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HENRY BROCKEN




    With a heart of furious fancies,
      Whereof I am commander:
        With a burning spear,
        And a horse of air,
      To the wilderness I wander;

    With a Knight of ghosts and shadows,
      I summoned am to Tourney:
        Ten leagues beyond
        The wide world's end;
      Methinks it is no journey.

    --ANON. (_Tom o' Bedlam_).




HENRY BROCKEN

His Travels and Adventures in the Rich, Strange, Scarce-Imaginable
Regions of Romance

by

WALTER J. DE LA MARE

("WALTER RAMAL")

London
John Murray, Albemarle Street, W.

1904







CONTENTS


I. WHITHER?

    Come hither, come hither, come hither!

    --SHAKESPEARE.


II. LUCY GRAY

    Oft I had heard of Lucy Gray;
      And, when I crossed the wild,
    I chanced to see at break of day
      The solitary child.

    --WORDSWORTH.


III. JANE EYRE

    I used to rush into strange dreams at night: dreams ... where
    amidst unusual scenes ... I still again and again met Mr.
    Rochester;... and then the sense of being in his arms, hearing his
    voice, meeting his eye, touching his hand and cheek, loving him,
    being loved by him--the hope of passing a lifetime at his side,
    would be renewed, with all its first force and fire.

    --CHARLOTTE BRONTË (_Jane Eyre_, Ch. xxxii.).


IV. JULIA, ELECTRA, DIANEME

    Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
      Old Time is still a-flying:
    And this same flower that smiles to-day
      To-morrow will be dying.

    The glorious Lamp of Heaven, the Sun,
      The higher he's a-getting,
    The sooner will his race be run,
      And nearer he's to setting.

    That age is best which is the first,
      When youth and blood are warmer;
    But being spent, the worse, and worst
      Times still succeed the former.

    Then be not coy, but use your time;
      And while ye may, go marry:
    For having lost but once your prime,
      You may for ever tarry.

    ANTHEA--

    Now is the time when all the lights wax dim,
    And thou, Anthea, must withdraw from him
    Who was thy servant. Dearest, bury me
    Under the holy-oak or gospel tree;...
    Or, for mine honour, lay me in that tomb
    In which thy sacred relics shall have room:
    For my embalming, sweetest, there will be
    No spices wanting when I'm laid by thee.

    --HERRICK (_Hesperides_).


V. NICK BOTTOM 43

    BOT. A calendar, a calendar! look in the almanac; find out
    moonshine, find out moonshine.

    --_A Midsummer Night's Dream_, Act III., Sc. i.


VI. SLEEPING BEAUTY


VII. & VIII. LEMUEL GULLIVER

    I must freely confess that since my last return some corruptions
    of my Yahoo nature have revived in me, by conversing with a few of
    your species, and particularly those of my own family, by an
    unavoidable necessity; else I should never have attempted so
    absurd a project as that of reforming the Yahoo race in this
    kingdom: but I have done with all such visionary schemes for
    ever.--_Gulliver's Letter to his Cousin._

    The first money I laid out was to buy two young stone horses,
    which I kept in a good stable, and next to them the groom is my
    greatest favourite; for I feel my spirits revived by the smell he
    contracts in the stable.

    --SWIFT (_A Voyage to the Houyhnhnms_, Ch. xi.).


IX. & X. MISTRUST, OBSTINATE, LIAR, ETC.

    And as he read he wept and trembled; and not being able longer to
    contain, he brake out with a lamentable cry, saying, "What shall I
    do?"...

    The neighbours also came out to see him run; and as he ran, some
    mocked, others threatened, and some cried after him to return.

ATHEIST--

    Now, after awhile, they perceived afar off, one coming softly and
    alone, all along the highway, to meet them.

    --BUNYAN (_The Pilgrim's Progress_).


XI. LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI

    "O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
      Alone and palely loitering?
    The sedge has withered from the lake,
        And no birds sing.

    "O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
      So haggard and so woe-begone?
    The squirrel's granary is full,
        And the harvest's done."

    --KEATS.


XII. SLEEP AND DEATH

    Death will come when thou art dead,
        Soon, too soon--
    Sleep will come when thou art fled;
      Of neither would I ask the boon
    I ask of thee, beloved Night--
    Swift be thine approaching flight,
        Come soon, soon!

    --SHELLEY.


XIII. & XIV. A DOCTOR OF PHYSIC

    Well, well, well,--
    ... God, God forgive us all!

    --_Macbeth_, Act V., Sc. i.


XV. ANNABEL LEE

    I was a child, and she was a child
      In this kingdom by the sea;
    And we loved with a love that was more than love--
      I and my Annabel Lee--
    With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
      Coveted her and me.

    --EDGAR ALLAN POE.


XVI. CRISEYDE

    ... Love hadde his dwellinge
    With-inne the subtile stremes of hir yën.

    Book I., 304-5.

    Y-wis, my dere herte, I am nought wrooth,
    Have here my trouthe and many another ooth;
    Now speek to me, for it am I, Criseyde!

    Book III., 1110-2.

    And fare now wel, myn owene swete herte!

    Book V., 1421.

    --CHAUCER (_Troilus and Criseyde_).




THE TRAVELLER
TO
THE READER



The traveller who presents himself in this little book feels how
tedious a person he may prove to be. Most travellers, that he ever
heard of, were the happy possessors of audacity and rigour, a zeal for
facts, a zeal for Science, a vivid faith in powder and gold. Who,
then, will bear for a moment with an ignorant, pacific adventurer,
without even a gun?

He may, however, seem even more than bold in one thing, and that is in
describing regions where the wise and the imaginative and the immortal
have been before him. For that he never can be contrite enough. And
yet, in spite of the renown of these regions, he can present neither
map nor chart of them, latitude nor longitude: can affirm only that
their frontier stretches just this side of Dream; that they border
Impossibility; lie parallel with Peace.

But since it is his, and only his, journey and experiences, his wonder
and delight in these lands that he tells of--a mere microcosm, as it
were--he entreats forgiveness of all who love them and their people as
much as he loves them--scarce "on this side idolatry."

H.B.




I

    _Oh, what land is the Land of Dream?_

    --WILLIAM BLAKE.


I lived, then, in the great world once, in an old, roomy house beside
a little wood of larches, with an aunt of the name of Sophia. My
father and mother died a few days before my fourth birthday, so that I
can conjure up only fleeting glimpses of their faces by which to
remember what love was then lost to me. Both were youthful at death,
but my Aunt Sophia was ever elderly. She was keen, and just, seldom
less than kind; but a child was to her something of a little animal,
and it was nothing more. In consequence, well fed, warmly clad, and in
freedom, I grew up almost in solitude between my angels, hearkening
with how simple a curiosity to that everlasting warfare of persuasion
and compulsion, terror and delight.

Which of them it was that guided me, before even I could read, to the
little room dark with holly trees that had been of old my uncle's
library, I know not. Perhaps at the instant it chanced there had
fallen a breathless truce between them, and I being solitary, my own
instinct took me. But having once found that pictured haven, I had
found somewhat of content.

I think half my youthful days passed in that low, book-walled chamber.
The candles I burned through those long years of evening would deck
Alps' hugest fir; the dust I disturbed would very easily fill again
the measure that some day shall contain my own; and the small studious
thumbmarks that paced, as if my footprints, leaf by leaf of that long
journey, might be the history of life's experience in little,--from
clearer, to clear, to faint--how very faint at last!

I do not remember ever to have been discovered in this retreat. I was
(by nature) prompt at meals, and wary to be in bed at my hour, however
transitory its occupation might be. Indeed, I very well recollect
dawn painting the page my eyes dwelt on, surprising me with its
mystery and stealth in a house as silent as the grave.

Thus entertained then by insubstantial society I grew up, and began to
be old, before I had yet learned age is disastrous. And it was there,
in that cold, bright chamber, one snowy twilight, first suddenly awoke
in me an imperative desire for distant lands.

Even while little else than a child I had begun to cast my mind to
travel. I doubt if ever Columbus suffered such vexation from an itch
to be gone.

But whither?

Now, it seemed clear to me after long brooding and musing that however
beautiful were these regions of which I never wearied to read, and
however wild and faithful and strange and lovely the people of the
books, somewhere the former must remain yet, somewhere, in immortality
serene, dwell they whom so many had spent life in dreaming of, and
writing about.

In fact, take it for all in all, what could these authors have been
at, if they laboured from dawn to midnight, from laborious midnight to
dawn, merely to tell of what never was, and never by any chance could
be? It was heaven-clear to me, solitary and a dreamer; let me but gain
the key, I would soon unlock that Eden garden-door. Somewhere yet, I
was sure, Imogen's mountains lift their chill summits into heaven;
over haunted sea-sands Ariel flits; at his webbed casement next the
stars Faust covets youth, till the last trump shall ring him out of
dream.

It was on a blue March morning, with all the trees of my aunt's woods
in a pale-green tumult of wind, that, quite unwittingly, I set out on
a journey that has not yet come to an end.

There was a hint in the air at my waking, I fancied, not quite of mere
earth, the perfume of the banners of Flora, of the mould where in
melting snow the crocus blows. I looked from my window, and the
western clouds drew gravely and loftily in the illimitable air towards
the whistling house. Strange trumpets pealed in the wind. Even my
poor, aged Aunt Sophia had changed with the universal change; her
great, solitary face reminded me of some long-forgotten April.

And a little before eleven I saddled my uncle's old mare Rosinante
(poor female jade to bear a name so glorious!), and rode out (as for
how many fruitless seasons I had ridden out!), down the stony,
nettle-narrowed path that led for a secret mile or more, beneath
lindens, towards the hills.




II


    _Still thou art blest compared wi' me!_

    --ROBERT BURNS.


It is to be wondered at that in so bleak a wind I could possibly fall
into reverie. But the habit was rooted deep in me; Rosinante was
prosaic and trustworthy; the country for miles around familiar to me
as the palm of my hand. Yet so deeply was I involved, and so steadily
had we journeyed on, that when at last I lifted my eyes with a great
sigh that was almost a sob, I found myself in a place utterly unknown
to me.

But more inexplicable yet, not only was the place strange, but, by
some incredible wizardry, Rosinante seemed to have carried me out of a
March morning, blue and tumultuous and bleak, into the grey, sweet
mist of a midsummer dawn.

I found that we were ambling languidly on across a green and level
moor. Far away, whether of clouds or hills I could not yet tell, rose
cold towers and pinnacles into the last darkness of night. Above us in
the twilight invisible larks climbed among the daybeams, singing as
they flew. A thick dew lay in beads on stick and stalk. We were alone
with the fresh wind of morning and the clear pillars of the East.

On I went, heedless, curious, marvelling; my only desire to press
forward to the goal whereto destiny was directing me. I suppose after
this we had journeyed about an hour, and the risen sun was on the
extreme verge of the gilded horizon, when I espied betwixt me and the
deep woods that lay in the distance a little child walking.

She, at any rate, was not a stranger to this moorland. Indeed,
something in her carriage, in the grey cloak she wore, in her light,
insistent step, in the old lantern she carried, in the shrill little
song she or the wind seemed singing, for a moment half impelled me to
turn aside. Even Rosinante pricked forward her ears, and stooped her
gentle face to view more closely this light traveller. And she pawed
the ground with her great shoe, and gnawed her bit when I drew rein
and leaned forward in the saddle to speak to the child.

"Is there any path here, little girl, that I may follow?" I said.

"No path at all," she answered.

"But how then do strangers find their way across the moor?" I said.

She debated with herself a moment. "Some by the stars, and some by the
moon," she answered.

"By the moon!" I cried. "But at day, what then?"

"Oh, then, sir," she said, "they can see."

I could not help laughing at her demure little answers. "Why!" I
exclaimed, "what a worldly little woman! And what is your name?"

"They call me Lucy Gray," she said, looking up into my face. I think
my heart almost ceased to beat.

"Lucy Gray!" I repeated.

"Yes," she said most seriously, as if to herself, "in all this snow."

"'Snow,'" I said--"this is dewdrops shining, not snow."

She looked at me without flinching. "How else can mother see how I am
lost?" she said.

"Why!" said I, "how else?" not knowing how to reach her bright belief.
"And what are those thick woods called over there?"

She shook her head. "There is no name," she said.

"But you have a name--Lucy Gray; and you started out--do you
remember?--one winter's day at dusk, and wandered on and on, on and
on, the snow falling in the dark, till--Do you remember?"

She stood quite still, her small, serious face full to the east,
striving with far-off dreams. And a merry little smile passed over her
lips. "That will be a long time since," she said, "and I must be off
home." And as if it had been but an apparition of my eyes that had
beset and deluded me, she was gone; and I found myself sitting astride
in the full brightness of the sun's first beams, alone.

What omen was this, then, that I should meet first a phantom on my
journey? One thing only was clear: Rosinante could trust to her five
wits better than I to mine. So leaving her to take what way she
pleased, I rode on, till at length we approached the woods I had
descried. Presently we were jogging gently down into a deep and misty
valley flanked by bracken and pines, from which issued into the crisp
air of morning a most delicious aromatic smell, that seemed at least
to prove this valley not far remote from Araby.

I do not think I was disturbed, though I confess to having been a
little amazed to see how profound this valley was into which we were
descending, yet how swiftly climbed the sun, as if to pace with us so
that we should not be in shadow, howsoever fast we journeyed. I was
astonished to see flowers of other seasons than summer by the wayside,
and to hear in June, for no other month could bear such green
abundance, the thrush sing with a February voice. Here too, almost at
my right hand, perched a score or more of robins, bright-dyed,
warbling elvishly in chorus as if the may-boughs whereon they sat were
white with hoarfrost and not buds. Birds also unknown to me in voice
and feather I saw, and little creatures in fur, timid yet not wild;
fruits, even, dangled from the trees, as if, like the bramble, blossom
and seed could live here together and prosper.

Yet why should I be distracted by these things, thought I. I
remembered Maundeville and Hithlodaye, Sindbad and Gulliver, and many
another citizen of Thule, and was reassured. A man must either believe
what he sees, or see what he believes; I know no other course. Why,
too, should I mistrust the bounty of the present merely for the
scarcity of the past? Not I!

I rode on, and it seemed had advanced but a few miles before the sun
stood overhead, and it was noon. We were growing weary, I think, of
sheer delight: Rosinante, with her mild face beneath its dark forelock
gazing this side, that side, at the uncustomary landscape; and I ever
peering forward beneath my hat in eagerness to descry some living
creature a little bigger than these conies and squirrels, to prove me
yet in lands inhabited. But the sun was wheeling headlong, and the
stillness of late afternoon on the woods, when, dusty and parched and
heavy, we came to a break in the thick foliage, and presently to a
green gate embowered in box.




III

    _Thou art so true, that thoughts of thee suffice
    To make dreams truth, and fables histories._

    --JOHN DONNE.


I dismounted and, with the nose of my beast in my bosom, stood awhile
gazing, in the half-dream weariness brings, across the valley at the
dense forests that covered the hills. And while thus standing,
doubtful whether to knock at the little gate or to ride on, it began
to open, and a great particoloured dog looked out on us. There was
certainly something unusual in the aspect of this animal, for though
he lifted on us grave and sagacious eyes, he scarcely seemed to see
us, manifested neither pleasure nor disapproval, neither wagged his
tail to give us welcome nor yawned to display his armament. He seemed
a kind of dream-dog, a dog one sees without zeal, and sees again
partly with the eye, but most in recollection.

Thus however we stood, stranger, horse, and dog, till a morose voice
called somewhere from beyond, "Pilot, sir, come here, Pilot." Semi-dog
or no, he knew his master. Whereupon, tying up my dejected Rosinante
to a ring in the gateway, I followed boldly after "Pilot" into that
sequestered garden.

Meanwhile, however, he had disappeared--down a thick green alley to
the left, I supposed. So I went forward by a clearer path, and when I
had advanced a few paces, met face to face a lady whose dark eyes
seemed strangely familiar to me.

She was evidently a little disquieted at meeting a stranger so
unceremoniously, but stood her ground like a small, black, fearless
note of interrogation.

I explained at once, therefore, as best I could, how I came to be
there: described my journey, my bewilderment, and how that I knew not
into what country nor company fate had beguiled me, except that the
one was beautiful, and the other in some delightful way familiar, and
I begged her to tell me where I really was, and how far from home,
and of whom I was now beseeching forgiveness.

Her thoughts followed my every word, passing upon her face like
shadows on the sea. I have never seen a listener so completely still
and so completely engrossed in listening. And when I had finished, she
looked aside with a transient, half-sly smile, and glanced at me again
covertly, so that I could not see herself for seeing her eyes; and she
laughed lightly.

"It is indeed a strange journey," she replied. "But I fear I cannot in
the least direct you. I have never ventured my own self beyond the
woods, lest--I should penetrate too far. But you are tired and hungry.
Will you please walk on a few steps till you come to a stone seat? My
name is Rochester--Jane Rochester"--she glanced up between the hollies
with a sigh that was all but laughter--"Jane Eyre, you know."

I went on as she had bidden, and seated myself before an old, white,
many-windowed house, squatting, like an owl at noon, beneath its green
covert. In a few minutes the great dog with dripping jowl passed
almost like reality, and after him his mistress, and on her arm her
master, Mr. Rochester.

There seemed a night of darkness in that scarred face, and stars
unearthly bright. He peered dimly at me, leaning heavily on Jane's
arm, his left hand plunged into the bosom of his coat. And when he was
come near, he lifted his hat to me with a kind of Spanish gravity.

"Is this the gentleman, Jane?" he enquired.

"Yes, sir."

"He's young!" he muttered.

"For otherwise he would not be here," she replied.

"Was the gate bolted, then?" he asked.

"Mr. Rochester desires to know if you had the audacity, sir, to scale
his garden wall," Jane said, turning sharply on me. "Shall I count the
strawberries, sir?" she added over her shoulder."

"Jane, Jane!" he exclaimed testily. "I have no wish to be uncivil,
sir. We are not of the world--a mere dark satellite. I am dim; and
suspicious of strangers, as this one treacherous eye should manifest.
I'll but ask your name, sir,--there are yet a few names left, once
pleasing to my ear."

"My name is Brocken, sir--Henry Brocken," I answered.

"And--did you walk? Pah! there's the mystery! God knows how else you
could have come, unless you are a modern Ganymede. Where then's your
aquiline steed, sir? We have no neighbours here--none to stare, and
pry, and prate, and slander."

I informed him that I was as ignorant as he what power had spirited me
to his house, but that so far as obvious means went, my old horse was
probably by this time fast asleep beside the green gate at which I had
entered. Jane stood on tip-toe and whispered in his ear, and, nodding
imperiously at him, withdrew into the house.

Complete silence fell between us after her departure. The woods stood
dark and motionless in the yellow evening light. There was no sound of
wind or water, no sound of voices or footsteps; only far away the
clear, scarce-audible warbling of a sleepy bird.

"Well, sir," Mr. Rochester said suddenly, "I am bidden invite you to
pass the night here. There are stranger inhabitants than Mr. and Mrs.
Rochester in these regions you have by some means strayed into--wilder
denizens, by much; for youth's seraphic finding. Not for mine, sir, I
vow. Depart again in the morning, if you will: we shall neither of us
be displeased by then to say farewell, I dare say. I do not seek
company. My obscure shell is enough." I rose. "Sit down--sit down
again, my dear sir; there's no mischief in the truth between two men
of any world, I suppose, assuredly not of this. My wife will see to
your comfort. There! hushie now, here he floats; sit still, sit
still--I hear his wings. It is my 'Four Evangels,' sir!"

It was a sleek blackbird that had alighted and now set to singing on
the topmost twig of a lofty pear-tree near by; and with his first note
Jane reappeared. And while we listened, unstirring, to that rich,
undaunted voice, I had good opportunity to observe her, and not, I
think, without her knowledge, not even without her approval.

This, then, was the face that had returned wrath for wrath, remorse
for remorse, passion for passion to that dark egotist Jane in the
looking-glass. Yet who, thought I, could be else than beautiful with
eyes that seemed to hide in fleeting cloud a flame as pure as amber?
The arch simplicity of her gown, her small, narrow hands, the
exquisite cleverness of mouth and chin, the lovely courage and
sincerity of that yet-childish brow--it seemed even Mr. Rochester's
"Four Evangels" out of his urgent rhetoric was summoning with
reiterated persuasions, "Jane Eyre, Jane Eyre, Jane Eyre, Ja ... ne!"

Light faded from the woods; a faint wind blew cold upon our faces.
Jane took Mr. Rochester's hand and looked into his face.

She turned to me. "Will you come in, Mr. Brocken? I have seen that
your horse is made quite easy. He was fast asleep, poor fellow, as
you surmised; and, I think, dreaming; for when I proffered him a lump
of sugar, he thrust his nose into my face and breathed as if I were a
peck of corn. The candles are lit, sir; supper is ready."

We went in slowly, and Jane bolted the door. "But who it is that can
be bolted out," she said, "I know not; though there's much to bolt in.
I have stood here, Mr. Brocken, on darker nights as still as this, and
have heard what seemed to be the sea breaking, far away, leagues upon
leagues beyond the forests--the gush forward, the protracted, heavy
retreat,--listened till I could have wept to think that it was only my
own poor furious heart beating. You may imagine, then, I push the
bolts home."

"But why, Jane--why?" cried Mr. Rochester incredulously. "Violent
fancies, child!"

"Why, sir, it was, I say, not the sea I heard, but a trickling tide
one icy tap might stay, if it found but entry there."

"You talk wildly, Jane--wildly, wildly; the air's afloat with
listeners; so it seems, so it seems. Had I but one clear lamp in this
dark face!"

