her
companion in the room. Even at that dreadful moment the nurse's presence
of mind did not fail her. Hurrying back to the place that she had just
left, near which she had already noticed the miller's empty sacks lying
in a heap, she seized two of them, and, throwing them on the smoldering
floor, trampled out the fire. That done, she knelt by the senseless
woman, and lifted her head.

Was she wounded? or dead?

Mercy raised one helpless hand, and laid her fingers on the wrist.
While she was still vainly trying to feel for the beating of the pulse,
Surgeon Surville (alarmed for the ladies) hurried in to inquire if any
harm had been done.

Mercy called to him to approach. "I am afraid the shell has struck her,"
she said, yielding her place to him. "See if she is badly hurt."

The surgeon's anxiety for his charming patient expressed itself briefly
in an oath, with a prodigious emphasis laid on one of the letters in
it--the letter R. "Take off her cloak," he cried, raising his hand to
her neck. "Poor angel! She has turned in falling; the string is twisted
round her throat."

Mercy removed the cloak. It dropped on the floor as the surgeon lifted
Grace in his arms. "Get a candle," he said, impatiently; "they will give
you one in the kitchen." He tried to feel the pulse: his hand trembled,
the noise and confusion in the kitchen bewildered him. "Just Heaven!"
he exclaimed. "My emotions overpower me!" Mercy approached him with the
candle. The light disclosed the frightful injury which a fragment of
the shell had inflicted on the Englishwoman's head. Surgeon Surville's
manner altered on the instant. The expression of anxiety left his face;
its professional composure covered it suddenly like a mask. What was the
object of his admiration now? An inert burden in his arms--nothing more.

The change in his face was not lost on Mercy. Her large gray eyes
watched him attentively. "Is the lady seriously wounded?" she asked.

"Don't trouble yourself to hold the light any longer," was the cool
reply. "It's all over--I can do nothing for her."

"Dead?"

Surgeon Surville nodded and shook his fist in the direction of the
outposts. "Accursed Germans!" he cried, and looked down at the dead face
on his arm, and shrugged his shoulders resignedly. "The fortune of war!"
he said as he lifted the body and placed it on the bed in one corner of
the room. "Next time, nurse, it may be you or me. Who knows? Bah! the
problem of human destiny disgusts me." He turned from the bed, and
illustrated his disgust by spitting on the fragments of the exploded
shell. "We must leave her there," he resumed. "She was once a charming
person--she is nothing now. Come away, Miss Mercy, before it is too
late."

He offered his arm to the nurse; the creaking of the baggage-wagon,
starting on its journey, was heard outside, and the shrill roll of the
drums was renewed in the distance. The retreat had begun.

Mercy drew aside the canvas, and saw the badly wounded men, left
helpless at the mercy of the enemy, on their straw beds. She refused the
offer of Monsieur Surville's arm.

"I have already told you that I shall stay here," she answered.

Monsieur Surville lifted his hands in polite remonstrance. Mercy held
back the curtain, and pointed to the cottage door.

"Go," she said. "My mind is made up."

Even at that final moment the Frenchman asserted himself. He made his
exit with unimpaired grace and dignity. "Madam," he said, "you are
sublime!" With that parting compliment the man of gallantry--true to the
last to his admiration of the sex--bowed, with his hand on his heart,
and left the cottage.

Mercy dropped the canvas over the doorway. She was alone with the dead
woman.

The last tramp of footsteps, the last rumbling of the wagon wheels, died
away in the distance. No renewal of firing from the position occupied by
the enemy disturbed the silence that followed. The Germans knew that
the French were in retreat. A few minutes more and they would take
possession of the abandoned village: the tumult of their approach
should become audible at the cottage. In the meantime the stillness was
terrible. Even the wounded wretches who were left in the kitchen waited
their fate in silence.

Alone in the room, Mercy's first look was directed to the bed.

The two women had met in the confusion of the first skirmish at the
close of twilight. Separated, on their arrival at the cottage, by the
duties required of the nurse, they had only met again in the captain's
room. The acquaintance between them had been a short one; and it had
given no promise of ripening into friendship. But the fatal accident
had roused Mercy's interest in the stranger. She took the candle, and
approached the corpse of the woman who had been literally killed at her
side.

She stood by the bed, looking down in the silence of the night at the
stillness of the dead face.

It was a striking face--once seen (in life or in death) not to be
forgotten afterward. The forehead was unusually low and broad; the eyes
unusually far apart; the mouth and chin remarkably small. With tender
hands Mercy smoothed the disheveled hair and arranged the crumpled
dress. "Not five minutes since," she thought to herself, "I was longing
to change places with _you!_" She turned from the bed with a sigh. "I
wish I could change places now!"

The silence began to oppress her. She walked slowly to the other end of
the room.

The cloak on the floor--her own cloak, which she had lent to Miss
Roseberry--attracted her attention as she passed it. She picked it up
and brushed the dust from it, and laid it across a chair. This done, she
put the light back on the table, and going to the window, listened for
the first sounds of the German advance. The faint passage of the wind
through some trees near at hand was the only sound that caught her ears.
She turned from the window, and seated herself at the table, thinking.
Was there any duty still left undone that Christian charity owed to the
dead? Was there any further service that pressed for performance in the
interval before the Germans appeared?

Mercy recalled the conversation that had passed between her ill-fated
companion and herself. Miss Roseberry had spoken of her object in
returning to England. She had mentioned a lady--a connection by
marriage, to whom she was personally a stranger--who was waiting to
receive her. Some one capable of stating how the poor creature had met
with her death ought to write to her only friend. Who was to do it?
There was nobody to do it but the one witness of the catastrophe now
left in the cottage--Mercy herself.

She lifted the cloak from the chair on which she had placed it, and took
from the pocket the leather letter-case which Grace had shown to her.
The only way of discovering the address to write to in England was to
open the case and examine the papers inside. Mercy opened the case--and
stopped, feeling a strange reluctance to carry the investigation any
farther.

A moment's consideration satisfied her that her scruples were misplaced.
If she respected the case as inviolable, the Germans would certainly not
hesitate to examine it, and the Germans would hardly trouble themselves
to write to England. Which were the fittest eyes to inspect the papers
of the deceased lady--the eyes of men and foreigners, or the eyes of her
own countrywoman? Mercy's hesitation left her. She emptied the contents
of the case on the table.

That trifling action decided the whole future course of her life.



CHAPTER IV. THE TEMPTATION.

Some letters, tied together with a ribbon, attracted Mercy's attention
first. The ink in which the addresses were written had faded with
age. The letters, directed alternately to Colonel Roseberry and to the
Honorable Mrs. Roseberry, contained a correspondence between the husband
and wife at a time when the Colonel's military duties had obliged him to
be absent from home. Mercy tied the letters up again, and passed on to
the papers that lay next in order under her hand.

These consisted of a few leaves pinned together, and headed (in a
woman's handwriting) "My Journal at Rome." A brief examination showed
that the journal had been written by Miss Roseberry, and that it was
mainly devoted to a record of the last days of her father's life.

After replacing the journal and the correspondence in the case, the one
paper left on the table was a letter. The envelope, which was unclosed,
bore this address: "Lady Janet Roy, Mablethorpe House, Kensington,
London." Mercy took the inclosure from the open envelope. The first
lines she read informed her that she had found the Colonel's letter of
introduction, presenting his daughter to her protectress on her arrival
in England.

Mercy read the letter through. It was described by the writer as the
last efforts of a dying man. Colonel Roseberry wrote affectionately
of his daughter's merits, and regretfully of her neglected
education--ascribing the latter to the pecuniary losses which had
forced him to emigrate to Canada in the character of a poor man. Fervent
expressions of gratitude followed, addressed to Lady Janet. "I owe it to
you," the letter concluded, "that I am dying with my mind at ease about
the future of my darling girl. To your generous protection I commit the
one treasure I have left to me on earth. Through your long lifetime
you have nobly used your high rank and your great fortune as a means
of doing good. I believe it will not be counted among the least of your
virtues hereafter that you comforted the last hours of an old soldier by
opening your heart and your home to his friendless child."

So the letter ended. Mercy laid it down with a heavy heart. What a
chance the poor girl had lost! A woman of rank and fortune waiting to
receive her--a woman so merciful and so generous that the father's mind
had been easy about the daughter on his deathbed--and there the daughter
lay, beyond the reach of Lady Janet's kindness, beyond the need of Lady
Janet's help!

The French captain's writing-materials were left on the table. Mercy
turned the letter over so that she might write the news of Miss
Roseberry's death on the blank page at the end. She was still
considering what expressions she should use, when the sound of
complaining voices from the next room caught her ear. The wounded men
left behind were moaning for help--the deserted soldiers were losing
their fortitude at last.

She entered the kitchen. A cry of delight welcomed her appearance--the
mere sight of her composed the men. From one straw bed to another she
passed with comforting words that gave them hope, with skilled and
tender hands that soothed their pain. They kissed the hem of her black
dress, they called her their guardian angel, as the beautiful creature
moved among them, and bent over their hard pillows her gentle,
compassionate face. "I will be with you when the Germans come," she
said, as she left them to return to her unwritten letter. "Courage, my
poor fellows! you are not deserted by your nurse."

"Courage, madam!" the men replied; "and God bless you!"

If the firing had been resumed at that moment--if a shell had struck
her dead in the act of succoring the afflicted, what Christian judgment
would have hesitated to declare that there was a place for this woman
in heaven? But if the war ended and left her still living, where was the
place for her on earth? Where were her prospects? Where was her home?

She returned to the letter. Instead, however, of seating herself to
write, she stood by the table, absently looking down at the morsel of
paper.

A strange fancy had sprung to life in her mind on re-entering the room;
she herself smiled faintly at the extravagance of it. What if she were
to ask Lady Janet Roy to let her supply Miss Roseberry's place? She had
met with Miss Roseberry under critical circumstances, and she had done
for her all that one woman could do to help another. There was in this
circumstance some little claim to notice, perhaps, if Lady Janet had no
other companion and reader in view. Suppose she ventured to plead her
own cause--what would the noble and merciful lady do? She would write
back, and say, "Send me references to your character, and I will
see what can be done." Her character! Her references! Mercy laughed
bitterly, and sat down to write in the fewest words all that was needed
from her--a plain statement of the facts.

No! Not a line could she put on the paper. That fancy of hers was not
to be dismissed at will. Her mind was perversely busy now with an
imaginative picture of the beauty of Mablethorpe House and the comfort
and elegance of the life that was led there. Once more she thought of
the chance which Miss Roseberry had lost. Unhappy creature! what a home
would have been open to her if the shell had only fallen on the side of
the window, instead of on the side of the yard!

Mercy pushed the letter away from her, and walked impatiently to and fro
in the room.

The perversity in her thoughts was not to be mastered in that way. Her
mind only abandoned one useless train of reflection to occupy itself
with another. She was now looking by anticipation at her own future.
What were her prospects (if she lived through it) when the war was over?
The experience of the past delineated with pitiless fidelity the dreary
scene. Go where she might, do what she might, it would always end in the
same way. Curiosity and admiration excited by her beauty; inquiries made
about her; the story of the past discovered; Society charitably sorry
for her; Society generously subscribing for her; and still, through all
the years of her life, the same result in the end--the shadow of the old
disgrace surrounding her as with a pestilence, isolating her among other
women, branding her, even when she had earned her pardon in the sight of
God, with the mark of an indelible disgrace in the sight of man: there
was the prospect! And she was only five-and-twenty last birthday; she
was in the prime of her health and her strength; she might live, in the
course of nature, fifty years more!

She stopped again at the bedside; she looked again at the face of the
corpse.

To what end had the shell struck the woman who had some hope in her
life, and spared the woman who had none? The words she had herself
spoken to Grace Roseberry came back to her as she thought of it. "If I
only had your chance! If I only had your reputation and your prospects!"
And there was the chance wasted! there were the enviable prospects
thrown away! It was almost maddening to contemplate that result, feeling
her own position as she felt it. In the bitter mockery of despair she
bent over the lifeless figure, and spoke to it as if it had ears to hear
her. "Oh!" she said, longingly, "if you could be Mercy Merrick, and if I
could be Grace Roseberry, _now!_"

The instant the words passed her lips she started into an erect
position. She stood by the bed with her eyes staring wildly into empty
space; with her brain in a flame; with her heart beating as if it would
stifle her. "If you could be Mercy Merrick, and if I could be Grace
Roseberry, now!" In one breathless moment the thought assumed a new
development in her mind. In one breathless moment the conviction struck
her like an electric shock. _She might be Grace Roseberry if she dared!_
There was absolutely nothing to stop her from presenting herself to Lady
Janet Roy under Grace's name and in Grace's place!

What were the risks? Where was the weak point in the scheme?

Grace had said it herself in so many words--she and Lady Janet had never
seen each other. Her friends were in Canada; her relations in England
were dead. Mercy knew the place in which she had lived--the place called
Port Logan--as well as she had known it herself. Mercy had only to read
the manuscript journal to be able to answer any questions relating to
the visit to Rome and to Colonel Roseberry's death. She had no
accomplished lady to personate: Grace had spoken herself--her father's
letter spoke also in the plainest terms--of her neglected education.
Everything, literally everything, was in the lost woman's favor. The
people with whom she had been connected in the ambulance had gone,
to return no more. Her own clothes were on Miss Roseberry at that
moment--marked with her own name. Miss Roseberry's clothes, marked with
_her_ name, were drying, at Mercy's disposal, in the next room. The way
of escape from the unendurable humiliation of her present life lay open
before her at last. What a prospect it was! A new identity, which she
might own anywhere! a new name, which was beyond reproach! a new past
life, into which all the world might search, and be welcome! Her color
rose, her eyes sparkled; she had never been so irresistibly beautiful as
she looked at the moment when the new future disclosed itself, radiant
with new hope.

She waited a minute, until she could look at her own daring project from
another point of view. Where was the harm of it? what did her conscience
say?

As to Grace, in the first place. What injury was she doing to a woman
who was dead? The question answered itself. No injury to the woman. No
injury to her relations. Her relations were dead also.

As to Lady Janet, in the second place. If she served her new mistress
faithfully, if she filled her new sphere honorably, if she was diligent
under instruction and grateful for kindness--if, in one word, she was
all that she might be and would be in the heavenly peace and security
of that new life--what injury was she doing to Lady Janet? Once more the
question answered itself. She might, and would, give Lady Janet cause to
bless the day when she first entered the house.

She snatched up Colonel Roseberry's letter, and put it into the case
with the other papers. The opportunity was before her; the chances were
all in her favor; her conscience said nothing against trying the daring
scheme. She decided then and there--"I'll do it!"

Something jarred on her finer sense, something offended her better
nature, as she put the case into the pocket of her dress. She had
decided, and yet she was not at ease; she was not quite sure of having
fairly questioned her conscience yet. What if she laid the letter-case
on the table again, and waited until her excitement had all cooled down,
and then put the contemplated project soberly on its trial before her
own sense of right and wrong?

She thought once--and hesitated. Before she could think twice, the
distant tramp of marching footsteps and the distant clatter of horses'
hoofs were wafted to her on the night air. The Germans were entering the
village! In a few minutes more they would appear in the cottage; they
would summon her to give an account of herself. There was no time for
waiting until she was composed again. Which should it be--the new life,
as Grace Roseberry? or the old life, as Mercy Merrick?

She looked for the last time at the bed. Grace's course was run; Grace's
future was at her disposal. Her resolute nature, forced to a choice
on the instant, held by the daring alternative. She persisted in the
determination to take Grace's place.

The tramping footsteps of the Germans came nearer and nearer. The voices
of the officers were audible, giving the words of command.

She seated herself at the table, waiting steadily for what was to come.

The ineradicable instinct of the sex directed her eyes to her dress,
before the Germans appeared. Looking it over to see that it was in
perfect order, her eyes fell upon the red cross on her left shoulder. In
a moment it struck her that her nurse's costume might involve her in a
needless risk. It associated her with a public position; it might lead
to inquiries at a later time, and those inquiries might betray her.

She looked round. The gray cloak which she had lent to Grace attracted
her attention. She took it up, and covered herself with it from head to
foot.

The cloak was just arranged round her when she heard the outer door
thrust open, and voices speaking in a strange tongue, and arms grounded
in the room behind her. Should she wait to be discovered? or should she
show herself of her own accord? It was less trying to such a nature as
hers to show herself than to wait. She advanced to enter the kitchen.
The canvas curtain, as she stretched out her hand to it, was suddenly
drawn back from the other side, and three men confronted her in the open
doorway.



CHAPTER V. THE GERMAN SURGEON.

THE youngest of the three strangers--judging by features, complexion,
and manner--was apparently an Englishman. He wore a military cap and
military boots, but was otherwise dressed as a civilian. Next to him
stood an officer in Prussian uniform, and next to the officer was the
third and the oldest of the party. He also was dressed in uniform, but
his appearance was far from being suggestive of the appearance of a
military man. He halted on one foot, he stooped at the shoulders, and
instead of a sword at his side he carried a stick in his hand. After
looking sharply through a large pair of tortoise-shell spectacles, first
at Mercy, then at the bed, then all round the room, he turned with
a cynical composure of manner to the Prussian officer, and broke the
silence in these words:

"A woman ill on the bed; another woman in attendance on her, and no one
else in the room. Any necessity, major, for setting a guard here?"

"No necessity," answered the major. He wheeled round on his heel and
returned to the kitchen. The German surgeon advanced a little, led by
his professional instinct, in the direction of the bedside. The young
Englishman, whose eyes had remained riveted in admiration on Mercy, drew
the canvas screen over the doorway and respectfully addressed her in the
French language.

"May I ask if I am speaking to a French lady?" he said.

"I am an Englishwoman," Mercy replied.

The surgeon heard the answer. Stopping short on his way to the bed,
he pointed to the recumbent figure on it, and said to Mercy, in good
English, spoken with a strong German accent.

"Can I be of any use there?"

His manner was ironically courteous, his harsh voice was pitched in one
sardonic monotony of tone. Mercy took an instantaneous dislike to
this hobbling, ugly old man, staring at her rudely through his great
tortoiseshell spectacles.

"You can be of no use, sir," she said, shortly. "The lady was killed
when your troops shelled this cottage."

The Englishman started, and looked compassionately toward the bed.
The German refreshed himself with a pinch of snuff, and put another
question.

"Has the body been examined by a medical man?" he asked.

Mercy ungraciously limited her reply to the one necessary word "Yes."

The present surgeon was not a man to be daunted by a lady's disapproval
of him. He went on with his questions.

"Who has examined the body?" he inquired next.

Mercy answered, "The doctor attached to the French ambulance."

The German grunted in contemptuous disapproval of all Frenchmen, and
all French institutions. The Englishman seized his first opportunity of
addressing himself to Mercy once more.

"Is the lady a countrywoman of ours?" he asked, gently.

Mercy considered before she answered him. With the object she had in
view, there might be serious reasons for speaking with extreme caution
when she spoke of Grace.

"I believe so," she said. "We met here by accident. I know nothing of
her."

"Not even her name?" inquired the German surgeon.

Mercy's resolution was hardly equal yet to giving her own name openly as
the name of Grace. She took refuge in flat denial.

"Not even her name," she repeated obstinately.

The old man stared at her more rudely than ever, considered with
himself, and took the candle from the table. He hobbled back to the bed
and examined the figure laid on it in silence. The Englishman continued
the conversation, no longer concealing the interest that he felt in the
beautiful woman who stood before him.

"Pardon me," he said, "you are very young to be alone in war-time in
such a place as this."

The sudden outbreak of a disturbance in the kitchen relieved Mercy from
any immediate necessity for answering him. She heard the voices of the
wounded men raised in feeble remonstrance, and the harsh command of the
foreign officers bidding them be silent. The generous instincts of the
woman instantly prevailed over every personal consideration imposed on
her by the position which she had assumed. Reckless whether she betrayed
herself or not as nurse in the French ambulance, she instantly drew
aside the canvas to enter the kitchen. A German sentinel barred the
way to her, and announced, in his own language, that no strangers were
admitted. The Englishman politely interposing, asked if she had any
special object in wishing to enter the room.

"The poor Frenchmen!" she said, earnestly, her heart upbraiding her for
having forgotten them. "The poor wounded Frenchmen!"

The German surgeon advanced from the bedside, and took the matter up
before the Englishman could say a word more.

"You have nothing to do with the wounded Frenchmen," he croaked, in the
harshest notes of his voice. "The wounded Frenchmen are my business, and
not yours. They are _our_ prisoners, and they are being moved to _our_
ambulance. I am Ingatius Wetzel, chief of the medical staff--and I tell
you this. Hold your tongue." He turned to the sentinel and added in
German, "Draw the curtain again; and if the woman persists, put her back
into this room with your own hand."

Mercy attempted to remonstrate. The Englishman respectfully took her
arm, and drew her out of the sentinel's reach.

"It is useless to resist," he said. "The German discipline never gives
way. There is not the least need to be uneasy about the Frenchmen. The
ambulance under Surgeon Wetzel is admirably administered. I answer for
it, the men will be well treated." He saw the tears in her eyes as he
spoke; his admiration for her rose higher and higher. "Kind as well as
beautiful," he thought. "What a charming creature!"

"Well!" said Ignatius Wetzel, eying Mercy sternly through his
spectacles. "Are you satisfied? And will you hold your tongue?"

She yielded: it was plainly useless to resist. But for the surgeon's
resistance, her devotion to the wounded men might have stopped her
on the downward way that she was going. If she could only have been
absorbed again, mind and body, in her good work as a nurse, the
temptation might even yet have found her strong enough to resist it. The
fatal severity of the German discipline had snapped asunder the last tie
that bound her to her better self. Her face hardened as she walked away
proudly from Surgeon Wetzel, and took a chair.

The Englishman followed her, and reverted to the question of her present
situation in the cottage.

"Don't suppose that I want to alarm you," he said. "There is, I repeat,
no need to be anxious about the Frenchmen, but there is serious reason
for anxiety on your own account. The action will be renewed round this
village by daylight; you ought really to be in a place of safety. I am
an officer in the English army--my name is Horace Holmcroft. I shall be
delighted to be of use to you, and I _can_ be of use, if you will let
me. May I ask if you are traveling?"

Mercy gathered the cloak which concealed her nurse's dress more closely
round her, and committed herself silently to her first overt act of
deception. She bowed her head in the affirmative.

"Are you on your way to England?"

"Yes."

"In that case I can pass you through the German lines, and forward you
at once on your journey."

Mercy looked at him in unconcealed surprise. His strongly-felt interest
in her was restrained within the strictest limits of good-breeding: he
was unmistakably a gentleman. Did he really mean what he had just said?

"You can pass me through the German lines?" she repeated. "You must
possess extraordinary influence, sir, to be able to do that."

Mr. Horace Holmcroft smiled.

"I possess the influence that no one can resist," he answered--"the
influence of the Press. I am serving here as war correspondent of one of
our great English newspapers. If I ask him, the commanding officer will
grant you a pass. He is close to this cottage. What do you say?"

She summoned her resolution--not without difficulty, even now--and took
him at his word.

"I gratefully accept your offer, sir."

He advanced a step toward the kitchen, and stopped.

"It may be well to make the application as privately as possible," he
said. "I shall be questioned if I pass through that room. Is there no
other way out of the cottage?"

Mercy showed him the door leading into the yard. He bowed--and left her.

She looked furtively toward the German surgeon. Ignatius Wetzel was
still at the bed, bending over the body, and apparently absorbed in
examining the wound which had been inflicted by the shell. Mercy's
instinctive aversion to the old man increased tenfold, now that she was
left alone with him. She withdrew uneasily to the window, and looked out
at the moonlight.

Had she committed herself to the fraud? Hardly, yet. She had committed
herself to returning to England--nothing more. There was no necessity,
thus far, which forced her to present herself at Mablethorpe House, in
Grace's place. There was still time to reconsider her resolution--still
time to write the account of the accident, as she had proposed, and
to send it with the letter-case to Lady Janet Roy. Suppose she finally
decided on taking this course, what was to become of her when she found
herself in England again? There was no alternative open but to apply
once more to her friend the matron. There was nothing for her to do but
to return to the Refuge!

The Refuge! The matron! What past association with these two was now
presenting itself uninvited, and taking the foremost place in her mind?
Of whom was she now thinking, in that strange place, and at that crisis
in her life? Of the man whose words had found their way to her heart,
whose influence had strengthened and comforted her, in the chapel of
the Refuge. One of the finest passages in his sermon had been especially
devoted by Julian Gray to warning the congregation whom he addressed
against the degrading influences of falsehood and deceit. The terms
in which he had appealed to the miserable women round him--terms of
sympathy and encouragement never addressed to them before--came back to
Mercy Merrick as if she had heard them an hour since. She turned deadly
pale as they now pleaded with her once more. "Oh!" she whispered to
herself, as she thought of what she had proposed and planned, "what have
I done? what have I done?"

She turned from the window with some vague idea in her mind of following
Mr. Holmcroft and calling him back. As she faced the bed again she also
confronted Ignatius Wetzel. He was just stepping forward to speak to
her, with a white handkerchief--the handkerchief which she had lent to
Grace--held up in his hand.

"I have found this in her pocket," he said. "Here is her name written on
it. She must be a countrywoman of yours." He read the letters marked on
the handkerchief with some difficulty. "Her name is--Mercy Merrick."

_His_ lips had said it--not hers! _He_ had given her the name.

"'Mercy Merrick' is an English name?" pursued Ignatius Wetzel, with his
eyes steadily fixed on her. "Is it not so?"

The hold on her mind of the past association with Julian Gray began to
relax. One present and pressing question now possessed itself of the
foremost place in her thoughts. Should she correct the error into which
the German had fallen? The time had come--to speak, and assert her own
identity; or to be silent, and commit herself to the fraud.

Horace Holmcroft entered the room again at the moment when Surgeon
Wetzel's staring eyes were still fastened on her, waiting for her reply.

"I have not overrated my interest," he said, pointing to a little slip
of paper in his hand. "Here is the pass. Have you got pen and ink? I
must fill up the form."

Mercy pointed to the writing materials on the table. Horace seated
himself, and dipped the pen in the ink.

"Pray don't think that I wish to intrude myself into your affairs," he
said. "I am obliged to ask you one or two plain questions. What is your
name?"

A sudden trembling seized her. She supported herself against the foot
of the bed. Her whole future existence depended on her answer. She was
incapable of uttering a word.

Ignatius Wetzel stood her friend for once. His croaking voice filled
the empty gap of silence exactly at the right time. He doggedly held the
handkerchief under her eyes. He obstinately repeated: "Mercy Merrick is
an English name. Is it not so?"

Horace Holmcroft looked up from the table. "Mercy Merrick?" he said.
"Who is Mercy Merrick?"

Surgeon Wetzel pointed to the corpse on the bed.

"I have found the name on the handkerchief," he said. "This lady,
it seems, had not curiosity enough to look for the name of her own
countrywoman." He made that mocking allusion to Mercy with a tone which
was almost a tone of suspicion, and a look which was almost a look of
contempt. Her quick temper instantly resented the discourtesy of which
she had been made the object. The irritation of the moment--so often
do the most trifling motives determine the most serious human
actions--decided her on the course that she should pursue. She turned
her back scornfully on the rude old man, and left him in the delusion
that he had discovered the dead woman's name.

Horace returned to the business of filling up the form. "Pardon me for
pressing the question," he said. "You know what German discipline is by
this time. What is your name?"

She answered him recklessly, defiantly, without fairly realizing what
she was doing until it was done.

"Grace Roseberry," she said.

The words were hardly out of her mouth before she would have given
everything she possessed in the world to recall them.

"Miss?" asked Horace, smiling.

She could only answer him by bowing her head.

He wrote: "Miss Grace Roseberry"--reflected for a moment--and then
added, interrogatively, "Returning to her friends in England?" Her
friends in England? Mercy's heart swelled: she silently replied by
another sign. He wrote the words after the name, and shook the sandbox
over the wet ink. "That will be enough," he said, rising and presenting
the pass to Mercy; "I will see you through the lines myself, and arrange
for your being sent on by the railway. Where is your luggage?"

Mercy pointed toward the front door of the building. "In a shed outside
the cottage," she answered. "It is not much; I can do everything for
myself if the sentinel will let me pass through the kitchen."

Horace pointed to the paper in her hand. "You can go where you like
now," he said. "Shall I wait for you here or outside?"

Mercy glanced distrustfully at Ignatius Wetzel. He was again absorbed
in his endless examination of the body on the bed. If she left him alone
with Mr. Holmcroft, there was no knowing what the hateful old man might
not say of her. She answered:

"Wait for me outside, if you please."

The sentinel drew back with a military salute at the sight of the pass.
All the French prisoners had been removed; there were not more than
half-a-dozen Germans in the kitchen, and the greater part of them were
asleep. Mercy took Grace Roseberry's clothes from the corner in which
they had been left to dry, and made for the shed--a rough structure of
wood, built out from the cottage wall. At the front door she encountered
a second sentinel, and showed her pass for the second time. She spoke
to this man, asking him if he understood French. He answered that he
understood a little. Mercy gave him a piece of money, and said: "I am
going to pack up my luggage in the shed. Be kind enough to see that
nobody disturbs me." The sentinel saluted, in token that he understood.
Mercy disappeared in the dark interior of the shed.

Left alone with Surgeon Wetzel, Horace noticed the strange old man still
bending intently over the English lady who had been killed by the shell.

"Anything remarkable," he asked, "in the manner of that poor creature's
death?"

"Nothing to put in a newspaper," retorted the cynic, pursuing his
investigations as attentively as ever.

"Interesting to a doctor--eh?" said Horace.

"Yes. Interesting to a doctor," was the gruff reply.

Horace good-humoredly accepted the hint implied in those words. He
quitted the room by the door leading into the yard, and waited for the
charming Englishwoman, as he had been instructed, outside the cottage.

Left by himself, Ignatius Wetzel, after a first cautious look all round
him, opened the upper part of Grace's dress, and laid his left hand on
her heart. Taking a little steel instrument from his waistcoat pocket
with the other hand, he applied it carefully to the wound, raised a
morsel of the broken and depressed bone of the skull, and waited for the
result. "Aha!" he cried, addressing with a terrible gayety the
senseless creature under his hands. "The Frenchman says you are dead,
my dear--does he? The Frenchman is a Quack! The Frenchman is an Ass!"
He lifted his head, and called into the kitchen. "Max!" A sleepy young
German, covered with a dresser's apron from his chin to his feet, drew
the curtain, and waited for his instructions. "Bring me my black bag,"
said Ignatius Wetzel. Having given that order, he rubbed his hands
cheerfully, and shook himself like a dog. "Now I am quite happy,"
croaked the terrible old man, with his fierce eyes leering sidelong
at the bed. "My dear, dead Englishwoman, I would not have missed this
meeting with you for all the money I have in the world. Ha! you infernal
French Quack, you call it death, do you? I call it suspended animation
from pressure on the brain!"

Max appeared with the black bag.

Ignatius Wetzel selected two fearful instruments, bright and new, and
hugged them to his bosom. "My little boys," he said, tenderly, as if
they were his children; "my blessed little boys, come to work!" He
turned to the assistant. "Do you remember the battle of Solferino,
Max--and the Austrian soldier I operated on for a wound on the head?"

The assistant's sleepy eyes opened wide; he was evidently interested. "I
remember," he said. "I held the candle."

The master led the way to the bed.

"I am not satisfied with the result of that operation at Solferino," he
said; "I have wanted to try again ever since. It's true that I saved the
man's life, but I failed to give him back his reason along with it. It
might have been something wrong in the operation, or it might have been
something wrong in the man. Whichever it was, he will live and die mad.
Now look here, my little Max, at this dear young lady on the bed. She
gives me just what I wanted; here is the case at Solferino once more.
You shall hold the candle again, my good boy; stand there, and look with
all your eyes. I am going to try if I can save the life and the reason
too this time."

He tucked up the cuffs of his coat and began the operation. As his
fearful instruments touched Grace's head, the voice of the sentinel at
the nearest outpost was heard, giving the word in German which permitted
Mercy to take the first step on her journey to England:

"Pass the English lady!"

The operation proceeded. The voice of the sentinel at the next post was
heard more faintly, in its turn: "Pass the English lady!"

The operation ended. Ignatius Wetzel held up his hand for silence and
put his ear close to the patient's mouth.

The first trembling breath of returning life fluttered over Grace
Roseberry's lips and touched the old man's wrinkled cheek. "Aha!" he
cried. "Good girl! you breathe--you live!" As he spoke, the voice of the
sentinel at the final limit of the German lines (barely audible in the
distance) gave the word for the last time:

"Pass the English lady!"




SECOND SCENE.--Mablethorpe House.

PREAMBLE.

THE place is England.

The time is winter, in the year eighteen hundred and seventy.

The persons are, Julian Gray, Horace Holmcroft, Lady Janet Roy, Grace
Roseberry, and Mercy Merrick.



CHAPTER VI. LADY JANET'S COMPANION.

IT is a glorious winter's day. The sky is clear, the frost is hard, the
ice bears for skating.

The dining-room of the ancient mansion called Mablethorpe House,
situated in the London suburb of Kensington, is famous among artists
and other persons of taste for the carved wood-work, of Italian origin,
which covers the walls on three sides. On the fourth side the march of
modern improvement has broken in, and has va ried and brightened the
scene by means of a conservatory, forming an entrance to the room
through a winter-garden of rare plants and flowers. On your right hand,
as you stand fronting the conservatory, the monotony of the paneled wall
is relieved by a quaintly patterned door of old inlaid wood, leading
into the library, and thence, across the great hall, to the other
reception-rooms of the house. A corresponding door on the left hand
gives access to the billiard-room, to the smoking-room next to it,
and to a smaller hall commanding one of the secondary entrances to the
building. On the left side also is the ample fireplace, surmounted by
its marble mantelpiece, carved in the profusely and confusedly ornate
style of eighty years since. To the educated eye the dining-room, with
its modern furniture and conservatory, its ancient walls and doors,
and its lofty mantelpiece (neither very old nor very new), presents a
startling, almost a revolutionary, mixture of the decorative workmanship
of widely differing schools. To the ignorant eye the one result
produced is an impression of perfect luxury and comfort, united in the
friendliest combination, and developed on the largest scale.

The clock has just struck two. The table is spread for luncheon.

The persons seated at the table are three in number. First, Lady Janet
Roy. Second, a young lady who is her reader and companion. Third, a
guest staying in the house, who has already appeared in these pages
under the name of Horace Holmcroft--attached to the German army as war
correspondent of an English newspaper.

Lady Janet Roy needs but little introduction. Everybody with the
slightest pretension to experience in London society knows Lady Janet
Roy.

Who has not heard of her old lace and her priceless rubies? Who has not
admired her commanding figure, her beautifully dressed white hair, her
wonderful black eyes, which still preserve their youthful brightness,
after first opening on the world seventy years since? Who has not felt
the charm of her frank, easily flowing talk, her inexhaustible spirits,
her good-humored, gracious sociability of manner? Where is the modern
hermit who is not familiarly acquainted, by hearsay at least, with
the fantastic novelty and humor of her opinions; with her generous
encouragement of rising merit of any sort, in all ranks, high or low;
with her charities, which know no distinction between abroad and at
home; with her large indulgence, which no ingratitude can discourage,
and no servility pervert? Everybody has heard of the popular old
lady--the childless widow of a long-forgotten lord. Everybody knows Lady
Janet Roy.

But who knows the handsome young woman sitting on her right hand,
playing with her luncheon instead of eating it? Nobody really knows her.

She is prettily dressed in gray poplin, trimmed with gray velvet, and
set off by a ribbon of deep red tied in a bow at the throat. She is
nearly as tall as Lady Janet herself, and possesses a grace and beauty
of figure not always seen in women who rise above the medium height.
Judging by a certain innate grandeur in the carriage of her head and in
the expression of her large melancholy gray eyes, believers in blood and
breeding will be apt to guess that this is another noble lady. Alas! she
is nothing but Lady Janet's companion and reader. Her head, crowned with
its lovely light brown hair, bends with a gentle respect when Lady Janet
speaks. Her fine firm hand is easily and incessantly watchful to supply
Lady Janet's slightest wants. The old lady--affectionately familiar
with her--speaks to her as she might speak to an adopted child. But the
gratitude of the beautiful companion has always the same restraint in
its acknowledgment of kindness; the smile of the beautiful companion
has always the same underlying sadness when it responds to Lady Janet's
hearty laugh. Is there something wrong here, under the surface? Is she
suffering in mind, or suffering in body? What is the matter with her?

The matter with her is secret remorse. This delicate and beautiful
creature pines under the slow torment of constant self-reproach.

To the mistress of the house, and to all who inhabit it or enter it,
she is known as Grace Roseberry, the orphan relative by marriage of Lady
Janet Roy. To herself alone she is known as the outcast of the London
streets; the inmate of the London Refuge; the lost woman who has stolen
her way back--after vainly trying to fight her way back--to Home and
Name. There she sits in the grim shadow of her own terrible secret,
disguised in another person's identity, and established in another
person's place. Mercy Merrick had only to dare, and to become Grace
Roseberry if she pleased. She has dared, and she has been Grace
Roseberry for nearly four months past.

At this moment, while Lady Janet is talking to Horace Holmcroft,
something that has passed between them has set her thinking of the day
when she took the first fatal step which committed her to the fraud.

How marvelously easy of accomplishment the act of personation had been!
At first sight Lady Janet had yielded to the fascination of the noble
and interesting face. No need to present the stolen letter; no need
to repeat the ready-made story. The old lady had put the letter aside
unopened, and had stopped the story at the first words. "Your face is
your introduction, my dear; your father can say nothing for you which
you have not already said for yourself." There was the welcome which
established her firmly in her false identity at the outset. Thanks
to her own experience, and thanks to the "Journal" of events at
Rome, questions about her life in Canada and questions about Colonel
Roseberry's illness found her ready with answers which (even if
suspicion had existed) would have disarmed suspicion on the spot. While
the true Grace was slowly and painfully winning her way back to life
on her bed in a German hospital, the false Grace was presented to
Lady Janet's friends as the relative by marriage of the Mistress of
Mablethorpe House. From that time forward nothing had happened to rouse
in her the faintest suspicion that Grace Roseberry was other than a
dead-and-buried woman. So far as she now knew--so far as any one now
knew--she might live out her life in perfect security (if her conscience
would let her), respected, distinguished, and beloved, in the position
which she had usurped.



She rose abruptly from the table. The effort of her life was to shake
herself free of the remembrances which haunted her perpetually as they
were haunting her now. Her memory was her worst enemy; her one refuge
from it was in change of occupation and change of scene.

"May I go into the conservatory, Lady Janet?" she asked.

"Certainly, my dear."

She bent her head to her protectress, looked for a moment with a steady,
compassionate attention at Horace Holmcroft, and, slowly crossing the
room, entered the winter-garden. The eyes of Horace followed her, as
long as she was in view, with a curious contradictory expression
of admiration and disapproval. When she had passed out of sight the
admiration vanished, but the disapproval remained. The face of the young
man contracted into a frown: he sat silent, with his fork in his hand,
playing absently with the fragments on his plate.

"Take some French pie, Horace," said Lady Janet.

"No, thank you."

"Some more chicken, then?"

"No more chicken."

"Will nothing tempt you?"

"I will take some more wine, if you will allow me."

He filled his glass (for the fifth or sixth time) with claret, and
emptied it sullenly at a draught. Lady Janet's bright eyes watched him
with sardonic attention; Lady Janet's ready tongue spoke out as freely
as usual what was passing in her mind at the time.

"The air of Kensington doesn't seem to suit you, my young friend," she
said. "The longer you have been my guest, the oftener you fill your
glass and empty your cigar-case. Those are bad signs in a young man.
When you first came here you arrived invalided by a wound. In your
place, I should not have exposed myself to be shot, with no other
object in view than describing a battle in a newspaper. I suppose tastes
differ. Are you ill? Does your wound still plague you?"

"Not in the least."

"Are you out of spirits?"

Horace Holmcroft dropped his fork, rested his elbows on the table, and
answered:

"Awfully."

Even Lady Janet's large toleration had its limits. It embraced every
human offense except a breach of good manners. She snatched up the
nearest weapon of correction at hand--a tablespoon--and rapped her young
friend smartly with it on the arm that was nearest to her.

"My table is not the club table," said the old lady. "Hold up your head.
Don't look at your fork--look at me. I allow nobody to be out of spirits
in My house. I consider it to be a reflection on Me. If our quiet life
here doesn't suit you, say so plainly, and find something else to do.
There is employment to be had, I suppose--if you choose to apply for it?
You needn't smile. I don't want to see your teeth--I want an answer."

Horace admitted, with all needful gravity, that there was employment to
be had. The war between France and Germany, he remarked, was still going
on: the newspaper had offered to employ him again in the capacity of
correspondent.

"Don't speak of the newspapers and the war!" cried Lady Janet, with a
sudden explosion of anger, which was genuine anger this time. "I detest
the newspapers! I won't allow the newspapers to enter this house. I lay
the whole blame of the blood shed between France and Germany at their
door."

Horace's eyes opened wide in amazement. The old lady was evidently in
earnest. "What can you possibly mean?" he asked. "Are the newspapers
responsible for the war?"

"Entirely responsible," answered Lady Janet. "Why, you don't understand
the age you live in! Does anybody do anything nowadays (fighting
included) without wishing to see it in the newspapers? _I_ subscribe
to a charity; _thou_ art presented with a testimonial; _he_ preaches a
sermon; _we_ suffer a grievance; _you_ make a discovery; _they_ go to
church and get married. And I, thou, he; we, you, they, all want one and
the same thing--we want to see it in the papers. Are kings, soldiers,
and diplomatists exceptions to the general rule of humanity? Not they! I
tell you seriously, if the newspapers of Europe had one and all decided
not to take the smallest notice in print of the war between France and
Germany, it is my firm conviction the war would have come to an end for
want of encouragement long since. Let the pen cease to advertise the
sword, and I, for one, can see the result. No report--no fighting."

"Your views have the merit of perfect novelty, ma'am," said Horace.
"Would you object to see them in the newspapers?"

Lady Janet worsted her young friend with his own weapons.

"Don't I live in the latter part of the nineteenth century?" she asked.
"In the newspapers, did you say? In large type, Horace, if you love me!"

Horace changed the subject.

"You blame me for being out of spirits," he said; "and you seem to think
it is because I am tired of my pleasant life at Mablethorpe House. I am
not in the least tired, Lady Janet." He looked toward the conservatory:
the frown showed itself on his face once more. "The truth is," he
resumed, "I am not satisfied with Grace Roseberry."

"What has Grace done?"

"She persists in prolonging our engagement. Nothing will persuade her to
fix the day for our marriage."

It was true! Mercy had been mad enough to listen to him, and to
love him. But Mercy was not vile enough to marry him under her false
character, and in her false name. Between three and four months had
elapsed since Horace had been sent home from the war, wounded, and
had found the beautiful Englishwoman whom he had befriended in France
established at Mablethorpe House. Invited to become Lady Janet's
guest (he had passed his holidays as a school-boy under Lady Janet's
roof)--free to spend the idle time of his convalescence from morning to
night in Mercy's society--the impression originally produced on him in
a French cottage soon strengthened into love. Before the month was out
Horace had declared himself, and had discovered that he spoke to willing
ears. From that moment it was only a question of persisting long
enough in the resolution to gain his point. The marriage engagement was
ratified--most reluctantly on the lady's side--and there the further
progress of Horace Holmcroft's suit came to an end. Try as he might, he
failed to persuade his betrothed wife to fix the day for the marriage.
There were no obstacles in her way. She had no near relations of her own
to consult. As a connection of Lady Janet's by marriage, Horace's mother
and sisters were ready to receive her with all the honors due to a new
member of the family. No pecuniary considerations made it necessary, in
this case, to wait for a favorable time. Horace was an only son; and he
had succeeded to his father's estate with an ample income to support
it. On both sides alike there was absolutely nothing to prevent the
two young people from being married as soon as the settlements could
be drawn. And yet, to all appearance, here was a long engagement
in prospect, with no better reason than the lady's incomprehensible
perversity to explain the delay. "Can you account for Grace's conduct?"
asked Lady Janet. Her manner changed as she put the question. She looked
and spoke like a person who was perplexed and annoyed.

"I hardly like to own it," Horace answered, "but I am afraid she has
some motive for deferring our marriage which she cannot confide either
to you or to me."

Lady Janet started.

"What makes you think that?" she asked.

"I have once or twice caught her in tears. Every now and then--sometimes
when she is talking quite gayly--she suddenly changes color and becomes
silent and depressed. Just now, when she left the table (didn't you
notice it?), she looked at me in the strangest way--almost as if she was
sorry for me. What do these things mean?"

Horace's reply, instead of increasing Lady Janet's anxiety, seemed to
relieve it. He had observed nothing which she had not noticed herself.
"You foolish boy!" she said, "the meaning is plain enough. Grace has
been out of health for some time past. The doctor recommends change of
air. I shall take her away with me."

"It would be more to the purpose," Horace rejoined, "if I took her away
with me. She might consent, if you would only use your influence. Is
it asking too much to ask you to persuade her? My mother and my sisters
have written to her, and have produced no effect. Do me the greatest of
all kindnesses--speak to her to-day!" He paused, and possessing himself
of Lady Janet's hand, pressed it entreatingly. "You have always been so
good to me," he said, softly, and pressed it again.

The old lady looked at him. It was impossible to dispute that there were
attractions in Horace Holmcroft's face which made it well worth looking
at. Many a woman might have envied him his clear complexion, his
bright blue eyes, and the warm amber tint in his light Saxon hair.
Men--especially men skilled in observing physiognomy--might have noticed
in the shape of his forehead and in the line of his upper lip the signs
indicative of a moral nature deficient in largeness and breadth--of
a mind easily accessible to strong prejudices, and obstinate in
maintaining those prejudices in the face of conviction itself.

To the observation of women these remote defects were too far below
the surface to be visible. He charmed the sex in general by his rare
personal advantages, and by the graceful deference of his manner. To
Lady Janet he was endeared, not by his own merits only, but by old
associations that were connected with him. His father had been one of
her many admirers in her young days. Circumstances had parted them. Her
marriage to another man had been a childless marriage. In past times,
when the boy Horace had come to her from school, she had cherished a
secret fancy (too absurd to be communicated to any living creature) that
he ought to have been _her_ son, and might have been her son, if she had
married his father! She smiled charmingly, old as she was--she yielded
as his mother might have yielded--when the young man took her hand and
entreated her to interest herself in his marriage. "Must I really speak
to Grace?" she asked, with a gentleness of tone and manner far from
characteristic, on ordinary occasions, of the lady of Mablethorpe House.
Horace saw that he had gained his point. He sprang to his feet; his eyes
turned eagerly in the direction of the conservatory; his handsome face
was radiant with hope. Lady Janet (with her mind full of his father)
stole a last look at him, sighed as she thought of the vanished days,
and recovered herself.

"Go to the smoking-room," she said, giving him a push toward the door.
"Away with you, and cultivate the favorite vice of the nineteenth
century." Horace attempted to express his gratitude. "Go and smoke!" was
all she said, pushing him out. "Go and smoke!"

Left by herself, Lady Janet took a turn in the room, and considered a
little.

Horace's discontent was not unreasonable. There was really no excuse for
the delay of which he complained. Whether the young lady had a special
motive for hanging back, or whether she was merely fretting because she
did not know her own mind, it was, in either case, necessary to come to
a distinct understanding, sooner or later, on the serious question of
the marriage. The difficulty was, how to approach the subject without
giving offense. "I don't understand the young women of the present
generation," thought Lady Janet. "In my time, when we were fond of a
man, we were ready to marry him at a moment's notice. And this is an age
of progress! They ought to be readier still."

Arriving, by her own process of induction, at this inevitable
conclusion, she decided to try what her influence could accomplish, and
to trust to the inspiration of the moment for exerting it in the right
way. "Grace!" she called out, approaching the conservatory door.
The tall, lithe figure in its gray dress glided into view, and stood
relieved against the green background of the winter-garden.

"Did your ladyship call me?"

"Yes; I want to speak to you. Come and sit down by me."

With those words Lady Janet led the way to a sofa, and placed her
companion by her side.



CHAPTER VII. THE MAN IS COMING.

"You look very pale this morning, my child."

Mercy sighed wearily. "I am not well," she answered. "The slightest
noises startle me. I feel tired if I only walk across the room."

Lady Janet patted her kindly on the shoulder. "We must try what a change
will do for you. Which shall it be? the Continent or the sea-side?"

"Your ladyship is too kind to me."

"It is impossible to be too kind to you."

Mercy started. The color flowed charmingly over her pale face. "Oh!" she
exclaimed, impulsively. "Say that again!"

"Say it again?" repeated Lady Janet, with a look of surprise.

"Yes! Don't think me presuming; only think me vain. I can't hear you say
too often that you have learned to like me. Is it really a pleasure to
you to have me in the house? Have I always behaved well since I have
been with you?"

(The one excuse for the act of personation--if excuse there could
be--lay in the affirmative answer to those questions. It would be
something, surely, to say of the false Grace that the true Grace could
not have been worthier of her welcome, if the true Grace had been
received at Mablethorpe House!)

Lady Janet was partly touched, partly amused, by the extraordinary
earnestness of the appeal that had been made to her.

"Have you behaved well?" she repeated. "My dear, you talk as if you were
a child!" She laid her hand caressingly on Mercy's arm, and continued,
in a graver tone: "It is hardly too much to say, Grace, that I bless the
day when you first came to me. I do believe I could be hardly fonder of
you if you were my own daughter."

Mercy suddenly turned her head aside, so as to hide her face. Lady
Janet, still touching her arm, felt it tremble. "What is the matter with
you?" she asked, in her abrupt, downright manner.

"I am only very grateful to your ladyship--that is all." The words were
spoken faintly, in broken tones. The face was still averted from Lady
Janet's view. "What have I said to provoke this?" wondered the old lady.
"Is she in the melting mood to-day? If she is, now is the time to say
a word for Horace!" Keeping that excellent object in view, Lady Janet
approached the delicate topic with all needful caution at starting.

"We have got on so well together," she resumed, "that it will not be
easy for either of us to feel reconciled to a change in our lives. At
my age, it will fall hardest on me. What shall I do, Grace, when the day
comes for parting with my adopted daughter?"

Mercy started, and showed her face again. The traces of tears were in
her eyes. "Why should I leave you?" she asked, in a tone of alarm.

"Surely you know!" exclaimed Lady Janet.

"Indeed I don't. Tell me why."

"Ask Horace to tell you."

The last allusion was too plain to be misunderstood. Mercy's head
drooped. She began to tremble again. Lady Janet looked at her in blank
amazement.

"Is there anything wrong between Horace and you?" she asked.

"No."

"You know your own heart, my dear child? You have surely not encouraged
Horace without loving him?"

"Oh no!"

"And yet--"

For the first time in their experience of each other Mercy ventured to
interrupt her benefactress. "Dear Lady Janet," she interposed, gently,
"I am in no hurry to be married. There will be plenty of time in the
future to talk of that. You had something you wished to say to me. What
is it?"

It was no easy matter to disconcert Lady Janet Roy. But that last
question fairly reduced her to silence. After all that had passed,
there sat her young companion, innocent of the faintest suspicion of the
subject that was to be discussed between them! "What are the young women
of the present time made of?" thought the old lady, utterly at a loss to
know what to say next. Mercy waited, on her side, with an impenetrable
patience which only aggravated the difficulties of the position. The
silence was fast threatening to bring the interview to a sudden and
untimely end, when the door from the library opened, and a man-servant,
bearing a little silver salver, entered the room.

Lady Janet's rising sense of annoyance instantly seized on the servant
as a victim. "What do you want?" she asked, sharply. "I never rang for
you."

"A letter, my lady. The messenger waits for an answer."

The man presented his salver with the letter on it, and withdrew.

Lady Janet recognized the handwriting on the address with a look
of surprise. "Excuse me, my dear," she said, pausing, with her
old-fashioned courtesy, before she opened the envelope. Mercy made the
necessary acknowledgment, and moved away to the other end of the room,
little thinking that the arrival of the letter marked a crisis in her
life. Lady Janet put on her spectacles. "Odd that he should have come
back already!" she said to herself, as she threw the empty envelope on
the table.

The letter contained these lines, the writer of them being no other than
the man who had preached in the chapel of the Refuge:

"DEAR AUNT--I am back again in London before my time. My friend the
rector has shortened his holiday, and has resumed his duties in the
country. I am afraid you will blame me when you hear of the reasons
which have hastened his return. The sooner I make my confession, the
easier I shall feel. Besides, I have a special object in wishing to see
you as soon as possible. May I follow my letter to Mablethorpe House?
And may I present a lady to you--a perfect stranger--in whom I am
interested? Pray say Yes, by the bearer, and oblige your affectionate
nephew,

"JULIAN GRAY."


Lady Janet referred again suspiciously to the sentence in the letter
which alluded to the "lady."

Julian Gray was her only surviving nephew, the son of a favorite sister
whom she had lost. He would have held no very exalted position in the
estimation of his aunt--who regarded his views in politics and religion
with the strongest aversion--but for his marked resemblance to his
mother. This pleaded for him with the old lady, aided as it was by the
pride that she secretly felt in the early celebrity which the young
clergyman had achieved as a writer and a preacher. Thanks to these
mitigating circumstances, and to Julian's inexhaustible good-humor, the
aunt and the nephew generally met on friendly terms. Apart from what
she called "his detestable opinions," Lady Janet was sufficiently
interested in Julian to feel some curiosity about the mysterious "lady"
mentioned in the letter. Had he determined to settle in life? Was his
choice already made? And if so, would it prove to be a choice acceptable
to the family? Lady Janet's bright face showed signs of doubt as she
asked herself that last question. Julian's liberal views were capable of
leading him to dangerous extremes. His aunt shook her head ominously as
she rose from the sofa and advanced to the library door.

"Grace," she said, pausing and turning round, "I have a note to write to
my nephew. I shall be back directly."

Mercy approached her, from the opposite extremity of the room, with an
exclamation of surprise.

"Your nephew?" she repeated. "Your ladyship never told me you had a
nephew."

Lady Janet laughed. "I must have had it on the tip of my tongue to tell
you, over and over again," she said. "But we have had so many things to
talk about--and, to own the truth, my nephew is not one of my favorite
subjects of conversation. I don't mean that I dislike him; I detest
his principles, my dear, that's all. However, you shall form your own
opinion of him; he is coming to see me to-day. Wait here till I return;
I have something more to say about Horace."

Mercy opened the library door for her, closed it again, and walked
slowly to and fro alone in the room, thinking.

