THE LION AND THE UNICORN

By Richard Harding Davis




     IN MEMORY OF MANY HOT DAYS AND SOME HOT CORNERS
     THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED TO
     LT.-COL. ARTHUR H. LEE, R.A.
     British Military Attache with the United States Army




Contents

     THE LION AND THE UNICORN

     ON THE FEVER SHIP

     THE MAN WITH ONE TALENT

     THE VAGRANT

     THE LAST RIDE TOGETHER




THE LION AND THE UNICORN

Prentiss had a long lease on the house, and because it stood in Jermyn
Street the upper floors were, as a matter of course, turned into
lodgings for single gentlemen; and because Prentiss was a Florist to the
Queen, he placed a lion and unicorn over his flowershop, just in front
of the middle window on the first floor. By stretching a little, each of
them could see into the window just beyond him, and could hear all that
was said inside; and such things as they saw and heard during the reign
of Captain Carrington, who moved in at the same time they did! By day
the table in the centre of the room was covered with maps, and the
Captain sat with a box of pins, with different-colored flags wrapped
around them, and amused himself by sticking them in the maps and
measuring the spaces in between, swearing meanwhile to himself. It was a
selfish amusement, but it appeared to be the Captain’s only intellectual
pursuit, for at night, the maps were rolled up, and a green cloth was
spread across the table, and there was much company and popping of
soda-bottles, and little heaps of gold and silver were moved this way
and that across the cloth. The smoke drifted out of the open windows,
and the laughter of the Captain’s guests rang out loudly in the empty
street, so that the policeman halted and raised his eyes reprovingly to
the lighted windows, and cabmen drew up beneath them and lay in wait,
dozing on their folded arms, for the Captain’s guests to depart. The
Lion and the Unicorn were rather ashamed of the scandal of it, and they
were glad when, one day, the Captain went away with his tin boxes and
gun-cases piled high on a four-wheeler.

Prentiss stood on the sidewalk and said: “I wish you good luck, sir.”
 And the Captain said: “I’m coming back a Major, Prentiss.” But he never
came back. And one day--the Lion remembered the day very well, for on
that same day the newsboys ran up and down Jermyn Street shouting out
the news of “a ’orrible disaster” to the British arms. It was then that
a young lady came to the door in a hansom, and Prentiss went out to meet
her and led her upstairs. They heard him unlock the Captain’s door and
say, “This is his room, miss,” and after he had gone they watched her
standing quite still by the centre table. She stood there for a very
long time looking slowly about her, and then she took a photograph of
the Captain from the frame on the mantel and slipped it into her pocket,
and when she went out again her veil was down, and she was crying. She
must have given Prentiss as much as a sovereign, for he called her “Your
ladyship,” which he never did under a sovereign.

And she drove off, and they never saw her again either, nor could they
hear the address she gave the cabman. But it was somewhere up St. John’s
Wood way.

After that the rooms were empty for some months, and the Lion and the
Unicorn were forced to amuse themselves with the beautiful ladies and
smart-looking men who came to Prentiss to buy flowers and “buttonholes,”
 and the little round baskets of strawberries, and even the peaches
at three shillings each, which looked so tempting as they lay in the
window, wrapped up in cotton-wool, like jewels of great price.

Then Philip Carroll, the American gentleman, came, and they heard
Prentiss telling him that those rooms had always let for five guineas
a week, which they knew was not true; but they also knew that in the
economy of nations there must always be a higher price for the rich
American, or else why was he given that strange accent, except to betray
him into the hands of the London shopkeeper, and the London cabby?

The American walked to the window toward the west, which was the window
nearest the Lion, and looked out into the graveyard of St. James’s
Church, that stretched between their street and Piccadilly.

“You’re lucky in having a bit of green to look out on,” he said to
Prentiss. “I’ll take these rooms--at five guineas. That’s more than
they’re worth, you know, but as I know it, too, your conscience needn’t
trouble you.”

Then his eyes fell on the Lion, and he nodded to him gravely. “How do
you do?” he said. “I’m coming to live with you for a little time. I
have read about you and your friends over there. It is a hazard of new
fortunes with me, your Majesty, so be kind to me, and if I win, I will
put a new coat of paint on your shield and gild you all over again.”

Prentiss smiled obsequiously at the American’s pleasantry, but the new
lodger only stared at him.

“He seemed a social gentleman,” said the Unicorn, that night, when the
Lion and he were talking it over. “Now the Captain, the whole time he
was here, never gave us so much as a look. This one says he has read of
us.”

“And why not?” growled the Lion. “I hope Prentiss heard what he said of
our needing a new layer of gilt. It’s disgraceful. You can see that Lion
over Scarlett’s, the butcher, as far as Regent Street, and Scarlett is
only one of Salisbury’s creations. He received his Letters-Patent only
two years back. We date from Palmerston.”

The lodger came up the street just at that moment, and stopped and
looked up at the Lion and the Unicorn from the sidewalk, before he
opened the door with his night-key. They heard him enter the room and
feel on the mantel for his pipe, and a moment later he appeared at the
Lion’s window and leaned on the sill, looking down into the street below
and blowing whiffs of smoke up into the warm night-air.

It was a night in June, and the pavements were dry under foot and the
streets were filled with well-dressed people, going home from the play,
and with groups of men in black and white, making their way to supper
at the clubs. Hansoms of inky-black, with shining lamps inside and out,
dashed noiselessly past on mysterious errands, chasing close on each
other’s heels on a mad race, each to its separate goal. From the cross
streets rose the noises of early night, the rumble of the ’buses, the
creaking of their brakes, as they unlocked, the cries of the “extras,”
 and the merging of thousands of human voices in a dull murmur. The great
world of London was closing its shutters for the night, and putting out
the lights; and the new lodger from across the sea listened to it with
his heart beating quickly, and laughed to stifle the touch of fear and
homesickness that rose in him.

“I have seen a great play to-night,” he said to the Lion, “nobly played
by great players. What will they care for my poor wares? I see that I
have been over-bold. But we cannot go back now--not yet.”

He knocked the ashes out of his pipe, and nodded “good-night” to the
great world beyond his window. “What fortunes lie with ye, ye lights of
London town?” he quoted, smiling. And they heard him close the door of
his bedroom, and lock it for the night.

The next morning he bought many geraniums from Prentiss and placed them
along the broad cornice that stretched across the front of the house
over the shop window. The flowers made a band of scarlet on either side
of the Lion as brilliant as a Tommy’s jacket.

“I am trying to propitiate the British Lion by placing flowers before
his altar,” the American said that morning to a visitor.

“The British public you mean,” said the visitor; “they are each likely
to tear you to pieces.”

“Yes, I have heard that the pit on the first night of a bad play is
something awful,” hazarded the American.

“Wait and see,” said the visitor.

“Thank you,” said the American, meekly.

Every one who came to the first floor front talked about a play. It
seemed to be something of great moment to the American. It was only a
bundle of leaves printed in red and black inks and bound in brown
paper covers. There were two of them, and the American called them by
different names: one was his comedy and one was his tragedy.

“They are both likely to be tragedies,” the Lion heard one of the
visitors say to another, as they drove away together. “Our young friend
takes it too seriously.”

The American spent most of his time by his desk at the window writing on
little blue pads and tearing up what he wrote, or in reading over one of
the plays to himself in a loud voice. In time the number of his visitors
increased, and to some of these he would read his play; and after they
had left him he was either depressed and silent or excited and jubilant.
The Lion could always tell when he was happy because then he would go to
the side table and pour himself out a drink and say, “Here’s to me,” but
when he was depressed he would stand holding the glass in his hand, and
finally pour the liquor back into the bottle again and say, “What’s the
use of that?”

After he had been in London a month he wrote less and was more
frequently abroad, sallying forth in beautiful raiment, and coming home
by daylight.

And he gave suppers too, but they were less noisy than the Captain’s had
been, and the women who came to them were much more beautiful, and their
voices when they spoke were sweet and low. Sometimes one of the women
sang, and the men sat in silence while the people in the street below
stopped to listen, and would say, “Why, that is So-and-So singing,” and
the Lion and the Unicorn wondered how they could know who it was when
they could not see her.

The lodger’s visitors came to see him at all hours. They seemed to
regard his rooms as a club, where they could always come for a bite to
eat or to write notes; and others treated it like a lawyer’s office and
asked advice on all manner of strange subjects. Sometimes the visitor
wanted to know whether the American thought she ought to take £10 a
week and go on tour, or stay in town and try to live on £8; or whether
she should paint landscapes that would not sell, or racehorses that
would; or whether Reggie really loved her and whether she really loved
Reggie; or whether the new part in the piece at the Court was better
than the old part at Terry’s, and wasn’t she getting too old to play
“ingenues” anyway.

The lodger seemed to be a general adviser, and smoked and listened
with grave consideration, and the Unicorn thought his judgment was most
sympathetic and sensible.

Of all the beautiful ladies who came to call on the lodger the one the
Unicorn liked the best was the one who wanted to know whether she loved
Reggie and whether Reggie loved her. She discussed this so interestingly
while she consumed tea and thin slices of bread that the Unicorn almost
lost his balance in leaning forward to listen. Her name was Marion
Cavendish and it was written over many photographs which stood in silver
frames in the lodger’s rooms. She used to make the tea herself, while
the lodger sat and smoked; and she had a fascinating way of doubling the
thin slices of bread into long strips and nibbling at them like a mouse
at a piece of cheese. She had wonderful little teeth and Cupid’s-bow
lips, and she had a fashion of lifting her veil only high enough for one
to see the two Cupid-bow lips. When she did that the American used to
laugh, at nothing apparently, and say, “Oh, I guess Reggie loves you
well enough.”

“But do I love Reggie?” she would ask sadly, with her tea-cup held
poised in air.

“I am sure I hope not,” the lodger would reply, and she would put down
the veil quickly, as one would drop a curtain over a beautiful picture,
and rise with great dignity and say, “if you talk like that I shall not
come again.”

She was sure that if she could only get some work to do her head would
be filled with more important matters than whether Reggie loved her or
not.

“But the managers seem inclined to cut their cavendish very fine just
at present,” she said. “If I don’t get a part soon,” she announced, “I
shall ask Mitchell to put me down on the list for recitations at evening
parties.”

“That seems a desperate revenge,” said the American; “and besides, I
don’t want you to get a part, because some one might be idiotic enough
to take my comedy, and if he should, you must play Nancy.”

“I would not ask for any salary if I could play Nancy,” Miss Cavendish
answered.

They spoke of a great many things, but their talk always ended by her
saying that there must be some one with sufficient sense to see that
his play was a great play, and by his saying that none but she must play
Nancy.

The Lion preferred the tall girl with masses and folds of brown hair,
who came from America to paint miniatures of the British aristocracy.
Her name was Helen Cabot, and he liked her because she was so brave and
fearless, and so determined to be independent of every one, even of the
lodger--especially of the lodger, who it appeared had known her
very well at home. The lodger, they gathered, did not wish her to be
independent of him and the two Americans had many arguments and disputes
about it, but she always said, “It does no good, Philip; it only hurts
us both when you talk so. I care for nothing, and for no one but my art,
and, poor as it is, it means everything to me, and you do not, and, of
course, the man I am to marry, must.” Then Carroll would talk, walking
up and down, and looking very fierce and determined, and telling her
how he loved her in such a way that it made her look even more proud and
beautiful. And she would say more gently, “It is very fine to think that
any one can care for like that, and very helpful. But unless I cared in
the same way it would be wicked of me to marry you, and besides--” She
would add very quickly to prevent his speaking again--“I don’t want
to marry you or anybody, and I never shall. I want to be free and to
succeed in my work, just as you want to succeed in your work. So please
never speak of this again.” When she went away the lodger used to sit
smoking in the big arm-chair and beat the arms with his hands, and he
would pace up and down the room while his work would lie untouched and
his engagements pass forgotten.

Summer came and London was deserted, dull, and dusty, but the lodger
stayed on in Jermyn Street. Helen Cabot had departed on a round of
visits to country houses in Scotland, where, as she wrote him, she was
painting miniatures of her hosts and studying the game of golf. Miss
Cavendish divided her days between the river and one of the West End
theatres. She was playing a small part in a farce-comedy.

One day she came up from Cookham earlier than usual, looking very
beautiful in a white boating frock and a straw hat with a Leander
ribbon. Her hands and arms were hard with dragging a punting pole and
she was sunburnt and happy, and hungry for tea.

“Why don’t you come down to Cookham and get out of this heat?” Miss
Cavendish asked. “You need it; you look ill.”

“I’d like to, but I can’t,” said Carroll. “The fact is, I paid in
advance for these rooms, and if I lived anywhere else I’d be losing five
guineas a week on them.”

Miss Cavendish regarded him severely. She had never quite mastered his
American humor.

“But five guineas--why that’s nothing to you,” she said. Something in
the lodger’s face made her pause. “You don’t mean----”

“Yes, I do,” said the lodger, smiling. “You see, I started in to lay
siege to London without sufficient ammunition. London is a large
town, and it didn’t fall as quickly as I thought it would. So I am
economizing. Mr. Lockhart’s Coffee Rooms and I are no longer strangers.”

Miss Cavendish put down her cup of tea untasted and leaned toward him

“Are you in earnest?” she asked. “For how long?”

“Oh, for the last month,” replied the lodger; “they are not at all
bad--clean and wholesome and all that.”

“But the suppers you gave us, and this,” she cried, suddenly, waving her
hands over the pretty tea-things, “and the cake and muffins?”

“My friends, at least,” said Carroll, “need not go to Lockhart’s.”

“And the Savoy?” asked Miss Cavendish, mournfully shaking her head.

“A dream of the past,” said Carroll, waving his pipe through the
smoke. “Gatti’s? Yes, on special occasions; but for necessity, the
Chancellor’s, where one gets a piece of the prime roast beef of Old
England, from Chicago, and potatoes for ninepence--a pot of bitter
twopence-halfpenny, and a penny for the waiter. It’s most amusing on
the whole. I am learning a little about London, and some things about
myself. They are both most interesting subjects.”

“Well, I don’t like it,” Miss Cavendish declared helplessly. “When I
think of those suppers and the flowers, I feel--I feel like a robber.”

“Don’t,” begged Carroll. “I am really the most happy of men--that is, as
the chap says in the play, I would be if I wasn’t so damned miserable.
But I owe no man a penny and I have assets--I have £80 to last me
through the winter and two marvellous plays; and I love, next to
yourself, the most wonderful woman God ever made. That’s enough.”

“But I thought you made such a lot of money by writing?” asked Miss
Cavendish.

“I do--that is, I could,” answered Carroll, “if I wrote the things that
sell; but I keep on writing plays that won’t.”

“And such plays!” exclaimed Marion, warmly; “and to think that they are
going begging.” She continued indignantly, “I can’t imagine what the
managers do want.”

“I know what they don’t want,” said the American. Miss Cavendish drummed
impatiently on the tea-tray.

“I wish you wouldn’t be so abject about it,” she said. “If I were a man
I’d make them take those plays.”

“How?” asked the American; “with a gun?”

“Well, I’d keep at it until they read them,” declared Marion. “I’d sit
on their front steps all night and I’d follow them in cabs, and I’d lie
in wait for them at the stage-door. I’d just make them take them.”

Carroll sighed and stared at the ceiling. “I guess I’ll give up and go
home,” he said.

“Oh, yes, do, run away before you are beaten,” said Miss Cavendish,
scornfully. “Why, you can’t go now. Everybody will be back in town soon,
and there are a lot of new plays coming on, and some of them are sure
to be failures, and that’s our chance. You rush in with your piece and
somebody may take it sooner than close the theatre.”

“I’m thinking of closing the theatre myself,” said Carroll. “What’s the
use of my hanging on here?” he exclaimed. “It distresses Helen to know I
am in London, feeling about her as I do--and the Lord only knows how it
distresses me. And, maybe, if I went away,” he said, consciously, “she
might miss me. She might see the difference.”

Miss Cavendish held herself erect and pressed her lips together with a
severe smile. “If Helen Cabot doesn’t see the difference between you
and the other men she knows now,” she said, “I doubt if she ever will.
Besides--” she continued, and then hesitated. “Well, go on,” urged
Carroll.

“Well, I was only going to say,” she explained, “that leaving the girl
alone never did the man any good unless he left her alone willingly.
If she’s sure he still cares, it’s just the same to her where he is. He
might as well stay on in London as go to South Africa. It won’t help
him any. The difference comes when she finds he has stopped caring. Why,
look at Reggie. He tried that. He went away for ever so long, but
he kept writing me from wherever he went, so that he was perfectly
miserable--and I went on enjoying myself. Then when he came back, he
tried going about with his old friends again. He used to come to the
theatre with them--oh, with such nice girls--but he always stood in the
back of the box and yawned and scowled--so I knew. And, anyway, he’d
always spoil it all by leaving them and waiting at the stage entrance
for me. But one day he got tired of the way I treated him and went
off on a bicycle tour with Lady Hacksher’s girls and some men from his
regiment, and he was gone three weeks and never sent me even a line; and
I got so scared; I couldn’t sleep, and I stood it for three days more,
and then I wired him to come back or I’d jump off London Bridge; and he
came back that very night from Edinburgh on the express, and I was so
glad to see him that I got confused, and in the general excitement I
promised to marry him, so that’s how it was with us.”

“Yes,” said the American, without enthusiasm; “but then I still care,
and Helen knows I care.”

“Doesn’t she ever fancy that you might care for some one else? You have
a lot of friends, you know.”

“Yes, but she knows they are just that--friends,” said the American.

Miss Cavendish stood up to go, and arranged her veil before the mirror
above the fireplace.

“I come here very often to tea,” she said.

“It’s very kind of you,” said Carroll. He was at the open window,
looking down into the street for a cab.

“Well, no one knows I am engaged to Reggie,” continued Miss Cavendish,
“except you and Reggie, and he isn’t so sure. SHE doesn’t know it.”

“Well?” said Carroll.

Miss Cavendish smiled a mischievous kindly smile at him from the mirror.

“Well?” she repeated, mockingly. Carroll stared at her and laughed.
After a pause he said: “It’s like a plot in a comedy. But I’m afraid I’m
too serious for play-acting.”

“Yes, it is serious,” said Miss Cavendish. She seated herself again
and regarded the American thoughtfully. “You are too good a man to be
treated the way that girl is treating you, and no one knows it better
than she does. She’ll change in time, but just now she thinks she wants
to be independent. She’s in love with this picture-painting idea, and
with the people she meets. It’s all new to her--the fuss they make over
her and the titles, and the way she is asked about. We know she can’t
paint. We know they only give her commissions because she’s so young
and pretty, and American. She amuses them, that’s all. Well, that cannot
last; she’ll find it out. She’s too clever a girl, and she is too fine
a girl to be content with that long. Then--then she’ll come back to you.
She feels now that she has both you and the others, and she’s making
you wait: so wait and be cheerful. She’s worth waiting for; she’s young,
that’s all. She’ll see the difference in time. But, in the meanwhile, it
would hurry matters a bit if she thought she had to choose between the
new friends and you.”

“She could still keep her friends, and marry me,” said Carroll; “I have
told her that a hundred times. She could still paint miniatures and
marry me. But she won’t marry me.”

“She won’t marry you because she knows she can whenever she wants to;”
 cried Marion. “Can’t you see that? But if she thought you were going to
marry some one else now?”

“She would be the first to congratulate me,” said Carroll. He rose and
walked to the fireplace, where he leaned with his arm on the mantel.
There was a photograph of Helen Cabot near his hand, and he turned this
toward him and stood for some time staring at it. “My dear Marion,” he
said at last, “I’ve known Helen ever since she was as young as that.
Every year I’ve loved her more, and found new things in her to care for;
now I love her more than any other man ever loved any other woman.”

Miss Cavendish shook her head sympathetically.

“Yes, I know,” she said; “that’s the way Reggie loves me, too.”

Carroll went on as though he had not heard her.

“There’s a bench in St. James’s Park,” he said, “where we used to sit
when she first came here, when she didn’t know so many people. We used
to go there in the morning and throw penny buns to the ducks. That’s
been my amusement this summer since you’ve all been away--sitting on
that bench, feeding penny buns to the silly ducks--especially the black
one, the one she used to like best. And I make pilgrimages to all the
other places we ever visited together, and try to pretend she is with
me. And I support the crossing sweeper at Lansdowne Passage because she
once said she felt sorry for him. I do all the other absurd things that
a man in love tortures himself by doing. But to what end? She knows how
I care, and yet she won’t see why we can’t go on being friends as we
once were. What’s the use of it all?”

“She is young, I tell you,” repeated Miss Cavendish, “and she’s too sure
of you. You’ve told her you care; now try making her think you don’t
care.”

Carroll shook his head impatiently.

“I will not stoop to such tricks and pretence, Marion,” he cried
impatiently. “All I have is my love for her; if I have to cheat and to
trap her into caring, the whole thing would be degraded.”

Miss Cavendish shrugged her shoulders and walked to the door. “Such
amateurs!” she exclaimed, and banged the door after her.