We sat down in the candle-lit twilight to supper. It was to me like
the supper of a child, taken at peace in the clear beams, ere he
descend into the shadow of sleep.

They sat, try as I would not to observe them, hand touching hand
throughout the meal. But to me it was as if one might sit to eat
before a great mountain ruffled with pines, and perpetually clamorous
with torrents. All that Mr. Rochester said, every gesture, these were
but the ghosts of words and movements. Behind them, gloomy,
imperturbable, withdrawn, slumbered a strange, smouldering power. I
began to see how very hotly Jane must love him, she who loved above
all things storm, the winds of the equinox, the illimitable night-sky.

She begged him to take a little wine with me, and filled his glass
till it burned like a ruby between their hands.

"It paints both our hands!" she cried glancing up at him.

"Ay, Janet," he answered; "but where is yours?"

"And what goal will you make for when you leave us," she enquired of
me. "_Is_ there anywhere else?" she added, lifting her slim eyebrows.

"I shall put trust in Chance," I replied, "which at least is steadfast
in change. So long as it does not guide me back, I care not how far
forward I go."

"You are right," she answered; "that is a puissant battlecry, here and
hereafter."

Mr. Rochester rose hastily from his chair. "The candles irk me, Jane.
I would like to be alone. Excuse me, sir." He left the room.

Jane lifted a dark curtain and beckoned me to bring the lights. She
sat down before a little piano and desired me to sit beside her. And
while she played, I know not what, but only it seemed old,
well-remembered airs her mood suggested, she asked me many questions.

"And am I indeed only like that poor mad thing you thought Jane Eyre?"
she said, "or did you read between?"

I answered that it was not her words, not even her thoughts, not even
her poetry that was to me Jane Eyre.

"What then is left of me?" she enquired, stooping her eyes over the
keys and smiling darkly. "Am I indeed so evanescent, a wintry wraith?"

"Well," I said, "Jane Eyre is left."

She pressed her lips together. "I see," she said brightly. "But then,
was I not detestable too? so stubborn, so wilful, so demented,
so--vain?"

"You were vain," I answered, "because--"

"Well?" she said, and the melody died out, and the lower voices of her
music complained softly on.

"For a barrier," I answered.

"A barrier?" she cried.

"Why, yes," I said, "a barrier against cant, and flummery, and
coldness, and pride, and against--why, against your own vanity too."

"That's really very clever--penetrating," she said; "and I really
desired to know, not because I did not know already, but to know I
knew all. You are a perspicacious observer, Mr. Brocken; and to be
that is to be alive in a world of the moribund. But then too how high
one must soar at times; for one must ever condescend in order to
observe faithfully. At any rate, to observe all one must range at an
altitude above all."

"And so," I said, "you have taken your praise from me--"

"But you are a man, and I a woman: we look with differing eyes, each
sex to the other, and perceive by contrast. Else--why, how else could
you forgive my presumption? He sees me as an eagle sees the creeping
tortoise. I see him as the moon the sun, never weary of gazing. I
borrow his radiance to observe him by. But I weary you with my
garrulous tongue.... Have you no plan at all in your journey? 'Tis not
the dangers, but to me the endless restlessness of such a
venture--that 'Oh, where shall wisdom be found?'... Will you not
pause?--stay with us a few days to consider again this rash journey?
To each his world: it is surely perilous to transgress its fixed
boundaries."

"Who knows?" I cried, rather arrogantly perhaps. "The sorcery that
lured me hither may carry me as lightly back. But I have tasted honey
and covet the hive."

She glanced sidelong at me with that stealthy gravity that lay under
all her lightness.

"That delicious Rosinante!" she exclaimed softly.... "And I really
believe too _I_ must be the honey--or is it Mr. Rochester? Ah! Mr.
Brocken, they call it wasp-honey when it is so bitter that it blisters
the lips." She talked on gaily, as if she had forgotten I was but a
stranger until now. Yet none the less she perceived presently my eyes
ever and again fixed upon the little brooch of faintest gold hair at
her throat, and flinched and paled, playing on in silence.

"Take the whole past," she continued abruptly, "spread it out before
you, with all its just defeats, all its broken faith, and overweening
hopes, its beauty, and fear, and love, and its loss--its loss; then
turn and say: this, this only, this duller heart, these duller eyes,
this contumacious spirit is all that is left--myself. Oh! who could
wish to one so dear a destiny so dark?" She rose hastily from the
piano. "Did I hear Mr. Rochester's step by the window?" she said.

I crossed the room and looked out into the night. The brightening moon
hung golden in the dark clearness of the sky. Mr. Rochester stood
motionless, Napoleon-wise, beneath the black, unstirring foliage. And
before I could turn, Jane had begun to sing:--

      You take my heart with tears;
      I battle uselessly;
    Reft of all hopes and doubts and fears,
        Lie quietly.

      You veil my heart with cloud;
      Since faith is dim and blind,
    I can but grope perplex'd and bow'd,
        Seek till I find.

      Yet bonds are life to me;
      How else could I perceive
    The love in each wild artery
        That bids me live?

Jane's was not a rich voice, nor very sweet, and yet I fancied no
other voice than this could plead and argue quite so clearly and with
such nimble insistency--neither of bird, nor child, nor brook;
because, I suppose, it was the voice of Jane Eyre, and all that was
Jane's seemed Jane's only.

The music ceased, the accompaniment died away; but Mr. Rochester stood
immobile yet--a little darker night in that much deeper. When I
turned, Jane was gone from the room. I sat down, my face towards the
still candles, as one who is awake, yet dreams on. The faint scent of
the earth through the open window; the heavy, sombre furniture; the
daintiness and the alertness in the many flowers and few womanly
gew-gaws: these too I shall remember in a tranquillity that cannot
change.

A sudden, trembling glimmer at the window lit the garden and,
instantaneously, the distant hills; lit also the figures of Jane and
Mr. Rochester beneath the trees. They entered the house, and once more
Jane drew the bolts against that phantom fear. A tinge of scarlet
stood in her cheeks, an added lustre in her eyes. They were strange
lovers, these two--like frost upon a cypress tree; yet summer lay all
around us.

I bade them good night and ascended to the little room prepared for
me. There was a great pincushion on the sprigged and portly toilet
table, and I laboured till the constellations had changed beyond my
window, in printing from a box of tiny pins upon that lavendered
mound, "Ave, Ave, atque Vale!"

Far in the night a dreadful sound woke me. I rose and looked out of
the window, and heard again, deep and reverberating, Pilot baying I
know not what light minions of the moon. The Great Bear wheeled
faintly clear in the dark zenith, but the borders of the east were
grey as glass; and far away a fierce hound was answering from his
echo-place in the gloom, as if the dread dog of Acheron kept post upon
the hills.

A light tap woke me in the sunlight, and a lighter voice. Mr.
Rochester took breakfast with us in a gloomy old dressing-room, moody
and taciturn, unpacified by sleep. But Jane, whimsical and deft, had
tied a yellow ribbon in the darkness of her hair.

Rosinante awaited me at the little green gate, eyeing forlornly the
steep valley at her feet. And I rode on. The gate was shut on me; and
Mr. Rochester again, perhaps, at his black ease.

I had jogged on, with that peculiar gravity age brings to equine
hoofs, about a mile, when the buttress of a thick wall came into view
abutting on the lane, and perched thereon what at first I deemed a
coloured figment of the mist that festooned the branches and clung
along the turf. But when I drew near I saw it was indeed a child, pink
and gold and palest blue. And she raised changeling hands at me, and
laughed and danced and chattered like the drops upon a waterfall; and
clear as if a tiny bell had jingled I heard her cry.

And my heart smote me heavily since I had of my own courtesy not
remembered Adèle.




IV

    _Cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-we, tu-witta-woo._

    --THOMAS NASH.


It was yet early, and refreshing in the chequered shade. We plodded
earnestly after our gaunt shadow in the dust, and ever downward, till
at last we drew so near to the opposite steep that I could well nigh
count its pines.

It was about the hour when birds seek shade and leave but few among
their fellows to sing, that at a stone's throw from the foot of the
hill I came to where a faint bridle-path diverged. And since it was
smooth with moss, and Rosinante haply tired of pebbles; since any but
the direct road seems ever the more delectable, I too turned aside,
and broke into the woods through which this path meandered.

Maybe it is because all woods are enchanted that the path seemed more
than many miles long. Often too we loitered, or stood, head by head,
to listen, or to watch what might be after all only wings, mere
sunbeams. Shall I say, then, that it began to be thorny, and, where
the thorns were, pale with roses, when at length the knitted boughs
gradually drew asunder, and I looked down between twitching, hairy
ears upon a glade so green and tranquil, I deemed it must be the
Garden of the Hesperides?

And because there ran a very welcome brook of water through this
glade, I left Rosinante to follow whithersoever a sweet tooth might
dictate, and climbed down into the weedy coolness at the waterbrink.

I confess I laughed to see so puckered a face as mine in the clear
blue of the flowing water. But I dipped my hands and my head into the
cold shallows none the less pleasantly, and was casting about for a
deeper pool where I might bathe unscorned of the noonday, when I heard
a light laughter behind me, and, turning cautiously, perceived under
the further shadow of the glade three ladies sitting.

Not even vanity could persuade me that they were laughing at anything
more grotesque than myself, so, putting a bold face on matters so
humiliating, I sauntered as carelessly and loftily as I dared in their
direction. My courage seemed to abash them a little; they gathered
back their petticoats like birds about to fly. But at hint of a
titter, they all three began gaily laughing again till their eyes
sparkled brighter than ever, and their cheeks seemed shadows of the
roses above their heads.

"Ladies," I began gravely, "I have left my horse, that is very old and
very thirsty, above in the wood. Is there any path I may discover by
which she may reach the water without offence?"

"Is she very old?" said one.

"She is very old," I said.

"But is she very thirsty?" said another.

"She is perhaps very thirsty," I said.

"Perhaps!" cried they all.

"Because, ladies," I replied, "being by nature of a timid tongue, and
compelled to say something, and having nothing apt to say, I
remembered my old Rosinante above in the wood."

They glanced each at each, and glanced again at me.

"But there is no path down that is not steep," said the fairest of the
three.

"There never was a path, not even, we fear, for a traveller on foot,"
continued the second.

I waited in silence a moment. "Forgive me, then," I said; "I will
offend no longer."

But this seemed far from their design.

"You see, being come," began the fairest again, "Julia thinks Fortune
must have brought you. Are we not all between Fortune's finger and
thumb?"

"If pinching is to prove anything," said the other.

"And Fortune is fickle, too," added Julia--"that's early wisdom; but
not quite so fickle as you would wish to show her. Here we have sat in
these mortal glades ever since our poor Herrick died. And here it
seems we are like to sit till he rises again. It is all so--dubious.
But since Electra has invited you to rest awhile, will you not really
rest? There is shade as deep, and fruit to refresh you, in a little
arbour yonder. Perhaps even Anthea will dip out of her weeping awhile
if she hears that ... a poor old thirsty horse is tethered in the
woods."

They rose up together with a prolonged rustling as of a peacock
displaying his plumes; and I found myself irretrievably their captive.

Moreover, even if they were but sylphs and fantasies of the morning,
they were fantasies lovely as even their master had portrayed; while
the dells through which they led me were green and deep and white and
golden with buds.

It was now, I suppose, about the middle of the morning, yet though the
sun was high, his heat was that of dawn. Dawn lingered in the shadows,
as snow when winter is over and gone, and dwelt among the sunbeams.
Dew lay heavy on the grass, as the dainty heels of my captresses
testified, yet they trod lightly upon daisies wide-open to the blue
sky, while daffadowndillies stooped in a silence broken only by their
laughter.

We came presently to a little stone summerhouse or arbour,
enclustered with leaves and flowers of ivy and convolvulus, wherein
two great dishes of cherries stood and bowls of honeycomb and
sillabub.

There we sat down; but they kept me close too in the midst of the
arbour, where perhaps I was not so ill-content to be as I should like
to profess. How then could I else than bob for cherries as often as I
dared, and prove my wit to conceal my hunger?

"And now, Sir Traveller," said she of the sparkling eyes, named
Dianeme, "since we have got you safe, tell us of all we have never
heard or seen!"

"And oh! are we forgot?" cried Electra, laying a lip upon a cherry.

"There's not a poet in his teens but warbles of you morn, noon, and
night," I answered. "There's not a lover mad, young, true, and tender,
but borrows your azure, and your rubies, and your roses, and your
stars, to deck his sweetheart's name with."

"Boys perhaps," cried Julia softly, "but _men_ soon forget."

"Youth never," I replied.

"Why 'Youth'?" said Dianeme. "Herrick was not always young."

"Ay, but all men once were young, please God," I said, "and youth is
the only 'once' that's worth remembrance. Youth with the heart of
youth adores you, ladies; because, when dreams come thick upon them,
they catch your flying laughter in the woods. When the sun is sunk,
and the stars kindle in the sky, then your eyes haunt the twilight.
You come in dreams, and mock the waking. You the mystery; you the
bravery and danger; you the long-sought; you the never-won; memories,
hopes, songs ere the earth is mute. You will always be loved, believe
me, O bright ladies, till youth fades, turns, and loves no more." And
I gazed amazed on cherries of such potency as these.

"But once, sir," said Julia timidly, "we were not only loved but
_told_ we were loved."

"Where is the pleasure else?" cried Dianeme.

"Besides," said Electra, "Anthea says if we might but find where Styx
flows one draught--my mere palmful--would be sweeter than all the
poetry ever writ, save some."

"It is idle," cried Dianeme; "Herrick himself admired us most on
paper."

"And ink makes a cross even of a kiss, that is very well known," said
Julia.

"Ah!" said I, "all men have eyes; few see. Most men have tongues:
there is but one Robin Herrick."

"I will tell you a secret," said Dianeme.

And as if a bird of the air had carried her voice, it seemed a hush
fell on sky and greenery.

"We are but fairy-money all," she said, "an envy to see. Take
us!--'tis all dry leaves in the hand. Herrick stole the honey, and the
bees he killed. Blow never so softly on the tinder, it flames--and
dies."

"I heard once," said Electra, with but a thought of pride, "that had I
lived a little, little earlier, I might have been the Duchess of
Malfi."

"I too, Flatterer," cried Julia, "I too--Desdemona slain by a
blackamoor. To some it is the cold hills and the valleys 'green and
sad,' and the sea-birds' wailing," she continued in a low, strange
voice, "and to some the glens of heather, and the mountain-brooks, and
the rowans. But, come to an end, what are we all? This man's eyes will
tell ye! I would give white and red, nectar and snow and roses, and
all the similes that ever were for--"

"For what?" said I.

"I think, for Robin Herrick," she said.

It was a lamentable confession, for that said, gravity fled away; and
Electra fetched out a lute from a low cupboard in the arbour, and
while she played Julia sang to a sober little melody I seemed to know
of old:

        Sighs have no skill
        To wake from sleep
    Love once too wild, too deep.

        Gaze if thou will,
        Thou canst not harm
    Eyes shut to subtle charm.

        Oh! 'tis my silence
        Shows thee false,
    Should I be silent else?

        Haste thou then by!
        Shine not thy face
    On mine, and love's disgrace!

Whereat Dianeme lifted on me so naïve an afflicted face I must needs
beseech another song, despite my drowsy lids. Wherefore I heard, far
away as it were, the plucking of the strings, and a voice betwixt
dream and wake sing:

        All sweet flowers
          Wither ever,
        Gathered fresh
          Or gathered never;
    But to live when love is gone!--
    Grieve, grieve, lute, sadly on!

        All I had--
          'Twas all thou gav'st me;
        That foregone,
          Ah! what can save me?
    If the exórcised spirit fly,
    Nought is left to love me by.

        Take thy stars,
          My tears then leave me;
        Thine my bliss,
          As thine to grieve me;
    Take....

For then, so insidious was the music, and not quite of this earth the
voice, my senses altogether forsook me, and I fell asleep.

Would that I could remember much else! But I confess it is the heart
remembers, not the poor, pestered brain that has so many thoughts and
but one troubled thinker. Indeed, were I now to be asked--Were the
fingers cold of these bright ladies? Were their eyes blue, or hazel,
or brown? or, haply, were Dianeme's that incomparable, dark, sparkling
grey? Wore Julia azure, and Electra white? And was that our poet wrote
our poet's only, or truly theirs, and so even more lovely?--I fear I
could not tell.

I fell asleep; and when I awoke no lute was sounding. I was alone; and
the arbour a little house of gloom on the borders of evening. I caught
up yet one more handful of cherries, and stumbled out, heavy and dim,
into a pale-green firmanent of buds and glow-worms, to seek the poor
Rosinante I had so heedlessly deserted.

But I was gone but a little way when I was brought suddenly to a
standstill by another sound that in the hush of the garden, in the
bright languor after sleep, went to my heart: it was as if a child
were crying.

I pushed through a thick and aromatic clump of myrtles, and peering
between the narrow leaves, perceived the cold, bright face of a little
marble god beneath willows; and, seated upon a starry bank near by,
one whom by the serpentry of her hair and the shadow of her lips I
knew to be Anthea.

"Why are you weeping?" I said.

"I was imitating a little brook," she said.

"It is late; the bat is up; yet you are alone," I said.

"Pan will protect me," she said.

"And nought else?"

She turned her face away. "None," she said. "I live among shadows.
There was a world, I dreamed, where autumn follows summer, and after
autumn, winter. Here it is always June, despite us both."

"What, then, would you have?" I said.

"Ask him," she replied.

But the little god looking sidelong was mute in his grey regard.

"Why do you not run away? What keeps you here?"

"You ask many questions, stranger! Who can escape? To live is to
remember. To die--oh, who would forget! Even had I been weeping, and
not merely mocking time away, would my tears be of Lethe at my mouth's
corners? No," said Anthea, "why feign and lie? All I am is but a
memory lovely with regret."

She rose, and the myrtles concealed her from me. And I, in the midst
of the dusk where the tiny torches burned sadly--I turned to the
sightless eyes of that smiling god.

What he knew, being blind, yet smiling, I seemed to know then. But
that also I have forgotten.

I whistled softly and clearly into the air, and a querulous voice
answered me from afar--the voice of a grasshopper--Rosinante's.




V

    _How should I your true love know
    From another one?_

    --WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE.


But even then she was difficult finding, so cunningly had ivy and
blackberry and bindweed woven snares for the trespasser's foot.

But at last--not far from where we had parted--I found her, a pillar
of smoke in the first shining of the moon. She turned large,
smouldering eyes on me, her mane in elf locks, her flanks heaving and
wet, her forelock frizzed like a colt's. Yet she showed only pleasure
at seeing me, and so evident a desire to unburden the day's history,
that I almost wished I might be Balaam awhile, and she--Dapple!

It would be idle to attempt to ride through these thick, glimmering
brakes. The darkness was astir. And as the moon above the valley
brightened, casting pale beams upon the folded roses and drooping
branches, if populous dream did not deceive me, a tiny multitude was
afoot in the undergrowth--small horns winding, wee tapers burning.

Presently as with Rosinante's nose at my shoulder we pushed slowly
forward, a nightingale burst close against my ear into so passionate a
descant I thought I should be gooseflesh to the end of my days.

The heedless tumult of her song seemed to give courage to sounds and
voices much fainter. Soon a lovelit rival in some distant thicket
broke into song, and far and near their voices echoed above the elfin
din of timbrel and fife and hunting-horn. I began to wish the moon
away that dazzled my eyes, yet could not muffle my ears.

In the heavy-laden boughs dim lanterns burned. There, indeed, when we
dipped into the deeper umbrage of some loftier tree, I espied the
pattering hosts--creatures my Dianeme might have threaded for a
bangle, yet breeched and armed and fiercely martial.

Down, too, in a watery dell of harts-tongue, around the root of a
swelling fungus, a lovely company floated of an insubstantiality
subtile as taper-smoke, and of a beauty as remote as the babes in
children's eyes.

We passed unheeded. Four bearded hoofs rose and fell upon the moss
with all the circumspection snorting Rosinante could compass. But one
might as well go snaring moonbeams as dream to crush such airy beings.
Ever and again a gossamer company would soar like a spider on his
magic thread, and float with a whisper of remotest music past my ear;
or some bolder pigmy, out of the leaves we brushed in passing, skip
suddenly across the rusty amphitheatre of my saddle into the further
covert.

So we wandered on, baffled and confused, through a hundred pathless
glens and dells till already gold had begun to dim the swelling moon's
bright silver, and by the freshness and added sweetness of the air it
seemed dawn must be near, when, on a sudden, a harsh, preposterous
voice broke on my ear, and such a see-saw peal of laughter as I have
never tittered in sheer fellowship with before, or since. We stood
listening, and the voice broke out again.

"Tittany--nay, Tittany, you'll crack my sides with laughing. Have
again at you! love your master and you'll wax nimble. Bottom will
learn you all. Trust Time and Bottom; though in sooth your weeny
Majesty is something less than natural. Drive thy straw deeper,
Mounsieur Mustardseed! there squats a pestilent sweet notion in that
chamber could spellican but set him capering. Prithee your mousemilk
hand on this smooth brow, mistress! Your nectar throbbeth like a
blacksmith's anvil. Master Moth, draw you these bristling lashes down,
they mirk the stars and call yon nothing Quince to mind--a vain,
official knave, in and out, to and fro, play or pleasure; and old Sam
Snout, the wanton! Lad's days and all--'twas life, Tittany; and I was
ever foremost. They'd bob and crook to me like spaniels at a trencher.
Mine was the prettiest conceit, this way, that way, past all
unravelling till envy stretched mine ears. Now I'm old dreams. Gone
all men's joy, your worships, since Bully Bottom took to moonshine.
Where floats your babe's-hand now, Dame Lovepip?"

