The Project Gutenberg eBook of Hold Back Tomorrow This ebook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this ebook or online at www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this eBook. Title: Hold Back Tomorrow Author: Kris Neville Illustrator: W. L. Marsh Release date: May 2, 2021 [eBook #65229] Language: English Credits: Greg Weeks, Mary Meehan and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net *** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HOLD BACK TOMORROW *** HOLD BACK TOMORROW By Kris Neville It was so good to be young, Margy knew. She never wanted to be an adult--grow old and die in five centuries. That must not happen.... [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from Imagination Stories of Science and Fantasy September 1951 Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.] "Hello, Margy," he said bashfully when he came upon her standing beside the low, white stone wall which surrounded the schoolyard, isolating it from the carefully landscaped forest and lakes beyond. "Hello, Clyde." "How are you today, Margy?" "I'm fine, Clyde. How are you?" "I'm fine, Margy.... Mind if I sit down here?" Feeling a little flutter of unnamed fear, she cried, "Go ahead. I don't own the wall." Clyde put his hands behind him, found the top of the wall, and drew himself up until he could sit on the stones. He looked down at her, his chin level with her brown curls; he looked as if he had half expected her to turn and walk away, and when she did not, he smiled uncertainly. The fear gone, now, she tilted her head and looked at him out of the corner of her eyes, once again the conscious master of the situation. Clyde looked very boyish, peering down at her. "Don't you want to sit down up here, too?" he said, waving his hand awkwardly. "Maybe." "Here," he said, offering her his hand. "I'll help you up." She wanted to take the hand, but instead, she said, "Thank you, but I can help myself." Gracefully she swung her lithe body up beside him. Clyde glanced across at her, and she stared down at her swinging legs, telling herself to be very careful, and above all, not to look into his eyes when the mature confidence shone through. Clyde cleared his throat nervously and made conversation by saying, "I ... uh ... feel sorry for Teach, don't you?" Margy twisted and puckered her mouth, remembering Teach that morning; she had looked very bad, and the eye wrinkles were very noticeable, more noticeable than ever before. "Teach is wearing out," Margy said, trying to keep the horror out of her voice. "I ... uh ... thought you'd notice; I don't think the rest of the kids did." "She must be over four hundred," Margy said, feeling the cold place in her stomach become even colder. "She'll be dead in another fifty years." * * * * * Margy shuddered as the coldness exploded through her whole body and tingled down to her finger tips, making her want to cry. "I hate to think of anyone dying," she said, wishing he would talk about the weather, or about anything but dying, wishing he were less serious, more embarrassed, and more like his old self. "I just wondered if you'd noticed Teach. I _thought_ you would. You--you know--you ... uh ... seem to understand things, Margy." That seemed to expose all her nerve endings, and leave them raw and tingling. Biting her lip in anger, she said, "I do not! I don't understand things at all." If he didn't quit being serious, she would get down and walk away. "Better than most kids, I meant. Better than _I_ do." She wanted to laugh hysterically, and she could feel her fingers curl in toward the palms. "You just think I do," she said. "No. I'm serious, Margy. I mean it, really. You're more grown up than we are." Her heart raced with terror, and her face was drained. She looked away so he would not notice. "Don't say things like that, Clyde. Clyde, if you say any more about that I'll--I'll just not ever speak to you again!" "Aw, Margy. I don't want to get you sore. I'm sorry." "It's all right," she said, her heart quieting slowly. What did he want? she wondered. Surely something. She could tell by the intentness of his face, the awkwardness, the suppression in his gestures, but what, she dared not guess, even though she was afraid that she already knew. She wanted to say, "Look, Clyde, let's just go on laughing like we have been. Let's laugh and laugh. And not talk very much. Not about things like death. I like you when you're a little boy and laughing. I'm afraid of you when you're a man and not laughing." But she said, "It's nice today, don't you think so?" "Uh-huh." * * * * * She looked at him, and his face was red with embarrassment. He avoided her eyes, and he was his former self, at least for a moment. The self she wanted to touch and hold onto in the face of a swirling, mysterious, and frightening world: except, more than anything else, she could not afford to touch him, and every day he was growing more and more away from her until one day he would be gone altogether, and she would not want to touch him any longer. It was infinitely sad to sit helplessly by while that happened. "What did you want to see me about?" she said. "I ... uh ... guess I forget," he said. But everything was about to break and shatter, and she could sense it. She sat pitted against herself and her own confusions, knowing what he wanted to ask her. It had been bound to come, sooner or later. What was she going to _do_ about it? That, she was afraid to guess. Not today, she prayed intently, God, don't let him ask me to marry him today! "Look, Margy," he