Carroll never quite knew how he had come to make a confidante of Miss
Cavendish. Helen and he had met her when they first arrived in London,
and as she had acted for a season in the United States, she adopted
the two Americans--and told Helen where to go for boots and hats, and
advised Carroll about placing his plays. Helen soon made other friends,
and deserted the artists, with whom her work had first thrown her. She
seemed to prefer the society of the people who bought her paintings, and
who admired and made much of the painter. As she was very beautiful and
at an age when she enjoyed everything in life keenly and eagerly, to
give her pleasure was in itself a distinct pleasure; and the worldly
tired people she met were considering their own entertainment quite
as much as hers when they asked her to their dinners and dances, or
to spend a week with them in the country. In her way, she was as
independent as was Carroll in his, and as she was not in love, as he
was, her life was not narrowed down to but one ideal. But she was not
so young as to consider herself infallible, and she had one excellent
friend on whom she was dependent for advice and to whose directions she
submitted implicitly. This was Lady Gower, the only person to whom Helen
had spoken of Carroll and of his great feeling for her. Lady Gower,
immediately after her marriage, had been a conspicuous and brilliant
figure in that set in London which works eighteen hours a day to keep
itself amused, but after the death of her husband she had disappeared
into the country as completely as though she had entered a convent,
and after several years had then re-entered the world as a professional
philanthropist. Her name was now associated entirely with Women’s
Leagues, with committees that presented petitions to Parliament, and
with public meetings, at which she spoke with marvellous ease and
effect. Her old friends said she had taken up this new pose as an outlet
for her nervous energies, and as an effort to forget the man who alone
had made life serious to her. Others knew her as an earnest woman,
acting honestly for what she thought was right. Her success, all
admitted, was due to her knowledge of the world and to her sense of
humor, which taught her with whom to use her wealth and position, and
when to demand what she wanted solely on the ground that the cause was
just.

She had taken more than a fancy for Helen, and the position of the
beautiful, motherless girl had appealed to her as one filled with
dangers. When she grew to know Helen better, she recognized that these
fears were quite unnecessary, and as she saw more of her she learned
to care for her deeply. Helen had told her much of Carroll and of his
double purpose in coming to London; of his brilliant work and his lack
of success in having it recognized; and of his great and loyal devotion
to her, and of his lack of success, not in having that recognized, but
in her own inability to return it. Helen was proud that she had been
able to make Carroll care for her as he did, and that there was anything
about her which could inspire a man whom she admired so much, to believe
in her so absolutely and for so long a time. But what convinced her that
the outcome for which he hoped was impossible, was the very fact that
she could admire him, and see how fine and unselfish his love for her
was, and yet remain untouched by it.

She had been telling Lady Gower one day of the care he had taken of her
ever since she was fourteen years of age, and had quoted some of the
friendly and loverlike acts he had performed in her service, until one
day they had both found out that his attitude of the elder brother was
no longer possible, and that he loved her in the old and only way. Lady
Gower looked at her rather doubtfully and smiled.

“I wish you would bring him to see me, Helen” she said; “I think I
should like your friend very much. From what you tell me of him I doubt
if you will find many such men waiting for you in this country. Our men
marry for reasons of property, or they love blindly, and are exacting
and selfish before and after they are married. I know, because so many
women came to me when my husband was alive to ask how it was that I
continued so happy in my married life.”

“But I don’t want to marry any one,” Helen remonstrated gently.
“American girls are not always thinking only of getting married.”

“What I meant was this,” said Lady Gower, “that, in my experience, I
have heard of but few men who care in the way this young man seems to
care for you. You say you do not love him; but if he had wanted to gain
my interest, he could not have pleaded his cause better than you have
done. He seems to see your faults and yet love you still, in spite of
them--or on account of them. And I like the things he does for you. I
like, for instance, his sending you the book of the moment every week
for two years. That shows a most unswerving spirit of devotion. And the
story of the broken bridge in the woods is a wonderful story. If I were
a young girl, I could love a man for that alone. It was a beautiful
thing to do.”

Helen sat with her chin on her hands, deeply considering this new point
of view.

“I thought it very foolish of him,” she confessed questioningly, “to
take such a risk for such a little thing.”

Lady Gower smiled down at her from the height of her many years.

“Wait,” she said dryly, “you are very young now--and very rich; every
one is crowding to give you pleasure, to show his admiration. You are
a very fortunate girl. But later, these things which some man has done
because he loved you, and which you call foolish, will grow large in
your life, and shine out strongly, and when you are discouraged and
alone, you will take them out, and the memory of them will make you
proud and happy. They are the honors which women wear in secret.”

Helen came back to town in September, and for the first few days was so
occupied in refurnishing her studio and in visiting the shops that she
neglected to send Carroll word of her return. When she found that a
whole week had passed without her having made any effort to see him,
and appreciated how the fact would hurt her friend, she was filled with
remorse, and drove at once in great haste to Jermyn Street, to announce
her return in person. On the way she decided that she would soften the
blow of her week of neglect by asking him to take her out to luncheon.
This privilege she had once or twice accorded him, and she felt that the
pleasure these excursions gave Carroll were worth the consternation they
caused to Lady Gower.

The servant was uncertain whether Mr. Carroll was at home or not, but
Helen was too intent upon making restitution to wait for the fact to be
determined, and, running up the stairs, knocked sharply at the door of
his study.

A voice bade her come in, and she entered, radiant and smiling her
welcome. But Carroll was not there to receive it, and instead, Marion
Cavendish looked up at her from his desk where she was busily writing.
Helen paused with a surprised laugh, but Marion sprang up and hailed her
gladly. They met half way across the room and kissed each other with the
most friendly feeling.

Philip was out, Marion said, and she had just stepped in for a moment to
write him a note. If Helen would excuse her, she would finish it, as she
was late for rehearsal.

But she asked over her shoulder, with great interest, if Helen had
passed a pleasant summer. She thought she had never seen her looking so
well. Helen thought Miss Cavendish herself was looking very well also,
but Marion said no; that she was too sunburnt, she would not be able to
wear a dinner-dress for a month. There was a pause while Marion’s quill
scratched violently across Carroll’s note-paper. Helen felt that in some
way she was being treated as an intruder; or worse, as a guest. She did
not sit down, it seemed impossible to do so, but she moved uncertainly
about the room. She noted that there were many changes, it seemed more
bare and empty; her picture was still on the writing-desk, but there
were at least six new photographs of Marion. Marion herself had brought
them to the room that morning, and had carefully arranged them in
conspicuous places. But Helen could not know that. She thought there was
an unnecessary amount of writing scribbled over the face of each.

Marion addressed her letter and wrote “Immediate” across the envelope,
and placed it before the clock on the mantelshelf. “You will find Philip
looking very badly,” she said, as she pulled on her gloves. “He has been
in town all summer, working very hard--he has had no holiday at all. I
don’t think he’s well. I have been a great deal worried about him,” she
added. Her face was bent over the buttons of her glove, and when she
raised her blue eyes to Helen they were filled with serious concern.

“Really,” Helen stammered, “I--I didn’t know--in his letters he seemed
very cheerful.”

Marion shook her head and turned and stood looking thoughtfully out of
the window. “He’s in a very hard place,” she began abruptly, and then
stopped as though she had thought better of what she intended to say.
Helen tried to ask her to go on, but could not bring herself to do so.
She wanted to get away.

“I tell him he ought to leave London,” Marion began again; “he needs a
change and a rest.”

“I should think he might,” Helen agreed, “after three months of this
heat. He wrote me he intended going to Herne Bay or over to Ostend.”

“Yes, he had meant to go,” Marion answered. She spoke with the air of
one who possessed the most intimate knowledge of Carroll’s movements and
plans, and change of plans. “But he couldn’t,” she added. “He couldn’t
afford it. Helen,” she said, turning to the other girl, dramatically,
“do you know--I believe that Philip is very poor.”

Miss Cabot exclaimed incredulously, “Poor!” She laughed. “Why, what do
you mean?”

“I mean that he has no money,” Marion answered, sharply. “These rooms
represent nothing. He only keeps them on because he paid for them in
advance. He’s been living on three shillings a day. That’s poor for him.
He takes his meals at cabmen’s shelters and at Lockhart’s, and he’s been
doing so for a month.”

Helen recalled with a guilty thrill the receipt of certain boxes of
La France roses--cut long, in the American fashion--which had arrived
within the last month at various country houses. She felt indignant
at herself, and miserable. Her indignation was largely due to the
recollection that she had given these flowers to her hostess to decorate
the dinner-table.

She hated to ask this girl of things which she should have known better
than any one else. But she forced herself to do it. She felt she must
know certainly and at once.

“How do you know this?” she asked. “Are you sure there is no mistake?”

“He told me himself,” said Marion, “when he talked of letting the plays
go and returning to America. He said he must go back; that his money was
gone.”

“He is gone to America!” Helen said, blankly.

“No, he wanted to go, but I wouldn’t let him,” Marion went on. “I told
him that some one might take his play any day. And this third one he has
written, the one he finished this summer in town, is the best of all, I
think. It’s a love-story. It’s quite beautiful.” She turned and
arranged her veil at the glass, and as she did so, her eyes fell on the
photographs of herself scattered over the mantelpiece, and she smiled
slightly. But Helen did not see her--she was sitting down now, pulling
at the books on the table. She was confused and disturbed by emotions
which were quite strange to her, and when Marion bade her good-by she
hardly noticed her departure. What impressed her most of all in what
Marion had told her, was, she was surprised to find, that Philip was
going away. That she herself had frequently urged him to do so, for his
own peace of mind, seemed now of no consequence. Now that he seriously
contemplated it, she recognized that his absence meant to her a change
in everything. She felt for the first time the peculiar place he held
in her life. Even if she had seen him but seldom, the fact that he was
within call had been more of a comfort and a necessity to her than she
understood.

That he was poor, concerned her chiefly because she knew that, although
this condition could only be but temporary, it would distress him not to
have his friends around him, and to entertain them as he had been used
to do. She wondered eagerly if she might offer to help him, but a second
thought assured her that, for a man, that sort of help from a woman was
impossible.

She resented the fact that Marion was deep in his confidence; that it
was Marion who had told her of his changed condition and of his plans.
It annoyed her so acutely that she could not remain in the room where
she had seen her so complacently in possession. And after leaving a
brief note for Philip, she went away. She stopped a hansom at the door,
and told the man to drive along the Embankment--she wanted to be quite
alone, and she felt she could see no one until she had thought it all
out, and had analyzed the new feelings.

So for several hours she drove slowly up and down, sunk far back in
the cushions of the cab, and staring with unseeing eyes at the white
enamelled tariff and the black dash-board.

She assured herself that she was not jealous of Marion, because, in
order to be jealous, she first would have to care for Philip in the very
way she could not bring herself to do.

She decided that his interest in Marion hurt her, because it showed that
Philip was not capable of remaining true to the one ideal of his life.
She was sure that this explained her feelings--she was disappointed that
he had not kept up to his own standard; that he was weak enough to turn
aside from it for the first pretty pair of eyes. But she was too honest
and too just to accept that diagnosis of her feelings as final--she knew
there had been many pairs of eyes in America and in London, and that
though Philip had seen them, he had not answered them when they spoke.
No, she confessed frankly, she was hurt with herself for neglecting her
old friend so selfishly and for so long a time; his love gave him claims
on her consideration, at least, and she had forgotten that and him, and
had run after strange gods and allowed others to come in and take her
place, and to give him the sympathy and help which she should have been
the first to offer, and which would have counted more when coming from
her than from any one else. She determined to make amends at once
for her thoughtlessness and selfishness, and her brain was pleasantly
occupied with plans and acts of kindness. It was a new entertainment,
and she found she delighted in it. She directed the cabman to go to
Solomons’s, and from there sent Philip a bunch of flowers and a line
saying that on the following day she was coming to take tea with him.
She had a guilty feeling that he might consider her friendly advances
more seriously than she meant them, but it was her pleasure to be
reckless: her feelings were running riotously, and the sensation was so
new that she refused to be circumspect or to consider consequences. Who
could tell, she asked herself with a quick, frightened gasp, but that,
after all, it might be that she was learning to care? From Solomons’s
she bade the man drive to the shop in Cranbourne Street where she was
accustomed to purchase the materials she used in painting, and Fate,
which uses strange agents to work out its ends, so directed it that
the cabman stopped a few doors below this shop, and opposite one where
jewelry and other personal effects were bought and sold. At any other
time, or had she been in any other mood, what followed might not have
occurred, but Fate, in the person of the cabman, arranged it so that the
hour and the opportunity came together.

There were some old mezzotints in the window of the loan shop, a string
of coins and medals, a row of new French posters; and far down to the
front a tray filled with gold and silver cigarette-cases and watches and
rings. It occurred to Helen, who was still bent on making restitution
for her neglect, that a cigarette-case would be more appropriate for a
man than flowers, and more lasting. And she scanned the contents of
the window with the eye of one who now saw in everything only something
which might give Philip pleasure. The two objects of value in the tray
upon which her eyes first fell were the gold seal-ring with which Philip
had sealed his letters to her, and, lying next to it, his gold watch!
There was something almost human in the way the ring and watch spoke to
her from the past--in the way they appealed to her to rescue them from
the surroundings to which they had been abandoned. She did not know what
she meant to do with them nor how she could return them to Philip; but
there was no question of doubt in her manner as she swept with a rush
into the shop. There was no attempt, either, at bargaining in the way
in which she pointed out to the young woman behind the counter the
particular ring and watch she wanted. They had not been left as
collateral, the young woman said; they had been sold outright.

“Then any one can buy them?” Helen asked eagerly. “They are for sale to
the public--to any one?”


The young woman made note of the customer’s eagerness, but with an
unmoved countenance.

“Yes, miss, they are for sale. The ring is four pounds and the watch
twenty-five.”

“Twenty-nine pounds!” Helen gasped.

That was more money than she had in the world, but the fact did not
distress her, for she had a true artistic disregard for ready money, and
the absence of it had never disturbed her. But now it assumed a sudden
and alarming value. She had ten pounds in her purse and ten pounds at
her studio--these were just enough to pay for a quarter’s rent and the
rates, and there was a hat and cloak in Bond Street which she certainly
must have. Her only assets consisted of the possibility that some one
might soon order a miniature, and to her mind that was sufficient. Some
one always had ordered a miniature, and there was no reasonable doubt
but that some one would do it again. For a moment she questioned if it
would not be sufficient if she bought the ring and allowed the watch
to remain. But she recognized that the ring meant more to her than the
watch, while the latter, as an old heirloom which had been passed down
to him from a great-grandfather, meant more to Philip. It was for
Philip she was doing this, she reminded herself. She stood holding his
possessions, one in each hand, and looking at the young woman blankly.
She had no doubt in her mind that at least part of the money he had
received for them had paid for the flowers he had sent to her in
Scotland. The certainty of this left her no choice. She laid the ring
and watch down and pulled the only ring she possessed from her own
finger. It was a gift from Lady Gower. She had no doubt that it was of
great value.

“Can you lend me some money on that?” she asked. It was the first time
she had conducted a business transaction of this nature, and she felt as
though she were engaging in a burglary.

“We don’t lend money, miss,” the girl said, “we buy outright. I can give
you twenty-eight shillings for this,” she added.

“Twenty-eight shillings,” Helen gasped; “why, it is worth--oh, ever so
much more than that!”

“That is all it is worth to us,” the girl answered. She regarded the
ring indifferently and laid it away from her on the counter. The action
was final.

Helen’s hands rose slowly to her breast, where a pretty watch dangled
from a bowknot of crushed diamonds. It was her only possession, and she
was very fond of it. It also was the gift of one of the several great
ladies who had adopted her since her residence in London. Helen had
painted a miniature of this particular great lady which had looked so
beautiful that the pleasure which the original of the portrait derived
from the thought that she still really looked as she did in the
miniature was worth more to her than many diamonds.

But it was different with Helen, and no one could count what it cost her
to tear away her one proud possession.

“What will you give me for this?” she asked defiantly.

The girl’s eyes showed greater interest. “I can give you twenty pounds
for that,” she said.

“Take it, please,” Helen begged, as though she feared if she kept it a
moment longer she might not be able to make the sacrifice.

“That will be enough now,” she went on, taking out her ten-pound note.
She put Lady Gower’s ring back upon her finger and picked up Philip’s
ring and watch with the pleasure of one who has come into a great
fortune. She turned back at the door.

“Oh,” she stammered, “in case any one should inquire, you are not to say
who bought these.”

“No, miss, certainly not,” said the woman. Helen gave the direction to
the cabman and, closing the doors of the hansom, sat looking down at the
watch and the ring, as they lay in her lap. The thought that they had
been his most valued possessions, which he had abandoned forever, and
that they were now entirely hers, to do with as she liked, filled her
with most intense delight and pleasure. She took up the heavy gold ring
and placed it on the little finger of her left hand; it was much too
large, and she removed it and balanced it for a moment doubtfully in the
palm of her right hand. She was smiling, and her face was lit with shy
and tender thoughts. She cast a quick glance to the left and right as
though fearful that people passing in the street would observe her, and
then slipped the ring over the fourth finger of her left hand. She gazed
at it with a guilty smile and then, covering it hastily with her other
hand, leaned back, clasping it closely, and sat frowning far out before
her with puzzled eyes.

To Carroll all roads led past Helen’s studio, and during the summer,
while she had been absent in Scotland it was one of his sad pleasures to
make a pilgrimage to her street and to pause opposite the house and look
up at the empty windows of her rooms.

It was during this daily exercise that he learned, through the arrival
of her luggage, of her return to London, and when day followed day
without her having shown any desire to see him or to tell him of her
return he denounced himself most bitterly as a fatuous fool.

At the end of the week he sat down and considered his case quite calmly.
For three years he had loved this girl, deeply and tenderly. He had been
lover, brother, friend, and guardian. During that time, even though she
had accepted him in every capacity except as that of the prospective
husband, she had never given him any real affection, nor sympathy, nor
help; all she had done for him had been done without her knowledge or
intent. To know her, to love her, and to scheme to give her pleasure had
been its own reward, and the only one. For the last few months he had
been living like a crossing-sweeper in order to be able to stay in
London until she came back to it, and that he might still send her the
gifts he had always laid on her altar. He had not seen her in three
months. Three months that had been to him a blank, except for his
work--which like all else that he did, was inspired and carried on for
her. Now at last she had returned and had shown that, even as a friend,
he was of so little account in her thoughts, of so little consequence in
her life, that after this long absence she had no desire to learn of his
welfare or to see him--she did not even give him the chance to see her.
And so, placing these facts before him for the first time since he had
loved her, he considered what was due to himself. “Was it good enough?”
 he asked. “Was it just that he should continue to wear out his soul and
body for this girl who did not want what he had to give, who treated him
less considerately than a man whom she met for the first time at dinner?”
 He felt he had reached the breaking-point; that the time had come when
he must consider what he owed to himself. There could never be any other
woman save Helen, but as it was not to be Helen, he could no longer,
with self-respect, continue to proffer his love only to see it slighted
and neglected. He was humble enough concerning himself, but of his love
he was very proud. Other men could give her more in wealth or position,
but no one could ever love her as he did. “He that hath more let
him give,” he had often quoted to her defiantly, as though he were
challenging the world, and now he felt he must evolve a make-shift world
of his own--a world in which she was not his only spring of acts; he
must begin all over again and keep his love secret and sacred until she
understood it and wanted it. And if she should never want it he would at
least have saved it from many rebuffs and insults.

With this determination strong in him, the note Helen had left for him
after her talk with Marion, and the flowers, and the note with them,
saying she was coming to take tea on the morrow, failed to move him
except to make him more bitter. He saw in them only a tardy recognition
of her neglect--an effort to make up to him for thoughtlessness which,
from her, hurt him worse than studied slight.

A new regime had begun, and he was determined to establish it firmly and
to make it impossible for himself to retreat from it; and in the note
in which he thanked Helen for the flowers and welcomed her to tea, he
declared his ultimatum.

“You know how terribly I feel,” he wrote; “I don’t have to tell you
that, but I cannot always go on dragging out my love and holding it up
to excite your pity as beggars show their sores. I cannot always go on
praying before your altar, cutting myself with knives and calling upon
you to listen to me. You know that there is no one else but you, and
that there never can be any one but you, and that nothing is changed
except that after this I am not going to urge and torment you. I shall
wait as I have always waited--only now I shall wait in silence. You know
just how little, in one way, I have to offer you, and you know just how
much I have in love to offer you. It is now for you to speak--some day,
or never. But you will have to speak first. You will never hear a word
of love from me again. Why should you? You know it is always waiting for
you. But if you should ever want it, you must come to me, and take off
your hat and put it on my table and say, ‘Philip, I have come to stay.’
Whether you can ever do that or not can make no difference in my love
for you. I shall love you always, as no man has ever loved a woman in
this world, but it is you who must speak first; for me, the rest is
silence.”

The following morning as Helen was leaving the house she found this
letter lying on the hall-table, and ran back with it to her rooms. A
week before she would have let it lie on the table and read it on her
return. She was conscious that this was what she would have done, and it
pleased her to find that what concerned Philip was now to her the thing
of greatest interest. She was pleased with her own eagerness--her own
happiness was a welcome sign, and she was proud and glad that she was
learning to care.

She read the letter with an anxious pride and pleasure in each word that
was entirely new. Philip’s recriminations did not hurt her, they were
the sign that he cared; nor did his determination not to speak of his
love to her hurt her, for she believed him when he said that he would
always care. She read the letter twice, and then sat for some time
considering the kind of letter Philip would have written had he known
her secret--had he known that the ring he had abandoned was now upon her
finger.

She rose and, crossing to a desk, placed the letter in a drawer, and
then took it out again and re-read the last page. When she had finished
it she was smiling. For a moment she stood irresolute, and then, moving
slowly toward the centre-table, cast a guilty look about her and,
raising her hands, lifted her veil and half withdrew the pins that
fastened her hat.

“Philip,” she began in a frightened whisper, “I have--I have come to--”

The sentence ended in a cry of protest, and she rushed across the room
as though she were running from herself. She was blushing violently.