There he lolled, immortal Bottom, propped on a bed of asphodel and
moly that seemed to curd the moonshine; and at his side, Titania slim
and scarlet, and shimmering like a bride-cake. The sky was dark above
the tapering trees, but here in the secret woods light seemed to cling
in flake and scarf. And it so chanced as our two noses leaned forward
into his retreat that Bottom's head lolled back upon its pillow, and
his bright, simple eyes stared deep into our own.

"Save me, ye shapes of nought," he bellowed, "no more, no more, for
love's sake. I begin to see what men call red Beelzebub, and that's an
end to all true fellowship. Whiffle your tufted bee's wing, Signior
Cobweb, I beseech you--a little fiery devil with four eyes floats in
my brain, and flame's a frisky bedfellow. Avaunt! avaunt ye! Would now
my true friend Bottom the weaver were at my side. His was a courage
to make princes great. Prithee, Queen Tittany, no more such cozening
possets!"

I drew Rosinante back into the leaves.

"Droop now thy honeyed lids, my dearest love!" I heard a clear voice
answer. "There's nought can harm thee in these silvered woods: no bird
that pipes but love incites his throat, and never a dewdrop wells but
whispers peace!"

"Ay, ay, 'tis very well, you have a gift, you have a gift, Tittany's
for twisting words to sugarsticks. But la, there, what wots your
trickling whey of that coal-piffling Prince of Flies! I'm Bottom the
weaver, I am. He knows not his mother's ring-finger that knows not
Nick Bottom. Back, back, ye jigging dreams! 'Tis Puckling nods. Ha'
done, ha' done--there's no sweet sanity in an asshead more if I quaff
their elvish ... Out now ... Ha' done, I say!"

Then indeed he slumbered truly, this engarlanded weaver, his lids
concealing all bright speculation, his jowl of vanity (foe of the
Philistine) at peace: and I might gaze unperceived. The moon filled
his mossy cubicle with her untrembling beams, streamed upon blossoms
sweet and heavy as Absalom's hair, while tiny plumes wafted into the
night the scent of thyme and meadow-sweet.

I know not how long they would have kept me prisoner with their
illusive music. I dared not move, scarce wink; for much as immortality
may mollify hairiness, I had no wish to live too frank.

How, also, would this weaver who slumbered so cacophonously welcome a
rival to his realms. I say I sat still, like Echo in the woods when
none is calling; like too, I grant, one who ached not a little after
jolts and jars and the phantasmal mists of this engendering air. But
none stirred, nor went, nor came. So resting my hands cautiously on a
little witch's guild of toadstools that squatted cold in shade, I
lifted myself softly and stood alert.

And in a while out of that numerous company stepped one whom by his
primrose face and mien I took to be Mounsieur Mustardseed, and I
followed after him.




VI

    _Care-charming Sleep ...
    ... sweetly thyself dispose
    On this afflicted prince!_

    --JOHN FLETCHER.


Away with a blink of his queer green eye over his shoulder he
sauntered by a devious path out of the dell. Forgetful of thorn and
brier, trickery and wantonness, we clambered down after him, out of
the moonlight, into a dark, clear alley, soundless and solitary amid
these enchanted woods.

As I have said already, another air than that of night was abroad in
the green-grey shadows of the woods. Yet between the lofty and
heavy-hooded pines scarce a beam of dawn pierced downward.

Wider swept the avenue, but ever dusky and utterly silent. Deeper moss
couched here; unfallen moondrops glistened; mistletoe palely sprouted
from the gnarled boughs. Nor could I discern, though I searched close
enough, elder or ash tree or bitter rue. We journeyed softly on till I
lost all count of time, lost, too, all guidance; for as a flower falls
had vanished Mustardseed.

Far away and ever increasing in volume I heard the trembling crash of
some great water falling. What narrow isles of sky were visible
between the branches lay sunless and still. Yet already, on a mantled
pool we journeyed softly by, the waterlily was unfolding, the swan
afloat in beauty.

In a dim, still light we at last slowly descended out of the darker
glade into a garden of grey terraces and flowerless walks. Even
Rosinante seemed perturbed by the stillness and solitude of this wild
garden. She trod with cautious foot and peering eye the green,
rainworn paths, that led us down presently to where beneath the vault
of its trees a river flowed.

Surely I could not be mistaken that here a voice was singing as if out
of the black water-deeps, so clear and hollow were the notes. I burst
through the knotted stalks of the ivy, and stooping like some poor
travesty of Narcissus, with shaded face pierced down deep--deep into
eyes not my own, but violet and unendurable and strange--eyes of the
living water-sprite drawing my wits from me, stilling my heart, till I
was very near plunging into that crystal oblivion, to be fishes
evermore.

But my fingers still grasped my friend's kind elf-locks, and her
goose-nose brooded beside mine upon that water of undivulged delight.
Out of the restless silence of the stream floated this long-drawn
singing:

    Pilgrim forget; in this dark tide
    Sinks the salt tear to peace at last;
    Here undeluding dreams abide,
        All sorrow past.

    Nods the wild ivy on her stem;
    The voiceless bird broods on the bough;
    The silence and the song of them
        Untroubled now.

    Free that poor captive's flutterings,
    That struggles in thy tired eyes,
    Solace its discontented wings,
        Quiet its cries!

    Knells now the dewdrop to its fall,
    The sad wind sleeps no more to rove;
    Rest, for my arms ambrosial
        Ache for thy love!

I cannot think how one so meekened with hunger as I, resisted that
water-troubled hair, eyes that yet haunt me, that heart-alluring
voice.

"No, no," I said faintly, and the words of Anthea came unbidden to
mind, "to sleep--oh! who would forget? You plead merely with some old
dream of me--not _all_ me, you know. Gold is but witchcraft. And as
for sorrow--spread me a magical table in this nettle-garden, I'll
leave all melancholy!"

I must indeed have been exhausted to chop logic with a water-witch. As
well argue with minnows, entreat the rustling of ivy-leaves. It was
Rosinante, wearying, I suppose, of the reflection of her own mild
countenance, that drew me back from dream and disaster. She turned
with arched neck seeking a more wholesome pasture than these deep
mosses.

Leaving her then to her own devices, and yet hearkening after the
voice of the charmer, I came out again into the garden, and perceived
before me a dark palace with one lofty tower.

It seemed strange I had not seen the tower at my first coming into
this wilderness. It stood with clustered summit and stooping
gargoyles, appealing as it were to fear, in utter silence.

Though I knew it must be day, there was scarcely more than a green
twilight around me, ever deepening, until at last I could but dimly
discern the upper windows of the palace, and all sound waned but the
roar of distant falling water.

Then it was I found that I was not alone in the garden. Two little
leaden children stood in an attitude of listening on either side of
the carved porch of the palace, and between them a figure that seemed
to be watching me intently.

I looked and looked again--saw the green-grey folds, the tawny locks,
the mistletoe, the unearthly eyes of this unstirring figure, yet, when
I advanced but one strenuous pace, saw nought--only the little leaden
boys and the porch between them.

These childish listeners, the straggling briers, the impenetrable
thickets, the emerald gloaming, the marble stillness of the lofty
lichenous tower: I took courage. Could such things be in else than
Elfland? And she who out of beauty and being vanishes and eludes, what
else could she be than one of Elfland's denizens from whom a light and
credulous heart need fear nothing.

I trod like a shadow where the phantom had stood and opened the unused
door. I was about to pass into the deeper gloom of the house when a
hound appeared and stood regarding me with shining eyes in the faint
gloaming. He was presently joined by one as light-footed, but
milk-white and slimmer, and both turned their heads as if in question
of their master, who had followed close behind them.

This personage, because of the gloom, or the better to observe the
intruder on his solitude, carried a lantern whose beams were reflected
upon himself, attired as he was from head to foot in the palest
primrose, but with a countenance yet paler.

There was no hint of enmity or alarm or astonishment in the
colourless eyes that were fixed composedly on mine, nothing but
courtesy in his low voice.

"Back, Safte!--back, Sallow!" he cried softly to his hounds; "is this
your civility? Indeed, sir," he continued to me, "it was all I could
do to dissuade the creatures from giving tongue when you first
appeared on the terrace of my solitary gardens. I heard too the
water-sprite: she only sings when footsteps stray upon the banks." He
smiled wanly, and his nose seemed even sharper in his pale face, and
his yellow hair leaner about his shoulders. "I feared her voice might
prove too persuasive, and deprive me of the first strange face I have
seen these many decades gone."

I bowed and murmured an apology for my intrusion, just as I might
perhaps to some apparition of nightmare that over-stayed its welcome.

"I beseech you, sir," he replied, "say no more! It may be I deemed you
at first a visitor perchance even more welcome--if it be possible,...
yet I know not that either. My name is Ennui,"--he smiled
again--"Prince Ennui. You have, perchance, heard somewhere our sad
story. This is the perpetual silence wherein lies that once-happy
princess, my dear sister, Sleeping Beauty."

His voice seemed but an echo amongst the walls and arches of this old
house, and he spoke with a suave enunciation as if in an unfamiliar
tongue.

I replied that I had read the ever-lovely story of Sleeping Beauty,
indeed knew it by heart, and assured him modestly that I had not the
least doubt of a happy ending--"that is, if the author be the least
authority."

He narrowed his lids. "It is a tradition," he replied; "meanwhile, the
thickets broaden."

Whereupon I begged him to explain how it chanced that among that
festive and animated company I had read of, he alone had resisted the
wicked godmother's spell.

He smiled distantly, and bowed me into the garden.

"That is a simple thing," he said.

Yet for the life of me I could not but doubt all he told me. He who
could pass spring on to spring, summer on to summer, in the company of
beasts so sly and silent, so alert and fleet as these hounds of his,
could not be quite the amiable prince he feigned to be. I began to
wish myself in homelier places.

It seems that on the morning of the fatal spindle, he had gone
coursing, with this Safte and Sallow and his horse named "Twilight,"
and after wearying and heating himself at the sport, a little after
noon, leaving his attendants, had set out to return to the palace
alone. But allured by the cool seclusion of a "lattice-arbour" in his
path, he had gone in, and then and there, "Twilight" beneath the
willows, his hounds at his feet, had fallen asleep.

Undisturbed, dreamless, "the unseemly hours sped light of foot." He
awoke again, between sunset and dark; the owl astir; "the silver gnats
yet netting the shadows," and so returned to the palace.

But the spell had fallen--king and courtier, queen and lady and page
and scullion, hawk and hound, slept a sleep past waking--"while I,
roamed and roam yet in a solitary watch beyond all sleeping.
Wherefore, sir, I only of the most hospitable house in these lands am
awake to bid you welcome. But as for that, a few dwindling and harsh
fruits in my orchards, and the cold river water that my dogs lap with
me, are all that is left to offer you. For I who never sleep am never
hungry, and they who never wake--I presume--never thirst. Would, sir,
it were otherwise! After such long silence, then, conceive how
strangely falls your voice on ears that have heard only wings
fluttering, dismal water-songs, and the yelp and quarrel and
night-voice of unseen hosts in the forests."

He glanced at me with a mild austerity and again lowered his eyes. I
cannot now but wonder how the rhythm of a voice so soft, so
monotonous, could give such pleasure to the ear. I almost doubted my
own eyes when I looked upon his yellow, on that unmoved, sad, mad,
pale face.

I had no doubt of his dogs, however, and walked scarcely at ease
beside him, while they, shadow-footed, closely followed us at heel.

"Prince Ennui" conducted me with shining lantern into a dense orchard
thickly under-grown, marvellously green, with a small, hard fruit upon
its branches, shaped like a medlar, of a crisp, sweet odour and,
despite its hardness, a delicious taste. The interwoven twigs of the
stooping trees were thickly nested; a veritable wilderness of moonlike
and starry flowers ran all to seed amid the nettles and nightshade of
this green silence. And while I ate--for I was hungry enough--Prince
Ennui stood, his hand on Sallow's muzzle, lightly thridding the dusky
labyrinths of the orchard with his faint green eyes.

Mine, too, were not less busy, but rather with its lord than with his
orchard. And the strange thought entered my mind, Was he in very deed
the incarnation of this solitude, this silence, this lawless
abundance? Somewhere, in the green heats of summer, had he come forth,
taken shape, exalted himself? What but vegetable ichor coursed through
veins transparent as his? What but the swarming mysteries of these
thick woods lurked in his brain? As for his hounds, theirs was the
same stealth, the same symmetry, the same cold, secret unhumanity as
his. Creatures begotten of moonlight on silence they seemed to me,
with instincts past my workaday wits to conceive.

And Rosinante! I laughed softly to think of her staid bones beside the
phantom creature this prince had called up to me at mention of
"Twilight."

I ate because I was ravenously hungry, but also because, while eating,
I was better at my ease.

Suddenly out of the stillness, like an arrow, Safte was gone; and far
away beneath the motionless leaves a faint voice rang dwindling into
silence. I shuddered at my probable fate.

Prince Ennui glanced lightly. "When the magic horn at last resounds,"
he said, "how strange a flight it will be! These thorny briers
encroach ever nearer on my palace walls. I am a captive ever less at
ease. Summer by summer the sun rises shorn yet closer of his beams,
and now the lingering transit of the moon is but from one wood by a
narrow crystal arch to another. They will have me yet, sir. How weary
will the sleepy ones be of my uneasy footfall!"

And even as Safte slipped softly back to his watching mate, the patter
and shrill menace of voices behind him hinted not all was concord
between these hidden multitudes and their unseemly prince.

The master-stars shone earlier here; already sparkling above the tower
was a canopy of clearest darkness spread, while the leafy fringes of
the sky glowed yet with changing fires.

We returned to the lawns before the palace porch, and, with his
lantern in his hand, the Prince signed to me to go in. I was not a
little curious to view that enchanted household of which I had read so
often and with so much delight as a child.

In the banqueting-hall only the matted windows were visible in the
lofty walls. Prince Ennui held his lantern on high, and by its flame,
and the faint light that flowed in from above, I could presently see,
distinct in gloom, as many sleepers as even Night could desire.

Here they reclined just as sorcerous sleep had overtaken them. But how
dimmed, how fallen! For Time that could not change the sleeper had
changed with quiet skill all else. Tarnished, dusty, withered,
overtaken, yellowed, and confounded lay banquet and cloth-of-gold,
flagon, cup, fine linen, table, and stool. But in all the ruin, like
buds of springtime in a bare wood, or jewels in ashes, slumbered youth
and beauty and bravery and delight.

I lifted my eyes to the King. The gold of his divinity was fallen, his
splendour quenched; but life's dark scrutiny from his face was gone.
He made no stir at our light, slumbered untreasoned on. The lids of
his Queen were lightlier sealed, only withheld beauty as a cloud the
sky it hides. His courtiers flattered more elusively, being sincerely
mute, and only a little red dust was all the wine left.

I seemed to hear their laughter clearer now that the jest was
forgotten, and to admire better the pomp, and the mirth, and the
grace, and the vanity, now that time had so far travelled from this
little tumult once their triumph.

In a kind of furtive bravado, I paced the length of the long, thronged
tables. Here sat a little prince that captivated me, dipping his
fingers into his cup with a sidelong glance at his mother. There a
high officer, I know not how magnificent and urgent when awake,
slumbered with eyes wide open above his discouraged moustaches.

Simply for vanity of being awake in such a sleepy company, I strutted
conceitedly to and fro. I bent deftly and pilfered a little cockled
cherry from between the very fingertips of her whose heart was
doubtless like its--quite hard. And the bright lips never said a word.
I sat down, rather clownishly I felt, beside an aged and simpering
chancellor that once had seemed wise, but now seemed innocent,
nibbling a biscuit crisp as scandal. For after all the horn _would_
sound. Childhood had been quite sure of that--needed not even the
author's testimony. They were alert to rise, scattering all dust,
victors over Time and outrageous Fortune.

Almost with a cry of apprehension I perceived again the solitary
Prince. But he merely smiled faintly. "You see, sir," he said, "how
weary must a guardianship be of them who never tire. The snow falls,
and the bright light falls on all these faces; yet not even my Lady
Melancholy stirs a dark lid. And all these dog-days--" He glanced at
his motionless hounds. They raised languidly their narrow heads,
whimpering softly, as if beseeching of their master that long-delayed
supper--haplessly me. "No, no, sirs," said the Prince, as if he had
read their desire as easily as he whom it so much concerned. "Guard,
guard, and hearken. This gentleman is not the Prince we await, Sallow;
not the Prince, Safte! And now, sir,"--he turned again to me--"there
is yet one other sleeper--she who hath brought so much quietude on a
festive house."

We climbed the staircase where dim light lay so invitingly, and came
presently to a little darker chamber. Green, blunt things had pushed
and burst through the casement. The air smelled faintly-sour of brier,
and was as still as boughs of snow. There the not-unhappy Princess
reclined before a looking-glass, whither I suppose she had run to view
her own alarm when the sharp needle pierced her thumb. All alarm was
stilled now on her face. She, one might think, of all that company of
the sleepy, was the only one that dreamed. Her youthful lips lay a
little asunder; the heavy beauty of her hair was parted on her
forehead; her childish hands sidled together like leverets in her lap.
"Why!" I cried aloud, almost involuntarily, "she breathes!"

And at sound of my voice the hounds leapt back; and, on a traveller's
oath, I verily believe, once, and how swiftly, and how fearfully and
brightly, those childish lids unsealed their light as of lilac that
lay behind, glanced briefly, fleetingly, on one who had ventured so
far, and fell again to rest.

"And when," I cried harshly, "when will that laggard burst through
this agelong silence? Here's dust enough for all to see. And all this
ruin, this inhospitable peace!"

Prince Ennui glanced strangely at me.

"I assure you, O suddenly enkindled," he said in his suave, monotonous
voice, "it is not for _my_ indifference he does not come. I would
willingly sleep; these--my dear sister, all these old fineries and
love-jinglers would as fain wake." He turned away his treacherous eyes
from me. "Maybe the Lorelei hath snared him!..." he said, smiling.

I relished not at all the thought of sleeping in this mansion of
sleep. Yet it seemed politic to refrain from giving offence to fangs
apparently so eager to take it. Accordingly I followed this Ennui to a
loftier chamber yet that he suggested for me.

Once there, however, and his soft footfall passed away, I looked about
me, first to find a means for keeping trespassers from coming in, and
next to find a means for getting myself out.

It was a long and arduous, but not a perilous, descent from the window
by the thick-grown greenery that cumbered the walls. But I determined
to wait awhile before venturing,--wait, too, till I could see plainly
where Rosinante had made her night-quarters. By good fortune I
discovered her beneath the greenish moon that hung amid mist above the
forest, stretching a disconsolate neck at the waterside as if in
search of the Lorelei.

When, as it seemed to me, it must be nearing dawn, though how the
hours flitted so swiftly passed my comprehension, I very cautiously
climbed out of my narrow window and descended slowly to the lawns
beneath. My foot had scarcely touched ground when ringing and menacing
from some dark gallery of the palace above me broke out a distant
baying.

Nothing shall persuade me to tell how fast I ran; how feverishly I
haled poor Rosinante out of sleep, and pushed her down into the deeps
of that coal-black stream; with what agility I clambered into the
saddle.

Yet I could not help commiserating the while the faithful soul who
floated beneath me. The stream was swift but noiseless, the water
rather rare than cold, yet, despite all the philosophy beaming out of
her maidenly eyes across the smooth surface of the tide, Rosinante
must have preferred from the bottom of her heart dry land.

I, too, momentarily, when I discovered that we were speedily
approaching the roaring fall whose reverberations I had heard long
since.

Out of the emerald twilight we floated from beneath the overarching
thickets. Pale beams were striking from the risen sun upon the gliding
surface, and dwelt in splendour where danger sat charioted beneath a
palely gorgeous bow. Yet I doubt if ever mortal man swept on to defeat
at last so rapturously as I.

The gloomier trees had now withdrawn from the banks of the river. A
pale morning sky over-canopied the shimmering forests. Here rose the
solitary tower where Echo tarried for the Hornblower. And straight
before us, across that level floor, beyond a tremulous cloud of foam
and light and colour, lurked the unseen, the unimaginable, the
ever-dreamed-of, Death.

Heedless of Lorelei, heedless of all save the beauty and terror and
glory in which they rode, down swept snorting ship and master to doom.

The crystal water jargoned past my saddle. Sky, earth, and tower, like
the panorama of a dream, wheeled around me. Light blinded me; clamour
deafened me; foam and the pure wave and cold darkness whelmed over me.
We surged, paused, gazed, nodded, crashed:--and so an end to Ennui.




VII

    _He loves to talk with marineres
    That come from a far countree._

    --SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE.


How long my body was the sport of that foaming water I cannot tell.
But when I again opened my eyes, I found, first, that the sun was
shining dazzling clear high above me, and, next, that the delightful
noise of running water babbled close against my ear. I lay upon a
strip of warm sward by the river's brink. Near by me grew some
rank-smelling waterside plant, and overhead the air seemed peopled
with larks.

I crawled, confused and aching, to the water, and dipped my head and
hands into the cold rills. This soon refreshed me, for the sun had, it
would seem, long been dwelling on that passive corse of mine by the
waterside and had parched it to the skin.

But it was some little while yet before my mind returned fully to
what had passed, and so to my loss.