said. "Can I walk you home, after school?" But it would be today. Again, she could sense it. And if she said he could walk home with her, he would touch her, probably try to kiss her. Somehow, she would have to stop him from doing that. "Part way," she said hesitantly. Because she was afraid to deny him; she was afraid to lose him, yet. She didn't want that. "I ... want to ask you something, then." "Please ..." she said. "Yes, Margy?" "Let's not be serious. You've been getting so _serious_, lately. I don't like you when you're that way." "I have not!" he said hotly. "You have too," she said. She slipped down from the wall and ran wild and free toward the classroom building. "Don't forget! After school!" he called. Don't forget, she thought bitterly, running, don't forget.... * * * * * School was over, and they left the grounds together. The grass underfoot was soft and green. The shade trees around the path, pleasantly protecting. The neat, clean houses, set in the forest at intervals, individual proud flower beds a dot in the smooth, close cropped lawns. The sky, bright blue with sunset on the horizon (through the trees) gold and purple, and the air, clean, perfumery. Adults moved around their homes, puttering in the gardens, mending the tiny spots where mending was required; their faces were bright eyed, young, peaceful, but wise with the wisdom of experience. "We're a lot alike," Clyde said after a while. "Are we?" "Don't you think so?" "I don't know," she said, looking away from him, thinking that it would be nice to go on forever walking in the sunset like this. "Where do you live?" "Down here," she said vaguely. "Oh." They walked on, passed a pond almost covered with lilies that were opened out, in white and yellow bloom: passed a banyan tree, where miniature turtle doves had gathered to coo softly for night; over a small wood bridge spanning a stream of clear hurtling waters. "... You started school here just last year, didn't you?" She swallowed down the tenseness in her throat. "Yes ... I came from ... the East." She knew that she should have said it more glibly, but the words seemed to clog in her throat. "That's what I thought," he said. "I don't remember you before last year." They came to a widening of the lane where an ancient tree stood alone, as if the rest of the trees had moved back to give it room, out of respect to its venerability. He stopped her with his hand. "Wait, Margy." The hand, warm on her elbow, was bad, and she wanted to shake it away, and she wanted to leave it there. "Yes?" she said weakly. "... Uh.... Let's talk," he said, taking the hand away. "Talk?" she said, trying to gain time and marshal her thoughts. Then there was laughter from behind them, along the lane they had followed. "Two of the kids from school," Clyde said disappointedly; he turned to wave. "No. It's all right. I see their adult bands." Shortly, the adults, nodding pleasantly with the confidence and understanding of hundreds of years, passed them and continued down the lane, looking no older than the two adolescents. When they had gone, vanishing around a sharp bend in the lane, Clyde said, "Uh, Margy. Have you ever thought, I mean _really_ thought, of having to grow up?" "... Yes," she said, feeling a calmness come to her, an almost iciness, a resignation. "It's awful puzzling: I mean, they _know_ so much. It takes so long to become an adult. And you're always doing silly things that they don't do, and you don't know why. You don't _understand_. It's hard, to understand. And sometimes you're almost afraid you'll _never_ be able to grow up." * * * * * He was a boy again, now, and she felt her heart swell in sympathy as she watched him and listened to his words, and for a single moment, many things seemed possible. "It's awful hard," he said. "And if a man has to do it alone...." The calm was gone. _No, No!_ she shrieked mentally, _No, please don't ask me!_ "It makes it so much harder," Clyde continued. "Have you ever ... I mean ... uh, Margy, it's kinda nice, I mean ... to make an early first marriage, don't you think?" She felt herself trembling, and her lips moved soundlessly. "What I want to say, it's so much nicer to have someone. I mean, it helps you grow up faster. Gives you responsibilities. _Teaches_ you, I mean." "I ... I...." "What I'm trying to get around to saying.... Look. Sometimes these first marriages just go right on lasting. I mean, if two people, they're alike, they just stay on married." She felt fire in her cheeks. "Margy, will you marry me?" Anticipation had not blunted the effect, and maturity shone in his eyes. Her face was white; blood fled from her lips. "Clyde...." "We're a lot alike, Margy," he said intently. "We could make it last. We've got a lot in common. For us it wouldn't be just a first marriage. It would be _the_ marriage, the one to last always. And we both need to get married. To help us grow up." "I ... I...." "Listen, Margy. I always thought ... I mean, well, I've always thought you like me. A lot, I mean. I've always thought that--well--that you were in love with me, sort of." It felt like her chest was being crushed by emotions; and she could see him spinning farther away from her. And she could not let him go. She could not lose him like this, just let him walk away. It wasn't fair. "I ... I guess I am." "Then we'll go down tomorrow for licenses? We'll have our check-ups, and...." "No," she moaned, "no, no, no." He drew her against him. She tried to turn her lips away, but she did not want to, and then it was too late, and there was nothing she could do. She forced him back. "Wait," she said. "I love you," she said. "Listen, you've got to do this. Listen. You've got to meet me tonight. At the library. At ... at ... nine o'clock." She took a deep breath. "You've got to do that." "What's...." She turned. "Margy!" Without daring to look back, she said, "Don't come any farther. Wait until tonight." Inside, she was crying and hurt and desperate and ashamed. Most of all, ashamed. Her nails dug into her palms until she felt the sharp pain. _What can I do?