“Never!” she cried, as she pulled open the door; “I could never do
it--never!”

The following afternoon, when Helen was to come to tea, Carroll decided
that he would receive her with all the old friendliness, but that he
must be careful to subdue all emotion.

He was really deeply hurt at her treatment, and had it not been that she
came on her own invitation he would not of his own accord have sought to
see her. In consequence, he rather welcomed than otherwise the arrival
of Marion Cavendish, who came a half-hour before Helen was expected, and
who followed a hasty knock with a precipitate entrance.

“Sit down,” she commanded breathlessly; “and listen. I’ve been at
rehearsal all day, or I’d have been here before you were awake.” She
seated herself nervously and nodded her head at Carroll in an excited
and mysterious manner.

“What is it?” he asked. “Have you and Reggie--”

“Listen,” Marion repeated, “our fortunes are made; that is what’s the
matter--and I’ve made them. If you took half the interest in your work I
do, you’d have made yours long ago. Last night,” she began impressively,
“I went to a large supper at the Savoy, and I sat next to Charley
Wimpole. He came in late, after everybody had finished, and I attacked
him while he was eating his supper. He said he had been rehearsing
‘Caste’ after the performance; that they’ve put it on as a stop-gap on
account of the failure of the ‘Triflers,’ and that he knew revivals were
of no use; that he would give any sum for a good modern comedy. That
was my cue, and I told him I knew of a better comedy than any he had
produced at his theatre in five years, and that it was going begging.
He laughed, and asked where was he to find this wonderful comedy, and
I said, ‘It’s been in your safe for the last two months and you haven’t
read it.’ He said, ‘Indeed, how do you know that?’ and I said, ‘Because
if you’d read it, it wouldn’t be in your safe, but on your stage.’ So he
asked me what the play was about, and I told him the plot and what sort
of a part his was, and some of his scenes, and he began to take notice.
He forgot his supper, and very soon he grew so interested that he turned
his chair round and kept eying my supper-card to find out who I was, and
at last remembered seeing me in ‘The New Boy’--and a rotten part it was,
too--but he remembered it, and he told me to go on and tell him more
about your play. So I recited it, bit by bit, and he laughed in all the
right places and got very much excited, and said finally that he would
read it the first thing this morning.” Marion paused, breathlessly. “Oh,
yes, and he wrote your address on his cuff,” she added, with the air of
delivering a complete and convincing climax.

Carroll stared at her and pulled excitedly on his pipe.

“Oh, Marion!” he gasped, “suppose he should? He won’t though,” he added,
but eying her eagerly and inviting contradiction.

“He will,” she answered, stoutly, “if he reads it.”

“The other managers read it,” Carroll suggested, doubtfully.

“Yes, but what do they know?” Marion returned, loftily. “He knows.
Charles Wimpole is the only intelligent actor-manager in London.”

There was a sharp knock at the door, which Marion in her excitement had
left ajar, and Prentiss threw it wide open with an impressive sweep, as
though he were announcing royalty: “Mr. Charles Wimpole,” he said.

The actor-manager stopped in the doorway bowing gracefully, his hat
held before him and his hand on his stick as though it were resting on a
foil. He had the face and carriage of a gallant of the days of Congreve,
and he wore his modern frock-coat with as much distinction as if it were
of silk and lace. He was evidently amused. “I couldn’t help overhearing
the last line,” he said, smiling. “It gives me a good entrance.”

Marion gazed at him blankly: “Oh,” she gasped, “we--we--were just
talking about you.”

“If you hadn’t mentioned my name,” the actor said, “I should never have
guessed it. And this is Mr. Carroll, I hope.”

The great man was rather pleased with the situation. As he read it, it
struck him as possessing strong dramatic possibilities: Carroll was the
struggling author on the verge of starvation: Marion, his sweetheart,
flying to him gave him hope; and he was the good fairy arriving in the
nick of time to set everything right and to make the young people happy
and prosperous. He rather fancied himself in the part of the good fairy,
and as he seated himself he bowed to them both in a manner which was
charmingly inclusive and confidential.

“Miss Cavendish, I imagine, has already warned you that you might expect
a visit from me,” he said tentatively. Carroll nodded. He was too much
concerned to interrupt.

“Then I need only tell you,” Wimpole continued, “that I got up at an
absurd hour this morning to read your play; that I did read it; that I
like it immensely--and that if we can come to terms I shall produce it I
shall produce it at once, within a fortnight or three weeks.”

Carroll was staring at him intently and continued doing so after Wimpole
had finished speaking. The actor felt he had somehow missed his point,
or that Carroll could not have understood him, and repeated, “I say I
shall put it in rehearsal at once.”

Carroll rose abruptly, and pushed back his chair. “I should be very
glad,” he murmured, and strode over to the window, where he stood with
his back turned to his guests. Wimpole looked after him with a kindly
smile and nodded his head appreciatively. He had produced even a greater
effect than his lines seemed to warrant. When he spoke again, it was
quite simply, and sincerely, and though he spoke for Carroll’s benefit,
he addressed himself to Marion.

“You were quite right last night,” he said, “it is a most charming piece
of work. I am really extremely grateful to you for bringing it to my
notice.” He rose, and going to Carroll, put his hand on his shoulder.
“My boy,” he said, “I congratulate you. I should like to be your age,
and to have written that play. Come to my theatre to-morrow and we will
talk terms. Talk it over first with your friends, so that I sha’n’t rob
you. Do you think you would prefer a lump sum now, and so be done with
it altogether, or trust that the royalties may--”

“Royalties,” prompted Marion, in an eager aside.

The men laughed. “Quite right,” Wimpole assented, good-humoredly; “it’s
a poor sportsman who doesn’t back his own horse. Well, then, until
to-morrow.”

“But,” Carroll began, “one moment please. I haven’t thanked you.”

“My dear boy,” cried Wimpole, waving him away with his stick, “it is I
who have to thank you.”

“And--and there is a condition,” Carroll said, “which goes with the
play. It is that Miss Cavendish is to have the part of Nancy.”

Wimpole looked serious and considered for a moment.

“Nancy,” he said, “the girl who interferes--a very good part. I have
cast Miss Maddox for it in my mind, but, of course, if the author
insists--”

Marion, with her elbows on the table, clasped her hands appealingly
before her.

“Oh, Mr. Wimpole!” she cried, “you owe me that, at least.”

Carroll leaned over and took both of Marion’s hands in one of his.

“It’s all right,” he said; “the author insists.”

Wimpole waved his stick again as though it were the magic wand of the
good fairy.

“You shall have it,” he said. “I recall your performance in ‘The New
Boy’ with pleasure. I take the play, and Miss Cavendish shall be cast
for Nancy. We shall begin rehearsals at once. I hope you are a quick
study.”

“I’m letter-perfect now{,}” laughed Marion.

Wimpole turned at the door and nodded to them. They were both so young,
so eager, and so jubilant that he felt strangely old and out of it.
“Good-by, then,” he said.

“Good-by, sir,” they both chorussed. And Marion cried after him, “And
thank you a thousand times.”

He turned again and looked back at them, but in their rejoicing they had
already forgotten him. “Bless you, my children,” he said, smiling. As
he was about to close the door a young girl came down the passage toward
it, and as she was apparently going to Carroll’s rooms, the actor left
the door open behind him.

Neither Marion nor Carroll had noticed his final exit. They were both
gazing at each other as though, could they find speech, they would ask
if it were true.

“It’s come at last, Marion,” Philip said, with an uncertain voice.

“I could weep,” cried Marion. “Philip,” she exclaimed, “I would rather
see that play succeed than any play ever written, and I would rather
play that part in it than--Oh, Philip,” she ended. “I’m so proud of
you!” and rising, she threw her arms about his neck and sobbed on his
shoulder.

Carroll raised one of her hands and kissed the tips of her fingers
gently. “I owe it to you, Marion,” he said--“all to you.”

This was the tableau that was presented through the open door to Miss
Helen Cabot, hurrying on her errand of restitution and good-will, and
with Philip’s ring and watch clasped in her hand. They had not heard
her, nor did they see her at the door, so she drew back quickly and ran
along the passage and down the stairs into the street.

She did not need now to analyze her feelings. They were only too
evident. For she could translate what she had just seen as meaning only
one thing--that she had considered Philip’s love so lightly that she had
not felt it passing away from her until her neglect had killed it--until
it was too late. And now that it was too late she felt that without it
her life could not go on. She tried to assure herself that only the fact
that she had lost it made it seem invaluable, but this thought did not
comfort her--she was not deceived by it, she knew that at last she
cared for him deeply and entirely. In her distress she blamed herself
bitterly, but she also blamed Philip no less bitterly for having failed
to wait for her. “He might have known that I must love him in time,” she
repeated to herself again and again. She was so unhappy that her letter
congratulating Philip on his good fortune in having his comedy accepted
seemed to him cold and unfeeling, and as his success meant for him only
what it meant to her, he was hurt and grievously disappointed.

He accordingly turned the more readily to Marion, whose interests
and enthusiasm at the rehearsals of the piece seemed in contrast most
friendly and unselfish. He could not help but compare the attitude of
the two girls at this time, when the failure or success of his best work
was still undecided. He felt that as Helen took so little interest
in his success he could not dare to trouble her with his anxieties
concerning it, and she attributed his silence to his preoccupation and
interest in Marion. So the two grew apart, each misunderstanding the
other and each troubled in spirit at the other’s indifference.

The first night of the play justified all that Marion and Wimpole had
claimed for it, and was a great personal triumph for the new playwright.
The audience was the typical first-night audience of the class which
Charles Wimpole always commanded. It was brilliant, intelligent, and
smart, and it came prepared to be pleased.

From one of the upper stage-boxes Helen and Lady Gower watched the
successful progress of the play with an anxiety almost as keen as that
of the author. To Helen it seemed as though the giving of these lines to
the public--these lines which he had so often read to her, and altered
to her liking--was a desecration. It seemed as though she were losing
him indeed--as though he now belonged to these strange people, all of
whom were laughing and applauding his words, from the German Princess
in the Royal box to the straight-backed Tommy in the pit. Instead of the
painted scene before her, she saw the birch-trees by the river at home,
where he had first read her the speech to which they were now listening
so intensely--the speech in which the hero tells the girl he loves her.
She remembered that at the time she had thought how wonderful it would
be if some day some one made such a speech to her--not Philip--but a man
she loved. And now? If Philip would only make that speech to her now!

He came out at last, with Wimpole leading him, and bowed across a
glaring barrier of lights at a misty but vociferous audience that was
shouting the generous English bravo! and standing up to applaud. He
raised his eyes to the box where Helen sat, and saw her staring down
at the tumult, with her hands clasped under her chin. Her face was
colorless, but lit with the excitement of the moment; and he saw that
she was crying.

Lady Gower, from behind her, was clapping her hands delightedly.

“But, my dear Helen,” she remonstrated breathlessly, “you never told me
he was so good-looking.”

“Yes,” said Helen, rising abruptly, “he is--very good-looking.”

She crossed the box to where her cloak was hanging, but instead of
taking it down buried her face in its folds.

“My dear child!” cried Lady Gower, in dismay. “What is it? The
excitement has been too much for you.”

“No, I am just happy,” sobbed Helen. “I am just happy for him.”

“We will go and tell him so then,” said Lady Gower. “I am sure he would
like to hear it from you to-night.”

Philip was standing in the centre of the stage, surrounded by many
pretty ladies and elderly men. Wimpole was hovering over him as though
he had claims upon him by the right of discovery.

But when Philip saw Helen, he pushed his way toward her eagerly and took
her hand in both of his.

“I am so glad, Phil,” she said. She felt it all so deeply that she was
afraid to say more, but that meant so much to her that she was sure he
would understand.

He had planned it very differently. For a year he had dreamed that, on
the first night of his play, there would be a supper, and that he would
rise and drink her health, and tell his friends and the world that she
was the woman he loved, and that she had agreed to marry him, and that
at last he was able, through the success of his play, to make her his
wife.

And now they met in a crowd to shake hands, and she went her way with
one of her grand ladies, and he was left among a group of chattering
strangers. The great English playwright took him by the hand and in the
hearing of all, praised him gracefully and kindly. It did not matter
to Philip whether the older playwright believed what he said or not; he
knew it was generously meant.

“I envy you this,” the great man was saying. “Don’t lose any of it,
stay and listen to all they have to say. You will never live through the
first night of your first play but once.”

“Yes, I hear them,” said Philip, nervously; “they are all too kind.
But I don’t hear the voice I have been listening for,” he added in a
whisper. The older man pressed his hand again quickly. “My dear boy,” he
said, “I am sorry.”

“Thank you,” Philip answered.

Within a week he had forgotten the great man’s fine words of praise, but
the clasp of his hand he cherished always.

Helen met Marion as she was leaving the stage door and stopped to
congratulate her on her success in the new part. Marion was radiant. To
Helen she seemed obstreperously happy and jubilant.

“And, Marion,” Helen began bravely, “I also want to congratulate you
on something else. You--you--neither of you have told me yet,” she
stammered, “but I am such an old friend of both that I will not be kept
out of the secret.” At these words Marion’s air of triumphant gayety
vanished; she regarded Helen’s troubled eyes closely and kindly.

“What secret, Helen?” she asked.

“I came to the door of Philip’s room the other day when you did not know
I was there,” Helen answered; “and I could not help seeing how matters
were. And I do congratulate you both--and wish you--oh, such happiness!”
 Without a word Marion dragged her back down the passage to her
dressing-room, and closed the door.

“Now tell me what you mean,” she said.

“I am sorry if I discovered anything you didn’t want known yet,” said
Helen, “but the door was open. Mr. Wimpole had just left you and had not
shut it, and I could not help seeing.”

Marion interrupted her with an eager exclamation of enlightenment.

“Oh, you were there, then,” she cried. “And you?” she asked
eagerly--“you thought Phil cared for me--that we are engaged, and it
hurt you; you are sorry? Tell me,” she demanded, “are you sorry?”

Helen drew back and stretched out her hand toward the door.

“How can you!” she exclaimed, indignantly. “You have no right.”

Marion stood between her and the door.

“I have every right,” she said, “to help my friends, and I want to
help you and Philip. And indeed I do hope you ARE sorry. I hope you are
miserable. And I’m glad you saw me kiss him. That was the first and
the last time, and I did it because I was happy and glad for him; and
because I love him too, but not in the least in the way he loves you. No
one ever loved any one as he loves you. And it’s time you found it out.
And if I have helped to make you find it out I’m glad, and I don’t care
how much I hurt you.”

“Marion!” exclaimed Helen, “what does it mean? Do you mean that you are
not engaged; that--”

“Certainly not,” Marion answered. “I am going to marry Reggie. It is you
that Philip loves, and I am very sorry for you that you don’t love him.”

Helen clasped Marion’s hands in both of hers.

“But, Marion!” she cried, “I do, oh, I do!”


There was a thick yellow fog the next morning, and with it rain and a
sticky, depressing dampness which crept through the window-panes, and
which neither a fire nor blazing gas-jets could overcome.

Philip stood in front of the fireplace with the morning papers piled
high on the centre-table and scattered over the room about him.

He had read them all, and he knew now what it was to wake up famous, but
he could not taste it. Now that it had come it meant nothing, and
that it was so complete a triumph only made it the harder. In his most
optimistic dreams he had never imagined success so satisfying as the
reality had proved to be; but in his dreams Helen had always held the
chief part, and without her, success seemed only to mock him.

He wanted to lay it all before her, to say, “If you are pleased, I am
happy. If you are satisfied, then I am content. It was done for you, and
I am wholly yours, and all that I do is yours.”

And, as though in answer to his thoughts, there was an instant knock at
the door, and Helen entered the room and stood smiling at him across the
table.

Her eyes were lit with excitement, and spoke with many emotions, and
her cheeks were brilliant with color. He had never seen her look more
beautiful.

“Why, Helen!” he exclaimed, “how good of you to come. Is there anything
wrong? Is anything the matter?”

She tried to speak, but faltered, and smiled at him appealingly.

“What is it?” he asked in great concern.

Helen drew in her breath quickly, and at the same moment motioned him
away--and he stepped back and stood watching her in much perplexity.

With her eyes fixed on his she raised her hands to her head, and her
fingers fumbled with the knot of her veil. She pulled it loose, and
then, with a sudden courage, lifted her hat proudly, as though it were a
coronet, and placed it between them on his table.

“Philip,” she stammered, with the tears in her voice and eyes, “if you
will let me--I have come to stay.”

The table was no longer between them. He caught her in his arms and
kissed her face and her uncovered head again and again. From outside
the rain beat drearily and the fog rolled through the street, but inside
before the fire the two young people sat close together, asking eager
questions or sitting in silence, staring at the flames with wondering,
happy eyes.


The Lion and the Unicorn saw them only once again. It was a month later
when they stopped in front of the shop in a four-wheeler, with their
baggage mixed on top of it, and steamer-labels pasted over every trunk.

“And, oh, Prentiss!” Carroll called from the cab-window. “I came near
forgetting. I promised to gild the Lion and the Unicorn if I won out in
London. So have it done, please, and send the bill to me. For I’ve won
out all right.” And then he shut the door of the cab, and they drove
away forever.

“Nice gal, that,” growled the Lion. “I always liked her. I am glad
they’ve settled it at last.”

The Unicorn sighed, sentimentally. “The other one’s worth two of her,”
 he said.




ON THE FEVER SHIP

There were four rails around the ship’s sides, the three lower ones of
iron and the one on top of wood, and as he looked between them from
the canvas cot he recognized them as the prison-bars which held him in.
Outside his prison lay a stretch of blinding blue water which ended in a
line of breakers and a yellow coast with ragged palms. Beyond that again
rose a range of mountain-peaks, and, stuck upon the loftiest peak of
all, a tiny block-house. It rested on the brow of the mountain against
the naked sky as impudently as a cracker-box set upon the dome of a
great cathedral.

As the transport rode on her anchor-chains, the iron bars around her
sides rose and sank and divided the landscape with parallel lines. From
his cot the officer followed this phenomenon with severe, painstaking
interest. Sometimes the wooden rail swept up to the very block-house
itself, and for a second of time blotted it from sight. And again it
sank to the level of the line of breakers, and wiped them out of the
picture as though they were a line of chalk.

The soldier on the cot promised himself that the next swell of the sea
would send the lowest rail climbing to the very top of the palm-trees
or, even higher, to the base of the mountains; and when it failed to
reach even the palm-trees he felt a distinct sense of ill use, of having
been wronged by some one. There was no other reason for submitting to
this existence, save these tricks upon the wearisome, glaring landscape;
and, now, whoever it was who was working them did not seem to be making
this effort to entertain him with any heartiness.

It was most cruel. Indeed, he decided hotly, it was not to be endured;
he would bear it no longer, he would make his escape. But he knew that
this move, which could be conceived in a moment’s desperation, could
only be carried to success with great strategy, secrecy, and careful
cunning. So he fell back upon his pillow and closed his eyes, as though
he were asleep, and then opening them again, turned cautiously, and
spied upon his keeper. As usual, his keeper sat at the foot of the
cot turning the pages of a huge paper filled with pictures of the war
printed in daubs of tawdry colors. His keeper was a hard-faced boy
without human pity or consideration, a very devil of obstinacy and
fiendish cruelty. To make it worse, the fiend was a person without a
collar, in a suit of soiled khaki, with a curious red cross bound by a
safety-pin to his left arm. He was intent upon the paper in his hands;
he was holding it between his eyes and his prisoner. His vigilance had
relaxed, and the moment seemed propitious. With a sudden plunge of arms
and legs, the prisoner swept the bed sheet from him, and sprang at the
wooden rail and grasped the iron stanchion beside it. He had his knee
pressed against the top bar and his bare toes on the iron rail beneath
it. Below him the blue water waited for him. It was cool and dark and
gentle and deep. It would certainly put out the fire in his bones, he
thought; it might even shut out the glare of the sun which scorched his
eyeballs.

But as he balanced for the leap, a swift weakness and nausea swept over
him, a weight seized upon his body and limbs. He could not lift the
lower foot from the iron rail, and he swayed dizzily and trembled. He
trembled. He who had raced his men and beaten them up the hot hill to
the trenches of San Juan. But now he was a baby in the hands of a giant,
who caught him by the wrist and with an iron arm clasped him around his
waist and pulled him down, and shouted, brutally, “Help, some of you’se,
quick; he’s at it again. I can’t hold him.”

More giants grasped him by the arms and by the legs. One of them took
the hand that clung to the stanchion in both of his, and pulled back the
fingers one by one, saying, “Easy now, Lieutenant--easy.”

The ragged palms and the sea and block-house were swallowed up in a
black fog, and his body touched the canvas cot again with a sense of
home-coming and relief and rest. He wondered how he could have cared
to escape from it. He found it so good to be back again that for a long
time he wept quite happily, until the fiery pillow was moist and cool.

The world outside of the iron bars was like a scene in a theatre set
for some great event, but the actors were never ready. He remembered
confusedly a play he had once witnessed before that same scene. Indeed,
he believed he had played some small part in it; but he remembered it
dimly, and all trace of the men who had appeared with him in it was
gone. He had reasoned it out that they were up there behind the range
of mountains, because great heavy wagons and ambulances and cannon were
emptied from the ships at the wharf above and were drawn away in long
lines behind the ragged palms, moving always toward the passes between
the peaks. At times he was disturbed by the thought that he should be up
and after them, that some tradition of duty made his presence with them
imperative. There was much to be done back of the mountains. Some event
of momentous import was being carried forward there, in which he held a
part; but the doubt soon passed from him, and he was content to lie and
watch the iron bars rising and falling between the block-house and the
white surf.