I sat looking at the grey, noisy water, almost incredulous that
Rosinante could be gone. It might be that the same hand as must have
drawn myself from drowning had snatched her bridle also out of Fate's
grasp. Perhaps even now she was seeking her master by the greener
pasture of the wide plains around me. Perhaps the far-off sea was her
green sepulchre. But many waters cannot quench love. I faced,
friendless and discomfited, a region as strange to me as the farther
side of the moon.

Without more ado I rose, shook myself, and sadly began to go forward.
But I had taken only a few steps along the banks of the stream--for
here was fresh water, at least--when a sound like distant thunder
rolled over these flat, green lands towards me, increasing steadily in
volume.

I stood, lost in wonder, and presently, at the distance, perhaps, of a
little less than a mile, descried an innumerable herd of horses
streaming across these level pastures, and at the extremity, it
seemed, of a wide ellipse, that had brought them near, and now was
galloping them away.

My heart beat a little faster at this extraordinary spectacle. And
while I stood in uncertainty gazing after the retreating concourse, I
perceived a figure running towards me, lifting his hands and crying
out in a voice sonorous and inhuman. He was of a stature much above my
own, yet so gross in shape and immense of head he seemed at first
almost dwarfish. He came to a stand twenty paces or so from me, on the
ridge of a gentle inclination, and gazed down on me with wild, bright
eyes. Even at this distance I could perceive the almost colourless
lustre of his eyes beneath his thick locks of yellow hair. When he had
taken his fill of me, he lifted his head again and cried out to me a
few words of what certainly might be English, but was neither
intelligible nor reassuring.

I stood my ground and stared him in the face, till I could see nothing
but wind-blown yellow, and strange, brutal eyes. Then he advanced a
little nearer. Whereupon I also raised my hand with a gesture like
his own, and demanded loudly where I was, what was this place, and who
was he. His very ears pricked forward, he listened so intently. He
came nearer yet, then stayed, tossed his head into the air, whirled
the long leather thong he carried above his head, and, signing to me
to follow, set off with so swift and easy a stride as would soon have
carried him out of sight, had he not turned and perceived how slowly I
could follow him.

He slackened his pace then, and, thus running, we came in sight at
length of what appeared to be a vast wooden shed, or barn, with one
rude chimney, and surrounded by a thick fence, or stockade, many feet
high and apparently of immense strength and stability.

In the gateway of this fence stood the master of these solitudes, his
eyes fixed strangely on my coming with an intense, I had almost said
incredulous, interest. Nor did he cease so to regard me, while the
creature that had conducted me thither, told, I suppose, where he had
found me, and poured out with childish zeal his own amazement and
delight. By this time, too, his voice had begun to lose its first
strangeness, and to take a meaning for me. And I was presently fully
persuaded he spoke a kind of English, and that not unpleasingly, with
a liquid, shrill, voluminous ease. His master listened patiently
awhile, but at last bade his servant be silent, and himself addressed
me.

"I am informed, Yahoo," he said with peculiar deliberation, "that you
have been borne down into my meadows by the river, and fetched out
thence by my servant. Be aware, then, that all these lands from
horizon to horizon are mine and my people's. I desire no tidings of
what follies may be beyond my boundaries, no aid, and no amity. I
admit no trespasser here and will bear with none. It appears, however,
that your life has passed beyond your own keeping: I may not,
therefore, refuse you shelter and food, and to have you conducted in
safety beyond my borders. Have the courtesy, then, to keep within
shelter of these walls till the night be over. Else"--he gazed out
across the verdant undulations--"else, Yahoo, I have no power to
protect you."

He turned once more, and regarded me with a lofty yet tender
recognition, as if, little though his speech might profess it, he very
keenly desired my safety.

He then stepped aside and bade me rather sharply enter the gate before
him. I tried to show none of the mistrust I felt at passing out of
these open lands into this repellent yard. I glanced at the
shock-haired creature, alert, half-human, beside me; across the
limitless savannah around me, echoing yet, it seemed, with the rumour
of innumerable hoofs; and bowing, as it were, to odds, I went in.

On the other hand, I felt my host had been frank with me. If this was
indeed the same Lemuel Gulliver whose repute my infancy had prized so
well, I need have no fear of blood and treachery at his hands, however
primitive and disgusting his household, or distorted his intellect
might be. He who had proved no tyrant in Lilliput, nor quailed before
the enormities of Brobdingnag, might abhor the sight of me; he would
not play me false.

His servant, or whatsoever else he might be, I considered not quite
so calmly. Yet even in _his_ broad countenance dwelt a something like
bright honesty, less malice than simplicity.

Wherefore, I say, I ordered down my cowardice, and, looking both of
them as squarely in the face as I knew how, passed out of the open
into the appalling yard of this wooden house.

I say "appalling," but without much reason. Perhaps it was the
unseemly hugeness of its balks, the foul piles of skins, the mounds of
refuse that lay about within; perhaps the all-pervading beastly
stench, the bareness and filthiness under so glassy-clear and fierce a
sun that revolted me. All man's seemliness and affection for the
natural things of earth were absent. Here was only a brutal and bald
order, as of an intelligence like that of the yellow-locked,
swift-footed creature behind me. Perhaps also it was the mere
unfamiliarity of much I saw there that estranged me. All lay in
neglect, cracked and marred with rough usage,--coarse strands of a
kind of rope, strips of hide, gaping tubs, a huge and rusty brazier,
and in one corner a great cage, many feet square and surmounted with
an iron ring.

I know not. I almost desired Sallow at my side, and would to heaven
Rosinante's nose lay in my palm.

Within the house a wood-fire burned in the sun, its smoke ascending to
the roof, and flowing thence through a rude chimney. A pot steamed
over the fire, burdening the air with a savour at first somewhat faint
and disgusting,--perhaps because it was merely strange to me. The
walls of this lofty room were of rough, substantial timber, bare and
weatherproof; the floor was of the colour of earth, seemingly earth
itself. A few rude stools, a bench, and a four-legged table stood
beside the unshuttered window. And from this stretched the beauteous
green of the grass-land or prairie beyond the stockade.

The house, then, was built on the summit of a gentle mound, and
doubtless commanded from its upper window the extreme reaches of this
sea of verdure.

I sat down where Mr. Gulliver directed me, and was not displeased with
the warmth of the fire, despite the sun. I was cold after that long,
watery lullaby, and cold too with exhaustion after running so far at
the heels of the creature who had found me. And I dwelt in a kind of
dream on the transparent flames, and watched vacantly the seething
pot, and smelt till slowly appetite returned the smoke of the stuff
that bubbled beneath its lid.

Mr. Gulliver himself brought me my platter of this pottage, and though
it tasted of nothing in my experience--a kind of sweet, cloying
meat--I was so tired of the fruits to which enterprise had as yet
condemned me, I ate of it hungrily and heartily. Yet not so fast as
that the young "Gulliver" had not finished his before me, and sat at
length watching every mouthful I took from beneath his sun-enticing
thatch of hair. Ever and again he would toss up his chin with a shrill
guffaw, or stoop his head till his eyeballs were almost hidden
beneath their thick lashes, so regarding me for minutes together with
a delightful simulation of intelligence, yet with that peculiar
wistful affection his master had himself exhibited at first sight of
me.

But when our meal was done, Mr. Gulliver ordered him about his
business. Without a murmur, with one last, long, brotherly glance at
me, he withdrew. And presently after I heard from afar his high,
melancholy "cooee," and the crack of his thong in the afternoon air as
he hastened out to his charges.

My companion did not stir. Only the flames waved silently along the
logs. The beam of sunlight drew across the floor. The crisp air of the
pasture flowed through the window. What wonder, then, that, sitting on
my stool, I fell asleep!




VIII

    _If I see all, ye're nine to ane!_

    --OLD BALLAD.


I was awoke by a sustained sound as of an orator speaking in an
unknown tongue, and found myself in a sunny-shadowy loft, whither I
suppose I must have been carried in my sleep. In a delicious languor
between sleeping and waking I listened with imperturbable curiosity
awhile to that voice of the unknown. Indeed, I was dozing again when a
different sound, enormous, protracted, abruptly aroused me. I got up,
hot and trembling, not yet quite my own master, to discover its cause.

Through a narrow slit between the timbers I could view the country
beneath me, far and wide. I saw near at hand the cumbrous gate of the
stockade ajar, and at a little distance on the farther side Mr.
Gulliver and his half-human servant standing. In front of them was an
empty space--a narrow semicircle of which Gulliver was the centre. And
beyond--wild-eyed, dishevelled, stretching their necks as if to see,
inclining their heads as if to hearken, ranging in multitude almost to
the sky's verge--stood assembled, it seemed to me, all the horses of
the universe.

Even in my first sensation of fear admiration irresistibly stirred.
The superb freedom of their unbridled heads, the sun-nurtured
arrogance of their eyes, the tumultuous, sea-like tossing of crest and
tail, their keenness and ardour and might, and also in simple truth
their numbers--how could one marvel if this solitary fanatic dreamed
they heard him and understood?

Unarmed, bareheaded, he faced the brutal discontent of his people.
Words I could not distinguish; but there was little chance of
misapprehending the haughty anguish with which he threatened, pleaded,
cajoled. Clear and unfaltering his voice rose and fell. He dealt out
fearlessly, foolishly, to that long-snouted, little-brained,
wild-eyed multitude, reason beyond their instinct, persuasion beyond
their savagery, love beyond their heed.

But even while I listened, one thing I knew those sleek malcontents
heard too--the Spirit of man in that small voice of his--perplexed,
perhaps, and perverted, and out of tether; but none the less
unconquerable and sublime.

What less, thought I, than power unearthly could long maintain that
stern, impassable barrier of green vacancy between their hoofs and
him? And I suppose for the very reason that these were beasts of a
long-sharpened sagacity, wild-hearted, rebellious, yet not the slaves
of impulse, he yet kept himself their king who was, in fact, their
captive.

"Houyhnhnms?" I heard him cry; "pah--Yahoos!" His voice fell; he stood
confronting in silence that vast circumference of restless beauty. And
again broke out inhuman, inarticulate, immeasurable revolt. Far across
over the tossing host, rearing, leaping, craning dishevelled heads,
went pealing and eddying that hostile, brutal voice.

Gulliver lifted his hand, and a tempestuous silence fell once more.
"Yahoos! Yahoos!" he bawled again. Then he turned, and passed back
into his hideous garden. The gate was barred and bolted behind him.

Thus loosed and unrestrained, surged as if the wind drove them, that
concourse upon the stockade. Heavy though its timbers were, they
seemed to stoop at the impact. A kind of fury rose in me. I lusted to
go down and face the mutiny of the brutes; bit, and saddle, and
scourge into obedience man's serfs of the centuries. I watched, on
fire, the flame of the declining sun upon those sleek, vehement
creatures of the dust. And then, I know not by what subtle irony, my
zeal turned back--turned back and faded away into simple longing for
my lost friend, my peaceful beast-of-evening, Rosinante. I sat down
again in the litter of my bed and earnestly wished myself home;
wished, indeed, if I must confess it, for the familiar face of my Aunt
Sophia, my books, my bed. If these were this land's horses, I thought,
what men might here be met! The unsavouriness, the solitude, the
neighing and tumult and prancing induced in me nothing but dulness at
last and disgust.

But at length, dismissing all such folly, at least from my face, I
lifted the trap-door and descended the steep ladder into the room
beneath.

Mr. Gulliver sat where I had left him. Defeat stared from his eyes.
Lines of insane thought disfigured his face. Yet he sat, stubborn and
upright, heedless of the uproar, heedless even that the late beams of
the sun had found him out in his last desolation. So I too sat down
without speech, and waited till he should come up out of his gloom,
and find a friend in a stranger.

But day waned; the sunlight went out of the great wooden room; the
tumult diminished; and finally silence and evening shadow descended on
the beleaguered house. And I was looking out of the darkened window at
a star that had risen and stood shining in the sky, when I was
startled by a voice so low and so different from any I had yet heard
that I turned to convince myself it was indeed Mr. Gulliver's.

"And the people of the Yahoos, Traveller," he said, "do they still
lie, and flatter, and bribe, and spill blood, and lust, and covet? Are
there yet in the country whence you come the breadless bellies, the
sores and rags and lamentations of the poor? Ay, Yahoo, and do vicious
men rule, and attain riches; and impious women pomp and
flattery?--hypocrites, pandars, envious, treacherous, proud?" He
stared with desolate sorrow and wrath into my eyes.

Words in disorder flocked to my tongue. I grew hot and eager, yet by
some instinct held my peace. The fluttering of the dying flames, the
starry darkness, silence itself; what were we who sat together?
Transient shadows both, phantom, unfathomable, mysterious as these.

I fancied he might speak again. Once he started, raised his arm, and
cried out as if acting again in dream some frenzy of the past. And
once he wheeled on me extraordinary eyes, as if he half-recognised
some idol of the irrevocable in my face. These were momentary,
however. Gloom returned to his forehead, vacancy to his eyes.

I heard the outer gate flung open, and a light, strange footfall. So
we seated ourselves, all three, for a while round the smouldering
fire. Mr. Gulliver's servant scarcely took his eyes from my face. And,
a little to my confusion, his first astonishment of me had now passed
away, and in its stead had fallen such a gentleness and humour as I
should not have supposed possible in his wild countenance. He busied
himself over his strips of skin, but if he caught my eye upon his own
he would smile out broadly, and nod his great, hairy head at me, till
I fancied myself a child again and he some vast sweetheart of my
nurse.

When we had supped (sitting together in the great room), I climbed the
ladder into the loft and was soon fast asleep. But from dreams
distracted with confusion I awoke at the first shafts of dawn. I stood
beside the narrow window in the wall of the loft and watched the
distant river change to silver, the bright green of the grass appear.

This seemed a place of few and timorous birds, and of fewer trees. But
all across the dews of the grasses lay a tinge of powdered gold, as
if yellow flowers were blooming in abundance there. I saw no horses,
no sign of life; heard no sound but the cadent wail of the ash-grey
birds in their flights. And when I turned my eyes nearer home, and
compared the distant beauty of the forests and their radiant clouds
with the nakedness and desolation here, I gave up looking from the
window with a determination to be gone as soon as possible from a
country so uncongenial.

Moreover, Mr. Gulliver, it appeared, had returned during the night to
his first mistrust of my company. He made no sign he saw me, and left
his uncouth servant to attend on me. For him, indeed, I began to feel
a kind of affection springing up; he seemed so eager to befriend me.
And whose is the heart quite hardened against a simple admiration? I
rose very gladly when, after having stuffed a wallet with food, he
signed to me to follow him. I turned to Mr. Gulliver and held out my
hand.

"I wish, sir, I might induce you to accompany me," I said. "Some day
we would win our way back to the country we have abandoned. I have
known and loved your name, sir, since first I browsed on
pictures--Being measured for your first coat in Lilliput by the little
tailors:--Straddling the pinnacled city. Ay, sir, and when the farmers
picked you up 'twixt finger and thumb from among their cornstalks...."

I had talked on in hope to see his face relax; but he made no sign he
saw or heard me. I very speedily dropped my hand and went out. But
when my guide and I had advanced about thirty yards from the stockade,
I cast a glance over my shoulder towards the house that had given me
shelter. It rose, sad-coloured and solitary, between the green and
blue. But, if it was not fancy, Mr. Gulliver stood looking down on me
from the very window whence I had looked down on him. And there I do
not doubt he stayed till his fellow-yahoo had passed across his
inhospitable lands out of his sight for ever.

I was glad to be gone, and did not, at first, realise that the least
danger lay before us. But soon, observing the extraordinary vigilance
and caution my companion showed, I began to watch and hearken, too.
Evidently our departure had not passed unseen. Far away to left and to
right of us I descried at whiles now a few, now many, swift-moving
shapes. But whether they were advancing with us, or gathering behind
us, in hope to catch their tyrant alone and unaware, I could not
properly distinguish.

Once, for a cause not apparent to me, my guide raised himself to his
full height, and, thrusting back his head, uttered a most piercing
cry. After that, however, we saw no more for a while of the beasts
that haunted our journey.

All morning, till the sun was high, and the air athrob with heat and
stretched like a great fiddlestring to a continuous, shrill vibration,
we went steadily forward. And when at last I was faint with heat and
thirst, my companion lifted me up like a child on to his back and set
off again at his great, easy stride. It was useless to protest. I
merely buried my hands in his yellow hair to keep my balance in such a
camel-like motion.

A little after noon we stayed to rest by a shallow brook, beneath a
cluster of trees scented, though not in blossom, like an English
hawthorn. There we ate our meal, or rather I ate and my companion
watched, running out ever and again for a wider survey, and returning
to me like a faithful dog, to shout snatches of his inconceivable
language at me.

Sometimes I seemed to catch his meaning, bidding me take courage, have
no fear, he would protect me. And once he shaded his eyes and pointed
afar with extreme perturbation, whining or murmuring while he stared.

Again we set off from beneath the sweet-scented shade, and now no
doubt remained that I was the object of very hostile evolutions.
Sometimes these smooth-hooved battalions would advance, cloudlike, to
within fifty yards of us, and, snorting, ruffle their manes and wheel
swiftly away; only once more in turn to advance, and stand, with heads
exalted, gazing wildly on us till we were passed on a little. But my
guide gave them very little heed. Did they pause a moment too long in
our path, or gallop down on us but a stretch or two beyond the limit
his instinct had set for my safety, he whirled his thong above his
head, and his yell resounded, and like a shadow upon wheat the furious
companies melted away.

Evidently these were not the foes he looked for, but a subtler, a more
indomitable. It was at last, I conjectured, at scent, or sight, or
rumour of these that he suddenly swept me on to his shoulders again,
and with a great sneeze or bellow leapt off at a speed he had, as yet,
given me no hint of.

Looking back as best I could, I began to discern somewhat to the left
of us a numerous herd in pursuit, sorrel in colour, and of a more
magnificent aspect than those forming the other bands. It was obvious,
too, despite their plunging and rearing, that they were gaining on
us--drew, indeed, so near at last that I could count the foremost of
them, and mark (not quite callously) their power and fleetness and
symmetry, even the sun's gold upon their reddish skins.

Then in a flash my captor set me down, toppled me over (in plain
words) into the thick herbage, and, turning, rushed bellowing,
undeviating towards their leaders, till it seemed he must inevitably
be borne down beneath their brute weight, and so--farewell to summer.
But almost at the impact, the baffled creatures reared, neighing
fearfully in consort, and at the gibberish hurled back on them by
their flamed-eyed master, broke in rout, and fled.

Whereupon, unpausing, he ran back to me, only just in time to rescue
me from the nearer thunder yet of those who had seized the very acme
of their opportunity to beat out my brains.

It was a long and arduous and unequal contest. I wished very heartily
I could bear a rather less passive part. But this fearless creature
scarcely heeded me; used me like a helpless child, half tenderly, half
roughly, displaying ever and again over his shoulder only a fleeting
glance of the shallow glories of his eyes, as if to reassure me of his
power and my safety.

But the latter, those distant savannahs will bear witness, seemed
forlorn enough. My eyes swam with weariness of these crested,
earth-disdaining battalions. I sickened of the heat of the sun, the
incessant sidelong jolting, the amazing green. But on we went, fleet
and stubborn, into ever-thickening danger. How feeble a quarry amid so
many hunters!

Two things grew clearer to me each instant. First, that every movement
and feint of our pursuers was of design. Not a beast that wheeled but
wheeled to purpose; while the main body never swerved, thundered
superbly on toward the inevitable end. And next I perceived with even
keener assurance that my guide knew his country and his enemy and his
own power and aim as perfectly and consummately; knew, too--this was
the end.

Far distant in front of us there appeared to be a break in the level
green, a fringe of bushes, rougher ground. For this refuge he was
making, and from this our mutinous Houyhnhnms meant to keep us.

There was no pausing now, not a glance behind. His every effort was
bent on speed. Speed indeed it was. The wind roared in my ears. Yet
above its surge I heard the neighing and squealing, the
ever-approaching shudder of hoofs. My eyes distorted all they looked
on. I seemed now floating twenty feet in air; now skimming within
touch of ground. Now that sorrel squadron behind me swelled and
nodded; now dwindled to an extreme minuteness of motion.

Then, of a sudden, a last, shrill paean rose high; the hosts of our
pursuers paused, billow-like, reared, and scattered--my poor Yahoo
leapt clear.

For an instant once again in this wild journey I was poised, as it
were, in space, then fell with a crash, still clutched, sure and
whole, to the broad shoulders of my rescuer.

When my first confusion had passed away, I found that I was lying in a
dense green glen at the foot of a cliff. For some moments I could
think of nothing but my extraordinary escape from destruction. Within
reach of my hand lay the creature who had carried me, huddled and
motionless; and to left and to right of me, and one a little nearer
the base of the cliff, five of those sorrel horses that had been
chief of our pursuers. One only of them was alive, and he, also,
broken and unable to rise--unable to do else than watch with fierce,
untamed, glazing eyes (a bloody froth at his muzzle,) every movement
and sign of life I made.

I myself, though bruised and bleeding, had received no serious injury.
But my Yahoo would rise no more. His master was left alone amidst his
people. I stooped over him and bathed his brow and cheeks with the
water that trickled from the cliffs close at hand. I pushed back the
thick strands of matted yellow hair from his eyes. He made no sign.
Even while I watched him the life of the poor beast near at hand
welled away: he whinnied softly, and dropped his head upon the
bracken. I was alone in the unbroken silence.

It seemed a graceless thing to leave the carcasses of these brave
creatures uncovered there. So I stripped off branches of the trees,
and gathered bundles of fern and bracken, with which to conceal awhile
their bones from wolf and fowl. And him whom I had begun to love I
covered last, desiring he might but return, if only for a moment, to
bid me his strange farewell.