_ she thought. _I won't go. I'll ... I'll ... I won't go. I'll leave...._ There was a thin trickle of warmness across the inside of her hand. But she knew that she would go, deeply, she knew that. And she was in love with him, and life was unfair, so terribly unfair, so unfair beyond all imagining. * * * * * Waiting for him, she was sick with a strange excitement that kept her blood alive and racing. She was afraid, too--mildly afraid, but fear could not stop her. Waiting, she remembered: their laughter, and a picnic lunch, once, when he had tried to hold her hand during the hour when they listened to the Music, again when he chose her twice in the social living game; and how unafraid and _warm_ she had been then, until it began to break and crumble around her, and she could feel him drifting away, toward Them--toward the utterly terrifying and complex and baffling and painful life beyond her, where she was afraid to go. But she could not let him escape from her: for he owed her something more--he _had to_ owe her something more; life owed her something more, and she would not be cheated. Then she would go away, and leave school, and go somewhere and try to start all over again, and most of all, really try to understand. She was waiting for him just beyond the light that cascaded down the steps from the open doors of the library, and finally, when she saw him coming, a tall, lanky form coming uncertainly from the darkness, she felt her temples pound, and her knees were trembling. He came to her side. Her hand, not shyly, now, went out for his, and he tried to draw back, startled by the strange intensity of her eyes. Then, without a word, she led him by the hand across the smooth grass toward the aspen trees around the tiny, moonlit lake. When they were safely hidden among the trees, she pressed him to the ground, and to her the moon seemed pale and ghostly, and the water lilies, coffin flowers, and the cat tails, dead, furry fingers. Life was no longer sweet and innocent, and the lake smell was like decay upon the air. "There," she said huskily. "Sit there. I'll sit by you." Again she took his hand, and the wind rustled the trees. "I want you to be in love with me," she said. "Uh ... you love me, don't you?" he said uncomfortably. "I want to be loved," she echoed stubbornly, and the wind sighed. Lake water gurgled at the shore, and she thought it might be going down a drain, somewhere, the way time goes down a drain; although time goes silently. * * * * * She closed her eyes, trying to think, but she found only the eternal confusion in her mind; and the wind carried back some of her own sweet perfume smell to her, half sickening her. She licked her lips nervously, and her cheeks were hot. "We'll get married and have our own home, and you can...." She shrank away from him mentally; and looking at him, filtered by moonlight, she saw that he was old and although the aspen leaf that fell between them was still green, she knew that it was old and dead, too, and the grass under her left hand, though green, was dying. Terror filled her, and as a very small child, she had been in a dark room, somewhere, and there was rain and lightning; her father had come to hold her hand; she could remember his saying: "You won't die for a long time," although how he had come to say it, she could not remember. Ever since, she had, in the back of her mind, the thought: I'm dying now. And late at night, very often, she would awake with icy sweat on her body to realize that some day there would actually come that last minute, as real as the present one, and how could she stand it? "... the house," he finished; but she did not know what he had said. "We don't have to get married," she said. "Why not? I don't see why not?" Her lips were trembling, and she wanted to cry. "Don't you see: I don't _want_ to." "I don't understand you," he said. "I don't understand you at all." The moonlight patterned the ground. "Look," he said. "We want to hurry and grow up, don't we? We want...." Scarcely understanding, herself, she repeated, "We don't have to get married!" Her mouth was dry, and her hand, hot in his. Doggedly, Clyde said, "I don't understand you, Margy." * * * * * She laughed tiredly, for he was gone, and it was almost too late, now. "Don't be serious. Tonight, don't be serious. Let's not talk any more about that. I don't want to talk about that." "We've _got to_," he insisted. "We've got to learn to be serious. We can't go on like a couple of kids like this forever." "There's ... there's a lot of time, yet. We've got so much time ... before we...." She wondered how the thought had almost crept into words, and she shuddered, while from across the lake, a tree frog began to chirp eerily. "I'm afraid to think about dying," she said, and it was the most important thing in the world to make him understand that. "Dying worries me. I don't want to have to die." Her voice went on evenly, monotonously, in chorus with the tree frog, and her hand clamped his wetly, but she hardly listened to the words herself, because she knew