Was her mind running on Lady Janet's nephew? No. Lady Janet's brief
allusion to her relative had not led her into alluding to him by his
name. Mercy was still as ignorant as ever that the preacher at the
Refuge and the nephew of her benefactress were one and the same man. Her
memory was busy now with the tribute which Lady Janet had paid to her at
the outset of the interview between them: "It is hardly too much to say,
Grace, that I bless the day when you first came to me." For the moment
there was balm for her wounded spirit in the remembrance of those words.
Grace Roseberry herself could surely have earned no sweeter praise than
the praise that she had won. The next instant she was seized with a
sudden horror of her own successful fraud. The sense of her degradation
had never been so bitterly present to her as at that moment. If she
could only confess the truth--if she could innocently enjoy her harmless
life at Mablethorpe House--what a grateful, happy woman she might be!
Was it possible (if she made the confession) to trust to her own good
conduct to plead her excuse? No! Her calmer sense warned her that it
was hopeless. The place she had won--honestly won--in Lady Janet's
estimation had been obtained by a trick. Nothing could alter, nothing
could excuse, _that_. She took out her handkerchief and dashed away
the useless tears that had gathered in her eyes, and tried to turn her
thoughts some other way. What was it Lady Janet had said on going into
the library? She had said she was coming back to speak about Horace.
Mercy guessed what the object was; she knew but too well what Horace
wanted of her. How was she to meet the emergency? In the name of Heaven,
what was to be done? Could she let the man who loved her--the man whom
she loved--drift blindfold into marriage with such a woman as she had
been? No! it was her duty to warn him. How? Could she break his heart,
could she lay his life waste by speaking the cruel words which might
part them forever? "I can't tell him! I won't tell him!" she burst
out, passionately. "The disgrace of it would kill me!" Her varying mood
changed as the words escaped her. A reckless defiance of her own better
nature--that saddest of all the forms in which a woman's misery can
express itself--filled her heart with its poisoning bitterness. She sat
down again on the sofa with eyes that glittered and cheeks suffused with
an angry red. "I am no worse than another woman!" she thought. "Another
woman might have married him for his money." The next moment the
miserable insufficiency of her own excuse for deceiving him showed its
hollowness, self-exposed. She covered her face with her hands, and
found refuge--where she had often found refuge before--in the helpless
resignation of despair. "Oh, that I had died before I entered this
house! Oh, that I could die and have done with it at this moment!" So
the struggle had ended with her hundreds of times already. So it ended
now.



The door leading into the billiard-room opened softly. Horace Holmcroft
had waited to hear the result of Lady Janet's interference in his favor
until he could wait no longer.

He looked in cautiously, ready to withdraw again unnoticed if the two
were still talking together. The absence of Lady Janet suggested that
the interview had come to an end. Was his betrothed wife waiting alone
to speak to him on his return to the room? He advanced a few steps.
She never moved; she sat heedless, absorbed in her thoughts. Were they
thoughts of _him?_ He advanced a little nearer, and called to her.

"Grace!"

She sprang to her feet, with a faint cry. "I wish you wouldn't startle
me," she said, irritably, sinking back on the sofa. "Any sudden alarm
sets my heart beating as if it would choke me."

Horace pleaded for pardon with a lover's humility. In her present state
of nervous irritation she was not to be appeased. She looked away from
him in silence. Entirely ignorant of the paroxysm of mental suffering
through which she had just passed, he seated himself by her side, and
asked her gently if she had seen Lady Janet. She made an affirmative
answer with an unreasonable impatience of tone and manner which would
have warned an older and more experienced man to give her time before
he spoke again. Horace was young, and weary of the suspense that he
had endured in the other room. He unwisely pressed her with another
question.

"Has Lady Janet said anything to you--"

She turned on him angrily before he could finish the sentence. "You have
tried to make her hurry me into marrying you," she burst out. "I see it
in your face!"

Plain as the warning was this time, Horace still failed to interpret it
in the right way. "Don't be angry!" he said, good-humoredly. "Is it so
very inexcusable to ask Lady Janet to intercede for me? I have tried to
persuade you in vain. My mother and my sisters have pleaded for me, and
you turn a deaf ear--"

She could endure it no longer. She stamped her foot on the door with
hysterical vehemence. "I am weary of hearing of your mother and your
sisters!" she broke in violently. "You talk of nothing else."

It was just possible to make one more mistake in dealing with her--and
Horace made it. He took offense, on his side, and rose from the sofa.
His mother and sisters were high authorities in his estimation; they
variously represented his ideal of perfection in women. He withdrew
to the opposite extremity of the room, and administered the severest
reproof that he could think of on the spur of the moment.

"It would be well, Grace, if you followed the example set you by
my mother and my sisters," he said. "_They_ are not in the habit of
speaking cruelly to those who love them."

To all appearance the rebuke failed to produce the slightest effect.
She seemed to be as indifferent to it as if it had not reached her ears.
There was a spirit in her--a miserable spirit, born of her own bitter
experience--which rose in revolt against Horace's habitual glorification
of the ladies of his family. "It sickens me," she thought to herself,
"to hear of the virtues of women who have never been tempted! Where
is the merit of living reputably, when your life is one course of
prosperity and enjoyment? Has his mother known starvation? Have his
sisters been left forsaken in the street?" It hardened her heart--it
almost reconciled her to deceiving him--when he set his relatives up as
patterns for her. Would he never understand that women detested having
other women exhibited as examples to them? She looked round at him with
a sense of impatient wonder. He was sitting at the luncheon-table, with
his back turned on her, and his head resting on his hand. If he had
attempted to rejoin her, she would have repelled him; if he had spoken,
she would have met him with a sharp reply. He sat apart from her,
without uttering a word. In a man's hands silence is the most terrible
of all protests to the woman who loves him. Violence she can endure.
Words she is always ready to meet by words on her side. Silence conquers
her. After a moment's hesitation, Mercy left the sofa and advanced
submissively toward the table. She had offended him--and she alone
was in fault. How should he know it, poor fellow, when he innocently
mortified her? Step by step she drew closer and closer. He never looked
round; he never moved. She laid her hand timidly on his shoulder.
"Forgive me, Horace," she whispered in his ear. "I am suffering this
morning; I am not myself. I didn't mean what I said. Pray forgive me."
There was no resisting the caressing tenderness of voice and manner
which accompanied those words. He looked up; he took her hand. She bent
over him, and touched his forehead with her lips. "Am I forgiven?" she
asked.

"Oh, my darling," he said, "if you only knew how I loved you!"

"I do know it," she answered, gently, twining his hair round her finger,
and arranging it over his forehead where his hand had ruffled it.

They were completely absorbed in each other, or they must, at that
moment, have heard the library door open at the other end of the room.

Lady Janet had written the necessary reply to her nephew, and had
returned, faithful to her engagement, to plead the cause of Horace. The
first object that met her view was her client pleading, with conspicuous
success, for himself! "I am not wanted, evidently," thought the old
lady. She noiselessly closed the door again and left the lovers by
themselves.

Horace returned, with unwise persistency, to the question of the
deferred marriage. At the first words that he spoke she drew back
directly--sadly, not angrily.

"Don't press me to-day," she said; "I am not well to-day."

He rose and looked at her anxiously. "May I speak about it to-morrow?"

"Yes, to-morrow." She returned to the sofa, and changed the subject.
"What a time Lady Janet is away!" she said. "What can be keeping her so
long?"

Horace did his best to appear interested in the question of Lady Janet's
prolonged absence. "What made her leave you?" he asked, standing at the
back of the sofa and leaning over her.

"She went into the library to write a note to her nephew. By-the-by, who
is her nephew?"

"Is it possible you don't know?"

"Indeed, I don't."

"You have heard of him, no doubt," said Horace. "Lady Janet's nephew
is a celebrated man." He paused, and stooping nearer to her, lifted a
love-lock that lay over her shoulder and pressed it to his lips. "Lady
Janet's nephew," he resumed, "is Julian Gray."

She started off her seat, and looked round at him in blank, bewildered
terror, as if she doubted the evidence of her own senses.

Horace was completely taken by surprise. "My dear Grace!" he exclaimed;
"what have I said or done to startle you this time?"

She held up her hand for silence. "Lady Janet's nephew is Julian Gray,"
she repeated; "and I only know it now!"

Horace's perplexity increased. "My darling, now you do know it, what is
there to alarm you?" he asked.

(There was enough to alarm the boldest woman living--in such a position,
and with such a temperament as hers. To her mind the personation of
Grace Roseberry had suddenly assumed a new aspect: the aspect of a
fatality. It had led her blindfold to the house in which she and the
preacher at the Refuge were to meet. He was coming--the man who had
reached her inmost heart, who had influenced her whole life! Was the day
of reckoning coming with him?)

"Don't notice me," she said, faintly. "I have been ill all the morning.
You saw it yourself when you came in here; even the sound of your voice
alarmed me. I shall be better directly. I am afraid I startled you?"

"My dear Grace, it almost looked as if you were terrified at the sound
of Julian's name! He is a public celebrity, I know; and I have seen
ladies start and stare at him when he entered a room. But _you_ looked
perfectly panic-stricken."

She rallied her courage by a desperate effort; she laughed--a harsh,
uneasy laugh--and stopped him by putting her hand over his mouth.
"Absurd!" she said, lightly. "As if Mr. Julian Gray had anything to do
with my looks! I am better already. See for yourself!" She looked round
at him again with a ghastly gayety; and returned, with a desperate
assumption of indifference, to the subject of Lady Janet's nephew. "Of
course I have heard of him," she said. "Do you know that he is expected
here to-day? Don't stand there behind me--it's so hard to talk to you.
Come and sit down."

He obeyed--but she had not quite satisfied him yet. His face had not
lost its expression of anxiety and surprise. She persisted in playing
her part, determined to set at rest in him any possible suspicion that
she had reasons of her own for being afraid of Julian Gray. "Tell me
about this famous man of yours," she said, putting her arm familiarly
through his arm. "What is he like?"

The caressing action and the easy tone had their effect on Horace. His
face began to clear; he answered her lightly on his side.

"Prepare yourself to meet the most unclerical of clergymen," he said.
"Julian is a lost sheep among the parsons, and a thorn in the side of
his bishop. Preaches, if they ask him, in Dissenters' chapels. Declines
to set up any pretensions to priestly authority and priestly power. Goes
about doing good on a plan of his own. Is quite resigned never to rise
to the high places in his profession. Says it's rising high enough for
_him_ to be the Archdeacon of the afflicted, the Dean of the hungry, and
the Bishop of the poor. With all his oddities, as good a fellow as ever
lived. Immensely popular with the women. They all go to him for advice.
I wish you would go, too."

Mercy changed color. "What do you mean?" she asked, sharply.

"Julian is famous for his powers of persuasion," said Horace, smiling.
"If _he_ spoke to you, Grace, he would prevail on you to fix the day.
Suppose I ask Julian to plead for me?"

He made the proposal in jest. Mercy's unquiet mind accepted it as
addressed to her in earnest. "He will do it," she thought, with a sense
of indescribable terror, "if I don't stop him!" There is but one chance
for her. The only certain way to prevent Horace from appealing to his
friend was to grant what Horace wished for before his friend entered the
house. She laid her hand on his shoulder; she hid the terrible anxieties
that were devouring her under an assumption of coquetry painful and
pitiable to see.

"Don't talk nonsense!" she said, gayly. "What were we saying just
now--before we began to speak of Mr. Julian Gray?"

"We were wondering what had become of Lady Janet," Horace replied.

She tapped him impatiently on the shoulder. "No! no! It was something
you said before that."

Her eyes completed what her words had left unsaid. Horace's arm stole
round her waist.

"I was saying that I loved you," he answered, in a whisper.

"Only that?"

"Are you tired of hearing it?"

She smiled charmingly. "Are you so very much in earnest about--about--"
She stopped, and looked away from him.

"About our marriage?"

"Yes."

"It is the one dearest wish of my life."

"Really?"

"Really."

There was a pause. Mercy's fingers toyed nervously with the trinkets at
her watch-chain. "When would you like it to be?" she said, very softly,
with her whole attention fixed on the watch-chain.

She had never spoken, she had never looked, as she spoke and looked now.
Horace was afraid to believe in his own good fortune. "Oh, Grace!" he
exclaimed, "you are not trifling with me?"

"What makes you think I am trifling with you?"

Horace was innocent enough to answer her seriously. "You would not even
let me speak of our marriage just now," he said.

"Never mind what I did just now," she retorted, petulantly. "They say
women are changeable. It is one of the defects of the sex."

"Heaven be praised for the defects of the sex!" cried Horace, with
devout sincerity. "Do you really leave me to decide?"

"If you insist on it."

Horace considered for a moment--the subject being the law of marriage.
"We may be married by license in a fortnight," he said. "I fix this day
fortnight."

She held up her hands in protest.

"Why not? My lawyer is ready. There are no preparations to make. You
said when you accepted me that it was to be a private marriage."

Mercy was obliged to own that she had certainly said that.

"We might be married at once--if the law would only let us. This day
fortnight! Say--Yes!" He drew her closer to him. There was a pause. The
mask of coquetry--badly worn from the first--dropped from her. Her
sad gray eyes rested compassionately on his eager face. "Don't look so
serious!" he said. "Only one little word, Grace! Only Yes."

She sighed, and said it. He kissed her passionately. It was only by a
resolute effort that she released herself.

"Leave me!" she said, faintly. "Pray leave me by myself!"

She was in earnest--strangely in earnest. She was trembling from head
to foot. Horace rose to leave her. "I will find Lady Janet," he said; "I
long to show the dear old lady that I have recovered my spirits, and to
tell her why." He turned round at the library door. "You won't go away?
You will let me see you again when you are more composed?"

"I will wait here," said Mercy.

Satisfied with that reply, he left the room.

Her hands dropped on her lap; her head sank back wearily on the cushions
at the head of the sofa. There was a dazed sensation in her: her mind
felt stunned. She wondered vacantly whether she was awake or dreaming.
Had she really said the word which pledged her to marry Horace Holmcroft
in a fortnight? A fortnight! Something might happen in that time to
prevent it: she might find her way in a fortnight out of the terrible
position in which she stood. Anyway, come what might of it, she had
chosen the preferable alternative to a private interview with Julian
Gray. She raised herself from her recumbent position with a start, as
the idea of the interview--dismissed for the last few minutes--possessed
itself again of her mind. Her excited imagination figured Julian Gray
as present in the room at that moment, speaking to her as Horace had
proposed. She saw him seated close at her side--this man who had shaken
her to the soul when he was in the pulpit, and when she was listening to
him (unseen) at the other end of the chapel--she saw him close by her,
looking her searchingly in the face; seeing her shameful secret in
her eyes; hearing it in her voice; feeling it in her trembling hands;
forcing it out of her word by word, till she fell prostrate at his
feet with the confession of the fraud. Her head dropped again on the
cushions; she hid her face in horror of the scene which her excited
fancy had conjured up. Even now, when she had made that dreaded
interview needless, could she feel sure (meeting him only on the most
distant terms) of not betraying herself? She could _not_ feel sure.
Something in her shuddered and shrank at the bare idea of finding
herself in the same room with him. She felt it, she knew it: her guilty
conscience owned and feared its master in Julian Gray!

The minutes passed. The violence of her agitation began to tell
physically on her weakened frame.

She found herself crying silently without knowing why. A weight was
on her head, a weariness was in all her limbs. She sank lower on the
cushions--her eyes closed--the monotonous ticking of the clock on the
mantelpiece grew drowsily fainter and fainter on her ear. Little by
little she dropped into slumber--slumber so light that she started when
a morsel of coal fell into the grate, or when the birds chirped and
twittered in their aviary in the winter-garden.

Lady Janet and Horace came in. She was faintly conscious of persons in
the room. After an interval she opened her eyes, and half rose to speak
to them. The room was empty again. They had stolen out softly and left
her to repose. Her eyes closed once more. She dropped back into slumber,
and from slumber, in the favoring warmth and quiet of the place, into
deep and dreamless sleep.



CHAPTER VIII. THE MAN APPEARS.

After an interval of rest Mercy was aroused by the shutting of a glass
door at the far end of the conservatory. This door, leading into the
garden, was used only by the inmates of the house, or by old friends
privileged to enter the reception-rooms by that way. Assuming that
either Horace or Lady Janet was returning to the dining-room, Mercy
raised herself a little on the' sofa and listened.

The voice of one of the men-servants caught her ear. It was answered by
another voice, which instantly set her trembling in every limb.

She started up, and listened again in speechless terror. Yes! there
was no mistaking it. The voice that was answering the servant was the
unforgotten voice which she had heard at the Refuge. The visitor who had
come in by the glass door was--Julian Gray!

His rapid footsteps advanced nearer and nearer to the dining-room. She
recovered herself sufficiently to hurry to the library door. Her hand
shook so that she failed at first to open it. She had just succeeded
when she heard him again--speaking to her.

"Pray don't run away! I am nothing very formidable. Only Lady Janet's
nephew--Julian Gray."

She turned slowly, spell-bound by his voice, and confronted him in
silence.

He was standing, hat in hand, at the entrance to the conservatory,
dressed in black, and wearing a white cravat, but with a studious
avoidance of anything specially clerical in the make and form of his
clothes. Young as he was, there were marks of care already on his face,
and the hair was prematurely thin and scanty over his forehead. His
slight, active figure was of no more than the middle height. His
complexion was pale. The lower part of his face, without beard or
whiskers, was in no way remarkable. An average observer would have
passed him by without notice but for his eyes. These alone made a marked
man of him. The unusual size of the orbits in which they were set was
enough of itself to attract attention; it gave a grandeur to his head,
which the head, broad and firm as it was, did not possess. As to the
eyes themselves, the soft, lustrous brightness of them defied analysis
No two people could agree about their color; divided opinion declaring
alternately that they were dark gray or black. Painters had tried to
reproduce them, and had given up the effort, in despair of seizing any
one expression in the bewildering variety of expressions which they
presented to view. They were eyes that could charm at one moment and
terrify at another; eyes that could set people laughing or crying almost
at will. In action and in repose they were irresistible alike. When they
first descried Mercy running to the door, they brightened gayly with
the merriment of a child. When she turned and faced him, they changed
instantly, softening and glowing as they mutely owned the interest and
the admiration which the first sight of her had roused in him. His tone
and manner altered at the same time. He addressed her with the deepest
respect when he spoke his next words.

"Let me entreat you to favor me by resuming your seat," he said. "And
let me ask your pardon if I have thoughtlessly intruded on you."

He paused, waiting for her reply before he advanced into the room. Still
spell-bound by his voice, she recovered self-control enough to bow to
him and to resume her place on the sofa. It was impossible to leave
him now. After looking at her for a moment, he entered the room without
speaking to her again. She was beginning to perplex as well as to
interest him. "No common sorrow," he thought, "has set its mark on that
woman's face; no common heart beats in that woman's breast. Who can she
be?"

Mercy rallied her courage, and forced herself to speak to him.

"Lady Janet is in the library, I believe," she said, timidly. "Shall I
tell her you are here?"

"Don't disturb Lady Janet, and don't disturb yourself." With that answer
he approached the luncheon-table, delicately giving her time to feel
more at her ease. He took up what Horace had left of the bottle of
claret, and poured it into a glass. "My aunt's claret shall represent
my aunt for the present," he said, smiling, as he turned toward her once
more. "I have had a long walk, and I may venture to help myself in this
house without invitation. Is it useless to offer you anything?"

Mercy made the necessary reply. She was beginning already, after her
remarkable experience of him, to wonder at his easy manners and his
light way of talking.

He emptied his glass with the air of a man who thoroughly understood
and enjoyed good wine. "My aunt's claret is worthy of my aunt," he said,
with comic gravity, as he set down the glass. "Both are the genuine
products of Nature." He seated himself at the table and looked
critically at the different dishes left on it. One dish especially
attracted his attention. "What is this?" he went on. "A French pie! It
seems grossly unfair to taste French wine and to pass over French pie
without notice." He took up a knife and fork, and enjoyed the pie as
critically as he had enjoyed the wine. "Worthy of the Great Nation!" he
exclaimed, with enthusiasm. "_Vive la France!_"

Mercy listened and looked, in inexpressible astonishment. He was utterly
unlike the picture which her fancy had drawn of him in everyday life.
Take off his white cravat, and nobody would have discovered that this
famous preacher was a clergyman!

He helped himself to another plateful of the pie, and spoke more
directly to Mercy, alternately eating and talking as composedly and
pleasantly as if they had known each other for years.

"I came here by way of Kensington Gardens," he said. "For some time past
I have been living in a flat, ugly, barren, agricultural district. You
can't think how pleasant I found the picture presented by the Gardens,
as a contrast. The ladies in their rich winter dresses, the smart
nursery maids, the lovely children, the ever moving crowd skating on the
ice of the Round Pond; it was all so exhilarating after what I have been
used to, that I actually caught myself whistling as I walked through the
brilliant scene! (In my time boys used always to whistle when they were
in good spirits, and I have not got over the habit yet.) Who do you
think I met when I was in full song?"

As well as her amazement would let her, Mercy excused herself from
guessing. She had never in all her life before spoken to any living
being so confusedly and so unintelligently as she now spoke to Julian
Gray!

He went on more gayly than ever, without appearing to notice the effect
that he had produced on her.

"Whom did I meet," he repeated, "when I was in full song? My bishop! If
I had been whistling a sacred melody, his lordship might perhaps have
excused my vulgarity out of consideration for my music. Unfortunately,
the composition I was executing at the moment (I am one of the loudest
of living whistlers) was by Verdi--"La Donna e Mobile"--familiar, no
doubt, to his lordship on the street organs. He recognized the tune,
poor man, and when I took off my hat to him he looked the other way.
Strange, in a world that is bursting with sin and sorrow, to treat such
a trifle seriously as a cheerful clergyman whistling a tune!" He
pushed away his plate as he said the last words, and went on simply and
earnestly in an altered tone. "I have never been able," he said, "to
see why we should assert ourselves among other men as belonging to a
particular caste, and as being forbidden, in any harmless thing, to do
as other people do. The disciples of old set us no such example; they
were wiser and better than we are. I venture to say that one of the
worst obstacles in the way of our doing good among our fellow-creatures
is raised by the mere assumption of the clerical manner and the clerical
voice. For my part, I set up no claim to be more sacred and more
reverend than any other Christian man who does what good he can." He
glanced brightly at Mercy, looking at him in helpless perplexity. The
spirit of fun took possession of him again. "Are you a Radical?" he
asked, with a humorous twinkle in his large lustrous eyes. "I am!"

Mercy tried hard to understand him, and tried in vain. Could this be the
preacher whose words had charmed, purified, ennobled her? Was this the
man whose sermon had drawn tears from women about her whom she knew to
be shameless and hardened in crime? Yes! The eyes that now rested on her
humorously were the beautiful eyes which had once looked into her soul.
The voice that had just addressed a jesting question to her was the deep
and mellow voice which had once thrilled her to the heart. In the pulpit
he was an angel of mercy; out of the pulpit he was a boy let loose from
school.

"Don't let me startle you," he said, good-naturedly, noticing her
confusion. "Public opinion has called me by harder names than the name
of 'Radical.' I have been spending my time lately--as I told you just
now--in an agricultural district. My business there was to perform the
duty for the rector of the place, who wanted a holiday. How do you think
the experiment has ended? The Squire of the parish calls me a Communist;
the farmers denounce me as an Incendiary; my friend the rector has been
recalled in a hurry, and I have now the honor of speaking to you in the
character of a banished man who has made a respectable neighborhood too
hot to hold him."

With that frank avowal he left the luncheon table, and took a chair near
Mercy.

"You will naturally be anxious," he went on, "to know what my offense
was. Do you understand Political Economy and the Laws of Supply and
Demand?"

Mercy owned that she did _not_ understand them.

"No more do I--in a Christian country," he said. "That was my offense.
You shall hear my confession (just as my aunt will hear it) in two
words." He paused for a little while; his variable manner changed
again. Mercy, shyly looking at him, saw a new expression in his eyes--an
expression which recalled her first remembrance of him as nothing had
recalled it yet. "I had no idea," he resumed, "of what the life of a
farm-laborer really was, in some parts of England, until I undertook the
rector's duties. Never before had I seen such dire wretchedness as I saw
in the cottages. Never before had I met with such noble patience under
suffering as I found among the people. The martyrs of old could endure,
and die. I asked myself if they could endure, and _live_, like the
martyrs whom I saw round me?--live, week after week, month after month,
year after year, on the brink of starvation; live, and see their pining
children growing up round them, to work and want in their turn; live,
with the poor man's parish prison to look to as the end, when hunger and
labor have done their worst! Was God's beautiful earth made to hold such
misery as this? I can hardly think of it, I can hardly speak of it, even
now, with dry eyes!"

His head sank on his breast. He waited--mastering his emotion before he
spoke again. Now, at last, she knew him once more. Now he was the man,
indeed, whom she had expected to see. Unconsciously she sat listening,
with her eyes fixed on his face, with his heart hanging on his words,
in the very attitude of the by-gone day when she had heard him for the
first time!

"I did all I could to plead for the helpless ones," he resumed. "I went
round among the holders of the land to say a word for the tillers of the
land. 'These patient people don't want much' (I said); 'in the name of
Christ, give them enough to live on!' Political Economy shrieked at the
horrid proposal; the Laws of Supply and Demand veiled their majestic
faces in dismay. Starvation wages were the right wages, I was told. And
why? Because the laborer was obliged to accept them! I determined, so
far as one man could do it, that the laborer should _not_ be obliged to
accept them. I collected my own resources--I wrote to my friends--and
I removed some of the poor fellows to parts of England where their work
was better paid. Such was the conduct which made the neighborhood too
hot to hold me. So let it be! I mean to go on. I am known in London; I
can raise subscriptions. The vile Laws of Supply and Demand shall find
labor scarce in that agricultural district; and pitiless Political
Economy shall spend a few extra shillings on the poor, as certainly as I
am that Radical, Communist, and Incendiary--Julian Gray!"

He rose--making a little gesture of apology for the warmth with which
he had spoken--and took a turn in the room. Fired by _his_ enthusiasm,
Mercy followed him. Her purse was in her hand, when he turned and faced
her.

"Pray let me offer my little tribute--such as it is!" she said, eagerly.

A momentary flush spread over his pale cheeks as he looked at the
beautiful compassionate face pleading with him.

"No! no!" he said, smiling; "though I am a parson, I don't carry the
begging-box everywhere." Mercy attempted to press the purse on him. The
quaint humor began to twinkle again in his eyes as he abruptly drew back
from it. "Don't tempt me!" he said. "The frailest of all human creatures
is a clergyman tempted by a subscription." Mercy persisted, and
conquered; she made him prove the truth of his own profound observation
of clerical human nature by taking a piece of money from the purse. "If
I must take it--I must!" he remarked. "Thank you for setting the good
example! thank you for giving the timely help! What name shall I put
down on my list?"

Mercy's eyes looked confusedly away from him. "No name," she said, in a
low voice. "My subscription is anonymous."

As she replied, the library door opened. To her infinite relief--to
Julian's secret disappointment--Lady Janet Roy and Horace Holmcroft
entered the room together.

"Julian!" exclaimed Lady Janet, holding up her hands in astonishment.

He kissed his aunt on the cheek. "Your ladyship is looking charmingly."
He gave his hand to Horace. Horace took it, and passed on to Mercy. They
walked away together slowly to the other end of the room. Julian seized
on the chance which left him free to speak privately to his aunt.

"I came in through the conservatory," he said. "And I found that young
lady in the room. Who is she?"

"Are you very much interested in her?" asked Lady Janet, in her gravely
ironical way.

Julian answered in one expressive word. "Indescribably!"

Lady Janet called to Mercy to join her.

"My dear," she said, "let me formally present my nephew to you. Julian,
this is Miss Grace Roseberry--" She suddenly checked herself. The
instant she pronounced the name, Julian started as if it was a surprise
to him. "What is it?" she asked, sharply.

"Nothing," he answered, bowing to Mercy, with a marked absence of his
former ease of manner. She returned the courtesy a little restrainedly
on her side. She, too, had seen him start when Lady Janet mentioned the
name by which she was known. The start meant something. What could it
be? Why did he turn aside, after bowing to her, and address himself to
Horace, with an absent look in his face, as if his thoughts were far
away from his words? A complete change had come over him; and it dated
from the moment when his aunt had pronounced the name that was not _her_
name---the name that she had stolen!

Lady Janet claimed Julian's attention, and left Horace free to return to
Mercy. "Your room is ready for you," she said. "You will stay here, of
course?" Julian accepted the invitation---still with the air of a man
whose mind was preoccupied. Instead of looking at his aunt when he made
his reply, he looked round at Mercy with a troubled curiosity in his
face, very strange to see. Lady Janet tapped him impatiently on the
shoulder. "I expect people to look at me when people speak to me," she
said. "What are you staring at my adopted daughter for?"

"Your adopted daughter?" Julian repeated--looking at his aunt this time,
and looking very earnestly.

"Certainly! As Colonel Roseberry's daughter, she is connected with me by
marriage already. Did you think I had picked up a foundling?"

Julian's face cleared; he looked relieved. "I had forgotten the
Colonel," he answered. "Of course the young lady is related to us, as
you say."

"Charmed, I am sure, to have satisfied you that Grace is not an
impostor," said Lady Janet, with satirical humility. She took Julian's
arm and drew him out of hearing of Horace and Mercy. "About that letter
of yours?" she proceeded. "There is one line in it that rouses my
curiosity. Who is the mysterious 'lady' whom you wish to present to me?"

Julian started, and changed color.

"I can't tell you now," he said, in a whisper.

"Why not?"

To Lady Janet's unutterable astonishment, instead of replying, Julian
looked round at her adopted daughter once more.

"What has _she_ got to do with it?" asked the old lady, out of all
patience with him.

"It is impossible for me to tell you," he answered, gravely, "while Miss
Roseberry is in the room."



CHAPTER IX. NEWS FROM MANNHEIM.

LADY JANET'S curiosity was by this time thoroughly aroused. Summoned to
explain who the nameless lady mentioned in his letter could possibly be,
Julian had looked at her adopted daughter. Asked next to explain what
her adopted daughter had got to do with it, he had declared that he
could not answer while Miss Roseberry was in the room.

What did he mean? Lady Janet determined to find out.

"I hate all mysteries," she said to Julian. "And as for secrets, I
consider them to be one of the forms of ill-breeding. People in our rank
of life ought to be above whispering in corners. If you _must_ have your
mystery, I can offer you a corner in the library. Come with me."

Julian followed his aunt very reluctantly. Whatever the mystery might
be, he was plainly embarrassed by being called upon to reveal it at a
moment's notice. Lady Janet settled herself in her chair, prepared to
question and cross-question her nephew, when an obstacle appeared at the
other end of the library, in the shape of a man-servant with a message.
One of Lady Janet's neighbors had called by appointment to take her to
the meeting of a certain committee which assembled that day. The servant
announced that the neighbor--an elderly lady--was then waiting in her
carriage at the door.

Lady Janet's ready invention set the obstacle aside without a
moment's delay. She directed the servant to show her visitor into the
drawing-room, and to say that she was unexpectedly engaged, but that
Miss Roseberry would see the lady immediately. She then turned to
Julian, and said, with her most satirical emphasis of tone and manner:
"Would it be an additional convenience if Miss Roseberry was not only
out of the room before you disclose your secret, but out of the house?"

Julian gravely answered: "It may possibly be quite as well if Miss
Roseberry is out of the house."

Lady Janet led the way back to the dining-room.

"My dear Grace," she said, "you looked flushed and feverish when I saw
you asleep on the sofa a little while since. It will do you no harm to
have a drive in the fresh air. Our friend has called to take me to the
committee meeting. I have sent to tell her that I am engaged--and I
shall be much obliged if you will go in my place."

Mercy looked a little alarmed. "Does your ladyship mean the committee
meeting of the Samaritan Convalescent Home? The members, as I understand
it, are to decide to-day which of the plans for the new building they
are to adopt. I cannot surely presume to vote in your place?"

"You can vote, my dear child, just as well as I can," replied the old
lady. "Architecture is one of the lost arts. You know nothing about it;
I know nothing about it; the architects themselves know nothing about
it. One plan is, no doubt, just as bad as the other. Vote, as I should
vote, with the majority. Or as poor dear Dr. Johnson said, 'Shout with
the loudest mob.' Away with you--and don't keep the committee waiting."

Horace hastened to open the door for Mercy.

"How long shall you be away?" he whispered, confidentially. "I had a
thousand things to say to you, and they have interrupted us."

"I shall be back in an hour."

"We shall have the room to ourselves by that time. Come here when you
return. You will find me waiting for you."

Mercy pressed his hand significantly and went out. Lady Janet turned
to Julian, who had thus far remained in the background, still, to all
appearance, as unwilling as ever to enlighten his aunt.

"Well?" she said. "What is tying your tongue now? Grace is out of the
room; why won't you begin? Is Horace in the way?"

"Not in the least. I am only a little uneasy--"

"Uneasy about what?"

"I am afraid you have put that charming creature to some inconvenience
in sending her away just at this time."

Horace looked up suddenly, with a flush on his face.

"When you say 'that charming creature,'" he asked, sharply, "I suppose
you mean Miss Roseberry?"

"Certainly," answered Julian. "Why not?"

Lady Janet interposed. "Gently, Julian," she said. "Grace has only been
introduced to you hitherto in the character of my adopted daughter--"

"And it seems to be high time," Horace added, haughtily, "that I should
present her next in the character of my engaged wife."

Julian looked at Horace as if he could hardly credit the evidence of his
own ears. "Your wife!" he exclaimed, with an irrepressible outburst of
disappointment and surprise.

"Yes. My wife," returned Horace. "We are to be married in a fortnight.
May I ask," he added, with angry humility, "if you disapprove of the
marriage?"

Lady Janet interposed once more. "Nonsense, Horace," she said. "Julian
congratulates you, of course."

Julian coldly and absently echoed the words. "Oh, yes! I congratulate
you, of course."

Lady Janet returned to the main object of the interview.

"Now we thoroughly understand one another," she said, "let us speak of a
lady who has dropped out of the conversation for the last minute or two.
I mean, Julian, the mysterious lady of your letter. We are alone, as you
desired. Lift the veil, my reverend nephew, which hides her from mortal
eyes! Blush, if you like--and can. Is she the future Mrs. Julian Gray?"

"She is a perfect stranger to me," Julian answered, quietly.

"A perfect stranger! You wrote me word you were interested in her."

"I _am_ interested in her. And, what is more, you are interested in her,
too."

Lady Janet's fingers drummed impatiently on the table. "Have I not
warned you, Julian, that I hate mysteries? Will you, or will you not,
explain yourself?"

Before it was possible to answer, Horace rose from his chair. "Perhaps I
am in the way?" he said.

Julian signed to him to sit down again.

"I have already told Lady Janet that you are not in the way," he
answered. "I now tell you--as Miss Roseberry's future husband--that you,
too, have an interest in hearing what I have to say."

Horace resumed his seat with an air of suspicious surprise. Julian
addressed himself to Lady Janet.

"You have often heard me speak," he began, "of my old friend and
school-fellow, John Cressingham?"

"Yes. The English consul at Mannheim?"

"The same. When I returned from the country I found among my other
letters a long letter from the consul. I have brought it with me, and
I propose to read certain passages from it, which tell a very strange
story more plainly and more credibly than I can tell it in my own
words."

"Will it be very long?" inquired Lady Janet, looking with some alarm at
the closely written sheets of paper which her nephew spread open before
him.

Horace followed with a question on his side.

"You are sure I am interested in it?" he asked. "The consul at Mannheim
is a total stranger to me."

"I answer for it," replied Julian, gravely, "neither my aunt's patience
nor yours, Horace, will be thrown away if you will favor me by listening
attentively to what I am about to read."

With those words he began his first extract from the consul's letter.

* * * "'My memory is a bad one for dates. But full three months must
have passed since information was sent to me of an English patient,
received at the hospital here, whose case I, as English consul, might
feel an interest in investigating.

"'I went the same day to the hospital, and was taken to the bedside.

"'The patient was a woman--young, and (when in health), I should think,
very pretty. When I first saw her she looked, to my uninstructed eye,
like a dead woman. I noticed that her head had a bandage over it, and
I asked what was the nature of the injury that she had received. The
answer informed me that the poor creature had been present, nobody knew
why or wherefore, at a skirmish or night attack between the Germans
and the French, and that the injury to her head had been inflicted by a
fragment of a German shell.'"

Horace--thus far leaning back carelessly in his chair--suddenly raised
himself and exclaimed, "Good heavens! can this be the woman I saw laid
out for dead in the French cottage?"

"It is impossible for me to say," replied Julian. "Listen to the rest of
it. The consul's letter may answer your question."

He went on with his reading:

"'The wounded woman had been reported dead, and had been left by
the French in their retreat, at the time when the German forces took
possession of the enemy's position. She was found on a bed in a cottage
by the director of the German ambulance--"

"Ignatius Wetzel?" cried Horace.

"Ignatius Wetzel," repeated Julian, looking at the letter.

"It _is_ the same!" said Horace. "Lady Janet, we are really interested
in this. You remember my telling you how I first met with Grace? And you
have heard more about it since, no doubt, from Grace herself?"

"She has a horror of referring to that part of her journey home,"
replied Lady Janet. "She mentioned her having been stopped on the
frontier, and her finding herself accidentally in the company of another
Englishwoman, a perfect stranger to her. I naturally asked questions on
my side, and was shocked to hear that she had seen the woman killed by
a German shell almost close at her side. Neither she nor I have had any
relish for returning to the subject since. You were quite right, Julian,
to avoid speaking of it while she was in the room. I understand it all
now. Grace, I suppose, mentioned my name to her fellow-traveler. The
woman is, no doubt, in want of assistance, and she applies to me through
you. I will help her; but she must not come here until I have prepared
Grace for seeing her again, a living woman. For the present there is no
reason why they should meet."

"I am not sure about that," said Julian, in low tones, without looking
up at his aunt.

"What do you mean? Is the mystery not at an end yet?"

"The mystery has not even begun yet. Let my friend the consul proceed."

Julian returned for the second time to his extract from the letter:

"'After a careful examination of the supposed corpse, the German surgeon
arrived at the conclusion that a case of suspended animation had (in the
hurry of the French retreat) been mistaken for a case of death. Feeling
a professional interest in the subject, he decided on putting his
opinion to the test. He operated on the patient with complete success.
After performing the operation he kept her for some days under his own
care, and then transferred her to the nearest hospital--the hospital at
Mannheim. He was obliged to return to his duties as army surgeon, and he
left his patient in the condition in which I saw her, insensible on
the bed. Neither he nor the hospital authorities knew anything whatever
about the woman. No papers were found on her. All the doctors could do,
when I asked them for information with a view to communicating with
her friends, was to show me her linen marked with her, name. I left the
hospital after taking down the name in my pocket-book. It was "Mercy
Merrick."'"

Lady Janet produced _her_ pocket-book. "Let me take the name down too,"
she said. "I never heard it before, and I might otherwise forget it. Go
on, Julian."

Julian advanced to his second extract from the consul's letter:

"'Under these circumstances, I could only wait to hear from the hospital
when the patient was sufficiently recovered to be able to speak to
me. Some weeks passed without my receiving any communication from the
doctors. On calling to make inquiries I was informed that fever had
set in, and that the poor creature's condition now alternated between
exhaustion and delirium. In her delirious moments the name of your aunt,
Lady Janet Roy, frequently escaped her. Otherwise her wanderings were
for the most part quite unintelligible to the people at her bedside. I
thought once or twice of writing to you, and of begging you to speak to
Lady Janet. But as the doctors informed me that the chances of life or
death were at this time almost equally balanced, I decided to wait until
time should determine whether it was necessary to trouble you or not.'"

"You know best, Julian," said Lady Janet. "But I own I don't quite see
in what way I am interested in this part of the story."

"Just what I was going to say," added Horace. "It is very sad, no doubt.
But what have _we_ to do with it?"

"Let me read my third extract," Julian answered, "and you will see."

He turned to the third extract, and read as follows:

"'At last I received a message from the hospital informing me that Mercy
Merrick was out of danger, and that she was capable (though still very
weak) of answering any questions which I might think it desirable to
put to her. On reaching the hospital, I was requested, rather to my
surprise, to pay my first visit to the head physician in his private
room. "I think it right," said this gentleman, "to warn you, before you
see the patient, to be very careful how you speak to her, and not to
irritate her by showing any surprise or expressing any doubts if she
talks to you in an extravagant manner. We differ in opinion about her
here. Some of us (myself among the number) doubt whether the recovery
of her mind has accompanied the recovery of her bodily powers. Without
pronouncing her to be mad--she is perfectly gentle and harmless--we are
nevertheless of opinion that she is suffering under a species of insane
delusion. Bear in mind the caution which I have given you--and now
go and judge for yourself." I obeyed, in some little perplexity and
surprise. The sufferer, when I approached her bed, looked sadly weak and
worn; but, so far as I could judge, seemed to be in full possession of
herself. Her tone and manner were unquestionably the tone and manner of
a lady. After briefly introducing myself, I assured her that I should be
glad, both officially and personally, if I could be of any assistance
to her. In saying these trifling words I happened to address her by
the name I had seen marked on her clothes. The instant the words "Miss
Merrick" passed my lips a wild, vindictive expression appeared in her
eyes. She exclaimed angrily, "Don't call me by that hateful name!
It's not my name. All the people here persecute me by calling me Mercy
Merrick. And when I am angry with them they show me the clothes. Say
what I may, they persist in believing they are my clothes. Don't you
do the same, if you want to be friends with me." Remembering what the
physician had said to me, I made the necessary excuses and succeeded in
soothing her. Without reverting to the irritating topic of the name,
I merely inquired what her plans were, and assured her that she might
command my services if she required them. "Why do you want to know what
my plans are?" she asked, suspiciously. I reminded her in reply that
I held the position of English consul, and that my object was, if
possible, to be of some assistance to her. "You can be of the greatest
assistance to me," she said, eagerly. "Find Mercy Merrick!" I saw the
vindictive look come back into her eyes, and an angry flush rising on
her white cheeks. Abstaining from showing any surprise, I asked her who
Mercy Merrick was. "A vile woman, by her own confession," was the quick
reply. "How am I to find her?" I inquired next. "Look for a woman in a
black dress, with the Red Geneva Cross on her shoulder; she is a nurse
in the French ambulance." "What has she done?" "I have lost my papers;
I have lost my own clothes; Mercy Merrick has taken them." "How do you
know that Mercy Merrick has taken them?" "Nobody else could have taken
them--that's how I know it. Do you believe me or not?" She as beginning
to excite herself again; I assured her that I would at once send to make
inquiries after Mercy Merrick. She turned round contented on the pillow.
"There's a good man!" she said. "Come back and tell me when you have
caught her." Such was my first interview with the English patient at the
hospital at Mannheim. It is needless to say that I doubted the existence
of the absent person described as a nurse. However, it was possible
to make inquiries by applying to the surgeon, Ignatius Wetzel, whose
whereabouts was known to his friends in Mannheim. I wrote to him, and
received his answer in due time. After the night attack of the Germans
had made them masters of the French position, he had entered the cottage
occupied by the French ambulance. He had found the wounded Frenchmen
left behind, but had seen no such person in attendance on them as the
nurse in the black dress with the red cross on her shoulder. The only
living woman in the place was a young English lady, in a gray traveling
cloak, who had been stopped on the frontier, and who was forwarded on
her way home by the war correspondent of an English journal.'"

"That was Grace," said Lady Janet.

"And I was the war correspondent," added Horace.

"A few words more," said Julian, "and you will understand my object in
claiming your attention."

He returned to the letter for the last time, and concluded his extracts
from it as follows:

"'Instead of attending at the hospital myself, I communicated by letter
the failure of my attempt to discover the missing nurse. For some little
time afterward I heard no more of the sick woman, whom I shall still
call Mercy Merrick. It was only yesterday that I received another
summons to visit the patient. She had by this time sufficiently
recovered to claim her discharge, and she had announced her intention of
returning forthwith to England. The head physician, feeling a sense of
responsibility, had sent for me. It was impossible to detain her on
the ground that she was not fit to be trusted by herself at large, in
consequence of the difference of opinion among the doctors on the case.
All that could be done was to give me due notice, and to leave the
matter in my hands. On seeing her for the second time, I found her
sullen and reserved. She openly attributed my inability to find the
nurse to want of zeal for her interests on my part. I had, on my side,
no authority whatever to detain her. I could only inquire whether she
had money enough to pay her traveling expenses. Her reply informed me
that the chaplain of the hospital had mentioned her forlorn situation in
the town, and that the English residents had subscribed a small sum
of money to enable her to return to her own country. Satisfied on this
head, I asked next if she had friends to go to in England. "I have one
friend," she answered, "who is a host in herself--Lady Janet Roy." You
may imagine my surprise when I heard this. I found it quite useless to
make any further inquiries as to how she came to know your aunt, whether
your aunt expected her, and so on. My questions evidently offended her;
they were received in sulky silence. Under these circumstances,
well knowing that I can trust implicitly to your humane sympathy for
misfortune, I have decided (after careful reflection) to insure the poor
creature's safety when she arrives in London by giving her a letter
to you. You will hear what she says, and you will be better able to
discover than I am whether she really has any claim on Lady Janet Roy.
One last word of information, which it may be necessary to add, and I
shall close this inordinately long letter. At my first interview with
her I abstained, as I have already told you, from irritating her by any
inquiries on the subject of her name. On this second occasion, however,
I decided on putting the question.'"

As he read those last words, Julian became aware of a sudden movement on
the part of his aunt. Lady Janet had risen softly from her chair and had
passed behind him with the purpose of reading the consul's letter for
herself over her nephew's shoulder. Julian detected the action just in
time to frustrate Lady Janet's intention by placing his hand over the
last two lines of the letter.

"What do you do that for?" inquired his aunt, sharply.

"You are welcome, Lady Janet, to read the close of the letter for
yourself," Julian replied. "But before you do so I am anxious to prepare
you for a very great surprise. Compose yourself and let me read on
slowly, with your eye on me, until I uncover the last two words which
close my friend's letter."

He read the end of the letter, as he had proposed, in these terms:

"'I looked the woman straight in the face, and I said to her, "You have
denied that the name marked on the clothes which you wore when you came
here was your name. If you are not Mercy Merrick, who are you?" She
answered, instantly, "My name is ------"'"

Julian removed his hand from the page. Lady Janet looked at the next two
words, and started back with a loud cry of astonishment, which brought
Horace instantly to his feet.

"Tell me, one of you!" he cried. "What name did she give?"

Julian told him.

"GRACE ROSEBERRY."



CHAPTER X. A COUNCIL OF THREE.

FOR a moment Horace stood thunderstruck, looking in blank astonishment
at Lady Janet. His first words, as soon as he had recovered himself,
were addressed to Julian. "Is this a joke?" he asked, sternly. "If it
is, I for one don't see the humor of it."

Julian pointed to the closely written pages of the consul's letter. "A
man writes in earnest," he said, "when he writes at such length as this.
The woman seriously gave the name of Grace Roseberry, and when she left
Mannheim she traveled to England for the express purpose of presenting
herself to Lady Janet Roy." He turned to his aunt. "You saw me start,"
he went on, "when you first mentioned Miss Roseberry's name in my
hearing. Now you know why." He addressed himself once more to Horace.
"You heard me say that you, as Miss Roseberry's future husband, had an
interest in being present at my interview with Lady Janet. Now _you_
know why."

"The woman is plainly mad," said Lady Janet. "But it is certainly a
startling form of madness when one first hears of it. Of course we must
keep the matter, for the present at least, a secret from Grace."

"There can be no doubt," Horace agreed, "that Grace must be kept in the
dark, in her present state of health. The servants had better be warned
beforehand, in case of this adventuress or madwoman, whichever she may
be, attempting to make her way into the house."

"It shall be done immediately," said Lady Janet. "What surprises _me_
Julian (ring the bell, if you please), is that you should describe
yourself in your letter as feeling an interest in this person."

Julian answered--without ringing the bell.

"I am more interested than ever," he said, "now I find that Miss
Roseberry herself is your guest at Mablethorpe House."

"You were always perverse, Julian, as a child, in your likings and
dislikings," Lady Janet rejoined. "Why don't you ring the bell?"

"For one good reason, my dear aunt. I don't wish to hear you tell your
servants to close the door on this friendless creature."

Lady Janet cast a look at her nephew which plainly expressed that she
thought he had taken a liberty with her.

"You don't expect me to see the woman?" she asked, in a tone of cold
surprise.

"I hope you will not refuse to see her," Julian answered, quietly. "I
was out when she called. I must hear what she has to say--and I should
infinitely prefer hearing it in your presence. When I got your reply
to my letter, permitting me to present her to you, I wrote to her
immediately, appointing a meeting here."

Lady Janet lifted her bright black eyes in mute expostulation to the
carved Cupids and wreaths on the dining-room ceiling.

"When am I to have the honor of the lady's visit?" she inquired, with
ironical resignation.

"To-day," answered her nephew, with impenetrable patience.

"At what hour?"

Julian composedly consulted his watch. "She is ten minutes after her
time," he said, and put his watch back in his pocket again.

At the same moment the servant appeared, and advanced to Julian,
carrying a visiting card on his little silver tray.

"A lady to see you, sir."

Julian took the card, and, bowing, handed it to his aunt.

"Here she is," he said, just as quietly as ever.

Lady Janet looked at the card, and tossed it indignantly back to her
nephew. "Miss Roseberry!" she exclaimed. "Printed--actually printed on
her card! Julian, even MY patience has its limits. I refuse to see her!"

The servant was still waiting--not like a human being who took an
interest in the proceedings, but (as became a perfectly bred footman)
like an article of furniture artfully constructed to come and go at
the word of command. Julian gave the word of command, addressing the
admirably constructed automaton by the name of "James."

"Where is the lady now?" he asked.

"In the breakfast-room, sir."

"Leave her there, if you please, and wait outside within hearing of the
bell."

The legs of the furniture-footman acted, and took him noiselessly out of
the room. Julian turned to his aunt.

"Forgive me," he said, "for venturing to give the man his orders in your
presence. I am very anxious that you should not decide hastily. Surely
we ought to hear what this lady has to say?"

Horace dissented widely from his friend's opinion. "It's an insult to
Grace," he broke out, warmly, "to hear what she has to say!"

Lady Janet nodded her head in high approval. "I think so, too," said her
ladyship, crossing her handsome old hands resolutely on her lap.

Julian applied himself to answering Horace first.

"Pardon me," he said. "I have no intention of presuming to reflect on
Miss Roseberry, or of bringing her into the matter at all.--The consul's
letter," he went on, speaking to his aunt, "mentions, if you remember,
that the medical authorities of Mannheim were divided in opinion on
their patient's case. Some of them--the physician-in-chief being among
the number--believe that the recovery of her mind has not accompanied
the recovery of her body."

"In other words," Lady Janet remarked, "a madwoman is in my house, and I
am expected to receive her!"

"Don't let us exaggerate," said Julian, gently. "It can serve no good
interest, in this serious matter, to exaggerate anything. The consul
assures us, on the authority of the doctor, that she is perfectly gentle
and harmless. If she is really the victim of a mental delusion, the poor
creature is surely an object of compassion, and she ought to be placed
under proper care. Ask your own kind heart, my dear aunt, if it would
not be downright cruelty to turn this forlorn woman adrift in the world
without making some inquiry first."

Lady Janet's inbred sense of justice admitted not over willingly--the
reasonableness as well as the humanity of the view expressed in those
words. "There is some truth in that, Julian," she said, shifting her
position uneasily in her chair, and looking at Horace. "Don't you think
so, too?" she added.

"I can't say I do," answered Horace, in the positive tone of a man whose
obstinacy is proof against every form of appeal that can be addressed to
him.

The patience of Julian was firm enough to be a match for the obstinacy
of Horace. "At any rate," he resumed, with undiminished good temper, "we
are all three equally interested in setting this matter at rest. I put
it to you, Lady Janet, if we are not favored, at this lucky moment, with
the very opportunity that we want? Miss Roseberry is not only out of the
room, but out of the house. If we let this chance slip, who can say what
awkward accident may not happen in the course of the next few days?"

"Let the woman come in," cried Lady Janet, deciding headlong, with her
customary impatience of all delay. "At once, Julian--before Grace can
come back. Will you ring the bell this time?"

This time Julian rang it. "May I give the man his orders?" he
respectfully inquired of his aunt.

"Give him anything you like, and have done with it!" retorted the
irritable old lady, getting briskly on her feet, and taking a turn in
the room to compose herself.

The servant withdrew, with orders to show the visitor in.

Horace crossed the room at the same time--apparently with the intention
of leaving it by the door at the opposite end.

"You are not going away?" exclaimed Lady Janet.

"I see no use in my remaining here," replied Horace, not very
graciously.

"In that case," retorted Lady Janet, "remain here because I wish it."

"Certainly--if you wish it. Only remember," he added, more obstinately
than ever, "that I differ entirely from Julian's view. In my opinion the
woman has no claim on us."

A passing movement of irritation escaped Julian for the first time.
"Don't be hard, Horace," he said, sharply. "All women have a claim on
us."

They had unconsciously gathered together, in the heat of the little
debate, turning their backs on the library door. At the last words
of the reproof administered by Julian to Horace, their attention was
recalled to passing events by the slight noise produced by the opening
and closing of the door. With one accord the three turned and looked in
the direction from which the sounds had come.



CHAPTER XI. THE DEAD ALIVE.

JUST inside the door there appeared the figure of a small woman dressed
in plain and poor black garments. She silently lifted her black net veil
and disclosed a dull, pale, worn, weary face. The forehead was low
and broad; the eyes were unusually far apart; the lower features were
remarkably small and delicate. In health (as the consul at Mannheim had
remarked) this woman must have possessed, if not absolute beauty,
at least rare attractions peculiarly her own. As it was now,
suffering--sullen, silent, self-contained suffering--had marred its
beauty. Attention and even curiosity it might still rouse. Admiration or
interest it could excite no longer.

The small, thin, black figure stood immovably inside the door. The dull,
worn, white face looked silently at the three persons in the room.

The three persons in the room, on their side, stood for a moment without
moving, and looked silently at the stranger on the threshold. There was
something either in the woman herself, or in the sudden and stealthy
manner of her appearance in the room, which froze, as if with the touch
of an invisible cold hand, the sympathies of all three. Accustomed to
the world, habitually at their ease in every social emergency, they
were now silenced for the first time in their lives by the first serious
sense of embarrassment which they had felt since they were children in
the presence of a stranger.

Had the appearance of the true Grace Roseberry aroused in their minds a
suspicion of the woman who had stolen her name, and taken her place in
the house?