If they had been only humanely kind, his lot would have been bearable,
but they starved him and held him down when he wished to rise; and they
would not put out the fire in the pillow, which they might easily have
done by the simple expedient of throwing it over the ship’s side into
the sea. He himself had done this twice, but the keeper had immediately
brought a fresh pillow already heated for the torture and forced it
under his head.

His pleasures were very simple, and so few that he could not understand
why they robbed him of them so jealously. One was to watch a green
cluster of bananas that hung above him from the awning twirling on a
string. He could count as many of them as five before the bunch turned
and swung lazily back again, when he could count as high as twelve;
sometimes when the ship rolled heavily he could count to twenty. It was
a most fascinating game, and contented him for many hours. But when they
found this out they sent for the cook to come and cut them down, and the
cook carried them away to his galley.

Then, one day, a man came out from the shore, swimming through the blue
water with great splashes. He was a most charming man, who spluttered
and dove and twisted and lay on his back and kicked his legs in an
excess of content and delight. It was a real pleasure to watch him;
not for days had anything so amusing appeared on the other side of the
prison-bars. But as soon as the keeper saw that the man in the water
was amusing his prisoner, he leaned over the ship’s side and shouted,
“Sa-ay, you, don’t you know there’s sharks in there?”

And the swimming man said, “The h--ll there is!” and raced back to the
shore like a porpoise with great lashing of the water, and ran up the
beach half-way to the palms before he was satisfied to stop. Then
the prisoner wept again. It was so disappointing. Life was robbed of
everything now. He remembered that in a previous existence soldiers who
cried were laughed at and mocked.

But that was so far away and it was such an absurd superstition that he
had no patience with it. For what could be more comforting to a man when
he is treated cruelly than to cry. It was so obvious an exercise, and
when one is so feeble that one cannot vault a four-railed barrier it is
something to feel that at least one is strong enough to cry.

He escaped occasionally, traversing space with marvellous rapidity and
to great distances, but never to any successful purpose; and his flight
inevitably ended in ignominious recapture and a sudden awakening in
bed. At these moments the familiar and hated palms, the peaks and the
block-house were more hideous in their reality than the most terrifying
of his nightmares.

These excursions afield were always predatory; he went forth always to
seek food. With all the beautiful world from which to elect and choose,
he sought out only those places where eating was studied and elevated
to an art. These visits were much more vivid in their detail than any he
had ever before made to these same resorts. They invariably began in
a carriage, which carried him swiftly over smooth asphalt. One route
brought him across a great and beautiful square, radiating with rows and
rows of flickering lights; two fountains splashed in the centre of the
square, and six women of stone guarded its approaches. One of the
women was hung with wreaths of mourning. Ahead of him the late twilight
darkened behind a great arch, which seemed to rise on the horizon of the
world, a great window into the heavens beyond. At either side strings
of white and colored globes hung among the trees, and the sound of music
came joyfully from theatres in the open air. He knew the restaurant
under the trees to which he was now hastening, and the fountain beside
it, and the very sparrows balancing on the fountain’s edge; he knew
every waiter at each of the tables, he felt again the gravel crunching
under his feet, he saw the maitre d’hotel coming forward smiling to
receive his command, and the waiter in the green apron bowing at his
elbow, deferential and important, presenting the list of wines. But his
adventure never passed that point, for he was captured again and once
more bound to his cot with a close burning sheet.

Or else, he drove more sedately through the London streets in the late
evening twilight, leaning expectantly across the doors of the hansom and
pulling carefully at his white gloves. Other hansoms flashed past him,
the occupant of each with his mind fixed on one idea--dinner. He was one
of a million of people who were about to dine, or who had dined, or who
were deep in dining.

He was so famished, so weak for food of any quality, that the galloping
horse in the hansom seemed to crawl. The lights of the Embankment passed
like the lamps of a railroad station as seen from the window of an
express; and while his mind was still torn between the choice of a thin
or thick soup or an immediate attack upon cold beef, he was at the door,
and the chasseur touched his cap, and the little chasseur put the wicker
guard over the hansom’s wheel. As he jumped out he said, “Give him
half-a-crown,” and the driver called after him, “Thank you, sir.”

It was a beautiful world, this world outside of the iron bars. Every one
in it contributed to his pleasure and to his comfort. In this world he
was not starved nor manhandled. He thought of this joyfully as he leaped
up the stairs, where young men with grave faces and with their hands
held negligently behind their backs bowed to him in polite surprise at
his speed. But they had not been starved on condensed milk. He threw his
coat and hat at one of them, and came down the hall fearfully and quite
weak with dread lest it should not be real. His voice was shaking when
he asked Ellis if he had reserved a table. The place was all so real, it
must be true this time. The way Ellis turned and ran his finger down
the list showed it was real, because Ellis always did that, even when he
knew there would not be an empty table for an hour. The room was crowded
with beautiful women; under the light of the red shades they looked kind
and approachable, and there was food on every table, and iced drinks in
silver buckets.

It was with the joy of great relief that he heard Ellis say to his
underling, “Numero cinq, sur la terrace, un couvert.” It was real at
last. Outside, the Thames lay a great gray shadow. The lights of the
Embankment flashed and twinkled across it, the tower of the House of
Commons rose against the sky, and here, inside, the waiter was hurrying
toward him carrying a smoking plate of rich soup with a pungent
intoxicating odor.

And then the ragged palms, the glaring sun, the immovable peaks, and
the white surf stood again before him. The iron rails swept up and sank
again, the fever sucked at his bones, and the pillow scorched his cheek.

One morning for a brief moment he came back to real life again and lay
quite still, seeing everything about him with clear eyes and for the
first time, as though he had but just that instant been lifted over
the ship’s side. His keeper, glancing up, found the prisoner’s eyes
considering him curiously, and recognized the change. The instinct of
discipline brought him to his feet with his fingers at his sides.

“Is the Lieutenant feeling better?”

The Lieutenant surveyed him gravely.

“You are one of our hospital stewards.”

“Yes, Lieutenant.”

“Why ar’n’t you with the regiment?”

“I was wounded, too, sir. I got it same time you did, Lieutenant.”

“Am I wounded? Of course, I remember. Is this a hospital ship?”

The steward shrugged his shoulders. “She’s one of the transports. They
have turned her over to the fever cases.”

The Lieutenant opened his lips to ask another question; but his own body
answered that one, and for a moment he lay silent.

“Do they know up North that I--that I’m all right?”

“Oh, yes, the papers had it in--there was pictures of the Lieutenant in
some of them.”

“Then I’ve been ill some time?”

“Oh, about eight days.”

The soldier moved uneasily, and the nurse in him became uppermost.

“I guess the Lieutenant hadn’t better talk any more,” he said. It was
his voice now which held authority.

The Lieutenant looked out at the palms and the silent gloomy mountains
and the empty coast-line, where the same wave was rising and falling
with weary persistence.

“Eight days,” he said. His eyes shut quickly, as though with a sudden
touch of pain. He turned his head and sought for the figure at the foot
of the cot. Already the figure had grown faint and was receding and
swaying.

“Has any one written or cabled?” the Lieutenant spoke, hurriedly.

He was fearful lest the figure should disappear altogether before he
could obtain his answer. “Has any one come?”

“Why, they couldn’t get here, Lieutenant, not yet.”

The voice came very faintly. “You go to sleep now, and I’ll run and
fetch some letters and telegrams. When you wake up, may be I’ll have a
lot for you.”

But the Lieutenant caught the nurse by the wrist, and crushed his hand
in his own thin fingers. They were hot, and left the steward’s skin wet
with perspiration. The Lieutenant laughed gayly.

“You see, Doctor,” he said, briskly, “that you can’t kill me. I can’t
die. I’ve got to live, you understand. Because, sir, she said she would
come. She said if I was wounded, or if I was ill, she would come to me.
She didn’t care what people thought. She would come any way and nurse
me--well, she will come.

“So, Doctor--old man--” He plucked at the steward’s sleeve, and stroked
his hand eagerly, “old man--” he began again, beseechingly, “you’ll
not let me die until she comes, will you? What? No, I know I won’t die.
Nothing made by man can kill me. No, not until she comes. Then, after
that--eight days, she’ll be here soon, any moment? What? You think so,
too? Don’t you? Surely, yes, any moment. Yes, I’ll go to sleep now, and
when you see her rowing out from shore you wake me. You’ll know her; you
can’t make a mistake. She is like--no, there is no one like her--but you
can’t make a mistake.”

That day strange figures began to mount the sides of the ship, and to
occupy its every turn and angle of space. Some of them fell on their
knees and slapped the bare deck with their hands, and laughed and
cried out, “Thank God, I’ll see God’s country again!” Some of them
were regulars, bound in bandages; some were volunteers, dirty and
hollow-eyed, with long beards on boys’ faces. Some came on crutches;
others with their arms around the shoulders of their comrades, staring
ahead of them with a fixed smile, their lips drawn back and their teeth
protruding. At every second step they stumbled, and the face of each was
swept by swift ripples of pain.

They lay on cots so close together that the nurses could not walk
between them. They lay on the wet decks, in the scuppers, and along the
transoms and hatches. They were like shipwrecked mariners clinging to
a raft, and they asked nothing more than that the ship’s bow be turned
toward home. Once satisfied as to that, they relaxed into a state of
self-pity and miserable oblivion to their environment, from which hunger
nor nausea nor aching bones could shake them.

The hospital steward touched the Lieutenant lightly on the shoulder.

“We are going North, sir,” he said. “The transport’s ordered North to
New York, with these volunteers and the sick and wounded. Do you hear
me, sir?”

The Lieutenant opened his eyes. “Has she come?” he asked.

“Gee!” exclaimed the hospital steward. He glanced impatiently at the
blue mountains and the yellow coast, from which the transport was
drawing rapidly away.

“Well, I can’t see her coming just now,” he said. “But she will,” he
added.

“You let me know at once when she comes.”

“Why, cert’nly, of course,” said the steward.

Three trained nurses came over the side just before the transport
started North. One was a large, motherly-looking woman, with a German
accent. She had been a trained nurse, first in Berlin, and later in the
London Hospital in Whitechapel, and at Bellevue.

The nurse was dressed in white, and wore a little silver medal at her
throat; and she was strong enough to lift a volunteer out of his cot and
hold him easily in her arms, while one of the convalescents pulled his
cot out of the rain. Some of the men called her “nurse;” others, who
wore scapulars around their necks, called her “Sister;” and the officers
of the medical staff addressed her as Miss Bergen.

Miss Bergen halted beside the cot of the Lieutenant and asked, “Is this
the fever case you spoke about, Doctor--the one you want moved to the
officers’ ward?” She slipped her hand up under his sleeve and felt his
wrist.

“His pulse is very high,” she said to the steward. “When did you take
his temperature?” She drew a little morocco case from her pocket and
from that took a clinical thermometer, which she shook up and down,
eying the patient meanwhile with a calm, impersonal scrutiny. The
Lieutenant raised his head and stared up at the white figure beside his
cot. His eyes opened and then shut quickly, with a startled look, in
which doubt struggled with wonderful happiness. His hand stole out
fearfully and warily until it touched her apron, and then, finding it
was real, he clutched it desperately, and twisting his face and body
toward her, pulled her down, clasping her hands in both of his, and
pressing them close to his face and eyes and lips. He put them from him
for an instant, and looked at her through his tears.

“Sweetheart,” he whispered, “sweetheart, I knew you’d come.”

As the nurse knelt on the deck beside him, her thermometer slipped from
her fingers and broke, and she gave an exclamation of annoyance. The
young Doctor picked up the pieces and tossed them overboard. Neither of
them spoke, but they smiled appreciatively. The Lieutenant was looking
at the nurse with the wonder and hope and hunger of soul in his eyes
with which a dying man looks at the cross the priest holds up before
him. What he saw where the German nurse was kneeling was a tall, fair
girl with great bands and masses of hair, with a head rising like a lily
from a firm, white throat, set on broad shoulders above a straight back
and sloping breast--a tall, beautiful creature, half-girl, half-woman,
who looked back at him shyly, but steadily.

“Listen,” he said.

The voice of the sick man was so sure and so sane that the young Doctor
started, and moved nearer to the head of the cot. “Listen, dearest,” the
Lieutenant whispered. “I wanted to tell you before I came South. But I
did not dare; and then I was afraid something might happen to me, and I
could never tell you, and you would never know. So I wrote it to you in
the will I made at Baiquiri, the night before the landing. If you hadn’t
come now, you would have learned it in that way. You would have read
there that there never was any one but you; the rest were all dream
people, foolish, silly--mad. There is no one else in the world but you;
you have been the only thing in life that has counted. I thought I might
do something down here that would make you care. But I got shot going
up a hill, and after that I wasn’t able to do anything. It was very hot,
and the hills were on fire; and they took me prisoner, and kept me tied
down here, burning on these coals. I can’t live much longer, but now
that I have told you I can have peace. They tried to kill me before you
came; but they didn’t know I loved you, they didn’t know that men who
love you can’t die. They tried to starve my love for you, to burn it out
of me; they tried to reach it with their knives. But my love for you
is my soul, and they can’t kill a man’s soul. Dear heart, I have lived
because you lived. Now that you know--now that you understand--what does
it matter?”

Miss Bergen shook her head with great vigor. “Nonsense,” she said,
cheerfully. “You are not going to die. As soon as we move you out of
this rain, and some food cook--”

“Good God!” cried the young Doctor, savagely. “Do you want to kill him?”

When she spoke the patient had thrown his arms heavily across his face,
and had fallen back, lying rigid on the pillow.

The Doctor led the way across the prostrate bodies, apologizing as he
went. “I am sorry I spoke so quickly,” he said, “but he thought you were
real. I mean he thought you were some one he really knew--”

“He was just delirious,” said the German nurse, calmly.

The Doctor mixed himself a Scotch and soda and drank it with a single
gesture.

“Ugh!” he said to the ward-room. “I feel as though I’d been opening
another man’s letters.”


The transport drove through the empty seas with heavy, clumsy
upheavals, rolling like a buoy. Having been originally intended for the
freight-carrying trade, she had no sympathy with hearts that beat for
a sight of their native land, or for lives that counted their remaining
minutes by the throbbing of her engines. Occasionally, without apparent
reason, she was thrown violently from her course: but it was invariably
the case that when her stern went to starboard, something splashed in
the water on her port side and drifted past her, until, when it had
cleared the blades of her propeller, a voice cried out, and she was
swung back on her home-bound track again.

The Lieutenant missed the familiar palms and the tiny block-house; and
seeing nothing beyond the iron rails but great wastes of gray water, he
decided he was on board a prison-ship, or that he had been strapped to
a raft and cast adrift. People came for hours at a time and stood at the
foot of his cot, and talked with him and he to them--people he had loved
and people he had long forgotten, some of whom he had thought were dead.
One of them he could have sworn he had seen buried in a deep trench, and
covered with branches of palmetto. He had heard the bugler, with tears
choking him, sound “taps;” and with his own hand he had placed the dead
man’s campaign hat on the mound of fresh earth above the grave. Yet here
he was still alive, and he came with other men of his troop to speak to
him; but when he reached out to them they were gone--the real and the
unreal, the dead and the living--and even She disappeared whenever he
tried to take her hand, and sometimes the hospital steward drove her
away.

“Did that young lady say when she was coming back again?” he asked the
steward.

“The young lady! What young lady?” asked the steward, wearily.

“The one who has been sitting there,” he answered. He pointed with his
gaunt hand at the man in the next cot.

“Oh, that young lady. Yes, she’s coming back. She’s just gone below to
fetch you some hard-tack.”

The young volunteer in the next cot whined grievously.

“That crazy man gives me the creeps,” he groaned. “He’s always waking me
up, and looking at me as though he was going to eat me.”

“Shut your head,” said the steward. “He’s a better man crazy than you’ll
ever be with the little sense you’ve got. And he has two Mauser holes
in him. Crazy, eh? It’s a damned good thing for you that there was about
four thousand of us regulars just as crazy as him, or you’d never seen
the top of the hill.”

One morning there was a great commotion on deck, and all the
convalescents balanced themselves on the rail, shivering in their
pajamas, and pointed one way. The transport was moving swiftly and
smoothly through water as flat as a lake, and making a great noise with
her steam-whistle. The noise was echoed by many more steam-whistles; and
the ghosts of out-bound ships and tugs and excursion steamers ran past
her out of the mist and disappeared, saluting joyously. All of the
excursion steamers had a heavy list to the side nearest the transport,
and the ghosts on them crowded to that rail and waved handkerchiefs
and cheered. The fog lifted suddenly, and between the iron rails the
Lieutenant saw high green hills on either side of a great harbor.

Houses and trees and thousands of masts swept past like a panorama;
and beyond was a mirage of three cities, with curling smoke-wreaths and
sky-reaching buildings, and a great swinging bridge, and a giant statue
of a woman waving a welcome home.

The Lieutenant surveyed the spectacle with cynical disbelief. He was
far too wise and far too cunning to be bewitched by it. In his heart he
pitied the men about him, who laughed wildly, and shouted, and climbed
recklessly to the rails and ratlines. He had been deceived too often not
to know that it was not real. He knew from cruel experience that in
a few moments the tall buildings would crumble away, the thousands of
columns of white smoke that flashed like snow in the sun, the busy,
shrieking tug-boats, and the great statue would vanish into the sea,
leaving it gray and bare. He closed his eyes and shut the vision out. It
was so beautiful that it tempted him; but he would not be mocked, and he
buried his face in his hands. They were carrying the farce too far, he
thought. It was really too absurd; for now they were at a wharf which
was so real that, had he not known by previous suffering, he would have
been utterly deceived by it. And there were great crowds of smiling,
cheering people, and a waiting guard of honor in fresh uniforms, and
rows of police pushing the people this way and that; and these men about
him were taking it all quite seriously, and making ready to disembark,
carrying their blanket-rolls and rifles with them.

A band was playing joyously, and the man in the next cot, who was being
lifted to a stretcher, said, “There’s the Governor and his staff; that’s
him in the high hat.” It was really very well done. The Custom-house
and the Elevated Railroad and Castle Garden were as like to life as a
photograph, and the crowd was as well handled as a mob in a play. His
heart ached for it so that he could not bear the pain, and he turned his
back on it. It was cruel to keep it up so long. His keeper lifted him
in his arms, and pulled him into a dirty uniform which had belonged,
apparently, to a much larger man--a man who had been killed probably,
for there were dark-brown marks of blood on the tunic and breeches. When
he tried to stand on his feet, Castle Garden and the Battery disappeared
in a black cloud of night, just as he knew they would; but when he
opened his eyes from the stretcher, they had returned again. It was a
most remarkably vivid vision. They kept it up so well. Now the young
Doctor and the hospital steward were pretending to carry him down a
gang-plank and into an open space; and he saw quite close to him a long
line of policemen, and behind them thousands of faces, some of them
women’s faces--women who pointed at him and then shook their heads and
cried, and pressed their hands to their cheeks, still looking at him. He
wondered why they cried. He did not know them, nor did they know him. No
one knew him; these people were only ghosts.

There was a quick parting in the crowd. A man he had once known shoved
two of the policemen to one side, and he heard a girl’s voice speaking
his name, like a sob; and She came running out across the open space and
fell on her knees beside the stretcher, and bent down over him, and he
was clasped in two young, firm arms.

“Of course it is not real, of course it is not She,” he assured himself.
“Because She would not do such a thing. Before all these people She
would not do it.”

But he trembled and his heart throbbed so cruelly that he could not bear
the pain.

She was pretending to cry.

“They wired us you had started for Tampa on the hospital ship,” She was
saying, “and Aunt and I went all the way there before we heard you had
been sent North. We have been on the cars a week. That is why I missed
you. Do you understand? It was not my fault. I tried to come. Indeed, I
tried to come.”

She turned her head and looked up fearfully at the young Doctor.

“Tell me, why does he look at me like that?” she asked. “He doesn’t know
me. Is he very ill? Tell me the truth.” She drew in her breath quickly.
“Of course you will tell me the truth.”

When she asked the question he felt her arms draw tight about his
shoulders. It was as though she was holding him to herself, and from
some one who had reached out for him. In his trouble he turned to his
old friend and keeper. His voice was hoarse and very low.

“Is this the same young lady who was on the transport--the one you used
to drive away?”

In his embarrassment, the hospital steward blushed under his tan, and
stammered.

“Of course it’s the same young lady,” the Doctor answered briskly. “And
I won’t let them drive her away.” He turned to her, smiling gravely. “I
think his condition has ceased to be dangerous, madam,” he said.

People who in a former existence had been his friends, and Her brother,
gathered about his stretcher and bore him through the crowd and lifted
him into a carriage filled with cushions, among which he sank lower
and lower. Then She sat beside him, and he heard Her brother say to the
coachman, “Home, and drive slowly and keep on the asphalt.”

The carriage moved forward, and She put her arm about him and his head
fell on her shoulder, and neither of them spoke. The vision had lasted
so long now that he was torn with the joy that after all it might be
real. But he could not bear the awakening if it were not, so he raised
his head fearfully and looked up into the beautiful eyes above him. His
brows were knit, and he struggled with a great doubt and an awful joy.

“Dearest,” he said, “is it real?”

“Is it real?” she repeated.

Even as a dream, it was so wonderfully beautiful that he was satisfied
if it could only continue so, if but for a little while.

“Do you think,” he begged again, trembling, “that it is going to last
much longer?”

She smiled, and, bending her head slowly, kissed him.

“It is going to last--always,” she said.