This done, I pushed through the undergrowth from the foot of the sunny
cliffs, and after wandering in the woods, came late in the afternoon,
tired out, to a ruinous hut. Here I rested, refreshing myself with the
unripe berries that grew near by.

I remained quite still in this mouldering hut looking out on the glens
where fell the sunlight. Some homely bird warbled endlessly on in her
retreat, lifted her small voice till every hollow resounded with her
content. Silvery butterflies wavered across the sun's pale beams,
sipped, and flew in wreaths away. The infinite hordes of the dust
raised their universal voice till, listening, it seemed to me their
tiny Babel was after all my own old, far-off English, sweet of the
husk.

Fate leads a man through danger to his delight. Me she had led among
woods. Nameless though many of the cups and stars and odours of the
flowers were to me, unfamiliar the little shapes that gamboled in fur
and feather before my face, here dwelt, mummy of all earth's summers,
some old ghost of me, sipper of sap, coucher in moss, quieter than
dust.

So sitting, so rhapsodising, I began to hear presently another
sound--the rich, juicy munch-munch of jaws, a little blunted maybe,
which yet, it seemed, could never cry Enough! to these sweet,
succulent grasses. I made no sign, waited with eyes towards the sound,
and pulses beating as if for a sweetheart. And soon, placid,
unsurprised, at her extreme ease, loomed into sight who but my
ox-headed Rosinante in these dells, cropping her delightful way along
in search of her drowned master.

I could but whistle and receive the slow, soft scrutiny of her
familiar eyes. I fancied even her bland face smiled, as might
elderliness on youth. She climbed near with bridle broken and
trailing, thrust out her nose to me, and so was mine again.

Sunlight left the woods. Wind passed through the upper branches. So,
with rain in the air, I went forward once more; not quite so headily,
perhaps, yet, I hope, with undiminished courage, like all earth's
travellers before me, who have deemed truth potent as modesty, and
themselves worth scanning print after.




IX

    _A ... shop of rarities._

    --GEORGE HERBERT.


A little before darkness fell we struck into a narrow road traversing
the wood. This, though apparently not much frequented, would at least
lead me into lands inhabited, so turning my face to the West, that I
might have light to survey as long as any gleamed in the sky, I
trudged on. But I went slow enough: Rosinante was lame; I like a
stranger to my body, it was so bruised and tumbled.

The night was black, and a thin rain falling when at last I emerged
from the interminable maze of lanes into which the wood-road had led
me. And glad I was to descry what seemed by the many lights shining
from its windows to be a populous village. A gay village also, for
song came wafted on the night air, rustic and convivial.

Hereabouts I overtook a figure on foot, who, when I addressed him,
turned on me as sharply as if he supposed the elms above him were
thick with robbers, or that mine was a voice out of the unearthly
hailing him.

I asked him the name of the village we were approaching. With small
dark eyes searching my face in the black shadow of night, he answered
in a voice so strange and guttural that I failed to understand a word.
He shook his fingers in the air; pointed with the cudgel he carried
under his arm now to the gloom behind us, now to the homely galaxy
before us, and gabbled on so fast and so earnestly that I began to
suppose he was a little crazed.

One word, however, I caught at last from all this jargon, and that
often repeated with a little bow to me, and an uneasy smile on his
white face--"Mishrush, Mishrush!" But whether by this he meant to
convey to me his habitual mood, or his own name, I did not learn till
afterwards. I stopped in the heavy road and raised my hand.

"An inn," I cried in his ear, "I want lodging, supper--a tavern, an
inn!" as if addressing a child or a natural.

He began gesticulating again, evidently vain of having fully
understood me. Indeed, he twisted his little head upon his shoulders
to observe Rosinante gauntly labouring on. "'Ame!--'ame!" he cried
with a great effort.

I nodded.

"Ah!" he cried piteously.

He led me, after a few minutes' journey, into the cobbled yard of a
bright-painted inn, on whose signboard a rising sun glimmered faintly
gold, and these letters standing close above it--"The World's End."

Mr. "Mishrush" seemed not a little relieved at nearing company after
his lonely walk; triumphant, too, at having guided me hither so
cunningly. He lifted his nimble cudgel in the air and waved it
conceitedly to and fro in time to the song that rose beyond the
window. "Fau'ow er Wur'!--Fau'ow er Wur'!" he cried delightedly again
and again in my ear, eager apparently for my approval. So we stood,
then, beneath the starless sky, listening to the rich _choragium_ of
the "World's End." They sang in unison, sang with a kind of forlorn
heat and enthusiasm. And when the song was ended, and the roar of
applause over, Night, like a darkened water whelmed silently in,
engulfed it to the echo:

    Follow the World--
      She bursts the grape,
    And dandles man
      In her green lap;
    She moulds her Creature
      From the clay,
    And crumbles him
      To dust away:
        Follow the World!

    One Draught, one Feast,
      One Wench, one Tomb;
    And thou must straight
      To ashes come:
    Drink, eat, and sleep;
      Why fret and pine?
    Death can but snatch
      What ne'er was thine:
        Follow the World!

It died away, I say, and an ostler softly appeared out of the shadow.
Into his charge, then, I surrendered Rosinante, and followed my
inarticulate acquaintance into the noise and heat and lustre of the
Inn.

It was a numerous company there assembled. But their voices fell to a
man on the entry of a stranger. They scrutinised me, not uncivilly,
but closely, seeking my badge, as it were by which to recognise and
judge me ever after.

Mr. Mistrust, as I presently discovered my guide's name indeed to be,
was volubly explaining how I came into his company. They listened
intently to what, so far as I could gather, might be Houyhnhnmish or
Double-Dutch. And then, as if to show me to my place forthwith, a
great fleshy fellow that sat close beside the hearth this summer
evening continued in a loud voice the conversation I had interrupted.

Whereupon Mr. Mistrust with no little confidence commended me in dumb
show to the landlady of the Inn, a Mrs. Nature, if I understood him
aright. This person was still comely, though of uncertain age, wore
cherry ribbons, smiled rather vacantly from vague, wonderful,
indescribable eyes that seemed to change colour, like the chameleon,
according to that they dwelt on.

I am afraid, as much to my amusement as wonder, I discovered that this
landlady of so much apparent _bonhomie_ was a deaf-mute. If victuals,
or drink, or bed were required, one must chalk it down on a little
slate she carried at her girdle for the purpose. Indeed, the absence
of two of her three chief senses had marvellously sharpened the
remaining one. Her eyes were on all, vaguely dwelling, lightly gone,
inscrutable, strangely fascinating. She moved easily and soundlessly
(as fat women may), and I doubt if ever mug or pot of any of that
talkative throng remained long empty, except at the tippler's
reiterated request.

She laid before me an excellent supper on a little table somewhat
removed beside a curtained window. And while I ate I watched, and
listened, not at all displeased with my entertainment.

The room in which we sat was low-ceiled and cheerful, but rather
close after the rainy night-air. Gay pictures beautified the walls.
Here a bottle, a cheese, grapes, a hare, a goblet--in a clear brown
light that made the guest's mouth water to admire. Here a fine
gentleman toasting a simpering chambermaid. Above the chimney-piece a
bloated old man in vineleaves that might be Silenus. And over against
the door of the parlour what I took to be a picture of Potiphar's wife,
she looked out of the paint so bold and beauteous and craftily. Birds
and fishes in cases stared glassily,--owl and kestrel, jack and eel
and gudgeon. All was clean and comfortable as a hospitable inn can be.

But they who frequented it interested me much more--as various and
animated a gathering as any I have seen. Yet in some peculiar manner
they seemed one and all not to the last tittle quite of this world.
They were, so to speak, more earthy, too definite, too true to the
mould, like figures in a bleak, bright light viewed out of darkness.
Certainly not one of them was at first blush prepossessing. Yet who
finds much amiss with the fox at last, though all he seems to have be
cunning?

Near beside me, however, sat retired a man a little younger and more
at his ease than most of the many there, and as busy with his eyes and
ears as I. His name, I learned presently, was Reverie; and from him I
gathered not a little information regarding the persons who talked and
sipped around us.

He told me at whiles that his house was not in the village, but in a
valley some few miles distant across the meadows; that he sat out
these bouts of argument and slander for the sheer delight he had in
gathering the myriad strands of that strange rope Opinion; that he
lived (heart, soul, and hope) well-nigh alone; that he deeply
mistrusted this place, and the company we were in, yet not for its
mistress's sake, who was at least faithful to her instincts, candid to
the candid, made no favourites, and, eventually, compelled order. He
told me also that if friends he had, he deemed it wiser not to name
them, since the least sibilant of the sound of the voice incites to
treachery; and in conclusion, that of all men he was acquainted with,
one at least never failed to right his humour; and that one was yonder
flabby, pallid fellow with the velvet collar to his coat, and the
rings on his fingers, and the gold hair, named Pliable, who sat beside
Mr. Stubborn on the settle by the fire.

When, then, I had finished my supper, I drew in my chair a little
closer to Mr. Reverie's and, having scribbled my wants on the
Landlady's slate, turned my attention to the talk.

At the moment when I first began to listen attentively they seemed to
be in heated dispute concerning the personal property of a certain Mr.
Christian, who was either dead or had inexplicably disappeared. Mr.
Obstinate, I gathered, had taken as his right this Christian's
"easy-chair"; a gentleman named Smoothman most of his other goods for
a debt; while a Parson Decorum had appropriated as heretical his
books and various peculiar MSS.

But there now remained in question a trifling sum of money which a Mr.
Liar loudly demanded in payment of an "affair of honour." This,
however, he seemed little likely to obtain, seeing that an elderly
uncle by marriage of Christian's, whose name was Office, was as eager
and affable and frank about the sum as he was bent on keeping it; and
rattled the contents of his breeches' pocket in sheer bravado of his
means to go to law for it.

"He left a bare pittance, the merest pittance," he said. "What could
there be of any account? Christian despised money, professed to
despise it. That alone would prove my wretched nephew queer in the
head--despised _money_!

"Tush, friend!" cried Obstinate from his corner. "Whether the money is
yours, or neighbour Liar's--and it is as likely as not neither's--that
talk about despising money's what but a silly lie? 'Twas all sour
grapes--sour grapes. He had cunning enough for envy, and pride enough
for shame; and at last there was naught but cunning left wherewith to
patch up a clout for him and his shame to be gone in. I watched him
set out on his pestilent pilgrimage, crazed and stubborn, and not a
groat to call his own."

"Yet I have heard say he came of a moneyed stock," said Pliable. "The
Sects of Privy Opinion were rare wealthy people, and they, so 'tis
said, were his kinsmen. Truth is, for aught I know, Christian must
have been in some degree a very liberal rascal, with all his faults."
He tittered.

"Oh! he was liberal enough," said Mr. Malice suavely: "why, even on
setting out, he emptied his wife's purse into a blind beggar's
hat!--his that used to bleat, 'Cast thy bread--cast thy bread upon the
waters!' whensoever he spied Christian stepping along the street. They
say," he added, burying his clever face in his mug, "the Heavenly
Jerusalem lieth down by the weir."

"But we must not contemn a man for his poverty, neighbours," said
Liar, gravely composing his hairless face. "Christian's was a
character of beautiful simplicity--beautiful! _How_ many rickety
children did he leave behind him?"

A shrill voice called somewhat I could not quite distinguish, for at
that moment a youth rose abruptly near by, and went hastily out.

Obstinate stared roundly. "Thou hast a piercing voice, friend Liar!"

"I did but seek the truth," said Liar.

"But whether or no, Christian believed in it--verily he seemed to
believe in it. Was it not so, neighbour Obstinate?" enquired Pliable,
stroking his leg.

"Believed in what, my friend?" said Obstinate, in a dull voice.

"About Mount Zion, and the Crowns of Glory, and the Harps of Gold, and
such like," said Pliable uneasily--"at least, it is said so; so 'tis said."

"Believed!" retorted a smooth young man who seemed to feel the heat,
and sat by the staircase door. "That's an easy task--to believe, sir.
Ask any pretty minikin!"

"And I'd make bold to enquire of yonder Liveloose," said a thick,
monotonous voice (a Mr. Dull's, so Reverie informed me), "if mebbe he
be referring to one of his own, or that fellow Sloth's devilish fairy
tales? I know one yet he'll eat again some day."

At which remark all laughed consumedly, save Dull.

"Well, one thing Christian had, and none can deny it," said Pliable, a
little hotly, "and that was Imagination? _I_ shan't forget the tales
he was wont to tell: what say you, Superstition?"

Mr. Superstition lifted dark, rather vacant eyes on Pliable. "Yes,
yes," he said: "Flame, and sigh, and lamentation. My God, my God,
gentlemen!"

"Oo-ay, Oo-ay," yelped the voice of Mistrust, startled out of silence.

"Oo-ay," whistled Malice, under his breath.

"Tush, tush!" broke in Obstinate again, and snapped his fingers in the
air. "And what is this precious Imagination? Whither doth it conduct a
man, but to beggary, infamy, and the mad-house? Look ye to it, friend
Pliable! 'Tis a devouring flame; give it but wind and leisure, the
fairest house is ashes."

"Ashes; ashes!" mocked one called Cruelty, who had more than once
taken my attention with his peculiar contortions--"talking of ashes,
what of Love-the-log Faithful, Master Tongue-stump? What of
Love-the-log Faithful?"

At which Liveloose was so extremely amused, the tears stood in his
eyes for laughing.

I looked round for Mistrust, and easily recognised my friend by his
hare-like face, and the rage in his little active eyes. But
unfortunately, as I turned to enquire somewhat of Reverie, Liveloose
suddenly paused in his merriment with open mouth; and the whole
company heard my question, "But who was Love-the-log Faithful?"

I was at once again the centre of attention, and Mr. Obstinate rose
very laboriously from his settle and held out a great hand to me.

"I'm pleased to meet thee," he said, with a heavy bow. "There's a dear
heart with my good neighbour Superstition yonder who will present a
very fair account of that misguided young man. Madam Wanton, here's a
young gentleman that never heard tell of our old friend Love-the-log."

A shrill peal of laughter greeted this sally.

"Why, Faithful was a young gentleman, sir," explained the woman
civilly enough, "who preferred his supper hot."

"Oh, Madam Wanton, my dear, my dear!" cried a long-nosed woman nearly
helpless with amusement.

I saw Superstition gazing darkly at me. He shook his head as I was
about to reply, so I changed my retort. "Who, then, was Mr.
Christian?" I enquired simply.

At that the house shook with the roar of laughter that went up.




X

    ... _Large draughts of intellectual day._

    --RICHARD CRASHAW.


"Believe me, neighbours," said Malice softly, when this uproar was a
little abated, "there is nought so strange in the question. It meaneth
only that this young gentleman hath not enjoyed the pleasure of your
company before. Will it amaze you to learn, my friends, that Christian
is like to be immortal only because you _talk_ him out of the grave?
One brief epitaph, gentlemen, would let him rot."

"Nay, but I'll tell the gentleman who Christian was, and with
pleasure," cried a lucid, rather sallow little man that had sat
quietly smiling and listening. "My name, let me tell you, is Atheist,
sir; and Christian was formerly a very near neighbour of an old friend
of my family's--Mr. Sceptic. They lived, sir--at least in those
days--opposite to one another."

"He is a great talker," whispered Reverie in my ear. But the company
evidently found his talk to their taste. They sat as still and
attentive around him, as though before an extemporary preacher.

"Well, sir," continued Atheist, "being, in a sense, neighbours,
Christian in his youth would often confide in my friend; though,
assuredly, Sceptic never sought his confidences. And it seemeth he
began to be perturbed and troubled over the discovery that it is
impossible--at least in this plain world--to eat your cake, yet have
it. And by some ill chance he happened at this time on a mouldy old
folio in my friend's house that had been the property of his maternal
grandmother--the subtlest old tome you ever set eyes on, though
somewhat too dark and extravagant and heady for a sober man of the
world like me. 'Twas called the Bible, sir--a collection of legends
and fables of all times, tongues, and countries threaded together,
mighty ingeniously I grant, and in as plausible a style as any I
know, if a little lax and flowery in parts.

"Well, Christian borroweth the book of my friend--never to return it.
And being feeble and credulous, partly by reason of his simple wits,
and partly by reason of the sad condition a froward youth had reduced
him to, he accepts the whole book--from Apple to Vials--for truth. In
fact, 'he ate the little book,' as one of the legendary kings it
celebrates had done before him."

"Ay," broke in Cruelty wildly, "and has ever since gotten the gripes."

Atheist inclined his head. "Putting it coarsely, gentlemen, such was
the case," he said. "And away at his wit's end he hasteneth, waning
and shivering, to a great bog or quagmire--that my friend Pliable will
answer to--and plungeth in. 'Tis the same story repeated. He could be
temperate in nought. _I_ knew the bog well; but I knew the
stepping-stones better. Believe me, I have traversed the narrow way
this same Christian took, seeking the harps and pearls and the _elixir
vitæ_, these many years past. The book inciteth ye to it. It sets a
man's heart on fire--that's weak enough to read it--with its pomp, and
rhetoric, and far-away promises, and lofty counsels. Oh, fine words,
who is not their puppet! I climbed 'Difficulty.' I snapped my fingers
at the grinning Lions. I passed cautiously through the 'Valley of the
Shadow'--wild scenery, sir! I visited that prince of bubbles also,
Giant Despair, in his draughty castle. And--though boasting be far
from me!--fetched Liveloose's half-brother out of a certain
charnel-house near by.

"_Thus far_, sir, I went. But I have not yet found the world so barren
of literature as to write a book about it. I have not yet found the
world so barren of ingratitude as to seek happiness by stabbing in the
back every friend I ever had. I have not yet forsaken wife and
children; neighbours and kinsmen; home, ease, and tenderness, for a
whim, a dream, a passing qualm. No, sir; 'tis this Christian's
ignorant hardness-of-heart that is his bane. Knowing little, he
prateth much. He would pinch and contract the Universe to his own
fantastical pattern. He is tedious, he is pragmatical, and--I affirm
it in all sympathy and sorrow--he is crazed. Malice, haply, is a
little sharp at times. And neighbour Obstinate dealeth full weight
with his opinions. But this Christian Flown-to-Glory, as the urchins
say, pinks with a bludgeon. He cannot endure an honest doubt. He
distorteth a mere difference of opinion into a roaring Tophet. And
because he is helpless, solitary, despised in the world; because he is
impotent to refute, and too stubborn to hear and suffer people a
little higher and weightier, a leetle wiser than he--why, beyond the
grave he must set his hope in vengeance. Beyond the grave--bliss for
his own shade; fire and brimstone, eternal woe for theirs. Ay, and
'tis not but for a season will he vex us, but for ever, and for ever,
and for ever--if he knoweth in the least what he meaneth by the
phrase. And this he calls 'Charity.'

"Yes, sirs, beyond the grave he would condemn us, beyond the grave--a
place of peace whereto I deem there are not many here but will be
content at length to come; and I not least content, when my duty is
done, my children provided for, and my last suspicion of fear and
folly suppressed.

"To conclude, sir--and beshrew me, gentlemen, how time doth fly in
talk!--this Christian goeth his way. We, each in accord with his
caprice and conscience, go ours. We envy him not his vapours, his
terrors, or his shameless greed of reward. Why, then, doth he envy us
our wealth, our success, our gaiety, our content? He raves. He is
haunted. What is man but as grass, and the flower of grass? Come the
sickle, he is clean gone. I can but repeat it, sir, our poor neighbour
was crazed: 'tis Christian in a word."

A sigh, a murmur of satisfaction and relief, rose from the company, as
if one and all had escaped by Mr. Atheist's lucidity out of a very
real peril.

I thanked him for his courtesy, and in some confusion turned to
Reverie with the remark that I thought I now recollected to have heard
Christian's name, but understood he had indeed arrived, at last, at
the Celestial City for which he had set out.

"Celestial twaddle, sir!" cried Mr. Obstinate hoarsely. "He went
stark, staring mad, and now is dust, as we shall soon all be, that's
certain."

Then Cruelty rose out of his chair and elbowed his way to the door. He
opened it and looked out.

"I would," he said, "I had known of this Christian before he started.
Step you down to Vanity Fair, Sir Stranger, if the mood take you; and
we'll show you as pretty a persuasion against pilgrimage as ever you
saw." He opened his mouth where he stood between me and the stars.
"... There's many more!" he added with difficulty, as if his rage was
too much for him. He spat into the air and went out.

Presently after Liveloose rose up, smiling softly, and groped after
him.

A little silence followed their departure.

"You must tell your friend, Mr. Reverie," said Atheist
good-humouredly, "that Mr. Cruelty says more than he means. To my mind
he is mistaken--too energetic; but his intentions are good."

"He's a staunch, dependable fellow," said Obstinate, patting down the
wide cuffs he wore.

But even at that moment a stranger softly entered the inn out of the
night. His face was of the grey of ashes, and he looked once round on
us all with a still, appalling glance that silenced the words on my
lips.

We sat without speech--Obstinate yawning, Atheist smiling lightly,
Superstition nibbling his nails, Reverie with chin drawn a little
back, Pliable bolt upright, like a green and white wand, Mistrust
blinking his little thin lids; but all with eyes fixed on this
stranger, who deemed himself, it seemed, among friends.

He turned his back on us and sipped his drink under the heedless,
deep, untroubled gaze of Mrs. Nature, and passed out softly and
harmlessly as he had come in.

Reverie stood up like a man surprised and ill at ease. He turned to
me. "I know him only by repute, by hearsay," he said with an effort.
"He is a stranger to us all, indeed, sir--to all."