Not so much as the shadow of a suspicion of Mercy was at the bottom of
the strange sense of uneasiness which had now deprived them alike of
their habitual courtesy and their habitual presence of mind. It was as
practically impossible for any one of the three to doubt the identity of
the adopted daughter of the house as it would be for you who read these
lines to doubt the identity of the nearest and dearest relative you have
in the world. Circumstances had fortified Mercy behind the strongest of
all natural rights--the right of first possession. Circumstances had
armed her with the most irresistible of all natural forces--the force
of previous association and previous habit. Not by so much as a
hair-breadth was the position of the false Grace Roseberry shaken by
the first appearance of the true Grace Roseberry within the doors of
Mablethorpe House. Lady Janet felt suddenly repelled, without knowing
why. Julian and Horace felt suddenly repelled, without knowing why.
Asked to describe their own sensations at the moment, they would have
shaken their heads in despair, and would have answered in those words.
The vague presentiment of some misfortune to come had entered the room
with the entrance of the woman in black. But it moved invisibly; and it
spoke as all presentiments speak, in the Unknown Tongue.

A moment passed. The crackling of the fire and the ticking of the clock
were the only sounds audible in the room.

The voice of the visitor--hard, clear, and quiet--was the first voice
that broke the silence.

"Mr. Julian Gray?" she said, looking interrogatively from one of the two
gentlemen to the other.

Julian advanced a few steps, instantly recovering his self-possession.
"I am sorry I was not at home," he said, "when you called with your
letter from the consul. Pray take a chair."

By way of setting the example, Lady Janet seated herself at some little
distance, with Horace in attendance standing near. She bowed to the
stranger with studious politeness, but without uttering a word, before
she settled herself in her chair. "I am obliged to listen to this
person," thought the old lady. "But I am _not_ obliged to speak to her.
That is Julian's business--not mine. Don't stand, Horace! You fidget me.
Sit down." Armed beforehand in her policy of silence, Lady Janet folded
her handsome hands as usual, and waited for the proceedings to begin,
like a judge on the bench.

"Will you take a chair?" Julian repeated, observing that the visitor
appeared neither to heed nor to hear his first words of welcome to her.

At this second appeal she spoke to him. "Is that Lady Janet Roy?" she
asked, with her eyes fixed on the mistress of the house.

Julian answered, and drew back to watch the result.

The woman in the poor black garments changed her position for the first
time. She moved slowly across the room to the place at which Lady Janet
was sitting, and addressed her respectfully with perfect self-possession
of manner. Her whole demeanor, from the moment when she had appeared at
the door, had expressed--at once plainly and becomingly--confidence in
the reception that awaited her.

"Almost the last words my father said to me on his death-bed," she
began, "were words, madam, which told me to expect protection and
kindness from you."

It was not Lady Janet's business to speak. She listened with the
blandest attention. She waited with the most exasperating silence to
hear more.

Grace Roseberry drew back a step--not intimidated--only mortified and
surprised. "Was my father wrong?" she asked, with a simple dignity
of tone and manner which forced Lady Janet to abandon her policy of
silence, in spite of herself.

"Who was your father?" she asked, coldly.

Grace Roseberry answered the question in a tone of stern surprise.

"Has the servant not given you my card?" she said. "Don't you know my
name?"

"Which of your names?" rejoined Lady Janet.

"I don't understand your ladyship."

"I will make myself understood. You asked me if I knew your name. I
ask you, in return, which name it is? The name on your card is 'Miss
Roseberry.' The name marked on your clothes, when you were in the
hospital, was 'Mercy Merrick.'"

The self-possession which Grace had maintained from the moment when she
had entered the dining-room, seemed now, for the first time, to be on
the point of failing her. She turned, and looked appealingly at Julian,
who had thus far kept his place apart, listening attentively.

"Surely," she said, "your friend, the consul, has told you in his letter
about the mark on the clothes?"

Something of the girlish hesitation and timidity which had marked her
demeanor at her interview with Mercy in the French cottage re-appeared
in her tone and manner as she spoke those words. The changes--mostly
changes for the worse--wrought in her by the suffering through which she
had passed since that time were now (for the moment) effaced. All that
was left of the better and simpler side of her character asserted itself
in her brief appeal to Julian. She had hitherto repelled him. He began
to feel a certain compassionate interest in her now.

"The consul has informed me of what you said to him," he answered,
kindly. "But, if you will take my advice, I recommend you to tell your
story to Lady Janet in your own words."

Grace again addressed herself with submissive reluctance to Lady Janet.

"The clothes your ladyship speaks of," she said, "were the clothes of
another woman. The rain was pouring when the soldiers detained me on the
frontier. I had been exposed for hours to the weather--I was wet to the
skin. The clothes marked 'Mercy Merrick' were the clothes lent to me by
Mercy Merrick herself while my own things were drying. I was struck
by the shell in those clothes. I was carried away insensible in those
clothes after the operation had been performed on me."

Lady Janet listened to perfection--and did no more. She turned
confidentially to Horace, and said to him, in her gracefully ironical
way: "She is ready with her explanation."

Horace answered in the same tone: "A great deal too ready."

Grace looked from one of them to the other. A faint flush of color
showed itself in her face for the first time.

"Am I to understand," she asked, with proud composure, "that you don't
believe me?"

Lady Janet maintained her policy of silence. She waved one hand
courteously toward Julian, as if to say, "Address your inquiries to
the gentleman who introduces you." Julian, noticing the gesture, and
observing the rising color in Grace's cheeks, interfered directly in the
interests of peace

"Lady Janet asked you a question just now," he said; "Lady Janet
inquired who your father was."

"My father was the late Colonel Roseberry."

Lady Janet made another confidential remark to Horace. "Her assurance
amazes me!" she exclaimed.

Julian interposed before his aunt could add a word more. "Pray let us
hear her," he said, in a tone of entreaty which had something of the
imperative in it this time. He turned to Grace. "Have you any proof to
produce," he added, in his gentler voice, "which will satisfy us that
you are Colonel Roseberry's daughter?"

Grace looked at him indignantly. "Proof!" she repeated. "Is my word not
enough?"

Julian kept his temper perfectly. "Pardon me," he rejoined, "you forget
that you and Lady Janet meet now for the first time. Try to put yourself
in my aunt's place. How is she to know that you are the late Colonel
Roseberry's daughter?"

Grace's head sunk on her breast; she dropped into the nearest chair. The
expression of her face changed instantly from anger to discouragement.
"Ah," she exclaimed, bitterly, "if I only had the letters that have been
stolen from me!"

"Letters," asked Julian, "introducing you to Lady Janet?"

"Yes." She turned suddenly to Lady Janet. "Let me tell you how I lost
them," she said, in the first tones of entreaty which had escaped her
yet.

Lady Janet hesitated. It was not in her generous nature to resist the
appeal that had just been made to her. The sympathies of Horace were far
less easily reached. He lightly launched a new shaft of satire--intended
for the private amusement of Lady Janet. "Another explanation!" he
exclaimed, with a look of comic resignation.

Julian overheard the words. His large lustrous eyes fixed themselves on
Horace with a look of unmeasured contempt.

"The least you can do," he said, sternly, "is not to irritate her. It
is so easy to irritate her!" He addressed himself again to Grace,
endeavoring to help her through her difficulty in a new way. "Never mind
explaining yourself for the moment," he said. "In the absence of your
letters, have you any one in London who can speak to your identity?"

Grace shook her head sadly. "I have no friends in London," she answered.

It was impossible for Lady Janet--who had never in her life heard of
anybody without friends in London--to pass this over without notice. "No
friends in London!" she repeated, turning to Horace.

Horace shot another shaft of light satire. "Of course not!" he rejoined.

Grace saw them comparing notes. "My friends are in Canada," she broke
out, impetuously. "Plenty of friends who could speak for me, if I could
only bring them here."

As a place of reference--mentioned in the capital city of
England--Canada, there is no denying it, is open to objection on the
ground of distance. Horace was ready with another shot. "Far enough off,
certainly," he said.

"Far enough off, as you say," Lady Janet agreed.

Once more Julian's inexhaustible kindness strove to obtain a hearing for
the stranger who had been confided to his care. "A little patience, Lady
Janet," he pleaded. "A little consideration, Horace, for a friendless
woman."

"Thank you, sir," said Grace. "It is very kind of you to try and help
me, but it is useless. They won't even listen to me." She attempted to
rise from her chair as she pronounced the last words. Julian gently laid
his hand on her shoulder and obliged her to resume her seat.

"_I_ will listen to you," he said. "You referred me just now to the
consul's letter. The consul tells me you suspected some one of taking
your papers and your clothes."

"I don't suspect," was the quick reply; "I am certain! I tell you
positively Mercy Merrick was the thief. She was alone with me when I was
struck down by the shell. She was the only person who knew that I had
letters of introduction about me. She confessed to my face that she
had been a bad woman--she had been in a prison--she had come out of a
refuge--"

Julian stopped her there with one plain question, which threw a doubt on
the whole story.

"The consul tells me you asked him to search for Mercy Merrick," he
said. "Is it not true that he caused inquiries to be made, and that no
trace of any such person was to be heard of?"

"The consul took no pains to find her," Grace answered, angrily. "He
was, like everybody else, in a conspiracy to neglect and misjudge me."

Lady Janet and Horace exchanged looks. This time it was impossible for
Julian to blame them. The further the stranger's narrative advanced, the
less worthy of serious attention he felt it to be. The longer she spoke,
the more disadvantageously she challenged comparison with the absent
woman, whose name she so obstinately and so audaciously persisted in
assuming as her own.

"Granting all that you have said," Julian resumed, with a last effort
of patience, "what use could Mercy Merrick make of your letters and your
clothes?"

"What use?" repeated Grace, amazed at his not seeing the position as
she saw it. "My clothes were marked with my name. One of my papers was
a letter from my father, introducing me to Lady Janet. A woman out of a
refuge would be quite capable of presenting herself here in my place."

Spoken entirely at random, spoken without so much as a fragment of
evidence to support them, those last words still had their effect.
They cast a reflection on Lady Janet's adopted daughter which was too
outrageous to be borne. Lady Janet rose instantly. "Give me your arm,
Horace," she said, turning to leave the room. "I have heard enough."

Horace respectfully offered his arm. "Your ladyship is quite right," he
answered. "A more monstrous story never was invented."

He spoke, in the warmth of his indignation, loud enough for Grace to
hear him. "What is there monstrous in it?" she asked, advancing a step
toward him, defiantly.

Julian checked her. He too--though he had only once seen Mercy--felt
an angry sense of the insult offered to the beautiful creature who had
interested him at his first sight of her. "Silence!" he said, speaking
sternly to Grace for the first time. "You are offending--justly
offending--Lady Janet. You are talking worse than absurdly--you are
talking offensively--when you speak of another woman presenting herself
here in your place."

Grace's blood was up. Stung by Julian's reproof, she turned on him a
look which was almost a look of fury.

"Are you a clergyman? Are you an educated man?" she asked. "Have you
never read of cases of false personation, in newspapers and books? I
blindly confided in Mercy Merrick before I found out what her character
really was. She left the cottage--I know it, from the surgeon who
brought me to life again--firmly persuaded that the shell had killed me.
My papers and my clothes disappeared at the same time. Is there nothing
suspicious in these circumstances? There were people at the Hospital who
thought them highly suspicious--people who warned me that I might find
an impostor in my place." She suddenly paused. The rustling sound of
a silk dress had caught her ear. Lady Janet was leaving the room, with
Horace, by way of the conservatory. With a last desperate effort of
resolution, Grace sprung forward and placed herself in front of them.

"One word, Lady Janet, before you turn your back on me," she said,
firmly. "One word, and I will be content. Has Colonel Roseberry's letter
found its way to this house or not? If it has, did a woman bring it to
you?"

Lady Janet looked--as only a great lady can look, when a person of
inferior rank has presumed to fail in respect toward her.

"You are surely not aware," she said, with icy composure, "that these
questions are an insult to Me?"

"And worse than an insult," Horace added, warmly, "to Grace!"

The little resolute black figure (still barring the way to the
conservatory) was suddenly shaken from head to foot. The woman's eyes
traveled backward and forward between Lady Janet and Horace with the
light of a new suspicion in them.

"Grace!" she exclaimed. "What Grace? That's my name. Lady Janet, you
_have_ got the letter! The woman is here!"

Lady Janet dropped Horace's arm, and retraced her steps to the place at
which her nephew was standing.

"Julian," she said. "You force me, for the first time in my life, to
remind you of the respect that is due to me in my own house. Send that
woman away."

Without waiting to be answered, she turned back again, and once more
took Horace's arm.

"Stand back, if you please," she said, quietly, to Grace.

Grace held her ground.

"The woman is here!" she repeated. "Confront me with her--and then send
me away, if you like."

Julian advanced, and firmly took her by the arm. "You forget what is due
to Lady Janet," he said, drawing her aside. "You forget what is due to
yourself."

With a desperate effort, Grace broke away from him, and stopped Lady
Janet on the threshold of the conservatory door.

"Justice!" she cried, shaking her clinched hand with hysterical frenzy
in the air. "I claim my right to meet that woman face to face! Where is
she? Confront me with her! Confront me with her!"

While those wild words were pouring from her lips, the rumbling of
carriage wheels became audible on the drive in front of the house.
In the all-absorbing agitation of the moment, the sound of the wheels
(followed by the opening of the house door) passed unnoticed by the
persons in the dining-room. Horace's voice was still raised in angry
protest against the insult offered to Lady Janet; Lady Janet herself
(leaving him for the second time) was vehemently ringing the bell to
summon the servants; Julian had once more taken the infuriated woman by
the arms and was trying vainly to compose her--when the library door
was opened quietly by a young lady wearing a mantle and a bonnet. Mercy
Merrick (true to the appointment which she had made with Horace) entered
the room.

The first eyes that discovered her presence on the scene were the eyes
of Grace Roseberry. Starting violently in Julian's grasp, she pointed
toward the library door. "Ah!" she cried, with a shriek of vindictive
delight. "There she is!"

Mercy turned as the sound of the scream rang through the room, and
met--resting on her in savage triumph--the living gaze of the woman
whose identity she had stolen, whose body she had left laid out for
dead. On the instant of that terrible discovery--with her eyes fixed
helplessly on the fierce eyes that had found her--she dropped senseless
on the floor.



CHAPTER XII. EXIT JULIAN.

JULIAN happened to be standing nearest to Mercy. He was the first at her
side when she fell.

In the cry of alarm which burst from him, as he raised her for a
moment in his arms, in the expression of his eyes when he looked at her
death-like face, there escaped the plain--too plain--confession of the
interest which he felt in her, of the admiration which she had aroused
in him. Horace detected it. There was the quick suspicion of jealousy in
the movement by which he joined Julian; there was the ready resentment
of jealousy in the tone in which he pronounced the words, "Leave her to
me." Julian resigned her in silence. A faint flush appeared on his pale
face as he drew back while Horace carried her to the sofa. His eyes sunk
to the ground; he seemed to be meditating self-reproachfully on the tone
in which his friend had spoken to him. After having been the first to
take an active part in meeting the calamity that had happened, he was
now, to all appearance, insensible to everything that was passing in the
room.

A touch on his shoulder roused him.

He turned and looked round. The woman who had done the mischief--the
stranger in the poor black garments--was standing behind him. She
pointed to the prostrate figure on the sofa, with a merciless smile.

"You wanted a proof just now," she said. "There it is!"

Horace heard her. He suddenly left the sofa and joined Julian. His face,
naturally ruddy, was pale with suppressed fury.

"Take that wretch away!" he said. "Instantly! or I won't answer for what
I may do."

Those words recalled Julian to himself. He looked round the room. Lady
Janet and the housekeeper were together, in attendance on the swooning
woman. The startled servants were congregated in the library doorway.
One of them offered to run to the nearest doctor; another asked if he
should fetch the police. Julian silenced them by a gesture, and turned
to Horace. "Compose yourself," he said. "Leave me to remove her quietly
from the house." He took Grace by the hand as he spoke. She hesitated,
and tried to release herself. Julian pointed to the group at the sofa,
and to the servants looking on. "You have made an enemy of every one in
this room," he said, "and you have not a friend in London. Do you wish
to make an enemy of _me?_ Her head drooped; she made no reply; she
waited, dumbly obedient to the firmer will than her own. Julian ordered
the servants crowding together in the doorway to withdraw. He followed
them into the library, leading Grace after him by the hand. Before
closing the door he paused, and looked back into the dining-room.

"Is she recovering?" he asked, after a moment's hesitation.

Lady Janet's voice answered him. "Not yet."

"Shall I send for the nearest doctor?"

Horace interposed. He declined to let Julian associate himself, even in
that indirect manner, with Mercy's recovery.

"If the doctor is wanted," he said, "I will go for him myself."

Julian closed the library door. He absently released Grace; he
mechanically pointed to a chair. She sat down in silent surprise,
following him with her eyes as he walked slowly to and fro in the room.

For the moment his mind was far away from her, and from all that had
happened since her appearance in the house. It was impossible that a
man of his fineness of perception could mistake the meaning of Horace's
conduct toward him. He was questioning his own heart, on the subject of
Mercy, sternly and unreservedly as it was his habit to do. "After only
once seeing her," he thought, "has she produced such an impression on me
that Horace can discover it, before I have even suspected it myself?
Can the time have come already when I owe it to my friend to see her no
more?" He stopped irritably in his walk. As a man devoted to a serious
calling in life, there was something that wounded his self-respect in
the bare suspicion that he could be guilty of the purely sentimental
extravagance called "love at first sight."

He had paused exactly opposite to the chair in which Grace was seated.
Weary of the silence, she seized the opportunity of speaking to him.

"I have come here with you as you wished," she said. "Are you going to
help me? Am I to count on you as my friend?"

He looked at her vacantly. It cost him an effort before he could give
her the attention that she had claimed.

"You have been hard on me," Grace went on. "But you showed me some
kindness at first; you tried to make them give me a fair hearing. I ask
you, as a just man, do you doubt now that the woman on the sofa in
the next room is an impostor who has taken my place? Can there be any
plainer confession that she is Mercy Merrick than the confession she has
made? _You_ saw it; _they_ saw it. She fainted at the sight of me."

Julian crossed the room--still without answering her--and rang the bell.
When the servant appeared, he told the man to fetch a cab.

Grace rose from her chair. "What is the cab for?" she asked, sharply.

"For you and for me," Julian replied. "I am going to take you back to
your lodgings."

"I refuse to go. My place is in this house. Neither Lady Janet nor you
can get over the plain facts. All I asked was to be confronted with
her. And what did she do when she came into the room? She fainted at the
sight of me."

Reiterating her one triumphant assertion, she fixed her eyes on Julian
with a look which said plainly: Answer that if you can. In mercy to her,
Julian answered it on the spot.

"As far as I understand," he said, "you appear to take it for granted
that no innocent woman would have fainted on first seeing you. I have
something to tell you which will alter your opinion. On her arrival
in England this lady informed my aunt that she had met with you
accidentally on the French frontier, and that she had seen you (so far
as she knew) struck dead at her side by a shell. Remember that, and
recall what happened just now. Without a word to warn her of your
restoration to life, she finds herself suddenly face to face with you,
a living woman--and this at a time when it is easy for any one who looks
at her to see that she is in delicate health. What is there wonderful,
what is there unaccountable, in her fainting under such circumstances as
these?"

The question was plainly put. Where was the answer to it?

There was no answer to it. Mercy's wisely candid statement of the manner
in which she had first met with Grace, and of the accident which
had followed had served Mercy's purpose but too well. It was simply
impossible for persons acquainted with that statement to attach a guilty
meaning to the swoon. The false Grace Roseberry was still as far beyond
the reach of suspicion as ever, and the true Grace was quick enough to
see it. She sank into the chair from which she had risen; her hands fell
in hopeless despair on her lap.

"Everything is against me," she said. "The truth itself turns liar, and
takes _her_ side." She paused, and rallied her sinking courage. "No!"
she cried, resolutely, "I won't submit to have my name and my place
taken from me by a vile adventuress! Say what you like, I insist on
exposing her; I won't leave the house!"

The servant entered the room, and announced that the cab was at the
door.

Grace turned to Julian with a defiant wave of her hand. "Don't let me
detain you," she said. "I see I have neither advice nor help to expect
from Mr. Julian Gray."

Julian beckoned to the servant to follow him into a corner of the room.

"Do you know if the doctor has been sent for?" he asked.

"I believe not, sir. It is said in the servants' hall that the doctor is
not wanted."

Julian was too anxious to be satisfied with a report from the servants'
hall. He hastily wrote on a slip of paper: "Has she recovered?" and gave
the note to the man, with directions to take it to Lady Janet.

"Did you hear what I said?" Grace inquired, while the messenger was
absent in the dining room.

"I will answer you directly," said Julian.

The servant appeared again as he spoke, with some lines in pencil
written by Lady Janet on the back of Julian's note. "Thank God, we have
revived her. In a few minutes we hope to be able to take her to her
room."

The nearest way to Mercy's room was through the library. Grace's
immediate removal had now become a necessity which was not to be trifled
with. Julian addressed himself to meeting the difficulty the instant he
was left alone with Grace.

"Listen to me," he said. "The cab is waiting, and I have my last words
to say to you. You are now (thanks to the consul's recommendation) in my
care. Decide at once whether you will remain under my charge, or whether
you will transfer yourself to the charge of the police."

Grace started. "What do you mean?" she asked, angrily.

"If you wish to remain under my charge," Julian proceeded, "you will
accompany me at once to the cab. In that case I will undertake to give
you an opportunity of telling your story to my own lawyer. He will be a
fitter person to advise you than I am. Nothing will induce we to believe
that the lady whom you have accused has committed, or is capable of
committing, such a fraud as you charge her with. You will hear what
the lawyer thinks, if you come with me. If you refuse, I shall have no
choice but to send into the next room, and tell them that you are still
here. The result will be that you will find yourself in charge of the
police. Take which course you like: I will give you a minute to decide
in. And remember this--if I appear to express myself harshly, it is your
conduct which forces me to speak out. I mean kindly toward you; I am
advising you honestly for your good."

He took out his watch to count the minute.

Grace stole one furtive glance at his steady, resolute face. She was
perfectly unmoved by the manly consideration for her which Julian's last
words had expressed. All she understood was that he was not a man to be
trifled with. Future opportunities would offer themselves of returning
secretly to the house. She determined to yield--and deceive him.

"I am ready to go," she said, rising with dogged submission. "Your turn
now," she muttered to herself, as she turned to the looking-glass to
arrange her shawl. "My turn will come."

Julian advanced toward her, as if to offer her his arm, and checked
himself. Firmly persuaded as he was that her mind was deranged--readily
as he admitted that she claimed, in virtue of her affliction, every
indulgence that he could extend to her--there was something repellent
to him at that moment in the bare idea of touching her. The image of the
beautiful creature who was the object of her monstrous accusation--the
image of Mercy as she lay helpless for a moment in his arms--was vivid
in his mind while he opened the door that led into the hall, and drew
back to let Grace pass out before him. He left the servant to help her
into the cab. The man respectfully addressed him as he took his seat
opposite to Grace.

"I am ordered to say that your room is ready, sir, and that her ladyship
expects you to dinner."

Absorbed in the events which had followed his aunt's invitation, Julian
had forgotten his engagement to stay at Mablethorpe House. Could he
return, knowing his own heart as he now knew it? Could he honorably
remain, perhaps for weeks together, in Mercy's society, conscious as
he now was of the impression which she had produced on him? No. The
one honorable course that he could take was to find an excuse for
withdrawing from his engagement. "Beg her ladyship not to wait dinner
for me," he said. "I will write and make my apologies." The cab drove
off. The wondering servant waited on the doorstep, looking after it. "I
wouldn't stand in Mr. Julian's shoes for something," he thought, with
his mind running on the difficulties of the young clergyman's position.
"There she is along with him in the cab. What is he going to do with her
after that?"

Julian himself, if it had been put to him at the moment, could not have
answered the question.

              *****

Lady Janet's anxiety was far from being relieved when Mercy had been
restored to her senses and conducted to her own room.

Mercy's mind remained in a condition of unreasoning alarm, which it was
impossible to remove. Over and over again she was told that the woman
who had terrified her had left the house, and would never be permitted
to enter it more; over and over again she was assured that the
stranger's frantic assertions were regarded by everybody about her as
unworthy of a moment's serious attention. She persisted in doubting
whether they were telling her the truth. A shocking distrust of her
friends seemed to possess her. She shrunk when Lady Janet approached the
bedside. She shuddered when Lady Janet kissed her. She flatly refused to
let Horace see her. She asked the strangest questions about Julian Gray,
and shook her head suspiciously when they told her that he was absent
from the house. At intervals she hid her face in the bedclothes and
murmured to herself piteously, "Oh, what shall I do? What shall I do?"
At other times her one petition was to be left alone. "I want nobody in
my room"--that was her sullen cry--"nobody in my room."

The evening advanced, and brought with it no change for the better. Lady
Janet, by the advice of Horace, sent for her own medical adviser.

The doctor shook his head. The symptoms, he said, indicated a serious
shock to the nervous system. He wrote a sedative prescription; and he
gave (with a happy choice of language) some sound and safe advice. It
amounted briefly to this: "Take her away, and try the sea-side."
Lady Janet's customary energy acted on the advice, without a moment's
needless delay. She gave the necessary directions for packing the trunks
overnight, and decided on leaving Mablethorpe House with Mercy the next
morning.

Shortly after the doctor had taken his departure a letter from Julian,
addressed to Lady Janet, was delivered by private messenger.

Beginning with the necessary apologies for the writer's absence, the
letter proceeded in these terms:


"Before I permitted my companion to see the lawyer, I felt the necessity
of consulting him as to my present position toward her first.

"I told him--what I think it only right to repeat to you--that I do not
feel justified in acting on my own opinion that her mind is deranged.
In the case of this friendless woman I want medical authority, and, more
even than that, I want some positive proof, to satisfy my conscience as
well as to confirm my view.

"Finding me obstinate on this point, the lawyer undertook to consult a
physician accustomed to the treatment of the insane, on my behalf.

"After sending a message and receiving the answer, he said, 'Bring
the lady here--in half an hour; she shall tell her story to the doctor
instead of telling it to me.' The proposal rather staggered me; I asked
how it was possible to induce her to do that. He laughed, and answered,
'I shall present the doctor as my senior partner; my senior partner will
be the very man to advise her.' You know that I hate all deception, even
where the end in view appears to justify it. On this occasion, however,
there was no other alternative than to let the lawyer take his own
course, or to run the risk of a delay which might be followed by serious
results.

"I waited in a room by myself (feeling very uneasy, I own) until the
doctor joined me, after the interview was over.

"His opinion is, briefly, this:

"After careful examination of the unfortunate creature, he thinks that
there are unmistakably symptoms of mental aberration. But how far the
mischief has gone, and whether her case is, or is not, sufficiently
grave to render actual restraint necessary, he cannot positively say, in
our present state of ignorance as to facts.

"'Thus far,' he observed, 'we know nothing of that part of her delusion
which relates to Mercy Merrick. The solution of the difficulty, in this
case, is to be found there. I entirely agree with the lady that the
inquiries of the consul at Mannheim are far from being conclusive.
Furnish me with satisfactory evidence either that there is, or is not,
such a person really in existence as Mercy Merrick, and I will give you
a positive opinion on the case whenever you choose to ask for it.'

"Those words have decided me on starting for the Continent and renewing
the search for Mercy Merrick.

"My friend the lawyer wonders jocosely whether _I_ am in my right
senses. His advice is that I should apply to the nearest magistrate, and
relieve you and myself of all further trouble in that way.

"Perhaps you agree with him? My dear aunt (as you have often said), I
do nothing like other people. I am interested in this case. I cannot
abandon a forlorn woman who has been confided to me to the tender
mercies of strangers, so long as there is any hope of my making
discoveries which may be instrumental in restoring her to
herself--perhaps, also, in restoring her to her friends.

"I start by the mail-train of to-night. My plan is to go first to
Mannheim and consult with the consul and the hospital doctors; then to
find my way to the German surgeon and to question _him_; and, that done,
to make the last and hardest effort of all--the effort to trace the
French ambulance and to penetrate the mystery of Mercy Merrick.

"Immediately on my return I will wait on you, and tell you what I have
accomplished, or how I have failed.

"In the meanwhile, pray be under no alarm about the reappearance of this
unhappy woman at your house. She is fully occupied in writing (at my
suggestion) to her friends in Canada; and she is under the care of the
landlady at her lodgings--an experienced and trustworthy person, who
has satisfied the doctor as well as myself of her fitness for the charge
that she has undertaken.

"Pray mention this to Miss Roseberry (whenever you think it desirable),
with the respectful expression of my sympathy, and of my best wishes for
her speedy restoration to health. And once more forgive me for failing,
under stress of necessity, to enjoy the hospitality of Mablethorpe
House."



Lady Janet closed Julian's letter, feeling far from satisfied with it.
She sat for a while, pondering over what her nephew had written to her.

"One of two things," thought the quick-witted old lady. "Either the
lawyer is right, and Julian is a fit companion for the madwoman whom he
has taken under his charge, or he has some second motive for this absurd
journey of his which he has carefully abstained from mentioning in his
letter. What can the motive be?"

At intervals during the night that question recurred to her ladyship
again and again. The utmost exercise of her ingenuity failing to answer
it, her one resource left was to wait patiently for Julian's return,
and, in her own favorite phrase, to "have it out of him" then.

The next morning Lady Janet and her adopted daughter left Mablethorpe
House for Brighton; Horace (who had begged to be allowed to accompany
them) being sentenced to remain in London by Mercy's express desire.
Why--nobody could guess; and Mercy refused to say.



CHAPTER XIII. ENTER JULIAN.

A WEEK has passed. The scene opens again in the dining-room at
Mablethorpe House.

The hospitable table bears once more its burden of good things for
lunch. But on this occasion Lady Janet sits alone. Her attention is
divided between reading her newspaper and feeding her cat. The cat is
a sleek and splendid creature. He carries an erect tail. He rolls
luxuriously on the soft carpet. He approaches his mistress in a series
of coquettish curves. He smells with dainty hesitation at the choicest
morsels that can be offered to him. The musical monotony of his purring
falls soothingly on her ladyship's ear. She stops in the middle of a
leading article and looks with a careworn face at the happy cat. "Upon
my honor," cries Lady Janet, thinking, in her inveterately ironical
manner, of the cares that trouble her, "all things considered, Tom, I
wish I was You!"

The cat starts--not at his mistress's complimentary apostrophe, but at
a knock at the door, which follows close upon it. Lady Janet says,
carelessly enough, "Come in;" looks round listlessly to see who it is;
and starts, like the cat, when the door opens and discloses--Julian
Gray!

"You--or your ghost?" she exclaims.

She has noticed already that Julian is paler than usual, and that
there is something in his manner at once uneasy and subdued--highly
uncharacteristic of him at other times. He takes a seat by her side,
and kisses her hand. But--for the first time in his aunt's experience
of him--he refuses the good things on the luncheon table, and he has
nothing to say to the cat! That neglected animal takes refuge on Lady
Janet's lap. Lady Janet, with her eyes fixed expectantly on her nephew
(determining to "have it out of him" at the first opportunity), waits
to hear what he has to say for himself. Julian has no alternative but to
break the silence, and tell his story as he best may.



"I got back from the Continent last night," he began. "And I come here,
as I promised, to report myself on my return. How does your ladyship do?
How is Miss Roseberry?"

Lady Janet laid an indicative finger on the lace pelerine which
ornamented the upper part of her dress. "Here is the old lady, well,"
she answered--and pointed next to the room above them. "And there,"
she added, "is the young lady, ill. Is anything the matter with _you_,
Julian?"

"Perhaps I am a little tired after my journey. Never mind me. Is Miss
Roseberry still suffering from the shock?"

"What else should she be suffering from? I will never forgive you,
Julian, for bringing that crazy impostor into my house."

"My dear aunt, when I was the innocent means of bringing her here I had
no idea that such a person as Miss Roseberry was in existence. Nobody
laments what has happened more sincerely than I do. Have you had medical
advice?"

"I took her to the sea-side a week since by medical advice."

"Has the change of air don e her no good?"

"None whatever. If anything, the change of air has made her worse.
Sometimes she sits for hours together, as pale as death, without looking
at anything, and without uttering a word. Sometimes she brightens up,
and seems as if she was eager to say something; and then Heaven only
knows why, checks herself suddenly as if she was afraid to speak. I
could support that. But what cuts me to the heart, Julian, is, that she
does not appear to trust me and to love me as she did. She seems to be
doubtful of me; she seems to be frightened of me. If I did not know that
it was simply impossible that such a thing could be, I should really
think she suspected me of believing what that wretch said of her. In one
word (and between ourselves), I begin to fear she will never get over
the fright which caused that fainting-fit. There is serious mischief
somewhere; and, try as I may to discover it, it is mischief beyond my
finding."

"Can the doctor do nothing?"

Lady Janet's bright black eyes answered before she replied in words,
with a look of supreme contempt.

"The doctor!" she repeated, disdainfully. "I brought Grace back last
night in sheer despair, and I sent for the doctor this morning. He is at
the head of his profession; he is said to be making ten thousand a year;
and he knows no more about it than I do. I am quite serious. The great
physician has just gone away with two guineas in his pocket. One guinea,
for advising me to keep her quiet; another guinea for telling me to
trust to time. Do you wonder how he gets on at this rate? My dear boy,
they all get on in the same way. The medical profession thrives on two
incurable diseases in these modern days--a He-disease and a She-disease.
She-disease--nervous depression; He-disease--suppressed gout. Remedies,
one guinea, if _you_ go to the doctor; two guineas if the doctor goes
to _you_. I might have bought a new bonnet," cried her ladyship,
indignantly, "with the money I have given to that man! Let us change the
subject. I lose my temper when I think of it. Besides, I want to know
something. Why did you go abroad?"

At that plain question Julian looked unaffectedly surprised. "I wrote to
explain," he said. "Have you not received my letter?"

"Oh, I got your letter. It was long enough, in all conscience; and, long
as it was, it didn't tell me the one thing I wanted to know."

"What is the 'one thing'?"

Lady Janet's reply pointed--not too palpably at first--at that second
motive for Julian's journey which she had suspected Julian of concealing
from her.

"I want to know," she said, "why you troubled yourself to make your
inquiries on the Continent _in person?_ You know where my old courier is
to be found. You have yourself pronounced him to be the most intelligent
and trustworthy of men. Answer me honestly--could you not have sent him
in your place?"

"I _might_ have sent him," Julian admitted, a little reluctantly.

"You might have sent the courier--and you were under an engagement to
stay here as my guest. Answer me honestly once more. Why did you go
away?"

Julian hesitated. Lady Janet paused for his reply, with the air of
a women who was prepared to wait (if necessary) for the rest of the
afternoon.

"I had a reason of my own for going," Julian said at last.

"Yes?" rejoined Lady Janet, prepared to wait (if necessary) till the
next morning.

"A reason," Julian resumed, "which I would rather not mention."

"Oh!" said Lady Janet. "Another mystery--eh? And another woman at the
bottom of it, no doubt. Thank you--that will do--I am sufficiently
answered. No wonder, as a clergyman, that you look a little confused.
There is, perhaps, a certain grace, under the circumstances, in looking
confused. We will change the subject again. You stay here, of course,
now you have come back?"

Once more the famous pulpit orator seemed to find himself in the
inconceivable predicament of not knowing what to say. Once more Lady
Janet looked resigned to wait (if necessary) until the middle of next
week.

Julian took refuge in an answer worthy of the most commonplace man on
the face of the civilized earth.

"I beg your ladyship to accept my thanks and my excuses," he said.

Lady Janet's many-ringed fingers, mechanically stroking the cat in her
lap, began to stroke him the wrong way.

Lady Janet's inexhaustible patience showed signs of failing her at last.

"Mighty civil, I am sure," she said. "Make it complete. Say, Mr. Julian
Gray presents his compliments to Lady Janet Roy, and regrets that a
previous engagement--Julian!" exclaimed the old lady, suddenly pushing
the cat off her lap, and flinging her last pretense of good temper
to the winds--"Julian, I am not to be trifled with! There is but one
explanation of your conduct--you are evidently avoiding my house. Is
there somebody you dislike in it? Is it me?"

Julian intimated by a gesture that his aunt's last question was absurd.
(The much-injured cat elevated his back, waved his tail slowly, walked
to the fireplace, and honored the rug by taking a seat on it.)

Lady Janet persisted. "Is it Grace Roseberry?" she asked next.

Even Julian's patience began to show signs of yielding. His manner
assumed a sudden decision, his voice rose a tone louder.

"You insist on knowing?" he said. "It _is_ Miss Roseberry."

"You don't like her?" cried Lady Janet, with a sudden burst of angry
surprise.

Julian broke out, on his side: "If I see any more of her," he answered,
the rare color mounting passionately in his cheeks, "I shall be the
unhappiest man living. If I see any more of her, I shall be false to my
old friend, who is to marry her. Keep us apart. If you have any regard
for my peace of mind, keep us apart."

Unutterable amazement expressed itself in his aunt's lifted hands.
Ungovernable curiosity uttered itself in his aunt's next words.

"You don't mean to tell me you are in love with Grace?"

Julian sprung restlessly to his feet, and disturbed the cat at the
fireplace. (The cat left the room.)

"I don't know what to tell you," he said; "I can't realize it to myself.
No other woman has ever roused the feeling in me which this woman seems
to have called to life in an instant. In the hope of forgetting her I
broke my engagement here; I purposely seized the opportunity of making
those inquiries abroad. Quite useless. I think of her, morning, noon,
and night. I see her and hear her, at this moment, as plainly as I
see and hear you. She has made _her_self a part of _my_self. I don't
understand my life without her. My power of will seems to be gone. I
said to myself this morning, 'I will write to my aunt; I won't go back
to Mablethorpe House.' Here I am in Mablethorpe House, with a mean
subterfuge to justify me to my own conscience. 'I owe it to my aunt to
call on my aunt.' That is what I said to myself on the way here; and I
was secretly hoping every step of the way that she would come into the
room when I got here. I am hoping it now. And she is engaged to Horace
Holmcroft--to my oldest friend, to my best friend! Am I an infernal
rascal? or am I a weak fool? God knows--I don't. Keep my secret, aunt.
I am heartily ashamed of myself; I used to think I was made of better
stuff than this. Don't say a word to Horace. I must, and will, conquer
it. Let me go."

He snatched up his hat. Lady Janet, rising with the activity of a young
woman, pursued him across the room, and stopped him at the door.

"No," answered the resolute old lady, "I won't let you go. Come back
with me."

As she said those words she noticed with a certain fond pride the
brilliant color mounting in his cheeks--the flashing brightness which
lent an added luster to his eyes. He had never, to her mind, looked so
handsome before. She took his arm, and led him to the chairs which they
had just left. It was shocking, it was wrong (she mentally admitted) to
look on Mercy, under the circumstances, with any other eye than the
eye of a brother or a friend. In a clergyman (perhaps) doubly shocking,
doubly wrong. But, with all her respect for the vested interests
of Horace, Lady Janet could not blame Julian. Worse still, she was
privately conscious that he had, somehow or other, risen, rather than
fallen, in her estimation within the last minute or two. Who could deny
that her adopted daughter was a charming creature? Who could wonder if a
man of refined tastes admired her? Upon the whole, her ladyship humanely
decided that her nephew was rather to be pitied than blamed. What
daughter of Eve (no matter whether she was seventeen or seventy) could
have honestly arrived at any other conclusion? Do what a man may--let
him commit anything he likes, from an error to a crime--so long as there
is a woman at the bottom of it, there is an inexhaustible fund of pardon
for him in every other woman's heart. "Sit down," said Lady Janet,
smiling in spite of herself; "and don't talk in that horrible way again.
A man, Julian--especially a famous man like you--ought to know how to
control himself."

Julian burst out laughing bitterly.

"Send upstairs for my self-control," he said. "It's in _her_
possession--not in mine. Good morning, aunt."

He rose from his chair. Lady Janet instantly pushed him back into it.

"I insist on your staying here," she said, "if it is only for a few
minutes longer. I have something to say to you."

"Does it refer to Miss Roseberry?"

"It refers to the hateful woman who frightened Miss Roseberry. Now are
you satisfied?"

Julian bowed, and settled himself in his chair.

"I don't much like to acknowledge it," his aunt went on. "But I want you
to understand that I have something really serious to speak about,
for once in a way. Julian! that wretch not only frightens Grace--she
actually frightens me."

"Frightens you? She is quite harmless, poor thing."

"'Poor thing'!" repeated Lady Janet. "Did you say 'poor thing'?"

"Yes."

"Is it possible that you pity her?"

"From the bottom of my heart."

The old lady's temper gave way again at that reply. "I hate a man who
can't hate anybody!" she burst out. "If you had been an ancient Roman,
Julian, I believe you would have pitied Nero himself."

Julian cordially agreed with her. "I believe I should," he said,
quietly. "All sinners, my dear aunt, are more or less miserable sinners.
Nero must have been one of the wretchedest of mankind."

"Wretched!" exclaimed Lady Janet. "Nero wretched! A man who committed
robbery, arson and murder to his own violin accompaniment--_only_
wretched! What next, I wonder? When modern philanthropy begins to
apologize for Nero, modern philanthropy has arrived at a pretty pass
indeed! We shall hear next that Bloody Queen Mary was as playful as
a kitten; and if poor dear Henry the Eighth carried anything to an
extreme, it was the practice of the domestic virtues. Ah, how I hate
cant! What were we talking about just now? You wander from the subject,
Julian; you are what I call bird-witted. I protest I forget what I
wanted to say to you. No, I won't be reminded of it. I may be an old
woman, but I am not in my dotage yet! Why do you sit there staring? Have
you nothing to say for yourself? Of all the people in the world, have
_you_ lost the use of your tongue?"

Julian's excellent temper and accurate knowledge of his aunt's character
exactly fitted him to calm the rising storm. He contrived to lead Lady
Janet insensibly back to the lost subject by dexterous reference to
a narrative which he had thus far left untold--the narrative of his
adventures on the Continent.

"I have a great deal to say, aunt," he replied. "I have not yet told you
of my discoveries abroad."

Lady Janet instantly took the bait.

"I knew there was something forgotten," she said. "You have been all
this time in the house, and you have told me nothing. Begin directly."

Patient Julian began.



CHAPTER XIV. COMING EVENTS CAST THEIR SHADOWS BEFORE.

"I WENT first to Mannheim, Lady Janet, as I told you I should in my
letter, and I heard all that the consul and the hospital doctors could
tell me. No new fact of the slightest importance turned up. I got my
directions for finding the German surgeon, and I set forth to try what I
could make next of the man who performed the operation. On the question
of his patient's identity he had (as a perfect stranger to her) nothing
to tell me. On the question of her mental condition, however, he made a
very important statement. He owned to me that he had operated on another
person injured by a shell-wound on the head at the battle of Solferino,
and that the patient (recovering also in this case) recovered--mad. That
is a remarkable admission; don't you think so?"

Lady Janet's temper had hardly been allowed time enough to subside to
its customary level.

"Very remarkable, I dare say," she answered, "to people who feel any
doubt of this pitiable lady of yours being mad. I feel no doubt--and,
thus far, I find your account of yourself, Julian, tiresome in the
extreme. Go on to the end. Did you lay your hand on Mercy Merrick?"

"No."

"Did you hear anything of her?"

"Nothing. Difficulties beset me on every side. The French ambulance
had shared in the disasters of France--it was broken up. The wounded
Frenchmen were prisoners somewhere in Germany, nobody knew where.
The French surgeon had been killed in action. His assistants were
scattered--most likely in hiding. I began to despair of making any
discovery, when accident threw in my way two Prussian soldiers who had
been in the French cottage. They confirmed what the German surgeon told
the consul, and what Horace himself told _me_--namely, that no nurse
in a black dress was to be seen in the place. If there had been such a
person, she would certainly (the Prussians inform me) have been found in
attendance on the injured Frenchmen. The cross of the Geneva Convention
would have been amply sufficient to protect her: no woman wearing that
badge of honor would have disgraced herself by abandoning the wounded
men before the Germans entered the place."

"In short," interposed Lady Janet, "there is no such person as Mercy
Merrick."

"I can draw no other conclusion," said Julian, "unless the English
doctor's idea is the right one. After hearing what I have just told you,
he thinks the woman herself is Mercy Merrick."

Lady Janet held up her hand as a sign that she had an objection to make
here.

"You and the doctor seem to have settled everything to your entire
satisfaction on both sides," she said. "But there is one difficulty that
you have neither of you accounted for yet."

"What is it, aunt?"

"You talk glibly enough, Julian, about this woman's mad assertion that
Grace is the missing nurse, and that she is Grace. But you have not
explained yet how the idea first got into her head; and, more than that,
how it is that she is acquainted with my name and address, and perfectly
familiar with Grace's papers and Grace's affairs. These things are a
puzzle to a person of my average intelligence. Can your clever friend,
the doctor, account for them?"

"Shall I tell you what he said when I saw him this morning?"

"Will it take long?"

"It will take about a minute."

"You agreeably surprise me. Go on."

"You want to know how she gained her knowledge of your name and of Miss
Roseberry's affairs," Julian resumed. "The doctor says in one of two
ways. Either Miss Roseberry must have spoken of you and of her own
affairs while she and the stranger were together in the French cottage,
or the stranger must have obtained access privately to Miss Roseberry's
papers. Do you agree so far?"

Lady Janet began to feel interested for the first time.

"Perfectly," she said. "I have no doubt Grace rashly talked of matters
which an older and wiser person would have kept to herself."

"Very good. Do you also agree that the last idea in the woman's mind
when she was struck by the shell might have been (quite probably) the
idea of Miss Roseberry's identity and Miss Roseberry's affairs? You
think it likely enough? Well, what happens after that? The wounded woman
is brought to life by an operation, and she becomes delirious in the
hospital at Mannheim. During her delirium the idea of Miss Roseberry's
identity ferments in her brain, and assumes its present perverted form.
In that form it still remains. As a necessary consequence, she persists
in reversing the two identities. She says she is Miss Roseberry, and
declares Miss Roseberry to be Mercy Merrick. There is the doctor 's
explanation. What do you think of it?"

"Very ingenious, I dare say. The doctor doesn't quite satisfy me,
however, for all that. I think--"

What Lady Janet thought was not destined to be expressed. She suddenly
checked herself, and held up her hand for the second time.

"Another objection?" inquired Julian.

"Hold your tongue!" cried the old lady. "If you say a word more I shall
lose it again."

"Lose what, aunt?"

"What I wanted to say to you ages ago. I have got it back again--it
begins with a question. (No more of the doctor--I have had enough of
him!) Where is she--_your_ pitiable lady, _my_ crazy wretch--where is
she now? Still in London?"

"Yes."

"And still at large?"

"Still with the landlady, at her lodgings."

"Very well. Now answer me this! What is to prevent her from making
another attempt to force her way (or steal her way) into my house? How
am I to protect Grace, how am I to protect myself, if she comes here
again?"

"Is that really what you wished to speak to me about?"

"That, and nothing else."



They were both too deeply interested in the subject of their
conversation to look toward the conservatory, and to notice the
appearance at that moment of a distant gentleman among the plants and
flowers, who had made his way in from the garden outside. Advancing
noiselessly on the soft Indian matting, the gentleman ere long revealed
himself under the form and features of Horace Holmcroft. Before entering
the dining-room he paused, fixing his eyes inquisitively on the back
of Lady Janet's visitor--the back being all that he could see in the
position he then occupied. After a pause of an instant the visitor
spoke, and further uncertainty was at once at an end. Horace,
nevertheless, made no movement to enter the room. He had his own jealous
distrust of what Julian might be tempted to say at a private interview
with his aunt; and he waited a little longer on the chance that his
doubts might be verified.

"Neither you nor Miss Roseberry need any protection from the poor
deluded creature," Julian went on. "I have gained great influence over
her--and I have satisfied her that it is useless to present herself here
again."

"I beg your pardon," interposed Horace, speaking from the conservatory
door. "You have done nothing of the sort."

(He had heard enough to satisfy him that the talk was not taking the
direction which his Suspicions had anticipated. And, as an additional
incentive to show himself, a happy chance had now offered him the
opportunity of putting Julian in the wrong.)

"Good heavens, Horace!" exclaimed Lady Janet. "Where did you come from?
And what do you mean?"

"I heard at the lodge that your ladyship and Grace had returned last
night. And I came in at once without troubling the servants, by the
shortest way." He turned to Julian next. "The woman you were speaking of
just now," he proceeded, "has been here again already--in Lady Janet's
absence."

Lady Janet immediately looked at her nephew. Julian reassured her by a
gesture.

"Impossible," he said. "There must be some mistake."

"There is no mistake," Horace rejoined. "I am repeating what I have just
heard from the lodge-keeper himself. He hesitated to mention it to Lady
Janet for fear of alarming her. Only three days since this person had
the audacity to ask him for her ladyship's address at the sea-side. Of
course he refused to give it."

"You hear that, Julian?" said Lady Janet.

No signs of anger or mortification escaped Julian. The expression in his
face at that moment was an expression of sincere distress.

"Pray don't alarm yourself," he said to his aunt, in his quietest tones.
"If she attempts to annoy you or Miss Roseberry again, I have it in my
power to stop her instantly."

"How?" asked Lady Janet.

"How, indeed!" echoed Horace. "If we give her in charge to the police,
we shall become the subject of a public scandal."

"I have managed to avoid all danger of scandal," Julian answered; the
expression of distress in his face becoming more and more marked while
he spoke. "Before I called here to-day I had a private consultation with
the magistrate of the district, and I have made certain arrangements at
the police station close by. On receipt of my card, an experienced man,
in plain clothes, will present himself at any address that I indicate,
and will take her quietly away. The magistrate will hear the charge in
his private room, and will examine the evidence which I can produce,
showing that she is not accountable for her actions. The proper medical
officer will report officially on the case, and the law will place her
under the necessary restraint."

Lady Janet and Horace looked at each other in amazement. Julian was,
in their opinion, the last man on earth to take the course--at once
sensible and severe--which Julian had actually adopted. Lady Janet
insisted on an explanation.

"Why do I hear of this now for the first time?" she asked. "Why did you
not tell me you had taken these precautions before?"

Julian answered frankly and sadly.

"Because I hoped, aunt, that there would be no necessity for proceeding
to extremities. You now force me to acknowledge that the lawyer and the
doctor (both of whom I have seen this morning) think, as you do, that
she is not to be trusted. It was at their suggestion entirely that
I went to the magistrate. They put it to me whether the result of
my inquiries abroad--unsatisfactory as it may have been in other
respects--did not strengthen the conclusion that the poor woman's mind
is deranged. I felt compelled in common honesty to admit that it was so.
Having owned this, I was bound to take such precautions as the lawyer
and the doctor thought necessary. I have done my duty--sorely against my
own will. It is weak of me, I dare say; but I can _not_ bear the
thought of treating this afflicted creature harshly. Her delusion is so
hopeless! her situation is such a pitiable one!"

His voice faltered. He turned away abruptly and took up his hat.
Lady Janet followed him, and spoke to him at the door. Horace smiled
satirically, and went to warm himself at the fire.

"Are you going away, Julian?"

"I am only going to the lodge-keeper. I want to give him a word of
warning in case of his seeing her again."

"You will come back here?" (Lady Janet lowered her voice to a whisper.)
"There is really a reason, Julian, for your not leaving the house now."

"I promise not to go away, aunt, until I have provided for your
security. If you, or your adopted daughter, are alarmed by another
intrusion, I give you my word of honor my card shall go to the police
station, however painfully I may feel it myself." (He, too, lowered his
voice at the next words ) "In the meantime, remember what I confessed
to you while we were alone. For my sake, let me see as little of Miss
Roseberry as possible. Shall I find you in this room when I come back?"

"Yes."

"Alone?"

He laid a strong emphasis, of look as well as of tone, on that one word.
Lady Janet understood what the emphasis meant.

"Are you really," she whispered, "as much in love with Grace as that?"

Julian laid one hand on his aunt's arm, and pointed with the other to
Horace--standing with his back to them, warming his feet on the fender.

"Well?" said Lady Janet.

"Well," said Julian, with a smile on his lip and a tear in his eye, "I
never envied any man as I envy _him!_"

With those words he left the room.



CHAPTER XV. A WOMAN'S REMORSE.

HAVING warmed his feet to his own entire satisfaction, Horace turned
round from the fireplace, and discovered that he and Lady Janet were
alone.

"Can I see Grace?" he asked.

The easy tone in which he put the question--a tone, as it were, of
proprietorship in "Grace"--jarred on Lady Janet at the moment. For
the first time in her life she found herself comparing Horace with
Julian--to Horace's disadvantage. He was rich; he was a gentleman of
ancient lineage; he bore an unblemished character. But who had the
strong brain? who had the great heart? Which was the Man of the two?

"Nobody can see her," answered Lady Janet. "Not even you!"

The tone of the reply was sharp, with a dash of irony in it. But where
is the modern young man, possessed of health and an independent income,
who is capable of understanding that irony can be presumptuous enough
to address itself to _him?_ Horace (with perfect politeness) declined to
consider himself answered.

"Does your ladyship mean that Miss Roseberry is in bed?" he asked.

"I mean that Miss Roseberry is in her room. I mean that I have twice
tried to persuade Miss Roseberry to dress and come downstairs, and tried
in vain. I mean that what Miss Roseberry refuses to do for Me, she is
not likely to do for You--"

How many more meanings of her own Lady Janet might have gone on
enumerating, it is not easy to calculate. At her third sentence a sound
in the library caught her ear through the incompletely closed door and
suspended the next words on her lips. Horace heard it also. It was the
rustling sound (traveling nearer and nearer over the library carpet) of
a silken dress.

(In the interval while a coming event remains in a state of uncertainty,
what is it the inevitable tendency of every Englishman under thirty to
do? His inevitable tendency is to ask somebody to bet on the event.
He can no more resist it than he can resist lifting his stick or his
umbrella, in the absence of a gun, and pretending to shoot if a bird
flies by him while he is out for a walk.)

"What will your ladyship bet that this is not Grace?" cried Horace.

Her ladyship took no notice of the proposal; her attention remained
fixed on the library door. The rustling sound stopped for a moment. The
door was softly pushed open. The false Grace Roseberry entered the room.

Horace advanced to meet her, opened his lips to speak, and
stopped--struck dumb by the change in his affianced wife since he had
seen her last. Some terrible oppression seemed to have crushed her. It
was as if she had actually shrunk in height as well as in substance. She
walked more slowly than usual; she spoke more rarely than usual, and in
a lower tone. To those who had seen her before the fatal visit of the
stranger from Mannheim, it was the wreck of the woman that now appeared
instead of the woman herself. And yet there was the old charm still
surviving through it all; the grandeur of the head and eyes, the
delicate symmetry of the features, the unsought grace of every
movement--in a word, the unconquerable beauty which suffering cannot
destroy, and which time itself is powerless to wear out. Lady Janet
advanced, and took her with hearty kindness by both hands.