that he did not understand what she was saying. "But I don't have to think about it. There's so much time left. And I want to stay young like this. Don't you understand, Clyde? I thought you said you understood me? I don't want to be sick and hurt. I want things to be simple and ... pretty. Pretty. Can't you see that, Clyde? I don't care about anything else." "You don't believe that," he said. After a pause (while the wind quieted), she said, insistently, "I do. Yes, I _do_, Clyde ... I really do." He tried to release her hand. And he was trying to cheat her. They were trying to cheat her. She did not know, she did not care. There was something inside of her, and it was desperation. "Don't leave me, too," she sobbed. "I just want to be loved. I just want somebody to love me." Her arms were suddenly around him, strong and hungry, and the contact with him was electric, but somewhere in the back of her mind, blunted, a small voice moaned. "Please," she whimpered, her mind almost blank and spinning. "Please, Clyde. Like this. Just like this. When you touched me on the elbow this afternoon...." He tried to draw away; but her arms held him tightly. Suddenly he put both hands against her breasts and pushed brutally. She fell back, stunned. Clyde jumped to his feet and started to run, terrified. "Clyde!" she moaned. "Clyde, don't run away! Don't cheat me, Clyde. Don't leave me, Clyde." The wind was in the trees again, and she put her head on her arm and began to cry softly. "Clyde," she whispered. (Or was it only the wind in the trees?) * * * * * She hardly knew why she came to school the next day; her body was leaden with fatigue, and in her mind there was a sense of impending doom. On the way down the soft, green path, she stared at the ground, and when an adult passed, she was afraid to look into his eyes, lest, somehow, he understand. She should go away; as she crossed the school ground she knew that, but she was too hurt to go away, and nothing seemed to matter greatly. And then she was in class and Clyde was not there. She wanted to run out into the sunshine, and run forever, mostly backward into yesterday, where everything was so very simple. Looking at Teach, she could not help hating her: so poised, so calm, so understanding, so sure; even with the tiny crows-feet--the first signs of wearing out--around her eyes, as if she had never seen herself as a white death's head, and imagined the wind whispering over her grave and rustling the grass that had been her body, the green grass, dying. But Teach's movements were still quick and lively, and her body did not look as if there was death inside of it, waiting. And as she watched Teach conduct the class and play upon it as a maestro might upon an orchestra, she remembered the last night, and the wind, and the boy, and she felt _unclean_. Time hung suspended; and every second the clock let fall was a heartbeat of increasing intensity. Suspense was in the air, and Margy knew that she was waiting, waiting with a wound up tenseness that would explode inside of her if something didn't happen. And it was almost a relief when the messenger came, and Teach said, "Margy, would you mind going into room C? Someone wants to see you there." Trembling, Margy stood up. "Yes, Teach." She left the room, her feet heavy, too heavy to turn toward the door and set running as she half wanted them to do. * * * * * She opened the door at room C and stood silently. There were three people in the room: Mr. Hershey, the co-ordinator, and a man and a woman; she did not need to be told that the man and woman were Clyde's parents. "Come in, Margy," Mr. Hershey said kindly, but Margy couldn't move. She looked around the room; and a corner, she thought, would be nice to hide in, if it was dark, and whoever was looking for her didn't have a light. But it was all over, and she was sick, and it was too much trouble to try to hide again. Without raising his voice, the other man said, not unkindly, "Where's your adult band, Margy?" Her eyes were listless and defeated. They did not glance toward her left upper arm. Automatically she said, "I can't wear one, yet." "How old are you, Margy?" the woman said. "I'm--I'm sixteen. Almost seventeen. Yes, I'm almost seventeen." Mr. Hershey said softly, "I'm sorry, Margy. There will have to be tests." She stiffened almost imperceptibly. Clyde's mother bent forward. "Why don't you admit you're as old as I am?" she said. "No, no, no," Margy moaned. "I'm not! I'm not! I'm _not_!" "Now, now...." "Let me alone!" Margy said. "Let me alone!" She felt life flow back into her empty body. "Why won't you ever let me alone?" Mr. Hershey pushed a button. "I don't hurt you," Margy said. And her eyes were wild, now, and her mouth twisted in shame and anguish. "I don't hurt anybody." She began to sob. "Please," she choked. "I just want to be young. That's all right, isn't it, to want to be young? That's all I want. Honest, that's all." Mr. Hershey spoke softly into the phone. "Could you send over a couple of men? I'm afraid we've got another Revert for you." "I don't hurt anybody," she said tonelessly. "It's no crime to want to be young. Why don't you let me alone ... let me alone ... alone ... alone?" And then she fell silent, her body shaking with repressed sobs as she stood in the doorway and waited for the two men to come and take her away. *** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HOLD BACK TOMORROW *** Updated editions will replace the previous one—the old editions will be renamed. 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