Obstinate, with a very flushed face, thrust his hand into his
breeches' pocket. "Nay, sir," he said, "my purse is yet here. What
more would you have?"

At which Pliable laughed, turning to the women.

I put on my hat and followed Reverie to the door.

"Excuse me, sir," I said, "but I have no desire to stay in this house
over-night. And if you would kindly direct me to the nearest way out
of the village, I will have my horse saddled now and be off."

And then I noticed that Superstition stood in the light of the doorway
looking down on us.

"There's Christian's way," he said, as if involuntarily....

"Lodge with me to-night," Reverie answered, "and in the morning you
shall choose which way to go you will."

I thanked him heartily and turned in to find Rosinante.

The night was now fine, but moist and sultry, and misty in the
distance. It was late, too, for few candles gleamed beneath the
moonlight from the windows round about the smooth village-green. Even
as we set out, I leading Rosinante by her bridle, and Superstition on
my left hand, out of heavenly Leo a bright star wheeled, fading as it
fell. And soon high hedges hid utterly the "World's End" behind us,
out of sight and sound.

I observed when the trees had laid their burdened branches overhead,
and the thick-flowered bushes begun to straiten our way, that this Mr.
Superstition who had desired to accompany us was of a very different
courage from that his manner at the inn seemed to profess.

He walked with almost as much caution and ungainliness as Mistrust,
his deep and shining eyes busily searching the gloom to left and right
of him. Indeed, those same dark eyes of his reminded me not a little
of Mrs. Nature's, they were so full of what they could not tell.

He was on foot; my new friend Reverie, like myself, led his horse, a
pale, lovely creature with delicate nostrils and deep-smouldering
eyes.

"You must think me very bold to force my company on you," said
Superstition awkwardly, turning to Reverie, "but my house is never so
mute with horror as in these moody summer nights when thunder is in
the air. See there!" he cried.

As if the distant sky had opened, the large, bright, harmless
lightning quivered and was gone, revealing on the opposing hills
forest above forest unutterably dark and still.

"Surely," I said, "that is not the way Christian took?"

"They say," Reverie answered, "the Valley of the Shadow of Death lies
between those hills."

"But Atheist," I said, "_that_ acid little man, did he indeed walk
there alone?"

"I have heard," muttered Superstition, putting out his hand, "'tis
fear only that maketh afraid. Atheist has no fear."

"But what of Cruelty," I said, "and Liveloose?"

"Why," answered Superstition, "Cruelty works cunningest when he is
afraid; and Liveloose never talks about himself. None the less there's
not a tree but casts a shadow. I met once an earnest yet very popular
young gentleman of the name of Science, who explained almost
everything on earth to me so clearly, and patiently, and fatherly, I
thought I should evermore sleep in peace. But we met at noon. Believe
me, sir, I would have followed Christian and his friend Hopeful very
willingly long since; for as for Cruelty and Obstinate and all that
clumsy rabble, I heed them not. Indeed my cousin Mistrust _did_ go,
and as you see returned with a caution; and a poor young school-fellow
of mine, Jack Ignorance, came to an awful end. But it is because I owe
partly to Christian and not all to myself this horrible solitude in
which I walk that I dare not risk a deeper. It would be, I feel sure.
And so I very willingly beheld Faithful burned; it restored my
confidence. And here, sir," he added, almost with gaiety, "lives my
friend Mrs. Simple, a widow. She enjoys my company and my old fables,
and we keep the blinds down against these mountains, and candles
burning against the brighter lightnings."

So saying, Superstition bade us good-night and passed down a little
by-lane on our left towards a country cottage, like a dreaming bower
of roses beneath the moon.

But Reverie and I continued on as if the moon herself as patiently
pursued us. And by-and-by we came to a house called Gloom, whose
gardens slope down with plashing fountains and glimmering banks of
flowers into the shadow and stillness of a broad valley, named beneath
the hills of Silence, Peace.




XI

    _His soul shall taste the sadness of her might,
    And be among her cloudy trophies hung._

    --JOHN KEATS.


Even as we entered the gates of Mr. Reverie's house beneath embowering
chestnuts, there advanced across the moonlit spaces to meet us a
figure on foot like ourselves, leading his horse. He was in armour,
yet unarmed. His steel glittered cold and blue; his fingers hung
ungauntleted; and on his pale face dwelt a look never happy warrior
wore yet. He seemed a man Mars lends to Venus out of war to unhappy
idleness. The disillusionment of age was in his face: yet he was
youthful, I suppose; scarce older than Mercutio, and once, perhaps, as
light of wit.

He took my hand in a grasp cold and listless, and smiled from
mirthless eyes.

Yet there was something strangely taking in this solitary
knight-at-arms. She for whom he does not fight, I thought, must have
somewhat of the immortals to grace her warrior with. And if it were
only shadows that beset him and obscured his finer heart, shadows they
were of myrtle and rhododendron, with voices shrill and small as the
sparrows', and eyes of the next-to-morning stars.

Indeed, these gardens whispered, and the wind at play in the air
seemed to bear far-away music, dying and falling.

We entered the house and sat down to supper in a low room open to the
night. Reverie recounted our evening's talk. "I wish," he said,
turning to his friend, "you would accompany Mr. Brocken and me one
night to the 'World's End' to hear these fellows talk. Such arrogance,
such assurance, such bigotry and blindness and foxiness!--yet, on my
word, a kind of gravity with it all, as if the scarecrows had some
real interest in the devil's tares they guard. Come now, let it be a
bargain between us, and leave this endless search awhile."

But the solitary knight shook his head. "They would jeer me out of
knowledge," he said. "Why, Reverie, the children cease their play
when I pass, and draw their tops and marbles out of the dust, and gaze
till I am hid from sight."

"It is fancy, only fancy," replied Reverie; "children stare at all
things new to them in the world. How else could they recognise and
learn again--how else forget? But as for this rabble's mockery, there
is a she-bear left called Oblivion which is their mistress, and will
some day silence every jeer."

The solitary knight shook his head again, eyeing me solemnly as if in
hope to discern in my face the sorcery that held himself in thrall.

The few wax tapers gave but light enough to find the way from goblet
to mouth. As for Reverie's wine, I ask no other, for it had the
poppy's scarlet, and overcame weariness so subtly I almost forgot
these were the hours of sleep we spent in waking; forgot, too, as if
of the lotus, all thought of effort and hope.

After all, thought I as I sipped, effort is the flaw that proves men
mortal; while as for hope, who would seek a seed that floats on every
wind and smothers the world with weeds that bear no fruit? It was, in
fact, fare very different from the ale and cheese of the "World's End."

"But you yourself," I said to Mr. Reverie presently; "in all the talk
at the inn you kept a very scrupulous silence--discreet enough, I own.
But now, what truly _was_ this Christian of whom we heard so much? and
why, may I ask, do his neighbours slander the dead? You yourselves,
did you ever meet with him?" I turned from one to the other of my
companions as they glanced uneasily each at each.

"Well, sir," said Reverie rather deliberately, "I have met him and
talked with him. I often think of him, in spite of myself. Yet he was
a man of little charm. He certainly had a remarkable gift for
estranging his friends. He was a foe to the most innocent compromise.
For myself, I found not much humour in him, no eye for grace or art,
and a limited imagination that was yet his absolute master.
Nevertheless, as you hint, these fellows, no more than I, can forget
him. Nor you?" He turned to the other.

"Christian," he replied, "I remember him. We were friends a little
while. Faithful I knew also. Faithful was to the last my friend. Ah!
Reverie, then--how many years ago!--there was a child we loved, all
three: do you remember? I see the low, green wall, cool from how many
a summer's shadows, the clusters of green apples on the bough. And in
the early morning we would go, carrying torn-off branches, and
shouting our songs through the fields, till we came to the shadow and
the hush of the woods. Ay, Reverie, and we would burst in on silence,
each his heart beating, and play there. And perhaps it was Hopeful who
would steal away from us, and the others play on; or perhaps you into
the sunlight that maddened the sheltered bird to flit and sing in the
orchard where the little child we loved played--not yet sad, but how
much beloved; not yet weary of passing shadows, and simple creatures,
and boy's rough gifts and cold hands. But I--with me it was ever
evening, when the blackbird bursts harshly away. Then it was so still
in the orchard, and in the curved bough so solitary, that the
nightingale, cowering, would almost for fear begin to sing, and stoop
to the bending of the bough, her sidelong eyes in shade; while the
stars began to stand in the stations above us, ever bright, and all
the night was peace. Then would I dream on--dream of the face I loved,
Innocence, O Innocence!"

It was a strange outburst. His voice rose almost to a chant, full of a
forlorn music. But even as he ceased, we heard in the following
silence, above the plashing of the restless fountains, beyond, far and
faint, a wild and stranger music welling. And I saw from the porch
that looks out from the house called Gloom, "La belle Dame sans Merci"
pass riding with her train, who rides in beauty beneath the huntress,
heedless of disguise. Across from far away, like leaves of autumn,
skirred the dappled deer. The music grew, timbrel and pipe and tabor,
as beneath the glances of the moon the little company sped, transient
as a rainbow, elusive as a dream. I saw her maidens bound and
sandalled, with all their everlasting flowers; and advancing
soundless, unreal, the silver wheels of that unearthly chariot amid
the Fauns. On, on they gamboled, hoof in yielding turf, blowing reed
melodies, mocking water, their lips laid sidelong, their eyes aleer
along the smoothness of their flutes.

And when I turned again to my companions, with I know not what old
folly in my eyes, I know not what unanswerable cry in my heart,
Reverie alone was at my side. I seemed to see the long fringes of the
lake, the sedge withered, the grey waters restless in the bonds of the
wind, tuneless and chill; all these happy gardens swept bare and
flowerless; and the far hills silent in the unattainable dawn.

"She pipes, he follows," said Reverie; "she sets the tune, he dances.
Yet, sir, on my soul, I believe it is the childish face of that same
Innocence we kept tryst with long ago he pursues on and on, through
what sad labyrinths we, who dream not so wildly, cannot by taking
thought come to guess."

       *       *       *       *       *

The next two days passed serenely and quietly at Reverie's. We read
together, rode, walked, and talked together, and listened in the
evening to music. For a sister of Reverie's lived not far distant, who
visited him while I was there, and took supper with us, delighting us
with her wit and spirit and her youthful voice.

But though Reverie more than once suggested it, I could not bring
myself to return to the "World's End" and its garrulous company.
Whether it was the moist, grey face of Mr. Cruelty I most abhorred, or
Stubborn's slug-like eye, or the tongue-stump of my afflicted guide, I
cannot say.

Moreover, I had begun to feel a very keen curiosity to see the way
that had lured Christian on with such graceless obstinacy. They had
spoken of remorse, poverty, pride, world-failure, even insanity, even
vice: but these appeared to me only such things as might fret a man to
set violently out on, not to persist in such a course; or likelier
yet, to abandon hope, to turn back from heights that trouble or
confusion set so far, and made seem dreams.

How could I help, too, being amused to think how vastly strange these
fellows considered a man's venturing whither his star beckoned; though
that star were only power, only fame, only beauty, only peace? What
wonder they were many?

Not far from this place, Reverie informed me, were pitched the booths
of Vanity Fair. This, by his account, was a place one ought to visit,
if only for the satisfaction of leaving it behind. But I have heard
more animated accounts of it elsewhere.

As for Reverie himself, he seemed only desirous to contemplate; never
to taste, to win, or to handle. He needed but refuse reality to what
shocked or teased him, to find it harmless and entertaining. He was a
dreamer whom the heat and shout of battle could not offend.

Perhaps he perceived my restlessness to be gone, for he himself
suggested that I should stay till the next morning, and then, if I so
pleased, he would see me a mile or two on my way.

"For the Pitiless Lady," he said, smiling, "takes many disguises,
sometimes of the sun, sometimes of evening, sometimes of night; and I
would at least save you from the fate that has made my poor friend a
phantom before he is a shade."




XII

    _The many men, so beautiful!
    And they all dead did lie._

    --S.T. Coleridge.


So Reverie, as he had promised, rode out with me a few miles to see me
on my way. Above the gloom and stillness of the valley the scene began
to change again. I was glad as I could be to view once more the
tossing cornfields and the wind at play with shadow. Near and far,
woods and pastures smoked beneath the sun. I know not through how many
arches of the elms and green folds of the meadows I kept watch on the
chimneys of a farmhouse above its trees.

But Reverie, the further we journeyed, the less he said. I almost
chafed to see his heedless eyes turned upon some inward dream, while
here, like life itself, stood cloud and oak, warbled bird and brook
beneath the burning sun. I saw again in memory the silver twilight of
the moon, and the crazy face of Love's Warrior, haunter of shade. Let
him but venture into the open, I thought, hear again the distant
lowing of the oxen, the rooks cawing in the elms, see again the flocks
upon the hillside!

I suppose this was her home my heart had turned to. This was my dust;
night's was his. For me the wild rose and the fields of harvest; for
him closed petals, the chantry of the night wind, phantom lutes and
voices. And, as if he had overheard my thoughts, Reverie turned at the
cross-ways.

"You will come back again," he said. "They tell me in distant lands
men worship Time, set up a shrine to him in every street, and treasure
his emblem next their hearts. There, they say, even the lover babbles
of hours, and the dreamer measures sleep with a pendulum. Well, my
house is secluded, and the world is far; and to me Time is naught.
Return, sir, then, when it pleases you. Besides," he added, smiling
faintly, "there is always company at the World's End."

The crisp sunbeams rained upon his pale and delicate horse, its
equal-plaited mane, on the darkness of his cloak, that dream-delighted
face. Here smouldered gold, here flushed crimson, and here the curved
damaskening of his bridle glistened and gleamed. He was a strange
visitant to the open day, between the green hedges, beneath the
enormous branching of the elms. And there I bade him farewell.

Some day, perhaps, I shall return as he has foretold, for it is ever
easy to find again the house of Reverie--to them who have learned the
way.

On I journeyed, then, following as I had been directed the main road
to Vanity Fair. But whether it is that the Fair is more difficult to
arrive at than to depart from, or is really a hard day's journey even
from the gay parlour of the World's End, it already began to be
evening, and yet no sign of bunting or booth or clamour or smoke.

And it was at length to a noiseless Fair, far from all vanity, that I
came at sunset--the cypresses of a solitary graveyard. I was tired out
and desired only rest; so dismounting and leading Rosinante, I turned
aside willingly into its peace.

It seemed I had entered a new earth. The lane above had wandered on in
the gloaming of its hedges and over-arching trees. Here, all the
clouds of sunset stood, caught up in burning gold. Even as I paused,
dazzled a moment by the sudden radiance, from height to height the
wild bright rose of evening ran. Not a tottering stone, black,
well-nigh shapeless with age, not a green bush, but seemed to dwell
unconsumed in its own fire above this desolate ground. The trees that
grew around me--willow and yew, thorn and poplar--were but flaming
cages for the wild birds that perched in their branches.

Above these sound-dulled mansions trod lightly, as if of thought,
Rosinante's gilded shoes. I wandered on in a strange elation of mind,
filled with a desperate desire ever to remember how flamed this rose
between earth and sky, how throbbed this jargon of delight. And
turning as if in hope to share my enthusiasm, a childish peal of
laughter showed me I was not alone.

Beneath a canopy of holly branches and yew two children sat playing.
The nearer child's hair was golden, glistening round his face of
roses, and he it was who had laughed, tumbling on the sward. But the
face of the further child was white almost as crystal, and the dark
hair that encircled his head with its curved lines seemed as it were
the shadow of the gold it showed beside. These children, it was plain,
had been running and playing across the tombs; but now they were
stooping together at some earnest sport. To me, even if they had seen
me, they as yet paid no heed.

I passed slowly towards them, deeming them at first of solitude's
creation, my eyes dazzled so with the sun. But as I approached, so the
branches beneath which they played gradually disparted, and I saw not
far distant from them one sitting who evidently had these jocund boys
in charge.

I could not but hesitate awhile as I surveyed them. These were no
mortal children playing naked amid the rose of evening: nor she who
sat veiled and beautiful beneath the ruinous tombs. I turned with
sudden dismay to depart from their presence unobserved as I had
entered; but the children had now espied me, and came running, filled
with wonder of Rosinante and the stranger beside her.

They stayed at a little distance from us with dwelling eyes and parted
lips. Then the fairer and, as it seemed to me, elder of the brothers
stooped and plucked a few blades of grass and proffered them, half
fearfully, to the beast that amazed him. But the other gave less heed
to Rosinante, fixed the filmy lustre of his eyes on me, his wonderful
young face veiled with that wisdom which is in all children, and of an
immutable gravity.

But by this time, she who it seemed had the charge of these children
had followed them with her eyes. To her then, leaving Rosinante in an
ecstasy of timidity before such god-like boys, I addressed myself.

So might a traveller lost beneath strange stars address unanswering
Night. She, however, raised a compassionate face to me and listened
with happy seriousness as to a child returned in safety at evening
from some foolhardy venture. Yet there seemed only a deeper
youthfulness in her face for all its eternity of brooding on her
beauteous children. Narrow leaves of olive formed her chaplet. The
darker wine-colours of the sea changed in her eyes. There was no sense
of gloom or sorrowfulness in her company. I began to see how the same
still breast might bear celestial children so diverse as these, whose
names, she told me presently, were Sleep and Death.

I looked at the two children at play, "Ah! now," I said, almost
involuntarily "the golden boy who has caught my horse's bridle in his
hand, is not he Sleep? and he who considers his brother's
boldness--that one is Death?"

She smiled with lovely vanity, and told me how strange of heart young
children are. How they will alter and vary, never the same for long
together, but led by indiscoverable caprices and obedient to some
further will. She smiled and said how that sometimes, when the birds
hush suddenly from song, Sleep would creep tenderly and sadly to her
knees, and Death clasp her roguishly, as if in some secret with the
beams of morning. So would they change, one to the likeness of the
other. But Sleep was, perhaps, of the gentler disposition; a little
obstinate and headstrong; at times, indeed, beyond all cajolery; yet
very sweet of impulse and ardent to make amends. But Death's caprices
baffled even her. He seemed now so pitiless and unlovely of heart; and
now, as if possessed, passionate and swift; and now would break away
burning from her arms in an infinite tenderness.

But best she loved them when there came a transient peace to both; and
looking upon them laid embraced in the shadow-casting moonbeam, not
even she could undoubtingly touch the brow of each beneath their
likened hair, and say this is the elder, and this the dreamless
younger of the boys.

Seeing, too, my eyes cast upon the undecipherable letters of the tomb
by which we sat, she told me how that once, near before dawn, she had
awoke in the twilight to find their places empty where the children
had lain at her side, and had sought on, at last to find them even
here, weeping and quarrelling, and red with anger. Little by little,
and with many tears, she had gleaned the cause of their quarrel--how
that, like very children, they had run a race at cockcrow, and all
these stones and the slender bones and ashes beneath to be the prize;
and how that, running, both had come together to the goal set, and
both had claimed the victory.

"Yet both seem happy now to share it," I said, "or how else were they
comforted?" Nor did I consider before she told me that they will run
again when they be grown men, Sleep and Death, in just such a thick
darkness before dawn; and one called Love will then run with them, who
is very vehement and fleet of foot, and never turns aside, nor
falters. He who then shall win may ask a different prize. For truth to
tell, she said, only children can find delight for long in dust and
ruin.

At that moment Death himself came hastening to his mother, and, taking
her hand, turned to the enormous picture of the skies as if in some
faint apprehension. But Sleep saw nothing amiss, lay at full length
among the "cool-rooted flowers," while Rosinante grazed beside him.

I told her also, in turn, of my journey; and that although transient,
or everlasting, solace of all restlessness and sorrow and too-wild
happiness may be found in them, yet men think not often on these
divine children.

"As for this one," I said, looking down into the pathless beauty of
Death's grey eyes, "some fear, some mock, some despise him; some
violently, some without complaint pursue; most men would altogether
dismiss, and forget him. He is but a child, no older than the sea, no
stranger than the mountains, pure and cold as the water-springs. Yet
to the bolster of fever his vision flits; and pain drags a heavy net
to snare him; and silence is his echoing gallery; and the gold of
Sleep his final veil. They shall play on; and see, lady, flame has
left the clouds; the birds are at rest. The earth breathes in, and it
is day; and exhales her breath, and it is night. Let them then play
secret and innocent between her breasts, comfort her with silence
above the tempest of her heart.... But I!--what am I?--a traveller,
footsore and far."

And then it was that I became conscious of a warm, sly, youthful hand
in mine, and turned, half in dread, to see only happy Sleep laughing
under his glistening hair into my eyes. I strove in vain against his
sorcery; rolled foolish orbs on that pure, starry face; and then I
smelled as it were rain, and heard as it were tempestuous
forest-trees--fell asleep among the tombs.




XIII

    _I warmed both hands before the fire of life._

    --WALTER SAVAGE LANDOR.


Surely some hueless poppy blossomed in the darkness of those ruins, or
the soulless ashes of the dead breathe out a drowsy influence. Never
have I slept so heavily, yet never perhaps beneath so cold a tester.
Sunbeams streaming between the crests of the cypresses awoke me. I
leapt up as if a hundred sentinels had shouted--where none kept
visible watch.

An odour of a languid sweetness pervaded the air. There was no wind to
stir the dew-besprinkled trees. The old, scarred gravestones stood in
a thick sunshine, afloat with bees. But Rosinante had preferred to
survey sunshine out of shade. In lush grass I found her, the picture
of age, foot crook'd, and head dejected.