"My dear child, welcome among us again! You have come down stairs to
please me?"

She bent her head in silent acknowledgment that it was so. Lady Janet
pointed to Horace: "Here is somebody who has been longing to see you,
Grace."

She never looked up; she stood submissive, her eyes fixed on a little
basket of colored wools which hung on her arm. "Thank you, Lady Janet,"
she said, faintly. "Thank you, Horace."

Horace placed her arm in his, and led her to the sofa. She shivered as
she took her seat, and looked round her. It was the first time she had
seen the dining-room since the day when she had found herself face to
face with the dead-alive.

"Why do you come here, my love?" asked Lady Janet. "The drawing-room
would have been a warmer and a pleasanter place for you."

"I saw a carriage at the front door. I was afraid of meeting with
visitors in the drawing-room."

As she made that reply, the servant came in, and announced the visitors'
names. Lady Janet sighed wearily. "I must go and get rid of them," she
said, resigning herself to circumstances. "What will _you_ do, Grace?"

"I will stay here, if you please."

"I will keep her company," added Horace.

Lady Janet hesitated. She had promised to see her nephew in the
dining-room on his return to the house--and to see him alone. Would
there be time enough to get rid of the visitors and to establish her
adopted daughter in the empty drawing-room before Julian appeared? It
was ten minutes' walk to the lodge, and he had to make the gate-keeper
understand his instructions. Lady Janet decided that she had time enough
at her disposal. She nodded kindly to Mercy, and left her alone with her
lover.

Horace seated himself in the vacant place on the sofa. So far as it was
in his nature to devote himself to any one he was devoted to Mercy. "I
am grieved to see how you have suffered," he said, with honest distress
in his face as he looked at her. "Try to forget what has happened."

"I am trying to forget. Do _you_ think of it much?"

"My darling, it is too contemptible to be thought of."

She placed her work-basket on her lap. Her wasted fingers began absently
sorting the wools inside.

"Have you seen Mr. Julian Gray?" she asked, suddenly.

"Yes."

"What does _he_ say about it?" She looked at Horace for the first time,
steadily scrutinizing his face. Horace took refuge in prevarication.

"I really haven't asked for Julian's opinion," he said.

She looked down again, with a sigh, at the basket on her lap--considered
a little--and tried him once more.

"Why has Mr. Julian Gray not been here for a whole week?" she went on.
"The servants say he has been abroad. Is that true?"

It was useless to deny it. Horace admitted that the servants were right.

Her fingers, suddenly stopped at their restless work among the wools;
her breath quickened perceptibly. What had Julian Gray been doing
abroad? Had he been making inquiries? Did he alone, of all the people
who saw that terrible meeting, suspect her? Yes! His was the finer
intelligence; his was a clergyman's (a London clergyman's) experience of
frauds and deceptions, and of the women who were guilty of them. Not a
doubt of it now! Julian suspected her.

"When does he come back?" she asked, in tones so low that Horace could
barely hear her.

"He has come back already. He returned last night."

A faint shade of color stole slowly over the pallor of her face. She
suddenly put her basket away, and clasped her hands together to quiet
the trembling of them, before she asked her next question.

"Where is--" She paused to steady her voice. "Where is the person," she
resumed, "who came here and frightened me?"

Horace hastened to re-assure her. "The person will not come again," he
said. "Don't talk of her! Don't think of her!"

She shook her head. "There is something I want to know," she persisted.
"How did Mr. Julian Gray become acquainted with her?"

This was easily answered. Horace mentioned the consul at Mannheim, and
the letter of introduction. She listened eagerly, and said her next
words in a louder, firmer tone.

"She was quite a stranger, then, to Mr. Julian Gray--before that?"

"Quite a stranger," Horace replied. "No more questions--not another word
about her, Grace! I forbid the subject. Come, my own love!" he said,
taking her hand and bending over her tenderly, "rally your spirits! We
are young--we love each other--now is our time to be happy!"

Her hand turned suddenly cold, and trembled in his. Her head sank with a
helpless weariness on her breast. Horace rose in alarm.

"You are cold--you are faint," he said. "Let me get you a glass of
wine!--let me mend the fire!"

The decanters were still on the luncheon-table. Horace insisted on
her drinking some port-wine. She barely took half the contents of the
wine-glass. Even that little told on her sensitive organization;
it roused her sinking energies of body and mind. After watching her
anxiously, without attracting her notice, Horace left her again to
attend to the fire at the other end of the room. Her eyes followed
him slowly with a hard and tearless despair. "Rally your spirits," she
repeated to herself in a whisper. "My spirits! O God!" She looked round
her at the luxury and beauty of the room, as those look who take their
leave of familiar scenes. The moment after, her eyes sank, and rested on
the rich dress that she wore a gift from Lady Janet. She thought of the
past; she thought of the future. Was the time near when she would be
back again in the Refuge, or back again in the streets?--she who had
been Lady Janet's adopted daughter, and Horace Holmcroft's betrothed
wife! A sudden frenzy of recklessness seized on her as she thought of
the coming end. Horace was right! Why not rally her spirits? Why not
make the most of her time? The last hours of her life in that house
were at hand. Why not enjoy her stolen position while she could?
"Adventuress!" whispered the mocking spirit within her, "be true to your
character. Away with your remorse! Remorse is the luxury of an honest
woman." She caught up her basket of wools, inspired by a new idea. "Ring
the bell!" she cried out to Horace at the fire-place.

He looked round in wonder. The sound of her voice was so completely
altered that he almost fancied there must have been another woman in the
room.

"Ring the bell!" she repeated. "I have left my work upstairs. If you
want me to be in good spirits, I must have my work."

Still looking at her, Horace put his hand mechanically to the bell and
rang. One of the men-servants came in.

"Go upstairs and ask my maid for my work," she said, sharply. Even the
man was taken by surprise: it was her habit to speak to the servants
with a gentleness and consideration which had long since won all their
hearts. "Do you hear me?" she asked, impatiently. The servant bowed,
and went out on his errand. She turned to Horace with flashing eyes and
fevered cheeks.

"What a comfort it is," she said, "to belong to the upper classes! A
poor woman has no maid to dress her, and no footman to send upstairs. Is
life worth having, Horace, on less than five thousand a year?"

The servant returned with a strip of embroidery. She took it with an
insolent grace, and told him to bring her a footstool. The man obeyed.
She tossed the embroidery away from her on the sofa. "On second
thoughts, I don't care about my work," she said. "Take it upstairs
again." The perfectly trained servant, marveling privately, obeyed once
more. Horace, in silent astonishment, advanced to the sofa to observe
her more nearly. "How grave you look!" she exclaimed, with an air of
flippant unconcern. "You don't approve of my sitting idle, perhaps?
Anything to please you! _I_ haven't got to go up and downstairs. Ring
the bell again."

"My dear Grace," Horace remonstrated, gravely, "you are quite mistaken.
I never even thought of your work."

"Never mind; it's inconsistent to send for my work, and then send it
away again. Ring the bell."

Horace looked at her without moving. "Grace," he said, "what has come to
you?"

"How should I know?" she retorted, carelessly. "Didn't you tell me to
rally my spirits? Will you ring the bell, or must I?"

Horace submitted. He frowned as he walked back to the bell. He was one
of the many people who instinctively resent anything that is new to
them. This strange outbreak was quite new to him. For the first time
in his life he felt sympathy for a servant, when the much-enduring man
appeared once more.

"Bring my work back; I have changed my mind." With that brief
explanation she reclined luxuriously on the soft sofa-cushions, swinging
one of her balls of wool to and fro above her head, and looking at it
lazily as she lay back. "I have a remark to make, Horace," she went on,
when the door had closed on her messenger. "It is only people in our
rank of life who get good servants. Did you notice? Nothing upsets that
man's temper. A servant in a poor family should have been impudent; a
maid-of-all-work would have wondered when I was going to know my own
mind." The man returned with the embroidery. This time she received
him graciously; she dismissed him with her thanks. "Have you seen your
mother lately, Horace?" she asked, suddenly sitting up and busying
herself with her work.

"I saw her yesterday," Horace answered.

"She understands, I hope, that I am not well enough to call on her? She
is not offended with me?"

Horace recovered his serenity. The deference to his mother implied in
Mercy's questions gently flattered his self-esteem. He resumed his place
on the sofa.

"Offended with you!" he answered, smiling. "My dear Grace, she sends you
her love. And, more than that, she has a wedding present for you."

Mercy became absorbed in her work; she stooped close over the
embroidery--so close that Horace could not see her face. "Do you know
what the present is?" she asked, in lowered tones, speaking absently.

"No. I only know it is waiting for you. Shall I go and get it to-day?"

She neither accepted nor refused the proposal--she went on with her work
more industriously than ever.

"There is plenty of time," Horace persisted. "I can go before dinner."

Still she took no notice: still she never looked up. "Your mother is
very kind to me," she said, abruptly. "I was afraid, at one time, that
she would think me hardly good enough to be your wife."

Horace laughed indulgently: his self-esteem was more gently flattered
than ever.

"Absurd!" he exclaimed. "My darling, you are connected with Lady Janet
Roy. Your family is almost as good as ours."

"Almost?" she repeated. "Only almost?"

The momentary levity of expression vanished from Horace's face. The
family question was far too serious a question to be lightly treated A
becoming shadow of solemnity stole over his manner. He looked as if it
was Sunday, and he was just stepping into church.

"In OUR family," he said, "we trace back--by my father, to the Saxons;
by my mother, to the Normans. Lady Janet's family is an old family--on
her side only."

Mercy dropped her embroidery, and looked Horace full in the face. She,
too, attached no common importance to what she had next to say.

"If I had not been connected with Lady Janet," she began, "would you
ever have thought of marrying me?"

"My love! what is the use of asking? You _are_ connected with Lady
Janet."

She refused to let him escape answering her in that way.

"Suppose I had not been connected with Lady Janet?" she persisted.
"Suppose I had only been a good girl, with nothing but my own merits to
speak for me. What would your mother have said then?"

Horace still parried the question--only to find the point of it pressed
home on him once more.

"Why do you ask?" he said.

"I ask to be answered," she rejoined. "Would your mother have liked you
to marry a poor girl, of no family--with nothing but her own virtues to
speak for her?"

Horace was fairly pressed back to the wall.

"If you must know," he replied, "my mother would have refused to
sanction such a marriage as that."

"No matter how good the girl might have been?"

There was something defiant--almost threatening--in her tone. Horace was
annoyed--and he showed it when he spoke.

"My mother would have respected the girl, without ceasing to respect
herself," he said. "My mother would have remembered what was due to the
family name."

"And she would have said, No?"

"She would have said, No."

"Ah!"

There was an undertone of angry contempt in the exclamation which made
Horace start. "What is the matter?" he asked.

"Nothing," she answered, and took up her embroidery again. There he sat
at her side, anxiously looking at her--his hope in the future centered
in his marriage! In a week more, if she chose, she might enter that
ancient family of which he had spoken so proudly, as his wife. "Oh!" she
thought, "if I didn't love him! if I had only his merciless mother to
think of!"

Uneasily conscious of some estrangement between them, Horace spoke
again. "Surely I have not offended you?" he said.

She turned toward him once more. The work dropped unheeded on her lap.
Her grand eyes softened into tenderness. A smile trembled sadly on her
delicate lips. She laid one hand caressingly on his shoulder. All the
beauty of her voice lent its charm to the next words that she said to
him. The woman's heart hungered in its misery for the comfort that could
only come from his lips.

"_You_ would have loved me, Horace--without stopping to think of the
family name?"

The family name again! How strangely she persisted in coming back to
that! Horace looked at her without answering, trying vainly to fathom
what was passing in her mind.

She took his hand, and wrung it hard--as if she would wring the answer
out of him in that way.

"_You_ would have loved me?" she repeated.

The double spell of her voice and her touch was on him. He answered,
warmly, "Under any circumstances! under any name!"

She put one arm round his neck, and fixed her eyes on his. "Is that
true?" she asked.

"True as t he heaven above us!"

She drank in those few commonplace words with a greedy delight. She
forced him to repeat them in a new form.

"No matter who I might have been? For myself alone?"

"For yourself alone."

She threw both arms round him, and laid her head passionately on his
breast. "I love you! I love you!! I love you!!!" Her voice rose with
hysterical vehemence at each repetition of the words--then suddenly sank
to a low hoarse cry of rage and despair. The sense of her true position
toward him revealed itself in all its horror as the confession of her
love escaped her lips. Her arms dropped from him; she flung herself back
on the sofa-cushions, hiding her face in her hands. "Oh, leave me!" she
moaned, faintly. "Go! go!"

Horace tried to wind his arm round her, and raise her. She started to
her feet, and waved him back from her with a wild action of her hands,
as if she was frightened of him. "The wedding present!" she cried,
seizing the first pretext that occurred to her. "You offered to bring me
your mother's present. I am dying to see what it is. Go and get it!"

Horace tried to compose her. He might as well have tried to compose the
winds and the sea.

"Go!" she repeated, pressing one clinched hand on her bosom. "I am not
well. Talking excites me--I am hysterical; I shall be better alone. Get
me the present. Go!"

"Shall I send Lady Janet? Shall I ring for your maid?"

"Send for nobody! ring for nobody! If you love me--leave me here by
myself! leave me instantly!"

"I shall see you when I come back?"

"Yes! yes!"

There was no alternative but to obey her. Unwillingly and forebodingly,
Horace left the room.

She drew a deep breath of relief, and dropped into the nearest chair.
If Horace had stayed a moment longer--she felt it, she knew it--her
head would have given way; she would have burst out before him with
the terrible truth. "Oh!" she thought, pressing her cold hands on her
burning eyes, "if I could only cry, now there is nobody to see me!"

The room was empty: she had every reason for concluding that she was
alone. And yet at that very moment there were ears that listened--there
were eyes waiting to see her.

Little by little the door behind her which faced the library and led
into the billiard-room was opened noiselessly from without, by an inch
at a time. As the opening was enlarged a hand in a black glove, an
arm in a black sleeve, appeared, guiding the movement of the door. An
interval of a moment passed, and the worn white face of Grace Roseberry
showed itself stealthily, looking into the dining-room.

Her eyes brightened with vindictive pleasure as they discovered Mercy
sitting alone at the further end of the room. Inch by inch she opened
the door more widely, took one step forward, and checked herself. A
sound, just audible at the far end of the conservatory, had caught her
ear.

She listened--satisfied herself that she was not mistaken--and drawing
back with a frown of displeasure, softly closed the door again, so as to
hide herself from view. The sound that had disturbed her was the distant
murmur of men's voices (apparently two in number) talking together in
lowered tones, at the garden entrance to the conservatory.

Who were the men? and what would they do next? They might do one of two
things: they might enter the drawing-room, or they might withdraw again
by way of the garden. Kneeling behind the door, with her ear at the
key-hole, Grace Roseberry waited the event.



CHAPTER XVI. THEY MEET AGAIN.

ABSORBED in herself, Mercy failed to notice the opening door or to hear
the murmur of voices in the conservatory.

The one terrible necessity which had been present to her mind at
intervals for a week past was confronting her at that moment. She owed
to Grace Roseberry the tardy justice of owning the truth. The longer her
confession was delayed, the more cruelly she was injuring the woman whom
she had robbed of her identity--the friendless woman who had neither
witnesses nor papers to produce, who was powerless to right her own
wrong. Keenly as she felt this, Mercy failed, nevertheless, to conquer
the horror that shook her when she thought of the impending avowal.
Day followed day, and still she shrank from the unendurable ordeal of
confession--as she was shrinking from it now!

Was it fear for herself that closed her lips?

She trembled--as any human being in her place must have trembled--at the
bare idea of finding herself thrown back again on the world, which had
no place in it and no hope in it for _her_. But she could have overcome
that terror--she could have resigned herself to that doom.

No! it was not the fear of the confession itself, or the fear of the
consequences which must follow it, that still held her silent. The
horror that daunted her was the horror of owning to Horace and to Lady
Janet that she had cheated them out of their love.

Every day Lady Janet was kinder and kinder. Every day Horace was fonder
and fonder of her. How could she confess to Lady Janet? how could she
own to Horace that she had imposed upon him? "I can't do it. They are so
good to me--I can't do it!" In that hopeless way it had ended during the
seven days that had gone by. In that hopeless way it ended again now.



The murmur of the two voices at the further end of the conservatory
ceased. The billiard-room door opened again slowly, by an inch at a
time.

Mercy still kept her place, unconscious of the events that were passing
round her. Sinking under the hard stress laid on it, her mind had
drifted little by little into a new train of thought. For the first time
she found the courage to question the future in a new way. Supposing
her confession to have been made, or supposing the woman whom she had
personated to have discovered the means of exposing the fraud, what
advantage, she now asked herself, would Miss Roseberry derive from Mercy
Merrick's disgrace?

Could Lady Janet transfer to the woman who was really her relative
by marriage the affection which she had given to the woman who had
pretended to be her relative? No! All the right in the world would not
put the true Grace into the false Grace's vacant place. The qualities
by which Mercy had won Lady Janet's love were the qualities which were
Mercy's won. Lady Janet could do rigid justice--but hers was not the
heart to give itself to a stranger (and to give itself unreservedly) a
second time. Grace Roseberry would be formally acknowledged--and there
it would end.

Was there hope in this new view?

Yes! There was the false hope of making the inevitable atonement by some
other means than by the confession of the fraud.

What had Grace Roseberry actually lost by the wrong done to her? She
had lost the salary of Lady Janet's "companion and reader." Say that she
wanted money, Mercy had her savings from the generous allowance made
to her by Lady Janet; Mercy could offer money. Or say that she wanted
employment, Mercy's interest with Lady Janet could offer employment,
could offer anything Grace might ask for, if she would only come to
terms.

Invigorated by the new hope, Mercy rose excitedly, weary of inaction in
the empty room. She, who but a few minutes since had shuddered at the
thought of their meeting again, was now eager to devise a means of
finding her way privately to an interview with Grace. It should be done
without loss of time--on that very day, if possible; by the next day at
latest. She looked round her mechanically, pondering how to reach the
end in view. Her eyes rested by chance on the door of the billiard-room.

Was it fancy? or did she really see the door first open a little, then
suddenly and softly close again?

Was it fancy? or did she really hear, at the same moment, a sound behind
her as of persons speaking in the conservatory?

She paused; and, looking back in that direction, listened intently. The
sound--if she had really heard it--was no longer audible. She advanced
toward the billiard-room to set her first doubt at rest. She stretched
out her hand to open the door, when the voices (recognizable now as the
voices of two men) caught her ear once more.

This time she was able to distinguish the words that were spoken.

"Any further orders, sir?" inquired one of the men.

"Nothing more," replied the other.

Mercy started, and faintly flushed, as the second voice answered the
first. She stood irresolute close to the billiard-room, hesitating what
to do next.

After an interval the second voice made itself heard again, advancing
nearer to the dining-room: "Are you there, aunt?" it asked cautiously.
There was a moment's pause. Then the voice spoke for the third time,
sounding louder and nearer. "Are you there?" it reiterated; "I have
something to tell you." Mercy summoned her resolution and answered:
"Lady Janet is not here." She turned as she spoke toward the
conservatory door, and confronted on the threshold Julian Gray.

They looked at one another without exchanging a word on either side.
The situation--for widely different reasons--was equally embarrassing to
both of them.

There--as Julian saw _her_--was the woman forbidden to him, the woman
whom he loved.

There--as Mercy saw _him_--was the man whom she dreaded, the man whose
actions (as she interpreted them) proved that he suspected her.

On the surface of it, the incidents which had marked their first meeting
were now exactly repeated, with the one difference that the impulse
to withdraw this time appeared to be on the man's side and not on the
woman's. It was Mercy who spoke first.

"Did you expect to find Lady Janet here?" she asked, constrainedly. He
answered, on his part, more constrainedly still.

"It doesn't matter," he said. "Another time will do."

He drew back as he made the reply. She advanced desperately, with the
deliberate intention of detaining him by speaking again.

The attempt which he had made to withdraw, the constraint in his
manner when he had answered, had instantly confirmed her in the false
conviction that he, and he alone, had guessed the truth! If she was
right--if he had secretly made discoveries abroad which placed her
entirely at his mercy--the attempt to induce Grace to consent to a
compromise with her would be manifestly useless. Her first and foremost
interest now was to find out how she really stood in the estimation of
Julian Gray. In a terror of suspense, that turned her cold from head to
foot, she stopped him on his way out, and spoke to him with the piteous
counterfeit of a smile.

"Lady Janet is receiving some visitors," she said. "If you will wait
here, she will be back directly."

The effort of hiding her agitation from him had brought a passing color
into her cheeks. Worn and wasted as she was, the spell of her beauty was
strong enough to hold him against his own will. All he had to tell Lady
Janet was that he had met one of the gardeners in the conservatory, and
had cautioned him as well as the lodge-keeper. It would have been easy
to write this, and to send the note to his aunt on quitting the house.
For the sake of his own peace of mind, for the sake of his duty to
Horace, he was doubly bound to make the first polite excuse that
occurred to him, and to leave her as he had found her, alone in the
room. He made the attempt, and hesitated. Despising himself for doing
it, he allowed himself to look at her. Their eyes met. Julian stepped
into the dining-room.

"If I am not in the way," he said, confusedly, "I will wait, as you
kindly propose."

She noticed his embarrassment; she saw that he was strongly restraining
himself from looking at her again. Her own eyes dropped to the ground as
she made the discovery. Her speech failed her; her heart throbbed faster
and faster.

"If I look at him again" (was the thought in _her_ mind) "I shall fall
at his feet and tell him all that I have done!"

"If I look at her again" (was the thought in _his_ mind) "I shall fall
at her feet and own that I am in love with her!"

With downcast eyes he placed a chair for her. With downcast eyes she
bowed to him and took it. A dead silence followed. Never was any human
misunderstanding more intricately complete than the misunderstanding
which had now established itself between those two.

Mercy's work-basket was near her. She took it, and gained time for
composing herself by pretending to arrange the colored wools. He stood
behind her chair, looking at the graceful turn of her head, looking at
the rich masses of her hair. He reviled himself as the weakest of men,
as the falsest of friends, for still remaining near her--and yet he
remained.

The silence continued. The billiard-room door opened again noiselessly.
The face of the listening woman appeared stealthily behind it.

At the same moment Mercy roused herself and spoke: "Won't you sit down?"
she said, softly, still not looking round at him, still busy with her
basket of wools.

He turned to get a chair--turned so quickly that he saw the
billiard-room door move, as Grace Roseberry closed it again.

"Is there any one in that room?" he asked, addressing Mercy.

"I don't know," she answered. "I thought I saw the door open and shut
again a little while ago."

He advanced at once to look into the room. As he did so Mercy dropped
one of her balls of wool. He stopped to pick it up for her--then threw
open the door and looked into the billiard-room. It was empty.

Had some person been listening, and had that person retreated in time
to escape discovery? The open door of the smoking-room showed that room
also to be empty. A third door was open--the door of the side hall,
leading into the grounds. Julian closed and locked it, and returned to
the dining-room.

"I can only suppose," he said to Mercy, "that the billiard-room door was
not properly shut, and that the draught of air from the hall must have
moved it."

She accepted the explanation in silence. He was, to all appearance, not
quite satisfied with it himself. For a moment or two he looked about him
uneasily. Then the old fascination fastened its hold on him again. Once
more he looked at the graceful turn of her head, at the rich masses of
her hair. The courage to put the critical question to him, now that
she had lured him into remaining in the room, was still a courage that
failed her. She remained as busy as ever with her work--too busy to look
at him; too busy to speak to him. The silence became unendurable. He
broke it by making a commonplace inquiry after her health. "I am well
enough to be ashamed of the anxiety I have caused and the trouble I have
given," she answered. "To-day I have got downstairs for the first
time. I am trying to do a little work." She looked into the basket. The
various specimens of wool in it were partly in balls and partly in loose
skeins. The skeins were mixed and tangled. "Here is sad confusion!"
she exclaimed, timidly, with a faint smile. "How am I to set it right
again?"

"Let me help you," said Julian.

"You!"

"Why not?" he asked, with a momentary return of the quaint humor which
she remembered so well. "You forget that I am a curate. Curates are
privileged to make themselves useful to young ladies. Let me try."

He took a stool at her feet, and set himself to unravel one of the
tangled skeins. In a minute the wool was stretched on his hands, and
the loose end was ready for Mercy to wind. There was something in the
trivial action, and in the homely attention that it implied, which in
some degree quieted her fear of him. She began to roll the wool off his
hands into a ball. Thus occupied, she said the daring words which were
to lead him little by little into betraying his suspicions, if he did
indeed suspect the truth.



CHAPTER XVII. THE GUARDIAN ANGEL.

"You were here when I fainted, were you not?" Mercy began. "You must
think me a sad coward, even for a woman."

He shook his head. "I am far from thinking that," he replied. "No
courage could have sustained the shock which fell on you. I don't wonder
that you fainted. I don't wonder that you have been ill."

She paused in rolling up the ball of wool. What did those words of
unexpected sympathy mean? Was he laying a trap for her? Urged by that
serious doubt, she questioned him more boldly.

"Horace tells me you have been abroad," she said. "Did you enjoy your
holiday?"

"It was no holiday. I went abroad because I thought it right to make
certain inquiries--" He stopped there, unwilling to return to a subject
that was painful to her.

Her voice sank, her fingers trembled round the ball of wool; but she
managed to go on.

"Did you arrive at any results?" she asked.

"At no results worth mentioning."

The caution of that reply renewed her worst suspicions of him. In sheer
despair, she spoke out plainly.

"I want to know your opinion--" she began.

"Gently!" said Julian. "You are entangling the wool again."

"I want to know your opinion of the person who so terribly frightened
me. Do you think her--"

"Do I think her--what?"

"Do you think her an adventuress?"

(As she said those words the branches of a shrub in the conservatory
were noiselessly parted by a hand in a black glove. The face of Grace
Roseberry appeared dimly behind the leaves. Undiscovered, she had
escaped from the billiard-room, and had stolen her way into the
conservatory as the safer hiding-place of the two. Behind the shrub she
could see as well as listen. Behind the shrub she waited as patiently as
ever.)

"I take a more merciful view," Julian answered. "I believe she is acting
under a delusion. I don't blame her: I pity her."

"You pity her?" As Mercy repeated the words, she tore off Julian's hands
the last few lengths of wool left, and threw the imperfectly wound skein
back into the basket. "Does that mean," she resumed, abruptly, "that you
believe her?"

Julian rose from his seat, and looked at Mercy in astonishment.

"Good heavens, Miss Roseberry! what put such an idea as that into your
head?"

"I am little better than a stranger to you," she rejoined, with an
effort to assume a jesting tone. "You met that person before you met
with me. It is not so very far from pitying her to believing her. How
could I feel sure that you might not suspect me?"

"Suspect _you!_" he exclaimed. "You don't know how you distress, how you
shock me. Suspect _you!_ The bare idea of it never entered my mind. The
man doesn't live who trusts you more implicitly, who believes in you
more devotedly, than I do."

His eyes, his voice, his manner, all told her that those words came from
the heart. She contrasted his generous confidence in her (the confidence
of which she was unworthy) with her ungracious distrust of him. Not only
had she wronged Grace Roseberry--she had wronged Julian Gray. Could she
deceive him as she had deceived the others? Could she meanly accept
that implicit trust, that devoted belief? Never had she felt the base
submissions which her own imposture condemned her to undergo with a
loathing of them so overwhelming as the loathing that she felt now. In
horror of herself, she turned her head aside in silence and shrank from
meeting his eye. He noticed the movement, placing his own interpretation
on it. Advancing closer, he asked anxiously if he had offended her.

"You don't know how your confidence touches me," she said, without
looking up. "You little think how keenly I feel your kindness."

She checked herself abruptly. Her fine tact warned her that she was
speaking too warmly--that the expression of her gratitude might strike
him as being strangely exaggerated. She handed him her work-basket
before he could speak again.

"Will you put it away for me?" she asked, in her quieter tones. "I don't
feel able to work just now."

His back was turned on her for a moment, while he placed the basket on a
side-table. In that moment her mind advanced at a bound from present to
future. Accident might one day put the true Grace in possession of the
proofs that she needed, and might reveal the false Grace to him in the
identity that was her own. What would he think of her then? Could she
make him tell her without betraying herself? She determined to try.

"Children are notoriously insatiable if you once answer their questions,
and women are nearly as bad," she said, when Julian returned to her.
"Will your patience hold out if I go back for the third time to the
person whom we have been speaking of?"

"Try me," he answered, with a smile.

"Suppose you had _not_ taken your merciful view of her?"

"Yes?"

"Suppose you believed that she was wickedly bent on deceiving others for
a purpose of her own--would you not shrink from such a woman in horror
and disgust?"

"God forbid that I should shrink from any human creature!" he answered,
earnestly. "Who among us has a right to do that?"

She hardly dared trust herself to believe him. "You would still pity
her?" she persisted, "and still feel for her?"

"With all my heart."

"Oh, how good you are!"

He held up his hand in warning. The tones of his voice deepened, the
luster of his eyes brightened. She had stirred in the depths of that
great heart the faith in which the man lived--the steady principle which
guided his modest and noble life.

"No!" he cried. "Don't say that! Say that I try to love my neighbor as
myself. Who but a Pharisee can believe that he is better than another?
The best among us to-day may, but for the mercy of God, be the worst
among us tomorrow. The true Christian virtue is the virtue which never
despairs of a fellow-creature. The true Christian faith believes in Man
as well as in God. Frail and fallen as we are, we can rise on the wings
of repentance from earth to heaven. Humanity is sacred. Humanity has its
immortal destiny. Who shall dare say to man or woman, 'There is no hope
in you?' Who shall dare say the work is all vile, when that work bears
on it the stamp of the Creator's hand?"

He turned away for a moment, struggling with the emotion which she had
roused in him.

Her eyes, as they followed him, lighted with a momentary
enthusiasm--then sank wearily in the vain regret which comes too late.
Ah! if he could have been her friend and her adviser on the fatal day
when she first turned her steps toward Mablethorpe House! She sighed
bitterly as the hopeless aspiration wrung her heart. He heard the sigh;
and, turning again, looked at her with a new interest in his face.

"Miss Roseberry," he said.

She was still absorbed in the bitter memories of the past: she failed to
hear him.

"Miss Roseberry," he repeated, approaching her.

She looked up at him with a start.

"May I venture to ask you something?" he said, gently.

She shrank at the question.

"Don't suppose I am speaking out of mere curiosity," he went on.
"And pray don't answer me unless you can answer without betraying any
confidence which may have been placed in you."

"Confidence!" she repeated. "What confidence do you mean?"

"It has just struck me that you might have felt more than a common
interest in the questions which you put to me a moment since," he
answered. "Were you by any chance speaking of some unhappy woman--not
the person who frightened you, of course--but of some other woman whom
you know?"

Her head sank slowly on her bosom. He had plainly no suspicion that she
had been speaking of herself: his tone and manner both answered for it
that his belief in her was as strong as ever. Still those last words
made her tremble; she could not trust herself to reply to them.

He accepted the bending of her head as a reply.

"Are you interested in her?" he asked next.

She faintly answered this time. "Yes."

"Have you encouraged her?"

"I have not dared to encourage her."

His face lighted up suddenly with enthusiasm. "Go to her," he said, "and
let me go with you and help you!"

The answer came faintly and mournfully. "She has sunk too low for that!"

He interrupted her with a gesture of impatience.

"What has she done?" he asked.

"She has deceived--basely deceived--innocent people who trusted her. She
has wronged--cruelly wronged--another woman."

For the first time Julian seated himself at her side. The interest that
was now roused in him was an interest above reproach. He could speak to
Mercy without restraint; he could look at Mercy with a pure heart.

"You judge her very harshly," he said. "Do _you_ know how she may have
been tried and tempted?"

There was no answer.

"Tell me," he went on, "is the person whom she has injured still
living?"

"Yes."

"If the person is still living, she may atone for the wrong. The time
may come when this sinner, too, may win our pardon and deserve our
respect."

"Could _you_ respect her?" Mercy asked, sadly. "Can such a mind as yours
understand what she has gone through?"

A smile, kind and momentary, brightened his attentive face.

"You forget my melancholy experience," he answered. "Young as I am, I
have seen more than most men of women who have sinned and suffered. Even
after the little that you have told me, I think I can put myself in
her place. I can well understand, for instance, that she may have been
tempted beyond human resistance. Am I right?"

"You are right."

"She may have had nobody near at the time to advise her, to warn her, to
save her. Is that true?"

"It is true."

"Tempted and friendless, self-abandoned to the evil impulse of the
moment, this woman may have committed herself headlong to the act which
she now vainly repents. She may long to make atonement, and may not
know how to begin. All her energies may be crushed under the despair and
horror of herself, out of which the truest repentance grows. Is such
a woman as this all wicked, all vile? I deny it! She may have a noble
nature; and she may show it nobly yet. Give her the opportunity she
needs, and our poor fallen fellow-creature may take her place again
among the best of us--honored, blameless, happy, once more!"

Mercy's eyes, resting eagerly on him while he was speaking, dropped
again despondingly when he had done.

"There is no such future as that," she answered, "for the woman whom I
am thinking of. She has lost her opportunity. She has done with hope."

Julian gravely considered with himself for a moment.

"Let us understand each other," he said. "She has committed an act of
deception to the injury of another woman. Was that what you told me?"

"Yes."

"And she has gained something to her own advantage by the act."

"Yes."

"Is she threatened with discovery?"

"She is safe from discovery--for the present, at least."

"Safe as long as she closes her lips?"

"As long as she closes her lips."

"There is her opportunity!" cried Julian. "Her future is before her. She
has not done with hope!"

With clasped hands, in breathless suspense, Mercy looked at that
inspiriting face, and listened to those golden words.

"Explain yourself," she said. "Tell her, through me, what she must do."

"Let her own the truth," answered Julian, "without the base fear of
discovery to drive her to it. Let her do justice to the woman whom she
has wronged, while that woman is still powerless to expose her. Let her
sacrifice everything that she has gained by the fraud to the sacred duty
of atonement. If she can do that--for conscience' sake, and for pity's
sake--to her own prejudice, to her own shame, to her own loss--then her
repentance has nobly revealed the noble nature that is in her; then she
is a woman to be trusted, respected, beloved! If I saw the Pharisees and
fanatics of this lower earth passing her by in contempt, I would hold
out my hand to her before them all. I would say to her in her solitude
and her affliction, 'Rise, poor wounded heart! Beautiful, purified soul,
God's angels rejoice over you! Take your place among the noblest of
God's creatures!'"

In those last sentences he unconsciously repeated the language in which
he had spoken, years since, to his congregation in the chapel of the
Refuge. With tenfold power and tenfold persuasion they now found their
way again to Mercy's heart. Softly, suddenly, mysteriously, a change
passed over her. Her troubled face grew beautifully still. The shifting
light of terror and suspense vanished from her grand gray eyes, and left
in them the steady inner glow of a high and pure resolve.

There was a moment of silence between them. They both had need of
silence. Julian was the first to speak again.

"Have I satisfied you that her opportunity is still before her?" he
asked. "Do you feel, as I feel, that she has _not_ done with hope?"

"You have satisfied me that the world holds no truer friend to her than
you," Mercy answered, gently and gratefully. "She shall prove herself
worthy of your generous confidence in her. She shall show you yet that
you have not spoken in vain."

Still inevitably failing to understand her, he led the way to the door.

"Don't waste the precious time," he said. "Don't leave her cruelly to
herself. If you can't go to her, let me go as your messenger, in your
place."

She stopped him by a gesture. He took a step back into the room, and
paused, observing with surprise that she made no attempt to move from
the chair that she occupied.

"Stay here," she said to him, in suddenly altered tones.

"Pardon me," he rejoined, "I don't understand you."

"You will understand me directly. Give me a little time."

He still lingered near the door, with his eyes fixed inquiringly on
her. A man of a lower nature than his, or a man believing in Mercy less
devotedly than he believed, would now have felt his first suspicion of
her. Julian was as far as ever from suspecting her, even yet. "Do you
wish to be alone?" he asked, considerately. "Shall I leave you for a
while and return again?"

She looked up with a start of terror. "Leave me?" she repeated, and
suddenly checked herself on the point of saying more. Nearly half the
length of the room divided them from each other. The words which she
was longing to say were words that would never pass her lips unless she
could see some encouragement in his face. "No!" she cried out to him, on
a sudden, in her sore need, "don't leave me! Come back to me!"

He obeyed her in silence. In silence, on her side, she pointed to the
chair near her. He took it. She looked at him, and checked herself
again; resolute to make her terrible confession, yet still hesitating
how to begin. Her woman's instinct whispered to her, "Find courage in
his touch!" She said to him, simply and artlessly said to him, "Give
me encouragement. Give me strength. Let me take your hand." He neither
answered nor moved. His mind seemed to have become suddenly preoccupied;
his eyes rested on her vacantly. He was on the brink of discovering her
secret; in another instant he would have found his way to the truth. In
that instant, innocently as his sister might have taken it, she took
his hand. The soft clasp of her fingers, clinging round his, roused
his senses, fired his passion for her, swept out of his mind the pure
aspirations which had filled it but the moment before, paralyzed his
perception when it was just penetrating the mystery of her disturbed
manner and her strange words. All the man in him trembled under the
rapture of her touch. But the thought of Horace was still present to
him: his hand lay passive in hers; his eyes looked uneasily away from
her.

She innocently strengthened her clasp of his hand. She innocently said
to him, "Don't look away from me. Your eyes give me courage."

His hand returned the pressure of hers. He tasted to the full the
delicious joy of looking at her. She had broken down his last reserves
of self-control. The thought of Horace, the sense of honor, became
obscured in him. In a moment more he might have said the words which he
would have deplored for the rest of his life, if she had not stopped him
by speaking first. "I have more to say to you," she resumed abruptly,
feeling the animating resolution to lay her heart bare before him at
last; "more, far more, than I have said yet. Generous, merciful friend,
let me say it _here!_"

She attempted to throw herself on her knees at his feet. He sprung from
his seat and checked her, holding her with both his hands, raising her
as he rose himself. In the words which had just escaped her, in the
startling action which had accompanied them, the truth burst on him. The
guilty woman she had spoken of was herself!

While she was almost in his arms, while her bosom was just touching his,
before a word more had passed his lips or hers, the library door opened.

Lady Janet Roy entered the room.



CHAPTER XVIII. THE SEARCH IN THE GROUNDS.

GRACE ROSEBERRY, still listening in the conservatory, saw the door open,
and recognized the mistress of the house. She softly drew back, and
placed herself in safer hiding, beyond the range of view from the
dining-room.

Lady Janet advanced no further than the threshold. She stood there and
looked at her nephew and her adopted daughter in stern silence.

Mercy dropped into the chair at her side. Julian kept his place by her.
His mind was still stunned by the discovery that had burst on it; his
eyes still rested on her in mute terror of inquiry. He was as completely
absorbed in the one act of looking at her as if they had been still
alone together in the room.

Lady Janet was the first of the three who spoke. She addressed herself
to her nephew.

"You were right, Mr. Julian Gray," she said, with her bitterest emphasis
of tone and manner. "You ought to have found nobody in this room on
your return but _me_. I detain you no longer. You are free to leave my
house."

Julian looked round at his aunt. She was pointing to the door. In the
excited state of his sensibilities at that moment the action stung him
to the quick. He answered without his customary consideration for his
aunt's age and his aunt's position toward him.

"You apparently forget, Lady Janet, that you are not speaking to one of
your footmen," he said. "There are serious reasons (of which you know
nothing) for my remaining in your house a little longer. You may rely
upon my trespassing on your hospitality as short a time as possible."

He turned again to Mercy as he said those words, and surprised her
timidly looking up at him. In the instant when their eyes met, the
tumult of emotions struggling in him became suddenly stilled. Sorrow for
her--compassionating sorrow--rose in the new calm and filled his heart.
Now, and now only, he could read in the wasted and noble face how she
had suffered. The pity which he had felt for the unnamed woman grew to
a tenfold pity for _her_. The faith which he professed--honestly
professed--in the better nature of the unnamed woman strengthened into
a tenfold faith in _her_. He addressed himself again to his aunt, in a
gentler tone. "This lady," he resumed, "has something to say to me in
private which she has not said yet. That is my reason and my apology for
not immediately leaving the house."

Still under the impression of what she had seen on entering the room,
Lady Janet looked at him in angry amazement. Was Julian actually
ignoring Horace Holmcroft's claims, in the presence of Horace
Holmcroft's betrothed wife? She appealed to her adopted daughter.
"Grace!" she exclaimed, "have you heard him? Have you nothing to say?
Must I remind you--"

She stopped. For the first time in Lady Janet's experience of her young
companion, she found herself speaking to ears that were deaf to her.
Mercy was incapable of listening. Julian's eyes had told her that Julian
understood her at last!

Lady Janet turned to her nephew once more, and addressed him in the
hardest words that she had ever spoken to her sister's son.

"If you have any sense of decency," she said--"I say nothing of a sense
of honor--you will leave this house, and your acquaintance with that
lady will end here. Spare me your protests and excuses; I can place but
one interpretation on what I saw when I opened that door."

"You entirely misunderstand what you saw when you opened that door,"
Julian answered, quietly.

"Perhaps I misunderstand the confession which you made to me not an hour
ago?" retorted Lady Janet.

Julian cast a look of alarm at Mercy. "Don't speak of it!" he said, in a
whisper. "She might hear you."

"Do you mean to say she doesn't know you are in love with her?"

"Thank God, she has not the faintest suspicion of it!"

There was no mistaking the earnestness with which he made that reply.
It proved his innocence as nothing else could have proved it. Lady Janet
drew back a step--utterly bewildered; completely at a loss what to say
or what to do next.

The silence that followed was broken by a knock at the library door. The
man-servant--with news, and bad news, legibly written in his disturbed
face and manner--entered the room. In the nervous irritability of the
moment, Lady Janet resented the servant's appearance as a positive
offense on the part of the harmless man. "Who sent for you?" she asked,
sharply. "What do you mean by interrupting us?"

The servant made his excuses in an oddly bewildered manner.

"I beg your ladyship's pardon. I wished to take the liberty--I wanted to
speak to Mr. Julian Gray."

"What is it?" asked Julian.

The man looked uneasily at Lady Janet, hesitated, and glanced at the
door, as if he wished himself well out of the room again.

"I hardly know if I can tell you, sir, before her ladyship," he
answered.

Lady Janet instantly penetrated the secret of her servant's hesitation.

"I know what has happened," she said; "that abominable woman has found
her way here again. Am I right?"

The man's eyes helplessly consulted Julian.

"Yes, or no?" cried Lady Janet, imperatively.

"Yes, my lady."

Julian at once assumed the duty of asking the necessary questions.

"Where is she?" he began.

"Somewhere in the grounds, as we suppose, sir."

"Did _you_ see her?"

"No, sir."

"Who saw her?"

"The lodge-keeper's wife."

This looked serious. The lodge-keeper's wife had been present while
Julian had given his instructions to her husband. She was not likely to
have mistaken the identity of the person whom she had discovered.

"How long since?" Julian asked next.

"Not very long, sir."

"Be more particular. _How_ long?"

"I didn't hear, sir."

"Did the lodge-keeper's wife speak to the person when she saw her?"

"No, sir: she didn't get the chance, as I understand it. She is a stout
woman, if you remember. The other was too quick for her--discovered her,
sir, and (as the saying is) gave her the slip."

"In what part of the grounds did this happen?"

The servant pointed in the direction of the side hall. "In that part,
sir. Either in the Dutch garden or the shrubbery. I am not sure which."

It was plain, by this time, that the man's information was too imperfect
to be practically of any use. Julian asked if the lodge-keeper's wife
was in the house.

"No, sir. Her husband has gone out to search the grounds in her place,
and she is minding the gate. They sent their boy with the message. From
what I can make out from the lad, they would be thankful if they could
get a word more of advice from you, sir."

Julian reflected for a moment.

So far as he could estimate them, the probabilities were that the
stranger from Mannheim had already made her way into the house; that she
had been listening in the billiard-room; that she had found time enough
to escape him on his approaching to open the door; and that she was now
(in the servant's phrase) "somewhere in the grounds," after eluding the
pursuit of the lodgekeeper's wife.

The matter was serious. Any mistake in dealing with it might lead to
very painful results.

If Julian had correctly anticipated the nature of the confession which
Mercy had been on the point of addressing to him, the person whom he had
been the means of introducing into the house was--what she had vainly
asserted herself to be--no other than the true Grace Roseberry.

Taking this for granted, it was of the utmost importance that he should
speak to Grace privately, before she committed herself to any rashly
renewed assertion of her claims, and before she could gain access to
Lady Janet's adopted daughter. The landlady at her lodgings had already
warned him that the object which she held steadily in view was to find
her way to "Miss Roseberry" when Lady Janet was not present to take her
part, and when no gentleman were at hand to protect her. "Only let me
meet her face to face" (she had said), "and I will make her confess
herself the impostor that she is!" As matters now stood, it was
impossible to estimate too seriously the mischief which might ensue from
such a meeting as this. Everything now depended on Julian's skillful
management of an exasperated woman; and nobody, at that moment, knew
where the woman was.

In this position of affairs, as Julian understood it, there seemed to be
no other alternative than to make his inquiries instantly at the lodge
and then to direct the search in person.

He looked toward Mercy's chair as he arrived at this resolution. It was
at a cruel sacrifice of his own anxieties and his own wishes that he
deferred continuing the conversation with her from the critical point at
which Lady Janet's appearance had interrupted it.

Mercy had risen while he had been questioning the servant. The attention
which she had failed to accord to what had passed between his aunt and
himself she had given to the imperfect statement which he had extracted
from the man. Her face plainly showed that she had listened as eagerly
as Lady Janet had listened; with this remarkable difference between
there, that Lady Janet looked frightened, and that Lady Janet's
companion showed no signs of alarm. She appeared to be interested;
perhaps anxious--nothing more.

Julian spoke a parting word to his aunt.

"Pray compose yourself," he said "I have little doubt, when I can learn
the particulars, that we shall easily find this person in the grounds.
There is no reason to be uneasy. I am going to superintend the search
myself. I will return to you as soon as possible."

Lady Janet listened absently. There was a certain expression in her eyes
which suggested to Julian that her mind was busy with some project
of its own. He stopped as he passed Mercy, on his way out by the
billiard-room door. It cost him a hard effort to control the contending
emotions which the mere act of looking at her now awakened in him. His
heart beat fast, his voice sank low, as he spoke to her.

"You shall see me again," he said. "I never was more in earnest in
promising you my truest help and sympathy than I am now."

She understood him. Her bosom heaved painfully; her eyes fell to the
ground--she made no reply. The tears rose in Julian's eyes as he looked
at her. He hurriedly left the room.

When he turned to close the billiard-room door, he heard Lady Janet say,
"I will be with you again in a moment, Grace; don't go away."

Interpreting these words as meaning that his aunt had some business
of her own to attend to in the library, he shut the door. He had just
advanced into the smoking-room beyond, when he thought he heard the door
open again. He turned round. Lady Janet had followed him.

"Do you wish to speak to me?" he asked.

"I want something of you," Lady Janet answered, "before you go."

"What is it?"

"Your card."

"My card?"

"You have just told me not to be uneasy," said the old lady. "I _am_
uneasy, for all that. I don't feel as sure as you do that this woman
really is in the grounds. She may be lurking somewhere in the house, and
she may appear when your back in turned. Remember what you told me."

Julian understood the allusion. He made no reply.

"The people at the police station close by," pursued Lady Janet, "have
instructions to send an experienced man, in plain clothes, to any
address indicated on your card the moment they receive it. That is what
you told me. For Grace's protection, I want your card before you leave
us."

It was impossible for Julian to mention the reasons which now forbade
him to make use of his own precautions--in the very face of the
emergency which they had been especially intended to meet. How could he
declare the true Grace Roseberry to be mad? How could he give the true
Grace Roseberry into custody? On the other hand, he had personally
pledged himself (when the circumstances appeared to require it) to place
the means of legal protection from insult and annoyance at his aunt's
disposal. And now, there stood Lady Janet, unaccustomed to have her
wishes disregarded by anybody, with her band extended, waiting for the
card!

What was to be done? The one way out of the difficulty appeared to be to
submit for the moment. If he succeeded in discovering the missing woman,
he could easily take care that she should be subjected to no needless
indignity. If she contrived to slip into the house in his absence,
he could provide against that contingency by sending a second card
privately to the police station, forbidding the officer to stir in the
affair until he had received further orders. Julian made one stipulation
only before he handed his card to his aunt.

"You will not use this, I am sure, without positive and pressing
necessity," he said. "But I must make one condition. Promise me to keep
my plan for communicating with the police a strict secret--"

"A strict secret from Grace?" interposed Lady Janet. (Julian bowed.) "Do
you suppose I want to frighten her? Do you think I have not had anxiety
enough about her already? Of course I shall keep it a secret from
Grace!"

Re-assured on this point, Julian hastened out into the grounds. As soon
as his back was turned Lady Janet lifted the gold pencil-case which hung
at her watch-chain, and wrote on her nephew's card (for the information
of the officer in plain clothes), "_You are wanted at Mablethorpe
House_." This done, she put the card into the old-fashioned pocket of
her dress, and returned to the dining-room.



Grace was waiting, in obedience to the instructions which she had
received.

For the first moment or two not a word was spoken on either side. Now
that she was alone with her adopted daughter, a certain coldness and
hardness began to show itself in Lady Janet's manner. The discovery that
she had made on opening the drawing-room door still hung on her mind.
Julian had certainly convinced her that she had misinterpreted what she
had seen; but he had convinced her against her will. She had found Mercy
deeply agitated; suspiciously silent. Julian might be innocent, she
admitted--there was no accounting for the vagaries of men. But the case
of Mercy was altogether different. Women did not find themselves in the
arms of men without knowing what they were about. Acquitting Julian,
Lady Janet declined to acquit Mercy. "There is some secret understanding
between them," thought the old lady, "and she's to blame; the women
always are!"

Mercy still waited to be spoken to; pale and quiet, silent and
submissive. Lady Janet--in a highly uncertain state of temper--was
obliged to begin.

"My dear!" she called out, sharply.

"Yes, Lady Janet."

"How much longer are you going to sit there with your mouth shut up and
your eyes on the carpet? Have you no opinion to offer on this alarming
state of things? You heard what the man said to Julian--I saw you
listening. Are you horribly frightened?"

"No, Lady Janet."

"Not even nervous?"

"No, Lady Janet."

"Ha! I should hardly have given you credit for so much courage after my
experience of you a week ago. I congratulate you on your recovery."

"Thank you, Lady Janet."

"I am not so composed as you are. We were an excitable set in _my_
youth--and I haven't got the better of it yet. I feel nervous. Do you
hear? I feel nervous."

"I am sorry, Lady Janet."

"You are very good. Do you know what I am going to do?"

"No, Lady Janet."

"I am going to summon the household. When I say the household, I mean
the men; the women are no use. I am afraid I fail to attract your
attention?"

"You have my best attention, Lady Janet."

"You are very good again. I said the women were of no use."

"Yes, Lady Janet."

"I mean to place a man-servant on guard at every entrance to the house.
I am going to do it at once. Will you come with me?"

"Can I be of any use if I go with your ladyship?"

"You can't be of the slightest use. I give the orders in this house--not
you. I had quite another motive in asking you to come with me. I am more
considerate of you than you seem to think--I don't like leaving you here
by yourself. Do you understand?

"I am much obliged to your ladyship. I don't mind being left here by
myself."

"You don't mind? I never heard of such heroism in my life--out of a
novel! Suppose that crazy wretch should find her way in here?"

"She would not frighten me this time as she frightened me before."

"Not too fast, my young lady! Suppose--Good heavens! now I think of it,
there is the conservatory. Suppose she should be hidden in there? Julian
is searching the grounds. Who is to search the conservatory?"

"With your ladyship's permission, _I_ will search the conservatory."

"You!!!"

"With your ladyship's permission."

"I can hardly believe my own ears! Well, 'Live and learn' is an old
proverb. I thought I knew your character. This _is_ a change!"

"You forget, Lady Janet (if I may venture to say so), that the
circumstances are changed. She took me by surprise on the last occasion;
I am prepared for her now."

"Do you really feel as coolly as you speak?"

"Yes, Lady Janet."

"Have your own way, then. I shall do one thing, however, in case of your
having overestimated your own courage. I shall place one of the men in
the library. You will only have to ring for him if anything happens. He
will give the alarm--and I shall act accordingly. I have my plan," said
her Ladyship, comfortably conscious of the card in her pocket. "Don't
look as if you wanted to know what it is. I have no intention of saying
anything about it--except that it will do. Once more, and for the last
time--do you stay here? or do you go with me?"

"I stay here."

She respectfully opened the library door for Lady Janet's departure as
she made that reply. Throughout the interview she had been carefully
and coldly deferential; she had not once lifted her eyes to Lady
Janet's face. The conviction in her that a few hours more would, in all
probability, see her dismissed from the house, had of necessity fettered
every word that she spoke--had morally separated her already from the
injured mistress whose love she had won in disguise. Utterly incapable
of attributing the change in her young companion to the true motive,
Lady Janet left the room to summon her domestic garrison, thoroughly
puzzled and (as a necessary consequence of that condition) thoroughly
displeased.

Still holding the library door in her hand, Mercy stood watching with a
heavy heart the progress of her benefactress down the length of the
room on the way to the front hall beyond. She had honestly loved and
respected the warm-hearted, quick-tempered old lady. A sharp pang of
pain wrung her as she thought of the time when even the chance utterance
of her name would become an unpardonable offense in Lady Janet's house.

But there was no shrinking in her now from the ordeal of the confession.
She was not only anxious--she was impatient for Julian's return. Before
she slept that night Julian's confidence in her should be a confidence
that she had deserved.

"Let her own the truth, without the base fear of discovery to drive her
to it. Let her do justice to the woman whom she has wronged, while that
woman is still powerless to expose her. Let her sacrifice everything
that she has gained by the fraud to the sacred duty of atonement. If
she can do that, then her repentance has nobly revealed the noble nature
that is in her; then she is a woman to be trusted, respected, beloved."
Those words were as vividly present to her as if she still heard them
falling from his lips. Those other words which had followed them rang
as grandly as ever in her ears: "Rise, poor wounded heart! Beautiful,
purified soul, God's angels rejoice over you! Take your place among the
noblest of God's creatures!" Did the woman live who could hear Julian
Gray say that, and who could hesitate, at any sacrifice, at any loss, to
justify his belief in her? "Oh!" she thought, longingly while her eyes
followed Lady Janet to the end of the library, "if your worst fears
could only be realized! If I could only see Grace Roseberry in this
room, how fearlessly I could meet her now!"