THE MAN WITH ONE TALENT

The mass-meeting in the Madison Square Garden which was to help set
Cuba free was finished, and the people were pushing their way out of
the overheated building into the snow and sleet of the streets. They
had been greatly stirred and the spell of the last speaker still hung so
heavily upon them that as they pressed down the long corridor they were
still speaking loudly in his praise.

A young man moved eagerly amongst them, and pushed his way to wherever a
voice was raised above the rest. He strained forward, listening openly,
as though he tried to judge the effect of the meeting by the verdict of
those about him.

But the words he overheard seemed to clash with what he wished them to
be, and the eager look on his face changed to one of doubt and of grave
disappointment. When he had reached the sidewalk he stopped and stood
looking back alternately into the lighted hall and at the hurrying
crowds which were dispersing rapidly. He made a movement as though he
would recall them, as though he felt they were still unconvinced, as
though there was much still left unsaid.

A fat stranger halted at his elbow to light his cigar, and glancing up
nodded his head approvingly.

“Fine speaker, Senator Stanton, ain’t he?” he said.

The young man answered eagerly. “Yes,” he assented, “he is a great
orator, but how could he help but speak well with such a subject?”

“Oh, you ought to have heard him last November at Tammany Hall,” the fat
stranger answered. “He wasn’t quite up to himself to-night. He wasn’t so
interested. Those Cubans are foreigners, you see, but you ought to
heard him last St. Patrick’s day on Home Rule for Ireland. Then he was
talking! That speech made him a United States senator, I guess. I don’t
just see how he expects to win out on this Cuba game. The Cubans haven’t
got no votes.”

The young man opened his eyes in some bewilderment.

“He speaks for the good of Cuba, for the sake of humanity,” he ventured.

“What?” inquired the fat stranger. “Oh, yes, of course. Well, I must be
getting on. Good-night, sir.”

The stranger moved on his way, but the young man still lingered
uncertainly in the snow-swept corridor shivering violently with the cold
and stamping his feet for greater comfort. His face was burned to a deep
red, which seemed to have come from some long exposure to a tropical
sun, but which held no sign of health. His cheeks were hollow and his
eyes were lighted with the fire of fever and from time to time he was
shaken by violent bursts of coughing which caused him to reach toward
one of the pillars for support.

As the last of the lights went out in the Garden, the speaker of the
evening and three of his friends came laughing and talking down the long
corridor. Senator Stanton was a conspicuous figure at any time, and even
in those places where his portraits had not penetrated he was at once
recognized as a personage. Something in his erect carriage and an
unusual grace of movement, and the power and success in his face, made
men turn to look at him. He had been told that he resembled the
early portraits of Henry Clay, and he had never quite forgotten the
coincidence.

The senator was wrapping the collar of his fur coat around his throat
and puffing contentedly at a fresh cigar, and as he passed, the night
watchman and the ushers bowed to the great man and stood looking after
him with the half-humorous, half-envious deference that the American
voter pays to the successful politician. At the sidewalk, the policemen
hurried to open the door of his carriage and in their eagerness made a
double line, through which he passed nodding to them gravely. The young
man who had stood so long in waiting pushed his way through the line to
his side.

“Senator Stanton,” he began timidly, “might I speak to you a moment? My
name is Arkwright; I am just back from Cuba, and I want to thank you for
your speech. I am an American, and I thank God that I am since you are
too, sir. No one has said anything since the war began that compares
with what you said to-night. You put it nobly, and I know, for I’ve been
there for three years, only I can’t make other people understand it, and
I am thankful that some one can. You’ll forgive my stopping you, sir,
but I wanted to thank you. I feel it very much.”

Senator Stanton’s friends had already seated themselves in his carriage
and were looking out of the door and smiling with mock patience. But the
senator made no move to follow them. Though they were his admirers they
were sometimes skeptical, and he was not sorry that they should hear
this uninvited tribute. So he made a pretence of buttoning his long coat
about him, and nodded encouragingly to Arkwright to continue. “I’m glad
you liked it, sir,” he said with the pleasant, gracious smile that
had won him a friend wherever it had won him a vote. “It is very
satisfactory to know from one who is well informed on the subject that
what I have said is correct. The situation there is truly terrible. You
have just returned, you say? Where were you--in Havana?”

“No, in the other provinces, sir,” Arkwright answered. “I have been all
over the island, I am a civil engineer. The truth has not been half
told about Cuba, I assure you, sir. It is massacre there, not war. It is
partly so through ignorance, but nevertheless it is massacre. And what
makes it worse is, that it is the massacre of the innocents. That is
what I liked best of what you said in that great speech, the part about
the women and children.”

He reached out his hands detainingly, and then drew back as though in
apology for having already kept the great man so long waiting in the
cold. “I wish I could tell you some of the terrible things I have seen,”
 he began again, eagerly as Stanton made no movement to depart. “They are
much worse than those you instanced to-night, and you could make so much
better use of them than any one else. I have seen starving women nursing
dead babies, and sometimes starving babies sucking their dead mother’s
breasts; I have seen men cut down in the open roads and while digging
in the fields--and two hundred women imprisoned in one room without
food and eaten with small-pox, and huts burned while the people in them
slept--”

The young man had been speaking impetuously, but he stopped as suddenly,
for the senator was not listening to him. He had lowered his eyes
and was looking with a glance of mingled fascination and disgust at
Arkwright’s hands. In his earnestness the young man had stretched them
out, and as they showed behind the line of his ragged sleeves the others
could see, even in the blurred light and falling snow, that the wrists
of each hand were gashed and cut in dark-brown lines like the skin of a
mulatto, and in places were a raw red, where the fresh skin had but just
closed over. The young man paused and stood shivering, still holding his
hands out rigidly before him.

The senator raised his eyes slowly and drew away.

“What is that?” he said in a low voice, pointing with a gloved finger at
the black lines on the wrists.

A sergeant in the group of policemen who had closed around the speakers
answered him promptly from his profound fund of professional knowledge.

“That’s handcuffs, senator,” he said importantly, and glanced at
Stanton as though to signify that at a word from him he would take this
suspicious character into custody. The young man pulled the frayed cuffs
of his shirt over his wrists and tucked his hands, which the cold had
frozen into an ashy blue, under his armpits to warm them.

“No, they don’t use handcuffs in the field,” he said in the same low,
eager tone; “they use ropes and leather thongs; they fastened me behind
a horse and when he stumbled going down the trail it jerked me forward
and the cords would tighten and tear the flesh. But they have had a long
time to heal now. I have been eight months in prison.”

The young men at the carriage window had ceased smiling and were
listening intently. One of them stepped out and stood beside the
carriage door looking down at the shivering figure before him with a
close and curious scrutiny.

“Eight months in prison!” echoed the police sergeant with a note of
triumph; “what did I tell you?”

“Hold your tongue!” said the young man at the carriage door. There was
silence for a moment, while the men looked at the senator, as though
waiting for him to speak.

“Where were you in prison, Mr. Arkwright?” he asked.

“First in the calaboose at Santa Clara for two months, and then
in Cabanas. The Cubans who were taken when I was, were shot by the
fusillade on different days during this last month. Two of them, the
Ezetas, were father and son, and the Volunteer band played all the time
the execution was going on, so that the other prisoners might not hear
them cry ‘Cuba Libre’ when the order came to fire. But we heard them.”

The senator shivered slightly and pulled his fur collar up farther
around his face. “I’d like to talk with you,” he said, “if you have
nothing to do to-morrow. I’d like to go into this thing thoroughly.
Congress must be made to take some action.”

The young man clasped his hands eagerly. “Ah, Mr. Stanton, if you
would,” he cried, “if you would only give me an hour! I could tell you
so much that you could use. And you can believe what I say, sir--it is
not necessary to lie--God knows the truth is bad enough. I can give you
names and dates for everything I say. Or I can do better than that, sir.
I can take you there yourself--in three months I can show you all you
need to see, without danger to you in any way. And they would not know
me, now that I have grown a beard, and I am a skeleton to what I was.
I can speak the language well, and I know just what you should see, and
then you could come back as one speaking with authority and not have to
say, ‘I have read,’ or ‘have been told,’ but you can say, ‘These are the
things I have seen’--and you could free Cuba.”

The senator coughed and put the question aside for the moment with a
wave of the hand that held his cigar. “We will talk of that to-morrow
also. Come to lunch with me at one. My apartments are in the Berkeley
on Fifth Avenue. But aren’t you afraid to go back there?” he asked
curiously. “I should think you’d had enough of it. And you’ve got a
touch of fever, haven’t you?” He leaned forward and peered into the
other’s eyes.

“It is only the prison fever,” the young man answered; “food and this
cold will drive that out of me. And I must go back. There is so much to
do there,” he added. “Ah, if I could tell them, as you can tell them,
what I feel here.” He struck his chest sharply with his hand, and on the
instant fell into a fit of coughing so violent that the young man at
the carriage door caught him around the waist, and one of the policemen
supported him from the other side.

“You need a doctor,” said the senator kindly. “I’ll ask mine to have a
look at you. Don’t forget, then, at one o’clock to-morrow. We will go
into this thing thoroughly.” He shook Arkwright warmly by the hand and
stooping stepped into the carriage. The young man who had stood at the
door followed him and crowded back luxuriously against the cushions.
The footman swung himself up beside the driver, and said “Uptown
Delmonico’s,” as he wrapped the fur rug around his legs, and with
a salute from the policemen and a scraping of hoofs on the slippery
asphalt the great man was gone.

“That poor fellow needs a doctor,” he said as the carriage rolled up
the avenue, “and he needs an overcoat, and he needs food. He needs about
almost everything, by the looks of him.”

But the voice of the young man in the corner of the carriage objected
drowsily--

“On the contrary,” he said, “it seemed to me that he had the one thing
needful.”

By one o’clock of the day following, Senator Stanton, having read the
reports of his speech in the morning papers, punctuated with “Cheers,”
 “Tremendous enthusiasm” and more “Cheers,” was still in a willing frame
of mind toward Cuba and her self-appointed envoy, young Mr. Arkwright.

Over night he had had doubts but that the young man’s enthusiasm would
bore him on the morrow, but Mr. Arkwright, when he appeared, developed,
on the contrary, a practical turn of mind which rendered his suggestions
both flattering and feasible. He was still terribly in earnest, but
he was clever enough or serious enough to see that the motives which
appealed to him might not have sufficient force to move a successful
statesman into action. So he placed before the senator only those
arguments and reasons which he guessed were the best adapted to
secure his interest and his help. His proposal as he set it forth was
simplicity itself.

“Here is a map of the island,” he said; “on it I have marked the places
you can visit in safety, and where you will meet the people you ought to
see. If you leave New York at midnight you can reach Tampa on the second
day. From Tampa we cross in another day to Havana. There you can visit
the Americans imprisoned in Morro and Cabanas, and in the streets you
can see the starving pacificos. From Havana I shall take you by rail to
Jucaro, Matanzas, Santa Clara and Cienfuegos. You will not be able
to see the insurgents in the fields--it is not necessary that you
should--but you can visit one of the sugar plantations and some of the
insurgent chiefs will run the forts by night and come in to talk with
you. I will show you burning fields and houses, and starving men and
women by the thousands, and men and women dying of fevers. You can see
Cuban prisoners shot by a firing squad and you can note how these rebels
meet death. You can see all this in three weeks and be back in New York
in a month, as any one can see it who wishes to learn the truth. Why,
English members of Parliament go all the way to India and British
Columbia to inform themselves about those countries, they travel
thousands of miles, but only one member of either of our houses of
Congress has taken the trouble to cross these eighty miles of water that
lie between us and Cuba. You can either go quietly and incognito, as
it were, or you can advertise the fact of your going, which would be
better. And from the moment you start the interest in your visit will
grow and increase until there will be no topic discussed in any of our
papers except yourself, and what you are doing and what you mean to do.

“By the time you return the people will be waiting, ready and eager to
hear whatever you may have to say. Your word will be the last word for
them. It is not as though you were some demagogue seeking notoriety, or
a hotel piazza correspondent at Key West or Jacksonville. You are the
only statesman we have, the only orator Americans will listen to, and I
tell you that when you come before them and bring home to them as
only you can the horrors of this war, you will be the only man in this
country. You will be the Patrick Henry of Cuba; you can go down to
history as the man who added the most beautiful island in the seas to
the territory of the United States, who saved thousands of innocent
children and women, and who dared to do what no other politician has
dared to do--to go and see for himself and to come back and speak the
truth. It only means a month out of your life, a month’s trouble and
discomfort, but with no risk. What is a month out of a lifetime, when
that month means immortality to you and life to thousands? In a month
you would make a half dozen after-dinner speeches and cause your friends
to laugh and applaud. Why not wring their hearts instead, and hold this
thing up before them as it is, and shake it in their faces? Show it to
them in all its horror--bleeding, diseased and naked, an offence to our
humanity, and to our prated love of liberty, and to our God.”

The young man threw himself eagerly forward and beat the map with his
open palm. But the senator sat apparently unmoved gazing thoughtfully
into the open fire, and shook his head.

While the luncheon was in progress the young gentleman who the night
before had left the carriage and stood at Arkwright’s side, had entered
the room and was listening intently. He had invited himself to some
fresh coffee, and had then relapsed into an attentive silence, following
what the others said with an amused and interested countenance. Stanton
had introduced him as Mr. Livingstone, and appeared to take it for
granted that Arkwright would know who he was. He seemed to regard him
with a certain deference which Arkwright judged was due to some fixed
position the young man held, either of social or of political value.

“I do not know,” said Stanton with consideration, “that I am prepared to
advocate the annexation of the island. It is a serious problem.”

“I am not urging that,” Arkwright interrupted anxiously; “the
Cubans themselves do not agree as to that, and in any event it is an
afterthought. Our object now should be to prevent further bloodshed. If
you see a man beating a boy to death, you first save the boy’s life
and decide afterward where he is to go to school. If there were any one
else, senator,” Arkwright continued earnestly, “I would not trouble you.
But we all know your strength in this country. You are independent and
fearless, and men of both parties listen to you. Surely, God has given
you this great gift of oratory, if you will forgive my speaking so, to
use only in a great cause. A grand organ in a cathedral is placed there
to lift men’s thoughts to high resolves and purposes, not to make people
dance. A street organ can do that. Now, here is a cause worthy of your
great talents, worthy of a Daniel Webster, of a Henry Clay.”

The senator frowned at the fire and shook his head doubtfully.

“If they knew what I was down there for,” he asked, “wouldn’t they put
me in prison too?”

Arkwright laughed incredulously.

“Certainly not,” he said; “you would go there as a private citizen, as
a tourist to look on and observe. Spain is not seeking complications
of that sort. She has troubles enough without imprisoning United States
senators.”

“Yes; but these fevers now,” persisted Stanton, “they’re no respecter
of persons, I imagine. A United States senator is not above smallpox or
cholera.”

Arkwright shook his head impatiently and sighed.

“It is difficult to make it clear to one who has not been there,” he
said. “These people and soldiers are dying of fever because they are
forced to live like pigs, and they are already sick with starvation. A
healthy man like yourself would be in no more danger than you would be
in walking through the wards of a New York hospital.”

Senator Stanton turned in his armchair, and held up his hand
impressively.

“If I were to tell them the things you have told me,” he said warningly,
“if I were to say I have seen such things--American property in flames,
American interests ruined, and that five times as many women and
children have died of fever and starvation in three months in Cuba as
the Sultan has massacred in Armenia in three years--it would mean war
with Spain.”

“Well?” said Arkwright.

Stanton shrugged his shoulders and sank back again in his chair.

“It would either mean war,” Arkwright went on, “or it might mean the
sending of the Red Cross army to Cuba. It went to Constantinople, five
thousand miles away, to help the Armenian Christians--why has it waited
three years to go eighty miles to feed and clothe the Cuban women and
children? It is like sending help to a hungry peasant in Russia while a
man dies on your doorstep.”

“Well,” said the senator, rising, “I will let you know to-morrow.
If it is the right thing to do, and if I can do it, of course it must
be done. We start from Tampa, you say? I know the presidents of all
of those roads and they’ll probably give me a private car for the trip
down. Shall we take any newspaper men with us, or shall I wait until I
get back and be interviewed? What do you think?”

“I would wait until my return,” Arkwright answered, his eyes glowing
with the hope the senator’s words had inspired, “and then speak to a
mass-meeting here and in Boston and in Chicago. Three speeches will be
enough. Before you have finished your last one the American warships
will be in the harbor of Havana.”

“Ah, youth, youth!” said the senator, smiling gravely, “it is no light
responsibility to urge a country into war.”

“It is no light responsibility,” Arkwright answered, “to know you
have the chance to save the lives of thousands of little children and
helpless women and to let the chance pass.”

“Quite so, that is quite true,” said the senator. “Well, good-morning. I
shall let you know to-morrow.”

Young Livingstone went down in the elevator with Arkwright, and when
they had reached the sidewalk stood regarding him for a moment in
silence.

“You mustn’t count too much on Stanton, you know,” he said kindly; “he
has a way of disappointing people.”

“Ah, he can never disappoint me,” Arkwright answered confidently, “no
matter how much I expected. Besides, I have already heard him speak.”

“I don’t mean that, I don’t mean he is disappointing as a speaker.
Stanton is a great orator, I think. Most of those Southerners are, and
he’s the only real orator I ever heard. But what I mean is, that he
doesn’t go into things impulsively; he first considers himself, and then
he considers every other side of the question before he commits himself
to it. Before he launches out on a popular wave he tries to find out
where it is going to land him. He likes the sort of popular wave that
carries him along with it where every one can see him; he doesn’t fancy
being hurled up on the beach with his mouth full of sand.”

“You are saying that he is selfish, self-seeking?” Arkwright demanded
with a challenge in his voice. “I thought you were his friend.”

“Yes, he is selfish, and yes, I am his friend,” the young man answered,
smiling; “at least, he seems willing to be mine. I am saying nothing
against him that I have not said to him. If you’ll come back with me up
the elevator I’ll tell him he’s a self-seeker and selfish, and with
no thought above his own interests. He won’t mind. He’d say I cannot
comprehend his motives. Why, you’ve only to look at his record. When the
Venezuelan message came out he attacked the President and declared he
was trying to make political capital and to drag us into war, and that
what we wanted was arbitration; but when the President brought out the
Arbitration Treaty he attacked that too in the Senate and destroyed
it. Why? Not because he had convictions, but because the President had
refused a foreign appointment to a friend of his in the South. He has
been a free silver man for the last ten years, he comes from a free
silver state, and the members of the legislature that elected him were
all for silver, but this last election his Wall Street friends got hold
of him and worked on his feelings, and he repudiated his party, his
state, and his constituents and came out for gold.”

“Well, but surely,” Arkwright objected, “that took courage? To own that
for ten years you had been wrong, and to come out for the right at the
last.”

Livingstone stared and shrugged his shoulders. “It’s all a question of
motives,” he said indifferently. “I don’t want to shatter your idol; I
only want to save you from counting too much on him.”

When Arkwright called on the morrow Senator Stanton was not at home,
and the day following he was busy, and could give him only a brief
interview. There were previous engagements and other difficulties in the
way of his going which he had not foreseen, he said, and he feared he
should have to postpone his visit to Cuba indefinitely. He asked if Mr.
Arkwright would be so kind as to call again within a week; he would then
be better able to give him a definite answer.

Arkwright left the apartment with a sensation of such keen
disappointment that it turned him ill and dizzy. He felt that the great
purpose of his life was being played with and put aside. But he had not
selfish resentment on his own account; he was only the more determined
to persevere. He considered new arguments and framed new appeals; and
one moment blamed himself bitterly for having foolishly discouraged the
statesman by too vivid pictures of the horrors he might encounter, and
the next, questioned if he had not been too practical and so failed
because he had not made the terrible need of immediate help his sole
argument. Every hour wasted in delay meant, as he knew, the sacrifice
of many lives, and there were other, more sordid and more practical,
reasons for speedy action. For his supply of money was running low and
there was now barely enough remaining to carry him through the month of
travel he had planned to take at Stanton’s side. What would happen to
him when that momentous trip was over was of no consequence. He would
have done the work as far as his small share in it lay, he would have
set in motion a great power that was to move Congress and the people of
the United States to action. If he could but do that, what became of him
counted for nothing.

But at the end of the week his fears and misgivings were scattered
gloriously and a single line from the senator set his heart leaping and
brought him to his knees in gratitude and thanksgiving. On returning one
afternoon to the mean lodging into which he had moved to save his money,
he found a telegram from Stanton and he tore it open trembling between
hope and fear.

“Have arranged to leave for Tampa with you Monday, at midnight” it read.
“Call for me at ten o’clock same evening.--STANTON.”

Arkwright read the message three times. There was a heavy, suffocating
pressure at his heart as though it had ceased beating. He sank back
limply upon the edge of his bed and clutching the piece of paper in his
two hands spoke the words aloud triumphantly as though to assure himself
that they were true. Then a flood of unspeakable relief, of happiness
and gratitude, swept over him, and he turned and slipped to the floor,
burying his face in the pillow, and wept out his thanks upon his knees.

A man so deeply immersed in public affairs as was Stanton and with
such a multiplicity of personal interests, could not prepare to absent
himself for a month without his intention becoming known, and on the
day when he was to start for Tampa the morning newspapers proclaimed the
fact that he was about to visit Cuba. They gave to his mission all
the importance and display that Arkwright had foretold. Some of the
newspapers stated that he was going as a special commissioner of the
President to study and report; others that he was acting in behalf
of the Cuban legation in Washington and had plenipotentiary powers.
Opposition organs suggested that he was acting in the interests of
the sugar trust, and his own particular organ declared that it was his
intention to free Cuba at the risk of his own freedom, safety, and even
life.