Yet she followed me uncomplaining along these narrow avenues of
silence, and without more ado turned her trivial tail on Death and his
dim flocks, and well-nigh scampered me off into the vivid morning.
Soon afterwards, with Hunger in the saddle, we began to climb a road
almost precipitous, and stony in the extreme. Often enough we breathed
ourselves as best we could in the still, sultry air, and rested on the
sun-dappled slopes. But at length we came out upon the crest, and
surveyed in the first splendour of day a region of extraordinary
grandeur.

Beneath a clear sky to the east stood a range of mountains, cold and
changeless beneath their snows. At my feet a great river flowed,
broken here and there with isles in the bright flood. The dark
champaign that flanked its shores was of an unusual verdure. Mystery
and peril brooded on those distant ravines, the vapours of their
far-descending cataracts. In such abysmal fastnesses as these the
Hyrcan tiger might hide his surly generations. This was an air for the
sun-disdaining eagle, a country of transcendent brightness, its
flowers strangely pure and perfect, its waters more limpid, its
grazing herds, its birds, its cedar trees, the masters of their kind.

Yet not on these nearer glories my eyes found rest. But, with a kind
of heartache, I gazed, as it were towards home, upon the distant
waters of the sea. Here, on the crest of this green hill, was silence.
There, too, was profounder silence on the sea's untrampled floor.
Whence comes that angel out of nought whispering into the ear strange
syllables? I know not; but so seemed I to stand--a shattered
instrument in the world, past all true music, o'er which none the less
the invisible lute-master stooped. Could I but catch, could I but in
words express the music his bent fingers intended, the mystery, the
peace--well; then I should indeed journey solitary on the face of the
earth, a changeling in its cities.

I half feared to descend into a country so diverse from any I had yet
seen. Hitherto at least I had encountered little else than
friendliness. But here--doves in eyries! I stood, twisting my fingers
in Rosinante's mane, debating and debating. And she turned her face to
me, and looked with age into my eyes: and I know not how woke courage
in me again.

"On then?" I said, on the height. And the gentle beast leaned forward
and coughed into the valley what might indeed be "Yea!"

So we began to descend. Down we went, alone, yet not unhappy, until in
a while I discovered, about a hundred yards in advance of me, another
traveller on the road, ambling easily along at an equal pace with
mine. I know not how far I followed in his track debating whether to
overtake and to accost him, or to follow on till a more favourable
chance offered.

But Chance--avenger of all shilly-shally--settled the matter offhand.
For my traveller, after casting one comprehensive glance towards the
skies, suddenly whisked off at a canter that quickly carried him out
of sight.

A chill wind had begun to blow, lifting in gusts dust into the air and
whitening the tree-tops. As suddenly, calm succeeded. A cloud of
flies droned fretfully about my ears. And I watched advancing,
league-high, transfigured with sunbeams, the enormous gloom of storm.
The sun smote from a silvery haze upon its peaks and gorges. Wind, far
above the earth, moaned, and fell; only to sound once more in the
distance in a mournful trumpeting. Lightnings played along the
desolate hills. The sun was darkened. A vast flight of snowy,
arrow-winged birds streamed voiceless beneath his place. And day
withdrew its boundaries, spread to the nearer forests a bright
amphitheatre, fitful with light, whereof it seemed to me Rosinante
with her poor burden was the centre and the butt. I confess I began to
dread lest even my mere surmise of danger should engage the piercing
lightnings; as if in the mystery of life storm and a timorous thought
might yet be of a kin.

We hastened on at the most pathetic of gallops. Nor seemed indeed the
beauteous lightning to regard at all that restless mote upon the
cirque of its entranced fairness. In an instantaneous silence I heard
a tiny beat of hoofs; in instantaneous gloom recognised almost with
astonishment my own shape bowed upon the saddle. It was a majestic
entry into a kingdom so far-famed.

The storm showed no abatement when at last I found shelter. From far
away I had espied in the immeasurable glare a country barn beneath
trees. Arrived there, I almost fell off my horse into as incongruous
and lighthearted a company as ever was seen.

In the midst of the floor of the barn, upon a heap of hay, sat a fool
in motley blowing with all his wind into a pipe. It was a cunning tune
he played too, rich and heady. And so seemed the company to find it,
dancers--some thirty or more--capering round him with all the abandon
heart can feel and heel can answer to. As for pose, he whose horse now
stood smoking beside my own first drew my attention--a smooth,
small-bearded, solemn man, a little beyond his prime. He lifted his
toes with such inimitable agility, postured his fingers so daintily,
conducted his melon-belly with so much elegance, and exhaled such a
warm joy in the sport that I could look at nothing else at first for
delight in him.

But there were slim maids too among the plumper and ruddier, like
crocuses, like lilac, like whey, with all their fragrance and
freshness and lightness. Such eyes adazzle dancing with mine, such
nimble and discreet ankles, such gimp English middles, and such a gay
delight in the mere grace of the lilting and tripping beneath rafters
ringing loud with thunder, that Pan himself might skip across a
hundred furrows for sheer envy to witness.

As for the jolly rustics that were jogging their wits away with such
delightful gravity, but little time was given me to admire them ere I
also was snatched into the ring, and found brown eyes dwelling with
mine, and a hand like lettuces in the dog-days. Round and about we
skipped in the golden straw, amidst treasuries of hay, puffing and
spinning. And the quiet lightnings quivered between the beams, and
the monstrous "Ah!" of the thunder submerged the pipe's sweetness.
Till at last all began to gasp and blow indeed, and the nodding Fool
to sip, and sip, as if _in extremis_ over his mouthpiece. Then we
rested awhile, with a medley of shrill laughter and guffaws, while the
rain streamed lightning-lit upon the trees and tore the clouds to
tatters.

With some little circumstance my traveller picked his way to me, and
with a grave civility bowed me a sort of general welcome. Whereupon
ensued such wit and banter as made me thankful when the opening
impudence of a kind of jig set the heels and the petticoats of the
company tossing once more. We danced the lightning out, and piped the
thunder from the skies. And by then I was so faint with fasting, and
so deep in love with at least five young country faces, that I
scarcely knew head from heels; still less, when a long draught of a
kind of thin, sweet ale had mounted to its sphere.

Away we all trooped over the flashing fields, noisy as jays in the
fresh, sweet air, some to their mowing, some to their milking, but
more, indeed, I truly suspect, to that exquisite _Nirvana_ from which
the tempest's travail had aroused them. I waved my hand, striving in
vain to keep my eyes on one blest, beguiling face of all that glanced
behind them. But, she gone, I turned into the rainy lane once more
with my new acquaintance, discreeter, but not less giddy, it seemed,
than I.

We had not far to go--past a meadow or two, a low green wall, a black
fish-pool--and soon the tumbledown gables of a house came into view.
My companion waved his open fingers at the crooked casements and
peered into my face.

"Ah!" he said, "we will talk, we will talk, you and I: I view it in
your eye, sir--clear and full and profound--such ever goes with
eloquence. 'Tis my delight. What are we else than beasts?--beasts that
perish? I never tire; I never weary;--give me to dance and to sing,
but ever to talk: then am I at ease. Heaven is just. Enter,
sir--enter!"

He led me by a shady alley into his orchard, and thence to a stable,
where we left Rosinante at hob-a-nob with his mare over a friendly
bottle of hay. And we ourselves passed into the house, and ascended a
staircase into an upper chamber. This chamber was raftered, its walls
hung with an obscure tapestry, its floor strewn with sand, and its
lozenged casement partly shuttered against the blaze of sunshine that
flowed across the forests far away to the west.

My friend eyed me brightly and busily as a starling. "You danced fine,
sir," he said. "Oh! it is a _pleasure_ to me. Ay, and now I come to
consider it, methought I did hear hoofs behind me that might yet be
echo. No, but I did _not_ think: 'twas but my ear cried to his
dreaming master. Ever dreaming; God help at last the awakening! But
well met, well met, I say again. I am cheered. And you but just in
time! Nay, I would not have missed him for a ransom. So--so--this leg,
that leg; up now--hands over down we go! Lackaday, I am old bones for
such freaks. Once!... '_Memento mori_!' say I, and smell the shower
the sweeter for it. Be seated, sir, bench or stool, wheresoever you'd
be. You're looking peaked. That burden rings in my skull like a
bagpipe. Toot-a-tootie, toot-a-toot! Och, sad days!"

We devoured our meal of cold meats and pickled fish, fruit and junket
and a kind of harsh cheese, as if in contest for a wager. And copious
was the thin spicy wine with which we swam it home. Ever and again my
host would desist, to whistle, or croon (with a packed mouth) in the
dismallest of tenors, a stave or two of the tune we had danced to,
bobbing head and foot in sternest time. Then a great vacancy would
overspread his face turned to the window, as suddenly to gather to a
cheerful smile, and light, irradiated, once more on me. Then down
would drop his chin over his plate, and away go finger and spoon among
his victuals in a dance as brisk and whole-hearted as the other.

He took me out again into his garden after supper, and we walked
beneath the trees.

"'Tis bliss to be a bachelor, sir," he said, gazing on the resinous
trunk of an old damson tree. "I gorge, I guzzle; I am merry, am
melancholy; studious, harmonical, drowsy,--and none to scold
or deny me. For the rest, why, youth is vain: yet youth had
pleasure--innocence and delight. I chew the cud of many a peaceful
acre. Ay, I have nibbled roses in my time. But now, what now? I have
lived so long far from courts and courtesy, grace and fashion, and am
so much my own close and indifferent friend--Why! he is happy who has
solitude for housemate, company for guest. I say it, I say it; I marry
daily wives of memory's fashioning, and dream at peace."

It seemed an old bone he picked with Destiny.

"There's much to be said," I replied as profoundly as I could.

The air he now lulled youth asleep with was a very cheerless
threnody, but he brightened once more at praise of his delightful
orchard.

"You like it, sir? You speak kindly, sir. It is my all; root and
branch: how many a summer's moons have I seen shine hereon! I know
it--there is bliss to come;--miraculous Paradise for men even dull as
I. Yet 'twill be strange to me--without my house and orchard. Age
tends to earth, sir, till even an odour may awake the dead--a branch
in the air call with its fluttering a face beyond Time to vanquish
dear. 'Soul, soul,' I cry, 'forget thy dust, forget thy vaunting
ashes!'--and speak in vain. So's life!"

And when we had gone in again, and candles had been lit in his fresh
and narrow chamber, seeing a viol upon a chest, I begged a little
music.

He quite eagerly, with a boyish peal of laughter, complied; and sat
down with a very solemn face, his brows uplifted, and sang between the
candles to a pathetic air this doggerel:--

    There's a dark tree and a sad tree,
    Where sweet Alice waits, unheeded,
    For her lover long-time absent,
    Plucking rushes by the river.

    Let the bird sing, let the buck sport,
    Let the sun sink to his setting;
    Not one star that stands in darkness
    Shines upon her absent lover.

    But his stone lies 'neath the dark tree,
    Cold to bosom, deaf to weeping;
    And 'tis gathering moss she touches,
    Where the locks lay of her lover.

"A dolesome thing," he said; "but my mother was wont to sing it to the
virginals. 'Cold to bosom,'" he reiterated with a plangent cadence; "I
remember them all, sir; from the cradle I had a gift for music." And
then, with an ample flirt of his bow, he broke, all beams and smiles,
into this ingenuous ditty:

        The goodman said,
        "'Tis time for bed,
    Come, mistress, get us quick to pray;
        Call in the maids
        From out the glades
      Where they with lovers stray,
      With love, and love do stray."

        "Nay, master mine,
        The night is fine,
    And time's enough all dark to pray;
        'Tis April buds
        Bedeck the woods
      Where simple maids away
      With love, and love do stray.

        "Now we are old,
        And nigh the mould,
    'Tis meet on feeble knees to pray;
        When once we'd roam,
        'Twas else cried, 'Come,
      And sigh the dusk away,
      With love, and love to stray.'"

        So they gat in
        To pray till nine;
    Then called, "Come maids, true maids, away!
        Kiss and begone,
        Ha' done, ha' done,
      Until another day
      With love, and love to stray!"

        Oh, it were best
        If so to rest
    Went man and maid in peace away!
        The throes a heart
        May make to smart
      Unless love have his way,
      In April woods to stray!--

      In April woods to stray!

And that finished with another burst of laughter, he set very adroitly
to the mimicry of beasts and birds upon his frets. Never have I seen
a face so consummately the action's. His every fibre answered to the
call; his eyebrows twitched like an orator's; his very nose was
plastic.

"Hst!" he cried softly; "hither struts chanticleer!"
"Cock-a-diddle-doo!" crowed the wire. "Now, prithee, Dame Partlett!"
and down bustled a hen from an egg like cinnamon. A cat with kittens
mewed along the string, anxious and tender.

"A woodpecker," he cried, directing momentarily a sedulous, clear eye
on me. And lo, "inviolable quietness" and the smooth beech-boughs!
"And thus," he said, sitting closer, "the martlets were wont to
whimper about the walls of the castle of Inverness, the castle of
Macbeth."

"Macbeth!" I repeated--"Macbeth!"

"Ay," he said, "it was his seat while yet a simple soldier--flocks and
flocks of them, wheeling hither, thither, in the evening air, crying
and calling."

I listened in a kind of confusion. "... And Duncan," I said....

He eyed me with immense pleasure, and nodded with brilliant eyes on
mine.

"What looking man was he?" I said at last as carelessly as I dared.
"... The King, you mean,--of Scotland."

He magnanimously ignored my confusion, and paused to build his
sentence.

"'Duncan'?" he said. "The question calls him straight to mind. A
lean-locked, womanish countenance; sickly, yet never sick; timid, yet
most obdurate; more sly than politic. An _ignis fatuus_, sir, in a
world of soldiers." His eye wandered.... "'Twas a marvellous sanative
air, crisp and pure; but for him, one draught and outer darkness. I
myself viewed his royal entry from the gallery--pacing urbane to
slaughter; and I uttered a sigh to see him. 'Why, sir, do you sigh to
see the king?' cried one softly that stood by. 'I sigh, my lord,' I
answered to the instant, 'at sight of a monarch even Duncan's match!'"

He looked his wildest astonishment at me.

"Not, I'd have you remember--not that 'twas blood I did foresee.... To
kill in blood a man, and he a king, so near to natural death ...
foul, foul!"

"And Macbeth?" I said presently--"Macbeth...?"

He laid down his viol with prolonged care.

"His was a soul, sir, nobler than his fate. I followed him not without
love from boyhood--a youth almost too fine of spirit; shrinking
from all violence, over-nicely; eloquent, yet chary of speech,
and of a dark profundity of thought. The questions he would
patter!--unanswerable, searching earth and heaven through.... And who
now was it told me the traitor Judas's hair was red?--yet not red his,
but of a reddish chestnut, fine and bushy. Children have played their
harmless hands at hide-and-seek therein. O sea of many winds!

"For come gloom on the hills, floods, discolouring mist; breathe but
some grandam's tale of darkness and blood and doubleness in his
hearing: all changed. Flame kindled; a fevered unrest drove him out;
and Ambition, that spotted hound of hell, strained at the leash
towards the Pit.

"So runs the world--the ardent and the lofty. We are beyond earth's
story as 'tis told, sir. All's shallower than the heart of man....
Indeed, 'twas one more shattered altar to Hymen."

"'Hymen!'" I said.

He brooded long and silently, clipping his small beard. And while he
was so brooding, a mouse, a moth, dust--I know not what, stirred the
listening strings of his viol to sound, and woke him with a start.

"I vowed, sir, then, to dismiss all memory of such unhappy deeds from
mind--never to speak again that broken lady's name. Oh! I have seen
sad ends--pride abased, splendour dismantled, courage to terror come,
guilt to a crying guilelessness."

"'Guilelessness?'" I said. "Lady Macbeth at least was past all
changing."

The doctor stood up and cast a deep scrutiny on me, which yet,
perhaps, was partly on himself.

"Perceive, sir," he said, "this table--broader, longer, splendidly
burdened; and all adown both sides the board, thanes and their
ladies, lords, and gentlemen, guests bidden to a royal banquet. 'Twas
then in that bleak and dismal country--the Palace of Forres. Torches
flared in the hall; to every man a servant or two: we sat in pomp."

He paused again, and gravely withdrew behind the tapestry.

"And presently," he cried therefrom, suiting his action to the word,
"to the blast of hautboys enters the king in state thus, with his
attendant lords. And with all that rich and familiar courtesy of which
he was master in his easier moods he passed from one to another,
greeting with supple dignity on his way, till he came at last softly
to the place prepared for him at table. And suddenly--shall I ever
forget, it, sir?--it seemed silence ran like a flame from mouth to
mouth as there he stood, thus, marble-still, his eyes fixed in a
leaden glare. And he raised his face and looked once round on us all
with a forlorn astonishment and wrath, like one with a death-wound--I
never saw the like of such a face.

"Whereat, beseeching us to be calm, and pay no heed, the queen laid
her hand on his and called him. And his orbs rolled down once more
upon the empty place, and stuck as if at grapple with some horror seen
within. He muttered aloud in peevish altercation--once more to heave
up his frame, to sigh and shake himself, and lo!--"

The viol-strings rang to his "lo!"

"Lo, sir, the Unseen had conquered. His lip sagged into his beard, he
babbled with open mouth, and leaned on his lady with such an impotent
and slavish regard as I hope never to see again man pay to woman....
We thought no more of supper after that....

"But what do I--?" The doctor laid a cautioning finger on his mouth.

"The company was dispersed, the palace gloomy with night (and they
were black nights at Forres!), and on the walls I heard the sentinel's
replying.... In the wood's last glow I entered and stood in his
self-same station before the empty stool. And even as I stood thus, my
hair creeping, my will concentred, gazing with every cord at stretch,
fell a light, light footfall behind me." He glanced whitely over his
shoulder.

"Sir, it was the queen come softly out of slumber on my own unquiet
errand."

The doctor strode to the door, and peered out like a man suspicious or
guilty of treachery. It was indeed a house of broken silences. And
there, in the doorway, he seemed to be addressing his own saddened
conscience.

"With all my skill, and all a leal man's gentleness, I solaced and
persuaded, and made an oath, and conducted her back to her own chamber
unperceived. How weak is sleep!... It was a habit, sir, contracted in
childhood, long dormant, that Evil had woke again. The Past awaits us
all. So run Time's sands, till mercy's globe is empty and ..."

He stooped and whispered it across to me: "... A child, a comparative
child, shrunk to an anatomy, her beauty changed, ghostly of youth and
all its sadness, baffled by a word, slave to a doctor's nod! None
knew but I, and, at the last, one of her ladies--a gentle, faithful,
and fearful creature. Nor she till far beyond all mischief....

"Wild deeds are done. But to have blood on the hands, a cry in the
ears, and one same glassy face eye to eye, that nothing can dim, nor
even slumber pacify--dreams, dreams, intangible, enorm! Forefend them,
God, from me!"

He stood a moment as if he were listening; then turned, smiling
irresolutely, and eyed me aimlessly. He seemed afraid of his own
house, askance at his own furniture. Yet, though I scarce know why, I
felt he had not told me the whole truth. Something fidelity had yet
withheld from vanity. I longed to enquire further. I put aside how
many burning questions awhile!




XIV

    _And if we gang to sea, master,
    I fear we'll come to harm._

    --OLD BALLAD.


By and by less anxious talk soothed him. Indeed it was he who
suggested one last bright draught of air beneath his trees before
retiring. Down we went again with some unnecessary clatter. And here
were stars between the fruited boughs, silvery Capella and the Twins,
and low on the sky's moonlit border Venus excellently bright.

He asked me whither I proposed going, if I needs must go; besought
there and then in the ambrosial night-air the history of my
wanderings--a mere nine days' wonder; and told me how he himself much
feared and hated the sea.

He questioned me also with not a little subtilty (and double-dealing
too, I fancied,) regarding my own country, and of things present, and
things real. In fact nothing, I think, so much flattered his
vanity--unless it was my wonder at Dame Partlett's clucking on his
viol-strings--as to learn himself was famous even so far as to ages
yet unborn. He gazed on the simple moon with limpid, amiable eyes, and
caught my fingers in his.

How, then, could I even so much as hint to enquire which century
indeed was his, who had no need of any? How could I abash that kindly
vanity of his by adding also that, however famous, he must needs be to
all eternity--nameless?

We conversed long and earnestly in the coolness. He very frankly
counselled me not to venture unconducted further into this country.
The land of Tragedy was broad. And though on this side it lay adjacent
to the naïve and civil people of Comedy; on the further, in the shadow
of those bleak, unfooted mountains, lurked unnatural horror and
desolation, and cruelty beyond all telling.

He very kindly offered me too, if I was indeed bent on seeking the
sea, an old boat, still seaworthy, that lay in a creek in the river
near by, from which he was wont to fish. As for Rosinante, he supposed
a rest would be by no means unwelcome to so faithful a friend. He
himself rode little, being indolent, and a happier host than guest;
and when I returned here, she should be stuffed with dainties awaiting
me.

To this I cordially and gratefully agreed; and also even more
cordially to remain with him the next day; and the next night after
that to take my watery departure.

So it was. And a courteous, versatile, and vivacious companion I found
him. Rare tales he told me, too, of better days than these, and rarest
of his own never-more-returning youth. He loved his childhood, talked
on of it with an artless zeal, his eyes a nest of singing-birds. How
contrite he was for spirit lost, and daring withheld, and hope
discomfited! How simple and urbane concerning his present lowly
demands on life, on love, and on futurity! All this, too, with such
packed winks and mirth and mourning, that I truly said good-night for
the second time to him with a rather melancholy warmth, since
to-morrow ... who can face unmoved that viewless sphinx? Moreover, the
sea is wide, has fishes in plenty, but never too many coraled grottoes
once poor mariners.