She closed the library door, while Lady Janet opened the other door
which led into the hall.

As she turned and looked back into the dining-room a cry of astonishment
escaped her.

There--as if in answer to the aspiration which was still in her mind;
there, established in triumph on the chair that she had just left--sat
Grace Roseberry, in sinister silence, waiting for her.



CHAPTER XIX. THE EVIL GENIUS.

RECOVERING from the first overpowering sensation of surprise, Mercy
rapidly advanced, eager to say her first penitent words. Grace stopped
her by a warning gesture of the hand. "No nearer to me," she said, with
a look of contemptuous command. "Stay where you are."

Mercy paused. Grace's reception had startled her. She instinctively took
the chair nearest to her to support herself. Grace raised a warning hand
for the second time, and issued another command: "I forbid you to be
seated in my presence. You have no right to be in this house at all.
Remember, if you please, who you are, and who I am."

The tone in which those words were spoken was an insult in itself. Mercy
suddenly lifted her head; the angry answer was on her lips. She checked
it, and submitted in silence. "I will be worthy of Julian Gray's
confidence in me," she thought, as she stood patiently by the chair. "I
will bear anything from the woman whom I have wronged."

In silence the two faced each other; alone together, for the first time
since they had met in the French cottage. The contrast between them was
strange to see. Grace Roseberry, seated in her chair, little and lean,
with her dull white complexion, with her hard, threatening face, with
her shrunken figure clad in its plain and poor black garments, looked
like a being of a lower sphere, compared with Mercy Merrick, standing
erect in her rich silken dress; her tall, shapely figure towering
over the little creature before her; her grand head bent in graceful
submission; gentle, patient, beautiful; a woman whom it was a privilege
to look at and a distinction to admire. If a stranger had been told that
those two had played their parts in a romance of real life--that one of
them was really connected by the ties of relationship with Lady Janet
Roy, and that the other had successfully attempted to personate her--he
would inevitably, if it had been left to him to guess which was which,
have picked out Grace as the counterfeit and Mercy as the true woman.

Grace broke the silence. She had waited to open her lips until she had
eyed her conquered victim all over, with disdainfully minute attention,
from head to foot.

"Stand there. I like to look at you," she said, speaking with a spiteful
relish of her own cruel words. "It's no use fainting this time. You
have not got Lady Janet Roy to bring you to. There are no gentlemen here
to-day to pity you and pick you up. Mercy Merrick, I have got you at
last. Thank God, my turn has come! You can't escape me now!"

All the littleness of heart and mind which had first shown itself in
Grace at the meeting in the cottage, when Mercy told the sad story of
her life, now revealed itself once more. The woman who in those
past times had felt no impulse to take a suffering and a penitent
fellow-creature by the hand was the same woman who could feel no pity,
who could spare no insolence of triumph, now. Mercy's sweet voice
answered her patiently, in low, pleading tones.

"I have not avoided you," she said. "I would have gone to you of my own
accord if I had known that you were here. It is my heartfelt wish to
own that I have sinned against you, and to make all the atonement that
I can. I am too anxious to deserve your forgiveness to have any fear of
seeing you."

Conciliatory as the reply was, it was spoken with a simple and modest
dignity of manner which roused Grace Roseberry to fury.

"How dare you speak to me as if you were any equal?" she burst out. "You
stand there and answer me as if you had your right and your place
in this house. You audacious woman! _I_ have my right and my place
here--and what am I obliged to do? I am obliged to hang about in the
grounds, and fly from the sight of the servants, and hide like a thief,
and wait like a beggar, and all for what? For the chance of having a
word with _you_. Yes! you, madam! with the air of the Refuge and the
dirt of the streets on you!"

Mercy's head sank lower; her hand trembled as it held by the back of the
chair.

It was hard to bear the reiterated insults heaped on her, but Julian's
influence still made itself felt. She answered as patiently as ever.

"If it is your pleasure to use hard words to me," she said, "I have no
right to resent them."

"You have no right to anything!" Grace retorted. "You have no right
to the gown on your back. Look at yourself, and look at Me!" Her eyes
traveled with a tigerish stare over Mercy's costly silk dress. "Who gave
you that dress? who gave you those jewels? I know! Lady Janet gave them
to Grace Roseberry. Are _you_ Grace Roseberry? That dress is mine. Take
off your bracelets and your brooch. They were meant for me."

"You may soon have them, Miss Roseberry. They will not be in my
possession many hours longer."

"What do you mean?"

"However badly you may use me, it is my duty to undo the harm that I
have done. I am bound to do you justice--I am determined to confess the
truth."

Grace smiled scornfully.

"You confess!" she said. "Do you think I am fool enough to believe that?
You are one shameful brazen lie from head to foot! Are _you_ the woman
to give up your silks and your jewels, and your position in this house,
and to go back to the Refuge of your own accord? Not you--not you!"

A first faint flush of color showed itself, stealing slowly over Mercy's
face; but she still held resolutely by the good influence which Julian
had left behind him. She could still say to herself, "Anything rather
than disappoint Julian Gray." Sustained by the courage which _he_ had
called to life in her, she submitted to her martyrdom as bravely as
ever. But there was an ominous change in her now: she could only submit
in silence; she could no longer trust herself to answer.

The mute endurance in her face additionally exasperated Grace Roseberry.

"_You_ won't confess," she went on. "You have had a week to confess in,
and you have not done it yet. No, no! you are of the sort that cheat and
lie to the last. I am glad of it; I shall have the joy of exposing you
myself before the whole house. I shall be the blessed means of casting
you back on the streets. Oh! it will be almost worth all I have gone
through to see you with a policeman's hand on your arm, and the mob
pointing at you and mocking you on your way to jail!"

This time the sting struck deep; the outrage was beyond endurance. Mercy
gave the woman who had again and again deliberately insulted her a first
warning.

"Miss Roseberry," she said, "I have borne without a murmur the bitterest
words you could say to me. Spare me any more insults. Indeed, indeed, I
am eager to restore you to your just rights. With my whole heart I say
it to you--I am resolved to confess everything!"

She spoke with trembling earnestness of tone. Grace listened with a hard
smile of incredulity and a hard look of contempt.

"You are not far from the bell," she said; "ring it."

Mercy looked at her in speechless surprise.

"You are a perfect picture of repentance--you are dying to own the
truth," pursued the other, satirically. "Own it before everybody,
and own it at once. Call in Lady Janet--call in Mr. Gray and Mr.
Holmcroft--call in the servants. Go down on your knees and acknowledge
yourself an impostor before them all. Then I will believe you--not
before."

"Don't, don't turn me against you!" cried Mercy, entreatingly.

"What do I care whether you are against me or not?"

"Don't--for your own sake, don't go on provoking me much longer!"

"For my own sake? You insolent creature! Do you mean to threaten me?"

With a last desperate effort, her heart beating faster and faster, the
blood burning hotter and hotter in her cheeks, Mercy still controlled
herself.

"Have some compassion on me!" she pleaded. "Badly as I have behaved
to you, I am still a woman like yourself. I can't face the shame of
acknowledging what I have done before the whole house. Lady Janet treats
me like a daughter; Mr. Holmcroft has engaged himself to marry me.
I can't tell Lady Janet and Mr. Holmcroft to their faces that I have
cheated them out of their love. But they shall know it, for all that.
I can, and will, before I rest to-night, tell the whole truth to Mr.
Julian Gray."

Grace burst out laughing. "Aha!" she exclaimed, with a cynical outburst
of gayety. "Now we have come to it at last!"

"Take care!" said Mercy. "Take care!"

"Mr. Julian Gray! I was behind the billiard-room door--I saw you coax
Mr. Julian Gray to come in! confession loses all its horrors, and
becomes quite a luxury, with Mr. Julian Gray!"

"No more, Miss Roseberry! no more! For God's sake, don't put me beside
myself! You have tortured me enough already."

"You haven't been on the streets for nothing. You are a woman with
resources; you know the value of having two strings to your bow. If Mr.
Holmcroft fails you, you have got Mr. Julian Gray. Ah! you sicken me.
_I'll_ see that Mr. Holmcroft's eyes are opened; he shall know what a
woman he might have married but for Me--"

She checked herself; the next refinement of insult remained suspended on
her lips.

The woman whom she had outraged suddenly advanced on her. Her eyes,
staring helplessly upward, saw Mercy Merrick's face, white with the
terrible anger which drives the blood back on the heart, bending
threateningly over her.

"'You will see that Mr. Holmcroft's eyes are opened,'" Mercy slowly
repeated; "'he shall know what a woman he might have married but for
you!'"

She paused, and followed those words by a question which struck a
creeping terror through Grace Roseberry, from the hair of her head to
the soles of her feet:

"_Who are you?_"

The suppressed fury of look and tone which accompanied that question
told, as no violence could have told it, that the limits of Mercy's
endurance had been found at last. In the guardian angel's absence the
evil genius had done its evil work. The better nature which Julian
Gray had brought to life sank, poisoned by the vile venom of a womanly
spiteful tongue. An easy and a terrible means of avenging the outrages
heaped on her was within Mercy's reach, if she chose to take it. In the
frenzy of her indignation she never hesitated--she took it.

"Who are you?" she asked for the second time.

Grace roused herself and attempted to speak. Mercy stopped her with a
scornful gesture of her hand.

"I remember!" she went on, with the same fiercely suppressed rage. "You
are the madwoman from the German hospital who came here a week ago. I am
not afraid of you this time. Sit down and rest yourself, Mercy Merrick."

Deliberately giving her that name to her face, Mercy turned from her
and took the chair which Grace had forbidden her to occupy when the
interview began. Grace started to her feet.

"What does this mean?" she asked.

"It means," answered Mercy, contemptuously, "that I recall every word
I said to you just now. It means that I am resolved to keep my place in
this house."

"Are you out of your senses?"

"You are not far from the bell. Ring it. Do what you asked _me_ to do.
Call in the whole household, and ask them which of us is mad--you or I."

"Mercy Merrick! you shall repent this to the last hour of your life!"

Mercy rose again, and fixed her flashing eyes on the woman who still
defied her.

"I have had enough of you!" she said. "Leave the house while you can
leave it. Stay here, and I will send for Lady Janet Roy."

"You can't send for her! You daren't send for her!"

"I can and I dare. You have not a shadow of a proof against me. I have
got the papers; I am in possession of the place; I have established
myself in Lady Janet's confidence. I mean to deserve your opinion of
me--I will keep my dresses and my jewels and my position in the house. I
deny that I have done wrong. Society has used me cruelly; I owe nothing
to Society. I have a right to take any advantage of it if I can. I deny
that I have injured you. How was I to know that you would come to life
again? Have I degraded your name and your character? I have done honor
to both. I have won everybody's liking and everybody's respect. Do you
think Lady Janet would have loved you as she loves me? Not she! I tell
you to your face I have filled the false position more creditably than
you could have filled the true one, and I mean to keep it. I won't give
up your name; I won't restore your character! Do your worst; I defy
you!"

She poured out those reckless words in one headlong flow which defied
interruption. There was no answering her until she was too breathless
to say more. Grace seized her opportunity the moment it was within her
reach.

"You defy me?" she returned, resolutely. "You won't defy me long. I have
written to Canada. My friends will speak for me."

"What of it, if they do? Your friends are strangers here. I am Lady
Janet's adopted daughter. Do you think she will believe your friends?
She will believe me. She will burn their letters if they write. She will
forbid the house to them if they come. I shall be Mrs. Horace Holmcroft
in a week's time. Who can shake _my_ position? Who can injure Me?"

"Wait a little. You forget the matron at the Refuge."

"Find her, if you can. I never told you her name. I never told you where
the Refuge was."

"I will advertise your name, and find the matron in that way."

"Advertise in every newspaper in London. Do you think I gave a stranger
like you the name I really bore in the Refuge? I gave you the name I
assumed when I left England. No such person as Mercy Merrick is known to
the matron. No such person is known to Mr. Holmcroft. He saw me at the
French cottage while you were senseless on the bed. I had my gray cloak
on; neither he nor any of them saw me in my nurse's dress. Inquiries
have been made about me on the Continent--and (I happen to know from
the person who made them) with no result. I am safe in your place; I
am known by your name. I am Grace Roseberry; and you are Mercy Merrick.
Disprove it, if you can!"

Summing up the unassailable security of her false position in those
closing words, Mercy pointed significantly to the billiard-room door.

"You were hiding there, by your own confession," she said. "You know
your way out by that door. Will you leave the room?"

"I won't stir a step!"

Mercy walked to a side-table, and struck the bell placed on it.

At the same moment the billiard-room door opened. Julian Gray
appeared--returning from his unsuccessful search in the grounds.

He had barely crossed the threshold before the library door was
thrown open next by the servant posted in the room. The man drew back
respectfully, and gave admission to Lady Janet Roy. She was followed by
Horace Holmcroft with his mother's wedding present to Mercy in his hand.



CHAPTER XX. THE POLICEMAN IN PLAIN CLOTHES.

JULIAN looked round the room, and stopped at the door which he had just
opened.

His eyes rested first on Mercy, next on Grace.

The disturbed faces of both the women told him but too plainly that
the disaster which he had dreaded had actually happened. They had met
without any third person to interfere between them. To what extremities
the hostile interview might have led it was impossible for him to guess.
In his aunt's presence he could only wait his opportunity of speaking to
Mercy, and be ready to interpose if anything was ignorantly done which
might give just cause of offense to Grace.

Lady Janet's course of action on entering the dining-room was in perfect
harmony with Lady Janet's character.

Instantly discovering the intruder, she looked sharply at Mercy. "What
did I tell you?" she asked. "Are you frightened? No! not in the least
frightened! Wonderful!" She turned to the servant. "Wait in the library;
I may want you again." She looked at Julian. "Leave it all to me; I can
manage it." She made a sign to Horace. "Stay where you are, and hold
your tongue." Having now said all that was necessary to every one else,
she advanced to the part of the room in which Grace was standing, with
lowering brows and firmly shut lips, defiant of everybody.

"I have no desire to offend you, or to act harshly toward you," her
ladyship began, very quietly. "I only suggest that your visits to my
house cannot possibly lead to any satisfactory result. I hope you
will not oblige me to say any harder words than these--I hope you will
understand that I wish you to withdraw."

The order of dismissal could hardly have been issued with more humane
consideration for the supposed mental infirmity of the person to whom
it was addressed. Grace instantly resisted it in the plainest possible
terms.

"In justice to my father's memory and in justice to myself,"
she answered, "I insist on a hearing. I refuse to withdraw." She
deliberately took a chair and seated herself in the presence of the
mistress of the house.

Lady Janet waited a moment--steadily controlling her temper. In the
interval of silence Julian seized the opportunity of remonstrating with
Grace.

"Is this what you promised me?" he asked, gently. "You gave me your word
that you would not return to Mablethorpe House."

Before he could say more Lady Janet had got her temper under command.
She began her answer to Grace by pointing with a peremptory forefinger
to the library door.

"If you have not made up your mind to take my advice by the time I have
walked back to that door," she said, "I will put it out of your power
to set me at defiance. I am used to be obeyed, and I will be obeyed. You
force me to use hard words. I warn you before it is too late. Go!"

She returned slowly toward the library. Julian attempted to interfere
with another word of remonstrance. His aunt stopped him by a gesture
which said, plainly, "I insist on acting for myself." He looked next
at Mercy. Would she remain passive? Yes. She never lifted her head;
she never moved from the place in which she was standing apart from the
rest. Horace himself tried to attract her attention, and tried in vain.

Arrived at the library door, Lady Janet looked over her shoulder at the
little immovable black figure in the chair.

"Will you go?" she asked, for the last time.

Grace started up angrily from her seat, and fixed her viperish eyes on
Mercy.

"I won't be turned out of your ladyship's house in the presence of that
impostor," she said. "I may yield to force, but I will yield to nothing
else. I insist on my right to the place that she has stolen from me.
It's no use scolding me," she added, turning doggedly to Julian. "As
long as that woman is here under my name I can't and won't keep away
from the house. I warn her, in your presence, that I have written to
my friends in Canada! I dare her before you all to deny that she is the
outcast and adventuress, Mercy Merrick!"

The challenge forced Mercy to take part in the proceedings in her own
defense. She had pledged herself to meet and defy Grace Roseberry on her
own ground. She attempted to speak--Horace stopped her.

"You degrade yourself if you answer her," he said. "Take my arm, and let
us leave the room."

"Yes! Take her out!" cried Grace. "She may well be ashamed to face an
honest woman. It's her place to leave the room--not mine!"

Mercy drew her hand out of Horace's arm. "I decline to leave the room,"
she said, quietly.

Horace still tried to persuade her to withdraw. "I can't bear to hear
you insulted," he rejoined. "The woman offends me, though I know she is
not responsible for what she says."

"Nobody's endurance will be tried much longer," said Lady Janet. She
glanced at Julian, and taking from her pocket the card which he had
given to her, opened the library door.

"Go to the police station," she said to the servant in an undertone,
"and give that card to the inspector on duty. Tell him there is not a
moment to lose."

"Stop!" said Julian, before his aunt could close the door again.

"Stop?" repeated Lady Janet, sharply. "I have given the man his orders.
What do you mean?"

"Before you send the card I wish to say a word in private to this lady,"
replied Julian, indicating Grace. "When that is done," he continued,
approaching Mercy, and pointedly addressing himself to her, "I shall
have a request to make--I shall ask you to give me an opportunity of
speaking to you without interruption."

His tone pointed the allusion. Mercy shrank from looking at him. The
signs of painful agitation began to show themselves in her shifting
color and her uneasy silence. Roused by Julian's significantly distant
reference to what had passed between them, her better impulses were
struggling already to recover their influence over her. She might, at
that critical moment, have yielded to the promptings of her own nobler
nature--she might have risen superior to the galling remembrance of the
insults that had been heaped upon her--if Grace's malice had not seen
in her hesitation a means of referring offensively once again to her
interview with Julian Gray.

"Pray don't think twice about trusting him alone with me," she said,
with a sardonic affectation of politeness. "_I_ am not interested in
making a conquest of Mr. Julian Gray."

The jealous distrust in Horace (already awakened by Julian's request)
now attempted to assert itself openly. Before he could speak, Mercy's
indignation had dictated Mercy's answer.

"I am much obliged to you, Mr. Gray," she said, addressing Julian (but
still not raising her eyes to his). "I have nothing more to say. There
is no need for me to trouble you again."

In those rash words she recalled the confession to which she stood
pledged. In those rash words she committed herself to keeping the
position that she had usurped, in the face of the woman whom she had
deprived of it!

Horace was silenced, but not satisfied. He saw Julian's eyes fixed in
sad and searching attention on Mercy's face while she was speaking.
He heard Julian sigh to himself when she had done. He observed
Julian--after a moment's serious consideration, and a moment's glance
backward at the stranger in the poor black clothes--lift his head with
the air of a man who had taken a sudden resolution.

"Bring me that card directly," he said to the servant. His tone
announced that he was not to be trifled with. The man obeyed.

Without answering Lady Janet--who still peremptorily insisted on her
right to act for herself--Julian took the pencil from his pocketbook and
added his signature to the writing already inscribed on the card. When
he had handed it back to the servant he made his apologies to his aunt.

"Pardon me for venturing to interfere," he said "There is a serious
reason for what I have done, which I will explain to you at a fitter
time. In the meanwhile I offer no further obstruction to the course
which you propose taking. On the contrary, I have just assisted you in
gaining the end that you have in view."

As he said that he held up the pencil with which he had signed his name.

Lady Janet, naturally perplexed, and (with some reason, perhaps)
offended as well, made no answer. She waved her hand to the servant, and
sent him away with the card.

There was silence in the room. The eyes of all the persons present
turned more or less anxiously on Julian. Mercy was vaguely surprised and
alarmed. Horace, like Lady Janet, felt offended, without clearly knowing
why. Even Grace Roseberry herself was subdued by her own presentiment
of some coming interference for which she was completely unprepared.
Julian's words and actions, from the moment when he had written on the
card, were involved in a mystery to which not one of the persons round
him held the clew.



The motive which had animated his conduct may, nevertheless, be
described in two words: Julian still held to his faith in the inbred
nobility of Mercy's nature.

He had inferred, with little difficulty, from the language which Grace
had used toward Mercy in his presence, that the injured woman must have
taken pitiless advantage of her position at the interview which he had
interrupted. Instead of appealing to Mercy's sympathies and Mercy's
sense of right--instead of accepting the expression of her sincere
contrition, and encouraging her to make the completest and the speediest
atonement--Grace had evidently outraged and insulted her. As a necessary
result, her endurance had given way--under her own sense of intolerable
severity and intolerable wrong.

The remedy for the mischief thus done was, as Julian had first seen it,
to speak privately with Grace, to soothe her by owning that his opinion
of the justice of her claims had undergone a change in her favor, and
then to persuade her, in her own interests, to let him carry to Mercy
such expressions of apology and regret as might lead to a friendly
understanding between them.

With those motives, he had made his request to be permitted to speak
separately to the one and the other. The scene that had followed, the
new insult offered by Grace, and the answer which it had wrung
from Mercy, had convinced him that no such interference as he had
contemplated would have the slightest prospect of success.

The only remedy now left to try was the desperate remedy of letting
things take their course, and trusting implicitly to Mercy's better
nature for the result.

Let her see the police officer in plain clothes enter the room. Let her
understand clearly what the result of his interference would be. Let her
confront the alternative of consigning Grace Roseberry to a mad-house or
of confessing the truth--and what would happen? If Julian's confidence
in her was a confidence soundly placed, she would nobly pardon the
outrages that had been heaped upon her, and she would do justice to the
woman whom she had wronged.

If, on the other hand, his belief in her was nothing better than the
blind belief of an infatuated man--if she faced the alternative and
persisted in asserting her assumed identity--what then?

Julian's faith in Mercy refused to let that darker side of the question
find a place in his thoughts. It rested entirely with him to bring the
officer into the house. He had prevented Lady Janet from making any
mischievous use of his card by sending to the police station and warning
them to attend to no message which they might receive unless the card
produced bore his signature. Knowing the responsibility that he was
taking on himself--knowing that Mercy had made no confession to him
to which it was possible to appeal--he had signed his name without an
instant's hesitation: and there he stood now, looking at the woman whose
better nature he was determined to vindicate, the only calm person in
the room.

Horace's jealousy saw something suspiciously suggestive of a private
understanding in Julian's earnest attention and in Mercy's downcast
face. Having no excuse for open interference, he made an effort to part
them.

"You spoke just now," he said to Julian, "of wishing to say a word in
private to that person." (He pointed to Grace.) "Shall we retire, or
will you take her into the library?"

"I refuse to have anything to say to him," Grace burst out, before
Julian could answer. "I happen to know that he is the last person to do
me justice. He has been effectually hoodwinked. If I speak to anybody
privately, it ought to be to you. You have the greatest interest of any
of them in finding out the truth."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you want to marry an outcast from the streets?"

Horace took one step forward toward her. There was a look in his face
which plainly betrayed that he was capable of turning her out of the
house with his own hands. Lady Janet stopped him.

"You were right in suggesting just now that Grace had better leave the
room," she said. "Let us all three go. Julian will remain here and give
the man his directions when he arrives. Come."

No. By a strange contradiction it was Horace himself who now interfered
to prevent Mercy from leaving the room. In the heat of his indignation
he lost all sense of his own dignity; he descended to the level of a
woman whose intellect he believed to be deranged. To the surprise of
every one present, he stepped back and took from the table a jewel-case
which he had placed there when he came into the room. It was the wedding
present from his mother which he had brought to his betrothed wife. His
outraged self-esteem seized the opportunity of vindicating Mercy by a
public bestowal of the gift.

"Wait!" he called out, sternly. "That wretch shall have her answer. She
has sense enough to see and sense enough to hear. Let her see and hear!"

He opened the jewel-case, and took from it a magnificent pearl necklace
in an antique setting.

"Grace," he said, with his highest distinction of manner, "my mother
sends you her love and her congratulations on our approaching marriage.
She begs you to accept, as part of your bridal dress, these pearls. She
was married in them herself. They have been in our family for centuries.
As one of the family, honored and beloved, my mother offers them to my
wife."

He lifted the necklace to clasp it round Mercy's neck.

Julian watched her in breathless suspense. Would she sustain the ordeal
through which Horace had innocently condemned her to pass?

Yes! In the insolent presence of Grace Roseberry, what was there now
that she could _not_ sustain? Her pride was in arms. Her lovely eyes
lighted up as only a woman's eyes _can_ light up when they see jewelry.
Her grand head bent gracefully to receive the necklace. Her face w
armed into color; her beauty rallied its charms. Her triumph over
Grace Roseberry was complete! Julian's head sank. For one sad moment he
secretly asked himself the question: "Have I been mistaken in her?"

Horace arrayed her in the pearls.

"Your husband puts these pearls on your neck, love," he said, proudly,
and paused to look at her. "Now," he added, with a contemptuous backward
glance at Grace, "we may go into the library. She has seen, and she has
heard."

He believed that he had silenced her. He had simply furnished her sharp
tongue with a new sting.

"_You_ will hear, and _you_ will see, when my proofs come from Canada,"
she retorted. "You will hear that your wife has stolen my name and my
character! You will see your wife dismissed from this house!"

Mercy turned on her with an uncontrollable outburst of passion.

"You are mad!" she cried.

Lady Janet caught the electric infection of anger in the air of the
room. She, too, turned on Grace. She, too, said it:

"You are mad!"

Horace followed Lady Janet. _He_ was beside himself. _He_ fixed his
pitiless eyes on Grace, and echoed the contagious words:

"You are mad!"

She was silenced, she was daunted at last. The treble accusation
revealed to her, for the first time, the frightful suspicion to which
she had exposed herself. She shrank back with a low cry of horror, and
struck against a chair. She would have fallen if Julian had not sprung
forward and caught her.

Lady Janet led the way into the library. She opened the
door--started--and suddenly stepped aside, so as to leave the entrance
free.

A man appeared in the open doorway.

He was not a gentleman; he was not a workman; he was not a servant. He
was vilely dressed, in glossy black broadcloth. His frockcoat hung on
him instead of fitting him. His waistcoat was too short and too tight
over the chest. His trousers were a pair of shapeless black bags.
His gloves were too large for him. His highly-polished boots creaked
detestably whenever he moved. He had odiously watchful eyes--eyes that
looked skilled in peeping through key-holes. His large ears, set forward
like the ears of a monkey, pleaded guilty to meanly listening behind
other people's doors. His manner was quietly confidential when he spoke,
impenetrably self-possessed when he was silent. A lurking air of secret
service enveloped the fellow, like an atmosphere of his own, from head
to foot. He looked all round the magnificent room without betraying
either surprise or admiration. He closely investigated every person in
it with one glance of his cunningly watchful eyes. Making his bow to
Lady Janet, he silently showed her, as his introduction, the card that
had summoned him. And then he stood at ease, self-revealed in his own
sinister identity--a police officer in plain clothes.

Nobody spoke to him. Everybody shrank inwardly as if a reptile had
crawled into the room.

He looked backward and forward, perfectly unembarrassed, between Julian
and Horace.

"Is Mr. Julian Gray here?" he asked.

Julian led Grace to a seat. Her eyes were fixed on the man. She
trembled--she whispered, "Who is he?" Julian spoke to the police officer
without answering her.

"Wait there," he said, pointing to a chair in the most distant corner of
the room. "I will speak to you directly."

The man advanced to the chair, marching to the discord of his creaking
boots. He privately valued the carpet at so much a yard as he walked
over it. He privately valued the chair at so much the dozen as he sat
down on it. He was quite at his ease: it was no matter to him whether he
waited and did nothing, or whether he pried into the private character
of every one in the room, as long as he was paid for it.

Even Lady Janet's resolution to act for herself was not proof against
the appearance of the policeman in plain clothes. She left it to her
nephew to take the lead. Julian glanced at Mercy before he stirred
further in the matter. He alone knew that the end rested now not with
him but with her.

She felt his eye on her while her own eyes were looking at the man. She
turned her head--hesitated--and suddenly approached Julian. Like Grace
Roseberry, she was trembling. Like Grace Roseberry, she whispered, "Who
is he?"

Julian told her plainly who he was.

"Why is he here?"

"Can't you guess?"

"No!"

Horace left Lady Janet, and joined Mercy and Julian--impatient of the
private colloquy between them.

"Am I in the way?" he inquired.

Julian drew back a little, understanding Horace perfectly. He looked
round at Grace. Nearly the whole length of the spacious room divided
them from the place in which she was sitting. She had never moved
since he had placed her in a chair. The direst of all terrors was in
possession of her--terror of the unknown. There was no fear of her
interfering, and no fear of her hearing what they said so long as
they were careful to speak in guarded tones. Julian set the example by
lowering his voice.

"Ask Horace why the police officer is here?" he said to Mercy.

She put the question directly. "Why is he here?"

Horace looked across the room at Grace, and answered, "He is here to
relieve us of that woman."

"Do you mean that he will take her away?"

"Yes."

"Where will he take her to?"

"To the police station."

Mercy started, and looked at Julian. He was still watching the slightest
changes in her face. She looked back again at Horace.

"To the police station!" she repeated. "What for?"

"How can you ask the question?" said Horace, irritably. "To be placed
under restraint, of course."

"Do you mean prison?"

"I mean an asylum."

Again Mercy turned to Julian. There was horror now, as well as surprise,
in her face. "Oh!" she said to him, "Horace is surely wrong? It can't
be?"

Julian left it to Horace to answer. Every facility in him seemed to be
still absorbed in watching Mercy's face. She was compelled to address
herself to Horace once more.

"What sort of asylum?" she asked. "You don't surely mean a madhouse?"

"I do," he rejoined. "The workhouse first, perhaps--and then the
madhouse. What is there to surprise you in that? You yourself told her
to her face she was mad. Good Heavens! how pale you are! What is the
matter?"

She turned to Julian for the third time. The terrible alternative
that was offered to her had showed itself at last, without reserve or
disguise. Restore the identity that you have stolen, or shut her up in a
madhouse--it rests with you to choose! In that form the situation shaped
itself in her mind. She chose on the instant. Before she opened her lips
the higher nature in her spoke to Julian, in her eyes. The steady
inner light that he had seen in them once already shone in them again,
brighter and purer than before. The conscience that he had fortified,
the soul that he had saved, looked at him and said, Doubt us no more!

"Send that man out of the house."

Those were her first words. She spoke (pointing to the police officer)
in clear, ringing, resolute tones, audible in the remotest corner of the
room.

Julian's hand stole unobserved to hers, and told her, in its momentary
pressure, to count on his brotherly sympathy and help. All the other
persons in the room looked at her in speechless surprise. Grace rose
from her chair. Even the man in plain clothes started to his feet. Lady
Janet (hurriedly joining Horace, and fully sharing his perplexity and
alarm) took Mercy impulsively by the arm, and shook it, as if to rouse
her to a sense of what she was doing. Mercy held firm; Mercy resolutely
repeated what she had said: "Send that man out of the house."

Lady Janet lost all her patience with her. "What has come to you?" she
asked, sternly. "Do you know what you are saying? The man is here in
your interest, as well as in mine; the man is here to spare you, as
well as me, further annoyance and insult. And you insist--insist, in my
presence--on his being sent away! What does it mean?"

"You shall know what it means, Lady Janet, in half an hour. I don't
insist--I only reiterate my entreaty. Let the man be sent away."

Julian stepped aside (with his aunt's eyes angrily following him) and
spoke to the police officer. "Go back to the station," he said, "and
wait there till you hear from me."

The meanly vigilant eyes of the man in plain clothes traveled sidelong
from Julian to Mercy, and valued her beauty as they had valued the
carpet and the chairs. "The old story," he thought. "The nice-looking
woman is always at the bottom of it; and, sooner or later, the
nice-looking woman has her way." He marched back across the room, to the
discord of his own creaking boots, bowed, with a villainous smile which
put the worst construction on everything, and vanished through the
library door.

Lady Janet's high breeding restrained her from saying anything until the
police officer was out of hearing. Then, and not till then, she appealed
to Julian.

"I presume you are in the secret of this?" she said. "I suppose you have
some reason for setting my authority at defiance in my own house?"

"I have never yet failed to respect your ladyship," Julian answered.
"Before long you will know that I am not failing in respect toward you
now."

Lady Janet looked across the room. Grace was listening eagerly,
conscious that events had taken some mysterious turn in her favor within
the last minute.

"Is it part of your new arrangement of my affairs," her ladyship
continued, "that this person is to remain in the house?"

The terror that had daunted Grace had not lost all hold of her yet. She
left it to Julian to reply. Before he could speak Mercy crossed the room
and whispered to her, "Give me time to confess it in writing. I can't
own it before them--with this round my neck." She pointed to the
necklace. Grace cast a threatening glance at her, and suddenly looked
away again in silence.

Mercy answered Lady Janet's question. "I beg your ladyship to permit her
to remain until the half hour is over," she said. "My request will have
explained itself by that time."

Lady Janet raised no further obstacles. For something in Mercy's face,
or in Mercy's tone, seemed to have silenced her, as it had silenced
Grace. Horace was the next who spoke. In tones of suppressed rage
and suspicion he addressed himself to Mercy, standing fronting him by
Julian's side.

"Am I included," he asked, "in the arrangement which engages you to
explain your extraordinary conduct in half an hour?"

_His_ hand had placed his mother's wedding present round Mercy's neck. A
sharp pang wrung her as she looked at Horace, and saw how deeply she
had already distressed and offended him. The tears rose in her eyes; she
humbly and faintly answered him.

"If you please," was all she could say, before the cruel swelling at her
heart rose and silenced her.

Horace's sense of injury refused to be soothed by such simple submission
as this.

"I dislike mysteries and innuendoes," he went on, harshly. "In my family
circle we are accustomed to meet each other frankly. Why am I to wait
half an hour for an explanation which might be given now? What am I to
wait for?"

Lady Janet recovered herself as Horace spoke.

"I entirely agree with you," she said. "I ask, too, what are we to wait
for?"

Even Julian's self-possession failed him when his aunt repeated that
cruelly plain question. How would Mercy answer it? Would her courage
still hold out?

"You have asked me what you are to wait for," she said to Horace,
quietly and firmly. "Wait to hear something more of Mercy Merrick."

Lady Janet listened with a look of weary disgust.

"Don't return to _that!_" she said. "We know enough about Mercy Merrick
already."

"Pardon me--your ladyship does _not_ know. I am the only person who can
inform you."

"You?"

She bent her head respectfully.

"I have begged you, Lady Janet, to give me half an hour," she went on.
"In half an hour I solemnly engage myself to produce Mercy Merrick in
this room. Lady Janet Roy, Mr. Horace Holmcroft, you are to wait for
that."

Steadily pledging herself in those terms to make her confession, she
unclasped the pearls from her neck, put them away in their cases and
placed it in Horace's hand. "Keep it," she said, with a momentary
faltering in her voice, "until we meet again."

Horace took the case in silence; he looked and acted like a man whose
mind was paralyzed by surprise. His hand moved mechanically. His eyes
followed Mercy with a vacant, questioning look. Lady Janet seemed, in
her different way, to share the strange oppression that had fallen on
him. A vague sense of dread and distress hung like a cloud over her
mind. At that memorable moment she felt her age, she looked her age, as
she had never felt it or looked it yet.

"Have I your ladyship's leave," said Mercy, respectfully, "to go to my
room?"

Lady Janet mutely granted the request. Mercy's last look, before she
went out, was a look at Grace. "Are you satisfied now?" the grand gray
eyes seemed to say, mournfully. Grace turned her head aside, with a
quick, petulant action. Even her narrow nature opened for a moment
unwillingly, and let pity in a little way, in spite of itself.

Mercy's parting words recommended Grace to Julian's care:

"You will see that she is allowed a room to wait in? You will warn her
yourself when the half hour has expired?"

Julian opened the library door for her.

"Well done! Nobly done!" he whispered. "All my sympathy is with you--all
my help is yours."

Her eyes looked at him, and thanked him, through her gathering tears.
His own eyes were dimmed. She passed quietly down the room, and was lost
to him before he had shut the door again.



CHAPTER XXI. THE FOOTSTEP IN THE CORRIDOR.

MERCY was alone.

She had secured one half hour of retirement in her own room, designing
to devote that interval to the writing of her confession, in the form of
a letter addressed to Julian Gray.

No recent change in her position had, as yet, mitigated her horror of
acknowledging to Horace and to Lady Janet that she had won her way to
their hearts in disguise. Through Julian only could she say the words
which were to establish Grace Roseberry in her right position in the
house.

How was her confession to be addressed to him? In writing? or by word of
mouth?

After all that had happened, from the time when Lady Janet's
appearance had interrupted them, she would have felt relief rather than
embarrassment in personally opening her heart to the man who had so
delicately understood her, who had so faithfully befriended her in her
sorest need. But the repeated betrayals of Horace's jealous suspicion
of Julian warned her that she would only be surrounding herself with
new difficulties, and be placing Julian in a position of painful
embarrassment, if she admitted him to a private interview while Horace
was in the house.

The one course left to take was the course that she had adopted.
Determining to address the narrative of the Fraud to Julian in the form
of a letter, she arranged to add, at the close, certain instructions,
pointing out to him the line of conduct which she wished him to pursue.

These instructions contemplated the communication of her letter to Lady
Janet and to Horace in the library, while Mercy--self-confessed as the
missing woman whom she had pledged herself to produce--awaited in the
adjoining room whatever sentence it pleased them to pronounce on her.
Her resolution not to screen herself behind Julian from any consequences
which might follow the confession had taken root in her mind from the
moment when Horace had harshly asked her (and when Lady Janet had joined
him in asking) why she delayed her explanation, and what she was keeping
them waiting for. Out of the very pain which those questions inflicted,
the idea of waiting her sentence in her own person in one room, while
her letter to Julian was speaking for her in another, had sprung
to life. "Let them break my heart if they like," she had thought to
herself, in the self-abasement of that bitter moment; "it will be no
more than I have deserved."



She locked her door and opened her writing-desk. Knowing what she had to
do, she tried to collect herself and do it.

The effort was in vain. Those persons who study writing as an art
are probably the only persons who can measure the vast distance which
separates a conception as it exists in the mind from the reduction
of that conception to form and shape in words. The heavy stress of
agitation that had been laid on Mercy for hours together had utterly
unfitted her for the delicate and difficult process of arranging the
events of a narrative in their due sequence and their due proportion
toward each other. Again and again she tried to begin her letter, and
again and again she was baffled by the same hopeless confusion of ideas.
She gave up the struggle in despair.

A sense of sinking at her heart, a weight of hysterical oppression on
her bosom, warned her not to leave herself unoccupied, a prey to morbid
self-investigation and imaginary alarms.

She turned instinctively, for a temporary employment of some kind, to
the consideration of her own future. Here there were no intricacies
or entanglements. The prospect began and ended with her return to the
Refuge, if the matron would receive her. She did no injustice to Julian
Gray; that great heart would feel for her, that kind hand would be
held out to her, she knew. But what would happen if she thoughtlessly
accepted all that his sympathy might offer? Scandal would point to her
beauty and to his youth, and would place its own vile interpretation on
the purest friendship that could exist between them. And _he_ would
be the sufferer, for _he_ had a character--a clergyman's character--to
lose. No. For his sake, out of gratitude to _him_, the farewell to
Mablethorpe House must be also the farewell to Julian Gray.

The precious minutes were passing. She resolved to write to the matron
and ask if she might hope to be forgiven and employed at the Refuge
again. Occupation over the letter that was easy to write might have its
fortifying effect on her mind, and might pave the way for resuming
the letter that was hard to write. She waited a moment at the window,
thinking of the past life to which she was soon to return, before she
took up the pen again.

Her window looked eastward. The dusky glare of lighted London met her as
her eyes rested on the sky. It seemed to beckon her back to the horror
of the cruel streets--to point her way mockingly to the bridges over
the black river--to lure her to the top of the parapet, and the dreadful
leap into God's arms, or into annihilation--who knew which?

She turned, shuddering, from the window. "Will it end in that way," she
asked herself, "if the matron says No?"

She began her letter.

"DEAR MADAM--So long a time has passed since you heard from me that I
almost shrink from writing to you. I am afraid you have already given me
up in your own mind as a hard-hearted, ungrateful woman.

"I have been leading a false life; I have not been fit to write to you
before to-day. Now, when I am doing what I can to atone to those whom I
have injured--now, when I repent with my whole heart--may I ask leave
to return to the friend who has borne with me and helped me through many
miserable years? Oh, madam, do not cast me off! I have no one to turn to
but you.

"Will you let me own everything to you? Will you forgive me when you
know what I have done? Will you take me back into the Refuge, if you
have any employment for me by which I may earn my shelter and my bread?

"Before the night comes I must leave the house from which I am now
writing. I have nowhere to go to. The little money, the few valuable
possessions I have, must be left behind me: they have been obtained
under false pretenses; they are not mine. No more forlorn creature
than I am lives at this moment. You are a Christian woman. Not for my
sake--for Christ's sake--pity me and take me back.

"I am a good nurse, as you know, and I am a quick worker with my needle.
In one way or the other can you not find occupation for me?

"I could also teach, in a very unpretending way. But that is useless.
Who would trust their children to a woman without a character? There is
no hope for me in this direction. And yet I am so fond of children! I
think I could be, not happy again, perhaps, but content with my lot, if
I could be associated with them in some way. Are there not charitable
societies which are trying to help and protect destitute children
wandering about the streets? I think of my own wretched childhood--and
oh! I should so like to be employed in saving other children from ending
as I have ended. I could work, for such an object as that, from morning
to night, and never feel weary. All my heart would be in it; and I
should have this advantage over happy and prosperous women--I should
have nothing else to think of. Surely they might trust me with the poor
little starving wanderers of the streets--if you said a word for me?
If I am asking too much, please forgive me. I am so wretched, madam--so
lonely and so weary of my life.

"There is only one thing more. My time here is very short. Will you
please reply to this letter (to say yes or no) by telegram?

"The name by which you know me is not the name by which I have been
known here. I must beg you to address the telegram to 'The Reverend
Julian Gray, Mablethorpe House, Kensington.' He is here, and he will
show it to me. No words of mine can describe what I owe to him. He has
never despaired of me--he has saved me from myself. God bless and reward
the kindest, truest, best man I have ever known!

"I have no more to say, except to ask you to excuse this long letter,
and to believe me your grateful servant, ----."



She signed and inclosed the letter, and wrote the address. Then, for
the first time, an obstacle which she ought to have seen before showed
itself, standing straight in her way.

There was no time to forward her letter in the ordinary manner by post.
It must be taken to its destination by a private messenger. Lady Janet's
servants had hitherto been, one and all, at her disposal. Could she
presume to employ them on her own affairs, when she might be dismissed
from the house, a disgraced woman, in half an hour's time? Of the two
alternatives it seemed better to take her chance, and present herself at
the Refuge without asking leave first.

While she was still considering the question she was startled by a knock
at her door. On opening it she admitted Lady Janet's maid, with a morsel
of folded note-paper in her hand.

"From my lady, miss," said the woman, giving her the note. "There is no
answer."

Mercy stopped her as she was about to leave the room. The appearance of
the maid suggested an inquiry to her. She asked if any of the servants
were likely to be going into town that afternoon.

"Yes, miss. One of the grooms is going on horseback, with a message to
her ladyship's coach-maker."

The Refuge was close by the coach-maker's place of business. Under the
circumstances, Mercy was emboldened to make use of the man. It was a
pardonable liberty to employ his services now.

"Will you kindly give the groom that letter for me?" she said. "It will
not take him out of his way. He has only to deliver it--nothing more."

The woman willingly complied with the request. Left once more by
herself, Mercy looked at the little note which had been placed in her
hands.

It was the first time that her benefactress had employed this formal
method of communicating with her when they were both in the house. What
did such a departure from established habits mean? Had she received her
notice of dismissal? Had Lady Janet's quick intelligence found its way
already to a suspicion of the truth? Mercy's nerves were unstrung. She
trembled pitiably as she opened the folded note.

It began without a form of address, and it ended without a signature.
Thus it ran:



"I must request you to delay for a little while the explanation which
you have promised me. At my age, painful surprises are very trying
things. I must have time to compose myself, before I can hear what you
have to say. You shall not be kept waiting longer than I can help. In
the meanwhile everything will go on as usual. My nephew Julian, and
Horace Holmcroft, and the lady whom I found in the dining-room, will, by
my desire, remain in the house until I am able to meet them, and to meet
you, again."



There the note ended. To what conclusion did it point?

Had Lady Janet really guessed the truth? or had she only surmised that
her adopted daughter was connected in some discreditable manner with
the mystery of "Mercy Merrick"? The line in which she referred to the
intruder in the dining-room as "the lady" showed very remarkably that
her opinions had undergone a change in that quarter. But was the
phrase enough of itself to justify the inference that she had actually
anticipated the nature of Mercy's confession? It was not easy to decide
that doubt at the moment--and it proved to be equally difficult to
throw any light on it at an aftertime. To the end of her life Lady Janet
resolutely refused to communicate to any one the conclusions which she
might have privately formed, the griefs which she might have secretly
stifled, on that memorable day.

Amid much, however, which was beset with uncertainty, one thing at
least was clear. The time at Mercy's disposal in her own room had been
indefinitely prolonged by Mercy's benefactress. Hours might pass before
the disclosure to which she stood committed would be expected from her.
In those hours she might surely compose her mind sufficiently to be able
to write her letter of confession to Julian Gray.

Once more she placed the sheet of paper before her. Resting her head on
her hand as she sat at the table, she tried to trace her way through
the labyrinth of the past, beginning with the day when she had met
Grace Roseberry in the French cottage, and ending with the day which had
brought them face to face, for the second time, in the dining-room at
Mablethorpe House.

The chain of events began to unroll itself in her mind clearly, link by
link.

She remarked, as she pursued the retrospect, how strangely Chance, or
Fate, had paved the way for the act of personation, in the first place.

If they had met under ordinary circumstances, neither Mercy nor Grace
would have trusted each other with the confidences which had been
exchanged between them. As the event had happened, they had come
together, under those extraordinary circumstances of common trial and
common peril, in a strange country, which would especially predispose
two women of the same nation to open their hearts to each other. In
no other way could Mercy have obtained at a first interview that fatal
knowledge of Grace's position and Grace's affairs which had placed
temptation before her as the necessary consequence that followed the
bursting of the German shell.

Advancing from this point through the succeeding series of events which
had so naturally and yet so strangely favored the perpetration of the
fraud, Mercy reached the later period when Grace had followed her to
England. Here again she remarked, in the second place, how Chance, or
Fate, had once more paved the way for that second meeting which had
confronted them with one another at Mablethorpe House.

She had, as she well remembered, attended at a certain assembly
(convened by a charitable society) in the character of Lady Janet's
representative, at Lady Janet's own request. For that reason she had
been absent from the house when Grace had entered it. If her return had
been delayed by a few minutes only, Julian would have had time to take
Grace out of the room, and the terrible meeting which had stretched
Mercy senseless on the floor would never have taken place. As the event
had happened, the period of her absence had been fatally shortened by
what appeared at the time to be, the commonest possible occurrence. The
persons assembled at the society's rooms had disagreed so seriously on
the business which had brought them together as to render it necessary
to take the ordinary course of adjourning the proceedings to a future
day. And Chance, or Fate, had so timed that adjournment as to bring
Mercy back into the dining-room exactly at the moment when Grace
Roseberry insisted on being confronted with the woman who had taken her
place.

She had never yet seen the circumstances in this sinister light. She was
alone in her room, at a crisis in her life. She was worn and weakened by
emotions which had shaken her to the soul.

Little by little she felt the enervating influences let loose on her, in
her lonely position, by her new train of thought. Little by little her
heart began to sink under the stealthy chill of superstitious dread.
Vaguely horrible presentiments throbbed in her with her pulses, flowed
through her with her blood. Mystic oppressions of hidden disaster
hovered over her in the atmosphere of the room. The cheerful
candle-light turned traitor to her and grew dim. Supernatural murmurs
trembled round the house in the moaning of the winter wind. She was
afraid to look behind her. On a sudden she felt her own cold hands
covering her face, without knowing when she had lifted them to it, or
why.

Still helpless, under the horror that held her, she suddenly heard
footsteps--a man's footsteps--in the corridor outside. At other times
the sound would have startled her: now it broke the spell. The footsteps
suggested life, companionship, human interposition--no matter of what
sort. She mechanically took up her pen; she found herself beginning to
remember her letter to Julian Gray.

At the same moment the footsteps stopped outside her door. The man
knocked.

She still felt shaken. She was hardly mistress of herself yet. A faint
cry of alarm escaped her at the sound of the knock. Before it could be
repeated she had rallied her courage, and had opened the door.

The man in the corridor was Horace Holmcroft.

His ruddy complexion had turned pale. His hair (of which he was
especially careful at other times) was in disorder. The superficial
polish of his manner was gone; the undisguised man, sullen, distrustful,
irritated to the last degree of endurance, showed through. He looked at
her with a watchfully suspicious eye; he spoke to her, without preface
or apology, in a coldly angry voice.

"Are you aware," he asked, "of what is going on downstairs?"

"I have not left my room," she answered. "I know that Lady Janet has
deferred the explanation which I had promised to give her, and I know no
more."

"Has nobody told you what Lady Janet did after you left us? Has nobody
told you that she politely placed her own boudoir at the disposal of the
very woman whom she had ordered half an hour before to leave the house?
Do you really not know that Mr. Julian Gray has himself conducted this
suddenly-honored guest to her place of retirement? and that I am left
alone in the midst of these changes, contradictions, and mysteries--the
only person who is kept out in the dark?"

"It is surely needless to ask me these questions," said Mercy, gently.
"Who could possibly have told me what was going on below stairs before
you knocked at my door?"

He looked at her with an ironical affectation of surprise.

"You are strangely forgetful to-day," he said. "Surely your friend Mr.
Julian Gray might have told you? I am astonished to hear that he has not
had his private interview yet."

"I don't understand you, Horace."

"I don't want you to understand me," he retorted, irritably. "The proper
person to understand me is Julian Gray. I look to _him_ to account to
me for the confidential relations which seem to have been established
between you behind my back. He has avoided me thus far, but I shall find
my way to him yet."

His manner threatened more than his words expressed. In Mercy's nervous
condition at the moment, it suggested to her that he might attempt to
fasten a quarrel on Julian Gray.

"You are entirely mistaken," she said, warmly. "You are ungratefully
doubting your best and truest friend. I say nothing of myself. You will
soon discover why I patiently submit to suspicions which other women
would resent as an insult."

"Let me discover it at once. Now! Without wasting a moment more!"

There had hitherto been some little distance between them. Mercy had
listened, waiting on the threshold of her door; Horace had spoken,
standing against the opposite wall of the corridor. When he said his
last words he suddenly stepped forward, and (with something imperative
in the gesture) laid his hand on her arm. The strong grasp of it almost
hurt her. She struggled to release herself.

"Let me go!" she said. "What do you mean?"

He dropped her arm as suddenly as he had taken it.

"You shall know what I mean," he replied. "A woman who has grossly
outraged and insulted you--whose only excuse is that she is mad--is
detained in the house at your desire, I might almost say at your
command, when the police officer is waiting to take her away. I have a
right to know what this means. I am engaged to marry you. If you won't
trust other people, you are bound to explain yourself to Me. I refuse
to wait for Lady Janet's convenience. I insist (if you force me to say
so)--I insist on knowing the real nature of your connection with
this affair. You have obliged me to follow you here; it is my only
opportunity of speaking to you. You avoid me; you shut yourself up
from me in your own room. I am not your husband yet--I have no right to
follow you in. But there are other rooms open to us. The library is at
our disposal, and I will take care that we are not interrupted. I am now
going there, and I have a last question to ask. You are to be my wife in
a week's time: will you take me into your confidence or not?"

To hesitate was, in this case, literally to be lost. Mercy's sense
of justice told her that Horace had claimed no more than his due. She
answered instantly:

"I will follow you to the library, Horace, in five minutes."

Her prompt and frank compliance with his wishes surprised and touched
him. He took her hand.

She had endured all that his angry sense of injury could say. His
gratitude wounded her to the quick. The bitterest moment she had felt
yet was the moment in which he raised her hand to his lips, and murmured
tenderly, "My own true Grace!" She could only sign to him to leave her,
and hurry back into her own room.

Her first feeling, when she found herself alone again, was
wonder--wonder that it should never have occurred to her, until he had
himself suggested it, that her betrothed husband had the foremost right
to her confession. Her horror at owning to either of them that she had
cheated them out of their love had hitherto placed Horace and Lady Janet
on the same level. She now saw for the first time that there was no
comparison between the claims which they respectively had on her. She
owned an allegiance to Horace to which Lady Janet could assert no right.
Cost her what it might to avow the truth to him with her own lips, the
cruel sacrifice must be made.

Without a moment's hesitation she put away her writing materials. It
amazed her that she should ever have thought of using Julian Gray as
an interpreter between the man to whom she was betrothed and herself.
Julian's sympathy (she thought) must have made a strong impression on
her indeed to blind her to a duty which was beyond all compromise, which
admitted of no dispute!

She had asked for five minutes of delay before she followed Horace. It
was too long a time.

Her one chance of finding courage to crush him with the dreadful
revelation of who she really was, of what she had really done, was
to plunge headlong into the disclosure without giving herself time to
think. The shame of it would overpower her if she gave herself time to
think.

She turned to the door to follow him at once.

Even at that terrible moment the most ineradicable of all a woman's
instincts--the instinct of personal self-respect--brought her to a
pause. She had passed through more than one terrible trial since she had
dressed to go downstairs. Remembering this, she stopped mechanically,
retraced her steps, and looked at herself in the glass.

There was no motive of vanity in what she now did. The action was as
unconscious as if she had buttoned an unfastened glove, or shaken out a
crumpled dress. Not the faintest idea crossed her mind of looking to see
if her beauty might still plead for her, and of trying to set it off at
its best.

A momentary smile, the most weary, the most hopeless, that ever saddened
a woman's face, appeared in the reflection which her mirror gave her
back. "Haggard, ghastly, old before my time!" she said to herself.
"Well! better so. He will feel it less--he will not regret me."

With that thought she went downstairs to meet him in the library.



CHAPTER XXII. THE MAN IN THE DINING-ROOM.