The Spanish minister in Washington sent a cable for publication to
Madrid, stating that a distinguished American statesman was about
to visit Cuba, to investigate, and, later, to deny the truth of the
disgraceful libels published concerning the Spanish officials on the
island by the papers of the United States. At the same time he cabled
in cipher to the captain-general in Havana to see that the distinguished
statesman was closely spied upon from the moment of his arrival until
his departure, and to place on the “suspect” list all Americans and
Cubans who ventured to give him any information.

The afternoon papers enlarged on the importance of the visit and on the
good that would surely come of it. They told that Senator Stanton had
refused to be interviewed or to disclose the object of his journey. But
it was enough, they said, that some one in authority was at last to seek
out the truth, and added that no one would be listened to with greater
respect than would the Southern senator. On this all the editorial
writers were agreed.

The day passed drearily for Arkwright. Early in the morning he packed
his valise and paid his landlord, and for the remainder of the day
walked the streets or sat in the hotel corridor waiting impatiently for
each fresh edition of the papers. In them he read the signs of the great
upheaval of popular feeling that was to restore peace and health and
plenty to the island for which he had given his last three years of
energy and life.

He was trembling with excitement, as well as with the cold, when at ten
o’clock precisely he stood at Senator Stanton’s door. He had forgotten
to eat his dinner, and the warmth of the dimly lit hall and the odor of
rich food which was wafted from an inner room touched his senses with
tantalizing comfort.

“The senator says you are to come this way, sir,” the servant directed.
He took Arkwright’s valise from his hand and parted the heavy curtains
that hid the dining-room, and Arkwright stepped in between them and then
stopped in some embarrassment. He found himself in the presence of a
number of gentlemen seated at a long dinner-table, who turned their
heads as he entered and peered at him through the smoke that floated in
light layers above the white cloth. The dinner had been served, but the
senator’s guests still sat with their chairs pushed back from a table
lighted by candles under yellow shades, and covered with beautiful
flowers and with bottles of varied sizes in stands of quaint and
intricate design. Senator Stanton’s tall figure showed dimly through the
smoke, and his deep voice hailed Arkwright cheerily from the farther end
of the room. “This way, Mr. Arkwright,” he said. “I have a chair waiting
for you here.” He grasped Arkwright’s hand warmly and pulled him into
the vacant place at his side. An elderly gentleman on Arkwright’s other
side moved to make more room for him and shoved a liqueur glass toward
him with a friendly nod and pointed at an open box of cigars. He was a
fine-looking man, and Arkwright noticed that he was regarding him with
a glance of the keenest interest. All of those at the table were men of
twice Arkwright’s age, except Livingstone, whom he recognized and
who nodded to him pleasantly and at the same time gave an order to a
servant, pointing at Arkwright as he did so. Some of the gentlemen
wore their business suits, and one opposite Arkwright was still in his
overcoat, and held his hat in his hand. These latter seemed to have
arrived after the dinner had begun, for they formed a second line
back of those who had places at the table; they all seemed to know one
another and were talking with much vivacity and interest.

Stanton did not attempt to introduce Arkwright to his guests
individually, but said: “Gentlemen, this is Mr. Arkwright, of whom I
have been telling you, the young gentleman who has done such magnificent
work for the cause of Cuba.” Those who caught Arkwright’s eye nodded to
him, and others raised their glasses at him, but with a smile that
he could not understand. It was as though they all knew something
concerning him of which he was ignorant. He noted that the faces of some
were strangely familiar, and he decided that he must have seen their
portraits in the public prints. After he had introduced Arkwright, the
senator drew his chair slightly away from him and turned in what seemed
embarrassment to the man on his other side. The elderly gentleman next
to Arkwright filled his glass, a servant placed a small cup of coffee at
his elbow, and he lit a cigar and looked about him.

“You must find this weather very trying after the tropics,” his neighbor
said.

Arkwright assented cordially. The brandy was flowing through his veins
and warming him; he forgot that he was hungry, and the kind, interested
glances of those about him set him at his ease. It was a propitious
start, he thought, a pleasant leave-taking for the senator and himself,
full of good will and good wishes.

He turned toward Stanton and waited until he had ceased speaking.

“The papers have begun well, haven’t they?” he asked, eagerly.

He had spoken in a low voice, almost in a whisper, but those about the
table seemed to have heard him, for there was silence instantly and when
he glanced up he saw the eyes of all turned upon him and he noticed on
their faces the same smile he had seen there when he entered.

“Yes,” Stanton answered constrainedly. “Yes, I--” he lowered his voice,
but the silence still continued. Stanton had his eyes fixed on the
table, but now he frowned and half rose from his chair.

“I want to speak with you, Arkwright,” he said. “Suppose we go into the
next room. I’ll be back in a moment,” he added, nodding to the others.

But the man on his right removed his cigar from his lips and said in an
undertone, “No, sit down, stay where you are;” and the elderly gentleman
at Arkwright’s side laid his hand detainingly on his arm. “Oh, you won’t
take Mr. Arkwright away from us, Stanton?” he asked, smiling.

Stanton shrugged his shoulders and sat down again, and there was a
moment’s pause. It was broken by the man in the overcoat, who laughed.

“He’s paying you a compliment, Mr. Arkwright,” he said. He pointed with
his cigar to the gentleman at Arkwright’s side.

“I don’t understand,” Arkwright answered doubtfully.

“It’s a compliment to your eloquence--he’s afraid to leave you alone
with the senator. Livingstone’s been telling us that you are a better
talker than Stanton.” Arkwright turned a troubled countenance toward the
men about the table, and then toward Livingstone, but that young man had
his eyes fixed gravely on the glasses before him and did not raise them.

Arkwright felt a sudden, unreasonable fear of the circle of
strong-featured, serene and confident men about him. They seemed to
be making him the subject of a jest, to be enjoying something among
themselves of which he was in ignorance, but which concerned him
closely. He turned a white face toward Stanton.

“You don’t mean,” he began piteously, “that--that you are not going? Is
that it--tell me--is that what you wanted to say?”

Stanton shifted in his chair and muttered some words between his lips,
then turned toward Arkwright and spoke quite clearly and distinctly.

“I am very sorry, Mr. Arkwright,” he said, “but I am afraid I’ll have to
disappoint you. Reasons I cannot now explain have arisen which make my
going impossible--quite impossible,” he added firmly--“not only now, but
later,” he went on quickly, as Arkwright was about to interrupt him.

Arkwright made no second attempt to speak. He felt the muscles of his
face working and the tears coming to his eyes, and to hide his weakness
he twisted in his chair and sat staring ahead of him with his back
turned to the table. He heard Livingstone’s voice break the silence with
some hurried question, and immediately his embarrassment was hidden in a
murmur of answers and the moving of glasses as the men shifted in their
chairs and the laughter and talk went on as briskly as before. Arkwright
saw a sideboard before him and a servant arranging some silver on one of
the shelves. He watched the man do this with a concentrated interest
as though the dull, numbed feeling in his brain caught at the trifle in
order to put off, as long as possible, the consideration of the truth.

And then beyond the sideboard and the tapestry on the wall above it, he
saw the sun shining down upon the island of Cuba, he saw the royal palms
waving and bending, the dusty columns of Spanish infantry crawling along
the white roads and leaving blazing huts and smoking cane-fields in
their wake; he saw skeletons of men and women seeking for food among the
refuse of the street; he heard the order given to the firing squad, the
splash of the bullets as they scattered the plaster on the prison wall,
and he saw a kneeling figure pitch forward on its face, with a useless
bandage tied across its sightless eyes.

Senator Stanton brought him back with a sharp shake of the shoulder. He
had also turned his back on the others, and was leaning forward with
his elbows on his knees. He spoke rapidly, and in a voice only slightly
raised above a whisper.

“I am more than sorry, Arkwright,” he said earnestly. “You mustn’t blame
me altogether. I have had a hard time of it this afternoon. I wanted to
go. I really wanted to go. The thing appealed to me, it touched me, it
seemed as if I owed it to myself to do it. But they were too many for
me,” he added with a backward toss of his head toward the men around his
table.

“If the papers had not told on me I could have got well away,” he went
on in an eager tone, “but as soon as they read of it, they came here
straight from their offices. You know who they are, don’t you?”
 he asked, and even in his earnestness there was an added touch of
importance in his tone as he spoke the name of his party’s leader, of
men who stood prominently in Wall Street and who were at the head of
great trusts.

“You see how it is,” he said with a shrug of his shoulders. “They have
enormous interests at stake. They said I would drag them into war, that
I would disturb values, that the business interests of the country would
suffer. I’m under obligations to most of them, they have advised me
in financial matters, and they threatened--they threatened to make
it unpleasant for me.” His voice hardened and he drew in his breath
quickly, and laughed. “You wouldn’t understand if I were to tell you.
It’s rather involved. And after all, they may be right, agitation may
be bad for the country. And your party leader after all is your party
leader, isn’t he, and if he says ‘no’ what are you to do? My sympathies
are just as keen for these poor women and children as ever, but as these
men say, ‘charity begins at home,’ and we mustn’t do anything to bring
on war prices again, or to send stocks tumbling about our heads, must
we?” He leaned back in his chair again and sighed. “Sympathy is an
expensive luxury, I find,” he added.

Arkwright rose stiffly and pushed Stanton away from him with his hand.
He moved like a man coming out of a dream.

“Don’t talk to me like that,” he said in a low voice. The noise about
the table ended on the instant, but Arkwright did not notice that it had
ceased. “You know I don’t understand that,” he went on; “what does it
matter to me!” He put his hand up to the side of his face and held it
there, looking down at Stanton. He had the dull, heavy look in his eyes
of a man who has just come through an operation under some heavy drug.
“‘Wall Street,’ ‘trusts,’ ‘party leaders,’” he repeated, “what are they
to me? The words don’t reach me, they have lost their meaning, it is a
language I have forgotten, thank God!” he added. He turned and moved his
eyes around the table, scanning the faces of the men before him.

“Yes, you are twelve to one,” he said at last, still speaking dully and
in a low voice, as though he were talking to himself. “You have won a
noble victory, gentlemen. I congratulate you. But I do not blame you, we
are all selfish and self-seeking. I thought I was working only for Cuba,
but I was working for myself, just as you are. I wanted to feel that it
was I who had helped to bring relief to that plague-spot, that it was
through my efforts the help had come. Yes, if he had done as I asked, I
suppose I would have taken the credit.”

He swayed slightly, and to steady himself caught at the back of his
chair. But at the same moment his eyes glowed fiercely and he held
himself erect again. He pointed with his finger at the circle of great
men who sat looking up at him in curious silence.

“You are like a ring of gamblers around a gaming table,” he cried
wildly, “who see nothing but the green cloth and the wheel and the piles
of money before them, who forget in watching the money rise and
fall, that outside the sun is shining, that human beings are sick and
suffering, that men are giving their lives for an idea, for a sentiment,
for a flag. You are the money-changers in the temple of this great
republic and the day will come, I pray to God, when you will be scourged
and driven out with whips. Do you think you can form combines and deals
that will cheat you into heaven? Can your ‘trusts’ save your souls--is
‘Wall Street’ the strait and narrow road to salvation?”

The men about the table leaned back and stared at Arkwright in as great
amazement as though he had violently attempted an assault upon their
pockets, or had suddenly gone mad in their presence. Some of them
frowned, and others appeared not to have heard, and others smiled grimly
and waited for him to continue as though they were spectators at a play.

The political leader broke the silence with a low aside to Stanton.
“Does the gentleman belong to the Salvation Army?” he asked.

Arkwright whirled about and turned upon him fiercely.

“Old gods give way to new gods,” he cried. “Here is your brother. I am
speaking for him. Do you ever think of him? How dare you sneer at me?”
 he cried. “You can crack your whip over that man’s head and turn him
from what in his heart and conscience he knows is right; you can crack
your whip over the men who call themselves free-born American citizens
and who have made you their boss--sneer at them if you like, but you
have no collar on my neck. If you are a leader, why don’t you lead your
people to what is good and noble? Why do you stop this man in the work
God sent him here to do? You would make a party hack of him, a political
prostitute, something lower than the woman who walks the streets. She
sells her body--this man is selling his soul.”

He turned, trembling and quivering, and shook his finger above the
upturned face of the senator.

“What have you done with your talents, Stanton?” he cried. “What have
you done with your talents?”

The man in the overcoat struck the table before him with his fist so
that the glasses rang.

“By God,” he laughed, “I call him a better speaker than Stanton!
Livingstone’s right, he IS better than Stanton--but he lacks Stanton’s
knack of making himself popular,” he added. He looked around the table
inviting approbation with a smile, but no one noticed him, nor spoke to
break the silence.

Arkwright heard the words dully and felt that he was being mocked. He
covered his face with his hands and stood breathing brokenly; his body
was still trembling with an excitement he could not master.

Stanton rose from his chair and shook him by the shoulder. “Are you mad,
Arkwright?” he cried. “You have no right to insult my guests or me. Be
calm--control yourself.”

“What does it matter what I say?” Arkwright went on desperately. “I am
mad. Yes, that is it, I am mad. They have won and I have lost, and it
drove me beside myself. I counted on you. I knew that no one else could
let my people go. But I’ll not trouble you again. I wish you good-night,
sir, and good-bye. If I have been unjust, you must forget it.”

He turned sharply, but Stanton placed a detaining hand on his shoulder.
“Wait,” he commanded querulously; “where are you going? Will you,
still--?”

Arkwright bowed his head. “Yes,” he answered. “I have but just time now
to catch our train--my train, I mean.”

He looked up at Stanton and taking his hand in both of his, drew the man
toward him. All the wildness and intolerance in his manner had passed,
and as he raised his eyes they were full of a firm resolve.

“Come,” he said simply; “there is yet time. Leave these people behind
you. What can you answer when they ask what have you done with your
talents?”

“Good God, Arkwright,” the senator exclaimed angrily, pulling his hand
away; “don’t talk like a hymn-book, and don’t make another scene. What
you ask is impossible. Tell me what I can do to help you in any other
way, and--”

“Come,” repeated the young man firmly.

“The world may judge you by what you do to-night.”

Stanton looked at the boy for a brief moment with a strained and eager
scrutiny, and then turned away abruptly and shook his head in silence,
and Arkwright passed around the table and on out of the room.

A month later, as the Southern senator was passing through the
reading-room of the Union Club, Livingstone beckoned to him, and handing
him an afternoon paper pointed at a paragraph in silence.

The paragraph was dated Sagua la Grande, and read:

“The body of Henry Arkwright, an American civil engineer, was brought
into Sagua to-day by a Spanish column. It was found lying in a road
three miles beyond the line of forts. Arkwright was surprised by a
guerilla force while attempting to make his way to the insurgent camp,
and on resisting was shot. The body has been handed over to the American
consul for interment. It is badly mutilated.”

Stanton lowered the paper and stood staring out of the window at the
falling snow and the cheery lights and bustling energy of the avenue.

“Poor fellow,” he said, “he wanted so much to help them. And he didn’t
accomplish anything, did he?”

Livingstone stared at the older man and laughed shortly.

“Well, I don’t know,” he said. “He died. Some of us only live.”




THE VAGRANT

His Excellency Sir Charles Greville, K. C. M. G., Governor of the
Windless Islands, stood upon the veranda of Government House surveying
the new day with critical and searching eyes. Sir Charles had been
so long absolute monarch of the Windless Isles that he had assumed
unconsciously a mental attitude of suzerainty over even the glittering
waters of the Caribbean Sea, and the coral reefs under the waters,
and the rainbow skies that floated above them. But on this particular
morning not even the critical eye of the Governor could distinguish a
single flaw in the tropical landscape before him.

The lawn at his feet ran down to meet the dazzling waters of the bay,
the blue waters of the bay ran to meet a great stretch of absinthe
green, the green joined a fairy sky of pink and gold and saffron.
Islands of coral floated on the sea of absinthe, and derelict clouds of
mother-of-pearl swung low above them, starting from nowhere and going
nowhere, but drifting beautifully, like giant soap-bubbles of light and
color. Where the lawn touched the waters of the bay the cocoanut-palms
reached their crooked lengths far up into the sunshine, and as the
sea-breeze stirred their fronds they filled the hot air with whispers
and murmurs like the fluttering of many fans. Nature smiled boldly upon
the Governor, confident in her bountiful beauty, as though she said,
“Surely you cannot but be pleased with me to-day.” And, as though in
answer, the critical and searching glance of Sir Charles relaxed.

The crunching of the gravel and the rattle of the sentry’s musket at
salute recalled him to his high office and to the duties of the morning.
He waved his hand, and, as though it were a wand, the sentry moved
again, making his way to the kitchen-garden, and so around Government
House and back to the lawn-tennis court, maintaining in his solitary
pilgrimage the dignity of her Majesty’s representative, as well as her
Majesty’s power over the Windless Isles.

The Governor smiled slightly, with the ease of mind of one who finds
all things good. Supreme authority, surroundings of endless beauty, the
respectful, even humble, deference of his inferiors, and never even an
occasional visit from a superior, had in four years lowered him into a
bed of ease and self-satisfaction. He was cut off from the world, and
yet of it. Each month there came, via Jamaica, the three weeks’ old copy
of The Weekly Times; he subscribed to Mudie’s Colonial Library; and
from the States he had imported an American lawn-mower, the mechanism of
which no one as yet understood. Within his own borders he had created
a healthy, orderly seaport out of what had been a sink of fever and a
refuge for all the ne’er-do-wells and fugitive revolutionists of Central
America.

He knew, as he sat each evening on his veranda, looking across the
bay, that in the world beyond the pink and gold sunset men were still
panting, struggling, and starving; crises were rising and passing;
strikes and panics, wars and the rumors of wars, swept from continent to
continent; a plague crept through India; a filibuster with five hundred
men at his back crossed an imaginary line and stirred the world from
Cape Town to London; Emperors were crowned; the good Queen celebrated
the longest reign; and a captain of artillery imprisoned in a swampy
island in the South Atlantic caused two hemispheres to clamor for
his rescue, and lit a race war that stretched from Algiers to the
boulevards.

And yet, at the Windless Isles, all these happenings seemed to Sir
Charles like the morning’s memory of a dream. For these things never
crossed the ring of the coral reefs; he saw them only as pictures in an
illustrated paper a month old. And he was pleased to find that this
was so. He was sufficient to himself, with his own responsibilities and
social duties and public works.

He was a man in authority, who said to others, “Come!” and “Go!” Under
him were commissioners, and under the commissioners district inspectors
and boards of education and of highways. For the better health of the
colony he had planted trees that sucked the malaria from the air;
for its better morals he had substituted as a Sunday amusement
cricket-matches for cock-fights; and to keep it at peace he had created
a local constabulary of native negroes, and had dressed them in the
cast-off uniforms of London policemen. His handiwork was everywhere,
and his interest was all sunk in his handiwork. The days passed gorgeous
with sunshine, the nights breathed with beauty. It was an existence
of leisurely occupation, and one that promised no change, and he was
content.

As it was Thursday, the Council met that morning, and some questions
of moment to the colony were to be brought up for consideration.
The question of the dog-tax was one which perplexed Sir Charles most
particularly. The two Councillors elected by the people and the three
appointed by the crown had disagreed as to this tax. Of the five hundred
British subjects at the seaport, all but ten were owners of dogs, and it
had occurred to Sassoon, the chemist, that a tax of half-a-crown a
year on each of these dogs would meet the expense of extending the
oyster-shell road to the new cricket-grounds. To this Snellgrove, who
held the contract for the narrow-gauge railroad, agreed; but the three
crown Councillors opposed the tax vigorously, on the ground that as
scavengers alone the dogs were a boon to the colony and should be
encouraged. The fact that each of these gentlemen owned not only one,
but several dogs of high pedigree made their position one of great
delicacy.

There was no way by which the Governor could test the popular will
in the matter, except through his secretary, Mr. Clarges, who, at the
cricket-match between the local eleven and the officers and crew of
H. M. S. Partridge, had been informed by the other owners of several
fox-terriers that, in their opinion, the tax was a piece of “condemned
tommy-rot.” From this the Governor judged that it would not prove a
popular measure. As he paced the veranda, drawing deliberately on his
cigar, and considering to which party he should give the weight of
his final support, his thoughts were disturbed by the approach of a
stranger, who advanced along the gravel walk, guarded on either side
by one of the local constabulary. The stranger was young and of poor
appearance. His bare feet were bound in a pair of the rope sandals worn
by the natives, his clothing was of torn and soiled drill, and he fanned
his face nonchalantly with a sombrero of battered and shapeless felt.

Sir Charles halted in his walk, and holding his cigar behind his back,
addressed himself to the sergeant.

“A vagrant?” he asked.

The words seemed to bear some amusing significance to the stranger, for
his face lit instantly with a sweet and charming smile, and while he
turned to hear the sergeant’s reply, he regarded him with a kindly and
affectionate interest.

“Yes, your Excellency.”

The Governor turned to the prisoner.

“Do you know the law of this colony regarding vagrants?”

“I do not,” the young man answered. His tone was politely curious, and
suggested that he would like to be further informed as to the local
peculiarities of a foreign country.

“After two weeks’ residence,” the Governor recited, impressively, “all
able-bodied persons who will not work are put to work or deported. Have
you made any effort to find work?”

Again the young man smiled charmingly. He shook his head and laughed.
“Oh dear no,” he said.

The laugh struck the Governor as impertinent.

“Then you must leave by the next mail-steamer, if you have any money to
pay your passage, or, if you have no money, you must go to work on the
roads. Have you any money?”