XV

    _'Tis now full tide 'tween night and day._

    --JOHN WEBSTER.


On the stroke of two next morning the doctor conducted me down to the
creek in the river-bank where he kept his boat. There was little light
but of the stars in the sky; nothing stirring. She floated dim and
monstrous on the softly-running water, a navy in germ, and could have
sat without danger thirty men like me. We stood on the bank, side by
side, eyeing her vacancy. And (I can answer for myself) night-thoughts
rose up in us at sight of her. Was it indeed only wind in the reeds
that sighed around us? only the restless water insistently whispering
and calling? only of darkness were these forbidding shadows?

I looked up sharply at the doctor from such pensive embroidery, and
found him as far away as I. He nodded and smiled, and we shook hands
on the bank in the thick mist.

"There's biscuits and a little meat, wine, and fruit," he said in an
undertone. "God be with you, sir! I sadly mistrust the future. ...
'Tis ever my way, at parting."

We said good-bye again, to the dream-cry of some little fluttering
creature of the rushes. And well before dawn I was floating midstream,
my friend a memory, Rosinante in clover, and my travels, so far as
this brief narrative will tell, nearly ended.

I saw nothing but a few long-haired, grazing cattle on my voyage, that
eyed me but cursorily. I passed unmolested among the waterfowl,
between the never-silent rushes, beneath a sky refreshed and sweetened
with storm. The boat was enormously heavy and made slow progress. When
too the tide began to flow I must needs push close in to the bank and
await the ebb. But towards evening of the third day I began to
approach the sea.

I listened to the wailing of its long-winged gulls; snuffed with how
broad-nostrilled a gusto that savour not even pinewoods can match,
nor any wild flower disguise; and heard at last the sound that stirs
beneath all music--the deep's loud-falling billow.

I pushed ashore, climbed the sandy bank, and moored my boat to an ash
tree at the waterside. And after scrambling some little distance over
dunes yet warm with the sun, I came out at length, and stood like a
Greek before the sea.

Here my bright river disembogued in noise and foam. Far to either side
of me stretched the faint gold horns of a bay; and beyond me, almost
violet in the shadow of its waves, the shipless sea.

I looked on the breaking water with a divided heart. Its light, salt
airs, its solitary beauty, its illimitable reaches seemed tidings of a
region I could remember only as one who, remembering that he has
dreamed, remembers nothing more. Larks rose, singing, behind me. In a
calm, golden light my eager river quarrelled with its peace. Here
indeed was solitude!

It was in searching sea and cliff for the least sign of life that I
thought I descried on the furthest extremity of the nearer of the
horns of the bay the spires and smouldering domes of a little city. If
I gazed intently, they seemed to vanish away, yet still to shine above
the azure if, raising my eyes, I looked again.

So, caring not how far I must go so long as my path lay beside these
breaking waters, I set out on the firm, white sands to prove this city
the mirage I deemed it.

What wonder, then, my senses fell asleep in that vast lullaby! And out
of a daydream almost as deep as that in which I first set out, I was
suddenly aroused by a light tapping sound, distinct and regular
between the roaring breakers.

I lifted my eyes to find the city I was seeking evanished away indeed.
But nearer at hand a child was playing upon the beach, whose spade
among the pebbles had caused the birdlike noise I had heard.

So engrossed was she with her building in the sand that she had not
heard me approaching. She laboured on at the margin of the cliff's
shadow where the sea-birds cried, answering Echo in the rocks. So
solitary and yet so intent, so sedate and yet so eager a little figure
she seemed in the long motionlessness of the shore, by the dark
heedlessness of the sea, I hesitated to disturb her.

Who of all Time's children could this be playing uncompanioned by the
sea? And at a little distance betwixt me and her in the softly-mounded
sand her spade had already scrawled in large, ungainly capitals, the
answer--"Annabel Lee." The little flounced black frock, the tresses of
black hair, the small, beautiful dark face--this then was Annabel Lee;
and that bright, phantom city I had seen--that was the vanishing
mockery of her kingdom.

I called her from where I stood--"Annabel Lee!" She lifted her head
and shook back her hair, and gazed at me startled and intent. I went
nearer.

"You are a very lonely little girl," I said.

"I am building in the sand," she answered.

"A castle?"

She shook her head.

"It was in dreams," she said, flushing darkly.

"What kind of dream was it in then?"

"Oh! I often dream it; and I build it in the sand. But there's never
time: the sea comes back."

"Was the tide quite high when you began?" I asked; for now it was low.

"Just that much from the stones," she said; "I waited for it ever so
long."

"It has a long way to come yet," I said; "you will finish it _this_
time, I dare say."

She shook her head and lifted her spade.

"Oh no; it is much bigger, more than twice. And I haven't the seaweed,
or the shells, and it comes back very, very quickly."

"But where is the little boy you play with down here by the sea?"

She glanced at me swiftly and surely; and shook her head again.

"He would help you."

"He didn't in my dream," she said doubtfully. She raised long,
stealthy eyes to mine, and spoke softly and deliberately. "Besides,
there isn't any little boy."

"None, Annabel Lee?" I said.

"Why," she answered, "I have played here years and years and years,
and there are only the gulls and terns and cormorants, and that!" She
pointed with her spade towards the broken water.

"You know all their names then?" I said.

"Some I know," she answered with a little frown, and looked far out to
sea. Then, turning her eyes, she gazed long at me, searchingly,
forlornly on a stranger. "I am going home now," she said.

I looked at the house of sand and smiled. But she shook her head once
more.

"It never _could_ be finished," she said firmly, "though I tried and
tried, unless the sea would keep quite still just once all day,
without going to and fro. And then," she added with a flash of
anger--"then I would not build."

"Well," said I, "when it is nearly finished, and the water washes up,
and up, and washes it away, here is a flower that came from
Fairyland. And that, dear heart, is none so far away."

She took the purple flower I had plucked in Ennui's garden in her
slim, cold hand.

"It's amaranth," she said; and I have never seen so old a little look
in a child's eyes.

"And all the flowers' names too?" I said.

She frowned again. "It's amaranth," she said, and ran off lightly and
so deftly among the rocks and in the shadow that was advancing now
even upon the foam of the sea, that she had vanished before I had time
to deter, or to pursue her. I sought her awhile, until the dark rack
of sunset obscured the light, and the sea's voice changed; then I
desisted.

It was useless to remain longer beneath the looming caves, among the
stones of so inhospitable a shore. I was a stranger to the tides. And
it was clear high-water would submerge the narrow sands whereon I
stood.

Yet I cannot describe how loth I was to leave to night's desolation
the shapeless house of a child. What fate was this that had set her
to such profitless labour on the uttermost shores of "Tragedy"? What
history lay behind, past, or, as it were, never to come? What gladness
too high for earth had nearly once been hers? Her sea-mound took
strange shapes in the gloom--light foliage of stone, dark heaviness of
granite, wherein rumour played of all that restless rustling; small
cries, vast murmurings from those green meadows, old as night.

I turned, even ran away, at last. I found my boat in the gloaming
where I had left her, safe and sound, except that all the doctor's
good things had been nosed and tumbled by some hungry beast in my
absence. I stood and thought vacantly of Crusoe, and pig, and guns.
But what use to delay? I got in.

If it were true, as the excellent doctor had informed me, that seamen
reported islands not far distant from these shores, chance might bear
me blissfully to one of these. And if not true ... I turned a rather
startled face to the water, and made haste not to think. Fortune
pierces deep, and baits her hooks with sceptics. Away I went, bobbing
mightily over the waves that leapt and wrestled where sea and river
met. These safely navigated, I rowed the great creature straight
forward across the sea, my face towards dwindling land, my prow to
Scorpio.




XVI

    _Art thou pale for weariness._

    --PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY.


The constellations of summer wheeled above me; and thus between water
and starry sky I tossed solitary in my boat. The faint lustre of the
sultry night hung like a mist from heaven to earth. Far away above the
countries I had left perhaps for ever, the quiet lightnings played
innocently in the heights.

I rowed steadily on, guiding myself by some much ruddier star on the
horizon. The pale phosphorescence on the wave, the simple sounds as of
fish stirring in the water--the beauty and wonder of Night's
dwelling-place seemed beyond content of mortality.

I leaned on my oars in the midst of the deep sea, and seemed to hear,
as it were, the mighty shout of Space. Faint and enormous beams of
light trembled through the sky. And once I surprised a shadow as of
wings sweeping darkly across, star on to glittering star, shaking the
air, stilling the sea with the cold dews of night.

So rowing, so resting, I passed the mark of midnight. Weariness began
to steal over me. Between sleep and wake I heard strange cries across
the deep. The thin silver of the old moon ebbed into the east. A chill
mist welled out of the water and shrouded me in faintest gloom.
Wherefore, battling no more against such influences, I shipped my
oars, made my prayer in the midst of this dark womb of Life, and
screening myself as best I could from the airs that soon would be
moving before dawn, I lay down in the bottom of the boat and fell
asleep.

I slept apparently without dream, and woke as it seemed to the sound
of voices singing some old music of the sea. A scent of a fragrance
unknown to me was eddying in the wind. I raised my head, and saw with
eyes half-dazed with light an island of cypress and poplar, green and
still above the pure glass of its encircling waters. Straight before
me, beyond green-bearded rocks dripping with foam, a little stone
house, or temple, with columns and balconies of marble, stood hushed
upon the cliff by the waterside.

All now was soundless. They that sang, whether Nereids or Sirens, had
descended to dimmer courts. The seamews floated on the water; the
white dove strutted on the ledge; only the nightingales sang on in the
thick arbours.

I pushed my boat between the rocks towards the island. Bright and
burning though the beams of the sun were, here seemed everlasting
shadow. And though at my gradual intrusion, at splash or grating of
keel, the startled cormorant cried in the air, and with one cry woke
many, yet here too seemed perpetual stillness.

How could I know what eyes might not be regarding me from bowers as
thick and secluded as these? Yet this seemed an isle in some vague
fashion familiar to me. To these same watery steps of stone, to this
same mooring-ring surely I had voyaged before in dream or other life?
I glanced into the water and saw my own fantastic image beneath the
reflected gloom of cypresses, and knew at least, though I a shadow
might be, this also was an island in a sea of shadows. Far from all
land its marbles might be reared, yet they were warm to my touch, and
these were nightingales, and those strutting doves beneath the little
arches.

So very gradually, and glancing to and fro into these unstirring
groves, I came presently to the entrance court of the solitary villa
on the cliff-side. Here a thread-like fountain plashed in its basin,
the one thing astir in this cool retreat. Here, too, grew orange
trees, with their unripe fruit upon them.

But I continued, and venturing out upon the terrace overlooking the
sea, saw again with a kind of astonishment the doctor's green,
unwieldy boat beneath me and the emerald of the nearer waters tossing
above the yellow sands.

Here I had sat awhile lost in ease when I heard a footstep approaching
and the rhythmical rustling of drapery, and knew eyes were now
regarding me that I feared, yet much desired to meet.

"Oh me!" said a clear yet almost languid voice. "How comes any man so
softly?"

Turning, I looked in the face of one how long a shade!

I strove in vain to hide my confusion. This lady only smiled the
deeper out of her baffling eyes.

"If you could guess," she said presently, "how my heart leapt in me,
as if, poor creature, any oars of earth could bring it ease, you would
think me indeed as desolate as I am. To hear the bird scream,
Traveller! I hastened from the gardens as if the black ships of the
Greeks were come to take me. But such is long ago. Tell me, now, is
the world yet harsh with men and sad with women? Burns yet that
madness mirth calls Life? or truly does the puny, busy-tongued race
sleep at last, nodding no more at me?"

I told as best I could how chance had fetched me; told, too, that
earth was yet pestered with men, and heavenly with women. "And the
madness mirth calls Life flickers yet," I said; "and the little race
tosses on in nightmare."

"Ah!" she replied, "so ever run travellers' tales. I too once trusted
to seem indifferent. But you, if shadow deceives me not, may yet
return: I, only to the shades whence earth draws me. Meanwhile," she
said, looking softly at the fountain playing in the clear gloom
beyond, "rest and grow weary again, for there flock more questions to
my tongue than spines on the blackthorn. The gardens are green with
flowers, Traveller; let us talk where rosemary blows."

Following her, I thought of the mysterious beauty of her eyes, her
pallor, her slimness, and that faint smile which hovered between
ecstasy and indifference, and away went my mind to one whom the
shrewdest and tenderest of my own countrymen called once Criseyde.

She led me into a garden all of faint-hued flowers. There bloomed no
scarlet here, nor blue, nor yellow; but white and lavender and purest
purple. Here, also, like torches of the sun, stood poplars each by
each in the windless air, and the impenetrable darkness of cypresses
beneath them.

Here too was a fountain whose waters leapt no more, mossy and
time-worn. I could not but think of those other gardens of my
journey--Jane's, Ennui's, Dianeme's; and yet none like this for the
shingley murmur of the sea, and the calmness of morning.

"But, surely," I said, "this must be very far from Troy."

"Far indeed," she said.

"Far also from the hollow ships."

"Far also from the hollow ships," she replied.

"Yet," said I, "in the country whence I come is a saying: Where the
treasure is--"

"Alack! _there_ gloats the miser!" said Criseyde; "but I, Traveller,
have no treasure, only a patchwork memory, and that's a great grief."

"Well, then, forget! Why try in vain?" I said.

She smiled and seated herself, leaning a little forward, looking upon
the ground.

"Soothfastness _must_,"' she said very gravely, raising her long black
eyebrows; "yet truly it must be a forlorn thing to be remembered by
one who so lightly forgets. So then I say, to teach myself to be
true--'Look now, Criseyde, yonder fine, many-hearted poplar--that is
Paris; and all that bank of marriage-ivy--that is marriageable Helen,
green and cold; and the waterless fountain--that truly is Diomed; and
the faded flower that nods in shadow, why, that must be me, even me,
Criseyde!'"

"And this thick rosemary-bush that smells of exile, who, then, is
that?" I said.

She looked deep into the shadow of the cypresses. "That," she said, "I
think I have forgot again."

"But," I said, "Diomed, now, was he quite so silent--not one trickle
of persuasion?"

"Why," she said, "I think 'twas the fountain was Diomed: I know not.
And as for persuasion; he was a man forked, vain, and absolute as all.
Let the waterless stone be sudden Diomed--you will confuse my wits,
Mariner; where, then, were I?" She smiled, stooping lower. "You have
voyaged far?" she said.

"From childhood to this side regret," I answered rather sadly.

"'Tis a sad end to a sweet tale," she said, "were it but truly told.
But yet, and yet, and yet--you may return, and life heals every, every
wound. _I_ must look on the ground and make amends. 'Tis this same
making amends men now call 'Purgatory,' they tell me."

"'Amends,'" I said; "to whom? for what?"

"Welaway," said she, with a narrow fork between her brows; "to most
men and to all women, for being that Criseyde." She gazed half
solemnly at some picture of reverie.

"But which Criseyde?" I said. "She who was every wind's, or but one
perfect summer's?"

She glanced strangely at me. "Ask of the night that burns so many
stars," she said. "All's done; all passes. Yet my poor busy Uncle
Pandar had no such changes, nor Hector, nor ... Men change not: they
love and love again--one same tune of a myriad verses."

"All?" I said.

She tossed lightly a little dust from her hand.

"Nay--all," she replied; "but what is that to me? Mine only to see
Charon on the wave pass light over and return. Man of the green world,
prithee die not yet awhile! 'Tis dull being a shade. See these cold
palms! Yet my heart beats on."

"For what?" I said.

Criseyde folded her hands and leaned her cheek sidelong upon the
stone.

"For what?" I repeated.

"For what but idle questions?" she said; "for a traveller's vanity
that deems looking love-boys into a woman's eyes her sweeter
entertainment than all the heroes of Troy. Oh, for a house of nought
to be at peace in! Oh, gooseish swan! Oh, brittle vows! Tell me,
Voyager, is it not so?--that men are merely angry boys with beards;
and women--repeat not, ye who know! Never yet set I these steadfast
eyes on a man that would not steal the moon for taper--would she but
come down." She turned an arch face to me: "And what is to be
faithful?"

"I?" said I--"'to be faithful?'"

"It is," she said, "to rise and never set, O sun of utter weariness!
It is to kindle and never be quenched, O fretting fire of midsummer!
It is to be snared and always sing, O shrilling bird of dulness! It is
to come, not go; smile, not sigh; wake, never sleep. Couldst _thou_
love so many nots to a silk string?"

"What, then, is to change,... to be fickle?" I said.

"Ah! to be fickle," she said, "is showers after drought, seas after
sand; to cry, unechoed; to be thirsty, the pitcher broken. And--ask
now this pitiless darkness of the eyes!--to be remembered though
Lethe flows between. Nay, you shall watch even hope away ere another
comes like me to mope and sigh, and play at swords with Memory."

She rose to her feet and drew her hands across her face, and smiling,
sighed deeply. And I saw how inscrutable and lovely she must ever seem
to eyes scornful of mean men's idolatries.

"And you will embark again," she said softly; "and in how small a ship
on seas so mighty! And whither next will fate entice you, to what new
sorrows?"

"Who knows?" I said. "And to what further peace?"

She laughed lightly. "Speak not of mockeries," she said, and fell
silent.

She seemed to be thinking quickly and deeply; for even though I did
not turn to her, I could see in imagination the restless sparkling of
her eyes, the stillness of her ringless hands. Then suddenly she
turned.

"Stranger," she said, drawing her finger softly along the cold stone
of the bench, "there yet remain a few bright hours to morning. Who
knows, seeing that felicity is with the bold, did I cast off into the
sea--who knows whereto I'd come! 'Tis but a little way to being
happy--a touch of the hand, a lifting of the brows, a shuddering
silence. Had I but man's courage! Yet this is a solitary place, and
the gods are revengeful."

I cannot say how artlessly ran that voice in this still garden, by
some strange power persuading me on, turning all doubt aside, calming
all suspicion.

"There is honeycomb here, and the fruit is plenteous. Yes," she said,
"and all travellers are violent men--catch and kill meat--that I know,
however doleful. 'Tis but a little sigh from day to day in these cool
gardens; and rest is welcome when the heart pines not. Listen, now; I
will go down and you shall show me--did one have the wit to learn, and
courage to remember--show me how sails your wonderful little ship;
tell me, too, where on the sea's horizon to one in exile earth lies,
with all its pleasant things--yet thinks so bitterly of a woman!"

"Tell me," I said; "tell me but one thing of a thousand. Whom would
_you_ seek, did a traveller direct you, and a boat were at your need?"

She looked at me, pondering, weaving her webs about me, lulling doubt,
and banishing fear.

"One could not miss--a hero!" she said, flaming.

"That, then, shall be our bargain," I replied with wrath at my own
folly. "Tell me this precious hero's name, and though all the dogs of
the underworld come to course me, you shall take my boat, and leave me
here--only this hero's name, a pedlar's bargain!"

She lowered her lids. "It must be Diomed," she said with the least
sigh.

"It must be," I said.

"Nay, then, Antenor, or truly Thersites," she said happily, "the
silver-tongued!"

"Good-bye, then," I said.

"Good-bye," she replied very gently. "Why, how could there be a vow
between us? I go, and return. You await me--me, Criseyde, Traveller,
the lonely-hearted. That is the little all, O much-surrendering
Stranger! Would that long-ago were now--before all chaffering!"

Again a thousand questions rose to my tongue. She looked sidelong at
the dry fountain, and one and all fell silent.

"It is harsh, endless labour beneath the burning sun; storms and
whirlwinds go about the sea, and the deep heaves with monsters."

"Oh, sweet danger!" she said, mocking me.

I turned from her without a word, like an angry child, and made my way
to the steps into the sea, pulled round my boat into a little haven
beside them, and shewed her oars and tackle and tiller; all the toil,
and peril, the wild chances."

"Why," she cried, while I was yet full of the theme, "I will go then
at once, and to-morrow Troy will come."

I looked long at her in silence; her slim beauty, the answerless
riddle of her eyes, the age-long subtilty of her mouth, and gave no
more thought to all life else.

Day was already waning. I filled the water-keg with fresh water, put
fruit and honeycomb and a pillow of leaves into the boat, proffered a
trembling hand, and led her down.

The sun's beams slanted on the foamless sea, glowed in a flame of
crimson on marble and rock and cypress. The birds sang endlessly on of
evening, endlessly, too, it seemed to me, of dangers my heart had no
surmise of.

Criseyde turned from the dark green waves. "Truly, it is a solitary
country; pathless," she said, "to one unpiloted;" and stood listening
to the hollow voices of the water. And suddenly, as if at the
consummation of her thoughts, she lifted her eyes on me, darkly, with
unimaginable entreaty.

"What do you seek else?" I cried in a voice I scarcely recognised.
"Oh, you speak in riddles!"

I sprang into the boat and seized the heavy oars. Something like
laughter, or, as it were, the clapper of a scarer of birds, echoed
among the rocks at the rattling of the rowlocks. As if invisible hands
withdrew it from me, the island floated back.

I turned my prow towards the last splendour of the sun. A chill breeze
played over the sea: a shadow crossed my eyes.

Buoyant was my boat; how light her cargo!--an oozing honeycomb, ashy
fruits, a few branches of drooping leaves, closing flowers; and
solitary on the thwart the wraith of life's unquiet dream.

So fell night once more, and made all dim. And only the cold light of
the firmament lit thoughts in me restless as the sea on which I
tossed, whose moon was dark, yet walked in heaven beneath the distant
stars.



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