IN the great emergencies of life we feel, or we act, as our dispositions
incline us. But we never think. Mercy's mind was a blank as she
descended the stairs. On her way down she was conscious of nothing but
the one headlong impulse to get to the library in the shortest possible
space of time. Arrived at the door, the impulse capriciously left her.
She stopped on the mat, wondering why she had hurried herself, with time
to spare. Her heart sank; the fever of her excitement changed suddenly
to a chill as she faced the closed door, and asked herself the question,
Dare I go in?

Her own hand answered her. She lifted it to turn the handle of the lock.
It dropped again helplessly at her side.

The sense of her own irresolution wrung from her a low exclamation of
despair. Faint as it was, it had apparently not passed unheard. The door
was opened from within--and Horace stood before her.

He drew aside to let her pass into the room. But he never followed her
in. He stood in the doorway, and spoke to her, keeping the door open
with his hand.

"Do you mind waiting here for me?" he asked.

She looked at him, in vacant surprise, doubting whether she had heard
him aright.

"It will not be for long," he went on. "I am far too anxious to hear
what you have to tell me to submit to any needless delays. The truth is,
I have had a message from Lady Janet."

(From Lady Janet! What could Lady Janet want with him, at a time when
she was bent on composing herself in the retirement of her own room?)

"I ought to have said two messages," Horace proceeded. "The first
was given to me on my way downstairs. Lady Janet wished to see me
immediately. I sent an excuse. A second message followed. Lady Janet
would accept no excuse. If I refused to go to her I should be merely
obliging her to come to me. It is impossible to risk being interrupted
in that way; my only alternative is to get the thing over as soon as
possible. Do you mind waiting?"

"Certainly not. Have you any idea of what Lady Janet wants with you?"

"No. Whatever it is, she shall not keep me long away from you. You will
be quite alone here; I have warned the servants not to show any one in."
With those words he left her.

Mercy's first sensation was a sensation of relief--soon lost in a
feeling of shame at the weakness which could welcome any temporary
relief in such a position as hers. The emotion thus roused merged,
in its turn, into a sense of impatient regret. "But for Lady Janet's
message," she thought to herself, "I might have known my fate by this
time!"

The slow minutes followed each other drearily. She paced to and fro in
the library, faster and faster, under the intolerable irritation, the
maddening uncertainty, of her own suspense. Ere long, even the spacious
room seemed to be too small for her. The sober monotony of the long
book-lined shelves oppressed and offended her. She threw open the door
which led into the dining-room, and dashed in, eager for a change of
objects, athirst for more space and more air.

At the first step she checked herself; rooted to the spot, under a
sudden revulsion of feeling which quieted her in an instant.

The room was only illuminated by the waning fire-light. A man was
obscurely visible, seated on the sofa, with his elbows on his knees and
his head resting on his hands. He looked up as the open door let in
the light from the library lamps. The mellow glow reached his face and
revealed Julian Gray.

Mercy was standing with her back to the light; her face being
necessarily hidden in deep shadow. He recognized her by her figure, and
by the attitude into which it unconsciously fell. That unsought grace,
that lithe long beauty of line, belonged to but one woman in the house.
He rose, and approached her.

"I have been wishing to see you," he said, "and hoping that accident
might bring about some such meeting as this."

He offered her a chair. Mercy hesitated before she took her seat. This
was their first meeting alone since Lady Janet had interrupted her at
the moment when she was about to confide to Julian the melancholy story
of the past. Was he anxious to seize the opportunity of returning to
her confession? The terms in which he had addressed her seemed to imply
it. She put the question to him in plain words,

"I feel the deepest interest in hearing all that you have still to
confide to me," he answered. "But anxious as I may be, I will not hurry
you. I will wait, if you wish it."

"I am afraid I must own that I do wish it," Mercy rejoined. "Not on my
account--but because my time is at the disposal of Horace Holmcroft. I
expect to see him in a few minutes."

"Could you give me those few minutes?" Julian asked. "I have something
on my side to say to you which I think you ought to know before you see
any one--Horace himself included."

He spoke with a certain depression of tone which was not associated
with her previous experience of him. His face looked prematurely old and
careworn in the red light of the fire. Something had plainly happened to
sadden and to disappoint him since they had last met.

"I willingly offer you all the time that I have at my own command,"
Mercy replied. "Does what you have to tell me relate to Lady Janet?"

He gave her no direct reply. "What I have to tell you of Lady Janet,"
he said, gravely, "is soon told. So far as she is concerned you have
nothing more to dread. Lady Janet knows all."

Even the heavy weight of oppression caused by the impending interview
with Horace failed to hold its place in Mercy's mind when Julian
answered her in those words.

"Come into the lighted room," she said, faintly. "It is too terrible to
hear you say that in the dark."

Julian followed her into the library. Her limbs trembled under her.
She dropped into a chair, and shrank under his great bright eyes, as he
stood by her side looking sadly down on her.

"Lady Janet knows all!" she repeated, with her head on her breast, and
the tears falling slowly over her cheeks. "Have you told her?"

"I have said nothing to Lady Janet or to any one. Your confidence is a
sacred confidence to me, until you have spoken first."

"Has Lady Janet said anything to you?"

"Not a word. She has looked at you with the vigilant eyes of love; she
has listened to you with the quick hearing of love--and she has found
her own way to the truth. She will not speak of it to me--she will not
speak of it to any living creature. I only know now how dearly she loved
you. In spite of herself she clings to you still. Her life, poor soul,
has been a barren one; unworthy, miserably unworthy, of such a nature as
hers. Her marriage was loveless and childless. She has had admirers, but
never, in the higher sense of the word, a friend. All the best years of
her life have been wasted in the unsatisfied longing for something to
love. At the end of her life You have filled the void. Her heart has
found its youth again, through You. At her age--at any age--is such a
tie as this to be rudely broken at the mere bidding of circumstances?
No! She will suffer anything, risk anything, forgive anything, rather
than own, even to herself, that she has been deceived in you. There is
more than her happiness at stake; there is pride, a noble pride, in such
love as hers, which will ignore the plainest discovery and deny the most
unanswerable truth. I am firmly convinced--from my own knowledge of her
character, and from what I have observed in her to-day--that she will
find some excuse for refusing to hear your confession. And more than
that, I believe (if the exertion of her influence can do it) that she
will leave no means untried of preventing you from acknowledging
your true position here to any living creature. I take a serious
responsibility on myself in telling you this--and I don't shrink
from it. You ought to know, and you shall know, what trials and what
temptations may yet lie before you."

He paused--leaving Mercy time to compose herself, if she wished to speak
to him.

She felt that there was a necessity for her speaking to him. He was
plainly not aware that Lady Janet had already written to her to defer
her promised explanation. This circumstance was in itself a confirmation
of the opinion which he had expressed. She ought to mention it to him;
she tried to mention it to him. But she was not equal to the effort.
The few simple words in which he had touched on the tie that bound Lady
Janet to her had wrung her heart. Her tears choked her. She could only
sign to him to go on.

"You may wonder at my speaking so positively," he continued, "with
nothing better than my own conviction to justify me. I can only say
that I have watched Lady Janet too closely to feel any doubt. I saw the
moment in which the truth flashed on her, as plainly as I now see you.
It did not disclose itself gradually--it burst on her, as it burst on
me. She suspected nothing--she was frankly indignant at your sudden
interference and your strange language--until the time came in which
you pledged yourself to produce Mercy Merrick. Then (and then only)
the truth broke on her mind, trebly revealed to her in your words, your
voice, and your look. Then (and then only) I saw a marked change come
over her, and remain in her while she remained in the room. I dread to
think of what she may do in the first reckless despair of the discovery
that she has made. I distrust--though God knows I am not naturally a
suspicious man--the most apparently trifling events that are now taking
place about us. You have held nobly to your resolution to own the truth.
Prepare yourself, before the evening is over, to be tried and tempted
again."

Mercy lifted her head. Fear took the place of grief in her eyes, as they
rested in startled inquiry on Julian's face.

"How is it possible that temptation can come to me now?" she asked.

"I will leave it to events to answer that question," he said. "You will
not have long to wait. In the meantime I have put you on your guard."
He stooped, and spoke his next words earnestly, close at her ear. "Hold
fast by the admirable courage which you have shown thus far," he went
on. "Suffer anything rather than suffer the degradation of yourself. Be
the woman whom I once spoke of--the woman I still have in my mind--who
can nobly reveal the noble nature that is in her. And never forget
this--my faith in you is as firm as ever!"

She looked at him proudly and gratefully.

"I am pledged to justify your faith in me," she said. "I have put it
out of my own power to yield. Horace has my promise that I will explain
everything to him, in this room."

Julian started.

"Has Horace himself asked it of you?" he inquired. "_He_, at least, has
no suspicion of the truth."

"Horace has appealed to my duty to him as his betrothed wife," she
answered. "He has the first claim to my confidence--he resents my
silence, and he has a right to resent it. Terrible as it will be to open
_his_ eyes to the truth, I must do it if he asks me."

She was looking at Julian while she spoke. The old longing to associate
with the hard trial of the confession the one man who had felt for her,
and believed in her, revived under another form. If she could only
know, while she was saying the fatal words to Horace, that Julian was
listening too, she would be encouraged to meet the worst that could
happen! As the idea crossed her mind, she observed that Julian was
looking toward the door through which they had lately passed. In an
instant she saw the means to her end. Hardly waiting to hear the few
kind expressions of sympathy and approval which he addressed to her, she
hinted timidly at the proposal which she had now to make to him.

"Are you going back into the next room?" she asked.

"Not if you object to it," he replied.

"I don't object. I want you to be there."

"After Horace has joined you?"

"Yes. After Horace has joined me."

"Do you wish to see me when it is over?"

She summoned her resolution, and told him frankly what she had in her
mind.

"I want you to be near me while I am speaking to Horace," she said. "It
will give me courage if I can feel that I am speaking to you as well as
to him. I can count on _your_ sympathy--and sympathy is so precious to
me now! Am I asking too much, if I ask you to leave the door unclosed
when you go back to the dining-room? Think of the dreadful trial--to him
as well as to me! I am only a woman; I am afraid I may sink under it, if
I have no friend near me. And I have no friend but you."

In those simple words she tried her powers of persuasion on him for the
first time.

Between perplexity and distress Julian was, for the moment, at a loss
how to answer her. The love for Mercy which he dared not acknowledge was
as vital a feeling in him as the faith in her which he had been free to
avow. To refuse anything that she asked of him in her sore need--and,
more even than that, to refuse to hear the confession which it had been
her first impulse to make to _him_--these were cruel sacrifices to his
sense of what was due to Horace and of what was due to himself. But
shrink as he might, even from the appearance of deserting her, it was
impossible for him (except under a reserve which was almost equivalent
to a denial) to grant her request.

"All that I can do I will do," he said. "The doors shall be left
unclosed, and I will remain in the next room, on this condition,
that Horace knows of it as well as you. I should be unworthy of your
confidence in me if I consented to be a listener on any other terms. You
understand that, I am sure, as well as I do."

She had never thought of her proposal to him in this light. Woman-like,
she had thought of nothing but the comfort of having him near her. She
understood him now. A faint flush of shame rose on her pale cheeks as
she thanked him. He delicately relieved her from her embarrassment by
putting a question which naturally occurred under the circumstances.

"Where is Horace all this time?" he asked. "Why is he not here?"

"He has been called away," she answered, "by a message from Lady Janet."

The reply more than astonished Julian; it seemed almost to alarm him. He
returned to Mercy's chair; he said to her, eagerly, "Are you sure?"

"Horace himself told me that Lady Janet had insisted on seeing him."

"When?"

"Not long ago. He asked me to wait for him here while he went upstairs."

Julian's face darkened ominously.

"This confirms my worst fears," he said. "Have _you_ had any
communication with Lady Janet?"

Mercy replied by showing him his aunt's note. He read it carefully
through.

"Did I not tell you," he said, "that she would find some excuse for
refusing to hear your confession? She begins by delaying it, simply to
gain time for something else which she has it in her mind to do. When
did you receive this note? Soon after you went upstairs?"

"About a quarter of an hour after, as well as I can guess."

"Do you know what happened down here after you left us?"

"Horace told me that Lady Janet had offered Miss Roseberry the use of
her boudoir."

"Any more?"

"He said that you had shown her the way to the room."

"Did he tell you what happened after that?"

"No."

"Then I must tell you. If I can do nothing more in this serious state
of things, I can at least prevent your being taken by surprise. In
the first place, it is right you should know that I had a motive for
accompanying Miss Roseberry to the boudoir. I was anxious (for your
sake) to make some appeal to her better self--if she had any better
self to address. I own I had doubts of my success--judging by what I
had already seen of her. My doubts were confirmed. In the ordinary
intercourse of life I should merely have thought her a commonplace,
uninteresting woman. Seeing her as I saw her while we were alone--in
other words, penetrating below the surface--I have never, in all my sad
experience, met with such a hopelessly narrow, mean, and low nature as
hers. Understanding, as she could not fail to do, what the sudden change
in Lady Janet's behavior toward her really meant, her one idea was to
take the cruelest possible advantage of it. So far from feeling any
consideration for _you_, she was only additionally imbittered toward
you. She protested against your being permitted to claim the merit of
placing her in her right position here by your own voluntary avowal of
the truth. She insisted on publicly denouncing you, and on forcing Lady
Janet to dismiss you, unheard, before the whole household! 'Now I can
have my revenge! At last Lady Janet is afraid of me!' Those were her own
words--I am almost ashamed to repeat them--those, on my honor, were
her own words! Every possible humiliation to be heaped on you; no
consideration to be shown for Lady Janet's age and Lady Janet's
position; nothing, absolutely nothing, to be allowed to interfere with
Miss Roseberry's vengeance and Miss Roseberry's triumph! There is this
woman's shameless view of what is due to her, as stated by herself in
the plainest terms. I kept my temper; I did all I could to bring her to
a better frame of mind. I might as well have pleaded--I won't say with
a savage; savages are sometimes accessible to remonstrance, if you know
how to reach them--I might as well have pleaded with a hungry animal to
abstain from eating while food was within its reach. I had just given up
the hopeless effort in disgust, when Lady Janet's maid appeared with a
message for Miss Roseberry from her mistress: 'My lady's compliments,
ma'am, and she will be glad to see you at your earliest convenience, in
her room.'"

Another surprise! Grace Roseberry invited to an interview with Lady
Janet! It would have been impossible to believe it, if Julian had not
heard the invitation given with his own ears.

"She instantly rose," Julian proceeded. "'I won't keep her ladyship
waiting a moment,' she said; 'show me the way.' She signed to the maid
to go out of the room first, and then turned round and spoke to me from
the door. I despair of describing the insolent exultation of her manner.
I can only repeat her words: 'This is exactly what I wanted! I had
intended to insist on seeing Lady Janet: she saves me the trouble. I am
infinitely obliged to her.' With that she nodded to me, and closed the
door. I have not seen her, I have not heard of her, since. For all I
know, she may be still with my aunt, and Horace may have found her there
when he entered the room."

"What can Lady Janet have to say to her?" Mercy asked, eagerly.

"It is impossible even to guess. When you found me in the dining-room
I was considering that very question. I cannot imagine that any neutral
ground can exist on which it is possible for Lady Janet and this woman
to meet. In her present frame of mind she will in all probability insult
Lady Janet before she has been five minutes in the room. I own I am
completely puzzled. The one conclusion I can arrive at is that the note
which my aunt sent to you, the private interview with Miss Roseberry
which has followed, and the summons to Horace which has succeeded in its
turn, are all links in the same chain of events, and are all tending to
that renewed temptation against which I have already warned you."

Mercy held up her hand for silence. She looked toward the door that
opened on the hall; had she heard a footstep outside? No. All was still.
Not a sign yet of Horace's return.

"Oh!" she exclaimed, "what would I not give to know what is going on
upstairs!"

"You will soon know it now," said Julian. "It is impossible that our
present uncertainty can last much longer."

He turned away, intending to go back to the room in which she had found
him. Looking at her situation from a man's point of view, he naturally
assumed that the best service he could now render to Mercy would be to
leave her to prepare herself for the interview with Horace. Before
he had taken three steps away from her she showed him the difference
between the woman's point of view and the man's. The idea of considering
beforehand what she should say never entered her mind. In her horror of
being left by herself at that critical moment, she forgot every other
consideration. Even the warning remembrance of Horace's jealous distrust
of Julian passed away from her, for the moment, as completely as if it
never had a place in her memory. "Don't leave me!" she cried. "I can't
wait here alone. Come back--come back!"

She rose impulsively while she spoke, as if to follow him into the
dining-room, if he persisted in leaving her.

A momentary expression of doubt crossed Julian's face as he retraced his
steps and signed to her to be seated a gain. Could she be depended on
(he asked himself) to sustain the coming test of her resolution, when
she had not courage enough to wait for events in a room by herself?
Julian had yet to learn that a woman's courage rises with the greatness
of the emergency. Ask her to accompany you through a field in which some
harmless cattle happen to be grazing, and it is doubtful, in nine cases
out of ten, if she will do it. Ask her, as one of the passengers in a
ship on fire, to help in setting an example of composure to the rest,
and it is certain, in nine cases out of ten, that she will do it. As
soon as Julian had taken a chair near her, Mercy was calm again.

"Are you sure of your resolution?" he asked.

"I am certain of it," she answered, "as long as you don't leave me by
myself."

The talk between them dropped there. They sat together in silence, with
their eyes fixed on the door, waiting for Horace to come in.

After the lapse of a few minutes their attention was attracted by
a sound outside in the grounds. A carriage of some sort was plainly
audible approaching the house.

The carriage stopped; the bell rang; the front door was opened. Had a
visitor arrived? No voice could be heard making inquiries. No footsteps
but the servant's footsteps crossed the hall. Along pause followed,
the carriage remaining at the door. Instead of bringing some one to the
house, it had apparently arrived to take some one away.

The next event was the return of the servant to the front door. They
listened again. Again no second footstep was audible. The door was
closed; the servant recrossed the hall; the carriage was driven away.
Judging by sounds alone, no one had arrived at the house, and no one had
left the house.

Julian looked at Mercy. "Do you understand this?" he asked.

She silently shook her head.

"If any person has gone away in the carriage," Julian went on, "that
person can hardly have been a man, or we must have heard him in the
hall."

The conclusion which her companion had just drawn from the noiseless
departure of the supposed visitor raised a sudden doubt in Mercy's mind.

"Go and inquire!" she said, eagerly.

Julian left the room, and returned again, after a brief absence, with
signs of grave anxiety in his face and manner.

"I told you I dreaded the most trifling events that were passing about
us," he said. "An event, which is far from being trifling, has just
happened. The carriage which we heard approaching along the drive turns
out to have been a cab sent for from the house. The person who has gone
away in it--"

"Is a woman, as you supposed?"

"Yes."

Mercy rose excitedly from her chair.

"It can't be Grace Roseberry?" she exclaimed.

"It _is_ Grace Roseberry."

"Has she gone away alone?"

"Alone--after an interview with Lady Janet."

"Did she go willingly?"

"She herself sent the servant for the cab."

"What does it mean?"

"It is useless to inquire. We shall soon know."

They resumed their seats, waiting, as they had waited already, with
their eyes on the library door.



CHAPTER XXIII. LADY JANET AT BAY.

THE narrative leaves Julian and Mercy for a while, and, ascending to the
upper regions of the house, follows the march of events in Lady Janet's
room.

The maid had delivered her mistress's note to Mercy, and had gone away
again on her second errand to Grace Roseberry in her boudoir. Lady Janet
was seated at her writing-table, waiting for the appearance of the woman
whom she had summoned to her presence. A single lamp diffused its mild
light over the books, pictures, and busts round her, leaving the further
end of the room, in which the bed was placed, almost lost in obscurity.
The works of art were all portraits; the books were all presentation
copies from the authors. It was Lady Janet's fancy to associate her
bedroom with memorials of the various persons whom she had known in the
long course of her life--all of them more or less distinguished, most of
them, by this time, gathered with the dead.

She sat near her writing-table, lying back in her easy-chair--the living
realization of the picture which Julian's description had drawn. Her
eyes were fixed on a photographic likeness of Mercy, which was so raised
upon a little gilt easel as to enable her to contemplate it under the
full light of the lamp. The bright, mobile old face was strangely and
sadly changed. The brow was fixed; the mouth was rigid; the whole face
would have been like a mask, molded in the hardest forms of passive
resistance and suppressed rage, but for the light and life still thrown
over it by the eyes. There was something unutterably touching in the
keen hungering tenderness of the look which they fixed on the portrait,
intensified by an underlying expression of fond and patient reproach.
The danger which Julian so wisely dreaded was in the rest of the face;
the love which he had so truly described was in the eyes alone. _They_
still spoke of the cruelly profaned affection which had been the one
immeasurable joy, the one inexhaustible hope of Lady Janet's closing
life. The brow expressed nothing but her obstinate determination to
stand by the wreck of that joy, to rekindle the dead ashes of that hope.
The lips were only eloquent of her unflinching resolution to ignore the
hateful present and to save the sacred past. "My idol may be shattered,
but none of you shall know it. I stop the march of discovery; I
extinguish the light of truth. I am deaf to your words; am blind to your
proofs. At seventy years old, my idol is my life. It shall be my idol
still."



The silence in the bedroom was broken by a murmuring of women's voices
outside the door.

Lady Janet instantly raised herself in the chair and snatched the
photograph off the easel. She laid the portrait face downward, among
some papers on the table, then abruptly changed her mind, and hid it
among the thick folds of lace which clothed her neck and bosom. There
was a world of love in the action itself, and in the sudden softening of
the eyes which accompanied it. The next moment Lady Janet's mask was on.
Any superficial observer who had seen her now would have said, "This is
a hard woman!"

The door was opened by the maid. Grace Roseberry entered the room.

She advanced rapidly, with a defiant assurance in her manner, and a
lofty carriage of her head. She sat down in the chair, to which Lady
Janet silently pointed, with a thump; she returned Lady Janet's grave
bow with a nod and a smile. Every movement and every look of the little,
worn, white-faced, shabbily dressed woman expressed insolent triumph,
and said, as if in words, "My turn has come!"

"I am glad to wait on your ladyship," she began, without giving Lady
Janet an opportunity of speaking first. "Indeed, I should have felt it
my duty to request an interview, if you had not sent your maid to invite
me up here."

"You would have felt it your duty to request an interview?" Lady Janet
repeated, very quietly. "Why?"

The tone in which that one last word was spoken embarrassed Grace at
the outset. It established as great a distance between Lady Janet and
herself as if she had been lifted in her chair and conveyed bodily to
the other end of the room.

"I am surprised that your ladyship should not understand me," she said,
struggling to conceal her confusion. "Especially after your kind offer
of your own boudoir."

Lady Janet remained perfectly unmoved. "I do _not_ understand you," she
answered, just as quietly as ever.

Grace's temper came to her assistance. She recovered the assurance which
had marked her first appearance on the scene.

"In that case," she resumed, "I must enter into particulars, in justice
to myself. I can place but one interpretation on the extraordinary
change in your ladyship's behavior to me downstairs. The conduct of that
abominable woman has at last opened your eyes to the deception that has
been practiced on you. For some reason of your own, however, you
have not yet chosen to recognize me openly. In this painful position
something is due to my own self-respect. I cannot, and will not, permit
Mercy Merrick to claim the merit of restoring me to my proper place in
this house. After what I have suffered it is quite impossible for me to
endure that. I should have requested an interview (if you had not sent
for me) for the express purpose of claiming this person's immediate
expulsion from the house. I claim it now as a proper concession to Me.
Whatever you or Mr. Julian Gray may do, _I_ will not tamely permit her
to exhibit herself as an interesting penitent. It is really a little too
much to hear this brazen adventuress appoint her own time for explaining
herself. It is too deliberately insulting to see her sail out of the
room--with a clergyman of the Church of England opening the door for
her--as if she was laying me under an obligation! I can forgive much,
Lady Janet--including the terms in which you thought it decent to order
me out of your house. I am quite willing to accept the offer of your
boudoir, as the expression on your part of a better frame of mind. But
even Christian Charity has its limits. The continued presence of that
wretch under your roof is, you will permit me to remark, not only a
monument of your own weakness, but a perfectly insufferable insult to
Me."

There she stopped abruptly--not for want of words, but for want of a
listener.

Lady Janet was not even pretending to attend to her. Lady Janet, with a
deliberate rudeness entirely foreign to her usual habits, was composedly
busying herself in arranging the various papers scattered about the
table. Some she tied together with little morsels of string; some
she placed under paper-weights; some she deposited in the fantastic
pigeon-holes of a little Japanese cabinet--working with a placid
enjoyment of her own orderly occupation, and perfectly unaware, to all
outward appearance, that any second person was in the room. She looked
up, with her papers in both hands, when Grace stopped, and said,
quietly,

"Have you done?"

"Is your ladyship's purpose in sending for me to treat me with studied
rudeness?" Grace retorted, angrily.

"My purpose in sending for you is to say something as soon as you will
allow me the opportunity."

The impenetrable composure of that reply took Grace completely by
surprise. She had no retort ready. In sheer astonishment she waited
silently with her eyes riveted on the mistress of the house.

Lady Janet put down her papers, and settled herself comfortably in the
easy-chair, preparatory to opening the interview on her side.

"The little that I have to say to you," she began, "may be said in a
question. Am I right in supposing that you have no present employment,
and that a little advance in money (delicately offered) would be very
acceptable to you?"

"Do you mean to insult me, Lady Janet?"

"Certainly not. I mean to ask you a question."

"Your question is an insult."

"My question is a kindness, if you will only understand it as it is
intended. I don't complain of your not understanding it. I don't even
hold you responsible for any one of the many breaches of good manners
which you have committed since you have been in this room. I was
honestly anxious to be of some service to you, and you have repelled my
advances. I am sorry. Let us drop the subject."

Expressing herself in the most perfect temper in those terms, Lady Janet
resumed the arrangement of her papers, and became unconscious once more
of the presence of any second person in the room.

Grace opened her lips to reply with the utmost intemperance of an angry
woman, and thinking better of it, controlled herself. It was plainly
useless to take the violent way with Lady Janet Roy. Her age and her
social position were enough of themselves to repel any violence. She
evidently knew that, and trusted to it. Grace resolved to meet the enemy
on the neutral ground of politeness, as the most promising ground that
she could occupy under present circumstances.

"If I have said anything hasty, I beg to apologize to your ladyship,"
she began. "May I ask if your only object in sending for me was to
inquire into my pecuniary affairs, with a view to assisting me?"

"That," said Lady Janet, "was my only object."

"You had nothing to say to me on the subject of Mercy Merrick?"

"Nothing whatever. I am weary of hearing of Mercy Merrick. Have you any
more questions to ask me?"

"I have one more."

"Yes?"

"I wish to ask your ladyship whether you propose to recognize me in the
presence of your household as the late Colonel Roseberry's daughter?"

"I have already recognized you as a lady in embarrassed circumstances,
who has peculiar claims on my consideration and forbearance. If you wish
me to repeat those words in the presence of the servants (absurd as it
is), I am ready to comply with your request."

Grace's temper began to get the better of her prudent resolutions.

"Lady Janet!" she said; "this won't do. I must request you to express
yourself plainly. You talk of my peculiar claims on your forbearance.
What claims do you mean?"

"It will be painful to both of us if we enter into details," replied
Lady Janet. "Pray don't let us enter into details."

"I insist on it, madam."

"Pray don't insist on it."

Grace was deaf to remonstrance.

"I ask you in plain words," she went on, "do you acknowledge that you
have been deceived by an adventuress who has personated me? Do you mean
to restore me to my proper place in this house?"

Lady Janet returned to the arrangement of her papers.

"Does your ladyship refuse to listen to me?"

Lady Janet looked up from her papers as blandly as ever.

"If _you_ persist in returning to your delusion," she said, "you will
oblige _me_ to persist in returning to my papers."

"What is my delusion, if you please?"

"Your delusion is expressed in the questions you have just put to me.
Your delusion constitutes your peculiar claim on my forbearance. Nothing
you can say or do will shake my forbearance. When I first found you in
the dining-room, I acted most improperly; I lost my temper. I did worse;
I was foolish enough and imprudent enough to send for a police officer.
I owe you every possible atonement (afflicted as you are) for treating
you in that cruel manner. I offered you the use of my boudoir, as part
of my atonement. I sent for you, in the hope that you would allow me to
assist you, as part of my atonement. You may behave rudely to me, you
may speak in the most abusive terms of my adopted daughter; I will
submit to anything, as part of my atonement. So long as you abstain from
speaking on one painful subject, I will listen to you with the greatest
pleasure. Whenever you return to that subject I shall return to my
papers."

Grace looked at Lady Janet with an evil smile.

"I begin to understand your ladyship," she said. "You are ashamed
to acknowledge that you have been grossly imposed upon. Your only
alternative, of course, is to ignore everything that has happened. Pray
count on _my_ forbearance. I am not at all offended--I am merely amused.
It is not every day that a lady of high rank exhibits herself in such a
position as yours to an obscure woman like me. Your humane consideration
for me dates, I presume, from the time when your adopted daughter set
you the example, by ordering the police officer out of the room?"

Lady Janet's composure was proof even against this assault on it. She
gravely accepted Grace's inquiry as a question addressed to her in
perfect good faith.

"I am not at all surprised," she replied, "to find that my adopted
daughter's interference has exposed her to misrepresentation. She ought
to have remonstrated with me privately before she interfered. But she
has one fault--she is too impulsive. I have never, in all my experience,
met with such a warm-hearted person as she is. Always too considerate
of others; always too forgetful of herself! The mere appearance of the
police officer placed you in a situation to appeal to her compassion,
and her impulses carried her away as usual. My fault! All my fault!"

Grace changed her tone once more. She was quick enough to discern that
Lady Janet was a match for her with her own weapons.

"We have had enough of this," she said. "It is time to be serious. Your
adopted daughter (as you call her) is Mercy Merrick, and you know it."

Lady Janet returned to her papers.

"I am Grace Roseberry, whose name she has stolen, and you know _that_."

Lady Janet went on with her papers.

Grace got up from her chair.

"I accept your silence, Lady Janet," she said, "as an acknowledgment
of your deliberate resolution to suppress the truth. You are evidently
determined to receive the adventuress as the true woman; and you don't
scruple to face the consequences of that proceeding, by pretending to my
face to believe that I am mad. I will not allow myself to be impudently
cheated out of my rights in this way. You will hear from me again madam,
when the Canadian mail arrives in England."

She walked toward the door. This time Lady Janet answered, as readily
and as explicitly as it was possible to desire.

"I shall refuse to receive your letters," she said.

Grace returned a few steps, threateningly.

"My letters shall be followed by my witnesses," she proceeded.

"I shall refuse to receive your witnesses."

"Refuse at your peril. I will appeal to the law."

Lady Janet smiled.

"I don't pretend to much knowledge of the subject," she said; "but I
should be surprised indeed if I discovered that you had any claim on me
which the law could enforce. However, let us suppose that you _can_ set
the law in action. You know as well as I do that the only motive power
which can do that is--money. I am rich; fees, costs, and all the rest of
it are matters of no sort of consequence to me. May I ask if you are in
the same position?"

The question silenced Grace. So far as money was concerned, she was
literally at the end of her resources. Her only friends were friends in
Canada. After what she had said to him in the boudoir, it would be quite
useless to appeal to the sympathies of Julian Gray. In the pecuniary
sense, and in one word, she was absolutely incapable of gratifying
her own vindictive longings. And there sat the mistress of Mablethorpe
House, perfectly well aware of it.

Lady Janet pointed to the empty chair.

"Suppose you sit down again?" she suggested. "The course of our
interview seems to have brought us back to the question that I asked
you when you came into my room. Instead of threatening me with the law,
suppose you consider the propriety of permitting me to be of some use to
you. I am in the habit of assisting ladies in embarrassed circumstances,
and nobody knows of it but my steward--who keeps the accounts--and
myself. Once more, let me inquire if a little advance of the pecuniary
sort (delicately offered) would be acceptable to you?"

Grace returned slowly to the chair that she had left. She stood by it,
with one hand grasping the top rail, and with her eyes fixed in mocking
scrutiny on Lady Janet's face.

"At last your ladyship shows your hand," she said. "Hush-money!"

"You _will_ send me back to my papers," rejoined Lady Janet. "How
obstinate you are!"

Grace's hand closed tighter and tighter round the rail of the chair.
Without witnesses, without means, without so much as a refuge--thanks to
her own coarse cruelties of language and conduct--in the sympathies
of others, the sense of her isolation and her helplessness was almost
maddening at that final moment. A woman of finer sensibilities would
have instantly left the room. Grace's impenetrably hard and narrow mind
impelled her to meet the emergency in a very different way. A last base
vengeance, to which Lady Janet had voluntarily exposed herself, was
still within her reach. "For the present," she thought, "there is but
one way of being even with your ladyship. I can cost you as much as
possible."

"Pray make some allowances for me," she said. "I am not obstinate--I am
only a little awkward at matching the audacity of a lady of high rank.
I shall improve with practice. My own language is, as I am painfully
aware, only plain English. Permit me to withdraw it, and to substitute
yours. What advance is your ladyship (delicately) prepared to offer me?"

Lady Janet opened a drawer, and took out her check-book.

The moment of relief had come at last! The only question now left to
discuss was evidently the question of amount. Lady Janet considered a
little. The question of amount was (to her mind) in some sort a question
of conscience as well. Her love for Mercy and her loathing for Grace,
her horror of seeing her darling degraded and her affection profaned
by a public exposure, had hurried her--there was no disputing it--into
treating an injured woman harshly. Hateful as Grace Roseberry might be,
her father had left her, in his last moments, with Lady Janet's full
concurrence, to Lady Janet's care. But for Mercy she would have been
received at Mablethorpe House as Lady Janet's companion, with a salary
of one hundred pounds a year. On the other hand, how long (with such a
temper as she had revealed) would Grace have remained in the service of
her protectress? She would probably have been dismissed in a few weeks,
with a year's salary to compensate her, and with a recommendation to
some suitable employment. What would be a fair compensation now? Lady
Janet decided that five years' salary immediately given, and future
assistance rendered if necessary, would represent a fit remembrance
of the late Colonel Roseberry's claims, and a liberal pecuniary
acknowledgment of any harshness of treatment which Grace might have
sustained at her hands. At the same time, and for the further satisfying
of her own conscience, she determined to discover the sum which Grace
herself would consider sufficient by the simple process of making Grace
herself propose the terms.

"It is impossible for me to make you an offer," she said, "for this
reason--your need of money will depend greatly on your future plans. I
am quite ignorant of your future plans.''

"Perhaps your ladyship will kindly advise me?" said Grace, satirically.

"I cannot altogether undertake to advise you," Lady Janet replied. "I
can only suppose that you will scarcely remain in England, where you
have no friends. Whether you go to law with me or not, you will surely
feel the necessity of communicating personally with your friends in
Canada. Am I right?"

Grace was quite quick enough to understand this as it was meant.
Properly interpreted, the answer signified--"If you take your
compensation in money, it is understood, as part of the bargain that you
don't remain in England to annoy me."

"Your ladyship is quite right," she said. "I shall certainly not remain
in England. I shall consult my friends--and," she added, mentally, "go
to law with you afterward, if I possibly can, with your own money!"

"You will return to Canada," Lady Janet proceeded; "and your prospects
there will be, probably, a little uncertain at first. Taking this into
consideration, at what amount do you estimate, in your own mind, the
pecuniary assistance which you will require?"

"May I count on your ladyship's, kindness to correct me if my own
ignorant calculations turn out to be wrong?" Grace asked, innocently.

Here again the words, properly interpreted, had a special signification
of their own: "It is stipulated, on my part, that I put myself up to
auction, and that my estimate shall be regulated by your ladyship's
highest bid." Thoroughly understanding the stipulation, Lady Janet
bowed, and waited gravely.

Gravely, on her side, Grace began.

"I am afraid I should want more than a hundred pounds," she said.

Lady Janet made her first bid. "I think so too."

"More, perhaps, than two hundred?"

Lady Janet made her second bid. "Probably."

"More than three hundred? Four hundred? Five hundred?"

Lady Janet made her highest bid. "Five hundred pounds will do," she
said.

In spite of herself, Grace's rising color betrayed her ungovernable
excitement. From her earliest childhood she had been accustomed to see
shillings and sixpences carefully considered before they were parted
with. She had never known her father to possess so much as five golden
sovereigns at his own disposal (unencumbered by debt) in all her
experience of him. The atmosphere in which she had lived and breathed
was the all-stifling one of genteel poverty. There was something
horrible in the greedy eagerness of her eyes as they watched Lady Janet,
to see if she was really sufficiently in earnest to give away five
hundred pounds sterling with a stroke of her pen.

Lady Janet wrote t he check in a few seconds, and pushed it across the
table.

Grace's hungry eyes devoured the golden line, "Pay to myself or bearer
five hundred pounds," and verified the signature beneath, "Janet
Roy." Once sure of the money whenever she chose to take it, the native
meanness of her nature instantly asserted itself. She tossed her head,
and let the check lie on the table, with an overacted appearance of
caring very little whether she took it or not.

"Your ladyship is not to suppose that I snap at your check," she said.

Lady Janet leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes. The very sight
of Grace Roseberry sickened her. Her mind filled suddenly with the image
of Mercy. She longed to feast her eyes again on that grand beauty, to
fill her ears again with the melody of that gentle voice.

"I require time to consider--in justice to my own self-respect," Grace
went on.

Lady Janet wearily made a sign, granting time to consider.

"Your ladyship's boudoir is, I presume, still at my disposal?"

Lady Janet silently granted the boudoir.

"And your ladyship's servants are at my orders, if I have occasion to
employ them?"

Lady Janet suddenly opened her eyes. "The whole household is at your
orders," she cried, furiously. "Leave me!"

Grace was far from being offended. If anything, she was gratified--there
was a certain triumph in having stung Lady Janet into an open outbreak
of temper. She insisted forthwith on another condition.

"In the event of my deciding to receive the check," she said, "I cannot,
consistently with my own self-respect, permit it to be delivered to me
otherwise than inclosed. Your ladyship will (if necessary) be so kind as
to inclose it. Good-evening."

She sauntered to the door, looking from side to side, with an air of
supreme disparagement, at the priceless treasures of art which adorned
the walls. Her eyes dropped superciliously on the carpet (the design of
a famous French painter), as if her feet condescended in walking over
it. The audacity with which she had entered the room had been marked
enough; it shrank to nothing before the infinitely superior proportions
of the insolence with which she left it.

The instant the door was closed Lady Janet rose from her chair. Reckless
of the wintry chill in the outer air, she threw open one of the windows.
"Pah!" she exclaimed, with a shudder of disgust, "the very air of the
room is tainted by her!"

She returned to her chair. Her mood changed as she sat down again--her
heart was with Mercy once more. "Oh, my love!" she murmured "how low I
have stooped, how miserably I have degraded myself--and all for You!"
The bitterness of the retrospect was unendurable. The inbred force of
the woman's nature took refuge from it in an outburst of defiance and
despair. "Whatever she has done, that wretch deserves it! Not a living
creature in this house shall say she has deceived me. She has _not_
deceived me--she loves me! What do I care whether she has given me her
true name or not! She has given me her true heart. What right had Julian
to play upon her feelings and pry into her secrets? My poor, tempted,
tortured child! I won't hear her confession. Not another word shall she
say to any living creature. I am mistress--I will forbid it at once!"
She snatched a sheet of notepaper from the case; hesitated, and threw it
from her on the table. "Why not send for my darling?" she thought. "Why
write?" She hesitated once more, and resigned the idea. "No! I can't
trust myself! I daren't see her yet!"

She took up the sheet of paper again, and wrote her second message to
Mercy. This time the note began fondly with a familiar form of address.

"MY DEAR CHILD--I have had time to think and compose myself a little,
since I last wrote, requesting you to defer the explanation which you
had promised me. I already understand (and appreciate) the motives
which led you to interfere as you did downstairs, and I now ask you to
entirely abandon the explanation. It will, I am sure, be painful to
you (for reasons of your own into which I have no wish to inquire) to
produce the person of whom you spoke, and as you know already, I myself
am weary of hearing of her. Besides, there is really no need now for you
to explain anything. The stranger whose visits here have caused us so
much pain and anxiety will trouble us no more. She leaves England of
her own free will, after a conversation with me which has perfectly
succeeded in composing and satisfying her. Not a word more, my dear,
to me, or to my nephew, or to any other human creature, of what has
happened in the dining-room to-day. When we next meet, let it be
understood between us that the past is henceforth and forever _buried
to oblivion_. This is not only the earnest request--it is, if necessary,
the positive command, of your mother and friend,

"JANET ROY.

"P.S.--I shall find opportunities (before you leave your room) of
speaking separately to my nephew and to Horace Holmcroft. You need dread
no embarrassment, when you next meet them. I will not ask you to answer
my note in writing. Say yes to the maid who will bring it to you, and I
shall know we understand each other."


After sealing the envelope which inclosed these lines, Lady Janet
addressed it, as usual, to "Miss Grace Roseberry." She was just rising
to ring the bell, when the maid appeared with a message from the
boudoir. The woman's tones and looks showed plainly that she had been
made the object of Grace's insolent self-assertion as well as her
mistress.

"If you please, my lady, the person downstairs wishes--"

Lady Janet, frowning contemptuously, interrupted the message at the
outset. "I know what the person downstairs wishes. She has sent you for
a letter from me?"

"Yes, my lady."

"Anything more?"

"She has sent one of the men-servants, my lady, for a cab. If your
ladyship had only heard how she spoke to him!"

Lady Janet intimated by a sign that she would rather not hear. She at
once inclosed the check in an undirected envelope.

"Take that to her," she said, "and then come back to me."

Dismissing Grace Roseberry from all further consideration, Lady Janet
sat, with her letter to Mercy in her hand, reflecting on her position,
and on the efforts which it might still demand from her. Pursuing this
train of thought, it now occurred to her that accident might bring
Horace and Mercy together at any moment, and that, in Horace's present
frame of mind, he would certainly insist on the very explanation which
it was the foremost interest of her life to suppress. The dread of this
disaster was in full possession of her when the maid returned.

"Where is Mr. Holmcroft?" she asked, the moment the woman entered the
room.

"I saw him open the library door, my lady, just now, on my way
upstairs."

"Was he alone?"

"Yes, my lady."

"Go to him, and say I want to see him here immediately."

The maid withdrew on her second errand. Lady Janet rose restlessly, and
closed the open window. Her impatient desire to make sure of Horace so
completely mastered her that she left her room, and met the woman in
the corridor on her return. Receiving Horace's message of excuse, she
instantly sent back the peremptory rejoinder, "Say that he will oblige
me to go to him, if he persists in refusing to come to me. And, stay!"
she added, remembering the undelivered letter. "Send Miss Roseberry's
maid here; I want her."

Left alone again, Lady Janet paced once or twice up and down the
corridor--then grew suddenly weary of the sight of it, and went back to
her room. The two maids returned together. One of them, having announced
Horace's submission, was dismissed. The other was sent to Mercy's room
with Lady Janet's letter. In a minute or two the messenger appeared
again, with the news that she had found the room empty.

"Have you any idea where Miss Roseberry is?"

"No, my lady."

Lady Janet reflected for a moment. If Horace presented himself without
any needless delay, the plain inference would he that she had succeeded
in separating him from Mercy. If his appearance was suspiciously
deferred, she decided on personally searching for Mercy in the reception
rooms on the lower floor of the house.

"What have you done with the letter?" she asked.

"I left it on Miss Roseberry's table, my lady."

"Very well. Keep within hearing of the bell, in case I want you again."

Another minute brought Lady Janet's suspense to an end. She heard the
welcome sound of a knock at her door from a man's hand. Horace hurriedly
entered the room.

"What is it you want with me, Lady Janet?" he inquired, not very
graciously.

"Sit down, Horace, and you shall hear."

Horace did not accept the invitation. "Excuse me," he said, "if I
mention that I am rather in a hurry."

"Why are you in a hurry?"

"I have reasons for wishing to see Grace as soon as possible."

"And _I_ have reasons," Lady Janet rejoined, "for wishing to speak to
you about Grace before you see her; serious reasons. Sit down."

Horace started. "Serious reasons?" he repeated. "You surprise me."

"I shall surprise you still more before I have done."

Their eyes met as Lady Janet answered in those terms. Horace observed
signs of agitation in her, which he now noticed for the first time. His
face darkened with an expression of sullen distrust--and he took the
chair in silence.



CHAPTER XXIV. LADY JANET'S LETTER.

THE narrative leaves Lady Janet and Horace Holmcroft together, and
returns to Julian and Mercy in the library.

An interval passed--a long interval, measured by the impatient reckoning
of suspense--after the cab which had taken Grace Roseberry away had left
the house. The minutes followed each other; and still the warning sound
of Horace's footsteps was not heard on the marble pavement of the
hall. By common (though unexpressed) consent, Julian and Mercy avoided
touching upon the one subject on which they were now both interested
alike. With their thoughts fixed secretly in vain speculation on the
nature of the interview which was then taking place in Lady Janet's
room, they tried to speak on topics indifferent to both of them--tried,
and failed, and tried again. In a last and longest pause of silence
between them, the next event happened. The door from the hall was softly
and suddenly opened.

Was it Horace? No--not even yet. The person who had opened the door was
only Mercy's maid.

"My lady's love, miss; and will you please to read this directly?"

Giving her message in those terms, the woman produced from the pocket
of her apron Lady Janet's second letter to Mercy, with a strip of paper
oddly pinned round the envelope. Mercy detached the paper, and found on
the inner side some lines in pencil, hurriedly written in Lady Janet's
hand. They ran thus.

"Don't lose a moment in reading my letter. And mind this, when H.
returns to you--meet him firmly: say nothing."

Enlightened by the warning words which Julian had spoken to her, Mercy
was at no loss to place the right interpretation on those strange lines.
Instead of immediately opening the letter, she stopped the maid at the
library door. Julian's suspicion of the most trifling events that were
taking place in the house had found its way from his mind to hers.
"Wait!" she said. "I don't understand what is going on upstairs; I want
to ask you something."

The woman came back--not very willingly.

"How did you know I was here?" Mercy inquired.

"If you please, miss, her ladyship ordered me to take the letter to you
some little time since. You were not in your room, and I left it on your
table."

"I understand that. But how came you to bring the letter here?"

"My lady rang for me, miss. Before I could knock at her door she came
out into the corridor with that morsel of paper in her hand--"

"So as to keep you from entering her room?"

"Yes, miss. Her ladyship wrote on the paper in a great hurry, and told
me to pin it round the letter that I had left in your room. I was to
take them both together to you, and to let nobody see me. 'You will find
Miss Roseberry in the library' (her ladyship says), 'and run, run, run!
there isn't a moment to lose!' Those were her own words, miss."

"Did you hear anything in the room before Lady Janet came out and met
you?"

The woman hesitated, and looked at Julian.

"I hardly know whether I ought to tell you, miss."

Julian turned away to leave the library. Mercy stopped him by a motion
of her hand.

"You know that I shall not get you into any trouble," she said to the
maid. "And you may speak quite safely before Mr. Julian Gray."

Thus re-assured, the maid spoke.

"To own the truth, miss, I heard Mr. Holmcroft in my lady's room. His
voice sounded as if he was angry. I may say they were both angry--Mr.
Holmcroft and my lady." (She turned to Julian.) "And just before her
ladyship came out, sir, I heard your name, as if it was you they were
having words about. I can't say exactly what it was; I hadn't time to
hear. And I didn't listen, miss; the door was ajar; and the voices were
so loud nobody could help hearing them."

It was useless to detain the woman any longer. Having given her leave to
withdraw, Mercy turned to Julian.

"Why were they quarreling about you?" she asked.

Julian pointed to the unopened letter in her hand.

"The answer to your question may be there," he said. "Read the letter
while you have the chance. And if I can advise you, say so at once."

With a strange reluctance she opened the envelope. With a sinking
heart she read the lines in which Lady Janet, as "mother and friend,"
commanded her absolutely to suppress the confession which she had
pledged herself to make in the sacred interests of justice and truth.
A low cry of despair escaped her, as the cruel complication in her
position revealed itself in all its unmerited hardship. "Oh, Lady Janet,
Lady Janet!" she thought, "there was but one trial more left in my hard
lot--and it comes to me from _you!_"

She handed the letter to Julian. He took it from her in silence. His
pale complexion turned paler still as he read it. His eyes rested on her
compassionately as he handed it back.

"To my mind," he said, "Lady Janet herself sets all further doubt at
rest. Her letter tells me what she wanted when she sent for Horace, and
why my name was mentioned between them."

"Tell me!" cried Mercy, eagerly.

He did not immediately answer her. He sat down again in the chair by her
side, and pointed to the letter.

"Has Lady Janet shaken your resolution?" he asked.

"She has strengthened my resolution," Mercy answered. "She has added a
new bitterness to my remorse."

She did not mean it harshly, but the reply sounded harshly in Julian's
ears. It stirred the generous impulses, which were the strongest
impulses in his nature. He who had once pleaded with Mercy for
compassionate consideration for herself now pleaded with her for
compassionate consideration for Lady Janet. With persuasive gentleness
he drew a little nearer, and laid his hand on her arm.

"Don't judge her harshly," he said. "She is wrong, miserably wrong. She
has recklessly degraded herself; she has recklessly tempted you. Still,
is it generous--is it even just--to hold her responsible for deliberate
sin? She is at the close of her days; she can feel no new affection; she
can never replace you. View her position in that light, and you will see
(as I see) that it is no base motive which has led her astray. Think of
her wounded heart and her wasted life--and say to yourself forgivingly,
She loves me!"

Mercy's eyes filled with tears.

"I do say it!" she answered. "Not forgivingly--it is _I_ who have need
of forgiveness. I say it gratefully when I think of her--I say it with
shame and sorrow when I think of myself."

He took her hand for the first time. He looked, guiltlessly looked, at
her downcast face. He spoke as he had spoken at the memorable interview
between them which had made a new woman of her.

"I can imagine no crueler trial," he said, "than the trial that is now
before you. The benefactress to whom you owe everything asks nothing
from you but your silence. The person whom you have wronged is no longer
present to stimulate your resolution to speak. Horace himself (unless I
am entirely mistaken) will not hold you to the explanation that you have
promised. The temptation to keep your false position in this house is, I
do not scruple to say, all but irresistible. Sister and friend! can you
still justify my faith in you? Will you still own the truth, without
the base fear of discovery to drive you to it?"

She lifted her head, with the steady light of resolution shining again
in her grand, gray eyes. Her low, sweet voice answered him, without a
faltering note in it,

"I will!"

"You will do justice to the woman whom you have wronged--unworthy as she
is; powerless as she is to expose you?"

"I will!"

"You will sacrifice everything you have gained by the fraud to the
sacred duty of atonement? You will suffer anything--even though you
offend the second mother who has loved you and sinned for you--rather
than suffer the degradation of yourself?"

Her hand closed firmly on his. Again, and for the last time, she
answered,

"I will!"

His voice had not trembled yet. It failed him now. His next words were
spoken in faint whispering tones--to himself; not to her.

"Thank God for this day!" he said. "I have been of some service to one
of the noblest of God's creatures!"

Some subtle influence, as he spoke, passed from his hand to hers. It
trembled through her nerves; it entwined itself mysteriously with the
finest sensibilities in her nature; it softly opened her heart to a
first vague surmising of the devotion that she had inspired in him. A
faint glow of color, lovely in its faintness, stole over her face and
neck. Her breathing quickened tremblingly. She drew her hand away from
him, and sighed when she had released it.

He rose suddenly to his feet and left her, without a word or a look,
walking slowly down the length of the room. When he turned and came back
to her, his face was composed; he was master of himself again.



Mercy was the first to speak. She turned the conversation from herself
by reverting to the proceedings in Lady Janet's room.

"You spoke of Horace just now," she said, "in terms which surprised me.
You appeared to think that he would not hold me to my explanation. Is
that one of the conclusions which you draw from Lady Janet's letter?"

"Most assuredly," Julian answered. "You will see the conclusion as I
see it if we return for a moment to Grace Roseberry's departure from the
house."

Mercy interrupted him there. "Can you guess," she asked, "how Lady Janet
prevailed upon her to go?"

"I hardly like to own it," said Julian. "There is an expression in the
letter which suggests to me that Lady Janet has offered her money, and
that she has taken the bribe."

"Oh, I can't think that!"

"Let us return to Horace. Miss Roseberry once out of the house, but one
serious obstacle is left in Lady Janet's way. That obstacle is Horace
Holmcroft."

"How is Horace an obstacle?"

"He is an obstacle in this sense. He is under an engagement to marry you
in a week's time; and Lady Janet is determined to keep him (as she is
determined to keep every one else) in ignorance of the truth. She will
do that without scruple. But the inbred sense of honor in her is not
utterly silenced yet. She cannot, she dare not, let Horace make you
his wife under the false impression that you are Colonel Roseberry's
daughter. You see the situation? On the one hand, she won't enlighten
him. On the other hand, she cannot allow him to marry you blindfold. In
this emergency what is she to do? There is but one alternative that I
can discover. She must persuade Horace (or she must irritate Horace)
into acting for himself, and breaking off the engagement on his own
responsibility."

Mercy stopped him. "Impossible!" she cried, warmly. "Impossible!"

"Look again at her letter," Julian rejoined. "It tells, you plainly that
you need fear no embarrassment when you next meet Horace. If words
mean anything, those words mean that he will not claim from you the
confidence which you have promised to repose in him. On what condition
is it possible for him to abstain from doing that? On the one condition
that you have ceased to represent the first and foremost interest of his
life."

Mercy still held firm. "You are wronging Lady Janet," she said.

Julian smiled sadly.

"Try to look at it," he answered, "from Lady Janet's point of view. Do
you suppose _she_ sees anything derogatory to her in attempting to break
off the marriage? I will answer for it, she believes she is doing you a
kindness. In one sense it _would_ be a kindness to spare you the shame
of a humiliating confession, and to save you (possibly) from being
rejected to your face by the man you love. In my opinion, the thing is
done already. I have reasons of my own for believing that my aunt will
succeed far more easily than she could anticipate. Horace's temper will
help her."

Mercy's mind began to yield to him, in spite of herself.

"What do you mean by Horace's temper?" she inquired.

"Must you ask me that?" he said, drawing back a little from her.

"I must."

"I mean by Horace's temper, Horace's unworthy distrust of the interest
that I feel in you."

She instantly understood him. And more than that, she secretly admired
him for the scrupulous delicacy with which he had expressed himself.
Another man would not have thought of sparing her in that way. Another
man would have said, plainly, "Horace is jealous of me."

Julian did not wait for her to answer him. He considerately went on.