“If I had, I wouldn’t--be a vagrant,” the young man answered. His voice
was low and singularly sweet. It seemed to suit the indolence of his
attitude and the lazy, inconsequent smile. “I called on our consular
agent here,” he continued, leisurely, “to write a letter home for money,
but he was disgracefully drunk, so I used his official note-paper to
write to the State Department about him, instead.”

The Governor’s deepest interest was aroused. The American consular agent
was one of the severest trials he was forced to endure.

“You are not a British subject, then? Ah, I see--and--er--your
representative was unable to assist you?”

“He was drunk,” the young man repeated, placidly. “He has been drunk
ever since I have been here, particularly in the mornings.”

He halted, as though the subject had lost interest for him, and gazed
pleasantly at the sunny bay and up at the moving palms.

“Then,” said the Governor, as though he had not been interrupted, “as
you have no means of support, you will help support the colony until you
can earn money to leave it. That will do, sergeant.”

The young man placed his hat upon his head and turned to move away, but
at the first step he swayed suddenly and caught at the negro’s shoulder,
clasping his other hand across his eyes. The sergeant held him by the
waist, and looked up at the Governor with some embarrassment.

“The young gentleman has not been well, Sir Charles,” he said,
apologetically.

The stranger straightened himself up and smiled vaguely. “I’m all
right,” he murmured. “Sun’s too hot.”

“Sit down,” said the Governor.

He observed the stranger more closely. He noticed now that beneath the
tan his face was delicate and finely cut, and that his yellow hair clung
closely to a well-formed head.

“He seems faint. Has he had anything to eat?” asked the Governor.

The sergeant grinned guiltily. “Yes, Sir Charles; we’ve been feeding him
at the barracks. It’s fever, sir.”

Sir Charles was not unacquainted with fallen gentlemen, “beach-combers,”
 “remittance men,” and vagrants who had known better days, and there had
been something winning in this vagrant’s smile, and, moreover, he had
reported that thorn in his flesh, the consular agent, to the proper
authorities.

He conceived an interest in a young man who, though with naked feet, did
not hesitate to correspond with his Minister of Foreign Affairs.

“How long have you been ill?” he asked.

The young man looked up from where he had sunk on the steps, and roused
himself with a shrug. “It doesn’t matter,” he said. “I’ve had a touch
of Chagres ever since I was on the Isthmus. I was at work there on the
railroad.”

“Did you come here from Colon?”

“No; I worked up the Pacific side. I was clerking with Rossner Brothers
at Amapala for a while, because I speak a little German, and then I
footed it over to Puerto Cortez and got a job with the lottery people.
They gave me twenty dollars a month gold for rolling the tickets, and
I put it all in the drawing, and won as much as ten.” He laughed, and
sitting erect, drew from his pocket a roll of thin green papers. “These
are for the next drawing,” he said. “Have some?” he added. He held
them towards the negro sergeant, who, under the eye of the Governor,
resisted, and then spread the tickets on his knee like a hand at cards.
“I stand to win a lot with these,” he said, with a cheerful sigh. “You
see, until the list’s published I’m prospectively worth twenty
thousand dollars. And,” he added, “I break stones in the sun.” He rose
unsteadily, and saluted the Governor with a nod. “Good-morning, sir,” he
said, “and thank you.”

“Wait,” Sir Charles commanded. A new form of punishment had suggested
itself, in which justice was tempered with mercy. “Can you work one of
your American lawn-mowers?” he asked.

The young man laughed delightedly. “I never tried,” he said, “but I’ve
seen it done.”

“If you’ve been ill, it would be murder to put you on the shell
road.” The Governor’s dignity relaxed into a smile. “I don’t desire
international complications,” he said. “Sergeant, take this--him--to the
kitchen, and tell Corporal Mallon to give him that American lawn-mowing
machine. Possibly he may understand its mechanism. Mallon only cuts
holes in the turf with it.” And he waved his hand in dismissal, and as
the three men moved away he buried himself again in the perplexities of
the dog-tax.

Ten minutes later the deliberations of the Council were disturbed by a
loud and persistent rattle, like the whir of a Maxim gun, which proved,
on investigation, to arise from the American lawn-mower. The vagrant was
propelling it triumphantly across the lawn, and gazing down at it with
the same fond pride with which a nursemaid leans over the perambulator
to observe her lusty and gurgling charge.


The Councillors had departed, Sir Charles was thinking of breakfast, the
Maxim-like lawn-mower still irritated the silent hush of midday, when
from the waters of the inner harbor there came suddenly the sharp report
of a saluting gun and the rush of falling anchor-chains. There was
still a week to pass before the mail-steamer should arrive, and H. M. S.
Partridge had departed for Nassau. Besides these ships, no other vessel
had skirted the buoys of the bay in eight long smiling months. Mr.
Clarges, the secretary, with an effort to appear calm, and the orderly,
suffocated with the news, entered through separate doors at the same
instant.

The secretary filed his report first. “A yacht’s just anchored in the
bay, Sir Charles,” he said.

The orderly’s face fell. He looked aggrieved. “An American yacht,” he
corrected.

“And much larger than the Partridge,” continued the secretary.

The orderly took a hasty glance back over his shoulder. “She has her
launch lowered already, sir,” he said.

Outside the whir of the lawn-mower continued undisturbed. Sir Charles
reached for his marine-glass, and the three men hurried to the veranda.

“It looks like a man-of-war,” said Sir Charles. “No,” he added,
adjusting the binocular; “she’s a yacht. She flies the New York Yacht
Club pennant--now she’s showing the owner’s absent pennant. He must have
left in the launch. He’s coming ashore now.”

“He seems in a bit of a hurry,” growled Mr. Clarges.

“Those Americans always--” murmured Sir Charles from behind the
binocular. He did not quite know that he enjoyed this sudden onslaught
upon the privacy of his harbor and port.

It was in itself annoying, and he was further annoyed to find that it
could in the least degree disturb his poise.

The launch was growing instantly larger, like an express train
approaching a station at full speed; her flags flew out as flat as
pieces of painted tin; her bits of brass-work flashed like fire. Already
the ends of the wharves were white with groups of natives.

“You might think he was going to ram the town,” suggested the secretary.

“Oh, I say,” he exclaimed, in remonstrance, “he’s making in for your
private wharf.”

The Governor was rearranging the focus of the glass with nervous
fingers. “I believe,” he said, “no--yes--upon my word, there are--there
are ladies in that launch!”

“Ladies, sir!” The secretary threw a hasty glance at the binocular, but
it was in immediate use.

The clatter of the lawn-mower ceased suddenly, and the relief of its
silence caused the Governor to lower his eyes. He saw the lawn-mower
lying prostrate on the grass. The vagrant had vanished.

There was a sharp tinkle of bells, and the launch slipped up to the
wharf and halted as softly as a bicycle. A man in a yachting-suit jumped
from her, and making some laughing speech to the two women in the stern,
walked briskly across the lawn, taking a letter from his pocket as he
came. Sir Charles awaited him gravely; the occupants of the launch had
seen him, and it was too late to retreat.

“Sir Charles Greville, I believe,” said the yachtsman. He bowed, and ran
lightly up the steps. “I am Mr. Robert Collier, from New York,” he said.
“I have a letter to you from your ambassador at Washington. If you’ll
pardon me, I’ll present it in person. I had meant to leave it, but
seeing you--” He paused, and gave the letter in his hand to Sir Charles,
who waved him towards his library.

Sir Charles scowled at the letter through his monocle, and then shook
hands with his visitor. “I am very glad to see you, Mr. Collier,” he
said. “He says here you are preparing a book on our colonies in the West
Indies.” He tapped the letter with his monocle. “I am sure I shall be
most happy to assist you with any information in my power.”

“Well, I am writing a book--yes,” Mr. Collier observed, doubtfully,
“but it’s a logbook. This trip I am on pleasure bent, and I also wish
to consult with you on a personal matter. However, that can wait.” He
glanced out of the windows to where the launch lay in the sun. “My wife
came ashore with me, Sir Charles,” he said, “so that in case there was
a Lady Greville, Mrs. Collier could call on her, and we could ask if you
would waive etiquette and do us the honor to dine with us to-night on
the yacht--that is, if you are not engaged.”

Sir Charles smiled. “There is no Lady Greville,” he said, “and I
personally do not think I am engaged elsewhere.” He paused in thought,
as though to make quite sure he was not. “No,” he added, “I have no
other engagement. I will come with pleasure.”

Sir Charles rose and clapped his hands for the orderly. “Possibly the
ladies will come up to the veranda?” he asked. “I cannot allow them to
remain at the end of my wharf.” He turned, and gave directions to the
orderly to bring limes and bottles of soda and ice, and led the way
across the lawn.

Mrs. Collier and her friend had not explored the grounds of Government
House for over ten minutes before Sir Charles felt that many years ago
he had personally arranged their visit, that he had known them for even
a longer time, and that, now that they had finally arrived, they must
never depart.

To them there was apparently nothing on his domain which did not thrill
with delightful interest. They were as eager as two children at a
pantomime, and as unconscious. As a rule, Sir Charles had found it
rather difficult to meet the women of his colony on a path which they
were capable of treading intelligently. In fairness to them, he
had always sought out some topic in which they could take an equal
part--something connected with the conduct of children, or the better
ventilation of the new school-house and chapel. But these new-comers did
not require him to select topics of conversation; they did not even wait
for him to finish those which he himself introduced. They flitted from
one end of the garden to the other with the eagerness of two midshipmen
on shore leave, and they found something to enjoy in what seemed to
the Governor the most commonplace of things. The Zouave uniform of the
sentry, the old Spanish cannon converted into peaceful gate-posts, the
aviary with its screaming paroquets, the botanical station, and even the
ice-machine were all objects of delight.

On the other hand, the interior of the famous palace, which had been
sent out complete from London, and which was wont to fill the wives of
the colonials with awe or to reduce them to whispers, for some reason
failed of its effect. But they said they “loved” the large gold V. R.’s
on the back of the Councillors’ chairs, and they exclaimed aloud over
the red leather despatch-boxes and the great seal of the colony, and the
mysterious envelopes marked “On her Majesty’s service.”

“Isn’t it too exciting, Florence?” demanded Mrs. Collier. “This is
the table where Sir Charles sits and writes letters ‘on her Majesty’s
service,’ and presses these buttons, and war-ships spring up in perfect
shoals. Oh, Robert,” she sighed, “I do wish you had been a Governor!”

The young lady called Florence stood looking down into the great
arm-chair in front of the Governor’s table.

“May I?” she asked. She slid fearlessly in between the oak arms of the
chair and smiled about her. Afterwards Sir Charles remembered her as she
appeared at that moment with the red leather of the chair behind her,
with her gloved hands resting on the carved oak, and her head on one
side, smiling up at him. She gazed with large eyes at the blue linen
envelopes, the stiff documents in red tape, the tray of black sand, and
the goose-quill pens.

“I am now the Countess Zika,” she announced; “no, I am Diana of the
Crossways, and I mean to discover a state secret and sell it to the
Daily Telegraph. Sir Charles,” she demanded, “if I press this electric
button is war declared anywhere, or what happens?”

“That second button,” said Sir Charles, after deliberate scrutiny, “is
the one which communicates with the pantry.”

The Governor would not consider their returning to the yacht for
luncheon.

“You might decide to steam away as suddenly as you came,” he said,
gallantly, “and I cannot take that chance. This is Bachelor’s Hall, so
you must pardon my people if things do not go very smoothly.” He himself
led them to the great guest-chamber, where there had not been a guest
for many years, and he noticed, as though for the first time, that
the halls through which they passed were bare, and that the floor was
littered with unpacked boxes and gun-cases. He also observed for the
first time that maps of the colony, with the coffee-plantations and
mahogany belt marked in different inks, were not perhaps so decorative
as pictures and mirrors and family portraits. And he could have wished
that the native servants had not stared so admiringly at the guests,
nor directed each other in such aggressive whispers. On those other
occasions, when the wives of the Councillors came to the semi-annual
dinners, the native servants had seemed adequate to all that was
required of them. He recollected with a flush that in the town these
semi-annual dinners were described as banquets. He wondered if to these
visitors from the outside world it was all equally provincial.

But their enjoyment was apparently unfeigned and generous. It was
evident that they had known each other for many years, yet they received
every remark that any of them made as though it had been pronounced by a
new and interesting acquaintance. Sir Charles found it rather difficult
to keep up with the talk across the table, they changed the subject
so rapidly, and they half spoke of so many things without waiting to
explain. He could not at once grasp the fact that people who had no
other position in the world save that of observers were speaking so
authoritatively of public men and public measures. He found, to his
delight, that for the first time in several years he was not presiding
at his own table, and that his guests seemed to feel no awe of him.

“What’s the use of a yacht nowadays?” Collier was saying--“what’s the
use of a yacht, when you can go to sleep in a wagon-lit at the Gare du
Nord, and wake up at Vladivostok? And look at the time it saves; eleven
days to Gib, six to Port Said, and fifteen to Colombo--there you are,
only half-way around, and you’re already sixteen days behind the man in
the wagon-lit.”

“But nobody wants to go to Vladivostok,” said Miss Cameron, “or anywhere
else in a wagon-lit. But with a yacht you can explore out-of-the-way
places, and you meet new and interesting people. We wouldn’t have met
Sir Charles if we had waited for a wagon-lit.” She bowed her head to
the Governor, and he smiled with gratitude. He had lost Mr. Collier
somewhere in the Indian Ocean, and he was glad she had brought them back
to the Windless Isles once more.

“And again I repeat that the answer to that is, ‘Why not? said the March
Hare,’” remarked Mr. Collier, determinedly.

The answer, as an answer, did not strike Sir Charles as a very good one.
But the ladies seemed to comprehend, for Miss Cameron said: “Did I tell
you about meeting him at Oxford just a few months before his death--at
a children’s tea-party? He was so sweet and understanding with them!
Two women tried to lionize him, and he ran away and played with the
children. I was more glad to meet him than any one I can think of. Not
as a personage, you know, but because I felt grateful to him.”

“Yes, that way, distinctly,” said Mrs. Collier. “I should have felt that
way towards Mrs. Ewing more than any one else.”

“I know, ‘Jackanapes,’” remarked Collier, shortly; “a brutal assault
upon the feelings, I say.”

“Some one else said it before you, Robert,” Mrs. Collier commented,
calmly. “Perhaps Sir Charles met him at Apia.” They all turned and
looked at him. He wished he could say he had met him at Apia. He did
not quite see how they had made their way from a children’s tea party
at Oxford to the South Pacific islands, but he was anxious to join in
somewhere with a clever observation. But they never seemed to settle in
one place sufficiently long for him to recollect what he knew of it. He
hoped they would get around to the west coast of Africa in time. He had
been Governor of Sierra Leone for five years.

His success that night at dinner on the yacht was far better. The others
seemed a little tired after the hours of sight-seeing to which he had
treated them, and they were content to listen. In the absence of Mr.
Clarges, who knew them word by word, he felt free to tell his three
stories of life at Sierra Leone. He took his time in the telling, and
could congratulate himself that his efforts had never been more keenly
appreciated. He felt that he was holding his own.

The night was still and warm, and while the men lingered below at the
table, the two women mounted to the deck and watched the lights of
the town as they vanished one by one and left the moon in unchallenged
possession of the harbor. For a long time Miss Cameron stood silent,
looking out across the bay at the shore and the hills beyond. A fish
splashed near them, and the sound of oars rose from the mist that
floated above the water, until they were muffled in the distance. The
palms along the shore glistened like silver, and overhead the Southern
Cross shone white against a sky of purple. The silence deepened and
continued for so long a time that Mrs. Collier felt its significance,
and waited for the girl to end it.

Miss Cameron raised her eyes to the stars and frowned. “I am not
surprised that he is content to stay here,” she said. “Are you? It is so
beautiful, so wonderfully beautiful.”

For a moment Mrs. Collier made no answer. “Two years is a long time,
Florence,” she said; “and he is all I have; he is not only my only
brother, he is the only living soul who is related to me. That makes
it harder.”

The girl seemed to find some implied reproach in the speech, for she
turned and looked at her friend closely. “Do you feel it is my fault,
Alice?” she asked.

The older woman shook her head. “How could it be your fault?” she
answered. “If you couldn’t love him enough to marry him, you couldn’t,
that’s all. But that is no reason why he should have hidden himself from
all of us. Even if he could not stand being near you, caring as he did,
he need not have treated me so. We have done all we can do, and Robert
has been more than fine about it. He and his agents have written to
every consul and business house in Central America, and I don’t believe
there is a city that he hasn’t visited. He has sent him money and
letters to every bank and to every post-office--”

The girl raised her head quickly.

“--but he never calls for either,” Mrs. Collier continued, “for I know
that if he had read my letters he would have come home.”

The girl lifted her head as though she were about to speak, and then
turned and walked slowly away. After a few moments she returned, and
stood, with her hands resting on the rail, looking down into the water.
“I wrote him two letters,” she said. In the silence of the night her
voice was unusually clear and distinct. “I--you make me wonder--if they
ever reached him.”

Mrs. Collier, with her eyes fixed upon the girl, rose slowly from her
chair and came towards her. She reached out her hand and touched Miss
Cameron on the arm.

“Florence,” she said, in a whisper, “have you--”

The girl raised her head slowly, and lowered it again. “Yes,” she
answered; “I told him to come back--to come back to me. Alice,” she
cried, “I--I begged him to come back!” She tossed her hands apart and
again walked rapidly away, leaving the older woman standing motionless.

A moment later, when Sir Charles and Mr. Collier stepped out upon the
deck, they discovered the two women standing close together, two white,
ghostly figures in the moonlight, and as they advanced towards them they
saw Mrs. Collier take the girl for an instant in her arms.

Sir Charles was asking Miss Cameron how long she thought an immigrant
should be made to work for his freehold allotment, when Mr. Collier and
his wife rose at the same moment and departed on separate errands. They
met most mysteriously in the shadow of the wheel-house.

“What is it? Is anything wrong with Florence?” Collier asked, anxiously.
“Not homesick, is she?”

Mrs. Collier put her hands on her husband’s shoulders and shook her
head.

“Wrong? No, thank Heaven! it’s as right as right can be!” she cried.
“She’s written to him to come back, but he’s never answered, and so--and
now it’s all right.”

Mr. Collier gazed blankly at his wife’s upturned face. “Well, I don’t
see that,” he remonstrated. “What’s the use of her being in love with
him now when he can’t be found? What? Why didn’t she love him two years
ago when he was where you could get at him--at her house, for instance.
He was there most of his time. She would have saved a lot of trouble.
However,” he added, energetically, “this makes it absolutely necessary
to find that young man and bring him to his senses. We’ll search this
place for the next few days, and then we’ll try the mainland again. I
think I’ll offer a reward for him, and have it printed in Spanish, and
paste it up in all the plazas. We might add a line in English, ‘She has
changed her mind.’ That would bring him home, wouldn’t it?”

“Don’t be unfeeling, Robert,” said Mrs. Collier.

Her husband raised his eyes appealingly, and addressed himself to the
moon. “I ask you now,” he complained, “is that fair to a man who
has spent six months on muleback trying to round up a prodigal
brother-in-law?”

That same evening, after the ladies had gone below, Mr. Collier asked
Sir Charles to assist him in his search for his wife’s brother, and
Sir Charles heartily promised his most active co-operation. There were
several Americans at work in the interior, he said, as overseers on
the coffee-plantations. It was possible that the runaway might be among
them. It was only that morning, Sir Charles remembered, that an American
had been at work “repairing his lawn-mower,” as he considerately
expressed it. He would send for him on the morrow.

But on the morrow the slave of the lawn-mower was reported on the list
of prisoners as “missing,” and Corporal Mallon was grieved, but refused
to consider himself responsible. Sir Charles himself had allowed the
vagrant unusual freedom, and the vagrant had taken advantage of it, and
probably escaped to the hills, or up the river to the logwood camp.

“Telegraph a description of him to Inspector Garrett,” Sir Charles
directed, “and to the heads of all up stations. And when he returns,
bring him to me.”

So great was his zeal that Sir Charles further offered to join Mr.
Collier in his search among the outlying plantations; but Mr. Collier
preferred to work alone. He accordingly set out at once, armed with
letters to the different district inspectors, and in his absence
delegated to Sir Charles the pleasant duty of caring for the wants of
Miss Cameron and his wife. Sir Charles regarded the latter as deserving
of all sympathy, for Mr. Collier, in his efforts to conceal the fact
from the Governor that Florence Cameron was responsible, or in any
way concerned, in the disappearance of the missing man, had been too
mysterious. Sir Charles was convinced that the fugitive had swindled his
brother-in-law and stolen his sister’s jewels.

The days which followed were to the Governor days and nights of strange
discoveries. He recognized that the missionaries from the great outside
world had invaded his shores and disturbed his gods and temples. Their
religion of progress and activity filled him with doubt and unrest.

“In this century,” Mr. Collier had declared, “nothing can stand still.
It’s the same with a corporation, or a country, or a man. We must either
march ahead or fall out. We can’t mark time. What?”

“Exactly--certainly not,” Sir Charles had answered. But in his heart
he knew that he himself had been marking time under these soft tropical
skies while the world was pushing forward. The thought had not disturbed
him before. Now he felt guilty. He conceived a sudden intolerance, if
not contempt, for the little village of whitewashed houses, for the
rafts of mahogany and of logwood that bumped against the pier-heads, for
the sacks of coffee piled high like barricades under the corrugated zinc
sheds along the wharf. Each season it had been his pride to note the
increase in these exports. The development of the resources of his
colony had been a work in which he had felt that the Colonial Secretary
took an immediate interest. He had believed that he was one of the
important wheels of the machinery which moved the British Empire: and
now, in a day, he was undeceived. It was forced upon him that to the
eyes of the outside world he was only a greengrocer operating on a large
scale; he provided the British public with coffee for its breakfast,
with drugs for its stomach, and with strange woods for its
dining-room furniture and walking-sticks. He combated this ignominious
characterization of his position indignantly. The new arrivals certainly
gave him no hint that they considered him so lightly. This thought
greatly comforted him, for he felt that in some way he was summoning
to his aid all of his assets and resources to meet an expert and final
valuation. As he ranged them before him he was disturbed and happy to
find that the value he placed upon them was the value they would have
in the eyes of a young girl--not a girl of the shy, mother-obeying,
man-worshipping English type, but a girl such as Miss Cameron seemed to
be, a girl who could understand what you were trying to say before you
said it, who could take an interest in rates of exchange and preside
at a dinner table, who was charmingly feminine and clever, and who was
respectful of herself and of others. In fact, he decided, with a flush,
that Miss Cameron herself was the young girl he had in his mind.

“Why not?” he asked.

The question came to him in his room, the sixth night of their visit,
and he strode over to the long pier-glass and stood studying himself
critically for the first time in years. He was still a fine-looking,
well-kept man. His hair was thin, but that fact did not show; and his
waist was lost, but riding and tennis would set that right. He had means
outside of his official salary, and there was the title, such as it was.
Lady Greville the wife of the birthday knight sounded as well as Lady
Greville the marchioness. And Americans cared for these things. He
doubted whether this particular American would do so, but he was adding
up all he had to offer, and that was one of the assets. He was sure
she would not be content to remain mistress of the Windless Isles. Nor,
indeed, did he longer care to be master there, now that he had inhaled
this quick, stirring breath from the outer world. He would resign, and
return and mix with the world again. He would enter Parliament; a man
so well acquainted as himself with the Gold Coast of Africa and with
the trade of the West Indies must always be of value in the Lower House.
This value would be recognized, no doubt, and he would become at
first an Under-Secretary for the Colonies, and then, in time, Colonial
Secretary and a cabinet minister. She would like that, he thought. And
after that place had been reached, all things were possible. For years
he had not dreamed such dreams--not since he had been a clerk in the
Foreign Office. They seemed just as possible now as they had seemed real
then, and just as near. He felt it was all absolutely in his own hands.

He descended to the dining-room with the air of a man who already felt
the cares of high responsibility upon his shoulders. His head was erect
and his chest thrown forward. He was ten years younger; his manner was
alert, assured, and gracious. As he passed through the halls he was
impatient of the familiar settings of Government House; they seemed
to him like the furnishings of a hotel where he had paid his bill, and
where his luggage was lying strapped for departure in the hallway.

In his library he saw on his table a number of papers lying open waiting
for his signature, the dog-tax among the others. He smiled to remember
how important it had seemed to him in the past--in that past of
indolence and easy content. Now he was on fire to put this rekindled
ambition to work, to tell the woman who had lighted it that it was all
from her and for her, that without her he had existed, that now he had
begun to live.

They had never found him so delighful{sic} as he appeared that night.
He was like a man on the eve of a holiday. He made a jest of his past
efforts; he made them see, as he now saw it for the first time, that
side of the life of the Windless Isles which was narrow and petty,
even ridiculous. He talked of big men in a big way; he criticised, and
expounded, and advanced his own theories of government and the proper
control of an empire.

Collier, who had returned from his unsuccessful search of the
plantations, shook his head.

“It’s a pity you are not in London now,” he said, sincerely. “They need
some one there who has been on the spot. They can’t direct the colonies
from what they know of them in Whitehall.”

Sir Charles fingered the dinner cloth nervously, and when he spoke,
fixed his eyes anxiously upon Miss Cameron.

“Do you know,” he said, “I have been thinking of doing that very thing,
of resigning my post here and going back, entering Parliament, and all
the rest of it.”

His declaration met with a unanimous chorus of delight. Miss Cameron
nodded her head with eager approval.

“Yes, if I were a man, that is where I should wish to be,” she said, “at
the heart of it. Why, whatever you say in the House of Commons is heard
all over the world the next morning.”

Sir Charles felt the blood tingle in his pulses. He had not been so
stirred in years. Her words ran to his head like wine.

Mr. Collier raised his glass.

“Here’s to our next meeting,” he said, “on the terrace of the House of
Commons.”

But Miss Cameron interrupted. “No; to the Colonial Secretary,” she
amended.

“Oh yes,” they assented, rising, and so drank his health, smiling down
upon him with kind, friendly glances and good-will.

“To the Colonial Secretary,” they said. Sir Charles clasped the arms
of his chair tightly with his hands; his eyes were half closed, and his
lips pressed into a grim, confident smile. He felt that a single word
from her would make all that they suggested possible. If she cared for
such things, they were hers; he had them to give; they were ready lying
at her feet. He knew that the power had always been with him, lying
dormant in his heart and brain. It had only waited for the touch of the
Princess to wake it into life.

The American visitors were to sail for the mainland the next day, but he
had come to know them so well in the brief period of their visit that he
felt he dared speak to her that same night. At least he could give
her some word that would keep him in her mind until they met again in
London, or until she had considered her answer. He could not expect her
to answer at once. She could take much time. What else had he to do now
but to wait for her answer? It was now all that made life.

Collier and his wife had left the veranda and had crossed the lawn
towards the water’s edge. The moonlight fell full upon them with all the
splendor of the tropics, and lit the night with a brilliant, dazzling
radiance. From where Miss Cameron sat on the veranda in the shadow, Sir
Charles could see only the white outline of her figure and the indolent
movement of her fan. Collier had left his wife and was returning slowly
towards the step. Sir Charles felt that if he meant to speak he must
speak now, and quickly. He rose and placed himself beside her in the
shadow, and the girl turned her head inquiringly and looked up at him.

But on the instant the hush of the night was broken by a sharp
challenge, and the sound of men’s voices raised in anger; there was the
noise of a struggle on the gravel, and from the corner of the house the
two sentries came running, dragging between them a slight figure that
fought and wrestled to be free.

Sir Charles exclaimed with indignant impatience, and turning, strode
quickly to the head of the steps.

“What does this mean?” he demanded. “What are you doing with that man?
Why did you bring him here?”

As the soldiers straightened to attention, their prisoner ceased to
struggle, and stood with his head bent on his chest. His sombrero was
pulled down low across his forehead.

“He was crawling through the bushes, Sir Charles,” the soldier panted,
“watching that gentleman, sir,”--he nodded over his shoulder towards
Collier. “I challenged, and he jumped to run, and we collared him. He
resisted, Sir Charles.”

The mind of the Governor was concerned with other matters than
trespassers.

“Well, take him to the barracks, then,” he said. “Report to me in the
morning. That will do.”

The prisoner wheeled eagerly, without further show of resistance, and
the soldiers closed in on him on either side. But as the three men moved
away together, their faces, which had been in shadow, were now turned
towards Mr. Collier, who was advancing leisurely, and with silent
footsteps, across the grass. He met them face to face, and as he did so
the prisoner sprang back and threw out his arms in front of him, with
the gesture of a man who entreats silence. Mr. Collier halted as though
struck to stone, and the two men confronted each other without moving.

“Good God!” Mr. Collier whispered.

He turned stiffly and slowly, as though in a trance, and beckoned to his
wife, who had followed him.

“Alice!” he called. He stepped backwards towards her, and taking her
hand in one of his, drew her towards the prisoner. “Here he is!” he
said.

They heard her cry “Henry!” with the fierceness of a call for help,
and saw her rush forward and stumble into the arms of the prisoner, and
their two heads were bent close together.

Collier ran up the steps and explained breathlessly.

“And now,” he gasped, in conclusion, “what’s to be done? What’s he
arrested for? Is it bailable? What?”

“Good heavens!” exclaimed Sir Charles, miserably. “It is my fault
entirely. I assure you I had no idea. How could I? But I should have
known, I should have guessed it.” He dismissed the sentries with a
gesture. “That will do,” he said. “Return to your posts.”

Mr. Collier laughed with relief.

“Then it is not serious?” he asked.

“He--he had no money, that was all,” exclaimed Sir Charles. “Serious?
Certainly not. Upon my word, I’m sorry--”

The young man had released himself from his sister’s embrace, and was
coming towards them; and Sir Charles, eager to redeem himself, advanced
hurriedly to greet him. But the young man did not see him; he was
looking past him up the steps to where Miss Cameron stood in the shadow.

Sir Charles hesitated and drew back. The young man stopped at the foot
of the steps, and stood with his head raised, staring up at the white
figure of the girl, who came slowly forward.

It was forced upon Sir Charles that in spite of the fact that the young
man before them had but just then been rescued from arrest, that in
spite of his mean garments and ragged sandals, something about him--the
glamour that surrounds the prodigal, or possibly the moonlight--gave him
an air of great dignity and distinction.

As Miss Cameron descended the stairs, Sir Charles recognized for the
first time that the young man was remarkably handsome, and he resented
it. It hurt him, as did also the prodigal’s youth and his assured
bearing. He felt a sudden sinking fear, a weakening of all his vital
forces, and he drew in his breath slowly and deeply. But no one noticed
him; they were looking at the tall figure of the prodigal, standing with
his hat at his hip and his head thrown back, holding the girl with his
eyes.

Collier touched Sir Charles on the arm, and nodded his head towards the
library. “Come,” he whispered, “let us old people leave them together.
They’ve a good deal to say.” Sir Charles obeyed in silence, and crossing
the library to the great oak chair, seated himself and leaned wearily
on the table before him. He picked up one of the goose quills and began
separating it into little pieces. Mr. Collier was pacing up and down,
biting excitedly on the end of his cigar. “Well, this has certainly been
a great night,” he said. “And it is all due to you, Sir Charles--all due
to you. Yes, they have you to thank for it.”

“They?” said Sir Charles. He knew that it had to come. He wanted the man
to strike quickly.

“They? Yes--Florence Cameron and Henry,” Mr. Collier answered. “Henry
went away because she wouldn’t marry him. She didn’t care for him then,
but afterwards she cared. Now they’re reunited,--and so they’re happy;
and my wife is more than happy, and I won’t have to bother any more; and
it’s all right, and all through you.”

“I am glad,” said Sir Charles. There was a long pause, which the men,
each deep in his own thoughts, did not notice.

“You will be leaving now, I suppose?” Sir Charles asked. He was looking
down, examining the broken pen in his hand.

Mr. Collier stopped in his walk and considered. “Yes, I suppose they
will want to get back,” he said. “I shall be sorry myself. And you? What
will you do?”

Sir Charles started slightly. He had not yet thought what he would do.
His eyes wandered over the neglected work, which had accumulated on the
desk before him. Only an hour before he had thought of it as petty and
little, as something unworthy of his energy. Since that time what change
had taken place in him?

For him everything had changed, he answered, but in him there had been
no change; and if this thing which the girl had brought into his life
had meant the best in life, it must always mean that. She had been an
inspiration; she must remain his spring of action. Was he a slave, he
asked himself, that he should rebel? Was he a boy, that he could turn
his love to aught but the best account? He must remember her not as the
woman who had crushed his spirit, but as she who had helped him, who had
lifted him up to something better and finer. He would make sacrifice in
her name; it would be in her name that he would rise to high places and
accomplish much good.

She would not know this, but he would know.

He rose and brushed the papers away from him with an impatient sweep of
the hand.

“I shall follow out the plan of which I spoke at dinner,” he answered.
“I shall resign here, and return home and enter Parliament.”

Mr. Collier laughed admiringly. “I love the way you English take your
share of public life,” he said, “the way you spend yourselves for your
country, and give your brains, your lives, everything you have--all for
the empire.”

Through the open window Sir Charles saw Miss Cameron half hidden by the
vines of the veranda. The moonlight falling about her transformed her
into a figure which was ideal, mysterious, and elusive, like a woman in
a dream. He shook his head wearily.

“For the empire?” he asked.




THE LAST RIDE TOGETHER

A SKETCH CONTAINING THREE POINTS OF VIEW

What the Poet Laureate wrote.

    “There are girls in the Gold Reef City
        There are mothers and children too!
    And they cry ‘Hurry up for pity!’
        So what can a brave man do?

    “I suppose we were wrong, were mad men,
        Still I think at the Judgment Day,
    When God sifts the good from the bad men,
        There’ll be something more to say.”

What more the Lord Chief Justice found to say.

“In this case we know the immediate consequence of your crime. It has
been the loss of human life, it has been the disturbance of public
peace, it has been the creation of a certain sense of distrust of public
professions and of public faith.... The sentence of this Court therefore
is that, as to you, Leander Starr Jameson, you be confined for a period
of fifteen months without hard labor; that you, Sir John Willoughby,
have ten months’ imprisonment; and that you, etc., etc.”

London Times, July 29th.


What the Hon. “Reggie” Blake thought about it.

“H. M. HOLLOWAY PRISON,

“July 28th.

“I am going to keep a diary while I am in prison, that is, if they will
let me. I never kept one before because I hadn’t the time; when I was
home on leave there was too much going on to bother about it, and when
I was up country I always came back after a day’s riding so tired that I
was too sleepy to write anything. And now that I have the time, I won’t
have anything to write about. I fancy that more things happened to me
to-day than are likely to happen again for the next eight months, so I
will make this day take up as much room in the diary as it can. I am
writing this on the back of the paper the Warder uses for his official
reports, while he is hunting up cells to put us in. We came down on him
rather unexpectedly and he is nervous.

“Of course, I had prepared myself for this after a fashion, but now I
see that somehow I never really did think I would be in here, and all
my friends outside, and everything going on just the same as though I
wasn’t alive somewhere. It’s like telling yourself that your horse can’t
possibly pull off a race, so that you won’t mind so much if he doesn’t,
but you always feel just as bad when he comes in a loser. A man can’t
fool himself into thinking one way when he is hoping the other.

“But I am glad it is over, and settled. It was a great bore not knowing
your luck and having the thing hanging over your head every morning
when you woke up. Indeed it was quite a relief when the counsel got all
through arguing over those proclamations, and the Chief Justice summed
up, but I nearly went to sleep when I found he was going all over it
again to the jury. I didn’t understand about those proclamations myself
and I’ll lay a fiver the jury didn’t either. The Colonel said he didn’t.
I couldn’t keep my mind on what Russell was explaining about, and I
got to thinking how much old Justice Hawkins looked like the counsel in
‘Alice in Wonderland’ when they tried the knave of spades for stealing
the tarts. He had just the same sort of a beak and the same sort of a
wig, and I wondered why he had his wig powdered and the others didn’t.
Pollock’s wig had a hole in the top; you could see it when he bent over
to take notes. He was always taking notes. I don’t believe he understood
about those proclamations either; he never seemed to listen, anyway.

“The Chief Justice certainly didn’t love us very much, that’s sure; and
he wasn’t going to let anybody else love us either. I felt quite the
Christian Martyr when Sir Edward was speaking in defence. He made it
sound as though we were all a lot of Adelphi heroes and ought to be
promoted and have medals, but when Lord Russell started in to read the
Riot Act at us I began to believe that hanging was too good for me. I’m
sure I never knew I was disturbing the peace of nations; it seems like
such a large order for a subaltern.

“But the worst was when they made us stand up before all those people to
be sentenced. I must say I felt shaky about the knees then, not because
I was afraid of what was coming, but because it was the first time I
had ever been pointed out before people, and made to feel ashamed. And
having those girls there, too, looking at one. That wasn’t just fair to
us. It made me feel about ten years old, and I remembered how the Head
Master used to call me to his desk and say, ‘Blake Senior, two pages of
Horace and keep in bounds for a week.’ And then I heard our names and
the months, and my name and ‘eight months’ imprisonment,’ and there was
a bustle and murmur and the tipstaves cried, ‘Order in the Court,’ and
the Judges stood up and shook out their big red skirts as though they
were shaking off the contamination of our presence and rustled away,
and I sat down, wondering how long eight months was, and wishing they’d
given me as much as they gave Jameson.

“They put us in a room together then, and our counsel said how sorry
they were, and shook hands, and went off to dinner and left us. I
thought they might have waited with us and been a little late for dinner
just that once; but no one waited except a lot of costers outside whom
we did not know. It was eight o’clock and still quite light when we came
out, and there was a line of four-wheelers and a hansom ready for us.
I’d been hoping they would take us out by the Strand entrance, just
because I’d like to have seen it again, but they marched us instead
through the main quadrangle--a beastly, gloomy courtyard that echoed,
and out, into Carey Street--such a dirty, gloomy street. The costers and
clerks set up a sort of a cheer when we came out, and one of them cried,
‘God bless you, sir,’ to the doctor, but I was sorry they cheered. It
seemed like kicking against the umpire’s decision. The Colonel and I got
into a hansom together and we trotted off into Chancery Lane and turned
into Holborn. Most of the shops were closed, and the streets looked
empty, but there was a lighted clock-face over Mooney’s public-house,
and the hands stood at a quarter past eight. I didn’t know where
Holloway was, and was hoping they would have to take us through some
decent streets to reach it; but we didn’t see a part of the city that
meant anything to me, or that I would choose to travel through again.

“Neither of us talked, and I imagined that the people in the streets
knew we were going to prison, and I kept my eyes on the enamel card on
the back of the apron. I suppose I read, ‘Two-wheeled hackney carriage:
if hired and discharged within the four-mile limit, 1s.’ at least a
hundred times. I got more sensible after a bit, and when we had turned
into Gray’s Inn Road I looked up and saw a tram in front of us with
‘Holloway Road and King’s X,’ painted on the steps, and the Colonel saw
it about the same time I fancy, for we each looked at the other, and the
Colonel raised his eyebrows. It showed us that at least the cabman knew
where we were going.

“‘They might have taken us for a turn through the West End first, I
think,’ the Colonel said. ‘I’d like to have had a look around, wouldn’t
you? This isn’t a cheerful neighborhood, is it?’

“There were a lot of children playing in St. Andrew’s Gardens, and a
crowd of them ran out just as we passed, shrieking and laughing over
nothing, the way kiddies do, and that was about the only pleasant sight
in the ride. I had quite a turn when we came to the New Hospital just
beyond, for I thought it was Holloway, and it came over me what eight
months in such a place meant. I believe if I hadn’t pulled myself up
sharp, I’d have jumped out into the street and run away. It didn’t last
more than a few seconds, but I don’t want any more like them. I was
afraid, afraid--there’s no use pretending it was anything else. I was in
a dumb, silly funk, and I turned sick inside and shook, as I have seen
a horse shake when he shies at nothing and sweats and trembles down his
sides.

“During those few seconds it seemed to be more than I could stand; I
felt sure that I couldn’t do it--that I’d go mad if they tried to force
me. The idea was so terrible--of not being master over your own legs and
arms, to have your flesh and blood and what brains God gave you buried
alive in stone walls as though they were in a safe with a time-lock on
the door set for eight months ahead. There’s nothing to be afraid of in
a stone wall really, but it’s the idea of the thing--of not being free
to move about, especially to a chap that has always lived in the open as
I have, and has had men under him. It was no wonder I was in a funk for
a minute. I’ll bet a fiver the others were, too, if they’ll only own up
to it. I don’t mean for long, but just when the idea first laid hold of
them. Anyway, it was a good lesson to me, and if I catch myself thinking
of it again I’ll whistle, or talk to myself out loud and think of
something cheerful. And I don’t mean to be one of those chaps who spends
his time in jail counting the stones in his cell, or training spiders,
or measuring how many of his steps make a mile, for madness lies that
way. I mean to sit tight and think of all the good times I’ve had, and
go over them in my mind very slowly, so as to make them last longer and
remember who was there and what we said, and the jokes and all that;
I’ll go over house-parties I have been on, and the times I’ve had in the
Riviera, and scouting parties Dr. Jim led up country when we were taking
Matabele Land.

“They say that if you’re good here they give you things to read after a
month or two, and then I can read up all those instructive books that a
fellow never does read until he’s laid up in bed.

“But that’s crowding ahead a bit; I must keep to what happened to-day.
We struck York Road at the back of the Great Western Terminus, and I
half hoped we might see some chap we knew coming or going away: I would
like to have waved my hand to him. It would have been fun to have seen
his surprise the next morning when he read in the paper that he had
been bowing to jail-birds, and then I would like to have cheated the
tipstaves out of just one more friendly good-by. I wanted to say good-by
to somebody, but I really couldn’t feel sorry to see the last of any
one of those we passed in the streets--they were such a dirty,
unhappy-looking lot, and the railroad wall ran on forever apparently,
and we might have been in a foreign country for all we knew of it. There
were just sooty gray brick tenements and gas-works on one side, and
the railroad cutting on the other, and semaphores and telegraph wires
overhead, and smoke and grime everywhere, it looked exactly like the
sort of street that should lead to a prison, and it seemed a pity to
take a smart hansom and a good cob into it.

“It was just a bit different from our last ride together--when we rode
through the night from Krugers-Dorp with hundreds of horses’ hoofs
pounding on the soft veldt behind us, and the carbines clanking against
the stirrups as they swung on the sling belts. We were being hunted
then, harassed on either side, scurrying for our lives like the Derby
Dog in a race-track when every one hoots him and no man steps out to
help--we were sick for sleep, sick for food, lashed by the rain, and we
knew that we were beaten; but we were free still, and under open skies
with the derricks of the Rand rising like gallows on our left, and
Johannesburg only fifteen miles away.”