"For the reason that I have just mentioned," he said, "Horace will be
easily irritated into taking a course which, in his calmer moments,
nothing would induce him to adopt. Until I heard what your maid said to
you I had thought (for your sake) of retiring before he joined you
here. Now I know that my name has been introduced, and has made mischief
upstairs, I feel the necessity (for your sake again) of meeting Horace
and his temper face to face before you see him. Let me, if I can,
prepare him to hear you without any angry feeling in his mind toward
you. Do you object to retire to the next room for a few minutes in the
event of his coming back to the library?"

Mercy's courage instantly rose with the emergency. She refused to leave
the two men together.

"Don't think me insensible to your kindness," she said. "If I leave you
with Horace I may expose you to insult. I refuse to do that. What makes
you doubt his coming back?"

"His prolonged absence makes me doubt it," Julian replied. "In my
belief, the marriage is broken off. He may go as Grace Roseberry has
gone. You may never see him again."

The instant the opinion was uttered, it was practically contradicted by
the man himself. Horace opened the library door.



CHAPTER XXV. THE CONFESSION

HE stopped just inside the door. His first look was for Mercy; his is
second look was for Julian.

"I knew it!" he said, with an assumption of sardonic composure. "If I
could only have persuaded Lady Janet to bet, I should have won a hundred
pounds." He advanced to Julian, with a sudden change from irony to
anger. "Would you like to hear what the bet was?" he asked.

"I should prefer seeing you able to control yourself in the presence of
this lady," Julian answered, quietly.

"I offered to lay Lady Janet two hundred pounds to one," Horace
proceeded, "that I should find you here, making love to Miss Roseberry
behind my back."

Mercy interfered before Julian could reply.

"If you cannot speak without insulting one of us," she said, "permit me
to request that you will _not_ address yourself to Mr. Julian Gray."

Horace bowed to her with a mockery of respect.

"Pray don't alarm yourself--I am pledged to be scrupulously civil to
both of you," he said. "Lady Janet only allowed me to leave her on
condition of my promising to behave with perfect politeness. What else
can I do? I have two privileged people to deal with--a parson and
a woman. The parson's profession protects him, and the woman's sex
protects her. You have got me at a disadvantage, and you both of
you know it. I beg to apologize if I have forgotten the clergyman's
profession and the lady's sex."

"You have forgotten more than that," said Julian. "You have forgotten
that you were born a gentleman and bred a man of honor. So far as I am
concerned, I don't ask you to remember that I am a clergyman--I obtrude
my profession on nobody--I only ask you to remember your birth and your
breeding. It is quite bad enough to cruelly and unjustly suspect an old
friend who has never forgotten what he owes to you and to himself. But
it is still more unworthy of you to acknowledge those suspicions in
the hearing of a woman whom your own choice has doubly bound you to
respect."

He stopped. The two eyed each other for a moment in silence.

It was impossible for Mercy to look at them, as she was looking now,
without drawing the inevitable comparison between the manly force and
dignity of Julian and the womanish malice and irritability of Horace.
A last faithful impulse of loyalty toward the man to whom she had
been betrothed impelled her to part them, before Horace had hopelessly
degraded himself in her estimation by contrast with Julian.

"You had better wait to speak to me," she said to him, "until we are
alone."

"Certainly," Horace answered with a sneer, "if Mr. Julian Gray will
permit it."

Mercy turned to Julian, with a look which said plainly, "Pity us both,
and leave us!"

"Do you wish me to go?" he asked.

"Add to all your other kindnesses to me," she answered. "Wait for me in
that room."

She pointed to the door that led into the dining-room. Julian hesitated.

"You promise to let me know it if I can be of the smallest service to
you?" he said.

"Yes, yes!" She followed him as he withdrew, and added, rapidly, in a
whisper, "Leave the door ajar!"

He made no answer. As she returned to Horace he entered the dining-room.
The one concession he could make to her he did make. He closed the door
so noiselessly that not even her quick hearing could detect that he had
shut it.

Mercy spoke to Horace, without waiting to let him speak first.

"I have promised you an explanation of my conduct," she said, in accents
that trembled a little in spite of herself. "I am ready to perform my
promise."

"I have a question to ask you before you do that," he rejoined. "Can you
speak the truth?"

"I am waiting to speak the truth."

"I will give you an opportunity. Are you or are you not in love with
Julian Gray?"

"You ought to be ashamed to ask the question!"

"Is that your only answer?"

"I have never been unfaithful to you, Horace, even in thought. If I had
_not_ been true to you, should I feel my position as you see I feel it
now?"

He smiled bitterly. "I have my own opinion of your fidelity and of his
honor," he said. "You couldn't even send him into the next room without
whispering to him first. Never mind that now. At least you know that
Julian Gray is in love with you."

"Mr. Julian Gray has never breathed a word of it to me."

"A man can show a woman that he loves her, without saying it in words."

Mercy's power of endurance began to fail her. Not even Grace Roseberry
had spoken more insultingly to her of Julian than Horace was speaking
now. "Whoever says that of Mr. Julian Gray, lies!" she answered, warmly.

"Then Lady Janet lies," Horace retorted.

"Lady Janet never said it! Lady Janet is incapable of saying it!"

"She may not have said it in so many words; but she never denied it when
_I_ said it. I reminded her of the time when Julian Gray first heard
from me that I was going to marry you: he was so overwhelmed that he was
barely capable of being civil to me. Lady Janet was present, and could
not deny it. I asked her if she had observed, since then, signs of
a confidential understanding between you two. She could not deny the
signs. I asked if she had ever found you two together. She could not
deny that she had found you together, this very day, under circumstances
which justified suspicion. Yes! yes! Look as angry as you like! you
don't know what has been going on upstairs. Lady Janet is bent on
breaking off our engagement--and Julian Gray is at the bottom of it."

As to Julian, Horace was utterly wrong. But as to Lady Janet, he echoed
the warning words which Julian himself had spoken to Mercy. She was
staggered, but she still held to her own opinion. "I don't believe it,"
she said, firmly.

He advanced a step, and fixed his angry eyes on her searchingly.

"Do you know why Lady Janet sent for me?" he asked.

"No."

"Then I will tell you. Lady Janet is a stanch friend of yours, there is
no denying that. She wished to inform me that she had altered her mind
about your promised explanation of your conduct. She said, 'Reflection
has convinced me that no explanation is required; I have laid my
positive commands on my adopted daughter that no explanation shall take
place.' Has she done that?"

"Yes."

"Now observe! I waited till she had finished, and then I said, 'What
have I to do with this?' Lady Janet has one merit--she speaks out.
'You are to do as I do,' she answered. 'You are to consider that no
explanation is required, and you are to consign the whole matter to
oblivion from this time forth.' 'Are you serious?' I asked. 'Quite
serious.' 'In that case I have to inform your ladyship that you insist
on more than you may suppose: you insist on my breaking my engagement
to Miss Roseberry. Either I am to have the explanation that she has
promised me, or I refuse to marry her.' How do you think Lady Janet took
that? She shut up her lips, and she spread out her hands, and she looked
at me as much as to say, 'Just as you please! Refuse if you like; it's
nothing to me!'"

He paused for a moment. Mercy remained silent, on her side: she foresaw
what was coming. Mistaken in supposing that Horace had left the house,
Julian had, beyond all doubt, been equally in error in concluding that
he had been entrapped into breaking off the engagement upstairs.

"Do you understand me so far?" Horace asked.

"I understand you perfectly."

"I will not trouble you much longer," he resumed. "I said to Lady Janet,
'Be so good as to answer me in plain words. Do you still insist on
closing Miss Roseberry's lips?' 'I still insist,' she answered.
'No explanation is required. If you are base enough to suspect your
betrothed wife, I am just enough to believe in my adopted daughter.' I
replied--and I beg you will give your best attention to what I am now
going to say--I replied to that, 'It is not fair to charge me with
suspecting her. I don't understand her confidential relations with
Julian Gray, and I don't understand her language and conduct in the
presence of the police officer. I claim it as my right to be satisfied
on both those points--in the character of the man who is to marry her.'
There was my answer. I spare you all that followed. I only repeat what I
said to Lady Janet. She has commanded you to be silent. If you obey her
commands, I owe it to myself and I owe it to my family to release you
from your engagement. Choose between your duty to Lady Janet and your
duty to Me."

He had mastered his temper at last: he spoke with dignity, and he spoke
to the point. His position was unassailable; he claimed nothing but his
right.

"My choice was made," Mercy answered, "when I gave you my promise
upstairs."

She waited a little, struggling to control herself on the brink of the
terrible revelation that was coming. Her eyes dropped before his;
her heart beat faster and faster; but she struggled bravely. With a
desperate courage she faced the position. "If you are ready to listen,"
she went on, "I am ready to tell you why I insisted on having the police
officer sent out of the house."

Horace held up his hand warningly.

"Stop!" he said; "that is not all."

His infatuated jealousy of Julian (fatally misinterpreting her
agitation) distrusted her at the very outset. She had limited herself
to clearing up the one question of her interference with the officer
of justice. The other question of her relations with Julian she had
deliberately passed over. Horace instantly drew his own ungenerous
conclusion.

"Let us not misunderstand one another," he said. "The explanation of
your conduct in the other room is only one of the explanations which
you owe me. You have something else to account for. Let us begin with
_that_, if you please."

She looked at him in unaffected surprise.

"What else have I to account for?" she asked.

He again repeated his reply to Lady Janet.

"I have told you already," he said. "I don't understand your
confidential relations with Julian Gray."

Mercy's color rose; Mercy's eyes began to brighten.

"Don't return to that!" she cried, with an irrepressible outbreak of
disgust. "Don't, for God's sake, make me despise you at such a moment as
this!"

His obstinacy only gathered fresh encouragement from that appeal to his
better sense.

"I insist on returning to it."

She had resolved to bear anything from him--as her fit punishment for
the deception of which she had been guilty. But it was not in womanhood
(at the moment when the first words of her confession were trembling on
her lips) to endure Horace's unworthy suspicion of her. She rose from
her seat and met his eye firmly.

"I refuse to degrade myself, and to degrade Mr. Julian Gray, by
answering you," she said.

"Consider what you are doing," he rejoined. "Change your mind, before it
is too late!"

"You have had my reply."

Those resolute words, that steady resistance, seemed to infuriate him.
He caught her roughly by the arm.

"You are as false as hell!" he cried. "It's all over between you and
me!"

The loud threatening tone in which he had spoken penetrated through
the closed door of the dining-room. The door instantly opened. Julian
returned to the library.

He had just set foot in the room, when there was a knock at the
other door--the door that opened on the hall. One of the men-servants
appeared, with a telegraphic message in his hand. Mercy was the first to
see it. It was the Matron's answer to the letter which she had sent to
the Refuge.

"For Mr. Julian Gray?" she asked.

"Yes, miss."

"Give it to me."

She signed to the man to withdraw, and herself gave the telegram to
Julian. "It is addressed to you, at my request," she said. "You will
recognize the name of the person who sends it, and you will find a
message in it for me."

Horace interfered before Julian could open the telegram.

"Another private understanding between you!" he said. "Give me that
telegram."

Julian looked at him with quiet contempt.

"It is directed to Me," he answered--and opened the envelope.

The message inside was expressed in these terms: "I am as deeply
interested in her as you are. Say that I have received her letter, and
that I welcome her back to the Refuge with all my heart. I have
business this evening in the neighborhood. I will call for her myself at
Mablethorpe House."

The message explained itself. Of her own free-will she had made the
expiation complete! Of her own free-will she was going back to the
martyrdom of her old life! Bound as he knew himself to be to let no
compromising word or action escape him in the presence of Horace, the
irrepressible expression of Julian's admiration glowed in his eyes as
they rested on Mercy. Horace detected the look. He sprang forward and
tried to snatch the telegram out of Julian's hand.

"Give it to me!" he said. "I will have it!"

Julian silently put him back at arms-length.

Maddened with rage, he lifted his hand threateningly. "Give it to me!"
he repeated between his set teeth, "or it will be the worse for you!"

"Give it to _me!_" said Mercy, suddenly placing herself between them.

Julian gave it. She turned, and offered it to Horace, looking at him
with a steady eye, holding it out to him with a steady hand.

"Read it," she said.

Julian's generous nature pitied the man who had insulted him. Julian's
great heart only remembered the friend of former times.

"Spare him!" he said to Mercy. "Remember he is unprepared."

She neither answered nor moved. Nothing stirred the horrible torpor of
her resignation to her fate. She knew that the time had come.

Julian appealed to Horace.

"Don't read it!" he cried. "Hear what she has to say to you first!"

Horace's hand answered him with a contemptuous gesture. Horace's eyes
devoured, word by word, the Matron's message.

He looked up when he had read it through. There was a ghastly change in
his face as he turned it on Mercy.

She stood between the two men like a statue. The life in her seemed
to have died out, except in her eyes. Her eyes rested on Horace with a
steady, glittering calmness.

The silence was only broken by the low murmuring of Julian's voice. His
face was hidden in his hands--he was praying for them.

Horace spoke, laying his finger on the telegram. His voice had changed
with the change in his face. The tone was low and trembling: no one
would have recognized it as the tone of Horace's voice.

"What does this mean?" he said to Mercy. "It can't be for you?"

"It _is_ for me."

"What have You to do with a Refuge?"

Without a change in her face, without a movement in her limbs, she spoke
the fatal words:

"I have come from a Refuge, and I am going back to a Refuge. Mr. Horace
Holmcroft, I am Mercy Merrick."



CHAPTER XXVI. GREAT HEART AND LITTLE HEART.

THERE was a pause.

The moments passed--and not one of the three moved. The moments
passed--and not one of the three spoke. Insensibly the words of
supplication died away on Julian's lips. Even his energy failed to
sustain him, tried as it now was by the crushing oppression of suspense.
The first trifling movement which suggested the idea of change, and
which so brought with it the first vague sense of relief, came from
Mercy. Incapable of sustaining the prolonged effort of standing, she
drew back a little and took a chair. No outward manifestation of emotion
escaped her. There she sat--with the death-like torpor of resignation in
her face--waiting her sentence in silence from the man at whom she had
hurled the whole terrible confession of the truth in one sentence!

Julian lifted his head as she moved. He looked at Horace, and advancing
a few steps, looked again. There was fear in his face, as he suddenly
turned it toward Mercy.

"Speak to him!" he said, in a whisper. "Rouse him, before it's too
late!"

She moved mechanically in her chair; she looked mechanically at Julian.

"What more have I to say to him?" she asked, in faint, weary tones. "Did
I not tell him everything when I told him my name?"

The natural sound of her voice might have failed to affect Horace. The
altered sound of it roused him. He approached Mercy's chair, with a dull
surprise in his face, and put his hand, in a weak, wavering way, on her
shoulder. In that position he stood for a while, looking down at her in
silence.

The one idea in him that found its way outward to expression was the
idea of Julian. Without moving his hand, without looking up from Mercy,
he spoke for the first time since the shock had fallen on him.

"Where is Julian?" he asked, very quietly.

"I am here, Horace--close by you."

"Will you do me a service?"

"Certainly. How can I help you?"

He considered a little before he replied. His hand left Mercy's
shoulder, and went up to his head--then dropped at his side. His next
words were spoken in a sadly helpless, bewildered way.

"I have an idea, Julian, that I have been somehow to blame. I said some
hard words to you. It was a little while since. I don't clearly remember
what it was all about. My temper has been a good deal tried in this
house; I have never been used to the sort of thing that goes on
here--secrets and mysteries, and hateful low-lived quarrels. We have
no secrets and mysteries at home. And as for quarrels--ridiculous!
My mother and my sisters are highly bred women (you know them);
gentlewomen, in the best sense of the word. When I am with _them_ I have
no anxieties. I am not harassed at home by doubts of who people are, and
confusion about names, and so on. I suspect the contrast weighs a little
on my mind and upsets it. They make me over-suspicious among them here,
and it ends in my feeling doubts and fears that I can't get over: doubts
about you and fears about myself. I have got a fear about myself now. I
want you to help me. Shall I make an apology first?"

"Don't say a word. Tell me what I can do."

He turned his face toward Julian for the first time.

"Just look at me," he said. "Does it strike you that I am at all wrong
in my mind? Tell me the truth, old fellow."

"Your nerves are a little shaken, Horace. Nothing more."

He considered again after that reply, his eyes remaining anxiously fixed
on Julian's face.

"My nerves are a little shaken," he repeated. "That is true; I feel they
are shaken. I should like, if you don't mind, to make sure that it's no
worse. Will you help me to try if my memory is all right?"

"I will do anything you like."

"Ah! you are a good fellow, Julian--and a clear-headed fellow too, which
is very important just now. Look here! I say it's about a week since the
troubles began in this house. Do you say so too?"

"Yes."

"The troubles came in with the coming of a woman from Germany, a
stranger to us, who behaved very violently in the dining-room there. Am
I right, so far?"

"Quite right."

"The woman carried matters with a high hand. She claimed Colonel
Roseberry--I wish to be strictly accurate--she claimed _the late_
Colonel Roseberry as her father. She told a tiresome story about her
having been robbed of her papers and her name by an impostor who had
personated her. She said the name of the impostor was Mercy Merrick. And
she afterward put the climax to it all: she pointed to the lady who is
engaged to be my wife, and declared that _she_ was Mercy Merrick. Tell
me again, is that right or wrong?"

Julian answered him as before. He went on, speaking more confidently and
more excitedly than he had spoken yet.

"Now attend to this, Julian. I am going to pass from my memory of what
happened a week ago to my memory of what happened five minutes since.
You were present; I want to know if you heard it too." He paused, and,
without taking his eyes off Julian, pointed backward to Mercy. "There is
the lady who is engaged to marry me," he resumed. "Did I, or did I not,
hear her say that she had come out of a Refuge, and that she was going
back to a Refuge? Did I, or did I not, hear her own to my face that her
name was Mercy Merrick? Answer me, Julian. My good friend, answer me,
for the sake of old times."

His voice faltered as he spoke those imploring words. Under the dull
blank of his face there appeared the first signs of emotion slowly
forcing its way outward. The stunned mind was reviving faintly. Julian
saw his opportunity of aiding the recovery, and seized it. He took
Horace gently by the arm, and pointed to Mercy.

"There is your answer!" he said. "Look!--and pity her."

She had not once interrupted them while they had been speaking: she had
changed her position again, and that was all. There was a writing-table
at the side of her chair; her outstretched arms rested on it. Her head
had dropped on her arms, and her face was hidden. Julian's judgment
had not misled him; the utter self-abandonment of her attitude answered
Horace as no human language could have answered him. He looked at her.
A quick spasm of pain passed across his face. He turned once more to
the faithful friend who had forgiven him. His head fell on Julian's
shoulder, and he burst into tears.

Mercy started wildly to her feet, and looked at the two men.

"O God" she cried, "what have I done!"

Julian quieted her by a motion of his hand.

"You have helped me to save him," he said. "Let his tears have their
way. Wait."

He put one arm round Horace to support him. The manly tenderness of the
action, the complete and noble pardon of past injuries which it implied,
touched Mercy to the heart. She went back to her chair. Again shame and
sorrow overpowered her, and again she hid her face from view.

Julian led Horace to a seat, and silently waited by him until he had
recovered his self-control. He gratefully took the kind hand that had
sustained him: he said, simply, almost boyishly, "Thank you, Julian. I
am better now."

"Are you composed enough to listen to what is said to you?" Julian
asked.

"Yes. Do _you_ wish to speak to me?"

Julian left him without immediately replying, and returned to Mercy.

"The time has come," he said. "Tell him all--truly, unreservedly, as you
would tell it to me."

She shuddered as he spoke. "Have I not told him enough?" she asked.
"Do you want me to break his heart? Look at him! Look what I have done
already!"

Horace shrank from the ordeal as Mercy shrank from it.

"No, no! I can't listen to it! I daren't listen to it!" he cried, and
rose to leave the room.

Julian had taken the good work in hand: he never faltered over it for an
instant. Horace had loved her--how dearly Julian now knew for the first
time. The bare possibility that she might earn her pardon if she was
allowed to plead her own cause was a possibility still left. To let her
win on Horace to forgive her, was death to the love that still filled
his heart in secret. But he never hesitated. With a resolution which the
weaker man was powerless to resist, he took him by the arm and led him
back to his place.

"For her sake, and for your sake, you shall not condemn her unheard," he
said to Horace, firmly. "One temptation to deceive you after another
has tried her, and she has resisted them all. With no discovery to fear,
with a letter from the benefactress who loves her commanding her to be
silent, with everything that a woman values in this world to lose, if
she owns what she has done--_this_ woman, for the truth's sake, has
spoken the truth. Does she deserve nothing at your hands in return for
that? Respect her, Horace--and hear her."

Horace yielded. Julian turned to Mercy.

"You have allowed me to guide you so far," he said. "Will you allow me
to guide you still?"

Her eyes sank before his; her bosom rose and fell rapidly. His
influence over her maintained its sway. She bowed her head in speechless
submission.

"Tell him," Julian proceeded, in accents of entreaty, not of
command--"tell him what your life has been. Tell him how you were tried
and tempted, with no friend near to speak the words which might have
saved you. And then," he added, raising her from the chair, "let him
judge you--if he can!"

He attempted to lead her across the room to the place which Horace
occupied. But her submission had its limits. Half-way to the place she
stopped, and refused to go further. Julian offered her a chair. She
declined to take it. Standing with one hand on the back of the chair,
she waited for the word from Horace which would permit her to speak. She
was resigned to the ordeal. Her face was calm; her mind was clear. The
hardest of all humiliations to endure--the humiliation of acknowledging
her name--she had passed through. Nothing remained but to show her
gratitude to Julian by acceding to his wishes, and to ask pardon of
Horace before they parted forever. In a little while the Matron would
arrive at the house--and then it would be over.

Unwillingly Horace looked at her. Their eyes met. He broke out suddenly
with something of his former violence.

"I can't realize it even now!" he cried. "_Is_ it true that you are not
Grace Roseberry? Don't look at me! Say in one word--Yes or No!"

She answered him, humbly and sadly, "Yes."

"You have done what that woman accused you of doing? Am I to believe
that?"

"You are to believe it, sir."

All the weakness of Horace's character disclosed itself when she made
that reply.

"Infamous!" he exclaimed. "What excuse can you make for the cruel
deception you have practiced on me? Too bad! too bad! There can be no
excuse for you!"

She accepted his reproaches with unshaken resignation. "I have deserved
it!" was all she said to herself, "I have deserved it!"

Julian interposed once more in Mercy's defense.

"Wait till you are sure there is no excuse for her, Horace," he said,
quietly. "Grant her justice, if you can grant no more. I leave you
together."

He advanced toward the door of the dining-room. Horace's weakness
disclosed itself once more.

"Don't leave me alone with her!" he burst out. "The misery of it is more
than I can bear!"

Julian looked at Mercy. Her face brightened faintly. That momentary
expression of relief told him how truly he would be befriending her if
he consented to remain in the room. A position of retirement was offered
to him by a recess formed by the central bay-window of the library. If
he occupied this place, they could see or not see that he was present,
as their own inclinations might decide them.

"I will stay with you, Horace, as long as you wish me to be here."
Having answered in those terms, he stopped as he passed Mercy, on his
way to the window. His quick and kindly insight told him that he might
still be of some service to her. A hint from him might show her the
shortest and the easiest way of making her confession. Delicately and
briefly he gave her the hint. "The first time I met you," he said, "I
saw that your life had had its troubles. Let us hear how those troubles
began."

He withdrew to his place in the recess. For the first time, since
the fatal evening when she and Grace Roseberry had met in the French
cottage, Mercy Merrick looked back into the purgatory on earth of her
past life, and told her sad story simply and truly in these words.



CHAPTER XXVII. MAGDALEN'S APPRENTICESHIP.

"MR. JULIAN GRAY has asked me to tell him, and to tell you, Mr.
Holmcroft, how my troubles began. They began before my recollection.
They began with my birth.

"My mother (as I have heard her say) ruined her prospects, when she was
quite a young girl, by a marriage with one of her father's servants--the
groom who rode out with her. She suffered, poor creature, the usual
penalty of such conduct as hers. After a short time she and her husband
were separated--on the condition of her sacrificing to the man whom she
had married the whole of the little fortune that she possessed in her
right.

"Gaining her freedom, my mother had to gain her daily bread next. Her
family refused to take her back. She attached herself to a company of
strolling players.

"She was earning a bare living in this way, when my father accidentally
met with her. He was a man of high rank, proud of his position, and well
known in the society of that time for his many accomplishments and his
refined tastes. My mother's beauty fascinated him. He took her from the
strolling players, and surrounded her with every luxury that a woman
could desire in a house of her own.

"I don't know how long they lived together. I only know that my father,
at the time of my first recollections, had abandoned her. She had
excited his suspicions of her fidelity--suspicions which cruelly wronged
her, as she declared to her dying day. I believed her, because she was
my mother. But I cannot expect others to do as I did--I can only repeat
what she said. My father left her absolutely penniless. He never saw
her again; and he refused to go to her when she sent to him in her last
moments on earth.

"She was back again among the strolling players when I first remember
her. It was not an unhappy time for me. I was the favorite pet and
plaything of the poor actors. They taught me to sing and to dance at
an age when other children are just beginning to learn to read. At five
years old I was in what is called 'the profession,' and had made my
poor little reputation in booths at country fairs. As early as that, Mr.
Holmcroft, I had begun to live under an assumed name--the prettiest name
they could invent for me 'to look well in the bills.' It was sometimes
a hard struggle for us, in bad seasons, to keep body and soul together.
Learning to sing and dance in public often meant learning to bear hunger
and cold in private, when I was apprenticed to the stage. And yet I have
lived to look back on my days with the strolling players as the happiest
days of my life!

"I was ten years old when the first serious misfortune that I can
remember fell upon me. My mother died, worn out in the prime of her
life. And not long afterward the strolling company, brought to the end
of its resources by a succession of bad seasons, was broken up.

"I was left on the world, a nameless, penniless outcast, with one fatal
inheritance--God knows, I can speak of it without vanity, after what I
have gone through!--the inheritance of my mother's beauty.

"My only friends were the poor starved-out players. Two of them (husband
and wife) obtained engagements in another company, and I was included in
the bargain The new manager by whom I was employed was a drunkard and
a brute. One night I made a trifling mistake in the course of the
performances--and I was savagely beaten for it. Perhaps I had inherited
some of my father's spirit--without, I hope, also inheriting my father's
pitiless nature. However that may be, I resolved (no matter what became
of me) never again to serve the man who had beaten me. I unlocked the
door of our miserable lodging at daybreak the next morning; and, at ten
years old, with my little bundle in my hand, I faced the world alone.

"My mother had confided to me, in her last moments, my father's name
and the address of his house in London. 'He may feel some compassion
for you' (she said), 'though he feels none for me: try him.' I had a few
shillings, the last pitiful remains of my wages, in my pocket; and I was
not far from London. But I never went near my father: child as I was, I
would have starved and died rather than go to him. I had loved my mother
dearly; and I hated the man who had turned his back on her when she lay
on her deathbed. It made no difference to Me that he happened to be my
father.

"Does this confession revolt you? You look at me, Mr. Holmcroft, as if
it did.

"Think a little, sir. Does what I have just said condemn me as a
heartless creature, even in my earliest years? What is a father to a
child--when the child has never sat on his knee, and never had a kiss
or a present from him? If we had met in the street, we should not have
known each other. Perhaps in after-days, when I was starving in London,
I may have begged of my father without knowing it; and he may have
thrown his daughter a penny to get rid of her, without knowing it
either! What is there sacred in the relations between father and child,
when they are such relations as these? Even the flowers of the field
cannot grow without light and air to help them! How is a child's love to
grow, with nothing to help it?

"My small savings would have been soon exhausted, even if I had been old
enough and strong enough to protect them myself. As things were, my few
shillings were taken from me by gypsies. I had no reason to complain.
They gave me food and the shelter of their tents, and they made me
of use to them in various ways. After a while hard times came to the
gypsies, as they had come to the strolling players. Some of them were
imprisoned; the rest were dispersed. It was the season for hop-gathering
at the time. I got employment among the hop-pickers next; and that done,
I went to London with my new friends.

"I have no wish to weary and pain you by dwelling on this part of my
childhood in detail. It will be enough if I tell you that I sank lower
and lower until I ended in selling matches in the street. My mother's
legacy got me many a sixpence which my matches would never have charmed
out of the pockets of strangers if I had been an ugly child. My face.
which was destined to be my greatest misfortune in after-years, was my
best friend in those days.

"Is there anything, Mr. Holmcroft, in the life I am now trying to
describe which reminds you of a day when we were out walking together
not long since?

"I surprised and offended you, I remember; and it was not possible
for me to explain my conduct at the time. Do you recollect the little
wandering girl, with the miserable faded nosegay in her hand, who ran
after us, and begged for a half-penny? I shocked you by bursting out
crying when the child asked us to buy her a bit of bread. Now you know
why I was so sorry for her. Now you know why I offended you the next day
by breaking an engagement with your mother and sisters, and going to see
that child in her wretched home. After what I have confessed, you will
admit that my poor little sister in adversity had the first claim on me.

"Let me go on. I am sorry if I have distressed you. Let me go on.

"The forlorn wanderers of the streets have (as I found it) one way
always open to them of presenting their sufferings to the notice of
their rich and charitable fellow-creatures. They have only to break the
law--and they make a public appearance in a court of justice. If the
circumstances connected with their offense are of an interesting kind,
they gain a second advantage: they are advertised all over England by a
report in the newspapers.

"Yes! even _I_ have my knowledge of the law. I know that it completely
overlooked me as long as I respected it. But on two different occasions
it became my best friend when I set it at defiance! My first fortunate
offense was committed when I was just twelve years old.

"It was evening time. I was half dead with starvation; the rain was
falling; the night was coming on. I begged--openly, loudly, as only
a hungry child can beg. An old lady in a carriage at a shop door
complained of my importunity. The policeman did his duty. The law gave
me a supper and shelter at the station-house that night. I appeared at
the police court, and, questioned by the magistrate, I told my story
truly. It was the every-day story of thousands of children like me; but
it had one element of interest in it. I confessed to having had a father
(he was then dead) who had been a man of rank; and I owned (just as
openly as I owned everything else) that I had never applied to him for
help, in resentment of his treatment of my mother. This incident was
new, I suppose; it led to the appearance of my 'case' in the newspapers.
The reporters further served my interests by describing me as 'pretty
and interesting.' Subscriptions were sent to the court. A benevolent
married couple, in a respectable sphere of life, visited the workhouse
to see me. I produced a favorable impression on them--especially on the
wife. I was literally friendless; I had no unwelcome relatives to follow
me and claim me. The wife was childless; the husband was a good-natured
man. It ended in their taking me away with them to try me in service.

"I have always felt the aspiration, no matter how low I may have fallen,
to struggle upward to a position above me; to rise, in spite of fortune,
superior to my lot in life. Perhaps some of my father's pride may be
at the root of this restless feeling in me. It seems to be a part of
my nature. It brought me into this house--and it will go with me out of
this house. Is it my curse or my blessing? I am not able to decide.

"On the first night when I slept in my new home I said to myself,
'They have taken me to be their servant: I will be something more than
that--they shall end in taking me for their child.' Before I had been a
week in the house I was the wife's favorite companion in the absence
of her husband at his place of business. She was a highly accomplished
woman, greatly her husband's superior in cultivation, and, unfortunately
for herself, also his superior in years. The love was all on her side.
Excepting certain occasions on which he roused her jealousy, they lived
together on sufficiently friendly terms. She was one of the many wives
who resign themselves to be disappointed in their husbands--and he was
one of the many husbands who never know what their wives really think of
them. Her one great happiness was in teaching me. I was eager to learn;
I made rapid progress. At my pliant age I soon acquired the refinements
of language and manner which characterized my mistress. It is only
the truth to say that the cultivation which has made me capable of
personating a lady was her work.

"For three happy years I lived under that friendly roof. I was between
fifteen and sixteen years of age, when the fatal inheritance from my
mother cast its first shadow on my life. One miserable day the wife's
motherly love for me changed in an instant to the jealous hatred that
never forgives. Can you guess the reason? The husband fell in love with
me.

"I was innocent; I was blameless. He owned it himself to the clergyman
who was with him at his death. By that time years had passed. It was too
late to justify me.

"He was at an age (when I was under his care) when men are usually
supposed to regard women with tranquillity, if not with indifference. It
had been the habit of years with me to look on him as my second father.
In my innocent ignorance of the feeling which really inspired him, I
permitted him to indulge in little paternal familiarities with me, which
inflamed his guilty passion. His wife discovered him--not I. No words
can describe my astonishment and my horror when the first outbreak of
her indignation forced on me the knowledge of the truth. On my knees I
declared myself guiltless. On my knees I implored her to do justice
to my purity and my youth. At other times the sweetest and the most
considerate of women, jealousy had now transformed her to a perfect
fury. She accused me of deliberately encouraging him; she declared
she would turn me out of the house with her own hands. Like other
easy-tempered men, her husband had reserves of anger in him which it was
dangerous to provoke. When his wife lifted her hand against me, he lost
all self-control, on his side. He openly told her that life was worth
nothing to him without me. He openly avowed his resolution to go with me
when I left the house. The maddened woman seized him by the arm--I saw
that, and saw no more. I ran out into the street, panic-stricken. A
cab was passing. I got into it before he could open the house door, and
drove to the only place of refuge I could think of--a small shop, kept
by the widowed sister of one of our servants. Here I obtained shelter
for the night. The next day he discovered me. He made his vile
proposals; he offered me the whole of his fortune; he declared his
resolution, say what I might, to return the next day. That night, by
help of the good woman who had taken care of me--under cover of the
darkness, as if _I_ had been to blame!--I was secretly removed to the
East End of London, and placed under the charge of a trustworthy person
who lived, in a very humble way, by letting lodgings.

"Here, in a little back garret at the top of the house, I was thrown
again on the world--an age when it was doubly perilous for me to be left
to my own resources to earn the bread I ate and the roof that covered
me.

"I claim no credit to myself--young as I was, placed as I was between
the easy life of Vice and the hard life of Virtue--for acting as I did.
The man simply horrified me: my natural impulse was to escape from him.
But let it be remembered, before I approach the saddest part of my
sad story, that I was an innocent girl, and that I was at least not to
blame.

"Forgive me for dwelling as I have done on my early years. I shrink from
speaking of the events that are still to come.

"In losing the esteem of my first benefactress, I had, in my friendless
position, lost all hold on an honest life--except the one frail hold
of needle-work. The only reference of which I could now dispose was the
recommendation of me by my landlady to a place of business which largely
employed expert needle-women. It is needless for me to tell you how
miserably work of that sort is remunerated: you have read about it in
the newspapers. As long as my health lasted I contrived to live and to
keep out of debt. Few girls could have resisted as long as I did
the slowly-poisoning influences of crowded work-room, insufficient
nourishment, and almost total privation of exercise. My life as a
child had been a life in the open air: it had helped to strengthen
a constitution naturally hardy, naturally free from all taint of
hereditary disease. But my time came at last. Under the cruel stress
laid on it my health gave way. I was struck down by low fever, and
sentence was pronounced on me by my fellow-lodgers: 'Ah, poor thing,
_her_ troubles will soon be at an end!'

"The prediction might have proved true--I might never have committed the
errors and endured the sufferings of after years--if I had fallen ill in
another house.

"But it was my good, or my evil, fortune--I dare not say which--to have
interested in myself and my sorrows an actress at a suburban theatre,
who occupied the room under mine. Except when her stage duties took her
away for two or three hours in the evening, this noble creature
never left my bedside. Ill as she could afford it, her purse paid my
inevitable expenses while I lay helpless. The landlady, moved by her
example, accepted half the weekly rent of my room. The doctor, with the
Christian kindness of his profession, would take no fees. All that the
tenderest care could accomplish was lavished on me; my youth and my
constitution did the rest. I struggled back to life--and then I took up
my needle again.

"It may surprise you that I should have failed (having an actress for my
dearest friend) to use the means of introduction thus offered to me to
try the stage--especially as my childish training had given me, in some
small degree, a familiarity with the Art.

"I had only one motive for shrinking from an appearance at the
theatre--but it was strong enough to induce me to submit to any
alternative that remained, no matter how hopeless it might be. If I
showed myself on the public stage, my discovery by the man from whom
I had escaped would be only a question of time. I knew him to be
habitually a play-goer and a subscriber to a theatrical newspaper. I had
even heard him speak of the theatre to which my friend was attached,
and compare it advantageously with places of amusement of far higher
pretensions. Sooner or later, if I joined the company he would be
certain to go and see 'the new actress.' The bare thought of it
reconciled me to returning to my needle. Before I was strong enough to
endure the atmosphere of the crowded workroom I obtained permission, as
a favor, to resume my occupation at home.

"Surely my choice was the choice of a virtuous girl? And yet the day
when I returned to my needle was the fatal day of my life.

"I had now not only to provide for the wants of the passing hour--I had
my debts to pay. It was only to be done by toiling harder than ever, and
by living more poorly than ever. I soon paid the penalty, in my weakened
state, of leading such a life as this. One evening my head turned
suddenly giddy; my heart throbbed frightfully. I managed to open the
window, and to let the fresh air into the room, and I felt better. But I
was not sufficiently recovered to be able to thread my needle. I thought
to myself, 'If I go out for half an hour, a little exercise may put me
right again.' I had not, as I suppose, been out more than ten minutes
when the attack from which I had suffered in my room was renewed. There
was no shop near in which I could take refuge. I tried to ring the bell
of the nearest house door. Before I could reach it I fainted in the
street.

"How long hunger and weakness left me at the mercy of the first stranger
who might pass by, it is impossible for me to say.

"When I partially recovered my senses I was conscious of being under
shelter somewhere, and of having a wine-glass containing some cordial
drink held to my lips by a man. I managed to swallow--I don't know how
little, or how much. The stimulant had a very strange effect on me.
Reviving me at first, it ended in stupefying me. I lost my senses once
more.

"When I next recovered myself, the day was breaking. I was in a bed in
a strange room. A nameless terror seized me. I called out. Three or four
women came in, whose faces betrayed, even to my inexperienced eyes, the
shameless infamy of their lives. I started up in the bed. I implored
them to tell me where I was, and what had happened--

"Spare me! I can say no more. Not long since you heard Miss Roseberry
call me an outcast from the streets. Now you know--as God is my judge
I am speaking the truth!--now you know what made me an outcast, and in
what measure I deserved my disgrace."



Her voice faltered, her resolution failed her, for the first time.

"Give me a few minutes," she said, in low, pleading tones. "If I try to
go on now, I am afraid I shall cry."

She took the chair which Julian had placed for her, turning her face
aside so that neither of the men could see it. One of her hands was
pressed over her bosom, the other hung listlessly at her side.

Julian rose from the place that he had occupied. Horace neither moved
nor spoke. His head was on his breast: the traces of tears on his cheeks
owned mutely that she had touched his heart. Would he forgive her?
Julian passed on, and approached Mercy's chair.

In silence he took the hand which hung at her side. In silence he lifted
it to his lips and kissed it, as her brother might have kissed it. She
started, but she never looked up. Some strange fear of discovery seemed
to possess her. "Horace?" she whispered, timidly. Julian made no reply.
He went back to his place, and allowed her to think it was Horace.

The sacrifice was immense enough--feeling toward her as he felt--to be
worthy of the man who made it.

A few minutes had been all she asked for. In a few minutes she turned
toward them again. Her sweet voice was steady once more; her eyes rested
softly on Horace as she went on.

"What was it possible for a friendless girl in my position to do, when
the full knowledge of the outrage had been revealed to me?

"If I had possessed near and dear relatives to protect and advise me,
the wretches into whose hands I had fallen might have felt the penalty
of the law. I knew no more of the formalities which set the law in
motion than a child. But I had another alternative (you will say).
Charitable societies would have received me and helped me, if I had
stated my case to them. I knew no more of the charitable societies than
I knew of the law. At least, then, I might have gone back to the honest
people among whom I had lived? When I received my freedom, after the
interval of some days, I was ashamed to go back to the honest people.
Helplessly and hopelessly, without sin or choice of mine, I drifted, as
thousands of other women have drifted, into the life which set a mark on
me for the rest of my days.

"Are you surprised at the ignorance which this confession reveals?

"You, who have your solicitors to inform you of legal remedies and
your newspapers, circulars, and active friends to sound the praises of
charitable institutions continually in your ears--you, who possess these
advantages, have no idea of the outer world of ignorance in which your
lost fellow-creatures live. They know nothing (unless they are rogues
accustomed to prey on society) of your benevolent schemes to help them.
The purpose of public charities, and the way to discover and apply to
them, ought to be posted at the corner of every street. What do we know
of public dinners and eloquent sermons and neatly printed circulars?
Every now and then the ease of some forlorn creature (generally of a
woman) who has committed suicide, within five minutes' walk, perhaps, of
an institution which would have opened its doors to her, appears in the
newspapers, shocks you dreadfully, and is then forgotten again. Take as
much pains to make charities and asylums known among the people without
money as are taken to make a new play, a new journal, or a new medicine
known among the people with money and you will save many a lost creature
who is perishing now.

"You will forgive and understand me if I say no more of this period of
my life. Let me pass to the new incident in my career which brought me
for the second time before the public notice in a court of law.

"Sad as my experience has been, it has not taught me to think ill
of human nature. I had found kind hearts to feel for me in my
former troubles; and I had friends--faithful, self-denying, generous
friends--among my sisters in adversity now. One of these poor women (she
has gone, I am glad to think, from the world that used her so hardly)
especially attracted my sympathies. She was the gentlest, the most
unselfish creature I have ever met with. We lived together like sisters.
More than once in the dark hours when the thought of self-destruction
comes to a desperate woman, the image of my poor devoted friend, left
to suffer alone, rose in my mind and restrained me. You will hardly
understand it, but even we had our happy days. When she or I had a few
shillings to spare, we used to offer one another little presents, and
enjoy our simple pleasure in giving and receiving as keenly as if we had
been the most reputable women living.

"One day I took my friend into a shop to buy her a ribbon--only a bow
for her dress. She was to choose it, and I was to pay for it, and it was
to be the prettiest ribbon that money could buy.

"The shop was full; we had to wait a little before we could be served.

"Next to me, as I stood at the counter with my companion, was a
gaudily-dressed woman, looking at some handkerchiefs. The handkerchiefs
were finely embroidered, but the smart lady was hard to please. She
tumbled them up disdainfully in a heap, and asked for other specimens
from the stock in the shop. The man, in clearing the handkerchiefs
out of the way, suddenly missed one. He was quite sure of it, from a
peculiarity in the embroidery which made the handkerchief especially
noticeable. I was poorly dressed, and I was close to the handkerchiefs.
After one look at me he shouted to the superintendent: 'Shut the door!
There is a thief in the shop!'

"The door was closed; the lost handkerchief was vainly sought for on
the counter and on the floor. A robbery had been committed; and I was
accused of being the thief.

"I will say nothing of what I felt--I will only tell you what happened.

"I was searched, and the handkerchief was discovered on me. The woman
who had stood next to me, on finding herself threatened with discovery,
had no doubt contrived to slip the stolen handkerchief into my pocket.
Only an accomplished thief could have escaped detection in that way
without my knowledge. It was useless, in the face of the facts, to
declare my innocence. I had no character to appeal to. My friend tried
to speak for me; but what was she? Only a lost woman like myself. My
landlady's evidence in favor of my honesty produced no effect; it
was against her that she let lodgings to people in my position. I was
prosecuted, and found guilty. The tale of my disgrace is now complete,
Mr. Holmcroft. No matter whether I was innocent or not, the shame of it
remains--I have been imprisoned for theft.

"The matron of the prison was the next person who took an interest in
me. She reported favorably of my behavior to the authorities and when I
had served my time (as the phrase was among us) she gave me a letter
to the kind friend and guardian of my later years--to the lady who is
coming here to take me back with her to the Refuge.

"From this time the story of my life is little more than the story of a
woman's vain efforts to recover her lost place in the world.

"The matron, on receiving me into the Refuge, frankly acknowledged that
there were terrible obstacles in my way. But she saw that I was sincere,
and she felt a good woman's sympathy and compassion for me. On my side,
I did not shrink from beginning the slow and weary journey back again
to a reputable life from the humblest starting-point--from domestic
service. After first earning my new character in the Refuge, I
obtained a trial in a respectable house. I worked hard, and worked
uncomplainingly; but my mother's fatal legacy was against me from the
first. My personal appearance excited remark; my manners and habits were
not the manners and habits of the women among whom my lot was cast. I
tried one place after another--always with the same results. Suspicion
and jealousy I could endure; but I was defenseless when curiosity
assailed me in its turn. Sooner or later inquiry led to discovery.
Sometimes the servants threatened to give warning in a body--and I was
obliged to go. Sometimes, where there was a young man in the family,
scandal pointed at me and at him--and again I was obliged to go. If
you care to know it, Miss Roseberry can tell you the story of those sad
days. I confided it to her on the memorable night when we met in the
French cottage; I have no heart repeat it now. After a while I wearied
of the hopeless struggle. Despair laid its hold on me--I lost all hope
in the mercy of God. More than once I walked to one or other of the
bridges, and looked over the parapet at the river, and said to myself
'Other women have done it: why shouldn't I?'

"You saved me at that time, Mr. Gray--as you have saved me since. I was
one of your congregation when you preached in the chapel of the Refuge
You reconciled others besides me to our hard pilgrimage. In their name
and in mine, sir, I thank you.

"I forget how long it was after the bright day when you comforted and
sustained us that the war broke out between France and Germany. But I
can never forget the evening when the matron sent for me into her own
room and said, 'My dear, your life here is a wasted life. If you have
courage enough left to try it, I can give you another chance.'

"I passed through a month of probation in a London hospital. A week
after that I wore the red cross of the Geneva Convention--I was
appointed nurse in a French ambulance. When you first saw me, Mr.
Holmcroft, I still had my nurse's dress on, hidden from you and from
everybody under a gray cloak.

"You know what the next event was; you know how I entered this house.

"I have not tried to make the worst of my trials and troubles in telling
you what my life has been. I have honestly described it for what it was
when I met with Miss Roseberry--a life without hope. May you never know
the temptation that tried me when the shell struck its victim in the
French cottage! There she lay--dead! _Her_ name was untainted. _Her_
future promised me the reward which had been denied to the honest
efforts of a penitent woman. My lost place in the world was offered back
to me on the one condition that I stooped to win it by a fraud. I had
no prospect to look forward to; I had no friend near to advise me and to
save me; the fairest years of my womanhood had been wasted in the
vain struggle to recover my good name. Such was my position when the
possibility of personating Miss Roseberry first forced itself on my
mind. Impulsively, recklessly--wickedly, if you like--I seized the
opportunity, and let you pass me through the German lines under Miss
Roseberry's name. Arrived in England, having had time to reflect, I made
my first and last effort to draw back before it was too late. I went to
the Refuge, and stopped on the opposite side of the street, looking at
it. The old hopeless life of irretrievable disgrace confronted me as I
fixed my eyes on the familiar door; the horror of returning to that life
was more than I could force myself to endure. An empty cab passed me at
the moment. The driver held up his hand. In sheer despair I stopped
him, and when he said 'Where to?' in sheer despair again I answered,
'Mablethorpe House.'

"Of what I have suffered in secret since my own successful deception
established me under Lady Janet's care I shall say nothing. Many things
which must have surprised you in my conduct are made plain to you by
this time. You must have noticed long since that I was not a happy
woman. Now you know why.

"My confession is made; my conscience has spoken at last. You are
released from your promise to me--you are free. Thank Mr. Julian Gray if
I stand here self-accused of the offense, that I have committed, before
the man whom I have wronged."



CHAPTER XXVIII. SENTENCE IS PRONOUNCED ON HER.

IT was done. The last tones of her voice died away in silence.

Her eyes still rested on Horace. After hearing what he had heard could
he resist that gentle, pleading look? Would he forgive her? A while
since Julian had seen tears on his cheeks, and had believed that he felt
for her. Why was he now silent? Was it possible that he only felt for
himself?

For the last time--at the crisis of her life--Julian spoke for her. He
had never loved her as he loved her at that moment; it tried even his
generous nature to plead her cause with Horace against himself. But he
had promised her, without reserve, all the help that her truest friend
could offer. Faithfully and manfully he redeemed his promise.

"Horace!" he said.

Horace slowly looked up. Julian rose and approached him.

"She has told you to thank _me_, if her conscience has spoken. Thank
the noble nature which answered when I called upon it! Own the priceless
value of a woman who can speak the truth. Her heartfelt repentance is
a joy in heaven. Shall it not plead for her on earth? Honor her, if you
are a Christian! Feel for her, if you are a man!"

He waited. Horace never answered him.

Mercy's eyes turned tearfully on Julian. _His_ heart was the heart that
felt for her! _His_ words were the words which comforted and pardoned
her! When she looked back again at Horace, it was with an effort. His
last hold on her was lost. In her inmost mind a thought rose unbidden--a
thought which was not to be repressed. "Can I ever have loved this man?"

She advanced a step toward him; it was not possible, even yet, to
completely forgot the past. She held out her hand.

He rose on his side--without looking at her.

"Before we part forever," she said to him, "will you take my hand as a
token that you forgive me?"

He hesitated. He half lifted his hand. The next moment the generous
impulse died away in him. In its place came the mean fear of what might
happen if he trusted himself to the dangerous fascination of her touch.
His hand dropped again at his side; he turned away quickly.

"I can't forgive her!" he said.

With that horrible confession--without even a last look at her--he left
the room.

At the moment when he opened the door Julian's contempt for him burst
its way through all restraints.

"Horace," he said, "I pity you!"

As the words escaped him he looked back at Mercy. She had turned aside
from both of them--she had retired to a distant part of the library The
first bitter foretaste of what was in store for her when she faced the
world again had come to her from Horace! The energy which had sustained
her thus far quailed before the dreadful prospect--doubly dreadful to
a woman--of obloquy and contempt. She sank on her knees before a little
couch in the darkest corner of the room. "O Christ, have mercy on me!"
That was her prayer--no more.

Julian followed her. He waited a little. Then his kind hand touched her;
his friendly voice fell consolingly on her ear.

"Rise, poor wounded heart! Beautiful, purified soul, God's angels
rejoice over you! Take your place among the noblest of God's creatures!"

He raised her as he spoke. All her heart went out to him. She caught
his hand--she pressed it to her bosom; she pressed it to her lips--then
dropped it suddenly, and stood before him trembling like a frightened
child.

"Forgive me!" was all she could say. "I was so lost and lonely--and you
are so good to me!"

She tried to leave him. It was useless--her strength was gone; she
caught at the head of the couch to support herself. He looked at her.
The confession of his love was just rising to his lips--he looked again,
and checked it. No, not at that moment; not when she was helpless and
ashamed; not when her weakness might make her yield, only to regret it
at a later time. The great heart which had spared her and felt for her
from the first spared her and felt for her now.

He, too, left her--but not without a word at parting.

"Don't think of your future life just yet," he said, gently. "I have
something to propose when rest and quiet have restored you." He opened
the nearest door--the door of the dining-room--and went out.

The servants engaged in completing the decoration of the dinner-table
noticed, when "Mr. Julian" entered the room, that his eyes were
"brighter than ever." He looked (they remarked) like a man who "expected
good news." They were inclined to suspect--though he was certainly
rather young for it--that her ladyship's nephew was in a fair way of
preferment in the Church.



Mercy seated herself on the couch.

There are limits, in the physical organization of man, to the action of
pain. When suffering has reached a given point of intensity the nervous
sensibility becomes incapable of feeling more. The rule of Nature,
in this respect, applies not only to sufferers in the body, but to
sufferers in the mind as well. Grief, rage, terror, have also their
appointed limits. The moral sensibility, like the nervous sensibility,
reaches its period of absolute exhaustion, and feels no more.

The capacity for suffering in Mercy had attained its term. Alone in the
library, she could feel the physical relief of repose; she could
vaguely recall Julian's parting words to her, and sadly wonder what they
meant--she could do no more.

An interval passed; a brief interval of perfect rest.

She recovered herself sufficiently to be able to look at her watch and
to estimate the lapse of time that might yet pass before Julian returned
to her as he had promised. While her mind was still languidly following
this train of thought she was disturbed by the ringing of a bell in the
hall, used to summon the servant whose duties were connected with that
part of the house. In leaving the library, Horace had gone out by the
door which led into the hall, and had failed to close it. She plainly
heard the bell--and a moment later (more plainly still) she heard Lady
Janet's voice!

She started to her feet. Lady Janet's letter was still in the pocket of
her apron--the letter which imperatively commanded her to abstain from
making the very confession that had just passed her lips! It was near
the dinner hour, and the library was the favorite place in which the
mistress of the house and her guests assembled at that time. It was no
matter of doubt; it was an absolute certainty that Lady Janet had only
stopped in the hall on her way into the room.

The alternative for Mercy lay between instantly leaving the library by
the dining-room door--or remaining where she was, at the risk of being
sooner or later compelled to own that she had deliberately disobeyed
her benefactress. Exhausted by what she had already suffered, she stood
trembling and irresolute, incapable of deciding which alternative she
should choose.

Lady Janet's voice, clear and resolute, penetrated into the room. She
was reprimanding the servant who had answered the bell.

"Is it your duty in my house to look after the lamps?"

"Yes, my lady."

"And is it my duty to pay you your wages?"

"If you please, my lady."

"Why do I find the light in the hall dim, and the wick of that lamp
smoking? I have not failed in my duty to You. Don't let me find you
failing again in your duty to Me."

(Never had Lady Janet's voice sounded so sternly in Mercy's ear as it
sounded now. If she spoke with that tone of severity to a servant who
had neglected a lamp, what had her adopted daughter to expect when she
discovered that her entreaties and her commands had been alike set at
defiance?)

Having administered her reprimand, Lady Janet had not done with the
servant yet. She had a question to put to him next.

"Where is Miss Roseberry?"

"In the library, my lady."

Mercy returned to the couch. She could stand no longer; she had not even
resolution enough left to lift her eyes to the door.

Lady Janet came in more rapidly than usual. She advanced to the couch,
and tapped Mercy playfully on the cheek with two of her fingers.

"You lazy child! Not dressed for dinner? Oh, fie, fie!"

Her tone was as playfully affectionate as the action which had
accompanied her words. In speechless astonishment Mercy looked up at
her.

Always remarkable for the taste and splendor of her dress, Lady Janet
had on this occasion surpassed herself. There she stood revealed in her
grandest velvet, her richest jewelry, her finest lace--with no one to
entertain at the dinner-table but the ordinary members of the circle at
Mablethorpe House. Noticing this as strange to begin with, Mercy further
observed, for the first time in her experience, that Lady Janet's eyes
avoided meeting hers. The old lady took her place companionably on the
couch; she ridiculed her "lazy child's" plain dress, without an ornament
of any sort on it, with her best grace; she affectionately put her arm
round Mercy's waist, and rearranged with her own hand the disordered
locks of Mercy's hair--but the instant Mercy herself looked at her, Lady
Janet's eyes discovered something supremely interesting in the familiar
objects that surrounded her on the library walls.

How were these changes to be interpreted? To what possible conclusion
did they point?

Julian's profounder knowledge of human nature, if Julian had been
present, might have found a clew to the mystery. _He_ might have
surmised (incredible as it was) that Mercy's timidity before Lady Janet
was fully reciprocated by Lady Janet's timidity before Mercy. It
was even so. The woman whose immovable composure had conquered Grace
Roseberry's utmost insolence in the hour of her triumph--the woman
who, without once flinching, had faced every other consequence of her
resolution to ignore Mercy's true position in the house--quailed for the
first time when she found herself face to face with the very person for
who m she had suffered and sacrificed so much. She had shrunk from the
meeting with Mercy, as Mercy had shrunk from the meeting with _her_. The
splendor of her dress meant simply that, when other excuses for delaying
the meeting downstairs had all been exhausted, the excuse of a long,
and elaborate toilet had been tried next. Even the moments occupied in
reprimanding the servant had been moments seized on as the pretext for
another delay. The hasty entrance into the room, the nervous assumption
of playfulness in language and manner, the evasive and wandering eyes,
were all referable to the same cause. In the presence of others, Lady
Janet had successfully silenced the protest of her own inbred delicacy
and inbred sense of honor. In the presence of Mercy, whom she loved with
a mother's love--in the presence of Mercy, for whom she had stooped to
deliberate concealment of the truth--all that was high and noble in the
woman's nature rose in her and rebuked her. What will the daughter of
my adoption, the child of my first and last experience of maternal love,
think of me, now that I have made myself an accomplice in the fraud of
which she is ashamed? How can I look her in the face, when I have not
hesitated, out of selfish consideration for my own tranquillity, to
forbid that frank avowal of the truth which her finer sense of duty had
spontaneously bound her to make? Those were the torturing questions in
Lady Janet's mind, while her arm was wound affectionately round Mercy's
waist, while her fingers were busying themselves familiarly with the
arrangement of Mercy's hair. Thence, and thence only, sprang the impulse
which set her talking, with an uneasy affectation of frivolity, of any
topic within the range of conversation, so long as it related to the
future, and completely ignored the present and the past.

"The winter here is unendurable," Lady Janet began. "I have been
thinking, Grace, about what we had better do next."

Mercy started. Lady Janet had called her "Grace." Lady Janet was still
deliberately assuming to be innocent of the faintest suspicion of the
truth.

"No," resumed her ladyship, affecting to misunderstand Mercy's
movement, "you are not to go up now and dress. There is no time, and I
am quite ready to excuse you. You are a foil to me, my dear. You have
reached the perfection of shabbiness. Ah! I remember when I had my whims
and fancies too, and when I looked well in anything I wore, just as you
do. No more of that. As I was saying, I have been thinking and planning
what we are to do. We really can't stay here. Cold one day, and hot the
next--what a climate! As for society, what do we lose if we go away?
There is no such thing as society now. Assemblies of well-dressed mobs
meet at each other's houses, tear each other's clothes, tread on each
other's toes. If you are particularly lucky, you sit on the staircase,
you get a tepid ice, and you hear vapid talk in slang phrases all
round you. There is modern society. If we had a good opera, it would be
something to stay in London for. Look at the programme for the season
on that table--promising as much as possible on paper, and performing
as little as possible on the stage. The same works, sung by the same
singers year after year, to the same stupid people--in short the dullest
musical evenings in Europe. No! the more I think of it, the more plainly
I perceive that there is but one sensible choice before us: we must go
abroad. Set that pretty head to work; choose north or south, east or
west; it's all the same to me. Where shall we go?"

Mercy looked at her quickly as she put the question.

Lady Janet, more quickly yet, looked away at the programme of the
opera-house. Still the same melancholy false pretenses! still the same
useless and cruel delay! Incapable of enduring the position now forced
upon her, Mercy put her hand into the pocket of her apron, and drew from
it Lady Janet's letter.

"Will your ladyship forgive me," she began, in faint, faltering tones,
"if I venture on a painful subject? I hardly dare acknowledge--" In
spite of her resolution to speak out plainly, the memory of past love
and past kindness prevailed with her; the next words died away on her
lips. She could only hold up the letter.

Lady Janet declined to see the letter. Lady Janet suddenly became
absorbed in the arrangement of her bracelets.

"I know what you daren't acknowledge, you foolish child!" she exclaimed.
"You daren't acknowledge that you are tired of this dull house. My dear!
I am entirely of your opinion--I am weary of my own magnificence; I long
to be living in one snug little room, with one servant to wait on me.
I'll tell you what we will do. We will go to Paris, in the first place.
My excellent Migliore, prince of couriers, shall be the only person in
attendance. He shall take a lodging for us in one of the unfashionable
quarters of Paris. We will rough it, Grace (to use the slang phrase),
merely for a change. We will lead what they call a 'Bohemian life.' I
know plenty of writers and painters and actors in Paris--the liveliest
society in the world, my dear, until one gets tired of them. We will
dine at the restaurant, and go to the play, and drive about in shabby
little hired carriages. And when it begins to get monotonous (which it
is only too sure to do!) we will spread our wings and fly to Italy, and
cheat the winter in that way. There is a plan for you! Migliore is in
town. I will send to him this evening, and we will start to-morrow."

Mercy made another effort.

"I entreat your ladyship to pardon me," she resumed. "I have something
serious to say. I am afraid--"

"I understand. You are afraid of crossing the Channel, and you don't
like to acknowledge it. Pooh! The passage barely lasts two hours; we
will shut ourselves up in a private cabin. I will send at once--the
courier may be engaged. Ring the bell."

"Lady Janet, I must submit to my hard lot. I cannot hope to associate
myself again with any future plans of yours--"

"What! you are afraid of our 'Bohemian life' in Paris? Observe this,
Grace! If there is one thing I hate more than another, it is 'an old
head on young shoulders.' I say no more. Ring the bell."

"This cannot go on, Lady Janet! No words can say how unworthy I feel of
your kindness, how ashamed I am--"

"Upon my honor, my dear, I agree with you. You _ought_ to be ashamed, at
your age, of making me get up to ring the bell."

Her obstinacy was immovable; she attempted to rise from the couch. But
one choice was left to Mercy. She anticipated Lady Janet, and rang the
bell.

The man-servant came in. He had his little letter-tray in his hand, with
a card on it, and a sheet of paper beside the card, which looked like an
open letter.

"You know where my courier lives when he is in London?' asked Lady
Janet.

"Yes, my lady."

"Send one of the grooms to him on horseback; I am in a hurry. The
courier is to come here without fail to-morrow morning--in time for the
tidal train to Paris. You understand?"

"Yes, my lady."

"What have you got there? Anything for me?"

"For Miss Roseberry, my lady."

As he answered, the man handed the card and the open letter to Mercy.

"The lady is waiting in the morning-room, miss. She wished me to say she
has time to spare, and she will wait for you if you are not ready yet."

Having delivered his message in those terms, he withdrew.

Mercy read the name on the card. The matron had arrived! She looked at
the letter next. It appeared to be a printed circular, with some lines
in pencil added on the empty page. Printed lines and written lines
swam before her eyes. She felt, rather than saw, Lady Janet's attention
steadily and suspiciously fixed on her. With the matron's arrival the
foredoomed end of the flimsy false pretenses and the cruel delays had
come.

"A friend of yours, my dear?"

"Yes, Lady Janet."

"Am I acquainted with her?"

"I think not, Lady Janet."

"You appear to be agitated. Does your visitor bring bad news? Is there
anything that I can do for you?"

"You can add--immeasurably add, madam--to all your past kindness, if you
will only bear with me and forgive me."

"Bear with you and forgive you? I don't understand."

"I will try to explain. Whatever else you may think of me, Lady Janet,
for God's sake don't think me ungrateful!"

Lady Janet held up her hand for silence.

"I dislike explanations," she said, sharply. "Nobody ought to know that
better than you. Perhaps the lady's letter will explain for you. Why
have you not looked at it yet?"

"I am in great trouble, madam, as you noticed just now--"

"Have you any objection to my knowing who your visitor is?"

"No, Lady Janet."

"Let me look at her card, then."

Mercy gave the matron's card to Lady Janet, as she had given the
matron's telegram to Horace.

Lady Janet read the name on the card--considered--decided that it was
a name quite unknown to her--and looked next at the address: "Western
District Refuge, Milburn Road."

"A lady connected with a Refuge?" she said, speaking to herself; "and
calling here by appointment--if I remember the servant's message? A
strange time to choose, if she has come for a subscription!"

She paused. Her brow contracted; her face hardened. A word from her
would now have brought the interview to its inevitable end, and she
refused to speak the word. To the last moment she persisted in ignoring
the truth! Placing the card on the couch at her side, she pointed with
her long yellow-white forefinger to the printed letter lying side by
side with her own letter on Mercy's lap.

"Do you mean to read it, or not?" she asked.

Mercy lifted her eyes, fast filling with tears, to Lady Janet's face.

"May I beg that your ladyship will read it for me?" she said--and placed
the matron's letter in Lady Janet's hand.

It was a printed circular announcing a new development in the charitable
work of the Refuge. Subscribers were informed that it had been decided
to extend the shelter and the training of the institution (thus far
devoted to fallen women alone) so as to include destitute and helpless
children found wandering in the streets. The question of the number
of children to be thus rescued and protected was left dependent, as a
matter of course, on the bounty of the friends of the Refuge, the cost
of the maintenance of each child being stated at the lowest
possible rate. A list of influential persons who had increased their
subscriptions so as to cover the cost, and a brief statement of the
progress already made with the new work, completed the appeal, and
brought the circular to its end.

The lines traced in pencil (in the matron's handwriting) followed on the
blank page.

"Your letter tells me, my dear, that you would like--remembering your
own childhood--to be employed when you return among us in saving other
poor children left helpless on the world. Our circular will inform you
that I am able to meet your wishes. My first errand this evening in
your neighborhood was to take charge of a poor child--a little girl--who
stands sadly in need of our care. I have ventured to bring her with me,
thinking she might help to reconcile you to the coming change in your
life. You will find us both waiting to go back with you to the old home.
I write this instead of saying it, hearing from the servant that you are
not alone, and being unwilling to intrude myself, as a stranger, on the
lady of the house."

Lady Janet read the penciled lines, as she had read the printed
sentences, aloud. Without a word of comment she laid the letter where
she had laid the card; and, rising from her seat, stood for a moment
in stern silence, looking at Mercy. The sudden change in her which the
letter had produced--quietly as it had taken place--was terrible to
see. On the frowning brow, in the flashing eyes, on the hardened lips,
outraged love and outraged pride looked down on the lost woman, and
said, as if in words, You have roused us at last.

"If that letter means anything," she said, "it means you are about to
leave my house. There can be but one reason for your taking such a step
as that."

"It is the only atonement I can make, madam."

"I see another letter on your lap. Is it my letter?"

"Yes."

"Have you read it?"

"I have read it."

"Have you seen Horace Holmcroft?"

"Yes."

"Have you told Horace Holmcroft--"

"Oh, Lady Janet--"

"Don't interrupt me. Have you told Horace Holmcroft what my letter
positively forbade you to communicate, either to him or to any living
creature? I want no protestations and excuses. Answer me instantly, and
answer in one word--Yes, or No."

Not even that haughty language, not even those pitiless tones, could
extinguish in Mercy's heart the sacred memories of past kindness and
past love. She fell on her knees--her outstretched hands touched Lady
Janet's dress. Lady Janet sharply drew her dress away, and sternly
repeated her last words.

"Yes? or No?"

"Yes."

She had owned it at last! To this end Lady Janet had submitted to Grace
Roseberry; had offended Horace Holmcroft; had stooped, for the first
time in her life, to concealments and compromises that degraded her.
After all that she had sacrificed and suffered, there Mercy knelt at
her feet, self-convicted of violating her commands, trampling on her
feelings, deserting her house! And who was the woman who had done this?
The same woman who had perpetrated the fraud, and who had persisted in
the fraud until her benefactress had descended to become her accomplice.
Then, and then only, she had suddenly discovered that it was her sacred
duty to tell the truth!

In proud silence the great lady met the blow that had fallen on her. In
proud silence she turned her back on her adopted daughter and walked to
the door.

Mercy made her last appeal to the kind friend whom she had offended--to
the second mother whom she had loved.

"Lady Janet! Lady Janet! Don't leave me without a word. Oh, madam, try
to feel for me a little! I am returning to a life of humiliation--the
shadow of my old disgrace is falling on me once more. We shall never
meet again. Even though I have not deserved it, let my repentance plead
with you! Say you forgive me!"

Lady Janet turned round on the threshold of the door.

"I never forgive ingratitude," she said. "Go back to the Refuge."

The door opened and closed on her. Mercy was alone again in the room.

Unforgiven by Horace, unforgiven by Lady Janet! She put her hands to her
burning head and tried to think. Oh, for the cool air of the night!
Oh, for the friendly shelter of the Refuge! She could feel those sad
longings in her: it was impossible to think.

She rang the bell--and shrank back the instant she had done it. Had
_she_ any right to take that liberty? She ought to have thought of it
before she rang. Habit--all habit. How many hundreds of times she had
rung the bell at Mablethorpe House!

The servant came in. She amazed the man--she spoke to him so timidly:
she even apologized for troubling him!

"I am sorry to disturb you. Will you be so kind as to say to the lady
that I am ready for her?"

"Wait to give that message," said a voice behind them, "until you hear
the bell rung again."

Mercy looked round in amazement. Julian had returned to the library by
the dining-room door.



CHAPTER XXIX. THE LAST TRIAL.

THE servant left them together. Mercy spoke first.

"Mr. Gray!" she exclaimed, "why have you delayed my message? If you knew
all, you would know that it is far from being a kindness to me to keep
me in this house."

He advanced closer to her--surprised by her words, alarmed by her looks.

"Has any one been here in my absence?" he asked.

"Lady Janet has been here in your absence. I can't speak of it--my heart
feels crushed--I can bear no more. Let me go!"

Briefly as she had replied, she had said enough. Julian's knowledge
of Lady Janet's character told him what had happened. His face showed
plainly that he was disappointed as well as distressed.

"I had hoped to have been with you when you and my aunt met, and to have
prevented this," he said. "Believe me, she will atone for all that she
may have harshly and hastily done when she has had time to think. Try
not to regret it, if she has made your hard sacrifice harder still. She
has only raised you the higher--she has additionally ennobled you and
endeared you in my estimation. Forgive me if I own this in plain words.
I cannot control myself--I feel too strongly."

At other times Mercy might have heard the coming avowal in his tones,
might have discovered it in his eyes. As it was, her delicate insight
was dulled, her fine perception was blunted. She held out her hand to
him, feeling a vague conviction that he was kinder to her than ever--and
feeling no more.

"I must thank you for the last time," she said. "As long as life is
left, my gratitude will be a part of my life. Let me go. While I can
still control myself, let me go!"

She tried to leave him, and ring the bell. He held her hand firmly, and
drew her closer to him.

"To the Refuge?" he asked.

"Yes," she said. "Home again!"

"Don't say that!" he exclaimed. "I can't bear to hear it. Don't call the
Refuge your home!"

"What else is it? Where else can I go?"

"I have come here to tell you. I said, if you remember, I had something
to propose."

She felt the fervent pressure of his hand; she saw the mounting
enthusiasm flashing in his eyes. Her weary mind roused itself a little.
She began to tremble under the electric influence of his touch.

"Something to propose?" she repeated, "What is there to propose?"

"Let me ask you a question on my side. What have you done to-day?"

"You know what I have done: it is your work," she answered, humbly. "Why
return to it now?"

"I return to it for the last time; I return to it with a purpose which
you will soon understand. You have abandoned your marriage engagement;
you have forfeited Lady Janet's love; you have ruined all your worldly
prospects; you are now returning, self-devoted, to a life which you have
yourself described as a life without hope. And all this you have done
of your own free-will--at a time when you are absolutely secure of your
position in the house--for the sake of speaking the truth. Now tell me,
is a woman who can make that sacrifice a woman who will prove unworthy
of the trust if a man places in her keeping his honor and his name?"

She understood him at last. She broke away from him with a cry. She
stood with her hands clasped, trembling and looking at him.

He gave her no time to think. The words poured from his lips without
conscious will or conscious effort of his own.

"Mercy, from the first moment when I saw you I loved you! You are free;
I may own it; I may ask you to be my wife!"

She drew back from him further and further, with a wild imploring
gesture of her hand.

"No! no!" she cried. "Think of what you are saying! think of what you
would sacrifice! It cannot, must not be."

His face darkened with a sudden dread. His head fell on his breast. His
voice sank so low that she could barely hear it.

"I had forgotten something," he said. "You've reminded me of it."

She ventured back a little nearer to him. "Have I offended you?"

He smiled sadly. "You have enlightened me. I had forgotten that it
doesn't follow, because I love you, that you should love me in return.
Say that it is so, Mercy, and I leave you."

A faint tinge of color rose on her face--then left it again paler than
ever. Her eyes looked downward timidly under the eager gaze that he
fastened on her.

"How _can_ I say so?" she answered, simply. "Where is the woman in my
place whose heart could resist you?"

He eagerly advanced; he held out his arms to her in breathless,
speechless joy. She drew back from him once more with a look that
horrified him--a look of blank despair.

"Am I fit to be your wife?" she asked. "Must I remind you of what you
owe to your high position, your spotless integrity, your famous name?
Think of all that you have done for me, and then think of the
black ingratitude of it if I ruin you for life by consenting to our
marriage--if I selfishly, cruelly, wickedly, drag you down to the level
of a woman like me!"

"I raise you to _my_ level when I make you my wife," he answered.
"For Heaven's sake do me justice! Don't refer me to the world and its
opinions. It rests with you, and you alone, to make the misery or the
happiness of my life. The world! Good God! what can the world give me in
exchange for You?"

She clasped her hands imploringly; the tears flowed fast over her
cheeks.

"Oh, have pity on my weakness!" she cried. "Kindest, best of men, help
me to do my hard duty toward you! It is so hard, after all that I have
suffered--when my heart is yearning for peace and happiness and love!"
She checked herself, shuddering at the words that had escaped her.
"Remember how Mr. Holmcroft has used me! Remember how Lady Janet has
left me! Remember what I have told you of my life! The scorn of every
creature you know would strike at you through me. No! no! no! Not a word
more. Spare me! pity me! leave me!"

Her voice failed her; sobs choked her utterance. He sprang to her and
took her in his arms. She was incapable of resisting him; but there
was no yielding in her. Her head lay on his bosom, passive--horribly
passive, like the head of a corpse.

"Mercy! My darling! We will go away--we will leave England--we will take
refuge among new people in a new world--I will change my name--I will
break with relatives, friends, everybody. Anything, anything, rather
than lose you!"

She lifted her head slowly and looked at him.

He suddenly released her; he reeled back like a man staggered by a
blow, and dropped into a chair. Before she had uttered a word he saw
the terrible resolution in her face--Death, rather than yield to her own
weakness and disgrace him.

She stood with her hands lightly clasped in front of her. Her grand head
was raised; her soft gray eyes shone again undimmed by tears. The storm
of emotion had swept over her and had passed away A sad tranquillity was
in her face; a gentle resignation was in her voice. The calm of a martyr
was the calm that confronted him as she spoke her last words.

"A woman who has lived my life, a woman who has suffered what I have
suffered, may love you--as _I_ love you--but she must not be your wife.
_That_ place is too high above her. Any other place is too far below her
and below you." She paused, and advancing to the bell, gave the signal
for her departure. That done, she slowly retraced her steps until she
stood at Julian's side.

Tenderly she lifted his head and laid it for a moment on her bosom.
Silently she stooped and touched his forehead with her lips. All the
gratitude that filled her heart and all the sacrifice that rent it were
in those two actions--so modestly, so tenderly performed! As the last
lingering pressure of her fingers left him, Julian burst into tears.

The servant answered the bell. At the moment he opened the door a
woman's voice was audible in the hall speaking to him.

"Let the child go in," the voice said. "I will wait here."

The child appeared--the same forlorn little creature who had reminded
Mercy of her own early years on the day when she and Horace Holmcroft
had been out for their walk.

There was no beauty in this child; no halo of romance brightened the
commonplace horror of her story. She came cringing into the room,
staring stupidly at the magnificence all round her--the daughter of the
London streets! the pet creation of the laws of political economy! the
savage and terrible product of a worn-out system of government and of a
civilization rotten to its core! Cleaned for the first time in her life,
fed sufficiently for the first time in her life, dressed in clothes
instead of rags for the first time in her life, Mercy's sister in
adversity crept fearfully over the beautiful carpet, and stopped
wonder-struck before the marbles of an inlaid table--a blot of mud on
the splendor of the room.

Mercy turned from Julian to meet the child. The woman's heart, hungering
in its horrible isolation for something that it might harmlessly love,
welcomed the rescued waif of the streets as a consolation sent from God.
She caught the stupefied little creature up in her arms. "Kiss me!" she
whispered, in the reckless agony of the moment. "Call me sister!" The
child stared, vacantly. Sister meant nothing to her mind but an older
girl who was strong enough to beat her.

She put the child down again, and turned for a last look at the man
whose happiness she had wrecked--in pity to _him_.

He had never moved. His head was down; his face was hidden. She went
back to hi m a few steps.

"The others have gone from me without one kind word. Can _you_ forgive
me?"

He held out his hand to her without looking up. Sorely as she had
wounded him, his generous nature understood her. True to her from the
first, _he_ was true to her still.

"God bless and comfort you," he said, in broken tones. "The earth holds
no nobler woman than you."

She knelt and kissed the kind hand that pressed hers for the last time.
"It doesn't end with this world," she whispered: "there is a better
world to come!" Then she rose, and went back to the child. Hand in hand
the two citizens of the Government of God--outcasts of the government of
Man--passed slowly down the length of the room. Then out into the hall.
Then out into the night. The heavy clang of the closing door tolled the
knell of their departure. They were gone.

But the orderly routine of the house--inexorable as death--pursued its
appointed course. As the clock struck the hour the dinner-bell rang. An
interval of a minute passed, and marked the limit of delay. The butler
appeared at the dining-room door.

"Dinner is served, sir."

Julian looked up. The empty room met his eyes. Something white lay on
the carpet close by him. It was her handkerchief--wet with her tears. He
took it up and pressed it to his lips. Was that to be the last of her?
Had she left him forever?

The native energy of the man, arming itself with all the might of his
love, kindled in him again. No! While life was in him, while time was
before him, there was the hope of winning her yet!

He turned to the servant, reckless of what his face might betray.

"Where is Lady Janet?"

"In the dining-room, sir."

He reflected for a moment. His own influence had failed. Through what
other influence could he now hope to reach her? As the question crossed
his mind the light broke on him. He saw the way back to her--through the
influence of Lady Janet.

"Her ladyship is waiting, sir."

Julian entered the dining-room.




EPILOGUE:

CONTAINING SELECTIONS FROM THE CORRESPONDENCE OF MISS GRACE ROSEBERRY
AND MR. HORACE HOLMCROFT; TO WHICH ARE ADDED EXTRACTS FROM THE DIARY OF
THE REVEREND JULIAN GRAY.

I.

From MR. HORACE HOLMCROFT to MISS GRACE ROSEBERRY.

"I HASTEN to thank you, dear Miss Roseberry, for your last kind letter,
received by yesterday's mail from Canada. Believe me, I appreciate your
generous readiness to pardon and forget what I so rudely said to you at
a time when the arts of an adventuress had blinded me to the truth. In
the grace which has forgiven me I recognize the inbred sense of justice
of a true lady. Birth and breeding can never fail to assert themselves:
I believe in them, thank God, more firmly than ever.

"You ask me to keep you informed of the progress of Julian Gray's
infatuation, and of the course of conduct pursued toward him by Mercy
Merrick.

"If you had not favored me by explaining your object, I might have felt
some surprise at receiving from a lady in your position such a request
as this. But the motives by which you describe yourself as being
actuated are beyond dispute. The existence of Society, as you truly
say, is threatened by the present lamentable prevalence of Liberal
ideas throughout the length and breadth of the land. We can only hope
to protect ourselves against impostors interested in gaining a position
among persons of our rank by becoming in some sort (unpleasant as it may
be) familiar with the arts by which imposture too frequently succeeds.
If we wish to know to what daring lengths cunning can go, to what
pitiable self-delusion credulity can consent, we must watch the
proceedings--even while we shrink from them--of a Mercy Merrick and a
Julian Gray.

"In taking up my narrative again where my last letter left off, I must
venture to set you right on one point.

"Certain expressions which have escaped your pen suggest to me that you
blame Julian Gray as the cause of Lady Janet's regrettable visit to the
Refuge the day after Mercy Merrick had left her house. This is not quite
correct. Julian, as you will presently see, has enough to answer for
without being held responsible for errors of judgment in which he has
had no share. Lady Janet (as she herself told me) went to the Refuge of
her own free-will to ask Mercy Merrick's pardon for the language which
she had used on the previous day. 'I passed a night of such misery as
no words can describe'--this, I assure you, is what her ladyship really
said to me--'thinking over what my vile pride and selfishness and
obstinacy had made me say and do. I would have gone down on my knees to
beg her pardon if she would have let me. My first happy moment was when
I won her consent to come and visit me sometimes at Mablethorpe House.'

"You will, I am sure, agree with me that such extravagance as this is to
be pitied rather than blamed. How sad to see the decay of the faculties
with advancing age! It is a matter of grave anxiety to consider how much
longer poor Lady Janet can be trusted to manage her own affairs. I shall
take an opportunity of touching on the matter delicately when I next see
her lawyer.

"I am straying from my subject. And--is it not strange?--I am writing to
you as confidentially as if we were old friends.

"To return to Julian Gray. Innocent of instigating his aunt's first
visit to the Refuge, he is guilty of having induced her to go there for
the second time the day after I had dispatched my last letter to you.
Lady Janet's object on this occasion was neither more nor less than to
plead her nephew's cause as humble suitor for the hand of Mercy Merrick.
Imagine the descent of one of the oldest families in England inviting an
adventuress in a Refuge to honor a clergyman of the Church of England by
becoming his wife! In what times do we live! My dear mother shed tears
of shame when she heard of it. How you would love and admire my mother!

"I dined at Mablethorpe House, by previous appointment, on the day when
Lady Janet returned from her degrading errand.

"'Well?' I said, waiting, of course, until the servant was out of the
room.

"'Well,' Lady Janet answered, 'Julian was quite right.'

"'Quite right in what?'

"'In saying that the earth holds no nobler woman than Mercy Merrick.'

"'Has she refused him again?'

"'She has refused him again.'

"'Thank God!' I felt it fervently, and I said it fervently. Lady Janet
laid down her knife and fork, and fixed one of her fierce looks on me.

"'It may not be your fault, Horace,' she said, 'if your nature is
incapable of comprehending what is great and generous in other natures
higher than yours. But the least you can do is to distrust your
own capacity of appreciation. For the future keep your opinions (on
questions which you don't understand) modestly to yourself. I have a
tenderness for you for your father's sake; and I take the most favorable
view of your conduct toward Mercy Merrick. I humanely consider it the
conduct of a fool.' (Her own words, Miss Roseberry. I assure you
once more, her own words.) 'But don't trespass too far on my
indulgence--don't insinuate again that a woman who is good enough (if
she died this night) to go to heaven, is _not_ good enough to be my
nephew's wife.'

"I expressed to you my conviction a little way back that it was doubtful
whether poor Lady Janet would be much longer competent to manage her own
affairs. Perhaps you thought me hasty then? What do you think now?

"It was, of course, useless to reply seriously to the extraordinary
reprimand that I had received. Besides, I was really shocked by a decay
of principle which proceeded but too plainly from decay of the mental
powers. I made a soothing and respectful reply, and I was favored in
return with some account of what had really happened at the Refuge. My
mother and my sisters were disgusted when I repeated the particulars to
them. You will be disgusted too.

"The interesting penitent (expecting Lady Janet's visit) was, of course,
discovered in a touching domestic position! She had a foundling baby
asleep on her lap; and she was teaching the alphabet to an ugly little
vagabond girl whose acquaintance she had first made in the street. Just
the sort of artful _tableau vivant_ to impose on an old lady--was it
not?

"You will understand what followed, when Lady Janet opened her
matrimonial negotiation. Having perfected herself in her part, Mercy
Merrick, to do her justice, was not the woman to play it badly. The
most magnanimous sentiments flowed from her lips. She declared that her
future life was devoted to acts of charity, typified, of course, by the
foundling infant and the ugly little girl. However she might personally
suffer, whatever might be the sacrifice of her own feelings--observe how
artfully this was put, to insinuate that she was herself in love with
him!--she could not accept from Mr. Julian Gray an honor of which she
was unworthy. Her gratitude to him and her interest in him alike forbade
her to compromise his brilliant future by consenting to a marriage which
would degrade him in the estimation of all his friends. She thanked him
(with tears); she thanked Lady Janet (with more tears); but she dare
not, in the interests of _his_ honor and _his_ happiness, accept the
hand that he offered to her. God bless and comfort him; and God help her
to bear with her hard lot!

"The object of this contemptible comedy is plain enough to my mind. She
is simply holding off (Julian, as you know, is a poor man) until the
influence of Lady Janet's persuasion is backed by the opening of Lady
Janet's purse. In one word--Settlements! But for the profanity of the
woman's language, and the really lamentable credulity of the poor old
lady, the whole thing would make a fit subject for a burlesque.

"But the saddest part of the story is still to come.

"In due course of time the lady's decision was communicated to Julian
Gray. He took leave of his senses on the spot. Can you believe it?--he
has resigned his curacy! At a time when the church is thronged every
Sunday to hear him preach, this madman shuts the door and walks out of
the pulpit. Even Lady Janet was not far enough gone in folly to abet
him in this. She remonstrated, like the rest of his friends. Perfectly
useless! He had but one answer to everything they could say: 'My career
is closed.' What stuff!

"You will ask, naturally enough, what this perverse man is going to do
next. I don't scruple to say that he is bent on committing suicide.
Pray do not be alarmed! There is no fear of the pistol, the rope, or the
river. Julian is simply courting death--within the limits of the law.

"This is strong language, I know. You shall hear what the facts are, and
judge for yourself.

"Having resigned his curacy, his next proceeding was to offer his
services, as volunteer, to a new missionary enterprise on the West
Coast of Africa. The persons at the head of the mission proved, most
fortunately, to have a proper sense of their duty. Expressing their
conviction of the value of Julian's assistance in the most handsome
terms, they made it nevertheless a condition of entertaining his
proposal that he should submit to examination by a competent medical
man. After some hesitation he consented to this. The doctor's report
was conclusive. In Julian's present state of health the climate of West
Africa would in all probability kill him in three months' time.

"Foiled in his first attempt, he addressed himself next to a London
Mission. Here it was impossible to raise the question of climate, and
here, I grieve to say, he has succeeded.

"He is now working--in other words, he is now deliberately risking his
life--in the Mission to Green Anchor Fields. The district known by this
name is situated in a remote part of London, near the Thames. It is
notoriously infested by the most desperate and degraded set of wretches
in the whole metropolitan population, and it is so thickly inhabited
that it is hardly ever completely free from epidemic disease. In
this horrible place, and among these dangerous people, Julian is now
employing himself from morning to night. None of his old friends ever
see him. Since he joined the Mission he has not even called on Lady
Janet Roy.

"My pledge is redeemed--the facts are before you. Am I wrong in taking
my gloomy view of the prospect? I cannot forget that this unhappy man
was once my friend, and I really see no hope for him in the future.
Deliberately self-exposed to the violence of ruffians and the outbreak
of disease, who is to extricate him from his shocking position? The one
person who can do it is the person whose association with him would be
his ruin--Mercy Merrick. Heaven only knows what disasters it may be my
painful duty to communicate to you in my next letter!

"You are so kind as to ask me to tell you something about myself and my
plans.

"I have very little to say on either head. After what I have
suffered--my feelings trampled on, my confidence betrayed--I am as
yet hardly capable of deciding what I shall do. Returning to my old
profession--to the army--is out of the question, in these leveling days,
when any obscure person who can pass an examination may call himself my
brother officer, and may one day, perhaps, command me as my superior in
rank. If I think of any career, it is the career of diplomacy. Birth
and breeding have not quite disappeared as essential qualifications in
_that_ branch of the public service. But I have decided nothing as yet.

"My mother and sisters, in the event of your returning to England,
desire me to say that it will afford them the greatest pleasure to make
your acquaintance. Sympathizing with me, they do not forget what you too
have suffered. A warm welcome awaits you when you pay your first visit
at our house. Most truly yours,

"HORACE HOLMCROFT."


II.

From MISS GRACE ROSEBERRY to MR. HORACE HOLMCROFT.

"DEAR MR. HOLMCROFT--I snatch a few moments from my other avocations to
thank you for your most interesting and delightful letter. How well you
describe, how accurately you judge! If Literature stood a little higher
as a profession, I should almost advise you--but no! if you entered
Literature, how could _you_ associate with the people whom you would be
likely to meet?

"Between ourselves, I always thought Mr. Julian Gray an overrated man.
I will not say he has justified my opinion. I will only say I pity him.
But, dear Mr. Holmcroft, how can you, with your sound judgment, place
the sad alternatives now before him on the same level? To die in Green
Anchor Fields, or to fall into the clutches of that vile wretch--is
there any comparison between the two? Better a thousand times die at the
post of duty than marry Mercy Merrick.

"As I have written the creature's name, I may add--so as to have all the
sooner done with the subject--that I shall look with anxiety for your
next letter. Do not suppose that I feel the smallest curiosity about
this degraded and designing woman. My interest in her is purely
religious. To persons of my devout turn of mind she is an awful warning.
When I feel Satan near me--it will be _such_ a means of grace to think
of Mercy Merrick!

"Poor Lady Janet! I noticed those signs of mental decay to which you
so feelingly allude at the last interview I had with her in Mablethorpe
House. If you can find an opportunity, will you say that I wish her
well, here and hereafter? and will you please add that I do not omit to
remember her in my prayers?

"There is just a chance of my visiting England toward the close of
the autumn. My fortunes have changed since I wrote last. I have been
received as reader and companion by a lady who is the wife of one of
our high judicial functionaries in this part of the world. I do not take
much interest in _him_; he is what they call a 'self-made man.' His wife
is charming. Besides being a person of highly intellectual tastes, she
is greatly her husband's superior--as you will understand when I tell
you that she is related to the Gommerys of Pommery; _not_ the Pommerys
of Gommery, who (as your knowledge of our old families will inform you)
only claim kindred with the younger branch of that ancient race.

"In the elegant and improving companionship which I now enjoy I should
feel quite happy but for one drawback. The climate of Canada is not
favorable to my kind patroness, and her medical advisers recommend
her to winter in London. In this event, I am to have t he privilege of
accompanying her. Is it necessary to add that my first visit will be
paid at your house? I feel already united by sympathy to your mother and
your sisters. There is a sort of freemasonry among gentlewomen, is
there not? With best thanks and remembrances, and many delightful
anticipations of your next letter, believe me, dear Mr. Holmcroft,

"Truly yours,

"GRACE ROSEBERRY."


III.

From MR. HORACE HOLMCROFT to MISS GRACE ROSEBERRY.

"MY DEAR MISS ROSEBERRY--Pray excuse my long silence. I have waited for
mail after mail, in the hope of being able to send you some good news
at last. It is useless to wait longer. My worst forebodings have been
realized: my painful duty compels me to write a letter which will
surprise and shock you.

"Let me describe events in their order as they happened. In this way I
may hope to gradually prepare your mind for what is to come.

"About three weeks after I wrote to you last, Julian Gray paid the
penalty of his headlong rashness. I do not mean that he suffered any
actual violence at the hands of the people among whom he had cast his
lot. On the contrary, he succeeded, incredible as it may appear,
in producing a favorable impression on the ruffians about him. As I
understand it, they began by respecting his courage in venturing among
them alone; and they ended in discovering that he was really interested
in promoting their welfare. It is to the other peril, indicated in my
last letter, that he has fallen a victim--the peril of disease. Not long
after he began his labors in the district fever broke out. We only heard
that Julian had been struck down by the epidemic when it was too late to
remove him from the lodging that he occupied in the neighborhood. I
made inquiries personally the moment the news reached us. The doctor in
attendance refused to answer for his life.

"In this alarming state of things poor Lady Janet, impulsive and
unreasonable as usual, insisted on leaving Mablethorpe House and taking
up her residence near her nephew.

"Finding it impossible to persuade her of the folly of removing from
home and its comforts at her age, I felt it my duty to accompany her.
We found accommodation (such as it was) in a river-side inn, used by
ship-captains and commercial travelers. I took it on myself to provide
the best medical assistance, Lady Janet's insane prejudices against
doctors impelling her to leave this important part of the arrangements
entirely in my hands.

"It is needless to weary you by entering into details on the subject of
Julian's illness.

"The fever pursued the ordinary course, and was characterized by the
usual intervals of delirium and exhaustion succeeding each other.
Subsequent events, which it is, unfortunately, necessary to relate to
you, leave me no choice but to dwell (as briefly as possible) on the
painful subject of the delirium. In other cases the wanderings of
fever-stricken people present, I am told, a certain variety of range. In
Julian's case they were limited to one topic. He talked incessantly
of Mercy Merrick. His invariable petition to his medical attendants
entreated them to send for her to nurse him. Day and night that one idea
was in his mind, and that one name on his lips.

"The doctors naturally made inquiries as to this absent person. I was
obliged (in confidence) to state the circumstances to them plainly.

"The eminent physician whom I had called in to superintend the treatment
behaved admirably. Though he has risen from the lower order of the
people, he has, strange to say, the instincts of a gentleman. He
thoroughly understood our trying position, and felt all the importance
of preventing such a person as Mercy Merrick from seizing the
opportunity of intruding herself at the bedside. A soothing prescription
(I have his own authority for saying it) was all that was required to
meet the patient's case. The local doctor, on the other hand, a young
man (and evidently a red-hot radical), proved to be obstinate, and,
considering his position, insolent as well. 'I have nothing to do with
the lady's character, and with your opinion of it,' he said to me. 'I
have only, to the best of my judgment, to point out to you the likeliest
means of saving the patient's life. Our art is at the end of its
resources. Send for Mercy Merrick, no matter who she is or what she is.
There is just a chance--especially if she proves to be a sensible person
and a good nurse--that he may astonish you all by recognizing her. In
that case only, his recovery is probable. If you persist in disregarding
his entreaties, if you let the delirium go on for four-and-twenty hours
more, he is a dead man.'

"Lady Janet was, most unluckily, present when this impudent opinion was
delivered at the bedside.

"Need I tell you the sequel? Called upon to choose between the course
indicated by a physician who is making his five thousand a year, and who
is certain of the next medical baronetcy, and the advice volunteered by
an obscure general practitioner at the East End of London, who is
not making his five hundred a year--need I stop to inform you of her
ladyship's decision? You know her; and you will only too well understand
that her next proceeding was to pay a third visit to the Refuge.

"Two hours later--I give you my word of honor I am not
exaggerating--Mercy Merrick was established at Julian's bedside.

"The excuse, of course, was that it was her duty not to let any private
scruples of her own stand in the way, when a medical authority had
declared that she might save the patient's life. You will not be
surprised to hear that I withdrew from the scene. The physician followed
my example--after having written his soothing prescription, and having
been grossly insulted by the local practitioner's refusing to make use
of it. I went back in the doctor's carriage. He spoke most feelingly and
properly. Without giving any positive opinion, I could see that he
had abandoned all hope of Julian's recovery. 'We are in the hands of
Providence, Mr. Holmcroft;' those were his last words as he set me down
at my mother's door.

"I have hardly the heart to go on. If I studied my own wishes, I should
feel inclined to stop here.

"Let me, at least, hasten to the end. In two or three days' time I
received my first intelligence of the patient and his nurse. Lady
Janet informed me that he had recognized her. When I heard this I felt
prepared for what was to come. The next report announced that he was
gaining strength, and the next that he was out of danger. Upon this
Lady Janet returned to Mablethorpe House. I called there a week ago--and
heard that he had been removed to the sea-side. I called yesterday--and
received the latest information from her ladyship's own lips. My pen
almost refuses to write it. Mercy Merrick has consented to marry him!

"An outrage on Society--that is how my mother and my sisters view
it; that is how _you_ will view it too. My mother has herself struck
Julian's name off her invitation-list. The servants have their orders,
if he presumes to call: 'Not at home.'

"I am unhappily only too certain that I am correct in writing to you
of this disgraceful marriage as of a settled thing. Lady Janet went the
length of showing me the letters--one from Julian, the other from the
woman herself. Fancy Mercy Merrick in correspondence with Lady Janet
Roy! addressing her as 'My dear Lady Janet,' and signing, 'Yours
affectionately!'

"I had not the patience to read either of the letters through. Julian's
tone is the tone of a Socialist; in my opinion his bishop ought to be
informed of it. As for _her_ she plays her part just as cleverly with
her pen as she played it with her tongue. 'I cannot disguise from myself
that I am wrong in yielding.... Sad forebodings fill my mind when I
think of the future.... I feel as if the first contemptuous look that
is cast at my husband will destroy _my_ happiness, though it may not
disturb _him_.... As long as I was parted from him I could control my
own weakness, I could accept my hard lot. But how can I resist him after
having watched for weeks at his bedside; after having seen his first
smile, and heard his first grateful words t o me while I was slowly
helping him back to life?'

"There is the tone which she takes through four closely written pages
of nauseous humility and clap-trap sentiment! It is enough to make one
despise women. Thank God, there is the contrast at hand to remind me of
what is due to the better few among the sex. I feel that my mother and
my sisters are doubly precious to me now. May I add, on the side of
consolation, that I prize with hardly inferior gratitude the privilege
of corresponding with _you?_

"Farewell for the present. I am too rudely shaken in my most cherished
convictions, I am too depressed and disheartened, to write more. All
good wishes go with you, dear Miss Roseberry, until we meet.

"Most truly yours,

"HORACE HOLMCROFT."


IV.

Extracts from the DIARY of THE REVEREND JULIAN GRAY.

FIRST EXTRACT.

...."A month to-day since we were married! I have only one thing to say:
I would cheerfully go through all that I have suffered to live this one
month over again. I never knew what happiness was until now. And better
still, I have persuaded Mercy that it is all her doing. I have scattered
her misgivings to the winds; she is obliged to submit to evidence, and
to own that she can make the happiness of my life.

"We go back to London to-morrow. She regrets leaving the tranquil
retirement of this remote sea-side place--she dreads change. I care
nothing for it. It is all one to me where I go, so long as my wife is
with me."

SECOND EXTRACT.

"The first cloud has risen. I entered the room unexpectedly just now,
and found her in tears.

"With considerable difficulty I persuaded her to tell me what had
happened. Are there any limits to the mischief that can be done by the
tongue of a foolish woman? The landlady at my lodgings is the woman, in
this case. Having no decided plans for the future as yet, we returned
(most unfortunately, as the event has proved) to the rooms in London
which I inhabited in my bachelor days. They are still mine for six weeks
to come, and Mercy was unwilling to let me incur the expense of taking
her to a hotel. At breakfast this morning I rashly congratulated myself
(in my wife's hearing) on finding that a much smaller collection than
usual of letters and cards had accumulated in my absence. Breakfast
over, I was obliged to go out. Painfully sensitive, poor thing, to
any change in my experience of the little world around me which it is
possible to connect with the event of my marriage, Mercy questioned the
landlady, in my absence, about the diminished number of my visitors and
my correspondents. The woman seized the opportunity of gossiping
about me and my affairs, and my wife's quick perception drew the right
conclusion unerringly. My marriage has decided certain wise heads of
families on discontinuing their social relations with me. The facts,
unfortunately, speak for themselves. People who in former years
habitually called upon me and invited me--or who, in the event of my
absence, habitually wrote to me at this season--have abstained with a
remarkable unanimity from calling, inviting, or writing now.

"It would have been sheer waste of time--to say nothing of its also
implying a want of confidence in my wife--if I had attempted to set
things right by disputing Mercy's conclusion. I could only satisfy her
that not so much as the shadow of disappointment or mortification rested
on my mind. In this way I have, to some extent, succeeded in composing
my poor darling. But the wound has been inflicted, and the wound is
felt. There is no disguising that result. I must face it boldly.

"Trifling as this incident is in my estimation, it has decided me on one
point already. In shaping my future course I am now resolved to act on
my own convictions--in preference to taking the well-meant advice of
such friends as are still left to me.

"All my little success in life has been gained in the pulpit. I am what
is termed a popular preacher--but I have never, in my secret self, felt
any exultation in my own notoriety, or any extraordinary respect for the
means by which it has been won. In the first place, I have a very low
idea of the importance of oratory as an intellectual accomplishment.
There is no other art in which the conditions of success are so easy of
attainment; there is no other art in the practice of which so much that
is purely superficial passes itself off habitually for something that
claims to be profound. Then, again, how poor it is in the results which
it achieves! Take my own case. How often (for example) have I thundered
with all my heart and soul against the wicked extravagance of dress
among women--against their filthy false hair and their nauseous powders
and paints! How often (to take another example) have I denounced the
mercenary and material spirit of the age--the habitual corruptions and
dishonesties of commerce, in high places and in low! What good have I
done? I have delighted the very people whom it was my object to rebuke.
'What a charming sermon!' 'More eloquent than ever!' 'I used to dread
the sermon at the other church--do you know, I quite look forward to it
now.' That is the effect I produce on Sunday. On Monday the women are
off to the milliners to spend more money than ever; the city men are off
to business to make more money than ever--while my grocer, loud in
my praises in his Sunday coat, turns up his week-day sleeves and
adulterates his favorite preacher's sugar as cheerfully as usual!

"I have often, in past years, felt the objections to pursuing my career
which are here indicated. They were bitterly present to my mind when I
resigned my curacy, and they strongly influence me now.

"I am weary of my cheaply won success in the pulpit. I am weary of
society as I find it in my time. I felt some respect for myself, and
some heart and hope in my works among the miserable wretches in Green
Anchor Fields. But I can not, and must not, return among them: I have no
right, _now_, to trifle with my health and my life. I must go back to my
preaching, or I must leave England. Among a primitive people, away
from the cities--in the far and fertile West of the great American
continent--I might live happily with my wife, and do good among my
neighbors, secure of providing for our wants out of the modest little
income which is almost useless to me here. In the life which I thus
picture to myself I see love, peace, health, and duties and occupations
that are worthy of a Christian man. What prospect is before me if I
take the advice of my friends and stay here? Work of which I am weary,
because I have long since ceased to respect it; petty malice that
strikes at me through my wife, and mortifies and humiliates her, turn
where she may. If I had only myself to think of, I might defy the worst
that malice can do. But I have Mercy to think of--Mercy, whom I love
better than my own life! Women live, poor things, in the opinions of
others. I have had one warning already of what my wife is likely to
suffer at the hands of my 'friends'--Heaven forgive me for misusing the
word! Shall I deliberately expose her to fresh mortifications?--and this
for the sake of returning to a career the rewards of which I no longer
prize? No! We will both be happy--we will both be free! God is merciful,
Nature is kind, Love is true, in the New World as well as the Old. To
the New World we will go!"

THIRD EXTRACT.

"I hardly know whether I have done right or wrong. I mentioned yesterday
to Lady Janet the cold reception of me on my return to London, and the
painful sense of it felt by my wife.

"My aunt looks at the matter from her own peculiar point of view,
and makes light of it accordingly. 'You never did, and never will,
understand Society, Julian,' said her ladyship. 'These poor stupid
people simply don't know what to do. They are waiting to be told by a
person of distinction whether they are, or are not, to recognize your
marriage. In plain English, they are waiting to be led by Me. Consider
it done. I will lead them.'

"I thought my aunt was joking. The event of to-day has shown me that she
is terribly in earnest. Lady Janet has issued invitations for one of her
grand balls at Mablethorpe House; and sh e has caused the report to be
circulated everywhere that the object of the festival is 'to celebrate
the marriage of Mr. and Mrs. Julian Gray!'

"I at first refused to be present. To my amazement, however, Mercy sides
with my aunt. She reminds me of all that we both owe to Lady Janet; and
she has persuaded me to alter my mind. We are to go to the ball--at my
wife express request!

"The meaning of this, as I interpret it, is that my poor love is still
pursued in secret by the dread that my marriage has injured me in the
general estimation. She will suffer anything, risk anything, believe
anything, to be freed from that one haunting doubt. Lady Janet
predicts a social triumph; and my wife's despair--not my wife's
conviction--accepts the prophecy. As for me, I am prepared for the
result. It will end in our going to the New World, and trying Society in
its infancy, among the forests and the plains. I shall quietly prepare
for our departure, and own what I have done at the right time--that is
to say, when the ball is over."

FOURTH EXTRACT.

"I have met with the man for my purpose--an old college friend of mine,
now partner in a firm of ship-owners, largely concerned in emigration.

"One of their vessels sails for America, from the port of London, in
a fortnight, touching at Plymouth. By a fortunate coincidence, Lady
Janet's ball takes place in a fortnight. I see my way.

"Helped by the kindness of my friend, I have arranged to have a cabin
kept in reserve, on payment of a small deposit. If the ball ends (as I
believe it will) in new mortifications for Mercy--do what they may, I
defy them to mortify _me_--I have only to say the word by telegraph, and
we shall catch the ship at Plymouth.

"I know the effect it will have when I break the news to her, but I am
prepared with my remedy. The pages of my diary, written in past years,
will show plainly enough that it is not _she_ who is driving me away
from England. She will see the longing in me for other work and other
scenes expressing itself over and over again long before the time when
we first met."

FIFTH EXTRACT.

"Mercy's ball dress--a present from kind Lady Janet--is finished. I was
allowed to see the first trial, or preliminary rehearsal, of this work
of art. I don't in the least understand the merits of silk and lace; but
one thing I know--my wife will be the most beautiful woman at the ball.

"The same day I called on Lady Janet to thank her, and encountered a new
revelation of the wayward and original character of my dear old aunt.

"She was on the point of tearing up a letter when I went into her room.
Seeing me, she suspended her purpose and handed me the letter. It was in
Mercy's handwriting. Lady Janet pointed to a passage on the last page.
'Tell your wife, with my love,' she said, 'that I am the most obstinate
woman of the two. I positively refuse to read her, as I positively
refuse to listen to her, whenever she attempts to return to that one
subject. Now give me the letter back.' I gave it back, and saw it torn
up before my face. The 'one subject' prohibited to Mercy as sternly as
ever is still the subject of the personation of Grace Roseberry! Nothing
could have been more naturally introduced, or more delicately managed,
than my wife's brief reference to the subject. No matter. The reading
of the first line was enough. Lady Janet shut her eyes and destroyed the
letter--Lady Janet is determined to live and die absolutely ignorant of
the true story of 'Mercy Merrick.' What unanswerable riddles we are! Is
it wonderful if we perpetually fail to understand one another?"

SIXTH EXTRACT.

"The morning after the ball.

"It is done and over. Society has beaten Lady Janet. I have neither
patience nor time to write at length of it. We leave for Plymouth by the
afternoon express.

"We were rather late in arriving at the ball. The magnificent rooms were
filling fast. Walking through them with my wife, she drew my attention
to a circumstance which I had not noticed at the time. 'Julian,' she
said, 'look round among the lades, and tell me if you see anything
strange.' As I looked round the band began playing a waltz. I observed
that a few people only passed by us to the dancing-room. I noticed next
that of those few fewer still were young. At last it burst upon me. With
certain exceptions (so rare as to prove the rule), there were no
young girls at Lady Janet's ball. I took Mercy at once back to the
reception-room. Lady Janet's face showed that she, too, was aware of
what had happened. The guests were still arriving. We received the
men and their wives, the men and their mothers, the men and their
grandmothers--but, in place of their unmarried daughters, elaborate
excuses, offered with a shameless politeness wonderful to see. Yes! This
was how the matrons in high life had got over the difficulty of meeting
Mrs. Julian Gray at Lady Janet's house.

"Let me do strict justice to every one. The ladies who _were_ present
showed the needful respect for their hostess. They did their duty--no,
overdid it, is perhaps the better phrase.

"I really had no adequate idea of the coarseness and rudeness which have
filtered their way through society in these later times until I saw the
reception accorded to my wife. The days of prudery and prejudice are
days gone by. Excessive amiability and excessive liberality are the
two favorite assumptions of the modern generation. To see the women
expressing their liberal forgetfulness of my wifely misfortunes, and the
men their amiable anxiety to encourage her husband; to hear the same set
phrases repeated in every room--'So charmed to make your acquaintance,
Mrs. Gray; so _much_ obliged to dear Lady Janet for giving us this
opportunity!--Julian, old man, what a beautiful creature! I envy you;
upon my honor, I envy you!'--to receive this sort of welcome, emphasized
by obtrusive hand-shakings, sometimes actually by downright kissings of
my wife, and then to look round and see that not one in thirty of these
very people had brought their unmarried daughters to the ball, was,
I honestly believe, to see civilized human nature in its basest
conceivable aspect. The New World may have its disappointments in store
for us, but it cannot possibly show us any spectacle so abject as the
spectacle which we witnessed last night at my aunt's ball.

"Lady Janet marked her sense of the proceeding adopted by her guests
by leaving them to themselves. Her guests remained and supped heartily
notwithstanding. They all knew by experience that there were no stale
dishes and no cheap wines at Mablethorpe House. They drank to the end of
the bottle, and they ate to the last truffle in the dish.

"Mercy and I had an interview with my aunt upstairs before we left. I
felt it necessary to state plainly my resolution to leave England. The
scene that followed was so painful that I cannot prevail on myself to
return to it in these pages. My wife is reconciled to our departure; and
Lady Janet accompanies us as far as Plymouth--these are the results. No
words can express my sense of relief, now that it is all settled. The
one sorrow I shall carry away with me from the shores of England will be
the sorrow of parting with dear, warm-hearted Lady Janet. At her age it
is a parting for life.

"So closes my connection with my own country. While I have Mercy by my
side I face the unknown future, certain of carrying my happiness
with me, go where I may. We shall find five hundred adventurers like
ourselves when we join the emigrant ship, for whom their native land has
no occupation and no home. Gentlemen of the Statistical Department, add
two more to the number of social failures produced by England in the
year of our Lord eighteen hundred and seventy-one--Julian Gray and Mercy
Merrick."